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Falling in love with Jeezesus. It's
the best thing I've ever ever done.

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I'm bad with something for you to
think about. Seriously, Guys and girls,

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listen, falling in love with Jesus
is the best thing hmm I've ever

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done. I get so emotional when
I think about it. And the reason

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why I get so emotional because you
don't know what He's done for me.

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You don't know how how he has
kept me from danger so many times.

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You don't know how he's changed my
Life's thankful. I'm so grateful. I

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know that there is so much controversy
about the Bible. I know there is

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so much controversy about Jesus as God. All he wants you to do is

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serve him. Even if you think
Jesus is God, he just wants you

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to serve him. I don't believe
Jesus is God because the Bible specifically talks

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about each and that's not what this
episode is about. But I know Jesus

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is awesome. And the Bible tells
us you cannot get to the Father lest

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you go through the Son, and
that alone tell you they're not the same.

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They're on one accord as one,
but they're not the same. I

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grew up in church. I gave
my life to Christ when I was twelve

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years old. And I've talked about
this before on this podcast. But when

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I gave my life to Christ,
I went on to live how I wanted

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to live. I didn't think about
Jesus watching me, God seeing and knows

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everything. I did not think about
it. I'm not gonna lie to anyone.

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I didn't. I know he had
his hand on me because I did

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some foolishness. I did some foolishness. I did nothing that ever would put

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me in trouble with the law or
anything like that. But I did some

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foolishness as a young woman, but
nothing really really out there. I've never

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been that type of woman. But
I've done some stuff, and through all

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of my mass God kept me.
God kept me. I mean, I

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have gone through some things. I've
gone through some experiences where I'm not gonna

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say I should have been dead,
because if I should have been dead,

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I would have been dead. I
don't like to hear people say, well,

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I should I should be dead.
No, if you were supposed to

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be dead, you would be dead. So I'm not gonna say that.

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But I could have lost my life
for instances, for sure, by gunshot,

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electrocution wreck, I mean, severely, injuring myself, messing with a

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garbage disposal. I mean so much. The Angels have covered me so many

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times, and they covered me even
when I was in my mess. So

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when I gave my life to Christ, and you know I I I've been

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singing. I I don't have the
greatest voice, but I love to sing.

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I write my own lyrics. And
let me tell you, I've been

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singing since I was about well,
i'll put it like this, in a

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gospel group, singing with adults since
I was eleven, but long before that,

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because I had a family group also
a gospel group, and all I

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know is gospel. I dedicated my
life when I was seventeen and I made

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a promise to the Lord that I
would never sing anything but gospel. And

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I've had opportunities, but I've never
chosen anything but gospel all my life.

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And let me tell you when I
was in my thirties, my late thirties

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at that is when I really started
acknowledging the Lord and taking notice. I

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mean I always was kind of you
know that individual. As I got older,

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recognizing Jesus and God. But you
know, and I've been in church

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my entire life. Never not a
time that I was not going to church.

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So I've been in church my whole
entire life. But I was a

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hypocrite, straight up. I was
a hypocrite. Period. I was a

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hypocrite, farticating, you know,
doing things that I shouldn't have been doing,

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straight up hypocrite in church, singing
the gospel, hypocrite. I put

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together a whole vocational Bible school,
put the whole program together. Hypocrite,

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directed choir, hypocrite. I sung
even over in Europe. Hypocrite. Oh

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yeah, you know the Bible say, you profess me from your lips,

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but your heart is far from me. Honestly, I don't even know if

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I was professing him with my lips. I was just singing and doing things,

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you know, director choirs and stuff
like that. I don't know if

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I ever was like I'm a child
of God. I don't remember that.

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But I do know I was being
a hypocrite. I understand that now.

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I didn't then because I wasn't thinking
on that level. Oh let me tell

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you. I used to go to
church and I had a little mini skirt

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on you know, a upper ball
my knees. Never wore a real high

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mini skirt, but it was a
miniskirttheless up above my knee. You know

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where you have to sit and cover
yourself if you got to cover yourself.

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It's too short. Hello, it's
too short if you have to cover your

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legs. So I'm sitting up there, got my legs covered because when I

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sit down to the skirt move up
a little higher. Hypocrite. But let

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me tell you, once I truly
started seeking after the Lord, and my

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heart was convicted, and my life
changed. My thoughts changed, my dress

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changed, my mind, words changed, every part of me changed. I

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never, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever went back to it

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when I came out of the world. I never wanted to go back.

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I didn't miss partying, I didn't
miss drinking. I didn't miss none of

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it. I never didn't recreational drugs
of no sort ever ever, ever,

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never wanted to, never had any
desire. But I did used to drink

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a little bit, never anything crazy, but still nevertheless, but once I

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gave it all up, never you
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Nothing I s Maybe people think something
is wrong with me. But that's fine.

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But when I tell you I don't
care about the things of the world,

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oh my goodness, I don't.
I don't. Sometime I just give

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things away because if I'm not using
them, what to use of you know,

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it makes no sense, So I
just give stuff away. People can't

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believe it. I just need enough
to go day to day. I don't

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need a lot of things. I'm
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world. I don't care what the
world says. I don't care if the

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world says you got to have this, you have to have that. You

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have to look this way. You
have to look at you know, who

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make up the world, broken people, some of you. You're doing all

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kinds of things, listening to broken
people, society, broken people. That's

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why you got to get your eyes
on the Lord and off of the world.

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The world just distracting. I mean, if you don't pull yourself away,

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you'll find yourself almost crazy, nervous, full of paranoia because every turn

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radio, TV, iPad, telephone, whatever, you listening to horrible,

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horrible things every single day. And
I know I have to disconnect sometimes because

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I'll give enough of that. On
my job, I give enough of dealing

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with mess on my job, listening
to people on both sides for management officials,

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and I've had to deal with as
high as the general management officials and

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employees. So I listen to it
every single day. I have not become

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numb to it. But ah,
my goodness, it could be annoying because

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it's so much foolishness. So I
choose when I leave work, I don't

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even think about it, not for
a second. For what. I don't

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think about it, and I mean
I don't think about it. I totally

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disconnect. I totally disconnec because everything
around you is so distracting and I'm not

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falling for that. I'm not falling
for the okay, do You're not gonna

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pull on me over on that side. That's why I don't care what people

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say. If you want to do
this or that, do you boo boo,

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but not me. I live my
life as if God is watching,

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because he is. I live my
life to be pleasing to the eye side

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of God, not man. Please. Man has no heaven or hell to

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put me. But if I listen
to them, I can end up in

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hell and know I don't choose that
Heaven is my goal. That's my focus.

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So my eyes is not on the
world. You know, they're not

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on the world, They're on heaven. Heaven is in my view. A

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good friend of mine who passed away, he was a national gospel singer,

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wrote some heaven in view, that's
my goal. So when I gave my

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life to Christ, I've never been
the same. So when you hear people

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say straddle the fence, you know, Teter Tarring, listen, there should

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be no struggle. There should be
no struggle. I don't. I don't

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see personally why people struggle because I
don't see no reason to struggle, either

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for him or you are against him. If you want the world, that's

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your choice. People get angry with
God. Oh well, if God is

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real, why did he allowed this? Why did he allowed that? Because

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it's what you wanted. A lot
of you want things and then you give

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them and now you have a problem. And don't get me wrong, I'm

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not saying you want things to happen
like lose your child, or your child

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do something heendeous, or you lose
some loved one, or something terrible happened

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to your loved one. I'm not
talking about those things, but those things

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do happen because of other things that
led up to them. Most times,

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most times a lot of people have
recks because they're speeding and lose control,

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or they're being distracted while driving something. I'm just trying to make you understand.

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People want to blame God, and
you're blaming the wrong person. And

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I will always tell you. Read
Genesis. It'll tell you. Anybody out

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there, you all over the world, read Genesis, the Book of Genesis,

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and it will tell you exactly why
we living in evil, wicked,

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awful, dark, satanic, the
money mean, cruel world because that's the

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way people have made it because of
who people are. God didn't intend this

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for us. Read Genesis. It'll
tell you why. It's just like with

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Eve and the serpent and crazy Adam
followed up behind em, same things happening

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to this day. Men are led
just as easily to this day. Haven't

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learned nothing. That's why we have
to deal with the things that we deal

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with in this world. It's not
God, that's not what he intended for

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us. We chose that you may
not have chosen, but those before you

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chose it for you. And we
all, none of us are except we

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all have to suffer because of that, is it fair. I'm not here

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to say I wish it wasn't that
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So I don't dwell on it.
I just hey, I understand when

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I hear horrible things that happen,
I know it's wickedness at work, because

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the Bible tells us for we wrestle
out against flesh and blood, so we're

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dealing with supernatural. Ever, we're
dealing with natural. You have supernatural demons

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and you have natural demons. That's
just the way it is. That's the

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way it is. People open themselves
up to demonic entities every second of the

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day, and a lot of people
don't even know what they're doing, have

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no clue what they're doing, and
then they can't handle what they've opened themselves

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up to a need. They're overcome
by it, things that they never should

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got into in the first place.
So my focus. The devil has nothing.

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He has everyone food. He has
nothing to offer you, nothing,

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nothing, do you hear me nothing. He can't even put you in hell.

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He don't have no power to do
that. He the devil, cannot

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even put you in hell because he's
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He knows it. He don't even
have the power to put you in

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hell, but he make millions upon
millions upon millions people believe that he have

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power. If he had power,
do you think he would be held bound?

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No, But he don't have a
choice because that's his destination Hell.

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But the thing is, he want
to trick you into believing he has this

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kingdom. He don't. God has
control over hell too. But the devil

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have you food. He make you
think the things that you see with your

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eyes, the things you can touch, the tangible things. He make you

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think they are everything you need.
It's a trick. He know you can't

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take anything with you. He know
it. He's just tricking you. Make

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it look good, make it feel
good, make it taste good, knowing

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all alonge it's bad for you.
But that's how he trick and manipulate.

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But the Bible said resist the devil
in here what flee? But instead of

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running away, you're running to him
for fame, fortune, notoriety, validation,

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recognition, money, titles, status, position, power, love a

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man. It's crazy. When you
die, your soul dies, your spirit

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man rises up out of you,
and that is what's gonna live forever.

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That spirit man, that spirit woman
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what you chose here on earth,
you're going to according to how you lived

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here on earth. When you leave
your natural body, you're gonna go to

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one or the other side of the
gulf until RESI you know, Judgment day.

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One side is good on the other
side, and uh, nobody should

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wanna go but the shore where you're
going. And guess what. The devil

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can't put you in either or the
Bible say to be absent from the body

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is to be present with the Lord. So you go into that spiritual realm.

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And when you enter in that spiritual
realm, you are going to whatever

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side according to what you chose while
you were living here on earth. That's

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why I can't be distracted. I
don't care who come, I don't care

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who goes. I cannot be distracted. Your life was given to you,

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mine was given to me. And
we're all here to serve the Lord and

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to do good unto one another,
to love one another. But people got

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it all wrong. They think it's
about things and possessions and all of that.

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If you drop dead in the next
second, if I drop dead in

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the next second, for me,
it's all right, it's our right.

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But for many of you, m
m m m mm hmm. Nothing you

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fought hard, nothing, you you
fought hard for nothing. You stepped on

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next backs and in and everything else. Nothing you could knived and lied and

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stilled and everything to get can you
take with you nothing. That's why I

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choose Jesus, because He's been so
good to me. When I had no

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one, I mean not one single
person, I could look to the hills

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when I had no support. I
could look to the hills when the devil

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tried to take my mind. And
I've been in that situation. When I

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came in contact with a supernatural being, I could look to the hills.

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In every situation I knew I was
not by myself. I knew I could

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look to the hills once comes my
help. I knew it. I knew

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it. And and people don't understand. People don't understand that I've gone through

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tragedy after tragedy after tragedy, and
I'm going through one right now that will

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be with me for the rest of
my life. And yes, some days

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I cry because it's so it's so
unbelievable, and it's so it's just so

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crazy and I cry some days,
but trust and believe me, and I

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tell you I'm all right, and
I know where my help comes from.

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I'm alright. I know things are
gonna happen in this world. I didn't

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think that was gonna happen in my
life. I didn't never think I'm going

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I would go through what I'm going
through because of someone, but I am.

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But you know what, I never
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I did say. I've lived my
life for years and years and years doing

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the right thing, no doubt,
no straddling the fence, because there's no

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fence to straddling, no doubt of
whether I wanted to be on the Lord

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side. I've been pleased in your
sight. I don't understand why I have

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to go through this, but you
know, the Holy Spirit said, why

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not you? I know you can
handle it. I knew you could,

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and it settled me in my spirit
because I know I can handle it too,

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because I already pray the prayer long
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Whatever happens, Lord, no matter
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me be able to stand. And
He has been keeping me, and I'm

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telling you this is horrific. But
outside of that, my family have been

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stricken with death about twenty nine twenty
eight, twenty nine death since twenty eighteen,

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six years. I thought it was
seven, but it's six years.

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Twenty eight, twenty nine deaths in
my family, cousins, uncle's, auntie's,

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mom, dad, grandchild. Twenty
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Not too many families can say that. There may be a few could

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say more, but that's terrible,
and guess what, people still are not

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changing. That's why my focus is
on heaven. I don't care what nobody

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think, believe me or not.
I lived my life as if God watching

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all of the time, indoors and
outdoors, because cause there's a heaven and

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that's where I'm going. That's my
choice. I don't know what you choose,

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but for me, because for me, I don't want nothing else.

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I don't need anyone to validate me, anyone to make me feel good,

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anyone to pump me up, motivate. No. I do all that for

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myself. I'm not trying to outdo
anyone. I'm just being mean. I'm

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just being me. I don't allow
people to take me for granted. I

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don't allow people to misuse my love, my friendship because I'm good to people,

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but don't try to take advantage.
Then I have to cut you loose.

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Oh I can't cut you loose.
I still love you, but I

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won't deal with you like that because
you don't mean me any good. So

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you have to have discernment, and
that's something you have to pray for it.

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That's one of the gifts you have
to pray for that. You have

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to pray for it. Some people
be thinking, oh, my intuition,

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that's different from discernment. It's different. So I just I'm just telling you

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about me. You know, we
have fruit, southern spirits, we have

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gifts, other spirits and discernment.
You know, you just pray for it

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and know that it is different from
being intuitive. People turn to everything,

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They turn to everything, They turn
to everyone for the answers, but they

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don't turn to Jesus when he have
all the answers. Some things we're never

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gonna know. I don't care how
brilliant you are. If you're a scientist

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and you're just super brilliant, it
don't matter. You're never gonna know the

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mysteries they will never be uncovered.
You'll know when you step out of life's

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back door into that spiritual realm.
So I don't even worry about it.

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So what things exist that we don't
know about, I'm not racking my brain

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about it. Some things will cause
you to want us seek after it,

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but it's just a distraction. And
I'm with that way for a little bit.

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But I had to I had a
docent reality while doing that. I'll

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just leave it like that. So
there's so much in the world that's going

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on that's distracting. But for me, my focus is Christ. The world,

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the things of the world is.
It don't mean to me what it

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means to most people. It just
don't. I'm a simple person. People

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see me and they think I'm bougie. They think I'm uppity. I'm so

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far from that. But guess what, I don't care what people think.

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You have the wrong perception. That's
not my problem. You know, I

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don't deal with a lot of people
because one thing that I do know is

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people, because I've studied people for
many, many, many years, and

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it's not a lot of difference when
it comes to minds and hearts. So

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when you fall in love with Jesus, your life will never be the same.

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If you're doing the same things,
something is wrong. There is no

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way you can live for Jesus.
You can live for God and do the

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same things, talk with the same
filthy mouth. There is no way.

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You're not gonna dress in provocative and
revealing ways in public. Now. If

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you marry and you want to do
that for your boom, that's fine,

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but you're not gonna do it for
the world to see. You can dress

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very sexy with all your clothes on, very sexy. You know things have

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to change. You can't dress the
same, you don't think the same,

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you don't speak the same. All
of that changes. When you really,

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really, really really have fallen in
love and you're really serving Christ. You're

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a new creature. And anybody who's
doing the same things you need to go

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back because you have not become that
new creature. You have not become that

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new creature. That's just fact,
because you will never be the same when

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you really come in contact with Jesus, when you really make that change,

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you will never be the same.
And I'm telling you it is so good.

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It's the best thing ever. You
don't worry when people are not there.

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You're still good. When they don't
support you, you still good.

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When they don't love you, You're
still good. I mean, you don't

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worry about stuff like that. It
don't matter. When you falling in love

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with Jesus, it will give you
a peace that you don't even understand.

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And I'm telling you a peace that
surpasses all understanding. You will not even

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understand it, but you know why
you have it. So trust me when

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I tell you. There is a
difference between the saints and the ants.

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The ants are not saints, and
that may sound funny, but it's the

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truth. There is a difference.
And God said he was gonna separate the

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weed from the tear. You can
fake it, pretend with the world.

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You can profess him with your mouth, but your hearts are far from him.

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But He's gonna do the separating.
So I choose Jesus. You choose

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whoever you want. But for me, falling in love with him was the

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best thing I could ever done.
If it wasn't for him, I don't

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know where I'd be right now,
what I'll be doing, how I'll be

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thinking. I just thank God,
hallelujah. I thank God for saving little

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wretched soul like mine, and I
mean that from the depths of my heart

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and soul. And I hope that
some of you listen, that you choose

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Jesus, because that's the only way
to the Father is through the Son.

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And if heaven is you're gone,
there has to be changed. You have

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to fall in love with them,
and if you really love him, you'll

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keep his commandments. A lot of
you are asking, oh, I want

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to God leave her a godly wife, when you're not even godly. Come

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on now, you're asking for things
a game that you don't possess within yourself.

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You're asking for a godly man or
woman when you're not even godly.

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Come on, stop it, stop
it. Don't look for someone to save

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you, because they can't save you
any ways. Only Jesus saves And as

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far as naturally, you can't save
yourself, because if you could, you

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would do better, You would be
the best you that you could be.

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But most of you are looking for
somebody else to make you happy when they're

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not even happy. How an unhappy
person gonna make you happy? How can

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somebody love you the way you deserve
to be loved when you can't even love

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yourself? You will recognize it.
You will not recognize love. That's why

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so many people are in relationships unhappy. You may stay in them, but

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you're unhappy. And that's why I
say falling in love with Jesus is the

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best thing you could ever do for
yourself. You will see people differently,

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you will see yourself differently. Your
eyes will open up to things that you

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failed to see before. And I'm
not gonna keep talking about it. I'm

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leaving it right there. It's up
to you. Like any other episode,

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I'm just giving you the information.
Thank you so much for listening. Much

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love to each and every one of
you. I hope you are well.

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I hope your family your families are
well. Please reach out to me.

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Go to my podcast page. It'll
tell you how to reach me. Please

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check out Relationship Chronicles and check out
Relatable Life Chronicles because there are a lot

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of information on both of those podcasts. Check them out and share. Thank

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you again. I end every episode
the same and I hope you do it.

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Thank on it