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Hi, and welcome back to give
us Mark me. I'm Megan, and

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we have just discovered that we are
Internet Explorer. Yeah yeah, nice and

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slow. So we are recording like
weeks in advance, so are like topics

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of conversation for you guys have happened
like weeks ago. So we're like that

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Internet Explorer meme. Literally, we've
just passed Valentine's Day and we're like,

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oh, we could talk about Valentine's
Day and it's like, no, this

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is gonna be like three weeks later. They're gonna be like, what the

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fuck are you talking about? And
then I wanted to talk about Rihanna's super

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Bowl performance because I'm sorry, girl
kill was amazing. She yes, oh

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my god, pop off queen,
which you're like, well, pregnant belly,

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you look cuty buttuti. She performed
for thirteen minutes straight with no special

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guest. It's I don't I don't
know super Bowl stuff. They yeah,

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they usually like bring out special guests
and stuff, but like she just killed

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it, Like she just was like, I don't need a special guest.

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She's amazing. Yeah. Rihanna's fan
club Literally I literally stand Rihanna, and

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I hope she makes new music soon. Although I didn't love her song for

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the Black Panther movie. I didn't
even hear it livet me yup, it's

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like all I know, I'm literally
no, but I am obsessed with Paramore's

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new album. Oh my God,
can we get a random applause for Paramour?

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No? Can we? Because I
literally swear to Christ Never, never

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in my life have I actually heard
a whole entire album that I actually like

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every single song. Liar Liar just
makes me want to like get married and

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helope. It's just beautiful. I
was listening and then running out of time,

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running out of time a bop Crave
so go Fock. That was my

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favorite song on my first listen of
the album, and then God Big then

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Yeah you have to do the little
hand like little little little because because he's

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little yeah, and it's kind of
like she's saying, he is a little

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penis my first song on first list
My favorite song on first listen was Figure

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eight. Now it's a toss up
between Big Man and It Pick Skull,

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Pick Skull, Yes, Mother,
Haley Mother. They did a fallout Boy

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where they like leave their best song
to the very last song on the album,

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so on this occasion, I can
forgive them for it only being a

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ten track album. Mhmm. Do
you know I was hoping for twelve to

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fourteen. But even with a ten
ten track album, every song slaps every

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song everyone like, I feel like
they broke the album up so that the

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first kind of like four songs are
like Dancy and Bobby and the rest,

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and the rest are like a different
kind of vibe. Like I feel like

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the vibe it even though they're not
bops, the vibe still doesn't go down.

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You're still like, yeah on it
on the high. Like like I

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was listening to it and I was
like, you know, like you're listening

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to it and I was like,
oh yeah, that's a nice song like

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that. Oh yeah, I like
this song. No no No, I

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like this song no no, no, no no. I always find like,

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what like singers and stuff bands,
there's always at least one or two

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songs that you're just like, E
looks like, of course you're not gonna

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like every single song you were like
favorite artists released, because it's like it's

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just you know, never, never
gonna happen. But like, for the

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first time in history, I literally
was like, no, this album though

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this album though, and me and
Meghan are Goussie live. Oh we are

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reuniting literally to go and see Power
Moore. I'm forcing Megan to fly all

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the way to Dublin just to see
Paramore for one night. There's there would

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be no forcing, honestly, like
Fallout Boy. Growing up, when I

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was a teenager, Fallout Boy or
probably my favorite band. But then the

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older that I've gotten, I've really
leaned into Paramore a bit and fallout Boy

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have just released have just announced their
yes right, but Fallout Boy didn't release

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an Irish date and I was like, oh, I could go to London

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and no, I just couldn't wire. Neither did Beyonce and adults you know.

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Rude, Okay, rude, we
need dates too, It is rude.

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Beyonce is doing three nights in London, three manga, three nights in

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London, and you can't make oh
trip across the pond. She's going to

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like Sheffield or something like that.
Sheffield. Okay, controversial opinion. Beyonce

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is overrated. Oh no, I
would like to see her alive. I

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won't lie, Okay. She's an
amazing singer, an amazing artist, but

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I think she's overrated to the point
where like, I don't know. I

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just I don't know. It's like
I'm sick of hearing about it. You

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know, I get it, I
do. I get it anyway. And

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that was Emo Music Hour with Megan
and Eve. That was her review of

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Paramour's new album stream This is why
sponsor us stop imagine. No, I

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think I would actually like die Oh
my sweet Jesus Christ, I would.

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Yeah, yeah, my heart would
explode. Okay, well, get ready

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for your heart to explode for a
different reason. Tea, I don't want

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to. Can we just make this
like an a music episode? Yeah?

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Oh my god, Nave, You're
so good to me. So in case

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you don't know what we're doing this
week, and I I'm gonna give you

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a clue. Um. Not everyone's
gonna get it because not everyone will have

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watched it. But it's relax.
I want to take some pictures. I'm

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just gonna give you a clue,
and it's going to be the name of

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the episode. Everyone will have watched
the series, so not everyone will get

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it. It's a complete Not everyone
watched that series. I actually didn't,

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so NI watched it, so obviously
I've seen bits and pieces of it,

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but I it, I just didn't
want to watch it. And then I

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had heard so much about family members
of victims hadn't even been contacted in regards

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to it. And for Netflix,
who are such a major, major operation,

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like you created a whole ass fictional
TV show because it's not all real,

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well, they like they used victims
family's likeness in the court scenes and

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stuff. I, by god,
that's so spot on, and it was

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actually scary her spot on. They
got it, m but like, you

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know, you dramatized something that's already
pretty traumatizing for people. And in case

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you don't know who we're talking about, we are talking about Jeffrey Dahmer.

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Oh god, I've been dreading doing
I researched this and I don't know why

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I researched it. I don't know
why I did this to myself. Yeah.

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Yeah, but can we just step
back for a second, you guys,

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and appreciate that Nive has like been
doing this constant like serial killer stuff.

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And I'm here with my like one
part of episodes like before Kelly am

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Bates, which is obviously horrific,
but like haunted episodes and stuff, I'm

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like, he and then Nive's like
murder Dead. So I guess I'll those

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jump right in. You guys are
missing this. Nive does a little dive

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every single time. It's my favorite. I look forward to it. Yeah,

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if we ever start like filming these, oh fuck no, I'm sorry.

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You do not want to see how
we look right now. I got

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my odeon, I got my cup
of tea, I'm wearing today's makeup.

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I have a burst pimple on my
face. It's just I'm straight out of

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the shower. So I feel like
nobody looks good when they come out of

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the show. We'll knockout me.
When I say straight out, Obviously I

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did dry my hair and put on
clothes. I didn't just run down the

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stairs in motel like I gotta record. Booby's are flapping forgive us more.

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You do what you gotta do.
It ain't much, but it's all honest

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work. So with that being said, we'll just jump right into the fabulous.

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Now, he's not fabulous at all. He's not. He's really not.

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That's not like he's just so.
Jeffrey Lionel Dahmer was born May twenty

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first, nineteen sixty in Milwaukee,
Wisconsin. Sorry, that's Nile's birthday.

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That makes him a Taurus. No, oh, no, Nile is a

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much better person. And don't worry. Nile doesn't go killing bunch of people

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at least I hope he doesn't really
know of He did get some new American

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cycle style glasses though, so he's
just living his dream. I don't know.

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His parents were Lionel and Joyce Damer. Lionel was studying at Marquette University

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when Jeffrey was just a young boy. Lionel wasn't really around much while Jeffrey

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was growing up him. He was
always kind of studying at college and then

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he went on to just then constantly
be working. He was a research chemist

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and he worked extremely long hours.
Joyce suffered from depression and possibly had other

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mental health problems that were never really
fully discussed and never were really fully like

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released or anything like that. But
I mean you can tell by her actions

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that she has like deep rooted issues. Joyce did attempt suicide by overdosing on

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pills. She was unsuccessful in killing
herself. So Jeffrey was described as energetic

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and as a happy child. Then
just before his fourth birthday, he had

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to have surgery for a double hernia
to be removed, which is like very

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wild for a four year old.
Yeah, that's a big surgery for a

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four year old. And also a
double hernia, Like I always thought a

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hernia was something that you kind of
just got because, like you know,

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it was you were pregnant, you
had some sort of injury, or you

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got hit with something. I didn't
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one. Apparently, so after the
surgery, jeff jeff After the surgery,

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Jeffrey was very withdrawn and uncommunicative,
and it appeared as if he was summary

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suffering from PTSD from the surgery.
It is said that it was never actually

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properly explained to him, like what
was happening. He just went into the

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hospital one day and had this massive
surgery, and no one, not his

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parents, not the doctors ever like
told him. And I know he's only

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four, he wouldn't fully understood.
But also he just as a four year

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old was just brought into hospital.
Yeah, that would be traumatic for a

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child. But at the same time, who's reporting that he was never told?

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You know, I'm not too sure
as he says he can't remember,

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you know, I'm not too sure
who reported that. I just remember hearing

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it, so you know I heard
it within my researching. Jeffrey had a

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younger brother named David, and he
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Jeffrey was jealous of the attention his
brother would get from his parents, but

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mostly from his mother. His family
then moved to Iaho, Ohio. Why

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can't I talk? Oh my god, I just spat out my tea.

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I wish we had a son board
so that I could just replay leave saying

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Iaho, why did I I can't
talk today? You guys just speaking the

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truth, to speak the truth.
The family moved to Ohio when Jeffrey was

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six years old. From an early
age, Jeffrey began showing his interest in

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bones and stuff. This was something
that Jeffrey and Lionel would soon bond over,

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just father son bonding over bones,
bonding over bones as you do,

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you know to see usual During dinner
one evening, Jeffrey asked what would happen

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if the chicken carcass from the dinner
would be dipped in bleach? So they

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were obviously having like a full chicken
for dinner, and he was like,

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what would happen if I just like
dumped that in bleach. So well,

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now I'm curious. So Lionel is
a research scientist. Okay, you guys,

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and we're not going to go give
Minel hate because mine hate for this,

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and I feel like he shouldn't live
because he's a research scientist. So

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he thinks his son is just curious
and wants to research shit. Lionel decided

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to show Jeffrey how to safely bleach
and preserve animal bones. He bought Jeffrey

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a chemistry set and was excited to
have something to bond with his son over

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because Jeffrey was so like secluded in
himself, like so withdrawn. But then

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when he showed an interest in something
that Lionel could also take interest in,

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he was like, fuck yeah,
like I can bond with my son over

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this, of course. I mean, okay, in my opinion, all

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kids are somewhat curious about dead things. I mean, who hasn't when you

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were a kid seen a dead bird
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of this stuff. And can I
just say, Jennet Ortega, She's like,

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oh yeah, I used to like
dissect rats or whatever. She said,

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some mad ship in an interview,
and everybody was like, yes,

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my queen. But when a dad
and his son, okay, taking away

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the whole fact of what monster Jeffrey
grew up to be or just curious about

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like bones, like you know,
they're vilified, literally, like Lionel was

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vilified for showing Jeffrey what to do
because of who Jeffrey turned out to be.

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But obviously Lionel didn't think to himself, show him how to do this

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so that in the future he can
kill like loads of people, you know

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what I mean. Obviously not like
like an archaeologist or somebody who this is

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their job, you know that.
I mean, surely they showed some sort

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of interest as a child as well, this is what I mean. So

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I just thought, you know,
like leave the man alone. He was

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just trying to like exactly. You
know, y'all got those two amazing soundbites

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from me and Megan in this episode
already you got Megan's bond of bones and

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you got my iaho. Jeffrey was
obsessed with the noise the bones made when

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they shook, so he actually kept
a bucket of bones and he called them

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his fiddlesticks. No, yeah,
that upsets me greatly. Jeffrey then started

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to collect road kill and would just
die sect them and preserve them in his

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quote clubhouse in the garden, which
was just like the shed nicky Mouth club.

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Come inside, it's fun inside an
horror show. It's fucking and Jeffrey

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Thomas day secting and preserving dead,
already dead animals. Jeffrey then began decapitating

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the dead animals, and he would
display them on sticks. It's important to

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state here that he wasn't killing them
himself, he was all finding them already

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dead. Well, that makes the
decapitation was better. I'm sorry, girl,

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what the fuck? Imagine like you
came home and you found your fucking

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child had decapitated a bunch of roadkill
and put their heads on sticks, Like,

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Mama, I made some art for
you. Happy brother's Day. I

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think the fuck Not no, we're
going to plan c ye, But like,

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on second, I don't think i'm
your mom. Sorry. Jeffrey's mother

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was bedbound a lot of the time, just by the amount of medication that

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she was on, which was roughly
twenty tablet today. Like that's not great.

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Oh gosh, I feel for her
kidneys, isn't it? Your kidney,

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so that get affected by his parents
would argue a lot of the time,

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and they wouldn't really pay much attention
to him. And then his mother

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was like obsessed with David, but
not so much him. So Lionel stated

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that when Jeffrey was eight years old, he was sexually abused by another boy

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in the neighborhood. However, Jeffrey
said that he didn't remember that ever happening,

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so there's no proof. Wait say
that, so Lionel Jeffrey had been

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abused. Lionel said that when Jeffrey
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another boy in their neighborhood, but
Jeffrey was like, I don't think I

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was. I don't ever remember that
happening to me. See, there's two

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different ways you could look at that. Then that it did happen, and

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he Jeffrey reported it maybe at the
time and he just blocked it out,

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or Lionel is trying to retrospectively defend
Jeffrey by saying, well, this happened,

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maybe that's why. Yeah, Jeffrey
had a high IQ, but only

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ever had average or below average grades
in school. The only class Jeffrey ever

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took an interest in was biology.
He played the clarinet and tennis. Okay,

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I can see him in a pair
of tennis shorts. Jeffrey said that

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by seventh grade he was drinking during
school. By the age of twelve,

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he was drinking gin out of a
fask he kept in his locker, and

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this is confirmed by some of his
at the time classmates. I feel like

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that's just like that before two thousands
of the you know, I feel like

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people were smoking cigarettes and getting crazy
at school at a younger ages. Yeah,

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yeah, we're back then. It
was like, he's probably just on

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a tough day at school. The
finger painting didn't go well today. So

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whenever anyone questioned him on the flask, he would say that it was his

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quote medicine, which like same,
Like where did you learn that from?

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At the rival age of twelve,
like a sweart cord. According to one

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girl, she remembered Jeffrey drinking Scotch
out of a styrofoam cup in the middle

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of class. That's just hardcore though, but also horrible because I can imagine

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the styrofoam would start to break down
with alcohol. No, I would have

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thought, so, I'm not gonna
lie, right, I find that hard

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to believe somewhat, just because like
surely the teacher would have smelled that.

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Oh yeah, like that's against the
open container laws. If you're gonna drink

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hard fucking alcohol, you need to
have it in a flask. Jeffrey,

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Jesus Christ Christ, We're in a
class, Read it together. Jeffrey didn't

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really have many friends and mostly kept
himself. However, in school, in

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order to get the attention from people, he would make odd noises at inappropriate

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times in the middle of class and
we all know one of those guys.

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He would also fake seizures and draw
body outlines in order to make his classmates

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laugh. Yeah, body outlines are
hilarious. He then snuck into pictures of

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all the different school clubs for the
yearbook, so like just before they took

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them, he would just like like
a mere cat height that is that is

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kind of funny. His friends,
well quote friends, would pay him to

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do weird things out in public,
and they would call it doing a Damer.

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I really thought that that was like, you know, a high school

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movie trope of like oh, you
just did a Megan because you did something

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silly or stupid, like you know
you're doing a X name, but okay,

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doing a damer. It was around
fourteen years old when Jeffrey realized that

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he was gay. As he came
out of puberty, he began having fantasies

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of raping boys, which is very
concerning because he's only fourteen years of age.

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Yeah, to be at that age
and even know what rape is is

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a horrible thing, but then to
fantasize about it, it's like, what

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the fuck? Obviously, and I'm
not like obviously, We're in the seventies.

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Now realizes he's gay. He's fantasizing
about raping boys. You're not going

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to tell your father or your mother. I fantasize about raping boys. I

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think I need help because that would
tell them that you're gay. And it's

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the seventies, and god forbid you'd
be gay in the seventies and dream about

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raping people. But also, ye
oh, I can't tell. I can't

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tell my parents that I might be
a sexual predator because then they'll find out

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I'm gay. I like boys,
but like what I feel like those?

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I get I know, I get
it, but yeah, what At sixteen

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years old, Jeffrey noticed a guy
that would jog near his home every day,

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and Jeffrey began to fantasize about how
he wanted to knock the jogger unconscious

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and rape them. And one day
the fantasy just became too much for Jeffrey

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and he decided that he was going
to go hide in the in a bush

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along the jogger's route with a baseball
bat. So this guy literally ran the

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same like loop every single day for
months, so Jeffrey like knew at the

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same time as well. So like
Jeffrey knew exactly when he was going to

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be running past. So he was
like got his little baseball bat and was

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like matta to shoe. But Jeffrey
it was nut because for so Jeffrey's plan

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was to jump out and hit the
jogger unconscious, rape him, and then

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murder him. But after waiting hours, the jogger never showed up. The

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jogger just like randomly decided that day
to not go for a jog. After

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jogging the same loop every single day
at the same time for months, he

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was like, that's insane. Actually
doesn't take a break today. That's his

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lucky day. That was his lucky
Can you imagine like knowing like imagine you're

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the jogger and you know that you
took that loop every day, and then

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you hear this on the news like
years later, wouldn't you just be like,

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oh my god, Wow, Yeah, I don't know how i'd feel

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about that. I don't know how
that would make me feel at all.

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It would make me feel so scared, but at the same time so grateful

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to be on the earth because literally, like I don't know where, you

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just decided not to go for a
jog and that literally saved your life.

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When exercising helps you live longer.
Wait, no, when not exercising helps

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you live longer. So see,
we're just saving our lives by not exercising,

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you guys. Yeah, and you
know what, smoke the extra cigarette.

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You'll live an extra day for everyone. Jeffrey went home extremely unsatisfied because

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his fantasy he did not get to
live it out, so he was like,

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dark, I hate my life right
now. Around this time, Jeffrey's

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parents were fighting a lot despite being
in counseling, and eventually they decided to

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divorce, and on July twenty fourth, nineteen seventy eight, the divorce was

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finalized. Both Lionel and Joyce charged
each other with extreme cruelty and gross negligent

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of duty. So they both like
accused one another and had their lawyers like

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file charges of was their abuse and
now yes and no, So from like

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what I researched, and that Lionel
had pushed Joyce several times, but Joyce

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had like tried to stab him with
a knife at one point, and like

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she was completely and utterly mental unstable. And I think you just realized exactly

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how unstable she is when I read
this next bit. But she was completely

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and utterly, like mentally unstable,
and she would fly off the handle at

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Linel for like very minor things,
and like she'd fly off the handle so

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much so that then he would start
yelling at her, which I know isn't

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good. But then at the same
time his pushings were being his buttons were

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being pushed, and then he like
and then I think at one point,

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she like at one like during one
altercation, she like grabbed a knife to

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try to stab him. Okay,
that's a lot and if you as a

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child or witnessing any of this,
obviously you can hear it at least,

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but you know, she's on twenty
pills a day, and if okay,

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so say they were fucking her up
or you know, she misses one and

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that sucks up the whole the whole
system. Yeah, like, so she

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would fight with Linel a lot because
he was working a lot, but he

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had to work a lot to pay
all the bills because she couldn't work properly

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because she was on twenty pills a
day. So yeah, it's like a

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tough and so then he would fight
with her because he'd be like, well,

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you're just a no good hey,
yeah, she births your two children,

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don't say that. Stop it.
Well, she may have birthed them,

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but Joyce was a awarded so soul
custody of their both well at the

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time. So Jeffrey is now eighteen, but he's still in school. He

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hasn't graduated yet, so he's just
gone. He's not long after turning eighteen.

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So Joyce is awarded custody of the
youngest son, David, along with

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alimony payments. Obviously, she's not
awarded custody of Jeffrey because he is eighteen,

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so he's classed as an adult.
However, he is still in school.

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He is you know, he's still
a child realistically. Yeah, but

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he just in the eyes of the
state is considered an adult. Jeffrey came

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home one evening after school, shortly
after Joyce won the court battle for David.

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She was living in the house,
so Lionel had moved out and was

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living I think in a motel or
something at the time, I'm not too

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sure, but he had moved out
anyway, so she was in the home

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with the two kids while the court
battle was like going on. So she

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won, and Jeffrey comes home to
find that his mother is packing up the

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car and she is leaving with David
to move to Wisconsin. Okay, and

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she that's an interesting move. She
told Jeffrey that she didn't want him right,

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that he was to stay in the
house and her and David were to

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go, but like, she didn't
want to bring him free house forever.

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So, as I said, Lionel
had moved out of the family home during

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the divorce, so Jeffrey was abandoned. He probably should have just called Lionel

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and been like, hey, dad, like mom's gone, but he didn't.

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He panicked and he was like,
what the fuck my parents? Essentially

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both my parents have just left me, which, as much as he is

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a shitty person, a shitty,
But like, how long did it take

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for Lionel to realize this? Because
months? If your son is still in

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you mean you could have picked up
the phone, daddio. So Lionel had

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found himself a new fiance at this
point, so he's like, fuck my

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old life, Like who even is
Jeffrey? Like who are you? Who

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are you? Even? My son? Who are you? Jeffrey was left

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with no food, no money,
and a broken fridge. Sorry but the

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broken fridge headed make get into this
story. Oh, it's just like,

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you know, like he didn't even
have anywhere to store food. Here's no

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food, here's no food. He
didn't have any food. But if he

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did have any he most certainly wouldn't
have had it for long. He graduated

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from high school with a zero point
five GPA, which I am told is

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extremely bad. Shortly after graduating,
Jeffrey would commit his first murder. On

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June eighteenth, nineteen seventy eight,
Jeffrey picked up a hitchhiker, Stephen Mark

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Hicks. Stephen was hitchhiking his way
to a concert when Jeffrey pulled over.

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Jeffrey convinced Stephen to come over to
his house before the concert to have some

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beers and smoke some weed and let's
just be super cool, you guys.

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It is reported that they had consensual
sex with one another, but this is

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not proven. Okay, Steve even
then wanted to leave for the concert.

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So basically Jeffrey was like, come
to my house, let's have good drinks,

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let's have smoked some weed, and
then I'm like, I'll totally drop

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you off at the concert later.
Yeah, let's just pregame it it.

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Yeah, And so times moving on, and Steven's like, hey, like

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my concert is starting soon, so
like I think I'll gotta go go head

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out. M Jeffrey was trying to
convince Stephen to stay longer, but it

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wasn't working. Like Stephen was like, I want to go. My concert

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start soon, Like you said you'd
drop me, and now you're not dropping

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me, Like you got two wasted, I'm out of here. In a

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panic, Jeffrey hit Stephen over the
head with a barbell twice. Jeffrey then

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choked Stephen with the barbell. Jeffrey
then stripped Stephen of all of his clothes

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and Matt sturbated over him, No, how do you do all of that?

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But You're like, I was in
just such a panic that I'm masturbated.

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How do you Okay, So if
you break this down, Stephen wanted

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to leave, Jeffrey's like, no, don't leave me, and decides to

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go pick up the heaviest fucking thing
he can find in the house, a

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barbell. It's over the head with
it, not once, but twice,

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yes, correct, then strangles him
to death with it. Yes, how

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do you even think to do that
in your head? And then just violates

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Stephen as he's dying or dead.
And I'll say, is that Karmer does

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come for Jeffrey in the end?
Okay? So but yeah, I don't

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fully don't. We're gonna let you
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at break and we're back. So
the next day, Jeffrey dissected Stephen's body.

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He put them in bin bags.
He then loaded up the car with

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the bags and decided that he was
going to bring them to the local dump.

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By the time he is doing this, it is late at night,

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because it like literally took him the
whole entire day to dissect Stephen's body.

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Jeffrey had been drinking while he was
doing this, so by the time he

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was leaving the house. He was
actually quite drunk. On the way to

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the dump, Jeffrey got pulled over
by police because the car was swerving onto

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the other side of the road.
Jeffrey told police that he had been doing

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some yard work and that he was
bringing the clippings to the dump. It's

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because they could see the bin bags
and the back seat of the car and

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they're like, what you do in
their palm? And he was like,

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oh, nothing, just I was
doing some yardwork for my mom and dad.

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I just they asked me to bring
the clippings to the dump. The

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police could tell that he'd drink on
them, so they told him to turn

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his car around and go home and
bring the bring the clippings the next morning.

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Oh yeah, you're absolutely twisted fucking
drunk. You're like eighteen, so

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you shouldn't even be having a drink
anyway. But I guess it's the seventies,

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So like, who cares, Get
back in your car, turn around

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and endanger the lives of other drivers, Get your ass back home. Great

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a police work here, yep,
we can't even I can't even give out

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to them over the bags. That's
a different story because it's like, would

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you check it no police officers clippings
exactly, you don't. You don't fucking

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expect that a drunk as body parts
in the back of his car, but

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sending him home, like, could
you not have put him in a cell

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for the night to sober up?
So Jeffrey got home and decided to smash

407
00:36:15.599 --> 00:36:22.840
Steven's bones into tiny pieces, even
turning some of them to dust and scattering

408
00:36:22.840 --> 00:36:28.480
them around his back garden and the
woods behind his back garden. At the

409
00:36:28.599 --> 00:36:34.199
home, no one suspected any sort
of a crime had ever happened, and

410
00:36:34.400 --> 00:36:38.719
Stephen Hicks was reported missing by his
family. They would have to wait thirteen

411
00:36:38.840 --> 00:36:45.320
years to find out what happened to
their son, God thirteen years. Several

412
00:36:45.360 --> 00:36:51.679
weeks later, Lionel decided to visit
his children because he wanted to introduce them

413
00:36:51.679 --> 00:37:00.559
to his new fiance, Sherry.
Why is Sherry always the name? And

414
00:37:00.599 --> 00:37:07.119
then this is when Lionel learned that
Joyce had abandoned Jeffrey and took David to

415
00:37:07.199 --> 00:37:13.199
a new state. Because he probably
wanted Sherry to meet David. Yeah,

416
00:37:13.280 --> 00:37:16.440
he was thinking about Joyce. He
was bringing them, He was bringing Sherry

417
00:37:16.519 --> 00:37:22.760
to meet David and Jeffrey. And
then he got there and basically just spend

418
00:37:22.920 --> 00:37:27.239
Jeffrey living in a ship hole.
And did he do anything to help him

419
00:37:27.320 --> 00:37:29.880
or was he just like he took
all right, okay, I'm going home.

420
00:37:30.039 --> 00:37:34.039
No, he gathered, he got
Jeffrey to gather his things and was

421
00:37:34.079 --> 00:37:37.960
like, okay, look, listen, you clearly can't stay here by yourself.

422
00:37:38.079 --> 00:37:44.519
Like house was in like ruins,
recking round, Like he's an eighteen

423
00:37:44.599 --> 00:37:46.880
year old boy. Do you think
that boy knew how to fucking clean a

424
00:37:47.000 --> 00:37:54.440
dish? No, but he knew
how to bleach bones what you know what

425
00:37:54.480 --> 00:37:59.199
I mean? Like he was probably
wearing the same shirt for the last three

426
00:37:59.239 --> 00:38:07.800
months anyway, Oh so dirty Damer
So Lionel and Sherry were like, come

427
00:38:07.880 --> 00:38:10.559
live with us, you know,
like, come on off we go.

428
00:38:12.159 --> 00:38:15.960
Well, we'll fix it. So
Jeffrey had graduated from high school with such

429
00:38:16.000 --> 00:38:24.800
a terrible GPO that he hadn't actually
enrolled in any COLLEGESPO. Listener, I

430
00:38:24.920 --> 00:38:30.719
know the Easter Rising is always in
our heads. The GPO. Just for

431
00:38:30.880 --> 00:38:40.199
those who don't know, it's the
General Post Office. Yeah, m a

432
00:38:40.360 --> 00:38:45.599
fun fact. It had bullet holes
in it from the Easter Rising. That's

433
00:38:45.639 --> 00:38:50.440
all I know that they were like
in there in the Easter Rising, some

434
00:38:50.559 --> 00:38:52.880
people were and then other people were
shooting at I don't know what happened,

435
00:38:52.920 --> 00:39:01.480
Okay, I meant to say GPA. He graduated from high school with a

436
00:39:01.599 --> 00:39:06.239
terrible GPA, and he hadn't even
enrolled in any colleges because, like he

437
00:39:06.360 --> 00:39:07.039
was, like, what's the point, They're not going to take me.

438
00:39:08.960 --> 00:39:15.920
So Lionel decided to help Jeffrey,
and he got him into Ohio State University

439
00:39:15.960 --> 00:39:22.840
to study business. Jeffrey was extremely
unproductive here. He was drinking every day

440
00:39:23.000 --> 00:39:30.000
and he was early turning up to
classes. Lionel had paid for Jeffrey's second

441
00:39:30.159 --> 00:39:34.800
term upfront in advance, but Jeffrey
was actually doing so pearly that they asked

442
00:39:34.840 --> 00:39:37.840
him to leave the college during his
first term, not even his first semester.

443
00:39:38.000 --> 00:39:44.000
His first term was Lionel pisted,
Yeah, yeah, he paid for

444
00:39:44.039 --> 00:39:49.199
the second semester upfront and Jeffrey didn't
even make it through the first term.

445
00:39:50.559 --> 00:39:54.199
That's it. I'm sending you back
to Nickey Mouse's clubhouse. You can't live

446
00:39:54.239 --> 00:39:58.679
here with me and Sherry anymore.
Go back to your ship hole. He

447
00:39:58.880 --> 00:40:06.480
only completed three months of college,
more than may I mean you imagine judge.

448
00:40:06.519 --> 00:40:13.000
I didn't even go I'll judge a
lot because it's Jeffrey, Jeffrey Dammer.

449
00:40:13.239 --> 00:40:17.400
Then, in January nineteen seventy nine, Lionel persisted that Jeffrey had to

450
00:40:17.400 --> 00:40:22.119
do something with his life, so
he enrolled him into the army. Jeffrey

451
00:40:22.159 --> 00:40:30.280
went for basic training in Fort McClellan
in Anniston, Alabama. He then went

452
00:40:30.320 --> 00:40:37.320
on to train as a medical specialist
at Fort sam Houston in San Antonio,

453
00:40:37.480 --> 00:40:44.119
Texas. On July thirteenth, thirteenth, nineteen seventy nine, Jeffrey was deployed

454
00:40:44.199 --> 00:40:50.400
to West Germany, where he was
the combat medic. In March nineteen eighty

455
00:40:50.400 --> 00:40:55.840
one, Jeffrey was deemed unsuitable from
military service and was honorably discharged. His

456
00:40:57.000 --> 00:41:01.880
alcoholism was so bad that it started
to affect his work, and in twenty

457
00:41:02.000 --> 00:41:07.800
ten, a soldier claimed that he
was stationed in Germany with Jeffrey, and

458
00:41:07.960 --> 00:41:15.400
he claimed that Jeffrey reported repeatedly raped
him over a seventeen month period. The

459
00:41:15.440 --> 00:41:20.320
soldier did not report the crime at
the time, but sadly, oh no

460
00:41:20.440 --> 00:41:24.000
sorry. The soldier did report the
crime, but sadly no one took him

461
00:41:24.000 --> 00:41:30.119
seriously. It is believed that he
was not Jeffrey's only victim while stationed in

462
00:41:30.320 --> 00:41:38.679
Germany. What you're telling me they're
covering up crimes in the military unheard of.

463
00:41:39.079 --> 00:41:45.639
I'm sure. My pearls, my
pearls. So basically they just were

464
00:41:45.679 --> 00:41:50.159
like, oh, Keane, he
is drinking all the time. He's supposed

465
00:41:50.159 --> 00:41:53.360
to be the combat medic and he's
drunk all the time. So he's drunk

466
00:41:53.360 --> 00:41:57.039
all the time. And then on
top of that, then you have several

467
00:41:57.079 --> 00:42:04.000
people people reporting him for like sexually
as halting him. So it's reported that

468
00:42:04.920 --> 00:42:10.719
what he would do is he would
invite them into his like I don't know

469
00:42:12.599 --> 00:42:14.840
his tent, I don't know,
I don't know what they were living in.

470
00:42:15.280 --> 00:42:19.079
He would basically invite them into his
bedroom where he'd be like, I'll

471
00:42:19.079 --> 00:42:22.800
give you a pill to like help
you, like you know, like give

472
00:42:22.800 --> 00:42:27.760
you the effects of weed or stuff
like that, and they were like that

473
00:42:27.800 --> 00:42:30.920
sounds cool, and then he would
drug them and then he would rape them

474
00:42:30.079 --> 00:42:35.440
while they were like out of it. Oh, that's horrific. And I've

475
00:42:35.440 --> 00:42:37.760
only heard of this one guy coming
forward, but I don't know, like

476
00:42:37.800 --> 00:42:40.599
there could be more that did come
forward. There could be more that did

477
00:42:40.639 --> 00:42:47.119
report it. I don't know.
Again, it's nineteen eighty one by the

478
00:42:47.159 --> 00:42:52.079
time he's discharged, so it's like
a case of like, oh, but

479
00:42:52.119 --> 00:42:59.440
then they'll think I'm gay. Yeah. Jeffrey was given a plane ticket to

480
00:42:59.480 --> 00:43:04.519
anywhere in America and by the Army
in order for him to get home from

481
00:43:04.599 --> 00:43:08.360
Germany. Jeffrey panicked and didn't want
to tell his father about being discharged,

482
00:43:08.480 --> 00:43:13.920
so he decided to go to Miami
Beach, Florida. Oh, he just

483
00:43:14.000 --> 00:43:17.000
went for a little little holiday,
a little vacation. He got a job

484
00:43:17.039 --> 00:43:22.360
at a sandwich shop and rented a
room at a local motel. He spent

485
00:43:22.480 --> 00:43:27.679
most of his wages on drink and
was quickly evicted from the motel. Jeffrey

486
00:43:27.719 --> 00:43:31.360
slept homeless on the beaches of Miami, drinking for a few weeks before deciding

487
00:43:31.400 --> 00:43:37.519
to call his dad. He asked
Lionel if he could come home to Ohio

488
00:43:37.639 --> 00:43:45.360
in September nineteen eighty one, So
essentially he realized that Miami was not working

489
00:43:45.400 --> 00:43:47.800
out. He lost his job eventually
at the sandwich shop, and then he

490
00:43:49.119 --> 00:43:53.719
had lost his room in the motel, so he was just like living rough

491
00:43:53.760 --> 00:43:57.480
on the beaches, like drinking every
day, and then it was kind of

492
00:43:57.519 --> 00:44:01.639
like, should probably go home,
Yeah, you should do that, and

493
00:44:01.679 --> 00:44:07.000
then she was like, Daddy,
can I come home? Are you and

494
00:44:07.119 --> 00:44:14.199
Sherry please? Jeffrey moved back in
with Lionel and Sherry. Jeffrey was still

495
00:44:14.280 --> 00:44:19.519
drinking very heavily, and he was
arrested for drunk and disorderly conduct. He

496
00:44:19.599 --> 00:44:24.599
was fined sixty dollars and a ten
day suspended jail sentence. Lionel attempted to

497
00:44:24.639 --> 00:44:30.000
help Jeffrey get sober, but he
was unsuccessful. Lionel ran out of patience

498
00:44:30.119 --> 00:44:34.559
with Jeffrey and decided it would be
best if he went and he lived with

499
00:44:34.599 --> 00:44:38.800
his grandmother in West Alice in Wisconsin. And I will say, to be

500
00:44:38.920 --> 00:44:42.880
fair to Lionel, he got him
into college that didn't work out, so

501
00:44:42.920 --> 00:44:45.239
we got him to join the army
because he was like, you have to

502
00:44:45.239 --> 00:44:50.760
do something. That didn't work out. Came home and he tried to help

503
00:44:50.840 --> 00:44:53.480
him get sober, and that wasn't
working out, and so I think he

504
00:44:53.599 --> 00:44:58.320
just was like, I don't know
what to do anymore. So then he

505
00:44:58.480 --> 00:45:01.519
was like, maybe you should go
stay with your grandmother because well she was

506
00:45:01.559 --> 00:45:06.280
living alone, so to have someone
live with her would be super helpful,

507
00:45:06.360 --> 00:45:12.480
and then on top of that,
then she would be able to try kind

508
00:45:12.519 --> 00:45:16.000
of keep him on the straight and
narrow per se. Jeffrey loved his grandmother

509
00:45:16.119 --> 00:45:24.039
and she was probably the only family
member that Jeffrey would actually show affection to.

510
00:45:24.039 --> 00:45:29.320
To start off, everything was going
really well with his grandmother. He

511
00:45:29.440 --> 00:45:31.519
was helping her with the chores,
and he would attend church with her.

512
00:45:32.480 --> 00:45:38.280
However, Jeffrey was still drinking,
and on August eighth, nineteen eighty two,

513
00:45:38.440 --> 00:45:45.920
Jeffrey was arrested for indecent exposure at
a Wisconsin state fair. He exposed

514
00:45:45.000 --> 00:45:52.880
himself to twenty He exposed himself to
twenty five people, including children. I's

515
00:45:52.920 --> 00:45:54.880
gonna say as soon as you said
at the state fair, like that's the

516
00:45:55.320 --> 00:46:01.800
kids m Jeffrey was convicted, did
and charged a fifty dollars fine plus court

517
00:46:01.880 --> 00:46:06.440
costs, So I don't know how
much he actually ended up the pain.

518
00:46:07.119 --> 00:46:10.719
How did he get less lesser fine
for indecent exposure than he did for a

519
00:46:10.800 --> 00:46:17.559
drunken disorderly merca? Oh, you
just flashed a bunch of kids, that's

520
00:46:17.599 --> 00:46:22.119
fine, but hey, you're acting
a little bit crazy outside a bar.

521
00:46:22.360 --> 00:46:29.320
How dare you. Jeffrey got a
job at a blood plasma center, but

522
00:46:29.519 --> 00:46:34.559
he was fired after ten months there
and it was reported, and I don't

523
00:46:34.559 --> 00:46:37.480
know how true this is, but
it was reported that he was like stealing

524
00:46:37.480 --> 00:46:43.599
the blood. Oh it's okay,
all right, I can count down there.

525
00:46:43.920 --> 00:46:49.920
According to the Netflix Evan Peters series, he was drinking it. But

526
00:46:50.239 --> 00:46:54.760
I don't know how true that is, but he Yeah. In nineteen eighty

527
00:46:54.760 --> 00:47:00.880
five, Jeffrey got a job as
a mixer at an ambrosia factory where he

528
00:47:00.920 --> 00:47:04.840
would work the night shift, so
he basically was in charge of like a

529
00:47:04.960 --> 00:47:15.119
giant mixers ambrosia like creamed rice.
Yeah, I thought that was irish.

530
00:47:15.239 --> 00:47:22.679
Oh creamed Okay, for the record, it's fucking disgusting. Well, they

531
00:47:22.679 --> 00:47:27.519
don't do just creamed rice. They
do like puddings as well and stuff anything

532
00:47:27.559 --> 00:47:34.679
I have had no, Well,
that's because Jeffrey Dahmer worked there in the

533
00:47:34.719 --> 00:47:44.000
eighties. Tainted it forever. Jeffrey
was arrested in Milwaukee for lude and las

534
00:47:44.079 --> 00:47:52.639
facious acts in September nineteen eighty six. Jeffrey had been caught masturbating in front

535
00:47:52.679 --> 00:47:55.639
of two twelve year old boys.
Keep your fucking dick in your pants,

536
00:47:55.920 --> 00:48:00.920
and this stands for Jeffrey forever.
Just keep your fucking dicking your pants and

537
00:48:01.320 --> 00:48:07.960
all of your problems will be like, at least halved Jeffrey. At least

538
00:48:09.000 --> 00:48:15.000
Jeffrey was going into a eunuch.
Just cut it off, let's sort everything

539
00:48:15.000 --> 00:48:17.119
out. Tell you. Jeffrey was
going to get a one year sentence.

540
00:48:17.320 --> 00:48:22.119
However, he told the judge that
he was just urinating and that he was

541
00:48:22.239 --> 00:48:28.320
unaware that anyone could see him.
Yeah, don't don't You have to pump

542
00:48:28.440 --> 00:48:34.119
your penis to urinate, right,
that's how you get the pout m must

543
00:48:34.119 --> 00:48:39.719
be. The judge decided to change
the charges to disorderly conduct, and he

544
00:48:39.800 --> 00:48:51.199
was sentenced to one year's probation.
YEP. By late nineteen eighty five,

545
00:48:51.400 --> 00:48:55.239
Jeffrey began going out to gay bars
and clubs and started going to local bathhouses,

546
00:48:55.239 --> 00:48:59.480
which are I had to research because
I was like, what the fuck

547
00:48:59.559 --> 00:49:06.719
is that bath house? And it
is basically like not even motels. It's

548
00:49:06.719 --> 00:49:09.800
basically just what looked like motels.
You rent a room to have sex in

549
00:49:09.960 --> 00:49:15.360
and then you leave. But they're
like for gay people mostly why are they

550
00:49:15.360 --> 00:49:22.039
called bathhouses? So? Because I
don't know, like doing the opposite of

551
00:49:22.039 --> 00:49:29.599
getting clean, you get nasty.
Well, I get dirty. Yeah.

552
00:49:30.719 --> 00:49:37.239
Maybe that's why they were called bathhouses
for the irony like a blowjob, because

553
00:49:37.239 --> 00:49:40.840
you don't blow, you suck.
Yeah. Oh my god, I never

554
00:49:40.920 --> 00:49:50.199
thought of that, right. Jeffrey
started to become more sexually active, and

555
00:49:50.360 --> 00:49:55.360
he would get frustrated at how much
his sexual partners would like to move and

556
00:49:55.400 --> 00:50:01.199
talk during sex. Oh yeah,
that's the worst. Don't you hate it

557
00:50:01.199 --> 00:50:07.880
when they just move? Yeah,
like when they're an active participant in sex.

558
00:50:07.960 --> 00:50:10.119
Oh terrible, terrible. You want
me to have sex with you?

559
00:50:10.920 --> 00:50:15.480
No, thank you. I'd like
you to resist a little. Yeah,

560
00:50:15.480 --> 00:50:19.280
if you could just like really pretend
that you don't want me here right now.

561
00:50:19.320 --> 00:50:27.400
That just really helped me. He
began to fantasize about them being incapacitated.

562
00:50:28.880 --> 00:50:34.000
Quote. I trained myself to view
people as objects of pleasure instead of

563
00:50:34.079 --> 00:50:40.360
people. Okay. This was when
Jeffrey started to drug his sexual partners and

564
00:50:40.400 --> 00:50:46.360
then rape them. Jeffrey almost overdosed
one of his partners and an ambulance had

565
00:50:46.400 --> 00:50:51.519
to be called, and after this, Jeffrey's membership was revoked and he was

566
00:50:51.599 --> 00:50:58.199
barred from all bathhouses if he was
doing this already in the military like he's

567
00:50:58.280 --> 00:51:04.119
experienced. Jeffrey began using hotels and
motels after this, And it was around

568
00:51:04.159 --> 00:51:08.559
this time Jeffrey had read in the
paper about the death of a local eighteen

569
00:51:08.639 --> 00:51:15.760
year old boy. Jeffrey thought about
digging up the boy's body to take it

570
00:51:15.880 --> 00:51:21.400
home and to keep it, but
according to Jeffrey, the ground was too

571
00:51:21.480 --> 00:51:27.000
hard and frozen, so he gave
up and he went home. So did

572
00:51:27.000 --> 00:51:32.480
he actually go to the site,
And apparently where does that end? So

573
00:51:32.599 --> 00:51:38.360
we're at a point now where he's
already committed his first murder in the military,

574
00:51:38.559 --> 00:51:43.880
has been using drugs so that he
can sexually assault people. He has

575
00:51:43.920 --> 00:51:47.719
now come home, is living with
his grandmother, has already been arrested multiple

576
00:51:47.760 --> 00:51:55.760
times and been in court multiple times, and now he's been banned from all

577
00:51:55.800 --> 00:52:01.119
of the bathhouses because he nearly killed
somebody. Yeah, it is like,

578
00:52:02.480 --> 00:52:08.840
how does one do all this in
so little years? On November twentieth,

579
00:52:09.000 --> 00:52:14.679
nineteen eighty seven, Jeffrey picked up
twenty five year old Stephen to me at

580
00:52:14.679 --> 00:52:19.519
a local bar. Jeffrey convinced Stephen
to spend the night with him at the

581
00:52:19.559 --> 00:52:25.199
Ambassador Hotel because obviously he couldn't go
back to a bathhouse. Jeffrey's plan was

582
00:52:25.239 --> 00:52:30.320
to drug and rape Stephen. However, the next morning, Jeffrey woke up

583
00:52:30.760 --> 00:52:37.480
to cut some bruises on his hands, and he found Stephen had been so

584
00:52:37.599 --> 00:52:44.480
badly beaten that his chest had been
crushed in. That's horrific. Stephen had

585
00:52:44.480 --> 00:52:50.199
been beaten beyond recognition and blood was
coming from his mouth. Jeffrey claimed he

586
00:52:50.280 --> 00:52:53.199
never intended on killing Stephen and he
had no memory of any of it.

587
00:52:54.960 --> 00:53:00.079
Why did they always say that?
They always say I have no memory of

588
00:53:00.199 --> 00:53:05.679
at least one of their murders.
And it's like, he literally confessed to

589
00:53:06.719 --> 00:53:12.440
have everything. So it's like,
why are you saying you don't remember this

590
00:53:12.480 --> 00:53:15.639
one? Like do you actually not
remember because you did confess to everything?

591
00:53:15.880 --> 00:53:19.480
Or are you genuinely just having us
on for a laugh because you just don't

592
00:53:19.480 --> 00:53:22.519
want to admit to this one?
Yeah? Why this one? Because I

593
00:53:22.559 --> 00:53:29.239
feel like, no matter how drunk
or how high you get, I feel

594
00:53:29.280 --> 00:53:35.960
like you're going to remember something like
viciously beating some to death. Jeffrey thought

595
00:53:36.079 --> 00:53:39.440
maybe he had gotten blackout drunk and
tried to take Steven's heart out from his

596
00:53:39.559 --> 00:53:44.119
chest, so Jeffrey was like.
Jeffrey was like, I think I just

597
00:53:44.239 --> 00:53:46.880
got like so drunk and so out
of it, and that in my out

598
00:53:46.920 --> 00:53:52.960
of its state, I just must
have wanted his heart. That's just still

599
00:53:52.000 --> 00:53:57.320
no excuse, though obously it's no
excuse to kill anybody ever, but to

600
00:53:57.480 --> 00:54:00.639
be like, I'm black out,
draw I can't remember what I did last

601
00:54:00.719 --> 00:54:07.559
night. No, it's not normal
to want to take somebody's hurt from their

602
00:54:07.679 --> 00:54:14.199
chest. No, it's not.
And I have never in my twenty five

603
00:54:14.320 --> 00:54:19.480
years of life seeing somebody that has
been black out drunk, like to the

604
00:54:19.519 --> 00:54:24.559
point where they genuinely might not remember
the night, but actually still then be

605
00:54:24.599 --> 00:54:31.159
able to stand up and move and
like make movements what's the word, like,

606
00:54:34.280 --> 00:54:37.079
I know what you mean, Like
they purposeful movement. They would be

607
00:54:37.159 --> 00:54:42.679
very sloppy. He wouldn't be able
to, in my opinion, do something

608
00:54:42.679 --> 00:54:50.800
as calculated exactly. Jeffrey then went
and bought two large suitcases and to put

609
00:54:50.840 --> 00:54:53.320
Stephen's body in. So he put
Stephen's body in one and then he put

610
00:54:53.360 --> 00:54:58.880
any evidence off the crime in the
other. He then got a taxi back

611
00:54:58.920 --> 00:55:04.039
to his grandmother's eyes. The taxi, the taxi man was helping. Jeffrey

612
00:55:04.079 --> 00:55:07.880
put his bags in the boot of
the taxi and joked about how heavy the

613
00:55:07.880 --> 00:55:12.360
bags were, commenting, quote,
you'd think there was a body in there.

614
00:55:15.159 --> 00:55:16.519
God, can you imagine being that
taxi driver. And again, like

615
00:55:16.559 --> 00:55:22.000
the jogger hearing the story years later, and maybe he doesn't even remember like

616
00:55:22.239 --> 00:55:25.239
doing or saying that, but and
it's like so true because when it's like

617
00:55:25.360 --> 00:55:28.639
when you have like a heavy suitcase, it's like, yay, is what

618
00:55:28.719 --> 00:55:34.360
you gotten there? A dead body? Yeah? You know, it's the

619
00:55:34.440 --> 00:55:38.639
thing you say. Yeah. Jeffrey
then hid Steven's body in the basement of

620
00:55:38.719 --> 00:55:44.840
his grandmother's house for a few days. So from what I can gather,

621
00:55:46.599 --> 00:55:52.400
his grandmother's house had a basement,
and in the basement there was like a

622
00:55:52.519 --> 00:56:00.920
seller Okay it was jef Ramsey says. Like the Ramsey says, they had

623
00:56:00.960 --> 00:56:02.639
like a wine cellar in there,
kind of like the wine cellar in the

624
00:56:02.679 --> 00:56:09.039
basement, but like it wasn't used
for wine. But that's where he stored

625
00:56:09.599 --> 00:56:15.400
the body, and he stored it
there for a few days before severing the

626
00:56:15.480 --> 00:56:20.480
head and limbs from the torso.
Jeffrey then took all of the bones from

627
00:56:20.480 --> 00:56:24.519
the body and cut the body into
small pieces. He then put all of

628
00:56:24.559 --> 00:56:29.840
the pieces into a bag and then
put them out for trash collection. He's

629
00:56:29.920 --> 00:56:37.039
so brave in the sense that he
doesn't he's so sure of himself that nobody's

630
00:56:37.039 --> 00:56:40.760
going to look in the bag.
Jeffrey smashed all the bones, but he

631
00:56:42.000 --> 00:56:49.280
decided to keep Stephen's head. Jeffrey
had Steven's head wrapped in a blanket for

632
00:56:49.320 --> 00:56:53.119
two weeks. He then attempted to
preserve it by boiling it in a bleach

633
00:56:53.239 --> 00:57:00.960
mixture in order to keep it for
masturbation purposes, thankfully, and however,

634
00:57:01.679 --> 00:57:06.719
the bones became too brittle after being
boiled and he had to just dispose of

635
00:57:06.760 --> 00:57:10.239
the skull with the rest of the
bones. Stephen was reported missing by his

636
00:57:10.360 --> 00:57:16.239
family in December nineteen eighty seven,
and Stephen is still considered a missing person

637
00:57:16.280 --> 00:57:23.000
to this day because his body was
never actually discovered. Jeffrey did admit to

638
00:57:23.440 --> 00:57:30.400
murdering Stephen, but like there was
no evidence to ever prove that Jeffrey and

639
00:57:30.440 --> 00:57:37.360
Stephen ever even met up together,
other than Jeffrey saying, yeah, know

640
00:57:37.440 --> 00:57:40.639
that I killed him. Yeah,
And by the end, Jeffrey was chasing

641
00:57:42.440 --> 00:57:51.920
a lot of notoriety so you never
know. Yeah, Stephen had given Jeffrey

642
00:57:51.960 --> 00:58:00.920
a taste for murder. And it's
strange because the first murder freaked him out

643
00:58:01.880 --> 00:58:06.920
and like scared him almost like he
was kind of like, what the fuck

644
00:58:06.960 --> 00:58:08.000
did I just do? And how
did I just do that? And what

645
00:58:08.119 --> 00:58:12.199
was wrong with me for doing that? And then it's like, all these

646
00:58:12.280 --> 00:58:16.519
years later, he accidentally then kills
Stephen to me. Well, like quote

647
00:58:16.599 --> 00:58:24.159
unquote accidentally kills Stephen to me,
and it like instead of freaking him out,

648
00:58:24.679 --> 00:58:29.159
gave him a taste for it.
Yeah, like the first time around,

649
00:58:29.800 --> 00:58:31.159
well, the first time around he
had to have liked it to a

650
00:58:31.199 --> 00:58:36.639
degree because he masturbated and he did. But then I think it was the

651
00:58:36.760 --> 00:58:39.199
aftermath then he was like, oh
my god, like what the like,

652
00:58:39.679 --> 00:58:46.280
So with the first murder I heard, like I read and researched that he

653
00:58:46.480 --> 00:58:54.320
like originally was trying to hide that's
Stephen's body under the house and then panic

654
00:58:54.440 --> 00:58:58.119
because then he was like, no, like what if an animal finds it

655
00:58:58.159 --> 00:59:00.280
and then drags it out? And
how do I explain? And the smell

656
00:59:00.639 --> 00:59:04.360
and he like was freaking out and
he was like, what's the best way

657
00:59:04.400 --> 00:59:07.360
to get rid of this? And
like was I can't believe I've done this,

658
00:59:07.480 --> 00:59:12.239
like oh my god, like holy
shit. Like with the first murder,

659
00:59:12.519 --> 00:59:17.719
it was like the initial killing turned
him on and then he freaked out.

660
00:59:17.760 --> 00:59:22.679
But then with this murder, he
didn't have the like freak out as

661
00:59:22.719 --> 00:59:30.119
such. Yeah, and instead yeah, instead he was a case of like

662
00:59:30.400 --> 00:59:39.960
might like to do that again,
and thus began his years long spray.

663
00:59:40.559 --> 00:59:45.880
How would that even? I know
where Jeffrey got it from, because he'd

664
00:59:45.920 --> 00:59:51.199
done it in his childhood to a
degree, I know she's saying that together.

665
00:59:51.880 --> 00:59:54.599
Yeah, to be like, mm, I preserve animals this way,

666
00:59:54.599 --> 01:00:00.679
so I should like definitely try to
preserve this human head so that I can

667
01:00:00.840 --> 01:00:06.679
use it for purposes. And I
mean, we can all use our imagination

668
01:00:06.719 --> 01:00:08.719
as to what the hell he was
going to do with that head. Leave,

669
01:00:09.000 --> 01:00:14.480
No, I don't want to use
my imagination. It's a dark place.

670
01:00:15.119 --> 01:00:20.360
Yeah, well prepare for it to
get a whole lot darker next week

671
01:00:20.400 --> 01:00:27.519
when we discuss all of his victims. It is a dark, dark place.

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676
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out of it. I wanted,
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677
01:00:53.519 --> 01:00:57.519
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to go and watch like the fluffiest
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I go to sleep. I showed
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680
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702
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703
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But yeah, yeah, And on
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714
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me from the ages of eighteen plus
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715
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It only gets worse. Okay you
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