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Our history. It's quite long before
we actually got together and eventually got engaged.

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I met her and an orphanage.
She was this sweet, shy,

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pretty girl, and I was this
dorky socially or goward clown who tried to

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make everyone laugh for me, who
was love at first sight. Making a

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laugh made my entire day during those
times, and seeing her cry with trigger

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emotions I never quite understood. It
made me want to hurt whatever or whoever

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was upsetting Winter. Yes, her
name was Winter. Mine was Kira.

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It was strange because I did not
look Japanese at all, yet my birth

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certificate had Kia written on it.
My birth parents abandoned me when I was

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two. I don't remember much about
them, really. Sometimes I can see

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their very blurry faces with no expressions. I don't like thinking about them.

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They left me so they don't deserve
to live rent free. In my head,

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it was similar to Winter. She
too was left at the doorstep of

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an orphanage, except the difference was
there was no record of her birth,

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no record of her existence, and
she had no name, so the orphanage

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gave her one. They called her
Winter because she blessed the orphanage with her

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presence during the Christmas holidays. Eventually, though, we were separated. I

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was adopted into one family while she
was into another. I didn't see her

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for over five years until one fateful
day or walking home from school with some

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bodies, I spotted her in the
park kneeling over some flowers. I instantly

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knew it was her. I excused
myself from my friends and built up the

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courage to walk up to Winter.
I wanted to talk to her. I

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missed her Hello, I said.
She was startled by my sudden appearance behind

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her, so she jumped looking at
me with horrified eyes, but she didn't

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look scared. I couldn't quite figure
it out back then, Hi, she

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answered, she couldn't remember me,
which was okay. She didn't need to

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I could remember her. You remember
me, Kira. Her expression softened a

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little and her eyes grew wide.
Kira, Kira, she said, jumping

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up and hugging me. We spent
the entire day in the park just talking

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and catching up. It was nice. We made plans to meet again the

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next day, and we did.
Summer was coming up, and we spent

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the entirety of it together. That's
the summer that I found out that I

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really loved her, but fate had
to separate us again. Her family moved

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away and I didn't see her again
for another seven years. But fate and

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destiny have a strange way of playing
with your feelings. I met her once

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more in college. We somehow ended
up applying and getting into the same college.

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It was awesome seeing her again,
but it did hurt so much seeing

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her with someone else. She had
a boyfriend, Jackson. That where all

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my troubles began. I really really
wanted to be with her, and her

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boyfriend was such a jackass that sometimes
I just wanted to kill him. One

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night, while drunk at a bar, he provoked me, I know you

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have a crush in winter, he
said. My heart was pounding, but

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I knew it wasn't that feeling of
anxiety you get when you're caught in the

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act, caught doing or saying something
embarrassing. No, this was something else.

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It came from the deepest pits of
my conscience. It was anger,

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It was hate. You can't have
her, he slurred at me. In

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his drunken state. He was barely
standing up on his own two feet.

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She's mine, he added, This
was my blowing point, I wasn't really

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thinking straight anger an alcohol cloud.
In my judgment, I do not remember

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what happened. I blacked out right
after I threw the first swing at him.

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That my last memory. I woke
up in the hospital the next morning,

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a cast on my arm and leg. Winter was by my bedside.

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My bedside not that jerks, but
mine. Later I learned why we fought.

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The security guard threw us out,
but we continued fighting. He got

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disorientated from taking a punch and walked
out into traffic and got hit by a

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car. He'd died on impact.
All of my injuries were inflicted by him.

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Apparently I was quite the punching bag. I was lucky I was in

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charge with any prison time or manslaughter. In fact, they wrote the entire

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thing off as an accident. I
really thought I was screwed this time,

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but somehow I came out alive,
out of prison, and now I had

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my dream girl. She was everything
that I could wish for, and we

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stayed together for four years. We
moved in together during the fourth and I

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proposed to her just at the beginning
of the last year, twenty twenty two.

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It was such a magical moment.
It was beautiful. We've been living

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together ever since, planning our wedding, and it's supposed to be happening at

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the end of March. We're both
so excited to tie the knot. To

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celebrate our engagement, my so good
parents gifted us a German shepherd puppy time

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to learn how to take care of
someone else in the house. They teased

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us they clearly wanted a grandkid,
but a kid wasn't something we had discussed

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yet. But we did have that
discussion eventually about half a year ago.

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You know, I always wanted to
have a kid, Winter had said.

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I popped my head to one side
and looked at her, trying to study

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her and figure out what she was
thinking. She looked back at me.

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Her eyes too, were full of
wonder, full of endless possibilities. Do

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you smell that I tried to change
the topic sniffing around. It really did

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smell bad, like something was rotting. I wondered where I was coming from.

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Smell what? Stop trying to change
the subject, She scolded me.

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I I never had real parents,
and I just told myself that if I

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had a kid, I would make
sure to be the best parent they could

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ever have, she said, after
a long moment of silence. I couldn't

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say I didn't understand her. I
even related to her. At some point,

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my deranged and hurt mind thought the
exact same thing. But I soon

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realized that it was wrong to think
that way. I realized that I only

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wanted a kid just to win a
bet against my kid's self, just to

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prove to myself that I can do
better. And I realized that wasn't a

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good reason to have a kid.
I don't want to have a kid just

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so we can prove a to ourselves, I responded to her. Winter's eyes

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grew a little wide. I could
tell she didn't expect that answer. Maybe

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she expected that I would agree.
Are you saying you don't want to have

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a kid with me? Her expression
grew grim. It was like I just

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told her that someone died. No, I'm saying that I don't have a

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kid just to prove a point.
And then I added, I do want

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to have a kid, just maybe
not right now, not so soon.

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Her eyes were tearing up. Now
she was really taking this seriously. Winter,

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Listen, I love you. I
love you so so much. You're

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my world, and right now,
my love doesn't have enough space to fit

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in a third soul. I tempted
to cheer her up. She loved when

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I told her that I loved her, but instead she began crying. So

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you're saying that you love the dog
more than you love our kid. The

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dog, really, she was trying
to spit back fire. I just looked

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at her wide eyed. You know, just screw you, she screamed at

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me. I couldn't really understand why
she got so violent. Were kids such

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a touchy subject? Maybe I crossed
the line. I'm sorry. I began

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to apologize, but she interrupted me, screw you and your apologies. She

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was really crying. Now. Winter
stood up and just left. I didn't

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try to follow. I just let
her be. We didn't really talk for

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a while after that fight, but
we made up eventually. We both agreed

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to have a child. One night, about a couple of weeks ago,

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we got into a discussion about our
roots, about our origins. You know,

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it's weird how you have a Japanese
name but you don't look Asian like

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at all. It makes me wonder, you know, she told me,

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while sitting cross legged on the couch. The dog was laying at my feet.

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I really hated thinking about it because
it made me think of my parents

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of who they were. It made
me think of them like there were people,

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and to me they were simply monsters. There's an ancestry test I found

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online. We send in our DNA
samples and they can tell us what kind

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of genes we have where we come
from. You know. Her marine blue

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eyes were lit up with excitement.
She really wanted to do this. I

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don't know, Winter, I don't
know if I want to know. I

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really was conflicted with this. I
was afraid that maybe somehow I'd be disappointed.

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Come on, Ka, it'll be
fun. She had a puppy Isaac's

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spression on the same expression she used
on me almost every Saturday to go out

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for dinner, and it always worked. Wonders. I took a deep breath

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and sighed fine. She squealed,
you're the best. Winter placed a hand

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on my shoulder. It made me
smile. I was happy that she was

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happy. That's all that mattered.
The dog got up and went into another

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room. After Winter scooted over to
me. This was an unusual For some

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reason, that dog just didn't like
Winter at all that much, Maybe because

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Winter was always the bad cop,
and I was the good cop. While

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I gave the dog treats, Winter
gave him loud lectures. So how do

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they work, I asked Winter.
We ordered those tests online the very same

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night, and thanks to Amazon Prime, they came the following evening. We

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read the instructions and did the tests, and I mailed them out first thing

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in the morning while going after work. Winter was all giddy and excited all

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week. She was like a kid
waiting in line for the ice cream truck.

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I'll admit her excitement was rubbing off
and me too, and I found

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myself waiting for the results in anticipation
as well. They came in a couple

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of days ago. Winter ran into
the living room holding two envelopes in her

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hand, waving them around like a
trophy, with a wide grin on her

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beautiful face. We got them,
We finally got them, she squealed,

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like a little girl at a theme
park. She handed me one of the

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two envelopes. It had my name
and our address on it. Come on,

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let's open them. She was all
jumpy and giddy. It was really

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cute. Oh it's here that I'm
seven percent French. Maybe that's where my

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flirt comes from. She was reading
her results out loud. I'm eighty three

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percent American, seven percent Russian,
six percent Polish, three percent Korean,

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and one percent German. I just
read mine out loud, and a sequence

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special genes. It says here that
I have the monoamine oxidase a gene short

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for m aoa. Winter said,
thoughtfully, what is that? I asked

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her, while looking at my own
special gene section. I don't know,

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it doesn't say, she replied,
thoughtfully. Mine says I don't have any

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special genes. I was kind of
disappointed. I didn't even know they came

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with that. I just thought it
told you your ancestry, she said,

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her eyes still glued on the piece
of paper. I took out my phone.

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What was it called? Again?
Them something m aoa gene. Winter

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read it out for me. I
put it into the search bar. It

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just says some random gibberish about it
putting some sort of chemical or something into

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your body or brain or whatever.
I was honestly not smart enough to understand

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this. I copied the full name
of the gene monoamine oxidase a gene and

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put it into the search bar.
The same thing came up. I tried

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searching it up a bunch of other
ways to see if anything would show up,

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but all it said was that it
was some sort of enzyme type of

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gene. I sighed in defeat.
Can't find anything special about your special gene,

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at least not in terms that I
can understand, I admitted, feeling

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defeated. Winter finally looked up from
a piece of paper. She had a

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smug expression on her face. I
got a special gene and you don't,

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she sang in a nursery rhyan type
of tone, sticking her tongue out like

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a five year old would. I
just laughed, he's so childish sometimes.

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She gave me the screw you tongue. We talked about our ancestry for a

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while. Maybe my parents just like
the name Kira, and that's all there

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is to it. Thinking of them
just put a sour taste into my mouth.

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So I wanted to get this topic
over with as soon as possible,

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but Winter's special gene still held my
interest. After she went to bed,

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I couldn't really sleep. I continued
googling about it, going into different forms

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of people talking about it, of
people who have it talking about it,

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Eventually I discovered two different names for
this special gene, the warrior gene,

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which sounded kind of cool and mighty. I'd love to think of my fiancee

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as a warrior, but it's also
known as the serial killer gene, which

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may my blood freeze over. What
the hell did that mean? That sounded

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terrifying as hell, so I stayed
up all night reading about it. I

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didn't even notice when Winter walked into
the kitchen, yawning and rubbing her eyes.

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Didn't find your bed today. You
got up early, she asked,

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in between yawns. For some reason, I felt the urge to lie to

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her. I never had that urge
before, but just this one time,

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I felt like telling the truth was
worse. Yeah, I got up a

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little early. The dog woke me. I lied. Winter nodded and walked

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over to the coffee machine, turning
it on. I haven't had your morning

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coffee yet. My heart dropped.
I realized I got caught. I always

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made a coffee. That is literally
the first thing I do in the morning.

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I was thinking of something to say, anything to get me out of

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this situation. She just shrugged,
want me to brew you on as well?

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Then her back was facing me.
Yeah, I muttered out weakly.

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What the hell was going on with
me? What was I acting so weird?

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Was actually scared of her? Scared
that she might be a killer?

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That's simply not possible. She's the
sweetest girl I've ever known in my entire

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life. Winter placed the hot coffee
bug in front of me, and I

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almost jumped startled out of my thoughts. Hey, are you okay? You

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look pale. There are bags under
your eyes too. She had a concerned

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expression. I took a deep breath. This was the Winter that I always

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knew, the Winter that worried about
me and cared and loved me. Yeah,

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I'm fine now. I smiled at
her, trying to put on the

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most real smile that I could,
but it felt fake on my lips.

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I've never felt a fake smile before. She smiled back and nodded good.

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I got up from the chair,
closing the laptop. I'll take the dog

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for the morning walk, I announced, and Winter gave me a thumbs up,

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sipping on her coffee. I put
on a leash on the dog and

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we went outside down to the trail
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saw Winter for the second time.
In my life where we talked for hours

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on end. It was a sweet
memory. I also remembered her expression when

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I said hello. She didn't really
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been caught doing something, something she
didn't want others to know. I tried

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to explore that memory. I tried
to analyze the memory I had of her

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expression that day, but it just
blinked out whenever I tried harder. We

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finally got to the park. Flowers
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the exact same spot where I saw
her, trying to recall that memory,

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to replay it in my head.
There were daisies all around the park,

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but I remembered this spot specifically because
while we were talking and Aunt bit me

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itched like hell. Looking at it. Now, there's an ant's nest exactly

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where she would have stood many years
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I continued thinking about it, about
what it could mean. I walked back

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home with the dog. Winter was
no longer in the kitchen. I let

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the dog off the leash and he
walked off, probably trying to find a

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nice place to sleep in. I
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I could see that my laptop was
moved. I opened it up. The

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screen still looked the same. Nothing
seemed out of the ordinary. I took

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a of relief. The silent house
noises were making everything else louder, like

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my breathing. For example, I
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I wrote a note that i'd be
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I just needed to get some fresh
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got into the car and just drove. I didn't really have any destination in

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mind, just wherever the wind would
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a police station. I don't know
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I didn't inkling to go inside.
I had to make sure of something I

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had to confirm. I walked inside
the police station and asked to speak about

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a case the accident Jackson and I
were in where he walked out into open

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traffic and died on impact. Yes, I can pull up the case file

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since it's a court case, but
I'm going to need to my d I

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handed the lady my ID card.
She looked at it and then at a

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screen. You were one of the
people on the scene, she said,

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thoughtfully, one of two two I
asked her, confused it was a bar

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fight, or well, I guess
just outside of a bar fight. Why

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were there two witnesses? You were
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and Jackson died during the exchange.
So the third present witness made a

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statement. She says you fought,
and that Jackson, while trying to throw

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a punch at you, stumbled over
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by and died on impact. It
was ruled in accident. While this does

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sound familiar to what she told me, what she told me made it sound

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like it was my fault, made
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I always had to live with that
guilt. But to the police, she

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said that he did that to himself. This wasn't making any sense. What

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does Winter gain by lying to either
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us. My eyes grew wide,
Sir, Are you okay? I turned

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around and began walking away. Sir, she asked again, in a more

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concerned voice. I left the building
and got back into my car. My

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breaths were heavy and rapid. I
needed to get to the bottom of this.

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While we lived in a big enough
city, there are a couple of

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missing people cases in our local area, mainly single men. They were also

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reported to be abusive. None of
their bodies were ever found. There was

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a pattern, but with no evidence
of a crime, no proper investigation besides

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a missing person's case was launched,
and quite frankly, nobody cared about men

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that abused other women. I tried
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I had a suspicion, a really
bad one. I was praying I was

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wrong. I was praying that once
I got home and told my fiance about

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it, we could both just laugh
it off. There were six missing men

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over the course of a year.
The first case happened about a month after

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we moved in together. I continued
digging. The next was two months later,

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and the next another two months.
There was always a delay of a

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month or two between each disappearance.
Almost every disappearance began with them going out

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for drinks in a local bar,
but none of the disappearances shared the same

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one but I found a single anomaly. The third disappearance happened around the time

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when I was out of town visiting
my adoptive family for the holidays, which

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was around a week long visit.
My fiancee stayed behind. It was the

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only time when I could remember not
being in town. We had our fight

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after I got back, our fight
about the baby. I remember that strange,

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god awful smell in her bedroom.
It smelled like rot. She dismissed

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it. I remember the next day
the smell was gone. My heart was

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pounding. If she really My phone
rang, which startled me. It was

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winter. I had to stay calm. I had to sound normal. I

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needed to know the truth. I
needed to know, but not over the

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phone. Hey, honey, where
are you? You left without saying a

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word. That's not like you.
She sounded worried. Oh ah, my

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hands were sweating. I was never
a good liar. I just wanted to

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get some fresh air. I said. There was silence on the other end.

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I'll be back home soon, I
said. Good. I could hear

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her let out a sigh of relief. I have some good news for you.

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Once you do. A voice sounded
cryptic and mysterious. I wondered what

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it could be. I momentarily forgot
everything that I had just discovered. Okay,

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I replied, I love you.
She said I love you too,

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I said back, but I wasn't
sure. If I meant it anymore.

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I drove home in silence, lost
in thought. I had a million different

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scenarios running through my head of how
this conversation could start, go, and

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end. I didn't like a single
one of them. I prayed that I

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was wrong. I didn't believe in
God. Well, for the first time

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in my life, I begged God
for me to be wrong. I parked

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and I drive away and headed inside. It was quiet. I'm in the

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living room. I heard my fiancee
yere loud. As soon as I entered

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the kitchen, there was this god
awful smell wafting through the entire house.

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It smelled like a dead animal.
The smell mami gag. I slowly walked

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into the living room, my guard
up. My wife was sitting on the

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couch, cross legged. She looked
at me with a warm smile. You're

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back, she whispered. It's sounding
bittersweet. I never heard her speak that

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way. I hated that bittersweet voice
of hers. I am, I replied,

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not moving from the doorway. Aren't
you going to sit? She asked,

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leaving a hint of hurt in a
question an expression. I just looked

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at her. I did know how
to respond. I was frozen in place,

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standing in the doorway. This god
awful smell still invaded my nostrils.

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I was trying my best not to
gag, especially in front of her.

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Not now, what is that smell? I avoided a question, what smell?

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She smiled back at me. I
looked at her for a long time.

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She looked at me. I couldn't
figure out what she was seeing,

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but her eyes were sad. I
have some good news, she finally said.

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Yeah. I wondered what she could
say right now. I'm pregnant.

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My ears began ringing. I was
frozen in place. I'm pregnant. Her

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voice tumbled around in my head.
Kira, she asked, aren't you happy?

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She sounded hurt. I am,
I said, under my breath.

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Aren't you going to hug me?
She stood up. Then. I couldn't

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get the smell out of my head. What was this goddamn smell? Okay?

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I said? She walked up to
me. I was an entire head

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taller than she was. She looked
up at me, the same bitter sweet

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expression on her face as when I
walked into the room, and then she

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put her arms around me. Her
head was on my chest. And suddenly

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the world slowed down. I forgot
all of my worries. I forgot about

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the smell, I forgot about my
concerns, I forgot about a bitter sweet

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expression. All I could think was
that I loved her. I have some

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bad news too, she said,
and that brought me back to reality.

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My heart was pounding. My eyes
noticed a blotch of red on the back

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of a gray sox. My eyes
grew wide. I began trembling. I

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felt as if something sharp stabbed me
in my back. You won't see your

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child grow up, she whispered,
right into my ear. She kept hold

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of me, her grip grew tighter. I could feel something wet dripping in

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my hands. I realized it was
her tears. Why did you have to

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go and do this? Why couldn't
you just ignore it? She was crying,

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She was sobbing. Everything sounded muffled, like I was underwater. The

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stab didn't really hurt anymore, but
it felt itchy at the earth to try

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and itch the spot, but my
hands were unmoving. They were trembling.

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My fiance let go of me,
and I collapsed onto my knees. I

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could see her pain expression through my
teary eyes. I could see her say

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something to me, but I didn't
hear it. I could no longer hear

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anything but the sound of ringing,
and all I could smell was that distressing

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odor. Then everything went dark.
I awoke sometime later. Everything was dark.

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My entire body was an intense pain. I couldn't really move. It

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took some time for my eyes to
adjust to the darkness. I realized I

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was still in the living room.
I used my hands to feel around my

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body. Everything hurt, but everything
was also numb. I couldn't tell what

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hurt, just by the pain alone. I found the knife still stuck,

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wedged in my back. By some
miracle, I had survived. I somehow

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managed to pull out my phone from
my pocket and twine one. They answered,

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but I couldn't speak. I had
no more strength to speak. Then

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I blacked out again. The next
time I woke up, I was in

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a hospital. I was alive.
Luckily, the knife didn't hit any vitals,

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and even luckier, my attacker didn't
take out the knife. I survived

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because the knife stayed in my body. It slowed down the rate which I

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was bleeding out by exponential amounts.
I barely lost any blood. I was

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lucky, they said, But I
know I wasn't. I know. She

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chose to let me live. She's
experienced. She's not sloppy enough to make

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such rocky mistakes, even if it's
a fiancee. She has the silence.

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I told the police everything and what
I discovered during the ancestry test to what

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I managed to figure out by connecting
the dots. They didn't sound convinced by

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all my crazy theories about her being
a serial killer killing all those abuse of

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men, but they did believe that
she was the one who stabbed me,

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and she disappeared right after. They
also found my dog. That's where the

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smile was coming from. I'm still
in the hospital trying to recover. They

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haven't been able to find any trace
of her yet. Jackson's case was reopened

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as a murder investigation, and she's
the main suspect. All of the missings

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men's cases have also been reopened to
a dumb ancestry test termed my Life A

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four one eighty. I was supposed
to be getting married this March. Now

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I'll be spending that night in therapy. I really wish I'd been wrong about

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this. A part of me wishes
that I did ignore it. Then we

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both could have lived happy lives and
raised the child. If you ever do

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an ancestry test, be careful.
Won't you find out