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It'd be wrong to say I don't
like kids. It's adults I have more

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of a problem with. In my
last school, when I called one of

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the ten year old boys in my
class a little asshole, it wasn't the

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problem. His parents are the ones
who insisted I get fired. But that

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boy didn't mind me swearing at him
because he knew damn well he'd keyed my

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car. Even if I had no
proof. He just thought it was funny,

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No different to the sort of interaction
he'd have with an older sibling.

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On that note, I wouldn't say
I like children either. Kids are little

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adults. They're more truthful, but
only because the stakes are lower. People

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with jobs and mortgages tell great,
big, tremendous lies. Kids don't have

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the weight of the world and their
shoulders, So why lie about mistresses and

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promotions and why you've been crushing up
antibiotics since your wife's morning smoothie. Instead,

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they just lie about where their homework
is. Ther kids I teach are

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right on the cusp of it.
Some of the boys might get caught giggling

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at the back while showing each other
naughty little videos they don't understand but can't

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look away. From But then they
go out and chase each other around,

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do cartwheels, play tag, hide
and seek, cry if they take a

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particularly bad knock. Kids are weird. Got one whose dad is in jail

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and he talks about it like it
means nothing. His old man tried to

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kick a woman to death in the
parking lot of a bar and won't be

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out until the boys. A teenager
kid don't care, doesn't get it.

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If anything, he thinks it's funny. But then last week I confiscated his

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novelty pencil that was the size of
a cucumber, and he screams so hard

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he threw up all over the speckled
tile that have been glued to the floor

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since ninety six. Ten is a
weird age, old enough to feel the

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vaguest hint of life's problems just beneath
the surface, like lumps in a pillow,

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to question why Mommy downs three bottles
of wine on a Tuesday, or

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why Daddy changes his shirt and hide
it in the garage before coming in from

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work, but too young to know
what's really under the surface. These kids

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can feel something is wrong with the
world, they just don't know what not

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yet Anyway, they have my sympathy. Twenty six years of teaching has eroded

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most of everything else. I'm not
particularly invested in whether these little turrets become

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scientists such editors, nor am I
particularly interested in helping them process their emotional

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luggage. If any of you want
me to undo the damage you've done to

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your own kids, then you can
start by paying me a hell of a

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lot more. But I do feel
sorry for them because they don't really know

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what's going on. But unlike a
five year old, they can't just fumble

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around in blind ignorance. They're stuck
in between worlds, one where you cry

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yourself to sleep at night over your
parents divorce, but still think Santa and

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the tooth Fairy are real. Maybe
it's different out of rich school, one

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where kids don't go to food banks, but where whole families don't have to

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share a smartphone. I doubt it. I don't know why. I just

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doubt anyone's out there living the plot
of the Bernstein Bears, Rich or otherwise.

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I used the dream of teaching at
one of the big schools, a

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couple of towns over the ones with
all the funding. How that would be

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nice walking into a building that doesn't
look like a set dressing for the next

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season of True Detective. Now I
just dream of getting out of this profession

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entirely. Maybe if I play my
cards right. Sounds crazy to say out

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loud, so I won't. But
maybe I found a way out. Well,

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to be exact, the kids found
it. I don't know what they

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got. Of course they don't their
kids. They haven't a clue. But

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I think I'm maybe thirteen weeks from
another go, and when that happens,

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you can bet your ass I'm asking
for a ticket out of here. At

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first, I planned on getting a
cushy job in one of the schools a

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few towns over one where the school
bus doesn't have to plan its route around

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multiple trailer parks. Now I realize
I was thinking small. If I'm smart,

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I won't ever have to work another
day in my life. Imagine that

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thirteen more weeks. Right now,
grin Wig is with Laila. Sweet girl,

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but she's smart enough for it to
be a problem. The dumb ones

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for the best. You wake up
to something grinning at you at your bedroom

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window. It helps to have a
sort of mind that doesn't ask questions about

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what floor you're living on. Laila
isn't winning a genius grant anytime soon.

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But I can tell it's bothering her
because deep down she knows how wrong this

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all is. Dark circles under the
eyes, hallid skin, eyes that keep

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darting to the corners. Sometimes she
falls asleep at a desk. Sometimes she

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wakes up with a little jump,
like something only she can see has startled

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her. It's hard. The only
reason she sticks it out is the same

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reason you or I would the rewards. She got a smartphone last time.

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I wonder what'll be this time.
These kids don't ask for a lot toys.

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Mainly one of them got crazy good
at football real quick. That makes

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sense, But it's that kind of
thing, you know. They don't ask

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for the lottery. Well, nothing
like that, because money's a little too

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abstract right now. Strange thing,
though, as young and naive as they

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are, they learn the rules pretty
quickly. I guess Grenwig's lessons aren't subtle.

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Just look at one of my former
students, Jared Now. At the

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time, all this flew under my
radar. Kid in my class lost the

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parent, moved away, so what
things happen? Turns out he asked for

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his father to get sober. Next
day, the poor guy got caught in

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the machinery at his job. CCTV
footage was very popular in live leagues,

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makes for grim viewing. I'm not
particularly handy, so I never knew a

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lathe could do that to a human
body. Anyway, It's not good to

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ask things for other people. I
wish my dad was this, I wish

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my mom was that. Alia told
me that upfront, around the time I

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started asking why half the kids in
my class had new iPhones and Nintendo switches.

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She said it was easy to ask
for things, but it was risk

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here to ask to change something into
another thing, and downright awful to ask

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it to change a person in any
way, no matter how small. Even

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that kid who got good at football
played a risky game. It paid off,

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but the other kids wouldn't go near
him for a week. They kept

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expecting something bad to happen to him, and they didn't want to be in

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a splash zone. I can't pretend
to understand the subtleties like the kids.

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I can only observe what happens to
other people and learn the lessons that imparts.

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Nothing about Greenwig is guaranteed. There
are no certainties. Even the kids

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get worn down by it. Whoever
has it, they are a prior risk

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assessment in under elevens. Strange thing
to see, but unless it's your turn,

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you don't even want to risk something
as inane as a game of catch

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with his chosen friend. Greenwig,
his territorial, possessive bizarre, didn't even

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believe it until it was somehow my
turn, which the kids found pretty alarming.

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Green Wig doesn't like adults. I
thought there was a ghost at first,

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lights coming on and off, footsteps
in the corridor outside my apartment,

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pretty creepy, sharing my home with
something I couldn't see. I didn't like

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it, but it had only been
a couple of nights, and I did

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a good job of convincing myself there
was no ghost or poltergeist, just an

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overactive imagination. Yeah, sure,
the TV changed and there were finger marks

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and my bathroom window I hadn't put
there, so what way. At the

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back of my mind, I'd reserved
a little bit of space for the possibility

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of a haunting, but otherwise I
remained a skeptic. Jesus, if only

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it was as simple as a haunting, I don't know if I could explain

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to you how it felt the first
time I woke up to Grinwig gently stroking

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my toes. The violation of it, the feeling of a world that didn't

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make sense. My eyes glared at
his fingers, terrified, heart pounding,

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head throbbing like I'd taken a knock, and I kept waiting for it to

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make sense. My eyes wandered,
tried to find the hands those fingers belonged

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to, but they just kept going
and going and going. They stretched for

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meters until they disappeared into the shadow
of my closet. Whole time, they

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kept massaging the big toe, cold
as ice. I started counting the knuckles.

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I got to thirteen and gave up. But they were fingers. I

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could tell from the nails, the
hair that ran along the dimpled skin,

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the color of cement. And then, just as I started to really appreciate

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that I was awake one hundred ston't
cold, sober and lucid, and what

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I was seeing wasn't a dream or
a nightmare or some other conjuration of the

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mind, just as I felt panic
begin to flare up inside my chest like

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a burgeoning heart attack. It was
impossible. Fingers withdrew into the darkness like

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a spider curling its legs. I
got up and threw on the lights.

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I found my clawset empty. Felt
the world was coming apart. Had to

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be a night terror. I decided
I hadn't had one for decades, but

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what else could it be. I
wanted to go back to sleep, to

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at least try, but I was
so scared I couldn't face the dark again,

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so I decided to stay up.
Went out into the living room and

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turned the TV on, PLoP down
on the sofa and let my head tilt

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back. I might have drifted off
again, I don't know for sure.

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All I remember was the feeling as
the cushion beneath me adjusted, and I

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heard it the sound of something tightening, like a creaking door. I looked

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down and saw white bands wrapped around
the entirety of the sofa fingers. They

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tightened, and the material let out
a groan as the tension went up a

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notch. I flew upwards in a
terrible panic. By the time I turned

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back, the fingers were gone,
but the indent they'd left and the sofa

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remained. This repeated itself all night, Each time I felt close to drifting

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off, those impossibly long fingers would
reach out of the darkness somewhere and make

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an appearance. They knocked glasses off, countertops, opened the fridge, turned

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on the oven, and whenever possible, they touched me, stroked in ear,

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tickled my nose, slid between my
fingers, and tried to hold my

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hand. I tried to play chicken
with it, at least once. I

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stayed stock still as a greasy finger
plucked at my lips and tried to find

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its way into my mouth. But
before it met any success, I flipped

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out and ran, shrieking into the
corridor outside my apartment. Hunting in the

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hallway, I told myself I'd never
stepped foot in that apartment. There was

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something about the way all my neighbors
came to their doors one by one and

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just stared at me in my underwear
and sweat stained vest. I felt like

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a damn idiot. Before I knew
it, I was offering modeled apologies while

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slinking through my front door. By
the time I got to school the next

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day, I felt like I was
teetering on the edge for a breakdown.

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A genuine suspected my day was going
to end with me being carted off in

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a straight jacket last people. I
expected to find any understanding from with my

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students, But when I came in
looking like a sleep deprived drunk, they

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all stared at me in silence.
And this wasn't the slight Jordan idiocy I'm

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sometimes used to with these kids.
At that time, I told them I

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used to have a wife. This
was something else. Took me a second

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to decipher. It not the sort
of expression I'm used to from that age

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group, with what with half of
them being miniature psychopaths. It was sympathy.

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They felt sorry for me. But
when I took a step forward,

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every single one of them scooted their
chairs backwards. Just like that. It

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clicked. I spent the last year
watching them take turns ostracizing one another,

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and I'd just written it off.
It's just a peculiar product of child social

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dynamics. It felt cruel, and
I tried over and over to mitigate it,

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to sit with the excluded kids and
talk with them, try to figure

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it all out. But it was
an enigma, all of it. If

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it wasn't for the fact that this
messed up system seemed to operate and a

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kind of wrotor I would have been
forced to intervene, but as it was,

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the kid who was targeted would always
be back with the crowd a week

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later, and they'd be the ones
excluding someone else. But now all of

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that made sense the way they were
looking at me pity recognition. They knew

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what I'd spent the night going through, and for the last year, they'd

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gone through it themselves, one by
one. You should play with Greenwick,

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sah, one of the quieter girls
piped up in, wide eyed, like

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a hostage at gunpoint, and all
the other kids nodded, Yeah, he

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wants to play. You need to
play with them. He gets real impatient.

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A chorus of whisping our hearts.
Greenwig, I muttered. One word?

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Is that what is called? I
wondered, and all the other kids

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nodded, but they could read my
mind. There are no records of Greenwig

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anywhere, by the way, Good
God. I tried a thousand times over

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to find something, anything. The
best I could think of was that Greenwig

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was a kind of boogeyman. But
what does that even mean? Just the

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word used to give the world a
little more shape, a little more structure.

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I'm not sure Greenwich as much of
either the games he plays are like

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what a toddler or a young dog
would be interested in. Basic stuff,

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no rules. I moved something,
Grenwig moves it back. I was lost

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tracing the spiral of my hair or
pulling up my cheeks and face to create

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strange new expressions of flicking the lights
on and off. During that time,

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I took to eating lunch in my
car, largely because it was hard to

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be around people who couldn't see why
a glass went flying at the wall or

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why I had to keep stacking plates
until they were so tall they toppled over.

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At least the kids gave me a
heads up, most important warning I

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ever gotten in my life. Every
kid had their own observations, some more

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relatable than others. Most of them
boiled down to the simple fact that for

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seven days you belonged to Greenwig,
you were a toy, a source of

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endless amusement for something that had the
sense of humor of a three year old.

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Pretty Much every kid agreed on one
concrete thing, though saying no to

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Greenwig was dangerous. Now. I
can't say for sure, but I'm positive

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Greenwig gave the kids more leeway.
He left them alone for lunch and dinner,

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bedtime games were usually quieter, but
for me, it was almost like

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part of the game was watching me
go about my adult life as he did

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everything to mess with me. He'd
snatched my steering wheel, giggling from the

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dark footwell, yellow eyes peering up
from between my legs. He grabbed my

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phone and throw it into the middle
of traffic, or sit there, tickling

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my neck and armpits. As the
principle demanded to know why my classes behavior

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was so erratic, he made it
difficult, pushed me right up to breaking

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point. Eventually I snapped. I
slapped his hand away as he tried to

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mess with me during a traffic stop. Felt like screaming at him that he

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was this close to get him me
shot. But of course I couldn't just

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let to sit there as this cop
looked over my license and mulled give me

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a sobriety test. Couldn't blame him. I'd been swerving all over the road

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until I saw the flashing lights.
Didn't help when as he approached I pulled

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over car, he saw me slapping
furiously at the steering wheel, hissing stop

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it over and over. He inevitably
issued the test, which I passed.

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The cop gave me a long,
narrowed stare before telling me to go get

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some sleep. He must have figured
I was just a stressed mental case instead

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of a drunk, and he was
right. It was day six and I

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barely slept. Despite all the grave
warnings from the kids about the dangers of

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telling Greenwig off, I drove off, hoping that maybe he would just let

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this one go. I went to
school and taught lessons as usual, but

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Greenwig made no appearances. I asked
the kids if his little voter ever found

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itself wrapping up a day early,
and they all shook their heads like they

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knew bad news was coming my way, but none of them wanted to say

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for sure. Still, it was
my first time, so I ignored the

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look in their eyes and try my
best to focus on the hope that maybe

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Greenwig was going to finally leave me
alone. A feeling and I dissolved in

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its entirety, and I opened my
front door and found a package on the

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floor, a large box about one
foot cubed. It looked like old cardboard,

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like what happens when it gets soaked
but left out to dry, just

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dingy. Its sides had been stable
together too, and that gave it a

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real homemade look that went the extra
creepy little mile. I expected something bad.

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I knew the second when I went
to lift it and it was too

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heavy that something was wrong. It
just felt well, It felt like lifting

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an overfull bucket from the bottom.
And then there was the smell and the

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noise that sounded like a distant transmission
of a mewing child, tinny, like

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the muffled cries of someone on the
other side of a very thick wall.

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When I finally opened it, I
found the policeman inside familiar because of the

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shield and name he Well, he'd
been folded, I guess, is the

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best way I can describe it.
At first I thought it was just his

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uniform, but well, clothes aren't
warm, and obviously a folded uniform wouldn't

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explain the forearm, hair and skin
poking out the side. I recoiled,

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terrified, fell backwards onto my ass, and this was when Grenwig made his

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appearance. His aragnic fingers curled out
from the box. I'd say about a

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dozen of them this time. There
are always more in the dark, out

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of sight, and these did when
I couldn't have brought myself to do on

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my own. They unfolded. The
policeman lifted him up like a tailor shone

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off a suit, and the flayed
skin opened up to reveal the barely recognizable

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outline of an adult man. He
was still alive, and the rest of

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him, I soon found out,
was in my bathtub, and that half

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was also very much alive, thrashing
and sliding as it struggled to gain a

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grip on the smooth ceramic, begging
for its other half. Words, I

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don't really think we're a natural fit
for the stern man who'd interrogated me just

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ten hours ago, But then again, it wasn't really the same man either

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way. He spoke of the darkness
between atoms, the infinite space where time

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doesn't exist, and the endless shapes
that swim the murky abyss fleeing their cruel

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God. More than that, he
lamented no longer being whole, feeling himself

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in two places at once. He
called it wrong, and on that he

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had my agreement. I begged Greenwig
to take it away to undo what he

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had done, and that was how
I used my first favor. The box

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and the man disappeared, dragged off
to some dark corner that was out of

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sight, and that was the last
they saw of him, although a bit

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of research later on revealed that while
Grinwig did indeed put him back together,

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the poor man has been catatonic in
a hospital bed ever since, alive but

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definitely not well. The next day, the kids asked me what I'd requested.

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I told them I asked for a
new PlayStation. Didn't tell them the

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truth, partially because it would traumatize
them, but partially because acknowledging it even

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happened would traumatize me. After that, I crunched the numbers. I figured

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out the number of kids and how
often the rotor would fall on me.

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Based on this info, I booked
the week half ahead of time, and

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well, I just waited. I
tried to support the kids as best I

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could when it was their turn,
but they didn't really have the same problems

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as me. I mean, it
wasn't a holiday for them either. Each

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one came to school looking like they'd
spent the night watching their dog die over

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and over, just distraught, ruin
exhausted. But like I said, Greenwig

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generally let them eat their food or
interact with their parents and siblings without demanding

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attention at the worst possible time.
Eventually Round two came along. The kids

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seemed damned relieved. As for Greenwick's
games, this time I came prepared.

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I'd already noticed that Grenwig only ever
emerged from the shadows, and the kids

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corroborated that fact. So in the
run up to my turn, I spent

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the week setting up my bathroom with
as many lamps and torches as I could

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find. Wasn't easy to eliminate all
those shadows. I had a lot of

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sleepless nights trialing different arrangements, but
eventually I got one as close to perfect

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as I could. I figured if
I could just have one or two nights

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of sleep, it'd be damn easier
to deal with. An hour passed before

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my stomach began to wake. By
the time I realized what Grenwig was doing,

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I could already feel the urge to
throw up. I guess I hadn't

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given him much of a choice.
He wanted to play, and there was

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only one place in that room that
was still dark. It wasn't until I

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threw myself out into the living room
and switched off all the light that the

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pain knees up. By then,
I was already close to suffocating on the

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finger sticking out of my throat when
it finally withdrew and I took my first

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breath in over a minute. I
collapsed to the floor, unable to do

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much of anything except heave and sob. Greenwig yellow eyes glaring at me from

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the space between my sofa, giggled. In hindsight, I'm lucky he found

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it funny. I think he thought
he was a game of sorts. God

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knows what would have happened if that
little stunt had made him mad. Otherwise,

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at second round past without incident.
At least I wasn't at work.

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It was hell, but I didn't
have to worry about driving anywhere or being

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out in public waiting for those wretched
hands to find me. I just stayed

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indoors and played his weird little games, which mainly just involved me cleaning up

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whatever stupid thing he decided to make
a mess of. I found it helped

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if I played up my exasperation.
The less I reacted to his mischief,

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the more likely he'd escalate. When
it was all over, I asked for

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a winning lottery ticket. Unfortunately I
didn't specify the amount, which I suppose

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is my fault. At least the
amount I won covered rent that month,

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even if my expectations were a little
higher. Still, I figured it'd be

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better next time. I'd be more
specific. I decided best laid plans of

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mice and men. You ever lost
someone, most people have, I have,

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for sure more than once. To
it nearly unmade me, and I

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was a fully grown man. It
was about a couple days before my turn

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that Alia experienced the first loss.
Most kids, it's a hamster if they're

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unlucky. A grandparent for her,
who was her older brother. I taught

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him eleven years earlier, and he
was a good kid, smart like her,

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went on to become a mechanic.
His passing wasn't anything strange or sinister,

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just an accident. Jack popped off
car crushed him, random devastating.

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She was called out of a lesson
by the principle and her parents, the

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three of them looking like hell,
like they'd spent a month one on one

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with Greenwig. A little reminder that
not all nightmares hide in the dark,

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I suppose. And why this hit
me hard, I think it was probably

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my own experience with grief. Either
way, it's stuck with me. Her

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absence, the empty chair and desk
felt hard to ignore day after day,

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knowing what she was going through.
I think it's one thing to accept that

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these kids will face circumstance, poverty, bad parents. Life isn't fair.

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I don't get a say in the
way society say some kids get ponies and

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others get rickets. But there's something
about losing someone that way, just a

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random confluence of bad luck, and
it's harder than most. I don't know

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if I can explain it. It's
just earlier. It's already grown up at

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the bottom rung of a not very
invisible class system. Hadn't she had a

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fair share of bad luck already.
I mean, damn, even Greenwig Grant's

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favors, even that wretched monster isn't
all bad. But an accident like what

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happened to Ali's brother, there's no
upside. It's just a mess. Thing

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is like I said, my turn
was coming up, and I mean the

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way I saw it, the boy
was already dead, right. It wasn't

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like he could die again. Who
wrapped up three times around a Lathe was

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there already come to pass. I
decided to do something, But even at

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the time I figured to be pretty
stupid, but if there was a chance

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he could work well, I had
to try Round three. Greenwig went real

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easy. I preemptively bought a bunch
of jigsaws and left them half done.

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He honed in on them straight away. I did as much as I could

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in a single sitting, turned around, turned back, and he'd modeled them

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all up. I'd play up my
anger in rotation, then go back to

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it. Drank a lot of coffee
and whiskey, watched a lot of movies.

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Greenwig loved it. Broke a couple
of plates and mugs too. It

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was an all plane sailing. Woke
up one night to find him licking my

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neck and had to rush to the
hospital to get the chemical burn treated.

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Still, for the most part,
the week went by without much incident,

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because well, I had something in
mind. Couldn't get it out. This

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idea. I had to act on
it, and the promise of what it

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would mean if it worked meant I
practically skated through the week with a smile

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on my face. At least I
had a sense to specify. The boy

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returned to me not earlier. I
thought if anything went wrong, it'd be

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best if she didn't have to see
it. It was four in the morning

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when I was awoken by a sound
that had slipped into my dreams as a

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kind of creaking door. But as
I opened my eyes and reality reasserted itself,

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I realized that what I was actually
hearing was a little more gravel being

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trod on strange, distant quiet.
I held my breath, if only so

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that I could hear better, but
it seemed to only amp up the sound

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of blood rushing through my ears white
noise. It's so hard to perceive what's

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there sometimes, isn't it. All
I wanted was for my ears or eyes

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to report something useful to me without
having to get out of the safety of

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my own bed. Instead, all
I got with dim shadows and the sea

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like cescerations of my own breathing.
At least I could ascertain I wasn't alone

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in my apartment. Over time,
the longer I waited, the more sure

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of that I became. Something was
out there in the corridor between my bedroom

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and the living room, and a
guess moving with a kind of irregular rhythm

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that belongs only to living things.
This wasn't the wind or some pipe settling.

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Something was moving, and it was
moving in my direction, low to

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the ground, A noise I couldn't
put any shape to wrong. All wrong

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made me think of breaking pencils,
grinding teeth. In the end, I

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couldn't help myself. I got up
and called out, who's there? The

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words didn't feel real to me.
The world took on a realer than real

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distortion that comes with terror, coupled
with a prick white heat at the nape

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of the neck. For a moment, I swore I was outside my own

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body, staring down at myself from
above. It was too much, but

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that sound was clearer than ever before. There was no pretending this ghost wasn't

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real. I turned on the light. Alia's brother screamed and crawled away from

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the light. Neglected whimpers left behind
like a trail that led me to the

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living room, where I found him
curled around a table leg. It was

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alive, but not whole. I
guess I hadn't given much thought to what

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a car would do to a man's
chest. Every breath was a strange orchestra,

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too many sounds, the disentangle bone
on bone, crumbled, ribs expanding,

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or at least trying to and draw
an oxygen into blood. Filled lungs,

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moss had grown across his face even
in the short time he'd been in

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the ground. A hand ice cold
shot out and grabbed my wrist and cried

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out, but he didn't let go. He followed as I tried to push

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myself away, his bottom half trailing
along limp and misaligned with his torso felt

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like pulling a sack of meat across
an ice rink. Don't send me back,

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he whimpered, don't send me back. Eventually my foot hit the sofa

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and I fell into it. He
dragged himself, using his hands, over

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to the side so that we will
face the face before I even had time

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to push myself upright. He likes
you, he whispered, and I recoiled

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at the smell of his breath.
There are so few things in the dark

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that know how to leave, but
he does. Don't. Don't ask him

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to send me back. Please.
For the first time, my mind started

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working. Was he talking about Greenwick, I wondered, But of course I

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told myself, who else? What? What's over there? I asked.

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He went to answer before the words
choked in his mouth, and his face

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twisted into a mask of melancholic agony. Trying to utter something. He burst

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into painful sobs. Don't make me
go back, It's all they could manage

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to say. Don't make me go
back. Don't make me go back.

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Please, please, don't send me
back there. You don't know what they

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do to us. I don't I
don't know what to do, I stammered.

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The boy grabbed me and pulled me
close. Unsure of how to comfort

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him, I let him hold me
in an embrace. We aren't the same

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when it's done with us. What. I never saw him take the knife

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from the kitchen, but I suppose
he'd been in my home for longer than

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I'd been awake, and he had
plenty of opportunity. First thing I felt,

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which surprised me even in the moment, was that it suddenly became hard

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to breathe. That was the punched
lung, but like the worst pneumonia I'd

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ever had come over me in the
space of five seconds. Just boom,

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suffocating on your own blood so much
that it's spilled over my lips and down

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my chin. By the time I
registered the aching ways of dull agony pulsing

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out of the spot on my rib
cage, I was already slumping back down

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onto the sofa, sitting there like
I was getting ready for a Friday night

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move, not that I was hopeless. I took maybe two seconds tops to

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accept what had happened, to understand
it, and then I was able to

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drive my heel into his head as
he tried to climb up onto me.

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Weirdly, his broken back helped him. He sort of just bent with a

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blow, but it didn't actually dislodge
him. I had to kick him again

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to do that, and then I'd
just stand up and do it again and

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again, and I think around the
fourth or fifth kick I realized I had

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something of a problem. The pain
didn't really bother him, Not when I

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kicked him in his pulp chest,
now when I stamped on his hand as

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he tried to push himself back up
for the tenth time, And even when

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I rolled him over and stamped on
his head, struggling to hang my foot

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through the tears in my eyes,
Even as I'd immobilized him, Even as

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I fumbled around and found an old
bike helmet and clugged his skull until my

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arm grew sore. He didn't cry
out in pain. He just kept trying

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to get back up. Damn,
I screamed, as seconds turned to minutes,

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which just kept ticking on. I
felt like I was swinging for hours,

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but in truth, I don't know
how long. Eventually I stopped for

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breath and frantically looked from one corner
of the room to another, desperate for

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the first time in my life to
see those horrible, long fingers take him.

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I cried, for God's sake,
take him back. I suspected he'd

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been waiting and watching, because with
very little delay, grin Wig finally made

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disappearance. Yellow eyes, clustered together
like frog spawn, winked at me from

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a shadow under the table. They
seemed self satisfied, as they always did,

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but I didn't care. The mutilated
man who lay in the floor continued

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to bark, with wet laughter pouring
at me with broken fingers. I was

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feeling faint, and my whole right
side was burning hot and cold all at

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once. As one blood began to
pull. Oh God, I cried,

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just take him back. Grenwig's hands
wasted little time, and that man's laughter

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grew only more hysterical as the fingers
wrapped around his chest and legs and slowly

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towed him towards the dark. I
felt a brief moment of relief as I

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hoped this would be the end of
my mistake. But then I felt his

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arms wrap around my legs. Even
broken, his strength was something special.

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Trapped in a bare hug, slowly
being pulled toward that abistle shadow. I

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began to panic, but it was
far too little and far too late.

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I went feet first, a feeling
like nothing else I'd ever had. In

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the end, I was clinging by
the tips of my fingers to an impossible

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ledge. Above me was a sort
of opening with no defined beginning or end,

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and on the other side laid my
living room. I looked down and

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for the first time saw green Wig
as a whole. In hindsight, it

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had been a mistake to think of
him as humanoid. I think I just

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decided the Buggeyman should look like a
man, but floated in the strange ether

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beneath me was more akin to a
jellyfish or maybe a spider, I don't

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know. It was dark in that
void and yet impossibly clear. I could

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see things in there, more than
just grin Wig. It defied dimensions as

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we understand it. It was both
a notion and a landscape in the distance

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the Viathan swam through open space.
I'm not even sure I was seeing based

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on light. When I blinked,
I still saw everything. Green Wig found

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it all hilarious. He had a
mouth, and it laughed monichly as it

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peeled Eliot's brother from around my waist, leaving me free to kick and pull

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my way back into reality as I
slid onto the carpet on my living rooms,

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laughter assisted. As soon as I
was out, I crawled and rushed

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to the bathroom, where I locked
the door and passed out. Greenwig's next

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turn with me lasted two weeks,
which I think was because I made two

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requests, one Frailier's brother to return
from the dead and the other for him

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to be taken away. Either way, I didn't begrudge Greenwick's games, but

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it did mean I didn't get another
request. I have to wait until next

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time. Meanwhile, I've watched the
children approached the end of the school year,

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and I find myself wondering if they'll
age their way out of Greenwig or

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take him with them to the next
teacher's class. If he leaves them alone,

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will he terrorize the next lot of
kids I teach? Either way,

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I think Greenwig will let me double
up again, and that's important because if

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so, I know what I'm going
to do. Like I said before,

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I'm out of here, no more
teaching. I'm cashing out. But I've

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decided, after what I did earlier
and a brother, that I can at

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least take Greenawick with me. He
can become a permanent friend. Leave the

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kids the hell alone. I don't
want him following them or haunting the next

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bunch to come along. I'm going
to stuff my pocket so full of cash

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that I can build him and me
a playground, and he won't ever have

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to bother them again. They have
enough to deal with four