But shaw, only nigga doing it like that. You're man, we out
here. It's cold as fuck outside negative too. I really want to move
somewhere where it's warm. I can't do this anymore. Why I don't even
be outside? I'm over it. I work by a cold nigga. I
work outside. That is true. It's so cold you ain't even got to
be outside along like that. You can get your ass out, go in
somewhere and your sire gonna be freezing freezing on the way in. Yeah,
like a second, that's how cold it is. I said, God,
damn. Yeah, I'm just I'm just thankful that Indianapolis is not one of
those places. Granted we do have homeless people like Buffalo where they get all
that damn snow. Nah, I'm happy that it's not like San Diego in
regards to like people living in tents for blocks and blocks and blocks and blocks,
because all them niggas would have been dead today. It's called it's cold
thing a motherfucker man, And I'd be like it is, bro, But
it ain't a lot. And it seems like a lot of them can get
inside the shelters. But I could be I could be ignorant to up.
That was just one of the things when I was a kid, like wondering
how are you or why are you outside? Homeless? I definitely feel like
to the points where motherfucker burned all they bridges because there there shouldn't be no
way that you don't have one person that you can lean on to let you
and for me, I guess it's just standing there to get on your feet.
You get on your feet outside, it's over. I just always thought
that I could just fuck my way into a house or that what bumps bums
should be fucking like ain' so dirty though, I guess bruh, I got
enough cologne and enough ri is to fuck my way into a place to stay
for the winter time. The nigga said fuck the bit by Monday, moved
in by Tuesday. God damnit is you talking about? Yeah, yeah,
that's when I would start deliberately lying to women about being their boyfriends. But
I'm homeless. I can be your man, baby, will will fuck for
food. I can be your man, will fuck for food with a dick
measurement on the car. What is you talking about? Fuck the bitch.
On a Monday Tuesday, I was moving in talking. Too cold to be
homeless. It's too cold to be homeless. I'm gonna do whatever this bitch
need me to do, one thousand percent. Come back home, her whole
crib painted new color. Man, what is the mother car? I'm putting
shit together and she's gonna be wondering how I got this ship? Where did
you get the money? Hey, you don't worry about about it. I
got a baby. No, I built you this whole goddamn run back here,
add to your house. But you have I mentionine, when I'm done
with you, the whole West wings to this motherfucker. I just can't imagine
that's just said. Yeah, when I'll be I'll be looking at motherfuckers like
whatever whatever for the way I'm at. Motherfucker's be asking for change, bro,
whatever intersection I'm at, and I'd be like, I don't be wanting
to make eye contact, but I really want to start podcasting with these niggas.
But I give you fifty dollars right now if you tell, if you'd
let me talk to you for an hour and a half, because how the
fuck did you get out because how did you get out here? Yeah?
To the point for you serious are you playing. I just want to know
how you got to the point asking people for money, because I can't even
do that ship Oh my mom, I can't even I can't do it.
So how are y'all just so bold to stay this corner? I'd be afraid
to ask my wife for money. They be damn there. People be fun
enough for him though, because I know motherfuckers be out there bullshitting. Because
I see this one family on Year Road. One minute, they had a
sign talking about they they kid like died in like a car accident or something
and they needed money. Boom. But then I swear to God, I
see these motherfuckers the same family with a sound and the sign was totally different.
This time. I'm like, okay, so another tragic, okay,
tragedy. And then again, like probably two weeks later, I seen these
same motherfuckers with another story. I'm like, they capping, Yeah, they
capping, or God hate them, no, they capp it. They playing
with Nigga's emotional strings, and I gave him money be phone and then next
thing you know this, Nigga was arguing with another bum and put out a
bank roll. I saw I need my five back. I was being nice
that day. I need my five back because yeah, run it. Yeah,
And the motherfucker pull out a whole meat wad more money than me.
Motherfucker went to the back, back back to the tree, pulled out the
little bum half knapsack. Nigga pulled out a motherfucker. I was like,
bro, this is but you just never know. You just never know.
And everything is finanse. Everything's a hustle nowadays. So it's finesse two times
a girl or boy, a stud buddy. He deaf shaped like he's deaf
shaping death shaped like Winnie the Pooh and Patrick and Heffer. Yeah, that
nigga is shaped weirdly. He's shaped stupid as hell, like, oh,
he could rap like a mother. He'd be rapping his ass off that song,
that song with him and BG den hard. BG looked like a BG
like a stud too. BG looks like a person impersonating a rapper. The
Madrids. I'm like, bron them. Dress should not be that long cut
that ship. It is not too thou. Nobody's dreads or that long and
and and in the rap world world, that is this ship. He only
got like six of them though, ain't that long long? Yeah, but
they ship clean, ship fresh. He just got done. Remember remember the
video when he was like, I don't know, man, he just looked.
He just I just never cared for BG. Bro, We're not going
to do this. I just The're not going to do this. That's just
yes, bro, he was. He was the second. He was the
second hardest hot boy at one point in time. You are lying, who
was the first? Ju you smoking dicks? Yes? Oh my mama,
you smoking no. Name a song that Turk was on and BG was on
and BG did better than Turk? What you mean? I just asked you
a simple question. Name a song that both BG and Turk was on that
BG d better than Turk. Let me see, because it wasn't I need
a high girl smoking. He smoked everybody's boots, Nigga, everybody's boots.
He smoked everybody's boots on uh we on Fire. He smoked everybody boots on
that one too. And he smoked everybody boots on that cash Money hitting the
tie player hate and that's one of my favorite. He smoked everybody boots,
bro, And the video tapping his foot was hard too. But he just
his album was like when it came to album Juvenile all his ship was what
was Juvenile's best four hundred degrees? Yeah, of course, I don't know,
but he had was cool to Co was cool, and it was another
one and it was just Downhill Soldier Rag was cool too the one before for
of course, Wayne ended up being Wayne didn having. Wayne didn't have a
good album until the Block was all right five hundred degrees. I didn't really
like it, like it was like three songs that I liked on there had
only three songs is good on that block? Is hot like it's hot,
lights out, lights out, lights out, lights off. That's the name
of the song on Black It's hot. And then was three. There was
another one he had that was I didn't heard it so long, but I
mean I probably so. The Carter was Carter was his first good one,
and then Carter two, the Carter three people sleep on Quarter three, Quarter
three. I don't like the Carter three, man, that's the best one
lyrically wise for show, the one Please Don't shoot Me down for me?
For me, I think Carter one was better because Carter one was just raw.
It was wrong, bro, And he had gave us like a million
mixtapes before the Carter and then so like, OK, you're talking about the
mixtape mixtapes was crazy. Yeah, I was down when I was down in
Atlanta for college. Motherfucker had never heard the Squad up before. They was
like, yeah, Wayne, is this this? This? I said,
So, what's your favorite squad up tap? It was like what is that?
I said, Well, so I said, well, if you take
away squad, Wayne is trash before Carter. If you take away squad,
ain't is trash. What because the d If you take away the drama tape,
which is after squad, yeah, all that is after squad. That's
them after the quarter. No squad up as before. No, I'm talking
about like his mixed So if you take away all of that, bro,
Wayne was trash. There was no There was no reason for Wayne to be
your favorite U. It definite was his mixtapes that made him. But if
you never heard him who he was, if you never heard them, they're
not gonna they probably wasn't gonna say he was the best. Motherfuckers was saying
that they was tripping smoking dicks to me, but they ain't here. The
dedication to our droughts and and no ceilings. The prefix. The prefix is
one that people, Bro, Suffix all that ship was fire. That nigga
Wayne was hard. It was hard, tough, he was different. But
that nigga future is the future. He can't do no wrong, bro,
for real, for real, nigga really hard as fuck. Bro in future
did a mixtape like like a G unit type squad type mixtape. I think
that's when I would starting to give him as problem. Wrapping on other beats,
Rapp, I want to hear you his beat be fire, but they
did, but they but they his beats. My favorite, my favorite beat
is, my favorite beat is his beat though Baptized the Future. That's my
favorite future. So that's that second half of that. We're getting money for
Rick, That was getting money for we getting money for Rick because Wayne did
change the game though with the wrapping on the other beat, him and Fifty,
Him and fifty? Was you on a gu mixtape to not really?
Bro? I know people were talking about that's why they had him on the
mixtape Russ Moore, I was like, I don't really remember that man.
That g and the mixtape Ara was crazy, That's what. Yeah, that
ship was crazy. It was a different time, but that's when your niggas
listening to Booty and Webby a lot for sure. Oh yeah, that's that's
that's that's the same area Bootsy and Webby nigga. Yeah, then they couldn't
do no wrong. They need to be death, couldn't They need to make
another album? Was the need to make an album? And they need to
get Mouse on the track. I have to we need that sound again.
Like I wonder why they're making the music with him. Well, I think
they was kind of in beef and with with with mousing him. If I
wasn't mistaken once the nigga once that dude got killed on the highway. From
a little fact, he got killed at the hospital. His baby was just
born, yelled at the hospital. Yeah, they said it's I guess it
was with some Russians. It was. It's a it's a whole the whole
story out about it. It's that ship crazy them nigga's being some deep ship,
bro. He was some ship that ain't even had nothing to do with
music. It was just not even some drugsh it like some cars ship like
uh the car dealership had all these cars different serial numbers and ship like that,
boom on. So he ended up getting pulled over and they told him
he was stolen there being numbers, ain't gona get it. Bullom So he
basically trying to say he's told, but he didn't. He just like he
know, you feel me, motherfucker. Never they didn't tell. They just
sold it to me, like you know, I just bought this from such
such. They go back to where he got it from and find out he's
a fraud. He ended up telling, So then they go get Elorado.
There was another rapper, Elorado red. It was about that ship and then
Germans or the Russians or whatever. Yeah, basically it was a basketball player
that did it. It was a bunch of a bunch of shit niggas just
beginning to the nig in the parking lot. They just begin into everything.
Bro. Yeah, shit crazy. Yeah, dog brother got killed, yell
yesterday. I mean, you're not Dolph uh Gotti. It's Dolph, big
head, motherfucker you and your big sister. Oh. When I saw that,
when I saw that post on Academic's page, all I saw was dolphins.
Yeah, I said, that's why I made the statd that I made
on Facebook. Like y'all, I'll say, like, it's just crazy to
me. How motherfuckers just switched up like that, especially in this city,
because everybody was gotty fans. Everybody was going to every concert that he had.
Everybody it was, you know, gotty, gotty, boozy, Webby,
Gucci Jeezy, that's what we listened to. Now, y'all could just
like both whatever, But but with my thing was just seeing that everybody was
just so happy and celebrate. I'm like, y'all, this ain't even RB
first of all, and then Dolphin is the only rapper that I really was
sad about dying. And then it's like, y'all, y'all getting happy like
he did. Didn't friends dead? I mean, but they ain't getting who
they need to be getting. But I guess he was wanted to get.
Dying in your home city, it's all their home city, though I know
it's sick. It's sick, sick with anybody, and a lot of them
die in their own city now on hoods. That's why they need to get
out like it'd be people pride and that just be like this is my ship.
I don't gotta go nowhere. Well that's crazy because I'm not nobody and
I don't make it. I'm unemployed right now. But guess where you won't
catch me where I could at Like just you won't catch me hanging around and
just hanging like for what No, No, not at all, Like like
people act like you can't people, people act like you can't leave yo where
you're from and still put on for your city or still look out for your
city and still do this for your city, Like you don't got to be
there all the time. I just don't know what you want me to do
if I got money, what it is weird? I don't know what you
want me to do. It's to please people, because one minute you leave,
you you've been you've been sell out, you acting brand new. Yeah,
and if you stay, your dumb ass, you stay and get killed,
then you're a dumb ass. You shouldn't even been here. Motherfucker.
I was trying to leave with y'all. Motherfucking made me feel guilty for leaving
because jealousy and envy. It just does. It does something different than niggas,
bro. It does. It makes me afraid of certain family. It
makes me afraid of family members. Like that's the conversation, Like if that's
the conversation that a lot of people don't really be having, But there are
certain family members where I'd be like, I'm not gonna be where you're at.
Yeah. I can't be around you like that for too long. No,
because I don't know who. I don't even want to say who.
But it's just like what you one of the one of the one of the
three, one of the three now the oldest one, but the middle one
nuts nuts nuts, they said the police, they said they went on.
They said he took them niggas on a police chase, and Gary took him
on the police chase. Crash, got out, start dumping at the police.
They ain't even shoot, they ain't even kill. They just apprehended and
took him to jail. And they already know who he was. And I
stop playing. Come on man, come on down, bro, you six
four. You can't be no criminal. Man. You are a big motherfucker.
Yeah yeah, I just you just never know what niggas be getting into,
bro. And it's just like the older you're getting, you're just getting
older. You just keep being on the same ship. That's just shoot and
that's just what you do. And I just can't be around you because we
are not on the same page, bro, We're not even in the same
book. But yeah, like we're not even in the same book, you
right fucker page Yeah, you and you and a whole nother book, my
nigga, because it's just big. You know. You talk to you talk
to Jamar. You be like, man, what you've been on You be
like man working and sleeping, yeah, and barely sleeping. You talk to
some people, You'll be like, I'm working, I'm working. I'm working.
I'm working. Some people you talk to, you be like, Bro,
you're still on that, my mama. B you you thirty years deep,
nigga, Like what, Bro, you ain't changed yet. You're still
going to the block every day. You know it used to you know,
it used to bother me when I necessarily bothered me. But there was a
remember Curtis, Little Curtis, Yeah, what happened to him? Matter of
fact, who was I just talking to when they they be seeing them,
they be talking to him. He's still around me. I'll be wondering about
that too. Like Niggas was selling drugs when we were kids. Bro,
they teenagers. They was a little older than us. Bro. Niggas was
selling dope a for sure. I know I've seen it at Northwest Side with
the Northwest Northwest was like, lean on me. I've seen ship. I
seen mothers get their car stolen during pet rallies. I seen more selling drugs.
I seen carrying guns all that shit. That's just that's just the life
that I've been. Like, Bro, you've been living this life since you
were sixteen years old. Bro, that's all they saw niggas know about.
Say, that's all some niggas really know. They ain't like hood niggas,
really like real hood niggas, like not even or streeting, whatever you wanna
call them, but real hood niggas, like that's all that some of them
know that. They don't leave the hood, like I know people who they
get every Jordan they get, they catch on to some of the trends,
you know what I'm saying. They be stuck in their ways, but they
come into the hood every day fresh, just gonna go get dressed and come
to the hood fresh as fuck and do what nothing? Just standing out here
all day looking just fresh, Like what the fuck? Bro? Like still
isn't in the chopping screwed and ship Like I'll be telling like it's so much
music I hear y'all know some of that. I was grooving to the gym.
I was grooving in the gym today to a slow h R and B
Be Nasty mixed number. I was like, Bro, we really got the
best DJs in the world, but I don't want to be riding around a
city listening to Chapting Screw music. Can't, Bro, I used to love
Chopped and Screw music. Bro, I'll be listening to that ship. I'll
be like, you know, album's fire Chaptain Screwed, Don Tolerance, Oh,
it probably having the hell DJ Candlestick listen to it. It's fucking fire,
Bro, that's on the stream. Dirty Spray too was hard Screw.
The first time I ever heard it was Chopping Screw and I heard percocets and
strippers Chopping Screw. That ship was the best ship I heard in my life.
I'm talking about I probably played that ship probably one hundred times that night.
And you know, when you hire it, just bro, that shi
it sounds so good. I was like, what is this? I never
heard that perkosets and strippers. I said, this is yeah, Don Tolliver
is fire, definitely firepp the screw I do too. I saw I saw
Bill say that he went to the future concert and he got you know how
he be going to He was like they could have kept him, and I
just said, y'all, y'all't people don't be knowing music? Man, I
was like hum hm. That made me. That made me question, That
made me question if he as good as I think he is to me,
because I remember one time I got, I got high. One time I
was in l A and I was I was I was playing a dream for
my l A niggas. We was high. So that ship to me sounded
great fancy for him. I thought I was killing. It was not what
what is this ship? I was trying to sing this ship? Niggas was
like turn this ship. I thought I was killing. That's how That's how
I be with like Jeff, Jeff, Jeff don't like that nigga really just
like East Coast. He just like Straight Rapp, Cameron and jay Z and
all that type ship. So certain ship. He's just gonna be like that
ship even like he used to be like that and that ship. We love
that now. Like I told you, bro, like just listen to some
of these mothers. Was not listening to the dumb time I could play love
versus money, I play fancy them. Niggas is like, Bro, that's
t Fly was popping back then too, so that was on. It was
on some different ship, T flying tied down a sign, that was just
a ship. But yeah, I hate I hate trying to introduce niggas to
music and then they don't respond because then I'd be like my ship back my
mama, li you fuck you. You don't even appreciate. Why about like
music? No more? That kid Cutty is awful. Bro, No,
it's not. I hate him when I sit the dogs like there, he
don't even like hte him. Bro, that's it. That's ship. I
though, that is niggas gas. That was the first, That was the
first. Who can I say, Travis Scott, Travis Scott, Travis Scott
before Travis Scott sound wise like all that, the singing and the autotune and
ship Pursuit of Happenings is still his best song. I'm on up Pursuit the
half and this and that and uh, but this is a couple of songs
on that mother, I fuck with? What song? What song? What
song? I'm thinking about? Uh, I'm thinking about Project X the movie,
and I'm thinking about his row and I don't know why I'm hearing Kid
cutting on that, but I thought, I thought, I think that there
is a dance remixed version to pursue the happiness. But I'm thinking of off
off with your heads. He needs to change his fucking voice, bro,
like got he got better and better though, like his bars is crazy.
He's one of the ones that from beginning, like every album got better and
better though. Yeah, but his voice is that I can't only do so
much in his voice. His voice stays the same. He don't change.
He don't change his voice. But them bar, I'm like, bro,
he talking some ship man bars crazy, he talks. He talking like this,
Bro, he talking some ship Okay. I just don't know how.
I don't know how long. That's just I guess getting on tracks with Drake
and fucking Jake hole niggas like them, you Damn're gonna have to learn something.
I think. I think, I think when you I think when when
if you trying to figure out because the baby ain't I mean a little baby
ain't the same. He's falling off for show. When I believe you need
definitely was you need Gunna. I never understood the no're gonna do that because
that's because that little runn he had was crazy. I like, I think
him and Doug should have did a collab album instead of him and Dirk,
because that's my fucking yeah for sure. Yeah before I go broke like Jack
like not that raw that pit him and him and Dirk ship was cool too,
but it death would have been him and him and Doug. Probably him
and Doug would have made some bangers, especially with Yo Gotti being an executive
producer of it. I just don't know that this Gunna ship happened. Gunn
had been going crazy, No, just it definite was just gonna suck up
lot of ship like relationships and all of that. Like what I what I
like about the Gunner situation is that when I first heard Gunner's album, it
wasn't mixed properly. I could tell that since fuck you mean blew up,
they went back and remixed it and now it sounds way more polished. I
was hearing motherfucker smoke detective beeps and that motherfucker I was that Nigga probably did
that ship byself. He wasn't doing it at QC Studio. So that whole
situation is crazy as grass, cause it's I don't know even if even if
he beat it, he'll be the biggest rap forever, if he beat it
and come home make Mike, because they really don't got shipped on him,
bro, like the ship that they ma you shard, the questions that they
asked and the witnesses and ship themb asked questions that I ain't got doing.
Y'all asked about Lebron and them like what the fuck do they gotta do anything
because y'all don't have ship. Y'all just trying to find whatever y'all can like.
And I just feel like, if he beat this, only way it's
gonna he gonna get god as if it go fit, it's still stay.
So it's like, I don't know nothing about nothing of that. But if
he beat it, if he beat it and he come home and he make
a banger, it's over. He's gonna be the biggest rape forever. That's
my nigga. I fuck with club and they need to let my nigga a
nigga getting beefy in that bitch. That nigga look like he eating people in
there. I just think all gonna have to say was I ain't no gang.
We we do music. We have a music group. Liked we a
music group. No, I ain't seen ship, y'all, that's a gang.
I ain't seen nothing there a gang. I ain't about to be the
one to say it though they are a gang, I ain't about to want
to say it. You know what, I you know you I was.
I was looking at the CASTI sixty nine, and I was like, he
took down a whole gang, and y'all didn't fucking death gut on his fuck
with him. They ain't got you, but he definitely he still took down
the whole game. And they let the square ass nigga infiltrate this gang,
which is weird. They should have never let that motherfucking goofy ass nigga in
there in the first place. That's why I said, y'all fucked up doing
that. I was trying to get over y'all deserved to go to jail.
Oh yeah, but he's he's a bitch because you're doing all this yelling and
acting like you're so gainst your asses. Who I feel bad for is FEddi
Walk because that fucking yam song is hard than the bitch bro. Yeah,
that motherfucker is good that's the only song I've been hearing bout now, that's
the only song you got here in jail. Then gets it damn. So
she's gonna be in there for a minute. Two. The nigga they called
him with a bunch of ship a lot of ship, bro niggas be tripping.
I mean ship, I don't. I don't even know what it's like
to know. Niggas still be Loki, they still regular, They still people
be regular. Contract a little popular. Your contract was trash. You know
what I'm saying. Fuck's hurting. You do three shows, you get one
hundred and fifty thousand by brick a few bricks. Fuckers is hurting. Buy
some Feny and not the Rihanna Kahan, you know what I mean. Put
the fenity in the hood. Like some STG say, Yeah, that shit
is crazy. Yeah that is STG rapping about that fency rapping about that Fency.
Man any talks slow than a bitch. I ain't really on him like
I used to be neither. Yeah, because he fell off. He fell
off the show. Yeah, a lot of people falling off, man,
and just be hard to be like be Drake. Yeah, that's unfortunate.
I just think that. I just think that rapping about stuff like that can
only get you. But so far, so far. You gotta change it
up, bro, I don't know because twenty one Savage still rapping about smacking
niggas. Yeah, but he but he's that's smacking motherfuckers though. That's that,
ain't you know? I ain't bad. They ain't gonna kill you,
you know what I'm saying. I ain't really talking about smoke and he couple
little shooting bars and everth and there, but that's what I'm talking about.
He was talking about smack and ship. Yeah he was talking about straight.
But he's still be talking about bitches and ship too though. The best way
to females and the best way to go is to make songs for women,
songs for women. Yeah, that's it, man, money songs, money
songs, love songs, songs for women, clubs, for show. Because
I haven't really heard a good I haven't really heard like a song, and
I could be I could be that I'm out of date but out of touch,
but I'll go to the gym, I listen to my Little John playlist
and I'd be like, man, I really lovers and friends and ship like
that, Like salt Shaker, get freaking Lela whistle like that. That type
of ship, like that type of upbeat. That's really all the females music.
Now, damn there who I haven't heard. I haven't even really heard
the song with that bounce, like like they make songs like I feel like
that song with Sexy Red on Drake Shit is kind of kind of like on
your knees, like that song man, Bro that I was kind of pistol.
I like that ship at first, Bro. But when I first heard
it, I was just listening to the album and then it came on you
know how to start off with the little MELANDI, and I'm like, damn
this ship, this ship sound good. This sounds like some drop. And
then I just heard hands on you. I cut that ship off. I
said, hold up, I know that that who I thought it was like,
but then I just end up hearing it and hearing I'm like, man,
this ship is damn near good. People like it. I like this
song. I was them red and siss on that. I like Sexy Red
Man song that Gucci man sod. I think it's her beats for me.
Her beats make me damn near be nigh to the ship because her beats beat
crazy. That's that Gucci song. Yeah, that's what. But that's what
I said. She's female Gucci. To me, she's female Wop. I
could imagine. I couldn't imagine being in high school and hearing this at a
house party. Man, what Anthony though? Bro? A lot of her
ship though, Bro, like that Ski ship. I couldn't imagine being in
high school hearing that ship was song of the year. Bro. That's how
lit that ship was. I can see that. I can see that.
I can see that. I just it's just when it comes to I think
with music, I think that we forget that they're a whole generation under us
or two generations and his kids. Like so, I'm just thinking, like,
you know, when we was in high school, give me Webby,
give me that pussy. You know what I'm saying, shouldn't be man,
we were listen to we shouldn't be Chris Pussy Popper was out listening to motherfucker
slop on my knob like on the come like my neck, my back looks
like like come on, bro, Like, yeah, it ain't no different,
it ain't no difference, but her but her rapping on that motherfucker like
that. Like and we was just talking about this yes yesterday. So if
she was from here, what school she going to? Hallington? Uh?
Someon Walker Walker's public school too, or she could be a north pipral north
Central for show. Let me see who else scissor scissor mm hmmm, Lawrence
North fucking around l C l C. Llen's Lawrence Township, Lawrence North.
Her daddy then got good jobs, Ari Lennox. She definitely buff or something
like that. You think she's probably school, you think. So I don't
get that from her. I don't know. I get maybe Ben Davis maybe
maybe, and it could because my ignorance. But she to me, she
seems like a smart girl, smart who will beat your ass, but she's
gonna go to school first. She ain't really, She ain't really, she
ain't really social like that, So I get Ben Davis like, but not
Hallville Ben Davis. Not Hallville Ben Davis. But like all them bitches can
go to Northwest for real. We had a mixture for real life through all
of them in the same no like because the way Northwest girls was bro of
course every school had some horse but like they was ratchet. But they wasn't.
I'm just so happy I didn't. I love right girls, and I
just missus was different, especially the older ones. When I got there my
freshman year, the older the older one, they was already, you know,
they was already with the boys with the older niggas. They was pulling
up, picking them up, dropping them off, getting their hair and nails,
all that ship already done, walking around with purses. I'm like,
oh, yeah, they've grown as hell, and this motherfucker and they fine.
I mean, I like you. I'm trying and holler at them.
I don't give if I'm freshman or not. They just playing with me.
Boy, you could be my boyfriend like Clay I would have been. I
would have been fucked up Clay, Like I really like you. I just
I just love me a hoodra bro cute ass hood rap brose she beat your
ass. The fighting that just flaming hot bro. Natalie Natalie Briant, Remember
Natalie, they tossed your cousin. Yes, yes, you know she was
there with a hustler. Hustler with the backpack with the fagos and the fruities
and the hot cheetos and hot fries. And I love the I love Jasmine.
That was a Matthew and Matthew and the cousin she went to View of
North Central. Nord Central had them too, so fine. When I was
growing up, I used the ones I used to think had all the all
the girls was was North Central and Pipe Fine because they were mainly all light
skin You know, back then, I had a really really, really really
really had a thing for light skinned girls. Now, I mean, I
don't. It don't matter to me now, but then, yes, But
now that I'm older and I just start seeing people everywhere, Oh my mama,
Warren Central had the baddest females in the city. Warren Central females are
cold and they hustlers. They are gold getters. Everyone that I know them
got their own bit business. They were driving trucks like they they really about
their bread. Bro Like it's crazy. Yeah, I wish how Mails and
Man put me on. I'm like them. I didn't know none of y'all
about it. I could have been apart with one of y'all. That this
world's apart bro, World's apart world. I didn't know nothing about my world,
Central World. I ran into Warren Central on accident when I was driving.
Yeah, going out east looking for where I'm supposed to go, and
I turn on eighteenth Street or something like that and boom, I'm like,
damn, what the fuck is this central? That's so far that that's so
far from northwest. Boy, that's mother so far from north that's the world's
apart. Bro. Now that I like, it's and it's crazy that you
can grow up. You can grow up in a warming area or not woman
Warren area and then moved to Avon and never see anybody you went to school
with, never in your life. Bro. It's crazy because it's like they
ain't know who we were. We didn't know who they was. Like motherfuckers.
Just start getting older and start driving and going to parties and start meeting
people. That's really what it was. For me. It was my space,
my space because my Space is the first time that we only only was
following people I knew, though I didn't. For me, it was that's
when I first got introduced to like l En and then l M and you
want to you want So it was like, Okay, I didn't En has
something? Boy, Ellen has something too, l C too did happen?
I was just I didn't know nothing about them. Though. I just didn't
know how to talk to girls. I didn't know what was important, and
I didn't I didn't know what was important, like like if I was if
I was if I was single and I saw a woman now and we was
out, I would know how to. I know how to get her to
drive her defense by making her smile, drink, ask her what she eating.
She didn't just sit there and talked to her and not even I pressed
the issue. Then I just didn't know. I didn't know, And then
I don't even know, like how I'm to talk you. We only got
two minutes in between classes. I never really see you. I'm supposed to,
Well, I don't know. I used to. I used to damn
charm the ship out of the motherfucker boys. But it was kind of easy
because I played sports. So it was like they was sucking with me already
because they seen you on the field, they see you in the morning news.
Nigga got six touchdowns. Oh yeah, it was easy for you.
So I don't even want to hear you complaining right now, because I ain't
have that. I didn't have no touchdowns on my back, bach, I
had no touchdowns on my back or no fucking highlight real. They was like,
you, I wish I was in this generation now though, Bro,
man, what motherfucker would have knew who I was. I would have been
ranked and all the ship cy My ship would have been everywhere. Yeah,
I think it's it's it's kind of hard to get some of these kids to
really, uh, to really take advantage of what's going on. Like uh
j A I signed before he passed. He couldn't get him to take football
as serious as we used to take basketball and football. He was like,
bro, you don study you on go out and practice. You don't do
you don't he was. He just was telling him, like, bro,
you only play it, but you don't come home and watch it. Yeah,
it's different. You don't play You don't even play Madden. He was
like, you don't even I play gamesh It like that. I ain't really
take it serious like I should have neither though, But like these little kids,
they don't even hoop outside no more, like even though it's just bad
for you, but it's like they got there's so many indoor gyms. I
mean, it was ineorg gyms then, but we wanted to hoop outside because
we could. Like it's just that it was over. Yeah, that's when
once we got a little older though, But before before it happened to pay.
I'm not paying the hoop. I'm a just grab hoop for free.
Everybody pull up here, we're gonna hoop. That's what we used to do.
We used to hoop every day, every Sunday, Ben David outside like
it didn't matter. And it's just like and then I saw that, I
saw that video. Shooter went around yeah, and nobody was like it's crazy.
But then it's like, these little niggas don't really hoop open gym neither.
Like every everything that they everything that they play, is always organized basketball.
It's always real games. It's always you know what I'm saying. So
so they don't they can't. They don't. They haven't learned how to talk
ship or none of that, because you can't do that ship in the games
because they're gonna take you up. And it's it's just soft. Now you
gonna open gym, You y'all can have a little scuffle, a couple of
scuffles. Niggas talking ship, you learn how you could take one. Christians,
Jeff and allis we be hooping with the youngins and ship, we get
to talking bad to them, they put their hair down. Now they out
of it. They don't even hoop no more, Like that's off, you
know what I'm saying, Like, Yeah, playing playing basketball, that's when
that I was talking. I used to talk ship and it's just a part
of the game. Yeah. And then it never really transpired into fights.
It never transpired into fights. No, it never transpired to fights for me
either because I was playing with you mancho or JJ or somebody somebody. Have
you talked to JJ lately? Do you do you follow him on? That's
really random, But I was thinking about him other day, him and Dion
JJ. Yes, Facebook Facebook. I need to find out this name.
I'll be running into Dion. I ran in the don probably like last year,
probably like September. They sister was fine. She was one of them,
one that never really came outside. But when she did, when she
did, I'm trying to holler, is you talking about you? Are like
that? I'll be trying to see like now, like I want to see
what she was fine with, what she looks like now some of them I
be finding I used to love her, I used to love her. I
love her not so much. Today. Not so much today. I've seen
her recent Instagram not so much today. But yeah, you know it is
what it is. Not everybody life be smacking niggas in the face, Bro,
way different than they be smacking me. Man, life be smacking,
and niggas gotta stop doing drugs because them drugs and stress is taking Yeah,
that ship is taking years off of yall niggas. But I'll be seeing niggas
aft Like, Bro, you don't look well at all. Well, fus
be looking crazy out here. They look crazy younger than me. You know
what I want to see. I want to see Yanni Saya looking looking Yeah,
Oh my god, I used to love Yanny, but she was a
fucking rat, all the mother fulkers rats. There was some fucking I love
my rats, my people, my neighborhood, my family. Oh my god,
I used to love her. He was rats to ship. What's the
big sister name from the past? T t t Oh my gosh. She
was so fine and tall. She had to be like seven. I just
she was like seven feet man. He felt like when we were But I
had seen her once I was grown and she was about the same time.
Like, That's what I was saying. Like females used to be so much
bigger than us, used to be so much bigger than us when we was
little, and we just grow up and you see them now they little you
five Damn he ain't grow You're still five too. Were in the same shoes,
the same size foot and grew like I swear to God. Used to
be way taller than God. Oh. I used to love my sister.
Used to look tall, used to look tall. She didn't was because I
wasn't the shortest one. I used to I used to be taller than Jamar
and Johns and now we all the same ship. But no, man,
I just used to love for the rat chicks. Man. I just never
could talk to him. Bro, I never could talk to him. They
is and when I got older. When I got older and like like today
now reading all they type of books and learning about trauma and ship, I'm
just like, oh, yeah, I was never ever going to see me
because I was trying to Like, I was trying to love you bitches like
and y'all they don't even you don't even know how to accept. Yeah,
I was trying to love on you. Motherfucker's like, oh my mama,
I was a lover to India. I hate following her today because I have
a life. Man. I loved her. I would have gave her the
world, but I take it back, like like like to ya took the
Chan, tim me my world back. I don't want to fucking movie man,
Why? I think that's why I hate at l Man. I love
that movie one of my favorite movies ever. And not because it's like written
great, not because of the I understand it, like it's very relatable.
But it was so upset you. You would be upset on everything. You
would everything. I would have been like, damn, you couldn't tell me
you had money? Nah, That's it was different. It was different.
It was deeper than that. It was deeper than that, because who are
you for real? Like and I think, like yes, as an adults,
if a chick, I don't even know because if I meet you,
if I meet you at the if I meet you at the West Side skating
rink during the lock in and you're acting like you're from post Road and you're
actually from Geist, and then I find out and then that was like you
really liked me, that you wanted to the action. You wanted me to
think you was from where I'm from. The accent is gone, your clothes
is different, your hair is different, and you got a baamer, you
got a spaceship. You're pulling up over here. You ain't gonna You might
not be. You might not be. But if you found out that I
knew. But if you found out that I knew, I was like,
damn, bro, why you ain't telling me? I definitely have been.
I don't know. If I don't know, wouldn't have been that nigga.
I don't think I would have been mad, especially if I see you you
you trying to You're trying to go to the school. So that's why you
didn't tell me. Yeah, yeah, I wouldn't have been that mad.
I wouldn't been. I ain't about to be that shitty that you like that
I would have with y'all now you I'm shitty at you. Now I'm taking
out of all my other and drop out the skate competition and ship like,
come on, bro. But I wouldn't have been I wouldn't have been mad.
I wouldn't have been that mad at my nigga. And I wouldn't have
been mad at my nigga, and I wouldn't have been that mad at.
I just would have I would have been a little salty, like damn to
take her to care, say so, so is you faking or what like?
It's really like do you like me? Like? What like? Really?
What? Like? Who? You really like that nigga too? Now
we're about to have this conversation. Yeah, I did like that, nig
bro for a female to try to that that it's way above you. Yeah,
you're not even on her fucking level, not even, but but I'm
gonna act like you so because I like you? What why I feel I'm
like that? And and she avoided every nigga trying to holler at her because
your nigga trying to holler and she was likes, not gonna happen. Yeah,
like you do? You know, nigga, This is the whole reason
why I came down here trying to get to motheruck. But I didn't even
see laur In London in that movie. I love The Twins so bad.
I loved the Lauren London. I've been la loving Laura London the first month
day I've seen her. Is she fine boy the Twins Man? Yes she
is. And Twins is nice too. Twins is beautiful for they hang out
with the Kardashians. I wish that they was Julie hood Rats because I love
her rats. I love her rats too. I'll be asking see her my
wife about her past. And I used to have used to used to wear
Jordan's all the time. And you have the name bell. He was listening
to boost ship like that. But I don't want to know. I don't
want to know her that. I do not want to know everything about about
my motherfucker that I love past. I swear got some ship that you better
take your grave that should have changed over you. O, my mama,
it's over. It's some ship. I just if I find out, I
know it ain't got shit do me because it before me. But no,
I feel like a lot of their grave too. They do. Do they
better? They better? They better? When it come to me, you
better. I feel like everybody should. You shouldn't just be a here telling
niggas all your business man. You shouldn't. Only your is a nigga that
you married and you love. You better keep some ship to yourself, I'm
telling you. And there's something some of that. I just I just wish
more people dated in high school and in college. My Mama. That's because
I feel like I be feeling like niggas is falling victims to ship that niggas
we didn't learn that that we learned still falling for that like in women too.
But it's just like I think society messed that up because they putting time
limits and shit on certain ship and make it feel like at this age you're
supposed to be doing this, About this age you supposed to be Like I
need to ask my niece about that. Like the twenties, like my first
supposed to. I feel like twenties are supposed to live the twenties, thirties,
start getting your shit together, forties. If you if you can go
back and start all over, no kids, if you can go back.
I ain't have my first kid till I was twenty three. But if you
can go back to tenth grade, Oh yeah, I always said I'll go
back to I want to go back to freshman year. Indeed, I wouldn't
be I wouldn't be friend none of the niggas that I'm friends with now that
that i'd be friend of in high school. I wouldn't be friend of none
of them niggas. If I know, if I know, what I know
now, I wouldn't have been I wouldn't have some days I'd be like,
man, please let me wake up and be two thousand and one again.
Just let me just like for real, just let me redo it. Just
let me keep this knowledge. I keep this knowledge and start up. I
will start over by going to another high school. That's the first change that
I would make, going to a township, going to a school that's more
diverse. You know what I'm saying, Like every everyol. I've been around
black people my whole life, so uh, I get uncomfortable around certain other
people, like you know what I'm saying, Like I don't really know how
to communicate with other races like that. And I think if I was to
if I was to go back to freshman year, I would stay at the
same school because the year went there too. And I told her that,
I said, I said, I would have talked I said, I would
have talked to you sooner because we would have have kids sooner, and then
our kids would have had more time with your parents because their dad in the
past. But as far as like career, career wise, I think I
think I would have veered off into some kind of computer ship, like I
don't even think I would have made I think I would stop trying to make
music. I think it's I would have I would have I would have been
more geared to words money. Yeah, I think I probably would have.
I probably would be a box fuck that, Like, I feel like that's
something that I should have done. Box I do. I'm saying though for
me it I mean, I just wish I'd be thinking about that. If
I start over, like what would I do a little different, I'll be
I'll just be thinking about it. I don't know. I could have been
a millionaire body now with the boxing though, just from knocking things out,
just that winning. But I think I would have been a nice character in
boxing, like like not like Floyd, but just like how they do it.
I promote trying to promote myself like ship like that. I just look
at the ship. Because when I did it, I really liked it,
but I loved football. I didn't. I didn't love it more than football.
So it was like beause because when I did it, I'm like,
damn, I'm really demnar good. I was twelve and they had me fight
Like the first foreign mess that I had was with the coach's son and he
was way bringing than me, and I thrashed him so my fucker, like
damn okay boom. Then he started putting in there with grown men, bro
like, and I was holding my own motherfucker's like, damn you really we
want you to They put me in there with the grown motherfucker. Boy.
I got the feeling myself. I think I hit him too hard, nigga,
he hit me. I had a headache for bro. I had a
headache for like a week. Bro. I was dimn the skeptic with like
do I really want to box? Like? Do I want to? I
end up going back in there. That's when they was like, oh yeah,
he's the heat. Yep. I'm i gotta tell him like I'm about
to go to high school. Man, I'm loing. I'm losing too much
weight in this motherfucker. Were running every day. It's hot to sell in
here sweating like a motherfucker. I need to get my weight back. I
do think I would have started working out sooner or too that too, And
I feel like with boxing, and it's like one of the most disciplined.
You gotta be committee, you gotta be disciplined. Get boxing why you get
your ass beat because this way. Yeah, it's just it's just you're not
gonna be no good, Like you're gonna get tired quick like all punch your
lights out? Do that? Get in shape? What you If you get
in boxing shape, you can be in any kind of shape. I think
boxing and soccer all that. Damn running in soccer I'll never play. So
just running around for fucking ninety minutes in the game is zero to zero at
the end. I've just been fucking running around this bitch all day for nothing.
Draw for nothing. Draw. We both lost? Like what, Yeah,
I think I don't think I would have played sports. I don't think
I would have made I don't think I would make it. If I knew
what I know now, I would have went to and if I went to
college, I definitely went to school for sports marketing or sports communication or something
like that. Not broadcasting shit, you feel me. But I went to
Central. They didn't have that ship. They didn't have a lot of ship,
and I did business marking, not thinking, not knowing that I would
own anything, like you know what I'm saying, be doing this, So
I wish I would have took that ship more serious and pay more attention to
that ship. But I didn't, and I just did that ship because motherfucker,
basically, you should do this. Like, I don't know what the
fuck I should do. Nobody in Northwest told me or help me with anything.
I just I go talk to my advisor. They like, well,
what do you want to do it? I told them, I want to
do it. They okay, we want to schedule busits and ship. They
don't got it. They gotta be tough as an advisor to try to advise
people who advise kids, you know what I'm saying. So you'll just telling
them business marketing. You should do business mark Okay, telling niggas to go
to school for literature and ship that sucks. That's all right. But see
that's why I say Township didn't have to go through that ship put them right.
We went to They had us go to mother fucking people at ELC and
Davis, and you know, you gotta make it. I'm bro I don't
know. I don't know. And it's hard to it's hard to even a
matter. It's hard to even think death that big or that wide when you're
inside of this seeming, this seemingly small cage you know what I'm saying,
Cause Nigga, I don't know. I ain't never met nobody that none of
this show. I don't know, like my mom and didn't go to college
when my sister went with them, there the first to go. And then
I went like, yeah, we we we was the ones that went to
college. I don't I ain't graduate, but I went two and a half
three years. So man, man, you know it's supposed to be cold
all week, this cold till motherfucking March. We're here now, this the
Real Winner, just the Real Winner. January February, January February, March.
It's over. It's about to be cold. You need to get you
a cold my neck. I'm gonna get one. I gotta go be a
dad. I gotta take a shower. I ain't take a shower of the
gym. Chill to the game. Game we got game me five pick case
up. She's like, where is the factory at Speedway? Speedway? I
feel like I knew that. Mm hmm. What's up man out here doing
good things? Yeah? Man, they need a couple of we need probably
more gems over here east, out north, out south. Oh. Then
and then just make them play each other that lit. That's probably expensive as
hell. Though my foo's got it, I ain't got it. I'm talking
about the NBA niggas from they got it hopefull. You're gonna be come back
here though. That's why with Jeff oh yeah, who else from him and
Georgia. Georgia will be here. Yeah, he come he come home.
He look out, you got him, man, you got ier. Gordon
and Mike come down. Be having back Gordy Hayward really hard to say him.
They'll probably be coming in ghost ghost type ship. Family come in.
But once, but once people once they once their parents move, they don't
come back. If niggas parents move out of the city, they never come
back. For what I know niggas. I know niggas parents. Who will
the kids after you? I mean kids mom. Look because at some point
you just got to be like, man, I just want to live.
Man, you can still do that, though I don't want to do that.
Do that. If you've got one hundred and fifty four million, Yeah,
and that's just one you can just hop on a plane, you know
what I'm saying, Like, it ain't nothing to it, Yeah, it
ain't nothing to it. Giving the kids hope something, especially when it's fucked
up out here. Motherfucker need to see something, some type of some type
of some type of light. Yeah, that there's even a chance out here,
Like I can't imagine being I can't imagine being like a kid and the
fucked up environment today. And then you're getting on the phone and you're just
seeing everybody living a life that's way different than yours, dressing different than yours.
Before it was just like your school, but now it's like the whole
world stuff because with grown people too, so I know, if I know
if with kids, Oh yeah, sh crazy, you me the crazy.
I just was saying, like I like that ship. It's funny and entertainment,
but a lot it gets on my nerves sometimes getting on there no matter
what it is, getting on getting into comments, and people can just say
whatever they want and just be like you're y'all lame bro, like y'all weird,
like they say and do whatever they want to be so negative about everything.
Life sucks for them and it be bots and ship like this ship like
that. People behind like that ship just weird, lame bro and that that
that's the only probably the only and main thing that I hate about social media,
the negativity, the comments, just it's sick. People are sick,
man, People are unhappy man, and people are fucked up out here.
So to get online and just release some of that anger and frustration and hostility
and the comments and just saying nasty ship the motherfuckers people and then turning off
your phone. Or some people just like to argue. So now they just
like to argue. Now they mother fucking mentions just filled with different arguments.
They having a hundred different arguments. Then a comment on one hundredfferent posts and
they got a hundred. And that's why I just start getting like, I
ain't. But I go, I go look at the I go to the
profile. First. You don't got no picture. You don't got no profile
pictures, motherfucking fake ass. I'm not about to go back and forth.
I don't do all that. I don't even know. I ain't anybody to
go back and forth with you for real unless you here. I'm going to
see you in the city. Now what you now, I'm on your ass.
What you say still not I ain't. But I'm gonna just go look
and see what you look like, just in case if you come down to
it one day, I'll see you and I'm not and I'm not in that
move. You know what I'm saying. I'm not in a good movie.
But he remember this post that she was talking right here. I mean,
you know that's my lunch. No like because one time it's some nigga I
don't even know. I don't know this nigga. A couple of other people
knowing, but I don't know this nigga. I had made a status about
it was it was from a song motherfucker said something about niggas buying the special
jeans with no money in them, or some ship like that boom and some
brandom. Man get her talking about that learning learn if you look at that
niggas, I said, Bro, shut up, Bro, the fuck is
you talking about? I don't even know you? When don't you follow each
other? Why are you on my ship? He gets what you're gonna do
about it? Get to talking slick and ship like that? Like all right,
all right, all I said, all right, I ain't about to
do this with you, my nigga. Have you ever seen it? Nah?
But I mean, I don't get for but it was just like at
that time, it was like if I see the nigga, I'm gonna smack
you, And I told him that I'm I'm gonna smack you when I see
your niggas since you gonna keep talking. But then motherfuckers that we knew that,
that know both of us, Like no, he just he just troll
this what he was my brother. Hey, so you already know how I'm
coming. So tell that nigga Gonne quit playing motherfucker because what are you talking
about? Why are you on my pain? This is a motherfucker from a
song, so bit your ass up for real? Nah, I don't know.
I don't even I don't even talking to niggas like that a lot.
When men Sierra doing posting those videos and they just I'll be looking at it,
like just just seeing the the attraction that some of these videos is getting
because of her. It's just different, and I have to be I have
to remind myself that were only doing it for the numbers, so I don't
even need to look at the comments I say whatever on this motherfucker at this
point. All right, well let's let's get up out of here. Man.
I'm Eric Disney Man. Thank you for listen to another episode of Ignoran
philosophy. I'm gona hear my brother Keena. Who the fuck you? You
know what, Nigga thirty four snapcheck. You know what I'm saying. Rich
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hit that link of box and ship. We'll see y'all next week. M