WEBVTT 1 00:00:05.519 --> 00:00:27.960 Weird things happened in the weird weird weird. Hell are you going? Nah? 2 00:00:28.280 --> 00:00:32.640 Hell are you? I didn't know if you were going to follow me 3 00:00:32.640 --> 00:00:36.600 into that dark cave or not. I'll leap into the abyss with you. 4 00:00:36.679 --> 00:00:40.159 How are we doing, boys? How are we feeling? Level ten? 5 00:00:40.799 --> 00:00:44.799 Level ten? I'm feeling great. I'm feeling great. I'm feeling good too. 6 00:00:46.079 --> 00:00:51.840 Okay, so cool topic for this episode. Over the past few months, 7 00:00:51.880 --> 00:00:55.719 this is something that has kind of like organically come up a lot in 8 00:00:55.799 --> 00:01:00.200 all of our conversations, and I feel like it's it's an important thing to 9 00:01:00.240 --> 00:01:03.280 talk about, and it's also something that has directly applied to each of our 10 00:01:03.319 --> 00:01:08.000 lives in the past few months. And who is Like where did we hear 11 00:01:08.040 --> 00:01:11.159 this quote from? First? Terrence mckennical. Yeah, it's got to be 12 00:01:11.239 --> 00:01:14.400 Terrence mckinna quote. Okay, I'll go ahead and pull it up. Yeah, 13 00:01:14.760 --> 00:01:18.159 yeah, I'd like to read the full quote. It's come on, 14 00:01:18.280 --> 00:01:23.400 butter fingers, but I don't have a table close to me table, It's 15 00:01:23.400 --> 00:01:32.000 like three feet away. But uh, okay, you're being mean to me. 16 00:01:32.359 --> 00:01:37.920 The premise, though, the gist of the quote is that God loves 17 00:01:37.959 --> 00:01:42.439 courage or nature loves courage. Yeah, it's nature loves courage. You make 18 00:01:42.480 --> 00:01:46.959 the commitment and nature will respond to that commitment by removing impossible obstacles. Dream 19 00:01:46.959 --> 00:01:49.719 the impossible dream in the world will not grind you under, It will lift 20 00:01:49.760 --> 00:01:52.239 you up. This is the trick. This is what all these teachers and 21 00:01:52.280 --> 00:01:56.000 philosophers who really counted, who really touched the alchemical gold, this is what 22 00:01:56.040 --> 00:01:59.079 they understood. This is the shamanic dance in the waterfall. This is how 23 00:01:59.120 --> 00:02:04.359 magic is done by hurt cookies popped up cook This is how magic is done 24 00:02:04.439 --> 00:02:08.199 by hurling yourself into the abyss and discovering it's a feather bed. Which it's 25 00:02:08.240 --> 00:02:12.680 funny because we talked about this a long time ago. Oh dude, like 26 00:02:12.759 --> 00:02:15.680 in the beginning, long time, literally the beginning, three years ago, 27 00:02:15.639 --> 00:02:20.520 and it just keeps coming up organically. Yeah, it's true. I love 28 00:02:20.560 --> 00:02:24.479 this topic. Yeah, blends a lot of my favorite things. Explain yourself. 29 00:02:25.400 --> 00:02:35.360 Bluck, what's bluck? Luck? Sorry you heard blood? All right? 30 00:02:36.520 --> 00:02:45.919 Luck? Luck, manifestation and that's it. Those are like my two 31 00:02:45.960 --> 00:02:51.639 favorite things, bluck, luck and manifestation. Oh yeah, it's making fun 32 00:02:51.639 --> 00:02:58.400 of me. It's getting late. Alexander the late. Yeah, No, 33 00:02:58.479 --> 00:03:04.800 it's true. It's it's like a it's like luck manifestation. I don't know. 34 00:03:05.000 --> 00:03:08.919 I see it more as like I don't know. I guess you could 35 00:03:08.960 --> 00:03:13.479 call it luck like the universe were warming you or well, I think we 36 00:03:13.520 --> 00:03:16.599 should start there. Are you okay with that? Yeah? In your opinion, 37 00:03:16.879 --> 00:03:21.439 let's talk about luck. Okay, You've been wanting to talk about this 38 00:03:21.479 --> 00:03:23.599 for a long I've been wanting to talk about luck a long time because I 39 00:03:23.639 --> 00:03:32.800 don't necessary I people who it's proven, and it's also something that I firmly 40 00:03:32.840 --> 00:03:39.400 believe that people who think of themselves as lucky are lucky. Yeah, I 41 00:03:39.400 --> 00:03:44.960 don't know that manifestation. Sorry, I guess I mean by definition, I 42 00:03:44.960 --> 00:03:47.280 guess it's it's some for it because I mean, if you think you're lucky 43 00:03:47.319 --> 00:03:53.319 then and you become lucky or you consider yourself then yeah, you're right manifesting. 44 00:03:53.479 --> 00:03:55.520 I also think, I mean it plays in a karma. I also 45 00:03:55.560 --> 00:04:00.960 think that bloodlines can be lucky. What do you mean it plays into karma? 46 00:04:01.039 --> 00:04:03.280 What do you mean blood lines can be lucky? Let's go in order 47 00:04:03.319 --> 00:04:08.240 there, Okay, because they kind of work right, Like I think if 48 00:04:08.240 --> 00:04:13.240 you if your family is good people and they do right and they build up 49 00:04:13.319 --> 00:04:19.160 years and years in generations of karmak luck or good car favorable karma that that 50 00:04:19.519 --> 00:04:24.839 is then passed through blood. In the Bible they talk about generational curses, 51 00:04:24.879 --> 00:04:27.519 which I think is like the opposite of what you're saying, but it's still 52 00:04:27.560 --> 00:04:30.759 the same Yeah, same concept. Yeah, what is a curse but the 53 00:04:30.759 --> 00:04:34.519 opposite of luck, you know, or blessing or whatever? Yeah, I 54 00:04:34.560 --> 00:04:38.199 mean, yeah, yeah, I could see that. I don't know. 55 00:04:38.240 --> 00:04:42.199 I haven't thought too much about luck specifically, but I definitely think that if 56 00:04:42.199 --> 00:04:47.079 you think you're a lucky person, you'll probably find yourself in a good fortune 57 00:04:47.439 --> 00:04:51.480 for sure. I don't really like believe in luck in the traditional way. 58 00:04:51.639 --> 00:04:57.079 I don't know if I do either. I don't think there's some like transitory, 59 00:04:57.199 --> 00:05:00.800 floating pool of luck that's like, oh wow, today you get a 60 00:05:00.800 --> 00:05:03.439 little bit of luck. Yeah, I don't think it works that. I 61 00:05:03.519 --> 00:05:11.720 tend to agree because I don't think that bad people with sour attitudes are lucky, 62 00:05:13.279 --> 00:05:15.120 you know what I mean? Like, I don't think someone who leads 63 00:05:15.160 --> 00:05:20.199 a shitty life, for lack of better words, just like you know, 64 00:05:21.399 --> 00:05:26.160 it's lucky out of nowhere. Right, Like you've got people who are really 65 00:05:26.199 --> 00:05:30.240 good business people who have acquired a lot of wealth and aren't terrible people like 66 00:05:30.319 --> 00:05:35.040 that all checks out, no luck, right, yeah, but I just 67 00:05:35.120 --> 00:05:41.759 like the lucky things. I do believe that, like people catch a break, 68 00:05:41.879 --> 00:05:44.959 right, And then that's where we get into the topic. Nature loves 69 00:05:45.000 --> 00:05:50.959 courage because you you're struggling, you remain positive, you remain a good influence 70 00:05:51.000 --> 00:05:56.480 to people, You remain happy to other people. You have that courage to 71 00:05:56.560 --> 00:06:00.199 keep going. You could give up, you could stop. Well that's interesting 72 00:06:00.240 --> 00:06:02.399 because okay, let's flip it on its head a little bit. What about 73 00:06:02.399 --> 00:06:05.480 somebody who is just like born into a family with a ton of money and 74 00:06:05.560 --> 00:06:10.079 they live their whole life with like no problems and like that's their karma, 75 00:06:10.160 --> 00:06:14.839 I would say, karmic luck. Yeah yeah, well I mean yeah, 76 00:06:14.920 --> 00:06:17.639 I mean, like, to me, the idea of luck, assuming we're 77 00:06:17.639 --> 00:06:20.360 talking about the traditional way we understand it, right, like, oh I'm 78 00:06:20.399 --> 00:06:24.000 lucky, I've played the slots or whatever. Like on the one hand, 79 00:06:24.199 --> 00:06:27.079 we hear like, like you just said, you know, people born into 80 00:06:27.120 --> 00:06:30.920 money or like you know there's billionaires who are like bad psychopathic people, but 81 00:06:31.240 --> 00:06:34.439 you know they get all this money and all this wealth, but they're bad 82 00:06:34.600 --> 00:06:40.240 people. It's not that they're lucky, it's that they're really smart, probably 83 00:06:40.279 --> 00:06:44.720 psychopathic manipul people. But like, then, on the other hand, I've 84 00:06:44.759 --> 00:06:46.319 noticed throughout my life, and I don't know about you guys, but people 85 00:06:46.360 --> 00:06:53.000 who are just really nasty on the inside and out don't tend to really do 86 00:06:53.160 --> 00:06:55.800 well in life. You know what I mean? Right, they hit a 87 00:06:55.839 --> 00:06:58.120 ceiling, it feels like, well, I don't know, because then you 88 00:06:58.199 --> 00:07:01.480 got like freaking people like Jeff Bezos, you know, like, well, 89 00:07:01.639 --> 00:07:04.720 it's you know, you can really only talk about people that you know, 90 00:07:04.839 --> 00:07:10.920 right because you don't know right that or does the money change a person? 91 00:07:12.079 --> 00:07:15.920 Was what was amazon in the garage? Was Jeff Bezos really honest? Yeah 92 00:07:15.920 --> 00:07:18.519 that's true too, Like you know, was he a good dude? And 93 00:07:18.560 --> 00:07:24.800 then you become so I mean, imagine how many people message you and hit 94 00:07:24.879 --> 00:07:29.639 you up just begging for like or like imagine your whole family hates you and 95 00:07:29.639 --> 00:07:31.399 then you hit it big and then they all come asking for money. Like 96 00:07:31.480 --> 00:07:34.399 that would kind of turn someone sour? I think, No, yeah, 97 00:07:34.480 --> 00:07:38.160 absolutely, not that it excuses anything, but yeah, I could see that, 98 00:07:38.399 --> 00:07:42.240 right, No, I'm not right exactly, and that could be that 99 00:07:42.279 --> 00:07:46.839 could be its own form of like karmic punishment, right, because like it's 100 00:07:46.879 --> 00:07:50.879 like you think you want all the money and fame and riches in the world, 101 00:07:50.920 --> 00:07:55.399 and then you get it and it's like the opposite of what you would 102 00:07:55.439 --> 00:07:59.279 hoped it would be, just like being born into a family money. How 103 00:07:59.399 --> 00:08:05.199 it could be a karmic detriment, because I mean you could you could be. 104 00:08:05.480 --> 00:08:09.120 That's true. You could have everything materialistic that you want except the love 105 00:08:09.160 --> 00:08:13.560 of your parents and be completely unfulfilled. It's a good point. I just 106 00:08:13.759 --> 00:08:18.439 watched White Lotus for the first time, and it's like focused around a character 107 00:08:18.480 --> 00:08:22.720 who is literally exactly like that, like like a lonely rich type. Yeah, 108 00:08:22.720 --> 00:08:26.639 born into like one of the wealthiest families in the world, and she 109 00:08:26.920 --> 00:08:33.559 is like so miserable, like so miserable. She she is completely alone, 110 00:08:33.799 --> 00:08:39.279 no one around her, like nobody. She's like fawning to just talk to 111 00:08:39.320 --> 00:08:43.440 strangers because she has nobody around her. She's completely unfulfilled, like you know, 112 00:08:43.639 --> 00:08:46.399 I mean, and imagine how many people just like want to be your 113 00:08:46.399 --> 00:08:50.360 friend for your money. Oh yeah, that's no genuine connection, right, 114 00:08:50.639 --> 00:08:54.639 and you never and you're probably always thinking like, Okay, but do these 115 00:08:54.639 --> 00:08:56.039 people actually care about me? Or is it the money thing? That's a 116 00:08:56.120 --> 00:08:58.519 huge part of the of that show too, That's a good show. I 117 00:08:58.519 --> 00:09:01.279 think about that a lot with the phenomenon thing, not the money thing. 118 00:09:01.279 --> 00:09:05.679 But like you know, and maybe this is a little too candid to me, 119 00:09:05.759 --> 00:09:07.480 but like all the people listening to the show, like sometimes it's I 120 00:09:07.519 --> 00:09:11.159 get these thoughts in my head. It's like, did they really like me 121 00:09:11.200 --> 00:09:13.600 for who I am? Or is it because I see things? You know 122 00:09:13.639 --> 00:09:18.159 what I mean? But I don't think it matters. Sure, I could 123 00:09:18.320 --> 00:09:22.360 see why people think that way, but for what it's worth because of this 124 00:09:22.519 --> 00:09:24.639 you know, crazy life I've lived. I have met several billionaires. Let 125 00:09:24.639 --> 00:09:28.039 me tell you, they are seeking just like you and me. Yeah, 126 00:09:28.159 --> 00:09:31.879 they don't got it all figured out. No, they just got more money, 127 00:09:31.399 --> 00:09:35.600 maybe a little smarter with business and things like that. But they are 128 00:09:35.799 --> 00:09:43.519 just as depressed and distraught and seeking a higher power just like the rest of 129 00:09:43.600 --> 00:09:50.519 us. So then what exactly is the reward for the courage? You know? 130 00:09:50.679 --> 00:09:52.200 It's like, is it different for everyone? I think about this a 131 00:09:52.240 --> 00:09:56.639 lot, this concept that we're talking about, the nature loves courage thing, 132 00:09:56.759 --> 00:10:01.000 and it's like, dude, Like the simplest exam that I keep coming back 133 00:10:01.000 --> 00:10:05.639 to in my mind is like, think about think about somebody who doesn't exercise 134 00:10:05.399 --> 00:10:07.960 at all, and it's like want to go to the gym, but it's 135 00:10:09.000 --> 00:10:13.799 scary, you know, But then you just do it. You have the 136 00:10:13.840 --> 00:10:18.320 courage, you push through. It's uncomfortable, right, that's the part about 137 00:10:18.399 --> 00:10:24.399 jumping through the abyss. Right, you're taking the courage to take or you're 138 00:10:24.519 --> 00:10:28.200 using the courage whatever, having the courage to take action, pushing through. 139 00:10:28.240 --> 00:10:31.879 You're a little physically uncomfortable, but then on the other side you rest recover, 140 00:10:31.240 --> 00:10:33.799 Boom, You've made progress. And I think that's like a kind of 141 00:10:33.799 --> 00:10:39.559 a silly minute example that applies to everywhere in life, Like if you just 142 00:10:39.559 --> 00:10:46.440 do the thing that you're afraid to do, on the other side of whatever 143 00:10:46.480 --> 00:10:50.960 the thing is, there will be results if you take the leap of faith 144 00:10:50.080 --> 00:10:54.759 and you take the job that like everyone around you is like, no, 145 00:10:54.840 --> 00:10:56.159 I don't take that. You're you know, it's don't do that. It's 146 00:10:56.200 --> 00:10:58.759 not a good idea, But you're like, I don't know, my gut 147 00:10:58.840 --> 00:11:01.000 kind of tells me to do it. Do it. Boom, You're rewarded 148 00:11:01.080 --> 00:11:05.240 with a new circumstance in life, or like for you you for example, 149 00:11:05.480 --> 00:11:09.120 man moving to Whalemington, there's a million moving parts. Let's do it. 150 00:11:09.200 --> 00:11:11.200 You did it at the drop of a hat. Boom, here we are. 151 00:11:11.240 --> 00:11:16.919 It's like, yeah, when you do the scary thing, everything changes 152 00:11:16.960 --> 00:11:22.600 and you are completely in a new life. Basically yeah, it is very 153 00:11:22.639 --> 00:11:28.519 like magical feeling and wild and weird and like it. The thing I keep 154 00:11:28.559 --> 00:11:33.360 wondering is like, okay, sure, nature rewards courage, Nature loves courage. 155 00:11:35.200 --> 00:11:39.039 Why why why is it important? Why? Why is it because nature 156 00:11:39.080 --> 00:11:41.159 was born out of courage? Why does it have to be that way? 157 00:11:41.240 --> 00:11:46.399 What do you mean if you think of an evolutionary path, you know, 158 00:11:48.000 --> 00:11:52.600 at its core going all the way back surviving has been difficult, and those 159 00:11:52.639 --> 00:11:56.279 who evolve and adapt and take a leap are the ones that tend to survive. 160 00:11:56.799 --> 00:12:00.960 You know what else, because nature is entirely else on this principle. 161 00:12:01.240 --> 00:12:07.799 I love you for that comment. That's got me smiling. To man, 162 00:12:07.240 --> 00:12:11.159 No, that's a that's a cool take. Sometimes I surprise you, huh 163 00:12:11.399 --> 00:12:20.159 yeah, sometimes even a blind squirrel. I wonder you had to finish it 164 00:12:20.240 --> 00:12:26.559 you had to, you had to describe that in I've wondered if it's more 165 00:12:26.600 --> 00:12:28.080 of, like, let me think about it, if it's more of like 166 00:12:30.919 --> 00:12:37.279 the whole reason that this like reality matrix, this like reality experiment, if 167 00:12:37.279 --> 00:12:43.759 you want to call it, that exists, is to experience things that can 168 00:12:43.919 --> 00:12:50.159 only be experienced through courage. Because and discomfort. Yes, because if you 169 00:12:50.279 --> 00:12:56.879 suffering get the thing that you want more than anything, and it doesn't really 170 00:12:56.919 --> 00:13:03.320 cost you anything or it doesn't take any effort, or you didn't gain anything. 171 00:13:03.720 --> 00:13:07.840 Right, It's like I think you're saying, is like nothing nothing good 172 00:13:07.879 --> 00:13:13.039 comes from being comfortable, Like yeah, there's no yeah, but and in 173 00:13:13.159 --> 00:13:16.519 more of like in less of a practical sense, because you hear that, 174 00:13:16.639 --> 00:13:20.919 right, You hear like nothing, you know, nothing good comes from being 175 00:13:20.960 --> 00:13:24.240 comfortable. It's like that makes me think of like, Okay, if I 176 00:13:24.480 --> 00:13:30.159 just kind of live in my comforts and I just like play video games all 177 00:13:30.200 --> 00:13:33.559 the time and just do exactly whatever I want all the time, I'm not 178 00:13:33.639 --> 00:13:37.559 going to excel in life. But I'm thinking I'm thinking more in terms of 179 00:13:37.600 --> 00:13:43.320 like through a spiritual lens, like what do you learn in life? Right? 180 00:13:43.960 --> 00:13:48.039 Because like we've we've gone over the whole, Like there's no learning in 181 00:13:48.120 --> 00:13:52.600 heaven type thing. Right, You're in paradise, which is the end goal. 182 00:13:52.960 --> 00:13:58.759 You're not learning anything. You're not gaining from new experiences or experiencing adversity 183 00:13:58.840 --> 00:14:03.000 or or anything like that. So what are you gaining? That's what this 184 00:14:03.159 --> 00:14:09.039 part is for. This part is for you to put yourself out there and 185 00:14:09.080 --> 00:14:16.159 be uncomfortable and do the uncomfortable thing, and the things that you gain from 186 00:14:16.200 --> 00:14:20.320 doing those those types of things are more than what you were even going for. 187 00:14:20.759 --> 00:14:24.720 Like if you if you have a goal to a good point, you 188 00:14:24.720 --> 00:14:26.399 know, like like if you have a goal to all, right, this 189 00:14:26.519 --> 00:14:31.000 year, I want to make one hundred thousand dollars and you know whatever, 190 00:14:31.639 --> 00:14:35.679 and then you work really hard and you get that. It's like cool, 191 00:14:35.720 --> 00:14:39.879 that's a that's awesome that you had the courage to do that and you met 192 00:14:39.919 --> 00:14:45.000 your goal and whatever. But the true thing that you gained from it is 193 00:14:45.039 --> 00:14:50.840 the knowledge that you can do it right like you did. It's I actually 194 00:14:52.000 --> 00:14:54.879 did a goal. Yes, yeah. The feeling of the internal reward, 195 00:14:56.480 --> 00:14:58.840 yes, dude. I always think about it like the gym, because I 196 00:14:58.879 --> 00:15:03.360 think it's such a pre actical, real life physical example that can be applied 197 00:15:03.360 --> 00:15:09.240 across the board. It's like I want to go you know, bench one 198 00:15:09.320 --> 00:15:13.000 hundred and fifty or I don't know. That's a small way, but you 199 00:15:13.000 --> 00:15:15.480 know, hit a certain goal. I want to go to the gym, 200 00:15:15.519 --> 00:15:18.159 I want to exercise, I want to do cardio or whatever, and you're 201 00:15:18.240 --> 00:15:20.840 over this hurdle of Again, I'm thinking of like a beginner mindset, like 202 00:15:20.840 --> 00:15:24.200 how I would imagine there's a lot of people out there who like, this 203 00:15:24.279 --> 00:15:28.120 is really intimidating. You know, Yeah, the gym is that to a 204 00:15:28.159 --> 00:15:30.519 lot of people. It is. That's why I think of that example. 205 00:15:30.559 --> 00:15:35.960 You can apply anything though exactly exactly exactly, but also the body physically adapts 206 00:15:35.039 --> 00:15:39.720 and you're you know, it changes. But like you go to the gym, 207 00:15:39.759 --> 00:15:41.440 it's like, oh my god, you know, it's intimidating. It's 208 00:15:41.440 --> 00:15:43.320 intimidating. Then you do it. You push through the discomfort, which is 209 00:15:43.360 --> 00:15:48.279 temporary. You're coming out on the other side. Yes, you work your 210 00:15:48.320 --> 00:15:52.039 body, but the biggest thing is, oh my god, I feel great. 211 00:15:52.759 --> 00:15:54.320 Yeah, my mind feels great. I'm in a great mood. And 212 00:15:54.360 --> 00:16:00.879 you get these mental benefits that translate past what you thought you would achieve. 213 00:16:00.720 --> 00:16:03.919 Immediately. What I mean, that's the crazy part about it, too, 214 00:16:03.480 --> 00:16:10.200 is the mental benefits are immediately realized. And I know, I'm you know, 215 00:16:10.279 --> 00:16:12.320 I'm I know, I'm using the metaphor of going to the gym, 216 00:16:12.360 --> 00:16:17.120 but I'm talking about I'm talking about gym specifically. Sorry, right, and 217 00:16:17.159 --> 00:16:19.120 I am too, but I'm talking about life. I'm talking about like, 218 00:16:19.240 --> 00:16:22.080 oh God, I want to get a new job. But you know, 219 00:16:22.120 --> 00:16:25.840 blah blah blah blah blah, it's scary, it's uncomfortable. I'm comfortable in 220 00:16:25.879 --> 00:16:29.679 this job. You do it, Yes, you go through this transition phase, 221 00:16:29.679 --> 00:16:30.399 but then you come out on the other side and you're like, wow, 222 00:16:30.559 --> 00:16:33.480 I make a little more money, I'm a little more competent in or 223 00:16:33.559 --> 00:16:38.039 confident in my own abilities. Again, like what Nick said, I actually 224 00:16:38.080 --> 00:16:41.919 did this. You know, it can be applied to anything. For me 225 00:16:42.279 --> 00:16:48.440 specifically, it's the I actually did this part that is the most like gratifying 226 00:16:48.519 --> 00:16:52.639 and shocking. You know, we're having one of those right now sitting in 227 00:16:52.679 --> 00:16:57.120 here, right very much so. Right. Yeah, before we started recording 228 00:16:57.120 --> 00:17:02.200 today, I looked around at this new room and all this new equipment, 229 00:17:02.240 --> 00:17:04.519 which we'll show you guys at some point. We have this really really cool. 230 00:17:04.559 --> 00:17:07.200 We have a ton of new equipment. Yeah, there's really cool new 231 00:17:07.240 --> 00:17:12.119 setup and it's all stuff that we like paid for from the money that we 232 00:17:12.200 --> 00:17:18.720 earned doing this show, which was a huge leap of faith, right you 233 00:17:18.759 --> 00:17:23.000 know for us. But we from the from the start like threw all caution 234 00:17:23.119 --> 00:17:27.960 to the wind and just said like there, no fear is valid, Like 235 00:17:29.319 --> 00:17:32.000 we just did it. We never thought like, well, what if it 236 00:17:32.000 --> 00:17:33.079 doesn't work out? Well, what if this? Well, what if that? 237 00:17:33.200 --> 00:17:34.880 Like, we never had any of that. It was just like, 238 00:17:34.920 --> 00:17:37.319 no, it will work out. We're doing it. Can I interrupt you 239 00:17:37.359 --> 00:17:41.960 guys please? Yes, I've just got a text message from uh so last 240 00:17:41.200 --> 00:17:47.480 last week we talked about the Omens and the owls. Yeah, Olivia just 241 00:17:47.519 --> 00:17:49.839 texted me that. She said, me and Bob Bop is my dog. 242 00:17:51.440 --> 00:17:53.400 That's a nickname for my dogs, you know, Bo, me and Bop 243 00:17:53.519 --> 00:17:59.160 just saw the owl really close up. Wow, no way, now, 244 00:17:59.319 --> 00:18:03.359 which for the listener, Just so you know, for the listener, it's 245 00:18:03.400 --> 00:18:07.039 a week we were recording this the same not we just recorded the Omens episode. 246 00:18:07.079 --> 00:18:11.519 So it's weird. The fact that that just happened is nuts, Like 247 00:18:11.079 --> 00:18:17.240 wild wild synchronicity. Yeah, that is weird, but anyway, Yeah, 248 00:18:17.480 --> 00:18:23.359 for me, I I am in a happier place and I am feeling more 249 00:18:23.440 --> 00:18:30.240 fulfilled in the last few years more than ever because I have finally started to 250 00:18:32.359 --> 00:18:38.720 just silence the fear and the you know, the negative. Everybody has that, 251 00:18:38.799 --> 00:18:44.599 I think literally, I mean most people at least have that thing where 252 00:18:45.720 --> 00:18:48.920 there's some goal that you want to achieve, or there's like some passion you 253 00:18:48.000 --> 00:18:53.000 want to pursue or whatever, and you never do it because you think about 254 00:18:53.039 --> 00:18:56.000 all the things that could go wrong and all the this and that and the 255 00:18:56.039 --> 00:18:59.920 other. And that was me for the majority of my life and I have 256 00:19:00.720 --> 00:19:03.519 I have many people in my life who are still stuck in that cycle. 257 00:19:04.359 --> 00:19:08.839 And it's like, after a certain amount of time feeling at myself and seeing 258 00:19:08.880 --> 00:19:14.279 the people around me not pursuing the things that they are saying they want to 259 00:19:14.319 --> 00:19:18.640 pursue because they're afraid of the result, it breaks my heart. Yeah, 260 00:19:18.759 --> 00:19:26.440 it really shatters me because like me too, I have first hand experience now 261 00:19:26.519 --> 00:19:30.400 that, like dude, every goal that I've set in the past few years, 262 00:19:30.440 --> 00:19:33.720 I've been knocking them down, and it's like it just kind of like 263 00:19:33.759 --> 00:19:38.000 magically happens. If you have the faith or the courage to just put one 264 00:19:38.039 --> 00:19:42.359 foot forward, the rest just kind of starts falling into place. And you 265 00:19:42.400 --> 00:19:45.119 know what, man, I hear people tell me their dreams, and in 266 00:19:45.160 --> 00:19:48.680 my mind, I'm like, I hope you actually do this like this, 267 00:19:48.880 --> 00:19:52.680 Yeah, I hope you actually like take the steps to do this. I 268 00:19:52.720 --> 00:19:55.240 don't say that, you know, I don't want to discourage anyone, but 269 00:19:55.279 --> 00:19:59.200 I'm like, I really hope you do this. Man. It's funny you 270 00:19:59.240 --> 00:20:03.519 said that because cuz I, like, I had a conversation with with a 271 00:20:03.559 --> 00:20:07.799 coworker recently. It was like somebody that I have literally spoken to once or 272 00:20:07.799 --> 00:20:12.519 twice, and for some reason, we got on the topic of like like 273 00:20:12.640 --> 00:20:15.160 dreams, not like dreams like when you're asleep, but like you know, 274 00:20:15.319 --> 00:20:21.039 your ultimate life goals, right, and stuff like that. And since I 275 00:20:21.079 --> 00:20:25.519 had that conversation, I've started picking up on just like the language that some 276 00:20:25.559 --> 00:20:29.720 people use about that kind of stuff. And I've encountered a lot of people 277 00:20:29.799 --> 00:20:36.920 who are like they have that that removed from them. They don't like think 278 00:20:36.960 --> 00:20:41.480 about dreams, and they don't think about like yeah, and they don't think 279 00:20:41.519 --> 00:20:47.039 about like their ultimate goals because or if they do think about it, they 280 00:20:47.039 --> 00:20:49.440 talk about it as if it's completely unobtainable and it's never actually going to happen, 281 00:20:49.480 --> 00:20:53.279 and what's the point in even pursuing it? And like shit like that. 282 00:20:55.200 --> 00:21:02.960 And to me, wouldn't you be so much more fulfilled and gratified pursuing 283 00:21:03.000 --> 00:21:04.720 something that like, sure, who knows, maybe it'll work, maybe it 284 00:21:04.720 --> 00:21:11.440 won't, But like you tried, at very very least you tried. I 285 00:21:11.480 --> 00:21:15.000 think it's better to try and fail than not try it all, you know, 286 00:21:15.119 --> 00:21:19.599 I completely agree, And and like if you if you really put your 287 00:21:19.640 --> 00:21:25.039 best foot forward and try, and like I don't know, in my in 288 00:21:25.079 --> 00:21:30.880 my trying, you're not failing, absolutely, like failing like actually failing is 289 00:21:30.960 --> 00:21:34.319 just not trying or or just like giving up quitting right in my mind, 290 00:21:34.519 --> 00:21:38.759 right right, yeah. But I mean even if even if you try something 291 00:21:38.839 --> 00:21:44.759 like you you know, that's a success in itself because it's it's it's there's 292 00:21:44.759 --> 00:21:48.839 always something to take away. And that's the thing I think people have that 293 00:21:48.960 --> 00:21:53.000 people struggle with goals because they don't know, right, and so it's like 294 00:21:53.480 --> 00:21:56.559 how am I going to set this huge goal if I don't know myself? 295 00:21:56.599 --> 00:22:00.839 Well enough or if I don't know what I want to do, And I 296 00:22:00.839 --> 00:22:03.960 think the answer to that is absolutely just try. I mean, you know, 297 00:22:04.000 --> 00:22:07.960 I've worked. I'm not gonna sit here and talk like an old head 298 00:22:07.079 --> 00:22:12.200 like I've done everything, but I've every single job that had nothing to do 299 00:22:12.240 --> 00:22:18.000 with where I am now has helped me get here. I've picked up skills 300 00:22:18.240 --> 00:22:25.519 and little things from each one that have have helped. And like I couldn't 301 00:22:25.559 --> 00:22:29.559 have done the next step without without previously doing this one. Like so I 302 00:22:29.599 --> 00:22:33.240 don't have, you know, regrets about Like there's some of the things that 303 00:22:33.319 --> 00:22:37.519 I completely wasted my time and went down these streets that led nowhere, but 304 00:22:37.799 --> 00:22:41.640 I walked down them and like I came back and I know what those branches 305 00:22:41.680 --> 00:22:45.559 down that street look like, you know what I mean. It's like you 306 00:22:45.640 --> 00:22:48.559 just have to do, but you have to do in a sense that like, 307 00:22:48.640 --> 00:22:52.119 Okay, this isn't You have to realize right, like is this your 308 00:22:52.119 --> 00:22:55.200 passion? Yes or no? If it's no, then what do you like 309 00:22:55.319 --> 00:22:59.559 about what you're doing? You take that and then you apply that to the 310 00:22:59.599 --> 00:23:03.960 next right and you just try to get one step closer and eventually you kind 311 00:23:03.960 --> 00:23:06.359 of fall into something that you're like, Okay, yeah, I could do 312 00:23:06.440 --> 00:23:10.759 this. Yes, that's a great point. Every step along the way is 313 00:23:10.839 --> 00:23:15.160 even if you're not like ultimately finding out that like, oh this is the 314 00:23:15.160 --> 00:23:17.880 thing, I really do want to continue to pursue this, and this really 315 00:23:17.960 --> 00:23:21.599 is my dream and whatever. Every time you try something, you are at 316 00:23:22.079 --> 00:23:26.000 very least narrowing down the things that you truly love and care about and the 317 00:23:26.039 --> 00:23:30.759 things that maybe you don't care about it as much as you thought you did. 318 00:23:30.640 --> 00:23:34.119 To add to that, what I have come to find in my life, 319 00:23:34.519 --> 00:23:40.839 and maybe this isn't true for everyone, but I believe that we inherently, 320 00:23:41.519 --> 00:23:45.359 you know, when we do have goals and dreams. I believe that 321 00:23:45.440 --> 00:23:52.599 we dream really big, really really big, and then in reality we meet 322 00:23:52.599 --> 00:23:55.799 somewhere in the middle, you know what I mean. Like I think, 323 00:23:56.359 --> 00:24:00.240 what's that quote, shoot for the moon and maybe you'll land among the stars 324 00:24:00.359 --> 00:24:03.319 or something like that, right, yeah, like it's it's you know, 325 00:24:04.200 --> 00:24:07.359 I mean, I don't have an specific example off the top of my head. 326 00:24:07.359 --> 00:24:10.000 I mean, I can talk about people I know, but you know, 327 00:24:10.039 --> 00:24:12.519 to keep people situations anonymous. But yeah, I mean, I think, 328 00:24:12.599 --> 00:24:17.480 like you dream really big, you just what's important is you're taking the 329 00:24:17.480 --> 00:24:19.640 steps. It's like they always say this this fabled, you know, cheesy 330 00:24:19.680 --> 00:24:22.200 quote, it's the friends we made along the way. You know, it's 331 00:24:22.200 --> 00:24:26.319 not about the destination. It's the journey. Like it is true, you 332 00:24:26.359 --> 00:24:30.440 know, like we grow as we take the steps forward incrementally, that's gradual, 333 00:24:30.559 --> 00:24:33.480 little by little. Yeah, that's the only thing we're here to do. 334 00:24:33.599 --> 00:24:38.039 We're here to have a human experience. We are souls having a human 335 00:24:38.319 --> 00:24:44.920 experience. So like it's as corny as it might sound, it's the only 336 00:24:45.079 --> 00:24:48.799 thing that actually matters. It's like we're here to just experience. Shit. 337 00:24:49.319 --> 00:24:55.440 I think if we are like humble about our goals, like not just us, 338 00:24:55.480 --> 00:24:57.279 but like everyone, Like, you know, I want to be a 339 00:24:57.319 --> 00:25:00.440 famous movie star, Like okay, well, you you know, maybe maybe 340 00:25:03.200 --> 00:25:06.759 maybe that's a little bit of an unrealistic goal, you know, but like 341 00:25:07.400 --> 00:25:11.039 humble about our goals, you know, things, things that are meaningful and 342 00:25:11.119 --> 00:25:17.960 purposeful and are fulfilling in life. And we set the expectation of you know, 343 00:25:18.319 --> 00:25:22.079 just going forward one step at a time. Like it's just crazy what 344 00:25:22.160 --> 00:25:26.319 happens when you come out on the other side, you know. Yeah, 345 00:25:26.359 --> 00:25:30.160 but I mean I think it's important to shoot as high as you can go 346 00:25:30.559 --> 00:25:34.440 for sure. Like set I tend to agree, set your sites as absolutely 347 00:25:34.519 --> 00:25:38.559 crazy high as you can. The thing where I think most people slip up 348 00:25:38.960 --> 00:25:45.160 is they set it so high that they can't see the next step, and 349 00:25:45.200 --> 00:25:48.440 then they so they never take that step. I'm gonna I'm gonna run with 350 00:25:48.480 --> 00:25:51.359 that. I think it's a little different. I think that the goal is 351 00:25:51.400 --> 00:25:55.759 so high they don't humble themselves to take this step. So if your goal 352 00:25:55.880 --> 00:26:00.759 is to be a famous movie star in Hollywood, you can't be above community 353 00:26:00.799 --> 00:26:04.960 theater. That's what I was thinking about. It can't be you can't high 354 00:26:06.039 --> 00:26:08.079 road the steps it takes to get there, because everybody who's been at the 355 00:26:08.079 --> 00:26:11.079 top has been at the bottom. I was gonna start it at the bottom. 356 00:26:11.119 --> 00:26:12.960 I didn't say it, but I was gonna say, maybe start with 357 00:26:14.039 --> 00:26:17.440 theater. Start, you know, start somewhere humble, Yes, you know, 358 00:26:17.519 --> 00:26:19.440 like you gotta be realistic about your goals, like not. You know, 359 00:26:19.799 --> 00:26:23.279 it's it's just like Jim Carrey, like his whole thing was like he 360 00:26:23.279 --> 00:26:30.440 he like religiously manifested where he's at now in life, Like he wrote himself 361 00:26:30.440 --> 00:26:33.519 a check for ten million dollars when he was broke and he like manifested. 362 00:26:33.640 --> 00:26:38.440 He saw the biggest goal that he could set. He set it. But 363 00:26:38.559 --> 00:26:41.880 then he did the community theater. He right, he took the steps. 364 00:26:41.960 --> 00:26:45.359 Yes, he put his head down, he humbled himself, and he put 365 00:26:45.359 --> 00:26:48.039 in the work. Yeah, that's what it. That's the secret, sauce. 366 00:26:48.319 --> 00:26:49.880 I mean, dude, it doesn't just happen. No, we're talking 367 00:26:49.920 --> 00:26:53.720 about faith, right, right, We're talking about faith. It's the crux 368 00:26:53.960 --> 00:26:57.359 of Wait, is crux the right word? What does crux mean? Yeah, 369 00:26:57.440 --> 00:27:03.559 that's right, it's this sounds good to me. Okay, it's it's 370 00:27:03.599 --> 00:27:07.440 the crux of every like religion, every spiritual practice. To take it a 371 00:27:07.440 --> 00:27:12.480 step further, though, we're talking about like acting on your faith. Right, 372 00:27:12.880 --> 00:27:18.279 there's a difference. Yeah yeah, passive faith. No, right, 373 00:27:18.200 --> 00:27:23.319 well yeah, it's like there's there's acting on your faith, but then I 374 00:27:23.319 --> 00:27:30.839 think there's also actively having faith. Well it's like, for example, something 375 00:27:30.839 --> 00:27:34.200 I struggle with all the time, freaking out about XYZ situation in my life, 376 00:27:34.519 --> 00:27:37.359 freaking out, freaking out, anxious, Oh my god, I got 377 00:27:37.400 --> 00:27:40.000 this new house. How am I gonna pay the bills? You know, 378 00:27:40.079 --> 00:27:45.200 just every little scenario in my mind, God's gonna take care of me, 379 00:27:45.519 --> 00:27:48.319 but oh my god, I'm still freaking out. That's passive faith. The 380 00:27:48.359 --> 00:27:51.799 active faith is like, no, I'm not gonna freak out. I'm gonna 381 00:27:51.880 --> 00:27:56.279 understand that it's okay to have an unknown in my near future. Have the 382 00:27:56.319 --> 00:28:00.880 faith that like, first of all, my ability to do what I need 383 00:28:00.920 --> 00:28:03.480 to do to take care of everything here. Second of all, like I 384 00:28:03.519 --> 00:28:07.799 said, when you have dreams and goals and faith and you know X y 385 00:28:07.960 --> 00:28:11.200 Z, God, the universe, reality, whatever is going to meet you 386 00:28:11.240 --> 00:28:15.079 halfway, do what I can on my end, the measly humble human end, 387 00:28:15.400 --> 00:28:18.960 to stop flipping out and try to calm down and understand, Okay, 388 00:28:18.960 --> 00:28:25.480 look, this is unknown, this is uncomfortable, and that is okay, 389 00:28:25.519 --> 00:28:29.480 that's okay. Yeah, active faith, Yeah, it's and like, the 390 00:28:29.599 --> 00:28:32.920 universe is going to meet you every step of the way, every step that 391 00:28:33.000 --> 00:28:40.000 you that you take, Yes, every step. Oh come on now to 392 00:28:40.079 --> 00:28:41.720 me, baby. It's true. You set a super high goal, right, 393 00:28:41.799 --> 00:28:45.279 and then you're like, you know, if you just say, like 394 00:28:45.319 --> 00:28:47.240 God, I want to be in a freaking movie star, make me movie 395 00:28:47.279 --> 00:28:49.799 star tomorrow, you know it's probably it doesn't happen that way. But if 396 00:28:49.839 --> 00:28:55.960 you envision the next step in reaching that goal, and you say, like 397 00:28:56.079 --> 00:29:00.599 I have faith that the universe or God is going to provide that for me, 398 00:29:00.759 --> 00:29:06.480 and and like you know, lay down the freaking the road to that 399 00:29:07.160 --> 00:29:11.799 if you have faith, active faith. I'll just share the way that I 400 00:29:11.880 --> 00:29:18.279 practice active faith, which is new for me. New Well, I guess 401 00:29:18.440 --> 00:29:21.359 I used to do that when I was younger, but I'm finding it again. 402 00:29:22.039 --> 00:29:26.799 Is I have a goal, I think about the next step of that 403 00:29:26.960 --> 00:29:34.200 goal, and I ask God for help and then I imagine the feeling, 404 00:29:34.319 --> 00:29:41.279 like I try to wash myself in the feeling of what that will be like 405 00:29:41.440 --> 00:29:45.599 when I achieve that next step. That's like manifestation one on one two. 406 00:29:45.960 --> 00:29:48.359 Yeah. Absolutely, it's like the first rule. It's like you're right, 407 00:29:48.559 --> 00:29:52.920 yes, like trying to make yourself feel what is it going to feel like 408 00:29:52.960 --> 00:29:56.359 when I achieve that or when I get that, and then when you bathe 409 00:29:56.400 --> 00:30:00.599 in that, then you let it go. Yes, exactly, actly exactly 410 00:30:00.799 --> 00:30:06.759 because to me, like I have to have that palate cleanser or those feelings 411 00:30:06.799 --> 00:30:10.599 are just gonna linger on me and I'm just gonna like I could say, 412 00:30:11.039 --> 00:30:14.160 I have faith that it's gonna be better. But if I still have those 413 00:30:14.240 --> 00:30:19.440 lingering feelings, that tends to be what my daydreams are and what my thoughts 414 00:30:19.480 --> 00:30:25.440 before going to sleep are really are forward thinking in my life, like what's 415 00:30:25.480 --> 00:30:27.480 the plan, what are the goals, what are the achievements? And then 416 00:30:27.839 --> 00:30:36.720 seeing myself live that life. So then what are some examples of you being 417 00:30:37.240 --> 00:30:42.200 or both of you being rewarded with being courageous? You won't go first, 418 00:30:42.680 --> 00:30:45.400 Yeah, I mean, I'll tell my kind of employment story, I guess, 419 00:30:48.200 --> 00:30:51.359 So go back in time. I'm sure I've talked about it on here 420 00:30:51.400 --> 00:30:56.240 before twenty twenty three. At the beginning of twenty twenty three, I made 421 00:30:56.240 --> 00:30:57.640 myself a promise. I said, by the end of this year, I 422 00:30:57.680 --> 00:31:03.519 am going to learn something new, like absolutely out of my wheelhouse, something 423 00:31:03.519 --> 00:31:08.519 I've never done before. I took my I had to take my boat in 424 00:31:08.599 --> 00:31:11.079 for service. I got my boat out, I got the bill. I 425 00:31:11.119 --> 00:31:15.799 was like, jeez, okay. So I started looking up you know, 426 00:31:17.039 --> 00:31:19.640 my motor and and then I found a class at the local community college. 427 00:31:19.680 --> 00:31:22.680 I said, this is it. Here it is. I'm gonna go take 428 00:31:22.720 --> 00:31:26.720 this class. Hopefully I can learn how to service my motor and I'll never 429 00:31:26.759 --> 00:31:29.400 have to pay this bill again. Like that was that was the goal. 430 00:31:29.440 --> 00:31:32.440 That was the goal. That was it was. I promised myself I was 431 00:31:32.480 --> 00:31:36.799 going to do something new, and here's a good reason, Like I didn't 432 00:31:36.839 --> 00:31:40.200 know any of that. Absolutely practical, let's do it, right. I 433 00:31:40.200 --> 00:31:45.559 signed up for this class. Class started in June, and uh the end 434 00:31:45.559 --> 00:31:49.799 of June, and come to the beginning of June. I mean so sorry, 435 00:31:51.079 --> 00:31:53.039 let me let me keep telling the story. Sign up for the class. 436 00:31:53.119 --> 00:31:56.720 I'm continuing to work, have this work from home job, and it's 437 00:31:56.759 --> 00:32:00.160 just not for me. I'm miserable. I'm in a fo all the time. 438 00:32:00.279 --> 00:32:05.000 I'm not taking care of myself, like it's just not working out, 439 00:32:05.279 --> 00:32:07.759 and I feel so stuck, Like what am I going to do? What 440 00:32:07.799 --> 00:32:09.880 am I going to do? Constantly talking to my coworkers about quitting, finding 441 00:32:09.880 --> 00:32:19.240 a new job, blah blah blah, and I basically a week before school 442 00:32:19.279 --> 00:32:22.960 started, I got fired, right, right, So I got fired. 443 00:32:22.079 --> 00:32:24.720 I'm like, okay, well, cosmic time, at least I have this 444 00:32:24.759 --> 00:32:28.880 school to go to, right, I've already paid for that. Everything, 445 00:32:28.880 --> 00:32:30.839 It's all set in place, and I was fortunate enough to be able to 446 00:32:30.880 --> 00:32:32.720 take some time off. So I was just like, you know what, 447 00:32:32.799 --> 00:32:37.799 I'm not going to stress about it. My favorite part is I called my 448 00:32:37.880 --> 00:32:40.880 fiance. I said, hey, I got fired, and she said, 449 00:32:40.920 --> 00:32:47.440 good, damn good. I'm tired of dealing with you. I know, 450 00:32:47.720 --> 00:32:52.200 She's like, you're not happy, You're in a foul mood all the time. 451 00:32:52.680 --> 00:32:57.319 Good for the listener, just soak that in. So, yeah, 452 00:32:57.359 --> 00:33:01.440 it's it's tired of dealing with you. Well, maybe the other part, 453 00:33:01.519 --> 00:33:05.920 but yeah, yeah, honestly, she's a brave woman. That's a real 454 00:33:06.000 --> 00:33:08.559 one, straight up, that's real support. No, so cause I'm kind 455 00:33:08.559 --> 00:33:12.680 of like, you know, I didn't like the job, but I also 456 00:33:12.759 --> 00:33:15.960 don't like being fired, you know what I mean, like the fact that 457 00:33:15.279 --> 00:33:17.599 fired me. Bro, Like, we don't have to go into the nitty 458 00:33:19.160 --> 00:33:21.440 that was not your fault. But it's divine timing. It doesn't matter. 459 00:33:21.480 --> 00:33:23.319 It's the best thing that ever happened to me. It's still rejection. She 460 00:33:23.440 --> 00:33:28.160 said good, and I said, you know what, good And I looked 461 00:33:28.160 --> 00:33:31.480 myself in the mirror and I said, good, this is good. And 462 00:33:31.559 --> 00:33:34.480 I called my buddy. I said, yeah, man, I've got no 463 00:33:34.559 --> 00:33:37.599 excuse to not being the gym tomorrow. I said, laid it out. 464 00:33:37.640 --> 00:33:38.119 He's like, oh, I'm sorry. I'm like, no, don't be 465 00:33:38.119 --> 00:33:43.240 sorry. It's good. And it started for the next two months. Hit 466 00:33:43.279 --> 00:33:45.519 the gym was in school at night, I'm in school and I'm like, 467 00:33:45.599 --> 00:33:51.559 holy cow, there's an entire career here. Start hitting the shop in school, 468 00:33:51.640 --> 00:33:52.559 start learning, digging into it, and I'm like, man, this 469 00:33:52.720 --> 00:33:57.559 is really cool stuff. Like I'm excited, right, so I'm going to 470 00:33:57.559 --> 00:34:01.079 school for this. I'm lying in bed thinking, man, like I like 471 00:34:01.119 --> 00:34:04.680 these little boat motors. I like what I'm doing, but I want to 472 00:34:04.720 --> 00:34:07.920 work on big boats. I want to work on yachts. I want to 473 00:34:07.960 --> 00:34:10.280 be on these big, massive, million dollar boats. And I'm lying there 474 00:34:10.400 --> 00:34:13.800 sleep thinking how am I going to work on these boats? How am I 475 00:34:13.800 --> 00:34:15.760 going to work on these boats? That's the key. You're falling asleep in 476 00:34:15.800 --> 00:34:21.480 the Theta state. Yes, And every night I'm sitting there thinking, man, 477 00:34:21.559 --> 00:34:27.280 I want to be on these big boats and talking to a buddy who 478 00:34:27.320 --> 00:34:30.639 worked for this guy I work with now, back a couple of years ago. 479 00:34:30.639 --> 00:34:32.159 I said, YO, put me in touch. I had no clue 480 00:34:32.159 --> 00:34:36.239 what he did. I had no clue. All I knew is my buddy 481 00:34:36.239 --> 00:34:39.480 would install sound systems on boats and stuff like electronics on boats. Right, 482 00:34:40.159 --> 00:34:46.039 turns out I'm working on essentially yachts for people, and now all I do 483 00:34:46.079 --> 00:34:51.119 is work on big boats. Yeah, it sounds like to me, the 484 00:34:51.159 --> 00:34:57.800 initial courage, the initial thing that you had to overcome was when you lost 485 00:34:57.840 --> 00:35:04.400 your job. Transfiguring that into a positive that's that's a big part. But 486 00:35:04.440 --> 00:35:08.360 I also think the actual just courage of pushing myself to do something brand new. 487 00:35:09.079 --> 00:35:12.599 Yeah, definitely. Yeah, that's where I think it got kicked off. 488 00:35:12.679 --> 00:35:16.480 But it's like that that that first that first bit where you lost your 489 00:35:16.559 --> 00:35:21.000 job was like the test. It was like, are you gonna let this 490 00:35:21.079 --> 00:35:22.920 bury you? Are you gonna get into the old pattern? Right? Are 491 00:35:22.920 --> 00:35:28.239 you gonna? Yeah? Because for me, I lost my job and I 492 00:35:28.320 --> 00:35:31.239 kind of did let it bury me a little bit. I was not thinking 493 00:35:31.280 --> 00:35:36.480 positively about it. Started working with my brother for a while and whatever, 494 00:35:37.079 --> 00:35:39.239 and then you know, I've told the story. The apartment rent goes up 495 00:35:39.280 --> 00:35:45.679 three hundred dollars overnight and then this at this point, I hadn't like prayed 496 00:35:45.960 --> 00:35:52.079 to God in like a decade probably, And I think that the courageous thing 497 00:35:52.760 --> 00:35:59.159 for me was like reaching out with my faith and and like having the courage 498 00:35:59.199 --> 00:36:04.880 to uncomfortable as it felt, and as not sure about it as I felt, 499 00:36:05.400 --> 00:36:07.800 I just said, like, you know what, I'm just gonna I'm 500 00:36:07.800 --> 00:36:13.039 just gonna pray out loud anyway, and and just choose to believe, even 501 00:36:13.039 --> 00:36:15.840 though I'm not feeling very positive at all, just give it to God. 502 00:36:15.079 --> 00:36:20.639 Yeah. Literally, like, just choose to believe that it's gonna it's gonna 503 00:36:20.639 --> 00:36:24.840 work itself out and it's not gonna be a worry. And minutes later, 504 00:36:25.079 --> 00:36:30.960 I got into my brother's truck and he was basically like, hey, I 505 00:36:30.320 --> 00:36:34.280 know a guy who has a place for you to live for way cheaper. 506 00:36:34.880 --> 00:36:39.519 And I was like, oh that It was eerie eerie. Minutes after and 507 00:36:39.559 --> 00:36:45.159 I had this whole internal debate of like, am I really gonna like pray 508 00:36:45.239 --> 00:36:49.280 to God? Like I don't, I don't even know how. I don't 509 00:36:49.280 --> 00:36:52.920 know how I feel about that. I don't have positive feelings towards the act 510 00:36:52.960 --> 00:36:55.719 of doing that, Like I haven't done that in forever. This wasn't like 511 00:36:55.840 --> 00:37:00.320 a passage. I was actively thinking this stuff like I don't know that's oncom 512 00:37:00.960 --> 00:37:04.800 I don't know. And then it just I talked to Casey. She was 513 00:37:05.039 --> 00:37:08.960 freaking out, super stressed, and I just decided to do it and immediately 514 00:37:09.000 --> 00:37:14.519 it was rewarded, And like that has been the past year and a half 515 00:37:14.599 --> 00:37:19.679 of my life is being faced with something really rough, having the courage to 516 00:37:21.199 --> 00:37:25.079 give it to God, pray about it, take one foot and put it 517 00:37:25.119 --> 00:37:29.039 in front of the other, and then boom, it just falls into place 518 00:37:29.320 --> 00:37:37.159 immediately. Countless times I can't explain, countless countless times I've been faced with 519 00:37:37.199 --> 00:37:38.639 something I'm like, I have no idea how I'm gonna get past this, 520 00:37:39.039 --> 00:37:43.639 and then I pray and boom it's done. It's gone. Yeah, you 521 00:37:43.679 --> 00:37:47.320 know what. Like I've been thinking about a lot, and especially like really 522 00:37:47.719 --> 00:37:52.599 leaning into the reincarnation thing. I can't help I keep coming back to this 523 00:37:52.960 --> 00:37:58.639 video game levels analogy in my head that every life is a new level, 524 00:37:59.039 --> 00:38:01.480 and that I do think it's possible to get knocked down a level, but 525 00:38:01.519 --> 00:38:06.719 I do think it's really hard. So I think you're operating at this level 526 00:38:06.760 --> 00:38:09.679 whatever, and your goal is to get to the next level, right, 527 00:38:09.760 --> 00:38:14.320 and you basically have to lead a good life to do that or learn from 528 00:38:14.320 --> 00:38:17.079 this life to do that, And every time you're kind of given a different 529 00:38:17.119 --> 00:38:22.440 set of tools and a different obviously different body, different set of circumstances. 530 00:38:22.480 --> 00:38:25.760 You have a different set of things that you are going to experience. But 531 00:38:25.760 --> 00:38:30.320 then when you tell stories, like when you're just told, I just think 532 00:38:30.360 --> 00:38:35.480 of like playing video games or Grand Theft Auto or whatever. When you know 533 00:38:36.000 --> 00:38:39.480 what the goal is, it's easy to figure out. And when you're going 534 00:38:39.559 --> 00:38:44.480 through the way that the game wants you to play it, the walls keep 535 00:38:44.559 --> 00:38:46.719 falling down in front of you. Like it's easy to play, you know 536 00:38:46.760 --> 00:38:51.599 what I mean, because you know what you're doing and it gives it to 537 00:38:51.639 --> 00:38:53.920 you one step at a time. Right, It's not like you don't turn 538 00:38:53.960 --> 00:38:59.119 the game on and then fight the final boss. Right, you do one 539 00:38:59.320 --> 00:39:01.840 level at a time, one little quest at a time. It presents you 540 00:39:01.880 --> 00:39:06.159 with the problem, you find the solution, it prevents you with the I 541 00:39:06.199 --> 00:39:08.280 pulled up a post that's perfect timing with this. I was I had this 542 00:39:08.360 --> 00:39:12.119 up for a few minutes, but I saw this post the other day, 543 00:39:12.239 --> 00:39:15.400 and it says the universe will put you in the same situations over and over 544 00:39:15.480 --> 00:39:21.239 again until you learn it's a video, so to react differently, until you 545 00:39:21.320 --> 00:39:23.199 learn to think differently. Let me see if I can fast forward a little 546 00:39:23.199 --> 00:39:30.719 bit until you learn that, come on, now, old habits stop pausing. 547 00:39:30.840 --> 00:39:34.599 Old habits don't open new doors. You have to eliminate in order to 548 00:39:34.679 --> 00:39:39.320 evolve. So that's that rings true to me. It's like that's the courage 549 00:39:39.559 --> 00:39:43.960 exactly. They say the definition of insanity is like doing the same thing over 550 00:39:44.000 --> 00:39:46.159 and over and over and expecting different results. But I do feel like that's 551 00:39:46.199 --> 00:39:51.599 true. Like we when we keep having these like crisis points in our life, 552 00:39:51.639 --> 00:39:54.119 it's like we're being tested, and I think on the subtle level, 553 00:39:54.199 --> 00:39:58.840 it's like, hey, are you going to fall into the old pattern or 554 00:39:58.880 --> 00:40:01.159 are you going to evolve and think differently and rise above it. It's like 555 00:40:01.199 --> 00:40:06.679 what I was explaining or what you were explaining earlier. Like just I've never 556 00:40:06.719 --> 00:40:08.920 had panic attacks in my life until last week. I just started having panic 557 00:40:08.920 --> 00:40:13.280 attacks about this whole house situation. Really, oh dude. I had to 558 00:40:13.280 --> 00:40:15.880 get the car and drive away, and it's just it's been eight weeks of 559 00:40:15.000 --> 00:40:20.159 just chaos, living in a half gutted house, on air mattresses everywhere. 560 00:40:20.199 --> 00:40:23.400 Seven people standing here are doing work, I mean, doing a podcast schedule. 561 00:40:23.440 --> 00:40:28.320 I mean, it's been insane. It's been insane, and I started 562 00:40:28.360 --> 00:40:30.599 having these panic attacks, like, dude, like what the fuck am I 563 00:40:30.639 --> 00:40:35.639 going to do? You know about all of this? It's it's it's it's 564 00:40:35.679 --> 00:40:37.079 been a lot. And I started thinking, like, you know what, 565 00:40:38.719 --> 00:40:43.719 it's going to be, okay, like it's it's it has to be. 566 00:40:44.159 --> 00:40:46.000 Yeah, it has to be. Literally, it has to be you know 567 00:40:46.000 --> 00:40:51.400 what I mean, Like I cannot slip into that old pattern because my childhood 568 00:40:51.440 --> 00:40:55.079 was always so much crisis with you know, XYZ happening, and I mean 569 00:40:55.079 --> 00:41:00.719 everybody knows the story, and I you know, because of trauma or PTSD 570 00:41:00.000 --> 00:41:04.280 or whatever. The second something goes bad, my mind is like fight or 571 00:41:04.280 --> 00:41:07.800 flight mode, falling apart. Everything's falling up over dude. I mean every 572 00:41:07.800 --> 00:41:10.480 house I ever had up until I was like twenty four, we lost and 573 00:41:10.519 --> 00:41:15.079 we had to suddenly, you know, move out of and you know, 574 00:41:15.119 --> 00:41:16.119 here I am buying a house like, oh my god, I'm not gonna 575 00:41:16.119 --> 00:41:19.239 be able to keep it. I'm gonna lose it, just you know, 576 00:41:19.320 --> 00:41:22.440 like every other time in my life, all these scenarios running through my head 577 00:41:22.480 --> 00:41:23.880 and I'm thinking about this stuff. I'm like no, no, no, 578 00:41:23.880 --> 00:41:29.519 no, it's it's a test. It's got to be uncomfortable to grow into 579 00:41:29.559 --> 00:41:32.840 a good situation. And I based on what you were saying earlier, when 580 00:41:32.840 --> 00:41:37.559 you were like having the courage to admit that you were thinking like, oh 581 00:41:37.559 --> 00:41:40.159 my God, I don't feel good about praying to God. In my experience, 582 00:41:42.480 --> 00:41:45.519 I have noticed just being somebody who talks about God a lot because of 583 00:41:45.519 --> 00:41:47.760 all this stuff going on in the background, the phenomenon, and you know, 584 00:41:47.840 --> 00:41:51.360 growing up in church, I mean we've always talked about God. It's 585 00:41:51.360 --> 00:41:53.119 always been on my whole life subject. Yeah, I mean, we've just 586 00:41:53.199 --> 00:41:59.519 always been around the subject. And in my experience, I feel like most 587 00:41:59.559 --> 00:42:06.079 people are afraid of God, and not why you would think. I think 588 00:42:06.480 --> 00:42:12.159 that people are afraid of God because they deep down, in the recesses of 589 00:42:12.199 --> 00:42:16.440 their mind, they know that something is there, but they interpret it through 590 00:42:16.639 --> 00:42:21.000 like the mainstream lens of you know, like how they see Christians act, 591 00:42:21.079 --> 00:42:23.039 or you know, Muslims or so and so or so and so, and 592 00:42:23.079 --> 00:42:28.440 they see all these rules and regulations and like it's so daunting to get into 593 00:42:28.480 --> 00:42:32.000 one of these ritualistic systems that it's like, you know whatever, And they 594 00:42:32.400 --> 00:42:36.280 probably think in the back of their mind, you know, they're being judged 595 00:42:36.320 --> 00:42:38.480 because they don't adhere to this system or that system, and they just don't 596 00:42:38.480 --> 00:42:40.760 want to deal with it at all. And it's easier to just shine, 597 00:42:40.920 --> 00:42:44.920 Isn't it easier, like when someone's talking about you behind your back to not 598 00:42:45.000 --> 00:42:46.920 try to like make peace with them, but just like you know, do 599 00:42:47.039 --> 00:42:49.760 it back. You know, well, you know what I mean, Bro, 600 00:42:49.880 --> 00:42:53.679 It's always easier to do nothing, Like it's always easier to either do 601 00:42:53.760 --> 00:42:58.480 nothing or go low. It's always right, right, right right, But 602 00:42:58.559 --> 00:43:02.280 it's not rewarding. But what I was going to say is I believe that 603 00:43:02.400 --> 00:43:07.079 it's the opposite of how most people see and like to connect with God, 604 00:43:07.159 --> 00:43:09.920 to connect with you know, the spirits the spirit world. It's not about 605 00:43:09.960 --> 00:43:15.880 like being in this system or that system or being perfect or doing the right 606 00:43:15.920 --> 00:43:20.239 thing. It's about humbling yourself and being like, Okay, I need help. 607 00:43:20.719 --> 00:43:22.840 Yeah you know what I mean, I need help, Like, yeah, 608 00:43:22.440 --> 00:43:25.519 I've got something going on that I can't figure out right now. And 609 00:43:25.559 --> 00:43:29.519 there's all these parables. It's like, you know, people were like throwing 610 00:43:29.599 --> 00:43:35.199 stones at these these you know, women and prostitutes and like like leperers and 611 00:43:35.280 --> 00:43:37.440 beggars and all these people and Jesus is like, what's the matter with you 612 00:43:37.480 --> 00:43:40.119 guys? And he's like having dinner with him and hanging out with him, 613 00:43:40.119 --> 00:43:44.480 and he's being like, my God is their God, you know what I 614 00:43:44.519 --> 00:43:46.800 mean, for the broken, for the poor, not for the freaking perfect, 615 00:43:47.079 --> 00:43:51.639 not for the Christian, not for the Hindu. God God is for 616 00:43:52.320 --> 00:43:57.159 everyone, everyone and the broken. Yeah, the sinners, yes, bad 617 00:43:57.199 --> 00:44:01.639 people. Yeah. It's it's interesting how you'll hear people say that like God, 618 00:44:01.719 --> 00:44:07.920 God loves everyone the same until it's inconvenient for people to think that way, 619 00:44:07.000 --> 00:44:10.199 And a lot of times people don't even really understand what that means. 620 00:44:10.960 --> 00:44:15.559 Like I was talking to my dad one time, and this wasn't too long 621 00:44:15.599 --> 00:44:16.599 ago, just a couple of years ago. We were in the kitchen just 622 00:44:16.639 --> 00:44:20.840 talking about God and faith and that kind of stuff. And it was not, 623 00:44:21.440 --> 00:44:24.480 by any means a debate, Like we don't do that, like especially 624 00:44:24.559 --> 00:44:29.960 when it comes to religion and God, and we're just having like a genuine 625 00:44:30.000 --> 00:44:35.840 conversation that includes questioning things and whatever. And you know, we were talking 626 00:44:36.320 --> 00:44:40.519 and I was like, Okay, well, I mean, what do you 627 00:44:40.559 --> 00:44:47.800 feel about a terrible person who abuses like children, like, you know, 628 00:44:47.880 --> 00:44:52.920 do they deserve the love of God, and like, why why could a 629 00:44:53.000 --> 00:44:58.960 man who like murders a child or something horrible like that, Why does he 630 00:44:59.000 --> 00:45:02.920 deserve to be redeem or why does he deserve you know, the same treatment 631 00:45:04.039 --> 00:45:07.079 and and love and all this stuff. And and he was like, well, 632 00:45:08.800 --> 00:45:13.760 I have three kids, and if one of them did something horrible like 633 00:45:13.800 --> 00:45:17.280 that, I couldn't help but love them anyway. Dude, I see videos 634 00:45:17.320 --> 00:45:22.639 of murderers on trial and their parents don't want them to go to jail. 635 00:45:22.039 --> 00:45:25.000 Yeah, I mean, could we imagine a higher mind? There's parts to 636 00:45:25.039 --> 00:45:29.679 this we don't understand. Yeah. Absolutely, maybe they're not worthy of redemption, 637 00:45:29.800 --> 00:45:31.559 but I mean, come on, like, everybody in some way is 638 00:45:31.559 --> 00:45:35.840 worthy of love. Oh, some way, absolutely, because then because if 639 00:45:35.880 --> 00:45:38.480 not, the love is conditional for everyone. It's conditional. And also, 640 00:45:38.760 --> 00:45:44.719 I mean that it would depreciate the value of love to think that everyone doesn't 641 00:45:44.719 --> 00:45:50.760 deserve it, right, Like, it's it's it's everything. Love is truly 642 00:45:50.840 --> 00:45:54.800 everything. Like it's it's the most powerful. It's the most powerful feeling that 643 00:45:54.840 --> 00:45:59.679 you can experience in this realm. It's it's the most important thing that you 644 00:45:59.719 --> 00:46:02.000 can experience in this realm. I think it's the binding force of the universe 645 00:46:02.119 --> 00:46:06.440 and it's fundamental, like yeah, literally, And you know they're kind of 646 00:46:06.480 --> 00:46:09.559 hinting at that in Interstellar. Oh it's the force that like reaches across time 647 00:46:09.599 --> 00:46:13.880 and space. Oh crazy. And I was talking to a coworker today about 648 00:46:13.880 --> 00:46:16.280 Interstellar. That's crazy. You said that synchronicity. Yeah, but it always 649 00:46:16.280 --> 00:46:21.320 happens after the fact for you, right, look right, look it just 650 00:46:21.360 --> 00:46:25.400 happened again, but or during Yeah, but yeah, I think you're right. 651 00:46:25.440 --> 00:46:29.440 I think it's a fundamental force that binds the whole universe together. And 652 00:46:29.480 --> 00:46:30.760 like people could be like, Okay, well, where's your proof. Well, 653 00:46:30.800 --> 00:46:34.599 first of all, I don't have any right I have I have. 654 00:46:35.440 --> 00:46:37.400 First of all, through God, all things are possible. So got that 655 00:46:37.440 --> 00:46:40.159 down. I don't have proof, you know, I don't. I don't 656 00:46:40.239 --> 00:46:44.960 need proof to believe that, you know what I mean. But secondly, 657 00:46:45.639 --> 00:46:47.480 the proof is all around us. Yeah, I mean there there there are 658 00:46:47.480 --> 00:46:52.360 some really interesting, really interesting things like for example, you know, we 659 00:46:52.440 --> 00:46:58.800 go into the Sofaggio tones, and it is scientifically proven that five hundred and 660 00:46:58.800 --> 00:47:04.719 twenty eight hurts literally is the resonant vibration of the color green all throughout nature 661 00:47:04.719 --> 00:47:07.800 in the universe the rays from the Sun. My dad was made privy to 662 00:47:07.920 --> 00:47:15.639 some research by NASA scientists that they literally are measuring that the sun. You 663 00:47:15.639 --> 00:47:17.800 know, everybody thinks it's this big yellow, orange ball, but it has 664 00:47:17.880 --> 00:47:22.000 green light coming from it as well. It's not all colors, right, 665 00:47:22.559 --> 00:47:27.280 And they have literally measured that there is this green light that is coming from 666 00:47:27.280 --> 00:47:31.400 the Sun to Earth and it is encoding all life to grow. And what 667 00:47:31.440 --> 00:47:36.360 does it resonate with? Five hundred and twenty eight hertz. Also, the 668 00:47:36.440 --> 00:47:39.400 ancient Hindu rishi's and sages, they would get into these trances and they would 669 00:47:39.440 --> 00:47:43.960 meditate. That's how they discovered the chakras and the colors. They did it 670 00:47:44.000 --> 00:47:47.840 through meditation, right, and they intuited you know, the heart chokrates the 671 00:47:47.880 --> 00:47:52.320 color green. I mean, I think there is a case that could be 672 00:47:52.360 --> 00:47:57.280 made that like green as we you know, associate it with the heart and 673 00:47:57.440 --> 00:48:00.760 love and the resonance of openness and harmony in unity. We can look at 674 00:48:00.840 --> 00:48:06.159 Oh, by the way, chlorophyll implants green five hundred and twenty eight hurtz 675 00:48:06.159 --> 00:48:07.599 resonates twenty hurts. So you know, I don't have proof, but I 676 00:48:08.320 --> 00:48:14.119 think like if we pulled apart reality thread by thread, we would ultimately discover 677 00:48:14.199 --> 00:48:17.039 that love is the binding force of the universe. Yeah yeah, and I 678 00:48:17.079 --> 00:48:22.119 mean you can even you can even go way way simpler than that, and 679 00:48:22.239 --> 00:48:25.119 just look at like every human being you've ever known in your entire life, 680 00:48:25.159 --> 00:48:30.559 Like you see, you see what happens to someone when they are deprived of 681 00:48:30.639 --> 00:48:36.400 love right through their life, that it changes them for the worst. It 682 00:48:36.400 --> 00:48:39.760 can, it can mentally handicapped children in third world countries. There's legitimate psychological 683 00:48:39.800 --> 00:48:43.039 studies of this that we had to learn in college. Oh, Like, 684 00:48:43.440 --> 00:48:47.639 in third world countries, there could be orphan children that are like in I 685 00:48:47.840 --> 00:48:52.519 guess orphanages or something. Yeah, and children in that scenario, no, 686 00:48:52.880 --> 00:48:58.960 you know, very low to no income, impoverished, just being cradled and 687 00:48:59.000 --> 00:49:05.719 shown love develop better and more normal than the children who are emotionally neglected. 688 00:49:05.760 --> 00:49:07.880 And actually, in many cases, those children can come out mentally handicapped, 689 00:49:08.079 --> 00:49:15.239 absolutely, And they're showing that things like ADHD come from that. Like that 690 00:49:15.440 --> 00:49:22.480 A lot, a lot of neurological issues stem from the first six years of 691 00:49:22.519 --> 00:49:28.000 life and the amount of like love and nurturing that children get in that time. 692 00:49:28.199 --> 00:49:31.840 Like just look at that that alone. Like, look at the way 693 00:49:31.880 --> 00:49:37.840 that the way that you feel being loved and nurtured by the people around you. 694 00:49:37.960 --> 00:49:40.880 Like it it is, I mean, and and the flip side of 695 00:49:40.920 --> 00:49:46.559 it is grief. Look at when you lose someone that you love. It 696 00:49:46.920 --> 00:49:52.920 is it is truly the worst feeling that a human being can experience. There's 697 00:49:52.960 --> 00:49:58.280 nothing, there's nothing worse. There is nothing worse than losing someone that you 698 00:49:58.360 --> 00:50:04.199 love. That's the true, ruest, most concentrated version of love, because 699 00:50:04.199 --> 00:50:08.000 it's like you're trying to pour all of your love into something that's no longer 700 00:50:08.079 --> 00:50:14.679 there and you feel the bounce back of it, and like that grief is 701 00:50:14.760 --> 00:50:19.199 actually just the flip side of all of the love that you have for that, 702 00:50:19.480 --> 00:50:22.960 Like, I truly believe it is. It is the strongest and most 703 00:50:23.000 --> 00:50:30.159 important feeling that any being in this universe can experience. Do fucking plants. 704 00:50:30.679 --> 00:50:35.679 Fucking plants die if you like, if you talk shit to them, and 705 00:50:35.719 --> 00:50:38.320 then they flourish if you if you speak love into them, like the same 706 00:50:38.360 --> 00:50:42.039 with water molecules when you freeze them. I mean, dude, it's like, 707 00:50:42.079 --> 00:50:45.880 literally, if we pull reality apart thread by thread, we gonna find 708 00:50:45.880 --> 00:50:47.800 out that it literally is the binding force of the universe. It is the 709 00:50:49.000 --> 00:50:51.679 force, dude. Yeah. And the lady when she appeared to my dad, 710 00:50:52.679 --> 00:50:54.000 if you know, if this is news to you one hundred and what 711 00:50:54.079 --> 00:50:59.079 is this one hundred and fifty, if this is news to you at one 712 00:50:59.119 --> 00:51:02.679 hundred and fifty episodes into the show, time warp back to episode seventeen. 713 00:51:04.159 --> 00:51:07.920 Listen to it again. Listen to the regression transcript of like, you know 714 00:51:07.039 --> 00:51:10.440 what dad said, the lady said to him pretty much verbatim, and she 715 00:51:10.519 --> 00:51:15.840 said, I am the manifestation of love. There are love and fear, 716 00:51:16.039 --> 00:51:21.119 only love and fear. And I've pondered that that was what twelve years ago, 717 00:51:21.199 --> 00:51:22.159 Yeah, it's twenty twenty four, Yeah, those twelve years ago. 718 00:51:22.239 --> 00:51:25.199 She appeared in twenty twelve. And I've thought about that for twelve years now, 719 00:51:25.760 --> 00:51:32.760 and I've thought about it like and you know law of attraction. Right, 720 00:51:32.800 --> 00:51:37.519 we think about our souls as like we they're like the celestial bodies of 721 00:51:37.559 --> 00:51:44.039 the universe. It's all the planets are geomagnetic attraction and repulsion and gravity and 722 00:51:44.079 --> 00:51:47.280 how they move through space. Right. I think of love as like, 723 00:51:47.840 --> 00:51:52.840 metaphorically the attractive force of the universe. Right, you love people. It 724 00:51:52.880 --> 00:51:55.280 brings them to you, It binds you together. You experience wonderful memories and 725 00:51:55.280 --> 00:51:59.599 bonds, and it even creates life. You can create life without love too, 726 00:51:59.639 --> 00:52:02.440 we know that, but you know what I mean. And then fear 727 00:52:02.599 --> 00:52:07.280 is like the repulsing force of the universe, any sort of negative emotion that 728 00:52:07.320 --> 00:52:09.440 we have. I mean, Yoda said it best come on, no Like, 729 00:52:09.519 --> 00:52:13.039 fear leads to hate, hate leads to anger, anger leads It starts 730 00:52:13.039 --> 00:52:15.000 with fear. If you're you know, if you attack somebody, if you're 731 00:52:15.039 --> 00:52:20.519 insecure about something, you know, if you lie, all those negative vibratory 732 00:52:20.960 --> 00:52:23.679 actions that you commit stem from fear in some way. If we boil it, 733 00:52:23.679 --> 00:52:29.079 and it repels you from other souls, other people. It's attraction and 734 00:52:29.119 --> 00:52:31.719 repulsion. If we think about ourselves like as above so below, we're like 735 00:52:31.760 --> 00:52:37.480 the microcosm of the great celestial forces of the universe. It's all attraction and 736 00:52:37.599 --> 00:52:40.320 repulsion. It's all this beautiful dance of the stars and the planets, you 737 00:52:40.360 --> 00:52:44.880 know, attracted to each other, you know, roaming through the universe. 738 00:52:45.679 --> 00:52:50.679 But yeah, I think love is the thing that attracts everything, which is 739 00:52:50.719 --> 00:52:58.239 interesting, because everything good, Because what is courage if not just like overcoming 740 00:52:58.320 --> 00:53:02.800 fear, it's overcome the opposite of the thing that binds the entire universe, 741 00:53:04.000 --> 00:53:07.719 which is love. The opposite of that is fear. When you are when 742 00:53:07.719 --> 00:53:14.800 you're sunk in fear and surrounded in fear and controlled by it, what are 743 00:53:14.800 --> 00:53:17.199 you gonna gain? What are you gonna get? You're you're fearing things that 744 00:53:17.199 --> 00:53:22.199 have yet to come, that haven't happened. But when you persevere through that, 745 00:53:22.880 --> 00:53:29.400 the love of the universe or the love of God rewards you. It's 746 00:53:29.719 --> 00:53:35.679 almost like it's almost like a reminder or an example, like, all right, 747 00:53:35.719 --> 00:53:40.440 you you skirted the fear. That's the true point. It's like that's 748 00:53:40.480 --> 00:53:44.480 what the message is from the universe. It's like, hey, you know 749 00:53:44.599 --> 00:53:47.400 that thing that you just did by like getting through your fear, getting over 750 00:53:47.519 --> 00:53:52.079 your fear, Like, that's what I want, That's what you're here to 751 00:53:52.159 --> 00:53:55.800 do. That is exactly what you're here to do, And here's your reward 752 00:53:55.800 --> 00:54:00.840 for That makes me think of the mustard seed. Oh yeah, where you 753 00:54:00.960 --> 00:54:05.119 just your little mustard seed is getting over that little bit of fear, showing 754 00:54:05.159 --> 00:54:09.119 that courage, and then just the full blown love of God is given to 755 00:54:09.159 --> 00:54:15.400 you. Yeah, it's it's it's everything man, and the wild thing is 756 00:54:15.440 --> 00:54:20.280 to me is like, yes, I mean as much as I've experienced this 757 00:54:20.400 --> 00:54:25.239 kind of like overcoming fear and being rewarded, it's still I have to actively 758 00:54:25.400 --> 00:54:30.840 remind myself to keep that in the forefront of my mind. Yeah, which 759 00:54:30.159 --> 00:54:36.719 I find to be a struggle, Like why why am I still having to 760 00:54:36.920 --> 00:54:44.039 try and remind myself of that when I've been so like thoroughly blessed for being 761 00:54:44.119 --> 00:54:47.920 courageous. Why do I have to keep reminding myself to be courageous. That's 762 00:54:47.960 --> 00:54:52.159 the hard part for me, And that's something that I feel like, I'm 763 00:54:52.519 --> 00:54:57.599 like, that's part of my journey is to overcome that. Yeah, it's 764 00:54:57.760 --> 00:55:01.239 it's it's tough for me, but I mean that's okay, Like that's what 765 00:55:01.280 --> 00:55:06.639 life is. It's it's overcoming challenges. I mean, you know, you're 766 00:55:06.679 --> 00:55:14.000 just kind of speaking to like there's definitely two sides to this warm you know 767 00:55:14.079 --> 00:55:17.440 what I mean. Like the it's not that it's easy. Yeah, it's 768 00:55:17.440 --> 00:55:22.599 if it was easy, there would be no courage, you know. It's 769 00:55:22.840 --> 00:55:28.199 it's the adversary in this war is powerful. The fear is powerful, and 770 00:55:28.280 --> 00:55:31.199 I'm not you know, it's all not side of the fear. It's natural. 771 00:55:31.239 --> 00:55:35.039 I'm not vouching for the fear, but yeah, it's natural. It's 772 00:55:35.079 --> 00:55:42.440 hardwired. And uh, it's a real it's a real adversary and it's seductive. 773 00:55:43.039 --> 00:55:45.480 It's like you said, you're not You're not. We're not in paradise 774 00:55:45.519 --> 00:55:49.800 where you know, where we have nothing to learn or however you said it. 775 00:55:49.840 --> 00:55:51.800 You know, like we're in the place where we're supposed to learn. 776 00:55:52.599 --> 00:55:57.360 And yeah, dude, I think like it is about constantly. I don't 777 00:55:57.519 --> 00:56:01.440 know that it's like ever really easy. Like I think I think for whatever 778 00:56:01.480 --> 00:56:07.719 reason, we are that way at a base level because a the stars aligned 779 00:56:07.880 --> 00:56:14.199 and forces in the cosmos that exist, whether we were born here or not, 780 00:56:14.400 --> 00:56:20.800 decided that the specific conditions of your being manifesting here, you're gonna be 781 00:56:20.840 --> 00:56:23.880 this way. You're gonna you're gonna be this way, and your lot in 782 00:56:23.960 --> 00:56:28.679 life is to figure out how to push through this. Right, it's not 783 00:56:28.840 --> 00:56:30.320 I mean, dude, you're twenty nine, you know what I mean. 784 00:56:30.679 --> 00:56:36.239 Imagine when you're sixty, maybe it'll be a different story. Maybe you'll have 785 00:56:36.280 --> 00:56:39.320 figured it out. Right. Yeah, Yeah, I don't know that. 786 00:56:39.599 --> 00:56:45.239 I don't know there that there is. I think figuring it out is rare, 787 00:56:45.039 --> 00:56:47.320 right. I think it's many are called, but few are chosen, 788 00:56:47.519 --> 00:56:51.679 right, I think as the metaphor for going to heaven, right, Yes, 789 00:56:51.880 --> 00:56:55.119 yeah, reaching enlightenment right, Like, it's rare, rare, it's 790 00:56:55.199 --> 00:56:59.559 rare. I think that. I think those who have reached enlightenment, those 791 00:56:59.559 --> 00:57:01.639 are the ones who figured it out. I don't think it's like what you 792 00:57:01.679 --> 00:57:07.760 know is taught by Jehovah's Witness or Mormons or like some sections of Christianity, 793 00:57:07.800 --> 00:57:09.559 like there's one hundred and forty four thousand elect people that are going to go 794 00:57:09.559 --> 00:57:12.519 to heaven, right, No, No, I think it's what we are 795 00:57:12.559 --> 00:57:16.400 saying, Like, I just think the reality is that it is extremely difficult 796 00:57:16.400 --> 00:57:24.079 to reach enlightenment in this base material world that doesn't encourage that, you know 797 00:57:24.119 --> 00:57:28.320 what I mean. Yeah, it's like it's a daily path, yeah, 798 00:57:28.599 --> 00:57:31.400 walking the narrow path. Yes, that stuff does not come naturally to most 799 00:57:31.440 --> 00:57:36.599 people. Right to the vast majority of people. I think it's extremely difficult, 800 00:57:36.639 --> 00:57:43.199 even before the societal programming and basically spiritual war that's waged on us now 801 00:57:43.239 --> 00:57:46.239 in the modern name. It's always been there at anything I know, always 802 00:57:46.320 --> 00:57:50.679 been since the times of Babylon. It has always been I guess you're right, 803 00:57:50.920 --> 00:57:52.360 dude. I mean, come on, they have like the Ziggaats and 804 00:57:52.480 --> 00:57:57.559 you know, and they're sacrificing people with their rituals and priests all the way 805 00:57:57.559 --> 00:58:00.320 back in the times of Babylon and the Aztext. I mean, it's it's 806 00:58:00.320 --> 00:58:05.480 always been what it is today. They just didn't have TikTok and income tax 807 00:58:05.639 --> 00:58:13.159 yeah well yeah, reading their lobs. It's always been like this. No, 808 00:58:13.239 --> 00:58:16.719 I agree, because I think that is the whole purpose of this place, 809 00:58:16.880 --> 00:58:21.679 right, It's always been like that, because that's the point, right, 810 00:58:22.119 --> 00:58:27.400 It's hard. I think that the priestly ruling class we have today is 811 00:58:27.440 --> 00:58:31.000 the same one from back then. They're just covert and they got all this 812 00:58:31.159 --> 00:58:34.599 moo lah they figured out in the fifteen hundreds. You know, the rock 813 00:58:34.639 --> 00:58:37.079 sods are like day, dude, we could create like a banking system and 814 00:58:37.119 --> 00:58:39.719 figured out how to hoard it and hoard it and hoard it and hoard it 815 00:58:39.760 --> 00:58:45.119 and hoard it and rule for generations with all this, not only hoard it, 816 00:58:45.199 --> 00:58:47.719 create money out of nothing, yeah yeah yeah, and in skirt paying 817 00:58:47.760 --> 00:58:52.239 taxes, but then raise our tax you know, all this evil stuff that 818 00:58:52.239 --> 00:58:54.400 they do. I mean it's the same group. Yeah, it's the same 819 00:58:55.000 --> 00:58:59.920 group. Yes, it's the same struggle. It's the ones that take the 820 00:59:00.159 --> 00:59:07.960 shortcut through. It's almost like living in fear, and rather than having courage 821 00:59:07.000 --> 00:59:13.320 and overcoming the fear, you're almost like playing the game of fear. You're 822 00:59:13.360 --> 00:59:16.719 playing into it, like, you know, rather than rather than doing things 823 00:59:16.760 --> 00:59:22.760 because it's courageous to do things the right way, right, right, it's 824 00:59:22.800 --> 00:59:25.760 like not the easy way, the right way. Doing things the easy way 825 00:59:25.800 --> 00:59:30.639 is not courageous, it's not. And yes, you can gain a lot 826 00:59:30.639 --> 00:59:36.199 of materialistic things by doing things the easy way, like you know, there's 827 00:59:36.280 --> 00:59:40.719 there's there's tons of I mean people who have become multi multi millionaires off of 828 00:59:40.760 --> 00:59:45.719 like scams, like like doing literal like scamming people directly out of their money. 829 00:59:45.800 --> 00:59:49.639 Like it always catches up to them. Oh my god, Oh my 830 00:59:49.679 --> 00:59:52.039 god, it always catches up to them. And yes, they gain materialistic 831 00:59:52.079 --> 00:59:59.239 things, They even gain what they perceive as power in this realm because in 832 00:59:59.280 --> 01:00:02.320 this day and age, like money is power and material is power, you 833 01:00:02.360 --> 01:00:07.760 know, to think power, that's the truth, right, And and you 834 01:00:07.800 --> 01:00:13.679 don't get that stuff by taking the shortcuts you don't get it by doing things 835 01:00:13.760 --> 01:00:16.639 the easy way, because like, sure, yeah, you made a shitload 836 01:00:16.679 --> 01:00:20.719 of money and all this stuff, but like everybody around you probably hates you, 837 01:00:21.039 --> 01:00:23.360 yeah, or you hate them yeah, because you screwed everyone around you 838 01:00:23.719 --> 01:00:28.000 out of money and like out of you know, their livelihood and whatever like 839 01:00:28.079 --> 01:00:32.559 that put stepping on other people's heads to get above or to to, you 840 01:00:32.559 --> 01:00:37.079 know whatever, like climb the ladder, like your your burning bridges. You 841 01:00:37.159 --> 01:00:43.719 are isolating yourself further and further and further, and and that's just bearing you 842 01:00:43.880 --> 01:00:47.440 deeper in the well of fear, deeper and deeper and deeper, because it's 843 01:00:47.559 --> 01:00:52.400 like a it's a vicious cycle. You know, you're afraid, so you 844 01:00:52.480 --> 01:00:55.519 feel like you have to do all these you know, you get whatever by 845 01:00:55.559 --> 01:01:00.639 whatever means necessary to get what your goal is or whatever. But in reality, 846 01:01:00.199 --> 01:01:06.159 you're pushing the real important things away. And there's always that moment, 847 01:01:06.199 --> 01:01:07.559 like you said, it always comes back to buy them. There's always that 848 01:01:07.599 --> 01:01:14.159 moment where you'll realize like, oh damn, I was chasing the wrong things. 849 01:01:14.360 --> 01:01:17.960 M M, that's not actually fulfilling. I wanted to come back to 850 01:01:19.000 --> 01:01:22.840 the luck thing too. I meant to say this earlier. But I think 851 01:01:22.920 --> 01:01:28.440 like the traditional understanding of luck implies that there are not forces on the other 852 01:01:28.480 --> 01:01:31.159 side always aware of what is happening in our lives, because like, oh 853 01:01:31.199 --> 01:01:37.800 I got lucky that you know. That's like I randomly had this raise of 854 01:01:37.880 --> 01:01:44.840 my ability to strike good chance with achieving something. But I think in reality, 855 01:01:45.400 --> 01:01:51.079 like there are always forces behind the veil in the spirit world that are 856 01:01:51.880 --> 01:01:55.920 literally one hundred percent of the time monitoring every single thing that we do, 857 01:01:57.000 --> 01:02:00.440 every choice we make, every emotion we feel, every thought we have, 858 01:02:01.159 --> 01:02:07.639 and are pulling strings to manipulate situations in our life for us to have these 859 01:02:07.719 --> 01:02:12.159 lessons, for us to reach certain outcomes. It's like it meets us halfway. 860 01:02:12.199 --> 01:02:15.079 I don't I don't believe in random luck period. I think luck is 861 01:02:15.119 --> 01:02:21.719 when preparation meets opportunity, and that you are the preparation half and they are 862 01:02:21.719 --> 01:02:28.440 the opportunity half. I think it sounds like what you're describing what a lot 863 01:02:28.519 --> 01:02:31.760 of people confuse as luck is just karma. Yeah, it's just karma. 864 01:02:31.920 --> 01:02:37.000 Yeah, you you were selflessly nice to somebody, or you know, you 865 01:02:37.039 --> 01:02:40.800 did something out of the kindness of your heart or whatever, and then an 866 01:02:40.840 --> 01:02:45.000 indeterminate amount of time later something you're blessed with something, and you probably don't 867 01:02:45.000 --> 01:02:49.920 even make the connection, you know, or whatever. My dad has the 868 01:02:50.119 --> 01:02:52.159 perfect story for what you're describing, and I don't want to tell it because 869 01:02:52.159 --> 01:02:57.880 I want him on one day to tell it. But this story is unbelievable 870 01:02:58.000 --> 01:03:00.440 and it's exactly what you Well, come on, just hit me with it. 871 01:03:00.559 --> 01:03:06.840 No, it's I'm also I do not have the camera myself. Oh 872 01:03:06.920 --> 01:03:13.760 okay, because I am. I'm absolutely lounged. I love this chair. 873 01:03:14.159 --> 01:03:15.559 People. I want them to see you lounged. All right, it's a 874 01:03:15.559 --> 01:03:20.639 great sight from over here. Give it to them. They saw it, 875 01:03:21.320 --> 01:03:22.320 well, put it back on it. Let's let's all see it, all 876 01:03:22.400 --> 01:03:27.639 right, let's all just take them lounging. Look at lean, the green 877 01:03:27.719 --> 01:03:31.880 room lounge lean. Inversely to what you were saying, I think, you 878 01:03:31.880 --> 01:03:35.239 know, you could say, what about you know some jackass that goes and 879 01:03:35.280 --> 01:03:37.679 wins a million dollars in the lottery. Again, there are subtle forces that 880 01:03:37.679 --> 01:03:40.559 we don't understand on the other side, And I think sometimes the end verse 881 01:03:40.679 --> 01:03:45.320 is true, and bad people happened upon these great circumstances because it's a lesson 882 01:03:45.320 --> 01:03:49.000 in life to see if they're going to fall into those old patterns or if 883 01:03:49.000 --> 01:03:52.840 they're going to do the good thing. Yea karma. Also, they could 884 01:03:52.840 --> 01:03:55.400 be given those things because it was what their like heart desires, and then 885 01:03:55.400 --> 01:03:59.880 they're giving it to show them like, this is not really what you wanted. 886 01:04:00.079 --> 01:04:01.519 Yeah, because it's a lesson. Yeah. How many stories have you 887 01:04:01.559 --> 01:04:05.559 heard of people winning the lottery and then their life just completely falls apart. 888 01:04:05.800 --> 01:04:10.800 I know anybody that's won the lottery. I not personally know. My sister 889 01:04:10.880 --> 01:04:15.440 does really yeah, like actual big money lottery. Yes, wow, I 890 01:04:15.440 --> 01:04:17.719 don't want to reveal who she is. Yeah, yeah, don't know. 891 01:04:17.760 --> 01:04:21.880 I'm not asking that someone who reached out to us through this stuff. I 892 01:04:21.880 --> 01:04:26.119 mean, you know, people are I just for a minute, I was 893 01:04:26.159 --> 01:04:29.119 just kind of thinking it just wasn't real. No, it's real. It's 894 01:04:29.199 --> 01:04:33.239 very real lottery. You're thinking that the lottery wasn't real. It's real, 895 01:04:33.320 --> 01:04:36.840 man, Yeah, No, there's dude. I've heard so many stories of 896 01:04:36.840 --> 01:04:41.559 people who like were desperate to you know, win the lottery and whatever, 897 01:04:41.599 --> 01:04:44.679 and they won it and they're like, I mean it seems to happen. 898 01:04:44.800 --> 01:04:48.360 I bet you if we look looked up a statistic more often than not winning 899 01:04:48.360 --> 01:04:51.599 the lottery like ruins people. Dude, It's like if you sit around just 900 01:04:51.639 --> 01:04:55.559 wishing you would get a win fall of money without doing anything to earn it 901 01:04:55.599 --> 01:04:58.880 except buying tickets at the gas station, Like, I couldn't imagine you would 902 01:04:58.920 --> 01:05:02.000 be responsible with it when it actually appears in your lap. You've never managed 903 01:05:02.039 --> 01:05:04.800 money, well, right, exactly, That's all I think it is. 904 01:05:04.840 --> 01:05:09.679 You go from zero to one hundred, and you have no money managements and 905 01:05:09.719 --> 01:05:16.000 blow it. You have no and and you have nobody to ask like you 906 01:05:16.119 --> 01:05:19.000 need like if you come into a large sem of money, you need to 907 01:05:19.000 --> 01:05:23.039 talk to people that have a lot of money, Like if you want to 908 01:05:23.079 --> 01:05:26.840 actually keep it, yes, you need to make friends or find a mentor 909 01:05:26.920 --> 01:05:30.840 that has substantially more money than you. Dude, I'm not gonna lie to 910 01:05:30.880 --> 01:05:33.840 you. Man. I really appreciate having met billionaires, being around people and 911 01:05:33.960 --> 01:05:39.280 observing, you know, their habits and their their attitudes and things. I 912 01:05:39.280 --> 01:05:42.159 feel like in some way it teaches me, like, you know, like 913 01:05:42.400 --> 01:05:45.079 we talk all this this truth in my opinion, truth about how like one 914 01:05:45.079 --> 01:05:49.079 of the core problems of the world is money, right, These psychopathic billionaires 915 01:05:49.079 --> 01:05:54.599 and God forbid, you know, rothschild trillionaires and all these dynasty families that 916 01:05:54.639 --> 01:05:58.239 are centuries old. That's real, that is true. But on the other 917 01:05:58.280 --> 01:06:00.079 hand, I'm not saying, like, you know, you shouldn't have money, 918 01:06:00.239 --> 01:06:02.639 Like I wish everybody had money. I wish we didn't have a system 919 01:06:02.639 --> 01:06:06.119 where money was a crutch. I wish everybody had the freedom to do whatever 920 01:06:06.159 --> 01:06:11.239 they wanted and not need to sit around and think about money, like I 921 01:06:11.239 --> 01:06:15.519 wish we were in some utopia where everybody had unlimited resources. I'm not saying, 922 01:06:15.519 --> 01:06:16.840 you know, it's bad to have a lot of money. I don't 923 01:06:16.880 --> 01:06:20.400 want people to get that understanding, of course. Yeah, but the reality 924 01:06:20.480 --> 01:06:26.440 is our system is fucked, and there's a small group of people in the 925 01:06:26.440 --> 01:06:30.679 world, all of them who actually have all the money. Yeah, don't 926 01:06:30.719 --> 01:06:36.119 really allow the majority to have any skirt paying taxes and raise our tax you 927 01:06:36.119 --> 01:06:40.519 know, and just crush us financially. You know. I'm not saying you 928 01:06:40.519 --> 01:06:42.960 shouldn't have money or feel bad if you have money. And I want to 929 01:06:43.000 --> 01:06:45.239 make that clear, but oh yeah I like money. Yeah, sure, 930 01:06:45.400 --> 01:06:51.599 lets me have freedom. Yeah, but it's like you got to earn it. 931 01:06:51.800 --> 01:06:56.119 The people who just take oil. Yeah, yes, you have to 932 01:06:56.159 --> 01:07:00.599 have the courage to try and get it. And you know, for some 933 01:07:00.679 --> 01:07:05.199 people that's the reward and for others the reward is something completely different. But 934 01:07:05.239 --> 01:07:10.679 I believe that whatever you are rewarded with, it is exactly what you need. 935 01:07:11.280 --> 01:07:15.880 It's what you truly it's what your soul needs. You know, for 936 01:07:15.400 --> 01:07:20.519 whatever reason you're rewarded with, the universe is going to give you exactly what 937 01:07:20.559 --> 01:07:24.840 you truly need and what you asked for. Again, it's like we have 938 01:07:24.880 --> 01:07:29.159 these big dreams and then we're met somewhere in a realistic middle. You know, 939 01:07:29.440 --> 01:07:35.360 yeah, no, absolutely, yeah, cool, good shit, boys 940 01:07:35.559 --> 01:07:41.440 in summary, be courageous, Like you guys out there looking at us in 941 01:07:41.480 --> 01:07:45.960 this room, do it. You're looking at us in this room. At 942 01:07:45.960 --> 01:07:50.920 one point, this was our dream, like this felt like damn, a 943 01:07:51.400 --> 01:07:59.000 huge daunting thing that like okay, but realistically, like this is a lot. 944 01:07:59.079 --> 01:08:01.000 Are we actually gonna do this? How many times have you said one 945 01:08:01.039 --> 01:08:03.840 day when we have a studio, Yes, when we have a studio, 946 01:08:04.119 --> 01:08:11.000 yes. It's probably dozens and dozens of times we've talked about like, man, 947 01:08:11.039 --> 01:08:14.599 well we have a dedicated studio in a room, Like it's pretty crazy 948 01:08:14.599 --> 01:08:17.199 that we do. We're here. We had the courage to put one foot 949 01:08:17.239 --> 01:08:21.039 in front of the other, and you, every single person listening and watching, 950 01:08:23.000 --> 01:08:29.159 do it whatever it is. Like, I know it sounds, it 951 01:08:29.199 --> 01:08:31.640 sounds like it might be easier said than done, but it's not. Put 952 01:08:31.760 --> 01:08:35.840 one foot in front of the other. Just do whatever the thing is. 953 01:08:36.319 --> 01:08:42.039 If it's on your hearth, get you closer. Yes, anything, whatever's 954 01:08:42.079 --> 01:08:45.720 on your heart, whatever you are passionate about, whatever you want your life 955 01:08:45.800 --> 01:08:53.239 to become, have the courage and just try because you will be rewarded. 956 01:08:53.720 --> 01:08:56.960 Yeah, what I mean when I say like humble about your goals, not 957 01:08:56.960 --> 01:09:01.920 not not doing something to be wrecked by others or achieve a certain status or 958 01:09:01.960 --> 01:09:08.600 whatever, but like doing things to enrich yourself, to fulfill yourself, to 959 01:09:09.000 --> 01:09:13.520 feel accomplished within yourself. You know you're not doing anything for anyone else. 960 01:09:13.680 --> 01:09:18.720 You're doing it for you. Yes, be honest with yourself and like really 961 01:09:18.760 --> 01:09:26.359 dig deep to learn what it is in your heart that you really truly desire 962 01:09:26.439 --> 01:09:31.239 for yourself, what you're really truly passionate about, what your actual dreams are, 963 01:09:31.479 --> 01:09:38.159 not like not like your convenient dreams, not like your I'd love to 964 01:09:38.199 --> 01:09:40.359 do this thing and make a bunch of money so that, like I don't 965 01:09:40.399 --> 01:09:45.760 have to worry about paying bills or whatever. Like that's that's not a passion. 966 01:09:45.079 --> 01:09:48.039 That's like a practical goal, which has its place too. But like 967 01:09:48.359 --> 01:09:56.359 I'm talking about your dream, like your ultimate life picture, the best version 968 01:09:56.399 --> 01:10:00.800 of your life, the most fulfilled version of your life that you can possibly 969 01:10:00.840 --> 01:10:06.640 imagine, and do it right now, I want to add just a touch 970 01:10:06.720 --> 01:10:13.279 to that. You're perfect outro, I'm gonna ruin it. Don't get wrapped 971 01:10:13.359 --> 01:10:16.359 up in that perfect dream being one job. And what I mean by that 972 01:10:16.479 --> 01:10:23.720 is my goal has nothing to do with my career. Like my goal in 973 01:10:23.840 --> 01:10:29.840 life that I've set and talked to Olivia about has absolutely zero to do with 974 01:10:30.000 --> 01:10:34.600 any type of job. But the job that I take has to fit to 975 01:10:34.760 --> 01:10:40.359 make this goal a reality. But the goal is completely separate. What do 976 01:10:40.399 --> 01:10:44.399 you want? What do you want at the very end of your life to 977 01:10:44.520 --> 01:10:48.840 not like one day you're gonna be sitting looking back and you're gonna be like, 978 01:10:48.920 --> 01:10:53.039 Damn, I wish I would have done this. Do that, do 979 01:10:53.119 --> 01:10:57.920 that thing, do that always do that thing. Yeah, that's a great, 980 01:10:58.359 --> 01:11:02.319 great point, Like pick sure that picture yourself you know, thirty forty 981 01:11:02.399 --> 01:11:05.760 fifty years from now, and I realize I'm being vague, and I'll just 982 01:11:05.840 --> 01:11:11.079 kind of say it because it really doesn't matter. But my personal goal is 983 01:11:11.119 --> 01:11:16.600 that I want to have a job or career where I can bring my kids 984 01:11:16.800 --> 01:11:20.920 to work with me and it not be a problem. I love that that 985 01:11:21.039 --> 01:11:26.039 I want to be. I just want to have that kind of family where 986 01:11:26.159 --> 01:11:29.159 where the kids are not a hindrance. It's not we have to stop our 987 01:11:29.199 --> 01:11:31.399 life for the kids. It's the kids come along with our life. Yeah, 988 01:11:31.439 --> 01:11:33.760 And so that's that's my goal. I don't care what it is that 989 01:11:33.800 --> 01:11:38.600 I have to do, but it's like if I have to bring you in 990 01:11:39.600 --> 01:11:43.079 today, tomorrow, whatever, it's possible, no one can tell me I 991 01:11:43.119 --> 01:11:46.520 can't. I can't bring my child into work with me and give them something 992 01:11:46.560 --> 01:11:50.279 to do. That's that's the goal. That's like the type of file, 993 01:11:49.560 --> 01:11:55.039 Oh, let's share our goals, let's inspire people and to and share our 994 01:11:55.079 --> 01:12:00.800 goals. My goal, my goal that I've determined. I've thought endlessly about 995 01:12:00.840 --> 01:12:05.399 it, and I've landed on this that my goal is to create things, 996 01:12:06.279 --> 01:12:18.159 create art and and stories and pieces of content and support my life through that 997 01:12:19.199 --> 01:12:25.720 and I'm I'm it's already begun to be achieved, and there there's there's I 998 01:12:25.760 --> 01:12:28.920 want to go even further with it and further and further, and I want 999 01:12:28.960 --> 01:12:34.039 to Yeah, I want. I want the things that I create to support 1000 01:12:34.159 --> 01:12:39.520 me and my family. That's my that's my goal. That is my dream, 1001 01:12:39.680 --> 01:12:45.039 that's my dream life. Yeah, mine is uh. I mean obviously 1002 01:12:45.079 --> 01:12:46.600 all of that because we're doing it, and we're doing most of that together. 1003 01:12:47.600 --> 01:12:56.039 But uh, I guess my main goal would be just like helping people 1004 01:12:56.039 --> 01:13:00.000 find God. I think that's my one goal in life. Helping people be 1005 01:13:00.079 --> 01:13:04.800 aware of this stuff and aware of the phenomenon, the message, the beings, 1006 01:13:04.800 --> 01:13:09.319 everything that's happening, and just spreading it to as many people as possible. 1007 01:13:10.560 --> 01:13:15.680 That's amazing. I think. I think we're all like already beginning to 1008 01:13:15.800 --> 01:13:20.720 see our goals manifesting and like becoming real. Like you're already doing that, 1009 01:13:21.000 --> 01:13:26.039 right, I'm already doing that. You're already on the path, like we're 1010 01:13:26.079 --> 01:13:31.439 we're doing it, like and it's because we have had the courage to go 1011 01:13:31.560 --> 01:13:35.479 after it, and we should be proud of ourselves and everybody out there be 1012 01:13:35.560 --> 01:13:41.720 proud of yourself too, and do it, do the thing that's right. 1013 01:13:44.079 --> 01:13:58.159 Bye. God, guys, guys, weird things happen in the backyard. 1014 01:14:02.359 --> 01:14:10.000 It was so weird coming closer to us, closer I here stay his straight 1015 01:14:10.159 --> 01:14:21.640 up like smiring on the inside of it. No one knows many. Wow, 1016 01:14:24.319 --> 01:14:44.199 it's come. Ride ever talked air, got solid kick, a happy 1017 01:15:00.159 --> 01:15:11.560 Nana beachamnanstion and enhancem