WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.080 --> 00:00:04.280 I want to become a cuckold. I have a dilemma that I know not 2 00:00:04.400 --> 00:00:08.320 how to resolve. You might think it weird by the time you're done reading 3 00:00:08.359 --> 00:00:11.640 this, but I assure you that it's true and it's happening to me. 4 00:00:12.119 --> 00:00:16.600 Who knows, Maybe you too have found yourself in a similar situation, and 5 00:00:16.679 --> 00:00:20.480 in that case you will relate with what I am about to present. I 6 00:00:20.559 --> 00:00:25.120 have been living in an adulterous relationship for the past seven months, the adulterer 7 00:00:25.160 --> 00:00:29.480 as my wife. Yes, that is the god honest truth. However, 8 00:00:29.640 --> 00:00:33.679 I do not despise my wife for cheating on me. She has no idea 9 00:00:33.719 --> 00:00:37.119 that I am aware of her habits, which is where the dilemma comes in. 10 00:00:37.600 --> 00:00:40.119 You see, I would love for her to know that I know. 11 00:00:40.679 --> 00:00:44.280 I want so much for her to continue doing what she's doing with her lover 12 00:00:44.560 --> 00:00:47.560 or list of lovers, as I'm yet to know how many she might have 13 00:00:47.679 --> 00:00:51.280 out there. But I'm worried that her being aware might frighten her off and 14 00:00:51.320 --> 00:00:55.399 that I might end up losing her. Now you see where I'm coming from, 15 00:00:55.439 --> 00:00:59.359 don't you. Does that make me weird or crazy? I can say 16 00:00:59.399 --> 00:01:03.759 that it only depends on where you're standing for me. I have long passed 17 00:01:03.759 --> 00:01:07.719 the notion of feeling ashamed about expressing my thoughts and desires on paper. I 18 00:01:07.799 --> 00:01:12.079 have wanted this since the first time I caught my wife Betty cheating on me. 19 00:01:12.599 --> 00:01:15.959 Except back then, I was confused about what to make of things. 20 00:01:17.400 --> 00:01:21.599 I could not put my thoughts together. I never would be thinking about this 21 00:01:21.680 --> 00:01:25.799 had that day not happened. How did it happen? It was all because 22 00:01:25.840 --> 00:01:29.519 of an accident one morning that I was on my way to work. I 23 00:01:29.640 --> 00:01:33.200 got into my car and pulled out of my driveway and was heading toward my 24 00:01:33.319 --> 00:01:37.239 bank job when at the first intersection leading out of my neighborhood, a car 25 00:01:37.319 --> 00:01:41.319 came barreling around a bend, and I was seconds too late to avoid colliding 26 00:01:41.400 --> 00:01:45.760 with it. The car rammed into my left headlight, cracking my bumper guard. 27 00:01:46.200 --> 00:01:49.599 We stood there for several minutes, arguing specifics, before finally deciding to 28 00:01:49.640 --> 00:01:55.799 exchange insurance details. Already I was getting late for work. I had seen 29 00:01:55.840 --> 00:01:59.799 a gray truck drive past me, but the vehicle didn't register until later, 30 00:02:00.040 --> 00:02:04.200 and I decided to stroll back home and borrow Betty's car. I had no 31 00:02:04.319 --> 00:02:07.439 idea if she would be making use of it, and prayed I didn't have 32 00:02:07.519 --> 00:02:10.520 to end up calling an uber instead. It was a seven minute walk to 33 00:02:10.599 --> 00:02:15.599 my house. Holding my jacket in my arm, I saw the great truck 34 00:02:15.680 --> 00:02:20.000 parked a short distance from my driveway. I had no clue whom it belonged 35 00:02:20.000 --> 00:02:23.000 to, at least not. Then I entered my house and was halfway up 36 00:02:23.039 --> 00:02:28.800 the stairs when I heard laughter from the corridor. I recognized Betty's voice, 37 00:02:28.919 --> 00:02:32.879 except another was laughing alongside her, a man's voice. I crept toward the 38 00:02:32.919 --> 00:02:38.560 bedroom door and heard their voice grow more distinct. The guy was asking her 39 00:02:38.599 --> 00:02:42.599 when I would be back home. Who cares when he'll be back, said 40 00:02:42.639 --> 00:02:46.240 my wife. Let's fuck for God's sake. I was in disbelief and couldn't 41 00:02:46.319 --> 00:02:52.000 believe what I'd heard. I inched the door open and peered into the room. 42 00:02:52.039 --> 00:02:55.120 Sure enough, my wife wasn't alone inside. A black man was in 43 00:02:55.159 --> 00:02:59.879 there with her. Betty sat on the bed naked, while the black strain 44 00:03:00.319 --> 00:03:04.199 was hurrying out of his jeans. I held my breath as I observed them 45 00:03:04.240 --> 00:03:07.560 from behind the door, careful not to make any sudden move to alert them. 46 00:03:07.599 --> 00:03:10.960 I was of half the mind to surprise them, and I cannot explain 47 00:03:12.080 --> 00:03:15.039 why I chose not too. Maybe it was because it was such a crazy, 48 00:03:15.240 --> 00:03:20.400 surreal thing to see my wife getting ready to cheat on me with another 49 00:03:20.439 --> 00:03:24.360 man. There was every indication she had done it before without me being aware. 50 00:03:24.840 --> 00:03:29.919 Why else would she audaciously invite her lover to our home. The black 51 00:03:29.960 --> 00:03:32.879 man stood naked before Betty, and I had an instant to see his swinging 52 00:03:32.919 --> 00:03:37.639 dick before Betty grabbed hold of it and brought it to her mouth. You 53 00:03:37.759 --> 00:03:40.639 have no idea the horror that comes when you spy your wife giving head to 54 00:03:40.680 --> 00:03:45.520 a stranger in your presence. I wanted to throw up, yet stood there 55 00:03:45.560 --> 00:03:49.319 and watched as the man fell on top of her. They rolled on the 56 00:03:49.400 --> 00:03:53.199 bed. Betty opened her legs for the black stranger to insert himself inside her, 57 00:03:53.319 --> 00:03:58.639 while her arms and feet stayed locked around his backside. She groaned and 58 00:03:58.719 --> 00:04:02.039 pelted the man with k as he began fucking her. Yes, I stood 59 00:04:02.080 --> 00:04:06.000 behind the door and watched another man sink his cock inside my wife, and 60 00:04:06.039 --> 00:04:11.120 I made no attempt at stopping them. To tell the truth, I wasn't 61 00:04:11.159 --> 00:04:15.319 even angry. I watched for a while, then quietly left them together and 62 00:04:15.400 --> 00:04:17.920 went back down the stairs to where I had left my coat and left the 63 00:04:17.959 --> 00:04:21.480 house. I did call for an uber, and as expected, got to 64 00:04:21.560 --> 00:04:26.800 my office an hour late than usual. I called Betty up around noon to 65 00:04:26.839 --> 00:04:30.120 find out how she was doing. The whole time she talked, I fantasized 66 00:04:30.160 --> 00:04:34.040 that her black lover was behind her, caressing her body and kissing the back 67 00:04:34.079 --> 00:04:38.759 of her neck. The thought of that got my erection growing hard in my 68 00:04:38.839 --> 00:04:42.240 pants, as I quickly told Betty I would home later in the evening. 69 00:04:42.720 --> 00:04:46.399 When I ended the call, I sat back and pictured her lover bending her 70 00:04:46.439 --> 00:04:49.160 over the bed and fucking her. I left my desk and went into my 71 00:04:49.240 --> 00:04:55.199 office restroom to masturbate. That was the first time I found out about Betty's 72 00:04:55.279 --> 00:04:59.759 cheating habits, but it wasn't the last. I started being more stealthy with 73 00:04:59.800 --> 00:05:03.480 her. I went and purchased miniature spy cameras and hid them around the house. 74 00:05:03.920 --> 00:05:08.560 Every night I would check on the output. It was almost a week 75 00:05:08.639 --> 00:05:12.439 before I found a recording of her having sex, except this was a different 76 00:05:12.519 --> 00:05:15.800 stranger. I wondered where she was finding them. They made out in the 77 00:05:15.879 --> 00:05:21.079 living room before then taking things upstairs. The recording I enjoyed The most was 78 00:05:21.120 --> 00:05:25.959 when she invited two men to the house one weekend that I traveled out of 79 00:05:26.000 --> 00:05:30.560 town on a business trip. This occurred three months ago. I have no 80 00:05:30.680 --> 00:05:33.160 idea if the men stayed over for the weekend I was gone, but I 81 00:05:33.199 --> 00:05:39.199 realized I had enough recording to masturbate when I returned home. Since I installed 82 00:05:39.240 --> 00:05:43.480 the cameras in the preceding months, I have procured enough recordings of my whore 83 00:05:43.560 --> 00:05:46.680 wife that would for a worthy porn library. But as much as I enjoy 84 00:05:46.800 --> 00:05:50.000 watching her cheat on me, what I craved the most as to be there 85 00:05:50.040 --> 00:05:55.120 in actual person to watch her. I have read tons of articles on the 86 00:05:55.120 --> 00:06:00.959 cuckold subject. I have registered with several online adult forum catering to such including 87 00:06:00.000 --> 00:06:06.000 exchanging photos with other husband's couples currently living the swinger's stag lifestyle. It is 88 00:06:06.079 --> 00:06:11.800 like an addiction to me now. In my dreams, I imagine myself returning 89 00:06:11.839 --> 00:06:15.519 home and forced to watch Betty and her lover have sex with a multitude of 90 00:06:15.519 --> 00:06:19.480 men who fuck her almost without impunity. My masturbation has always vivid when I 91 00:06:19.560 --> 00:06:26.319 reflect on this PostScript. Betty had gone the past two weeks without having sex 92 00:06:26.360 --> 00:06:30.560 with any of her lovers. I have checked through the camera recordings and found 93 00:06:30.600 --> 00:06:34.399 nothing Zilch. I am worried whether she possibly knows that I am aware of 94 00:06:34.439 --> 00:06:39.319 her habit, or if she may have decided to quit the lifestyle as it 95 00:06:39.439 --> 00:06:43.000 stands. I am afraid to inquire and yet to know how to raise this 96 00:06:43.079 --> 00:06:46.639 subject with her. However, I will retain patience and keep you posted on 97 00:06:46.720 --> 00:06:49.240 how things are going. Stay tuned.