WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.680 --> 00:00:07.519 This is the two seventeen Recovery podcast with Corey Winfield. Stuff went numb. 2 00:00:07.559 --> 00:00:09.439 That shouldn't go numb, you know what I'm saying. I was like, 3 00:00:09.480 --> 00:00:13.119 what is it? Oh, I don't know, you don't and co host 4 00:00:13.320 --> 00:00:17.320 Marnie Winfield. It was kind of an awkward thing. He's like, would 5 00:00:17.320 --> 00:00:20.600 you guys want to come along? Can you get away to come to the 6 00:00:20.600 --> 00:00:27.640 island. I'm like, yeah, you just got back from there. It 7 00:00:27.719 --> 00:00:32.039 is the third of June twenty twenty three, the Year of the Lord, 8 00:00:32.079 --> 00:00:36.439 I think. And my name is Cory Winfield. My name is Marne. 9 00:00:37.200 --> 00:00:41.439 In the North Studio, your first podcast in my studio, my first experience 10 00:00:41.479 --> 00:00:44.399 here doing podcasts in the North Studio. I just asked you if you were 11 00:00:44.439 --> 00:00:48.280 nervous, and you're like, no, it's just an office. But the 12 00:00:48.359 --> 00:00:52.679 sound is different in here. Yeah, we're gonna find out. I don't 13 00:00:52.679 --> 00:00:55.439 know. To me, that's a different microphone for me. So for you, 14 00:00:55.560 --> 00:00:59.520 does that sound and feel the same? Um? I mean I'm missing 15 00:00:59.520 --> 00:01:03.520 my kind of comfy chair that I usually get to sit in. You have 16 00:01:03.560 --> 00:01:08.239 somewhat's chair signs It's all right. You should see when I make the guys 17 00:01:08.239 --> 00:01:11.920 coming to do a podcast because I have one microphone that someone can sit and 18 00:01:11.920 --> 00:01:17.599 talk to you like you're in right now. And then when we bring out 19 00:01:17.640 --> 00:01:19.599 the old microphones, we have to like mount it to the desk and then 20 00:01:19.959 --> 00:01:23.519 it's stretched out as far as it can go. And then there's Adam sitting 21 00:01:23.560 --> 00:01:26.920 there. Why he doesn't sit in the closer chair, I don't know, 22 00:01:27.400 --> 00:01:30.799 but it stretched out all the way over there, and it like he has 23 00:01:30.799 --> 00:01:34.319 to like lean up to talk into it. It looks kind of goofy. 24 00:01:34.560 --> 00:01:38.640 The good thing. It's just our voices. Yeah, I should take a 25 00:01:38.640 --> 00:01:42.040 picture next sense, Well, if you're gonna sit like that, man, 26 00:01:42.680 --> 00:01:44.840 you're gonna sit like that, We're gonna let people see what you look like 27 00:01:44.879 --> 00:01:49.560 at them. It cannot be comfortable. No, And this is the mic. 28 00:01:49.640 --> 00:01:53.920 And those are the pod mics that we got a while ago, and 29 00:01:53.959 --> 00:02:00.120 they're heavy and a little boom arm is just like just about to give you 30 00:02:00.120 --> 00:02:01.599 know, it's just holding on for dear life, like, oh, we 31 00:02:01.680 --> 00:02:07.760 can hold it up for ten more minutes. Just hang in there. But 32 00:02:07.879 --> 00:02:09.919 it's silly. But I got a couple of new handheld well I got a 33 00:02:10.080 --> 00:02:17.240 new handheld mic. So we were supposed to do four people on a podcast 34 00:02:17.240 --> 00:02:20.360 the other day, and we're gonna have it was just me and then someone 35 00:02:20.400 --> 00:02:23.400 else is going to be in here, and then I think Adam was going 36 00:02:23.479 --> 00:02:24.719 to be in his office, and then Mitch was going to be at his 37 00:02:25.560 --> 00:02:29.439 desk. And maybe we're gonna incorporate you depending on what you were doing. 38 00:02:29.719 --> 00:02:31.520 Yeah, I want to be Usually you don't like to come to work and 39 00:02:31.599 --> 00:02:36.120 just stick around like the rest of us. But well, you know, 40 00:02:36.560 --> 00:02:42.840 I'm hoping that there's productivity that's happening in between the dig and around. Yes, 41 00:02:43.000 --> 00:02:46.680 that's why we reward ourselves with the podcast. Later. We did so 42 00:02:46.759 --> 00:02:50.280 much today, Let's do a podcast talk about it. Let me talk about 43 00:02:50.319 --> 00:02:54.639 everything about that. So we forget. We get so worked up and excited 44 00:02:54.680 --> 00:02:58.360 to do the podcast, and we just forget about the stuff we're gonna talk 45 00:02:58.400 --> 00:03:04.360 about. You know what happens. But yeah, we'll see get you on 46 00:03:04.360 --> 00:03:07.759 the wire list from your office. Yeah, Now, we haven't used the 47 00:03:07.759 --> 00:03:10.919 wire list ourselves, so I don't know, but they say that there's still 48 00:03:10.960 --> 00:03:15.919 a little bit of like echo because the way I have him doing it is 49 00:03:15.919 --> 00:03:23.400 through the bluetooth, so if they can hear because we don't have a way 50 00:03:23.439 --> 00:03:30.520 for them to hear the podcast. That's what's try. Yeah, I mean 51 00:03:30.879 --> 00:03:32.759 I think it works just fine. But again, you know, Mitch was 52 00:03:32.759 --> 00:03:37.800 like, oh I could hear it. But Mitch likes to exaggerate on things 53 00:03:38.960 --> 00:03:43.599 like exaggerate his COVID. Wow, I don't not talking about his medical stuff 54 00:03:43.599 --> 00:03:46.639 because I think that's against the law. But oh, good money, Yeah, 55 00:03:46.840 --> 00:03:49.400 I retract that. You can edit that part out. Oh no, 56 00:03:49.400 --> 00:03:54.000 no, he uh yeah, sorry, Mitchell didn't mean put your put you 57 00:03:54.000 --> 00:03:57.280 out there like that, buddy. Yeah. We went up to the front 58 00:03:57.280 --> 00:04:02.560 desk and he was like, like Jesus, go home. But he um 59 00:04:03.080 --> 00:04:06.000 was taking one of the vehicles and had to do something. He was like, 60 00:04:06.280 --> 00:04:09.439 oh my god, that's a death trap. But no, oh my 61 00:04:09.560 --> 00:04:13.560 god. And he was going on about how horrible it was, and I 62 00:04:13.639 --> 00:04:15.519 was like, man, it's been a minute since I've driven that vehicle. 63 00:04:15.639 --> 00:04:18.759 But I don't think it was that bad. I mean, something seems like 64 00:04:18.800 --> 00:04:21.680 other people driving all the time. They would say something. And then Adam 65 00:04:21.720 --> 00:04:24.920 took it around the block and Adams, you know, Adam, he's just 66 00:04:24.959 --> 00:04:28.680 kind of shrug your shoulders. Really not bad. You know, I don't 67 00:04:28.879 --> 00:04:30.800 know what I mean, I could see where maybe, but yeah, and 68 00:04:31.040 --> 00:04:33.079 she was like, no, I was going like sixty miles an hour and 69 00:04:33.079 --> 00:04:34.639 then you slam on the brakes, Like, well, first of all, 70 00:04:34.639 --> 00:04:38.120 you don't go sixty miles an hour to slam on the brakes. About we'd 71 00:04:38.279 --> 00:04:42.319 start there and did you stop? Yeah, okay, well then it seems 72 00:04:42.319 --> 00:04:44.879 like the brakes work. The opposite would have like if the brakes were not 73 00:04:44.920 --> 00:04:48.240 working, you hit the brake and then nothing would happen. Then there would 74 00:04:48.279 --> 00:04:51.199 be a problem. But no, you stopped, and yeah, it's stopped 75 00:04:51.240 --> 00:04:55.360 slamming on the brakes at fifty five sixty miles an hour. Man, who 76 00:04:55.399 --> 00:05:00.600 doesn't so anyway, I mean, hi, Mitchell, I hope you feel 77 00:05:00.600 --> 00:05:03.319 abou everybody if you different facts, you are not feeling well. We missed 78 00:05:03.360 --> 00:05:11.399 mitchell as Spirit of Recovery meeting this morning. Yeah. I love how you 79 00:05:11.399 --> 00:05:15.639 can just have even just a few people together in a room talking about recovery 80 00:05:15.800 --> 00:05:19.360 and it's helpful, you know what I mean. It's like, that's it's 81 00:05:19.720 --> 00:05:24.160 totally rings true that it only takes a few people to make a meeting. 82 00:05:25.560 --> 00:05:30.800 Yeah, And I fired it up on zoom and then Jeremy came in there 83 00:05:31.800 --> 00:05:35.199 in the zoom meeting. He's like, oh, dude, you're the only 84 00:05:35.199 --> 00:05:41.199 one there. It's like, yeah, well I told him no. But 85 00:05:41.240 --> 00:05:43.519 then I realized my stuff was muted, and I was like, oh, 86 00:05:43.600 --> 00:05:46.240 yeah, I should probably un mute myself. So I was like, no, 87 00:05:46.399 --> 00:05:48.199 you know, Marie, and there's some other women up front. They're 88 00:05:48.199 --> 00:05:51.399 coming back in here. But I think he saw me much. Not some 89 00:05:51.480 --> 00:05:56.920 donuts. Oh there you go, though. You know who doesn't want to 90 00:05:56.959 --> 00:06:01.160 turn on the potters? Don't they're not west cod don't us But yeah they're 91 00:06:01.199 --> 00:06:05.920 not, but they're all right still donuts. Yeah, big fly can fly 92 00:06:05.959 --> 00:06:11.120 in the room on some donuts. I don't know how flies get that big. 93 00:06:11.879 --> 00:06:15.199 I don't know how flies get in here, like prehistoric flies, seriously, 94 00:06:15.279 --> 00:06:19.160 like mammoth flies. I know. I wasn't gonna kill it because I 95 00:06:19.160 --> 00:06:23.519 don't think I could have. No. I was gonna try to ride them 96 00:06:23.519 --> 00:06:29.079 home. God save gas. It was huge and I couldn't kill it. 97 00:06:29.120 --> 00:06:31.720 I don't know where it went. But see I heard that those are the 98 00:06:31.759 --> 00:06:36.560 ones that eat meat. There's no don't look at me funny, because there's 99 00:06:36.720 --> 00:06:40.199 something to this what I'm about to say, and you can google it if 100 00:06:40.199 --> 00:06:43.079 you want. But you know, like those flies that you see and they're 101 00:06:43.079 --> 00:06:46.519 like green and blue, and they have like a weird like like their oil 102 00:06:47.120 --> 00:06:50.720 and how oil gets and watered. It's like you're doesn't kind of that word 103 00:06:51.839 --> 00:06:57.920 that they have, like that kind of look like they're the ones that eat 104 00:06:58.439 --> 00:07:01.480 meat, for example. If for some reason, and again I don't know 105 00:07:01.560 --> 00:07:06.240 how they get down there, you're in your kitchen sink and you don't have 106 00:07:06.319 --> 00:07:11.639 a garbage disposal and you're like scraping off the food because you do it in 107 00:07:11.680 --> 00:07:15.839 the trash because you don't have a garbage disposal. But when you're lazy ass 108 00:07:15.959 --> 00:07:18.519 kids, they don't listen to you and they just put it down the drain. 109 00:07:19.279 --> 00:07:23.000 Well, the food gets down in there, and then somehow maggots get 110 00:07:23.079 --> 00:07:28.079 down there. And that's what flies are, right, maggots they are lar 111 00:07:28.240 --> 00:07:32.120 of a is that same thing. That's a good caution. We need to 112 00:07:32.160 --> 00:07:35.040 have a science person. Yeah, we do need to go back to biology. 113 00:07:36.920 --> 00:07:40.120 Oh, let's just pretend they are so I don't know how they get 114 00:07:40.160 --> 00:07:46.480 down there in your sink, but they'll hatch and then like those flies will 115 00:07:46.519 --> 00:07:50.920 come from down there and they'll they'll actually fly out of your sink. So 116 00:07:51.040 --> 00:07:54.360 maybe that's what's happening here, because that sucker was huge. I didn't get 117 00:07:54.399 --> 00:07:57.079 close enough to him. Yeah, but who's putting We don't have a sink 118 00:07:57.120 --> 00:08:00.519 to put food down. We have a sink, honey, not that anybody 119 00:08:00.560 --> 00:08:05.160 would put food down, he said, you know, he said children are 120 00:08:05.240 --> 00:08:11.839 people and not children. Give him some credit. Wow. But then the 121 00:08:11.879 --> 00:08:15.800 people that come here, I don't know. You know, when I here 122 00:08:15.839 --> 00:08:20.439 twenty for seven, that's true. Sometimes people come to meetings here and who 123 00:08:20.480 --> 00:08:26.439 knows, there's putting stakes down the scene, hot dogs and pieces. It's 124 00:08:26.480 --> 00:08:28.759 not meat, it's not even meat. But yeah, but look into that 125 00:08:28.879 --> 00:08:33.679 because I was talking about that one time because I didn't not have it was 126 00:08:33.720 --> 00:08:37.240 pretty much the same thing. I don't I don't know. I probably did 127 00:08:37.320 --> 00:08:41.720 a meat thing. But the guy that was my therapist, but he was 128 00:08:43.039 --> 00:08:46.919 also leading the iop groups that was in and I was talking about the fucking 129 00:08:46.039 --> 00:08:48.840 flies that were to come in and he's like, oh, that's because there's 130 00:08:48.840 --> 00:08:50.879 a name for him. He said, no, they eat meat because he 131 00:08:50.919 --> 00:08:54.120 was sees from South Africa or Africa, and he was like, no, 132 00:08:54.320 --> 00:08:58.320 they come to He didn't a big deal in Africa, And I was like, 133 00:08:58.360 --> 00:09:05.279 okay, okay, well why they m buchanan in my kitchen because they 134 00:09:05.480 --> 00:09:07.440 went down your drain and that's where they come from. They fly out your 135 00:09:07.519 --> 00:09:11.120 drain. You know, we don't even have a fly swatter. It occurred 136 00:09:11.159 --> 00:09:16.000 to me. I know I shoulool get one, but he said what to 137 00:09:16.080 --> 00:09:22.039 do was poor bleach down your sink. I think that's like the blanket answer 138 00:09:22.120 --> 00:09:26.559 everything. I was doing that too when I had nats. I was like, 139 00:09:26.639 --> 00:09:28.960 where they at first coming from? They were everywhere, honey, And 140 00:09:30.000 --> 00:09:33.039 that's why I'm like anti that's it makes me more anti bug every time I 141 00:09:33.080 --> 00:09:35.720 get a bug infestation of some sort. Yeah, and those gnats are m 142 00:09:35.799 --> 00:09:39.840 I first. So keep your fruit in your belly. You don't need to 143 00:09:39.919 --> 00:09:43.879 keep three apples around. You don't need to keep four bananas on your Nope, 144 00:09:45.879 --> 00:09:46.679 you don't because you're just gonna know. All you're gonna do is you're 145 00:09:46.679 --> 00:09:50.720 gonna feed the neighborhood of fruit flies or gnats what you're gonna call them. 146 00:09:50.960 --> 00:09:54.720 Yeah. And for the committed listeners out there of the two seventeen recovery podcast, 147 00:09:54.840 --> 00:10:00.559 they probably remember when we had neighbors that had roaches. M hmmm. 148 00:10:00.759 --> 00:10:05.960 It was a whole big thing. By oh man, we had to pack 149 00:10:05.080 --> 00:10:09.080 up like everything, even though it wasn't our apartment. You did, I 150 00:10:09.200 --> 00:10:11.480 did? You did all? I sat there. It was not fun. 151 00:10:13.480 --> 00:10:18.519 I wipe down every cupboard, pull out everything, and clean behind it. 152 00:10:22.200 --> 00:10:24.519 Anyway, since I had lived in Arkansas, I was familiar with roaches. 153 00:10:26.840 --> 00:10:28.600 These are just little ones. Let's you say, are worse those be in 154 00:10:28.720 --> 00:10:33.159 Arkansas? Like? Seriously, where that big? If you can see me? 155 00:10:33.759 --> 00:10:39.159 Wow? How many inches is that? Honey? Seven and three? 156 00:10:39.559 --> 00:10:43.399 Oh? Yeah, so they're they're they're huge. And they call them water 157 00:10:43.480 --> 00:10:48.799 bugs. Those aren't roach zooms water bugs. That's a roach. It's huge 158 00:10:48.840 --> 00:10:52.759 and it flies. Yeah, but that's not a roach. It's a water 159 00:10:52.919 --> 00:10:58.600 bug. It's a roach. No, it's a water Okay, My roach 160 00:10:58.720 --> 00:11:03.759 break kills them, so you tell me what's up. They clearly wouldn't make 161 00:11:03.799 --> 00:11:07.519 water bug spray that would kill roaches. They'd be stupid. It's like, 162 00:11:07.720 --> 00:11:09.960 who doesn't matter what their name is, they want them gone. Yeah. 163 00:11:11.759 --> 00:11:15.159 But it was nuts, though, and I did. I bought the It's 164 00:11:15.200 --> 00:11:18.279 called Bengal Tiger Spray. If you ever have a problem with the roaches or 165 00:11:18.519 --> 00:11:22.600 water bugs or anything similar, I think kills everything. And they're supposed to 166 00:11:22.639 --> 00:11:28.000 be a key where they're supposed to be safe for pets. And it's something 167 00:11:28.080 --> 00:11:33.080 that you spray down and it lasts for like depending which one you buy, 168 00:11:33.159 --> 00:11:35.360 the gold or the regular, but it'll last like six to nine months, 169 00:11:37.080 --> 00:11:41.120 and if they walk through it, it gets on their skin and then and 170 00:11:41.200 --> 00:11:43.600 then they die. And the cool thing about when they die, they don't 171 00:11:43.639 --> 00:11:48.000 just die in the corner for some reason, they like to come out so 172 00:11:48.159 --> 00:11:50.120 they'll you'll see them when they die. They'll just be on your floor, 173 00:11:50.240 --> 00:11:56.159 like I'm dead for real, Like they need'd like to like die, that's 174 00:11:56.200 --> 00:12:00.960 what they'd be saying. I think. I think the spray, like seriously, 175 00:12:01.039 --> 00:12:05.639 that gets into them. And then the only relief they get is the 176 00:12:05.840 --> 00:12:11.240 fort like light. It's like a you're gonna be in pain, bug until 177 00:12:11.279 --> 00:12:16.159 you die and you have to get into light and to die. And they're 178 00:12:16.200 --> 00:12:20.360 like, A just make it stop, and they're like to crawl out there 179 00:12:20.360 --> 00:12:22.879 and then they hit the light and they're like, oh, let's roll over. 180 00:12:24.519 --> 00:12:26.600 And how do they always roll over and they die? I don't know, 181 00:12:26.919 --> 00:12:31.559 but I love your little reenactment. This is when we need to have 182 00:12:31.720 --> 00:12:35.200 video on like aause a bug. Ever, just like when crawling along and 183 00:12:35.279 --> 00:12:41.000 that was it up? Just or does he go uh? Does he just 184 00:12:41.159 --> 00:12:45.159 hop overs like the one? Is it a twitching thing? I don't know. 185 00:12:45.399 --> 00:12:48.759 It's really scientists when we need them. I know we do. We 186 00:12:48.879 --> 00:12:52.879 need them because I'd probably solve a lot of problems on Earth today if we 187 00:12:52.919 --> 00:13:00.159 could figure that out. Every action has a reaction. I learned that up, 188 00:13:00.200 --> 00:13:03.320 mister Clark. I hope you're still around. It's a science teacher, 189 00:13:05.000 --> 00:13:07.919 you remember that. Yeah, he let me pass. Oh that's right, 190 00:13:09.000 --> 00:13:11.360 that's why you remember him. Yep. He didn't want another another semester of 191 00:13:11.360 --> 00:13:15.279 Winfield in his class, he said, nope. So he was a smart 192 00:13:15.360 --> 00:13:18.399 one. You know, he was a very bright guy. And I could 193 00:13:18.440 --> 00:13:20.960 tell by that, you know, the fact that he wasn't going to f 194 00:13:20.120 --> 00:13:24.799 around and fail me and then have me again like mother Matt teacher MS smile, 195 00:13:26.600 --> 00:13:31.320 what the full? Oh my god, aren't you I'm so right now. 196 00:13:31.360 --> 00:13:35.559 I'm so thankful for glass. That thing was huge. That thing was 197 00:13:35.759 --> 00:13:41.440 about four inches. No, it's not this huge bird. It just came 198 00:13:41.559 --> 00:13:45.559 and just was flying around the window in my office here. It was a 199 00:13:45.639 --> 00:13:48.360 bumble bee. While I see was shadow. I was like, what, 200 00:13:50.279 --> 00:13:54.480 Yeah, I'm a smile anyway. I don't mean to bring her into this, 201 00:13:54.600 --> 00:13:58.799 but I take her to jail. I'm a tree class twice. I 202 00:13:58.840 --> 00:14:03.000 appreciate every all the patients of your all of your professors and teachers, and 203 00:14:05.679 --> 00:14:16.600 your younger years and adult years too. That's true. You mean what you're 204 00:14:16.759 --> 00:14:18.320 smelling like. You don't want to tell me because you're like, oh, 205 00:14:18.320 --> 00:14:22.080 I don't think he'll get it. No, you won't get it. It's 206 00:14:22.120 --> 00:14:26.039 okay. Today we're up in the office. We did the meeting for Mitch, 207 00:14:26.799 --> 00:14:28.879 and you're right, you know, doesn't We don't need And this is 208 00:14:28.919 --> 00:14:31.440 the thing I almost said it, but I didn't earlier to them. It's 209 00:14:31.440 --> 00:14:37.320 like, we're not we're not looking for quantity, We're looking for quality. 210 00:14:37.960 --> 00:14:41.480 And these these are meetings. These people that are having meetings at the two 211 00:14:41.519 --> 00:14:46.000 seventeen Recovery Center, it's their meeting. Man. Yeah, they can have 212 00:14:46.159 --> 00:14:48.960 whatever kind of meeting they want. They can have a coloring book meeting if 213 00:14:50.000 --> 00:14:52.960 that keeps them sober, man, do it. Yeah, that's what we're 214 00:14:52.960 --> 00:14:56.080 about. You know, then who knows um what it's going to keep somebody 215 00:14:56.080 --> 00:15:00.080 sober? And that's what we want to like instill in the people. They 216 00:15:00.120 --> 00:15:01.639 know there's AA meetings, there's any meetings they can go to. There's there's 217 00:15:01.639 --> 00:15:07.120 plenty of those. And the guys that are in ladies that are starting their 218 00:15:07.159 --> 00:15:11.960 own meetings here, you know that that's what it's about. And we're not 219 00:15:11.039 --> 00:15:13.799 putting it up on billboards. We're not putting up on all kinds of like 220 00:15:13.879 --> 00:15:18.320 crazy like different meeting sites. You know. It's the people that know about 221 00:15:18.399 --> 00:15:20.639 us and hear about us, that know about it, you know, and 222 00:15:20.679 --> 00:15:22.200 if they're attracted to it and they want to have fun and recovery, you 223 00:15:22.240 --> 00:15:26.759 want to check out a different way, maybe they'll like it. Maybe if 224 00:15:26.799 --> 00:15:28.559 they don't, then they don't ever have to come back, you know. 225 00:15:28.679 --> 00:15:33.519 But it's it's more about quantity over quality. You know. We're not trying 226 00:15:33.559 --> 00:15:35.600 to pack them in here. It doesn't cost anything. We don't charge anybody 227 00:15:35.639 --> 00:15:39.120 anything. You know. We got a grant and that's how we can do 228 00:15:39.240 --> 00:15:43.039 that, you know, And so we're not trying to like get money from 229 00:15:43.080 --> 00:15:45.480 people to we can need a dollar from everybody to pair a light bill. 230 00:15:45.559 --> 00:15:48.360 Nope, come here penniless, you leave with a donut, I know, 231 00:15:48.639 --> 00:15:52.759 you, Yeah, coffee and donut and to fly. If you want to 232 00:15:52.799 --> 00:15:56.399 take them home, you can catch them. If you don't want to walk 233 00:15:56.440 --> 00:16:02.879 home, just fly home. I needed my drum be there to do. 234 00:16:03.720 --> 00:16:10.440 But if um, yeah, if you're in the Travis City area you want 235 00:16:10.480 --> 00:16:12.480 to start a meeting, or if you just you're not in the trash Travis 236 00:16:12.559 --> 00:16:15.759 City area but still want to check it out. It's very easy too, 237 00:16:15.879 --> 00:16:19.759 because they're all on Zoom and if you have the two seventeen Recovery app, 238 00:16:22.120 --> 00:16:26.159 it's simple. You just go to the meetings tab on the bottom and there's 239 00:16:26.159 --> 00:16:27.320 all your meetings to tell you the name of it, tells you what time, 240 00:16:29.000 --> 00:16:34.279 Click that and you're in. Yep. Pretty simple. So we're up 241 00:16:34.320 --> 00:16:41.080 here though now obviously doing a podcast, but I'm doing it like a little 242 00:16:41.159 --> 00:16:45.039 promo thing for our grand opening which is coming up on Thursday, June eighth, 243 00:16:45.559 --> 00:16:52.799 on Thursday eleven to two An Office, ninety five East eighth Street. 244 00:16:52.440 --> 00:16:57.919 Yeah, I'm gonna put some stuff on the website for it, and like 245 00:16:57.919 --> 00:17:03.000 I said, this little promo video it's just real quick. The other video 246 00:17:03.720 --> 00:17:06.559 we kind of showed it called people Today. You don't like it? Of 247 00:17:06.640 --> 00:17:11.079 our parts of it. It really wasn't meant to be like, hey, 248 00:17:11.200 --> 00:17:15.440 this is gonna be for our grand opening video. I was just kind of 249 00:17:15.519 --> 00:17:18.200 messed around. But I think when when it's whatever it's released, who knows, 250 00:17:18.079 --> 00:17:22.440 um, it'll be all right. You know, people aren't going like, 251 00:17:22.440 --> 00:17:25.720 oh, they're grand opening was last week. They're just put the video 252 00:17:25.920 --> 00:17:30.359 up like it's not about that. You don't have to see the video before 253 00:17:30.359 --> 00:17:32.359 the grand opening. Has nothing to do with the grand opening. It's a 254 00:17:32.359 --> 00:17:40.160 spoof. It's funny, and that's kind of where that is. But we're 255 00:17:40.200 --> 00:17:45.160 also doing and it was so funny. And I told the guys because like 256 00:17:45.359 --> 00:17:52.559 justin Mitch Adam, they host their own meetings. Adam's meeting is tomorrow. 257 00:17:52.920 --> 00:17:57.160 His meetings are our Sundays at ten am appear And I told him I wanted 258 00:17:57.240 --> 00:18:00.480 them to do like a little video kind of explaining what their meetings about, 259 00:18:02.359 --> 00:18:08.519 you know, because with some of these different pathways of recovery, their name 260 00:18:08.599 --> 00:18:11.359 really doesn't say much like okay, well what is up? And at him, 261 00:18:11.799 --> 00:18:15.319 Yeah, you know, living in recovery is a little bit easy. 262 00:18:15.440 --> 00:18:18.359 I guess the spirit of recovery a little bit easy. But still people get 263 00:18:18.680 --> 00:18:23.039 confused on what it is. So I had to make videos and it was 264 00:18:23.119 --> 00:18:29.640 so funny. I think Justin went for no, Justin went a second, 265 00:18:30.759 --> 00:18:34.160 but Mitch went and I had to leave the room in order for him to 266 00:18:34.240 --> 00:18:37.000 kind of and now I was listening to him to get it down. And 267 00:18:37.079 --> 00:18:41.720 then Justin went and his I think at first was like eight seconds. I 268 00:18:41.880 --> 00:18:45.799 am Justin come to my meeting. It was about living in recovery stuff. 269 00:18:47.319 --> 00:18:49.119 He says nothing better than that. But I was like, dang, okay, 270 00:18:49.279 --> 00:18:52.839 let's do this and that. But it's so funny because they all get 271 00:18:52.960 --> 00:18:56.480 so worked up, you know, because they're nervous. I don't know why. 272 00:18:56.640 --> 00:19:00.200 And Adam he was just about to quit. I think his job and 273 00:19:00.279 --> 00:19:03.400 everything he was just done. He was like, I can't do it. 274 00:19:03.720 --> 00:19:04.960 I can do it until you turn the camera and then I can't do it. 275 00:19:06.079 --> 00:19:08.039 It's true, though, there's something about when it's like okay, ready 276 00:19:08.079 --> 00:19:12.720 to go action, and then you just like I can't find the words, 277 00:19:12.759 --> 00:19:18.359 and everything that you knew what to say is gone, so you're just scrambling 278 00:19:18.400 --> 00:19:22.680 and then you're just like, well that's not gonna work. So take five 279 00:19:22.759 --> 00:19:26.440 thousand, which is fine. And it was like that for me too, 280 00:19:26.599 --> 00:19:29.319 Like behind the camera, I'm like, hey, just say this. Hey, 281 00:19:29.400 --> 00:19:30.680 I'm Adam. I worked for two seventeen recover. You have a meeting. 282 00:19:30.960 --> 00:19:33.240 Yeah, And then I get in front of the camera and I'm like, 283 00:19:33.480 --> 00:19:40.200 uh hi, this is Corey. I do stuff. Oh I don't 284 00:19:40.240 --> 00:19:41.920 remember. You know. It was funny because they were all giving each other 285 00:19:42.000 --> 00:19:45.599 shit the other day. Yeah, and then every time they would do it, 286 00:19:45.640 --> 00:19:47.960 they'd be like, damn, this is a lot harder. I thought 287 00:19:48.000 --> 00:19:52.400 it was going to be. I thought I had my lines down. Yeah. 288 00:19:52.960 --> 00:19:55.799 So it was funny and it was fun. But we're making that video 289 00:19:55.880 --> 00:19:57.200 was fun. And then making their videos it was fun too, And I'm 290 00:19:57.240 --> 00:20:02.839 gonna put them on their pages. I took some shots of them, some 291 00:20:03.000 --> 00:20:07.200 pictures, and so I'm kind of revamping. I've revamped pretty much the website. 292 00:20:07.240 --> 00:20:11.599 I took some stuff off there that didn't make sense. Um fix some 293 00:20:11.680 --> 00:20:18.640 stuff that was on the phone website version of our website. What did I 294 00:20:18.759 --> 00:20:23.119 just say? Okay, no? The app? Well, no, the 295 00:20:23.240 --> 00:20:26.759 app's different. The app that we have is different than you look it up 296 00:20:26.799 --> 00:20:32.079 on your phone. Yeah, because we have like the mobile version of the 297 00:20:32.200 --> 00:20:33.519 website. Because the app is the app. If you want to go to 298 00:20:33.559 --> 00:20:37.559 the website. You can still go to the website through the app, but 299 00:20:37.720 --> 00:20:40.440 it'll be a phone version of the app. So there's two different ones. 300 00:20:40.440 --> 00:20:42.960 So if you move something on one, you gotta double check it on the 301 00:20:44.000 --> 00:20:45.359 other to make sure it moved right, because a lot of times it doesn't. 302 00:20:45.480 --> 00:20:51.920 It looks a little funky. Soum Justin's page. I think I threw 303 00:20:52.079 --> 00:20:55.799 Mitch's new picture up. I can't remember, but I'm working on Adams so 304 00:20:55.960 --> 00:20:57.720 I got to get that done and get their videos up on their pages to 305 00:20:57.839 --> 00:21:02.319 kind of explain their meetings, just so that it could be more interactive. 306 00:21:02.400 --> 00:21:07.200 And they also have started writing blogs and I like all of their blogs so 307 00:21:07.359 --> 00:21:11.079 far. Justin wrote one, Adam did one, and Mitch his goal was 308 00:21:11.119 --> 00:21:17.240 to do one every day this week. Oh wow, so Steeves, it's 309 00:21:17.240 --> 00:21:22.960 ambitious. Yeah. I think he started on Thursday, but still yeah, 310 00:21:25.240 --> 00:21:30.880 um yeah, that's awesome. And I just remembered me, um, the 311 00:21:30.000 --> 00:21:34.960 family to family meeting is Monday tomorrow. I mean Monday, not tomorrow, 312 00:21:36.039 --> 00:21:41.920 Todays, Saturday Saturday. I always like miss days my life. I don't 313 00:21:41.960 --> 00:21:45.160 even know why. I always like make it later than it is. But 314 00:21:45.519 --> 00:21:48.480 UM, yeah, I think that's that's really exciting. I know that my 315 00:21:48.599 --> 00:21:53.119 mom's planning on coming to this one O wish M super Yeah. She's like, 316 00:21:53.160 --> 00:21:57.119 I got lots to say. Oh dear, no, are you scared? 317 00:21:59.000 --> 00:22:02.640 No, not really, because I've I've totally come to terms with the 318 00:22:02.759 --> 00:22:04.759 chaos that was my life. I mean, she was present for it. 319 00:22:06.079 --> 00:22:10.799 There's no I mean, good, bad, the ugly it was. She 320 00:22:11.160 --> 00:22:15.000 was aware of it all. I mean anywhere from all my hospitalizations to the 321 00:22:15.079 --> 00:22:21.960 abusive relationship that I was in that resulted in the hospitalizations, I mean the 322 00:22:22.039 --> 00:22:26.559 whole thing. So it's you know, my homelessness when I was like CouchSurfing. 323 00:22:26.680 --> 00:22:30.720 I mean, she knew all that so and she stuck it out through 324 00:22:30.759 --> 00:22:34.440 it all. But there was a time when she really needed to do that. 325 00:22:34.640 --> 00:22:38.960 She was in that great area of what is enabling and what is helping? 326 00:22:40.680 --> 00:22:41.720 You know, when is it where you're there for your child, and 327 00:22:41.799 --> 00:22:48.200 when is it when you're you're holding them up and feeding their addiction And that 328 00:22:48.359 --> 00:22:52.440 can be difficult, especially if all they're doing is giving you a place to 329 00:22:52.519 --> 00:22:56.000 live and you can't follow the rules. You know that that was her, 330 00:22:56.480 --> 00:23:00.279 That's what was the straw that broke the camel's back her. She was just 331 00:23:00.400 --> 00:23:04.039 like, I can't do it anymore because I kept I mean, and the 332 00:23:04.160 --> 00:23:10.480 thing is is because I had so many efforts that were successful for short periods 333 00:23:10.480 --> 00:23:15.279 of time that she knew I had it in me. And so for those 334 00:23:15.319 --> 00:23:18.319 reasons, she would be like, Okay, we'll give this a you know, 335 00:23:18.400 --> 00:23:21.440 give you a try again for you to live at home and stay clean, 336 00:23:22.680 --> 00:23:23.759 but you really got to do it. And I'd be like, I'm 337 00:23:23.799 --> 00:23:29.240 really gonna and I really did for however long until I didn't, and then 338 00:23:29.400 --> 00:23:30.799 finally she was just like, nope, I'm not taking you in anymore, 339 00:23:32.000 --> 00:23:36.920 like until you really make it like an effort at your own recovery for you. 340 00:23:37.119 --> 00:23:42.160 And that's what I did. So yeah, she's got a lot of 341 00:23:42.480 --> 00:23:47.920 input. But those those times though that you were like, Nope, this 342 00:23:48.079 --> 00:23:49.400 is going to be different this time, and I'm gonna change and I'm not 343 00:23:49.519 --> 00:23:52.640 drinking no more. I mean when you said that, you were serious, 344 00:23:52.960 --> 00:23:56.960 right, most times, yeah, you weren't like, let's tell her what 345 00:23:56.039 --> 00:24:00.400 she needs to hear. No, No, I mean yeah, because I 346 00:24:00.400 --> 00:24:02.839 wouldn't have been able to make And there was times where I was like nope, 347 00:24:02.880 --> 00:24:04.960 not even going to pretend like I can do this or that I even 348 00:24:06.079 --> 00:24:10.799 want to. And that's when I would disappear to you know, roommates that 349 00:24:10.880 --> 00:24:12.880 I knew I could have that would let me drink, or friends that I 350 00:24:12.920 --> 00:24:21.039 could stay with that you know, didn't care. But it was one of 351 00:24:21.079 --> 00:24:25.000 those things where I, you know, I needed to be in a solid 352 00:24:25.119 --> 00:24:29.480 environment for me to be able to be clean, but I needed first and 353 00:24:29.599 --> 00:24:36.319 foremost to have it be a real desire on my part changes everything it does. 354 00:24:37.440 --> 00:24:40.880 So if you know a family member, and that's the thing about the 355 00:24:41.039 --> 00:24:45.559 family family meeting, it's ats is meeting and they have him twice a month, 356 00:24:45.599 --> 00:24:47.759 and we were like, hey, you can have him the other two 357 00:24:47.839 --> 00:24:53.960 times at our place. So the first and third Mondays of the month they're 358 00:24:55.720 --> 00:25:00.400 here, and the second fourth they're there. But when it came to like 359 00:25:00.759 --> 00:25:02.960 doing the Zoom meeting and stuff, they're like, oh no, we don't 360 00:25:02.960 --> 00:25:04.160 want people there. We don't want to, like, we don't want you 361 00:25:04.240 --> 00:25:08.559 guys promoting it and stuff. I felt weird about that, like I'm just 362 00:25:08.599 --> 00:25:11.400 like, what am I supposed to do? Then? Do I tell people 363 00:25:11.400 --> 00:25:12.119 about it? Because I was like I was like, want my mom and 364 00:25:12.160 --> 00:25:15.960 stuff to show up and oh, yeah, that's fine, but we don't 365 00:25:15.960 --> 00:25:18.160 really want to many other people. So I mean, I kind of get 366 00:25:18.240 --> 00:25:22.559 what they're saying, because I think it takes a lot for people to come 367 00:25:22.640 --> 00:25:26.519 out, kind of like it does when people are in active addiction. It 368 00:25:26.599 --> 00:25:30.240 takes them a minute to like kind of come to an a meeting kind of 369 00:25:30.279 --> 00:25:33.880 look around and they'll see some familiar faces and think, oh, damn it, 370 00:25:33.519 --> 00:25:38.279 they're gonna know that I'm here, you know, and there's that embarrassment 371 00:25:38.359 --> 00:25:42.119 factor. But man, maybe you know, the insecurity of people not wanting 372 00:25:42.160 --> 00:25:45.839 other people to know their business. So it's like, once you get into 373 00:25:45.839 --> 00:25:49.279 a group, okay, cool, we know everybody. There's twenty of us 374 00:25:49.359 --> 00:25:56.000 in here. We don't really need anymore, you know which I mean my 375 00:25:56.079 --> 00:25:59.039 opinion is like, oh, with the other people that need help too, 376 00:25:59.119 --> 00:26:00.960 you know, maybe you can help them, but I don't know, Um, 377 00:26:02.799 --> 00:26:03.599 well, I'm used a place for them to have it, you know, 378 00:26:04.279 --> 00:26:08.559 in my the way I've looked at it, And obviously I wouldn't know 379 00:26:08.640 --> 00:26:12.359 because I'm not in their shoes in terms of the parental parental role. But 380 00:26:14.119 --> 00:26:18.920 there's this element of like, what could I have done differently. I mean, 381 00:26:18.039 --> 00:26:22.160 that's the that's the question that all parents ask is like, is it 382 00:26:22.400 --> 00:26:25.440 is there something I could have done? Or is there something I can do 383 00:26:26.720 --> 00:26:32.279 that would change this? You know, this my son or daughters, you 384 00:26:32.359 --> 00:26:40.279 know, efforts or willingness or whatever. And there's really no answer to that. 385 00:26:41.359 --> 00:26:47.839 You know, it's love them anyway, you know, not to give 386 00:26:47.960 --> 00:26:52.799 up on them. But um no, it's a safe place for family members 387 00:26:52.839 --> 00:26:56.880 to be able to talk about that kind of stuff, you know, and 388 00:26:56.079 --> 00:27:00.359 cry about it and get angry about it, invent about it and whatever. 389 00:27:00.440 --> 00:27:04.480 If the situation that there is that their child still in active addiction, you 390 00:27:04.599 --> 00:27:10.559 know, And I'd be interested to know what my mom's I guess quote unquote 391 00:27:11.000 --> 00:27:17.160 advice would be to those people. Yeah, they'll probably stump her too, 392 00:27:18.640 --> 00:27:22.440 But just to know that their support there and other people going through the same 393 00:27:22.519 --> 00:27:25.839 things, you know, that's it totally. It It's healthy. You're not 394 00:27:25.920 --> 00:27:27.759 alone. There's a lot of people out there and a lot of parents and 395 00:27:27.880 --> 00:27:32.559 family members that just trying to act like I don't see nothing. Yeah, 396 00:27:32.599 --> 00:27:33.880 but they know it's a problem. They just don't want to admit it because 397 00:27:34.559 --> 00:27:38.039 they think it makes them look bad. As parents. But a certain age 398 00:27:40.279 --> 00:27:41.839 they become adults. You know, they're gonna make up their mind. They're 399 00:27:41.839 --> 00:27:45.920 going to do what they want to do. Yea, And from there on 400 00:27:45.039 --> 00:27:48.759 out, you know, it's not how you raise them. I mean it 401 00:27:48.839 --> 00:27:49.799 could be, but it could be either way. You know, if if 402 00:27:49.839 --> 00:27:56.240 you grow up into a family that has substance use disorder issues, you can 403 00:27:56.279 --> 00:27:57.680 look at it and say, well, yeah, you know, the apple 404 00:27:57.759 --> 00:28:02.119 doesn't fall far from the tree, and then you can look at it like 405 00:28:02.279 --> 00:28:06.079 okay. Well, then there's other people like my father and my uncle. 406 00:28:07.200 --> 00:28:10.880 This is perfect example because I have one uncle who went down the well, 407 00:28:10.880 --> 00:28:14.759 I'll drink just like dad, and my dad and my other uncle were like 408 00:28:14.960 --> 00:28:17.119 hell to the no, we don't want anything to do with that. And 409 00:28:17.200 --> 00:28:21.240 my aunt was like that too, because they saw the beatings that my grandma 410 00:28:21.400 --> 00:28:23.839 Winfield took and and like just they were just like, no, don't want 411 00:28:23.839 --> 00:28:26.480 to do it. You know, can't do it. I don't want to 412 00:28:26.519 --> 00:28:29.559 be like that. And so you can look at it like okay. So 413 00:28:29.680 --> 00:28:30.599 they see it, they know how bad it is, they're not going to 414 00:28:30.680 --> 00:28:34.960 do it. And then I hear, oh, there's you know, the 415 00:28:36.039 --> 00:28:37.839 alcohol gene or whatever I got that in the family, so be careful. 416 00:28:37.880 --> 00:28:41.720 And I'm like looking at him, going, well, you don't have a 417 00:28:41.799 --> 00:28:47.480 problem, so clearly it's it's done out of the family. I ain't drink. 418 00:28:48.039 --> 00:28:49.839 They don't know. I'll quit whenever I want, you know. And 419 00:28:51.640 --> 00:28:52.960 then I fall on my face because I didn't grow up in that kind of 420 00:28:53.000 --> 00:28:56.839 household. So it's like, get those those two different things. So it 421 00:28:56.880 --> 00:29:00.599 doesn't really matter what kind of parenting was done then and what kind of growing 422 00:29:00.680 --> 00:29:03.079 up was done. Well, I mean, yeah, maybe it does. 423 00:29:03.559 --> 00:29:06.799 You know, if you're letting your kids smoke weed when he's twelve and drink 424 00:29:06.839 --> 00:29:10.000 and stuff like that, it's probably not a good idea, right, kind 425 00:29:10.039 --> 00:29:12.680 of probably setting him up for some bad stuff, but it's normalizing it. 426 00:29:12.839 --> 00:29:15.839 Yeah, I'll tell you how to raise your kids, just saying, but 427 00:29:15.960 --> 00:29:18.920 if you can be honest with them and let them know. Like, hey, 428 00:29:19.039 --> 00:29:22.920 them bud Light commercials or I guess people are mad at but Light. 429 00:29:22.960 --> 00:29:26.599 I don't. I still don't know why, but whatever, Budweiser gets the 430 00:29:26.680 --> 00:29:30.039 same company, so Miller whatever. Them Litt commercials aren't aren't as cute as 431 00:29:30.079 --> 00:29:33.079 you think they are, you know, Like, I still want to make 432 00:29:33.119 --> 00:29:36.240 a commercial and I will maybe we'll do that in the next couple weeks of 433 00:29:37.480 --> 00:29:41.720 just what alcohol really does and what we really look like, and then ask 434 00:29:41.759 --> 00:29:44.400 the TV station and run that. It's a PSA, like you just run 435 00:29:44.480 --> 00:29:48.960 that. Yeah, like alcohol looks fun. Huh yeah, right, everybody's 436 00:29:49.039 --> 00:29:55.680 mug shots. Well I don't know. Then that's the thing like this we 437 00:29:55.799 --> 00:30:00.359 all think, well, it's not gonna happen to me, But just to 438 00:30:00.440 --> 00:30:02.799 be honest and like, hey, this is what alcohol does to the body, 439 00:30:02.799 --> 00:30:03.599 and this is what it does the brain, and not gonna happen to 440 00:30:03.680 --> 00:30:06.720 me. No, no, no, this happens. Maybe that's how we 441 00:30:06.759 --> 00:30:10.160 started. This happens to people. And you know what mug shots are probably 442 00:30:10.519 --> 00:30:14.680 would be looking better than some of the pictures that some of us have of 443 00:30:14.839 --> 00:30:18.319 when we were in our active addiction. Yeah, just all kinds of unhealthy 444 00:30:18.400 --> 00:30:23.960 in a mess and yeah, not fun, not not fun, and not 445 00:30:25.200 --> 00:30:33.119 with those commercials when they're all like it in tiki huts and dancing and you 446 00:30:33.240 --> 00:30:41.119 know, yeah, ah why it is yep, even when yeah, we're 447 00:30:41.200 --> 00:30:45.960 having fun. It was it wasn't like that either, And when you started 448 00:30:47.039 --> 00:30:52.559 drinking alone and stuff like that, that's when it becomes like really digging in, 449 00:30:52.359 --> 00:30:56.000 you know, it really digs into you then and becomes like a part 450 00:30:56.079 --> 00:30:59.880 of you. And you were talking earlier in the meeting, it's like that's 451 00:31:00.319 --> 00:31:02.359 you wake up and boom, that's the first thing on your mind. And 452 00:31:02.480 --> 00:31:03.680 yeah, you know, to be free from that. I mean, we 453 00:31:03.759 --> 00:31:07.920 are so lucky. I mean lucky. We kind of go, well, 454 00:31:07.559 --> 00:31:11.400 but no, we went through some shit. But where we're at now though, 455 00:31:11.720 --> 00:31:15.359 we can look back and go, oh, man, I may have 456 00:31:15.400 --> 00:31:17.480 through a lot of shit. Jeremy was saying that, you know, the 457 00:31:17.519 --> 00:31:18.440 stuff that he can look back and go, wow, I did this and 458 00:31:18.519 --> 00:31:22.720 I did that, and I'm still here and I don't have to ever go 459 00:31:22.799 --> 00:31:25.000 through that again. You know, it's up to us if we want to. 460 00:31:25.240 --> 00:31:27.400 You know, we have a choice today. So that's a lot more 461 00:31:27.480 --> 00:31:30.319 than we used to have. We had no choice for a while. And 462 00:31:30.599 --> 00:31:33.160 Jesus to be on the side of it again, it's just a blessing and 463 00:31:33.240 --> 00:31:37.559 God, it's so great, and thank Him all the time, you know. 464 00:31:37.720 --> 00:31:41.920 And I was listening to Steve Harvey the other day and he was saying 465 00:31:42.000 --> 00:31:47.720 that he says quite a bit you know that God won't give you more than 466 00:31:47.799 --> 00:31:51.799 you can handle. So why do you think he's giving you more than than 467 00:31:51.880 --> 00:31:56.559 you can handle? He ain't. So just know that alright where he says 468 00:31:56.559 --> 00:32:01.000 it. So it's very similar to that, I think. But he's right, 469 00:32:01.119 --> 00:32:05.079 you know, and look at the stuff that I have today, and 470 00:32:05.799 --> 00:32:07.759 you know the problems of me being busy, you know, those aren't problems. 471 00:32:08.319 --> 00:32:15.000 You know. I'm I'd rather be busy like this than what it used 472 00:32:15.000 --> 00:32:17.599 to be like. So it's it's a it's about self reflection, I think. 473 00:32:17.920 --> 00:32:22.279 Yeah, you know, and where you're at. And I was talking 474 00:32:22.359 --> 00:32:24.880 to the guys they were in here. I wanted to leave early because that's 475 00:32:24.880 --> 00:32:28.960 what they do. They're like, oh no, it's twelve o'clock and I'm 476 00:32:29.000 --> 00:32:31.400 like what, And so I was like, well, I gotta go do 477 00:32:31.519 --> 00:32:34.200 this other thing. And I was like, man, I really don't want 478 00:32:34.200 --> 00:32:37.160 to go do this thing tonight. And I said, of course, it's 479 00:32:37.200 --> 00:32:40.480 gonna suck because the attitude I'm having right now. You know, I tell 480 00:32:40.519 --> 00:32:43.799 other people the same thing all the time. It's like, if you have 481 00:32:43.839 --> 00:32:47.240 a crappy attitude, it's gonna be a crappy time. So I needn't need 482 00:32:47.319 --> 00:32:50.640 to change it, which I didn't. I tried, but I didn't. 483 00:32:51.079 --> 00:32:59.319 I couldn't. Yeah, I'm glad you brought it up though. There's truth 484 00:32:59.400 --> 00:33:01.240 to that, and now it's in the balls of my court. You know. 485 00:33:01.319 --> 00:33:04.319 It's like, okay, well, if you don't like this thing, 486 00:33:04.359 --> 00:33:07.359 why do you continue to keep doing it? Yeah? Question I have to 487 00:33:07.359 --> 00:33:09.720 ask myself. It's like, okay, well maybe I shouldn't ye, So 488 00:33:10.519 --> 00:33:15.799 anyway, um, yeah, grand opening. You see a little video. 489 00:33:15.559 --> 00:33:22.240 We'll release the video that the spoof video or whatever soon and you'll know about 490 00:33:22.240 --> 00:33:24.839 it if you listen to podcast, we'll we'll send we'll send a link to 491 00:33:25.880 --> 00:33:29.319 on our app. So if you have our app, you've got a notification. 492 00:33:29.359 --> 00:33:30.640 If you don't get notifications from us, you can go into your little 493 00:33:30.640 --> 00:33:37.839 settings and allow them. But yeah, thanks for listening for first podcast from 494 00:33:37.880 --> 00:33:42.799 Marnie at the North Studio. Yes, thank you for having me. We 495 00:33:42.839 --> 00:33:50.720 don't have cats beating down a door or nothing. I love that part all 496 00:33:50.799 --> 00:33:53.559 right. Well, um, thanks for listening and we'll talk to you next 497 00:33:53.599 --> 00:33:55.519 week. Every want to enjoy your weekend. Bye.