Nah, I was saying. I was telling the motherfucker I got turned up,
telling the motherfuckers something. Wait, why the chicken cross the road?
It's over. That's my ship for the rest of the year. If if,
if what I don't like about people making digital content, especially ship like
that, If you don't, if you don't realize or recognize that people want.
People want to talk ship about you, want to talk shit, want
to laugh, They want to laugh at you. They want to be in
the comments like don't want to see you do this. They don't want to
they don't want to share. A motherfucker like if you had if she had
just came and rapped, nobody would have posted my mama. Nobody would have
posted, and nobody would have talked about it, like if it was good,
they wouldn't said nothing. No, because I don't even know how good
it had to I don't even know how good it would have to be in
order for a motherfucker to share it. Yeah, because motherfuckers do freestyles on
Ellie leakers and all the time. Oh no, and don't get shared,
don't get ship, yeah, good ship, because it's like, all right,
it's always something that is going to be negative or just something to make
fun of somebody, the nigga that always rapping with the lazy eye and with
the green background. He had the suit on and yeah he snapped. Why
they shared it because I was crazy? Yeah I shared it. Yeah,
because that sh it was hard. Yeah, but Paris, I feel like
she did rather she did it on purpose or not. If she did it
on purpose, If she didn't do it on purpose, I would lie and
say that I did. Yeah. Yeah, I knew, y'all. I
knew y'all was going to eat that up for sure because I said what I
said. Yeah, she said what she said. But I don't necessarily care
about if it was good or not, because if I was a rapper,
i'd have been hating because why did y'all use all trap niggas to do it?
Because I thought it was all Star did it. I didn't think that,
yeah, yeah it wasn't it was a local who did it. So
now it's like, well, y'all, if if it was like I feel
like NBA or somebody up top top that did it, they probably picked niggas
like Skip and Point Dexter and you know Max, and that ship would have
been born as a motherfucker. Do you think so? Still? Yes,
one thousand percent point. Dexter the only name that you said that probably would
have no point. Dexter would have showed up and jumped off. Yeah,
yes, yes, his his. I'm talking about all the rappers your name
can rap. I'm talking okay, I'll give what you say. I'm tking
about the motherfucker that's gonna do a backflip off the speaker and keep rapping entertainment
and put in his pocket and wrap out of his stomach and some weird ass
for real, Dexture. It is one of them niggas. But if you
can't just fucking rap man like, even with the podcast and ship like we
did. I did audio for Hard to Earn for All Stars, shout out
to them, shout out to be nimble, and shout out to Kelly for
inviting me to do the audio. And they were doing the late Registration anniversary
and it was like they were talking about the song Workout by Kanye West.
U. Uh yeah, I can't. I can't think of the name of
one and two and three and four and kids. For me, that's one
of my favorite songs. I know me too, I love that song,
said that was the worst song on the album. I said, what are
y'all even song what is your favorite song? Min is thediction? That's not
that's not on there. That's late registration. No, this is college shop
out. I thought you said all that is okay? Yeah, addiction might
be my favorite off registration on that one. On that one, uh,
what is it? Stronger? Stronger on graduation? You're going the other way?
By the way, turn around that ant on there with with that one
the fuck way kind of drop out that falls down Slow jams Uh, slow
jam cheers to the rock. Uh hm. I like slow Jams. I
like slow Jams, I like cheers. But for me, I was They
said that slow Jams is one of the best songs on Registration, and I
was like, how y'all even say that because y'all ain't from the city.
Yeah, I ain't from the Midwest of How the fuck y'all even know about
How y'all even how did y'all even respond to twisted like we responded because feel
that's us, that's us. Like if you didn't, if you didn't hear
do a dipole pimp nigga didn't, how the fuck are you even excited about
in the back seat on a caddy. They're from New York. So I
was like, if y'all don't know about that, then how is y'all mm
hmmm. I don't want to necessarily discredit anybody that's not from the Midwest.
Okay, yeah, but graduations if you're not from the Midwest, fun y'all,
because I have no idea what that is. Like, y'all really really
don't know. Like I had no idea what that ship is. Midwest really
rest really the best motherfucking place to be, nigga, the best rappers other
than the snow Man. We got the best rappers. We got the killers
too. Niggas don't understand, like and turn he lauded loud. You're just
excited, and I like that. I'm a little excited. I haven't talking
a while. I've been I've been kind of in a bad place, so
you know, but we do got the best. We got. We had
Eminem, we had Nelly, we got Kanye twists all we're talking about the
motherfuckers that did Numbers and Eminem and Nelly, Nelly for sure, Kanye ship
r Kelly, I mean, yeah, Michael Jackson, Yeah, Jenny Jackson,
Prince Damn babyface, we win. I mean we keep going. I'm
just saying we went. But yeah, but then we like that's what I'll
be saying. Like then when you think about like I remember I saying something
that was like if it was to be a war with all the East coast,
West coast, Midwest, Southern, I said, ship, mother get
it on, mother fuck with us, because if you think about it,
think of the cities. Bro. You got Saint Louis, they top five
in Chicago, Gary, motherfucking South, yes byalyself, but hm ship,
Indianapolis fuck like Mischig, Detroit, you know what I'm saying, Like Milwaukee,
like it's crazy. It's rough in the Midwest for show, and you
got you got Cleveland, Cincinnati, Columbus over there like it's dating bad too,
Like it's ugly for shure, it's rough. Then we got to deal
with racist. You got to deal with down South down there too, But
we just we just with them. I don't know. Yes, Indiana,
yes, bro, Texas is go ahead, Indiana, it's one of them
places. Bro. That's like just like Georgia, we do be scared.
Were just in Indianapolis. You're going to outside of Martinsville and ship bro it's
ugly. I'm not going out there. That's what I'm saying. You get
chased places. I'm not going out there. O k k K. Then
let's start to hear damn near ship? Did it did? Welcome Welcome back
to another Welcome back to another episode of ignorant Philosophy. I am Eric Dizzy,
and I may here with my brother Keen, and mister, who the
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Y'all'm okay, it's okay. Hey, what theigg? I love that motherfucker
suw man. He did so. He did so many songs so goddamn fast.
I can't remember. I still ain't seen that. It was pretty good
man. I had notice to him. I just no. I know a
lot of people was like, man, look here, man, I just
it was thirteen minutes. God damn. He had to get what he had
to get it at motherfucker. If he would have did all the goddamn pop
songs, Y would have been shitty. Niggas got that. He didn't he
didn't do this, He didn't do that. Niggas had a great he came
out, he came out the gate. Niggas was upset at the thing at
the performance. I mean, I don't know what they want. I don't
know what they want. But you know what's crazy is that I'm recording right
now. This is the problem with being the mixing nigga of your own pot.
I'm hearing the editing I'm going to have to do, and I'm trying
to let that get out of my head. But it is what it is.
But now I had made a status like Chris Brown can't fuck with Usher?
Just are you smoking dicks? Off? Not off the performance and ship,
just off the off the music, smoking dicks. I knew what you
were saying. Okay, what no, I ain't you are bro everything?
You know. You know the graph you got about Beyonce, That's the same
graph I got about Usher. In regards to Beyonce versus Rihanna. Somebody you
say somebody you have a beef with you say that Rihanna makes songs that niggas
can sing, She's singing to a nigga. Beyonce is singing about something something
like that. Nah, I feel like Chris Brown to me, make more
songs that I can and sing and relate to. Then Usher, Usher be
serenading motherfuckers, and maybe you are serenading ass nigga. But me personally,
I like like, I don't know if Usher got a song that makes me
feel like no bullshit, Like Usher got some songs, but when he when
it's three and the Mud, like I've been there, Like a lot of
a lot of Chris Brown songs be like I've been there. Usher songs are
like that's a good ass song. But Chris Brown songs and me be like
I don't know, Like, no, no, Chris Brown does not give
me that, Like he just makes music. It just seems like he got
he got his don't get me wrong, but it's like he don't got no
classic bro. He's mad, Bro, he don't have a classic album.
A classic album. Eighty seven eighty seven oh one is pretty goddamn good.
Okay, it's good, but it's not a classical man, damn near,
No bro, damn near bro eighty seven on one is but still like Chris
Brown. Chris Brown recently making all these goddamn songs with thirty ain't nobody remember
No, ain't nobody membering that ship? Bro? That ain't nobody membering them
ships? Bro? The last album was the last album was good than a
bitch one before that, mistakes have a thousand. Ain't nobody talking about their
motherfuckers? Because he keeps dropping thirty songs thirty song albums, bro, he
got he it's time for Chris Brown to make a serious ass album about his
fucking life. He's been through too fucking much. Why usher hasn't is he
asked confession. That's not about him, that's about that ship is about us?
So he could all the fun he won't. We know that niggas got
called cheating. I don't you know what really the whole little chi, I
don't even believe that was real. The more and more, the more and
more, I don't think the relationship is what fuck no? Hell no?
Hell so what about Chris Marianna's that was really a bitch because motherfucker's got hurt?
That too real? I don't I don't like how how they try to
do Chris Brown don't like. But that just lets you know you cannot fuck
up in this world if you're a black man, because they're gonna hold on
to it forever. No, Doctor Dre, he beat, he beat the
motherfuckers up. They gave him an award, Yeah, doctor Dre. Different
though he got that bread. He up there with them with that money wise,
so so that changes a lot. I feel like he beat mother fuckers
up. Bro. I understand Chris. Chris Brown got that statue that that
we that we think of him, but they don't think the same thing that
we think. The white the industry, the industry, like the black industry
probably, but like as a whole, I don't. I don't think so.
I don't think the white side really mm hmm with him like we do.
More. He would have been at the All Star Game. I don't
even think he cared about that ship. Oh he do, or he wouldn't
have ran it. No, don't. I mean, don't call me and
then tell me you got me. I got you hype. I didn't know.
I didn't know. This is this is like something all right, boom,
I'm gonna invite you. I'm invite another nigga. I didn't know y'all
niggas was beefing. I know what what you you don't You didn't know,
but he got a problem with you, and I didn't know that how they
gonna drove ruffles and Ruffles was already there and everything was already set up that
would have through areas that would have sucked everything up though, right t mek
me look, star game, It's just it's just I'm not trying to be
in the middle of that ship. I fucked with both of y'all. And
you don't y'all do you don't you fuck with ruffles? You ain't. You
ain't business none. Personal. Business is personal, It really do be.
But they say it's business. Person it's always personal. I always say that
that's just personal. That personal talking about I feel and you and you were
moving. We're moving fast. Back to Usher and Chris Brown. You you
don't think and twenty songs. Wait, crony songs. Give me if I
had to have you do two songs, perform three songs? Chris Brown is
smoking Usher nothing, Bro, Usher only got four fucking stop moves. Bro,
Are you talking about dancing and ship? I'm talking about all that.
Yeah, Chris Brown. If it's anything with performance, yes, yes,
Chris Brown is going to win that if it comes with some dances and some
ship like that. But we're talking about god damn song for song. I'm
taking Usher because that means anything that he was ever own, And I'm taking
lovers and friends over any them or any fucking thing that Chris Brown got.
And that's one seven o'clock on a motherfucking dot. That's two. You don't
have to call seduction. Motherfucker cannot cat you start losing. I'm not losing
losing you crazy, not seduction. I'm not. Can you handle it like
I bro? Like like bro, Chris, all right, I'm recording.
I'm recording on my phone. I got both, I got both of them.
We did. I don't done this ship with two different people song for
song. We don't play ten songs songs the DJ. What we can do
with DJ and I guarantee we should have a party. Matter of fact,
we did this ship at Epic. Who did I wasn't there, You wasn't
there, but Boogie was there. Ain't me, he ain't you. But
I'm saying Boogie and Young it was there and it was a crowd Hey,
them niggas, then my dogs, they are not music kind of sewers about
R and B. You're right, what what they ain't got superstar? So
will you? So you're telling me that you telling me that Confessions that album,
those alone, how many songs it's one of these? How many songs
Confessions like twenty something twenty You mean to tell me that that album is better
than anything Chris Brown has ever done? That's what you song wise? You
saying that them songs on Confessions plus fucking seven o'clock on the dot and you
and uh and you don't got a call it's better than Bro, I'm saying,
depends on what you're lining them up with, they can win for sure.
I heard Heat yesterday and I said, I don't really know how many
songs Usher got that's gonna make me feel better than this motherfucker right here this.
I don't know how many songs like. I don't know how many Usher
songs that he get that can make me feel better than No Guidance them just
two recent songs. Bro, I know you like No Guidance, but gonna
pick some ship over that that motherfucking I don't know how many Usher songs even
a new song. Usher got I like with someone Walker the good good,
that's your hard No know how many that ain't bet nothing, nothing, nothing.
It depends on what you line it up with that nigga. Can nigga
bring out popping nigga and popping the good one and he's beating that. He'll
beat that. Yeah, ain't no way beating a lot of Usher songs,
ain't no way smoking cras I just put I'm putting hm hm. I could
probably put ship can you handle it? It up against that, and I'm
taking that. I'm putting motherfucking no bullshit against can you handle it? You
had a little mice still willimble nah man, I'm telling you, but that
is tough. It is tough. It's tough. This song is tough.
It's tough. But I'm taking Chris. I'm riding with Chris. I'm run
with that little woman beater. That video of him doing the backflip to motherfucking
no March Madness is batter than anything I've ever seen. That's hard dancing wise,
I can't take nothing from that. Now. If I see anybody this
motherfuck. But but the crazy thing about it to me is I see niggas
doing ship Chris Brown doing. Motherfuckers will talk about a regular nigga doing that
ship, bro, But since it's Chris Brown the dancing ship, he do
crumping and ship. Bro, Like, oh my mama, niggas ain't nothing
on that ship on the fucking crumping, bro. But since Chris Brown do
the ship, if niggas gassy, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Chris Brown
is the only nigga that can crump. I'm nothing though. That'shi's still weak
wis and motherfucker's gas And I'm like, look out of here in the desert
crump And I said, out of here, nigga in freestyle or something.
I don't let that crumping ship that ship. That's something. That's something.
That ship weak. We're having a seizure, sir. Give me the shake
over that, give me the heeltoe over the crump g job. I hate
that bro that ships throwing in dimner Kelly or something, isn't it yeah in
Oakland or something like that. Yeah, yeah, some crazy you know,
I'm taking the motherfucking uh do you that fucking trump and ship? What the
fuck is that? Bro? Stuffy Yard Like, stop it, Bro,
Stump of the yard with some bullshit because I beat his ass. You got
me fucked up coming after my girl like that. Who you yourying? You're
trying to keep it to dancing, I'm about to beat you. Watching some
of these movies sometimes movies I don't, but I don't seeing a lot of
movies and a lot of these ships be predictable as fuck. Okay, I
watched that Tyler Perry movie yesterday with Kelly Rowland. That ship was predictable as
hell. I saw that ship on Twitter is talking about ten fifteen. I
had to go see that ship. I said, y'all, cat cat,
where is that where the Netflix type typical Tyler Perry movie. I'm not watching
that ship typical Tyler Perry only. I watched it a little but cheek and
some titties and ship ship what you might as well. I think Tyler Perry
trolling too. I believe that he won't ever make for a black Forest Gump,
Like, why can't he make something like I don't want to keep everything
is fucking trauma with him. I don't want to keep comparing Forrest Gump to
nigga movies. But somewhere along the line, you nigga writers need to start
comparing y'all movies to Forrest Gump. Fort was Trauma's fuck, especially the Nigga
movies. You need if y'all making writing comedy, it needs to be as
funny as Life, all about the Benjamins, and if it's if it's trauma,
then it needs to be. It needs to make me feel like Forrest
Gump. I don't understand how Tyler Perry keep making the same, the same
exact movie. Let me let me not say that I do understand how you
can do that, because sometimes I feel like Black audiences, especially that audio,
they like. They like content that they can see themselves or their family
in. I don't. I don't like that. I don't like that ship.
I don't like I've seen this enough in my life. I'm going through
the ship right now that it is not a movie. It's not a movie.
Keep calling me, I don't like that ship. I don't know.
I think. I think. I think for for for movies to be funny
like Life and all about the Benjamin you gotta let motherfuckers just rock most of
that. Most of them they was just yeah, they was in priv and
bro, you could tell like watching life now, I still watch it,
and every time I watch, I see something different every time, and you
will catch niggas in the background, or you will catch motherfuckers cracking up,
like really laughing and ship because the ship really be funny as hell. Yeah,
that ship Was'm both happen never was supposed to, like what what When
they was in the room and that nigga said, don't fall asleep. I'm
a pisially but if you do, I'm gonna throw the sheets on you.
As soon as that nigga, Martin turned around and got the busting out laugh
and I said, you can see. And that's how Martin show it used
to be too. Niggas used to like Martin and what the fuck? I
don't like that the loud, I don't. I don't know that ship is.
I'm not gonna say it wasn't good. I just can't go back and
watch it like because we can watch. This kind of goes into my point
with the All Star because I can see that type of comedy on my Instagram
feed every single day. Going back to watch where it originally came from doesn't
have that same impact. Similar to the All Star Game. I can watch
a motherfucker in Spain throw the basketball off of a bull and it bounced off
the bullhead and he catched that motherfucker and dunk it. I can see that
on a Tuesday. I'm not locking in on fucking tn T at a thirty
at night to watch a motherfucker jump over Kisson. That and coverage that ship
was fucking terrible, man, I'm not. I'm not yeah that. I
just started thinking about all of the All Star Games and I was like,
bro, this ship been weak to me for very long. Like once I
started watching and one watching the All Star Game became Bro, this shit is
not not what I now what it used to be. It used to be
lit. Bro, I'm trying to think outside of Vince Carter sticking here.
Twenty twenty one dunk contest cool, but the like sixteen was probably the best
dunk contest ever, like as a whole. Zack Lavine and Aaron Gordon,
they motherfucker was crazy. Yeah, they was. They was jumping at the
fucking gym. They was back to back, back to back, fifty fifty
fifty fifty fifty until a nigga don't get a fifty. That's when this motherfucker
gonna be over y'all, gonna dunk all night, and it was crazy because
they was making them bitches on the first dunk. That's what was making this
ship so crazy. Yeah, I'm nothing on I'm nothing on that ship already.
I knew when I seen it. I said, no, this dunk
coest trash white boy, little white Boy gonna win again. Yeah, I
knew he's gonna win again. Yeah, I ain't really I'm not really into
it. Could just be me, bro, Nah, It's just I'm just
not excited about anything that niggas would a lot of money put in front to
me when it comes to like movies, TV shows, nigga, when it
comes to the events, I'm just not impressed because you got you got people
that are starving that are relying on an event or a song or something to
better their life. Niggas that got the money ain't relying on this specific event
or song or whatever to change the course of their life. Like, I
don't know, I'll just be listening to music and I be like, man,
niggas just making three minute loops, like the beats be the same,
the melody be the same. It ain't. But if you listen to a
motherfucker that's depending on that motherfucker, mother fucking court progressions, mother fucking background
harmonies, and motherfucker bring an operating this motherfucker, they gonna do some weird
ass ship to stick up, to stick out. Yeah, And I just
don't feel like anybody is doing anything to stick out. And it could be
because it's like, you know, you're seeing motherfucker get shot on Instagram,
you become de sensitized to it because I'm a content creator and I'm constantly looking
for new content or inspiration. I'm not inspired or impressed by any of this
shit because I see it so fucking much. I'm doing so much as a
contenter. I'm looking at motherfucking fighting, I'm looking at the motherfucking quality of
your camera, listening to the quality of your motherfucking microphone. And if I
hear anything that's different from mine or anything that's different from the niggas that I
study, you ain't do the best that you could. So I don't really
fuck with this. I'm nigga can even bring a hoodie over this motherfucker.
I'm feeling this versus his new hoodie. So now when I feel somebody else's
hoodie, you ain't doing the best that you could you just got money,
you just throwing shit. It makes me look at things differently, and it
could My wife don't do that, so she easily impressed and easily fooled by
you know what I'm saying. So it could be because the niggas that watched
the Hall Peri movies they not really looking for They're not watching the award shows
that's giving out motherfucking awards and be like, well, let me go watch
this movie and see why this one thirteen motherfucking Academy awards. My wife ain't
doing that shit, ain't thinking to do that. They just gonna complain about
it, because I'll be like, Man, a lot of the movies that
you're complaining about, the mockers, motherfucker do be good. Lokated my mama
to god. You know it's really good. Mister and missus Smith. Did
you watch the new one? Yeah? I ain't seen it yet, but
that motherfucker was he I mean ship the original was good though, So yeah,
Manuel and Joey want to do it. This tomb raighter I've never seen
probably before that I never seen which fine, she got black, black,
white face and she had black kids. I wonder what she be feeding them.
Have you had it? Have you had a cucumber sandwich? Fuck?
No. And I like cucumbers, but I'm not even a fucking cucumbers sandwich
man. I thought that with just the cucumber, and thought that. I
thought that and banged it. I thought that, so what you put on
bread? I thought that until Dorian's mate, White Girl Loved Them, invited
us to his birthday party and they had a fucking the little bitty slaughters,
cucumber slaughters, bang about thirty in them, bitch, just cucumbers on the
cucumbers, and fucking crazy lost hell away when he left that bitch, And
when that ship was fire, bro was good. It's crazy. I like
cucumbers, but I don't like pickles. And I think it's just like pickles.
Has got a little more sourish taste to it. Yellow twin to it,
like a twin to it. Yeah, twin twin. But when I
was younger, I let the twin twins twin that move. I got a
little too much twang to it. Bitch, which get your ass out of
my house or in the tub or some bitch. Get a wipe going up,
bitch and get a baby wipe. I feel like if I feel like,
if you didn't want to shower before you came up to see me,
is it really worth it? We got a problem. Now, what is
you doing? You might've been out all day when I had time. Well,
then come take it over here. Then you're define getting in the shower.
That'd be the best. I need to hop in the shower. What
fresh you're gonna get that motherfucker up fresh for me? Like that you nigga
get happy? No family, I have to see something on Facebook today about
niggas letting niggas lifting up and letting females take they take their draws off.
I said, shit, I ain't got worry about that. I'm already buddy,
Buddy, I'm already naked, so you ain't gonna have to lie and
you ain't evenna have to lift ship up around here. Well, I'll be
damn more fucker lift me up and pull my ship off to me. It
may make you feel like hold up now on top, like wait a minute,
damn, let me let me take my own goddamn draws. Boy,
Damn, that's how I felt. That was weird. No, for real,
I'd be like, I'm alright, naked. So ship, buddy,
reach over here. You feel some dick. You already know what to do.
Take your pants off? Hey on the dot. When I got here,
when I got this BA that was already draws at the star game just
starting. Hey, I got some breakaway draws, socks, everything off.
I'm butt ass naked with just a chain on. Hey, for real,
bro, Hey, look when I was younger, but missed. I missed
that on some when I was younger. Nigga, I used to be like
funk that I ain't ben no more. We've been we've been talking about sex.
When I come over here. You know what time it is, Rich,
I'm already getting butt ass naked when I get in your house. Oh,
ship, But back in the day, back fucking high school was stupid
because you had basketball shorts on. Stupid take off so many I didn't even
suck butt naked back then, I just used to pull my ship down.
It's quick, this quickie ship. I feel like every time I had six
when I was younger, it was quickies. We got a rush. We
ain't supposed to be doing that ship. Motherfucking might pop up home or something.
I remember, I remember, I remember I thought she's so fucking stupid.
I'm I'm so happy I broke up with that dumb ass girl. She
just I was like, man, we was downstairs down the state in uh
Chapel Hill on the West side town home downstairs, so it had the stairs
were noisy enough, the door was noisy enough for you to hear somebody.
Oh yeah, yeah if they was to come downstairs, so you can be
able to jump. So she come over. Think about the fuck I already
in my mind I felt like she should have known that this was a quickie
session, because, bitch, my auntie is upstairs. Why are you coming
here trying to sit? And no, she's trying to make fucking love.
Bro, Like, what is your problem? I don't care. I came
a long time ago ago. No, not even time to go. My
auntie know that we down here. We only gap at ten minutes before she
asked me to come do something. Because that's just how she is. You
trying to fucking grind, pretty Ricky just can't grind. She's trying to do
all the time. I'm like, bro, get your thick ass off of
me, because when you come now, I had started noticing that when you
when I came. My dick used to get a little flashy, so it's
easy for bitches to ride, and that motherfucker will come off. Now you
got a condom of beside you. I knew that. Mama. She's still
grinding with this motherfucking noodle. I'm like, now me over here, But
I guess when it's still in there, they squeezing it. They kind of
you know what I'm saying, get your like they still feel like got me
sometimes ship until the mother get back hard. They trying to get it back
hard for you. I'm with it, ship, but at that time at
fifteen a fifteen, hell no, my legs is gone. It's I'm hurt.
You don't understand. You just took my soul. Different than that.
I'm just now starting to do this. This is new to me. That's
one. That's one that's an exacle, like you are a stupid I was
trying to get in trouble to one of them to walk downstairs on us.
Just get up. That's why you get a fucking with them. Girls who
family fucked up, fucked up, and they haven't letting niggas come over.
They crib and parent. My main dad, daddy ain't there. It's just
daddy was Daddy was cheating on the mama. He was a pastor. He
cheating on the They dealing with their daddy. They daddy worked nights, so
he was never there. Yeah, you're preaching right now. It's over.
If I had custin my daughters and I had daughters, I got daughters.
If I had custody and my daughters, I'm never working night. That ship
dead. And I got changed on the fucking windows like we live in the
project. Ye ain't nobody sneaking up in this sneaking out. I got cameras
everywhere, this motherfucker bus in your bedroom, the door, the door chying
like a d T when you open your bedroom. Yeah, I ain't gonna
be streaking like that. But if I work nights, just no, I'm
working days. I'm not trying to work at all. I'm trying to work
from home. I'm gonna be a podcaster. You still up, Yes,
I'm not going to sleep. See, have a nice day at school.
Baby here when you get off, yeah, you get off the bus,
I'm picking you up. What the what you thought you was? What you
thought you're riding the bus? Your friend, I know what they're doing.
I know what they're doing the bus, what fingers thinking? Your fingers funky?
You know you're not about to sit in the back of gropa. No
you're not. And I'm not even saying it because my daughters might be freaky.
I'm saying it because I don't know how other niggas like. I just
know it's twenty twenty four and these little niggas has grown. These little eleven
year olds are sixteen seventeen in their head. Brouh my is weird because it's
weird because either they super vanilla or they super know they know everything. Either
they know everything, they scary and shy. My nieces are eleven. They
fucking our height bodies is developing. I'm like, bro, what the fuck
they are vanilla? That's how Kennedy is. When I'm glad, She's still
like, I don't know if they playing me, they could be like because
Kennedy's very smart, so I know, like, but she don't look her
want to tease friends. Kids be acting really really fucking shot whenever I'm around.
So I asked her. I was like, what's up with your kids?
She was like, I don't know. Come to a few weeks A
few weeks ago, she said that the girl of that second shot got caught
her mama got called to the office. So your daughter brought the water bottle
full of tequila the school and was giving it to the Oh my god.
They ain't that bitch drunk off of sip. Oh my mama, they are
in that bitch tipsy. They said, we don't know I who's your press
charges or not? And no, Mama tried to act like she ain't know
what the fuck was going on. Now you knew your daughter was mother fucking
daughter here drinking all the time, mugging motherfuckers and ship. You gotta be
careful, man. Nah, that's crazy, though, that's crazy bringing liquor
to school. I would be mad as fuck if my daughter team your daughter
come home and she what wrong with you? Oh you're talking about if your
daughter had you got to sit from the girl. Yeah, I'm mad as
hell. She's drunk. She don't know what's going on. They at that
age you're getting. I don't give a fuck. You ain't gotta drink that
much. You gonna feel that motherfucking ain't one thousand Because I remember when my
senior year, when when the Hurricane Katrina. Shit happened. We start getting
more fuckers from New Orleans and ship and this nigga it was my nigga though
like we got we end up coming came close and ship like he's from New
Orleans. That they different, that they different, that nigga my age,
but that nigga was on some different ship. I'm like different. I can't
with you like that because you was too advanced for meum that nigga. Man,
that nigga was bringing guns and and and liquor and ship to school.
When you think back on ship like that, like what damn nigga you this
nigga was drinking in school? Nigga, I hit the ship one day Nigga
like Nigga had a flask and Nigga Nigga had Siagram fucking vodka green apple?
What I hit that? Motherfuck I'm in that bitch hurt third period. I'm
like damn all day. It was like, what's wrong with you? Want
to take a nap? So? I sorry, guy bro, I mean
that motherfucker hurt, headache. Motherfucker's like Keenan's wrong with you? The teacher
they know me. I'm a class clan. I mean I'm in that motherfucker.
That was probably the best day I ever had in school. Niggas an
even want to do nothing. I wasn't talking. I was you get you
bring some liquor to mine, to my daughter's school, and you get my
daughter drunk. And I'm showing up to your Chris. Yeah, I'm shitty.
See your See your and her sister got drunk. Daddy, come outside.
We got through the one. See ain't got a day. I gotta
be up your mother. Uh see her and her sister got drunk with a
with her homeboy from the neighborhood. It was like fifteen, she was sixteen
and Camille was like fourteen or something like that. He got him drunk.
Tell me that story, about that story. And now I said, Bro,
I would have if I was your daddy. Out of shot this house
up, I'm telling you, bro, that's what that's crazy. You got
my daughters. And there's other niggas in here too. That mean y'all.
I know what y'all was on. Bro, y'all, I was trying,
I shout this motherfucker up. Is it going on? Because why are you
what are you going through? What are you going through to where you're fifteen
years old and you're trying to influence everybody to get drunk. What are you
going through? None? What? None? Just being just being no,
just being no. They know what they know they want some kouchie. No,
no, bro, the fucking with them? Man? Fuck no,
bro, No you really I wouldn't think about no more fucking drinking at all,
That's what I'm saying. So what you got going on to? Where
you think that you can get a bottle and influence my daughter or daughters to
drink? And in your house? We in your house where your mama at
gone. That's why I'm drinking. She got this more fucking bottles over here
on the shelf. I'll always be drinking when the cool. So let's even
have a deeper debate. So I know, I don't know if they listen
to this botty Now I'll give a photo. This ain't about my boy.
It's more so about his parents or his mom. You know that you can
I come home from the club I had. Let's say I have five drinks.
Let's say you've made five drinks, strong drinks. I don't know what
she was trying to do, five strong drinks. I come home three hours
later, seeer, I smell it? UMK, you was drinking. It's
coming at your pores. You go to sleep, wake up, it's coming
at your pores. You mean to tell me you can't smell your fucking fifteen
year old son smelling like a motherfucking sailor and you're not going to address it,
and you're keeping liquor in your house as a parent. Now, when
I think about, when I think back on certain shit like that, I'm
like, what is the mama or the daddy going through to what they do
not recognize that their kids smell like an uncle drinking, right, niggas smell
like he fixed transmissions? The fuck they be just trying to avoid it.
I guess I don't know nothing, That's what I say. I wonder what
niggas is really going through and the denial that's it. That's it. That's
it. Brou I'm so because because the little girl who took the tequila to
the school, what are you going through? That you that you thought that
it was going to be a good idea, knowing that, knowing the consequences
that you're Yeah, because they ain't young, young, what you know what
you're doing? Yeah, you're passing it out and ship the funk wrong with
you? Beat my daughter ass. Y'all, don't think that we can smell
this soon as you open it. Fuck, I might smelling in this classroom,
smell like an incense that strong as a motherfucker. Bro looking around at
motherfucker like who the teacher probably like, did I bring this ship? I
smelled to that ship is strong, that'ship, strong as a motherfucker bro.
Crazy. Yeah, I've been thinking about it like that. And the reason
why I'm thinking about that because shout out to uh name tag Alexander, Philippe
Philipe flipped my cousin Tikia and uh Bree Marie. When we said and Kat,
we said, reach out to us and tell us how everything going,
you know what I mean? Last episode they reached out to me. My
cousin and kid brought up this very interesting thing and she said, I'm not
talking about you, but if I don't want to talk to my family no
more, what's the best way to do this? M hm? And I
started to think, like I don't want to talk, Like why wouldn't you
want to? Because some niggas come from toxic backgrounds, Bro, and everybody
in your motherfucking family. Gary is a very different place. Nah. I'm
not saying this. I'm not saying it's any harder than Indianapolis. But if
you live in a place where niggas ain't working and more than half of the
houses that are there are abandoned, and then everybody got something going on.
Niggas in jail, niggas is getting shot, niggas is having kids. That
environment. As soon as you cross over the fucking bridge, as soon as
you pass the green mill, shit just start feeling weird and wanky and shit.
So if you leave, if you get this, if you get the
strength of leave, rather it be small town in Indiana like Gary, or
a small town in Georgia, or a small town in Texas where the fuck
y'all from? When you call back home, you getting an ear full of
bullshit, a ship ton of bullshit. And guess what everybody think that you
got your ship together. So they asking you for help, asking you for
money, and you forgot it. Could be your mom, it could be
your motherfucking older. Whatever they looking, they looking down at you for you
to help them up. They trying to they trying to get some kind of
beacon of hope out of it, and that ship could be fucking draining training,
especially when I'm giving you advice and you not taking the advice, and
then I call you a week later in the situation done got worse. You
done did exactly what I asked you now to do. Ask you how to
get up out of the situation. Nothing for you because you ain't listening to
the first place. I was like, man, what do you do if?
What do you do if if you don't want to if you don't want
to talk to your family, or let's let's take it a step further,
what do you do if you can you? My question to you is do
you think you can outgrow your family? Oh? Yes, you can death
out grow you can grow anybody. I feel like one thousand. So I
feel like if your fad, if your family ain't you know what I'm saying
there for you, or or care about what your dreams are, how you
feel about some certain situations, then I'm outgrowing you because I don't want to
be around that type of energy. If you ain't fucking with me, and
I'm your family, because I'm gonna fuck with you regardless. You know what
I'm saying. Not nothing anything positive, like you back, if I really
rock with you like that? What do you base You're still in this family
situation. My sister's on ancestry looking up just you know what I mean,
some family shit, trying to figure out that's females. Female shit. They
be the ones that Now some niggas are ancestry too, I mean yeah,
but mainly people that I know that do that, it's females. I know
a couple of people right now like that side all the type of ship I
care less honestly now I'm thirty six. Like you know what I I said,
I wouldn't give a flying fuck if I found a cousin on ancestry dot
com because the only reason that I talk to my cousins now is because we
grew up together. Exactly. If you take away the fucking sixteen years or
so, you take away the chemistry and the bond and the memories and shit,
the fucking the playground, the playground fights, and the motherfucking spending night
sessions and the late night Mario card gaming and Blockbuster rentals, you know what
I mean, trips and shit like that pool party and like, if you
take all that away, take away Gusta. First, you take away Mario
cart and go to nine. It's just I have no connection to you know,
because I seen something like it was like I don't know if it was
a skin or not. It was just a dude talking about it was like
he found out he got a brother his daddy, boom boom. He just
found that he had a brother. He grown. He like shit, fucked
that nigga, you know what I'm saying. And I kind of felt him
because it's like, nigga, I'm thirty six. He probably ain't no telling,
probably the same age. We both grown. We both got our own
ways. I don't trust this nigga. Don't get fuck if I don't even
brothers. I don't know you niggas. I don't know what you're capable of.
You can hate what I got going on and like fuck you. It
is what it is. When I see you, I say, what's up?
But nigga, I don't know you, so I'm not about to act
like you. My brother, my brother brother put you before my niggas.
Who are my brothers? By you know what I'm saying, By life,
how life work? But that just how I go. Like in today's world,
you got a lot of people. We got more friends that this family
than real family. That's what I say. That's what I was telling my
cousin to kid. I was just like, you know, I understood what
she was coming from, because you know, family can be toxic as a
motherfucker, they could be super draining. And also, I feel like family,
family is needed, man, Family keep you. I feel like family
keep you in a space that you can never out bro Only certain people in
your family will allow you to grow. Only certain people will allow you to
be young. Keenan from sixty one, then motherfucker can see you Keenan from
Northwest, and then Keenan from Central and Keenan from the motherfucking the fucking wherever,
all the places, the different place you used to work becuse it's different
stages, no for sure of who you are. But if I only see
you as the little Keenan, because that's the key of that, I have
control over a lot of the times when you try to outgrow that box they
got you in, they start to look at you differently and they start to
for shure and it's just like like how I said, Like my pops just
past we just had a funeral, last sur and ship then you like it,
what was that? Like, what was that funeral? Like for you?
Do you want to go into that or now yeah we can't. I
mean, it was just it was different because I have never lost I have
ever lost your parents, so right right that it was just like damn,
it made it real. Yeah, and then just meeting people that I never
met that knew my dad, like Freezy with school with you know, other
more of the Hampton side, and then just them automatically seeing me knowing exactly
who I am, like, oh you you his son. Y'all like you
know what I'm saying, and just hear stories and stuff like that. But
just like from that, it's like we really do need family, like and
it be messed up when ship like that has to happen for family to get
together or stuff like that. But when y'all do get together, you be
like, damn, motherfuckers do love you, you know what I'm saying,
And you do realize how much you love your cousins and your i ts and
stuff like that. So it just but it also make me realize like we
all got our own life, we all got stuff to do too. Everybody
got kids, you know, what I'm saying, So it'd be hard.
Motherfuckers work different work schedules and all of that, so it's hard for people
to get together like that, but you have to. I feel like plete
opposite, Bro, No, I No, I mean, I'm like complete
opposite because I feel like I'm like, Bro, I'm like you. I
don't go to all the families things like I should or you know what I'm
saying, at least more, but I'll just be like every time I go
to a family event, and this is no stab at anybody in my family.
I'm just reminded of all of the issues the niggas got that they don't
want to fix. Like, I'm not about to sit here and still going
through that. That or he'd be like, why are we sitting here and
allowing us drunk to drink? Why do we? Why do we? Why?
Why do we keep bringing vices? And we know the outcome. I
don't want to be a part of this outcome. I know what the outcome
is going to be. And sometimes I just feel like if we strip away
memories and we have nothing to talk about in this room, and I don't
like that. Mama like me and you can get together we can talk about
it. Now, we can talk about we do it. We do it
weekly. That's how that's how we have a podcast. We're talking about things
and it's never about maybe once in a while, but it's never about It's
never just strictly about that. And a lot of the times I'd be like,
do you just constantly think about that time? Or do we not have
anything else in common to find out? Do we not want to take the
time to find out, because it's like every time, like you get around
the cousin or something you ain't seen the way be like remember remember when I
remember when I went to college, I kicked out my broince. Then I
don't ask you like I asked it, like nigga, what you've been up
to? Like how you like? And then niggas be lying deaf, I
mean because you don't know, because you don't know, niggas being exaggerating their
life and ship like, bro, this is not facing you don't got a
lot of me, bro. But then then I've been thinking too, like
when have we ever had a real conversation that I needed you to be honest
because we were kids with kids and yeah, it was based on waking up,
eating Syria and going outside and playing. Yeah, and my mama,
you know what I mean. So unless we're talking about video games, and
I don't play video games no more. If were talking about like when everything
in my head like like now now that I'm now that I'm a father,
Now that I'm a father, I realized that I realized how much trauma family
and friends did to me when I was younger, just not recognizing my characteristics
and then calling me names because of my personality rather be asshole, arrogant.
I've been calling these things my entire life as a fucking five six, seven
eight nine year old bro no cap. So when you around people who always
labeling you for being you, they're not labeling you you, they're labeling you
bad words. So you never really feel one hundred percent comfortable being yourself around
them. Yeah, then I don't want to be around you. You ruined
it. So now that I'm a father and I have my own kids,
every moment to me is precious And it sounds weird, but I keep Instagram
keep showing me videos and they be like this day gonna pass. They ain't
gonna be young forever for real's gonna be in their room on their phone because
the ship happened fast. It's happened fast. And that's how I be.
Like my two daughters and Georgia, and it's just like every time you see
and they look different. Yeah, you know, I can't see them every
day, so it's like, damn, I try. You know, I
can go down there here and there like that, but I still gotta work,
you know what I'm saying, out of life, and I still I
just want my daughters to just know each other. I just want them to
have a buying you know. I feel that way about. So that's when
I be like, Damn, I feel I understand with the multiple baby mothers
and and ship like that, different household, Like that's easy at all.
It's not. So me and my my dad got to my dad got two
other sons, and they about ten twelve years younger than me. So that
already adds that already fucks it up, you know what I'm saying. It
might be fifteen years younger, so it already fucks it already sucks up a
lot of that shit. And then they grew up completely different, so different.
So now when I'm trying to communicate with them, they more like my
father say, they don't really talk like that. I just feel like I'm
forcing a conversation with them, and I'm like, man, I want a
relationship. That's how I be, you know what I'm saying. Like,
because my oldest, you know, she's thirteen now, so she having her
little you know how girls, little girls are, they just start having their
own way. She really don't care to talk to too many people but her
friends and shit. So I'll be trying to communicate with her. I try
to text her every day. You know, she don't. She texts back
when she texts back, but it's just like, damn, I want to,
but I don't want to force them. I don't want to make our
crime. You know what I'm saying. Yeah, Like, I don't want
to make you feel I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable. But I
want you to fucking talk to me. I want you to talk to me.
Like Kenley, she gonna talk to me all the time. Like I
text her, she takes me back, you know what I'm saying. If
she got her phone taken, you know what I'm saying. But other than
that, I don't know. It's just shit that I gotta change. But
that's shit tough though, Yeah, the whole family. I've been thinking about
that family shit. She asked me that ship when we released in the last
episode or two weeks ago, that ship and lingering in my head, like
because I feel like I feel like some I feel like I've I don't know
if I've outgrown or the conversations that we like. I don't like small talk
whatsoever. Like may be like that. They be like, why you always
got to talk about something deep? And I'm like, bro, why are
we sitting in this motherfucker for hours? Bro? I could be at home
editing, I could be doing some other shit, so you can give me
out my motherfucker house. At least have some better food than this motherfucker and
better conversation than this motherfucker. And I don't drink, so I have some
better water selection than this motherfucker has some I just beat my mom in my
mind. I'm thinking this environment ain't comfortable for me, and I'm really forcing
myself to be here. And y'all don't want to about nothing serious? All
right? Well didn't? That's what I want to do. I want to
talk about something serious. And I started realizing that a lot of people don't
like talking about serious ship at all. Bro. Niggas don't think about ship
deep they thought about I'm like, yeah, I was a saying like damn,
like you tripping. You go at nigga like, damn, bro,
like I'm just talking about the weather, my nigga. What God Damn Like,
man, I don't want to eat this. Man, I've seen something
here. You go eat healthy, you're vegan. I'm like, bro,
I just had barbecue steak yesterday. I'm not a vegan, but damn,
nigga, but I gotta Yeah, you can't even you can't even not be
on that ship with you cause that nigga just be I'll be like, gone,
bro, what skill I don't I'm eating skills, nigga. I'm meaning
gummies, nigga. I like that ship eating that ship that she got pork
in it. Ship got point two with it. Bro. Nobody ain't hurting
nobody. Man, No, no, he was locked up. He stop
eating that ship. He converted over to a Muslim. Tell it. We
see people saying these they much they converting over the Muslims. They praying,
they praying like this instead of like this. Yeah yeah, now that ship,
I mean I don't know, man, I'm in the weird space right
now. The we're the Only thing I want to do is fucking work out
and build my kids. I don't want to do ship. I don't want
to go nowhere. I don't want to do I don't know. I don't
want to do ship. Bro. Yeah, I'm really like All Star.
All Star was fun, though like other other other than like the clubs like
I feel sorry for people who just based All Star all off club club and
the ship. They missed out on a lot because downtown was lit. It
was a bunch of ship going on with a lot of free ship to do,
so people didn't experience that. Then Me and Mike, Me and Mike
did the Mike pulled up with me. We did. I didn't sound for
a number. We had to be there early to motherfucking but uh that that
drive home in the snow, Yeah, that snow was That ship was right,
bro, That ship drained me. I already know. That's why I
said once once I went in Friday, I said it's over. I'm cool.
I just wait till tomorrow. I try this again tomorrow. I wasn't
in early. I was once I was downtown because you know, I put
my clothes and stuff in and bro, my bro Derek store a sneaks nerology
one on one. So y'all checked that out. Y'all go since uh circle
city maw but uh yeah, I probably got in the house. But eighty
nine it was over. I'm like, I ain't going down sober. So
all this snow and shi it is cold. Leave you downtown to about ten
thirty. That blue, that blue that blew everything. I'm like, I'm
gonna just try again tomorrow. That ship snow. I was in the highway,
dude, that ship was us. That ship was ugly, bro.
It came out of nowhere too. Of them flakes was big. Boy was
sticking. Bro. I got on the news on accident. You ain't seen
me on the news. Hell, y'all got on the news. They talking
about I just got down there and uh I said. It was just a
white lady and the white man with a cameraon to MI, like you do
an interview. I'm like, at first, I about saying no, but
I was like, fuck did I do it? Like? And I need
to learn how to do this ship anyway. I need to start talking boom.
And they just asked me about like the city all star, boom boom,
and then he was talking about the way one ship and they ain't had
like nothing, fox nothing. So I'm just thinking this somebody getting some content,
you know whatever. And then later that day everybody can hit me,
like my mama called, like he was on the news. I'm like,
what is your name on the nigga? I was on the news, Nigga?
Did they have your name on it? I'm sure your name on it.
They had me my face, you know what I'm saying that they have
your name at the bottom. No, I never told him my name.
No, they have my name. I never told my name. I just
got putting me on the news unless you put my name on their shit.
I wish they would have put mister mock my whole goddamn interview on that motherfucker
because I was saying some ship, I shout, I shout, I rare
about about fifteen times, got that rich ain't really expensive. Checked this out,
boy. I'm telling I was all the thirdst clowner. But now they
just put the part on her. I was talking about the weather and ship,
like how how it was sixty last week and then now snow and then
last week the niggas be saying that ship but yeah, I know how yeah
you know, I mean hours are in the day, my fucking world to
spending this entire time ship one change like it was sixty sixty degree. No,
that shit crazy, though, bro, I understand. That's that's why
I was telling them. I said, it's the city. I said,
it's different here. It was sixty last week because she was about to snow.
I'm like it with sixty last week. It's gonna be sixty next week.
Matter of fact, it's gonna be sixty Sunday. But it's snow right,
got them now, and it's just gotta take the good with the bat
of this motherfucking man. I said that fucked up everything. It didn't really
fuck nothing up because we still became, what in fourteen years, one of
the most just like super Bowls. That's why I say, I don't know
why people even expected us to fumble. Shit. We run big even all
the time. We got the Indy five hundred like we got we got shipped
any combine and it does well like we got all this ship, bro,
the city, the city knows how to accommodate out of town. That's really
well, Everything easy for him. What was what was crazy is that a
lot of events was getting canceled because Nigga was not because of snow, yes
because on Friday, but other ship was getting canceled because Niggas was putting the
NBA All Star logo on a flyer and they got hit with some because it's
over. They and motherfuckers told them not to do that ship. They said,
don't putting NBA own on nothing because they got their own ship going on
down here. Yeah, I ain't. I ain't really get to go out
experience it, but I probably would. I got to see I got to
see law Wayne, I got see fifty. I was dope as hell.
I don't even like concerts. I don't like concerts because I don't like all
this ship. It's just too much going on for me. Too many people,
your space, all that ship. I'm cool. I really don't like
that. But that ship was lit though. Wayne is one of my favorite,
so of course it was dope. I didn't, but I know that
ship was lit. Yeah to t Pain, that's a great Jada was in
there, short dancer mm hmmm. I love her. Yeah, show me
to drink or bad water and two limits. I love her. I love
her. I'm not editing that out. That's stand no other than the everybody
was at the Lil Wayne though I didn't even see everybody, but just seeing
it when I left and seeing everybody post, I'm like, then, what
the fuck was you at? Like, I see none of y'all motherfuckers,
But I've seen a lot of people though. Yeah, it's crazy, I've
seen a lot of people, But I did a lot of people at the
convention Center. I wish I went to Trapping Tacos. I wish I wish
I went to that too. I wish I'd have went to that too.
It was just too much ship going on, bro. It was too much
ship going on at the same time. And that's why I be feeling like
motherfuckers got clones, what celebrities and ship because they be having too much ship
to do and maybe everywhere. Oh yeah, because how you hear? How
you like how you defeating traffic? Because because they got clones. Bro,
I'm sorry, they cloned Tyrone, they cloned all y'all. Yeah, for
me, I I wouldn't have went. I wouldn't have went downtown if it
wasn't for working it. So I am I had to you did, Like,
I couldnot experience that though. The store, just everything and the ship
that they were just putting in mall, just adding ship downtown, Like this
is hard. That they put downtown was hard. They took it away now.
Yeah, it was just there for the weekend. That motherfucker had every
signature any body that had a signature. Shoot, they had their own little
sections in there. Like then they had courts, arcade game. It was
just so much ship to do in that. It was just like, this
is not the mall. I don't like the way downtown look when it's a
lot of ship going on. I like, I I liked. I liked
the roads blocked off. I like, I like random ass ship. I
like. I like because man, Mike, Me and Mike was downtown.
They had courts everywhere. Yeah, me and Mike is downtown, nigga.
It was early, like nine ten o'clock. We were looking for coffee.
It took us thirty minutes to find coffee bro. Thirty man, we was
driving around. I was like, what the fuck going on? Trying to
find a place of Parker something, No, a place to that was selling
coffee bro because we because we couldn't get to where we normally know we can
go. And then it was just awful. But I mean we got coffee,
went back to the spot. It was cool. Never was never was
clowning. I fuck, he never was clowning. He showed up. He's
just a cool ass. You know, he knows what songs to play to.
He was clowning, like he don't play all his rates, dumb one
up. It's my neck ship he was. He was clowning the young ship.
I like that ship. I listened to everything he'd be playing. Sh
I'd be like, damn nig about that. Yeah, I never thought nobody
was going. That was probably the highlight like everything, because it was I
wasn't forced to be around a lot of people, and I got to hang
out with my nigga and my other nigga, listened to some music, got
paid for it. And then Byron Brother to the Night he DJ that night,
were doing a hard yeah yeah, no no, not slim Byron Brother
to the Night. I got you. Yeah, but we did the Brother
to the Night and we did the uh we did the that podcast for him
and they was talking about Kanye West and that really it really bothered me,
just the ship that they were saying about Kanye was that really yeah? You
know they was rating they was rating everything high. But then that song they
work out, that song as good as fucking That video is amazing. I
said, do y'all not like the remixed a little John? Do? They
was? We forgot about that. That was week I said, that's the
video. That was the video. That video was hard, the tripping,
Yeah, that was that video was harder than my fucker. That's the first.
That was a big titty video. All the big titty woman was in
there. I love y'all. But yeah, man, how you Before we
got out of here, you was, how have you been? This has
been a week since the funeral? You've been? Oh? Yeah, I've
been all right. You know, I had my moments. The hardest part
is trying to be I got to be the strong one for my sisters because
they devastated. Yeah, they fucked up, for sure. They gotta they
gotta figure out what to do with all of this stuff. We're still waiting.
We ain't even been able to go over there yet whatever they got going
on the apartments. But once they damn once they handle that, then I'm
telling you that's that. We can go over there. And once you I
think that's the that's the That was one of the hardest parts about Barancier's dad
is realizing that he just became an accumulation of stuff, just stuff. I'm
like, bro, what the fuck is this? Bro? Why do you
even have this? And it's like, man, motherfucker's got storage, dens
and storage all type of just this ship everywhere, bro, and the ship
don't be worth nothing. Made me look at all of the shit that I
got differently, like I just be I don't know, I really don't mean
nothing. What you're gone shit because a lot of the things that we think
is valuable. I look at it like this life is a lot like play
those closet and game Stop. More so like game stop, you could take
your whole life to game Stop right now. Thirty dollars thirty twelve fifty nine.
Well, I'll go buy more fucking PlayStation five right now for five hundred
dollars to take it in there. They're gonna try to give me one thirty.
Yeah, I feel like that's get out of my face. I feel
like that's a lot of people's lives. Shop all that shit they be getting
over. They got to make their profit but I understand it. But I
say that because a lot of the times, a lot of the value we
put the value on it, the value be fake as a motherfucker. Hell.
It's just like with course they say soon as you drop them office.
Now I herd daddy left us in motherfucking uh. If you, if you
are a listener and you like cars, like antique cars or something like that,
give me up. He left us an eighty seven milester sport. It
needs to be fixed. He left us nineteen sixty six F one hundred.
The F one hundred might get sold for like ten fifteen. But yeah,
he left us. He left us some. He left us a few things
that could be sold. But it's gonna be difficult, man. But I
do, I would do, I do. I do. Wish you some
strength to deal with the next phase of whatever grieving. Apparently, I don't
know. I don't know what that's like. No, I be thinking about
that for my dad, Like how am I going to feel when that day
comes? I know it's going to come, but I don't know, because
bar me just be wishing like I didn't know how I was gonna feel.
Honestly, Yeah, but it fucked me up more than I thought it would,
though, And I think it's just how because of how it happened.
Yeah, I'm more I'm thinking about my whole life. I've wanted a certain
kind of relationship with this niggah same here, and it didn't happen. I
mean, we were working on it. We started like going out to eating,
hanging a little bit more, talking a little bit more than we juiced
to. Yeah, so I think that's probably what it was to us too.
But Nigga waiting forever to patch up ship, you know what I mean.
I don't even know if it's patching up. The old niggas is just
different, Broy. Different They they value connections just differently. I've talked to
I've talked to Mike and you via text more than I've talked to my dad
in the past four years combined. Nigga no cap Like when you think about
just like He'll like, man, you're good, you're all right today,
I'm like yeah, and my mind and be like yeah, bro, I'm
straight bro right on that. To my dad, they'd be like everything all
right, I'm like, bro, trying to check on you. That's why,
Like my dad was cool, like he starts because like he was just
a controlling type. Like so it just used to be hard being around him
and ship because he always try to tell you what to do and sh it
matter no matter how old you is. Like I'm goron bro, but yeah,
my grandfather and I started talking about emotions and ship, just just asking
him how he feeling and ship. A nigga like a computer chip just start
malfunctioning for real, I'll be I don't want to. I don't I'm not
good with expressing myself or or or just talking about serious ship like jay Z
said, And when I get nervous, I tell the truth and that ship
for real, I just start Yeah. But a lot of the times niggas
be talking about nobody cares about man feelings until a man asks another man,
yo, bro, you' all right? And then niggas be like I don't
even think because I talk. I have to talk to my niggas though,
Yeah, so what I'm saying, Like that's the crazy thing about when it
comes to a woman, though, I really, why why are you asking
me these questions? Like do you really care? Though? Because my mama,
Like I love my mama to death, but we ain't never really,
I had no serious serious my parents period, Like none of my parents.
My mama asked me something about something and I had I think I made I
think I might have smoked. But it was a question that could have either
had a very simple answer or a very complex answer. I give everyone in
the middle bruh. She responded, was like, Damn, didn nobody even
ask you all of that? And in my mind it was like, Aha,
you're the reason why I don't answer these questions to people like that.
Why don't you the reason why I don't open up like that because you always
want the basic in my mind, don't work like that. And it really
I thought it was a great answer, too much, nigga, Damn ain't
ask you all that. Ship I can tap out on my ass A long
time ago, Bro, I was like, oh my god, cause my
niggas understand me, man, yeah, because I yeah, I just felt
like I feel like a lot of the times, like you said, you
you haven't had a real conversation with my parents, and I have it either,
bro, And it's so weird because I know, especially my parents,
they trauma field and I'd be like, bro, I just need y'all to
let this ship out because if y'all don't, I'm going to take it personally
because y'all, y'all, y'all treating me a certain way rather be good or
bad. But I need to know where it stems from to help me sleep
at night, so I can just just me being deep and being you know,
in love with connected with people on that level thing you're trying to connect
with me on ship. Bro, My daddy be like, bro, gone,
bro, why are you even asking? And I'd be like, have
you ever answered? Have you ever? Damn you just got a ship just
locked up inside of his body? Bro, I'm like, have you ever?
Have you ever expressed yourself to anybody? I have? But it defthly
hard for me, for sure. I shut down what emotionally just period when
I was trying to ask you ordinary. I mean, like I said,
I can, I could community, I could talk to my niggas if I'm
in the mood type ship that's just with anybody. But like, yeah,
a female or anybody asked me some like certain ship, I'll get uncomfortable and
I just shut down where I'll try to beat around the question and ship like
that, and that's probably something I need to change. But it just be
like, I just be like, you really care though. That's interesting because
I feel like using it against me when you get mad, because that ship
is really a thing, like what, Yeah, I completely agree, but
I feel like, I mean just I feel like I feel like I feel
like you should be able to open up and express yourself, but the information
that you give should not be anything. They can be anything. Yeah,
I mean, I'm just saying females bro when they get their feelings hurt or
when they they feelings, but they will really say anything, like they'll really
just try to hurt the nigga. Like, so you saying somebody your daddy
or what you and your daddy went through or anything like that, and they
just get made. That's why why your daddy didn't like your bitch ass,
you know something like that. That's why your daddy wasn't in your life,
or you know what I'm saying it like that, just be like, damn,
why you take it there? Though I've never had that, I have
had I have experienced somebody. I've experienced somebody telling me some information about myself
that I told somebody else in confidence or something like that that made me not
do that. But it's in regard to a motherfucker saying some ship like that.
I don't know how I react. I really just can't funk with you
like that, but I want to fight you. Yeah, but it be
shipped like I hope you die like all that type ship like wait what yes,
bro? Like it just be like damn you like why you feel like
you've experienced that? Yes? Bro? What kind of dick you dropping off?
It's just like, why do you what kind of do you feel?
Like? What kind of dick are you dropping off? When you drop off
dick? Is it? Is it in a briefcase? Is it in a
glad bag? What kind of like? What type of ship are you?
I'm not saying a special delivery package you gotta sign for. You gotta sign
for this package or it will not be delivered. Return. Just yes,
turn motherfucker back. Damn that's crazy, bro man saying some ship be like
you like that my week? Oh you just don't fuck with them, and
and I wish I don't I pay attention now like I won't. I don't
funk with motherfuckers. I know that be on social media. I don't got
time for that. But you know what, I realized, well, I
saw I was on this. Nigga sent the uh the post was a little
e he did the little video he sent me the post. Then I go
to the comments. Nigga, my sister in the comments, all her friends
in the comments. Nigga. I'm like, I'm asking my sister, like,
how do you even know this? Nigga? You ain't even lived here
long enough for this? Three even though, Oh, so, y'all all
hood rats for real, for real. So then I go to Bonnie Bonnie
but whatever her whatever her name is, I go to her page when she
posted this. I go to the comments. Nigga, my sister and all
of her friends are in the comments. I'm like, oh, y'all are
really hood y'all are hood rats? I didn't know that. I had to
start realizing that a lot of the women that we grew up with hood as
well, and I think you've they try to. They try to. Of
course, of course people grow and mature, they still they still be Yeah,
yeah, it's a fancy. I went from rats to motherfucking hamster.
Y'all got a little nice little crib now around my mama, But y'all still
in the family of a rat. Period, y'all ghetto violins behind it,
but still yeah, my mama, y'all, y'all just ghetto fabulous. Now
y'all just beans on your knees. That little bogie Bougie Ratchet, Yeah,
you know wrong with rats? I like, I like bougie rats. I
don't like Boujie Bougie. You like brats bie rats like I need you to
still be able to understand me. And speaking of boogie rats, did you
ask the Vince they with show. I haven't yet, and I said I
would. I knew that shit was gonna be good girl, and that rat
Woji rat his mama thought she was his mama thought that she was soft.
Coy got a fight. Yeah that was good. I think that was good.
But yeah, yeah, I didn't realize that. I didn't realize how
much of how much I'm not a hood rat. Like when that one three
thousand said, I know you are, but when three thousand was like,
uh, I'm not a hood nigga, but a nigga from the hood.
That's gonna that's me. No, you are a hood nigga. I'm a
hood nigga, but I'm from the hood. It's a difference it's a difference,
but they can get along because we understand boundaries. The problem is that
the non hood nigga, some non hood niggas, do not understand the boundaries
of a hood nigga. Like I've always been able to be in a rown
for the hood. Yeah, I'm a hood nigga. I'm not a street
nigga. See his level. Yeah, I know I wouldn't in the streets,
but I know all about it. Yeah, and you know how to
maneuver. Definitely. I've been in the room with I've been in a room
with street niggas and hood niggas, the different street niggas. Rob kill all
that ship. I was in the room with Niggasu had Deuce ass, had
me in the mother fucking Deuce brother, street niggas. Me in the room
with a bunch of street niggas. They talking about gun prices, brick what
the fuck in my head I thought he was talking about. Conversation is totally
different. Yeah, buddy, I was like, man, just get me
home safe. And it's in the hood, and when street niggas really fuck
with you, I feel like the safest nigga in the world. I feel
like I'm safe because these niggas are gonna shoot bout me with me. They
know that they can trust me. I ain't by none of this ship.
I'm just here for music and music only, bro. I think that's why
I ain't really ever, like really had problems with niggas in the city because
I'm mother fuckers like that's they know, like he'll beat them up ass.
But this game that nigga Funny played sports and shit, he ain't brought none
of that. He ain't on that, ain't on that not at all.
I don't want no niggas that's about that to be on my ass. What
the nigga that ain't afraid to die? Theygg got guns and ship. That's
finally that got beef with you. Some nigga sent me. I ain't gonna
say his name. If it gets to that point, then I'm just gonna
be one two bruh. This nigga sent me, he said, Uh,
this is who I've been talking to. He said, she got a baby
daddy and they've been together since middle school, high school and some shit like
that. Oh yeah, so he said, but she's trying to fuck me.
I said, who is? Well, who is he said? Here
a real street nigga. I said, well, who is this nigga from
the West? I said, who is this nigga? He told me the
nigga name. I said, bruh, you are out your rabbit ass fucking
you are going to die. Leave her alone. Bro, ain't no pussy
that good, bro? And I think he think that the pussy that bro
that no broy. Somebody been wanting no bro. I think that either he
gets a thrill off of his life being in danger or she's selling it.
She's selling it way too light. This nigga was about that in middle school
one a way. He was about that. He was one of those niggas
that you can see in his eyes. He about that, and he is
fucking around with his baby mama. I said, oh, bro, you
crazy as hell. And this is what what if he just said it was
a girl that they was dating. He was that cool. You can yeah
whatever, but may mama and name of for around his middle school nigga,
he will kill you about that. Chill out on the loads the keys they
married by that law was that ship? Yeah, No, I'm cool death
common law. No, I'm cool. Now I'm straight. A lot of
people need to understand boundaries brou and it's one of the things about being a
black man. If some of these some niggas die because they do not understand
boundaries, boundaries. You your ego too big and you don't think that you
can die. I'm the complete opposite. Untouchables think they're untouchable and ship like
that. They get touched. Oh, they get touched eventually. I'm not
one of those niggas. Yes, That's why I'd be like, don't be
scared of me, like it be niggas day brobs just crazy. I could
never be a I can never be a man like we've a man now likes
it's motherfucker that. I know. When we was kids or younger, they
was whole ass niggas. But now that we've grown adult, they got kids.
Them niggas ain't going for no whole shit. You know what I'm saying.
They are a man now. I would never in my life tell the
motherfucker bro, I used to be bro, I used to be scared of
you. Never in my fucking life. I don't give if I was nigga,
you would never know that niggas be saying that shit to me. I'll
be like, what, bro, what don't be Bro, don't don't be
scared of me, Nigga. I don't want nobody to be scared of me.
Niggame up would kill you. I don't I don't know, don't know
if I was ever scared of anybody growing up. Mm hmm No, me,
neither scared. It's just fighting at this point. Scared. Whoop me,
whoop me? Scared of the scared. I wasn't scared, motherfucker.
Just gotta know to pick your fights, your battles wisely. I'm not about
to Mike Tyson right here and talk ship to him. I'm cautious. That's
what I felt. That's why I felt Mike Mike I said on his stand
up like shooting you. That nigga said ship that nigga, biggest fun your
guy. I'm not fighting him. I'm not fighting shanting big ass Bro.
That nigga knows it's too big to fight bro. His fucking arms. Bro,
that nigga knows it's too big. Bro. He was gonna pick Mike
epps ass up and take him to the twelfth floor. I don't know if
Mike can beat up Kevin Hart. He he whooping him. Kem Hart ain't
fighting Kevin Hart, scary ass nigga man. Kevin Hart boxes on his Instagram
that ship nothing. When when ship gets real, it does if you've got
stamina and one and one. Nigga don't. And I can tell you Williams
got way more stamina than Mike Apps for sure. That nigga don't like he
can go up and down the stairs. He said, he said I was
smoking ship. He said that, he said I smoke. I ain't fighting
ship. Yeah he did. Kevin Hard too, That nigg Kevin Hart step
the Mike caps. He ain't gonna do ship. That nigga stepped to him.
Kevin Harber, he ain't gonna do ship, but make a joke about
some ship. He ain't talking about ship. Mm hmmm, who you thinking?
Who you thinking when in a fight? Katter, Kevin, I probably
take cat too, because k and biting all kinds of ship. Bro,
y'all, niggas got Kevin Hart fucked up. Ain't nobody scared of Kevin Hart?
Bro bro that nigga is. That nigga takes boxing lessons and he and
he works out. Bro. Y'all don't think that ship matters, No,
it don't. I will beat the ship. Out of nigga that work out
and and and train and and and and pleasure. You about if you never
trained ever in your life, and you and you get into it, and
you get into a fight with a nigga that train. We're talking about street
fighters. It don't matter, bro, all right, yes, even if
even if he don't you being a nigga up, Bro, I'm sorry.
If you're losing, anything goes, bro, I will grab your nuts.
Nigga will bite you. I would do all that. That's what Cat Williams
is doing, Bro, That's what Kevin Hart said he was doing. Yeh,
he said it, But I don't believe it was funny as that was
one of the funniest ships I ever heard in my life. That nigga was
funny as hell on that. I don't know. I mean, he should
he got more muscles, he should beat the ship out of Cat Williams.
I'm taking a nigga trains and healthy and works out over a nigga that look
like a kid. Cat Williams looks, he'll build. He looks like you
look like the worm from Men in Black. I don't give a fuck,
and I don't take any rich nigga serious. That look like shit. I
don't give a fuck. You got money, you can eat the way you
want to eat, you can train the way you want to train, and
you look like ship. I don't give a fuck all that ship especially,
And it's just me being this my nigga, blessing motherfuckers. He don't care
about all else. Bless your body. You look you look mean. He
said you look weird naked. Ain't about it, ain't about him. When
you look in the mirror, when you got that motherfucking shower and you look
at yourself and you see see bones, you see skin and bones, and
your skin is droopy, get your ass in the fucking gym. If you
look in the mirror and your ship look like you letting yourself go, people
think that about you as well, get your ass up and go do something.
And I don't like that. I don't think he looks bad though.
He's just a country ass. A country ass motherfucker. Broo, that nigga's
from the fucking Midwest. I know he is, but he's just a country
ass motherfucker from Cincinnati. Nigga country assiga. Is he dressed like a country
ass nigga? That nigga he dressed. He dressed like a Southern He dressed
like a Southern crackhead that got his life together. You nigga got the sixth
the pants on with the vest, with the fucking button up shirt under the
vest, with the bigg ass both nigga nigga like fifty nail. But you
see a nigga that you went to school with dressed like that, You on
his ass, bro. He ain't. Oh I'm thirty six if you if
you dressing like that in my generation, I'm on your ass. Nigga dressed
like that in the mother sucking uh in the stand up nigga came out there
in the moment, boots, a little fucking jean. What I'm saying,
bottom jeans. Bro, he's been dressing like trash. What nobody saying?
Yeah he I mean, he don't know everybody got swag. He don't.
He got swaged when he don't got swag. Higher stylist again, you got
money, but stylish You look like trash out here, stylist, be the
weakest. You wearing some bullshit. Swereter guy. I get so mad when
I see like, the more people will get money, they start wearing bullshit.
I'm like, what the fuck ISLICI? I don't give a fuck that
ship ugly as fuck. You look stupid than a bitch. Russell Westbrook and
all them niggas be looking dumb in the bitch. Ty Reese Holliburton, I
don't know what now he doesn't he's somebody. Now he start wearing bullshit.
I know y'all doing that on purpose or they give y'all getting to wear ships
that ship week as fuck. Oh yeah, this last thing we were talking
about. They were saying the Herd to Iron podcast talking about the Kanye ship.
They was like the song with Common TYLERB and Kanye was hard and I
was like, yeah, it's hard, he said. They was like,
yeah, we can't believe that Kanye went on Drink Champs and was dissing ty
Lib when he's basically on this album praising tyl Lib. And I said me,
personally, I don't think we would have went and clicked Tyler Qually's name
had he just said Tyl Lib is great. And it was like, what
what do you mean? I said, Bro, negativity sale Bro. That
clip that you're talking about when he disent tyed Lib was on every social media
platform site and he said, tylerb is one of the best rappers. They
wouldn't have put that ship nowhere. The negativity gives this nigga the boost that
they give something to talk about that Cat Williams. Cat Williams didn't have to
mean anything he said about any of the comedians that he was talking about.
But niggas went to Steve harry Page. Niggas went to motherfucking up everybody that
he knows. Everybody he mentioned got dublish. I was jealoush it. You
ain't say, you ain't say everybody got a spike that negativity ship. I
don't know. I don't know what y'all thinking, But positivity don't get real.
Posativity don't know, nigga, I will I would post something positive on
Facebook. That motherfucker ain't geting no attention, bros. Soon as I say
something negative or roast or talk ship shared and everything. What God? That
ship crazy? That ship is fried. But I'm happy you're doing good,
cuz man. I was really I don't know how to I don't know how
to talk to you during the week without taking away from the so be waiting
to have conversations on the pot. But I don't know but yeah, I
just I was just hoping that you was straight. But I feel like the
All Star might have might have actually saved you. It did. It did
though. I was like, damn, because you have to go back down.
It just gave me something to do to keep away away from that ship.
Yeah, yeah, I'm happy you doing good. Listener U I was
gonna do Strong too, I said, no, I'm just tweet motional right
now. Wait, that's what I did. I said, I'm cool,
I'm nothing. I already knew would have been crying like tweaking man, tweaking
boy already know. I was like, nah, this ain't the weekend for
I was gonna do All Star. I'm like, damn, my daddy funeral,
like all that ship happened. I said, that's just dead. That
ship. Never you gotta be got to be in good, good mind and
know. And that's that's what I as soon as I thought about I'm like,
no, everybody said, I gotta be in a good space, and
right now that ain't it. Mm hmmm, yeah, everybody have that carry
yourself, man, I'll be talking about niggas because I mean that ship.
I feel like a lot of the times and this is my this is my
thing moving forward, and I want niggas to be crucial on me about it.
When I don't go to the gym, I think about my kids and
I'm not trying to make anybody feel bad. But when I look at celebrities,
see, I got this weird thing with food now, and I've been
thinking like, oh, food is the only drug that everybody can do,
because I'd be like, man, I got an addition to oreos. I
can't start to eat these motherfuckers. And my wife just keep buying them every
time. Every time I finished one, no fuck, no devil stuff,
I go downstairs, I eat the last one. I go upstairs, take
a ship, come back downstairs. My wife and got a whole new I
don't know what she getting from. I don't know what she got. She
got them bitches already them businesses under in the room. But keep these motherfuckers
replenished. I'm like, man, this shit is an addiction because I don't
want to eat these motherfuckers. But but they're good. They're good as a
motherfucker. But I feel like a lot of the times, like during COVID,
and that's where we're gonna end on this. During COVID when we was
when we was allowed to go back outside, went out. We went downtown
to eat, and bruh. I just started noticing people's mid sections and I
was like, oh my god, like right ouf the covidh niggas got what
big bags got big as hell big. Everybody was getting big that time.
One ship, one ship, we can do. So I was like,
damn. But I was working out during COVID. I had about that heavy
ass jumper was walking out. But I was like, damn, look at
it. And and it dawned on me that if you see an alcoholic walking
down the street, look at that drunk. You see a crackhead walking down
the street, look at that crackhead. You see my mess head walking down
the street, look at them in fat, their teeth gone. If you
see a fat person walking down the street, like look at that fat person,
You're just gonna be like, look at that person, especial, just
look at that looking at that fat ass motherfucker. But when you think about
it, if you say that it's all it's all over consumption and of fash
fash never mind. I don't want get too deep because it's just it's just
over consumption of food. And that's how and that's how I look at like,
damn, this is really an addiction like sugar and motherfucking addiction whatever,
whatever, whatever, But listeners, thank you all for tunity in man.
We do appreciate your fu with y'all mind. I really do fun with y'all.
Man, reach out to me and let me know how y'all feeling.
Man. I hope everything going well for motherfuckers, cuz it's really tough out
here. Man. Food is expensive in the bitch. Everything everything is stupid.
It's expensive as a motherfuckers. Take care of yourself and love on y'all.
Love on y'all circles. Man, And if you want to kick your
family to the curve, kick the niggas at the curt for the niggas the
novice to your life, your family friends, for that one thousand percent.
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