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Understand the thinking atheist. It's not
a person, it's a symbol, an

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idea. The population of atheists in
this country is going through the rule,

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rejecting faith, pursuing knowledge, challenging
the sacred. If I tell the truth,

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it's because I tell the truth,
not because I put my hand on

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a book and made a wish and
working together for a more rational world.

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Take the risk of thinking. Feel
so much more happiness. Truth Usian wisdom

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will come to you that way.
Assume nothing, question everything, and start

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thinking. This is the Thinking Atheist
podcast hosted by Seth Andrews. Don't Alcatraz

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sell fourteen D. The cell,
of course, is empty today. This

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island prison was closed back in nineteen
sixty three. Fourteen D was known as

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the whole Isolation solitary Confinement. It
was one of the loneliest places on earth,

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except for the unfortunate view those who
were not alone, who were locked

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in that cage with a visitor unwelcome. Just imagine you are an inmate inside

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those concrete walls. It's Alcatraz.
After lights out. The guards have already

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gone to sell or bed check the
cold bars inclosing the increasingly cold isolation self

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fourteen D. You are just another
inmate trying to sleep somewhere down the row,

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and then you hear this. As
the story goes, one inmate was

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given three years in the hole after
trying to escape Rufus McCain. He begged

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and pleaded to be housed elsewhere,
anywhere but fourteen D. He pleaded and

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petitioned the guards every day, please
move me to another cell. And yet

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this isolation chamber would be his prison
within the prison for three years, over

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one hundred and fifty weeks, one
thousand days, roughly eight thousand hours of

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night, with barely a wink of
sleep. His only companion beyond the guards

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was his unwelcome guest. After those
three interminable years, he was finally released

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from solitary, and the inmates would
say Rufus McCain had become a shell of

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a man. It was as if
he had vacated his mind of everything,

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just so we wouldn't have to think
about what he had seen and heard and

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felt, he wouldn't have to endure
the horror any And yet horror would continue

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to follow McCain. He would soon
be killed by another inmate with a painter's

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blade on the third of December nineteen
forty Another monster in the halls of Alcatraz.

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Why this place, Why this prison? Many believe that it's simply the

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nature of human nature. If you're
going to house some of the world's most

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dangerous people, and, according to
some reports, further punish all troublemakers with

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no heat, no running water,
no mattresses, and only holes in the

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concrete for toilets, there is going
to be unrest. The spirit of that

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place will never be at peace,
the physical and the extra natural world bleeding

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into each other. Perhaps this explains
the unwonted guest, the ghost, the

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creature of fourteen D. Alcatraz today
is for tourism, Yet even those who

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visit say that they hear cell doors
close when none are closing. They hear

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laughing in empty halls, They feel
unnatural chills in warm cells, and some

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say they have heard disembodied screams,
torment in isolation, the taunting of demons,

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the open mouths and burning eyes of
monsters, unknown echoes of those with

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a life sentence which had become a
death sentence within the tiny walls of fourteen

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ind it's a long, long road
trip through the state of Nevada. You've

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been staring at the highway's white line
for hours and hours until the car begins

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to drift. You can't even keep
your eyes open. It's been too long,

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too late. It's time to pull
over. You scan the horizon for

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a motel sign anywhere of the head, and then finally there. It is

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an oasis in a tiny town called
Tonopah, almost halfway between Las Vegas and

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Reno. But something is different about
the motel sign out front. Filling the

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top half of that sign is a
painting, the painting of a clown.

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Now it's at this moment that you
consider sleeping in your car, but a

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hidden force, maybe just curiosity,
pushes you toward the entry door and into

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the lobby. You are greeted by
a life sized clown sitting in a chair.

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All around it are dozens of other
tiny figures in makeup and wigs.

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The office is filled with painted eyes
staring you down. Welcome vacancy. Your

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room is waiting. This Jestures of
horror House was inspired by a man and

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collector named Clarence Davis. She had
accumulated in his life no fewer than one

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hundred and fifty clown dolls and statues, and after his death, his children,

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Leona and Leroy Davis, wanted to
preserve his memory, and so they

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built their monuments in that twenty four
hundred person town in Nevana. Back in

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nineteen eighty five, they built the
Clown Motel and oh yes, your room

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has clowns, so many clowns.
All thirty one rooms feature at least two

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custom clown art pieces. Rooms one
oh eight, one eleven, two ten,

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and two fourteen. These rooms are
said to be haunted. Many believe

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that these are spirits who have walked
to those rooms from the nearby old Tonopas

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Cemetery, a grave site populated by
so many silver mine workers who burned to

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death in the Belmont mine fire of
nineteen eleven. They died underground, they

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were buried underground. But in those
white painted, red nosed, big toothed,

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long fingered statues, the dead can, for just a few moments and

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the darkness of night, remember what
it was like to be alive. And

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there you are. You are tucked
into bed with lights off, and only

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the faint glow of the street sign
grazing your curtain. That glow faintly reveals

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the mural on the wall to your
left, only three feet separating your bed

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from the figure. A clown painted
almost to the top of the ceiling,

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taller than you, red hair,
white shirt, yellow suspenders, squinting slits

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for eyes resting deep within, a
narrow head, and a smile that feels

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like a threat. This clown is
holding a red balloon. You turn your

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head away. Was that a sound? You cover your eyes and the red

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and white pillows. Did something just
touch you? You turn on the television

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to mask the loud silence. Are
the eyes of the painted clown now pointed

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there? Or there? Or back
here? You get up and wash your

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face in the sink. What was
that in the mirror? You wander back

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and click off the lamp. The
shadows seem different, And then finally you

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acknowledge your unwelcome guest with words spoken
out loud. We're in this together.

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I won't move if you won't.
Good night until light. Let me rest

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without fright, smile, but don't
bite. Be my angel in white.

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You know it's interesting to hear from
those who stay at the clown Motel.

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Some can't and won't remain in their
rooms. Others are filled with wonder and

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delight and a feeling of welcome.
Many ask for one of the themed rooms,

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the Friday, the Thirteenth Room,
the Halloween Room, the Exorcist Room,

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the It Room, and in all
of the thirty one rooms, guests

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have reported strange things, knocks on
the door, voices in adjacent rooms not

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occupied at the time, waking up
to see newly carved scratches upon the wall,

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laughing sounds from a spouse or partner, or child or friend still fast

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asleep in their bed. Would you
could you stay all night at the Cloud

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Motel with the dolls and mannequins and
signs and paintings, and a lobby filled

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with over two thousand clown figures to
greet you. It's not expensive if you

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would like to find out. The
cheapest room is eighty five dollars. The

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most expensive is one hundred and fifty. Just remember when you log the number

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of guests for your stay, expect
one or two more or three or four,

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and try not to run if you
see a frown on your clown and

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tike Anish by William Hughes Marns.
Yesterday upon the stair, I met a

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man who wasn't there. He wasn't
there again today. I wish I wish

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he'd go away. When I came
home last night at three, the man

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was waiting there for me, but
when I looked around the hall, I

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couldn't see him there at all.
Go away, Go away. Don't you

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come back anymore? Go away,
go away, and please don't slam the

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door. Last night I saw upon
the stair a little man who wasn't there.

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He wasn't there again today. Oh, how I wish he'd go away.

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What I'm about to recount for you
is absolutely true, And I'm not

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saying that to try to build credibility
or tension like this is a true story.

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I mean, this actually happened,
but I found it so chilling and

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so compelling I wanted to include it
here. It is the story of nineteen

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year old Brandon Swanson. The date
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Brandon was now with some friends at
a party. They were celebrating the

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end of the spring semester at Minnesota
West Community and Technical College, and Brandon

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had had a few drinks, but
his buddy said he was not visibly intoxicated

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by the time the party was winding
down. This is just before midnight and

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hopped in his car and began the
thirty mile drive home. He still lived

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with his parents, so that's thirty
miles driving on rural Minnesota roads. Call

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that forty five minutes or an hour
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But it was two am when his
parents, Brian and Annette Swanson,

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at home asleep in their beds,
received a phone call from Brandon. He

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said he'd driven his Chevy Lumina off
the road and into a ditch. He

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couldn't get the car out, it
was absolutely stuck. He was not injured,

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but he was going to need his
mom and dad to come pick him

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up. And so Brian and Annette
got in their pick up and they drove

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in the middle of the night toward
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They kept their son on the phone. From time to time, the

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call would drop out and he would
call them or they would call him to

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reconnect. Brandon flashed the headlight trying
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They drove road after road, turn
after turn, yet they never saw any

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flashing headlights, and finally, after
about forty minutes, Brandon got frustrated.

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He looked off in the distance and
saw some tiny lights and he thought those

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might be the lights from a town
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he said, I'm going to walk
toward Lynde. There's a bar on the

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outside of town. I'm going to
wait for you in the parking lot of

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that bar. Picked me up there. Brandon kept mom and dad on the

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cell phone as he walked toward what
he thought was the town of lynd And.

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It was between two thirty and three
in the morning. As he had

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been on the phone with his parents
for forty seven minutes, she was saying

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something. He all of a sudden
interrupted himself with the words, oh shit,

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and then went silence. There was
no sound of a click or disconnect,

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only silence, and his parents were
saying, Brandon, Brandon, are

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you there? Can you hear us
say something? But no one said anything.

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They disconnected that call and dialed him
back immediately went to voicemail. His

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father proceeded to the parking lot of
that bar at lynd Brandon was not there.

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They drove for miles on the roads
all around Lynde. Brandon was not

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there. They eventually did find the
car. The Chevy was lodged in a

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ditch just off of a road between
the towns of Porter and Taunton, but

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Brandon was not found. Brandon was
never found. He was never seen again.

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Had he mistaken some other kind of
distant light for the town of Lynde

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and somehow wandered into calamity. There
was no sign of foul play at the

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vehicle. Air surveillance teams eventually brought
in. They found nothing. Search dogs

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led officers roughly three miles away from
the ditch to Yellow Medicine River. The

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river was flowing fast and high after
some heavy rains, and it was there

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that the dogs lost the scent and
teams walked up and down the river banks

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four miles no sign. Cadaver dogs
brought to the region. They searched for

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three weeks. Nothing. Brandon Swanson
had simply vanished into the rural farmlands and

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back roads of Minnesota, and it's
possible that his remains are out there somewhere.

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Officials designated a one hundred and forty
square mile grid for the search,

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but there were some farmers who didn't
want outsiders trampling onto their land during planting

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and harvesting season, and for that
reason, there are places that remain unchecked

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to this day. It was not, and is not suspected that Brandon,

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for some reason orchestrated his own disappearance, perhaps faking his own death. His

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parents, extended family, and friends
reported no signs of cognitive impairment, mental

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illness, or even unhappiness at home. One night, he was simply there,

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and then he was gone. It
has been a decade and a half

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and search teams working with the County
Sheriff's Office will still go out today and

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comb through the fields when harvesting season
allows. Every once in a long while,

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the tip line will ring. Those
tips have not produced anything so far,

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and to date, no physical evidence
of Brandon has ever been found.

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His cell phone, his car keys, remnants of clothing, nothing, absolutely

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no trace at all. How and
why did Brandon Swanson just vanish in the

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middle of the night on the fourteenth
of May two thousand and eight. This

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remains a mystery unsolved, a tragedy
unexplained, and a baffling true story.

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For just a few minutes here,
I want to talk a little bit about

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fear. Fear has a name,
it has many names, and it's possible

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that one of these fears lurks behind
your wide eyes and quivering lips. I

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used to have this recurring dream when
I was a teenager. Back then,

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I was a night owl, so
everybody else, mom and dad and my

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sisters would go to bed well before
me, and I would stay up.

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I was watching television, or on
the phone with my girlfriend or whatever,

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and finally, when I got tired
enough to go to sleep, it was

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my job to make sure that the
front and the back doors were locked.

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Now do you ever have a strange
dream and realize in the dream that you

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are dreaming? Very often, I
think it's this surreal stuff that tips you

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off. Oh look, there is
Taylor Swift and she's singing the Oscar Meyer

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hot Dog jingle and she's sitting on
a luck dragon that has the head of

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al Pacino. That kind of thing
you realize, Okay, I know I'm

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in a dream. I realize that
this is not real. But that was

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not the case with my recurring dream. It felt absolutely authentic. Everything looked

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and fell like real life. And
so there I was, late at night,

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my eyes getting so very heavy,
and finally after midnight, I decided

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it was time to call it a
day, and so I got up,

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and I did my routine. I
went to the front door, and I

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tugged on the door to make sure
it was latched, and then I turned

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the doorknob lock and the dead bolt. And after the front door, I

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walked to the back of the house. But when I tugged on the back

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door, it had not been latched, and that door swung in toward me

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so quickly that it made me jump. And standing in that doorway was a

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tall, looming figure cloaked in black. In the dream, I couldn't tell

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if it was black fabric or just
a person made of shadow. It was

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so bizarre. His face was not
covered. I I couldn't see a face,

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though I couldn't see anything other than
darkness. I couldn't even see his

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eyes. He just stood there,
filling that doorframe with his massive size.

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And in that moment, I already
knew he was coming inside my house.

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He was coming after me. And
it all happened so fast. It happened

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in just a second, surprise and
shock and panic, and I would wake

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up in that same surprise and shock
and panic, and often I couldn't get

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back to sleep for a very long
time. Did I have a condition called

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celeerophobia, the irrational fear of a
stranger in my house. I don't think

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so. The idea hadn't really occurred
to me during the day. It wasn't

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something I thought about. But I
will tell you this, After the first

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two times I had that dream,
locking the house in real life caused real

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anxiety. Every time I walk toward
that back door and tugged on it to

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ensure that it was latched, I
had a moment where I thought, there's

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something on the other side. There
are so many phobias in this world.

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There is cholera phobia, the fear
of clowns. I did an entire ghost

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story about a clown on the podcast
and in my ghost Stories audiobook. Today's

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show has already featured the Clown Motel, and it's interesting to note how clowns

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have become personal nightmares for so many. I always feel a little bit sad

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for legitimate clown characters who only want
to bring joy to parties and people,

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you know, the party clown people
who may not always feel the welcome they

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deserve when they show up in a
clown costume. Psychology Today says that chulaphobia

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is the result of our brains fearing
the unpredictable make up on the face,

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strange paints on the smiles and cheeks
and eyes. These make it difficult for

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us to perceive true emotion sincere intent, the silly antics of the clowns seem

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so unnatural to us, and so
our brains trigger and we become suspicious.

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It's all a facade. This is
an act. There is another agenda.

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For twelve percent of the population.
Clowns are no laughing matter. Fear of

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the dark nicktophobia. That's another common
one. You ever walk upstairs after turning

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off all the downstairs lights, and
you'll walk those stairs really quickly to make

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sure the boogeyman can't catch you.
There is a terrifying Ryan Reynolds film released

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back in twenty ten. The movie
is called Buried. It is a survival

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thriller that is very much not the
usual comedy fair that we're used to seeing

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from Ryan Reynolds. The entire movie
takes place inside a coffin. Now Natalie

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and I rented this movie shortly after
it released. I am astounded that she

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even made it through. After the
first ten minutes, she was looking at

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me going, I don't think I
can do this. I don't think I

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can do this, and yet somehow
she persevered. Scientists know how the human

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brain resists notions of prolonged suffering and
dying alone. Skelephobia types would hate my

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Halloween yard display, which is filled
with plastic skeletons, Many people recoiling at

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the very idea of anything looking dead
or dying things. In fact, our

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fears of death has a name thanatophobia. I recently found out that there is

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a clinical name for the fear of
Halloween, the October thirty first holiday,

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Sowen of phobia. Now, remember
that the Celtic New Year was long ago

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marked by the festival of Sowen,
at the celebration of the Harvest. The

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Celts believed that this was a time
when the supernatural plane and the physical world

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almost merged together. There was a
veil, a very thin veil, between

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the living and the ghostly. That
veil so thin that the dead could actually

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slip into the physical world to walk
among the living. Many people would anticipate

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this, sometimes fearing this, they
would leave gifts or treats for these spirits,

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and, as some were mischievous and
quite frightening, the goodies might distract

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them or appease them and make them
go away. Other people disguise themselves in

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costumes so that dead relatives might simply
walk gone by. Perhaps sauenophobia reflects that

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aversion to anything death, or maybe
as part of a highly Christian culture,

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they're nervous about any ancient ritual involving
spirits that does not exist in Christian doctrine

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or tradition. Halloween has long been
warned about by the Puritans, steeped in

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Satanic panic. My own childhood was
filled with horror stories about evil people out

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there poisoning Halloween candy and putting razor
blades inside apples, and stealing black cats

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for the purpose of sacrifice, and
even steep killing people, often children,

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for the very same reason. It's
ironic, then, that the word Halloween

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is actually a Catholic invention. About
twelve hundred years ago, after the Romans

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had conquered the Celts, the Catholic
Church was not pleased that so many of

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the common people were enjoying these pagan
festivals. Around six hundred CE, Pope

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Gregory the First decided that rather than
try to outlaw these godless traditions, the

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Catholic Church would simply adopt them and
modify them to religify them. Pagan ritual

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would transform into Catholic ritual, Pagan
temples could become Catholic temples. And three

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hundred years after that, the Church
moved its All Saints Day ritual from earlier

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in the year to the first of
November All Saints' Day, all Souls Day,

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all Hallows Day, and as such, the day before November one,

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which was of course October thirty first, well, that would become All Souls

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Eve, All Hallows Eve. Halloween. One theory held by some historians says

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that the Middle Ages saw the Church
version of trick or treating. It was

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called souling, where poor people would
collect food and money from neighboring homes in

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return for prayers for the dead,
and yet the true spirits of Halloween would

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simply not die. Those pumpkins with
candles inside still echoed today that celt symbolism

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of the magic of the sun over
the harvest. In Ireland and Scotland,

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carved vegetables were made to scare off
a trickster named Stingy Jack, and thus

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we got the jack O lantern.
The colors of black and orange trace way

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back to that ancient Sowin festival,
black representing the death of summer, orange

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representing the autumn harvest season. Oh, how could anyone be afraid of this

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wonderful holiday? Today, the second
most popular and profitable holiday after Christmas.

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Apparently many people still are. Perhaps
all they need is a smile and a

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costume and a candle and a delicious
treat to change their petrified perceptions. I

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hope you feel the spirit of the
season on our annual ghost Stories podcast as

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we head toward the Halloween holiday.
There are more stories to come next.

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Halloween is upon us. It's ghost
Stories twenty twenty three, and we're just

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having some fun this week. Thank
you so much for listening. And I

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hear a lot of people. They
send me emails and they're like, when's

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ghost stories? We can't wait?
And other people are like, Eh,

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I'll see you later. Whatever,
whatever, float your boat. But it's

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fun for me. It's fun to
be a storyteller in this way. And

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Halloween's always blast. I've set a
high bar in my neighborhood. It's either

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a high bar or a low bar
for Halloween decorations. And everybody else they've

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got the little skull sitting on the
porch, and they've got a couple of

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hanging bats in the window, and
maybe there's an inflatable something a pumpkin in

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the front yard. Me I go
down to Lowe's hardware store and I buy

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some cheap lumber and silver spray paint, and I make another worldly prison.

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Friend of mine bills an electric chair
out of old pallide wood, and then

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I enhanced it. So he brought
me the chair. We brought it over

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in his pickup truck and we put
it in the yard and I'm like,

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well, how can I make this
look more elect And so I got these

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what do you call the things that
go on the end of the curtain rods,

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finnyl finish, something like finyl or
finil, maybe finial, I think,

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And it was like six dollars finials, and you just screw them into

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the top of the chair. And
then I got a little piece of electrical

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wire that comes out of a salad
bowl. It's a salad bowl that is

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the hat for my skeleton. And
he's kind of charred looking and he's sitting

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in there, but he's waving,
so it's kind of a happy electric chair

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scene. And then the rest of
my crap, all my skeletons and lights.

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I just sort of showered around it. But I mean it's pretty gaudy.

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You can see my house from a
block away, so I can't maybe

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I'm bringing property values down. I
don't really know, but you know,

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it's just awesome. And of course
we get ready for tons of trick or

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treaters in this neighborhood, and a
couple of friends of mine came up with

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an interesting trick or treat tradition.
They use the October thirty first holiday to

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clear out the pantry in their kitchen. So they go through those shelves and

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it's like, oh, this has
been in here for two years or whatever.

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I mean, nothing past the expiration, I guess. But oh look

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it's Campbell's Cream of Mushroom soup.
We're not going to use that. Here's

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some gravy packets, here's some spaghetti
noodles, here's all this stuff, and

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they grab they literally go through and
sort of clear out the pantry. And

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then for the trigger treaters, they
give them a choice. The kids in

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costumes come up, they romp up
to the front door, ding dong trigg

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or treat and everybody comes out and
they have two piles and they say,

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would you like a candy? Right, M and m's kitcat, snickers,

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whatever, milky way, what's your
favorite candy? Mine's peanut M and ms?

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Okay, have peanut M and M, skit kats whatever, or you

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can have something from our pantry pile. And according to my friends, more

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kids get stuff out of the pantry
pile, skipping the sweets. It's like,

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oh, here's a box of maltomeal. Mom. They just put they

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put regular food in the bags.
Mom, I got a tiny plastic bottle

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of garlic and onion powder. Kraft
macaroni and cheese. Who could say no

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to that? I actually think Kraft
mac and cheese would be a great Halloween

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trick or treat candy because it's almost, you know, it's kind of a

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guilty pleasure. Some child walks up
and it's like a bottle of olive oil.

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Wow, thank you. They say
the pantry pile is a big I

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just think it's funny. I can't
imagine, you know, gravy packets over

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a KitKat. I can't imagine that, but I just found that a funny

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story. Anyway, The rest of
our actual ghost stories continue right now.

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A Girl of Nails and Teeth by
Hannah Yang. The girl trims her fingernails,

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carefully, dropping each pale crescent into
the glass jar in front of her.

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Her mother stands next to her,
watching, waiting. It's the middle

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of summer, and the girl steams
and the heat, anxious to finish her

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task so she can go outside and
play with the other girls in the neighborhood.

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She can see them through the window, their shiny bikes prompt up against

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the telephone pole, their laughter writing
the wind like bird's song. Half her

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mind is on the nail scissors,
the other half on the laughing girls.

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On the third finger of her left
hand, she rushes cuts too close to

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the quick blood beads up under her
nail. The clipping falls to the hardwood

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floor with a muted clink and scuttles
under the couch. Sorry, she says,

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sorry, sorry. Her mother gets
down to her hands and knees to

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look for it. She is no
longer young, and the movement takes visible

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effort. You're always so careless,
she says, as she crawls. You're

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old enough to know better. The
girl sits on her chair enduring her mother's

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quiet scolding, which ceases only when
the lost nail clipping is recovered and dropped

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safely in with the other. They
have glass jars all around the house of

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all different sizes, carefully labeled than
stored. Jars of the girl's hair,

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collected each time her mother gives her
a haircut over the kitchen sink. Jars

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of her blood from the phlebotomies her
mother conducts once every six weeks, which

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are followed by a carton of apple
juice to restore the girl's blood sugar level.

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Jars of shed skin she's peeled away
from the pads of her thumbs that

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callouses on her toes, the chapped
layers of her lips. A jar of

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all her baby teeth except for the
one she accidentally swallowed while eating an ear

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of corn, after which her mother
pulled out the rest with pliers. Her

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mother leaves the jars and plane sight
to reassure herself of their progress. The

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only occasion for which she puts the
jars away is when someone comes to visit.

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On those days, the girl and
her mother pack everything into the pantry,

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teeth buried inside sacks of rice,
blood concealed behind cans of condensed soup.

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Only after the jars are safely tucked
away do they unlock the front door

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and greet their neighbors with close lipped
smiles, holding in all the things they

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cannot say. Sometimes the other mothers
burst into tears in the living room,

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mourning what they have not yet lost. The girl stands in the hallway and

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watches her mother comfort the other woman
with sugar spun lies. Yes, I

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feel you, I know what you're
going through. We can and to tell

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them the truth. Her mother reminds
her afterwards, it won't work if someone

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else tries the same trick. The
girl is too young to understand. She

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waves through the window as the other
mothers walk away. The simulacrum sits waiting

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in the back of the mother's wardrobe, hidden under a spare bedsheet, a

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life sized doll made of wood and
linen and desperation. Faceless and unfinished.

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It's been sitting there for longer than
the girl has been alive. The mother

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started building it the day the doctor
first told her she was expecting a female

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child. The same day she first
put her hand on her swollen belly and

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felt the baby squirming inside her,
a wild thing desperate to live. The

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girl has not yet seen the simulacrum. She has only caught glimpses of the

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blueprints, which her mother takes out
once a year to update the necessary measurements

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the size of her feet, the
circumference of her skull, the length of

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each arm. When the time comes, the mother will finish the simulacrum alone.

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It will have a perfectly painted face
that mirrors the girl's own. It

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will have the girl's real blood pumping
through its limbs, her real hair stitched

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into the pale cloth of its scalp, her real teeth drilled into its gums,

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her real fingernail clippings glued onto its
fingers, and toes lined up like

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the tiles of a mosaic. The
mother will leave the simulacrum outside their front

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door and wait. Even now,
after all her planning, she does not

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know for sure if it will work. She will spend the whole night waiting,

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her arms wrapped around the girl,
her pulse hot and fever quick,

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listening to the weeping and wailing of
the other mothers in the neighborhood who were

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not clever enough to save their daughters. This way the mouth Man. Point

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Pleasant, West Virginia, nineteen sixty
six, two grave diggers working their cemetery

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job heard something overhead. They looked
up to the sky and saw the black

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figure flying ghostly and unnatural. It
was ten feet long, with large wings

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and red eyes. These men didn't
realize it at the moment, but they

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were the first people to ever report
a sighting of the moth Man. From

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that day forward, Point Pleasant would
see more encounters. Drivers spotting the creature

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at night, hikers reporting a large
winged thing sitting high in the trees.

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Residents on sidewalks driven back to their
homes after being followed by a pair of

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red eyes attached to a shadowy outline. The most famous sighting of the Mothman

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happened on the fifteenth of December nineteen
sixty seven. Locals reported seeing a giant

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winged creature flying over the Silver Bridge, a suspension bridge over the Ohio River,

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the bridge connecting Point Pleasant to Gallip
Police, Ohio. Moments later,

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the bridge collapsed. Forty six people
died. Investigators found a fracture in the

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suspension chain, but many still insist
the tragedy was the will of the Mothmaan.

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In the decades after nineteen sixty seven, witnesses far beyond Virginia have come

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00:47:45,719 --> 00:47:52,800
forward to say they saw the Mothmaan
moments before other terrible events accidents, fires,

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massacres, natural disasters, as if
this visitor brought calamity in the wake

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00:47:59,719 --> 00:48:06,559
of a its giant wings. Yet
strangely, many see those catastrophes as merely

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coincidental to them. The Mothman is
merely a visitor from another plane, a

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00:48:12,960 --> 00:48:22,280
spectator, even a friend. Every
third weekend in September, point Pleasant hosts

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the Mothman Festival, a celebration of
the other worldly cryptid. There are museums

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00:48:28,760 --> 00:48:35,199
and costumes, music and guided tours, a festival for a thing few people

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00:48:35,280 --> 00:48:43,159
have seen, but so many embrace
to be safe, just in case.

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If you ever see two red eyes
in a shadow beyond, stop where you

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00:48:49,199 --> 00:48:54,679
are, turn and run the other
way. Within seconds, you may see

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00:48:54,719 --> 00:49:01,840
a horror upon humans. Is he
an agent of destruction or is he just

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00:49:01,960 --> 00:49:08,119
watching? We do not yet know. We only know that so many say

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00:49:08,159 --> 00:49:43,199
they've seen the Mothman and witnessed cruel
happenings under the span of his wings.

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Very often the most terrifying ghostly creatures
don't just haunt us. They consume the

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00:49:55,679 --> 00:50:01,719
things around us. Maybe they eat
soul, or animals or our children.

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00:50:02,440 --> 00:50:12,039
They devour what is vulnerable and precious. The people of Thailand have a ghost

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00:50:12,239 --> 00:50:19,559
they called the Hungry Ghost. These
other worldly creatures were once human beings,

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00:50:19,719 --> 00:50:24,519
people who took advantage of other people
in life. They lied and stole,

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00:50:24,679 --> 00:50:30,800
and cheated and harmed. They were
agents of inhumanity that preyed upon their human

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00:50:30,960 --> 00:50:36,800
brothers and sisters in this world.
In a way, they were charging up

437
00:50:36,840 --> 00:50:42,519
a kind of karma, prospering in
the living world, with the after life

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00:50:42,559 --> 00:50:49,199
oh waiting to make them pay for
every misdeed, every lie, every abuse,

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00:50:49,559 --> 00:50:52,679
every grift. No, they were
not going to get away with it.

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00:50:52,760 --> 00:51:00,400
After all, real world cretans waking
up in the spirit world after death

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00:51:00,599 --> 00:51:07,039
no longer themselves, at least in
form. They have become the Hungry Ghost.

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00:51:07,760 --> 00:51:13,559
If you had lived as one of
these terrible people, your after life

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00:51:13,679 --> 00:51:17,840
form would be specific to the types
of wrongs you had committed. If you

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00:51:17,920 --> 00:51:22,360
were stingy and greedy, you might
have one form. If you had physically

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00:51:22,480 --> 00:51:28,119
harmed as someone, you'd have a
different form. And so on. But

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00:51:28,159 --> 00:51:34,800
the forms all have certain things in
common. Long necks, lean bodies with

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00:51:35,000 --> 00:51:43,440
protruding bellies, gray green or blackened
skin, huge hands with spindly fingers.

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00:51:43,920 --> 00:51:47,800
You're as tall as a palm tree, with a head proportional to that body,

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00:51:49,320 --> 00:51:53,119
but your mouth would be as tiny
as the eye of a needle.

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Your inability to eat more than a
speck at a time compounds your misery,

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00:52:00,480 --> 00:52:07,519
as your large stomach simply cannot be
filled. You are tortured with hunger,

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00:52:08,679 --> 00:52:14,039
and as you walk among the trees
and the darkness of night, you make

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00:52:14,079 --> 00:52:20,760
a high pitched wine of a scream, an outward expression of inner pain.

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00:52:23,719 --> 00:52:29,840
Your roam as a phantom, a
monster. You are slithering in the land

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00:52:30,000 --> 00:52:37,840
of the living, desperate to feed. You are the hungry ghost. It's

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00:52:37,840 --> 00:52:43,920
interesting that, according to legend,
human beings are rarely attacked by these spirits,

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00:52:44,400 --> 00:52:50,880
the famished phantoms often invisible to the
human eye. The hungry ghosts instead

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00:52:51,000 --> 00:52:54,400
feed on other things as best they
can. Of course, they are never

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00:52:54,599 --> 00:53:01,880
satisfied, and they also hunt offerings, offerings to give to the gods.

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00:53:01,920 --> 00:53:08,519
They must appease the gods. They
must atone for their misdeeds in life by

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00:53:08,639 --> 00:53:15,239
gathering valuable things wherever they can find
them, bringing those items to Buddhist temples,

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00:53:15,320 --> 00:53:20,880
and then laying down their findings at
the feet of the good and the

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00:53:20,880 --> 00:53:25,840
hopes that they will encounter a merciful
priest who will forgive and free them from

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00:53:25,960 --> 00:53:34,039
their prison. The story of the
Hungry Ghost is often told to children to

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00:53:34,159 --> 00:53:38,559
keep them from misbehaving. Don't be
cruel, don't lie, don't cheat,

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00:53:38,679 --> 00:53:44,519
don't steal, don't harm, because
if you do, when you die,

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00:53:45,239 --> 00:53:50,159
you will be cursed to Rome as
a hideous thing, as tall as a

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00:53:50,199 --> 00:53:58,199
building, with only a constant,
horrible hunger at your side. You will

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00:53:58,320 --> 00:54:06,280
become the hung ghost. You know
myself. I find a kind of magic

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00:54:06,400 --> 00:54:10,320
to this story. Wouldn't it be
nice if karma was real? As we

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00:54:10,400 --> 00:54:15,039
live in a world where so many
terrible people get away with it while so

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00:54:15,159 --> 00:54:22,400
many very good people suffer at their
hands. So yes, I fantasize that

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00:54:22,440 --> 00:54:28,440
these people would be made to pay
after death for all the bad things they

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00:54:28,519 --> 00:54:34,039
had done in life, creatures in
their hearts. As living people, they

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00:54:34,079 --> 00:54:40,719
would become actual creatures, monsters,
beasts, tormented spirits after death. Oh

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00:54:40,840 --> 00:54:46,400
yes, I'm guilty. I would
love to see the agents of suffering get

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00:54:46,440 --> 00:54:53,480
a taste of suffering themselves, until
finally they bring themselves before the altar of

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00:54:53,599 --> 00:55:02,320
the good in humility and penitence,
regrets and change. Oh, we can

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00:55:02,440 --> 00:55:25,280
certainly imagine still to come. Two
great ghost stories to climax the broadcast.

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00:55:25,360 --> 00:55:47,000
I've got a Noose and a Witch
coming up next. It is the season

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00:55:47,440 --> 00:55:52,280
of the Witch and the Ghost,
and the Jack o Lantern and the Black

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00:55:52,360 --> 00:55:59,800
Cats and the Big bad Spider and
the vampire. So much good stuff going

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00:55:59,840 --> 00:56:04,440
on here in the month of October. As we continue with the final segment

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00:56:04,639 --> 00:56:40,519
of ghost Stories twenty twenty three,
as so many ghostly legends come from stories

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00:56:40,599 --> 00:56:45,559
about real people in real places,
allow me to tell you the story of

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00:56:45,800 --> 00:56:53,239
Alice Riley, which is also the
story of the Hanging Square. January of

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00:56:53,320 --> 00:56:59,519
seventeen thirty four. There was a
poor immigrant named Alice Riley. She arrived

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00:56:59,519 --> 00:57:04,639
in the American colonies, and she
found herself in what would one day become

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00:57:04,800 --> 00:57:08,880
the town of Savannah, Georgia.
Alice had had no money to pay for

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00:57:08,920 --> 00:57:15,920
the trip overseas, and so she
sold herself into indentured servitude and became a

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00:57:15,079 --> 00:57:22,199
debt slave. She willingly sold her
labor to a man named William Wise,

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00:57:22,599 --> 00:57:28,719
and to pay off her debt,
she would work for him for five years.

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00:57:29,119 --> 00:57:32,960
Yet her master was not a good
man. William Wise was oppressive and

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00:57:34,119 --> 00:57:39,320
petty and cruel. He abused her
every day. He insisted that he be

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00:57:39,480 --> 00:57:45,320
personally groomed, washed and cleaned,
and shaved and combed. He enjoyed the

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00:57:45,360 --> 00:57:52,400
attention that Alice was forced to shower
upon him. He enjoyed the master's chair.

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00:57:52,239 --> 00:57:59,159
He enjoyed his slave, an attendant
to his every whim, the object

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00:57:59,320 --> 00:58:05,239
of his con tempt, the target
of his horrible temper. William was a

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00:58:05,280 --> 00:58:10,199
weak man. He was weak in
character and weak in body. Perhaps his

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00:58:10,280 --> 00:58:15,920
abuse of other people made him feel
big and strong. I suppose it was

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00:58:16,000 --> 00:58:22,559
inevitable that Alice had finally had enough. She reached the end of her tether,

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00:58:22,400 --> 00:58:27,840
and so she and a fellow servant, a butler named Richard White,

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00:58:28,360 --> 00:58:32,679
decided that they were going to end
their misery. They decided they would end

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00:58:34,360 --> 00:58:40,079
William Wise. The date was March
the first, seventeen thirty four. It

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00:58:40,159 --> 00:58:46,679
was time for the master's bath.
William again stood at the tub with expectation.

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00:58:47,679 --> 00:58:53,400
Alice filled it with water, but
before he could get inside the bath,

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00:58:53,719 --> 00:58:59,400
Alice and Richard grabbed him by the
shoulders and they thrust his head under

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00:58:59,480 --> 00:59:05,960
the water. William thrashed and splashed, but in his weakness he was helpless.

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00:59:06,119 --> 00:59:09,119
He could not find the air to
breathe. It was a terrible,

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00:59:09,360 --> 00:59:17,679
violent, cacophonous moment, until all
became quiet and the Master lay slumped all

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00:59:17,840 --> 00:59:25,119
the way down, literally dead in
the water. Alison Richard placed his body

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00:59:25,199 --> 00:59:30,840
upon the bed with a handkerchief around
his neck to hide the trauma to his

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00:59:31,000 --> 00:59:37,440
body. What would happen now?
Alice and Richard knew they would have to

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00:59:37,519 --> 00:59:43,800
flee for their very lives, but
soon they were captured and arrested. They

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00:59:43,840 --> 00:59:50,960
were tried and both were sentenced to
death by hanging. When Richard was dropped

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00:59:51,000 --> 00:59:57,519
from the rope and executed, Alice
screamed out, I'm pregnant. I'm pregnant.

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00:59:58,559 --> 01:00:02,559
The colony doctor was brought in to
verify, and he did. Alice

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01:00:02,599 --> 01:00:08,679
had been impregnated by the man she
had just murdered. The father would be

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01:00:08,800 --> 01:00:15,360
her dead master, William Wise.
Well, the town wasn't going to kill

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01:00:15,440 --> 01:00:21,400
a woman with William's child inside of
her. She was dragged back to the

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01:00:21,480 --> 01:00:27,400
jail, and she was allowed to
live there for another eight months until when

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01:00:27,440 --> 01:00:34,800
the baby was finally delivered. Alice
Riley again faced the gallows in the middle

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01:00:34,800 --> 01:00:38,960
of Right Square in pre Savannah,
Georgia, with a rope around her throat

524
01:00:39,360 --> 01:00:45,119
and the platform about to fall beneath
her feet. Alice shouted curses at the

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01:00:45,159 --> 01:00:51,119
townspeople who had come to gawk at
her. She cursed them, and she

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01:00:51,360 --> 01:00:58,639
cursed them until this immigrant slave who
rose up against her rebuser, was dropped

527
01:00:58,639 --> 01:01:02,679
to the end of the hangar man's
rope to send a message to the rest

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01:01:02,679 --> 01:01:07,960
of the town. Her dead body
was left there for three days, hanging

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01:01:08,440 --> 01:01:15,800
in the breeze. At the end
of the third day, Alice's body mysteriously

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01:01:15,119 --> 01:01:22,599
disappeared. It is said that the
newborn baby died mysteriously just a few days

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01:01:22,639 --> 01:01:30,159
after that. This happened three hundred
years ago. Today, Right Square is

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01:01:30,280 --> 01:01:35,639
known as the Hanging Square, a
place where so many others would come to

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01:01:35,840 --> 01:01:40,679
die with broken necks at the gallows, the place where Alice Riley had died,

534
01:01:42,280 --> 01:01:49,079
the place where she had disappeared,
and she has reportedly reappeared from time

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01:01:49,159 --> 01:01:53,239
to time. People say they have
been approached by a distraught woman asking where

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01:01:53,320 --> 01:01:58,320
is my baby? Have you seen
my baby? I've got to find my

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01:01:58,519 --> 01:02:02,320
baby. Some of these people were
so eager to help that they called the

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01:02:02,400 --> 01:02:10,559
Savannah Police Department. This has apparently
happened so very often that veteran officers immediately

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01:02:10,760 --> 01:02:15,760
know it's Alice. She is said
to be dressed in the clothing of her

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01:02:15,840 --> 01:02:22,159
time, but few people even look
twice because of all the popular guided tours

541
01:02:22,199 --> 01:02:29,079
in Savannah, where old and attire
is common with tour guides and re enactors.

542
01:02:29,880 --> 01:02:36,440
Alice is both anomaly and anonymous.
The red band's scar at the neck

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01:02:36,559 --> 01:02:43,079
where the rope had once been walking
and asking and pleading and crying and wailing.

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01:02:43,960 --> 01:02:49,719
New mothers are very protective of their
own babies when walking right square.

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01:02:50,159 --> 01:02:55,239
They're nervous that Alice Riley might see
their child, and somehow see her own.

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01:02:57,039 --> 01:03:02,280
She might strip the baby out of
their arms disappear the way she disappeared

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01:03:02,400 --> 01:03:09,119
from that hanging noose three centuries ago. She had drowned her oppressor in the

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01:03:09,199 --> 01:03:15,440
bathwater. She had paid with her
life, and in death she roams those

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01:03:15,519 --> 01:03:22,719
Savannah streets. Legend says that her
ghost has been seen and reported more than

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01:03:22,880 --> 01:03:28,920
any other ghost in the history of
the state of Georgia. Perhaps you can

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01:03:29,039 --> 01:04:11,880
visit right Squares someday and you can
find out for yourself. The old woman's

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01:04:11,880 --> 01:04:17,280
house was different than the others,
older worn down, the paint long gone,

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01:04:17,960 --> 01:04:25,119
the wood a gray blue, the
door midnight black, with no windows.

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01:04:27,440 --> 01:04:31,840
No one ever arrived or left.
No one was ever seen except for

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01:04:31,920 --> 01:04:38,039
the shadow of the witch in the
window. That's what everyone said. She

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01:04:38,280 --> 01:04:43,800
was the witch in the window.
It didn't take much for the neighbors to

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01:04:43,800 --> 01:04:48,119
whisper about her. Who is she? Why doesn't she ever go outside?

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01:04:48,400 --> 01:04:55,920
What goes on inside the house?
Be careful, something's wrong there, not

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01:04:56,119 --> 01:05:04,400
natural, not safe, of course, what better place for a children's dare

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01:05:04,960 --> 01:05:11,360
than the house of a mysterious witch. Samuel, Tim and Michael were all

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01:05:11,400 --> 01:05:17,440
thirteen classmates in middle school, the
best of friends. They'd been worned to

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01:05:17,440 --> 01:05:23,880
stay clear of the rotting old house. But these were young teenagers, frash

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01:05:23,960 --> 01:05:30,360
boys, invincible in their youth.
One night, from their bikes, they

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01:05:30,400 --> 01:05:35,679
passed by to see something tied to
the door, a string. Above that

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01:05:35,800 --> 01:05:41,840
string was a large orange balloon,
just tethered to the doorknob and drifting in

566
01:05:41,880 --> 01:05:46,760
the light breeze. If not an
invitation, it was certainly a temptation and

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01:05:46,880 --> 01:05:53,960
the perfect opportunity to test one's courage. It was Tim who said it out

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01:05:54,000 --> 01:05:59,079
loud, go get that balloon,
Just take it. Go ahead, I

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01:05:59,239 --> 01:06:04,000
dare you, Sam and Michael just
looked back at him. It was easy

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01:06:04,039 --> 01:06:09,400
to be bowled on this side of
the small picket fence surrounding the weeds and

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01:06:09,440 --> 01:06:15,760
thorns. Tim persisted, My dad
gave me ten dollars. He pulled the

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01:06:15,800 --> 01:06:19,280
money out of his pocket like a
rich man flashing a thousand. I will

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01:06:19,280 --> 01:06:28,079
give you ten dollars to get that
balloon. His friends weren't smiling, they

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01:06:28,239 --> 01:06:32,880
weren't frowning. Their faces were neutral
and blank and a little bit stunned.

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01:06:34,559 --> 01:06:41,480
Turning toward the balloon. They were
obviously wrestling with the dare do it and

576
01:06:41,519 --> 01:06:46,079
you're in the shadow of the witch. Refused to do it, and everyone

577
01:06:46,159 --> 01:06:53,519
will find out that you're a coward. Tim dangled the money like a fisherman

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01:06:53,639 --> 01:06:58,360
dangling his line, praying that one
of them would take the bait, and

579
01:06:58,440 --> 01:07:03,119
after a few uncomfortable minds, his
prayer was answered. Michael spoke up.

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01:07:04,239 --> 01:07:08,920
I'll do it, but I want
the money right now. No way you're

581
01:07:08,920 --> 01:07:14,000
going to cheat me if I do
it. Tim hadn't been bluffing. He

582
01:07:14,079 --> 01:07:21,119
grinned and paid. Nobody rushed to
Michael even as he stood there gathering himself

583
01:07:21,119 --> 01:07:26,000
for the mission. His buddies didn't
goad him or push him. They were

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01:07:26,039 --> 01:07:30,599
happy to wait until he felt ready. And if they were to speak honestly,

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01:07:31,159 --> 01:07:36,760
even from a distance, they were
a little bit afraid. The orange

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01:07:36,760 --> 01:07:43,639
balloon was no longer moving. The
curtain of the upstairs window slowly opened.

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01:07:44,599 --> 01:07:49,960
The interior room flickered with candles.
The shape of a woman filled the square

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01:07:50,000 --> 01:08:01,719
glass. The boys were hidden behind
the shrubs, invisible, invisible thirty seconds,

589
01:08:01,840 --> 01:08:06,000
and then she was gone. All
was dark, All was still.

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01:08:08,360 --> 01:08:12,239
Michael had wrinkled the bill in his
hand smashed into a ball. Before he

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01:08:12,320 --> 01:08:18,039
saw what he'd done, all eyes
were on him. Go get the balloon.

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01:08:20,399 --> 01:08:26,880
Michael wouldn't use the gate. Too
rusty, too risky, It would

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01:08:26,920 --> 01:08:30,479
certainly creak. He climbed the short
fence and knelt down in the tall grass.

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01:08:31,640 --> 01:08:38,560
He gathered himself. Then he slowly
moved forward, like a soldier in

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01:08:38,720 --> 01:08:46,159
battle, crawling enemy territory. He
made himself small. He felt himself crawl

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01:08:47,039 --> 01:08:54,840
forward and forward, an inch at
a time. The house loomed larger,

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01:08:55,800 --> 01:09:04,760
the door crept closer, the balloon
got larger. The front left corner of

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01:09:04,840 --> 01:09:10,880
the house was covered in brush.
This was Michael's hiding place before the final

599
01:09:10,920 --> 01:09:16,560
act. Get the balloon, Get
the balloon. He set his jaw and

600
01:09:16,640 --> 01:09:21,560
tensed his body and coiled like a
spring. The sprint to the door had

601
01:09:21,560 --> 01:09:30,680
to be fast, lightning fast.
Get the prize and get away. Breathe,

602
01:09:30,560 --> 01:09:39,600
breathe, breathe, here we go. Five four, three two one.

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01:09:39,920 --> 01:09:44,880
Michael jolted from his hiding place and
screamed toward the porch steps five short

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01:09:44,920 --> 01:09:48,239
steps that he leapt in one motion. He lunged at the door and grabbed

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01:09:48,279 --> 01:09:53,359
at the string. It popped into
his hand without any resistance at all.

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01:09:54,079 --> 01:09:58,840
Michael fixed his grasp and boomeranged as
fast as a boy could. Run away,

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01:09:59,119 --> 01:10:05,479
away, away. In the chaos
of his retreat, the balloon grazed

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his cheek. There was a flash
of bright light, then blackness. Michael's

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body was frozen in place, paralyzed. He couldn't even feel breath in his

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lungs. He was a small statue
suspended between worlds slowly all around him.

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The black became gray, the gray
became green, the green became red,

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the red became orange. His muscles
and movement returned to him. As he

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began to reach out to touch the
sinister shade of gold and saffron that enveloped

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him. His fingers touched something like
rubber, or later plastic or nylon.

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It was meshy, elastic, sticky, and thick. He clawed with his

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finger nails to hear the sound of
hands on a party balloon, but it

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would not tear. The more he
tried to knife his round prison, the

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thicker the sticky orange walls became.
Watching all this from outside the fence,

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where Samuel and Tim helpless and petrified. They cheered as their friend dashed from

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the brush to the door, then
screamed as he was immediately swallowed by an

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orange floating quicksand the now large balloon, with the shadow of a boy barely

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visible inside muffled yells barely audible.
Beneath this glowing orb was the tiniest string,

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dangling and drifting again in the breeze. The giant balloon just hung there,

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still as a grave. The only
movement was the flailing shadow of Michael

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inside, scraping and clawing and climbing
for nothing. Four eyes from two faces

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were unable to blink. And then
they looked up to that second floor window.

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As the curtain again opened, the
candles again flickered, and the shadow

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of the woman reappeared in the frame. Slowly, her body began to sway

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as she moved, The giant orange
balloon began to sway left and right,

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left and right, back and forth
and back and forth. It was an

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otherworldly dance until the figure reached forward
to unlock the window latch. She raised

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the glass. She leaned forward into
the warm evening air. She pointed her

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long dead corpse of a face at
Sam and Tim. Her eyes weren't there

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only black sockets of decay. They
could see hair like filthy straw, hands

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with unnatural fingers. The mythical witch
wasn't a myth after all. With the

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slightest of motion, the creature in
the window held out her open palms.

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She paused for a second, then
she lifted them up. As she did.

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The floating round prison lifted as well. It rose upward and upward,

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above the house, over all houses
higher and higher, smaller, and smaller.

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The boys shaped shadow inside, climbing
and clamoring to escape the balloon,

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and the shadow rising far out of
view, vanishing, vanishing. But wait,

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was it? There was it returning, tiny, then bigger, then

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bigger. The boys on the ground
held their eyes to the horizon as the

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round orange things slowed and stopped in
the far away sky. It was the

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boy, It was the balloon,
It was the harvest moon. Samuel and

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Tim turned towards the high house window. The shadow pointed toward them until the

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boys could see teeth, blunt teeth
revealed from separating lips and a wide open

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mouth. The face stretched back,
as if pulled by some strange gravity,

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the Witch's teeth in a hideous grin. The breeze became still, the air

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became chilled. The witch raised her
hand, and the crone in the frame

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spoke aloud. For the first and
only time. She said, in a

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satisfied voice, enjoy the moonlight,
boys, And then she was gone.

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Little Michael was gone, in a
prison of both light and darkness, of

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stretching in symmetry, a balloon with
a string that could never be stolen.

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No one would find him, no
search would reveal him, nobody would see

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or know him ever again, except
for two teenagers that nobody believed no one

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will ever know that their affectionate gaze
at the Harvest Moon sees the boy locked

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for life in that orange balloon.
A masterful telling of that story by one

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of three special guest narrators for this
project. A huge thanks out to Sarah

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Gray, to Grace Bellaston and Connor
Brannigan, great storytellers and welcome additions to

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Ghost Stories twenty twenty three. Thank
you for listening, Happy Halloween, and

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we'll do it again next year.
