WEBVTT 1 00:00:01.040 --> 00:00:04.200 What's up, y'all. Welcome back to the Black Girl Experience. I'm your 2 00:00:04.200 --> 00:00:19.359 host, Jasmine Dan. Yell. It's been a minute. It's been a 3 00:00:19.359 --> 00:00:22.559 little minute. I don't know what a minute is. It hasn't been a 4 00:00:22.559 --> 00:00:25.440 week or so, I don't know it's been it's been a it's been a 5 00:00:25.480 --> 00:00:30.000 little minute, you know. And I feel like I say this every time 6 00:00:30.039 --> 00:00:35.719 I come on here, like I always feel some type of way because I 7 00:00:35.840 --> 00:00:38.439 still be wanting to record five days a week, even though I feel like 8 00:00:38.479 --> 00:00:41.679 I don't be having shit to say five days a week. I just feel 9 00:00:41.719 --> 00:00:50.119 like there's a distance between us. I feel like there's a distance between me 10 00:00:50.159 --> 00:00:53.159 and the pod, and I hate that. I hate that for myself, 11 00:00:53.200 --> 00:00:58.039 but also again on the flip side, I just feel like I'm in a 12 00:00:58.079 --> 00:01:00.000 different space now, and I think that I need to learn to accept that. 13 00:01:00.719 --> 00:01:04.239 And as I always say, like, I feel like I need to 14 00:01:04.280 --> 00:01:08.799 go live some life and then come back to y'all and drop some gems. 15 00:01:10.519 --> 00:01:14.799 And and that's the thing. Niggas be wanting to rush the fucking process. 16 00:01:14.879 --> 00:01:18.280 I'd be wanting, and that's why I'd be flying through shitting yoga. That's 17 00:01:18.280 --> 00:01:23.840 why I'd be flying through like slow down, cute the posts, letting niggas 18 00:01:23.840 --> 00:01:26.799 do it, stop being so fast. Stop you know what I'm saying, 19 00:01:26.879 --> 00:01:30.799 Stop letting your anxiety, your anxiety run your life, like slow the fuck 20 00:01:30.879 --> 00:01:36.200 down, being the moment living and now go live your life and then come 21 00:01:36.239 --> 00:01:42.120 back Jasmine, It's okay. But no, I've been taking a lot of 22 00:01:42.159 --> 00:01:49.239 time to just self reflect and really pay attention to what's going on in my 23 00:01:49.319 --> 00:01:53.079 life, to really tune into my intuition and what I'm feeling. My fucking 24 00:01:53.159 --> 00:01:57.400 dreams. My dreams be so fucking crazy when I tell you, and I've 25 00:01:57.439 --> 00:02:02.719 accepted that I'm that girl. I mean, yeah, I'm that girl, 26 00:02:02.760 --> 00:02:07.400 but no, I've accepted that I'm that girl, like I'm that girl that 27 00:02:07.480 --> 00:02:12.400 has dreams, and like my dreams are very powerful. They are becoming more 28 00:02:12.439 --> 00:02:17.759 like just vivid and just very very much in tune with, you know, 29 00:02:17.879 --> 00:02:22.000 with what's going on, and like the messages that I'm starting to receive, 30 00:02:22.599 --> 00:02:28.319 like today, actually a girl on my like Instagram timeline, somebody that I 31 00:02:28.360 --> 00:02:31.439 have a lot of mutual friends with, like she I would saying, like 32 00:02:31.479 --> 00:02:35.840 she's an associate of mine, Like we're not friends, but you know, 33 00:02:35.960 --> 00:02:38.599 a lot of the same mutual friends, and shit, she ain't been on 34 00:02:38.639 --> 00:02:42.879 social media in a minute. I don't really know what she has going on 35 00:02:42.919 --> 00:02:45.800 in her personal life, but she has not been on social media. And 36 00:02:45.960 --> 00:02:50.639 recently one of her family members passed away. And last night I had a 37 00:02:50.759 --> 00:02:55.039 dream that she was on Instagram posting saying like I'm gonna go to all the 38 00:02:55.120 --> 00:03:00.759 places that my loved one, you know, frequented or frequented in the city 39 00:03:00.840 --> 00:03:01.840 or whatever, like just places that he went to, like, Oh, 40 00:03:01.840 --> 00:03:06.039 I'm gonna go there, you know, I guess for whatever reason, to 41 00:03:06.120 --> 00:03:10.439 feel closer to him, to whatever. And on one of the posts, 42 00:03:10.479 --> 00:03:14.280 she said that, oh, I found out that he goes to this one 43 00:03:14.280 --> 00:03:20.080 place all the time, and he goes there to connect breath with movement, 44 00:03:20.360 --> 00:03:23.759 which is yoga. And so I DM her to that out. And like 45 00:03:23.800 --> 00:03:25.039 I said, she ain't been on Instagram, so I don't even know if 46 00:03:25.080 --> 00:03:29.759 she's gonna read it or not. But I told her that I had that 47 00:03:29.879 --> 00:03:34.520 dream, and I told her like the fact that number one, that we 48 00:03:34.560 --> 00:03:37.280 don't even talk like that, and the fact that she ain't even been on 49 00:03:37.319 --> 00:03:39.080 Instagram, but the fact that I had that dream and that it said that 50 00:03:39.159 --> 00:03:43.560 she was going to go to a place that you know, her little one 51 00:03:43.560 --> 00:03:46.560 that passed away, he went there because he would connect with breath and movement. 52 00:03:46.639 --> 00:03:50.759 I'm like, that's yoga. So I just want to extend the invitation 53 00:03:50.840 --> 00:03:53.759 to you to come to one of my classes one day, if you up 54 00:03:53.759 --> 00:03:57.039 for it or whatever, you know, and just in my condolences. And 55 00:03:57.080 --> 00:04:00.240 that was just really weird again because I have not talked to her and she 56 00:04:00.280 --> 00:04:03.199 hasn't been posting, so I don't know. But for whatever reason, that 57 00:04:03.360 --> 00:04:06.000 dream was put on my heart, and so you know, I reached out 58 00:04:06.039 --> 00:04:11.800 to her, and whatever happens from that happens. I'm trying to think I 59 00:04:11.840 --> 00:04:14.400 don't have some other dreams. I don't have some other dreams, but they 60 00:04:14.479 --> 00:04:16.560 all be on point, and like, my dreams be real and my dreams 61 00:04:16.639 --> 00:04:20.560 be true and if and that's another thing. I told one of my home 62 00:04:20.560 --> 00:04:24.959 girls this the other day too. I'm like, if your ancestors put it 63 00:04:25.000 --> 00:04:27.720 in a dream, nigga, you better move on it. You better listen 64 00:04:27.720 --> 00:04:30.680 to it, you better move on and you better recognize, like, oh, 65 00:04:30.759 --> 00:04:34.319 this shit is real. So if you having dreams or if something comes 66 00:04:34.360 --> 00:04:39.120 to you in a dream, you better listen to it because that's the answer. 67 00:04:39.720 --> 00:04:43.879 So, yeah, I've just been in my little self reflection bag. 68 00:04:43.959 --> 00:04:47.680 I've been in my teaching bag. I've been in my you know, staying 69 00:04:47.720 --> 00:04:54.759 focused bag and my focus on my goals and just all of that. But 70 00:04:54.959 --> 00:04:57.399 I could be more focused, I could go even more harder. I can 71 00:04:57.480 --> 00:05:00.319 improve, you know what I'm saying, And I really need to get I 72 00:05:00.319 --> 00:05:01.560 need to get on my own ass. I need to put the fire up 73 00:05:01.639 --> 00:05:06.360 under my own fucking ass because it's just like I'm not even at my highest 74 00:05:06.360 --> 00:05:10.199 potential, you know what I'm saying. I feel like I'm barely tapping the 75 00:05:10.240 --> 00:05:12.240 surface with it. It's like, oh, I know what I want. 76 00:05:12.319 --> 00:05:15.439 I feel like I'm dancing with my highest potential, you know what, I'm 77 00:05:16.160 --> 00:05:20.839 not even not even I feel like I'm like tippy toeing with it, like 78 00:05:20.920 --> 00:05:26.560 sticking my toe in on a dance floor and then jumping back off like I'm 79 00:05:26.720 --> 00:05:29.399 you know what I'm saying, Like I'm not really going for a throttle a 80 00:05:29.480 --> 00:05:32.680 thousand percent with this ship. But at least I'm aware of that. And 81 00:05:32.720 --> 00:05:36.040 that's one thing that I always talk about is just self awareness and the fact 82 00:05:36.079 --> 00:05:42.079 that man, if you can acknowledge some shit about yourself and be aware and 83 00:05:42.160 --> 00:05:45.480 be like, Okay, you know what I'm saying that that's the first part. 84 00:05:46.079 --> 00:05:48.160 But I definitely just feel like I'm on a great path. I feel 85 00:05:48.160 --> 00:05:53.920 like I'm always moving forward. I feel like I'm putting one foot in front 86 00:05:53.920 --> 00:05:58.399 of another in front of another each day, and even if they're baby steps, 87 00:05:59.240 --> 00:06:02.680 at some point them baby steps is gonna equal out to what I want 88 00:06:02.720 --> 00:06:06.000 the outcome to be, you know what I'm saying. And speaking of outcomes, 89 00:06:06.040 --> 00:06:10.800 another thing that I am practicing is the art of detachment to the outcome. 90 00:06:11.000 --> 00:06:14.240 You know what I'm saying, not so much focusing on the outcome, 91 00:06:14.279 --> 00:06:21.000 but more so on the process of things and just evaluating everything in the middle. 92 00:06:21.199 --> 00:06:25.000 You know what I'm saying, before I even get to the outcome and 93 00:06:25.120 --> 00:06:29.879 after I start whatever it is that I'm doing. I feel like in this 94 00:06:29.959 --> 00:06:33.439 day and age, I feel like we're all just obsessed with instant gratification. 95 00:06:33.680 --> 00:06:38.680 We're obsessed with numbers, we're obsessed with money, We're obsessed with you know, 96 00:06:38.720 --> 00:06:43.040 the outcome of things and likes. That's not where the lessons are, 97 00:06:43.160 --> 00:06:46.399 that's not where the growth is. I mean, eventually that's where the growth 98 00:06:46.560 --> 00:06:48.759 is. But it's really about the process, is what you're doing in the 99 00:06:48.839 --> 00:06:51.439 moment and everything that you're putting into it, and that's what you gotta fo 100 00:06:51.800 --> 00:06:55.959 It's really about the impact, you know what I'm saying. And that's why 101 00:06:55.959 --> 00:07:00.360 it's so important to have a purpose and to be doing shit for a reason 102 00:07:00.399 --> 00:07:02.680 and to just be intentional with everything that you're doing, because Nigga, if 103 00:07:02.680 --> 00:07:05.360 you ain't doing it for a reason, who the fuck cares about the numbers? 104 00:07:05.360 --> 00:07:08.720 Who cares about the likes? Who cares? You know what I'm saying, 105 00:07:08.720 --> 00:07:12.399 All that shit is fake. It's a fucking algorithm on the internet. 106 00:07:12.439 --> 00:07:15.519 Like, and that's not what I'm here for. And it's like, Jasinye, 107 00:07:15.560 --> 00:07:19.480 you just gotta keep applying pressure and keep putting in the work every day 108 00:07:19.800 --> 00:07:24.439 period because what you want and what you see for yourself is going to come 109 00:07:24.439 --> 00:07:27.560 to fruition, you know what I'm saying. And I just look at all 110 00:07:27.560 --> 00:07:31.000 of the small steps that I've taken this far, I've looked at the goals 111 00:07:31.040 --> 00:07:34.000 that I have accomplished thus far, and you know what I'm saying again, 112 00:07:34.759 --> 00:07:40.120 looking at Black Girl experience, that ship was a fucking a seed in my 113 00:07:40.160 --> 00:07:42.560 mind back when I was like, Oh, I'm gonna have a podcast and 114 00:07:42.600 --> 00:07:45.800 i'm gonna call it Wine Down Wednesdays, and I'm gonna just be drinking wine 115 00:07:45.800 --> 00:07:48.839 and talking shit. And then, you know, and I kept saying I 116 00:07:48.959 --> 00:07:53.000 kept saying it. I kept saying that I'm gonna have a podcast. I'm 117 00:07:53.040 --> 00:07:56.439 gonna have a podcast. And then eventually it just kept you know, you 118 00:07:56.480 --> 00:08:00.920 know what I'm saying, It just kept altering, the name getting altered, 119 00:08:01.079 --> 00:08:05.439 the content whatever. And then eventually it came to like, oh, I'm 120 00:08:05.480 --> 00:08:09.360 talking about sex and relationships from our personal experiences, and I wanted to call 121 00:08:09.399 --> 00:08:13.199 it real and ratchet, but I was like, m I feel like it 122 00:08:13.199 --> 00:08:16.120 ain't no longevity and that, you know what I'm saying, Like, I 123 00:08:16.199 --> 00:08:20.160 want something classic, I want something timeless. I want something you know, 124 00:08:22.600 --> 00:08:24.319 unique but also true to me. And I'm like, fuck it, I'm 125 00:08:24.319 --> 00:08:28.079 talking about sex and relationships from my personal experiences, nigga black girl experience. 126 00:08:28.160 --> 00:08:33.039 And then the rest is fucking history, you know what I'm saying. I 127 00:08:33.120 --> 00:08:39.559 think about back to when I wrote down not even fucking six. It's April 128 00:08:39.559 --> 00:08:43.799 today, it's April first, It's April fools Day, shout out to the 129 00:08:43.799 --> 00:08:48.519 fucking fools that lost me, but no, not shout out se y'all niggas, 130 00:08:48.559 --> 00:08:52.159 y'all nas No, but no, it ain't even I mean, technically 131 00:08:52.240 --> 00:08:56.679 this month makes it six months that I started doing yoga, but it ain't 132 00:08:56.679 --> 00:09:01.440 even been six months to the day yet. So when I look back at 133 00:09:01.480 --> 00:09:03.679 what I wrote down in a notebook, when I was like, okay, 134 00:09:03.080 --> 00:09:07.000 I talked to my cousin's mom and I'm like, I gotta figure out what 135 00:09:07.200 --> 00:09:09.639 I want to do with my life as far as a career, as far 136 00:09:09.679 --> 00:09:13.919 as a job, and I'm like, she told me to write down all 137 00:09:13.919 --> 00:09:20.039 of the things that I was interested in doing, you know that it might 138 00:09:20.080 --> 00:09:22.799 not just be about to check but something that I really want to do. 139 00:09:22.960 --> 00:09:26.759 And she was like, you know, fuck all these other jobs. It's 140 00:09:26.759 --> 00:09:31.039 too late in the game to still be accepting job offers and doing shit that 141 00:09:31.080 --> 00:09:33.720 you don't want to do, especially when you're not even making the type of 142 00:09:33.720 --> 00:09:35.799 money that you want to make or deserve to make, or that's gonna help 143 00:09:35.840 --> 00:09:39.960 you pay your bills and all of that shit. And one of the things 144 00:09:39.960 --> 00:09:43.639 that I wrote down on that list was yoga. And I had done yoga 145 00:09:45.120 --> 00:09:48.159 maybe a handful of times, you know what I'm saying, But I hadn't 146 00:09:48.200 --> 00:09:50.399 at that point. I had never went to a real yoga studio like I 147 00:09:50.440 --> 00:09:54.320 had just went to some little classes that niggas was throwing, you know what 148 00:09:54.360 --> 00:09:58.919 I'm saying, and did that and even and at that time when I was 149 00:09:58.000 --> 00:10:01.799 doing it, then I didn't even really like yoga like that. And it 150 00:10:01.840 --> 00:10:05.519 was probably because I wasn't in the best shape pre yoga, you know what 151 00:10:05.519 --> 00:10:09.679 I'm saying. It wasn't really comfortable for me. And that's another thing that's 152 00:10:09.679 --> 00:10:13.240 probably why niggas don't want to do yoga, because but you gotta start somewhere. 153 00:10:13.480 --> 00:10:16.240 And another thing that I don't understand though, when I encourage or suggest 154 00:10:16.279 --> 00:10:20.679 for niggas to come to yoga, they'd be giving me the craziest excuses. 155 00:10:20.679 --> 00:10:22.879 And it'd be niggas too. It'd be the niggas that be talking about they're 156 00:10:22.840 --> 00:10:26.919 gonna come to support or that they want to come. These are the same 157 00:10:26.039 --> 00:10:30.840 niggas that be on Instagram every day. In the fucking gym, I'm talking 158 00:10:30.840 --> 00:10:37.840 about bench pressing that steel that iron nigga. Okay, niggas, I'm three 159 00:10:37.919 --> 00:10:41.399 seventy four. I'm four hundred five, like, bitch, you can't do 160 00:10:41.480 --> 00:10:48.240 yoga? What the so we're only holding up our own body way to hear 161 00:10:48.519 --> 00:10:50.720 that's all we're doing. We're just doing a little updog down dog. Were 162 00:10:50.759 --> 00:10:54.039 just hauling a little tree poles. We just can't you stand on one leg, 163 00:10:54.519 --> 00:10:58.519 you know what I'm saying. But again, self acceptance for where you 164 00:10:58.559 --> 00:11:03.840 are in the present moment, so you know. But niggas be acting like 165 00:11:03.960 --> 00:11:07.399 they about to get killed in a drive by shooting if they come to yoga, 166 00:11:07.399 --> 00:11:13.600 and I just don't get it. And again, another thing that I 167 00:11:13.639 --> 00:11:16.519 have to learn to accept and really cope with is that. And I don't 168 00:11:16.519 --> 00:11:22.360 know why this is so hard, because I have a podcast that the niggas 169 00:11:22.440 --> 00:11:24.559 that fuck with me, or the people that you would think that I would 170 00:11:24.799 --> 00:11:28.639 hope will listen to it or want to support the podcast, are not the 171 00:11:28.720 --> 00:11:35.919 niggas that fucking listen to it. I do have my few close immediate friends 172 00:11:35.960 --> 00:11:39.159 that listen, and y'all know, Tammy go crazy for me. Shout out 173 00:11:39.200 --> 00:11:41.279 to my friends, Tammy. Tammy gonna listen to the episode. She gonna 174 00:11:41.320 --> 00:11:45.039 have a notebook and a pen out. She's gonna write down all of her 175 00:11:45.080 --> 00:11:50.039 thoughts on the episode, anything that sparked or caught her attention, anything that 176 00:11:50.080 --> 00:11:52.240 she want to respond to. This was good, I agree with this whatever, 177 00:11:52.279 --> 00:11:56.440 blah blah blah, or having something to add to it. And she 178 00:11:56.519 --> 00:12:01.240 come back and literally tell me everything and tell me how how the message impacted 179 00:12:01.320 --> 00:12:03.679 her, what she took from it, all of that. You know what 180 00:12:03.759 --> 00:12:07.360 I'm saying, Panda always listening in the car like, oh my god, 181 00:12:07.440 --> 00:12:09.399 friend, da da da, You know what I'm saying. So like I 182 00:12:09.480 --> 00:12:11.600 have my close and my immediate friends that listen to it. But other than 183 00:12:11.639 --> 00:12:15.279 that, when I first dropped this shit, I'm like, Dan, niggas 184 00:12:15.279 --> 00:12:18.279 ain't really support ain't support me. Not the people that you would think, 185 00:12:18.639 --> 00:12:22.279 you know what I'm saying, Your everyday niggas yo in the circle niggas whatever, 186 00:12:22.559 --> 00:12:26.000 those are not the people that support you. But here I am A 187 00:12:26.039 --> 00:12:31.519 million plays later, eight hundred something episodes later, probably I don't know what 188 00:12:31.639 --> 00:12:35.080 my rating is on the podcast at but I believe it's like a four point 189 00:12:35.159 --> 00:12:41.039 nine stars. Like all of the people that listening to and support this are 190 00:12:41.200 --> 00:12:45.159 people that I barely fucking even know, and be like I've been tuned in 191 00:12:45.240 --> 00:12:46.840 since day one. I've been listening for a year. I've been listening for 192 00:12:46.919 --> 00:12:52.039 two years, and the same thing goes for yoga. I cannot be surprised 193 00:12:52.559 --> 00:12:56.360 when number one niggas don't even care about health and willness. That's number one 194 00:12:56.440 --> 00:13:00.639 niggas don't even care about their health or their fucking willingness. Why the fuck 195 00:13:00.679 --> 00:13:03.240 are we gonna come to a yoga class, bitch. We're trying to spend 196 00:13:03.240 --> 00:13:07.360 this this money at the club. We're trying to buy a bottle, We're 197 00:13:07.360 --> 00:13:09.320 about to buy some weed. We're about to go on a trip to fucking 198 00:13:09.440 --> 00:13:13.000 Vegas in Miami. We're gonna go ball out on the ground. We're not 199 00:13:13.519 --> 00:13:16.720 fucking coming to yoga with you. You know what I'm saying. But you 200 00:13:16.799 --> 00:13:22.720 gotta understand that nigga's priorities be in another place and you can't even you can't 201 00:13:22.759 --> 00:13:24.120 take that shit to the heart. Nigga, who is for us? Who 202 00:13:24.240 --> 00:13:30.279 is for and so? UM today was definitely just like UM. Today was 203 00:13:30.320 --> 00:13:35.840 a learning curve. Today was definitely it gave me a different perspective because I 204 00:13:35.879 --> 00:13:46.120 was able to really um, I was really just able to evaluate being in 205 00:13:46.159 --> 00:13:50.039 a different environment and a different teaching environment. This was my first time teaching 206 00:13:50.039 --> 00:13:52.600 that Apes Clubhouse, which I fucking love. I told y'all, that's the 207 00:13:52.639 --> 00:13:58.919 mind, Body Spirit gym that I went to. And the guy that owns 208 00:13:58.919 --> 00:14:03.440 the gym he usually held his own like I guess, like boot camp classes, 209 00:14:03.480 --> 00:14:07.240 workout classes, all of that. Ship is a very nice gym, 210 00:14:07.279 --> 00:14:11.559 and so, you know, it was it was different. I'm not gonna 211 00:14:11.559 --> 00:14:13.320 lie. It was different to be in a different space and be teaching, 212 00:14:13.440 --> 00:14:16.799 Like you know what I'm saying, because I'm so used to being at the 213 00:14:16.799 --> 00:14:20.200 Trap. So it's like just little things getting used to the music, the 214 00:14:20.320 --> 00:14:24.480 speakers, um, and just you know, walking around and just being comfortable 215 00:14:24.519 --> 00:14:28.559 in the space. It's you know what I'm saying, It's different than being 216 00:14:28.600 --> 00:14:31.279 at home. So it was a little bit of an adjustment with that. 217 00:14:35.080 --> 00:14:39.200 Two people showed up, two people bought tickets, two people support it, 218 00:14:39.200 --> 00:14:41.799 and they were my very good friends, my very good yoga friends. So 219 00:14:41.840 --> 00:14:46.480 shout out to Science, said Ashley for coming through for me today. It 220 00:14:46.519 --> 00:14:50.279 was so funny because they're yogis, you know what I'm saying. These motherfuckers 221 00:14:50.279 --> 00:14:54.399 do yoga every day. So that was also a different experience because I felt 222 00:14:54.440 --> 00:14:58.519 like they was flying through it and it was really like I really didn't even 223 00:14:58.519 --> 00:15:00.840 have to cue the moves because they already you know what the fuck to do. 224 00:15:01.159 --> 00:15:03.679 So I felt like we was kind of running through it. But we 225 00:15:03.759 --> 00:15:07.039 still finished on time and at a good time today. But you know what 226 00:15:07.080 --> 00:15:09.399 I'm saying, When I'm usually teaching my classes on Monday, Wednesday, Friday, 227 00:15:09.879 --> 00:15:13.759 the people are much slower, and you know what I'm saying, it's 228 00:15:13.799 --> 00:15:16.120 just whatever. But I was in there with Master Yogi today, so it 229 00:15:16.240 --> 00:15:18.639 was just a different vibe and I'm like, dang, I need some other 230 00:15:18.679 --> 00:15:22.240 people to come out. But it was still just a very good experience and 231 00:15:24.000 --> 00:15:28.200 again like just me learning to detach from the outcome, because two things with 232 00:15:28.279 --> 00:15:33.320 this whole situation is that y'all know, originally I was supposed to have my 233 00:15:33.480 --> 00:15:37.279 thirty third birthday party at the Trap, which was supposed to be a glow 234 00:15:37.320 --> 00:15:41.120 on the Dark yoga party had to cancel at because of the snowstorm. I 235 00:15:41.159 --> 00:15:43.559 was really upset about that. I was upset before I even had to cancel 236 00:15:43.600 --> 00:15:46.879 it because I'm like, oh my god, are people are gonna buy tickets? 237 00:15:46.919 --> 00:15:48.600 You know what? I'm saying, niggas. And that's the thing. 238 00:15:48.639 --> 00:15:50.639 I feel like people are just really wishy washy. Also, you don't know 239 00:15:50.639 --> 00:15:54.039 what people's personal situations is when they getting paid, when they could buy a 240 00:15:54.080 --> 00:15:56.120 ticket, you know what I'm saying. It I just feel like I'd be 241 00:15:56.159 --> 00:16:00.440 so on my head about stuff that I shouldn't even be worried about, always 242 00:16:00.440 --> 00:16:03.320 be worried about how something gonna turn out, what the outcome is gonna be, 243 00:16:03.399 --> 00:16:06.879 when you need to be focused on putting in the work and just you 244 00:16:06.879 --> 00:16:10.039 know what I'm saying, and enjoying the fucking journey and what happens happens, 245 00:16:10.039 --> 00:16:14.840 and you take whatever you take from it in the end. So that happened, 246 00:16:15.120 --> 00:16:17.519 and then I'm like, fucking let me run it back, you know 247 00:16:17.519 --> 00:16:19.159 what I'm saying. Running out the space here, I'm like, I'm gonna 248 00:16:19.240 --> 00:16:25.039 throw a class. And again, another thing that's really irritating is like the 249 00:16:25.080 --> 00:16:27.840 whole ticket thing and putting shit on event, right, I would rather not 250 00:16:27.919 --> 00:16:33.399 have to do all of that, But you know, I'm I'm gonna tweak 251 00:16:33.440 --> 00:16:36.159 a couple of things and figure out how I want to do things going forward. 252 00:16:36.279 --> 00:16:40.240 But just overall, I just was able to evaluate my whole process and 253 00:16:40.320 --> 00:16:48.039 again just being in a different environment and you know, allowing myself the grace 254 00:16:48.080 --> 00:16:52.240 to grow, you know what I'm saying, just as a teacher and just 255 00:16:52.799 --> 00:16:56.960 being in this new element of even you know, of a new career field 256 00:16:57.000 --> 00:17:00.360 and being a teacher, Like it's so much to learn. Yeah, I 257 00:17:00.399 --> 00:17:02.399 am the teacher, but they at the end of the day, I'm still 258 00:17:02.399 --> 00:17:11.279 a motherfucking student. Period. It's just been so fucking much. M It 259 00:17:11.359 --> 00:17:15.160 was so funny too, because somebody said to me, they was like, 260 00:17:15.400 --> 00:17:22.480 um, so another thing is that, um, I'm teaching that Cody on 261 00:17:22.640 --> 00:17:26.920 Tuesdays. We have a like a believe it's like a six week contract to 262 00:17:26.000 --> 00:17:33.480 do that with the trap and so we're actually at a few different high schools. 263 00:17:33.720 --> 00:17:38.319 Unfortunately, nobody has ever showed up at Cody, Like, nobody has 264 00:17:38.319 --> 00:17:44.440 come all these weeks. Nobody has come, right, but they've been coming 265 00:17:44.440 --> 00:17:47.039 to some of the other ones. And then we just we just got a 266 00:17:47.079 --> 00:17:49.480 whole slew another schools that we're about to be at in the upcoming weeks in 267 00:17:49.519 --> 00:17:56.799 April. But um, yeah, nobody has came at Cody and so um, 268 00:17:56.519 --> 00:18:00.680 except for one day when I didn't come when they told us not to 269 00:18:00.720 --> 00:18:03.880 come because the power was out, but they were somebody it was people up 270 00:18:03.880 --> 00:18:06.160 their weight, and I'm like, how and y'all said the power was out, 271 00:18:06.240 --> 00:18:11.160 but whatever, So it hasn't been nobody there. And I was talking 272 00:18:11.200 --> 00:18:15.200 to somebody about, like, you know, just being nervous about all putting 273 00:18:15.240 --> 00:18:18.000 on the whole goal on the dark yoga thing or whatever at the clubhouse, 274 00:18:18.519 --> 00:18:22.880 and they was like, well, if you said it ain't nobody came to 275 00:18:22.920 --> 00:18:26.640 Cody in six weeks, why do you care if nobody show up? And 276 00:18:26.759 --> 00:18:29.599 I'm like, shit, I don't know, But actually I do know because 277 00:18:30.400 --> 00:18:32.839 I had to invest money into this. You know what I'm saying. It's 278 00:18:32.839 --> 00:18:36.039 different, Like I get paid regardless of somebody show up at the school or 279 00:18:36.079 --> 00:18:38.559 not. But to have to actually invest your money and you know what I'm 280 00:18:38.559 --> 00:18:42.480 saying, to just do all this extra shit. It's different when niggas don't 281 00:18:42.480 --> 00:18:45.160 show up. But luckily two people came. If to me, it's like 282 00:18:45.200 --> 00:18:48.559 two people are twenty people, nigga, the gratitude is always there. And 283 00:18:48.640 --> 00:18:52.839 again, this is the fucking beginning. I can't expect for my shit to 284 00:18:52.880 --> 00:18:56.200 just be banging with six hundred people. You know what I'm saying the same 285 00:18:56.319 --> 00:19:00.960 Like with the podcast, it wouldn't I wouldn't I didn't get a million plays 286 00:19:00.960 --> 00:19:03.720 over night, nigga that I've been doing this podcast for five fucking years, 287 00:19:03.839 --> 00:19:11.839 so nigga greatness takes time. So yeah, just that aspect of it. 288 00:19:11.880 --> 00:19:15.799 But I'm very happy with how it did turn out. And again I'm running 289 00:19:15.799 --> 00:19:18.640 into the I'm running it back again next Saturday, so April eighth, at 290 00:19:18.680 --> 00:19:23.160 three pm at Apes Clubhouse. If you're in the Detroit or Metro Detroit area, 291 00:19:23.359 --> 00:19:26.640 come through the classes twenty dollars, but if you bring a friend, 292 00:19:26.720 --> 00:19:30.640 y'all can come for thirty. I don't think I'm gonna do the event right, 293 00:19:30.720 --> 00:19:33.160 so you could DM me or contact me if you want to come. 294 00:19:33.359 --> 00:19:38.640 I'm probably just gonna go by, probably just gonna go with like Apple, 295 00:19:38.680 --> 00:19:45.319 pay Vimo and zill so that and then also don't forget that I'm at the 296 00:19:45.319 --> 00:19:48.559 Trap Monday, Wednesday Friday at nine forty five in the morning, and then 297 00:19:48.599 --> 00:19:52.240 tomorrow Sunday, April second, I'll be doing a yend class at nine am 298 00:19:52.279 --> 00:19:55.519 at the Trap. So if you're listening to this now, you're like, 299 00:19:55.599 --> 00:19:57.799 dang, I want to come in the morning, slide through. Okay, 300 00:20:00.119 --> 00:20:02.960 Um, what else? What else? What else is new? Man? 301 00:20:03.240 --> 00:20:07.279 Oh my god, it's been so much halfter that. Bro, It's been 302 00:20:07.480 --> 00:20:11.400 so fucking but bro, it's been so much happening. So um, I'm 303 00:20:11.440 --> 00:20:15.680 not even gonna lie a bit. And fell in love overnight. I am 304 00:20:17.039 --> 00:20:22.720 not going to lie. And it's not like I fell in love last night, 305 00:20:22.799 --> 00:20:26.880 but it was overnight. I ain't gonna lie. And um again, 306 00:20:26.920 --> 00:20:32.279 I'm just in this space in my life where I'm just I'm just embracing the 307 00:20:32.319 --> 00:20:37.759 real. I'm embracing the real. I'm embracing how I feel and I'm literally 308 00:20:37.839 --> 00:20:40.039 living in the moment. And I'm not gonna lie. I fell in love 309 00:20:40.200 --> 00:20:42.079 overnight. I'm not gonna lie to you. I'm not gonna lie to you. 310 00:20:42.599 --> 00:20:45.039 So you know, I don't know if it's the last episode or the 311 00:20:45.079 --> 00:20:48.640 one before this. And I was just talking. I did talk about and 312 00:20:48.680 --> 00:20:55.319 I did acknowledge that, you know, I may have a slight control problem, 313 00:20:55.400 --> 00:20:56.839 I may be kind of cling you, blah blah blah, just all 314 00:20:56.880 --> 00:21:02.839 of that, so that that that is a thing. But um, you 315 00:21:02.880 --> 00:21:04.359 know, I didn't go really too deep into it. And I'm still not 316 00:21:04.400 --> 00:21:07.440 gonna go too deep into it, but I guess I will give y'all niggas 317 00:21:07.480 --> 00:21:14.680 a little heads up. So um, oh my god, I can't even 318 00:21:14.680 --> 00:21:17.880 believe I'm about to share this. I just feel so. But I don't 319 00:21:17.880 --> 00:21:21.559 know. Me telling them or sharing my story might give other niggas hope or 320 00:21:21.599 --> 00:21:23.240 you know what I'm saying, It might encourage somebody to step out of their 321 00:21:23.240 --> 00:21:29.000 comfort zone or out of their box and encourage somebody to just live their fucking 322 00:21:29.039 --> 00:21:32.359 life because you never know what's on the other side of fear, you know 323 00:21:32.400 --> 00:21:37.039 what I'm saying. And again, everybody's journey is different. So I don't 324 00:21:37.039 --> 00:21:40.440 even give a fucking niggas judge me because when I pop out talking like damn, 325 00:21:40.440 --> 00:21:44.200 you really isn't love, we could see it on your face like it's 326 00:21:44.279 --> 00:21:47.640 that it's that real. So, like I said, I ain't gonna get 327 00:21:47.680 --> 00:21:49.200 too deep, but I'll share a little bit with y'all that, Um, 328 00:21:52.960 --> 00:22:04.000 I found this person. I found this person, and um, we don't 329 00:22:04.039 --> 00:22:11.599 live in the same state. Just me trying to pick and choose what I 330 00:22:11.599 --> 00:22:12.920 want to say. I found this person. We don't live in the same 331 00:22:12.960 --> 00:22:21.119 state. One of the reasons why I truly believe that this person is my 332 00:22:21.200 --> 00:22:26.200 person is just because of all the synchronicities and all of like all of the 333 00:22:26.240 --> 00:22:30.119 things that came up when we not even like met, but you know what 334 00:22:30.200 --> 00:22:33.640 I'm saying, when we connected, just all of this stuff came up. 335 00:22:33.680 --> 00:22:37.839 And y'all know I'm a super spiritual person. Y'all know I'm super big on 336 00:22:37.920 --> 00:22:41.240 my angel numbers. I'm super big on the meaning of shit and all of 337 00:22:41.240 --> 00:22:49.279 that. So there were so many instancing instances with like angel numbers with us. 338 00:22:49.519 --> 00:22:53.079 So like the two two two, that's like our number. And so 339 00:22:55.599 --> 00:23:00.119 mind you, the first class that I taught, my first Juggle class, 340 00:23:00.240 --> 00:23:03.039 I taught it on two two two, right, And so when I talked 341 00:23:03.079 --> 00:23:06.799 my class that day, I had a whole spiel in my class about why 342 00:23:06.880 --> 00:23:10.319 that day was symbolic or why it was significant for me. And it was 343 00:23:10.359 --> 00:23:12.720 because a year ago, on that day, I had moved back to Detroit 344 00:23:12.799 --> 00:23:17.440 from California. You know all of that bullshit. But it was on two 345 00:23:17.440 --> 00:23:21.200 two two. So then a year later, I'm teaching my first Yogo class. 346 00:23:21.200 --> 00:23:23.839 I'm like two too two. So me and him was talking one day 347 00:23:25.039 --> 00:23:27.759 and he was like, I don't know what day this was, but we 348 00:23:27.799 --> 00:23:30.880 was talking and he was like, oh, that's so crazy. He was 349 00:23:30.920 --> 00:23:34.160 like, I just was reading up on a number two to two last night 350 00:23:34.240 --> 00:23:37.359 and I'm like, that's weird, and he was like, yeah, it's 351 00:23:37.519 --> 00:23:42.720 it's on about like twin flame and blah blah blah. So immediately I'm like, 352 00:23:42.839 --> 00:23:45.839 oh, I'm straight on the twin flame shit. Because if you go 353 00:23:45.960 --> 00:23:49.119 back, I want to say, maybe two years ago, I think it 354 00:23:49.279 --> 00:23:52.599 was I had a whole experience where I felt like, oh, I felt 355 00:23:52.640 --> 00:23:59.599 like this person was my twin flame. It was a very pushing pool too. 356 00:23:59.680 --> 00:24:03.839 Most was type situation. Things went really fast whatever, and I was 357 00:24:03.880 --> 00:24:07.240 like, uh, whatever, you know, it just wasn't a good thing. 358 00:24:07.720 --> 00:24:10.400 It started off good and I thought it was you know what I'm saying, 359 00:24:10.839 --> 00:24:12.599 but whatever. So I'm like, I'm straight on the twin flame ship 360 00:24:12.720 --> 00:24:18.400 whatever blocks ain't blah. So I don't know, two two two just kept 361 00:24:18.400 --> 00:24:22.599 coming up and then like I always see it on the clock. I'm always 362 00:24:22.599 --> 00:24:25.359 either waking up in the middle of night at two twenty two or I'm always 363 00:24:25.359 --> 00:24:27.079 catching it on the cloud. I'm catching every Angel number every time, and 364 00:24:27.119 --> 00:24:30.720 not even purposely. I promise I always just look and see whatever. So 365 00:24:32.039 --> 00:24:33.279 he was saying, like, you know, I keep catching two two two 366 00:24:33.319 --> 00:24:36.359 on the clock two and blah, blah, blah whatever. I'm like, 367 00:24:36.400 --> 00:24:41.359 okay, whatever. Cool. So then just all of these other coincidences, 368 00:24:41.480 --> 00:24:45.640 or just all of these other synchronicities, the fact that we got the same 369 00:24:45.720 --> 00:24:48.400 initials, I'm like, that's weird as fuck, you know what I'm saying. 370 00:24:49.880 --> 00:24:52.440 I told him about when I was turning at thirty three on three three 371 00:24:53.160 --> 00:24:57.799 and oh, and then he had told me he was like, yeah, 372 00:24:57.839 --> 00:25:03.839 my life changed when I thirty three, and he said he always knew that 373 00:25:03.880 --> 00:25:04.759 it was gonna change. When he was like, for whatever reason, he 374 00:25:06.160 --> 00:25:08.200 always knew that when he turned thirty three that his life was gonna change. 375 00:25:08.279 --> 00:25:11.680 He was like, I didn't know what was gonna happen, but I knew 376 00:25:11.680 --> 00:25:15.960 it was gonna change for the better. And he talked about, you know, 377 00:25:15.039 --> 00:25:18.200 how he found YO good and all this other stuff and how I really 378 00:25:18.279 --> 00:25:23.119 changed his life and blah. I's like blah, and you know, so 379 00:25:23.160 --> 00:25:27.680 we had just were just kicking it and stuff, and so as time went 380 00:25:27.720 --> 00:25:37.240 on, it's just like, you know, you can't deny an undeniable connection. 381 00:25:37.559 --> 00:25:40.880 You just can't you know what I'm saying, Like, I can't make 382 00:25:40.920 --> 00:25:44.279 this shit up. It'd be one thing if niggas was out here forcing it, 383 00:25:44.640 --> 00:25:47.200 and like, you know what I'm saying, and I'm not gonna lie. 384 00:25:47.240 --> 00:25:48.920 I've done that in the past. I've done that many times in my 385 00:25:48.920 --> 00:25:53.039 life. I've forced things. I've stayed the situations longer than I should. 386 00:25:53.759 --> 00:26:00.400 I've continued to pursue people or continue to you know, give people. All 387 00:26:00.440 --> 00:26:03.359 are just being situations and spaces where I know, like, this is really 388 00:26:03.400 --> 00:26:08.039 not it, you know what I'm saying. So again, you cannot deny 389 00:26:08.400 --> 00:26:15.240 an undeniable situation period. So yeah, we've just been kicking it and I'm 390 00:26:15.279 --> 00:26:21.279 not gonna lie. It's just a little. It's been a little. It's 391 00:26:21.319 --> 00:26:26.680 been a couple of curveballs in the game with us, but we still here. 392 00:26:26.359 --> 00:26:34.160 We're still here. And another thing is just the foundation and the friendship. 393 00:26:34.839 --> 00:26:41.160 I think that there's a very a very passionate, a very fiery like 394 00:26:41.319 --> 00:26:45.799 connection between us. I think that we have a lot of chemistry, we 395 00:26:45.880 --> 00:26:48.519 have a lot of a lot of sexual chemistry, we have a lot of 396 00:26:48.559 --> 00:26:56.319 just like a very strong attraction to each other. However, we've never had 397 00:26:56.319 --> 00:26:59.279 sex, we've never even seen each other in a person yet that's the thing. 398 00:27:00.960 --> 00:27:04.759 That energy is there. But aside from that, the foundation in the 399 00:27:04.839 --> 00:27:11.200 friendship is there. Like today, he asked me a question and he was 400 00:27:11.240 --> 00:27:12.119 like, well, you can tell me. You'll answer when you call me 401 00:27:12.400 --> 00:27:17.640 when we you know, when we talk again later. And I was just 402 00:27:17.640 --> 00:27:19.920 thinking about what I wanted to respond, what I wanted my answer to be 403 00:27:21.000 --> 00:27:25.519 to the question, and one of the parts of my answer was just that 404 00:27:26.079 --> 00:27:29.799 I really feel like he's my friend first, you know what I'm saying, 405 00:27:29.880 --> 00:27:36.559 Like again, like we've never even bending each other's presence, you know what 406 00:27:36.599 --> 00:27:41.079 I'm saying physically, But I could just feel the vibes because again, this 407 00:27:41.160 --> 00:27:45.920 is a person that I talked to every fucking day and you know, for 408 00:27:45.079 --> 00:27:51.880 hours on the end. But I think, you know, with reason within 409 00:27:52.000 --> 00:27:56.480 reason, because we don't live in the same place and niggas still get the 410 00:27:56.519 --> 00:27:57.640 shit done. It's not like, oh, were just on the phone just 411 00:27:57.759 --> 00:28:02.119 not doing shit like nigga's and shit done. But we talk to each other 412 00:28:02.160 --> 00:28:11.559 all the time, and I just feel like I feel a connection. But 413 00:28:11.960 --> 00:28:15.640 I definitely feel like it's a friendship, like just like, you know what 414 00:28:15.680 --> 00:28:18.160 I'm saying, And I think that's the best in relationships when it's like, 415 00:28:18.240 --> 00:28:21.079 dang, that's my dog, Like, that's my best friend. That's my 416 00:28:21.160 --> 00:28:26.799 homie, like aside from any sexual feelings or attractions or anything like that, 417 00:28:26.839 --> 00:28:32.000 because again that shit is there. But besides that, like if we was 418 00:28:32.079 --> 00:28:33.640 in the same place, like if we did live in the same place or 419 00:28:33.680 --> 00:28:37.920 whatever, it's like, that would really be my best friend. That's my 420 00:28:38.000 --> 00:28:41.880 dog, Like we're gonna do with everything together type shit. Like, and 421 00:28:41.240 --> 00:28:48.000 we also have a relationship to where like we're very open with each other, 422 00:28:48.079 --> 00:28:51.519 We're very honest with each other, We're able to be vulnerable with each other, 423 00:28:51.519 --> 00:28:56.079 We're able to share whatever, and we're just on the same page. 424 00:28:56.079 --> 00:29:00.240 Oh and another thing, we're both fucking pisces. Both of our birthdays in 425 00:29:00.319 --> 00:29:06.319 March. Our birthdays are seven days apart, so it's like and another thing 426 00:29:06.319 --> 00:29:07.960 that I always say was like, dang, I never knew that I needed 427 00:29:08.000 --> 00:29:12.160 another me, you know what I'm saying, Because I feel like I feel 428 00:29:12.200 --> 00:29:17.000 like he's a reflection to me. I feel like I don't feel like we 429 00:29:17.039 --> 00:29:18.839 are the same person, but we do have a lot of similarities and I 430 00:29:18.880 --> 00:29:22.480 think I've said this on here many times before. Like you know, they 431 00:29:22.519 --> 00:29:25.759 say that opposite is attract and you know, cool, whatever works for other 432 00:29:25.799 --> 00:29:27.440 people, it's cool. But I don't think that I could be with an 433 00:29:27.440 --> 00:29:33.920 opposite person. And I damn sure wouldn't want to, you know, I 434 00:29:33.920 --> 00:29:36.920 wouldn't purposely want to be with an opposite I want to be with somebody that's 435 00:29:37.039 --> 00:29:42.519 very similar to me, because people that are opposite it's just like it ain't 436 00:29:42.519 --> 00:29:45.759 no, it's too much of a it's too much of a pool. It's 437 00:29:45.759 --> 00:29:48.920 too much of a like, m this ain't gonna really work, you know 438 00:29:48.960 --> 00:29:51.880 what I'm saying. I just think of people that get on my nerves or 439 00:29:52.000 --> 00:29:55.759 like I don't want you know what I'm saying, No, we gotta have 440 00:29:55.839 --> 00:29:59.559 some commonalities. We gotta have the same lights, we gotta have similarities some 441 00:30:00.599 --> 00:30:03.240 again, yeah, we're both pisces um and so yeah, I was saying, 442 00:30:03.279 --> 00:30:07.519 like I never knew that I needed another me, Like I feel like 443 00:30:07.559 --> 00:30:11.920 I might have joked in the past, and you know, one thing that 444 00:30:11.000 --> 00:30:15.160 I hear people say, it's like you you could never date the same sign 445 00:30:15.279 --> 00:30:18.480 like that shit just don't work out. And then I've just thought about what 446 00:30:18.519 --> 00:30:23.119 I've said about male pisces in the past, Like Floyd Mayweather's pisces, I 447 00:30:23.119 --> 00:30:26.119 would never date him. First of all, I know I ain't date no 448 00:30:26.440 --> 00:30:30.599 braggadosh's arrogant ass, just over the top ass niggas. That's a no, 449 00:30:32.039 --> 00:30:37.160 off the top. But I'm like Floyd Mayweather's a pisces. Bowalls of pisces. 450 00:30:37.400 --> 00:30:40.480 No, that's a definite no. What are the niggas of pisces? 451 00:30:41.599 --> 00:30:44.400 I don't know. And then I just think about the male pisces that I 452 00:30:44.480 --> 00:30:47.960 know, and it's just always been like a nough for me, like I 453 00:30:48.000 --> 00:30:51.920 don't know, I don't know, and like he's the first person that I've 454 00:30:51.920 --> 00:30:56.000 ever met that it's like, damn, I like you and your pisces. 455 00:30:56.880 --> 00:31:04.160 And it even like he is super emotional asking you know what I'm saying, 456 00:31:04.200 --> 00:31:08.240 but again, very in tune with his emotions and definitely expresses how he feels 457 00:31:08.279 --> 00:31:15.880 and all of that. But when you think of pisces, like when first 458 00:31:15.880 --> 00:31:18.880 of all, when I think of pices, I think of myself and I 459 00:31:18.920 --> 00:31:22.279 know how I am. But you know, I can't say that it's the 460 00:31:22.319 --> 00:31:26.920 same for a man. But in my mind, what I think of a 461 00:31:26.000 --> 00:31:30.079 pisces. That's not what I think of him as far as like emotions, 462 00:31:30.119 --> 00:31:33.839 Like, I definitely feel like he's still a very grounded person. But I 463 00:31:33.839 --> 00:31:37.279 think that's because he's a man. I think that men are just naturally more 464 00:31:37.319 --> 00:31:41.000 grounded than women. Like niggas don't really be out. Niggas can't really be 465 00:31:41.079 --> 00:31:44.599 in the clouds. Nigga's head can't really be in the clouds. Niggas got 466 00:31:44.599 --> 00:31:47.279 to be grounded and understand, you know. But again, niggas are more 467 00:31:47.319 --> 00:31:51.759 logical and more on paper by the book. If it don't make money, 468 00:31:51.759 --> 00:31:52.880 it don't make sense. He a nigga at the end of the day, 469 00:31:52.920 --> 00:31:59.319 so way more grounded than me. But he is a fucking pisces, and 470 00:31:59.440 --> 00:32:01.799 he speaks. He speaks to the pisces in me. He speaks to the 471 00:32:01.839 --> 00:32:06.599 fishing me, you know what I'm saying, and he just I just feel 472 00:32:06.640 --> 00:32:09.200 like we connect on all levels. So that is that. With that, 473 00:32:12.359 --> 00:32:17.160 I'm trying to think, is there anything else that I could share? So, 474 00:32:17.319 --> 00:32:21.599 Yeah, when I was talking about a couple of weeks ago that I 475 00:32:21.599 --> 00:32:23.799 had went to Atlanta, but that wasn't really where I was supposed to go. 476 00:32:23.839 --> 00:32:28.160 It wasn't really where I wanted to be, That's what that was. 477 00:32:30.839 --> 00:32:34.359 But you know, we're gonna run it back. We're gonna run it back 478 00:32:34.359 --> 00:32:38.319 and get it right. And you know, just the conversations that we've been 479 00:32:38.359 --> 00:32:44.440 having about us in the foundation of us and all of that, and you 480 00:32:44.480 --> 00:32:50.240 know, still taking things slow, but um, you know, just allowing 481 00:32:50.319 --> 00:32:55.359 myself to live my fucking life and again to find somebody that I don't want 482 00:32:55.359 --> 00:32:58.079 to say on the other side of the world because he ain't on the other 483 00:32:58.119 --> 00:33:00.640 side of the world, but he don't live here, you know what I'm 484 00:33:00.680 --> 00:33:02.880 saying. So again, that's what makes it even more real to me, 485 00:33:04.039 --> 00:33:08.279 the fact that we have all of these similarities and all of these synchronicities that 486 00:33:08.319 --> 00:33:13.039 came up between us and like the things that connect us to each other. 487 00:33:13.279 --> 00:33:15.039 Like how could this not be my person? You know what I'm saying. 488 00:33:15.039 --> 00:33:20.200 How could this not be set up by the universe? How could this not 489 00:33:20.319 --> 00:33:23.079 be divine? How could this not be aligned? So like, I don't 490 00:33:23.079 --> 00:33:27.119 know niggas that's not spiritual or not in tune with their life and their selves 491 00:33:27.160 --> 00:33:29.359 and what they got going on, that's you know, that's on you. 492 00:33:29.480 --> 00:33:32.759 But I really believe that everything happens for a reason, and I feel like, 493 00:33:34.000 --> 00:33:37.319 you know, I feel like all of this shit, all of this 494 00:33:37.319 --> 00:33:38.720 shit is destant. All of this shit is fake. All of this ship 495 00:33:38.839 --> 00:33:43.039 was playing, all of this ship was written in stone before any of this 496 00:33:43.240 --> 00:33:45.960 happened, you know what I'm saying. So I'm gonna just you know, 497 00:33:46.640 --> 00:33:52.839 keep walking on my journey period. I currently have my planner open right now. 498 00:33:53.720 --> 00:33:57.759 It's also my brother's birthday today, my twin brothers, Darylnda Lando, 499 00:33:57.799 --> 00:34:00.119 So happy birthday to them. The niggas is all this health thirty nine okay, 500 00:34:00.200 --> 00:34:05.400 almost forty. Um, But right now I'm just looking at my planner 501 00:34:06.039 --> 00:34:08.800 and every day and here I'll just write down like the days that I work, 502 00:34:09.039 --> 00:34:12.320 the class that I you know, the class that I teach, the 503 00:34:12.360 --> 00:34:16.639 time, keep up with my pay that way as well. Um and UM, 504 00:34:19.760 --> 00:34:22.400 I write my little goals for the month down on the side. And 505 00:34:24.360 --> 00:34:28.320 I got some goals on here, and I got and I got two of 506 00:34:28.360 --> 00:34:30.719 them checked off. You know what I'm saying. I got travel, traveling, 507 00:34:30.800 --> 00:34:37.519 yogi, traveling, bi weekly teaching at apes checked off. Um, 508 00:34:37.880 --> 00:34:45.199 basically to turn my yoga money into like basically converting the money that I make 509 00:34:45.280 --> 00:34:47.480 from yoga into like what would be equivalent to like a forty hour a week 510 00:34:47.599 --> 00:34:52.719 check Um, new opportunities checked off. Um, new teacher gives, I 511 00:34:52.760 --> 00:34:57.079 guess I could check that off as well. Um, A bunch of little 512 00:34:57.159 --> 00:34:59.960 yoga goals. You know, new month, new money, new man, 513 00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:01.519 and I guess I could check that off. I mean it ain't you know 514 00:35:01.559 --> 00:35:07.760 what I'm saying, eggs, ain't whatever, but basically check it off. 515 00:35:07.559 --> 00:35:12.599 New energy, new crib, new car, meditating daily practicing, daily, 516 00:35:12.719 --> 00:35:16.400 creating, you know, some flows for classes and shit like that. Um, 517 00:35:16.480 --> 00:35:20.519 but this is what I kind of do to keep myself in line. 518 00:35:21.599 --> 00:35:23.920 And like I said, I want to just get on my own ass as 519 00:35:23.920 --> 00:35:29.960 far as like it's just really the fitness in the eating for me, That's 520 00:35:29.960 --> 00:35:31.800 what it is for me. Like I have goals for myself and I'm just 521 00:35:32.360 --> 00:35:37.280 not accomplishing those and it's like you need to do better and stop giving in 522 00:35:37.119 --> 00:35:43.360 to temptation. UM, I do need to finish. Look, I'm behind 523 00:35:43.440 --> 00:35:47.280 all my affirmations for two days, so I need to do that. And 524 00:35:49.079 --> 00:35:55.719 UM, I don't know, but I definitely feel like I I've always felt 525 00:35:55.800 --> 00:36:00.760 like I'm a super intentional person, especially with like my ray ships and stuff 526 00:36:00.800 --> 00:36:04.000 like that. Well, I can't say that one spent a lot of times 527 00:36:04.000 --> 00:36:07.400 that I'd be I'd be on some bullshit. But one thing that I will 528 00:36:07.639 --> 00:36:19.239 say is that it's so funny that the toxicity has spent the block and I'm 529 00:36:19.280 --> 00:36:22.960 not really understanding. I mean, I am understanding. I feel like I 530 00:36:22.239 --> 00:36:25.079 feel like it might be a slight test from the universe to see if I'm 531 00:36:25.119 --> 00:36:30.239 really serious about my goals and the plans that I have for myself. Because 532 00:36:30.360 --> 00:36:37.039 I'm not gonna lie. There are two niggas in my life, but like, 533 00:36:37.159 --> 00:36:40.079 not in my life right now, but there were two niggas in my 534 00:36:40.119 --> 00:36:45.360 life that I had a ball with. Like I don't want to say a 535 00:36:45.440 --> 00:36:49.559 lot on niggas, but like, there are two niggas in my life that 536 00:36:49.639 --> 00:36:54.760 I had an absolute ball with that I know or that I knew were not 537 00:36:54.880 --> 00:36:59.719 for me, you know what I'm saying. Like, ultimately, when I 538 00:36:59.760 --> 00:37:06.199 said it down with myself and have a real nigga moment with myself, I 539 00:37:06.239 --> 00:37:12.840 know that those niggas bring no value to me. They bring no value to 540 00:37:12.960 --> 00:37:19.920 me, no benefit to me. Don't uplift me in any type of way. 541 00:37:20.239 --> 00:37:25.079 They're just a fun time. And so I finally was able to get 542 00:37:25.119 --> 00:37:30.920 to a point in my life where like I had cut them off, you 543 00:37:30.960 --> 00:37:38.119 know what I'm saying, And not that I mean they were, they were 544 00:37:38.119 --> 00:37:44.920 two different times, whatever, you know. I have finally got to a 545 00:37:44.920 --> 00:37:49.880 place where I had cut them off. And it was hard. It was 546 00:37:50.039 --> 00:37:57.280 very hard, because who doesn't like a good time? Who don't like a 547 00:37:57.280 --> 00:38:01.559 good time? Who don't you fucking lie to me? Don't you sit there 548 00:38:01.679 --> 00:38:07.960 right now, don't you sit there right now listening to this and tell me 549 00:38:07.039 --> 00:38:13.039 that you don't like to have a good time. Don't tell me you don't 550 00:38:13.079 --> 00:38:15.760 like the toxicity. Don't don't tell me you don't like to have fun. 551 00:38:16.199 --> 00:38:21.079 Don't tell me you don't like to feel good, because we all do. 552 00:38:22.519 --> 00:38:30.039 So I have finally gotten to a place where I cut them off, and 553 00:38:30.119 --> 00:38:34.599 it was very fucking hard. It was very hard. It was very hard. 554 00:38:35.360 --> 00:38:43.519 It was very hard. It was like, I don't know, it 555 00:38:43.599 --> 00:38:46.079 was very hard though. It was very hard. And it's so crazy because 556 00:38:46.079 --> 00:38:50.559 it's like, why would it be so hard to cut off somebody when you 557 00:38:50.599 --> 00:38:52.559 know that they're not good for you? You know what I'm saying like ultimately 558 00:38:52.599 --> 00:38:57.039 like, oh, what's fun we together or whenever we're doing what we're doing, 559 00:38:57.119 --> 00:39:01.360 that's fun. But afterwards it's like do I really feel good? You 560 00:39:01.360 --> 00:39:06.800 know what I'm saying when I think about like the fact that I still feel 561 00:39:06.800 --> 00:39:12.199 empty. I don't feel like you gave me anything. Again, you didn't 562 00:39:12.199 --> 00:39:15.119 bring no value to my life. So it's like in those moments, and 563 00:39:15.159 --> 00:39:20.800 then just dealing with all the bullshit that comes with you know what I'm saying, 564 00:39:20.800 --> 00:39:24.679 with dealing with toxic people and sitting there really outweighing the pros and the 565 00:39:24.760 --> 00:39:30.000 cons isn't really worth it? And again, to be a person like me, 566 00:39:30.159 --> 00:39:36.800 to really be spiritually in tune, to be working towards your goals and 567 00:39:36.880 --> 00:39:42.599 your aspirations, to have plans for your life, to be very intentional with 568 00:39:42.639 --> 00:39:45.480 your life and what you're doing, and to have unintentional ass niggas around you, 569 00:39:46.800 --> 00:39:53.159 to be having unintentional interactions around you. That type of stuff taints a 570 00:39:53.280 --> 00:40:04.880 life of intention. Dealing with unintentional people will tain't an intentional life. So 571 00:40:06.679 --> 00:40:13.360 I finally cut them off, and then here they come spinning a block number 572 00:40:13.360 --> 00:40:17.039 one when I damn near got a whole husband. That's number one, and 573 00:40:17.079 --> 00:40:22.360 then number two, just at the space that I've been in, like really 574 00:40:22.360 --> 00:40:27.679 flourishing, really seeing things looking up for myself, like career wise, money 575 00:40:27.679 --> 00:40:29.960 wise, all of that, you know what I'm saying. And again, 576 00:40:30.280 --> 00:40:31.800 that's something that you have to pay attention to. That's something that you have 577 00:40:31.840 --> 00:40:36.320 to take note of. When you eliminate certain people out of your life, 578 00:40:36.320 --> 00:40:39.440 when you eliminate the toxicity out of your life, you start to see a 579 00:40:39.639 --> 00:40:43.320 change in the in the energy. You start to see a shift in the 580 00:40:43.400 --> 00:40:45.280 energy, You start to see a shift in your life. Okay, I'm 581 00:40:45.280 --> 00:40:51.719 doing better, I'm doing good. Go back and funk with some unintentional ask 582 00:40:51.800 --> 00:40:54.119 niggas, go fuck with you know, niggas, that's not bringing you value. 583 00:40:54.400 --> 00:40:59.039 And then see what that due to your life on the daily. So 584 00:40:59.079 --> 00:41:07.920 again, niggas spent the block, and it's like, h why are you 585 00:41:07.000 --> 00:41:15.519 spending the block. You're not spending the block because you really care about me 586 00:41:15.559 --> 00:41:20.039 and because you miss me and because you've changed, or because you want things 587 00:41:20.039 --> 00:41:22.199 to change between us, or you want stuff to be better. You know 588 00:41:22.239 --> 00:41:25.159 what I'm saying. You're spending the block because you want access to me. 589 00:41:27.159 --> 00:41:30.000 You're spending the block because you want to see if I'm gonna respond. You're 590 00:41:30.039 --> 00:41:34.039 spending the block because it's convenient for you. You're spending the block to see. 591 00:41:34.440 --> 00:41:36.840 Damn, do you still live here, You're still in the same crib, 592 00:41:36.880 --> 00:41:42.320 You're still on this street. That's why you're spending the block. So 593 00:41:42.559 --> 00:41:46.320 for me, again, number one, I'm damn near married even though I'm 594 00:41:46.360 --> 00:41:54.079 not. But that's number one to me. To be in a situation where 595 00:41:54.159 --> 00:42:00.159 I feel like I'm seeing, I'm her, I'm appreciated, I'm value you. 596 00:42:00.800 --> 00:42:05.039 I feel like this person has given me all of the things that I 597 00:42:05.159 --> 00:42:07.960 need and that I want. You know what I'm saying, I'm feeling fulfilled 598 00:42:07.000 --> 00:42:10.840 with this person, Like the energy is good, the vibes are good, 599 00:42:10.920 --> 00:42:16.719 whatever. That's number one. And again, not having a big or or 600 00:42:16.920 --> 00:42:21.360 plead or like you know what I'm saying, or put a leash around a 601 00:42:21.400 --> 00:42:23.559 nigga neck and try to make a nigga do with you you know what I'm 602 00:42:23.559 --> 00:42:28.079 saying, Or want the nigga to be somebody that he's not, or want 603 00:42:28.079 --> 00:42:31.119 the nigga to to give you things or do things that they're not even capable 604 00:42:31.159 --> 00:42:35.880 of giving or doing. For you, you know what I'm saying. So 605 00:42:35.960 --> 00:42:38.559 to be in a situation where where you're getting everything that you need, that's 606 00:42:38.679 --> 00:42:43.800 that's number one for me. But again number two, why are you spending 607 00:42:43.840 --> 00:42:49.719 the block because nothing has changed, Your conversation hasn't changed, you know what 608 00:42:49.760 --> 00:42:52.840 I'm saying. Throw a little love bomb in there to get back on you 609 00:42:52.880 --> 00:42:55.800 know what I'm saying, to give me back on your on your team or 610 00:42:55.840 --> 00:43:00.679 whatever. Like I'm not dumb, I'm not dumb. I don't know if 611 00:43:00.760 --> 00:43:04.800 niggas think that I'm dumb, but I think niggas think that I'm dumb, 612 00:43:06.280 --> 00:43:07.679 which is cool because I guess that's kind of how you got to play it. 613 00:43:07.800 --> 00:43:09.920 You can't let it. You can't let your right hand know what the 614 00:43:10.000 --> 00:43:13.079 left hand is. You know what I'm saying. You can't. You really 615 00:43:13.079 --> 00:43:17.599 can't let niggas get a good read on you. But I know, I 616 00:43:17.719 --> 00:43:30.920 know. So that's happening. And again, aside from my situation that I 617 00:43:30.920 --> 00:43:36.079 have going on again, just really focusing on the fact that Jasmine you are. 618 00:43:36.320 --> 00:43:39.760 You've come so far, you know, in such little time, and 619 00:43:40.000 --> 00:43:44.920 especially again it's April first today, and like I said, I started doing 620 00:43:45.000 --> 00:43:50.559 yoall I want to say I started doing yoga, maybe like October thirteen, 621 00:43:50.719 --> 00:43:53.159 twenty twenty two. I don't know if that's the day, but that's around 622 00:43:53.159 --> 00:44:01.360 the time. I started doing yoga in October. So April is just now 623 00:44:01.480 --> 00:44:07.000 six months. You gotta think. I started doing yoga in October. I 624 00:44:07.039 --> 00:44:12.400 started my yoga teacher training in November. I graduated in January. I started 625 00:44:12.400 --> 00:44:16.840 teaching my first class in February, and it still has not even been six 626 00:44:16.880 --> 00:44:22.440 months that I've been practicing. So that's a hell of an accomplishment to me, 627 00:44:22.840 --> 00:44:30.840 and I'm very proud of myself and again accomplishing that much in such little 628 00:44:30.880 --> 00:44:37.159 time. And then just even in the time from the time where I cut 629 00:44:37.239 --> 00:44:42.280 niggas off, What have you accomplished in this time? What have you learned? 630 00:44:42.320 --> 00:44:45.000 What have you seen change in your life since you cut niggas off and 631 00:44:45.079 --> 00:44:47.599 was able to get focused on yourself and getting your bag, because when you 632 00:44:47.679 --> 00:44:52.599 was working with the toxicity, it wasn't going well. I mean, it 633 00:44:52.719 --> 00:44:54.840 was straight, but there were just things that I noticed about my life and 634 00:44:54.960 --> 00:45:00.239 what was happening around me and just in my everyday routines when I was fuck 635 00:45:00.320 --> 00:45:05.800 with niggas that I knew that I shouldn't be fucking with you, know what 636 00:45:05.880 --> 00:45:10.639 I'm saying, The drama they bring, the inconsistency, the you know, 637 00:45:12.000 --> 00:45:15.400 like, why am I even doing this? I'm acting like I don't value 638 00:45:15.480 --> 00:45:19.599 myself. I'm acting like I don't love myself by fucking with you, you 639 00:45:19.599 --> 00:45:22.480 know what I'm saying. And again, you're just here for the benefit, 640 00:45:22.800 --> 00:45:28.760 You here to see whatever the fuck you can get from me until I cut 641 00:45:28.760 --> 00:45:30.079 off the access, until I'm like, you know what, No, I 642 00:45:30.119 --> 00:45:35.159 want better for myself and you're not even offering nothing. You're not even offering 643 00:45:35.239 --> 00:45:38.320 nothing. If you step to a guy, that you got to come with 644 00:45:38.360 --> 00:45:50.960 a offering my guy. So there's that. And then yeah, so I 645 00:45:51.079 --> 00:45:53.440 just been doing a lot of self reflection lately, just a lot of reflection 646 00:45:53.599 --> 00:46:02.360 and again just trying to focus on the journey. You know, like so 647 00:46:02.519 --> 00:46:08.159 many times we're caught up on the outcome, We caught up on the where, 648 00:46:08.320 --> 00:46:12.840 the why, the how, the who, And it's like, bro, 649 00:46:13.159 --> 00:46:15.639 you got to figure that shit out as it comes. You just gotta 650 00:46:15.719 --> 00:46:21.079 walk your path the period, you know what I'm saying. We always want 651 00:46:21.280 --> 00:46:24.559 a whole fucking manual ridden out Like first of all. There is no manual 652 00:46:24.679 --> 00:46:30.679 to life. There is no there's no manual to life, there's no manual 653 00:46:30.760 --> 00:46:35.199 to parenthood. You just gotta do this shit and however the fuck it turns 654 00:46:35.199 --> 00:46:38.639 out, it's hot, it turns out so again, detaching yourself from the 655 00:46:38.679 --> 00:46:45.320 outcome and really just being in the moment, being in the present and living 656 00:46:45.679 --> 00:46:52.000 and learning is all that you can do. Period. A ill is not 657 00:46:52.079 --> 00:46:55.360 really an ill. It's really a lesson learned at the end of the day, 658 00:46:55.679 --> 00:47:00.480 and there's so many lessons to be learned. And another thing is that 659 00:47:00.559 --> 00:47:09.000 I really realized it's like and it's so weird because I've been here so many 660 00:47:09.039 --> 00:47:15.000 times myself in a situation where I feel like people, you know what I'm 661 00:47:15.000 --> 00:47:17.320 saying. I feel like a lot of times we want more for people than 662 00:47:17.360 --> 00:47:22.239 they want for themselves. Or you want somebody to learn a lesson, or 663 00:47:22.280 --> 00:47:24.280 you want to try to show somebody something so bad and they're not able to 664 00:47:24.320 --> 00:47:28.840 see it because they are not there yet. You know what I'm saying. 665 00:47:29.199 --> 00:47:32.960 You gotta let people, You gotta you gotta let people live their own lives 666 00:47:32.960 --> 00:47:38.159 and come into their own lessons and learn stuff at their own time. You 667 00:47:38.199 --> 00:47:42.920 gotta let niggas come into an enlightenment on their own. You gotta let niggas 668 00:47:43.039 --> 00:47:46.400 learn about the people in their life whatever. You got to. Let people 669 00:47:46.519 --> 00:47:52.000 learn that shit on their own. You cannot force it. You cannot make 670 00:47:52.039 --> 00:47:54.679 somebody see something that they are unable to see, you know what I'm saying, 671 00:47:54.719 --> 00:47:59.719 Because at the end of the day, the universe is gonna let it 672 00:47:59.719 --> 00:48:05.159 play out how it's supposed to. And another thing is a lot of times 673 00:48:05.159 --> 00:48:08.440 people are dealing with karmic energy or with karmic debt within themselves, and that's 674 00:48:08.440 --> 00:48:12.840 another thing. That's another thing, okay, And I'm gonna try to stop 675 00:48:12.880 --> 00:48:16.920 doing that. I'm gonna trying to stop jumping from one thing to the next. 676 00:48:17.000 --> 00:48:21.159 So one thing is people are going to be dealing with karmic energy and 677 00:48:21.239 --> 00:48:27.159 karmic debt on their own. And you cannot insert yourself into somebody else's situation 678 00:48:27.239 --> 00:48:30.239 and try to play god or play the universe or get people to see certain 679 00:48:30.280 --> 00:48:34.800 things. They are dealing with their own karmic energy and debt, and you 680 00:48:34.840 --> 00:48:37.440 have to let that play out. You can't be trying to you know what 681 00:48:37.519 --> 00:48:40.000 I'm saying. You can't be in that bitch what's the little not the culture 682 00:48:40.000 --> 00:48:44.039 guy, it's the little shit whatever. When niggas got the string in the 683 00:48:44.119 --> 00:48:47.079 doll. You can't control shit for niggas. You gotta let shit happen for 684 00:48:47.360 --> 00:48:52.320 them as well as people can't do that for you. Either. Another thing 685 00:48:52.519 --> 00:48:54.880 is as a woman or just as a person period. But as a woman, 686 00:48:55.280 --> 00:49:00.400 you definitely do not want to be with a man that has a dark 687 00:49:00.440 --> 00:49:06.320 cloud over his life, a dark cloud of bad arma or bad energy over 688 00:49:06.360 --> 00:49:07.639 his life. Because if you decide to be with a man like that, 689 00:49:07.719 --> 00:49:10.280 you're gonna get all of that bad energy. You're gonna get all of that 690 00:49:10.320 --> 00:49:15.159 bad arma, period, you know what I'm saying. So be aware of 691 00:49:15.199 --> 00:49:22.679 the people that you decide to, you know, walk hand in hand within 692 00:49:22.800 --> 00:49:28.880 life, be with whatever, and be conscious of the energy, be aware 693 00:49:28.880 --> 00:49:31.760 of the energy, because I don't want a dark cloud over my life. 694 00:49:31.800 --> 00:49:35.920 You know what I'm saying. I'm going in a very good direction. And 695 00:49:36.079 --> 00:49:38.920 again that's the thing. So when when when when these toxic niggas is spinning 696 00:49:38.960 --> 00:49:43.639 the block? Yeah you're an amazing time, but you come with a lot 697 00:49:43.639 --> 00:49:45.360 of dark energy, You come with a you come with a dark cloud, 698 00:49:45.480 --> 00:49:50.639 you come with rain, You come with shit that you know. I'm not 699 00:49:50.639 --> 00:49:53.119 trying to walk in the rain every day. I'm trying to be sunshine ninety 700 00:49:53.159 --> 00:49:57.760 degrees in this bitch. You know what I'm saying. Like, And you're 701 00:49:57.880 --> 00:50:02.079 you're coming with a lot of you. I'm in with a lot of um. 702 00:50:02.119 --> 00:50:05.360 You're coming with a lot of extras. You're coming with the rain, 703 00:50:05.440 --> 00:50:12.119 sleet and snow. You're coming with a lot of precipitation. I'm here for 704 00:50:12.119 --> 00:50:15.199 the sun in the shade, okay, because I'm the sun on me and 705 00:50:15.199 --> 00:50:17.760 I know niggas is throwing shade and that's why I got my glasses on. 706 00:50:17.960 --> 00:50:23.400 You feel me. But that's what I'm here for. So that I think 707 00:50:23.440 --> 00:50:30.119 that's pretty much. That's all that I have to share right now. I 708 00:50:30.159 --> 00:50:34.840 can't really think of anything else. So yeah, again, if y'all want 709 00:50:34.840 --> 00:50:38.920 to come fuck with your girl on the yoga tip Monday, Wednesday Friday at 710 00:50:38.920 --> 00:50:44.440 the Trap ninety five in the morning, I'll be there tomorrow at nine am 711 00:50:44.519 --> 00:50:47.320 for a year, and then catch me again next Saturday at Apes Clubhouse at 712 00:50:47.320 --> 00:50:52.039 three pm. Bring a friend, tell a friend all of that, and 713 00:50:52.159 --> 00:50:57.880 tell a friend and tell a friend about the podcast. Okay, period and 714 00:50:58.039 --> 00:51:05.199 also to all the fake pages, give a fucking life, get no for 715 00:51:05.239 --> 00:51:07.599 real, y'all. Nigga, y'all niggas is mad weird. Bro y'all niggas 716 00:51:07.679 --> 00:51:14.400 is mad weird. And I just you got a lot of time. You're 717 00:51:14.480 --> 00:51:17.280 investing a lot of time to create a fake page, to go out your 718 00:51:17.280 --> 00:51:21.679 way to message me, to comment, to follow me, to change your 719 00:51:21.679 --> 00:51:24.840 profile picture every day, to unfollow me, to lurt to what like, 720 00:51:25.280 --> 00:51:29.360 y'all niggas are weird? Just come from your regular page. You know what 721 00:51:29.400 --> 00:51:31.360 I'm saying. My shit is always open. I ain't gonna never have my 722 00:51:31.400 --> 00:51:37.760 ship private. Um, what you're looking for, we got what you're looking 723 00:51:37.840 --> 00:51:42.519 for? What you're looking for, we got what your period? What are 724 00:51:42.519 --> 00:51:50.159 you looking for? I don't know that shit is weird, but um yeah. 725 00:51:50.199 --> 00:51:53.679 And also, you know, just peace to the miserable holes. You 726 00:51:53.719 --> 00:51:58.519 know, I would hate to be y'all praying for y'all, hoping for the 727 00:51:58.599 --> 00:52:01.639 best for y'all. I would hate to be a miserable ass bitch like that's 728 00:52:01.639 --> 00:52:06.880 just such a sad life to live. But you know, I hope you 729 00:52:07.000 --> 00:52:09.960 heal. I hope you heal, a baby girl. But yes, that's 730 00:52:10.000 --> 00:52:13.440 all that I pretty much have for y'all. So I hope y'all enjoyed this 731 00:52:13.480 --> 00:52:15.239 episode. I hope that y'all took something from this. Make sure that you 732 00:52:15.280 --> 00:52:19.760 follow me on all platforms that healing my homies, black girl experience on TikTok. 733 00:52:20.119 --> 00:52:23.880 Come see your girl at the Trap or wherever. Come get that yoga 734 00:52:23.920 --> 00:52:29.320 session in all that good ship. That is all that I have for y'all. 735 00:52:29.360 --> 00:52:29.880 I'm out.