WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.880 --> 00:00:05.120 Welcome back to the Black Girl Experience. I'm your host, Jasmine Dan Yo. 2 00:00:18.399 --> 00:00:24.199 It has it has been a while, It has been a wild and 3 00:00:24.359 --> 00:00:30.000 I promise you I say the same shit every time I come on here. 4 00:00:30.039 --> 00:00:33.399 And it's probably because I'm anna realized nigga, because I'd be for real the 5 00:00:33.439 --> 00:00:37.640 shit that I say, be real. Hobby, want to come on here, 6 00:00:37.799 --> 00:00:41.159 so fucking bad, Hobby, You want to come on here? Is 7 00:00:41.320 --> 00:00:46.679 so bad just to say something. But I'll be feeling like it's not the 8 00:00:46.759 --> 00:00:50.719 time you're going there when you got something to say. You know what I'm 9 00:00:50.719 --> 00:00:54.159 saying, I'm still caught up in the past, and nigga don't want to 10 00:00:54.159 --> 00:00:59.399 live in the present moment. Nigga don't want to live in the present momentum. 11 00:01:00.960 --> 00:01:04.359 But no, something just came over me. I felt like I wanted 12 00:01:04.439 --> 00:01:11.799 to share, like I've been living a lot of life. I've been living 13 00:01:12.040 --> 00:01:18.640 a lot of life, like really living in the moment, you know what 14 00:01:18.680 --> 00:01:22.120 I'm saying, Like, that's what I'm saying, taking the time to not 15 00:01:22.319 --> 00:01:26.239 come on here, but to actually live my fucking life, to really go 16 00:01:26.319 --> 00:01:32.200 through some shit, to really experience some shit, to really feel some shit, 17 00:01:32.359 --> 00:01:34.680 to really do some shit. You know what I'm saying, Like, 18 00:01:36.359 --> 00:01:40.680 not this little play play ass shit that niggas be putting on the fucking internet. 19 00:01:41.799 --> 00:01:47.879 Actually living my fucking life. When niggas look at me, they'd be 20 00:01:47.920 --> 00:01:53.040 like, dang, she's living her truth exactly. Because I'm really living my 21 00:01:53.120 --> 00:02:00.400 fucking life. I'm living a life that's true to me. I'm I'm living 22 00:02:00.400 --> 00:02:05.560 a life that's true to me. I don't give a fuck about what anybody 23 00:02:05.560 --> 00:02:09.639 else is doing. I don't give a fuck about what anybody else thinks about 24 00:02:09.680 --> 00:02:15.639 me because I'm living my life for me. I'm happy as fuck for me. 25 00:02:16.800 --> 00:02:24.960 I feel good as fuck for me. Nigga speak with a lot of 26 00:02:25.000 --> 00:02:30.800 conviction, with a lot of passion, because Nigga, I'm living my life. 27 00:02:30.840 --> 00:02:36.120 I can speak about this ship. My voice ain't gonna my voice ain't 28 00:02:36.120 --> 00:02:39.080 gonna crumble about my life, Nigga, because I live this baby, the 29 00:02:39.560 --> 00:02:44.400 veins is popping out of my neck. Because I live my fucking life, 30 00:02:45.759 --> 00:02:50.520 Bro, I really live my life. Niggas can't tell me shit about my 31 00:02:50.639 --> 00:02:58.520 fucking life for real, And that's why I'm fucking period. I can't even 32 00:02:58.599 --> 00:03:01.599 joke, nigga, I can't even put it in my shape because I really 33 00:03:01.680 --> 00:03:07.800 live my I really speak what I live, nigga, and it feels fucking 34 00:03:07.919 --> 00:03:29.000 good. I've been getting my flowers. I've been getting my flowers. People 35 00:03:29.240 --> 00:03:38.240 expressed their appreciation for me. People express gratitude for me. Man. Somebody 36 00:03:38.319 --> 00:03:47.680 called me yesterday and they told me that they appreciated me, appreciated the person 37 00:03:47.759 --> 00:03:52.240 that I am, the woman that I am, what I stand for, 38 00:03:52.719 --> 00:03:55.960 what I bring to their life. Somebody called me yesterday and they told me, 39 00:03:57.039 --> 00:04:01.879 I appreciate you for being in my life. Nigga. If that's not 40 00:04:02.000 --> 00:04:10.560 impactful, how many of your friends call you and tell you, I appreciate 41 00:04:10.639 --> 00:04:18.000 you for being in my life. You bring X, Y and Z to 42 00:04:18.199 --> 00:04:23.399 my life. You do this for my life. You do this for me. 43 00:04:23.639 --> 00:04:30.639 And I'm not talking about transactional ass shit again, being impactful on somebody's 44 00:04:30.759 --> 00:04:39.000 life, meaning something to somebody, bringing value to somebody. If a nigga 45 00:04:39.120 --> 00:04:44.240 ever in trouble, nigga, I need a jasmine on my side. I 46 00:04:44.360 --> 00:04:47.000 need a jasmine on my side. I need somebody that's gonna be there. 47 00:04:48.279 --> 00:04:54.439 I need somebody that's gonna show up. I need somebody that's gonna uplift. 48 00:04:54.680 --> 00:05:00.160 I need somebody that's gonna bring value. I need a Jasmine on my side 49 00:05:00.439 --> 00:05:10.639 for real. And you know what's so funny about that, I've never had 50 00:05:10.680 --> 00:05:15.399 that in my life. That's gonna sound like a shot at my family, 51 00:05:15.839 --> 00:05:20.040 at my friends, you know what I'm saying. It's gonna it's gonna feel 52 00:05:20.079 --> 00:05:25.040 like a shot. But let me tell you how I feel. I don't 53 00:05:25.040 --> 00:05:28.720 feel like I ever really had niggas in my corner for real. I never 54 00:05:28.759 --> 00:05:33.680 really felt protected. I never really felt secure, you know what I'm saying. 55 00:05:33.800 --> 00:05:40.279 I never really felt provided for. Definitely, not emotionally and spiritually. 56 00:05:41.600 --> 00:05:48.199 Mentally. Niggas don't be on my level. Niggas don't be on my level. 57 00:05:49.399 --> 00:05:53.800 And again, that's not a shot, that's not a dick, but 58 00:05:53.920 --> 00:06:00.319 that's a fact. That's a fact that people don't provide ship for me. 59 00:06:00.879 --> 00:06:08.399 I feel like Nigga's never really had my back, bro, I've never felt 60 00:06:10.040 --> 00:06:15.480 a real family unit like Nigga, Like I don't really care for the Kardashians 61 00:06:15.600 --> 00:06:19.720 like that, But Nigga try to go after them niggas though they coming from 62 00:06:19.759 --> 00:06:25.920 it. Okay, every corner, Nigga, every corner, every sibling, 63 00:06:26.160 --> 00:06:31.279 gang gang like nah, nigga, we gotta name to protect, they got 64 00:06:31.279 --> 00:06:41.519 a name to protect. I want that feeling in my life. I want 65 00:06:41.600 --> 00:06:45.920 that type of family. I want that for my family. You know what 66 00:06:45.959 --> 00:06:50.279 I'm saying. I don't ever want my children to grow up and feel like 67 00:06:51.680 --> 00:06:56.000 my family ain't really have me like that. You know what I'm saying. 68 00:06:56.120 --> 00:07:04.160 I'm not just talking about financially. I'm talking about a life period, nigga. 69 00:07:04.240 --> 00:07:06.759 When I when I got to fight these battles, when I gotta go 70 00:07:06.879 --> 00:07:11.920 up against shit, y'all, niggas ain't really have me, you know what 71 00:07:11.959 --> 00:07:17.360 I'm saying. So I want to provide that for my family. I want 72 00:07:17.360 --> 00:07:21.240 to be that for my family. I want and that's the thing. That's 73 00:07:21.279 --> 00:07:25.399 why I always want to be that to other niggas. You know what I'm 74 00:07:25.399 --> 00:07:29.639 saying. I want to be that to other people in relationships and shit like 75 00:07:29.720 --> 00:07:32.680 that. I want to be that person because I never got that. And 76 00:07:32.800 --> 00:07:35.600 of course, if you want a relationship, why wouldn't you want to give 77 00:07:35.600 --> 00:07:41.480 your partner that? Why wouldn't you want to give your all to your partner, 78 00:07:41.519 --> 00:07:46.160 like nigga, I got you, like we in this together. But 79 00:07:46.240 --> 00:07:50.399 that's because relationships don't be real that shit. Don't be real. Niggas be 80 00:07:50.439 --> 00:07:54.879 there for all tier here ass motives. You know what I'm saying, I 81 00:07:54.879 --> 00:07:59.040 don't really got this nigga. I don't really got this nigga like that, 82 00:07:59.759 --> 00:08:03.639 and it shows and my actions, and it shows and my actions. If 83 00:08:03.639 --> 00:08:07.759 a nigga really got you like that, baby, it's gonna showing the actions. 84 00:08:09.600 --> 00:08:15.920 Niggas ain't never really had me. Niggas ain't never really had me, 85 00:08:16.240 --> 00:08:22.279 and it shows and their fucking actions. You ain't gonna let a nigga tell 86 00:08:22.399 --> 00:08:26.240 you a word, because baby, what they're gonna do. They gonna show 87 00:08:26.279 --> 00:08:35.919 you. A nigga gonna show A nigga is going to show you. Niggas 88 00:08:35.919 --> 00:08:39.399 don't don't. Niggas don't need to do no talking. The nigga's gonna show 89 00:08:39.519 --> 00:08:45.080 you. Every time you want to know how nigga feel about you, he 90 00:08:45.200 --> 00:08:50.879 gonna show you every time. You're gonna show your ass every time. Every 91 00:08:50.960 --> 00:08:56.200 time. If you want to know how nigga feel about you, that nigga's 92 00:08:56.200 --> 00:09:01.159 gonna show you. Just fuck around. I find out, fuck around and 93 00:09:01.279 --> 00:09:09.360 find out. I just got to a point in my life which I don't 94 00:09:09.399 --> 00:09:11.399 even know, but I feel shit, I don't know. We I feel 95 00:09:11.480 --> 00:09:16.200 like all women get we all go through ship with niggas, but it's like 96 00:09:16.120 --> 00:09:20.720 and they had to take a step back. I had to remove my energy 97 00:09:20.759 --> 00:09:24.960 from niggas because I'm like, first of all, baby, I'm giving out 98 00:09:26.120 --> 00:09:31.519 top tier grade A energy, niggas. This is fairy dust time, giving 99 00:09:31.519 --> 00:09:39.919 out y'all niggas playing on my top. No gets, bitch, I'm not 100 00:09:39.960 --> 00:09:43.240 even playing right now, nigga. I'm giving out fairy dust and y'all niggas 101 00:09:43.279 --> 00:09:48.720 playing on my top. This has to stop. This has to stop, 102 00:09:52.240 --> 00:09:56.960 baby. I'm rare as fuck. You are not. I know, niggas 103 00:09:58.039 --> 00:10:01.559 be like, you're never gonna find You're You're never gonna find another me, 104 00:10:01.720 --> 00:10:05.960 bro. I mean, granted, you're not gonna find a new anybody because 105 00:10:07.000 --> 00:10:11.720 we're all one of ones. But let's keep it a buck. Let's keep 106 00:10:11.759 --> 00:10:16.440 it a buck. You're never gonna find somebody like me. You're never gonna 107 00:10:16.519 --> 00:10:24.360 find somebody like me, period. So I had to start removing my energy 108 00:10:24.399 --> 00:10:30.200 because niggas was playing on my top. And guess what, when you really 109 00:10:30.279 --> 00:10:33.320 remove your energy from somebody, baby, they're gonna be like, whoa shit, 110 00:10:33.840 --> 00:10:39.240 the good energy is gone. When the good energy leave the room, 111 00:10:39.360 --> 00:10:45.159 baby, the room is dead. When the good energy leaves the room, 112 00:10:45.279 --> 00:10:52.200 the room is dead. Ain't no life in here. I bring life. 113 00:10:52.440 --> 00:10:58.720 Ain't no light in here. I bring light, Nigga. When the good 114 00:10:58.799 --> 00:11:05.519 in energy leaves the room, the room is dead. So that's what I'm 115 00:11:05.559 --> 00:11:11.759 saying. That's what I'm saying. Okay, So yeah, it's just it's 116 00:11:11.799 --> 00:11:15.600 it's been. It's I told y'all I had something to say. I told 117 00:11:15.679 --> 00:11:18.559 you all, I had something to say. I told y'all I had so 118 00:11:18.720 --> 00:11:24.480 I told y'all, niggas. I told y'all niggas. Period. Oh my 119 00:11:24.639 --> 00:11:28.360 god. But life, man, life's still been lifing. But I'm learning 120 00:11:28.360 --> 00:11:37.360 to change my perspective. I've really been um incorporating early morning meditation back into 121 00:11:37.480 --> 00:11:43.960 my routine. UM And it's a difference. I can see the difference in 122 00:11:45.000 --> 00:11:48.399 my life. And I'm doing better with meditation. I'm I'm getting better with 123 00:11:48.519 --> 00:11:56.399 controlling my control of my thoughts into you know, letting them eliminate. You 124 00:11:56.440 --> 00:12:03.399 know what I'm saying, dorm meditation because your mind is racing, You're thinking 125 00:12:03.480 --> 00:12:07.360 a million things at once. You know what I'm saying, It's about quieting 126 00:12:07.360 --> 00:12:16.919 the mind and just get into a place of being in the present moment, 127 00:12:18.039 --> 00:12:22.000 you know what I'm saying, not having to think about nothing and still be 128 00:12:22.080 --> 00:12:30.279 able to conjure up energy and whatever messages that you get from the divine in 129 00:12:30.360 --> 00:12:35.120 that time. So and actually help you with life too. And that's the 130 00:12:35.159 --> 00:12:39.679 thing about yoga, Like when I'll be trying to explain to niggas during yoga 131 00:12:39.840 --> 00:12:45.039 that like this is going to help you build your concentration, your focus, 132 00:12:45.360 --> 00:12:48.279 your stability. Like if you need to become a more grounded person, if 133 00:12:48.320 --> 00:12:52.679 you man and baby, if you need that clarity on your life, that 134 00:12:52.919 --> 00:12:58.720 yoga it's the unison of the mind and the body. It's the unison of 135 00:12:58.720 --> 00:13:03.159 the mind in the body. All of this shit works together, Okay, 136 00:13:05.200 --> 00:13:09.279 can't do one without the other. You want to be in control of that 137 00:13:09.360 --> 00:13:16.519 shit. So that's what the yoga do for you, Okay. And I 138 00:13:16.600 --> 00:13:20.600 was also just telling somebody like, Nigga, life is going to beat your 139 00:13:20.759 --> 00:13:26.720 fucking ass. Life got hands. Life is not gonna let up. You 140 00:13:26.759 --> 00:13:33.279 know what gets me the funck together physically? Yoga? You know what gets 141 00:13:33.279 --> 00:13:37.919 me the fuck together physically? Yoga? Yoga brings out that dog in you. 142 00:13:39.159 --> 00:13:45.919 So yes, like yoga does wonders for the body, for the mind, 143 00:13:46.120 --> 00:13:52.919 for the soul. Like that shit really saved my life for real. 144 00:13:52.960 --> 00:13:58.639 I'm not gonna lie like that shit just brought it all together for me when 145 00:13:58.679 --> 00:14:01.960 I talk about this podcast, I just was telling somebody today, like, 146 00:14:03.039 --> 00:14:07.000 you know, the podcast was like the mental, emotional, and spiritual of 147 00:14:07.159 --> 00:14:11.840 my healing journey. And then the motherfucking yoga fella in my life laughing, 148 00:14:11.960 --> 00:14:13.759 was like, top this shit off, my guy, top it off, 149 00:14:15.080 --> 00:14:18.159 Top it off with the physical, the physical fella, my lap. I'm 150 00:14:18.159 --> 00:14:22.320 like, damn, all this shit makes sense now, nigga, all of 151 00:14:22.360 --> 00:14:28.279 this shit makes sense, and just put it all together. That's what That's 152 00:14:28.320 --> 00:14:35.320 what it means for you to ask God or the universe or whatever, like 153 00:14:35.960 --> 00:14:37.519 I want to make a cake or I know, or I want to cake. 154 00:14:37.559 --> 00:14:39.639 I want a cake, I want to not I want to make a 155 00:14:39.679 --> 00:14:45.399 cake, Nigga, I want a cake acts in the universe, Nigga, 156 00:14:45.440 --> 00:14:48.919 I want a dog ass cake. Oh my god, they they make it 157 00:14:50.039 --> 00:14:54.840 my cake right now. Nigga. You and the kitchen dancing around that bitch 158 00:14:54.840 --> 00:14:58.279 and you think it's an oven. You think that bitch is in the oven 159 00:14:58.320 --> 00:15:05.320 because the light is on. These niggas drop a cardboard box off at your 160 00:15:05.399 --> 00:15:16.559 door. Ups, that's shoe. Niggas then dropped the car board box off 161 00:15:16.600 --> 00:15:20.320 at your door. Okay, fucking the off. Wrap the cake upa. 162 00:15:20.440 --> 00:15:24.159 You ain't just gonna put that bitch on the plate on the door. So 163 00:15:24.320 --> 00:15:30.480 okay, you had the Okay, Okay, it's in the box. You 164 00:15:30.559 --> 00:15:39.240 bring the box in the crib slicing a little knife down the boke, Okay, 165 00:15:39.360 --> 00:15:43.480 peeling back the layers, Okay, opening up the box. You grab 166 00:15:43.679 --> 00:15:46.519 the shit out of the box and you pull it out, and it's, 167 00:15:46.639 --> 00:15:54.440 mother bitch, it's a motherfucker. It's cake mix. It's motherfucking spoons and 168 00:15:54.600 --> 00:16:00.080 shit. It's all like, nigga, what is this this one? What 169 00:16:00.240 --> 00:16:11.679 is this? I gotta make this motherfucker myself. Bit you asked for a 170 00:16:11.720 --> 00:16:14.720 cake. You ain't saying how you wanted it. You just said you wanted 171 00:16:14.759 --> 00:16:18.600 the cake. We dropped off all the ingredients, the tools that you need, 172 00:16:18.240 --> 00:16:23.080 the measurements, nigga, the ingredients. Yeah, but you gotta make 173 00:16:23.159 --> 00:16:27.519 that bitch. We ain't about to it. Don't come fully a simple nigga. 174 00:16:29.120 --> 00:16:32.000 The cake don't come fully said, Oh, you want your cake and 175 00:16:32.000 --> 00:16:38.000 eat it too. Oh we gotta I want my cake and eat it too, 176 00:16:38.039 --> 00:16:41.919 ass bitch, No, you gotta make the cake, my guy. 177 00:16:42.759 --> 00:16:52.000 Wow, Wow, I didn't go to Baker University, nigga, Like I 178 00:16:52.039 --> 00:17:00.000 don't. I'm not really a baker. I'm not really a baker. So 179 00:17:03.399 --> 00:17:07.519 you know, you get what you ask for, though, you get what 180 00:17:07.559 --> 00:17:12.319 you ask for. And that's another thing, Nigga, do you really want 181 00:17:12.359 --> 00:17:18.160 it? Do you really want it? Not? You ask for something and 182 00:17:18.240 --> 00:17:23.480 you acting like you don't want it, but not acting like you don't want 183 00:17:23.519 --> 00:17:29.480 it? How you don't want to do the work for all? You wanted 184 00:17:29.480 --> 00:17:30.519 a cake, but you don't want to do the work for it. You 185 00:17:30.519 --> 00:17:33.799 don't want to make the cake. How the fuck you want to cake? 186 00:17:33.839 --> 00:17:37.799 And you don't even want to bake that, bitch. Don't want to bake 187 00:17:37.880 --> 00:17:40.680 that bitch. Don't want to make that bitch? How the fuck do you 188 00:17:40.720 --> 00:17:45.440 want a cake and you don't even want to make that bitch? It's gonna 189 00:17:45.480 --> 00:17:49.480 take too long in the bag. I don't feel like doing this, Nigga's 190 00:17:49.519 --> 00:17:52.799 just not even being great. Bitch. You just asked for a cake and 191 00:17:52.839 --> 00:17:56.440 I gave you everything you need it and you and you got a motherfucking smirk 192 00:17:56.519 --> 00:18:02.079 on your face. Wow, this is this is the thanks I get. 193 00:18:03.440 --> 00:18:08.359 This is the thanks I get? Oh okay, And then you're just sitting 194 00:18:08.359 --> 00:18:11.440 there with a whole bunch of tools, a whole bunch of ingredients, and 195 00:18:11.480 --> 00:18:19.759 then got the nerve to one more. This bitch want more. She got 196 00:18:19.759 --> 00:18:23.359 all. She got all the ingredients for the spirit. Guys, is like 197 00:18:23.440 --> 00:18:27.279 this bitch got all the ingredients for the motherfucking cake that you got all the 198 00:18:27.319 --> 00:18:32.839 tools, The motherfucking ingredients is right there, nigga. We wrote it down 199 00:18:32.920 --> 00:18:36.960 step by step for the bitch. This get your Man's this up, man, 200 00:18:37.079 --> 00:18:38.640 nigga. That's up mans, nigga. We are here, we are 201 00:18:38.720 --> 00:18:48.720 here. We are here telling this bitch. It's your time. We gave 202 00:18:48.720 --> 00:18:52.480 you the tools. You're looking at the clock. It's eleven eleven. What 203 00:18:52.519 --> 00:18:56.000 the fuck do that mean? Bitch? It's your time. You got all 204 00:18:56.039 --> 00:19:03.119 the tools that you need eleven eleven. Bit all she did was posted on 205 00:19:03.160 --> 00:19:15.240 Instagram. Niggas be trying to get through to you, but you're just denying 206 00:19:15.319 --> 00:19:19.599 your intuition. Just oh hell no, I needna sign your sign, bitch. 207 00:19:19.640 --> 00:19:25.799 Stop fucking playing with us, dog like we up here working. We 208 00:19:26.160 --> 00:19:30.640 niggas is up there really working, and the ethers for you when you down 209 00:19:30.720 --> 00:19:36.079 here fucking playing like and this bitch, when you know you playing with yourself 210 00:19:36.119 --> 00:19:44.039 though, you know you playing with yourself literally literally, it's given masturbation, 211 00:19:44.119 --> 00:19:48.079 like you're playing with yourself, Like what that's what I'm saying. It's one 212 00:19:48.119 --> 00:19:52.079 thing for another motherfucker to play with you, but it's another thing for you 213 00:19:52.160 --> 00:19:56.559 to be playing with yourself, playing with yourself, playing with your time, 214 00:19:56.720 --> 00:20:02.799 playing with your purpose, playing with your mission, playing with your vision, 215 00:20:03.319 --> 00:20:07.000 playing with your life. It's one thing for another Because yeah, y'all, 216 00:20:07.240 --> 00:20:11.559 nigga, you might not know, you must don't know about me, you 217 00:20:11.680 --> 00:20:18.200 must do. But when you're playing with yourself, that's a different level of 218 00:20:18.319 --> 00:20:27.440 crazy. That's a that's a different level of crazy, that's a different level 219 00:20:27.440 --> 00:20:37.880 of foolishness. That's a different level of risk playing with yourself, playing with 220 00:20:37.960 --> 00:20:44.400 your playing with your life, playing with your purpose, Like and that bitch 221 00:20:44.480 --> 00:20:48.319 is dangling in front of your face. You know what you're supposed to You 222 00:20:48.400 --> 00:20:49.880 got the ball, you know what you're supposed to do with it, But 223 00:20:49.960 --> 00:21:00.880 you playing you out there playing in the championship game, literally in furatively out 224 00:21:00.920 --> 00:21:07.680 there playing. I really don't want to go through this life and get to 225 00:21:07.720 --> 00:21:14.319 the fucking end and then be like I was playing with my life the whole 226 00:21:14.680 --> 00:21:18.640 time. I didn't do nothing I was supposed to do in life, Nigga. 227 00:21:18.720 --> 00:21:22.519 I'm not talking about your responsibilities to a job, to any of that, 228 00:21:22.759 --> 00:21:27.960 like minuscule lass shit. You didn't do what you was supposed to do 229 00:21:29.039 --> 00:21:37.519 in your lifetime, Nigga. I'm not trying to keep going through the same 230 00:21:37.599 --> 00:21:40.680 lessons. I'm not trying. I don't. I don't want to get to 231 00:21:40.759 --> 00:21:45.559 the next wherever the fuck after this and be like this bitch played in the 232 00:21:45.599 --> 00:21:49.319 physical plane. You. I don't even want to know what the detention is 233 00:21:49.400 --> 00:21:52.680 for playing in the physical plane. Yeah, I don't. I don't want 234 00:21:52.680 --> 00:21:59.519 to be with y'all, niggas, because that's probably dog Imagine the detention for 235 00:21:59.640 --> 00:22:03.200 playing in the physical plane, for playing in the three D world, for 236 00:22:03.319 --> 00:22:07.920 playing in this lifetime. Imagine what the next level of that is. When 237 00:22:08.039 --> 00:22:12.599 niggas found out that she was playing down here. I don't want to be 238 00:22:12.640 --> 00:22:18.720 in that room. I don't want to be in that fucking room. Number 239 00:22:18.759 --> 00:22:22.799 one to have to repeat this whole ship in a whole other way. But 240 00:22:22.880 --> 00:22:27.480 number two, like, bro, you really fucked up. You really fucked 241 00:22:27.559 --> 00:22:33.559 up, you really fucked up. It's one thing to fuck up down here 242 00:22:33.599 --> 00:22:37.240 in life, but Nigga, at the end, it's like, Bro, 243 00:22:37.720 --> 00:22:45.000 you didn't do what you were supposed to do. I don't even want to 244 00:22:45.000 --> 00:22:48.079 have that conversation in the spiritual rim, like, bitch, you fucked up. 245 00:22:48.400 --> 00:22:57.400 We gotta review everything you did on the physical plane. You know what 246 00:22:57.480 --> 00:23:04.119 I'm saying. Like we're in a physical body, but there's a spirit inside. 247 00:23:04.119 --> 00:23:08.480 It's a soul inside of you that's gonna go on to something else. 248 00:23:11.759 --> 00:23:17.559 I don't we don't know what the fuck it is. But this is just 249 00:23:17.599 --> 00:23:22.920 a part of us. This is just a part of us. And that's 250 00:23:22.960 --> 00:23:26.839 why at this point where I'm at and how I'm maneuver and in life, 251 00:23:27.119 --> 00:23:30.880 it's very important to be in tune with your intuition. A part of being 252 00:23:30.920 --> 00:23:33.960 in tune with your intuition is being in tune with your body. That's where 253 00:23:34.000 --> 00:23:41.559 the yoga comes from, right, But I connect off it energy, I 254 00:23:41.640 --> 00:23:48.559 connect off the spiritual force. So now that I'm getting to higher steps in 255 00:23:48.599 --> 00:23:52.519 my life. I'm connecting with people that are on the same vibration as me. 256 00:23:52.680 --> 00:23:56.440 I'm you know what I'm saying. I'm connecting with very like minded individuals 257 00:23:56.440 --> 00:24:00.000 and stuff like that. And I connect with people based off the energy. 258 00:24:04.559 --> 00:24:12.359 So that's how I'm being guided in life. And again, the more that 259 00:24:12.440 --> 00:24:19.319 you are just in tune with the physical aspect, like just this body that 260 00:24:19.359 --> 00:24:23.839 you are, you gonna you gonna have a lot of fleshly lessons. You 261 00:24:23.880 --> 00:24:26.079 won't have a lot of you know what I'm saying, You won't have a 262 00:24:26.160 --> 00:24:30.359 lot of earthly and worldly lessons. And you know what I'm saying. But 263 00:24:30.640 --> 00:24:37.599 I'm trying to level up energetically out here, like you know what I'm saying. 264 00:24:37.759 --> 00:24:41.559 But a part of that is being in the present moment. A part 265 00:24:41.559 --> 00:24:44.799 of that is living your life. A part of that is living your truth. 266 00:24:45.039 --> 00:24:48.000 You know what I'm saying. That's what I'm saying, Like, niggas 267 00:24:48.039 --> 00:24:52.039 is really wasting a whole lifetime down here on some bullshit. Won't catch me 268 00:24:52.119 --> 00:24:56.680 slipping in the next I'm gonna be I'm gonna be up over and beyond. 269 00:24:56.920 --> 00:25:03.000 Okay, So you know, but that's that's all niggas that's all other niggas. 270 00:25:03.119 --> 00:25:07.359 I can only worry about myself, and that's what I'm saying. My 271 00:25:07.440 --> 00:25:10.160 focus is only on me. I don't give a fuck about what other niggas 272 00:25:10.240 --> 00:25:12.559 is doing. Y'all gonna have to deal with that in your own life, 273 00:25:12.839 --> 00:25:17.359 you know what I'm saying. Whatever is man for you, I wasn't a 274 00:25:17.400 --> 00:25:19.359 part of that. I didn't sign no contract, nigga. I didn't even 275 00:25:19.359 --> 00:25:22.400 look all right or shit because I don't give a fuck. I'm trying to 276 00:25:22.400 --> 00:25:26.599 make sure my shit is right. Thank you, Yo. They're like, 277 00:25:26.759 --> 00:25:30.000 dang bit ya, oh yo, shit checked off everything. Everybody's gonna be 278 00:25:30.039 --> 00:25:36.519 looking at me walking into my next whatever the fuck nigga. So that's where 279 00:25:36.519 --> 00:25:38.440 I'm at with it. But I had to come on here and share that 280 00:25:38.519 --> 00:25:45.039 really quick. Man, your girl is working seven days this week. I'm 281 00:25:45.119 --> 00:25:49.359 very grateful. I'm so appreciative for all of the blessings that have been raining 282 00:25:49.400 --> 00:25:55.599 down on me. I am I'm walking in blessings and I'm just shaking my 283 00:25:55.720 --> 00:25:59.400 hair in the motherfucking rain, like, thank you for these blessings. Thank 284 00:25:59.480 --> 00:26:03.160 you, thank you, thank you again. Getting my flowers being appreciated. 285 00:26:03.359 --> 00:26:08.400 You know what I'm saying so all like it's it's a beautiful thing. But 286 00:26:11.200 --> 00:26:12.319 damn, I don't even know where I was going. I was giving my 287 00:26:12.440 --> 00:26:15.680 thank you speech, and that shit just went to a hole. Now I 288 00:26:15.720 --> 00:26:18.200 don't even know where I was at. I don't even know where I was 289 00:26:18.240 --> 00:26:22.440 at. But oh, it's working seven days a motherfucking week. Nigga, 290 00:26:22.640 --> 00:26:26.640 bring it back, bring it back, Let's bring it back. That's where 291 00:26:26.680 --> 00:26:30.519 we was at. But no, like at least being able to work seven 292 00:26:30.599 --> 00:26:33.160 days doing what I love, doing what I want to do. You know 293 00:26:33.200 --> 00:26:36.559 what I'm saying, Like this shit really excites me. I want to keep 294 00:26:36.640 --> 00:26:38.440 going and going and going. I want to keep getting better and better and 295 00:26:38.480 --> 00:26:41.119 better. I want to keep doing more and more and more. I want 296 00:26:41.119 --> 00:26:45.119 to go other places, like you know what I'm saying. So it's just 297 00:26:45.240 --> 00:26:49.079 really a beautiful thing for me. But and that was another thing I was 298 00:26:49.079 --> 00:26:52.759 telling somebody today too, because somebody was just telling me, like, you 299 00:26:52.799 --> 00:26:55.880 know, I admire you, They admire my drive and all that. Like 300 00:26:56.039 --> 00:26:57.799 you. They kept saying, like you make it look easy. Yeah, 301 00:26:57.839 --> 00:27:00.200 because I love to do this shit, you know what I'm saying. If 302 00:27:00.200 --> 00:27:03.480 I had to do anything else, nigga, it would be looking like, 303 00:27:03.519 --> 00:27:06.839 damn that bitches slacking. But yeah, this shit looked good. It looked 304 00:27:06.880 --> 00:27:11.240 easy because Nigga, I love it here and again, that's just a reflection 305 00:27:11.279 --> 00:27:15.160 of where I'm at, period, you know what I'm saying. So I'm 306 00:27:15.240 --> 00:27:18.759 living my life. I'm living my truth for all that good shit. Period 307 00:27:19.240 --> 00:27:25.240 period poo, period fucking poo. So yeah, that's where I'm at with 308 00:27:25.400 --> 00:27:30.559 it. Today is Monday. I was at the Trap this morning. I 309 00:27:30.640 --> 00:27:33.559 did meditation, I did yoga, I taught my class I taught at the 310 00:27:33.640 --> 00:27:40.200 elementary today. So Monday's Wednesday's Fridays at the Trap nine forty five in the 311 00:27:40.279 --> 00:27:45.240 morning Tomorrow. On Tuesday morning, I'll be at BAM Studio at nine am 312 00:27:45.000 --> 00:27:48.519 and then I feel like I'm giving my inflation to the fans right now. 313 00:27:48.839 --> 00:27:56.640 Damn but Bam man nine. I'll be back at the Trap in the evening 314 00:27:56.759 --> 00:28:03.960 five thirty meditation, six pm STNGA um Wednesday, back at the Trap, 315 00:28:04.599 --> 00:28:11.640 Thursday, back at BAM in the morning, Friday, at the Trap in 316 00:28:11.720 --> 00:28:17.200 the morning. Saturday and Sunday, I'm putting on an ASTNGA class at a 317 00:28:17.359 --> 00:28:25.079 new place at Art Lab Saturday at one pm and Twitter and Sunday at twelve 318 00:28:25.240 --> 00:28:29.480 pm. So yes, you can click the link in my bio on Instagram, 319 00:28:29.599 --> 00:28:33.039 Hill At My Homies, its tickets onn't even bright for that. Um. 320 00:28:34.480 --> 00:28:37.160 I just feel like niggas really loved my class. I do. I 321 00:28:37.279 --> 00:28:44.160 just I feel like my class is just an overall all around motherfucking vibe, 322 00:28:44.359 --> 00:28:47.240 like from start to finish, nigga Like, I feel like niggas go through 323 00:28:47.279 --> 00:28:49.720 the transitions in my class like dang, it was very well rounded, and 324 00:28:49.880 --> 00:28:53.480 like, I feel like niggas love my ship. I loved my ship. 325 00:28:53.599 --> 00:28:59.160 I love doing it every day, like the fact that I can give that 326 00:28:59.319 --> 00:29:02.799 to somebody else. But again, I feel like that's just a testament to 327 00:29:03.160 --> 00:29:04.559 the energy that I give off. You know what I'm saying. It's a 328 00:29:06.000 --> 00:29:11.559 it's an energy exchange. So I fucking love it here, period. I 329 00:29:11.720 --> 00:29:15.599 fucking love it here. Um, And that's really all that I have to 330 00:29:15.720 --> 00:29:19.000 come on and come on here and share what y'all. So yes, make 331 00:29:19.079 --> 00:29:23.279 sure you come see your girl. How at your Girl? Follow me on 332 00:29:23.319 --> 00:29:30.000 Instagram and Hill of my Homies Black Girl Experience on TikTok Um, subscribe to 333 00:29:30.039 --> 00:29:33.920 the podcast Ready by Stars, leave a review on like you lot a BlackGirl 334 00:29:33.920 --> 00:29:37.160 experience. That is all that I have for y'all. I'm out.