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Uncle Cornelius his story. It was
a dull evening in November. A drizzling

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mist had been falling all day about
the old farm. Harry Haywood and his

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two sisters sat in the house place
expecting a visit from their uncle, Cornelius

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Heywood. This uncle lived alone,
occupying the first floor above a chemist's shop

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in the town, and had just
enough of money over to buy books that

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nobody seemed ever to have heard of
but himself, for he was a student

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in all those regions of speculation in
which anything to be called knowledge is impossible.

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What a dreary night, said Kate. I wish uncle would come and

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tell us a story. A cheerful
wish, said Harry. Uncle Corny is

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a lively companion, isn't he.
You can't even blunder through a Joe Miller

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without tacking a moral to it,
and then trying to persuade you that the

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joke of it depends on the moral. Here he comes, said Kate,

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as three distinct glows the knob of
his walking stick announced the arrival of Uncle

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Cornelius. She ran to the door
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very still all day, but as
he entered, he seemed to have brought

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the wind with him, for the
first moan of it pressed against, rather

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than shook, the casement of the
low sealed room. Uncle Cornelius was very

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tall, and very thin, and
very pale, with large gray eyes that

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looked greatly larger because he wore spectacles
of the most delicate hair steel with the

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largest pebble eyes that ever were seen. He gave them a kindly greeting,

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but too much in earnest, even
in shaking hands to smile over it.

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He sat down in the armchair by
the chimney corner. I have been particular

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in my description of him in order
that my reader may give due weight to

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his words. I am such a
believer in words that I believe everything depends

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on who says them. Uncle Cornelius
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Uncle Timothy Warren would not have been
the same story at all. Not one

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of the listeners would have believed a
syllable of it from the lips of round

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bodied, red faced, small eyed
little Uncle tim Whereas from Uncle Corny,

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disbelieve one of his stories. If
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his interest in everything conjectured or believed
relative to the awful borderland of this world,

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and the next was only equaled by
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forms which curiosity about such subjects has
assumed in the present day. With a

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yearning after the unseen, like that
of a child for the lifting of the

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curtain of a theater, he declared
that, rather than accept such a spirit

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world, as the would be seers
of the nineteenth century thought or pretended,

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to reveal the prophets of a poperized
workhouse immortality invented by a poverty stricken soul,

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an ascent so greedy that it would
gor John Carrion, he would rejoice

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to believe that a man had just
as much of a soul as the cabbage

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of Iamblicus, namely an aerial double
of his body. I'm so glad you're

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come, uncle, said Kate.
Why wouldn't you come to dinner? We

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have been so gloomy. Well,
Katie, you know I don't admire eating.

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I never could bear to see a
cow tearing up the grass with her

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long tongue. As he spoke,
he looked very much like a cow,

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yet a way of opening his jaws
while he kept his lips closely pressed together,

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that made his cheeks fall in and
his face look awfully long and dismal.

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I consider eating he went on such
an animal exercise that it ought always

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to be performed in private. You
never saw me dine kate, never,

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Uncle, But I have seen you
drink nothing but water. I must confess,

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yes, that is another affair.
According to one eye witness, that

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is no more than the disembodied can
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that, although well attested, the
story is to me scarcely credible. Fancy

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a glass of Bavarian beer lifted into
the air without a visible hand, turned

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upside down, and set empty on
the table, and no splash on the

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floor or anywhere else. A solitary
gleam of humor shone through the great eyes

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of the spectacles as he spoke.
Oh, Uncle, how can you believe

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such nonsense? Said Janet. I
do not say I believed it, did

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I? But why not? The
story has at least a touch of imagination

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in it. That is a strange
reason for believing a thing, Uncle said

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Harry, you might have a worse
Harry. I grant it is not sufficient,

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but it is better than that commonplace
aspect, which is the ground of

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most faith. I believe I did
say that the story puzzled me, But

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how can you give it any quarter
at all? Uncle? It does me

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no harm. There it is between
the boards of an old German book.

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There, let it remain well.
You will never persuade me to believe such

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things, said Janet. Wait till
I ask you, Janet returned her uncle

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gravely. I have not the slightest
desire to convince you. How do we

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get into this unprofitable current of talk. We will change it at once our

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consols. Harry, oh, uncle, said Kate. We were longing for

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a story, and just as I
thought you were coming to one, off

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you go to consols. I thought
a ghost story at least was coming,

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said Janet. You did your best
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Janet began an angry retort, but
Cornelius interrupted her. You never heard me

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tell a ghost story, Janet.
You have just told one about a drinking

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ghost, Uncle, said Janet,
in such a tone that Cornelius replied,

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well, take that for your story, and let us talk of something else.

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Janet apparently saw that she had been
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she might. Ah, but you
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got it out of a German book. Make it make a ghost story,

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repeated Cornelius. No that I never
did. Such things are not to be

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trifled with, are they? Said
Janet. I at least have no inclination

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to trifle with them. But really
and truly, uncle, persisted Janet,

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you don't believe in such things?
Why should I either believe or disbelieve in

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them? They are not essential to
salvation. I presume you must do the

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one or the other. I suppose
I beg your pardon. You suppose wrong.

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It would take twice the proof I
have ever had to make me believe

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in them, and exactly your prejudice, and allow me to say ignorance to

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make me disbelieve in them. Neither
is within my reach. I postpone judgment.

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But you young people, of course, are wiser and know all about

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the question. Oh uncle, I'm
so sorry, said Kate. I'm sure

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I did not mean to vex you, not at all, Not at all,

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my dear. It wasn't you,
do you know? Kate went on,

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anxious to prevent anything unpleasant, for
there was something very black perched on

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Janet's forehead. I have taken to
reading about that kind of thing. I

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beg you will give it up at
once. You will bewilder your brains till

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you are ready to believe anything,
if only it be absurd enough. Nay,

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you may come to find the element
of vulgarity essential to believe. I

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should be sorry to the heart to
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tell you nowadays about Shakespeare and Burns. What have you been reading, my

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girl? Don't be alarmed, uncle, only some highland legends which are too

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absurd, either for my belief or
for your theories. I don't know that,

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Kate. Why what could you do
with such shapeless creatures as hot their

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fords and pools? For instance?
They are as featureless as the faces of

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the mountains, and so much the
more terrible. But that does not make

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it easier to believe in them,
said Harry. I only said, returned

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his uncle, that their shapelessness adds
to their horror. But you allowed almost

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at least, Uncle, said Kate, that you could find a place in

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your theories even for those shapeless creatures. Cornelius sat silent for a moment,

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then, having first doubled the length
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natural condition, said thoughtfully, I
suspect, Katy, if you were to

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come upon an ichthyosaurus or a pterodactyl
asleep in the shoreburry, you would hardly

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expect your report of it to be
believed all at once, either by Harry

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or Janet. I suppose not,
Uncle, But I can't see what.

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Of course such a thing could not
happen here and now. But there was

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a time when and a place where
such a thing may have happened. Indeed,

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in my time a traveler two have
got pretty soundly disbelieved for reporting what

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they saw the last of an expiring
race which had strayed over the natural verge

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of its history, coming to life
in some neglected swamp, itself a remnant

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of the slime of chaos. I
never heard you talk like that before,

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Uncle, said Harry. If you
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in a swamp. I'm afraid I
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Kate challenged me to find a place
for kelpies and such like in the

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theories. She does me the honor
of supposing I cultivate. Then you think

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uncle that all these stories are only
legends, which, if you could follow

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them up, would lead you back
to some one of the awful monsters that

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have since quite disappeared from the Earth. It is possible those stories may be

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such legends, but that was not
what I intended to lead you to.

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I gave you that only a something
like what I am going to say.

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Now? What if, mind,
I only suggested, What if the direful

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creatures whose report lingers in these tales
should have an origin far older still?

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What if they were remnants of a
vanishing period of the Earth's history long antecedent

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to the birth of Mastodon and Iguanodon, a stage, namely, when the

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world as we call it had not
yet become quite visible, was not yet

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so far finished as to part from
the invisible world that was its mother,

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and which on its part, had
not then become quite invisible, was only

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almost such, and when, as
a credible consequence, strange shapes of those

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now invisible regions gorgons and chimeras dire
might be expected to glue, mellowed occasionally

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from the awful fauna of an ever
generating world upon that one which was being

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born of it. Hence the life
periods of a world being long and slow,

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some of these huge, unformed bulks
of half created matter might somehow,

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like the megatherium of later times,
a baby creation to them at age long

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intervals, clothed in a mighty terror
of shapelessness, into the half recognition of

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human beings, whose consternation at the
uncertain vision were barrier enough to prevent all

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further knowledge of its substance. I
begin to have some notion of your meaning,

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uncle, said Kate. But then
said Janet, all that must be

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over by this time. That world
has been invisible now for many years,

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ever since you were born. I
suppose, Janet, the changes of a

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world are not to be measured by
the changes of its generations. Oh but

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uncle, there can't be any such
things. You know that as well as

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I do. Yes, just as
well, and no better. There can't

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be any ghosts now, nobody believes
such things. Oh as to ghosts,

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that is quite another thing. I
did not know you were talking with reference

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to them. It is no wonder
if one can get nothing sensible out of

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you, Janet, when your discrimination
is no greater than to lump everything marvelous

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helpies, ghosts, vampires, devils, which is fairies, nightmares, and

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I don't know what all under them
one head of ghosts, and we haven't

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been saying a word about them.
If one were to disprove to you the

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existence of the effrets of Eastern tales, you would consider the whole argument concerning

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the reappearance of the departed Upset.
I congratulate you on your powers of analysis

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and induction, Miss Janet, But
it matters very little whether we believe in

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ghosts, as you say or not. Provided we believe that we are ghosts.

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That within this body, which so
many people are ready to consider their

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own very selves, there lies a
ghostly embryo at least, which has an

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inner side to it God only can
see, which says I, concerning itself,

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and which will soon have to know
whether or not it can appear to

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those whom is left behind, and
thus solve the question of ghosts for itself.

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At least, then you do believe
in ghosts, uncle, said Janet,

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in a tone that certainly was not
respectful. Surely I said nothing of

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the sort, Janet, the man
most convinced that he had himself had such

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an interview as you hint at,
would find ought to find it impossible to

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convince anyone else of it. You're
quite out of my depth, uncle,

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said Harry. Surely any honest man
ought to be believed. Honesty is not

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all by any means that it is
necessary to being believed. It is impossible

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to convey a conviction of anything.
All you can do is to convey a

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conviction that you are convinced. Of
course, what satisfied you might satisfy another.

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But till you can present him with
the sources of your conviction, you

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cannot present him with the conviction.
And perhaps not even then you can tell

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him all about it. Can't you
tell a man about a ghost affording him

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the source of your conviction? Is
it the same as a ghost appearing to

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him? Really, Harry, you
cannot even convey the impression a dream has

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made upon you. But isn't that
just because it is only a dream?

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Not at all? The impression may
be deeper and clearer on your mind than

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any fact of the next morning will
make. You will forget the next day

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altogether, but the impression of the
dream will remain through all the following whirl

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and storm of what you call facts. Now, a conviction may be likened

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to a deep impression on the judgment
or the reason, or both. No

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one can feel it, but the
person who is convinced it cannot be conveyed.

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I fancy that is just what those
who believe in spirit rapping would say.

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There are the true and false of
convictions, as of everything else.

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I mean that a man may take
that for a conviction in his own mind,

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which is not a conviction, but
only resembles one. But those to

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whom you refer profess to appeal to
facts. It is on the ground of

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those facts, and with the more
earnestness, the more reason they can give

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for receiving them as facts, that
I refuse all their deductions with abhorrence.

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I mean that if what they say
is true, the thinker must reject with

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contempt the claim to anything like revelation
therein. Then you do not believe in

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ghosts after all, said Kate,
in a tone of surprise. I did

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not say so, my dear,
Will you be reasonable or will you not?

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Dear uncle, do tell us what
you really think. I have been

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telling you what I think ever since
I came, Katie, and you won't

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take in a word I say.
I have been taking in every word,

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Uncle, and trying hard to understand
it as well, did you ever see

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a ghost? Uncle? Cornelius Heywood
was silent. He shut his lips and

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opened his jaws till his cheeks almost
met in the vacuum. A strange expression

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crossed the strange countenance, and the
great eyes of his spectacles looked as if,

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at the very moment they were seeing
something no other spectacles could see.

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Then his jaws closed with a snap, his countenance brightened, A flash of

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humor came through the goggle eyes of
Pebble, and at length he actually smiled

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as he said, Really, Katie, you must take me for a simpleton.

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How uncle to think if I had
ever seen a ghost, I would

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confess the fact before a set of
creatures like you, all spinning your webs

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like so many spiders to catch and
devour old Daddy long legs. By this

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time Harry had grown quite grave.
Indeed, I am very sorry, uncle,

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he said, if I have deserved
such a rebuke. No, no,

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my boy, said Cornelius, I
did not mean it more than half.

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If I had meant it, I
would not have said it. If

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you really would like here, he
paused. Indeed we should, uncle,

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said Kate, earnestly. You should
have heard what we were saying just before

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you came in. All you were
saying, Katy, Yes, answered Kate

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thoughtfully. The worst we said was
that you could not tell a story without

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well we did say, tacking a
moral to it. Well, well,

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I mustn't push it. A man
has no right to know what people say

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about him. It unfits him for
occupying his real position amongst them. He

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least of all, has anything to
do with it. If his friends won't

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defend him, he can't defend himself. Besides, what people say is so

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often untrue. I don't mean to
others, but to themselves. Their hearts

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are more honest than their mouths.
But Janet doesn't want a strange story.

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I'm sure Janet certainly was not one
to have chosen for a listener to such

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a tale. Her eyes were so
small that no satisfaction could possibly come of

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it. Oh, I don't mind, uncle, she said, with half

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affected indifference, as she searched in
her box for silk to mend her gloves.

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You are not very encouraging, I
must say, returned her uncle,

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making another cow face. I will
go away if you like, said Janet,

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pretending to rise. No, never
mind, said her uncle hastily.

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If you don't want me to tell
it, I want you to hear it.

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And before I have done that may
have come to the same thing.

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Perhaps then you really are going to
tell us a ghost story, said Kate,

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drawing her chair nearer to her uncle's, and then finding this did not

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satisfy her sense of propinquity to the
source of the expected pleasure, drawing a

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stool from the corner and seating herself
almost on the hearthrug at his knee.

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I did not say, so,
returned Cornelius. Once more, I said,

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I would tell you a strange story. You may call it a ghost

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story if you like. I do
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I confess it will look like one. Though after so many delays, Uncle

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Cornelius now plunged almost hurriedly into his
narration. In the year eighteen twenty,

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he said, in the month of
August, I fell in love. Here

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the girls glanced at each other.
The idea of Uncle Corney in love and

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in the very same century in which
they were now listening to the confession was

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too astonishing to pass without ocular remark. But if he observed it. He

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took no notice of it. He
did not even pause. In the month

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of September I was refused. Consequently, in the month of October, I

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was ready to fall in love again. Take particular care of yourself, Harry,

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for a whole month, at least
after your first disappointment, for you

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will never be more likely to do
a foolish thing. Please yourself after the

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second. If you are silly,
then you may take what you get,

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for you will deserve it, except
it be good fortune. Did you do

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a foolish thing, then, uncle, said Harry demurely. I did,

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as you will see, for I
fell in love. I don't see anything

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so very foolish in that. I
have repented it since, though, don't

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interrupt me again, please. In
the middle of October. Then, in

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the year eighteen twenty, in the
evening, I was walking across Russell Square

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on my way home from the British
Museum, where I had been reading all

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day. You see, I have
a full intention of being precise, Janet.

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I'm sure I don't know why you
make the remark to me, Uncle,

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said Janet, with an involuntary toss
of her head. Her uncle only

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went on with his narrative. I
begin at the very beginning of my story,

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he said, for I want to
be particular as to everything that can

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appear to have had anything to do
with what came afterwards. I had been

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reading, I say, all the
morning in the British Museum, and as

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I walked, I took off my
spectacles to ease my eyes. I need

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not tell you that I am shortsighted
now, for that you know well enough.

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But I must tell you that I
was shortsighted then, and helpless enough

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without my spectacles, though I was
not quite so much as I am now,

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for I find at all nonsense about
shortsighted eyes improving with age. Well.

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I was walking along the south side
of Russell Square with my spectacles in

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my hand, and feeling a little
bewildered in consequence, for it was quite

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the dusk of the evening, and
shortsighted people require more light than others.

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I was feeling, in fact,
almost blind. I had got more than

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half way to the other side when
from the crossing that cuts off the corner

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in the direction of Montague Place,
just as I was about to turn towards

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it, an old lady stepped upon
the curbstone of the pavement looked at me

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for a moment and passed an occurrence. Not very remarkable, certainly, But

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the lady was remarkable, and so
was her dress. I am not good

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at observing, and am still worse
at describing dress. Therefore, I can

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only say that hers reminded me of
an old picture. That is, I

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had never seen any anything like it
except in old pictures. She had no

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bonnet and looked as if she had
walked straight out of an ancient drawing room

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in her evening attire. Of her
face, I shall say nothing now.

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The next instant I met a man
on the crossing who stopped and addressed me.

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So shortsighted was I that though I
recognized his voice as one I ought

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to know, I could not identify
him until I had put on my spectacles,

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which I did instinctively in the act
of returning his greeting. At the

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same moment, I glanced over my
shoulder after the old lady. She was

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nowhere to be seen. Where are
you looking at, said James Heatheridge.

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I was looking after that old lady, I answered, But I can't see

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her. What old lady? Said
Heatheridge, with just a touch of impatience.

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You must have seen her, I
returned, You are not more than

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three yards behind her. Where is
she? Then? She must have gone

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down one of the areas, I
think, But she looked a lady,

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though an old fashioned. Have you
been dining, asked James, in a

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tone of doubtful inquiry. No,
I replied, not suspecting the insinuation.

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I've only just come from the museum. Then I advise you to call on

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your medical man before you go home. Medical man returned, I have no

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medical man. What do you mean
I never was better in my life.

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I mean that there was no old
lady. It was an illusion, and

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that indicates something wrong. Besides,
you did not know me when I spoke

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to you. That is nothing,
I returned. I had just taken off

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my spectacles, and without them I
shouldn't know my own father. How was

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it you saw the old lady?
Then the affair was growing serious under my

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friends cross questioning. I did not
at all like the idea of his supposingly

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subject to hallucinations, so I answered
with a laugh, Ah, to be

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sure that explains it. I am
so blind without my spectacles that I shouldn't

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know an old lady from a big
dog. There was no big dog,

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said Heatheridge, shaking his head,
as the fact for the first time dawned

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upon me that although I had seen
the old lady clearly enough to make a

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sketch of her, even to the
features of her careworn, eager old face,

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I had not been able to recognize
the well known countenance of James Heatheridge.

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That's what comes of reading till the
optic nerve is weakened. He went

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on. You will cause yourself serious
injury if you do not pull up in

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time. I'll tell you what I'm
going home next week. Will you go

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with me? You are very kind, I answered, not altogether rejecting the

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proposal, for I felt that a
little change to the country would be pleasant,

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and I was quite my own master, for I had, unfortunately means

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equal to my wants, and had
no occasion to follow any profession. Not

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a very desirable thing for a young
man. I can tell you, Master

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Harry, I need not keep you
over the commonplaces of pressing and yielding.

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It is enough to say that he
pressed and that I yielded. The day

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was fixed for our departure together,
but something or other I forget what occurred

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to make him advance the date,
and it was resolved that I should follow

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later in the month. It was
a drizzly afternoon in the beginning of the

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last week of October when I left
the town of Bradford and a post chaise

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to drive to Luton Grange, the
property of my friend's father. I had

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hardly left the town and the twilight
had only begun to deepen when glancing from

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one of the windows of the chaise, I fancied I saw between me and

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the hedge the dim figure of a
horse keeping pace with us. I thought,

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in the first interval of unreason,
that it was a shadow from my

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own horse, but reminded myself the
next moment that there could be no shadow

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where there was no light. When
I looked again, I was at the

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first glance convinced that my eyes had
deceived me. At the second, I

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believe once more that a shadow is
something with the movements of a horse,

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and harness was keeping pace with us. I turned away again with some discomfort,

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and not till we had reached an
open moorland road, whence a little

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watery light was visible on the horizon. Could I summon up courage enough to

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look out once more. Certainly,
then there was nothing to be seen,

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and I persuaded myself that it had
been all a fancy, and lighted a

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cigar. With my feet on the
cushions before me. I had soon lifted

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myself on the clouds of tobacco,
far above all the terrors of the night,

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and believed them vanished forever. But
my cigar coming to an end,

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just as we turned into the avenue
that led up to the grange, I

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found myself once more glancing nervously out
of the window. The moment the trees

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were about me, there was,
if not a shadowy horse out there by

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the side of the chaise, yet
certainly more than half that conviction in here

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in my consciousness. When I saw
my friend, however, standing on the

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doorstep, dark against the glow of
the hall fire, I forgot all about

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it. And I need not add
that I did not make it a subject

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of conversation when I entered, for
I was well aware that it was essential

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to a man's reputation that his senses
should be accurate, though his heart might,

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without prejudice swarm with shadows, and
his judgment be a very stable of

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hobbies. I was kindly received.
Missus Heatheridge had been dead for some years,

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and Latitia, the eldest of the
family, was at the head of

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the household. She had two sisters, little more than girls. The father

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was a burly yet gentlemanlike Yorkshire squire
who ate well, drank well, looked

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radiant, and hunted twice a week
in this pastime. His son joined him

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when in the humor which happened scarcely
so often, I, who had never

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crossed a horse in my life,
took his apology for not being able to

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mount me very coolly, assuring him
that I would rather loiter about with a

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book than be in at the death
of the best hunted fox in Yorkshire.

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I very soon found myself at home
with the Heatheridges, and very soon again

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I began to find myself not so
much at home for Miss Heatherage. Letitia,

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as I soon ventured to call her, was fascinating. I have told

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you, Katie, that there was
an empty place in my heart looked to

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the door, then, Katie,
that was what made me so ready to

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fall in love with Letitia. Her
figure was graceful, and I think even

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now her face would have been beautiful
but for a certain contraction of the skin

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over the nostrils, suggesting an invisible
thumb and forefinger pinching them, which repelled

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me, Although I did not then
know what it indicated. I had not

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been with her one evening before the
impression it made on me had vanished,

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and that so entirely that I could
hardly recall the perception of the peculiarity which

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had occasioned it. Her observation was
remarkably keen, and her judgment generally correct.

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She had great confidence in it herself. Nor was she devoid of sympathy

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with some of the forms of human
imagination. Only they never seemed to possess

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for her any relation to practical life
that was to be ordered by the judgment

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alone. I do not mean,
she ever said, so, I am

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only giving the conclusions I came to
afterwards. It is not necessary that you

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should have any more thorough acquaintance with
her mental character. One point in her

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moral nature of special consequence to my
narrative will show itself by and by I

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did all I could to make myself
agreeable to her, and the more I

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succeeded, the more delightful she became. In my eyes. We walked in

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the garden and grounds. Together.
We read, or rather I read and

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she listened. Read poetry, Katie, sometimes till we could not read any

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more for certain haziness and huskiness,
which, look now, I am afraid

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considerably more absurd than they really were, or even ought to look. In

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short, I considered myself thoroughly in
love with her. And wasn't she in

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love with you? Uncle, don't
interrupt me, child, I don't know,

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I hoped so. Then I hope
the contrary. Now she liked me.

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I am sure that is not much
to say. Liking is very pleasant

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and very cheap. Love is as
rare as a star. I thought the

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stars were anything but rare, Uncle. That's because you never went out to

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find one for yourself, Katie.
They would prove a few miles apart then,

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but it would be big enough when
I did find it, right,

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my dear, That is the way
with love. Letitia was a good housekeeper.

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Everything was punctual as clockwork. I
used the word advisedly. If her

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father, who was punctual to one
date the dinner hour, made any remark

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to the contrary as he took the
carving knife, Letitia would instantly send one

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of her sisters to question the old
clock in the hall and report the time

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to half a minute. It was
sure to be found that if there was

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a mistake, the mistake was in
the clock. But although it was certainly

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a virtue to have her household in
such perfect order, it was not a

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virtue to be impatient with every infringement
of its rules on the part of others.

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00:31:23,119 --> 00:31:26,960
She was very severe, for instance, upon her two younger sisters,

410
00:31:27,039 --> 00:31:32,440
if the moment after the second bell
had rung they were not seated at the

411
00:31:32,480 --> 00:31:36,799
dinner table. Washed and aproned.
Order was a very idol with her.

412
00:31:37,559 --> 00:31:41,599
Hence the house was too tidy for
any sense of comfort. If you left

413
00:31:41,640 --> 00:31:44,960
an open book on the table,
you would, on returning to the room

414
00:31:44,960 --> 00:31:48,279
a moment after, find it.
Put aside, what the furniture of the

415
00:31:48,400 --> 00:31:52,279
drawing room was like, I never
saw, for not even on Christmas Day,

416
00:31:52,400 --> 00:31:56,720
which was the last day I spent
there, was it uncovered. Everything

417
00:31:56,759 --> 00:32:01,279
in it was kept in bibbs and
pinafore. Even the carpet was covered with

418
00:32:01,319 --> 00:32:07,519
a cold and slippery sheet of brown. Holland mister Heatheridge never entered that room,

419
00:32:07,559 --> 00:32:14,559
and therein was wise James remonstrated once. She answered him quite kindly,

420
00:32:14,720 --> 00:32:19,599
even playfully, but no change followed. What was worse, she made very

421
00:32:19,720 --> 00:32:23,640
wretched tea. Her father never took
tea, neither did James. I was

422
00:32:23,759 --> 00:32:28,559
rather fond of it, but I
soon gave it up. Everything her father

423
00:32:28,680 --> 00:32:34,599
partook of was first rate. Everything
else was somewhat poverty stricken. My pleasure

424
00:32:34,599 --> 00:32:40,519
in Letitia's society prevented me from making
practical deductions from such trifles. I shouldn't

425
00:32:40,519 --> 00:32:45,880
have thought you knew anything about eating, uncle, said Janet. The less

426
00:32:45,920 --> 00:32:49,519
a man eats, the more he
likes to have it good Janet. In

427
00:32:49,599 --> 00:32:52,519
short, there can be no harm
in saying it now. Letitia was so

428
00:32:52,599 --> 00:32:57,960
far from being like the name of
her baptism. And most names are so

429
00:32:58,000 --> 00:33:02,039
good that they are worth thinking about. No children are named after bad ideas.

430
00:33:02,759 --> 00:33:08,079
Letitia was so far unlike hers as
to be stingy, an abominable fault.

431
00:33:08,839 --> 00:33:12,920
But I repeat, the notion of
such a fact was far from me

432
00:33:12,960 --> 00:33:16,519
then and now from my story.
The first of November was a very lovely

433
00:33:16,640 --> 00:33:21,960
day, quite one of the halcyon
days of Saint Martin's summer. I was

434
00:33:22,000 --> 00:33:24,480
sitting in a little arbor I had
just discovered with a book in my hand,

435
00:33:24,799 --> 00:33:30,000
not reading, however, but daydreaming. When lifting my eyes from the

436
00:33:30,000 --> 00:33:32,920
ground, I was startled to see
through a thin shrub in front of the

437
00:33:34,039 --> 00:33:38,279
arbor what seemed the form of an
old lady seated, apparently reading from a

438
00:33:38,319 --> 00:33:44,400
book on her knee. The sight
instantly recalled the old lady of Russell Square.

439
00:33:45,119 --> 00:33:47,720
I started to my feet, and
then, clear of the intervening bush,

440
00:33:47,799 --> 00:33:52,039
saw only a great stone, such
as abounded on the moors in the

441
00:33:52,079 --> 00:33:57,200
neighborhood, with a lump of quartz
set on the top of it. Some

442
00:33:57,519 --> 00:34:01,039
childish taste had put it there for
an ornament. Smiling at my own folly,

443
00:34:01,200 --> 00:34:06,680
I sat down again and reopened my
book. After reading for a while,

444
00:34:06,720 --> 00:34:10,360
I glanced up again and once more
started to my feet, overcome by

445
00:34:10,400 --> 00:34:15,119
the fancy that there verily sat the
old lady reading. You will say it

446
00:34:15,239 --> 00:34:21,360
indicated an excited condition of the brain, possibly, but I was, as

447
00:34:21,400 --> 00:34:25,559
far as I can recall, quite
collected and reasonable. I was almost vexed

448
00:34:25,559 --> 00:34:30,440
this second time, and sat down
once more to my book. Still,

449
00:34:30,599 --> 00:34:35,480
every time I looked up, I
was startled afresh. I doubt, however,

450
00:34:35,559 --> 00:34:38,639
if the trifle is worth mentioning,
or has any significance, even in

451
00:34:38,719 --> 00:34:45,079
relation to what followed. After dinner, I strolled out by myself, leaving

452
00:34:45,119 --> 00:34:49,519
father and son over their claret.
I did not drink wine, and from

453
00:34:49,519 --> 00:34:53,320
the lawn I could see the windows
of the library, whither Letitia commonly retired

454
00:34:53,400 --> 00:34:58,599
from the dinner table. It was
a very lovely, soft night. There

455
00:34:58,679 --> 00:35:02,079
was no moon, but the star
looked wider awake than usual. Dew was

456
00:35:02,159 --> 00:35:07,159
falling, but the grass was not
yet wet, and I wondered about on

457
00:35:07,199 --> 00:35:10,480
it for half an hour. The
stillness was somehow strange. It had a

458
00:35:10,519 --> 00:35:15,039
wonderful feeling in it, as if
something were expected, as if the quietness

459
00:35:15,119 --> 00:35:19,639
were the mold in which some event
or other was about to be cast.

460
00:35:20,760 --> 00:35:24,679
Even then I was a reader of
certain sorts of recondite lore. Suddenly I

461
00:35:24,760 --> 00:35:30,159
remembered that this was the eve of
all souls. This was a night on

462
00:35:30,199 --> 00:35:34,840
which the dead came out of their
graves to visit their old homes. Poor

463
00:35:34,960 --> 00:35:38,159
dead, I thought with myself,
have you any place to call a home?

464
00:35:38,239 --> 00:35:42,719
Now? If you have, surely
you will not wander back here,

465
00:35:43,400 --> 00:35:46,960
or all that you called home has
either vanished or given itself to others to

466
00:35:47,039 --> 00:35:52,079
be their home now and yours no
more. What an awful doom the old

467
00:35:52,119 --> 00:35:57,880
fancy has allotted you to dwell in
your graves all the year, and creep

468
00:35:57,920 --> 00:36:02,039
out this one night to enter at
the midnight door left open for welcome,

469
00:36:02,599 --> 00:36:07,239
A poor welcome, truly, just
an open door, a clean swept floor,

470
00:36:07,840 --> 00:36:13,159
and a fire to warm your rain
sodden limbs. The household asleep,

471
00:36:13,199 --> 00:36:16,679
and the houseplace swarming with the ghosts
of ancient times, the miser, the

472
00:36:16,760 --> 00:36:22,880
spendthrift, the profligate, the coquette. For the good ghosts sleep and are

473
00:36:22,880 --> 00:36:28,559
troubled, with no waking like yours. Not one man sleepless like yourselves,

474
00:36:28,639 --> 00:36:32,440
to question you and be answered after
the fashion of the old nursery rhyme.

475
00:36:34,079 --> 00:36:38,159
What makes your eyes so hold I've
lain so long among them mold? What

476
00:36:38,400 --> 00:36:44,719
makes your feet so broad? I've
walked more than I ever rode? Yet

477
00:36:44,800 --> 00:36:47,719
who can tell I went on to
myself? It may be your hell to

478
00:36:47,840 --> 00:36:52,159
return. Thus it may be that
only on this one night of all the

479
00:36:52,239 --> 00:36:55,960
year you can show yourself to him
who can see you, But that the

480
00:36:57,039 --> 00:37:00,559
place where you were wicked is the
hades to which you are doomed for ages.

481
00:37:01,679 --> 00:37:06,360
I thought and thought till I began
to feel the air alive about me,

482
00:37:06,639 --> 00:37:09,360
and was enveloped in the vapors that
dimmed the eyes of those who strained

483
00:37:09,440 --> 00:37:14,840
them. For one peep through the
dull mica windows that will not open on

484
00:37:14,880 --> 00:37:19,400
the world of ghosts. At length, I cast my fancies away and fled

485
00:37:19,480 --> 00:37:23,159
from them to the library, where
a bodily presence of Letitia made the world

486
00:37:23,199 --> 00:37:29,920
of ghosts appear shadowy. Indeed,
what a reality there is about a bodily

487
00:37:30,000 --> 00:37:32,960
presence, I said to myself,
as I took my chamber candle in my

488
00:37:34,079 --> 00:37:37,400
hand. But what is there more
real in a body? I said again,

489
00:37:37,440 --> 00:37:42,480
as I crossed the hall. Surely
nothing, I went on as I

490
00:37:42,519 --> 00:37:47,039
ascended the broad staircase to my room. The body must vanish if there be

491
00:37:47,119 --> 00:37:52,480
a spirit that will remain. A
body can but vanish, a ghost can

492
00:37:52,519 --> 00:37:58,320
appear. I woke in the morning
with a sense of such discomfort as made

493
00:37:58,360 --> 00:38:02,599
me spring out of bed. At
once my foot lighted upon my spectacles.

494
00:38:02,880 --> 00:38:06,639
How they came to be on the
floor I could not tell, for I

495
00:38:06,760 --> 00:38:09,360
never took them off when I went
to bed. When I lifted them,

496
00:38:09,400 --> 00:38:14,599
I found they were in two pieces. The bridge was broken. This was

497
00:38:14,679 --> 00:38:19,599
awkward. I was so utterly helpless
without them. Indeed, before I could

498
00:38:19,679 --> 00:38:22,960
lay my hand on my hair brush, I had to peer through one eye

499
00:38:22,039 --> 00:38:27,400
of the parted pair. When I
looked at my watch after I was dressed,

500
00:38:27,599 --> 00:38:30,920
I found I had risen an hour
earlier than usual. I groped my

501
00:38:31,000 --> 00:38:37,719
way downstairs to spend the hour before
breakfast in the library. No sooner was

502
00:38:37,760 --> 00:38:40,760
I seated with a book than I
heard the voice of Letitia scolding the butler

503
00:38:42,000 --> 00:38:46,159
in no very gentle tones for leaving
the garden door open all night. The

504
00:38:46,239 --> 00:38:51,639
moment I heard this, the strange
occurrences I am about to relate began to

505
00:38:51,719 --> 00:38:57,519
dawn upon my memory the door had
been opened the night long between all saints

506
00:38:57,559 --> 00:39:00,960
and all souls. In the middle
of that night, I awoke. Suddenly.

507
00:39:01,320 --> 00:39:06,280
I knew it was not the morning
by the sensations I had, for

508
00:39:06,400 --> 00:39:09,840
the night feels altogether different from the
morning. It was quite dark, My

509
00:39:09,920 --> 00:39:15,679
heart was beating violently, and I
either hardly could or hardly dared breathe.

510
00:39:15,199 --> 00:39:20,719
A nameless terror was upon me,
and my sense of hearing was, apparently,

511
00:39:20,760 --> 00:39:25,400
by the force of its expectation,
unnaturally roused and keen. There it

512
00:39:25,599 --> 00:39:30,679
was a slight noise in the room, slight but clear, and with an

513
00:39:30,760 --> 00:39:36,360
unknown significance about it. It was
awful to think it would come again.

514
00:39:37,079 --> 00:39:40,119
I do believe it was only one
of those creeks and the timbers which announced

515
00:39:40,159 --> 00:39:45,960
the torpid age, long sinking flow
of every house back to the dust,

516
00:39:45,800 --> 00:39:51,159
a motion to which the flow of
the glacier is as a torrent, but

517
00:39:51,280 --> 00:39:55,440
which is no less inevitable and sure. Day and night it ceases not but

518
00:39:55,639 --> 00:40:00,639
only in the night, when house
and heart are still do we hear it?

519
00:40:00,440 --> 00:40:05,960
No wonder it should sound fearful,
for are we not the immortal dwellers

520
00:40:06,079 --> 00:40:09,800
in ever crumbling clay? The clay
is so near us, and yet not

521
00:40:10,039 --> 00:40:15,719
of us, that its every movement
starts afresh dismay, For what will its

522
00:40:15,760 --> 00:40:21,880
final ruin disclose when it falls from
about us? Where shall we find that

523
00:40:21,920 --> 00:40:25,840
we have existed all the time?
My skin tingled with the bursting of the

524
00:40:25,880 --> 00:40:31,280
moisture from its purse. Something was
in the room beside me, A confused,

525
00:40:31,519 --> 00:40:37,480
indescribable sense of utter loneliness, and
yet awful presence was upon me,

526
00:40:38,280 --> 00:40:45,719
mingled with a dreary, hopeless desolation, as of burnt out love and aimless

527
00:40:45,760 --> 00:40:50,800
life. All at once I found
myself sitting up. The terror that a

528
00:40:50,840 --> 00:40:54,679
cold hand might be laid upon me, or a cold breath blow on me,

529
00:40:55,239 --> 00:41:00,679
or a corpse like face bend down
through the darkness over me had broken

530
00:41:00,760 --> 00:41:06,400
my bonds. I would meet half
way whatever might be. Approaching the moment

531
00:41:06,480 --> 00:41:10,840
that my will burst into action,
the terror began to ebb. The room

532
00:41:10,840 --> 00:41:15,400
in which I slept was a large
one, perfectly dreary with tidiness. I

533
00:41:15,519 --> 00:41:21,000
did not know till afterwards that it
was Letitia's room, which she had given

534
00:41:21,079 --> 00:41:25,079
up to me rather than prepare another. The furniture, all but one article,

535
00:41:25,840 --> 00:41:30,559
was modern and commonplace. I could
not help remarking to myself afterwards how

536
00:41:30,639 --> 00:41:37,320
utterly void the room was, of
the nameless charm of feminine occupancy. I

537
00:41:37,360 --> 00:41:40,920
had seen nothing to wake a suspicion
of its being a lady's room. The

538
00:41:42,119 --> 00:41:47,559
article I've accepted was an ancient bureau, elaborate and ornate, which stood on

539
00:41:47,559 --> 00:41:52,039
one side of the large bow window. The very morning before, I had

540
00:41:52,039 --> 00:41:55,920
seen a bunch of keys hanging from
the upper part of it, and had

541
00:41:55,960 --> 00:42:00,440
peeped in, finding however, that
the pigeonholes were full of papers. I

542
00:42:00,519 --> 00:42:05,000
closed it at once. I should
have been glad to use it, but

543
00:42:05,199 --> 00:42:08,239
clearly it was not for me.
At that bureau, the figure of a

544
00:42:08,320 --> 00:42:14,280
woman was now seated, and the
posture of one writing. A strange dim

545
00:42:14,360 --> 00:42:19,000
light was around her. But whence
it proceeded, I never thought of inquiring,

546
00:42:19,719 --> 00:42:22,719
as if I too had stepped over
the bourne and was a ghost myself.

547
00:42:23,320 --> 00:42:28,920
All fear was now gone. I
got out of bed and softly crossed

548
00:42:28,920 --> 00:42:32,199
the room to where she was seated. If she should be beautiful, I

549
00:42:32,320 --> 00:42:37,440
thought, for I had often dreamed
of a beautiful ghost that made love to

550
00:42:37,440 --> 00:42:40,840
me. The figure did not move. She was looking at a faded brown

551
00:42:40,960 --> 00:42:46,079
paper, some old love letter,
I thought, and stepped nearer. So

552
00:42:46,239 --> 00:42:52,440
cool was I now that I actually
peeped over her shoulder. With mingled surprise

553
00:42:52,519 --> 00:42:55,199
and dismay, I found that the
dim page over which she bent was that

554
00:42:55,360 --> 00:43:01,239
of an old account book, ancient
household record in rusty ink, held up

555
00:43:01,280 --> 00:43:06,679
to the glimpses of the waning moon
which shone through the parting and the curtains,

556
00:43:06,760 --> 00:43:10,519
their entries of shillings and pence of
pounds, there was not one,

557
00:43:12,000 --> 00:43:15,519
No doubt, pounds and farthings are
much the same in the world of thought,

558
00:43:15,800 --> 00:43:20,280
the true spirit world. But in
the ghosts world this eagerness over shillings

559
00:43:20,280 --> 00:43:24,000
and pence must mean something awful.
To think that coins which had since been

560
00:43:24,000 --> 00:43:29,320
worn smooth in other pockets, and
purses which had gone back to the mint

561
00:43:29,400 --> 00:43:32,360
and been melted down to come out
again and yet again with the heads of

562
00:43:32,440 --> 00:43:37,440
new kings and queens, That dinners
eaten by men and women and children whose

563
00:43:37,480 --> 00:43:43,239
bodies had since been eaten by the
worms, that polish for the floors,

564
00:43:43,360 --> 00:43:47,960
inches of whose thickness had since been
worn away. That the hundred nameless trifles

565
00:43:49,000 --> 00:43:53,679
of a life utterly vanished should be
perplexing, annoying, and worst of all

566
00:43:54,000 --> 00:44:00,360
interesting the soul of a ghost who
had been in hades for centuries. The

567
00:44:00,440 --> 00:44:05,679
writing was very old fashioned, and
the words were contracted. I could read

568
00:44:05,760 --> 00:44:13,840
nothing but the moneys and one single
entry corinths versus currents for a Christmas pudding.

569
00:44:14,000 --> 00:44:17,159
Most likely, Ah, poor lady, the pudding and not the Christmas

570
00:44:17,239 --> 00:44:22,000
was her care, not the delight
of the children over it, but the

571
00:44:22,079 --> 00:44:25,480
beggarly pence which it cost, and
she cannot get it out of her head,

572
00:44:25,599 --> 00:44:30,119
although her brain was powdered, all
as thin as flower ages ago in

573
00:44:30,119 --> 00:44:37,119
the mortar of death, alas poor
ghost. It needs no treasured hoard left

574
00:44:37,159 --> 00:44:42,239
behind, no floor stained with the
blood of the murdered child, no wickedly

575
00:44:42,320 --> 00:44:46,159
hidden parchment of landed rights. An
old account book is enough for the hell

576
00:44:46,239 --> 00:44:52,559
of the housekeeping gentlewoman. She never
lifted her face or seemed to know that

577
00:44:52,639 --> 00:44:55,519
I stood behind her. I left
her and went into the bow window,

578
00:44:55,599 --> 00:45:00,639
where I could see her face.
I was right. It was the same

579
00:45:00,719 --> 00:45:04,760
old lady I had met in Russell
Square, walking in front of James Heatherage.

580
00:45:05,559 --> 00:45:09,159
Her withered lips went moving, as
if they would have uttered words had

581
00:45:09,159 --> 00:45:15,000
the breath been commissioned. Thither,
her brow was contracted over her thin nose,

582
00:45:15,719 --> 00:45:19,199
and once and again her shining forefinger
went up to her temple, as

583
00:45:19,239 --> 00:45:23,000
if she were pondering some deep problem
of humanity. How long I stood gazing

584
00:45:23,039 --> 00:45:27,400
at her, I do not know, But at last I withdrew to my

585
00:45:27,440 --> 00:45:30,679
bed and left her struggling to solve
that which she could never solve. Thus

586
00:45:31,679 --> 00:45:37,079
it was a symbolic problem of her
own life and she had failed to eat

587
00:45:37,159 --> 00:45:40,440
it. I remember nothing more.
She may be sitting there, still solving

588
00:45:40,480 --> 00:45:45,639
at the unsolvable. I should have
felt no inclination with the broad son of

589
00:45:45,679 --> 00:45:50,840
the squire's face, the keen eyes
of James, and the beauty of Letitia

590
00:45:50,920 --> 00:45:54,280
before me at the breakfast table to
say a word about what I had seen,

591
00:45:54,559 --> 00:46:00,199
even if I had not been afraid
of the doubt concerning my sanity which

592
00:46:00,239 --> 00:46:04,519
the story would certainly awaken. What
with the memories of the night and the

593
00:46:04,559 --> 00:46:08,559
want of my spectacles, I passed
a very dreary day, dreading the return

594
00:46:08,639 --> 00:46:13,360
of the night. For cool as
I had been in her presence, I

595
00:46:13,440 --> 00:46:17,639
could not regard the possible reappearance of
the ghost with equanimity. But when the

596
00:46:17,760 --> 00:46:23,000
night did come, I slept soundly
till the morning the next day. Not

597
00:46:23,199 --> 00:46:27,760
being able to read with comfort,
I went wandering about the place, and

598
00:46:27,840 --> 00:46:31,679
at length began to fit the outside
and inside of the house together. It

599
00:46:31,760 --> 00:46:37,440
was a large and rambling edifice,
parts of it very old, parts comparatively

600
00:46:37,519 --> 00:46:40,679
modern. I first found my own
window, which looked out of the back.

601
00:46:42,360 --> 00:46:45,559
Below this window, on one side
there was a door. I wondered

602
00:46:45,599 --> 00:46:50,880
whither it led, but found it
locked at the moment James approached from the

603
00:46:50,920 --> 00:46:54,559
stables. Where does this door lead, I asked him, I will get

604
00:46:54,599 --> 00:46:59,239
the key, he answered, It
is rather a queer old place. We

605
00:46:59,320 --> 00:47:02,320
used to like it when we were
children. There's a stair, you see,

606
00:47:02,400 --> 00:47:06,800
he said, as he threw the
door open. It leads up over

607
00:47:06,840 --> 00:47:10,239
the kitchen. I followed him up
the stair. There's a door into your

608
00:47:10,320 --> 00:47:15,440
room, he said, but it's
always locked now. And here's Granny's room,

609
00:47:15,440 --> 00:47:17,360
as they call it. Though why, I have not the least idea,

610
00:47:17,559 --> 00:47:21,960
he added, as he pushed open
the door of an old fashioned parlor,

611
00:47:22,519 --> 00:47:25,400
smelling very musty. A few old
books lay on a side table.

612
00:47:25,920 --> 00:47:30,320
A china ball stood beside them,
with some shriveled, scentless rose leaves in

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00:47:30,360 --> 00:47:35,840
the bottom of it. The cloth
that covered the table was riddled by moss,

614
00:47:36,039 --> 00:47:40,239
and the spider legged chairs were covered
with dust. A conviction sees me

615
00:47:40,360 --> 00:47:45,760
that the old bureau must have belonged
to this room, and I soon found

616
00:47:45,760 --> 00:47:49,599
the place where I judged it must
have stood. But the same moment I

617
00:47:49,679 --> 00:47:52,559
caught sight of a portrait on the
wall above the spot I had fixed upon

618
00:47:53,320 --> 00:47:59,119
by jove. I cried involuntarily.
That's the very old lady I met in

619
00:47:59,199 --> 00:48:04,320
Russell Square. Nonsense, said James. Old fashioned ladies are like babies.

620
00:48:04,360 --> 00:48:07,920
They all look the same. That's
a very old portrait, so I see,

621
00:48:07,960 --> 00:48:12,840
I answered, it is like a
zukro. I don't know whose it

622
00:48:12,920 --> 00:48:15,079
is, he answered hurriedly, And
I thought he looked a little queer.

623
00:48:15,920 --> 00:48:20,519
Is she one of the family,
I asked. They say so, But

624
00:48:20,679 --> 00:48:22,599
who or what she was? I
don't know. You must ask Letty,

625
00:48:22,639 --> 00:48:27,599
he answered. The more I look
at it, I said, the more

626
00:48:27,679 --> 00:48:31,559
I am convinced it is the same
old lady. Well, he returned with

627
00:48:31,599 --> 00:48:36,480
a laugh. My old nurse used
to say she was rather restless. But

628
00:48:36,599 --> 00:48:40,440
it's all nonsense. That bureau in
my room looks about the same date as

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00:48:40,480 --> 00:48:45,400
this furniture, I remarked. It
used to stand just there, he answered,

630
00:48:45,440 --> 00:48:50,400
pointing to the space under the picture. Well, I remember with what

631
00:48:50,559 --> 00:48:52,599
awe we used to regard it,
for, they said, the old lady

632
00:48:52,679 --> 00:48:58,280
kept her accounts at it. Still
we never dared touch the bundles of yellow

633
00:48:58,320 --> 00:49:02,480
papers in the pigeon holes. I
remember thinking Letty a very heroine once when

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00:49:02,519 --> 00:49:07,480
she touched one of them with the
tip of her forefinger. She had got

635
00:49:07,559 --> 00:49:10,079
yet more courageous by the time she
had it moved into her own room.

636
00:49:12,079 --> 00:49:15,280
Then that is your sister's room.
I am occupied, I said, yes,

637
00:49:16,079 --> 00:49:20,039
I am ashamed of keeping her out
of it. Oh, she'll do

638
00:49:20,159 --> 00:49:23,119
well enough if I were she,
though, I added, I would send

639
00:49:23,119 --> 00:49:28,159
that bureau back to its own place. What do you mean, Heywood,

640
00:49:28,320 --> 00:49:32,199
do you believe every old wife's tale
that was ever told. She may get

641
00:49:32,239 --> 00:49:38,000
affright some day, That's all I
replied. He smiled with such an evident

642
00:49:38,119 --> 00:49:43,760
mixture of pity and contempt that for
the moment I almost disliked him, and,

643
00:49:43,880 --> 00:49:47,559
feeling certain that Letitia would receive any
such hint in a somewhat similar manner,

644
00:49:49,039 --> 00:49:52,679
I did not feel inclined to offer
her any advice with regard to the

645
00:49:52,760 --> 00:49:57,440
bureau, Little kour joined. The
rest of my visit worthy of remark,

646
00:49:57,960 --> 00:50:01,760
somehow or other, I did not
make my progress with Letitia. I believe

647
00:50:01,840 --> 00:50:06,400
I had begun to see into her
character a little, and therefore did not

648
00:50:06,519 --> 00:50:09,639
get deeper in love. As the
days went on, I know I became

649
00:50:09,719 --> 00:50:15,639
less absorbed in her society, though
I was still anxious to make myself agreeable

650
00:50:15,760 --> 00:50:20,960
to her. Or perhaps more properly, to give her a favorable impression of

651
00:50:20,960 --> 00:50:24,559
me. I do not know whether
she perceived any difference in my behavior,

652
00:50:25,159 --> 00:50:30,159
but I remember that I began again
to remark the pinched look of her nose,

653
00:50:30,800 --> 00:50:34,440
and to be a little annoyed with
her for always putting aside my book.

654
00:50:35,159 --> 00:50:37,719
At the same time, I dare
say I was provoking, for I

655
00:50:37,800 --> 00:50:44,519
never was given to tidiness myself.
At length. Christmas Day arrived. After

656
00:50:44,599 --> 00:50:47,280
breakfast, the Squire, James,
and the two girls arranged to walk to

657
00:50:47,400 --> 00:50:52,599
church. Letitia was not in the
room at the moment. I excuse myself

658
00:50:52,639 --> 00:50:55,440
on the ground of a headache,
for I had had a bad night.

659
00:50:57,199 --> 00:50:59,920
When they left, I went up
to my room, threw myself on the

660
00:51:00,119 --> 00:51:02,920
bed, and was soon fast asleep. Along I slept, I did not

661
00:51:04,119 --> 00:51:07,760
know, but I woke again with
that indescribable yet well known sense of not

662
00:51:07,960 --> 00:51:13,599
being alone. The feeling was scarcely
less terrible in the daylight than it had

663
00:51:13,639 --> 00:51:17,039
been in the darkness. With the
same sudden effort as before, I sat

664
00:51:17,159 --> 00:51:22,320
up in the bed. There was
the figure at the open bureau in precisely

665
00:51:22,400 --> 00:51:25,679
the same position as on the former
occasion, but I could not see it

666
00:51:25,760 --> 00:51:30,599
so distinctly. I rose as gently
as I could, and approached it after

667
00:51:30,639 --> 00:51:36,159
the first physical terror. I am
not a coward. Just as I got

668
00:51:36,199 --> 00:51:39,159
near enough to see the account book
open on the folding cover of the bureau,

669
00:51:39,760 --> 00:51:45,280
she started up, and turning revealed
the face of Letitia. She blushed

670
00:51:45,320 --> 00:51:51,079
Crimson. I beg your pardon,
mister Haywood, she said, in great

671
00:51:51,119 --> 00:51:55,039
confusion. I thought you had gone
to church with the rest. I had

672
00:51:55,119 --> 00:52:00,599
lain down with a headache and gone
to sleep, I replied. Forgive me,

673
00:52:00,679 --> 00:52:04,159
miss Heatheridge, I added, for
my mind was full of the dreadful

674
00:52:04,199 --> 00:52:07,760
coincidence. Don't you think you would
have been better at church than balancing your

675
00:52:07,760 --> 00:52:13,320
accounts on Christmas Day? The better
day, the better deed. She said,

676
00:52:13,360 --> 00:52:15,599
with a somewhat offended air, and
turned to walk from the room.

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00:52:16,840 --> 00:52:22,320
Excuse me, Letitia, I resumed, very seriously, But I want to

678
00:52:22,360 --> 00:52:27,679
tell you something. She looked conscious. It never crossed me that perhaps she

679
00:52:27,800 --> 00:52:30,960
fancied I was going to make a
confession. Far other things were then in

680
00:52:31,039 --> 00:52:35,800
my mind, for I thought how
awful it was if she, too,

681
00:52:35,840 --> 00:52:39,400
like the ancestral ghost, should have
to do an age long penance. Of

682
00:52:39,480 --> 00:52:45,400
haunting that bureau and those horrid figures, and I had suddenly resolved to tell

683
00:52:45,400 --> 00:52:50,960
her the whole story. She listened
with varying complexion and face half turned aside.

684
00:52:51,800 --> 00:52:53,760
When I had ended, which I
fear I did was something of a

685
00:52:53,920 --> 00:52:59,119
personal appeal, she lifted her head
and looked me in the face, with

686
00:52:59,239 --> 00:53:02,880
just a slight girl on her thin
lip, and answered me. If I

687
00:53:02,960 --> 00:53:07,360
had wanted a sermon, mister Haywood, I should have gone to church for

688
00:53:07,440 --> 00:53:10,760
it. As for the ghost,
I am sorry for you, so saying,

689
00:53:10,880 --> 00:53:15,199
she walked out of the room.
The rest of the day I did

690
00:53:15,199 --> 00:53:19,360
not find very merry. I pleaded
my headache as an excuse for going to

691
00:53:19,360 --> 00:53:24,159
bed early. How I hated the
room now next morning, immediately after breakfast,

692
00:53:24,239 --> 00:53:30,159
I took my leave of Luton Grange
and lost a good wife, perhaps

693
00:53:30,199 --> 00:53:34,519
for the sake of a ghost,
uncle, said Janet. If I lost

694
00:53:34,559 --> 00:53:37,960
a wife at all, it was
a stingy one. I should have been

695
00:53:37,960 --> 00:53:43,079
ashamed of her all my life long. Better than a spendthrift, said Janet.

696
00:53:43,679 --> 00:53:45,840
How do you know that? Returned
her uncle? All the difference I

697
00:53:45,880 --> 00:53:51,800
see is that the extravagant ruins,
the rich and the stingy robs the poor.

698
00:53:52,719 --> 00:53:57,199
But perhaps she repented, Uncle said
Kate, I don't think she did.

699
00:53:57,320 --> 00:54:01,079
Katie. Look here, Uncle Nelius
drew from the breast pocket of his

700
00:54:01,199 --> 00:54:06,920
coat a black edged letter. I
have kept up my friendship with her brother,

701
00:54:07,039 --> 00:54:10,079
he said. All he knows about
the matter is that either we had

702
00:54:10,119 --> 00:54:15,960
a quarrel or she refused me.
He is not sure which I must say

703
00:54:15,039 --> 00:54:20,599
for Letitia that she was no tattler. Well, here's a letter I had

704
00:54:20,679 --> 00:54:24,440
from James this very morning. I
will read it to you, my dear

705
00:54:24,519 --> 00:54:29,480
Heywood. We have had a terrible
shot this morning. Letty did not come

706
00:54:29,519 --> 00:54:32,000
down to breakfast, and Lizzie went
to see if she was ill. We

707
00:54:32,119 --> 00:54:36,760
heard her scream, and rushing up, there was poor Letty sitting at the

708
00:54:36,880 --> 00:54:40,559
old Bureau quite dead. She had
fallen forward on the desk, and herb's

709
00:54:40,639 --> 00:54:45,559
housekeeping book was crumpled up under her. She had been so all night long,

710
00:54:45,599 --> 00:54:51,079
we suppose, for she was not
undressed and was quite cold. The

711
00:54:51,199 --> 00:54:54,760
doctor say it was disease of the
heart. There, said Uncle Corney,

712
00:54:54,840 --> 00:54:59,840
folding up the letter. Do you
think the ghost had anything to do with

713
00:55:00,039 --> 00:55:04,000
that? Uncle asked Kate, almost
under her breath. How should I know,

714
00:55:04,199 --> 00:55:08,320
my dear. Possibly it's very sad, said Janet. But I don't

715
00:55:08,400 --> 00:55:12,880
see the good of it all.
If the ghost had come to tell that

716
00:55:12,920 --> 00:55:16,039
she had hidden away money in some
secret place in the old bureau, one

717
00:55:16,079 --> 00:55:20,719
would see why she had been permitted
to come back. But what was the

718
00:55:20,760 --> 00:55:23,800
good of those accounts after they were
over and done with? I don't believe

719
00:55:23,840 --> 00:55:30,119
in the ghost, ah, Janet, Janet, But those wretched accounts were

720
00:55:30,239 --> 00:55:34,719
not over and done with. You
see, that is the misery of it.

721
00:55:35,800 --> 00:55:39,360
Uncle Cornelius rose, without another word, bade them good night, and

722
00:55:39,519 --> 00:55:46,440
walked out into the wind. And
if Uncle Cornelius His story by George McDonald
