I'm trying to get this thing down to where I can just use one computer,
and I think I got it, but thero the intro wasn't working.
So I changed this something, dude, because I can't use two computers and
like two mixers and two keyboards. It's just getting old. Usually when I
changed something, though, shit goes a little haywire. And I hadn't had
really had time to fix a lot of stuff. That's probably why we're having
some a little bit of technical issues. But look, I want to show
you guys something. If I can get up here on the screen, this
is freaking hilarious. What's up, Michael, I want to think, also
think Henry and or Michael just made a donation. Henry yours show still pending,
but thanks and Lorna thanks for your donation, and thank you guys so
much. So tonight I wanted to talk about a touchy subject, like we're
going to talk about cosmic sex. But I want before I get into this,
I gotta show you this, guys. I think either this person is
absolutely insane or they made like one of the biggest videos that's ever gonna go
viral ever, And I'm trying. I tried to share it. I think
they took it down. Damn, oh no, here it is here,
it is here, it is. I gotta share it to my feed.
First, have you guys seen the girl that does the uh so? She
stopped letting her friends go to the bathroom at her house. I never do
this on the radio show, by the way, but I saw this and
I thought, this is the most This is the craziest thing I've ever seen.
So she doesn't let people go to the bathroom at her house. She
makes them go outside. You guys have seen this, right, and then
uses uses everything as first outside. Oh, here it is. It's on
my Facebook page. Is this illegal? Can I do this? Let me
see if I can just share this real quick. I gotta find the right
screen. Yeah yeah, yeah, let me get my volume up here.
You guys are not going to believe this. Man, this is insane.
Okay, let me see if I can share this. So far, we're
not getting taken down. Potty area. I used to let my friends use
the bathroom in my house, but I've seen I require all my guests to
use the bathroom outside. Hi. My name is Ivy Bloom and this is
my outdoor potty area. I used to let my friends use the bathroom in
my house, but I've since learned how unsanitary that is. Before entering the
potty area, I require guests to put on these foot covers, and first
time are required to read the rules. The most important rule is to dig
at least six inches from an existing stick, because that's where another guest has
dug a hole. It's pretty simple. You just dig a hole, do
what you have to do, and put your toilet paper on top. I
provide seats that must be placed inside to keep my garden growing, and once
that's placed inside, you cover it up with the dirt you dug up,
and then place some leaves on top. The last thing you have to do
is mark the spot with one of these sticks. I do live in Arizona
and it gets really hot, so I provide a bucket with refreshments and snacks
that visitors can snack on while using the bathroom. And yes, there is
a privacy curtain. Once that's done, they can take the covers off their
feet and wash them in this bucket. Then they have to place them in
this jar so that the next guests can use them. Once my guest is
done using the bathroom. I require them to sign this journal, and I
do respectfully ask for tips, because maintaining this area can get a little expensive.
I require all my guests to use the bathroom outside. Hi. My
name is Ivy Bloom, and this is my outdoor potty area. I used
to let my friends use the bathroom in my house, but I've since learned
how unsanitary that is. Before entering the potty area, I require guests to
put on these foot covers, and first timers are required to read the rules.
The most important rule is to dig at least six inches from an existing
stick, because that's where another guest has dug a hole. It's pretty simple.
You just dig a hole, do what you have to do, and
put your toilet paper on top. I provide seats that must be placed inside
to keep my garden growing, and once that's placed inside, you cover it
up with the dirt you dug up, and then place some leaves on top.
The last thing you have to do is mark the spot with one of
these sticks. I do live in Arizona and it gets really hot, so
I provide a bucket with refreshments and snacks that visitors can snack on while using
the bathroom, and yes, there is a privacy curtain. Once that's done,
they can take the covers off their feet and wash them in this bucket.
Then they have to place them in this jar so that the next guest
can use them. Once my guest is done using the bathroom, I require
them to sign this journal, and I do respectfully ask for tips, because
maintaining this area can get a little expensive. I require all my guests to
use the bathroom outside. Hi, my name is or No that okay?
So you guys see though, right, Like I think they either this that
can't be real. That can't be real. Right, that's fake. There's
no way that's real. Like, can you imagine she has to be single?
She shouldn't be wearing a sublime shirt. I'm not trying to be judgmental
here, but if I went over to someone's house, I was like,
hey, can I use the restroom? And they're like, well, I
used to let my friends use the restroom here, but I decided that was
unsanatory. It's insanitary. I have a spot outside where you can use the
restroom, and there's a little towel that you can just slide over, and
there's some toilet paper there. All I ask is that you dig a six
inch hold. There's a measure and tape outside. This can't be real,
man, it can't be. And I left some snacks out there and some
water in case it gets hot. Use the toilet paper. And then I
left a bucket of water and stuff so you can like wash your hands things
like that. And then there's little booties that you can put on your feet.
Okay, and just put these booties on, go to the bathroom,
cover up your pooh or pee or whatever, and then mark it with a
spot, and then wash the booties and leave them there for the next person.
What how many of you guys would be like, yeah, I'm even
if it wasn't like a date, I'd be gone. I'd be out of
there. I'd be like, nah, I'm good. I'd make up some
kind of excuse. I'm not big into the lion at all, but that
would be one of the times where I would be like, yeah, I've
got to go. I've got into some kind of emergency. I mean,
am I being too crazy here? Like that's ridiculous? And then she asks
for tips, please tip me, I'm making you go outside? What's up?
BC? I didn't say hey, I did. I said hey to
Barney, Maria, Michael, Genevieve, what's up. Thanks for saying hey
in the chat. The call on numbers five on one, triple seven,
fifty six, thirty one too. By the way, if you want to
call into the show tonight, tonight, we're gonna be talking about cosmic sex.
This is gonna be a The reason why I'm talking about this has a
lot to do with the outer body experience, by the way, But anyways,
I just I'm not one of those like reactor guys that wants to put
up videos and just react like that one dude was doing, which is hilarious,
where he's just like, just I've just never seen this before in my
entire life. What's up, Barefoot? Hippiats? What's up, Georgiana?
Georgiana says, girl bye, I says, I see, you've never had
mentally ill acquaintances that you check in on every once in a while. I
I mean, I've had bipolar acquaintances that I've had to deal with, but
that's not bipolar and it's not even like O c D. What's up,
sir Wolf, It's like you want me to go outside, which I'm from
the country. I've been hunting. I've had to go to the bathroom outside
before. We all have it. But you have a perfectly good bathroom,
but you want me to go. It's not even going outside, that's the
thing, man. It's like, uh, it's the snacks and the booties
and the tip jar and making sure that you take the measure and tape and
cover it up with six inches and then mark it with this funky thing.
Wow, I'd leave a deuce in her toilet without her knowing and not flush
it. And then, oh, man, so I I kind of did
something I've never done. I took notes today. I got I got hammered
by bees today, man, I had. I was up roofing, and
I don't know what it was. I don't know if it was the deodorant
I was wearing. And I know everybody's gonna have an answer for this.
I don't know what it was, but I got hammered with like bees all
day long. It wasn't a swarm of bees. It's just like bees and
wasp were really angry at me today. They just were. It felt weird,
all right. So I've already ran off some people in the room that's
good. So I've doing this void walking journey, have had a lot of
questions about, you know, who is God, what is God, Who's
Jesus? All this stuff. And since I did a poll, seventy percent
of you said, yeah, let's talk about it. And since Jason been
on the show, I thought we could dig into this stuff a little.
Now, keep in mind, there are many, many different interpretations of this.
There's magical interpretations, mystic interpretations, numerological, biological, astrological, all
of that stuff, right, and there's this is stuff like that I started
learning in the nineties and like eight nineties anyway, stuff that opened up my
mind. When I first heard about the Kabbala they were flirting. Uh shit,
I started learning about all of this stuff. Okay, So I'm going
to talk about a subject that's probably gonna be touchy for some people. Anytime
you bring up this sex and religion, it doesn't really go together. Most
people run for the hills or but whatever, like, it should be okay
to talk about it now, even though we've got our schools trying to talk
about it, which I think is ridiculous. Like, and you know,
the funny thing is too if you want to talk about this. Thanks for
the five Barney, appreciate it. Brother, my brother. If you know
you want to talk about this with your children and you don't want the schools
teaching you about this, then you're considered a anti this and anti and anti
whatever. But I've got kids. I don't want anybody teaching my kids about
this besides me. But I also have a different point of view about this
stuff than most people do. A lot of people do. A matter of
fact, a lot of people think I'm weird. But whatever. So if
I ask you who's God and all this stuff? What is God? What's
Jesus? All these different things, You're going to get like a million answers
from a million different people. So the thing to do is is to do
a little research and look into the origins of things. If some of you
know this, some of you don't know this already, but let's look at
the origin that it happens in church all the time. So if you're a
Christian, this might upset you, but it shouldn't. But it might.
But if I went around and talked about these things to all of like church
going people, condition people that aren't open to bigger truths or other truths like
it just wouldn't work or I would get outcasted or called a heretic or something.
But one of the most cherished traditions in the Christian Church is Holy communion.
Right, I was thinking about calling in sometimes call in, man,
it ain't no big deal. It's just us talking. It's just like us
being around a campfire. So, but one of the most cherish traditions in
the Christian Church is Holy Communion. And yeah, this is going to be
like a ten part series. So I'm just opening the door with some stuff
to kind of make you think. Right, So you're not going to run
away or get mad if I tell you the truth of all this? Are
you? So you hear people talking about Holy Communion as if it's cannibalism,
and they laugh. But the truth is it started in prehistoric Persia. Some
guy, let's take example, some guy named Bob. He's smart and successful
and he's got it all figured out. He's better than everybody in the tribe,
so to speak. This is prehistoric Persia, okay, and everybody goes,
hey, well, let's sacrifice Bob. He's just one man. So
they sacrifice Bob for the sake of the mini and the prehistoric times, and
they eat him so that they can They thought that they could get his essence
and his power and his knowledge and all this stuff. And as these uncivilized
civilizations kept on doing these things people, it gets crazy. They even did
it with babies and children one sacrifice. You know, Chris Knowles gets into
this some of the stuff. If you don't believe me, research it yourself.
But this isn't us. This is like way way long time ago,
all right. But as we became civilized and we started to move into a
bit of a more civilized society. Let's fast forward a little bit. Okay,
we can just fast forward. Let's get Babylon and go run into Egypt.
So there's the story of Osiris in Egypt. We're set chopped his body
up. Okay, so set, which some people think corresponds with Satan,
maybe it does in this mythological story. But Set chopped Nosirus' body up,
sent all this parts, scattered his parts everywhere, and then along comes Isis,
and Isis went looking for them, all of his parts, but one
part in particular, and you know which part that was she went looking for
as sexual organs, his penis degenerative organ. Okay, and guess what she
found, Osiris is sexual organ, and she made a cast of it and
she sent it to all the temples in Egypt. So now you know where
all these steeples and stuff comes from, and the phallus and what it represents.
Okay, I hope you guys are still with me. So even the
Egyptians said that the wheat that was risen was from Osiris's phallic energy. It
was from Osiris himself, just like in prehistoric Asia when they ate people,
they thought they got all this stuff. Well then, so the Egyptians were
like, well, look, you know we got all this wheats growing tall.
It must have been Osiris. So they made bread, beer and wine.
Fast forward a little bit. Let's skip. We're just skipping over a
lot of context and stuff here, so let's fast forward to the Greeks.
Then you have Dionysus. Same thing. They consume the body and the blood
of Dionysus, et cetera. So Holy Communion is not simply a Christian or
Jewish ceremony. It's an ancient tradition that goes back to actual cannibalism, you
know, back when we are stupid, and I mean We're still stupid to
a certain nature right now. But it does. You could trace this back.
You can fact check it. If you don't believe me, do your
research, fact check it. You'll see where it comes from. Does it
offend you if when I say these things, I'm not sure it offends a
void walker. But like I said, if I was to go into the
church community, it would offend them. But they don't see the understanding of
it, right was like the understanding of taking an ancient ceremony and turning it
into something. But the Christians did, Bible did. So what's the name
of God? That's That's one of the biggest questions. I used to ask
myself, what's really his name? He's been called all kinds of things,
you know, Jehovah, I am all these different names. Rama, Thanks
Michael, appreciate you, brother. Thank you guys. It takes a while
to get that YouTube money, and YouTube not takes thirty percent. I thought
I got I had like one hundred and something dollars saved up of donations.
I was like, yeah, I'm gonna go get it and pay the you
know, the website bill. And it was like, oh, but I'm
like, what is this, Oh YouTube takes thirty percent greedy some bitches,
but whatever, So dude, I appreciate you guys so much, thank you,
thank you, thank you. Uh. So, it's not a Christian
tradition or a juice one. It's ancient tradition. Hopefully that doesn't offend anybody.
And then once I got into all these different names, one of the
biggest names that kind of rung out to me. And uh when I this
was back when I was studying Donahue from a hidden meanings is a here a
Mazda, the sun god, the fire god. Hehr a Mazda. That
was a cool name for god. All right, but I told you,
guys, scient we're going to talk about like this cosmic sex thing. Okay,
So first the thing when we hear that word sex, we need to
look at us humans. So let's look at the sexual impulses of human beings.
If you look in nature, if you study nature mainly p Hall talks
about this, all of the mysteries are in nature. Right, if you
study nature, animals procreate at certain times when all of the animal kingdoms are
different, but for the most part, at certain times. So I grew
up hunting and stuff and we would go hunting at certain times because you know,
the dough would be in heat, so the bucks would be moving and
the dough would leave scrapes, you know, they would draw a little circle
in the ground and they'd pee in it, and we'd make sure that we
didn't walk in that circle, and we'd figure out where these trails were moving
when we hunted. My dad showed me this when I was little, and
that's how you steal hunt. Some assholes would run dull out there and just
run deer everywhere. But if you wanted to steal hunt, you had to
figure out when the deer was in rut. We call it rut. And
so you'd go walking in the woods and you'd find little circles that the deer
made with their hoofs. Right, they'd carve out a circle, pee in
it. The bucks would come smell it and they'd follow. They'd pee in
it too, so they pretty much mark their territory and they'd call that deer,
call it that's my property. A lot of animals do that, actually,
but when it comes to uh humans, it's different. Animals procreate at
certain times and a certain seasons. Humans do it it will we do this.
It will We'll call anytime. This is I know. I mean,
this is a tough subject. We can talk about it, can't we.
I want to get your skin all offended. That's okay, but it's interesting,
right, Like female animals aren't interested in sex until it's the season,
it's the fertile season. They're just not interested in it. They're not humans.
Anytime could happen at anytime anyways. The bigger question there is is when
we look at nature, when we study nature, why is this happen?
Why is sexual pleasure a permanent thing only for humans? Why did nature do
this? We understand this now that nature does everything for a reason, right,
Everything has a purpose, Everything has a reason, just like I was
thinking about this today while I was roofing, being outside after getting stung by
bees and shit. So don't jump ahead of me and get offended. I'm
going to be talking about something else. Just listen, okay, and then
you can disagree with me once I finished. Don't criticize the cuisine until it's
served, all right. So I was listening to the birds, and the
birds are beautiful and the flowers it was, I mean, the allergies were
big time today, but the flowers were out, the bees were out,
the birds were out, the damn roosters are ound. Everything in nature it's
making noise today. But if you study it, you know, we smell
the flowers and look at them and it's like a beautiful thing, and they
smell good and they look pretty, but they really in nature they do that.
They put off these smells and they have these bright colors so they can
pollinase, so they can procreate, and they attract insects, right. But
for us it's just like, oh, they look good, they smell good.
Pretty crazy once you start thinking about and the birds, all the different
birds sound pretty outside. It sounds like, you know, mister Rogers neighborhood
outside. But if you really watch like the Discovery Channel watch nature and stuff,
it's not really friendly stuff. The birds are saying like they're saying stuff
like get out of here, or this is my property, this is mine,
get away, or they're warning people. But to us it's you know,
it's pretty Why did nature make it this way? Why so even what's
going on with animals and insects and nature, and it still has these sexual
processes, but they still only do it in certain times and seasons are simply
just like an arena for us, like humans, It's just some beautiful place
for us to observe. But it was put there for us to observe it.
Okay, So anyways, Uh, it's weird you know, because of
nature, even some animals. For some animals it's pain. I've watched a
lot of Discovery Channel, you know. I mean, I'm sure you have
too. So everything has a reason. Nothing happens that doesn't have a natural
or God given reason. Even so what does that mean? Right? So
if all of this stuff in nature has reasons for these things, and humans
can have pleasurable sex that will, then there must be a reason for it,
right, There must be a God given, natural reason for that to
happen, even though we're set apart from the rest of nature. Okay,
now, I know this is I'm not trying to make a Christian statement here.
I'm just trying to make sure I've got all kinds of notes here.
But I'm just trying to make sure I don't offend anybody. But I'm gonna
get to the point where it's going to be offensive regardless. So the reason
is is because you're created in the creator's image, you're meant to be celebrated.
You're created in God's image, and I'm gonna dig deeper than that.
I'm not just talking about your facial structure and your body, but everything about
you is created in the Creator's image. Okay. So there's clues along the
way that tell us this not just the literal understanding of religion, but there's
clues along the way. And one of the biggest clues is sex, Okay,
and our nature versus the rest of nature. It's divine. It's a
direct link to God. It is the experience of Alphonomega. And I've talked
about this a million times, these energies coming together here on earth. It's
almost a ceremonial experience of God in that one moment. Right We don't celebrate
it this way in society because we still don't understand the mystery of it.
Right now, it's like a thing or a drug to some people, to
a lot of spiritual people, it's not even religious people. But for the
most part, it's like a thing that sells stuff, you know, or
just a thing that we do for pleasure, almost like a drug or something.
But it's really more than that, you know, it's a lot more
than that. So, because you're creating in God's image, it's divine and
this experience is a direct link to God. Many of the people that have
experienced aspects of Kundalini understand this, whether they've had a full experience or whatever,
this propulsion of energy that they've felt. I know Magical Egypt talks about
this extensively, extensively in all of their videos, especially I think like two
and three Magical Egypt. We've got to get them back on the show too.
But another clue that we look at is all of the virgin birth stories
that make no sense because virgins can't birth, right, But we look at
all of these stories where a virgin has birth, not just marry the virgin,
but all of the other stories and the hardy Christna's and the Babylonian texts,
and the Egyptian stuff and the Greek stuff. There's all this virgin birth
story or virgo and astrology, same kind of same thing, all telling this
big cosmic story of this virgin birth. Basically, it's telling us, for
a reason, a woman who didn't have sex but received a seed and became
pregnant. The birth process was the birthing process though, was within physical natural
law, but the seeding process wasn't. Most people just accepted that, and
Moses mimonodes, you guys should read this guy. This guy's fascinating. He
has a book. It's called Something about the Perplexed. To forget the title,
but I remember him saying in this book that anytime when you're reading religion
and you're reading something that's so profound that it just doesn't make sense, like
in other words, the most ridiculous statement is usually means that there's a deeper
underlying meaning to it. Right, So here we have the virgin birth,
which people have been telling us. All these stories lead back to astrology and
the virgin birth and the unity. But what does it mean? Why?
Okay, remember keep in mind to the nine months of the birthing process that
happens the Bible itself. They're going to run away, Joe, don't say
this. The Bible is loaded with sex on many levels, relationships on many
levels. Where do you think the word genesis comes from? Look at the
etymology of genesis and then just trace that word all the way back to what
it actually what it actually means. Right, So this power that we're talking
about, this force. Remember, we're creating God's image. We're set apart
from lots of things in nature. So this power and this force gives light,
life, euphoria and more. Right, so we can start. Let's
go to church. Let's look at the word of God. Right, the
word of God. My priest used to say, it's the word of God,
the literal word. So the literal meanings of some of these verses.
Matthew chapter seven, verse six, Ask, seek, knock, asking,
it will be given to you. Seek and you will find knocking. The
door will be open to you. For everyone who asks or seves, and
the one who seeks fines, and to the one who knocks, the door
will be opened. Now, when I grew up, that was I was
told that that meant if I asked Jesus into my heart, I'm saved.
As matter of fact, I remember the first time I did this. I
think I was seven or eight years old. And the ceremony of you have
to kind of look at it like it's a miniature ceremony, because it's the
first door that opens up the key to your spirit. Honestly, if at
any point in your life where do you ask God into your heart, that's
like a seed being planted. It doesn't matter if you literally believe that or
not. Like, if that's the final that's all I need to go to
heaven, Okay, great, whatever. But that seed that got planted is
somewhat kind of an initiation that'll start opening you up to deeper truth. That'll
let you see deeper into a lot of this stuff if you let it.
But usually when people start asking questions or things get past their base conscious this,
they start getting scared and then they just go back to that place,
which is fine, you know. So I'll tell you a quick story.
I remember this. We went to many churches when I was a kid,
but it was so weird. I think it was like eight. I think
I did this like three times. But the first time, the very first
time that I remember, was we were in this little room set off to
the side. It was kind of like Sunday school, but it was for
older kids and the guys talking. And you're the new guy. You know,
you're the new guy at church. So they're going to kind of single
you out in the most kindest way, and they're going to tell their story
and talk about how you need to be saved, and if hey, let's
let's do this thing right here. Let's let's all bow our heads, and
so everybody, you know, everybody bowed their heads and they closed their eyes
and they just raise your hand if you haven't been saved now. I never
peeked up because I was scared, right, I was so scared. I
was like, I'm freaking out. I haven't been saved. I don't even
know what this means, you know. So I closed my eyes and I
shut my eyes and I did this saying, you know, Jesus coming to
my heart, be the Lord of my life, forgive me my sins et
cetera. And I thought, well, that was private, right, Like,
I'm not gonna no one knew that was kind of intimate. That was
intimate. I didn't. I didn't have to worry about it. So I
kind of exhaled. And the guy next to me was like, congrats man.
He started patting me on the back, and I was like, congratulations
for what It's like, you just got saved, man. And immediately I
felt like embarrassed. I was like, I thought everybody was bowing their head
and shutting their eyes. No, obviously people were peeking. Yeah, God
for the perplexed. That's right. So anyways, that's that's what a lot
of people think. That verse means knock and it will be given to you,
seek and all this sudden stuff. But then if you read later,
it's like Matthew twenty three. Yeah, Matthew twenty three. Not everyone who
says to me, Lord Lord, will enter into the Kingdom of heaven.
But only the one who does will of my father, who is in heaven.
Many will say to me on that day, Lord Lord, did we
not prophesy in your name and in your name drive out demons, and in
your name perform miracles and in your name all this stuff? And I will
tell them plainly, I never knew you away from me, you evildoers.
That's like the new translation. So here people are doing many things and quote
Jesus's name, right, But you know this isn't religious, by the way.
I'm just telling you where this kind of started. They're doing many things
in Jesus's name, and he's like, I never knew you, never trippy,
Right, how does that work? I thought all you had to do
is ask him into your heart. Well, if you go back into this
book I used to have, I don't have it anymore, but I used
to. It's like the translation book where you could look at the Latin and
Hebrew and all this other stuff meanings to it. Right, But that word
knew, I never knew you knew means That word in Hebrew was YadA yaana.
Do you know what YadA means in Hebrew? This is before it got
translated to Greek, before it got translated into Latin, before I got translated
into English, before it became this version, in that version, in that
version, right, so as this got watered down. If you trace that
back to Hebrew, it means yaa YadA, and Hebrew means cultivating intimacy.
It also could mean deeper in certain sentences, and Hebrew it means I never
had a sexual encounter with you. I never intimately knew you. So there's
a deeper meaning to this, right if you look at a Hebrew in other
words, I never had this. Some people say, well, that just
means one on one connection. Okay, Well we'll stop there. I won't
dive deep into the sexual mystery here because I'm not talking about the act of
physical sex per se. But the word yata means cultivating intimacy. Doesn't matter
that he used the word bridegroom or the words chakaana in Hebrew. When you
read this stuff does it? But it does. So what we're talking about.
What he's actually talking about when you dig deeper into this is the bridegroom
or the Chakaina. The chakaina is what we call the Holy Spirit or the
bridegroom or the Christ that gives you the anointing oil, so to speak.
Turn in your bibles? Turn in your bibles? Is it time for break
yet? I've got the new play on system here, so I don't have
to switch computers, so hopefully it'll work. Uh yeah, you guys can
hear me on the station too. Romans eight seven says, read it people
are born the way they are. Read Romans eight seven. Read that the
carnal mind is not subject to the law of God, neither can it be.
Whoa, The carnal mind is not subject to the law of God,
neither can it be. So let's if is this worth then how come Catholics?
Roman Catholics have so much guilt? If the Book of Romans says the
carnal mind is not subject to the law of God, neither can it be.
Anyways, My point there is, let's get rid of the guilt,
shall we what's up? Wu tang pepe word salide? Okay, And every
time I get to talking about this, people start coming at me with you
know, they talk about like homosexuality and stuff. I don't care. I
mean, that's if you want to get biblically about that, biblical about that.
It's dumb to begin with. But Christ talks about the eunuchs from the
mother's womb. I mean, we have to get past the literalism. And
I'll tell you why here in a minute. Coming against people and just to
understand that we're all human beings, we're all different, and we should honor
and respect each other. Let's get past the dumb shit. Okay, we're
all different inside the laws of nature. Nature intended it to be that way.
Okay. People are born the way they are. And this is what
sucks because I've had friends that grew up that. I mean, I know
for a fact, like I don't know about some people, but a couple
of my friends I know for a fact they were born homosexual. They were
born that way. We all knew. But the sad part is is they
had to carry this guilt, which in Romans eight seven says, they're not
even subject to it, so don't even worry about it. That's what the
verse say, is why why you even worried about it? So like they
were, they would try to fix it or they think something was wrong with
them. This is my points, like the Church really fucked people up.
Understanding the literal word or just reading the literal word is a nightmare. It's
a nightmare. It is. It's a nightmare. And even Christ himself there's
not going to be he said, there's not going to be one rock standing
when I'm done with it all because you know, Sadducees and Pharisees, they're
harbingers of hell. That means people that write literal laws. These are the
spiritual laws. I wrote them down, read them. This is it harbingers
of hell. Okay ah. But if you go back to Genesis, it
says in God's image you are male and female period. I'm not going to
tear apart that whole verse. But he made Adam and Eve you are male
and female period. Whether you like it or not. Some people are more
male, some people are more female. We all have different bodies, but
some people hormonally are female. Some people are more male. It's just the
way it is. It's okay, it's not a fucking sin, because Jimmy
Swagger says, so just respect people. Just be kind. So if you
look at like Tewod Corinthians, chapter eleven, check this verse out. So
when all these people started figuring out Jesus was coming, he said, I'm
jealous for you, with a godly jealousy. I promised you to one husband
to Christ so that I may present you as a pure virgin to him.
He was also presented with ten virgins at one time too. Think about this,
do you really think that that everybody knows? Like, Oh, I'm
just gonna give it back then that's what I'm gonna give him my daughter.
You know, it's kind of the story back then I'll give you my daughter,
she's a virgin. Whatever. But it kind of doesn't make sense when
you start reading it because it's like ten virgins, this girl, Like,
what's going on here? This don't make sense. Also when they sent when
the story of the magi, I believe that story was about a roster.
If he reads the roster, you'll kind of see what I'm talking about as
a roster send his magi to send to the fire God that was supposed to
be God or Heromazda, which was the sun god, and his kid says,
I am that, I am, I am amen. And then Jesus
said, I've come to set fire upon the earth. A lot of stories
going together in this thing. And then if you so, we're past holy
communion, we're past this kind of virgin understood, what's this whole virgin thing
about? And then we would look at Easter and the Passover, which is
the holy day of Easter. You see all these when I was a kid,
the you know, the girls would go to church and their little Easter
bonnets and everybody laugh and smile. But if you read Ishtar, you had
to as a woman, you had to go to this place and a man
would come and say, I think we should have an experience. And if
you and I haven't experience, then you're you're allowed to have a husband as
long as Ishtar says it's okay. So you could only have a husband,
or you couldn't have a husband without Ishtar's blessing. Long story short, Ishtar
was the goddess of sexual intercourse and fornication. Now this all sounds evil at
first, right, but the digger, the digger, I was about to
say, the digger we deep, the deeper we dig, we'll start to
see the bigger truth of this. You don't believe me. Look all this
stuff up. If you got you know whatever. It's usually after one verse
you could say, okay, well that probably means a literal thing. But
after you you keep seeing something repeat. The same stories repeat over and over
and again. Lots of them don't make sense. There's something deeper in there.
So the Kabbala explains it like this, God is both. If you
looked at the tree, God is both alpha omega, male and female.
It's just like Genesis says right beginning in the end, male and female,
these two forces positive and negative. This energy, this electricity, this light
that comes together. The word kabel itself means to receive. That's what it
means, to receive, to open up and receive. So when we start
to understand, like ceremony deeper. If you look at wedding ceremonies themselves,
the ring, it doesn't really like the If you really get into the symbolism
of all of like a wedding ceremony, it and trace it as back as
far as you can it doesn't really mean everlasting love. Okay. The ritual
itself symbolizes the you know, the coming together, the bridegroom, this energy,
this life force, this loving, this love, this ultimate bridegroom energy,
this union. That's what it. Two souls becoming one kind of thing,
the two and one, the mystery of the two and one, which
is repeated and repeated and repeated and talked about it. It's not evil.
We've made marriage evil by putting all our shit into it. You know.
So you yourself, if you understand this stuff correctly and on a deeper level,
even scientifically, you yourself made up of male and female parts. Right.
I'm not talking about your physical body parts, although you know you're usually
one of the other. We could be. I don't know, it's none
of my business, right, But on the inside, it's a fact you're
made up of male and female parts x's and wise hormones and all this stuff,
just like Jenesis says, and then they were called Adam, right,
But this is the kingdom of God. This is we are the kingdom of
God in his image, so to speak. All right, So before we
get into break, we can look at the zodiac real quick. So the
zodiac to the mystics. To the mystics. Now, there's a certain set
of mystics that look at the zodiac as the story of the wedding and the
relationship and intercourse between Uranus and Gaya. This is a very new age kind
of mystical version. There's a pterodactyl in here, okay, but that's what
it is. Uranus places a seed into Gaia and then the trees grow.
And actually it's the seed the seed grows and people which causes them to have
these experiences. And these people aren't really male or female, not yet.
Then something happened they called I forget the name of what they called it.
That happened, but they had a child, right, So Uranus and Guya
had a child, and that child, that child's name is what Saturn.
Saturn splits them apart, male and female. He took a sickle in the
story and split them apart. Saturn also, just like set in Osiris and
all this stuff, castrated Uranus with a sickle. So I think about that
for a second. When some people think Saturn is satan, could be makes
sense in that story too, doesn't it. So that which the spirit touches
you and makes your life worth living? Is cut away? But what time?
That's what Saturn governents, chronos, law, the material world, contracts,
karma, the word, no boundaries, all of the shit that sucks
about life basically, But Saturn has its reasons too. But that's that's what
done. That's what Saturn does. It cuts it away. It even ends
your life when it's time. And a lot of astrologers will tell you that
when Saturn aligns in certain places in your chart, you're dead. But what
does that do to us? It makes us become very earthly, doesn't it?
It shuts off parts of us and what do we just experiencing eclipse?
And I'll get into that too, But time makes us worry about what's going
to happen next week, tomorrow? What about my bank account? What about
my house? What about my legacy? What about my health and my children
and my material existence? If I don't take care of all of these contracts,
my time is going to run out right, sad Saturn, It's been
called all kinds of different things. So anyways, yeah, we got to
take a break, but I want to get deeper into this. We're talking
about cosmic sects here, Okay, once you really like dig into this stuff.
I only know deeper meanings like in the like in the biblical sense,
because I wasn't raised in other religions. But I'm starting to dig deeper into
you know, like Hari Krishna Harry Krishna, which pretty much has all the
same stories, exact same stories. There's several other ones too, but I
don't know the character names, and some of the verses I don't know or
I'm not familiar with. But yeah, we're going to take our radio station
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get that stuff at the Fringe FM store too. So tonight we're talking about
cosmic sex. And I was reading some of the chat, so make sure,
like when you study the gods and the verse, like read everything in
context. So I just quickly went over Ishtar and if you look up what
Ishtar is, like the god of sex and fertility. Sure, but when
you read the stories Ishtar, you had to have permission to get married from
Ishtar, and you had you know, basically another man would come in and
take a woman before they could get married. There's stories in this stuff,
but it's like you know, if you look at that literally, man,
that's all that's messed up. But it's not meant to be taken literal.
Remember, there's verses to say, be not a study of the letter.
So, uh, where was I left off with the Chakaina? Right?
And Hebrew? The female aspect of God is called Chakaina. The Chakaina lives
in you, in his spirit. And you'll hear people call when they say
holy spirit that word. And I'm asking you to be not a study of
the letter. Remember when we were talking to Jason about the Tower of Babel.
When we come to understand all things as this unified teaching, even if
we have to get down to sacred geometry and number, we'll see the deeper
meanings of all of these stories and what they mean, what all this stuff
means. So we've heard the female aspect of God called the Chakaina. So
you could say, like I'd like to say that her name is Chakaina,
and his name is a Hiramazda, the sun god if you're into sun worship.
Okay, But there's many verses I was talking about this before that talk
about the right side or the eastern side or the right side and Golgatha.
And there's many many texts that we'll get into later that you're not going to
see it through one verse, not two, but after three, four five,
and then they start throwing in these these different astrological stuff, stuff that
don't make sense. You'll start to see that there's a whole hidden mystery process
that happens, that these stories are kind of revealing, the literal stories themselves
underneath the nursery rhymes are revealing. But in all instances, in all instances,
we could definitely say in history and history, our history, that the
feminine part of God has been whipped away by religion. Now not all religions,
but I would say especially the West has been whipped away. It's been
hidden and a secret society is who talked about these things. You know,
we're called sex cults and things like that, but they were killed, strung
up. Imagine the stuff that we're talking about today, like just the little
stuff that I'm talking about with you in this like an opening show about it.
Not too long ago, I would have torch bears outside my door and
they would kill me before I could explain myself and anything that I wrote on
paper or any shared knowledge that I had that would burn it. That's what
happened. So if what that means is is that this part of God or
the Creator has been hidden from us in religion, then we know nothing about
this part of God, nothing when we should. We shouldn't know something about
this part of God. All we know and all at least what I've was
taught and what I grew up in is the mind, the intellect, the
letter being a study of the letter, which is more of like the masculine
side of things, which is the carnal mind, letter, the hate,
the guilt, the macho, all this stuff. So, just like in
marriage, if the female part is not allowed in marriage, you don't have
a ceremony. Everything goes to hell. You can say this for all things
in nature, especially human nature. When the feminine part of love and spirit
and Chkina and holy spirit is not allowed into things, when this opening part
to receive from the very literal version of sex, you're not going to have
any to opening your heart to being able to relate to people and to the
spiritual part of us. Everything turns our. Life into hell without it.
Remember that I mean almost a literal hell. So in an instance and one
word, you could say, if they rip the chakaina from us, whether
you're a man or woman, if this side of you is ripped out,
they rip out your very soul. You become very conscious, very intellectual,
very focused on the exterior. You're like in the cave. So the ancient
way back in the day was that once a week, during the Sabbath,
there was a new union between chicana and the bridegroom. So the cobblists,
the ancient comblists, you know, you remember we guys telling you that the
story of like the ten virgins with Christ, and there's another story, Okay.
So the word sabbath means seventh, whereas another seventh, as it corresponds
to the east, is the seventh chakra, which is the pineal gland of
the brain. Now these have been separate in our society, but they're not
really separate at the base nature of things, all right. So when a
male intercourses with a female, a pregnancy takes place inside yourself, A pregnancy
of spirit takes place and activates the pineal gland and throws open the right hemisphere
of the brain, which is made shut. This is shut right especially right
now. But for the most part, if you're just consciously aware of the
literal, the logical, the intellectual, the masculine side of things, then
the right side you shut, the creative, god like side. Remember the
ear of a being a fusion. You're made in God's image, so you're
a being of physical nature and spirit together. You're fused together. And you
can see this polarity of these energies work. And if you looked at biology,
you could see this electrical It needs electricity, it needs both poles,
it needs this fusion to work. Everything is dual. So the deeper you
look into the stuff, you realize maybe it's my consciousness that needs to be
a virgin. In other words, you remember how you know, Like a
lot of the Eastern teachings would say, clear the mind, open your like
pour out your cup, make your cup empty, Empty your cup. Take
no thought Christ that all these different versions meditation, Open your mind, make
it clear, make this vessel open and empty. Empty your cup first,
so you have this virgin consciousness. So the energy can Once everything is open
and the way is open, activates the pineal gland which opens up this side
of our brain. And when people have d MT experiences or psychedelic experiences or
things like that, you'll they're just in awe man like. They'll even say
things like I understand all of creation or I felt things that I never felt,
you know, and the logical masculine mind will be along, Well,
that's dimethyl troop to me, and that's dripping down into this part of your
brain. It's activating the senses and it's all just a hallucin it. You
know, it's hallucinatory. But there are no words, There are no logical
words for these people that have these experiences to explain them. Yet deep insign
our religious texts are the mystery of explaining this whole process that happens. It's
not just cartesian or whatever, right like, it's it's a repeated story for
a reason. So if we place ourselves in virgin consciousness so that this energy
can activate this gland and open up this hemisphere that's been shut, the way
has been shut and the veils open, so to speak, it changes us.
And if you look at the ancient combalists, they actually had a ceremony
that they did the kosher comblists. They had sex on Fridays with their partners.
Why why did they have sex? What did I have to do with
it? Try and explain it to you. When you look at the tree
of life, you know the the center thing is Tiffreth. In the Bible,
it's talked about as the bridegroom over and over again. When you read
these, you know, mystery text and what the hell is the bridegroom?
So you have the sun, then you have Chicaano, which is the spirit.
So the ancient complice would act this out as Friday transitioned into Saturday,
the seventh right, they would actually have sex with their partners because this ceremony.
To them, this is this is beautiful once you really think about sex
is supposed to be a beautiful thing. That's one of my biggest points is
the reason why God set us apart and were made in his image, and
that all these other animals have to have sex on you know, like certain
times of the years. Some of its painful form, some of the it's
weird, it's crazy if you want to Discovery channel, But humans, we
have sex. It will We don't have to have babies all the time,
not all the time. There are gnostics that teach the stuff too, which
I don't agree with. You could take whatever side you want, but I
don't agree with it. There's gnostics that teach, well, you're supposed to
have all this retention and stuff, but really they're unlocking the same force by
understanding all this stuff. It's not something that you're supposed to be ashamed of.
It's not something that you're supposed to be brought up and guilt about.
It's not something that's supposed to be perverted. It's supposed to be sacred.
It's supposed to be wonderful, wonderful, But how much guilt and bullshit and
pain and all kinds of stuff that we go through over the shit and it's
not shit. It's beautiful. It is the very act of the universe itself.
Anyways, So you have Tifferet the bridegroom, Shakaina the spirit, and
they would do this ceremony on Fridays, but it was cut off by the
ninth sphere. I saw somebody in the chat mention the number nine, the
nice sphere of ya Saud, which represents the moon cut off, and the
moon represents this realm of our base emotions, right, I used to think
it's only the moon is emotions, but and the like in the outer the
moon is our base emotions. It's something that we have to overcome, and
it represents the first doorway or portal to the astral realm as well. This
is where the out of body experience kind of fits into all this and this
opening up of her consciousness. And they talk about this in the Bible.
So she sits above the moon whatever. And the number of the beast and
it's six sixty six. Well that's a code Gmtria. Sixty sixty six is
eighteen one plus eight equals nine. Nine is the number of man. Nine
is the number of ysaud. Nine is the number of base consciousness. And
it's sitting there, depending on the cycles of the moon, it's sitting there
blocking our consciousness, our consciousness from having this bridegroom experience. It really is,
and it is very very obvious the symbol and the allegory of the eclipse.
This is why it's such a big thing. Eclipses we just went through
one. Eclipses are such a big thing in allegory or in story or in
the metaphysical or whatever you want to call it, because we know deep down
what it represents. Consciously, when the Earth gets between the two of these
bodies, the sun and the moon, it makes the moon turn black.
And you see these verses too. When Jesus was crucified, the moon turned
black. When the Christ like being died, the moon was black. This
energy was cut off when the Earth, our lower nature and the fesh in
Kabbalah, when this thing comes in between these two energies, we have an
eclipse cut off. So when you hear these verses, all the sun turns
black and all this other stuff, it's not representing like something that's going to
happen in the future and the Sun's going to turn black and we're all going
to die. It represents that spirit, that thing being cut off from us.
Our intellect basically is caught in between mind and spirit. And they don't
just put stuff in the Bible for no reason. Right when Jesus died on
gold Gotha, on the cross in gold Gotha, remember these two hemispheres in
Christ. Right when Jesus died, there was darkness all over the earth because
eclipse, because these this energy was cut off. That's us what we experience
in our lower nature Basically, we're all in a constant state of an eclipse.
It's not like, oh, I'm enlightened or whatever. Most of us,
including myself, when we're just caught in consciousness, when we're not meditating,
when we're not we're not working on opening up these channels and going into
our closet right and we're becoming one or intimate or yana with Christ. When
we're not opening up these channels, we're cut off. We're under an eclipse
constantly. This is why you know the woke people call it low vibrations,
high vibrations. We do things from our higher nature all the times we do
things from our lower nature. We love to be around higher vibratory people because
they're acting out of their higher nature. So we're going to experience this ignorance
until what until we experience salvation? And what is that salvation? The upper
room where the man's holding the picture of water. Go into the upper room,
into the right chamber, and I'll meet you there at aquer in energy.
So we do this process, We open up these energies and allow our
consciousness to be open, and we take no thought, We take no thought.
Right, we can meditate it, we can pray. I think there's
plenty of people that teach meditation, some greats that teach meditation that have really
tapped into this. They've learned to take no thought or let thoughts come and
go and just pass them by. But there's another key to this, into
unlocking this energy as we become empty vessels and ready to receive right, And
a lot of stories represent that. Anytime you hear God, like the Garden
of Eden or the Tree of Knowledge, good and evil. Well, I'll
get into all this stuff in later shows. I'm just trying to open this
up for now, you know. So, But we could take the story
of Cain and Able. Right, So God's like this voice in the wilderness
enables the good Son doing all this natural stuff that he's supposed to be doing.
He's the good Son, and Cain gets jealous. Well how do we
get jealous? We start getting in our consciousness, we start getting ignorant,
we start thinking about shit, We get insecure, the lower base emotions of
the moon, right, our lower conscious state, the number of man nine.
Right, we get in this lower state and we stay there and I
will what am I am? My brother's keeper? You know, I'll just
kill this some a bit and then they'll love me. And it's just like
this, our lower nature takes over. Then the fesh takes over, takes
over us. You ever, Like when let's say, when you get insecure,
you're in your lower nature. We all have insecurities, but you're in
your lower nature. That moon energy is taken over. When you come into
someone's presence and they're constantly you know, worried or jealous or insecure or manipulating
or whatever. All this stuff is done from our lower emotions. It's either
our lower emotions trigger in our mind to go crazy or a crazy mind trigger
in lower emotions. And this crazy moon cycle, the dark moon itself,
the new moon represents this word in an allegorical sense, this energy being cut
off. And when the full moon is bright, you know, it also
represents this too, where the light is being reflected, and whatever that we
set to create in this twenty eight day cycle will usually manifest itself in light
where it can be seen. In a full moon. The unconscious manifests things
that are conscious can observe. Basically, is what I'm saying, Just like
Cain and Able, you could say, Able is the higher vibration, the
higher self, and Cain is our lower nature, and it eclipsed itself.
Cain killed Abel, cut off the energy, and God said, what about
Abel? His blood cries out to me. It cut off the intimacy between
man or us and God. The YadA, this bridegroom, this sexual thing
that happens inside of us, and sex is a synergistic energy exchange. It
cuts it off. If you look back I was talking when I think we
was talking to Jason Quid about this. Some of the god names in Babylon.
But if you look back to one of those names, the name of
God who rules the moon is Sin s I n Sin who rules our lower
emotional nature, dwelling in the emotions. It's not smoking, gambling and all
that stuff. That's just cause and effect. Sin is cutting ourselves off from
that intimate communion bridegroom, sexual experience, or the YadA. Right when we
dwell in our lower emotions, when we got it all figured out, we
know everything, right, we got it all figured out. Whatever we dwell
in. Sin it's also been called Jason called him the moon god Nana.
But that moon god had two names, Sin and Nana. That's where the
word sin is self comes from other than like calculus, sin blocks the energy.
So if we separate spirituality from religion, if we separate humanity from the
unnatural right, if we separate all these things we can have, we could
have paradise. But remember the scides. Remember Saturn seth the thing that constantly
rules us, because once we it's only when we focus on our human lives
right, our bodies and our lower natures, that we even worry about time,
and we become full of fear, and then all of these realms of
Saturn tend to rule us and take over because we do have a human body,
but it's temporary, so temporary. Like I said the other day,
one hundred years ago, there are eight billion people on the earth. One
hundred years ago, none of them were alive, none of them. None
of them were here, and you won't be here either. So all this
stuff is just a little ride that comes in and goes. But the constant
thing is this bridegroom. This is what we need to do while we have
the body, while we're here. The more that we come into communion.
And remember I started this show with the act of cannibalism, and I saw
people jump out right. It's because they already had everything figured out. They
criticized the cuisine till it was served, until it was served, and they
left, and they're in their conscious mind. They're not here to talk with
each other like we are to. You know, once we separate this from
religion, though, will be more like what Christ yeaheshawe whenever you want to
call him Emmanuel. He had many names, right, the Greek version Jesus
Christ, which pretty much means the fire or the anointing oil. He said,
I don't want to see one rock standing on another. I'm gonna tear
it all down. I came to cast fire upon the earth. Her Amasda
sent his magi, the sun god or the god of fire, out to
find this baby. He sent his magi and they gave this baby gifts.
And this baby called himself, I'm in or I am than I am,
And he said, I came to cast fire upon the earth, which is
a deeper story and an allegory for the fire inside you. So as we
grow up instead of feeling guilty about this stuff, you know, it's like,
yeah, I know God gave you that plumbing when I was a kid,
but don't touch it. Don't touch, don't don't don't touch it,
somebody. Things would change if we explained this fire. I'm not talking.
The schools need to stay the hell out of it period. Granted, you
know, I know some parents or whatever, but we should teach. We
should be teaching our children. What is this? What is this burning inside
of me? What is this? Mom? Dad? What is this feeling
inside me? What is all this stuff? Your kids? Nobody else's kid,
your kid, and explain to them the beauty of this spiritual thing.
Explain to them how nature works and how it takes care of it. How
you know, it's just like any other responsibility in our life. It's one
of the first things I taught my son. I know it is kind of
deep, but it's my kid, all right. How important this stuff is
to you and others too. And they may not know it. They may
have been taught guilt and shame and all this other stuff. But this connection
that you have with another person's going to mean a lot, especially the first
few times. You know that's divine. You're gonna feel things you never felt.
It's pretty much you experience in God the best way you can as a
human on this earth. Until you open up these higher centers, right,
which there are different levels to this stuff. Whoa you know, like that's
a big deal. Yeah, that's a big deal. And then they got
all kinds of questions. They're going to ask you all kinds of questions once
you like it. I'm amazed at like what it takes. My son's twenty
now. But when you have a kid, you start to see the world
in a whole different way. People that don't have kids, they just don't
understand what I'm talking about. But when you have a kid, you love
something so much you would die ten times for them, right, you start
to see the world in a different way. And all of the questions that
they have and everything that they grow up with has everything to do with how
they're going to feel about life, how they're going to feel about the world,
how they're going to feel about themselves, are they going to feel about
death, how they're going to feel about spirituality. So it's this balance of
letting them come into themselves, but also being there for them to guide them
in the right way. You know, we as adults have to put away
childish things. And I'm telling you that the literal meaning and the stuff that
we've done with religion and the killings and everything that's going on in Middle East.
And it's twenty twenty four and we're still just being a study of the
letter. Even though these texts are telling us not to be, and we
know there's codes and all this stuff in there, we're still killing each other
over this stuff. And there's different levels to this understanding of cosmic sex,
right love and the bridegroom. There's different li. There's the male and female
part that's inside of you because you were creating God's image. There's a divine
union that happens inside yourself that even the psychologists like Carl Jung and all these
other people started figuring out when they dug real deep. They're like, well,
you know, this is the Oedipus theory. And then Freud was like,
this is the Oedipis theory, and you know, and then Carl Jung
comes along said no, no, no, no, this is the anima
and the animas right. But no matter how you logically look at this,
you're not fully gonna understand it to the deepest way that you can as a
human until you become of a virgin consciousness, take all the intellect down.
It's good to have intellect as we get into that later, that masculine side
of the brain. It's good to have it, it's really good to have
it. Actually, But if you already have it, you already have it.
So once you take all that out, you could do this naturally.
You can have a psychedelic experience. Naturally, you can have an out of
body experience naturally. I still see magicians talking about the actual realm as if
they travel it constantly. They're still negating the obe experiences I've had, or
the fact that I've affected the physical realm and others have too. They don't
think it's real. They think it's just consciousness playing with itself when we don't
even understand No one understands. Nobody understands consciousness or love, these two big
mysteries to the fullest extent, not even the deepest philosophers. Genevieve says,
we have a cockatoo who is telepathic. She reacts to the energy in the
room. Yeah, you know too that when people are This is what I
was talking about before, and this is just part one of this stuff that
I wanted to talk about. You know. But once the mother and the
father, if you on't look at it psychologically, have returned inside of us,
inside of us. Right, it's all over, but the crime it's
over. So even if you're super a super feminine woman and the masculine scares
you, you still have to let this energy. You still have to take
part in this energy in yourself. You you can't. And this is why
they have princesses on the tarot okay, because the energy is so feminine and
on the female side. You can't, like I expect everything to be just
this, this palace be built for you. You have to have You have
to tap into that masculine energy and take part in your life and act right
and just like men, you know, no matter how masculine we are,
no matter how alpha we are and how bad we are, it's our natural
way. We enjoy it. I enjoy it. I love shooting guns and
you know, doing donuts and cars, watching the UFC, wrestling whatever,
hunting, not deer hunting as much. But you know, this is the
base of us understanding like these sexual these sexual forces inside of us. And
when this thing starts rising in this as we get older, this burning fire,
which is another secret to alchemy. There's also the fire also represents the
burning of the energy and the stomach too, but it's also a deeper mystery
and the sexual forces in alchemy, this burning fire that's in us when it's
harnessed properly, which we're all guilty of not harnessing it properly. But when
it is uh, you see all kinds of great things coming to and manifest
into your life. You become pregnant with this energy if you've harnessed, and
great things will manifest into your life. This is kind of what magic teaches
you to. It takes the four elements. You know, you got the
masculine, you've got air and fire, and the feminine. You've got water
and earth, and you're kind of balancing these things out, bringing these forces
together, and stuff just starts happening in your life that you're not used to
happening, things that you need to deal with, but other manifestations that you
never thought you would have, and all these things. Even in our lower
natures, it produces wonderful things, just like the act of sex produces something
great and it feels so good and you have an orgasm. Right, It's
all that energy is all there. It's even all there in our lower natures.
When people get past this understanding and they start to become an adept,
which I'm not an adept by any means of the words, but studying it,
there's higher aspects to each of these elements too, that they begin to
understand that, they start working with the astral forces of this nature, and
then in a long story, they're opening up this energy. Now it you
have to imagine, we get spurts of this stuff. We're lucky in our
lives if we have mystical experiences. I'm not talking about synchronicities or manifesting something.
I'm talking about magical mystical experiences. You ever met someone that's had like,
oh, they've had this experiences. So we've seen bigfoots and fairies and
they've been out of body a million times and talk to aliens. It's just
like most people that are spiritual and nature they have one or two like really
big mystical or magical experiences in their life. And this is just their lower
nature just peaking at this energy, you know, and you could become addicted
to it. I know I did when I had that obe experience. But
becoming addicted to anything, it'll take it away. Even talking about these experiences.
Not being silent takes this energy away because it's intimate. That word YadA,
right, Even me talking about this stuff in a sense is taking away
the intimacy that I have with the higher being of myself and that being connected
to the universe, God, Jesus, Hiri, Krishna, Brahma, whatever
you want to call it. Just like the first time we come into union
with another person that we love, if we allow other things to get involved
with it, instead of taking care of that bridegroom energy between those and that
relationship, right, that force, that energy that's there, Instead of becoming
one unit and taking care of it, we let other things in and it
goes. So we have to experience a spiritual life, right, because we're
as soon as we start worrying about chronos or Satan or Saturn or time or
whatever on this short existence, we have to have an intimate connection with ourselves
and our higher selves and in a sense we have to have communion or sex
with it. Right, And once we understand ourselves, then we can really
make things happen in this world, magically, mystically, whatever. Once we
are able to do this within ourselves, we can find the right partner and
come into union with them, and then it's like a twofold nature. It's
like doubling down. Imagine one little mini god on the earth who's in this
trapped in this body and doesn't really know who he is, and another one
millions of them, they only live eighty two hundred years and they're just trapping
these little bitty bodies, you know, kind of forgot, don't know who
we are, this kind of thing. But they start to remember and they
wake up and these forces work inside of them. This process begins to happen.
And as long as they don't get in their head too much, as
long as they meditate daily, pray daily, whatever, make a ritual out
of it daily where you have this intimate connection, get close to God.
Once you start doing this, you'll realize that God or the universe or whatever
it is, is begging you for this. It's like please, you know,
get close to me. This is how we really start to connect to
each other. So it's pretty powerful than one. And then two come together.
And then these two energies come together, that's what this is, and
we fall in love and we have this experience we experience on the earth.
Momentarily heaven, divine nirvana, this god like experience, and we search all
of our lives longing for this experience. We have this burning desire in us
which can really fuck our lines up if we let that take control, if
we don't know what it is right, but we have this longing to be
one with God. I don't know how it works for women because I'm not
a woman, but I would think it's gradual because of the opposite nature of
things. But for me, if I come in contact with a soul mate
or something like that, it's very rare in my life. And when I
do, I know it almost instantly. That could be a masculine thing.
I'm not talking about. I looked at this girl and she had these curves.
Man, she was attractive. And I'm not talking about the conscious or
the lower aspect of it, which it was designed for a reason. It's
a beautiful thing too, all of nature is. But I'm talking about something
deeper. So as you keep coming into communion with this energy, it'll unlock
other things for you. But the second you get in your mind and you
get in your lower nature and you start telling yourself that you know something or
you figured something out or whatever, just to me. It's just like it
makes you start all over again. So what happens when we go through karma?
We keep going to these cycles underneath the moon, that thing that cuts
us off right, that eclipse, that thing that cuts us off down here
on the earth, that keeps us trapped in our outer or exterior consciousness.
We keep going through the same cycle cycle until we decide I want to do
something different, and then we'll do something different, and we'll go on a
different timeline, and then we'll hit another cycle and go through that same cycle
again. And it's daunting, it's tiresome, it's almost painful. It almost
feels like hell. But how often do we do that balancing act? We're
made in God's image? How often are we balancing these two natures inside ourselves
when we're making this decisions or inside these cycles? How often are we working
out of a higher vibration? I guess you could say that, which means
there's an acting and a surrendering that happens. This is why I freak out
when people go, oh, divine timing. It's probably because I'm a dude,
but people say divine timing in the universe and all this other stuff.
They're cutting off the half of themselves. You're a co creative being. You
are a mini little bridegroom, so you have to surrender and act. This
is what the magicians figured out. They figured out, Oh well, if
I do sigils, if I charge this stuff and then learn the process of
detachment, things happen interesting and it goes deeper and deeper and deeper, just
like we'll go deeper and deeper into the subject as we go along. And
you know, I only talked about like a few verses in the Bible tonight
because I don't want to flood everything with like mystic Christianity. Because I love
talking about the science side of this too, the out of body experience.
Let me go to the chat. I haven't even I fell into a burning
ring of fire. I felt, Oh, yeah, that's that's what that
song's talking about. Oh, Johnny Cash was tapping too his masculine Yeah,
I see daydreaming too. Yeah. I noticed that you got those Tato cards.
Excited to get the Tonto cards to zone out and see what comes out
of my mind. Yeah, there's a I'm hoping I think you've got like
if that's who, if you are who I think you are. You've got
like six of those decks, right. So the magicians used the Tata cards
to what they What they did was they taught themselves how to scry and the
spear of vision through the Tonto cards. And if you get flashing or cards
with flashing colors, it was a method that they used so that they could
gaze into the shape. And these shapes represented, you know, all of
the different five elements of nature from the east right, so you have like
per thivy. I can't think of them all right now off the top of
my head, but it's basically earth, air, fire, water, and
spirit or ether or a kash is what they call it. But you would
stare at these shapes, and I had a deck for a long time,
and if the colors flashed, if you just like when you stare at anything
long enough, the flashing color around the outside, it'll start to really flash.
You'll see it around the edges when you stare at it. And then
you would either remove it and focus on a piece of white paper, or
you'd shut your eyes. And if you put it on white paper or a
white background, or if you shut your eyes, the opposite color of that
shape would pop up right there where your third eye is, and then they
would after they it's kind of like a trifled method because it does zone you
out and teaches you to focus, but also that you're focused on this shape
right here, and then they would move their consciousness through the shape, depending
on what element it was and all this and whatever they experienced, it would
write it down, so they would open themselves up, take no thought,
move into the shape apes. This is how you explore consciousness. You take
no thought. And they would move into these shapes, and when things would
happen, the things that they allowed without their thoughts interfering, they would write
them down. And then there were methods which we'll get into once enough.
I want at least five or six people to get the cards first, and
then I'll start releasing some audios about them. There's ways to test them because
you'll run into things like entities or beings or things that you just see and
you don't know if it's of a good nature or bad nature or whatever,
and there's ways to test it. So just like when you actual travel or
you go out of body, you're not well. When you go out of
body, you're not unconscious, you're not asleep. You're more than lucid.
You're actually in a different energetic form. But if you run into a being
or an entity, how do you test it? How do you know it's
nature? First and foremost? You don't want to be afraid of it and
run and do all this other stuff because it causes chaos. In fact them
if you read them in road books, the more fear that he gave into
the worse at guy. But you also don't know how to test these things.
But the magicians had ways of testing them. Anyways, it's not the
subject. But yeah, it takes a while to get the cards, unfortunately,
because they're really high quality and I got them for super cheap, but
the manufacturer will only rush them if you doubly pay, and I'm not making
anybody do that. I'm not doing that. So it takes quite a few
weeks to get them. Let's see what else deja vous? In the teen
years, Dale says, I was out of control. Yeah, but think
about if you had parents that actually had more than one little speech with you
about this energy that was inside you, and they taught that. Imagine if
you had a parent that taught it to you in a spiritual sense like,
man, this is going to feel crazy. You're going to be attracted to
this thing and that thing, And this is why this stuff happens. It's
natural and it's okay. It's a wonderful thing, but you have to be
responsible with it. But if you also could learn to tap into this energy,
it could change your freaking life. You can have anything you want,
son, daughter, you know not, don't touch that, don't watch that.
Bad bad, bad nature has it. Look if you're gonna most of
the people that are shamed growing up about this stuff end up having crazy perversions
and things and stuff that you know, that's a whole of the subject,
but tend to go unnatural because they're not taught natural things about sex, whether
they're hetero or homosexual, they're not taught like how beautiful all these energies are.
They're not taught the natural things about these energies inside them. And if
you hadn't noticed, Nature also put out diseases for those things, and not
just especially for humans for a reason. What are your thoughts on semen or
attention. That's a very good question. I was going to get into that
in another show Dale, but as the damn phone lines open, or you
guys just chatting it up. Yeah, you're chatting it up. So my
thoughts on that that the reason why semen retention is done is because it does
teach. It does get a person to feel this energy, to be able
to tap into it, to have I mean, it's a it's a method
for sure to tap into this energy even more, but it isn't totally natural.
I don't totally agree with it. No matter how great of an author.
I think teachers like Semi l M v Or and all these other teachers
were great teachers. They opened up the door to a lot of the mysteries.
But I think it's something that we all should experience celibacy or semen retention
or things like that so we can experience the full force of these energies.
Now, imagine for a second if you understood because you obviously if you've done
it, you already understand how much this energy builds up inside you if you've
practiced it before. But what if you were able to open up the other
energy inside you at the same time, basically like have spiritual and physical sex
with yourself, not in this sense, but on the inside. So you
take the retention or that part of yourself, and then you go into the
closet and you open up this other part of yourself, which most especially masculine
dudes, are like super masculine dudes are afraid of I am because it feels
weird. It's too vulnerable. It's like vulnerable, like for me, it's
hard for me. I'm I consider my I'm no master at this. Okay,
I consider myself like a pretty vulnerable person for the most part. But
if it gets too intimate and too vulnerable, especially like in certain senses of
the word, I've never been loved in that sense. I've never learned to
love myself in that sense. So you see, as a man, you're
really only tapping into one the bigger, the bigger energy of yourself when it
comes to this, I would say now I think, But also everybody's different.
You know, you could be a masculine man that has a lot of
feminine energy in you and then practice semen retention and you may have all kinds
of magical experiences. Man. You know, it's an interesting subject. I
won't say that I disagree or I don't. I don't get polar about it,
but I don't think like as far as the Gnostics are teaching like it's
evil, you know, to basically have an orgasm. I know it's graphic,
but to basically have an orgasm and spill or whatever. I don't think
it's evil. It is kind of a waste, like the book says,
though you know, naturally it's a waste if you're not doing it for good
reasons. But then again, this goes back to my first point in nature,
because sami al and Yore believes the only reason why that we should do
that is for procreation. That's it. The rest is, you know,
you should just do It's kind of like a little guilt thing. But this
goes back to the beginning what I was saying. It's kind of a touchy
subject, I know, but nature and God does. The Creator does everything
for a reason everything. So again, it made animals and all kinds of
different things in nature have seasonal sex where they're only interested in sex, especially
the female or whatever during certain parts of the season. Humans, we're made
in God's image. We can have this pleasurable experience anytime we want. And
no, I don't think I used to think this that the forbidden fruit was
sex and all this other stuff, and it was hidden. I don't think
that anymore. I don't think that's what it is at all. Actually,
we'll get into the trees and this like cosmic sex thing later. I'm exhausted
from roof in them. I hope that kind of answers your questions. Like,
I think it's a good practice to experience certain things, but I don't
think you should worry about it morally. You know, there's a Christian song
which I love that calls Jesus Emmanuel. Yeah, It's been called many things.
Yeah, yeah, were you guys talking about birds? Huh? Language
is not my first language. What what do you gotta talk the about?
I wonder if there is, so Dale's asking, I wonder if there's another
language that is universal thought or through I guess throughout the cosmos. Besides math,
Well, there has to be whatever that whatever that is that represents math
and sacred geometry. We've named that, we've called it number in geometry.
Humans made it that matter of fact, the first time we I would say,
the first time we wrote anything down or pointed our finger and said this
means that we kind of took away from whatever it was. We had to
define it first. So I think there might be. I think there might
be like a like a language of the stars, so to speak. That'd
be cool. Sex is math. Yeah, sex is everything. Everything in
the universe is sex. I hate just I don't need. I don't hate
to say. It's a beautiful thing, but it is not not like in
the It's funny too because it's in a higher sense of the word. It's
funny too because I was thinking about when I was looking up the word for
YadA, which means intimate knowledge or to know intimately or in some cases and
Hebrew YadA also means you know, sexual intercourse. So when I looked up
that verse, like where Jesus says, depart from me, I never knew
you. You know, you guys did all these things in the Kingdom of
Heaven. But or they said that we prophesized in your name, we healed
people in your name, We did all this stuff, and we cast out
demons in your name. He said, depart from me. I never knew
you. I was like, hmm, because back when I was reading this
stuff, I was looking into the idea of salvation. Not really, I
didn't understand this cosmic bridegroom or the sexual forces things. Yet I was simply
studying salvation. So I had that translation book that showed that that showed what
this verse was in Hebrew, and in Hebrew it was YadA. And then
I looked YadA up and YadA meant to intimately commune with, or to intimately
know, or also to have sexual intercourse with. Just think about that.
I mean, you can skip all these verses and all this stuff. I
said, even though as we get into it and start looking at more mystical
verses and looking like later, I don't know if I'll do it tomorrow,
but I'm probably going to do one or two of these a week till I
get done, but I probably won But just think about that. Everything happens
in nature for a reason. You can just think about like this concept,
just meditate on it. Why why and why are humans the only ones that
experience pleasure at will in the act of sex in nature. It's going to
cause you to think about all kinds of like guilty things or maybe even bad
things or whatever. But I want you to try to move past that part
of you and why did the creator make it that way? It's really kind
of fascinating when you think about it. All Right, we've got to get
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