WEBVTT 1 00:00:05.360 --> 00:00:28.760 The weird things, weird, weird. So they say because of this, 2 00:00:29.039 --> 00:00:34.200 because you are at such a deep level of meditation where your mind is literally 3 00:00:34.280 --> 00:00:37.600 silent, and it's like it's in the void, it's in blackness. You're 4 00:00:37.600 --> 00:00:43.719 not having external thoughts. You literally your perspective of time begins to dissolve to 5 00:00:43.759 --> 00:00:46.200 where it could have been five minutes, it could have been three hours. 6 00:00:46.240 --> 00:00:48.840 You're not sure you're content being there. You're like, this is kind of 7 00:00:48.920 --> 00:00:53.640 nice. I'm just laying here, I don't even know what time it is, 8 00:00:53.759 --> 00:00:59.560 and your mind is just so locked into this void. Because of this, 9 00:01:00.079 --> 00:01:03.040 it's the ideal place for manifestation. So they have a whole program where 10 00:01:03.840 --> 00:01:11.079 basically they use Focus fifteen for manifestation. And again the Monro Institute is genius 11 00:01:11.079 --> 00:01:14.519 in the way they package terms and phrase them, so they call it patterning. 12 00:01:15.079 --> 00:01:19.519 So you create these patterns in your mind in Focus fifteen that you want 13 00:01:19.519 --> 00:01:23.799 to see unfold in your life. So they had us do like a manifestation 14 00:01:23.879 --> 00:01:29.280 exercise and just they do free flow where they're like we're gonna get you there 15 00:01:29.280 --> 00:01:30.879 and leave you there for an hour and you do whatever you want to do. 16 00:01:30.920 --> 00:01:32.640 If you want to talk to your higher self. That's fine. You 17 00:01:32.680 --> 00:01:34.560 want to try to go out of body, that's fine. You do whatever 18 00:01:34.599 --> 00:01:37.120 you want. You're gonna free flow. And then the next one might be 19 00:01:37.159 --> 00:01:38.760 like, Okay, we're gonna do patterning, and then it's like, okay, 20 00:01:40.239 --> 00:01:42.879 present. The next session might be like, have five questions for your 21 00:01:42.959 --> 00:01:48.239 higher self, write them down, and then when you're in that state, 22 00:01:48.480 --> 00:01:51.640 just think in your mind, Okay, I have my questions written down. 23 00:01:51.840 --> 00:01:55.519 Can these answers be presented to me? Because what they teach is like, 24 00:01:55.560 --> 00:01:59.680 your higher self knows everything. Time doesn't exist, physical space doesn't exist. 25 00:02:00.040 --> 00:02:02.040 So all the answers you've ever needed in your whole life exist outside of time 26 00:02:02.079 --> 00:02:06.359 already. You just have to kind of remember them. So you get into 27 00:02:06.359 --> 00:02:08.400 this focused fifteen state, you can kind of speak with your higher self and 28 00:02:08.439 --> 00:02:16.520 it's real. They said it's like Zen meditation. The masters zen monks focus 29 00:02:16.560 --> 00:02:20.599 fifteen state. That's what they've spent their whole lives achieving. I'm just writing 30 00:02:20.599 --> 00:02:23.680 down other notes. It's beyond time, the nothingness of the mind, like 31 00:02:23.719 --> 00:02:29.840 transcendental meditation, silence, the void, all potential is possible. You can 32 00:02:29.879 --> 00:02:36.120 initiate infinite possibilities of being. This and opposites are reconciled emerged in this state 33 00:02:36.159 --> 00:02:40.120 of consciousness, and they're like, if there's a if there's a problem in 34 00:02:40.159 --> 00:02:44.159 your life that you want to find the answer when you get to focus fifteen, 35 00:02:44.319 --> 00:02:46.840 just think about in your mind. Okay, show me higher self, 36 00:02:46.879 --> 00:02:53.199 show me where this problem arose in the past and where it will be resolved 37 00:02:53.199 --> 00:02:55.240 in the future. So I did that exercise, and the problem is personal 38 00:02:57.319 --> 00:02:59.599 and I didn't even know the problem. Actually, I was just like, 39 00:02:59.599 --> 00:03:02.479 whatever limitation I'm facing in my life, show me when it occurred. And 40 00:03:02.840 --> 00:03:07.479 it came to me a real problem in my childhood that it is personal, 41 00:03:07.560 --> 00:03:10.000 but a real problem, and I was like, okay, that's kind of 42 00:03:10.000 --> 00:03:15.080 fucked up. It makes sense. Now show me the future where they merge. 43 00:03:15.280 --> 00:03:17.199 And I clearly saw it flash in my mind and it was Jenny having 44 00:03:17.199 --> 00:03:22.680 our first baby, and I was like, okay, this makes perfect sense. 45 00:03:23.680 --> 00:03:27.719 That's so sweet. So yeah, I wrote go to the Place where 46 00:03:27.719 --> 00:03:31.120 conflicts meet and resolved. I didn't write the problem because I didn't want anybody 47 00:03:31.159 --> 00:03:37.439 to read it ever or have the ability to read it. Just in case 48 00:03:37.520 --> 00:03:39.599 anyone ever read through this, I said, is there something that happened that 49 00:03:39.680 --> 00:03:44.520 created a particular difficulty for me. Take me there so I can resolve it, 50 00:03:44.560 --> 00:03:46.280 and it popped up childhood trauma. I didn't write what it was. 51 00:03:46.560 --> 00:03:53.159 Saw me having a child. I saw the oh, this is where I 52 00:03:53.159 --> 00:03:55.599 saw the Egyptian thing. I saw the Temple of Egypt and felt like I 53 00:03:55.639 --> 00:03:59.159 was inside of it and I was fucking there, dude, I was out 54 00:03:59.159 --> 00:04:00.599 of body. I was in ancient Egypt. I was in the temple laying 55 00:04:00.680 --> 00:04:03.439 like Osyrus, because that's what they did in their funerary rituals. They would 56 00:04:03.479 --> 00:04:06.759 lay there and mimic being like the Lord of the underworld. And I saw 57 00:04:06.800 --> 00:04:11.240 that it symbolized eternal life, that they would do this to honor that we 58 00:04:11.280 --> 00:04:18.319 are immortal beings and you know we exist after death. It's a symbolizing death 59 00:04:18.319 --> 00:04:23.199 and rebirth, eternal life. I had the sense that they received knowledge and 60 00:04:23.240 --> 00:04:30.000 communication from beings in the temple. I requested my higher self to take me 61 00:04:30.040 --> 00:04:31.160 out of body because Session three it was like, you do whatever you want, 62 00:04:31.160 --> 00:04:33.040 it's free flow. So I was like, okay, take me out 63 00:04:33.040 --> 00:04:38.439 of my body. I want to go out of body again. And it's 64 00:04:38.519 --> 00:04:41.959 weird because it's not like you know, it's not like smoking DMT where you're 65 00:04:42.000 --> 00:04:45.319 like, uh, okay, this HiT's going to do it and you're out. 66 00:04:45.319 --> 00:04:46.199 It's not like that. It's like you kind of lay there for a 67 00:04:46.240 --> 00:04:48.839 moment, you think about the meditation, and then you just kind of start 68 00:04:48.879 --> 00:04:51.839 dissolving into it and next thing you know, it's happening. It's not like, 69 00:04:53.000 --> 00:04:55.319 let's do it right. It's not like that, right. It just 70 00:04:55.399 --> 00:04:59.759 kind of creeps up on you. What I saw was so fucking weird. 71 00:05:00.319 --> 00:05:05.399 It wasn't scary, but it was like my mind. You know, like 72 00:05:05.439 --> 00:05:09.079 when you close your eyes, you have thoughts in the back of your mind, 73 00:05:09.120 --> 00:05:12.240 but then you see your eyelids. Well, when you're in these states 74 00:05:12.279 --> 00:05:15.240 of consciousness, it ain't that simple, and everything that's in your mind is 75 00:05:15.279 --> 00:05:20.439 present and you feel like you can really see it. And then in focus 76 00:05:20.480 --> 00:05:26.319 twenty one, I really saw it, and that's where this is going, 77 00:05:27.439 --> 00:05:31.399 the finale of all of it. In Focus fifteen, I felt like the 78 00:05:31.480 --> 00:05:36.720 perspective of my mind was completely dissolved from a single point and everything was in 79 00:05:36.839 --> 00:05:42.199 three D and it was like I actually took this picture at the institute that 80 00:05:42.240 --> 00:05:47.079 it looked like that. It felt like very weird. I can't explain it 81 00:05:47.120 --> 00:05:51.639 other than it was literally like doing some sort of mind altering hallucinogen, except 82 00:05:51.720 --> 00:05:56.720 we were completely sober. You're talking about the picture that you saw in your 83 00:05:56.720 --> 00:05:59.399 mind. No, no, no, I saw a picture hanging on the 84 00:05:59.439 --> 00:06:00.879 wall the inside. They reminded me of what it felt like in my mind. 85 00:06:00.959 --> 00:06:04.720 Oh, I see like like complete abstract three D s. It is 86 00:06:04.759 --> 00:06:09.199 extremely abstract. It felt like that in my mind. I don't know if 87 00:06:09.199 --> 00:06:14.800 you can see it in the in the camera, but I could see myself 88 00:06:15.040 --> 00:06:18.000 from every perspective. Oh, I know how I got there too. I 89 00:06:18.000 --> 00:06:19.959 started relaxing. I was like, well, maybe I'm not going to go 90 00:06:20.040 --> 00:06:23.800 out of body, and I just started thinking about playing the drums. And 91 00:06:23.800 --> 00:06:27.279 the more I thought about that, the more I dissolved. And then it 92 00:06:27.360 --> 00:06:30.879 was like I saw myself from behind me playing the drums, and then my 93 00:06:30.959 --> 00:06:33.639 perspective went into this weird loop where I saw the circle of time. And 94 00:06:33.959 --> 00:06:36.000 they called I told them this, and they're like, oh, it's called 95 00:06:36.000 --> 00:06:40.600 three D or three sixty. You're three sixty. I was like, that's 96 00:06:40.920 --> 00:06:42.560 that's a thing. They're like, yeah, it happens all the time. 97 00:06:42.639 --> 00:06:45.920 Your mind three sixty to where you could see everything from an alternate perspective that 98 00:06:46.199 --> 00:06:49.040 happened sometimes when you go out of body. I did forget to say that 99 00:06:49.040 --> 00:06:53.040 that first time that I was really shocked when I went out of body. 100 00:06:53.319 --> 00:06:57.000 Emily, who I had mentioned was one of the instructors went with us, 101 00:06:57.399 --> 00:07:00.639 came to me at lunch privately and she was like, Hey, just say 102 00:07:00.680 --> 00:07:02.519 you know that that does happen to people. I know exactly what you mean. 103 00:07:03.639 --> 00:07:06.199 It is a little shocking when it happens the first time. Don't even 104 00:07:06.240 --> 00:07:09.319 worry about it. You're not alone in that. And I was like, 105 00:07:09.319 --> 00:07:13.439 oh, thank god. And she's like, don't even worry about it. 106 00:07:13.439 --> 00:07:16.920 It's it's all right. It happens, and you know it'll be better next 107 00:07:16.959 --> 00:07:19.839 time, something like that. And then they're like, oh, you're three 108 00:07:19.879 --> 00:07:23.759 sixteenth this time. So I was like, this, sh it just happens 109 00:07:23.800 --> 00:07:27.079 to people all the time. This is something that they see regularly. They're 110 00:07:27.120 --> 00:07:28.879 not even shocked by it. When you tell them. They're like, oh, 111 00:07:28.959 --> 00:07:32.480 yeah, yeah, that's that happened last week. Yeah, every time. 112 00:07:32.959 --> 00:07:35.079 To you, it's the first time and it's like, what the fuck 113 00:07:35.199 --> 00:07:38.160 is going on? Yeah, and they're like yeah, no, it's all 114 00:07:38.160 --> 00:07:41.680 good. Yeah, we called this We've seen that happened to media, like 115 00:07:41.920 --> 00:07:48.839 yeah, yeah, dude, and so that's I think that might be the 116 00:07:48.959 --> 00:07:51.639 end of Focus fifteen. Actually, I think we did do one more day 117 00:07:51.680 --> 00:07:58.279 of Focus fifteen and we had the five questions and it was present five questions 118 00:07:58.279 --> 00:08:03.560 to our higher self and write them down. And it was just like, 119 00:08:03.600 --> 00:08:05.319 have five questions that you want the order to your higher self is going to 120 00:08:05.399 --> 00:08:11.199 reveal them to you in an order of significance from five to one, so 121 00:08:11.240 --> 00:08:13.399 the first answer will be the least significant, all the way up to the 122 00:08:13.399 --> 00:08:18.319 top. So my fifth answer was, you are one of us, a 123 00:08:18.399 --> 00:08:24.079 light being walking is walking amongst earth, but everyone is. Right, Yeah, 124 00:08:24.240 --> 00:08:26.439 that was the premise. It was like, you're one of us, 125 00:08:26.920 --> 00:08:30.839 but everyone is. You know, every soul that comes here comes, We're 126 00:08:30.879 --> 00:08:33.519 all more than our physical body. And I was like, damn, that's 127 00:08:33.559 --> 00:08:39.000 pretty deep. Okay, next one I actually wrote down the questions. I 128 00:08:39.000 --> 00:08:41.519 don't because I'm seeing the answers here. But the next one was like, 129 00:08:43.000 --> 00:08:48.200 maybe I didn't write them down. The next answer was we have to evolve 130 00:08:48.279 --> 00:08:52.799 past killing and harming other beings. We you know, the way for our 131 00:08:54.559 --> 00:08:58.240 light body to ascend is to vibrate with innocence and kindness. We have to 132 00:08:58.320 --> 00:09:05.320 completely have all past harm. The next one was just stay on the path, 133 00:09:05.440 --> 00:09:09.480 keep going. Then the second most important answer was relaxed, lighten up, 134 00:09:09.519 --> 00:09:13.600 you've already won. Just have fun. And then the first one was 135 00:09:13.639 --> 00:09:15.639 and I was like, what the fuck? But I wrote it down exactly 136 00:09:15.720 --> 00:09:18.080 as it came to me and said, we are coming to get you, 137 00:09:18.399 --> 00:09:20.480 We're coming to help you. And I was like, Okay. When I 138 00:09:20.480 --> 00:09:26.720 said that one in class, they're like, WHOA, Okay, interesting. 139 00:09:26.120 --> 00:09:30.360 Now you can see my handwriting here is pretty normal for the most part. 140 00:09:30.919 --> 00:09:35.039 Look at my handwriting on the last day, talk about shook up? WHOA 141 00:09:35.159 --> 00:09:39.919 you were shook? I wrote very intense out of body that was very much 142 00:09:41.080 --> 00:09:45.039 like d MT that could be shaped by thought. You are in control? 143 00:09:45.919 --> 00:09:50.879 WHOA? Like what the yeah? I said, I get the sense it 144 00:09:50.919 --> 00:09:54.679 takes mastery. Look at look at the look at the difference in the handwriting 145 00:09:54.720 --> 00:10:00.879 here. Yeah, like completely normal, even the previous shocking out of body 146 00:10:00.879 --> 00:10:03.039 stuff. And then this one was like barely can even write on the paper. 147 00:10:03.279 --> 00:10:09.279 There was that guy he had a million gazillion dollars. I mean it 148 00:10:09.440 --> 00:10:11.600 just like I was so shook up by this one. I don't even remember 149 00:10:11.600 --> 00:10:15.639 what happened. I think I was, Oh, that's the one where I 150 00:10:15.679 --> 00:10:18.399 was running around like the Flash and then I was flying around like Superman and 151 00:10:18.440 --> 00:10:20.320 I was seeing things, but it was like I wasn't aware of my body. 152 00:10:22.720 --> 00:10:24.759 They showed us an amazing TED Talk that I'm gonna skip over because I 153 00:10:24.759 --> 00:10:28.039 don't remember the name of the presenter, But it was this neuroscientist who talked 154 00:10:28.039 --> 00:10:31.799 about the hemispheres of the brain. And while this is possible basically because the 155 00:10:31.879 --> 00:10:35.360 left brain is the logic side, the physical side, attached the material world, 156 00:10:35.440 --> 00:10:39.679 attached to time and space. The right side is the energy side, 157 00:10:39.679 --> 00:10:43.480 consciousness, art, creativity, connected to the energy field around you. And 158 00:10:43.720 --> 00:10:48.879 it was really good. Right brain is the parallel processor. Left brain is 159 00:10:48.919 --> 00:10:54.960 the serial processor. The right hemisphere is consciousness collected connected kinesthetically to energy of 160 00:10:54.000 --> 00:11:00.159 body and the environment. Left hemisphere is past and future linear thinking like oh 161 00:11:00.240 --> 00:11:03.840 shit, I forgot lunch just left the house, I forgot to bring lunch 162 00:11:03.879 --> 00:11:05.960 for later today, or oh man, I forgot to do my homework last 163 00:11:07.000 --> 00:11:09.039 night. The left brain is always thinking about time. Yah was the TED 164 00:11:09.120 --> 00:11:13.480 Talk presenter, male or female? Female. Was it Jill Bull Tay Taylor, 165 00:11:13.559 --> 00:11:16.720 Jill Taylor, It might be it's it's she had a stroke, Yes, 166 00:11:16.840 --> 00:11:20.519 Jill Taylor, that's her. Jill Taylor, profound. She's got a 167 00:11:20.519 --> 00:11:22.120 couple of them. Profound. She she had a stroke in her brain, 168 00:11:22.120 --> 00:11:28.360 but she's literally a neuroscientist, so she was like explaining what happened in her 169 00:11:28.399 --> 00:11:33.080 brain as the stroke increased the hemorrhage, and it was really profound. The 170 00:11:33.200 --> 00:11:37.919 left brain is the I am. It's the ego, categorizes information, connects 171 00:11:37.919 --> 00:11:41.879 events from the past and the future. And the right brain is separate from 172 00:11:41.879 --> 00:11:46.360 the ego. It is connected to the energy filled around us. And that's 173 00:11:46.440 --> 00:11:50.600 very important because the hem the HEMI sink technology, which is Munroe's technology, 174 00:11:50.639 --> 00:11:56.559 it's it's hemispheric synchronization. These deep states of consciousness. You're synchronizing these aspects 175 00:11:56.559 --> 00:12:03.799 of the brain where all this is possible. Uh okay, yeah. I 176 00:12:05.240 --> 00:12:11.240 on day five was the last day, and this is where it got crazy. 177 00:12:11.320 --> 00:12:16.320 So I had this exercise where it was like give me what I need 178 00:12:16.200 --> 00:12:18.879 the most and take away what I no longer need. They had us write 179 00:12:18.919 --> 00:12:22.600 that down. They're like getting to focus twenty one and just you know, 180 00:12:22.639 --> 00:12:28.440 write that down and your higher self will come through. It was I was 181 00:12:28.480 --> 00:12:31.879 so exhausted. My brain was so exhausted that I had a hard time, 182 00:12:31.960 --> 00:12:35.360 like actually seeing visuals in my mind after five days of meditating four or five 183 00:12:35.399 --> 00:12:39.000 hours a day. But then there was this guy there, Marco, who 184 00:12:39.039 --> 00:12:43.799 I talked about earlier. He's a wonderful guy, and I saw a massive 185 00:12:43.919 --> 00:12:48.360 flash of his mind come into my meditation. And it was weird too because 186 00:12:48.720 --> 00:12:54.720 his braids were down, which is interesting because but when I saw him before 187 00:12:54.759 --> 00:12:56.120 the session they were up. But I guess he took him down to meditate. 188 00:12:56.159 --> 00:12:58.720 And when I told him that in the class, he was like, 189 00:12:58.840 --> 00:13:01.840 interesting because I was thinking of you. There were a lot of moments like 190 00:13:01.879 --> 00:13:07.000 that where we would be seeing each other in meditation and getting information about each 191 00:13:07.000 --> 00:13:13.720 other that was real private information. It happened the whole week. I mean 192 00:13:13.759 --> 00:13:16.200 it, it was insane. It was very hard to visualize. I saw 193 00:13:16.279 --> 00:13:20.000 Marco and then his face was smiling at me. And then when I thought 194 00:13:20.000 --> 00:13:22.840 about the stress of money and the house and all this that I've been going 195 00:13:22.840 --> 00:13:26.200 on in my daily life, I saw a black and white face with snakes 196 00:13:26.240 --> 00:13:28.039 coming out of the mouth, and I was like, what the fuck? 197 00:13:28.600 --> 00:13:31.679 What is that? And then I saw a light being rushing towards me. 198 00:13:31.759 --> 00:13:37.759 But it was like real and I was like whoa, and it felt very 199 00:13:37.799 --> 00:13:43.000 real. Then we get to class and they're like, okay, we're gonna 200 00:13:43.039 --> 00:13:48.200 do our final Focus twenty one. We're gonna do it differently, though I 201 00:13:48.200 --> 00:13:50.879 did, forget to say. The day before we did this amazing exercise where 202 00:13:50.960 --> 00:13:54.840 for about five hours we couldn't speak. Oh wow, Yeah, we couldn't 203 00:13:54.840 --> 00:13:56.919 speak at all. We had to go through several meditations and just sitting in 204 00:13:56.960 --> 00:14:01.360 silence by ourselves. Don't text anybody, don't speak to anybody. Okay. 205 00:14:01.399 --> 00:14:05.320 So everybody was like in their individual rooms or walking around. Yeah, oh 206 00:14:05.399 --> 00:14:07.960 okay, so there was some mingling, but it's like, do not speak 207 00:14:09.000 --> 00:14:11.879 for five hours. Yeah, it was until lunchtime at one o'clock, from 208 00:14:11.919 --> 00:14:15.919 like nine thirty in the morning or something to like one. It was maybe 209 00:14:15.919 --> 00:14:16.879 not quite five hours, but it was like, don't speak. Yeah, 210 00:14:18.080 --> 00:14:26.759 And they taught about how when you sit in silence and you don't speak, 211 00:14:26.159 --> 00:14:31.600 you're like allowing your mind to shift into a state of receptivity. And it 212 00:14:31.679 --> 00:14:35.960 was very powerful. It was actually very incredibly powerful, and I found that 213 00:14:35.000 --> 00:14:37.600 I wanted to keep being in silence. I mean, granted we were going 214 00:14:37.600 --> 00:14:41.240 through intense meditation too, I found that I wanted to stay in silence. 215 00:14:43.799 --> 00:14:46.080 And when the meditation ended and it was lunchtime, I got out and I 216 00:14:46.120 --> 00:14:48.960 was just thinking, to my mind, I wasn't tech dude. I'm always 217 00:14:48.960 --> 00:14:52.679 on my phone, I'm always playing video games, I'm always doing stupid shit. 218 00:14:52.120 --> 00:14:54.559 But this day I was sitting there in silence for four hours and I 219 00:14:54.600 --> 00:14:58.639 was like, this is amazing. I don't want to do anything except lay 220 00:14:58.639 --> 00:15:01.279 here and meditate. It really changed you. And I walked upstairs. I 221 00:15:01.320 --> 00:15:03.559 got a little cup of coffee and I was like, I'm just gonna keep 222 00:15:03.559 --> 00:15:07.559 not talking. You feel so at peace. Your mind is so quiet, 223 00:15:07.679 --> 00:15:11.360 it feels so clear. And I walked to the fridge because they have an 224 00:15:11.399 --> 00:15:16.840 amazing chefs staff that's round the clock feeding us and all this. I walked 225 00:15:16.840 --> 00:15:20.039 to the kitchen and I was looking for the oat milk to put in my 226 00:15:20.080 --> 00:15:22.519 coffee because they had a bunch of like healthy alternatives and vegan options. They 227 00:15:22.519 --> 00:15:26.120 didn't have coffee creamer that was good for me except oat milk. So I 228 00:15:26.159 --> 00:15:28.039 was like fuck it, I'll have oat milk. All week. I was 229 00:15:28.080 --> 00:15:31.919 looking for the oat milk and I was in silence, and one of the 230 00:15:31.000 --> 00:15:35.240 kitchen staff looks at me. He's like, can I help you find something? 231 00:15:35.279 --> 00:15:43.279 Man? And I looked at him. I thought to myself and I 232 00:15:43.320 --> 00:15:46.919 said, yeah, I'm just looking for oat milk. You said that out 233 00:15:46.919 --> 00:15:52.360 loud, and I realized coffee was worth it. Coffee was worth breaking. 234 00:15:52.919 --> 00:16:00.279 It was manome and it was a profound moment that I chose to speak for 235 00:16:00.320 --> 00:16:03.399 the first time. And it was over coffee. I mean, you're really 236 00:16:03.440 --> 00:16:07.440 in this state where you're like, is this worth speaking over? Yes? 237 00:16:10.000 --> 00:16:12.080 You like paused for like a good life. I did ten seconds, I 238 00:16:12.080 --> 00:16:15.960 did, I'm looking for the I consider it if I was going to speak 239 00:16:17.000 --> 00:16:18.600 back to him at all. There were some of the staff that spoke to 240 00:16:18.600 --> 00:16:22.799 me and I just kept walking, not to be rude, but like they 241 00:16:22.799 --> 00:16:25.879 get it. They're all aware of what's happening. Yeah, all the time. 242 00:16:26.039 --> 00:16:27.919 And people will be walking up to me they're like, are you speaking 243 00:16:29.000 --> 00:16:32.240 yet? Yes? And I walked with somebody, I'm like, are you 244 00:16:32.279 --> 00:16:36.879 speaking yet? And he's Ignacio said for you, I will if you're in 245 00:16:36.919 --> 00:16:38.720 this altered state where you're like, God, I just want to stay here. 246 00:16:40.360 --> 00:16:41.279 So then the next day they're like, Okay, now we're going to 247 00:16:41.360 --> 00:16:45.960 kick it up a notch. We're going to do that again, but you're 248 00:16:45.000 --> 00:16:48.720 not going to be in your room. You're going to be walking around the 249 00:16:48.720 --> 00:16:52.240 campus, walking through nature, touching trees, observing leaves, looking around, 250 00:16:52.320 --> 00:16:57.279 and you're going to get to Focus twenty one without the frequencies complete silence, 251 00:16:57.360 --> 00:17:02.399 don't speak to anybody. When we ring the bell, you're going to go 252 00:17:02.440 --> 00:17:04.240 back to your unit. You're going to make eye contact with us to let 253 00:17:04.319 --> 00:17:08.359 us know that you've returned and that you're safely going to go into your room 254 00:17:08.359 --> 00:17:12.519 and meditate. And then we did it like a two hour Focus twenty one. 255 00:17:14.400 --> 00:17:18.640 I forgot to say what Focus twenty one even is. Yeah. Focus 256 00:17:18.720 --> 00:17:22.759 twenty one is the bridge. It's the bridge between worlds. It's the state 257 00:17:22.799 --> 00:17:27.680 of consciousness that provides a bridge between the physical and non physical realms where access 258 00:17:27.720 --> 00:17:33.480 to non physical energies and intelligences is possible, a state where greatly expanded awareness 259 00:17:33.519 --> 00:17:40.119 is facilitated. So it's essentially the state where you can at will go out 260 00:17:40.119 --> 00:17:42.200 of body, not by accident, you know, because people do by accident. 261 00:17:42.240 --> 00:17:45.480 It happened to Robert and Roe spontaneously. They were telling us to bet 262 00:17:45.480 --> 00:17:48.559 a monks thousands of years ago. We're doing it at will yea. You 263 00:17:48.599 --> 00:17:52.720 know, they figured it out that you can do it without. It's not 264 00:17:52.759 --> 00:17:56.400 the frequencies that's your brain. But focus twenty one is the state. And 265 00:17:56.839 --> 00:18:00.440 you know they taught us how to get to that state, very very powerful 266 00:18:00.440 --> 00:18:04.720 state. So I got there in the woods. Now I'm gonna pause here. 267 00:18:04.720 --> 00:18:08.039 I want to say this is important to set this up because when I 268 00:18:08.039 --> 00:18:11.880 finished this story, there's gonna be a sequence of events that unfolded. But 269 00:18:11.119 --> 00:18:15.759 what happened throughout the week, in addition to all the class, was after 270 00:18:15.799 --> 00:18:18.519 that first night when Chris was like, let's go SkyWatch that you know, 271 00:18:18.599 --> 00:18:23.440 that first not Saturday night that I showed up the first full night, you 272 00:18:23.480 --> 00:18:26.319 know, I was like, okay, we all skywatched. The next night 273 00:18:26.359 --> 00:18:29.839 was too cloudy, so nobody went out. We all went inside hung out 274 00:18:29.880 --> 00:18:33.000 watch Christy magic all night, like literally like for hours. He would do 275 00:18:33.039 --> 00:18:36.759 magic tricks and we're all who we're all cheering and video it was hilarious and 276 00:18:36.799 --> 00:18:38.960 he had the crowd rolling and so the second night was too cloudy, so 277 00:18:40.039 --> 00:18:45.880 we didn't at all. Then literally every other night we went out and skywatched. 278 00:18:45.359 --> 00:18:48.720 Everybody saw, even people that had no clue who we were, what 279 00:18:48.759 --> 00:18:52.000 any of this stuff is, they all saw. Each night, the crowd 280 00:18:52.079 --> 00:18:59.799 got a little bigger. It's important. Yes, So on the last day 281 00:18:59.839 --> 00:19:02.160 we Focus twenty one thing and they're like, walk around in the woods. 282 00:19:02.200 --> 00:19:04.400 So I got to the top of this path. Now, when I started 283 00:19:04.440 --> 00:19:07.440 the path, I saw wood in my mind. I was like, huh, 284 00:19:07.519 --> 00:19:10.000 there's a wooden structure at the top of this. And when I got 285 00:19:10.039 --> 00:19:14.119 there, there was this old concrete slab with wood all around it, and 286 00:19:14.200 --> 00:19:18.000 I was like interesting. By the time I got to the path, I 287 00:19:18.039 --> 00:19:22.480 was at Focus twenty one and I was like, Wow, this is like 288 00:19:22.480 --> 00:19:26.200 really intense, Like this is amazing. I feel like I could just walk 289 00:19:26.279 --> 00:19:29.240 out here all day. You're just looking over the mountain. They taught us 290 00:19:29.279 --> 00:19:33.640 that if you want to meditate while walking in nature, you look up because 291 00:19:33.680 --> 00:19:37.559 if you look down, the left brain is focused on all the details of 292 00:19:37.599 --> 00:19:40.400 your environment and it's distracting your right brain. But if you look up, 293 00:19:40.480 --> 00:19:44.119 you're stimulating your right brain. So we were using that looking up at the 294 00:19:44.160 --> 00:19:47.279 trees, looking up at the mountaintops, looking all around us at the flowers 295 00:19:47.279 --> 00:19:49.000 and the bugs. By the time I got to twenty one at the top, 296 00:19:49.039 --> 00:19:52.480 I was literally felt like being on mushrooms. I was like, wow, 297 00:19:52.599 --> 00:19:56.319 this is feeling and everything. Yes, I was like, this is 298 00:19:56.400 --> 00:19:59.279 so beautiful. And then a bee swarmed around my head. I was like, 299 00:19:59.319 --> 00:20:00.920 ooh, just like a reball and it landed on my head and I 300 00:20:02.039 --> 00:20:03.920 just kind of giggle, and you know, we weren't supposed to speak, 301 00:20:03.960 --> 00:20:07.920 but we were smiling at each other ear to ear as we were walking by. 302 00:20:07.119 --> 00:20:11.519 Marco shot me at piece. Brad was just like waving at me. 303 00:20:11.599 --> 00:20:18.880 Everybody was so happy and so serene. And when I got to the unit, 304 00:20:18.920 --> 00:20:22.880 we did the two hour free flow. Now this was insane. They 305 00:20:22.920 --> 00:20:26.640 taught us how to go out of body in twenty one and it's this process 306 00:20:26.640 --> 00:20:32.720 where you visualize going through these different colored dimensions. It's a little weird what 307 00:20:32.839 --> 00:20:37.200 happened here, but I was completely out of body and in the sense that 308 00:20:37.359 --> 00:20:44.039 like it was completely different from every other experience, and it was sort of 309 00:20:44.039 --> 00:20:47.599 like a montage of events in my mind that reminded me of two thousand and 310 00:20:47.640 --> 00:20:53.200 one a space odyssey where you see the shot of the eclipse of the planets 311 00:20:53.200 --> 00:20:56.039 and the monolith and then you know, he goes through this portal and you 312 00:20:56.079 --> 00:21:00.400 see all this. It was like that, and it started off. Let 313 00:21:00.400 --> 00:21:06.480 me let me read how this started off, because I know how it ended, 314 00:21:06.519 --> 00:21:11.359 but how it started off is a little weird. Is this the free 315 00:21:11.400 --> 00:21:18.960 flow? Yeah? This was about a two hour session. Okay, Yeah, 316 00:21:18.000 --> 00:21:25.319 So at first I was seeing some things, like just just things I 317 00:21:25.319 --> 00:21:27.000 had been seeing throughout the week that wasn't quite out of body, but it's 318 00:21:27.039 --> 00:21:30.799 like you're in this expanded awareness state where you're sensing all this other information and 319 00:21:30.839 --> 00:21:34.559 thoughts are coming in. You're you're like your subconscious mind is like speaking to 320 00:21:34.640 --> 00:21:37.160 you very clearly. When you're in the state, you're not always out of 321 00:21:37.200 --> 00:21:41.400 body, but there's magical things happening. You're you're feeling other people, You're 322 00:21:41.440 --> 00:21:47.759 you're seeing things from an altrue perspective, and a lot of that was happening. 323 00:21:47.839 --> 00:21:51.200 And then when I started to go out of body, my body began 324 00:21:51.279 --> 00:21:53.559 to get ice cold. I was like, you're you're in such a deep 325 00:21:53.640 --> 00:21:59.440 state of meditation that I'm sitting there like you're not moving, You're not twitching. 326 00:21:59.680 --> 00:22:04.319 I wasn't even shivering even though I was freezing. You're so locked into 327 00:22:04.359 --> 00:22:10.200 meditation that you don't move a muscle, You don't ohe me, it doesn't 328 00:22:10.240 --> 00:22:15.640 happened. You're like, I'm not moving. You know you were locked. 329 00:22:15.839 --> 00:22:18.839 You are zoned into this state. And in this state, I started to 330 00:22:18.880 --> 00:22:22.599 feel ice cold, like I wanted to shiver, but I didn't because I 331 00:22:22.720 --> 00:22:26.480 chose not to, because I was so deep into this state of consciousness. 332 00:22:26.759 --> 00:22:29.400 And I started sinking deeper and deeper into the ice. And I was scared 333 00:22:29.440 --> 00:22:30.960 at first, and I said, no, no, no, I will 334 00:22:30.960 --> 00:22:33.359 see without fear. Go deeper, go all the way to the bottom, 335 00:22:33.880 --> 00:22:37.359 sink all the way to the end, and you know, see what's on 336 00:22:37.400 --> 00:22:40.880 the other side. And I got all the way into what felt like this 337 00:22:41.000 --> 00:22:45.000 ice cold water, and then I felt the energy like if you think of 338 00:22:45.039 --> 00:22:47.960 your finger or your pinky or your toe or any part of your body, 339 00:22:47.960 --> 00:22:51.559 you can feel the tingles. I could feel like an ocean of tingle throughout 340 00:22:51.559 --> 00:22:55.519 my body, like a strong current. And I was my body was freezing, 341 00:22:56.319 --> 00:23:02.640 and I could feel the energy throughout my body. And then I started 342 00:23:02.680 --> 00:23:07.759 to see things and It started off with the crystal in the mountain and I 343 00:23:07.799 --> 00:23:11.599 saw the big crystal which was right outside my room. It's right outside the 344 00:23:11.599 --> 00:23:14.440 building and we would hang out there every night in SkyWatch. I saw the 345 00:23:14.440 --> 00:23:18.519 crystal, and then I saw the night sky and I saw the night sky 346 00:23:18.759 --> 00:23:22.559 swirl around the crystal, like a hyper lapse where like you know how people 347 00:23:22.559 --> 00:23:25.680 will track something and it goes really fast, like the sun or the moon 348 00:23:25.799 --> 00:23:29.000 or a decaying body or something. I saw that in the night sky and 349 00:23:29.039 --> 00:23:32.119 the stars were swirling. And then I saw a streak of light shoot by 350 00:23:32.119 --> 00:23:34.839 the moon. And that night was the solstice and the full moon, and 351 00:23:34.920 --> 00:23:37.680 I saw a streak of light go by the moon and it was an orb 352 00:23:37.839 --> 00:23:42.599 and then it flashed so bright and it was like it was no different than 353 00:23:42.640 --> 00:23:45.960 seeing it with my eyes. It was real. And it shocked me because 354 00:23:45.960 --> 00:23:48.720 it was so bright even though my eyes were closed. It was like I 355 00:23:48.880 --> 00:23:55.119 literally was seeing it. It was fucking real. And I saw it and 356 00:23:56.240 --> 00:24:02.880 it flashed into my mind. There's gonna be a miracle tonight on the solstice 357 00:24:02.920 --> 00:24:06.200 in the full moon by the crystal. Everybody in the crowd is going to 358 00:24:06.279 --> 00:24:08.960 see the orbs because throughout the night there had been kind of small crowds. 359 00:24:08.960 --> 00:24:12.400 Some people weren't very interested, some people didn't know, some people just weren't 360 00:24:12.400 --> 00:24:15.640 aware when we were going out. But I saw it clearly in that state. 361 00:24:17.599 --> 00:24:18.880 Tonight there's gonna be a miracle, and the whole crowd is going to 362 00:24:18.920 --> 00:24:25.200 see. And then I want to make sure I don't mix up a story 363 00:24:25.200 --> 00:24:27.599 here, because I did write it down. I saw the beautiful night sky 364 00:24:27.680 --> 00:24:32.400 with stars in the full moon and a streak of light shoot by the moon, 365 00:24:32.440 --> 00:24:34.200 and it flashed so bright like it was real with my eyes. Something 366 00:24:34.279 --> 00:24:37.880 is going to happen tonight on the solstice, in the full moon, I 367 00:24:37.920 --> 00:24:44.759 felt freezing cold and strong sensations of my energy body. I kind of began 368 00:24:44.799 --> 00:24:48.039 to inject out into this, and in my mind I thought, no, 369 00:24:48.720 --> 00:24:51.119 I don't want to get my hopes up. Last time I said there's gonna 370 00:24:51.119 --> 00:24:52.359 be a miracle, and it was a word on the TV. I don't 371 00:24:52.359 --> 00:24:56.000 have that connection, dad has. I just don't want to get my hopes 372 00:24:56.079 --> 00:25:00.440 up. And a voice screamed at me. It said don't It said stop 373 00:25:00.480 --> 00:25:04.160 doubting yourself, Ryan bled so you are who you are, and it flashed 374 00:25:04.200 --> 00:25:08.279 into my mind like all of the stuff that's been happening throughout my life and 375 00:25:08.319 --> 00:25:11.799 our experience doing all of this is not something that we chose or that I 376 00:25:11.920 --> 00:25:15.839 chose, but that it's just happening because it's a part of who we are, 377 00:25:15.279 --> 00:25:18.839 and it's something that can't be changed. It's something that has to be 378 00:25:18.880 --> 00:25:21.519 accepted. And whether I doubt it or believe it or not, it's real 379 00:25:21.559 --> 00:25:25.880 and it's happening. And I was like, okay, all right, yeah. 380 00:25:25.920 --> 00:25:27.200 It was like what the fuck, Like, okay, man, you 381 00:25:27.200 --> 00:25:30.240 know, give me a break. It just it just was it. This 382 00:25:30.359 --> 00:25:33.039 voice screamed to me. It was yourself. Yes. It was like, 383 00:25:33.079 --> 00:25:37.759 stop doubting yourself, like it's real. Yeah. And and when that voice 384 00:25:37.799 --> 00:25:41.200 came through, I knew it wasn't me it was it was somewhere else. 385 00:25:41.200 --> 00:25:49.200 It was something else. And then I fully went into another somewhat like dimension 386 00:25:49.359 --> 00:25:56.400 and it wasn't so recognizable. They did warn us that in this state things 387 00:25:56.559 --> 00:26:00.559 begin to get more alien, like like like how DMT is so foreign from 388 00:26:00.559 --> 00:26:04.440 the real world. It started to change and everything around me was waves of 389 00:26:04.519 --> 00:26:07.319 light, just like how DMT was, but it was more. It wasn't 390 00:26:07.359 --> 00:26:11.319 so abstract. It was connected, and I saw a face and I recognized 391 00:26:11.319 --> 00:26:14.160 the face, and everything around me was lines of light, and I saw 392 00:26:14.200 --> 00:26:17.799 this massive entity and it was as big as the sky, and I could 393 00:26:17.799 --> 00:26:21.839 clearly see the face of Robert Monroe. And he grabbed my left hand, 394 00:26:21.920 --> 00:26:25.799 and I felt tingles all through my physical body, and he grabbed my hand 395 00:26:25.839 --> 00:26:26.920 and he shook my hand, and he said thank you for helping me, 396 00:26:27.599 --> 00:26:32.160 and he turned and he smiled and he walked away, and then his voice 397 00:26:32.200 --> 00:26:34.440 came on the track and guided me back. And I woke up and I 398 00:26:34.480 --> 00:26:40.799 was like I was shivering cold. I was freezing cold, and my vision 399 00:26:40.839 --> 00:26:44.519 was blurry when I came back, and I was like, what the fuck. 400 00:26:44.680 --> 00:26:48.599 I picked up my pen and I couldn't hold it. I kept dropping 401 00:26:48.680 --> 00:26:51.720 it and I was trying to write with my pen, and for like twenty 402 00:26:51.720 --> 00:26:55.680 minutes, I couldn't even function. I couldn't write. Everything was blurry, 403 00:26:55.720 --> 00:26:59.640 just like what he was describing last night on the Discord event, and my 404 00:26:59.720 --> 00:27:03.079 pen felt like rubber, and I was like, it's gonna bend, It's 405 00:27:03.119 --> 00:27:04.960 gonna bend, and I went to bend it and I heard it creak with 406 00:27:06.079 --> 00:27:10.319 the little gel track in the middle where there's the actual pen insert and I 407 00:27:10.400 --> 00:27:11.599 was trying to bend it and then I was like, wait a minute. 408 00:27:12.160 --> 00:27:15.759 They bend spoons, not pins. And I put it down and then I 409 00:27:15.799 --> 00:27:19.000 took my finger and I was like, what the fuck? And it felt 410 00:27:19.039 --> 00:27:22.319 like rubber and it felt like the energy of my finger was farther down into 411 00:27:22.359 --> 00:27:26.279 my body. And I was just doing this. I was like touching my 412 00:27:26.319 --> 00:27:27.960 piece of paper. Was like. I was like, well, maybe it'll 413 00:27:29.000 --> 00:27:33.079 go through the paper. No, And then I took the pen and I 414 00:27:33.160 --> 00:27:34.960 was just like poking my finger. I was like, this is so weird. 415 00:27:36.279 --> 00:27:40.640 And I even wrote down that meditation ended at twelve fifty. I finally 416 00:27:40.680 --> 00:27:47.000 was able to write at one oh nine pm. Then I wrote it one 417 00:27:47.119 --> 00:27:49.960 fourteen, still sitting in check unit. And then I wrote it one twenty 418 00:27:49.960 --> 00:27:53.079 two, still laying down. I laid in bed for thirty minutes, unable 419 00:27:53.160 --> 00:27:56.559 to get up. The funny thing is I was usually the first one out 420 00:27:56.559 --> 00:27:59.359 of the room, cause by about day three I realized, okay, we 421 00:27:59.400 --> 00:28:02.000 have narrow windows a break here. I want to maximize this. So when 422 00:28:02.039 --> 00:28:04.599 the meditation was over, I would flip that light off the little flip switch. 423 00:28:04.599 --> 00:28:07.200 I would flip it off. I would get up. I would, 424 00:28:07.240 --> 00:28:07.720 you know, run pee, whatever I have to do, go get a 425 00:28:07.720 --> 00:28:11.039 couple of coffee and get ready for class. Because I was tired of being 426 00:28:11.039 --> 00:28:12.359 the last class. I was tired of being the last to meditate. I 427 00:28:12.440 --> 00:28:15.240 was like on it this time. I laid in bed for thirty minutes. 428 00:28:15.359 --> 00:28:19.039 I almost I made it very late to lunch, and I sat down beside 429 00:28:19.119 --> 00:28:22.559 I pulled up a chair beside Arkie, the teacher, at a full table, 430 00:28:22.599 --> 00:28:26.359 like I grabbed the table from another chair and sat beside him. And 431 00:28:26.400 --> 00:28:29.039 he's sitting beside Allan, the CEO, and I was like, Archie, 432 00:28:29.599 --> 00:28:33.839 I'm freezing. I was like, this just happened to me. And I 433 00:28:33.920 --> 00:28:37.039 told him and Alan, I was like, and the pen felt like rubber. 434 00:28:37.119 --> 00:28:37.799 And when I said that, they looked at me. They were like, 435 00:28:37.839 --> 00:28:41.160 what the fuck, Like they thought I was gonna bend it, and 436 00:28:41.200 --> 00:28:47.200 I said, but it wouldn't bend and they're like oh. And I was 437 00:28:47.240 --> 00:28:49.799 like, what does this mean? And Arkie said, well, that means, 438 00:28:51.039 --> 00:28:52.880 based on the symptoms, that you were really far and out of your 439 00:28:52.880 --> 00:28:56.400 body and there was a real spirit or a ghost near. And what I 440 00:28:56.400 --> 00:28:59.960 didn't tell anybody was that for three days, I was sending it out into 441 00:29:00.079 --> 00:29:03.000 my mind. I wanted to receive a message from Robert Monroe because I started 442 00:29:03.039 --> 00:29:06.240 to get the sense that he was very similar to my father, that they 443 00:29:06.240 --> 00:29:07.400 had the same mission. It's just one of them is looking out, one 444 00:29:07.400 --> 00:29:12.000 of them is looking in. And I had this sense that we're connected with 445 00:29:12.119 --> 00:29:15.119 them and that what we're doing is the same thing. The mission is literally 446 00:29:15.119 --> 00:29:18.319 the same, you know, try to reach a certain number to awaken human 447 00:29:18.359 --> 00:29:22.680 consciousness and all this. And he was like that that was real. Like 448 00:29:22.720 --> 00:29:26.200 there was you know, the ice cold body descending into the bath and you 449 00:29:26.240 --> 00:29:30.039 know, everything feeling like rubber. He said, what happened was your energy 450 00:29:30.039 --> 00:29:33.119 body was slowly phasing back into your physical body. Is why it took so 451 00:29:33.240 --> 00:29:38.440 long to be able to get up. So that was weird, yeah, 452 00:29:38.480 --> 00:29:44.200 a little bit. And we went to class. We did one more meditation. 453 00:29:44.279 --> 00:29:45.319 They didn't tell us a focus level or anything. It was a heart 454 00:29:45.359 --> 00:29:52.799 Chokra meditation and it was the final meditation, and basically it was like we 455 00:29:52.839 --> 00:29:55.119 closed our eyes, we listened to frequencies, but they didn't tell us what 456 00:29:55.160 --> 00:29:59.359 they were. And it was like, imagine your your you know, your 457 00:29:59.440 --> 00:30:02.559 energy is in your eyes. If you close your eyes, there's tension there, 458 00:30:02.559 --> 00:30:06.000 there's energy. But it was like moving that energy back to the back 459 00:30:06.039 --> 00:30:08.960 of your skull and then slowly down your spine and you could really feel it 460 00:30:10.000 --> 00:30:14.960 move and then into your heart and then it expands and it explodes with energy. 461 00:30:15.000 --> 00:30:19.279 And we really felt it. And I did forget to mention after that 462 00:30:19.319 --> 00:30:22.160 thing, going really far out of body. For the rest of the day, 463 00:30:22.200 --> 00:30:26.880 I felt like I was on a gummy Like I felt completely like the 464 00:30:26.960 --> 00:30:30.160 whole day, Yeah, the rest of the day, for days. When 465 00:30:30.160 --> 00:30:37.559 I saw you two days later, I was completely different, and yeah, 466 00:30:37.680 --> 00:30:42.240 I mean this meditation really alters your state of consciousness, like really alters you. 467 00:30:42.759 --> 00:30:45.920 And it's real. So we did the hard choker thing. It was 468 00:30:47.000 --> 00:30:49.799 amazing. We did one final class. Everybody was sad to go and leave 469 00:30:49.839 --> 00:30:55.119 each other. People were crying and it just so like we're all just destroyed 470 00:30:55.119 --> 00:30:57.440 that it was coming to an end. And Jason, the program manager, 471 00:30:57.519 --> 00:31:00.759 was like, I brought something fun for you guys. Let's go, and 472 00:31:00.839 --> 00:31:06.119 we get back to the building and it was this this sound and light psychedelic 473 00:31:06.200 --> 00:31:10.160 experience and they laid us under these lights on these mats and they put the 474 00:31:10.160 --> 00:31:11.880 headphones on our ears and they shine these lights in our eyes and it was 475 00:31:11.960 --> 00:31:15.680 literally just like an acid trip. I've never, you know, done LSD 476 00:31:15.799 --> 00:31:18.920 before, but it was real. It was like I woke up from that 477 00:31:19.640 --> 00:31:25.880 and I said, what the fuck? How is this possible? That was 478 00:31:25.960 --> 00:31:29.319 real? And Jason was like yeah. I was like, that wasn't in 479 00:31:29.400 --> 00:31:30.839 my head. That was real. He's like, yeah, man, it's 480 00:31:30.880 --> 00:31:36.039 real. It was a long of a session. I don't know. Yeah, 481 00:31:36.119 --> 00:31:38.279 you probably had no concept of time. It was like fractals and all 482 00:31:38.279 --> 00:31:42.720 these images moving around and it was a real psychedelic experience induced through light and 483 00:31:42.759 --> 00:31:48.839 sound, and it was crazy. This was the last day before wey'all were 484 00:31:48.920 --> 00:31:51.119 leaving. The last night, yeah, and then we got up and left 485 00:31:51.119 --> 00:31:55.359 the next morning. I left later in the day. A lot of people 486 00:31:55.359 --> 00:31:56.839 had flights and then had to get up at like five, six in the 487 00:31:56.880 --> 00:32:00.880 morning whatever. But yeah, so that last day it was really emotional. 488 00:32:00.920 --> 00:32:04.319 We were all having crazy experiences. Everybody was breaking down. People were crying 489 00:32:04.400 --> 00:32:08.640 left and right. And that was the night of the solstice and I at 490 00:32:08.680 --> 00:32:13.640 four o'clock, I went to that debrief session after the break and I said 491 00:32:13.720 --> 00:32:16.079 y'all for real tonight. There's gonna be a miracle. I'm not doubting at 492 00:32:16.079 --> 00:32:19.440 this time. We saw it on TV last time. There's gonna be a 493 00:32:19.519 --> 00:32:22.519 real miracle tonight. And I said it out loud. I said, everybody's 494 00:32:22.519 --> 00:32:28.359 going to see the orbs tonight, everybody, and they were like, okay. 495 00:32:28.559 --> 00:32:34.880 And after the psychedelic experience, we all went out to the crystal. 496 00:32:35.799 --> 00:32:39.559 Everybody saw the orbs. Damn, I've been waiting, man, I've been 497 00:32:39.559 --> 00:32:44.079 on the edge of my seat. Everybody saw the miracle. Everybody saw it, 498 00:32:44.519 --> 00:32:50.200 the solstice, the full moon. Oh that's incredible, man, somehow 499 00:32:50.200 --> 00:32:53.799 I saw the future. Oh oh oh, right, you saw that happening. 500 00:32:53.839 --> 00:33:00.960 You saw that miracle happening before it happened. It happened so incredible, 501 00:33:00.000 --> 00:33:02.720 man, it actually happened, and none of them denied it that it was. 502 00:33:02.960 --> 00:33:06.839 It was real. Everybody saw it, the instructor. By the end 503 00:33:06.839 --> 00:33:07.880 of the night, the instructors were in the pool with us. They were 504 00:33:07.920 --> 00:33:12.759 all everybody was so elated from the energy, from from everything that we had 505 00:33:12.759 --> 00:33:15.240 all been through, from everybody seeing the orbs. And that was only a 506 00:33:15.240 --> 00:33:19.680 small part of it. I mean, it was everything else and it was 507 00:33:19.759 --> 00:33:23.640 just so insane. And was it some people's first time ever seeing orbs? 508 00:33:23.799 --> 00:33:28.039 Yeah? Most most of them. Yeah, some people had read the book, 509 00:33:28.079 --> 00:33:30.599 heard the podcast, maybe went out one time, like Chris told me, 510 00:33:30.640 --> 00:33:34.240 he went out after reading Dad's book and that was the first time he 511 00:33:34.279 --> 00:33:37.920 saw orbs. Oh really yeah, And lots of people there had no clue 512 00:33:37.960 --> 00:33:42.079 about any of it. And oh, I forgot to say this. Maya. 513 00:33:43.240 --> 00:33:49.480 Maya is a powerful human being. An Archie too, amazing human being. 514 00:33:50.279 --> 00:33:53.680 And I will say this. It was so funny because when they were 515 00:33:53.680 --> 00:34:01.720 instructing us, you would think that going to this place would be serious, 516 00:34:02.759 --> 00:34:09.000 but it was the opposite. Everybody there was Yoda. Everybody was giggling, 517 00:34:09.159 --> 00:34:15.960 everybody was silly. Every one of them up to the CEO. Every one 518 00:34:15.000 --> 00:34:21.880 of them were just the most vibrant, luminous, just loving beings. It's 519 00:34:22.239 --> 00:34:25.960 real. And Archie was so funny because I had some amazing footage of him, 520 00:34:27.000 --> 00:34:31.679 but he would say the most mind blowing shit and then he would laugh 521 00:34:31.719 --> 00:34:36.320 like Yoda and everybody's just dying, dude. There was so much laughter throughout 522 00:34:36.360 --> 00:34:39.039 the week. It was not serious at all. And he would be like 523 00:34:40.679 --> 00:34:44.360 he'd be like, you know, you get to focus twenty one where you 524 00:34:44.400 --> 00:34:46.880 can perceive higher realities, and you know, he would tell all the science 525 00:34:46.880 --> 00:34:51.960 and Robert Monroe would teach you know, life after death and the immortal existence 526 00:34:51.960 --> 00:34:53.800 of the soul, and then you get to the state and then you ask 527 00:34:53.800 --> 00:34:58.960 your higher self and you can leave your body or don't, and every and 528 00:34:59.000 --> 00:35:01.119 then he would just giggle and everybody, it's just the way he would say 529 00:35:01.119 --> 00:35:05.079 things was so fucking funny. It was. It was. It made the 530 00:35:05.079 --> 00:35:08.519 experience amazing. Am I sitting there quiet because he was the main instructor and 531 00:35:08.519 --> 00:35:12.760 She's sitting there quiet, but you could tell she was thinking some profound shit. 532 00:35:13.440 --> 00:35:15.760 And then at the end she would say some profound shit. And throughout 533 00:35:15.800 --> 00:35:21.360 the week I was paying attention and I was like, there's something special about 534 00:35:21.400 --> 00:35:25.360 these people. And the second day I was showing my the orb stuff and 535 00:35:25.400 --> 00:35:28.639 she was like, oh my god. Her eyes got really big. She 536 00:35:28.719 --> 00:35:30.519 was like, I've taken pictures like this, but I've never seen them with 537 00:35:30.599 --> 00:35:37.719 my eyes. WHOA, So she's taking pictures or pictures so she can see 538 00:35:37.760 --> 00:35:40.800 it through the camera, yes, never with her eyes. By the fourth 539 00:35:40.920 --> 00:35:45.280 night, she walked outside to me and she said, look at this video. 540 00:35:46.039 --> 00:35:51.039 I'm going to show you this ORB video right now. She walked out 541 00:35:51.039 --> 00:35:52.000 when we were she was like, I have jet lag. I don't think 542 00:35:52.000 --> 00:35:54.679 I should staut in SkyWatch with you guys, but she wanted you so bad. 543 00:35:54.719 --> 00:35:58.960 She's from Lithuania. There's like a brutal flight getting here and getting up 544 00:35:59.000 --> 00:36:02.599 early, and oh yeah, look at this. Do you want me to 545 00:36:02.639 --> 00:36:07.679 put that in? Maybe yeah, yeah, yeah, I'll ask her if 546 00:36:07.679 --> 00:36:09.920 she's okay with that, but but obviously yes, if she's okay with that, 547 00:36:10.239 --> 00:36:14.039 I don't think she would mind, but I'll ask her. And she 548 00:36:14.119 --> 00:36:16.519 took this video when and where. I want you to watch it first. 549 00:36:20.400 --> 00:36:29.039 Now it's it's very hold on, it's very dark, but you can clearly 550 00:36:29.159 --> 00:36:35.920 see here there is an ORB of light. Yeah it was in her unit. 551 00:36:37.320 --> 00:36:43.000 No, ye, in her room in the unit. Not that, 552 00:36:43.199 --> 00:36:51.599 not just the room in her the pod. Oh what No, this is 553 00:36:51.599 --> 00:36:54.679 a video. I zoomed in really hard, so you know. And there's 554 00:36:54.679 --> 00:37:00.440 also two of them. There is this small singular point of light that was 555 00:37:00.519 --> 00:37:07.800 flashing at her and one shoots by in the unit. Woh man. So 556 00:37:07.000 --> 00:37:10.480 in four days she went from Wow, this is so cool. I've only 557 00:37:10.480 --> 00:37:14.880 ever taken pictures like this too, walking out showing me this video. And 558 00:37:14.920 --> 00:37:19.199 it's in her unit, which is like her little bunk bed, Like, 559 00:37:19.360 --> 00:37:23.480 yes, it's a twin bed with a curtain. Whoa man, you have 560 00:37:23.559 --> 00:37:27.079 walls all around here. Two? Yeah, there's two. It's hard to 561 00:37:27.119 --> 00:37:30.079 see with all the lights on because it's black in the room and the orbs 562 00:37:30.079 --> 00:37:34.280 are tiny. Yeah, but yeah, there were two in her units. 563 00:37:34.320 --> 00:37:38.679 She went from that that's never seeing them in person ever with her eyes to 564 00:37:38.880 --> 00:37:43.840 there's one literally like almost touching her. And there were four other people that 565 00:37:43.920 --> 00:37:52.519 week. I think it was Rosalie, Marco, Jordan, and I can't 566 00:37:52.559 --> 00:37:57.840 remember who else had one in their room because there were so many more people 567 00:37:57.880 --> 00:38:00.199 in the other building and there were four of us. Other people had them 568 00:38:00.239 --> 00:38:02.239 in their room at one night, Yeah, after the first sky watching night, 569 00:38:02.239 --> 00:38:05.880 and we were all talking about it and people were sharing that they saw 570 00:38:06.719 --> 00:38:10.199 four people had entities in their room. Three of them felt it, and 571 00:38:10.239 --> 00:38:13.639 you know, we're in such an altered state for meditating all day. Three 572 00:38:13.639 --> 00:38:17.280 of them felt it. Marco saw it behind the curtain and they were freaked 573 00:38:17.280 --> 00:38:23.920 out. There was a lot of weird like interference. I actually have video 574 00:38:24.079 --> 00:38:29.840 proof that when I went into film the control room, my light was flipped 575 00:38:29.840 --> 00:38:32.159 off. Because when you're done meditating, you flip your light off. Ye, 576 00:38:32.320 --> 00:38:36.639 you have a little switch that's like wired to the next building where they 577 00:38:37.000 --> 00:38:38.719 we all meditated at the same time. It's like everybody has a switch. 578 00:38:38.960 --> 00:38:42.840 You flip it on. Green light. Okay, everybody's green light is on. 579 00:38:42.920 --> 00:38:46.440 Now we begin, right, My light was off. I went and 580 00:38:46.480 --> 00:38:50.320 recorded a video in the control room and I zoom in and I show my 581 00:38:50.400 --> 00:38:52.480 light is off. But I wasn't thinking to do that. I was just 582 00:38:52.519 --> 00:38:54.320 like, oh, look, here's my name in the control And when I 583 00:38:54.360 --> 00:39:00.639 went back for the next session, my switch was flipped. There was all 584 00:39:00.719 --> 00:39:05.159 kinds of stuff like that happening. And Alan the CEO, Paul the CTO, 585 00:39:05.320 --> 00:39:10.079 and multiple instructors. Instructors told me personally multiple times throughout the week, 586 00:39:10.280 --> 00:39:14.440 this is insane. This is the best gateway group we've ever had. This 587 00:39:14.559 --> 00:39:20.079 is the most paranormal week in the history of the institute. They never see 588 00:39:20.119 --> 00:39:28.280 nothing like that. Nobody had. Damn man. Now that's not counting custom 589 00:39:28.320 --> 00:39:32.920 programs. You know, Dad did go to a couple of custom programs and 590 00:39:34.000 --> 00:39:38.320 some very profound things happened. And I'm sure there have been many other custom 591 00:39:38.360 --> 00:39:43.320 programs where other people have come and things like this have happened. What they 592 00:39:43.599 --> 00:39:47.000 were saying is like the Gateway experience. Even though we were allowed to film 593 00:39:47.039 --> 00:39:52.280 everything and go on private tours, we still did the original program. We 594 00:39:52.320 --> 00:40:01.440 did the program that everybody else does most paranormal, supernatural, magical week ever 595 00:40:01.960 --> 00:40:07.239 in the history of the Institute. Is what they told me. That everybody 596 00:40:07.280 --> 00:40:10.800 was blown away. Everybody was blown away. I was blown away. All 597 00:40:10.840 --> 00:40:15.679 the board members were blown away. The instructors were blown away. I'm telling 598 00:40:15.719 --> 00:40:17.280 you. By the last night, the instructors were in a pool with us 599 00:40:17.280 --> 00:40:20.719 and we were all dancing you know, this goo and we were all at 600 00:40:20.840 --> 00:40:23.960 or we you know, we were all seeing them shoot by, and it 601 00:40:24.000 --> 00:40:29.000 was it was insane, dude. So well it's faded. It was faded 602 00:40:29.199 --> 00:40:32.079 like it was supposed to happen exactly when it happened with the people that it 603 00:40:32.119 --> 00:40:37.679 happened with like that, you know, it was always supposed to be the 604 00:40:37.719 --> 00:40:42.280 most crazy event that they've ever done. It was insane. It was for 605 00:40:42.320 --> 00:40:46.599 a reason, like literal miracles happened, you know what I mean. Yeah, 606 00:40:46.639 --> 00:40:52.280 like that's not and you you even foresaw some of those miracles before they 607 00:40:52.360 --> 00:40:58.400 happened, like it's like this huge energy vortex. Yeah, that is that 608 00:40:58.519 --> 00:41:02.840 is nuts. People were seeing orbs in their units and then and then your 609 00:41:04.000 --> 00:41:09.400 like light switch getting flipped. That's crazy. That's crazy to me. Nobody's 610 00:41:09.440 --> 00:41:15.280 going in your in your unit to flip your light switch like that's not that's 611 00:41:15.440 --> 00:41:22.800 ridiculous, man, how insane? Yeah it was. It was definitely insane. 612 00:41:22.000 --> 00:41:29.239 And that's basically it. And one thing that I completely glossed over. 613 00:41:30.199 --> 00:41:34.199 One of the things that I saw either in Focus twelve or fifteen was that 614 00:41:34.280 --> 00:41:37.920 the Monroe Institute and they don't consciously know this. I said this to them. 615 00:41:37.960 --> 00:41:44.079 I said this to Alan and Paul and the instructors. They don't. 616 00:41:44.320 --> 00:41:47.760 This isn't their intention. But what came to me was that it is the 617 00:41:49.239 --> 00:41:54.480 genuine emergence, re emergence of the temple. Like back in the old days 618 00:41:54.480 --> 00:42:00.239 we had the Elysian mysteries or Elucinian mysteries, we had the temples of Parthenon 619 00:42:00.400 --> 00:42:05.039 or you know, Alexandria, all these secret mystery temples that would have this 620 00:42:05.239 --> 00:42:08.800 knowledge that people would travel from all over to go to and What came to 621 00:42:08.840 --> 00:42:15.360 me was that the Monroe Institute is that in the modern day. But that's 622 00:42:15.400 --> 00:42:19.800 not like something they know. It's just emerged from the spirit world and all 623 00:42:19.800 --> 00:42:22.119 these different strings were pulled. Yeah you know what I mean. Yeah, 624 00:42:22.159 --> 00:42:28.960 but it's the power of the place. It is a very deeply real spiritual 625 00:42:29.000 --> 00:42:31.880 thing. Yeah. I think it's I think it's so focused and so powerful 626 00:42:31.960 --> 00:42:37.480 because of how pure everyone's intentions have been, including Robert Monroe. From the 627 00:42:37.639 --> 00:42:43.119 very beginning, his intentions were only ever pure, like he just it happened 628 00:42:43.199 --> 00:42:47.039 upon him. He didn't go seeking this spontaneously for any kind of like ulterior 629 00:42:47.119 --> 00:42:52.079 motives. It was it just it literally was like bestowed on him to have 630 00:42:52.159 --> 00:42:58.880 this experience and like chase it. And it seems like his legacy has been 631 00:42:58.920 --> 00:43:05.559 preserved from that point even up until now. The people around this project, 632 00:43:05.800 --> 00:43:08.639 they get it, they get the intention, the energy behind it, and 633 00:43:08.679 --> 00:43:15.559 they're only interested in maintaining that purity. That's like, I think that's why 634 00:43:15.599 --> 00:43:21.199 it's so if they had set out to be like we're going to create the 635 00:43:21.280 --> 00:43:24.559 new Temple, We're going to create the new Parthenon, because people do that. 636 00:43:25.159 --> 00:43:30.119 You place biases, you place things on it when and it like kind 637 00:43:30.119 --> 00:43:32.800 of can lose some of the freedom because you're trying to shape it into a 638 00:43:32.840 --> 00:43:37.239 specific thing. It doesn't seem like that was ever the plan. It was 639 00:43:37.360 --> 00:43:42.880 just like, this is happening, this is real, we're discovering these things. 640 00:43:43.440 --> 00:43:46.400 And they just kind of chased that and it all happened organically and naturally, 641 00:43:46.519 --> 00:43:51.400 and now it is what it is. Yeah, it's like it's like 642 00:43:51.519 --> 00:43:55.559 it happened in the subconscious realm, that power and that prestige, and you 643 00:43:55.599 --> 00:44:00.199 know that's what came to me, and the conscious just chased it was they 644 00:44:00.239 --> 00:44:01.679 don't even know it. Yeah, And I told him this. I told 645 00:44:01.679 --> 00:44:05.280 Alan, I told Paul, I told the instructors that were there with me, 646 00:44:05.760 --> 00:44:07.679 and they were like, wow, that's very interesting. That's not They're 647 00:44:07.719 --> 00:44:10.159 like, yeah we know that. No, No, they're very humble. 648 00:44:10.280 --> 00:44:15.679 Yeah, they're very humble, and that's not something that they even considered. 649 00:44:16.079 --> 00:44:23.679 Yeah. Isn't that kind of how all profound temples get erected. Where it's 650 00:44:23.960 --> 00:44:27.280 not like somebody's like I'm going to build a temple and make a lot of 651 00:44:27.280 --> 00:44:29.920 money. It's they wake up and God told them in a dream, build 652 00:44:29.920 --> 00:44:32.239 this temple here. Yea, many of them, right, yeah, many 653 00:44:32.280 --> 00:44:36.599 of them. I'm trying to see if I missed any honorable mentions. Oh 654 00:44:36.599 --> 00:44:40.280 my god, my brother Hakim was there. I was trying to specifically not 655 00:44:40.599 --> 00:44:45.000 shout. I wanted to shout people up as they came up in story. 656 00:44:45.800 --> 00:44:49.360 But I'll go ahead and drop everybody else that was there. My buddy Hakim, 657 00:44:49.480 --> 00:44:52.480 who we will meet soon because he's going to be on our show. 658 00:44:52.960 --> 00:44:55.679 And other than that, that's everybody I've said, everybody that was there. 659 00:44:58.599 --> 00:45:00.440 Hakim is an amazing individual. That's the guy that I keep telling y'all, 660 00:45:00.440 --> 00:45:04.239 once we get this new studio built, we're gonna have him out. Remember, 661 00:45:04.360 --> 00:45:07.559 Yeah, he was there. Yeah, yeah, and he's of course 662 00:45:07.599 --> 00:45:09.760 didn't know. I had no idea. He didn't know either. He is 663 00:45:09.800 --> 00:45:15.880 an amazing individual and we had such a wonderful time together. And he told 664 00:45:15.920 --> 00:45:20.559 me no, no. He posted on Facebook he said, I'm at Monroe 665 00:45:20.599 --> 00:45:23.079 with my brother from another mother, and he came and showed me. He 666 00:45:23.119 --> 00:45:27.199 was giggling about it later, but his mom commented and said, y'all really 667 00:45:27.199 --> 00:45:32.440 do resemble. I mean, it's just cut. That had me cracking up. 668 00:45:32.480 --> 00:45:36.440 But Hakeem is funny. He kept the party going, dude. He 669 00:45:36.639 --> 00:45:38.840 was the DJ. Every time we spontaneously broke out in to dance, it 670 00:45:38.920 --> 00:45:44.480 was him playing songs and just getting the crowd going and rolling with the jokes. 671 00:45:44.519 --> 00:45:46.639 And I'm very excited to have him on. Actually, he has an 672 00:45:46.679 --> 00:45:51.760 event in October that we're invited to cool. It's Infantteville. He has about 673 00:45:51.760 --> 00:45:54.000 thirty people. He invited about thirty people. I don't know who's all going 674 00:45:54.079 --> 00:45:58.199 to show up, but it's gonna be like a you know, he was 675 00:45:58.239 --> 00:46:02.079 on Naked and Afraid right and other shows too, So he's a big survival 676 00:46:02.079 --> 00:46:06.679 guy. He's a martial artist. He's obviously consciousness based. He's really in 677 00:46:06.760 --> 00:46:10.000 with Monroe. He's really in with the Vibravision crew, which are people that 678 00:46:10.119 --> 00:46:14.920 like see blindfolded. That's a thing too. There's a whole discipline of that 679 00:46:15.000 --> 00:46:17.679 and he practices that. And he's gonna have those kinds of people like it's 680 00:46:17.760 --> 00:46:22.039 like a it's like a wilderness survival expo retreat in Fetteville that we're invited to 681 00:46:22.079 --> 00:46:25.320 do in October. So I told him I would go, and you guys 682 00:46:25.599 --> 00:46:30.599 as well, if you want. I told him I'm going. That could 683 00:46:30.599 --> 00:46:34.280 be cool content. I am down. I'm so down. That sounds awesome. 684 00:46:34.400 --> 00:46:36.199 Yeah, I'd love to be a part of that. He owns like 685 00:46:36.239 --> 00:46:39.960 one hundred acres out there. And there was a couple other things that I 686 00:46:39.960 --> 00:46:45.039 forgot to bring up entirely that I hinted at earlier. So we talked a 687 00:46:45.079 --> 00:46:49.599 lot about life after death. Obviously, that was the big question about all 688 00:46:49.679 --> 00:46:53.000 this being possible and what happens next. And according to the Institute, which 689 00:46:53.000 --> 00:46:58.280 I really like and really agree with, that you never truly die, You 690 00:46:58.679 --> 00:47:00.360 exist forever. You are more than your physical body. You are immortal and 691 00:47:00.400 --> 00:47:07.239 your eternal right. And they basically likened it as to the earth is like 692 00:47:07.840 --> 00:47:14.679 a place where we learn, we grow, and kind of like the vibratory 693 00:47:14.840 --> 00:47:19.519 rate of how you are when you die dictates what happens next. You know, 694 00:47:20.559 --> 00:47:23.760 if you're like a really bad person and do really bad things, you 695 00:47:23.840 --> 00:47:28.559 might have this really heavy energy. It might take a little while to you 696 00:47:28.599 --> 00:47:30.719 know, kind of free to where you can go to the next place. 697 00:47:30.719 --> 00:47:35.360 But eventually we all do They say that, you know sometimes yeah, yeah, 698 00:47:35.400 --> 00:47:38.199 like purifying your your vibrational energy, all the stuff we say that's the 699 00:47:38.239 --> 00:47:40.920 mind blowing things, like all the stuff that we've been researching on the show 700 00:47:40.920 --> 00:47:45.760 and talking about. It's it's all there. It's the same source exactly. 701 00:47:45.800 --> 00:47:51.599 These people from thousands of years ago were accessing the same stuff exactly. It's 702 00:47:51.639 --> 00:47:55.039 the same source. It's not like they're not just like theorizing and jotting stuff 703 00:47:55.079 --> 00:47:59.559 down, like, No, they were experiencing this. Yeah, and and 704 00:47:59.719 --> 00:48:05.039 dah cuminting it. It's not a story, it's a documentation, right, 705 00:48:06.159 --> 00:48:08.840 So cool. So they have a whole program at Monroe called Lifeline. So 706 00:48:09.000 --> 00:48:13.440 I just a Gateway which is the first program. Then once you graduate from 707 00:48:13.480 --> 00:48:16.559 Gateway you can do other programs, and they have one called Lifeline, which 708 00:48:16.599 --> 00:48:20.199 is where you get to let me see what focus level. I think it's 709 00:48:20.239 --> 00:48:30.199 like twenty two or something, twenty seven. Maybe it's either, I don't 710 00:48:30.199 --> 00:48:37.360 know, man twenty three or twenty seven. And they literally assist trapped souls 711 00:48:37.400 --> 00:48:44.719 in ascending to the other side, crossing over. And the only other Wink 712 00:48:44.760 --> 00:48:49.960 Wink TV appearance of the Monroe Institute was in twenty thirteen of it was this 713 00:48:50.039 --> 00:48:53.199 A and E documentary and it was about the Lifeline program. Yeah, where 714 00:48:53.239 --> 00:48:57.480 they helped souls cross over to the other side, and they made us watch 715 00:48:57.519 --> 00:49:00.000 the documentary one night. It's about an hour and a half or an hour 716 00:49:00.079 --> 00:49:07.320 maybe, And they had a group of people doing the Lifeline program going in 717 00:49:07.599 --> 00:49:10.920 getting information from these souls, and they were verifying a lot of it as 718 00:49:12.039 --> 00:49:19.239 real people, like real people that passed over historical records all of it. 719 00:49:19.320 --> 00:49:22.840 Like some of them, they locked in that they were real. But get 720 00:49:22.840 --> 00:49:29.920 this, the first name of a spirit that came through in this documentary Daniel 721 00:49:29.960 --> 00:49:34.800 Bledsoe. Huh. When they said that on TV, everybody in the room 722 00:49:34.800 --> 00:49:38.119 looked at me and guessed, I mean, I'm sure what I'm sure? 723 00:49:38.800 --> 00:49:45.320 The first name Daniel Bledsoe. Get out, dude. Arcie looked at me 724 00:49:45.800 --> 00:49:47.639 and he was afterwards, he was like, I've seen these hundreds of times 725 00:49:49.360 --> 00:49:54.519 and never cared. But that's weird. That's very weird. It's very weird. 726 00:49:55.480 --> 00:49:59.599 And there were millions of these little moments throughout the week, like the 727 00:49:59.639 --> 00:50:04.039 mirror on the TV, like the entity interaction, and all kinds of other 728 00:50:04.079 --> 00:50:06.880 things that I will probably never even be able to remember it because it was 729 00:50:06.920 --> 00:50:12.000 so much non stop, synchronious, NonStop and an entity interaction and and astral 730 00:50:12.000 --> 00:50:14.599 projection all this stuff. It was like there was so much going on that 731 00:50:14.639 --> 00:50:19.679 I really had the profound sense that they are a very powerful ally that we 732 00:50:19.679 --> 00:50:22.920 were meant to come together. They're definitely an ally to us. They they 733 00:50:23.280 --> 00:50:28.960 like our show. That's cool, which is why they invited me to be 734 00:50:29.000 --> 00:50:32.360 there. Yeah, and I did try to request for people to come with 735 00:50:32.440 --> 00:50:37.719 me, but ultimately it was full. So you know, but yeah, 736 00:50:37.760 --> 00:50:45.159 I'm thinking of BSS does Monroe Bro you have no idea? Like, Okay, 737 00:50:45.760 --> 00:50:51.719 it this might sound weird, but I feel drastically different right now than 738 00:50:51.760 --> 00:50:57.000 I did when we started recording me too. I feel very different right now. 739 00:50:57.119 --> 00:51:00.239 It's kind of strange. I feel like my energy is completely different, 740 00:51:00.880 --> 00:51:08.559 Like I really yeah, I feel like I who knows how long it could 741 00:51:08.639 --> 00:51:13.360 be before Like if I ever even get the opportunity to go there, I 742 00:51:13.360 --> 00:51:17.519 would it would be incredible. And I after having this conversation, I'm like, 743 00:51:19.519 --> 00:51:23.800 I would absolutely love to go and do that. But until then, 744 00:51:23.840 --> 00:51:28.199 like I want to do don't they have like an online thing that you can 745 00:51:28.239 --> 00:51:30.679 do, yeah, and significantly cheaper. I just want to get this information 746 00:51:30.840 --> 00:51:36.320 and start practicing this stuff like on my own. Like many of the things 747 00:51:36.320 --> 00:51:42.119 that you said, uh that you guys did and the things that they do 748 00:51:42.239 --> 00:51:45.280 there are things that I've wanted to do for a long time already. Yeah, 749 00:51:45.280 --> 00:51:50.119 and I just didn't know where to find like the answers, or I 750 00:51:50.159 --> 00:51:53.800 didn't even know how to look for what I was looking for. I will 751 00:51:53.840 --> 00:51:57.360 say this for the audience. I went to the Monroe's too, with a 752 00:51:57.360 --> 00:52:01.079 lot of questions about myself and a lot of them personal. And I do 753 00:52:01.119 --> 00:52:05.920 feel like I left with every question I've ever had being answered. And something 754 00:52:06.000 --> 00:52:07.960 Joe mcmonagall told me. I wrote it down and it's funny as shit, 755 00:52:08.039 --> 00:52:15.960 but it's powerful. He's really a funny guy. He said. Hold on, 756 00:52:15.960 --> 00:52:20.719 I gotta go all the way back to day two, flipping through my 757 00:52:21.199 --> 00:52:24.559 joint O here. I know what he said, but I want to read 758 00:52:24.599 --> 00:52:29.840 it. He said. The ego is the bad part of the mind. 759 00:52:30.159 --> 00:52:37.440 The subconscious mind knows everything. Take my word for it. Damn every answer 760 00:52:37.480 --> 00:52:40.840 we've ever had, or every needed we already do, it's in there some 761 00:52:40.920 --> 00:52:44.320 way. It's in there. Yeah. We just have to learn how to 762 00:52:44.360 --> 00:52:46.360 get to the state so that we can clearly see them and hear them. 763 00:52:46.840 --> 00:52:51.239 And I do. I have a lot of questions like that. I have 764 00:52:51.320 --> 00:52:58.119 a lot of like personal questions about like my higher self and about like my 765 00:52:58.119 --> 00:53:01.920 my body self and my spirit itself and my past lives. Like I have 766 00:53:02.000 --> 00:53:07.519 a lot of things that I feel like this program could bring clarity. Yeah, 767 00:53:07.800 --> 00:53:14.840 it absolutely would and it will. I feel like, very very drawn 768 00:53:15.000 --> 00:53:22.360 to this for some reason. I think that that's looking bright. I think 769 00:53:22.400 --> 00:53:24.679 that we'll have some sort of opportunity and that could be in the form of 770 00:53:24.760 --> 00:53:30.239 us, you know, investing and going together or sending one by one. 771 00:53:30.519 --> 00:53:32.039 That's what I'm saying, man, like this this isn't the end for us 772 00:53:32.039 --> 00:53:37.639 some in roe. I feel that strongly in my heart, and you know, 773 00:53:37.960 --> 00:53:40.119 I would just keep your hopes up, you know, stay optimistic about 774 00:53:40.119 --> 00:53:44.960 it, and even if it's as simple as us figuring out a time and 775 00:53:45.000 --> 00:53:47.280 a when and how we do it. But yeah, it's something that when 776 00:53:47.280 --> 00:53:50.920 I left that place, I was like, everybody needs to go here. 777 00:53:51.360 --> 00:53:55.400 Yeah, Like I feel I have this feeling like I need to experience this 778 00:53:55.679 --> 00:54:00.280 knowledge in one way or another. Like if I got the chance to go 779 00:54:00.320 --> 00:54:02.440 there, that would obviously be incredible, but like, regardless, I just 780 00:54:02.519 --> 00:54:07.920 want to practice this stuff. Yeah. Well, the good news is and 781 00:54:07.159 --> 00:54:10.239 I was gonna say this anyway for the listener. They have an app, 782 00:54:10.840 --> 00:54:16.039 the Expand App, and it goes up to Focus twenty one. Because they 783 00:54:16.039 --> 00:54:19.840 haven't implemented all the Focused levels yet. I don't know that they will. 784 00:54:19.880 --> 00:54:25.360 I think they intend to if I remember correctly. But this probably sounds like 785 00:54:25.400 --> 00:54:30.760 a huge ad, just so everybody knows. It's not. It's not like 786 00:54:30.079 --> 00:54:35.320 it's not like we're being paid or something. This stuff is just fucking amazing. 787 00:54:35.519 --> 00:54:40.440 Like it's just incredible, and it's changing the Bledsoe's lives. Like now 788 00:54:40.639 --> 00:54:45.559 three of you have been and you've all had like profound life changing experiences. 789 00:54:45.800 --> 00:54:50.000 Yeah. Like, but that's what I'm saying, like profound. You know, 790 00:54:50.079 --> 00:54:52.000 obviously going there is a better experience, but it can be done at 791 00:54:52.039 --> 00:54:55.559 home. Yeah, they have the app where you can listen to these programs. 792 00:54:55.599 --> 00:54:59.679 You can look up the protocols online. Also, they have online programs 793 00:54:59.719 --> 00:55:02.920 that are significantly less expensive. Yeah, that can be done virtually. That's 794 00:55:04.159 --> 00:55:07.000 I didn't even know they did that until last night when we did the discord 795 00:55:07.039 --> 00:55:13.079 event. Yeah, it's it's not possible because of Monroe. They're the facilitator. 796 00:55:13.159 --> 00:55:16.119 They perfected it, they figured it out, and they are the proprietors 797 00:55:16.159 --> 00:55:21.360 of the program and and all of that that they've developed and given to the 798 00:55:21.360 --> 00:55:23.639 world. But it's possible because of our brain. Yeah you know what I 799 00:55:23.639 --> 00:55:28.960 mean. Yeah, the mind is the power, right. Yeah, they 800 00:55:29.039 --> 00:55:32.320 just they they have the keys, they know they know the secrets and the 801 00:55:32.360 --> 00:55:35.840 tricks. Yeah, man, I mean it was, it was. It 802 00:55:35.920 --> 00:55:40.599 was unbelievably life changing and mind altering. And yeah, I don't think it's 803 00:55:40.639 --> 00:55:45.199 the end for our connection with Monroe. I think I think it's a beautiful 804 00:55:45.239 --> 00:55:51.480 thing forming there. And yeah, I mean I would love for all of 805 00:55:51.599 --> 00:55:55.880 us to go. That would be so unbelievable. Like if we all got 806 00:55:55.880 --> 00:56:00.679 to go, that would be so unbelievable. I mean, they'd be unbelievable 807 00:56:00.800 --> 00:56:06.119 just for me to go. But but it'd be particularly awesome if we all 808 00:56:06.119 --> 00:56:07.119 got together, if we were all there at the same time. I'm gonna 809 00:56:07.119 --> 00:56:14.039 be playing jokes on you in a different dimensions, dude. I will say 810 00:56:14.079 --> 00:56:16.039 this just so you guys have like, cause it's one thing for me to 811 00:56:16.079 --> 00:56:20.960 say, like, yeah, we were talking to each other in the astrol 812 00:56:21.079 --> 00:56:23.400 But I'll give you a vulnerable example one of them that happened to me. 813 00:56:23.840 --> 00:56:32.960 So Hannah the manifestation expert. Actually we Brad coined the term hannifestation, which 814 00:56:34.000 --> 00:56:37.199 was fine and the ship, but one thing. After a meditation session, 815 00:56:37.280 --> 00:56:40.880 we would all like find somebody afterwards and be like I saw you, and 816 00:56:40.880 --> 00:56:44.559 it's like, really, what did it say? So Hannah came up to 817 00:56:44.599 --> 00:56:47.079 me after meditation. She was like, I saw you, and this might 818 00:56:47.559 --> 00:56:52.079 be nothing, maybe it's super weird, but I just wanted to tell you 819 00:56:52.119 --> 00:56:58.039 exactly what I heard. But in my meditation I saw that you were worried 820 00:56:58.280 --> 00:57:01.559 nobody would want to book a hotel hell room with you because you were afraid 821 00:57:01.599 --> 00:57:09.199 that everybody thought that you talked too much. And I was like, were 822 00:57:09.239 --> 00:57:15.599 you? I was like, damn, that cut deep. That's like my 823 00:57:15.679 --> 00:57:19.360 biggest thing in life is like, you know, people used to tell me 824 00:57:19.400 --> 00:57:22.559 that grown up like you talk too fucking much. Shut up, you know, 825 00:57:22.639 --> 00:57:27.039 like and also like because I've been suppressed so much and told to be 826 00:57:27.119 --> 00:57:29.719 quiet so much to do. Yeah, it's it's it's like there is a 827 00:57:29.719 --> 00:57:32.639 subconscious part of me that's like I can't share too much, I can't reveal 828 00:57:32.679 --> 00:57:37.559 too much, I can't say too much whatever. Whatever. And the fact 829 00:57:37.599 --> 00:57:39.719 that she didn't even know me and said that specific thing to me. I 830 00:57:39.760 --> 00:57:45.159 was like, damn, how did you know that? Like, is this 831 00:57:45.239 --> 00:57:49.119 the same Hannah that was there with Emily? That was Amy? Amy? 832 00:57:49.280 --> 00:57:51.320 My bad, my bad. Yeah, yeah, that's how I met Amy. 833 00:57:51.400 --> 00:57:53.880 I thought that her whole thing was I thought it was Hannah that she 834 00:57:54.000 --> 00:57:57.960 had that experience with, but Amy, That's right, it was Amy. 835 00:57:58.000 --> 00:58:01.239 But that's just one example. And that was happening all week between everybody. 836 00:58:01.320 --> 00:58:06.480 Yeah, you know, like like hearing these messages from each other that were 837 00:58:06.559 --> 00:58:10.920 real and we were all like, whoa, this is weird. Yeah, 838 00:58:10.960 --> 00:58:15.000 I mean it was amazing. And I feel like that's that's the majority of 839 00:58:15.039 --> 00:58:19.679 it. I mean, it was life changing. I think like if money 840 00:58:19.719 --> 00:58:22.840 is not an issue, I mean I think every you know, people are 841 00:58:22.880 --> 00:58:25.760 so quick. Me included like let's go to Mexico, let's go on a 842 00:58:25.760 --> 00:58:29.599 cruise, let's go to the Bahamas, let's go to europeah blah blah blah 843 00:58:29.599 --> 00:58:31.480 blah blah whatever, you know, let's let's go on vacation here and there. 844 00:58:31.679 --> 00:58:34.880 But like what if you took one of those times and you were like, 845 00:58:35.440 --> 00:58:43.320 let's go to a place that is half spiritual spa half psychic temple, 846 00:58:44.440 --> 00:58:46.880 that's a sick vacation. Oh yeah, you know what I mean, Yeah, 847 00:58:46.880 --> 00:58:52.000 you want to do that? Or Mickey Mouse's there is a joke about 848 00:58:52.000 --> 00:58:55.519 it being spiritual Disneyland. I could see that because like people go there and 849 00:58:55.559 --> 00:58:59.559 they go on rides and you know, out of body and all these things 850 00:58:59.599 --> 00:59:05.159 happen, and it's this amazing heightened energy and you could go to Monroe and 851 00:59:05.360 --> 00:59:12.519 out of body Disneyland. Yeah, you could. You could travel to bring 852 00:59:12.519 --> 00:59:15.239 your spirit to Disney World. Yeah, dude, astral Project and ride Space 853 00:59:15.280 --> 00:59:20.519 Mountain. Right, that'd be sick. That's bogo vacation right there. But 854 00:59:20.679 --> 00:59:23.480 I mean, I think that's pretty much the majority of my notes here. 855 00:59:23.840 --> 00:59:27.760 And obviously there's gonna be stuff I missed because there was so much, but 856 00:59:29.079 --> 00:59:31.000 oh, I do gotta say this. So they have a bunch of stories 857 00:59:31.039 --> 00:59:36.800 about people being ungrounded when they leave, which you know, can confirm it's 858 00:59:36.880 --> 00:59:40.320 very true. And honestly, I've just been laying around all week not really 859 00:59:40.360 --> 00:59:45.400 wanting to do anything. But that's also partially because of three months renovating a 860 00:59:45.400 --> 00:59:47.960 house being so exhausting. You're due for some chill time. Yeah, And 861 00:59:47.960 --> 00:59:52.599 then we turn around and go to Germany for three weeks next week, which 862 00:59:52.639 --> 00:59:57.320 I'm excited about. I feel like it'll be the perfect come down thing. 863 00:59:57.440 --> 01:00:00.719 It's like kind of like being in this different, magical place because Germany's like 864 01:00:00.719 --> 01:00:04.960 that, there's no responsibility, but also like active, we're walking through the 865 01:00:04.960 --> 01:00:07.440 park, we're going here, we're going there. I think it'll be nice 866 01:00:07.079 --> 01:00:12.119 kind of comeback. But they give a packet on grounding and integrate integration, 867 01:00:13.119 --> 01:00:15.599 and they say it takes weeks or months, some people up to a year 868 01:00:16.559 --> 01:00:22.880 to get back to normal, and they have hundreds of stories of reports of 869 01:00:22.119 --> 01:00:29.320 people missing flights after leaving, missing exits on highways because they're so like in 870 01:00:29.360 --> 01:00:36.280 an alterat, I miss two exits. Yeah, And it's just really funny 871 01:00:36.280 --> 01:00:38.760 because they're like, you need to ground. You need too ground. You 872 01:00:38.840 --> 01:00:42.519 will not be the same. You think you will be the same, you 873 01:00:42.559 --> 01:00:45.280 will not be the same. And instructors are like, and we have to 874 01:00:45.320 --> 01:00:50.960 do it too. And Archie when he left the institute, he had like 875 01:00:51.000 --> 01:00:52.320 a couple of day journey to Spa. You know, it's a long flight 876 01:00:52.400 --> 01:00:54.960 and then you rest and then a day or two later he texts us all 877 01:00:55.400 --> 01:01:00.199 and he's at the beach he's like grounding, Yes, we need it because 878 01:01:00.239 --> 01:01:04.079 even the instructors, even though they're not going through the program, from all 879 01:01:04.079 --> 01:01:09.119 of our energy being so amplified, there's amplifies too, I'm sure. And 880 01:01:09.440 --> 01:01:14.639 yeah, So for the first twenty four hours or was home from Monroe, 881 01:01:14.719 --> 01:01:20.199 I actually felt like I was still there, Like I actually felt like I 882 01:01:20.239 --> 01:01:24.760 was still there, and it was very hard to grapple with suddenly coming home. 883 01:01:27.400 --> 01:01:30.840 And now it feels like a dream. You came like straight to my 884 01:01:30.960 --> 01:01:36.960 birthday party weekend, and that must have been such a shock because it's just 885 01:01:37.000 --> 01:01:40.719 like all of my friends are so loud, like that's I was thinking about 886 01:01:40.719 --> 01:01:44.280 that. Like I saw you, you looked exhausted, and I was like, 887 01:01:44.320 --> 01:01:47.719 oh my god, this is probably like such a shell shock to Ryan's 888 01:01:47.760 --> 01:01:51.679 body right now. It was honestly a really good time. I'm glad you 889 01:01:51.719 --> 01:01:54.199 had a good time. We all had a great time, and I'm so 890 01:01:54.280 --> 01:01:59.039 happy that you and Jenny got to come there. There was a moment where 891 01:01:59.079 --> 01:02:02.760 I had to walk outside and go look at the fireflies, not because of 892 01:02:02.960 --> 01:02:07.280 the party, not because of being around the people, but because I was 893 01:02:07.320 --> 01:02:10.559 having a hard time reconciling being gone. Sure, you know what I mean, 894 01:02:10.800 --> 01:02:15.599 Yeah, because it's like, you know, going my whole life, 895 01:02:15.679 --> 01:02:20.159 like having this crazy stuff happen all around me and ninety nine I'm not talking, 896 01:02:20.159 --> 01:02:22.440 you know, being with you guys and doing this and being with like 897 01:02:22.480 --> 01:02:25.119 minded people, but most people in the world are not like minded, at 898 01:02:25.199 --> 01:02:29.559 least with me. And then going to a place for six days where I 899 01:02:29.639 --> 01:02:31.480 was completely normal, not only normal, but there's people doing weird, are 900 01:02:31.480 --> 01:02:36.000 shit than me, you know, and it really felt like being Harry Potter 901 01:02:36.000 --> 01:02:38.159 at Hogwarts. Yeah, and you know he's always sad when he leaves school, 902 01:02:38.159 --> 01:02:43.159 and I felt like, you know it, it was like really shocking 903 01:02:43.239 --> 01:02:45.960 having to come home and being like, oh my god, I have to 904 01:02:46.000 --> 01:02:51.239 snap back to live normal life again. Yeah. Yeah, it's been so 905 01:02:51.400 --> 01:02:54.519 long that I've had to do this and and bear this normal life. And 906 01:02:54.519 --> 01:03:00.519 then going to a place where it's normal and everybody's having these experiences and everyone's 907 01:03:00.679 --> 01:03:04.559 on the same page and there's so much magic and energy, and then I 908 01:03:04.639 --> 01:03:07.880 just had to shock back home. So I still felt like I was there, 909 01:03:07.039 --> 01:03:09.119 like twenty four to seven. I could still see it in my mind 910 01:03:09.119 --> 01:03:12.519 and I couldn't get it out of my head. And it was actually at 911 01:03:12.559 --> 01:03:15.199 your party that I was finally able to do that, which was good. 912 01:03:15.320 --> 01:03:17.880 About twenty four hours. It was towards the end of the night I finally 913 01:03:17.960 --> 01:03:23.960 was able to shift back to being here. Yeah, and I will say 914 01:03:23.960 --> 01:03:29.840 this too, I think this is valuable information. A big fear of mine 915 01:03:29.920 --> 01:03:35.360 leaving was what if what if I lose it? Oh? Right? Because 916 01:03:35.400 --> 01:03:37.599 they, like I explained earlier, well, I guess in part one, 917 01:03:37.960 --> 01:03:42.800 they encode this process into your mind subconsciously where you can access these states, 918 01:03:43.159 --> 01:03:45.400 and that's this big fear. Oh fuck, what if I lose it? 919 01:03:45.400 --> 01:03:46.679 What if all this happened just because I'm there? What if I can't do 920 01:03:46.719 --> 01:03:50.000 this anymore? What if it fades away and I go back to how I 921 01:03:50.159 --> 01:03:53.639 was. I don't see that happening. You see Emily having gone there and 922 01:03:53.719 --> 01:04:00.000 her whole life took a one eighty, And they report that happens for everybody's 923 01:04:00.079 --> 01:04:01.400 in the packet. Like people, they go there and they leave in there 924 01:04:01.440 --> 01:04:06.960 forever changed. And going there gives you the tools to be able to deal 925 01:04:08.119 --> 01:04:12.440 with this ordinary life and it be more bright and more positive. And obviously 926 01:04:12.440 --> 01:04:15.800 everybody has bad days. But what I will say is today, for the 927 01:04:15.840 --> 01:04:21.679 first time it's been. I got back. I got back Friday. It's 928 01:04:21.760 --> 01:04:26.000 Thursday, so I've been back six days. Today is the first time that 929 01:04:26.039 --> 01:04:29.800 I finally said, okay, I want to try a Focus twelve because the 930 01:04:29.880 --> 01:04:34.840 other things I've been doing have been like some of their other guided meditations that 931 01:04:34.920 --> 01:04:39.880 are like release limiting fears. They have a bunch of different guided programs. 932 01:04:40.800 --> 01:04:43.199 So today I knew you guys were coming, I knew we were doing this 933 01:04:43.239 --> 01:04:45.159 episode, and I was like, I want to get into the Focus twelve 934 01:04:45.199 --> 01:04:48.280 state, and just kind of set the intention for this, and I said 935 01:04:48.280 --> 01:04:53.719 it the fifteen minutes. Usually it's an hour we do these meditations, and 936 01:04:53.760 --> 01:04:56.320 I said it for fifteen minutes. I laid the phone beside me. I 937 01:04:56.360 --> 01:05:00.199 didn't even put in headphones because remember they have new technology now, and I 938 01:05:00.199 --> 01:05:04.880 got to the Focus twelve state instantaneously with it playing out of the speaker. 939 01:05:05.440 --> 01:05:12.679 Jenny was in the kitchen doing dishes, blasting like music, clanking around, 940 01:05:12.800 --> 01:05:15.199 putting dishes away, and I remember sitting there meditating, doing my reball, 941 01:05:15.280 --> 01:05:18.760 doing the energy conversion box. I kept I kept putting Jenny in the energy 942 01:05:18.760 --> 01:05:24.480 conversion like the noise she's making in the box the sound in the box, 943 01:05:24.920 --> 01:05:27.559 not being able to do it in the box, everything that popped up. 944 01:05:27.559 --> 01:05:30.400 Throw that shit in the box. And what I do with my box is 945 01:05:30.440 --> 01:05:31.920 I take it with me, and you know, when you're out of body 946 01:05:32.000 --> 01:05:34.639 or whatever, it's like, oh shit, there's a fear the energy box 947 01:05:34.639 --> 01:05:38.079 pops up, throw it in it. I forgot to say, when you 948 01:05:38.079 --> 01:05:40.159 do the box, you're supposed to turn away and put it behind you, 949 01:05:40.199 --> 01:05:43.119 but I kind of keep it with me because sometimes you might want to throw 950 01:05:43.159 --> 01:05:45.840 some more into it. And I did all that. I did about you 951 01:05:45.840 --> 01:05:49.239 know, twenty five to thirty seconds of om because I wanted to reconnect with 952 01:05:49.280 --> 01:05:53.840 the process. But I didn't want Genny to hear me. And you know, 953 01:05:53.880 --> 01:05:57.440 because I'm still not you know, you're doing this privately in your room 954 01:05:57.480 --> 01:05:59.239 and doing it as loud as you can. And I was like, I 955 01:05:59.280 --> 01:06:01.719 want to do an own but discreetly. So I did. I did the 956 01:06:01.760 --> 01:06:09.400 actual process. I got to focus twelve like that, I came to and 957 01:06:09.440 --> 01:06:11.840 my vision was blurry and I was like, yes, it worked, and 958 01:06:11.880 --> 01:06:16.559 I felt really fuzzy. And then within five seconds of me coming to from 959 01:06:16.599 --> 01:06:21.960 the meditation, Alex knocked on the door. So the timing of that was 960 01:06:23.000 --> 01:06:26.079 crazy. Yeah, and then we went right into the episode in the focus 961 01:06:26.119 --> 01:06:30.239 twelve state and here we are, yep, that's great. So you can 962 01:06:30.360 --> 01:06:32.599 you immediately recalled it. There is no worry about you. You don't lose 963 01:06:32.639 --> 01:06:36.360 it. Yeah, losing it, it's like it took it would took no 964 01:06:36.400 --> 01:06:40.480 time at all, instantly right back into it. They teach you to do 965 01:06:40.519 --> 01:06:43.559 it just by saying the number twelve in your mind, because when you do 966 01:06:43.639 --> 01:06:45.800 the guided meditation so much and you're focus on twelve, twelve, twelve, 967 01:06:45.800 --> 01:06:49.960 and they're like, now, in order to reach this state, just you 968 01:06:50.000 --> 01:06:54.159 know, take a deep breath and focus on the number twelve. And the 969 01:06:54.159 --> 01:06:57.320 more you focus on your breathing and you just say twelve twelve, you're like, 970 01:06:57.360 --> 01:07:00.320 oh shit, and you feel the energy shifting back in your eyes into 971 01:07:00.320 --> 01:07:02.920 the back of your head, and then your body starts getting locked up and 972 01:07:02.960 --> 01:07:05.559 then you don't want to move a muscle when you're there, and you can 973 01:07:05.559 --> 01:07:11.400 tell when you're there, you know. So yeah, so you don't lose 974 01:07:11.440 --> 01:07:13.880 it. I thought people would like to know that at home, that it's 975 01:07:13.880 --> 01:07:15.480 something that can be achieved at home. It can be achieved online, it 976 01:07:15.519 --> 01:07:19.320 can be achieved to the app just listening to it, but honestly, going 977 01:07:19.360 --> 01:07:25.119 there would be the most magic. You know, So this is our first 978 01:07:25.159 --> 01:07:30.519 three hour episode. Well it's not a three hour episode, that's true, 979 01:07:30.559 --> 01:07:33.400 it's three one hour episodes. Yeah, that's that's Yeah, it could be. 980 01:07:33.480 --> 01:07:36.360 I was thinking that too. Well yeah, of course, yeah, 981 01:07:36.440 --> 01:07:40.920 why not. Yeah, we didn't plan on this, but here we are. 982 01:07:41.199 --> 01:07:43.159 No. I was all like, I don't know if I can get 983 01:07:43.159 --> 01:07:45.719 more than an hour out of this. No, but that's why I meditated 984 01:07:45.719 --> 01:07:50.400 before all came. So call it all. Yeah, thanks for giving me 985 01:07:50.480 --> 01:07:56.440 the time to explain all that. Thank you for giving us the rundown. 986 01:07:56.519 --> 01:08:00.440 I've been so stoked to hear about it ever since you got back, and 987 01:08:00.639 --> 01:08:04.280 it didn't disappoint. One thing is for certain that at all costs, I 988 01:08:04.320 --> 01:08:08.719 am motivated to get us all there, and it's something that whether it's we 989 01:08:08.760 --> 01:08:13.079 save up or what you know, maybe they'll extend something for us. Either 990 01:08:13.119 --> 01:08:15.239 way we're all going there. That would be if it's one by one, 991 01:08:15.720 --> 01:08:19.199 yeah, if it's together, it doesn't matter. There are pros and cons. 992 01:08:19.439 --> 01:08:24.319 Well there's not really any cons, but there are pros to us either 993 01:08:24.319 --> 01:08:28.640 going individually or together. Yeah, it doesn't matter if you get the opportunity 994 01:08:28.680 --> 01:08:31.439 to go take it. Yeah. Oh, absolutely kidding me. I wouldn't 995 01:08:31.439 --> 01:08:35.600 pass that up. I'd be sick. I would love that. Yeah. 996 01:08:35.640 --> 01:08:43.319 So that's all I got. Monroe'stitute. Love them whoa oh yeah, all 997 01:08:43.399 --> 01:08:49.239 right, love y'all. Bye guys, Bye guys. Weird things happen in 998 01:08:49.279 --> 01:09:03.239 the backyard and let house like that. It's so weird, kind of closer 999 01:09:03.319 --> 01:09:12.399 to us. Layers this straight up like smiring on the inside of it. 1000 01:09:15.079 --> 01:10:00.640 No one knows many Wow it's come, or I ever got a solid kick a n