The fuck. Man. That ship just made me mad. Bro, that's
my nig crazy. Bro, Man, what the fuck is wrong with this?
Bitch? Said he was beating Yo wee wee to Cardi b stupid funny
off said che So I like it like that. That's funny, Bro,
That's gonna always be funny. Kashan, I don't know what the fuck is
wrong with her? Bro? Nah, we can't even just pulled up his
phone. Uh, he was on his phone and he saw Krashan Rock got
blue Face tatted on her face tatted on her say, fucking face, bro,
after all the ship, she's the problem. Nah, she's fucking she's
the problem. She's nuts. Nah, that's crazy. Nuts. That is
crazy. What the what the fuck blue Face doing to them? Bro?
Like the nigga game gotta be crazy or something, or he be paying them.
I don't know he's I guess he low key a pimp, low key
for show because that's crazy. Let's start there like my nigga like like like
Jay, what the like? What the fuck? Bro? I can't wait.
They about to kill her, They about to tear her up in the
in them comments. She should have Yeah, she don't even care. She
posted that motherfucker and left the comments on. So she really she really for
a throttle. I want to get to her not careingness like that, like
I don't want to care like that. Whenever y'all hear me, whenever y'all
hear Keenan talking like that, and y'all don't hear me even breathe on a
mic, that mean I had to get up and do something. But now
that I don't even know if I you act, you said, what what
is it about him that's making bitches do that? I think it might be
the we we. I think it might be the wee we. And I
think I think that when the walls are caving in, like when this is
your job outside of outside of this ship with blue Face, she's nothing.
She's nothing pretty much. So we need a new season. What can I
do? It's at this nigga on my face? What can he do?
He can go to jail? Like all of this ship is all of the
ship that is deaf for show. I think every I think all of the
ship is the show everything. I think everything is scripted. Everything in life
is scripted. When when when you find when niggas be saying like they don't
get paid to be actors. They don't get paid for music. They don't
get paid from this da da da that. You know what movie made me
think about? What movie made me start thinking that everything was fake is top
five of Chris Rock when Chris getting married with Gabrielle getting married to Gabrielle Union,
and she was like, this is all I got, you know what
I mean. She's like, I'm a reality TV start, this is all
I got. And that maybe that made me like, damn, Like if
you got a couple, you got a couple of movies like that though,
So what was the what was it? Roscoe Welcome Home, Roscoe Drinking?
Yeah, it was it that when his wife was a little model or analyst
or whatever, but he came home and fell in love. All she cared
about really was they being together. They image that's an episode of Atlanta.
Yeah that too. Yeah. When the chick was like, yeah, well
just be in a relationship, he was like, we won't even get down
like that. We don't even Yeah, it's about the views, nigga.
Now that's I don't even know if I would how it would even react if
my wife came home with it, with my with my name tattooed on her
without me knowing. I don't even know how. I would probably be cool
with the name. But but but my face, I'm like, damn,
you love me like that? Ship? I would leave you? Will you
on the face for sure? Definitely? Definitely because where are you about to
go? With? You about to go to work? Definitely? Nobody told
you that. M man, why did you put me on your face?
You look stupid. You don't even look cute anymore. Only fuck if that's
me on your face, you look stupid. And what's crazy is that it's
that's a young me. I'm gonna get old. I'm don't even look like
that no more. When we get sixty, you gottat that. You know,
I don't think motherfuckers don't be thinking about it, because even niggas that
like got like crazy hello tests on their face. I'm like, why,
like, bro, you one or two, maybe a small one like nothing
too seen somebody with a little bitty ass Indiana under their eye. That motherfucker
was kind of cool. Yeah that's cool. But even then, like I
mean, what the fuck you wanted to get a little cross or somebody or
a little little little thing right here on your little hairline you. I always
say I would have got I will get a face tattoo if I was like
a rapper or a box or some ship to where I don't don't don't out
of it wouldn't be nothing crazy. And I think that you can put on
your skin on your face, that's gonna make it worth having. Bro,
It's just gonna look mm hmm your skin. I'm not saying that you dark
as fuck, but nigga tattoos barely show up on our skin. Barely death
show up on me. But I mean my face ain't Yeah, my face
ain't that dark? See my face? What would you get? What the
funk would you put on your face across you don't even go to church or
nothing. I believe in God. I believe in God. That's just all
that matters. You have any you got any I get like a probably okay,
or something for my three k or something for my daughters. Don't you
got any you got any Indiana logos on you coats, pascers feet? I
want to though, I want I want to get some nap on me seven
three three one seven or something beside some got you fail? Probably west Side
would have probably with the with the ice cube fingers probably would have been on
my mama. But I don't know, But I don't probably now know.
DU's gotta due's got a hawk's calf joint that hard because the logo is crazy.
I've got the three one seven and coach and s on his the skyl.
I don't know if I seen that? Sure? What's going on?
Everybody? My name is Eric Dizzy and I'm in here with my brother,
my motherfucking brother, keenan. Mister, who the fuck are you? Come
on? Tell you amas boot may, I'm o man, I'm a man,
I'm a man. I'm okay. May may May May may May.
I'm on man ay, I'm cone. No, you ain't gotta say much
because I've been looking at your hips, got me thinking about her. I'm
trying to ship you. Heard about no living soups the next thing looking at
I want to take you. Why is that it so hard? And I
was them there eleven. I was young as fuck man, I was youngest.
We cannot talk about? Can I talk about? I heard that song,
I said, this is hard, this is the best, and we
never listening to that motherfucker sitting there looking at the city thing with the book.
I put the whole book out that mother was domn there seventy pages.
Now I'm live, but ship like posted it definitely had a thousand words on
that motherfucker. Yeah, for sure, for sure. I remember hearing that.
It was like what the fun and they never made another song, like
I don't even know who the nigga is singing on the song you can look
at me in my eye and telling what I started looking girls, they got
the great value Tupac on that motherfucker. Now, you ain't gotta say much
because I've been peeping you the generic version of Scarface and Tupaca. I saw
somebody. I saw somebody comment on Scarface's tiny desk and it was like a
rest in peace, Tupac. And then somebody right under that said, we
ain't gonna talk about how Tupac stole Scarface whole. And I started thinking about
it and I was like, m M, I don't know, maybe,
but I feel like Scarface wouldn't have with him if he felt like he stole
this ship. Nah, I feel like I feel like you're right, but
I don't know. I don't, I don't because he too real for that.
That tiny desk was crazy hard, that scarface was, that face was,
and that uh fu faces is my favorite. My second favorite was a
U. I wouldn't like. I ain't even like a big scarface fan like
that, but I know he hard and he had songs that I liked that
I had listened to because my older cousins. And what's crazy is that my
wife never heard any of those songs because she didn't have a young ass mama
liked me or cousins. Like I been thinking about what what what would my
music taste be like if I didn't have a mom as young as my mom
was, Like nw A easy E, Scarface shit, Goodie mob really,
Biggie Tupac like all of that ship like my mama was a fucking and then
with R and B one twelve Faith, Mary j BLIGEGGA, see I like,
I listened to all those and then like my stef other used to get
every CD, listen to everything, so I was listening jacketed as all that
Icley Brothers, Ronald Icy, then Joe of course R Kelly, everybody.
He used to get Leo everything. Back in the day, getting CDs used
to be a thing bro having the mother collecting CDs like Pokemon cards was a
thing. Man, it was the ship. It was it was a and
and for me, I feel like with streaming, I don't listen to music
as much as I did when I had tapes and CDs. I don't feel
like I don't feel like I connect with music as much as I did.
And it could be because I only have with so many CDs. Yeah,
I mean, I mean, it ain't really too much connection with with shipped
today. You got, you got your songs, you got your artist.
I really just listen to music just to like, I like to do something
like I like ship that this is gonna make me move and make me kind
of like excited and stuff like that. Only really, I only really listen
to music when I'm in the gym or some ship like that, yeah,
or or when I'm driving that's definitely driving, I need some type of music.
But if I'm in the house, I'm probably listening to people that driving
silence my other fucking seals or something. Oh man, I might be a
serial killer then, because sometimes I leave the house after my kids been yelling
no, I might be in silent I understand, like all the time,
no matter what, Like, I don't like listen to anything like nothing,
Damn listen to some motherfucks have a conversation something radiosuck car silence, like what
you when they're thinking about No, that's what I'm like, what you're thinking
about? Nothing? Probably into the road. Then they're dozing off with their
eyes open. I'll be catching myself. I'll be catching myself just staring at
something. Oh ship, I'm driving, Oh my bro like and I ain't
like almost crashing up, but it's just like, nigga, what was you
just looking at? I don't even be remembering what the fuck I was looking
at. I just know I was looking at paying attention. And then I'm
like, damn, I'm driving, I am driving. I think I think
it's I think I think it's better for you to do that than motherfucker driving
with their phone in their hand. I'll be I'll be seeing motherfuckers don't even
be looking down the wire. Motherfuckers be like this, bro. Oh yeah,
it's better to do that than than down. As soon as you look
down that motherfucker. Soon as you look down, it's all hit the brakes.
Bro. I'll be one of them. I'm definitely not wanted. Should
death be up here, so I can see everything just to get a holder.
I don't know I got to that yet. I do need to get
one of the mother I saw mother fucker driving. I'll be driving the band
and ship seen the motherfucker driving on FaceTime with the with the phone on the
holder. I was like, huh, I've never even thought about that.
I know I'll be seeing people doing it every time I see. I was
like, I gotta get one of them, and they forget and be right
backing that motherfucker like this one hand. I can whip though the first time
when I was out in l A one time, this chick was rolling the
blunt on the highway. That's me, bro. If I can't, if
I can't run up, I definitely That's how I said. That's why I
say, if you ain't, no, you ain't no smoker. If you
can't roll that motherfucker up while you're driving. Bro, Hell nah, bro,
don't ever do that show with me in the car. Drive with the
knees, bro the legs. Bro. Bro, it only takes me.
It only takes me about forty five seconds to roll that motherfucker up. Yeah,
Bro, So I ain't wanna take it. Ain't gonna take long.
You you you've been, you been and did this and and it motherfucker done.
I'm wrecking shit. Wow, I'm wrecking ship. What I can't do?
Sit with my knees in the car. Pause. You can't, you
can't. You can't drive no hands? Paws? Fuck no. I used
to ride bikes no hands with my with my shirt and button. I remember
that I was trying to ride my bike. I tried to ride my bike
in the garage with no hands, and it was over. Bro. I
got one of those I got. I got a bus, not a bus,
the one of the kind of bike the motherfuckers riding when they do like
a cycle of ship. I got one of them. Can you ride them
like Linz Armstrong? Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah? Can you what?
Can you ride them? Motherfuckers with no hands? I don't know the business?
Too skinny the tires are so motherfucker skinny on them bitches. Bro,
you probably gott to be a professional bike I think I can do it for
a little bit, but now I can't turn a corner like I used to
be able to, and it could because my core. I probably can't now,
That's what I'm saying. I know for a fact, I'm not taking
my hands off the motherfucker bars down on the bike. I ain't a bike,
and so long the ship that we used to do on a bike,
I can't, I wouldn't. Dare Will is none of that ship. My
niece never got. My niece and them got bikes with pegs, and they
don't do nothing on the pigs but ride on the pigs. So they're but
they both got bikes, so there's no need for them to even ride on
the pigs. So when I got the bike, I'm putting my feet on
the pigs and I'm doing like tricks and ship. They was like, what
are you doing? We didn't know you could do that, bro, better
test ship out. We just did this ship on accident. Niggas was playing
playing Dave Mary, Tony Hawk and Dave Mary for sure, that was my
I've been playing Tony Hawk now, but I got Tony Hawk on the switch.
They married the bike one was BMX was death them They're better. Yeah
it was fun as Yeah he did pass away. God damn it. He
took his life in I think so, God damn it. Yeah, speaking
of taking lives, I think Nicki Minaj might now be the beef between Nicky
and Meg is deeper than they've been taking shots at each other. Yeah,
but I feel like it's It wouldn't be ignorant philosophy if I didn't try to
pick it apart a little bit. I feel like Nicki Minaj has had a
drug problem for since since back to back. When did that come out?
I can see, I can see twenty sixteen seventeen. I can see she's
had a drug problem since then. And I feel like she is the reason
why Meek Mill got on drugs and then meet Mill getting on drugs, started
to drake and meet beef because he felt the way because he was high,
because that's when he got on it. Whenever he got online and started raining
that nigga was hot in the motherfucker. I know, I know when the
motherfucker high and or you've just lame because he's still la, he's still postshit.
He lame now, but he's he's been lame. But I feel like
being high and lame with the Queen of Rap, you're lame. Feeling yourself.
He was feeling him, feeling yourself, You're feeling yourself, was feeling
himself. But I feel like Nicki Minaj And I think I said it on
one of the last part. I think she should stop rapping. Yeah,
yeah, I think I said that. I think I think her I think
I mean she did it to herself though, so but motherfucker keep poking to
her about her husband being a pedophile. What the fuck did you think was
going to exactly? That's why I said, you did she did it to
herself. What the fuck did you think he was gonna happen? And that's
why I don't like when women women, Uh, some of the decisions that
women make when they when they pick a partner because or just a just a
decision that they make period, just just anything like that a woman does by
her it's your choice, your decision, like and then you get whatever.
She don't. Got no advisors because nobody advised you differently to not fuck with
a pedophile like that, Like nobody tell you like, okay, you are,
Nikki, you know you're gonna get dragged for this, right right?
You went from Safari lame ass to a pedophile you met. You better off
staying with Safari Safari me. Then, yeah, like you don't know how
to pick man. Now, she's just corny just because she can rap me.
She's deaf, corny, corny, so it's like, yeah, she
corny is a motherfer and her brother was a pedophile too. Yeah, so
you just like pedophiles. That's crazy. She probably was touched Marion. She
probably was touched Marian. Yeah, but like that whole day, I don't
know, Like like I said at one point in time, I mean,
like when you first started to say what you said, big pot or whatever.
But bitch, you've been going for seventy two hours straight. You ain't
stopped talking yet. She couldn't wait. The bitch said she could. The
dolls gonna bark. Bit you've been barking since she can't. I mean,
you've been barking since being lame. Aside, if Meg the Stallion took a
shot at me, I'm on your ass, I'm on your ass. I'm
on your ass too. I don't think sure, I don't think Meg the
Stallion can rap good enough to not in the beef. Nah, she can't,
I don't think because that song really wasn't like that neither, it wasn't.
I was like, I don't like Meg the Stallion. I used to
I don't like Meg like Dane or don't like her neither. I like her
looks about it. I don't know if I don't I hear, but I
hear that. That's about it though for me sometimes, And I know I
said this to Cat, my own girl Cat, and she was like,
why do you believe Tori over Meghan? And I said, well, if
I was five or three getting beat up by somebody six six whatever in the
truck and I got a whistle, I'm shooting you. I don't even fuck
who you are, woman or not. You put your hands on me,
and you that much bigger than me, I'm shooting your ass. But that
aside, something about her screams fraudulent. Just something about her screams drunk fraudulent
to me, to me, And maybe I'm wrong, but I've never been
wrong about I actually think her friend did it, but yeah, or they
could have been fighting over it, like because motherfucker said she had the gun.
So I don't know. I don't know who had the gun. I
don't know who shot the gun. I just know that Meg the stallion for
me, doesn't give me so like women that women that I women that I
don't care for their music, but I think they might be solid her Ari
Lennox. Uh, But even Ari Lennox has given me you cried too much
vibes already. But I like I like Ari when she's not whining about like
something. But Meg Stallion to me, she just gives me, gives me
if you invite her to your house party, the cops are getting caught,
that's what That's what I get, like something, she's gonna do something,
she's gonna get out of hand. She's gonna be the one to trigger somebody
to do some ship and then she's gonna play victim. That's what she gives
me. So Nikki and her beefing fighting wise, I think make the Stallion
and beating death probably get her together or death your death mopper, And I
feel like too, I don't want to hear them more rap beef if niggas
ain't gonna squad because I need to see if you really like what you're talking
about. You're talking a lot because motherfuckers be rapping bru And I just think,
like, because like, what would you it ain't like back in the
day was on that if you if Drake and Kendrick got in a fight because
they got beef or they they haven't come out and said they got beef,
but they got beef. If Drake and Kendrick getting a fight and Kendrick washes
breake, it ain't even I'm talking about, not even fucking close, not
even close. Like somebody. You know how every fight video there is a
bitch in the background screaming. This mama is in this video screaming, get
off my baby, and you gotta drag Kendrick off of Drake. You wouldn't
look at Drake the same. You wouldn't even shut up, man, Shut
your ass up. Man, I already knew you were like this, but
now seen you get scraped. Shut up, scrape scraped. So I can't
talking about the women. I don't even think I wouldn't even think that he
would get women like that. I've seen niggas that get their ass beat all
the time. They got money, They cool, you know how. I'm
like, I don't know how mother bitch is a knowing nigga game and still
with them because they got bread. They don't give fun about that ship.
That's what they do. Bro bitch, just sit here and pretend all day.
I don't like that, and and and and want something totally different,
Like how would you feel just be okay with this ship? I'm nothing.
How would you feel the woman you're dating? What's fucking studs on the low?
I'm pissed. I'm mad as fuck. Bitch, you couldn't get a
film that you went and got a stunt that smoked blacks and smoking blacks,
and you and got a backpack pull of dicks. Yeah, I don't even
know how that's cheating. That's cheating, just as if she was going to
fuck with a nigga. I don't know. But back to the the the
beef. I don't want to hear them to rap against each other because I
don't even like nothing against women. I don't like women rap. I don't
like women. I want to hear a Lotto and Nikki. Ay, that's
a good one because a lot of a lot ofcoholder on ship, bro.
And she fine too, and she gives me she remind me my sister.
She reminded me. She she to me, she reminds me of a girl
who can fight her ass off and can joke like a motherfucker. They just
said she beat up Coy. I mean, I don't believe that, Bro.
She would have got arrested if she touched Coy Broquay like one hundred and
two pounds. Bro, Coy is little. Yeah, for sure, Coy
is fine too, man, gorgeous. Man. I'm gonna have to fight
bird too over a little bit. New York is so fine a little bit.
You have a little ass and get in my pocket. Bitch. You
be looking at these motherfuckers when they be on TV, and I guess,
like like talking like Beyonce and stuff like that. You look at them and
you be like, damn because of the start them, they just look so
much bigger. Like, Bro, when you see this person, little bro,
I said, I remember I seen Keisha call in person. Bro,
you told me how fine she was, boy, so fine. I couldn't
stop looking at her. I'm like, hey, if she's small, I
would tear you up. Boy, you boy ben it, but get it,
give me a chest. I would. I would probably whisper I love
you too, m h, I swear it. Oh my gosh, she's
so fine to me. She's so little to probably like five to one,
A little a motherfucker, a little on a bit. I see why women
like tall niggas. I see why they like them because just pick them smooth
up. Yeah, I'm definitely picking you up, little motherfucker. Oh my
god, I love short girl, but I do I want to hear.
I want to hear a lot of on NICKI Minaj make this die in.
I think it's over for her. I think it's over for her. Big
Shine, Uh hell it's over. And the Big Shane Tough too. He
just he's like, who is he? What can I say? Because he
because at one point in time, they was trying to get him in there
with Drakes, with the Drakes J Cole and out. J Cole went in
there, Jake Coleen in there, yet it was it was him, Kendrick
and and Drake J Cole. J Cole kind of snuck in that motherfucker.
Man, he's sluck in there. He really dope to Yeah, he really
hard. He really hard, Like always fucked with him, but he was
kind of boring to me. No, he's not born. He doing exactly
what I wanted him to do on the beat. I want you to wrap
on, start doing features with people. Now you start sucking with all the
youngsters and all hard bro and that makes him themn that that take him a
long way. Man. Yeah, I'm I'm I'm all for the name the
direct beef. I don't I don't want to direct beef. I don't want
to hear no subliminals. I want you to put a name on the bullet
and rap and wrap your ass off. And the problem is is that that's
what he be on. Niggas don't be rapping no more. So you can't
melody a motherfucker out. You can't. You can't for that, damn man.
Yeah that's different. And you think and then a young and then a
young beef really be beef, So I don't be that. Ain't the beef
I want. Let's start that. If y'all can't fight and just fuck that
ship, broy, don't even say nothing about me if you can't fight.
Yeah, Like, I ain't trying to kill nobody. I ain't trying to
be killed. Motherfucker. You got families out here, like all that should
be just weak. Yeah. I feel like I feel like if this podcast
is the rappers are like, I feel like, if you don't, if
you can't, if you can't do but so many push ups, you should
not be able to use one of these. As a man, I don't
feel like I don't even know for real, because a lot of y'all say
some ship, they get y'all smacked in the mouth, and y'all just be
saying ship, and it'd be like, what the fuck are you even talking
about? My thing is this? If you can't do push ups, you
shouldn't be trying to fight anybody. Anybody shut up? What are you as
a talking tough like the whole changing the tire, changing the oil, like
all of that ship that women think a man is? I think if you
can't do fucking push up, you are not a man. Sorry, not
for real. You can't do a push up, my niggas. Motherfucker's be
getting winded a push up I could see pull ups. Pull ups is tough.
You should still be able to do one of them. Month. You
should be able to do one. Motherfuckers have never been able to do one
ever. I remember in the gym not being able to climb the rope.
Yeah, that's that's shit tough, though, ain't tough. That ship her
the hand my hand thousand hurt. We used to have to do it.
I could do it, but that ship hurts. I ain't gonna let him.
Hand got hurt. You got motherucker, can't put no gloves on.
Fuck you mean, nigga, I gotta slide down when I get up there.
That ship about to burn, my motherfucker, that ship is about the
burn. Yeah, for sure, you're just so sick of I'm just sick
of niggas. And I've always been able to do push ups the same because
I always I've always been able to do push up. Academics bitch ass,
no death, academics bitch ass. Though for academic I don't. I don't
follow that nigga if I see his ship because somebody sent it to me something
like that. But that's the niggas that I don't like. Bro. I
don't like niggas like him, brow. What's up, bitch? He's up,
bitch bro. He talks ship, Bro. He always into it with
bitches, bro, and don't want to talk ship to niggas, and he
just always got some ship to say and then he won't fight you. I
don't like niggas like that. That's a job. I don't like that ship
bro, Like, don't you real, bro? Nah? I just I
don't like people that start shipped and then play victim like we talked about with
Megan. I don't like people like that. That's why I don't like Charleston
White. I love he be real, don't he be saying? And I
fuck with him because he you know what I'm saying, he bet himself.
He really. But I don't like the contradicting ship. I don't like how
you start some ship and then you play victim and try to get my fucker
locked up when you're doing ship, better get your ass beat, bro.
Like, It's just it ain't cool because it was niggas like that in school.
They ain't like. It was a niggasround neighborhood like that. Ain't like
they don't make no difference. Bro. I don't I ever met a nigga
like Charleston White in my life. Not not super extra like him, he's
super. He's super dumb dog extra. He's super dump And the only remember
in the hood that acted the way that nobody liked this rat Yeah raight,
but rat cool the motherfucker. But he was just he was just childish as
fuck. That he was just challeished as he was just childish as fufucker.
They used to pick on him and ship though, but he used to be
talking ship. But he here back of your fight. Yeah, lose or
lot, he'll fight. But now I'll be saying, on this ship and
he don't be on this ship where he at. He he got the dogs
and ship be winning all the competitions too. Hell yeah, man, I
just be think about niggas from the hood. Man, I do too all
the time. I remember he was talking abouttle Curtists. Somebody just told me
that seeing him, he had just he just got out. He was locked
up real ye oh, hold on. But he was always handsome. Yeah,
that nigga had the hole he had. He was nigga dress everything like
when you a year older than me? My nigga, how you how you
dressed like this? Are you so? Why is your wrist? Why is
your ris? So? I was like, bro, why are you gliding?
He was a smooth nigga. Bro, you can't wasn't driving. Nigga
was walking Frost of the bitch shoes never had a cree in them. You
just walked from twenty third to the park to the park. How's your shoes
still pristine? No dust, no cresh here, it's chilling at the park
with us. All that you still clean? Saw Larry I used I used
to see Larry. I used to see Larry all the time. Bro,
that was the goofiest nigga. I ain't seen minute I see my goofiest nigga.
And he had the motherfucker mean ass dog. They got a pit bull
mixed with a rock roller. I remember he came back from uh either he
came back from down South one summer nigga and did the slipping slide. I
said, the Mississippi. Yeah, I said, oh my god. And
then that's when we got everything late. So that's when the volume four no.
I was like, oh, she said, yeah, they got that
down there doing this ship. I said, oh, this nigga going crazy.
Man growing up in the hood, man, it be crazy. Just
it's so many people, females and niggas that I be like, Damn,
I really ain't seeing you like no more in my life. I didn't who
I know that. Sorry y'all. This ain't got nothing to do with y'all,
but yeah, they definitely feel it. Remember Matthew and uh Matthew and
Corey them had a cousin named Jasmine. She was Jasmine and Justin and allum,
I'll be seeing them Johnny passed away. Damn, I never see Jazzmine.
You follow on social media? Yeah, I follow her justin need that
the little this all of them, Yeah, for sure, that was my
nigga. Man. Just some people just like like people like that, I
make sure I find like I type in certain people names to just look for
him. I'll get on Facebook. I look for people. I've seen the
yearbook of the other day and I'm like, uh, where the fuck you
being. I'm seeing my like, oh my god, I want to know
if they're still alive. Like, let me type in names. This little
white girls that that was my friends back in the day. All that when
you when you find them and you message them, they be like, oh
my god, you guy. I found this girl. I found a yearbook
somebody brought when I worked at the zoo. When I worked at the zoo,
one of the guys that I was in grade school with, white dude,
brought the yearbook to the zoo and was like, here, you can
have them. I started looking at I'm telling you, my god, teachers
and all certain that my favorite teachers and ship I'm following them finding them on
Facebook. I didn't want to go to my I didn't want to go to
l C and Ben Davis and get yearbooks and then look motherfuckers up. And
that's what like see, I don't know what the fuck I used to be
on. Like, I just really didn't care about all that ship. Like
I wish I would have got my varsity jacket and my class room like all
that ship, senior picks. I wouldn't. I didn't care about that ship.
Like, but I'm shocked you play yearbooks. I never bought a yearbook.
I didn't. I'm like, man, fuck all this ship. Yeah,
I didn't think. I didn't. I didn't get none of that ship
either. I didn't get I went to Northwest Man, that ship was the
Jankis fuck too. I think I went to the navors. That ship was
expensive as a motherfucker, and I found out how much the ship calls.
I said, specive in Northwest to I'm not about that moment for this,
nigga, I can't even get George thinking about ask some motherfucking pictures, niggas,
some pictures. I can't even get all that ship. I just didn't.
You can't get the PS two, nigga. Think I'm gonna ask the
motherfucking pictures, Nigga. I can't get nothing, she said, Just to
get the gallon and just I'm just gonna pay for the gallon. And we
didn't have to pay for that ship. The gallon in the hat and the
hat. Yeah, niggas, niggas, you gotta pay for everything in this
world. That's ship weak, that ship weak as fuck. Stress and then
free with stress still fucked up. I saw mother fucking video where they were
talking about how much people are paying and mortgages, rent and childcare, and
I was like, bro, this is all a scam. Scamro this is
a scam. And and brot, I ain't said this out loud and I'm
down there, don't even want to say it on this motherfucker, but I
was. I was looking at the year, like, we need to get
a bitch run this mornuck. We need to have another pain that another partner,
this income household is not working board and try being one need to for
sure gonna lie. Definitely, motherfucker's definitely we need to bring another bit of
feel me, look at me for the for the cost benefits. Because they
don't understand, bro niggas understand, nigga, their pressure is applying to everybody.
The pressure is hidden. Yeah, man, that is the and the
childcare. That's if you if you are my friend on Instagram, Eric Dizzy
dot audio. I need all of y'all to comment on my redesigns. I'm
gonna start doing one a week. Redesigns is me stripping the video of audio
and then putting all the audio back how I feel like it should have went.
Because I'm on LinkedIn, I gotta put the ship. I'm trying to
get more exposure because niggas the job market is so crazy that I gotta start
beefing up my motherfucking portfolio. And I'm like, bro, I know I
got an audience. I need my audience to I need the audience to go
over there and drop nuts us brouh. And I feel like there needs to
be a more concentrated effort and niggas forming groups and not necessarily getting support from
the groups, but the groups going to niggas post and going under the post
and just turning up. If you have a graphic designer or a videographer or
a cake baker or whatever the fuck, you need motherfuckers under your post to
boost up the motherfucking algorithms needs you to go to the link to my website
and just look at it. You don't even gotta get nothing. Just get
on that motherfucker some type of traffic, some type of some all that ship,
bro, all that shit really really really motherfucking matter. I don't know
how niggas is out here by theyself with full custody. Durian's little friend,
his mom Brouh. She tells me how much you gotta She tells me how
much all of this shit costs, that me and si Aer gotta split.
And she's like, I gotta do this shit by myself. I like it
should be tough man for sure. Y'all better get a motherfucking mommy's club,
daddy's club, and niggas just start rooming because this ship is being out here
by yourself. It's stupid, it's dumb. Motherfuckers just be worried about what
everybody else got to think. Your own space. Fuck that my own space
ship. That shit's overrated, overted because you only really spend time in one
room anyway, the living room in your bedroom, the only two rooms you
got. Niggas got multiple bedrooms. Niggas got the motherfucking dining area down,
never even being I saw. I walked by motherfucker's apartment one day and they
had the whole living room as their bedroom. And in my mind, I
was thinking, this is the biggest room in the house. Should be the
mother for bed room. This should be the mother who told us the living
room gotta be the living room. We can be We can put the whole
mother the living room. I don't even live in the living room, niggas
is the living room for niggas? Go to the living room and just uh
uh, what is that a preheat they sleep to go to bed like they
go to the living room. Let me go on the warm up, right,
his motherfucker round down, Just wind down a little bit. Motherfuckers don't
want to watch TV in the bed and get fat, so they watch TV
on the couch and say it's gonna take a little little bit off of me
when I walk to the living room. And then when I walk back to
the room, I got a little workout for the day. Uh, what's
the best what's the best layout for a living room? Like? Is it?
Are you? Are you? Are you a minimalist nigga? Or what
do you if you if you had the bread, would you have how would
you have your living room be decorated? Because I think the older I get
the more. I'm like, man, there's too much ship in here.
I don't want a lot of ship. Nah, I don't want a lot
of ship. I just want to look nice though my ship. I need
the rugs and plants playing. I need. I need. I need a
little touch on my ship. I need some pictures and shipped around this motherfucker.
Hm. I'm just front of your in that motherfucking the tv M.
I think my aunt Donnad Donna got the Donna got the nicest living room set.
Her ship is comfortable, man, but that'd be the worst. Don't
get no comfortable couch. Gonna be sleep on that bitch. She definitely sleep
on that motherfucker slipping like a motherfucker on the couch. Get your all ass
up, you sit on this motherfucker. I used to got a couch,
nigga, that's how donnad couch is. Niggabove got a couch, Nigga.
That's so fucking soft, nigga. I'll be like, bro, what standing
up? Because, motherfuck I'm gonna go to sleep if I roofie couch.
Bro kind of drug me. Yeah, what y'all trying to do? This?
Motherfucker trying to kidnap me, y'a trying to get me. I'm not
sleepy right now, y'all trying. I'm trying to watch this game. Yeah,
I can't wait for it to motherfucking stop raining. Bro. Bro,
it don't rain for dimmer seventy six days straight. Bro, it's but cold
is the motherfucker? Is it fucking winter or is it fucking spring? Ship?
It's goddamn wing wing wing. They more fucking combining and combining and the
ships because once this is up, once this is done, him howard anymore
weeks we got of this? It might be two or three more weeks.
This ship is up February second, ground all day, right, I don't
know when ground February second, So we're gonna see y'all. I don't remember.
Is it the shadow show or not show? I don't know. I
never understood how white people even got that, how they even got that concept
in the oh were there go the goddamn ground Hall? Yeah, weird shadow?
Six more weeks of winter? Like what six more weeks? That's crazy.
I don't even want to hear talk like that. We have to shadow.
But the whole motherfucking country except Florida was colding the motherfucker bro. It
was cold and a bitch everywhere with Florida cold than the motherfucker man. And
our garage ain't insulated, so I mean, our garage ain't heat it.
So it's cold, colding the bitch in there, and the kids want to
run around like kids don't feel cold. We tried to get the kids in
the motherfucking car. They run around the motherucking car. They're trying to play
the giggle and sh I know, kids crazy heat or nothing. I feel
all that ship now, I'd be like what I ain't no fucking way.
I was playing football and this ship. We was outside, Nigga, playing
basketball. I know, I know in your backyard didn't have no shade.
Nah, I had no shape back there cause we cut that big ass tree.
They didn't cut that big ass tree if it got struck by lightning,
and y'all didn't have grass. So we were in the backyard playing and what
looked like the backyard of sandlot man Nigga. But look, I was so
scared when that motherfucking tree got struck by lightning and fell and hit my window,
my window right there in my room, right there. So I was
already scared because remember you remember on polar Geist, Remember when the tree came
through and snatched a little boy and trying to pull It's always used to think
that tree nigga ever since then. I used to be like, that tree
is gonna try to fucking get me. One day, and when that ship
happened, Bro, I thought it was yours was grass, but I thought
that motherfucker was trying to grab me. I thought your ass was grass.
What I thought that motherfucker was trying to eat me Pauls poetry, guys,
was was terrifying. That's when the little white girl got stuck into the TV.
Bro, like that ship was crazy. That made nigga I don't even
want to watch TV. You know what other movie was scared as motherfucker past
cemetery, No, I'm about to fuck you up? Was eating gilpil Grade
man what because Leo should have won an award. I thought he was how
the own my mama? You know that was them the one of at the
beginning of his rear or two. I death thought that Nigga was. I
remember seeing that Nigga and other ship like now you ain't slow, yeah,
and they had the obese mama and burn the house down. That movie was
crazy. Man couldn't even get her out of the fucking house. Bro,
that movie was crazy. That was the first six hundred pound club, six
hundred pounds life did motherfucker's be big? Bro? He was so retarded,
Bro, Paul, I mean, you know I saw about Paul. I
don't even know. Take it back, I don't want to say retarded.
Uh he was so he played. He played that ship so good man.
The nigga climbed up to God Damn the nigga kept. He was retarded for
real. Bro. I don't know who he studied, but he studied the
motherfucker life. I said, Bro, he cold, Bro, he was.
He was Johnny depp Cole too. Ever, since Your Hand, that's
one of my favorite movies. I don't think I've ever seen them from starting
quinlish playing brothing start to finish. That was Handed. That ship I watched
today, I've never seen it from start to finish. And one of the
ones I ain't never seen the Wood from start to finish. I never seen
Brown Sugars start to faceing me neither, because I can't really get into brown
Sugar like that or Love Jones. That' shit cool, but that should be
O Love Jones. I watched it recently. That always about nothing, nothing,
bro. I was like, are y'all talking about this ship week?
That ship is about nothing and it's toxic as fun, talking as fuck this
week ass movie and Loving Basketball was alright week the motherfucker. I don't know
how. I don't even know if I liked it. Not lathing like that.
I think I think Kyler Pratt, they should redo Loving Basketball. Kyler.
I used to love tonight, like the too until the Family that praise.
I like that. Bitch fuck her? What's that movie? Uh?
Tyler Pratt movie? Well, she was sucking with the white dude and she
had a husband, but she's fucking with the white dude. She's about leab
her husband for the white dude and everything. And I was psych bitch,
I leave my wife for you? Thought this was I ain't never seen.
No, you don't got nobody. I try to stay away from Tyler Perry
movies. Man. For some reason, they get too hard, they be
real, they be too like he just switched a different wrap, go get
a white family. No. I like I like Boo, I like Boo,
I like the I think it was the first Boo the scary movie.
Oh yeah, thatsh it was funny that it was funny. I like that
one. But go do some shit like that. Now. It was a
lot. It's a lot of those movies like and the reason why I say
love Jones as a writer, as somebody who I'm not gonna call myself a
writer, but I can't write as a writer. I just feel like the
premise of the idea was cute. You go to a poetry slam, you
meet a girl, I mean, you see a girl. Then you stalk
the girl. Now you know. You go to the record store, you
see the girl again. Then you ask your friend for the address to check
add whatever what however he got the fucking address. Go to the crib is
it just gives toxic immediately gives it gives you death. Give Joe and then
they break up. They break up on some bullshit. She go about her
life and career. Then they realized they love each other. That she comes.
It's just a lot, man, And I think I think we thought
it was good because we were young. But if you watch that ship now,
if you're watching for the first time, because now we get stuck in
the nostalgia ship, if you watching for the first time, you'd be like,
man, this ship is stupid. Man me alone just fine as a
mind. He put her on anything, niggas, you could have been in
anything. Mama. She was in soulful and I loved her. Oh yeah,
she was. I love soulful too. That the dumb as a motherfucker
too, was dumb as a motherfucker too, because we thought we thought that,
uh, the prissy, the lawyer sister was the bitch, the one
that got her husband, her husband. She we thought she was the bitch,
and she was the one keeping the whole mother fucking family together, and
the whole family was I can unappreciative that this motherfucker she was a bitch though
she was. Man, y'all have some broke ass people. You keep asking
me for money and y'all not even We need to figure out how we're gonna
do this ship, and y'all keep talking about values and no, no,
nigga, we gotta wh're gonna take care of this motherfucking house. I'm tired
of paying for this motherfucking house. Who's gonna know you need you need to
stop dating this nigga. This nigga going to jail. It's just so much
ship man. And again I was he was going to jail because it ain't
ass manch ship Uh the last time he went. Would you get would your
cousin? Would you get mad? If? Would you get mad if he
ain't even touch her? Though? Would you get mad if your girl pissed?
I already had this tall Yes, I'm mad as fu bitch, don't
don't Then then then this nigga coming in here on that yeah oh yeah coler,
Yeah that's what I used to call her. Yeah, yeah, I
just did some favorite for old friend, like because your bitch asked out my
face the smokers with him. But I'm saying though, but but now it's
with you because you did that ship behind my back, and it's got this
nigga coming up to me at work on some bullshit. I see both.
You know what I'm saying. So now I'm gonna come to you and I'm
gonna say something. I ain't touch you or nothing, but I'll just let
you know you gotta be fucked up. That's all he did. Came to
the fuck, slammed the door, bitch, and left. They thought he
beat her up and there ain't even touching. Now your cousin came over here
and I gotta beat their ass and put a pistol on them, and now
I'm going to jail. You know a movie, whatever movie was crazy Players
Club, Players Club for sure, and that they need to do a new
Players Club. Now, I would love to see what he's raiding them.
Do a new players kid, that should probably be dope to do it.
I say, certain ship remakes can be done right if the right people get
them. That Players Club? Why because why he raided her like that?
Why he do that? Like that whole little situ was fucked up? Why
you come here by myself? That was crazy bro? And Ice Cubes character
is confusing because he reminds me of the fans him and him and old Boy
when I want some undercovers. Yeah, like now it reminds me like when
I watch it as an adult, I'm like, why were y'all acting like
that? Y'all act like cops? They were acting like cops. Who was
trying to fuck ebony? Yeah? They was acting. They could have they
work for Saint Louis undercovers, But now they wasn't worked for Saint Louis,
did they? They just with some motherfuckers from the hood that was at that
strip club all the time. Remember, because they fought the Nobody wanted to
get murded, fought Luke and them little people. Nobody want to get murdered.
They need to They need to remake Baby's Kids, but like real life,
like how they do it? Like I see that ship man man what
that should be hard? It needs to be a kid's movie though, I
mean, it just needs to be like Baby's Kids. It needs to be.
It needs to be who who would you want to do it? Let
me see Nickelodeon, HBO, Netflix, Hulu, Amazon, Uh, Netflix,
I want Kekelodeon to do it, or Disney I want Kelodeon to do
it, Nickelodeon, Inglodeon to do it. I don't know, because I
don't know. I'm just saying how they how they made the beauty and beasts
and the lad and all the real life are you talk about just the live
action aspect of it like a real life movie? Though, I'm talking about
how I want to feel kids And then it's like the same concept like the
Kids was bad and bad Mama Boom, like you can have who I said
it was somebody that was perfect to could have played that. They could play
who Buddy was? Well? Did the old and fat now fat face,
fat face lie f one. Fat Little Real could play that motherfucking Lirel.
I can see little Little Real could play that mother fucking Then like the kids
have a little more the paper, I think, I think they're going to
the pot. I think need to be uh, you know who I want
to see And I don't know if she would be good for this, but
the principal from Abbot Elementary, Oh yeah, she could play fucking hilarious.
That could play what was it? What was her name? What was the
girl name? Khalil? What was that the Camille? I don't know,
but she is fucking hilarious and she's fine too. Oh I love it.
She is funny. That's crazy because she started from that one video A large
Now you're talking about youre talking about quin You're talking about Quinta. You're talking
about Quentin. I'm talking about the principal from Abbot Elementary. Oh, the
principle. You gotta watch the show. I do, because I always seen
it a little bit talking about Quina. Did she just win something though?
She came along way? That's tight from vine my niggas from Vine, A
lot of them. Motherfucker's been coming from Vine. May be out here maybe
on ship. Yeah, I think, I think, I think more people.
I think. I think with that Vine thing, we all over the
place. But I think with the Vine thing, for me, I feel
like those those people from Vine, like Batch and whatever. The other niggas
was all on there, but they had a group of mothers. Yeah,
it was a group of them. And I found out that buddy to Woody,
w what's woodya Woody to play on play Bobby brown Yess Yeah, yeah,
you got a dream man. When you got that ship, that ship
can come to fruition. That's kind of that's why I'm doing these redesigns.
You gotta do. You have to, you gotta you have to find a
village of people, and you have to give the village a purpose. And
I think too many people want the ship to just fall me. I know
that's my problem. I just want shit to just wake up and it's there.
Damn No, I know, I gotta put in some work, man.
Everybody want to be a part of a game. And that's that's that's
something that I keep it in the back of my mind, like all right,
everybody want to be a part of something, so you have to be
able to pull the people together and make it and centivize everybody else. But
yeah, because I was I was going through stories on Instagram, and I
was like, I never watched stories ever, and I just started going through
all the people and I was like, damn, I wonder how they feel
about me never watching their story. Yeah, that motherfuckers did feel a way
about that shit. Yeah, so that's but I was like, Damn,
I don't watch I watched the first three or four that ship. I was
like, thirty people knowing ship. I mean, it really ain't gotta be
I know. I just if I follow you, I'll just be going through
what I ain't doing. Ship. I'm just going through stories and just looking
and seeing what people are doing. They got going ship like that. All
Star Weekend's gonna be lit, man. I just I just want people to
just keep all the negativity ship got like gone with this ship, like wishing
Wishing is dash sh it, Like it's gonna be weak. You'a going to
bars like all that. Bro. Now, the reason why I don't got
no money to go. I don't got no money like that neither though,
So that's why I said, somebody, somebody gonna find where I need to
be. Somebody hit me up and ask me when I do audio from somewhere,
And I was like, yeah, that's that's because that's the only way
that, yeah I go, I'm really just going around trying to sell ship.
Yeah. But I feel like because the super Bowl was such a success
and everybody that went said they had a great fun time, I feel like
I feel like it might be something like that. It is like they're gonna
have so I don't even feel like you gotta go. You just go downtown
and they're gonna have. It's gonna be shipped to do everywhere. Bro,
Like it's crazy. Like with super Bowl, it was just so much ship
to do. They have fucking zip line downtown like it was crazy. Yeah,
it's it's so much shit going on. Like nobody can say there was
nothing to do. It's so many goddamn parties. But how do you how
do we feel? How do we feel now that covid is going crazy in
the streets? How do you feel about that with all start coming? Man?
It is what it is, that ship been out here. Mm hmm.
So you're gonna raw dog it. I've been raw dog it. S
the fuck said. I ain't been putting a mask on, been putting a
mask on. I ain't about to start. I think I'm gonna put a
mask on. If I go downtown, I'm going to put a mask on,
probably because it's people from area, because I have to come back to
small children. So that's that's the only reason. But if I didn't have
small children, I'm putting no kind of on my face. But yeah,
I think because a lot of motherfucker's flying, like you said, from everywhere,
man, everywhere, it's gonna be people from everywhere. Yeah, I
wonder how many motherfucking podcasters it's gonna be in the city. I wanted to
reach out to a few of them, but I was I ain't even write
niggas in my crib, and I don't even want to. I think if
I don't even I don't even care. Yeah, I mean only motherfuckers podcast
I don't really fuck with none of the other little podcasts. I fuck with
a lot of sports podcasts though, So that's about it. Oh No,
I just want to I want to go. I want to have something.
I want to go to with their child. They do that ship I had
with c I never knew how that ship was. That's all you just saw.
I never wanted there. I always hear hard about it and ship like,
what's that? Nigga? Men see you're going that motherfucker. I eat
about three pounds of lamb. No cap y'all get the one thing where they
do the portions and no all you eat, you can eat what they just
bring the meat around. What I'm saying that they're just walking up to you.
Whenever you got your ship flipped over, that's I get cool with the
motherfucker. Was like, hey, give me this whole thing of lamb.
We were like, what give me the whole thing? Can you do that?
I don't know. We'll give me three all right, boy going,
I only go for the lamb. That's that's you're the best, the best
bang for your buck. I ain't about to go and buy the ship.
I'm gonna go and eat this motherfucker. That's worth it to you. It
is worth it. That's me man. Being married, we can get out
of here after this. Being married, there are pockets of time where I
love my wife the most, and fog of their child is it's one of
the moments because we always go on our anniversary and it's in our anniversaries in
the summertime. And then we got we got a hotel room, so we
ain't got to come back home, So that that that that little day or
those two days when we ain't got the kids and we get to drink and
we get to eat all you want and we don't even really fuck like that
you want to go to bed the hotel bed be feeling great. Those pockets
of time makes this time that we're going through right now, which is not
a bad time, but the kids are sleep regressing, so that means that
meat or my wife is sleeping like that. It makes it makes like it
makes all of this ship worth it a little bit, you know what I
mean, because a lot of the times the ship ain't gonna be uh,
peaches and cream. This shit ain't gonna be peatures and cream. And when
she got in the period, she got my fucking nerves. Monsters, even
monsters, you can be a monster, but we can fight, That's what
I'm saying, Like, Hey, at that motherfucker, the hormones are you
fucked up? Whooped around? This motherfucker? Take you to the twelve four.
Yeah, yeah, I feel like I and I and you know what
my goal is. Another reason why I'm doing these motherfucking redesigns is is that
I don't feel like financially we can have those pockets of time as much as
I would like to have those pockets of time, because pockets of time costs
cost That's what I said. I just I just need to get to where
I'm comfortable as well I can do what I want to do when I want
to do it. That's sound I'm trying to get too. I ain't trying
to be the richest motherfucker in the world. I just want to be able
to live like I want to take my family on the trick. I don't
even know where I want to take my girls. And where do you want
to go with your kids? If you get if you can go when my
kids, I want to I want to go to Disney. I've never been
to Disney my my all of them being before the kids were Disney without you.
Every my kids as took them a lot of them when they were younger,
though, so they kind of don't remember. But I don't want to
go to Disney. I don't my anxiety will be. Yeah, I don't,
but I do. You know what I'm saying. I only wanted to
go. I only wanted to go when Nickelodeon was there, probably back in
the day death, when I was a kid. I wanted to go back.
Give me some slime. I want to I want to go receive.
I want to go to Answerdam. Of course you do. I want to
go to of course. Of course. I always wanted to go there.
Jamaica, of course, of course, Bahama's of course, name and all
the weak places. Hey they we boo boo and Jamaica. I'll be hearing,
though. I want to go somewhere where they got the fire is mushrooms.
That's where I want to go when Mother touched the sky. I'm gonna
I'm gonna start before I go, before All Star Weekend with mushrooms. Cap
what. I don't believe you? I am trust you. Gotta plug.
I got a couple people have been telling me, Yeah, my nigs that
do it, They're like, whenever you're ready, just every time I think
about it, I'm doing it. This weekend. I'll be like, you
know what, next weekend, I'm cool. I don't you know, I
don't got time to be spasing that she only lasted like two hours, Bro,
two hours as long as a motherfucker up like twenty hours. I swear
to God, Bro brouh. And and now that I have kids, I'd
be like, funk, I want to do it now that I have kids,
so I can see where it takes me and see what see what the
universe tell me. But brouh, because one time I went one of the
times when we first had Dori and I smoked some weed, Bro, and
I was just looking at them. Bro. It was times when I when
I first became a dad where I was like, this was a mistake.
Oh, this is a motherfucker was you? I was just looking at him,
cry, Bro, and I was just like, oh, hell Na.
I was like, Bro, this nigga because it's case was the only
one that cried like that. Though I was high, Bro, and he
sounded like a fucking robot. Bro. I was like, I don't want
to tweet that was weed whole day on some weed. Bro. I was
like, Bro, what the I was? I was half weed, Bro,
And I got really really paranoid, and I was like, I see
how Chrispin walk kill his whole family that's I swear to for real. I
said, oh my god, this, Why would I Why did I get
married? I started thinking about all of that ship, like why did I
do? Like why not? Because I was unhappy in all of it,
but the constant responsibility of all of it. I was like, Bro,
I'm married all day. I gotta be mindful of my wife all day.
I got a kid all fucking I got watch everything, do everything everything I
said, I move yeah, and I didn't. And I didn't the factor
in being responsible when I made the decision to shoot the club up, shoot
the shoot the club that motherfucker up, and then think about I didn't think
about nothing, Bro. I was like, fuck that up three times,
three times, bro. And when we came home with the girls, I
was like, oh I did it again. Oh my man, that one.
That one probably different because it was two of them. That my god,
bro. And when we when she had the motherfuckers, bro, I
was in the room with her because they cut her open, so I was
like, I gotta be here. Yeah, I ain't about to kill my
girl. The girls started crying, obviously because they knew borns. But when
it it didn't dawn on me that it was too little bitches screaming at the
top of their lungs for milk or for comfort. I said, oh my
god, and we still got a son. Oh, I said, this
is a mistake twins. I was like, God, I'd have been scaredify.
I was terrified, Bro, no cat twins. I was terrified,
Bro, no cat. I always thought I was gonna come my mama and
daddy a twin, So I alway used to be like, man, that's
shocking that you ain't gotten It's probably Jenica, but she ain't having no kids,
so it's over. It's over for the twins popping out anywhere around this
motherfucker. Yeah, that ship. It was like, like, I don't
know, man. That was We had guys night over Derek House, me
Cavin autumn and we was talking about parenting and I said, bro, don't
none of y'all in here know what it's like to be me? And he
was like, we all got kids. I said, Bro, you only
got one. You ain't win none of your kids mamas. You ain't with
none of your kid his mama. So your kids, this, this,
and that you only get to I said, y'all don't know what it's like
to have three under three at the same time in the house with you,
Bro, day you do not know, and I didn't. I didn't want
to be little their journey, but I was like, y'all, dann that
be little in my journey. Nigga, Yeah, y'all, I don't know
what this ship is. It's constant twenty four Mama. I can't go downstairs
just when I had to have case for like a month straight, like when
her mom was in the hospital. Nigga, I'm gonna change everything perspective like
a motherfucker. Bro, I gotta get it ready for school all. I
gotta find a way to make sure she somebody to pick her up when she
get get off the bus because I'm still at work like all that stuff,
and then got a feed her and bather every day. The biggest struggle right
now, blood is figuring out a work schedule to where I don't have to
send my kids to daycare. That's the first caveat. The second caveat is
if it's at night, I don't really feel comfortable leaving my wife at home
with all three. Well, I go to work, but if I do
get a night jime job, when the fuck am I going to sleep because
when I get off, she's going to work. I'ma be tired of that's
that's that's that's over with thought. Bro. I gotta sell cracky. I
got that. That's that's how they make it. That's how they catch our
ass up. Damn, we're gonna make it to where they gotta work check
for check, got to bro, they gonna need it. They gonna come
back to this, They gonna come back to this job. But they need
it, you know what. You know what you know what fucks things up
is when like her, her her dad died, so her mom is in
this big ass house by herself. So when this leases up, we're getting
asked about of here and we're going there now, rent gone, childcare gone
boom, that's out of we not doing under that ship. But if we
didn't have that option, Bro, trying to buy a house right now,
it's crazy. Bro. Everything, I'm like, Bro, all that ship,
everything, everything, how it's hell? I said, Bro, that's
what I said. Bro. You know how mother fuckers be doing these trying
to get houses and ship. You got people that do what they do and
ship man. They I'm like, bro, I don't get how people be
doing illegal ship and trying to tax. How you trying to tax? And
this is what this is the legal hell what you're doing. It's like what
you mean, I'm trying to think with your column, so like say your
credit up, but youre trying to get apartment right, you got people out
here that's taxing for the the fake pas stuffs, this and that and that
and so right boom, like I got this house boom boom, one bedroom,
two bedroom, whatever it is. You gotta pay, of course,
which is the same, but the amount that you have to pay them,
it's like, why would I pay you that much? That's them the rent,
Like you want me to pay the eleven hundred alight the movie? Okay,
that's cool. I know I'm gonna have to pay that. Then I'm
gonna have to pay the deposit or whatever or you know what I'm saying.
The other amount that's the same as that, But then you want me to
pay you eight hundred dollars. Oh yeah, like what I've done it before.
It was never that high inflation. Inflation, my ass, bro,
we both we both get in trouble if we get caught. Motherfucker bruh.
I had to hit up somebody, and the other day, I only want
taking a chance, motherfucker. I had somebody the other day. I was
like, hey, man, you know any scammers, Like, let's get
out this bullshit. Stop trying to act like you don't know what I'm talking
about. I know, you know scammers. That's that's the ipe. Even
there was a lot of people scamming down today. The ain't no wrong with
it. Ship. Oh but I know I'm trying to be a part of
the risk. Don't play crazy. Yeah, don't trying to tell me put
me on. I ain't trying to scam. I ain't trying to scam.
I'm trying I need this and that. Yeah, for sure. Like it's
a lot of people who they got motherfuckers who scam, and they know motherfuckers
who can get me, get you a front row ticket. They do what
they do, and all you got to do is pay half, you know
what I'm saying, or whatever you want, get it. They like ship,
that's how people do. That's it. I ain't not going to do
what you do. I ain't paying half. I don't want to pay half,
you don't want to pay No, won't pay for that. No paying
a third God O God, I'm trying to pay. If you half,
I understand that you're taking the risk, but you want me to pay.
You want me to pay? Yeah, no, I guess no, No,
never mind, because right now it just seems like I'm being ungrateful for
the scammers. I would say, because given half what you go to.
If I want to say, if I want a microphone that's twelve hundred,
twelve hundred, you give them six hundred. I don't have six. I
was trying to get so I can sell it. I don't have six.
I don't got six. Maybe I should start wanting ship. I want something
that's six, and then give them three. I ain't got the three,
but then that motherfucker ain't gonna be shipped. I got the three either.
Tough, it's really tough. I'm about to find me as it ain't right
now. Ship. I need, I need, I need to play.
I need to play, man. I can see how. I can see
how motherfucker go dry to Mexico for the work I didn't understand, but now
I understand a lot of SHIP. Definitely see how motherfuckers hurting out here.
Bro still ATMs out of stores. I definitely see it, especially when like
you, like, bro, if you think about it like this, my
parents, listen hypothetically my parents one was on drugs and one was absent.
There was really no guidance. I had nobody helping me prepare for the future.
I didn't actually be here. I'm here now. And then you get
old, got to make away. Now I gotta make away. But now
I got all types of learning disabilities and ship like that because I got a
whole bunch of mental mental blocks because of the way that I was raised.
And I got a job, but the job only paying me x amount of
dollars, but rent is crazy. I got child support, that's crazy.
I got this. I got that. Bro. It's not meant for you
to enjoy life at this current moment if you didn't have somebody putting you in
the game and putting you in the right situation. And we just talked this
yesterday, like it's crazy. It's gonna be rough for you, like rough,
bro, especially if and then if you got motherfuckers just just always doing
shit for you whenever you ask and not really showing showing you that shit,
it'd be hard too. So it's just like and then everything is going up
around this motherfucker. But the pain. Everything is going up, and everybody's
everything is going up, but the pain, and everybody's laying people off too.
So it's just like I'm on LinkedIn every day and I just keep saying
hundreds and hundreds of people being laid off by Google. They talking about getting
the I T getting into this nigga. They just laid out three thousand people
in I T all these motherfucker robots and ship they Man, they ain't about
to need motherfucker work ships off. Man, this shit is weird and it's
scary as a motherfucker. So even the ship is scari is why it's rich.
Motherfucker's building bunkers. What the fuck y'all know that. We don't know
what y'all got planning perch. No, I don't think it's the per war.
I think it's definitely the war might be coming, but I don't think.
I don't think wars are going to happen the way that uh that they
used to happen in movies, like Nah, it'd be different, but it's
gonna be too secretive. Now, it's gonna be a regular motherfucker over here,
like like they've been doing. I think it's gonna be that. And
I think it's gonna be in the food. I think it's gonna be in
the water. I think it's gonna be nigga. Nigga. Phone's gonna start
blowing up. A lot of this ship is from China. My fucking phone
blow up in your hand right now, boom, fucking whole ship up.
That's fucked up, fucked up out here, man, it's world fucked up
for real. Just love on your people, man, definitely, so they
can't do. Let's get up out of here because I'm hungry as motherfucker bitch.
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