Welcome back to the podcast, Jenny and everyone else. I'd like to start
the podcast with a joke I saw on a meme yesterday, Why did six
want to Fuck seven? All I can think of is seven eight nine?
It was like a seven joke because seven eight ass? It doesn't even make
sense. I'm like, I don't know, Okay, sorry, what's the
joke? Why did six want to fuck seven? Because seven eight ass?
And I don't even know what it's about. And I sent it to Steve
and he was like, I don't get it, but it I'll laugh.
And I was like, yeah, that makes no sense. I think they
just wanted to include that. So anyway, okay, he's coming out there,
Steve, that little fucker. What He sent me a happy Thanksgiving text,
which is so nice, but the way he does it is such a
Steve thing. He found a picture of me from some random YouTube like submission
for an interview for a job I did when I was like twenty one years
old. Lots of people have found that video where it's like and you think
it's private, it's not, and people still send it. And so he
took a screenshot was like happy, Happy Thanksgiving, and I was like you
know what I'm thankful for, Steve. I was like, I'm thankful I
discovered eyeliner pencil so I can pencil my eye lines, and friends like you
that reminded me that that's what I used to I found a video or a
picture of me from Reno and I was like that when I first moved here,
where I would do the black on like my waterline all around and I
really loved it. And then I just saw this picture of the day.
I was like, oh man, I really went so hard on the eyeliner.
But it was for a while. I was gonna say, we all
did like right on your like inside lid. Oh yeah, yeah, oh
yeah, thunder, oh yeah. I had to make sure it was like
really dark on there. I never went through like a smoky eye phase because
it just never I could how to do it and I never looked right.
But even when it was like popular, I think maybe I had a couple
of events where maybe a professional did it so it looked better than if I
would have done it. But I never went through that phase. Luckily.
Well, welcome from to Heati. Thank you, You're welcome. We want
to know all about the trip. Yeah, so is that where you want
to start. Let's h okay, all right, So it was an amazing
trip, I will say, because I've gotten so many messages from people who
are like, did you go through a travel agency? How did you do
this? Blah blah blah. Fallon and I are very similar when we plan
trips. We are like psychos, where we look at travel bloggers, we
look at Instagram, we look at TikTok. We make I mean, I
make an itinerary. I don't know if you fully do stuff like that,
but I don't do an itinerary. I just do like a list of things.
That's exactly what I do because I do not like wasting time trying to
figure out things and research and I like to have multiple options. Do what
kind of food? Do? We feel like here are three places I found
that are these types of food or three activities or whatever. Yeah. So
I did plan the entire trip on my own via travel blogs, TikTok,
Instagram, all that stuff, and I kept it. I mean, it
was by no means cheap. It is still too Tahaiti, but I kept
it reasonably cheap because we did airbnbs instead of the nice like Hilton Ho tells
that have the overwater bungalows yep, And I know I posted about one of
the airbnbs that was like a bungalow itself that was right on the ocean.
That thing was probably nicer than like the overwater bungalows at the Hilton almost.
I mean, it didn't have air conditioning, so there was that, but
it really wasn't that bad because there was such a breeze from the ocean that
it kept it decently cool. Yeah, that's really nice, but yeah,
the trip was great. Andrew and I were not intending on doing so many
extreme hikes that we did, and we ended up doing two pretty hard hikes.
What changed your mind? You were sitting on board and like, no,
no, it wasn't that. It was like we had planned on hiking,
but we didn't plan on doing that hike, and then we changed our
minds and we're like, fuck it, let's do this peak hike. So
the first one we did in Tahiti was like there were a couple sketchy areas
where if you had the wrong footing you could fall and like truthfully fall to
your death potentially, and so and so on that hike. About halfway through
Andrew goes. I think that we should split up the food because if one
of us falls, make sure that there's food for the otter one. My
god, okay, I literally ever said to me. I'd be like,
we are turning around and we are going back down. That is psychotic.
So literally we find like the next spot where we have more footing to be
able to like move around, because that's how small the paths were, and
so I and I was the one carrying the food, so I would have
been good, but yeah, I split up the food. And then we
didn't end up getting to the peak of that one because we got to what
we thought was the peak and then realized it was still very far away.
Isn't so funny? It's like things look so much closer. Well, it
wasn't even that, it was because we already got into the clouds, and
so we were like, eh. And so we get to this place and
it has a hut and it has this water thing, and we read about
it on all trails. We thought we were there, we weren't, and
so we were like, we're not going any further. This was good enough.
We're only going to see more clouds. Keeping going, So we didn't
get to the top of that one. No, but I did get a
photo from that that night that wasn't that one, but that one I did
want to send you, Okay, So I sent Fann a photo of my
crotch sweat because Fall and I are discussing. We do this and we send
each other photos of you there, like our sweat left over on a machine
that we just worked out, our hunderboob sweat, or our crotch sweat.
So on that hike, though, I was sweating so much, So this
is the first one I was just talking about. And I'm like, as
soon as we get to the top, you're taking a picture of my crotch
sweat, I'm sending it ton. Well, we get to the top and
there's this German guy just like taking in the scenery and we like which you
couln't see much because we were in clouds, but we're sitting there and we
ended up talking to him for like forty five minutes at the top, and
by then the crotch sweat had disappeared. For the most fortunate, say wow.
So anyways, then we did another hike when we went to a different
island. It's called Molrea. I hope I pronounce that right. I still
have no idea, and that hike was terrifying. Like I'm telling you that
the physical part was very challenging, but I have never been mentally challenged so
hard in my life on a hike because of they once again basically cliff drop
off on either side, because it was straight ridgeline. Yeah, there was
like very little footing. Videos and pictures don't do justice to how scary it.
That's the one you posted kind of footage of you hiking that you did
more footage of me hiking. Oh probably, Yeah, that one looked You're
right, you couldn't tell how scary it was as far as like cliff drop
offs, but you could tell how untraveled the path was. And that to
me, Like the comments I saw were like absolutely where everyone's like I would
be I don't know if snakes are there, but I would be afraid there
were snakes there. And that's what I was like, Yeah, for sure,
but usually like when you do a hike, uh huh, you can
tell it's been hiking four years, looked like off trail kind of hiking.
Yeah, it was wild. Truthfully, I was making it further mentally than
Andrew was Andrew started getting more scared before I did, and then because he
started voicing his fear, then I started getting more scared because Andrew's way more
fearless than I am. So I was like doing okay, but then he
started being like, I don't obabe, maybe we should turn around. And
eventually we got to a point where we saw clouds over the peak again,
and we were like, we're not going not gonna make a good view anyway.
And it wasn't even the view situation like this looked like clouds would have
passed through and we still would have had a decent view. We were truly
scared that it was going to rain, and we would have like died going
down if it was raining because the paths were so already kind of had some
mud to it. If it got slippery or anything, we could have fell
off basically a cliff in seconds. So we were like, we're not gonna
be those dumb people. And it's like we hike, but never hikes that
are dangerous like that, Like we do pretty extreme. We've done like some
intense hikes in Colorado in the teetan stuff like that, but never something where
like you get the wrong footing or you slide a little bit and you fall
to your right. So anyways, besides the extreme hike, yeah, we
did some fun things. We snorkeled. It works out great. I did
my research on where the sharks and sting ray kind of lagoon Aio was,
and so our airbnb was right in front of it. So we literally kayaked
out to it, skipped having to pay one hundred and fifty dollars per person
for an excursion, and went out and did it ourselves. Our airbnb hosts
gave us fish for bait to bring the sharks, and and you are,
oh, why was terrified? What kind of sharks were they? They were
the blacktip reef sharks. Okay, so they would not they could, but
they're not. They're not known to be aggressive at all. You just don't
try to touch them like they swim. I would do it. I think
I would do it, but I think I would be like so uncomfortable.
I'd be like I'd get four pictures and that's it and get back in the
little kayak. Well, so I'm all about, like just gotta go pro
So I'm like, Andrew, get all this footage, you know, and
I'm getting in the water. Is that where your pictures are from to the
GoPro Yes, Okay, I was gonna ask if you got like a little
one of those waterproof bags for your phone. Okay, oh no, we
had those in Thailand and they would not have worked as well for like taking
as good of pictures. But yeah, so we got out and these I
wish I should posted this video. These stingrays. They smell the bait and
they're like puppies, like thinking you have a treat. So they're on you.
They're literally above the water on you, and I started freaking. I
was like, babe, I don't even have the bait. Andrew had all
the bait. I was like, throw a bait away because the hosts our
host told us to just throw it like far away if you want them to
get away from you, like just throw it somewhere else in the water.
And like once we did that, I'm like bummed that we kind of wasted
all of our bait because we realized, like they really are just friendly creatures.
They're not going to hurt you. Yes, there is a huge risk
with a sting ray, like if you step on their stinger, I'm eating
Steve my story Jenny. Okay, to be fair, Steve Irwin pulled this
the like stinger thing out of his heart and that's what caused him to die.
He wouldn't have died had he left it there. Why did he do
that? He should have known because that's what I'm thinking, right, I
know that. So anyways, so that was super Steve. When with stingrays,
god, no, I didn't even know that until Andrew told me.
I just assumed the sting ray venom killed him, but Andrew was like,
no, he died because the stinger went into his heart and it punctured something
and had he left it in there, he would have been able to like
survive. But anyways, that was one of the highlights of the trip and
one of the main things I wanted to do was like snorkeling and stigrays.
But outside of that, I had like a couple funny stories. We already
talked about the crotch pic that I sent found, so that was from the
second hype. That was super terrifying and I have never I truly wish we
would have weighed ourselves before and after both of these hikes, because that's how
much weight I feel like I lost, Like three to four pounds on these
hikes because we were drenched in sweat. It was insane and that humidity.
Well, in that picture of Jenny's crotch she sent me, it would not
even be defined as crotch sweat. It went down to her knees, and
I was like, I can honestly say I've never seen crotch sweat go so
low in my whole It was so bad, and I looked absolutely hideous in
all of these like videos and pictures, so you might notice any ones that
you've seen are kind of fire away because I sweat so much. I also
had made the mistake which I didn't think of at the time. I got
a spray'stand before this, because of the way I sweat, it started melting
off in different areas. And then like I legitimately had to tie the shirt
that I brought for protection against the sun, this long sleeep shirt, so
that's what I thought I was going to use for I had to tie it
around my head to stop the sweat from dripping down, making the sunscreen drip
into my eight eyes, burying my eyes. It was like, like,
I know a lot of things look so glamorous on Instagram, and I try
to relay that like it's not definitely always like that, because there were moments
where I was in so much like sweating pain that I was like, I
need to just lay in a bath right now and not move for Alur.
I was even freaked out by the video you posted of you and what looked
like a like silky satin dress. I'm like, oh my god, you're
wearing that and a humid location and bad at night. At night, it
really was bad because I was like, I would have swass, I would
have underboop sweat would be so gross. No, it's just like when you
get into like these jungly areas, that's where the humidity really got to you.
It wasn't so bad when you were by the water. Would you go
back there? I would. Andrew and I both kind of made it like
a bucket list thing that we both want to go back and do that hike,
And truthfully, we almost did that hike again, the really scary one
for a second time, because but we didn't because Andrew got sick and he
couldn't do it. So he got sick probably day four of the trip.
We were there for like seven and a half days and it hit him like
a brick wall, but he didn't let it stop him from doing anything.
Like I wanted to go on that trip in Snorkel. That was like my
main thing. And we had already done the sting ray and shark thing,
but there were so many beaches around that I like wanted to still Snorkel,
And so one day we did go to a beach and he just sat under
a tree and read his book and I was just flopping around in the water
for like an hour by myself. I felt so bad for him. On
one of the pictures, I think he was in a kayak you posted his
face looked so puffy because and you had just posted he was sick, or
I probably wouldn't have looked at it like twice and I saw it, I
was like, oh my god, you can tell how sick he is.
And it made me feel so bad for him. Yeah, you know,
one of his eyes looked like he had like an allergic reaction to a beasting.
It got so bad and I felt so bad for him. But yeah,
okay, so this is the typical Jenny disgusting story. So because of
like my diet being very off on a vacation. I was having some bowel
issues where I was just shitting my brains out and when I could, and
between that and then Andrew being so stuffy that he was constantly blowing his nose.
We literally went through all the toilet paper every day that we were at
the hotel, and so Andrew was like, man, at one point,
He's like, the title of this vacation should be called Meet the Shitters,
because we were just like I mean, he was having some stomach issues too,
on being sick, but then he was constantly blowing his nose, and
then he'd take a roll with him everywhere he went. And then I'd go
in the bathroom and there's only like a fucking sheet left of the other role
and I'm like, babe, I need the roll. We have no toilet
paper. So there was that. And then one thing that you would hate
in Tahiti is that I could not find iced coffee to save my life.
That's so I feel like it's so common in other countries, like they I
think they think we're trash. They started like americanizing, like Europe more with
iced coffee. Like the first time I went to Europe, I couldn't find
a single iced coffee. So I do just like I will just drink it
if I need to, but if it's super hot and humid, I do
not want like a hot tut I'm saying. I wanted cold coffee, And
to be fair, I did find some in Tahiti, but in Moreo,
which is where we spent most of our time, not a single place like
we finally found this amazing like bakery coffee kind of shop supposed to be coffee
shop, and I'm trying They speak French there, just in case you are
unaware, and I'm trying to relay like an iced coffee with like maybe a
latte or whatever, and they kind of have that on the menu, but
it's all in French, so I'm not fully understanding it. And she's like
yes, this, yes, so this and this, and she's kind of
pointing at things that she was going to mix together. She basically blended ice
with coffee and put like a weird flavoring in it, and then so it
was all liquified. It wasn't like a frappe like smoothie like texture. I
thought that's what she was going to do, but no, it was like
a liquid of ice or like of coffee that all she did was blend ice
into it to the point of it just being a liquid. It was awful.
Yeah, so that was not fun. But yeah, other than that,
would you how would you rank it on places you've been? I think
it's just it's so hard to say because every place is so different. But
I would say, like, because I planned this trip so well, it
is very high up there on places better than Thailand. No, I would
say that because but that it's hard to say because you planned this better than
Thailand. I did plan it so much better. And also Thailand has so
much more to offer, Like it's a it's an island in like the middle
of the Pacific Ocean, Like there's not a whole ton to do besides look
at the scenery, go on hike, snorkel, like that is a lot
to do. That's not what I'm saying. But like Thailand, the culture
there, the activities, like there's just so much more to do there,
Okay, And I felt like more immersed in a different cultural experience there than
Tahiti because there is a lot of Americanized things in Tahaiti, and like in
European because it's French. So I would say Thailand is still better. And
Andrew and I like, yeah, we want to go back and do these
hikes, but we don't feel the need to go back again, Whereas Thailand
we literally feel like we could go spend another month there and still not scratch
like the space of everything we want to do there. And also my frugal
side would say Thailand because it was kind of expensive to eat in Tahiti and
I don't really put eating out as like high priority on my list of things
to do on vacation. I'm more of a like, let's get something to
eat. And truthfully, we had like some not great food there, Like
I did do enough research on the island of Tihiti and so we ate at
some pretty shitty restaurants there. But Moilrea, I did a lot of research
and it was good food. But there's a point where you cannot eat any
more seafood and that's like their specialty. So it's like they do have some
good pizza there, though they have nailed down pizza all right, there is
that then, But yeah, so that was it. I'm I will say
that most trips, I feel like I get really sad and I don't want
to come home, and I'm like, oh, I wish I could have
a few more days this one. I feel like we did so much that
I finally was like, yeah, I'm good. I'm like, I'm good
to go home. I'm tired, I'm ready to get back into a routine
of things, and so yeah, that's kind of how I felt with it.
But it was amazing, that's awesome. It looked it looked very beautiful.
I like the water and stuff was like so picturesque. It's like what
you want it to look like. So it looked so pretty. Yeah,
and you looked super hot in your bikini photo. Thank you. I was
okay. I had like ideas of things I wanted to post on social media
going into the trip, per looking at a bunch of other people's instagrams,
you know, but there was no part of me that ever thought I was
going to post some like kind of thirst trap looking swimsuit pic. But then
Andrew and I just did like this photo shoot, and I was like,
we both look pretty good and this like it is a beautiful background. I'm
gonna post this, yeah, and not feel like it feels conceited for me
to post something like that, Like I just don't love to. I mean,
you work out hard. I get it. I'm I would be the
same way. I would feel like uncomfortable doing it and then be like screw
it. But also you're on a beach, so you're obviously wearing a bathing
suit, so it's like it's funny, but I it's funny when you go
to like beautiful places like that. Nothing I have no video or picture I
take ever does it justice. And it also never looks like any actual influencer
because I don't have all their photo editing tools. Took super contrast things to
make it look crazy, and I did not edit anything on my photos besides
I have one. On the swimsuit photo, I did use face tune,
just sort of edit. There was such a difference between the tan on my
legs and my feet because my feet had sweated off all the tan that I
looked like a cave woman, Like that's how different than my color and the
half collar. So I had to like edit that a little bit because like
I go to go glow for spray tans and they do a phenomenal job,
and that looked like so bad that I was like, I can't be posted
on tag us bitch, I don't want anything like that. I was like,
well, I did not have nearly as exciting. Yeah, your life
you can have. I'm nothing excited to share. I will say I did
have. I posted on my Instagram a humbling experience because I don't know like
a lot of the people at Fox very well since I've been doing the Jason
Show or whatever. But I did go in yester not yesterday, sorry,
Friday, because that's day. It was Sunday and I had to go potty.
Yeah, for a long Nothing is more embarrassing than when you are sitting
on a toilet in a business and the light goes out. I was sitting
there. I was like, oh my god, because then then not only
first of all, you have to walk at Fox where I am, you
have to walk through the sales pit and they're all like, hey, fallon.
Yeah. So then when I come back twenty minutes later, but so
he's like, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god,
there's nothing I can do to get this light back on. Like I tried
waving my house. It's not it. Someone comes in and then the lights
come on, and now they know you have been sitting in the dark for
god knows how long, and it's so awkward. I fucking hate that,
like quit having I get it's for like energy purposes, but it is so
embarrassing. And I'm like, I do not know these people here well enough,
so I wasn't ask you to. So Jake has his company, they
have like it's not a party, his boss hosts like a dinner at his
house and we and like he invites a bunch of people. So we have
that on like the fifteenth. But they just emailed our the Fox people just
said, like with the Jason to oh, we have the Fox Party on
the fourteenth. You should And I was like, I wasn't invited. They're
like, no, you are through us because you should. And I'm like,
what do you think should I go to that? Because I've gone back
and forth in my head like it would be good to go and see people
maybe, but part of me is like we're already doing Jake's on Friday.
Yeah, but it'll be the only time I ever get invited to the Fox
party. But then I also like I know everyone, but also is it
a kind of cocktail walk around chat and you can leave right away if you
feel like it. I right away, But leave at your own discretion.
I think so, but then I would still have to get like a babysitter
for two nights in a row. Yeah, I mean, aka, my
mom, that's tough. I'm all for like trying. I feel like I
try to put like holiday parties as a higher priority on my list. And
like Andrew has always missed his with his work because of a snowboarding trip the
last two or three years, and he finally is here this time, so
I'm gonna go with him to his in like a week. And then I
think I missed our iHeart one last year because I was on a snowboarding trip
or something was happening. I was gone. I missed it because no one
said it was a holiday party. I was so frustrated about that I got
we got the invite. Yeah, but like, I'll be honest, we
had a girl takeover, like and she plans fun outings and things all the
time. We have never had that in the history of iHeart. We maybe
have one thing a year. So now there's something like every month, which
is so nice. But I'm obviously not gonna go to something every month.
So it was like, hey, we're gonna be at a brewery and I'm
like, cool, it never said on the thing this is our company holiday
party, but apparently everyone else knew, so it's the one event every single
person went to. I was on my couch and then I saw everyone posting.
I was like, oh fuck. And then Dave came in being like
who was unlimited everything? He was open bar and I was like, oh
no, So if they do want to get this year, then I probably
will go. And I'm like, I don't know, but I think I
don't know. I don't have the respective of having to get a babysitter for
two nights in a row, and Mom, it's not like it's a real
thing. Mine's more guilt of me not being with all of two nights more
so than having to get a babysitter. If you will, I mean,
if it's just a quick thing, and is it like is it right when
she's going to bed or is it before that? I actually don't know,
yeah, because I could love the fox one, but she's starting to be
like sleeping half the time. I mean she has about like eight now,
so it's not Yeah. Also, did you see the video that Jake posted
of her skiing again? Yes? I say where were they They always go
to Highland because Dylan is yeah, Dylan's uh, he does ski lessons for
kids. He did last year and he does again this year, and so
it's her third ski season and she is just she loves it, and I'm
so happy she does, because I'm just so happy that that he's passing that
on to her since I would clearly not. And because they're doing a big
ski trip this March, he's taken the kids and that'll be really fun.
Did I tell you that I booked my birthday than you did it? Okay?
So I had gone back and forth, I know, even on this
podcast about Alaska, but I decided I wanted Alaska to be a family trip.
And the one of the places I really want to go is Catmi and
it's like all chrisly Bears and Jake's like, we can't take all of that.
I'm like, I don't plan on going to Alaska a ton, so
when I go, I want to like do a lot of things. So
I'll just wait maybe until the kids are a little older, or she's older.
So I kind of was like, I think I just want my birthday
to be for me and Jake and I don't want to party. He's like,
what about a dinner. I was like, I would be open to
doing a dinner with friends, because I feel like I'll be sad if I
don't do anything with like my friends or family. But I was like,
I really would rather just spend money on a trip. So it's not a
big trip. It's like three nights, and I did book big, sir.
So what I booked was I got targeted by travel and leisure and ad
it was like the ultimate all inclusive of girls trips, and there are id
I'm like, I feel like when you think of all inclusive, you only
think of like Mexico, And so I was like, are there nice all
inclusive places in the States. Well, first of all, it's fucking laughable
this article because the places they recommended were so spectacular. But I'm like,
none of my friends could afford this. This is not something I could afford,
like a full week of so but I was like, for my fortieth
I am spending the most I have ever spent in my life on an all
inclusive for just three nights for me and Jake, and so I booked it
and so cool because the way the place is positioned I guess it's like,
you know, half on the ocean, half redwood. So the it's all
inclusive, so it involves like they take you on hikes, or they'll give
you like make you a picnic basket to go to the ocean, or like
all these different things. So it looks very cool. You could have upgraded
to a luxury status and you get a beside every single day or there.
I did not upgrade to that, but I thought that was really cool.
But we'll have access to like all the grounds and stuff. So I was
like, now what it's had to figure out where we're going to fly into
and all that stuff. But I booked it over my actual birthday and I'm
excited. I tell Jenny before we got on the podcast. Next year is
my year. I can just tell I'm fine turning forty. I just feel
like everything is going to fall into place for me next year. And I
don't know what that means, but I feel like, because I've wondered sometimes,
I've wondered, am I a person who's capable of ever being truly happy?
Like I'm such a the glass is half empty person, and I don't
think I'm capable of being like the optimistic person for like you know what I
mean. But I do think that I can like finally feel content and happy
in life while still bitching about minor thing. And I just feel like I've
already like started that shift and adjustment, and so I'm looking forward to I
think it's going to be a good year. I do too. I think
you're gonna have a great year, you too, Jenny, I agree,
I'm looking forward to it too. I want to say real quick about Big
sir, Well, I just have a question. So it's a hotel you're
saying that, mm hmm okay, because I'm like thinking of Big Sur.
And when we did our road trip, I saw like campgrounds and stuff like
that, but we didn't get far into it because it was like wildfires and
stuff when we went. But I'm so excited to see all that because that's
like on our list of like we want to go back and do our road
trips, starting basically in Big Sur and then going down to like San Diego
to finish the West Coast road trip. But you're gonna have a super fun
time and don't sleep on like maybe flying into I think it's San Jose might
be an easier option. Than San Francisco, and it might be cheaper because
I didn't look at like a lot of different airports when I was booking our
West Coast road trip, and there were more than just San Francisco around.
But for me, they have the closest is Monterey. Obviously it's going to
be a smaller nobody. Actually I didn't know about that either, and we
were ending our trip in Monora and it was going to be cheaper to just
fly out of there, and I didn't realize it until like a month later
that they had an airport. So you should check that out too, I
wanted. I'm looking at Monterey and looking at even though I know it would
be like a lovely drive I've I was like, again, I might like
order like a car to take us, because once we're there, we're not
going to be, yeah, with the car driving anywhere. So I think
we're going to spend all of our time like at the resort, going to
like the ocean or to the woods, and you don't need a car for
any of that. I think, yeah, I don't think. So I
was like, maybe I'll just get a car that takes us there and then
takes us back to the airport. That'll be nice. So how long are
you going? Just three nights? Okay, it's like you said you weren't
going to do a week, but I was like, you got to at
least go for a cup few nights. Yeah, and I think it'll be
it'll be short, too short, and we'll be like, oh, I
wish you were staying longer. But it's fine. It's still fun. And
I might do like a like I said, at dinner with friends or something,
because Jake was like, what if we like do one of those fancy
things where you hire people to come into your house and cook. And I'm
like, I love my friends, but I don't want to spend like three
thousands. So you don't spend three thousand dollars, but I don't want to
spend that. I would rather honestly host a pot luck with my friends and
make everyone bring a dish. Maybe I should do it. You have to
come, Jenny, Well, obviously I'll be there. I'll be there at
whatever option you decide to do. But also I don't want you to feel
the pressure of like having to host people on your own birthday. Yeah,
I love that, and you'd like be stressed about cleaning too, and like
organizing the house. And your house is always like clean and organized, so
whatever. But I always feel like when you put on the stress of like
you're excited to host something, but then you forget about, like the day
before and the day of, how stressful it is to actually have your house
together for it. It's so stressful, it is. Yeah, But anyway,
book that and excited and that's awesome. Catch me. I'll be wearing
a G string, will you. Yeah, I'll be posting photos. Yes,
No one wants it. Nothing wants it. Thank you for listening.
Welcome back, Jenny. Thank you. Here real quick, I'm just going
to give a quick up date. But I know the last podcast I talked
about having like a really bad bout of anxiety, and truthfully, it last
much longer than just the duration of that podcast in that day, and it
did inspire me to finally get therapy started. Yeah, Jenny, I did
set that up. I'm not sold on my therapist yet. I think I
might for me to find someone, truthfully who has a little more education,
like a higher up, because I think she's just she's not that she's not
educated and has like the right credentials, but I think I need to go
to like a psychiatrist instead, and someone who can potentially prescribe medication honestly,
So we're I got another appointment with her this week though, and I'm not
like saying no to her yet because she was great for like a first session.
But I have another appointment this week and We're gonna see how it goes.
I'm feeling much better than two weeks ago. But yeah, thank you
for everyone. I have gotten a lot of messages and I appreciate everyone's messages,
and you all have such kind words, and I hope that me talking
about it has helped out some people, because, like I said on the
last podcast, I know how lonely it can feel sometimes when your brain is
thinking crazy things and making you feel all weird and you feel all alone,
and to know that someone else knows what you're going through makes you feel les
alone. So thank you for the messages and the emails. I super appreciate
it. Well, thank you. Yeah, I'm glad that you finally found
your way to someone and you're starting that journey because I think that it will
be helpful for sure. And yeah, thank you for listening