WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.440 --> 00:00:04.759 Wow. Wow, Wow, what a privilege to be here this weekend. 2 00:00:04.799 --> 00:00:09.720 We've had an amazing time. Friday nights, we we saw all kinds of 3 00:00:09.759 --> 00:00:17.440 healings and prophetic words, and people's legs were growing out and activating the kids 4 00:00:17.640 --> 00:00:21.839 praying. It was awesome. And then Saturday we got to go into the 5 00:00:21.879 --> 00:00:26.719 city, the Tacoma Mall and uh and the casino and we did prayer and 6 00:00:26.920 --> 00:00:32.920 communion on top of the parking structure overlooking the whole city and it was just 7 00:00:33.079 --> 00:00:39.079 a beautiful time. And and uh and this morning was already very very precious 8 00:00:39.240 --> 00:00:44.079 and uh, you know, you guys have an amazing leadership team. You 9 00:00:44.079 --> 00:00:49.240 guys have an amazing staff And uh yeah, go ahead, like that's that's 10 00:00:49.280 --> 00:00:56.799 that's worthy of honor because I see your leaders where they're just like constantly serving, 11 00:00:56.920 --> 00:01:00.039 they're constantly loving people. And it's it's so beautiful, and it's so 12 00:01:00.119 --> 00:01:03.799 beautiful to be a part of a community that's going after prayer, put a 13 00:01:03.879 --> 00:01:08.400 stake in the prayer, having you know, so many different dimensions of prayer, 14 00:01:08.680 --> 00:01:15.159 and and it really is refreshing to come into a community that that has 15 00:01:15.239 --> 00:01:21.239 that heartbeat to go after prayer and to really take ownership to to break off 16 00:01:21.319 --> 00:01:25.920 that escapism that really kind of came into the church with with you know, 17 00:01:26.000 --> 00:01:30.480 really Catholicism, and and you know what he was hitting on this morning of 18 00:01:30.920 --> 00:01:34.680 the you know, rescue me out of here, Get me out of here 19 00:01:34.799 --> 00:01:40.640 where the Lord is anointing us to to be his light, to be salt 20 00:01:40.799 --> 00:01:42.920 to you know, Christ in you, the hope of glory. And so 21 00:01:44.040 --> 00:01:47.680 it's so good to pour into you guys. And yeah, I've been a 22 00:01:47.680 --> 00:01:52.480 part of Bethel Church since two thousand and two. I've been running with low 23 00:01:52.680 --> 00:01:56.480 Ingle and Cheon since you know, two thousand. I used to go to 24 00:01:56.599 --> 00:02:01.040 Monauditorium and get blasted by God. I know all the different sections of Modernatorium 25 00:02:01.040 --> 00:02:05.879 where I've had crazy encounters and you know, so I just love that you 26 00:02:05.959 --> 00:02:10.360 guys are you know a house that's that's running with Bethel and him and my 27 00:02:10.520 --> 00:02:15.319 parents are actually living down in southern California and working with Jay On and working 28 00:02:15.319 --> 00:02:23.520 with Jay Coopman who is planted a harvest rock in Orange County where my parents 29 00:02:23.599 --> 00:02:25.800 live. And you guys are getting ready to have Tony Kim, who I've 30 00:02:25.879 --> 00:02:30.719 known for fifteen years and that guy is a reformer and so it's so cool 31 00:02:30.759 --> 00:02:35.520 that you're having you know, Tony come in and then Steve, I remember 32 00:02:35.560 --> 00:02:38.400 when he was pastoring in Weaverville. I'd go visit him in two thousand and 33 00:02:38.439 --> 00:02:43.719 two and two thousand and three, and man, that guy is just like 34 00:02:44.000 --> 00:02:49.719 one of the greatest revelations of joy. That that is not just a message, 35 00:02:50.120 --> 00:02:53.199 it's his lifestyle, it's what he lives out. He is one of 36 00:02:53.240 --> 00:03:00.439 the ultimate encouragers and bringer bringers of joy and changing your mindset. So what 37 00:03:00.560 --> 00:03:02.719 a rich time. And then I've known Brian since two thousand and four when 38 00:03:02.719 --> 00:03:07.280 he was pastoring in Connecticut, and so it's so cool that you're having the 39 00:03:07.639 --> 00:03:12.639 crew come in and man, what a what an amazing time, And you 40 00:03:12.680 --> 00:03:15.840 know, it's just so good to be here. Like Dwayne was saying, 41 00:03:16.120 --> 00:03:22.280 we're going to different nations, we're pouring into different places. We leave for 42 00:03:22.360 --> 00:03:25.759 Ecuador and uh just a couple of weeks and uh like a week and a 43 00:03:25.800 --> 00:03:30.560 half, and they're pray for us because they're in a pretty crazy time, 44 00:03:31.000 --> 00:03:35.319 which I love that I get to go in too. You know, the 45 00:03:35.680 --> 00:03:40.199 battlefields, the war zones like and you know they're in military lockdown right now. 46 00:03:40.360 --> 00:03:45.000 They're curfew. They're in a mandatory curfew, and so what a privilege. 47 00:03:45.039 --> 00:03:46.439 I talked to the pastor and it's like, should we cancel them. 48 00:03:46.599 --> 00:03:50.479 I'm like, no, this is the perfect time for me to come in. 49 00:03:50.800 --> 00:03:58.639 If they will let me come in, I am coming in. Yeah, 50 00:03:58.719 --> 00:04:03.919 And then yes, we're going to We've we've been going into Hawaii really 51 00:04:04.000 --> 00:04:10.240 my for the last twenty years, but there's been an uptick since really twenty 52 00:04:10.319 --> 00:04:14.159 nineteen. And then you know, to see how you know, they responded 53 00:04:14.199 --> 00:04:17.120 with COVID and just seeing the mental health that's that's that's gone on, this 54 00:04:17.199 --> 00:04:21.120 amount of suicide that's happening there and drug addiction. And then we had the 55 00:04:21.160 --> 00:04:28.519 fires and I came. I was working with Afghan refugees August with Franz. 56 00:04:28.600 --> 00:04:32.319 Franz was with me and and then the fires broke out in Maui and my 57 00:04:32.399 --> 00:04:35.399 heart broke and the Lord said, you need to go to Mali, and 58 00:04:35.439 --> 00:04:40.319 you need to go now, because if you're going to have if you're going 59 00:04:40.360 --> 00:04:45.040 to have any authority to transition them from grieving to joy, you need to 60 00:04:45.079 --> 00:04:48.800 be with them in the grieving. And so I went there eleven days after 61 00:04:48.839 --> 00:04:54.480 the fire. And we've gone now five times and we're we We've done different 62 00:04:54.519 --> 00:05:00.160 projects of building four hundred bikes for kids. We've we've given out over like 63 00:05:00.199 --> 00:05:03.720 three thousand meals. We're known as the Pancake Pastors in a number of parks 64 00:05:03.759 --> 00:05:11.000 and beaches. We've done all kinds of different outreaches and worship and you know, 65 00:05:11.160 --> 00:05:15.240 bringing people, being able to be there when people come in and go 66 00:05:15.319 --> 00:05:18.120 to their house for the first time and sift through the ashes. We've been 67 00:05:18.160 --> 00:05:23.600 able to sift to the ashes with people. We were with this one family 68 00:05:23.800 --> 00:05:28.199 where she was asking God, I want my jewelry back, I want my 69 00:05:28.319 --> 00:05:31.120 jewelry back, and we went and took communion and we worshiped on their property 70 00:05:31.160 --> 00:05:35.759 and we're sifting through the ashes and one of our team members finds a necklace 71 00:05:35.920 --> 00:05:43.759 that says her name, Jesus, sign me up for more of that. 72 00:05:44.000 --> 00:05:48.800 So we go Ecuador to Malli, which is going to be fun and yeah, 73 00:05:48.879 --> 00:05:53.920 I'm excited. And so we have if you want to just stay connected 74 00:05:53.959 --> 00:05:58.600 to us, and we love it having prayer support where you know some of 75 00:05:58.639 --> 00:06:01.079 us. You can't go to Ecuador with us or Maui, but you can 76 00:06:01.360 --> 00:06:04.720 know when we're going there and you could be covering us in prayer. You 77 00:06:04.759 --> 00:06:12.439 could follow us online or you know, there's a here's a connection piece right 78 00:06:12.480 --> 00:06:15.800 here. You can just take your phones out and the amazing QR codes and 79 00:06:15.800 --> 00:06:19.480 and uh oh yeah, so it says catch the wave, uh dot org, 80 00:06:20.000 --> 00:06:25.319 catch the wave global dot org and that's our website and uh and then 81 00:06:25.360 --> 00:06:29.639 also we're putting on I love that you guys are going after prayer and and 82 00:06:29.759 --> 00:06:32.839 I love intercession. You know that that's one of the things that God has 83 00:06:32.879 --> 00:06:38.600 called us to is to intercede for you know, our land and for you 84 00:06:38.600 --> 00:06:43.759 know, going into different places. We've done per paddles and seven different countries 85 00:06:44.040 --> 00:06:46.839 and and uh and and all over on the East Coast and the Atlantic and 86 00:06:47.160 --> 00:06:51.519 I cannot wait. I've done the border of Mexico and California, and I 87 00:06:51.519 --> 00:06:56.720 got to do the border one of these days of Washington into Canada. And 88 00:06:56.920 --> 00:07:00.639 uh but that will happen soon, hopefully. And but but we are doing 89 00:07:00.720 --> 00:07:05.600 a school of intercession online that is like go at your own pace. You 90 00:07:05.680 --> 00:07:11.279 get videos, they'll be lives. We have Heidie Baker, Michael Miller, 91 00:07:11.800 --> 00:07:17.000 my mom, my beautiful wife, Julia justin Stunball and and we just begin 92 00:07:17.120 --> 00:07:20.959 to just equip on intercession, how to be an intercessor, how to stand 93 00:07:20.959 --> 00:07:25.879 in the gap, how to be someone who's connected to the Father, connected 94 00:07:25.879 --> 00:07:29.639 to Heaven, and also connected to your city, connected to your land. 95 00:07:29.680 --> 00:07:33.759 And it's very much a joshua One model of intercession. Wherever your feet tread, 96 00:07:33.800 --> 00:07:38.800 I give you that land is your inheritance. And it's so important that 97 00:07:38.879 --> 00:07:42.720 we have that in the go of the Gospel and in how prayer and evangelism 98 00:07:42.759 --> 00:07:46.399 work together. And I love, you know, talking with Dwayne about all 99 00:07:46.399 --> 00:07:49.800 the different prayer assignments that you guys have been stewarting and going after and and 100 00:07:50.160 --> 00:07:57.000 you know, I love just taking communion every prayer assignment. Communion is one 101 00:07:57.000 --> 00:08:01.600 of the best places of intercession because the blood of Jesus. We always take 102 00:08:01.639 --> 00:08:03.839 a little bit of the blood. When we poured into the water, we 103 00:08:03.879 --> 00:08:07.920 poured into the land, and we asked the Lord to heal the land. 104 00:08:07.399 --> 00:08:15.199 And it's been so amazing to see scalable prayer that you know, we I 105 00:08:15.319 --> 00:08:20.279 shared this in our evangelist some prayer activation. But I'll sometimes get before per 106 00:08:20.279 --> 00:08:24.480 assignment. The Lord will wake me up mid night and say, hey, 107 00:08:24.519 --> 00:08:28.600 this is Ezekiel training, or this is Isaiah training. And we were going 108 00:08:28.639 --> 00:08:33.039 to go prayer paddle the Golden Gate Bridge. And so the Lord said, 109 00:08:33.039 --> 00:08:37.279 hey, this is Ezekiel training. And I read the Book of Ezekiel and 110 00:08:37.399 --> 00:08:41.279 the valley of dry bones really stood out to me, and and and I 111 00:08:41.360 --> 00:08:45.639 went. It was the Wednesday before the prayer paddle, and this pastor in 112 00:08:45.679 --> 00:08:48.960 San Francisco caused me and says, one of our youth just committed suicide off 113 00:08:50.000 --> 00:08:52.120 the Golden gate Bridge. And so I'm like, all right, there's a 114 00:08:52.240 --> 00:08:58.279 territorial spirit there that is wooing people. This is where you come geographically in 115 00:08:58.360 --> 00:09:03.320 this location. If you're dealing with suicide, you know, suicidal thoughts, 116 00:09:03.559 --> 00:09:05.399 dealing with depression, this is where you come to end your life. And 117 00:09:05.440 --> 00:09:07.919 I said, okay, this is where we're going to take the blood of 118 00:09:09.000 --> 00:09:13.120 Jesus and we're going to pray in the opposite spirit the way that Ezekiel did 119 00:09:13.159 --> 00:09:16.120 that the circumstances, there's a valley of dry bones. But what does God 120 00:09:16.240 --> 00:09:20.320 see and how to co labor with him, how to move in that opposite 121 00:09:20.360 --> 00:09:26.080 spirit, and how to begin to prophisy over the land that I see an 122 00:09:26.200 --> 00:09:31.519 army that I am seeing what the Father is seeing and releasing the four winds 123 00:09:31.519 --> 00:09:35.399 of heaven. And so the day before the pur paddle, I went surfing 124 00:09:35.440 --> 00:09:37.159 in Santa Cruz and the Lord says, hey, like Ezekiel, moving in 125 00:09:37.159 --> 00:09:41.480 the opposite spirit. I want you to go out there with just swim trunks, 126 00:09:41.360 --> 00:09:46.039 which it's freezing. Everyone's got wet suits and booties and hoods and gloves. 127 00:09:46.159 --> 00:09:48.559 And the Lord's like, I want you to go out there in the 128 00:09:48.600 --> 00:09:52.440 opposite spirit, like Ezekiel, and paddle out with just your swim trunks and 129 00:09:54.000 --> 00:09:58.159 and only catch party waves, which us surfers were sometimes a little selfish. 130 00:09:58.240 --> 00:10:01.840 You usually only see one surfer per one wave, and if someone tries to 131 00:10:01.840 --> 00:10:05.399 hop on your wave, we're usually screaming at them and hooting and hollering at 132 00:10:05.440 --> 00:10:07.759 them to get off the wave. And the Lord's like, no, I 133 00:10:07.799 --> 00:10:11.679 want you to catch waves and invite people to jump on the wave with you. 134 00:10:11.360 --> 00:10:13.600 And so, you know, the Lord sends people out in two. 135 00:10:13.679 --> 00:10:16.440 So I looked at my buddy and I said, hey, I feel like 136 00:10:16.480 --> 00:10:20.279 this is Ezekiel training. That's all good. That's good to both go in 137 00:10:20.360 --> 00:10:22.679 swim trunks. And he's like, all right, this is crazy and we 138 00:10:22.799 --> 00:10:26.919 ended up. You know, we're calling people into our waves. And this 139 00:10:26.000 --> 00:10:30.399 guy goes, wow, thanks for bringing the party vibes out here. Before 140 00:10:30.440 --> 00:10:33.519 you paddled out, there was these two guys yelling. They started, you 141 00:10:33.519 --> 00:10:35.720 know, they were they almost started fighting. And you have all these teenagers. 142 00:10:35.759 --> 00:10:39.480 They were cussing, you know, like all his bad language, all 143 00:10:39.519 --> 00:10:41.480 his anger. Thanks for bringing the party vibes here. What is he saying? 144 00:10:41.519 --> 00:10:45.720 He says, you're changing the atmosphere. And my buddy goes, all 145 00:10:45.799 --> 00:10:50.240 party vibes. Jesus is like the king of party vibes. He had more 146 00:10:50.320 --> 00:10:52.360 joy than any of his companions, you know. And the guy goes, 147 00:10:52.399 --> 00:10:54.320 hey, man, I'll go to that church. And I look at him 148 00:10:54.320 --> 00:10:56.120 like, well, we're at church, and I laid hands on it, 149 00:10:56.120 --> 00:11:00.960 and I'm like, let him experience the party vibe gee, you know, 150 00:11:01.080 --> 00:11:03.440 the Jesus party. And then this wave comes like this is our wave, 151 00:11:03.480 --> 00:11:05.919 and we all catch the wave. And then the next day we do the 152 00:11:07.200 --> 00:11:11.759 we do the prayer paddle and we have winded our face like like you know, 153 00:11:11.799 --> 00:11:15.360 and it's called stand up paddleboarding, so we call this the paddle of 154 00:11:15.440 --> 00:11:16.399 humility. When there's a lot of wind, and we got to get on 155 00:11:16.399 --> 00:11:20.120 our knees, and I say, this is perfect. We're in a prayer 156 00:11:20.200 --> 00:11:24.159 service on our knees. This is how intercessors fought battles way before us. 157 00:11:24.200 --> 00:11:26.080 And you know it's it's supposed to be a stand up paddleboard, but here 158 00:11:26.120 --> 00:11:28.600 we are on our knees fighting the wind. And then we get under the 159 00:11:28.600 --> 00:11:33.000 Golden Gate Bridge and there's all these currents and we have video footage of these 160 00:11:33.000 --> 00:11:37.600 elephant seals that are like eight feet ten feet, which you've got even bigger 161 00:11:37.639 --> 00:11:41.919 animals that are hunting those guys. But anyways, we were in there and 162 00:11:41.960 --> 00:11:45.200 the wind was at our face, and then we just started prophisying with this 163 00:11:45.320 --> 00:11:50.679 open vision where I saw people that were struggling with suicide, struggling with depression, 164 00:11:50.200 --> 00:11:54.360 that the Lord was going to anoint them, deliver them, and that 165 00:11:54.399 --> 00:11:58.919 they would be the next Lonnie Frisbees, the faces of the Jesus People movement, 166 00:12:00.039 --> 00:12:03.919 because you could only give away what you have. And we're seeing in 167 00:12:03.000 --> 00:12:09.759 our country an epidemic of anxiety and mental health issues and suicide. So the 168 00:12:09.840 --> 00:12:13.519 Lord will always bring an annoying that breaks the yoke of the enemy that we 169 00:12:13.639 --> 00:12:18.039 actually have land. You know, it talks about injustice and the blood, 170 00:12:18.080 --> 00:12:30.759 and the land cries out that's where we come in as intercessors Jesus. So 171 00:12:30.759 --> 00:12:33.240 so we started promising. I I just started declaring that UD be the John 172 00:12:33.279 --> 00:12:37.600 ten ten Bridge, that people would come here to end their life, but 173 00:12:37.639 --> 00:12:41.000 then they would find it that John, you know, Jesus said, hey, 174 00:12:41.080 --> 00:12:43.480 I gave my life so that you could find it and have life more 175 00:12:43.519 --> 00:12:48.000 abundantly. And so we're promising, and then suddenly the winds shift where they're 176 00:12:48.000 --> 00:12:50.679 still at our face, but now it's in our back. Now it's at 177 00:12:50.679 --> 00:12:54.120 our sides. And I look at my team and like we are in an 178 00:12:54.120 --> 00:12:58.360 Ezekiel moment. The four winds of Heaven are here. And what was kind 179 00:12:58.360 --> 00:13:01.759 of a bummer is we had a drone, the Mavig two many that can 180 00:13:01.799 --> 00:13:05.799 withstand thirty five an hour winds, and we have the footage that's connected to 181 00:13:05.799 --> 00:13:09.759 our phone where you see the winds shift and it takes our drone and hits 182 00:13:09.799 --> 00:13:13.200 it against the Golden Gate bridge and ping pongs around and drops in the water. 183 00:13:13.279 --> 00:13:16.600 And I'm like, wow, that was a worthy sacrifice for the resurrection 184 00:13:16.759 --> 00:13:20.879 power of God to come manifest. But The next morning, I'm preaching at 185 00:13:20.879 --> 00:13:24.120 this church in San Francisco, and I minister and I see, you know, 186 00:13:24.480 --> 00:13:26.879 during ministry time, and I see this teenager and I start praying for 187 00:13:26.960 --> 00:13:30.080 him, and I, you know, I can I know that he's at 188 00:13:30.200 --> 00:13:31.639 least thirteen fourteen years old, And I said, I see you as a 189 00:13:31.679 --> 00:13:35.559 nine year old boy, and you're climbing up on your heavenly father's lap and 190 00:13:35.600 --> 00:13:41.320 he's holding you, and he's breaking off abandonment and like rejection, this whole 191 00:13:41.320 --> 00:13:45.000 abandonment that he starts wailing, starts crying. He begins to tell us that 192 00:13:45.120 --> 00:13:50.039 his father was deported by ice, so he's not like his father left him 193 00:13:50.039 --> 00:13:54.159 willingly, abandoned him willingly. He was separated from his dad. And the 194 00:13:54.679 --> 00:13:58.720 father is healing and it is setting him free of this abandonment issue, in 195 00:13:58.759 --> 00:14:03.200 this identity of being abandoned and wiping it away, saying I'm your heavenly father. 196 00:14:03.279 --> 00:14:05.840 And I could tell, like, you know, he like there's something 197 00:14:05.960 --> 00:14:09.159 missing, And I realized, oh man, I should ask him, do 198 00:14:09.159 --> 00:14:11.360 you have do you know Jesus, do you have you asked you to live 199 00:14:11.360 --> 00:14:13.559 in your heart? And he goes, no, I've never done that I'm 200 00:14:13.559 --> 00:14:18.399 going, well, hey, what's your name? Ezekiel. So it's really 201 00:14:18.440 --> 00:14:22.519 good when you're in Ezekiel training. When Ezekiel gets saved and set free. 202 00:14:24.039 --> 00:14:28.519 He later got healed of a back injury. But this is twenty twenty one. 203 00:14:28.600 --> 00:14:31.480 He's like still in this church. He's brought his family in there. 204 00:14:31.519 --> 00:14:35.320 He went and led a mission trip to Dominican Republic this last year. You 205 00:14:35.320 --> 00:14:39.200 know, the pastor's sending me videos of him being baptized, and I'm like, 206 00:14:39.240 --> 00:14:43.919 wow, that is amazing fruit and you know, and it continues to 207 00:14:43.960 --> 00:14:48.399 go where you have to understand, prayer is scalable. So I went on 208 00:14:48.559 --> 00:14:54.120 had this whole bike like assignment and I biked the Golden Gate Bridge and I'm 209 00:14:54.320 --> 00:14:58.600 and this is in you know that the prayer paddle was September twenty twenty one. 210 00:14:58.679 --> 00:15:01.879 And then in February twenty two, I'm biking over the Golden Gate Bridge 211 00:15:01.879 --> 00:15:05.720 and I noticed these beams shooting now and I see this cop walking by and 212 00:15:05.759 --> 00:15:09.039 I'm like, hey, officer, I see these beams. I was here 213 00:15:09.200 --> 00:15:11.440 like a few months ago and I didn't see these beams. What are these 214 00:15:11.480 --> 00:15:16.039 beams? Go? Oh? We In October, we voted as a city 215 00:15:16.399 --> 00:15:20.360 to come up with prevention solutions for the suicides. Golden Gate Bridge is the 216 00:15:20.440 --> 00:15:28.200 number one suicide the number one bridge for suicide in our country, and they 217 00:15:28.519 --> 00:15:33.679 came up with a solution to have censored nets so that when you jump, 218 00:15:33.879 --> 00:15:37.519 you land in these nets and it alerts the authorities. They have a police 219 00:15:37.559 --> 00:15:41.240 station on the end of the Golden Gate Bridge and it takes the average person 220 00:15:41.399 --> 00:15:43.879 ten minutes to get out of these nets, so it gives enough time for 221 00:15:43.919 --> 00:15:48.679 their first responders to intersect these ones that are committing, that are attempting suicide. 222 00:15:50.120 --> 00:15:54.559 And I'm like, this is the answer to our prayers. I just 223 00:15:54.559 --> 00:16:00.600 would encourage you, like you would not despise the day of small begins and 224 00:16:00.879 --> 00:16:03.279 to not be discouraged. If you pray, you know, and then nothing 225 00:16:03.320 --> 00:16:07.840 you feel like is happening, that is a lie that there are things happening 226 00:16:07.879 --> 00:16:12.039 and changing in the spirit realm, and the spirit realm will will begin to 227 00:16:12.120 --> 00:16:15.919 dictate and begin to influence the natural realm. Before the natural realm influences the 228 00:16:15.960 --> 00:16:22.000 spiritual realm, the prayer is scalable. Jesus, Okay, that's not what 229 00:16:22.039 --> 00:16:26.600 I'm preaching on. Wow, Okay, good, It's not that late. 230 00:16:26.200 --> 00:16:30.799 So I'm going I feel like, as you guys have been in this Daniel 231 00:16:30.840 --> 00:16:34.320 Fast, I've been just interceding and praying for what the Lord has really giving 232 00:16:34.360 --> 00:16:38.320 you guys as a community. And the Lord really quickened me that there is 233 00:16:38.559 --> 00:16:42.399 in this you know, region of the Northwest, that the God of Hope 234 00:16:42.480 --> 00:16:48.360 is getting ready to crash in, and that there is a mental health healing 235 00:16:48.440 --> 00:16:53.120 wave that is in the beginning form over this land, and that the God 236 00:16:53.159 --> 00:16:59.879 of Hope is encountering those that are dealing with anxiety, depression, suicidal thought 237 00:17:00.000 --> 00:17:07.759 PTSD. And this just jump into Romans fifteen thirteen, which is one of 238 00:17:07.799 --> 00:17:15.079 the lifeline scriptures for me as I was building a well of hope and building 239 00:17:15.079 --> 00:17:18.759 a well of peace. May the God who gives you hope fill you with 240 00:17:18.839 --> 00:17:22.519 great joy. May you have perfect peace as you trust in him. May 241 00:17:22.599 --> 00:17:30.799 the power of the Holy Spirit fill you with hope that is very good. 242 00:17:30.960 --> 00:17:36.480 Yes, and amen. You know that He gives you all joy, all 243 00:17:36.599 --> 00:17:41.200 peace, And those that trust in Him, that you have to understand one 244 00:17:41.240 --> 00:17:45.799 of the greatest worship services is trust. That it's almost like you got to 245 00:17:45.839 --> 00:17:52.559 go through the doorway of trust to encounter the God of Hope, the room 246 00:17:52.880 --> 00:17:56.039 where the God of Hope lives, so that you can partake that not in 247 00:17:56.200 --> 00:18:00.200 just some joy, not in most of the joy, but all joy and 248 00:18:00.359 --> 00:18:08.279 all peace are given to you. You know, I was very fortunate to 249 00:18:08.400 --> 00:18:12.720 be with Bill in two thousand and two, and in two thousand and three 250 00:18:12.920 --> 00:18:18.519 his dad got pancreatic cancer, and for a year we contended for healing and 251 00:18:18.799 --> 00:18:22.960 you know, as a community, we would see cancer abow to Jesus, 252 00:18:22.079 --> 00:18:26.400 and Bill would make these decrees that we live in a cancer free zone, 253 00:18:26.119 --> 00:18:32.759 that that those that walk through the Sanctuary of Bethel that are dealing with cancer, 254 00:18:32.799 --> 00:18:37.119 that cancer would bow to Jesus. And then his dad gets picreatic cancer, 255 00:18:37.200 --> 00:18:40.119 and you know, me and Chris Overstreet would hang out at Earl's house 256 00:18:40.200 --> 00:18:41.880 and pray, you know, through late in the night. We took him 257 00:18:41.880 --> 00:18:48.079 to Santa Maria healing rooms. Like we contended together as a community for Earl's 258 00:18:48.160 --> 00:18:52.279 breakthrough. And then Earle graduated to be with the Lord about a year into 259 00:18:52.319 --> 00:18:57.440 this battle, into this journey, and Bill began to go through this grieving 260 00:18:57.559 --> 00:19:02.799 process where Bob Jones said, you need to cancel all your speaking engagements. 261 00:19:02.920 --> 00:19:07.000 You should not speak at Bethel on Sunday mornings. You should, you know, 262 00:19:07.039 --> 00:19:11.440 cancel all speaking engagements. So he canceled first year and he said, 263 00:19:11.480 --> 00:19:15.240 you know what the second year students, those are our my family. Like 264 00:19:15.319 --> 00:19:18.519 then there's only forty of us in the second year. This is two thousand 265 00:19:18.559 --> 00:19:22.680 and three, which was so awesome that we, you know, we would 266 00:19:22.680 --> 00:19:26.240 meet in a fifth grade classroom. We'd sit on a couch with Bill, 267 00:19:26.359 --> 00:19:29.720 the forty of us, and he would just cry, he would just weep. 268 00:19:29.759 --> 00:19:33.119 He would just you know, process with us his journey. And I'll 269 00:19:33.160 --> 00:19:36.119 never get a couple of months into this, he said, I'm learning to 270 00:19:36.200 --> 00:19:41.319 worship again. You know, I'm getting all these emails from you know, 271 00:19:41.400 --> 00:19:45.519 spiritual leaders like you know, greater levels, greater devils, like if you 272 00:19:45.559 --> 00:19:48.559 make decrees like cancer free zone, be prepared that you're going to take hits, 273 00:19:48.720 --> 00:19:51.680 you know, if you want to grow in that kind of authority. 274 00:19:51.680 --> 00:19:56.599 And he was processing, like you know theology and that in that place of 275 00:19:56.640 --> 00:20:00.839 God. I know you're the healer, but my dad died of cancer, 276 00:20:02.240 --> 00:20:06.880 especially when you see so many others healed of cancer, and that's always a 277 00:20:06.920 --> 00:20:11.720 tricky one for us, that's going after healing and that healing annoying. Sometimes 278 00:20:11.720 --> 00:20:14.480 you'll you know, you'll have two people and you'll be like, oh, 279 00:20:14.559 --> 00:20:18.240 you know, like it might be someone that's you know, like maybe both 280 00:20:18.279 --> 00:20:21.960 people are blind, and somebody's like in their eighties, and then there's like 281 00:20:22.000 --> 00:20:23.039 a nine year old. And sometimes you're like, oh, man, that 282 00:20:23.160 --> 00:20:26.319 nine year old. I want that nine year old to get healed. And 283 00:20:26.319 --> 00:20:29.400 then the eighty year old gets healed. You're like, God, I want 284 00:20:29.400 --> 00:20:32.759 that nine year old. And it's like you have to process and you take 285 00:20:32.799 --> 00:20:36.400 that with you in your prayer. Clauset ammunition of like I need to grow 286 00:20:36.680 --> 00:20:41.920 in this healing annoying. So Bill was going through that of like, God, 287 00:20:41.000 --> 00:20:45.200 why did you not heal my dad? And he begins to tell us 288 00:20:45.359 --> 00:20:49.599 in this fifth grade classroom, I'm learning to worship again that the Lord his 289 00:20:49.839 --> 00:20:55.319 nature is the healer, and that when I'm in heaven I'll understand everything. 290 00:20:55.599 --> 00:21:00.720 But I get an opportunity here on the planet that I get to use to 291 00:21:00.839 --> 00:21:04.559 worship him, choose to trust him and releases a fragrance to the throne room 292 00:21:04.559 --> 00:21:11.119 that will never have the opportunity to do when we're living in heaven. And 293 00:21:11.160 --> 00:21:18.119 it's trust that opens the door for the God of Hope to encounter the God 294 00:21:18.160 --> 00:21:23.599 of Hope. And it's it's you know, sometimes sad to see spiritual leaders 295 00:21:23.880 --> 00:21:30.279 in this time where there's been a demand by a generation of I demand understanding. 296 00:21:30.680 --> 00:21:34.680 You know, this whole deal of deconstruction and this whole deal of you 297 00:21:34.680 --> 00:21:37.559 know, like they're just throwing out the mystery. Well, you know, 298 00:21:37.599 --> 00:21:41.960 I don't understand, like how can someone really be swallowed up by a whale? 299 00:21:41.960 --> 00:21:44.480 Which I don't know if you saw this, but just like a year 300 00:21:44.519 --> 00:21:48.559 ago, there was a guy that was actually swallowed up by a whale. 301 00:21:48.799 --> 00:21:52.279 It got spit out. I think he broke a rib or something like that. 302 00:21:55.640 --> 00:22:03.160 But anyways, there's been this demand for understanding when we weren't as spiritual 303 00:22:03.240 --> 00:22:08.440 leaders. We are not responsible for understanding. We were responsible for releasing peace 304 00:22:08.519 --> 00:22:22.400 that surpasses understanding. Yeah, Jesus, I went through a pretty crazy time. 305 00:22:22.960 --> 00:22:26.839 You know. My twenties were amazing. My wife and I we traveled 306 00:22:26.839 --> 00:22:30.160 around the world. We were a part of the Vineyard, we were a 307 00:22:30.160 --> 00:22:33.880 part of Bethel. We were running around with Heidi Baker, my wife and 308 00:22:33.880 --> 00:22:38.720 I ordained through Bethel Church and Irish ministries in two thousand and eight, and 309 00:22:40.359 --> 00:22:45.039 so it's been this wild adventure and then my thirties or thirty four, I 310 00:22:45.119 --> 00:22:51.519 just hit this season where there was like all these pain points, and you 311 00:22:51.559 --> 00:22:56.400 know, we lost We lost seven family members. I lost my grandparents. 312 00:22:56.599 --> 00:23:00.519 My wife lost all of her grandparents. We had a miscarriage, I had 313 00:23:00.559 --> 00:23:06.559 three surgeries. I had dislocated me. I had a shattered clavical I had 314 00:23:06.599 --> 00:23:10.680 hernia surgery. You know, I went through all these This lady stole twenty 315 00:23:10.720 --> 00:23:15.240 grand from us. Like there was a number of injustices or trauma points, 316 00:23:15.680 --> 00:23:18.319 and I was just doing everything I knew to do to like fight the good 317 00:23:18.359 --> 00:23:22.839 fight that you know, Hey, I'm tenacious, I'm going to keep going. 318 00:23:22.960 --> 00:23:29.000 And then I had this severe car accident in twenty eighteen where I should 319 00:23:29.000 --> 00:23:41.400 have died, and I discovered the prince of peace. I got the opportunity 320 00:23:41.440 --> 00:23:45.400 to build a well of hope and peace. And I've always been a very 321 00:23:45.400 --> 00:23:52.160 hopeful person, like optimism and positivity. But I lost hope and I realized 322 00:23:52.200 --> 00:24:02.720 how valuable hope was once I lost it. So this is a video that 323 00:24:02.799 --> 00:24:06.480 I did right after my car accident, and then I'll explain the accident, 324 00:24:07.240 --> 00:24:12.160 but This is a little selfie video that I did. Hi, everybody, 325 00:24:12.519 --> 00:24:18.519 this is Chad. It was my fore Runner gone. These guys are kind 326 00:24:18.599 --> 00:24:25.480 enough to help me freaking crazy, so I'm very concussed in that video. 327 00:24:26.960 --> 00:24:33.799 I had a pretty bad head injury. I flipped five times. What happened 328 00:24:33.880 --> 00:24:37.000 was I was ministering on the Central Coast in Monterey and then I was in 329 00:24:37.039 --> 00:24:41.400 a meeting the next day with Heidi Baker and Will Hart in reading at nine 330 00:24:41.480 --> 00:24:45.319 am. So it's a five hour drive, but if you have traffic, 331 00:24:45.359 --> 00:24:49.359 it could become a seven hour drive. So I woke up super early at 332 00:24:49.359 --> 00:24:53.359 three am and drove through the Bay Area traffic, and then I had a 333 00:24:53.400 --> 00:24:56.079 fore Runner, so I was like, all right, I could just sleep 334 00:24:56.079 --> 00:24:59.759 in the back of my fore Runner. Once I get to Vacaville, which 335 00:25:00.079 --> 00:25:02.799 from Vacaville to Ready and there's no traffic. So I was like, all 336 00:25:02.880 --> 00:25:04.640 right, I just got to get through the Bay Area and I'll get some 337 00:25:04.680 --> 00:25:07.839 sleep. I slept for forty five minutes. I'm driving another hour and I 338 00:25:07.880 --> 00:25:12.680 start falling asleep and then I pull over wisely and I'm like, all right, 339 00:25:12.720 --> 00:25:18.079 I've only got fifteen minutes window to you know, to kind of like 340 00:25:18.440 --> 00:25:22.359 not fall asleep anymore while I'm driving, and I don't really fall asleep, 341 00:25:22.400 --> 00:25:25.440 and the alarm goes and I'm kind of groggy, get into the car, 342 00:25:25.599 --> 00:25:29.599 forget to put my seatbelt on, hit cruise controls seventy five miles an hour, 343 00:25:29.640 --> 00:25:33.359 and I fall asleep at the wheel and I had my hands off the 344 00:25:33.359 --> 00:25:36.240 wheel. I woke up, you know, doing this, and I'm going 345 00:25:36.359 --> 00:25:41.680 right towards a concrete like bridge, you know, like footing, and so 346 00:25:41.799 --> 00:25:47.680 I pulled the wheel onto the highway five and obviously you know what's going to 347 00:25:47.759 --> 00:25:51.480 happen. As I pull on to the asphalt, the tires catch and I 348 00:25:51.559 --> 00:25:56.759 start flipping, and I felt fingers go across my legs, my torso, 349 00:25:56.960 --> 00:26:00.319 my chest, my head, and then the forming of a palm where there 350 00:26:00.359 --> 00:26:06.240 was like a cocoon, like I was completely protected by God. And the 351 00:26:06.319 --> 00:26:08.799 highway patrolman that you saw there, they were across the five fruit and they 352 00:26:08.799 --> 00:26:15.440 said, we washed you roll five times and you be ejected from the sunroof. 353 00:26:15.960 --> 00:26:21.799 You bounced off the five and then you got taken back into the car. 354 00:26:22.799 --> 00:26:25.160 When the cops came. When the high patrolman came to me, I 355 00:26:25.200 --> 00:26:26.920 went to go talk to him, and I couldn't talk. There were stuff 356 00:26:26.920 --> 00:26:30.240 in my mouth. I thought it was my teeth and it was rocks, 357 00:26:30.319 --> 00:26:33.240 meaning I was doing this. I had, you know, scratches, I 358 00:26:33.359 --> 00:26:37.480 have scars on my back of going on to the five and they say, 359 00:26:37.599 --> 00:26:42.279 the doctors told me that seventy percent of those that get ejected from the sunroof 360 00:26:42.319 --> 00:26:45.759 and in a fatality, They're like, somebody up there must really really love 361 00:26:45.799 --> 00:26:53.279 you. So I survived, Yeah, thank you Jesus. He's our strong 362 00:26:53.440 --> 00:27:00.400 tower, he's our protector. And you know, I had a really bad 363 00:27:00.440 --> 00:27:03.759 headed injury. I could. I had like a head migraine. I couldn't. 364 00:27:03.920 --> 00:27:07.640 I could. I was sensitive to light. I was I would have 365 00:27:07.759 --> 00:27:11.559 anxiety attacks that put on like the borne identity and be a car chase and 366 00:27:11.599 --> 00:27:14.960 all this, like you know, panic attacks would be happening, and you 367 00:27:15.000 --> 00:27:17.839 know, I would have night terrors. I'd be in the accident again. 368 00:27:18.039 --> 00:27:21.480 And so I had severe PTSD. I begin to learn, I begin to 369 00:27:21.599 --> 00:27:26.119 educate myself of like, oh, my corsoal levels are jacked. And it's 370 00:27:26.119 --> 00:27:30.440 so strange too, because like I've been in twenty eleven, I was in 371 00:27:30.480 --> 00:27:34.000 a plane with Roland Baker and we flipped upside down tailspin and we dropped two 372 00:27:34.039 --> 00:27:40.440 thousand feet and we almost you know, we we we almost died. And 373 00:27:40.559 --> 00:27:41.440 I was like, you know, it took me a day or two to 374 00:27:41.480 --> 00:27:45.960 recover, but then I was fine. You know, I've had times where 375 00:27:45.039 --> 00:27:49.240 I've almost died and several different things, and I didn't have like crazy PTSD. 376 00:27:49.640 --> 00:27:57.279 But this time I couldn't recover. And it's always fun, like when 377 00:27:57.279 --> 00:28:00.400 you're at the airport and you're stretching and you're doing all this stuff and people 378 00:28:00.400 --> 00:28:03.000 are like, oh, what are you doing, you know, like you're 379 00:28:03.000 --> 00:28:04.920 stretching on about gals in a severe car accident. You know, I was 380 00:28:04.960 --> 00:28:07.880 objective for the center. Oh you didn't have your seatbelt. Huh. I'll 381 00:28:07.920 --> 00:28:11.880 bet you never do that again. I love it when people like put the 382 00:28:11.880 --> 00:28:15.960 shame on you, you know, like, but that's the great thing is 383 00:28:17.000 --> 00:28:21.400 if you know, sometimes the hardest person to forgive is yourself. And I 384 00:28:21.559 --> 00:28:26.400 made a poor decision that could have had consequences. I had a three year 385 00:28:26.400 --> 00:28:33.359 old and a four month old, and I could have had the consequences of 386 00:28:33.400 --> 00:28:37.759 my actions of pushing through, you know, where I should have listened more 387 00:28:37.759 --> 00:28:41.000 to my body and all stuff, and I didn't have my seatbelt on that 388 00:28:41.000 --> 00:28:44.920 that could have been a consequences that would have left my kids without their natural 389 00:28:45.000 --> 00:28:51.599 dad. Sometimes the hardest person to forgive is yourself. But when you take 390 00:28:51.680 --> 00:28:55.039 care of that, when you begin to do the work and begin to forgive 391 00:28:55.079 --> 00:28:59.160 yourself, and you don't put your pain and you shove it down, that 392 00:28:59.240 --> 00:29:03.519 you are present in your pain, you invite God to come where you have 393 00:29:03.640 --> 00:29:10.160 pain and trauma. Then you begin to have authority and you begin to have 394 00:29:10.279 --> 00:29:17.519 that place where shame cannot be put on you. Jesus, is it is 395 00:29:17.559 --> 00:29:25.920 it quiet in here for a reason? Yeah? So important that we begin 396 00:29:26.160 --> 00:29:36.480 to understand the power of forgiving yourself. And so I had this PTSD and 397 00:29:36.480 --> 00:29:40.240 and uh, I was about a month in of just like the lords, 398 00:29:40.279 --> 00:29:42.960 that I want you to meditate me as the God of Hope and as the 399 00:29:44.000 --> 00:29:47.799 Prince of Peace for three hours in the morning. So I'd wake up at 400 00:29:47.799 --> 00:29:51.480 six and I would just build this well of peace. And I've been I 401 00:29:51.519 --> 00:29:53.839 was a month in. I was at the pra Chapel and reading a Bethel 402 00:29:53.920 --> 00:29:56.440 and I and the Holy spirits. Is I want to take you on a 403 00:29:56.519 --> 00:30:00.119 journey and I went to the valley floor of your and there was an art 404 00:30:00.119 --> 00:30:03.200 easel. In the Holy Spirit, I want you, he says, I 405 00:30:03.200 --> 00:30:06.599 want you to do art again. I had not done art since I was 406 00:30:06.599 --> 00:30:10.799 like a little boy. And you understand my family history. My grandma, 407 00:30:10.920 --> 00:30:15.079 my mom's mom, was a professional artist, and she used to teach me 408 00:30:15.079 --> 00:30:18.519 how to do art when I was five and six, and she could sometimes 409 00:30:18.519 --> 00:30:22.319 be a little critical. Then I had some art teachers that were even more 410 00:30:22.359 --> 00:30:26.720 critical when I was like seven and eight, and so I began to sabotage, 411 00:30:26.119 --> 00:30:30.079 have this self sabotage that I am not creative, that I'm not an 412 00:30:30.279 --> 00:30:37.200 artist, to the point that I was in high school and I flunked ceramics 413 00:30:37.279 --> 00:30:47.039 high school. You have to work hard at flunking high school ceramics. But 414 00:30:47.119 --> 00:30:49.440 here I am at thirty seven, in the Holy Spirit says, I want 415 00:30:49.480 --> 00:30:56.440 you to pick up art. And I enrolled myself in our local college and 416 00:30:56.680 --> 00:31:00.240 art class, and I would have to fight these thoughts if I don't belong 417 00:31:00.359 --> 00:31:03.119 like here, I am thirty seven ers through twenty year olds are way better 418 00:31:03.200 --> 00:31:06.720 than me. That whole comparison thing just breaking off, breaking it off, 419 00:31:06.799 --> 00:31:11.160 and then suddenly I would lose myself in the art and I would find wholeness. 420 00:31:11.160 --> 00:31:14.960 I would find healing, I would find therapy as I began to do 421 00:31:15.079 --> 00:31:18.839 art, and I didn't even realize they've done studies at Harvard that their actual 422 00:31:18.079 --> 00:31:25.880 art therapy heals PTSD. But it was something that came down my family line. 423 00:31:25.920 --> 00:31:29.359 It was something that God gave me as a kid, and I began 424 00:31:29.440 --> 00:31:34.680 to sabotage that place that actually were keys to break through for my journey of 425 00:31:34.680 --> 00:31:41.519 stepping into wholeness. This was my first art. I don't know if they 426 00:31:41.559 --> 00:31:45.920 have that picture, but this was my first art piece and it was the 427 00:31:45.000 --> 00:31:52.480 valley floor of Yosemite, And yeah, that was a fun one. There's 428 00:31:52.559 --> 00:32:00.359 Julia and I. So the Lord has giving you, guys keys, and 429 00:32:00.400 --> 00:32:05.720 he hasn't. Some of you are stuck in your trauma or stuck in PTSD. 430 00:32:06.079 --> 00:32:08.839 And I'm telling you, I could say with confidence, God is giving 431 00:32:08.920 --> 00:32:13.640 you keys. He's given you arrows, and some of them he gave you 432 00:32:13.720 --> 00:32:17.279 to you as a kid or down your family line, and he's inviting you 433 00:32:17.359 --> 00:32:27.079 to pick it back up that it's not too late. And it's intriguing to 434 00:32:27.119 --> 00:32:32.880 me that we are dealing with anxiety and depression. And the number one trigger 435 00:32:32.920 --> 00:32:38.559 for mental health issues is sleep deprivation, and they say that over sixty percent 436 00:32:38.599 --> 00:32:45.799 of Americans are dealing with some form of sleep deprivation. You know that if 437 00:32:45.799 --> 00:32:52.680 you don't sleep for twenty four hours, you have body chemistry that is equivocal 438 00:32:52.759 --> 00:33:01.000 to you being intoxicated with alcohol. You know that, And it's it's really 439 00:33:01.000 --> 00:33:07.000 intriguing with you're dealing with anxiety or PTSD or trauma, and then you're dealing 440 00:33:07.000 --> 00:33:10.200 with your trauma, so you can't sleep, and then you you're you can't 441 00:33:10.200 --> 00:33:14.519 sleep because you're dealing with trauma, and then you have more trauma because you 442 00:33:14.559 --> 00:33:24.359 can't sleep. It's a very intriguing deal. But it's so interesting that God 443 00:33:24.440 --> 00:33:29.240 said, I want you to build a well of peace and discover me as 444 00:33:29.279 --> 00:33:35.359 the Prince of peace. And then you have Jesus in Mark four where he's 445 00:33:35.400 --> 00:33:43.519 sleeping on the boat in the midst of a storm. Here we go, 446 00:33:43.880 --> 00:33:47.279 a wild storm came up, waves crash over the boat. It was about 447 00:33:47.599 --> 00:33:52.720 to sink. Jesus was in the back, sleeping on a cushion. The 448 00:33:52.759 --> 00:33:55.640 disciples will come up, teacher, don't you care if we drown? What 449 00:33:55.759 --> 00:34:01.759 a crazy accusation to the savior of the world. He got up in order 450 00:34:01.839 --> 00:34:05.880 the wind to stop. He said to the waves, quiet, be stilled. 451 00:34:06.000 --> 00:34:09.800 Then the wind died and it was completely calm. And he said to 452 00:34:09.840 --> 00:34:15.400 his disciples, why are you so afraid? Don't you have any faith at 453 00:34:15.400 --> 00:34:20.280 all? Yet they were terrified. They asked each other, who is this? 454 00:34:20.440 --> 00:34:25.239 Even the wind and the waves obey him? And I've heard it preach 455 00:34:25.280 --> 00:34:30.440 and it's a great principle, and it's totally you know, there is that 456 00:34:30.559 --> 00:34:37.079 Jesus was maybe frustrated or disappointed or bombed that Peter, and that Peter didn't 457 00:34:37.119 --> 00:34:40.519 realize or the disciples didn't realize that they had authority to calm the storm. 458 00:34:42.559 --> 00:34:46.840 But Jesus always did what the Father was doing. And what was Jesus doing 459 00:34:47.920 --> 00:34:52.920 He was asleep. See rest is a manifestation of uh. I mean, 460 00:34:53.000 --> 00:34:57.599 sleep is a manifestation of rest, and rest is a manifestation of peace. 461 00:34:59.760 --> 00:35:02.000 And and he I think he looked at the disciplines, goes, guys, 462 00:35:02.039 --> 00:35:09.199 you didn't realize that you could sleep in the storm. See, some of 463 00:35:09.280 --> 00:35:13.320 us will go through storms, and then we're like, you know what, 464 00:35:13.679 --> 00:35:22.760 I'm going into intercession when an active intercession is actually sleeping. Oh Jesus, 465 00:35:31.679 --> 00:35:37.400 you know, I love just you this whole like mental health awareness and you 466 00:35:37.400 --> 00:35:42.840 know education. You know, it's so important that when you're dealing with pain 467 00:35:42.960 --> 00:35:45.960 that you become curious, that you begin to understand that you might have physical 468 00:35:46.039 --> 00:35:51.679 ailments that come up that are actually communicating you are dealing with stuff in the 469 00:35:51.800 --> 00:35:55.239 soul. Maybe you get the shingles, maybe you break out in hives, 470 00:35:55.280 --> 00:35:59.800 Like there's many different things you have, like a panic attack, it's your 471 00:36:00.079 --> 00:36:04.280 soul saying hey, like, if you don't take care of this, you're 472 00:36:04.280 --> 00:36:08.960 gonna have physical issues going on. So don't have condemnation when that's happening. 473 00:36:09.039 --> 00:36:17.760 Don't have shame when that's happening. Become curious. And so I love the 474 00:36:17.800 --> 00:36:22.239 Brene Brown and I love all of the stuff. Where the one thing that 475 00:36:22.280 --> 00:36:27.480 I have seen though, is, you know, especially I'm a tweeter, 476 00:36:27.519 --> 00:36:30.960 so I'm a gen xer and a millennial. So some of us millennials are 477 00:36:31.000 --> 00:36:36.880 like in this place of gung ho of like it's all about wholeness and mental 478 00:36:36.920 --> 00:36:39.000 health, and I gotta take care of me before I could take care of 479 00:36:39.079 --> 00:36:44.159 others. And it's like no no, you don't understand one of the keys 480 00:36:44.159 --> 00:36:49.559 to wholeness, one of the keys for getting breakthrough of your soul is by 481 00:36:49.639 --> 00:37:12.239 helping others, serving others. Jesus, it's so important that we do not 482 00:37:13.519 --> 00:37:17.199 get on an island where we become introspective and it's all I got to get 483 00:37:17.239 --> 00:37:22.599 my breakthrough first. That it's sometimes your breakthrough won't come until you contend for 484 00:37:22.679 --> 00:37:30.360 someone else's breakthrough. And I was going through this time of like PTSD killing 485 00:37:30.400 --> 00:37:34.840 the giant PTSD. I loved it. I love that I have this education 486 00:37:35.480 --> 00:37:42.480 to build that well. And it was about two months after my car accident, 487 00:37:42.559 --> 00:37:46.159 this woman contacted my wife, who my wife's a real turn reading and 488 00:37:46.159 --> 00:37:47.880 say, hey, I want to buy an investment home, but I want 489 00:37:47.920 --> 00:37:52.639 to meet with you and your husband. I was in a meeting months earlier 490 00:37:52.719 --> 00:37:58.239 where your husband spoke and I went into an open vision. We're going to 491 00:37:58.320 --> 00:38:00.360 share the video in just one second, kid, so but you could you 492 00:38:00.360 --> 00:38:06.960 could play in there. It was like so crazy because I got present, 493 00:38:07.440 --> 00:38:13.960 kind of took a pause there you go. I know this will We're gonna 494 00:38:13.960 --> 00:38:15.400 show this video in a second, but I just want to paint. I 495 00:38:15.440 --> 00:38:20.639 just want to get the foundation, right is this woman said, I had 496 00:38:20.679 --> 00:38:24.480 an open vision that you took my husband's surfing. You're gonna hear the story 497 00:38:24.599 --> 00:38:29.840 of this crazy car accident, this uh or this guy was run over by 498 00:38:29.840 --> 00:38:34.480 a drunk driver and he has a brain injury and he can't move, he 499 00:38:34.519 --> 00:38:37.559 can't and his two youngest sons, he was a surfer. He never took 500 00:38:37.599 --> 00:38:43.159 his two youngest kids surfing. And my heart broke that this guy should take 501 00:38:43.199 --> 00:38:46.639 his kids. So I'm gonna help him take his kids out surfing. But 502 00:38:46.719 --> 00:38:51.199 his wife says, I had an open vision that you took him surfing. 503 00:38:51.239 --> 00:38:53.039 And I'm like, oh wow, I can't do that right now. Like 504 00:38:53.199 --> 00:38:55.840 I look at her and say, when I am better, I'll take him 505 00:38:55.880 --> 00:39:01.559 surfing. And it was months later building this of hope and peace that that, 506 00:39:01.719 --> 00:39:05.440 you know, it was like nine months after my car accident. It 507 00:39:05.559 --> 00:39:09.039 just worked out. It was just like this crazy intersection just easy. Grace 508 00:39:09.159 --> 00:39:12.800 did not have to work for it at all. That it just like I 509 00:39:12.840 --> 00:39:14.840 was already instid of the California and I'm like, and it worked out for 510 00:39:14.880 --> 00:39:17.639 me to take him surfing. And I took him out, got him three 511 00:39:17.639 --> 00:39:21.760 waves. We loaded him in the Van. I look at the ground while 512 00:39:21.800 --> 00:39:25.400 he's pulling away, and I suddenly remember the conversation we had in December where 513 00:39:25.440 --> 00:39:29.679 I said I will take him out surfing when I get better, and I 514 00:39:29.719 --> 00:39:37.000 look down, I'm like, I guess I'm better. And so it's so 515 00:39:37.079 --> 00:39:42.360 important that we serve others in our community, even when we have trauma that's 516 00:39:42.400 --> 00:39:45.800 coming up, that we begin to take care of that trauma by helping other 517 00:39:45.920 --> 00:39:50.400 people get breakthrough, to get you know, healing. And so this is 518 00:39:50.440 --> 00:39:54.880 the story of us taking him surfing on Father's Day with his five sons. 519 00:39:57.199 --> 00:40:04.599 We're taking a dad. I was his sons on Father's Day in that Yeah, 520 00:40:04.639 --> 00:40:08.079 I mean he would be able to do it if we didn't show up. 521 00:40:09.840 --> 00:40:16.119 And to be a part of that, it's pretty special and that's love. 522 00:40:22.239 --> 00:40:28.360 I'm Laurie Shankeenberger and my husband Steve Schakeenberger, and we have five amazing 523 00:40:28.400 --> 00:40:35.159 boys. Steve is addicted to surfing. Surfing is his passion. He wanted 524 00:40:35.199 --> 00:40:40.480 to live in Nicaragua for surfing Indonesia. He would take these guys out surfing 525 00:40:40.519 --> 00:40:45.199 when they were one years old. I was in the hospital having our second 526 00:40:45.280 --> 00:40:47.760 kid, and he would take him out surfing with a pasifier in his mouth. 527 00:40:52.599 --> 00:41:00.760 Steve's accident was four years ago on February fifth, twenty seventeen, and 528 00:41:00.360 --> 00:41:05.800 he was mountain bike riding and he got hit by a drunk driver, which 529 00:41:06.039 --> 00:41:09.679 was a hit and run. They ended up figuring out who hit him, 530 00:41:10.280 --> 00:41:19.599 and there was a long journey of forgiveness and healing and friendship with the guy 531 00:41:19.639 --> 00:41:23.800 who hit him and inviting him to go to church with us, and him 532 00:41:23.840 --> 00:41:29.400 rededicating his life to the Lord. And I was just blown away by what 533 00:41:29.920 --> 00:41:37.119 God was doing in this whole accident everything else surrounding it. Being out there 534 00:41:37.239 --> 00:41:42.079 in the water with all his boys, that's what Steve would have wanted to 535 00:41:42.480 --> 00:41:46.400 have done on Father's Day. We just got to ground zero to Dahety. 536 00:41:46.920 --> 00:41:52.159 We're taking Steve out and Laurie and their sons and we're going to get some 537 00:41:52.239 --> 00:41:57.519 party waves on Father's Day. You know, this is for all the fathers 538 00:41:57.559 --> 00:42:05.440 that are out there that amy circumstances conditions where they can't take their kids out 539 00:42:05.519 --> 00:42:08.039 on ride a passage journeys. As a father to a son or daughter, 540 00:42:08.679 --> 00:42:14.400 that it's a privilege to be a part of the community to help those that 541 00:42:14.960 --> 00:42:19.119 need assistance. To you know, you still breathe them. There's still a 542 00:42:19.199 --> 00:42:22.840 dad, and we get to take them out surfing. And this is the 543 00:42:22.920 --> 00:42:28.159 kind of stuff that I was alive for. Is to help your neighbor, 544 00:42:28.559 --> 00:42:44.880 to help your community step into your fatherhood. That's just all gather together and 545 00:42:44.960 --> 00:42:51.159 just but celebrate. Steve is a dad, That dad is. His greatest 546 00:42:51.239 --> 00:42:55.079 identity is to being a son and a dad that he is not. His 547 00:42:55.199 --> 00:43:00.960 identity is not handicapped. His identity is a dad. Yeah. And so 548 00:43:00.280 --> 00:43:05.920 we bless you, Steve on Father's Day, and we bless you to catch 549 00:43:05.960 --> 00:43:09.880 waves with your sons, to go and have fun with your sons on Father's 550 00:43:09.960 --> 00:43:14.199 Day. And so Lord, we just pray for a hedge of protection. 551 00:43:14.360 --> 00:43:16.519 We thank you for all the servers out here watching and making sure he's all 552 00:43:16.559 --> 00:43:20.800 good. But Lord, we think of that there's angels here to protect him 553 00:43:20.840 --> 00:43:24.400 as well. And Lord, we just pray Lord for just the heart of 554 00:43:24.440 --> 00:43:29.119 a father to connect with his kids. Lord. Here we are together as 555 00:43:29.119 --> 00:43:35.440 a community to rally around Steve and Laurie and Lord in their household. And 556 00:43:35.519 --> 00:43:39.400 we just pray Lord that they would have epic times with you gone. You 557 00:43:39.400 --> 00:43:44.000 would have epic times as it down. See if we just say that you 558 00:43:44.039 --> 00:43:47.480 are an amazing down this is where you would be before this trauma happened. 559 00:43:47.480 --> 00:43:51.239 Then this is where you would spend time with your sons. And so here 560 00:43:51.239 --> 00:43:55.280 we are today June twenty, in twenty twenty one, to spend time to 561 00:43:57.119 --> 00:44:49.199 be with you as you enjoyed catching waves with your kids. It's good you 562 00:44:49.400 --> 00:44:55.239 learn than I had of. Sometimes you never call the horse. We always 563 00:44:55.440 --> 00:45:30.679 kid every game saving Yeah, we ran him over. What a privilege. 564 00:45:31.719 --> 00:45:37.920 Steve went to be home with his father in heaven in October twenty twenty one, 565 00:45:37.119 --> 00:45:45.039 just four months after that. That's why we're not supposed to be stuck 566 00:45:45.039 --> 00:45:51.400 on an island. Herope that if I would have said, oh no, 567 00:45:51.480 --> 00:45:53.079 I need to do more counseling. Oh I need to do more stuff, 568 00:45:53.079 --> 00:45:55.840 I need to work on myself. I'll take Steve out when I am. 569 00:45:58.239 --> 00:46:01.559 You know, another time, I would have missed the opportunity for his two 570 00:46:01.639 --> 00:46:08.800 youngest sons that never went surfing with their dad to now that narrative is completely 571 00:46:08.960 --> 00:46:15.400 changed, that those two boys will forever have that moment on bother's day with 572 00:46:15.519 --> 00:46:22.400 their dad. So I would just just put your hand on your heart. 573 00:46:23.639 --> 00:46:28.840 Lord, we just pray for the God of Hope to be established in this 574 00:46:28.920 --> 00:46:34.360 community. Lord, that these guys would be hope ambassadors. Lord, that 575 00:46:34.760 --> 00:46:40.280 they are building a well of hope and a well of peace. So Lord 576 00:46:40.400 --> 00:46:45.960 crash In has the Prince of peace. Lord, heal anyone in this room 577 00:46:46.119 --> 00:46:52.000 that are feeling stuck paralyzed in their pain. Lord, that you'd give them 578 00:46:52.199 --> 00:47:01.239 people to serve, to contend for, that you would give them steves in 579 00:47:01.320 --> 00:47:12.320 their life. So Lord, right now, I just ask that you would 580 00:47:12.360 --> 00:47:16.360 heal trauma, that you would begin to illuminate, and that there'd be a 581 00:47:16.360 --> 00:47:22.360 spirit of revelation of what are the different arrows and the different keys that God 582 00:47:22.400 --> 00:47:30.000 has given me to build a well of hope, to build a well of 583 00:47:30.079 --> 00:47:40.480 peace. We just break off hopelessness, We break off depression, we break 584 00:47:40.480 --> 00:47:45.679 off shame and condemnation. That you would know that you're a part of a 585 00:47:45.760 --> 00:47:52.880 community that cares, a community that wants to fight for your breakthrough. That 586 00:47:52.960 --> 00:47:58.920 you would break off loneliness and isolation. Lord, that you would give us 587 00:47:59.039 --> 00:48:07.239 courage to be vulnerable. So Lord, we pray that you would just crash 588 00:48:07.320 --> 00:48:12.679 in in this hour, that you would establish a well of hope, in 589 00:48:12.719 --> 00:48:20.880 the Northwest. Lord, that you are evicting the enemy of suicide, anxiety 590 00:48:20.960 --> 00:48:25.280 and depression. And Lord, I pray for anyone that struggles with sleep. 591 00:48:29.199 --> 00:48:35.559 Lord, that you would begin to give us dreams about our destiny, dreams 592 00:48:35.599 --> 00:48:40.039 about our heavenly father, dreams. That you would break off night terrors, 593 00:48:40.039 --> 00:48:45.559 and that we would wake up jumping out of bed Betty to seize the day. 594 00:48:45.679 --> 00:48:55.599 Lord, that you would begin to remove weariness. We'd break off the 595 00:48:55.719 --> 00:49:00.840 lie that you're stuck. We break off the lie that this is your reality, 596 00:49:00.960 --> 00:49:06.039 this is your crutch to bear, this is your identity. We break 597 00:49:06.119 --> 00:49:14.159 that off. That you would feel connected to the God of Hope, that 598 00:49:14.239 --> 00:49:22.760 your hope levels would begin to arise. So Lord, we just thank you 599 00:49:22.840 --> 00:49:27.679 that you are the God of the breakthrough. There would be a breaker annoying 600 00:49:27.760 --> 00:49:34.239 this morning, that hope is arising, that the Prince of Peace wants to 601 00:49:34.400 --> 00:49:43.559 encounter you wreck us. God. Amen, all right, I went a 602 00:49:43.599 --> 00:49:47.079 little long. Kids are probably waiting in the children's ministry. We'd love to 603 00:49:47.119 --> 00:49:51.559 pray for you. I'll have a team here to pray if you just you 604 00:49:51.599 --> 00:49:54.280 know, want another level of breakthrough of just the God of Hope crashing in 605 00:49:54.800 --> 00:50:00.199 thank you guys again so much for having us. What a privilege, what 606 00:50:00.320 --> 00:50:08.719 an honor. I love you guys. To say to Y