What's going on? Everybody? My name is Eric Dizzy and this is another
episode. I'm black and I'm in here with Pi. Yes, I'm always
wearing black. I'm here, y'all. I'm back again. You wear black
so much because I love wearing all black. It's like it's just so clean.
Of course it makes you look slim, but I love wearing all black.
Motherfucker's always trying to look slim. Yeah, something like that. But
I'm here, y'all. I'm back with another episode. I'm happy to be
back. Happy you came back. It's snowing today. I'm tired of hell.
Don't remind me. Well, you might as well parking on because we
don't have us a good episode. Shout out to Dynasty, Shout out to
all of my friends who are almost forty, who are still having parties at
night. I text her, I was like, Yo, what time your
kickback start. I'm trying to align the kids up, trying to figure out
dinner, trying to figure out bath. Everything said ten thirty, I said,
being you are crazy? What the no good will you? Forty and
ten thirty? You probably be laying down already in the bed. Yeah for
sure. Now we uh everybody there was looking at They watched like everybody everybody
was looking They watched like they was having a good time. Yeah. The
thing about Dynasty, the thing about y'all. I don't want to keep saying
her specifically, but think about Indianapolis and it could be all of the ghettos
of Americay, why the fuck do y'all listen to Boosy and Webbe at every
function? Because every fucking function set it out just like him, like a
grown ass little man. So sick of him because because why is Boosie more
popular than Webby? And Webby had better songs than We're not gonna do that
because we love love Boosy here in Indianapolis. Anytime he comes, even like
will he be talking online and stuff? He be like naptap. He always
shouting us out. Who gives a fuck? Look what it is you?
Oh? You was yawning and you tired? So you catching up from Saturday?
Basically it's what you're trying to say, right, Yeah, But I'm
just when you asked about good times, a good time here we go would
include come on, tell us the music being lower, Okay, Papa,
because I'm trying to talk to niggas and I'm yelling over the fucking music.
Dinasy got this big ass fucking six twelve Bluetooth speaker that's in the island of
her kitchen. Kitchen ain't but the biggest in the fucking her kitchen. Her
kitchen is a nice size, but that motherfucking bluetooth was as big as a
motherfucking it's a party. What you inspect? I want to talk to my
friends. Okay, you know what, Call him up and tell them what
you want. So what are we doing here? Were having a good time
drinking, dancing? Ain't dancing? Well, that's on you, then you
should have You know that you're the only nigga to ever be dancing wherever you
go. And I am you know who? You you know who you would
be good with. Go ahead and talk crazy. I canna pop inside your
ball head. That big beefy guerrilla stand him. I do not like him.
Takes me because you seem like, No, what does he be doing?
That's a big ass nigga dancing. No, it's not my type.
Do not come for me anyway. He's We've been putting this little email off.
We got emails. We had an email for the first let me episode
and let me get We've been putting it off, so we want to start
to start the episode with that. You ready? Are you ready? Let
me read this email, y'all okay, and I'm I'm gonna read it with
some as if good. Yeah, yeah, do that. So it says,
do I have a baby vagina? I would rather fuck a man with
a regular sized dick than a horse dick. Okay, I'm five to two,
one hundred and fifteen pounds. You're not bring Annapolis five. I don't
know she lives somewhere else, because everybody five to two here is easily one
fifth easily one fifth one fifth. Okay. You'd think I could handle a
massive horse dick, but for me, anything more than six inches hurts and
it's absolutely no fun. Why are you laughing? Silly? Okay, let
me get serious. I've tried a massive dick before. It was very disappointing.
I want us to see what all the rape which was about The sex
was painful. Every position was excruciating. I felt broken, sore, and
I didn't even come tang sir, My pussy must be extremely narrow and short,
and I can't be the only woman in shape like this. I love
dick that I can swallow in every hole and come on it multiple times.
That is just so like the visual of that. I feel that, Yes,
all I need is a good four to six inches and and some girth,
and I'm the happiest slood in the world. Okay, she said,
my ex was massive to me and stretched my tight little pussy. Stretch my
tight little pussy out every time he entered inside me. See, do you
have a preference on size? Eric? Can you tell me when a woman's
pussy is better suited for a bigger dick? I don't know. I got
no massive choice. When you said four to six are right in there,
right in there, I'd be so thankful God didn't bless me with no big
ass elephant trump. Honestly, I feel like, you know, to each
is on or whatever, But I just feel like, you know, there
are some average sized dicks that know how to work it, and I'm not
gonna, you know, lead out the little dicks, because, like I
always say, if you have a little dick and you know how to work
it, I can work with you. And you have to know how to
eat pussy too, for real, because you you can't. You have to
bring something to the table. Now, if you have a little dick,
you don't know how to work it, and you can't eat pussy. Three
strikes, bro, You're out. But I just feel like, you know,
you know what works for you, you know what I'm saying. But
I honestly I do feel like the hype of the big dicks. It's it's
a little because it's like if you if it's more painful, it's not enjoyable.
Yeah, I think that, Uh, hold on, hold on,
hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on. Who want to
keep doing all that? And this is supposed to be a moment where you're
supposed to be I've never seen the faces. I've never seen the faces I've
never seen. I don't know nothing about that. I don't know about that.
Well, some of the women can feel me, so Eric I prefer
I don't know. I don't want to deal with a loose pussy woman.
So can you tell me a woman's pussy is better suited for bigger dicks?
I don't know. I don't know what that means. I can feel it.
If a woman's vagina is the garage is bigger than the car I'm putting
in it. Yeah, I got a prius. You want a motherfucking age
too, You want a hummer? They don't even make those anymore? What
the fucke? Yeah? But I mean sometimes I be thinking, like women
have been fucking for like since they were like four teen, fifteen, sixteen,
and we almost forty. You've been taking big dicks for a long time.
Necessarily means she's been taking big dicks, like if your vagina is hungry
for an elephant dick. But I'm just saying, you think about it,
okay as a girl. Now this is me being transparent. I sort of
having sex when I was fifteen. So you think about you fifteen, sixteen,
and seventeen and an average size dick. You may think it's a big
dick, but it's really not a big dick. So then when you do
finally get a big dick, it's like, oh, whoa hold on?
Now, like you thinking like, okay, I think thought I've been getting
big dicks all this time. We're really old exactly, Remember I'm super bad
when he had that obsession. Yeah, for sure, big dicks, small
dicks, lumpy dicks, mooth dick. I'm just saying, like, so
it's just no I can't listen ever. Size me, okay, baby,
average size me. I would much brother have a woman appreciate the size of
my ship and not one squirm at my ship or to be disappointed with my
ship. I want her to be like, yes, this is exactly what
I need. Type sh know how to work Yeah, for sure, for
sure because just because you have a big dick, doman, you know how
to work it. No motherfuckers were trying to motherfuckers have big dicks with small
dick energy. That's crazy. Niggas be having small dick energy. They be
trying to do all types of ship. Flip them over and she's tired the
majority of the time. The niggas they got their big dick and be talking
all that trash and you get it, and they only do missionary You'd be
like, this is what I because you can't handle nothing else what I'm saying.
Women, the motherfucker turn you over and put your legs back to the
side. He hidding everything. Hold on, nigga doing graffiti on the back
of your walls. Fifty years of hip hop for your couch. That's average
deck. If you can work that mug something. Have you ever stopped sucking
with a nigga because his penis was too big, Like you'd be like,
nah, because I bet you know what. I'm keeping this no, because
majority of my sex encounters that I've had are good. Majority of them are
good. I'm saying size wise or just period. I'm talking about size both,
okay, But I mean I've had someone who was had a big dick,
but he knew how to work it. I had. I dated a
girl with a small vagina. I didn't like that. I didn't like that.
I don't. I don't want a woman to make me feel like I'm
Robert Kelly. You know what. I just I just don't because at some
point I had to. I got to protect myself. I'm trying to enjoy
it, and you're looking like you ain't never had, you ain't never know.
That's the only predator that I know that everybody else knows, other than
Trade song. So which one to give him to use? Or did he
Which was which nigga do to use? I don't want anybody. I don't
want anybody to feel any type of pain like uncomfortableness. Nah, I'm cool.
So was it like the first time or was it baby got a baby
Cucie baby, Cuchie, hoe baby, Cuchi Hoe baby, Cuchie hoe baby,
Cucchi. I don't know. I don't even know how. I don't
even know if you've met, I don't know how vagina's work. If you've
been using it since you've been if you've been using it for a long time,
then does it stay small or does it does it adapt or what?
Because you know, a lot of the times niggas be like, oh,
I used to think that if she had a baby, I couldn't fuck with
it. Yeah, until I fuck with the girl who had a baby was
like this motherfucker tired thing. Mother fuckers that's kidless. Maybe I don't know.
I don't know. I love when a woman says she don't know about
cuchi because it makes me feel better because most women be acting like they know
everything about the vagina. I don't know what I'm saying, like, I
don't know how, of course, how it feels a man what I'm talking
about, the elasticity, I don't know how it feels from a man's standpoint
of when he has you know, don't have to thank you you are so
you're gonna throw my whole training thought off compliment my band be eyelashes. But
I don't know how it feels when a man has sex with a woman who
is a version versus someone who has had a baby, you know. So
that's what I'm saying. I don't know, Like I don't know. I
never I never had a sex with I didn't never. I never had sex
with a version really never. Oh wow, even when I was a vision.
I don't want you want y'all don't know what to do together that they
won't learn together. No, I like group projects where I do the least
amount of work. School me please. Okay. Yeah, but that's even
though it was terrifying because she knew too much. Bitch, how you know
this? We are fourteen? Who taught you this? She's watching a real
sex remember that show? Yes? For sure? I used to have that
on my TV with remote that had Nickelodeon or nickad Knight. Yeah for sure,
for sure. Yep, the costume show was playing this entire time.
Yeah yeah, I bet. I bet Nickelodeon was mad as fucking Bill cos
when he did that ship what you got to keep bringing up predators? So
you have to have a discussion these niggas well. Not today I don't want
to talk about predators today. This is I want to talk about sex today.
Let's talk Bill b B so the bill. I remember that song when
I was a kid. That song should not happened already on. Let's talk
about all the good things and the bad things that may be least, talk
about old sex. Let's talk about they used to and Gary one w what
is it? Uh? Whatever radio station that was in Chicago, They used
to play that ship all the fucking time. Lord, Oh my gosh.
But nah, I think I think sex is uh. I think because people
are only really comfort the bull. Well, I ain't gonna say that,
because I don't even think people are really comfortable talking about sex outside of the
bedroom. Like no, that's why I was saying. Niggas don't even like
sitting at the k let's sit at the kitchen table. Have a meeting about
the sex. We're going to have to why. I like, like,
like, put you thick out, let her see it, let her let
us see if this is what look the measure tape. What if you walk
into a girl's room and she got like a a chart of all the dick
sizes that she had. Put it here. I need to know what I
can no. But that's why I like doing the lives. Like when I
was doing After Dark Lives, I liked having these conversations because, like I
told you, we literally can learn from each other like these are. If
people didn't act so weird it out, like when you're talking about sex and
all that, then we can have these real, candid conversations about sex and
it's nothing wrong with it because majority of everybody in the world is having sex.
Everybody's having sex. They are they want to have sex. Are they
satisfied that they're not having sex? Come on on, poor hub beating that
ship, rubbing that ship, electrocuting that ship electric cute. Yeah, I
feel like I feel like if more I feel like, if more people were
comfortable with talking about having sex, then more people would have better sex.
And the fact that motherfuckers are so weirded out, I would because you know,
writing Black Widow and when I was writing it, and oh side note,
if you are a this is like a TV show like Mario or Oprah.
What they do call to action. If you have been if you are
a woman, If you are a woman and you are straight but you have
lesbian fantasies, and you have either wanted to act on these fantasies or have
acted on these fantasies, then please reach out to me because the next series
I'm doing is going to be about that. So I want to do a
series about a straight woman who has fantasy and then she acts on it,
and then that she takes you down as dark ass sexual rabbit hole and she
got to kind of climb climb out of it before she gets married. Oh
my, yeah, so it's gonna be good. Yeah, I do my
thing. But when I write, when I write Black Widow, and I
talk and I ask these women because of how my process was or is.
When I want to do a series, I get a bunch of questions,
and I ask a bunch of random women these questions, and from those questions
I gather from what the answers, I gather all the information out of need,
and I write the series based off the answer that I get. And
what I gather is that a lot of women are just a lot of women
aren't as happy sexually, as curious. They're curious, they're curious as fucked.
Yeah, but because they're so curious and they're so not there, the
pleasure level is low. The curiosity is how the pleasure level is low.
So there's an itch that's never really being scratched. Yeah, so that sucks.
And I don't really know, Like, but men are so weird about
I don't know, because what I think niggas is once niggas really realize how
nasty or kinky women can be, that shit makes them terrified. But you
know what, let me ask you this. I think it takes the do
you think it's okay? Let me just say ask you this. Do you
think it takes the right person to bring that up out of you like that,
that that freakiness or do you I mean because for me, I didn't
really tap into my freaky level until I was with someone who brought that out
of me. So do you let me ask you this? Why why that?
Why did you wait until somebody brought it out of you? Why didn't
you just why didn't you just put it on the motherfucker? Because I just
I was shy. I was shy and then because I mean at that time
where I was at, I really hadn't you know, I've always seen stuff,
you know, watching porn and stuff like that, but like you know,
actually acting up on it and wanting to do it, or just some
other stuff, or you're afraid of like to act on it, like you
will say you'll watch it porn. But I think it's just more so just
doing it, just doing it, and then on top of that too,
like you know, to me, I think especially like it to me,
it takes maybe the first two encounters of sex to kind of get comfortable with
somebody, because the first time, it's like, you know, y'all are
kind of filling each other out and trying to see you know, whatever you
know, and so you know you're kind of shy, but then you not.
So then that's why I always be posing a question. Do you bring
that out of tricks or do you not bring that out of tricks? Are
you say conservative or you know you go freaky? M hmm. Depends on
how much I like you. See, if I like you a lot,
you're going off balls deep. I'm gonna make blood of this bitch. I'm
about to be disgusting. I'm about to make you not want to talk to
me again. All the tricks about the motherfucking motherfucker tool belt, the chef,
all the knives and roll that motherfucking knife thing out. Yeah, yeah,
put all these motherfucking moves on you, because because I think I think
that I don't because I don't want to be judged. Because with the person
that I like, I don't want to be judged. If I don't like
you, I don't give it. I don't give a fuck. So I'm
about to do all of this nasty ship and then now you really like me,
it's about to say, so, then how do you how do you
handle that? If you do all this nasty stuff, they like, yes,
end up and that ends up being the better of the two. Like
the person that you don't like versus the person that you really like sexually is
always a person that you really don't like. For me, that I have
the most fun with because either it's either me or it's either me or them.
But I feel like the girl that I sometimes I felt like the old
that I really liked. I only liked her because society told me that I
should like a girl like that. So a lot of the times, the
nasty, the nasty little heathens that I really connected with, I didn't really
want to build a relationship. I'm love a good heathen every now and again,
but I do have a question for you. Yes, what is the
wildest reaction. I love you. You had the good sex. I love
you. I love you while you was in it. Yes, looking down
at I love you mean it. I don't know. I don't know.
I love you. I love you. That was the first time I had
really really good head in college. Oh, bro, I was like,
you laid back on the couch and I was standing up. Yeah that mister
Marcus, but mister Marcus and superhead when that nigga was oh oh oh,
I didn't understand it until then. Oh, and if I was mister Marcus,
ILD said I love you. Then I said, I looked on her
face, lift your head up, look at me in the eyes, open
your eyes. I love you. Then afterwards I was like, I don't
love this house. We ended up together. We think you're going with that
mouth, yay, you're here, you're here, you're here now. It
didn't work out, but for me, I think mom will be. I
cried, you know, I am just, I'm just. I guess somebody
cry with me. I cried, Robertish, what the fuck? What the
fuck? I cried? And I did say I love you. I don't
know, like that's what I did. And afterwards I laughed at myself.
That's why you're friends. That's why you're friends. The tears sisters like thee
I legit. Just I laughed at myself afterwards. But like, I don't
know, it was just what are you crying about? Like when you when
you're in your head, what are you thinking about? I love this man?
Like no, I don't know, Like I just got caught up in
the moment. What moment I never had, No, I never had no
pussy that made me want to cry. I don't think niggas if I cried,
and if you if you as to say the rosary reverse and you put
it on that nigga, you just boom boom, you're throwing it back and
he like, God, you staying with Are you staying with you? Hell
no, I'm not staying with you. Cry baby ass. Niggas, control
your emotions because that's see, that's the thing. But why are you crying?
You expressed yourself. Why are you crying? Again? I was caught
in the moment and I just it was just like a release out, I
mean like missionary. So he was on top of me looking at other eyes.
No, I was just more so. I was just locked, like
I was just locked. I was just you're not for yous. Okay,
you want some tacos, Jody, that's how you want some tacos? Joy?
Like that was just how long does that last? I mean it was
a little situationship or whatever. Then did you grab your time? No,
it was just that specific time because it was just so good. Motherfucker was
crying most of the time. Oh No, I didn't cry most It was
just that one time that was that was crazy and his motherfuck you're gonna start
crying. Didn't mess up the move for you a little bit. The first
time I did, I was like, oh, ship, so you're right,
Hey, you're good, You're good. No, that was weird because
I never had it, But I never had that before. That was the
biggest compliment though, or that the look back when I was in Hawaii.
What niggas in Paris? Have you ever Niggas go to Hawaii and fuck you
Black women go to Hawaii and fuck you wanted them some more. Niggas them
island niggas because they never dealt with a sister before and in the opposite and
niggas go out may look like the rock They don't look like the roy the
Rockets Hawaii. So you either got seen some looking with Welcome to Indianapolis.
Listen, I've seen some. When you say some moment'tely think them big.
I'm just talking about island. I'm just talking about the island. I had
a girl who was black and Hawaiian. She ain't never she she never dealt
with a nigga before, She never watched First Freends, She never seen society.
She never saying boys in the hill. I was the niggah. My
goodness, new slaves in this motherfucker boom boom boom, like yeezy in that
bitch. What Yeah, yeah for sure, because she was like, yeah,
I can't. I wasn't. I wasn't like the niggas. I wasn't
like the men. She was fucking the new niggas in town. But I
was trying to talk to this bitch. She was good. I was trying
to talk to this she was you was doing some different stuff for her.
Oh what what? What? Yeah? Because that's that's what I'm saying.
So she was the opposite of a society was saying. So everybody was everybody
was like afraid of her because she was a bitch and I love I love
bitches. And what it was was we were together because we had mutual friends.
We went to the store and she was walking on the outside of the
street and I was like, you can't walk on the outside of the street.
She didn't know nothing about none about sugary. She was like, Okay,
well after work, I'm gonna come over. I got some wine,
nigga, all type of rubbing her feet and ship, it was over.
She gave me that look. Yeah. That lasted for a couple of months
and then was over. Yeah, because now I like you too much?
Oh my goodness, what's war with that? No, I like you too
much. You you started getting You start acting outside of yourself when you like
somebody too much. I agree, you can you have me doing it all
types of goofy ass ship. You don't be goofy, definitely, because it
does not be goofy when you when you like somebody. Like I always say,
dating and love, it's all a risk, and it's it's whether if
that person is worth the risk or not. And so listen, if I'm
depending on depending on where that person is in their life and are they willing
to receive this goofy this goofyness some about to put on that, then I'll
step back because if not, then you're gonna make then Now I'm texting you
too much. Now you're not responding now you and I don't want to deal
with that because yeah, yeah, yeah, because I am from Gary Steele.
I just need you to I just need you to remember that I'm still
from Gary Steele. So my attitude that that's why my best friend be acting
all because Gary Folk. All it takes is for us to feel like you're
playing us. One swear that that act. I'm sure Jessica that you're gonna
hear this. If that ain't just today, the whole attitude would change.
And I hate that. I hate I hate feeling like I'm playing that.
But you know what, even I'm like that too. I don't want to
feel played. But if I like you, I'm just that I'm in that
space now where if I want it, I'm going after you like. That's
why I posted what I posted up y yep, sit down on the couch,
take your shoes off, let me rub your body. No, but
for real, that's post what I posted versus I'm not about to go about
sex. I don't want to. I don't know. I'm not I don't
care. Back to what I was saying is if I want you, if
I want to get it, I'm gonna get it. That's real aggressive by
any means. Necess that's aggressive. It's hell, bro, I want Yeah,
but that thing too at a certain at a certain age, after you
have done that a bunch of times, then I think that's where we'll see.
I haven't done it a bunch of times, but I've just gotten gotten
into that space now where I'm up front and I'm like, I'm literally having
those conversation. Huh, because that scary because sometimes when the woman can be
that aggressive, that sometimes could be like I've been told I'm that I'm intimidating.
It's not intimidating, you're a serial killer, you're scary. It can
come off it can come off like, well, I gotta be on my
best behavior too soon, and I don't want to do that. No,
it's not that. But but you know what though, from matter of fact,
this guy in my inbox was telling me, he was like, you
know, he was like, the inbox is a scary place, very much
so. And you know that because I show you what comes in there?
But he was just like he was like I could tell you don't play.
I don't because again, when you had your time wasted and stuffing you.
I'm up front with the questions and I don't care about your favorite color.
I don't care what candy yet you like, I'm asking these questions. Nigga,
do you want more kids? Okay? No? Okay? Cool?
All right? So how do you hand? I'm asking these questions. I
don't have time to be playing these little games because I'm looking for a husband.
Not know we're gonna frint. No, baby, this pussy is sacred.
Okay, tears come with this pussy for real? That's the Does the
tears set a new standard for how you like, what your what you know
your body can do when you get good sex, Like because you've cried once,
do you know, do you be like? Okay, there's squirting,
there's crying, there's this is there because if I cryed some pussy once and
I never cried some pussy again? Bitch where you ask when your ass come
back to me what I need to do. It's not good out here.
I'm sorry on his knee singing Jodousy, take my mind. Just what was
the question again? I don't just standing the set of tears. How do
you go back going to that's going from Ramen to steak, I mean steak
to Romen. It's back. I can't, I can't do it. Is
just if we have that sexual chemistry. M hmm. If we have that
sexual chemistry. In the back of my mind, I'm thinking about tears,
though I'm not if we have that sexual chemistry and we're compatible, you know
whatever. So have you ever had a guy give you good head? So
good? Oh? Yes? But then the next nigga You'll be like,
yes, Dann, you would have did it better? Yes, I have
because good head is different from good sex. Good head to make you make
you let's check up on them. Off, how you do? My mama
asked him, I love you, you know what's so crazy? I was
literally talking about the way that a man gives head to a woman like I
don't don't I for me personally, I love for a man who takes care
and caresses my body, who knows how to suck on my clip. You
know what I'm saying. Lick it, but don't be trying to like like
you nibbling on some sunflower seats, like I need you to really like get
to know my body and take care of me. Go down to my ass
crack. I want you to lick it. That's that's a question I asked.
Do you asked? I literally ask people as men. No, that
is a question that that's the question that I asked me and straight up to
because yes, because once you've had it done to you, it's over.
It's like, come on now, it's not a deal breaker. I will
say that it's not a deal breaker because it's not for everybody. But I
do it all. Just look it. Just look that motherfucker. It's already
waxed. You fucking with the nigga. I the first time you're fucking around.
Yeah, I get naked and you find out that he got his ass
waxed. Yeah, because with that you eat his ass. I don't eat
as it was. Who gives a fuck off his wax tonight? Now,
I this is waxed for him? You want that? That's cool even and
if it's not, keep it low. But when it's bushy, and yeah,
you don't want to eat no hair man, you don't want know Harry
pussy it bends what what the hair grad is like, you don't want no
Harry pussy. I don't want no Harry Dick. I passed on Harry COUCHI
chiffeil real that seventy ishes like this. Mm hmmm. For some reason,
she just kept that shit tame. She must have brushed it like this.
A hundred brushes is get waves. I don't know, so, I don't
know. I remember the first time I saw a landing strip? What is
this? He was like, what's this called? Yeah? Who did this?
No? Can you imagine these questions being asked to your mom or dad?
Yeah, my fucking parents are disgusting. We gotta get it from My
parents are fucking disgusting. Bro, My mom is disgusting and my dad is
disgusting. I don't ask for ma for me, one of them niggas.
Fuck No, No, mom? How old? How much older is your
mom than you? When your mom have you? I don't remember. My
mom is sixty three, My mom is fucking My mom is fifty something,
mom, but you know, my mom don't look like it. And my
dad, I think he is like two years shot seventy my dad old nigga
parents. Yeah, my oldest siblings almost fifty Jesus Christ. Yeah, my
dad is on his third marriage. Okay, so yeah, but excuse me,
I'm sorry, but yeah, I my parents aren't. They're real kind
of like reserved, especially my mom. Like even here, if somebody was
to say pussy around, She's like, oh my gosh, I'll be like
girl one. Oh no, I ain't saying pussy her my mama, that's
crazy. No, I'm not saying that. But my mom, no,
I'm crazy. So I'd be saying a whole bunch of stuff. And she
just be like, see her having having younger parents, Well, my mom
is, my dad is married. Okay, my mom she's a little bit
crazy. So yeah, so is she dating? She dadd yees, she
dated. Now she got a new nigga. Oh mom got to have a
life, so I need her to get one. Stop calling me. I
love her, But I'd be like, man, I got kids, and
this is this is not just to my mom. I love her to death,
my family and friends. My job requires my ears. You stop fucking
calling me during work hours. What do I think I'm doing my office house?
Dude? They were like, oh, I forgot that you yes,
my nigga. Yes, And when I'm off I don't want to hear she
because I got three kids. Motherfucker. My youngest daughter is singing. My
daughters are singing fucking U Christmas. Yes it was fucking uh. My phone
is up there, fucking rude off the bad no fat, Yeah, it's
sucking cute as ship but yeah, now my mom is dating. She brought
him over for Thanksgiving about to say, so, how do you feel?
Do you like God? Or no? I don't give a fuck because I
feel like I do care about my mom's happiness, but I don't once you
get of age. And now I know that this is the show, so
I know that the questions that I want, I don't even know what.
I don't even need. I don't even need you to like me because I'm
not gonna even be around like that. I need. I need my mom
to like you, and I need my mom to feel I need to be
happy. I need to feel safe as long as she is that me having
an opinion about you doesn't matter. But she wants me to have an opinion
about him, And I'm like, hey, how I judge niggas and how
you judge niggas? Who told me? And you already say niggas are creeps.
People are creeps. Okay, that is so. Yeah, when you
on my algorithms on Instagram is showing me True Crime ship, fitness Ship,
I love true crime, yeah, fitness Ship, and other ship. So
yeah, now that i've when I did the True Crime show, I started
researching how motherfuckers was killing people and how they were learning. And I was
like, oh, yeah, I don't want to know nothing about how y'all
met. None of that ship. Well, for me and my mom,
I had you married, No, she's not married, she's single, and
well she's dating, she's in the dating scene. But sixty three, yeah,
she's dating, and I really, how long do you think it takes
for them to start sucking at sixty three? Well, based off well,
my mom was talking about some if she meets somebody and she'll get married in
six months probably off the bat, off the dribble, he beat in,
can't you care for my back? Getting me there? But I really age,
I wouldn't even wait. But that's what I'm saying, because if you've
been married, like so, when my mom got married to my dad,
that was the first man she ever lived with in her life, they start
talking about marriage after being together for two months. That shit was good.
So you know, Okay, so she was married as married for almost twenty
years anyway, So now she's you know, dating, She's had some boyfriends
here in there, but I really just want her. She's in that space
where you know, she she's ready, she want a man, and I
really want her to get a man, right And I keep tell saying I'm
gonna set her up on a blond date, but I just haven't found nobody,
right. But three, that's scary. I don't want to be single.
S three, that's me hill. I don't even want to be single
at the age I'm at now. But I'm just not willing to settle and
just for any old body just to say I got somebody. I ain't doing
it. I think I know somebody who's doing that right now. Oh really,
it's not. I'm good no thing. I can see it in your
face too, and that makes me feel really bad for you, and I
don't really want to talk to you. I'm not gonna say uh, because
I don't know like pressure life pressures make people do different things, you know
what I'm saying. So what we was at, I ain't gonna say where
I was at. No, it's just like you can tell when like a
motherfucker ain't happy, like if you got if you got, if you got
somebody that you love, and somebody asks you about that person, you glow
when you be all lights come on, rather rather you get animated like her,
or rather you are you really chill like me? But it's like,
yeah, that's my baby. But if a mother be like, oh whatever,
you ain't been together that long. Yeah, But I think too,
I think too is people don't really know how to be happy or accept happiness
because they never they never do it. They don't do it in their own
personal life. So like people don't even at work, they don't try to
fight for happiness and family, family ship, they try to fight for happiness.
So the relationship ain't gonna be no different. They're gonna accept the bullshit
that they get because they feel like they deserve it. I'm not willing to
do that. That's the reason why right now I'm picky. I can say
that I'm picky, but I'm just not because of just and I ain't trying
to even gloat on myself, but it's because of who I am. I'm
not settling for just any old body like you. Legit gotta be that,
gotta be that, you gotta be what like a good thing for me right
that that I'm not It's too many people out here just sittling. Oh,
they just want to be in matchic pajamas bumping. I'll be in matching pajamas
with my daughter. I'm cool. I'm not settling just for any old body.
You start to realize that all of the flaws and people when you set
standards like that. I'm not saying you have standards are even high, just
having standards in general. No, yeah, but that's the thing though,
Like and it got at one time, this guy told me your sinners are
too high. He told me that, yeah, and I said, well,
you know what, what would happen? I'll be blessed enough to have
some to you know, God to send me somebody who will meet those requirements.
And I just I'm not lowering my sinners because I know what I deserve.
So how do you feel about the women that are old and single?
What do you think? What do you feel about that? Do you think
you're gonna be one of them? No? I hope not no, but
I kind of hope. So because it would keep the show going, because
mostly people who get Quay, for instance, disappear and ship you are so
fatty. I just don't want to be that old and mean person who said
who is setting their ways? And I'm not changing. I'm this. I
know how you would take a man to come, and you know what I'm
saying, if he was just to come, that's crazy, gonna come easily,
just say you do. My old one of my aunties is one of
them old, one of them old joints, hell mean, but she just
thinks she knows a lot about love. And I was like, shut up.
You know you know because you're singing. That's what I'm saying. That
is being single as at an old age. Nigga, No fuck, no
coming home and the blinds are still closed because you left them close when you
want to work your dog and they're still in the cage. Your house smell
the same way as smelled when you left. Ain't nobody there waiting for you,
excited for you, asking you how your day was coe. Ain't ain't
nobody saying I'm about to get something to eat? Do you want something?
Ain't nigga that your emergency contact still your mama or your daddy. Y'all sound
crazy, and because it's because you don't see loo got a Nars Barcoly said,
once you realize that all love is somebody meeting you halfway. When you
think about it like that, just meet somebody halfway. Let some of the
some of that bullshit you gotta go. You let some of the bullshit you
gotta go. You you not lower your standards. But compromise, compromise is
such a people have such a yep relationship with the word compromise. Ye,
Hey, the ship you love. Somebody said, are you willing to die
for that shit that you love? And you'd be like, no, it
ain't that serious. Y'all. Niggas sound crazy saying that y'all love being alone.
Something that's wrong with you as a as a human being. We are
not designed to be by ourselves at all at all. And it's that pride.
It's that pride. But I ain't it. Listen. I love having
a man rub on me. I love a man texting me hey baby,
Okay. I want all of that and I deserve all of that. But
again, I'm not willing to settle. But I can't say when people say
I enjoy being by myself. No you don't know. You don't because you
look stupid, you look crazy. No, you don't. Don't get me
wrong, it's that too, don't get me. It's cool to go through
that phase where you're like, now I bring yourself and that's why I feel
like I'm going through that transition. But at the end of the day,
I literally said last night, I told my mama last night, I said,
I think I'm ready for boyfriend. Now I want a boyfriend. You
just had a boyfriend, don't start. You just have one. Yeah,
he broke up with me, don't start. How long you been singing since
then? On March? Okay, that's a long time. Yeah, just
like two seasons expect for me and who I am? Sure? You know
what a lot of kid. Everybody a lot of kid. They love a
kid. Hey, man, I can respect that you got a little juice.
I respect that. I love you anybody, but anyway, but I
just think I'm ready, like I love. I enjoy companionship. Yeah,
companionship is lit. I love it. And when even when I you know,
with somebody, I love. Like when I was when I relocated for
love, man, I was on my baddy crack. I was cooking and
baking. I was doing all of that. Yeah, I'm breaking up,
but you I love doing that. Calm down, bro, you know hot
get it. At least the dragon a little slower than this. No,
that's the thing. Once you get me a boy, once you relocate,
Yeah, you better be cooking. Oh. I came full throttle, washing
clothes, coming a lot. I came a lot for real because I'm I
mean, I'm here. And I told them right up, I said,
I don't plant on being no girlfriend for a long time. I got you.
I got you cooking, cleaning, washing dishes. I'm you was.
I'm bringing up cookies and branney to your job and fixed. I'm doing all
of that because that's your sapeing woman, I am. Maybe the cookies is
bad, you know what? You got me so messed up? Maybe you
how to bake? Was a really good baker, and I got it from
her. So yes, I can bake. Not probably not as good as
her, but I can bake. Us used to look different back when she
was younger. They was different. And what was different? Fucking open the
motherfucker. The motherfucker used to be heavy like that. The more I enjoy
companionship though. Yeah, I mean I want I want the best of my
mom. I want her to be happy. But I don't even know at
this I don't know if she knows what that is. And I think the
journey that she's on to find that. I'm just trying to hearing about it.
Let mama enjoy her life. Well, the thing about your parents is
is that you know the flaws of your parents. So when they talk about
these things, you already know that they were the problem. I know,
I know exactly what you did, I know exactly what you said. So
now I got to sit here and so yeah, so I don't want to
keep hearing this because whenever I me and my mom are so similar that when
we talk, I'm talking to myself. We have the same and I had
to correct my ship. So I'm like, oh, I remember when I
decided to get rid of that trait. This is what you're supposed to do.
She was like, why are you always coming down to I'm like,
ma, I'm not. No one else is going to tell you this.
It's my job to tell you this because if the rows are reversed, I
want you to tell me. So I'm hoping that she's at a point now
to where everything that me and my sister have told her she takes. She
took heed and now she got a man. But you know, I just
don't know what he's been told, so I don't even know you know what
I mean? So yeah, man, well, shout out to moms,
Shout out to moms. I just whatever freaking question they got to go on,
let them have that. Yes, I hope she get her back broke
in good. I hope. So I have no quars about that doing it.
People who be like, I don't think about my mom having sex,
I don't want to. I'm not thinking about it. I'm not thinking about
her in missionary. But I'm thinking about the fucking stress reliever that's about to
exactly. I hope that nigga taking his vitamins and working out because black man,
he I'm telling you right now, niggas be like, why why do
I work out every day? Because I hear too many horror stories about niggas
in their forties and the fifties or heart attack hump or on the toilet like
niggas shit just don't work because they eating shitty, They ain't moving like we
just start thinking about Yeah, moving walking people do, not walking people don't.
Be Get an apple watch and look at how many steps you're taking in
the day, and you'll realize, I'm want to take in three thousand steps.
That is not a lot of steps. No, you are becoming fat
and lazy, and your blood is thinking in your fucking blood, your fucking
veins, and hey, I'm gonna do better. Dang. I won't talk
about you, I know, but you make me feel like dang. I
let me get I need to hit fifteen thousand steps a day. You do
well as much walking as I do. I do hit a lot of steps.
Watch it's at home. I didn't wear no watch today. Yeah.
I think I think more people should be more inclined to listening to less podcasts
and listening to more audio books that help them deal with their trauma. For
my professionals, listen to us to laugh. Don't listen to us for fucking
I'm not therapist. No, I just want to help you laugh at work.
I don't want necessarily want to laugh and then get you some good sex
positions. Talking about sex, I don't even know what the good what's the
best sex position? That was one of the things we did the live that
we asked the guys, what's your favorite position, and a lot of men
said missionary. And that's exactly what they were saying, what's missionary? Because
they want to look in your eyes? Honestly, Like I said, I'm
down for whatever in the bedroom long as I'm not sucking toes and eating ass,
I'm good or or not. In the mouth, yeah, would you
spend in his mouth now? If you want me to, I will.
You are spin he's not receiving the spit. Yeah, I don't want to
receive got it yet? Here? That feilas. But I have a dating
show for the love to see if the nigga that that got down there don't
work New Orleans guy, you already break up. You are my business?
You put it on the show I did. But no, we're good.
What's what's what's wrong? I mean, Jesus, I just started leaking out.
No everything, We're good. That's good. Still we could we're talking
and yeah, man, really random. But mm hmmm. Somebody asked me
my thoughts on threesomes versus crazy stuff? My thoughts on three someomes today versus
when I was younger now, when I was younger. I thought that that
ship was lit. I thought it was cool. I thought it was like,
ooh, two girls at the same time. Oh lit. I think
I liked it because of the rap or whatever the case may be. Until
this girl baited me and another girl that she liked. She was I don't
know if she was. She's a lesbian. But the girl who baited you
was a lesbian. Yes, okay, okay. So she liked another really
pretty girl, and we all liked each other. So she set it up.
She's like under my crib bom. I was like, oh, it
is let nigga. You know, I got the juice nigga. I didn't
say that that's that's disrespectful and degraded the women. I didn't say that the
bitches onder the pull up ship. She got the whole vibe set like a
nigga. Lesbians are unique because they got the soft of a nigga with the
touch of a woman. And I don't like that. It's fucking very dangerous.
So she had she had the whole. When I used to come up
by myself, she didn't have all this ship. It was just she had.
So I was like, okay, I peeped it because this ain't for
me. Okay, I see what's going on. So I'm accepting of it
because both of y'all want to have sex with me. So I'm cool,
all right, cool, So we get into the bedroom. Shoot time for
me, it's time for time to should go down. Okay, said start,
that's really weird. It's kind of like you got ready. Let's go
to the room. Fucking hate that that ship. So go into the bed
room. YadA YadA, yah. I go down on nothing like the INFI
girl. Right, So the invite girl is the focus. We both want
focus. Yeah, we both want her. So she's being attacked by both
of us, so I go down on her. I'm you know what I
mean, doing my thing how I used to hearing women. Mom. You
know what I'm saying, the lesbian go down on this motherfucker. She showed
out. Bruh. I've never heard a woman make these noise my motherfucking life.
Bro. I'm looking like, ain't no way, ain't no way you
can do that with your mouth. Bro, Like what I put my clothes
on. I put my clothes now, I'm gonna go watch TV. I
ain't got nothing. What what the ship that I saw her the way that
she was reacting her body. I said, there is nothing that I can
do. So you were just standing there South after a while, watch you
know I was watching them, but I'm saying, but you was like I
was. I was more so watching it like I wasn't watching it. Yeah,
I wasn't watching this like I about to go after that. Now this
is over what y'all about to do? Because if because I don't like playing
sports every the one time the one time. This is why I don't like
playing sports. When and one came out, I went to Memphis, volume
four had came out. If y'all know an one basketball, I go down
there. I think I know all the moves, and a nigga put a
move on. I want you are no. I left. I'm not about
to be sitting here. And but the reason why I left, the reason
why I left that situation is because I didn't feel like it was like after
that. I know I'm serious in that, but I didn't feel like it
was a mutual thing. I honestly felt like she was you used me to
get to get her over here, and then now you're putting your lesbian moves
on her. So I'll just fuck you too separately, Yeah, cause that's
over. Yeah, and is over anyway. Oh you got me now,
yeah, you got me? But for me threesomes now no, because I'm
already tired. Oh nigga, Well, I wake up and go to the
gym. So sometimes niggas, your niggasn't undertand who don't go to thet all
this energy left. I wake up at five, So at the time niggas
want to fuck, it's late after nine, ten, ten, thirty eleven,
the kids down. These people want to have nasty, intrusive thoughts at
midnight, and by the time, I'm already fun. So you can't have
you no more. Basically, yeah, let's fuck at nine am. Let's
fuck what at nine am? It sounds like heaven what? Because they say
morning sex is the best sex to have. Get the most energy. You
are your blood is flowing like a motherfucker, So you like morning sex.
I love morning sex. Morning sex have changed the whole the whole vibe of
the day. Traffic. Traffic doesn't seem like traffic when you just got your
back broke out. Traffic don't seem like traffic with your friends growing. Yeah,
early, you must just got some dick and yeah, yeah, nah,
three sims at this at this old age. No, I'm cool.
I don't really Hm, you are you fucking with three? No? I've
never had a three? Ain't you seem like I am? I'm very stingy.
I that's just I'm just like I tell people with that, with threesomes,
you just have to be really cautious with that. I've seen. I've
seen. I've seen a threesome go to where the girls you start massing around.
They became a couple, I'm saying, and she left her man and
I'm just in there that to then too, you just have to be really
cautious with that. Plus too me watching some other chick ride my dick,
noa, Noah to do it, because that's all I'm mad and I'm very
like possessive. So when I own that dick, yeah, it's mine.
Yeah, I can see that, especially if the way that you view love
and what you are very yeah. Yeah, so you're not about to come
in here. You ain't put that work in. I could definitely see that.
That's all my dick. Now that now that I'm older, I have
more and more trust issues because I now understand that happiness is very hard to
come by for people, and some people will try to slither snake their way
into your happy situation. And just like the girl played excuse me, played
you about how she was like you wanted to make it seem like but really
she just wanted to back your out. Trust issues. You can't trust both
YEA, yeah, but I knew she couldn't have been trusted any motives.
Yeah, I know she couldn't be trusted anyway. She was a liar most
most I mean, but but all all my lands being homegirls tell me that
women ain't shit. That's all they talk about is just how trifling other women
can be when it comes And I'm like, yes, yes exactly, A
yeah, yeah, yeah, can't wait till she break your heart again.
Beach what you're talking about, that's just I don't disc But you call them
a beach, I call the host. But you got them a bitch.
No, no, all of them, just her. I'm talking to a
specific person. You know who I'm talking to. No, I feel like
you know all justes haid. I just feel like in the bedroom is a
place for it's supposed to be safe. It's supposed to be safe you're supposed
to feel safe. You supposed to be you're supposed to be able to feel
vulnerable, you're supposed to be able to feel save. And if you can't,
if you can't trust the person or the persons that you're having sex with,
a lot of a lot of shit can go wrong with sex. I
don't think people really realize just how my mom said, the best thing that
can happen as a baby come out of it. You can get all type
of ship you get. It's so much ship that can happen during sex.
But that's but but then also too, I always tell people sex brings out
a whole different level of feelings with people. Me, Oh, well,
it's different because you just you. You don't care about stuff. You don't
care, So I care my heart. I have a heart. We'll see.
Unfortunately, my pussy is I'm sorry. I'm sorry. That sounds draining.
That sounds draining that I love. That sounds draining. No, But
I like that's the thing, Like, I'm just not out here throwing my
pussy out for every nigga. That's just not me. Yeah, but I
was throwing dick. I would have been falling in love with all these motherfuckers
in love. See that's just not me though, That's the thing. Like,
but I'm I'm that lovey dovey type. So that's why havn't just out
here buss and my pussy over. No this when I tell you this is
this is it? This is that? Yeah, Okay, what that means
it's yours speak highly of it? Yeah, let your man speak highly of
time. I'm not out here, just won't know. It's just different from
me because I'm not some people, some people traumatic experiences has detached their pussy
from their heart or from their hearts, so a lot of not everybody was
built the same, So then we canna get out of the mud. Your
heart wasn't broken like that as a kid, and maybe it was and maybe
you just yeah, see, trauma, trauma affects us differently. I'm reading
a book that kind of talks about that. Now that I've doing now that
I've done more research on trauma, I'm like, oh, I now see
the connections between the people that I've met and while we connected and why things.
Then I'm gonna say trauma bonding. I just think that some people will
allow you to fuck them but won't allow you to love them. So you
know, a lot of a lot of people feel more comfortable letting you fuck
yeah then letting you know who they really are, and you can't really get
You can't really be with somebody if you don't know who they are. Be
careful with that because a lot of the times too, we use sex as
a means to get close to people, and then we don't actually get to
know this person. Yep. Yeah, so now I just fall in love
with strangers yep. And then once you get to know me, be like,
I don't even like this person, like I hate you yep, bitch.
Both men and women can say that. I'll be talking to a lot
of my homeboys. I'll be like, brow, how do women fall inLove
with you? Bro? Because you are a jerk? No, not even
that you're the hardest person to get information out of, Like really, Yeah,
I'll be talking to my niggas and be like brotish conversation, born as
fuck. I will talk to bitches more people like you got so many women
friends? Yeah, because niggas can't talk. So I'm sorry, niggas have
the worst conversation. I don't watch sports because I don't give a fuck about
sweaty niggas running up and down trying to catch balls. I don't give a
fuck about none of that football, basketball, baseball, none of that anything
with balls in it. I'm not watching that shit. Niggas and tights and
niggas in shorts, I'm not watching it. Let's talk about life. And
I be trying talk to my niggas about life, and they be like they
let that ship go, Bro, niggas be holding on harboring on it.
Like Bro, So I don't really have meaningful And I think about, like
my male cousins, I be like, have we ever had like deep conversations
not liking? No, no, but I but you know what though,
I appreciate that though, because like we have good conversations and stuff too,
So I appreciate that. Yeah, but dogas, niggas know how to have
good conversations and not all. That's why I don't want to count some majority
of them don't. But just I say, it's still some of that some
sucks. I'm sorry, people, I don't know. I think a lot
of the times men might not become vulnerable because they don't feel safe enough to
be able to that and that and a lot of the times. They never
they probably never had the safe space to be vulnerable without feeling like without it
being thrown back in a face or yeah, that's that's the thing. Like
like you said, I think, like a couple of episodes ago, you
said, like we asked for men to be vulnerable, but then we use
it against them, mm hmm like and that's what. No, No,
that's just so sad. That's why that's so sad, because I can't stand
for nobody to throw nothing back up in my face, especially if I have
told you, especially if it's something that I've told you and you use it
against me, go to hell. I think I think too somebody has said
the things that I say when it was mad. I don't I don't necessarily
mean it. But trying to be careful with that though, too. I
said, if you say anything to me out of pocket when you're mad,
that be the last thing you talk to me. Yep, I don't give
a fuck because although I am a jerk air quote fuck, No, I've
never I've never, I've never disclosed information about anybody. I don't even get
mad enough to even pull out your information throw it in your face, because
I just think that's just bitch nigga shit are yeah. So, but a
lot of people do that shit because they might have seen their mama do that
shit or their dady do that ship, so they really just copy and behavior
because I know some people have you know, Mike, I was talking to
my cousin and I was like, she said, you ain't know I was
getting employed, She's going to Kuwait And I was like, no, why
would I know that. She was like, well, I told my mama,
and my mama told your mama even though I told her not to,
so I figured your mama would tell you. And I said, well,
my mama, don't tell me those shit, because if if I found out
she told me something when she wasn't supposed to, I'm on to ask because
that's so a lot of the times people don't even have that safe space with
their parents because they know that the parents are gonna tell that. So true
niggas grow up with strangers because they can't really tell or communicate anything to their
parents. Because my mama used to be like that, like I would tell
her something that she'd go tell my sister, and then of course my sister
wouldn't say nothing. But ILL already know you know what I'm saying. She
already like that would hiss me off so bad. But now me and my
sister, we're like super duper close. My sister's forty two, and I
tell her everything, and like me and her, we both have something happen
on our call her the girl. Let me tell you about your mama.
That's me and my sister, and like we you know, me and my
sister literally have the conversation that those conversations And I'm just so grateful for the
relationship of me and my sister because she's literally a safe space for me,
right my sister. My mom used to event to me about my sister and
I'm like, you know, that's my sister. So I really don't want
to hear this. Me and my sister be venting to each other and yeah,
yeah, so yeah, look at us having a little at old heart
to heart sex and they're hard to heart. It was hard to heart.
Your heart trash, your heart trash. When do you fly back out?
I am leaving out tomorrow. How long do you be gone. I'll be
gone till Saturday. I'll be gone to Saturday. Yeah. My actually starts
Wednesday. But because there is none no flight to give me there early enough,
that's all. That's why I leave out the day before to make sure
i'm in base. So you get to fly as a flight attendant, you
get. Don't start asking me a whole bunch of questions about this job.
We suposed to be talking about sex. I'm not go ahead, don't ask
me by myself. That's how we would be too. This is about fucking
did not ask me about my day? You want some head? Yes?
No, go ahead? No, dude? So do you travel out since
you're a flight attendant? Do you travel a lot when it's not work related?
I? Do you do? So? Last year? Well, this
year I did a lot of Like when I wasn't on the clock, I
traveled a lot domestically. Now next year I'm up there and I'm gonna make
sure I'm out of the country a lot like And then I'm waiting on my
daughter's passport. So I want to take her to Paris. I heard dirty
as a fun probably is, but I really just want to go to shop
because you know, for what know, no taxes as such over there?
Did they got ship for you over there? Yeah? They do? How
you know you are such? I'm asking you gonna be going to places and
they be like, I can't fit none of this ship they made for Frail
last week, I wanted to Louis Baton and that's what I'm trying to go.
Get ship for you over there too. Yeah, what I'm saying,
I'm gonna get the purses, get your nice little purse. I want to
purse over there like you, like, just go to Paris and City.
I thought you wanted like a fucking cat suit. I think I'm making cat
and I do want to go to London because I want to go visit the
Kirk guy, your store, that's a person like he has. Yeah,
I want to go there. But I'm I'm up in the next twenty twenty
four, I'm up in it. I'm actually planning the uh Jamaica birthday.
I'm going to Jamaica for my birthday, going with you Jessica. First of
all, getend, she's probably gonna be there. I can right to get
up all my best friend, let her know what do. But yeah,
so I think twenty twenty four, I just want to drop my nuts a
little bit more like project wise, Okay, project wise, here you go.
Now, project Wise, I want to drop my nuts a little bit.
I'm waiting to I'm waiting on this movie producer. He's kind of my
mentor. I don't think he knows that he is my mentor, but he
the questions that I ask him. When he finally does respond, it gives
me a lot of insight and a lot The question that I asked recently was
what makes a scripted podcast a success in your eyes? And he was like,
audience size, being able to convert it to a movie or a TV
show, and the ability to sell advertising in it. I never thought about.
Because I write my scripts and because I do all the sound and sign
I can create shit specifically for different brands, ads, this, this,
and that. But I never thought about it from reverse. So like with
the intent of selling ads, with the intent of whatever growing an audience,
this, this and that. So once I get the information back, I
feel like I'll be able to put myself in a better position to create content
that will allow me to drop my nuts. And also working with working with
more black people in tech trying to start podcasts, I want to be the
whole the audio guy, let me do all the audio shit because their network
is just massive and a lot of the times, my my personality prevents me
from being as open about shit because niggas is trash. Agree, and a
lot of the times I feel like people be trying to take advantage of people
looking for an opportunity. So because they know that you just hungry. I'm
hungry, but I ain't stupid, and you're getet fucked up and I beat
your ass. I beat your that that was a good album. But no,
I agree. So basically in twenty twenty four, you're going up a
little bit, going up a little bit more depends on on what the country
looking like, because no matter what we try to do, just fore like
the white boys in the offices, be fucking ship up. Just fucking niggas
had plans with twenty twenty. Niggas had whole elaborate ass plans, and they
was like, nah, we just sit y'all. We never now just feel
like they can just press that button whenever they want. Sit your ass in
the house. Na, I believe that it's gonna whatever. I believe twenty
twenty four for what you Yes, it's gonna it's gonna happen. You know,
you gotta be aggressive. You're gonna be if you're gonna be aggressive for
dating. You gotta be aggressive for life and be aggressive for God. That's
true. God gonna bless me, and I'm gonna do what I want to
do. Yes, a't ain't no it might know it is right, let's
rephrase it. It is. That's why I said it. That's why I'm
excited about what's has come for black widow. So it's gonna be lit.
Well see her, Thank you so much for pulling up in this catsuit looking
nice. Yeah, I see, I see why niggas be in your inbox?
Here we God stop here we no response. I like to look cute,
and of course, you know, I just feel like with us posting
video, why am I gonna come over here look in the mess? Keep
at your inbox? No, no, regardless of that, this is just
me, baby. I like to look good. I hope, I hope.
I hope the confidence that you have kind of I don't know. I
wanted to go over the listeners. I want women. I want women to
say something crazy I did, that's not I want women. I want women
to kind of you know what. I'm glad to adapt that confidence because it's
hard being confidence sometimes it really is. And I'm glad that you said that
because I'm in a space right now where I am an advocate for women just
genuinely loving themselves, enjoying with doing what you want to do, live your
life. Don't live for others, live for you. Do what makes you
happy. And I'm just so big, especially as a one, I know
how it feels not to just be peaceful, live your life, enjoy life,
live your life like it's good. Then Yes, okay, I'm taking
my free you know I'm putting it on the show. No, but seriously,
ladies, listen, twenty twenty four is hours, Christmas is Monday.
Are you gonna be back home? You can be back home from Monda Christmas?
Yes, yes, twenty I'll be home Saturday South Okay, yes,
twenty twenty four. It's gonna be a good year. I feel it,
all right, cool, I'm excited. Thank you for having me a kid.
Keep this going until you get on my nerves. Yes, okay,
So I'm gonna be here to study it, y'all. All right, we'll
see y'all next week. Why