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It reached out to me so that
Wan would shake him, but he looked

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at her curiously to really shake his
hands. Juan drew her to him to

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give her a hug and she laughed
and returned the gesture. What he had

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predicted there would be a good understanding
between the two of them, but the

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image made him feel the acid spilling
into his stomach. Wan' s design

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suit and tattoos gave him the look
of a reformed lord of drug trafficking and

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he was the perfect complement to give
all that rebellion softness. They looked great

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together. Esme sat between Wan and
Kai, but turned to Wann with a

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careful Englishman. He said thank you
for helping me with my father. It

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' s nothing.“ I am
glad to be able to help you,

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” he said with his genuine kindness. Tell me, how have things been

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so far, how about at work
and so on. You like the acidic

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sensation in Caye' s stomach when
he smiled at me and told Wane all

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about his stay until then, speaking
English as he didn' t do with

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him and sharing things Cay hadn'
t heard about. He never asked her

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about his day. Things didn'
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was trying to ignore her and she
was forcing the conversation with him. But

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now Kay wanted to have thought about
asking him the data about me were stored

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in a special place in his mind
so he would never forget them and bothered

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him how little he knew about her. The waiter approached his table and left

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a giant tray in the middle.
It contained three kinds of cold cuts and

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an algae salad and there was also
a jellyfish. They looked like rice noodles

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or sautéed onions, but it was
baffling. Esme could barely restrain herself while

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she waited her turn to fill her
plate and then ate with an enthusiasm that

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made Wan smile, when when she
blushed, Juán sketched a smile, even

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wider. Hungry asked him this is
delicious. Esme answered. While he was

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wiping his mouth shyly with a napkin, Wan gave up a little laugh,

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I bet it' s really fun
to go out and eat with you.

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John looked here and asked her and
you took her to that place of cold

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noodles of St Matteo a bitter taste. He invaded Cai' s mouth as

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he shook his head, he hadn' t thought of taking her to lunch.

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Out between your mother' s homemade
meal and Esme' s. There

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was always too much food. I
never thought it was necessary to leave until

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now. Ah well, you should
take her. He recommended Wan all the

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food is great. It would be
fun to see how much Esme can eat

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a lot with a laugh and his
green eyes shone brighter than all the little

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Sirconites he wore. She looked happy. Wan was making her happy. The

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dje began to play the wedding march. The groom, a distant cousin who

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Cain did not know very well and
the bride moved her arm between the tables

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and crossed the dance floor to the
stage, where they exchanged votes only in

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Vietnamese. After that, their parents
gave their speeches and Kay' s attention

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followed another course. I had heard
countless variations of that kind of parliament.

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Very happy for the union of these
two families, I wish them a promising

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future very proud of my daughter,
Bla Bla Bla Esme, however, I

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was attentive to every word. She
was smiling, but Kay detected her sadness,

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an unusual feat for him. Esme' s eyes had lost their shine

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and when the Bride' s father
hugged her daughter, she rinsed a tear

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that there was extending her arm to
hold her hand. When she stepped aside

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to cover her mouth and drown a
laugh, she whispered something in her ear

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and she laughed louder. He shook
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Key breathed out softly and looked at
his hand. He didn' t

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think to make her laugh He didn' t even know how to do it.

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It was lucky there were people like
Wan in the world. After the

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speeches, the waiters quickly served the
main dishes, pequinese duck and steamed fish,

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the typical wedding dishes. When the
lobster came in with scallion sauce and

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ginger esme picked up her hair,
clumped over her and opened one of her

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tongs to eat the soft meat inside. It was curious how beautiful she looked,

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even when she was acting like a
desperate carnivorous. When she caught him

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looking at her. He took a
look at the undamaged lobster on his plate

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and asked him to open it for
you. I' m very good at

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it. No, thank you,
I can do what I wanted her to

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be focused on her own dinner.
She liked to watch her enjoy her food.

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“ How can you refuse that offer,” John asked. Then he

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told me you can open mine with
a smile. He put a piece of

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lobster on me on Wan' s
plate and Kai had the ruthless urge to

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take food from his brother' s
plate and swallow it. It was nonsense,

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so he took his glass of water
and drank a big sip of a

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floral flavor. It made him frown. What was that. When he removed

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the cup from his lips, he
saw that there were red lipsticks on the

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edge had accidentally taken Esme' s
cup germ transfer. He was not excessively

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phobic to germs, but with all
the new runes that would certainly be invading,

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his mouth was as if he had
kissed her, except that he had

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never done it, not even once. He didn' t know the softness

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of his lips or the taste of
his mouth. Having drunk from his glass.

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He had suffered all the damage without
any benefit. They seemed nothing to

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her, just her gaze focused on
her fleshy, red, wet lips and

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were attracting him. When he sucked
his fingers, Kay felt the attraction in

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the depths of her being The air
escaped from her lungs as if she had

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been punched and her body suddenly became
dizzy. He drank the rest of the

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esme water and walked away from the
table. I' ll get a drink.

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Perhaps alcohol would help him eliminate bacteria
and clear his mind. He greeted

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me with his hand stained with sauce, while he quickly ran away to the

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var to order something strong. However, he failed to escape, as John

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followed him and supported one of his
strong arms over the bar bar had a

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relaxed and dangerous look. At the
same time, how are you, Wan

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Kay asked,“ I had no
idea how to express his current state,

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so he responded as he always did
well, you didn’ t go to

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the Quedo training last week. That
was quite an event. Kay had never

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missed training, even when she had
been ill, but he had asked her

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to take her to see what I
read. If she asked for something,

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he knew he' d give it
all to her, as long as it

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was within his means. I'
m sorry. I was busy. He

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answered, John laughed and caressed his
shaved head tell me. I' m

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so busy with this shit myself that
I barely have time for anything else.

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That' s why I didn'
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I didn' t expect Mom to
pick someone like her for you,

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but it' s great. I' m surprised you don' t like

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it. Kay prepared to correct her
brother and tell him that she did like

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him, but frowned and looked at
his drink. If he admitted that he

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liked how he would probably start officiating
as a matchmaker and he didn' t

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want to. He found it difficult
enough to stay away from her so far.

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What you don' t like about
her, asked Juan is fun and

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Sexy, as few kay couldn'
t answer that question. There was nothing

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I wanted to change in esme even
one thing. I' m just not

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interested. However, while he was
uttering those words, he felt uncomfortable as

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if he was lying the relationship he
had was not even physical and he already

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felt almost addicted to it. He
had to stay away for the sake of

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both of us. He took the
article he was carrying in the inner pocket

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of his jacket and browsed the pages
with his thumb before even realizing what he

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was doing you' re joking,
didn' t Wan look at the article

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with indignation, you' ll start
reading with her sitting there. Yeah,

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that was the plan. Weddings were
already boring in themselves, but watching Esme

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and Wane interact as good friends was
even worse. She didn' t bother

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to analyze why you can, at
least try to be nice to her.

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It is clear that weddings are not
easy for her to digest. He grew

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up without a father figure and it
has to be terrible to see the bride

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with her father. Kay frowned.
He had not made that connection before because

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of his stone heart, of course, but now that he understood the reason

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for Esme' s sadness, he
swore to himself that he would review the

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list of fils one by one.
If necessary and then he would send his

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father, wrapped in a red ribbon
like a lexus for mother' s day.

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As for being kind to her,
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weakness for the orphans. Be it
dogs, cats, little, high school

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gangsters. Whatever' s out there
will be fine with you. Maybe you

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' re giving me your girl.
You' d agree that she and I

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were together. He took him here
for a moment and understood what his brother

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was saying, but then his muscles
were thought involuntarily. They didn' t

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agree at all. I didn'
t want to have an esme for himself,

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but I didn' t want him
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He always imagined them both separated but
single, because I' m interested.

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She went on to only her eyes
are already amazing, but the rest is

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giving her. Wan made an hourglass
movement with his hands god hear his brother

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talk about Esme that way was worse
than hearing someone chew with his mouth open

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and felt the unknown desire to punch
him in the nose. When Kay realized

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that she had formed fists with her
hands, she relaxed her paralyzed fingers,

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got rid of violent thoughts and forced
herself to act rationally. When I was

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thinking about Esme' s needs instead
of yours. One thing became very clear.

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Jan was perfect for her. His
brother could give Esme things Cain couldn

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' t. John could make her
happy and understand her and, more importantly,

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he could love her. Kay wanted
that for her. She was jealous,

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she deserved it. I agree.
He heard himself say. Then his

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throat was cleared and he was forced
to specify. I agree that you two

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are together. A few drops of
cold sweat bathed Kai' s forehead as

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the nausea goes in her stomach and
drank a drink of her drink. I

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didn' t remember what it was, but it tasted strong. I wish

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it was. Even more I'
ll go down and read. Let him

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know where I am. Vale Wall
watched for a few moments with her gaze

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fixed and intense. Yeah, I' ll let you know. Kay lifted

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her glass towards Wann and rushed out
of the living room, feeling as if

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she was leaving behind some incalculable value. Scene fifteen when Caleta left the banquet

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hall with a drink and an item
in her hands. The lobster that is

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was chewing on me became tisa.
It was the best lobster he had eaten

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in his life, the ideal mixture, desalado and sweet, balanced with the

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freshness of ginger, but he was
no longer hungry. He was abandoning.

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Once again, he swallowed hard.
Before cleaning their hands and leaning against the

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chair, John sat next to him
as the waiters removed the dishes from the

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table and placed portions of fluffy pastel
in front of everyone.“ She took

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her fork and watched her portion from
different angles, trying to gather enough enthusiasm

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to eat what you are looking for,” Uan asked,“ it’

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s too nice to eat it.
The flowers made of glaciate appeared to have

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been painted with aerograph roses and viscous
lotus flowers. Seeds were a burst of

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colors. Usually, he would have
felt exultant to put them in his mouth,

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but not at that time. Juan
Rio and pushed his plate towards her.

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I' ve already ruined my portion. You can share with me His

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offer. He drew a smile on
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He was one of the nicest people
she had ever met and was incredibly

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grateful that he was sitting next to
her. It' s not right to

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waste food. I' ll eat
it. This is the perfect cover of

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the cake with his fork. While
she was giving the first bite of the

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spongy vanilla and strawberry pie with its
slightly sweet cover. Wán bowed to her

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and asked her how it was going
between you and my brother. Suddenly,

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the cake felt insipid in his mouth
and as he tried to pass it with

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water, he realized that he had
the glass empty and had to steal it

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from calette. Well, really,
that' s what he pinched his cake

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with the tip of his fork.
He lifted his shoulder and said nothing else.

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The dance will begin soon. Oan
said, you want to dance with

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me. He looked at me.
Suddenly you want to dance with me.

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Yeah, I want to dance with
you. Won' s lips curved into

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a smile and made his face go
from being serious and dangerous. He'

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ll love ravillously. I bet that
man. I uh is left me the

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fork. What people will think.
Yeah, I don' t care what

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everyone else thinks it' s just
a dance it is. Wan answered me

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with a carefree smile, but it
wasn' t just a dance it was

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more than that. She was there
to get married and people would be ruthless

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if they watched her flirt with both
brothers, and Carol would be disappointed.

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Wán had to know unless he was
interested in marrying her. I hadn'

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t just met her. There was
no way he' d want to marry

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her already. She didn' t
start rubbing her face, but the smell

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of the lobster made her stop.
I need to wash my hands. I

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' ll be right there. He
announced before moving away from the table in

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the bathroom. It occupied the cubicle
at the bottom. It was funny,

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but the bathrooms relaxed her, probably
because she found them familiar. She had

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cleaned a lot, but she couldn' t stay there all night. I

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had to make a decision. You
know the only thing that looks for his

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money and the visa commented on one
woman from another of the cubicles, of

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course he did. Another one gave
me a contained breath. They had to

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be talking about her and Calette knew
these conversations were going to happen. In

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fact, it was surprising that I
hadn' t heard them so far to

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be honest.“ If he wasn’ t in the family, I would

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also go after his money,”
the first woman said laughing good. Actually

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me, too. Both women laughed
in unison They were talking about Calette.

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They made him look like a millionaire. However, I was sure that he

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was not even rich, although he
assumed that it was perfectly possible for those

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two women to be in a worse
situation than Calette' s. An old,

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unconvinced house. It was better than
not having a home at all,

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for example, and you' ve
seen her swing over Wan asked the first

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yes, if it doesn' t
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It frowned me with anger. They
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she hadn' t flirted with Wane
Oh. Yeah, in any case,

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not on purpose. However, he
was really attractive, fun, attentive and

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kind. If I had never met
Calette, I would have immediately agreed to

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dance with him. But I'
d met Calette. He smelled the flushing

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of the toilets, the steps of
the heels against the mosaic floor and then

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he water running when the women washed
their hands. The truth is, he

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' s so handsome. The second
woman commented. Yeah, and an idiot.

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I agree. I know it'
s you know, but I'

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ve heard that she complained to Sara
about her wedding right there at the table,

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the same day as the celebration of
Esme' s tolerance. In the

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face of that evil secret conversation,
he ended when a fire lit inside,

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opened the door of his cubicle in
one blow, and went out angry.

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He' s not an idiot,
he' s sweet. She didn'

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t care if I thought the worst
about her. I wasn' t going

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to worry about it, but Caleta
was related to them. Instead of spreading

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rumors and condemning it, they should
have tried to understand it. One of

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the women blushed and rushed to the
door, but the other blushed at me

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with her eyes. You can'
t rebuke anyone. He lifted my chin,

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but he didn' t say anything. While the women were retreating from

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the bathroom. What could I say. Both had judged that men and Calette

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without knowing their stories. Calette was
not bad, he was misunderstood and as

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for esme, it was not a
house fortunes. His reasons for marrying Calette

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had nothing to do with money.
It was a shame not to be able

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to tell anyone about them without spoiling
everything. He finished washing his hands,

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looked in the mirror, and his
shoulders plummeted no matter how much something tried

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in it he always looked off.
He dug into his bag until he found

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his lipstick and applied a fresh coat, but that didn' t solve the

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problem. The woman Calette dreamed of
was still not an accountant, but Wan

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wanted her perhaps and seemed to want
her as she was but a diploma in

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accounting or a high school. Unlike
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Maybe it wasn' t anything from
another world to Wan, but it

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was for it. He had a
great physical appeal. Their bodies would touch,

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he would surround her with his arms, move together and she would react

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to him. How could I not
do it was human and I was willing.

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Of affection, if he was intelligent, he would stay with the brother

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who offered him the best option and
at that very moment, that brother seemed

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to be Wan. However, when
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she had never been good at listening
to logic. The real question was who

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his heart wanted. Kay couldn'
t concentrate on her article. It made

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no sense to keep trying, so
he slammed it down and walked down the

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restaurant floor, touring the corner of
the article with his thumb and passing the

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pages fliid fliit, fliit. The
plain walked from one side to the other,

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no longer toying with things, although
evidently it did. The restaurant receptionist

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and all the staff were busy with
the wedding and Kai' s footsteps felt

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strong on the red carpet. The
dance will begin soon. Karin did not

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dance, but Wan did and suspected
that it was also Woan' s words

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resounded in his head. I'
m interested. Only her eyes are already

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amazing, but the rest of her. The restaurant resounded with serious music and

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Kai felt his skin cold and numb. The dance had begun. First it

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would be the bride and her father' s turn, but after that it

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' s Me how they have their
bodies together moving slowly. He was gonna

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throw up, his skin was burning, every breath hurt. His guts were

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about to burst because the hell he
wanted to destroy everything. Juán would place

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his hands on Esme' s lower
back, that place he had fallen had

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claimed for himself. A little earlier
I' d touch her hip, arms,

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hands and she' d let her. She' d touch it too,

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and she had to. John was
the perfect man. Kai realized he

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could leave. Wán would take care
of Esme and take her home. Perhaps

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after spending time with Juan, she
would want to pack and change her brother

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and house. That would be great
for Kai not to develop a real addiction

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if she disappeared by pressing her jaw, headed toward the front doors of the

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restaurant and leaned her hands on the
metal knob, but her arms refused to

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push. What would happen if she
didn' t want to dance and if

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she wanted to come home right now. It didn' t make sense that

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Juan taking her to Sica was going
to be the same route. It wouldn

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' t be practical. She turned
around planning to head to the lounge and

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face the music for long enough to
make sure she was happy and announce that

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she was coming home. And there
she was at the foot of the stairs

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with her hand resting on the beautiful
railing. And right there I had come

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to look for him once again.
No one was ever going to look for

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him. Everyone knew he wanted to
be alone, even though he wasn'

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t always like that. Sometimes he
was left alone by habit. Sometimes he

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found it difficult to distract himself from
the growing emptiness of his interior. You

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' re going to ask her quietly
She was going to warn you. He

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smelled his own words from afar as
if someone else had uttered them. If

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you want to dance, you should
stay You want me to dance. She

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didn' t say the words,
but she hung up. They gave in

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the air between them without you cay
swallowed saliva if it makes you happy.

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She took a step towards him and
what happens If I want to dance with

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you, I don' t dance
you can try. He took another step

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towards him. He closed his chest
for me. I can' t have

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ever danced in his entire life.
It would be terrible to do so and

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end up hurting her and humiliating himself
not to mention loud music. I couldn

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' t do anything with those deafening
decibels. Another reason Wann was better for

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her. If you want to stay, I know Wan would love to take

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you home. You want me and
him to dance frowned. It' s

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okay with you if that' s
what you want and it was true.

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If that' s what she wanted, he wanted me to have it.

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Even if that made him feel like
his chest was being trampled on. I

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understand. He responded after a few
moments. Then he smiled, but tears

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swept through him. His face rinsed
them off, breathed deeply and sketched.

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A wider smile. Before turning around, he had made her cry esme.

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She ignored him and went back to
the stairs. I' d go find

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Wan, I' d be perfectly
happy without him. Something inside of him

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broke loose and the rational part of
his mind went out instead, an unknown

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part took over. Her skin became
hugging and her blood roared in her ears.

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He was aware that his feet were
making him cross the living room and

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saw his hand wrapping her arm,
turning it around to look at him.

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Those tears shattered it. He rinsed
them with his thumbs.“ I’

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m fine,” she whispered“
Don’ t worry about me” He

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took it from his chin, leaned
his lips on his own, while the

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feeling of having it so close wreaked
havoc on his body. Soft silk sweet

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esme, realizing that she was rigid, began to retreat horrified that she had

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been thinking Then she relaxed, kissed
her back and that was it. Kise

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' s thoughts shrouded and something else
rose from the ashes, something he had

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kept in chains for so long that
he was now pure ferocity and animal hunger.

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She passed her tongue through her lips
and when she sighed and opened them

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up to a feeling of savage victory, she pierced it and took hold of

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her lips, her mouth, the
cano liquid value, of her interior,

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which tasted of vanilla and strawberry towards
a woman, it melted under the intensity

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of Calette' s kiss. She' d never been kissed that way like

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Calette was going to die if she
stopped. His movements had been undecided at

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first, as if he were discovering
it, but he had quickly gained confidence.

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Every dominant pressure on her lips and
every movement of her tongue weakened her

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a little more. Her knees threatened
to yield, but she was afraid to

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hold on to him. If she
stopped, she would burst into tears.

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Esme needed more, much more.
Desire wouldn' t let her breathe.

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He returned to the kiss with greater
intensity and he groaned against his mouth and

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passed his hands through his neck,
his shoulders, his back. Lower down,

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he squeezed it from behind and the
smes muscles thought. Calet brought her

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closer to him and moved her hips
to support her firmness on her. She

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breathed agitatedly as an electric current shot
directly inside and then arched against him by

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clinging to the flaps of his jacket. It was either that or falling to

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the ground closer. I needed to
be closer. He tried to merge with

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him, rub his body against his, but it wasn' t enough.

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His palms hurt because of the desire
to touch him and explore him, to

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meet him. He repressed the impulse
and fastened the flaps of his jacket more

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strongly. As he kissed his jaw, he bit his earlobe and kissed his

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neck. He felt like chills,
crawling up his skin. The hall turned

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like an intoxicating swirl, leaving them
both plunged into a world of their own.

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The only thing Esme was aware of
was the safety of his arms,

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the warmth of his mouth and his
aroma, soap, man shaving lotion.

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They needed a bed, a wall, a table, anything. She wanted

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him at that moment and he was
so ready.“ They have put too

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much oil in the soup,”
a familiar voice said,“ but the

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fish were woefully in heaven. Calette' s mother and several of her aunts

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stared at them from the middle of
the ladder. Esme and Calet immediately separated

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with an intense blush on their face, Esme passed her trembling hands through the

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dress, while the women finished coming
down the stairs.“ Chao Carol,

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” Esme said,“ before bowing
her head toward the aunts, she firmly

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put her legs together, she was
not used to being excited in a crowded

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room. Calette passed a hand through
her hair hello Mom Guián Dimai Ditweet,

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diverting the look from Calette bit the
lower lip that already looked swollen. Oh,

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my God, he had lipstick everywhere. Ancalette lets me esme take a

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hand to her face, seeing that
she hesitated to touch him so much.

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He took his hand to his jaw. What' s going on? He

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didn' t even look like Lips. She passed her thumb over a stain

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that Calet had in the corner of
her red mouth, but it didn'

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t come out. Oh, no, Calette, instead of bothering as she

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thought it would happen, he smiled
and showed his dimples and warmth flooded his

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heart. He didn' t care
if they caught him kissing her. Oh,

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today' s young people. One
of her aunts commented and the others

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laughed with their mouths covered like elementary
school girls. These guys. Carol tried

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to sound serious, but she couldn' t hide the smile from her face

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and she' ll come home and
see you all hurried in her huge bag

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until she found a disposable handkerchief and
handed it to Esme. Then he walked

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away with the aunts as soon as
the front doors were closed He took the

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handkerchief to my calette mouth, but
he dodged it and kissed it again with

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a firm lip to lip bond.
The handkerchief was pressed into her forgotten hands,

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as he passed his fingers through her
hair and bowed his head back so

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that he could kiss her better.
Someone cleared his throat. But this time,

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when I tried to move quickly,
Calet' s arms wrapped her and

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kept her close to her body.
She looked over her shoulder and found Wan

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watching them with her arms crossed and
a big smile on her face. The

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elders are starting to retreat. Oan
announced maybe you should go somewhere else.

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You know not to give them a
heart attack. Calet first looked at her

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brother and then smelt and loosened her
arms around her a little. You want

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to come with me or stay.
I want to go with you. She

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whispered that beautiful smile. It spread
through his face again. Well, let

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' s split up and he kept
a lock of hair behind the Ear,

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not knowing very well how to act
in Wan' s presence, but he

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didn' t seem angry or offended. Rather satisfied, it was possible that

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somehow I had planned all that.
Which one shook Calette' s hand and

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then gave her one of those pat- on- the- back hugs,

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with the other hand call me if
you need anything. After a good night,

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she winked at Esme and climbed the
stairs again and greeted him uncomfortably.

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Caleta opened the hand that her brother
had held before and found a shimmering envelope

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on the palm. A blush broke
out on Esme' s cheeks, but

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she couldn' t help but smile. John was the best brother in the

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world. Calette moved the envelope to
hold it between her index finger and heart

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and watched esme with a fixed look. I' ll have a chance to

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use this tonight. She bit her
lip as anticipation bubbled through her veins.

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After taking the article he had dropped
to the ground a little earlier, he

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looked at Calette and answered that I
expect scene sixteen Kei drove home in a

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state of complete madness. His heartbeat
was so out of control that it was

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a miracle he wouldn' t have
had ten accidents by now. The condom

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he had in his pocket burned his
thigh would have sex with esme, sex

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with esme, even in the middle
of his Frenzy recognized the fact that he

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shouldn' t, He had to
stay away from her. Girl loves boy?

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He loves a girl. What would
happen if she fell in love with

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him. He couldn' t,
he didn' t say it firmly.

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He could. He had made it
clear to me that he had no expectation

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and he trusted that she knew his
own feelings about him and his fear of

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addiction, he would overcome it.
He had come too far to stop.

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Now I longed for it very much. Besides, adults did it all the

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time. His brother did it all
the time, as evidenced by his constant

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supply of prophylactics. After parcara fell
out of the house, they both walked

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to the front door. They had
done it countless times, but everything seemed

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different that night and real in a
certain way, the air smelled sweeter,

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even though the jasmine that flourished at
night had always been there. How could

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he have never heard the crickets sing, as he did at that moment or

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noticed the stars flickering between the treetops. As he opened the door, he

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hugged his article against his chest and
looked at him beating his eyelashes. She

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moistened her lips and Kuay felt such
a strong desire to kiss her that the

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muscles in her abdomen tightened. He
tried to regulate his breathing, calm the

414
00:35:32.440 --> 00:35:37.159
torrent of his blood, recover his
usual state of functioning, but then recalled

415
00:35:37.280 --> 00:35:43.280
that he had permission to kiss her
whenever he wanted. She leaned against the

416
00:35:43.320 --> 00:35:46.039
door and kissed her on her lips, groaning as she relaxed and kissed her

417
00:35:46.159 --> 00:35:52.840
back. He always expected her to
turn him down, but she never did.

418
00:35:52.840 --> 00:35:58.760
It was somewhat intoxicating to accept what
else would allow him to do.

419
00:35:58.920 --> 00:36:02.199
He kissed her last in the mouth
and then toured her neck with his lips.

420
00:36:04.760 --> 00:36:09.400
I hadn' t intended to,
but I had left a mark there.

421
00:36:10.719 --> 00:36:15.679
A cave satisfaction. She untied inside
and did not question it, but

422
00:36:15.000 --> 00:36:21.000
kissed that area with devotion. When
she bowed her head to one side,

423
00:36:21.360 --> 00:36:24.880
offering herself in silence, Kai surrendered
to the instincts she did not understand and

424
00:36:24.920 --> 00:36:30.280
nibbled on her soft skin. She
breathed in a short way and he saw

425
00:36:30.320 --> 00:36:36.719
that her arms had become erect.
He had provoked such a mild reaction,

426
00:36:37.159 --> 00:36:43.000
so sensitive to him, only to
him. For now, holding his breath,

427
00:36:43.320 --> 00:36:45.599
what and did what he had been
wanting to do for a long time.

428
00:36:45.960 --> 00:36:51.639
He put his palms on his breasts
and she let him. Her thumbs

429
00:36:51.639 --> 00:36:54.280
found the hard spots of her weights
through her dress and caressed her exhaling shakily.

430
00:36:57.440 --> 00:37:00.440
When her eyes narrowed and then she
prayed, she bit her lip,

431
00:37:00.599 --> 00:37:05.079
and I fell. She was 90
percent sure that she liked what she liked

432
00:37:05.159 --> 00:37:14.320
best could make her feel as good
as he felt at the time. I

433
00:37:15.760 --> 00:37:22.519
was determined to try it I needed
to please her, I needed it more

434
00:37:22.519 --> 00:37:25.280
than anything else. Kay found her
mouth once again and her mind became blurred.

435
00:37:28.639 --> 00:37:34.119
She overwhelmed her senses, making it
impossible for her to think of only

436
00:37:34.239 --> 00:37:37.079
the smoothness of her skin, the
curves that filled her palms and the softness

437
00:37:37.119 --> 00:37:44.679
that touched her. Every time he
moved his hips against her. Calette bed.

438
00:37:45.599 --> 00:37:52.639
Now she whispered between kisses bed sex
esme. Kai' s body hardened

439
00:37:52.679 --> 00:37:58.159
painfully and he released her lips and
leaned his forehead against hers, taking a

440
00:37:58.280 --> 00:38:04.519
moment to calm down and relearn to
use her brain. People always told him

441
00:38:04.599 --> 00:38:08.239
he was smart. I should be
able to figure out how to get them

442
00:38:08.239 --> 00:38:13.639
both to bed. It was a
daily task. It couldn' t be

443
00:38:13.639 --> 00:38:15.239
that hard. It was only necessary
to divide it into steps to follow.

444
00:38:16.159 --> 00:38:20.599
He opened the door. He gave
himself an extra point by remembering to keep

445
00:38:20.639 --> 00:38:25.159
the keys in his pocket and then
loading Esme into his arms. She laughed

446
00:38:25.239 --> 00:38:30.760
while driving her around the house.
I can walk I' m better.

447
00:38:31.840 --> 00:38:36.719
I like to take you in your
arms. He looked me in the eye.

448
00:38:37.880 --> 00:38:40.559
Her lips didn' t bend,
but he felt like he was smiling.

449
00:38:42.639 --> 00:38:46.719
She remained silent all the way to
the room. After Ke laid her

450
00:38:46.760 --> 00:38:51.079
down in the middle of the bed, she sat down, left the item

451
00:38:51.119 --> 00:38:53.639
on the bedside table and then took
off her heel shoes and dropped them on

452
00:38:53.679 --> 00:39:00.000
the fluffy carpet. He also got
rid of his necklace and the rest of

453
00:39:00.000 --> 00:39:04.920
abbas. Then he sat on his
legs and watched him with eager eyes.

454
00:39:06.039 --> 00:39:10.199
After a moment, Kai realized that
he was waiting for him. Ah he

455
00:39:12.239 --> 00:39:15.880
Kay took off his shoes, something
he had never done in his room,

456
00:39:15.920 --> 00:39:20.199
because he did it at the front
door. He was likely to have left

457
00:39:20.280 --> 00:39:22.920
a trail of dirt out of the
street all over the house, but before

458
00:39:23.039 --> 00:39:30.599
that could upset him too much he
shook his head, took off his jacket

459
00:39:30.639 --> 00:39:34.360
and brought it and sat on the
bed without wanting it. He had placed

460
00:39:34.440 --> 00:39:40.079
himself one arm away from her,
a safe distance. She watched the empty

461
00:39:40.199 --> 00:39:45.239
space for a second before looking into
his eyes, taking his dress and removing

462
00:39:45.320 --> 00:39:49.880
it from the top, which she
finished canceling in just a moment, she

463
00:39:50.400 --> 00:39:54.880
had redefined what perfection was. Now
Kai' s standards were aligned with the

464
00:39:54.920 --> 00:40:02.559
exact proportions and measurements of esme.
No one could overcome the beautiful woman beautiful

465
00:40:02.639 --> 00:40:08.840
sculpted breasts and beautiful dark weights thighs. He wore the same white cotton panties

466
00:40:08.880 --> 00:40:15.079
that the night of the first wedding
he had noticed for him little bow of

467
00:40:15.119 --> 00:40:22.280
the center that or she had several
equals. Did women buy panties in six

468
00:40:22.800 --> 00:40:27.880
- packs like men did. The
image of six white panties with six small

469
00:40:27.960 --> 00:40:31.079
white ties. He crossed his mind. He was fascinated by the little one.

470
00:40:32.039 --> 00:40:37.800
He wanted to touch him and also
his legs, his skin and his

471
00:40:37.840 --> 00:40:44.079
whole body, his breasts, no
doubt, his breasts. You are touched

472
00:40:44.159 --> 00:40:47.320
by the scratchy tone of Esme'
s voice had almost a tactile quality and

473
00:40:47.360 --> 00:40:52.039
Kai' s skin urchins. He
had his mouth too dry to form words,

474
00:40:52.400 --> 00:40:58.119
so he nodded. She felt like
she was shaking, but she held

475
00:40:58.159 --> 00:41:02.280
her hands steady as she untied her
tie and unbuttoned her shirt, that look

476
00:41:02.440 --> 00:41:07.559
she had on her face, as
she watched each of her movements. To

477
00:41:07.679 --> 00:41:12.559
him, his body was just his
body, that thing he lived in.

478
00:41:14.039 --> 00:41:19.119
Seeing yourself through her eyes. It
was a new experience. When Kai took

479
00:41:19.199 --> 00:41:24.320
off his shirt, Esme' s
lips were pierced to take a quick breath.

480
00:41:25.400 --> 00:41:30.239
When she took off her pants and
stayed in her underpants, her eyes

481
00:41:30.280 --> 00:41:36.679
ran through her hair completely through Ardia' s falling skin, wherever she was

482
00:41:36.679 --> 00:41:42.119
looking, her chest, her arms, her abdomen, her legs Esme passed

483
00:41:42.159 --> 00:41:45.599
one hand through her long hair and
bit the yolk of a finger and Kay

484
00:41:45.679 --> 00:41:51.000
let the air out of her lungs
unable to keep resisting, got down on

485
00:41:51.119 --> 00:41:55.079
her knees and came a little closer
and a little more to half an arm

486
00:41:55.119 --> 00:42:01.400
away to a room. Their bodies
joined skin and skin. For the first

487
00:42:02.519 --> 00:42:07.199
time he had fought men. It
was a deliberate and firm contact with other

488
00:42:07.559 --> 00:42:12.920
bodies and was acceptable to him.
I knew, then, what it felt

489
00:42:13.000 --> 00:42:15.440
like to have someone against him two
forces of equal size that beat each other

490
00:42:15.480 --> 00:42:21.079
and fought a slip and made you
a key. But that was nothing like

491
00:42:21.159 --> 00:42:25.719
what was happening now. Esme did
not smell of Gymnastics socks or male sweat,

492
00:42:27.280 --> 00:42:30.239
and her curves fit into her soft
body against hard, smooth against rough

493
00:42:30.320 --> 00:42:37.679
the perfect debit against her credit made
no sense, as she was much smaller

494
00:42:37.719 --> 00:42:44.639
than him and could knock it down
in two seconds, but she was never

495
00:42:44.760 --> 00:42:50.039
going to. Her warm breathing gave
her a scorching sensation on her neck and

496
00:42:50.039 --> 00:42:54.599
he bowed her head back so she
could see her face. His drowsy green

497
00:42:54.679 --> 00:43:00.760
eyes looked at him and his red
lips awe- open sealed off any axis

498
00:43:00.840 --> 00:43:04.800
he could have just presented. Keys
approached his mouth, gave him a deep

499
00:43:04.800 --> 00:43:07.280
kiss with tongue and she gave it
back to him with the same ferocity.

500
00:43:08.320 --> 00:43:13.880
He couldn' t get close enough, he couldn' t breathe, he

501
00:43:13.880 --> 00:43:16.480
couldn' t think. He touched
it everywhere as he drew a map of

502
00:43:16.519 --> 00:43:22.039
his body in the mind, the
perfect curves of his ass, the soft

503
00:43:22.119 --> 00:43:25.880
line of his back, his breasts. He groaned when her firm nipples rubbed

504
00:43:25.960 --> 00:43:31.440
against the center of his palms,
seemed to be wanting his mouth and when

505
00:43:31.719 --> 00:43:37.280
he wanted to realize it, he
was sucking a hardened tip, touring it

506
00:43:37.360 --> 00:43:42.480
with his tongue, lying it in
bed. That' s where he got

507
00:43:42.480 --> 00:43:45.679
lost in his body. He opened
my legs to welcome his hip and he

508
00:43:45.760 --> 00:43:52.000
shivered as he moved against her.
That fiction, the aroma emanating from his

509
00:43:52.039 --> 00:44:00.079
murmurs was in the sky. Now
Calette, he didn' t understand what

510
00:44:00.199 --> 00:44:04.880
he was saying He couldn' t
stop moving against her. Calette repeated with

511
00:44:05.000 --> 00:44:09.880
a gasp. Now Kay fell back
and her nipple came out of her shiny

512
00:44:09.920 --> 00:44:15.840
wet mouth. The image was so
erotic that he had to turn his eyes

513
00:44:15.880 --> 00:44:22.719
before rearranging his thoughts now that he
asked with a scratchy and recognizable voice.

514
00:44:22.719 --> 00:44:27.920
He opened my lips, but his
words didn' t come out. His

515
00:44:27.960 --> 00:44:31.079
chest was raised with agitated breaths that
moved his breasts in the most attractive way

516
00:44:31.119 --> 00:44:36.880
and to his sides. Hands were
open and closed. They opened and closed,

517
00:44:37.400 --> 00:44:44.800
as if they were taking something that
wasn' t there the condom finally

518
00:44:44.920 --> 00:44:47.960
said and it all made sense.
He came down from the bed and took

519
00:44:49.039 --> 00:44:53.679
the only condom out of his pants
pocket while staring at her. He lowered

520
00:44:53.719 --> 00:44:59.760
his underpants and exposed his penis.
When their eyes darken the n and the

521
00:44:59.880 --> 00:45:02.559
tip of their tongue, they passed
through their lower lip. A wave of

522
00:45:02.599 --> 00:45:08.079
pure lust almost destabilized him. She
completely lowered her underpants and then took them

523
00:45:08.159 --> 00:45:14.320
off before lying on the bed next
to her. The envelope made noise while

524
00:45:14.400 --> 00:45:20.960
opening it and then rolled the lubricated
latex over its now hypersensitive manhood. When

525
00:45:21.039 --> 00:45:24.840
he finished, he dropped his hands
to the sides. The time had come,

526
00:45:25.280 --> 00:45:30.679
but I did not know what step
to follow. He had always believed

527
00:45:30.719 --> 00:45:35.480
that he would open an inner voice
by giving instructions. Human beings had been

528
00:45:35.519 --> 00:45:42.639
mating for thousands of years. They
found it natural instinctive, but all Kay

529
00:45:42.719 --> 00:45:50.519
could hear was her own breathing.
He was going to ruin everything by keeping

530
00:45:50.559 --> 00:45:52.920
his eyes fixed on his Esme'
s, he bit his lower lip and

531
00:45:52.960 --> 00:45:59.199
took off his underwear. After subtly
raising her hip, she kept her legs

532
00:45:59.239 --> 00:46:02.480
together, but the cloud of curls
between her thighs distracted Kay who swallowed saliva

533
00:46:02.519 --> 00:46:10.679
with effort. She was naked,
gloriously naked. Ben here asked her the

534
00:46:12.679 --> 00:46:15.800
street body obeyed by its own decision, advancing between Esme' s knees,

535
00:46:16.119 --> 00:46:22.239
covering it by aligning them in the
right way. The temptation of Esme'

536
00:46:22.320 --> 00:46:27.360
s lips was too strong and she
kissed her in despair. When she moved

537
00:46:27.400 --> 00:46:30.199
her hip, her penis slipped over
her and the tip lodged inside her.

538
00:46:31.840 --> 00:46:37.519
Only the Keai tip felt a bonfire
everywhere, on the back, neck,

539
00:46:37.800 --> 00:46:46.519
head. That was happening. Eli
Esme together kissed her harder. While pushing

540
00:46:46.639 --> 00:46:52.719
slowly. Every inch, she would
change it, crumble it and then re

541
00:46:52.360 --> 00:46:57.679
- compose it, until she finally
settled into it completely and she threw her

542
00:46:57.719 --> 00:47:04.320
head back and groaned for a moment. He felt too overwhelmed to move.

543
00:47:06.039 --> 00:47:12.280
He had provoked her to placer.
He had never believed it would be so

544
00:47:12.400 --> 00:47:15.760
easy to satisfy a woman. He
took his hair off his face and kissed

545
00:47:15.800 --> 00:47:22.760
his lips. Invaded by an entirely
new sensation and sensitivity, there was nothing

546
00:47:22.840 --> 00:47:27.400
better than being inside of esme.
She felt tense and fit in with him

547
00:47:27.400 --> 00:47:30.440
as if they were both tailor-
made, warm and soft for each other.

548
00:47:32.039 --> 00:47:36.760
When she lifted her hip and had
him push a little more the pleasure

549
00:47:36.840 --> 00:47:40.239
pierced him and those instincts that he
had believed did not come to life.

550
00:47:40.320 --> 00:47:45.920
Suddenly he went out and came back
in with a loud groan out there faster,

551
00:47:46.360 --> 00:47:52.400
demons. The sex was good.
The sex was fantastic. Ten thousand

552
00:47:52.480 --> 00:47:57.360
times better than masturbating in the shower. A million times better, a billion

553
00:47:57.440 --> 00:48:01.880
times better. And the years because
I was with Esme, she made everything

554
00:48:01.920 --> 00:48:08.679
different. She was so happy that
her first time was with her. Es

555
00:48:08.719 --> 00:48:13.519
He pressed my sheets with his hands
as he struggled against the desire to touch

556
00:48:13.559 --> 00:48:17.800
Calek, who had a contracted face
as if he was feeling pain, She

557
00:48:17.840 --> 00:48:23.960
wanted to relieve him and then caress
him everywhere. It was splendid all powerful

558
00:48:24.119 --> 00:48:30.360
muscles and strong lines and it was
good, very good. And even though

559
00:48:30.400 --> 00:48:35.400
she hadn' t touched it once
where she needed it. I was painfully

560
00:48:35.400 --> 00:48:39.400
close. She arched her back and
twisted against him trying to find the perfect

561
00:48:39.480 --> 00:48:45.320
angle, but his movements only excited
him more. The onslaughts that there took

562
00:48:45.400 --> 00:48:50.559
speed and became more superficial. He
opened his mouth when he pushed harder and

563
00:48:50.599 --> 00:48:54.559
then joined the hips of both for
a period of several seconds. With her

564
00:48:54.599 --> 00:49:00.840
breathing agitated, she kissed her in
the temple Then she came out of it,

565
00:49:00.159 --> 00:49:04.199
came out of bed and disappeared into
the bathroom. She sank into bed

566
00:49:04.239 --> 00:49:10.119
with disbelief. That was it.
No doubt, her sex would soon return.

567
00:49:10.239 --> 00:49:15.559
Lee hurt and wanted him to return
to finish what he had begun,

568
00:49:16.840 --> 00:49:22.599
but he lit the shower. She
sat right and stared at the bathroom door.

569
00:49:22.679 --> 00:49:29.280
As his skin cooled, he had
already felt pleasure and now he was

570
00:49:29.320 --> 00:49:34.559
removing what was left of it in
the bathroom. It hadn' t even

571
00:49:34.599 --> 00:49:38.719
been a minute since he was done. Eme' s lips were still wet

572
00:49:38.760 --> 00:49:44.440
from his kisses. Her eyes were
filled with tears, but she contained them.

573
00:49:45.440 --> 00:49:47.679
He didn' t know how long
he stared at the bathroom door.

574
00:49:49.239 --> 00:49:52.960
Maybe it was hours or seconds,
but at some point he got out of

575
00:49:52.239 --> 00:49:55.440
bed, recovered his stuff and dropped
it on the floor of his room.

576
00:49:57.440 --> 00:50:00.519
Then he collapsed on the sofa and
wrapped his arms firmly around his body.

577
00:50:02.039 --> 00:50:07.440
She had wanted to be with him
and had succeeded. He had already satisfied

578
00:50:07.519 --> 00:50:10.840
his curiosity. She had told him
that she didn' t expect anything from

579
00:50:10.880 --> 00:50:15.119
him, and that' s what
he had given her anything. The pain

580
00:50:15.159 --> 00:50:21.280
and anger made their way through his
body and focused on anger. When he

581
00:50:21.320 --> 00:50:24.239
heard the shower went out, he
went to the bathroom. He looked up

582
00:50:24.239 --> 00:50:29.480
as he dried his body with the
towel and after an uncomfortable moment, lifted

583
00:50:29.480 --> 00:50:31.760
the towel from his thigh and dried
his hair, which left exposed his beautiful

584
00:50:31.840 --> 00:50:37.199
naked body, definite muscles in the
arms that were marked when his head was

585
00:50:37.239 --> 00:50:42.679
dried, his shoulders wide, his
stomach firm that part of him and his

586
00:50:42.760 --> 00:50:47.880
strong legs. Everything was perfect,
but nothing was meant for her. He

587
00:50:47.920 --> 00:50:52.880
smiled at him revealing his dimples,
but the smile faded when she watched him

588
00:50:52.920 --> 00:51:00.639
with a stony expression entered the shower
and violently pressed the buttons. What happened

589
00:51:00.679 --> 00:51:05.519
to her that he, with his
single smile still melted her seemed to have

590
00:51:05.559 --> 00:51:09.360
no respect for herself. When she
cleaned between her legs, her sensitive skin

591
00:51:09.400 --> 00:51:16.039
felt the need. He had kissed
her and touched her until she had become

592
00:51:16.159 --> 00:51:24.239
wild from desire and then abandoned her. Again I would always abandon her because

593
00:51:24.320 --> 00:51:29.159
she wasn' t what he wanted. She already knew, but she still

594
00:51:29.199 --> 00:51:35.280
gave herself to him how stupid she
had been as the water fell on her

595
00:51:35.360 --> 00:51:39.920
and the heat melted with her skin. He swore that everything ended there was

596
00:51:39.920 --> 00:51:45.719
enough, enough to wish him secretly, to seduce him, to take care

597
00:51:45.719 --> 00:51:51.199
of him. Everything was over and
she wasn' t rich, smart or

598
00:51:51.239 --> 00:51:54.159
educated, but it wasn' t
something to use and throw away. He

599
00:51:54.280 --> 00:52:00.119
had courage. Maybe she couldn'
t see herself in her clothes, in

600
00:52:00.119 --> 00:52:02.480
her nonexistent titles, in her way
of speaking, but she felt it,

601
00:52:02.679 --> 00:52:06.480
even if she didn' t fully
understand where she was coming from. He

602
00:52:06.519 --> 00:52:09.800
punched inside his chest, big,
strong and bright. She deserved better than

603
00:52:09.880 --> 00:52:15.239
that, emaciated by the strength of
her conviction. He turned off the water,

604
00:52:15.639 --> 00:52:20.960
took a clean towel to his chest
and came out of the shower warm

605
00:52:21.079 --> 00:52:24.920
He was brushing his teeth and stopped
half brushing to turn and look at it

606
00:52:27.599 --> 00:52:30.440
and scoured his skin with his eyes. Naked. It was impossible not to

607
00:52:30.480 --> 00:52:37.480
notice that I was firm again and
the treacherous body of esme felt a wave

608
00:52:37.519 --> 00:52:42.840
of heat in response. What a
stupid body passed before him and locked himself

609
00:52:42.840 --> 00:52:47.679
in his room without uttering a single
word. If I tried to talk,

610
00:52:49.000 --> 00:52:52.079
I' d cry or yell at
him. After putting on another pair of

611
00:52:52.159 --> 00:52:55.119
white panties and his pajamas he took
the sheets and placed them on the sofa.

612
00:52:57.119 --> 00:53:01.480
The bed sharing was over while I
was covering my legs. There was

613
00:53:01.480 --> 00:53:06.519
a knock on the door and Calette
entered the room dressed in a pair of

614
00:53:06.559 --> 00:53:12.039
clean underpants. He rubbed his neck
as he watched the sheets on the couch.

615
00:53:13.039 --> 00:53:15.920
You won' t sleep in my
room. As always, the couch

616
00:53:16.039 --> 00:53:22.519
is fine. Calette frowned, but
after a moment she nodded very well.

617
00:53:23.360 --> 00:53:30.840
Then, good night he sketched the
glimpse of a smile. He closed the

618
00:53:30.880 --> 00:53:35.400
door and his steps faded away.
As she returned to her room, she

619
00:53:35.440 --> 00:53:38.360
punched her pillow before taking it from
under her cheek and hugging it next to

620
00:53:38.400 --> 00:53:45.519
her body. As if I were
a person I didn' t need to

621
00:53:45.519 --> 00:53:53.920
sleep with him. His anger would
make him company scene seventeen. The first

622
00:53:53.960 --> 00:53:59.320
thing he fell the next morning was
the empty half of his bed. Not

623
00:53:59.400 --> 00:54:04.400
at all, not even a wrinkle
in the sheets. It was normal to

624
00:54:04.480 --> 00:54:07.880
want space after having sex. He
didn' t understand it, especially when

625
00:54:08.000 --> 00:54:13.079
she had nightmares, when she slept
alone, but he didn' t know

626
00:54:13.159 --> 00:54:15.639
what else to do except leave her
alone. He sat down, leaned his

627
00:54:15.679 --> 00:54:21.239
feet on the ground and passed his
fingers through short hair. I had slept

628
00:54:21.360 --> 00:54:24.320
like a log. Good sex probably
had that effect, but it was all

629
00:54:24.360 --> 00:54:30.280
weird. The walls seemed too gray
to him, the room too dirty,

630
00:54:31.000 --> 00:54:37.079
his bed too large, even the
carpet seemed extra unpleasant to him around his

631
00:54:37.119 --> 00:54:40.440
bare feet and his softness was not
enough. To make up for their ugliness.

632
00:54:42.440 --> 00:54:45.519
Waiting for routine to make things right, he began to fulfill his usual

633
00:54:45.599 --> 00:54:51.719
morning duties. During the weekend he
dressed, devoured a protein bar and lifted

634
00:54:51.840 --> 00:54:58.559
weights and smenó left his room.
At no time did I know it,

635
00:54:58.840 --> 00:55:04.239
because he had waited for her to
last all that time. After taking a

636
00:55:04.320 --> 00:55:07.480
shower, she found her sitting on
the couch reading a text article with an

637
00:55:07.599 --> 00:55:13.920
animated background film on television. He
took her laptop and joined her on the

638
00:55:14.000 --> 00:55:19.519
couch with the intention of working while
she was studying. However, as soon

639
00:55:19.519 --> 00:55:23.119
as she sat down, she got
up and disappeared into her room. What

640
00:55:23.159 --> 00:55:28.679
the hell was going on, he
was tired of it. Now that they

641
00:55:28.760 --> 00:55:32.679
' d had sex, he wasn' t tired of her. In fact,

642
00:55:34.039 --> 00:55:37.920
I wanted it even more, not
less. Browsing her frown, she

643
00:55:38.000 --> 00:55:43.960
left her laptop and followed it in
front of her bedroom door. He took

644
00:55:44.039 --> 00:55:47.199
a deep breath to arm himself with
courage, stretched out his hands and knocked

645
00:55:47.199 --> 00:55:51.199
on the door. He opened up
a short time later and he confronted me.

646
00:55:52.519 --> 00:55:57.079
He was wearing his yellow em Geoan
Geum shirt on shorts that reached his

647
00:55:57.159 --> 00:56:01.199
knee. Her hair was gathered on
a scruffy ponytail and a pencil behind her

648
00:56:01.239 --> 00:56:08.559
ear looked so beautiful that it made
her chest hurt.“ You are angry

649
00:56:08.960 --> 00:56:16.800
with me,” Kay asked,“ she squeezed her lips and stared at

650
00:56:16.800 --> 00:56:20.679
him why you act like this.
He wanted her back to the way she

651
00:56:20.800 --> 00:56:24.880
used to be. He lifted my
defiant and stubborn chin and the stubborn desire

652
00:56:24.960 --> 00:56:30.639
to kiss her increased. She almost
responded to the urge, but she seemed

653
00:56:30.679 --> 00:56:36.079
to be about to bite him,
except that then her eyes became glassy and

654
00:56:36.119 --> 00:56:42.360
she breathed more agitatedly. I do
what I want. You' re hungry,

655
00:56:44.119 --> 00:56:46.320
I can' t thank you.
He slammed the door in his nose.

656
00:56:47.360 --> 00:56:52.119
Kai stared at the door for a
whole minute what the hell was going

657
00:56:52.199 --> 00:56:58.760
on. Maybe he' d done
something wrong. He couldn' t think

658
00:56:58.760 --> 00:57:02.119
of anything. He had had sex, which had been fantastic and then he

659
00:57:02.159 --> 00:57:06.719
had showered immediately so he wouldn'
t spill all his sweat on her,

660
00:57:07.119 --> 00:57:10.039
which had cost him a superhuman effort, as he had felt as if someone

661
00:57:10.119 --> 00:57:17.079
had shot a tranquilizer for hippopotamus what
it could be as he wished to be

662
00:57:17.119 --> 00:57:22.559
able to understand people, but he
knew someone who did because he was the

663
00:57:22.599 --> 00:57:28.639
ideal human being. He took the
keys and left the house. It took

664
00:57:28.679 --> 00:57:31.840
him 45 minutes to get to Wan' s neighborhood in San Francisco, and

665
00:57:32.280 --> 00:57:37.639
then fifteen more minutes to find parking. When he finally knocked on the doorbell

666
00:57:37.679 --> 00:57:42.920
of the building where he would tell
his brother, he received no reply.

667
00:57:43.960 --> 00:57:51.960
He tried nothing yet once again in
the hope that he would answer nothing.

668
00:57:52.039 --> 00:57:57.960
Again grumbling for your insides. He
took his phone out of his pocket and

669
00:57:58.000 --> 00:58:01.639
dialed the one number. This one
answered him after the first tone Hey,

670
00:58:02.239 --> 00:58:07.440
how are you, asked the raspberry
voice of sleep. I' m down

671
00:58:07.519 --> 00:58:15.440
here in your building. Hey,
what happened? Something' s waiting downstairs

672
00:58:15.760 --> 00:58:21.320
Wait a second. A soft female
voice murmured something in the background and he

673
00:58:21.360 --> 00:58:28.599
responded. He' s my brother. I' ll be right back The

674
00:58:28.679 --> 00:58:30.760
call was cut off Which kicked a
little stone on the asphalt on the street

675
00:58:30.760 --> 00:58:34.920
while I was waiting. Apparently,
he wasn' t the only one who

676
00:58:35.039 --> 00:58:38.480
had had a busy night. However, I didn' t think Wan'

677
00:58:38.559 --> 00:58:44.320
s quote would have been ignoring him
and avoiding him all day. The front

678
00:58:44.400 --> 00:58:47.880
door opened suddenly and Wan appeared showing
off his tattoos and some old jeans.

679
00:58:50.519 --> 00:58:54.159
Hey, for a moment, Kay
was so distracted by Wan' s tattoos

680
00:58:54.239 --> 00:59:00.079
that she forgot the reason for her
visit. When you did this to yourself.

681
00:59:00.159 --> 00:59:07.000
You have some plan for that empty
patch. Juán scratched the swirling calligraphy

682
00:59:07.119 --> 00:59:10.440
from his right side that mixed with
the Japanese- style tattoo he had in

683
00:59:10.559 --> 00:59:15.800
the left sector. I' ll
leave it blank. Excesses are not good

684
00:59:15.880 --> 00:59:20.800
and all that you don' t
believe. You' ve already crossed the

685
00:59:20.840 --> 00:59:25.920
line of excess. Kay asked,
shut up my ass is still blank.

686
00:59:27.960 --> 00:59:34.039
Come enter Ca there entered the building
and both went up in the elevator And

687
00:59:34.159 --> 00:59:39.079
well what happens, asked Juan.
As the numbers on the digital board increased,

688
00:59:39.519 --> 00:59:44.199
you never visited me. Kay stretched
her fingers again before relaxing them.

689
00:59:45.519 --> 00:59:52.159
Last night I had sex with Esme
a big smile. It was drawn in

690
00:59:52.239 --> 00:59:58.000
his brother' s mouth. Your
first time didn' t shut up felt

691
00:59:58.000 --> 01:00:01.119
sharp. He had never told anyone
that he was a virgin, but of

692
01:00:01.159 --> 01:00:07.480
course Wan, who had an excellent
intuition, knew good work. Little brother,

693
01:00:08.679 --> 01:00:13.239
John held his fist high and kaylo
bumped into his own by habit.

694
01:00:14.280 --> 01:00:19.360
Then he felt ridiculous. You don' t mind. I know you said

695
01:00:19.400 --> 01:00:22.119
you were interested and I didn'
t. I don' t mind.

696
01:00:22.239 --> 01:00:29.440
Wan answered with a laugh You'
re my brother I' ll always choose

697
01:00:29.440 --> 01:00:34.280
you first. Besides, I like
her for you. I' m glad

698
01:00:34.320 --> 01:00:39.079
you did it Who inflamed his chest
with a deep breath, relieved that he

699
01:00:39.159 --> 01:00:44.519
didn' t ruin his relationship with
his brother because of his indecision, but

700
01:00:44.519 --> 01:00:49.079
also strangely proud that he chose him
instead of Ahuan. If Kay were a

701
01:00:49.079 --> 01:00:52.000
woman, she would have chosen Wan. No doubt about it. What happens

702
01:00:52.039 --> 01:00:55.679
is that now it acts in a
very strange way and I don' t

703
01:00:58.360 --> 01:01:00.519
know what to do with it.
You mean she' s holding on to

704
01:01:00.599 --> 01:01:06.480
you and you want her to stop. That happens sometimes. You have to

705
01:01:06.559 --> 01:01:10.840
set a limit with kindness. What
I do is no, it' s

706
01:01:10.840 --> 01:01:15.880
not that. He wouldn' t
mind her holding on. To him that

707
01:01:15.920 --> 01:01:22.159
would be much better than what was
actually happening. I think she' s

708
01:01:22.159 --> 01:01:23.719
mad at me, but I can' t figure out what the problem is.

709
01:01:24.760 --> 01:01:30.159
She doesn' t tell me.
John raised his eyebrows when he began

710
01:01:30.159 --> 01:01:37.280
acting in a strange way. I
think Kai looked sideways as he looked through

711
01:01:37.320 --> 01:01:42.559
his memories. I think right after
we, uh, after we had sex,

712
01:01:43.039 --> 01:01:50.079
wann snagged his eyebrows even more before
his expression went blank. Maybe that

713
01:01:50.320 --> 01:01:55.519
' s it. So she likes
it, you know. Yeah, that

714
01:01:55.679 --> 01:02:02.119
part was easy, he really asked
in a serious tone on your first time.

715
01:02:04.320 --> 01:02:09.119
Yeah, which one gave Kai a
skeptical look What are you King Midas

716
01:02:09.159 --> 01:02:15.159
of orgasms. I' ve been
perfecting my art since eighth grade and sometimes

717
01:02:15.199 --> 01:02:20.320
I still don' t know what
I' m doing down there. Women

718
01:02:20.400 --> 01:02:28.400
are complicated, what art is sex. You put two bodies together and things

719
01:02:28.400 --> 01:02:32.440
happen. It' s like a
documentary about nature. He was not skilled

720
01:02:32.480 --> 01:02:38.840
with emotions, but had succeeded in
that regard. Damn it, I'

721
01:02:38.920 --> 01:02:43.920
m pretty sure I figured out what
the problem is. Juan Qai said he

722
01:02:44.000 --> 01:02:50.639
put his hands in his pockets,
so tell me. I was almost completely

723
01:02:50.719 --> 01:02:54.480
sure Wan was wrong. How do
you know she' s done. The

724
01:02:54.519 --> 01:03:01.159
elevator issued a beep and as they
walked down a narrow corridor towards Wan Kai

725
01:03:01.239 --> 01:03:07.719
' s apartment, it cleared his
throat, made sounds, that kind of

726
01:03:08.920 --> 01:03:15.039
sounds, very good sounds. Something
else, Wan stopped at his door and

727
01:03:15.119 --> 01:03:20.360
put the key in the lock.
Who' s in the apartment. Oh,

728
01:03:20.800 --> 01:03:22.800
for God' s sake, come
in and sit down. Juan opened

729
01:03:22.840 --> 01:03:29.000
the door to his bachelor apartment.
There he entered carefully, almost convinced that

730
01:03:29.039 --> 01:03:32.039
he would find sperm on the walls, but everything was quite in order.

731
01:03:34.039 --> 01:03:39.320
Definitely, there was no sperm that
he could see clear the black leather armchairs

732
01:03:39.320 --> 01:03:44.719
were analyzed carefully. Who knows what
I' d find out. He didn

733
01:03:44.840 --> 01:03:49.079
' t take off his shoes before
he followed guana. The kitchen has a

734
01:03:49.079 --> 01:03:53.159
seat. I need to fix my
hangover. Wan moved through his modern kitchen,

735
01:03:53.599 --> 01:03:59.679
broke some eggs in a blender and
added orange juice. Once he had

736
01:03:59.760 --> 01:04:03.280
mixed it all for the fourth time
he poured the mixture into an ancient and

737
01:04:03.400 --> 01:04:06.639
gigantic glass of propaganda and sat next
to Cay on the kitchen table you want.

738
01:04:09.039 --> 01:04:15.639
A little spread the smoothie towards his
brother Caí made a grimace. No

739
01:04:16.119 --> 01:04:21.440
thanks, you have ibuprofen. I
didn' t run out of anything.

740
01:04:23.440 --> 01:04:26.800
Juan drank half of his brew,
left the glass and rinsed his mouth with

741
01:04:26.880 --> 01:04:31.239
the back of his hand ok Back
to sex, what I think is that

742
01:04:31.320 --> 01:04:38.599
she did not reach orgasm. What
are the symptoms of orgasm, which burst

743
01:04:38.639 --> 01:04:43.519
into laughter and drank more of its
hangover cure. Only you would talk about

744
01:04:43.599 --> 01:04:48.360
orgasms as if it were a disease. I' m drumming my fingers on

745
01:04:48.360 --> 01:04:56.800
the table. You can finish the
matter Ok Ok Ok How he breathed deep

746
01:04:56.840 --> 01:05:00.840
before he let go of a laugh, shook his head and scratched the incipient

747
01:05:00.880 --> 01:05:05.840
ba from the jaw. First she
hopes it wouldn' t be wonderful if

748
01:05:05.840 --> 01:05:11.239
Maco was here. He' s
a professional. With these things I already

749
01:05:11.599 --> 01:05:16.440
know let' s call it no. You can' t just tell me.

750
01:05:17.360 --> 01:05:21.360
Juán moved his fingers in the direction
of Kai' s pockets. Pick

751
01:05:21.480 --> 01:05:26.760
up your phone and call him.
He can verify what I say so stop

752
01:05:26.800 --> 01:05:30.280
looking at me like I' m
cheating on the answers to a test.

753
01:05:31.440 --> 01:05:34.800
You call him, he won'
t answer. If I call him,

754
01:05:35.880 --> 01:05:39.760
it' s Saturday and it'
s not even 8: 00. If

755
01:05:39.840 --> 01:05:43.519
you call him, he' ll
think it' s an emergency. You

756
01:05:43.599 --> 01:05:48.039
never call anyone. Turning his eyes
blank, Kai picked up his phone,

757
01:05:48.360 --> 01:05:54.280
dialed his cousin' s number and
pressed the speaker button. No way I

758
01:05:54.400 --> 01:06:00.440
was gonna have that talk. He
only Michael answered after the fourth tone hello

759
01:06:00.800 --> 01:06:05.119
Kai how you are what held the
phone towards his brother and Wane said Make

760
01:06:05.559 --> 01:06:14.199
we need your experience. It'
s about orgasms. What the hell is

761
01:06:14.280 --> 01:06:19.320
a joke, a sound of frustration
snooping on the phone. I' ll

762
01:06:19.320 --> 01:06:25.119
keep sleeping. We' re not
kidding. Kai hurried to say it came,

763
01:06:25.239 --> 01:06:30.639
a prolonged pause before Maco answered what
you want to know? Kay breathed

764
01:06:30.719 --> 01:06:34.519
deeply and then exhaled tensely before asking
how you know. When a woman is

765
01:06:34.599 --> 01:06:44.760
having an orgasm, what are the
cint signals wou ok orgasms, uh,

766
01:06:45.239 --> 01:06:50.960
cleared her throat. There are many
signs, but women are not all the

767
01:06:50.960 --> 01:06:57.840
same. In general, they cleared
their throats again. Why this is so

768
01:06:57.920 --> 01:07:04.519
hard. I laugh a little very
well, since you' re as mature

769
01:07:04.639 --> 01:07:06.960
as a nine- year- old
boy. I' ll start. John

770
01:07:08.079 --> 01:07:14.760
said the sounds are truly misleading.
In general, when you have a noisy

771
01:07:14.840 --> 01:07:18.000
woman, she' s pretending and
she wants the sex to end because she

772
01:07:18.079 --> 01:07:21.639
' s not liking it, it' s more effective to observe her body.

773
01:07:23.199 --> 01:07:26.840
When a woman is about to finish, she tightens and lifts her hips,

774
01:07:27.320 --> 01:07:34.400
blushes and when orgasm arrives, she
convulses hard and fast. Maybe his

775
01:07:34.480 --> 01:07:40.360
whole body will start shaking. If
you pay attention, you will feel it

776
01:07:40.360 --> 01:07:44.599
on your penis, finger or tongue, whatever you' re using. It

777
01:07:44.599 --> 01:07:50.360
' s spectacular. After another prolonged
pause, Maco intervened like this is a

778
01:07:50.400 --> 01:07:54.920
feeling of discomfort. He climbed over
Cai' s skin as he watched the

779
01:07:55.000 --> 01:07:58.840
phone and then his brother' s
face. I don' t know if

780
01:07:59.000 --> 01:08:03.119
she did all that. I was
distracted by how well I felt you were

781
01:08:03.159 --> 01:08:09.719
all inside her. Wan asked,“ Well, yes, that’ s

782
01:08:09.800 --> 01:08:14.400
how sex is practiced. Kay didn' t answer. They had taught it

783
01:08:14.480 --> 01:08:20.000
to him in the fifth grade health
class. Which one gave him a look

784
01:08:20.119 --> 01:08:27.520
of impatience. You touched her clitori
and even what' s that? There

785
01:08:27.720 --> 01:08:30.960
' s demons? Cursed Michael,
how did he pat his forehead on his

786
01:08:32.039 --> 01:08:39.239
clitoris is where do you have to
stimulate her to get her to orgasm and

787
01:08:39.279 --> 01:08:44.119
where is that? Wán rubbed both
hands against his face, while Maco repeated

788
01:08:44.399 --> 01:08:49.800
there are demons. What Kay asked. They didn' t teach us anything

789
01:08:49.800 --> 01:08:56.399
about clitoris in high school health class. It didn' t even sound real

790
01:08:56.479 --> 01:09:00.640
as far as he knew it was
an urban myth like the Chupacabras or the

791
01:09:00.640 --> 01:09:04.359
extra terrestrial Rosbel case, as they
should, Maco said with a distressed tone.

792
01:09:05.399 --> 01:09:09.720
Why don' t you do it. Michael and Wan remained silent.

793
01:09:11.399 --> 01:09:15.279
All right, so maybe he didn' t have an orgasm. That'

794
01:09:15.399 --> 01:09:19.399
s a reason enough to get mad
at me. Kay asked who we'

795
01:09:19.439 --> 01:09:26.439
re talking about. Maccob asked.“ It was kay A,” Maccob

796
01:09:26.439 --> 01:09:30.800
said,“ who did you want
me to go,” Wan said to

797
01:09:31.159 --> 01:09:34.760
see at the end,“ you
hugged her” They need a few minutes

798
01:09:34.920 --> 01:09:44.239
of that why fuck. Juan protested
Machacob. You should have prepared it,

799
01:09:45.319 --> 01:09:48.159
better prepare me for what. Kay
Wan asked over a hand in her head,

800
01:09:48.520 --> 01:09:55.640
shaved, shit. I was all
sweaty and I was afraid the condom

801
01:09:55.680 --> 01:10:00.520
would break and get her pregnant,
so I took a shower. I thought

802
01:10:00.520 --> 01:10:04.560
it was appropriate. You weren'
t. Juan kept taking his head,

803
01:10:05.640 --> 01:10:12.279
shit, shit, why do you
keep saying that, exclaimed Kay Wán,

804
01:10:12.640 --> 01:10:16.239
lowered his hands from his head and
watched Kai with a fixed look. Imagine

805
01:10:16.319 --> 01:10:20.640
you' re a girl and I' m serious. It' s not

806
01:10:20.640 --> 01:10:25.760
funny You let a guy touch you. However, when things start to get

807
01:10:25.800 --> 01:10:29.920
really interesting, if you' re
starting to really enjoy it, he stops

808
01:10:29.960 --> 01:10:33.359
and then you tell yourself that it' s okay. You' re glad

809
01:10:33.479 --> 01:10:38.319
he had a good time, but
then he leaves you right there and he

810
01:10:38.399 --> 01:10:44.640
takes a shower and leaves you alone
in bed. How you' d feel

811
01:10:44.640 --> 01:10:50.720
sexually frustrated. John looked at the
roof yes and used, sad and abandoned.

812
01:10:51.760 --> 01:10:58.079
They get very sensitive after having sex
and you have to make sure they

813
01:10:58.119 --> 01:11:03.920
feel careful. I agree he felt
macob Kai released a heavy and defeated breath

814
01:11:03.960 --> 01:11:11.319
when it came to women. What
Maco said was worth gold Kay had ruined

815
01:11:11.359 --> 01:11:15.680
everything in the worst way due to
the deficiencies of the fifth grade health program

816
01:11:15.800 --> 01:11:21.359
and her stone heart.“ And
what do I do now,” Kay

817
01:11:21.359 --> 01:11:29.279
asked, completely lost. Michael and
Wane spoke in unison to apologize. You

818
01:11:29.319 --> 01:11:32.920
could give me an example of what
I should say. He asked for a

819
01:11:33.079 --> 01:11:36.800
script would be best. I could
memorize it and repeat it to her.

820
01:11:38.840 --> 01:11:42.199
Don' t say anything. Maco
orderedÁn and then went to Kay.

821
01:11:43.479 --> 01:11:48.800
You better think of something. Only
then will it be authentic. But first

822
01:11:49.000 --> 01:11:56.760
I have some items for you.
What articles, asked Maccob sex education articles.

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01:11:58.199 --> 01:12:06.199
I do read amazingly. Juan shook
his head toward the phone. I

824
01:12:06.239 --> 01:12:10.239
think you can go back to sleep
or have sex with your girl now.

825
01:12:11.239 --> 01:12:16.640
I have some things to talk to
Kay what articles I have. The barely

826
01:12:16.640 --> 01:12:21.039
audible whisper of a female voice was
heard, followed by something that was unequivocally

827
01:12:21.199 --> 01:12:28.840
a kiss. I' ll talk
to you guys later, call me if

828
01:12:28.840 --> 01:12:31.760
you need anything. Kai' s
phone screen went out and Wan stood up.

829
01:12:33.399 --> 01:12:36.760
I' ll be right back.
They' re in my room.

830
01:12:38.720 --> 01:12:44.079
Kuay watched his brother walk down the
hall. It wasn' t long before

831
01:12:44.159 --> 01:12:51.439
he came back with a pile of
articles under his arm real sex for fools.

832
01:12:51.800 --> 01:12:57.760
Kay asked you to read. This
offers a good summary of the subject,

833
01:12:58.399 --> 01:13:01.239
but I like this one better.
Toma Oan supported the articles on the

834
01:13:01.319 --> 01:13:05.119
table and placed her. It goes
first over the pile. Not everything in

835
01:13:05.159 --> 01:13:11.560
this article is unbreakable rules. It' s just suggestions. I don'

836
01:13:11.560 --> 01:13:15.439
t agree with everything you say,
but it' s a good starting point.

837
01:13:15.319 --> 01:13:19.239
Key reached out to the article,
but then hesitated when his fingers were

838
01:13:19.359 --> 01:13:25.800
about to touch it. It'
s safe to touch these articles. Of

839
01:13:25.880 --> 01:13:30.359
course I do, you idiot,
of course I do. I' d

840
01:13:30.439 --> 01:13:34.319
rather masturbate with porn, not with
manuals. Keep them. I don'

841
01:13:34.399 --> 01:13:40.640
t need them anymore. Okay,
thank you, Kay took her go first,

842
01:13:41.079 --> 01:13:44.920
browsed it and raised her eyebrows in
front of the diagrams. He hadn

843
01:13:44.960 --> 01:13:49.800
' t done that, but he
wanted to. There are videos that teach

844
01:13:49.840 --> 01:13:56.399
things with fruit on YouTube. You
should look at them, but I'

845
01:13:56.479 --> 01:14:00.000
d save them for later. You
have to hurry to read this article and

846
01:14:00.119 --> 01:14:05.359
then apologize as soon as possible.
Kai picked up all the articles. Well,

847
01:14:05.800 --> 01:14:11.680
I get it. Thank you.
John again curved the Comisura from his

848
01:14:11.720 --> 01:14:17.960
mouth. Not at all. I
should have prepared you earlier, but I

849
01:14:18.039 --> 01:14:21.960
wouldn' t have listened to you. I wasn' t ready. Probably

850
01:14:23.039 --> 01:14:27.680
never would have been ready if it
wasn' t for esme. Now yes,

851
01:14:28.680 --> 01:14:32.239
Wan stared at him for a long
time, until he finally said be

852
01:14:32.279 --> 01:14:39.119
careful. Okay, you' re
adults and you can make your own decisions

853
01:14:39.239 --> 01:14:45.239
and so on, but just be
careful with you and her and I really

854
01:14:45.319 --> 01:14:49.760
think she' s a great woman
for you and wand said someone from the

855
01:14:49.760 --> 01:14:54.319
other end of the apartment. I' m cold. John suddenly put his

856
01:14:54.359 --> 01:14:59.560
hands together and rubbed them as if
everything had been solved. I think we

857
01:14:59.640 --> 01:15:04.560
' re done. Call me if
you have any questions, but not early

858
01:15:04.600 --> 01:15:12.960
at ten. Good luck, ah, and you might want to buy a

859
01:15:13.000 --> 01:15:15.239
box of condoms on the way home. I' d give you some of

860
01:15:15.720 --> 01:15:19.039
mine, but I only have two
left. Kai went to the door.

861
01:15:20.439 --> 01:15:25.520
I' ll take your brother'
s advice. He seemed too optimistic,

862
01:15:25.760 --> 01:15:29.279
considering how things were between him and
me at the time, but it was

863
01:15:29.640 --> 01:15:35.960
better to be prepared. Don'
t forget to apologize, first with words

864
01:15:36.039 --> 01:15:42.560
and then with your tongue. He
heard Wan say as he left the apartment

865
01:15:42.680 --> 01:15:46.680
scene eighteen is. She gave me
every effort to focus on studying, but

866
01:15:46.760 --> 01:15:53.720
the thoughts about Calette kept getting between
her and American history. Why he had

867
01:15:53.760 --> 01:15:59.760
been so confused. That' s
how he treated all the women. She

868
01:15:59.800 --> 01:16:03.279
was supposed to be grateful that he
would have cost her and begged her more

869
01:16:03.359 --> 01:16:10.560
made a grimace of disdain, not
in this life, not even in her

870
01:16:10.600 --> 01:16:15.119
next life. When I was a
catfish. After reading the same page three

871
01:16:15.239 --> 01:16:19.960
times he closed the article no longer
wanted to impress him, so I wasn

872
01:16:20.039 --> 01:16:24.239
' t sure why he was still
studying. That information. It wouldn'

873
01:16:24.279 --> 01:16:28.840
t help her clean the toilets better. A wave of nostalgia assaulted her.

874
01:16:29.840 --> 01:16:32.199
He looked at the time, but
it was too early to call home.

875
01:16:33.159 --> 01:16:36.800
When he couldn' t talk to
his family, the best thing he could

876
01:16:36.840 --> 01:16:40.920
do was eat fruit. The fruit
and his home were connected in his mind.

877
01:16:41.960 --> 01:16:46.399
Everything Carol had bought from him was
over a long time ago, so

878
01:16:46.560 --> 01:16:51.279
she snuck fresh fruit into the pantry, it was the best thing, but

879
01:16:53.760 --> 01:16:58.840
the tata was better than nothing.
He opened a large can of Lichis served

880
01:16:58.960 --> 01:17:02.359
it in an ice bowl. Yes, he led to the living room and

881
01:17:02.399 --> 01:17:08.880
put the hump of notredame in acflex
I was sitting with my legs crossed in

882
01:17:08.960 --> 01:17:13.359
the carpet in front of the television, putting Lychis in the mouth with a

883
01:17:13.359 --> 01:17:16.640
spoon. When he came out the
door, he took a quick look in

884
01:17:16.680 --> 01:17:20.680
his direction before concentrating on taking off
his shoes. With his frown, he

885
01:17:21.640 --> 01:17:26.880
wore his reading glasses and had all
the looks of a killer accountant with his

886
01:17:27.119 --> 01:17:34.079
shirt and black pants wonderful mind,
wonderful body. The night before, that

887
01:17:34.159 --> 01:17:39.399
man kissed her like there was no
tomorrow and then he threw her away.

888
01:17:40.079 --> 01:17:43.880
As soon as I was done with
her. A lychee got stuck in his

889
01:17:43.920 --> 01:17:47.840
throat and she forced him down.
Swallowing hard, he took his bowl of

890
01:17:47.960 --> 01:17:56.079
Lichis half finished and prepared to escape. Don' t go. Calet took

891
01:17:56.119 --> 01:18:00.039
a step towards her and some plastic
bags swayed by her side. Please,

892
01:18:00.439 --> 01:18:06.039
I want to talk to you.
She considered running out anyway, but the

893
01:18:06.439 --> 01:18:12.760
plea in his eyes kept her still. He played with the spoon with a

894
01:18:12.800 --> 01:18:15.760
lychee floating in the bowl while waiting
for him to say what he needed to

895
01:18:15.800 --> 01:18:20.840
say. I had no idea what
to expect. He had never been predictable.

896
01:18:21.840 --> 01:18:26.479
Instead of talking immediately, Calet crossed
the room and sat on his heels

897
01:18:26.560 --> 01:18:30.640
in front of her, the plastic
bags creaked when he left them on the

898
01:18:30.680 --> 01:18:39.000
floor. I bought you this.
The unmistakable thorny red shell of the rambutans

899
01:18:39.079 --> 01:18:44.920
swirled from the top of one of
the bags and she screamed and drew them

900
01:18:45.039 --> 01:18:50.960
closer to her. For me,
where you got them, they didn'

901
01:18:51.000 --> 01:18:54.760
t have that kind of fruit in
the store near Calette' s house.

902
01:18:55.760 --> 01:19:00.520
He sketched the glimpse of a smile. I had to go around with the

903
01:19:00.600 --> 01:19:04.600
car, but I found them in
San Jose. You' ve been going

904
01:19:04.640 --> 01:19:11.319
around all day, not all day. He bowed his head and laughed a

905
01:19:12.359 --> 01:19:15.840
little bit it was either she or
Calet had blushing cheeks. I' ve

906
01:19:15.960 --> 01:19:19.680
been reading too. He took off
his glasses and left them on the coffee

907
01:19:19.760 --> 01:19:26.079
table.“ Thank you,”
she said more moved than she wished to

908
01:19:26.079 --> 01:19:30.439
admit. But then he saw the
box inside the second plastic bag. I

909
01:19:30.520 --> 01:19:35.000
knew what kind of box it was. He blanked his eyes. If he

910
01:19:35.079 --> 01:19:39.680
believed that she would have sex with
him again after the night before, he

911
01:19:40.079 --> 01:19:45.199
had some things to learn. Those
fruits would go with her to her room

912
01:19:45.319 --> 01:19:48.560
and hopefully he would fill the house
with ants, feed them secretly and drive

913
01:19:48.600 --> 01:19:55.079
them to the calet room to be
bitten. While I was sleeping. He

914
01:19:55.079 --> 01:19:58.760
lifted the bowl and bag from the
ground and extended his legs to stand up.

915
01:19:59.039 --> 01:20:02.640
And at that moment he looked at
her directly and said sorry. The

916
01:20:02.680 --> 01:20:06.319
words were so unexpected to him that
he did not know what to do.

917
01:20:06.800 --> 01:20:13.279
He looked at it without blinking last
night I messed up everything I didn'

918
01:20:13.279 --> 01:20:16.399
t realize it. I didn'
t know Calette made a sound of frustration

919
01:20:16.439 --> 01:20:20.439
and looked at her knees. I
swear I' ve rehearsed it, but

920
01:20:20.479 --> 01:20:24.760
it' s not working out for
me at all. Her eyes met hers

921
01:20:24.760 --> 01:20:31.439
again now with determination. Last night
was my first time. She shook her

922
01:20:31.479 --> 01:20:43.399
head without understanding my first time around
with a woman with anyone you never said

923
01:20:43.760 --> 01:20:48.119
she would dry her throat. I
know it' s not a big excuse.

924
01:20:49.159 --> 01:20:55.239
I should have prepared in advance to
do well for you, but your

925
01:20:55.279 --> 01:21:00.000
expression softened. I' m glad
he went with you. She doesn'

926
01:21:00.239 --> 01:21:03.760
t sound like answering.“ I
had never dreamed of being someone’ s

927
01:21:03.920 --> 01:21:10.600
first experience and being the first for
that man so secretive meant anything, I

928
01:21:10.640 --> 01:21:14.359
guess it’ s a very selfish
thing to say this Considering that you didn

929
01:21:14.680 --> 01:21:20.399
’ t like it,” Calette
said, sketching just one face, you

930
01:21:20.399 --> 01:21:23.119
would give me another chance to make
it up to you. She opened her

931
01:21:23.199 --> 01:21:28.359
mouth to answer, but no sound
came out. Or I' ve ruined

932
01:21:28.359 --> 01:21:32.840
everything. When she went on unresponsive, he deflated his chest. His lips

933
01:21:32.880 --> 01:21:38.119
curved with a half- smile,
without ears, and he turned his eyes

934
01:21:38.159 --> 01:21:43.920
and knelt down. I' ll
go to the office.“ I will

935
01:21:44.000 --> 01:21:46.279
see you if I give you another
chance, what will you do,”

936
01:21:46.279 --> 01:21:50.279
she asked. Calette' s eyes
searched for hers before they stopped on her

937
01:21:50.399 --> 01:21:59.720
lips and darkened more kisses, many
more kisses and then touched you more.

938
01:22:00.920 --> 01:22:05.840
She shuddered when he toured her body
with his gaze. Who can play only

939
01:22:05.920 --> 01:22:15.000
You. Calette frowned. You can
also touch me if you want anywhere.

940
01:22:15.199 --> 01:22:23.039
He was ending up nodding when he
said except in one your face ha,

941
01:22:25.399 --> 01:22:30.359
you can' t touch me there. You already have. Then where he

942
01:22:31.359 --> 01:22:36.159
asked a thoughtful expression crossed Calette'
s face. It' s not important

943
01:22:36.199 --> 01:22:42.640
unless you decide to give me another
chance. You' d give it to

944
01:22:42.640 --> 01:22:45.800
me She bit the inside of her
lip. Before answering perhaps how I can

945
01:22:45.840 --> 01:22:49.960
help you decide is I left the
fruit aside and got on his knees so

946
01:22:50.039 --> 01:22:56.079
that both were almost on the same
level give me as the first time.

947
01:22:57.239 --> 01:23:02.640
For an endless second, Calette remained
completely immobile. Later, her arms wrapped

948
01:23:02.680 --> 01:23:09.600
her, drawing her towards him,
bowing her head back. The lips of

949
01:23:09.680 --> 01:23:12.920
both of them met and she let
go of a gasp. When the warmth

950
01:23:13.000 --> 01:23:17.079
invaded his body, he relaxed immediately
as if he were afraid to hurt him,

951
01:23:17.439 --> 01:23:24.640
and the kisses became slow addictive.
She grabbed him by the shirt while

952
01:23:24.720 --> 01:23:30.079
struggling not to touch him, and
he backed back and said I' m

953
01:23:30.079 --> 01:23:32.960
sorry more. He kissed as if
she were his whole world and if she

954
01:23:33.079 --> 01:23:36.600
had no longer been on her knees, she would have plummeted to the ground.

955
01:23:38.600 --> 01:23:41.760
Hold on to his shirt and give
him back with longing. Each kiss,

956
01:23:42.119 --> 01:23:45.880
each touch of tongue was kissed until
they were intertwined on the floor with

957
01:23:45.920 --> 01:23:50.960
their lips swollen without breath and then
kissed more, each lost in the body

958
01:23:51.000 --> 01:23:56.760
of the other. However, when
Caletes rolled his hand under her pants,

959
01:23:56.960 --> 01:24:00.800
he came out of his stupor and
his or her entire body tense broke with

960
01:24:00.920 --> 01:24:08.720
the kiss as an unexplained panic wave
cooled his skin.“ What is it,

961
01:24:09.279 --> 01:24:13.479
” Calette asked. Her cheeks were
blushing, but her eyes looked at

962
01:24:13.520 --> 01:24:17.880
her with confusion and concern. You' ve changed your mind. She shook

963
01:24:17.920 --> 01:24:24.760
her head quickly. I wanted this, I loved him, but that was

964
01:24:24.840 --> 01:24:30.359
the problem. She had wanted it
from the beginning, she had opened herself

965
01:24:30.439 --> 01:24:36.079
to him over and over again and
that she had achieved with it. I

966
01:24:36.119 --> 01:24:41.119
' m scared to whisper Calette'
s face. He was groggy with something

967
01:24:41.159 --> 01:24:47.119
that looked like pain to me.
She shook her head again. I'

968
01:24:47.159 --> 01:24:50.520
m not afraid you' ll turn
me down again when I touch you the

969
01:24:50.520 --> 01:24:55.720
wrong way. I' m afraid
you' ll leave me again against his

970
01:24:55.720 --> 01:25:00.239
will. His eyes were dampened and
he shed some tears, he turned away

971
01:25:00.319 --> 01:25:03.159
his face from his face, and
he rinsed his tears with one of his

972
01:25:03.159 --> 01:25:09.760
sleeves. Now ashamed, even before
her own ears. It sounded pathetic.

973
01:25:10.800 --> 01:25:14.520
He hollowed his palm against his cheek
and gently encouraged her to look at him.

974
01:25:15.520 --> 01:25:18.840
I won' t. He assured
with a snoring voice, at least

975
01:25:18.960 --> 01:25:24.359
I' ll try not to.
She nodded and tried to smile in response,

976
01:25:24.880 --> 01:25:29.159
but felt strange. I' ll
try not to. It didn'

977
01:25:29.199 --> 01:25:32.920
t sound very convincing. Calet surprised
her when she held her hands in fists

978
01:25:33.000 --> 01:25:41.239
and kissed her knuckles. Yesterday you
also did this It made the rigid fingers

979
01:25:41.319 --> 01:25:44.800
of esme relax and open. And
when he saw the deep marks that had

980
01:25:44.880 --> 01:25:49.760
been left in the Palmas with his
nails frowned, stop doing it. After

981
01:25:49.800 --> 01:25:54.680
a brief moment of doubt, Calette
sat back on her heels and took off

982
01:25:54.760 --> 01:25:59.079
her shirt and revealed the wide extension
of soft skin that covered her sculpted muscles.

983
01:26:00.840 --> 01:26:03.600
The place I ask you not to
touch me is he breathed deep,

984
01:26:04.560 --> 01:26:10.119
straightened his shoulders and said the navel. She could not stop a smile from

985
01:26:10.199 --> 01:26:15.000
spreading across her face and a laugh
threatened to escape her belly button from her

986
01:26:15.079 --> 01:26:19.000
mouth. Yes, my belly button. I know it sounds like a joke.

987
01:26:20.039 --> 01:26:26.319
A little bit she tried to contain
the smile, but that only made

988
01:26:26.319 --> 01:26:30.680
it wider. I mean it.
He insisted on a serious look. I

989
01:26:30.760 --> 01:26:38.039
can' t stand being touched here. You do try. Maybe you accidentally

990
01:26:38.039 --> 01:26:43.159
hurt yourself. I can' t
control my reactions when it comes to this

991
01:26:43.159 --> 01:26:45.640
place. I don' t even
like to think about it. I won

992
01:26:45.760 --> 01:26:50.399
' t touch him, I promise, but he came up to him.

993
01:26:51.359 --> 01:26:57.960
I can touch you in all the
other places. Caleta once felt yes as

994
01:26:58.399 --> 01:27:03.840
long as no soft brushing I know. He brought a hand to Calet'

995
01:27:03.840 --> 01:27:09.359
s chest and he stood still.
He didn' t make any move to

996
01:27:09.359 --> 01:27:13.920
stop her. Before making contact,
she withdrew her hand, stopped for a

997
01:27:14.000 --> 01:27:20.600
moment and took off her shirt just
as he had done before. As usual,

998
01:27:21.000 --> 01:27:25.640
she was not wearing a bra,
she hated them and he devoured her

999
01:27:25.640 --> 01:27:28.760
with his eyes, making her feel
like the most desired woman on the planet.

1000
01:27:29.760 --> 01:27:32.560
She gathered their bodies from the chest
to the knees, leaned her cheek

1001
01:27:32.640 --> 01:27:38.720
against her shoulder and cautiously wrapped it
in a hug, holding her breath.

1002
01:27:39.079 --> 01:27:43.079
He firmly supported the palms on the
hard muscles of his back, even though

1003
01:27:43.119 --> 01:27:46.560
he knew that he could not see
his movements. I felt his heart beating

1004
01:27:46.600 --> 01:27:53.359
so hard that he could feel his
sternum shaking with every heartbeat. It was

1005
01:27:53.439 --> 01:27:57.000
the first time he ever dared to
hug him since he had gotten into his

1006
01:27:57.079 --> 01:28:00.479
bed because of the nightmare. If
he was going to refuse it, that

1007
01:28:00.520 --> 01:28:05.079
was the time, but he didn' t. Instead, he kissed his

1008
01:28:05.119 --> 01:28:10.279
head and hugged him back and,
second after second sme loosened against him,

1009
01:28:10.720 --> 01:28:16.279
as fear slowly evaporated from her.
He finally let his hands explore him freely.

1010
01:28:17.840 --> 01:28:25.439
He walked his strong shoulders, his
big biceps and everything else. From

1011
01:28:25.479 --> 01:28:30.119
the muscles he had between the homoplates
to the twin marks, which he had

1012
01:28:30.159 --> 01:28:35.199
on the lower back, and he
allowed it. I trusted her. Maybe

1013
01:28:35.199 --> 01:28:43.560
she kissed his neck and jaw.
When he approached her, both her lips

1014
01:28:43.640 --> 01:28:49.319
met and multiple sensations passed through her. The kiss began soft, but very

1015
01:28:50.720 --> 01:28:56.199
soon he climbed toward something intense,
as both tried to get closer and closer

1016
01:28:56.199 --> 01:29:00.319
to each other. She could barely
breathe, but she didn' t care

1017
01:29:00.399 --> 01:29:05.039
about that boldly. He caressed him
above his pants and enjoyed how he groaned

1018
01:29:05.079 --> 01:29:13.239
and kissed her more strongly and then
anxious hands were happening. They unbuttoned buttons,

1019
01:29:14.039 --> 01:29:17.800
pulled down ledges, took off clothes. She touched him there for the

1020
01:29:17.840 --> 01:29:23.119
first time and was delighted by how
deliciously different he was from her and he

1021
01:29:23.199 --> 01:29:27.680
also returned the gesture. He touched
her by moving the tip of her fingers

1022
01:29:27.760 --> 01:29:30.279
between her wet curls and wet folds, and then stopped there. There,

1023
01:29:30.520 --> 01:29:35.640
there, she opened the box he
had bought with trembling fingers and drew a

1024
01:29:35.800 --> 01:29:43.880
small envelope. You don' t
want oral sex He asked the articles I

1025
01:29:44.000 --> 01:29:45.079
read They recommend it a lot,
and I want to try. It took

1026
01:29:45.199 --> 01:29:49.159
him a few seconds to discover what
calette was referring to and then c blushed

1027
01:29:49.279 --> 01:29:57.000
so much that it felt as the
heat emanated from his body in waves.

1028
01:29:57.079 --> 01:30:01.239
That wasn' t something she knew
and her grandmother certainly wouldn' t approve

1029
01:30:01.319 --> 01:30:08.920
of. The idea of him kissing
her between the thighs was scandalous and intriguing.

1030
01:30:10.039 --> 01:30:15.079
Later she answered and urged him to
hurry. Once Calette had put on

1031
01:30:15.159 --> 01:30:18.800
the condom, she lured him to
the ground. With her, her bodies

1032
01:30:18.840 --> 01:30:23.840
aligned perfectly with each other and he
pressed her cheek against hers, as if

1033
01:30:23.920 --> 01:30:29.119
she were savoring being by her side. Please don' t let me make

1034
01:30:29.199 --> 01:30:33.600
you cry He whispered in his ear
if something' s wrong Tell me so

1035
01:30:33.600 --> 01:30:39.079
I can fix it. Please,
Esme' s heart contracted and hugged him

1036
01:30:39.159 --> 01:30:45.560
tightly. I will. Calet swallowed
salt once before he moved. The hips

1037
01:30:45.720 --> 01:30:50.760
and masters joined with short breaths and
long sighs with the inside. She couldn

1038
01:30:50.840 --> 01:30:56.960
' t help but bow down and
try to get a little closer until Calete

1039
01:30:57.000 --> 01:30:59.960
reached out and touched her hand.
Esme strained strongly as her a wave of

1040
01:31:00.079 --> 01:31:06.039
heat emanated from the place where his
fingers were caressing. Show me how to

1041
01:31:06.159 --> 01:31:12.079
make this fascinating to you, too. He asked as he looked at her

1042
01:31:12.119 --> 01:31:15.760
in a direct way, not a
glimpse of shame on his face, because

1043
01:31:15.840 --> 01:31:19.680
I need you to feel as good
as I am feeling right now. At

1044
01:31:19.760 --> 01:31:25.159
first, she paralyzed herself with a
mixture of humiliation and shyness, but then

1045
01:31:25.199 --> 01:31:30.000
leaned on her hand and taught her
how to give pleasure to her. I

1046
01:31:30.039 --> 01:31:32.920
had always believed that it was improper
for a woman to participate that way in

1047
01:31:32.920 --> 01:31:36.279
bed, but prejudices did not matter. When it came to them two,

1048
01:31:36.600 --> 01:31:42.560
she would be what he needed.
When he began to move his hips while

1049
01:31:42.680 --> 01:31:45.520
caressing her with his fingers. She
could not prevent the sounds from escaping from

1050
01:31:45.560 --> 01:31:53.439
her fondled throat inside and outside,
treasured loved. He surrounded me with his

1051
01:31:53.479 --> 01:31:57.399
arms, containing it in every way
he could, while their bodies were at

1052
01:31:57.399 --> 01:32:04.159
a rhythm. He was there,
he was his and he wouldn' t

1053
01:32:04.159 --> 01:32:09.720
go anywhere. Kisses everywhere, on
his lips, neck and shoulders, heads

1054
01:32:09.720 --> 01:32:15.039
together, heavy, intimate sighs,
whispers to the ear, answers like this,

1055
01:32:15.680 --> 01:32:20.399
and so on and so forth,
Eme hips rose abruptly from the ground

1056
01:32:20.399 --> 01:32:25.560
and stuck as close as possible against
him above his head back, too,

1057
01:32:26.079 --> 01:32:33.920
too, too well also a trembling
groan, strong convulsions over and over again

1058
01:32:34.560 --> 01:32:45.159
and you all I need is your
name. His name. His name,

1059
01:32:45.520 --> 01:32:54.479
his name, Pure stillness in the
mind and heart of Esme warmth, satisfaction,

1060
01:32:55.560 --> 01:33:00.319
feeling security in the arms of Calet
He saved in the fingers. She

1061
01:33:00.399 --> 01:33:06.039
' s melo, she hugged harder. He was harrowing and stronger, but

1062
01:33:06.439 --> 01:33:14.359
she would protect him with all his
stage being. Nineteen, Kai woke up

1063
01:33:14.399 --> 01:33:17.439
from the deepest sleep of his life
and blinked until he managed to focus his

1064
01:33:17.439 --> 01:33:23.319
room. When he saw how lighted
it was, he took a look at

1065
01:33:23.359 --> 01:33:26.359
the clock ten and twenty- three
in the morning. Seriously, I'

1066
01:33:26.439 --> 01:33:30.880
ve never slept this late. He
tried to sit down, but a warm

1067
01:33:31.000 --> 01:33:35.800
weight kept him against the bed,
raised his hands and found a long silky

1068
01:33:35.880 --> 01:33:44.600
hair and soft skin. It'
s Me memories invaded her mind kissing her,

1069
01:33:45.840 --> 01:33:50.560
touching her that she touched him,
being inside her, watching her melt

1070
01:33:50.640 --> 01:33:56.600
with pleasure. While lying there looking
at the roof, Kay recognized that she

1071
01:33:56.640 --> 01:34:00.279
must be losing her mind. His
Sunday plan was ruined if there was a

1072
01:34:00.319 --> 01:34:03.000
woman in his bed sleeping over him
like a lazy man in a tree,

1073
01:34:03.399 --> 01:34:09.800
but her weight calmed him down.
He had managed to sleep eight hours and

1074
01:34:09.840 --> 01:34:13.239
for the first time in a long
time, his testicles did not hurt.

1075
01:34:13.800 --> 01:34:18.000
It felt good. He looked at
that rare sense of well- being,

1076
01:34:18.640 --> 01:34:21.600
since he didn' t trust her. It was due to oxytocin and the

1077
01:34:21.680 --> 01:34:30.319
dorfins released during sex. Maybe now
he was addicted to sex, or worse

1078
01:34:30.359 --> 01:34:36.560
than that, he was addicted to
Esme had to get rid of her before

1079
01:34:36.600 --> 01:34:41.560
it was too late to think of
losing her. He made his stomach turn

1080
01:34:41.600 --> 01:34:45.159
and his body tighten as a way
of rejection and pulled a lock of hair

1081
01:34:45.199 --> 01:34:47.439
from his cheek and kissed his head, as he needed to make sure she

1082
01:34:47.520 --> 01:34:58.039
was still there. Well, that
explained all kaydiep accountant addicted to esme in

1083
01:34:59.079 --> 01:35:02.720
a surprising way to the. That
idea made him feel good. It was

1084
01:35:02.800 --> 01:35:08.680
hard to feel upset when she had
her in her arms, but the day

1085
01:35:08.680 --> 01:35:12.760
would come when she had to leave
and he didn' t know what he

1086
01:35:12.760 --> 01:35:15.560
would have to do to refurbish his
life without her. However, for now

1087
01:35:15.600 --> 01:35:18.800
I didn' t have to think
about it. They were there. Just

1088
01:35:18.840 --> 01:35:23.880
in the middle of the summer.
His phone vibrated and he took it instantly.

1089
01:35:24.760 --> 01:35:30.000
Grateful for Oan' s friend'
s cheering distraction on the list of

1090
01:35:30.000 --> 01:35:34.560
fills before he could open it.
This one moved. Oh, I'

1091
01:35:34.640 --> 01:35:38.720
m on top of you. He
said I slept like this all night.

1092
01:35:39.840 --> 01:35:45.399
I think I' m sorry.
He stepped aside, he was about to

1093
01:35:45.439 --> 01:35:53.560
protest, but instead, he stared
at his hair. It seemed as if

1094
01:35:53.640 --> 01:35:58.760
she had combed it backwards applied to
Spry while he was head down or both.

1095
01:36:00.279 --> 01:36:03.479
This month he lizó the messy and
extra- voluminous locks and shyly kept

1096
01:36:03.560 --> 01:36:10.520
the only docile lock behind the ear. You' re in pain for sleeping

1097
01:36:10.600 --> 01:36:14.439
on top of you. I mean, she felt his chest with her hands

1098
01:36:14.479 --> 01:36:17.800
like she was looking for something.
He did not know what symptoms of internal

1099
01:36:17.920 --> 01:36:23.840
bleeding or perhaps broken bones and Kai
covered his hands with his. If she

1100
01:36:23.920 --> 01:36:28.800
kept touching him, they' d
end up having morning sex with bad breath

1101
01:36:28.880 --> 01:36:31.199
and he wasn' t sure how
it worked. That' s fine,

1102
01:36:32.520 --> 01:36:38.680
you' re the perfect size.
To me he assured She smiled You think

1103
01:36:38.760 --> 01:36:43.000
I' m beautiful and I'
m the perfect size. That was obvious,

1104
01:36:43.359 --> 01:36:46.439
so he changed the subject. Wan' s friend just sent me a

1105
01:36:46.520 --> 01:36:55.680
smaller list. Kai sat down and
opened the hymeo. Apparently, he reduced

1106
01:36:55.760 --> 01:37:02.000
it to nine. They are full
names, class attendance information, phone numbers

1107
01:37:02.000 --> 01:37:10.000
and photos of your former student cards. You want to see her clearly I

1108
01:37:10.000 --> 01:37:13.319
want to. He grabbed my phone
and immediately curled up next to him.

1109
01:37:13.680 --> 01:37:19.159
And he threw the sheets on his
breasts. A real sorrow alien to his

1110
01:37:19.199 --> 01:37:26.439
disappointment. Esme gave him a look
of enthusiasm before observing the photographs. When

1111
01:37:26.520 --> 01:37:30.000
she reached number eight, she took
Kai' s arm, which was further

1112
01:37:30.000 --> 01:37:33.600
away from her and made her surround
her by the waist and then smiled at

1113
01:37:33.680 --> 01:37:39.640
him He liked that to be snuggled
his smiles, the fact that he helped

1114
01:37:39.680 --> 01:37:43.640
him be there for her. He
had not known that she needed to be

1115
01:37:43.680 --> 01:37:47.239
hugged and was incredibly liberating that,
instead of becoming angry with him or sad,

1116
01:37:47.640 --> 01:37:53.239
she would communicate and teach him what
to do is whispering. Esme,

1117
01:37:54.279 --> 01:38:00.520
number eight. Kai looked at the
photograph with skepticism. The man had green

1118
01:38:00.560 --> 01:38:03.920
eyes, but to him they all
seemed more or less the same. Why

1119
01:38:04.000 --> 01:38:09.760
he had stopped in that particular to
judge by his area code six hundred and

1120
01:38:10.119 --> 01:38:15.960
fifty is from here he covered his
mouth. It' s too early to

1121
01:38:15.960 --> 01:38:20.520
call. Now. It' s
not early. It' s past ten.

1122
01:38:23.560 --> 01:38:26.920
He enlarged my eyes and looked out
the window as if he just realized

1123
01:38:27.000 --> 01:38:34.039
the time of day, we fell
asleep. Right. That' s right,

1124
01:38:34.199 --> 01:38:38.800
while the memories of the night before
were happening in her head, Kay

1125
01:38:38.880 --> 01:38:42.760
let her look through the profile of
her, the elegant line of the jaw,

1126
01:38:43.199 --> 01:38:46.079
the graceful curve of her neck,
cleared her throat and touched with the

1127
01:38:46.159 --> 01:38:50.239
tip of her fingers some small purple
marks that he had left on her skin.

1128
01:38:51.720 --> 01:38:58.520
I, uh, maybe I left
you some fucking marks were permanent.

1129
01:38:59.600 --> 01:39:02.039
He had not done so on purpose, although he had to admit that the

1130
01:39:02.119 --> 01:39:08.279
image was incredibly satisfying to him.
Apparently, he was like a dog and

1131
01:39:08.359 --> 01:39:13.520
felt the need to mark his territory, but not with pee. She laid

1132
01:39:13.560 --> 01:39:19.439
a hand on her neck and smiled. As he blushed, they would disappear,

1133
01:39:20.279 --> 01:39:25.439
he nodded relieved and disillusioned. At
the same time, after seeing the

1134
01:39:25.520 --> 01:39:30.119
photographs again, she again concentrated on
number eight. His finger prowled about the

1135
01:39:30.199 --> 01:39:34.199
number he had dialed on the phone, breathed deep and then pressed him and

1136
01:39:34.279 --> 01:39:40.319
put the phone out loud. He
bit his lower lip while the phone rang

1137
01:39:40.520 --> 01:39:46.560
one two, three times, four
times, five six, feel, eight

1138
01:39:46.920 --> 01:39:54.359
nine Hello has communicated with Felt Jackson. He' s probably busy in the

1139
01:39:54.479 --> 01:39:58.880
O R. Please leave a message
and I' ll call you back.

1140
01:40:00.000 --> 01:40:03.039
When voicemail started recording she cut off
communication and Kay looked at her confused.

1141
01:40:05.319 --> 01:40:11.359
“ You don’ t want to
leave a message,” she asked She

1142
01:40:11.359 --> 01:40:15.399
shook her head quickly. For a
few moments his lip continued to bite.

1143
01:40:15.439 --> 01:40:19.520
As I watched the photograph on the
screen. You think he' s a

1144
01:40:19.520 --> 01:40:27.000
doctor. Maybe we can find out. He took off his phone and Googled

1145
01:40:27.039 --> 01:40:33.000
Feud Jacks in both medical and Greek. There was an ugly tall stick Jackson

1146
01:40:33.079 --> 01:40:40.520
specializing in cardiovascular and thoracic surgery.
Esme took his phone and added up on

1147
01:40:40.560 --> 01:40:45.560
the man' s photograph. She
looked pretty good with her elegant white hair

1148
01:40:45.560 --> 01:40:49.520
and glasses and had a nice smile, as if Strécouis had shaved and exercised.

1149
01:40:51.239 --> 01:40:55.159
He' s a whisperer, but
he didn' t seem happy.

1150
01:40:56.279 --> 01:41:00.920
He had wrinkled his forehead and kept
biting himself. The lower lip is a

1151
01:41:00.000 --> 01:41:04.800
problem. She passed a hand through
her hair rough and picked up a man,

1152
01:41:05.920 --> 01:41:10.840
a man like that to be her
daughter. I didn' t fall

1153
01:41:10.960 --> 01:41:15.079
and look out the window. You
don' t think she likes her eyes.

1154
01:41:15.439 --> 01:41:23.239
They got theirs. You think I
will, of course I will How

1155
01:41:23.399 --> 01:41:28.000
could she not like someone? He
surprised me when he clapped over him with

1156
01:41:28.039 --> 01:41:31.439
a hug and buried his face against
his neck. After a moment of confusion,

1157
01:41:31.960 --> 01:41:35.520
he hugged her tightly and leaned his
cheek against hers was sad, happy

1158
01:41:36.600 --> 01:41:45.079
crying. He had no idea,
so he held her back and waited.

1159
01:41:46.000 --> 01:41:50.319
But as he waited, he could
not help but realize that he had a

1160
01:41:50.439 --> 01:41:54.600
naked esme on his hip, with
his breasts, on his chest and his

1161
01:41:54.600 --> 01:41:58.439
sex. He was right there to
his body. It took him a tenth

1162
01:41:58.479 --> 01:42:00.840
of a second to react the way
life expected and he made a grimace.

1163
01:42:01.840 --> 01:42:06.239
He didn' t think it was
the right way to react when there was

1164
01:42:06.319 --> 01:42:10.920
a sentimental woman in his arms.
I was looking forward to his erection disappearing.

1165
01:42:10.960 --> 01:42:14.199
When she grazed her penis, she
stood still, when she noticed and

1166
01:42:14.239 --> 01:42:18.079
rubbed herself against him deliberately, as
she bit her ear again she asked with

1167
01:42:18.159 --> 01:42:27.640
a whisper. There was only one
way to answer that question. It seemed

1168
01:42:27.760 --> 01:42:33.800
that after all, they would have
morning sex with bad breath scene twenty.

1169
01:42:35.279 --> 01:42:40.279
The following month was the best month
of Esme' s life, now that

1170
01:42:40.319 --> 01:42:44.960
she had gotten used to working being
a Waitress, she fit in well with

1171
01:42:45.079 --> 01:42:48.640
her and had saved enough to fix
her grandmother' s house or buy her

1172
01:42:48.640 --> 01:42:54.079
something better. Besides, his grades
in high school stayed high. He couldn

1173
01:42:54.159 --> 01:42:58.960
' t become an accountant, but
he was getting the best of it all.

1174
01:42:58.960 --> 01:43:01.119
Sinn without r r r was that
his time with cove was like a

1175
01:43:01.239 --> 01:43:08.840
dream. Things had become easy.
Among them she lit the extractor bell,

1176
01:43:08.960 --> 01:43:13.000
every time she cooked with fish sauce
and he had learned to kiss her every

1177
01:43:13.039 --> 01:43:15.760
morning when she went to work and
gave her a hug. When I picked

1178
01:43:15.840 --> 01:43:20.479
her up from high school, she
still didn' t talk much, unless

1179
01:43:20.520 --> 01:43:25.640
she asked her specific questions, but
she was fine. She talked enough for

1180
01:43:25.720 --> 01:43:29.640
both of us and he was good
at listening. One day, she made

1181
01:43:29.720 --> 01:43:33.199
a passing comment about wanting to take
a sailboat ride one day and he had

1182
01:43:33.199 --> 01:43:39.880
surprised her by taking her to a
Sunday brunch in the water of San Francisco

1183
01:43:39.920 --> 01:43:48.039
Bay. It had been wonderful your
first date. Now they were resting on

1184
01:43:48.119 --> 01:43:53.079
the couch of the house of caletteÉs. I had to study and his

1185
01:43:53.199 --> 01:43:59.560
work seemed endless. She had highlighted
a few pages of her text articles before

1186
01:43:59.600 --> 01:44:03.760
making the bad decision to look at
him wearing her reading glasses. Again and

1187
01:44:03.800 --> 01:44:09.760
as usual, he was dressed in
black and carved garments and hovered over the

1188
01:44:09.840 --> 01:44:13.479
screen of his laptop, as if
planning the attack of an elite sniper,

1189
01:44:13.680 --> 01:44:18.399
although when he spyed on the screen
he saw some spreadsheets instead of battle plans.

1190
01:44:20.720 --> 01:44:26.600
In any case, he found it
sexy and could not help but set

1191
01:44:26.640 --> 01:44:30.319
aside his duties and curl up next
to him. Calette didn' t seem

1192
01:44:30.399 --> 01:44:33.439
to notice it at first and she
kissed her strong neck and jaw muscles.

1193
01:44:34.399 --> 01:44:41.319
Calette whispered what you think. His
lips found hers and the rest of the

1194
01:44:41.439 --> 01:44:47.119
words didn' t matter. As
always, he kissed her, giving her

1195
01:44:47.159 --> 01:44:54.239
his absolute attention and intensity and it
was not long before she took her laptop

1196
01:44:54.319 --> 01:44:58.439
and occupied the space on her lap
the plan she had devised from the beginning.

1197
01:45:00.119 --> 01:45:02.279
His glasses were twisted and he took
them as if he were going to

1198
01:45:02.279 --> 01:45:06.479
take them off. She didn'
t say it quickly and repositioned them on

1199
01:45:06.600 --> 01:45:12.560
her face. I like them.
He gave her a look of confusion.

1200
01:45:13.880 --> 01:45:19.199
My reading glasses you want me to
wear now. She bit her lip while

1201
01:45:19.239 --> 01:45:27.319
smiling. I think they' re
sexy. The glasses shook his head as

1202
01:45:27.399 --> 01:45:29.840
he let go of a little laugh, but he didn' t take them

1203
01:45:29.840 --> 01:45:35.960
off. What else is sexy you
naked. She grabbed the hem off his

1204
01:45:35.960 --> 01:45:41.960
shirt and threw it up, but
then her phone rang and vibrated. It

1205
01:45:42.039 --> 01:45:45.560
was that adorable little song that sounded
every time she got a call from her

1206
01:45:45.600 --> 01:45:49.279
mother' s phone she had chosen
it because she had thought Jade would like

1207
01:45:49.279 --> 01:45:55.039
it. Calete stretched her hand toward
Esme' s purse that she had left

1208
01:45:55.119 --> 01:45:59.439
by her side of the couch and
thoughts assaulted her faster than lightning. I

1209
01:45:59.680 --> 01:46:03.000
either knew where she kept her phone. I' d get it to him.

1210
01:46:04.039 --> 01:46:09.720
I' d see the photographs of
Esme and Jade on the screen.

1211
01:46:10.840 --> 01:46:15.600
She jumped over her purse, but
instead of intercepting Calette tripped, she fell

1212
01:46:15.600 --> 01:46:21.159
off the couch and almost broke her
head with the tea table. You find

1213
01:46:21.159 --> 01:46:27.960
well, his strong hands helped her
get in and he caressed his head.

1214
01:46:28.479 --> 01:46:34.960
Just to be sure, her phone
kept ringing. I' m fine,

1215
01:46:35.319 --> 01:46:42.720
only the call may be Fel Jackson
made a grimace. It wasn' t

1216
01:46:42.720 --> 01:46:46.199
Felt Jackson. Calet took the bag
and when she started opening the outer pocket,

1217
01:46:46.279 --> 01:46:49.239
where she kept the phone, Esme
took it out of her hands.

1218
01:46:50.800 --> 01:46:56.079
“ I was in charge,”
he said with a voice too loud,

1219
01:46:56.680 --> 01:47:00.279
“ but when he finally took the
phone, it had stopped ringing, which

1220
01:47:00.439 --> 01:47:02.760
the guilt with or contracted his stomach
judging by the number of calls.“

1221
01:47:04.000 --> 01:47:10.520
It had probably been Jade you will
return the call,” Calette asked looking

1222
01:47:10.520 --> 01:47:15.840
at the phone. With curiosity,
she bit her lip. Eh maybe later

1223
01:47:16.000 --> 01:47:23.800
I the phone sounded the same tone
of call again Esme' s mouth dried

1224
01:47:23.880 --> 01:47:29.039
up and the sweat began to bathe
her forehead. She took the phone to

1225
01:47:29.079 --> 01:47:34.520
her chest. I had to tell
him right now. Things were going well.

1226
01:47:35.199 --> 01:47:40.079
Maybe he' d take the news
easy. It' s my mother

1227
01:47:40.119 --> 01:47:45.119
who heard herself say with her heart
beating at the gallop. You should answer

1228
01:47:45.159 --> 01:47:48.439
to me. It doesn' t
bother me, but it was like that.

1229
01:47:49.359 --> 01:47:54.680
What would happen? If it was
too soon and I ruined everything,

1230
01:47:56.239 --> 01:47:59.439
I' ll talk in the other
room so you can work. She announced

1231
01:47:59.399 --> 01:48:03.239
she lost all courage during the last
second she ran to her room, closed

1232
01:48:03.680 --> 01:48:12.119
the door and rushed to answer the
phone hello. M Jade' s unmistakable

1233
01:48:12.239 --> 01:48:15.800
voice was heard on the other side
of the line and Esme' s sense

1234
01:48:15.960 --> 01:48:20.399
of guilt escaped. What kind of
mother kept her daughter secret. Esme wasn

1235
01:48:20.399 --> 01:48:25.239
' t ashamed of her daughter,
but having her been so young didn'

1236
01:48:25.359 --> 01:48:30.119
t give a good picture. She
already had too many disadvantages. How could

1237
01:48:30.159 --> 01:48:36.119
I add another hello?“ My
child called you because I miss you,

1238
01:48:36.520 --> 01:48:41.800
” Jade said. He felt a
knot in my throat and sewed their eyes.

1239
01:48:43.399 --> 01:48:48.520
I missed you, too. That' s all I wanted to say

1240
01:48:48.640 --> 01:48:53.359
no to you and he said not
to waste minutes on the phone. Oh,

1241
01:48:53.680 --> 01:48:56.760
and if they have toy horses there, you can buy me one.

1242
01:48:56.800 --> 01:49:02.000
If you want. I love you
so much. When the communication was cut

1243
01:49:02.000 --> 01:49:08.920
off, she let a sound slip
from her lips that was half laughing half

1244
01:49:09.239 --> 01:49:14.760
sob and buried her face in her
hands. I had to talk to Calette

1245
01:49:14.760 --> 01:49:19.760
soon, but not yet. On
Monday I was sitting at one of the

1246
01:49:19.800 --> 01:49:25.800
tables in the restaurant after the busy
lunch hour trying to make up my mind

1247
01:49:25.840 --> 01:49:29.279
between two toy shops that I had
found with his phone, one that gave

1248
01:49:29.359 --> 01:49:31.960
forty- five minutes on foot and
the other half an hour on foot and

1249
01:49:32.079 --> 01:49:34.720
a half an hour more by bus. When Carol showed up from the kitchen,

1250
01:49:36.239 --> 01:49:42.000
hey what you' re doing here
alone, asked Carol sme rushed to

1251
01:49:42.079 --> 01:49:45.840
turn off the phone and hid it
under the thigh just in case before pretending

1252
01:49:46.880 --> 01:49:54.359
a smile lunch, She wished to
have talked to keo leave from the beginning

1253
01:49:54.439 --> 01:49:58.279
Carol looked at the plate of fried
rolls on the table. Once again,

1254
01:49:58.359 --> 01:50:05.000
fried rolls go five days in a
row, you will obstruct your heart until

1255
01:50:05.079 --> 01:50:12.560
you die. The obstruction of her
heart was just what she needed, even

1256
01:50:12.640 --> 01:50:15.800
though she wanted it not to kill
her. If I could tolerate high cholesterol

1257
01:50:15.840 --> 01:50:21.640
and pain. In fact, maybe
I could meet Fel Jackson as a patient.

1258
01:50:23.760 --> 01:50:28.840
That was a lot better than calling
him and hanging up when he jumped

1259
01:50:28.840 --> 01:50:33.399
voicemail. Well, you' re
still young.“ You should eat all

1260
01:50:33.439 --> 01:50:38.439
the bad things while you can,” Carol said as she slid in the

1261
01:50:38.560 --> 01:50:45.680
seat across the table. Tell me
how everything is going between you I see

1262
01:50:45.760 --> 01:50:49.000
you happy Esme could not contain the
smile that spread on his lips. I

1263
01:50:49.079 --> 01:50:54.239
' ve never been so happy in
my whole life. I hope I can

1264
01:50:54.319 --> 01:50:59.479
make Ancalette. The bells tinkled at
the door and Calette entered the restaurant I

1265
01:50:59.640 --> 01:51:02.479
saw Vis tidor his suspicious black clothes
and as if he was about to commit

1266
01:51:02.600 --> 01:51:08.479
a robbery the heart disme took a
leap of emotion and ran to meet him.

1267
01:51:09.520 --> 01:51:13.800
He hugged her right away.“
What are you doing here,”

1268
01:51:13.800 --> 01:51:18.319
she asked. You' re hungry, I can bring you anything you want.

1269
01:51:19.399 --> 01:51:23.199
He replied with a kiss, which
made his blood warm and thick.

1270
01:51:25.840 --> 01:51:30.399
We had a meeting outside the office
and I' m done early. I

1271
01:51:30.520 --> 01:51:33.640
don' t want anything. You
come to see your wife, but not

1272
01:51:33.760 --> 01:51:40.560
your mother. I see how things
are. Carol commented, there was a

1273
01:51:40.640 --> 01:51:45.640
biting tone in her voice and bothÉsme and Calet shrunk. It was true

1274
01:51:45.640 --> 01:51:48.960
here. She didn' t like
to visit her mother, because she always

1275
01:51:49.039 --> 01:51:56.640
asked her to run errands. He
had gone by himself, knowing that I

1276
01:51:56.680 --> 01:51:59.760
should not touch him by surprise.
He held it by my sleeve and passed

1277
01:52:00.039 --> 01:52:03.880
his fingers through his palm and he
took it firmly by the hand. Carol

1278
01:52:03.920 --> 01:52:13.159
sighed these guys come sittin' down. She gestured to them by pointing to

1279
01:52:13.199 --> 01:52:16.000
the table she was at and after
both of them sat down, she pointed

1280
01:52:16.039 --> 01:52:20.880
to Esme' s plate of fried
rolls. He' s been eating this

1281
01:52:20.920 --> 01:52:27.600
all week. You have to tell
me something. Caleta observed without expression the

1282
01:52:27.680 --> 01:52:32.199
rolls, the garnished vegetables and the
small tacita of fish sauce. He likes

1283
01:52:32.279 --> 01:52:38.840
them. Fried rolls are the best
in town, they' re the best

1284
01:52:38.880 --> 01:52:42.479
in all of California. Carola corrected
before focusing her attention on Esme, so

1285
01:52:43.479 --> 01:52:48.039
women eat when they are pregnant.
Maybe I have a grandson on the way.

1286
01:52:48.760 --> 01:52:55.199
Esme was dazzled when mother and son
stared at her. Calet seemed about

1287
01:52:55.239 --> 01:53:00.239
to have the heart attack that is
I had been wanting to suffer. No,

1288
01:53:00.239 --> 01:53:04.159
I' m not pregnant. I
swear.“ You are sure,

1289
01:53:04.760 --> 01:53:09.720
” Carol asked with her eyes narrowed. You' re tired all the time.

1290
01:53:10.720 --> 01:53:15.279
I' m sure. Esme said
she was tired because she stayed up

1291
01:53:15.319 --> 01:53:20.720
all night studying and playing with Calette. Calette breathed a sigh of relief,

1292
01:53:21.079 --> 01:53:27.800
but an uncomfortable mixture of emotions stormed
Esme' s stomach. She wasn'

1293
01:53:27.800 --> 01:53:31.359
t pregnant, but she had a
baby tell her. Now he ordered a

1294
01:53:31.479 --> 01:53:38.000
voice inside his head. Now was
the perfect time. I don' t

1295
01:53:38.199 --> 01:53:40.760
want to push you, but summer' s almost over. Carol commented,

1296
01:53:40.800 --> 01:53:44.560
as she looked at Calette, she
patiently intertwined her hands on the table.

1297
01:53:45.640 --> 01:53:48.279
It' s time for you to
start thinking about the future. The heart

1298
01:53:48.279 --> 01:53:51.479
of e is half- sleeved in
the chest. As I watched the muscles

1299
01:53:51.520 --> 01:53:58.600
of the calette jaw strain, what
I was thinking. I couldn' t

1300
01:53:58.680 --> 01:54:00.960
want him to leave not after the
neo. It' s perfect that they

1301
01:54:00.960 --> 01:54:05.079
' d been through together, but
I' d love her enough to want

1302
01:54:05.079 --> 01:54:10.680
to marry her. I still have
that event hall booked for August 8.

1303
01:54:12.199 --> 01:54:18.479
If she doesn' t marry you, she' ll leave on the 9th

1304
01:54:18.600 --> 01:54:26.000
What do you choose a wedding or
a trip to the airport Tell me your

1305
01:54:26.000 --> 01:54:28.319
decision at your cousin Michael' s
wedding this weekend. Then I' ll

1306
01:54:28.399 --> 01:54:31.159
have time to organize things. He
asked for Carol. I' ll let

1307
01:54:31.520 --> 01:54:35.359
you talk it over. Maybe you
can go for a walk. The weather

1308
01:54:35.439 --> 01:54:41.079
is nice outside and right now we
don' t have any customers. Calette

1309
01:54:41.119 --> 01:54:45.039
' s mother got up and disappeared
behind the kitchen doors. Before Calette could

1310
01:54:45.119 --> 01:54:49.720
say anything. He stood up to
me, untied his dark green apron from

1311
01:54:49.760 --> 01:54:56.479
his waist and picked up his phone. I want out. I actually wanted

1312
01:54:56.600 --> 01:55:00.560
to delay. The conversation was terrified, so that he could say, Calet

1313
01:55:00.560 --> 01:55:04.840
followed her from the dark restaurant to
the sun shining outside and she held the

1314
01:55:04.920 --> 01:55:09.880
phone against her chest as she walked
blindly to the sidewalk bordering the busy street.

1315
01:55:12.439 --> 01:55:15.760
The air smelled like exhaust gas and
concrete almost like in your home.

1316
01:55:16.560 --> 01:55:20.760
I' d be back there soon
I hated all that. He didn'

1317
01:55:20.800 --> 01:55:24.680
t want his life and that of
his daughter to depend so much on the

1318
01:55:24.680 --> 01:55:30.079
elections. Give someone more for a
thousandth time since I had arrived.“

1319
01:55:30.880 --> 01:55:35.560
He really wanted to be an accountant, that educated woman who needed no one

1320
01:55:35.680 --> 01:55:41.239
and had nothing to fear why you
were going so fast,” Calette asked.

1321
01:55:42.159 --> 01:55:45.880
She slowed down the march and gave
him an apology look. I'

1322
01:55:46.319 --> 01:55:51.920
m sorry Ann He put his hands
in his pockets as he walked staring at

1323
01:55:53.000 --> 01:55:56.720
the traffic that was going on over
there. We' re supposed to be

1324
01:55:56.800 --> 01:56:00.520
talking about our future. He said
we don' t have to. She

1325
01:56:00.560 --> 01:56:04.800
wasn' t ready to have that
conversation. He grabbed the phone harder,

1326
01:56:05.359 --> 01:56:10.680
but that didn' t keep his
hands from shaking. After a few seconds

1327
01:56:10.760 --> 01:56:16.159
he realized it was his phone.
Someone was calling him. He took a

1328
01:56:16.159 --> 01:56:21.479
look at the screen, doctor,
Dad, the panic went through her and

1329
01:56:21.800 --> 01:56:24.880
made her scotch Las Palmas, and
a cold sweat ran through her face.

1330
01:56:25.880 --> 01:56:31.000
My father extended the phone to Calette. He shook his head and enlarged his

1331
01:56:31.119 --> 01:56:39.159
eyes. Why you give it to
me. Answer hurry before she hangs up,

1332
01:56:40.159 --> 01:56:43.760
she spread a finger toward the call
acceptance button, but failed to do

1333
01:56:43.800 --> 01:56:49.279
so. What if he' s
mad at me for calling too much and

1334
01:56:49.359 --> 01:56:55.720
if he thinks I' m honest, he' ll say all I want

1335
01:56:55.720 --> 01:56:59.119
is residence and his money. It
is true that I want a different life,

1336
01:57:00.560 --> 01:57:03.560
but also Calette took his phone and
pressed the answer button followed by the

1337
01:57:03.600 --> 01:57:10.680
speaker button. Then he held the
phone to her to talk. She covered

1338
01:57:10.720 --> 01:57:16.880
her mouth. I couldn' t
even talk I couldn' t even move

1339
01:57:16.880 --> 01:57:21.159
through all the heavens. What had
I done? I could hang up,

1340
01:57:23.720 --> 01:57:27.359
I wanted to hang up Hi,
your father said a serious and kind voice.

1341
01:57:28.399 --> 01:57:31.920
I have some missed calls from this
number. It' s the package

1342
01:57:31.960 --> 01:57:35.960
they can' t deliver to me. Actually, I' d like to

1343
01:57:36.039 --> 01:57:42.439
have it now. My name is
Felt Jackson Calet first looked at Esme then

1344
01:57:42.479 --> 01:57:46.920
on the phone and vice versa,
inciting her quietly to speak.“ Hello,

1345
01:57:47.479 --> 01:57:51.319
” Fell once again said,“
is the shipping service. Somehow,

1346
01:57:51.640 --> 01:57:57.199
he regained my voice and responded with
his best English Hoe Hello, I am

1347
01:57:57.199 --> 01:58:04.199
not from the shipping service. Ah, okay, so what are the calls

1348
01:58:04.199 --> 01:58:11.119
coming to? I and I think
he swung a deep breath of air with

1349
01:58:11.119 --> 01:58:15.239
effort. My name is Esmeralda and
I think you' re my father,

1350
01:58:15.359 --> 01:58:23.000
came to a prolonged pause and then
he said Wau let me sit down another

1351
01:58:23.000 --> 01:58:29.279
long pause. She pictured him walking
through her hospital office, sitting on her

1352
01:58:29.319 --> 01:58:36.880
desk. All right, tell me
all about it Start at the beginning with

1353
01:58:36.880 --> 01:58:43.840
your mother. Please, tr at
Twilling. You met her twenty- four

1354
01:58:43.880 --> 01:58:48.800
years ago on a business trip,
but you left before you waited a second

1355
01:58:49.800 --> 01:58:57.880
Where that business trip took place.
A disquieting feeling passed through her in Vietnam.

1356
01:58:58.880 --> 01:59:03.039
He cleared his throat. He knows
how to curse this, but I

1357
01:59:03.079 --> 01:59:10.079
' ve never been there. I
think he cleared his throat again. He

1358
01:59:10.159 --> 01:59:15.239
' s got the wrong person,
the heart of esme got stung, he

1359
01:59:15.279 --> 01:59:24.319
flipped. Everything collapsed and their hopes
shattered. Ah I' m sure you

1360
01:59:24.359 --> 01:59:28.560
' re completely charming and now that
somehow you' ve overcome the shock,

1361
01:59:29.039 --> 01:59:32.159
I can say I' d love
to have another daughter, but I'

1362
01:59:32.159 --> 01:59:34.960
m not your father. I'
m so sorry. What he said his

1363
01:59:35.039 --> 01:59:41.439
name was Esmeralda. She answered.
I' m so sorry.“ Emerald,

1364
01:59:42.319 --> 01:59:45.920
” he said, sounding like he
was giving bad news to the first

1365
01:59:45.039 --> 01:59:48.479
patient on a long list. I
can help you in some other way.

1366
01:59:50.199 --> 01:59:57.920
No thanks, wait. Yeah,
my dad went to clauber Cley, like

1367
01:59:58.079 --> 02:00:02.119
you with not being an ugly guy
who would have gone to bit Nam twenty

1368
02:00:02.119 --> 02:00:08.840
- four years ago. Oh,
my God, the fel man let out

1369
02:00:09.880 --> 02:00:15.720
a big sigh, I might,
but his name isn' t felt,

1370
02:00:16.399 --> 02:00:19.640
it' s Gleaves, so I' m not very sorry. Evange esmer

1371
02:00:20.159 --> 02:00:28.439
Esmeralda. Thank you, Bill,
for her time, she said no wonder

1372
02:00:28.520 --> 02:00:35.039
good luck the line was silent and
she stood there watching the cars pass at

1373
02:00:35.279 --> 02:00:42.000
full speed and the traffic lights changed
green, yellow, red and then green

1374
02:00:42.000 --> 02:00:48.239
again. Calet wrapped her with a
firm hug and she broke into tears.

1375
02:00:49.199 --> 02:00:54.039
He anointed his face against his chest
and soaked his shirt with his tears,

1376
02:00:54.079 --> 02:00:58.520
but he did not protest. He
kept counting it for what seemed like years.

1377
02:00:58.560 --> 02:01:02.479
When he finally calmed down and separated
from him. Calet pulled a few

1378
02:01:02.520 --> 02:01:06.039
damp bumps out of his face.
He didn' t have to say anything.

1379
02:01:06.439 --> 02:01:11.640
She saw everything in her painful sad
eyes and that comforted her more than

1380
02:01:11.640 --> 02:01:17.319
any word. I thought he would
be the voice of esme sounded much weaker

1381
02:01:17.359 --> 02:01:26.000
than she had expected. Why I
had a feeling. He leaned his hand

1382
02:01:26.039 --> 02:01:31.880
on his stomach. Premonitions can be
very unprecise. To be sure, I

1383
02:01:31.880 --> 02:01:38.079
would recommend that you revisit the list
and call each of them. He proposed

1384
02:01:38.119 --> 02:01:43.199
I can help you if you want, considering how much he hated phone calls,

1385
02:01:43.880 --> 02:01:47.479
that seemed like a very generous offer
and she kissed him as his heart

1386
02:01:47.479 --> 02:01:53.640
overflowed. I' ll call them. Thank you. A car entered the

1387
02:01:53.680 --> 02:02:00.319
parking lot and stopped right next to
the calet porch. A client should come

1388
02:02:00.319 --> 02:02:05.239
back. We can talk about the
other subject later. He nodded very well.

1389
02:02:06.279 --> 02:02:11.359
They walked back to the restaurant holding
hands and after a quick hug and

1390
02:02:11.439 --> 02:02:17.079
kiss. She ran in. Later
he would arrive too soon, but he

1391
02:02:17.119 --> 02:02:21.560
was glad it wasn' t now. Kei walked back into his car and

1392
02:02:21.600 --> 02:02:27.199
sat inside, but didn' t
start the engine. I couldn' t

1393
02:02:27.239 --> 02:02:30.720
stop thinking about what she said.
He' ll say all I want is

1394
02:02:30.800 --> 02:02:34.399
the residence and his money. It' s true that I want a different

1395
02:02:34.520 --> 02:02:39.880
life, but also how I haven' t seen it before. That was

1396
02:02:39.920 --> 02:02:44.520
the main goal of Esme' s
journey, a different life, not a

1397
02:02:44.640 --> 02:02:48.600
romantic relationship. It had all the
meaning of the world. If he were

1398
02:02:48.600 --> 02:02:53.520
in his place, he would have
done the same, except that he would

1399
02:02:53.560 --> 02:02:56.520
not have put so much effort into
one single candidate for marriage. In it

1400
02:02:57.479 --> 02:03:00.520
he would have had many more appointments
to increase his SS chances of success.

1401
02:03:01.479 --> 02:03:06.000
Why didn' t she do it? Maybe because he thought he' d

1402
02:03:06.079 --> 02:03:12.520
find his father and get citizenship that
way. Actually, it was the best

1403
02:03:12.600 --> 02:03:16.800
option. If he found his father, that would automatically grant citizenship and he

1404
02:03:16.920 --> 02:03:21.399
would not need to marry anyone to
achieve it. The process would also be

1405
02:03:21.479 --> 02:03:28.720
faster. But if he didn'
t find it, he picked up his

1406
02:03:28.720 --> 02:03:33.039
phone and searched Groogle, a U
S citizen through marriage. According to the

1407
02:03:33.079 --> 02:03:39.039
results of the search, the Government
gave notice after three years of marriage to

1408
02:03:39.119 --> 02:03:45.439
an American citizen. Cay was American. If that was the only thing she

1409
02:03:45.520 --> 02:03:48.600
needed and it seemed that was the
case, he could marry her, could

1410
02:03:49.600 --> 02:03:57.840
prolong everything beyond summer. His head
turned as he and she watched it together

1411
02:03:57.920 --> 02:04:04.560
sex and television and shared the bed
and their smiles and laughs forever. He

1412
02:04:04.560 --> 02:04:10.239
didn' t think it was right. That would be to take advantage of

1413
02:04:10.319 --> 02:04:14.520
her a visa was not worth a
life sentence, but it required three years

1414
02:04:14.520 --> 02:04:18.239
of marriage, three years with esme. The strength of his desire became so

1415
02:04:18.319 --> 02:04:23.920
intense that the skin burned him.
Compared to the meager three weeks he thought

1416
02:04:24.000 --> 02:04:29.359
he had left. Three years was
a luxurious amount of time. She could

1417
02:04:29.439 --> 02:04:32.319
give free rein to her esme addiction, for three whole years, and then

1418
02:04:32.439 --> 02:04:39.960
free her to find love. They' d both win. But only if

1419
02:04:40.159 --> 02:04:44.279
she didn' t find her father. However, his mother wanted an answer

1420
02:04:44.319 --> 02:04:51.239
for Saturday, so he was running
out of time. That' s what

1421
02:04:51.239 --> 02:04:57.520
he decided. If he didn'
t find me his father that same week,

1422
02:04:57.720 --> 02:05:03.600
what would he ask for marriage scene
twenty- one on Saturday afternoon,

1423
02:05:04.119 --> 02:05:06.880
and esmes was putting his black dress
on his head. When his phone vibrated

1424
02:05:06.920 --> 02:05:13.800
with an incoming call, he pulled
the dress down and hurried to answer unknown

1425
02:05:14.640 --> 02:05:21.640
number. He said the answer button. Hey, hey, hey, hey,

1426
02:05:21.640 --> 02:05:21.640
hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey,

1427
02:05:21.640 --> 02:05:21.640
hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey,

1428
02:05:21.640 --> 02:05:24.720
hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. He gets a message

1429
02:05:24.880 --> 02:05:29.760
from this number, a man said
what it' s about. She breathed

1430
02:05:29.840 --> 02:05:32.960
deeply to calm her nerves and repeated
the phrases that had become familiar during the

1431
02:05:33.000 --> 02:05:39.199
last week. While I had checked
the list of fils one by one hello.

1432
02:05:39.560 --> 02:05:44.399
My name is Esmeralda. You'
ve been to Vitnam. Yes,

1433
02:05:44.840 --> 02:05:48.119
of course I do. Whether this
is a free vacation proposal or something like

1434
02:05:48.199 --> 02:05:54.600
that. I' m not looking
for someone who was there 24 years ago.

1435
02:05:54.720 --> 02:06:00.439
He announced me ah, for he
heard him exhaling out of the hand

1436
02:06:00.439 --> 02:06:02.439
was to wheezing and prolonged, as
if he were poking in his memory.

1437
02:06:03.479 --> 02:06:08.680
No. The first time I was
there was in anoy at the beginning of

1438
02:06:08.680 --> 02:06:14.760
the 2, 000. She sighed
as disappointment settled within her. That meant

1439
02:06:14.840 --> 02:06:17.479
that there was only one fel left
and there was no guarantee that he was

1440
02:06:17.520 --> 02:06:25.439
the only true fell If he had
not been to Vitnam either, that left

1441
02:06:25.479 --> 02:06:29.520
her at the beginning of her search. You' re not the person I

1442
02:06:29.520 --> 02:06:33.720
' m looking for. She said
thank you for returning my call more would

1443
02:06:33.720 --> 02:06:39.600
be missing. No problem. Good
luck, I hope you find him.

1444
02:06:40.600 --> 02:06:46.159
Goodbye The man hung up He left
my phone on the desk carefully. The

1445
02:06:46.239 --> 02:06:50.560
last ugly one on the list was
a Sumacker or his biker, as Calette

1446
02:06:50.720 --> 02:06:56.039
put it. She tried her last
name with her first name to Schumacker'

1447
02:06:56.079 --> 02:07:00.840
s smo val and frowned. It
would take him a while to get used

1448
02:07:00.880 --> 02:07:03.239
to it, even though he liked
the meaning of a shoemaker. There were

1449
02:07:03.319 --> 02:07:08.279
many feet in this world. That
reminded her that she would have to wear

1450
02:07:08.359 --> 02:07:13.760
back heels that would torture her all
night long. He put the damn shoes

1451
02:07:13.840 --> 02:07:16.640
in question. He took a handful
of cheap jewelry and looked at his image

1452
02:07:16.720 --> 02:07:21.560
in the whole body mirror in the
bathroom held the shiny necklace against his neck,

1453
02:07:21.920 --> 02:07:27.119
but decided not to wear it and
put it aside. Once he finished

1454
02:07:27.239 --> 02:07:33.159
putting them on earrings, a bracelet
and makeup. She met a new woman

1455
02:07:33.279 --> 02:07:41.960
who looked at her from the mirror
this time she had succeeded. She looked

1456
02:07:42.039 --> 02:07:45.319
elegant like Calette' s sister,
and that gave her the confidence she needed

1457
02:07:45.319 --> 02:07:50.600
so much. That night was the
night I' d talk to Calette about

1458
02:07:50.720 --> 02:07:55.640
Hadey if he didn' t show
up completely overboard, I' d propose

1459
02:07:55.640 --> 02:07:59.279
to her. Just thinking made him
shake his hands and with the r died

1460
02:07:59.319 --> 02:08:05.159
towards the sink in case he vomited. While breathing to get rid of the

1461
02:08:05.159 --> 02:08:09.319
nausea, Caleta entered the bathroom with
her black tuxedo. He looked like a

1462
02:08:09.399 --> 02:08:15.560
secret service bodyguard. I can'
t stand these things, he twisted the

1463
02:08:15.560 --> 02:08:18.680
ends of his bow tie, tied
them up and let his hands fall with

1464
02:08:18.680 --> 02:08:22.439
exasperation. I' ll take care
of it gratefully for the distraction. It

1465
02:08:22.479 --> 02:08:26.119
' s the mess he' s
made, and he' s made a

1466
02:08:26.119 --> 02:08:30.680
calm bond with him. That'
s it. Thank you. He answered

1467
02:08:30.680 --> 02:08:33.880
as he shook his arms and breathed
as if he was preparing for battle.

1468
02:08:35.800 --> 02:08:39.720
She smiled and straightened her flaps with
her hands, satisfied with how she looked

1469
02:08:39.800 --> 02:08:46.439
in her laced suit Denna did not
wear it and it was felt with her

1470
02:08:46.439 --> 02:08:52.680
hands the sector where she believed the
inner pockets of her suit were. He

1471
02:08:52.680 --> 02:08:58.159
frowned. He' s what the
article you always carry with you. He

1472
02:08:58.239 --> 02:09:05.239
watched his face You' re telling
me I should take him. She didn

1473
02:09:05.359 --> 02:09:11.199
' t respond quickly. Well,
if you wish. She shrugged rather than

1474
02:09:11.279 --> 02:09:15.760
preferring him to talk to her,
especially that night, who was so nervous,

1475
02:09:16.119 --> 02:09:18.760
but if he really hated weddings so
much, he didn' t want

1476
02:09:18.840 --> 02:09:28.319
to torture him. Galette smiled and
then we have an hour' s journey

1477
02:09:28.319 --> 02:09:30.520
until we get to Santa Cruz and
I don' t want to be late.

1478
02:09:31.560 --> 02:09:35.039
She followed him out of the house
and they both walked the way to

1479
02:09:35.079 --> 02:09:39.600
the sidewalk, where he parked his
car. Instead of going in directly.

1480
02:09:39.880 --> 02:09:46.279
Calet frowned at the white splashes decorating
the roof and windshield. This is statistically

1481
02:09:46.399 --> 02:09:52.359
unlikely. Not even a patch under
a tree did he add the lips of

1482
02:09:52.479 --> 02:09:56.720
esme they wanted to sketch a smile, but he contained them with effort.

1483
02:09:56.880 --> 02:10:01.600
The birds are telling you to park
in the garage there' s plenty of

1484
02:10:01.600 --> 02:10:07.079
room. Just move the bike aside. Then the inside of the lip was

1485
02:10:07.199 --> 02:10:11.680
bitten. Things had become so easy
between them that I had forgotten that that

1486
02:10:11.840 --> 02:10:16.640
was a taboo subject. His stomach
contracted as he watched him, not knowing

1487
02:10:16.760 --> 02:10:22.520
how he would react. He would
be angry like the day she had gone

1488
02:10:22.640 --> 02:10:26.359
to the tent ninety- nine ranch
After a brief pause, he responded.

1489
02:10:28.720 --> 02:10:33.640
I don' t like parking in
the garage why he blinked and his face

1490
02:10:33.720 --> 02:10:39.479
contracted while thinking how that why.
What' s the reason. She asked

1491
02:10:39.520 --> 02:10:45.319
me, because it didn' t
make any sense to her, because there

1492
02:10:45.319 --> 02:10:48.079
' s the bike. He answered
him in a sharp manner before opening the

1493
02:10:48.119 --> 02:10:52.880
door of the companion for her esme
entered the car and watched him close the

1494
02:10:52.920 --> 02:10:56.520
door. He surrounded the car and
settled in his seat. He turned on

1495
02:10:56.560 --> 02:11:00.520
the engine and went out into the
street as if the conversation was over.

1496
02:11:01.520 --> 02:11:03.560
But it wasn' t like that. If you don' t like the

1497
02:11:03.960 --> 02:11:07.760
bike, why not. I didn' t say I didn' t like

1498
02:11:07.760 --> 02:11:13.359
it. Calette clarified. She exhaled
a tense sigh even more confused. Then

1499
02:11:13.760 --> 02:11:18.359
why he looked at her for an
instant before returning his attention to the road,

1500
02:11:18.880 --> 02:11:24.760
changing the march and passing by a
convertible. That' s how I

1501
02:11:24.800 --> 02:11:30.600
like things. He' s like
you and why you roll up your socks

1502
02:11:30.600 --> 02:11:37.239
like that. She looked down and
turned her bracelet on her wrist. You,

1503
02:11:37.279 --> 02:11:41.600
you kept ignoring me. I did
it to make you think about me

1504
02:11:41.640 --> 02:11:45.479
so you don' t roll up
your socks. That way she didn'

1505
02:11:45.600 --> 02:11:52.640
t respond with a laugh. He
bowed his head aside It worked He smiled

1506
02:11:52.640 --> 02:11:56.680
at me. I know, though
he didn' t turn to look at

1507
02:11:56.680 --> 02:12:00.840
her. His lips curved as he
continued to drive and pronódó swirled a pleasant

1508
02:12:00.880 --> 02:12:07.000
silence among them. She watched the
office buildings go through. It marveled at

1509
02:12:07.000 --> 02:12:13.159
its bright exteriors and well- kept
gardens. That' s mine Calette pointed

1510
02:12:13.159 --> 02:12:16.520
to a building that had a blue
glass façade and a sign with huge white

1511
02:12:16.560 --> 02:12:22.640
emsoft letters on top. Sme straightened
himself in his seat and watched him with

1512
02:12:22.720 --> 02:12:30.880
interest. Which floor is your office
on top of everything I share with others

1513
02:12:31.000 --> 02:12:35.079
like a boss. She said with
a smile, jokingly imagining the pineapple in

1514
02:12:35.159 --> 02:12:39.840
a tiny closet. While all the
important people enjoyed the view of the windows,

1515
02:12:41.520 --> 02:12:48.560
Calette dedicated a funny smile to him. Something like that. Many of

1516
02:12:48.600 --> 02:12:52.079
the fils are bosses. One of
them thought I was his employee. He

1517
02:12:52.199 --> 02:12:56.960
commented on me in the absence of
anything better to say. Calet kept an

1518
02:12:56.000 --> 02:13:01.479
unusual silence before asking you' ve
heard from the last two of them again

1519
02:13:01.920 --> 02:13:07.560
It wasn' t him. She
squeezed her lips and rolled her head.

1520
02:13:09.600 --> 02:13:13.199
You think I look like a somacker. Calette looked at her thoughtfully before concentrating

1521
02:13:13.199 --> 02:13:20.279
on the road again.“ Perhaps
these two might make shoes,” she

1522
02:13:20.359 --> 02:13:28.600
said extending her hands and making such
an ugly grimace. She sketched an uncomfortable

1523
02:13:28.680 --> 02:13:33.720
smile and crossed her arms to hide
her hands, but he stretched out his

1524
02:13:33.760 --> 02:13:41.159
palm let me see asked you are
driving. He threw her in the arm

1525
02:13:41.199 --> 02:13:45.439
until she gave in. However,
instead of inspecting his hand, he took

1526
02:13:45.800 --> 02:13:50.800
her fist to his mouth and kissed
his knuckles. I don' t care

1527
02:13:50.840 --> 02:13:54.119
what these hands do as long as
they' re yours. It was silly

1528
02:13:54.239 --> 02:13:58.399
and he was not a poet,
but his words made his eyes full of

1529
02:13:58.479 --> 02:14:03.199
tears. When Kath rested her hand
on the lever of change, she placed

1530
02:14:03.640 --> 02:14:09.840
hers on top of his. It
wasn' t a beautiful hand, but

1531
02:14:09.960 --> 02:14:15.319
at least it was small in comparison. People would think they were a good

1532
02:14:15.319 --> 02:14:18.079
couple. She relaxed in her seat
and watched it from time to time during

1533
02:14:18.199 --> 02:14:22.319
the rest of the trip, recognizing
the excitement that burst in her heart.

1534
02:14:22.079 --> 02:14:28.319
I had been invading her little by
little, growing every day and now I

1535
02:14:28.319 --> 02:14:33.479
couldn' t ignore her. When
you had those feelings for someone, I

1536
02:14:33.960 --> 02:14:37.920
didn' t hide secrets no matter
how scared I was tonight, I'

1537
02:14:37.920 --> 02:14:41.960
d tell them everything. Attending a
wedding dressed in tuxedo and barefoot was something

1538
02:14:41.039 --> 02:14:46.840
new for Kai. She couldn'
t get rid of the feeling that she

1539
02:14:46.920 --> 02:14:50.640
was missing something from her shoes,
but I thought she was delighted. He

1540
02:14:50.720 --> 02:14:54.960
sunk his toes into the sand like
a little girl as they walked hand in

1541
02:14:54.000 --> 02:14:58.960
hand along the beach towards the white
folding chairs and the wedding altar set on

1542
02:14:58.000 --> 02:15:03.880
the water' s edge. Again
she was wearing the shapeless black dress,

1543
02:15:03.159 --> 02:15:09.079
but she still looked so beautiful that
Kai' s mind was dulled by her

1544
02:15:09.159 --> 02:15:15.920
smile. She was happy. Everything
was fine in the world. Only twenty

1545
02:15:16.000 --> 02:15:20.960
people asked me there was a brief
pause as he stopped admiring her and focused

1546
02:15:22.000 --> 02:15:26.359
on her words. Yeah, they
wanted something intimate. Estella doesn' t

1547
02:15:26.439 --> 02:15:33.239
like crowds, just like him.
You like weddings. Largely, he would

1548
02:15:33.239 --> 02:15:37.640
offer a very busy wedding if she
so wished, but something like that was

1549
02:15:37.800 --> 02:15:45.720
more his style, though with less
sand, small or large. Anything'

1550
02:15:45.800 --> 02:15:48.079
s fine. That' s it. He raised my shoulders with indifference,

1551
02:15:48.520 --> 02:15:52.800
but then his eyes shone when he
said how funny the flowers, the dress

1552
02:15:52.840 --> 02:16:00.000
and the cake are. What she
felt and immediately memorized those details. Yeah,

1553
02:16:00.000 --> 02:16:03.479
if she agreed to marry him,
she' d get the best flowers,

1554
02:16:03.640 --> 02:16:09.439
dresses, and cakes. A truck
full of flowers, a haute couture

1555
02:16:09.479 --> 02:16:15.920
wedding dress, ten cakes or a
hundred if it was for him as long

1556
02:16:15.960 --> 02:16:22.840
as she said yes demons, it
was knotted in her stomach. They don

1557
02:16:22.920 --> 02:16:24.720
' t have to be like that. He added esme with a smile.

1558
02:16:26.800 --> 02:16:31.399
These look very expensive. He pointed
out the giant bouquets of white roses,

1559
02:16:31.559 --> 02:16:37.040
orchids and lilies that decorated the ends
of the seating sector. Your cousin spent

1560
02:16:37.079 --> 02:16:43.159
a lot of money. He watched
the flowers and decorations. I think so.

1561
02:16:43.280 --> 02:16:48.399
I can take care of the flowers
myself. I know how to do

1562
02:16:48.399 --> 02:16:52.319
it. Then he bit his lip
and turned his hair away from his face.

1563
02:16:52.319 --> 02:16:58.239
I can also make my dress and
I don' t know how to

1564
02:16:58.280 --> 02:17:03.600
make a cake, but I can
learn her green eyes met Kai' s

1565
02:17:03.600 --> 02:17:07.639
and she seemed vulnerable. I can
make everything look amazing without it being expensive.

1566
02:17:07.639 --> 02:17:11.120
He didn' t know what to
answer. She didn' t have

1567
02:17:11.239 --> 02:17:16.120
to do everything by herself, unless
she wanted to. He didn' t

1568
02:17:16.239 --> 02:17:20.559
care if the wedding was expensive.
I wasn' t planning on getting married

1569
02:17:20.680 --> 02:17:24.639
over and over with once would be
enough. He would never want someone other

1570
02:17:24.719 --> 02:17:33.319
than esme. His addiction was very
specific. Hello, young lady, beautiful

1571
02:17:33.479 --> 02:17:37.360
and my son. Kai' s
mother greeted them with one or da and

1572
02:17:39.479 --> 02:17:43.159
black that had bright blue flowers on
the front, without the height provided by

1573
02:17:43.120 --> 02:17:48.920
the heels. The white silk pants
that accompanied her dress, rubbed the sand

1574
02:17:48.959 --> 02:17:56.159
and she threw them up impatiently.
I never thought I' d attend a

1575
02:17:56.280 --> 02:18:01.559
wedding without shoes. It' s
a different experience. You have some news

1576
02:18:01.680 --> 02:18:05.239
for me. Esme' s hand
strained over his and looked at him for

1577
02:18:05.280 --> 02:18:11.920
a moment before turning his gaze away. Not yet, Carol, we still

1578
02:18:11.959 --> 02:18:16.399
have to talk about it I was
thinking after dinner would be a good time.

1579
02:18:16.520 --> 02:18:20.600
He said Esme was here. He
nodded and outlined a brief smile.

1580
02:18:20.959 --> 02:18:26.959
Sounds good to me. Ki'
s mother watched closely her joined hands do

1581
02:18:28.120 --> 02:18:33.000
what you have to do, but
before you leave the wedding you have to

1582
02:18:33.000 --> 02:18:37.399
talk to me. All right,
we' ll do it. Carola assured

1583
02:18:37.559 --> 02:18:43.440
me. Carola felt calm enjoy the
Sanjo wedding and retired to talk to Kai

1584
02:18:43.440 --> 02:18:50.239
' s sister, her aunts and
cousins what and that were heading for her

1585
02:18:50.239 --> 02:18:54.959
seats. When Maco appeared, he
shook his hand to fall and surrounded him

1586
02:18:56.040 --> 02:19:00.520
with an arm. His three-
piece tuxedo made him look fresh from a

1587
02:19:00.639 --> 02:19:05.760
catwalk, even without shoes. I' m so glad you came. Macob

1588
02:19:05.840 --> 02:19:11.440
said he smiled, but his movements
were abrupt and sudden and his breathing tense.

1589
02:19:13.479 --> 02:19:18.520
He must have been nervous. How
it goes down, except Maco'

1590
02:19:18.559 --> 02:19:24.280
s girlfriend had already said yes,
what did it say? Nervous you are

1591
02:19:24.360 --> 02:19:30.280
well, asked kay yes great I
have already told you that I am glad

1592
02:19:30.319 --> 02:19:35.360
that you came, because it is
so. Estella really likes you. Maco

1593
02:19:35.479 --> 02:19:41.799
' s gaze fell on ename and
drew a crooked smile. You must be

1594
02:19:41.879 --> 02:19:46.719
beings I' m glad to meet
you. At last she shook her hand

1595
02:19:46.040 --> 02:19:52.040
and she smiled back with a cool, envelopsed expression. She had also fallen

1596
02:19:52.200 --> 02:19:56.360
under Maco' s spell, even
if he got married within a cursed hour.

1597
02:19:56.440 --> 02:20:03.520
Maco and his handsome features to me
too I am glad to meet you

1598
02:20:03.600 --> 02:20:09.879
Estella is a very lucky woman.
He responded with a fantastic smile typical of

1599
02:20:09.200 --> 02:20:16.000
esme and in English, as he
did with everyone, except with kay maccoel

1600
02:20:16.000 --> 02:20:18.520
tried to smile, but instead he
took a breath of air as he shook

1601
02:20:18.639 --> 02:20:24.840
his hands and straightened his shoulders.
Thank you for saying that. I'

1602
02:20:24.959 --> 02:20:28.159
ve never been so nervous. I
am so in love with her that,

1603
02:20:28.399 --> 02:20:33.920
if I do not appear, her
words faded away as she concentrated on a

1604
02:20:35.000 --> 02:20:39.639
group of silhouettes in the distance and
her face adopted a romantic expression. He

1605
02:20:39.639 --> 02:20:43.760
squeezed Kay' s shoulder without even
looking at it taken. I' m

1606
02:20:43.840 --> 02:20:50.079
sorry this is gonna start. Everyone
hastened to settle down and the conversations stopped.

1607
02:20:50.000 --> 02:20:58.280
Esme practically vibrava of enthusiasm Estella is
beautiful. Your cousin a dreamy look

1608
02:20:58.399 --> 02:21:03.639
flooded his face and Kai was sure
she would say he' s so handsome.

1609
02:21:03.639 --> 02:21:09.639
Instead, what he said was worse. He' s so in love.

1610
02:21:09.680 --> 02:21:13.000
Kai' s stomach became a big
knot and forced himself to remember that

1611
02:21:13.000 --> 02:21:20.399
he was doing the right thing.
She wanted the visa, he could get

1612
02:21:20.399 --> 02:21:24.559
it for her. The wedding would
benefit both of you. For three years,

1613
02:21:24.719 --> 02:21:28.719
a guitar began playing a cover of
a pop song and Kay watched the

1614
02:21:28.719 --> 02:21:35.879
ceremony carefully. If everything went well, he' d be doing all that

1615
02:21:35.879 --> 02:21:39.159
very soon. The bridal procession walked
down the hall in pairs formed by Maco

1616
02:21:39.239 --> 02:21:45.559
' s sisters, a group of
Iwan friends, and then appeared stella dressed

1617
02:21:45.600 --> 02:21:50.600
in a white diaphanous dress that Michael
himself had surely designed. When her father

1618
02:21:50.680 --> 02:21:54.479
gave her a weeping smile, she
returned her gesture and kissed her one hundred

1619
02:21:54.559 --> 02:21:58.120
before taking her arm and walking to
the altar where Maccoel was waiting for her

1620
02:21:58.120 --> 02:22:05.959
who watched her with the same romantic
look as before, but multiplied by a

1621
02:22:05.120 --> 02:22:11.559
thousand had red eyes as if she
were on the verge of crying. As

1622
02:22:11.680 --> 02:22:16.440
she walked through the sand, her
gaze never deviated from him, whatever MacOS

1623
02:22:16.479 --> 02:22:22.600
felt for her. It was reciprocal. Girl loves boy, loves girl.

1624
02:22:24.040 --> 02:22:28.239
As the bridegrooms exchanged vows and kissed, the sun plunged into the horizon and

1625
02:22:28.280 --> 02:22:35.120
the sky shone over the ocean.
It was a magical moment. The cameras

1626
02:22:35.159 --> 02:22:41.079
flashed on numerous occasions. A dozen
phones shone and no baby cried. The

1627
02:22:41.120 --> 02:22:46.200
small group of guests rinsed the tears
Esme included and Kai felt like an impostor

1628
02:22:46.319 --> 02:22:50.840
until Esme gave him a handshake to
get his attention. He kissed her by

1629
02:22:50.879 --> 02:22:56.360
surprise on her lips and then smiled
at her. If they weren' t

1630
02:22:56.360 --> 02:22:58.840
in public, I' d have
brought her closer to him and given her

1631
02:23:00.079 --> 02:23:05.440
another kiss until they melted. He
knew how to do it, but he

1632
02:23:05.440 --> 02:23:07.760
gave his current situation. Kay simply
devoured her with her gaze, wishing her

1633
02:23:07.879 --> 02:23:15.319
with all the strength of her uncontrolled
addiction and judging by how the pupils of

1634
02:23:15.360 --> 02:23:20.319
ESME were dilated. She didn'
t care. Kay was getting close to

1635
02:23:20.360 --> 02:23:22.479
her to kiss her. In spite
of everything, when the guests stood up

1636
02:23:22.520 --> 02:23:28.399
to watch Macol and Estella pass by
them, the staff of a nearby hotel

1637
02:23:28.399 --> 02:23:35.280
gave them to a garden to enjoy
a relaxing cocktail party. Queis I shared

1638
02:23:35.360 --> 02:23:39.879
a sex onde Beach while everyone ate
appetizers and talked. She had no tolerance

1639
02:23:41.000 --> 02:23:45.719
for alcohol. After just a few
sips, he was leaning over Kai and

1640
02:23:45.799 --> 02:23:50.000
I was giving him that look that, according to his experience, indicated take

1641
02:23:50.079 --> 02:23:54.319
me to bed and do what you
want with me. That look was one

1642
02:23:54.360 --> 02:23:58.280
of the best things in the whole
world. Key was determined to enjoy it

1643
02:23:58.360 --> 02:24:03.399
during the next three ros years,
after the cocktails, the celebration moved to

1644
02:24:03.440 --> 02:24:07.559
an outdoor dining room located under a
tent made of wooden beams, white fabrics,

1645
02:24:07.959 --> 02:24:16.000
semi transparent and golden Christmas lights.
While the Asian style dinner, fusion

1646
02:24:16.040 --> 02:24:22.799
and speeches were happening, he rehearsed
his proposal. Mentally, logic indicated that

1647
02:24:22.840 --> 02:24:28.159
she would love it. I'
d say so. It wouldn' t

1648
02:24:28.200 --> 02:24:31.959
make sense if I didn' t. When everyone was eating cake and mint

1649
02:24:33.040 --> 02:24:37.079
ice cream with chocolate sparks, Kay
took the hand of esme you' d

1650
02:24:37.159 --> 02:24:41.719
go for a ride with me.
She ate one last bite of cake.

1651
02:24:41.440 --> 02:24:46.760
He removed the fork from his exquisite
lips and supported the utensil on the plate.

1652
02:24:46.719 --> 02:24:52.639
Of course, they left the tent
and walked quietly along the shore of

1653
02:24:52.840 --> 02:24:56.479
the beach with their hands firmly intertwined
and their feet sinking into the sand.

1654
02:24:56.440 --> 02:25:01.719
There was almost a full moon that
threw a pla light over the water and

1655
02:25:01.840 --> 02:25:05.840
the air smelled of sea salt and
seaweed. Once they were at a proper

1656
02:25:05.879 --> 02:25:11.879
distance, he slowed down until he
stopped. The fucking time had come.

1657
02:25:13.280 --> 02:25:18.000
I was shaking inside. I'
ve never asked a girl out before.

1658
02:25:18.399 --> 02:25:22.200
I' d never wanted to do
it, and now I' d make

1659
02:25:22.200 --> 02:25:31.360
a marriage proposal. You heard her
ask me what music. He bowed his

1660
02:25:31.399 --> 02:25:35.760
head and then heard them beats of
soft guitars traveling with the Brisa from the

1661
02:25:35.840 --> 02:25:45.200
tent recognized the clear melody of moon
of bushy are dancing. She smiled,

1662
02:25:45.559 --> 02:25:48.639
passed her arms around Caii' s
neck and began to swing from one side

1663
02:25:48.760 --> 02:25:54.639
to the other. We' re
doing it, too. I don'

1664
02:25:54.680 --> 02:25:58.600
t know how to do it,
you have to move. Thus, she

1665
02:25:58.719 --> 02:26:03.479
replied with a laugh. He felt
completely ridiculous, but he followed the game

1666
02:26:03.559 --> 02:26:11.360
and moved with it and then somehow
stopped feeling ridiculous. There were only the

1667
02:26:11.360 --> 02:26:15.520
two of them, just the moon, the ocean, the sand, the

1668
02:26:15.559 --> 02:26:20.159
music and two hearts beating and she
was smiling. He put his lips on

1669
02:26:20.200 --> 02:26:24.719
that smile, stole it and when
his tongue entered his mouth, the flavors

1670
02:26:24.040 --> 02:26:30.719
of Fruit, Vanilla and Champagne made
him spin. The head. I'

1671
02:26:30.760 --> 02:26:33.319
d never eat cake again without thinking
about it. I' d never drink

1672
02:26:33.360 --> 02:26:39.040
champagne without thinking about her. Every
triumph of his life would taste. Esme

1673
02:26:41.159 --> 02:26:45.360
couldn' t help but walk her
body with her hands, try to find

1674
02:26:45.479 --> 02:26:50.399
a way to SS favorite parts,
but her loose dress made it almost impossible

1675
02:26:50.399 --> 02:26:54.760
for her. When he released a
sound of frustration, she laughed at him.

1676
02:26:54.879 --> 02:26:58.360
One last time, he turned away
and wiped off the lipstick in his

1677
02:26:58.399 --> 02:27:05.399
mouth. We need to talk.
You' re right. Kay breathed deep

1678
02:27:05.479 --> 02:27:09.000
to get rid of the lust of
her mind and took her hands. The

1679
02:27:09.040 --> 02:27:13.879
sooner I proposed, the sooner I
would finish everything and be much closer to

1680
02:27:13.920 --> 02:27:20.959
marrying her. It is Me Ancalette
Kai doubted surprised by the shaking of her

1681
02:27:22.040 --> 02:27:26.639
hands. Unlike him. She was
really shaking when she was nervous and caressed

1682
02:27:26.680 --> 02:27:31.760
her knuckles with her thumbs hoping to
calm her down. You talk first if

1683
02:27:31.879 --> 02:27:37.959
you want. She lifted her chin
and said very well I first relaxed her

1684
02:27:39.040 --> 02:27:43.040
lips and adjusted her hands to hold
them from him. While he was holding

1685
02:27:43.079 --> 02:27:46.840
his own. He started talking on
several occasions, but he stopped before the

1686
02:27:46.879 --> 02:27:54.920
words came out You want me to
talk first. Then he asked I can

1687
02:27:54.959 --> 02:28:00.719
' t. He took another deep
breath and bit his lower lip before saying

1688
02:28:00.719 --> 02:28:07.799
when I got here he had reason
to get married. With you many reasons

1689
02:28:07.879 --> 02:28:13.559
and I approached you for those reasons, but then his look found his.

1690
02:28:15.000 --> 02:28:20.840
Then I got to know you his
fingers clung harder to his fingers and I

1691
02:28:20.920 --> 02:28:24.799
approached you because I wanted to be
close. I often forget my reasons because

1692
02:28:24.879 --> 02:28:33.959
I' m happy with you.
You make me happy I fell inflated my

1693
02:28:33.959 --> 02:28:37.680
chest, his heart beat at full
speed and couldn' t help but smile.

1694
02:28:39.120 --> 02:28:41.680
There were an infinite number of reasons
to exist on this earth, but

1695
02:28:41.760 --> 02:28:46.600
that seemed the most important of all. I' m happy to be here

1696
02:28:46.600 --> 02:28:50.639
I' m happy to be here. Kai said. It may be too

1697
02:28:50.639 --> 02:28:56.840
fast, it may not be the
smartest decision, but she slowly smiled at

1698
02:28:56.879 --> 02:29:00.239
the soft, liquid eyes in the
moonlight and said with a child. It

1699
02:29:00.319 --> 02:29:05.280
' s clear I love you,
Kai' s lungs stopped breathing his heart,

1700
02:29:05.440 --> 02:29:11.079
he stopped beating. He loved me
the warmth bubbled over him with waves

1701
02:29:11.239 --> 02:29:18.200
to vassalantes what had he done for
whom she loved him? I was willing

1702
02:29:18.239 --> 02:29:22.399
to do it a million more times. Kai took Esme' s hands to

1703
02:29:22.440 --> 02:29:28.680
her lips and kissed her knuckles.
I couldn' t talk, I had

1704
02:29:28.719 --> 02:29:31.159
no idea what to say. Lu
being much more beautiful than the moon,

1705
02:29:31.479 --> 02:29:35.559
stars and water. Behind her,
it' s Me sketched a flirtatious smile

1706
02:29:35.680 --> 02:29:39.399
and asked you love me even if
it' s just a little bit.

1707
02:29:41.479 --> 02:29:46.639
He was paralyzed by that question.
Not why I' d asked that question.

1708
02:29:48.680 --> 02:29:52.719
He could give her anything she wanted. The visa real diamonds her body,

1709
02:29:54.159 --> 02:30:00.840
but love, the hearts of stone
did not love. He didn'

1710
02:30:00.920 --> 02:30:05.159
t want to answer that question.
His whole body rebelled against it, but

1711
02:30:05.120 --> 02:30:11.879
he forced himself to admit the truth. No. She blinked and shook her

1712
02:30:11.000 --> 02:30:18.799
head before smiling again You love me
more than a little bit. No esmel

1713
02:30:18.840 --> 02:30:24.280
retreated and let her go. I' m sorry, but I don'

1714
02:30:24.399 --> 02:30:26.079
t love you much or little.
I don' t love you at all.

1715
02:30:28.159 --> 02:30:31.879
I can' t. The face
of esme dissociated and her eyes opened

1716
02:30:31.920 --> 02:30:37.079
wide and weepy at all she whispered. I don' t love you.

1717
02:30:39.040 --> 02:30:43.040
Kay felt her whole being hurt like
she was imploding and I never will.

1718
02:30:45.440 --> 02:30:50.159
This isn' t funny at all. I' m not kidding. I

1719
02:30:50.200 --> 02:30:56.040
' m completely serious. She didn' t say a word. He only

1720
02:30:56.079 --> 02:31:03.040
stared at him as thick tears poured
down his face. He wanted to retract,

1721
02:31:03.399 --> 02:31:07.399
he wanted to erase the sadness of
her. I would do almost anything

1722
02:31:07.479 --> 02:31:11.559
to make her smile again, but
I couldn' t lie about it.

1723
02:31:13.559 --> 02:31:18.239
She had asked him the question and
deserved to know the answer. I don

1724
02:31:18.360 --> 02:31:22.760
' t love you, I never
will. The heart of esme split in

1725
02:31:22.799 --> 02:31:28.079
two and the sharp splinters stabbed her
from the inside. At the same time

1726
02:31:28.120 --> 02:31:33.000
she was overrun by shame, a
heavy and suffocating shame. She knew why

1727
02:31:33.079 --> 02:31:37.959
he couldn' t love her,
she could go to high school, change

1728
02:31:39.040 --> 02:31:43.360
her clothes and change her way of
talking, but she could never change where

1729
02:31:43.360 --> 02:31:46.040
she came from. From the bottom
it was so poor that it could not

1730
02:31:46.120 --> 02:31:52.000
afford to finish high school, so
different that even other poor people despised it,

1731
02:31:52.200 --> 02:31:54.200
so small that it could not climb
to be free, at least not

1732
02:31:54.200 --> 02:31:58.440
in Vietnam. With everything he had
done for her, he had believed me

1733
02:31:58.440 --> 02:32:01.280
that he saw more of things than
she did. He couldn' t change

1734
02:32:01.319 --> 02:32:05.559
and he valued her for what she
was inside, but he couldn' t

1735
02:32:05.559 --> 02:32:11.479
do it. Considering his words.
I never would. I' m sorry

1736
02:32:11.479 --> 02:32:16.920
I bothered you. I go said
away from him, He shook his head,

1737
02:32:18.319 --> 02:32:24.239
the expression attentive but inscrutable. You
don' t bother me with a

1738
02:32:24.280 --> 02:32:28.200
laugh that grazed the hysteria escaped Esme' s lips. I don' t

1739
02:32:28.200 --> 02:32:31.079
understand you. She turned around to
run away, but he stopped her holding

1740
02:32:31.159 --> 02:32:37.280
her arm firmly. We' re
not done. She took a deep breath

1741
02:32:37.319 --> 02:32:41.120
and took courage to face the worst, almost afraid to look at it for

1742
02:32:41.200 --> 02:32:46.840
fear of what he was going to
say. We should get married. Esme

1743
02:32:46.840 --> 02:32:52.280
' s body loosened from confusion.
I wouldn' t mind if you stayed

1744
02:32:52.399 --> 02:32:58.840
with me long enough to get your
citizenship papers. Then we could get a

1745
02:32:58.840 --> 02:33:03.639
quick divorce. I think that would
work for both son and then he squeezed

1746
02:33:03.760 --> 02:33:11.000
his lips firmly into a wrinkled line. Maybe she had tried to smile.

1747
02:33:11.159 --> 02:33:16.600
He shook his head, he had
heard his words, but they made no

1748
02:33:16.600 --> 02:33:20.719
sense. Why would you marry me
if you don' t love me?

1749
02:33:20.840 --> 02:33:22.440
I' ve gotten used to you
being in my house and in my bed.

1750
02:33:22.479 --> 02:33:26.879
There, when he mentioned his bed
a wave of hot heat, he

1751
02:33:26.920 --> 02:33:33.280
invaded his face to esme and lowered
his head. Sex wanted more sex.

1752
02:33:33.600 --> 02:33:37.959
Of course, he had been a
virgin before all that and they were really

1753
02:33:37.000 --> 02:33:41.200
good in bed, but she couldn' t do it, when it meant

1754
02:33:41.239 --> 02:33:48.159
making love to her and it was
just sex to him. He didn'

1755
02:33:48.159 --> 02:33:52.479
t take his hand away from me
and back off. I can' t

1756
02:33:52.479 --> 02:33:58.760
marry you. Galette frowned. I
don' t understand why, because it

1757
02:33:58.840 --> 02:34:01.920
will hurt me a lot, because
she loved him. If it was just

1758
02:34:01.959 --> 02:34:09.079
a cold deal between strangers, maybe
she could have made that marriage, she

1759
02:34:09.159 --> 02:34:11.319
could have done a lot for jave, but she couldn' t. He

1760
02:34:11.440 --> 02:34:16.440
destroyed his mother first. Galette wasn' t the solution. I had to

1761
02:34:16.520 --> 02:34:22.600
keep looking and find another way.
He looked down. I' m sorry

1762
02:34:22.680 --> 02:34:28.200
some warm tears fell down the face
of esme. She also felt it Esme

1763
02:34:28.559 --> 02:34:35.239
don' t cry myself, without
uttering a single word. She turned and

1764
02:34:35.319 --> 02:34:39.559
staggered through the sand back to the
wedding reception. I had to get away

1765
02:34:39.559 --> 02:34:45.280
from there. To do it.
She needed her phone and money suddenly entered

1766
02:34:45.319 --> 02:34:48.079
the romantic tent and kept her arms
close to her body, while she quickly

1767
02:34:48.200 --> 02:34:52.360
dodged couples who were slowly swinging on
the sandy dance floor, feeling like an

1768
02:34:52.680 --> 02:35:01.520
intruder. There was his imitation bag. On the back of his shoulder he

1769
02:35:01.559 --> 02:35:07.319
hung it on his shoulder and put
all his efforts to avoid eye contact with

1770
02:35:07.360 --> 02:35:11.639
the rest of the guests. You' re feeling well esme asked be and

1771
02:35:11.719 --> 02:35:16.879
greek who stopped mixing sugar in his
cup of tea. Her hair looked perfect,

1772
02:35:16.440 --> 02:35:22.559
her makeup perfect, her perfect black
dress. She was born for those

1773
02:35:22.639 --> 02:35:28.799
occasions. Esme forced herself to sketch
a radiant smile and nodded cove. He

1774
02:35:28.799 --> 02:35:33.280
entered the farthest end of the tent
and watched the guests with a frown as

1775
02:35:33.360 --> 02:35:39.600
if he were looking for someone.
His gaze looked at her is Me did

1776
02:35:39.680 --> 02:35:43.840
not hear what he said, but
he knew it was his name. Calette

1777
02:35:43.879 --> 02:35:48.040
walked in her direction and the panic
took hold of her had to get out

1778
02:35:48.079 --> 02:35:54.000
of there. All those people thought
she was climbing the social ladder. By

1779
02:35:54.040 --> 02:35:56.159
marrying Calet and I didn' t
want to be there. When everyone found

1780
02:35:56.159 --> 02:36:01.879
out he was thinking the same thing, he ran away laughing at the table

1781
02:36:01.000 --> 02:36:05.920
and bumped into something firm. He
looked up and saw the face of wan

1782
02:36:07.639 --> 02:36:11.040
Hey where you' re going.
In such haste he asked with his characteristic

1783
02:36:11.040 --> 02:36:18.040
joy. I' m sorry I
was looking over his shoulder and saw Caleta,

1784
02:36:18.239 --> 02:36:24.479
advancing towards her with a determined step. No, please, let me

1785
02:36:24.639 --> 02:36:30.000
go, please, what' s
going on? Did you fight?“

1786
02:36:31.239 --> 02:36:35.799
Wan,” he asked“ I
felt his vision cloudy as he shook his

1787
02:36:35.799 --> 02:36:41.680
head. No, we didn'
t fight. Calette was getting close She

1788
02:36:41.719 --> 02:36:46.639
dodged wan and ran off. As
I went outside almost slipping. He saw

1789
02:36:46.719 --> 02:36:50.399
that Wande had Caletti and talked to
him with a worried look on his face.

1790
02:36:52.799 --> 02:36:54.920
He ran me at full speed for
a long stretch of sand, feeling

1791
02:36:56.239 --> 02:37:01.600
the rough grains scraping his feet and
finally bumped into the pavement. I didn

1792
02:37:01.639 --> 02:37:05.559
' t know where he was going, but he was moving away and that

1793
02:37:05.559 --> 02:37:11.000
was enough for now. Her phone
rang and rang, but she ignored it

1794
02:37:11.079 --> 02:37:15.000
and kept running blindly, running away
from him and the horrible shame she felt

1795
02:37:15.079 --> 02:37:20.440
when she could no longer ignore the
tone of call stopped, picked up the

1796
02:37:20.479 --> 02:37:24.120
phone from her purse and turned it
off. While standing there with his lungs,

1797
02:37:24.600 --> 02:37:28.799
burning his mouth dry and feet,
possibly bleeding. He realized that he

1798
02:37:28.840 --> 02:37:35.559
had no idea where he was somehow. He had ended up in a quiet

1799
02:37:35.639 --> 02:37:41.680
street bordered by small beach houses and
tall palm trees, without calet, without

1800
02:37:41.920 --> 02:37:46.639
Carol, without her mother, without
her grandmother, or Jade, no one

1801
02:37:46.719 --> 02:37:50.600
just same and had nowhere to go. It surrounded her in a huge world

1802
02:37:50.680 --> 02:37:58.000
and nowhere was hers where she could
go. When you didn' t have

1803
02:37:58.000 --> 02:38:03.680
anywhere. Kay toured the beach for
what seemed like hours, but couldn'

1804
02:38:03.840 --> 02:38:09.399
t find Esme. He was missing
in the middle of the night. She

1805
02:38:09.479 --> 02:38:13.639
tried to call her back, but
she communicated directly with the voicemail the worst

1806
02:38:13.680 --> 02:38:18.799
feeling. He climbed up his skin. The air was cold, but he

1807
02:38:18.799 --> 02:38:22.319
couldn' t stop sweating. He
loosened his bow tie at once, took

1808
02:38:22.360 --> 02:38:26.200
off his hair and took off his
jacket. He almost threw it into the

1809
02:38:26.520 --> 02:38:33.360
sea, but then remembered the velvet
box in his pocket. That little box

1810
02:38:33.479 --> 02:38:37.959
belonged to Esme Good, it would
belong to him once he had a chance

1811
02:38:37.959 --> 02:38:41.079
to hand it over to him.
How he could have gone that way.

1812
02:38:43.079 --> 02:38:48.200
Wan came running from the opposite end
of the beach over there You haven'

1813
02:38:48.280 --> 02:38:54.520
t seen her. What a frustrating
question, if he had seen her,

1814
02:38:54.879 --> 02:38:58.600
he wouldn' t be there alone. No. Wán rubbed his shaved head.

1815
02:39:01.120 --> 02:39:07.399
What the hell happened between you guys
why you ran off Kay kicked the

1816
02:39:07.479 --> 02:39:13.959
sand. I proposed to you.
Even in the dark. Kay saw her

1817
02:39:13.000 --> 02:39:20.680
brother enlarge his eyes Wow, okay. I' m surprised she wasn'

1818
02:39:20.719 --> 02:39:26.440
t happy. I thought she was
really in love with you whaty squeezed so

1819
02:39:26.520 --> 02:39:31.399
tight the wrinkled jacket of her tuxedo
that the fabric issued a squeal. It

1820
02:39:31.479 --> 02:39:35.639
' s good. I was tonight. He told me he loved me.

1821
02:39:37.680 --> 02:39:45.120
He still couldn' t believe it
He looked at him confused and he ignored

1822
02:39:45.159 --> 02:39:48.760
the question and started walking down the
street. Maybe she was sitting on a

1823
02:39:48.840 --> 02:39:52.479
bench around waiting for him. Maybe
his momentary anger. He' d missed

1824
02:39:52.559 --> 02:39:58.760
it before. He had thought things
over and wanted to change his answer and

1825
02:39:58.120 --> 02:40:03.319
what Kai insisted Juan, who reached
him and walked next to him, Kay

1826
02:40:03.319 --> 02:40:07.600
put his jacket back on and put
his hands in his pockets. And I

1827
02:40:07.680 --> 02:40:13.840
' ve told you the truth,
and that truth is which way faster.

1828
02:40:13.239 --> 02:40:18.719
He left the sand behind to reach
the pavement and watched Santa Cruz Street plunged

1829
02:40:18.799 --> 02:40:22.719
into the darkness of the night.
There was a bench next to a lone

1830
02:40:22.760 --> 02:40:26.719
light pole, but it was empty. He took a look at the parking

1831
02:40:26.760 --> 02:40:31.840
lot where his car was. There
were no signs of life. She wasn

1832
02:40:31.920 --> 02:40:39.239
' t anywhere to hold him firmly. Kay, what did you tell her

1833
02:40:39.319 --> 02:40:45.000
why she was crying? Kay tried
to swallow saliva. It didn' t

1834
02:40:45.040 --> 02:40:50.479
work on the first attempt or the
second, but for the third attempt he

1835
02:40:50.479 --> 02:40:54.120
remembered how to do it. I
told her I didn' t love her.

1836
02:40:54.159 --> 02:41:00.319
That' s silly. This I
want what the hell I told you,

1837
02:41:00.399 --> 02:41:03.040
because it' s true. Kai
insisted,“ You are crazy of

1838
02:41:03.079 --> 02:41:07.840
love for her Look at her,” Juan told you, gestured with his

1839
02:41:07.879 --> 02:41:13.000
hands toward Kai as if it were
something obvious. It' s not true.

1840
02:41:13.120 --> 02:41:18.959
Kay let go bitingly. Don'
t fasciris. Of course it'

1841
02:41:18.000 --> 02:41:22.520
s true. You' re a
man of everything or nothing. So we

1842
02:41:22.559 --> 02:41:26.440
always knew that the first girl to
get your attention would be the one.

1843
02:41:26.559 --> 02:41:31.040
It' s Me It' s
your choice. I don' t have

1844
02:41:31.040 --> 02:41:35.799
a choice. I' m not
good at relationships. He went down the

1845
02:41:35.879 --> 02:41:43.040
street looking everywhere where Esme shit was, he' d be safe. It

1846
02:41:43.120 --> 02:41:46.879
didn' t seem like a dangerous
area, but that was no guarantee.

1847
02:41:46.879 --> 02:41:52.319
She felt an adrenaline rush and her
heart bumped into her ribs as she grabbed

1848
02:41:52.399 --> 02:41:58.600
her phone and called her back straight
to the voicemail demons why she didn'

1849
02:41:58.639 --> 02:42:05.319
t recede. He mumbled more for
himself than for Wan.“ He does

1850
02:42:05.360 --> 02:42:09.200
not want to talk to you,” his brother replied. Anyway, you

1851
02:42:09.200 --> 02:42:11.040
don' t tell a girl you
don' t love her, and then

1852
02:42:11.079 --> 02:42:15.159
you ask her to get married.
With you. I don' t know

1853
02:42:15.200 --> 02:42:18.000
what you were thinking. Kay put
her phone back in her pocket impatiently.

1854
02:42:20.920 --> 02:42:24.239
He needs a visa and I can
give him one. It' s that

1855
02:42:24.239 --> 02:42:28.319
simple. I even told her I' d be willing to divorce her.

1856
02:42:28.440 --> 02:42:33.479
As soon as it' s all
officialized. He should have been happy instead

1857
02:42:33.520 --> 02:42:39.200
of saying no and running away instead
of responding immediately. John exhaled and passed

1858
02:42:39.280 --> 02:42:46.920
a hand through his face as he
shook his head. At least they agreed

1859
02:42:46.920 --> 02:42:52.280
on something. This situation was exactly
bullshit. Why are you willing to do

1860
02:42:52.399 --> 02:42:56.920
all that for her?“ If
you’ re not interested in relationships,

1861
02:42:56.280 --> 02:43:01.319
” Wan asked with his eyes squinted, his brother’ s eyes swerved and

1862
02:43:01.319 --> 02:43:05.760
shrugged. I' ve gotten used
to being with her and we' re

1863
02:43:05.760 --> 02:43:13.120
fine living together. Then why didn' t John raise his hands great reasons

1864
02:43:13.200 --> 02:43:18.520
for marrying? I' m going
back to the wedding. If you know

1865
02:43:18.600 --> 02:43:24.639
anything about her. Let me know. While John was returning determinedly to the

1866
02:43:24.680 --> 02:43:28.719
wedding tent, Kai went to his
car and slipped into the high- heeled

1867
02:43:28.799 --> 02:43:33.399
esme shoes were resting on the passenger
seat forming irregular angles and he looked into

1868
02:43:33.479 --> 02:43:39.040
the car with enthusiasm, until he
remembered that she had left them there from

1869
02:43:39.159 --> 02:43:46.600
the beginning. Qai drove aimlessly searching
the streets, sidewalks, banks and shops

1870
02:43:46.639 --> 02:43:52.440
for a woman wearing a loose black
dress who was barefoot. He didn'

1871
02:43:52.479 --> 02:43:56.879
t find her anywhere. When he
stopped at the same traffic light for the

1872
02:43:56.280 --> 02:44:01.479
fourth time he recognized that it was
time to surrender. She had her phone

1873
02:44:01.559 --> 02:44:05.360
and purse and knew how to take
care of herself. If she didn'

1874
02:44:05.440 --> 02:44:07.360
t want to be found, there
was no point in continuing to look for

1875
02:44:07.360 --> 02:44:13.319
her. Still it would stay close
just in case it stopped the car in

1876
02:44:13.360 --> 02:44:16.799
a parking space next to the beach, put the handbrake and turned off the

1877
02:44:16.840 --> 02:44:24.239
engine. Then he sat there waiting
to hit his fingers on the steering wheel

1878
02:44:24.920 --> 02:44:33.559
as he watched the darkened sky scene
twenty- two a bright light went over

1879
02:44:33.680 --> 02:44:37.239
the eyelids of esme. She grimaced, rubbed her face and dropped the small

1880
02:44:37.360 --> 02:44:43.399
bottles from the minibar to the floor. The TV was still on and the

1881
02:44:43.479 --> 02:44:46.920
roof of the hotel room was spinning, or maybe it was she who was

1882
02:44:48.079 --> 02:44:54.360
spinning. He got in hard and
the billy went up his throat while the

1883
02:44:54.440 --> 02:45:00.799
bedroom was leaning. Ay did not
run into panic towards the bar and touched

1884
02:45:00.799 --> 02:45:05.200
the floor with his knees, just
as he began to vomit in the toilet

1885
02:45:05.280 --> 02:45:09.760
again and again until he felt his
eyes burst. When she finally managed to

1886
02:45:11.079 --> 02:45:13.360
stop, she wiped her mouth and
watched her face numb in the mirror.

1887
02:45:15.360 --> 02:45:18.680
He had vomited so strongly that a
few red dots had come out on his

1888
02:45:18.719 --> 02:45:24.319
cheekbones and around his eyes. And
to make matters worse, her hair was

1889
02:45:24.399 --> 02:45:28.200
a mess. He was still wearing
the black dress the day before and smelled

1890
02:45:28.200 --> 02:45:33.440
terrible. If her mother and grandmother
could see her at that time, they

1891
02:45:33.440 --> 02:45:39.559
would surely be very disappointed and Lee
would order her return to Calette' s

1892
02:45:39.639 --> 02:45:45.600
house, where she would be safe
to thank her for her marriage proposal and

1893
02:45:45.680 --> 02:45:48.280
sign the papers as soon as possible
before he changed his mind. Jade needed

1894
02:45:48.360 --> 02:45:52.680
it, but a one- sided
love story would destroy Esme not to mention

1895
02:45:52.799 --> 02:45:56.840
that she would be setting a terrible
example for her daughter. Esme wasn'

1896
02:45:56.879 --> 02:46:01.399
t going back to him. He
picked up his phone, searched for Fealsumacker

1897
02:46:01.479 --> 02:46:05.000
' s number, and called him
back. He rang several times until he

1898
02:46:05.040 --> 02:46:09.959
cut himself without entering the voicemail,
so he called again. Before reaching the

1899
02:46:11.000 --> 02:46:13.760
first tone, a recording was heard. The person you call is not available

1900
02:46:13.840 --> 02:46:22.840
at this time. What did that
mean? He tried again. And once

1901
02:46:22.879 --> 02:46:26.280
again, before reaching the first tone, the message was heard again. The

1902
02:46:26.319 --> 02:46:33.200
person you call is not available at
this time. He must have blocked the

1903
02:46:33.280 --> 02:46:37.719
number. Maybe it was his father
and he blocked it. That made him

1904
02:46:37.840 --> 02:46:43.799
stomach, turned him around and his
pride broke, but he convinced himself that

1905
02:46:43.879 --> 02:46:50.680
everything was fine. She didn'
t need it, she didn' t

1906
02:46:50.680 --> 02:46:54.280
need anyone. Maybe she was still
drunk because of the minibar drinks and maybe

1907
02:46:54.360 --> 02:46:58.360
she was too sensitive. However,
there alone. In that hotel room,

1908
02:46:58.639 --> 02:47:03.520
he really baratized himself. He swore
that from that moment on he would do

1909
02:47:03.559 --> 02:47:09.879
things for himself. It wasn'
t enough for caleto, for that mysterious

1910
02:47:09.239 --> 02:47:13.600
felsiumach, but it was enough for
herself. He didn' t need a

1911
02:47:13.719 --> 02:47:18.840
man at all, he just needed
his own hands. While washing her hair

1912
02:47:18.879 --> 02:47:22.159
and removing the sand from the wedding
feet under the cheap shower, a bonfire

1913
02:47:22.239 --> 02:47:30.200
burned in her heart. I didn' t know how, but it would

1914
02:47:30.319 --> 02:47:33.559
prove its worth in front of everyone. He spent the day planning a new

1915
02:47:33.600 --> 02:47:37.200
independent life. He took a bus
to a thousand pitas. He toured the

1916
02:47:37.280 --> 02:47:41.360
area near Carol' s restaurant.
In search of apartments, he found a

1917
02:47:41.399 --> 02:47:45.680
place that offered a monthly rent,
signed the contract and went out to buy

1918
02:47:45.719 --> 02:47:52.840
things for the house and new clothes
he would rather walk naked than call calette

1919
02:47:52.879 --> 02:47:58.000
to get his things back. He
could keep them that night while sleeping in

1920
02:47:58.079 --> 02:48:01.079
a sleeping bag in the l of
his apartment, in a single environment.

1921
02:48:01.479 --> 02:48:05.680
He dreamed that Jades' father took
her away and woke up crying. He

1922
02:48:05.719 --> 02:48:09.760
snuggled up against the wall and heard
the building crackle and cars pass outside.

1923
02:48:11.440 --> 02:48:16.040
Like it always used to happen to
him. Their fear gradually became guilt.

1924
02:48:16.879 --> 02:48:18.719
If she had given her daughter,
father and wife right now, Jade would

1925
02:48:20.000 --> 02:48:22.799
have a whole family, with a
mother and a father, not to mention

1926
02:48:22.799 --> 02:48:30.120
living in a luxurious house with servants. But since she hadn' t,

1927
02:48:30.399 --> 02:48:33.440
her child was trapped in a room
hut while her mother led a life apart

1928
02:48:33.559 --> 02:48:41.920
across the ocean. Perhaps a better
mother would have given up her baby was

1929
02:48:43.559 --> 02:48:48.799
selfish to keep jadé was love enough
for her. A ferocity took over his

1930
02:48:48.840 --> 02:48:54.280
body. Love would have to be
enough. It was all she had.

1931
02:48:56.680 --> 02:49:00.639
When the sky began to clear,
he stopped trying to sleep and made a

1932
02:49:00.680 --> 02:49:05.719
search on his over- vised work
phone. There had to be opportunities for

1933
02:49:05.760 --> 02:49:09.440
someone like her in a place like
that were very good. Sorting out the

1934
02:49:09.440 --> 02:49:13.000
difficulties, but he read multiple Internet
pages and they all said the same thing.

1935
02:49:13.360 --> 02:49:18.760
He needed to have a university degree, twelve years of specialized work experience

1936
02:49:18.840 --> 02:49:24.639
or a surprising mix of both requirements. She had work experience, but something

1937
02:49:24.760 --> 02:49:28.520
told her to clean toilets. It
wasn' t the kind of specialization the

1938
02:49:28.600 --> 02:49:33.760
ads requested. I was still struggling
to assimilate that information. When a little

1939
02:49:33.840 --> 02:49:39.600
later, that very morning she entered
Carol' s restaurant ah my beautiful young

1940
02:49:39.719 --> 02:49:46.479
lady has arrived. Carol ran to
meet her and hugged her tightly. You

1941
02:49:48.319 --> 02:49:52.479
had me so worried about why you
ran away without warning anyone. Hey,

1942
02:49:54.440 --> 02:50:01.520
everybody was really worried about you A
little shocked I just hugged her back.

1943
02:50:01.719 --> 02:50:05.479
I' m sorry. I didn' t think anyone cared about her.

1944
02:50:05.520 --> 02:50:11.879
After having rejected Calette' s proposal, she turned away, outlined a forced

1945
02:50:11.959 --> 02:50:18.399
smile and extended her arms as you
can see. I' m fine I

1946
02:50:18.559 --> 02:50:20.760
' m fine I' ve been
looking all over for you. He told

1947
02:50:20.840 --> 02:50:24.360
me he called you a lot of
times why you didn' t answer.

1948
02:50:24.719 --> 02:50:28.479
Carol Esme asked focused on placing her
purse in its usual place, next to

1949
02:50:28.520 --> 02:50:35.000
the cash register and kept her breathing
under control. That was the only way

1950
02:50:35.040 --> 02:50:39.719
to avoid falling apart. I had
nothing to say to him. Carol dismissed

1951
02:50:39.799 --> 02:50:45.239
Esme' s words with a hand
gesture. How you' re supposed to

1952
02:50:45.239 --> 02:50:50.840
solve your problems. If you don' t communicate, tell him it happens

1953
02:50:50.840 --> 02:50:54.399
and gall will fix it. It' s that easy. Esme’ s

1954
02:50:54.559 --> 02:50:58.079
heart beat with a deaf blow,
but fortunately, she had cried so much

1955
02:50:58.120 --> 02:51:03.680
during the last days that her eyes
now remained dry. There' s nothing

1956
02:51:03.719 --> 02:51:09.760
to fix. We' re not
for each other. Her certainty must have

1957
02:51:09.799 --> 02:51:13.879
manifested itself throughout her body, because
Carol looked at her and disappointment became evident

1958
02:51:13.920 --> 02:51:20.440
on her face. You' re
sure it' s nodded me where you

1959
02:51:20.440 --> 02:51:24.840
' ve been. It' s
safe.“ You need money,”

1960
02:51:26.600 --> 02:51:28.920
Carol asked and patted her face and
a grip on her arms as if she

1961
02:51:30.000 --> 02:51:33.319
needed to make sure that she was. I was really there. I got

1962
02:51:33.440 --> 02:51:37.559
everything I need. Thank you.
I stay in that place. At the

1963
02:51:37.600 --> 02:51:43.440
end of the street, the one
who rents rooms per month is pleasant,

1964
02:51:43.840 --> 02:51:48.399
reported esme with a wide smile compared
to his home in vit Nam. It

1965
02:51:48.520 --> 02:51:52.040
was a luxury. However, it
did not take much to make an accommodation

1966
02:51:52.120 --> 02:51:58.959
more pleasant than your home. You' re here Esme suddenly turned around and

1967
02:51:58.000 --> 02:52:03.079
saw calette standing at the door of
the restaurant wearing her classic secret agent uniform,

1968
02:52:03.639 --> 02:52:11.120
black suit and shirt, but it
looked different than usual. He seemed

1969
02:52:11.120 --> 02:52:13.840
tired, but still so handsome that
I felt a sharp stab in him.

1970
02:52:16.840 --> 02:52:20.520
In fact, I was desperate to
find a distraction. He took the sugar

1971
02:52:20.600 --> 02:52:26.239
sachet tray from it shelf and started
adding the right amount of sachets to the

1972
02:52:26.280 --> 02:52:33.680
small boxes on the Hello Calette tables. You didn' t answer any of

1973
02:52:33.680 --> 02:52:37.559
my calls. He said as he
entered the premises in great stride. I

1974
02:52:37.639 --> 02:52:43.719
' m sorry she could do it. It would keep composure three white sachets

1975
02:52:43.719 --> 02:52:50.200
of common sugar, two brown sugar
coffee sachets, three yellow sachets. From

1976
02:52:52.239 --> 02:52:58.879
her she drew her arms and held
her firmly I was worried about you for

1977
02:52:58.959 --> 02:53:03.840
a long time, He simply hugged
her and she allowed it. He had

1978
02:53:03.879 --> 02:53:09.399
reason not to, but at that
moment he could not remember them. It

1979
02:53:09.479 --> 02:53:13.520
was so nice and smelled also that
the lonely part of esme melted with it

1980
02:53:13.479 --> 02:53:18.319
something unknown. He pinched his cheek
and passed his fingers through Calet' s

1981
02:53:18.360 --> 02:53:22.600
face and then stepped aside to look
for the best. What was that you

1982
02:53:22.719 --> 02:53:28.520
didn' t shave. He kissed
her and a stabbing sensation pierced her heart

1983
02:53:28.520 --> 02:53:33.639
like an arrow. As soon as
she loosened up against him, Calet kissed

1984
02:53:33.719 --> 02:53:37.920
her more intensely, seeking her mouth
with frictions so full of desire that they

1985
02:53:37.959 --> 02:53:43.159
made her feel dizzy. It was
impossible not to react when he abducted in

1986
02:53:43.440 --> 02:53:48.479
that way as if he had been
sick of concern for her, as if

1987
02:53:48.479 --> 02:53:52.520
he were passionately in love. Calet' s mother coughed loudly. He gave

1988
02:53:52.520 --> 02:53:58.120
me the kiss and tried to split
up, but Calette' s arms closed

1989
02:53:58.239 --> 02:54:07.239
around where you' ve been asking
I got an apartment near here. He

1990
02:54:07.280 --> 02:54:13.280
stood still. You' ll move. He hesitated for a moment before nodding.

1991
02:54:13.840 --> 02:54:18.680
I don' t know why.
You can' t stay with me

1992
02:54:18.680 --> 02:54:24.040
like before. We don' t
have what let go of a sigh of

1993
02:54:24.079 --> 02:54:26.399
frustration, looked out the window and
made a grimace. This isn' t

1994
02:54:26.440 --> 02:54:31.600
the best neighborhood. His disdain for
the area made the esme muscles think.

1995
02:54:33.680 --> 02:54:37.799
Okay, people weren' t that
rich there, but that didn' t

1996
02:54:37.840 --> 02:54:43.360
mean they were bad. To tell
you the truth, they looked a lot

1997
02:54:43.399 --> 02:54:46.760
like her is she pushed me into
Calet' s chest and he reluctantly let

1998
02:54:46.760 --> 02:54:52.239
her go. It' s not
really. Crime statistics in my neighborhood are

1999
02:54:52.360 --> 02:54:58.319
lower. You should go back.
No. N. N. N N

2000
02:54:58.479 --> 02:55:03.000
N N U s two heads.
I can' t. Calette passed a

2001
02:55:03.079 --> 02:55:07.520
hand through her hair and took a
half step towards her. You were fine

2002
02:55:07.559 --> 02:55:13.520
in my house until recently.“
Why can’ t you love me?

2003
02:55:15.159 --> 02:55:18.319
” she asked softly, giving her
a chance to change everything. He squeezed

2004
02:55:18.360 --> 02:55:24.040
his jaw hard and took it from
his hands. I can keep you safe

2005
02:55:24.079 --> 02:55:31.000
when you' re hurt and her
eyes fell in her mouth. I can

2006
02:55:31.079 --> 02:55:35.600
always kiss you like it' s
the first time. I can get her

2007
02:55:35.680 --> 02:55:41.239
expression made up. I can work
with you in the garden. I can

2008
02:55:41.280 --> 02:55:46.079
even get a professional to take care
of him. I can fix the house

2009
02:55:46.200 --> 02:55:50.760
for you if you want the kind
of wedding you want. I can.

2010
02:55:50.760 --> 02:55:58.399
Calette said firmly. You love me. Calette closed her eyes and then lowered

2011
02:55:58.440 --> 02:56:01.079
her guard. No. No,
no, no, no, I love

2012
02:56:01.079 --> 02:56:05.319
you, she contained the tears,
took her hands away and continued to organize

2013
02:56:05.399 --> 02:56:13.639
the sugar envelopes. Three pink envelopes, three blues. It wouldn' t

2014
02:56:13.639 --> 02:56:20.600
fall apart. It wouldn' t
fall apart. You should get out of

2015
02:56:20.680 --> 02:56:24.200
here You' re gonna be late
for work. He took a deep and

2016
02:56:24.319 --> 02:56:31.600
irregular breath goodbye Then she forced herself
to smile that you had a good day.

2017
02:56:31.600 --> 02:56:35.479
Calet leaned forward as if he intended
to kiss her and for a moment

2018
02:56:35.840 --> 02:56:41.079
she would allow it. She could
almost feel the softness of her lips over

2019
02:56:41.159 --> 02:56:46.079
hers. He could almost feel his
taste, but he threw his head aside

2020
02:56:46.239 --> 02:56:52.159
in the last second and after he
briefly doubted, he receded. Bye mom

2021
02:56:54.280 --> 02:57:00.879
waved to Carol and left Essmes'
s shoulders. He got into baron all

2022
02:57:00.959 --> 02:57:03.959
of a sudden and watched with watery
eyes like the silver porch. He was

2023
02:57:03.000 --> 02:57:07.879
leaving the parking lot at full speed. The sadness grew and weakened her and

2024
02:57:07.920 --> 02:57:13.680
she was slightly surprised that she had
managed to stand so strong that she could

2025
02:57:15.680 --> 02:57:20.239
bear it. He was just one
more man. Carol approached and sat on

2026
02:57:20.239 --> 02:57:26.600
the bench, stunned and defeated.
I don' t understand why he'

2027
02:57:26.639 --> 02:57:31.000
s acting like this He likes you, I assure you. It' s

2028
02:57:31.079 --> 02:57:37.040
clearer than water. Why did you
say that I don' t know without

2029
02:57:37.120 --> 02:57:41.200
saying a word. Esme concentrated on
the sugar sachets, put one last envelope

2030
02:57:41.319 --> 02:57:45.040
in the black box, placed it
against the wall next to the sriracha sauces

2031
02:57:45.120 --> 02:57:50.760
today significant and continued with the next
table. However, while taking the white

2032
02:57:50.879 --> 02:57:56.120
sugar envelopes, a few droplets fell
on the paper. She rinsed her tears

2033
02:57:56.200 --> 02:58:01.879
with her shirt and took a new
overcoat, but also moistened it ven ven

2034
02:58:03.280 --> 02:58:11.760
Carola hugó ven see beautiful young lady, the composure of esme cracked and sudden

2035
02:58:11.879 --> 02:58:20.360
sobs assaulted her. She wasn'
t strong.“ After all, I

2036
02:58:20.440 --> 02:58:24.159
am sorry,” Esme said“
I am no longer your beautiful young lady

2037
02:58:24.200 --> 02:58:28.600
” I tried, but then I
fell in love with him and I can

2038
02:58:28.600 --> 02:58:33.239
' t live next to him.
So I will break everyone deserved to love

2039
02:58:33.280 --> 02:58:41.159
and be loved everyone, including her. Carol caressed her back like she was

2040
02:58:41.239 --> 02:58:48.600
scratching carrots, come on, come
on, you' ll always be my

2041
02:58:48.719 --> 02:58:52.280
beautiful young lady, it' s
always hugged me harder before she swung a

2042
02:58:52.280 --> 02:58:56.200
sleeve over her face. I wish
I had her mother- in- law.

2043
02:58:56.879 --> 02:59:03.360
Carol patted her cheek and watched her
with sad and wise eyes. Then

2044
02:59:03.479 --> 02:59:05.879
he picked up his apron phone and
held it as far away from her as

2045
02:59:05.879 --> 02:59:11.559
possible. As he looked at the
screen with his eyes squinted, he selected

2046
02:59:11.639 --> 02:59:16.040
a phone number to call and pressed
the speaker button. After a series of

2047
02:59:16.159 --> 02:59:20.719
tones, Juan responded and said in
a distracted tone Hello Mom, how are

2048
02:59:20.719 --> 02:59:24.399
you. You need to talk to
your brother. She said it had something

2049
02:59:24.559 --> 02:59:31.440
to do with Esme Coni You found
her. Carola felt briefly, although Wan

2050
02:59:31.559 --> 02:59:35.520
could not see her. Yeah,
yeah, she' s here. Oh,

2051
02:59:35.920 --> 02:59:41.159
well, that' s great.
I had some background voices interrupting him,

2052
02:59:41.520 --> 02:59:46.920
and sounds of drowning were heard as
if he had plugged up the phone

2053
02:59:46.959 --> 02:59:52.000
to talk to someone. Yeah,
I gotta go. I' ll call

2054
02:59:52.079 --> 02:59:58.319
tonight, tonight not now insisted Carol
and if she doesn' t answer,

2055
02:59:58.639 --> 03:00:03.120
you must go see him. I
can' t. I' m in

2056
03:00:03.159 --> 03:00:07.200
New York trying to get the funds
for the next one. Carola spoke over

2057
03:00:07.280 --> 03:00:13.959
her son. Go home. This
is important. He' s your only

2058
03:00:15.040 --> 03:00:20.280
brother and he needs your help.
John sighed sometimes he doesn' t want

2059
03:00:20.319 --> 03:00:26.239
my help. You have to try. It' s your responsibility. You

2060
03:00:26.239 --> 03:00:31.639
have to be better than your son
of a bitch. There was a prolonged

2061
03:00:31.719 --> 03:00:37.120
silence on the phone before Wan said
I took care of it now I really

2062
03:00:37.200 --> 03:00:43.559
have to go bye mom. She
cut the call Carol, muttered something for

2063
03:00:43.639 --> 03:00:48.000
herself and put the phone back in
her apron. He took a bunch of

2064
03:00:48.079 --> 03:00:52.479
sugar sachets, but he hesitated before
putting them in the box. I don

2065
03:00:52.520 --> 03:00:58.360
' t know what he can do
to Nuan. Carol seems busy. These

2066
03:00:58.440 --> 03:01:05.120
problems between her and heat should not
be a priority. Carol ignored the comment

2067
03:01:05.159 --> 03:01:11.120
of esme one has to be firm
with Wanne believe me. I' m

2068
03:01:11.120 --> 03:01:13.000
his mother, but he usually does
what he has to do. If I

2069
03:01:13.079 --> 03:01:18.760
push it, you' ll see, it looks like he manages well.

2070
03:01:18.879 --> 03:01:22.799
He' s just a kid.
No, that' s quite an achievement.

2071
03:01:24.840 --> 03:01:28.319
Esme didn' t imagine doing anything
like that. Sounds good, but

2072
03:01:28.399 --> 03:01:31.600
it' s a small business.“ Nothing to do with Calette,”

2073
03:01:33.319 --> 03:01:37.959
Carol said derogatoryly. Once again it
gave him the feeling that they were not

2074
03:01:37.000 --> 03:01:41.520
talking about the same Calet. Why
people were talking about him like he was

2075
03:01:41.520 --> 03:01:46.479
mega successful. If he wasn'
t, he shook his head and continued

2076
03:01:46.479 --> 03:01:52.559
to work. It didn' t
matter. She had to take care of

2077
03:01:52.600 --> 03:01:56.079
her own business. There were three
weeks left before I had to leave and

2078
03:01:56.120 --> 03:02:01.200
the clock ran. In that country
of empowered persons, justice and equality,

2079
03:02:01.760 --> 03:02:07.760
opportunities were available to all. Marriage
and birth could not determine the only ways

2080
03:02:07.879 --> 03:02:15.319
to belong here. It wasn'
t possible. There had to be something

2081
03:02:15.440 --> 03:02:20.879
she could do to earn a place, some way to prove herself had to

2082
03:02:20.879 --> 03:02:28.079
keep looking. Key sat in front
of his desk in his office and honestly

2083
03:02:28.479 --> 03:02:33.920
did not remember driving there, entering
the building or the elevator. I had

2084
03:02:33.040 --> 03:02:39.600
done everything in automatic mode. I
had been too busy, assimilating that I

2085
03:02:39.639 --> 03:02:43.959
was safe and sound. The day
before it had passed in a white nebula,

2086
03:02:46.040 --> 03:02:48.479
even though logic had tried to convince
him that she was most likely well.

2087
03:02:50.120 --> 03:02:54.239
Horrifying scenarios had taken hold of her
mind constantly and she had felt devastated,

2088
03:02:54.600 --> 03:02:58.520
without sleeping or eating, and had
looked at the news in case she

2089
03:02:58.520 --> 03:03:03.879
appeared on the stretcher of an ambulance, now that she knew she was safe.

2090
03:03:05.159 --> 03:03:09.399
Finally he was relaxed and allowed to
consider the fact that she was not

2091
03:03:09.440 --> 03:03:13.159
only refusing to marry him, but
was also moving earlier there at the restaurant.

2092
03:03:16.479 --> 03:03:22.559
He had done everything he could to
keep him and she had rejected him

2093
03:03:22.639 --> 03:03:28.479
and so it should be. There
was nothing but seeing him now. He

2094
03:03:28.520 --> 03:03:33.680
had believed that he would suffer from
a terrible abstinence when he left me forever.

2095
03:03:33.959 --> 03:03:37.559
But I was surprised how well he
felt. Everything seemed perfect, wrong

2096
03:03:37.879 --> 03:03:46.040
and surprisingly good. He did not
feel sad, angry or depressed. I

2097
03:03:46.239 --> 03:03:52.079
felt nothing. As he turned on
his laptop and watched the screen come to

2098
03:03:52.079 --> 03:03:56.680
life. Routine labor tasks lined up
neatly in his head, emails, major

2099
03:03:56.959 --> 03:04:03.120
junk projects. He was like a
fucking machine back online ready for production.

2100
03:04:05.000 --> 03:04:09.239
However, when he opened his first
email, it took his fingers three attempts

2101
03:04:09.319 --> 03:04:16.520
to write wave sidh correctly, set
made the MDDM soft and even when he

2102
03:04:16.600 --> 03:04:20.600
did, he wasn' t sure
he had written wave correctly. It was

2103
03:04:20.719 --> 03:04:26.559
just a wave- following h.
It didn' t seem like a very

2104
03:04:26.600 --> 03:04:31.719
sophisticated word for a concept as important
as it was. He' d move

2105
03:04:31.719 --> 03:04:37.799
on. People said he was smart. All I had to do was concentrate.

2106
03:04:39.600 --> 03:04:46.319
He was too skilled to concentrate too
skillfully sometimes, when he finally finished

2107
03:04:46.360 --> 03:04:50.159
writing the hymeil he looked at the
clock and was amazed to see that he

2108
03:04:50.239 --> 03:04:54.319
had spent two whole hours writing a
short paragraph. He sighed and took a

2109
03:04:54.360 --> 03:04:58.200
hand to his forehead to massage her
and then stuck a finger in his eye

2110
03:04:58.239 --> 03:05:05.520
by accident shit. Now that his
head was paying attention, he was beating,

2111
03:05:05.959 --> 03:05:09.479
his face was hurting and he had
a strange feeling in his extremities,

2112
03:05:09.639 --> 03:05:11.840
as if they had been taken away
from someone else and glued to him.

2113
03:05:13.760 --> 03:05:18.200
He was probably getting sick. It
had been a long time since the last

2114
03:05:18.600 --> 03:05:22.600
time, so it would certainly be
a horrible thing. Now that I thought

2115
03:05:22.600 --> 03:05:30.319
about it, I haven' t
had the flu vaccine in years. He

2116
03:05:30.319 --> 03:05:33.200
opened the drawer of his desk,
took the ibuprofen bottle he kept there,

2117
03:05:33.520 --> 03:05:39.079
removed the lid and dropped a couple
of pills on his palm. At least

2118
03:05:39.559 --> 03:05:43.639
that' s what he imagined in
his mind. What really happened was that

2119
03:05:43.680 --> 03:05:48.799
the pills fell on him on his
desk and on the floor. When he

2120
03:05:48.879 --> 03:05:52.760
wanted to clean up the chaos,
the pills broke under his feet and knees

2121
03:05:52.799 --> 03:05:56.680
and slipped between his fingers. When
he had finished storing the majority in the

2122
03:05:56.719 --> 03:06:01.120
bottle and accidentally spraying the rest,
he hit his elbow with the chair and

2123
03:06:01.159 --> 03:06:05.879
head with the desk. He went
out into the hallway with the intention of

2124
03:06:05.920 --> 03:06:09.719
going to the kitchen to fetch water
and realized that the office was unsettlingly empty.

2125
03:06:11.840 --> 03:06:16.799
It was like working at Christmas.
At that moment. He recalled that

2126
03:06:16.879 --> 03:06:20.520
on that day they had a meeting
outside the company to encourage teamwork in which

2127
03:06:20.559 --> 03:06:30.000
all employees participated. Fear your partner
would reprimand you for being antisocial. Once

2128
03:06:30.040 --> 03:06:35.200
again, when his phone started ringing
he took it out of his pocket and

2129
03:06:35.239 --> 03:06:41.440
answered the call without seeing who it
was, Hey, it' s me,

2130
03:06:41.840 --> 03:06:46.399
how are you, asked a familiar
voice that wasn' t his partner

2131
03:06:46.399 --> 03:06:50.360
' s hello. Juan, it' s all there. He took a

2132
03:06:50.399 --> 03:06:54.200
look at the pieces of pills he
had scattered on the floor of his office

2133
03:06:54.239 --> 03:06:58.319
and discovered that one of his shoelaces
had been untied. It' s all

2134
03:06:58.319 --> 03:07:03.120
right. Why are you calling me
Mom, she says I have to come

2135
03:07:03.200 --> 03:07:05.280
back from New York to see you, because it' s an emergency.

2136
03:07:07.319 --> 03:07:11.159
What' s going on? There' s no emergency like this. Esme

2137
03:07:11.559 --> 03:07:20.040
asked in a neutral tone. Well, Wan remained silent and waited. When

2138
03:07:20.159 --> 03:07:22.559
Ky couldn' t contain herself any
more, she added she won' t

2139
03:07:22.559 --> 03:07:26.959
come back. He found an apartment
next to the restaurant that he likes more

2140
03:07:28.000 --> 03:07:35.479
than my house and how you carry
it. Well, I' m just

2141
03:07:35.600 --> 03:07:37.719
fine and I wish I wasn'
t. If he managed to have some

2142
03:07:37.799 --> 03:07:43.079
kind of emotional outbreak, he would
prove that he had a broken heart in

2143
03:07:43.200 --> 03:07:46.719
the face of his loss and,
therefore, that he was in love and

2144
03:07:46.719 --> 03:07:50.399
could stay with esme. But he
wasn' t feeling well. You want

2145
03:07:50.479 --> 03:07:56.680
me to come home. Before he
asked Uan we can hang out together.

2146
03:07:56.360 --> 03:08:01.520
I don' t know how to
flirt with girls at a tax convention or

2147
03:08:01.520 --> 03:08:05.639
something. No. Thanks, Kai, I didn' t want to do

2148
03:08:05.760 --> 03:08:11.319
anything that would involve any woman for
a long time and the idea of flirting

2149
03:08:11.399 --> 03:08:15.600
with girls made her headache worse,
even if it was to attend a tax

2150
03:08:15.600 --> 03:08:22.040
convention. You' re sure,
yeah, all right, but if you

2151
03:08:22.399 --> 03:08:26.840
need anything, you can call me
anytime. If I don' t answer,

2152
03:08:26.000 --> 03:08:28.920
I' ll call you back as
soon as I can secure Wan.

2153
03:08:30.959 --> 03:08:35.479
You don' t have to tell
me all this. I know who Kai

2154
03:08:35.479 --> 03:08:43.280
had the most complimenting person in his
life. I just remembered you well.

2155
03:08:43.600 --> 03:08:48.959
Now I' m leaving you bye, little brother Bye. As soon as

2156
03:08:50.000 --> 03:08:52.719
the communication was cut off. Kay
looked around at the empty office, took

2157
03:08:52.719 --> 03:08:58.760
a step and almost ended up with
her face on the floor sighing. He

2158
03:08:58.799 --> 03:09:03.440
bowed on one of his knees and
took his laces, but after multiple attempts,

2159
03:09:03.920 --> 03:09:07.079
he failed to tie them. What
the hell was happening to him?

2160
03:09:09.239 --> 03:09:13.399
I' m sure he' d
caught a flu sick of the whole process.

2161
03:09:13.680 --> 03:09:16.200
He took off his shoes and carried
them in his hand as he left

2162
03:09:16.239 --> 03:09:22.360
the building and walked back home.
In no way would he lead or go

2163
03:09:22.440 --> 03:09:26.799
to any work meeting in that state, the walk was long, hot and

2164
03:09:26.879 --> 03:09:31.559
weird for going barefoot and he was
pretty sure that people were slowing down when

2165
03:09:31.639 --> 03:09:37.879
passing by him. Today he did
not feel as a terminator or not as

2166
03:09:37.959 --> 03:09:43.520
one in good condition. In any
case, when he came home, he

2167
03:09:43.600 --> 03:09:48.239
was bathed in sweat and dehydrated and
urgently needed a bath. However, after

2168
03:09:48.639 --> 03:09:52.680
opening the door he stood there,
unable to enter his entire body, refused

2169
03:09:52.719 --> 03:09:58.479
to move his head, turned his
heart around, hit his chest or had

2170
03:09:58.600 --> 03:10:05.399
a knot in his stomach. The
house was too dark and the air smelled

2171
03:10:05.399 --> 03:10:09.440
of moisture and made him want to
throw up. It didn' t make

2172
03:10:09.440 --> 03:10:15.680
sense. I had been there that
very morning, but I had been too

2173
03:10:15.719 --> 03:10:18.520
busy thinking about possible catastrophes that could
happen to me to notice something else.

2174
03:10:20.959 --> 03:10:24.360
He sat on the concrete steps outside
and dried the sweat off his sticky face.

2175
03:10:26.479 --> 03:10:33.159
That fever was really hateful. He
felt exhausted. I could sleep for

2176
03:10:33.159 --> 03:10:37.319
centuries, but first I had to
shower and ventilate the house. That moldy

2177
03:10:37.440 --> 03:10:43.840
air or whatever it was had to
go away. Maybe one of the smes

2178
03:10:43.879 --> 03:10:50.159
fruits was rotting in the trash and
there were mold spores floating all over the

2179
03:10:50.280 --> 03:10:54.520
place squeezing their teeth. He stood
up, entered the house and threw his

2180
03:10:54.559 --> 03:10:58.840
shoes to the ground no matter where
they would land or not. Or to

2181
03:10:58.879 --> 03:11:05.520
breathe. The air felt dense and
oppressive. It was all bad mold spores,

2182
03:11:07.000 --> 03:11:11.639
mold spores. He walked to the
kitchen with determined steps and pulled the

2183
03:11:11.719 --> 03:11:18.479
garbage bag out of the empty kitchen
cabinet. What the hell did he look

2184
03:11:18.520 --> 03:11:22.520
for other places in the kitchen where
the fruit might be rotting, but he

2185
03:11:22.520 --> 03:11:28.399
found nothing. All surfaces were immaculate. The only thing that was out of

2186
03:11:28.440 --> 03:11:35.600
place was a glass of half-
full water on the countertop The glass of

2187
03:11:35.760 --> 03:11:39.120
esme felt a wave of warmth in
its cold skin. He didn' t

2188
03:11:39.200 --> 03:11:43.120
realize he was about to grab the
glass until he saw his hand approach him

2189
03:11:43.159 --> 03:11:48.840
and stopped. Before he touched it, he formed a fist and receded.

2190
03:11:48.799 --> 03:11:52.079
He didn' t want to put
his glass in the Dishwasher like he always

2191
03:11:52.079 --> 03:11:58.680
did. I wanted him to be
right there. That suffocating air swept through

2192
03:11:58.760 --> 03:12:03.799
the house with bris and opened all
the windows and doors, but it was

2193
03:12:03.920 --> 03:12:07.959
in vain. His nausea became so
intense that he spent a few minutes leaning

2194
03:12:07.959 --> 03:12:13.479
over the toilet, although he also
failed to vomit the bed. He had

2195
03:12:13.520 --> 03:12:18.559
to go to bed, but not
when he was sweating so profusely somehow he

2196
03:12:18.639 --> 03:12:22.840
managed to shower without causing any injuries
and dressed himself with a sweater upside down

2197
03:12:22.840 --> 03:12:26.479
to prevent the seams from touching his
skin and sports shorts. He wanted layers,

2198
03:12:28.200 --> 03:12:31.559
lots of layers and wanted to cover
himself with his heavy blankets. However,

2199
03:12:31.920 --> 03:12:35.520
when it came time to get into
bed, his limbs were paralyzed and

2200
03:12:35.559 --> 03:12:41.159
he could not do so. I
was an officer now. Esme would never

2201
03:12:41.239 --> 03:12:48.280
sleep there again esme would no longer
receive him naked inside his body calling him

2202
03:12:48.319 --> 03:12:54.479
as he clung to him Esme would
no longer climb over him like a sloth

2203
03:12:54.559 --> 03:13:00.840
in a warm, soft and perfect
tree. It' s me plain smile

2204
03:13:01.120 --> 03:13:05.200
day at night tomorrow and every time
he looked at her, he took one

2205
03:13:05.239 --> 03:13:07.280
of the blankets from the bed and
took her to the living room, where

2206
03:13:07.319 --> 03:13:11.959
she wrapped herself in it and collapsed
on the shitty couch. They had had

2207
03:13:13.079 --> 03:13:20.319
sex on that couch and also on
the fluffy green carpet everywhere and there was

2208
03:13:20.360 --> 03:13:24.159
another one of their glasses half full
on the coffee table. He couldn'

2209
03:13:24.200 --> 03:13:28.760
t get away from her. He
didn' t even know if he wanted

2210
03:13:28.840 --> 03:13:31.639
to do it and he felt like
his head would explode. He covered his

2211
03:13:31.760 --> 03:13:37.559
face with the blanket and inspired the
scent of Esme. At first he believed

2212
03:13:37.600 --> 03:13:43.079
that nausea would get worse, but
his muscles relaxed throughout the heavens. If

2213
03:13:43.159 --> 03:13:48.159
I closed my eyes, I could
almost imagine that she was there surrounding him

2214
03:13:48.479 --> 03:13:52.239
with her arms and the dream dragged
him to a place where he no longer

2215
03:13:52.239 --> 03:14:00.799
felt pain. Thanks to the damn
blanket never again, Kai would wash it

2216
03:14:00.840 --> 03:14:05.559
up at strange intervals throughout the night
and the next day. Twelve and thirty

2217
03:14:05.680 --> 03:14:09.040
- four in the morning, threes, forty- five m six and seven

2218
03:14:09.079 --> 03:14:11.840
in the morning, eleven and twenty- two in the morning, and then

2219
03:14:11.920 --> 03:14:16.959
two and nine in the evening.
Last time, the lack of logic of

2220
03:14:16.079 --> 03:14:20.239
the schedules bothered him and he was
looking at the phone with his frown when

2221
03:14:20.399 --> 03:14:26.200
Ana came in through the door.
What kay had left locked, wearing jins

2222
03:14:26.600 --> 03:14:31.399
and an old black T- shirt
Wán watched the shoes scattered across the floor,

2223
03:14:31.719 --> 03:14:35.360
the windows open and the silhouette of
cale wrapped in a blanket on the

2224
03:14:35.399 --> 03:14:41.319
sofa and asked what happened. You
burned a pizza in the oven or something,

2225
03:14:41.719 --> 03:14:46.719
why you' re ventilating the whole
house. Kai joined, but the

2226
03:14:46.799 --> 03:14:50.600
blood hit his head because of the
sudden movement, so he fell back against

2227
03:14:50.680 --> 03:14:58.319
the back of the sofa. The
air felt weird You' re all right

2228
03:14:58.520 --> 03:15:03.159
Kay rubbed her temples where she was
in pain. You shouldn' t be

2229
03:15:03.239 --> 03:15:07.680
in New York getting your B-
series funding round. John took off his

2230
03:15:07.760 --> 03:15:11.360
shoes and crossed the room to lay
a hand on Kai' s forehead.

2231
03:15:11.319 --> 03:15:16.639
I did the important paperwork yesterday and
rescheduled the rest. I was worried about

2232
03:15:18.000 --> 03:15:20.399
you about the breakup and about the
anniversary of Andy' s death coming up.

2233
03:15:22.319 --> 03:15:26.680
Kai turned his brother' s hand
away. It' s just the

2234
03:15:26.719 --> 03:15:35.319
flu that' s lurking back to
New York. I' m shitty on

2235
03:15:35.360 --> 03:15:39.040
the anniversary of death. A cold
sweat bathed her body and made her feel

2236
03:15:39.079 --> 03:15:45.799
tingled in her skin, as her
heartbeat became erratic. He had deliberately blocked

2237
03:15:45.959 --> 03:15:48.360
that data from his mind because he
hated that kind of thing. But that

2238
03:15:48.399 --> 03:15:56.200
anniversary was an important one. Ten
years there would be a ceremony more chants

2239
03:15:56.280 --> 03:16:01.280
of monks and rivers of tears.
His head was beating on the edge of

2240
03:16:01.319 --> 03:16:05.239
the explosion. There' s no
flu poking around. It' s summer.

2241
03:16:07.159 --> 03:16:09.559
John frowned and put his hand back
against Kai' s forehead, and

2242
03:16:09.639 --> 03:16:15.559
you don' t have a fever, so I' m in the pre

2243
03:16:15.559 --> 03:16:18.920
- fever stage. Kai murmured because
the sounds caused him pain. Wan sat

2244
03:16:18.920 --> 03:16:22.680
on the coffee table and watched Kai' s face as an astrologer reading the

2245
03:16:22.799 --> 03:16:28.559
stars. When he changed his position
to make himself more comfortable, the glass

2246
03:16:28.639 --> 03:16:33.600
came in his way. He extended
his arm to him, but Kay stopped

2247
03:16:33.600 --> 03:16:39.360
him. Don' t do it
like that. He looked at him blinking

2248
03:16:39.680 --> 03:16:43.319
and asked why. I don'
t like it being here how much you

2249
03:16:43.360 --> 03:16:46.920
watched the glass of water before you
focused your eyes on the street. Finally,

2250
03:16:46.000 --> 03:16:52.360
understanding what was happening, shit is
yours. You don' t know

2251
03:16:52.440 --> 03:16:58.959
how adorable that turns out. Wan
rubbed his jaw and added, although it

2252
03:16:58.040 --> 03:17:05.200
also seems someone' s gesture a
little unstable. Emotionally, you' re

2253
03:17:05.280 --> 03:17:11.840
not acting like a pervert. Truth
by stalking her and watching her with binoculars

2254
03:17:11.879 --> 03:17:16.760
and calling her at night to make
sure she' s sleeping alone and stuff

2255
03:17:16.840 --> 03:17:20.079
like that, no, no,
no, but who the hell she'

2256
03:17:20.079 --> 03:17:24.680
d be sleeping with. If Wan
was referring to another man, he found

2257
03:17:24.760 --> 03:17:31.079
it disturbing enough to consider him carefully. They weren' t suggestions. Wann

2258
03:17:31.159 --> 03:17:35.959
clarified don' t do it,
I' m not acting like a pervert.

2259
03:17:35.360 --> 03:17:41.120
Kay responded with exasperation. Joan felt
and, after an unnatural pause,

2260
03:17:41.479 --> 03:17:45.280
took her phone out of her pocket
and held it up as if she were

2261
03:17:45.399 --> 03:17:52.799
taking a photograph.“ What are
you doing,” Kay asked, sending

2262
03:17:52.879 --> 03:17:56.280
a photograph of your beard to Obé
and Greek you look a little bit like

2263
03:17:56.360 --> 03:18:01.520
Godfrey gaw At this point, Kay
put her eyes blank and rubbed her face.

2264
03:18:01.440 --> 03:18:07.760
How long had it been since c
had shaved. I didn' t

2265
03:18:07.760 --> 03:18:13.000
remember. The last few days had
been chaos for his mind, I'

2266
03:18:13.079 --> 03:18:18.680
m not joking look at you insisted
Wan holding his phone up with Cae'

2267
03:18:18.680 --> 03:18:22.959
s photo on the screen. According
to Kai he looked more like a drug

2268
03:18:24.000 --> 03:18:28.239
addict than a movie star, but
he knew it. Just then, messages

2269
03:18:28.280 --> 03:18:33.680
from ube and Greek appeared on the
screen. Oh, please, tell her

2270
03:18:33.760 --> 03:18:39.399
to let her grow up Wow,
what made a grimace and passed a hand

2271
03:18:39.520 --> 03:18:41.520
through the back of her head.
I' m not sure I want my

2272
03:18:41.600 --> 03:18:46.399
sister to look at me and say
Wau Wan river before her expression became serious.

2273
03:18:48.479 --> 03:18:50.920
It' s just that you can
make me true. Key thought about

2274
03:18:50.959 --> 03:18:56.200
it for a few seconds, before
once nodding the attraction, sex, lust

2275
03:18:56.200 --> 03:19:01.399
and desire everything revolved for the lover
around a single focal point. And that

2276
03:19:01.479 --> 03:19:07.319
focal point was Esme I' ve
been thinking about what you said at macob

2277
03:19:07.639 --> 03:19:11.719
' s wedding That you' re
not in love and I don' t

2278
03:19:11.719 --> 03:19:16.040
know. You may not be,
but this Wane gestured toward the open windows,

2279
03:19:16.559 --> 03:19:22.520
the glass full of dust on the
table and the silhouette of Cae on

2280
03:19:22.559 --> 03:19:28.719
the couch before leaning elbows on his
knees and leaning towards him. This is

2281
03:19:28.799 --> 03:19:33.159
you. When you' re sad, Cae Kai looked at his brother with

2282
03:19:33.159 --> 03:19:37.799
a frown. What the fuck are
you talking about? I' m not

2283
03:19:37.799 --> 03:19:43.200
sad. I have the flu Ján
moved his head from side to side until

2284
03:19:43.239 --> 03:19:46.239
his neck creaked audibly. You know
you' ve been like this before.

2285
03:19:46.680 --> 03:19:52.600
It is not predictable behavior in You. I' ve had the flu before.

2286
03:19:54.239 --> 03:19:58.559
I' m talking about having a
broken heart. Oan speculated with the

2287
03:19:58.600 --> 03:20:03.079
penetrating look on the cane in an
uncomfortable way. Kai' s body was

2288
03:20:03.159 --> 03:20:07.040
tense. I don' t have
him.“ You remember when we were

2289
03:20:07.079 --> 03:20:11.440
little and Mom and Dad split up,” Anne asked quietly. They were

2290
03:20:13.559 --> 03:20:18.040
a little together and then one day
they weren' t. Without further ado.

2291
03:20:18.200 --> 03:20:26.399
It went well. He shrugged,
except you weren' t. You

2292
03:20:26.479 --> 03:20:28.760
stopped talking and became so clumsy that
you stayed home without going to school.

2293
03:20:30.360 --> 03:20:35.200
For two weeks. An ironic smile
was drawn on Oan' s lips.

2294
03:20:35.200 --> 03:20:39.159
I remember, because there was no
one to take care of you. So

2295
03:20:39.200 --> 03:20:43.959
I also had to stay home one
day I cooked ramen in the microwave if

2296
03:20:43.959 --> 03:20:48.239
you bothered because there was no poached
egg like when Mom did. I don

2297
03:20:48.440 --> 03:20:54.000
' t remember any of that,
and what I did remember was neutral,

2298
03:20:54.799 --> 03:20:56.520
discolored and dull. He had been
told to give his father one last hug

2299
03:20:56.600 --> 03:21:03.200
before he left town for himself.
He always remembered hugging a person who used

2300
03:21:03.280 --> 03:21:11.639
to do everything for him and feeling
nothing. Maybe you were too small and

2301
03:21:11.840 --> 03:21:15.959
you remember what happened after Andy'
s funeral. You do remember that.

2302
03:21:16.079 --> 03:21:20.920
A feeling of irritation. He climbed
up Kay' s back and pulled the

2303
03:21:20.000 --> 03:21:26.399
blanket away from a kick feeling the
sudden need to be free. He wanted

2304
03:21:26.440 --> 03:21:30.559
to brush his teeth and take a
shower, close all the windows and maybe

2305
03:21:30.639 --> 03:21:35.799
put that glass in the Dishwasher.
One moment I wasn' t ready to

2306
03:21:35.879 --> 03:21:41.440
put the glass away. Yeah,
I remember. He was fine, too

2307
03:21:41.440 --> 03:21:48.479
good. We can avoid talking about
this because it doesn' t make sense.

2308
03:21:48.520 --> 03:21:52.000
At that time, he didn'
t have a broken heart and now

2309
03:21:52.000 --> 03:21:56.879
he didn' t either. Stone
hearts didn' t break. They were

2310
03:21:56.959 --> 03:22:03.680
too hard I' m like a
terminator who has a programmed logic and no

2311
03:22:03.680 --> 03:22:09.959
feeling. He sketched a plastic smile. Juan put his eyes blank and shit.

2312
03:22:11.680 --> 03:22:16.040
You' re saying you don'
t feel love at all. I

2313
03:22:16.120 --> 03:22:20.879
know you have love for me.
Quel bowed his head aside. I'

2314
03:22:22.000 --> 03:22:26.520
ve never thought about that before and
I assure you there' s nothing you

2315
03:22:26.520 --> 03:22:31.280
can say to make me believe otherwise. Wan added with absolute confidence. Come

2316
03:22:31.520 --> 03:22:37.559
on, try it. I almost
never do things with you and we have

2317
03:22:37.600 --> 03:22:43.760
no common interests and you never forget
my birthday and you always share your food

2318
03:22:43.799 --> 03:22:46.239
with me, even when it'
s your favorite, and I know that

2319
03:22:46.639 --> 03:22:50.760
whenever I need something, I can
count on you no matter what happens to

2320
03:22:50.760 --> 03:22:56.280
Greg Wan. Well, yeah,
those will be unbreakable rules in Kai'

2321
03:22:56.360 --> 03:23:01.559
s universe, because that' s
brotherly love. We just don' t

2322
03:23:01.680 --> 03:23:05.479
say it because we' re tough
and that but yeah, I love you,

2323
03:23:05.479 --> 03:23:09.719
too. Ján hit him on the
shoulder and why the hell you'

2324
03:23:09.799 --> 03:23:13.719
re wearing a sweater. At the
end of July, Kai rubbed his shoulder.

2325
03:23:13.760 --> 03:23:18.799
I told you, I have the
flu, it' s not true.

2326
03:23:20.840 --> 03:23:24.040
That' s how you behave when
your heart is broken. It'

2327
03:23:24.079 --> 03:23:30.680
s like you feel so much pain
that your brain can' t process it,

2328
03:23:31.159 --> 03:23:33.760
and then your body goes out,
too. You acted very similarly.

2329
03:23:33.280 --> 03:23:39.959
After Andy, even one sock.
Kay looked at her feet and was surprised

2330
03:23:39.959 --> 03:23:45.239
when she saw that she was wearing
only one sock. Maybe it slipped out

2331
03:23:45.280 --> 03:23:50.799
in my sleep. He ran through
the blankets, but he wasn' t

2332
03:23:50.920 --> 03:23:54.879
there or you forgot. After Andy, you were so lost that we were

2333
03:23:54.000 --> 03:23:58.559
all afraid that you would accidentally kill
yourself, walking in front of a bus

2334
03:23:58.680 --> 03:24:05.799
or forgotten to eat, Kay shook
her head and rubbed her beard. I

2335
03:24:05.840 --> 03:24:11.440
wouldn' t do that, Wan
river of course not. That' s

2336
03:24:11.520 --> 03:24:16.280
why we were all so worried and
since then you seem lost. In fact,

2337
03:24:16.479 --> 03:24:20.319
it' s been a long time
since I' ve seen you as

2338
03:24:20.319 --> 03:24:24.879
happy as these last two months.
Frankly, Kay squeezed her teeth. He

2339
03:24:24.920 --> 03:24:30.920
had not been happy, He had
been under the effects of a large dose

2340
03:24:31.120 --> 03:24:35.760
of Esme there was a difference,
although at that time his mind did not

2341
03:24:35.799 --> 03:24:41.719
have enough clarity to say which one
was frustrated. He took off his only

2342
03:24:41.760 --> 03:24:46.120
sock and threw it to the ground. It was already symmetrical, but there

2343
03:24:46.120 --> 03:24:50.200
was only one sock on the floor
and it looked completely out of place.

2344
03:24:52.520 --> 03:24:56.600
Wán watched Kay for several seconds before
saying you' re ready for the anniversary

2345
03:24:56.639 --> 03:25:01.000
of his death next weekend, talk
about him. Maybe it' ll help.

2346
03:25:03.120 --> 03:25:09.799
You never do. Kai looked closely. Sock made it at Sarah'

2347
03:25:09.920 --> 03:25:15.559
s wedding. Wan let go of
a sorry sigh. Yeah, I heard

2348
03:25:15.639 --> 03:25:20.600
that I should have been there with
you. It' s not your fault

2349
03:25:20.639 --> 03:25:28.079
I heard everyone. Kai clarified neither
yours. Kai shook his head at his

2350
03:25:28.159 --> 03:25:33.239
brother' s irrational logic and looked
back at the sock. I was supposed

2351
03:25:33.680 --> 03:25:35.959
to pick him up, find his
partner and put them in the washing machine.

2352
03:25:35.920 --> 03:25:41.920
It was particularly infuriating to imagine his
socks, scattered around the house separately,

2353
03:25:41.280 --> 03:25:48.239
were meant to be together. Unlike
Kai, he was meant to be

2354
03:25:48.280 --> 03:25:54.360
a lonely sock. Anyway, lone
socks also had a place in this world.

2355
03:25:54.440 --> 03:25:58.760
Not everyone had their pair When it
was the last time you ate something,

2356
03:26:00.600 --> 03:26:05.399
Wan Kai asked for a shoulder he
didn' t remember. I'

2357
03:26:05.399 --> 03:26:13.840
m fine, I' m not
hungry, well, I' m sure

2358
03:26:13.879 --> 03:26:16.239
you' ll eat with me John
stood up and walked slowly into the kitchen.

2359
03:26:18.239 --> 03:26:22.399
The refrigerator opened, the dishes were
bumped, the cutlery resonated and the

2360
03:26:22.479 --> 03:26:28.280
microwave buzzed and beeped shortly. They
were eating together on the couch as Juan

2361
03:26:28.360 --> 03:26:33.879
passed the TV channels, until he
found a show where the stock exchange news

2362
03:26:33.920 --> 03:26:37.799
ran at the bottom of the screen. Kai had not brushed his teeth,

2363
03:26:37.239 --> 03:26:43.159
fought or shaved and was convinced that
he was a psychopath. However, sitting

2364
03:26:43.479 --> 03:26:48.840
there with John, things seemed better. Eating with his brother and watching TV

2365
03:26:48.920 --> 03:26:54.200
while he was sick. It was
familiar to him and a few blurry memories

2366
03:26:54.280 --> 03:26:58.239
passed through his mind. Perhaps he
had been through this same situation before,

2367
03:26:58.000 --> 03:27:03.559
but with respect to the rest of
having his heart broken. I still couldn

2368
03:27:03.639 --> 03:27:09.360
' t believe that. Scene.
Twenty- three at the beginning of the

2369
03:27:09.760 --> 03:27:15.000
following week, when Angelica went to
pass the Baccalaureate exam, he went with

2370
03:27:15.000 --> 03:27:18.760
her as well. She didn'
t need to take the test, she

2371
03:27:18.840 --> 03:27:22.280
had no one to impress and a
high school diploma wouldn' t help her

2372
03:27:22.319 --> 03:27:26.959
with her work, but the price
had not been too high and she had

2373
03:27:26.000 --> 03:27:28.680
studied a lot, so she told
herself she was doing it to set an

2374
03:27:28.680 --> 03:27:33.360
example for Jade. However, inside
she also knew that she was doing it

2375
03:27:33.440 --> 03:27:39.920
for herself and unconsciously had been studying
for all that time. In general,

2376
03:27:39.319 --> 03:27:45.000
she could not do certain things because
she did not have a chance to do

2377
03:27:45.079 --> 03:27:48.479
them and she was still concerned that
she might not be able to do them

2378
03:27:48.559 --> 03:27:50.760
because she was not good enough.
Maybe all the rich were because they deserved

2379
03:27:50.799 --> 03:27:54.280
it. Maybe she was poor,
because she deserved it, too. But

2380
03:27:54.319 --> 03:28:00.559
now the opportunity was right there and
she wanted to see what happened, what

2381
03:28:00.600 --> 03:28:05.639
happened. When you gave someone a
chance. Something later, that same week,

2382
03:28:07.000 --> 03:28:09.600
I hadn' t solved it yet. The problem with his visa spun

2383
03:28:11.000 --> 03:28:18.319
burning determination of his heart had vanished, so when he received his certificate in

2384
03:28:18.360 --> 03:28:22.200
the inbox of his mail, he
opened it with resignation. However, the

2385
03:28:22.559 --> 03:28:28.680
information received made me feel chills.
He reviewed the name three times to make

2386
03:28:28.719 --> 03:28:33.360
sure they hadn' t made a
mistake and sent it to the wrong person,

2387
03:28:33.680 --> 03:28:39.440
but no doubt the name was emerald, under every subject. He said

2388
03:28:39.479 --> 03:28:45.440
he was fit for college admission and
academic credit. He had obtained perfect notes

2389
03:28:45.559 --> 03:28:52.760
in all areas. Maybe that meant
he was smart. Yeah, the test

2390
03:28:52.799 --> 03:28:56.600
was right there on his phone.
Her heart inflated herself with pride for a

2391
03:28:56.719 --> 03:29:03.360
change Well, she wasn' t
very smart, just a little bit.

2392
03:29:03.360 --> 03:29:07.920
Most people there graduated from high school, but that was much more than she

2393
03:29:07.959 --> 03:29:13.159
had ever dared to dream. That
country girl had a high school diploma,

2394
03:29:13.760 --> 03:29:20.440
it was important and meant something big, but her mind was too busy with

2395
03:29:20.520 --> 03:29:26.200
that explosion of happiness. To understand. His phone vibrated a few times and

2396
03:29:26.239 --> 03:29:31.000
when he looked at the screen,
he saw that he had received text messages

2397
03:29:31.000 --> 03:29:33.760
from Angelica and approved. We'
re going to celebrate it at the bubble

2398
03:29:33.840 --> 03:29:41.159
tea shop next to the Institute You
see why I didn' t want to

2399
03:29:41.600 --> 03:29:45.120
share the good news, but it
wasn' t the right time to call

2400
03:29:45.120 --> 03:29:48.600
home and talk to calette. It
wasn' t an option. He wrote

2401
03:29:48.680 --> 03:29:52.959
a quick reply, checked the spelling
twice and then sent the message Congratulations.

2402
03:29:54.079 --> 03:29:58.600
I' ll see you there once
he' s finished closing the restaurant,

2403
03:29:58.719 --> 03:30:03.840
took this one off, threw it
aside and said goodbye to Carol. It

2404
03:30:03.920 --> 03:30:07.520
took him three minutes to cross the
street and get to the bubble tea shop.

2405
03:30:07.959 --> 03:30:11.840
When the humidity came in, he
wrapped it like a blanket. Small

2406
03:30:11.879 --> 03:30:16.680
flat- screen TVs. They were
attached to the walls next to different groups

2407
03:30:16.719 --> 03:30:20.360
of tables. One saw a Taiwanese
novel, the other had a football match

2408
03:30:20.399 --> 03:30:24.399
and the one that was next to
the small group of Eme classmates showed a

2409
03:30:24.440 --> 03:30:31.239
golf tournamentés. He greeted me
all. He asked and paid for a

2410
03:30:31.360 --> 03:30:35.600
tenagro with milk and pearls and sat
next to Angelica. In front of her

2411
03:30:35.600 --> 03:30:39.239
was the lady, who wore jins, a loose button shirt and, of

2412
03:30:39.280 --> 03:30:46.120
course, an elegant scarf as she
always knew you would approve. The lady

2413
03:30:46.200 --> 03:30:54.200
said that with a wide smile,
of course she approved, Angelica gestured with

2414
03:30:54.239 --> 03:30:56.879
her hand as if it were something
absolutely predictable and he smiled at me.

2415
03:30:58.280 --> 03:31:07.040
I passed. Yes, thank you, congratulations to you too, congratulations to

2416
03:31:07.040 --> 03:31:11.360
all. The rest of the table
was occupied by three classmates, Juan,

2417
03:31:11.639 --> 03:31:16.159
Javier and Juan, and they also
congratulated her before getting up. We have

2418
03:31:16.280 --> 03:31:20.200
to go, but I' m
glad to see you. John came to

2419
03:31:20.280 --> 03:31:26.639
the time of the University, eh
is blinked at me shocked nor had he

2420
03:31:26.639 --> 03:31:33.319
thought about it. It is possible
to smile with unexpected enthusiasm before realizing the

2421
03:31:33.399 --> 03:31:37.520
reality and the smile faded on his
lips as he said goodbye to the boys.

2422
03:31:39.680 --> 03:31:43.120
“ Goodbye to that expression,”
the lady asked once the boys had

2423
03:31:43.200 --> 03:31:50.879
left. I can' t go
to college. Why did they ask the

2424
03:31:50.000 --> 03:31:56.479
lady whose Angelica, at the same
time it is made me a grimace,

2425
03:31:56.639 --> 03:32:01.239
because I have to return to bit
Nam on August 9 and there was no

2426
03:32:03.200 --> 03:32:07.840
way that I could afford to attend
college in her country. His family urgently

2427
03:32:07.879 --> 03:32:11.799
needed his salary, and that did
not take into account the bribes he would

2428
03:32:11.920 --> 03:32:16.600
have to pay to speed up his
paperwork and accept it at some good university.

2429
03:32:18.760 --> 03:32:22.760
“ What kind of visa you have,” the lady asked“ What

2430
03:32:22.879 --> 03:32:28.479
did she look at me with her
little graceful fingers that she had leaning on

2431
03:32:28.479 --> 03:32:33.040
the tourist table?” I too, Angelica leaned on Esme' s hand

2432
03:32:33.200 --> 03:32:37.639
and gave her a rather brilliant grip. She caught Esme' s attention,

2433
03:32:37.959 --> 03:32:43.200
but Angelica withdrew her hand before she
could look more closely at it. There

2434
03:32:43.280 --> 03:32:48.840
' s another kind of visa you
know, noted Miss Q If you'

2435
03:32:48.920 --> 03:32:52.280
re accepted to a university here you' ll be granted a student visa and

2436
03:32:52.360 --> 03:33:00.639
also allowed to bring your family for
the duration of your studies and after you

2437
03:33:00.639 --> 03:33:03.920
get the diploma, you could try
to get a work permit. The air

2438
03:33:05.000 --> 03:33:09.719
escaped from the lungs of esme.
I could get into a college here.

2439
03:33:11.000 --> 03:33:15.440
The grades of his exam passed through
his mind suitable for university admission and academic

2440
03:33:15.520 --> 03:33:22.600
credit. Of course you did have
good grades. The lady asked what I

2441
03:33:22.639 --> 03:33:28.399
was nodding. He tried to contain
a unsuccessful smile and taught the lady with

2442
03:33:28.479 --> 03:33:35.399
her phone certificate. Thanks for the
classes for teaching me esme had won.

2443
03:33:35.559 --> 03:33:41.959
Each of those notes was his and
perhaps the key to belonging to that country.

2444
03:33:43.319 --> 03:33:48.280
The lady with did not stop smiling
while her eyes shone with tears not

2445
03:33:48.360 --> 03:33:52.920
shed. The pleasure is mine,
the enthusiasm bounced in the blood of esme

2446
03:33:54.040 --> 03:33:58.360
as if it were bubbles of champagne
after opening a bottle. If what Miss

2447
03:33:58.399 --> 03:34:03.120
Co was saying was true, she
could become a real accountant, or maybe

2448
03:34:03.159 --> 03:34:09.559
something else, she could be what
she wanted someday, she could be sophisticated

2449
03:34:09.639 --> 03:34:13.719
and educated and walk her head up
high, even in front of calette.

2450
03:34:16.479 --> 03:34:22.920
However, there was a problem as
much as the university costs, he asked

2451
03:34:22.959 --> 03:34:28.200
dubitativa depends on which assists from ten
thousand dollars a year to fifty zero for

2452
03:34:28.280 --> 03:34:31.559
undergraduate students, but there are also
loans and scholarships. Ms Q explained.

2453
03:34:33.600 --> 03:34:37.719
The tension made its way through Esme' s muscles. Ten thousand American dollars.

2454
03:34:37.840 --> 03:34:41.799
It was more than she had earned
in her entire life. Without a

2455
03:34:41.879 --> 03:34:48.799
steady job, he wouldn' t
dare ask for a loan like that once,

2456
03:34:48.200 --> 03:34:54.520
let alone four times. But if
I could keep working with Carol,

2457
03:34:56.600 --> 03:35:00.959
I' d probably manage. It
would go very fair of money, but

2458
03:35:01.159 --> 03:35:05.000
it would be nothing new to her. I was doing the calculations, mentally

2459
03:35:05.079 --> 03:35:09.120
deciphering how many shifts I could do
and subtracting the expenses of rent, food

2460
03:35:09.159 --> 03:35:13.959
and classes. When the lady went
into your case, you' d have

2461
03:35:15.040 --> 03:35:18.479
to get a scholarship, because you
won' t be allowed to work on

2462
03:35:18.479 --> 03:35:24.799
a student visa. But I know
nearby universities that even offer international students with

2463
03:35:24.920 --> 03:35:30.559
your exam grades and your personal career. You may have options. I'

2464
03:35:30.600 --> 03:35:33.520
ll get in touch with someone I
know and see if they could consider you

2465
03:35:33.520 --> 03:35:39.440
as a special case. Eme'
s lips moved without sound. She understood

2466
03:35:39.520 --> 03:35:45.399
the individual meanings of the words that
the Miss had said, but she was

2467
03:35:45.479 --> 03:35:50.719
too shocked to interpret her global sense. She knew the failure and the struggle

2468
03:35:50.719 --> 03:35:56.639
that involved making a way for oneself
and she found it difficult to understand a

2469
03:35:56.760 --> 03:36:01.680
generosity of that magnitude. You'
ve got to keep an eye on my

2470
03:36:01.680 --> 03:36:09.000
simees, okay? I could write
to you any day if I send you

2471
03:36:09.079 --> 03:36:11.600
a request, fill it out and
send it to me right away. Now

2472
03:36:11.719 --> 03:36:16.559
I' m going to call my
friends goodbye girls. Miss Co came out

2473
03:36:16.600 --> 03:36:20.239
of the bubble tea shop with great
decision, walking so fast that Esme didn

2474
03:36:20.399 --> 03:36:26.920
' t even have time to thank
her. I could really help Esme get

2475
03:36:26.959 --> 03:36:33.639
a scholarship. That would be incredible
and it would be everything for her,

2476
03:36:33.799 --> 03:36:37.799
as she realized it was her last
choice. She knew from experience that she

2477
03:36:37.840 --> 03:36:41.600
should contain her enthusiasm, but the
lady who believed in her and the truth

2478
03:36:41.600 --> 03:36:46.920
was that she had approved with perfect
notes. If he had been able to

2479
03:36:46.920 --> 03:36:50.399
do that in his situation, what
else could he do if he had the

2480
03:36:50.399 --> 03:36:56.280
chance. That was real. It
could happen and their hope grew out of

2481
03:36:56.280 --> 03:37:01.520
control. At first he had imagined
marrying Calet and continuing his life as a

2482
03:37:01.600 --> 03:37:07.479
waitress. It was great. That
way I could give Jade a wonderful future

2483
03:37:07.520 --> 03:37:13.840
and she' d be with Calette. Perhaps they could even have more children,

2484
03:37:15.440 --> 03:37:18.479
but now a new dream took shape
in her heart, one that she

2485
03:37:18.559 --> 03:37:24.399
had never dared to feed, but
that she wished with an unbridled intensity to

2486
03:37:24.440 --> 03:37:28.719
do something that she was passionate about
changing the world to be more. I

2487
03:37:28.760 --> 03:37:31.040
didn' t even know she was
good, but I could find out.

2488
03:37:33.000 --> 03:37:35.879
One of the shop employees gave Esme
her tea with milk. She thanked him

2489
03:37:35.920 --> 03:37:41.920
and drank the sweetened tea and chewable
pearls through the long straw. Television showed

2490
03:37:43.000 --> 03:37:46.840
a close- up of a golf
player and Emsoft' s logo on his

2491
03:37:46.879 --> 03:37:52.719
cap seemed familiar to him. Suddenly
he remembered that that' s where Calette

2492
03:37:52.639 --> 03:37:56.719
worked on the top floor, in
a closet. It had to be a

2493
03:37:56.840 --> 03:38:03.920
big company. If he sponsored goal
tournaments well for calette, perhaps if he

2494
03:38:03.959 --> 03:38:07.680
worked hard, he would get a
promotion and one day he could set up

2495
03:38:07.680 --> 03:38:13.920
his garden.“ How about your
boyfriend,” Angelica asked breaking the silence.

2496
03:38:13.879 --> 03:38:18.520
Eme' s hands strained around his
tea with milk. I don'

2497
03:38:18.600 --> 03:38:22.959
t have a boyfriend anymore and he
was never my boyfriend. They had only

2498
03:38:24.040 --> 03:38:28.840
been roommates sleeping together. Now that
he' s gone. I wanted him

2499
03:38:28.879 --> 03:38:33.120
to be climbing the walls because of
sexual frustration, and I expected him to

2500
03:38:33.120 --> 03:38:37.440
think of her when he was satisfying
himself, because I' m sure he

2501
03:38:37.479 --> 03:38:43.159
' d have to do it very
often from that moment on, unless he

2502
03:38:43.200 --> 03:38:48.159
knew someone, he started to get
mad at imagining calette with another kissing her

2503
03:38:48.280 --> 03:38:52.079
as he liked to caress her as
she needed to be caressed and let her

2504
03:38:52.200 --> 03:38:56.680
touch him alone as she had.
Perhaps he would entrust his body to another

2505
03:38:56.760 --> 03:39:01.399
woman. Now that he had initiated
it, she assumed that she should be

2506
03:39:01.479 --> 03:39:05.360
proud if it were the case,
but she only made me want to scratch

2507
03:39:05.399 --> 03:39:11.319
the face of that imaginary woman like
an angry wild cat. He shook my

2508
03:39:11.360 --> 03:39:16.440
head to clear violent thoughts and realized
that Angelica was watching her with a sad

2509
03:39:16.479 --> 03:39:22.399
look of understanding. He seemed like
a good candidate. Angelica said, my

2510
03:39:22.520 --> 03:39:30.719
fiancé is sixty and absent all the
time from business trips. He looked at

2511
03:39:30.840 --> 03:39:35.120
his dazzling engagement ring. That'
s what he' d noticed me before.

2512
03:39:35.239 --> 03:39:43.559
Angelica was engaged without saying anything.
Your kids hate me They' re

2513
03:39:43.559 --> 03:39:46.520
older than me. In time they
will understand. He said he was me.

2514
03:39:48.479 --> 03:39:52.319
Angelica looked down at his left hand, formed a fist and dropped it

2515
03:39:52.360 --> 03:39:58.159
under the table. I don'
t think so. They keep telling me

2516
03:39:58.200 --> 03:40:01.440
to go back to Russia and they' re convincing him to have a vasectomy.

2517
03:40:01.760 --> 03:40:05.559
You know, so I can'
t have any more babies. I

2518
03:40:05.639 --> 03:40:09.280
' m afraid this will end in
a divorce or we won' t even

2519
03:40:11.239 --> 03:40:13.000
get to the wedding because they don' t want to protect the money.

2520
03:40:13.280 --> 03:40:18.200
“ When he died,” Angelica
replied bitterly,“ I agreed to sign

2521
03:40:18.280 --> 03:40:22.840
a contract before the wedding, so
if we divorce, I will receive nothing

2522
03:40:22.239 --> 03:40:26.920
” But that' s not enough
for them and I' ve always wanted

2523
03:40:26.959 --> 03:40:33.120
to have a family. Did he
love you asked me a soft smile spread

2524
03:40:33.159 --> 03:40:39.360
over Angelica' s lips. Yeah, and I love him. It gave

2525
03:40:39.479 --> 03:40:43.840
me a little squeeze on her friend' s arm. Then you will be

2526
03:40:45.799 --> 03:40:50.040
fine, unlike sme and calet,
Angelica smiled and then her expression became thoughtful.

2527
03:40:52.559 --> 03:40:56.959
A scholarship sounds good, but you' ve thought about dating other people.

2528
03:40:58.120 --> 03:41:03.920
He shook my head. Angelica gave
him an impatient look. It'

2529
03:41:05.040 --> 03:41:11.040
s just getting emerald. Getting out
involves kissing and touching and he couldn'

2530
03:41:11.079 --> 03:41:13.680
t make himself say sex. The
idea of being with another man as soon

2531
03:41:13.799 --> 03:41:18.680
as he got his skin up.
Any woman in his place would be trying

2532
03:41:18.719 --> 03:41:20.600
to fall in love with the first
one he found. After all, I

2533
03:41:20.840 --> 03:41:24.639
had to think of jade. However, I couldn' t do it.

2534
03:41:26.600 --> 03:41:30.879
She was probably naive to think so, but if one day she got married,

2535
03:41:31.600 --> 03:41:33.920
it had to be a marriage.
Really, she didn' t feel

2536
03:41:33.959 --> 03:41:39.280
able to take advantage of or hurt
anyone, and that meant that, for

2537
03:41:39.280 --> 03:41:43.760
starters, she would have to stop
being in love. I' m not

2538
03:41:43.760 --> 03:41:48.559
ready. Angelica squeezed her lips and
nodded. I hope you get that scholarship.

2539
03:41:50.639 --> 03:41:54.000
I don' t want you to
leave you are. My only friend

2540
03:41:54.040 --> 03:41:58.120
here, Esma, prepared internally for
disappointment, although her heart did not listen

2541
03:41:58.200 --> 03:42:03.479
to her. She now had a
dream and had never wished for something so

2542
03:42:03.520 --> 03:42:11.120
intensely she took Angelica' s hand
and her friend returned her grip. I

2543
03:42:11.239 --> 03:42:20.159
also said esme. I also scene
twenty- four kay had done it before.

2544
03:42:20.239 --> 03:42:26.159
I could do it again. Besides, he was almost completely recovered from

2545
03:42:26.200 --> 03:42:30.639
the flu, he took off his
shoes. He advanced in socks through the

2546
03:42:30.680 --> 03:42:33.600
wooden floor between the incense mist and
the strong floral aroma emanating from the numerous

2547
03:42:33.600 --> 03:42:39.239
white bouquets, and there was,
at the far end of the main hall,

2548
03:42:39.680 --> 03:42:43.280
an altar on which was a large
golden statue of Buddhas sitting on a

2549
03:42:43.360 --> 03:42:48.920
lotus flower. He passed by the
family and friends, dressed mostly in grey

2550
03:42:50.000 --> 03:42:52.639
robes and sitting cross- legged on
the carpets on the floor, and approached

2551
03:42:52.639 --> 03:42:58.799
the altar. One of the monks
present gave him a stick of incense and

2552
03:42:58.079 --> 03:43:03.639
Kaila accepted with discomfort. I didn' t know what the hell to do

2553
03:43:03.639 --> 03:43:07.159
with her. That was her mother' s land, not hers stuck it

2554
03:43:07.239 --> 03:43:11.959
in the bowl full of rice along
with the other rods and looked at the

2555
03:43:11.000 --> 03:43:18.000
photograph in front of the statue Andy
next to her blue endy wave was sketching

2556
03:43:18.040 --> 03:43:22.319
the same smug smile she drew on
her face. Every time you read it,

2557
03:43:24.120 --> 03:43:30.399
there was an ingenious comment. He
always had those occurrences, always sometimes

2558
03:43:30.440 --> 03:43:35.479
even thought in advance what he could
say to be ready when he came to

2559
03:43:35.520 --> 03:43:39.680
the occasion, not like I fell
who either paralyzed when people laughed at him,

2560
03:43:39.879 --> 03:43:45.399
or he didn' t realize they
were doing it. He touched the

2561
03:43:45.479 --> 03:43:50.280
photograph with the fingertips and the cold
glass surprised him. He usually did not

2562
03:43:50.680 --> 03:43:54.959
reflect on the philosophical questions of life
and humanity. However, at the same

2563
03:43:56.000 --> 03:43:58.959
time, as he watched his cousin' s portrait on paper and resin.

2564
03:44:00.360 --> 03:44:05.440
He wondered what made a person a
person. It was something mystical like the

2565
03:44:05.440 --> 03:44:13.120
soul, something scientific like the neural
connections of the brain or something simpler like

2566
03:44:13.159 --> 03:44:16.719
the ability to make someone miss you. Ten years after your death, he

2567
03:44:16.760 --> 03:44:24.520
recognized that that disheartening emptiness within meant
he missed someone, missed endy and missed

2568
03:44:24.520 --> 03:44:33.680
me. But that wasn' t
the same as having a broken heart.

2569
03:44:35.639 --> 03:44:39.600
Wan was wrong about that. When
she entered the pagoda and left her shoes

2570
03:44:39.680 --> 03:44:43.440
on the front door next to the
other pairs, her entire body paralyzed.

2571
03:44:46.239 --> 03:44:50.479
Esme was wearing the same black dress. Released days ago and during a moment

2572
03:44:50.559 --> 03:44:56.280
of confusion, it seemed as if
she had traveled directly from the macol wedding

2573
03:44:56.319 --> 03:45:01.280
to there, but it had been
two weeks. Logically, Kay knew.

2574
03:45:03.680 --> 03:45:09.760
Her eyes found hers. Her expression
was tense at first, but after a

2575
03:45:09.799 --> 03:45:15.280
second she curved her lips a little. It wasn' t that typical smile

2576
03:45:15.280 --> 03:45:20.399
that numbed his brain, but it
was still a smile, a stabbing sensation.

2577
03:45:20.479 --> 03:45:24.280
He toured his skin from head to
toe and his lungs took heavy air.

2578
03:45:24.879 --> 03:45:30.360
Slowly Esme walked barefoot among the people
on the carpets and stopped next to

2579
03:45:30.399 --> 03:45:35.159
Kay. Next to Andy' s
portrait and the statue. I' ve

2580
03:45:35.159 --> 03:45:39.399
come to lend a hand with the
food. He announced quietly, The monk

2581
03:45:39.520 --> 03:45:43.280
gave him a stick of incense and
she bowed her head and thanked him before

2582
03:45:43.280 --> 03:45:48.079
placing the rod between his hands and
bowing to the statue, as Kai should

2583
03:45:48.079 --> 03:45:54.319
have done before. After sticking the
incense in the rice bowl, she watched

2584
03:45:54.399 --> 03:45:58.079
Andy' s photograph, touched the
bike, and looked at Kay with an

2585
03:45:58.120 --> 03:46:05.159
inscrutable expression. In his face he
asked him he didn' t think he

2586
03:46:05.440 --> 03:46:09.920
could speak, so he nodded the
motorcycle had been Andy and Dima' s

2587
03:46:11.000 --> 03:46:13.399
most precious possession and had given it
to him to fall making sure Gandy wanted

2588
03:46:13.479 --> 03:46:18.239
him to have it. Kai'
s mother had been angry at first,

2589
03:46:18.319 --> 03:46:20.879
but when she saw that she didn' t use it, she had forgotten

2590
03:46:20.879 --> 03:46:24.959
about it. Most of the time
that hy also forgot about it and it

2591
03:46:26.280 --> 03:46:31.719
was the best automatically. She took
the bike and the memories that accompanied her

2592
03:46:31.879 --> 03:46:35.200
to the depths of her mind and
focused on Esme. She had paler skin

2593
03:46:35.280 --> 03:46:39.200
than usual and had lost weight.
Anyway, and without a doubt, it

2594
03:46:39.280 --> 03:46:45.840
was still Esme. No one else
had the eyes of such a specific tone,

2595
03:46:46.000 --> 03:46:50.280
of green, of such a precious
tone. The need to embrace her

2596
03:46:50.360 --> 03:46:54.280
became a viseral pain in her muscles
and bones, but she moved away before

2597
03:46:54.319 --> 03:46:58.680
he could act. It slowly surrounded
the sitting area and stood at one end

2598
03:46:58.719 --> 03:47:03.920
away from the u of all.
Kai' s mother greeted her son from

2599
03:47:03.000 --> 03:47:09.399
her location next to Dimai, Sara, Juan Ube and Greek Maco other family

2600
03:47:09.440 --> 03:47:16.079
members, but he passed by them
to sit next to esme. Why are

2601
03:47:16.120 --> 03:47:22.120
you supposed to sit with your family? She said frowning. A metal bowl

2602
03:47:22.159 --> 03:47:26.280
resounded which indicated that the ceremony was
about to begin and Kai was grateful.

2603
03:47:28.360 --> 03:47:31.559
I didn' t know what explanation
to give. All she needed was to

2604
03:47:31.600 --> 03:47:37.399
be next to her was a thin
man with glasses, a golden robe and

2605
03:47:37.479 --> 03:47:39.719
wearing a Buddhist rosary. He began
to talk about the losses and how time

2606
03:47:39.799 --> 03:47:46.200
healed all the wounds and Kai stopped
listening to the words. I couldn'

2607
03:47:46.200 --> 03:47:50.879
t breathe. It was like an
invisible force was strangling him. He pulled

2608
03:47:50.959 --> 03:47:56.120
from the neck of his shirt,
but he was not wearing a tie and

2609
03:47:56.159 --> 03:47:58.079
the top buttons were not buttoned.
There was no reason for him to feel

2610
03:47:58.159 --> 03:48:03.440
that way. The cameras flashed from
time to time and the photographers filmed him

2611
03:48:05.159 --> 03:48:11.760
speech while the guests listened enthralled.
Caí' s aunt had invited the pagoda,

2612
03:48:11.120 --> 03:48:15.239
a famous monk from Southern California,
and it was a great honor for

2613
03:48:15.319 --> 03:48:20.399
him to talk about Andy. However, Kai wanted him to stop whenever he

2614
03:48:20.440 --> 03:48:24.200
heard his cousin' s name.
The feeling of drowning was getting worse.

2615
03:48:26.159 --> 03:48:28.600
It was like Sara' s wedding, except that now her eyes were burning

2616
03:48:28.639 --> 03:48:33.399
and she felt a tingling on her
skin, as if she had regained circulation.

2617
03:48:33.479 --> 03:48:37.440
After he had cut off what the
hell was happening to him. The

2618
03:48:37.479 --> 03:48:45.079
metal bowl resounded and countless untuned voices
sang something incomprehensible, incense singing dark faces.

2619
03:48:46.680 --> 03:48:52.799
Andy quay had experienced all that before, but now it was different.

2620
03:48:52.840 --> 03:48:58.440
He had had time to assimilate it
and process it for a long time and

2621
03:48:58.520 --> 03:49:01.959
now the barriers of his mind were
crumbling and flooding it into a sea of

2622
03:49:01.959 --> 03:49:07.399
confusion. The emptiness inside it expanded. The feeling of missing him grew so

2623
03:49:07.479 --> 03:49:13.719
much that he overwhelmed him. Andy' s memories invaded his head, his

2624
03:49:13.799 --> 03:49:20.520
childhood. Together, high school together
and that last night, when I fell,

2625
03:49:20.799 --> 03:49:24.280
I had waited and waited for Andy
to show up. He never did.

2626
03:49:24.879 --> 03:49:28.440
Key felt a knot in her throat
pain in her lungs and burning skin.

2627
03:49:30.920 --> 03:49:33.159
A small hand held the sleeve of
his jacket and traveled along his arm

2628
03:49:33.239 --> 03:49:39.280
to lean on his knuckles. He
firmly held Esme' s hand and she

2629
03:49:39.600 --> 03:49:43.559
looked at him as if she understood, but how she could do it.

2630
03:49:43.920 --> 03:49:48.520
“ When he did not,”
she whispered,“ we go outside”

2631
03:49:48.399 --> 03:49:52.559
Kai rose up to distract the famous
monk who was in the middle of a

2632
03:49:52.680 --> 03:49:58.360
prayer and his mother looked at him
with disapproval. He ignored me all and

2633
03:49:58.440 --> 03:50:01.000
pulled his hand until he followed her
out into the coy pond of the Pagoda.

2634
03:50:03.000 --> 03:50:09.559
Sit down Calet you look bad,
she drove him to a stone bench

2635
03:50:09.600 --> 03:50:13.959
facing the water. He sat down
and she pulled her hair out of her

2636
03:50:13.000 --> 03:50:22.399
sweaty forehead with cold, soft fingers. You need to drink water. When

2637
03:50:22.520 --> 03:50:26.120
he tried to get away from me, he surrounded her with his arms around

2638
03:50:26.159 --> 03:50:31.360
her waist and kept her close.“ Don’ t go,” she

2639
03:50:31.440 --> 03:50:35.920
nodded and gestured to her to lean
her cheek against her chest. Then she

2640
03:50:35.959 --> 03:50:41.440
passed her fingers through her hair and
her raspberry jaw Cay breathed deep to feel

2641
03:50:41.440 --> 03:50:46.319
it. It smelled a little different
from how it used to smell as if

2642
03:50:46.399 --> 03:50:50.879
it had changed the soap for clothes, but it managed to feel the comforting

2643
03:50:52.000 --> 03:50:56.399
feminine aroma that was underneath its aroma, the scent of woman, clean skin,

2644
03:50:56.399 --> 03:51:00.920
to esme. The smoke of incense
slowly faded from his senses and he

2645
03:51:01.000 --> 03:51:05.239
let everything go away except her.
The feeling of being sick faded away.

2646
03:51:07.200 --> 03:51:11.440
I could breathe again. People began
to pass by with them few at first,

2647
03:51:13.000 --> 03:51:16.479
but they knew more and more still. He didn' t let her

2648
03:51:16.479 --> 03:51:22.280
go. She needed to touch her
scent, the constant heartbeat to her and

2649
03:51:24.280 --> 03:51:28.239
Kai' s mother said, which
made Esme strain at her side. Come

2650
03:51:28.479 --> 03:51:35.680
help me with no matter what.
I' ll have Wan do it.

2651
03:51:35.680 --> 03:51:41.639
His mother' s footsteps quickly moved
away. It' s me fingering her

2652
03:51:41.680 --> 03:51:46.680
hair before asking questions there' s
fried rolls, you want some. I

2653
03:51:46.799 --> 03:51:52.600
' m not hungry. It would
take a catastrophe to get him away from

2654
03:51:52.719 --> 03:51:56.840
her at the time. Which looked
like a wounded animal who had found a

2655
03:51:56.879 --> 03:52:03.479
little relief for his wounds. Although
you do, she laughed. I haven

2656
03:52:03.600 --> 03:52:07.920
' t eaten too many. He
passed his fingers along his rough cheek he

2657
03:52:09.079 --> 03:52:16.280
had believed that he would never again
experience that feeling and let his eyelids close.

2658
03:52:16.559 --> 03:52:22.079
While enjoying the caresses. She was
better than sunlight and fresh air.

2659
03:52:24.079 --> 03:52:26.520
Time passed, he didn' t
know how much and his mother came back.

2660
03:52:28.600 --> 03:52:35.079
You two should go. Calette you' ve been there for me truth

2661
03:52:35.120 --> 03:52:39.920
said cob I can help clean Esme
separated from Cai and he contained a protest.

2662
03:52:41.879 --> 03:52:45.760
I wanted to take her by the
arms and wrap her around him like

2663
03:52:45.760 --> 03:52:48.479
a handkerchief. There' s a
lot of containers. Yeah, no,

2664
03:52:48.479 --> 03:52:52.559
no, no, they' ve
already taken care of that.“ People

2665
03:52:52.639 --> 03:52:58.200
are already going home,” Carol
said and said goodbye to them with a

2666
03:52:58.280 --> 03:53:03.520
carefree gesture. You' re taking
her home. Hey, Calette, he

2667
03:53:03.600 --> 03:53:07.159
opened my mouth like he wanted to
say something, and he hurried to add

2668
03:53:07.159 --> 03:53:13.000
yes. Of course. All right, well, Carol' s retired.

2669
03:53:13.959 --> 03:53:16.719
Kai got up from the bank and
took a deep breath. I was beating

2670
03:53:16.760 --> 03:53:24.319
her head, but she hadn'
t felt so good in days Come on

2671
03:53:24.760 --> 03:53:28.120
You' re here We better wait. He said esme, yes, I

2672
03:53:28.120 --> 03:53:33.399
' m better, a little sore
and bruised inside, but better than he

2673
03:53:33.440 --> 03:53:39.280
had felt when he had been sick
for days and the fever had finally lowered

2674
03:53:39.399 --> 03:53:46.079
him only that he had never had
a fever while walking to his car.

2675
03:53:46.319 --> 03:53:52.639
Kay was keenly aware of the respectful
distance between them. She kept her fingers

2676
03:53:52.680 --> 03:53:58.239
interlaced and her shoulders tense as she
concentrated on the path ahead. Only two

2677
03:53:58.280 --> 03:54:03.719
hands behind would have gone hand in
hand. Just two weeks ago. She

2678
03:54:03.799 --> 03:54:09.719
had been in love with him.
It was two weeks long enough to stop

2679
03:54:09.760 --> 03:54:15.559
loving someone might be a greedy fucker, but he wanted his love, He

2680
03:54:15.639 --> 03:54:18.559
wanted to be the one chosen for
her to receive his smiles. The reason

2681
03:54:18.600 --> 03:54:24.280
for his smiles, his drug,
she was his. After all that happened,

2682
03:54:24.760 --> 03:54:28.600
it became clear that Cain had not
had the flu, but had experienced

2683
03:54:28.639 --> 03:54:35.680
abstinence syndrome and was far worse than
he could have imagined. I had to

2684
03:54:35.719 --> 03:54:41.559
find a way to make her stay. They got into the car and he

2685
03:54:41.639 --> 03:54:46.360
turned on the engine and laid his
hands on the steering wheel where you live

2686
03:54:46.360 --> 03:54:52.159
now. She looked down at her
hands firmly entwined. Where they rent rooms

2687
03:54:52.200 --> 03:54:58.479
for months next to the restaurant Key
felt his stomach stirring and a feeling of

2688
03:54:58.520 --> 03:55:03.200
bitterness covered his skin. It'
s not a very nice area. It

2689
03:55:03.239 --> 03:55:11.159
' s enough for me it wasn' t for him thought he squeezing his

2690
03:55:11.200 --> 03:55:13.479
teeth, walked away from the San
Jose pagoda and headed to Esme' s

2691
03:55:13.479 --> 03:55:18.520
new home, driving down the highway. Eight hundred and eighty n crossed at

2692
03:55:18.520 --> 03:55:22.319
great speed from an unpopulated area where
there were offices, anodines and warehouses,

2693
03:55:22.760 --> 03:55:28.399
and stopped at a small complex of
grey apartments behind a shopping center. Come

2694
03:55:28.479 --> 03:55:33.120
less on the way from the car
to the apartment. The shoes there were

2695
03:55:33.200 --> 03:55:37.280
stepped on the glass of a broken
beer bottle and passed by a dumpling shopping

2696
03:55:37.319 --> 03:55:43.079
cart. He pressed the alarm button
on his keychain just in case and took

2697
03:55:43.159 --> 03:55:48.120
a look at the place looking for
boring guys who might be interested in scratching

2698
03:55:48.200 --> 03:55:54.440
his car or pricking his wheels.
Luckily, he didn' t see any

2699
03:55:54.440 --> 03:55:58.360
of them. His home was not
wonderful, but at least he didn'

2700
03:55:58.440 --> 03:56:03.120
t have to worry about vandalism.
When she stopped in front of a door

2701
03:56:03.159 --> 03:56:07.639
on the ground floor of the building, the disapproval of the increase fell.

2702
03:56:07.639 --> 03:56:13.280
I wasn' t safe there.
It wouldn' t be too hard to

2703
03:56:13.280 --> 03:56:16.479
break into your apartment. She had
character, but it wasn' t enough

2704
03:56:16.479 --> 03:56:22.040
to protect herself from someone bigger,
stronger, and possibly armed. How he

2705
03:56:22.120 --> 03:56:24.520
felt how his hands were sweating at
the idea of some idiot coming through one

2706
03:56:24.600 --> 03:56:31.319
of the windows to want to come
in. Esme asked, looking over his

2707
03:56:31.399 --> 03:56:37.120
shoulder from the doorway of the door, you look bad again. He nodded

2708
03:56:37.159 --> 03:56:41.840
quietly and she opened the door completely
and let him in was a simple apartment

2709
03:56:41.840 --> 03:56:46.120
in an environment that had a coffee- colored carpet, a sleeping bag on

2710
03:56:46.200 --> 03:56:48.600
the floor and a pile of items
next to him, a mostly empty wardrobe

2711
03:56:48.639 --> 03:56:54.760
and a tiny kitchen with linoleum floor. She had left him. That'

2712
03:56:56.479 --> 03:57:01.879
s why he felt a deep hatred
for the whole apartment. He' s

2713
03:57:01.959 --> 03:57:05.280
thirsty without waiting for Kay to respond. She rushed to the kitchen, filled

2714
03:57:05.319 --> 03:57:09.520
a disposable glass with tap water and
offered it to her. He drank the

2715
03:57:09.559 --> 03:57:16.040
water, grimaced at the taste and
returned the glass. He went to the

2716
03:57:16.079 --> 03:57:20.559
kitchen again, clearly planning to save
it or throw it in the trash or

2717
03:57:20.639 --> 03:57:24.559
something like that, and he took
the time to hug it and bring it

2718
03:57:24.600 --> 03:57:28.879
closer to his body. His chest
against his. Sme was surprised and the

2719
03:57:30.000 --> 03:57:35.719
plastic glass fell to the horrifying.
Carpet marry me He asked for it.

2720
03:57:35.680 --> 03:57:43.479
She breathed deep and her green eyes
looked at him carefully because he shook his

2721
03:57:43.520 --> 03:57:48.159
head. I didn' t know
how to say it. I felt it

2722
03:57:48.239 --> 03:57:52.040
was very important and at the same
time it didn' t seem enough.

2723
03:57:52.079 --> 03:57:58.639
I missed you so much that his
body had weakened. I need to know

2724
03:57:58.639 --> 03:58:03.760
what you' re up to and
that you' re happy and I want

2725
03:58:03.760 --> 03:58:07.000
you close with me. He fisted
me against Kay' s chest as he

2726
03:58:07.079 --> 03:58:11.639
did every time he avoided touching,
and he laid his hands on hers and

2727
03:58:11.680 --> 03:58:18.520
caressed them until she relaxed them.
Go back and marry me. Galette esme

2728
03:58:18.639 --> 03:58:24.079
bit her lip acting instinctively and desperately, kayla leaned back and kissed her.

2729
03:58:26.079 --> 03:58:30.280
She relaxed against him as she always
did, and came a little closer and

2730
03:58:30.360 --> 03:58:35.760
Kai felt her body tense with a
wave of euphoria. She came up with

2731
03:58:35.879 --> 03:58:41.239
the crazy idea that if he kissed
her and touched her the right way,

2732
03:58:41.680 --> 03:58:45.799
maybe she could cloud her senses to
the point that she said yes, by

2733
03:58:45.799 --> 03:58:50.559
accident and by God, that she
was going to get her to keep her

2734
03:58:50.639 --> 03:58:58.520
word married to me, Calette'
s kiss, Calette' s caresses,

2735
03:58:58.959 --> 03:59:03.200
her hands, her hands, touring
her possessive demanding body, causing her to

2736
03:59:03.280 --> 03:59:09.719
melt. She had tried to stay
away from him, but the deep sadness

2737
03:59:09.760 --> 03:59:13.479
that had invaded him during the anniversary
of death had troubled her. She hadn

2738
03:59:13.520 --> 03:59:18.319
' t known how she' d
be there for him, but that she

2739
03:59:18.319 --> 03:59:22.440
knew exactly what to do. That' s how he needed it, so

2740
03:59:22.479 --> 03:59:28.559
he turned himself in. Kay said
it again Marry me. It was probably

2741
03:59:28.639 --> 03:59:31.319
an illusion, but I hear it. I love you in his words.

2742
03:59:31.399 --> 03:59:35.760
Each proposal seduced her even more.
The cold cloth of his sleeping bag,

2743
03:59:37.200 --> 03:59:41.959
he brushed his back and he covered
it with his body A rough palm slipped

2744
03:59:41.000 --> 03:59:46.680
under his dress, toured his thigh
and touched it between his legs. Her

2745
03:59:46.719 --> 03:59:54.040
experienced fingers caressed her and she moistened
the fabric of her underwear. Marry me

2746
03:59:54.159 --> 04:00:00.600
whispering and against her Kalette lips.
Before she or urray was to finish talking.

2747
04:00:01.280 --> 04:00:05.040
He lifted his dress above his breasts. Yes, she delighted with the

2748
04:00:05.120 --> 04:00:11.319
image, making her feel an acute
sense of pleasure directly from her nipples to

2749
04:00:11.399 --> 04:00:16.360
the area between her calet thighs,
touched her under her panties, and her

2750
04:00:16.399 --> 04:00:20.799
skillful fingers touched her there and snatched
away her ability to think what she had

2751
04:00:20.879 --> 04:00:26.760
been about to say. I didn' t remember. I was lost in

2752
04:00:26.799 --> 04:00:33.000
his desire and hers. He'
s never been so out of control,

2753
04:00:33.639 --> 04:00:39.440
so desperate. She kissed her by
walking her body down with licks and small

2754
04:00:39.440 --> 04:00:43.479
bites, and I felt chills with
every puncture of her beard on her chest,

2755
04:00:43.239 --> 04:00:46.959
abdomen, and hips. That was
new, but he liked it.

2756
04:00:48.959 --> 04:00:52.600
He urgently took off her panties and
laid his mouth on her sex and she

2757
04:00:52.680 --> 04:00:58.239
contracted hard. Calet' s repeated
proposal resonated in Esme' s head.

2758
04:00:58.239 --> 04:01:03.040
He had turned to her when he
had needed her most and trusted her.

2759
04:01:03.239 --> 04:01:07.840
He loved her and she felt it
and knowing that drove her directly to the

2760
04:01:07.920 --> 04:01:15.200
limit with a sudden groan. He
looked up surprised as soon as I licked

2761
04:01:15.200 --> 04:01:20.639
you. Calet groaned at her passing
her fingers through her hair and driving her

2762
04:01:20.680 --> 04:01:26.639
back to where she wanted. Couldn' t stop yet. If she stopped,

2763
04:01:26.360 --> 04:01:31.360
and he sketched a broad smile before
he rested his mouth on her again,

2764
04:01:31.799 --> 04:01:37.440
and the convulsions went through Esme swinged
against his face again and again,

2765
04:01:37.680 --> 04:01:43.000
until the tremors spread and then he
was hugging, kissing his head, his

2766
04:01:43.079 --> 04:01:50.200
cheek, his jaw married me she
said with a rough voice she heard it

2767
04:01:50.319 --> 04:01:58.200
again. Master. Calet looked for
his lips and put his tongue in his

2768
04:01:58.319 --> 04:02:01.879
mouth while he was taking it from
his hip and leaning against his firm member,

2769
04:02:03.399 --> 04:02:07.520
" Say yes to esme he softened
his whole body" If I wanted

2770
04:02:07.520 --> 04:02:13.440
him, yes, I loved him, if I wanted to marry him.

2771
04:02:13.440 --> 04:02:18.319
He took the huge lump between his
legs and demanded Di that you love me.

2772
04:02:18.799 --> 04:02:24.719
I had to hear him say that. She deserved it. He moved

2773
04:02:24.760 --> 04:02:31.319
his hips against her hand as a
snoring sound escaped his throat. She zipped

2774
04:02:31.399 --> 04:02:33.920
him down, took his firm limb
with her hand and kissed his swollen mouth

2775
04:02:35.000 --> 04:02:43.879
gently dilo. Once only once would
be enough. Calet was breathless as she

2776
04:02:45.000 --> 04:02:52.559
looked into her eyes. I missed
you. She caressed him by passing his

2777
04:02:52.639 --> 04:02:58.040
hand from the base of his limb
to the tip and he worked out was

2778
04:02:58.159 --> 04:03:03.479
making noise I wish you. She
wrapped a leg around her hip and touched

2779
04:03:03.559 --> 04:03:09.840
her penis tip with her wet folds. That would make him say it and

2780
04:03:09.879 --> 04:03:18.280
he shuddered and his gaze darkened.
I need you and the esme throat closed

2781
04:03:18.360 --> 04:03:24.559
with the threat of disappointment. Say
it, just tell him why he didn

2782
04:03:24.559 --> 04:03:28.159
' t. Repentance became evident in
Calette' s face and she suddenly walked

2783
04:03:28.200 --> 04:03:33.079
away from him. He sat down
and lowered his dress to cover his nakedness.

2784
04:03:35.159 --> 04:03:39.639
He had not let her into his
heart. After all, she had

2785
04:03:39.719 --> 04:03:43.719
been making love to him and for
him it had just been sex. It

2786
04:03:43.719 --> 04:03:50.879
felt horrible, cheap and insignificant.
He wanted to escape, but they were

2787
04:03:50.879 --> 04:03:54.680
in his apartment. He had paid
for it with his money, which he

2788
04:03:54.799 --> 04:03:58.639
had won with his effort.“
You should leave,” she said proudly

2789
04:03:58.680 --> 04:04:03.719
that the words soups had come out
of her mouth. Calette uttered her name

2790
04:04:03.799 --> 04:04:07.159
with a grunt, got up and
passed her fingers through her hair with frustration.

2791
04:04:09.319 --> 04:04:13.559
Her erection remained proud and impatient,
and that image was enough to make

2792
04:04:13.639 --> 04:04:20.479
her feel pained with desire. He
hugged his chest tightly with his arms and

2793
04:04:20.559 --> 04:04:26.040
walked away from him. Please close
the door when you leave there was a

2794
04:04:26.120 --> 04:04:31.200
long pause before a zip sound broke
the silence. Then he heard his feet

2795
04:04:31.239 --> 04:04:35.600
cross the carpet. He heard him
bow down to put his shoes on and

2796
04:04:35.680 --> 04:04:39.879
then the door squeaked. When it
opened and closed. When the engine of

2797
04:04:39.920 --> 04:04:43.760
her car came to life, she
locked the door, went to the bathroom

2798
04:04:43.840 --> 04:04:48.840
and opened the hot shower water.
Now it was his turn to clean up

2799
04:04:48.840 --> 04:04:52.079
what was left of him in his
body and leave him unsatisfied. He refused

2800
04:04:52.159 --> 04:04:56.920
to cry. If he didn'
t love her, someone else would.

2801
04:04:56.920 --> 04:05:01.840
He wouldn' t settle for a
love. I don' t run around,

2802
04:05:01.159 --> 04:05:05.280
not in this life or ever.
Once she rubbed her skin to red,

2803
04:05:05.559 --> 04:05:11.280
she came out of the shower.
He got dressed and checked his email.

2804
04:05:11.760 --> 04:05:18.280
There was an e- mail from
the lady, that a local university

2805
04:05:18.319 --> 04:05:24.959
was interested in her. That sounded
perfect. He grabbed his stuff and went

2806
04:05:26.000 --> 04:05:31.840
to the university library to be able
to complete the application and send it as

2807
04:05:31.920 --> 04:05:37.360
soon as possible. I couldn'
t have calette, but I didn'

2808
04:05:37.360 --> 04:05:41.520
t need it. She' d
make her own way and that was a

2809
04:05:41.559 --> 04:05:48.200
million times better scene. Twenty-
five should have lied. Kay rebuked himself

2810
04:05:48.239 --> 04:05:52.799
on the way home I' ll
call you. It was just words and

2811
04:05:52.920 --> 04:05:56.159
it wouldn' t have been the
first time I lied. There wasn'

2812
04:05:56.280 --> 04:06:00.520
t so much I' d told
your aunt. Day I liked the sum

2813
04:06:00.559 --> 04:06:05.360
of aloe vera that she had made
and it was not so. In fact,

2814
04:06:05.680 --> 04:06:09.159
I wasn' t even sure it
was edible. He was sticky and

2815
04:06:09.239 --> 04:06:15.040
twisted every time he drank it.
If I lied, I could have an

2816
04:06:15.120 --> 04:06:22.319
esme for three years. He needed
those three years with despair he swore he

2817
04:06:22.360 --> 04:06:26.719
wouldn' t keep her by his
side forever. He wouldn' t do

2818
04:06:26.719 --> 04:06:33.120
that to her. Only three years
I had to practice to say those words,

2819
04:06:33.280 --> 04:06:37.920
change the course of the car and
lie to him directly. It wasn

2820
04:06:37.959 --> 04:06:43.799
' t too late. Tea cleared
her throat and tried to utter the second

2821
04:06:43.879 --> 04:06:48.000
word, but it was not possible. After a while behind the wheel,

2822
04:06:48.399 --> 04:06:54.639
he held the lever of change harder
and said master demons Master Master. I

2823
04:06:56.680 --> 04:07:00.600
love shit the heart beat him in
the chest and he, sweat, sprouted

2824
04:07:00.639 --> 04:07:05.200
in the skin and felt completely ridiculous. It would not work if I had

2825
04:07:05.200 --> 04:07:09.559
to say the words with a five- minute delay between them. I love

2826
04:07:09.559 --> 04:07:13.959
you. Do I love you?
Do I love you? Do I love

2827
04:07:13.959 --> 04:07:20.840
you? He was forced to repeat
alarms resounded in his head. He lies

2828
04:07:20.840 --> 04:07:24.559
his sweat piled up on his upper
lip and dripped down his neck and blue

2829
04:07:24.639 --> 04:07:30.000
specks floated in his field of vision. Okay, I had to quit or

2830
04:07:30.120 --> 04:07:33.440
I was going to have an accident. I' d keep practicing later.

2831
04:07:35.360 --> 04:07:39.840
However, when he arrived at his
house, On' s black ducati was

2832
04:07:39.879 --> 04:07:43.760
parked in Kay' s space next
to the sidewalk and the garage was open.

2833
04:07:46.200 --> 04:07:50.639
What the hell. He squealed through
the entrance, put the handbrake on

2834
04:07:50.680 --> 04:07:54.680
and turned the contact key before jumping
out of his car. What are you

2835
04:07:56.079 --> 04:08:00.239
doing asked as he was going to
large strides towards the garage, where Juan

2836
04:08:00.319 --> 04:08:03.559
Sor was standing next to the motorcycle
of a and had removed the tarp from

2837
04:08:03.600 --> 04:08:09.079
him and had placed the black helmet
on the seat.“ It is time

2838
04:08:09.159 --> 04:08:11.920
for you to get rid of this
cheap bike,” Juan said and stared

2839
04:08:11.920 --> 04:08:18.600
at it. Who squeezed his fists
while straining his muscles. You' re

2840
04:08:18.680 --> 04:08:24.639
not ready already.“ No ok
then, get in,” John said

2841
04:08:24.639 --> 04:08:31.440
no. Kay walked toward the motorcycle
and stretched her hand toward the key before

2842
04:08:31.440 --> 04:08:35.239
she could remove it which held him
tightly by the wrist and looked at Kai

2843
04:08:35.319 --> 04:08:37.959
from the front why you' re
pushing him away. Even though you love

2844
04:08:39.000 --> 04:08:50.159
her, I don' t love
her. Juan was blushing. How can

2845
04:08:50.200 --> 04:08:56.639
you say that? You were there
today, you were the one who was

2846
04:08:56.680 --> 04:09:00.000
holding on to her like she was
falling apart and she was the one who

2847
04:09:00.000 --> 04:09:03.799
kept you whole. Her. That' s exactly what you needed, because

2848
04:09:03.879 --> 04:09:07.959
you love her, and she loves
you, too, asshole. Kay repeated

2849
04:09:09.040 --> 04:09:16.079
to himself.“ I don’
t know if you do,” Wan

2850
04:09:16.159 --> 04:09:22.840
said,“ but your head is
full of idiots You feel responsible for Andy

2851
04:09:22.840 --> 04:09:28.719
or something. You' re afraid
of losing her, and that' s

2852
04:09:28.840 --> 04:09:31.520
why you keep her away from what
this is all about. Find out today

2853
04:09:31.719 --> 04:09:35.559
because she' ll be gone in
a week and you' ll regret it

2854
04:09:35.559 --> 04:09:39.399
for the rest of your life.
Kay shook her head while her brain stuttered.

2855
04:09:39.399 --> 04:09:43.000
All that wasn' t true,
it didn' t make sense.

2856
04:09:43.079 --> 04:09:48.479
He wasn' t like that and
shit. There was only one week left.

2857
04:09:48.559 --> 04:09:54.280
“ Why don’ t you drive
this stupid bike,” Wan Kai

2858
04:09:54.280 --> 04:09:58.440
asked. Deadly accidents are five times
more likely on a motorcycle than by car.

2859
04:10:00.479 --> 04:10:05.159
That' s just a zero comma
zero seven percent probability. We'

2860
04:10:05.200 --> 04:10:11.000
re more likely to die from eating
Mom Qay' s food blinked, remember

2861
04:10:11.000 --> 04:10:16.399
the exact number. John set his
eyes blank and raised his hands in the

2862
04:10:16.440 --> 04:10:24.600
air if I read and remember things. Actually, I' m pretty smart

2863
04:10:24.639 --> 04:10:28.479
riding a motorcycle. He' s
not smart. Juán gave his brother a

2864
04:10:28.639 --> 04:10:35.879
sharp look. Sometimes people do and
believe nonsense. I, for example,

2865
04:10:35.239 --> 04:10:39.840
feel more alive when there is a
risk of dying and you think you feel

2866
04:10:39.879 --> 04:10:46.719
nothing and are convinced that the most
sensible answer is to avoid people. That

2867
04:10:46.799 --> 04:10:50.319
' s the way it is.
He answered, Kay, no, that

2868
04:10:50.360 --> 04:10:54.520
' s all bullshit. You understand, tell me where Endy was going when

2869
04:10:54.559 --> 04:11:00.479
that truck hit him, what he
saw the deep scratches on the motorcycle that

2870
04:11:00.559 --> 04:11:07.479
had been caused the night of the
accident. He was going to see me

2871
04:11:07.520 --> 04:11:11.520
why and he bowed his head as
his chest emptied and hollowed out because I

2872
04:11:11.520 --> 04:11:16.920
asked him to. I wanted to
hang out with him shit that horrible feeling.

2873
04:11:18.040 --> 04:11:22.879
It was guilt. Now I could
name him and once in the last

2874
04:11:22.879 --> 04:11:28.360
ten years you' ve invited someone
else here, asked Juan Kai shook his

2875
04:11:28.440 --> 04:11:31.799
head, but that' s because
I don' t need to be surrounded

2876
04:11:31.799 --> 04:11:37.360
by people. I don' t
feel alone the guy who invited endy to

2877
04:11:37.399 --> 04:11:39.600
his house because he didn' t
want to be alone. Don' t

2878
04:11:39.600 --> 04:11:45.239
sit down. Only Juan asked how
the flu is going. Maybe you had

2879
04:11:45.239 --> 04:11:50.440
a fever. Even Kay watched her
brother with a look of rebellion. I

2880
04:11:50.520 --> 04:11:52.159
didn' t want to talk about
the fever I' d never had before.

2881
04:11:54.120 --> 04:11:58.680
John raised an eyebrow, so you' ll tell him. Now tell

2882
04:11:58.760 --> 04:12:03.600
her you' re shamefully in love
with her.“ That is what you

2883
04:12:03.600 --> 04:12:07.360
have to say to him,”
Wan replied with a tone of exasperation.

2884
04:12:07.319 --> 04:12:11.520
How many times I have to tell
you I' m not in love with

2885
04:12:11.520 --> 04:12:16.600
her. John passed a hand through
his head before breathing deep, arming himself

2886
04:12:16.959 --> 04:12:24.879
of courage and addressing Kay with renewed
patience. How do you know, Kai

2887
04:12:24.920 --> 04:12:28.520
stared at him, how I know
I' m not in love. Yeah,

2888
04:12:28.920 --> 04:12:33.280
how do you know you' re
not in love. I know because

2889
04:12:33.440 --> 04:12:37.200
I can' t love him.
I' d already analyzed it and he

2890
04:12:37.319 --> 04:12:41.360
didn' t like having to repeat
things, so you never think about it.

2891
04:12:41.600 --> 04:12:46.639
Wann added, of course, that
I do, and you don'

2892
04:12:46.639 --> 04:12:50.319
t care about her. For example, if he' s sad, you

2893
04:12:50.479 --> 04:12:54.840
don' t give a shit.“ I do care,” Kai said,

2894
04:12:54.719 --> 04:12:58.760
and you would not risk your life
for her. True, I would,

2895
04:12:58.079 --> 04:13:05.239
but so would you. It'
s the right thing to do and

2896
04:13:05.319 --> 04:13:07.840
you don' t like being with
her more than anyone else. You'

2897
04:13:07.920 --> 04:13:13.440
d trade her for someone else without
Repenting Kay looked at her brother with a

2898
04:13:13.440 --> 04:13:16.479
frown. He didn' t like
it, like he was manipulating the questions.

2899
04:13:16.639 --> 04:13:20.440
Yeah, I really like being with
her and I wouldn' t trade

2900
04:13:20.440 --> 04:13:28.200
her for anyone. Juan gave her
an unstoppable look, I bet sex with

2901
04:13:28.239 --> 04:13:33.040
her sucks. It' s none
of your business. Yours are memories of

2902
04:13:33.120 --> 04:13:35.079
what happened. So, within an
hour, they toyed in his mind esme

2903
04:13:35.520 --> 04:13:41.280
approaching his mouth, moaning his name, rubbing his wet parts against his penis.

2904
04:13:41.719 --> 04:13:46.159
But it' s not bullshit." Fucking cocksucker," Wan babbled.

2905
04:13:48.200 --> 04:13:52.079
I hope someday you realize that when
you say all that stuff about someone

2906
04:13:52.159 --> 04:13:56.200
it means you' re in love
with that person. Kai walked away from

2907
04:13:56.239 --> 04:14:01.200
the bike and left the keys to
Juan. It' s not true,

2908
04:14:01.440 --> 04:14:05.959
I' m not. Love and
addiction were two different things. Oh come

2909
04:14:05.959 --> 04:14:11.840
on, Quai exploded. Uan I' ll go take a shower when you

2910
04:14:11.879 --> 04:14:15.239
' ve decided what to do with
the bike. Close the garage. Please,

2911
04:14:16.399 --> 04:14:22.360
Quay escaped into your house through the
garage entrance. Once inside, he

2912
04:14:22.440 --> 04:14:26.319
took off his shoes, took them
to the front door, sat on the

2913
04:14:26.440 --> 04:14:31.719
couch, leaned his elbows on his
knees and buried his face between his hands,

2914
04:14:33.079 --> 04:14:39.440
among the furious beatings of his heart. He heard that the garage door

2915
04:14:39.440 --> 04:14:41.440
was closed and that Juan' s
ducati roared when he came to life.

2916
04:14:43.479 --> 04:14:48.319
The deafening sound of the engine slowed
down and then completely disappeared again alone,

2917
04:14:50.319 --> 04:14:54.600
but he didn' t feel alone
he liked it. Taste wasn' t

2918
04:14:54.639 --> 04:15:03.559
the right word. I was used
to it, well, I used to

2919
04:15:03.600 --> 04:15:05.360
be until I had arrived and that' s it. On Monday I received

2920
04:15:05.440 --> 04:15:11.159
an email from the Miss who said
that the University had received the notes of

2921
04:15:11.200 --> 04:15:13.959
her exam and that her application for
admission was in the process of accelerated review

2922
04:15:15.000 --> 04:15:20.399
due to her recommendation. That was
really happening. He had the possibility of

2923
04:15:20.440 --> 04:15:26.840
receiving university education and changing his life
forever and all. Thanks to her own

2924
04:15:26.920 --> 04:15:31.280
merit, hope grew in gigantic proportions
and the dream of being someone took hold

2925
04:15:31.319 --> 04:15:37.799
of her desired it for herself and
for her daughter. How wonderful it would

2926
04:15:37.840 --> 04:15:41.719
be to teach Jade what she was
able to do. Following his example,

2927
04:15:41.680 --> 04:15:46.360
the following days passed in a nebula
of anxiety and went from extreme trust to

2928
04:15:46.360 --> 04:15:52.760
deep uneasiness and vice versa. He
also found the contact information of an immigration

2929
04:15:52.840 --> 04:15:56.079
lawyer who could, hopefully, help
her bring Jade and her family for the

2930
04:15:56.120 --> 04:16:00.559
duration of her studies, but didn' t call him, just call him.

2931
04:16:02.479 --> 04:16:07.959
If I got the scholarship. On
Wednesday he felt a vibration on his

2932
04:16:07.040 --> 04:16:14.479
apron while he was taking an order
and knew it was Himeo. She was

2933
04:16:14.600 --> 04:16:18.959
too busy to check her phone,
but the mail stalked her from the depths

2934
04:16:18.040 --> 04:16:22.440
of her head as she worked at
the rush hour of lunch. Passing orders

2935
04:16:22.479 --> 04:16:27.159
to the kitchen. His blood buzzed
with enthusiasm. It was a full scholarship

2936
04:16:27.239 --> 04:16:32.879
and she would really become an accountant
and could take care of her family by

2937
04:16:32.959 --> 04:16:37.840
herself while taking the food trays to
the tables. However, his heart overturned

2938
04:16:37.920 --> 04:16:42.200
him. He was a hyme of
rejection and would return home with very little

2939
04:16:42.239 --> 04:16:48.280
to offer as a result of his
stay in the country from optimism to pessimism.

2940
04:16:48.319 --> 04:16:53.040
From optimism to pessimism. When the
last customer retired after placing a$

2941
04:16:53.440 --> 04:16:57.200
20 bill as a tip under his
glass of water and before winking at his

2942
04:16:57.239 --> 04:17:03.120
eye, NR' s or her
had become a bundle of nerves. Instead

2943
04:17:03.159 --> 04:17:07.479
of picking up his phone immediately he
picked up the dishes from the tables and

2944
04:17:07.600 --> 04:17:11.920
then cleaned them with passing caba from
the damp cloth. He was preparing for

2945
04:17:11.920 --> 04:17:18.319
the news he was about to receive. If they were good, he'

2946
04:17:18.360 --> 04:17:22.680
d call his mother right away and
thank Miss Cu and then arrange a meeting

2947
04:17:22.719 --> 04:17:30.840
with the immigration attorney. If they
were bad, nothing happened in their home.

2948
04:17:32.639 --> 04:17:37.479
I had a lot of good things, I' d keep an eye

2949
04:17:37.520 --> 04:17:41.799
on new opportunities, but maybe emerald
after college student didn' t sound good.

2950
04:17:41.879 --> 04:17:47.600
I' d be a wonderful student. He would study as he had

2951
04:17:47.639 --> 04:17:52.360
done that summer, earn every dollar
from the scholarship and later do something great

2952
04:17:52.399 --> 04:17:56.840
with his life. When the last
table was clean, he took his phone

2953
04:17:56.959 --> 04:18:00.840
from the pocket of his apron n
n n n n n u uar his

2954
04:18:00.879 --> 04:18:04.719
usual table and typed the phone password
with shaky fingers. In his inbox there

2955
04:18:04.719 --> 04:18:10.159
was a hymeum from the University that
had as a matter of reference to his

2956
04:18:10.280 --> 04:18:15.280
application for admission. The preview of
the text said Dear Miss Tran, your

2957
04:18:15.360 --> 04:18:22.959
application for admission has been thoroughly reviewed
for that was good or bad. I

2958
04:18:22.040 --> 04:18:26.920
could go on anyway. From there
his heart accelerated his blood, went up

2959
04:18:27.040 --> 04:18:34.200
to his head and his mouth dried
up. I was afraid to open it

2960
04:18:34.319 --> 04:18:40.879
and keep reading. Maybe I should
erase it. Then she would have control

2961
04:18:40.920 --> 04:18:45.479
of her failure instead of those people
who didn' t know her. They

2962
04:18:45.520 --> 04:18:49.200
were judging her on the basis of
a few test notes and a couple of

2963
04:18:49.239 --> 04:18:53.559
texts she had written in one afternoon. That wasn' t enough to determine

2964
04:18:53.639 --> 04:19:00.000
a person' s value. She
got rid of those ridiculous thoughts and rebuked

2965
04:19:00.280 --> 04:19:04.479
herself for being a coward. I
had to open it. She could mean

2966
04:19:04.559 --> 04:19:10.559
everything to her, to her family
and her daughter she took a deep breath

2967
04:19:10.639 --> 04:19:15.239
and prayed to Wedding and also to
Jesus to heaven and then opened the mail.

2968
04:19:15.639 --> 04:19:22.559
Dear Miss Tran, your application has
been thoroughly reviewed by the educational team

2969
04:19:22.600 --> 04:19:26.920
of the University of Santa Clara.
Every year. Our international student scholarship is

2970
04:19:27.000 --> 04:19:30.879
a source of great competition and can
therefore only be awarded to the most exemplary

2971
04:19:30.879 --> 04:19:38.399
students with proven academic potential. We
congratulate her on the results of her review.

2972
04:19:40.399 --> 04:19:44.719
After careful review of your application,
we regret to inform you that we

2973
04:19:44.799 --> 04:19:48.719
will not be able to offer you
this scholarship. We wish you luck in

2974
04:19:48.760 --> 04:19:56.760
your future projects. Sincerely University of
Santa Clara breathed deep breaths and continued to

2975
04:19:56.760 --> 04:20:00.399
do so. His vision was clouded, his face burned and his lungs threatened

2976
04:20:00.440 --> 04:20:07.760
to explode. When he exhaled,
he lost more than air. He exhaled

2977
04:20:07.760 --> 04:20:12.559
his dreams and hopes and his body
collapsed upon himself. A few droplets fell

2978
04:20:12.600 --> 04:20:18.239
to the surface that she had just
cleaned and she dropped them. They had

2979
04:20:18.280 --> 04:20:22.760
assessed it, considered it to be
of little or no value and discarded it.

2980
04:20:23.440 --> 04:20:30.520
That never stopped happening to her again
and again and now she was so

2981
04:20:30.520 --> 04:20:33.760
tired. How I could change my
life when I was trapped like that.

2982
04:20:34.799 --> 04:20:41.440
Its history did not define it its
origins did not define it, at least

2983
04:20:44.079 --> 04:20:48.120
they should not. She might be
more if they gave her a chance,

2984
04:20:48.280 --> 04:20:52.360
but people didn' t see who
she was inside her. I didn'

2985
04:20:53.360 --> 04:20:56.520
t know and she had no way
of showing it to him without a chance.

2986
04:20:56.479 --> 04:21:02.040
The bells of the door tin tint
it and looked up in time to

2987
04:21:02.079 --> 04:21:07.840
see how Wan approached his table.
He had a motorcycle jacket on a designer

2988
04:21:07.920 --> 04:21:11.520
t- shirt and some jins and
dominated the restaurant with its huge body and

2989
04:21:11.520 --> 04:21:17.559
imposing presence. He took a look
at her and her face contracted from worry.

2990
04:21:18.319 --> 04:21:22.600
There are demons. What' s
going on? He looked into the

2991
04:21:22.600 --> 04:21:27.920
kitchen. It' s my mother' s fault. She yelled at you

2992
04:21:29.200 --> 04:21:32.760
I' ll talk to her.
She began to walk in that direction and

2993
04:21:32.840 --> 04:21:37.319
she hurried to pass an arm through
her face. No. No, I

2994
04:21:37.399 --> 04:21:42.120
didn' t. He took a
short breath and stood up forcing a smile,

2995
04:21:42.639 --> 04:21:53.840
asked you something, water, cocoba
coffee. I' m not okay,

2996
04:21:56.399 --> 04:21:59.479
you should sit down You look like
you shook your head. Without finishing

2997
04:21:59.559 --> 04:22:03.040
the prayer, she led her back
to the table and sat down in front

2998
04:22:03.079 --> 04:22:08.760
of her What happened as she did
not respond immediately asked something with Kai.

2999
04:22:10.680 --> 04:22:15.680
I thought you' d be together
again. I had a conversation with him

3000
04:22:15.799 --> 04:22:19.479
this week. She drew a forced
smile on her lips and shook her head.

3001
04:22:21.639 --> 04:22:26.159
We' re not together. He
toured with his fingers the edges of

3002
04:22:26.239 --> 04:22:30.920
his phone or rather, Calek'
s phone, as he would return it

3003
04:22:30.040 --> 04:22:36.680
to him before he left. He
didn' t call you He asked wan

3004
04:22:36.799 --> 04:22:40.600
Es He squeezed my lips. I
wouldn' t have answered. If I

3005
04:22:40.680 --> 04:22:45.000
had called her. I knew he
wouldn' t tell her what she wanted

3006
04:22:45.000 --> 04:22:48.120
to hear, but at the same
time I couldn' t help but worry

3007
04:22:48.120 --> 04:22:52.239
about him. The Sunday ceremony had
moved him in a way that she had

3008
04:22:52.360 --> 04:22:57.600
never seen before how he was feeling
Juán moved his head from side to side

3009
04:22:57.639 --> 04:23:03.639
and rubbed his tattooed note. That' s the big question. It'

3010
04:23:03.680 --> 04:23:07.239
s not like that. Nobody knows. I don' t think even he

3011
04:23:07.239 --> 04:23:12.159
knows. Esme didn' t know
what to answer to that, so she

3012
04:23:12.159 --> 04:23:17.120
looked at her phone. Why those
tears asked Wan and sounded so kind that

3013
04:23:17.159 --> 04:23:25.920
she almost started crying again bad news. He knew they were bad, but

3014
04:23:26.040 --> 04:23:33.040
he had hopes and then shrugged news
about what a scholarship to attend college here.

3015
04:23:36.200 --> 04:23:40.200
I didn' t get it.
He tried with all his might to

3016
04:23:40.280 --> 04:23:44.040
keep the tone light and balanced,
but still the voice shook him at the

3017
04:23:44.040 --> 04:23:48.000
end of the sentence. That was
your plan to get a scholarship and a

3018
04:23:48.120 --> 04:23:53.920
student visa asked Wan. She felt
and sketched a determined smile on her face,

3019
04:23:55.280 --> 04:23:57.200
arming herself with courage in case he
laughed at her, as probably had

3020
04:23:57.280 --> 04:24:03.079
been done by those of the University
kuay te Ama. You know, he

3021
04:24:03.079 --> 04:24:08.200
said instead," Estense me as
if lightning had fallen on her and her

3022
04:24:08.319 --> 04:24:14.639
heart skipped a heartbeat, two beats" He told you. He didn'

3023
04:24:14.719 --> 04:24:18.159
t respond by frowning his lips.
He didn' t tell me, not

3024
04:24:18.239 --> 04:24:26.159
in words at least, but I
know he' s autistic. True that

3025
04:24:26.280 --> 04:24:33.000
word. She remembered hearing it before. He did tell me. He watched

3026
04:24:33.079 --> 04:24:41.280
her carefully. You know what uncomfortable
means. He played with the phone.

3027
04:24:41.440 --> 04:24:45.959
I honestly hadn' t thought about
it too much. I thought it had

3028
04:24:47.000 --> 04:24:48.719
to do with your problem, with
touch, with the fact that you have

3029
04:24:48.799 --> 04:24:53.600
to touch it in a certain way. That' s just a part,

3030
04:24:55.200 --> 04:24:59.760
but there' s more. Your
Mind is different, not a disease.

3031
04:25:00.799 --> 04:25:06.319
In reality, simply their way of
thinking and processing emotions is different from that

3032
04:25:06.399 --> 04:25:11.760
of the rest of the people.
That made her think. Yes, he

3033
04:25:11.799 --> 04:25:17.840
was different, but his differences were
not insurmountable obstacles, at least not in

3034
04:25:17.879 --> 04:25:22.000
his opinion. To her, Galette
was just Calette and she accepted him as

3035
04:25:22.159 --> 04:25:26.639
he was. What he had not
yet been able to accept was the fact

3036
04:25:26.680 --> 04:25:29.159
that he did not love her,
that he did not accept her. To

3037
04:25:29.200 --> 04:25:34.239
her as if I could read her
mind. Wane said Kaite Ama just hasn

3038
04:25:34.239 --> 04:25:40.159
' t figured it out yet.
She found it hard to believe it.

3039
04:25:41.120 --> 04:25:45.520
Love wasn' t complicated or you
felt it or you didn' t.

3040
04:25:45.559 --> 04:25:51.680
There was nothing to discover. Oan' s look became penetrating and then he

3041
04:25:51.799 --> 04:25:56.040
asked you to know once and for
all if he loves you I know how

3042
04:25:56.040 --> 04:26:00.840
to find out. The pride of
esme incited her to refuse. She had

3043
04:26:00.920 --> 04:26:07.360
already given him enough opportunities, but
his heart had to know. Yeah,

3044
04:26:07.799 --> 04:26:12.799
as she responded feeling vulnerable, he
looked her straight into her eyes and said

3045
04:26:12.879 --> 04:26:15.479
if it doesn' t work,
you' ll end up marrying me.

3046
04:26:17.559 --> 04:26:23.520
You' re willing to risk a
scene. Twenty- six, Kai stared

3047
04:26:23.600 --> 04:26:30.399
at the invitation that had reached his
phone and had to be dreaming. No,

3048
04:26:30.399 --> 04:26:33.879
it wasn' t a dream,
it was a nightmare. That couldn

3049
04:26:33.000 --> 04:26:37.840
' t be real. We have
the pleasure of inviting you to the wedding.

3050
04:26:37.959 --> 04:26:42.120
De Esmeralda and Oan, Saturday,
August 8, 11 a m,

3051
04:26:42.479 --> 04:26:48.760
3 p m, San Francisco,
California. Please send your answer before August

3052
04:26:48.840 --> 04:26:56.159
7. Who the hell sent invitations
the same week of their wedding. Nobody.

3053
04:26:57.200 --> 04:27:00.920
He was still in bed hugging the
esme pillow because it smelled like her,

3054
04:27:02.280 --> 04:27:06.920
the scent was fading and he didn' t know what he would do

3055
04:27:07.000 --> 04:27:11.920
when he completely vanished. Maybe she' d start cuddling in the dirty clothes

3056
04:27:11.000 --> 04:27:15.280
she had left there. His phone
vibrated with an incoming call while the invitation

3057
04:27:15.360 --> 04:27:22.399
was being observed. It was Oan' s number answered immediately. I just

3058
04:27:22.440 --> 04:27:29.399
got your invitation. Juan Rio the
very idiot.“ It is not fun,

3059
04:27:30.120 --> 04:27:33.959
” Kai said, but his relief
was almost intoxicating. It was just

3060
04:27:33.000 --> 04:27:37.559
a joke. I didn' t
mean for it to be. Of course.

3061
04:27:37.680 --> 04:27:41.520
Wan, we' re really getting
married. On Saturday his brother'

3062
04:27:41.520 --> 04:27:45.639
s words struck Kai like a punch
in the stomach and collapsed on his couch

3063
04:27:45.639 --> 04:27:52.079
Esme' s glass over the coffee
table attracted his attention. I just had

3064
04:27:52.120 --> 04:27:56.159
a rest of the water inside.
It was likely to evaporate the very moment

3065
04:27:56.280 --> 04:28:03.920
she married him. Traitor of his
brother. You' re really getting married.

3066
04:28:04.200 --> 04:28:11.000
Kay asked, that' s the
plan. Yes, with Esme your

3067
04:28:11.239 --> 04:28:17.360
age is that watching her leave on
Sunday warned Wan. I do it mainly

3068
04:28:17.399 --> 04:28:22.040
for her to get the visa,
but I like it I' m considering

3069
04:28:22.120 --> 04:28:26.680
it as a probationary period. Who
knows, maybe it' ll work and

3070
04:28:27.719 --> 04:28:30.319
we' ll get through the feeling
of punching. In the stomach it was

3071
04:28:32.239 --> 04:28:34.600
emphasized that he clung to the edge
of the sofa with his free hand and

3072
04:28:34.639 --> 04:28:40.639
pressed until his knuckles became white unless
you made it clear, Wan added,

3073
04:28:40.920 --> 04:28:45.120
I already asked him to marry.
You know what to do if you want

3074
04:28:45.200 --> 04:28:53.319
her to accept. I don'
t love her. He answered street between

3075
04:28:53.319 --> 04:28:59.360
teeth. Why they all kept insisting. It wasn' t that he enjoyed

3076
04:28:59.440 --> 04:29:03.959
saying he didn' t love her. He wanted to love her, only

3077
04:29:03.079 --> 04:29:07.920
he didn' t.“ You
have already gotten rid of that bike,

3078
04:29:08.520 --> 04:29:11.479
” Juan asked as if nothing had
happened. Kai' s muscles tightened until

3079
04:29:11.520 --> 04:29:18.600
his arm' s veins swelled,
no, maybe you should. Kai opened

3080
04:29:18.639 --> 04:29:23.639
his mouth to argue, but before
I could utter a word, Juan added

3081
04:29:23.680 --> 04:29:32.440
I have to cut, but you
will come on Saturday true if Kay Great

3082
04:29:32.440 --> 04:29:34.879
answered I see you there. The
communication was cut off and the gravity of

3083
04:29:34.879 --> 04:29:41.079
the room caused Kai to sink even
deeper into the sofa That was not just

3084
04:29:41.159 --> 04:29:45.520
a dance or a night. It
was a weddingÉsme would marry Wuan,

3085
04:29:45.799 --> 04:29:49.200
share the apartment with him, perhaps
even his bed, because of nightmares would

3086
04:29:49.600 --> 04:29:55.559
smile at him every day, fill
his silences and read his accounting articles.

3087
04:29:56.719 --> 04:30:00.559
He' d fall in love with
Wan. If he had fallen in love

3088
04:30:00.559 --> 04:30:03.639
with Kai, he would no doubt
fall in love with Wan and Wan of

3089
04:30:03.639 --> 04:30:08.760
her. Wan would be great for
her. Shit. He did not want

3090
04:30:08.799 --> 04:30:15.440
his brother to be excellent for esme
pressed his hands against his eyes until they

3091
04:30:15.520 --> 04:30:19.959
hurt him, but then he dropped
them and stared at the glass. Again

3092
04:30:22.079 --> 04:30:26.319
there was only a millimeter or two
of water left and when it dried up

3093
04:30:26.360 --> 04:30:30.639
the probability that she would fill it
again would be basically null. What should

3094
04:30:30.799 --> 04:30:36.239
I do? I couldn' t
let her go and I couldn' t

3095
04:30:36.360 --> 04:30:38.920
marry her, but I couldn'
t let her marry John either. None

3096
04:30:40.000 --> 04:30:44.559
of the options seemed acceptable to him. He clenched his teeth and stood up

3097
04:30:44.639 --> 04:30:48.200
immediately. I had to find another
option and I knew what it was.

3098
04:30:49.680 --> 04:30:55.079
Tomorrow was the big day and Calette
hadn' t called or even tried to

3099
04:30:55.120 --> 04:30:59.520
see her once. If he was
willing to let her marry her brother,

3100
04:30:59.680 --> 04:31:07.079
then he wasn' t jealous.
Juan was wrong just when she was thinking

3101
04:31:07.120 --> 04:31:11.600
about him. John entered the restaurant
and she felt a tightness in her chest.

3102
04:31:11.959 --> 04:31:15.639
When he saw the big suit case
he had on his shoulder, he

3103
04:31:15.680 --> 04:31:21.680
could tell me what it was and
his palms began to sweat. He supported

3104
04:31:21.719 --> 04:31:26.440
the holster on the table and dedicated
a crooked ubé and Greek smile to it.

3105
04:31:26.559 --> 04:31:32.520
He borrowed this for you Esme went
over his hands on the apron and,

3106
04:31:32.559 --> 04:31:36.319
after looking at Wuan to make sure
he could do it, extended his

3107
04:31:36.360 --> 04:31:41.040
hand to the zipper and opened it. A few folds of diaphanous cloth appeared

3108
04:31:41.079 --> 04:31:44.920
out of the sheath and she released
a drowned exclamation and covered her mouth with

3109
04:31:44.959 --> 04:31:48.399
her hand. It was the ten
thousand- dollar Berwan dress Sara had worn.

3110
04:31:49.719 --> 04:31:55.680
Wan laughed when he saw his reaction
to find a place to marry at

3111
04:31:55.719 --> 04:31:59.360
the last moment is crazy. You
have to accept what they offer you,

3112
04:31:59.399 --> 04:32:03.440
what ors got was the City of
San Francisco. The couple who had booked

3113
04:32:03.559 --> 04:32:08.200
it, had a monumental fight,
broke up and canceled. Yesterday you'

3114
04:32:08.239 --> 04:32:12.079
ll want to be dressed for the
occasion. It' s a nice place.

3115
04:32:12.559 --> 04:32:15.639
Yes, it' s very nice. Wan signed another laugh, and

3116
04:32:18.319 --> 04:32:21.959
she took her hands off the dress
and dried them again with her apron.

3117
04:32:22.079 --> 04:32:27.760
I knew he had mentioned that he
would marry her and Calette wouldn' t

3118
04:32:27.760 --> 04:32:33.239
find out her feelings, but she
couldn' t be serious about why she

3119
04:32:33.360 --> 04:32:37.079
would want water to marry her.
I didn' t know her at all.

3120
04:32:37.000 --> 04:32:42.399
Wrinkling my lips, he closed my
holster again You should cancel the wedding

3121
04:32:42.440 --> 04:32:48.000
and return this to Sara Ancalette She
didn' t call me. Don'

3122
04:32:48.079 --> 04:32:55.159
t waste your money it' s
impossible, I already paid for the living

3123
04:32:55.159 --> 04:32:57.000
room and your family is on their
way. You remember Wan' s eyes

3124
04:32:57.120 --> 04:33:02.920
shone when he gave her a smile
and distracted her from the spark of desperate

3125
04:33:03.000 --> 04:33:04.880
joy that invaded her before the idea
of seeing her daughter again after so long.

3126
04:33:07.599 --> 04:33:11.159
Besides, if you look happy,
because I' m consenting to you,

3127
04:33:11.319 --> 04:33:15.639
he' ll get even more jealous. More felt a bitter taste in

3128
04:33:15.639 --> 04:33:22.599
the mouth. It was obvious that
Calet was not at all jealous. John

3129
04:33:22.599 --> 04:33:29.919
approached her and bowed his head as
he looked at her. He' s

3130
04:33:29.919 --> 04:33:33.159
completely jealous. You know that right. She stared at him unanswered.“

3131
04:33:36.080 --> 04:33:37.919
I was serious when I said I
would marry you,” Juan added.

3132
04:33:38.919 --> 04:33:44.919
Anyway, it' ll just be
temporary. I will make my life and

3133
04:33:44.919 --> 04:33:51.319
you will make yours separate rooms and
we can divorce when the time comes.

3134
04:33:52.439 --> 04:33:59.360
But he shook my head with amazement
why he helped me. A sad smile

3135
04:33:59.400 --> 04:34:03.520
was drawn on Oan' s lips, because I' m his older brother

3136
04:34:03.520 --> 04:34:07.080
and I have to fix things.
Then his smile lit up and reflected in

3137
04:34:07.080 --> 04:34:11.959
his gaze and I like you if
I want to see how you do it.

3138
04:34:12.000 --> 04:34:15.680
It doesn' t cost me anything, but it means a lot to

3139
04:34:17.720 --> 04:34:21.599
you Truth, she let the air
slip and all she could say was yes.

3140
04:34:22.599 --> 04:34:27.279
It meant everything to her. Wál
approached her the dress is not complicated

3141
04:34:27.360 --> 04:34:32.240
for me, and my mother really
loves that you help her at the restaurant.

3142
04:34:33.279 --> 04:34:41.080
No one gets lost, he took
her, he had to tell her.

3143
04:34:41.439 --> 04:34:47.560
He deserved to know. He looked
down at the cover of the dress

3144
04:34:47.680 --> 04:34:51.959
without knowing whether to bring it closer
to it or away. He depended on

3145
04:34:52.040 --> 04:34:56.000
how he would react to what she
would confess. Then I have a little

3146
04:34:56.159 --> 04:35:06.040
girl, little Jade. She'
s home in Vietnam. Galette bit her

3147
04:35:06.080 --> 04:35:10.080
lip and passed her fingers through the
zipper. He doesn' t know anything.

3148
04:35:11.119 --> 04:35:15.040
After prolonged silence, she looked up
and discovered that Wan was smiling.

3149
04:35:17.040 --> 04:35:19.639
She saw in her eyes that she
did not judge her. I really like

3150
04:35:19.759 --> 04:35:29.159
kids. He asked me with a
sigh of relief, really and Ancalette I

3151
04:35:30.119 --> 04:35:33.200
think he would like your daughter." Wan replied, after a moment of

3152
04:35:34.159 --> 04:35:37.520
reflection, you still want to marry
me" She forced herself to ask Esme,

3153
04:35:38.639 --> 04:35:42.200
the sweat bathed her skin, but
she continued. I want her to

3154
04:35:42.240 --> 04:35:48.880
come live with me, with us
and my ma noy. If he replied

3155
04:35:48.919 --> 04:35:55.240
with a laugh, let' s
do it the more we' re not

3156
04:35:55.240 --> 04:35:59.360
better. I don' t really
care too much. I' m a

3157
04:35:59.360 --> 04:36:03.439
little home. Esme closed her throat
and watered her tears with the back of

3158
04:36:03.439 --> 04:36:08.720
her arm as her body weakened from
relief. Then I' m happy and

3159
04:36:08.799 --> 04:36:12.479
grateful for marrying you, but we
don' t need a big wedding.

3160
04:36:14.520 --> 04:36:18.639
She preferred a modest wedding. Frankly, I' d be indebted to moun

3161
04:36:18.680 --> 04:36:22.119
for the rest of his life and
I didn' t want to add a

3162
04:36:22.119 --> 04:36:26.639
costly wedding to the list. He
shook his head. I see you'

3163
04:36:26.639 --> 04:36:32.599
re worried, don' t be, but it' s all right.

3164
04:36:33.040 --> 04:36:38.119
Esme and this time there was a
steadyness in his tone and expression. She

3165
04:36:38.240 --> 04:36:45.759
nodded, I won' t worry, but it was a lie. Marrying

3166
04:36:45.840 --> 04:36:51.639
Moanne was the solution to all his
problems. Once they were married, she

3167
04:36:52.000 --> 04:36:56.959
could enroll in a university as a
legal resident and work to pay for their

3168
04:36:56.000 --> 04:37:00.799
education. I wouldn' t need
a scholarship to pursue your new dream.

3169
04:37:02.360 --> 04:37:07.119
But much of her still wanted Calete
to intervene and worried that he wouldn'

3170
04:37:07.159 --> 04:37:12.840
t. His future, even a
promising one, would not be perfect without

3171
04:37:12.880 --> 04:37:18.720
him or with him. As brother- in- law scene twenty- seven

3172
04:37:18.720 --> 04:37:22.720
had arrived the day. Kay had
done everything humanly possible to find a way

3173
04:37:22.759 --> 04:37:29.159
out of that mess. He had
spent money, called his contacts, found

3174
04:37:29.279 --> 04:37:33.479
promising ideas and bought a racehorse.
I could claim that Esme was a horse

3175
04:37:33.520 --> 04:37:38.759
trainer and that way I would get
her the residence, but she needed more

3176
04:37:38.759 --> 04:37:44.720
time. It was running out.
The wedding would start in an hour.

3177
04:37:45.720 --> 04:37:48.799
He had put on his tuxedo and
was ready to leave, but could not

3178
04:37:48.840 --> 04:37:52.759
get into the car. A little
childish song kept ringing in his head.

3179
04:37:53.599 --> 04:38:00.520
Just like one heart, they meet
and kiss under the balcony. I'

3180
04:38:00.560 --> 04:38:03.919
d lose my sanity if I saw
Esme buan kissing. She was his girl

3181
04:38:04.000 --> 04:38:11.080
to kiss, to hug, for
what. He couldn' t stand looking

3182
04:38:11.119 --> 04:38:14.599
at the empty glass on his coffee
table, so he rushed out of the

3183
04:38:14.720 --> 04:38:18.159
living room. He didn' t
have destiny in mind yet, but he

3184
04:38:18.159 --> 04:38:23.880
ended up there. Of course,
in the garage he pressed the gate button.

3185
04:38:25.200 --> 04:38:27.799
As the light flooded the dark space, it advanced towards the bike.

3186
04:38:30.279 --> 04:38:33.400
Some specks of dust shone in the
sunlight like fireflies and breathed that smell of

3187
04:38:33.479 --> 04:38:40.400
moisture and gasoline spilled over the concrete. For a moment he closed his eyes

3188
04:38:40.439 --> 04:38:45.479
and let the aroma lead him to
a different time of a tug. He

3189
04:38:45.520 --> 04:38:48.880
removed the tarp from the motorcycle and
toured one of the black handles with his

3190
04:38:48.880 --> 04:38:53.400
fingers. They had a rough texture, the marks the fingers had left on

3191
04:38:53.439 --> 04:39:03.000
the rubber cold and lifeless. It
was always like this, always disappointing,

3192
04:39:03.119 --> 04:39:06.479
just as it had been when I
had kept her back home after he had

3193
04:39:06.560 --> 04:39:11.560
taken her to the store. He
toured with the tip of his fingers the

3194
04:39:11.639 --> 04:39:15.840
marks on one side. In a
way, I was hoping to find blood

3195
04:39:15.880 --> 04:39:22.159
there, but his fingers only touched
rough metal against all logic, that'

3196
04:39:22.200 --> 04:39:26.680
s all the motorcycle was displaying After
crashing into a four- ton truck,

3197
04:39:27.040 --> 04:39:30.680
Andy hadn' t been so lucky. He had been that zero comma zero

3198
04:39:30.799 --> 04:39:37.040
seven percent of people dying in a
motorcycle accident because of Kay. He had

3199
04:39:37.080 --> 04:39:41.840
asked him to visit him, although
perhaps asking was not the right word.

3200
04:39:42.840 --> 04:39:45.680
I' d told him something like
that when you came to hang out.

3201
04:39:47.680 --> 04:39:51.240
They had been complaining about the summer
school duties and that he had told her

3202
04:39:51.240 --> 04:39:56.599
to take them to make them together. Actually, Kay would just do her

3203
04:39:56.639 --> 04:40:00.040
homework for Andy, but he didn' t care. Whenever Endy was there

3204
04:40:00.040 --> 04:40:07.200
until then Andy had said the journey
from Hndy' s parents' house in

3205
04:40:07.319 --> 04:40:11.959
Santa Clara to the house of East
Kayal' s mother in Palo Alto.

3206
04:40:12.599 --> 04:40:17.479
It lasted about twenty- five minutes
and you took the central highway. Like

3207
04:40:17.639 --> 04:40:22.720
Andy always did, he said trees
made him feel good. But the twenty

3208
04:40:23.319 --> 04:40:30.959
- five minutes had passed thirty forty
an hour and Andy had not arrived.

3209
04:40:32.959 --> 04:40:37.439
Kai had walked from one side to
the other angry and impatient, feeling a

3210
04:40:37.520 --> 04:40:41.840
great discomfort and had browsed the pages
of every article he could until the corners

3211
04:40:41.919 --> 04:40:48.880
were permanently folded. When the phone
had rang hours later, a bad incomprehensible

3212
04:40:48.959 --> 04:40:56.279
feeling, it had seized him,
it had not answered, it had remained

3213
04:40:56.360 --> 04:41:00.639
motionless nailed to the ground, while
his mother answered the phone call. When

3214
04:41:00.720 --> 04:41:07.439
she paled and leaned against the countertop. His suspicions were confirmed. Andy'

3215
04:41:07.479 --> 04:41:11.840
s dead. Kai' s head
had remained empty and plunged into absolute calm,

3216
04:41:12.959 --> 04:41:19.200
no feelings, no pain, no
more worries. It was pure logic.

3217
04:41:21.240 --> 04:41:26.360
At that moment a pattern had formed, two points created a line and

3218
04:41:26.639 --> 04:41:30.759
one could extrapolate the curve and direction
from those points. His father had abandoned

3219
04:41:30.799 --> 04:41:37.200
his family for a new endy family
had died. Bad things happened when he

3220
04:41:37.279 --> 04:41:41.400
cared about someone, but it really
mattered to someone who didn' t compare

3221
04:41:41.520 --> 04:41:47.759
his apparent level of affection to others. Before he could figure out what he

3222
04:41:47.840 --> 04:41:49.840
was doing, he put his helmet
on his head and got on the motorcycle,

3223
04:41:51.240 --> 04:41:56.400
turned the keys, the engine roared
deafeningly and came off the garage to

3224
04:41:56.360 --> 04:42:03.360
advance to all the speed wave across
the street. It had not been his

3225
04:42:03.360 --> 04:42:07.159
intention, but his hands led him
along the central highway to the high pine

3226
04:42:07.240 --> 04:42:11.400
trees under the sun, in a
cloudless sky, with wind pressure on his

3227
04:42:11.439 --> 04:42:19.000
body. How many times I had
experienced that feeling in I walked hundreds of

3228
04:42:21.080 --> 04:42:26.880
times, perhaps before everything changed.
What he had planned to buy a motorcycle

3229
04:42:26.880 --> 04:42:32.520
so he could do it together somehow
they were doing it now. The sound

3230
04:42:32.560 --> 04:42:36.439
of his heart breaking was choked by
the noise of the engine, but he

3231
04:42:36.520 --> 04:42:44.880
felt it inside. He felt all
euphoria, fear, emotion, sadness more

3232
04:42:44.959 --> 04:42:48.240
alive when there is a risk of
death. He came to the place where

3233
04:42:48.279 --> 04:42:52.360
the three lanes melted in two and
a wave of suffocating heat flooded him.

3234
04:42:53.279 --> 04:43:00.680
Her lungs, muscles, eyes hurt. He drifted with the motorcycle until he

3235
04:43:00.720 --> 04:43:03.840
stopped at the left arsen and he
staggered down. He kicked some pebbles and

3236
04:43:03.959 --> 04:43:08.919
garbage until he leaned against a pine
tree. That was the place. Andy

3237
04:43:08.919 --> 04:43:14.439
had died right there, but the
safety tape was gone, there were no

3238
04:43:14.479 --> 04:43:18.639
deep marks on the pavement, none
of that. The sun, rain and

3239
04:43:18.680 --> 04:43:22.279
ten years had eroded the crash site, so it looked like anywhere else.

3240
04:43:26.000 --> 04:43:32.360
The passage of time. He had
also hidden his emotions waiting for the moment

3241
04:43:32.360 --> 04:43:38.599
his brain was ready to process them. It wasn' t much, but

3242
04:43:38.680 --> 04:43:42.319
at the same time it was.
It was the anniversary of Andy' s

3243
04:43:42.720 --> 04:43:48.159
death over and over again, but
Esme wasn' t there and he was

3244
04:43:48.200 --> 04:43:52.119
alone with his sadness, sinking it
and crushing it by devouring it. He

3245
04:43:52.200 --> 04:43:56.880
took off his helmet so he could
breathe, but the hot air suffocated him.

3246
04:43:56.840 --> 04:44:00.759
He passed a hand through his hair
and then luno through his face and

3247
04:44:02.000 --> 04:44:06.360
as he lowered his hand, he
saw that his fingers were damp. For

3248
04:44:06.400 --> 04:44:10.840
a moment, he thought it was
blood, but the fluid was bright and

3249
04:44:10.840 --> 04:44:15.959
transparent. In sunlight, tears not
because I had specks of dust in my

3250
04:44:15.959 --> 04:44:21.799
eyes, nor because I was frustrated
or feeling some physical pain. They were

3251
04:44:21.840 --> 04:44:27.040
tears of sadness for lndí ten years
later he shook his head for himself.

3252
04:44:29.040 --> 04:44:33.599
That carried the meaning of a late
reaction to an incredible end, but he

3253
04:44:33.639 --> 04:44:37.680
was a person of extremes. After
all, his heart was not made of

3254
04:44:37.720 --> 04:44:45.599
stone. He just wasn' t
like the one of the most. Even

3255
04:44:45.639 --> 04:44:52.759
without the tears, he would have
known and could have recognized that he had

3256
04:44:52.799 --> 04:44:57.959
been deceiving himself all that time.
Wan was right. It was easier to

3257
04:44:59.000 --> 04:45:02.159
keep people away from each other when
it was for their own good instead of

3258
04:45:02.200 --> 04:45:06.439
their own. That way, you
became a hero instead of a coward.

3259
04:45:07.720 --> 04:45:11.799
But now he didn' t care
if he was a hero or a coward.

3260
04:45:11.799 --> 04:45:17.159
All I wanted was to belong to
esme. When he checked his watch,

3261
04:45:17.599 --> 04:45:19.599
he was startled to see it was
ten and twenty- two in the

3262
04:45:19.599 --> 04:45:23.720
morning. He had wasted a lot
of time with his emotional outbreak. He

3263
04:45:25.040 --> 04:45:30.880
emotional and the wedding would start in
thirty- eight minutes. I would be

3264
04:45:30.279 --> 04:45:36.959
late, especially because it was impossible
to find parking in San Francisco for a

3265
04:45:36.959 --> 04:45:42.000
car. However, for a motorcycle, he passed a sleeve through his face,

3266
04:45:42.400 --> 04:45:45.919
put the helmet back on, speeded
up the bike and left at full

3267
04:45:47.040 --> 04:45:53.080
speed. Central highway lew eighty-
five n hundred and one. N He

3268
04:45:53.159 --> 04:45:59.200
had never driven a motorcycle along the
highway and it was terrifying and exciting.

3269
04:46:00.240 --> 04:46:03.799
There was nothing between him and the
cars passing by him. At one hundred

3270
04:46:03.200 --> 04:46:08.360
and hundred, thirty or one hundred
and fifty kilometers per hour more alive when

3271
04:46:08.439 --> 04:46:12.599
there is a risk of death.
I would certainly have tried to drive a

3272
04:46:12.720 --> 04:46:17.680
hundred and sixty kilometers per hour just
because I could, but I didn'

3273
04:46:17.759 --> 04:46:21.279
t want to be part of that
zero comma zero seven percent voluntarily. Once

3274
04:46:21.319 --> 04:46:25.360
he reached the last leg of the
journey, he mentally addressed the problem he

3275
04:46:25.400 --> 04:46:30.400
had to solve. She had a
wedding to stop and there was only one

3276
04:46:30.400 --> 04:46:36.319
thing that would change her mind to
esme, just one thing that she wanted

3277
04:46:36.439 --> 04:46:41.680
to hear two small words and the
last time she had tried to say them

3278
04:46:41.759 --> 04:46:45.319
she had almost had a car accident. He had to practice now, as

3279
04:46:45.439 --> 04:46:52.400
he was living at the limit h
tried to utter the next word, but

3280
04:46:52.479 --> 04:47:00.439
his mind and body resisted stubbornly.
It was hard to undo ten years of

3281
04:47:00.479 --> 04:47:03.240
coaching in such a short period of
time. In spite of that, he

3282
04:47:03.319 --> 04:47:11.080
forced himself to say it. Master. T Master breathed deeply and moved forward

3283
04:47:11.159 --> 04:47:17.919
with determination. Do I love you? Do I love you? Do I

3284
04:47:17.919 --> 04:47:19.799
love you? Do I love you? Do I love you? The wind

3285
04:47:19.919 --> 04:47:25.279
stole almost all the sound, but
he still felt ridiculous to talk to himself

3286
04:47:25.360 --> 04:47:33.000
until he said the last word.
Esme and everything softened inside. I love

3287
04:47:33.479 --> 04:47:38.799
you Esme. That sounded good.
That sounded right and I wish it wasn

3288
04:47:38.840 --> 04:47:45.080
' t too late. Scene twenty- eight. The hand of the minutes

3289
04:47:45.159 --> 04:47:51.119
reached six and a half to m
and there was still no news of Calette.

3290
04:47:52.119 --> 04:47:56.880
Esme hugged her stomach and observed her
reflection again. The bride in the

3291
04:47:56.919 --> 04:48:00.599
mirror looked sophisticated and beautiful. A$ 10, 000 drinking dress would do

3292
04:48:00.759 --> 04:48:06.360
that to anyone and as pale as
death, Calette wouldn' t come to

3293
04:48:06.400 --> 04:48:11.040
stop the wedding. She would have
to marry her brother a thousand times she

3294
04:48:11.080 --> 04:48:15.880
had told herself that he would not
appear. And yet, when she saw

3295
04:48:15.000 --> 04:48:22.080
that that came true, she felt
crushed under a mountain. Tears began to

3296
04:48:22.119 --> 04:48:26.799
sprout and spoil her makeup and she
hurried to contain them blinking and forced herself

3297
04:48:26.840 --> 04:48:32.880
to be happy. Any other girl
in her country would say it was a

3298
04:48:32.959 --> 04:48:37.000
dream come true, a handsome husband, a design dress, the town hall,

3299
04:48:37.639 --> 04:48:42.000
some extravagant bouquets, a crowd of
guests to crown him. Everything.

3300
04:48:42.439 --> 04:48:49.400
She and her family could stay there, they would have that luxurious new life

3301
04:48:49.520 --> 04:48:55.319
that she had never dared to desire, she could follow her dreams and be

3302
04:48:55.360 --> 04:49:00.439
an example to her daughter. But
he was the wrong handsome husband. Juan

3303
04:49:00.479 --> 04:49:03.439
was great, but he wasn'
t Calette. He had not run to

3304
04:49:03.439 --> 04:49:07.639
see her at the doctor' s
office, nor had he charged her to

3305
04:49:07.639 --> 04:49:10.639
the car. I hadn' t
kissed her like she was everything to him.

3306
04:49:10.959 --> 04:49:15.119
I wasn' t saving her best
smiles just for her without Calette.

3307
04:49:15.520 --> 04:49:18.680
That wedding seemed like a farce to
him, but he would move on.

3308
04:49:18.759 --> 04:49:23.119
In any case, he had told
John everything he had exposed his secrets and

3309
04:49:23.200 --> 04:49:30.439
flaws and he still wanted her to
have that opportunity. She didn' t

3310
04:49:30.439 --> 04:49:34.040
care about the government, universities,
or student scholarship organizations, but she did

3311
04:49:34.119 --> 04:49:38.439
care about one person, and sometimes
a single person could make a world of

3312
04:49:38.520 --> 04:49:45.680
difference. I' d do everything
in his power to make sure he didn

3313
04:49:45.720 --> 04:49:52.360
' t regret helping her. She
would make a difference in that world,

3314
04:49:52.599 --> 04:49:56.639
straightened her shoulders, lifted her chin, and felt the determination burn deep inside

3315
04:49:56.639 --> 04:50:00.759
her. She was not shocking in
a way that could be seen or measured,

3316
04:50:02.319 --> 04:50:07.680
but she had that fire, she
felt it, that was its value,

3317
04:50:07.919 --> 04:50:11.759
that was her merit. She would
fight for her loved ones and for

3318
04:50:11.759 --> 04:50:18.720
herself, because she was important.
That fire inside it mattered it could accomplish

3319
04:50:18.759 --> 04:50:22.959
things and succeed. She may have
been dismissed, but she was paving the

3320
04:50:23.080 --> 04:50:27.520
way with as much integrity as she
could with her limited choices. The woman

3321
04:50:27.560 --> 04:50:32.400
in the mirror wore a wedding dress
and high heels, but her eyes shone

3322
04:50:32.479 --> 04:50:37.119
with the confidence and determination of a
warrior. If that wasn' t class,

3323
04:50:37.520 --> 04:50:42.159
I didn' t know it could
be more. He turned me around

3324
04:50:42.200 --> 04:50:48.599
and walked away from the mirror just
as a small body clumped over her tiny

3325
04:50:48.680 --> 04:50:53.279
arms. She was hugged by the
waist and her heart burst with incandescence.

3326
04:50:55.919 --> 04:50:59.560
She raised the girl, hugged her
tightly, leaned her cheek against hers,

3327
04:50:59.680 --> 04:51:04.279
as she always did, and a
huge love flourished within her. Aroma to

3328
04:51:04.319 --> 04:51:11.520
baby soft baby skin small body of
good, not so small. Here'

3329
04:51:11.599 --> 04:51:15.159
s my little girl. A face
often curled up against her and above her

3330
04:51:15.240 --> 04:51:21.880
small shoulders, she saw her mother
and grandmother entering the room. They had

3331
04:51:21.959 --> 04:51:26.240
arrived from Vietnam just the day before
and they must have been exhausted and suffering

3332
04:51:26.240 --> 04:51:29.919
from Jerlack, but you loved them
had dressed in their sauda and more elegant

3333
04:51:30.000 --> 04:51:33.080
and smiled from Ear to Ear with
great enthusiasm. His mother had even put

3334
04:51:33.159 --> 04:51:38.319
on makeup. Esme had never seen
her so beautiful and suddenly she felt grateful

3335
04:51:38.360 --> 04:51:45.159
that Wan wanted to have a wedding
all over. The weddings were for the

3336
04:51:45.200 --> 04:51:48.799
groom and the bride as well as
for the relatives and perhaps more for them.

3337
04:51:49.840 --> 04:51:55.200
“ Come loose little girl to your
mother will ruin her dress,”

3338
04:51:55.799 --> 04:52:00.560
Esme’ s mother said while making
Jade turn away. Then she hugged Esme

3339
04:52:00.680 --> 04:52:07.360
tightly and she couldn' t help
but feel the slight smell of fish sauce

3340
04:52:07.439 --> 04:52:11.919
that had her mother' s clothes
and hair and smiled. Now that'

3341
04:52:11.959 --> 04:52:15.400
s Me it seemed half American because
I detected that scent, but it didn

3342
04:52:15.400 --> 04:52:19.319
' t bother him. Her mother
retreated and sighed with maternal pride. As

3343
04:52:19.439 --> 04:52:25.439
I watched Esme and the dress my
child wore has a sublime beauty, really

3344
04:52:26.439 --> 04:52:32.560
beautiful. Esme' s grandmother hugged
her briefly, an extraordinary gesture of affection,

3345
04:52:32.919 --> 04:52:36.919
since the older generations in general did
not embrace and it again detected the

3346
04:52:37.000 --> 04:52:41.799
aroma of fish sauce. Instead of
worrying about ventilating the room, he breathed

3347
04:52:41.880 --> 04:52:47.759
deep to absorb it into the depths
of his lungs. It reminded him of

3348
04:52:47.880 --> 04:52:52.720
his home. After all, she
was a country girl. Her origins did

3349
04:52:52.759 --> 04:52:57.119
not define her, but they were
part of her and she refused to be

3350
04:52:57.119 --> 04:53:00.799
ashamed of them. I think it' s nothing. Jade said surprised before

3351
04:53:00.799 --> 04:53:07.439
frowning what my father will be.
After this, he sighed at me and

3352
04:53:07.479 --> 04:53:11.119
passed his fingers over the girl'
s soft cheek. I don' t

3353
04:53:12.159 --> 04:53:18.319
know, maybe, but don'
t be so hopeful. Cuban only marries

3354
04:53:18.400 --> 04:53:25.520
me to help us. It'
s not a real marriage. You understand

3355
04:53:26.680 --> 04:53:32.240
Jade' s face adopted a serious
expression. I get it. This place

3356
04:53:32.279 --> 04:53:37.040
is too beautiful to be a real
marriage. His mother insisted, contemplating the

3357
04:53:37.080 --> 04:53:44.479
elegant moldings and furniture so clean,
so large and air conditioned. He'

3358
04:53:44.520 --> 04:53:49.080
s got good intentions, he didn' t have the energy to explain.

3359
04:53:49.479 --> 04:53:55.400
So he sighed and raised his shoulders. All four settled in the Jade armchairs

3360
04:53:55.799 --> 04:54:00.799
next to their mother, and caught
up with bit Nam gossip. As the

3361
04:54:00.840 --> 04:54:06.919
minutes passed, he became more anxious
with every second that passed, until he

3362
04:54:07.000 --> 04:54:11.759
finally hugged Jade and closed his eyes, as he was too distracted to concentrate

3363
04:54:11.799 --> 04:54:15.959
on speaking. A noise was heard
and Wan opened the door, entered and

3364
04:54:17.040 --> 04:54:21.360
then closed the door again. After
him he gestured with his head to Esme

3365
04:54:21.479 --> 04:54:26.240
' s mother and grandmother and winked
at Jade. Before concentrating on Esme he

3366
04:54:26.240 --> 04:54:30.880
looked dangerously handsome with his suit and
tattoos and perhaps also a little dazed.

3367
04:54:33.400 --> 04:54:37.439
The truth was that Esme had never
been so dazzling and she knew it.

3368
04:54:37.439 --> 04:54:42.560
After leaving his stupor, Wan said
the time has come. He moved his

3369
04:54:42.599 --> 04:54:48.599
shoulders to fit his suit jacket.“ He is not here, so let

3370
04:54:48.959 --> 04:54:56.720
’ s do it you’ re
sure,” Esme asked absolutely and you

3371
04:54:56.759 --> 04:55:02.799
stood me up, fastened his skirts, breathed deeply and nodded yes. Thanks

3372
04:55:03.959 --> 04:55:08.159
for everything, Wuan' s eyes
found hers and then squinted. When she

3373
04:55:10.759 --> 04:55:15.040
smiled at nothing, she opened the
door and drove Esme and her family into

3374
04:55:15.080 --> 04:55:19.840
the lobby, where an older man
dressed in suit, waited for her to

3375
04:55:19.880 --> 04:55:25.240
hold an elegant bouquet of white roses. He' s my uncle. He

3376
04:55:25.279 --> 04:55:29.599
' ll walk you to the altar. The man smiled and bowed with his

3377
04:55:29.680 --> 04:55:34.599
head toward all, murmuring polite greetings. I' m not walking with her.

3378
04:55:34.639 --> 04:55:38.159
She clarified the mother of esme before
holding her hand and giving her a

3379
04:55:38.159 --> 04:55:42.520
grip. I' ve been both
her mother and her father since I was

3380
04:55:42.639 --> 04:55:49.400
a child. I should do it. Juan smiled surprised very well. Then

3381
04:55:51.599 --> 04:55:55.319
Bacos will warn you when the time
is right. I' ll see you

3382
04:55:55.319 --> 04:55:57.840
there. He gestured with his head
to Esme' s mother and then accompanied

3383
04:55:57.919 --> 04:56:02.439
Grandma and Jade to the place of
the ceremony and Esme and her mother stayed

3384
04:56:02.599 --> 04:56:07.200
in the lobby with WANs' uncle
He took superficial breaths and dedicated a tense

3385
04:56:07.240 --> 04:56:11.520
smile to his mother and Wan'
s uncle as he struggled with a growing

3386
04:56:11.599 --> 04:56:18.400
sense of panic. He knew he
was doing the right thing, but his

3387
04:56:18.520 --> 04:56:22.639
heart didn' t care. I
wanted what I wanted and it wasn'

3388
04:56:22.759 --> 04:56:30.159
t Wan or fake hum marriage.
His heart wanted calette forever. A few

3389
04:56:30.200 --> 04:56:34.639
strong steps echoed through the marble lobby
and for a second the hopes of e

3390
04:56:34.759 --> 04:56:40.840
Esme grew. Perhaps he had arrived
after all, but the steps faded before

3391
04:56:40.880 --> 04:56:48.880
someone appeared and Esme' s hopes
plummeted again somewhere. In the distance a

3392
04:56:48.919 --> 04:56:52.720
cello began to be heard and Oan' s uncle said this way delivered Esme

3393
04:56:52.840 --> 04:56:59.799
to the bouquet and her hands fell
asleep a deafening silence. He invaded his

3394
04:56:59.799 --> 04:57:04.759
head. Her mother had come in
the shadows or smiled with her to cheer

3395
04:57:04.799 --> 04:57:08.680
her up and encouraged her to follow
Oan' s uncle. An echo of

3396
04:57:08.759 --> 04:57:15.959
heels resonated on the marble clickclick clicklick. They entered the circular hall, where

3397
04:57:17.040 --> 04:57:19.799
the ceremony would be held. At
the foot of the most imposing staircase she

3398
04:57:19.880 --> 04:57:25.959
would have seen an ivory vaulted ceiling. He would rise several floors above them

3399
04:57:26.080 --> 04:57:32.639
and display artistic images of angels or
perhaps naked people in any case, they

3400
04:57:32.639 --> 04:57:38.520
should be cold. There were rows
and rows of guests, flowers, a

3401
04:57:38.520 --> 04:57:44.279
cellist, a handsome boyfriend waiting for
her at the altar. All that should

3402
04:57:44.360 --> 04:57:48.319
make her happy, but it wasn' t like that. He held the

3403
04:57:48.400 --> 04:57:53.000
bouquet more firmly, raised his chin
and prepared to walk down the central corridor

3404
04:57:53.080 --> 04:57:59.639
among the seated guests. Sir,
you can' t come in. A

3405
04:57:59.680 --> 04:58:04.400
wedding is taking place. Sir,
a commotion behind her caused him to turn

3406
04:58:04.520 --> 04:58:10.720
suddenly and his heart sang with hope, but it wasn' t calette.

3407
04:58:11.159 --> 04:58:15.520
He was an older family- looking
man, although she was sure she had

3408
04:58:15.599 --> 04:58:22.119
never seen him before. Medium height, a somewhat prominent belly, cachy-

3409
04:58:22.520 --> 04:58:27.639
colored pants blue buttoned shirt and a
blue, navy sports jacket, short and

3410
04:58:27.720 --> 04:58:33.040
almost completely gray hair and eyes that
could be of any color at that distance.

3411
04:58:34.680 --> 04:58:40.319
She thought they were chestnuts. Suddenly, his heart stopped beating.“

3412
04:58:41.279 --> 04:58:48.880
I would have truck driver’ s
hands,” he asked,“ but

3413
04:58:48.799 --> 04:58:52.799
I wasn’ t looking at Esme
Link, Esme’ s mother dropped an

3414
04:58:52.799 --> 04:58:56.080
exclamation and covered her mouth. The
man stepped forward. His movements were slow

3415
04:58:56.119 --> 04:59:00.959
as if he were in a trance. Yesterday you are and I saw a

3416
04:59:00.080 --> 04:59:04.840
very strange voicemail. Someone was asking
about an ugly guy who' d met

3417
04:59:04.840 --> 04:59:10.200
a line in Vietnam 24 years ago. She said that Feo' s daughter

3418
04:59:10.240 --> 04:59:14.200
was getting married today at San Francisco
City Hall and that she needed her father.

3419
04:59:15.959 --> 04:59:18.880
The man looked at Esme' s
face before looking at the woman again.

3420
04:59:18.279 --> 04:59:22.880
Next to her and her mother clung
to Esme' s arm as if

3421
04:59:23.000 --> 04:59:29.240
it were the only thing keeping her
standing. I was not sure the possibilities

3422
04:59:29.279 --> 04:59:33.240
were remote, but here I am
said the man, as he approached even

3423
04:59:33.319 --> 04:59:37.119
closer to two meters to a meter
and the light green color of his eyes,

3424
04:59:37.400 --> 04:59:41.080
made Esme run out of breath.
I took the first flight I could,

3425
04:59:41.599 --> 04:59:45.360
a night flight from New York City. Di, you live in New

3426
04:59:45.360 --> 04:59:52.240
York. His mother asked in English. It was the first time I heard

3427
04:59:52.319 --> 04:59:57.279
her speak that language. I only
live in New York. The man cleared

3428
04:59:57.319 --> 05:00:06.880
his throat before earth continued. I
came back for you and I looked everywhere

3429
05:00:06.919 --> 05:00:11.319
for you and you weren' t
anywhere, but now I think I know

3430
05:00:11.319 --> 05:00:15.000
the reason. She' s his
gaze set on memoria. Her mother gave

3431
05:00:15.040 --> 05:00:18.360
Esme a little push, until she
stepped up to him and it' s

3432
05:00:18.520 --> 05:00:26.159
Sumacker told me. That' s
his name, Faithful Smaker. Some wrinkles

3433
05:00:26.159 --> 05:00:32.279
of confusion darkened the forehead of the
man Feel Suma no, I' m

3434
05:00:32.400 --> 05:00:38.319
no Sumacker. My name is Gleaves. Gleaves Pilander called me Ugly until I

3435
05:00:38.400 --> 05:00:42.040
became Gleaves said with an apology smile
before his eyes were enlarged with horror.

3436
05:00:45.520 --> 05:00:48.279
That' s why you couldn'
t find me. The only data you

3437
05:00:48.360 --> 05:00:55.759
had was Felt. Of course you' ve been looking for a fellap you

3438
05:00:55.840 --> 05:00:56.959
want to postpone the wedding and talk
about this in private. Wan asked,

3439
05:00:57.080 --> 05:01:03.959
as he was heading for the little
gro Before they could respond, another commotion

3440
05:01:03.040 --> 05:01:10.200
was heard behind them. Sir,
there' s a wedding. I'

3441
05:01:10.279 --> 05:01:14.000
m here for the wedding, announced
a familiar voice and Caletti burst into the

3442
05:01:14.400 --> 05:01:18.799
compound, getting exhausted with her hair
peeled in all directions and her chest,

3443
05:01:18.959 --> 05:01:22.240
waving with heavy breaths as if she
had run to the place. She took

3444
05:01:22.279 --> 05:01:27.360
a look at Esme and her gaze
turned to charming.“ You are late,

3445
05:01:29.720 --> 05:01:32.360
” Wan said, without taking Esme’ s eyes off. Calette responded

3446
05:01:32.720 --> 05:01:37.319
there was traffic, but luckily I
came by bike I could make my way

3447
05:01:37.319 --> 05:01:42.279
between the cars.“ It was
about time,” Wan commented,“

3448
05:01:42.599 --> 05:01:47.119
but Calette ignored her brother. I
was watching Esme, as I always did,

3449
05:01:47.479 --> 05:01:52.159
with complete and absolute attention. I' m sorry it took me so

3450
05:01:52.240 --> 05:01:57.200
long to use the motorcycle and come
here. She shook her head. As

3451
05:01:57.200 --> 05:02:00.400
soon as I had seen Calette'
s photograph, next to the bike.

3452
05:02:00.799 --> 05:02:07.720
Everything had made sense. Don'
t be sorry I understand. Calet swallowed

3453
05:02:07.799 --> 05:02:11.959
saliva and took a step towards it. He stretched out his fingers, loosened

3454
05:02:12.000 --> 05:02:18.080
them, and extended them again.
The wedding' s over. There was

3455
05:02:18.119 --> 05:02:22.000
something I needed to say. No, it' s not over. The

3456
05:02:22.000 --> 05:02:26.959
hands of esme trembled, so he
clung harder to his bouquet. He was

3457
05:02:27.000 --> 05:02:33.520
there, he had come, he
had something important to say. His hope

3458
05:02:33.599 --> 05:02:37.360
grew so much that he didn'
t know how to contain it in the

3459
05:02:37.360 --> 05:02:41.439
body. Calette' s shoulders relaxed
from relief until she noticed the other person

3460
05:02:41.439 --> 05:02:45.479
who had interrupted the wedding and who
was standing next to him. Who are

3461
05:02:45.560 --> 05:02:51.200
you the man? Quite possibly your
father said it is he hesitated me with

3462
05:02:51.200 --> 05:02:56.880
words for a moment. Before answering
I am leaveless, Caleta felt as if

3463
05:02:56.000 --> 05:03:03.720
everything was perfectly normal, you must
be the right ugly. Then I'

3464
05:03:03.799 --> 05:03:07.720
m glad you came. You'
re the one who left me the voicemail.

3465
05:03:07.119 --> 05:03:14.080
Gleaves commented, he didn' t
call me back I took the first

3466
05:03:14.080 --> 05:03:18.479
flight I found. That' s
what Caletti was gonna say. He'

3467
05:03:18.520 --> 05:03:23.159
s in suspense. When Jade ran
down the hall and clung to Esme'

3468
05:03:23.159 --> 05:03:30.360
s skirts, the es Cucalet said
little Calette was dazzled and watched Jade carefully.

3469
05:03:33.240 --> 05:03:37.240
One is medium. Esme' s
heart beat hard as he first watched

3470
05:03:37.279 --> 05:03:44.360
Calette, then Gleaves, and vice
versa. Both men were amazed. His

3471
05:03:44.479 --> 05:03:52.080
name is Jade is my daughter.
Jade clung to her harder. Calette'

3472
05:03:52.119 --> 05:03:56.479
s look found Esme' s.
You never told me. Carol said you

3473
05:03:56.560 --> 05:04:02.680
didn' t want a family and
I was afraid I heard her lip bit.

3474
05:04:03.240 --> 05:04:07.240
I had no arguments other than that. What he had come to say.

3475
05:04:08.080 --> 05:04:14.840
Perhaps the news had changed things.
He lifted his chin. If he

3476
05:04:14.840 --> 05:04:18.840
thought she was vulgar because she was
such a young mother, then he didn

3477
05:04:18.880 --> 05:04:22.240
' t deserve her or Jade.
He surprised her. When he bowed,

3478
05:04:22.560 --> 05:04:26.479
he looked at Jade and extended his
hand as if they were both at a

3479
05:04:26.560 --> 05:04:33.040
business meeting. Jave looked at me
for a moment before approaching Caletti. After

3480
05:04:33.040 --> 05:04:37.439
watching him for a long time,
he shook his hand like a little adult.

3481
05:04:37.439 --> 05:04:41.720
None uttered any words, but I
felt that they understood each other perfectly.

3482
05:04:44.400 --> 05:04:48.799
When Calette joined, she looked around
at Gleaves, Jade Oan and finally

3483
05:04:48.919 --> 05:04:56.279
Esme' s mother, bowing her
head toward her. Chao cobt said The

3484
05:04:56.360 --> 05:05:00.840
mother of esme looked at him with
narrow eyes. Well, what was that

3485
05:05:00.919 --> 05:05:07.400
so important you had to say.
There' s a lot of people here

3486
05:05:07.560 --> 05:05:11.040
waiting for the wedding to start at
the time. He made me aware,

3487
05:05:11.159 --> 05:05:15.680
with horror of all the attention that
was centered on them hundreds of curious eyes.

3488
05:05:17.880 --> 05:05:22.360
Let' s go somewhere more private. He can say what he has

3489
05:05:22.400 --> 05:05:26.639
to say there and not here where
everyone can hear it. He ordered his

3490
05:05:26.759 --> 05:05:33.520
mother with a firm voice facing caleta, despite already gigantic abyss, in wealth

3491
05:05:33.639 --> 05:05:37.720
and educational level that was between them. My daughter was good to you and

3492
05:05:37.840 --> 05:05:44.200
you broke her heart. What you
have to say, he made a grimace

3493
05:05:44.240 --> 05:05:48.799
and let his gaze travel through the
crowd of guests. He knew me that,

3494
05:05:48.119 --> 05:05:52.680
like her, he hated being the
center of attention. However, she

3495
05:05:53.080 --> 05:05:59.919
finally re- focused on it.
He took a step forward and spoke ann

3496
05:06:00.919 --> 05:06:04.520
geom He breathed deep into me in
silence and covered his mouth too shocked to

3497
05:06:04.599 --> 05:06:10.400
speak or do anything even in his
wildest dreams. He told her in English,

3498
05:06:11.599 --> 05:06:15.520
took another step towards her and another, until they were only one arm

3499
05:06:15.599 --> 05:06:21.000
away. Then, looking at her
as if she were everything to him,

3500
05:06:22.000 --> 05:06:26.599
he said I love you, I
tried to convince myself that it wasn'

3501
05:06:26.680 --> 05:06:30.639
t like that, because I was
afraid of losing someone again and I doubted

3502
05:06:30.720 --> 05:06:37.560
myself and I just wanted the best
for you but the feeling has become too

3503
05:06:37.560 --> 05:06:41.000
strong to deny it. My heart
works differently, but it' s yours.

3504
05:06:41.599 --> 05:06:48.400
You' re my chosen one.
He gestured toward Gleaves Wan and both

3505
05:06:48.479 --> 05:06:53.599
men straightened out. Now you have
options. You don' t have to

3506
05:06:53.720 --> 05:06:56.759
get married if you don' t
want to. Now that we' ve

3507
05:06:56.840 --> 05:07:00.439
found your father, your paperwork,
it' ll be easy, well,

3508
05:07:02.599 --> 05:07:06.279
easier, but you do want to
get married. He took a deep breath

3509
05:07:06.319 --> 05:07:11.880
and fell on a knee marry me, and not just for three years,

3510
05:07:11.520 --> 05:07:18.119
but forever. He felt his pockets
and made a grimace. I forgot your

3511
05:07:18.119 --> 05:07:21.520
ring, but I swear I bought
you one. It' s nice.

3512
05:07:22.599 --> 05:07:27.200
You can probably cut glass with the
yes he cleared his throat and looked at

3513
05:07:29.200 --> 05:07:33.119
her enveloped you would marry me if
you still love me the heart of esme

3514
05:07:33.200 --> 05:07:37.759
enlarged and enlarged and enlarged until his
eyes were clouded by tears. I'

3515
05:07:37.759 --> 05:07:44.040
ll always love you that' s
a yes, she asked, gave the

3516
05:07:44.080 --> 05:07:48.200
bouquet to her mother and made Calette
stand up. I don' t have

3517
05:07:48.599 --> 05:07:53.080
to, but I will marry you. Caletes blew a huge smile with dimples

3518
05:07:53.119 --> 05:07:59.799
and everything and in front of all
the guests drew her to him and the

3519
05:08:00.240 --> 05:08:07.840
time like the first time, lips
against lips, hearts joined without distance between

3520
05:08:07.840 --> 05:08:12.319
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3521
05:08:12.360 --> 05:08:18.360
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