WEBVTT 1 00:00:01.120 --> 00:00:08.599 You're watching Your Worst Friend Going Deeper Season five. Today's guest adult film star 2 00:00:08.720 --> 00:00:16.039 Riley Jean. Here's your hosts, Matt and Shane. You're watching Your Worst 3 00:00:16.039 --> 00:00:20.199 Friend Going Deeper Season five. I'm Matt and I'm joined today by my lovely 4 00:00:20.239 --> 00:00:24.160 co host, Shane Yo. Make sure you go to your Worst Friend dot 5 00:00:24.160 --> 00:00:27.920 com to see all of our interviews and follow us on social media at Worst 6 00:00:28.079 --> 00:00:32.560 Friendcast. Today, ladies and gentlemen, we're joined by a very special guest. 7 00:00:33.359 --> 00:00:37.679 You might know her from such cinematic masterpieces as Young Fun and Full of 8 00:00:37.719 --> 00:00:43.719 com six and I Fucked My Creepy Roommate, both at You nominated for Oscars. 9 00:00:44.520 --> 00:00:49.479 You can find her on Twitter and OnlyFans at throat god X replace the 10 00:00:49.840 --> 00:00:55.520 o's with zero's, and on Instagram at Riley gen X. Three ladies and 11 00:00:55.520 --> 00:01:00.759 gentlemen join us in welcoming to the show, the arousing, the provocative Riley 12 00:01:00.840 --> 00:01:03.079 Jean. Riley, thank you very much for coming on with us today. 13 00:01:03.679 --> 00:01:10.000 Hello, So, if you would please, how did you initially get into 14 00:01:10.040 --> 00:01:14.120 the industry. Was it just a fool to foot jump into the pool or 15 00:01:14.239 --> 00:01:18.719 was it a gradual thing? It was definitely gradual, and I always say 16 00:01:18.799 --> 00:01:23.879 very accidental. So I started posting on to Reddit, like editing out my 17 00:01:23.920 --> 00:01:27.560 pat shoots and stuff when I was like eighteen or nineteen, and I got 18 00:01:27.599 --> 00:01:32.959 really popular on Reddit to where people were like buying trustings from me. So 19 00:01:33.000 --> 00:01:34.079 I was like, well, shit, this is like fun. And I'm 20 00:01:34.120 --> 00:01:38.560 like, while I'm doing this, I'm also going to school for software developments. 21 00:01:40.159 --> 00:01:42.760 Yeah. I so you know, I keep this up for a while. 22 00:01:42.799 --> 00:01:48.519 I get adopt as a software developer, and then I signed sexy jobs, 23 00:01:49.000 --> 00:01:53.560 thinking that it's just a place to like buy and sell customs. True, 24 00:01:53.760 --> 00:01:57.599 Uh, it's not. I was wrong. I was contacted by Brian 25 00:01:57.799 --> 00:02:04.719 with Ama in Florida, U and I kind of thought it was a joke 26 00:02:04.920 --> 00:02:07.879 because I up until that poot, I was like, dude, there's no 27 00:02:07.920 --> 00:02:13.800 way, Like there's nothing about me that is like special for porn. You 28 00:02:13.840 --> 00:02:16.080 know, I don't have like natural big boobs or like this big natural but 29 00:02:16.400 --> 00:02:21.439 I'm at that point, I was like one hundred pounds soaking well, so 30 00:02:21.479 --> 00:02:25.479 I'm like there's no way. But I'm just like very I'm a very upulsive 31 00:02:25.560 --> 00:02:30.520 person. So you know, he facetimed me. He step convincing enough that 32 00:02:30.560 --> 00:02:32.479 I said bucket and then like within six hours, I was on a plane 33 00:02:32.479 --> 00:02:38.560 in Florida. Yeah, and so I was down for two weeks and the 34 00:02:38.599 --> 00:02:44.960 trip went great. I came back and then the COVID hit moratorium happened, 35 00:02:45.039 --> 00:02:49.879 So I actually went down in my second trip while everything was like shut down 36 00:02:49.879 --> 00:02:57.120 and only a hand both companies were shootings and yeah, so I pretty much 37 00:02:57.159 --> 00:03:02.199 started like right with when COVID hit. So it was like a very slow 38 00:03:02.319 --> 00:03:08.719 running start, like it had some potential and the COVID happened and then yeah, 39 00:03:08.759 --> 00:03:15.520 I would like take breaks out of nowhere and when COVID. When COVID 40 00:03:15.560 --> 00:03:19.159 hit, did you feel like it was over at all for a second where 41 00:03:19.199 --> 00:03:22.039 you're like wow, I was just no, you were you were all in, 42 00:03:22.159 --> 00:03:24.439 you were ready to get back into it. It was well, see 43 00:03:24.479 --> 00:03:28.199 the way that it kind of worked out in my head and the way I 44 00:03:28.280 --> 00:03:31.479 was able still get it was like I came in at twenty two with it 45 00:03:31.639 --> 00:03:36.360 like I had already had a job, So form wasn't like an end all 46 00:03:36.439 --> 00:03:38.479 be all for me, and it was more of a curiosity and it was 47 00:03:38.520 --> 00:03:42.319 like a holy shit, somebody actually thinks I can do this, And to 48 00:03:42.400 --> 00:03:45.599 be completely Frank, I was like, I want the merch. I don't 49 00:03:45.639 --> 00:03:49.240 care about the other sway. I just want the merge. That's it. 50 00:03:51.039 --> 00:03:58.360 And so when the pandemic hit, I was disappointed because I when I started, 51 00:03:58.479 --> 00:04:01.280 I did start pretty well, and you know, I was fairly popular, 52 00:04:01.400 --> 00:04:05.840 and then nobody was shooting. So I was a little bit like, 53 00:04:08.000 --> 00:04:11.919 dang it, like bad luck, bad timing, I missed my chance. 54 00:04:12.759 --> 00:04:15.040 But it was never like, oh it's over for me. I just kind 55 00:04:15.040 --> 00:04:19.959 of started camming or like parting something on Only Fans, But it was like 56 00:04:20.839 --> 00:04:25.079 always something I could do because I had something else in my backpops or if 57 00:04:25.120 --> 00:04:29.240 I needed it, sure, sure, yeah, I was comfortable just continuing 58 00:04:30.199 --> 00:04:32.759 even if I wasn't like getting throw booking at the time. Shane, did 59 00:04:32.759 --> 00:04:35.879 you have a question? Oh, I was going to say, like also, 60 00:04:35.920 --> 00:04:40.360 I mean she kind of sad that day in there, like if the 61 00:04:40.639 --> 00:04:43.120 when the pandemic was ramping up, I mean, that could have been like 62 00:04:43.199 --> 00:04:48.959 the perfect opportunity to build up in Only Fans or a solo endeavor, you 63 00:04:49.000 --> 00:04:53.720 know, just because if the main sites aren't shooting, like dude, still 64 00:04:53.720 --> 00:04:58.800 need stuff to jack off to, right, Yeah, that was funny, 65 00:04:58.839 --> 00:05:01.800 But that caught me off gard when I was drink of water. Yeah, 66 00:05:02.560 --> 00:05:08.319 so you jumped into I mean, did you have anxiety going into it or 67 00:05:08.360 --> 00:05:14.600 have you always been kind of just like a free person. So I actually 68 00:05:14.639 --> 00:05:18.839 developed like a really bad problem to anti anxiety medication in the industry. Sure, 69 00:05:19.240 --> 00:05:26.000 so I was definitely a very anxious person. But what It's funny because 70 00:05:26.560 --> 00:05:30.399 I never really focused on building and only fans during the pandemic. For me, 71 00:05:30.720 --> 00:05:38.040 it was like that also kind of happened by accident. Like right now 72 00:05:38.040 --> 00:05:42.399 my only evans a shit because I'm like kind of burnt out on it. 73 00:05:42.480 --> 00:05:47.800 But like my thing is actually TikTok. I was on that constantly live streaming, 74 00:05:47.959 --> 00:05:51.040 like before my first one got banned. I think I was. I 75 00:05:51.040 --> 00:05:55.240 mean I was over one hundred thousand followers when my first woor got banned, 76 00:05:55.879 --> 00:06:00.879 and that just by having my linate tree and my bio before you couldn't do 77 00:06:00.959 --> 00:06:04.959 that. I was making me a ton of money on only that really because 78 00:06:05.000 --> 00:06:08.879 I was just like I could do a stream and like I would be an 79 00:06:08.879 --> 00:06:13.240 I would stream by myself in my apartment for sometimes eight hours and kind of 80 00:06:13.279 --> 00:06:15.199 just have as like a boy or came while on doing something else. Sure. 81 00:06:15.439 --> 00:06:23.360 Yeah, so like it ended up giving people a very like personal look 82 00:06:23.399 --> 00:06:28.240 at how I live my life. And I think that people kind of come 83 00:06:28.279 --> 00:06:31.920 to me now more because of that than because of like my my porn videos, 84 00:06:32.920 --> 00:06:36.720 which is interesting for you who put me in the spot of like, 85 00:06:36.839 --> 00:06:41.439 I don't really know what to do with my only fans and what to do 86 00:06:41.600 --> 00:06:46.279 with this like Riley Jean brand, because I spent so much of it like 87 00:06:46.680 --> 00:06:51.079 online talking and just like I've always said, like I've never had a fucking 88 00:06:51.120 --> 00:06:55.480 inside thought in my life, so if I thought it, I would put 89 00:06:55.480 --> 00:07:00.920 it on TikTok. Yeah, this is actually this is interesting because you're not 90 00:07:00.000 --> 00:07:04.959 unwilling to work right right obviously, but maybe you just don't know. We 91 00:07:05.160 --> 00:07:10.240 just had again a full hour conversation with a woman who's strictly only fans, 92 00:07:10.279 --> 00:07:15.279 has never shot a pro seene anything like that, and she really was stressing 93 00:07:15.319 --> 00:07:18.720 to us the importance of building your niche your brand. So let's try and 94 00:07:18.800 --> 00:07:25.360 do this real quick. What is your niche? What sets you apart from 95 00:07:25.399 --> 00:07:30.600 other performers in either your look, your talent, the things you like. 96 00:07:30.759 --> 00:07:33.399 Okay, if you were a chick who just loved fishing. There isn't only 97 00:07:33.439 --> 00:07:38.120 fans for you sitting on a boat with your tits out fucking looking for bass. 98 00:07:38.240 --> 00:07:42.839 You know, I think what sets me apart? And I could be 99 00:07:42.920 --> 00:07:45.399 totally wrong about this, but I kind of think it's two things. That 100 00:07:45.519 --> 00:07:47.000 one of them is the fact that, like in all of my porn, 101 00:07:47.120 --> 00:07:54.160 I'm always like laughing and smiling and like I never look like I'm like forcing 102 00:07:54.199 --> 00:07:59.279 it. Sure, so I think that helps authenticity. Yeah, I'm trying 103 00:07:59.279 --> 00:08:03.120 to remember what the other one? Horrible lady. Now my brain's like mine 104 00:08:03.160 --> 00:08:07.920 does that all the time. What about I got it's ter How about aesthetically 105 00:08:07.000 --> 00:08:11.920 what is your aesthetic? Do you have one? No, I feel like 106 00:08:11.040 --> 00:08:16.040 it changes so much. Like my agent was just saying how he has more 107 00:08:16.079 --> 00:08:20.399 pictures of me than any other girl because I caught like tomorrow I'm getting like 108 00:08:20.480 --> 00:08:26.879 little these like little festival braids and very extensions put in my like I just 109 00:08:26.959 --> 00:08:33.960 had red hair, and like I'm constantly changing the way I look and like 110 00:08:33.080 --> 00:08:39.080 experimenting. I think with that. Okay, could that be your niche? 111 00:08:39.159 --> 00:08:41.399 Could you be a festival girl? Oh my god, you just reminded me. 112 00:08:41.639 --> 00:08:48.600 Oh definitely, Okay, Okay, So This has stayed true pretty much 113 00:08:48.639 --> 00:08:52.399 since I started. I have a very innocent milk, but there are very 114 00:08:52.440 --> 00:08:58.919 few things I won't do, Like I cater to the very interesting thing. 115 00:09:00.879 --> 00:09:03.759 Sure I'm obvious, I'm not so obvious, but I do a lot of 116 00:09:03.840 --> 00:09:07.600 things that like looking at me, you wouldn't look at me and be like, 117 00:09:07.639 --> 00:09:11.320 oh yeah, this girl like super rough, like impact, they flap 118 00:09:11.320 --> 00:09:15.519 and choking, but like one of you know, some of my best selling 119 00:09:15.600 --> 00:09:18.480 videos are exactly that, And that's the stuff that like I genuinely enjoy is 120 00:09:18.519 --> 00:09:24.480 like the really rough stuff. So that kind of throws people and it gets 121 00:09:24.480 --> 00:09:28.840 their attention because I look very vanilla and then you watch my stuff and it's 122 00:09:28.879 --> 00:09:33.799 like, oh shit, I know you did all that. So that obviously 123 00:09:33.840 --> 00:09:37.399 is a great way to go down, but it can also that can lead 124 00:09:37.440 --> 00:09:43.120 to levels of escalation where yeah, you're totally cool doing everything until this fucking 125 00:09:43.200 --> 00:09:46.759 comes along and you go, oh no, no, no, no, 126 00:09:46.759 --> 00:09:48.759 no, no go ahead, what are you gonna say you're into anything? 127 00:09:48.960 --> 00:09:52.679 Instead? Oh okay, all right, please expear. It's something very similar. 128 00:09:52.840 --> 00:09:58.519 So someone brought a Doberman pincher to the set. What happened? That's 129 00:09:58.600 --> 00:10:03.559 obvious you know, like that and like age play are two things that I 130 00:10:03.639 --> 00:10:05.799 don't do. I don't do age play and I don't do that obviously, 131 00:10:05.840 --> 00:10:09.360 like that one's illegal, but age place is some morality thing for me. 132 00:10:09.559 --> 00:10:15.120 But I said the same where I really liked getting choked until somebody who I 133 00:10:15.200 --> 00:10:18.720 had trusted, you know, who choked me like this, and my my 134 00:10:18.120 --> 00:10:22.360 I'm done is somebody tapping three times. I tapped it three times and did 135 00:10:22.519 --> 00:10:26.879 like going. I ended up having a c year. So that kind of 136 00:10:26.960 --> 00:10:28.919 drew up in my faith because it was, you know, this, this 137 00:10:30.000 --> 00:10:33.120 situation and this person has come out as like a very known abuser, but 138 00:10:33.320 --> 00:10:39.879 like it was one of those things where the whole point of a lot of 139 00:10:39.919 --> 00:10:43.960 zeus kinks. There's a very psychological aspect. So a lot of it is 140 00:10:43.960 --> 00:10:48.519 exposure therapy. It's regaining control over something you've lost and you want to take 141 00:10:48.639 --> 00:10:54.519 back. Sure, So in that moment, it definitely I won't say it 142 00:10:54.600 --> 00:10:56.480 ruined it for me, and I still say that there is a lot that 143 00:10:56.559 --> 00:11:05.559 I will do. But it's made me a lot more vigilant about, like 144 00:11:07.320 --> 00:11:11.519 really paying attention to how these people act, because had I paid attention to 145 00:11:11.559 --> 00:11:16.240 this person's behaviors. Listen to what this person's saying. You know that he 146 00:11:16.360 --> 00:11:20.279 wanted to do, and just the way he spoke about women and everything. 147 00:11:20.320 --> 00:11:22.480 I should have if I was to be paying more attention, I would have 148 00:11:22.559 --> 00:11:28.919 seen this is not something like this isn't a kink for you. You just 149 00:11:28.080 --> 00:11:33.360 genuinely enjoy abusing women. Yeah, yeah, oh, I would pay a 150 00:11:33.440 --> 00:11:37.720 lot more attention to like who I work with if I'm working with somebody in 151 00:11:37.720 --> 00:11:41.360 that regard, and I'm even now so selective with who I were going to 152 00:11:41.480 --> 00:11:43.440 that regard, Shane, would you mind if I went into that game real 153 00:11:43.519 --> 00:11:46.879 quick? Because she brought it up? Yeah, yeah, I Thoughtkay, 154 00:11:46.919 --> 00:11:48.639 that's where we're going. Oh, okay, we do a game called sack 155 00:11:48.759 --> 00:11:54.000 on this show, s AKA okay, okay, and what that stands for 156 00:11:54.120 --> 00:12:00.279 is shit animals kids. Okay. When we initially started doing this show to 157 00:12:00.279 --> 00:12:03.080 Sarah Jay porn legend, Davy in Hall of Famer, this and that, 158 00:12:03.279 --> 00:12:07.039 and she told us early on, I will never do an anal scene, 159 00:12:07.519 --> 00:12:09.759 and we go, okay, well what if you were offered bloh, doesn't 160 00:12:09.799 --> 00:12:13.759 matter. She's not interested. She's been offered five digits to do any She's 161 00:12:13.840 --> 00:12:16.679 not what she likes. It's not a preference. She's out of it. 162 00:12:16.120 --> 00:12:20.960 So then we would try and bring this same question to other girls and they 163 00:12:20.000 --> 00:12:24.519 would you know, what is something you would never do on camera? And 164 00:12:24.519 --> 00:12:26.360 inevitably girls would be like, well, I wouldn't eat shit, and we 165 00:12:26.399 --> 00:12:31.360 were like, yeah, we know that one we established and they'd be like, 166 00:12:31.360 --> 00:12:33.559 well I wouldn't. I wouldn't like fuck an animal, and we go, 167 00:12:33.639 --> 00:12:35.440 yeah, if you would, I would have to leave this room right 168 00:12:35.480 --> 00:12:41.039 now. So shit, animals and kids, those are your automatics. Those 169 00:12:41.039 --> 00:12:46.639 are gone. Okay. So I actually used to do stuff in the first 170 00:12:46.679 --> 00:12:50.960 category. Oh I did. So I never ate it. I never did 171 00:12:50.000 --> 00:12:54.039 anything like that, but I would encourage myself going to the restroom. And 172 00:12:54.039 --> 00:13:00.720 that's sending it to people. See that's like okas Lily like this sitting back 173 00:13:00.799 --> 00:13:05.480 on it. But I that's something now, it's that's one of those fetishes. 174 00:13:05.519 --> 00:13:07.200 Like I said, I cater to a lot of different things that my 175 00:13:07.279 --> 00:13:11.440 price plan for that is astronomically high. But if somebody is willing to pay 176 00:13:11.480 --> 00:13:16.879 it, I have like very specific rules to like I go about doing it. 177 00:13:16.879 --> 00:13:18.840 It goes No, I don't like really advertise it doesn't go anywhere here 178 00:13:18.919 --> 00:13:24.519 at the face, and it's pretty limited to like you basically just get to 179 00:13:24.600 --> 00:13:30.240 watch me do it and then like I'll like show it off to you kind 180 00:13:30.240 --> 00:13:33.480 of do you catch it in a net or something? How does it well? 181 00:13:33.519 --> 00:13:39.000 Like just like on a plate sometimes to like on a plate or like 182 00:13:39.440 --> 00:13:43.679 squatting on top of the toilet, Like it's literally some people like just want 183 00:13:43.720 --> 00:13:48.759 to watch you do it now. They want to see the propos process in 184 00:13:48.879 --> 00:13:52.399 action. As soon as she was like one of those three I do do, 185 00:13:52.480 --> 00:13:54.759 I was like, Ah, this is gonna be the next fucking this 186 00:13:54.840 --> 00:13:58.200 is this is fuck the game we got to talk about this Is this something 187 00:13:58.320 --> 00:14:01.639 you actually enjoy or is it part of business? There's some stuff about my 188 00:14:01.759 --> 00:14:05.960 day job I like, and there's some shit is fucking part of the job 189 00:14:05.039 --> 00:14:09.879 and I have to do it. It's definitely something for me that's just kind 190 00:14:09.879 --> 00:14:11.279 of like part of the job. Like I have, you know, like 191 00:14:11.320 --> 00:14:15.679 I said, a lot of different fetishes. I do, like puke fetishade. 192 00:14:15.799 --> 00:14:18.639 I love that one. That one I have so much fun with what 193 00:14:18.360 --> 00:14:22.000 is love that? But the poop has always just kind of been like if 194 00:14:22.000 --> 00:14:26.440 somebody came out for me a high enough number, y'all film myself doing it? 195 00:14:26.519 --> 00:14:31.759 I guess sure. Uh so, what are the boundaries with the puke 196 00:14:31.879 --> 00:14:37.080 one? So is it like is it strictly like puke from from throat work 197 00:14:37.279 --> 00:14:39.799 or is it like, uh no, I'll just make myself puke and then 198 00:14:39.919 --> 00:14:43.639 you know, I'll bathe in it? Like how does what are the peak 199 00:14:43.720 --> 00:14:48.679 boundaries? Oh? Okay with that one? Yeah, so with that one, 200 00:14:48.200 --> 00:14:54.480 that one kind of started as just like with toys and then like making 201 00:14:54.519 --> 00:14:58.159 myself do it, and then it evolved into like somebody was like I want 202 00:14:58.200 --> 00:15:01.799 you to do but like I want you to do it on a specific pair 203 00:15:01.799 --> 00:15:05.759 of socks and like play in it, and then that just became something that 204 00:15:05.960 --> 00:15:11.399 like I do on Lover's band and you know what I do actually do it. 205 00:15:11.480 --> 00:15:15.360 Think I've said I'm so burnt out right now, but because I've been 206 00:15:15.360 --> 00:15:18.600 shooting a lot, but like, you know what I do do is I 207 00:15:18.639 --> 00:15:22.159 have a lot of fun with it. And it's there's a surprising amount of 208 00:15:22.200 --> 00:15:24.840 companies that you that I just don't ever put in their trailers. I know 209 00:15:26.000 --> 00:15:31.000 this. So I was going to ask you you've said you like, you 210 00:15:31.039 --> 00:15:35.519 know, slapping and then vomiting. Now there's a site that no girl ever 211 00:15:35.600 --> 00:15:39.279 wants to talk about ever, especially when they've shot for it in the past. 212 00:15:41.480 --> 00:15:43.759 I'm not defending I know what it is. I'm so excited. I 213 00:15:43.840 --> 00:15:48.440 know you know what it is. What are the initials of the two words 214 00:15:48.440 --> 00:15:54.120 in it to start with it? Yeah? I just shot with them. 215 00:15:54.720 --> 00:16:00.519 Really, they were like a bucket list company for me. People who don't 216 00:16:00.519 --> 00:16:03.559 know we're talking about facial abuse dot com. Yeah, and you know what, 217 00:16:03.919 --> 00:16:10.039 I just want to say that, you know, this could vary for 218 00:16:10.159 --> 00:16:15.759 everybody, but my own personal experience on set with them was more professional than 219 00:16:15.840 --> 00:16:23.799 some mainstream sets had been on. Everybody treated me with complete respect. Like 220 00:16:25.200 --> 00:16:29.039 I don't know if it's because I'm more of a mainstream performer and I'm more 221 00:16:29.120 --> 00:16:32.600 likely to talk about it if they you know something or what, but like, 222 00:16:33.279 --> 00:16:37.279 my experience with them was very pleasant. It was it was very positive 223 00:16:37.799 --> 00:16:41.519 as like the shoot assaults was so much fun. So, I Shane hates 224 00:16:41.559 --> 00:16:45.200 when I have to explain this, but I have an affinity for that website, 225 00:16:45.320 --> 00:16:49.080 not even because I necessarily love the content. In high school, we 226 00:16:49.159 --> 00:16:53.399 had the girl in the next high school over who turned eighteen senior year and 227 00:16:53.399 --> 00:16:59.080 then it went and shot with facial abuse. So I I which will actually 228 00:16:59.159 --> 00:17:00.879 lead into a good question for you, but I you know, I think 229 00:17:00.919 --> 00:17:03.799 of that site, and I think of like the excitement of being a fucking 230 00:17:03.880 --> 00:17:07.400 high school kid and oh my god, that girl did it that girl shop. 231 00:17:07.279 --> 00:17:14.079 Oh my god, now we have a pussy looks like. So let 232 00:17:14.079 --> 00:17:19.039 me ask you, have you had friends from before porn who either abandoned you 233 00:17:19.359 --> 00:17:23.359 or who are now more engaged? Are you getting messages from because you're how 234 00:17:23.400 --> 00:17:26.079 old are you? Can I answer that, I'm I'm twenty five. Okay, 235 00:17:26.119 --> 00:17:30.119 so you're twenty five. So do you have guys from high school who 236 00:17:30.240 --> 00:17:36.039 hit you up? Ever? Or no? I definitely used to, Like 237 00:17:36.119 --> 00:17:37.559 I have one guy I used to work with. I wish I could pull 238 00:17:37.599 --> 00:17:41.039 it up this I had the message. It was so funny, but he 239 00:17:41.200 --> 00:17:45.440 was like, uh, I hope this isn't weird, but I love your 240 00:17:45.519 --> 00:17:49.920 videos to build a lot of fantasies for me. This sude has a wipe 241 00:17:49.920 --> 00:17:53.599 thing kids, and he was messaging with this and like, I was getting 242 00:17:53.640 --> 00:17:56.920 a lot of messages from people when I first started, and they were like, 243 00:17:57.960 --> 00:18:03.680 do you go by the name Riley Jean by chance, or like send 244 00:18:03.720 --> 00:18:06.799 me my videos and asking this me, and then I would move into my 245 00:18:06.880 --> 00:18:08.480 only fans where it would be like people boy I used to go to school 246 00:18:08.519 --> 00:18:12.839 with and like I was horribly bullied, so they would be like asking me 247 00:18:12.920 --> 00:18:17.119 for customs where they were like girls would message me and ask me for advice 248 00:18:17.200 --> 00:18:21.680 and like how to start, and my response was always like either pay me 249 00:18:21.759 --> 00:18:26.079 or fuck off because you treated me like shit in high school. I think, 250 00:18:26.160 --> 00:18:30.279 like I remember, I remember I made a post on Facebook, and 251 00:18:30.319 --> 00:18:34.519 this is kind of how I like admitted to it. But I was like, 252 00:18:34.640 --> 00:18:37.519 in high school, I always wanted to be the girl who got hundreds 253 00:18:37.559 --> 00:18:41.119 of likes on our pictures, and now I have millions of years in the 254 00:18:41.160 --> 00:18:45.359 hubs, so don't let dream. There's an equivalency there somebody having their first 255 00:18:45.440 --> 00:18:49.079 kid and putting that out and getting a hundred likes and you over here are 256 00:18:49.559 --> 00:18:56.079 puking into a napkin and getting a million not of shit. You know. 257 00:18:56.240 --> 00:19:00.279 It was. It was one of those things that I think, like, 258 00:19:00.200 --> 00:19:07.519 I'm just I've always wanted to be liked, so in high school I always 259 00:19:07.559 --> 00:19:11.079 wanted to be liked, and the egg, you know, I was. 260 00:19:11.400 --> 00:19:14.559 I never was from one days or nothing. You know, I was really 261 00:19:14.559 --> 00:19:18.839 poor. I grew into the way I look at a very late age. 262 00:19:19.799 --> 00:19:25.880 I you know, just I always wanted to be liked, so even when 263 00:19:25.880 --> 00:19:30.519 I started doing because I didn't start doing podcasts until the last three months, 264 00:19:30.839 --> 00:19:33.160 okay, And you know, I talked to my PR guy about it, 265 00:19:33.200 --> 00:19:37.880 and I was like, I'm terrified to these because like, i'n'tk if people 266 00:19:37.920 --> 00:19:40.680 don't like my body, or if people don't like the way I have sex 267 00:19:40.759 --> 00:19:44.279 or whatever, who gives a shit about that. I'm terrified people are going 268 00:19:44.359 --> 00:19:48.160 to hear me and be like, I don't like her personality. Oh no, 269 00:19:48.359 --> 00:19:52.920 I see what's great about porn too. Yeah, yeah, I mean, 270 00:19:52.000 --> 00:19:56.680 most most people don't like our personality. But what's great about porn too 271 00:19:56.799 --> 00:20:00.640 is so many different niches, so so you are the way you are, 272 00:20:00.680 --> 00:20:04.279 but it also kind of applies to personality too. Yes, there's gonna be 273 00:20:04.359 --> 00:20:07.839 some people who listen to this and go, I fucking don't like this chick 274 00:20:07.960 --> 00:20:11.559 at all. And there's gonna be some people who are just like that girl 275 00:20:11.559 --> 00:20:15.720 reminds me of the girl I had a crush on in high school. Uh, 276 00:20:15.000 --> 00:20:18.880 it's the same type. She may have got bullied in this and that, 277 00:20:18.960 --> 00:20:22.000 and then later on she kind of fucking retook her power and everything else. 278 00:20:22.039 --> 00:20:26.079 Like that. I'm into this chick. I'm gonna start looking into her 279 00:20:26.119 --> 00:20:29.000 and everything else. Sorry, if calling you a chick bothers you, I 280 00:20:29.000 --> 00:20:34.720 don't mean to. All Right, you're a cool chick anyway. So do 281 00:20:34.839 --> 00:20:38.920 you think, all right, have you always been very like sexually? Uh? 282 00:20:38.960 --> 00:20:41.519 What is the term? No? Okay? Do you think that was 283 00:20:41.640 --> 00:20:48.000 born out of some of the bullying? I think it was, honestly more 284 00:20:48.200 --> 00:20:52.799 like so when I started doing when I was cast routine, it's constantly the 285 00:20:52.839 --> 00:20:57.119 stepdaughter, step niece, so the fucking step sister. I was only to 286 00:20:57.119 --> 00:21:04.839 step something and it was always very vanilla, and I was having suddenly a 287 00:21:04.839 --> 00:21:08.200 lot more sex than I was having in my personal life, and I got 288 00:21:08.279 --> 00:21:12.240 very desensitized to what I was doing, to the point where it was like, 289 00:21:14.000 --> 00:21:15.480 yes, I could put out a performance for the camera, but like 290 00:21:15.519 --> 00:21:19.640 in my own personal life, I was just so goddamn poor. And that 291 00:21:19.720 --> 00:21:23.920 led to me going the complete opposite route, which was the more extreme stuff 292 00:21:25.519 --> 00:21:30.160 and getting more into kink and lily you know, BDSM and all of that 293 00:21:30.559 --> 00:21:33.920 bringing other stuff in, and I realized, oh, I like this, 294 00:21:34.039 --> 00:21:37.079 I want to incorporate this. This is so much more enjoyable to me. 295 00:21:37.960 --> 00:21:44.880 And then it just again it led to even further, like looking into different 296 00:21:45.240 --> 00:21:49.200 you know, fetishes and learning about them and whining exist and all of this 297 00:21:49.319 --> 00:21:55.960 stuff. But I think I just, you know, I lost my virginity 298 00:21:56.039 --> 00:22:00.000 because I was scared of the way my vagina looked so like I was very 299 00:22:00.400 --> 00:22:03.640 just sexually shy. Oh Shane, if you haven't seen it, it has 300 00:22:03.759 --> 00:22:07.640 teeth? No, can you lap? What does that mean? You? 301 00:22:07.640 --> 00:22:11.960 You lost it so just so you could get an opinion like us it, 302 00:22:11.119 --> 00:22:14.720 No, just so I could get it over with, like, just so 303 00:22:15.359 --> 00:22:18.880 it would be done, because I have, like you know, I lived 304 00:22:18.920 --> 00:22:22.319 in a really small town and I constantly heard people say like at roast beef 305 00:22:22.400 --> 00:22:25.759 pussy, I like this, that another, and that's what I have. 306 00:22:25.920 --> 00:22:29.160 And so I always told really fucking bad about it, and like somebody was 307 00:22:29.160 --> 00:22:30.640 gonna judge me, so like I just need to sleep with somebody and get 308 00:22:30.640 --> 00:22:34.759 it over with roll and behold, nobody said a goddamn thing to me about 309 00:22:34.759 --> 00:22:42.000 it. No, yeah, yeah, yeah. I was so embarrassed. 310 00:22:42.039 --> 00:22:47.279 About my thirteen inch dick that I also had the same thing. I was 311 00:22:47.359 --> 00:22:49.440 just kind of like, you gotta get it out there. And the first 312 00:22:49.519 --> 00:22:56.240 woman I split in half sheet. Now, uh that's good women you logjam? 313 00:22:56.559 --> 00:23:00.480 Yeah yeah, So now did that give you? I mean, did 314 00:23:00.519 --> 00:23:03.759 doing porn? Do you still get? Do you get negative comments? Ever? 315 00:23:03.400 --> 00:23:08.160 You have to? Everyone does? Right, Honestly, No, I 316 00:23:10.200 --> 00:23:15.680 I've not that. I've seen nothing that's like like I had somebody tell me 317 00:23:15.759 --> 00:23:19.160 once you look so much less autistic with your new hair, and that to 318 00:23:19.240 --> 00:23:25.119 me just craped Like I thought that was little. That is an insult. 319 00:23:25.160 --> 00:23:27.440 I just thought that was like really funny. Oh man, if I were 320 00:23:27.480 --> 00:23:30.519 you, I would have got a fucking simple jack haircut the next day. 321 00:23:32.920 --> 00:23:34.599 I don't even think I changed my hair. I think I might have died 322 00:23:34.599 --> 00:23:38.839 in black. Like I don't think I did anything to it, but I 323 00:23:38.920 --> 00:23:45.000 was like, damn, that's good and then like washed it, like, 324 00:23:45.039 --> 00:23:48.839 oh you to the shower, you're clean. What a fucking rude comment from 325 00:23:48.880 --> 00:23:56.039 a four hundred pound guy sitting in a basement. I loved the create. 326 00:23:56.599 --> 00:24:00.400 My thing is is if you're going to insult me, please be create. 327 00:24:00.559 --> 00:24:04.480 Like I've heard it all, I've heard the go killer yourself, I've heard 328 00:24:04.559 --> 00:24:11.000 the doubles, I've heard what you looked so much less autistic with that her 329 00:24:11.279 --> 00:24:15.039 Hell yeah, I'll not was stuff like that because I might talk about you. 330 00:24:15.880 --> 00:24:21.480 Thank you, sir. I appreciate that compliment. So if you don't 331 00:24:21.480 --> 00:24:23.319 want to talk, there's two things I kind of want to edge around and 332 00:24:23.359 --> 00:24:26.400 I don't know if you don't want to talk about them, which is totally 333 00:24:26.480 --> 00:24:30.759 fine. You said he developed a problem to anxiety medicine at some point, 334 00:24:30.680 --> 00:24:37.400 Yes, are you comfortable? Kind like the the good kind. It wasn't 335 00:24:37.519 --> 00:24:41.680 like it wasn't like hydroxyzine or just some like antihistamine. No no, no, 336 00:24:41.680 --> 00:24:45.599 no no no popping benna drills in the back of a fucking McDonald's parking 337 00:24:45.640 --> 00:24:51.279 lot. Well, so go ahead. Yeah, what happened was my first 338 00:24:51.319 --> 00:24:56.160 ever photo shoot. I was offered an anti anxiety that just because I was 339 00:24:56.200 --> 00:25:00.440 really nervous, and so I took it and I tried it, and you 340 00:25:00.480 --> 00:25:03.079 know, that one was kind of like whatever, I was okay, And 341 00:25:03.119 --> 00:25:07.000 then I tried the one that I got hooked on because like the first time 342 00:25:07.000 --> 00:25:14.920 I took it, I just remember every single thought in my head just quieting, 343 00:25:15.240 --> 00:25:19.599 and it was fucking great. So oh it was until like I knew 344 00:25:19.640 --> 00:25:25.000 nothing about these drugs until my first withdrawal when I didn't have any and I 345 00:25:25.039 --> 00:25:29.039 had my first ever interview in my first ever podcasts, but I don't remember 346 00:25:29.079 --> 00:25:32.759 those because I was actively going through fucking withdrawal while I was doing that. 347 00:25:32.960 --> 00:25:36.680 Wow. And it wasn't until my friend gave me one of her medications that 348 00:25:36.720 --> 00:25:38.480 I put two and two together because I felt better. I was like, 349 00:25:38.599 --> 00:25:42.119 shit, so I know I did. I started to research it a little 350 00:25:42.160 --> 00:25:47.200 bit and just to understand it better. And you know, like I made 351 00:25:47.200 --> 00:25:48.359 the supering mistake of thinking, well, if I understand it, then I 352 00:25:48.359 --> 00:25:53.640 can manage it, I'll be fine. Wrong, No, that's not how 353 00:25:53.680 --> 00:26:00.160 that works. And yeah, I was. I was in rehab for it. 354 00:26:00.240 --> 00:26:03.640 I really want to stress this point because this was something they sent to 355 00:26:03.640 --> 00:26:07.960 me a rehabit I think was just incorrect. And they were like, do 356 00:26:07.000 --> 00:26:11.279 you think your job is the reason that you have this problem? No, 357 00:26:11.839 --> 00:26:15.160 I don't. I think I could have developed this problem at a McDonald's. 358 00:26:15.279 --> 00:26:18.039 Sure. I think that, you know, I was a twenty two year 359 00:26:18.039 --> 00:26:22.720 old adult who knew every single risk having grown up with addict parents and still 360 00:26:22.720 --> 00:26:26.920 said, yes, I do not blame porn for that. And I really, 361 00:26:26.119 --> 00:26:29.279 like, I always want to make that creen every time it comes up, 362 00:26:29.319 --> 00:26:32.319 because it's so quick for people to take like your words and spin them 363 00:26:32.319 --> 00:26:36.920 and be like porn that this horn did not do this. I just happened 364 00:26:37.000 --> 00:26:42.160 to have been, you know, predisposed to addiction and found the one thing 365 00:26:42.200 --> 00:26:48.519 that my brain was like, yes, so do you still get anxiety going 366 00:26:48.559 --> 00:26:51.240 into shoots now? And you just know how to process it better, learn 367 00:26:51.279 --> 00:26:56.240 how to deal with it stuff like that. So I'm I'm now correctly medicated 368 00:26:56.240 --> 00:27:03.640 for my anxiety. Yeah, So I'm not like self medicating anymore like I 369 00:27:03.680 --> 00:27:07.160 was. I'm like, you know, managed by a doctor and watched by 370 00:27:07.160 --> 00:27:11.319 a doctor and you know, kept up on that. But I think now 371 00:27:11.759 --> 00:27:18.440 I've just been doing it for so long that it's kind of like, I 372 00:27:18.440 --> 00:27:23.960 don't know, like there's there's not really any There's like that initial anxiety if 373 00:27:25.000 --> 00:27:29.079 you're going on set and you've never worked with the crew or the challenge and 374 00:27:29.079 --> 00:27:32.279 you're like, wow, dude, we're all these people. But that goes 375 00:27:32.319 --> 00:27:38.240 away pretty quickly, you know, because and like a bunch of new guys 376 00:27:38.279 --> 00:27:41.319 are there and like you see him training in the background all day, but 377 00:27:41.799 --> 00:27:44.680 you know, at the at the end of the day, you got sales 378 00:27:44.680 --> 00:27:47.640 to make, you know, you got to get to work. Like you 379 00:27:47.759 --> 00:27:52.279 might notice them here and there, but you're professional. Yeah yeah, So 380 00:27:52.519 --> 00:27:56.799 it doesn't really get to me like you see. But I think part of 381 00:27:56.799 --> 00:28:03.319 that is because I've sort of framed it, like I as I've gotten older, 382 00:28:03.720 --> 00:28:07.920 it's easier for me to just recognize this is just a job. Like 383 00:28:07.759 --> 00:28:11.000 it's just a job. It's just the same of showing up to McDonald's or 384 00:28:11.200 --> 00:28:15.599 you know, like where else. It's what are you passionate about it more 385 00:28:15.640 --> 00:28:22.039 than you would be a regular job? Yeah you are? Okay? Oh 386 00:28:22.119 --> 00:28:27.200 yeah. I love and I've always said this. I love the creative like 387 00:28:27.599 --> 00:28:34.279 side of it. I love the you know, you're you're making a form 388 00:28:34.319 --> 00:28:40.839 of art. And I think that's probably why I kind of got so bored 389 00:28:40.920 --> 00:28:45.599 with like all of the cliches, because there's nothing really new in that. 390 00:28:45.960 --> 00:28:52.960 I like the things that are more weird or like experimental or like require you 391 00:28:53.240 --> 00:28:59.880 sort of step out of a comfort zone or anything like that. Just the 392 00:29:00.319 --> 00:29:03.240 that's an odd dichotomy isn't it. I don't know if that's the right word. 393 00:29:03.880 --> 00:29:07.119 Where you have this anxiety even just stepping on to a normal set initially, 394 00:29:07.799 --> 00:29:15.000 and now you are fighting that in a sense by going How uncomfortable can 395 00:29:15.039 --> 00:29:19.480 I make myself? Yah being yea going into an extreme situation? You know, 396 00:29:21.079 --> 00:29:22.960 I don't know. Maybe I would just be more uncomfortable. Maybe you 397 00:29:23.000 --> 00:29:27.519 were more comfortable going into those situations. And if you are, why is 398 00:29:27.640 --> 00:29:34.680 that? I think I'm always like it's odd because I've always found comfort in 399 00:29:36.440 --> 00:29:41.119 things that are not familiar. It's when things become familiar that I start to 400 00:29:41.160 --> 00:29:45.519 get uncomfortable and I get very like. It's why I'm like a very self 401 00:29:45.599 --> 00:29:49.839 destructive person. If anything starts to go well, like or anything starts to 402 00:29:49.920 --> 00:29:52.920 go bad, it doesn't matter. But if anything is too consistent, I 403 00:29:53.119 --> 00:29:56.640 start to freak out. Whereas if something is consistently new, and I think 404 00:29:56.680 --> 00:30:02.799 this just goes to having horrible ADHD. If something is new and inventive and 405 00:30:02.880 --> 00:30:06.359 different, I love it. I want to try it. I want to 406 00:30:07.200 --> 00:30:11.039 not even push myself to be uncomfortable, but just like, fuck, it's 407 00:30:11.079 --> 00:30:12.480 new, I want to be a part of that. That's so cool. 408 00:30:12.519 --> 00:30:17.480 Sure, yeah. Yeah, It's like I'm like a dopamine rush. I'm 409 00:30:17.480 --> 00:30:22.559 like constantly chasing I get Now, do you ever do you like just learning 410 00:30:22.559 --> 00:30:25.400 about shit in general? And do you ever get consumed with it? Like 411 00:30:25.440 --> 00:30:30.640 I'll go on Wikipedia and just fucking read every or just nothing, nothing like 412 00:30:30.640 --> 00:30:33.039 how does electricity work? Okay, all right, let's just fucking and it's 413 00:30:33.039 --> 00:30:38.440 my eighth brain too. Yeah. I did that with a Serbian film. 414 00:30:38.599 --> 00:30:42.839 I went out like here Long Spiral because I saw the movie did not have 415 00:30:42.920 --> 00:30:48.119 any folm warning about what the movie was, and then was immediately hell bent 416 00:30:48.319 --> 00:30:52.720 on understanding why the fuck somebody would create that, and then like learning about 417 00:30:52.759 --> 00:30:57.680 the why and the how is so fascinating. I was like so fixated on 418 00:30:57.759 --> 00:31:02.680 this for so I was like making people watch this movie, not really registering 419 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:06.079 that they're not gonna like go into the backstory. They're just gonna see this 420 00:31:06.319 --> 00:31:11.119 course sure. Sure. I was like, no, you have to know 421 00:31:11.160 --> 00:31:12.960 why they made it, and they're like, I don't shit, this movie's 422 00:31:14.200 --> 00:31:18.440 horrible. I do the same thing with beheading films, so I know exactly 423 00:31:18.480 --> 00:31:21.839 what you're talking about. I like to dig a little deeper and figure out, 424 00:31:21.960 --> 00:31:26.319 like why are the infidels there and this and that get that. Uh 425 00:31:26.359 --> 00:31:33.519 So going back twenty minutes to sack shit animals and kids take shit out, 426 00:31:33.519 --> 00:31:38.559 we'll just call it ac What is uh? What is something that, regardless 427 00:31:38.559 --> 00:31:44.319 of the dollar amount set, you just are like, I'm not really interested 428 00:31:44.319 --> 00:31:48.160 in doing that. And then the the inverse, what is something where maybe 429 00:31:48.200 --> 00:31:52.400 they would go, you would go, my rate is here, and they 430 00:31:52.440 --> 00:31:55.000 go, well for this fetish scene, blah blah blah blahah, we're only 431 00:31:55.000 --> 00:31:57.200 offering this much. You would still be like, yeah, I'll take it 432 00:31:57.240 --> 00:32:01.799 because that interests me a lot. The one thing I won't do and I 433 00:32:01.839 --> 00:32:07.079 actually they I wouldn't even do this on facial abuse. I will not eat 434 00:32:07.200 --> 00:32:14.559 my own puke. Okay, okay, just like engratulations Like, but it's 435 00:32:14.559 --> 00:32:17.519 funny because it was just water and they were like most girls, dude, 436 00:32:17.640 --> 00:32:21.519 like all the girls like, nope, most girls have no problem with this. 437 00:32:21.599 --> 00:32:23.319 I I refuse to do it. You could not offer me enough money 438 00:32:23.359 --> 00:32:30.599 to do it. I once it comes out, it stays out. It's 439 00:32:30.599 --> 00:32:35.920 a weird one because it's like, I just do you couldn't pay me enough 440 00:32:35.960 --> 00:32:42.200 to do it? Sure? What about someone else's puke? No? Is 441 00:32:42.319 --> 00:32:47.000 that worse. What's worse someone else's puke or your own puke? I think 442 00:32:47.119 --> 00:32:52.960 my own, to be honest, like, because I have way too much 443 00:32:52.000 --> 00:32:55.559 knowledge. It's like, all right, I consume this, I digested this, 444 00:32:55.559 --> 00:32:59.920 This is that outside my body. I don't know why I think way 445 00:33:00.039 --> 00:33:02.319 too much about it, whereas it it's somebody else. But I still won't 446 00:33:02.319 --> 00:33:07.359 do it. But I don't think there's not as much thought going in my 447 00:33:07.440 --> 00:33:10.240 head. You know, what's in that bowl is not good for your body, 448 00:33:10.279 --> 00:33:15.559 but maybe their bowl over there, maybe there's some good quality nutrients to 449 00:33:15.599 --> 00:33:17.880 it. Who knows shure it's in their ball. But the thing is I 450 00:33:17.920 --> 00:33:22.000 will never know it's that's fair. I think that's a fair point. I 451 00:33:22.039 --> 00:33:24.519 also don't eat puke. What is something? What is a fetish or maybe 452 00:33:24.559 --> 00:33:28.240 a scene you haven't even shot yet, or a type of scene or anything 453 00:33:28.279 --> 00:33:30.960 like that. What is on the horizon? Where again, if the rates 454 00:33:31.000 --> 00:33:36.119 weren't even right, you still you obviously know your value and everything like that, 455 00:33:36.200 --> 00:33:38.559 but you still would probably go, yeah, i'll take that, give 456 00:33:38.599 --> 00:33:46.519 me that, I'll take that. Oh God, that's really hard because I 457 00:33:51.640 --> 00:34:01.960 there's not a lot that I'm like, I guess the only real thing I 458 00:34:02.000 --> 00:34:07.160 can think to say. And it's only because it's something that like I really 459 00:34:07.200 --> 00:34:09.559 don't want to do, but I feel like would be a genuinely good video. 460 00:34:09.679 --> 00:34:15.239 Is a tickling buttsh. I hate being tickled, Like I start, 461 00:34:15.360 --> 00:34:19.079 I will start crying, I will kiss myself and is not a good time. 462 00:34:19.119 --> 00:34:22.440 I don't like being tingled at all. But I would be interested to 463 00:34:22.519 --> 00:34:28.119 see how long I could like do it for Like, I would still charge 464 00:34:28.159 --> 00:34:34.360 a lot more than I think the average, but I would be open to 465 00:34:34.559 --> 00:34:39.719 trying it. It's just one that like, I'm so sensitive, like I'm 466 00:34:40.599 --> 00:34:45.440 hyper sensitive everywhere, so being tickled it's just like fucking torture for me, 467 00:34:45.840 --> 00:34:52.000 totally. Yeah, let me ask you. Have you ever show any gang 468 00:34:52.000 --> 00:34:58.199 bang scenes? Yeah? I did, most amount of guys, probably the 469 00:34:58.320 --> 00:35:00.599 last, Oh god, with the last one I did. I think there 470 00:35:00.760 --> 00:35:12.280 was I aren't saying what was fat then? Or eight there? Okay, 471 00:35:12.480 --> 00:35:16.239 impressive. Here's my question for that, which type of gang bang scene do 472 00:35:16.280 --> 00:35:21.800 you prefer? Do you prefer where you are the center of attention and these 473 00:35:21.840 --> 00:35:24.440 seven or eight men are there to satisfy you in a you know, rough 474 00:35:24.480 --> 00:35:29.440 gang bang y type of way, or do you kind of like being the 475 00:35:29.480 --> 00:35:31.840 toy on set, got checked, not on set on camera. You know, 476 00:35:34.119 --> 00:35:37.320 if I had to pick, I would say, like, I kind 477 00:35:37.320 --> 00:35:43.840 of like being the toy. That's like, but I don't like I've found 478 00:35:43.920 --> 00:35:46.119 I don't like gang bangs. Really they are. Yeah, they're not my 479 00:35:46.440 --> 00:35:53.000 I get very overwhelmed and very overstimulated, and it just takes a lot out 480 00:35:53.000 --> 00:35:59.360 of me. So I don't prefer them. I've never like done a blowbank 481 00:35:59.440 --> 00:36:04.440 or anything like thought that might be easier and like less thought, but like 482 00:36:04.519 --> 00:36:08.480 gang bangs or I'm not a fan of that. You've done somewhat of a 483 00:36:08.480 --> 00:36:13.280 blowbang, right, didn't you shoot for a glory whole secret? Yeah? 484 00:36:13.360 --> 00:36:15.800 Yeah, yeah, that one I had a lot of fun with. I 485 00:36:15.880 --> 00:36:19.880 was like snorting, Come, I thought you were going to go a darker 486 00:36:19.960 --> 00:36:22.239 route. I was like snorting, I was gonna go don't say coke, 487 00:36:22.280 --> 00:36:25.840 don't say coke, don't say coke. I feel like we I watched that. 488 00:36:27.000 --> 00:36:29.719 I feel like I've seen that before. She had orange hair. I 489 00:36:29.760 --> 00:36:32.079 believe. I do my research. Yeah, maybe we watched it together. 490 00:36:32.360 --> 00:36:38.159 I don't think we watched it together, but it's possible. So fuck. 491 00:36:38.199 --> 00:36:44.320 I forgot where I was gonna go with that anyway, here's all right, 492 00:36:44.360 --> 00:36:45.440 here's what I'm going to edge around, and you tell me if you don't 493 00:36:45.480 --> 00:36:49.599 want to discuss it, even though you kind of put it online. But 494 00:36:50.039 --> 00:36:53.719 again, if you don't want to, okay, that's fair. Uh. 495 00:36:55.480 --> 00:37:00.360 Dating within the industry, it was hard. Do you talk about that or 496 00:37:00.440 --> 00:37:06.840 no? So I talk about a little bit because I like to respect even 497 00:37:06.840 --> 00:37:10.400 though they didn't respect me, I like to respect my exes. My last 498 00:37:10.400 --> 00:37:15.280 two boyfriends have been important. By the way, if you need a drink 499 00:37:15.320 --> 00:37:16.960 of water or something totally, you can go get it. You look at 500 00:37:16.960 --> 00:37:21.360 you for a second, you want like this. Oh. I was like, 501 00:37:21.440 --> 00:37:25.039 oh, like he did a challenge. I have like tea and stuff. 502 00:37:25.559 --> 00:37:29.760 Whatever you want to do. You're old, okay, okay, yeah 503 00:37:29.760 --> 00:37:31.159 I have a cold. Yeah, I'm not judging you. I just would 504 00:37:31.159 --> 00:37:35.559 hate if you were trying to power through like and then I was like, 505 00:37:36.239 --> 00:37:38.920 Riley needs to be sexy all the time. I'm like, okay, Grandma, 506 00:37:39.079 --> 00:37:42.960 take a breather. You just got to get puked for the day, 507 00:37:43.000 --> 00:37:47.840 that's all. Sure, someone's got a burpery. So dating within the industry, 508 00:37:47.880 --> 00:37:51.119 the last two guys you dated, you said, were in the industry. 509 00:37:51.920 --> 00:37:57.840 Yeah. So the first guy, we were together for a few years 510 00:37:57.920 --> 00:38:01.039 and then I found out he had a wife lit up. Wow this set. 511 00:38:01.159 --> 00:38:07.800 Yeah, that was rough. The second guy, I would say it 512 00:38:07.880 --> 00:38:14.039 was honestly arguably worst, just the breakup. On the breakup put me on 513 00:38:14.079 --> 00:38:17.760 such a bad under that I ended up in rehab. It was just you 514 00:38:17.760 --> 00:38:22.320 know, and I mean, he put all this on mine. He from 515 00:38:22.400 --> 00:38:24.239 like, I'm gonna kill myself to het my address on mine and he was 516 00:38:24.519 --> 00:38:29.440 to Jimmy saying He's gonna kill me, and it was you know, uh, 517 00:38:29.880 --> 00:38:32.559 then it was like it, but then it kept going on until I, 518 00:38:32.960 --> 00:38:37.280 you know, I finally ended it. And the guy I'm with now 519 00:38:37.480 --> 00:38:42.079 is also in the industry, and unlike last year, he's very supportive of 520 00:38:42.119 --> 00:38:46.679 what I do. He knows all sides of what I do and have done, 521 00:38:46.800 --> 00:38:50.679 and he accepts me for that and he doesn't, you know, judge 522 00:38:50.719 --> 00:38:59.199 me for it. He's very supportive, he's very encouraging, and he like 523 00:38:59.519 --> 00:39:02.679 he he understands that it's just a job and it's not like this defining thing. 524 00:39:04.039 --> 00:39:07.159 Sure so, but I will say I don't think that that's a common 525 00:39:07.280 --> 00:39:13.800 thing, and I don't recommendating in the industry totally. Well that that made 526 00:39:13.800 --> 00:39:16.760 me want to ask, so are there do you guys? I mean from 527 00:39:16.800 --> 00:39:21.960 the outside perspective, Okay, I'm just some fucking you know shit kicker somewhere. 528 00:39:22.000 --> 00:39:23.920 I go, well, I both work in the industry. That means 529 00:39:23.920 --> 00:39:29.320 they ain't got no boundaries and blah blah blah everything else. Do you guys 530 00:39:29.360 --> 00:39:30.320 have boundaries? Do you have rules? Do you have things set up? 531 00:39:30.360 --> 00:39:34.559 Where is it like like he can do what he needs to do on set, 532 00:39:34.639 --> 00:39:37.440 but if he's texting other girls at home anything like that, you're a 533 00:39:37.480 --> 00:39:39.639 little okay, go ahead, Sorry, I try and put words in the 534 00:39:39.679 --> 00:39:45.599 people's mouths. No. So it's really just like we are very open with 535 00:39:45.679 --> 00:39:50.480 each other. We communicate with each other. We are monogamous outside of porn, 536 00:39:51.000 --> 00:39:53.119 so it's not like we're like, well, you know whoa free throwing 537 00:39:53.199 --> 00:39:57.760 it out there. Like outside of work, we don't. We don't sleep 538 00:39:57.800 --> 00:40:01.079 with other people unless it's like a three so that we wanted to or something. 539 00:40:02.239 --> 00:40:07.440 But when it can when it comes to work, one thing that we 540 00:40:07.519 --> 00:40:13.159 do is like after a shoot, we go out together and we go out 541 00:40:13.199 --> 00:40:16.440 to eat and we just like spend time with each other. And I think 542 00:40:16.519 --> 00:40:22.679 that that really helps security, because it's impossible to not get insecure when your 543 00:40:22.719 --> 00:40:28.960 partner is sleeping with you know, of either gender. You know, attractive 544 00:40:29.000 --> 00:40:32.880 people and people who you can see and go online and like compare yourself to. 545 00:40:34.599 --> 00:40:40.360 So so we you know, we go out to dinner afterwards, and 546 00:40:42.519 --> 00:40:46.079 like if one of us is secure, we just talk about it and uh, 547 00:40:46.960 --> 00:40:51.039 but yeah, we definitely have like boundaries and stuff. You know, 548 00:40:51.079 --> 00:40:54.760 when it comes to collabing with people, it's not like a you know, 549 00:40:55.159 --> 00:41:00.440 I've told him like professionally, you know, you approach him professionally, comments 550 00:41:00.519 --> 00:41:02.400 under pictures and be like, oh, you're hot as fuck. Like if 551 00:41:02.440 --> 00:41:05.880 I saw that, I'd be pissed. I sure, dude, are you 552 00:41:06.000 --> 00:41:09.440 kidding me? Like, that's not a professional way to go about wanting to 553 00:41:09.480 --> 00:41:13.199 work with somebody that looks just like you want to fuck them now you want 554 00:41:13.199 --> 00:41:17.320 to work with them? Like totally. Is there any influence either way in 555 00:41:17.400 --> 00:41:22.239 terms of you. I don't know if you've ever had any bad run ins 556 00:41:22.239 --> 00:41:25.159 with any female performers or anything, but is there anything like maybe he may 557 00:41:25.199 --> 00:41:29.280 be working with someone that you don't like, and you're kind of like ugh, 558 00:41:29.639 --> 00:41:32.119 okay, well have fucking fun with her, not that you'll carry it 559 00:41:32.159 --> 00:41:36.280 on forever, but I don't know. You seem like a friendly person. 560 00:41:36.360 --> 00:41:37.480 Do you get in a lot of fights in the industry, because that would 561 00:41:37.480 --> 00:41:43.519 be funny. Oh okay, actually not only with one girl. Oh god, 562 00:41:43.599 --> 00:41:46.480 I I won't ask. I desperately want to know. And did it 563 00:41:46.519 --> 00:41:51.119 come to scraps? Did you start throwing fists? No? All? Okay. 564 00:41:51.159 --> 00:41:54.679 So I was in a TTS one time in Florida and this girl like 565 00:41:54.760 --> 00:41:59.480 comes up behind me and starts screaming, and it took me a second to 566 00:41:59.559 --> 00:42:02.280 register what was happening. But I learned at a very young age where my 567 00:42:02.320 --> 00:42:07.840 fight or flight was and so my ex he like saw what was happening, 568 00:42:08.360 --> 00:42:10.920 and he saw what I was about to do. He grabbed my wrists, 569 00:42:12.000 --> 00:42:15.280 like pulled me into the room and like shut the door in her face and 570 00:42:15.320 --> 00:42:19.400 she's out there still screaming, and I'm like, well, just hit that 571 00:42:19.440 --> 00:42:22.960 bitch. And then there was another time where a girl was like, I'm 572 00:42:22.960 --> 00:42:25.000 going to tell you when you're sleep, and so I'm like that fight me, 573 00:42:25.760 --> 00:42:29.320 sure? And who are these people? I mean, you don't have 574 00:42:29.320 --> 00:42:31.159 to say names, but yeah, but these are professionals, right, these 575 00:42:31.159 --> 00:42:40.480 are depends I defined professional. Yeah, But like my instances of drama in 576 00:42:40.519 --> 00:42:45.000 the industry, I'm pretty much always brought straight to a head where I'm like, 577 00:42:46.159 --> 00:42:49.360 I'm not going to sit here and fight with you like this. And 578 00:42:49.400 --> 00:42:51.679 I think a lot of it comes from the fact that, like I'm a 579 00:42:51.679 --> 00:42:54.639 lot older than some of the girls who I end up working with and dealing 580 00:42:54.639 --> 00:43:00.840 with, Like I'm twenty five and I dealing with nineteen twenty twenty one year 581 00:43:00.840 --> 00:43:06.679 old, and I kind of have to remind myself of that, like, 582 00:43:06.800 --> 00:43:10.679 Okay, these are like these are children. Are still like, yeah, 583 00:43:10.719 --> 00:43:14.880 they're adult children. Yeah, adult children. Yeah, don't say children, 584 00:43:14.960 --> 00:43:17.960 yep, yep, yep, but just yep, they're adults. Funny childish 585 00:43:19.079 --> 00:43:22.400 adults. Yep, Yeah they're childish. And I have to remind myself of 586 00:43:22.440 --> 00:43:27.119 that. But also, like I do have to just kind of admitted about 587 00:43:27.159 --> 00:43:32.639 that, like I'm the pettiest stuff person. I always have been, but 588 00:43:34.559 --> 00:43:38.320 I but like I don't, I don't know, I kind of I really 589 00:43:38.400 --> 00:43:43.239 keep to myself. Up until my boyfriend, Now, I never went to 590 00:43:43.360 --> 00:43:45.719 any like industry events. He brought me to my first one, which was 591 00:43:45.880 --> 00:43:51.880 Exotica and Chicago. Sure, and that was the first time I had ever 592 00:43:51.920 --> 00:43:55.159 gone to like an industry event because they just scared me. I didn't come 593 00:43:55.199 --> 00:44:00.480 out to LA until March, even though I started born in because I was 594 00:44:00.480 --> 00:44:05.119 so scared of like the drama that I heard was out here. I just 595 00:44:05.119 --> 00:44:08.239 didn't want a part of it because, like I like, I'm a very 596 00:44:08.320 --> 00:44:13.679 high strung person. I guess you're dead. I totally get it. Yeah, 597 00:44:13.719 --> 00:44:19.199 so am I I totally get it. There was something I was going 598 00:44:19.280 --> 00:44:22.079 to say along those lines. Oh, also, you have to consider this. 599 00:44:22.119 --> 00:44:23.400 So you're twenty five and you look at these people who are younger, 600 00:44:23.639 --> 00:44:28.760 I assume you take a lot of that professionalism with you into working with older 601 00:44:28.800 --> 00:44:31.519 people then, because if you're this annoyed at twenty five at an eighteen year 602 00:44:31.559 --> 00:44:35.800 old, when you're thirty five looking at a twenty five year old, you 603 00:44:35.880 --> 00:44:38.679 might be like, this bitch don't know anything, man, Like what is 604 00:44:38.760 --> 00:44:44.920 she just? And then then you're the one coming down the hallway screaming I'm 605 00:44:44.920 --> 00:44:50.119 trying to get tested here. I have that thought even now, where like 606 00:44:50.400 --> 00:44:52.840 I, you know, I have some of these younger girls asking me for 607 00:44:52.960 --> 00:44:57.440 advice, and I will literally preface it by saying, like, look, 608 00:44:57.800 --> 00:45:00.320 when I was your age and someone told me this shit, it was the 609 00:45:00.320 --> 00:45:04.760 most annoying fucking thing. But it's true to what you went with that, 610 00:45:05.039 --> 00:45:09.360 Like, you know, it's it's weird now kind of being that person that's 611 00:45:09.440 --> 00:45:17.559 like I too was once to your age. You should be doing something different. 612 00:45:19.119 --> 00:45:22.599 Yeah, yeah, I'm thirty five. So I look at you and 613 00:45:22.639 --> 00:45:27.239 I'm like, oh god, that was so long ago. All the references 614 00:45:27.280 --> 00:45:29.159 I want to make and stuff. I'm like, oh, yeah, she 615 00:45:29.280 --> 00:45:31.320 wasn't born yet, so you really can't. You can't pull that one out. 616 00:45:32.360 --> 00:45:36.320 She wasn't born when I was nine. Yeah. Now, I do 617 00:45:36.400 --> 00:45:39.559 have a question. And it was one of your scenes that I didn't study. 618 00:45:39.679 --> 00:45:44.320 I just pulled up and looked at it. But one of the things 619 00:45:44.360 --> 00:45:46.960 you said a second ago was that you don't do age play. Now what 620 00:45:47.360 --> 00:45:52.199 goes into that. You won't say you're a certain age or you won't play 621 00:45:52.360 --> 00:45:57.599 Okay, Now, are we talking eighteen nineteen or guys that want it way 622 00:45:57.639 --> 00:46:05.440 younger and ilegal or border at nine? The youngest I've said is nineteen because 623 00:46:05.480 --> 00:46:08.559 he paid high price. But the youngest that I tell anybody is twenty one. 624 00:46:08.840 --> 00:46:14.000 Okay, I will happily dress up however you want me to dress up. 625 00:46:14.000 --> 00:46:15.800 But if I am saying an age, it is twenty one. I've 626 00:46:15.840 --> 00:46:21.639 missed this of a few girls, air women chicks, and my question is 627 00:46:21.679 --> 00:46:24.480 this, I don't think so. But that's just because I'm like a freedom 628 00:46:24.519 --> 00:46:29.519 guy. But if you think it's different, I respect that too. Do 629 00:46:29.559 --> 00:46:32.119 you think eighteen should be the minimum age or mac minimum age for porn? 630 00:46:34.519 --> 00:46:37.440 No? Hey, you know what, here's the thing. Yeah, I 631 00:46:37.480 --> 00:46:40.159 see you're a little reluctant. You're scared some nineteen year old lady's gonna beat 632 00:46:40.199 --> 00:46:45.559 you up? Or no? Okay, okay. I've said this multiple times, 633 00:46:45.599 --> 00:46:47.559 really recently on podcasts. The last podcast I did, the guy was 634 00:46:47.599 --> 00:46:53.400 shocked that I said it. Wow. I also don't think you should be 635 00:46:53.440 --> 00:46:57.599 able to go into the military at that age, though. I don't think 636 00:46:57.639 --> 00:47:01.000 you should. Like if you can smoke, if you can't drink, you 637 00:47:01.039 --> 00:47:06.679 shouldn't be able to make these huge life altering decisions with your body. I 638 00:47:06.800 --> 00:47:09.960 just don't think that you should do. These are things you can't take back. 639 00:47:10.000 --> 00:47:14.039 Once you're invested in, you're enlisted, you're there for however many years 640 00:47:14.039 --> 00:47:17.760 once you do poor and that Vineo's out there forever. I think you need 641 00:47:17.800 --> 00:47:22.079 to have some life experience. And I know people will say I think there's 642 00:47:22.159 --> 00:47:24.559 so much and I have all the life experience of the most guess what, 643 00:47:24.679 --> 00:47:27.599 so did I And I said the same thing at eighteen, and if I 644 00:47:27.599 --> 00:47:30.679 started porn at eighteen, I would have fucked. And you're of the understanding 645 00:47:30.719 --> 00:47:35.360 now that you do not have anywhere near the life experience at twenty five that 646 00:47:35.400 --> 00:47:38.360 you'll have at thirty or thirty five. Right, Yeah, That's another thing, 647 00:47:38.519 --> 00:47:44.440 is like I, yeah, there's still so much to learning. There's 648 00:47:44.440 --> 00:47:52.039 still so much to go that I don't know. I mean, I well, 649 00:47:52.199 --> 00:47:57.079 if I have the chance, I typically will try to not work with 650 00:47:57.119 --> 00:48:00.400 people who are under twenty one. I've been booked with people who were at 651 00:48:00.440 --> 00:48:06.280 nineteen. It's whatever, But like, I really try to make sure that 652 00:48:06.960 --> 00:48:08.920 if I am working with somebody that age, that they at least have like 653 00:48:08.960 --> 00:48:14.519 a good head on their shoulders, because I just feel creepy, you know, 654 00:48:14.760 --> 00:48:19.960 like I feel kind of like, you know, it's terrible, and 655 00:48:20.039 --> 00:48:22.719 it's you know, no fault of anybody is, but like girls who look 656 00:48:22.840 --> 00:48:28.079 super young, if I get booked with them, I won't do it because 657 00:48:28.119 --> 00:48:34.039 it's like, dude, I'm sorry, you just look like no fucking young. 658 00:48:34.159 --> 00:48:37.320 I can't get pelling girls my age. Some of them look like they're 659 00:48:37.360 --> 00:48:40.239 fucking fifteen, and I just can't do it. Is it because you're just 660 00:48:40.519 --> 00:48:45.679 not attracted to them? Or is it because you don't like kind of the 661 00:48:45.719 --> 00:48:50.599 implications. Yeah, the it's what's coming out of it, or the guy's 662 00:48:50.719 --> 00:48:53.880 watching it, you know, thinking a certain thing, or it's a mix 663 00:48:53.960 --> 00:49:02.159 of all of it. You know, it's I think a lot of it 664 00:49:02.280 --> 00:49:07.559 kind of just goes into like my own head though, and knowing that like 665 00:49:07.039 --> 00:49:10.239 if I want to put on the best performance that I could put on, 666 00:49:12.119 --> 00:49:15.440 I need to do so with people who I'm comfortable working with. And I'm 667 00:49:15.480 --> 00:49:19.679 not going to be comfortable working with somebody who I look at and see like 668 00:49:19.880 --> 00:49:25.039 a little sister who's actually getting ready for her first year of fucking height. 669 00:49:25.159 --> 00:49:30.679 Like I can't. Yeah, like it just like I see girls like that, 670 00:49:30.719 --> 00:49:32.119 I'm like, I just want to hug you, and like, I 671 00:49:32.159 --> 00:49:37.320 don't know, Like it's just it's this weird thing where I'm like I can't 672 00:49:37.360 --> 00:49:40.840 get past it in my head. You just look so tiny and small. 673 00:49:40.920 --> 00:49:45.519 I can't I can't do it idea. You know what though, That's what's 674 00:49:45.559 --> 00:49:50.199 so cool about this industry. Women have a lot of the power nowadays, 675 00:49:50.280 --> 00:49:52.800 especially with OnlyFans, where you can just kind of do the content you want 676 00:49:52.840 --> 00:49:57.199 to do and not necessarily feel like, well, I got to shoot this 677 00:49:57.280 --> 00:50:00.639 with this eighteen year old chick with braces. He was wearing pigtails because I 678 00:50:00.639 --> 00:50:05.320 got to pay my rent. You know, you have the opportunity to do 679 00:50:05.360 --> 00:50:07.559 other stuff. And I got one more age question. I will let you 680 00:50:07.599 --> 00:50:09.960 go if you have something age related, but I don't want to jump away 681 00:50:09.960 --> 00:50:12.800 from it and jump back. Would you mind if I ask you no, 682 00:50:12.880 --> 00:50:15.199 I don't go. I don't have anything age related. I'm just absorbing that 683 00:50:15.280 --> 00:50:20.320 because I'm I'm like the opposite where like if I'm aged playing, I want 684 00:50:20.320 --> 00:50:22.960 to go up like you walk around with a cane and act like you're back. 685 00:50:23.440 --> 00:50:29.079 Well, thank you for the beautiful segue. Can I ask what the 686 00:50:29.280 --> 00:50:36.280 oldest performer you've ever worked with on camera is? And tellers? Okay, 687 00:50:36.840 --> 00:50:42.679 do you know how old he was? He was like stick saw seventy something 688 00:50:42.719 --> 00:50:47.079 at the time. Okay, see, I I think so, maybe I 689 00:50:47.119 --> 00:50:51.159 was wrong on that. There's too much higher on that peak to get to 690 00:50:51.199 --> 00:50:57.840 get you know, like you're you're pretty igh ranking on the the age scale 691 00:50:57.880 --> 00:51:00.039 there. It's nice. Uh well, she likes to work up, not 692 00:51:00.199 --> 00:51:05.599 down, I assume, right, Yeah, yeah, what was the I 693 00:51:05.639 --> 00:51:09.159 thought I saw one where you Maybe it was just the title of it with 694 00:51:09.280 --> 00:51:14.840 like a ninety year old dude. No, maybe they just pretended he was 695 00:51:14.920 --> 00:51:20.679 ninety. Yeah, maybe Steve Holmes was older. I've worked with him. 696 00:51:21.360 --> 00:51:25.519 Okay, all right, definitely nobody who's ninety Okay, I was I was 697 00:51:25.519 --> 00:51:30.119 gonna say, what was it like to kill a person? Uh? So 698 00:51:30.280 --> 00:51:35.519 Ed Powers the sixty eight do you have what is what is your ideal age 699 00:51:35.559 --> 00:51:40.840 to shoot with for a male performer? I'm like, I feel like forties 700 00:51:40.880 --> 00:51:46.440 and is a pretty solid age range that were always for the most part professional 701 00:51:46.599 --> 00:51:54.480 on set. They are there because it's their job and they yeah, like 702 00:51:55.039 --> 00:52:00.599 I find people my age are more like touchy peely and like want like flushing 703 00:52:00.760 --> 00:52:05.719 or whatever, which isn't my thing, whereas guys in that age group just 704 00:52:05.800 --> 00:52:08.119 kind of do their shit and dull. They're like they got stuff to do 705 00:52:08.239 --> 00:52:12.920 afterwards, they're not there. You're got to pick their kids up from soccer. 706 00:52:13.599 --> 00:52:15.119 Yeah, they're not there, and I hit on you trying to like 707 00:52:15.320 --> 00:52:21.400 pick you up or anything there were, So that's that's kind of interesting. 708 00:52:21.480 --> 00:52:23.880 You said one thing in there, And we've talked to all kinds of girls 709 00:52:23.880 --> 00:52:27.519 who've been out of the industry for years, who shot in their early two 710 00:52:27.559 --> 00:52:30.639 thousands and nineties, and newer girls and then girls who saw both. Right, 711 00:52:31.800 --> 00:52:36.599 there was a bit of a sea change from what we've gathered where you 712 00:52:36.639 --> 00:52:40.159 said guys would want fluffing on the set, So you're of the belief like, 713 00:52:40.280 --> 00:52:44.119 hey, you're a performer, get your dick hard, right? Is 714 00:52:44.400 --> 00:52:46.360 that what I'm what I got from you? Or like we talked to another 715 00:52:46.400 --> 00:52:50.119 performer who was, Yeah, nowadays they don't really do that, but if 716 00:52:50.119 --> 00:52:52.639 a guy needed me to like touch his nipples or do this or something to 717 00:52:52.639 --> 00:52:55.840 get them to work, like I'm trying to get to work, you know 718 00:52:58.480 --> 00:53:04.320 I used to, but to be honest, now it's I nah, it's 719 00:53:04.440 --> 00:53:09.880 just for me. It's like, you know, I have to just lift 720 00:53:09.960 --> 00:53:13.480 to get my fucking see, while like I don't. You're not help everyone 721 00:53:13.519 --> 00:53:15.920 shit with that, Like what And also it's kind of like it's not what 722 00:53:15.960 --> 00:53:21.559 I'm getting paid to do it. It's not I don't know, it's just 723 00:53:22.639 --> 00:53:24.480 it used to be a thing I did and I was looking with. But 724 00:53:24.599 --> 00:53:31.679 now I think it's just I when I'm on set, I am like so 725 00:53:31.920 --> 00:53:39.360 professional that it's like, well that that isn't that's not professional? Feel yeah 726 00:53:39.559 --> 00:53:44.159 right, right, Even though maybe it makes the day go quicker or faster 727 00:53:44.360 --> 00:53:46.480 or whatever, and maybe the guy's not totally rude, that's still not your 728 00:53:46.559 --> 00:53:52.719 job kind of yeah. Like if you know, respectfully, if you if 729 00:53:52.760 --> 00:53:59.519 you're struggling, like there are things that you know help you to aid in 730 00:53:59.639 --> 00:54:06.360 your ability to say, are sure yeah watch porn? Sure yeah? No. 731 00:54:06.679 --> 00:54:08.679 I think she meant like, you know Hills, which we are not 732 00:54:08.719 --> 00:54:13.920 sponsored by Blue Chew. I'm looking for a sponsorship go ahead. I would 733 00:54:14.039 --> 00:54:19.239 never ever ever tell somebody that they have to do that. But you know, 734 00:54:21.320 --> 00:54:23.079 there are gonna be people like me who don't want to pluck you, 735 00:54:23.159 --> 00:54:27.920 and you're gonna have to be okay with that. Like, if you want 736 00:54:27.920 --> 00:54:31.480 to surefire away that your scenes don't fail, they make it. I'm not 737 00:54:31.719 --> 00:54:36.159 sitting in here saying like that has to be and that's the only right way 738 00:54:36.159 --> 00:54:39.000 to do it. It's not and I understand not wanting to because I have 739 00:54:39.280 --> 00:54:43.360 Lord knows, I know the havoc that that ship wreaks on your body. 740 00:54:43.440 --> 00:54:45.119 My ex took it that. You know, we did it for years and 741 00:54:45.159 --> 00:54:52.280 years and years and years, and you know sometimes come blunt like understand the 742 00:54:53.079 --> 00:54:57.239 fear. And I would never tell somebody to do it, just like I 743 00:54:57.239 --> 00:55:00.800 would hope nobody would ever tell me I need to suck there addicting it than 744 00:55:00.840 --> 00:55:05.199 hard? Fair enough, Shane? Do you want to ask your question, 745 00:55:05.280 --> 00:55:08.199 which I think has been probably answered. We already know that you're down for 746 00:55:08.280 --> 00:55:14.159 piss play, right, Oh? Yeah, yeah, she's she's a keeper, 747 00:55:14.400 --> 00:55:17.840 she's a winner. Do you have any other question, Shane? Oh 748 00:55:17.840 --> 00:55:21.800 no, that's my favorite question. I know want to ask her that. 749 00:55:22.119 --> 00:55:28.880 So one last question here. You are a self proclaimed throat god according to 750 00:55:28.920 --> 00:55:32.039 your user name. What qualifies you as a throat god and not something lesser 751 00:55:32.119 --> 00:55:36.679 like a throat princess or a throat prime Minister? I wrote that earlier today. 752 00:55:37.679 --> 00:55:40.960 I have this thing when it comes to first of all, that was 753 00:55:42.239 --> 00:55:45.800 I was really stone when I can't like, yeahs fucking cool, everyone's throat 754 00:55:45.840 --> 00:55:52.599 goat. But that but also I really like giving head, and it's something 755 00:55:52.599 --> 00:55:59.519 that I've not gotten any complaints about. I've only gotten very good compliments. 756 00:55:59.519 --> 00:56:01.880 So it was one thing that I felt comfortable with abusing because it was like, 757 00:56:02.880 --> 00:56:06.679 I mean, if you go and look at the clip I just put 758 00:56:06.679 --> 00:56:09.320 on Twitter today with flut inspection. The dude's deep coded me. I had 759 00:56:09.400 --> 00:56:13.719 hold my head there for like twenty seconds. Absolutely could have done it longer, 760 00:56:13.800 --> 00:56:16.199 but his wife said something and I started fucking laughing. Yeah, we 761 00:56:16.280 --> 00:56:22.239 had to pull back. Our first porn star interview was with Dan and Suzanne. 762 00:56:22.400 --> 00:56:27.639 Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, I met. Imagine how 763 00:56:27.679 --> 00:56:31.960 great imagine complaining about getting head. Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, that's 764 00:56:32.159 --> 00:56:35.559 that's true. I mean, I'm sure you're wonderful at it, and you're 765 00:56:35.599 --> 00:56:37.639 great at it, but imagine the guy. Oh I guess guys that are 766 00:56:37.639 --> 00:56:42.480 in the industry might be like, oh, that sucked me. Yeah, 767 00:56:42.519 --> 00:56:46.360 but yeah, what is it of one percent of half a percent of people 768 00:56:46.400 --> 00:56:51.719 are in the industry? Fucking surprise. Okay, even outside of the industry, 769 00:56:51.719 --> 00:56:54.599 if you're not sucking dickrid, they let you know. Oh not me, 770 00:56:54.719 --> 00:56:59.039 I'm too much of a gentleman. I'll just tell my friends about it 771 00:56:59.119 --> 00:57:05.199 later. I know it's because I've been criticized so heavily from like Okay, 772 00:57:05.280 --> 00:57:07.960 this is how you're supposed to do, It's like this is how. So 773 00:57:07.039 --> 00:57:14.159 then I just started studying porn from like I've always studied porn to like learn 774 00:57:14.199 --> 00:57:20.679 how to do everything. When did you first start watching porn? Could I 775 00:57:20.760 --> 00:57:25.440 actually say it? Yeah? Yeah, you say sure? Uh? I 776 00:57:25.480 --> 00:57:30.960 mean I was exposed to it at a very very very early age. But 777 00:57:31.000 --> 00:57:37.280 when I like actively started watching it like myself, I was probably eleven or 778 00:57:37.360 --> 00:57:42.559 twelve. Okay, here's here's what I'm always interested in. Yeah, Shane, 779 00:57:42.639 --> 00:57:44.840 and I beat you on that one. That's okay, though we're that's 780 00:57:44.840 --> 00:57:47.159 actually I think of earlier than that. Well, mine was a year earlier 781 00:57:47.159 --> 00:57:52.280 than whatever you want to say. Mine was looking rule. Yeah, I 782 00:57:52.320 --> 00:57:57.000 was in the womb looking at fucking gang bangs and shit BBC too. Uh. 783 00:57:57.039 --> 00:57:59.880 Here's my question to you, and I always want to know this. 784 00:58:00.440 --> 00:58:06.760 Did you have favorite female performers or was it just whatever porn came across the 785 00:58:06.760 --> 00:58:10.000 dial? Well, so, first, the problem is I did have favorites. 786 00:58:10.559 --> 00:58:15.880 I don't remember their names. I remember like one of their names, 787 00:58:15.880 --> 00:58:22.119 Carter Cruise or like old old stuff. I really like her mainstream stuff is 788 00:58:22.159 --> 00:58:25.840 mainstream, but like her old ship is so fucking good. One my favorite 789 00:58:25.840 --> 00:58:30.039 pard I have bookmark is literally one of her videos. I saw it once 790 00:58:30.079 --> 00:58:34.639 and it took me years to find it again. No, I have that 791 00:58:34.679 --> 00:58:39.039 shit saved. But like, I tend to watch a lot of porn on 792 00:58:39.119 --> 00:58:45.679 like Motherless, so a lot of oh nice, Okay, that's I like, 793 00:58:45.079 --> 00:58:47.960 oh yeah, that's that's. That's the one where I go like, 794 00:58:49.039 --> 00:58:52.199 well, do I have my VPN active? Yeah, let's go to an 795 00:58:52.239 --> 00:58:57.599 incognito window here. Yeah. I remember this one Motherless clip, dude, 796 00:58:57.599 --> 00:59:00.079 where this chick was like crying as she scooped a pie out of herself. 797 00:59:00.440 --> 00:59:05.559 I remember thinking, I remember thinking like, wow, this is really good 798 00:59:05.599 --> 00:59:10.400 acting. You know. I've been in contact with like some of the companies 799 00:59:10.400 --> 00:59:15.440 that I've watched like a ton, and I'm like, I want to fucking 800 00:59:15.480 --> 00:59:17.679 work like in the bucket list thing for me, literally just like Fatiala beach 801 00:59:17.719 --> 00:59:21.360 floods. It's like not even that I've wanted to shoot with them. I 802 00:59:21.440 --> 00:59:23.360 just wanted to say that I've done it and have like the pictures of the 803 00:59:23.440 --> 00:59:29.519 little fucking logo, Like I did this, so let me Yeah, I 804 00:59:29.519 --> 00:59:32.480 see your wonderful Brasser shirt there. By the way, Team Ski when we 805 00:59:32.519 --> 00:59:36.840 did your Christmas special last year, you never sent us any merch. That's 806 00:59:36.840 --> 00:59:43.559 okay, I still respect it. Uh so me merch? Fuck you? 807 00:59:43.559 --> 00:59:47.000 You don't do anything. They looked me up online and they sent me some 808 00:59:47.000 --> 00:59:51.840 shit. Okay, good. So you did Glory Whole Secrets. Does that 809 00:59:52.000 --> 00:59:54.960 mean you wouldn't do the sister site to them? Gang Bang cream Pie? 810 00:59:55.039 --> 00:59:58.440 I already did? You did? You did? Oh? Well, then 811 00:59:58.559 --> 01:00:01.480 that's out yet, right, I have to download that one. Okay, 812 01:00:01.679 --> 01:00:07.480 wonderful to hear. That was like my first real gang bang that I did, 813 01:00:08.039 --> 01:00:15.679 like on camera and it was so fun. So I don't know when 814 01:00:15.679 --> 01:00:19.880 that's coming out, but I'm excited for what it does. But that one, 815 01:00:20.000 --> 01:00:22.119 okay, so you say you don't, but how is your anxiety during 816 01:00:22.119 --> 01:00:25.639 that one? Because that one feels very that's it feels very clinical. It's 817 01:00:25.639 --> 01:00:30.639 like here's a metal table. It's like, okay, you'll be on one 818 01:00:30.719 --> 01:00:35.880 like this at the end of your life too. Before it starts, you 819 01:00:35.960 --> 01:00:39.679 were sitting in a chair and they're all surrounding you and asking you different questions. 820 01:00:40.079 --> 01:00:45.000 That was like the most fucking nerve wracking part for me because I felt 821 01:00:45.000 --> 01:00:50.599 like I was giving a presentation. Sure, where's my power point? Yeah, 822 01:00:50.679 --> 01:00:54.400 I get it. It's like it just it was so professional, like 823 01:00:54.400 --> 01:00:59.159 I was like doing a job interview or something, and I just remember thinking 824 01:00:59.159 --> 01:01:04.480 to myself like like I'm terrified for this to start, Like I'm my anxiety 825 01:01:04.559 --> 01:01:09.400 is so high, and like the you know, the last King Bang I 826 01:01:09.440 --> 01:01:12.960 did, it was just you fucking you get in there, big bank, 827 01:01:13.000 --> 01:01:19.119 We've done. This one was like you sit down and you talk to all 828 01:01:19.159 --> 01:01:22.480 of them and they talk to you, and like then, yeah, there's 829 01:01:22.480 --> 01:01:30.559 that table they like, here's my question. Do they discuss who's gonna go 830 01:01:30.639 --> 01:01:35.079 first and who's gonna go last? Or is it by chance? Because a 831 01:01:35.239 --> 01:01:38.800 chance? Okay, that's I would I I am not homophobic. I would 832 01:01:38.880 --> 01:01:44.639 hate to be last. I would have shame, would ask for a bowl 833 01:01:44.639 --> 01:01:47.679 and a spoon at the end of it. Yeah, because I assume the 834 01:01:47.719 --> 01:01:51.960 first guy it's great, you know, it's awesome, and the second guy 835 01:01:52.000 --> 01:01:53.400 you're kind of like, well, that's a job, and the last guy 836 01:01:53.440 --> 01:01:57.360 you're just kind of like, man, why couldn't I have been the first 837 01:01:57.400 --> 01:02:02.320 guy? That's how I picture it. But I'm a square, I'm vanilla. 838 01:02:02.480 --> 01:02:07.679 I associate a lot in my scenes, so I couldn't be completely incorrect 839 01:02:07.679 --> 01:02:12.280 in this. But if I'm remembering correctly, they have it to where they 840 01:02:12.360 --> 01:02:15.760 want them all to sort of do it at the same time, so it's 841 01:02:15.800 --> 01:02:20.559 not like somebody's first and somebody's last. It's fitting them all in there at 842 01:02:20.599 --> 01:02:25.400 once and then it all comes out. Sure, I guess I see your 843 01:02:25.400 --> 01:02:29.639 point a little bit more and not wanting to be left especially in that. 844 01:02:30.880 --> 01:02:34.519 But like they do that guys where they know, like I can do it 845 01:02:34.559 --> 01:02:37.599 on command and like so they'll put them in a certain spot when like they 846 01:02:37.639 --> 01:02:42.840 know that they need him so much pre production that goes into shooting porn. 847 01:02:43.000 --> 01:02:46.880 When I was when I was getting seasoned film school, I thought to myself, 848 01:02:46.880 --> 01:02:50.920 fuck it, I'll just go do porn. Who cares. I couldn't. 849 01:02:51.000 --> 01:02:54.760 I don't think I would be good enough, like at a part, 850 01:02:55.920 --> 01:02:59.960 just at the organization. I don't know. I can. I can. 851 01:03:00.079 --> 01:03:01.679 I can email your PR guy and go, hey, I'd like to talk 852 01:03:01.719 --> 01:03:05.400 to Riley. She seems really awesome. Blah blah blah blah. I can 853 01:03:05.440 --> 01:03:08.119 set up schedules and you know, Google calendar and this and that. But 854 01:03:08.199 --> 01:03:10.679 to go like, all right, this guy can pop on command, this 855 01:03:10.719 --> 01:03:14.800 guy can do this, I can figure out the camera angles. I just 856 01:03:15.119 --> 01:03:17.280 I don't know. If I could do the human interactions so much, I'd 857 01:03:17.280 --> 01:03:21.719 probably be hanging around you being like, isn't this fucking scary? All these 858 01:03:21.719 --> 01:03:23.800 inner guys talking to you and stuff. You'd be like, you're the director, 859 01:03:23.840 --> 01:03:27.199 you should be more professional, guy, I know, right? Is 860 01:03:27.239 --> 01:03:35.119 the fun? We're really fund here? Yeah? I don't know. All 861 01:03:35.239 --> 01:03:37.000 right, well, we don't want to hold you up any longer. We 862 01:03:37.119 --> 01:03:43.079 wanna cut something real quick here. But I have to remind people, please 863 01:03:43.599 --> 01:03:49.880 please go check out Riley here on Twitter and OnlyFans at throat god x switch 864 01:03:49.920 --> 01:03:53.840 out the o's with zeros or switch out the zero's wor the o's should be 865 01:03:54.639 --> 01:03:59.920 I don't know this is this is This is like computer programmer talk. I 866 01:04:00.079 --> 01:04:02.679 don't know. I don't speak like nerd, so I can't do that quick 867 01:04:02.800 --> 01:04:05.639 now. I'm just kidding. No, do you want to know by Instagram 868 01:04:05.719 --> 01:04:11.760 handle? Is it Riley gene x three? I want do you know? 869 01:04:12.400 --> 01:04:17.639 Do you get it? No, Riley gene it's a math fun instead of 870 01:04:17.840 --> 01:04:20.199 xx. Oh yeah, I go, yeah, sure, yes, I 871 01:04:20.239 --> 01:04:24.880 get that. You could have also, could you have done I'm real bad 872 01:04:24.880 --> 01:04:28.480 at math too. Could you have done X and then three, meaning like 873 01:04:28.679 --> 01:04:31.440 X to the power of three. Well, then that would be X times 874 01:04:31.599 --> 01:04:35.119 X times x. Yeah, all right, well look that's more x's in 875 01:04:35.159 --> 01:04:39.239 the middle. If you do x times x, that's a whole bunch. 876 01:04:40.559 --> 01:04:44.519 I think get x amount of x's. Actually, if you did X two, 877 01:04:45.000 --> 01:04:54.840 it would be x times x. Whatever fucking math problems here anyway, 878 01:04:55.159 --> 01:04:59.440 throat god X. Replace the o's with zeros, and on Instagram check out 879 01:05:00.199 --> 01:05:05.480 gene x three not three xes not Riley gene xxx Riley gene x three. 880 01:05:05.880 --> 01:05:11.199 Ladies and gentlemen, thank you very much for listening to us today. Riley, 881 01:05:11.199 --> 01:05:15.119 thank you very much for coming on with us. Thank you uh for 882 01:05:15.199 --> 01:05:17.519 your worst friend. I'm Matt, I'm Shane. Thanks for listening. We'll 883 01:05:17.519 --> 01:05:18.440 see you next time.