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Niagara falls. I mean, right, Sandra, it's notideasy being green,
she's green and Christa gets jap anyway, So, speaking of uh so,
speaking of people that listen to our show, I was in Vegas, with
uh my girlfriend Dawn. She's she's a high roller at Caesar's Palace and uh
like there's probably ten ten o'clock, ten thirty, and I'm down with her
and she she has this one spot that's kind of like by the sports book
because her husband likes to go to the sports book even though he got sick
and miss missed the trip so he didn't come. But it was okay,
I know. So I'm sitting with her and she's gamling. She she can't
lose this girl at this point. She's constantly like hitting all the royal flushes
and hitting all the straights and we and she she plays video pillow and she
plays multiple hands like all at once, just like just really quick. I
mean she's been doing this for like eighteen years, she said, going she
would dry. I don't know. She has her her grandparents. Her husband's
retired so he doesn't work. Her grandparents owned a cemetery, gave it to
her mom when they passed. Mom passes, gives it to Dawn, my
girlfriend. So she runs a cemetery. That's her just got to be a
lot of money in that. I think that they do. Okay, yeah,
so but she works all the time a lot, and she really wants
to like retire, to get buried there. She always like, you come
on, I got a great god she ran right over. So yeah,
so she but she does want to sell it and retire. She wants to
sell it cemetery. She's happy, she's had an impacted ass full of that
cemetery. But so she's you know, she's rolling, she's playing. I'm
just sitting there like kind of watching and just playing like the you know,
one at a time quoker cemeteries. Though, like do you reach a point
where you're full like noster that or do you just do you keep expanding or
they have acres a lot of acres you still have room. I feel like
selling it would depend on like, well how much what's your capacity? Right?
You know, I got a lot of people buried there. Once it's
all up to capacity, then what right? Yeah? And then do you
just kind of get rid of like start over, like, well those people
are that's been you know, three centuries now, let's remove them now.
I don't know. Now, I don't know. I think what you should
do is bury people without a coffin, right, right, so that they
just eventually just disintegrate into the ground. So what do you tell their family,
Like if they want to bury them in a coffin, they're running out
of land. Yeah, you just go listen, it's better for the environment.
Then this way, your loved one just becomes one with the dirt,
you know, kind of like cremation in different way. Yeah. And then
although with cremation too, like people cremated it, but then they use an
area. They put it in an urn that in the wall, which is
like, what's the point of that. Well, they do have the masoleum
too, at her thing, but that's like more space that you're using up.
I feel like, if you're going to cremate somebody spread the ashes.
I think they can do that too. Probably, That's what it depends.
You don't need to like take up a place where you're going to visit.
Yeah, make up your own or put it in on your fireplace, right
exactly just like I did with mine. We don't have to drive to like
go to the mausoleum, which is a right pressing place, you know,
just right there in your house. You're like, you want to go visit
your loved one, you just go I'm just gonna go to the living room
or the dining room. I'm not trying to tell you where to put the
person right right or yeah, all right, So she's gambling. I'm sitting
there. We're at the sports book and I'm talking to her. Yes,
I had a friend who was really really into video poker as well. It's
kind of annoying though boring. It's boring, and the person is like in
a trance. They're in a poker tran it's not fun. They're not nodding
with you and hanging and having conversation. You might as well not be there,
and then you have to go do your own thing, and then they
lose time, which is what she does. That's what what what happened.
So so I'm there, So Mike Gersteine's upstairs and oh he's icing his knee
as knee was hurting him. So I was waiting to go play craps with
Mike. And so she's sitting there and I hear that's a social game,
right, Yes, John, Yes, she's and we all know going to
Vegas that that's what Don's gonna be doing. She gets up sometimes in the
middle of the night, will go down and gamble and come back at like
seven am. Call addiction. I know, I know, but she doesn't
do it at home. She doesn't do it at home. And when she
was younger, she would drive to like the Palm Springs casinos or you know,
like all the like on the Indian Reservation. She would drive like and
go there by herself and just gamble. Yeah she's crazy. Yeah. So
anyway, I'm down there like when and she's been doing it for so long
that she can talk with me, like we're joking around and whatever. So
I'm waiting for to go play craps this. I go to the bathroom and
this girl, cute girl. She's like Hilanet. That's like hi, and
she's like I know that you don't know me, but I know you.
And Stephanie, I know. I was like wait what it's like you just
made my whole night. I've been sitting her board and somebody like I was
like, oh hello. I gave her a big hug. Her name was
Tracy. I don't want to I don't want to say her last name,
but she is on our Facebook page and she's been listening for years. And
her husband was there and they were leaving the next day. They were there
for a couple of days and they were as sweet as pie. Took a
picture with them, talked for a while. She there for Pearl Jam,
no, because they had an extra ticket for Pearl Jam because Don's husband wasn't
making it right, So I asked her and she's like, no, We're
leaving tomorrow. So I was like, all right, so but anyway,
yeah, she They were there, you know, just for a few days,
really sweet, really nice. And then they were like, oh,
that's that's your friend Don. And then Mike comes down. I go,
there's Mike and they were like. Mike was like this is great. I
feel like Tom Cruise. But they were so sweet. Talk to them for
a while, and I was like, you made my whole night only because
I'm with my friends, right and my friends don't listen to my show like
they could care less. They don't even what's a podcast? What's they don't
even know what fcol stands for, like they have their clubs. So I
was like, you just made my whole night because you recognize me in front
of my friends and now I look cool. Yes, Yeah, So that
was fun. That was like the highlight of my vacatee. It was so
fun. It was really fun. But yeah, so we we get so
then Mike and Ized went to go play craps and freaking that. You know,
it's twenty five dollars. Some of it is fifty dollars minimum. On
the craps table, it's Caesar's. This is how much Vegas has changed,
because I know we've talked about this, but years ago, there was it
was not unusual to play blackjack at a dollar table. I know, a
dollar table. Remember, five dollars was like, whoa dude, that's kind
of crazy. I'm only gonna do that if I've had a lot of drinks,
right and I'm just feeling real flush, then I might hit a five
dollars table. Now it's like five dollars table. I know, look at
you, like, uh, are you homeless? Twenty five dollars twenty five,
fifty dollars and of course nobody's at the fifty dollars table. People need
to understand, if you don't play craps, it's not like you're buying into
crops for twenty five dollars. Twenty five dollars is just a minimum just to
put it on the line and then you get then when the numbers start coming
up, it's twenty five dollars per bet. Right, Well, if yes,
you can just put twenty five dollars and just sit there. The thing
that I like about craps is it doesn't get taken away, right, you
know, right away until you crap out. You know, you roll.
If the coming out roll is a seven, then you win, you get
you know, it's seven or eleven, right, seven or eleven. And
then if it's not whatever that if it's crap number it is three two three,
right, Yes, it's craps, it's craps. But whatever the coming
whatever the number is when they roll, like let's say they roll a nine
or a six or a four, that's the point. So you're betting on
that number to come up before a seven comes, right, and if a
seven comes then you crap out. When I used to play craps, though,
you gotta get all over. Although it was hot, you're late.
That's the thing. Okay, if the numbers fun, were you put another
bet for the hard way. Yeah, it has to still be the minimum
bet though, right, Yeah, gotta then put twenty five dollars on four
to come up the hard way, which is a lot of money when you
start, no for the hard could you put ten? We put I was
putting ten dollars on the hard way even though I had my my minimum bet
of well see. So we so we were gonna play it at Caesar's and
we're like, twenty five bucks. Okay, fuck this. So we go.
We're like, oh, Flamingos is across the street. That's kind of
old school. Yeah, so we go over there. It's fifteen bucks minimum,
Like, okay, this is a little better. So we start playing
and uh, you know, we kind of like we were feeling it out
right table and then the dice is on the other side, so they're you
know, making their way like when you crap out, they get the next
person next to you gets to roll. Okay, so it's like, you
know, I want to roll, but there's like, you know, four
or five people ahead of me. So we're they're rolling and they're we're doing
okay, kind of crapping out, but okay, all right. I like
it when people know that they're not good and they pass the dice, right.
I like that, thank you for understanding they are shit. Luck Yes,
for understanding you're a cooler. But some people don't and they go and
then yeah, and everyone's like, oh no, right, Sheila's got the
dice, like immediately craps out, yes so or worse, wait, gets
the point number, doesn't get a seven or eleven. But you think you're
doing she thinks she's gonna do good, rolls a different couple of different numbers
and then crops out. That's what's going All your money is on the table
and you're like, are you so that's what was going on. So it
was like a little bit of that here and there, crapping out, winning,
crapping out. Then the dice comes to me and I'm just like I
got I'm like, okay, so we're playing conservatives. So I start rolling.
I said okay, and as soon as I hit a point, as
soon as I make the point, I kept I would hit the point and
the point would win. I was like, win a six, you know,
okay, So we keep playing. Then the point is nine, okay,
put the point on nine. I roll a couple of times, hit
like a hard way, and then nine points nine. All the points kept
coming. They kept rolling all the points, and everybody was like whoa,
like high fiving and tipping me and stuff like I And then I'm like,
oh, Mike's like excited. So then we start. Then I start putting
more I've got I got, like Mike, Now, I don't like to
count the chips because that's bad luck. No, so I just let them
pile up, you know. And uh and Mike Rodgers has a song about
that, going to count your money and when you're sitting at the table right
exactly, don't count your money when you're gonna stand at the table right.
So uh, and then Mike does this. Mike says it things like he
goes, do your dishes, would you like if they're a mess? Your
chips are like you know, because I keep them like in order, you
know, like all in the color. But sometimes it get excited and I'm
not paying attention. He's like, do your dishes anyway. So we're rolling
and I kept rolling for like I don't know, like a half an hour.
Wow, I mean it seemed forever. But Mike was like it was
about twenty five to thirty minute roll, like I couldn't lose. So we
started with three hundred dollars. We walked away. I walked away with four
grand Wow. I know, Oh my god, I know, I know.
Yeah, it was a lot of fun. And was that the first
night? That was the first night? And oh my god, yeah,
I was the first night. And it started at fifteen bucks and then they
kept going. Then it was they made it to uh they started at fifteen
and then in the middle of us playing, they moved it up to twenty
bucks a hand in the middle of it. So we were like I couldn't
leave, Like I was like all right, So that made it. We
were making you know, more money, more you bet, the more you
win, right, And and were you putting money on the hard way?
I was putting money on the hard way if it was your only if it
was the point or were you just like putting money. I was on all
the hard all the hard ways, all the hard ways, and they kept
coming. I kept hitting all the hard ways. And then I was like,
I would put money on the pass line. That would I love the
pass line because it's like any of those numbers you just you know, they
match your bet, right, So I just like, yes, if you
just put money up, place it on four, place it on seven.
Well, like it was, it's called the it's underneath the com line,
it's called the field. And it's like I know, oh yeah, yeah,
yeah, so all those numbers, so any of those numbers hit you,
they get they pay you. So I was doing that constantly and I
just kept getting paid back, babe back. It was crazy crazy and I
was like exciting. I know, it was so fun. I never won
that big in my life in Vegas. Ever, I'm trying to think if
I could have fun playing crops without drinking, because it's really you know,
as I don't know if you know this, I have a little anxiety.
I feel like I would be real tight. You know, it'd be so
hard to feel like it's when you're drunk, you're just like, ah,
fuck it, okay, I'm gonna try. You know, you're loose and
you're having fun. I just don't know if it would be as I mean,
I probably could, but i'd have to play at a lower stakes table,
so like get into them until I feel yeah, well, you know,
Mike's sober, so he was having a great time. Oh good,
But I was drinking, and I was like, you know, that's the
thing is like when you're when you're when you're drinking, you're like, oh
what you know, You're like all right, I got it. And then
I just kept rolling and I was like, and I was trying not to
like pay attention to like, ah, like I wasn't like, where's my
bets? Where where did I bet it? Get? Do I have money
here where? You know? It's just like fuck it, just go just
go, just go, just ride that wave. It was the best.
It was awesome. So that's night one. So then did you go to
another table like after you crept out? No? Then we were like,
okay, I'm taking my money. We took our money left. See that's
the beauty of being with a sober person. He's like, let's go,
like, you know, let's go find don see how much money she's winning
or losing. So so yeah, so we left, we cashed out,
and I've I was I was so excited. I was like, I gotta
put that money away. I put the money away and then I had some
extra to gamble with and then I didn't gamble after that. And then we
met. That's when I met. That's when I met our our friend Tracy.
Yeah. And then yeah, and then the next day we went we
hung out. We went, Oh, we went to the buffet because Don
gets comped everything, so we went to there like Caesar's Palace, to get
her guests comped too. Oh yeah, everything. Yeah, she's had a
host, this guy, they're the hosts. They you know, they call
him at the casino. They take care of you if you're a high roller.
She's a Diamond member and she's had this this this host for like twelve
thirteen years, for for a long time, and that's how long she's been
going. So anytime she goes, they comp everything, like they they I
mean, if we had a cabana, we pay for the cabana, but
after that, it's like all the food and stuff is in drink. Wow.
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night one. You were there for four nights though, right. I was
there Wednesday night, Thursday, Friday, came home Saturday night. Three nights.
So Wednesday when was Pearl Jam? Pearl Jam was Thursday night, okay?
And so you got there like Wednesday evening, Yeah, and then you
got right to partying. Yeah. I went to gamble Thursday went to the
buffet. Yes, Thursday, I was at a buffet and we just kind
of hung out, like uh oh, we went shopping. I wanted to,
Like Mike needed a makeover. So I was like, Mike, you
need new jeans and new shirts. You know, like I was this wing
woman for the weekend. So I'm like, look, you know you're wearing
like you don't need. He's you know, just wears T shirts and like
shorts because he lives in Arizona and he's hot all the time. Right,
I'm like, you need a good pair of jeans. So we went shopping
Don and I like spruced him up a little bit. And then and yeah,
and then we just come come, yeah, what did we do?
And then we came back. Oh, we watched the Build the Bob Marley
movie in our room, the three of us, which was really good,
and Don took a nap because she was up early gambling. And then then
we got ready and then we went eight and then we went to Pearl Jam.
How was it? Pearl Jam was amazing, just so good. And
they they said that they were playing the smallest arena on their tour because they
were playing at like the MGM garden, which is kind of small, is
it, Yeah, like how many seats I don't know. But it was
like an arena theater like that, you know, it's like you know,
in a casino, like a theater in a casino. So but it was
great, and they had they had the seat the screens behind them. At
first, the screens behind them. There's because I'm used to when I go
see Bruce, there's like, you know, the the monitors, He's up
on the screen so when you're in like shitty seats you can see. But
there was they didn't have that. They didn't have the big monitors, but
they did have projection screens behind the stage. But it was all off for
the first couple songs, and I was like, what's going Why why wouldn't
they have like monitors or what's with the screen behind them? And then eventually
like shit came on the screen like oceans and you know, just all his
graphics and then them then they showed them like up on the screen, which
is great. And you know Eddie Vedder's voice, I mean it sounds exactly
exactly the same. I just watched the documentary of bon Jovi's documentary right and
about how a lot of it in the doc was about how his voice is
you know, changing and he's losing like hitting those high notes, and he
had to have surgery, right, and he had you know, he's got
a practice every day with the vocal coach, which I'm sure Eddie, I
mean, who knows, maybe Eddie Vedder's too, but his voice just sounds
exactly the same, and it's just amazing and it's strong. And the band
was great, and they played a lot of their big hits but also mixed
in with other songs, you know, just a ton I mean, you
think about it. They have a ton of albums. They have a big,
you know, catalog, so they played a lot of stuff, but
they played their big stuff too. It was great. We had so much
fun. We had a great time. And then the next day we got
the cabana and then we hung out and then Dawn got like she brought her
mister microphone because she wanted to like, you know, karaoke in her cabana,
which I guess she's done many times before, okay, And it was
kind of fun because people were walking by, going, I know, this
song and then they'd go like grab it and sing it, you know,
like into the microphone. It was hilarious. I was like at first,
I was like, no, you're not bringing that. This is embarrassing,
don't She's like, I just shut the fuck up. I've done it before
many times. Like, don't worry about it. I got it. Like
and then the guy like hooks up the song for us, and the hooks
up the radio so that she can sing her song. It was crazy.
And then uh yeah, then like we met so many people. They came
into our you know, tent, and then uh, I was like one
girl, you know, because Mike was this one girl kept looking at Mike
and I was like, Mike, she's and she was sitting with three other
girls, and I goes, she's looking at that she that He goes,
I know, she's beautiful. I go go talk to her, and and
then she they were like smiling at us. So I go, I'm gonna
go talk to her. So I walk up and I start talking to her,
and she's single. And then her friends are there and her friends are
singing and they're like and I was like, yeah, my friend is single,
and they're like, have him come over and and he and he was
like, I have a feeling that they're they're like, yes, hookers.
So he went over, I don't know something. He he was like,
uh yeah, like they're there for something. And so he was right because
I was like, no, they're not just because they have tattoos or what
like. I was like, I think they're so pretty like so I went
and talked to him, and he went and sat there for a while.
He was talking with them for a while, and then he came back and
he was like, I was right by the way, ah and wow.
And then they came over to our cabana and then they were like, you
know, and Don's like, have some drinks, you know, have some
beers. And I was like okay, and Mike was like he's m hm.
So they love the free shit. But that was that I go,
but you could still date him, right And he was like no, it's
like I'm not dating them, no, but yeah, So then we did
that and then and then we just went. We went like we were tired.
You know, don gets she gets up early and then she wakes us
up like seven thirty in the morning. She calls the room. She can't
remember the room number for the eighth time, and it's like, oh my
god. So It was fun though, and then we came home and then
I got home and went right into promo mode because it was prom that night,
right, So did you have any other long gambling streaks? No?
So then that night after Pearl Jam, we we tried again and we you
know, I was like, okay, I'm only going to gamble with a
couple hundred bucks and keep the rest. And it was gone and like,
you know, forty five minutes and I was like m. And then we're
like, maybe it's this casino's no good because we were going to different casinos.
And then Don really wanted to get back to Caesar's because she won't gamble
anywhere. I mean she will a little bit, but she's like, I
don't trust it. She's like I have to go back to you know,
she's got her whole you know, rhythm down or her you know. So
we're like but we we dragged her with us because we walked back home from
Pearl Jam. It was at MGM. We were at Caesar's. Wasn't that
far went on the strip and we went we you know, went to different
hotels to gamble, but it was like and very expensive again, like fifty
bucks a table, Wow, yeah, it's ridiculous. So then we just
went back to our casino and gambled a little bit, did okay, like
had fun. It was like, you know, didn't win big, but
like still for a while, played for a good amount of time and had
fun. Right, And you don't go crazy and just start like you know,
get into a trance and lose all your money. No. No,
when I start like sev you know, crapping out, I'm like, okay,
I don't like it. Then the table's cool, I just leave,
yeah, you know, if I have a bad feeling them out. So
but was she doing like she was gambling all night and stuff? She was
gambling all night. And yes, but you said she won. She did
leave with a lot of money. Well yeah, I mean every time I
was with her, she the thing kept she kept hitting. I mean the
thing would you know, ring the bell and the lady would have to come
over and give her the ticket for you know, for tax purposes and that.
Yeah, So so she she won. What do you if it's over
what amount of money do you? I think if it's if it's over five,
I think I think five hundred, no, like five thousand, five
dollars because I won four grand and I didn't get a ticket, right,
so I think it's over five yeah, okay, think but you know,
she would hit like she would win like a couple thousand here, a couple
thousand there, So she I think one it looks I think she went home
with like twenty grand, twenty five grand, But didn't you say she then?
But she gave no so so Mike and I were trying to do the
math with her, so we asked her, like, how much did she
come with? So but she also has a marker at the casino. Oh,
so she owes them money, so she owed, so she took five
grand, so she I think she went there with like six or seven grand.
Then she took some money off of her marker. It's clear she you
know how much she took. I think a couple grand. So I think
she gambled with ten grand, and I think she went home with like twenty
twenty five grand. I mean, she's no p que from Real Housewives.
She doesn't owe a million. Is he owe a million dollars? That was
one of the big scandals with him. Is he owed a casino like a
million dollars? Wow? Yeah? Yeah, no, no, no,
no, but yeah, so she did go home with with money quite a
chunk of money. Yeah, but still owes the casino. Probably, Yes,
I'm sure she does. Yeah, that's the thing, that's the game
of it. God, she's got to hope a lot more people die.
Imagine, like her gambling debts just get really out of control. So she
starts murdering people now to just drum up business for like locals, Yeah,
to the cemetery, like anybody that lives within like a mile of the cemetery.
Yeah. So and then some of those people don't use the cemetery,
and that she gets really mad. It has to murder the family members.
Right, Well, her cemetery. Her cemetery is out in the desert.
It's not like you know, forest Lawn out here. It's it's like in
in the desert area communities. Okay, So, well, is it near
any of those over fifty fives? Yeah, because you know what I mean,
there could be the place to a quote unquote food poisoning in one of
those over fifty five communities. Right Suddenly, like where Gina lives, a
bunch of people are clamoring to get into her cemetery. Yeah, let's hope
that she doesn't go out of business anytime soon. Oh my god, that's
funny. So okay, so prom so yeah. So then we came home
and it was it was prom night, and uh hasn't broken up with her
boyfriend yet. No, no, no, I don't want them to break
up. Eat. They're so cute. He's so cute, so sweet to
her. It's sunny Italian. I know that's what hert his mom and I
were talking about. But sunny in Italian could be the most opposite when it
comes to prom. You know, I walk in and Natali has been getting
ready since like ten this morning, you know, her hair, her nails,
her mate, she's doing her makeup, and her friends are in the
room getting ready. And I walk in and Sonny's watching the fight, like
the Tyson Fury fight with his friends in the living room and they're like in
their shorts and I'm like what but it's only three thirty in the afternoon,
and they're like, they're like, what are we getting ready for? You
know, it takes us five minutes to get dressed. So I was like
all right, you know, and I placed a bet for Sonny on that
fight and he lost by one point. Oh I know. But anyway,
so his friends were over watching the fight, and then they're the girls are
going to this house. This house. Every year, this house throws a
party because they have like a couple kids. They have boy girl twins that
are studying Italian's age exactly the same age. Then they have a couple of
kids that are older and went off to college. So it's not this is
their last actually big party at their house. Right, So they've had all
these like prom parties, winter formal. They they're the house that always puts
on a show, you know. So they're they invited everybody to their house
for pictures and and like and and for the parents like to hang out and
like you know, eat food and you know, celebrate drinks and stuff like
that. So they get and then they get the sprinter van to take the
kids because the prom was at the the Peterson Automotive Museum. M hmm,
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the Petersen Automotive Museum. So that's where they were going, and so they
got a print sprinter van. Now Sunny is going with his friends. He's
not going to that house to take pictures and stuff, and he's not on
a date, right, it's just now it's all the guys going together.
They're getting an uber and they're going to like some rest like like some burger
joint, because they kept telling me, like Sonny was bitter that, you
know, He's like, you pay this money for prom ticket and all they're
serving is like, you know, a charcouterie tray. They're just like cheese
and salami and crackers. There's no dinner. And I was like really,
and I'm like that can't be, but it's true. It is. It
is. Yeah, that's why I mean back in the day, I didn't
go to my prom. I did, but I can't really remember everybody,
but I remember that the way it was done was you went out to dinner,
right, and the guy bought you your dinner at a restaurant. Everybody
went. It was like the first time you'd go somewhere fancy for dinner and
you'd go to the prom and the prom only had like dancing. Yeah,
that's that's what we Yeah, that's yeah. I think that's right too,
because we didn't have a sit down dinner. Yeah right, right, so
it was just cheese and crackers or whatever. So Sonny and the guys are
going to some burger place that's supposed to be good, and Natalia's you know,
going to there, so so I'm going I'm so I'm supposed to.
And Natalia's boyfriend's mom is like, you're gonna meet me at this party,
right, Like I don't want to go by myself. I'm like, you
know, I know, even though we know a lot of the parents,
it's like she's kind of like me, you know, she doesn't she's like,
you know, just wants to get in get out kind of thing.
Right. But it was really nice, Like it was you know, Natalia
was like looked beautiful, and her boyfriend brought her flowers and they had like
you know, she had like she wore a black dress and he wore a
tuxedo and and she had little pink shoes on and under with her black dress.
And it's so funny because all the girls show up at the party and
they're all taking pictures and they like, you know, they have the balloon
out for the for pictures, you know, blah blah blah. And then
as soon as pictures are done and the sprinter van shows up, all the
girls are putting their tennis shoes on. Like they all have these nice long
dresses and they they got their Pumas and their Adidas. It's just really cute.
I was like, that's genius, Like of course, like who cares?
So they all show up in tennis shoes. I knew they were changing
into tennis shoes, but I thought it was like after prom when they're going
to the after party or something. But no, they show up to prom
in tennis shoes. But and don't they take pictures at prom? Like isn't
there a picture where they're supposed to like you know, I don't know,
or is it now after they take one? But I mean most of the
time, well, I mean so far, I've only been through one prom
with all me. But they did, we did all. They had a
party at somebody's house and did all the photostures, tons of photos. Yeah,
and I don't think she got any photos taken at the actual Yeah,
I don't think so either. So anyway, so I just wanted a picture
of Sonny and a Tala together. I said, can you guys please just
take a picture together? Because he wasn't ready when she left, right you
know. So so and then I goes and then I have to leave Sonny,
so I can't get a picture of him in his suit. So I
tell him take a picture and send it to me. He sends me a
selfie of him in the bathroom with his pants and a white shirt, not
even his jacket on, and he sends it and he writes here, oh
my god, that's not the picture I want. I know. So anyway,
he said he's got his friends took pictures and to send pictures. Then
he comes home. Oh, so then I got him a bootineer, just
you know, to wear on his suit. Yeah, and he's like,
why did you do that? I don't have a date, Like why,
and I go, I don't know. Aren't the boys just supposed to wear
I got one for her for her boyfriend, So I got one for you
And he's like, thank you for thinking of me, because but I'm not
wearing it. So he didn't wear it. So then I'm home waiting up
for them, and he comes in the door at like I don't know,
eleven o'clock or something. They left because they're all going to the same after
party Natalia, Sonny everybody. So he comes home to change and he puts
his like sweat jacket and a sweatpants on and I go, now, let
me put the boot near on your sweat and he goes, Okay, that's
a good idea. So I put the boot near on his sweat jacket and
he left and he went to like the party like that. And then I
got a picture of them. But it's like they look like it's like an
everyday picture because they're not dressed up. She changed, she's wearing like tank
tops and the shorts, and he's where, you know. I'm like,
okay, thanks for the picture. I wanted a picture of you too,
dressed up. That's the point. No picture of Sonny Natalia we dressed up,
I know, just as a mom, I just want a picture of
you dressed up going to your prom, like dressed up? Is that too
much to ask? I know? And then so I'm also texting them while
they're at the prom. Of course they don't answer me, but at some
point they go, I haven't seen Sonny. And then and then at one
point, like Sonny left and Natalia's on her like they both were not there
at the same time. I don't know. So anyway, that was my
prom night. Did any craziness happen at the prom? Like, did anybody
get really drunk and have to No? You know that the school does a
breathalyzing thing. Oh shit, m hmmm. They've been doing that, yeah,
this year for all their parties. So yeah, no drinking. They
breathalyze them to get in mm hmmm. Yeah. Oh wow. The one
girl at the one of the dances earlier this year, she got busted.
She can't walk across the straight stage for graduation because of it. Wow.
Yeah. Yeah. So there have been some kids at my kid's school recently,
there's been a couple of people getting expelled. Girl oh deed at school
had to leave by ambulance, Like, oh my god. Why does the
word ambulance ambulance weird to me? Like why did it seem like I just
said it wrong, like library ambulance ambulance. Yeah, you know, there
was this horrific and I think I said it last week, but that accident
and it's I think on a lot of people's minds this year, especially at
the prom night and stuff and Natalia, you know, she was telling she
knows one of the girls that was in the car, one of the that
girl. So she talked to a friend that knows her because she knows the
group of friends that she's and she was so there were six people in the
car. She was in the back. She slid to the middle seat put
her seatbelt on, and she was the only one with the seatbelt, and
they were all screaming at this guy to slow down. He was going over
one hundred miles and he slammed and the boy him and his best friend died
immediately. She was the only one awake enough to call nine one one.
She called nine one one, and she saw like it was horrific. Oh
my god, it was a brutal accident that at the you know, three
people dead and the other two are in critical condition in the hospital, and
including the girl that called nine one one. The girl that was Natalia's friend
that slid in the middle that called nine one one. She just like hurt
something like Natalia said. She hurt her back, but she's okay, and
she hurt like her knee and she but she's okay, Like she was okay.
She was the only one conscious. Wow, yesterday, Yeah, I
was at the gym, not trying to brag, yeah, rub it in.
Yeah, and John was. I was with John and he was He
started texting me, Oh my god, there's a guy yelling at his kid
on the phone because Life three sixty told him that his kid was going ninety
eight miles per hour, so he obviously was either he got an alert or
he was looking up his kid and you know, you can see off he's
going on there driving, and I guess the dad was just like freaking livid
and yelling at his kid and going, what are you doing? And that's
so dangerous? And it was not funny but funny yeah, right, because
I was like, oh my god, isn't that all of us like like
so relatable. And then John goes, I'm totally on the dad's side.
I was far away at this point, so then I went and I walked
over to John and anyway, I was like, where's this guy? But
but I didn't need to do that because I could hear him. You could
hear him. Yeah, he was like like eight machines over. I hear
the guy going, no, it is not acceptable, like what, I
don't know what you're thinking. And then yeah, and it was funny because
the guy was kind of like a tatted up, like kind of a cool,
younger dad, right, But I was like exactly, like, there's
no level of cool that you think it's fine for your kid to be driving
ninety eight ninety eight. Yeah, So the kid got yelled at for like
a solid thirty minutes. Good good, And you could hear different times like
he was like, no, no, I'm not gonna listen to you.
No, there isn't a reason for you to be doing that. Like it
was kind of funny. Yeah, yeah, And I was like, oh,
hell no, if I found out that ELB was going ninety eight miles
an hour, I know, could you imagine this kid was going over one
hundred miles an hour? Like, and you know, we were talking to
Mike about it, and he's you know, when you're a kid, you
don't you're not experienced enough to in these cars, especially at Tesla goes fast
like it can go very it can go very fast, very quickly, very
quickly. And if you're not, you know, a good experienced driver and
you're a kid, like although this guy was like I think he was twenty
one or twenty two. That's still young though, Yeah, And I don't
know, I mean it was and I think that he that there were they
were drinking, obviously, I'm sure they were. Yeah, yeah, I
mean it's crazy. I think about you know, I think about what I
did at that age. It's so scary to be raising teenagers when I just
know the kind of kid I was. I know me too, and and
you know I am fairly risk averse, but you don't even know that you're
engaging in risky behavior. I think at that age. I mean, I
know I've said this story a million times, but like I moved. I
had just turned nineteen, like literally in July, and I was drove out
to LA with my friend who was my roommate, was seventeen. She dropped
out of high school to come with me. We were babies. I was
younger than Elbie, younger than Elbe and just driving out to LA like,
all right, We're just going to take my car that have like one hundred
thousand miles on it, and I was rusted through the floorboards. That alone
is risky behavior because you're on stretches. I'm like, if my car hasn't
been maintained on time, I'm like, oh, I don't know if I
should be side. I drove across the fricking country, across miles and miles
where there is no rest stop, no gas, no help. You know,
those stretches in the middle of the country where you can drive one hundred
miles and not like you better have your car gas sed up. You're talking
about a nineteen year old driving a car, a Mazda GLC, a yellow
Mazda GLC with all those miles on it. Not I don't remember having a
thought in my head. I probably got the car, like, did a
maintenance on it before I left, But like, what's that when your car
has one hundred thousand miles on it? Right, stopped at campsites, slept
on the side of the road at times. I mean, we were just
sitting ducks for a serial killer for whatever. I told you the story of
just going off with some random guys because that we met. Literally driving we
would pass cassette tapes back and forth. I went off and got stoned with
some guys and then let some guy drive us, like down a mountain and
got freaked out by the guy driving high, I mean, and then forget
that. But just living in La young m HM, driving drunk all the
time. Just the amount of risky behavior, go doing coke, Yeah,
wandering off with like older men, I think about that too, high,
Like my friend coke, my girlfriend's like always my friends. I don't say
their names, but anyway, they would always find some older dude who lived
in the house down the street and was cool to like go to their house
and like get it stoned at his house or something like that, you know.
And it was before I was afraid. I was I was scared,
but I would go with them. Oh this, and I'm looking back on
it now as an adult, I'm like, what the fuck was that guy?
But like they didn't These guys didn't really try anything with us, but
they could have, Like, you know, then there was one guy lived
in a mobile park that one of them was dating, and he was,
like, I don't know, in his thirties. And we were right out
of high school, like probably seniors or just out of high school, going
to visit because she's dating some guy lived in a like trailer park, and
it was just crazy to me. There was a lot of older guys that
we my friends always found that were cool. Some guy that lived in the
valley who sold cable boxes, Like, hey, you need a cable box.
We'd go to his place, like his like studio or whatever in Bresita
and hang out there. This guy was an older dude too, Like where
do all these older like it was weird? Oh, there was no shortage
of older guys who had cable watched right horn, I mean these I remember,
I mean nineteen going over to some guy's house, and I do believe
I told this story recently and the guy we didn't have anywhere to stay because
remember I told you this story about my other roommate, my best friend from
my first high school in Spokane. We were staying at her aunt's house,
and then the aunt would leave and take the phone, and then she kicked
us all out and had nowhere to go. And then we were like,
well, somebody knew or we met some guy at a bar who was like,
you guys can all crash at my house. But then we went there
and then the guy was like, hey, I got something for you to
watch and was like showing porn and meet. One of the friends was like
okay, cool, cool, and stayed there and me and my other friend
were like, oh, hell no. So we drove to Beverly Hills and
slept in our car in Beverly Hills because you're like a safer and there's a
lot of like neighborhood surveillance, you know, even in the nine Days,
because that was like in the eighties. Yeah, but that's like I was
barely turning to think about it, think about Elbe, and I go Elbe.
The other night went to a party. She went to UCLA to meet
some of her to meet some friends, but she didn't have anyone to go
with people. She was going to meet some friends who already lived there in
the dorms, and I was having a little mini heart attack. I didn't
share this with her, but I was like, okay, but you're alone.
I drove her there. She was like, I might have a couple
of drinks. They were going to go to a bar and use her fake
ID. If you listen to our Patreon last week, you can know she
has so And I was like, I couldn't help but think of like how
I was at that age. So I'm like, okay, listen, if
you're going to have a couple of drinks, like please please always have somebody
with you because you're just by yourself. I go, and if you're if
you want an uber home, like please just call me. I'll come get
you. Yeah. I was like, I really don't care what time it
is. I would rather if you don't have somebody to uber back with or
if you're in the end she was it was like one in the morning.
She was like, we're sober. We did they didn't go to the bar
because it got shut down. She was like, I'm actually totally sober and
I'm fine and I'm going to Uber And then she texted me from the Uber
and she was like the Uber drivers super nice. Everything's cool. But and
I wasn't. I wasn't like I need to know every step of what you're
doing, right. But I can't help but think of all the things that
all happened. How shit could go sideways so easily knowing what I was doing?
How did things? How Am I fine? Yeah? I know?
And I think to myself, like we were so young and we were hanging
out to all these older people. I don't see Natalia hang out with.
I could never see Natalia going, oh, hey, this guy Kevin lives
in the you know, in Resita, Let's go hang out right on Tampa
By. You know. It's like, no, like it's totally different now,
thank god, But yeah, it is it well, I mean in
different ways, like at least, Mike, our kids are not doing the
kind of shit we were doing, except for the fact that, as far
as I can tell, a lot of kids are doing drugs, like it
has not gotten less. I mean, well that's always, I think,
always going to be that way. Sadie and Xander are pretty straight laced.
I know for a fact, I'm not being fooled. I'm with them all
the time. They bring there, when the friends come, they come to
our house, which I'll tell you about on Friday Show. But they tell
me that it's very rare. Really yes, And a girlfriend of Sadie's who
slept at our house sent me this text and was like, I just really
appreciate you guys always having my daughter at your house, and you're one of
the few. I don't really let her hang out with kids, many kids
outside of school, and she's like, you're one of the few she goes.
But I really appreciate the fact that you guys have a sober home,
which we don't. I mean, John drinks, but the daughters told the
mom that, like, I don't drink. I think just because I'm a
safe person that is always going to be available to take them or I'm just
aware, you know, which is which is nice. But I'm just saying
my kids told me that, yeah, it's very rare that like the kids
aren't like big potheads, big drinkers. Well, I think that the drugs
is always going to be there. Every generation is going to have their drugs.
But yeah, I mean, I guess you're saying it's gotten better in
the terms of maybe more parents or more helicopter reparents. Maybe that's send their
kids to rehab. Now you just think about what we were doing at that
age and my supervision. Yeah, no supervision. I didn't have any supervision,
you know, but my weird your parents were strict. They were,
and so were mine, kind of to a point so that I left.
They let me, right, they let me go stay at my friend Pam's
house where all the shit went down. They had no idea I was hanging
out at the school parking lot with all my friends doing one eighties in the
parking lot, right, I didn't know that. I mean, I just
have such a visceral memory of in high school driving around with these two total
stoner's being so high, just driving like but also feeling indestructible. Yeah,
that's the thing where you're like in the car driving around with the drivers high
too, listening to music. And in those days it was really cool to
have a good car stereo car stereo ken Wood, Hell yeah, everybody wanted
to drive in the car with the person stereo. You can get my friends
in the pink Floyd right and feel like it's just coming at you from like,
but I'm in the music. I am inside this music right now,
like this is all this is. My whole world is comfortably numb right now.
Yes, but from I would feel that. But then when they would
start driving recklessly, recklessly, I would get I would be I would start
getting paranoid because I was afraid that either we were going to crash or we
were gonna get taken to jail. That's what I was afraid of, right,
you know, how are we not pulled over right now? Well,
so the funny thing is, and I know we're out of time. I
know, but Elbie was telling me like LB is so scared to try to
use her fake ID. She hasn't used it yet. And I'm laughing to
myself because I'm like, I was been using fake ID since I was sixteen.
I had countless IDs taken away from me. And then I told her
the story of you using the wrong ID, which yeah, but like or
showing the cop giving a cop your fake ID by accident and him seeing it,
and she was laughing, but she's so scared. I'm like, well,
what do you think is going to happen? She's like, well,
what if I got arrested. I'm like, You're not gonna get arrested.
The worst that could happen is they're just going to take it away from you.
I think even just the idea of that. She's like, Mom,
what can I tell you? I'm a rule follower. Yeah, she doesn't
want to, she doesn't want to talk to a cop. But I feel
like I'm more of way more of a rule follower now. But at that
age, Like I, at that age, I was super rebellious. Yeah,
I didn't give a fuck. I told her the story. I was
like, I stole some girl's ID. I stole a purse to get the
ID and then left the rest of the purse there like in a bathroom,
and then subsequently use that fake ID at a bar and the bouncer knew the
freaking girl and was like, you stole this ID and took it away from
me and threatened to have me arrested. I didn't care. I was like,
oh shit, I gotta get another thing. You got to find another.
The girl was like like five nine with red hair. I didn't even
care. I wasn't even clo None of the IDs looked anything at me.
I used Wendy's ID and she's ten years older and I was nineteen and said
I was twenty nine. And she had like, you know, black hair,
and I looked not you know, in green eyes right right, nothing
alike. So funny. Okay, we have some shout outs to get to
real quick before we go. So one of our friends. Remember the girl
that did the shout out the couple that did a shout out for their bird.
Yes, remember a while ago we had that. Well, this woman
is so and I forgot her name, but she wants to do a shout
out for her friend, her friend's business. She says, this is my
friend. She's a fashion icon and stylist and for years she's donated her time
to the nonprofit sector helping style veterans going back to the workforce, homeless victims
of domestic abuse, and she helps them dress for intervice. I love that,
I know, and she says, but beyond that, she has a
great sense of fashion, style and flair, and she styled me and my
husband for many events. Anyway, this woman, this friend of our bird
friend, decided to go it alone. She still does charity work, but
she's looking to expand her client tele. Her solo business is called is Madeleine
Aubrey spelled m A d e l I n E Madeleine Aubrey a U b
r e y. She's based out of SoCal but she will do Zoom consultations.
But also she just wants people to follow the Instagram. She'll surprise her
friend. Yeah, so her friend doesn't know she's doing this. So if
we could all go follow Madeleine Aubrey's styling. Okay, that's what it's called.
I followed her myself, so at Madeline Aubrey's styling. So let's all
do that. Let's let's all be I'm doing it right now. Nice thing.
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