Welcome back to the Black Girl Experience. I'm your host, Jasmine Dan Yo.
It has it has been a while, It has been a wild and
I promise you I say the same shit every time I come on here.
And it's probably because I'm anna realized nigga, because I'd be for real the
shit that I say, be real. Hobby, want to come on here,
so fucking bad, Hobby, You want to come on here? Is
so bad just to say something. But I'll be feeling like it's not the
time you're going there when you got something to say. You know what I'm
saying, I'm still caught up in the past, and nigga don't want to
live in the present moment. Nigga don't want to live in the present momentum.
But no, something just came over me. I felt like I wanted
to share, like I've been living a lot of life. I've been living
a lot of life, like really living in the moment, you know what
I'm saying, Like, that's what I'm saying, taking the time to not
come on here, but to actually live my fucking life, to really go
through some shit, to really experience some shit, to really feel some shit,
to really do some shit. You know what I'm saying, Like,
not this little play play ass shit that niggas be putting on the fucking internet.
Actually living my fucking life. When niggas look at me, they'd be
like, dang, she's living her truth exactly. Because I'm really living my
fucking life. I'm living a life that's true to me. I'm I'm living
a life that's true to me. I don't give a fuck about what anybody
else is doing. I don't give a fuck about what anybody else thinks about
me because I'm living my life for me. I'm happy as fuck for me.
I feel good as fuck for me. Nigga speak with a lot of
conviction, with a lot of passion, because Nigga, I'm living my life.
I can speak about this ship. My voice ain't gonna my voice ain't
gonna crumble about my life, Nigga, because I live this baby, the
veins is popping out of my neck. Because I live my fucking life,
Bro, I really live my life. Niggas can't tell me shit about my
fucking life for real, And that's why I'm fucking period. I can't even
joke, nigga, I can't even put it in my shape because I really
live my I really speak what I live, nigga, and it feels fucking
good. I've been getting my flowers. I've been getting my flowers. People
expressed their appreciation for me. People express gratitude for me. Man. Somebody
called me yesterday and they told me that they appreciated me, appreciated the person
that I am, the woman that I am, what I stand for,
what I bring to their life. Somebody called me yesterday and they told me,
I appreciate you for being in my life. Nigga. If that's not
impactful, how many of your friends call you and tell you, I appreciate
you for being in my life. You bring X, Y and Z to
my life. You do this for my life. You do this for me.
And I'm not talking about transactional ass shit again, being impactful on somebody's
life, meaning something to somebody, bringing value to somebody. If a nigga
ever in trouble, nigga, I need a jasmine on my side. I
need a jasmine on my side. I need somebody that's gonna be there.
I need somebody that's gonna show up. I need somebody that's gonna uplift.
I need somebody that's gonna bring value. I need a Jasmine on my side
for real. And you know what's so funny about that, I've never had
that in my life. That's gonna sound like a shot at my family,
at my friends, you know what I'm saying. It's gonna it's gonna feel
like a shot. But let me tell you how I feel. I don't
feel like I ever really had niggas in my corner for real. I never
really felt protected. I never really felt secure, you know what I'm saying.
I never really felt provided for. Definitely, not emotionally and spiritually.
Mentally. Niggas don't be on my level. Niggas don't be on my level.
And again, that's not a shot, that's not a dick, but
that's a fact. That's a fact that people don't provide ship for me.
I feel like Nigga's never really had my back, bro, I've never felt
a real family unit like Nigga, Like I don't really care for the Kardashians
like that, But Nigga try to go after them niggas though they coming from
it. Okay, every corner, Nigga, every corner, every sibling,
gang gang like nah, nigga, we gotta name to protect, they got
a name to protect. I want that feeling in my life. I want
that type of family. I want that for my family. You know what
I'm saying. I don't ever want my children to grow up and feel like
my family ain't really have me like that. You know what I'm saying.
I'm not just talking about financially. I'm talking about a life period, nigga.
When I when I got to fight these battles, when I gotta go
up against shit, y'all, niggas ain't really have me, you know what
I'm saying. So I want to provide that for my family. I want
to be that for my family. I want and that's the thing. That's
why I always want to be that to other niggas. You know what I'm
saying. I want to be that to other people in relationships and shit like
that. I want to be that person because I never got that. And
of course, if you want a relationship, why wouldn't you want to give
your partner that? Why wouldn't you want to give your all to your partner,
like nigga, I got you, like we in this together. But
that's because relationships don't be real that shit. Don't be real. Niggas be
there for all tier here ass motives. You know what I'm saying, I
don't really got this nigga. I don't really got this nigga like that,
and it shows and my actions, and it shows and my actions. If
a nigga really got you like that, baby, it's gonna showing the actions.
Niggas ain't never really had me. Niggas ain't never really had me,
and it shows and their fucking actions. You ain't gonna let a nigga tell
you a word, because baby, what they're gonna do. They gonna show
you. A nigga gonna show A nigga is going to show you. Niggas
don't don't. Niggas don't need to do no talking. The nigga's gonna show
you. Every time you want to know how nigga feel about you, he
gonna show you every time. You're gonna show your ass every time. Every
time. If you want to know how nigga feel about you, that nigga's
gonna show you. Just fuck around. I find out, fuck around and
find out. I just got to a point in my life which I don't
even know, but I feel shit, I don't know. We I feel
like all women get we all go through ship with niggas, but it's like
and they had to take a step back. I had to remove my energy
from niggas because I'm like, first of all, baby, I'm giving out
top tier grade A energy, niggas. This is fairy dust time, giving
out y'all niggas playing on my top. No gets, bitch, I'm not
even playing right now, nigga. I'm giving out fairy dust and y'all niggas
playing on my top. This has to stop. This has to stop,
baby. I'm rare as fuck. You are not. I know, niggas
be like, you're never gonna find You're You're never gonna find another me,
bro. I mean, granted, you're not gonna find a new anybody because
we're all one of ones. But let's keep it a buck. Let's keep
it a buck. You're never gonna find somebody like me. You're never gonna
find somebody like me, period. So I had to start removing my energy
because niggas was playing on my top. And guess what, when you really
remove your energy from somebody, baby, they're gonna be like, whoa shit,
the good energy is gone. When the good energy leave the room,
baby, the room is dead. When the good energy leaves the room,
the room is dead. Ain't no life in here. I bring life.
Ain't no light in here. I bring light, Nigga. When the good
in energy leaves the room, the room is dead. So that's what I'm
saying. That's what I'm saying. Okay, So yeah, it's just it's
it's been. It's I told y'all I had something to say. I told
you all, I had something to say. I told y'all I had so
I told y'all, niggas. I told y'all niggas. Period. Oh my
god. But life, man, life's still been lifing. But I'm learning
to change my perspective. I've really been um incorporating early morning meditation back into
my routine. UM And it's a difference. I can see the difference in
my life. And I'm doing better with meditation. I'm I'm getting better with
controlling my control of my thoughts into you know, letting them eliminate. You
know what I'm saying, dorm meditation because your mind is racing, You're thinking
a million things at once. You know what I'm saying, It's about quieting
the mind and just get into a place of being in the present moment,
you know what I'm saying, not having to think about nothing and still be
able to conjure up energy and whatever messages that you get from the divine in
that time. So and actually help you with life too. And that's the
thing about yoga, Like when I'll be trying to explain to niggas during yoga
that like this is going to help you build your concentration, your focus,
your stability. Like if you need to become a more grounded person, if
you man and baby, if you need that clarity on your life, that
yoga it's the unison of the mind and the body. It's the unison of
the mind in the body. All of this shit works together, Okay,
can't do one without the other. You want to be in control of that
shit. So that's what the yoga do for you, Okay. And I
was also just telling somebody like, Nigga, life is going to beat your
fucking ass. Life got hands. Life is not gonna let up. You
know what gets me the funck together physically? Yoga? You know what gets
me the fuck together physically? Yoga? Yoga brings out that dog in you.
So yes, like yoga does wonders for the body, for the mind,
for the soul. Like that shit really saved my life for real.
I'm not gonna lie like that shit just brought it all together for me when
I talk about this podcast, I just was telling somebody today, like,
you know, the podcast was like the mental, emotional, and spiritual of
my healing journey. And then the motherfucking yoga fella in my life laughing,
was like, top this shit off, my guy, top it off,
Top it off with the physical, the physical fella, my lap. I'm
like, damn, all this shit makes sense now, nigga, all of
this shit makes sense, and just put it all together. That's what That's
what it means for you to ask God or the universe or whatever, like
I want to make a cake or I know, or I want to cake.
I want a cake, I want to not I want to make a
cake, Nigga, I want a cake acts in the universe, Nigga,
I want a dog ass cake. Oh my god, they they make it
my cake right now. Nigga. You and the kitchen dancing around that bitch
and you think it's an oven. You think that bitch is in the oven
because the light is on. These niggas drop a cardboard box off at your
door. Ups, that's shoe. Niggas then dropped the car board box off
at your door. Okay, fucking the off. Wrap the cake upa.
You ain't just gonna put that bitch on the plate on the door. So
okay, you had the Okay, Okay, it's in the box. You
bring the box in the crib slicing a little knife down the boke, Okay,
peeling back the layers, Okay, opening up the box. You grab
the shit out of the box and you pull it out, and it's,
mother bitch, it's a motherfucker. It's cake mix. It's motherfucking spoons and
shit. It's all like, nigga, what is this this one? What
is this? I gotta make this motherfucker myself. Bit you asked for a
cake. You ain't saying how you wanted it. You just said you wanted
the cake. We dropped off all the ingredients, the tools that you need,
the measurements, nigga, the ingredients. Yeah, but you gotta make
that bitch. We ain't about to it. Don't come fully a simple nigga.
The cake don't come fully said, Oh, you want your cake and
eat it too. Oh we gotta I want my cake and eat it too,
ass bitch, No, you gotta make the cake, my guy.
Wow, Wow, I didn't go to Baker University, nigga, Like I
don't. I'm not really a baker. I'm not really a baker. So
you know, you get what you ask for, though, you get what
you ask for. And that's another thing, Nigga, do you really want
it? Do you really want it? Not? You ask for something and
you acting like you don't want it, but not acting like you don't want
it? How you don't want to do the work for all? You wanted
a cake, but you don't want to do the work for it. You
don't want to make the cake. How the fuck you want to cake?
And you don't even want to bake that, bitch. Don't want to bake
that bitch. Don't want to make that bitch? How the fuck do you
want a cake and you don't even want to make that bitch? It's gonna
take too long in the bag. I don't feel like doing this, Nigga's
just not even being great. Bitch. You just asked for a cake and
I gave you everything you need it and you and you got a motherfucking smirk
on your face. Wow, this is this is the thanks I get.
This is the thanks I get? Oh okay, And then you're just sitting
there with a whole bunch of tools, a whole bunch of ingredients, and
then got the nerve to one more. This bitch want more. She got
all. She got all the ingredients for the spirit. Guys, is like
this bitch got all the ingredients for the motherfucking cake that you got all the
tools, The motherfucking ingredients is right there, nigga. We wrote it down
step by step for the bitch. This get your Man's this up, man,
nigga. That's up mans, nigga. We are here, we are
here. We are here telling this bitch. It's your time. We gave
you the tools. You're looking at the clock. It's eleven eleven. What
the fuck do that mean? Bitch? It's your time. You got all
the tools that you need eleven eleven. Bit all she did was posted on
Instagram. Niggas be trying to get through to you, but you're just denying
your intuition. Just oh hell no, I needna sign your sign, bitch.
Stop fucking playing with us, dog like we up here working. We
niggas is up there really working, and the ethers for you when you down
here fucking playing like and this bitch, when you know you playing with yourself
though, you know you playing with yourself literally literally, it's given masturbation,
like you're playing with yourself, Like what that's what I'm saying. It's one
thing for another motherfucker to play with you, but it's another thing for you
to be playing with yourself, playing with yourself, playing with your time,
playing with your purpose, playing with your mission, playing with your vision,
playing with your life. It's one thing for another Because yeah, y'all,
nigga, you might not know, you must don't know about me, you
must do. But when you're playing with yourself, that's a different level of
crazy. That's a that's a different level of crazy, that's a different level
of foolishness. That's a different level of risk playing with yourself, playing with
your playing with your life, playing with your purpose, Like and that bitch
is dangling in front of your face. You know what you're supposed to You
got the ball, you know what you're supposed to do with it, But
you playing you out there playing in the championship game, literally in furatively out
there playing. I really don't want to go through this life and get to
the fucking end and then be like I was playing with my life the whole
time. I didn't do nothing I was supposed to do in life, Nigga.
I'm not talking about your responsibilities to a job, to any of that,
like minuscule lass shit. You didn't do what you was supposed to do
in your lifetime, Nigga. I'm not trying to keep going through the same
lessons. I'm not trying. I don't. I don't want to get to
the next wherever the fuck after this and be like this bitch played in the
physical plane. You. I don't even want to know what the detention is
for playing in the physical plane. Yeah, I don't. I don't want
to be with y'all, niggas, because that's probably dog Imagine the detention for
playing in the physical plane, for playing in the three D world, for
playing in this lifetime. Imagine what the next level of that is. When
niggas found out that she was playing down here. I don't want to be
in that room. I don't want to be in that fucking room. Number
one to have to repeat this whole ship in a whole other way. But
number two, like, bro, you really fucked up. You really fucked
up, you really fucked up. It's one thing to fuck up down here
in life, but Nigga, at the end, it's like, Bro,
you didn't do what you were supposed to do. I don't even want to
have that conversation in the spiritual rim, like, bitch, you fucked up.
We gotta review everything you did on the physical plane. You know what
I'm saying. Like we're in a physical body, but there's a spirit inside.
It's a soul inside of you that's gonna go on to something else.
I don't we don't know what the fuck it is. But this is just
a part of us. This is just a part of us. And that's
why at this point where I'm at and how I'm maneuver and in life,
it's very important to be in tune with your intuition. A part of being
in tune with your intuition is being in tune with your body. That's where
the yoga comes from, right, But I connect off it energy, I
connect off the spiritual force. So now that I'm getting to higher steps in
my life. I'm connecting with people that are on the same vibration as me.
I'm you know what I'm saying. I'm connecting with very like minded individuals
and stuff like that. And I connect with people based off the energy.
So that's how I'm being guided in life. And again, the more that
you are just in tune with the physical aspect, like just this body that
you are, you gonna you gonna have a lot of fleshly lessons. You
won't have a lot of you know what I'm saying, You won't have a
lot of earthly and worldly lessons. And you know what I'm saying. But
I'm trying to level up energetically out here, like you know what I'm saying.
But a part of that is being in the present moment. A part
of that is living your life. A part of that is living your truth.
You know what I'm saying. That's what I'm saying, Like, niggas
is really wasting a whole lifetime down here on some bullshit. Won't catch me
slipping in the next I'm gonna be I'm gonna be up over and beyond.
Okay, So you know, but that's that's all niggas that's all other niggas.
I can only worry about myself, and that's what I'm saying. My
focus is only on me. I don't give a fuck about what other niggas
is doing. Y'all gonna have to deal with that in your own life,
you know what I'm saying. Whatever is man for you, I wasn't a
part of that. I didn't sign no contract, nigga. I didn't even
look all right or shit because I don't give a fuck. I'm trying to
make sure my shit is right. Thank you, Yo. They're like,
dang bit ya, oh yo, shit checked off everything. Everybody's gonna be
looking at me walking into my next whatever the fuck nigga. So that's where
I'm at with it. But I had to come on here and share that
really quick. Man, your girl is working seven days this week. I'm
very grateful. I'm so appreciative for all of the blessings that have been raining
down on me. I am I'm walking in blessings and I'm just shaking my
hair in the motherfucking rain, like, thank you for these blessings. Thank
you, thank you, thank you again. Getting my flowers being appreciated.
You know what I'm saying so all like it's it's a beautiful thing. But
damn, I don't even know where I was going. I was giving my
thank you speech, and that shit just went to a hole. Now I
don't even know where I was at. I don't even know where I was
at. But oh, it's working seven days a motherfucking week. Nigga,
bring it back, bring it back, Let's bring it back. That's where
we was at. But no, like at least being able to work seven
days doing what I love, doing what I want to do. You know
what I'm saying, Like this shit really excites me. I want to keep
going and going and going. I want to keep getting better and better and
better. I want to keep doing more and more and more. I want
to go other places, like you know what I'm saying. So it's just
really a beautiful thing for me. But and that was another thing I was
telling somebody today too, because somebody was just telling me, like, you
know, I admire you, They admire my drive and all that. Like
you. They kept saying, like you make it look easy. Yeah,
because I love to do this shit, you know what I'm saying. If
I had to do anything else, nigga, it would be looking like,
damn that bitches slacking. But yeah, this shit looked good. It looked
easy because Nigga, I love it here and again, that's just a reflection
of where I'm at, period, you know what I'm saying. So I'm
living my life. I'm living my truth for all that good shit. Period
period poo, period fucking poo. So yeah, that's where I'm at with
it. Today is Monday. I was at the Trap this morning. I
did meditation, I did yoga, I taught my class I taught at the
elementary today. So Monday's Wednesday's Fridays at the Trap nine forty five in the
morning Tomorrow. On Tuesday morning, I'll be at BAM Studio at nine am
and then I feel like I'm giving my inflation to the fans right now.
Damn but Bam man nine. I'll be back at the Trap in the evening
five thirty meditation, six pm STNGA um Wednesday, back at the Trap,
Thursday, back at BAM in the morning, Friday, at the Trap in
the morning. Saturday and Sunday, I'm putting on an ASTNGA class at a
new place at Art Lab Saturday at one pm and Twitter and Sunday at twelve
pm. So yes, you can click the link in my bio on Instagram,
Hill At My Homies, its tickets onn't even bright for that. Um.
I just feel like niggas really loved my class. I do. I
just I feel like my class is just an overall all around motherfucking vibe,
like from start to finish, nigga Like, I feel like niggas go through
the transitions in my class like dang, it was very well rounded, and
like, I feel like niggas love my ship. I loved my ship.
I love doing it every day, like the fact that I can give that
to somebody else. But again, I feel like that's just a testament to
the energy that I give off. You know what I'm saying. It's a
it's an energy exchange. So I fucking love it here, period. I
fucking love it here. Um, And that's really all that I have to
come on and come on here and share what y'all. So yes, make
sure you come see your girl. How at your Girl? Follow me on
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