What's going on? Everybody? My name is Eric Dizzy and this is another
episode of the Black Widow Podcast, and I am in here with your favorite
your favorite attendant. I'm back, finally back in the state. Is that
is that your tag? Your friend? No? My tag is hope to
see you in the skies. See I see you in the skies. You
get it? Anyho, Sierra Levan, I'm back, y'all. He invited
me back for another episode. Yeah, I think it was good. I
enjoy having a conversation. I'm I'm still unsure how the listeners feel about it,
okay, but I enjoyed myself. I enjoyed. I enjoyed having these
conversations as well. And I enjoyed I enjoyed your company. So I really
do hope you listen and I enjoy being here. I actually got some good
feedback from people that seen the video and listen, and they was like,
it was the best you ever signed it. No, they was just saying
that it just sounded like, you know, we were having a good time
and how we meshed. Yeah. No, I feel like if if a
person, okay, if a person has opened your mind and I to hm
a different sexual experience that you've never experienced. Should that person if if that
person isn't toxic, should that person have a certain level of yes whatever that
Yeah, but yeah, like always, like I should always have a certain
level of respect if I think it always depends on like how things ended.
That's what I'm saying. If it was yeah, if it didn't end bad,
should not always You're basically you want some credit. Mm hmm. No,
I ain't talking about credit. But I'm not talking let me let me
okay, Yes, I didn't. Wasn't saying you person. I'm just talking
about a person they want a credit. Nah, I'm not thinking about credit.
I'm thinking about all Right, I meet you you vanilla as fuck,
and you're kind of square as fuck too. You thought you was cool,
but you're square as fuck. And then you meet somebody so them, that's
that's definitely not what groom is illegal. So no, not okay, not
grooming, but like you kind of like molded them into who they are.
No, you're trying, you're taking it a step and I don't want Okay,
Well, okay, because if you meet say you meet a nigga today,
okay, and he corny, he square, but he don't know he's
square. Okay, The level of women that he had before kept him at
a certain corny level, cornball or whatever level. And then you well traveled,
intellectual, smart, beautiful, funny, all that shit, you find
him corny, cute, whatever. It is, something about him you're drawn
to. And it might not be relationship ship. It might just be because
that's all I was about to say, because I'm like, it might not
be relationshipship, but it might be like, oh, I like your energy.
I will give you the time of day, I'll inquire. And so
in that y'all go out to eat. You you expand his palette. Y'all
go out and have fun. You expand his palette, and then whatever,
y'all end up sucking. And then his dick is he got a nice size,
you know what I mean. He got a nice size, you know
what I mean. But then you coach him and to make him to do
what you like. And then the following time, now then heard, and
then now he since you like this restaurant, I thought this would be nice,
and since you like hanging out here, I thought this would be He's
doing all of these things. Let's say, y'all end, it's not just
the summertime, summertime things you know how you know how those sum yeah,
one of those things that and and it it just ends stop. You had
that before? Yes, I will say yes I have. I had to
think still on me and that is facts. Go ahead. If you did
that, okay, for him and to him, shouldn't he always speak of
you in the most delightful way because without me you would still be Okay,
I get what I mean. I hear you, and I get what you're
saying. But it's like, my nigga, Okay, even if that was
like years ago, let's move on. I'm not saying that. I'm basically
hold on. Let me just for clarification. You want props for basically kind
of helping them become the person that they are as far as whatever. Like
you're saying right, yeah, yeah, but you don't got it. You
don't have to verbalize it. I just want I just want when we communicate,
I want I want that communication to be so it should be a respect.
So if I see you out, hey, what's up? Yeah?
Yeah, not a yeah, because I feel like, nigga, if if
I've done certain things to you and or for you, and you walk right
by me as if I did something to you wrongfully and it wasn't like that,
I understand that. I get that. So if it's if it's we
didn't end on bad terms and we're good or whatnot, I don't see that
the wrong with saying, hey, how you doing? Sometimes it could be
a because you wouldn't the way you speak, and you've you've you've walked by
a nigga that yeah, and I can tell, so you can keep you
can keep lying no, how you doing? What's your new? What y'all
new? Girl? How you doing? And I even speak to her?
How you doing? That's me If the nigga that you are with didn't make
you feel the way I made you feel, you better keep that motherfucking smile
respectfully for real. Swear to God, because because I've had women do some
ship to me and I'm like, yo, we ain't never got to be
on those sexual we ain't never got to talk about sex again. But I'm
following. We following each other. We laugh at each other's comment like shit
like that, I'm not talking because people can be People can start off real
life friends and then morph into social media friends. Only we never see each
other. We never hang out. But social media is where our friendship thrives
and lives. And that's what I'm saying, because it's not it's not always
i'll see you out type of thing. It's a so it's just more so
are you just more so? Okay? We just still like a nigga stick
his tongue in your ass. Don't walk like you don't know this nigga.
You got a lot of ass, And that's a lot of tongue he had
to stick in name. But but I think it all depends on the circumstance
and then of if we didn't end on a beef, my nigga and I
sat and I understand that if we didn't know, but it comes a time
where it's like, okay, that was then. And I mean some people
can say, hey, how you doing, what's up with you? Some
just they just so what is history? So if so, now this is
a great conversation. And I did not want to go here, but were
here. Now, I mean, why are starting some stuff? Why do
why do why do people need closure? Why do people need closure? Or
if you can just let shit be gone, if if it's if it's a
convenience to you, I feel like if I if I break a woman's heart
and then are our ghoster now she texted me or whatever she needs closure or
whatever the case or vice versa. Some people need to know why did this
end? I need to understand. I think it just really depends on the
person, because not everybody wants the closure. Sometimes some of the stuff that
people do is closure. So like if they if we might whatever, I
don't hear from you, like I have ghost me. It's for real and
again, like I keep saying, it is because my feelings was heard for
real, no anyway, and it was just more so all I wanted was
a conversation of like what happened, Like what did I do? I'm happy
he didn't give it to you since you so will and Nelly walked by niggas
who that is kind of mean and it's kind to mess up. I gotta
give you closure, just ghost you. I think it just appears on the
person. I'm gonna ghost you and make it bad blood. So now you
now you've got a reason not to speak opposed to me being a gentleman and
being sweet and being nice, and then things just in and then I see
your ass side of my an you're gonna talk about like you knowing nigga.
Now I'm throwing tomatoes at your the back of your You're so petty. I
swear you are so petty. Listen again, I think it depends on the
person and also to the situation, of course, But for me personally,
I mean I like to have a conversation, you know, especially I am
proud of myself. What was this like three years ago when I ended a
relationship. I literally sat him down at the table and was like, let's
discuss where we both Oh my gosh, an adult, if you do a
nigga, an adult and talk. I was proud of myself. That was
a growth poment for me. For you, it was because I never did
nothing like that. What made you do at that time? Because I wanted
I wanted things to be different. I'm up he talking about communicating and stuff
like that, and I felt like I had relocated my life to a whole
different state for this man. So that was a mistake number three. Oh
my goodness, it was not. And so the least I felt like I
owed you know what I'm saying just so we can get some understanding. Was
what you know what happened with us. So you okay, do you you
had a closure? You do closure? What have you done closure in your
past time? Let me just say that there was a There have been instances
when I look back and I'd be like, damn, I handled that wrong.
But by the time that I realized that it was too late, it
was too late, just like, well, no, I don't want you
back, just like that's what y'all some of y'all shot you. I don't
want you. I don't want you back. I probably was probably held back
in the day, wasn't you No, I was, I was. I
was, I wasn't I wasn't as warm as I am now. But I
wasn't an asshole. But I did. I made it known that I didn't
play with me. I don't play with me, and I don't want Relationshi,
I don't want a relationship. So that's what you you was upfront with.
Yeah, And I didn't and I didn't do things. I commend you,
and I didn't do things to make you think that I wanted something.
And I commend you because I think a lot of especially in days nowadays,
the lines get blurred. No, I don't think so, I just think
why can you tongu kiss the nigga that I don't want nothing from you?
See, I can tongue kiss some noill, I don't want nothing from you.
No, I cannot. No. First of all, I'm big on
hygiene too. I'm not hurt just tongue kissing any niggas. Like if I'm
tongue kiss fucking somebody. Let me tell you this. This is me.
I'm speaking from me. Okay, you about to say something crazy. If
I'm having sex with you. We we are literally, I'm literally just talking
to you. It's just me and you. We talking like I mean,
you know, we're us. I don't just be out here busting it open
for niggas. I didn't say that. I didn't say that you can.
I'm telling you now listen because I don't like when they come to this stuff.
Okay, but what does that have to do with kissing. I'm not
out here just kiss tongue kissing niggas. That's what I'm trying to tell you.
What I'm saying. If you if if we are exclusively talking with the
intention of you know, we're about to be dating and be boyfriend. Yes,
I'm a tunk. You're not fucking somebody. You're not you're not,
you don't have, you never have fuck buddies who Okay, well then that's
not me. So then there is no there is no lines getting blurred then
for you y'all always talking, so there was no there was no way for
anybody to know what I'm saying. Is nowadays you'll be talking to people and
they'll say, oh, I don't want this or this and that, but
you're doing stuff that kind of what No, no, no, wait,
wait, that's not that's not what I'm meant to ask. People are saying
these things. So where are y'all wing? They're telling you this if okay,
what part of the what part of the ship are y'all at? Are
y'all are y'all fucking or are y'all No, we're not doing none of that
I'm talking about if we're If we are, I'm out of here. I'm
out here wasting my time. But I'm saying, like, just where I'm
at now, in the space that I'm in, I don't I don't have
it. Any time my time wasted. I didn't got my heart broke too
many times. I didn't got broken up with Let me tell you twenty twenty
three, Was it crazy year for me? I got broken up with?
Y'all humble? Because that was that was crazy for me because I've never gotten
broken up with Did you get anyways? Happens to everybody, anyway? Take
you too long? Anyway? It took you too long? You mean when
did you start dating me? And him? No? No, you?
Oh when I came to start back dating? No period from when you as
a teenager? When it was? When did you start dating? Was it
fifteen sixteen, seventeen fourteen? Yeah it was. I was in middle school,
right, and you're now one hundred years old, and this is so
messed up. But I ain't nobody one hundred This is the first you've been
broken up. That's a good fucking law of average. Is my nigga?
Say you fucked up? Mess up? Saying they fucked you up? I'm
not saying because I'm not you love I love it, I love it.
Anyways, I'm here, I'm back in the state. Wait where were you
at? I was out of town working your favorite flight attendant. I'm saying,
I'm talking about for your boyfriend. Oh when who broke up with me?
Yeah? He lives in Atlanta. You did say that, but that's
not what. That's not who you're relocated for. No, tennessee this I
was three years ago. Oh yeah, oh nows. Okay, listen,
I've been through some stuff that I will and I am because I know my
husband's not here Indianapolis. Why does everybody say that he's not How do you
know that? Because he's not. I don't date guys in in Indianapolis anyway?
Why because i'm majority of them. I'm not saying all majority of them
are using abuse. Most people are using abuse. You just don't. You
just I just don't want to like the fact that you don't know the abuser
in other states? Okay, you know what because if the negga tell you
the're using abusing you was like, yes, Tracy did it? You know
exactly who you are? You on her page? I know. I don't
date. I don't date guys Indianapolis because it's just not my preference. That's
it. It's just my preference. I like today guys in other states?
Why because they ain't none of your friends? Oh Spey saying, because you
feel if you meet a nigga out of town and he fucked one of your
friends, you feel like and he's perfect too. You don't even think to
ask him, you know. Actually I do have a few people that I
pull up their picture and like, have you ever talked to this person?
I do do that because you just don't know nowadays, nuts, bro,
you don't know. And a way, and I'm telling you the way the
internet works. If somebody fucking somebody you know ten years ago, but prevents
you from falling in love with that person, it depends on who the person
is. It depends on who the person is. So you'll relocate, uh
huh love, I sure will, but you won't ignore that, ignore them
messing with somebody that I used to that I know, yeah, because chances
are it was your sex, which is true. I agree with you,
but it's still like again for me. It just depends on who the person
is, depends on what kind of sex. Now, see, you are
just disgusting actually because he was going crazy. No, I'm just okay.
Play. Look see I wasn't even trying to go there. That's two episodes
in. I won't even trying to introduce antal yet. Do you look.
I don't even I don't even go there about whatever. I don't even go
there. But it just all depends on who the person is really and what
they did, no, not what they so, so it depends on a
certain person. So let's say are certain people let's say that class of people
okay over there, and let's say he did for somebody you do know,
but he went ape ship crazy like maybe it's the one one of the one
of the one of the one of your one of your home girls. That's
not that's not on that list, the one that was the one that was
talking about a nigga having it going crazy over there. You know I wouldn't.
Nope, I would not. What's the have a nigga made you go
crazy over it? You don't seem like the type. No. Now,
let me just say this back in back in my like early twenty days,
I was that one. I did do some pop ups before I had done
some pop ups, so outside the nigga house to like two in the morning
because you wouldn't answer my phone. Then I seen him get dropped off jump
out the car. I was like, oh, yeah, nigga, yeah,
guess what he did when in the house and closes are on me?
Why are you out so mums? But that's it, Like that. No,
like we was done after that. I girl dropped the mom I still
do to this. I don't know to this day, don't know we was
looking after that, but like where I was in my early twins, where
I'm at now, you know. But one thing about me though, Usually
when I'm done with you, I'm done with you. So he got dropped
off phone died Now because Nigga, you called me when you was in the
house. Why No, that's just that's what y'all do, y'all. Me
and y'all always need to each other back. I'm just I'm just thinking about
all the times you I did what might have ended it prematurely in your twenties.
You you was taking out, was did you have snacks? Know?
It was me and my friend actually was a car running or was running,
was watching. So how how do you? How do you? How do
you call your friend and tell them that you're about to be on some crazy
ship? Like girl, why does nigga d you know whatever? Time mark?
Time mark? I say, why is Nigga came picking up my call
because her house? You know what? Yeah? So that that's how and
then we get it started, so you know once and then you know your
friends be hyping you up and getting you extra I don't know. Tell me
you ain't never going to pop up when you never never in my life,
I forgot because you was just you didn't care, you would not, I
don't, I don't and I did it and I don't got you. And
that's just just trauma. That's not that's not pride. That's if I feel
like you don't like me, it's over for real. You won't even had
a conversation to ask no, because I had. I had an interview recently
with a black woman after being fired by black women, and she said,
do you know why? I said no. She said, why didn't you
ask? I said, because every time I've asked black women why they let
me go, I never got the right answer. So I'm not going to
start doing it today again. That makes sense. Yeah, I'm not gonna
do. I ain't gonna put you in that position because if he was going
to be honest with me, you would have been honest with me. That's
true. I'm cool, and I think a lot of the times women believe
that women are just the most truthful beings and that men are pieces of ship.
I would like for y'all to date both and then and then come back.
Because all of the women that I know that play both sides of the
fence, they like, these bitches ain't ship. I'd be like, duh,
because it's because it's another thing when like, I don't know, it's
just it's another thing when a woman gets played by a woman. It makes
me feel good. You're sick, No, because because you think because if
you if you grow up with this fucking resentment towards men because men keep doing
you wrong, and then you date them, and then you date the same
sex, and then you'd be like, wait a minute, oh ship,
everybody fucked up. I hate both. I would much rather woman say I
hate everybody what? Because I feel like a lot of niggas do that and
they don't really hate women. They hate their mama, and they be like,
oh, bitches, ain't there No, no, no, your mama
ain't that you are? So for real? Just because I don't like anybody
saying that they dislike a whole gender of people. That's crazy. I mean,
I get it, but you're not dating anybody Indianapolis. You know how
crazy it's sound. No, it don't sound crazy to me. I'm not,
and I'm not. They don't sound crazy to me. So how how
how successful have you been dating outside of the city? Are you one step
closer to love? You should have a you should have a love show?
You started dating show? Do you use Do you use dating apps? I
used to What was your apple of choice? Well? I was on Christian
Mingle. You seem like a mangoling You know what is the one with the
age? I can't think of it that one? And then I had did
I was on Bumble, but I heard that was for hook up, so
I got off of there real quick. Actually I have a I got off
of there. I met one guy on there. I went on a date
with him and he got so mad at me because he couldn't see me two
days in a row and I blocked at a block like the way the chain
of events went in two days, No, I had to, so I
got off of there. I never was on tender h h hinge, hinge,
that's what it is. I was on hinge And I even try to
put my settings to be open to date white men h nothing. Every All
the ones that I've seen, they just looked like thirty and like I want
the ones. That's like I want the I want the big wigs, the
ones in that suits right right right. I trying to be like Eve,
You're trying to score a big fish. I'm a date outside the race,
That's what I'm saying. Yeah, I never really understood. I never really
understood black men who date outside they race, but then they date the black
white girls. If I'm dating other race, so I'm dating Taylor Swift if
that is one thing that annoys me and irritates me. And this is not
just for the white women, this is for the white race as a whole.
I do not like when they try to impersonate be the black, to
be black. That is so annoying to me. Well, I grew up
around them, so but that's not you. It's such it's an act.
I It irritates me so bad. But anyway, it's trying to be open
and I just was not. I went on a couple of days, but
it was just more so successful. Not what the day You're a flat attendant
so you can set your ship to the United States and be listen, I
I was trying to be on that have me a nigga in a different area
code. If was trying to be on that, but it is two time
consuming. I'm the type of person I don't like to be bothered all the
time, especially if I'm just not feeling you like that, because then I
feel like I'm having to force myself to talk to you, and I don't.
I get irritated really really easy. So I don't. I don't.
That's not successful for me. Then the thing with me, too is if
I meet somebody and then I have a I can uh, I can say
that, you know, depending on what the person is, I do,
I can fall for you quick and easy. But no, I just I'm
just out here and just like I said, I'm enjoying myself right now.
The singleness sounds like it's you, huh. It sounds like it's you.
If you can fly, if you can fly anywhere, and if you can
fly anywhere in the world for close to nothing, I think that you should
just I don't know, because you are what set your uh dating ranges to
be all over. But then but here's the thing with that though, which
it sounds cool, but you have to be careful. You gotta be careful
period. True. But I'm really really like by the time I get to
these overnights especially if I'm working late flights or whatever. It just depends.
I'm tired, I want to lay down. Like my last trip, I
literally was in my hotel room for the entire I didn't even go no where
because I just be tired. I just want to be on the rest.
So like trying to set up a date when I get in, No,
I'm good, yeah no, but yeah. I mean now I will say
I've met some people off of Instagram. That's the guy that I relocated with.
That's how we met. Instagram Marks local Berg will link some niggas up
on him and he will. Baby, I'm open. I'm open to it,
like I'm not ashamed to meet guys or whatever. I mean. That's
that that the age of being embarrassed by meeting somebody online them days is over.
I think everybody's meeting everybody online, just like I'll see somebody out I
saw I saw a bunch of people that butter and they didn't again shout out
to Butter, and they didn't speak speak to you, but they know who
you are. So that's been funny. It's active. I don't know,
maybe they thought that I was Maybe my face isn't always the most pleasing,
approachable. I think so maybe, But I was also with my friend Kat,
who was like five eleven, slim, like a model, long ass
neck, long hair, beautiful, so they might have thought that we were
together. But who gives a fuck. I'm not trying to holler at job
come and say. But that is one of my biggest pat peeves toom.
I hang out with attractive people, so they in my comment section always comment
on pictures everything. But you see me in person and you don't speak.
What if they just came up and snitched you, and I'm gonna say,
what are you doing? Just like I thought you were? How you been?
You are such a point my home girl TJ. I saw her,
Tanisha. I saw her. The first time I saw her was in two
thousand and nine. We were going to we went to the Stuts and she
was working in there with Tommy the photographer slash film producer or whatever. And
I had never seen her before, and she had the prettiest teeth I have
ever seen in my life at that time, and I just flat I said,
girl, I will lick your teeth, and she laughed just like that,
and I was like, hey, my name is because I just I
just want to break the ice. And yeah, I think you are attractive,
but I don't want nothing from you. I don't want because sometimes men
can look at him and be like, nah, that's not something that I
can I canough keep. I'm just on the I'm just mosy on by my
friend. I think more men need to understand that. It's kind of like
I don't want to compare women to dogs, but if you have a if
you have a like a rich dog, you can't just leave the dog and
the house. There's certain ship you gotta do. What's her what's that celebrity
name? I mean that celebrity who lost her Frenchies or her bulldog and she
was playing all that money. Lady lady got paying all that money. Some
of these done, some some some pets, some people, some cars got
to be compared to this is everything. Some things you just can't just You
gotta requires and it requires a lot of maintenance and attention. Yeah, definitely
me. What maintenance and attention? Definitely me? What's what's the more important
intention? Attention? Once you like somebody is it? Is? It?
Is it an attention thing? Yes? How much attention? Because Jesus,
I'm tired. This is just me because because of my work schedule and how
things work. Like matter of fact, the guy that I'm talking to now
you're talking about somebody, I am going, it's going good. Good.
Fuck. He's older too, so I got me, I got me.
Aw, you don't don't don't anyways. But uh, he's a whole boss
businessman. So he has three businesses. And you know, I'm a fighter
sing Like the first question I ask men when I date them, I say,
oh, that's the second question. But no, But the first question
is how do you feel about dating a flight attendant? Because you know,
to be honest with y'all, fighting thing don't really have a good rep.
Why because they be saying that we like we be out here mess with a
whole bunch of people, especially the women. And I'd be like, I
have a I have a homegirl named Ashley. She's a flight attendant. I
think, shout out to Ashley, growl, that's fight. That's my homegirl.
I know that she don't talk to nobody. Well, I'm just because
her personality most flight attendant state personality be bubbly and ship. But after that,
y'all require maintenance. She's one of them. She's one of the ones
too. But I just forg was talking about but you ask them questions and
flight of time. I ask you, you know because and I asked that
because I know. I asked that because I don't expect for you. Some
of the phone talks to me. All there every day week, adults with
jobs, kids, everything. But my biggest thing is just even if you
are busy, I'm big on thoughtfulness. Hey babe, I'm thinking about you.
Just want to let you know I'm busy right now, but I'll hit
you later on something simple as that when I tell you have me what put
you? What? Y'all know? I used to play them games, play
the games no because because because I wasn't thinking about you. But I know
that you like this. See, so that's that's the that's that's the game.
And I'm not and I'm not doing it to get anything in return.
I know I wasn't thinking about you. I actually my mind has been focused
on some other ship. But I you could cross my mind, So I'll
say that you crossed my mind. I don't want, I don't want nothing
to help you have a great day. Yeah, if he wanted to pay
for your lunch, how much money would he have to send if you'd be
like or what if he knew exactly how much your favorite coffee cost? Oh,
I just send you and he'd be like here or he send us some
Starbucks at hit you hit your Starbucks at ten twenty dollars? Is it?
That's how you communicate with her, y'all? Yes, it is. You
want to give me if you want any Listen, That's why I'm talking about
these first dates too. People will be like, oh, don't take you
can't take me the cheesecake factory. You can take me to Starbucks. Baby,
which Starbucks prefer because those that matters? Now? This one not uppere
up here right before you get to get on the highway. That's what I've
been stopping at. I love that anyway, It don't matter. It's it's
a new one right there, right up the roundabout. Oh I didn't see
it right behind Chase. It's nice anyway. Take me to Starbucks baby Grande
white Moocha extra hot, stir wheale. Maybe you probably could be stirring.
It's thying, okay, billion cal But she's gonna give you some box later
on later on. What is where? Where? Where is your is it
here? No, Okay, that's it. That's all. I don't want
you to because you took to answer. Definitely. I told you I don't've
been here, I know, but I was. I asked, and you
started glowing. Oh I was glowing. A good thing. Just make up
in New Orleans? Okay? Is he from New Orleans? Yes? I
always wanted to day to girl from New Orleans that. Yeah, and that's
what it is. He was like, hey, little mama, I'll be
like, oh tattoo, medallion, yeah, bling and ship I swear.
But it's just and when I went there to visit, I just enjoyed it
because he literally like just took me like, get good food, everything,
just had a good time. What what is it another? What's another attractive
accent to you? New York? I like New York? You know what
U be mm hmm. I like that, I think for me, if
it's if it's New York based, I think I like the aggressiveness and New
and East Coast people period are just so aggressive. They're not used to hospitality
at all. No, no, no, I like that though they're not
used to like that. I don't. I like that. I like that
there they don't have hospitality, but they don't reject it either. It's kind
of like you're showing the new ship. True, yeah, true, but
no so New Orleans, New York for me, Florida, Florida, Florida,
South Florida, Tampa, or Orlando. It's a lot of Florida.
Florida's big Miami uh Tallahat kind of has them doom niggas with the wicks and
them goes. That's like they ugly, but they cute in their own way.
The wicks are the niggas. Them wigs be a lot, but like
what's his name? Old boy? Chaotic? You know chaotic kids. Never
mind, I'm loving hip hop hate You think I know that because I said
I flipped the table over you watch love and hip Hop? I used to
tell, I used to Can you tell? I didn't even I wouldn't have
expected you to like but I but I definitely be like, oh, I
probably could be on that show. Why just because of just the extranis that's
always on there because you know I'm extra, So just the extra on the
a little bit. Yes, what is the what is harder to come by?
Consistent top tier or you don't funk around so how would you know?
Go ahead ask me the question, though, consistent, top tier sex or
true love? What it's easier to find? I would say, you talking
about my nowadays, sure, I would definitely say consistent, Yes, top
tier sex. That's why. Why do you think that is? Because honestly,
I don't I think I don't know. I don't know. I think
everybody they talk a good game. A lot of people talk a good game
about wanting to Oh, I want to find a love of my life.
I want to do this, I want to do that, but they're not
really willing to put the work in. People don't understand relationships and marriage is
work. So what you're saying sex is easier to find than love, Yes,
most definitely you can. Just like you said, you don't care.
It's niggas out here who are really like that, who like literally got the
people that they call. Hey, I'm about to slide through, and they
already know what time it is. You know what I'm saying. But really,
true unconditional, real love, that love is unconditional. It should I
think love should be unconditional. You don't think you don't think it's unconditional.
I think that's a mistake. It's very conditional because of our cheat. Then
you're leaving and that's a condition. I'm not gonna say. I'm not gonna
say all women leave cheap. Again, it depends on the people and you
know, the relationship whatever. Now I think, like me personally, I
say, oh, I'm leaving if you cheat. But you don't know until
you get in that situation what you're gonna do. Right, just like any
situation, you don't know what you're gonna do until you're in that situation.
Yeah. So I just had I had a random thought that women cry so
ugly when they get proposed to because of it's finally over the cry thank you,
so thank you? Manage all right, I would be what because men
don't have that. You know, men don't have the biological clock that women
have. So a lot of the times women be waiting to do and live
life until they get me Like they wait until they no, no, no.
A lot of a lot of women wait until they get married to explore
the things that they want to do, have the kids, they traveling and
stuff like that. I mean, it's just I mean, it's it's their
preference, but I feel like a lot of them when they when that ugly
crowd that they do. I feel like that's why they be crying so ugly,
And finally I get to finally because I I can't imagine how scary it
is to be on this imaginary clock that is forever buzzing, that is forever
being reminded to you by your family and shit like that, and then the
dating pool being what it is. But you want kids, and you want
them. You know what's so crazy that you're talking about this is because I
literally the flight attendant I was working with the same agent. She and I
were talking. You know, she told when she was a virgin, still
thirty five years old, and she said that every single time she said,
that's been her biggest thing. Is like, you know, she said,
she want to have kids, she want to get married, she said,
but she can't find nobody who because every time she tells them she's a virgin.
She said, they to go ghosts up. And I told her,
I said, I'm leading. If you tell the motherfucker that is not a
badger her, shut the fuck up. Stop. You know, I ain't
never used my pussy. I'm going to stick around for that. Stay tuned.
What I missed. I'm out of here base as a man. Okay,
you were single, yousion, you want a version? Fuck no woy
No, I don't. I'm not I'm not no creep. I'm not here
to try to bust no fucking cherries. I'm not here to try to teach
you ship. There's a base level of pussy activity you need to have.
And if you do not have that base level, base level, white air
force, base level, no color, no nothing, no bubble gum bottom
no nothing, not hot tops white was the sixty five dollar ones? If
you do not six do you do not have that base level? Air force?
One? Sex? And and why like why why? Why? Why?
If you meet a nigga that's a virgin, are you fucking with them?
There's a high chance that I would cap. No, I'm not capping.
Cap definitely not capping because you require maintenance. You require maintenance, and
you require what I like cap. I can show him that's just like a
nigga with a small dick cap Like, here's here's my stipulation on this.
Okay, I'm version. If you can't eat some good puss, I can
work with you. And if you can work it a little bit how do
you work with your nigga go home for Thanksgiving and mommy, But like your
jaw muscles are crazy? Some what are you doing lockjaw? I don't get
no, because then you probably don't have a seck. No, you might,
you might, but then I don't care about that. What she told
me she rose, but anyway, I mean, you know, it's just
that's what Keenan was saying. Keenan said that women can go so long without
having sex because I got a million different variations of sex toys that y'all can
have. And if you are going six for me too, you ain't seen
the little I've seen all of it. I've seen all of them. But
if you going, if you go into a nigga crib, he got and
THEI got a pocket pussy, how you feeling look like this? Yeah they
got they got booties, they got booties. Yes, I've seen them.
So yeah, what you're doing? If you go into a spare bedroom just
snooping and then he got a fucking hole? What if you what if you
could not you got a whole library. You're like, oh, this nigga
read girl, this nigga is FaceTime your girl, girl. My nigga know
how to read. She was grabbed that book right there, and you faking
all? Is it all all lit up? And ship missed to clean them
and ship over and overs. It's all type of crazy ass ship. You
are leaving like you are leaving. You are leaving, You're sick. You
see you are leaving, you are sick. See it's the double stand.
It's a double standard. I read it. For you to be messing playing
with these toys, then be out here messing with all these girls. That's
what I asked you that. And he said most one of them, Holly
thinks that that Nigga's crazy. No, I said much, I said me
personally, I would much rather have just have a sex doll and not have
and not have the history that I have because I don't want the history because
I feel like when they say that, when they say that, you attach
yourself. I didn't used to believe that, but that is real. But
if it's good, if it's good, I ain't saying that I'm sprung or
I'm craving that person. I know. For me, I an say,
I ain't gonna say crave, but sometimes they be like, man, I
just wonder if that ship has elevated, like my ship has elevated, flashing
back and thinking about it. Not for real stuff. You cried then,
baby, you ugly crying, You ugly crying? Now you are have a
nigga ever cried during six No, but I have. We're sisters. We're
trying anywhere. We're sisters. Give me. That's why, y'all connected tears
of connected tears, connected by tears. You ain't never cried during six never.
I don't even know what would need to happen in order for me to
cry. And if I do cry, but you ain't going no where.
I want of zels after this, bitch, you are mine. You ain't
coming God, yeah, you definitely yes, what do you whatever you want?
If she I don't even know if, I don't even know how I
would even feel. If I just felt a tear like Toby, I'm like
like this, No, like this, you know what. I'll be back,
man, Get off with me, Get off for me, funk off
of me. You want something to eat? It was your ring size right
because jareds is right up the street going straight there too. I don't know,
no, No, it felt weird when that woman was crying in sex
it felt because it felt like I was raping her. This must be a
Kelly feel like. This is crazy. Okay, you know what? Now,
Okay, that's all folks. So I can't I don't. I don't
even understand how that's even because I that's that's one of my no nose.
I don't want to ever ever feel like I'm taking something from a woman,
and that's what it felt like. Well so no, okay, So then
have you ever been with somebody who was too nasty? Yeah? Did it?
How did you feel? I left? Get off? You know what
this is? We we fucked with the kind of on. She took the
kind of off and drank the nut at the Kingdom? Yeah, I said,
nah, that's too nasty, nasty as what did you do on your
face? I played the cool like, yeah, ain't cool? What the
fun you think? Named Ryan Jeremy, look at you. That's that's that's
too much for me. That's that's and that's crazy. That's way too much
for me. That's crazy. I've seen people get peeed on. I've seen
a type of that. I ain't seen the piss. But I'm trying to
think, trying to make love to you for real, like looking at your
eyes. That has to be awful. I mean, because like I'm literally
like right, I'm like, I mean, you know, I don't know,
like no, I've never had I know you don't know, but I
know I have nights for somebody who's too way too nast. What's nasty?
What's the what's the what's the uh the edge? What's the edge of nest?
Like something? Talking about that spinning the mouth stuff that no other than
that choking spinning. Now I can do the choking, but I like,
I like a little a man who's dominant. Though, you know, I
like the aggressiveness. It's not at all, That's what I'm saying. So,
but I think the spitting this stuff. Excuse me, you're not nasty.
That's cool. I understand. I guess I'm not. I mean something.
The older I get, the less none of that ship really even hold
me. Tell me, I'm telling me I'm doing a good job in life.
I need some affirmation. Speak lifely to me, your words of affirmations.
What yeah, fuck me and tell me I'm and tell me I'm good
at stuff. I'm with you because I like stuff like that. It's like,
you know, what's good or you know, no, I compliment me
a person. Oh so not even during sex. During sex, you know,
somebody's like, oh you look so sexy baby. Yeah, that's that
wrong. No, I mean, but it's like, because I feel like
sex. I think. I think. I think if we as people get
out of the mindset of fucking when horny, then we'll be better off if
you learn how to fuck as a means of praise or worship or stuff like
that. So now the horning because horniness that we're off, it does,
and but me appreciating you will never it won't fade off. I'm in this
bedroom and I'm asking you what you want and I'm giving you. I'm eating
your pussy, I'm rubbing your back, I'm telling you how good you look,
or I'm asking you about your day, and I'm doing all of these
things during this intimate session. During an intimate session, I feel like a
man and a woman should compliment the person that they're in that session with.
I missed you, I miss having this time with you, your beautiful having
sex, yes, saying this stuff. Yes, I miss you today.
Yes, I thought about you today and I just when you was dead.
Because it's speaking. See I feel like I'm speaking from a marriage. Once
you get to the point where you see that you see your boo once,
Let's say, let's say you see your boo once a month, twice a
month. What you only fucking once a month because it's just so happened.
You always see him on your cycle or whatever the case may be, So
you really only fucking once a month. But he's he the way that he
You don't because y'all don't communicate that way because you're always working in your schedules,
this and that. When you're intimate, Why can't we expand this conversation
to be far beyond just the sexual sexual SEXU will talk talk to put the
dick in there and talk to her, and I get that, But prior
to that, I'm already telling you I miss you. I'm already because that's
just how different when dick in you, you say you're talking the octaves is
different, everything is. But I'm already telling him that I miss you.
I can't wait to see you. You know, I'm saying all this stuff.
So that's why again, because that's not really a normalcy, you know
what I mean. It's like we're having sex and I'm like, oh,
how's your day baby? You know, I mean that's what you said.
Speak life and informations and speak life into a person they say, acts to
you, Oh I love your head. Yeah, but not like that said.
No, I know women don't know how to be sexy, but you
can practice and start today. I don't know, but I will teach a
class. If you want me to teach you, I will have to charge,
because because a lot of women do not ever need to know how to
be sexy. Because when men are always pursuing, y'all, so every a
lot of women are constantly being pursued, they're constantly being approached. There the
men are always initiating sex when you reverse it, and a woman has to
really kind of like seduce a man and lure a man in. That's why
I like, back in the day, they was burning bitches alive who had
that trip. They were literally calling them witches and put Can you imagine a
nigga going to a woman's house thinking that back in the pilgrim days, and
he going over there and she got ship everywhere, candles and shit. She
done knowing about the stars and shit, and she and made the nigga noth
fast Oh, this bitch is a witch. Overhead, your ass is grassed.
She got that good? Yeah, I think I think that everybody needs
to know how to seduce. I think more people that get what they want
out of life if they knew how to seduce. I think women, especially
black women, y'all just too fucking come get me. No, go get
no, not me go get I bet look at you. It's not nasty,
just seducing and just ah, I got you. First of all,
I never said I wasn't nasty. You did say that. No, just
because I don't want to spit in my mouth, that means that, it
means I'm me something, tell me something, me, give me, give
me an instance of nasty. Let me let me hear it. I might
drink after you. Are you not doing that? He is? There as
certain limitations that virgins do that not saying you a virgin. I don't have
to sit up here and prove that I'm I'm not saying I like when I
like in the bedroom, and I can't. They don't got to be nasty.
You can do whatever you want exactly, but leave. When you do,
you leave. Ajer, I do slick Rick. I knew it sound
like a coup with my wife. It sound like a slave yep, everywhere.
But no, but like I just again, I'm open to whatever.
Honestly in the bedroom except for the spin. I think that I think and
I'm not eating no man's but I'm not doing that most one most But other
than that, I'm open to whatever. Not that either. I'm not sucking
about no man's toes. I'm not doing that. It's a lot you're not
doing. That's three things. Spit, yeah, yeah, but that.
I feel like, what else is there if you're not trying to I don't
know. I don't no spit, no butt, no feet. I won't
do that. Sorry, no, no, no, no sorry, it
won't be doing that. Sorry, won't be doing that. Mister New Orleans
is like, you know what, He's definitely not So look at her,
look at her going again. It's a good it's a good thing when you
know you got somebody, when you know that, I feel like a lot
of the times life is already life is already hard, hard, it's difficult,
and then it's it's it's romantically is crazy. Yeah, romantically, I
can see how lonely it can be for some people. So when you got
somebody. I can see how you know what you keep on bringing up these
good points because I was just having this conversation about you know, singleness,
but like that's what I was saying, like it just comes a time where
as a single person just like you, was talking about them ticking talks.
I mean ticking talks, the ticking clocks for using the clocks. You know,
our clocks are taken. Yeah, it's like we get to a point.
I know for me, I can only speak for me. It's like
when it's gonna be my time? Yeah, when is it gonna be?
And I don't want no more kids. So that's another question I asked up
front too, do you want more kids? Because if you only have one
daughter, so she'll be sixteen in February, so I know I don't look
like it, but anyways, but I asked those questions because if you want
to have kids, I'm probably not the woman for you. And I mean,
and that's just like now my last relationship, I dang there, I
was open to having another baby. That's crazy. I was open to having
another baby. But now it's like a no deal. I'm just in this
space where I'm ready for me and my man to travel if you want to
do on that balcony, you know that's it. Listen to the waves for
sure, and you've already and you already and you have already experienced that,
so don't need to experience it again. No, yeah, don't need to
experience it. Yeah, but it's a I think that when you're young,
listeners, when you're young, I ain't even introduced the pot. I don't
even introduced the pot. That is crazy. When you're young, I feel
like you believe that the world is your oyster, and you believe that people
gotta like me for me and this got a change, and you have all
of these things on your list. And I'm not saying that you shouldn't have
a list, and I'm not saying that you need to change for anybody.
But if you want love, that comes to compromise, And a lot of
the compromise come from within, because a lot of the a lot of the
battles you fight with, a lot of the reasons why people don't be falling
in love and get what they want is from battles from within. I haint
you're not about have me doing looking like this and this, this, this,
this and pride yeah, yourself for real. Yeah, you know,
you out here fucking by yourself until you sixty and then you trade dogs and
cats and now you like that brush looking crazy. It's not like my balls
definitely, you know, my balls cause cancer. Right, No, I
didn't know that, And that's nasty. What's nasty balls? Yeah? Well,
I'm saying black people used to old black to have them all around the
house for some strange reason. But it's just it's just it's sad. But
that's why I'm so big on right now, live your life. Live your
life, like don't literally. He was having a conversation with a family member
and we were talking about marriage and she was saying, how you know,
she's been married for like nineteen years and just say was saying, how you
know the first few years it took her husband a while to kind of come
around, but then he finally got it. And I'm like, see,
I'm not willing to compromise myself for what's coming around with my happiness, So
I'm trying to wait on you to get, you know, to come around
and like let's do this family thing and lets this, and you know,
like I don't want to do that, Like when you marry me. Know
that I love being around my family. I love family gatherings. I'm ready
to create my own. I don't want you sitting at home while I'm gone
to my family things and I'm near by myself. You know what I'm saying.
Like or if it's something is in relationships, it's going to be stuff
that you're not gonna like but your partner liked to do, so you compromise
and be like, Okay, I'm gonna do it anyway, and vice versa.
But that's the thing nowadays, people don't again, don't want to put
the work in to make the relationship work. Well. I think a lot
of the work to come work on yourself. True enough, A lot of
people like for me, if I was to be single, I'm not dating
the motherfucker who don't go to the gym. Got you? Definitely not not
at my age thirty seven? So fuck now? Oh yeah, you've definitely
about to be an official unc Yeah for sure, I feel like three stage.
I definite feel like motherfuckers need to start calling me my last name,
mister my last name for sure? Are they hearting you with sir or miss?
They should? And I want these muscles to make the motherfucker feel like
they need to. I'll definitely get here with the mail. I definitely get
here with the mail. I do hows it make you feel? I respect,
I'm in my free auntie stages. I'm mid thirties. Yeah, once
you once you get to there's just certain things like now, if I always
had to start over, I'm just not, I'm not. It's not negotiable,
and and and and health and health is the top. Health is the
top because we're not getting no younger. Yeah, everything else can be Yeah,
we're not getting no younger. And now then too, who wants me
waking up hurting in pain? And you have taking these pills when you you
know, going to the doctor. No, I'm not doing all that.
So I'm going to the doctor. But no, I'm talking about going to
the doctor because you always in pain. Yeah, you are something that's trauma,
and you're holding trauma somewhere in your body and you need to deal with
that. And that's why pain is in your body. People don't believe that,
but the scientifically proving that certain trauma is held in certain parts of the
body, and then that part of the body shuts down and then that's where
cancer comes from. So wow, well, thank you for teaching us today.
Appreciate it. You dating a nigga with or what because you know I'm
uppity my standards. I wouldn't say that you're uppity, don't. I don't
and I and that's probably that's part of what draw or what drew me to
you. I don't think I may I like bitches though, I like up
any pitches. That's okay. I'm not taking how you are. But I
like my women kind of mean and boogie a little bit. People do say
I mean sometimes and have you heard that before all the time? And it's
certainly I like people with standards for real. I like, I love people
with standards. Tell me what you're not about to accept. I love that
that part because motherfuckers be like, yeah, I take all of it.
And I'm not willing to just settle for anybody just to say I got somebody
because relationship. I'm just making that. Know, I'm just making it.
No, in case you're wondering, I'm just wondering. Nobody nobody trust me.
They are why you know who I am? Why would? But why
would? But why do people? Yes? I do, so why would
you need to make that if because if I know who you are, then
other niggas should know who you are and they should know that you're not accepting
the thinking you are. Reitera think you are. If you see some of
the people come in my MB, you need to reason. I wanted to
read the one I want you to read. Uh, I want you to
know, No, I want you to read a d M and that somebody
have sent you something crazy. Oh okay, let's keep talking so I can
find it, because maybe I got some crazy stuff. Let me go back.
I always post myself with my close friends. You are a fucking dork.
But anyway, just to let y'all know I'm here, Lebama. We
didn't need to introduce. I'm I'm I'm gonna do a punch in a punch
in. Okay, you can look, I'm gonna cut all this out.
Okay, Well, here goes something like right here. Let me just show
you this right here. I posted this up because this is the stuff I
deal with on a daily Let me see. Hold on, let me just
go to the name real quick so you could just see. I'm just so
happy that I'm not a woman on social media because niggas will be saying anything
in the inbox. Oh my god, I had this man singing to me,
send a voice memo, singing to me one time. That's not a
bad sing to me. So here go this. I've been waiting to talk
to you since I first laid eyes on you. But you got a man
now, so it ain't nothing I can really do or Oh my well,
currently I'm not in a relationship. But I'm also just enjoying my singleness at
the moment, just enjoying me. Signed Sierra. Please believe me when I
say I'm not trying to I'm not trying any negative energy. What Please believe
me? Okay, please believe me when I say I'm not trying any negative
energy to you nowhere around you. If I get the chance to be in
your presence, I don't have a problem with talking or taking the time that's
needed or necessary for you to see that my words will match exactly how I
move. Now did I respond? Do you see a response? Okay,
but he came back. Yeah, he said ship we can have And still
you see what I'm saying the grammar, WHOA, that's ship, you know,
because I'm like, why would you even jump to that ship. We
can have and still be single, but also be exclusive but public when needed.
Bring something you know, you know where the types that can pop out
whenever, and we're gonna have a motherfucking ball on my baby. Who is
this? I need to see this person's face. Why do you think that
I would agree to this? I'm reading all your dms like that. I
want to see this one. This one guy told me the last week,
he said, I will have my face. I said, oh me yea,
I said, sir, what is going on today? Like? What's
going men? Do not have to worry about that. I'm so happy,
I'm so grateful. Yeah, well, there are some baut women, not
as many as you, or maybe I'm just not attractive enough. I've come
to the conclusion that I don't. I'm not saying that I'm ugly, but
I know some niggas I'd be like, bro, women are the saying that
to you? It's like, yes, I don't know, because like if
I was like six three, well, how are you? Oh okay?
I mean everybody's taller than tall to me, so yeah, I just feel
like if I was a nigga that's six three, yeah, with muscles,
they look like you might have a little bit of money. You're not a
little bit of money. Yeah, yeah, because I don't like I don't
like the fact that women be getting bamboozed by niggas who don't have money,
but they have the illusion that they have money. But my thing is,
man, you can't possibly no money like that, because how are you tricked
by a nigga with no money? Come on now? Yeah, I just
don't like that. Come on now. And then you maybe you ain't asking
the right questions at the beginning, because I'm asking all the questions of what
you do, what everything, because I'm gonna find out where the money's at,
where the money reside, where the money reside. Because that's one that
my cousin she said, she said one thing about you. She says,
here, you gonna have a connect. And I am like, that's my
biggest thing now with dating somebody. And when I say this, please don't
take it like no gold digging way, but you gotta be beneficial. And
when I say beneficial is like, if you can connect me to the right
people, And yeah, I need you to connect me to somebody. I
need you to connect me to somebody. The Tyler Perry studio or something.
I'm talking to you, right, but how many do that? Actually,
my cousin she's actually been doing. She didn't did some movies. She's an
actor actress, and she didn't some move to Tyler Perry studio. So look,
let me see what I can do. Yeah, for sure, I
need to do somebody. But that's what I'm just saying, like, if
if you got some connects, we need to I don't need nobody who just
sitting around and don't really can't really bring nothing to the right. And I
feel like I feel like that wasting time. I feel like more people need
to be more selective about who they are who they inviting their circle, not
just dating but even but friend wise, friend wise, but especially with dating,
but also a friend wise with you need to be able to big boost.
We need to be able to boot each other up. Yep. Because
if we're sitt in this fucking pit together and STAGNI and not doing nothing to
get comfortable, and we're just sitting around just lying a lot. No,
like sex ain't good, that sex ain't good down there, nod. But
I that's that's exactly why I'm so big on who I have run, especially
now in this space that I'm in. Now, I got me a little
following. Now, your followers is going up, and you know, hu,
I wish you had a booty. What does my boy got to do
with that? Okay, you are so everybody so they only following me because
of my booty. I'm not saying that you're only worth your booty, but
your your ass gotta gotta it got a big part. It got a big
part. Like you, you're attractive, you're attractive as full and your your
personality comes through on the on the grammar and niggas like that. I don't
have that, That's what I'm saying. I don't. But a lot of
women be like, hey, I'm an influencer. No, you can't influence
nobody's doing nothing. They want to fuck you. You know what, you
can influence them to track off? Better be selling it, better be telling
some pussy boats. But that's what women, That's what women need to be
doing. If a nigga really want to fuck you like that, what I
would He's selling all type of dick moldes for real? Do you're about the
girl that met her highest spender on only fans? Yeah? Ruby nigga is
a killer and still be saying, but but he be messaging her and stuff,
and she's messaging him back, and if he and if she ends up
in his trunk, that's what I'm saying. You gotta be careful with that
stuff. So sell the nigga a pussy mode and move. I had somebody,
actually two people write me asking if they can about my stockings for my
flight attendant, Like, by my stockings, did you tell it? No,
that's creepy. Make me with make me do the motherfuckers. What's what's
your shipping? No? I just was like, this is creepy. Hey,
if you don't, you don't mind, I would love to buy your
much shocks much. They didn't. I didn't even much. I didn't even
reply back to even get that you missed the ticket. You missed the ticket.
Watch a new watcha No, I want a new per new purse.
I'm a cheapo, see that. I need the sugar daddy. They don't
want no sugar. What is that called? That's what I'm saying. That's
why I couldn't be have no sugar daddy, because the most I can do
is show you my teddies, and that's it. I don't. If you
touch me, I'm definitely gonna scrap. I'm screaming like I don't. Honestly,
I can't. I can't. I can't do any of that because I
don't like the responsibility of fucking you. I don't like that. I don't
like having to do it. You give me, give me a band,
and now you're like, you ain't coming over here, and now I feel
like I gotta gos e, I gotta go fu Miss Tracy. You'd be
like, oh, here we go. It was never enough when they're paying
for sex. It's never going to be. But that's the reason why I'm
not trying to gload or nothing like that. But I literally be having nigga.
Is that be saying, hey, you know, let me buy you
this or let me and I decline it because it comes with something, It
comes with the price or something. And that's why I don't like accepting stuff
because it's gonna come even if it's conversation. You want my number, And
again, like I told you, I don't like to be bothered like that.
I get irritated. So it's like, but does that come to you
often? Like motherfuckers is always trying to buy your time all the time.
Y'all are some fucking simps niggas. I see. I didn't. I didn't
know how simply you niggas was. And I love having attractive female friends because
they always fucking tell me. But y'all don't be sticking to the cold,
like y'all say, y'all be sticking to the cold. And here I am
out here just by myself, sticking to a cold, looking like a dick,
looking like an asshole to everybody because of the time. And it's just
like there on top of it too, my heart, I will feel bad.
I be feeling bad, like my heart just won't let me do people
wrong for real. I ain't got feelings like that well, and I believe
that stuff comes back to you. That's why I be like, like,
just using people, you're using me us. I'm not saying you are saying,
but if you're giving me money, you're trying to use me. You're
gonna hear God, why why why? Why? Why? Like I said,
that stuff come with a price, and that's not a price that I'm
mos gonna pay. I don't know. You better start only fans, No,
just talk to your camera, hey, guys, and then right,
I'm gonna make money the first weekcause people a gonna be thinking I'm about to
do there, shake the clappers. They're gonna be like, this is all
talking, going off drinking coffee right like heay, good morning guys. They're
gonna be like, Okay, where are your where your cities? Where the
clap is at? Where your titties? Where your booty? I just baby
girl came through it, y'all. Well, I'm hungry. I always in
my pathes when I'm hungry. Whenever my stomach started growling. I've talked for
too long. But it was a delight. It was a it was a
delight to see you too. Weeks in the row. I saw you last
week, right, yes, it was last week. I was actually honored
to be to come back. You wanted to go. He wanted to go
shit with something I don't like. I don't like seeing my women friends go
sit with niggas who want to fuck them, who said they wanted to come
on now here. I saw it. Oh my god, I saw it.
You know what I see. I see how Eric did not like me
doing a podcast with somebody else, And I'm like, he, y'all,
he broke me and said, I do not like you potting with nobody else.
I said, what, I could just tell, man, I could
tell when niggas never mind, Yeah, let's just know because niggas use potting
as a means to It's kind of like, you know, I don't know.
Niggas are like niggas are asked women to be on the pod to get
close to the woman. I remember I had simply Ophelia on the pod years
and years and years and years. That is easily one of the most beautiful
people I've ever met in my life. Like she's like an angel for She's
like an angel for real. But when I had her on, I had
her wrong because she was on the shows and I wanted to ask her the
shows the love She was on Something for the love of Something, but I
wanted to ask her about the shows and she and she genuinely liked the show.
But some men invite women to the studio as a means to get close
to them, to do something extra. And I don't like that because I
could. I guess I guess it's I guess it's one of the things like
if I if I'm ignoring the power, then I feel like everybody should ignore
the power, and a lot of niggas ain't because a lot of woman fuckers
just want to get on the podcast and talk and they just want to so
tell me about and then talk about fucking ask you specific questions about fucking you
know what, y'all, I'm here, Thank you again for inviting me.
I hope that y'are enjoying me. I would love to come back, or
you're not coming back? Okay, back down there, that's okay, Well,
y'all, this is it for me. You canceled like Girlfriends? No?
Do you like? Did you like Girlfriends? I did like that show?
Who are you on the show? That's the last question that we can
go. I want who we had Joan. It's been so long since I've
seen it. Joan Uh? Joan? Was Tracy? Mm hmm? Were
you? Were you the dark skinned friend? Where you No, I'm trying
to think about the other girl's name? Word, the weird one? That's
what you? That's who you think you are? Ask your phone? The
cancer girlfriends? Yeah, girlfriends? No, I'm not doing that. You
don't like using serious? Why women don't like using Siri? I'm not asking
a bitch, no question. I can look it at myself now. See
I definitely didn't say all that. Y'all see how extra he he has to
go. You got Jill, the uppity one, not Persia. So yeah,
so you is Maya. I can see that. Yeah, I loved
her. I just loved dark skinned women. Listen, we are beautiful,
brown skin, brown babe dark. Oh you like I'm darker like Keisha Belly
mm hmm she was. Hey, Listen, all all black women are beautiful
mhm. Not the ones that don't. Not the ones that hate men.
Y'all are ugly outside inside m hmm. For real, And God ain't gonna
bless you if you keep hating me. I just don't understand. How do
you want to be married to a nigga and hate niggas? No, I
think it's just the they. It's their experience with that one person, and
that's one thing we should probably stop doing to women. She stopped doing,
like saying I'm alsome. Oh man, ain't men? Ain't many dogs?
Minutes? Jadenave to me. I mean, it's something that's unfortunate, but
eventually I plan on marrying to me a black man. I guess I really
do appreciate you. I am Eric Dizzy and its seer Levion and we will
see you guys next time. Bye.