WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.080 --> 00:00:06.719 All track and check wall two. This is the two seventeen Recovery podcast with 2 00:00:06.960 --> 00:00:10.199 Corey Winfield, who knows as soon as he gives it to her, he's 3 00:00:10.240 --> 00:00:14.560 gonna give her his heart to her too, and we'll have kids and get 4 00:00:14.679 --> 00:00:23.320 married. That's too far. It is the seventeenth of May twenty twenty four. 5 00:00:23.399 --> 00:00:28.719 My name is Cory Winfield and this is the two seventeen Recovery podcast coming 6 00:00:29.120 --> 00:00:35.719 from the North Studio and joined by Marnie Winfield. Hi there, justin Burke, 7 00:00:36.759 --> 00:00:41.399 what's up? And Mitchell O'Brien fabulous. I always said like it's an 8 00:00:41.399 --> 00:00:46.759 Irish festival. Oh yes, and sometimes I'll add the tea. I spoke 9 00:00:46.840 --> 00:00:50.520 like this most of the day, Mitchell O'Briant, it's in the house. 10 00:00:51.960 --> 00:00:58.000 No, how's there my doing? We're recovering from U fam rally. Yeah, 11 00:00:58.079 --> 00:01:00.439 it was an exciting day. Yeah, he's exciting. What was the 12 00:01:00.479 --> 00:01:03.640 most exciting part for everybody? Let's start with you, Marty. Most exciting 13 00:01:03.680 --> 00:01:07.840 part of yesterday. Oh that's a given. That's just was being able to 14 00:01:07.879 --> 00:01:12.799 watch you host. That was amazing man, Mitchell. I'm serious, it's 15 00:01:12.799 --> 00:01:18.079 a big deal. I felt I felt special, Mitchell, which was yours. 16 00:01:18.319 --> 00:01:21.760 I mean mine's pretty similar. But a lot of times we'd get to 17 00:01:21.840 --> 00:01:23.519 people would come up and ask us questions about it, and they so, 18 00:01:23.560 --> 00:01:30.200 who's this guy like on your card or your brochure. I'd be like him 19 00:01:30.560 --> 00:01:33.359 and pointing up to the stage you're talking. They're like, wait, what 20 00:01:33.519 --> 00:01:36.319 is Like, Hey, he's our CEO, he's the he started all of 21 00:01:36.359 --> 00:01:38.840 this and he's the MC this year, and it was it was really cool 22 00:01:38.920 --> 00:01:46.719 a lot of people because they were like, MANE, justin meeting different people 23 00:01:46.760 --> 00:01:51.920 this year, like the director mar if I believe I'm pronouncing it right. 24 00:01:52.920 --> 00:01:56.599 He came up, how's it spelled? M A R A. I think 25 00:01:57.000 --> 00:01:59.799 I don't know? Laura Mara. That's how I call that. So he 26 00:01:59.879 --> 00:02:04.000 was director of MARA. M A R R Oh that mean MA? Justin 27 00:02:04.000 --> 00:02:06.920 which one is it? I have to get all up in it? WHOA? 28 00:02:08.080 --> 00:02:10.599 All right? So you met the you think you met the director of 29 00:02:10.599 --> 00:02:17.599 mar either MAR or MARA, two different organizations anyway, So that was exciting 30 00:02:17.599 --> 00:02:21.639 because you were like, which one is it? I don't know. I'm 31 00:02:21.639 --> 00:02:25.280 pretty sure it was MAR, which is the Michigan Association of Recovery Residences. 32 00:02:28.240 --> 00:02:34.360 And then someone approached us about from the west side of the state, from 33 00:02:34.360 --> 00:02:39.159 Ogama County. That was a great conversation as well. Well, maybe we'll 34 00:02:39.199 --> 00:02:46.759 hear all about that later. My excit what I was at the most exciting 35 00:02:46.759 --> 00:02:57.199 moment, I guess, well, my mom showed up because she said she 36 00:02:57.280 --> 00:03:00.960 was going to be there, and I remember thinking early on like, oh, 37 00:03:01.000 --> 00:03:04.360 I don't see Mom, and I'm like, as she probably didn't come, 38 00:03:05.120 --> 00:03:08.039 and then I see her kind of come to the side, and it 39 00:03:08.120 --> 00:03:13.800 was pretty funny because my friend Kendra was in treatment with the last time. 40 00:03:13.960 --> 00:03:19.560 She comes walking up and she sees my mom and my aunt like by my 41 00:03:19.599 --> 00:03:24.199 side, and then it might have been Kim or Justin was taking pictures and 42 00:03:24.360 --> 00:03:28.919 so Kenner walks up AND's like what and then like my mom and Anne are 43 00:03:28.919 --> 00:03:30.240 like telling me to do stuff or we're like smile or do this or that, 44 00:03:30.319 --> 00:03:34.039 and I just look at Kender and I'm like, I don't know fans, 45 00:03:34.080 --> 00:03:37.520 you know, my mom, my aunt, And then I told her. 46 00:03:37.599 --> 00:03:38.439 But it was kind of funny because the look on her face was like 47 00:03:39.199 --> 00:03:44.120 WHOA, Like what a superstar? But it was pretty funny. But no, 48 00:03:44.240 --> 00:03:47.680 just seeing my mom there to support me was pretty cool. You know, 49 00:03:47.719 --> 00:03:53.080 the the stuff that she saw and that she went through and had to 50 00:03:53.120 --> 00:03:55.560 deal with. And for me to be where I'm at today and then be 51 00:03:55.680 --> 00:04:00.919 on that stage, you know, m seeing a recovery event in front of 52 00:04:00.080 --> 00:04:03.199 you know, a thousand people, maybe it was pretty cool, man. 53 00:04:03.240 --> 00:04:08.680 And that's a that's a moment that I'll remember forever, and I'm sure she 54 00:04:08.759 --> 00:04:11.400 will too. And my aunt was even like, you know, like this 55 00:04:11.479 --> 00:04:15.639 is this is awesome and to have that support is it's pretty amazing. And 56 00:04:15.680 --> 00:04:23.000 not everybody has that support right in recovery, in early recovery. But yeah, 57 00:04:23.040 --> 00:04:27.199 and they kind of hit me too, like five years and I remember 58 00:04:27.560 --> 00:04:31.120 thinking it's gonna take a million years to get my one year clean, you 59 00:04:31.120 --> 00:04:34.399 know, and it's like, how am I gonna get five years? And 60 00:04:34.399 --> 00:04:40.279 it seems so far away, and it kind of does. Sometimes you're like, 61 00:04:40.319 --> 00:04:42.680 hey, five years, Like if you a raised Mitch, you'll be 62 00:04:42.720 --> 00:04:48.959 like, damn, it's go take forever. But and then five years you 63 00:04:48.959 --> 00:04:53.439 can look back at it all and go, wow, like there's kind of 64 00:04:53.439 --> 00:04:55.959 a lot of stuff that went on, and I had to kind of fall 65 00:04:56.040 --> 00:04:58.879 Everything had to fall in the right places, and I had to not give 66 00:04:58.959 --> 00:05:02.160 up and support from you know, people like Marnie, and she's been in 67 00:05:02.160 --> 00:05:05.639 it too, you know, doing everything that she can to help to seventeen 68 00:05:05.759 --> 00:05:10.759 and for us to be where we're at. Where we're at today, it's 69 00:05:10.759 --> 00:05:13.399 not where we want to be, you know, but it's a it's a 70 00:05:13.519 --> 00:05:18.000 huge even compared to last year, we're at a much better place, you 71 00:05:18.000 --> 00:05:21.160 know. And if we can just keep doing that every single day and the 72 00:05:21.199 --> 00:05:25.399 rest will take care of itself, you know. So kind of realizing that. 73 00:05:25.759 --> 00:05:28.560 I realized all of this when I was in the bathroom peeing. It's 74 00:05:28.560 --> 00:05:33.000 the Capitol building. It smelled good in there too. I want to find 75 00:05:33.040 --> 00:05:38.360 out what they use because it smelled it smelled it smelled really good. The 76 00:05:38.519 --> 00:05:41.959 state police. That's what it smells like when you have state police there all 77 00:05:42.040 --> 00:05:46.199 day. I don't think so it was now something that are pumping through the 78 00:05:46.639 --> 00:05:49.600 vending the ventilation system. Well we got one of those now, I know, 79 00:05:49.680 --> 00:05:54.639 But I just want to get that scent that they have. Oh anyway, 80 00:05:54.839 --> 00:05:56.680 So yeah, I was thinking about that when I was being in there. 81 00:05:56.720 --> 00:05:59.240 It's just like you know, five years ago, like when I remember 82 00:05:59.319 --> 00:06:04.839 coming in here and just to be you know, five years later and just 83 00:06:04.879 --> 00:06:10.199 like, Wow, things can change, and even though it seems like it's 84 00:06:10.240 --> 00:06:14.480 taking forever, it's it's taken the right amount of time. When you look 85 00:06:14.519 --> 00:06:17.439 back at it, you're just like, oh, damn. So does it 86 00:06:17.480 --> 00:06:23.800 feel like you said earlier that you know, you thought it was gonna it 87 00:06:23.839 --> 00:06:26.920 felt like just getting a year was going to be like a million years. 88 00:06:27.040 --> 00:06:30.120 Yeah, But looking back on it, does it feel because to me, 89 00:06:30.759 --> 00:06:33.160 I'm three years in this, almost three and a half years into sobriety and 90 00:06:33.199 --> 00:06:39.519 recovery, and it does it feels like way longer than that. Yeah, 91 00:06:39.600 --> 00:06:42.360 Like not in a bad way, but it does. It feels like there's 92 00:06:42.399 --> 00:06:46.000 been like a whole lifetime that happened since I got sober. I want to 93 00:06:46.040 --> 00:06:51.160 say something I was just thinking that is because it feels like that the time 94 00:06:51.160 --> 00:06:55.759 that we've had that I've had, at least speaking for myself in sobriety, 95 00:06:56.480 --> 00:07:00.720 there's been so much. I've achieved, so many significant things, and there's 96 00:07:00.720 --> 00:07:05.279 been so much activity that's been positive, and I've been so aware and awake 97 00:07:05.360 --> 00:07:11.199 and present. And so when I think about, like, however many years 98 00:07:11.240 --> 00:07:16.959 I was using on and off, they were so dull and empty and sad 99 00:07:17.480 --> 00:07:23.199 that it's like, I don't know if I mentally like erased part of it 100 00:07:23.279 --> 00:07:28.000 in my head or they were so insignificant in terms of what I accomplished and 101 00:07:28.000 --> 00:07:33.560 what I did that they literally just kind of like meshed into nothingness. Yeah, 102 00:07:33.800 --> 00:07:40.120 they've kind of fly by, and you just go by Cason seasons of 103 00:07:40.199 --> 00:07:43.399 Survivor you're like, oh, yeah, I barely remember that season and I 104 00:07:43.480 --> 00:07:46.199 can't remember that. Yeah, now a new season Survivoral. Okay, cool, 105 00:07:46.199 --> 00:07:48.040 it's over. And I don't know, and just think of the stuff 106 00:07:48.040 --> 00:07:51.879 we've done. We went to California, I went to Seattle. We've been 107 00:07:51.920 --> 00:07:58.839 to millions of events, it seems like. And it's just like Marnie said, 108 00:07:58.879 --> 00:08:01.639 not having that cloud over us and actually being able to remember the things, 109 00:08:01.680 --> 00:08:05.720 and it seems like, man, we so much stuff, and it's 110 00:08:05.759 --> 00:08:09.399 because you can remember it and you were there and you're present for it, 111 00:08:09.439 --> 00:08:13.160 as opposed to just going to work, going home, getting drunk, going 112 00:08:13.199 --> 00:08:18.639 to work, coming home getting drunk, or not going to work getting drunk, 113 00:08:18.959 --> 00:08:22.680 yeah, losing your job, well, just getting drunk, borrow money 114 00:08:22.680 --> 00:08:28.920 and getting drunk. But now we're actually doing things and it's just, yeah, 115 00:08:28.079 --> 00:08:31.000 it seems like it's been a long time, a lot longer than five 116 00:08:31.080 --> 00:08:33.200 years. And that's why when you look back and you're like, whoa, 117 00:08:33.720 --> 00:08:37.480 yeah, like, hold on, hold the phone here, Like five years 118 00:08:39.399 --> 00:08:46.240 isn't a long time, but it feels like it. But if you look 119 00:08:46.279 --> 00:08:48.519 back at it, you're like, whoa, Like I did all that in 120 00:08:48.559 --> 00:08:52.960 five years? How Yeah, I can't believe it. Like I was just 121 00:08:52.000 --> 00:08:56.600 feeling it out, and I think what Martie said is exactly help feels like 122 00:08:56.679 --> 00:09:00.519 to me too. And then I go, it's only been three years. 123 00:09:01.080 --> 00:09:03.360 Yeah, that's wild to me, Like I've done this, I've done that. 124 00:09:03.519 --> 00:09:07.879 And the thing is it's it's all worth remembering. And I think that's 125 00:09:07.919 --> 00:09:11.639 what makes it kind of that catch that both those things, like it seems 126 00:09:11.639 --> 00:09:15.279 like it was just a little bit ago, but at the same time, 127 00:09:15.320 --> 00:09:18.639 it seems like it's been so long because it's been so great. For sure. 128 00:09:20.799 --> 00:09:22.720 I know. It's kind of like that way with me too, Like 129 00:09:22.039 --> 00:09:26.720 I actually remember everything like that's happened to me, like over the past four 130 00:09:26.720 --> 00:09:31.919 and a half years, and it's like it can break it up into chunks 131 00:09:31.080 --> 00:09:35.679 and actually remember everything. Where before my mom asked me something, I'm like, 132 00:09:35.919 --> 00:09:39.080 yeah, I don't really remember that. She was like, what do 133 00:09:39.120 --> 00:09:41.879 you mean you don't remember that? Like, I just don't remember it. 134 00:09:43.000 --> 00:09:48.639 There's that fog and she just doesn't get it. You know sometimes how much 135 00:09:48.679 --> 00:09:56.279 addiction can affect our memory and everything else. Yeah, not, we don't 136 00:09:56.320 --> 00:10:01.000 want it. We don't want to remember. Very true. Yeah, and 137 00:10:01.080 --> 00:10:05.240 the people joke about selective memory, but it's a real thing. Yeah, 138 00:10:05.519 --> 00:10:09.360 it's a trauma response. And there's some things that we just push out of 139 00:10:09.360 --> 00:10:13.679 our head and don't actually file into information to hold onto because it's too painful, 140 00:10:15.039 --> 00:10:18.840 and you know, it's how we protect ourselves. Doesn't mean it didn't 141 00:10:18.879 --> 00:10:24.679 happen, but yeah, to try to retrieve that sometimes you just don't want 142 00:10:24.720 --> 00:10:28.679 to put the mental effort into it. And also a mental retrieving something too. 143 00:10:28.799 --> 00:10:31.879 Your brain can also lie to you and tell you, well know, 144 00:10:33.000 --> 00:10:35.799 it happened like this, and they're like, well, that wasn't actually the 145 00:10:35.919 --> 00:10:39.159 order of the events, but that's what our brain tells us because we try 146 00:10:39.200 --> 00:10:45.360 to remember it. Yeah. I wonder if that Because there was a guy 147 00:10:45.399 --> 00:10:48.200 that recently we all kind of well I didn't come in contact with, but 148 00:10:48.679 --> 00:10:52.879 they used to live with them, and so we're living and he was telling 149 00:10:52.919 --> 00:10:56.879 this wild ass story about the way things happened, and he's supposed to apparently, 150 00:10:56.919 --> 00:11:00.639 if you ask him, he'll tell you he was like a professional snowboarder 151 00:11:00.720 --> 00:11:03.200 and just killing it, just crushing it out on the road, and had 152 00:11:03.200 --> 00:11:07.240 all these deals and all this money. And then he doesn't you know, 153 00:11:07.279 --> 00:11:13.120 but I don't know. I'm trying to google you, buddy, but it 154 00:11:13.200 --> 00:11:18.200 didn't pop up anything, so I don't know. But the way he tells 155 00:11:18.200 --> 00:11:20.799 the story is like even the sober living house that we were in, he 156 00:11:20.879 --> 00:11:22.639 was like, yeah, the cops came and raided it or you know, 157 00:11:22.879 --> 00:11:26.440 ended up there was a whole scam and they had just went in turned the 158 00:11:26.440 --> 00:11:30.480 power on that these people were out of town and this guy just moved in 159 00:11:30.559 --> 00:11:33.120 and started renting it out as a sober living None of that shit happened, 160 00:11:33.559 --> 00:11:37.200 and the whole boy got kicked out because he started drinking again, you know, 161 00:11:37.279 --> 00:11:39.000 like that's the bottom line. And then he came back all crazy, 162 00:11:39.039 --> 00:11:43.279 and then he was talking about two semitudes stole my gloves, and I'm gonna 163 00:11:43.279 --> 00:11:46.159 come by the house and I'm gonna hire a guy with tattoos to shoot the 164 00:11:46.200 --> 00:11:48.320 place up. And that's what I called the police because I was like, 165 00:11:48.360 --> 00:11:50.519 look, this dude's full of shit, but he's gonna learn today. I 166 00:11:50.559 --> 00:11:54.840 remember saying that he's gonna learn today. You don't threaten to shoot people on 167 00:11:54.960 --> 00:11:58.600 Facebook. Get a guy with tattoos, come on, dude, like that's 168 00:12:00.000 --> 00:12:03.240 I don't know, but again, and I think one of you two might 169 00:12:03.240 --> 00:12:07.559 have been. Justin's like wet brain. Yeah, he's got what brain? 170 00:12:07.600 --> 00:12:11.840 Man like he really thinks that stuff happened, you know, he doesn't really 171 00:12:11.840 --> 00:12:15.440 remember. And it's like, I don't know. Is that why you would 172 00:12:16.320 --> 00:12:20.399 threaten somebody with one hundred certain kinds of people. Yeah, yeah, exactly, 173 00:12:20.919 --> 00:12:26.759 that's just stupid brain. We'll get a hundred people will beat you up. 174 00:12:28.039 --> 00:12:31.320 Okay. To go back to what Martin, especially a fifteen year old 175 00:12:31.440 --> 00:12:35.080 or something, you know, it's go back to what Marty was saying is 176 00:12:35.600 --> 00:12:41.320 there was parts in my earlier recovery where I wouldn't remember parts of it, 177 00:12:43.039 --> 00:12:48.679 and I would be with my therapist in the recovery program. I would in 178 00:12:48.120 --> 00:12:56.399 I would I would in I was in been downstate too long, We've got 179 00:12:56.480 --> 00:13:01.200 lancing brain. I might having heard I would in that therapy, and then 180 00:13:01.360 --> 00:13:07.120 she told me, but she'd remind me of things and be like, I 181 00:13:07.120 --> 00:13:09.799 don't even remember that happening, and it would like come back to me in 182 00:13:09.840 --> 00:13:13.720 the moment. And she was talking about how you know, when there's traumatic 183 00:13:13.720 --> 00:13:16.879 stuff or you're going through a lot, or you're dealing with past traumas, 184 00:13:16.200 --> 00:13:20.200 like your brain does it cuts it up and it masks some of it, 185 00:13:20.279 --> 00:13:22.600 so you only have to deal with so much of it at a time, 186 00:13:22.720 --> 00:13:26.080 and you know the best thing is to, you know, don't let it 187 00:13:26.200 --> 00:13:28.759 go, because you know, letting that stay in the shadow is as bad, 188 00:13:30.559 --> 00:13:33.000 but you know, let it come up and do time and take care 189 00:13:33.039 --> 00:13:35.600 of it as it does. And it was just weird, like the way 190 00:13:35.639 --> 00:13:41.320 our minds work is weird. So just give me an idea. Yeah's well, 191 00:13:41.360 --> 00:13:45.559 I think it would be fun to do with mentioned as his son and 192 00:13:45.679 --> 00:13:48.559 your your son comes home from school one day and you're just like, whoa 193 00:13:48.600 --> 00:13:50.679 buddy, who are you? Change the locks and everything? So he's like 194 00:13:50.720 --> 00:13:52.320 beating on the door and you're like, what's up? Look me in, 195 00:13:52.480 --> 00:13:56.399 like who are you? And like have his room changed around? Like maybe 196 00:13:56.440 --> 00:14:03.279 with like changing into like a woman's room or something. I kind of did 197 00:14:03.279 --> 00:14:05.679 that to him one time. Not with the change in locks in the room 198 00:14:05.720 --> 00:14:09.879 around stuff. But I came around the corner one day at home. I 199 00:14:09.919 --> 00:14:11.679 think it was a weekend, so it was like in the morning. The 200 00:14:11.679 --> 00:14:16.200 first time I sat, I was like, whoa were you got out my 201 00:14:16.240 --> 00:14:18.440 house and you have an idea or anything. I was like, there's a 202 00:14:18.480 --> 00:14:24.320 strange man in my house, just a school idea. So nothing with this 203 00:14:24.399 --> 00:14:28.559 address on it should get him something. He's get him my ID at the 204 00:14:28.600 --> 00:14:31.840 library or something, something has this idea on it, and then you can 205 00:14:31.960 --> 00:14:35.240 change it and then we'll get the police involved to So when he comes home 206 00:14:35.320 --> 00:14:39.840 and he's like trying to get in and you're like no, and then we 207 00:14:39.919 --> 00:14:43.000 call the cops. The cops show up, and then limpsyr id and he 208 00:14:43.000 --> 00:14:46.039 whips it out and it's a different address and everything, and he's like, 209 00:14:46.039 --> 00:14:52.120 what the hell, It's just a photo of the tent and the pines. 210 00:14:54.919 --> 00:14:58.679 I don't want to try and I'm pretty sure I've already created trauma. He 211 00:14:58.320 --> 00:15:03.240 deserves all that, but I don't want to create more because you guys are 212 00:15:03.440 --> 00:15:09.879 even but you gotta get back on top. Even Yeah, you just had 213 00:15:09.919 --> 00:15:16.440 a lifetime of I mean, it's a little different like there was you know, 214 00:15:16.519 --> 00:15:20.759 years of his life, like half of that because he's fourteen and I've 215 00:15:20.759 --> 00:15:24.679 been sober for like three and a half years, so that's like more than 216 00:15:24.759 --> 00:15:28.000 ten years I was not. And I'd say the second half of that was 217 00:15:28.200 --> 00:15:33.000 really bad, you know, the part that he remembers. Of course, 218 00:15:33.600 --> 00:15:39.080 so I think he, uh, he has some some catching up to do 219 00:15:39.120 --> 00:15:43.639 if we're going to do the balancing act before I start doing real traumatic things 220 00:15:43.679 --> 00:15:46.919 to get back at him. If I was ever going to choose to do 221 00:15:46.960 --> 00:15:50.159 that, Dad, I'm only smoking pot because you what you did to me, 222 00:15:52.159 --> 00:15:58.000 all the abandonment and now this, Now we're going to the looney bit. 223 00:15:58.080 --> 00:16:00.759 And I don't want to call him looney b because that's not how you 224 00:16:00.799 --> 00:16:06.679 need to be more travel informed, I know, sensitive, the mental hospital, 225 00:16:06.840 --> 00:16:12.639 compassionate, uh, the behavioral health unit, mental health unit. Yes, 226 00:16:12.960 --> 00:16:19.879 Oh I don't know, so yeah, yeah, Dad is just like, 227 00:16:21.000 --> 00:16:23.759 oh my god, what are you doing. No, I'm just thinking 228 00:16:23.759 --> 00:16:29.039 about the fact that I got to email the other day about parenting class, 229 00:16:29.039 --> 00:16:36.879 like the therapeutic parenting class that's being offered like at where I were at the 230 00:16:37.200 --> 00:16:41.519 private practice where I work, and how they use the verbiage or whatever to 231 00:16:42.200 --> 00:16:45.919 encourage parents to attend, because it can be a scary thing when you're like, 232 00:16:47.039 --> 00:16:49.440 I don't need some therapist telling me how to parent, you know, 233 00:16:49.720 --> 00:16:55.320 But I mean it's important, you know, especially when we've been through what 234 00:16:55.320 --> 00:16:59.480 we've been through, or the exposure like you're talking about. You know, 235 00:16:59.519 --> 00:17:02.120 in your case, it's like whatever, it's something used, but in some 236 00:17:02.240 --> 00:17:07.279 cases it's conflict and domestic conflict, you know, like kids have been exposed 237 00:17:07.319 --> 00:17:12.440 to violence or poverty or whatever, and you know, figuring out how to 238 00:17:12.440 --> 00:17:18.200 communicate with your children and be a positive and healthy parent. I'm sure it's 239 00:17:18.240 --> 00:17:22.759 a lot. I mean, we're going to find out, but you know, 240 00:17:23.319 --> 00:17:26.400 yeah, I think I sent that email to Mitch and justin he did. 241 00:17:26.559 --> 00:17:30.079 I was wondering if that was the thing. Yeah, I'm pretty sure 242 00:17:30.079 --> 00:17:33.240 it's the same one. I'm planning on signing up for it. Yeah too, 243 00:17:34.039 --> 00:17:38.400 might as well. I got some years I have to take that stuff. 244 00:17:38.400 --> 00:17:45.480 You should do it now so that we prepare yourself. Your procrastination procrastination 245 00:17:45.640 --> 00:17:52.279 level is always at a thousand. I like procrastination anymore. Crashination, crastination, 246 00:17:52.400 --> 00:17:56.960 that's what it turns into if you procrastinate far enough you like to do 247 00:17:56.000 --> 00:18:00.480 a crash. But the words that he makes up actually have you break them 248 00:18:00.480 --> 00:18:04.200 apart, like you kind of like, yeah, he could be blasically it's 249 00:18:04.240 --> 00:18:10.640 that it works, yeah, because it's not like you just spelling. Because 250 00:18:10.680 --> 00:18:15.119 like on one of our shirts, I spelled responsibility wrong on the back because 251 00:18:15.119 --> 00:18:17.680 it was like a fake. It's like a concert shirt. It's like recovery, 252 00:18:18.160 --> 00:18:21.720 you know, just like but Justin's case stained and then would have all 253 00:18:21.720 --> 00:18:25.359 the cities that it was then, you know, but it said recovery. 254 00:18:25.400 --> 00:18:30.079 Then it had like acceptance and blah blah blah. Honest, yeah I left 255 00:18:30.079 --> 00:18:34.519 out an eye or something responsibility or I don't know, something like that's obvious, 256 00:18:34.960 --> 00:18:37.319 like, oh he left he spelled that wrong. But when you say 257 00:18:37.400 --> 00:18:42.240 pro crashed tenation like you're just making it's a new word and it's kind of 258 00:18:42.240 --> 00:18:45.599 a cool one. We're gonna put down the shirt. I kind of like 259 00:18:45.680 --> 00:18:52.759 it. But you know, Justin likes to add ours. It's the hard 260 00:18:52.880 --> 00:18:56.400 R is his favorite. I wasn't going to go up, well, pro 261 00:18:56.640 --> 00:19:03.640 crash to nation got me where I'm at? That should like, but we're 262 00:19:03.640 --> 00:19:07.039 going to press one for you today, just in congratulations. If we have 263 00:19:07.160 --> 00:19:10.319 anymore, we pressed off our sober sh I think every shirt in here now 264 00:19:10.359 --> 00:19:11.640 has sober on it. Well, you know, you could put it on 265 00:19:11.680 --> 00:19:19.240 the back of the soldier. You should don't procrastinate, like because he clearly 266 00:19:19.359 --> 00:19:23.720 spelled it correctly. He's not a shirt like he forgot an eye. Pro 267 00:19:25.119 --> 00:19:29.319 is like you know, times New Roman and then crash is like a rough 268 00:19:29.359 --> 00:19:41.119 one and intonation what does that mean? Bro? Well see what happened, 269 00:19:41.160 --> 00:19:48.480 Well, basically Matt Holmes. Yeah, that's kind of when it started. 270 00:19:48.480 --> 00:19:53.079 And we really started picking up on it during Fantasy football, and he started 271 00:19:53.079 --> 00:19:59.240 calling my homes Matt Holmes and just wouldn't stop sometimes when I'm saying his name 272 00:19:59.279 --> 00:20:00.599 had to stop and go away. Hold on, isn't Mahomes? Yeah? 273 00:20:00.640 --> 00:20:04.079 Okay, And I just thought it was a different person because I don't know 274 00:20:04.119 --> 00:20:07.200 any of the players. So I'm like, I got my homes was this 275 00:20:07.480 --> 00:20:11.200 Mac Holmes was like, I don't even you keep saying he's on my line. 276 00:20:11.200 --> 00:20:15.400 I don't got to know Mac Holmes. I can't stand that guy really, 277 00:20:17.599 --> 00:20:22.759 just because his name just in general. Didn't want to pick up golf, 278 00:20:23.519 --> 00:20:29.319 like who golf? Golf? Yeah, wait, is that how you 279 00:20:29.319 --> 00:20:34.799 say it? Didn't get a phantasy email the other day. It was the 280 00:20:34.799 --> 00:20:38.079 player rankings for twenty twenty four. That's what it was. I didn't look 281 00:20:38.079 --> 00:20:41.079 at but I was like, am I should I keep this or not? 282 00:20:41.359 --> 00:20:47.279 I don't know, it's too far away. Yeah, everything's going to change 283 00:20:47.440 --> 00:20:52.240 three months. There'll be a couple more arrust I'm sure for something, and 284 00:20:52.279 --> 00:20:55.839 then they'll go to the Cowboys. Yeah. That Rice guy, man, 285 00:20:55.880 --> 00:21:00.880 what an idiot? What an idiot? Right? Rashid Rice that is his 286 00:21:02.000 --> 00:21:04.240 name for. He had a really good season last year. It was all 287 00:21:04.319 --> 00:21:07.559 right, he was a rookie, did I but Mahomes, mack Holmes does 288 00:21:07.599 --> 00:21:12.559 something? Call him? He didn't have the receivers and Tyreek Hill left and 289 00:21:12.640 --> 00:21:15.799 he's just losing his mind and he's like, I don't trust these guys are 290 00:21:15.799 --> 00:21:18.599 on the right route when I do throw it to him and I'll catch it. 291 00:21:18.599 --> 00:21:22.039 It's just ah. It's like at the end of the year they went 292 00:21:22.079 --> 00:21:29.839 and got Hardman back and he's not the greatest eiler and mac Holmes was just 293 00:21:29.880 --> 00:21:32.440 like, I'm tired of this. So then they drafted this Rice guy and 294 00:21:32.480 --> 00:21:36.160 he did all right. I think he might've kind a touchdown Super Bowl or 295 00:21:36.160 --> 00:21:42.920 something. I can't remember. But then he was down in Dallas racing his 296 00:21:42.960 --> 00:21:48.119 buddy that they rented this Lamborghini for like two thousand dollars a day. He 297 00:21:48.200 --> 00:21:52.039 was like eighteen hundred something like that, and he rented it for like two 298 00:21:52.119 --> 00:21:55.640 months. Do the math on that. And he's a rookie, so he's 299 00:21:55.640 --> 00:22:00.279 not making that kind of cheddar to where he could be doing that instead have 300 00:22:00.359 --> 00:22:03.640 money in ten years when he's out of the NFL. But he's just whatever. 301 00:22:03.720 --> 00:22:11.160 But he's raising his buddy and they caused this huge crash and they've found 302 00:22:11.200 --> 00:22:15.519 him and was like this was you and they're gonna charge him. And so 303 00:22:15.599 --> 00:22:19.799 he hasn't even went to court on that yet. And then he gets into 304 00:22:21.839 --> 00:22:29.599 an altercation in Dallas at a club. Is that life getting to him? 305 00:22:29.759 --> 00:22:33.079 Dude, you got a little taste of the good life. I haven't looked, 306 00:22:33.119 --> 00:22:36.759 but I would assume the Chiefs cut him. But see, and this 307 00:22:36.839 --> 00:22:41.880 is the thing, because they cut cream Hunt when that chick was like following 308 00:22:41.920 --> 00:22:47.119 him. And I'm not saying it's okay to use violence, but like the 309 00:22:47.160 --> 00:22:48.480 chick was like hit him with a shoe or something. And he like punched 310 00:22:48.519 --> 00:22:52.519 her, but he was like trying to leave this event or something, and 311 00:22:52.559 --> 00:22:55.200 she was like, you owe me money for child's boor or whatever she was 312 00:22:55.200 --> 00:22:56.400 saying, and he finally was like, ah, dude, he punched her, 313 00:22:56.400 --> 00:22:59.279 you know, and that's just not acceptable. And it was on camera 314 00:22:59.640 --> 00:23:02.880 so that the Chiefs cut him immediately. Boom, not on our team. 315 00:23:03.079 --> 00:23:10.359 But if you're causing accidents, like some people were injured severely, and you 316 00:23:10.359 --> 00:23:12.400 don't cut him after that, and then he gets into another altercation. So 317 00:23:12.440 --> 00:23:15.799 if they haven't cut him by now, I don't even know, but I'm 318 00:23:15.799 --> 00:23:21.839 sure Jerry Jones is like, oh, this is great. We love them 319 00:23:21.920 --> 00:23:25.200 criminals on my team. You know. He was just gonna say that too, 320 00:23:25.279 --> 00:23:27.000 because I was watched the Cowboys pick them up. There was like one 321 00:23:27.039 --> 00:23:30.119 guy and I don't want to say a name because I don't think I have 322 00:23:30.200 --> 00:23:34.599 it right, but he beat up this woman like and threw her on this 323 00:23:34.720 --> 00:23:37.519 couch and started beating her up, and it was a couch they hit like 324 00:23:37.599 --> 00:23:42.960 all this guns laid out on. Yeah, and they signed that guy and 325 00:23:44.000 --> 00:23:45.480 they're like, that's the kind of guy I want on my team. It 326 00:23:45.519 --> 00:23:48.880 sounds real. Texas thing to do. I want me some gloryhole. I 327 00:23:48.960 --> 00:23:52.720 need that drop from Jerry Jones because he's out there. If you look it 328 00:23:52.799 --> 00:23:56.799 up on YouTube, Jerry Jones glory whole. I want me some glory hole. 329 00:23:57.839 --> 00:24:02.200 I think I played it for I've heard it. Yeah, won't me 330 00:24:02.319 --> 00:24:07.079 s gloryhole? Just keep saying it, saying it one more time. He 331 00:24:07.160 --> 00:24:11.519 didn't know what it meant, or maybe he did. I don't know. 332 00:24:11.720 --> 00:24:14.480 Oh, I think he definitely knew what it meant. The cowboys in the 333 00:24:14.559 --> 00:24:18.039 nineties were pretty wild. Hell, he was pretty wild. Had the child 334 00:24:19.279 --> 00:24:26.160 he's just gut. Yeah, he was ordered to take a eternity test because 335 00:24:26.200 --> 00:24:30.319 he denied it, even though he bought her like a land Rover for a 336 00:24:30.440 --> 00:24:34.359 sixteenth birthday party, gave the mom like two million Just shut up. We 337 00:24:34.400 --> 00:24:38.559 went into some pretty interesting ground. Yeah, so you fam was pretty fun. 338 00:24:41.400 --> 00:24:45.319 Back to recovery right here we are. So, what was the craziest 339 00:24:45.319 --> 00:24:49.920 thing you guys seen. I'd probably say the woman in the nikes that was 340 00:24:49.960 --> 00:24:56.519 trying to beg for some change. Mh she was in some nikes. Yeah, 341 00:24:56.839 --> 00:25:03.480 three hundred dollars nikes naked. No, No, you've seen her too. 342 00:25:03.759 --> 00:25:07.519 Yeah, we all three of us did. Yeah, I was the 343 00:25:07.559 --> 00:25:11.880 furthest away. But her opening line is what what got me glad to say 344 00:25:11.880 --> 00:25:15.519 it? And it walks up to our group of people and goes with their 345 00:25:15.640 --> 00:25:22.680 arms out. I'm not high, but I was like, no, it 346 00:25:22.759 --> 00:25:29.079 goes hi, I'm that's how you start conversations. She just wanted to cut 347 00:25:29.119 --> 00:25:32.799 to the chase. I think it was more so it was she was panhandling, 348 00:25:32.839 --> 00:25:36.599 and she just figured it's a numbers game, right, well, this 349 00:25:36.720 --> 00:25:40.640 is the best place to do it. Were close to the sidewalk. Had 350 00:25:40.680 --> 00:25:42.920 nothing to do with I mean, other than the fact she knew what obviously 351 00:25:42.960 --> 00:25:47.559 the the rally was about. So she just promised it with if I'm going 352 00:25:47.640 --> 00:25:49.240 to ask for money, it probably should let these people know it's not for 353 00:25:49.319 --> 00:25:52.759 drugs, or sympathize for me because I'm not high and I need to be 354 00:25:52.880 --> 00:25:57.240 high. It was really it was really odd. It was not It was 355 00:25:57.440 --> 00:26:02.039 kind of how old was she, I don't know, early thirties maybe, 356 00:26:02.240 --> 00:26:07.440 yeah, thirty something. She looked like shoes up from the streets or those 357 00:26:07.440 --> 00:26:11.880 shoes were looking awful plane for the streets. Yeah, just looking at normal, 358 00:26:11.480 --> 00:26:17.400 you know, so clean and I don't know The thing that took me 359 00:26:17.440 --> 00:26:22.400 off for the most were the picketers. Yeah that was new this year too. 360 00:26:22.440 --> 00:26:26.759 I think it didn't happen last year. Oh behind us, Yeah, 361 00:26:26.920 --> 00:26:32.160 with the megaphones. You're up there doing your thing, people doing their their 362 00:26:32.279 --> 00:26:40.160 presentations and stuff. Brother Earth band, which for some reason I just yesterday 363 00:26:40.200 --> 00:26:44.359 that just clicked. What that meant is their name and like the play on 364 00:26:44.480 --> 00:26:48.519 words there, which I just think I was like walking by the stag or 365 00:26:48.599 --> 00:26:52.079 you know. I was like, oh, that's actually kind of funny. 366 00:26:52.519 --> 00:26:56.519 But no, Yeah, there was a small group of people walking up and 367 00:26:56.559 --> 00:27:00.200 down the sidewalk with the megaphone and signs, and they didn't like Brother Earth. 368 00:27:00.799 --> 00:27:03.680 No, I had nothing to do with anything. It had nothing to 369 00:27:03.759 --> 00:27:08.319 do even with substance use disorder at all or even what the rally was even 370 00:27:08.359 --> 00:27:15.279 about. They were picketing and protesting about solitary confinement in prison. And is 371 00:27:15.319 --> 00:27:19.200 that the people where they kicked you out of your parking spot? Yeah, 372 00:27:19.240 --> 00:27:23.839 And I almost told her, well, there's no reserve spot here, and 373 00:27:23.920 --> 00:27:27.200 I almost just parked her anyways, But yeah, I was trying to be 374 00:27:27.240 --> 00:27:30.759 a good person that they I didn't want my day to start off bad or 375 00:27:30.839 --> 00:27:36.799 tired to get slash well, and I assumed because I pulled up behind you, 376 00:27:37.400 --> 00:27:40.240 I assumed, you know, Corey parked up front. He's the MC. 377 00:27:40.680 --> 00:27:42.759 Yeah, I got it. And then you parked up front and there 378 00:27:42.839 --> 00:27:47.519 was no other place to park. So I was assuming in my head that 379 00:27:47.839 --> 00:27:52.440 Corey went, no, Mitch has a chevy full of all this stuff, 380 00:27:53.319 --> 00:27:56.599 let him park here. But as I'm rolling by, I see this lady 381 00:27:56.599 --> 00:28:04.519 in there sort of the car, screaming like we reserved these spots months ago, 382 00:28:06.480 --> 00:28:10.200 and I don't even think that's a thing. But so what I did 383 00:28:10.240 --> 00:28:15.480 see on the other side were like sober af people were at They had a 384 00:28:15.519 --> 00:28:19.440 bunch of reserve parking signs out there that they put out there themselves. Anybody 385 00:28:19.480 --> 00:28:26.559 can we could make up buy some print out some signs reserves that next year. 386 00:28:26.799 --> 00:28:34.680 But yeah, but there were there was the people that were there for 387 00:28:37.319 --> 00:28:41.680 honey, give me look under that sheep, Michigan Department of Corrections, Recovery 388 00:28:41.720 --> 00:28:45.359 Coaching. No, it's like the one of the first people that are supposed 389 00:28:45.359 --> 00:28:48.559 to speak on there. That was the Recovery Citizens for Reform. Yeah, 390 00:28:48.680 --> 00:28:52.400 that's who it was. So that's who. So they were part of it, 391 00:28:52.480 --> 00:28:56.119 but they just didn't really look like it because they were more about, 392 00:28:56.920 --> 00:29:00.000 you know, I'm all about prison reform and stuff and get more help for 393 00:29:00.079 --> 00:29:04.160 those people. But at the same time, if you're in solitary confinement, 394 00:29:04.759 --> 00:29:11.680 how many people did you kill? Well? And just past that, why 395 00:29:11.720 --> 00:29:15.279 are you on a megaphone going up and down the street trying to take the 396 00:29:15.359 --> 00:29:22.279 attention away from the speakers They you know, no, I gotta justify something 397 00:29:22.319 --> 00:29:29.200 real quick, because I did mess up. So he I was told that 398 00:29:29.319 --> 00:29:30.240 no, no, no, they are. They weren't a part of it, 399 00:29:30.319 --> 00:29:33.680 but they gave him a spot to speak because they were trying to say 400 00:29:33.720 --> 00:29:42.079 that they had that day too for the lawn and you families like na eat 401 00:29:42.119 --> 00:29:47.000 in it. You can do yours whenever the next day, but we have 402 00:29:47.160 --> 00:29:51.880 that that day, and we'll do you a solidary if you want, We'll 403 00:29:51.920 --> 00:29:56.000 let you jump up there and speak, okay. And then I think they 404 00:29:56.039 --> 00:30:02.319 didn't even show up for that until later. And then they were in the 405 00:30:02.400 --> 00:30:07.759 sidewalk trying to overpower the sound or something like. It was very it was 406 00:30:07.759 --> 00:30:12.160 distracting, and it was like they weren't interested in any of what the whole 407 00:30:12.240 --> 00:30:18.960 rally was about. It was kind of and then they brought like two tons 408 00:30:18.039 --> 00:30:22.359 up and set it right up. I saw the Newspeople talking to them and 409 00:30:22.400 --> 00:30:26.559 they probably thought, Wow, you guys did all this, and they were 410 00:30:26.599 --> 00:30:29.319 probably acting like, yep, this is all of our people here for prison 411 00:30:29.359 --> 00:30:33.279 reform. No, that was that was MD that was the Michigan Department of 412 00:30:33.319 --> 00:30:37.480 Correction. That's different. They were different. They were part of the rally. 413 00:30:38.200 --> 00:30:42.599 But yeah, and there was a couple of people that didn't show up. 414 00:30:42.720 --> 00:30:47.160 I think, right, yeah, there's some people that just didn't show 415 00:30:47.200 --> 00:30:51.640 up at all. And then there was other people who were like, oh, 416 00:30:51.720 --> 00:30:53.200 I can't do it because they're there, but we can do it later. 417 00:30:53.359 --> 00:30:56.880 And there was a lot of juggling. And one lady Ruthie Bolton, 418 00:30:57.880 --> 00:31:03.400 who's the WU and to be a which just says w M be a Hall 419 00:31:03.440 --> 00:31:10.720 of Famer. I know she's a gold medalist. She apparently was on a 420 00:31:10.759 --> 00:31:17.079 plane or something and it got held up by air. Oh yeah, and 421 00:31:17.240 --> 00:31:19.079 breaks or something. I don't know it was. She didn't make it. 422 00:31:19.240 --> 00:31:23.079 Her fight didn't come in, so but they knew about that. But yeah, 423 00:31:23.119 --> 00:31:25.920 other people just were like, yeah, I'll be there, I'll be 424 00:31:25.960 --> 00:31:30.920 there, I'll be there and then ghost where they might have told somebody around 425 00:31:30.920 --> 00:31:33.440 the way that yeah, I'm not gonna be there, but there was a 426 00:31:33.440 --> 00:31:36.559 space for them, and so that that kind of throws everything off. You 427 00:31:36.559 --> 00:31:40.079 know. That's very disrespectful, in my opinion, very disrespectful to the MC 428 00:31:40.960 --> 00:31:44.680 and to the event itself, because they plan this stuff out, you know, 429 00:31:44.839 --> 00:31:47.119 like, Okay, we'll give this person, you know, five minutes, 430 00:31:47.200 --> 00:31:49.400 this person fifteen minutes, and they talked to him beforehand, because I'd 431 00:31:49.400 --> 00:31:52.720 asked Christian, I'm like, how do you determine all this? He's like, 432 00:31:52.720 --> 00:31:53.559 well, we'll talk to him, and they say, you know, 433 00:31:53.640 --> 00:31:56.799 fifteen minutes is great, you know, and I could probably go twenty okay, 434 00:31:56.839 --> 00:32:00.160 cool, And then some of them would say that and they would get 435 00:32:00.200 --> 00:32:04.319 up there. And then you've probably noticed. I heard that someone at our 436 00:32:04.359 --> 00:32:09.000 tent noticed when the MC didn't jump back up on stage immediately, it's because 437 00:32:09.240 --> 00:32:14.119 the person that was supposed to talk for fifteen minutes talk for two. So 438 00:32:14.200 --> 00:32:15.839 the MC's like, I got fifteen minutes, let me go over here. 439 00:32:16.160 --> 00:32:20.839 And then you get off stage and then somebody's just talking to you, you 440 00:32:20.839 --> 00:32:23.680 know, your superstar and all, and then the person you look over and 441 00:32:23.680 --> 00:32:27.119 the person's coming down the steps already. You're like, that was two minutes. 442 00:32:27.400 --> 00:32:30.519 They're like, that's all I have to say about that. I heard 443 00:32:30.519 --> 00:32:32.880 a comment that says, who's MC in this? Boo? Yeah, I 444 00:32:32.920 --> 00:32:36.839 heard that same thing all the way up from the from the stage, and 445 00:32:38.440 --> 00:32:45.599 wow, that was my That was an adorable, lovely comment comment. It 446 00:32:45.720 --> 00:32:47.200 was. I did add to it and say we're going to get our own 447 00:32:47.240 --> 00:32:52.920 megaphones this year there next year and be like get them, who's them? 448 00:32:54.519 --> 00:32:58.720 It was after you said all these so sweet things about me on stage, 449 00:32:58.759 --> 00:33:01.880 so it was supposed to be funny or some really loud speakers with cricket sounds. 450 00:33:02.119 --> 00:33:09.599 There's nobody up there cricket, cricket, cricket, cricket, But it 451 00:33:09.720 --> 00:33:14.240 was pretty cool. And then people would do the share your recovery date. 452 00:33:14.519 --> 00:33:19.759 I didn't see any of you. I didn't see any of the people with 453 00:33:19.839 --> 00:33:22.400 us that went up there to do it, Like I thought that was Cory 454 00:33:22.440 --> 00:33:27.680 and Kim did Yeah, Corey did it? Carrie did it? Carrie did 455 00:33:27.720 --> 00:33:32.440 it? Didn't Kim do it too? Yeah? Maybe rewind what I just 456 00:33:32.519 --> 00:33:38.880 said. Kim did it, Corey did it, Carrie did it? I 457 00:33:38.920 --> 00:33:46.400 should have did it too, Jim, and yeah, that's Marty. Because 458 00:33:46.400 --> 00:33:49.039 Marty's like sitting up there. I'm like, hey, you're gonna get up 459 00:33:49.039 --> 00:33:52.000 there and do it. And she said nope, she said, I'm different. 460 00:33:52.599 --> 00:33:57.680 No I didn't. I'm uncomfortable. There was a bathroom because I'm too 461 00:33:57.680 --> 00:34:02.240 cool for this. Definitely now that i was man in the tent talking to 462 00:34:02.240 --> 00:34:07.199 people about two seventeen recovery as well, so what we do? You know, 463 00:34:08.440 --> 00:34:15.039 there was one of those one person, I guess you could say one 464 00:34:15.079 --> 00:34:22.079 situation that did make me very uncomfortable yesterday is when we were doing the recovery 465 00:34:22.159 --> 00:34:25.920 date. Like people will come up up on stage, they'd say their name, 466 00:34:27.000 --> 00:34:28.960 the recovery date, and then they would they would leave. Most of 467 00:34:28.960 --> 00:34:30.639 the people were pretty cool. They were excited and get up there, you 468 00:34:30.679 --> 00:34:32.880 know, and we got to put ourselves on the back every once in a 469 00:34:32.880 --> 00:34:36.880 while and just to get up there and say your name like that means something. 470 00:34:37.440 --> 00:34:40.320 And the guy gets up there and he's like, ah, my name's 471 00:34:40.840 --> 00:34:46.440 Blob or whatever. He said, his name was my recovery days right now 472 00:34:46.480 --> 00:34:53.639 today. Yeah, And that's when I got the scent of alcohol on them. 473 00:34:54.559 --> 00:34:59.119 And he came up from the side stage, and then he decided he 474 00:34:59.159 --> 00:35:00.639 was going to and the steps a little tricky and it was hot, the 475 00:35:00.679 --> 00:35:06.079 sun was beating down. They had like these white stairs and they all look 476 00:35:06.159 --> 00:35:07.440 the same, like I almost fell down at once, and I was like, 477 00:35:07.480 --> 00:35:10.639 well, tell people be careful of them steps, and he just starts. 478 00:35:12.840 --> 00:35:15.159 After he says that, he starts going down the steps and I'm like 479 00:35:15.559 --> 00:35:19.800 maybe not okay, never all right. It just made me uncomfortable because I 480 00:35:19.840 --> 00:35:22.440 thought he was gonna just face plant like where they because I had the call 481 00:35:22.519 --> 00:35:28.280 the carnations like up on the steps in remembrance of people, and I'm like, 482 00:35:28.320 --> 00:35:35.639 he's walking to walk on them trip and fall. Yeah, he did 483 00:35:35.679 --> 00:35:37.400 it. Though. The one thing is, though, I think that if 484 00:35:37.840 --> 00:35:42.880 that was going to happen at anytime, then probably we are the most forgiving 485 00:35:42.920 --> 00:35:45.280 crowd to have that happen in front of it. And it's not that I 486 00:35:45.400 --> 00:35:49.679 was madder like anything about him being drunk whatever, whatever. I just did 487 00:35:49.719 --> 00:35:51.639 not want him to fall. And I'm just like, oh, no, 488 00:35:51.840 --> 00:35:53.079 is this really going to happen right now? Like well, and if he 489 00:35:53.199 --> 00:35:57.880 fell, those are concrete, Yeah, it's not going to be a pleasant 490 00:35:58.039 --> 00:36:02.480 experience. Yeah, that's true, but you know, we've been desensitized to 491 00:36:02.599 --> 00:36:07.719 stairs and falling now for the like the past three years. At least I 492 00:36:07.760 --> 00:36:12.280 did it whip up my phone and be like, come on, buddy. 493 00:36:13.519 --> 00:36:16.360 At least I didn't do that then, because yeah, that didn't even cross 494 00:36:16.400 --> 00:36:20.840 my mind. So after I realized they were doing that, which was towards 495 00:36:20.880 --> 00:36:23.239 the end of them, you guys doing that, I was like, maybe 496 00:36:23.320 --> 00:36:28.679 I should go up there, but I almost thought maybe it a little disrespectful 497 00:36:28.800 --> 00:36:34.400 for me personally, because what am I gonna do? I know, the 498 00:36:34.559 --> 00:36:38.480 very near time, do I pick a day? I don't know the exact 499 00:36:38.559 --> 00:36:45.639 date? Some people said months, Okay, it was November of twenty seventeen. 500 00:36:46.039 --> 00:36:49.840 Not everybody remembers the exact day. Yeah, I do, because I 501 00:36:49.880 --> 00:36:52.920 was handcuffed to a bed in the hospital. Was so crazy, and even 502 00:36:52.920 --> 00:36:55.679 I messed it up. I was like, November or No, twelve, 503 00:36:57.079 --> 00:37:00.639 Yeah, twelve fifteen. This is my wedding Date's twelve twelve, which is 504 00:37:00.679 --> 00:37:05.880 confusing for me too because it'll be twelve fifty. Wait, twelve twelve. 505 00:37:07.480 --> 00:37:08.320 It's harder than you think. When you get up there and you get a 506 00:37:08.360 --> 00:37:12.400 microphone in your hand, you gotta remember numbers and stuff. It's like, 507 00:37:12.400 --> 00:37:21.280 oh yeah, every remember in mind because it was Dane was arrested. Nice 508 00:37:22.400 --> 00:37:27.920 Marnie doesn't really remember. Hers remember in the mail every year. It's like, 509 00:37:27.960 --> 00:37:35.199 it's so weird. August right end of August thirtieth. It's like, 510 00:37:35.280 --> 00:37:37.360 if I had to choose one, i'd probably I think it was around It 511 00:37:37.440 --> 00:37:40.880 was right around January third, so it could have been the second, could 512 00:37:40.920 --> 00:37:45.440 have been the fourth, but January third rings in my head. But I 513 00:37:45.480 --> 00:37:50.519 just I don't know for sure because for a while I thought it was January, 514 00:37:50.559 --> 00:37:52.440 like in the middle of January, like the fifteenth or the seventeenth or 515 00:37:52.480 --> 00:37:55.880 something like that. So I was always going with my son's birthday because it's 516 00:37:55.920 --> 00:38:00.239 the twenty second, so I was like, no, matter what, that's 517 00:38:00.280 --> 00:38:04.400 after that, so I'll know for sure. But then I had some Facebook 518 00:38:04.440 --> 00:38:07.360 memory pop up one year and it talked about me going into my recovery program 519 00:38:07.440 --> 00:38:13.519 and that was on January third, and I know that my sobriety date was 520 00:38:13.760 --> 00:38:17.280 before I went into my recovery program, so it's like early January, and 521 00:38:17.320 --> 00:38:22.000 I just was I didn't know when I didn't know people were doing months maybe 522 00:38:22.039 --> 00:38:27.559 I'll do that next year, hop up there. Yeah, so maybe we 523 00:38:27.559 --> 00:38:34.440 should do that at Recovery Stories Part three. That'd be cool. So absolutely 524 00:38:34.480 --> 00:38:40.840 everybody in the audience attack on an extra thirty minutes programming just passing around there 525 00:38:40.920 --> 00:38:46.840 you go, that's a great idea, but now passing out in the middle 526 00:38:46.840 --> 00:38:50.599 of it with the microphone. You know how they do question and answers like 527 00:38:50.679 --> 00:38:54.480 don't stuff, don't procrastinate with me? Yeah, I don't want to know 528 00:38:54.599 --> 00:39:00.679 procrastination here. Basically what we're about to do do We're not going to be 529 00:39:00.719 --> 00:39:07.239 procrastinating and throw it to you like make Holmes. I've had my spanter today, 530 00:39:08.840 --> 00:39:14.639 go que picking on people justin I'm going home. I have good, 531 00:39:15.719 --> 00:39:20.280 big deal. You haven't. Sometimes a little bit, but I have a 532 00:39:20.320 --> 00:39:29.800 lot. I was spoken to. Good, good job, Marney. How 533 00:39:29.800 --> 00:39:34.400 do you know it's me? Well, we're gonna have pictures up at seventeen 534 00:39:34.440 --> 00:39:37.960 recovery dot Com. Probably maybe a little video or something too, from our 535 00:39:37.000 --> 00:39:43.679 time at the UFAM rally and probably the day before and the little trip up 536 00:39:44.199 --> 00:39:47.199 we're over, yeah, Lancing and back. So look for that to seventeen 537 00:39:47.239 --> 00:39:53.719 recovery dot Com. I believe it was down to Lancing over. So yeah, 538 00:39:54.360 --> 00:40:00.119 look for that and our fishing event is June eighth. That's I guess 539 00:40:00.119 --> 00:40:07.000 the next thing on our sign up online beyond Mitch's team ten to eleven am 540 00:40:07.159 --> 00:40:13.039 team justin nine were we doing picnic after? Did it? Is that? 541 00:40:13.079 --> 00:40:16.559 What it says is that going to be at the same location as where we're 542 00:40:16.559 --> 00:40:25.480 all fishing at. So what is the location at? So we talked about 543 00:40:25.599 --> 00:40:30.679 Sunset Park, okay, and I kept saying I was gonna go check it 544 00:40:30.719 --> 00:40:34.320 out, and then I kept forgetting and I did check it out this morning. 545 00:40:34.679 --> 00:40:39.599 They have multiple picnic tables. There's not a pavilion, but there are 546 00:40:39.639 --> 00:40:44.280 like five or six picnic tables that you can move around. There are three 547 00:40:44.840 --> 00:40:47.719 if we want to do grilling, there are three charcoal grills, those like 548 00:40:47.800 --> 00:40:52.840 stationary ones all right, hot dogs and potato chips. And it's accessible with 549 00:40:53.039 --> 00:40:57.840 the construction. You go down that side road right where McDonald's and TBA Credit 550 00:40:57.920 --> 00:41:01.280 Union is. It's directly across you can get there. Okay, So that's 551 00:41:01.280 --> 00:41:06.239 where we're going to have it. Okay park, there's a pier, there's 552 00:41:06.559 --> 00:41:08.000 the beach. I think it'll be great. Yeah, if you need to 553 00:41:08.039 --> 00:41:12.199 poll you want all that sign up to be on our team. Otherwise, 554 00:41:12.239 --> 00:41:15.079 if you want to just come out, you can do that too. It's 555 00:41:15.159 --> 00:41:19.199 June eighth. We'll be out there about eight am. It's out there till 556 00:41:19.239 --> 00:41:22.800 noonish, we'll be gone. So if you come at like twelve thirty, 557 00:41:22.199 --> 00:41:27.159 don't expect to see us. Well we could be there, you never know. 558 00:41:27.280 --> 00:41:30.760 Yeah, the picnic that's eleven ish. Yeah, you've got to warm 559 00:41:30.840 --> 00:41:37.400 up that charcoal though, we can do that. Start that, get that 560 00:41:37.400 --> 00:41:44.360 that stuff that's soaked in like what's it called ready light or yeah, it's 561 00:41:44.480 --> 00:41:49.400 it's the easiest stuff to do those events with. Well, it's because it's 562 00:41:49.400 --> 00:41:53.239 free fishing weekend in Michigan that weekend, so June eighth is the Saturday, 563 00:41:53.360 --> 00:41:59.719 So up, come on out, have some fun travels citing on there and 564 00:41:59.760 --> 00:42:04.239 get fish and eating bringing Parker good. Oh I don't think i'll be there, 565 00:42:04.559 --> 00:42:12.559 baby said, Oh no, corries corries from eight to nine. Oh 566 00:42:12.639 --> 00:42:16.960 yeah, and you said you're going fish with a drone? Yeah, seen 567 00:42:17.039 --> 00:42:24.360 it fishing? No, I caught fish like catch fish actually like found fit 568 00:42:24.519 --> 00:42:29.800 like a fish not fish finder, but like should actually see the fish with 569 00:42:29.880 --> 00:42:32.960 the drone, big gass fish make sharks. I was up in the air 570 00:42:34.599 --> 00:42:38.239 able to see it from how far up were you from? Miles from the 571 00:42:38.519 --> 00:42:44.679 water. I know you're a big fish high it's probably samon. No, 572 00:42:44.760 --> 00:42:51.320 it's probably no stid sharks. We don't have there on the bastard, you 573 00:42:51.360 --> 00:43:00.360 know, because we don't answer just bull sharks in the Great Lakes that came 574 00:43:00.480 --> 00:43:09.079 up the Mississippi to the Ohio River integrate to Lake Michigan. As I have 575 00:43:09.119 --> 00:43:14.239 seen any d n R out there with tags tagging them, so you don't 576 00:43:14.239 --> 00:43:17.880 know what they were. It could be sharks. We're gonna have a DNA 577 00:43:19.119 --> 00:43:22.599 officer so we can be like, what's that one? What's that one? 578 00:43:27.360 --> 00:43:29.760 Just fry them all up, throw them on the grill. Here you go. 579 00:43:30.280 --> 00:43:34.119 And I heard Kim knows how to clean fish, so a fish clean 580 00:43:34.280 --> 00:43:38.719 station. Yeah, thank you. Back to soliciting for teams Mitch and be 581 00:43:38.840 --> 00:43:45.400 on his team. Yep. Why because we're gonna have the most fun, 582 00:43:45.480 --> 00:43:54.079 our peaceful, tranquil and serenity filled attitude towards it is going to just bring 583 00:43:54.079 --> 00:44:00.280 the fish into the area so we can catch them. But you just them, 584 00:44:00.320 --> 00:44:04.280 what about me? Yeah, it's your time to tell people sign up 585 00:44:04.280 --> 00:44:07.559 to being your team. You can look at my pictures online. I know 586 00:44:07.559 --> 00:44:10.679 how to fish. Okay, you can sign up on my team if you 587 00:44:10.719 --> 00:44:15.519 don't want to get dirty. But yeah, I'm not technology to catch your 588 00:44:15.519 --> 00:44:17.159 fish. I'm not going to bait your hook take your fish off. Like 589 00:44:17.599 --> 00:44:22.519 you gotta be somewhat self productive. You can bait our hooks. No, 590 00:44:22.719 --> 00:44:28.440 take our fish off. Somebody's gotta do it. Might as well just be 591 00:44:28.480 --> 00:44:30.559 fishing with no worms. But at least we'll know where the fish are at, 592 00:44:31.119 --> 00:44:36.800 will lead at and get these little what are they? Is it like 593 00:44:36.920 --> 00:44:39.039 fish? Eggs? Fish? So you don't have to use the worms? 594 00:44:39.639 --> 00:44:45.960 Spawn? Yeah, a little spawn. Just put a hot dog on there, 595 00:44:46.079 --> 00:44:53.639 probably work, Probably would catfish loves chicken. Chicken. You cut it 596 00:44:53.719 --> 00:44:57.960 up and you toss it out the stunt trum and I'm trying to do that 597 00:44:58.000 --> 00:45:01.360 well time. It is a little pond up north used bread. You take 598 00:45:01.400 --> 00:45:05.440 white bread, tear off a piece, put it on the hook and like 599 00:45:05.480 --> 00:45:08.760 squish it and you put it down there and down this like bridge where there's 600 00:45:08.760 --> 00:45:13.239 a bunch of fish and they just take it right up. I think that 601 00:45:13.320 --> 00:45:19.199 the worms are like a it's an old way like farmers wanted to ship dug 602 00:45:19.280 --> 00:45:22.639 up for them, and they're like, little Teddy. Watch this we get 603 00:45:22.039 --> 00:45:28.039 little teddy. You know them fish love what unk? They love? Worms? 604 00:45:28.199 --> 00:45:30.360 Where I find worms? Well, see that field over there, just 605 00:45:30.400 --> 00:45:37.320 start digging it up. There's worms where. Okay, they tell your friends 606 00:45:37.320 --> 00:45:38.760 to get all the worms out of there, and you can actually put them 607 00:45:38.760 --> 00:45:42.559 in a little box and sell them to all your friends and tell them that 608 00:45:42.559 --> 00:45:45.519 that's what the magic of catching fishes all about. And then we just ran 609 00:45:45.599 --> 00:45:49.599 with it and then it just spread like wildfire. That's where Walts crawlers came 610 00:45:49.639 --> 00:45:53.920 from. His Walts grandfather. Make them ended up fish. They're buying this. 611 00:45:53.920 --> 00:46:00.280 This is a good scam fish around anymore by Walt's crawlers all over the 612 00:46:00.280 --> 00:46:04.320 place. They don't have like a shop anymore. But I bet you I'm 613 00:46:04.360 --> 00:46:12.039 not too far off, probably because we've seen the tools to catch worms. 614 00:46:12.119 --> 00:46:16.239 For there's this thing you put on the ground and it has like it's ribbed 615 00:46:16.400 --> 00:46:21.119 on the side of it, and you rub something or down it, like 616 00:46:21.199 --> 00:46:24.559 slide it down it and it makes us vibrate like a like that, and 617 00:46:24.599 --> 00:46:30.840 then the vibration makes the worms come up. They's supposed to simulate what they're 618 00:46:30.920 --> 00:46:32.679 like rain drops, because you know how worms come out when it rains. 619 00:46:34.559 --> 00:46:37.440 It's supposed to make them think that it's like raining or something, and then 620 00:46:37.480 --> 00:46:40.679 they come up to the surface and pick them up. And we can't cure 621 00:46:40.760 --> 00:46:47.559 cancer. And they used to use like electricity to shock the ground like electrical 622 00:46:47.639 --> 00:46:51.920 strikes. It's barbaric, isn't it true? If you cut them in half, 623 00:46:52.760 --> 00:46:57.920 they become two worms? I think so certain worms. Yeah, we 624 00:46:58.000 --> 00:47:06.199 can't cure cancer, but we can cut worms in half make them two because 625 00:47:06.239 --> 00:47:09.000 worms have like several different hearts. Okay, so how long before you get 626 00:47:09.000 --> 00:47:13.760 turned it into four like or eight? You know what I'm saying, Like, 627 00:47:13.800 --> 00:47:15.199 you take one cut in a half, Now you got two worms. 628 00:47:15.199 --> 00:47:17.880 Okay, So they does they heel up or they just die? Like? 629 00:47:17.960 --> 00:47:23.880 How's that? How's that work? M justin new for masturbateer over there. 630 00:47:28.239 --> 00:47:30.960 That's a good question because if you're talking about like how well I think, 631 00:47:31.159 --> 00:47:36.920 I don't think. Is there like a front and back to a worm? 632 00:47:37.079 --> 00:47:40.360 Yes? Okay, So then when he's talking about like hearing things, they 633 00:47:40.360 --> 00:47:44.639 don't have ears. They can just sense vibration like their bodies are just one 634 00:47:44.679 --> 00:47:47.800 thing. Like the show Tremors. Yeah, what one end of the worm's 635 00:47:47.920 --> 00:47:52.440 flat? One end is like really pointy, but I don't remember which one 636 00:47:52.519 --> 00:47:58.559 was ahead and which ones no, thank you? So how does it become 637 00:47:58.599 --> 00:48:00.679 two different worms? Then? This that's what my question. I always wondered 638 00:48:00.719 --> 00:48:04.719 that too, because it's like they're supposed to have five hearts or something like 639 00:48:04.760 --> 00:48:07.079 that. As long as you cut it off and there's a heart in one 640 00:48:07.119 --> 00:48:09.760 section, then that'll become another worm. But it's like, how do you 641 00:48:09.800 --> 00:48:14.840 are that they are all the hearts like evenly placed down the worm? Or 642 00:48:14.880 --> 00:48:16.400 are they all in one part of it? Because if you chop it off 643 00:48:16.639 --> 00:48:21.280 without heart in it. I should know this because it seems like that was 644 00:48:21.320 --> 00:48:27.679 the one thing that we did in our like first like earth science classes dissect 645 00:48:27.679 --> 00:48:31.519 to earthworm and I don't know anything about it, but I think they had 646 00:48:31.679 --> 00:48:37.280 a lot of hearts for some reason. Double digits about that. They're like 647 00:48:37.320 --> 00:48:45.159 one of those simplest like why did a little untestin? Why didn't they don't 648 00:48:45.199 --> 00:48:49.079 seem simple? Why did God put them on the earth? Eat trash? 649 00:48:50.159 --> 00:48:57.960 It is to kind of to fertilize soil, So maybe decomposition potion that's the 650 00:48:58.000 --> 00:49:02.400 shirt too. Composion, This is kind of this is decomposion and pro crash 651 00:49:02.400 --> 00:49:09.679 donation or do different things. Decomposion is a Colonne Earth Friendly cologne. Oh 652 00:49:10.079 --> 00:49:16.760 yeah, organic, yeah, organic with green. Maybe that's what the Earth's 653 00:49:16.800 --> 00:49:21.719 problem is is we got too many fishermen out there. Decompos number nine. 654 00:49:22.159 --> 00:49:25.079 Yeah, because God never intended us to use worms to fish. It was 655 00:49:25.119 --> 00:49:30.440 like I never planned on Walt doing that crazy ass I did with this grandkids 656 00:49:30.440 --> 00:49:34.960 and stuff. What are you guys doing with my my dirt? Decomposioners, 657 00:49:35.159 --> 00:49:38.079 Is anybody watching worms the worm count on the Earth to make sure that this 658 00:49:38.199 --> 00:49:43.559 is still a thing, because that's probably what's causing the whole zone. Micro 659 00:49:43.679 --> 00:49:50.960 did dirty jobs with worms. You see amazon rainforest earthworms, Amazonian earthworms. 660 00:49:51.599 --> 00:49:57.400 So they look just like the ones that come out here. They look exactly 661 00:49:57.440 --> 00:50:00.360 the same as the ones that you'll find on the sidewalk here. What but 662 00:50:00.519 --> 00:50:05.760 they're this big a round well he's doing about a three inch something and they're 663 00:50:05.920 --> 00:50:10.960 like inch diameter huge. They're the same color, the same shape. There's 664 00:50:12.000 --> 00:50:15.000 nothing special about them. They're an earthworm. But there it's like you're on 665 00:50:15.119 --> 00:50:21.039 and you buy them, throw them in a neighbor's yard. I guess to 666 00:50:21.079 --> 00:50:24.360 get the miller's to the Amazon rainforests. They live down there and do their 667 00:50:24.400 --> 00:50:30.320 thing, and I don't even like it's not regular size one, so no 668 00:50:30.480 --> 00:50:34.360 thank you. Just people holding them up like this like they caught a fish 669 00:50:34.360 --> 00:50:37.840 and they're like draped over them because they're massive. You have to hold them 670 00:50:37.880 --> 00:50:43.559 with both hands because they're big. It's probabe tech Nugent's not all over that, 671 00:50:44.599 --> 00:50:46.719 like, here's where I keep my mule deer. Here's where I keep 672 00:50:46.760 --> 00:50:53.360 mobile Amazon worms, Amazonian earthworms. That's how you catch that fish that got 673 00:50:53.440 --> 00:51:04.760 Kim's husband. Yeah, fish in peace, all right anyway, Yeah, 674 00:51:04.840 --> 00:51:07.119 fishing event. If you don't have a poll, want to be on a 675 00:51:07.199 --> 00:51:08.079 team, even if you have a pole, you want to be in your 676 00:51:08.079 --> 00:51:15.679 team whatever. You can sign up at two seventeen recovery dot com under contest. 677 00:51:15.920 --> 00:51:21.159 Oh, Justin's going to play the whole advertisement and everything. At the 678 00:51:21.280 --> 00:51:23.119 very bottom, it'll say whose team do you want to be on? And 679 00:51:23.239 --> 00:51:30.719 you can type in like one woman did Shannon. Anybody. You can type 680 00:51:30.760 --> 00:51:34.400 in Corey, you can type in Mitch. You can type in Mitchell. 681 00:51:34.599 --> 00:51:38.440 You can type in justin whatever you can type in like Steve or you know, 682 00:51:38.679 --> 00:51:43.719 Christopher. But you're all welcome whenever. Whenever you come, there'll be 683 00:51:43.800 --> 00:51:49.400 somebody there to Yeah. Yeah. And then the reason why we're doing we 684 00:51:49.440 --> 00:51:51.880 have a limited number of fishing poles and that's why we kind of did the 685 00:51:51.920 --> 00:51:53.280 team's thing. Yeah yeah. But if you're like, no, I really 686 00:51:53.280 --> 00:51:55.360 want to, I can only get out there because I have to work at 687 00:51:55.400 --> 00:51:59.440 noon or whatever. You know, like, you can come earlier and we'll 688 00:51:59.440 --> 00:52:04.800 figure out so than for you. Many almost threw up. That's gross. 689 00:52:04.960 --> 00:52:10.480 Snake. It's a worm. Itch wasn't lying about four f long. I've 690 00:52:10.519 --> 00:52:15.400 seen bigger pictures of them, but trying to order one just they'll take payments, 691 00:52:17.199 --> 00:52:22.559 just like that. He likes payments. I'm going I would, I 692 00:52:22.559 --> 00:52:25.880 would. I would hold a snake before I hold hold of worm. Yeah. 693 00:52:25.920 --> 00:52:30.559 I never as a kid like frog. If it was slimy, no 694 00:52:30.639 --> 00:52:35.480 thanks. Yeah, but snakes that was good with because they weren't. Turtles 695 00:52:35.960 --> 00:52:38.280 are cool because you know they dry up you hold them, and they're not 696 00:52:38.360 --> 00:52:45.199 slimy frogs. No, slimy fish. I'm good with fish now, but 697 00:52:45.280 --> 00:52:47.920 you have to hold a special because they're either gonna bite you or sticky with 698 00:52:47.960 --> 00:52:55.440 their you know, pointy little fins. Worms. Salimanders were cool because you 699 00:52:55.519 --> 00:52:59.199 know, they were kind of slimy, but they're so small you can't even 700 00:52:59.199 --> 00:53:02.199 feeling in your hands. Well, yeah, we used to catch snakes and 701 00:53:02.239 --> 00:53:07.880 stuff, but I don't do snakes. I'll do I'll book snakes, but 702 00:53:12.119 --> 00:53:15.960 yeah, I'm all about chopping their heads off. I almost got beat up 703 00:53:15.960 --> 00:53:17.519 by this kid for snoring. But I was like four times the size, 704 00:53:17.599 --> 00:53:22.079 so I mean, yeah, because I wouldn't take his fish off his hook 705 00:53:22.159 --> 00:53:24.679 for him, and then he put the other one back to that. Yeah, 706 00:53:24.679 --> 00:53:27.760 I used to catch snakes and stuff. Like. It'll be a bragging 707 00:53:27.840 --> 00:53:35.400 montage if you don't turn into oh wow, that is huge, into a 708 00:53:35.559 --> 00:53:43.119 drop. We're very disappointed. I'm sure there's so many that we just missed. 709 00:53:43.760 --> 00:53:46.280 Yeah, oh there's a lot. I think we have plans in twenty 710 00:53:46.400 --> 00:53:52.800 twenty five to just mike this whole building because we do so many on average 711 00:53:53.440 --> 00:53:57.679 we'll be like, wow, I wish it was recording right, Well good, 712 00:53:58.400 --> 00:54:00.920 yeah, and then and then we're having fun in recovery. Man. 713 00:54:01.079 --> 00:54:06.679 Yeah, that's all we're doing. That's all we're doing. But come out 714 00:54:06.719 --> 00:54:10.280 and fish with us, you know it'd be great. And then more on 715 00:54:10.360 --> 00:54:17.840 Recovery Stories Part three coming soon later and so look for that. But yeah, 716 00:54:17.880 --> 00:54:22.079 the fishing thing is next and we got to turn our attention to that 717 00:54:22.159 --> 00:54:27.440 now that you fans over and there'll be some videos coming soon to help promote 718 00:54:27.440 --> 00:54:35.480 it. It's fun. But anyway, thanks for listening and we will talk 719 00:54:35.519 --> 00:54:38.880 to you again at the time of our choosing every great weekend everyone later. 720 00:54:39.320 --> 00:54:45.320 Yeah, thanks for listening to the two seventeen Recovery podcast. Win a bunch 721 00:54:45.320 --> 00:54:52.760 of free from two seventeen Recovery go to the all the website to seventeen recovery 722 00:54:52.000 --> 00:54:54.519 dot com.