I'll ride. Here's a little bit later than normal episode, but it still
came out on the proper day. So shout out to Jenny. Last week,
Jenny came in on her day off. This week, you just had
yesterday off, but you were in Wisconsin, so you couldn't just come in
on your day off. Yeah. I didn't get back to like the middle
of the afternoon, so I was able incapable of physically being here to record.
I went or I have Friday off, and I'm so excited. And
then obviously next week is Thanksgiving, so we all have Thursday Friday off.
And then I took off another random Thursday Friday in December, and then the
week of Christmas. Like basically, I had all these extra vacation days I
had saved, and you just never know, I never know how to allot
them. Like I know, obvious I'm gonna take cause like I have,
I have twenty two days, I think, and you have of of eighteen.
Yeah, and I know I'm going to take like two full weeks off,
you know, kind of split up at some point in the year.
But then you have all these other ones. You don't want to use them
all in the beginning of the year. But then I almost kind of cause
you usually take off the week of Christmas, most of us do. But
we also are lucky because we don't have to like use a ton of vacation
during that time because we already are given like Christmas Eve, Christmas Day,
New York' Day, So assuming that falls on like a weekday, yeah,
we get lucky in that way. But yeah, I really saved more than
I expected this year, which is crazy because I feel like I took plenty
of trips. I think the one of my one week trips the Switzerland Paris,
though it was like occidentally Memorial Day week, so we already have that
Monday optimately had to take four days for that. I think we're dealing with
the same thing on the Morning show that Dave and I both have vacation days
to use, and so now we're just like throwing them in there, and
it's fine, but I just like feel like I feel bad because for the
listening experience, it is always kind of a bummer. I feel like when
someone's gone. Sure, so now in the next like month and a half,
one of us has gone at least probably one day a week, if
not longer, Because I have my week long Tahaiti trip coming up. But
I did the same where I had two trips right away at the beginning of
the year, and then had a quick New York trip, but that fell
on like Juneteenth weekend, so we had Juneteenth off and stuff, so it
wasn't really like vacation days I used for that. And then outside of that,
I think I took one day off around Labor Day. So yeah,
it's a lot of vacation that needs to be used between everyone. But also
there was just so much changes on our station in like the end of summer,
beginning of fall months that everyone was getting acclimated. And also jury duty
was a big thing for me. I didn't know. I was trying to
plan a like fall leaf peeping trip and I couldn't do it because of Dory
duty, which I later found out I could have like postponed jury duty if
I really wanted to do that trip. But I'm happy, Yeah, I'm
happy I got it done. So I don't know if you have an update,
but I wanted to ask you if you have an update after your Timberwolves
audition. I don't have an update. I'm not gonna lie. It's making
me a little bit nervous now at this point, because I kind of thought
that they would have someone in by the next home game, which is coming
up this Monday. Oh to audition you mean or full time? Okack,
whoever it is. I do know, like the head of the department was
going on a trip to Florida like this weekend, like kind of probably like
a longer weekend situation. So I like am thinking maybe i'll hear in the
next couple of days. But the other person auditioned, Yes, Okay,
do you know who it is? I don't know. Okay, I don't
know who it is. You didn't want to know, Yeah, but I
found out for my friends who work at the Timberwolves, like what she does
and stuff like that, so I don't. I still don't know who she
is personally, but yeah, we'll she do hosting kind of that would be
good. Okay, yeah, okay, she's not in media, but she
does kind of hosting the fair competition, which is for sure, and you
know they'll pick the best person and like you said, which is a good
ad you have. Of course, you are excited, you have your hopes
up, but you this came to you out of nowhere you didn't like kind
of you didn't pursue it, right, So if you don't get it,
I think you'll probably be bummed, but yeah, it won't break you.
I'll totally be bummed if I don't get it. I'm not gonna lie.
It is something I very very much want, right and if I don't,
though, yes, I won't be like so broken. It's not like this
is like never audition again. Yeah. Yeah, but I mean like I,
if I don't get it, no feeling's hurt. I probably'll still be
like, well, I don't know if you need someone to fill in sometimes
scause I'm sure everyone can't make every single day, Like I will totally be
there as a sub if you need someone, so we'll see. I don't
know. I'm just like sitting around waiting and then I like, I haven't
been anxious about it, but then like a thought kind of comes across of
like what if I get the call today? And I get like a little
anxious of like what if that call comes in and I'm going to be like,
am I mentally prepared for what this conversation is going to be? But
right, so you went home to Wisconsin. Was it fun? It was
super fun, just mostly family time, that's all. I really honestly do
want to go home anymore. I it makes me kind of sad, but
not really because most of my hometown friends don't really live in my hometown anymore.
But I really don't spend much time with hometown friends anymore. So it's
always just a ton of family time and it's fun. But Andrew and I
need like breaks every once in a while, and my mom doesn't have like
the biggest house, so our breaks involve us like going in laden in bed
and like watching a show on his computer, and Adria and I aren't really
like lay in bed kind of people, and this is that nighttime or if
I need a little nappy, So I don't love when we go home,
and we kind of have to do that to just have some time to ourselves.
But it was fun, good to see the family. Did lots of
family stuff. But the reason we went home was for my little sister's half
marathon. And she is the one who I got to start saying my sister's
names because I always say little sister, older sister. I know. We
did like a quiz once and I was like, I don't even know their
names. Yeah, Katie, So that's Katie. She did half marathon.
She's the one who had a stroke this past summer, And it was kind
of up in the air of she was going to be doing it because she
actually has a procedure she's having done this week that's kind of a surgery to
get some blocked arteries like blood clotty things in her neck figured out, and
she's going to be in the hospital for like a day. And the weird
thing was, we're rolling up to the marathon, it's like super early in
the morning, and I look over and she's like bleeding down her face and
I'm like, and I think it was maybe like a z it or something
she had picked, But because of everything she's been through and like blood cloths
and blood thinners that she's been on, she like bleeds like she doesn't stop.
And so my mom was getting kind of concerned about that too. Yeah,
And and she was fine. She did her half marathon, she completed
it. Shout out to her, she did a great job. And then
in the evening though, she was still bleeding. So my mom was like,
I got to keep an eye on that because that just like makes me
nervous. Yeah, okay, so but yeah, super fun. I will
say that there is someone I'm not going to point out who it is that
frustrated me this weekend in my family because it's someone who pushes Andrew and I
to get engaged, like that conversation of engagement, and we were talking about
something that involves the family, and this person specifically said, well, no,
Andrew can't be a part of this until you know, you got a
ring on that finger and all this stuff, and I just it was in
a public setting where people who don't know us had to hear this these awkward
conversations. So I was frustrated because I feel like it puts these random people
in like a weird position because then I get like defensive. And finally I
said something to them and I go, well, why are you single?
Why aren't you dating someone you know? And that person kind of just was
like, well, you can tell me to you can tell me, and
I go, no, I can't. It is not my business. It
is up to you to live your life the way you want to. But
I was getting pretty frustrated, and I talked to Andrew about it after it
was all going down, and he was like, I don't really care.
He's like, it doesn't make me uncomfortable. Who cares if it made the
other random people uncomfortable? It just is what it is. But I just,
man, if you're that type of person who asks someone in your family
when are you going to get married? And they're just people who are like,
live in a really good, fun relationship and don't like need to get
married, don't feel they need to get married, just leave it alone.
Like it's just really frustrating. Obviously, there are the couples where you know
the like one or the other does really want to get married, and I
know, like that would probably be a little bit more I don't know for
the person that wants to get married, like more comfortable with someone like yeah,
I know it's what I'm saying, but yeah, there are so many
The whole world has changed so much with people's outlooks on wanting to get married
at all and wanting to have children at all, and it's I just think
in our lifetime it's not going to change. I think that it's like we
got to keep saying it because they should know, like, oh, that
does make me uncomfortable. But it's so funny to me because I'm like,
I wonder if by the time we're adults are like the old people, it'll
have changed at all, because it is becoming more common to not and but
it's just so interesting because I just feel like I don't know why people I
don't know. Is it because they just have nothing else to talk about,
so they're like trying to fill the space with something. Yeah, and I
know that it's not it's probably not that. I know it's coming from a
place of like they love Andrew and they want that person to be a part
of our family, and they just want us to be married. And they
have more traditional views of like society, like societal normal in the past,
you know. So I totally get where they're coming from. I just don't
like when it becomes a conversation that's in front of other people don't even know
ye or don't know that well, yes, that's the only thing. But
I mean, once again, it's like I still love them, and I
understand that they just want the best for me. So I get where they're
coming from. But I think when you pointed out to someone that you are
like uncomfortable with the conversation, then just send it. Don't keep doing it
for another twenty minutes. That's all you gotta do. But yeah, so
that was pretty much my weekend home, and we won't be home for Thanksgiving,
so it was nice to be home for a little bit longer than just
a quick like day and a half of what I normally get to go home
over the weekend. But what did you all do this weekend? Friday?
Jake went to the Billy Joel Stevie Nicks concert, and I going, I
never wanted to go to that. Yeah, I wanted to see Stevie Nicks.
I don't care about Billy Joel all and I looked up their setlist.
I honestly could have done, even done on this podcast. I don't remember
maybe talking about it, but she had like fifteenish songs and he had like
twenty two. I'm like, I'm not saying through twenty two freaking Billy Joel
songs? Wait? Was he first? No? Second? And I was
like, I wish there was a way you could tag someone else into a
show, so I could have watched dev Nicks and then tagged someone else in
with him. But I also had purchased tickets for Adam Sandler months ago,
and that was Sunday, and I was like, I do not want to
be away from all of two different nights. So I texted his brother and
said, Davy, we go. And he's like, sure, they're legends.
I don't know they're songs, but why not. I said, okay,
great, and Jake got home. I didn't. I was already sleep
when he got home. And the next day he goes like, man,
he's like, Davy is just He's like I had the most Davy experience ever
at that concert, and I was like, what does that mean? So
Jake's brother, Davey is the kind of person that you meet and you just
like them immediately. He can talk to anyone, he will talk to anyone,
and he's odd and quirky. Yeah, he's so friendly, so friendly,
he will he like worked in National Parks for years. He was like
kind of like a no bad So he said that they were like, let's
go buy T shirts, and Davy's like, I want to look at the
T shirts up close. So he walks up to the table and Jake said
there was a line a mile long for T shirts and in Davy fashion,
the woman goes you, which size do you want? And David's like we'll
take two mediums or whatever. And the woman hands them the shirts, he
buys them and leaves and didn't even look at the line, Just like that
is such a dave move, Like no ill will or intentions, he just
gets lucky. So then Jake says he was ubering Davey was, so he
was drinking more than Jake. He's like, so Davey started getting a little
Davy drunk, and he's like and he was gone for a long time,
and so I finally was like, God, is he okay? So he
texted him and he said he like started looking around. He looked behind him,
and Davey was in the row behind him with two like seventy year old
women and they were all dancing together. And he's like, I have no
idea how long he'd been there with them, and it's just so funny.
I was like, I'm glad he went with him because he probably had a
much better experience than he would have with me. Yeah, but then we
went to Adam Sandler. It was so adult. I didn't expect it,
like in one way, like perverted crude, and I didn't expect that.
So Zach and I we have different senses of humor, completely different senses of
humor. And so when I was watching his openers and even some of his
stuff, I literally knew Zach was there, and I thought to myself,
Zach is gonna hate this because that's not his type of I feel like Zach
gets uncomfortable, wrong girl humor kind of stuff, like if you mentioned periods
of like okay, moving on, I'm like, all right, you know,
grow up, Zach. But that's just him and that's fine. But
the girl from SNL, Sarah Sherman, was there, so she was one
of the openers, and her kind of shtick was like I'm so gross,
and she would talk about how grosser vagina is and make the camera guy zoom
in super close to it, and she'd keep going on and on and on
about how gross and make it grosser each sentence she said. And I knew
people were going to be grossed out by it. But Jake and I were
crying, laughing, and her I accidentally recorded her entire set. You weren't
allowed to film anything, but my phone was just recording on my lap because
it was being recorded for like a TV special. I think. So then
Rob Scheider, Funny, Kevin James showed up in the middle of the show,
but Adam Sandler's jokes were really adult, and Zach didn't like it because
he said that he didn't do any like classic like Honica songs and stuff like
that. I was like, well, he was filming a TV specially,
he probably didn't want to do old stuff. Yeah, but he yeah,
just like he did a joke where he's like talking about fingering and he was
like, I'm so old and tired now. He's like, I just will
stick my hand out on the bed and be like to my wife like it's
there for you if you need it. You just rub around on it if
you need to. The middle one's clean, like you like the middle of
your favorite good And I was laughing, so I was like, oh my
god, Like I just was so so he was so perverted and even though
he hasn't changed it all and his humor is like the exact same, made
me laugh a lot. And Jake and I like loved it and it was
just so interesting because I listeners DM and me I posted a picture, They're
like, oh, it wasn't great, Han, I'm like, we have
I'm a crew. I have a crude sense of humor. So I thought
it was funny. And he would just break out into a song randomly,
and there was one about masturbating to the woman on the raisins box. I
just like was like, I didn't see it coming. I was just like
so random and funny. So I was happy I went to that show.
I'm like, I don't know, And people were dressed up as his characters
from movies and stuff like t Swift Action. Almost there was like Bobby Bouche,
there was a scoobasty. There were like some good ones in the audience.
But it was very funny and I'm glad we went to that. Did
you think that he was the funniest of everyone who was on stage, because
I feel like sometimes like when you get big names like that, like someone
else can sump. Yeah, so Sarah Sherman was like close, But so
Rob Schneider was the least funny to me. Okay, he kind of has
like that older guy that almost walks the line of like a couple of political
things, not really, so I didn't like, he's not my cup of
tea. He had a guy that didn't know open from the very beginning from
his new movie, and he immediately out of the gate was like, so
I base if I come and a girl on on where they live. If
I pull, I put a base where I pull out where they lived,
Like if she lives in Detroit, I'm pulling out because like I don't want
to have to visit Detroit. You know what I'm saying, Like that is
not but if she lives in Hawaii, I'll risk it, you know.
And I was like, oh, this is gonna be a very adult show.
So he they all have like eight minute sets. Rob Schneider came up
and sang a song later on the show because he's a really good singer.
And then Kevin Smith did a funny singing bit, and this is where it
kind of came full circle. No one knew this and he didn't say anything
that was interesting. But Kevin Smith was like, you know, quote unquote
in the audience just watching the show, No, he was, he was
planted. Brought him up on stage, and then he brought up because Adam
Sandler had his own piano player, Kevin James brought up his own piano player,
and Jake goes, oh, man, it was Billy Joel's guitarist.
But no one in that venue knew that but the night like he's like Friday
night, he told me Saturday. He's like, oh my god, Billy
Joel did this song with this guy who did this It's like an Italian song.
He's a kid, the most beautiful, like opera voice, and that
was the guy. So he played the piano and sang most of the song,
and then Kevin James would do a couple of funny parts. Uh huh.
But I was like, they didn't even mention that, Like I don't
know. I was like, was were they in town earlier than we thought?
Yea, every celebrity does stay at the Four Seasons. By the way,
that's where Adam Sandler stayed. Yeah, I saw someone we know that
was having lunch there and literally like they looked over and Adam Sandler was eating
there, Yes, he said, I stated, at a really fancy hotel.
Like, well, he obviously did the Four Season blets. Be honest,
that's where all the celebrities stay now when they come into town. See,
he's got to go to the cafe there and look for them. I
guess. Literally, yeah, I don't know, but we already put up
our Christmas stuff. Psychotic. I saw you share your classic video oh yeah,
wait, now I'm forgetting it was a you thought it was a fake
tree. I try to order a fake tree for Williams and Noma and it
shut up real because like, who knew Williams Nooma? But it is a
Christmas classic. I share it every year and it brings me joy, makes
me laugh at how stupid I was. H If you haven't seen the video,
you can see it on my Instagram. I just posted it, so
it's like the most recent video on my feed. And Yeah, but I
don't know, I feel like I'm I'm ready for this year to be over.
I don't know if you feel that way or not. Probably because I
have a trip coming up, I don't feel like quite ready for it.
Yeah, And I don't get to spend a lot of time with my family,
and we're doing Christmas with my family both Eve and day this year,
so I'm really looking forward to that. Yeah. So I would say,
not necessarily that I am ready for the end of the year refresh that we
all much get from, like taking a break. I will. I just
feel like there's so much creativity that goes into our jobs, and I know
that a lot of jobs are like that. Yeah, totally get that,
and some jobs have no creativity and they wish they had like a little bit
more or whatever. Yeah, And I think that like by the end of
the year, we get to this point where we feel like we are so
drained of trying to come up with creative stuff and we just like need that
break. I'll never forget when I worked with Carrie Noble when it was Oaken
carry On City ninety seven, and Carrie told me that when she she was
a singer and songwriter, when she'd write an album, it was like cutting
open a vein every single time and just like bleeding yourself dry to come up
with songs. And she's because she kind of switched over to teaching people singing
lessons and stuff like that versus writing new albums, touring and whatever. She
was like, I'm just getting too tired of it, and like not to
be that extreme, That's not how I feel with like coming up with creative
segments. But I do think that there's a part of where my creative brain
just needs a break. Yes, and then I know I will think of
things constantly still and make notes of it, but like the fact that it
just comes to you randomly versus needing to actually have something ready that day.
Is different when you have that break, you know it is. It's funny.
I'll go on vacation and because I know I don't have to come up
with anything, I'll come up with a million ideas on vacation. But like
this week, for instance, where I'm not on vacation. It's not that
I don't have ideas. I do have ideas, but it's like I have
to sit down and make myself come up with ideas. It's just a very
different thing. I totally know what you mean by that. I am turning.
We've talked about this forty next year, and I feel like I'm going
through like a little bit of a midlife crisis, if you will, even
though it's I refuse to believe the forties midlife. Yeah, But like I
question if I even want to do radio like and I and I don't say
that to like be for people. I don't. It's not for I don't
want people to be like, no, you have to stay in radio.
It's not like that. It's not like a cry out, but it's I
feel I think I feel I've talked about this in the past few episodes.
Very spread thin lately between doing the two shows, like I I don't know,
and so I'm I feel like I'm questioning, like what do I actually
want to do because I'm in a I think I'm in a really bad phase
of life right now where all I want is to be at the point of
retirement and that's almost like wishing away like the next ten years if I'm lucky
enough to retire at fifty or fifteen years of my life, because I just
want that portion to be over with and be done with the working portion and
actually relax my brain. And so I'm like, is it because I am
at that point where I don't want to think of new bits every single day
anymore. I'm tired, I don't want to do that for fifteen more years.
Or is it because I do just need like a week off. I
don't know what it is. And Jake was like, Fallin, if you
quit tomorrow, you would literally be like within two weeks desperately trying to find
another like radio or creative job. Like he said, I know you too
well. You could never sit around and just do nothing. And I'm like,
well, I'm not saying do nothing, but I have had these really
deep conversations with him about what do I want, And a lot of people
have asked me, oh, now you've done TV, do you want to
do TV? And I'm like, not really, I actually feel like I
mean, Jason's show is different because it's a lifestyle kind of show. Even
though it's not a lifestyle show. They actually say it's not lifestyle, it's
more pop Culturrey maybe, but so that one's like you can be have more
personality, like I would never want to do news, like never want to
do news. Neither would not. I wouldn't be good at it. I
think I'd pronounce everything wrong. I wouldn't understand what's going on. I think
I just wouldn't be great at news anyway, and said I wouldn't enjoy but
like a more fun show maybe, But I just love radio because of it's
so Lucy goosey. If you will, okay question, because I got I
dove real deep into this Instagram this weekend your and enne Agram three, aren't
you. I have no idea I've taken that test about it that I swear
you and I were the same in the last time, but we took it
right, and I almost swear me you and Drake were the same, which
I feel like we both agreed. We feel like Drake must have lied because
there's no way he's the same as it because nothing like us. It makes
no sense. So but I think that like when you're younger, you probably
don't answer those questions as honest as that they get older. But I took
the quiz like within a year and a half span, and mine was almost
exactly the same. I think three was still my highest, and then it
became even higher like a year and a half later when we all did it.
And I think threes are we're like perfectionists, and I think a lot
of like what you're saying, as people will say it's burnout or whatever they
want to call it and put it into like a category. But your personality
is someone who you try really hard in what you do and you don't half
ass things, and that is what I think is leading you to feel like
you're so exhausted from everything because you just want to be perfect with everything that
you do, and so that is becoming draining as you continue to do the
same things every single day and sometimes like I am the same way. I
am so detail oriented with things and to the point where like there are things
I do after the show that I'm like, why the fuck am I double
checking this right now? You know you did it right already. Stop doing
this again. You're wasting time, You're burning yourself out, like staying later
to double check this when you know it's fine. And so I just feel
like I just did this dive on this Instagram. I'll give them a shout
out. And I don't know how qualified she is. I haven't done my
research, but it's a girl whose name is Ashton, and it's just aneagram
Ashton and if you don't know how to spell it, just look it up
anyagram Ashton. And he just breaks down so many different things, like what
are your triggers, what makes you excited? What makes you mad? Like
stuff like that, or how to talk to an enneagram three and an Andrew's
a seven that's like the adventurous, impulsive kind of aneagram version. And when
we go through those things, it just makes us understand each other so much
more so. I don't know that's probably maybe that's not helpful or not,
but I do think that, like you have a deep love for radio,
it's just everything that goes into it sometimes becomes draining because of your personality type.
Yeah, because I feel the same way a lot of times, and
I feel like in the last few months, I've kind of tried to like
take a step back from that like perfectionist inside of me. Like, for
instance, two weeks yesterday, I was kind of like helping the guys plan
the show for the day when I was out with like a couple things that
I just set up and like they didn't work out whatever. But like two
weeks ago, I didn't have at all. And when I would take vacation
after they had let Steve go, I would send you and Dave full rundowns
of everything. I would give a note to where to find something. I
did so so much that I was practically still working on like my days off
because that's just like my personality type. And I realized that when I'm on
vacation, I get to be on vacation. Yep. I do not need
to be helping people out. They are capable of doing it on their own.
Yeah. So I just think that, like, you got to take
a step back here and there when you can. And obviously you are doing
a new show and you guys are working hard to like develop the show.
So it's hard because right now you can't really pump the brakes. You got
to be like full on the gas right now. I know it's crazy,
and it's also like and you're right, it's funny because I'm not a perfectionist
in the like in a way, I just I'm really hard on myself because
I am not a perfectionist in the way that you are with details, because
I still like, i'll fuck and if I'm editing a piece of audio.
I edited War the Roses for years and rarely made mistakes on that because I
knew how important it was like to not miss a cussword. But I'll like
Friday, Zach was out, I edited something, went to play it on
the air and left a clip of something at the end that shouldn't have been
in it, and that it just like I was like, you got to
move on, move on, don't let see. But like that's how Zach
and I are so different. If a bit that I came up with doesn't
go well, like we're not getting a lot of calls, I get this
sinking feeling of like failure, but then you got to move on to the
next thing. Zach does not have that like he is. I wish I
had more of his care free, calm, positive outlook on everything. He's
just like, it'll be fine, move on, and I just do not
have that. So I then I and since I'm the technical host of this
show, now you do feel a little bit more pressure, right, which
is a good thing because I've learned a lot doing it. And I think
that that's important for me because I was in the same position for like eleven
years. I wasn't Like It's not that I wasn't learning, but I wasn't
learning like I am now Now I'm learning a whole new set of things.
But it is yeah. I mean, I also like just have to realize
my life changed a ton this year, so it's just figuring out. I
don't know. I keep saying the new routine, but as soon as I
changed, I started at the Jason showing, and you know what I mean,
it's like weird because that is not going to be my normal routine.
I did find out my end date is twelve twenty two, so I do
have an end date. Okay, I thought you're gonna be done a little
bit earlier than that, but me too. But I guess I don't know
if this is public knowledge, but I guess Kendall is extending and shows she'll
start back in the new year, okay, And so yeah, and they're
like, is that okay? And I'm like, in my mind, I'm
like, I guess the extra week doesn't really matter. Yeah, but I
like this Friday, I'm not taking off from the Jason Show, even though
I'm taking off here, but in December, I have like the fourteenth and
fifteenth off, and I was like, I'm going to take them off both,
like they can find a fill in because I just want a couple of
days off. Yeah, well we have at least we have Thanksgiving coming up,
and like holiday time. I know you can just like relax a little
bit over those times and hopefully just have a little refresh for the new year.
I know. That's I think that's just how why I'm like, I
just want this year to be over with, you know what I mean,
And I just want to like like I feel like, well, I'll know,
like our routine better in the new year, but I'm not doing multiple
things at once, I feel you. Okay, I have one more thing
I want to bring up before we wrap this up. So Andrew We've talked
about this before, but if this is news to you, Andrew does indulge
in TEACHC related things. So yeah, he gets a lot of TECHC seltzers
as of recent and he kind of brought it up of like, maybe I
should give those a try because they're very low dose of THHC and it would
take like a lot to really feel anything. And he's like, why don't
because there's just like I am okay with being completely sober from weed whatever,
but there's a part of me that wishes that, like sometimes I could have
something that would calm me down, that is an alcohol that makes me feel
like shit the next day, you know. And I just know that like
weed does that for a lot of people. So he kind of was like,
maybe you give these a try. So there's like a part of me
that's been thinking about it. But then I was shocked this weekend because he
brought a pack home and we're packing up our stuff to leave yesterday and my
mom's looking at this can and she goes, oh, She's like, was
this yours? He goes yeah, she goes, oh THHC And he goes
yeah, like there's THHC in that whatever, And He's like, I've got
an extra un do you want it? And she goes, mmm, I
don't know. And I could not believe she was even contemplating it, because
the woman has been anti weed my entire life. Yeah, and I know
a lot of people still are and that is totally fine whatever. But she
almost thought about taking one, and then finally she goes, no, I'll
just get a little too loosey. I don't need one, man, I
don't need it. She's like, but maybe when you guys are home for
Christmas, I'll try I wait, And I was like, this is not
the mom I knew like three years ago, and I am very happy to
hear that if we can crack her down a little bit for it to be
less like stigmatized, stigmatizes at the right I'm sure to be this like evil
thing. Then that like gives me a little bit of hope, because I
just know that there's there's so much debate between weed and alcohol and what's that
for you? What's not whatever? So I just was laughing that I heard
her be like, oh, just get a little too lucy. Are you
gonna try one yourself? I don't know. I might. It's just that
I know how my brain works, and it has to be in a moment
of complete like relaxation all this already, because if I do it on a
Saturday night and I know I have to wake up Sunday morning and do work
for the show and all this stuff, like something will be triggered in my
brain to not like it. But I would like to try, just because
like there was a time in my life where I would like smoke every once
in a while with friends in high school and college, and for the most
part, it didn't do it a whole lot to me, just me a
little like hazy and like tired and stuff. Yeah, but I guess when
I think about it, I don't even know in those moments when it didn't
give me anxiety that I even liked it that much. So probably maybe I'll
give it a try just to see and maybe I'm at like a different point
in life where it'll hit me differently, but we'll see. I don't know.
I just I know that like eating edibles and smoking is definitely not my
thing. No, Yeah, too many bad things, too many panic attacks
have happened from that. I'm gonna call this episode. Too many bad things
have happened all right, Thanks for listening. Sorry it's a little bit late,
but we appreciate you