This is the two seventeen Recovery podcast with Corey Winfield. Stuff went numb.
That shouldn't go numb, you know what I'm saying. I was like,
what is it? Oh, I don't know, you don't and co host
Marnie Winfield. It was kind of an awkward thing. He's like, would
you guys want to come along? Can you get away to come to the
island. I'm like, yeah, you just got back from there. It
is the third of June twenty twenty three, the Year of the Lord,
I think. And my name is Cory Winfield. My name is Marne.
In the North Studio, your first podcast in my studio, my first experience
here doing podcasts in the North Studio. I just asked you if you were
nervous, and you're like, no, it's just an office. But the
sound is different in here. Yeah, we're gonna find out. I don't
know. To me, that's a different microphone for me. So for you,
does that sound and feel the same? Um? I mean I'm missing
my kind of comfy chair that I usually get to sit in. You have
somewhat's chair signs It's all right. You should see when I make the guys
coming to do a podcast because I have one microphone that someone can sit and
talk to you like you're in right now. And then when we bring out
the old microphones, we have to like mount it to the desk and then
it's stretched out as far as it can go. And then there's Adam sitting
there. Why he doesn't sit in the closer chair, I don't know,
but it stretched out all the way over there, and it like he has
to like lean up to talk into it. It looks kind of goofy.
The good thing. It's just our voices. Yeah, I should take a
picture next sense, Well, if you're gonna sit like that, man,
you're gonna sit like that, We're gonna let people see what you look like
at them. It cannot be comfortable. No, And this is the mic.
And those are the pod mics that we got a while ago, and
they're heavy and a little boom arm is just like just about to give you
know, it's just holding on for dear life, like, oh, we
can hold it up for ten more minutes. Just hang in there. But
it's silly. But I got a couple of new handheld well I got a
new handheld mic. So we were supposed to do four people on a podcast
the other day, and we're gonna have it was just me and then someone
else is going to be in here, and then I think Adam was going
to be in his office, and then Mitch was going to be at his
desk. And maybe we're gonna incorporate you depending on what you were doing.
Yeah, I want to be Usually you don't like to come to work and
just stick around like the rest of us. But well, you know,
I'm hoping that there's productivity that's happening in between the dig and around. Yes,
that's why we reward ourselves with the podcast. Later. We did so
much today, Let's do a podcast talk about it. Let me talk about
everything about that. So we forget. We get so worked up and excited
to do the podcast, and we just forget about the stuff we're gonna talk
about. You know what happens. But yeah, we'll see get you on
the wire list from your office. Yeah, Now, we haven't used the
wire list ourselves, so I don't know, but they say that there's still
a little bit of like echo because the way I have him doing it is
through the bluetooth, so if they can hear because we don't have a way
for them to hear the podcast. That's what's try. Yeah, I mean
I think it works just fine. But again, you know, Mitch was
like, oh I could hear it. But Mitch likes to exaggerate on things
like exaggerate his COVID. Wow, I don't not talking about his medical stuff
because I think that's against the law. But oh, good money, Yeah,
I retract that. You can edit that part out. Oh no,
no, he uh yeah, sorry, Mitchell didn't mean put your put you
out there like that, buddy. Yeah. We went up to the front
desk and he was like, like Jesus, go home. But he um
was taking one of the vehicles and had to do something. He was like,
oh my god, that's a death trap. But no, oh my
god. And he was going on about how horrible it was, and I
was like, man, it's been a minute since I've driven that vehicle.
But I don't think it was that bad. I mean, something seems like
other people driving all the time. They would say something. And then Adam
took it around the block and Adams, you know, Adam, he's just
kind of shrug your shoulders. Really not bad. You know, I don't
know what I mean, I could see where maybe, but yeah, and
she was like, no, I was going like sixty miles an hour and
then you slam on the brakes, Like, well, first of all,
you don't go sixty miles an hour to slam on the brakes. About we'd
start there and did you stop? Yeah, okay, well then it seems
like the brakes work. The opposite would have like if the brakes were not
working, you hit the brake and then nothing would happen. Then there would
be a problem. But no, you stopped, and yeah, it's stopped
slamming on the brakes at fifty five sixty miles an hour. Man, who
doesn't so anyway, I mean, hi, Mitchell, I hope you feel
abou everybody if you different facts, you are not feeling well. We missed
mitchell as Spirit of Recovery meeting this morning. Yeah. I love how you
can just have even just a few people together in a room talking about recovery
and it's helpful, you know what I mean. It's like, that's it's
totally rings true that it only takes a few people to make a meeting.
Yeah, And I fired it up on zoom and then Jeremy came in there
in the zoom meeting. He's like, oh, dude, you're the only
one there. It's like, yeah, well I told him no. But
then I realized my stuff was muted, and I was like, oh,
yeah, I should probably un mute myself. So I was like, no,
you know, Marie, and there's some other women up front. They're
coming back in here. But I think he saw me much. Not some
donuts. Oh there you go, though. You know who doesn't want to
turn on the potters? Don't they're not west cod don't us But yeah they're
not, but they're all right still donuts. Yeah, big fly can fly
in the room on some donuts. I don't know how flies get that big.
I don't know how flies get in here, like prehistoric flies, seriously,
like mammoth flies. I know. I wasn't gonna kill it because I
don't think I could have. No. I was gonna try to ride them
home. God save gas. It was huge and I couldn't kill it.
I don't know where it went. But see I heard that those are the
ones that eat meat. There's no don't look at me funny, because there's
something to this what I'm about to say, and you can google it if
you want. But you know, like those flies that you see and they're
like green and blue, and they have like a weird like like their oil
and how oil gets and watered. It's like you're doesn't kind of that word
that they have, like that kind of look like they're the ones that eat
meat, for example. If for some reason, and again I don't know
how they get down there, you're in your kitchen sink and you don't have
a garbage disposal and you're like scraping off the food because you do it in
the trash because you don't have a garbage disposal. But when you're lazy ass
kids, they don't listen to you and they just put it down the drain.
Well, the food gets down in there, and then somehow maggots get
down there. And that's what flies are, right, maggots they are lar
of a is that same thing. That's a good caution. We need to
have a science person. Yeah, we do need to go back to biology.
Oh, let's just pretend they are so I don't know how they get
down there in your sink, but they'll hatch and then like those flies will
come from down there and they'll they'll actually fly out of your sink. So
maybe that's what's happening here, because that sucker was huge. I didn't get
close enough to him. Yeah, but who's putting We don't have a sink
to put food down. We have a sink, honey, not that anybody
would put food down, he said, you know, he said children are
people and not children. Give him some credit. Wow. But then the
people that come here, I don't know. You know, when I here
twenty for seven, that's true. Sometimes people come to meetings here and who
knows, there's putting stakes down the scene, hot dogs and pieces. It's
not meat, it's not even meat. But yeah, but look into that
because I was talking about that one time because I didn't not have it was
pretty much the same thing. I don't I don't know. I probably did
a meat thing. But the guy that was my therapist, but he was
also leading the iop groups that was in and I was talking about the fucking
flies that were to come in and he's like, oh, that's because there's
a name for him. He said, no, they eat meat because he
was sees from South Africa or Africa, and he was like, no,
they come to He didn't a big deal in Africa, And I was like,
okay, okay, well why they m buchanan in my kitchen because they
went down your drain and that's where they come from. They fly out your
drain. You know, we don't even have a fly swatter. It occurred
to me. I know I shoulool get one, but he said what to
do was poor bleach down your sink. I think that's like the blanket answer
everything. I was doing that too when I had nats. I was like,
where they at first coming from? They were everywhere, honey, And
that's why I'm like anti that's it makes me more anti bug every time I
get a bug infestation of some sort. Yeah, and those gnats are m
I first. So keep your fruit in your belly. You don't need to
keep three apples around. You don't need to keep four bananas on your Nope,
you don't because you're just gonna know. All you're gonna do is you're
gonna feed the neighborhood of fruit flies or gnats what you're gonna call them.
Yeah. And for the committed listeners out there of the two seventeen recovery podcast,
they probably remember when we had neighbors that had roaches. M hmmm.
It was a whole big thing. By oh man, we had to pack
up like everything, even though it wasn't our apartment. You did, I
did? You did all? I sat there. It was not fun.
I wipe down every cupboard, pull out everything, and clean behind it.
Anyway, since I had lived in Arkansas, I was familiar with roaches.
These are just little ones. Let's you say, are worse those be in
Arkansas? Like? Seriously, where that big? If you can see me?
Wow? How many inches is that? Honey? Seven and three?
Oh? Yeah, so they're they're they're huge. And they call them water
bugs. Those aren't roach zooms water bugs. That's a roach. It's huge
and it flies. Yeah, but that's not a roach. It's a water
bug. It's a roach. No, it's a water Okay, My roach
break kills them, so you tell me what's up. They clearly wouldn't make
water bug spray that would kill roaches. They'd be stupid. It's like,
who doesn't matter what their name is, they want them gone. Yeah.
But it was nuts, though, and I did. I bought the It's
called Bengal Tiger Spray. If you ever have a problem with the roaches or
water bugs or anything similar, I think kills everything. And they're supposed to
be a key where they're supposed to be safe for pets. And it's something
that you spray down and it lasts for like depending which one you buy,
the gold or the regular, but it'll last like six to nine months,
and if they walk through it, it gets on their skin and then and
then they die. And the cool thing about when they die, they don't
just die in the corner for some reason, they like to come out so
they'll you'll see them when they die. They'll just be on your floor,
like I'm dead for real, Like they need'd like to like die, that's
what they'd be saying. I think. I think the spray, like seriously,
that gets into them. And then the only relief they get is the
fort like light. It's like a you're gonna be in pain, bug until
you die and you have to get into light and to die. And they're
like, A just make it stop, and they're like to crawl out there
and then they hit the light and they're like, oh, let's roll over.
And how do they always roll over and they die? I don't know,
but I love your little reenactment. This is when we need to have
video on like aause a bug. Ever, just like when crawling along and
that was it up? Just or does he go uh? Does he just
hop overs like the one? Is it a twitching thing? I don't know.
It's really scientists when we need them. I know we do. We
need them because I'd probably solve a lot of problems on Earth today if we
could figure that out. Every action has a reaction. I learned that up,
mister Clark. I hope you're still around. It's a science teacher,
you remember that. Yeah, he let me pass. Oh that's right,
that's why you remember him. Yep. He didn't want another another semester of
Winfield in his class, he said, nope. So he was a smart
one. You know, he was a very bright guy. And I could
tell by that, you know, the fact that he wasn't going to f
around and fail me and then have me again like mother Matt teacher MS smile,
what the full? Oh my god, aren't you I'm so right now.
I'm so thankful for glass. That thing was huge. That thing was
about four inches. No, it's not this huge bird. It just came
and just was flying around the window in my office here. It was a
bumble bee. While I see was shadow. I was like, what,
Yeah, I'm a smile anyway. I don't mean to bring her into this,
but I take her to jail. I'm a tree class twice. I
appreciate every all the patients of your all of your professors and teachers, and
your younger years and adult years too. That's true. You mean what you're
smelling like. You don't want to tell me because you're like, oh,
I don't think he'll get it. No, you won't get it. It's
okay. Today we're up in the office. We did the meeting for Mitch,
and you're right, you know, doesn't We don't need And this is
the thing I almost said it, but I didn't earlier to them. It's
like, we're not we're not looking for quantity, We're looking for quality.
And these these are meetings. These people that are having meetings at the two
seventeen Recovery Center, it's their meeting. Man. Yeah, they can have
whatever kind of meeting they want. They can have a coloring book meeting if
that keeps them sober, man, do it. Yeah, that's what we're
about. You know, then who knows um what it's going to keep somebody
sober? And that's what we want to like instill in the people. They
know there's AA meetings, there's any meetings they can go to. There's there's
plenty of those. And the guys that are in ladies that are starting their
own meetings here, you know that that's what it's about. And we're not
putting it up on billboards. We're not putting up on all kinds of like
crazy like different meeting sites. You know. It's the people that know about
us and hear about us, that know about it, you know, and
if they're attracted to it and they want to have fun and recovery, you
want to check out a different way, maybe they'll like it. Maybe if
they don't, then they don't ever have to come back, you know.
But it's it's more about quantity over quality. You know. We're not trying
to pack them in here. It doesn't cost anything. We don't charge anybody
anything. You know. We got a grant and that's how we can do
that, you know, And so we're not trying to like get money from
people to we can need a dollar from everybody to pair a light bill.
Nope, come here penniless, you leave with a donut, I know,
you, Yeah, coffee and donut and to fly. If you want to
take them home, you can catch them. If you don't want to walk
home, just fly home. I needed my drum be there to do.
But if um, yeah, if you're in the Travis City area you want
to start a meeting, or if you just you're not in the trash Travis
City area but still want to check it out. It's very easy too,
because they're all on Zoom and if you have the two seventeen Recovery app,
it's simple. You just go to the meetings tab on the bottom and there's
all your meetings to tell you the name of it, tells you what time,
Click that and you're in. Yep. Pretty simple. So we're up
here though now obviously doing a podcast, but I'm doing it like a little
promo thing for our grand opening which is coming up on Thursday, June eighth,
on Thursday eleven to two An Office, ninety five East eighth Street.
Yeah, I'm gonna put some stuff on the website for it, and like
I said, this little promo video it's just real quick. The other video
we kind of showed it called people Today. You don't like it? Of
our parts of it. It really wasn't meant to be like, hey,
this is gonna be for our grand opening video. I was just kind of
messed around. But I think when when it's whatever it's released, who knows,
um, it'll be all right. You know, people aren't going like,
oh, they're grand opening was last week. They're just put the video
up like it's not about that. You don't have to see the video before
the grand opening. Has nothing to do with the grand opening. It's a
spoof. It's funny, and that's kind of where that is. But we're
also doing and it was so funny. And I told the guys because like
justin Mitch Adam, they host their own meetings. Adam's meeting is tomorrow.
His meetings are our Sundays at ten am appear And I told him I wanted
them to do like a little video kind of explaining what their meetings about,
you know, because with some of these different pathways of recovery, their name
really doesn't say much like okay, well what is up? And at him,
Yeah, you know, living in recovery is a little bit easy.
I guess the spirit of recovery a little bit easy. But still people get
confused on what it is. So I had to make videos and it was
so funny. I think Justin went for no, Justin went a second,
but Mitch went and I had to leave the room in order for him to
kind of and now I was listening to him to get it down. And
then Justin went and his I think at first was like eight seconds. I
am Justin come to my meeting. It was about living in recovery stuff.
He says nothing better than that. But I was like, dang, okay,
let's do this and that. But it's so funny because they all get
so worked up, you know, because they're nervous. I don't know why.
And Adam he was just about to quit. I think his job and
everything he was just done. He was like, I can't do it.
I can do it until you turn the camera and then I can't do it.
It's true, though, there's something about when it's like okay, ready
to go action, and then you just like I can't find the words,
and everything that you knew what to say is gone, so you're just scrambling
and then you're just like, well that's not gonna work. So take five
thousand, which is fine. And it was like that for me too,
Like behind the camera, I'm like, hey, just say this. Hey,
I'm Adam. I worked for two seventeen recover. You have a meeting.
Yeah, And then I get in front of the camera and I'm like,
uh hi, this is Corey. I do stuff. Oh I don't
remember. You know. It was funny because they were all giving each other
shit the other day. Yeah, and then every time they would do it,
they'd be like, damn, this is a lot harder. I thought
it was going to be. I thought I had my lines down. Yeah.
So it was funny and it was fun. But we're making that video
was fun. And then making their videos it was fun too, And I'm
gonna put them on their pages. I took some shots of them, some
pictures, and so I'm kind of revamping. I've revamped pretty much the website.
I took some stuff off there that didn't make sense. Um fix some
stuff that was on the phone website version of our website. What did I
just say? Okay, no? The app? Well, no, the
app's different. The app that we have is different than you look it up
on your phone. Yeah, because we have like the mobile version of the
website. Because the app is the app. If you want to go to
the website. You can still go to the website through the app, but
it'll be a phone version of the app. So there's two different ones.
So if you move something on one, you gotta double check it on the
other to make sure it moved right, because a lot of times it doesn't.
It looks a little funky. Soum Justin's page. I think I threw
Mitch's new picture up. I can't remember, but I'm working on Adams so
I got to get that done and get their videos up on their pages to
kind of explain their meetings, just so that it could be more interactive.
And they also have started writing blogs and I like all of their blogs so
far. Justin wrote one, Adam did one, and Mitch his goal was
to do one every day this week. Oh wow, so Steeves, it's
ambitious. Yeah. I think he started on Thursday, but still yeah,
um yeah, that's awesome. And I just remembered me, um, the
family to family meeting is Monday tomorrow. I mean Monday, not tomorrow,
Todays, Saturday Saturday. I always like miss days my life. I don't
even know why. I always like make it later than it is. But
UM, yeah, I think that's that's really exciting. I know that my
mom's planning on coming to this one O wish M super Yeah. She's like,
I got lots to say. Oh dear, no, are you scared?
No, not really, because I've I've totally come to terms with the
chaos that was my life. I mean, she was present for it.
There's no I mean, good, bad, the ugly it was. She
was aware of it all. I mean anywhere from all my hospitalizations to the
abusive relationship that I was in that resulted in the hospitalizations, I mean the
whole thing. So it's you know, my homelessness when I was like CouchSurfing.
I mean, she knew all that so and she stuck it out through
it all. But there was a time when she really needed to do that.
She was in that great area of what is enabling and what is helping?
You know, when is it where you're there for your child, and
when is it when you're you're holding them up and feeding their addiction And that
can be difficult, especially if all they're doing is giving you a place to
live and you can't follow the rules. You know that that was her,
That's what was the straw that broke the camel's back her. She was just
like, I can't do it anymore because I kept I mean, and the
thing is is because I had so many efforts that were successful for short periods
of time that she knew I had it in me. And so for those
reasons, she would be like, Okay, we'll give this a you know,
give you a try again for you to live at home and stay clean,
but you really got to do it. And I'd be like, I'm
really gonna and I really did for however long until I didn't, and then
finally she was just like, nope, I'm not taking you in anymore,
like until you really make it like an effort at your own recovery for you.
And that's what I did. So yeah, she's got a lot of
input. But those those times though that you were like, Nope, this
is going to be different this time, and I'm gonna change and I'm not
drinking no more. I mean when you said that, you were serious,
right, most times, yeah, you weren't like, let's tell her what
she needs to hear. No, No, I mean yeah, because I
wouldn't have been able to make And there was times where I was like nope,
not even going to pretend like I can do this or that I even
want to. And that's when I would disappear to you know, roommates that
I knew I could have that would let me drink, or friends that I
could stay with that you know, didn't care. But it was one of
those things where I, you know, I needed to be in a solid
environment for me to be able to be clean, but I needed first and
foremost to have it be a real desire on my part changes everything it does.
So if you know a family member, and that's the thing about the
family family meeting, it's ats is meeting and they have him twice a month,
and we were like, hey, you can have him the other two
times at our place. So the first and third Mondays of the month they're
here, and the second fourth they're there. But when it came to like
doing the Zoom meeting and stuff, they're like, oh no, we don't
want people there. We don't want to, like, we don't want you
guys promoting it and stuff. I felt weird about that, like I'm just
like, what am I supposed to do? Then? Do I tell people
about it? Because I was like I was like, want my mom and
stuff to show up and oh, yeah, that's fine, but we don't
really want to many other people. So I mean, I kind of get
what they're saying, because I think it takes a lot for people to come
out, kind of like it does when people are in active addiction. It
takes them a minute to like kind of come to an a meeting kind of
look around and they'll see some familiar faces and think, oh, damn it,
they're gonna know that I'm here, you know, and there's that embarrassment
factor. But man, maybe you know, the insecurity of people not wanting
other people to know their business. So it's like, once you get into
a group, okay, cool, we know everybody. There's twenty of us
in here. We don't really need anymore, you know which I mean my
opinion is like, oh, with the other people that need help too,
you know, maybe you can help them, but I don't know, Um,
well, I'm used a place for them to have it, you know,
in my the way I've looked at it, And obviously I wouldn't know
because I'm not in their shoes in terms of the parental parental role. But
there's this element of like, what could I have done differently. I mean,
that's the that's the question that all parents ask is like, is it
is there something I could have done? Or is there something I can do
that would change this? You know, this my son or daughters, you
know, efforts or willingness or whatever. And there's really no answer to that.
You know, it's love them anyway, you know, not to give
up on them. But um no, it's a safe place for family members
to be able to talk about that kind of stuff, you know, and
cry about it and get angry about it, invent about it and whatever.
If the situation that there is that their child still in active addiction, you
know, And I'd be interested to know what my mom's I guess quote unquote
advice would be to those people. Yeah, they'll probably stump her too,
But just to know that their support there and other people going through the same
things, you know, that's it totally. It It's healthy. You're not
alone. There's a lot of people out there and a lot of parents and
family members that just trying to act like I don't see nothing. Yeah,
but they know it's a problem. They just don't want to admit it because
they think it makes them look bad. As parents. But a certain age
they become adults. You know, they're gonna make up their mind. They're
going to do what they want to do. Yea, And from there on
out, you know, it's not how you raise them. I mean it
could be, but it could be either way. You know, if if
you grow up into a family that has substance use disorder issues, you can
look at it and say, well, yeah, you know, the apple
doesn't fall far from the tree, and then you can look at it like
okay. Well, then there's other people like my father and my uncle.
This is perfect example because I have one uncle who went down the well,
I'll drink just like dad, and my dad and my other uncle were like
hell to the no, we don't want anything to do with that. And
my aunt was like that too, because they saw the beatings that my grandma
Winfield took and and like just they were just like, no, don't want
to do it. You know, can't do it. I don't want to
be like that. And so you can look at it like okay. So
they see it, they know how bad it is, they're not going to
do it. And then I hear, oh, there's you know, the
alcohol gene or whatever I got that in the family, so be careful.
And I'm like looking at him, going, well, you don't have a
problem, so clearly it's it's done out of the family. I ain't drink.
They don't know. I'll quit whenever I want, you know. And
then I fall on my face because I didn't grow up in that kind of
household. So it's like, get those those two different things. So it
doesn't really matter what kind of parenting was done then and what kind of growing
up was done. Well, I mean, yeah, maybe it does.
You know, if you're letting your kids smoke weed when he's twelve and drink
and stuff like that, it's probably not a good idea, right, kind
of probably setting him up for some bad stuff, but it's normalizing it.
Yeah, I'll tell you how to raise your kids, just saying, but
if you can be honest with them and let them know. Like, hey,
them bud Light commercials or I guess people are mad at but Light.
I don't. I still don't know why, but whatever, Budweiser gets the
same company, so Miller whatever. Them Litt commercials aren't aren't as cute as
you think they are, you know, Like, I still want to make
a commercial and I will maybe we'll do that in the next couple weeks of
just what alcohol really does and what we really look like, and then ask
the TV station and run that. It's a PSA, like you just run
that. Yeah, like alcohol looks fun. Huh yeah, right, everybody's
mug shots. Well I don't know. Then that's the thing like this we
all think, well, it's not gonna happen to me, But just to
be honest and like, hey, this is what alcohol does to the body,
and this is what it does the brain, and not gonna happen to
me. No, no, no, this happens. Maybe that's how we
started. This happens to people. And you know what mug shots are probably
would be looking better than some of the pictures that some of us have of
when we were in our active addiction. Yeah, just all kinds of unhealthy
in a mess and yeah, not fun, not not fun, and not
with those commercials when they're all like it in tiki huts and dancing and you
know, yeah, ah why it is yep, even when yeah, we're
having fun. It was it wasn't like that either, And when you started
drinking alone and stuff like that, that's when it becomes like really digging in,
you know, it really digs into you then and becomes like a part
of you. And you were talking earlier in the meeting, it's like that's
you wake up and boom, that's the first thing on your mind. And
yeah, you know, to be free from that. I mean, we
are so lucky. I mean lucky. We kind of go, well,
but no, we went through some shit. But where we're at now though,
we can look back and go, oh, man, I may have
through a lot of shit. Jeremy was saying that, you know, the
stuff that he can look back and go, wow, I did this and
I did that, and I'm still here and I don't have to ever go
through that again. You know, it's up to us if we want to.
You know, we have a choice today. So that's a lot more
than we used to have. We had no choice for a while. And
Jesus to be on the side of it again, it's just a blessing and
God, it's so great, and thank Him all the time, you know.
And I was listening to Steve Harvey the other day and he was saying
that he says quite a bit you know that God won't give you more than
you can handle. So why do you think he's giving you more than than
you can handle? He ain't. So just know that alright where he says
it. So it's very similar to that, I think. But he's right,
you know, and look at the stuff that I have today, and
you know the problems of me being busy, you know, those aren't problems.
You know. I'm I'd rather be busy like this than what it used
to be like. So it's it's a it's about self reflection, I think.
Yeah, you know, and where you're at. And I was talking
to the guys they were in here. I wanted to leave early because that's
what they do. They're like, oh no, it's twelve o'clock and I'm
like what, And so I was like, well, I gotta go do
this other thing. And I was like, man, I really don't want
to go do this thing tonight. And I said, of course, it's
gonna suck because the attitude I'm having right now. You know, I tell
other people the same thing all the time. It's like, if you have
a crappy attitude, it's gonna be a crappy time. So I needn't need
to change it, which I didn't. I tried, but I didn't.
I couldn't. Yeah, I'm glad you brought it up though. There's truth
to that, and now it's in the balls of my court. You know.
It's like, okay, well, if you don't like this thing,
why do you continue to keep doing it? Yeah? Question I have to
ask myself. It's like, okay, well maybe I shouldn't ye, So
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