WEBVTT 1 00:00:14.119 --> 00:00:22.399 Not sorry. What's up? Positive Bitches? How are we doing today? 2 00:00:22.839 --> 00:00:26.839 If you're hearing this episode, then you are meant to be here, So 3 00:00:27.039 --> 00:00:32.759 keep listening on that Bitches Positive podcast. Sometimes we will laugh. Other times, 4 00:00:32.960 --> 00:00:37.640 baby Girl, We're gonna cry, but we will always walk away feeling 5 00:00:37.719 --> 00:00:44.840 our most empowered positive bitch self that has babe and true connection with herself. 6 00:00:45.399 --> 00:00:49.600 On this podcast, we simply unbecome who we are not so we can fully 7 00:00:49.719 --> 00:00:55.960 step into exactly who we came here to be. Today, we are going 8 00:00:56.079 --> 00:01:03.079 to be questioning. We're going to be in investigating those seasons when we feel 9 00:01:03.119 --> 00:01:07.040 disconnected from everything, when we feel like everything is falling apart, when we 10 00:01:07.120 --> 00:01:11.200 feel like, hello, God, what are you doing? Have you forgotten 11 00:01:11.200 --> 00:01:18.400 about me? Yeah, we are diving into the concept of being ghosted by 12 00:01:19.200 --> 00:01:23.680 God because the broads and chads of the world, they may ghost us here 13 00:01:23.719 --> 00:01:27.280 and there, but when we feel ghosted by God, well that is quite 14 00:01:27.400 --> 00:01:33.519 a the ultimate ghosting, shall I say? We have these seasons where we 15 00:01:33.560 --> 00:01:37.799 do feel alone, We're not seeing the angel numbers, we feel like our 16 00:01:37.840 --> 00:01:42.920 whole entire life is just falling apart. So what is going on? Did 17 00:01:42.000 --> 00:01:48.480 God forget about us? Did God ghost us, does God just not care 18 00:01:48.519 --> 00:01:53.599 about us? Well, Hello God, today, I'm here with my positive 19 00:01:53.760 --> 00:02:00.319 bitch posse and we want to rediscover our connection. Oh if you we want 20 00:02:00.319 --> 00:02:05.480 to know what's going on. We want to re establish our relationship because why 21 00:02:05.680 --> 00:02:12.120 well, life happens and sometimes we need to reconnect, re establish and re 22 00:02:12.319 --> 00:02:17.479 understand what's actually going on in this quantum field before we get into it. 23 00:02:17.800 --> 00:02:22.560 And by the way, I'm going to give you ways you can connect to 24 00:02:22.639 --> 00:02:25.840 this all loving, all powerful energy and they're going to be ways that are 25 00:02:25.879 --> 00:02:30.800 perfect and specific for you, because not everyone likes to connect to this divine, 26 00:02:31.120 --> 00:02:37.400 loving creator in the same way. 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And if you're looking to heal your divine 36 00:03:22.199 --> 00:03:27.960 feminine energy and balance that masculine energy, you can also download the Healing Divine 37 00:03:28.120 --> 00:03:32.759 Feminine Work Book. Without further ado, let's get into today's episode. Now, 38 00:03:34.400 --> 00:03:38.639 today, our special guest comes in the form of a book, and 39 00:03:38.879 --> 00:03:44.199 this book is called The Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren. Now, I 40 00:03:44.240 --> 00:03:46.840 don't agree with everything in this book, but there are some points that I 41 00:03:46.919 --> 00:03:52.680 just absolutely love. This book is a little bit too religious for me, 42 00:03:53.080 --> 00:03:59.719 however, and I just saw three three three on the clock Divine Synchronicity Angel, 43 00:04:00.840 --> 00:04:04.039 and it's so funny because the number three is all about taking your divinity 44 00:04:04.159 --> 00:04:09.680 and your human self and combining them to birth your purpose. And this book 45 00:04:09.759 --> 00:04:14.360 is literally about finding your purpose. So there we go. I love the 46 00:04:14.400 --> 00:04:16.800 way this is starting out. This book is a little religious for me. 47 00:04:16.839 --> 00:04:19.720 There's a lot of things that I'm like, Nah, that's making my soul 48 00:04:20.160 --> 00:04:24.240 crazy, and I just don't agree with that. However, there are some 49 00:04:24.279 --> 00:04:30.000 amazing points that we got to talk about. So my whole entire spiritual awakening 50 00:04:30.120 --> 00:04:33.519 started because I felt so alone, so disconnected, and I was literally screaming 51 00:04:33.519 --> 00:04:39.199 at God. Yep, that's how I got here. I was screaming at 52 00:04:39.240 --> 00:04:43.399 God. I was mad, I was upset, I was annoyed, and 53 00:04:43.480 --> 00:04:48.160 I think that there's this whole entire narrative that you can't be honest with God. 54 00:04:48.199 --> 00:04:51.240 And I'm so happy I had my mom growing up, because she always 55 00:04:51.240 --> 00:04:58.240 told me God, in her viewpoint, is your father. You tell him 56 00:04:58.279 --> 00:05:01.360 whatever you need to say. Put it down, girl. You let him 57 00:05:01.480 --> 00:05:05.519 know what's going on in your mind and your heart and your soul. And 58 00:05:05.600 --> 00:05:10.000 I went to Catholic school and that was not something they taught. They really 59 00:05:10.040 --> 00:05:12.800 taught, Okay, you do these certain prayers, and this is how you 60 00:05:12.800 --> 00:05:15.560 connect to God. But when I was reciting those prayers, I didn't feel 61 00:05:15.600 --> 00:05:19.680 anything. I felt connected to God when I was just screaming, crying, 62 00:05:19.800 --> 00:05:24.600 or just praising in the way that I like to praise. Hello, God, 63 00:05:24.680 --> 00:05:27.439 how are you doing? I think we know? I like to talk 64 00:05:27.639 --> 00:05:30.839 Hello. So I felt the most connected to God when I'm in nature, 65 00:05:30.959 --> 00:05:35.079 when I'm just speaking. That is how I like to connect. But at 66 00:05:35.079 --> 00:05:40.519 the beginning of my spiritual awakening, I really lost touch with God because I 67 00:05:40.560 --> 00:05:44.199 was in college. I was being a human and there's so much going on 68 00:05:44.240 --> 00:05:46.839 in our life, the internships, college, figuring out what you're going to 69 00:05:46.920 --> 00:05:50.879 do with your life that I think God does fall to the wayside, and 70 00:05:50.920 --> 00:05:56.680 by the way, God to me, whether you call it the divine creator 71 00:05:56.720 --> 00:06:00.240 source energy, I don't really care, because the human language can never fully 72 00:06:00.279 --> 00:06:04.759 express the truth of what God is. The human language, which humans created, 73 00:06:04.839 --> 00:06:10.839 can only point to truths. It can't fully encompass the truth, like 74 00:06:10.839 --> 00:06:13.680 when I tell my partner, oh, I love you, The word love 75 00:06:13.759 --> 00:06:17.160 can't fully encompass how I really feel. So I like to use the word 76 00:06:17.639 --> 00:06:23.680 God. And to me, God is this all loving presence always around. 77 00:06:24.040 --> 00:06:28.160 We all have God within us. God is the ocean and we are the 78 00:06:28.199 --> 00:06:31.720 waves, and we are all divine. We have this connection to God. 79 00:06:31.720 --> 00:06:35.959 They are higher self. But even though we're connected, doesn't mean we always 80 00:06:36.040 --> 00:06:40.199 feel God's presence in our life. I have a TV in my room, 81 00:06:40.560 --> 00:06:44.600 but I'm not always turning that TV on. I'm not always tuned into it. 82 00:06:44.680 --> 00:06:46.879 Just because I'm not tuning into the TV though, doesn't mean it's not 83 00:06:47.160 --> 00:06:53.000 there. My spiritual awakening started because I was telling my mom I feel depressed, 84 00:06:53.040 --> 00:06:56.240 I feel anxious, I am not happy with my relationship. I have 85 00:06:56.319 --> 00:06:58.959 no idea what I'm going to do with my life. So she dragged me 86 00:06:59.000 --> 00:07:02.800 to a chapel and wailing on the floor, hysterically crying pretty much, just 87 00:07:02.839 --> 00:07:05.639 telling God like I don't know what the fuck is going on. Please remove 88 00:07:05.680 --> 00:07:10.279 anyone and anything you need to remove from my life, because I can't do 89 00:07:10.319 --> 00:07:14.800 this anymore. I'm going to have an even bigger breakdown, which is always 90 00:07:14.800 --> 00:07:17.639 a breakthrough, let me remind you, and yeah, I feel like I'm 91 00:07:17.680 --> 00:07:23.600 going on tab but congress over here. And within a couple of days, 92 00:07:23.680 --> 00:07:28.959 after crying my eyes at, eyes out, wailing my arms around, just 93 00:07:29.560 --> 00:07:31.959 leaving everything at the altar, sat right up in the front with my mom. 94 00:07:32.839 --> 00:07:38.240 After that, a couple days later, I went through a breakup because 95 00:07:38.240 --> 00:07:44.319 I found some interesting things on my partner's phone. I had a dark knight 96 00:07:44.360 --> 00:07:47.800 of the soul. I was completely isolated, and I went to a therapist 97 00:07:48.160 --> 00:07:51.920 who asked me, have you ever read The Power of Now at Cartoli? 98 00:07:53.439 --> 00:07:58.680 And I read that book and everything started happening at once. Understanding the universe 99 00:07:58.720 --> 00:08:03.800 and God and the quantum field and manifestation. Everything just started flooding. And 100 00:08:03.920 --> 00:08:07.639 in that moment, I knew, Oh my God, God is real. 101 00:08:07.279 --> 00:08:11.600 I've always sort of believed. I went to Catholics all my whole entire life, 102 00:08:11.639 --> 00:08:15.920 but literally asking, crying and screaming at God. And three days later 103 00:08:16.600 --> 00:08:20.040 the divine intervention and what went down that led me to spiritually awaken, which 104 00:08:20.160 --> 00:08:26.959 led me to find my purpose. I couldn't ignore that that was divine intervention. 105 00:08:26.079 --> 00:08:30.639 I knew it like I know my own name. That's how strong it 106 00:08:30.759 --> 00:08:33.879 was. And I feel like a lot of us don't know how to connect 107 00:08:33.879 --> 00:08:35.519 to this all loving energy. We don't know how to speak to it. 108 00:08:35.559 --> 00:08:39.759 We don't know how to connect, we don't know how to even look at 109 00:08:39.799 --> 00:08:43.879 it or talk. We're just not really sure what to do. And then 110 00:08:43.919 --> 00:08:48.399 we go through life feeling really upset and freaking alone. So I always prayed 111 00:08:48.440 --> 00:08:52.120 to be God's mouth peace and hello, positive bitches. I want to read 112 00:08:52.159 --> 00:08:58.399 you some blurbs from this book called The Purpose Driven Life, and then we're 113 00:08:58.440 --> 00:09:01.639 gonna talk about it. We're gonna dissect it, we're gonna understand it. 114 00:09:03.279 --> 00:09:07.080 Because like my TV, it's always there, whether or not I tune into 115 00:09:07.080 --> 00:09:11.320 it. God is always there, whether or not we're tuning in, whether 116 00:09:11.440 --> 00:09:16.159 or not we feel him, whether or not we see him. He's there, 117 00:09:16.759 --> 00:09:20.679 but let's talk about it. The deepest level of worship is praising God 118 00:09:20.720 --> 00:09:24.200 in spite of pain, thanking God during a trial, trusting him when tempted, 119 00:09:24.279 --> 00:09:28.879 surrendering while suffering, and loving him when he seems distant. Friendships are 120 00:09:28.960 --> 00:09:35.639 often tested by separation and silence. You are divided by physical distance or you're 121 00:09:35.720 --> 00:09:41.000 unable to talk. In your friendship with God, you won't always feel feel 122 00:09:41.720 --> 00:09:46.320 close to him. Philip I. Yancy has wisely noted any relationship involves times 123 00:09:46.320 --> 00:09:52.279 of closeness and times of distance, and in a relationship with God, no 124 00:09:52.360 --> 00:09:58.159 matter how intimate, the pendulum will swing from one side to the other. 125 00:09:58.720 --> 00:10:05.399 That when worship gets difficult to mature your friendship with God, God will test 126 00:10:05.480 --> 00:10:09.759 it with periods of seeming separation, times when it feels as if He has 127 00:10:09.799 --> 00:10:16.000 abandoned or forgotten you. God feels a million miles away. Saint John of 128 00:10:16.000 --> 00:10:20.720 the Cross referred to these days of spiritual dryness, doubt, and estrangement from 129 00:10:20.759 --> 00:10:26.240 God as the dark Knight of the soul. Henry Newon called the ministry of 130 00:10:26.440 --> 00:10:33.159 absence. Aw Towser called them the ministry of the night. Others refer to 131 00:10:33.240 --> 00:10:37.919 this as the winter of the heart. Besides Jesus, David probably had the 132 00:10:37.960 --> 00:10:43.720 closest friendship with God of anyone. God took pleasure in calling him a man 133 00:10:43.759 --> 00:10:50.120 after my own heart. Yet David frequently complained of God's apparent absence. Lord, 134 00:10:50.519 --> 00:10:54.919 why are you standing aloof and far away? Why do you hide when 135 00:10:54.919 --> 00:11:00.039 I need you the most? Why have you forsaken me? Why do you 136 00:11:00.159 --> 00:11:03.039 remain so distant? Why do you ignore my cries for help? Why have 137 00:11:03.200 --> 00:11:09.279 you abandoned me all my codependent girlies. I feel us getting triggered. Of 138 00:11:09.320 --> 00:11:13.480 course, God hasn't really left David, and he doesn't leave you. He 139 00:11:13.519 --> 00:11:20.200 has promised repeatedly I will never leave you, nor forsaek you. God however, 140 00:11:20.840 --> 00:11:26.440 has not promised that you will always feel feel his presence. In fact, 141 00:11:26.679 --> 00:11:31.559 God admits that sometimes he hides his face from us. There are times 142 00:11:31.559 --> 00:11:39.519 when he appears to be m i a or missing in action. I think 143 00:11:39.559 --> 00:11:43.159 we've all felt these times, and I think we either just forget that God 144 00:11:43.200 --> 00:11:48.320 exists sometimes, I mean I know what I did, or we forget to 145 00:11:48.919 --> 00:11:54.200 plug into our own divinity. But I mean, I don't think I'm alone 146 00:11:54.200 --> 00:11:58.080 and getting pissed off when we have these seasons. And I just want to 147 00:11:58.080 --> 00:12:03.879 say that's okay. It's okay to feel like you are disconnected from God or 148 00:12:03.879 --> 00:12:07.480 our own divinity. It's okay to feel pissed off about that. It's okay 149 00:12:07.480 --> 00:12:13.679 to feel like you are getting ghosted by God. And I love how this 150 00:12:13.720 --> 00:12:16.799 book explains, oh my God, and the next page is one one one. 151 00:12:16.600 --> 00:12:22.919 I love how this author explains that the pendulum will always swing from one 152 00:12:22.960 --> 00:12:26.960 side to the other because that's the law of rhythm. The pendulum is always 153 00:12:26.960 --> 00:12:31.159 going to swing from one side all the way to the other. That also 154 00:12:31.200 --> 00:12:35.080 plays into the law polarity. As deep as we feel pleasure, we're also 155 00:12:35.159 --> 00:12:37.759 going to feel pain. So enjoy the pleasure. I know the pain will 156 00:12:37.919 --> 00:12:43.440 end. And this happens in our relationships. You have seasons of really amazing 157 00:12:43.559 --> 00:12:48.039 closeness to your friends, and then you have seasons where you're more so isolated. 158 00:12:48.440 --> 00:12:54.679 And I really think that there are divine seasons for a reason where we're 159 00:12:54.679 --> 00:12:58.799 going to feel closer and we're going to feel more separated because I was talking 160 00:12:58.840 --> 00:13:01.879 to one positive bitch and she was telling me, you know, I don't 161 00:13:01.919 --> 00:13:05.720 know why I had a relationship with this person. I really thought we were 162 00:13:05.720 --> 00:13:07.840 going to end up together and we didn't. And they were my soulmate. 163 00:13:07.919 --> 00:13:13.120 I really believe it. And I told her that person may have been your 164 00:13:13.159 --> 00:13:16.559 soulmate, but you don't know what kind of soulmate that person was. It 165 00:13:16.600 --> 00:13:20.720 could be a person who was a soulmate that lasts forever, or it could 166 00:13:20.720 --> 00:13:26.320 be a person that's a soulmate who's meant to trigger you into spiritually awakening. 167 00:13:26.600 --> 00:13:31.240 We have different seasons, we have different soulmates for different reasons, and I 168 00:13:31.279 --> 00:13:35.200 think we have some seasons where we're meant to be closer to God. We're 169 00:13:35.240 --> 00:13:39.320 meant to feel the connection closer to God. And then I think there's some 170 00:13:39.360 --> 00:13:45.080 seasons where we're meant to go off, play with this quantum field, see 171 00:13:45.120 --> 00:13:48.159 what we can do, and then report back to God. I don't think 172 00:13:48.159 --> 00:13:56.159 we're meant to be so so so so plugged into God all of the time, 173 00:13:56.240 --> 00:14:01.320 or else I think we would be. So I am feeling like, 174 00:14:01.399 --> 00:14:05.200 yeah, the pendulum swings from one direction into the other from left to right, 175 00:14:05.399 --> 00:14:09.440 it will even out because that's a law of rhythm. It also plays 176 00:14:09.440 --> 00:14:13.000 into the law of polarity. But even think about growing up. If you 177 00:14:13.120 --> 00:14:16.679 never go out on your own, you really can't learn much. And it's 178 00:14:16.720 --> 00:14:20.960 not that your parents just disappear, No, they're still there. But you 179 00:14:22.039 --> 00:14:24.360 have to go to school, You have to make friends on your own. 180 00:14:24.399 --> 00:14:28.960 You need to see what you can do as who you are, not with 181 00:14:28.080 --> 00:14:31.960 your parents over you watching like a hawk. Think about a little birdie. 182 00:14:33.360 --> 00:14:37.559 They have to fly out of their nest on their own. And I feel 183 00:14:37.600 --> 00:14:41.960 like there are seasons where, yes, we're going to be in that dark 184 00:14:43.039 --> 00:14:46.320 knight of the soul where we do feel alone, and we do feel disconnected, 185 00:14:46.360 --> 00:14:50.399 and we are like God, where argue right now because what is going 186 00:14:50.440 --> 00:14:54.399 on? And I think we're meant to go through that, not actually alone 187 00:14:54.440 --> 00:15:01.440 because we're already connected, but under the veil of a ownness, so that 188 00:15:01.480 --> 00:15:05.200 we can find our own power, so we can see how much strength we 189 00:15:05.240 --> 00:15:09.039 actually have. Because if I go through life and let's just say I always 190 00:15:09.200 --> 00:15:13.919 rely on my mother to coregulate me, I'm never going to learn how to 191 00:15:13.960 --> 00:15:20.519 regulate myself. We have to go through seasons under the veil of doing it 192 00:15:20.559 --> 00:15:26.440 alone so that we can understand that we can do it. We can do 193 00:15:26.480 --> 00:15:28.799 it, and it doesn't mean that God is not watching, that God is 194 00:15:28.799 --> 00:15:33.480 not there, that God is not with us. It means that we are 195 00:15:33.080 --> 00:15:41.360 more on a track to understand our own strength then having to rely on this 196 00:15:41.519 --> 00:15:50.200 all loving presence. Let's feel that for a second. Let's feel that for 197 00:15:50.240 --> 00:15:54.480 a second, because we have to know what we can do on our own. 198 00:15:54.720 --> 00:15:58.600 We have to. If we jump from one relationship to another, to 199 00:15:58.679 --> 00:16:02.600 another to another, we never get to create our own identity. We never 200 00:16:02.600 --> 00:16:08.159 get to fully understand who we actually are because we can only identify ourselves through 201 00:16:08.200 --> 00:16:14.440 our partner. We need time alone to get to know ourselves. We need 202 00:16:14.559 --> 00:16:18.200 time to go out and under the illusion that we are alone to understand our 203 00:16:18.240 --> 00:16:29.639 true capabilities. Let's read a little bit more of this book. I love 204 00:16:29.679 --> 00:16:33.320 how he also talked about how God always promised us he'll always be with us, 205 00:16:33.600 --> 00:16:37.440 but he did not promise that we're always going to feel his presence. 206 00:16:37.519 --> 00:16:42.879 And that's why one of my favorite affirmations is I see God's support in my 207 00:16:42.919 --> 00:16:52.240 life daily because I am always looking for God's presence to remind myself that I'm 208 00:16:52.240 --> 00:16:55.639 connected, because, like I said, it's really easy to get distracted in 209 00:16:55.679 --> 00:16:59.519 this three D world. It is easier to focus on all that's going wrong 210 00:16:59.639 --> 00:17:03.120 rather than and all that's going right, because our ego is really programmed to 211 00:17:03.159 --> 00:17:07.079 see the negative because it thinks it's keeping us safe. It is easier to 212 00:17:07.119 --> 00:17:11.000 focus on the gossip and what's going on with celebrities than it is to connect 213 00:17:11.000 --> 00:17:15.240 to God sometimes, but what is more rewarding to me is finding that connection 214 00:17:15.279 --> 00:17:19.880 to God and myself. This is a Christian book, by the way, 215 00:17:21.119 --> 00:17:23.359 so it's going to have that sort of tone. But understand this applies to 216 00:17:23.400 --> 00:17:29.039 all of us. The most common mistake Christians make in worship today is seeking 217 00:17:29.079 --> 00:17:33.079 an experience rather than seeking God. They look for a feeling, and if 218 00:17:33.119 --> 00:17:38.039 it happens, they conclude that they have worshiped wrong. In fact, God 219 00:17:38.160 --> 00:17:42.920 often removes our feelings, so we won't depend on them. Seeking a feeling, 220 00:17:42.960 --> 00:17:48.119 even the feeling of closeness to Christ is not worshiped. Again, there's 221 00:17:48.160 --> 00:17:51.720 that Christian tone here, but Loot's dial it back for a second. He's 222 00:17:51.759 --> 00:17:55.359 talking about how we can't just rely on our feelings to tell us if God 223 00:17:55.440 --> 00:17:59.599 is there or not. Yes, we can't rely on our feelings a lot 224 00:17:59.640 --> 00:18:03.079 of the time, and why because feelings are not fact and a lot of 225 00:18:03.160 --> 00:18:07.359 us have trauma, or we're picking up on external sources around us, our 226 00:18:07.400 --> 00:18:11.799 friends, our coworkers, or even an energetic form through a scary movie can 227 00:18:11.839 --> 00:18:15.720 cause us to feel something. It doesn't mean that feeling is true. That's 228 00:18:15.759 --> 00:18:21.359 why we really have to do a lot of work understanding our egoic feelings versus 229 00:18:21.359 --> 00:18:26.079 our intuitive downloads, because those are two different things. Our feelings are moving 230 00:18:26.319 --> 00:18:30.400 energies. They move through us. That's why they can change in an hour. 231 00:18:30.519 --> 00:18:34.279 We can go from sad to happy within five minutes. Feelings are energy 232 00:18:34.359 --> 00:18:38.039 forms and their natural state is movement. They're gonna flow, they're gonna transmute, 233 00:18:38.079 --> 00:18:42.000 they're gonna change over. Let's keep that in mind. So just because 234 00:18:42.160 --> 00:18:48.079 we feel like God is ghosting us doesn't mean that he actually is. It 235 00:18:48.119 --> 00:18:52.599 means that we're having that as a feeling. And I think a lot of 236 00:18:52.640 --> 00:18:56.559 that feeling is maybe we're going through a season where we need to figure out 237 00:18:56.599 --> 00:19:02.440 what we can actually do by ourselves, by ourselves quotes, or sometimes we're 238 00:19:02.440 --> 00:19:04.720 just so plugged into the external world. We're so plugged into what's going on 239 00:19:04.759 --> 00:19:11.400 with the Kardashians that we forget to plug back into ourselves before we trust that 240 00:19:11.519 --> 00:19:15.920 feeling. Let's remember that God can never actually leave us when he's part of 241 00:19:17.000 --> 00:19:18.759 us. And I say he, I don't think God is a man in 242 00:19:18.759 --> 00:19:22.359 the sky. I think it's an all loving energy. But it's just easier 243 00:19:22.400 --> 00:19:26.880 to say he. I don't think that God is ghosting us. How could 244 00:19:26.920 --> 00:19:30.039 he when were part of him. He's literally always within us and we are 245 00:19:30.039 --> 00:19:33.119 always connected to him, So how could we be ghosted by something that's part 246 00:19:33.200 --> 00:19:40.680 of us? See what I mean. God's omnipresence and the manifestation of his 247 00:19:40.720 --> 00:19:45.039 presence are two different things. One is a fact and the other is a 248 00:19:45.160 --> 00:19:48.400 feeling. God is always present even when you are unaware of him, and 249 00:19:48.519 --> 00:19:53.000 his presence is too profound to be measured by mere emotion. Yes, he 250 00:19:53.119 --> 00:19:56.960 wants you to sense his presence, but he's more concerned that you trust him 251 00:19:57.759 --> 00:20:03.720 rather than you just feel him. Faith, not feelings, pleases God. 252 00:20:03.799 --> 00:20:08.200 I just think that also makes us feel better having faith rather than just trusting 253 00:20:08.200 --> 00:20:11.720 our feelings. Because sometimes we're in a bad mood or we have kind of 254 00:20:11.720 --> 00:20:14.039 a shitty day and we're like, oh, okay, so I had a 255 00:20:14.039 --> 00:20:17.039 shitty day. So this means God's not here and I'm all alone and life 256 00:20:17.079 --> 00:20:22.319 sucks. That can be a really tricky, tricky path to go down, 257 00:20:22.440 --> 00:20:26.720 and that can lead us into a hole really quickly. So what if instead 258 00:20:26.759 --> 00:20:30.519 of just assuming that I don't feel God around me so he ghosted me, 259 00:20:30.839 --> 00:20:34.640 we instead lower the volume on the feelings and raise the volume on our faith. 260 00:20:36.359 --> 00:20:41.119 What if that is actually the key that's actually going to allow us to 261 00:20:41.200 --> 00:20:48.160 understand God's presence, feel God's presence the most? The next thing that I 262 00:20:48.319 --> 00:20:52.160 just love. Let's get into this. The situations that will stretch your faith 263 00:20:52.200 --> 00:20:56.640 the most will be those times when life falls apart and God is nowhere to 264 00:20:56.640 --> 00:21:00.240 be found. This happened to Job on a single day. He lost everything, 265 00:21:00.279 --> 00:21:03.279 his family, his businesses, his health, and everything he owned. 266 00:21:04.279 --> 00:21:10.160 Most discouragingly, for thirty seven chapters, God said nothing. I mean I 267 00:21:10.160 --> 00:21:12.799 would be pissed too. How do you praise God when you don't understand what's 268 00:21:12.799 --> 00:21:17.240 happening in your life and God is silent? How do you stay connected in 269 00:21:17.240 --> 00:21:21.960 a crisis without communication? How do you keep your eyes on Jesus when they're 270 00:21:21.960 --> 00:21:23.759 full of tears. You do what Job did, and you do what Thesey 271 00:21:23.839 --> 00:21:27.480 did. Then he fell to the ground and worshiped and said, naked, 272 00:21:27.559 --> 00:21:30.640 I come from my mother's womb, and naked I will depart. The Lord 273 00:21:30.680 --> 00:21:34.680 gave me. No, the Lord gave, and the Lord has taken away. 274 00:21:36.079 --> 00:21:38.839 May the name of the Lord be praised. Tell God exactly how you 275 00:21:38.880 --> 00:21:42.000 feel is the moral of the story. Here. Pour your heart out to 276 00:21:42.160 --> 00:21:45.759 God. Unload every emotion that you're feeling. Job did this one, he 277 00:21:45.839 --> 00:21:49.160 said, I can't be quiet. I'm angry and bitter. I have to 278 00:21:49.200 --> 00:21:53.480 speak. Oh for the days when I was in my prime, when God's 279 00:21:53.480 --> 00:21:59.359 intimate friendship bless my house. I love this because I feel like we don't 280 00:21:59.400 --> 00:22:03.000 hear about this. God can handle your doubt, anger, fear, grief, 281 00:22:03.000 --> 00:22:04.559 confusion, and questions. When it's too heavy, give it up to 282 00:22:04.640 --> 00:22:08.920 God. Let it go and let God. Because there's a reason it feels 283 00:22:08.920 --> 00:22:11.759 too heavy. You're not meant to bear the pain alone. You're not meant 284 00:22:11.799 --> 00:22:15.480 to carry it alone. Give it up to God. Tell him exactly what 285 00:22:15.519 --> 00:22:18.279 the fuck is going on with you? Everything, all of it all at 286 00:22:18.319 --> 00:22:25.799 once. What I love about God because he can't ghost us because he's seriously 287 00:22:25.839 --> 00:22:30.039 connected to us. God has this unchanging nature where he's always going to be 288 00:22:30.119 --> 00:22:34.559 there even when we can't hear him. And I just saw another angel number 289 00:22:34.559 --> 00:22:40.839 four four or four, Oh my God. One way we can connect to 290 00:22:40.880 --> 00:22:42.759 God during these times that we feel like, where are you? I don't 291 00:22:42.759 --> 00:22:47.240 know what's going on? Where are you? Number one thing? Just be 292 00:22:47.319 --> 00:22:51.839 honest, start screaming, singing. I don't care how you do it, 293 00:22:52.200 --> 00:22:56.400 but be honest. This energy has created you and you're meant to stay in 294 00:22:56.680 --> 00:23:00.960 contact with it. Scream it. Tell God how you feel. When my 295 00:23:02.039 --> 00:23:04.200 mom dragged me to that chapel, I was crying, screaming. I didn't 296 00:23:04.240 --> 00:23:07.200 care. I was like, what am I supposed to be doing? What 297 00:23:07.319 --> 00:23:11.880 do you think this is? Because I'm confused. I really don't understand all 298 00:23:11.960 --> 00:23:15.640 of this. So could you want to fill me in on it? Because 299 00:23:15.640 --> 00:23:17.920 I don't get it? You want to let me know what's going on because 300 00:23:17.920 --> 00:23:21.440 I don't understand. Still to this day, I will literally say, God, 301 00:23:22.240 --> 00:23:25.599 what is this? I trust you, but I'm not liking it. 302 00:23:25.880 --> 00:23:30.160 So I want to see something better. I want to see me feeling blessed 303 00:23:30.160 --> 00:23:33.839 today. I want to see a better outcome today. I want to see 304 00:23:33.640 --> 00:23:37.680 more blessings today. And the funny thing is is whatever you seek, you 305 00:23:37.720 --> 00:23:42.079 will find. And when you start priming your articular activating system, which is 306 00:23:42.119 --> 00:23:47.200 a filter in your brain, you will get exactly what it is you are 307 00:23:47.240 --> 00:23:52.519 thinking about. Your articular activating system filters in your life based on your own 308 00:23:52.559 --> 00:23:56.319 biases. There's way too much for us to intake all around us. There's 309 00:23:56.359 --> 00:24:02.880 billions and billions and billions of things the process. So our articular activating system 310 00:24:03.000 --> 00:24:07.160 just filters in life based on our own biases. So if you want to 311 00:24:07.160 --> 00:24:11.799 see God in your life, first of all, be honest, scream it 312 00:24:11.839 --> 00:24:14.279 out, say what you need to say. You can. If you're angry, 313 00:24:14.319 --> 00:24:15.759 tell God you're angry. Hell I did it, I'll do it. 314 00:24:15.880 --> 00:24:19.759 I'll do it again. Tell God how you really feel. And secondly, 315 00:24:21.039 --> 00:24:26.920 start looking for the blessings. Start looking for what you do have. Start 316 00:24:27.000 --> 00:24:32.240 looking at the things you are grateful for, because that primes your articular activating 317 00:24:32.240 --> 00:24:37.160 system, your energy, and you know God is gonna want to go where 318 00:24:37.400 --> 00:24:41.160 he's praised. I guess you can say, I mean, think about it. 319 00:24:41.440 --> 00:24:44.440 If your friends were always shit talking you to your face. Would you 320 00:24:44.440 --> 00:24:47.960 want to hang out with them? Probably not. I can't imagine God wants 321 00:24:48.000 --> 00:24:49.839 to be around people who just shit talk him, So don't shit talk him, 322 00:24:49.880 --> 00:24:55.519 but tell him straight up how you feel. The point to ponder in 323 00:24:55.599 --> 00:24:57.960 this chapter is God is real no matter how I feel. Now, Okay, 324 00:24:59.000 --> 00:25:02.640 that's all great, And I really just want you to understand that you're 325 00:25:02.640 --> 00:25:06.160 not alone if you're feeling like God has abandoned you, because I have felt 326 00:25:06.200 --> 00:25:11.319 it before too, and it can just be really scary and upsetting. But 327 00:25:11.480 --> 00:25:14.720 what I want you to understand before we get into how to actually connect to 328 00:25:14.759 --> 00:25:18.640 God different ways, I want you to understand that it's okay, and maybe 329 00:25:18.680 --> 00:25:22.440 you're having this season because you have to go out there and see what you 330 00:25:22.440 --> 00:25:26.640 can do and start trusting yourself. Maybe you already trust God, but you 331 00:25:26.680 --> 00:25:33.440 don't have faith that you're capable, that you're capable of changing things in your 332 00:25:33.440 --> 00:25:37.039 life, that you have the power, that ascension is not about going upward 333 00:25:37.079 --> 00:25:40.839 but really going in word, maybe this season is here for you so you 334 00:25:40.880 --> 00:25:44.200 can start seeing what you can do with your own energy in the quantum field, 335 00:25:44.480 --> 00:25:48.440 how you can manipulate energy into matter, or maybe you need to have 336 00:25:48.480 --> 00:25:55.160 this isolation period so you can go inward and start questioning all of your beliefs 337 00:25:55.160 --> 00:26:00.960 and all of your stories you've been telling yourself, and don't forget start talking 338 00:26:00.000 --> 00:26:03.519 to God even when you think he's not listening, because he is. Just 339 00:26:03.599 --> 00:26:07.599 because we feel like he's not there doesn't mean he's not It means that we 340 00:26:07.720 --> 00:26:11.720 can't feel his presence, but it doesn't mean his presence isn't there. And 341 00:26:11.799 --> 00:26:15.920 I'm the first one to say, of course, I prefer to feel God's 342 00:26:15.960 --> 00:26:19.079 presence in my life. I prefer to see God's presence in my life. 343 00:26:19.319 --> 00:26:23.440 Hence why that affirmation of I see God's presence in my life supporting me daily 344 00:26:23.640 --> 00:26:26.680 is so special to me because I want to see that. I want to 345 00:26:26.680 --> 00:26:30.720 feel that. I don't like a life where I feel like I'm all alone 346 00:26:30.759 --> 00:26:33.720 out here on a floating rock. That doesn't feel good to me. I'm 347 00:26:33.880 --> 00:26:38.000 like, no, thank you, So I understand that. But rather than 348 00:26:38.279 --> 00:26:44.000 focusing on how we feel, what if we focused on our faith and now 349 00:26:44.079 --> 00:26:45.720 let's say you're like Cecy, Okay, I got it. I'm gonna focus 350 00:26:45.759 --> 00:26:48.359 more on my faith that God is there even if I don't feel him. 351 00:26:49.079 --> 00:26:52.000 I'll give God the benefit of the doubt. Maybe he's an enghost. Me 352 00:26:52.839 --> 00:26:56.799 I think we can give God the benefit of the doubt rather than Chad, 353 00:26:57.039 --> 00:27:00.960 you know, rather than that a boy, Rather than giving that f boy 354 00:27:00.960 --> 00:27:03.799 the benefit of the doubt fifty thousand times after he goested you, why not 355 00:27:04.000 --> 00:27:11.079 apply that saying that same approach, but this time to God. You know, 356 00:27:11.519 --> 00:27:14.799 if you can give Chad the benefit of the doubt after you feel like 357 00:27:14.839 --> 00:27:18.640 he goes to you, let's give God the same benefit of the doubt if 358 00:27:18.640 --> 00:27:22.400 we feel like he goested us. Because, like I said, just because 359 00:27:22.400 --> 00:27:26.440 we feel like God isn't there doesn't mean that's true. It means it's a 360 00:27:26.559 --> 00:27:32.039 feeling. How can we connect to God? So there is a book called 361 00:27:32.079 --> 00:27:37.680 the Sacred Pathways, and in this book, this man Gary identifies nine different 362 00:27:37.680 --> 00:27:42.960 ways that people can draw themselves closer to God. The first way is for 363 00:27:44.559 --> 00:27:51.319 naturalists. Naturalists are most inspired to love God out of doors in natural settings. 364 00:27:51.799 --> 00:27:56.279 So for me, one of my favorite ways that I can actually activate 365 00:27:56.319 --> 00:28:00.640 the feeling of feeling connected to God is going for a hike, is going 366 00:28:00.680 --> 00:28:06.599 to this harbor near my house, is literally just meditating outside Because to me, 367 00:28:07.039 --> 00:28:12.319 nature is God. It is God's creation in its most natural form. 368 00:28:12.839 --> 00:28:18.119 And I love nature that's just untouched by humans because it just feels like, 369 00:28:18.519 --> 00:28:22.480 wow, this is so beautiful. No human could have even tried to create 370 00:28:22.559 --> 00:28:26.640 this because it's just too perfect. So if you love nature, go out 371 00:28:26.720 --> 00:28:30.839 in nature, and that's going to help you connect to God. Go out 372 00:28:30.839 --> 00:28:33.160 in nature and tell God exactly how you're feeling. To me, the sun 373 00:28:33.240 --> 00:28:37.079 when I feel it on my body, when I go sun gazing at sunset, 374 00:28:37.400 --> 00:28:42.519 it feels like God's love to me. Sen Sates love God with their 375 00:28:42.559 --> 00:28:48.279 senses and appreciate beautiful worship services that involve their site, taste, smell, 376 00:28:48.359 --> 00:28:52.400 and touch, not just their ears. So another way I love to connect 377 00:28:52.400 --> 00:28:56.759 to God. If you're watching my podcast on YouTube, you can see behind 378 00:28:56.799 --> 00:29:00.839 me my altar. On this altar, I've crystals, I have holy water, 379 00:29:00.920 --> 00:29:03.119 I have rosary beads. I have a portrait of myself that my sister 380 00:29:03.200 --> 00:29:07.839 got me. Hello, I was created in God's image. That's praising God 381 00:29:07.880 --> 00:29:12.640 there. I have my oracle cards. I just have anything that's special to 382 00:29:12.680 --> 00:29:17.680 me. I have a little Buddha and I love to just light some sage, 383 00:29:18.119 --> 00:29:21.799 say a prayer, look at my vision board, and that is a 384 00:29:21.839 --> 00:29:25.880 beautiful way for me to connect to God. I go inward and I visualize 385 00:29:25.920 --> 00:29:30.160 all the things that I want, and I remember that I'm capable of creating 386 00:29:30.240 --> 00:29:33.680 because I come from God and God was the ultimate creator. And if God 387 00:29:33.799 --> 00:29:38.960 is within me, then I also have that creative ability. And I love 388 00:29:40.119 --> 00:29:45.880 smelling sage. I love putting on the essential oils. I love my little 389 00:29:45.000 --> 00:29:49.400 sunset lamp. I love aligning my crystals. I make sure my crystals. 390 00:29:49.759 --> 00:29:55.720 I have a really specific color gradient for my altar, and all the crystals 391 00:29:55.720 --> 00:29:59.839 are very specific color because they all feel like just beautiful clouds to me. 392 00:30:00.319 --> 00:30:04.200 And looking at this having the essential oils, having the sage, it creates 393 00:30:04.200 --> 00:30:08.559 a whole entire sacred self ceremony. And when I connect to myself, I 394 00:30:08.599 --> 00:30:15.200 feel very connected to God. Traditionalists draw closer to God through rituals, liturgy, 395 00:30:15.359 --> 00:30:21.599 symbols, and unchanging structures. So if going to a church or a 396 00:30:21.640 --> 00:30:26.440 sacred site allows you to connect to God. There are reasons that there's places 397 00:30:26.480 --> 00:30:32.400 in Sodona, for example, that are known as energy vortexes because the energy 398 00:30:32.519 --> 00:30:37.720 of that place on this planet is literally different than the whole entire surrounding area. 399 00:30:38.000 --> 00:30:44.480 Let's not forget Mother Earth, Mother Gaia. She is energy and there 400 00:30:44.480 --> 00:30:51.359 are certain points along the Earth's grid that has this really unique energy and they're 401 00:30:51.480 --> 00:30:56.599 all at religious sites. So you pick your religious site, whether it's a 402 00:30:56.640 --> 00:31:00.640 pyramid or a chapel, and if that allows you to connect, let it 403 00:31:00.680 --> 00:31:07.279 out. Girl. Some prefer to love God through solitude and simplicity. Maybe 404 00:31:07.359 --> 00:31:14.079 just closing your eyes, letting go of all the outside distractions is going to 405 00:31:14.119 --> 00:31:17.599 allow you to connect to yourself, which will allow you to connect to God. 406 00:31:18.200 --> 00:31:21.359 One of my favorite ways to connect to God, I guess I have 407 00:31:21.440 --> 00:31:23.799 a lot, but one of my favorite ways is to put on a third 408 00:31:23.839 --> 00:31:29.759 eye frequency and just lay outside and put my headphones in, close my eyes 409 00:31:29.799 --> 00:31:33.119 and just go inward and see what my spirit gods want to tell me, 410 00:31:33.640 --> 00:31:37.200 see what I hear from God, see whatever spiritual downloads I get. And 411 00:31:37.240 --> 00:31:42.480 it's a beautiful way to ease your anxiety and get connected to yourself rather than 412 00:31:42.559 --> 00:31:47.319 everything outside of yourself. I mean, I did a whole entire episode about 413 00:31:47.359 --> 00:31:51.480 this, called the distraction dilemma, because it is a fucking dilemma that there 414 00:31:51.480 --> 00:31:55.880 are so many things trying to pull our attention away. We need to use 415 00:31:55.960 --> 00:31:59.960 our attention for good. We need to use our attention to create the life 416 00:32:00.160 --> 00:32:04.920 that we wish to live. Because where focus goes, energy flows, and 417 00:32:05.039 --> 00:32:08.680 we live in an intention economy, and you've got to take control of your 418 00:32:08.759 --> 00:32:15.079 where you're putting your attention. Activists love God through confronting evil, battling in 419 00:32:15.240 --> 00:32:17.960 justice, and working to make the world a better place. Maybe you feel 420 00:32:19.000 --> 00:32:23.359 most connected to God at a rally or doing volunteer work, whatever you love 421 00:32:23.440 --> 00:32:28.759 to do, you want to connect to God through that avenue because you were 422 00:32:28.799 --> 00:32:34.759 given those desires embedded in your heart for a reason. Caregivers love God by 423 00:32:34.799 --> 00:32:38.519 loving others and meeting their needs. If you love to help others, that's 424 00:32:38.559 --> 00:32:45.480 a beautiful way to see God in all people. Enthusiasts love God through celebration. 425 00:32:46.319 --> 00:32:51.960 If I mean my mom, I feel like she's an enthusiast because every 426 00:32:52.000 --> 00:32:57.400 single Christmas Eve she has the Holy Water. She's telling us to sing Happy 427 00:32:57.440 --> 00:33:01.440 Birthday to Jesus. She literally gets Jesus Birthday cake every year and we sing 428 00:33:01.640 --> 00:33:08.000 Happy Birthday to Jesus. She loves to celebrate God through these celebratory moments, 429 00:33:08.119 --> 00:33:15.599 through Christmas, through certain masses, contemplatives love God through adoration. However you 430 00:33:15.839 --> 00:33:20.680 prefer to adore God, a girl, go up. Intellectuals love God by 431 00:33:20.839 --> 00:33:24.599 studying with their minds. I love to study how this quantum field works, 432 00:33:24.599 --> 00:33:30.279 that God created, how the universe works, the Kabalion, all of these 433 00:33:30.279 --> 00:33:34.559 different hermetic principles. That's definitely one of the ways I love to connect. 434 00:33:34.599 --> 00:33:37.200 But I mean I love to connect in all different ways. There's no one 435 00:33:37.279 --> 00:33:44.440 size fits all approach to worship and friendship with God. I remember in college, 436 00:33:44.680 --> 00:33:49.440 I think it was Saint Augustine that said walls don't make Christians, and 437 00:33:49.480 --> 00:33:52.640 he was alluding to the fact that just because you go to church doesn't mean 438 00:33:52.680 --> 00:33:54.400 you're a good person, doesn't mean you're a Christian. It doesn't mean that 439 00:33:54.440 --> 00:33:59.559 you're connected to God. It means you show up in a building, go 440 00:33:59.759 --> 00:34:05.880 here. And really that's why I love exploring God through my own connection to 441 00:34:06.000 --> 00:34:13.079 myself. I see God in the world when I'm making TikTok videos that help 442 00:34:13.159 --> 00:34:16.039 other people. I see God in the world when I go into nature and 443 00:34:16.079 --> 00:34:22.239 I just see beautiful two white butterflies that I always see flying together. And 444 00:34:22.360 --> 00:34:27.480 somehow I saw these two butterflies last year or two but Apparently, butterflies lifetime 445 00:34:27.599 --> 00:34:31.599 is only two weeks. That's as long as a butterfly last, so it 446 00:34:31.679 --> 00:34:35.760 cannot possibly be the same two butterflies. But I don't know. Maybe they 447 00:34:35.880 --> 00:34:39.920 reincarnated, and these two white butterflies are always flying together. And I remember 448 00:34:39.920 --> 00:34:44.239 it last year because I was going in the pool a lot, a lot 449 00:34:44.239 --> 00:34:46.280 of pool water healing, and I would always look at them, and I 450 00:34:46.400 --> 00:34:50.639 noticed they We're just so beautiful. So I see God in that way too. 451 00:34:51.719 --> 00:34:55.039 We can pick and choose how we want to see God in what ways 452 00:34:55.039 --> 00:34:59.239 we want to connect to God. The one thing I don't want you to 453 00:34:59.320 --> 00:35:02.800 choose, how ever, is feeling like he's not there. God is not 454 00:35:02.920 --> 00:35:12.440 ghosting you. God is all the way, always, all of the place, 455 00:35:13.320 --> 00:35:16.920 everywhere. What was that movie? Everywhere, all at once whatever. 456 00:35:17.400 --> 00:35:22.639 Yeah, that's like God everywhere, all at once, all the time. 457 00:35:23.000 --> 00:35:29.159 Just because we don't feel God's presence doesn't mean God isn't there. It might 458 00:35:29.239 --> 00:35:30.800 mean that we're not tuned in. It might mean that we're going through a 459 00:35:30.880 --> 00:35:35.440 dark knight of the soul for our own evolution. There are some things and 460 00:35:35.480 --> 00:35:37.639 I just saw too too too. There are some things we have to do 461 00:35:38.719 --> 00:35:45.320 under the veil of being alone. My loneliness journey was one of the best 462 00:35:45.320 --> 00:35:47.960 things for me because it allowed me to break free from that codependency. If 463 00:35:49.000 --> 00:35:52.159 I always had someone in my corner all the time, whether it was friendships 464 00:35:52.280 --> 00:35:55.119 or a relationship, I would have never gotten to know who I was on 465 00:35:55.159 --> 00:36:01.440 my own. I would have never done that. Sometimes we need the disguise 466 00:36:01.519 --> 00:36:06.599 of loneliness so that we can tap into our own power and realize that God 467 00:36:06.719 --> 00:36:12.239 is here, God is within here here, you are capable of doing amazing 468 00:36:12.280 --> 00:36:15.199 things. You are capable of going out on your own. You're capable of 469 00:36:15.239 --> 00:36:19.519 achieving what it is that you desire. And sometimes we need to feel that 470 00:36:19.599 --> 00:36:23.000 loneliness to remember that we are capable of creating the life that we desire. 471 00:36:23.320 --> 00:36:29.000 We are capable of manipulating the energy around us to create the reality that we 472 00:36:29.119 --> 00:36:32.679 desire. We are capable of switching quantum timelines so we can align with the 473 00:36:32.760 --> 00:36:37.000 life that feels good, because why fun is our divine right and living a 474 00:36:37.039 --> 00:36:43.880 good life is our divine right. So it's not that God has ghosted us. 475 00:36:44.280 --> 00:36:46.239 It may be that we haven't connected, that we don't know how to 476 00:36:46.280 --> 00:36:49.840 be honest with God, or we don't know that we can be honest. 477 00:36:50.320 --> 00:36:55.039 Just start talking, Just start talking out loud. You'll find a place to 478 00:36:55.159 --> 00:36:58.199 land. I promise you. I do it all the time, Okay, 479 00:36:58.239 --> 00:37:04.440 I promise you. I hope this episode has brought you some clarity. And 480 00:37:04.519 --> 00:37:07.840 if you're going through a season, a dark night of the soul, feeling 481 00:37:07.920 --> 00:37:12.440 alone, you're in that in the winter. You're in a spiritual winter. 482 00:37:13.320 --> 00:37:16.639 Remember that you have all that you need within you. Sometimes we just need 483 00:37:16.719 --> 00:37:22.440 a little flashlight to find where the information is within us, where the strength 484 00:37:22.599 --> 00:37:27.719 is within us, where the courage is within us. If you're feeling burnt 485 00:37:27.760 --> 00:37:30.679 out, if you're feeling tired, take a fucking break. Okay, eat 486 00:37:30.679 --> 00:37:34.960 a cookie, take a deep breath, go out in the sunlight. It 487 00:37:35.000 --> 00:37:40.039 will all be okay. Everything is constantly changing, It is constantly transmuting, 488 00:37:40.400 --> 00:37:47.320 it is constantly turning over all is well as always a sparkle and Me honors 489 00:37:47.320 --> 00:37:52.360 the sparkle in you. If you enjoyed this podcast, you can post about 490 00:37:52.400 --> 00:37:55.400 it on social media and be sure to tag me. If you loved it, 491 00:37:55.519 --> 00:38:00.159 you can leave a positive review on Apple Podcasts and Spotify it podcasts Grow 492 00:38:00.719 --> 00:38:06.440 and I also love reading all the comments that you have. If not for 493 00:38:06.519 --> 00:38:08.440 me, do for you. Hello, good karma. And also if you're 494 00:38:08.480 --> 00:38:13.239 more of a visual person, you can watch this podcast on YouTube now. 495 00:38:13.440 --> 00:38:19.199 Every single week it is uploaded there and I will see you in the next 496 00:38:19.280 --> 00:38:50.760 one. Can me can such me?