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I am Eric Dizzy and I'm in here with my brother none other than can't
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You want to come on, you want to money, I'm gonna find you.
I want you, and I won't money by now. My lover still
wants you. It makes be the one that I tank you home. He
ain't up my own nigga. That sounds sleepy. Sleep on this podcast too,
you do? He be over there themn there hid on a bitch or
something. Don't smoke that nigga on the spectrum. He definite was he definitely
the child left behind. What you think you think make smoke? No,
No, definitely cam smoke. Definitely that nigga. Let's be chapping the motherfucker
a Bam Max, CarMax, whoever the blistacks, please give it is what
it is podcast, So motherfucker, uh chapstick sponsorship because that nigga makes I
mean that nigga Cameron lips be chapped than a motherfucker. But I know it's
cotton mouth. I know that mouth. I know that that nigga be Johnny
Blazed, definitely having cotton mouth me for sure. How was your How was
your weekend? Because it was cool. I didn't really do too much.
I was I went out last night though for a little bit. Shout out
to them, what's fucked up? You know everybody buying drinks something like nah
I spilled about about motherfuckers was bumping. I was spilled all the drinks down
there, fact that smoke, they would be fat, it'd be fat.
Friday's usually be today. I don't know how. I don't know how level
this video need to be. But that bubble is off, and I don't
know if it's gonna throw me off. But it looked cool to you.
But the bubbles off, the bubble in the back. But uh b,
this nigga be knowing some ship. That nigga see everything that you're gonna suck
it up. Lookie there, look it there. That's just me though,
for sure, nah Man, we tried to, we try, I try
to have I can't never really playing with kids. I can't never necessarily plan
to have a good weekend because you just like I said last week, the
kids are fuck up. One kid not sleeping, a fuck up the whole
trajectory of whatever plans you had. So my middle child, Emily, this
thick bitch doesn't learn how to crawl out the crib. So I'm falling asleep
Friday night, and I hear, I hear it's the year of gas for
every nigga. Like a fucking robber was in the house. The ship threw
me all the way fucking exactly. Bro, I'm little fucking mitchet running the
room. Here's steps and she giggling, laughing like a motherfucker. Bro' shity,
bro, Now she ain't going to sleep, NASTI you're a parent,
Noise, She's not going to sleep because now she thinks the baby gonna craw
get out of there. Bro, she just in the room laughing like a
motherfucker. Bro. Probably the first you saying when you woke up, how
the hell, how the fuck like we just looking at her. She looking
around laughing and shit like ha ha haa here I am bit chucky. Definitely
a little chucky bro. So we didn't see her, didn't sleep, So
that means that nigga, everything was thrown off here. It was I can't
leave my wife at home with the kids when kids kept her up all night.
So I was on Dady dude y'all Saturday. So but ship, your
birthday is today with the podcast release on Monday, your birthday is on a
Monday, so you know what I mean before? Yeah, yeah, you
know my nigga, I was born man thirty six. Do you feel like
do you feel like today's thirty six is the equivalent of yesterday thirty six?
Like our moms you know your mom and my mom are age. Well,
no, they thirty six was different. They thirty six. They was down
there fifty five lowis the keys like just like motherfuckers was twenty was THEMN thear
thirty seven back in the day niggas playing sports and sit them niggas was looking
like they was old as fucking just got out of college. Yeah, I
feel like I feel like I had to act. I don't know what it
was the motherfuckers must been. I think stress. Nah, I think they
probably started school late. What you're talking about our parents and our parents enrolled
in school late. They probably started first grade when they was probably ten and
graduated at twenty. Oh, Mama graduated in them twenties four. They all
looked I mean it was it was probably oppression. The motherfuckers looked old as
hell. Bro. I had to ask my auntie like, how old were
you when we moved to Indianapolis? And she was like thirty. See what
I was like, God damn, like you're looking at old pictures and shit.
You like, Mama, how old was you right here? I was?
I was thirty like you was thirty. Yeah, motherfuckers was full on
family, full on family family mode. Nigga, God damn many. Yeah,
it was different back then. Boy, I know we did the we
did the Mason Diddy intro. My question to you is I meant I meant
to ask you just before we before we even got to the weekend recap.
But if if in the nineties, what R and B singer do you feel
got the most coucie and two part question, who you think got the most
coucie and who you think had the better caliber of women to select from.
So you can do groups or you can do single artists. So when I
mean groups, I mean Jodasy, Boys to Man, Silk as. Yeah,
Jodasy had the freakiest and a bit freaky is they had the freak freaky
freaks. I feel like Boys to Man might have had, like they had
fuckers making love. They definitely had women outside trying to make love, trying
to make love. Yeah, I feel like I feel like I would have
wanted to a mix between maybe Silk, a mix between Jodasy and and Boys
to Man. I wanted I would like you didn't want to be you didn't
want to be Jodasy, freaking fuck no, And I didn't want Voice to
Man make love to I wanted to be give me Silk and Jacket is Oh
I forgot about Jacket. Drew Hill Fuck no, I don't want to.
I don't want to. I don't even want to see the caliber women Drew
Hill had. I know they had some weird they had definitely a weird because
any motherfucker wanted to fuck with a little nigga with a silver head. You
are different that nigga. Here was like the piscol when you take the eraser
off and the silver part left deaf Andie was doing our type of one hand
cart wheels and ship and it was short as a motherfucker. Nigga Death was
and he was moonwalking on women in It's saying, Yeah, I didn't know.
I love Cisco and Drew Hill though, that's probably one of my favorite
groups. Do you think the caliber of women change for Casey and Jojo versus
Jo Deasy because they was doing Live Live. Definitely they Death got the forty
year olds and up. Definitely, Live Life, Lie. I love that
movie though. I love that that Life is one of the funniest, the
funniest movies of all time, the funniest. I asked that on my Instagram.
What what was your what's one of your favorite comedy what's the best comedy
movie? And they said Life, Life and Hallom Nights was probably the first
two that people say Life, hallm Nights. Yeah, Life, hollom Nights
and the Nights. And one of the Fridays for Shure, Yeah, next
Friday, Death, next Friday. What's your least favorite Friday? I don't
I just don't give a fuck about Christmas. Christmas movie Friday. That motherfucker
is hilarious though. Don't give a fuck, nigga, that's what That's where
kat Wims got introduced. Where was your intendas that nigga said, check my
poppy, like I ain't got ship to do. I think, I don't
know if I don't even know if I really care to watch that movie,
like if I had to, if I had to pick it, if it's
going to be next Friday, each time, next Friday for show, because
Mike, Mike, that's what I'm saying, Cat, I mean, uh,
ice Cube, Oh brought some funny motherfuckers towards boy. No cabbage there,
Buddy, no cabbage there even even about what what Terry crews that nigga
sh That was the first time I seen that motherfucker, big big any from
the Midwest. He's from Michigan, he from Flint. I didn't know that
big ass nigga from Flint, from fucking Flint, from Flint, that the
lead water got him big like that. They still ain't fixed that water in
Flint. That's bad, that's terrible. Don't even give a fuck. They
cared more about it than they care about the motherfucking water and Flint, and
that's awful. They cared more about a lot of ship than the ship that
they should care about. They do, man, they care about the overseas
more than they care about as well. I'm scared to talk about that,
man, I'm just you know, I'm scared. But the reason why I'm
scared to talk about that is because you're right, like, but I don't
give a fuck. Probably that the hot I know it sounds bad, but
bro, I'm trying to pay rent, my nigga. I'm trying to get
I'm trying to pay for childcare, nigga. I'm trying to make sure that
my son is getting enough vegetables, nigga, that my kids is getting enough
sleep. I'm so engulfed in me and my family. My cousin is calling
by his mental health nigga. My sister's calling me. My nieces losing weight,
nigga. You think I give a fuck about what's going on millions of
miles away. It's not that I don't give a fuck. I just can't
give a can't give a because we got it going on and this motherfucker.
So that's why I'd be I'd be so lost, Like what, Okay,
prayers, but all that prayers and thoughts to everybody, like prayers and well
wishes to everybody, everybody involved both sides. Oh my god, you you
ain't talking about what happened over the I'd be going into random ass comments on
Instagram and it's like free Palestine. I'm like, what, they don't even
have Instagram. They're not even checking this right now, bron, They're not
even checking this. Bro. Oh no, that's I know. I know.
I know people are like, oh man, y'all sound ignorant, but
I'm I'm telling y'all, y'all don't give a fuck neither a lot of this
ship. Y'all don't give a fuck about neither y'all, and they make it
to where you can't. That's That's what I'm starting to realize. Like the
amount of ship that they put on this, my nigga, that the amount
of stress and and and worry and frustration. Bro. They killing niggas left
and right in Indianapolis. Bro, I'm more so concerned about if I'm going
to be safe when I go to visit my cousin and go to the grocery
store. I'm I'm want to go have fun or whatever. I low key
have PTSD when I go into large gatherings because of mass shootings. Bro,
I'm like, Oh, even though niggas ain't doing no mass shootings, it's
the Caucasians doing the mass shooting. Just it might be a Caucasian. They're
just having a bad day to day, bunch of niggas. Bro smoke,
No, not trying to be No. Anytime i go to the restaurant anywhere
and I'm sitting anywhere, I'm sitting looking at the door. My back's never
at the door. I ain't got no enemies or none of that. I
don't got to worry about none of that. But I just need to see
what's going on. Who coming in this motherfucker on some bullshit for God?
Because I'm ducking. I'm not No, I'm not saving ship. I'm not
about to be no hero. And we we we hiding bro a running I
got hiding fears, Bro, I might be I might. The older I
get, the more the more the older I get, the more and more
I wish that I could just make it home safely. Yeah, for sure.
I used to driving. I used to drive in a fast lane every
time I got in the highway. Now not so much now maybe not depends
on depends on which highway I'm on, where I'm going, how quicker I
got to get there? Because now I would much rather take my time because
I've never gotten. I've never fucked anything up by taking my time. Never,
never, never, that's what I take. I'll take the street.
I don't give oh death taking the street. I just want to ride today,
So I'm gonna take the long round podcast. Listen to niggas to call.
You know what I'm saying, music, new music come out? Just
you know you are you? Are you doing anything for your birthday? You're
bad? I know you're all over the place, like what do what do
you? What are we supposed to do? I don't know. I ain't
never been out of town for my birthday. That's something that I'm gonna do.
Maybe next year, I don't know, but out of town, like
where like Miami or something, Vegas or something anywhere. Cali. I've never
been to Cali. Mm hmm. I want to go. I want to
go to Asterdam Amsterdam. Yeah. I got my motherfucker passport and I ain't
even use that. You wanted that type of niggas. It's peer pressure to
get your passport by social media. No, I'll be seeing you ain't got
your passport. I was there pressure. I'm not doing that, pressure me
to do nothing. I just wanted to get it. Did you Were you
ever pre Were you peer pressured into having safe? So? Were you just
horny? Peer pressures the motherfucker? I just I was. I don't think
I was pressure. I always wanted to do it. I was just scared,
but I was. I probably wish I would have waited because that'shit too
good. And I wish I never got it, and I wouldn't want And
if you know, if you did, if you didn't, you can't want
something you ain't or is that a lie? That's a lie. That's definitely
lie because I want I don't have all the time money Ball broke it in
a bitch. I need more of it now. I think I think for
the first time I had sex, I wish it would have been awful.
Yeah, yeah, I think I wish that would have I wish, I
wish, I wish the dog, I wish what this perfect situation I freestyle
right now? What would be awful? I want? I want I wish
the bush was Harry's the muffler. I couldn't find it right, and I
wish and I wish I was too excited and I came too fast before you
put it in, and I wish you would have embarrassed meat. And I
wish the dog would have came in at my feet. Was I wanted.
I wish that I was so traumatized that I never wanted to do it again
until I was for sure, for sure, because I know some females like
that could be. For females like they first time, it hurt real bad
that they was like that. From mean, the ship was too good,
and I wanted to do it again. I want to do it, do
it again. No, I don't want to do that ship no more.
I wish because I would the warningness of a teenager bro. I just I
don't think women actually understand. Bro. From from seventh grade until tenth grade,
what's puberty here? And you and you start nothing. Once that happens,
it's owning, popping freshest nigga on the block. I was beating my
dick, so God, like, what are you doing beating that motherfucker?
Bro? I was like, God, damn you running through lotion like a
motherfucker, yes, sir, I should have had it. Yeah, beat
my dick never got that pussy, man, I wouldn't want that whiffle you
talk about. I wouldn't want that ship, but I love it. That's
why I won't be understanding how women always talking about how pussy runs the world
and this and that, and they can't understand why we want that ship.
How y'all don't understand why because the ship it's so fucking good. Y'all say
how good y'all ship is and all this, and that it didn't be mad
because we want it. Well, they don't understand it. They never they
never got to. They don't That's what I'm saying. You don't. They
don't know. They never got see females all the time. I wish I
could just I wish I could just walk my push so I could see what
it feel like myself, Like, let me let me tell you. I'll
just I'll let you know you're talking about. But nah, I want to
know, ladies. I want to know if y'all can answer this questions.
No, no hold on, I gotta take my time with this question.
Oh man, what you about to say? No hormo, ladies, if
you walk into the crib and you see your man sucking his own. Oh
that equivalent to jack and because man, because if you walk this nigga is
hiked up. I'm just saying. I mean, because they're probably catching and
catching that nigga jacking off, they gonna be shitty. Yeah, like females
be mad. You can't do it with your own, they can't play with
your dick. They mad as fuck what you're doing that for? You got
me, bitch, You be playing with yourself. You got toys and ship
I saw. I would not be mad if I walked in and see you
playing with that ship? Is we nasty? A female that I follow?
A woman? I I don't know what. I don't know what wouldn't want
to be called a woman? Lady lady friend of mine? Sex with Ashley
on Instagram. She had the motherfucking you know, the shoe ship, the
shoe rack you put in the back of your door, the plastic game don't
tell me hello, toys on that motherfucker boy, the motherfucker like I got
the hook up when she opened that motherfucker and all that show she had,
she had her deal. Those were color coordinated and looked like somebody had a
Jordan rack like when Jordan's one's twos, threes, fours, like she had
different variations of roses, different variations of I said, bro, I didn't
even know y'all had. She says, this right here is the the eleven
rolls. If if I walk into a woman's room, his name is Rose,
I'm not, I'm not fucking with you. If you see all I'm
not, No, I'm not. But why do you have all of these?
Like? Why do you have twenty two? Why do you have twenty
two? Deal those? And six roses? She said? And the motherfucking
MAULTI dimensional shower head, why do you have I can't get all the dicks
I can't get. I can't do nothing for you. I can't do nothing
for you. I can't do nothing for you since she won't be with all
those dicks you damn there are but the real ones. But I don't like
the double standard, because if a woman walks to see twenty four pocket pussies,
if if a woman walking come in your house and see a sex doll
under the any of that, That's why I be saying all the time,
like that's why women can go a long time without having sex because they're playing
with themselves. You know what I'm saying, y'all don't have to fuck us
because y'all got hell of toys. We be tired of fucking our hand.
You feel me so, Henah and Pamela, we tired of them. You
feel me like, But you walk in this motherfucker you see this fake couchie
right here, or you see a booty tooted up, or you see a
goddamn sex doll, y'all gonna look at us like you're gonna leave and you're
gonna call your friend girl this nigga. Guess what the fuck it just seen?
I walked into this nigga crib. You are type of kinky from nosy.
I'm looking around, looks under the bed. It's a sex doll.
I don't like. I don't like that either. Don't don't snoop around my
shit, Oa Mama. But I mean, I'm nothing. If I went
to my nigga crib and I happened to see a fucking sex doll, fall
out the cause or some type ship, I'm definitely looking at the nigga.
Like now, if I go to my nigga crib and he got it and
he has a sex doll. My first question is where do you find to
buy that at all? Right? Cool? Then, now, because I've
I've seen the show Dave. Do you watch Dave and Hulu? That's one
of my favorite shows. The nigga had that expensive ass dog, kept kept
hiding. I'm like, bro, take this motherfucker out. Let this motherfucker
sit in the corner somewhere. No stab that bitch and let it flatten that
funk out. And weird as I don't get I'm looking at a nigga weird,
so I know it. It's gonna look at a nigga we keeping him.
I see no motherfucking sex doll. All right, So look, so
what's the alternative. What's the altern what's the altern what's the alternative? Let
me let me paint the picture. No hormo, what ladies, would you
much? Would you rather a nigga have a sex doll? That you And
that's after he lost his virginity. He was so traumatized that that's all he
got. He got a sex doll, and that's that's his booth. He
ain't got, he ain't got no kids, he ain't got no online drama.
He not he ain't got none of that shit. He just got he
go to work, he got the video games. He might be in a
bowling league, he might play basketball with Keenan on Sundays. And he got
this fucking sex doll. Or do you want a nigga that's in the streets
that you got to convince to get out of the streets? Which one do
you want? I think a woman's realistically, I think a woman should want
the nigga that got no no, no excess, no nothing. All he
got is nothing. I think guarantee that nigga one hundred percent weird than a
bitch, Weird than a bitch. What that nigga's a serial killer? Bro,
That nigga is motherfucking Jeffrey Dahmer nigga. No hell no everything. Bro,
don't don't got no social life. Bro, you're weird than a bitch.
He do got a social lifed Fred in his house, that motherfucker talking
to this motherfucking doll. He's sitting there eating dinner with this dog. He's
playing the game. Imagine. I'm telling I know he we're in a bitch.
He acting like this motherfucker talking to him telling him to get off the
game. Now, he hooked the motherfucker up with the with the h d
M, I K with the chat GPT talking back the game your weird in
the bitch, he's plotting him and that dogs plotting to shoot ship up where
we've been talking about masks shootes, crazy bitch every you think every mass shooter
got the same sex dog probably Look, you gotta think about it. I
can't funk that ship. It's not moaning back, it's not saying nothing.
Some women ain't moaning back. I mean, but it's still real. I
can't site here like I'm funking a dead body. That motherfucker up the jack
chat ChiPT and that motherfuckers. I can't even I can't even fuck a female,
this sloppy ass drunk I'm saying, though, I don't want to fuck
something that's just like there's like it's dead, bro, it's not. You
gotta flip this motherfucker over and over and it's just laying there like the head.
Just what I'm saying, you gotta upgrade. You gotta gotta get the
one ones, them little robot ones. You see that what I'm saying,
that's that's that's that's the same I ain't somebody flimsy. I'm talking about one
of them, scarying the bitch, the fucking them, the be boxing than
you. What what's that movie? What's that doll movie? Uh? The
scary one. Uh, I can't think I'm always doll movie. Yeah,
it's a doll. It's a doll movie where the girl, the girl parents
Megan. Megan, that little bitch was crazy, cart willing crazy, but
it turned me. Y'all need that. I don't know about that. Yeah,
definitely need that because a chucky movie would have been different if it was
a kinky nigga and the and the doll was a girl went to the hood.
Yeah, but if if if leprekhn was a chick, niggas would have
been trying to suck the little leper con niggas niggas, niggas biggs at that
point, because I keep, I keep I keep seeing this ship come across
my timeline on Twitter. Motherfuckers just sucking min just now, like what the
fuck is up with that? Like I'm nothing up, No, you left
behind? What the fuck are you talking about? That? Motherfucker look like
a fucking Todler. I'm sorry, said thirty six. I know they've probably
grown, but you mean probably they just don't stop growing. Right, You're
right, they are, they are grown, But they look like a fucking
kid. Bro. I know some women who's short like a fucking kid.
Just mentioned you four five? You are a kidill motherfuckers is three eight,
bro, I'm not it's coming my kneecat. Yeah, it sounds a good
time to hold. This is like a like a baby. Sound like a
good time to me. You're missing that. I don't like midges. You're
scared of them. I used to be terrified. I'm not Now I'm cool
with I know. I say, what's up to them? Dick? One
stroke? I think it was the episode when they jump on when they jumped
Martin. No, motherfuckers was strong than a bitch. One percent. Her
legs is nice. The motherfucking some of them men, man, Yes,
yeah, but they leg be this big matter My leg that big too?
Take it? Take that? Take that yeah, one thousand percent. Oh
No, we're on a very very ass, kinky ass topic. But I'm
something. I personally think women would like a nigga with less history. But
I could be wrong. No about because you hear I'm saying all the time,
they don't want to fuck with no nigga that don't They don't know.
Other bitch won't another bitch do want me? Megan? She waited for me.
She depends on She's waiting for me at home every day. Yeah,
yeah, why you ain't take me back ship? I was busy? Why
you didn't do it? I was busy. Nigg ain't worry about a two
dollars day when I could just go fix myself some food and just fucking hooked.
Put the us USB inside, start talking to me, shaking that ass
while I'm meeting dude, That's what I'm saying. But some of them got
an ass. I've seen something that silicon. They look grilled in the bitch.
Motherfucker smacked the ass. That's how they started. They came from the
bottom and they came up. I'm like, Damn, that motherfucker grilled in
a bitch. They smacked the ass. Damn that motherfucker grabbing this ship and
they went up. It was one of them, I said, damn.
Yeah, I just I just think that it'll be easier to to deal with
uh. Sometimes. The only thing that I regret now that I'm married is
that I have a history because the history in my brain. I be wondering,
and it's not nothing sexual. I just be wondering how my old my
old joints be doing. And I'd be like, oh, I wonder how
Jessica's doing, or I wonder how so and so it's doing it. Then
I go on they page and then I'll be like, oh, you're not
doing that great, but some of them are doing kind of great, and
I'd be like, oh, ship. Then I don't be remembering why we
don't talk, if it was because of me, if it was because of
them, or if it just fizzled out. Then I'm reaching out to them,
and I realized that they got old and the monstery towards me. I'm
like, oh shit, I thought we was still cool, but maybe not.
Then I don't know. I just wish that I just could erase everybody
that came before my wife. But then I've been thinking if I need all
the if I needed all the information to be the husband and my wife knowing
you know what I'm saying, that makes that shit helped you, Yeah,
but I don't. I wish that none of that shit existed, because fuck
that shit. I want to erase my history. I want to erase my
history. I want to erase my wholeness. Did it Drea did it too,
But that should be hunting her because she find a sales. Yeah,
I know, that's what I'm saying. I wish the nigga had a doll.
If I had a doll. From nigga sixteen to thirty, nigga have
been straight. But to college, i'd have been I went through. I'd
have breezed through college. What no party of just doing my homework, doing
all my essays and shit and fucking megan. A straight you would be a
different individual. I'd be a rich motherfucker friends. Shit, I sometimes question
if I got friends now if I didn't never pot shit, I'll be wondering,
shit, I met you? You you my friend before college. A
lot of the niggas that I know is before college. The niggas that I
met in college, man, whatever, cool you know? So I don't
know. I don't know history history. So I want to talk about before
we get up out of here. I want to kind of talk about rap
and or hip hop because I heard Fat Joe say that ninety five percent of
his raps are fake and that he never sold crack and that his name Joey
Crack came from him being fat and getting up and it's crack showing out of
a crack of his ass because he was too fat and girls calling him Joey
Crack. I want to say, you are a fat liar and well hi,
and he been said that thought crock of shit. That is a crock
of shit. I don't give a flying fuck what you're talking about. You're
lying, you are you are a fucking liar, And I don't like the
fact that you are just saying this shit now when you are supposed to be
this tough guy. Your whole image is this tough guy. Me and you
and Big Pun was supposed to be these evil ass Puerto Ricans who used to
ride around the Bronx where to fuck you out from, causing havocs, selling
drugs, riding around with machine guns and vain. I heard the stories.
Now you're telling me that these stories aren't aren't real and most of your rap
career is based off of a fucking lie. But I keep either you're either
you lying or the niggas in the streets with all of these stories saying that
y'all used to call it the terror squad, the terrorist squad used to cause
havoc through New York. You had a beef with Rockefeller and you had to
beef with this crew. You got to beef with this crew. And now
that you owe and you're losing weight, you want to tell me that you
believe that the core system shouldn't use rap lyrics in court because you lie in
ninety five percent of your wraps. And I want to tell you to suck
my dick because I do not believe you and others death belind like some people
shit like it is a lot of rappers that do be lying though. Yeah,
but but so you using that and they do be lying. Well hmm,
no, rap no, because now because me personally, when I rapped,
I didn't rap about shit I didn't do because if I rapped about gunslinging
a drug dealing it, there's gonna be somebody that's going to hoard my car's
just gonna follow it from We are from the West side of Indianapolis. If
we would have made songs about selling drugs, then niggas would have either pulled
up on us and seen if it was about that, or they would have
called us out. So we didn't do that or I didn't do that because
I didn't want to be called out. So when I listened to the hot
boys, I thought Lil Wayne and BG and all of them was telling the
truth. When when Little Turk went to jail for shooting the motherfucker, I
was like, Oh, when BG went to jail for shooting the motherfucker,
I said, oh, so just Slim died and all that shit. Oh,
these niggas are telling the truth. No limit was about that life.
Cash money was about that life, I thought. I thought that, And
then three six Mafe was about doing lines and partying and turning the club up.
I thought that when DMX was talking about what you're talking about, I
thought that when Beanie Sigga was shooting motherfuckers in the club, I thought that
when jay Z stabbed him on a fucking the club, I thought that.
I thought these niggas were telling the truth. Now that young thug ugly asses
in jail, niggas is trying to say that niggas is not doing these things.
And in my mind, I'm calling cap because y'all keep telling us that,
oh, didd he is guilty. I know, we keep talking about
Diddy. Diddy is guilty. Did he did that? Okay, that's sexual
assault, that's sexual misconduct, that's kinky frog shit. And we throwing this
nigga under the bus regardless of whatever he did for the culture. All Right,
cool, y'all got that thug ain't did a fourth of what did he
did and y'all saying, oh, he didn't do that. Nigga. He's
on Instagram telling why I Finn Luci, I'm outside of your house or I'm
out. He's taunting these niggas. The niggas shot up Little Wayne's tour bus,
and niggas are still like, oh whatever, No, this ugly fucker
did that ship. And I do not understand how come he gets a pass.
He gets a pass sometimes some ship gotta be done. What I'm just
killed off. They killed him. That's that's who knows, not facts.
Sh Okay, prove it. That's what this is. The nigga prove it.
I'm just saying, though, like that's different than like sexual ship,
Like, no, it's not. It is because in some situations, I
might have to smoke you, nigga. I might because you got me fucked
up. Okay, I unders I might we beefing. I might gotta get
you up out of here before you give me up out of here. So
a nigga can kill somebody and that's okay, but if I grab a pussy,
that's not okay. If you can if you grab that kouchie and it's
okay to grab that guccie, then it's okay. But if you grab but
if you grab that motherfucker and it wasn't supposed to be grabbed you, But
that's what I'm saying, Like, if you kiss somebody for just to be
killing him, then that's bullshit. But like if we beefing and and shit
happens, so it's mystical canceled. Mystical is deaf fucking canceled, Bro,
you fucking rat three times? Like how many times you don't keep doing it
and getting out and getting the what? I don't know that nigga's a creek.
He's definitely in creek, but he is canceled. He's deaf canceled and
okay cool. R Kelly's canceled, allegedly, Robert robert Is robert Is cancer
is canceled. R Kelly's not canceled, mm hmm, but but it's g
depth canceled. He's in jail for killing a nigga, but niggas is still
hard and shaken. And it just depends on the situation. That's what I'm
saying. Bro. I just I just don't. I don't. Some should
be self defense, some ship don't. It wasn't self defense. He just
shot the niggas. That wasn't That wasn't. Just it's so like for me,
I don't understand how mother fucker can't just kill a motherfucker like mother,
just killing with no problem. Just Oh, you're you're nothing to me,
You're the devil because I I I I have too much of a conscience.
I killed. If I kill an animal's over. Yeah, Like I'm driving
and a squirrel or something. After I'm hitting the brakes, I'm swirmings,
I'm dinner, killing myself, not trying to kill you. Yeah. Yeah.
I saw. I saw a possum in the middle of the street.
He got hit, and that motherfucker looked like Ricky from Boys in the Hood.
Bro. I know, I know possums are ugly as fuck, they're
scared, but that motherfucker looked like Ricky from Boys in the Hood. And
I just felt so bad because he was trying to get to wherever he was
trying to get to. I was like, should I stop and help this
nigga? Somebody called a cod something. I just felt so bad. So
I know I can't kill nobody, but for me, I just don't like
back to the I just don't like rappers back in the day. I don't
like rappers saying that back in the day. Whatever that the black lady,
I think it was The Lord's Tucker or something like that. She came out
and said, no, y'all niggas shouldn't be rapping about this shit because y'all
are fucking up the community. Y'all fucking up the youth. And everybody was
like, noah, freedom of speech, no no, no, no,
no no, now thirty years lady, Yeah, but it'scus it's the youth.
But now y'all coming back and saying that, but youth, the youth.
Uncle Luke was like nineteen twenty said shake down, ass, pop that
pussy. He didn't understand what he was doing. He didn't understand what he
was doing. An older person came out and said, y'all shouldn't be doing
this, and then we was like, no, you should have the freedom
of speech to do all of these things. And then now we now we're
looking at Sexy Red and be're like, oh, she is the worst of
the whatever niggas are saying. They don't they don't like that freedom of every
Daddy, that new song, they don't like that song. They're saying that
she's the come of the earth. Maybe not those words, but they're looking
at it like she a hood rat and they feel like hood rat shouldn't have
a megaphone to do hood rat things. And I'm like, nah, when
Uncle Luke was doing this shit, when when motherfucking Straight out of Comfort was
doing this shit, y'all thought that shit was cool, but you didn't understand
that all of this ship has a trickle down effect, and we are the
trickle down effects. So now when kids are shooting each other because they listening
to these rap songs and these rap songs, Chicago drill music is real,
That's what I say. Like all that shit New York drill, all that
shit is different. But it's kids though. It's kids. That's why I
feel like, but if you listen, but if kids are more following,
because it's another kid that's doing the drill music like it was older niggas.
There was rapping about the ship, so we rue who was I'm talking about
back in the day. Who who's old? All them niggas was less than
twenty five, bro, All them niggas, all them niggas was sixteen,
seventeen, eight, nineteen, l They was all young as fuck. Bro.
They was all kids at some at some point. Not massive Peno mass
Peno one. They was old three six mile for all them niggas was not
over the twenties, Bro, there was twenty one twenty two. They're still
a key toylu they always But I'm saying, like these talking about fourteen fifteen,
Like these niggas are in high school and ship. But what's the difference.
What's the difference, what's the difference if if the audience is still the
audience the audience has always been children, rather rather it's another kid doing it,
or rather it's an adult. I don't I feel like it. I
feel like I don't think it was as violent though, Like you had some
people that was violent back in the day. But everything like this ship is
violent violent, Like this ship is crazy, Like this ship that they talked
about they're talking about now is kind of crazy. Like niggas wasn't talking.
They're really doing it. I don't know, but m c A spice one,
that's what that was blowing. Yeah, but everybody it wasn't like everybody
went like that though they weren't all like that, but ship everywhere. You
got it in New York, you got it in Alabama, Arkansas, Florida,
you got it in everywhere in Chicago. It's all different types of genres
a drill because wherever a little wherever the uh what's uh? Is it?
Not a little baby? Not a little baby? I can't think of the
nigga name NBA young boy. He's nuts, yes, And when I listened
to their music, I'm like, oh, okay, I see why he's
a descendant of them because I didn't listen to them when I didn't listen to
them when y'all was riding through Indianapolis bumping uh thing one the thing too,
Definitely, I definitely was not listening to my mom. You better say they
don't ever disrespect Boosy Webby. He created something about thing one thing to what
I was not listening to the thing one thing too, I understand, but
it's just what that music was a reflection of how niggas very relatable. It
was very relatable because niggas was selling drugs, niggas was whatever whatever. But
NBA Young Boy is a descendant of that. So that's what I'm saying.
All of these things have a direct consequence. I mean, but they was
more like I ain't say I'm even giving game as well though, Like just
and then just the struggle is the ship they talk about young Boy, that
nigga just bro, he's a fucking air head, bro, He's a minister
society. You just want to be for everybody, just cous like and then
cry about I don't cary about nobody nothing like, they don't like you because
of you. Every friend you had, nigga, you spass that on for
whatever reason. Yeah, a lot of these, a lot of these young
niggas have Charleston White said it the best man, y'all. Y'all niggas have
mental health issues and y'all need to get those addressed. But instead of getting
those things addressed, y'all, niggas become rappers and y'all spit out these Yeah,
y'all, if you can't read above a certain grade level, if you
can't read and write and do all this type of shit. I just don't
feel like you should be able to make music period. I don't feel like
I don't feel like the ship that's coming out of your mouth is smart enough
for you to have a megaphone to forecast it to millions of people and then
them kind of uh inherit that that the idiot, the idiocracy that you are
trying to portray. Because if we we don't like it, let's say Martin
Luther King was just a dumb ass nigga, just an idiot, just just
trying to rally up niggas to just do some bullshit. We would not like
that. Niggas would not But because because you put it on the beat and
niggas and niggas can dance to it, and that's just and that's just what
music is. I feel like that's why I like music for the sound like
uh beats is probably one of the main things for me. Mattro so so
I like to dance and ship so and me too, but me too,
but I but for me, I don't even hear the words to certain songs.
I just hear beats in the in the harmony and the harmonizing it's going
on certain sounds that's going on in the song. A lot of the times,
I don't even know what Niggas be saying. But my thing is this,
so is it the sh So should we so should movies? Should we
start treating these movies and looking at these movies the same way that Niggas is
trying to put least the music. How about saying everything like I always look
at movies and feel like the ship they doing movies, they'd be trying to
tell ushit. You know what I'm saying, that that's going to happen or
or ship like that like movies. I don't know. But for me,
I just I don't. I don't look at movies like I don't. If
Denzel, I say like this, if Denzel played the same he does play
the same character most of the time. If if Denzel from Training Day,
let's use I didn't. If Denzel from Training Day, if that character kept
surfacing on social media, that him as that character. Denzel never got out
of that character, and every time he got on social media, he was
that crooked nigga from training Day. That if he was that, I wouldn't
like Denzel. Yeah, we probably wouldn't. We wouldn't like the nigga doing
that. If al Pacino was scarface on social media and he's and he's that
character cocaine on the table, he's portraying this same exact image every single time,
every time he spoke, every time he every time you saw him somewhere,
he was scarface, we wouldn't like that. But the fact that these
niggas are changing up everything every every every movie role, I feel like that's
why I detach it from because it's unless these niggas is schizophrenic and and we're
allowing this, then I feel like you can't compare Denzel Tom Hanks to NBA
young Boy. No, I would never do that anyway. The niggas is
saying it, what's the difference between Young Thug and Denzel. Denzel plays movies
where he killed people, and then Young Thug is saying that they kill people.
But the difference is that this nigga, Young Thug actually has beef with
wife and Lucci. He actually rented a car to go get this nigga killed.
He actually shot. And the only thing about the movie if Denzel slapped,
if Denzel killed the motherfucker and then made a movie about killing the motherfucker
and then the police saw that the movie. Your ass is grasped, go
to jail. Your ministers is Heidi. But just because the nigga wrap on
the beat, I don't feel like we should be excluding these niggas. Does
that make it? Am I making sense? I mean yeah, But I
mean, at the end of the day, guilty him to prove innocent.
So uh, my nigga guilty, I mean he's not guilty. I said
guilty, not guilty until proven innocent or what. However the shit go.
It's guilty, it's innocent. That's I'm proven guilty. That my nigga.
My niggas, I don't. I don't. I don't. I don't get
in trouble too often, so I don't. I don't pay attention to none
of that ship you feel me? So uh but yeah, man, my
nigga's not guilty. I just don't like it. I can't prove it.
I can. Your name is in the fucking rental car. You rented the
car. He did rint that motherfucker. But shit, I ain't know they
was gonna do that ship. They just said they needed a card for you
feel and what this this this is my thing too about. I know we
ran about it too long, but I just don't like the fact that we
don't want rappers to take accountability. But me as a as a black man,
as a black father, I have to be accountable for every fucking thing
that I do. Nah, I'm not saying. I'm not saying take accountable,
not take it. If you get if they say you're guilty, then
yeah, but no, I'm not about to sit here and telling myself no,
I'm not. No, fuck no, You're gonna have to prove it.
I guess we was me and you are raised kind of the same.
But I just feel like niggas other places were raised different because I do not
want to ever be inside of the judicial system ever. I never wanted to
be arrested and now I don't even like. So the fact that the fact
that y'all niggas are playing with y'all freedom like this is also telling to me.
The fact that y'all are even playing with the cops. Nigga, my
mom a, if they get you, they got you, period. Okay,
I'm not selling drugs because I'm not doing none of that. Ship I'm
not. I'm not I'm a square. I'm at home or dog Megan,
I'm not fucking around because outside it is dangerous. The outside is fucking especially
right now. Somebody because of Megan handingtown from North Carolina, she was like,
uh, is any Napolis still dangerous? I said, it's still right.
It's more dangerous than it ever being, ever, ever being. This
ship just get worse and worse every every years, life going, it's just
getting bigger at bigger cities. So same type of people just coming. But
do you believe that See, Indianapolis has a drill scene. We might be
too old to know it, but I be on YouTube they definitely do.
There's some little niggas here. These niggas are fucking psych or savages. Psycho
bro. I was on YouTube and I said, all y'all from here,
No, they beef be serious. They will smoke the motherfucker and they death
talking about it. Song. Niggas here death get locked up from talking about
shit on the song. Yes, yes, it's just and I just feel
like, certain shit you you can't do here because it's not a big city
like that, So you're gonna stand out way more than you know what I'm
saying, Like if you was in Texas, somewhere Florida or one of the
big cities. I was on YouTube and the ship that they were saying in
these songs, I said, I'm smoking on this person, smoking on that
person. I don't like this because they was I said, this is disrespectful,
disrespect I said, they said, I called him, I called him
lacking. He tried running and he was describing the ship. I said,
bro, if I was the cops listening to this, they be grass because
they death be going to jail. There's like three or four little niggas here
that they did that ship and they locked up. They're gonna keep it.
But do you think that where do you think that stems from? Do you
think that do you think it's an opportunity type of thing. I'm broke,
My conditions in life are fucked up, and I want to get out of
this. They know what's sailing, what it is, what that or do
you think that it's a game, Like do you think I don't think they.
I don't think they. I don't think they're using it as a game.
Now, these little motherfuckers really be in the streets. They being a
motherfucker early out there. See that's why y'all need to start beating y'all motherfucking
kids. I know that I know you'd abuse is not a thing, but
the way that they out here smoking, these motherfuckers, bro, Yeah,
that's the thing. A lot of kids ain't scared of their parents no money
either, Fuck no, bro, I'm scared they look at them as friends
like nah. And And that's what I was saying that about Thanksgiving. The
little kid who had no respect for me. He might not have, he
might not have thought it with disrespect. But the way that I was raised,
if I bumped against any old motherfucker any at any family function, I
would have got my ass beat by any of those family members that saw the
ship. That's the way that I was raised. So I have a different
level of respect for my elders. But these young motherfuckers respect, don't don't
give a fuck, bro, And I don't. And I don't know if
it's this, This is making conversation a little bit deep, but that's what
I do. Pause Now. My question is the situation and the economy is
getting worse. It's getting harder and harder and harder and harder to make ends
meet. Period. So if you are if you are from the west side.
I'm talking about like Brightwood, and you know the ghetto areas or the
gonna say the ghetto areas, but the less fortunate areas, whether it be
east side, south side, north side, whatever the case may be.
If your family is if you're just tired of being broke and your mama ain't
home to watch you, your daddy ain't there, your daddy in prison,
or your daddy's dead because of the circumstances, like it's just so many contributing
factors, right, And then you turn on YouTube and then you see NBA
young boy on house arrest, but he's rapping and he or and before he
got on house arrest, he was living the same life you live. You
might have been raised by your grandma. You might have been Da da Da
da dah. You see it and you identify with and you've always been able
to put words together. So now you think that you should do it.
And then now you got beef with the nigga and so instead of in the
studio rapping about some made up shit, you like, well, fuck this
side or fuck that side, or fuck whoever Da da da dad. And
then now that comes with consequences, and then the more consequences that have come
with ship, the more light that it come with. So now the more
views you get, the more beef that you're in. And I'll be I'll
be on Instagra or YouTube and it might suggest some ship and I go to
the niggas. I'm like, then this shit kind of bot. Then I
go to the nigga page. The nigga be dead or locked up every single
time. So I'm like, yeahn a nigga postes in twenty twenty one.
I'm like, damn, and it'd be like RP or or something. Shit.
I'm like, God, And it's a cycle that keeps on happening,
that keeps on happening. But I don't know if it's a that's what I'm
saying. So I don't know if it's a. If it's a reflection,
you don't do it, you ain't gonna make it right now. That's just
what they're pushing out there. The same thing with the females, the sexy
read shit, that's what they looking for right now. So if you ain't
talking about that, you're probably gonna be on the shelf. M hm.
But a lot of them don't be a lot of them, like City Girl
they don't be living and ship they be talking either, Oh no, because
JT food the fuck out of y'all. I don't love them JT and and
and Young Miami, and they fooled the fuck out of y'all because they fell
in love as soon as they got an opportunity to love them. And I
just don't feel like you, a city girl, if you have a baby
by a nigga and he ain't Diddy, you have a baby by south Side.
Granted I ain't saying he ain't. He ain't just a Joe Schmoe ain't
a regular nigga. But if you don't, if you don't get some none
out of Didty quick because you get that check and then say he did some
ship to you two, I don't know, because he definitely had kids and
he just had one. Yeah, he deaf, just had a kid exactly
deaf. Yeh mmm. I'm if I'm I'm stealing that praus, I'm definitely
I'm catching the motherfucker up. I don't give in the freezer. I don't
give a fuck. Bro toimes is hard. If I can trap a bitch,
I'm trapping a bitch. I don't give a fuck If y'all think it.
So my thing is, y'all think like that. Bro. When the
dream popped out with Christina Million, in my mind, I thought, Bro,
you too ugly to be with Christina Millian. You fucking munchkin, double
munchkin face head ass nigga. You had to have known that, nigga definitely
like definitely like a honey with a face on it here, definitely like a
motherfucking muppet. Baby. You death should have known that Christina Million wasn't staying
with you, but you didn't. So I'm definitely trapping the motherfucking because it
seems to be easy to be trapping niggas. Niggas is getting trapped and they
be thinking that it's love. No, she don't love you, y'all.
Numbers don't match. Bro, You're not even you don't even look at nothing.
My thing is, I don't want to trap an ugly motherfucker, because
if I have, if I didn't go date an attractive motherfucker, now I
got this step kid who ugly, who ugly, and the rest of my
kids, I definitely don't want to deal with that motherfucker might be a little
uglier deaf Christina Millions baby, with the dream definitely don't look like the babies
that she's gonna have with the beautif motherfucker that she decided to marry death not
Yeah, you gotta get this nigg off. The patch, death center,
the Grandma House. It's fucked up some Do you think if a motherfucker could
think like that, they the parents and skills ain't gonna be all the way
there? Bro? If you if your thought process is the trap of motherfucker,
regardless of how this person may feel, I just don't believe that your
parents and skills are going to be it's gonna be awful. Yeah, I
don't think. I don't think that you're you are going about it the wrong
way. Yeah, no, no, man for show. I feel like
before we got here, I just feel like December came too fast. Year.
It's gonna be twenty four already. But this year definitely is. I
don't know, man, because I struggled half of it. Yeah I did.
I struggled half this motherfucking year. Bro. I've seen a lot of
people say that too. I feel like that this year was tough. This
year was it was. I don't know. I don't understand. Next year
ain't gonna be no easier, gon be no easy. Ain't gonna be no
fucking bro I have to I'm being optimistic, but maybe these motherfucking uh.
I went to the doctor and got some uh it's not adderall, but it's
it's an adderall is a stimulant. So I have something that's not a stimulant
to help with my ADHD or whatever it is, my fucking attention, but
it also plays as an antidepressant. So I don't know if I'm good or
if it's this pill working really well. Like I'm able to focus a lot
more, but I'm also a lot I think I need something that's gonna help
me. I'm a lot less anxious, and I'm a lot less stressed about
ship. And I don't know if I like that. I'm able to my
back is against the wall, but I'm able to focus and punch. Before
I used to be my back against the wall. If I get two back
back of it to the wall, I can't focus on nothing. I'm too
conscious of the walls closing in. But now the walls are fuzzy. They're
still closing in, but they fuzzier, they're a little less. It's a
little does that make sense, they're a little less intimidating. So I don't
know if I ship that's a good thing. It is, But then I'd
be thinking about how many other motherfuckers are on these pills and if we are
just glossing over the real problems because all of our asses are medicated or self
medicated or drinking or smoking or whatever the fucking like you just feel like,
yeah, I just feel like a lot of people are are medicated and were
not really addressing that. The walls are closing in on everybody because everybody,
everybody is feeling the fucking effects of inflation. Everybody's feeling the after effects of
Like, Nigga, we just went through a fucking pandemic, bro, Like
niggas, me and MOOKI was supposed to have another one though me and MOOKI
was talking about that shit. We was like, bro, we never really
stopped and talked about how we were just locked up in the house for a
motherfucking three fourths of a year, terrified to When I look back on it,
I feel like we handled the pandemic a little. I feel like we
handled it wrong. I feel like they told us to go in the house.
Niggas wasn't even outside, bro Like, when I think, I like,
niggas wasn't even walking outside in my apartment complex. Trouble Like. Niggas
wasn't even running or exercising. Niggas wasn't doing anything like. No, you
couldn't do none of that, but you could have, but you could.
They didn't say you had to stay in the house. They just said watch
what you do. We could have wore masks and went outside and did exercises.
We could have watched not at first, at first they was closing ship
outside was not closed. I'm talking about just outside your house first outside,
Yeah, I'm outside of your house, not necessarily outside like a club or
something. Talking about like just outside. Niggas didn't walk around and get getting
no fresh air. I was on the plane when I want to motherfuckers was
scared of the air one going out there. Fun You go out there and
get snatched up, low key, you don't know what the fuck was out
there. And motherfucker thought some ship was out there. Thought the mocking COVID
was in motherfucking your mental cheaper creepers ship. The fucker snatched up. The
other day, y'all be playing you know what I said, I looked out
the doors, said they get snatched up like a barrest here. Yeah,
snatched up by the COVID. I was on the plane on the way to
UH to work with easting them and I was this lady was, I don't
know how they got on COVID, and she was like, yeah, during
COVID, me and my family got in our car and drove to all of
the parks. I was like, what do you mean. She said,
all of the all of the parks were closed, but they weren't closed.
Nobody was there to close them. They were just like vacant, but you
could still go in. It's a park. So she said, her and
her family just went hiking. It wasn't nobody on none of these trails.
And I said, I didn't even fucking think to do that. Like I
didn't even fucking think to go to Eagle Creek and just walk around because it
was empty, nobody being there, going going to somewhere and just hiking a
tent, pitching a tent and just sleeping outside. Like, didn't even think
to do that because they had us fucking terrified to even go outside. But
nature wasn't against us. We could have went outside and enjoyed the nature.
And now that I'm thinking, I'm like, well that man, it seemed
like it was something that oxygen where to god, BRO was not sucking that
shit. And I didn't want the news had that ship? Bro, I
knew that was the news had niggas. I was terrified, Bro, like
I was. I was watching what, I was eating a nigga, I
was working out a lot, I was doing hard. I was terrified,
Bro. And I look back on it, I was like, didn't like
a movie. They probably gonna make a movie about it. They probably have
made some movies about this ship. Well COVID, Yeah, man, I
used to talk about it like if you go just I can't think of like
movies and shows that it was. But they used to say shit about COVID
and ship movies and shit like That's why I be thinking, like, man,
they just be playing with us out here, Bro, shit already be
playing Bro. Yeah, like shit crazy. I just it just made me
realize just how much power niggas did not have at all, Like we don't
have any power still, No, No, And I think as a father,
that's what bothers me the most is that I feel like, yeah,
no, matter no matter how hard and how good I teach you, I
still can't get you prepared for this world. How you need to be prepared
for this world because the older they get, the ship just gonna keep changing.
Yeah, like our parents can't tell us how to My mama and couldn't
tell me how to survive and this ship, bro, they fucked up.
You know what I'm saying. My mama can't and that, and I think
that that's that's part. That's the hardest part about having a mother so young
and having parents that are still here, Because if your parents ain't here,
it's easy to be like, oh, I wish my parents was here to
help me. But the fact that my mom is and my dad is here,
still here, they can't give me any advice. Bro. My mom
is single and she she telling me about the dating pool, and that ship
just sounds horrendous. Bro, it always sounds. I was like, man,
I wish you to have to go through this ship. Bro, I'll
just be so because I'd be concerned more and so about her them her.
I know she probably concerned about me, but I was like, man,
she at the age where now she probably watching, Uh, what the infomercials
just buying ship. Motherfuckers are scamming her, sending their links and ships.
She on not a working phone, exactly like my mama, and I'm like,
I'll be having to tell her like stop, she almost got hacked because
she's just doing shit. I'm like, just stop, like call me.
Yeah, they don't be knowing ship. Motherfucker sent me a link talking about
send me the number that comes to your phone for a discouncept. Do you
think I'm stupid or something? Bro? Like try to hack each other?
Do you think I'm stupid or something? Out of nowhere? Like it said
you have a you have a delivery? It was from somebody's name in I
Cloud. I'm like, bro, who do you think? Do you think
I'm that stupid? But but the older generation, that's what I was trying
to make sure I don't even I'm gonna make sure I stay and know what
the is going on better, know what the going on with your kids.
It's hard bro, Like it's it's I man, my son and my kid,
my daughters. I just feel like I'm an EmPATH. So I just
be feeling like when my son be having those days where he don't want to
go to school, I'd be like, man, I remember those things.
I remember those days. I remember, I remember feeling exactly like this.
I do not want to be here. I do not want to go here,
and sometimes I want to keep him home. Then I I gotta work.
And then sometimes I like, you just got to deal with that shit,
because you do gotta, you have to, you have to learn how
to deal with it. Then I be feeling like I don't be giving him
enough choices or options because I feel like I do feel like this ship is
a fucking I do feel like this shit is a gimmick, this shit is
a trap. Because as a parent, I just don't feel like both the
parents should be going to work. I just do not feel like a healthy
household should have both parents doing forty plus hours at work there and then to
sit bro what and then have come home and cook dinner and help with the
kids with the homework and make sure that the ship is watched. So most
of the weekend I be trying to catch up from all of the shit I
didn't get to do during the week. So, No, I do not
want to link up with you niggas. No, I do not want to
record with you niggas. No, I do not want to go to nobody
house and do nothing because I gotta fucking wash. I gotta fucking shampoo this
fucking carpet. Emily just spilling shit all over the fucking place. It's too
much shit to do. And then if you if you don't like your spouse
and you got all this fucking pressure on you, bro, I can see
how niggas be domestic. I'm not saying that I'm hitting my wife. I'm
not, but I can see if I was that stressed or she was asked,
I can see how she can holler off and hit me in the mother
fucking mouth. Oh you fucking do. I can see how. I can
see how that happens. And the pressure of society doesn't make any of the
uh mental health shit easier. It doesn't make loving yourself any easier because now
you gotta find time to work out. Now you gotta find the money and
the time to be healthy. Now you gotta find the time to love on
your friends and love on yourself. Now, motherfucking social media people only posting
highlights. So now you're telling yourself you need to go out of town for
your birthday. Now you need It's just so much shit and I would much
rather not deal with any of that ship because suck my dick period, Mama.
Though, Man, this ship is as just a lot, man,
And if you're listening right now, you feel like you you got to deal
with too much of this shit. Tell the world to suck your dick.
It's people. I just feel like I feel like we I feel like we
are too I feel like people are entitled to us too much. I feel
like people feel like they are entitled to you life. Yes, I feel
like people are entitled to know what you're doing. People are entitled to People
feel entitled to your time, People feel entitled to shit everything about you.
And when I feel like once you start setting up these boundaries and trying to
protect your family, people start looking at you differently. People start looking at
you nigga acting funny and shit like I am I am, I am,
I'm not I am, I am, I am acting funny, I am
making funny. Yes I am acting different, Yes I am acting bad like
I'm better than you. Yes I am I am. Because when you got
kids, bro, you got you got three daughters, it's a different level
of protection you have to have over these mothers fuckers, bro, And when
you gotta be a parent twenty four to seven, it's just a certain level
of protection you gotta have over yourself because this world will influence you to go
fucking crazy. Yeah, this shit fucked up. Man. You gotta find
ways of new ways to enjoy yourself. I be doing I used to like.
I was like, I don't like this no more. I'll just be
chilling. Man. It'll all be shit to do. That be a work
because all the shit costs. Yep, everything, Everything's fucking high. Everything.
The price is going up, but the pay ain't pay, ain't nigga.
I went the smilies over the not last weekend, not this weekend,
but the weekend before last. And I went the weekend before that too,
But last time I went. This little girl busting her ship? Why the
fuck open her head and the smile is bro doing? I don't know,
nigga. I was looking around, like, what the fuck did you bust
your end of? What did you bust it on? Blood running down her
shoulder and ship? And I didn't think about the kid, you know who.
I thought about the parent, the parents, No, no, no,
no, not that the mama, I mean ship the mama was there.
But now my thinking is, now you gotta take your daughter to the
er. Now that's money you probably didn't have to spend on this, this
and that, like it's just a whole. I was just felt for the
parent, like and I wanted to go to the mom like I know this
is now this give me a hug. I know this ain't even what she
wanted to even deal with, Like that's the ship I be thinking about out
because I know she was fucking pissed, Like she probably din't want to go
to Smiles, Bro, she probably yeah, like your ass kept crying and
wanted me to bring you and look at your fucking head spro They called me
to sit down. Don't want to listen? Well, hyper ass, why
I'll be telling I'll be telling her, I sit down her. She don't
listen. She heard herself come back in cool my head a little scratch,
like girl, you just want to that Nigga do ain't in the banda stage.
Nigga fucking rubbed his finger across the ground. Now he got Nigga Billy
Jean fucking bandai's and all the they think them motherfuckers is toys. They definitely
do the toys. But I definitely remember when I was in the bandaid stage
myself. I'm about to bomb the Spider Man bands for Christmas. They about
to be lit us. I'm not, Jamar, I'm not. I'm definitely
not. And we let that is just crazy how motherfuckers was really laying back
in the day, Bro, Because rappers influenced motherfuckers. Bro. They had
us wearing two heads. They had us wearing two They had us wearing two
headband, two jerseys, a long gown T shirt, big ass jeans,
basketball shorts under the jeans, Nigga and Jordan's Bro. They had us doing
some outland a ship. So no, yes, rappers have a bigger influence
than we think. And we might be thinking that, oh, it's just
entertainment. No, the niggas had us out here dressed like gay ghosts.
Bro, niggas had us out here, had us to her dress stupid as
hell dress, even the basketball player suits, and she was big as fun
than the motherfucker looking like Steve Harvey. Why did we fucking do that to
ourselves? Because rappers have a bigger influence than we like to believe, Bro,
And I'm thinking that to myself, where our rappers, even as our
rappers as big as we think they are, or is it the machine telling
us one, no, nigga, because Nelly was never that big. Bro
was big. He was big. He was pause country grammar. Wait,
I'm saying. I'm saying he was popular, but I'm saying once they stopped
telling us that he was popular, he wasn't popular no more, Bro because
winning it stopped when he stopped making music. He never he stopped out.
He did. He stopped the thirty two thousand. No, he stopped like
getting in the country album, and he kept going and he did. It
was not. It was not we think it was. It was not when
his last album was He's Gonna be Shot, You're gonna be surprised. But
these niggas is out here. Dad is doing some weird ass ship. Man,
they had us doing some weird ass ship. How long we've been recorded?
We can get up out of here? Yeah, you're telling me his
last album was We're to Get Up out of Here twenty one. But before
that thirteen, So what I'm saying, then, what was that? What
album was that? What's that thirteen thirteen? What's this? This? This?
Thirteen? Before that Nelly m O the Deluxe album whatever that is,
and then the Nelly five point zero What's ten? And then the brass knuckles
and suits and all that suits. Sweat. The nigga that have not a
hit on they none of them album's niggas, that's sweat. You know what
I'm saying. That was his last one. Yeah, my place, what
let me see? Come on, come on over to my place with JAHI.
He had that song over and over. I love that song over and
over again, over and over again, and it hurts so bad. Corny
lack, fat nigga. Some niggas just been fat for too long. Bro.
And Jazz Fay and DJ called Is two of them. They dude,
got two classes though you don't have any classics. Bro, what if Drake,
If Drake don't have classics, then now he definitely don't got no classics.
Niggas. Drake don't got a class niggas. That's a nigga say.
If niggas be cat. If Drake don't have niggas, be cat, and
we're gonna in this ship because we ain't about to do take care. As
a classic, nothing's the same as the class the same as the classic.
I don't know is a classic. Man, niggas better quit playing, bro,
I pull up and I pull up and less like it's seven. I
just hit the link. I'm about to hit the nest off everye one song.
That's my favorite Drake song, one of my favorites. But even but
even Drake, what are you doing right now? I don't like it?
Why do you? Why is your hair like that? And just doing too
much right now? But I just think that's just how I don't. I
don't. I don't understand it. I think it'd be money too, like
I. But that's what I'm saying. I'm not taking all money like if
I was set famous. I'm not wearing some of this bullshit. I'm just
not wearing. It's not me. You're gonna start paying your feelings. No,
like all that ship. I don't understand what it What happens when you
get so much money like they get, It's like they get so bored,
bro, probably like, oh no, I don't like it. I don't
like that. I don't like all that. I don't like it. I
don't like where it's going because remember way it went from thug. It's the
weirdest hell to like skateboard and all this other I don't like the way his
dreads look. No, they stink. You look like you smell them motherfuckers
every time and scratching sniff video smell like backwoods. He's fucking. I just
don't like that ship. I just don't like the way someone rappers. Jay
Z just did it the best jay Z Rick Ross Baby Gez. I don't
know, because he's stupid for marrying an Asian woman. I just died.
That was just that was just threw me off from thee. I was like,
what niggas, you ain't got no black bitch nigga. You from the
hood ass niggas the funk around with you. That's why we gotta start believing
these niggas, bro, because why the fuck would you date that frail ass
Asian niggas. You gotta get a black queen, bro, You have to
get a black woman with scars on her knees from the hood. She has
to know how to fry fish fucking flat iron hair with the chicken fried chicken
fried fish. She has to know how to flat iron hair with the hot
comb. She has to know how to do she has to just know how
to do some nigga ship sloppy Joe, but she needed a how to make
ship like that, And Yo, bitch that knew how to know what I
mean. She didn't make top ramen. She made fucking ramen with the egg
in it, real potato chips. She definitely didn't. Bro. You cannot
just have the whole youth wearing Trappade shirts and then you fucking mature into a
nigga who dates and marries an Asian woman and then have a baby with her
and then don't see that she's gonna divorce you. What the are you dumb?
Are you dumb? Are you? Are you dumb? He realized,
Are you dumb? I'm tripping you dumb? Common? What the was I
thinking? Just so dumb? Eat Rice all got damn taking my shoes off
when I come into the fucking are you dumb? Not taking these Balenci's off.
I'm wearing them around the house, fucking Marvel. I'm wearing whatever the
fuck I want to wear. I'm the rich nigga here. You're not.
You're not doing ship, big Mama moving in here, not yo mama,
big mama. Bitch. She wearing a fucking down watching our kids. You
are she's cooking, and she's cooking and the grease is sitting on the back
of the stove. What the fuck are you talking about? You not bringing
your mama in here nice at day day. No, she's not fucking,
she's not fucking. I'm not racist. I just I'm just supposed to be
with That's why. That's why. That's one where I seen the black women
were upset and I was rallied behind. But they didn't like his ass anyway.
They thought his music was good, but they wasn't us. But he
should have been with a fucking black woman. Bro. Oh my fucking gosh.
Bro, and he found a real one, held him jail too,
held him down, gave her some bread and she flipped it. That's the
best man. You niggas need to stop dating these motherfucking gold diggers. Man,
y'all just don't see it. Broya, I'll see you. I stay
away from them type bitches. No, but I don't got bread like that.
Some of these niggas just do not understand what it's like to be able
to go and be broke and get a woman. I can tell. I
can tell you've never been broken had game. There are a dummy, and
you allowed the woman from the fews. Thing you do is want to talk
about what you're gonna buy a man. You're just ready to spend some money.
Na, nigga wait in sea first, Nah, I just Jesus damn
and the nigga Jeezy had the nerve to fucking do the fucking interview with me
along. First of all, that's the first time I've ever seen you talk
to a black woman. Shut the fuck up, bro, I've never even
seen you. I've never seen you communicate or be lock arms or nothing with
a black woman. Never in my life. I've never seen you do any
interviews with any black woman in my life until the Asian one. Fucking this
let whatever, every yard whatever, whatever happened. Yeah, he fould for
divorce on her. I want to know what she did well, I want
to know what was the final straw for that nigga to be like, you
know what, I'm was tripping what you think it was? Oh okay,
Now she tried to come out and say he was cheating ship you are you
lying, bitch, and now you just trying to see what None of that
and see this is when my sister will pull up on you. See that's
the problem. My sister gonna pull up on you with all of her goons
and shes gonna beat your ass because you don't need and see, if you
date a black woman that loves you for real, you ain't gonna do all
of that. But the fact that but you gotta find the one that love
you for real because the same out here. And that's that's the trick.
Your money in free. And that's why nigga should just date dolls because you
always know that Megan love you. Dog do ain't gonna ask for ship,
asking for ship that doll ain't gonna co plain about ship you do. I
don't know, and she might new upgrades depending on depending on io s.
Maybe iOS I probably got different kind of uh Western names. Plug in too
fucking grilling your ass? Where was you at? Uh hold on all the
nash for out n ask for a black woman ship? Gonna fore you find
your ass. I didn't say that, you know, I'm just saying not
the angry won Now we go get up out of here. I want to
say happy birthdays and my dog keenan man. I love you, bro.
What are you did you celebrate or are you celebrating a doing ship. This
might be your need to really feeling it. So reach out to my nigga
and tell him her birthday. Man telling me social media is bro. Oh
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