Everybody was here. We had a Super Bowl wall. Everybody was here.
He did he had a part of here. If he had a part of
here, y'all going to the I'm not at the game. I'm gonna be
downtown. Not fuck the game Saturday, though, I'm trying to be in
there. Don't contest for that point. Got to have to. It's a
must get my money right from that. I'm about to start working for games
in the next six months. I could just work there. Yeah, I'm
about to be a ticket counter or something. You gotta get in there,
take some picks for show, and I'm I'm coming up with some all star
edition outfits, all kinds of ship. Then I'm gonna have some separate ships
to pass out to like celebrities ship if I see, like, what's going
on, everybody, I'm Eric digit in here with another episode of ignorant philosophy.
See I didn't forget the intro this time because I'm not high. I'm
sorry about that. Not really, I don't really care. They know we
are. Yeah right, I'm gonna hear with my sister dynasty. How you
doing. I'm doing very well on yourself. I'm less stiff. I'm in
here with my brother Kenan, mister whom he got a question. Man,
I'm o'kehena. How was y'all weekend weekend? That you hear me? How
was y'all weekend weekend? Oh? It was cool. They had a little
three one seven for three one seven day on Friday, the Losings. They
had like three vendors uh me honoy and canceled Kalani three three dope h brands.
Yeah, I saw that. I like Anari. Yeah, I don't
really like it. He motivates me to he was, I haven't. I
didn't really see her talking away from the mass. I'm sorry. Well it's
just when I turned to talk to Keenan and look at him this way all
right, right in the front. But yeah, yeah, she got some
dope stuff too, game stuff. Both of them put me on game and
stuff. An the dude what's his name, keV was at the passa Troy
podcast when we did it, when I did it at the uh at that
here real it was at something. It was on twenty first and Franklin.
He was at my nigga Darwin's spot. He was just there and I ain't
know who he was, but j Yeah, we've been cool. Since then,
it's really hard for me to play basketball. Shit. Yeah, see
that's I think that's a cheat code. He's a hoop or two be older
than playing ball in the city. I think I think you know, you
know everybody? Everybody? Yeah, everybody. Then that's what's up with what's
the rapper? That was a hooper Devin? Yeah, he didn't necessarily need
basketball to be known either though, to be known, Okay, I'm I'm
I feel where he was going with that was that was cool? That was
Did you go to napper? Nothing? Oh nope, I had once I
got off, I had all stuff trying to do out. Yeah, picked
her up, we did what we did and trying to fit everything again.
So that day like, I'm like, bro, ain't no way, I've
been messed up since last weekend. No, it's just like s zooming.
Now you look up, I think it's five, it's seven thirty. I'm
like, God, damn, I need to hurry up, and it's too
late. I can't get everything in at once. That's the my daughters.
Then they've been um, they've been really messed up because as a Daylight Savings.
But I think we've been trying to put them to bed too early,
so they have been waked. Olivia will wake up in the middle of the
night. You're putting in the bed early, because we was putting them in
the bed like seven thirty eight o'clock. By what they just acting like they
were sleepy. But I think they just had the itis. One time they
eat thirty seven thirty, Yeah, they so we just put them on the
floor after that for like thirty minutes. Last night, they slept through the
night. I kept I was, I was sleeping so light because I'm so
used to hearing them. So if they can't sleep like that, then I'm
gonna get I'm gonna become a bad bite for the summer for real, or
at least at least clean my house. Oh, I'm about to start doing
that today. We get done. I'm so excited. I don't know how
you got it. Yeah, it came last night. That's why I said,
I got a new kind of my visit. I don't know. It's
just gonna do. And it got two little separate things, and you can
push something on it to make it clean and go a little bit quicker than
what you So you do like that, yep, and it brings it out
for one of those. Yeah, I want, I've been on one of
Well, I just got it off Amazon. It came in two hours.
I remember a new steamer to help try to clean getting came in two hours,
bro, it did. It was on Yeah, I ordered it like
twelve and it was there too. Yeah you really. People was complaining about
Walmart and how it shut down Kmart and Sears and all of that. But
antybody really talking about how Amazon shutting everything down anything, especially if you have
like Amazon Prime. We didn't. We didn't use the whole Food's feature.
We never really used to. I don't. I don't use that because I
like to actually look at the stuff that I'm picking out. Because because Kroger's
and Walmart got to pick up ship too. Yeah, get the ship for
you, and I just don't. I don't like my produce and I want
to look at it. I had the niggas pick out some some chicken and
they stay brought uh or she got to use bathroom right there? Yeah.
Right, it's just too convenient to be uh. It's it's too easy to
be lazy today. Damn. So that's my going to the grocery stores,
like my peaceful breakaway time too, so grocery store. You go to all
d and Walmart, Walmart. That's disgusting, man, I got wal More
fucked up. I was there saying I don't have a issue. I don't
either. It's Sierra's Sierra made me have a like sis really want to target
and ship. Yeah, she target different, but target is nice target spence.
It's not peaceful target either. It's definitely not peaceful. Every time I
see too many motherfuckers I know in targets, I need to go. I
don't go to the ones out this way. Oh no, I go to
the one that and uh Broad Ripple area, Glendale where you used to stay.
Too many motherfuckers. I'll be trying to I'll be ducking and dodge and
put a mask on hood on. There's a lot of people to live out
that way. That's where I used to live out that way. Yeah.
Yes, there's too many motherfuckers out there. Man. But yeah, I'm
not going to target. Why too expensive? I mean, yeah, it's
expensive, definitely. All it's kind of out I don't it's out of the
way. Yeah, all these The rebrand for all these is like two change
rebrand because it used to be for like poor people. Oh yeah, the
one in Cashton looks amazing, the one speedway that they built. We'll still
live out there. You'd be out there. Um, they got you be
minute. I've been at there in a minute. They got Freddie's out there's
Freddy's also food place like upgrade steak and shake, but the it is and
they discontinue the milk shake. I like them. I'm trying to figure out
what does the does the national debt say about the country, and what role
do we play in the debt? And how do we have so much debt
with so many millionaires and trillionaires. It's really odd to me, Like,
I don't know what they'd be doing with our money. I'm not really about
to be asking out of pack. I think they just be putting a bunch
of money into shit that we don't even need yet. The future references like
they just be throwing money out there. A bunch of money out there.
I know they a bunch of it go to the army or all that.
Yeah, I just I'm just fearful sometimes that the decisions that they make.
Like I was thinking, I was thinking about what would happen if we go
to war with Russia and China, and what would happen if they have to
have a draft, because they had a draft before. I'll think about all
this. And they motherfucker used to be on a like motherfuckers used to watch
They used to have to watch the news to see if they were going to
get drafted to the military. Yeah, so you watch h they ain't not
going us. When I turned eighteen, I remember I had to sign this
shit. It was at my house. I was like, what the fuck,
Yeah to sign it. Yeah, I ain't signed ship. I signed
it. I mean, it just still wasn't because they wasn't doing it,
Like it wasn't a draft. But it was the same shit that when back
in the day they used to send it when you turn eighteen, sending you
signed it. Mother, They was drafting back then, but they ain't drafting
them. But I wouldn't never worried. You're the only son, Yeah,
my mama, I wouldn't never worried. And it's a bunch of it's a
I don't know if it's still like that, but it used to be a
bunch of weird stuff that they had to keep you from going to tattoos.
Tattoos now flat foot, just a bunch of stupid stuff. Flat foot.
I'm like, I was flat that's another one. Ye, I'm definitely you
don't want me well, I ain't never heard the worry, so yeah,
speaking of that, it's it's so weird how we are so disconnected from the
military, Like we don't even hang out with military niggas like that. I
don't. I ain't said they'd be crazy. See they've seen a lot of
like the ones to really be over there. Yeah, they'd be fucked up,
they do. Yeah, I don't even know how I know. I
know I have a few people that I'm cool with that, Like, like
if you really go over there and y'all really it come to a point where
somebody get bombed or y'all really got to kill somebody. You're going to war
with these motherfuckers, and then you got to kill a kid or some shit
like that. That's gonna fuck you up for the rest of your life forever
ever, because you got shit gonna keep flash and you got to kill a
kid. Now you gotta and now you got to turn it off when you're
back here hiding. Basically, fourth of July, you hear hear the same
exact sound that you heard when he was over there, and it triggers you,
you know what I'm saying some shit like that like that, I wouldn't
want to fight for this country anyway. I'm sorry, but this, No,
it's not worth fighting for because they definitely don't care about me. Lock
me up, like who who they lock up? They should just send all
the prisoners to war train them them. Why are y'all making killers they killed
for? No, gonna killed them, You're just kidding. Send them over
there, gonna kill Just put them all on the plane. I know that's
no. They're gonna turn. They gonna help them kill us instantly? Are
they death gonna team up instantly? They're gonna as soon as they get them
losing, put numbs in their hand. They shooting them down. Now,
y'all trusted me to get me this the enemies and ship get teaming up with
these knicks. Man, Okay, maybe maybe we should rethink that still.
Send them over there, send them, sell them. I don't I don't
really have too much sympathy for like it's it's it's crazy because like some prisoners
are in there because because of some foul ask or some foul shit. Do
it and the last and all that type stuff, even even even even that,
Like, do y'all believe that people who molest people are mentally ill?
Or do you believe that they just need to be in jail? Both both
they still should be locked up, some mentally, some just are fucking sick.
Because R Kelly is he mentally ill? Or is he just sick mentally
ill? Mentally ill too? Because he was right? He was not mystical.
He was raped by someone, he was raped by a sister. Yeah,
like, but mystical is just sick. I was thinking about that.
I was listening to the Mystic Mystical it's sick, he's sick. Mystical is
sick because you already got in trouble for that out you got out as an
adult and then you are old as hell now and you did it again,
did it again? You're sick. I was thinking about not Mystical, but
I was thinking about R. Kelly and Trey songs earlier, Tray songs.
Just I don't think he's sick. I think he is. I think something
wrong with trigger Man. I think he's sick. I don't I don't know
why people, but people are not giving him the same because because because his
negativeness that I feel like he's he's he'd be, which sounds of it.
It's like, but I think attacking, I think, I think I think
trigger is worse. That's that's what I was saying. Don't get me wrong.
Well R Kelly did was not okay. Some of them were growing women,
and some of them their parents kind of yeah, like push them to
do this, Yeah, like yeah, and they was okay with it.
It's not it's not like he was just raping he it was like he was
basically in a sense, the parents actually sad thinking about it, like damn,
I don't want to say that he was, But then he not wrong
being raped by his sister and all that him growing up, he probably kind
of felt like it was okay a little bit, so he like, oh,
in their parents is okay with this. Then it might say he's punching
business and choking and let me stop saying females because those are women, women's
women. But I've been like, man, we ain't even talking about trade
songs. I was like, man, where is I don't know music or
nothing? Maybe think about his song came on on the radio and I was
about to and I was like, I don't even feel like the first.
Key Palmer was the first person to come out, and nobody believed that he
raped or tried to rape her, like the energy that he gazed was and
she was nothing, and nobody believed her until other people started coming out.
She was like, you haven't oh man, looking up, it's definitely damn
Trey, Yeah, trying to get Kiki broke. She telling bro death,
telling you could tell her how she dancing her Instagram for else, She's snitching.
That's over for real. Why do you even on Instagram? Why you
even? I don't know, man, that sucks. Bro. He thought
he was gonna get away with it because he because he was trade, but
she ke key. Yeah, I say kill the bee, but uh status
wist hears and ship Bro. She was with Laurence Fitzburn movies and stuff,
and she's dang here, I'm not raping anybody that was next. I'm not
raping anybody, nobody just next to them. I'm not anybody, But I'm
not raping anybody. I don't even got to name. I've been saying that
since I was young. I don't even I don't even like you even playing
with me like that. Oh, my mom will don't play with me because
I will turn the trade because I know, I know, I don't know
means damn, I will punch you. I know that. That's when you
will get That's when you would get punched for real. Why you hit her
because she had me fucked up? I didn't, I wouldn't. I didn't
write. I swore the guy and I'm putting but it's fucked up. It
adn't no matter what you say, his name's gonna jail for punching the face.
No, it's just like, even if I didn't punch on the face,
motherfucker's gonna be like you raped her and I didn't. That accused people
of raping them and then didn't happen. Happened with Michael Irvin. Yeah,
the whole camera you lied. Yeah, he didn't do nothing to you.
Now he couldn't even go to the super Bowl and do his job. That's
weird, man, She should be going. She should go to jail.
I don't even know women even think about doing. That's not even something nothing
to play nothing, not anything to play with at all. That's crazy.
She wanted her whole life with that on her heart. And didn't bother the
animal who she's still alive life. I thought she was still alive because somebody
was just read something recently that their family I was trying to get her.
Um, yeah, the family is locked up because of her role. Locked
up. Now, woman accused you already, I thought she yeah, I
thought, because I thought not like when the movie came out out too long
ago. I feel like people was like harassing her at her house. Yep.
I think they did go to her house or something. Don donhan MENTI
serve white woman's a restaurant. NA just let me fight her. Yeah,
I mean, if we fight her at this point in time, she she
gonna die. What dirt is? Did dirt is? That's what they did
to my son. I'm going to stump a mud hole in your I'm going
to crip walk on your face, pancakes. I'm going to missy Elliott all
over. I can't stay in the rain all over your body, my mama,
you fragile ass human being, because you are withering away. I'm going
I'm bro dead. I don't know how her conscience couldn't have killed her a
long time ago. What you mean, no one she got one but it's
a different social status she was. She was the woman who got him killed.
Like as much as they polarized it, imagine being the person who caused
it, like in that white supremacist nigga. She was like nigga. She
was a queen. Problem was probably then regarded as a queen, like,
oh man, you had and look at it. We're on the cover of
this magazine. Look at his face. Look at your brothers. Oh my
gosh, you guys are Yeah, she was probably regarded as a queen.
She was probably taking very well because taking care of every cham Yeah, definitely.
Yeah. Uh that was still to me to you because you wouldn't do
that. But if you was a white woman and you were racist, and
you had your social circle was racist, and you saw a little black boy
who was by herself at a candy store in a neighborhood that he wasn't supposed
to be in by herself. Oh, he whistled at me, okay,
bet and they was so thirsty and blood thirsty just to the house to get
them out of bed. Brome. I was thinking about that too. Remember
I was crazy, I said, I was hiking. I was thinking like
what if I was high the motherfucker lit across in my front yard. Bro.
Somebody did that recently across and somebody front yard I got. He went
the jim for three years. White boy. I don't like no cross fuck
up my grass. That's get out of my grass, Get out of my
grass. My rain camera going office and they go out there, bro and
bro. Now, because in Indiana has that law to where you can carry
without a gun, permit your ass grass, that's an issue? What is
an issue? Everybody's just that they have this law. I don't think.
I don't think it's an issue. If you got one and I got one,
it's over. It really didn't matter anyway, it really anyway. I
just feel like, well, still can't have one, So it's really the
same. It's really it's just really violence has gotten man, violence being the
same. I feel like before they did this, before they did this,
we had the highest or highest homicide rate anyway. So I really feel like
every woman should have Yeah, that's probably they probably did it to help like
civilians now scared. You don't got to be scared to have a gun.
You won't get in trouble for it. Now protect yourself. Yeah, I
mean I got I want my refund for my lifetime warranty for what ye on
my permit. So I want I want to refund. How much was it?
I don't even remember, but like, yeah, I was gonna say
it was a hundred or something because all the ding on taxes and fees and
background texts and all that that they had to do on top of it.
I want my money back. I don't even need that. I don't even
need that. I do. Is it only no at home? Why the
fishers? I'm coming right in and out, in and out. Just never
know, though, when we go out somewhere, I believe it in the
car women, if you got you keep it all the time because it's too
I don't really, but I don't. I really don't go anywhere everything.
I mean, my grocery store. The word. When we go to the
grocery store, I have it, yeah, okay, because you never know,
it'll be niggas and there creeping and be looking at you the whole time.
Yeah, I go. That's why I go in the morning to niggas
gonna be up there. Now you in twelve and twelve two? Now you
keeping I'm in the fucking home and this snake over here yeah, I'm in
the toys and this nig over here. There are times out here, man,
but yeah, mysticals or napkins, indoors and shit like handles and ship
Yeah, I remember. I remember that thing that was going around to say,
if you see somebody driving without their lights on, don't flash your lights
because then they're gonna follow you. I was like, will be a whole
bunch of random stuff. Yeah, like maybe this person, because sometimes I
don't know my life is off. Yeah if I said you turn around,
like I had a headlight out the other day and somebody was like somebody flashing
because I only have one working light, thank you because I died, would
never know. I mean a little bit, a little bit darker, but
I ain't realize until time. No, fuck you can't see nigga. Yeah,
I mean like, get over. It almost feels like it almost feel
like they're trying to make its scared of you, too scared of each other
to help each other, right, you know what I'm saying. I don't
really feel like I said this dude. I was at the gas station and
this dude Cannemy was like, man, uh, it's my son's birthday and
I'm fired out of short on his cake, Can you please help me?
And I didn't have any cash? I said, I didn't, I didn't
need I said, did you have any uh? Do you have any cash?
Apple pay or anything like that? He was like nah. I was
like, ah, I can't help you. But it just felt really weird
that she was asking me for this at the gas station when you could have
just stayed at the grocery store and asked somebody at the groceries. Yeah,
that's why I say, like, certain shit just don't make sense to real.
I'm sorry, I'm not a money shure. I'm it's a homeless man.
And nigga just looked too well kept for me to give him some money.
I was just like, you look like there's a few of them like
that. There's one to be over on with the Chick fil A off eighty
six Street, And I promise you he got a nice vehicle that he parks
around the corner and comes back and forth too with his stuff. So I
don't it makes me kno want to help sometimes because y'all be lying. We
went in, we came back out, this nigga outside arguing with another bum.
This nigga don't put out a bank roll. Oh he had money,
money, the nigga my motherfucking five dollars back my five dollars. Well,
I take all your money because you ain't playing with me. Ship. He
might have had a whisp woman, and he didn't because I got my five
dollars back. Who let me jump them out there and take his money?
Oh you heard getting kids? Bro? Taking keep people money? Yeah,
I don't have it in me to ask stranger for money. I don't.
I can't even ask anybody. I can't even share. I can't even share
my cash up on my birthday. Like I feel like that song too much
like begging. I just put on there and just I feel a way sometimes
just to dollars, just to see give me, give me. I got
five, I got five fends on if I get a thousand some sh sh
don't work like that, don't don't never don't never work like that. Death
don't work like that, bro? You know? And I was I got
for my birthday off ash up. If I've definitely people really do love me
or us, because I've definitely got whatever. Whenever I put out there that
I want something, it always comes. That's why I noticed like people really
fuck with you. That's why I say I'll really be sleeping on myself because
fers really fuck with me. Listeners really fun with us, man, and
they really fuck with my brand and shit, and I'll just be like,
man, I'm slacking. I'll be on bullshit. I don't know what I'm
I don't know what it is I'm scared of. I don't be scared.
I think it'd be the success, like because you really ready, Yeah,
Like I don't think that. I don't. I don't know. I don't
know what I would deem success. That's that's what I guess. That's my
biggest thing too, Like like how many, how many? How many?
How much money do you need to make an order for you to become to
be consider yourself successful? Or is it who what they know you for?
That's what I struggling, Like do I do I want? Do I do
I want to be known as the Tyler Perry Spike Lee a podcasting or do
I not care about that? And do I just want enough money to take
care of my family in a comfortable way or is it a car or coming
down? I kind of do. It's a lot bro No, No,
just like here important, Its pull up songs and music like that. That
nigga. When Jess Jess Blaze did a video, What's Up Boo? Jess
Blaze did a video and he said he made more money from a video making
video game music than he did rap. Oh man, that should tell everybody
to stop making rap. That should tell everybody to stop it. Just learn
how to do it so I can because I'm about trying to, like you
need to record a bird? Ass? Does this shit suck? Hit the
sound? What I'll be trying. I'll be trying to rap too good,
rap too good? Bro, to just be one of just nigger wrapper on
the tape recorder. Bron, he got the home alone thing. Like anybody
to keep asking you do you want me to record you? I ain't anybody
to keep I'm not even abody to keep asking. You can keep sounding like
that if you want to, because ain't nobody gonna take your ass serious for
real? You Look, he looked the part, Look look the party and
quality. I'm like, bro, but that's a lot of that's a lot
of mus a lot of I've been like, uh, not listening to it.
Don't because yeah, you're gonna see because and then you're gonna hear the
sound way different than other people hear the sound Well, I yes, me,
but yeah me. But if if if you listen to Apple Music and
you go through Jeneko, have you say her name. I know what you're
saying, because I got it. I got it in like a playlist,
playlist and come on and it's like two different it's lower yep, too different
in it. And then the next song you'd be like, god, damn
song, come on, I'm trying to turn it up. I don't even
go up no louder what I'm saying, Like, I'll be trying to tell
him it's definitely a difference. Man. I tell him I'm gonna just have
him pick him up one day. We're just gonna pull up over here.
I don't want to. I don't want to get out and get your sight
him on l What you say, you do the motherfucking worries right right,
the same but the same should I'll be telling him it's the same ship.
Motherfucker's be telling me what about my ship? Like, I'll be telling him
quality, not not my quality, but just how I want him to.
Nigga, you need to you need to do videos, nigga, you need
to put this, and you need to do this. I need to do
the same ship. I need to promote more, I need to mark it
more. You know what I'm saying. So I had, I had not
for sure? Man, you know who? You know who I really like?
You know who I really like? No offense to you, your nigga
Kenny. Oh yeah, he's different, different, he more, he does
more like portrait photography. Yeah, he got the videos to look more cinematic
and shit, not more than you. I'm just saying his videos. I
don't do videos. I don't. I don't want to learn how to do
that. I should, but that's another it's a whole another program. Yeah,
I don't. No, I'm not trying to make this more like this
is a hobby that looks so easy he does and it's not. I know,
record some shit like right now, Yeah, and that motherfucker's up before
we don't recording. I'd be like, nigga, how to hell? And
then you have started once you once you've been doing it for a while,
you have like everything preset to easily do everything that you wanted to do.
So yeah, programmer, ain't put it in there. It's like this it's
really I mean, back to the marketing and marketing and branding. That's what
somebody was h that's everything. Bro I had had. I had to get
on a call at six in the morning to talk to somebody in Portragal about
marketing and Brandon a PR person, and she was just like, if you
could just be more consistent, it would be I was like, Bro's you
can be. I'm like, bitch, it's hard. I got kids.
But I mean, but but so transparent moment because this podcast is about nothing.
Uh what this episode? This episode is about nothing? Uh? I
I had to. I had to. I had to ask myself what do
I want from this and what do I want from life? What do I
want? Because quiet has kept I missed. I missed going to club nasty.
I miss I missed, I missed doing it. I missed doing it
this pod. I missed working out, I miss not being stiff in my
hips. I miss for real. But when it comes when I when it
comes to the pod, it's like I'm trying to figure out what I want
my day like, my day to be like, or my days to be
like. And um, the biggest issue that I have a black widow was
having scripts, I would have to write them, edit them, record them,
mix them. All of that. I'm not I've hit this girl ever
said Yea, I got this idea for a story. I need you to
write it. And she's like, what's the story. So I just told
her the story. She's like, oh, bat didn't talk to her for
a week. She sent me back one hundred and ten pages. Boom,
here you go. Then I sent it to somebody to edit. Then I
sent it to Brittany ready to edit. Now we're recording. Then my cousin
Derek. Derek wrote the script booty, but the concept was good, send
it to an editor. She unbootied it because he wrote in his voice,
and I'm like, you gotta write and voice. You're writing the Black Widow.
So she edited. That's another ten episodes. Then the same girl who
I paid, she had sent me an episode that was one hundred and nineteen
pages. The script that was one hundred and nineteen pages. I'm paying somebody
to edit that. So now I got thirty episodes. Boom. I've never
ever had this many episodes ever, seasons or seasons. It's three three different,
three completely different seasons. But I'm like, that's why. I was
like, oh, I could really be like Spike er Tyler, like I
could I can really do this now because it's in my it's in my face.
But but talking to the PR person, she's like, Okay, I'm
gonna have you do some cross branding with this pot and this pot and this
pod. And I was looking at so say, like these other podcasts instagrams
got like thirty thousand followers, seventy thousand followers, but their podcast plays the
same as Black Widow. So it's not it don't it don't add up,
it don't add up. I don't know if they buy in, but people
just I think. I think if we had Instagram reels when we was going
really really hard with it, we'd have had one hundred thousand followers because of
all the clips that we would have had. We'd have had so many many
clips. Yeah, the reels is what it be now. Yeah, like
here to go viral and then people get followers and stuff like that, so
they'll follow ever Stagram content. But a lot of people still don't, you
know what I mean, check out people's pot. So you know, with
all that said, it's like, okay, if I got if I got
thirty episodes, and I can if I can afford to do one hundred dollars
a month or two hundred dollars a month and promotion on Instagram and Facebook to
get it going, or pay other podcast like It's just it's a lot of
marketing and promotion. It's all marketed and promotion. And I never I never
really was. I never really had enough the content done in front of me
to even do it like that. So now that I have, I can
do the graph fakes, I can do some behind the scenes and stuff like
that because now I don't have to write another episode. YouTube, Yeah,
all that stuff, you know what I'm saying. But I feel like if
you either get you a camera or just use your phone, or then you
gotta learn how to ed. I gotta learn how to edit. That's why
I'd be like, that's why I don't even do it, because I got
shit in here, and I'd be like, man, I don't even know
how to fucking you might face somebody to do it, you know what I'm
saying, Get somebody to footage because I want to. That's why I say,
Yeah, I'm just trying to figure out why I just started asking people
like how about you much you will need for this like to be around me
and start recording, you know what I'm saying, just certain shit like you
gotta figure out what people want to see. I don't even know that,
Like, I don't even know how to what what what. I don't even
know what people want to see from me or from this part. I don't
even know what. I feel like it's just seeing us, like our inner
life and just being who we are. I feel like motherfucker's are tuned in.
That's why I like with this bread. I don't really talk much about
it or really talk period, Like I don't really go live. I don't
really because I don't really know how to like talk to people. I can
do it like this, or I can you know, make TikTok or whatever.
I can do all that because ain't nobody in front of me are looking
at me right now at the present time. You know what I'm saying.
That's what I'm trying to get over. That's what I really feel like,
once I get over this fear of like I don't even know what it is,
or maybe it's just the fear of messing up in front of people while
they're watching you. Know what I'm saying while they watching it, But really
I really don't even give a fuck about that, though. I think you
should just do I think it if you can do your tiktoks and stuff like
that, it's the same difference. You still got the camera in front of
you holding it. Just set the camera up recorded as you're doing just you
can time laughs, put it on. You can put the camera just somewhere
and then just as you moving around doing stuff, just do it like that
because laps and damn voiceover yep, yeah, you can use that with TikTok
too. Yeah. I'll be trying to do voice office too, and I'll
be like, what the fun I listen to that shop man delete? This
just sounds stupid. But what it What sounds stupid to you probably the people
that are listening. Yeah, I never like my mother voice. When I
listen to that motherfucker, I'd be like the fuck. I definitely don't like
my voice. I don't like my voice growing up. But you know what
I'm saying. I had to tape recorder at the same tape recorder that Bird
records music on I one sixth grade. It was Yeah, it was definitely
great, but it was longer. It was longer, it was biggest for
pause. But yeah, but it's just it's really hard to navigate in the
space. But I don't I just want to. I think you just gotta
figure it. Like when you were saying that you wanted it to remain a
hobby, I didn't really understand that. And then the more I thought about
it, I was like, damn, like that that's a luxury to have.
Yeah, like to have it to not depend on it, because I
depend on mine, right, you know what I'm saying. So it's but
I'm it's it's becoming fun again because I'm not so stressed out because I'm not
writing everything anymore. Yeah, I could just take the pictures and find somebody
to do all the editing and all that for me and uploading this to then
I might might be able to do it more. Find somebody on fiver.
Fiver is one of those things that I don't even utilize, like, and
I got it too, and I can really use you, but I'll just
be like but then again, I just don't be I think just because like
I said, last year, I was shooting so much that it just was
not fun. It felt like a whole other job and not a hobby.
I don't want to be no, I'm cool, so I like to be
able to pick and choose when I want to shoot or if I want to
if I'm going to Yeah, oh that's what. That's why. It's just
a hobby. You don't know. I don't like Boosy. Nobody likes him.
It seems like I think it's funny, stay real, stay truly yourself.
I don't change for no fucking body. Just make music, man.
I feel like all the street niggas are just I mean, he made music,
but he's not really he hand on his and wipe me down. He
found something, he found something that I mean, it made him bigger than
his music did. More people know Boosey now than they ever have because of
because of social media. He figured out how to use it and he he
still make money off of it, like he always got something going on bro
to where he can make some money. You're going to Boosty Fest, No,
why not? That's your nigga. It is my nigga. I don't
go to none of that type stuff though, I don't care who it is.
Futures coming, I'm not going Drake, I'm not going. I'm not
paying more, to be honest exactly, but I've just never been a concert
nigga like that. And then to pay all that money I wanted to see.
I want to see Don Tolliver. I like Douture at the Future concert
him ge Herbo and he's STG. I like all them. Yeah, the
tickets are cheaper when you look at Don Tolliver than Futures. Just a fyi
if you're looking at the ticket, yea to the Future started a hunter and
Donnie started at sixty. So if I will, I mean, I'm not
going to because I'm not going to that concert. But if I wanted to
go to that off a ticket master. Wow. Yeah, I was like,
because because I think I think you sent it to me before the future.
He was a future comment, but I ain't know don was coming with
him. Y'all looked up don But and I was like, it's just said
I in France. At first, I ain't really trying to go to that.
I ain't really trying to stand up for that. That's what it be
like trying to ain't trying to deal with all that. It's just be too
much for me. A big as concerts where you are. That's why I
get sometimes concerts like that. Sometimes I get seed in a little bit higher
up, so standing what the page of the gayet to see the addition on
Friday? Addition? Who are You? What? No addition to who now?
Addition? And Keith Sweat and um Teddy Riley Oh um um my homeboy
dancing and that Yeah with him, that's like it is. You better have
a whole bunch of cougar cougar snapsh throwing him. Yeah, he ain't tripping
younger, say twenty three better he better jump on in jump on. Ain't
got the energy? Oh no, I can't wait to go see them.
New edition is like my all time favorite Who Are You? I've loved them
since I was in the third grade. That's wrong with you? What song
came out of third grade? Um? Third Home Again album came out?
Home Again? Yeah, with all of them in the white on the When
you was in third grade? When cream came out ninety seven? I don't
know, well, no pet cream came out after that. I was in
I was in third grade like ninety one. Yeah, I was in middle
school in that time. Third grade was demlar like ninety It was ninety six.
Ninety seven. I know, you know, because Home Again hit me
off and can't you stand the rain had a different one Home Again New Edition.
Sorry nothing, I can't believe y'all don't know that. What do you
mean? Oh? I don't know what the albums was called. I just
know the songs. Everybody know about that shit. I'm not well, No,
I'm really mad that people keep thinking that angela bastard should have won that,
uh that award over that white Girlie Curtis. Jamie Lee Curtis in that
movie. That movie, I said some of it and it's one of them
Chinese movies too. So the Curtis is, I haven't seen this fire,
bro, I've seen some of it. You see you you would like it
because it's about a young girl who gets into it with her mom because her
mom wants her her to be a certain kind of way. So the whole
movie is the mom and the daughter fighting. In every single universe ever talk
about this, I didn't know Jamie Lee Curtis was in that movie. She's
the nemesis of the of the Asian girls. Jamie Lee Curtis is a m
auditor. She's like and mom owned the laundromat, so they trying not to
get audited, but she gotta get all the receipts and every universe Jamie Leee
Curtis and the daughter is the mom's nemesis, so she has to fight them
and beat him in every single universe and then at the end of the movie
they end up reconciling and being cool and stuff like that. But it's basically
about a girl and her mom beefing because I don't want to be who you
want me to be, like Nigga, Angela Bassett and Black Panther. That's
the same Angela Bassett from every movie that she's ever been in. Yes,
Angela Bassett is great, but that's yelling ship with the vain puppet on her
neck. Just because you're yelling don't make it good acting, my nigga,
and that movie ain't that movie. It's not like that. Like I'm cool,
I don't even want to. If they ain't seen about now, then
I don't came out of ninety six. Yeah, yeah, yep, you
don't. You don't remember that song? Shut up, no, listen here,
you don't have to come on shop around. I know I've been acting
strange, but what is this I ain't know, I ain't know them soon
inside play. Oh, okay, this is I didn't know that. That's
one. That's the only one we're gonna know. Okay, the stars the
single? Bro? Are they big songs? Because I don't want to lose
you know? Oh No. What's crazy is that this album came out the
same year as the one twelve album. If it's ninety six? Oh yeah,
and yeah, I was listening to them and stuff. I mean I
listened to that too. This album came out ninety six too. I love
that album. Nigga, what can I Can I Touch you? My mom
was a little that's all she was listening to. Really, I'm I mean
I listened to that song, those songs too, just listening to morning music
all day day. I always been like that. Just listening to I realized
I don't have to be my dad and I had crushes on them, like
they was welcome to Arch. I would have never tried to go. My
mom and dad would have never pushed me towards him. Hey, you want
to meet Ralph, you want to go back? But if you was in
if you was in ninth grade, probably know you probably probably would she probably
I can take it, paulse I can take that. I didn't even I
couldn't even think about sexy because the name great. I don't know who I
wanted and name great sh well, well, I don't know, but my
eyes passed away. Aliyah yep, oh yeah, I never really saw her
like that. I loved her. She was fine, less steps than Brittany.
When I look back at some of her music videos, I'm like,
you ain't really moving, like yeah, death was. Yeah, she Death
moved more than because they was probably telling her, we need you to dance.
Ain't gonna want to do like man, just let me, motherfucking just
she and grew around this motherfucking shit. I was thinking about why Gene one
and never did the verses, But then I found out that him and Temple
and don't get along and all damn yeah, they don't get along, so
we never see it versus well after it seemed Mike. After Elia died,
Yeah, Leah dun probably best up a lot of ship with a lot of
people. That ship was Elia died, step Jay Z and Dame Dash because
I felt like they did because they both was they was both with her.
Well, Jay was trying to get with her her J Jay wanted her and
she won't, and he was like, you know what, I'm doing album
with your art and arch nemesis R Kelly because how you love, because how
you love exactly exactly, because why you with her'll supposed to be cool and
then they ain't supposed to be on their game. You Yeah, why do
you even do that? Because so then he said, fucking I can't have
her. I'll see this, Uh, this other little girl over here beyondest.
I'm gonna wait for her to she get grown, grown her and didn't
make best of both worlds. Yeah, he's a sick o. Yeah that's
I say it all the time people all the time. I said, y'all
let this nick. But he supposed he messed with Foxy Brown when she was
young, Like y'all listen, niggas were creep too, bro yaf sick.
Then you do this album with R Kelly, but you get back last so
you cut cut it off. Both world I didn't both worlds I didn't like.
Yeah, I mean, it's just it's just real he made I never
liked. When it comes to slatter to jay Z, motherfuckers don't can't take
it. They don't never want to talk about about nothing he'd do. Most
of this should be covered up anyway. He really did an album and then
he did He did two albums with R Kelly, and then when the lead
died, then they jumped on the song I Care for Your remix t Abody
tell about he missing man, dude, he was messing around run. She
probably chose Damn over Jack. Yeah, that's obvious. Really look funny.
He really do look funny. But Beyonce like him. Thought. Beyonce definitely
love that that nigga's dirty draws. He's beautiful. What else is going on
in the world, man, I'm not telling him. Probably possess it?
Who jay I think Jayson possessor look and she didn't even believe thank you twelve
years older? Right? Yeah, h I don't think Probably back Danny was
up. She she got enough money now to talk her own ship jay Z.
I mean Beyonce really she really is um see how people like jay Z
I feel she definitely she definitely brings the lord to jay Z. Definitely like
him more like he gaged more fan. I was already a jay Z fan,
but I think more people started liking him once he got her, Yeah,
maybe I'm not. I wanted to say today, I don't know what
do we touch the board. I wanted to talk about if y'all know how
to relax, because I don't know. You tell me all the time,
you don't even know how to just chill, like I'll be trying. But
I didn't see it something I just I just I don't know. It's always
something, it is, it's always something. More recently, I feel like
I have been trying to try just not well. Since basketball season is over.
I don't have I'm not cheered coaching so and I haven't been taken well
what senior pictures will be popping up and prom pictures will be popping up in
the month. So I've just kind of like just been going home and not
trying to do extra shit over the last couple of weeks, not very well.
Because now I feel like I'm very stressed because I just kind of let
some shit go and I'm not on top of everything so hard. Yeah,
I'm not as organized as I as I normally am because I've just kind of
been like I'll get to it, like let me just never find organizer,
relax and then jas after a lot of It was because I was in preparation
for jj birthday party, right and then fucking Daylight Savings happened. So I
was JJ's party. It was it was really fun. Little en video look
at him. It was really fun a lot. Everybody clean two thousand and
four NBA Basketball. No, he didn't because that ship was fitted. We
wouldn't got that. He definitely no. When we first got it, it
was so big. I was like, oh no, I gotta go take
we No, we wouldn't got him. He that was excited. He was
excited to do that. He was He was like, oh shoot, they
gonna cut it here and now I was like, yeah. He went to
two different He went to two different birthday parties. Yesterday. He asked me
if he could put his suit on. No, I can't, He said,
I can't wear my suit to her party. I said, no,
it's not that. It's not that type of party. You look at me.
Had another chance to wear it, though, No, he gonna he's
gonna wear He can wear it again. He's gonna grind that motherfucker quick.
Probably will, but I got it a little bit bigger for that reason.
He can. Yeah, he got a vest. He don't even got to
wear the jacket. He could just wear the pants and bullshit like, oh,
we gotta get the girls up for I'm not going anywhere Easter in the
house as long as she said we gotta go, she said, we gotta
go somewhere. Oh, we going to church. I'm not going to nobody's
church, going over her mama's house. I'm not going over there. I
gonna record because Easter is on a Sunday. I work on weekends. True,
we won't record that weekend. Who won't. I probably won't, y'all,
y'all won't somebody? Yeah, I was just but yeah, that's a
I have to go to celebrate on Saturdays. Different Saturday. Oh no,
we do it on Eastern I got to do different houses too, real eggs,
real eggs, my mother in real. Oh they always been real eggs,
real eggs. Something like, hold on, well, I literally am
opening up, Nick, We're the fifty dollars on that house with real eggs.
If y'all don't get tea eggs, where's the candy? It ain't gonna
be no real eggs this year. Some of these ones to open and get
different. But now they're gonna put some money in it. But that used
to be the funniest part of Easter dining the mother. I uhould love Donald
with my mama. Don't show in the eggs the eggs bro. That shit
was fun. Bro. We used to do some stupid ship just to see
them change colors. Now I got older looking at it, s like,
man, it's dumb ass ship. I'm gonna run to the eastern asud with
a broken leg. Yeah you my cross. No. Actually, I was
chasing this guy in the school. We were like running. We were running
back and forth because he hit me, so I was running after him like
a love tapper, like I don't know. I really he didn't liked me
like that. He was more popular. I wasn't. I don't know what
he was on. I'm gonna tell you who it is after this. No,
he wasn't. Hedn't like me at all, Like yeah, um,
and when I tell you who it is, you don't realize. Um.
And there was a big ditch or dip when we were running in from the
school from the track to the inside, and my leg went the wrong way.
I don't know, and I had a I was hopping around with the
air cast. Yeah, hurt, like hell I was at home for three
days because the doctor told me I ain't it was just a bad sprain and
then called me back. I was like, nah, it's actually broken.
But I was walking around with crutches in the air cast on Eastern, hopping
around trying to get Easter egg well, Mama, because I need these eggs
I did. I was like, I need all the little money that was
coming. When I started going to my other cousin, I'm like, oh,
yeah, yeah, yeah, it's it's a hundred dollars and the golden
ain't over here. Let me find never found that. I just be mad.
I ain't ever I thought the fifty won't be photo. I'm not putting
no money, no eggs. People got money. They save his account.
The many ones have got that bread boy. I'm not giving no kids no
money unless they watching. My kids might give y'all nothing, badass kids.
I'll put some dollars or something dollar. She's like to do this because of
dollars. Dollars of the day was a lot. But dollars you can ships.
But the motherfucker's be changing. They go from a dollar to dollar forty
nine. I'll be shitty. We're not going there like, hey, mother
fucker, I just bought one two hours ago at another gay station. Was
nine nine sent don't matter forty nine here a store man, all this shit
that. But now it ain't like candy like a little The chich bags aren't
even quarter when you should speaking for them four dollars. Four dollars. Now
you are get cash. I used to go in there with two dollars to
come out of them now and then all it ain't really no penny handy no
more so going there with a dollar you better have some change inflation seventy five
at least. Yeah, you probably get something there every dollars seventy five,
even if the little daddy's and ship, that ship is a dollar and sixty
nine or something like even oatmeal creampie so long, the don't even sounds fire
bloods round fire. Nope, star crunch, ain't it. The star crunches
ain't as good as they used to be. You gotta get the small ones
from the store, the big ones. I like meals. I like meals.
I did not eat snacks, deaf banks, twitch and reces crazy.
I think I ate Rece's too much. I don't even like Rece's like that
no more. I can't even come big ones. I have to have like
the little miniature pieces. I mean, the variations of Rec's, Reese's pecs,
Reese's Cube's written death serials, Blizzard everything not for Heater, Deeter,
no, thank you every time made me a Babe Ruf all that shit,
fire fire. It's just basically Hey, chocolate, baby nuts, Yeah,
all nuts, Pauls. I thought I thought Babe Ruth was all yeah.
I thought Babe Ruth was Hey days all nuts, Bay Rule, Ruf is
chocolate. Oh but what nuts? They got listened in it. But I
used to like the Milky Ways fuck No, I mean the cool but probably
weakest out of all the muff when I was a kid. I used to
when they was weak, but I was just like, what's this kitty.
The only thing I wouldn't do that with it was black liquorice. That ship
was the nastiest canny in the world. Bro. But that was But the
starbursts jelly beans black fire, Yeah, they fire. It was purple.
That's the best part of it. That's the best part of Easter. Star
jelly beans the best jelly beans weak now, but I will eat them.
But the black ones is the licorice. Oh, I seen them. I
gotta find this video. I said, nigga, he had all black Oh.
No, Donna's husband all black jelly beans. No, Donna's husband eats.
They have black tilers, yup, black liquor. That's the same.
I said, you are a fucking serial killer. You are something wrong with
you. He said you want something. No, because that's terrible. Like
you can't like they don't kids, don't like them. I'll do it on
purpose. I'm giving them that mother when they I know they never had it.
These are so good trump by them. Terrible, No, terrible,
that too. I spit them out. I remember the first time I ever
tell you that, I spit it out right on the floor. I don't
care. I get a whooping forward for my rights. Black eyed peas too
trifling? What no? Now, look, yeah, you don't like blacky
peas. I remember stain we had his mom made black eyed peas. Me
and t finished our food. He sat at that table for soul so like
the crook. Yes, that's so my daddy. My daddy didn't say that.
That was the last time I was like, and he threw, I
don't want to go over my daddy house and he threw them away. He
and his mom found out and took them out of the trash. What why
why? Because why you throw this away? Because no? Yeah? Him
now and got you? Now you got it. My son don't even eat,
but I'd be so worried about his nutrition. Bro, do kids get
some French fries, chicken, strawberries. He some strawberries, grapes, bananas,
he don't like, he won't. He'll eat watermelon, but like I
try to get him pineapple candle, he on want none of that. Strawberries,
grapes. My nigga need to act specifically for banana and pringles. I
said, it sounds this JJ doing the same things and a banana or some
strawberries. I'm just now, I'm thirty five. I just start eating a
lot of shit. Really yeah, booty fucking with Q as. I started
eating that, probably probably right after we stopped a little bit, we'll probably
right before we stopped. I looked a little couple of Now, wasn't it
wasn't that bad? Wasn't it w't bad? Just like I did with the
weapon. I remember first time I ate that one like that ain't bad?
Definitely that bad. I eat cooked sushi now. No, that's why I'm
trying to. He will not eat I try oysters. He won't eat try
oysters. It was bad, but I don't know. Did you have cooked
oysters? It was death cooked. I'm not eating nothing raw okay, rock
like ro salt. Oysters are good. I don't like I think it was
cooked, though I'm sure it was cooked. But I'm like on top,
yeah, I'm like, it's cool, but there ain't nothing I'm going about
to order. We will definitely the seafood is overrated. It's definitely j Yeah.
I don't want to. I just want yesterday. I don't. I
hate the fact then I gotta fight my damn food to eat this ship.
And then I when I pulled it out, it ain't even know meat like
that what I mean like that, pa, But I never I never really
get crabbing my broils. I never really get take this in the cornettish all
that. I like lobster too, though lobster definitely crap. Yeah, I
don't like crab blakes, no, but like lobster my macaroni. That ship
on the bottom of the ocean eating boo boo. That a lobster, Yes,
them fish eat other ship namuck. We went. We went to bonefish
on We went to bonefish on eighty Sex. What is that bonefish? Where's
that? I mean? On the way to sea we got our food.
I said, bet, you could have cooked this at the crib for I
heard that shar but I feel like that everywhere every time he goes get some
seafood somewhere. I like, but you could have made this at the crib.
She was like, yeah, seafood. Like we gotta find we gotta
find a way to go to date night. I'm trying to get my body
right for I know we all live the place, y'all. But it's okay.
They got a long day of recording. But I said, for your
for your for our anniversary, I'm gonna give you some I'm gonna give you
some old fashioned egg plant. I'm gonna give it to you like I used
to. What is our anniversary? July? Okay? I got time?
You got time? Yeah? I wanted to drop some into what do you
what do you? What do you do for anniversary? Do you have anniversary
yet to celebrate? Not really? I mean I know when the of course,
you know, I mean I don't really celebrate it though, because it's
my my niece's birthday too, what I mean, And it's generally a mother's
or mother's day. So no, I think when we actually, like if
we get married, be different. Yeah, we gotta. We always go
to a hotel, So I'm trying. I think I'm gonna find a really
nice hotel, said the rich JW. Fire way up over looking over the
zoo like fire those are nice, They're so like the Indie Hotel, Downtown
Indie Hotel. It's um right. It's on the same side of the street
as game Bridge, on the back part of game Bridge. It's new,
it's only been there like two years. A lot of new stuff that they
building stuff downtown. But it's really nice. They got a nice restaurant and
like little bar area. Parking has not improved. The parking is always trash
every downtown everywhere. I feel like it can never be no good parking downtown.
It's just I just look for the garages now I do too, all
right, you know, I'll just look for the certain ones, the ones
that I know see some of the motherfucker's be expensive. Yeah, but yeah,
I'm trying to get him. I'm trying to get all everything right ten
dollars for three hours or two hours or something like that. I'm cool,
get everything right for h anniversary. But other than that, man, I'm
so august. Who me to get get my body right some of my sort
or howl on it. You know what you gotta do well, you can't
do it consist of it. That's all of it. That's all. Yeah,
because you can still eat what you want eat you're working out. I
really feel like the food is the person. You say what. I really
feel like food is the main thing eating right because you can work out all
you want. But if you ain't eating right, if your calorie intake versus
your calorie out it's not a calorie deficit, then you're gonna get I know,
some niggas they work out all the time, they just eat whatever the
fun they won't they like they tone it up, but they go like they
got you know what I'm saying. It's like, you're not gonna lose that,
bro. Yeah, I'm I think. I'm a I think if my
daughter's sleep, if my daughter sleeps how she's supposed to, then I'm gonna
wake up and jump before they get up, shower jump for the fifteen twenty
minutes with that way to wrote, and then at night fifteen went with the
way the rope and just do some stretches and stuff here and there. But
I really just I just want to get my breathing right. Yeah, me
too. Just get my breathing, my blood you know what I'm saying,
My stamina right, so I can knock her, knock her head off one
this time. I want her to be like, will you learn this?
To do some research and stuff? Probably take me huh, trying to have
her in the headboard death come out the room. Yeah, we have we
have a situation. Though we're gonna end on this. We have a situation
to wear. Her niece has been coming over here every weekend or every other
line, but her mom now says that because of that, she has this
new found attitude and she's now being too sassy with her mom. Yes,
so, but now I have to tell her that they've always talked to you
like this, you just don't like it now because they're older, because they're
scared of us, so they don't really come over. They don't come over
here on that. So I told my wife that I'm not going to say
anything because I love my sister in law, and I don't want her to
feel like I'm attacking her and then say something out of being hurt, and
then it fuck up the relationship because motherfucker's yeah, and I've never I've never
made you angry, and your animal it's not vicious like mine. So you're
gonna say something, and I'm gonna contain mine. See this, this is
this. If you can't control your animal, it's not big, right,
you know what I'm saying. It takes real it takes real restraint, It
takes real power to control your animal and try to understand the situation. You've
already messed up the situation by blaming us for something that's not our fault,
right, you know what I'm saying. And I I don't really want to
have that conversation because it's a conversation that we should have we should have been
had, right a long time ago, a long time ago. So so
I gotta deal with that, you know what I'm saying. I hate that.
I hate having I hate having to tell my sister or sister in law
something that I should have told them a long time ago, a long time
ago. You know what I'm saying. And that's what I'm dealing with.
I don't like that already he got a mouth phone him who my son?
Oh, Dorian says they said something to his mom. I was like,
al it's that time. Who you're talking, It's that time I'll be having
to still I'm about to rock your roar. She had case have her moments.
He said he only said when he sleeps. He only get crazy when
he got to be sleeping. She said that he only do He only asked
it's time to go. Yeah, he was like, okay, he told
my mom the other day. You not my mom and you're not my dad.
So I don't got listening. Whoa so fast? I was like,
oh, I don't because he's never heard no, because I mean, I
don't, well, I might tell you. I might have said it to
his dad, like you know, my dad, I don't don't talk to
me like that. But not No. I don't know. Maybe it's the
kids at school he's around. I don't know, but but I was like,
hold on, she hit him on, she like tapped, but it
was kind of we were kind of caught off guards, so we kind of
like we laughed a little bit. But I but I pulled him. I
was like, when we was on the way to car, I was like,
hey, you don't. You don't talk like that to nobody. No,
you don't talk to adults like I don't care. He was like,
I'm sorry, yes, ma'am, I apologize. I'll call ma'm on teller
sorry. Yeah, because it sweet and it gets something on that I'll be
like, dang you. You took that better than I thought, because I
thought were really don't have to know they do that though shy catch you out
guard, you damned her lab, but you really be like, hey,
I don't know. Switch When he turned five, and it literally it was
like a switch overnight, like I'm gonna beat your ass like everything I want.
Three it turned It was nice, not the terrible twos. It's a
terrible three three four three. I said, okay, because he acts different
with his MoMA here. Because this morning I was rushing my teeth. She
said, going the brush teeth for daddy, and he came in there,
and then I wanted to help him and he started. But when she's not
here, he let me help him. Right, So I said, when
you hear I can't help him because he gonna he gonna he gonna run to
you and then you're gonna let him snuggle up under your titties and then it's
gonna be that. So I had to wait until you're not here, but
yeah, I really want to. He was. He was saying some shit
to her the other day and I was just like, I'm about to go
beat his ass. And then she was like, but she told me,
don't discipline him for stuff that he do to me. She said, let
me handle it. She was like coming here, and I was like,
I heard one day talking about dang bro dude to Kale. I'm like,
who's she talking to? She like, that's what I'm trying to figure out.
She got me fucked up. I'm about to hear it with this kne
like girls, you playing because I kind of understand where Saria coming from though,
because yeah, I mean I get it. Yeah I didn't because I
was gonna say me and Johnny tried, I try not to step in when
he does something, and I tried, and he tried to like, les,
don't punch him in the chest when I'm here. I said, all
right, but when he when you when you're not hearing, he won't never
talk like that because I was a kicking in the mirrors. Yeah. No,
I piched that nigga nipple the other day. He was like, what
is this? Ye pinch all that pinch hurt under that arm? Yeah,
so they can't see it. Yeah for sure. I just a result.
I just hit. That's what I know. I don't man my cut.
Greg brought his son over, his son and his daughter over here. Selling
picked up the younger ones. Yeah, he picked up the slide. You
got a slide in the living room picked And this is another reason why I
don't want people buying my son gifts because why the fuck did my sister in
law buy that slide for our living room? Why you do that? Why
did you because it's not your house, Because it's not your at your house.
Yeah, you don't care about your kids, damn slide. Def didn't
buy your kids no slide. You got four of them? About no slide
over here? Slide up. He did something with the slide and like threw
it. I said, oh, you don't get a touch it no more.
And he looked at me, looked at Greg, and Greg was like,
don't look at me. I was like, yeah, when we can,
I said, we can reach out the violence. He looked at Greg
again. He looked at me like that thought, who's man? Who terrified?
I think pictures got them from slides? Why'd you pick it up?
Bro? Doing? Why kids be scared of other people and not their own
parents? I don't know, bro, because their parents obviously them them the
parents that they ain't they letting them do whatever they want? What? What?
What? You? What? What get on your nerves? Might not
get on my nerves. That's how I took it, like, so when
people come over here to their kids, everything get on my nerves. So
everything on my nerves. Just play with these toys? No, I don't
even do that, just sitting here. Why TV don't even move? Bro?
Dorian got so many toys? Yeah, Dorian mom is a hoarder,
so she won't let me throw toys away. And I never remember how many
toys Dorian got until other kids come over. Until other kids come over and
they they get to the bottom of the what. I ain't even seen the
bottom of this toy chest. Toys everywhere. I'm like, put it back,
you're about to leave. Hold on, we're about to come pare Oh
yeah, you'll pick it all up. One I'm gonna fight your parents at
that point, yea, I can't come back over here. No, y'all
destroyed my house, did ya se y'all was when y'all came in here.
Yeah, all needs to be when y'all leave back out. Yeah, I
realized that like t tease kids, but they was wreaking havoc in my house,
bro, and I just felt like, I feel like I feel like
I'm not close enough to them for me to threaten them the way that I
wanted to don't matter? And I all, yeah, you're right, it
don't matter. Nigga. That was eating up the baby snacks. The youngest
one had baby food in their hand thinking it was apple sauce, trying to
eat it. I said, Bro, what did you do? Why are
you in my cabinet? Why are you my infigerator? Bro? Yeah,
you're I don't care whose key it is, sister, brother, cousin,
but if you're in my house, I'm going to tell you dictator. Yeah,
I'm definitely about to go. We could be in public. If you
are acting out, I'm gonna taken down. Why are you doing this?
Cut it out right now, doing the most? Doing an absolutely most?
Do you like that one? Of the birthday parties yesterday. Leave your hands
to yourself or get real hands. They do, and JJ was older,
one of the older ones. At the second birthday party. He went to
like, if he really hits you, you you gonna be upset. So
I suggest I want my son to take Kate. I don't want JJ.
I want to take I want my son to take I want my son to
never have to be afraid of anybody talking as soon as yeah, but then
I don't want to make a little teen and be able to beat my ass.
Though we can take karate. What hit you strike God? Yeah,
death, but I definitely years. Yeah, I don't. I definitely don't
want to. I don't know what the world gonna look like. I don't.
I don't know what the rug gonna look like. And flying cards and
ship. Yeah, but I need to be a robots, but I need
my son to be able to a flying house. Nobody's gonna be working.
It's gonna be robots taking everybody's jobs. I don't think that's gonna happen.
Man, shit, they are trying them. Jobs need to be took,
new jobs to come learn how to work on robots. It's a bunch of
new jobs. Yeah, yeah, work on learning how to work on robots.
They were they're making it to where, nigga, your voice can be
altered and they can make a podcast without you. There. They all seen
that some white dude was Kendrick Lamar. Yeah yeah, if I was Kinder
Lamar, I would have been like, take my voice off of that,
Oh my mama, because yeah, but it's it's it's say some shit motherucker
think it was me because they sound like me. The thing about new tech
and we all over the place, but the thing about new tech is is
that I don't want to be the adult that was anti microwave when a microwave
came out, you know what I'm saying, Like there was a bunch of
people that was like, I'm not using the computer. I'm not using a
microwave. The internet ain't that's gonna be. They was downplaying it bad.
Now we air friars and we nigga like yeah that's all we really know,
you know what I'm saying. So I don't really I don't want to be
afraid of tech. But they will make they they but they I feel like
they trying to make us afraid of tech, Like oh, the robots can
tect their jobs. Chat GPT gonna do this and this and then and then
and then and that. But you still got to know how to work all
of this. I say, all right, take that chat GPT. Is
you use it? It's amazing. What chat GPT. It's amazing. Oh,
it's amazing. It's write me a paragraph. Write me a paragraph to
Dynasty White talking about how I appreciate her. Blah blah blah blah negative.
Right, three hundred words. I need three hundred words of I appreciate when
you did this this like are you doing to tell her what you wanted to
say? And then to find an articular way to say you copy and past
it and you send it. Oh, it's amazing, bro Just what set
aren't going up? I'm I'm about to be here with ut. Yeah,
Brott is gonna be tell him? I said, yeah, say save this,
say this and say this and the better GPT T HI four, I'm
recording four. When I leave. I'm about to leave. He said,
where are you at home? I think did you call his phone? Okay,
phone, I gotta record black what man? This? And he hung
up on me? But this this um he got what he needed all they
gonna you know what, he told him, he was gonna take them the
walm water or targets to get some toys or forget need to my wrestling man
on that for a week. I used to be like all the time Mamma
used to wrestling. We go get it as soon as we go. I'm
I know you can't get him a toy every time you get chest. That's
why I tell her it's over. Non. Can we just can we just
go down the aisle? No? No, I'm not to get some every
day every weekend. One week we went to David Busters two weekends in a
row. Then Nigga I took her to remember where we where we had the
first our first meet up at the little It was God's on there, but
it's called something else now the Adventure Park Place. Took her to her like
I'll just do something here week. I'm like, bro, no, mother
coming like, can we go do something fun? Can we go do some
fun? Can we go get a toy? No? Bro? He no?
After Doan's birthday party? Every day? Can I have a gift?
Yeah? And I have a Christmas present? I got a present after Christmas.
And she's saying I can't wait for Christmas next year? Can you give
me this? Bro? Christmas was yesterday? Right? No? Had he
just thought about some shit I should have asked for this year, but I
no, no, no, he said. Here he said, I asked
for it, but I didn't get it. So next year? Can I
get on my birthday? Because he knows birthdays in between because I wanted that.
No, that's something that I don't get. Whatever I give you,
sir, you're gonna give me this. I'm gonna ask you every month.
Man. I'm happy that he don't really see commercials like that because soon he
started. Or if they get they get the lord Amazon and Walmart books that
have all the toys in and around Christmas talk they becoming our house. I
don't come and then my mom will be like, oh, I've never seen
the books. My son ain't gonna never see. I hope they don't because
it's been coming back and forth between my house and my mom and Dad's how
you got the East the East Base like when we was east the k Mark
and all that. I defin used to look through it. No, it's
it's shut down, did it yep? And they never got to never it
was on foot stuff I used to get clear. Yeah, like if if
we couldn't get it off of like when I worked at foot Locker, if
we couldn't order it, we could try to get it from East Bay because
we had the same crazy boy, I look at you put them old ones
up. You see Jordan on the ninety nine and Dion's and Barclays and all.
That ship was cheapest. Hell now that ship. Every year that ship
went up, but ten dollars. Man, it's two teen now two forty
three at the tax. One crazy and a bit. I'm never buy else.
Crazy. That's why I didn't buy them. I was like, why
they don't even come in kids sizes? I can't. Yeah, I can't
do it. If it don't come in kids, I'm not getting it.
Definite. Getting the crocks now, everybody wearing crocs. When I was wearing
the y'all was roasting. I still don't got a pair. I had to
wear them for work. So when I was running, you got to crock
all right. Now everybody wearing the look they got fastic designs and stuff.
She loved crocs too, doan love. I was gonna say all the kids
there were something that I had just seen. It was a cute old It
wasn't like they don't look like that. Yeah, they looked something different boo
with the furs on them. They said they was comfortable boots with the fires
on, crocks with the fur. Of my managers when I worked the Enterprise
had some crocs with the fur on the inside. That's how what he would
clean wash the cars. They got many in the winter. Yeah, I'm
definitely gonna I'm definitely gonna mess them up when I get my hips back.
Right, it's definitely a wait. Unlest this is two year wait unleist for
new hips flex surgery now saying I only hold on like you've been you've been
dead ass this. Oh I'm not getting a new hip. My hips,
my hips, My hips are tight. Because I said so much. But
my uncle, my sire's uncle, his hit he's like eighty years seventy or
something like that. But he was like, I'm waiting. I'm on a
waiting. He's walking with a cane. I said, I want you to
get a new hip. He said, I'm on the wait unless it's two
years. Jesus. That means that it's a huge problem. It's a huge
sitting is a huge, huge, huge problem. So I'm trying to get
my get my ship back mobile work on. Now. I don't want to,
Yeah, I don't want that's then that's gonna sit you down more.
Yes, they ain't even get shit. I ain't even guaranteed to say you
gonna get in two years. They're just saying ship the waiting list two years.
So I mean, I just think that I think that there should be
uh, somebody that makes a if you feel like this, pdf like you
should do these Everybody should do these exercises every single day. There should be
there should be a manual for human beings that's guaranteed to work every single time.
Because our bodies are you um our joints and ligaments and all that type
of shit. I just feel like they're not mobile enough. So I'm taking
um college and pills to restore everything, stretching. I'm gonna get back.
I'm gonna get back right and tight. But it's definitely a journey. It's
definitely a journey that I gotta get right so I can give my my take
my wife's to Poundtown. That's the only thing, that's the only thing,
that's the only thing Poundtown because that's I mean. If you can't, if
you can't please you please your woman, right my mama, And you ain't
got no money. I can't. I can't got one of the two.
Gotta got to Yeah. Yeah, so I need to get the money up
or I take it either or get were two kids sleep, get them both,
I mean two kids at once. Like oh yeah, she's straight,
she's too sleepy. Now she should sleepy to do it now, So until
until last for a long time. But the sleepiness, yeah, it lasts
for a long time. Yeah. Sometimes I'll just constantly, I'll be I'll
be having a bride like man, just just like yeah, basically, you
ain't gonna do nothing. That's what I'd be saying. You're gonna do a
long sleep. Yeah, I can't get I can if you want me to,
you ain't. Just give me a consent. She's like all right.
I was like, all right, shoot it up a little bit better.
It's good we're straight. But yeah, that's that's my that's my goal.
Well, let's get up out of here. I am Eric. I'm in
here with my brother Keenan. You know what I'm saying. I ain't nigga
thirty fox snap channeling Nigga doing it like that. Chive and my Sister Dynasty
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