1 00:00:13,759 --> 00:00:16,320 What you need to do right now, what you need to do, nigga, 2 00:00:16,760 --> 00:00:23,440 and you need to start telling niggas how to make money with clothes. 3 00:00:23,800 --> 00:00:27,280 And in doing that, you're gonna tell yourself because you just told me something. 4 00:00:27,719 --> 00:00:30,440 You just told me that niggas can buy a shirt for six dollars, 5 00:00:30,559 --> 00:00:33,119 a sweater for six dollars, or a shirt for six dollars and they're selling 6 00:00:33,159 --> 00:00:39,960 it sixty sixty dollars. But niggas never factor in low income families. You 7 00:00:40,000 --> 00:00:44,479 can make a six dollar shirt and sell it for sixteen dollars, but then 8 00:00:44,560 --> 00:00:47,960 make a set, make it affordable, and they're gonna keep buying your shit 9 00:00:47,960 --> 00:00:51,719 opposed to you selling one motherfucking hoodie of money. Yeah, and that's you 10 00:00:51,719 --> 00:00:54,600 know what's great, That's that's been my philosophy ever. Like I know, 11 00:00:55,880 --> 00:00:59,439 but the most I will sell a T shirt for is twenty five dollars. 12 00:00:59,479 --> 00:01:03,159 I don't care how, And I got some nice ass quality T shirts because 13 00:01:03,240 --> 00:01:04,519 just like you said, I know, for one, most people is not 14 00:01:04,560 --> 00:01:07,599 about to be spending though forty fifty dollars just for a fucking T shirt. 15 00:01:08,000 --> 00:01:11,799 And two where I'm not greedy like that to where I'm not going to hit 16 00:01:11,879 --> 00:01:18,400 like, I'll tell somebody this, even if what I'm doing my merchandise for 17 00:01:18,439 --> 00:01:22,239 other people, Like I asked them what quality of shirt you want? Because 18 00:01:22,239 --> 00:01:25,359 if you want me to provide you some three dollars shirts, I can do 19 00:01:25,400 --> 00:01:27,000 that. But if you want an actual nice shirt that's gonna with standing, 20 00:01:27,000 --> 00:01:30,200 that look good when people put it on and don't forgive you that, I'll 21 00:01:30,200 --> 00:01:34,599 be hearing that when I'm at at him, I know, stop touching it. 22 00:01:36,760 --> 00:01:38,560 I'd be like, bro, But yeah, Bro, that's a lot 23 00:01:38,599 --> 00:01:41,480 of people into this clothing shit for the wrong reasons, and that's why a 24 00:01:41,480 --> 00:01:45,159 lot of them phase out quick because just like you said that hoodie's sixty five 25 00:01:45,319 --> 00:01:48,120 seventy dollars and you're selling one a month, you're not making no money. 26 00:01:48,640 --> 00:01:57,959 So I wonder why people. I wonder why people make it to where the 27 00:01:59,000 --> 00:02:06,239 world really can it experience the art and the art that they can display because 28 00:02:06,280 --> 00:02:08,159 they want the money from it. Like I get it. Like I've been 29 00:02:08,159 --> 00:02:16,879 hearing story. I've been hearing stories where actors might turn down a play because 30 00:02:17,680 --> 00:02:25,400 they're not getting paid for it. Yeah, but I'd be like, why 31 00:02:25,439 --> 00:02:31,240 not just do it? Get the experience what you want? Is the experience 32 00:02:32,560 --> 00:02:38,159 allow They're allowing you the experience because they need you, like these local players, 33 00:02:38,159 --> 00:02:39,599 like I ain't gonna front. They need you like if you if you 34 00:02:39,719 --> 00:02:44,599 halfway decent, they can use you. But you mean to tell me that 35 00:02:44,639 --> 00:02:49,360 you ain't gonna You're not gonna act. You're not gonna act like this is 36 00:02:49,400 --> 00:02:54,319 like Oprah in front of you because they ain't getting paid and they they don't 37 00:02:54,319 --> 00:02:57,400 put no, no, no, no, I ain't gonna say that. 38 00:02:57,520 --> 00:03:02,840 I'm gonna say. I'm gonna say that that they want to act on stage, 39 00:03:04,000 --> 00:03:07,360 but they never factor in the rehearsal time. Oh yeah, yeah, 40 00:03:07,719 --> 00:03:12,199 so now you so now you're sick of ship. Now you're sick of certain 41 00:03:12,240 --> 00:03:16,120 niggas because you might feel like they don't take it as serious as you, 42 00:03:16,680 --> 00:03:20,960 but they got the same like your mind, even though you in this to 43 00:03:21,039 --> 00:03:23,919 make something big so the world can see, you can get in it and 44 00:03:23,960 --> 00:03:30,000 be counter productive because your own and like you didn't, you didn't factor this 45 00:03:30,080 --> 00:03:32,120 part in. You said you wanted to do that for a dream. That's 46 00:03:32,120 --> 00:03:36,319 why a lot of people get into ship for the wrong reasons. You know 47 00:03:36,360 --> 00:03:39,360 who got a model kind of like how you was just speaking as Larrussell. 48 00:03:39,479 --> 00:03:46,840 You heard him the artist from California. Yes, I have, I yeah, 49 00:03:46,159 --> 00:03:50,199 but I don't listen to I don't either. But I think that's a 50 00:03:50,199 --> 00:03:58,120 good point because what you what you're about to say better makes sense because you 51 00:03:58,520 --> 00:04:01,000 don't like his content enough to listen to his music, So why why do 52 00:04:01,120 --> 00:04:04,960 you listen to his any model? They be got simply because I saw if 53 00:04:05,000 --> 00:04:10,319 his only motto is to get you to press play. Mm hmmm. And 54 00:04:10,360 --> 00:04:14,520 you're telling me about him, but you didn't press play simply because I just 55 00:04:14,560 --> 00:04:18,439 don't like the music, but I could, but listen. I can support 56 00:04:18,480 --> 00:04:23,399 you, no, but I get but I can. I can support you 57 00:04:23,560 --> 00:04:26,319 and what you do, but I don't have to like like the product. 58 00:04:26,360 --> 00:04:30,199 But his behind, his hustle, the way he ye the way with that. 59 00:04:30,240 --> 00:04:34,040 But yeah, like like if if if one of my partners, if 60 00:04:34,040 --> 00:04:39,079 one of my best friends is a rapper, I'm gonna support him in his 61 00:04:39,560 --> 00:04:42,319 drive to be a rapper. But if his music ain't for me, I'm 62 00:04:42,360 --> 00:04:45,279 not gonna listen to that. And I'm it's like, bro, you my 63 00:04:45,360 --> 00:04:50,439 nigga, And that's two friends crushing nigga dreams to the ground. So you 64 00:04:50,480 --> 00:04:54,079 want me to put this nigga on my playlist even though I don't like it. 65 00:04:54,160 --> 00:04:57,720 Hey, listen, you get playtime if yo, if my ship ain't 66 00:04:57,759 --> 00:05:01,639 good, don't learn how to communicate with me and tell me that much. 67 00:05:02,920 --> 00:05:06,240 You said you're gonna tell me my ship trash. I'm go an shoot tracking 68 00:05:06,680 --> 00:05:10,160 dream. Why the would you tell me that? But yeah, I see 69 00:05:10,160 --> 00:05:12,839 how niggas get killed. It might not be trash. It just might not 70 00:05:12,879 --> 00:05:15,680 be for me, true, it just might not be my because I have 71 00:05:15,720 --> 00:05:18,720 a I ain't even gonna have a very specific taste of music. That ship 72 00:05:19,759 --> 00:05:23,399 got taste. I have a I'll be all over the place with it. 73 00:05:23,439 --> 00:05:28,439 So Jesus, some ship just not for me, but the next nigga might 74 00:05:28,839 --> 00:05:30,439 get it. You know who music I just tried to listen to and I 75 00:05:30,480 --> 00:05:44,480 was like, damn, he needs more niggas around him. Everybody, Oh, 76 00:05:46,839 --> 00:05:50,439 I know you're talking about you do. What trouble me is the problem 77 00:05:50,560 --> 00:05:56,040 is that in that video, he the only nigga in the video and nobody 78 00:05:56,040 --> 00:05:58,399 else in there. You got no it's white people playing behind him the whole 79 00:05:58,480 --> 00:06:00,600 video. They playing, they playing behind him on a truck like they his 80 00:06:00,680 --> 00:06:03,800 friends. But he's in a white genre. He is in the white general. 81 00:06:03,839 --> 00:06:06,759 But they got black girls over there. Don't do that. They got 82 00:06:06,759 --> 00:06:11,959 black girls over there. They got attach yourself to a fucking black girl, 83 00:06:13,040 --> 00:06:16,040 and niggas will start to support y'all as a couple. Get you one of 84 00:06:16,079 --> 00:06:19,759 them country black country sing girls, or get you a girl, a black 85 00:06:19,800 --> 00:06:24,680 woman, because you ain't about to get the black artist the black female audience. 86 00:06:24,720 --> 00:06:27,120 Bro without no black girls in the video. No, that's the fact. 87 00:06:27,439 --> 00:06:32,240 What but you are smoking dicks so and he and he a clean trap 88 00:06:32,319 --> 00:06:34,879 nigga. That's the problem. The ship he's saying. I'd be like, 89 00:06:35,000 --> 00:06:41,120 that's equivalent to the trap shit. I'm outside, I'm drinking, nigga, 90 00:06:41,120 --> 00:06:43,920 but not test me. These cowboy's gonna be in your ass. I got 91 00:06:43,920 --> 00:06:46,600 the I got the guns with me. My homies is white. They got 92 00:06:46,639 --> 00:06:50,000 good. Believe they got you know, they got nowhere. Niggas getting like 93 00:06:50,079 --> 00:06:56,240 he's talking that ship, but he ain't got that, nan sister. If 94 00:06:56,279 --> 00:07:00,920 you haven't noticed by now, this is Gave podcast. I'm your host, 95 00:07:00,959 --> 00:07:05,399 Mike Haney aka mister h O d himself until my far right. I got 96 00:07:05,439 --> 00:07:09,279 my boy pe pee. What up yo, yo? What's good? Y'all's 97 00:07:09,319 --> 00:07:12,439 going on. We got to talk about that intro. Here we go, 98 00:07:12,639 --> 00:07:16,319 and if y'all know, y'all know who he is, I feel super comfortable 99 00:07:16,480 --> 00:07:21,399 the famous nobody my boy Eric Dizzey pod follow himself. Man, Listen, 100 00:07:21,560 --> 00:07:25,600 this is the guy behind our sound. You know what I'm saying? Not 101 00:07:25,759 --> 00:07:28,800 all the way there he go. I ain't recording it. Yeah, he 102 00:07:28,839 --> 00:07:30,519 ain't recording it. I ain't recording it, and I'm glad that I'm not 103 00:07:30,680 --> 00:07:35,720 because where I am, bro in my life, I just need a chance 104 00:07:35,759 --> 00:07:42,759 to show niggas that I'm good. I'm a dad twenty four five. Hey, 105 00:07:42,759 --> 00:07:46,639 if I get to do audio for two hours, I'm in that motherfucker 106 00:07:46,199 --> 00:07:50,720 shirt off nigga baby or playing that back bun I'm doing all. I'm going 107 00:07:50,879 --> 00:07:55,120 crazy, Bro, I'm trying to do the best shit ever. Bro. 108 00:07:55,399 --> 00:07:57,639 No, that's a fact. I don't get to come outside no more. 109 00:07:58,839 --> 00:08:03,319 Change it. If you a good father, if you running off of compliments, 110 00:08:03,519 --> 00:08:05,040 if you get if you if you like me and you want niggas to 111 00:08:05,040 --> 00:08:11,519 praise what you do, and then you got these little alien motherfuckers that came 112 00:08:11,519 --> 00:08:15,079 out the woman that you love changed her whole fucking body up, nigga, 113 00:08:16,240 --> 00:08:22,279 change the whole body up. And they's stealing time from her, like they're 114 00:08:22,279 --> 00:08:26,800 still in love and affection from this woman. Bro. It's it's a I'm 115 00:08:26,920 --> 00:08:30,399 trapped in this dynamic. That's how I look at it, Like I love 116 00:08:30,480 --> 00:08:35,120 these little aliens that I watch come out of her and write change her, 117 00:08:35,279 --> 00:08:39,519 but I still love my wife. It's weird. And then somebody allows me 118 00:08:39,559 --> 00:08:43,000 to get out of that ship for two hours to edit somebodyo or just to 119 00:08:43,039 --> 00:08:48,159 pull up. So that's why you're feeling good, yeah, bro, Because 120 00:08:48,159 --> 00:08:50,919 as soon as I leave here, nigga is it's back to the Yeah. 121 00:08:50,279 --> 00:08:54,480 As soon as you're open the garage, ain't no warming up to be in 122 00:08:54,519 --> 00:08:58,159 the dad, nigga. As soon right there's there's no like what And I 123 00:08:58,200 --> 00:09:03,039 got a dog all waiting at the door as soon as you try to escape. 124 00:09:03,039 --> 00:09:05,879 As soon as you come back, guess who's Guess who's right there waiting 125 00:09:05,919 --> 00:09:07,639 for it. They ain't right now about the door. Let's say a lot 126 00:09:07,679 --> 00:09:09,480 about the type of file you are, though, man, because a lot 127 00:09:09,480 --> 00:09:13,519 of people still, you know, we live in this society where everybody tries 128 00:09:13,559 --> 00:09:16,919 to say sell first and all that, and some people will put their kids 129 00:09:16,159 --> 00:09:20,440 second or third sometimes so they can try to get that that me time, 130 00:09:20,480 --> 00:09:22,159 and it seems like you like, ain't no me, Tom, It's it's 131 00:09:22,200 --> 00:09:26,120 all y'all first. And then if I got the little left house I do 132 00:09:26,200 --> 00:09:30,159 me, I think I might be fucking them up. Give them too much? 133 00:09:30,360 --> 00:09:35,559 What I love these niggas too much, bro, Like y'all can do 134 00:09:35,600 --> 00:09:39,039 anything y'all want in the world because I'm right there watching to make sure that 135 00:09:39,200 --> 00:09:43,919 you're okay. You know what kind of feeling that is, Nigga, I 136 00:09:43,000 --> 00:09:50,360 can climb up thirty two stairs and turn around and that go my nigga waiting 137 00:09:50,399 --> 00:09:54,320 for me being on his phone. Do you know what type of confidence that 138 00:09:54,440 --> 00:09:56,240 get? I could do anything of my daddy behind me. No fact, 139 00:09:56,440 --> 00:10:00,000 that's fact, bro, non facts. I know he gonna make I know 140 00:10:00,120 --> 00:10:01,759 he gonna make sure that the guidance is gonna give me because I'm telling them 141 00:10:01,879 --> 00:10:05,919 be good, y'all better stand straight. I'm giving them guidance learning how they 142 00:10:05,080 --> 00:10:09,360 learning, how they respond to me critiquing and walking up the stairs or walking 143 00:10:09,360 --> 00:10:11,080 on the street, and how I how I tell them, hey, don't 144 00:10:11,080 --> 00:10:16,639 get in the street. There's a because it's a certain way or just or 145 00:10:16,879 --> 00:10:20,799 you might scare your kid if you Hey, get the fuck why you ain't 146 00:10:20,039 --> 00:10:24,679 parents respond like that opposed to hold on baby, wait with a smile on 147 00:10:24,720 --> 00:10:28,120 your face, still still because you don't want to scare them. No, 148 00:10:28,279 --> 00:10:31,240 that guy mean I'm scaring mine. I ain't scaring mind. When did you? 149 00:10:31,279 --> 00:10:33,559 When did you develop? Because I mean, I remember when you when 150 00:10:33,600 --> 00:10:37,879 your son was herst warn bro, were you already prepared to be this type 151 00:10:37,879 --> 00:10:39,960 of father? No, man that nigga has to change his whole life. 152 00:10:41,200 --> 00:10:46,960 No, I remember because it's appeariod. Because I've seen so many niggas outside 153 00:10:46,960 --> 00:10:50,039 with kids, I thought that I could do the same when I was like 154 00:10:50,120 --> 00:10:54,799 Nigga, she's tired. Yeah, but that shows what type of father you 155 00:10:54,840 --> 00:10:58,360 are. That's a lot of husband husband. But niggas don't care though. 156 00:10:58,440 --> 00:11:03,360 Niggas in the club partying all types of shit. All of this ship that 157 00:11:03,399 --> 00:11:09,080 we like, it's down to a science. It's not. It's not nothing 158 00:11:09,080 --> 00:11:13,039 but happenstance. Nah, And I think that a lot of the times we 159 00:11:13,159 --> 00:11:20,559 believe that we can avoid doing the full list of perfection. Try to skip 160 00:11:20,559 --> 00:11:28,399 steps. You try to skip steps because the consumer don't know that what makes 161 00:11:28,440 --> 00:11:31,480 you use cables you use down or nothing about that, right, But if 162 00:11:31,480 --> 00:11:35,360 they hear a hum, they're cutting that. Shut up. I don't give 163 00:11:35,360 --> 00:11:37,600 a fuck who you think you is, how many people you think you know, 164 00:11:39,200 --> 00:11:41,279 how many people think you'll support you. If there's a hum in it, 165 00:11:41,320 --> 00:11:45,399 they're not listening to it. If it sound like if it sounds like 166 00:11:45,440 --> 00:11:48,000 you didn't give a fuck about the recording, we didn't give a I told 167 00:11:48,039 --> 00:11:50,320 you that first time I came in your career, Bro, and you play 168 00:11:50,399 --> 00:11:54,879 some ship. I have not ever been able to listen to certain things the 169 00:11:54,919 --> 00:11:58,240 same like I can't say that every time, motherfucker, I remember what it 170 00:11:58,320 --> 00:12:03,279 was. Any music, any if it's a commercial, a YouTube ad, 171 00:12:03,360 --> 00:12:05,159 I can pick up like damn, this sound quality trash. And that was 172 00:12:05,200 --> 00:12:09,639 from that one day I was with you and you I played some shit for 173 00:12:09,200 --> 00:12:13,440 Bro, play like a few podcasts that I like, I play some music. 174 00:12:13,519 --> 00:12:15,879 I was like, really loud. I didn't even want to listen to 175 00:12:15,919 --> 00:12:18,000 music on the way home because the car, the factory speakers in the car 176 00:12:18,080 --> 00:12:22,799 that needs sound as good as that ship. I love doing that. I 177 00:12:22,799 --> 00:12:26,440 I love inviting niggas to the studio I'm playing music. You ain't never heard 178 00:12:26,799 --> 00:12:30,519 shit this loud, except if you go to the movies. I think they 179 00:12:30,600 --> 00:12:33,519 might be underutilizing the audio movie theaters a little bit, like you think. 180 00:12:33,600 --> 00:12:37,519 So, movies shouldn't be the only thing we experience like this. Nigga, 181 00:12:37,600 --> 00:12:41,679 I go watch some YouTube shit in this motherfucker. I go in. I 182 00:12:41,720 --> 00:12:43,240 want to see some Netflix shitting here. I want to see some Amazon prom 183 00:12:43,320 --> 00:12:46,799 shitting here. All these streaming services need to allow the movie theaters to pay 184 00:12:46,840 --> 00:12:52,200 them. I want to post a series, Nigga. A serious people would 185 00:12:52,200 --> 00:12:54,960 do that, bro, especially now that they got reclined in chairs and ship, 186 00:12:56,039 --> 00:12:58,519 you can be comfortable enough to leave your out. Damn, that's a 187 00:12:58,120 --> 00:13:01,559 date night. We get to watch the Netflix movie because it's shown at this 188 00:13:01,600 --> 00:13:05,360 movie theater at this time. Boom, Now we're all in here watching because 189 00:13:05,720 --> 00:13:09,200 it's on my Q list. You many tell me I get to leave the 190 00:13:09,200 --> 00:13:13,320 house. Imagine watching Game of Thrones in the in the watts. Crazy. 191 00:13:13,360 --> 00:13:16,960 We might have to edit this out because somebody might hear this. It's certain 192 00:13:18,000 --> 00:13:20,840 Ship on Apple TV. I'm like, bro, like Severance. I would 193 00:13:20,840 --> 00:13:28,360 have loved to watch Severance or the Damn that's even like NBA playoffs and like 194 00:13:28,399 --> 00:13:35,559 that that should be lives, especially the Indiana games that a in the game. 195 00:13:35,879 --> 00:13:43,480 How could that even become a ship that contract contracts and mother fucking pitch. 196 00:13:43,960 --> 00:13:46,159 Yeah, you gotta pitch. That's what I'm learning. That's that's where 197 00:13:46,159 --> 00:13:50,360 I like. That's the right where I'm at in my career. That's I 198 00:13:50,440 --> 00:13:52,559 realized, that's what I like. I feel like that's just where you like 199 00:13:52,679 --> 00:13:58,159 or or or just I think people that just do podcasts everybody. I think 200 00:13:58,200 --> 00:14:01,000 maybe everybody has a misconcession. All of this is supposed to work. I 201 00:14:01,000 --> 00:14:05,360 think everybody does, like you can pie because you want to pod. But 202 00:14:05,440 --> 00:14:07,799 then you you realize that it's a business on the other side of this, 203 00:14:09,039 --> 00:14:11,679 and your model for your podcast might not fit the business. You might not 204 00:14:13,279 --> 00:14:15,919 and you might not be it. There might not be a long game. 205 00:14:16,639 --> 00:14:20,879 That's crazy you said that, because even before we even started to pod, 206 00:14:20,759 --> 00:14:24,759 I was thinking of some shit, like different names and shit. And then 207 00:14:26,000 --> 00:14:28,960 it just clicked because you know, p already always had I Create, and 208 00:14:30,000 --> 00:14:33,159 I was just like, we just need to start one called I Create podcasts, 209 00:14:33,200 --> 00:14:37,720 and it'll fit with everything in the world, even on the business side 210 00:14:37,759 --> 00:14:39,480 of it. We can market it and pitch it to, you know, 211 00:14:39,559 --> 00:14:43,200 different people. So that's crazy. You said that the one thing that I 212 00:14:43,240 --> 00:14:46,120 don't like about this pod and y'all my brothers, and I'm not saying it 213 00:14:46,240 --> 00:14:50,840 that this y'all, but people might. And this is something that you will 214 00:14:50,919 --> 00:14:52,399 learn the more that you pied. Where people come through those doors, they 215 00:14:52,440 --> 00:14:58,440 think that they're guests, so they talk, they're they're waiting for you to 216 00:14:58,440 --> 00:15:01,759 ask them quest. Yeah, I don't. I'm your brother, I don't. 217 00:15:01,799 --> 00:15:05,320 I don't give a fuck what you'll want to talk about. I'm kind 218 00:15:05,320 --> 00:15:09,120 of if we was in my house, if Perry and maybe I'm being overpowered 219 00:15:09,320 --> 00:15:13,320 in the conversation, but if there was something that you was wanting to talk 220 00:15:13,320 --> 00:15:16,200 about, whether it be closed or movies or this, that you wouldn't know 221 00:15:16,240 --> 00:15:18,320 how to interject and yes, and guests don't know how to do that. 222 00:15:18,360 --> 00:15:20,559 They don't know how to do that. Yeah, So with ignorant philosophy, 223 00:15:20,559 --> 00:15:24,919 we struggle for. That's why I was like Manu having guess niggas thinks today 224 00:15:24,960 --> 00:15:28,799 celebrities, bro. Yeah, the only motherfucker who I was stuck for was 225 00:15:28,879 --> 00:15:35,080 brook Nation. I'm asking you everything. I fucking love you. Oh, 226 00:15:35,120 --> 00:15:39,159 I love you. Paris was there too, Yeah, I like your music 227 00:15:39,200 --> 00:15:45,279 a lot. But shoot, but Bro, the same what is that sense 228 00:15:45,320 --> 00:15:48,639 of your hair? You? Bro? And it's certain women who have sex 229 00:15:48,679 --> 00:15:52,360 appeal and you want to you. I wonder how she is in bed when 230 00:15:52,399 --> 00:15:56,600 I see Brook, I was like, I just want to smell you. 231 00:15:56,320 --> 00:16:00,759 I don't even want to touch you. I don't put that ship on the 232 00:16:00,759 --> 00:16:03,240 shelf. I wanted to. That's why. That's why she'd be selling them 233 00:16:03,240 --> 00:16:08,480 a fucking cars like that. Niggas would go up there with the last dollars 234 00:16:08,519 --> 00:16:11,600 just being her presidence. Bro, I would go into death for you, 235 00:16:11,639 --> 00:16:17,960 bitch, no facts, like you said, ten thousand down, hold on, 236 00:16:18,559 --> 00:16:22,360 let make something happen, just for a chance to talk with Bro. 237 00:16:22,519 --> 00:16:26,240 Listen. She'd be moving and her energy is the same everything. Every to 238 00:16:26,320 --> 00:16:30,720 have a bad bitch seminar for real, because anytime I've been goot, she's 239 00:16:30,759 --> 00:16:34,600 the same person. Every y'all need to go study what she y'all not do 240 00:16:34,759 --> 00:16:38,240 it. She was at what was she had a blossom Chevy I West, 241 00:16:38,240 --> 00:16:42,039 Bro, Bro, I feel like seventy five of the seventy five percent of 242 00:16:42,080 --> 00:16:47,480 the hellcats in the city from her every three days pulling up Hell okay, 243 00:16:47,519 --> 00:16:49,080 I'm like, where the fuck is they even getting all these haircaps ship from 244 00:16:49,399 --> 00:16:52,960 just to her for her selling? Bro, she ain't doing nothing. I 245 00:16:52,000 --> 00:16:56,279 legal, so we don't got the spot. But Brooke, you need to 246 00:16:56,399 --> 00:17:00,080 package what you are and sell it, bro, cause niggas is they buying? 247 00:17:00,440 --> 00:17:04,319 They women? No women is I ain't talking about the niggas. I'm 248 00:17:04,359 --> 00:17:07,279 talking about even women. Be like, bro, she is beautiful. Yeah 249 00:17:07,599 --> 00:17:11,119 yeah, the package that ship up and tell them how to be how to 250 00:17:11,119 --> 00:17:14,440 be bad too. Nah, that's for real. Now that's cool that. 251 00:17:14,680 --> 00:17:17,240 Now I get what you're saying. Because motherfuckers. Do we feel like they 252 00:17:17,279 --> 00:17:18,799 celebrities? Yeah? Bro, they walk in like, hey, ask me, 253 00:17:19,240 --> 00:17:22,079 ask me about my nigga. I don't give a fuck about that. 254 00:17:23,200 --> 00:17:27,279 Use this platform to talk, right, that's exchange conversation. Yeah, come 255 00:17:27,319 --> 00:17:32,599 on talk nigga. I will think you as Charleston White. I was just 256 00:17:32,640 --> 00:17:36,440 about to say, we don't. I feel like we don't try to model 257 00:17:36,519 --> 00:17:41,160 nothing. We do off of like you know, the vlads, the Breakfast 258 00:17:41,200 --> 00:17:45,240 Club, the million dollars worth of game, Like I don't like I watched 259 00:17:45,640 --> 00:17:49,119 multiple different podcasts and I make sure like I don't try to use nobody's formula. 260 00:17:49,279 --> 00:17:52,880 You know, we kind of just do that still, every formula, 261 00:17:52,960 --> 00:17:55,279 Nigga, this is like nigga, but it might not work for us. 262 00:17:55,359 --> 00:18:00,279 Nigga. You never know until you're try. I'm stealing everything I can until 263 00:18:00,920 --> 00:18:03,119 everything, But if I like it, I'm stealing it, bro, And 264 00:18:03,160 --> 00:18:07,279 it's not even stealing. It's called inspiration. You inspired me to go take 265 00:18:07,359 --> 00:18:11,599 that little bitty piece that I like that you did and added to my shitt, 266 00:18:11,599 --> 00:18:14,039 added to whatever it is that I'm doing. That's why I watched certain 267 00:18:14,039 --> 00:18:17,079 movies, listen to certain pots. I want to know what y'all got, 268 00:18:17,279 --> 00:18:22,160 Why people? Why do people like y'all? I'm still trying to figure out 269 00:18:22,839 --> 00:18:29,559 how so many unsuccessful musicians become great podcasters. I'm still blown by that. 270 00:18:29,880 --> 00:18:33,799 Is it because the audience that they do have is enough? Is that a 271 00:18:33,839 --> 00:18:36,680 thing? For real? I know if he was being sarcastic or not. 272 00:18:36,960 --> 00:18:40,039 Joe Budd Budd and Gilly the Kid, Gilly the Kid, those are the 273 00:18:40,079 --> 00:18:45,960 two rappers that are the two main ones. The noriega like that, nigga, 274 00:18:45,039 --> 00:18:48,519 right, I don't give a fuck who I don't give a fuck what 275 00:18:48,599 --> 00:18:52,240 they try to sit here and tell me, no nigga I know the same 276 00:18:52,279 --> 00:18:56,000 way they talk about flow riding, the same way they talk about I don't 277 00:18:56,039 --> 00:19:04,200 know no nigga that say put Never niggas say Eminem before Norjega. I can 278 00:19:04,240 --> 00:19:07,799 say some Eminem shit and most of my niggas be like, I remember that. 279 00:19:07,880 --> 00:19:10,759 But why do people discredit Eminel because he's white, bro? And that's 280 00:19:10,839 --> 00:19:15,000 not fair and it's crazy. It ain't from the D and every rapper in 281 00:19:15,079 --> 00:19:18,160 the D respect and look up to that nigga. Bro, you know what 282 00:19:18,200 --> 00:19:23,599 you you know how good you gotta be for niggas to not try you ain't 283 00:19:23,640 --> 00:19:29,640 Nobody ever tried to batle what because they know she ain't Gunna Kelly did that 284 00:19:29,759 --> 00:19:34,119 was as that he didn't try young Druggy Eminem? Oh well true? What 285 00:19:36,400 --> 00:19:41,319 Eminem was? Eminem? Yeah right, the slim, shady nigga. Boy. 286 00:19:41,359 --> 00:19:48,400 What that nigga made me not like in sync ninety eight degrees Britney Spears, 287 00:19:48,480 --> 00:19:52,880 Christina Aguilera or Nigga. He made me dislike a whole genre of music. 288 00:19:52,920 --> 00:19:56,839 Bro. Now, Eminem would not have I don't think he would have 289 00:19:56,880 --> 00:19:59,839 thrived in the society we live in. Simply we only were we at in 290 00:19:59,839 --> 00:20:03,279 the society because mm hmmm the ship that he was saying, Bro, you 291 00:20:03,720 --> 00:20:07,839 and you got to stop that. He was what he was saying, some 292 00:20:07,880 --> 00:20:11,039 shit about killing his mama. Bro, So do you think society is too 293 00:20:11,039 --> 00:20:15,039 softly him? Nigga? High kids? Do you like violence? You want 294 00:20:15,079 --> 00:20:18,400 to see me stick nine inch now each one of my eyelids, boy me 295 00:20:18,440 --> 00:20:22,119 and do exactly like I did. Try to ask it and get fucked up 296 00:20:22,119 --> 00:20:25,319 worse than my life is No, you cannot say it. You cannot say 297 00:20:25,359 --> 00:20:27,920 that. Now. Nigga's gonna be like, yeah, well, this is 298 00:20:27,920 --> 00:20:32,880 why I don't like niggas who like say he ain't raped. You know how 299 00:20:32,920 --> 00:20:37,400 hard it is to do this? Catchy? You are making me sing along 300 00:20:37,519 --> 00:20:42,880 to you doing the worstest of thingation. My six year old runs around the 301 00:20:42,880 --> 00:20:47,279 house talking about Hi, my name is bro. And that's it. That's 302 00:20:47,319 --> 00:20:49,960 what catchy is. They did it right, bro, And that's why I 303 00:20:49,960 --> 00:20:53,880 thought doctor Dre did his motherfucking thing with Eminem. He ain't gonta do nothing 304 00:20:53,920 --> 00:20:57,319 else. Hell no, because he got fifty two. He ain't do fifty 305 00:20:57,880 --> 00:21:03,160 he or d he didn't do that. He didn't do fifty more. It 306 00:21:03,240 --> 00:21:10,000 was like he was everywhere with that. But Eminem is responsible for fifty fifty, 307 00:21:10,000 --> 00:21:12,680 the same monster niggas wasn't this and fifty. When he was hottest, 308 00:21:12,839 --> 00:21:17,799 he was battling niggas A fifty fifty is the last person in the industry you 309 00:21:17,839 --> 00:21:22,720 want to bother. Brot He goes hard. It's like he has ammo on 310 00:21:22,880 --> 00:21:26,400 any and everybody, and it's like all he wants. He'd be daring niggas 311 00:21:26,440 --> 00:21:30,039 to say anything to it, but do it precisely. You know what I 312 00:21:30,039 --> 00:21:32,599 think it is. Think it's because he only got in this to make money. 313 00:21:32,920 --> 00:21:34,400 He didn't think about it. He ain't want no friendships with no niggas. 314 00:21:34,440 --> 00:21:37,200 He had got almost killed, bro, and you can see that too. 315 00:21:37,400 --> 00:21:41,279 So the whole industry shot on him, the whole. This is what 316 00:21:41,480 --> 00:21:45,359 casual listeners not saying, not saying, y'all, but casual listeners like my 317 00:21:45,440 --> 00:21:48,519 wife have no idea this happened. Niggas tried to kill him. Yeah, 318 00:21:49,440 --> 00:21:55,480 he sure everybody blacklisted him. This nigga got shot nine times. He got 319 00:21:55,480 --> 00:22:00,160 blacklisted, got shot nine times, went away. Mm hmm. Did crunches 320 00:22:00,559 --> 00:22:07,039 pull up dip type type of ship and came back and said, you think 321 00:22:07,359 --> 00:22:11,920 you think you a gainster? Do you know how mad I would be if 322 00:22:11,920 --> 00:22:15,839 the nigga I just tried to kill came back and side you think you are 323 00:22:15,960 --> 00:22:21,599 gainst. No, that's crazy because he talked about that in this book. 324 00:22:21,640 --> 00:22:26,640 I read his book. Bro, he had the whole cleans top doll niggas 325 00:22:26,640 --> 00:22:29,920 mad at him. Bro, he wasn't beefing with the small niggas in all 326 00:22:29,960 --> 00:22:33,839 that he was beefing with the main niggas, and people do not understand that. 327 00:22:33,920 --> 00:22:37,279 So if I make it and the niggas the only niggas that I had 328 00:22:37,279 --> 00:22:41,640 beef with got locked away for life. Ah, nigga, I'm going crazy. 329 00:22:41,119 --> 00:22:45,119 Yeah, because Diddy was one of the niggas. Fuck you all your 330 00:22:45,160 --> 00:22:48,400 ass. You left me out here to drive. Fuck you. I hope 331 00:22:48,440 --> 00:22:51,240 everything everything that they saying about you, I know it's true. Matter of 332 00:22:51,279 --> 00:22:53,400 fact, he asked me, could he shot for me? That interview was 333 00:22:53,440 --> 00:22:56,599 wild? He asked me, hell no, you can't shot. I'm gonna 334 00:22:56,599 --> 00:23:00,519 throw the rock. And he the reason why we're looking at going back to 335 00:23:00,640 --> 00:23:06,960 same interviews. The interview he like party with me, daddy, Yet Bro, 336 00:23:07,279 --> 00:23:10,400 wait what him and that fat when he said the fab he was like, 337 00:23:10,559 --> 00:23:15,160 oh yeah, and Niggas was allowing him to talk to him like that. 338 00:23:15,160 --> 00:23:18,400 That's crazy. Now think about that. We always talk about women allowing 339 00:23:18,480 --> 00:23:25,960 men to talk to them like that. Fab he be his girl and nobody 340 00:23:25,960 --> 00:23:30,839 batter than I. He still got a versus. And then dad did he 341 00:23:30,960 --> 00:23:34,480 allow him to say to his face, but you in the party with me 342 00:23:34,680 --> 00:23:38,480 like that? You didn't party? I mean like we didn't party. Don't 343 00:23:38,519 --> 00:23:44,160 they mean you gotta fight him? I look at an interview over yeah, 344 00:23:44,160 --> 00:23:45,640 wait, wait, what are you talking about? No? No, no, 345 00:23:45,640 --> 00:23:48,640 no, what are you talking about? Because I want to go. 346 00:23:48,799 --> 00:23:52,799 I want to make sure this ass whipping I'm about to give you what was 347 00:23:52,839 --> 00:23:56,759 warranted. Would they be fab just too cool of an No? No, 348 00:23:56,599 --> 00:23:59,680 no, no no. He knew that if he did anything that did, 349 00:23:59,720 --> 00:24:02,839 he was out of here. Not maybe not killed, but his career might 350 00:24:02,839 --> 00:24:04,880 have been. Bro. I can't I don't even think I would ever want 351 00:24:04,920 --> 00:24:10,240 that type of power in any industry. Like that's dangerous because it because I 352 00:24:10,240 --> 00:24:12,160 feel like, even if you're not that type of monster, bro, having 353 00:24:12,200 --> 00:24:15,839 that type of power control, Bro, you really don't know what that could 354 00:24:15,839 --> 00:24:18,920 do to you. You you might be the monster you think you're not. 355 00:24:18,200 --> 00:24:21,920 That's what I'm saying. That's why, like I don't even I don't even 356 00:24:22,000 --> 00:24:26,279 want to I don't I don't even. I don't even want to know. 357 00:24:26,400 --> 00:24:30,559 If that's like, that's yeah, that's that's too much because you got I 358 00:24:30,559 --> 00:24:33,160 don't know like Diddy's full backstory, where he comes from and all of that. 359 00:24:33,200 --> 00:24:36,119 But like bro to now start to learn and see the type of nigga 360 00:24:36,160 --> 00:24:37,720 he really has been over all these years. Bro, that sh it's like 361 00:24:40,000 --> 00:24:42,960 knowing this for you. No, we did not, not like we're not 362 00:24:44,160 --> 00:24:47,000 us, but niggas around him new. Yeah, that's but that's the end. 363 00:24:47,039 --> 00:24:48,599 That's industry ship. I don't like when people say that, when they 364 00:24:48,599 --> 00:24:52,759 say everybody knew, No, the industry new. Don't put that ship on 365 00:24:52,799 --> 00:24:53,559 me, don't put that ship on you, and don't put that ship on 366 00:24:53,759 --> 00:24:57,119 so you ain't know Diddy was on ship like that. If I did, 367 00:24:57,200 --> 00:25:00,319 I wouldn't have danced so goddamn hard to his music. I never mind. 368 00:25:00,480 --> 00:25:08,279 And which which bro are you speaking on specifically, DJ? Like the homosexual 369 00:25:08,359 --> 00:25:14,079 ship I mean allegedly or the like the women of the He's just a nigga, 370 00:25:14,200 --> 00:25:18,960 dancing in every fucking video. I mean, ship Nigga, rich bro, 371 00:25:18,039 --> 00:25:25,440 you just happy that could have just been I don't like that? No, 372 00:25:25,759 --> 00:25:30,559 why not? I don't You didn't like that, bron A Street, 373 00:25:30,839 --> 00:25:33,519 I like you a street nigga and a Diddy song I like And I'm not 374 00:25:33,559 --> 00:25:40,000 saying that ain't a Diddy song I like with him by himself. But I 375 00:25:40,039 --> 00:25:44,559 bet you can say a song that you like is a hood nigga to the 376 00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:49,039 that's just that, that's just stigas, different genres to the court, to 377 00:25:49,119 --> 00:25:55,920 the chord. Right that nigga said Diddy was an ultimate uh ultimate pop pop 378 00:25:55,960 --> 00:25:59,680 rapper. That's why he don't like Drake. Definitely. Drake wasn't wearing lemon 379 00:25:59,680 --> 00:26:03,799 and clothes was at first. I only knew Drake from The Grassy. That's 380 00:26:03,839 --> 00:26:07,400 the Drake. I know you watched The Grassy. No, how did you 381 00:26:07,400 --> 00:26:11,359 know he was? How did you know he was in that previews Nigga, 382 00:26:11,440 --> 00:26:12,960 I didn't know he was in that. Yeah, I didn't know he was. 383 00:26:14,000 --> 00:26:17,240 I ain't even put them two light skinned niggas together. I know Drake 384 00:26:17,359 --> 00:26:19,519 was in The Great Grassy. Never pop. I never watched The Grassy has 385 00:26:19,599 --> 00:26:23,680 never popped in my head outside of the one time I saw it flicking through 386 00:26:23,759 --> 00:26:27,640 TV STAPs. That's what I'm saying. I never saw Drake really never. 387 00:26:29,759 --> 00:26:32,200 Yeah, I can't tell you I saw him on the TV. Yeah, 388 00:26:32,200 --> 00:26:37,559 that's where he came from. Was the Grassy that big? I don't think 389 00:26:37,599 --> 00:26:40,279 it was that big? Is he? That is he as big as he 390 00:26:40,400 --> 00:26:44,519 is because people his the Grassy fans gave him a shot. No. No, 391 00:26:45,279 --> 00:26:48,640 him being attached to young money is what That's what ca Yeah, being 392 00:26:48,640 --> 00:26:52,759 attached to the right place, right time. And then it's like, no, 393 00:26:55,039 --> 00:26:56,400 Drake was good. No, I'm not saying he wasn't good, but 394 00:26:56,640 --> 00:27:00,119 him being him being good and attached to young money, as Wayne was kind 395 00:27:00,119 --> 00:27:06,359 of slowly walking out, it allowed him moving to that spot in my opinion, 396 00:27:06,759 --> 00:27:08,640 because if he imagine we've seen that a few We've only seen that a 397 00:27:08,640 --> 00:27:15,960 few times. And I think it's Dre bringing snoop mm hmm, maybe that 398 00:27:15,039 --> 00:27:19,440 might be it. And yeah, and Dre bringing eminem like, here is 399 00:27:19,480 --> 00:27:26,759 somebody that I found out of the street. He's good. I think little 400 00:27:26,799 --> 00:27:30,880 Wayne was the closest to doing that. I found somebody, Yeah that was 401 00:27:30,920 --> 00:27:34,599 good. Here check him out. And it was phenomenal who could carry it 402 00:27:34,960 --> 00:27:41,799 because you got if Drake. Let's say, lets none of them nick Tiger, 403 00:27:41,880 --> 00:27:44,319 little chucky, little twist. It was about. It was about the 404 00:27:44,319 --> 00:27:48,880 little niggas Tiger had. Tiger just corny. Yeah, and Tiger's actually he's 405 00:27:48,920 --> 00:27:52,200 good makes but he's just that good to try to wrap the t the rapper 406 00:27:52,240 --> 00:27:55,960 he was probably just tritting to be wasn't gonna work, so he had to 407 00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:59,680 get into more like the pop ship can play. I don't even think that. 408 00:27:59,759 --> 00:28:03,640 I don't think niggas would hang around Tiger if they could. I'm not 409 00:28:03,680 --> 00:28:07,480 even saying that to be a disc but I might be like that for some 410 00:28:07,519 --> 00:28:12,279 people. But Tiger, we all know that he can make bops boom oh 411 00:28:12,400 --> 00:28:17,359 yeah, he got some slaps and he had and he had a good porn 412 00:28:17,400 --> 00:28:22,880 tape too, scorn tape. He wasn't in it, fucking He put together 413 00:28:22,000 --> 00:28:27,599 pay porn tape. He picked his favorite males and and women and put them 414 00:28:27,640 --> 00:28:32,440 together in certain scenes and certain I was like, oh, you're good, 415 00:28:33,799 --> 00:28:37,680 You're good. You are who you say you are, Black widow coming out 416 00:28:37,720 --> 00:28:40,359 of no it ain't. You just gotta appreciate everything, and somebody do if 417 00:28:40,400 --> 00:28:44,759 it was closed, I would you'll support his clothes. No, I don't 418 00:28:44,759 --> 00:28:48,440 support his music because I don't think you say, but you know I didn't 419 00:28:48,440 --> 00:28:51,000 support the porn. I tired it just to check it out. You wouldn't 420 00:28:51,000 --> 00:28:53,160 support his clothes if it was good, just because it's Tiger. Come on, 421 00:28:53,920 --> 00:28:59,599 you can't be bod. Where's your truck fit? Where's your little white 422 00:28:59,599 --> 00:29:07,799 hoodie? Why? Where's where's your Beyonce clothing brand? Where's your I think 423 00:29:08,319 --> 00:29:14,519 for missed with his shoes though? Where are your shack shoes? Sir? 424 00:29:14,680 --> 00:29:18,759 I'm not wearing them. I can fortunate will. I can support one thing 425 00:29:18,920 --> 00:29:22,599 what he does, and not something else they do. I can't. That's 426 00:29:22,680 --> 00:29:26,200 bro, that's I don't think that's even fair if it's. If that's not 427 00:29:26,240 --> 00:29:27,720 the case, then why we're not listening to R Kelly. I don't know 428 00:29:27,839 --> 00:29:33,839 if that's not the case. I still listen to Okay so Boom, not 429 00:29:33,920 --> 00:29:37,880 because he did the things that he's did, but he hasn't made any good 430 00:29:37,920 --> 00:29:40,799 songs in a very long time. That's what's cool. I just replayed the 431 00:29:40,799 --> 00:29:44,359 Owes No no no. They still make me feel like they know no no, 432 00:29:44,240 --> 00:29:48,839 no no what man? Hold on? So you're telling me, and 433 00:29:48,880 --> 00:29:52,599 it's mind you. A lot of people probably don't even know how good of 434 00:29:52,599 --> 00:29:55,519 a djail you are. I think you're a fire as I only play those 435 00:29:55,519 --> 00:30:00,680 songs because Dave asked me to about what I'm My question is, so if 436 00:30:00,720 --> 00:30:03,160 somebody so, do you think it would be fair for somebody to be like 437 00:30:03,200 --> 00:30:06,640 I fuck with Eric as an audio engineer, but I don't fuck with him 438 00:30:06,680 --> 00:30:11,519 DJing. There's a lot of motherfuckers. No, I'm not saying or vice 439 00:30:11,599 --> 00:30:17,240 versa. If they said I don't like Eric as a person, I don't 440 00:30:17,319 --> 00:30:21,039 like him his podcast, and so you're saying, if you don't like the 441 00:30:21,039 --> 00:30:22,480 person, you don't like nothing they do. Right, Okay, that's fair. 442 00:30:22,519 --> 00:30:26,920 I'll with you. But and I'm saying, and I'm saying, I 443 00:30:26,960 --> 00:30:30,759 don't think that I would hang out with type, so I do not listen 444 00:30:30,799 --> 00:30:33,640 to his music, and so I don't follow him, so I don't know 445 00:30:33,640 --> 00:30:37,079 that he had if he has closed out. The porn was on porn Hub. 446 00:30:37,920 --> 00:30:41,839 It said it was him. I said, oh, let me check 447 00:30:41,880 --> 00:30:45,759 this here. Maybe I ain't got to keep fucking scrolling through page thirty to 448 00:30:45,799 --> 00:30:48,960 find something to get me off. That's what I thought. I was gonna 449 00:30:48,960 --> 00:30:52,359 have some porn that I can have and go to whenever I need to be. 450 00:30:52,519 --> 00:30:59,039 Hey, niggas, bet think me, Bro. The niggas watching that 451 00:30:59,119 --> 00:31:03,400 we don't, I definitely do. I heard they contemplating trying to make niggas 452 00:31:03,400 --> 00:31:07,480 like scann the I D or something. I guess to verify if you're eighteen 453 00:31:07,519 --> 00:31:11,680 year older, I ain't said your ship. You put your y'all want a 454 00:31:11,759 --> 00:31:18,680 social except follow me on everything? Some business for what? Why let me 455 00:31:18,720 --> 00:31:23,920 hear black widow on the back while we can we can. We can resist 456 00:31:23,920 --> 00:31:27,240 that as long as we want. But every site that eventually niggas is going 457 00:31:27,319 --> 00:31:30,039 to do it, every site bro LinkedIn. Bro, if you want to 458 00:31:30,079 --> 00:31:33,720 be verified, show us your id. Instagram, if you want to be 459 00:31:33,799 --> 00:31:37,240 verified, show us your ID. Nigga, I'm on porn more than I'm 460 00:31:37,279 --> 00:31:41,559 on Facebook, scanning this motherfucking I D so I could beat my ship. 461 00:31:44,279 --> 00:31:48,000 Please, thank you. Niggas be resistant ship for too long, bro, 462 00:31:48,319 --> 00:31:52,519 but you gotta cut it down. But no, but R Kelly listen back 463 00:31:52,519 --> 00:31:53,799 to R Kelly. I don't. I don't listen to his music because it's 464 00:31:53,799 --> 00:31:59,079 oh not because he was a horrible person. So if you if he had 465 00:31:59,119 --> 00:32:02,359 anything new that was hot with and you liked it. I wasn't sure I 466 00:32:02,440 --> 00:32:07,319 liked R. Kelly. When R Kelly was popping the nigga, the nigga 467 00:32:07,359 --> 00:32:14,400 had on a Zoro mask and was slide stepping in an empty cruise ship from 468 00:32:14,440 --> 00:32:17,160 the Pied Piper of R and B. The two thousands, y'all had no 469 00:32:17,359 --> 00:32:22,599 shut up, and Niggas was. Niggas was lining up at weddings, black 470 00:32:22,640 --> 00:32:28,759 cookouts, fucking sigma dances, everything to do this step in the name of 471 00:32:28,759 --> 00:32:32,920 love. He called himself the Pied Piper of R and B. If you 472 00:32:32,960 --> 00:32:37,119 do not know what the story of the Pied Piper, let me inform you. 473 00:32:37,839 --> 00:32:40,279 Ahead, nigga, cruise through the city, play the flute, took 474 00:32:40,319 --> 00:32:45,759 all the rats up. He then came back and played the flute and took 475 00:32:45,799 --> 00:32:50,640 the kids. And this nigga called himself the Pied Piper and started dancing, 476 00:32:51,240 --> 00:32:55,480 and Niggas was lining the step side to side. Now, usually I don't 477 00:32:55,559 --> 00:33:02,200 do this. I don't mean to be nigga. Wait. No, I 478 00:33:02,319 --> 00:33:07,039 just saw you key on somebody on the internet and they say it was this 479 00:33:07,200 --> 00:33:15,160 brother bro, it was I would kill you. Niggay were talking about Kindrick 480 00:33:15,200 --> 00:33:17,519 and Drake. No, this nigga. R Kelly said his brother Bro. 481 00:33:17,599 --> 00:33:24,599 I watched that video on a biggest brother brother on a big back computer screen, 482 00:33:25,200 --> 00:33:30,000 No four K. It was three sixty p off a lime wire of 483 00:33:30,079 --> 00:33:35,480 for lime wire brow and it was green lines going down there and this nigga 484 00:33:35,519 --> 00:33:40,599 face was clear as day. Bro were talking about Diddy's running down the hallway 485 00:33:40,680 --> 00:33:45,640 and doing this to Cassie. That was wrong. But y'all wait, y'all 486 00:33:45,680 --> 00:33:49,920 watched the same video. R Kelly, and this nigga had a career. 487 00:33:50,039 --> 00:33:52,519 Jay Z did two albums with the nigga. Wonder if she wanted the VP 488 00:33:52,799 --> 00:34:01,039 on she was a kid, You're disgusting, But no, this nigga was 489 00:34:01,079 --> 00:34:07,200 a monster. And this nigga said, now usually I don't do this mix. 490 00:34:09,440 --> 00:34:13,639 I was a kid, was in the club, like that's what you 491 00:34:13,679 --> 00:34:16,280 call he was. He was hiding and playing sight. He said, he 492 00:34:16,320 --> 00:34:21,559 was a Poe piper. So do you do you have any sympathy for any 493 00:34:21,920 --> 00:34:25,079 people that have those type of monstrous traits? Like, at some point do 494 00:34:25,159 --> 00:34:29,320 you have to? Because I know we all self reflect you know, none 495 00:34:29,360 --> 00:34:31,000 of us are perfect. So do you ever find a moment to try to 496 00:34:31,119 --> 00:34:34,639 look at them and be like, I wonder why they're so fucked up and 497 00:34:34,679 --> 00:34:40,360 feeling empathy just a question. Yes, But I wasn't stepping to that because 498 00:34:42,599 --> 00:34:45,760 I saw that ship. But I did when I started, when I started 499 00:34:45,920 --> 00:34:50,559 R Kelly Doc he was fucked up. Yeah, but lock him up? 500 00:34:51,119 --> 00:34:54,760 What do you want from that interview? Would fuck it? What was a 501 00:34:54,760 --> 00:35:00,480 gel? That ship? I don't know how to hog type people. That 502 00:35:00,559 --> 00:35:04,280 was the first. This is the problem, and this is why I like 503 00:35:04,320 --> 00:35:08,079 podcasting. We can finally listen to a new artist. And this is why 504 00:35:08,119 --> 00:35:14,679 I'm shocked that new artists aren't doing podcasts every chance they get, Like Lotto, 505 00:35:15,239 --> 00:35:19,960 bitch jump on every single podcast, every single podcast, just talk. 506 00:35:20,519 --> 00:35:23,039 It's free promo for sure, And you never know people might fall in love 507 00:35:23,079 --> 00:35:27,920 with your personality so much they because if I like you, I'm going to 508 00:35:27,920 --> 00:35:30,440 fuck with whatever you produce. The opposite the tiger. You don't like tigers. 509 00:35:30,440 --> 00:35:36,559 So nothing I got because because a lot of on this motherfucking song, 510 00:35:36,840 --> 00:35:43,320 I'm back onside. Yeah, bro, I like lot though, Like I 511 00:35:43,480 --> 00:35:50,440 love Lotto, I love a lot of Uh, it's a lot of serious. 512 00:35:50,639 --> 00:35:54,480 We get a lot of hard in both aspects as an artist thing as 513 00:35:54,840 --> 00:36:04,639 visuale. You heard this on Instagram. Home, I'm back outside que Home 514 00:36:05,159 --> 00:36:09,000 Nigga didn't made me mad man c Home Nigga didn't made me mad again? 515 00:36:09,840 --> 00:36:14,639 Okay, Hugh Wow, I'm gonna s south Side Beach to the Gray. 516 00:36:14,920 --> 00:36:17,079 I'm a real ass beach of the songs, lean down a comboso songs. 517 00:36:17,360 --> 00:36:21,920 You wit, I'm gonna use lose. You're frilly ad bitch on rule popped 518 00:36:21,920 --> 00:36:24,360 out with a brand new doing popped out with the brand new teas walk this 519 00:36:24,440 --> 00:36:28,960 milk good on tea, pop pert salt that you burn, be bes on 520 00:36:29,000 --> 00:36:31,320 me on turn being beings on me on hell out of ten. I didn't 521 00:36:31,320 --> 00:36:35,400 broke the skale out of ten. I'm gonna get them five on the twenty. 522 00:36:35,440 --> 00:36:37,400 I swerving the glide? Is you telling them business and rioty? Let 523 00:36:37,440 --> 00:36:42,800 him in the sleeping the slide? Put up too fine, I'm there'd bro 524 00:36:43,400 --> 00:36:45,119 I love when women talk. They ship I do too, man. They 525 00:36:45,239 --> 00:36:49,719 taking over, not to step up? Yeah, they over sex. It's 526 00:36:49,719 --> 00:36:54,519 over with sexy red. You know what you don't don't talk about my chick 527 00:36:54,639 --> 00:36:58,960 like as far as they're not gonna let her go away bro. All right, 528 00:36:59,039 --> 00:37:02,639 let me ask you a question. How long you think that people are 529 00:37:02,639 --> 00:37:09,639 attaching themselves to a brand to make money? Now you said for how long? 530 00:37:09,760 --> 00:37:15,239 Yeah? How long you think brands are attempting to stand by a client 531 00:37:15,960 --> 00:37:20,280 for the sake of making money until when you say, until it runs out 532 00:37:20,400 --> 00:37:23,119 or where they bleed it dry or what. That's a good question because I 533 00:37:23,119 --> 00:37:28,119 feel like if they seem if they think they can continue to find a way 534 00:37:28,159 --> 00:37:30,239 to milk the cow, they're going to continue to milk it. And so 535 00:37:30,440 --> 00:37:32,119 it's answer your question. I think they will do it until the well ones 536 00:37:32,280 --> 00:37:40,079 runs dry. I feel like when she's not getting the tension that she's that 537 00:37:40,159 --> 00:37:45,519 she has been getting, if they even the people are behind her or whatever, 538 00:37:45,760 --> 00:37:49,280 they feel like it's dying down or she's losing. How do we know? 539 00:37:49,480 --> 00:37:52,480 How do we how do we know? We just have that when she 540 00:37:52,559 --> 00:37:59,000 drop us home? How do we know accurately that Sexy Red is as successful 541 00:38:00,280 --> 00:38:04,920 as our algorithms are portraying her to be? So basically saying that like her, 542 00:38:05,280 --> 00:38:09,079 I'm just asking because we don't know. I was because when did Nigga 543 00:38:09,079 --> 00:38:15,920 stop liking Nelly? Who Nelly? When did they stop liking Nelly. I 544 00:38:16,000 --> 00:38:22,320 think I mean after Ship wasn't after him and Kelly. Really, country grammar 545 00:38:22,440 --> 00:38:25,920 was Nelly's. After that was this dilemma. I feel like Shae and Tailfeather 546 00:38:27,079 --> 00:38:30,039 was the last thing that anybody care cared about that Nelly was on. But 547 00:38:30,079 --> 00:38:34,119 he Nellie's got Nellie's one of those artists because Nelly had a country song, 548 00:38:34,320 --> 00:38:37,000 right tim But white people have always fucking Nellie. That's when I stopped listening 549 00:38:37,000 --> 00:38:40,159 to him. When white people start sucking No the country Ship, Why the 550 00:38:40,159 --> 00:38:45,159 fuck did you make that song over and over again? Was hard? This 551 00:38:45,239 --> 00:38:51,039 was my nigga six one eight, Oh, David Man, you just made 552 00:38:51,079 --> 00:38:55,880 that song like you just made that song and pempt because it's all in my 553 00:38:57,199 --> 00:39:08,159 head charted like crazy? Who are you? Are you? That was it 554 00:39:08,280 --> 00:39:13,360 right after That's what That's what his music career kind of because he could follow 555 00:39:13,440 --> 00:39:15,360 up. Why you think that is? He got all he could get out 556 00:39:15,400 --> 00:39:19,840 of the rap music, but he could tour off of his the catalog he 557 00:39:19,920 --> 00:39:22,519 has bro he can still. I never never said that he wasn't good. 558 00:39:22,800 --> 00:39:27,480 I'm just asking when did the niggas stopped liking Nelly? It was it was 559 00:39:27,519 --> 00:39:31,039 brown. It was about after that, So brands stopped working with him. 560 00:39:31,360 --> 00:39:39,760 Why because YE know more? But I think that and I think that that's 561 00:39:39,800 --> 00:39:45,840 the problem is because niggas is a lot. Niggas is getting songs. See, 562 00:39:45,880 --> 00:39:52,599 we thought when we were younger that you could write a song and get 563 00:39:52,599 --> 00:39:59,159 a beat and record it so good that something would happen to like something like 564 00:40:00,519 --> 00:40:04,199 your your song can blow up. You put it on. They give you 565 00:40:04,239 --> 00:40:07,000 the hope that you can put it on my Space, put it on, 566 00:40:07,400 --> 00:40:12,519 put it on Twitter, put it on or whatever SoundCloud and get a million 567 00:40:12,519 --> 00:40:15,239 plays or two million plays, and you get a deal and you have a 568 00:40:15,280 --> 00:40:22,159 successful career that last you. That has not happened. But so back to 569 00:40:22,239 --> 00:40:25,079 the original question with sexy Red bro So, because we can even a Shane 570 00:40:25,079 --> 00:40:35,079 behind her bro facts And that's what I think, because you say no because 571 00:40:35,079 --> 00:40:40,280 people do not think that she's as talented as our algorithms are portraying her. 572 00:40:40,440 --> 00:40:46,960 She had a sex tape, broill bro she don't have fans. You'll think 573 00:40:47,039 --> 00:40:52,719 she got fans risk may she sold twenty eight thousand copies on her on her 574 00:40:52,800 --> 00:40:58,639 last project. I mean that's cool. No, that's not she. I 575 00:40:58,719 --> 00:41:02,880 think what it is is she speaks for a certain type of you go to 576 00:41:04,000 --> 00:41:06,760 the right. This ain't speaking down on no woman, but I feel like 577 00:41:06,840 --> 00:41:13,079 there's a certain and they like she she represents them and they as they said 578 00:41:13,119 --> 00:41:21,400 the last read, no ship. I don't want it. Can't go all 579 00:41:21,440 --> 00:41:24,440 the way back to Little Kim. Can we why skip Cardi b because she 580 00:41:24,679 --> 00:41:30,960 wasn't And I don't think Cardi was. Cardi has that she had that edge, 581 00:41:31,000 --> 00:41:35,760 but I don't think she wasn't like bro text going to the extreme and 582 00:41:35,800 --> 00:41:38,159 s read is what they used to what they used to say, ghetto fabulous 583 00:41:38,360 --> 00:41:44,800 and proud Cardi kind of baby dad once Cardi Cardion doing it once Cardi got 584 00:41:44,840 --> 00:41:46,800 to her when Sardi's baby daddy cheating on her. That was the song she 585 00:41:46,920 --> 00:41:52,199 was supposed to make. She was She was the person who was supposed to 586 00:41:52,280 --> 00:41:55,199 make that song. But it wouldn't fit Cardi. It would have That's what 587 00:41:55,280 --> 00:41:59,079 I'm I don't think it would have. You are smoking crack. I don't 588 00:41:59,079 --> 00:42:02,000 think that song would have fit her. What after that nigga trap after that? 589 00:42:02,159 --> 00:42:06,000 Didn't have to look for that. Yes, the concept is cool, 590 00:42:06,039 --> 00:42:07,679 but she ain't got the look. You know, I kind of do agree 591 00:42:07,679 --> 00:42:13,079 because before, you know what's crazy. She saw the look. If you 592 00:42:13,239 --> 00:42:16,679 think the songs that Sexy read right now is rapping Cardi b couldn't rap and 593 00:42:17,199 --> 00:42:23,000 have another run, you're crazy those exact same songs with the exact same beats. 594 00:42:23,159 --> 00:42:28,280 I'm not talking about songs the beasts. I'm talking about personality and how 595 00:42:28,360 --> 00:42:31,400 motherfuckers see you. I will say now I agree, but before, because 596 00:42:31,599 --> 00:42:35,079 you know what's crazy, niggas wire alter the way that they view you. 597 00:42:35,400 --> 00:42:37,400 Fuck No, if I see a ghetto bitch, I see a ghetto bitch. 598 00:42:37,440 --> 00:42:40,119 If I see somebody class they got some ghetto ship in it, then 599 00:42:40,199 --> 00:42:45,239 that's just who it is. But Cardi was so he was talking about sex, 600 00:42:45,320 --> 00:42:47,119 but I was following. I was following Cardi like when she only had 601 00:42:47,159 --> 00:42:51,400 like two thousand Instagram followers, and the reason was that's awful. No, 602 00:42:52,440 --> 00:42:54,519 she was. She was a dance trat V Live. That's yeah, that's 603 00:42:54,519 --> 00:42:58,639 what she saw because you started following because I've seen the video clip of her 604 00:42:58,679 --> 00:43:01,400 and they had her task and yeah follow So I had been following Cardi way 605 00:43:01,480 --> 00:43:05,880 before the love and hip hops, before all of that. So she really 606 00:43:06,039 --> 00:43:09,639 was and she would just be a rat yeah, she was. She started 607 00:43:09,679 --> 00:43:14,559 to cow be, that's what. And she started doing she was drugging niggas 608 00:43:14,880 --> 00:43:19,199 and taking a phone that credit card she started bro, she started doing skits. 609 00:43:19,280 --> 00:43:22,119 She started growing and growing and then and that's yeah, that's the problem 610 00:43:22,159 --> 00:43:27,679 that I said. I'm just her fair skin made him think that she was 611 00:43:27,760 --> 00:43:30,840 not a hood rat. But she just has a look to me though, 612 00:43:30,000 --> 00:43:36,559 Sexy Red was a hamster bro but that fits. The little laughster is a 613 00:43:36,719 --> 00:43:39,679 rat still still in the road in family. If you saw a hamster run 614 00:43:39,719 --> 00:43:43,280 around his motherfucker, you would still do this light scared rat. That's all 615 00:43:43,360 --> 00:43:45,519 it is. Huh, that's what he's saying. I'm just saying. She 616 00:43:45,639 --> 00:43:52,119 got pierces all everywhere. You know, she got the lakes front. I 617 00:43:52,199 --> 00:43:54,519 saw what I saw her with her hair short, and I said, you 618 00:43:54,880 --> 00:43:59,480 need to keep your hair like that. It was black sexy Red, Yes, 619 00:43:59,559 --> 00:44:02,119 I saw the like in a little fla like she just took her brains 620 00:44:02,159 --> 00:44:07,079 out. No, like she was like it was like done. I like 621 00:44:07,199 --> 00:44:09,440 that ship, But I don't. I think it's over for sexually Red because 622 00:44:10,599 --> 00:44:15,039 so you think the machine what what do you think would make the machine pull 623 00:44:15,079 --> 00:44:21,000 the pug if they just see nothing else is coming from. The thing about 624 00:44:21,159 --> 00:44:29,320 hood Rats is that a lot of brands associate hood Rat with black and dumb, 625 00:44:30,199 --> 00:44:32,440 so a lot of things. A lot of people don't want to attach 626 00:44:32,559 --> 00:44:38,239 their brand to her, to her image, and it's only so high that 627 00:44:38,320 --> 00:44:42,960 they will allow you to get Definitely, I can hear, I can definitely 628 00:44:43,159 --> 00:44:46,079 like black Boy JB. You got Drake, you got a Drake, you 629 00:44:46,159 --> 00:44:51,239 had a Drake feature. It was on you to take, but you can't. 630 00:44:51,840 --> 00:44:55,519 Brands don't want to. No, you funny looking, you look a 631 00:44:55,599 --> 00:45:01,400 little you rolled the short bus. It's only that's why you need I feel 632 00:45:01,400 --> 00:45:05,800 like that's kind of how Drake blew up. It was easy for brands to 633 00:45:05,880 --> 00:45:09,920 trust a light skinned dude that was making jiggy music from Canada. From Canada, 634 00:45:10,159 --> 00:45:15,480 he came down here and stole everything. Bro the look, the way 635 00:45:15,559 --> 00:45:19,920 he dressed, the way he talked. And you want to know what song 636 00:45:20,039 --> 00:45:23,320 when he was beginning to do that in it was him and it looked like 637 00:45:23,400 --> 00:45:27,679 it was snow and the ship and he was driving started from the bottom that 638 00:45:27,800 --> 00:45:30,840 one. That's when he started to keep it real from the jump. Yeah, 639 00:45:30,960 --> 00:45:35,079 that's what That's what started him to argue that, so do you do 640 00:45:35,159 --> 00:45:38,679 y'all think this has that's a good Has there been any artists that stayed authentic 641 00:45:38,800 --> 00:45:44,159 to their true self and their core and they still buzzing today? Like had 642 00:45:44,199 --> 00:45:49,000 That, the like the mainstream, the signs. He's the only person ever 643 00:45:50,880 --> 00:45:54,679 jay Z got the streets nigga, the street, he got people, but 644 00:45:54,800 --> 00:45:59,119 he cleaned it up to get the corporate Bro. If he started telling, 645 00:46:00,559 --> 00:46:05,280 he started talking ship. He started. That's when his metaphors got started to 646 00:46:05,320 --> 00:46:08,719 get crazy because he had to start hiding that ship in his raps. He'd 647 00:46:08,760 --> 00:46:14,159 be talking that ship and if you like that money talking all that flashyt But 648 00:46:14,320 --> 00:46:19,960 my wife did like he talks. He's a grown, mature street nigga. 649 00:46:21,000 --> 00:46:25,400 So for niggas who like street niggas, he is the ultimate king street nigga. 650 00:46:25,519 --> 00:46:31,679 Him he is. I don't know, fuck no, I still t 651 00:46:31,920 --> 00:46:36,199 I he's clean dropped some ship today. I wouldn't listen to it. Bro, 652 00:46:36,440 --> 00:46:39,440 you know has been dropping ship for years and nigga stopped listening to I'm 653 00:46:39,440 --> 00:46:44,880 not talking about the music, I'm talking about him still him still having relevant 654 00:46:45,599 --> 00:46:47,599 relevant if you can't if you can't drop an album and sell it. You 655 00:46:47,639 --> 00:46:51,599 ain't relevant, But I thought people to watch you on social media. I 656 00:46:51,599 --> 00:46:54,320 thought we were talking about like like a brand sponsorships for being in that court. 657 00:46:54,400 --> 00:46:57,760 Niggas ain't attaching that to self. To t I, since he had 658 00:46:57,760 --> 00:47:00,360 that rape case, he had too many chances. The nigga went to jail 659 00:47:00,400 --> 00:47:04,679 too many times for guns and they kept trying to force him down our throat, 660 00:47:04,719 --> 00:47:07,800 Bro, how you keep getting out of jail? Bro? How do 661 00:47:07,880 --> 00:47:09,559 you keep getting this opera non fruit? How do you keep getting this opportunity? 662 00:47:09,599 --> 00:47:13,760 Bro? Yeah, you lied on Little Flip. Little Flip did not 663 00:47:13,880 --> 00:47:15,440 say that shit. He did not say that he was the King of the 664 00:47:15,480 --> 00:47:19,760 South in Atlanta during birthday. Batch, you made this whole thing up, 665 00:47:20,519 --> 00:47:23,400 Bro. Niggas in Atlanta is not pussy like that. Bro. To allow 666 00:47:23,480 --> 00:47:29,519 a nigga from Houston to come to come to steal y'all, they would have 667 00:47:29,559 --> 00:47:32,559 whooped his ass that night. What is you not leaving out of here without 668 00:47:32,639 --> 00:47:36,639 us putting our hands and feet on you? My boy? You got niggas 669 00:47:36,639 --> 00:47:40,320 who work at the coliseum or you said what they dropping it? Atlanta is 670 00:47:40,400 --> 00:47:44,199 not pussy like that, Bro. They not pussy like they're gonna drop the 671 00:47:44,239 --> 00:47:45,519 law. So I'm just gonna say that. He didn't say that. So 672 00:47:45,639 --> 00:47:50,199 this nigga t I got out of jail, faked a beef and made a 673 00:47:50,239 --> 00:47:53,840 whole CD about this imaginary beef. So this one nigga killed his whole career, 674 00:47:53,920 --> 00:47:59,119 Bro, dramatically killed his whole career, Bro, off of a fucking 675 00:47:59,199 --> 00:48:02,960 lie. And he kept going to like he his career. To me, 676 00:48:05,400 --> 00:48:08,920 it's like, I want to know how you got these chances because you ain't 677 00:48:09,079 --> 00:48:13,280 that good. You were good, but you ain't that good. Bro. 678 00:48:14,119 --> 00:48:16,159 I feel like they was feeding him to us too, like they had too 679 00:48:16,239 --> 00:48:21,000 much invested. We got it so they couldn't let him go go away. 680 00:48:21,440 --> 00:48:23,920 They couldn't let him go away. Bro, we ain't nigga. Man. 681 00:48:24,039 --> 00:48:28,320 I don't know. I have to disagree because I feel like t I has 682 00:48:28,360 --> 00:48:30,199 always found a way to kind of reinvent himself. Even yeah, he faked 683 00:48:30,239 --> 00:48:35,559 the beef, shipped everybody in that history. It's smoking mirrors. He faked 684 00:48:35,559 --> 00:48:37,519 the beef, even with the show The Family Hustle, Like I feel like 685 00:48:37,599 --> 00:48:40,920 that kind of reserve. No doubt. I didn't watch it. I did 686 00:48:42,000 --> 00:48:45,079 not watch you. I just I just know when that was going on that 687 00:48:45,440 --> 00:48:50,079 was another like a kind of how surge? How do we know that though? 688 00:48:50,559 --> 00:48:53,920 Because he's still around? But is he though? And the reason why 689 00:48:53,920 --> 00:48:58,840 I'm saying that, and I'm only I'm only challenging you because have you ever 690 00:48:59,000 --> 00:49:02,679 thought about what our ggarithm is? Like? Have you ever just sat and 691 00:49:02,800 --> 00:49:07,159 thought about what an algorithm is? Niggas? I don't think niggas have had 692 00:49:07,199 --> 00:49:13,440 this conversation. I'm on Spotify and it's a nigga playing the exact songs that 693 00:49:13,679 --> 00:49:15,639 I want to hear at this very moment, and he's talking to me, 694 00:49:16,800 --> 00:49:21,639 how are you doing that? We're gonna go to the song that you're listening 695 00:49:21,679 --> 00:49:24,960 to twenty twenty two and play the exact song that I didn't know I wanted 696 00:49:24,960 --> 00:49:29,480 to hear. Apple Music don't do that. You know how many times I 697 00:49:29,559 --> 00:49:34,559 skip on Apple Music the algorithms tracks. But Spotify nigga, I'll be like, 698 00:49:34,599 --> 00:49:37,039 all right, I'm gonna have to start fucking with It's a nigga on 699 00:49:37,119 --> 00:49:39,800 the other side of this, Yeah, yeah it is. And the reason 700 00:49:39,800 --> 00:49:45,280 why I say that is because the algorithm can keep showing you say shit, 701 00:49:45,440 --> 00:49:47,639 yeah no, bro, that's that's easy. You go on Instagram right now, 702 00:49:47,800 --> 00:49:52,280 that's bro that sunglasses. Ever's gonna be sunglasses. If you get on 703 00:49:52,360 --> 00:49:57,599 Facebook, you gonna see sunglass. I'm not even talking about the selling. 704 00:49:57,719 --> 00:50:00,599 Sell me whatever. If you think that I like this microphone and I ain't 705 00:50:00,599 --> 00:50:02,440 never seen this, or Timu or Amazon or whatever, sell it to me 706 00:50:02,480 --> 00:50:06,440 because I like buying ship from my house. Cool. You just talking about 707 00:50:06,519 --> 00:50:09,920 him. I'm talking about putting a person in front of your face every time, 708 00:50:10,079 --> 00:50:13,719 every single time. He might not even be successful, he might be 709 00:50:13,840 --> 00:50:17,000 broke as fuck. He just recording the video. And because our algorithms, 710 00:50:17,519 --> 00:50:22,800 our algorithms say that or it's trying to feed us, this person will see 711 00:50:22,880 --> 00:50:25,199 everything that they do. But we're not buying nothing. You want to know 712 00:50:25,239 --> 00:50:30,599 what's funny? Who's that? My partner trying to like l Russell? But 713 00:50:30,719 --> 00:50:32,679 I don't see his shit every but so I see I see Larussell shit. 714 00:50:32,920 --> 00:50:37,239 I see his shit everywhere, bro, And nobody has ever sent me a 715 00:50:37,400 --> 00:50:40,320 fucking song. Bro. His music like recorded music that's on Apple, Like, 716 00:50:40,400 --> 00:50:43,159 I'm not a fan of it. Like when he does his show, 717 00:50:44,480 --> 00:50:47,199 yeah, like I feel like he's damned there better at that his bars are 718 00:50:47,239 --> 00:50:51,360 fire. But you know why he needs to take a deal. He needs 719 00:50:51,400 --> 00:50:54,280 to take a deal because the labels have the nigga that needs to write for 720 00:50:54,360 --> 00:50:59,239 him. Think he needs a writer, Yes, you know, why not 721 00:50:59,360 --> 00:51:05,280 because he can't, right, But they's the record labels have some ship still 722 00:51:05,719 --> 00:51:08,199 and they signed niggas and the good ones, like really good ones. They 723 00:51:08,400 --> 00:51:14,880 sign them and take everything from them, they keep them. Niggas can't work. 724 00:51:15,119 --> 00:51:17,480 Quentin Miller Ninkas writing for Drake. Yeah, we ain't doing it with 725 00:51:17,599 --> 00:51:23,480 nobody, bro, But but but Russell needs to have somebody making him a 726 00:51:23,480 --> 00:51:28,480 started from the bottom. Uh. He needs he needs those kind of songs. 727 00:51:29,039 --> 00:51:34,800 What's the the Drake song that he got or nothing was the same? 728 00:51:35,880 --> 00:51:39,559 Remember motherfucker's never loved us. That's the type of song that he needs to 729 00:51:39,639 --> 00:51:43,360 make. That's all he That's what he talks about, getting it out the 730 00:51:43,440 --> 00:51:46,360 mud niggas then fuck with me out I better on myself. So he needs 731 00:51:46,519 --> 00:51:50,719 that kind of sound. It's a sound that he's missing that he's not getting 732 00:51:51,280 --> 00:51:54,679 because he's sticking to the Bays sound. He's sticking to the the the organic. 733 00:51:55,119 --> 00:52:04,480 Yeah, niggas don't want organic, niggas want greasy. Then that's the 734 00:52:04,599 --> 00:52:07,000 process. It's not a seller, bro. You need to learn how to 735 00:52:07,039 --> 00:52:10,039 coach these niggas to make that. You need to You need to be able 736 00:52:10,079 --> 00:52:15,800 to coach these engineers, these writers, these people who make beats. To 737 00:52:15,920 --> 00:52:19,800 make some shit. It don't cost no more than what you're already paying, 738 00:52:20,519 --> 00:52:22,920 is what I'm saying. So you're saying there's nothing wrong with possibly compromising a 739 00:52:23,000 --> 00:52:27,360 little bit of your I don't want to say integrity. But just like you, 740 00:52:27,559 --> 00:52:30,559 you might not what you're trying to do, ownership, what you're what 741 00:52:30,639 --> 00:52:31,519 you're trying to do. What you're trying to do, You're trying to get 742 00:52:31,559 --> 00:52:36,199 exposure to show people that you can because at the end of the day, 743 00:52:36,239 --> 00:52:40,639 you're selling something. So like say Zero the composer, Local Local Zero, 744 00:52:42,280 --> 00:52:47,519 he is the most talented person I have ever seen in my life when it 745 00:52:47,599 --> 00:52:51,360 comes to making beats. And I've seen a lot of people make beats. 746 00:52:51,360 --> 00:52:52,800 I went to an arts school. I've seen a lot of people make beats. 747 00:52:53,679 --> 00:52:57,360 The things that he can do on a computer pause, I don't know 748 00:52:57,360 --> 00:52:59,440 if that's kinky or not. The things that he could do on his computer 749 00:53:00,280 --> 00:53:06,239 is crazy. So tell me that Zero wouldn't gain a million followers overnight if 750 00:53:06,280 --> 00:53:09,719 he just started taking songs and playing strings behind him. Because every time that, 751 00:53:09,840 --> 00:53:13,159 every time a nigga do some orchestra strait, we liking it, right 752 00:53:13,280 --> 00:53:15,920 like when they did the Chief Keeve and they did a certain outcast. When 753 00:53:15,960 --> 00:53:19,920 they do it, we like it. So there needs to be a producer 754 00:53:20,920 --> 00:53:24,440 to do that to rap songs because a lot of the songs that we like, 755 00:53:25,719 --> 00:53:30,320 we can like them a little bit more because the producer could just ask 756 00:53:30,360 --> 00:53:35,159 some strings, something something subtle. Yeah, honestly, I'm just sick of 757 00:53:35,400 --> 00:53:40,239 remixes not having new beats. Bro, you you I done heard this beat, 758 00:53:40,519 --> 00:53:45,599 yeah before a million tons, and now you're gonna slaps and you're gonna 759 00:53:45,639 --> 00:53:49,800 trick me because I'm thinking I'm rapping the song and here come this other nigga 760 00:53:52,119 --> 00:53:57,320 you didn't want to put the tag on the motherfucker. I'm gonna flip the 761 00:53:57,400 --> 00:54:01,519 convo. Do you feel like you could be a good partner when you're on 762 00:54:01,599 --> 00:54:08,519 your grind when this grind time relationship partner or business? Which kind of partner 763 00:54:08,559 --> 00:54:16,599 I know you're talking to? Okay? Yeah, I think that niggas fail 764 00:54:16,599 --> 00:54:22,039 at it because it requires you to communicate. Boom boom. That's exactly It 765 00:54:22,159 --> 00:54:25,800 requires you to be vulnerable, and my algorithm keeps telling me not to be 766 00:54:25,920 --> 00:54:32,199 that with my wife. Algorithms, bro Like, they are telling me that 767 00:54:32,400 --> 00:54:37,159 women do not want men to be vulnerable. And it makes so much sense 768 00:54:37,239 --> 00:54:42,920 if you're driving a ship, if a man is supposed to drive a ship 769 00:54:43,599 --> 00:54:47,760 with confidence. And I can never tell my wife that I'm unsure that there's 770 00:54:47,800 --> 00:54:53,639 an iceberg ahead of us, if I'm if if y'all telling me that I 771 00:54:53,679 --> 00:54:57,599 can't communicate that to her because she's gonna look at me as if I failed. 772 00:54:58,880 --> 00:55:01,639 We have a huge, fucking yes. The problem is is that men 773 00:55:01,920 --> 00:55:07,039 see an iceberg ahead and they don't communicate with their wife. So to give 774 00:55:07,159 --> 00:55:12,960 her the chance to tell you what to do because she can see what's happening 775 00:55:13,039 --> 00:55:15,920 via social media and all of these clips. Is that people are telling us 776 00:55:15,840 --> 00:55:24,000 that relationships is based off of anything but communication and trust. They saying it's 777 00:55:24,000 --> 00:55:27,960 a bunch of other It's not none of that, bro Like. I just 778 00:55:28,000 --> 00:55:30,159 said, Like I said when I first got here, my wife's body does 779 00:55:30,280 --> 00:55:36,199 not look the same. If I was basing it off of looks, I 780 00:55:36,400 --> 00:55:40,639 might not be still attracted to my wife, but I love my wife. 781 00:55:42,760 --> 00:55:46,519 I had to. I had to redefine what I thought beauty was. So 782 00:55:46,679 --> 00:55:51,760 now you gain some weight because you don't carry my kids. Now I'm grabbing 783 00:55:51,840 --> 00:55:53,719 on that ship. My son was in there. I love this nigga, 784 00:55:54,800 --> 00:55:59,320 but they don't teach you how to relove somebody in different the different stages. 785 00:55:59,519 --> 00:56:04,639 What's happening is that niggas on they grind or they got a passion and you're 786 00:56:04,679 --> 00:56:08,159 not communicating. So now your partner hate your grind because your grind takes you 787 00:56:08,599 --> 00:56:14,519 away from her. And all she want to do is spend time. That's 788 00:56:14,599 --> 00:56:16,639 all she want to do is spend She loves you so fucking much that she'll 789 00:56:16,719 --> 00:56:22,920 call you. She'll call you, hey, are you okay? And niggas 790 00:56:22,960 --> 00:56:25,920 is so traumatized that niggas is like, man, she always asking me where 791 00:56:25,960 --> 00:56:32,360 I'm at because they killing niggas. Bro. They are killings, bro. 792 00:56:32,519 --> 00:56:37,159 They are killing cops, is killing niggas. Niggas is killing niggas. White 793 00:56:37,199 --> 00:56:42,480 people is killing niggas. Is taking the jog and getting killed by white people. 794 00:56:43,079 --> 00:56:45,840 Might not be here, but it's happened, and it was in my 795 00:56:45,920 --> 00:56:51,960 algorithm for seven months. Now I'm terrified to trun and my neighbors because they 796 00:56:52,000 --> 00:56:55,079 don't programmed me. Police get behind me. Everything on me is clean. 797 00:56:55,119 --> 00:56:59,079 I ain't got nothing on me. You're still worried. Why am I worried? 798 00:56:59,599 --> 00:57:01,360 I ain't never had a bad run in with the cops? Right, 799 00:57:02,800 --> 00:57:07,280 never, I've never had. And when somebody when something happened to you, 800 00:57:07,360 --> 00:57:13,760 who you calling the cops? The algorithm will make you believe that niggas ain't 801 00:57:13,800 --> 00:57:17,119 calling nobody. Niggas is getting shit happened to them and they just sitting there, 802 00:57:17,239 --> 00:57:22,320 sitting in it. No niggas is calling the cops, filing reports, 803 00:57:22,440 --> 00:57:30,440 checking rings everything, Bro. Black men have been told that you showing emotion, 804 00:57:30,800 --> 00:57:37,400 it is weak. But I love my passion so much that when I 805 00:57:37,519 --> 00:57:42,199 speak about it, I'm speaking with the emotion. Yeah. So now I 806 00:57:42,360 --> 00:57:47,079 don't feel comfortable talking to this about to you, because I've been told that 807 00:57:47,280 --> 00:57:52,639 this is a weakness. The giddiness that I feel about my passion, the 808 00:57:52,760 --> 00:57:58,360 fact that I can lose sleep, but it's taken. But she has a 809 00:57:58,400 --> 00:58:02,280 bad she has a bad taste for it because it takes you. Niggas don't 810 00:58:02,280 --> 00:58:07,280 ever want to take that girl to wherever they at yeah, and I struggle 811 00:58:07,280 --> 00:58:09,039 with that. I'm not saying I never be. I never used to be, 812 00:58:09,079 --> 00:58:10,559 like, baby, you want to come, come with me? So 813 00:58:10,719 --> 00:58:17,280 now the time of part it causes us because I listen, did you know 814 00:58:17,400 --> 00:58:20,280 what? I don't even know if you remember, Bro, we had this 815 00:58:20,400 --> 00:58:25,119 conversation probably this was twenty eighteen maybe and I was telling them like, Bro, 816 00:58:25,280 --> 00:58:29,880 me doing what I do is a problem, Like, and then you 817 00:58:29,960 --> 00:58:32,320 face to make a decision how much do I love her? How much? 818 00:58:32,360 --> 00:58:35,400 Because I didn't know this, because I didn't know that this was going to 819 00:58:35,440 --> 00:58:37,960 be a problem. Yeah, So let me ask you this. If you 820 00:58:37,599 --> 00:58:40,880 do that communication and you try to lend that space like, hey, well 821 00:58:40,880 --> 00:58:45,159 while I'm doing this, that may take me away, you can come along. 822 00:58:45,960 --> 00:58:47,840 If there's still a problem with that, does that mean that that person's 823 00:58:47,880 --> 00:58:53,719 just not the one for you? Because I don't think, bro, If 824 00:58:53,719 --> 00:58:58,599 you're as passionate as we are about our passions, Bro, I don't think 825 00:58:59,360 --> 00:59:00,920 it's not gonna work. Yeah. I don't think you should have to give 826 00:59:00,960 --> 00:59:08,280 that. I think the person for you, bro, because it's your partner, 827 00:59:09,559 --> 00:59:14,840 might tell you if it's a shitty idea, and it might be a 828 00:59:15,000 --> 00:59:19,800 shitty idea, and then you break up with this person, and then you 829 00:59:19,960 --> 00:59:23,840 do your thing and it doesn't work because it was a shitty idea. You're 830 00:59:23,840 --> 00:59:28,440 going to feel stupid. The problem with relationships is is that you trust this 831 00:59:28,559 --> 00:59:31,760 person. So a lot of the times people don't get the free range to 832 00:59:31,800 --> 00:59:36,679 do what they want to do because you haven't presented your partner with a good 833 00:59:36,800 --> 00:59:38,360 enough reason that you should be able to leave your house and be on your 834 00:59:38,400 --> 00:59:42,719 phone all the time. So if you ain't even pitched it to her, 835 00:59:43,639 --> 00:59:46,039 you ain't even pitch your idea to her. Hey, babe, I'm about 836 00:59:46,119 --> 00:59:51,519 to do this. What do you think about this? Because this is subsequently 837 00:59:51,639 --> 00:59:54,559 going to help fund this, So do you think this is a good idea 838 00:59:54,639 --> 00:59:58,800 before I take it in front of millions or hundreds of people or whatever, 839 00:59:59,199 --> 01:00:02,719 or just sacrific time with you to do it. Yes, instead of trying 840 01:00:02,760 --> 01:00:10,039 to go have nigga, your girl is smart. This little heffa is smart. 841 01:00:10,239 --> 01:00:15,840 Niggas your girl the girl, That girl is smart and she got a 842 01:00:15,920 --> 01:00:21,760 fucking opinion and she might be able to help you way more than the niggas 843 01:00:21,800 --> 01:00:28,480 you are surrounding yourself with. This girl is sucking your dick and fucking you 844 01:00:28,679 --> 01:00:34,599 raw and feeding you. She's asking you about hopefully she's asking you or she 845 01:00:35,519 --> 01:00:37,000 hopefully she asked you about your day, but hopefully she loves you enough to 846 01:00:37,079 --> 01:00:42,360 let you to show you enough that she cares about your well being. And 847 01:00:42,519 --> 01:00:45,119 you mean to tell me that you don't want to ask her? Hey, 848 01:00:45,199 --> 01:00:46,880 do you think this is a good idea? I mean you can add so 849 01:00:47,719 --> 01:00:51,880 that was a good point that you said about her saying it's a shitty idea. 850 01:00:51,960 --> 01:00:55,639 But she may think it's a shitty idea, but I think she can 851 01:00:55,679 --> 01:00:59,800 say it's a shitty idea but still support your effort and whatever. No, 852 01:01:00,079 --> 01:01:04,320 with so it's a shitty idea, So now she's gonna have to keep giving 853 01:01:04,360 --> 01:01:07,440 you. But what if it's not a shitty idea? Is and it turns 854 01:01:07,480 --> 01:01:09,760 out good? And then you're like, you motherfucker, you said this was 855 01:01:09,800 --> 01:01:15,400 shitty, and now I'm making you. I answered that already you didn't pitch 856 01:01:15,440 --> 01:01:17,800 it to her well enough to get her to understand. But what if you 857 01:01:17,880 --> 01:01:23,599 don't pitch it because you feel like you ain't gonna understand any deal pitch and 858 01:01:23,679 --> 01:01:30,760 you don't deserve a girl because they because because earlier said niggas don't know how 859 01:01:30,760 --> 01:01:34,679 to pitch it though, then learn you on line learning how to fix your 860 01:01:34,719 --> 01:01:37,480 motherfucking hell cat. You wan't line learn how to fix your motherfucking clothing company. 861 01:01:37,679 --> 01:01:40,760 You want line learning how to motherfucking poe and do different type of shap 862 01:01:40,800 --> 01:01:44,880 with a are So you ain't learned, So you didn't think to google pitch. 863 01:01:44,920 --> 01:01:47,159 How can I pitch to my woman? How do I learn how to 864 01:01:47,199 --> 01:01:52,400 pitch? Or how do niggas is doing research on everything else except me pitching 865 01:01:52,440 --> 01:01:57,960 to my woman? Make me? So? Do you feel like even when 866 01:01:58,000 --> 01:02:00,199 you gotta do you know audio gigs, do you feel like you have to 867 01:02:00,280 --> 01:02:02,400 ask your wife to go with you? No? No, no no no. 868 01:02:02,639 --> 01:02:05,920 We got kids. Now it's over for that. But I'm just saying 869 01:02:05,960 --> 01:02:08,920 it's over for that. But if the All Star gig okay, had she 870 01:02:09,159 --> 01:02:13,079 had we not had kids, right, she'd have been there with your ass. 871 01:02:13,480 --> 01:02:15,679 She would have said, hey, I'm gonna tag along with you. 872 01:02:15,800 --> 01:02:21,360 She's going Oh for sure, she's going okay, but we see that if 873 01:02:21,400 --> 01:02:24,719 she But if she, my thing is that I just I don't like trying 874 01:02:24,760 --> 01:02:29,159 to entertain my girl and my friends at the same time, right, and 875 01:02:29,800 --> 01:02:32,159 I want it and I want it separate. I don't want it separate when 876 01:02:32,199 --> 01:02:35,320 I go to work. I know, y'all. Niggas need to have girls. 877 01:02:36,000 --> 01:02:39,360 That's the problem your girl. You keeping your girl locked the fuck up. 878 01:02:39,719 --> 01:02:43,280 Niggas need to start inviting their girls. Then we wouldn't have to worry 879 01:02:43,280 --> 01:02:45,960 about girls being there. Our girls are here. Niggas got girls, and 880 01:02:46,039 --> 01:02:52,119 niggas don't invite the girls, right, So that's niggas go play golf and 881 01:02:52,159 --> 01:02:53,880 guess where the girl is at at the spy with each other, they all 882 01:02:53,960 --> 01:02:57,639 together, these niggas is down here for hours because you know why, because 883 01:02:57,679 --> 01:03:02,360 she's in the spot with what they wise getting up down She don't give a 884 01:03:02,400 --> 01:03:07,000 fuck because but you ain't about to go play golf for six hours and leave 885 01:03:07,039 --> 01:03:08,599 me and this mother for crib. I feel that. Hell no, I 886 01:03:08,639 --> 01:03:12,519 feel that now. Situas in here with me. Since being married, you 887 01:03:12,559 --> 01:03:15,719 feel like you've compromised a whole lot. Uh No, I just had a 888 01:03:15,719 --> 01:03:17,519 bunch of shit that I was doing that I didn't need to be doing. 889 01:03:20,039 --> 01:03:23,000 And it kind of and it kind of made you feel realize that you really 890 01:03:23,039 --> 01:03:27,719 went cold turkey. He did you niggas was paying me three hundred dollars. 891 01:03:29,280 --> 01:03:30,840 What are you talking about our shit, bro, I'm talking about everybody. 892 01:03:31,719 --> 01:03:37,400 Niggas was trying to pay me three hundred dollars to be the nucleus of their 893 01:03:37,519 --> 01:03:43,079 party. I'm not even speaking on no ego shit. But that buddy shit 894 01:03:43,199 --> 01:03:47,400 with Dave was my ship. You trying to pay me one hundred and fifty 895 01:03:47,440 --> 01:03:52,519 two hundred dollars to DJ and you taking all the door, you're taking all 896 01:03:52,559 --> 01:03:55,440 of the door, right, and you charging niggas twenty five. I can 897 01:03:55,559 --> 01:04:01,440 count, I can count out. I can count. That's a lot of 898 01:04:01,639 --> 01:04:05,800 us walk right, and I see how much walking out? And I see 899 01:04:05,880 --> 01:04:10,960 that all of these people follow me, right, You didn't bring these people 900 01:04:10,960 --> 01:04:15,719 down here, black Wood. It was crazy. Yeah, Oh that was 901 01:04:15,800 --> 01:04:20,039 me and I allowed and I allowed my girl allowed me to go out and 902 01:04:20,159 --> 01:04:29,719 be around people, risk everything, women, women for two hundred dollars. 903 01:04:29,760 --> 01:04:34,079 I'm out from nine to four in a fucking morning. I should have been 904 01:04:34,480 --> 01:04:38,840 many hours. That's too many hours. And I was gonna see how many 905 01:04:38,840 --> 01:04:43,280 hours dollars an hour that was he was making. And when you start, 906 01:04:43,519 --> 01:04:48,199 just when you start to realize that it costs two hundred dollars. It's not 907 01:04:48,280 --> 01:04:53,039 a lot of extra money, especially when you're when you're making that much money 908 01:04:53,440 --> 01:04:59,079 that ship go. You can make less money to pay me. But if 909 01:04:59,119 --> 01:05:01,000 you don't want to do that, understand. But I'm not leaving my house. 910 01:05:02,199 --> 01:05:06,039 I'm just not about to do it. The emotional drain. That's why. 911 01:05:06,239 --> 01:05:13,039 That's why I give credit to Boogie Young and their personality allows them to 912 01:05:13,119 --> 01:05:17,440 be fucked and talk to like crazy by these promoters and people and patrons. 913 01:05:18,639 --> 01:05:23,920 Promoters ain't paying on time. Niggas will pay you a week later. Niggas 914 01:05:23,920 --> 01:05:27,440 will pay you half in cash, half in zeal, a third and a 915 01:05:27,519 --> 01:05:30,239 third in cash app. And they want to pay you. They want to. 916 01:05:30,519 --> 01:05:33,760 They want too many fucking favors. Yeah, I would the club. 917 01:05:33,920 --> 01:05:38,679 You gotta play music you don't like. None of these DJs like this music. 918 01:05:38,880 --> 01:05:41,480 You think cash want to hear the shit be playing? Fuck no, 919 01:05:42,239 --> 01:05:45,039 he's he has said it multiple times, but this is what they want to 920 01:05:45,079 --> 01:05:49,239 hear or want him to play. I don't know. I don't know what. 921 01:05:49,360 --> 01:05:51,599 I don't know why. I don't know why DJs get stuck playing stuff 922 01:05:51,599 --> 01:05:56,440 to day Because I do know y'all niggas only react to the same songs. 923 01:05:57,039 --> 01:05:59,320 Bro, I'm tired of playing Tevin Campbell. Can we talk? I hate 924 01:05:59,320 --> 01:06:03,920 that fucking song. We I don't want to hear that fucking song every fucking 925 01:06:04,079 --> 01:06:10,920 weekend, bro, and niggas want to sing and hold no bro holding hands. 926 01:06:11,079 --> 01:06:14,840 Bro, That's when I stopped. But once I started to when I 927 01:06:14,960 --> 01:06:17,320 was because I was only going out when I was going out because we were 928 01:06:17,559 --> 01:06:21,639 trying to deald something with it. I'm not saying that we can't do that, 929 01:06:23,039 --> 01:06:24,920 right, but nigga, why are we doing it? So? Can 930 01:06:25,039 --> 01:06:29,480 we talk? Yeah, there's no music dropping every day, but that's what 931 01:06:29,639 --> 01:06:31,159 it was. It would be shipped like that that I'm noticing. I'm like 932 01:06:32,679 --> 01:06:35,960 Friday, this, this, this, this weekend seemed exact same as last 933 01:06:36,000 --> 01:06:40,679 weekend. And once I started to, niggas started walking into a fucking portal. 934 01:06:40,719 --> 01:06:43,119 Bro. No, once I started to realize that, I'm like, 935 01:06:43,320 --> 01:06:45,199 we was over with it. Yeah, like you just I'm in there literally 936 01:06:45,320 --> 01:06:48,400 just observing every day that I hate about it. Girl would have told you 937 01:06:48,519 --> 01:06:55,159 that, Yeah, we should have presented it with her. I should have. 938 01:06:55,320 --> 01:07:00,159 I should have. It did more harm than good, But my my 939 01:07:00,239 --> 01:07:02,840 mental health, I can agree. My physical health. I can agree it 940 01:07:02,960 --> 01:07:06,320 did way more harm. Yeah, I can agree way more harm than good. 941 01:07:06,440 --> 01:07:09,639 I can agree with that way more harm. I put me in Nigga's 942 01:07:09,679 --> 01:07:15,039 not getting home to four bro, and I'm not waking up until I don't 943 01:07:15,079 --> 01:07:17,159 drink too much. I don't drank it. I don't drank too much. 944 01:07:17,360 --> 01:07:21,480 You have slept the whole day away, whole day wasted. Bro. Now 945 01:07:21,559 --> 01:07:27,519 what the fuck are you about to do all for what? Two fifty two 946 01:07:27,639 --> 01:07:32,159 fifty Bro? Well, you that's the real ship. Will you think about 947 01:07:32,239 --> 01:07:34,800 that? Bro? And that's my fucking problem. I overthink everything. But 948 01:07:34,840 --> 01:07:36,800 when you really sit and think about it, you want me to leave my 949 01:07:36,880 --> 01:07:42,000 fucking house for two fiftys I got to carry this heavy ass equipment, set 950 01:07:42,000 --> 01:07:44,000 this ship up. I gotta download songs, I gotta look through songs. 951 01:07:44,000 --> 01:07:46,159 I gotta put these in the folds. See, that's why I'm not so 952 01:07:46,320 --> 01:07:50,000 caught up in going out now. You know what I'm saying, Like I 953 01:07:50,119 --> 01:07:53,360 think we do. We did that ship so much. Man, that shit 954 01:07:53,400 --> 01:07:56,480 burned me the fuck out. You know what I'm saying, what's the point 955 01:07:56,519 --> 01:07:59,559 of going out now? That for me is if I'm not if it's not 956 01:07:59,679 --> 01:08:01,519 a specific one thing I can it ain't out of town, and I can 957 01:08:01,599 --> 01:08:04,039 tell you right now. If it's somewhere where I can't sit down when I 958 01:08:04,079 --> 01:08:10,199 get there, I'm not going that's crazy. We just had to see that. 959 01:08:10,320 --> 01:08:14,159 Yeah, epic, we could do anything I'm saying about. My life 960 01:08:14,239 --> 01:08:16,000 has nothing new. I love that place. If they open Baca, I 961 01:08:16,159 --> 01:08:19,960 be in there. Bookie Bang said something very interesting on this pot. And 962 01:08:20,039 --> 01:08:21,880 I don't know if he thought that he was gonna get away with that. 963 01:08:24,359 --> 01:08:27,880 What he say, I don't remember, but I made a mental note in 964 01:08:27,960 --> 01:08:30,880 my head. Oh, I said that, if I ever get an opportunity, 965 01:08:30,079 --> 01:08:33,119 I think about said. I said, you was one of my favorite 966 01:08:33,159 --> 01:08:38,079 DJs. I said he was talking about DJ but but no, no, 967 01:08:38,159 --> 01:08:40,760 no, no, I'm looking. But I said, that's my dog, 968 01:08:40,840 --> 01:08:42,960 I said, I said, Eric one, my you know what he said, 969 01:08:43,159 --> 01:08:45,800 Eric? He said he not even a real DJ bro And he said 970 01:08:46,399 --> 01:08:51,880 he said, like, no, diic that But I know that I know 971 01:08:53,039 --> 01:08:58,520 that. But if you had asked me, if you had asked somebody, 972 01:08:59,199 --> 01:09:02,520 if I had asked body and said now they asked me, they say, 973 01:09:03,119 --> 01:09:06,680 you're who your favorite local person who make shirts or who can make a whole 974 01:09:06,720 --> 01:09:12,800 outfit, and I'd be like, my name and it ain't Perry. And 975 01:09:12,920 --> 01:09:19,079 the person that I named did it every blue mom, there'll be a little 976 01:09:19,119 --> 01:09:21,479 talk. I was like, oh no, no, you have me fuck 977 01:09:21,600 --> 01:09:25,439 up and then they're gonna even really make close. I said the same thing. 978 01:09:26,960 --> 01:09:29,479 But you had me at your wedding and it was standing room only. 979 01:09:32,560 --> 01:09:38,600 You got me fucked up. Fucking back was hurting like a motherfucker. List, 980 01:09:39,319 --> 01:09:42,640 Bro, that was the most painful wedding I have ever been to in 981 01:09:42,720 --> 01:09:45,520 my entire life. And I don't think I get enough credit for showing. 982 01:09:48,640 --> 01:09:51,760 That's my nigga. But the people who showed up to your wedding and stood 983 01:09:51,840 --> 01:09:57,239 up, they love you. Only ill put to the reception. I ain't 984 01:09:57,239 --> 01:10:00,479 going to the reception. You got enough standing out of me, nigga said, 985 01:10:00,479 --> 01:10:01,680 I ain't going nowhere. I ain't going nowhere. Bro. My back 986 01:10:01,760 --> 01:10:04,479 was on fucking fire. Bro. So you saying if you ain't good, 987 01:10:04,560 --> 01:10:08,279 So you're saying you ain't going to the Boogie's wedding because it was standing on 988 01:10:08,319 --> 01:10:10,680 only. You said no, no, no, no, no no no, 989 01:10:10,760 --> 01:10:13,159 I didn't I didn't know it was sitting room only. I didn't go 990 01:10:13,239 --> 01:10:15,319 I didn't get off working the wedding, so I was like, if I 991 01:10:15,359 --> 01:10:17,840 can't go to the wedding, I'll just make it to the reception. Yeah, 992 01:10:17,840 --> 01:10:21,640 I didn't know it was only standing room. Epic had seats, not 993 01:10:21,720 --> 01:10:25,960 for no seats, not for a wedding, didn't have no seats, Bro 994 01:10:26,439 --> 01:10:30,039 for us, Bro for the Illusions had seats. We could do what we 995 01:10:30,119 --> 01:10:31,479 wanted, Epic. So if I if there was a section not to take, 996 01:10:31,520 --> 01:10:35,920 you got to that. If you got to the club a nigga a 997 01:10:36,239 --> 01:10:41,000 second after that, ship was lit. Ah you standing? You're standing, 998 01:10:41,439 --> 01:10:45,680 Epic? Yes, what you definitely standing because everybody's sitting in them everybody sitting 999 01:10:45,720 --> 01:10:47,039 in the seat, everybody at the bar. I go in the booth with 1000 01:10:47,159 --> 01:10:53,880 the money girl and sitting there. Well, they take me facts, mister 1001 01:10:53,920 --> 01:10:57,439 Epic. Though I do that it was a good time. How do y'all 1002 01:10:57,479 --> 01:11:00,840 feel about as black men, as black man? As a black man? 1003 01:11:03,039 --> 01:11:09,640 I don't want to This might be morbid. A lot of black men around 1004 01:11:09,680 --> 01:11:12,840 me are dying. I don't know how that's affecting y'all, but I know 1005 01:11:12,920 --> 01:11:15,199 how it's affected me a little bit. Death in general is just affecting me 1006 01:11:15,239 --> 01:11:17,279 a little bit different. I've had a lot of people died since COVID, 1007 01:11:17,680 --> 01:11:19,800 A lot of people, a lot of us have had people die. Yeah, 1008 01:11:19,880 --> 01:11:24,880 for sure, I don't want to I don't want to age myself out. 1009 01:11:25,520 --> 01:11:29,239 But if Niggas is dying at forty five and fifty and I'm thirty eighty 1010 01:11:29,319 --> 01:11:35,039 seven, I think, I I think, I think maybe that has a 1011 01:11:35,199 --> 01:11:39,840 bunch to do with why I don't want to go outside me too, Like 1012 01:11:39,960 --> 01:11:43,720 I want to be around my children as much as fucking post as possible. 1013 01:11:43,920 --> 01:11:45,479 Yeah, there's too much. There's too many things out there that's that can 1014 01:11:45,520 --> 01:11:48,600 take me away from fact. To these people, there's too much. It's 1015 01:11:48,640 --> 01:11:53,239 too many things, and it's and it's not even that important. If something 1016 01:11:53,359 --> 01:11:57,680 happened, if something happened while you were on the way to do something, 1017 01:11:57,720 --> 01:12:00,760 frivolous truck hits you. He was like, bro, I ain't even The 1018 01:12:00,840 --> 01:12:03,119 first thing you're gonna say is I didn't even need to lead a house. 1019 01:12:05,039 --> 01:12:09,119 Yeah, that that honestly makes me second guess how I react to just, 1020 01:12:09,279 --> 01:12:11,479 you know, stupidity out here in the streets. You know, a lot 1021 01:12:11,520 --> 01:12:15,119 of people are ignorant, Young people are ignorant, And I don't encounter those 1022 01:12:15,119 --> 01:12:18,159 people. Yeah I could, Bro. I the last encounter I had was 1023 01:12:18,239 --> 01:12:20,760 at the gym when I'm playing balls. Thinks to a place that I go 1024 01:12:20,960 --> 01:12:24,760 for like this is my stress relief. And I had to put my hands 1025 01:12:24,760 --> 01:12:29,159 on somebody. And I've had to, and I've had to. I've had 1026 01:12:29,199 --> 01:12:33,520 to because the way these young putting his hands on somebody not saying that you 1027 01:12:33,640 --> 01:12:36,960 saw no. But that's that's why a lot of the people I put my 1028 01:12:38,039 --> 01:12:40,920 hands on have got hands put on them because I don't. I don't look 1029 01:12:40,960 --> 01:12:44,640 threatening, so I have to show people what you do. What happened, 1030 01:12:44,760 --> 01:12:46,800 Long story short, bro, little nigga was talking Ship. I'm the mild, 1031 01:12:47,039 --> 01:12:50,319 laid back person I always am. I calmly and politely was trying to 1032 01:12:50,359 --> 01:12:53,159 tell him, like, Bro, you're too young for the super session. 1033 01:12:53,159 --> 01:12:56,640 I have this gym reserve. Blah blah blah. He continues to be defined, 1034 01:12:56,680 --> 01:12:59,520 telling me I don't run Ship. I went to get the piece of 1035 01:12:59,560 --> 01:13:01,880 paper that the lady printed with the age. It rips the paper up in 1036 01:13:01,920 --> 01:13:04,279 my face, those of I mean. At this point, now I'm deciding 1037 01:13:04,359 --> 01:13:06,560 if I'm just gonna hemn this little nigga upor if I'm gonna go ahead and 1038 01:13:06,640 --> 01:13:11,239 just really put hands on it. So as he steadied ass nigga bitch as 1039 01:13:11,319 --> 01:13:14,039 nigga pointing at me, but I'm just looking at him, and I just 1040 01:13:14,279 --> 01:13:16,159 was like, all right, he deserved, and I stuck that little nigga 1041 01:13:16,159 --> 01:13:20,079 in the mouth. He just deserved. Sometimes people deserve. And I waited 1042 01:13:20,159 --> 01:13:25,520 on his reaction and he wouldn't call it his mother eighteen years old. But 1043 01:13:25,840 --> 01:13:28,880 I say that to say because he could have had a gun in his bag. 1044 01:13:28,960 --> 01:13:31,279 You know these niggas nowadays, they talk like that and they not willing 1045 01:13:31,359 --> 01:13:34,680 to fight. So luckily he was not one of them kids that has a 1046 01:13:34,760 --> 01:13:39,000 gun, because then it could have been a whole nother situation. But I've 1047 01:13:39,079 --> 01:13:42,079 had to like encounters, even if I'm just in a store, people in 1048 01:13:42,159 --> 01:13:45,479 traffic, you know, they I've had to think, like, I'm not 1049 01:13:45,560 --> 01:13:49,119 going to even confront this situation because I'm not about to not go home simply 1050 01:13:49,199 --> 01:13:51,800 because I don't like the way somebody talked to me. That used to be 1051 01:13:51,840 --> 01:13:55,119 my problem. I used to have a big issue with the way people talk 1052 01:13:55,159 --> 01:13:58,720 to me, Like with me that's I feel the same way, but the 1053 01:13:58,800 --> 01:14:01,600 way I move now as an adult. It's how I've been moving since I 1054 01:14:01,760 --> 01:14:05,560 was a kid. I don't fuck with too many niggas. Yeah, you 1055 01:14:05,680 --> 01:14:12,680 know what I'm saying. Uh, I don't surround myself around too many niggas. 1056 01:14:13,960 --> 01:14:16,000 I'm just to myself, you know what I'm saying. And I've been 1057 01:14:16,159 --> 01:14:23,039 like that only because I've had older brothers, older cousins due jail time, 1058 01:14:23,239 --> 01:14:26,079 you know what I'm saying, Like real fucking jail time. So it's like 1059 01:14:26,840 --> 01:14:32,800 like nowadays, if like if done in your family fifteen and that's my brother, 1060 01:14:33,079 --> 01:14:35,680 he's still in costs ready in the fair now, you know what I'm 1061 01:14:35,680 --> 01:14:41,800 saying. But what does that do to you? Your big brother? Yeah, 1062 01:14:42,600 --> 01:14:45,680 that's devastating. What do it do to me? And at what age? 1063 01:14:45,760 --> 01:14:47,680 A? It's gonna play a big part too, Like when did he 1064 01:14:47,800 --> 01:14:55,640 leave? It's probably like twenty one, nineteen twenty, Okay he was an 1065 01:14:55,640 --> 01:14:59,439 adult, Yes, you know what I'm saying. Still you're still borderline trying 1066 01:14:59,439 --> 01:15:01,840 to figure shit out. But the problem is that not enough, not enough, 1067 01:15:02,039 --> 01:15:05,279 not enough people talk about that, I mean, but just like for 1068 01:15:05,359 --> 01:15:10,479 somebody that you really love, Yeah, but it is a different feeling. 1069 01:15:10,760 --> 01:15:15,840 But see, it's even different because like my My family is close on my 1070 01:15:15,960 --> 01:15:18,079 mom's side, like we all. You know, everybody in my family was 1071 01:15:18,159 --> 01:15:24,760 damnar raised by my grandma. Half of them called my grandma Mama. You 1072 01:15:24,840 --> 01:15:28,399 know what I'm saying, when it's really just their grandma. So you know, 1073 01:15:28,680 --> 01:15:32,399 you know every family you got like a you might have some Sopho motherfuckers, 1074 01:15:32,479 --> 01:15:36,720 you might have some geister motherfuckers, and the ghaistter motherfuckers really take care 1075 01:15:36,880 --> 01:15:40,920 of the family in whole. You know what I'm saying, something go on, 1076 01:15:41,119 --> 01:15:45,359 I know who to call. So when niggas is gone and I'm that 1077 01:15:45,560 --> 01:15:50,479 nigga, it hit different, you know what I'm saying. And these niggas 1078 01:15:50,520 --> 01:15:53,760 are called like, yo, what happened? You're good, you shay everything. 1079 01:15:54,800 --> 01:15:57,479 It's just a different feeling, man, Like I don't think I ever 1080 01:15:57,560 --> 01:16:00,600 wanted that, man, and you think I never wanted it. I don't 1081 01:16:00,600 --> 01:16:05,880 even call me. Don't even call me because because I'm not doing nothing for 1082 01:16:05,960 --> 01:16:10,359 you mm hmm. And it could be because of the way I was raised. 1083 01:16:10,520 --> 01:16:13,880 But don't call me. But you also bro because even back to what 1084 01:16:13,960 --> 01:16:17,920 I said, well, I was saying call sometimes you got to protect yourself 1085 01:16:17,960 --> 01:16:20,680 from yourself and that's what I've had to learn, Like, I know, 1086 01:16:20,840 --> 01:16:25,560 protect yourself from yourself. Yeah, Like, bro, it's so prime example. 1087 01:16:25,640 --> 01:16:29,039 There are certain environments I won't go in because I know if I'm there, 1088 01:16:29,159 --> 01:16:31,119 I know what to react to certain way and I know how I can 1089 01:16:31,239 --> 01:16:34,439 get so I won't even go because I'm protecting me from what I made. 1090 01:16:34,560 --> 01:16:39,600 What if that's what if that's a family event ship? It has been, 1091 01:16:39,960 --> 01:16:43,960 and there's been times where do you do that? I'm dealing with that, 1092 01:16:44,199 --> 01:16:46,520 man. You know what's the hardest part because it saying what you just said 1093 01:16:46,640 --> 01:16:51,319 is a lot. I don't go nowhere if I got to alter who I 1094 01:16:51,399 --> 01:16:57,640 am, yeah, and risk my comfortability in an environment and a lot of 1095 01:16:57,680 --> 01:17:01,439 the times that be just our family and I hate that. And this ship 1096 01:17:01,560 --> 01:17:04,079 sucks. Bro. It sucks, bro, because it's like I love y'all, 1097 01:17:04,239 --> 01:17:06,960 but it's like y'all not Yeah, I don't like the way I feel 1098 01:17:06,960 --> 01:17:11,319 when I'm here. Bro, that's just that. Bro. You know what's 1099 01:17:11,359 --> 01:17:14,840 crazy that ship is that feeling see yeah, look at you. That's a 1100 01:17:14,880 --> 01:17:18,359 blessing that that's not for real. And maybe because I'm just too nice not 1101 01:17:18,640 --> 01:17:23,199 it might not even be that BROO. The environment might not have gotten to 1102 01:17:23,319 --> 01:17:27,560 that that you know that that that position, you know, it's crazy. 1103 01:17:27,600 --> 01:17:30,720 I don't like loudness. That's why that's and I think a lot of people 1104 01:17:30,760 --> 01:17:34,560 don't like loudness. That's why I keep turning my headphones down because sometimes it's 1105 01:17:34,600 --> 01:17:41,439 last time. That's not but my family loud as fuck the lot. As 1106 01:17:41,479 --> 01:17:44,560 soon as they get let they get loud, and I'll be like, you 1107 01:17:44,680 --> 01:17:47,039 ready to go? Yes, why are y'all? Fucking hell? You wasn't 1108 01:17:47,079 --> 01:17:50,399 you didn't deal with that as a kid. I felt the same as a 1109 01:17:50,479 --> 01:17:53,199 kid. I was about to say, that's probably why you feel this. 1110 01:17:53,239 --> 01:17:55,479 When I was a kid, I was like, bro, because I couldn't. 1111 01:17:55,760 --> 01:17:59,560 You never made you can't do nothing, No nigga, I made myself 1112 01:17:59,640 --> 01:18:01,880 give you No nigga, I'm not making myself get used to nothing. That's 1113 01:18:02,039 --> 01:18:05,399 just my environment. No, it's not people as loud. They're going to 1114 01:18:05,439 --> 01:18:14,319 continue to be loud, and I'm about to crack his muffin. What there's 1115 01:18:14,359 --> 01:18:17,439 a chain of events that happens before my family is lap. Everybody starts off 1116 01:18:17,479 --> 01:18:23,399 calm and then guess what happens? They get Then you're skipping steps. They 1117 01:18:23,439 --> 01:18:27,039 turn on music. Music was already playing. It was calm music, Ericabadu 1118 01:18:27,439 --> 01:18:32,359 type ship okay, real low yeah. And then the more niggas that get 1119 01:18:32,399 --> 01:18:38,039 there, the louder they turn the fucking music up. And niggas don't have 1120 01:18:38,359 --> 01:18:44,239 just regular small speakers back in the day. Niggas have five foot one speakers, 1121 01:18:44,279 --> 01:18:47,720 the wood grain boys, wood grain heavy, two big ass wolfers in 1122 01:18:47,760 --> 01:18:57,039 that motherfucker. So now niggas is yelling over won't be like that? Why 1123 01:18:57,079 --> 01:19:00,720 am I side? Take the cat? Look, but the dog don't go? 1124 01:19:05,399 --> 01:19:10,560 And every they yelling like a motherfucker from the living room to the kitchen. 1125 01:19:11,560 --> 01:19:15,159 It was lit though at the time. It was lit at first, 1126 01:19:15,239 --> 01:19:19,720 and then something would always happen. Somebody started arguing, we'll suck you. 1127 01:19:19,840 --> 01:19:26,159 Then wait, wait, man, let me tell a story you want. 1128 01:19:26,319 --> 01:19:30,800 I'm not getting used to that because niggas always start arguing and start exposing it 1129 01:19:30,960 --> 01:19:34,199 about each other when we get this. Have y'all not realized that every time 1130 01:19:34,279 --> 01:19:39,720 we get past this certain threshold, shit happens, and usually when it gets 1131 01:19:39,760 --> 01:19:44,079 too loud. So now as I don't want to be around any of that, 1132 01:19:44,119 --> 01:19:45,119 I'm gonna come up. I'm gonna come show my face Hey, I 1133 01:19:45,199 --> 01:19:47,319 love y'all, and I am gone, and you're gonna be gone before that. 1134 01:19:47,520 --> 01:19:50,319 I am gone. I'm gone before it gets dark. Bro, I'm 1135 01:19:50,359 --> 01:19:53,319 back. I'm back on the highway with the sun still out. Bro, 1136 01:19:53,399 --> 01:19:57,359 I'm not staying here as soon. And then when and when I get home, 1137 01:19:57,520 --> 01:20:00,279 guess what I so and so did this or so and so did that. 1138 01:20:00,439 --> 01:20:01,560 I'm hearing the story and I'm like, I knew that this was gonna 1139 01:20:01,560 --> 01:20:05,159 happen. That must be part of my trauma because I love that shit. 1140 01:20:05,439 --> 01:20:09,600 Now, you know. I was literally about to say, some people either 1141 01:20:09,680 --> 01:20:11,960 deal with it the way Eric does, or some people get so used to 1142 01:20:12,000 --> 01:20:15,199 it that they don't the problem since the same ship he just described is my 1143 01:20:15,359 --> 01:20:20,199 family to a tea right now? Yeah, over my mama house right now. 1144 01:20:20,279 --> 01:20:25,039 That you've become this, but I've become accustomed to that. You see 1145 01:20:25,079 --> 01:20:29,000 what I'm saying, And it's a it's a what do they talk about in 1146 01:20:29,039 --> 01:20:35,199 those environments? It just opinons. Have you ever felt I didn't know different 1147 01:20:35,319 --> 01:20:42,239 conversations existed when I was a kid. I never felt inspired my entire child, 1148 01:20:42,399 --> 01:20:45,600 now that I know what inspired means. I never was inspired by anything 1149 01:20:45,720 --> 01:20:49,520 anybody said anything. I always in your family or just period in my family, 1150 01:20:50,199 --> 01:20:56,760 niggas never sat around and talked about anything inspiring or uplifting. But the 1151 01:20:56,880 --> 01:21:00,159 crazy thing about that, that's what made me though, because they didn't talk 1152 01:21:00,159 --> 01:21:04,800 about anything inspiring. I learned from looking at other people mistakes. No, 1153 01:21:05,000 --> 01:21:06,720 no, no, no, no, that's what I learned. I learned 1154 01:21:06,760 --> 01:21:10,600 what not to do. But I wish that I had. I wish that. 1155 01:21:13,920 --> 01:21:17,760 Imagine the conversation that they were talking about in the nineties, they still 1156 01:21:17,760 --> 01:21:23,000 talking about today, you said, are they yeah, and your family seventy 1157 01:21:23,039 --> 01:21:26,000 five percent. I don't want to be around that. I won't even watch 1158 01:21:26,159 --> 01:21:28,760 don't I don't even have algorithms that showed me what happened in the nineties. 1159 01:21:28,800 --> 01:21:30,119 I don't give a fuck about girlfriends. I don't give a fuck about arm 1160 01:21:30,359 --> 01:21:32,359 you fuck about that. I don't want to see anything that came out that 1161 01:21:32,439 --> 01:21:35,760 long ago or hear about it. No, because because why are we so 1162 01:21:35,840 --> 01:21:40,720 stuck in I think we as people get so stuck in nostalgia that we do 1163 01:21:40,840 --> 01:21:45,000 not realize that today, in ten years, we're gonna think that these was 1164 01:21:45,119 --> 01:21:48,840 the times, and all we do is sit back and talk about shit that 1165 01:21:48,920 --> 01:21:53,319 happened ten fifteen, twenty thirty. But we sat here and talked about the 1166 01:21:53,359 --> 01:21:57,199 club and that was that was five years ago. I just like, I 1167 01:21:57,239 --> 01:21:59,800 don't know, man, me, I'm different. I don't wondery about the 1168 01:22:00,439 --> 01:22:02,000 the old. Where are you at today? No, where are you at 1169 01:22:02,079 --> 01:22:04,640 today? Mentally? What do you like? What do you love? Let's 1170 01:22:04,680 --> 01:22:08,920 and let's have that conversation now it should be had for sure. But so 1171 01:22:08,960 --> 01:22:13,000 if you don't have anything in the past or that anything that you like to 1172 01:22:13,119 --> 01:22:15,680 go because sometimes, bro, you do want to I don't even want to 1173 01:22:15,680 --> 01:22:18,239 say relive a moment, just remember it, but just something you don't want 1174 01:22:18,279 --> 01:22:23,920 to sit and just remember what a certain time period was like now if it's 1175 01:22:24,039 --> 01:22:27,840 overdone, like every time. So let's say you leak up, Let's say 1176 01:22:27,920 --> 01:22:33,000 you haven't seen some of your college buddies. No, I'm a grown fucking 1177 01:22:33,039 --> 01:22:39,880 man. Why would I sit here and talk about being a whole time to 1178 01:22:39,920 --> 01:22:42,720 be alive? It wasn't a time to be alive. I was risking. 1179 01:22:44,079 --> 01:22:45,319 But you made it out of that, so now you can look back at 1180 01:22:45,359 --> 01:22:48,800 it. So whatever, But that's the story. But that's the story you 1181 01:22:48,800 --> 01:22:51,760 could tell your son. No, it's not why isn't it. Who gives 1182 01:22:51,760 --> 01:22:57,000 a fuck? I think it matters because because his childhood memory is gonna mean 1183 01:22:57,319 --> 01:23:00,000 something completely different. But who's still in this ain't world. It might be 1184 01:23:00,079 --> 01:23:02,600 different, but it's still he still got to go through the same ship and 1185 01:23:02,720 --> 01:23:05,039 everything you've been through, Bro, it made you who you are today, 1186 01:23:05,159 --> 01:23:09,000 the things that you I'm not saying that. I'm not saying that I disagree 1187 01:23:09,000 --> 01:23:11,800 with any of that. I just don't want you to I don't want to 1188 01:23:11,800 --> 01:23:15,000 sit and talk about it. I feel if I rarely see you, I 1189 01:23:15,119 --> 01:23:19,359 see you two times a year, right for Thanksgiving and Christmas, I only 1190 01:23:19,399 --> 01:23:24,159 see you for four hours. Think about that, and we're sitting here talking 1191 01:23:24,159 --> 01:23:28,560 about some ship that we talked about last Thanksgiving and the Thanksgiving before that, 1192 01:23:28,720 --> 01:23:32,399 And I think, then we get to a funeral and we do the same, 1193 01:23:33,039 --> 01:23:36,680 it turns into one of those things where we only talk about the past. 1194 01:23:36,800 --> 01:23:41,680 I think it's different for me because I'll just see my people on holidays, 1195 01:23:42,199 --> 01:23:44,520 so it might be different. That means it's worse. No, I 1196 01:23:44,600 --> 01:23:46,520 see my people all the time. That means it's worse. If you feel 1197 01:23:46,560 --> 01:23:51,039 like it's worse, but you're having not he he just said seventy five percent. 1198 01:23:51,079 --> 01:23:55,199 So he going over he kicked with his family every day, once once 1199 01:23:55,239 --> 01:23:57,720 a weekend, and he's saying, that's seventy five percent of the time they're 1200 01:23:57,720 --> 01:24:00,560 talking about the past. That's that's a lot. I feel you, but 1201 01:24:00,800 --> 01:24:04,479 I definitely see your perspective. You're so I'm gonna give you a prime example 1202 01:24:04,960 --> 01:24:10,199 and j DJ knows this, Fronn, We go ahead. Your mama's smart. 1203 01:24:10,840 --> 01:24:15,079 Our mamas are smart, they love our grandmas are smart, they have 1204 01:24:15,199 --> 01:24:21,199 opinions about ship. Are we limiting our family by only talking about things that 1205 01:24:21,840 --> 01:24:25,960 happened in the past? Or can I not? Can I not know what 1206 01:24:26,039 --> 01:24:29,479 you're thinking today? No, that's that's not That's good And that's what I 1207 01:24:29,600 --> 01:24:31,079 was saying. We do have conversations. That's what I was getting to. 1208 01:24:31,239 --> 01:24:35,680 Yeah, your your perspective is very important because you are right, and I 1209 01:24:35,800 --> 01:24:40,439 feel like a lot of times we don't speak on what is happening now. 1210 01:24:40,800 --> 01:24:43,159 An example I was about to give, like, you know, Chris, 1211 01:24:43,239 --> 01:24:45,880 our boy Chris Massy, when we you know, go to his crib and 1212 01:24:45,960 --> 01:24:48,079 chill in his basement and all that. There are a lot of times that 1213 01:24:48,159 --> 01:24:50,239 we, you know, we're talking about the team, Lidy days and all 1214 01:24:50,279 --> 01:24:54,880 that. But as of recent Bro, we because all of us are evolved 1215 01:24:54,920 --> 01:24:58,920 now as being and like even yesterday, DJ didn't make it, but but 1216 01:24:59,039 --> 01:25:02,159 we had like a two our conversation just about bro, just about being fathers, 1217 01:25:02,239 --> 01:25:05,199 raising kids, if we want more kids. Half of us got a 1218 01:25:05,239 --> 01:25:09,600 step child, so we talked about that. Just the refreshing, wasn't it. 1219 01:25:09,760 --> 01:25:13,479 Yeah, no, it's crazy. And we texted he texts. Everybody's 1220 01:25:13,479 --> 01:25:15,520 one was like, you know, I appreciate it was the best conversation I 1221 01:25:15,560 --> 01:25:18,399 ever had. And that's what he said in it, right, right, 1222 01:25:18,760 --> 01:25:23,079 But we get with our family and talk about old ship. You just proved 1223 01:25:23,119 --> 01:25:26,199 my point. That's what I was saying. That's I's not what you should 1224 01:25:26,199 --> 01:25:32,239 have lived with that niggas. I was saying you were right because no, 1225 01:25:32,359 --> 01:25:34,239 but for real, no, that's and now that I think about it, 1226 01:25:34,319 --> 01:25:39,279 Bro, even even just one of my uncles, my oldest uncle just passed 1227 01:25:39,319 --> 01:25:47,359 and he's a good bro. Part of life, but we niggas die. 1228 01:25:47,479 --> 01:25:50,479 You're right, but he had, Bro. He fought for two years for 1229 01:25:50,560 --> 01:25:55,239 what he was dealing with. Yeah, he you know, and the type 1230 01:25:55,239 --> 01:25:58,279 of man that he was. I honestly think like I don't want to. 1231 01:25:58,439 --> 01:26:00,239 Yeah, he was like, I'm cool, I'm ready to go. I 1232 01:26:00,319 --> 01:26:02,359 don't want to fight cancer. Bro. It wasn't even cancer. I can 1233 01:26:02,399 --> 01:26:04,840 tell you this. Bro. He was working on his car and his car 1234 01:26:04,960 --> 01:26:08,920 fell on him. Bro, he was paying for two hours on his car 1235 01:26:09,119 --> 01:26:12,479 and he was in a facility for two years. They was he couldn't eat 1236 01:26:12,560 --> 01:26:15,840 for like a year. They was trying to bro. He never had the 1237 01:26:15,079 --> 01:26:18,800 fuck Bro, that's awful. Yeah. So he get me out of here, 1238 01:26:19,079 --> 01:26:20,920 and that's the thing. I don't want to fight for my life. 1239 01:26:21,000 --> 01:26:24,840 And that's honestly. For two years, bro, he was trying to just 1240 01:26:24,880 --> 01:26:29,239 see if he would ever even stand up again. Yeah. So he passed. 1241 01:26:29,479 --> 01:26:32,039 He passed December thirty first, So I had a service in January and 1242 01:26:32,079 --> 01:26:36,000 all that, but I just you know, that was the that was. 1243 01:26:36,600 --> 01:26:41,279 We hadn't seen each other on that side of family in a while, I 1244 01:26:41,359 --> 01:26:44,520 think since my grandmother, which was his mother, passed, which was two 1245 01:26:44,600 --> 01:26:48,479 years prior. And you're right, bro, most of the conversations were the 1246 01:26:48,560 --> 01:26:51,760 same old stories. Now, mind you, it's more spaced out, so 1247 01:26:51,880 --> 01:26:56,039 I get it, But imagine if we're doing that every couple of weeks. 1248 01:26:56,439 --> 01:26:59,359 I don't know, man, I just felt like that shit. I get 1249 01:26:59,439 --> 01:27:02,279 what y'all saying, then I understand it. But for me and my upbringing, 1250 01:27:02,479 --> 01:27:06,039 I just felt like I need those type of conversations. What conversations? 1251 01:27:06,239 --> 01:27:10,680 The memories? Yeah, I need those? You need to fuel you, 1252 01:27:11,159 --> 01:27:14,239 yeah, because those are the things I hold on to. You know, 1253 01:27:14,399 --> 01:27:16,560 I'm very aware of what's going. Do you think do you think your hands 1254 01:27:16,560 --> 01:27:19,640 will get too full? But hold on ship. It's already too full. 1255 01:27:20,079 --> 01:27:24,279 That's a problem it is. You gotta let that ship go, bro. 1256 01:27:24,720 --> 01:27:28,520 Yeah, but if I let it, you'll make new memories. It's okay. 1257 01:27:28,640 --> 01:27:34,039 Have you seen that movie inside Out, the Pixar movie. I've heard 1258 01:27:34,039 --> 01:27:38,439 watched a lot of people watch watch it, watch it. I'm gonna check 1259 01:27:38,479 --> 01:27:43,680 it out because because the ship, like they put it in a very bubbly 1260 01:27:43,800 --> 01:27:47,199 way, but holding on to memories, some deep ship, bro, just 1261 01:27:47,359 --> 01:27:51,399 like just like so been killing it the Pixar. Be on some ship. 1262 01:27:51,479 --> 01:27:54,880 Here, be on some ship. I was thinking about. I was thinking 1263 01:27:54,880 --> 01:27:58,880 about your uncle, man, And the saddest thing about watching the man die 1264 01:28:00,079 --> 01:28:05,520 now that I have kids is knowing that I'm fighting to be here for y'all 1265 01:28:05,800 --> 01:28:10,000 and one day you gonna die. I think about that ship. I do 1266 01:28:10,159 --> 01:28:14,720 too, Bro, that ship. I told something. I told somebody that 1267 01:28:14,800 --> 01:28:16,680 and they thought I was weird. My wife and I was like, you're 1268 01:28:16,720 --> 01:28:19,000 like, why are you thinking about that? Brother? Listen, bro, 1269 01:28:19,680 --> 01:28:25,439 because it's I don't know how it is for y'all, but sometimes it's like 1270 01:28:25,600 --> 01:28:27,800 something will come over me, like, Damn, one day I ain't gonna 1271 01:28:27,800 --> 01:28:30,960 be here. Yes, it's recalling, you're conscious kicking in reality, like 1272 01:28:31,039 --> 01:28:34,159 one day I'm not gonna be here. I'll be looking at my fucking son 1273 01:28:34,359 --> 01:28:39,479 like that's the last time I did it. Bro. I was talking, 1274 01:28:40,479 --> 01:28:42,680 I need to I need to be here to protect you, man. Like 1275 01:28:42,720 --> 01:28:46,880 I said earlier about looking back and seeing your father there smiling with his hands 1276 01:28:46,920 --> 01:28:51,520 ready to hold you if you fall. That ship does. Like now that 1277 01:28:51,560 --> 01:28:57,319 I'm around my daughters, I was like, man, I see why bitches 1278 01:28:57,359 --> 01:29:00,760 be fucked up if they didn't have their father. If a girl went through 1279 01:29:00,840 --> 01:29:05,720 what I went through with my father, he calling every blue moon. He 1280 01:29:06,119 --> 01:29:10,520 don't really say he loved you like that. You don't remember hugging him like 1281 01:29:10,600 --> 01:29:13,560 that, Like if you had to go through that, how the fuck are 1282 01:29:13,600 --> 01:29:15,880 you gonna have a healthy relationship with a man you never ever developed, the 1283 01:29:15,920 --> 01:29:18,600 one that mattered the most. I fear that for my daughter. So you're 1284 01:29:18,680 --> 01:29:24,840 chasing a love that you don't even know. I feel that exact same people 1285 01:29:25,039 --> 01:29:29,760 are not in love because they do not understand. They do not know how 1286 01:29:29,800 --> 01:29:33,199 to identify love. Bro. I think about all the instances when I love 1287 01:29:33,399 --> 01:29:38,159 battered girls coming up. I just I was always attracted to the pitch that 1288 01:29:38,399 --> 01:29:44,520 a lot going on, and they did not recognize that this nice guy was 1289 01:29:44,600 --> 01:29:47,840 a healthy option. They would always date the toxic niggas. I'm like, 1290 01:29:47,880 --> 01:29:51,800 you didn't see this nigga was And I used to take offense to that. 1291 01:29:51,960 --> 01:29:55,640 Then I got older, I was like, oh, figure out. You 1292 01:29:55,720 --> 01:30:00,399 don't even you don't even know what a healthy relationship looks like. And there's 1293 01:30:00,479 --> 01:30:03,800 it's almost weird because it's almost like that the toxic nigga, it like triggers 1294 01:30:03,840 --> 01:30:09,319 a dopamine in them. No identify with it. I've seen I've seen you 1295 01:30:09,520 --> 01:30:14,319 and my family somewhere rather than my uncle, my brother, mine feels comforting. 1296 01:30:14,359 --> 01:30:16,920 It feels comfortable. That's crazy, that's really I don't like that because 1297 01:30:17,119 --> 01:30:20,800 the more the more you talk about that, I really fear for my daughter 1298 01:30:21,239 --> 01:30:26,359 because she's not in my life. She's the oldest and the thing it is, 1299 01:30:26,680 --> 01:30:32,000 she's thirteen. The thing is, I want to be there, but 1300 01:30:32,199 --> 01:30:36,520 she don't want me to be there due to the things that either her mom 1301 01:30:36,680 --> 01:30:41,359 or family told her about me. Yes, I just talked just crazy. 1302 01:30:41,439 --> 01:30:46,279 I just talked to my barber man yesterday about this. I was he was, 1303 01:30:46,359 --> 01:30:48,920 like, I said, brother. The reason why I was so when 1304 01:30:48,960 --> 01:30:53,239 I come in here, if y'all got this far in the pot, I'm 1305 01:30:53,279 --> 01:30:56,560 an asshole when it comes to audio because this is the only time I get 1306 01:30:56,600 --> 01:30:58,960 to pop my ship. Yeah, this is the only thing that I got 1307 01:30:59,039 --> 01:31:01,640 outside of being the father. It's being good at audio. So y'all should 1308 01:31:01,640 --> 01:31:04,800 suck, I'm telling you. But I'm gonna help y'all. I'm not just 1309 01:31:04,840 --> 01:31:08,840 gonna shoo on you. But that's my and that's our that's our inside joke. 1310 01:31:09,279 --> 01:31:14,319 And I hope y'all don't take offense to that because but but I say 1311 01:31:14,359 --> 01:31:16,800 that to say he said, well, you're a good father too, And 1312 01:31:16,880 --> 01:31:20,560 I said, we don't know that. I don't know if I'm I don't 1313 01:31:20,560 --> 01:31:24,199 know if what I'm doing is correct right now. And we won't know until 1314 01:31:24,239 --> 01:31:26,880 that until they get old enough and be like you fucked me up and you 1315 01:31:27,000 --> 01:31:30,000 be like wait what, Like where did I go wrong? I'll be talking 1316 01:31:30,000 --> 01:31:30,600 to my wife about that ship all the time. I'm like, bro, 1317 01:31:30,760 --> 01:31:33,039 I don't. I'll be asking her every day. You'll be good. She'd 1318 01:31:33,039 --> 01:31:34,920 be like, yeah, why you ask me that? And not not to 1319 01:31:35,000 --> 01:31:39,399 dis verity like I'm worried, but I was like, I'd been hearing stories 1320 01:31:39,439 --> 01:31:43,199 where motherfuckers are just handing the part of the divorce papers and the nigga be 1321 01:31:43,319 --> 01:31:46,640 like, what the fuck what happened? Yeah? No communication. I thought 1322 01:31:46,680 --> 01:31:50,960 we're done. Yeah, I'm done with this. Yeah, well you went 1323 01:31:51,039 --> 01:31:54,720 and saw a bitch? When did you go see a lawyer? Right? 1324 01:31:54,800 --> 01:31:59,079 Where was I? I thought you was at you were seeking a lawy, 1325 01:31:59,159 --> 01:32:02,399 You were seeking concert when you've been hitting. Bro, that's a scary part 1326 01:32:02,439 --> 01:32:06,840 about being in love. Bro. Oh shit. So when the bitches put 1327 01:32:06,880 --> 01:32:12,880 you on Facebook and they and they married and say, I'm bro. But 1328 01:32:12,960 --> 01:32:16,760 see, that's why I don't put my business on Facebook. No, for 1329 01:32:16,880 --> 01:32:21,119 that reason, I know I don't put my shit on social media because I'm 1330 01:32:21,159 --> 01:32:25,800 not using social media for that foot clout or no, not even that I 1331 01:32:25,920 --> 01:32:29,000 don't care if y'all know who I am. There you go, I don't 1332 01:32:29,000 --> 01:32:31,319 care if I just consume what I got. I'm gonna post a little bit 1333 01:32:31,359 --> 01:32:33,800 here and there, but I don't really want you all to know. But 1334 01:32:34,159 --> 01:32:40,159 no, people, man, people have trust issues and we are doing too 1335 01:32:40,279 --> 01:32:48,359 much as men and women to not comfort them. And they trust issues because 1336 01:32:48,399 --> 01:32:51,119 not everybody has both parents. So the things that I was speaking about, 1337 01:32:51,119 --> 01:32:54,880 people are dealing with shit. Yeah that they don't know that. They're dealing 1338 01:32:54,960 --> 01:32:58,000 with the way that they receive love, the way that they fucked, the 1339 01:32:58,039 --> 01:33:00,520 way that they talk, the way that they succeed life, the way that 1340 01:33:00,560 --> 01:33:02,279 they feeling like it all has something to do with what happened when they was 1341 01:33:02,319 --> 01:33:06,359 a kid. Every single time, bro. And I'm watching my kids grow 1342 01:33:06,479 --> 01:33:11,199 up hoping that I'm not fucking them up. But you know what's crazy, 1343 01:33:11,279 --> 01:33:13,960 man, is I think all we can do is do the best that we 1344 01:33:14,079 --> 01:33:16,479 can and hope that it works. Maybe that's wrong, but what do we 1345 01:33:16,960 --> 01:33:20,079 There's no answer to what's right. There's no there's no no, no. 1346 01:33:20,319 --> 01:33:24,800 Guy. That's the shitty part about life. You know what I'm saying. 1347 01:33:25,560 --> 01:33:28,960 You got to figure out seriously, that's just even like with my son, 1348 01:33:29,039 --> 01:33:31,000 Bro. He's ten now, and I'm very hard on him, but I've 1349 01:33:31,039 --> 01:33:36,600 also made sure that I'm very verbal and explaining the type of energy I give 1350 01:33:36,680 --> 01:33:43,520 him sometimes because I'm raising a young man. So but I've also started to 1351 01:33:44,359 --> 01:33:46,399 soften up a little bit because I'm like, I don't want this little nigga 1352 01:33:46,439 --> 01:33:50,119 to hate me. Yeah, it's like, he's ten, You got two 1353 01:33:50,199 --> 01:33:55,680 years, have a daughter, yes, sixteen, slept step daughter sixteen. 1354 01:33:55,880 --> 01:33:58,039 You don't have a daughter. You have a daughter, but you don't have 1355 01:33:58,079 --> 01:33:59,920 a daughter. Reason why I say that, The reason why I say that 1356 01:34:01,560 --> 01:34:04,760 you might feel this way about your stepdaughter. So let me I apologize because 1357 01:34:04,800 --> 01:34:12,319 maybe you do feel this way when this motherfucker looks just like you, but 1358 01:34:12,439 --> 01:34:16,079 as a girl, it blows. It changed. Yeah, and I we 1359 01:34:16,199 --> 01:34:23,039 don't look like Bro. It changed. It changes everything because you are developing 1360 01:34:23,159 --> 01:34:26,039 every I can see myself in you at every stage of your life, the 1361 01:34:26,159 --> 01:34:30,239 mistakes you're making the way that I can see myself in you. And then 1362 01:34:30,279 --> 01:34:35,119 I start to I start to wonder if the things that I'm teaching you is 1363 01:34:35,199 --> 01:34:40,159 going to protect you from the niggas who are not as loving as me because 1364 01:34:40,199 --> 01:34:44,640 I hear stories about niggas that are fucking terrifying, and I do not want 1365 01:34:44,680 --> 01:34:47,399 you to encounter one of these terrifying niggas and not know how to deal with 1366 01:34:47,439 --> 01:34:50,119 yourself. But you want to know what's so crazy? The more, even 1367 01:34:50,319 --> 01:34:53,880 even if you teach them to the core, you still can't stop them. 1368 01:34:53,920 --> 01:34:57,520 I was just about to say this, yes you can. You can't make 1369 01:34:57,560 --> 01:35:00,359 a decision they want to make right. You're right, but there are certain 1370 01:35:00,399 --> 01:35:03,039 decisions you didn't make because your mama was on you or your uncle was on 1371 01:35:03,119 --> 01:35:06,199 you. There are certain decisions you didn't make right right. That's because I 1372 01:35:06,319 --> 01:35:10,439 knew better. Some you just got to know batter And you know why, 1373 01:35:11,800 --> 01:35:15,520 because people don't have real conversations. That's why. So that's why when I 1374 01:35:15,560 --> 01:35:18,600 say I don't want to sit around and sit with niggas out of my peers 1375 01:35:18,640 --> 01:35:23,159 and talk about things that happened yesteryear, Nigga, tell me about the stage 1376 01:35:23,239 --> 01:35:26,680 you're in in life, please, I mean, but half of them? 1377 01:35:26,720 --> 01:35:29,319 How are your knees half of my? How is your body half from other 1378 01:35:29,359 --> 01:35:38,079 people's? Stage in life is declining? You know what I'm saying? Because 1379 01:35:38,159 --> 01:35:44,520 the counsel that is the family ain't giving them nothing? Well, I'm and 1380 01:35:44,640 --> 01:35:46,640 I think, and I think the nucleus of the family falls apart because there's 1381 01:35:46,680 --> 01:35:48,800 the need for there's no need for me to keep this together. Right, 1382 01:35:49,279 --> 01:35:53,479 Who are you giving me? I would much rather hang go with my friends 1383 01:35:53,520 --> 01:35:57,119 every chance I get, because my friends will telling me I'm getting fat. 1384 01:35:57,199 --> 01:36:00,520 I don't even have no friends. You do, y'all got your niggas. 1385 01:36:00,640 --> 01:36:03,159 You got friends. I don't have no friends. I was thinking that too, 1386 01:36:03,520 --> 01:36:10,439 But but what is a friend? Maybe that's not you know what I'm 1387 01:36:10,439 --> 01:36:14,760 saying. Maybe it's not your time and need. No. But so no, 1388 01:36:15,439 --> 01:36:16,439 that's what your girl is for. And I'm gonna tell you why. 1389 01:36:16,920 --> 01:36:21,880 That's what your girl is for. See. I think that niggas need girls 1390 01:36:23,880 --> 01:36:27,680 so that they can have somebody to call and that they can be themselves with 1391 01:36:28,800 --> 01:36:33,079 Because if you don't know how to develop this relationship with a woman, you 1392 01:36:33,199 --> 01:36:36,920 won't have a relationship with a woman. Right, So people be like, 1393 01:36:36,960 --> 01:36:40,680 oh man, people are calling, that's what your girl do? Hey, 1394 01:36:40,720 --> 01:36:45,439 bab have you ate today? Niggas be mad at their family because they're not 1395 01:36:45,520 --> 01:36:46,760 asking them. I don't give a fuck if you know, if you care 1396 01:36:46,840 --> 01:36:50,239 that I ate I ain't a kid no more because when I at that time, 1397 01:36:50,319 --> 01:36:55,439 y'all didn't. So now now my mentality to y'all is, y'all didn't 1398 01:36:55,479 --> 01:36:58,880 care. When y'all knew my family was sucked up, y'all knew my mama. 1399 01:36:59,119 --> 01:37:01,359 Now you care because you know we we Okay, I don't know why 1400 01:37:01,399 --> 01:37:04,720 you care. Actually, I'm fucking quite puzzled. Why the fuck do you 1401 01:37:04,800 --> 01:37:09,319 keep calling me? You had such rude things to say about me as a 1402 01:37:09,399 --> 01:37:13,399 kid. You wasn't speaking so positive about me when I was a fucking kid. 1403 01:37:13,560 --> 01:37:15,319 Do you feel like my family is? Yes, my family was the 1404 01:37:15,359 --> 01:37:18,199 first for to call me assholes. You could say, yes, I don't 1405 01:37:18,279 --> 01:37:20,640 like being called an asshole because people just call me that because I got an 1406 01:37:20,680 --> 01:37:24,840 opinion. My family made me feel the way that I feel about myself. 1407 01:37:24,960 --> 01:37:30,399 Not y'all niggas right, they said, I'm not saying I'm And maybe people 1408 01:37:30,640 --> 01:37:35,359 people develop their insecurities from their family, because are you course people that's gonna 1409 01:37:35,359 --> 01:37:38,840 tell you about yourself good, bad, or indifferent? And they're gonna talk 1410 01:37:38,840 --> 01:37:43,920 about your mama behind her back to you, to you a motherfucker? That 1411 01:37:44,119 --> 01:37:51,239 not bro, They gonna say shit. They gonna say shit that microaggressions that 1412 01:37:51,279 --> 01:37:54,319 you deal with white people, your family. Your family might do that, 1413 01:37:54,439 --> 01:38:00,479 but I feel like family don't get together and talk about how to avoid the 1414 01:38:00,560 --> 01:38:03,399 pits. No, you're You're right. We don't even want We don't even 1415 01:38:03,439 --> 01:38:06,520 feel comfortable enough to go to each other and be vulnerable. Man, I 1416 01:38:06,600 --> 01:38:12,960 don't know what I'm doing right now. You probably can't. And if you 1417 01:38:13,079 --> 01:38:16,159 can't there, you can't tell them because they're gonna be like so and so, 1418 01:38:16,239 --> 01:38:20,800 I ain't. I've I've witnessed y'all talk about everybody else. I'm gonna 1419 01:38:20,800 --> 01:38:25,520 talk about me facts all yea doing sit down and talk about people. But 1420 01:38:25,600 --> 01:38:28,199 them were the ones I stay away from you. That's family, bro. 1421 01:38:28,479 --> 01:38:30,760 Let me you know what, I'm even ask you a difference. I was 1422 01:38:30,760 --> 01:38:33,399 about to ask you. Maybe not all, but we all. It's definitely 1423 01:38:33,439 --> 01:38:36,000 some of them. It's a lot because we grew up in toxic environments. 1424 01:38:36,279 --> 01:38:41,000 We don't know how to be. That's why that's why it's weird. Like 1425 01:38:41,079 --> 01:38:45,079 as an adult, I can see like how impactful negative energy is, and 1426 01:38:45,159 --> 01:38:47,439 you can start because you got to protect your kids from it, so you 1427 01:38:48,039 --> 01:38:50,199 have to. You gotta be more alert. Before you used to walk into 1428 01:38:50,239 --> 01:38:53,560 a place and not give a fuck. Yeah, now you be like, 1429 01:38:53,680 --> 01:38:56,880 wait, certain places ain't it's certain gas stations, I ain't taking my kids. 1430 01:38:57,119 --> 01:39:00,039 Certain it's certain restaurants. I'm not taking my kids. It's certain not 1431 01:39:00,119 --> 01:39:01,399 even going. I'm not even about to be associated with none of this shit 1432 01:39:01,479 --> 01:39:05,199 because I ain't running the risk. Yeh. But I feel like, you 1433 01:39:05,279 --> 01:39:08,600 know, as we get older, like I be wanting to talk to older 1434 01:39:08,640 --> 01:39:12,039 people, like about their body pain. Do you have body pain because you 1435 01:39:12,119 --> 01:39:15,159 don't work out, or do you have body pain because you're stressed the fuck 1436 01:39:15,199 --> 01:39:17,760 out? Or is it a combination of both. That's probably My auntie is 1437 01:39:17,800 --> 01:39:21,439 in a shit ton of pain. And I keep telling this old motherfucker get 1438 01:39:21,520 --> 01:39:27,239 some weights. When's the last time you grabbed something heavy, squat it down 1439 01:39:27,479 --> 01:39:30,520 and got back up? Yeah, you ain't. Never did it. Your 1440 01:39:30,600 --> 01:39:33,560 body hurt because you are weak as a motherfucker. It only can get you 1441 01:39:33,600 --> 01:39:38,159 from point A to point B. Anything else, anything else. You can't 1442 01:39:38,239 --> 01:39:41,079 jump, nigga, you can't run fast, you can't do shit. Trying 1443 01:39:41,119 --> 01:39:43,920 to break the curse on that. I would know you can't break the curse 1444 01:39:44,000 --> 01:39:46,159 on that because people do. That's what I was about to ask. You 1445 01:39:46,319 --> 01:39:50,279 are so, it seems and I think I know you're so. You're instead 1446 01:39:50,319 --> 01:39:54,640 of choosing to maybe be that person like DJ just said, to break the 1447 01:39:54,720 --> 01:39:58,760 curse and change that family dynamic, you just removed yourself and you're gonna focus 1448 01:39:58,800 --> 01:40:01,079 on your family r it seems like, which is fine. You got to 1449 01:40:01,159 --> 01:40:04,159 learn how to communicate to people. And maybe I'm feeling at this, but 1450 01:40:05,399 --> 01:40:13,319 people will tell you where they're at quietly. So sometimes people might say things 1451 01:40:13,680 --> 01:40:16,680 that let you know that they're not okay with you doing cocaine in the bathroom. 1452 01:40:17,359 --> 01:40:19,960 So maybe you don't share that. But what if you're battling the cocaine 1453 01:40:20,079 --> 01:40:24,359 edition and you want to communicate with your friend that, man, I am 1454 01:40:24,439 --> 01:40:28,000 battling this shit. But every time the topic of cocaine come up on the 1455 01:40:28,359 --> 01:40:31,079 Internet, you're the first person in the comments talking crazy about people who are 1456 01:40:31,159 --> 01:40:35,039 drugs. When hurt. When the whole usher Herpy situation came out, everybody 1457 01:40:35,119 --> 01:40:39,279 had opinions. Your friend has that, one of your friends, I don't 1458 01:40:39,279 --> 01:40:41,720 give a fuck who you are. One of your friends have that, And 1459 01:40:41,800 --> 01:40:47,039 here you are voicing this, y'all having full on debates about how y'all feel 1460 01:40:47,119 --> 01:40:51,000 about topics that I don't agree with y'all want. They talking about Trump and 1461 01:40:51,079 --> 01:40:55,600 the word nigga and this and that and people arguing. I'm looking at how 1462 01:40:55,680 --> 01:41:01,000 niggas are responding to Diddy shit, to any to to anything they having, 1463 01:41:01,119 --> 01:41:04,279 people be on Facebook arguing, and you get to see. I'm not saying 1464 01:41:04,279 --> 01:41:08,239 this is my faan, I'm just saying people in general, you can really 1465 01:41:08,279 --> 01:41:11,279 see who niggas are. Bro. Oh, yeah, for sure. If 1466 01:41:11,319 --> 01:41:14,359 you don't. Sometimes we don't even feel comfortable going around to our friends or 1467 01:41:14,399 --> 01:41:16,760 our family to tell them the things that we are going through, so we 1468 01:41:16,840 --> 01:41:21,960 kind of get stuck. And this the stuck in this weird ass place to 1469 01:41:23,000 --> 01:41:29,079 where I can't communicate with you about what I'm really going through because I'm in 1470 01:41:29,159 --> 01:41:31,199 fear that you might judge me, because I've seen you judge others for less. 1471 01:41:32,760 --> 01:41:36,800 I've seen you judge others for less what I'm Why do I think I'm 1472 01:41:36,840 --> 01:41:41,680 going to get the benefit of the doubt because I'm me, I'm your cousin, 1473 01:41:42,640 --> 01:41:45,439 because I'm me. I don't know. I want people to look at 1474 01:41:45,479 --> 01:41:47,800 my social media and be like, oh, he's not a maybe I can 1475 01:41:48,039 --> 01:41:53,039 trust in him. I have to I be careful with the things that I 1476 01:41:53,119 --> 01:41:56,760 post because I think about that and I appreciate that, because that's one thing 1477 01:41:56,840 --> 01:41:59,800 I hate about the Internet. Bro. I know so many people that are 1478 01:42:00,840 --> 01:42:03,039 one person on the Internet but another person in real life, and that shit 1479 01:42:03,119 --> 01:42:06,319 really it used to really bother me, but now it's just annoying to see 1480 01:42:06,640 --> 01:42:11,640 like you, Like, let's say, I know what you're doing every single 1481 01:42:11,760 --> 01:42:15,439 day of your life, but on the Internet, you're posting something else. 1482 01:42:15,520 --> 01:42:19,399 And DJ is basing what he knows off of you from the Internet, and 1483 01:42:19,479 --> 01:42:21,800 I know, like, Bro, that's not that nigga's life, bro, 1484 01:42:23,560 --> 01:42:26,640 Like I see him every day. That shit he just posted is a full 1485 01:42:26,720 --> 01:42:29,680 lot, That's what. That's what I don't like about it. You could 1486 01:42:29,720 --> 01:42:32,239 be whoever you want to be on that. Yeah, it's like eventure it 1487 01:42:32,319 --> 01:42:36,079 is, but that it's terrible. No, No, I don't judge that 1488 01:42:36,760 --> 01:42:40,039 that's who you choose to be. Maybe this is who you want to be, 1489 01:42:40,800 --> 01:42:43,279 but when you get into the real world that but that's that's just like 1490 01:42:43,319 --> 01:42:45,520 a nigga who claims that he's a hood nigga, a street nigga Internet and 1491 01:42:45,560 --> 01:42:48,000 then he get into some shit with his partners, and his partners about to 1492 01:42:48,039 --> 01:42:50,880 think I know he about that he got my back, and then he'd be 1493 01:42:50,960 --> 01:42:56,199 the first one to run. That's a silly example, but that type of 1494 01:42:56,239 --> 01:43:00,439 shit, that's how far fetched some of these people will elaborate who they are 1495 01:43:00,520 --> 01:43:02,079 on the internet or even when it comes to the money they may have. 1496 01:43:02,439 --> 01:43:06,359 I could be on the internet posting jewelry and I could have just got paid 1497 01:43:06,520 --> 01:43:10,279 and I'm flashing that money. But as soon as I take this camera off, 1498 01:43:10,359 --> 01:43:12,560 I'm about to go pay my ready, and now I got thirty dollars 1499 01:43:12,600 --> 01:43:15,760 to my name for the next two weeks. So if you hit me up 1500 01:43:15,800 --> 01:43:16,600 and be like can you hit me up and be like, hey, bro, 1501 01:43:16,680 --> 01:43:19,199 you got twenty, I can borrow and I'll tell you no, you 1502 01:43:19,399 --> 01:43:23,399 like, no nigga you just had two g's on Facebook or nigga just didn't 1503 01:43:23,399 --> 01:43:27,439 won't give it to you. Maybe. But if my nigga see me on 1504 01:43:27,479 --> 01:43:30,640 the internet flashing money and ask me for twenty, I'm not tell him to 1505 01:43:30,720 --> 01:43:34,720 kiss my ass. Go ask your girl, why the fuck are you asking 1506 01:43:34,760 --> 01:43:39,239 me? If you my why are you asking me for money? Unless you 1507 01:43:39,359 --> 01:43:44,359 are my dog? Like if you are not my motherfucking dog, and I 1508 01:43:44,479 --> 01:43:46,680 know that you are going through some really, really rough times. I'm going 1509 01:43:46,760 --> 01:43:50,239 to ask you if you need twenty I'm going to ask you if you need 1510 01:43:50,359 --> 01:43:54,880 money. If I don't know that, if you're not my dog and I 1511 01:43:55,000 --> 01:43:59,159 can't see, if we're communicating and you're telling me that you're hitting, you're 1512 01:43:59,199 --> 01:44:02,199 hitting some fucking hurdles, I might just cash aft be somebody. You might. 1513 01:44:02,359 --> 01:44:03,960 You don't even have to ask me, and you ain't gotta pay me 1514 01:44:04,039 --> 01:44:08,199 back. Niggas just gonna do it. Yeah, But the fact you can 1515 01:44:08,279 --> 01:44:11,399 post, you can post money on it on the internet. Whoever I ask 1516 01:44:11,439 --> 01:44:13,960 you for telling them to kiss your ass, you can do whatever you want. 1517 01:44:14,279 --> 01:44:16,439 I'm more so speaking about the things that people say in the comments. 1518 01:44:16,800 --> 01:44:19,319 Who you what pictures you post? I don't give a fuck what you post. 1519 01:44:20,840 --> 01:44:25,119 One time, my cousin did post a video I'm smoking a cigarette and 1520 01:44:25,119 --> 01:44:29,239 I was like, why, but so what? You don't think people can 1521 01:44:29,319 --> 01:44:34,239 be selling bullshit in the comments too? I wouldn't. I wouldn't sell some 1522 01:44:34,319 --> 01:44:41,279 bullshit that makes people view my inte my the way that I think. I 1523 01:44:41,319 --> 01:44:44,239 wouldn't want anybody to. I wouldn't want to put something out there that can 1524 01:44:44,319 --> 01:44:47,319 live forever, and motherfucker holds you to this shit. They're gonna hold you 1525 01:44:47,359 --> 01:44:51,439 to that, So I'm careful with that. You like your comments be funny 1526 01:44:51,439 --> 01:44:56,039 as hell when I do, because you know, Instagram will definitely show you, 1527 01:44:56,199 --> 01:44:58,960 like your first your niggas, your niggas right there. I'll take anything 1528 01:44:59,079 --> 01:45:01,560 you comment on. I be cracking up to let us try. But I 1529 01:45:01,720 --> 01:45:04,880 know these people. Yeah, like some of the people that I be comming 1530 01:45:04,920 --> 01:45:08,960 on, I know them. Yeah, I've had interactions with him, so 1531 01:45:09,600 --> 01:45:12,119 or if it's a celebrity, I mean, like for the like, if 1532 01:45:12,159 --> 01:45:20,560 I see my cousin under a fucking Diddy post and he making this whole long 1533 01:45:20,720 --> 01:45:28,680 gass and then he going back and forth with somebody about right and then he 1534 01:45:28,760 --> 01:45:35,479 says some ship like sometimes bit just needs to be slapped. What cause some 1535 01:45:35,600 --> 01:45:43,000 niggas to say that online? Yeah, yeah for sure. Or a nigga 1536 01:45:43,039 --> 01:45:45,399 in the comments talking down on Diddy for doing it, but he'd be hitting 1537 01:45:45,439 --> 01:45:48,359 his girls. So that's what I'm saying. Full of ship on the internet. 1538 01:45:49,039 --> 01:45:51,920 Yeah, he gotta have to be crost the White said so about that 1539 01:45:53,000 --> 01:45:56,560 Diddy ship that if I got a billion I should be able to. I'm 1540 01:45:56,600 --> 01:46:00,119 shocked that he's still around the white Yeah, I'm sure I like some of 1541 01:46:00,159 --> 01:46:02,479 the things that he say, but I'm shocked that he's still around the niggas 1542 01:46:02,479 --> 01:46:06,920 said, stop acting like your your granddaddy didn't beat your grandma ass back in 1543 01:46:08,000 --> 01:46:10,680 the day. And that's the things that I'll be talking about when it comes 1544 01:46:10,720 --> 01:46:15,479 to family. My It'd be some abusive niggas in my family. I'd be 1545 01:46:15,520 --> 01:46:19,439 like, why y'all never right? We don't talk about Bruno had ass, 1546 01:46:19,720 --> 01:46:24,920 like just they just omit it. It's so weird. That's something that we 1547 01:46:25,079 --> 01:46:29,039 do in the black community. Bro. We just we either problems or we 1548 01:46:29,239 --> 01:46:31,880 act like they're normal and just deal with it. Not many niggas tell stories 1549 01:46:31,880 --> 01:46:35,359 about them beating up their uncle for hitting their auntie. I've never heard that 1550 01:46:35,399 --> 01:46:41,479 story of that. And everybody got an uncle to hit their auntie. Rather 1551 01:46:41,520 --> 01:46:45,159 it be the family you're close to or the family would rather be on your 1552 01:46:45,199 --> 01:46:49,680 daddy's side or your mama's side. Somebody got an uncle that was an alcoholic. 1553 01:46:50,319 --> 01:46:56,119 Maybe he did a little heroin and he used to punch. We all 1554 01:46:56,159 --> 01:47:00,359 do, and niggas ain't never is a I never heard nigga talking about I 1555 01:47:00,359 --> 01:47:02,520 had to beat up my uncle or I had to beat up my daddy for 1556 01:47:02,840 --> 01:47:04,960 I never heard niggas say he had to beat up his daddy to save his 1557 01:47:05,079 --> 01:47:10,439 MoMA. Mm hmm. So niggas are used to watching it. So I 1558 01:47:10,640 --> 01:47:15,600 be shocked when everybody has all of this outrage about this nigga being heard nerves. 1559 01:47:15,680 --> 01:47:19,560 And I was at Great Wolf Lodge and the nigga hauled off and slapped 1560 01:47:19,560 --> 01:47:24,399 a woman and dragged her outside. And the only person that got up with 1561 01:47:24,439 --> 01:47:29,640 security, the only person that got up with security. So y'all, I 1562 01:47:29,680 --> 01:47:31,880 ain't get up. I was just about to ask, did you have an 1563 01:47:31,880 --> 01:47:36,000 inclination to not my problem? And that's the same way I feel about the 1564 01:47:36,039 --> 01:47:42,560 didy shit that ain't my problem to have. My opinion doesn't matter right now 1565 01:47:42,600 --> 01:47:46,039 that we've seen it. Oh, do what you're gonna do? Same thing 1566 01:47:46,079 --> 01:47:49,920 with R. Kelly when I saw that video. Oh no, do what 1567 01:47:50,000 --> 01:47:54,359 you're gonna do. I'm not about to get into this. I'm done with. 1568 01:47:54,840 --> 01:47:57,039 As soon as you show me who you are, I'm done. You 1569 01:47:57,079 --> 01:47:59,600 don't get you don't get to keep playing me for a food. Get the 1570 01:47:59,640 --> 01:48:01,840 records yourself or nothing. No, some ship is too egregious. Bro, 1571 01:48:02,199 --> 01:48:08,680 Yeah, you making you making songs? Did he making songs? He don't 1572 01:48:08,960 --> 01:48:13,119 understand you like I do? He does he ever make that to you like 1573 01:48:13,279 --> 01:48:15,119 I do? So give it to me. These two, these two, 1574 01:48:15,359 --> 01:48:21,479 this pedophile and this Womna Beat are making music together and the song is called 1575 01:48:21,520 --> 01:48:30,720 Satisfy You Christ the Irony Usher Usher knowingly made a song with R Kelly and 1576 01:48:30,760 --> 01:48:34,239 it's called the Same Girl. That's crazy. They all were complicit in this, 1577 01:48:34,359 --> 01:48:38,279 bro, while we not holding them niggas. This nigga Jayz he made 1578 01:48:38,319 --> 01:48:42,199 two albums with this nigga bro, and it's in the Allia video talking about 1579 01:48:42,239 --> 01:48:46,920 I love you Hey, any family member of mine. If y'all ever find 1580 01:48:46,960 --> 01:48:51,439 out somebody was abusing me and y'all make music with this nigga, you are 1581 01:48:51,520 --> 01:48:55,279 dead to me? Non facts, don't I don't when I die, I 1582 01:48:55,319 --> 01:48:57,439 don't want to see you. You bet not gonna. I'm gonna hunt you. 1583 01:48:58,680 --> 01:49:01,439 I'm gonna show up at your house at three in the morning every night 1584 01:49:01,520 --> 01:49:03,880 for the rest of your life and fuck with you. You will never get 1585 01:49:03,920 --> 01:49:10,119 sleep again in your life because why would you do that? That's the industry 1586 01:49:10,239 --> 01:49:13,880 is crazy, bro. It is that is some deep as ship. So 1587 01:49:14,119 --> 01:49:19,359 is there anything that you or any not any anything or anybody that you give 1588 01:49:19,479 --> 01:49:24,199 grace to or are forgiving to or you kind of because it's in this This 1589 01:49:24,279 --> 01:49:30,880 is my wife. She the only person. Okay, and I'm sure your 1590 01:49:30,960 --> 01:49:33,319 kids too, But there my wife. That's it. My kids don't even 1591 01:49:33,359 --> 01:49:39,239 get grace. You bet not fuck up. You better not do it. 1592 01:49:40,000 --> 01:49:43,239 You better not do it. My son is in the son is in the 1593 01:49:43,319 --> 01:49:45,560 weird stage. Man. He'd just be asking for asphopps and I don't give 1594 01:49:45,600 --> 01:49:50,119 it to him because I realized that the things that I used to get in 1595 01:49:50,159 --> 01:49:54,239 trouble for I don't necessarily mean that he has to get in trouble for. 1596 01:49:54,800 --> 01:49:57,439 Yeah, a lot of times I'd be like, bro, I had to 1597 01:49:57,520 --> 01:50:01,680 realize that you knew better, but ship that they maybe just like stand in 1598 01:50:01,720 --> 01:50:05,840 the corner, bro saying, hey, that's standing in the corner when when 1599 01:50:05,840 --> 01:50:11,159 they starting they can't starting. I sit down, stop that ship, bro, 1600 01:50:11,319 --> 01:50:13,880 I mean my little niggas standing in the corner with his arms up. 1601 01:50:14,319 --> 01:50:16,279 Oh yeah, that's lit. I don't even want you leaning. He was 1602 01:50:16,319 --> 01:50:18,560 trying to go like that. I said, put them arms up there. 1603 01:50:19,279 --> 01:50:24,840 You gotta be careful. You know better, you gotta be You gotta be 1604 01:50:24,880 --> 01:50:28,479 careful how you even discipline your kids and how you communicate to them when not 1605 01:50:28,640 --> 01:50:30,319 for real gets something wrong. You don't want to suck them up. Yeah, 1606 01:50:30,439 --> 01:50:33,039 but not only that ship. You don't want them to go telling other 1607 01:50:33,119 --> 01:50:35,960 motherfuckers what you done did I don't care about that trouble. I don't care, 1608 01:50:36,000 --> 01:50:39,439 but I do. I don't care about that My kids go to all 1609 01:50:39,479 --> 01:50:42,920 white schools. That's real because the ship that me and go to school say, 1610 01:50:43,000 --> 01:50:46,000 my dad beat me last night they call. We ain't get into that. 1611 01:50:46,079 --> 01:50:48,359 We ain't gonna We ain't even get to the beat points. We didn't 1612 01:50:48,359 --> 01:50:50,520 even get to the people right right. We gotta we have to learn to 1613 01:50:50,560 --> 01:50:54,880 communicate. You're what you're saying is true. But I think about it. 1614 01:50:55,039 --> 01:50:59,319 I think about it in the sense of I don't want to. I don't 1615 01:50:59,319 --> 01:51:01,039 want to, I don't want to ruin our relationship, and I don't want 1616 01:51:01,119 --> 01:51:12,279 you to the image of whipping. The image of it bothers me like the 1617 01:51:12,479 --> 01:51:15,720 the aggression given to I ain't never got a whooper, I got my ass 1618 01:51:15,800 --> 01:51:19,760 beat. That's that's awful. Yes, it is, but I needed it. 1619 01:51:19,920 --> 01:51:25,279 Imagine telling your kid know what you needed was love. You wouldn't know, 1620 01:51:25,399 --> 01:51:27,600 you didn't, You wouldn't have acted, You wouldn't have. You wouldn't 1621 01:51:27,600 --> 01:51:30,960 have, you wouldn't have did ship bad enough to get your hands put on 1622 01:51:30,079 --> 01:51:34,399 you? Boy, I was bad? Why were you bad? Because I 1623 01:51:34,520 --> 01:51:39,000 was outraged? I don't know you. I said you was mad. Something 1624 01:51:39,119 --> 01:51:44,159 was pissing you off? Because why would you do these? Because when you 1625 01:51:44,279 --> 01:51:46,319 really, when you really look at your kid, imagine telling your kid to 1626 01:51:46,359 --> 01:51:51,359 go outside and get a switch. Imagine being mad enough to telling your kid 1627 01:51:53,640 --> 01:51:57,479 to go get a switch off the tree and you hit him with it like 1628 01:51:57,600 --> 01:52:00,880 that, like you look like a slave owner. Yeah, and you essentially 1629 01:52:00,920 --> 01:52:04,199 whipping them for not being a slave. What is it when by following what 1630 01:52:04,279 --> 01:52:06,840 you said right, watch the dish is why you didn't clean that? Why 1631 01:52:06,840 --> 01:52:11,560 you didn't take the chicken out? Why you didn't? And it's usually because 1632 01:52:11,600 --> 01:52:14,840 you can't manage the aggression that you have with life. I was just about 1633 01:52:14,840 --> 01:52:17,399 to say a lot of that came from the anger that they the parent had. 1634 01:52:17,760 --> 01:52:20,279 You got to manage your mother fucking emotions. So it's like I'm already 1635 01:52:20,359 --> 01:52:24,319 on ten when I get off work or wherever, because I don't something. 1636 01:52:24,760 --> 01:52:27,520 I didn't dealt with all this bullshit for how many hours at the day, 1637 01:52:27,560 --> 01:52:30,319 and then I walk in this door on my household and it's any more bullshit. 1638 01:52:30,439 --> 01:52:33,239 Somebody got to get touched. I feel like that was definitely a big 1639 01:52:33,319 --> 01:52:36,520 part of and that's how our generation was. That's why I don't like whippings, 1640 01:52:36,640 --> 01:52:42,600 because I'm not allowing anybody to make me that mad to where I put 1641 01:52:42,840 --> 01:52:45,560 my hands on somebody who looks exactly like I've never had the whoop my son 1642 01:52:45,640 --> 01:52:49,920 simply because he's so terrified just off my voice. I've never I had to 1643 01:52:50,000 --> 01:52:54,880 snatch him up one time, and this was very well warranted. But as 1644 01:52:54,920 --> 01:52:57,560 far as like striking with a belt or none, I've actually never had to. 1645 01:52:57,800 --> 01:53:00,159 I'm not doing that shit. But I he fucked up. But we 1646 01:53:00,319 --> 01:53:03,279 but we grew But we grew up with that ship. Yeah, sure, 1647 01:53:03,319 --> 01:53:06,520 that's all. We fucked up. But I definitely snatched you. Yes, 1648 01:53:06,600 --> 01:53:11,000 we sucked up. You feel like we fucked up? We are fucked up. 1649 01:53:11,039 --> 01:53:13,159 How do you feel like we fucked up? The crack Air? The 1650 01:53:13,239 --> 01:53:16,039 crack Air fucked us up And it ain't even got it's they made a plan. 1651 01:53:18,039 --> 01:53:25,399 They got together and made a plan to put drugs in our community to 1652 01:53:25,520 --> 01:53:30,000 fuck them up, and it worked. That's really crazy and it worked. 1653 01:53:30,119 --> 01:53:39,039 So the last episode and touched on that and he was like, I don't 1654 01:53:39,039 --> 01:53:42,560 know if it's verbatim, but it's on the lines. He said that society 1655 01:53:44,000 --> 01:53:48,119 shouldn't blame us. That's how I clip you sah, Yeah, they shouldn't 1656 01:53:48,159 --> 01:53:51,039 look down on us for the for the Yeah, they kind of pushed us 1657 01:53:51,039 --> 01:53:56,600 into Yes, that's exactly. Yeah, but I don't know, we put 1658 01:53:56,640 --> 01:53:59,800 ourselves in that ship. A motherfucker puts some dope in hand, you ain't 1659 01:53:59,800 --> 01:54:01,479 got to sell it. If it's coke, I might have done it. 1660 01:54:02,520 --> 01:54:06,600 I ain't gonna sell it. But I'm just saying a good weekend, but 1661 01:54:06,720 --> 01:54:09,800 I'm not about to sell it. You can't say that because you got to 1662 01:54:09,840 --> 01:54:13,760 think at the time they did it, the people was either in such despair 1663 01:54:13,880 --> 01:54:16,399 that they use it or they was hurting. I know, I know, 1664 01:54:16,520 --> 01:54:19,039 I know, I know. But have you ever talked to a drug dealer. 1665 01:54:19,720 --> 01:54:24,399 Let's have you ever had a conversation with a drug dealer for sure from 1666 01:54:24,439 --> 01:54:29,399 back then? Yeah, if you ever asked them what they bought well with 1667 01:54:29,560 --> 01:54:34,279 the money, yeah or yeah, ship cars close a bunch of bullshit. 1668 01:54:34,880 --> 01:54:39,479 Your family wouldn't in that motherfucking must despair if the only thing you bought was 1669 01:54:39,800 --> 01:54:43,640 a car. You didn't do nothing. You didn't buy no property, right, 1670 01:54:43,760 --> 01:54:45,600 but you didn't buy no land that you didn't put nobody in school. 1671 01:54:45,760 --> 01:54:50,079 That goes to the lack of the education, the knowledge. You wanted money 1672 01:54:50,159 --> 01:54:55,840 to impress. Bitches, you are the people that's watching. You wanted money 1673 01:54:55,880 --> 01:54:59,159 to impress. You just want You didn't You didn't want to make enough money 1674 01:54:59,199 --> 01:55:04,199 to pay just your mom's rent. I mean, you ain't got a hustle 1675 01:55:04,359 --> 01:55:10,199 like that. Yeah, but your why is crazy. That's the American dream 1676 01:55:10,239 --> 01:55:13,520 that was sold to the black community being being a nigga with the change, 1677 01:55:13,640 --> 01:55:17,279 the cars, the women. That's what they thought. Why do niggas want 1678 01:55:17,279 --> 01:55:26,319 to wear minks? Who did they see? Was it that cod niggas was 1679 01:55:27,119 --> 01:55:32,640 in the summer? Have you ever had a mink on? No? It 1680 01:55:32,680 --> 01:55:38,279 looks heavy, it looks heavy. It's heavier than the pelly. I don't 1681 01:55:38,359 --> 01:55:41,399 like regular coats periods, so I definitely and don't get the long joint to 1682 01:55:41,399 --> 01:55:43,880 go all the way down you gotta dress. You got a mink dress on 1683 01:55:44,039 --> 01:55:51,680 facts? Why you checking that? Motherfucker? I'm robbing you. You mean 1684 01:55:51,720 --> 01:55:55,880 to tell me you about a coat? You better coach check this mink? 1685 01:55:56,640 --> 01:56:00,359 This twenty thousand dollars mink. I'm about to call somebody. They're coming to 1686 01:56:00,399 --> 01:56:04,720 get them if we're in that much despair. Right, But niggas is buying 1687 01:56:04,800 --> 01:56:12,319 minks and showing up to thirty eighth Street. Yeah, we bought we we 1688 01:56:12,720 --> 01:56:16,840 niggas a large majority of people sold drugs to look good for women. Yeah, 1689 01:56:18,239 --> 01:56:20,479 they took the They took the man out of the house. See, 1690 01:56:20,520 --> 01:56:24,199 I think the man is so important to be around because the man can tell 1691 01:56:24,199 --> 01:56:29,079 you, hey, man, it's more important things in life, right like 1692 01:56:29,199 --> 01:56:31,640 look at look at look at meach being in jail, and then look at 1693 01:56:31,640 --> 01:56:36,039 his father saying y'all shouldn't be doing this. Yeah he was right, Yeah, 1694 01:56:38,359 --> 01:56:43,399 y'all was. You didn't want you Why y'all hustled like that and your 1695 01:56:43,520 --> 01:56:45,600 house didn't change? Yeah, y'all don't even renovate the house, right, 1696 01:56:45,640 --> 01:56:50,560 I never y'all left. Y'alls be in these two bedroom, one bath in 1697 01:56:50,680 --> 01:56:57,319 the in the trap, still with twenty thousand pocket. I ain't never that 1698 01:56:57,479 --> 01:57:01,399 part of what a seventy five thousand dollar car driveway. That's the ship. 1699 01:57:02,439 --> 01:57:08,319 You're fucking up notchious, while we're not talking about big meat being fucking up 1700 01:57:08,560 --> 01:57:15,760 noxious. I worked at Applebee's and Marietta and Blue Da Vinci came to apple 1701 01:57:15,800 --> 01:57:21,560 Bee's and he had it was him and a bunch of niggas and some rats, 1702 01:57:23,600 --> 01:57:27,399 and he had maybe like four Lamborghinis. I didn't see the Lamborghinis until 1703 01:57:27,399 --> 01:57:33,319 they left. These niggas were the rudest patrons I ever dealt with and the 1704 01:57:33,560 --> 01:57:39,439 cheapest patrons I ever dealt with in my entire They didn't tip, They left 1705 01:57:39,520 --> 01:57:42,840 a fucking mess. They was. They was rude as a motherfucker. They 1706 01:57:42,880 --> 01:57:45,399 were loud as a motherfucker. They didn't I was trying to provide the best 1707 01:57:45,439 --> 01:57:48,720 service for these motherfuckers because I'm like, oh, I know, I know 1708 01:57:48,800 --> 01:57:53,640 of this, Yeah, but maybe I shouldn't have. But I was like, 1709 01:57:53,680 --> 01:57:56,119 all they black, I don't want to I don't want to assume that 1710 01:57:56,960 --> 01:58:00,840 they all of them are saying they might be a little different, they might 1711 01:58:00,920 --> 01:58:03,520 be a little bit I mean, but damn nigga all turned out to be 1712 01:58:03,560 --> 01:58:09,319 the same, you turned out to be worse. These niggas had a billboard 1713 01:58:09,319 --> 01:58:13,520 in Atlanta that said, the world is yours BMF. Why did y'all buy 1714 01:58:13,600 --> 01:58:16,600 that? Because if niggas being despair and the hood, y'all brought a tiger 1715 01:58:17,720 --> 01:58:21,279 to the club, No, it got lost in treads. Why did y'all 1716 01:58:21,319 --> 01:58:26,000 do that? Niggas wanted to show who was the big man. But I'm 1717 01:58:26,079 --> 01:58:29,479 not. I don't want to go to a club where there's a nigga in 1718 01:58:29,600 --> 01:58:36,319 there doing that. Yeah, because what I'm I gotta go home after this 1719 01:58:36,760 --> 01:58:40,039 and by the end of the night, shit ain't gonna look right in here. 1720 01:58:40,319 --> 01:58:43,119 But that's also one of them things. Man, Like we said earlier, 1721 01:58:43,199 --> 01:58:46,560 you you might not know what type of money monster you can become when 1722 01:58:46,600 --> 01:58:49,680 you get that kind of money. They might have said, all you gonna 1723 01:58:49,720 --> 01:58:53,800 be a different nigga with a lot of money. Yeah, y'all gonna hear, 1724 01:58:54,000 --> 01:58:57,800 y'all gonna have audio as soon as y'all walk into my house. My 1725 01:58:57,920 --> 01:59:02,119 ship is going to reflect well now, growing and mature. But in my 1726 01:59:02,239 --> 01:59:06,399 early million, early twenties, nigga I would have had I would have blew 1727 01:59:06,479 --> 01:59:11,840 that exactly on studio equipment. I would have blew that. Oh, I 1728 01:59:11,840 --> 01:59:14,920 would have blew that. I would have blew that. Bro. I would 1729 01:59:14,920 --> 01:59:16,720 have blew that. No cars, no no Bro and a lot of studio 1730 01:59:16,760 --> 01:59:20,079 equipment. He has everything, Bro, I want to do it? Sound 1731 01:59:20,319 --> 01:59:25,359 Bro, one of them. So many microphones cost ten thousand. There's a 1732 01:59:25,479 --> 01:59:29,439 there's there's some really expensive microphones. There's some really expensive boards, Nigga. 1733 01:59:29,439 --> 01:59:31,760 I would have been what I would have I would have and I would have 1734 01:59:31,760 --> 01:59:35,239 been homeless with the ship. What is what is a ten thousand dollars microphone 1735 01:59:35,239 --> 01:59:38,279 doing? Bro? And I'm not even trying to be funny. Why does 1736 01:59:38,319 --> 01:59:41,800 it? What does it do? That is that type of VI see that 1737 01:59:41,920 --> 01:59:45,600 you brought that up. I was listening to Summer Walker on the way over 1738 01:59:45,680 --> 01:59:49,159 here, and I was like, Bro, there's a certain clarity I'm not 1739 01:59:49,239 --> 01:59:54,479 getting from her voice. It's like a it's like a cap It sounds like 1740 01:59:54,680 --> 01:59:56,840 I know she's I know they use an auto tune because I can hear the 1741 01:59:56,960 --> 02:00:00,720 robotic effect and some of them notes that she's doing. That's cool, But 1742 02:00:00,039 --> 02:00:04,239 there's a certain clarity to her vocals that I'm not hearing. You know who 1743 02:00:04,279 --> 02:00:11,560 has that they used? They use good equipment. O te Pain, I 1744 02:00:11,600 --> 02:00:15,600 know you. T Pain uses auto tune, and there is everything that you 1745 02:00:15,640 --> 02:00:19,600 can hear every His voice sounds so clean and pure. He figured out what 1746 02:00:20,399 --> 02:00:25,159 we might not listen to him now because whatever reason. But when I listened 1747 02:00:25,159 --> 02:00:30,760 to like Katie Perry, this is Friday nine, when you listen to it, 1748 02:00:30,840 --> 02:00:36,880 there's a different bandwidth that comes through, and it's usually it's twenty hurts, 1749 02:00:38,840 --> 02:00:41,319 twenty thousand herts on it. So you know, when you're looking at 1750 02:00:41,359 --> 02:00:45,720 it old school equalizerboard, it's the last one and the first guy like that. 1751 02:00:45,960 --> 02:00:49,279 Yeah, this the the one and the higher frequencies. That's what the 1752 02:00:49,319 --> 02:00:56,199 clarity is. And pop music is polished and it's a lot higher, and 1753 02:00:56,279 --> 02:01:00,840 you can get that when you have microphones with bigger diaphragms and to allow to 1754 02:01:00,960 --> 02:01:03,159 capture that. You can't replicate that. So when you got a ten thousand 1755 02:01:03,159 --> 02:01:08,880 dollars microphone or a twenty thousand dollars microphone going into a ten thousand dollars compressor 1756 02:01:08,960 --> 02:01:15,079 going into a five thousand dollars this and then going into Cardi B and Sexy 1757 02:01:15,159 --> 02:01:21,159 Red music would never sound the same. They got they figured it out for 1758 02:01:21,279 --> 02:01:28,039 her. They haven't figured it out. For sexy Sexy red vocals sound like 1759 02:01:28,199 --> 02:01:36,039 they just sound like they sound like Kroger and Cardi b sounds like Whole Foods. 1760 02:01:38,239 --> 02:01:42,119 It's a different level of clean. It's the same grocery store, the 1761 02:01:42,159 --> 02:01:44,760 same layout. Soon did you come in? You sa her equivalent to save 1762 02:01:44,800 --> 02:01:48,520 a lot? The Krogroom road nice, bro, the crogrom S Grinford is 1763 02:01:48,600 --> 02:01:51,680 nice, the kro gram Dice is nice. I'm not saying anything about it 1764 02:01:51,800 --> 02:01:56,199 with you. I'm just saying, like the expectation that was a very good 1765 02:01:56,479 --> 02:01:59,760 But some niggas sound like Walmart, right, some niggas sound like Audie. 1766 02:02:00,520 --> 02:02:02,319 There are certain brands that you can attach to because the way that they sound. 1767 02:02:02,880 --> 02:02:06,800 But Nigga, when that ten thousand, that ten thousand dollars microphone is 1768 02:02:06,840 --> 02:02:11,279 just it just captures things that you can't understand. And that's why I don't 1769 02:02:12,199 --> 02:02:15,399 like Joe Budden as much as I used to, because I feel like y'all 1770 02:02:15,439 --> 02:02:20,760 should invest in that. I feel like who you think you are, you 1771 02:02:20,880 --> 02:02:27,520 are that, but why don't your audio reflect that? Because you can't say 1772 02:02:27,560 --> 02:02:30,520 you're a bad bitch and you not and you and I spent this on the 1773 02:02:30,560 --> 02:02:33,880 shoes, and this on my clothes and this on my chain. But then 1774 02:02:33,920 --> 02:02:39,720 you you war retail on your mic. Why did your bad bitch me to 1775 02:02:39,760 --> 02:02:42,760 cut off at that point? Why didn't you just keep going? Why did 1776 02:02:42,800 --> 02:02:45,760 you go to bird Off and buy the most expensive sweater but go to sam 1777 02:02:45,800 --> 02:02:47,680 Ash and by the cheapest mic. Yeah, if you have a bad bitch, 1778 02:02:47,760 --> 02:02:50,680 be a bad bitch. I run a bark. So I feel some 1779 02:02:50,760 --> 02:02:55,079 people just cut corners, so you're still what needs to be done. I 1780 02:02:55,119 --> 02:03:00,000 don't think people like you said before, they they don't understand that all of 1781 02:03:00,079 --> 02:03:05,760 that matters. I didn't understand all that matters either, until maybe you don't. 1782 02:03:05,920 --> 02:03:09,880 I'm I'm kicking myself and ask no, maybe you don't. I think 1783 02:03:09,920 --> 02:03:12,159 it does. Because that's why, even when it comes to the closing, 1784 02:03:12,239 --> 02:03:15,159 what I do, bro, I would rather just wait until I can. 1785 02:03:15,279 --> 02:03:16,319 It don't even have to be the best of the best, but there's a 1786 02:03:16,399 --> 02:03:23,479 certain level of just quality and presentation that I won't go under. So until 1787 02:03:23,520 --> 02:03:26,399 I can either stay there or go above it, then I just won't do 1788 02:03:26,560 --> 02:03:30,319 much because I don't want to compromise who I am and what I do and 1789 02:03:30,399 --> 02:03:32,720 the way I represent it. Because I just simply can't afford certain stuff right 1790 02:03:32,760 --> 02:03:35,880 now. Oh man, there's a flaw in that, bro, there's a 1791 02:03:35,920 --> 02:03:41,720 flaw in that. What's the fall? Not everybody requires what you think is 1792 02:03:41,760 --> 02:03:45,359 good, but you think it's good versus what I think is good. When 1793 02:03:45,399 --> 02:03:49,039 it comes to close, maybe different what you think is good versus audio versus 1794 02:03:49,079 --> 02:03:53,039 what I think is good gonna be different. And I have to remind myself 1795 02:03:53,119 --> 02:03:57,239 that when I'm spending hours trying to tweak some shit or spend an hour trying 1796 02:03:57,239 --> 02:03:59,840 to write a story, what y'all think is good versus what I think is 1797 02:04:00,560 --> 02:04:02,399 and it's the same because I'm studying it from a different LANs. I'm way, 1798 02:04:03,119 --> 02:04:06,159 yeah, you just listening. You just listening. You're not even I'm 1799 02:04:06,199 --> 02:04:11,399 spending hours on mixing some shit you don't even really give only they don't even 1800 02:04:11,439 --> 02:04:15,520 appreciate that effort. So it's like, why give it to them if they're 1801 02:04:15,560 --> 02:04:17,720 not even gonna recognize how much you put into it. I think they can't 1802 02:04:17,720 --> 02:04:20,520 recognize the effort. I think that I ain't gonna say they don't appreciate it. 1803 02:04:20,520 --> 02:04:24,600 I'm gonna say that I don't think they recognize the effort, because how 1804 02:04:24,600 --> 02:04:28,159 would they well, And I'm only saying they don't appreciate it because they don't 1805 02:04:28,159 --> 02:04:30,880 even know what Like, like I said, I didn't appreciate how good you 1806 02:04:30,960 --> 02:04:36,159 were at what you did until you showed me the difference between you and everything 1807 02:04:36,199 --> 02:04:41,119 else and sold me with this podcast. So me not me being me, 1808 02:04:41,279 --> 02:04:45,640 being me being ignorant to the skill set and the different levels that the audio 1809 02:04:45,800 --> 02:04:49,600 engineer can do. I'm not even realizing, like, oh, like, 1810 02:04:49,680 --> 02:04:53,000 if you just sent me something, I'm not gonna appreciate it because I'm like, 1811 02:04:53,039 --> 02:04:55,159 I don't even understand what this is. But when you really broke that 1812 02:04:55,239 --> 02:04:58,439 ship down and I was sitting in that room, I was like, this 1813 02:04:58,600 --> 02:05:02,479 sounds like I'm in the speakers and then versus hearing something else that wasn't what 1814 02:05:02,600 --> 02:05:06,760 you just couldn't I couldn't appreciate it until I understood it that there's a there's 1815 02:05:06,760 --> 02:05:13,760 a videographer that I really are am I as Collie here a rapper? Yeah, 1816 02:05:14,359 --> 02:05:19,640 a rapper. Put it up on the set of a rapper. You're 1817 02:05:19,640 --> 02:05:23,800 a good rapper. But the way the ship that he be doing with graphics 1818 02:05:23,840 --> 02:05:27,000 and videos, I'm like, bro, you're not a fucking rapper. You're 1819 02:05:27,000 --> 02:05:30,199 a fucking videographer. What you're a multi media specialist. That's what you are. 1820 02:05:30,239 --> 02:05:32,880 That's what he is. But he just posted some ship with his daughters. 1821 02:05:33,520 --> 02:05:38,239 Ship was cold. I've seen it, I said, Bro. I 1822 02:05:38,359 --> 02:05:43,159 replied to it. I did. To the clarity of it, Bro, 1823 02:05:43,920 --> 02:05:45,520 Yeah, the clarity of it. Bro. He posted the video that he 1824 02:05:45,560 --> 02:05:49,359 posted last year and this year, and what I What he did last year 1825 02:05:49,399 --> 02:05:53,720 I thought was good, and then he posted the I was like, oh, 1826 02:05:54,000 --> 02:06:00,279 ship. We don't really understand the importance of quality when it comes to 1827 02:06:00,399 --> 02:06:05,640 video and audio, but we consume it all the time and all the same 1828 02:06:06,159 --> 02:06:11,680 and all the same, so it matters. So you like when you when 1829 02:06:11,720 --> 02:06:14,439 you said he ain't gonna put your song on this playlist if you're an artist, 1830 02:06:14,520 --> 02:06:17,159 it's because your ship don't sound like it belongs on my playlist. You 1831 02:06:17,239 --> 02:06:21,279 know what song does belong on the playlist? Fucking dead Silence Vanilla Bean. 1832 02:06:21,640 --> 02:06:28,199 That is the best local song produced wise I've heard in a very fucking long 1833 02:06:28,319 --> 02:06:33,359 time. That ship sounds so fucking good. Shout out to what's that big 1834 02:06:33,439 --> 02:06:39,399 Instagram? I don't know calling me, I don't know, I'll find it. 1835 02:06:39,640 --> 02:06:44,840 Yeah, that's show hard I fuck with Vanilla bean. I just want 1836 02:06:44,960 --> 02:06:55,920 to see you go. See that's ship Sally me. But nah, I 1837 02:06:56,039 --> 02:06:58,760 definitely do feel what you're saying. But once again, I do a lot 1838 02:06:58,800 --> 02:07:03,119 of what I do for me. Oh that there's a flaw in that, 1839 02:07:03,720 --> 02:07:06,680 but you for me. I feel if I'm doing because if I'm not doing 1840 02:07:06,720 --> 02:07:09,560 it for me and I'm doing it for the money, And I've learned if 1841 02:07:09,600 --> 02:07:11,520 you're doing something for money, you're doing it for the wrong reason. I 1842 02:07:11,560 --> 02:07:15,800 think I think the perfect balance is learning how to do both equally. I 1843 02:07:15,920 --> 02:07:19,600 think, honestly that's where I'm that's where I'm getting to because my friend that 1844 02:07:19,680 --> 02:07:23,119 works every vote, man, I love her to death. Man. She 1845 02:07:23,279 --> 02:07:25,680 was just like, bro, you are talented, but you are not producing 1846 02:07:25,720 --> 02:07:29,119 the stuff that we need to hear to put money behind you. Like she 1847 02:07:29,239 --> 02:07:31,439 was like, Erodica is cool, but throwing it down just a little bit. 1848 02:07:31,479 --> 02:07:38,680 What do they want? They want their real ship? And I think 1849 02:07:38,760 --> 02:07:41,560 I think I figured it out. I think I kind of figured it out. 1850 02:07:41,560 --> 02:07:44,079 I ain't gonna say what I'm gonna do, but you have figured it 1851 02:07:44,119 --> 02:07:45,439 out because they all the conversations we don't have. You're like, yep, 1852 02:07:45,479 --> 02:07:51,239 I think I got it because you can put sex and stuff, but I 1853 02:07:51,319 --> 02:07:57,920 think the story gotta be a little bit like like I think, I think 1854 02:07:58,000 --> 02:08:01,359 what's wrong with erotica, but I think what's wrong with e Rodica is that 1855 02:08:03,399 --> 02:08:11,760 the story, even my ship, the sex shouldn't just happen, because then 1856 02:08:11,800 --> 02:08:16,119 it's just like porn, right, Like need a story with I'm gonna show 1857 02:08:16,199 --> 02:08:20,279 up. I saw her at the club, we saw it, we drank, 1858 02:08:20,479 --> 02:08:22,439 got home fucked, or I found him on Instagram found him fucked, 1859 02:08:22,520 --> 02:08:28,880 or this person found a fuck. They want to know. I think people 1860 02:08:28,960 --> 02:08:33,039 want to know how the character is actually thinking, feeling. Make them, 1861 02:08:33,119 --> 02:08:35,439 make them fall in love with this character before you put it dick out, 1862 02:08:37,399 --> 02:08:41,479 make him fall like I think people like with Dark Knight. I think the 1863 02:08:41,560 --> 02:08:45,720 reason why Dark Knight was so successful was that because it was the first dark 1864 02:08:45,800 --> 02:08:50,399 superhero movie. Like even the way that they shot it wasn't bright. It 1865 02:08:50,520 --> 02:08:54,640 was dark. It was super dark. It was dark, and the Joker 1866 02:08:54,800 --> 02:08:58,239 was like, oh shit, this nigga is this nigga fire And it's just 1867 02:08:58,319 --> 02:09:01,760 the setting in the on of it. I think that was the first time 1868 02:09:01,840 --> 02:09:05,359 that we could actually that people have started to want more out of characters. 1869 02:09:05,800 --> 02:09:11,560 Yeah, it's got the Joker part. That Joker was like the first villain 1870 02:09:11,640 --> 02:09:16,800 I think I saw what's the word? That was the first villain I saw 1871 02:09:16,880 --> 02:09:20,199 myself in. Yeah, we people could resonate. Well, I see why 1872 02:09:20,239 --> 02:09:22,680 you're doing this shit, my nigga. Yep, yeah, like it makes 1873 02:09:22,720 --> 02:09:24,560 sense now. All these other villains it's just psychopaths. We don't understand. 1874 02:09:24,560 --> 02:09:28,359 Wow, this is Nigga's a ping. We actually understand. How the fuck 1875 02:09:28,399 --> 02:09:33,079 are you a pinguin? Not even just the Batman? Even like I feel 1876 02:09:33,079 --> 02:09:37,279 like they did a good job within those with that well Marv, I feel 1877 02:09:37,319 --> 02:09:41,479 like they they they slow burned that. Yeah they made that again. Yeah, 1878 02:09:41,520 --> 02:09:45,960 it's almost like they made you feel like I can because I ain't gonna 1879 02:09:46,000 --> 02:09:48,239 lie once I start, because I bro's I watched what I after I watched 1880 02:09:48,239 --> 02:09:52,680 avengerans Is, I watched that The Joker with Joaquin Phoenix like around the same 1881 02:09:52,800 --> 02:09:56,840 time, and in that Joker, they really make you be like, I 1882 02:09:56,960 --> 02:10:01,319 see why you turned out to be a monster movie, And after watching both 1883 02:10:01,359 --> 02:10:03,760 of those movies, I could damn near relate to him. And I'm like, 1884 02:10:05,159 --> 02:10:09,359 am I going crazy? Because I'm starting to understand the village. That's 1885 02:10:09,399 --> 02:10:11,000 a good character, and that's what niggas are not doing with e Rodica. 1886 02:10:11,159 --> 02:10:16,119 Yeah, you ain't even giving us enough backstory. You feel like you ain't 1887 02:10:16,119 --> 02:10:20,199 doing that with Black Widow. No, because I got insecured about Black Widow, 1888 02:10:20,199 --> 02:10:24,039 and I'm gonna say this another we gotta wrap it up. But I 1889 02:10:24,159 --> 02:10:30,399 feel like twenty sixteen seventeen was a really bad time and a good time at 1890 02:10:30,439 --> 02:10:33,239 the same time. It was a good time, and I think that I 1891 02:10:33,319 --> 02:10:39,760 expected Black Widow to catapult me somewhere else. I feel like when I deal 1892 02:10:39,840 --> 02:10:45,079 with Black Widow, I'm kind of dealing with it in the sense of like 1893 02:10:45,159 --> 02:10:50,560 an angry, angry mother to a child, like why didn't why I'm spanking 1894 02:10:50,640 --> 02:10:54,880 it, I'm, for a lack of better terms, I feel like I'm 1895 02:10:54,920 --> 02:10:56,840 abusing Black Widow because it didn't take me to where I thought it needed to 1896 02:10:56,920 --> 02:11:01,199 go, and at that time, I have a distaste for it now, 1897 02:11:01,840 --> 02:11:03,640 like when I sit down and write, I kind of be like, what 1898 02:11:03,720 --> 02:11:07,680 am I doing this for? It wasn't gonna work. I'm talking to myself 1899 02:11:07,279 --> 02:11:11,560 meanly because I feel like that was the I feel like I missed the train 1900 02:11:11,760 --> 02:11:13,960 almost and the reason why I feel like that is because I did. I 1901 02:11:15,039 --> 02:11:18,920 feel like that. I feel like I made music and I didn't go as 1902 02:11:18,960 --> 02:11:22,319 hard as I didn't network. I didn't I didn't follow the rules. I 1903 02:11:22,319 --> 02:11:24,840 didn dah d d da dah, and then my music. I didn't have 1904 02:11:24,920 --> 02:11:26,640 a music career like a lot of people need to realize that, like I 1905 02:11:26,720 --> 02:11:30,439 didn't. I didn't have what it takes. I don't have what it takes. 1906 02:11:31,039 --> 02:11:35,119 So with podcasting, we did agnit philosophy before a lot of people started 1907 02:11:35,199 --> 02:11:39,000 pods and then doing two a week video audio putting it out, and it 1908 02:11:39,039 --> 02:11:43,239 didn't get me to where it didn't give me the respect I thought that motherfucker 1909 02:11:43,279 --> 02:11:45,880 should give me being the one putting all this shit together. I couldn't. 1910 02:11:46,079 --> 02:11:50,119 I couldn't. My conversation with people didn't change like people did in charge like 1911 02:11:50,279 --> 02:11:54,680 podcast networks or jobs or whatever. So you I have this this taste to 1912 02:11:54,720 --> 02:11:58,399 do it now because I was like, I did all of that, and 1913 02:11:58,479 --> 02:12:01,399 I even know that some people ain't making money now and I know that it's 1914 02:12:01,399 --> 02:12:03,640 a dead I need to feel like I don't want to feel like it's a 1915 02:12:03,680 --> 02:12:07,680 dead end, but I feel like I spent too much time doing it so 1916 02:12:07,720 --> 02:12:09,880 I'm trying to make it make sense. It has to work now. So 1917 02:12:09,960 --> 02:12:15,680 I got to figure out how to find the balance of doing what they want 1918 02:12:15,720 --> 02:12:18,720 me to do, which is the audience, figuring, figuring that out, 1919 02:12:18,720 --> 02:12:22,000 and then making it. Because if I can't do that, then am I 1920 02:12:22,079 --> 02:12:24,880 really an artist? Or if I can only create what I want to create, 1921 02:12:26,000 --> 02:12:28,640 I'm an artist. But Emma, you know what I'm saying, and 1922 02:12:28,720 --> 02:12:31,079 that's like you just told me, I gotta find a balance. You gotta 1923 02:12:31,079 --> 02:12:35,520 find the balance. Like if I'm the only one that like it, is 1924 02:12:35,560 --> 02:12:37,279 that doing for me? What are you doing? I can dress myself and 1925 02:12:37,359 --> 02:12:41,600 that's it, or whatever else you gotta you have to. You have to 1926 02:12:41,680 --> 02:12:43,840 make some ship that is kind of true to you that you can say, 1927 02:12:43,960 --> 02:12:48,319 Okay, I did I did the best that I can do. I took 1928 02:12:48,399 --> 02:12:52,159 the time. And the only way you can do that is if you if 1929 02:12:52,199 --> 02:12:54,640 you make a pitch, you have to make a Okay, this is what 1930 02:12:54,720 --> 02:12:56,199 I want to do, this is what I want to accomplish. That way, 1931 02:12:56,279 --> 02:13:01,279 you know you have a metric of success, because if you don't have 1932 02:13:01,439 --> 02:13:05,000 a pitch for yourself, you don't even know how how you're supposed to be 1933 02:13:05,039 --> 02:13:07,800 aiming, So how do you even know if it failed or not? Because 1934 02:13:07,840 --> 02:13:13,079 Black Widow was a success, I couldn't keep it up. I didn't understand, 1935 02:13:13,880 --> 02:13:16,159 you know, I didn't understand what I had. I didn't understand I 1936 02:13:16,199 --> 02:13:18,600 didn't understand podcasts in the sense that you can't take time off. There is 1937 02:13:18,680 --> 02:13:22,039 no time off to never take no time off. Don't take no weeks off, 1938 02:13:22,079 --> 02:13:24,279 don't take no months off, because as soon as people can't rely on 1939 02:13:24,319 --> 02:13:26,640 you to drop, they will stop relying on you to drop somewhere else. 1940 02:13:26,720 --> 02:13:30,000 But it takes time for you to write some ship. Like I'm in a 1941 02:13:30,079 --> 02:13:31,600 space now to where I know that I need to take time off to write. 1942 02:13:33,479 --> 02:13:35,560 But I can't take time off to write because you got people wait, 1943 02:13:35,600 --> 02:13:37,720 because I got people wait. I don't want Patreon to go down, So 1944 02:13:39,319 --> 02:13:43,640 it's a stressful. Still try, Yeah, I gotta and and you can't 1945 02:13:43,840 --> 02:13:46,319 do that. You gotta disappear like Frank Ocean. You gotta disappear. But 1946 02:13:46,399 --> 02:13:52,159 I don't have that. Then I'm scared to if I get a job that 1947 02:13:52,279 --> 02:13:56,079 takes more time, and I got my family and my wife, I had 1948 02:13:56,119 --> 02:13:58,359 time to do it, So I'm terrified of it. So I have to 1949 02:13:58,359 --> 02:14:01,479 figure out a way to I gotta make it work. I have to figure 1950 02:14:01,520 --> 02:14:05,359 out way to work. I gotta figure out to make make it work. 1951 02:14:05,439 --> 02:14:11,680 So I gotta I gotta unlearned. I gotta unlearned or detached to the sourness 1952 02:14:11,760 --> 02:14:16,119 that comes from black widow. So I can be successful at it because you 1953 02:14:16,199 --> 02:14:18,600 can put some ship out, but you don't know what people are gonna what 1954 02:14:18,680 --> 02:14:20,840 people gonna like from you. And as an artist, you can't just listen 1955 02:14:20,880 --> 02:14:24,560 to what you like. You can't just make what you like. If the 1956 02:14:24,720 --> 02:14:30,520 if the whole thing is to gain an audience to sell them something, the 1957 02:14:30,640 --> 02:14:35,199 whole purpose is for all of this is to get enough people to sell some 1958 02:14:35,279 --> 02:14:39,640 ship too. Then you need to figure out what market you can communicate with 1959 02:14:39,920 --> 02:14:41,600 and make some ship for them. That's it. That's all that this is. 1960 02:14:43,000 --> 02:14:48,119 And maybe try to expand maybe you know, but to diversify your portfolio 1961 02:14:48,239 --> 02:14:50,159 somehow, you know what I mean? Do what cons that doing. He's 1962 02:14:50,479 --> 02:14:54,600 with the Asian nigga in Taiwan. That was genius. I don't think people 1963 02:14:54,720 --> 02:14:56,439 even talk about that enough. They just say he's streaming nigga. No, 1964 02:14:56,560 --> 02:15:01,680 that nigga is smart, you know, But so it's, you know, 1965 02:15:01,760 --> 02:15:09,359 a podcasting. It's I feel like, I feel like the way I feel 1966 02:15:09,359 --> 02:15:16,119 about Sexy Red in regards to them sucking all of the life out of her 1967 02:15:16,159 --> 02:15:20,199 and then spending back out is like that they were podcasting. Podcasting kind of 1968 02:15:20,239 --> 02:15:24,720 the bubble kind of got big. They gave all the money to Amy Schumer, 1969 02:15:24,119 --> 02:15:30,039 Kim Kardashian, the Obama's Spotify gave all the money to people. Uh, 1970 02:15:30,239 --> 02:15:35,319 the Black Effect made charlemagneham podcast network. They built a bunch of shows. 1971 02:15:35,319 --> 02:15:39,560 They didn't go find the people who had a following already. They didn't. 1972 02:15:39,880 --> 02:15:45,760 Ain't nobody got the True Crime Sisters yet, it's a podcast Sisters who 1973 02:15:45,880 --> 02:15:50,720 Killed or Ain't nobody when it got the Oprah ain't called them yet. So 1974 02:15:50,960 --> 02:15:54,079 to me, it's like, how much success do I even have to have 1975 02:15:54,279 --> 02:15:58,479 in order to people for people to notice me to even so now it's now 1976 02:15:58,520 --> 02:16:03,800 I'm relying know on I'm now relying on my audience to pay for my life 1977 02:16:03,319 --> 02:16:07,199 and to pay for the production of this. And it's a lot. Yeah, 1978 02:16:07,800 --> 02:16:11,720 it's a lot. Yeah it is. You gotta like just rent alone, 1979 02:16:11,399 --> 02:16:16,640 so I gotta I gotta rely on people to come over here and record 1980 02:16:16,720 --> 02:16:22,520 for me for free and the hopes of and I'm like, man, that 1981 02:16:22,680 --> 02:16:26,600 feels bad. I want to pay these people, and fortunately people will still 1982 02:16:26,680 --> 02:16:30,279 fuck with me and do it for free, but but it just feel bad 1983 02:16:30,319 --> 02:16:31,280 for you because you're like, damn, I want to give you what what 1984 02:16:31,440 --> 02:16:33,680 you I did? Yeah, I did all of this work. Yeah, 1985 02:16:33,840 --> 02:16:37,719 I had these people come over here and record this, and and I'm taking 1986 02:16:37,799 --> 02:16:39,239 time setting up. I gotta yeah, I gotta make it make sense. 1987 02:16:39,440 --> 02:16:43,159 So I got to make sure the story that I do next is people ain't 1988 02:16:43,239 --> 02:16:45,559 like here you go. I want them to be I want them to read 1989 02:16:45,600 --> 02:16:46,799 and be like damn, I want to be a part of this. So 1990 02:16:46,799 --> 02:16:50,719 it's gonna take time. So it's like I'm stuck between the rock and the 1991 02:16:50,760 --> 02:16:54,680 hard place with the content. I gotta be a dad, I gotta be 1992 02:16:54,719 --> 02:16:58,159 a husband. I'm moving like I got a whole bunch of life ship going 1993 02:16:58,239 --> 02:17:05,280 on while I have to find a time to write and still trying to show 1994 02:17:05,360 --> 02:17:07,680 up for the people that wait. Bro. I get it. It's tough. 1995 02:17:07,760 --> 02:17:11,479 Bro, it's tough. It's tough. It's tough. It's tough. 1996 02:17:11,600 --> 02:17:18,680 But that's why you gotta have a partner that can talk you off the edge 1997 02:17:20,760 --> 02:17:24,520 or help you bounce ideas. So y'all can be together and talk about what 1998 02:17:24,680 --> 02:17:28,399 she's passionate about her work, you talk about with you because maybe at the 1999 02:17:28,479 --> 02:17:31,239 end of the maybe, at the end of the day, it's just a 2000 02:17:31,319 --> 02:17:37,319 hobby to keep you entertained until you die. Yea. So maybe maybe maybe 2001 02:17:37,840 --> 02:17:43,000 you find a way to make some money, but it will never be it's 2002 02:17:43,040 --> 02:17:46,159 not it's not going to provide a lifestyle. Yeah, maybe it might not 2003 02:17:46,360 --> 02:17:50,120 it Maybe maybe this is the lifestyle and we're not even realizing it. Like 2004 02:17:50,239 --> 02:17:54,280 I said, we're so worried about the past that we maybe maybe we are 2005 02:17:54,360 --> 02:17:58,520 in the moment mahomie Carlos dj Ai. He was like, man, you 2006 02:17:58,600 --> 02:18:00,559 do know you live in a life you want to live, right. You 2007 02:18:00,680 --> 02:18:03,520 might not be the richest man, right, but you definitely said you live 2008 02:18:03,559 --> 02:18:05,840 in the way that you want to live. So I'm like, damn as 2009 02:18:05,959 --> 02:18:11,559 perspective, So I got it. I had to talk to my wife and 2010 02:18:11,600 --> 02:18:13,079 be like, all right, what kind of life? What do we want? 2011 02:18:13,479 --> 02:18:16,680 Right? Because maybe I'm missuscessent and if you if you walk around with 2012 02:18:16,719 --> 02:18:20,399 this, oh I'm not nothing because I don't have money. But Yo, 2013 02:18:20,440 --> 02:18:24,760 maybe you do got money, right, maybe because you ain't gotta you ain't 2014 02:18:24,760 --> 02:18:28,120 got a hell cat. But yeah, maybe that wills nigga. Yeah, 2015 02:18:28,200 --> 02:18:31,479 maybe maybe you don't need that. We might not have the biggest house, 2016 02:18:31,520 --> 02:18:35,000 but you got a house. Maybe you don't need all that, right, 2017 02:18:35,479 --> 02:18:37,479 you know what I mean? Like, we got to figure out what success 2018 02:18:37,600 --> 02:18:41,000 is. We got to figure out what a successful relations or what success for 2019 02:18:41,120 --> 02:18:43,639 us look like, because it's different for every individual, right, not for 2020 02:18:43,959 --> 02:18:46,840 not what we see other motherfuckers. Not a blanket. It's not a blanket 2021 02:18:46,879 --> 02:18:52,319 statement. I think that's the problem with relationships is that we don't we don't 2022 02:18:52,840 --> 02:18:58,239 we think that, we think that if ours don't look like that, then 2023 02:18:58,319 --> 02:19:01,559 we ain't making it. Yeah, but you might be. Yeah, you 2024 02:19:01,600 --> 02:19:03,840 know what I'm making it. We just ain't got the bread. That's real. 2025 02:19:05,079 --> 02:19:09,760 I enjoyed this conversation. I appreciate you pulling up man. Yeah, 2026 02:19:09,799 --> 02:19:13,399 I was shocked with the nigga said, hey, I want to do an 2027 02:19:13,399 --> 02:19:16,760 episode. Listen what I said. No, I appreciated. I'm being pumped. 2028 02:19:18,200 --> 02:19:22,639 Not the nigga behind the audio want to get on the audio. No. 2029 02:19:22,079 --> 02:19:26,559 The thing the thing about POD is I got a distaste for it, 2030 02:19:26,079 --> 02:19:30,360 right, all I see is all I when I watching people do pods, 2031 02:19:30,399 --> 02:19:33,920 I was like, man, I can't get out of producer mode. Yeah, 2032 02:19:33,840 --> 02:19:37,920 I know that. For the years that ignorant philosophy was successful. I 2033 02:19:39,000 --> 02:19:43,200 mean and we we were successful when there was no Instagram yep with video. 2034 02:19:43,520 --> 02:19:48,040 Yeah, I did two videos. We did two episodes that YouTube, right, 2035 02:19:48,440 --> 02:19:50,719 they were on YouTube, no view, niggas went on YouTube like that 2036 02:19:50,959 --> 02:19:56,000 pt no reels on it? What no reels? So we was getting four 2037 02:19:56,079 --> 02:20:01,360 or five six thousand episode plays an episode with no to gram reels with funny 2038 02:20:01,399 --> 02:20:03,879 moments. All the funny moments we had could have went viral. Yeah, 2039 02:20:05,399 --> 02:20:09,120 never know Instagram reels. So when I'm watching people do pots now, I'd 2040 02:20:09,120 --> 02:20:13,200 be like, I'll be jealous a little bit. I'll be jealous a little 2041 02:20:13,200 --> 02:20:16,879 bit like if I had a die Keenan and boogie right now yeah, or 2042 02:20:16,959 --> 02:20:22,079 brook Nation on my pod right now back, like if we had the tools 2043 02:20:22,399 --> 02:20:26,760 right back and then oh yeah yeah yeah be up. Yeah, it'll be 2044 02:20:26,879 --> 02:20:28,440 up. So I be kind of like salty, But people don't ask me 2045 02:20:28,479 --> 02:20:31,719 to be on their pods. So I do appreciate just the opportunity to speak. 2046 02:20:33,360 --> 02:20:35,639 We appreciate you, bro. And even outside of the pot, bro, 2047 02:20:35,760 --> 02:20:39,520 I know shit. I mean speaking for myself bro, even the conversations 2048 02:20:39,559 --> 02:20:43,520 we've had bro, just you know, just an adult and ship being a 2049 02:20:43,600 --> 02:20:45,799 parent. We don't get to see each other often, bro, but the 2050 02:20:45,920 --> 02:20:48,719 times I've pulled up, brought clothes whatever, just chopped them. Bro, 2051 02:20:48,799 --> 02:20:52,840 it's always made time. Like with people don't understand we brothers in real life, 2052 02:20:52,959 --> 02:20:56,079 Yeah for sure. So I feel comfortable, you know what I'm saying. 2053 02:20:56,200 --> 02:20:58,479 Like some people are like, oh I got yeah, nigga, we 2054 02:20:58,639 --> 02:21:03,639 brothers in real life. Yeah, I called the nigga tackle this nigga called 2055 02:21:03,680 --> 02:21:07,360 pe every day. I probably get a pee nerves called here every day. 2056 02:21:07,000 --> 02:21:11,879 But that's what I'm saying. Those are I value those friendships. Yeah, 2057 02:21:11,959 --> 02:21:16,559 fat relationships. I'll be trying. I be. I try to have them, 2058 02:21:16,600 --> 02:21:18,600 you know, with family members and stuff like that, but it just 2059 02:21:18,680 --> 02:21:24,280 never seems. Ain't nobody on what you own and they and they're not supposed 2060 02:21:24,280 --> 02:21:26,479 to. Yeah, they're not supposed to. You're not supposed to understand what 2061 02:21:26,559 --> 02:21:28,760 I'm doing and this family like that that I have. You know what I'm 2062 02:21:28,760 --> 02:21:31,879 saying, Like y'all not supposed to know what you know. I don't expect 2063 02:21:31,920 --> 02:21:35,959 for y'all to know what I'm doing. Just know that I'm doing some ship 2064 02:21:35,639 --> 02:21:39,680 just so well you see this ship. I gotta go be your dad guy. 2065 02:21:39,360 --> 02:21:45,639 We'll be your daddy. Man. Appreciate podcast, Mike Haney, p 2066 02:21:45,959 --> 02:21:50,840 Money James, Nobody before we calls real quick. Shout out to Moni for 2067 02:21:50,920 --> 02:21:54,440 the chairs. First day in them. I told you, yeah, I 2068 02:21:54,479 --> 02:21:58,719 ain't gonna I ain't gonna lie mine. The only reason that Amione is the 2069 02:21:58,760 --> 02:22:03,520 best tattoo artists in the city because I stopped drawing the second grade. Right. 2070 02:22:05,399 --> 02:22:09,319 Hey, we definitely know what that's called back to, so we don't 2071 02:22:09,360 --> 02:22:11,280 miss you. Really, I mean, niggas really ain't. Hey, the 2072 02:22:11,360 --> 02:22:13,799 niggas say, oh, y'all like these chairs, so we're gonna get you 2073 02:22:13,840 --> 02:22:16,040 some chairs. Shout a shout out till twenty five hours later, so shout, 2074 02:22:16,040 --> 02:22:18,719 I appreciate my nigga. Man, nigga looked down. He made sure 2075 02:22:18,799 --> 02:22:22,799 we put these motherfuckers in the most Definitely that's he's a good guy. Almost Definitely