I say hello, everybody, my name is Eric Dizzy and I'm here with
my motherfucking brother. Come on to yamas. This nigga voice is gone,
so I don't know what, man, This nigga voice is gone, so
I don't know. I don't know, man, my ship mane Nigga in
Tributy again. I was in the gym this morning, nigga listening to a
little John playlist, and that motherfucking freakingly came on heat that nigga Pete Poplo
is a freaky frog. This ship that he was saying. Bro, Oh
my god, the freaky ship that this nigga was saying. I just remember
the quote. I really can't remember like his verses know all the but I
know he probably was saying something. He was saying, some kinky ass ship.
Bro, he's a freaky frog. Bro, he looked like a frog.
He looked he do he do like a freaky ass frog. All right,
So we're doing a uh, we're doing I guess it's like a Thanksgiving
audition. Yeah, Thanksgiving edition. Thank y'all for really rocking with motherfuckers like
that, because y'all still be in the inbox and everything for the show.
So that took me forever to set the studio up. Today, It's took
me forever to get the microphone set up today. Nigga felt like an old
man getting on the basketball court. I swear the guy I felt like that
death old Nigga. I be hurt. I was. I drive. All
I do is in driving. So my motherfucking knee when I when I got
up in the morning, my knee was hurting. Yeah, it's over.
But then once I drove and got to my desk and night, that one
was cool. Now my left one was hurt. I said, damn fucker,
jump. You gotta do it. You gotta do the motherfucking uh quad
exercise of Damn there. Man, you gotta do a lot of ship for
real. You gotta really stretch. Dam I'm not doing that. I'll be
telling myself I'm gonna start stretching, but I'll just be forgetting the problem.
The problem with me when I was in pain like that is because I wasn't
working out. My body was weak. Nigga can do all the yoga and
the ship in the world. Nigga, No, you're weakest. Fuck get
your ass in a mother fucking gym weight. I've been thinking about starting yoga.
My nigga Trade wanted me to do yoga. He'd be training that.
He'd be doing that ship whatever you call it, not training, but he's
a yoga instructor. That's just to get the hose. I remember. I
remember Little Rush was doing that ship to get the hose to sipping wine.
I was like, Bro, this nigga's in there, put no shirt on,
sipping wine. Yoga. Man, he got a lot of ship off.
Bro, that's my dog, but he got a lot of He did
do the shirtless chef for the shirtless chef. I said, I said,
I'm about to get in the gym. Bro, you talking about everything he
do with no shirt on me? I can't. He said, you got
to the body off. God got as much as he do. I wouldn't
wear a shirt either. Bro, about to be Bro, it's over.
You're making that bitch. I was on my way when you stopped start working
ship. No, I don't feel like uh, I don't feel like too
much if I don't feel like enough emphasis to put on black men getting the
body right, especially after you got kids, because your kids, nigga,
the kids just suck all the fucking time out of your life everything. Bro.
They sucked the time, the energy, the motherfucking bro. My my
my son is the biggest cock blocker knowing the man right now because he's a
fucking mama's boy. So whenever he can't see this bitch for more than two
minutes, bro, he knocking on the door. He's screaming her name.
And I'm being I am being dramatic right now, but he ain't screaming her
name, but he is knocking on every motherfucking door in this bitch looking looking
for her ass. Bro. I'd be like, bro, get your ass
own somewhere. Bro, I'm trying to like that. I'm trying to stick
dick up in your mommy boy, I'm trying to I'm trying to give dick
to your mama. You need to back the way, you need to back
away. But uh no, she'd just be like that, period, like
no matter, Okay, I'm playing the game. She right here trying to
sit on my lap leaning on me, like oh yeah, that's I mean,
that's that's that's how, That's how the twins are all the time.
I love it, though. Yeah let's uh, what are you looking at
the board real quick, because it's been a minute since I poted. Boy,
what do you are you? Who's doing Thanksgiving this year? Well,
my mama's cooking for sure, right, but I'm trying to go to the
bell four houses, full five house, whoever, I mean really whoever's cooking
and they and they ain't telling me they cooking. I'm on the way.
Nah, I ain't. I'm not really trying to go to nobody house this
year. I'm def trying to pull up on people. Yeah, yeah,
I don't. I feel like I ain't really seen a lot of people this
year because it's working. Yeah, maybe I should changed my mind and I'll
just be chilling. So I'll be chilling. Uh, but you got it.
You gotta day it really just start going to see people because sh we
are getting older and motherfuckers are passing away. Bro, you were like,
God damn, I'm like, don't you have some years left? They re
shuld be crazy. It's not funny, it's not but wow, Nah,
I'll be trying. I really. I had a conversation. We was over
Donna crib and uh for Greg's birthday and they went out and left all their
kids. So, like Calvin Nigga, everybody came over and left all their
kids over. Donna Crib, everybody, Mancho, Calvin, Derek, everybody
came whole family. But I didn't do that because I'm not about to do
that. So we're sitting there, we talking about anxiety and ship and how
I don't like doing family events because I have such high anxiety and I didn't
really know what it was at first because I would just drink, but now
that I'm not drinking, i'd be super anxious and not really uh, we're
not really trying to be around nobody like that. We're talking about that shit,
and then my mom just looked so sad because she was like, oh
shit, I've been forcing you to do it, all of this shit your
whole life and you don't really feel comfortable around and it's not even it's family,
but it's not excluded. It's not just family period period. Like when
we was doing the Innan Philosophy live shows, bro brotherfucking poems, sweating like
what I'll be how I be feeling like I don't understand why I get so
nervous bro like about certain shit like shit like that live shows and talking in
front of people and like before football games, basketball games like no matter what,
like even though like football used like I know I'm about to go out
here and kill and even if we're playing a sad team. But I'm just
so nervous. I don't even know why, like and that's just I feel
like that's what's holding me back with just like a lot of shit I be
wanting to do, would and not just be like I'm cool because I just
be like I don't want to deal with that. Yeah, I just can't
get over the like motherfuckers wouldn't believe that I'm shy, but niggaste niggas hate
to believe that black man be shy. Yeah, like you shot. Come
on, It's almost like it's almost like a gay trait. It's almost like
saying you shot, you shot you damn yeah, like you suspect, Like
damn mama, So what I supposed to say? Trying to boy, like
what you're nervous for? Nigga can't even be not you You're gay, you
suspect, don't everything suspect? Get your shot? That shot nigga, Nigga
shot run a grand baby? Like what like y'all man, y'all different rubbers.
Niggas can't do nothing, drink pink lemonade. Motherfuck can't get put a
band eight on the bro. Bro Oh, the niggas said he can't drink
pink lemonade and be shy. You can't even wear a band aid. You
can't get a paper cut around the these days. Bro, I'm so happy
I'm married. Bro, Oh, my gush tough you on the first day
and get a paper cut and put a band aid on them. It's just
walking. She don't like that nigga girl. He's sitting and he was shot,
and he was shot. The nigga wouln't even eat in front of me,
like whole reputation fun now. Motherfucker did used to beat Hey, everybody
used to be shoty eating front. Motherfucker's going out to eating. Ship just
looking at each other and ship wait for motherfucker to take a bike. Oh
ship No, motherfuckers is I can't imagine being single today, bro, because
it's too much shit is suspect from what I see on the internet. Too
much. You can't take them to certain places, and you can't drink certain
shit. You can't say nothing. Now. Somebody was like, uh,
somebody asked me about I had an interview and I had I had just experienced
some fuck shit, so my attitude was on bullshit. I was on straight
bullshit. And it was a black woman interview with me, and uh,
I was like, yeah, the company let me go. And she was
like, well why, I said, I don't know. She said,
you didn't ask why? I said no? She said why, I said,
because every time in my life when I've ever asked a black woman why
she did something or why she don't like me, or why she let me
go, I've never got the answer that I wanted. I've never got a
clear, concise answer. So as an adult, I don't ask those questions.
And I also don't like expressing my emotions to black women because I've always
got hit back with why you being so sensitive? Why you being so sensitive?
It's so I'm like, oh, when I'm effectively communicating how I feel
to you, you think i'm sensitive. But when I don't effectively communicate my
shit, you think I'm toxic. So I'm going to I don't know the
perfect medium. But then the black woman was like, uh, I respect
that, and you made me feel comfortable saying that, because everybody else that
I interviewed was trying to say shit to make me like them to hire them.
But you didn't give a fuck, and I like that, so I
was like, yeah, that's cool. But yeah, nah, I just
sit. It's hard to voice, you know what I'm saying, like opinions,
opinions and thoughts and how you feel if you're really going through shit,
like motherfucker swear, they want to real you. But I think I think
a big part I think a big part of that is I think a big
part of that is because a lot of women don't have men around them like
that, Like a lot of women and only got their daddy and or they
brother or their uncle and everybody else is trying to fuck you so pretty much,
so the answers you're getting is not going to be like the answers I'm
about to give you. So uh yeah, you can't cook. So that's
why they ain't invite you over to things like that. You can't cook,
why they asked me, because you can't cook, nigga. Before Chrissy died,
rest in peace. Before Chrissy died me, I got a tool with
Misha because we had Thanksgiving over down the house again, and Misha made like
two dozen deviled eggs and when I tell you that the little yellow ship that's
in the middle of the what, oh yeah, I'm nothing. That ship
looks like fucking paste. Bro. I said, what the fuck is this?
Bro? She was like, get the eggs. They running out.
I was like, they runnings running out, So you can't fucking cook.
And she was like, why why do you think I can't cook? I
cooked just like grandma. And it broke my heart to say that bitch cook.
That bitch couldn't cook. Just try a new person ship. Everything that
she hit it down, fucked you up. It broke my heart to tell
her to do something. Motherfucker. I can't cook. That's why she thought
she was killing that ship. Was like, my mama can cook. Oh
man, my mama can cook. Now she didn't. I don't know what
it is like now that she don't have kids in the house. I guess
you want to cook all the time she can focus. I don't know if
that's it. I don't even know what. I don't think she had cookbooks
back then, because now she could just go on the internet. I'm about
to make that Everybody get on there and see I don't like mama on me
on Instagram, like I don't like her sending me memes and ship like that,
like we ain't cool, like we cool. Ma mama got an Instagram,
but she don't do not be on there. She's on Facebook though.
Nah, That's why I had to get on Facebook, because it's too many
friends and family on here. And what happens is my friends get into it,
my family because they are on my cot like. I don't know delete.
I know about the dumbest ship. I'm glad don't get into it on
my on my ship like that because I delete, you'll ship to funk off
my page. The bullshit. Yeah, I got like, I don't want
none of that on my page. Now. How long we've been recording,
I don't know, but I'm ready for Thanksgiving this year. I've seen a
lot of people eat Thanksgiving last week. I'm like, I think, is
that friends given? Last week? I saw Mike Sampoe something about that.
Yeah, friends giving? That ship be fun. I went to the first
two. I missed this when I'm I was out of town. They can
cook. Niggas, don't me inviting me. I don't know if I don't
got friends or you don't have you don't have a Facebook. So they didn't
anybody singing what they just got. It's a group hey man and my nigga
d j A. I said, how everybody found out? He said,
yeah, you you get, you get, you get the invite to my
barbecue. And I was like, think, I talked to you every fucking
day. If I talked you every day, I'm gonna, yeah, for
sure, I'm gonna to you every fucking day telling me to go on face
send it to your phone or something. I ain't. I think, yeah,
But now they just had it on there and you had. I guess
that's how they knew how many people was coming. People that said they was
coming. I said I was coming, but I just happened. Who's whose
was it? You know? Dave? Okay? Yeah, the cousins?
Yeah yeah, okay, damn that that probably was lit It would be literal.
Was fun as hell last year. That's why I'm kind of I'm jealous.
I'm kind of heart broke that I didn't go this week, but I
was with my girls. I brought I went to the A and brought him
back, so we good man, I need to go into Atlanta. I
know my sister probably think I don't love her, but I seen I put
him on dudes. Yeah that's my dog, my nigga. I hate that
fucking drive, man, I hate it. I hate that drive. This
one was probably the bro was probably the word the worst first time I ever
went because I took Rodney car and he had to get an oil change,
so I ain't get to lead to like ten eleven. But am yes,
oh you're smoking dicks. Oh my god. The next day, nah,
hell no, what the next? You gotta go? Because because I knew
I was on the way on the way back, I left at six.
You gotta go, you got But what it's something about hitting every every city
I got hit with traffic. Bro. It was Friday to every fucking city,
Lastville, and so it's just hour behind, so i'mhitting everybody's And then
once I got to Atlanta, it was terrible because, like it said,
I was supposed to get there. At first it says seven o seven,
then that motherfucker said seven eleven. Then that motherfucker said seven twenty six.
Wells like, well, whatever traffic stop, whatever traffic stop, you can
go home. I'm like, no, got me fucked up. I would
like I don't like that drive though, I hate that drive, just because
the heels and all that ship them heels. When you're going down, I'll
be just thinking about it. If it's if, if, if it just
happens to snow while I'm on my way down to this motherfucker, I'll be
thinking about the worst. I think about break failure, that ship slipping.
They got that big ass rimp, they go all the way up like that.
I'm like, I'm deaf on that bitch. I'm deaf rying close to
that motherfucking That's why. Yeah, I remember when they had the snow and
all that ship happened. They was in traffic for twelve hours. Oh yeah,
I'm nothing. Imagine somebody. Imagine somebody being on the way to Atlanta
during that doing that. I'm gonna be good though, because my my my
car different than y'all are should be having for driving ship there we be having
snow and ship you can't get nowhere because it was grilla. I'm as I'm
used to this ship. We used to that. No we're not. I
ain't talk about to snow. I'm just talking about the traffic I'm talking about,
Nigga, I'm not talking about traffic, just talking about the motherfucker's being
gridlocked. There's no way that you can go because on the shoulder now,
and they can't drive in Georgia can't because it's everybody. It's a melting pot
of niggas who can't drive. It's everybody who can't drive in the city.
Be like, oh, I should move, and then they go down to
Atlanta and go to Atlanta. Yep, And that's people from every fucking where.
They can't drive. Motherfuckers from Kentucky who can't drive, California who can't
drive. New York came brog Niggas from New York can't drive. Money got
cars, You don't have cars where the else trash and fake bags can't.
Did y'all learn how to drive? It? No, Like, for real,
I'm not believing that you You better been a motherfucking taxi driver or a
bus driver or some ship because that's the only motherfucking way I feel like you
can learn here. No imagine, imagine imagine dating a girl from New York
and you get in her car and now you anxious in her car. She's
gonna think you gay, Oh girl, this nigga was the nigga was leaning
up girl. The niggas he's sweet, like godot, he was, I
did you should see how you was driving. Females don't understand how they drive
like I don't think they like I don't know what they be doing to their
cars. But females getting new cars all the fucking time. I had to
have a conversation with Sierra. She for some cars up. I'm not gonna
put that on her because she might see this, and I do want to
have sex with her still, but my issue is I said, you drive
like a fucking race car driver, and she was like, what do you
mean? I said, why are you so close to the car in front
of you? She said, what do you I said, if this car
you leave no room for If this break, you smack you smacking this motherfucker,
and my foot only can do something. I'm over here trying to hit
the break too. I'm over here trying to stump the break. This motherfucker
ain't slowing down, bro. She was like, why why do you say
that? And then now now we being married, the arguments that you have
being married is so fucking annoying because she brings that ship up every time and
get in the car. Now she was like, oh, so you don't
want me to drive, and I be like, no, I don't like.
I don't like the optics of a woman driving and a nigga and the
passenger. I hate the way that looks. It really looks. That's gay.
Look at the nigga on this phone and ship. No, bro,
get your ass in the fucking driver's seat and drive this woman around. But
for real, though, But I mean, should I drive all day early?
Sometimes I want to be in a passenger seat. I've been driving since
I started driving. That's that's different from me. I'm still gonna drive if
we are right, nobody been driving all for two days. We're getting,
We're getting, We're getting the family together. We get the type of bag
wet I'm driving for a nigga to hop it get straight in the passes,
the seat just sitting at motherfuckers just sitting there. Way for you to start
the car. You get your that's the same thing that's pumping the gas.
But get your ass your and the mother fucking driver, bitch ass over there,
your family around, whole ass nigga. Yeah, that ship is stupid
as hell. But I do not like the way that she drives, and
she does not understand. Be like, yo, it's five o'clock. It's
four thirty five. Traffic now because of four sixty five start at traffic is
retarded started probably three thirty, started three thirty so from us. So this
exit to get through, I gotta drive past here every every fucking day twice.
Yeah, the traffic stupid trash card it. See, you're be trying
to get your thick ass in the motherfucking pass. You ain't got whippings,
get the back, get the bigga whip skills like me getting the back and
comfortable money Mario card. You ain't play a need for speed in all these
schools, y'all. Speaking of video games before we get to this diddy topic.
I bought that new Mario for the Switch and you can play I don't
know the name of it, but you can play with one, two,
three or four players. But it's just like Super Mario World. So you
go into levels, you're trying to find all type of shit. So I'm
playing what's here? I really hope she don't see this. I'm playing with
her. And if you grew up playing Mario, then what do you press
to run fast? Why? So I'm like, yo, did you play
this growing up? She said? Yeah, so certain things I just felt
like should know. She should know. So I was like, Yo,
why the fuck are you going so slow? And she said what are you
talking about? I said, why aren't you pushing? Why and running?
She was like, what does that do pushing? And found out No,
I just turned it off. Jesus, I don't even want to play no
more. No, because if you don't know this, then that's just a
bunch of other ship. If you don't know that, you don't know ship.
Just ship like that, bro, Speaking of women men being shitty at
their wives. Did he and Cassie? Did he and Cassie? Cassie's uh,
these are the facts. Cassie pressed charges or no, she didn't,
she didn't pressed. She just basically lawsuit a lawsuit against Sean Combs. All
right, whatever she said, he did, he did that. He did
that ship, He did that ship. What's crazy is that he paid her
way more than what she was asking for instantly, instantly. But I feel
like as a black man, as a black man, I do have sympathy
for him because sometimes nickers fuck up. Did he been fucking up for a
long long time and he ain't never been to jail, Bro, He might
be that's what never been. He just might be one of them ones that
he up there. He's just he's a part of them. He a part
of something, bro, He's a part of them, and they like,
Yeah. We started in ninety one to ninety three when he had that stampede
incident in New York. A lot of y'all don't know nothing about it,
but he done have so much ship like this. Then he beat up NAS's
manager or some ship for the heavy now for the beating, beating bad he
went to. Then he shot up the club with Sean and Jennifer took that.
Sean definitely took that on the chin. Sean definitely took that on the
chain. Paused, and then you got the big ship. The nigga Ki
said, Hey, that nigga, that nigga, that nigga puff pay me
to do that ship. And what's crazy is we already thought that we are
I thought that now the whole time, were thinking he Diddy was probably scared
of Sugar. He wasn't. Though he's a fucking minute to society, he
wasn't. Cassie said. When they got in tour with Sugar, he he
was on that. He had all the guns. He was ready to go
to war. I'm like this nigga really the monster I been to that he
was, you know he nigga? Look you you you start, you start
a beef with Tupac's your core? Uh, because Tupac's your core gets shot
up in the studio, the little in the building that you were in.
Cool y'all say, y'all, y'all said, y'all had the song who shot
you? Way before that should happened. You forced Biggie to do all this
ship whole. Let's say that. Let's say that that's West Coast ship.
This nigga, Tupac get killed. Biggie makes the song saying going back to
Cali and then he goes back to Cali and gets killed and get killed in
Canty. But my thing is, who in they right mind thought that that
was a great eye idea to do that, to go back to Cali after
after that, after all, I would have never I would have to this
day roll with that nigga air but didn't ride with him when you left.
That's like this ship like that on what you do as a young Miami like
she ain't she ain't posted or said nothing in a couple of days because yeah,
because imagine imagine waking up and seeing that your current boyfriend used to beat
up his exche she let the nigga on her. Who gives a fuck?
She gets pissed on? He and beat is two different things, about the
same, about the same. It's on me. If you want to get
beat, I feel like I'm beat, So I'm gonna beat you back.
Nah. I feel like, I mean whatever her sexual kink is, but
whatever, Nah, I just know that whole situation crazy though, But he
paid her af so he death. Is that be guilty or or if I
ain't doing it but I'm not paying I'm not paying them nothing, man,
especially not more than what you ask for. I feel like maybe he feel
guilty because of because well that and his ex kem Porter. Everything is probably
just catching up on him. He always looked like he be. He always
like he about to cry, man, like he just then he got his
times worried, like he just living life. He don't give a funk about
nothing. But I know them skeletons. I know what he by himself.
He be them skeletons got on mean coach. The skeletons got on skeletons warm.
I know it's stacked up. I just I just I just do not
understand how he's never gone to jail. He got the best lawyers in the
world. Bro. How you how he has just the ship that he has
gotten away with. Bro. I just do not understand how he is not
going to jail. I know there's too many people. His name is just
out there with just so much. He bet at the nigga from U C
l A. He went to U C l A and beat up his son's
coach. Who does that? Just all that ship? Yeah, yeah,
you just like at what at what point do they be like all right over
the balcony. Ain't been the same since, been the same since, Bro.
He ain't shown his face, he ain't been around, uh making ross
nothing he did. He a monster man, low key, he is a
monster man. We got a lot of We got a lot. I feel
like Young Thug is a monster because he's too ugly. Young Thug was probably
one of the ugliest niggas in Atlanta period. At one point that nigga was
like imagine, b imagine seeing that ugly ass nigga just outside of your window
at night with no gun, just standing there. That's a nigga. Motherfucker's
death was probably walking across the street when they've seen it. Nigga, he
was ugly as hell. Bro, I just knew he was about to try
to rob him offucker. Yeah, Man, he reminds me of snow the
Bluff back in the day. That's how he used to look snow Bluff,
that nigga ugly bro and and everything that they say Young Thug did he did
that ship. I don't give a fuck what they're talking about. Bro,
I know, I know you don't want I know you like Young Thug and
my nigga mind. I don't know if I like Young Thug as much as
I don't know if I like Young Thugs music more than I like Gunner's music.
What the saying they remind me? I mean like Yin and Yang.
I don't know, Man, black Man has got to be held accounted before
the monsterrous ship that they do, man, Like I feel like everybody everybody
do. Yeah, for sure, one thousand percent. They even got a
new a new white lady coming out of saying Bill Cosby did some ship to
her new Oh my god, my god, damn. Like guys locked up
ain't he. I don't know what you gonna get more years. Nigga isn't
on his way out. I don't think he locked up. I think he
got out there in ninety six. Yeah, I think he got out.
But yeah, arrest or something. Shit. That's a nice house. If
I'm Bill Kasi, the nigga in my house about to be lit, I
wonder how his wife feel. Man, I just want to know how.
I just want to know, Like, I understand you about to say some
shit, that's fine, I'm not nah. I just want to know why,
wait, forty fifty years and shit like that, Like I understand how
it going. Muff us hold shit in, but like, come on now,
like that's that's that's bullshit. I wonder if I'm trying to work this
right, this is the first show back. I don't really want niggas to
be mad, But I wonder if women were the same size as men,
right, because there are some women out there, like, all right,
this might sound bad, but a lot of bitches out there overweight, right,
So a lot of y'all are the same size as us. I weigh
one, I weigh one ninety eight and I'm five ten. I know women
who are five three and weigh one ninety eight twenty. So let's say,
no, it ain't the same, but yo, walk, we was to
fight. Yeah, you got the same same weight, class weight. So
let's say y'all go to Let's say women go to the gym and they boke
up instead of lose, and they can go out here and rape niggas,
like really grab niggas, like you go to a chick house and she just
like hold you down as well. Oh yeah, yeah, she put she
do all types of shit to you. She put motherfucking molly in your champagne.
You wake up, you handcuff to the bed, dick out, you
got nute all on your stomach because she doesn't had her way with you.
And then she tell you she put thirty dollars on a nice stand and tell
you to go, Like, what if women thirty dollars busy? I'll be
fucked up, black ass dick all this to me, man, I need
more than thirty dollars. Yeah, well, let's say women. Let's say
women can do all that ship right, they probably can't and probably do.
They probably can probably do. How I want to know what how long would
it take a man to come out and say that he was raped by a
woman. Listen, I'm just trying to I'm just trying to paint it to
where niggas had to really he probably would instantly. I can't remember who it
was. They came out and said something about the motherfuckerr cruz yep, but
he was but it was a man. Oh, nobody gave a fu I'm
beating his ass saying he ain't even about to talk about it. It was
a little bit of nigga too, whooped talking about as soon as you said,
and he grabbed and he grabbed him in front of his wife, grabbed,
grabbed what is dick the the other person? Yes? Oh he who
So what you're going and what you're going doing? All the talking for we
you're getting hands and feet. So this whole I'm sorry, whoever event this
is, I'm sorry, but this motherfuckers hol up. Now, I'm about
to fuck this hole. I'm gonna tell you how. I'm gonna tell you.
I'm gonna tell you how it's gonna go. You're gonna do that.
I'm gonna tell my wife to get the camera and delete everything off of here
because we need the maximum amountain storage. While she's doing that, I'm going
to the DJ booth and I'm asking him to play knock. If you buck
in front of all of these Caucasians, I'm gonna take this fucking blazer off,
take this fucking take this button up off, and I'm going to beat
your mother fucking ass until the cows come home. I'm going to beat yo,
because you're never going to jail. What motherfucker whooped? I ain't taking
off? Is gonna be so quick that I'm telling you, I'm just thinking
about how I'm I'm just thinking about me, and I know how my rage
is and I know just how once once ship we better not be on a
balcony. Motherfucker off tossed off. I'm just thinking about me personally. It
takes a minute for me to some shit, ha happened, and then that
rage just go because I'd be like, oh, you're trying to play me,
and then just that feeling alone. You're trying to play me in front
of my wife, E speak me in front of the front. What's wrong
with nobody? But nobody gave a fuck, but I'm not. That's why
I said a nigga a nigga probably won't a man probably won't come out and
say nothing if she's attractive, and he probably liked it well. But but
well, I resput like she was doing orbit on my mom. He should
have went to her authorities. He should have went to her authorities. I
don't know. I'm just if Let's say it's a group of a wolf pack
of bitches, a woolf pack of bitches, and and they're just going out
here, and they just out here grabbing niggas and raping niggas. They run
the trains on niggas, they handcuffing niggas. Drug like imagine, imagine imagine
you're over a chick house and you black out. You think you black out
drunk. You wake up and it's six women around you just laughing, and
they putting their clothes on, and you like, I know what the fuck
did y'all just do to me? Oh? Yes, I'm I'll probably kill
them. Motherfulks are dying. I'm not playing it's over see, that's bullshit,
but that but that's what we happened in the women bro Maybe drugging and
that is bullshit. Hey, women start roofing and niggas. I bet niggas
will think twice about even getting close to it. That's what needs to happen.
Just roofye niggas, roofing niggas and leave them and niggas think, bro,
what taking a picture of it? Dick on soft? But just start
just start drugging niggas. Don't even do nothing to him. Just drug them
and just lay their ass damn somewhere and let him wake up. They're gonna
be like, what the fuck, Yeah, strut, I'm talking to man.
Look, look, drugging nigga. You said do something to him.
No, yes, drugging nigga. Drugging motherfucker, bro, And just open
their phone and just start doing whatever. Just start sending them taking pictures of
his dick and booty hole and just start sitting it everywhere and just leave a
nigga. He that's black man. That ain't black man? Man, Damn,
I mean I ain't because you already sending the ship out. I'm damning
suing. No case, you don't know who did this to you. You
don't know my niggas. Be niggas are so thirsty that niggas. That's what
I said. Niggas a go fuck with a bitch and that door her last
name that's what I said. They to be so thirsteam up do that boom
drug ass and less n B. You think that's her real crib wrong wrong,
wrong, yeah, yeah yeah for sure. Women. Yeah, women
need to start doing that ship. Women need to start because niggas is out
here moving foul. Bro, niggas is out here. Start roofeeing them.
Bro, everybody I heard moving foul. They are, but women need to
start moving fouler. Women like niggas nowadays, they're all the same. They
think just like niggas then rufie, then rufie then ruthe. Niggas be thinking
that the honey pack, the honey pack with the roofie pack, and they
were saying funk that they was just come in here, no that niggas.
Bill Cozey was on some bullshit bro, anyone on TV and was like,
yeah, the Spanish flying Bill Cozey wasn't even he wasn't that funny, nor
was he that attractive to be to be having all of it he was.
He was not really funny, Like that's would be blowing my mind. Bro.
This nigga wasn't Eddie Murphy was the nigga wasn't one of the oldest Wayne
brother, like these niggas will attractive niggas, no palls, these niggas was.
I could see why in the nineties just want to funk with them.
I can see why. But because I do not, I don't see it
because he just had bread. But with that having bread to take you a
long way, we see it. And it was all white women too.
So there's that. There's there's that. There's that for sure, because the
black woman should have roofy his ass Ki Ki Palmer should have roofied her baby
daddy though. Oh but when I first saw her with him and that baby,
I was thinking in my head, who the fuck is that? Oh
my mama was and why he looked like that? Because he looked like he
has punched a few women in his day. He definitely definitely get aggressive,
death get aggressive. He define looked like one of them. And why are
you going outside? Why are you wearing that? You don't need to go.
I've I'm right here everything you. I've never even had the audacity to
even ask some motherfucker why they're wearing that. In my life. I've never
even asked because I don't even want to even have this conversation at all.
But they don't want you thinking I'm insecure and shit like you can't be insecure
because that's gay. We don't can't be insecure. We can't, can't have
no trait that a woman, hass Now what you mean? What you mean
you don't feel comfortable with me going outside? Would have slid up to my
ass and no panties on. I don't. I don't feel comfortable with that.
So what are you trying to say? You're trying to revoke my rights
as a woman. No, I just don't feel comfortable. Your niggas are
gonna be thirsty, damn. Then nigga have to grab you and touch your
ass or some ship. Then you're gonna get mad called me. No Ima,
you know what I'm saying. But if the rolls, if women start
acting like niggas and we go out and we got some Gray Sweatson with our
girl and then our girl, and then women just start cat calls. Imagine
you with your girl and a group of bites just be like, hey,
you dick, print just start should just start screaming at you. Now rolls
the reverse, ma'am, what are you are you gonna protect me in front
Are you gonna protect Are you gonna be mad because they're they're talking to me?
You gotta go. You gotta what you're gonna do. You're gonna fight
for me. You gotta go fight for me because you want me to fight
for you. Is you're gonna fight for me because you want me to fight
for you? Because you out here with your tit showing through your seat through
shirt and you don't even got no goddamn plaid little little tape you got like
like you don't got a nigga. You know what I'm sayingside your head,
It's like and and and if he was that aggressive, you should have never
went out of the house like that, beating your ass if he was if
he was if he was that aggressive, I ain't gonna I'm not even gonna
put domestic violence on him. If he was that aggressive, you going to
the US concert and being extra with Usher was extra. Now you're playing with
me, and then you made a video with them. Now you really playing?
Now? Now now you you you're trying to give me a reason.
That goddamn me. You're trying to give me a reason. You're trying to
give me a reason. So so that could be your reason. It's just
certain things you shouldn't do if the person you are dealing with is fucking nuts.
There's just certain things. There's just certain games you cannot play. Same
thing with niggas. You know your mama crazy, you know, you know
your baby mama is gonna flap your tires, bust your windows, she gonna
call the bitch, She's gonna pull up on the bitch took her house up,
you know, punch your mom in the mouth. You're playing too many
games with you, playing too many games with Sabrina. He better chill out
and you want to and you want to play. You're playing too many games,
but stop my baby mama. And I seen the ship she do on
social media, and I knew not the funk with her, bros. Bro
for real, Like I knew, I knew not to play with her.
So what was you playing with her? For? Bro? It's certain it's
certain women that I see on social media that has the reputation that I were,
like, I'm not even in your comments, I'm not even I'm not
liking none of your I'm not liking nothing. I'm gonna follow you, but
I'm not my mama because you attractive because you I like you, but I
that bitch grade. But I ain't like that for real. I see that
ship you crazy. I'm not fucking with you. I don't want no part
of that. No, I really with the drama. No, I'm not
with no drama. I don't do that. But a lot of people druma
No, I don't like this epic me boogie And DJ Young was on the
patio getting ready for something some night. Some niggas out there. Somehow we
got it and uh dreda actor was out there. We're talking about something,
and the nigga brought up one of the somebody that I don't know, was
talking about his what he had just went through with a girl. So we
all out there like he telling it to his boys. But we out there
before the club starts, and we I feel like with you there before the
club really get backed your family. So that's how that's how I felt there.
He said that he was chilling with a chick and his chick they broke
up maybe a month ago. He said he ain't seen from He ain't seen
her or heard from her. He said the new chick is the first time
that she can't to his crib. He said that they would sit on the
couch, and she popped up, not popped up, opened it and walked
in because she made keys. She made double keys to his crib, all
doors, cars, all doors, and his job to key fop to get
She duplicated everything to get into that motherfucker. I said, so what did
you do? I said, what did you do? After the chick left?
He said, all, man, we chilled the girl that walked in.
He said, I kicked the new chick out me and the old chick.
Never bitch, get out my get the fuck out of my house.
Talked you in a month between replying or me or nothing. You can't move
on, nigga, Man, get you can't move on? Nigga? Who
can't? She said, you can't my ship. Are you gonna be sitting
right here on this couch with her, me and her? Because were chilling.
I don't know what you're doing. You're trying to watch were trying to
watch, trying to watch this Netflix. Yeah, she's not. I'm not
kicking her out because for a month, that's what something niggas like. Some
people like that. I'm not one, not one of them. Anytime I
see a glimpse of crazy. If you do some ship that remind me of
somebody crazy cool? Your asses grass, Your ass is grass. I'm not
fucking with you texted me no more, No, I ain't no who this,
none of that blocked. I ain't texting your back block now. I
don't block people. I'm gonna just let your ass keep on d damn talking
to yourself. No, sir, only block. No fucking scam. Potential
scam calls and ship No I answered them. No, I'm tired, will
hang up every time. Hello, right up? Hello? Is this Keenan
Keenan Hampton. Hello, No, it's not him. Wrong number, wrong,
you're talking about wrong number? Hell No, this ain't him. No
h This is the season for crazy motherfucker So I just need everybody to be
When they get cold, brouckers get even dumber. For some reason, being
crazy in the cold is just it's crazy. Crazy. Stalking motherfuckers in the
winter time. A different level of crazy fuckers is stocking motherfucker in a blizzard.
They don't give a fuck. That's the perfect time of cheat. They're
in a blizzard. It's too cold. It should be, but it's not.
It ain't right there on your bumper car. Hold on, motherfucker like
it's a I don't want nothing like that. My dad ain't that good,
mama. I don't want my mama that ain't bitch. Tell her not that
good. Beat it acting crazy like that. Some niggas be impregnant, them
motherfuckers and me having no I'm cool. And we were and before we started,
Keenan had a Coiler Ray find ass pulled up on his phone. That's
one little pulled up. She was there, she was on the iron.
He didn't pull her up. She was on the stone. That was crazy
there. I stopped that little motherfucker. But if push come to shove,
I would not have a baby with that motherfucker because her daddy ugly ain't got
no nigga. I'm nothing on. I do not want my my grandson or
daughter or I can't even my girl, my daughter or son. And looked
like the nigga off the mask. I can't even. I can't even.
I can't even funk with a girl who daddy is online acting like that.
Yeah, I love you, coiler Ray. I sucked. I suck every
crevice of your body, but stops your daddy. This is where it stops.
I'm sorry. I don't have to meet that nigga one day and I
can't chok him. I was trying to find the saying that he said on
the mask. I can't even be saying something though. I can't get it
saying ugly, I'm cool, Hey Eric, this is my daddy. Oh
Ben what I definitely know who you are. You ugly as a motherfucker been
neck bitch. Hell no, that's the worst. Man. If you goofy,
That's what I'm saying. Here coofy, always the here, coofye before
we leave, man, I just want to ask what did we do for
us to be bomb guarded with Blue Face and Krashan the way that we are,
Because the song that he made wasn't that good. It wasn't that good
for me to be seeing your face all the time. He just stay relevant.
I guess I don't know, but that's sh It's annoying an him like
man, they trying to compare him to Bobby Whinney. I said, stop,
they ain't got no hits. They ain't no Bobby and Whitney ain't got
no hit. Ain't no motherfucker Bobby and Whitney, Man, come on,
man, I just I'm just not liking how the internet is going right now.
They just keep throwing dumb ass it in our face. Definitely, Bro,
whatever they gonna gravitate you, it ain't that much. I mean it
really too much. Ain't too much really going on right now. It's the
same. It's the same bullshit, the same shit, recycle different people.
Yeah, Bro, for Thanksgiving, man, I hope y'all. I hope
y'all eat with y'all, my mama while y'all eating, gone and play that
flute album. That's the perfect music for a god damn sitting down and eating
with the black folks. Yeah, I can't really have no family drama over
no flutes. No, you can't. Three thousand did this thing with that
mother just sound like like he playing the flute, But it don't even sound
like he's playing. For What's he playing a flute? Where like a motherfucker
made beats type ship. Yeah, it's definitely an instrumental. It was shit
going on. I was like, Yo, this ship sonically sounds great.
It just sounds fucking great. It's some good sleeping music too. It is.
You know how motherfuckers go to YouTube and put it in sleeping men.
That motherfucker pretty I might have to try to tonight for the twins. I'm
telling you, I played it, motherfucker a little bit on the way to
Georgia and I look back and she was sleep. I only did it because
she wouldn't go to sleep. I'm like, girl, you ain't going to
bed yet, because you keep asking me are we there yet? Need you
take your ass to bed? Like that ship is real? Like to watch
the movie and ship, but take your ass to bed, man, I'm
talking. As soon as we got on the highway, are we there here?
I say, go to sleep. Quit playing with me. That's why
I want to travel with mad bro. Oh, I know you're gonna be
mad Bro. We just go to sleep. We got a long way to
go. You said you wanted to do your sisters right now. You gotta
deal with it. Now. I'll be thinking about, uh, the motherfuckingred
one hundred two thousand and where artists would go if you came out with Southern
Player, listed Cadillac whatever that whatever the first album was, and every album
you sold more records than the previous ones. So now you're the biggest prap
group of all time and y'all make a split album and your your partner make
an album and got I like the way you move on that month like it's
it's some bops on that month, and you got hey, y I and
prototype, you got some bops on that month. Y'all the first motherfuckers to
go platinum on iTunes. Y'all did all. Y'all broke all the type of
all types of records where the supposed to do nothing. Bro, you've been
rapping since you were sixteen. That's that's what I was saying. I'm like,
he's been rapping forever, y'all. It ain't like you and he just
bro eighty nine ninety ninety one our cast first a motherfuckers be trying to say
that's what Kendrick looked like. Bro. Kendrick ain't been out as long as
there's a nigga. Bro and Kendrick don't put out ship like that, neither.
Man. Hey man, I don't know if y'all were around when Lupe
Fiasco was out, but y'all, y'all couldn't have been the way that y'all
talked about Kendrick. Kendrick is fired, don't get the fucked up hard,
but was hard to bro. He was the same kind of rapper. He
was better, he was deaf better, he better. That's why I don't
understand why niggas is just because the ship, because the ship that Loupey talked
about, motherfuckers wouldn't ready for this now they wasn't. And I don't know
how I feel about Drake and j Cole both having white moms and black dads
and then daddy issues coming together to make music and then saying the word nigga.
I don't really know how I feel about all of that. I'm still
on the fence about how I feel the black they're not black because we don't
look at logic like he's black, and it's because it's the same it is.
But he don't look black. He don't have a ten on. All
he gotta do is grow his hair and nappy like, well maybe he should
maybe because you look white, bro. He don't look white, bro,
he do you know? He just look like he needs to eat, He
need to go go to the to tann in bed. I ain't gonna be
orange. He definitely gonna be then orange rapper, But I don't I don't
know. I just know I'm I'm kind of glad like J Cole hard.
I used to didn't be like a big fan of J Cole, But I
like J Cole a lot now because he he's doing what I've been wanting him
to do, which is rap with the people I want him to rap with
and wrap on the beast that I want him to rap on. And he's
doing that for me. I don't know how I feel about rap. He's
delivering. I don't know how I feel about rap. I would never stop
living rap. So you be saying that, I'd be like, what the
hell? Every time I respond to you when you send me some ship,
I'm like, I know he's feinna be mad. I'd be pissed. I'd
be like this nigga man like ship like nothing. I don't like nothing.
I know rapping, But imagine me, imagine me trying to listen to ship.
But this is the thing. I've been listening to rap, like rap
rap since Eminem's first album. So whenever The Slim Shady LP came out,
that was the first No No No. That was the first rad album that
I bought. The first the first album I bought was bow Wow. The
Marshall Mathers. Yeah, the Slim Shady The Slim Shady l was my first
album that I bought. But then you got to think about I was stealing
Snoop Dogg. I was stelling Mancho's album four undred Degrees I had, I
had all of the master P ship. That's the ship. We was listening
to master P three, six miles, all of that. So now it's
kind of like I've been I've been listening to this ship since I was fucking
thirteen years old. Bro, I've heard everything. I've heard the best of
the best. I've heard the jay Z's, the motherfucking Jo Rules, DMX,
the motherfucking the Locks, the Loop A's, the motherfucking Tyler is the
most desk there. And I heard the motherfucking Project Patch, the motherfucking Little
Flips, the Ugk's, the the motherfucking Passed, the Choice, and all
of the all of the other niggas that was one West Coast. I've heard
all of this ship. So you mean you want me to be excited about
Jake Cole. I can't you want me to be excited about twenty one?
I can't because the music, what they rapping about, we've heard it,
like a million times. I've heard it. I've heard it. I've heard
it. So that's how, that's how I personally feel like I've heard this
ship. I've heard this shit a lot. I've heard this ship. I've
heard the beats I've heard. I've heard Juicy J make beats. I've heard
beats a little different. I've heard Doctor Dre make beats. I've heard,
but I've also heard motherfucking scrillic Skrillics makes beats. I've heard motherfucking dead mouse
baked meats I've heard. I've heard all. I've heard Iadian beats, motherfucking
dancehall beats. I've heard all of this ship. But for me, as
a grown ass man who's the father and a husband who's trying to work out,
trying to get rid of his dad ye, who's worried about his blood
pressure, who's worried about the motherfucking bills and ship, the ship that I'm
hearing niggas rap about, bro, I don't relate to that ship, and
I can't. I don't relate. I don't relate to like none of it
neither. But I just like dancing. So anything that can make me bob,
I'm gonna fuck with it, like like half of the time some of
the ship that that motherfucker be rapping about and it sound bullshit. I don't
even be hearing that ship. But I'll take it back because I couldn't relate
to three six Monthfield or the Hot Boys or that ship. I like,
listen good, it sounds good and all the type of ship. So I
guess that point is kind of like it's a dumb point, but as an
adult now it's kind of like you understand, Yeah, your niggas is lying.
I know that. I know. I know because we've seen all the
people that we looked up to be like, bro, nothing really some bum
ass n So I mean I get it. Like for me, I'm like,
bro, I was a huge fan of Kanye West and then to see
where Kanye West is now, but that's just like with me like now I'm
just older now, like so like even when it came to like sports and
music and sit when I was younger, yeah, I was really into it.
That's like like that's why I say, like Brian is probably the last
athlete that I'm gonna like put my like once he retired. I can watch
anything okay without being emotional besides the coach. You know what I'm saying,
because I love the coach, but other than that, like it was Jordan
iverson Brian now now once he leaves, I'm cool. And then like with
Rappers, it was like Tupac and all them three six miles. I think
cash Money, little Wayne, before we before we get sports. Who do
you think who do you think is going to be the the the the sports
figure that's going to replace Brian once he retires in regards in regards to the
story behind him, the hype behind him, the it can be. I
have an answer already. I think it's gonna be John Moran. Once John
Moran come back, I think he already shot himself in the foot. I
don't think so. I do if he he can come back and do what
he do, but he would never be the face of the league. He
would do like he shot himself in the foot because Kobe really was never the
face of the league. Kobe was hardest. Everybody knew he was, Like
he was the hardest nigga in the league, but he was never the face
of the of the league because that rape ship really fucked him up. That's
why he only got one m v p Sha Killing. The documentary a lot
shed a lot of light on the dynamic between how important he was. He
was very important, but it was just like it was more people want to
be like Iverson. You know what I'm saying. It was George when he
came in. He came in with Iverson. So I think maybe it will
Probably it can be when beyond honestly, man, yes, bro if he
if he keep hooping and he got the hype. It's so many though,
like they already how to make it so many people. But the nigga Brian
been in the league for twenty one years. They try to make it be
staffed. They try to make it be Kadie, they try to make it
be Greek, they try to make it be Kawhi like whoever. Nobody can.
So once he leaves them, niggas gonna be on their way out.
So you got like Luca, Jason Tatum, he probably you got Luca,
Like I'm talking like people under twenty five, Luca wenb. You gotta check
the other white white boy that just tall like him. You got yeah,
yeah Tatum. Trey Young was supposed to be in there, but he's not
really like that. He a Bucket get it, but he ain't win it,
nothing like them, So it had to be between Shae on the Thunder.
Yeah, he going crazy, So I mean Zion if he stay healthy,
definitely that point star not hell. They ain't had nothing really to do
with him. It's just ship. But what you were saying in regards to
the music just you know, being so invested, like niggas wanted to be
a part of Gene and niggas wanted to be part of everything people we've had.
We've had so many movements that we wanted to be a part of.
Although to come out to be like these niggas is fool gazy, like wasn't
even cool or like, yeah, find out how the industry is facing right
now, I'm just all this ship, Like I just want to know how
I'm going to respond to my kids listening to music. I'm not gonna try
to shield them from it, but it's going to be like I mean yeah,
because I'll be thinking about the ship. We listened to a lot of
ship we shouldn't have been listened to neither. So that's why I can't be
back to Freaky from But I do like now when I'm in the car I
don't really play. I got certain ship that I play while they in the
car. Yeah, yeah, nineties music or some ship like that. Definitely
played the flute that I have more, some jazz I I held of instrumental
songs and ship too on my phone that I can't listen to. I'll be
thinking about just just just uh my mental health and just how how just how
if if that music is altering the way that I'm feeling, because sometimes I'll
be feeling good then I start feeling bad. I'm like, well, I
just listened to it, and I'm like, Okay, I can't do that
no more. I can't listen to that no more. Because a lot of
this ship is I don't know, just being just being a father, a
new father for me, uh yeah, probably already been through this, but
for me, it's just kind of like, I don't think none of this
ship is really like when you when your kids is around, if you if
you play something and then you be like, damn, you done said six
cuss words already, I got to turn you off. Yeah. That's why
I say, like, ship like that that I normally listen to, I'll
be like, nah, I can't, like I just hear him like pussy
or dick or sucking or fucking ship like that, I'd be like, whoop,
let me, let me go ahead and play this mother, even she
ain't even paying attention. I'm cool because what y'all talking about? Yeah,
for sure, and I know what y'all talking about. But damn, why
I should have been skipped this. I knew this song was gonna say that.
Yeah, but Dorian was really young, sicka mode like crazy. Now
they got their songs, for sure, But and I don't know, because
that Dirkin and j Cole song like that, kids love that song. Man.
I came on radio, I turned that ship. My daughter looked at
me like, nigga, nigga, turn my mind your mouth shitty. My
son be playing some ship. He played the hell out that motherfucking box.
Uh. And he played every fucking variation of the box. It's so many
different variations of the box, It's so many different videos with the box song
playing. He played sick, He played every very variation of Sycamore. And
I was thinking in my head, like when these niggas be trying to go
on tour and they can't, I wonder if they ever think about the toddlers.
My mom listening to their music should go on the tour with the kids.
Yeah, one thousand percent my mama. Because Dorian was listening to this,
I was like, bro, how you know what song was he singing
the other day? I can't think he was singing something like verbatim. I'm
like, bro, how the fuck do you know this song? They be
hearing it? Yeah, he be hearing it, playing a lot. They
don't know it. I had to take fu YouTube off his fucking tablet.
He only got YouTube kids. Now. I don't know why. I thought
the ship that he was trying to watch, bro, that was scared the
No, for sure, I'll be I'll be just listening to case. I'm
like, what the what are you watching? Yeah, he's cussing the ship.
What you back up watching? Somebody said what the hell? And he
said it to us. We was like, yo, where did you hear
that? We don't even say that around you, bro. And then we
heard that ship in the YouTube and it was like some white kids kids.
I said, what are you watching? Why they cussing? While they cut
off? He said, what the hell, I'm only mother fuck you here
cussing, he said, he said ship off. He said, oh ship
the other day, brou here to this nigga like so she yeah, she
no, not she no. You know, I'm trying my best now that
this knock is my fucking head off. Bro, he only three. I'm
trying my heart. It is nothing knock his head off, but I feel
like he trying me. And that's that's the hardest part about being a dad,
is that I wish I had a boys. Shit, if if you
was anybody else, we would be fighting. If you were anybody else,
I would have been on your motherfucking ass. But but but I have to
realize that he's he is me, and he is his mama, so he's
the ship. That he's doing is either something that I used to do to
my mama or see I used to do to her parents. So I'll be
trying not to you know what I'm saying. And I don't want to be
too aggressive with him because I am super affectionate with his sisters, like I'm
super cuddly with him. That's all right, all girls, That's why I
be not yelling about it. I wish you had a son, so you
can understand. But it's because I got I got the girls. And I
I'll be hugging him and stuff like that. I used to be like that.
Now he probably like and he was, and he said he was like,
can you tickle me? And I just felt like, I'm sorry,
something like I asked you out of that premeditated. I'm sorry. That's why
you can see what case. She's so like she with me all the time.
So when she see me on Kennedy or she she like, do me,
I'm like, no, do you all the time, even even if
it's like somebody else, kids or or little cousins or whatever, I get
to play with them. She think it's come on you my daddy. She
said, it's my daddy, girl, daddy too. Yeah, and back
to what you were saying in regards said Thanksgiving, I think we are going
to try to go to some people's houses because nigga the way my daughter's look
at niggas. Bro, Yeah, bro, they be they be and then
my mam would then be they be mad, but they don't come over.
Yeah, be mad. I got to come to y'all. Y'all gotta come
put the work in. That's why I like kids, because kids they don't
give a fuck if you My auntie my great auntie or not. You got
to put that work in. Put that work in. I mean I may
be like, I mean you look familiar. Yeah, I don't know you
like that. That's how That's how Kennedy and I am Kennedy's Kennedy and Kenley
like you know that, yeah look familiar. But really that's when I'm mother
fucking kids be on my motherfucking bike, nigga, and they be like,
I don't know, because then everybody my kids, my kids have. My
kids have anxiety just like me. So when we go somewhere and motherfuckers ain't
seeing them in a while, they be trying to run to them. They
be like, bro, back up. We be able to tell the niggas,
Hey, bro, they don't really know you like that, you running
up on them, nigga to go. I want to give them some mace
from hold you there, stranger, danger bitch ass nikka back up. So
yeah, we gotta do some wards. We gotta I gotta take more places,
but I only want to man, I don't wanted to do that shit.
But Thanksgiving, I'm I'm thankful for. Let's say what were thankful for
and get up out of here. Cutting I'm thankful for I'm really thankful for
my mother in law because she saved us. She saved us for real,
for real a lot of times this year. This If it wasn't for her,
this year probably would have been way harder than what it was financially,
just mentally, Like I don't know, I'm just really thankful for my family
because Muscle has been holding us down, man like really holding us down.
And despite despite like I have a I have a a vision of how I
think my life should go. But then God be like, nah, I
don't really want that for you right now, sitting down, my nigga,
that's what they be feeling like. And then don't just the state of the
just the state of the economy right now, like everybody really fucked up.
So it's not it's it's like I don't know what to do to get more
money, to get ahead, to to to really catapult my family into a
situation to where it's kind of like feel proof and I don't really know,
uh as a father, that's just like probably the hardest thing to deal with,
Like I just do not know. It's so tough, like not being
able to hold ship down like you should as a man. As a man,
yeah, that should just make me feel you know what I'm saying,
and I and I really do love my wife and never throwing that ship in
my face. I really fuck with her for that and if anything, like
though she can't fucking drive, she doesn't drive me crazy, So I really
do appreciate that. But I just I just thank my mom and them,
know, yeah, because like I said, this year has been tough.
Like I live back with them right now, so they being cool and they
they ain't tripping like that's they just want me to be around so they don't
be tripping the Q. You know, she always got my back right there.
She always got my back when I need somebody to tell me something and
I needed to hear, she'll tell me. Same way with my baby mamas,
like they solid solid, still keep it one hundred. It's just really
tough. Man as a black man'd just be hard. Yeah. Really,
Like we were talking about the show on the phone, I don't really want
to talk too much about go too deep into it. But just as a
black man, if you never grew up with like a I didn't grow up
with a man around that just taught me how to hustle. I never I
never had that. I never had. I never had a positive male role
model to teach me how to get it, just like like my stepfather been.
Like my stepfather been in my life since I was too, but he
was always working, you know what I'm saying. So he just always whatever
I asked for, he got it for That's how my momne was that whatever
I asked for, they gonna get it. Now, now that stuff for
you to get it? Teaching me how you know what I'm saying, like
the work ethic and and the hustle and all that, Ye it ain't they
ain't. We ain't really have those type of talks for me to. I
think the biggest problem is for me is that the only thing that I'm really
really passionate about is content creating. Like I lose sleep over it. And
I think with me it was it was it was sports like sports and probably
like just ship like that is ship that I can really like talk about comfortably
knowing and not really being nervous or shot away from. Yeah, it just
sucked, man, because especially right now with this, like I said,
the state of the economy is like what the fuck? Like what like literally
what I'll be looking at I'll be on a computer looking up like filling out
applications and ship and doing all type of shit. I'm like, what the
fuck like I got PTSD, my nigga. I hate LinkedIn, I hate
the color of LinkedIn. I hate the fucking the word link I hate the
word in. I hate the work always put out on Like none of that
ship, brocause that's just that shit just like triggers me to be like it's
like it's like a bunch of motherfuckers, like saying that I'm not good enough
at something that I'm the best that I feel like i'm the best at,
and I know that I'm the best at because ain't noney, this is a
little rant, But ain't none of the niggas that I'm trying to work for
ever produce more content to me, Like, rather be scripted, rather be
ignoran philosophy, black widow or y'all ain't never y'alln't when they when they fire
y'all niggas, y'all don't have a show. That's what I mean. When
y'all niggas that work at these podcast companies, when they fire y'all, y'all
don't have a show. Y'all don't have a brand. Y'all don't have something
that y'all built from the ground up. We do, you know what I'm
saying. So for me, when the motherfucker tell me like nah, I'd
be like what, and so, how are y'all fit? How are y'all
hired? It's a whole It's just but that makes me feel like, am
I wasting my time? Like even in recording the show right now, like
I'd be like, am I wasting my time? Am I Should I be
doing something? Else? Should I be? And uh, like I'll be
like this close shit, Like right now, I'm on I'm at a hope
like cause it's just not moving how I wanted to. And this ship.
Every time I make money, I got to put it right back in.
And it's just like some of the ship that I've been doing is just not
going right. It's just this game plan. Yeah, So it's just I
don't know, it's tough. I'll be thinking about saying fuck this ship for
real, but I know I can't, yeah, because I feel like this
is really like my last I think that maybe that maybe that's just the wrong
mentality for us to have. But it's like ship starting over to sound crazy,
starting over doing something like I wouldn't even know what to start over and
do though, right, that's kind of where it is. So I'm thankful
for Like I said, I'm thankful for my family for holding holding me down
and holding my family down. This whole year just been crazy, man,
just ups and downs, ups and downs, and I mean that's just life.
But ship, I just want a mother fucking time where it's not I
want. Can I just have a year that's just good all your I mean,
I know it's asking for too much, might be asking for too much.
Blood. I think we ask you for too much because I think everybody's
around my birthday, damn it, it's the worst at the end of the
year. I'm like, God, damn, I'd be like, why my
birthday gotta be goddamn in December. My ship is right right at the next
week here, right at the pit of this ship. But uh yeah,
everybody out there, I know everybody going through some ship, man, So
keep your head up, man, and go go spend some time with your
family and hug on them, love on them, and eat some food and
then or do y'all some hoodies. You know and and hats and sweatpants and
stuff. Definitely the Lincoln in the BYO link in the bio for show,
and we're gonna see y'all. When we see y'all, man be sides. You're your