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Robert lind Simon. That's me, Welcome

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to my side of the crystal Va. We've got a doozy tonight. Well,

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first of all, we've got a
short and suite wwrs. But my

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guests tonight joining us definitely for leaning. The little girl from Rhode Island happens

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to be a mental giant and powerhouse. She just happens to be a TikTok

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influencer, psychic, intuitive, healer, occultists and I say occultist because of

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all the knowledge and all the information
that she has, as well as the

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way she processes her information, the
way she comes up with all these fantastic

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and very real theories and processes.
And this young woman is merely twenty four

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years old, and she already is
breaking and making her name around the world.

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And she's going to be the guest
for the entire evening in the expert's

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chair. Before we get to the
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without further ado, let's light disc

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cant all and let's hear what ww
r S is about tonight. You know,

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the other morning, I was out
for a walk with my dogs as

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we always do. The sun had
just just come up. It was starting

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to get bright, and as we
were walking across the field, I saw

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this gorgeous fox running across the field
and there was a squirrel in a month.

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And the very first thing I thought
was the foxes babies have breakfast this

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morning. And the second thing I
thought was the squirrels babies don't have their

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breakfast this morning. I thought about
it for a couple of moments, and

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I thought, should I interfere?
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And I thought it for about a
little bit, and then I didn't do

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anything because I realized that it wasn't
my business. I didn't have I don't

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have the awareness, the knowledge and
the judgment to decide what babies get fed

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and what ones don't. I realized
that some time it's not our business,

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and that what we need to do
is just let it go. And that's

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what Robert has to say. My
guests and I sitting in the experts Share

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comes all the way from Rhode Island. Stephanie for Reading is known around the

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world as a TikTok influencer and as
a TikTok influencer, she uses her influence

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around the psychic intuitive things, psychic
ability. She does ratings on TikTok.

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She is the psychic. She isn't
intuitive, She's far more than that.

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And she's a really brilliant young woman. And the concepts, theories, ideas

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that she has already are truly beyond
her years. It's been fascinating talking with

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her and George just going to love
her. And here is my guest tonight

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from the great state of Rhode Island
is Stephanie for Leamy. I'm thinking,

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how does a young woman mid twenties
become an internationally known psychic intuitive and TikTok

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influence? How does that and this
young woman from Rhode Island, how does

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that happen? How did you do
this? So it was one hundred percent

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by accident. Yeah, I was. This is never my intention, really

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like, I'm really excited about it, and I love this path, but

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I never foresaw this path kind of
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definitely because Rhode Island is literally the
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I had actually started out even more
interestingly, I was raised religious, and

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then I was an atheist, and
then I went to law school and then

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I just basically did every other path
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the universe was kind of like,
hey, nope, that's not it.

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So then I kind of started,
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my own and then I just started
sharing my journey on TikTok and I was

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like, this is interesting. Nobody
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life community want to talk about this, so maybe somebody on the internet will

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care. So your TikTok videos are
about your spiritual and psychic abilities. That

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is that correct, yes, and
a lot of modalities they are regarding that,

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and pretty much it always ties in
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like I'd mentioned, coming from that
law school background, I was very very

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what's the word I'm looking for?
I was very u you know, instation

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curious, definitely investigative. I needed
to understand why it made sense. So

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I basically started looking at my experiences
and trying to find some explanation for it,

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because nobody else had explanation for it. So, so, from your

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religious background and as a child,
did you have psychic or intuitive senses or

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feelings from other people? So it's
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of my childhood like that, but
mostly I remember being kind of shut down

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in that context. And I even
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was I like this as a kid? And they were like not at all.

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And I think that maybe they were
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pretend I wasn't like this, But
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this then? Or recognizing your like
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was honestly happenstance. I guess.
I don't think anything's a coincidence. I

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think the universe is pretty like,
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your this way, and then we'll
push you that way, and then she'll

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figure it out. And I really
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universe. And then I went to
law school and I really was miserable.

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And I went because like I could
academically do it. I was going on

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almost a full ride. So I
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maybe this is my path. And
I had tried so many different majors

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in college. I graduated with psychology. I didn't know what I wanted to

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do, and I was like this, nothing feels right. So then when

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the pandemic hit and I was working
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professionals, I started doing my own
research when I had some more downtime and

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I was trying to understand some phenomena
that I had experienced as a kid.

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I did have some memories of things
occurring as a kid that nobody could explain,

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people didn't remember, and I was
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That was traumatizing. So yeah,
starting to just poke around, and then

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it felt more and more right.
The further and further I got down the

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rabbit hole. What kind of things
did you see or sense that other people

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either that didn't see or did see
and forgote, what were the things that

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you were sensing or so a lot
of it. I think my main no,

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I don't like to use the word
ability, but like I think my

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main sense is really just like knowing. I really just like know a lot

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of things for no reason. And
one of them especially, it happened a

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lot with my religious upbringing. The
church did not like me. I was

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very vocal about the things that I
was like, this isn't true, and

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the things that they were trying to
tell me, and I would ask questions

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and be like, okay, well
how does this make sense? Or like

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what is what is that about?
And then nobody would have answers. So

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it was interesting and I was just
like, I don't know why I know

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this, but I know this.
And then there were other experiences where I

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one of them I talked about in
my TikTok channel. And I know that

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this doesn't relate to a lot of
people. But have you ever seen Stranger

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Things? I haven't seen it,
Okay, so you might really enjoy I

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have seen Strangers Things, but but
not the video or the movie. Okay.

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So it's a series on Netflix.
I think it might be elsewhere too,

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but I watched it on Netflix,
and it's essentially based on a true

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story regarding the Montok Project and the
government experiments done with children in regards to

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psychic abilities and stuff like that.
So they have a concept in Stranger Things

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called the upside Down, which basically
one of the characters slips into the upside

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Down, which is like a mirror
universe basically. And I was so fascinated

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with this series, and then when
I saw things like that, it jogged

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my memory when that happened to me
as a kid, I literally slipped into

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a different dimension. I guess you
want to call it that really. Yeah,

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So I had been like looking for
answers, and nobody had answers,

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and my parents were like, we
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what did you see in that alternate
reality or that mirror real? What did

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you see? So I all right, so everything pretty much looked the same,

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just like creepier, like darker.
I guess a little bit, and

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then I what had happened? The
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I was six years old. I
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five. When I was six and
I was painting my toe on eils in

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the living room and I zoned out. And I had a lot of instances,

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especially as a kid and even in
college, where I would just like

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zone out. I would be forced
into a zone out, and then I

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would zone out, and then you
know, when you come back in from

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zoning out, you're doing the same
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when I had zoned out, I
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I snapped back from the zone out, I was already chugging nail polish remover,

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which like is not safe obviously,
right, So I threw it on

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the ground and I screamed, and
my parents were right there, and I

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ran over to them, and I
was like, Mom, Dad, help,

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I don't know what's happening. They
couldn't hear me, they couldn't see

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me. It was like I wasn't
even there. At first, I thought

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they were ignoring me, and I
was like, why aren't you responding to

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me right now? And they just
like didn't acknowledge that I was even there,

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Like they literally could not hear or
see me. And that's it's interesting

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because that's the exact same thing that
happens in the upside Down on Stranger Things.

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Yeah, I don't think I've ever
had an experience it's like that one.

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Yeah. I still am looking for
answers for it, honestly, because

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I mean, even just recently,
I've started to get some kind of answers.

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So I are you familiar with the
Acousha records. Yes, sure,

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So the Acoshic records also hold like
our soul blueprints if you're aware of that

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concept. Beautiful. So I did
a soul blueprint restoration. I'm actually getting

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certified and soul blueprint restoration as well
because of my experience with this. So

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I had a soul blueprint restoration from
this lifetime and the practitioner asked me,

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like, something when you were six
years old corrupted your soul blueprint. It

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corrupted the code of the soul blueprint. What was what happened when you were

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six? And I was like,
the only thing that I can think of,

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I thought I was five, but
it was, you know when I

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literally just what I described as slipping
dimensions and stuff like that. And she

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was like, it was that.
So I'm still looking for answers there.

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I have some interesting theories regarding it, but I'm definitely trying to pick it

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out. We could talk about that
perhaps another time. Then that was that

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the theory we were that you were
just discussing before. That's another one.

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Oh, I can hire you wait
up to hear more. So, UM,

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how did you take being detached like
that the way the way you did,

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or or going into another state of
mind? Um? How did it

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go from there to being able to
see or sense for other people? Um?

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So that's a really good question,
honestly, I think the answer to

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I mean, I have so many
theories on things just because I'd looked for

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answers to all of this and nobody
had answered. So I was like,

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I know, I'm not just making
this up. You know. So I

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started kind of just piecing together the
puzzle on my own, and that I

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guess started probably I don't know,
I want to say, like my teenage

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years. And I definitely think it
had a lot to do with trauma.

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And I feel like that that's like
a theory that I had working with it

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as well. It's like trauma can
be like a partner. It's been my

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experience over my career. UM,
anyone that does this work, UM,

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we all have in common that that
common denominator we come from a traumatic background

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and often early in life. That
that's what I've noticed. UM, I've

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noticed the really good ones, the
more traumatized, usually the better, the

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better you are in this work.
It's it's part is part of the training

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for the job. And if you
don't become a narcissist, you become an

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EmPATH. So the ones that do
our work, we we we go through

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that trauma and we become empathic.
Absolutely. Yeah, that's exactly where I

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am kind of piecing together theory as
well. But I concur on all of

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the assertions you've just made. It
really started regarding some trauma, and I

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didn't know what was happening with me. I thought I was just getting you

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know, angry or whatever. It
turns out my energy was literally just rejecting

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other people's energies. And I didn't
know that me being in a massive public

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space was me just picking up so
many people's energies. I thought I had

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mechanic disorders and I didn't know how
to manage it. I didn't know what

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was going on. Nobody had answers
for me. So I was really just

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like, I don't know what's happening
with me. And I again went for

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a degree in psychology, and when
I had, you sought out treatment for

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excellent, like ten years, and
nobody had answers for me. Nothing was

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helping. My doctor was like,
we don't have any medication. I was

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like, I can't help but think
maybe it's not mental illness, Like maybe

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there's not something wrong with me here
because nothing you can do can help me.

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Okay, So I got so unwrapped
in in what you were saying relating

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preparing how I went through. You
know, I completed Grade eight um and

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one semester of Grade nine. Then
I lived on the street. Um so

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um, I'm comparing how I dealt
with that outside world the way you did,

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and it's very very different. I
just knew that I was intuitive and

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I was supposed to do psychic things. Um, and I didn't go down

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that h academic road. You went
down the academic road looking for for for

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for the the answers, Yeah,
I think a lot of that has to

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do with like my family and my
own course. By the way, thank

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you. Um, yeah, I
wasn't. I mean, I'm glad that

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I rooted back here, but I
think it's important everybody has different experiences for

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absolutely, and I think that this
happened, you know, this was my

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path because I, you know,
was meant to get to the other side

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here and then help other people that
might be stuck along the way. You

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know, because with my upbringing and
with my family and everything like, it

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was just kind of expected that I
went to college. It was like,

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it wasn't like what do you want
to do after high school? It was

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like, where are you going to
college? And I was like, well,

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I don't even know what I want
to do. So I mean it

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was kind of just that was the
route, and I had, you know,

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followed it. I played the game
for so long and then I was

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in law school when I was like, wait, why am I even doing

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this? This is awful? Like
I wasn't always an artistic kid. I

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was always very intuitive, Like I
didn't know that it was intuition because everybody

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around me had kind of gasol at
me and been like, nope, you

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have problems, and I was like, okay, I just had problems.

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So I just had been told to
shut down every part of me. When

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did you start doing like in looking
at people and giving them information, guidance,

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direction. When did you start doing
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twenty three, so two years ago. Oh, consciously doing that? Because

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certainly because certainly before that, yeah, consciously, And that's when I first

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realized that that's what I was doing. And okay, all right, So

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when did you first start doing what? You weren't conscious that you were doing

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that you became conscious. When do
you think you started that? Definitely childhood.

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I was definitely saying things to people
in childhood, and I think it

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was in trouble Yeah oh yeah,
oh did you Yeah, me too?

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Okay, can you remember any of
those? I mean a lot of it

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resonates from the church experiences when I
would say things that would just be like,

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what are you talking about, you
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an intuitive kind of a download type
of thing. But even a lot of

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it, I think is sensing a
lot of other people's emotions. I'm really

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really I have to try to not
I have to try to not pick up

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on people's emotions. Like I can
feel things as other people feel them.

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I literally think things like I can
literally tap into people's thoughts. But it's

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not intentional. I don't know how
to control that yet. I'm still working

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on it. Well, when you
find that answer, would you let me

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know, Yeah, it's a lot, Okay, would you share that one

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with me? Because because that is
that is you know, classic for us,

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and and it just happens where it
is like not hearing, you know,

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when we're walking down the street when
we have hearing, you know,

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and it's it. Sometimes you just
can't lock it. I get affected in

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crowds, and I also get affected. You know. One time I was

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at a Simply Read concert years and
years ago, and it was a beautiful

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concert. I used to really like
that band, and the singer and the

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and the keyboard player hated each other's
guts or they were having this horrible fight

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because the energy between them on stage
was so intense and angry. It interfered

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with my feeling about about the concert
itself, and I couldn't get that sort

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of aftertaste away. That's that's what
it was like. Yeah, And I

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totally understand with that. And I
feel like it's one of those things where

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you had said a lot of us, we don't know how to not do

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that. It just is like that. That's because that's what we are.

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Yeah, It's like not seeing big
sponges or like big radio receivers with just

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like a super wide antenna. Yeah, something like that. Um, and

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some of us, some of us
can use it for helping others, and

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some of us UM use it to
to learn the darker sides of life or

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get hurt or or or and stay
in that stay in those places to you

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know. Um. So it was
about two years ago that you started doing

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reading, but you must have been
doing readings with terror and things like that

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just a little before twenty three.
So I had a tarot deck around nineteen.

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I like dabbled, I dabbled a
little bit. I really got like

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fully into it when I was twenty
three. So what deck do you like?

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Or so I have a whole.
Like, I have literally so many

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decks right here. There's like probably
thirty. My favorite is the Quantum Oracle.

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I don't know if you're familiar with
that deck. I'm not. I

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don't, please, please please,
but this one is my favorite. Okay.

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So it's kind of similar in nature
to the tarot where it has different

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suits. There's no major arcana minor
arcana though, so I'll show you if

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you're interested. It has like all
these different cards and they have different suits

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of like events or intention or consciousness
and spirit and cycle and I think there's

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one for bowl energy. So it's
got a lot of different like suits and

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things like that. So it's kind
of read similarly to the tarot um,

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but a little differently in that nature. And I think it's I really like

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the you know, original tarot deck
and everything as well. I think they

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give different aspects to questions and you
can kind of get more in depth answers

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with this one in regardless situations.
And the Tarot's really great for kind of

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piecing things together generally. Do you
use a specific spread or have you invented

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your wrong? You have to invented
your wrong, you'd you're too independent to

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be doing. I definitely am working
on my own, like I tailor it

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to the situation. Start with the
Celtic cross, okay. And then and

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then if I, um, you
know, have different questions, I'll kind

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of be like, all right,
well here it is, okay. So

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how did you get a tarot deck? Um? That's a really good question.

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Honestly, I think I think I
bought it myself when I was nineteen.

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I was very I don't even remember
how I got introduced to it,

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but I remember being like, this
is really interesting and I've you know,

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seen things about this. Let me
you know, let me see. So

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are you more intuitively focused on the
cards or are you more knowledgeably focused on

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the cards? Because the terror is
based on on many different sciences and and

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studies, right, Um astrology,
numerology, Um, uh the um,

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I'm just just um astrology, numerology, UM, Greek mythology, I think,

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UM, I think um Egyptian and
um the Jewish Kabbala? Is that

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correctly? Is there anything else?
So? I Egyptian hieroglyphics as well?

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Yeah? Are you? Are you? And I guess leaning towards more of

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how I interpret them? Or yes? Do you do it? Bye?

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By like I know people who study
the meaning of the cards, you know,

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when they become experts on the meaning
of the cards. And I know

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people like me that when I did
that, I just put them down.

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I didn't know what they meant,
and I would just look at them.

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So what area do you fit in? I think I've done both. I

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think my area and like my path
kind of in things. I think it's

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really interesting that I have the more
like scientific kind of academia background, because

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I still have that part of me
that like has that analytical you know,

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what does this mean? What is
this supposed to be? But also that

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intuitive piece that I like merge together. You are the new era. Yeah,

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you are the new generation. So
you're doing doing all these things the

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new way. It's fabulous to see. Thank you very much. I I'm

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glad it's interpreted that way too.
I kind of just was like, what

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works for me, you know what
I know other people it can totally be

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done so many different ways, but
for me, this is what makes sense.

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And because I had been on that
academic road for so long, I

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need that part of my brain to
understand things. And that's how I had

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to like translate the intuition I had
always felt but never knew it was that,

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and then the academia that never fully
made sense, but like merging them

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together, I'm like, I get
it. Wow, that's that's that's really

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that's really powerful. So, um, when you're doing readings, what type

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of things are you focused on?
Is there an area that you are particularly

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good in or or or are you
drowned all areas. I'm drawn to all

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areas, honestly, and it pretty
much depends on who I'm reading for and

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what kind of their question. Is
a lot of general readings which I find

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very interesting, and I read tarot
as like a big I explain, it

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always is like a big puzzle.
So when I do the Celtic Cross or

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whatever it may be, I go
card by card and I'm like, this

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is one piece of the puzzle.
So I'm gonna, you know, interpret

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this one piece of the puzzle,
and then this next piece of the puzzle

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and how it relates to the first, and then keep going and building on

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that, and then we cycle back
and kind of look at the entire puzzle.

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Wow, Okay, that's so,
and that entire puzzle would be the

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reading. Okay, I was trying
to say that where that person's at and

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where where they're going and where they've
been totally okay, and so departs of

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the puzzle are the issues that that
they're dealing with. Is that? Is

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that how you're thinking? Okay,
yeahs present, future, the aspects,

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what the lesson you know, what
is their energy about, what is their

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you know, hop spheares, the
outcome all of that like kind of just

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the whole collaperation. Okay, Well
that's interesting. I use I don't use

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a medium per se um. So
so when when I do readings, I

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just I just sit down. Inevitably, I just start to talk and I,

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you know, I tell the person
where I'm going to talk about and

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then and then it's a monologue throughout
the whole session. But but I do

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have a structure and and there are
I have an area that I talk about,

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and there's things and I and I
and I add live through that that

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time, um, and then I
go to the next level and to the

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next level. UM. Similar to
to how you're doing it, but but

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but differently again coming from a different
way. I do by instinct and and

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you've done it by you you know, your your mental abilities and your psychic

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abilities. That's why I was saying, wow, so, um, what

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how do you take this awareness and
these skills and then become a TikTok influencer.

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That that's the That's the one that
that that I've addressed in too,

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like how does that happen? And
and and and and and One of the

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reasons that Michelle and Kayla you know, wanted you to, um, you

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know, be on with me is
so that you can explain this so that

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I can grasp it. That's really
the reason. Totally, um, thank

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you for that. I so again, like I mentioned, it really wasn't

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ever my intention to kind of have
this following. Of course, you know,

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it's nice and that would be you
know, very cool, and it

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is one hundred percent awesome that I'm
able to reach the people that I'm able

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to reach. But going into it, I think the reason that it worked

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for me, I always think of
things in kind of like a formula kind

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of a way. I think like
the formula was just literally my genuine authenticity

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of like, I'm so interested in
this and I'm trying to understand, and

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I think it's relatable for a lot
of people because a lot of people have

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been kind of shoved down this academic
path and had these intuitive abilities, had

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these insights, and then they were
shut down. And I'm trying to,

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you know, merge the two.
I'm trying to understand how they can both

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coexist, because I mean the same
thing if you think about even string theory,

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for example, and there's like,
oh, well this doesn't work and

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that doesn't work, and that's why
it's not the theory of everything because there

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are those little caveats. So I'm
like, you can't just have an entirely

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you know, intuitive world, and
you can't just have an entirely like academic

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world. They merged, So I
think I think the formula for why it

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worked for me was really just like
the authenticity of me just being like,

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what's going on, you know,
like, let's let's look into this.

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So I try to explain the spiritual
and more psychic practices with the academia because

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I think a lot of people have
just kind of been shoved down that path

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too, and they're also very curious
the Okay, so I listened. I've

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been listening to every single single thing
that you've said, and the things that

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you're talking about are the exact same
issues that we were dealing with fifty years

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ago as well, only not so
much the academic part and and people that

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did this kind of work. We're
nowhere near as evolved as knowledgeable or educated

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as you. But but these were
the very issues that we were dealing with

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when when, when, when doing
readings and meeting with people, it's the

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same ones that you're talking about right
now. It's astonishment. That's so interesting,

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And yeah, I think we're getting
closer. I think if you think

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of it as like the Fibinaci spiral, where it's like not like we're going

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in circles, but we're going in
circles on a lower like another layer and

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then another layer. We're getting closer. The difference is that we can talk

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about it now, and the difference
is that we're becoming mainstream or more so

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main strength. That's that's the difference. So what do you do on TikTok

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then, so it can't be it
can't be that complicated on TikTok is so

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what they're Honestly, it definitely depends. I guess where the person is coming

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from and their level of understanding with
this, because I've had a lot of

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feedback that it's either very complicated and
it's like some people are just like I

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literally can't follow what you're saying,
or some people are kind of on par

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with Oh, I thought that too, So a lot of it. It

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actually really started and my biggest video
it ended up on like World Star and

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all of these tabloids and stuff like
that, But it was regarding the CIA

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declassified documents. So I stuck my
nose really far in the CIA to classified

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documents regarding Project Stargate, and Project
Stargate is the CIA's declassified now project regarding

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psychic abilities and all of that.
Okay, so how how did you do

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all that in in the TikTok Um
video. So what I essentially would do

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is I would, you know,
off the video, I would go into

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the database and search Project Stargate and
whatever topic I wanted to find, like

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telepathy or um like anything like that. I would find a document to talk

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about, and then I would go
in. I would annotate the document,

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and then I would use it as
a green screen for the background of my

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video where I was like, hey, look at this, and then we

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would talk about the document. Okay, yeah, okay, all right,

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well I I I I understand the
concept of what you're doing. It's certainly

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it's certainly um more evolved in the
way that that that that I have I've

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done it so far. Um,
this is this has been one of the

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most fascinating, exciting and enlightening conversations
that I've had. And one of the

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things that is really special is I
know now the future, um, the

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young generation coming up, You're you're
representative of it, and you know you're

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you guys are going to do a
great job. Wow. I feel so

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proud of what you're doing. Thank
you, Thank you for doing what you

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do. Thank you. Honestly,
like it's I always I don't know.

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If you're familiar, you're probably familiar
with the Dolores Cannon Three Waves of Volunteers.

428
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No, no, okay, so
you would love, you would love.

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You have to check it out.
There's books and then there are YouTube

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snippets if you want to kind of
get a feel for it. But Dolores

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Cannon did a lot of work with
hypnotherapy and regression and a lot of the

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people that she had done sessions with
talked about this concept of the three waves

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of volunteers. So basically, there
are three generations of people like us that

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have been you know, incarnated here
doing this work. And it's why,

435
00:35:19,360 --> 00:35:23,719
you know, I never found my
peace with you know, like law school,

436
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or I never found my piece with
you know something else that like it

437
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just never fit. It wasn't the
right puzzle. And it's because I feel

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like my purpose now I'm understanding at
twenty five is this work. And I

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00:35:37,400 --> 00:35:40,480
this is the most on path I've
ever felt. And as I'm staying more

440
00:35:40,480 --> 00:35:45,119
and more down this path, the
more and more things just keep falling in

441
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my lap with like, hey,
you were looking for this, and I'm

442
00:35:46,360 --> 00:35:51,599
like, yes, I was looking
for that. So I think there's the

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00:35:51,639 --> 00:35:55,320
concept of different generations here to all
kind of pave the way for the same

444
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work. You know, well absolutely
and dig down we do the same work.

445
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And um, it's really been fascinated
and talking with you. Um UM,

446
00:36:06,840 --> 00:36:12,760
I understood, Um, I understood
just about everything, well related to

447
00:36:12,840 --> 00:36:16,360
just about everything, except for on
the educational part. For me, um,

448
00:36:17,239 --> 00:36:22,719
reading and writing has been very difficult, and I didn't learn to read

449
00:36:22,760 --> 00:36:27,920
and write until I was in my
lateeen So I was about nineteen or twenty

450
00:36:28,079 --> 00:36:32,360
when I actually started to read,
um like words, So so UM,

451
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I survived on my instinct, in
my intuition, and I lived on the

452
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street, you know, as a
teenager fifteen sixteen or fourteen fifteen, surviving

453
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on my insects and psychic ability.
So the parts that that are different in

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your era is the education and the
knowledge that you bring, which is wow

455
00:36:55,079 --> 00:36:59,719
wow, I think, thank you. I think it's so interesting too how

456
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we can have such different paths but
get to like the same end result.

457
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And I think, like I mentioned, I think it's all for helping to

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translate to other people, you know, because a lot of people could relate

459
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with my story, but a lot
more people could relate with your story,

460
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and there's just different avenues to get
to the same end result. And I

461
00:37:15,239 --> 00:37:20,360
think it's interesting where I definitely have
the theory that I'm working on, and

462
00:37:20,400 --> 00:37:24,119
it's actually like a theory of reality
of like how this reality works. That's

463
00:37:24,119 --> 00:37:30,480
a really interesting thought. Don't tell
me more about that new reality that you're

464
00:37:30,480 --> 00:37:36,559
working on. Yeah, So the
theory of reality that I'm working on,

465
00:37:36,719 --> 00:37:42,559
it pretty much has been accumulation of
almost case studies, if you want to

466
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call it. That. I have
that background in psychology that was like one

467
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way, you know, people can
research because a lot of the times you

468
00:37:47,440 --> 00:37:53,719
can't just make these things happen in
experiments because they're very random. And I

469
00:37:53,760 --> 00:37:59,239
mentioned previously I went into the ciat
classified documents. That's one of the things

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from Projects our Gate that they talk
about as well, where it's like you

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often can't replicate the circumstances required for
these events to take place. Were you

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allowed to do that the CIA document
like like did you get permission or did

473
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you just like manifest yourself there or
something, or like what happened? So

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it's actually it's actually like a set
of declassified documents according to the Freedom of

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00:38:23,840 --> 00:38:29,079
Information Act because it's yeah, because
it's like taxpayer dollars that pay for it,

476
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and you found that and you did
you really you did that? Yeah?

477
00:38:34,480 --> 00:38:37,000
Yeah, so they I actually didn't
really, I don't even know how

478
00:38:37,000 --> 00:38:40,320
it kind of came up, Like
I think initially I was working remotely and

479
00:38:40,360 --> 00:38:45,079
this is around the time that the
Pentagon release information about okay, the UFO,

480
00:38:45,239 --> 00:38:47,840
So I was like, well,
what else has been released as info?

481
00:38:47,960 --> 00:38:52,159
Like I don't know, So I
searched, you know, like declassified

482
00:38:52,199 --> 00:38:55,280
the government documents, and that's how
I stumbled into the reading room and then

483
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upon searching psychic phenomena, I found
out that they had ant higher absolutely an

484
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entire project called Project Stargate where they
studied all of the psychic information. Well,

485
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I did that psychic work with the
security service in the RCMP. Oh

486
00:39:13,639 --> 00:39:17,039
yeah, I didn't know that.
Of course you wouldn't know that. We

487
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didn't talk about it. I know. It's interesting though. I love that.

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How was that? Oh, you're
it's more important with you. We

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can we can talk about me another
time. This is this is your more

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so so, And I'm not dismissing
you. I actually just you know,

491
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everybody knows you know here sees me
every way. You're the story today.

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00:39:37,320 --> 00:39:44,960
All right, um, so um, what's your concept of the new reality

493
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or what's your new reality concept?
So? Um? As I mentioned,

494
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I was using pretty much case studies
of my personal experiences only for um continuity

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across all of like the background of
all of the the constants I guess being

496
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me and my experiences in my belief
system and everything are the same. So

497
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it does actually touch upon some work
that It's interesting because I academically have no

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business knowing any of this, but
I've gotten like a lot of intuitive downloads

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and things just kind of piece right
together. So it's a lot having to

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do with explaining the glitches and explaining
how the glitches in reality work. If

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you've ever heard the term like that's
a glitch in the matrix, yes,

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I have. So I've had many
a glitches in the matrix, and I

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can you tell me share one?
Yeah? So actually, okay, yeah,

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so the first one being actually probably
the biggest one that I had ever

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experienced. This is when I was
atheist and I was at probably the lowest

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point in my life. Like I
was at work one day just like crying,

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and I was, you know,
ready, I was like I hate

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it, Like I don't know what's
going on. And I was alone because

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it was like a shitty day.
And I was a shift manager at an

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ice cream store, so I was
there working by myself. And then all

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of a sudden, well, we
had Pandora Radio. And this was like

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twenty fourteen, so that's an important
note. It was like twenty fourteen we

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had Pandora Radio, which is a
radio station that back in the day,

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you couldn't put on specific songs,
you couldn't repeat songs, you couldn't go

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00:41:23,039 --> 00:41:28,639
back. I really only had power
to turn on the radio and then potentially

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00:41:28,679 --> 00:41:31,119
pick like a seventy station or an
eighty station, but there was no like,

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you know, nothing I programmed,
right. It was just kind of

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00:41:37,320 --> 00:41:40,119
like the genre of the playlist.
So I've worked there about two years at

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00:41:40,119 --> 00:41:44,000
this point, and I was there, Like I mentioned, it was a

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00:41:44,000 --> 00:41:47,840
really slow day, and I was
just like crying, and I was thinking

521
00:41:47,920 --> 00:41:52,880
about how people all the time get
you know, I've heard stories of people

522
00:41:52,920 --> 00:41:57,280
that have miracles and all of these
signs and whatever. So I was like,

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00:41:57,800 --> 00:42:00,280
you know what, not for nothing. I feel like if I were

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00:42:00,320 --> 00:42:02,159
to ever have a sign, like
if I ever like I didn't really believe

525
00:42:02,199 --> 00:42:04,880
in anything at this point, and
I was like, well, I you

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00:42:04,920 --> 00:42:07,280
know, I wish I believed in
something so that that could happen. And

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then all of a sudden, the
next song that came on the radio was

528
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my field good song, which was
Build Me a Buttercup. And it was

529
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my field because I did some volunteer
work with Mothers Against Drunk Driving and I

530
00:42:20,679 --> 00:42:29,280
was a I was a project coordinator
and I helped kind of organize the event

531
00:42:29,519 --> 00:42:34,880
and we worked with earlier high school
kids and basically helped with you know,

532
00:42:35,000 --> 00:42:39,639
victims of you know, drunk driving
crashes and working with the families and then

533
00:42:39,679 --> 00:42:44,400
helping to promote kind of you know, just being authentic and being a good

534
00:42:44,440 --> 00:42:46,559
person and things like that. So
it was really fun and it gave me

535
00:42:46,599 --> 00:42:51,159
like that wholesome vibe because we had
done a flash mob to build me up

536
00:42:51,199 --> 00:42:53,960
Buttercup at that camp, so it
kind of reminded me of that in that

537
00:42:54,000 --> 00:42:58,079
moment. It just like shot me
back to all of those like kids had

538
00:42:58,079 --> 00:43:01,199
such good intentions and such pure vibes, and I was like, oh my

539
00:43:01,239 --> 00:43:06,119
god, like if I literally passing
thought in my head. I was like,

540
00:43:06,159 --> 00:43:07,880
wow, if that could play for
an hour straight, I would literally

541
00:43:07,920 --> 00:43:10,719
be okay. And then like again, I was an atheist, So I

542
00:43:10,760 --> 00:43:13,960
just went back to work and I
was like, that can't happen. Whatever,

543
00:43:14,280 --> 00:43:16,599
So I started scooping ice cream again, and then after that song ends,

544
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it comes back on and then again
and then again, and I watched

545
00:43:20,840 --> 00:43:22,320
the clock and it was for an
hour straight, and I was sitting there

546
00:43:22,320 --> 00:43:25,280
and I was like, I get
chills every time I say it. But

547
00:43:25,320 --> 00:43:30,039
I was like, okay, So
something heard that because that was a thought

548
00:43:30,679 --> 00:43:34,679
and I had worked there for at
least two years at that point, and

549
00:43:34,719 --> 00:43:42,639
I'd never even heard a song repeat
once. What happened a glitch? A

550
00:43:42,679 --> 00:43:47,400
glitch in the matrix, I don't
know, And how did that affect where

551
00:43:47,599 --> 00:43:52,280
you were at? And then did
it change the direction where it happened after

552
00:43:52,360 --> 00:43:57,639
that or was it just a glitch? So in that moment, it was

553
00:43:57,679 --> 00:44:01,000
really just a glitch, and that
glitch like pretty much like save my life

554
00:44:01,079 --> 00:44:06,320
right then at that point, like
I was very very in need of some

555
00:44:06,440 --> 00:44:08,679
kind of a sign, some kind
of a hey, like it it'll be

556
00:44:08,679 --> 00:44:15,840
okay, you're here, how we're
okay? So so from that step,

557
00:44:15,920 --> 00:44:21,079
what was this next one? From
there? The ice cream store? Or

558
00:44:21,159 --> 00:44:27,079
just was that how do you mean? Well, when that glitch happened,

559
00:44:27,159 --> 00:44:31,400
you you you stop, you had
that awareness? What was the next step

560
00:44:31,440 --> 00:44:36,920
after that awareness? Um? Well, in that exact moment, it was

561
00:44:37,480 --> 00:44:39,559
definitely some like happy crying and I
was like, oh my god, I

562
00:44:39,599 --> 00:44:44,880
don't know what's going on, Like
that's crazy, that's literally my thought.

563
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That so, I mean not pretty
much shattered my entire worldview right there,

564
00:44:47,679 --> 00:44:52,880
because I was like I was so
sure there was nothing. I was so

565
00:44:52,920 --> 00:44:55,119
sure I was an atheist. I
was so sure, you know, this

566
00:44:55,239 --> 00:44:58,440
was it, and then in that
moment, I was like, oh,

567
00:44:58,599 --> 00:45:02,800
okay, like something happened in accordance
to my thought. So then it pretty

568
00:45:02,880 --> 00:45:07,440
much took a very slow like snowball
effect after that. So it was just

569
00:45:07,480 --> 00:45:12,000
like in that moment, I was
still, you know, early in college,

570
00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:14,960
and I had been looking for answers
at right after that, but at

571
00:45:14,960 --> 00:45:16,840
the time this was like around twenty
fourteen, and it wasn't even that long

572
00:45:16,880 --> 00:45:22,119
ago, but even still there were
no answers really when I looked and nobody

573
00:45:22,119 --> 00:45:23,519
had answered, So I was like, all right, I'm going to keep

574
00:45:23,559 --> 00:45:27,840
this in the back of my mind
and then like maybe I'll find out eventually.

575
00:45:28,239 --> 00:45:31,199
So I had started, you know, dipping my toes into like tarot

576
00:45:31,239 --> 00:45:37,559
cards and manifestation and like kind of
like researching these phenomena and snowball effect right

577
00:45:37,599 --> 00:45:42,840
here, Okay, that's actually what
I was asking. Yeah, that was

578
00:45:42,960 --> 00:45:45,920
that was the answer to the question
that that I was asking. How did

579
00:45:45,960 --> 00:45:51,159
that affect you? And how did
it affect the direction your life was going?

580
00:45:51,239 --> 00:45:55,639
And I think it changed it profoundly, so not immediately, but yes,

581
00:45:55,800 --> 00:45:59,800
after. So it's actually kind of
funny because I can imagine. I

582
00:45:59,840 --> 00:46:02,840
mean, and I am sure you're
aware of the concept of spirit guides and

583
00:46:02,880 --> 00:46:07,239
things like that. Oh I've heard
of those, so okay, love it.

584
00:46:07,280 --> 00:46:09,239
So I believe I know a little
bit about that. Yeah, yeah,

585
00:46:09,280 --> 00:46:13,000
I believe in you know, spirit
guides are my higher self or whatever,

586
00:46:13,599 --> 00:46:15,519
um, whatever you want to call
it. I think it's all like

587
00:46:15,519 --> 00:46:20,079
a potato tomato situation, whatever I
want to call it. And um,

588
00:46:20,159 --> 00:46:23,159
there's just you know, there is
more than we can see that's like helping

589
00:46:23,239 --> 00:46:27,760
us out. So I think it's
funny and I like to illustrate kind of

590
00:46:27,760 --> 00:46:31,559
the direction that my life took,
especially right after that, as an analogy

591
00:46:31,599 --> 00:46:37,599
of playing like a game of bowling
with bumpers, because it's like I went

592
00:46:37,719 --> 00:46:39,119
this way and then it was like
no, and I went this way and

593
00:46:39,119 --> 00:46:43,519
it was just like I went like
really crazy and then eventually it evened out

594
00:46:43,599 --> 00:46:50,719
right in the middle. And here
I am, now I want moments a

595
00:46:50,760 --> 00:46:55,119
gang. I'm not quite sure what
to say. Yeah, it's I mean,

596
00:46:55,199 --> 00:46:59,119
I like analogies like that. It
just kind of I like to um,

597
00:46:59,519 --> 00:47:00,840
kind of give it a good visual. A lot of times I found

598
00:47:00,920 --> 00:47:06,599
that a lot of people whoever's like
listening or whatever. If they haven't had

599
00:47:06,639 --> 00:47:09,000
an experience like that, it's hard
for them to kind of empathize what that's

600
00:47:09,079 --> 00:47:13,559
like. So I like to use
kind of analogies to give it that imagery.

601
00:47:14,800 --> 00:47:17,199
But yeah, I really was still
in college, and I mean at

602
00:47:17,199 --> 00:47:22,400
the time, they didn't have you
know, a study for you know,

603
00:47:22,559 --> 00:47:28,039
psychic phenomena paranormal thing. So I
ended up going with psychology. And then

604
00:47:28,039 --> 00:47:29,960
after that I was still like I
don't know what I want to do.

605
00:47:30,159 --> 00:47:34,199
And then I ended up going to
law school because of this whole event that

606
00:47:34,280 --> 00:47:36,320
happened there because I was like,
I don't know what to do. And

607
00:47:36,360 --> 00:47:39,639
then after a year of law school, I had like not like a glitch,

608
00:47:39,679 --> 00:47:44,320
but it was pretty much a very
obvious, like roadblock where it was

609
00:47:44,400 --> 00:47:50,280
like hey, stop, Like I
had something that happened that in the entire

610
00:47:50,400 --> 00:47:53,400
history of the law school, probably
definitely over a hundred years old, they

611
00:47:53,400 --> 00:47:57,400
had never had a circumstance like this, and they were like, we don't

612
00:47:57,400 --> 00:48:00,280
know what to do. Would you
care to share it? Yeah? Sure,

613
00:48:00,440 --> 00:48:07,000
yeah, sure. So I was
there on almost a full ride,

614
00:48:07,039 --> 00:48:10,320
like I mentioned earlier, and that's
only significant because I wasn't taking out that

615
00:48:10,440 --> 00:48:13,800
much in loans, like I was
doing it because I was like, okay,

616
00:48:13,800 --> 00:48:15,559
well I can do it. You
know, I'm getting some scholarship help,

617
00:48:15,639 --> 00:48:19,719
like perfect, it's going well.
I had to take out some money

618
00:48:19,719 --> 00:48:25,000
for living expenses because Boston is crazy. And it was the second semester of

619
00:48:25,039 --> 00:48:29,280
my first year one l of law
school, and I sat down for my

620
00:48:29,360 --> 00:48:34,880
very first exam of that series of
that semester. And for reference, I

621
00:48:34,920 --> 00:48:37,840
had five exams, each of them
because I had accommodated testing because I was

622
00:48:38,119 --> 00:48:44,599
diagnosed with ADHD for you know,
accommodated timing stuff like that. They it

623
00:48:44,639 --> 00:48:46,840
was at least I think it was
like five hours for each exam period that.

624
00:48:47,000 --> 00:48:52,159
So we would sit down and each
exam was a five hour exam for

625
00:48:52,199 --> 00:48:55,679
me because of accommodated timing. And
in law school, at least my law

626
00:48:55,719 --> 00:49:00,880
school, we didn't have any grades
besides the final, so your entire grade

627
00:49:01,119 --> 00:49:06,760
depended on that one exam. So
that's awful to begin with. But anyhow,

628
00:49:06,800 --> 00:49:09,679
so we didn't have any frame of
reference as to how my professor tested.

629
00:49:10,119 --> 00:49:13,679
We had like you know, past
exams and stuff like that, but

630
00:49:13,760 --> 00:49:19,239
I had never you know, been
familiarized directly like that. So we sit

631
00:49:19,280 --> 00:49:22,760
down, we take I take the
exam, and the procter had come over

632
00:49:22,800 --> 00:49:24,880
and she was like, Stephanie PURLINI
this is your exam. And I was

633
00:49:24,880 --> 00:49:28,039
like, okay, perfect, and
you know, me being anxious, I

634
00:49:28,079 --> 00:49:30,960
was waiting for the second she said
go so I could flip it and start

635
00:49:30,000 --> 00:49:35,480
going because I needed every second because
it was so much. So I did

636
00:49:35,519 --> 00:49:37,800
that and my professor was like,
I can't tell you what will be on

637
00:49:37,840 --> 00:49:40,039
it, but I can tell you
there will be no multiple choice. So

638
00:49:40,239 --> 00:49:45,280
after doing a two and a half
hour essay for this class, I flip

639
00:49:45,320 --> 00:49:49,400
it and then the next thing I
see is multiple choice. So I was

640
00:49:49,440 --> 00:49:53,760
like, that's not good. So
I keep flipping like erratically, and I

641
00:49:53,760 --> 00:49:57,639
looked to the very front and there
was like tiny print under my name and

642
00:49:57,679 --> 00:50:01,079
it was like the other professor's name
for same class. So I was like,

643
00:50:01,599 --> 00:50:08,039
that's not good. Yeah, So
they had handed me an exam with

644
00:50:08,119 --> 00:50:12,400
my name on it and the other
professor's class section. It was the other

645
00:50:12,639 --> 00:50:16,639
section of Constitutional laws exam, which
doesn't maybe seem like a big deal except

646
00:50:16,639 --> 00:50:20,760
for the fact that again it's the
only grade I get in that class.

647
00:50:20,880 --> 00:50:23,199
It is my professor the one that
I should have had the exam for.

648
00:50:23,400 --> 00:50:27,960
He was the one that wrote the
book that we were studying from, so

649
00:50:28,079 --> 00:50:31,159
he was very well versed. And
we read different cases, different types of

650
00:50:31,199 --> 00:50:35,480
concepts about the same thing, and
the multiple choice was very specific to the

651
00:50:35,519 --> 00:50:38,760
cases we didn't have to read,
so it was a lot. And they

652
00:50:38,760 --> 00:50:42,800
basically were like, we don't really
know what to do because this hasn't ever

653
00:50:42,880 --> 00:50:45,440
really happened. And I was like, okay, well I don't know.

654
00:50:45,480 --> 00:50:47,679
And then they were like, okay, just try to finish the exam and

655
00:50:47,719 --> 00:50:52,119
I was like all right, So
I did that, and then afterwards basically

656
00:50:52,119 --> 00:50:53,280
they were like, Okay, we're
going to work it out with the professor

657
00:50:53,320 --> 00:50:57,159
that you know, we can figure
some out, like some grading system,

658
00:50:57,719 --> 00:51:00,800
because again I was there on scholarship
and I had to maintain a higher GPA

659
00:51:00,920 --> 00:51:07,400
than just like the minimum because I
needed that scholarship. So that was the

660
00:51:07,480 --> 00:51:10,079
highest weighted class that I was taking
at the time, not to mention my

661
00:51:10,119 --> 00:51:14,960
best subject. So I took it
pass fail. I did pass it,

662
00:51:15,159 --> 00:51:17,400
but the thing is I only got
like the credit to pass. I didn't

663
00:51:17,400 --> 00:51:22,159
get any weight towards my GPA.
And then they were like, okay,

664
00:51:22,199 --> 00:51:25,280
well, I mean, well,
you can do it past fail like that,

665
00:51:25,360 --> 00:51:30,119
like, which I decided to do
because I did have five full exams

666
00:51:30,119 --> 00:51:34,840
of that, like twenty five hours
of exams in addition to the studying required

667
00:51:34,880 --> 00:51:36,960
for that, so it's just too
much. I was like, I literally

668
00:51:37,079 --> 00:51:39,480
can't take another exam right now,
not to mention it wouldn't be graded with

669
00:51:39,519 --> 00:51:44,360
my peers anyway, it's kind of
the same thing, so I can't,

670
00:51:44,360 --> 00:51:45,760
so I'll just do it past fail. And then I asked the dean and

671
00:51:45,800 --> 00:51:49,440
I said, well, what would
happen if I you know, I literally

672
00:51:49,480 --> 00:51:52,840
said what would happen if I just
came so close to my scholarship requirement,

673
00:51:52,920 --> 00:51:55,079
like like literally so close. And
she was like, Oh, don't worry,

674
00:51:55,079 --> 00:51:59,679
We'll help take care of that.
If it happens, I lost my

675
00:52:00,000 --> 00:52:05,719
dollarship I point zero one GPA credits, and I asked the dean immediately because

676
00:52:05,719 --> 00:52:08,920
I got a scholarship letter saying it
was being revoked. So I asked her

677
00:52:08,920 --> 00:52:12,239
and I was like, hey,
you said that you would help with this,

678
00:52:12,400 --> 00:52:14,880
and she was like, yeah,
I don't know. You could try

679
00:52:14,920 --> 00:52:17,679
emailing financial aid. So I mean, in that moment, I was very

680
00:52:17,760 --> 00:52:22,320
like disgusted, where I was like, you guys kind of screwed me here,

681
00:52:22,400 --> 00:52:24,519
and then I have to be the
one begging for the scholarship back,

682
00:52:24,599 --> 00:52:29,920
like there really should have been no
reason that that even happened in the first

683
00:52:29,960 --> 00:52:32,079
place. So I was just like, really the unwillingness, and I kind

684
00:52:32,079 --> 00:52:35,119
of sat there and realized and I
was like, wait, I hate this

685
00:52:35,239 --> 00:52:44,119
anyway, Like I don't want to
do this anyway, and you quit stop?

686
00:52:44,559 --> 00:52:49,480
Yeah, I did. Honestly,
it was like it had to.

687
00:52:49,639 --> 00:52:51,159
I thought about it, and I
was like, you know what, it

688
00:52:51,199 --> 00:52:54,039
almost had to happen that way though, where it was like some kind of

689
00:52:54,400 --> 00:52:58,800
like a little injustice to show me
again where it's like, hey, you

690
00:52:58,840 --> 00:53:00,679
don't even like this. And I
realized in that moment, I was like,

691
00:53:00,719 --> 00:53:06,360
wait, I'm doing this for society, because society told me this is

692
00:53:06,400 --> 00:53:08,400
what success is. My parent you
know, everybody told me this is what

693
00:53:08,480 --> 00:53:12,400
you should do. This is success. So I was like, wait,

694
00:53:12,519 --> 00:53:15,360
I actually hate this, So why
would I, you know, make myself

695
00:53:15,440 --> 00:53:20,000
miserable for another two years in addition
to a lifetime of work of course for

696
00:53:20,079 --> 00:53:24,039
this. So yeah, what what
you what you did is you learned as

697
00:53:24,159 --> 00:53:30,599
much about the law as you wanted
to learn. UM, and you you

698
00:53:30,599 --> 00:53:37,840
you learned how to what it feels
like when you're doing something you don't want

699
00:53:37,880 --> 00:53:40,679
to do. So it was it
was a you know, a really great

700
00:53:40,760 --> 00:53:47,159
experience. Successful. Yeah. Yeah, No, I totally agree that everything.

701
00:53:47,360 --> 00:53:52,880
I think that everything, um there
is there is a lesson in everything

702
00:53:52,920 --> 00:53:54,360
if you find it, you know
what I mean. Like, I'm not

703
00:53:54,400 --> 00:53:59,719
saying that every experience totally, I'm
not. People always see it sometimes where

704
00:53:59,760 --> 00:54:01,480
I'm not saying I'm justifying, you
know, trauma, I'm not saying I'm

705
00:54:01,519 --> 00:54:07,079
justifying shitty things. But if something
shitty happens, you can either look at

706
00:54:07,079 --> 00:54:09,679
it glass half empty is oh this
is shitty, or you can choose to

707
00:54:09,719 --> 00:54:14,199
see the glass halfl and be like, I understand something here, so let

708
00:54:14,199 --> 00:54:20,280
me take this forward and move forward. That's exactly right. That's once again

709
00:54:20,360 --> 00:54:23,960
another moment of how can you know
this? You're much too young to know

710
00:54:24,079 --> 00:54:31,559
this. That's incredible. I'm wow, it's it's I'm I'm I'm so besides

711
00:54:31,599 --> 00:54:42,519
being um, a young wise person, besides being that, um, what

712
00:54:42,679 --> 00:54:47,679
other things do you do? Um? Do you do? You are your

713
00:54:47,719 --> 00:54:52,519
readings like like the way you speak
now. Yeah. So one interesting thing

714
00:54:52,519 --> 00:54:57,719
about my reading. So I do
have a store that I started a few

715
00:54:57,760 --> 00:55:00,880
years ago when I started my TikTok
channel. It really kind of started because

716
00:55:00,920 --> 00:55:06,000
I was just making kind of jewelry
and crystal things for myself and I was

717
00:55:06,039 --> 00:55:07,719
posting just me making them, and
people were like, wait, I love

718
00:55:07,760 --> 00:55:10,559
this, I want to buy this, And I was like, oh wait,

719
00:55:10,559 --> 00:55:14,360
really, like maybe I would.
I could sell these like these are

720
00:55:14,400 --> 00:55:19,320
cool, and I thought that was
really interesting and different. So I got

721
00:55:19,320 --> 00:55:22,039
a lot of encouragement on that.
So I ended up starting a store where

722
00:55:22,039 --> 00:55:24,960
I sell you know, jewelry,
crystals, herbs and things like that,

723
00:55:25,039 --> 00:55:30,639
and I started doing readings for clients
and stuff. So it's really interesting because

724
00:55:30,639 --> 00:55:36,360
a lot of times when I do
my readings, I find that a lot

725
00:55:36,400 --> 00:55:38,840
of things come out channeled and I
don't even know that I'm doing it where

726
00:55:38,960 --> 00:55:43,679
I just I'm reading the cards as
I normally would, and then it kind

727
00:55:43,679 --> 00:55:46,519
of just pops in as like a
thought of something and then I say it.

728
00:55:46,559 --> 00:55:50,079
But I realize after I say it, I'm like, that's not how

729
00:55:50,119 --> 00:55:53,199
I would normally say that, Like
I wouldn't say it in that wording at

730
00:55:53,199 --> 00:55:57,440
all. So then I asked them
and I'm like, does that phrasing mean

731
00:55:57,519 --> 00:56:00,199
anything to you? And they're like, yes, it does, and I'm

732
00:56:00,239 --> 00:56:01,679
like, got it all right.
So a lot of times it's just like

733
00:56:04,199 --> 00:56:15,559
channel okay, UM, I've noticed
that, um, you're pricing has interesting

734
00:56:15,679 --> 00:56:21,079
numbers to them. Are you a
study or of numerology? By any chance?

735
00:56:22,119 --> 00:56:24,840
I find numerology very interesting and it
mostly started with, you know,

736
00:56:24,960 --> 00:56:30,719
seeing the synchronistic numbers all the time, and for me that was a really

737
00:56:30,719 --> 00:56:34,599
big indicator that you know, you're
on the right path. And I think,

738
00:56:34,840 --> 00:56:37,800
I think that there's totally different ways
of interpreting the numbers, numerology,

739
00:56:37,840 --> 00:56:42,599
angel numbers, whatever you want to
call them. But um, yes,

740
00:56:42,679 --> 00:56:46,360
I do follow and subscribe to the
meanings behind the numbers and everything, which

741
00:56:46,400 --> 00:56:51,039
is why I followed that pricing on
my website. It was just something that

742
00:56:51,119 --> 00:56:54,039
kind of resonated with my soul.
Um, so I went with it.

743
00:56:54,079 --> 00:56:58,280
And it's interesting. I actually have
a one of my tattoos on my finger

744
00:56:58,360 --> 00:57:04,920
here three three, Yeah, repeating
numbers. There, there's some significance for

745
00:57:05,039 --> 00:57:10,880
you with repeating numbers. What's what's
the significance to you? Um? So

746
00:57:12,159 --> 00:57:16,199
in terms of meaning, they have
some kind of effect on you. You

747
00:57:16,199 --> 00:57:22,039
know, for sure earlier on one
one one in our right as three three

748
00:57:22,239 --> 00:57:25,079
three that you like, that was
so much. It's on is on,

749
00:57:25,360 --> 00:57:30,440
it's on you, so right,
Yeah, So the numbers essentially it had

750
00:57:30,519 --> 00:57:34,320
kind of just happened. It was
very happenstance, where I mean, I

751
00:57:34,360 --> 00:57:37,440
don't again I don't believe in coincidences, but it was at first I was

752
00:57:37,480 --> 00:57:39,400
like, oh, that's really interesting. And then at some point I was

753
00:57:39,440 --> 00:57:43,800
seeing them like numerous times a day, and it's not like I'm looking for

754
00:57:43,880 --> 00:57:45,719
it. It's like I get a
notification on my phone, I look down

755
00:57:45,760 --> 00:57:49,440
and it's two too too, you
know, like when I get that notification

756
00:57:49,679 --> 00:57:52,960
or yeah, or like I see
a license plate and it's seven seven seven,

757
00:57:52,039 --> 00:57:55,519
or it's just like they're everywhere and
it's not like I'm looking for them.

758
00:57:55,559 --> 00:58:00,480
It's just like it's screaming at me. So I found it really interesting

759
00:58:00,480 --> 00:58:02,840
because a lot of a lot of
it. In the beginning I was just

760
00:58:02,880 --> 00:58:05,679
like, Okay, well, what
is what is this? I don't know

761
00:58:05,679 --> 00:58:07,519
what to do with this? And
then I realized, okay, well,

762
00:58:07,559 --> 00:58:10,679
what was I just thinking about when
I saw that or what was I just

763
00:58:10,800 --> 00:58:15,119
doing when I saw that? And
then I kind of you know, reverse

764
00:58:15,199 --> 00:58:17,719
engineer it, so to speak.
I kind of like, okay, I

765
00:58:17,760 --> 00:58:22,159
saw one one one one, and
then I was thinking this, okay,

766
00:58:22,199 --> 00:58:23,320
so what does that mean? And
then I'll look up like one one one

767
00:58:23,320 --> 00:58:27,360
one, you know, something like
that, and then I'll piece it together

768
00:58:27,400 --> 00:58:29,800
where it's like, oh, you're
on the right path. It's mostly like

769
00:58:29,840 --> 00:58:34,639
an encouragement of hey, you know, you're right, good job. You

770
00:58:34,679 --> 00:58:37,960
know. It's like almost like a
like a I think, okay, here's

771
00:58:37,239 --> 00:58:45,280
Have you ever seen the Hunger Games? The Hunger Games? Yeah? Yeah,

772
00:58:45,280 --> 00:58:47,400
well, well wait a minute,
I which one? What do they

773
00:58:47,440 --> 00:58:52,039
do in the Hunger Games? And
I probably know? So the Hunger Games

774
00:58:52,039 --> 00:58:55,840
is where they basically pick tributes from
each district and then they have to like

775
00:58:57,519 --> 00:59:00,400
go in this arena and like kind
of fight to the death. It's I'm

776
00:59:00,400 --> 00:59:02,920
not that's not the reference I'm talking
about, but that's okay, okay,

777
00:59:04,039 --> 00:59:07,679
Oh no, I don't know that
one. Okay. So essentially in the

778
00:59:07,719 --> 00:59:09,480
movie, you know, they're in
this arena like fighting, you know,

779
00:59:09,519 --> 00:59:15,199
for the victory, and then they're, um, they're sponsors. They're like

780
00:59:15,280 --> 00:59:19,199
watching the whole thing. So if
they need something in the arena, the

781
00:59:19,239 --> 00:59:22,519
sponsor can see it and they'll send
something in and they might like in the

782
00:59:22,599 --> 00:59:25,519
moment, the person that needs it
might not even know that they need it,

783
00:59:25,559 --> 00:59:29,320
and then they get it and it's
like oh, And I think of

784
00:59:29,400 --> 00:59:31,880
synchronicities like that where it's like your
sponsors are like, hey, good job,

785
00:59:32,039 --> 00:59:38,320
like right, okay, okay um, and how do you do your

786
00:59:38,360 --> 00:59:45,679
mentoring um? So I really it
focuses mostly on what the individuals kind of

787
00:59:45,079 --> 00:59:49,960
needing at the time. So I
really think it's important to kind of start

788
00:59:50,000 --> 00:59:53,119
where each and every person is like
that of course, where you know if

789
00:59:53,159 --> 00:59:59,280
somebody's you know, not that there's
like how did I describe it to somebody

790
00:59:59,320 --> 01:00:00,800
once? It wasn't it. It's
not like there's like levels of like this

791
01:00:00,880 --> 01:00:04,719
is one, two or three.
It's just like it's a whole puzzle.

792
01:00:04,840 --> 01:00:07,320
So if you start in this corner, I know that next you're going to

793
01:00:07,360 --> 01:00:10,400
need these pieces and then these pieces, and like it's kind of like working

794
01:00:10,400 --> 01:00:15,000
outward into the middle of the puzzle. So if somebody's stuck on a concept

795
01:00:15,079 --> 01:00:17,199
or they're like I just don't get
this, or you know, could you

796
01:00:17,559 --> 01:00:22,280
maybe show me some guidance, like
what did you do here? It's always

797
01:00:22,360 --> 01:00:24,840
kind of like, I'm definitely not
telling you what's the way, because everybody

798
01:00:24,880 --> 01:00:29,519
has their own way and there's totally
different ways to go about everything. But

799
01:00:29,599 --> 01:00:31,880
this is what worked for me.
And based on what you're saying, have

800
01:00:32,000 --> 01:00:35,400
you tried this? And then they'll
be like, okay, let me check

801
01:00:35,400 --> 01:00:50,159
that out. You are very evolved
being you. I'm yeah, I'm kind

802
01:00:50,159 --> 01:00:59,800
of speechless. You are wise for
your years. What's your theory on manifesting.

803
01:01:00,039 --> 01:01:04,079
I'm just curious about that. Dude, think that that's possible or do

804
01:01:04,079 --> 01:01:08,039
you think, oh, yeah,
yeah, manifesting. I totally believe that

805
01:01:08,079 --> 01:01:12,719
manifesting is possible, and kind of
how I mentioned, I don't think there's

806
01:01:12,880 --> 01:01:15,400
just one way to do it.
I think there's lots of different ways,

807
01:01:15,400 --> 01:01:20,960
but essentially I think they're all if
you take each and every formula so to

808
01:01:20,960 --> 01:01:23,159
speak, of manifesting, and you
boil it down to you know, the

809
01:01:23,280 --> 01:01:29,159
rare I mean, the raw ingredients, the essentials of manifesting. It's pretty

810
01:01:29,239 --> 01:01:37,000
much like your genuine desire for something
and then your like will for it,

811
01:01:37,400 --> 01:01:40,280
and then your ability to just kind
of forget about it afterwards. You need

812
01:01:40,280 --> 01:01:45,519
to like release it almost sort of
like I use the analogy of a like

813
01:01:45,559 --> 01:01:49,440
a waiter at a restaurant if you're
ordering something. If you like order something,

814
01:01:49,440 --> 01:01:51,480
you're like, hey, okay,
i'd like this, and you have

815
01:01:51,519 --> 01:01:53,360
to like let them, you know, go put it in. It's get

816
01:01:53,360 --> 01:01:58,800
processed and then it comes back to
you. But if you're incessantly like pulling

817
01:01:58,840 --> 01:02:00,159
the waiter before he even to the
kitchen, you're like, wait, but

818
01:02:00,199 --> 01:02:02,519
I still want it, and he's
like, I know, you give me

819
01:02:02,559 --> 01:02:08,760
a second. And it's the ability
to kind of separate yourself from that desire

820
01:02:08,880 --> 01:02:14,039
and it's coming from a place of
non attachment and like, you know,

821
01:02:14,320 --> 01:02:17,039
it's not like a desperation like I
need this because I feel like that Beacons

822
01:02:17,039 --> 01:02:21,760
to the universe is like I don't
have this, But it's more of like

823
01:02:21,800 --> 01:02:25,239
a you know, that would be
really cool, Like that would be really

824
01:02:25,239 --> 01:02:32,320
cool if it happened. So I
see manifesting as so you think, so

825
01:02:32,400 --> 01:02:38,280
you are what you focus on.
What you send out comes back. When

826
01:02:38,320 --> 01:02:44,320
you send energy out, if you
identify what it is you want, um,

827
01:02:44,760 --> 01:02:52,280
the energy will will come back.
It's it's like miracles are only miracles

828
01:02:52,679 --> 01:02:55,400
until you know how to do them, and and and then it's not a

829
01:02:55,440 --> 01:03:00,480
miracle anymore. It's it's something different, but it's not a miracle. And

830
01:03:00,480 --> 01:03:05,760
and and the way you learn how
to do miracles just you start with with

831
01:03:05,800 --> 01:03:08,320
the little ones. Right, you
don't you don't walk on water like like

832
01:03:08,360 --> 01:03:12,280
that's the gold medal round out the
Olympics, Right, you get that?

833
01:03:12,559 --> 01:03:15,599
You know, you get that metal. Right, you stand on the podium,

834
01:03:15,639 --> 01:03:19,519
you know they play the national anthem
or whatever it is right for that,

835
01:03:19,719 --> 01:03:22,800
that's what you get. So you
don't start there. Um, you

836
01:03:22,840 --> 01:03:30,280
start with learning how to always get
a parking spot. Or you look at

837
01:03:30,000 --> 01:03:36,239
which may not be a big deal
in Rhode Island, but but it's but

838
01:03:36,280 --> 01:03:39,639
it's certainly a big deal in a
place like Toronto or New York or something.

839
01:03:40,119 --> 01:03:45,840
Um so or and and or you
can learn you can you you and

840
01:03:45,159 --> 01:03:51,199
the way that you do it.
It's simply if you believe it, you

841
01:03:51,239 --> 01:03:57,119
can do it. It's not you
want to believe it. It's if you

842
01:03:57,239 --> 01:04:00,599
believe it, you can do it. So when you set a goal,

843
01:04:01,679 --> 01:04:06,119
set it not for the highest what
you really you know, your your greatest

844
01:04:06,280 --> 01:04:12,280
dream, set the goal to the
highest level of what you believe you can

845
01:04:12,320 --> 01:04:16,119
do, then you will get it
and then you can go more. So

846
01:04:17,159 --> 01:04:26,199
I see manifesting as as focusing on
something and it manifesting in front of you,

847
01:04:26,320 --> 01:04:29,440
whatever that may be, whether it
be money, whether it be an

848
01:04:29,440 --> 01:04:32,400
experience, whether it be a place
to live, whether it be a place

849
01:04:32,440 --> 01:04:36,719
to fight, whatever it is.
So you think, so you are like

850
01:04:36,800 --> 01:04:43,159
that? Yeah, and oh sorry. And one of the things I point

851
01:04:43,199 --> 01:04:47,199
out to people that are, you
know, unconscious manifests, and I say

852
01:04:47,280 --> 01:04:51,920
them, you know, hey,
um, when I explained to them that

853
01:04:53,000 --> 01:04:58,119
they are a manifestor. And then
I say, when you find yourself in

854
01:04:58,159 --> 01:05:03,679
a negative state, when you find
yourself going through a really difficult time,

855
01:05:04,440 --> 01:05:12,880
ask yourself the question what am I
thinking about? And I bet you that

856
01:05:13,079 --> 01:05:18,280
what you're thinking about is the problem
that you're going through, And if you

857
01:05:18,440 --> 01:05:25,559
just change your focus a few degrees, you'll also change what you're drawing to

858
01:05:25,639 --> 01:05:30,559
you. Yeah, no, it's
very true. I concur with that,

859
01:05:30,639 --> 01:05:33,840
and I like that way that you
just put it, because now that you

860
01:05:33,880 --> 01:05:39,800
say that, I think about it. Where the thing that really pretty much

861
01:05:39,920 --> 01:05:45,199
changed my whole life, even very
recently, was being my own best friend

862
01:05:45,719 --> 01:05:48,280
rather than like my own worst enemy. If you think about it, a

863
01:05:48,280 --> 01:05:51,480
glass of water is like half full, where I see a lot of people

864
01:05:51,519 --> 01:05:54,599
have a lot of hard time with
this, and I think about it where

865
01:05:54,599 --> 01:05:57,239
I mean, this glass is obviously
more than half and I have a little

866
01:05:57,239 --> 01:05:59,960
bit of lemon juice in here,
but it's obviously a little more than half.

867
01:06:00,440 --> 01:06:02,199
But if there's a glass of water
that's half full, it's both,

868
01:06:02,679 --> 01:06:05,440
you know, half full and half
empty at the same time. It's just

869
01:06:05,519 --> 01:06:11,880
your perspective that changes it absolutely,
and both are correct, right, So

870
01:06:11,920 --> 01:06:14,960
if you want to be your correct
enemy, you can't. You want to

871
01:06:14,960 --> 01:06:17,199
be your own best friend, you
can. But I switched to being my

872
01:06:17,239 --> 01:06:21,360
own best friend and like, you
know, doing you know, supporting myself

873
01:06:21,400 --> 01:06:27,400
and thinking like that, and then
my whole life changed absolutely, and and

874
01:06:27,559 --> 01:06:38,000
happiness UM is a conscious choice.
So our instinct, though, uh is

875
01:06:38,039 --> 01:06:48,320
we're hardwired to to um expect and
focus on the worst case scenario. We're

876
01:06:48,360 --> 01:06:54,599
hardwired for that. Now, now
the reason we're hard and it's good in

877
01:06:54,679 --> 01:07:00,000
some ways that we're hardwired for that, because that's what helped us evolve and

878
01:07:00,079 --> 01:07:03,079
get out of the caves. You
know, if you think of you know

879
01:07:03,159 --> 01:07:08,880
the Flintstones, and you know,
imagine Fred and Barney going out for uh,

880
01:07:08,920 --> 01:07:11,880
you know, they're out hunting and
they have this wonderful time and they

881
01:07:12,400 --> 01:07:15,760
you know, they get you know, they catch some food and they have

882
01:07:15,840 --> 01:07:18,880
a barbecue and and it's a fabulous
time. And Barney gets up and goes

883
01:07:18,920 --> 01:07:24,599
to have a drink water from the
river. In a big crocodile eats Barney.

884
01:07:24,880 --> 01:07:31,639
Um, if Fred only remembered the
wonderful time they had before Barney got

885
01:07:31,679 --> 01:07:36,599
eaten, then Fred's going to be
next. If Fred remembers that, if

886
01:07:36,599 --> 01:07:41,639
Barney that that what Barney did,
then it's not going to happen to Frend.

887
01:07:42,000 --> 01:07:48,840
So being hardwired for the worst case
scenario has is important. But we

888
01:07:48,920 --> 01:07:57,280
also have to learn, uh that
we're in control of that hardwired and and

889
01:07:57,360 --> 01:08:02,320
we have control over seeing from different
different points of view we have to work

890
01:08:02,360 --> 01:08:06,000
at. Yeah, it's really interesting
that you say that because that's the book

891
01:08:06,079 --> 01:08:09,760
that I'm working on right now,
and that's the book I was literally just

892
01:08:09,760 --> 01:08:13,960
working on before this call. Um. Really, yeah, that's the way

893
01:08:14,000 --> 01:08:15,960
I think. Yeah, And it's
it's very much about the same exact thing

894
01:08:16,000 --> 01:08:19,760
where it's like that's our I call
it default modem. That's like our brain's

895
01:08:19,800 --> 01:08:24,439
default mode. You know. We
were we are in that sense, a

896
01:08:24,479 --> 01:08:28,359
product of our environment. We can't
be something that we have never experienced.

897
01:08:28,479 --> 01:08:32,680
We can only mimic behaviors. So
like, if you know, like how

898
01:08:32,720 --> 01:08:35,880
we were talking about earlier, with
like dysfunctional relationships and stuff like that,

899
01:08:36,760 --> 01:08:40,920
if you've never seen, you know, a healthy relationship, that's why people

900
01:08:40,960 --> 01:08:45,399
fall into abusive relationship patterns literally and
really why And you're like, you don't

901
01:08:45,439 --> 01:08:47,319
get it, you know, you
don't know it from their view. Yes,

902
01:08:47,760 --> 01:08:56,560
And when we're doing our work,
if we have never experienced something,

903
01:08:57,520 --> 01:09:02,720
we won't be able to see it, identify it, explain it. So

904
01:09:03,039 --> 01:09:08,319
if we've never been injured, we
will never be able to sense it in

905
01:09:08,399 --> 01:09:15,199
someone else. So everything that we
do in our work is because we've experienced

906
01:09:15,239 --> 01:09:21,199
something like it. So we have
to have something, some kind of experience

907
01:09:21,239 --> 01:09:29,640
to compare it to. Regardless of
how that spirituality comes through, it's coming

908
01:09:29,720 --> 01:09:38,359
through your being or or the medium's
being, and the information coming through is

909
01:09:39,159 --> 01:09:45,439
limited to the capacity of the medium. Yeah, I love it. Have

910
01:09:45,479 --> 01:09:49,600
you ever heard of the book It's
the Freedom of Freedom of Choice? No,

911
01:09:50,199 --> 01:09:56,319
it's by doctor Thomas Chucko UM.
He has it's like a PDF on

912
01:09:56,359 --> 01:10:00,560
his website and it's like my donation
UM. And it's really fast anating because

913
01:10:00,560 --> 01:10:04,359
it was talking about the same thing
too, where it's like the first example,

914
01:10:04,479 --> 01:10:09,399
so to speak, is if there's
a dog and the dog has,

915
01:10:09,520 --> 01:10:13,880
you know, a million dollar diamond
or a pile of dog poop in front

916
01:10:13,920 --> 01:10:16,359
of it, Like, what's the
dog going to pick the poop? Obviously,

917
01:10:16,439 --> 01:10:19,119
like it's not going to be like
the value in this diamond. It's

918
01:10:19,119 --> 01:10:25,279
probably the book said, it will
probably pee on the diamond because and the

919
01:10:25,359 --> 01:10:30,079
jog will be perfectly happy about its
choice because it doesn't know what it's you

920
01:10:30,119 --> 01:10:32,239
know, it doesn't know the value
of what it hasn't experienced. It doesn't

921
01:10:32,239 --> 01:10:35,960
have a capacity. So it's like
not that it's good or bad or worse

922
01:10:36,039 --> 01:10:40,279
or better, it's just that it
is. And everybody has a different level

923
01:10:40,279 --> 01:10:45,680
of consciousness for this information where it
might not resonate at the time, but

924
01:10:45,840 --> 01:10:47,520
later down the road, Oh,
I might understand, you know why.

925
01:10:48,039 --> 01:10:54,680
So yes, So if you've never
had an experience with something, there's nothing

926
01:10:54,720 --> 01:10:59,239
in your brain to compare it to
and you won't be able to identify it

927
01:10:59,279 --> 01:11:03,960
and help that and get over it. Right. So that's why, um,

928
01:11:04,600 --> 01:11:11,439
we light workers or whatever, we
have such a broad um expanse of

929
01:11:12,079 --> 01:11:15,960
experience. It's it's also part of
the job. It's part of it,

930
01:11:15,319 --> 01:11:19,800
right, I totally agree, And
I think it's because, as I briefly

931
01:11:19,840 --> 01:11:25,720
mentioned earlier, it really helps us
be relatable, I guess for the people

932
01:11:25,800 --> 01:11:28,960
that are potentially in the spots that
we were stuck in, you know,

933
01:11:29,319 --> 01:11:31,079
where we were able to be like, you know, I empathize and I

934
01:11:31,119 --> 01:11:34,279
was there too, And because I
think if we, like you mentioned,

935
01:11:34,279 --> 01:11:38,319
if we just you know, started
at the you know, heaven or whatever

936
01:11:38,359 --> 01:11:40,760
and we were just like up here
knowing all of this, it's an a

937
01:11:40,880 --> 01:11:45,479
and not relatable and people don't understand. So it's like it's that bridge that

938
01:11:45,560 --> 01:11:47,239
helps people like we throw that rope
back over you know what I mean,

939
01:11:47,439 --> 01:11:54,079
absolutely climbed out of there like you
know, because we absolutely because because that's

940
01:11:54,119 --> 01:11:59,600
because we were were doing it and
working on at ourselves totally. Um.

941
01:11:59,760 --> 01:12:04,039
You might also notice that the type
of people you'll deal with will be When

942
01:12:04,119 --> 01:12:09,920
when I was doing a lot of
work on my UM, the sexual abuse

943
01:12:09,960 --> 01:12:14,520
that I experienced as as a child. Um, and some of the things

944
01:12:14,560 --> 01:12:16,920
I had to do on the street
when I was working on that, just

945
01:12:16,960 --> 01:12:23,960
about everybody who came to me for
readings had had sexual abuse issues. Um

946
01:12:24,039 --> 01:12:28,319
and and um I was about,
you know, a page ahead of them

947
01:12:28,560 --> 01:12:31,520
in the book. You don't need
to be any farther ahead. So so

948
01:12:31,640 --> 01:12:36,479
I was and and and I was
learning by sharing the information that I had

949
01:12:36,560 --> 01:12:44,319
learned. So um, there's always
I've had experiences like that too, where

950
01:12:44,359 --> 01:12:46,840
it's like I'm like, I just
learned that, Like I just I just

951
01:12:46,920 --> 01:12:51,199
absolutely now I can now I can
help you get on the same page.

952
01:12:51,239 --> 01:12:56,159
Yeah, that's right. You only
have to be a page. You only

953
01:12:56,199 --> 01:12:59,560
have to be a paragraph ahead of
your students or your clients, Right,

954
01:12:59,760 --> 01:13:04,600
that's so. And I also think
it's like there's a I don't know the

955
01:13:04,640 --> 01:13:09,279
word, I'm looking for a parable
maybe, but it's like every you know,

956
01:13:09,359 --> 01:13:13,760
every good teacher is also a student, like from every encounter, you

957
01:13:13,760 --> 01:13:16,000
know what I mean. I really
think that every single person I encounter,

958
01:13:16,079 --> 01:13:20,000
every single situation, I think that
there could be a lesson and I think

959
01:13:20,159 --> 01:13:23,079
that I could always learn something.
You know. It's like, oh,

960
01:13:23,199 --> 01:13:26,359
like, did I learn you know, oh, like that showed me to

961
01:13:26,680 --> 01:13:30,079
you know, like I don't know, have more compassion in this area or

962
01:13:30,119 --> 01:13:35,960
consider it from a different perspective.
We teach what we need to learn,

963
01:13:38,479 --> 01:13:44,840
and when we have learned enough about
what we're teaching, will go on and

964
01:13:44,920 --> 01:13:48,680
teach something else. So I often
say to people, if you want to

965
01:13:48,760 --> 01:13:56,359
learn how to do something, teach
it. Teach it and you'll learn.

966
01:13:56,640 --> 01:13:59,600
You learn how to be it and
how to do it. I like that

967
01:13:59,640 --> 01:14:04,439
a lot. Yeah, well yeah, so so um, yeah, if

968
01:14:04,439 --> 01:14:08,600
you want to learn how to do
something, teach it because you only have

969
01:14:08,680 --> 01:14:13,039
to be a paragraph I had.
Yeah, you're the expert. And you

970
01:14:13,079 --> 01:14:15,119
know what's an expert? You know, somebody from out of town with a

971
01:14:15,119 --> 01:14:20,680
briefcase. Yeah, yeah, I
like that. That's funny. It's true

972
01:14:20,680 --> 01:14:25,039
though. I mean like these you
know, quote unquote qualifications where I think

973
01:14:25,079 --> 01:14:29,560
it's so interesting that I mean,
even you know, people with degrees or

974
01:14:29,600 --> 01:14:31,319
whatever. What does that mean?
You know, like do you actually are

975
01:14:31,359 --> 01:14:34,439
you actually an expert in the field
or do you know what the textbook has

976
01:14:34,439 --> 01:14:36,680
showed you? You know, do
you know these real life examples you know

977
01:14:36,680 --> 01:14:42,960
how to That's right. I think
it's I think it's a whole lot different

978
01:14:43,720 --> 01:14:50,479
dealing with somebody when you've read the
experience in a book as opposed to going

979
01:14:50,520 --> 01:14:57,680
through the experience in real life.
I mean, I'm definitely not I'm not

980
01:14:57,760 --> 01:15:02,560
like knocking educational learning for sure.
I think that experiential learning is more crucial

981
01:15:02,680 --> 01:15:06,760
honestly, Like you need to be
able to understand and like, actually,

982
01:15:06,800 --> 01:15:10,359
even if you're teaching yourself, you
know what I mean, you actually need

983
01:15:10,399 --> 01:15:15,199
to understand. And I always say
sometimes where I'm like I knew that,

984
01:15:15,199 --> 01:15:18,399
but I didn't understand, and like
I intellectually knew it, but then when

985
01:15:18,399 --> 01:15:20,560
it came up and I was able
to apply it, I was like,

986
01:15:20,720 --> 01:15:25,039
oh, like I get it,
Like I get it now. Yeah,

987
01:15:26,319 --> 01:15:31,399
So the next thing I have to
ask and if I don't, uh,

988
01:15:32,239 --> 01:15:42,920
Michelle yelled at me, Um,
tell me about being a tik talk influencer.

989
01:15:45,319 --> 01:15:47,039
That that is the right word,
isn't it. Yeah. Again,

990
01:15:47,119 --> 01:15:53,479
I definitely think it's influencer. It's
it's interesting, especially with being in such

991
01:15:53,520 --> 01:15:58,920
a niche as like spirituality or consciousness. It. Yes, Um, it's

992
01:15:58,920 --> 01:16:04,960
definitely really interesting and I get lots
of comments. I think would be one

993
01:16:05,000 --> 01:16:09,920
of the most like it's obviously got
upsides and downsides. I feel like everything

994
01:16:09,960 --> 01:16:12,680
does. It's that duality, you
know, you can't have one without the

995
01:16:12,720 --> 01:16:15,079
other. That's where I say what
we are one way, we are equally

996
01:16:15,199 --> 01:16:21,439
the opposite totally. So it's interesting
because yes, I absolutely have been able

997
01:16:21,479 --> 01:16:27,239
to work with really cool institutions.
I've gotten to interview with the Monroe Institute.

998
01:16:27,319 --> 01:16:30,279
I was actually able to get them
to release page twenty five. So

999
01:16:30,800 --> 01:16:35,359
more about what tell me about your
Like what what do you do on TikTok?

1000
01:16:35,520 --> 01:16:43,680
I M I'm being dragged along kicking
and screaming to doing doing stuff on

1001
01:16:43,760 --> 01:16:49,319
TikTok? Like what do you do
on TikTok? So um? Personally TikTok

1002
01:16:50,720 --> 01:16:55,840
is using. I have an array
of videos. I guess there's some trend

1003
01:16:56,079 --> 01:17:00,000
videos where it has a specific audio
and you kind of put your message to

1004
01:17:00,199 --> 01:17:04,760
the audio, and I do some
of those, and then I do somewhere

1005
01:17:04,920 --> 01:17:09,760
I talk about documents and I have
the green screen behind me. I use

1006
01:17:09,840 --> 01:17:12,920
somewhere I kind of just give some
insight as like, oh this is you

1007
01:17:12,960 --> 01:17:15,119
know, here's my opinion that literally
nobody asked for, like here it is

1008
01:17:15,600 --> 01:17:19,479
um. And then sometimes I respond
to questions and then I'll be able to

1009
01:17:19,479 --> 01:17:24,880
like answer somebody's question like that.
So there's like sing, So how do

1010
01:17:24,920 --> 01:17:31,439
you go from um, you know, I'm mid twenties, young woman from

1011
01:17:31,520 --> 01:17:39,920
Rhode Island in Rhode Island to a
world influencer on TikTok How did how did

1012
01:17:39,920 --> 01:17:46,960
that miracle happen? Um? I
honestly that was decently happenstance again, UM,

1013
01:17:47,239 --> 01:17:51,439
where I think it just maybe my
message resonated. Maybe a lot of

1014
01:17:51,439 --> 01:17:57,000
people resonated. And the more that
my videos get shared and commented on,

1015
01:17:57,079 --> 01:18:00,800
the more the algorithm boost it to
more people. Um. And I I

1016
01:18:00,840 --> 01:18:06,399
actually am genuinely very surprised that my
content has reached internationally the way that it

1017
01:18:06,479 --> 01:18:13,079
has. I have people joined my
lives sometimes from like South Africa or m

1018
01:18:13,199 --> 01:18:15,520
Lebanon, like these these places where
I'm like, that's I would never have

1019
01:18:15,560 --> 01:18:20,359
even thought that my content would reach
you. Yes, and yeah, it's

1020
01:18:21,439 --> 01:18:26,640
literally everywhere, Like it's it's awesome. It's really cool. And the way

1021
01:18:26,680 --> 01:18:32,640
that much how much time do you
do you spend on you TikTok? So?

1022
01:18:32,920 --> 01:18:38,279
Um? It depends. I I
try to respond to my comments and

1023
01:18:39,319 --> 01:18:45,600
um questions and things like that because
the interaction is also very important. Um

1024
01:18:45,680 --> 01:18:50,560
it's it's difficult, I guess with
that aspect of I guess one of the

1025
01:18:50,560 --> 01:18:56,800
the not like downsides, but one
of the least favorite parts of mine is

1026
01:18:56,840 --> 01:19:01,720
like fielding really not nice comments.
Some people are pretty aggressive and very opinionated

1027
01:19:01,760 --> 01:19:05,439
in lots of ways, which is
fine, but like, it's really interesting

1028
01:19:05,479 --> 01:19:10,359
that something I said trigger them so
much. So it depends on like fielding

1029
01:19:10,359 --> 01:19:13,520
the comments. So I really try
to get that balance. But on TikTok

1030
01:19:13,600 --> 01:19:17,000
generally, I don't watch too many
TikTok's. I really post more than I

1031
01:19:17,039 --> 01:19:23,760
watch. But the posting videos,
I'm pretty sure they're up to like three

1032
01:19:23,800 --> 01:19:26,640
minutes now. I heard that they're
going up to ten. I don't have

1033
01:19:26,680 --> 01:19:30,960
that feature yet, and I think
that's very excessive for TikTok for in my

1034
01:19:30,000 --> 01:19:33,600
opinion. But ten minutes you mean
for time? You mean yeah, for

1035
01:19:33,680 --> 01:19:39,000
a time of a video. So
it depends because video. For example,

1036
01:19:39,039 --> 01:19:43,359
if my videos three minutes long,
I spend however long it takes me to

1037
01:19:43,399 --> 01:19:45,479
record it. I usually do multiple
recordings. If I'm like, I didn't

1038
01:19:45,479 --> 01:19:48,479
love the way I said that here, so I'll do many recordings. I

1039
01:19:48,560 --> 01:19:51,319
do different drafts of them, and
then I have to edit them, and

1040
01:19:51,359 --> 01:19:56,000
then I have to and like by
editing. By editing them, I put

1041
01:19:56,039 --> 01:19:59,319
you know, some music to the
background, and then I put captions on

1042
01:19:59,359 --> 01:20:02,000
it, and um different and things
like that. So it can take a

1043
01:20:02,039 --> 01:20:10,680
decent chunk of time. UM.
Yeah, it's interesting. But and um

1044
01:20:10,800 --> 01:20:23,399
with doing readings um, um,
mentoring, um, using TikTok and your

1045
01:20:24,399 --> 01:20:30,520
mystical store. Um, You're you're
making your living. And is it is

1046
01:20:30,560 --> 01:20:34,359
this what you want for your life? I don't know, honestly, Like

1047
01:20:34,439 --> 01:20:38,920
I think it is. I think
it is, but I have this,

1048
01:20:39,119 --> 01:20:45,119
Uh, there's non attachment. I
guess it's weird where you know, you

1049
01:20:45,159 --> 01:20:49,159
get to you know, learning about
things in different perspectives and it's like I've

1050
01:20:49,239 --> 01:20:54,920
I find that it's it's really fun
and I like it and I think it's

1051
01:20:55,000 --> 01:20:59,560
cool and it's very different than the
lifestyle I was living even two years ago,

1052
01:21:00,279 --> 01:21:02,720
and I like it a lot.
I'm writing a book now, working

1053
01:21:02,720 --> 01:21:06,840
on a theory, and I think
this is the most on path I've ever

1054
01:21:06,960 --> 01:21:12,600
felt, the most in touch with
myself I've ever felt, and I had

1055
01:21:12,600 --> 01:21:15,279
spent so long kind of looking for
that. I'd spent so long. You

1056
01:21:15,319 --> 01:21:17,479
know, everybody else said I had
to do it this way. So I

1057
01:21:17,520 --> 01:21:19,600
tried it this way because I was
like, all right, yeah, you're

1058
01:21:19,640 --> 01:21:24,079
older than me, got it whatever. So I tried it and everything felt

1059
01:21:24,600 --> 01:21:29,359
misaligned, everything did not feel right. And there's times of course where like

1060
01:21:29,399 --> 01:21:33,399
I even recently it was my old
co worker's birthday from my past corporate job,

1061
01:21:33,720 --> 01:21:36,399
and I had posted a video that
we took at work. It was

1062
01:21:36,439 --> 01:21:39,880
like we were all kind of messing
around doing like a like we had like

1063
01:21:39,960 --> 01:21:42,920
a bet going on. It was
just like funny. So I miss of

1064
01:21:42,960 --> 01:21:48,279
course that capacity of just the you
know, casual like Shenanigans. But I

1065
01:21:48,359 --> 01:21:53,680
also for my soul, this is
what resonates with my soul one hundred percent.

1066
01:21:56,640 --> 01:22:03,039
I understand that. So why more
thing? If people want to get

1067
01:22:03,079 --> 01:22:08,680
in took with you, how do
they find her? Um, thank you

1068
01:22:08,800 --> 01:22:12,680
very much for asking that. So
I have my TikTok channel. My name

1069
01:22:12,760 --> 01:22:18,680
on TikTok is Stephanie with a pH
and then amber like the color Stephanie amber

1070
01:22:18,960 --> 01:22:26,560
seven kay, and my website also
is Stephanie with a pH again for Leaney

1071
01:22:26,800 --> 01:22:34,159
dot com. I guess that's all
it takes. UM. Thank you,

1072
01:22:34,960 --> 01:22:39,399
Thank you, thank you. This
has been so much fun. This has

1073
01:22:39,399 --> 01:22:42,600
been really awesome. Thank you very
much. It was such a pleasure speaking

1074
01:22:42,600 --> 01:22:45,520
with you and being on your podcast. So I hope, I hope everybody

1075
01:22:45,560 --> 01:22:50,640
likes the other side of the Crystal
Ball. Wow, get out the oxygen.

1076
01:22:50,680 --> 01:22:57,119
What an amazing um guests we had
tonight. Thank you for Stephanie,

1077
01:22:57,119 --> 01:23:00,359
for Leaney all the way from the
wonderful state of Road Island. Thank you

1078
01:23:00,439 --> 01:23:03,880
for being on my side of the
Crystal Ball. It was a great,

1079
01:23:04,039 --> 01:23:10,600
great, great conversation. Now,
before I do say goodbye, have a

1080
01:23:10,600 --> 01:23:14,520
couple of requests. If you're watching
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1081
01:23:14,720 --> 01:23:17,840
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1082
01:23:17,840 --> 01:23:21,960
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1083
01:23:23,079 --> 01:23:26,319
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01:23:26,560 --> 01:23:30,039
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1085
01:23:30,079 --> 01:23:34,560
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1086
01:23:34,840 --> 01:23:41,880
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1087
01:23:41,920 --> 01:23:46,479
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1088
01:23:46,520 --> 01:23:51,119
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1089
01:23:51,159 --> 01:23:59,600
also find us on YouTube, Apple, Spotifying, pretty much anywhere else you

1090
01:23:59,720 --> 01:24:03,279
get your podcasts. There's a special
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1091
01:24:03,399 --> 01:24:10,039
place you'll be able to get your
podcast but not quite yet. And now,

1092
01:24:11,439 --> 01:24:13,720
if you would like to get in
touch with me personally, you can

1093
01:24:13,760 --> 01:24:19,039
find me on my website www dot
Robert lindseymail dot com. And by the

1094
01:24:19,039 --> 01:24:23,399
way, I'm still doing psychic readings
and life coaching and all that kind of

1095
01:24:23,399 --> 01:24:29,600
stuff. You can also find me
on Facebook, YouTube, Instagram, and

1096
01:24:29,720 --> 01:24:33,039
TikTok. Just before I say goodbye, I'd like to leave these words with

1097
01:24:33,159 --> 01:24:40,520
you. Do good, stay safe, and above all, just be kind.

1098
01:24:41,279 --> 01:25:00,399
Good night, everybody livening Nato.