WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.760 --> 00:00:05.400 Welcome to that I'm Still Fun podcast? Can you tell him congested? I 2 00:00:05.440 --> 00:00:08.240 guess a little bit now that I'm like paying attention to it, but we 3 00:00:08.240 --> 00:00:11.880 were just talking and I wouldn't have thought before I've been like kind of sick 4 00:00:11.880 --> 00:00:14.480 all weekend, like where you feel like they started off Friday where you feel 5 00:00:14.480 --> 00:00:17.519 like gross in your shoulders and neck, in like your throat, and then 6 00:00:17.559 --> 00:00:22.320 I started like feeling like gross in my head like and then I got congested. 7 00:00:22.399 --> 00:00:24.640 So like, last night was awful. It was like the kind where 8 00:00:24.960 --> 00:00:28.280 your you have to mouth breathe because your nose is clogged, and I like 9 00:00:28.320 --> 00:00:31.800 pled my pillow up and then I felt like I needed chapstick all night and 10 00:00:31.920 --> 00:00:34.799 water, but I didn't have any and I was too tired and lazy to 11 00:00:34.799 --> 00:00:37.799 go get it. So anyway, I blame Jake. He had it. 12 00:00:37.880 --> 00:00:40.600 He said he didn't have it because he doesn't get sick. He doesn't believe 13 00:00:40.600 --> 00:00:43.200 in it. Yes, so that was fun, which is exactly how my 14 00:00:43.200 --> 00:00:45.840 boyfriend is. Yeah, so I get that I'm by no means sick, 15 00:00:45.880 --> 00:00:49.759 but I have I do think I have allergies now because maybe that's Festerday my 16 00:00:49.920 --> 00:00:53.840 left eye was just watering the whole day am I left nostril and so maybe 17 00:00:53.840 --> 00:00:57.119 that's what I have, like a new onset. Yeah, so my I 18 00:00:57.159 --> 00:01:00.280 woke up this morning my left eye was so puffy, and then the ginning 19 00:01:00.359 --> 00:01:03.359 of the show this morning, it also was like watering for the first hour 20 00:01:03.439 --> 00:01:07.359 and then eventually it's tough. So that's nice. But I've never had allergies 21 00:01:07.400 --> 00:01:10.239 before, so I was like, what is this shit? Yeah, a 22 00:01:10.280 --> 00:01:12.359 lot, by the way, a lot happened this week. Someone did ask 23 00:01:12.439 --> 00:01:15.159 about the Taylor Swift album. I am going to talk about it, yes, 24 00:01:15.239 --> 00:01:18.640 a little bit. Have you had a chance to listen to any of 25 00:01:18.680 --> 00:01:21.519 it? I have. I've listened. Well, I listened to the first 26 00:01:21.519 --> 00:01:23.120 album that dropped, Yeah, and I don't and then I kind of like 27 00:01:23.239 --> 00:01:27.640 listened on shuffle and honestly it was during me doing tons of chores. Yeah, 28 00:01:27.680 --> 00:01:30.959 so I don't feel like I was giving it enough. Yeah, So 29 00:01:30.000 --> 00:01:33.879 I don't even really know what I've all listened to. Yeah, if of 30 00:01:33.920 --> 00:01:37.319 the other tracks, well, it's thirty one tracks. It's like my first 31 00:01:37.359 --> 00:01:41.560 overall review is overwhelming. But we'll get into that too, because someone asks 32 00:01:41.599 --> 00:01:45.920 like specific questions, but I'm going to dive into we got a few messages, 33 00:01:46.200 --> 00:01:49.400 can dive in here it Yeah, Hey, love you both so much. 34 00:01:49.079 --> 00:01:53.480 Definitely need my Falon and Jenny time post morning show changes. I know 35 00:01:53.480 --> 00:01:56.400 you're not a health and fitness podcast, but I'm curious if Jenny could talk 36 00:01:56.439 --> 00:02:00.719 more about her fitness journey and fallon. I feel as if you are speaking 37 00:02:00.719 --> 00:02:04.560 more about some recent weight loss yougosis and pilates. So Jenny, first, 38 00:02:05.200 --> 00:02:09.599 Okay, how was your how I think? Maybe how has your gym routine 39 00:02:09.680 --> 00:02:14.439 changed over the years. Do you still study under that very beautiful blonde girl. 40 00:02:14.439 --> 00:02:16.400 I'm sorry I don't remember her name. Let's start with those two because 41 00:02:16.439 --> 00:02:20.319 it goes into a lot more. Okay, So at first, I was 42 00:02:20.400 --> 00:02:23.120 working out like six days a week, five days of string training, one 43 00:02:23.199 --> 00:02:25.599 day of cardio. Maybe some of those strange training days were a little bit 44 00:02:25.599 --> 00:02:30.960 of hit workouts too. That was really fun and dandy when I had more 45 00:02:30.000 --> 00:02:34.240 time back then. I don't have I feel like as much time or as 46 00:02:34.319 --> 00:02:38.199 much motivation, I guess, so I'm kind of more around like five days 47 00:02:38.240 --> 00:02:44.400 a week where I do cardio probably two ish days, and strength training like 48 00:02:44.439 --> 00:02:47.960 three or four days a week. So that's the one main thing, and 49 00:02:49.000 --> 00:02:52.240 I also listened to my body a lot more because I was really like killing 50 00:02:52.240 --> 00:02:54.080 my body constantly. Like I would be really sore, and I'd still go 51 00:02:54.120 --> 00:02:59.120 and do a really intense work go with like a clearly pinched nerve in her 52 00:02:59.240 --> 00:03:02.479 neck and like and be like, this isn't normal, right, but keep 53 00:03:02.520 --> 00:03:05.960 going yea. And then I think it was like it wasn't like Andrew's sister 54 00:03:06.000 --> 00:03:07.360 in law with like, Jenny, you need to stop. Yeah, I 55 00:03:07.479 --> 00:03:13.439 was doing some kind of plank movement and I like my head started hurting so 56 00:03:13.560 --> 00:03:15.000 bad and I thought I was going to pass out, and so she explained 57 00:03:15.000 --> 00:03:17.759 whatever was wrong with me, and so I had to chill out for a 58 00:03:17.800 --> 00:03:21.759 second. So when I do things like that, now I know, hey, 59 00:03:21.840 --> 00:03:23.840 maybe we don't work out today. So that's a major one. And 60 00:03:23.879 --> 00:03:28.639 then I will be honest. When I first started training, I worked with 61 00:03:28.680 --> 00:03:30.520 someone else, not my trainer Demi, who I do still work out with. 62 00:03:31.520 --> 00:03:35.120 I worked with someone else with the company she worked for, and they 63 00:03:35.159 --> 00:03:39.159 put me on a nutrition plan. It was not feasible. It honestly probably 64 00:03:39.199 --> 00:03:43.840 gave me more disordered eating than I already had from when I was younger. 65 00:03:44.280 --> 00:03:46.599 So I got off of that because it was basically, you know, chicken, 66 00:03:46.599 --> 00:03:52.360 broccoli, rice every meal practically and just really not a good healthy relationship 67 00:03:52.360 --> 00:03:57.319 with food. So now I use something called my fitness Pal where I track 68 00:03:57.560 --> 00:04:00.319 my protein, fat, and car verbs, and I'll be honest, the 69 00:04:00.360 --> 00:04:03.639 last month or so, I kind of fell off of it because whatever, 70 00:04:03.719 --> 00:04:10.199 life. But that has really helped me realize that you can eat foods that 71 00:04:10.280 --> 00:04:15.080 you might deem unhealthy and still enjoy them and still fit them into your nutrition 72 00:04:15.240 --> 00:04:18.439 plan because I only try to eat so much grams of fat and try to 73 00:04:18.439 --> 00:04:21.639 get to this many grams of protein. And I also it showed me I 74 00:04:21.680 --> 00:04:25.920 was like very much under eating in certain areas. Yeah, so that has 75 00:04:25.959 --> 00:04:30.319 been like part of my new nutrition journey. This might you might have answered 76 00:04:30.360 --> 00:04:33.120 some of her next set of questions. She said, are you doing more 77 00:04:33.120 --> 00:04:39.439 classes versus individual training and weightlifting? No, it seems like, no, 78 00:04:39.480 --> 00:04:42.399 you don't really do a lot of classes. No. I do usually go 79 00:04:42.480 --> 00:04:45.439 to a flight class at least like once a week. Yeah, and then 80 00:04:45.480 --> 00:04:49.000 I usually take some more lifetime classes than I ever used to because I have 81 00:04:49.079 --> 00:04:54.240 gotten so bored with just strength training by myself. So that has kind of 82 00:04:54.279 --> 00:04:57.279 like I've lost motivation with that, so I do take a little bit more 83 00:04:57.279 --> 00:05:00.399 classes. Is there are there certain ones you like at Lifetime? But yeah, 84 00:05:00.399 --> 00:05:01.920 I do like their cycle classes a lot of times, the times don't 85 00:05:01.959 --> 00:05:04.319 work for me, so it's rare that I take those. But then I 86 00:05:04.319 --> 00:05:09.319 do warrior sculpts sometimes and I have done this like hit one that they have 87 00:05:09.360 --> 00:05:12.560 on Saturday mornings too. That's kind of all over the place, like weights, 88 00:05:13.040 --> 00:05:17.120 purpies whatever. Do you focus on calories slash macros or are you in 89 00:05:17.240 --> 00:05:20.079 maintenance? I think you kind of answered that a little more of the calories 90 00:05:20.079 --> 00:05:24.160 and macros. She says, I've gone through so many weight losses and gains 91 00:05:24.160 --> 00:05:27.240 in my years. I'm thirty two, two kids twenty months apart. Oh 92 00:05:27.279 --> 00:05:30.560 girl, that is brutal. And the last year I've struggled so badly knowing 93 00:05:30.600 --> 00:05:33.560 what I used to look like, and it's just effing hard. I mainly 94 00:05:33.600 --> 00:05:38.879 do at home workouts through Beach Body, and I really do find it's the 95 00:05:38.920 --> 00:05:41.839 best fit for me. But no doubt you can get bored of things, 96 00:05:42.360 --> 00:05:46.360 for sure. You can. Yeah, Fallin, can you speak more about 97 00:05:46.439 --> 00:05:49.959 your reformer pilates? Is that I'm sorry? Is this with that big piece 98 00:05:49.959 --> 00:05:56.680 of equipment when you slide in and out and have straps. Yes, so 99 00:05:57.319 --> 00:06:02.160 I think it looks intimidating. And I've been really consistent with it now for 100 00:06:02.240 --> 00:06:10.160 about two months, where I go three times a week. I have unlimited 101 00:06:10.279 --> 00:06:13.279 so I'm kind of like Jenny. I listen to my body, but I 102 00:06:13.279 --> 00:06:15.959 also try to, like on my off days just do like two mile walks 103 00:06:16.000 --> 00:06:20.639 and or one day of like weightlifting. And I probably could incorporate more weightlifting 104 00:06:20.639 --> 00:06:24.240 because the girl I actually talked to the instructors and I was like, do 105 00:06:24.279 --> 00:06:27.639 you guys just do pilates. They're like, no, one's a super long 106 00:06:27.680 --> 00:06:30.319 distance runner and she does weightlifting, and the other one I don't know. 107 00:06:30.360 --> 00:06:33.639 I don't think I asked her specifically, but they encourage you to still like 108 00:06:33.800 --> 00:06:39.800 do weightlifting, even though pilates is like working on like little muscles and toning 109 00:06:39.839 --> 00:06:45.120 and lengthening. I do it because I just like it, Like I don't 110 00:06:45.160 --> 00:06:49.360 feel dead when I'm done. I feel good. I can genuinely see changes 111 00:06:49.399 --> 00:06:54.680 in muscle definition of my body after two months now, and I don't know, 112 00:06:54.720 --> 00:06:58.120 it just makes me feel good about myself. And it is like that 113 00:06:58.519 --> 00:07:00.759 it's the machine and you can use. There's so many I learned, there's 114 00:07:00.759 --> 00:07:04.360 so many different types of plotates. So I'm doing I think classic reformer plates, 115 00:07:04.399 --> 00:07:08.600 but there's just Matte pilates. I don't do matt Yeah I could, 116 00:07:08.680 --> 00:07:13.120 I guess, and with the plates, like some will be using the reformer 117 00:07:13.160 --> 00:07:15.879 where you see it going back and forth and you do like legs and straps, 118 00:07:15.879 --> 00:07:17.879 and you can use the arm like the straps for arm resistance and lots 119 00:07:17.879 --> 00:07:21.000 of things. We'll do things where you put the box on it. The 120 00:07:21.040 --> 00:07:27.399 front end of the actual reformer is like a whole different set of workouts. 121 00:07:27.399 --> 00:07:30.120 I didn't know it has all these springs and things. So some classes will 122 00:07:30.160 --> 00:07:31.879 just be with that and you're not really even moving a lot on the reformer. 123 00:07:32.319 --> 00:07:35.199 There's a chair. We have a chair next to it, and those 124 00:07:35.199 --> 00:07:39.040 are, honestly probably some of the hardest classes. Is like this little sitting 125 00:07:39.079 --> 00:07:44.040 thing with resistance next to the machine, and it's crazy. I took Jake 126 00:07:44.079 --> 00:07:46.160 to a class and he loved it, and he was like, I would 127 00:07:46.160 --> 00:07:47.800 do that like once a week, mixed with what I normally do because he, 128 00:07:47.920 --> 00:07:51.079 like I said it last week it was great seeing him struggle. So 129 00:07:53.639 --> 00:07:58.959 she said, do you still incorporate Peloton no other than I do use my 130 00:07:59.000 --> 00:08:01.879 Peloton app for the way weightlifting like I don't go to a gym, I 131 00:08:01.959 --> 00:08:07.000 just do like the other weightlifting classes or strength classes at home. I haven't 132 00:08:07.079 --> 00:08:11.399 used my bike in a while because I'm just I get bored with things. 133 00:08:11.480 --> 00:08:16.439 I'm sure I'll go back to doing rides occasionally, especially in the winter, 134 00:08:16.079 --> 00:08:20.079 but in like when it starts getting warmer and nicer. I never wanted to 135 00:08:20.079 --> 00:08:22.120 be inside ride in the bike. I wanted to be outside walking or something. 136 00:08:22.600 --> 00:08:26.199 And I'm sure I'll get bored of pilates after like a few months too, 137 00:08:26.240 --> 00:08:28.240 And I don't know. That's kind of how my brain works. I 138 00:08:28.279 --> 00:08:31.800 get on things and then I want to change up. But Peloton has been 139 00:08:31.800 --> 00:08:35.480 my most consistent thing I've like, continuously liked. I've always found you to 140 00:08:35.519 --> 00:08:39.039 be so beautiful, but I know you have always been pretty open and vulnerable 141 00:08:39.080 --> 00:08:41.320 with your body image, and at one point you said, ef itt, 142 00:08:41.519 --> 00:08:43.919 I'm happy with who I am, and Jake things, I'm beautiful and I 143 00:08:43.960 --> 00:08:46.840 work out for my health, not to lose weight, and I'm so jealous 144 00:08:46.879 --> 00:08:48.600 of that. Again, this is no shade at all. I love your 145 00:08:48.600 --> 00:08:54.080 confidence as much and again find you very gorgeous but also so happy you have 146 00:08:54.120 --> 00:08:56.919 found a new form of exercise that is working for you. Do you think 147 00:08:56.960 --> 00:09:01.879 it has to do with your new work and having more time in your mornings. 148 00:09:01.159 --> 00:09:05.639 I'm just curious to hear more about your new routine with work life mom 149 00:09:05.960 --> 00:09:09.000 life hours. Thank you both for what you do. Don't say my name, 150 00:09:09.960 --> 00:09:13.600 I will say, yeah, I think it did help me, like 151 00:09:13.679 --> 00:09:20.200 the new hours, but I definitely like a lot of people are like, 152 00:09:20.240 --> 00:09:26.960 oh, I think people noticed some changes in my body on like Instagram and 153 00:09:26.000 --> 00:09:31.960 they put two and two together with pilates, and that is not like how 154 00:09:31.000 --> 00:09:37.120 I lost weight, Like I have never worked out enough to lose weight like 155 00:09:37.279 --> 00:09:41.080 I at this point in life. I think most of us, through all 156 00:09:41.120 --> 00:09:45.399 of the different weight loss programs we have done over and over again. It 157 00:09:45.399 --> 00:09:48.600 sounds like she's done a lot of them too. It's you know, it's 158 00:09:48.679 --> 00:09:50.440 nutrition at the end of the day. The working out can help you, 159 00:09:50.679 --> 00:09:54.679 it can tone you, all these things, but it's that is how I 160 00:09:54.720 --> 00:09:56.919 lost weight. Pilates I just started doing the last two months. People only 161 00:09:58.000 --> 00:10:01.000 noticed I lost any weight now because I still doing it November. So I've 162 00:10:01.000 --> 00:10:05.720 been doing this for like over five months now, and I haven't talked about 163 00:10:05.720 --> 00:10:09.720 it a lot because honestly, I get sick. I get I get so 164 00:10:09.919 --> 00:10:18.480 annoyed watching other people's videos of like here's what I eat in a day as 165 00:10:18.519 --> 00:10:22.960 a nutritionist. I hate those videos. I like looking for meal ideas, 166 00:10:22.000 --> 00:10:26.360 like I like when people like, here's a high protein meal idea that I 167 00:10:26.480 --> 00:10:30.120 like. I hate I'm a nutritionist, Here's what I eat in a day. 168 00:10:30.240 --> 00:10:33.720 It drives me insane because I am not so I'm not going to share 169 00:10:33.759 --> 00:10:37.480 that, and it is. It has not been easy for me. My 170 00:10:37.559 --> 00:10:41.879 whole life is like yours. I am up and I am down, and 171 00:10:41.919 --> 00:10:46.519 I honestly am past giving a fuck what people think about me. I have, 172 00:10:48.879 --> 00:10:54.279 I'll some things I won't share, But basically, Jake loves me. 173 00:10:54.639 --> 00:10:56.320 He has never made me once I feel like I need to lose weight. 174 00:10:58.279 --> 00:11:01.600 He doesn't like now, he He'll tell He's always just consistently complimenting me and 175 00:11:01.639 --> 00:11:07.720 my body. So I think I like, had all of I gained weight. 176 00:11:07.799 --> 00:11:11.559 I've been my heaviest for a long time. And I didn't like the 177 00:11:11.559 --> 00:11:18.519 way clothes were fitting me. I was getting for me my body size. 178 00:11:18.759 --> 00:11:22.360 I was getting to like the end of kind of like quote unquote regular sizing, 179 00:11:22.799 --> 00:11:28.080 and that started stressing me out, and I was like, I don't 180 00:11:28.120 --> 00:11:31.320 know. I was like, we go on these family hikes and I felt 181 00:11:31.399 --> 00:11:33.159 lazy and sluggish all the time. I still feel like that a lot, 182 00:11:33.200 --> 00:11:35.120 by the way, like I still sit on my couch. I feel like 183 00:11:35.159 --> 00:11:39.960 there might be some kind of hormonal imbalance with me. But I just stopped 184 00:11:39.960 --> 00:11:45.519 eating as much. I don't count anything. That for me is where my 185 00:11:45.919 --> 00:11:48.840 obsession comes into play, Like when I start looking at all the details on 186 00:11:48.879 --> 00:11:54.240 everything that overtakes me. And I'm the kind of person if I make one 187 00:11:54.879 --> 00:11:58.440 shitty day, I like spiral. So I was like, I'm not doing 188 00:11:58.440 --> 00:12:01.279 that anymore. I'm not. I've done all. I've done every program in 189 00:12:01.399 --> 00:12:05.759 existence, and so I've just started eating smaller portions and reducing my sugar. 190 00:12:05.799 --> 00:12:09.840 I didn't cut sugar out. I just started reducing it because Jake and I 191 00:12:09.919 --> 00:12:16.519 are sweet tooth bitches. We love it. So I think because I shared 192 00:12:16.559 --> 00:12:18.879 me doing pilates like two times, everyone was like, oh, Fallan, 193 00:12:18.960 --> 00:12:24.480 you've lost weight. Must be that pilates absolutely not, Like I not even 194 00:12:24.480 --> 00:12:30.639 remotely. But I don't I think I used so like I used to get 195 00:12:30.759 --> 00:12:35.240 when I first started working here because people were so mean about my physical appearance. 196 00:12:35.480 --> 00:12:37.399 Like I was like, I already have these insecurities and they were so 197 00:12:37.440 --> 00:12:41.879 brutal. I would get so stressed out when our web guide Derek would post 198 00:12:41.879 --> 00:12:46.080 photos of me that I thought were unflattering. People post photos and videos of 199 00:12:46.120 --> 00:12:48.840 me all the time. Now I don't fuck care. I'm like, whatever, 200 00:12:48.919 --> 00:12:50.840 I got a double chin when I'm laughing there, that's my worst agle 201 00:12:50.879 --> 00:12:54.720 ever. Like I've just stopped caring about that because I'm like, for the 202 00:12:54.720 --> 00:12:58.960 most part, most people have introduced themselves to the year twenty twenty four, 203 00:13:00.039 --> 00:13:03.320 and they don't comment on my body on videos and things like they used to, 204 00:13:03.799 --> 00:13:07.600 so I don't have to worry about seeing that as much. That's probably 205 00:13:07.600 --> 00:13:09.600 helpful because I think if people still commented like that, I probably would care 206 00:13:09.639 --> 00:13:13.759 more. Yeah, But also I think you as you just get older, 207 00:13:13.879 --> 00:13:18.960 like you still want to feel your best. But I don't care as much 208 00:13:20.159 --> 00:13:26.519 about people looking at me and being like thinking I'm hot. Maybe I just 209 00:13:26.679 --> 00:13:30.600 I don't know, So I just don't care as much. So as long 210 00:13:30.639 --> 00:13:35.279 as I like feel good and like I can go do the things physically that 211 00:13:35.360 --> 00:13:39.360 I want to do. Then I feel like happy, I think maybe. 212 00:13:39.480 --> 00:13:41.559 And the schedule is a big thing. When we get in with the morning 213 00:13:41.600 --> 00:13:46.000 show, be so tired, I didn't feel like doing anything. Now I 214 00:13:46.039 --> 00:13:48.759 wake up and I have like that morning energy you have. So I'm blessed 215 00:13:48.759 --> 00:13:52.000 that, like I do have time a lot of times in the morning to 216 00:13:52.120 --> 00:13:56.840 do like a workout. But again it wasn't It's not no, it was 217 00:13:56.879 --> 00:14:01.480 the most nutrition. Yeah, yeah, I mean that that is like consistently 218 00:14:01.519 --> 00:14:03.159 since I started training with my trainer, which I'm coming up on four years 219 00:14:03.200 --> 00:14:07.000 now with her, it was like, yeah, I was going really hard 220 00:14:07.039 --> 00:14:09.519 with working out right away, so I lost quite a bit right away, 221 00:14:09.559 --> 00:14:13.440 but then the nutrition side of it was in there. As soon as I 222 00:14:13.799 --> 00:14:16.720 chilled out on the nutrition side, I started gaining like the way back. 223 00:14:16.879 --> 00:14:20.879 But I was still working out six days a week. So it is just 224 00:14:20.000 --> 00:14:24.480 like so wild, like you think you can go work out yep, and 225 00:14:24.559 --> 00:14:28.600 it's going to like change your life. And also you're thinking it's going to 226 00:14:28.679 --> 00:14:31.679 change you after like two to three weeks and it doesn't. But really, 227 00:14:31.720 --> 00:14:37.639 like it's just it is a more lifestyle change with your eating habits and yeah, 228 00:14:37.679 --> 00:14:41.200 I mean I like, I don't know, I think that that's great 229 00:14:41.240 --> 00:14:45.879 everything you've been doing. I only track my macros for me because I'm just 230 00:14:45.960 --> 00:14:50.759 like a I'm such a snacker, so I don't realize how much I'm snacking 231 00:14:50.759 --> 00:14:54.840 on and then I like don't eat enough at a meal where it was helping 232 00:14:54.879 --> 00:14:58.159 me see like what I was doing with snacking, and then how I wouldn't 233 00:14:58.200 --> 00:15:01.360 get the nutrients and that I needed at a meal time because I had snacked 234 00:15:01.360 --> 00:15:07.080 so much. So that's what's really helped me. It definitely I get where 235 00:15:07.080 --> 00:15:09.480 you're coming from, where like it would become too much of a thing if 236 00:15:09.480 --> 00:15:11.720 you were tracking, But for me, it was really helping me see like 237 00:15:11.799 --> 00:15:16.039 what kind of foods I could even eat more of that I enjoyed instead of 238 00:15:16.120 --> 00:15:20.679 like oh I kind of snacked here and there and then like I probably shouldn't 239 00:15:20.720 --> 00:15:22.799 eat as big of a portion for dinner or something like that. You know, 240 00:15:24.000 --> 00:15:26.679 like it just has really helped me see what I like can actually be 241 00:15:26.759 --> 00:15:31.559 eating more of almost for sure. Yeah, Okay, and then we have 242 00:15:33.200 --> 00:15:43.399 another email to say I don't think I have any Okay, here we go, 243 00:15:43.799 --> 00:15:46.759 Hey, Jeniane fallon love love love your podcast, and once a week 244 00:15:46.879 --> 00:15:50.480 is just not enough. But I know you're busy, so I'll take what 245 00:15:50.519 --> 00:15:54.120 I can get. Love you two back together, She says. I hope 246 00:15:54.120 --> 00:15:58.279 when Dave retires you to take over the morning show. A friend of mine 247 00:15:58.320 --> 00:16:00.000 and I talk about that and it would be the dream team. Anyway, 248 00:16:00.039 --> 00:16:04.120 I wanted to ask you a few things balin honest opinion on the new t 249 00:16:04.279 --> 00:16:07.519 Swift album. I love Taylor, but I don't love this album. I 250 00:16:07.519 --> 00:16:11.120 absolutely loved Midnights. I can't put my finger on why I don't love it. 251 00:16:11.399 --> 00:16:14.759 Maybe after I listened to all the songs a few more times, I 252 00:16:14.799 --> 00:16:18.759 will what is your favorite song on the album? Okay, so first thing 253 00:16:18.840 --> 00:16:22.159 with me. Every time I've ever listened to like a new album from Taylor, 254 00:16:22.200 --> 00:16:26.480 I'm like, I feel let down. Yeah, it has to grow 255 00:16:26.519 --> 00:16:29.000 on me. It's so bizarre. I don't know why, because I think 256 00:16:29.000 --> 00:16:30.320 I love her so much. I build it up so much and then I 257 00:16:30.360 --> 00:16:34.720 have to remind myself. It always takes me time to absorb everything, and 258 00:16:34.759 --> 00:16:37.960 with thirty one tracks, it's too much. I've barely even given the second 259 00:16:38.159 --> 00:16:42.759 release any attention. So initially my first thought was like I was like, 260 00:16:44.559 --> 00:16:48.440 I always think Taylor chooses the worst songs for her singles to release for radio, 261 00:16:48.919 --> 00:16:51.200 So when she picked the Post Malone song, I was like, Oh, 262 00:16:51.240 --> 00:16:52.559 this is good post Wolone. We'll bring it. And then I heard 263 00:16:52.559 --> 00:16:55.679 it and I even text my boss. I'm like, why did she choose 264 00:16:55.679 --> 00:16:59.240 this for her radio single? It should have been I Can do it with 265 00:16:59.279 --> 00:17:02.159 a broken Heart. Yeah, and he was like, well, I like 266 00:17:02.200 --> 00:17:04.000 it. You should give it more chances. And it now has definitely grown 267 00:17:04.039 --> 00:17:08.200 on me. I think there are I think also because there are so many 268 00:17:08.240 --> 00:17:11.039 songs and she's so poetic with her words, and a lot of them, 269 00:17:11.079 --> 00:17:15.960 some of them like the one where she references Charlie Pooth less poetic. Yeah, 270 00:17:15.960 --> 00:17:19.400 I thought that that was. There are some random things I feel like 271 00:17:19.920 --> 00:17:23.880 because they're all so similar vibe, they're running together. For me, it's 272 00:17:23.920 --> 00:17:26.519 hard for me to pick songs out. I'm going to need more time to 273 00:17:26.559 --> 00:17:30.880 sit with it. I think the biggest surprise for most Swifties was how much 274 00:17:30.880 --> 00:17:34.920 of this album is about Matti Heally and not Joe. But I also think 275 00:17:34.960 --> 00:17:41.720 that a lot of the songs about the heartbreak and stuff probably combine both because 276 00:17:41.119 --> 00:17:45.160 you know, it's not like she just cut off heartbreak from Joe when she 277 00:17:45.240 --> 00:17:48.720 got with Maddie. And I think it was surprising for people to learn that 278 00:17:48.799 --> 00:17:52.160 there was a lot stronger connection with Matti Heally than we knew over years, 279 00:17:52.480 --> 00:17:56.759 and that some of the songs on previous albums were about Matti Heally that no 280 00:17:56.799 --> 00:18:02.279 one realized were So I think there were surprises there was. I think it's 281 00:18:02.799 --> 00:18:06.759 absolutely chaotic, this album and the lyrics, and I think that that's the 282 00:18:06.799 --> 00:18:10.119 truest representation of probably what the best last year of her life has been. 283 00:18:10.720 --> 00:18:14.240 I think it could have been dramatically condensed, but who am I to complain 284 00:18:14.240 --> 00:18:19.720 about more Taylor And I don't know. I think it's not my favorite of 285 00:18:19.720 --> 00:18:23.519 her albums, and I doubt it will be. I actually sat on earlier 286 00:18:23.559 --> 00:18:26.039 and wrote down, like what I think my favorite songs of hers of all 287 00:18:26.079 --> 00:18:30.680 time are, but my favorite ones that stick out immediately on the album or 288 00:18:30.880 --> 00:18:33.200 are definitely I can do it with a Broken Heart because it's like such a 289 00:18:33.440 --> 00:18:38.240 dance bob like and it has such classic lines of like I cry a lot, 290 00:18:38.359 --> 00:18:42.319 but I am so productive, like what a great line, and like 291 00:18:42.359 --> 00:18:47.720 at the end where she's like I'm miserable and nobody knows. I'm like, 292 00:18:47.880 --> 00:18:49.119 oh my god, haven't I been there. I think a lot of the 293 00:18:49.119 --> 00:18:55.799 heartbreaks heartbreak songs don't aren't hitting me because I'm not going through heartbreak, like 294 00:18:56.160 --> 00:19:00.240 so for me, like, okay, so the I can fix him or 295 00:19:00.279 --> 00:19:03.559 sorry, no, I can it? With broken heart? Probably my top 296 00:19:03.599 --> 00:19:07.240 favorite. I really like Who's Afraid of Little O Me? Because I love 297 00:19:07.279 --> 00:19:11.240 her like screaming it and like the idea that she's like in this circus of 298 00:19:11.359 --> 00:19:15.440 life, her life, and in a very small version, I do relate 299 00:19:15.480 --> 00:19:18.839 to that where like everyone gets to comment on your life and it's like a 300 00:19:18.880 --> 00:19:23.079 little bizarre honestly, So long London I really like, and like I said, 301 00:19:23.079 --> 00:19:29.720 Fortnite has been growing on me. Those are like my top immediate songs 302 00:19:29.759 --> 00:19:30.920 that I like. Are there any that like really stick out to you? 303 00:19:32.720 --> 00:19:37.160 Okay, I will probably pronounce it wrong, but lomu, Yeah, is 304 00:19:37.160 --> 00:19:40.000 that how you say it? Or is it so it stands? It stands 305 00:19:40.000 --> 00:19:42.720 for love of my life? But then it surprised everyone because it's actually loss 306 00:19:42.759 --> 00:19:45.880 of my life her take on it. So I did like that one a 307 00:19:45.920 --> 00:19:49.799 lot, and then now I'm getting the too confused. I can do it 308 00:19:49.799 --> 00:19:53.559 with a broken heart, And then what was I can or daddy, I 309 00:19:53.559 --> 00:19:56.839 can fix him? Yep, I can fix him. No, really I 310 00:19:56.880 --> 00:20:00.839 can. It is like there's also but Daddy, I love him. It's 311 00:20:00.880 --> 00:20:03.240 the I can do it with the broken heart was like my favorite of all 312 00:20:03.240 --> 00:20:06.960 of them. Once again, though I only listened when I was like doing 313 00:20:07.039 --> 00:20:10.119 a ton of chores and vacuuming and cleaning, and like my brain was kind 314 00:20:10.119 --> 00:20:12.480 of all over the place, so I wasn't fully listening to like lyrics or 315 00:20:12.519 --> 00:20:15.759 like melodies or anything. I just kind of like tried to pay attention when 316 00:20:15.759 --> 00:20:19.119 one stuck out a little bit more to me. But I feel like I'm 317 00:20:19.119 --> 00:20:22.079 not on Swifty TikTok, and I need to get on it because I need 318 00:20:22.079 --> 00:20:26.519 more breakdowns and understanding, because I think that's what TikTok is, so like 319 00:20:26.839 --> 00:20:30.799 everything she does is like the everything she does is amazing, and I am 320 00:20:30.880 --> 00:20:33.319 like over that. Well, I don't want I don't care about that, 321 00:20:33.400 --> 00:20:36.880 and that's fine if that's what it is. I just need more breakdowns of 322 00:20:37.039 --> 00:20:41.960 understanding the songs because I don't know enough of her history to explain it. 323 00:20:41.200 --> 00:20:47.319 For instance, they say like so they say, the full breakdown of the 324 00:20:47.359 --> 00:20:51.480 Maddi Heally really like so Long London is definitely about Joe, but like a 325 00:20:51.519 --> 00:20:56.480 lot of the Maddi Heally is like the but it's it's showed like the high 326 00:20:56.799 --> 00:21:03.559 obsessive adrenaline into him getting pissed off at everyone commenting on her dating him, 327 00:21:03.599 --> 00:21:06.920 Like, f you, guys, I don't need your opinion on who I 328 00:21:06.960 --> 00:21:10.319 date. Oh wait, maybe he is like not the greatest person. I 329 00:21:10.359 --> 00:21:14.599 think I can fix them to. Oh he's the saddest, the saddest man 330 00:21:14.599 --> 00:21:17.880 that ever lived or whatever the song was called, kind of like the full 331 00:21:18.039 --> 00:21:21.640 cycle. Okay, and I think you can't help who you love. But 332 00:21:21.759 --> 00:21:25.599 I just don't relate to loving Maddy Healy because he's so gross to me, 333 00:21:26.079 --> 00:21:29.279 like everything about him. I don't even listen in the nineteen seventy five. 334 00:21:29.319 --> 00:21:32.839 And I know some people are obsessed with him and like think he's so so 335 00:21:33.079 --> 00:21:34.960 smart and so poetic, and I'm like, yeah, you can tell he 336 00:21:36.000 --> 00:21:40.599 thinks that about himself as well, Like I can't stand super pretentious people who 337 00:21:40.759 --> 00:21:42.839 like you can look at that guy and you can tell he thinks he's so 338 00:21:42.920 --> 00:21:47.200 much. Okay, this is what I like in it too. He was 339 00:21:47.240 --> 00:21:52.799 the guy in school that probably wasn't popular at all, and I actually think 340 00:21:53.039 --> 00:21:57.119 those people usually are the most interesting, right, Yeah, but he's just 341 00:21:57.240 --> 00:22:02.200 been like, yeah, so like just type on a typewriter because that's so 342 00:22:02.400 --> 00:22:04.480 cool, and like I'm gonna do these things. I'm so cool, Like 343 00:22:04.720 --> 00:22:07.599 this is I listened to the starting line, like, I don't know, 344 00:22:07.680 --> 00:22:11.799 I just like get such ick vibes fromhim. And that's aside from all of 345 00:22:11.799 --> 00:22:15.519 his disgusting commentary. I don't know any of that part. I saw his 346 00:22:15.680 --> 00:22:21.559 disgusting commentary that like shocked me that Taylor was even ever associated with someone that 347 00:22:21.799 --> 00:22:23.680 I'm not so like. I get. You can't help who you fall for. 348 00:22:23.880 --> 00:22:26.359 We've all probably fallen for a sleevez bag that we look back on. 349 00:22:26.359 --> 00:22:30.160 I'm like, oh god, well, we're thinking he seems so cool at 350 00:22:30.200 --> 00:22:36.119 the time, but I don't know, I think I need so much more 351 00:22:36.160 --> 00:22:40.839 time with it. It just felt very overwhelming. One guy's take that wasn't 352 00:22:40.880 --> 00:22:44.519 like so pro Taylor Swift that I actually liked. I shared it with my 353 00:22:44.759 --> 00:22:52.240 group of Swifty friends was sometimes she gets so almost it seems in this songwriting 354 00:22:52.279 --> 00:23:00.039 habit of trying to write something clever or poetic that it it's less about it 355 00:23:00.119 --> 00:23:07.400 being an actual song, and it's more like her saying these clever lyrics over 356 00:23:07.559 --> 00:23:11.240 music. And I actually liked that take a little bit. And a lot 357 00:23:11.279 --> 00:23:15.519 of people think she needs to be done working with Jack Antonoff and Aaron Desner 358 00:23:15.960 --> 00:23:18.640 because it's too much of the same. She needs to do. She needs 359 00:23:18.680 --> 00:23:22.920 to work with someone who will be like, know and edit her a little 360 00:23:22.920 --> 00:23:26.680 bit and push back a little bit. Yeah, and you can look at 361 00:23:26.680 --> 00:23:30.079 that however you want to look at it. I will say, since I 362 00:23:30.119 --> 00:23:33.480 was just very casually listening to it, a lot of the songs sounded just 363 00:23:33.519 --> 00:23:37.279 like so similar to me that it was hard for me to Like, I 364 00:23:37.319 --> 00:23:38.839 had to keep paying attention, like I said, looking at my phone to 365 00:23:38.839 --> 00:23:42.000 figure out which one was the one that I like, because one kind of 366 00:23:42.039 --> 00:23:45.799 sounded similar to another, and I'm like, wait, which one is that? 367 00:23:45.039 --> 00:23:48.279 So, yeah, did you stay up and listen to it one? 368 00:23:48.319 --> 00:23:52.079 Okay? Absolutely? I got at like eight pm on Thursday, I got 369 00:23:52.119 --> 00:23:56.359 invited to a released listening party whatever thing, and I go, why would 370 00:23:56.400 --> 00:24:00.160 I thank you for the invitement? Yeah, I am not coming. I 371 00:24:00.160 --> 00:24:03.039 appreciate it. Yeah, I'm good. It was like my friend's new girlfriend 372 00:24:03.160 --> 00:24:07.440 or something. But I was curious if you were going to stay up because 373 00:24:07.480 --> 00:24:10.240 now are such as swiftye. But I figured you're up in the morning, 374 00:24:10.279 --> 00:24:12.160 you'll just listen to it. Then I didn't for Midnights either, And honestly, 375 00:24:12.160 --> 00:24:15.720 when I first listened to Midnights, I wasn't like. There were a 376 00:24:15.720 --> 00:24:18.200 few songs I liked, and I wasn't taken like so blown away, And 377 00:24:18.240 --> 00:24:21.720 then slowly they grew on me. Here's my list of my favorite Taylor Swift 378 00:24:21.799 --> 00:24:23.839 songs. Yeah, of all time, I think of all times. Okay, 379 00:24:25.039 --> 00:24:27.599 I don't have any from this new album because none ever were big enough, 380 00:24:27.720 --> 00:24:30.680 not there yet for me. And I also don't have any from her 381 00:24:30.759 --> 00:24:36.920 like original three or four that her true like country fans love, and that's 382 00:24:36.920 --> 00:24:41.440 what got me on to her. But I just I never listened to those. 383 00:24:41.440 --> 00:24:44.759 They're not like songs I put on so here a there's in no particular 384 00:24:44.880 --> 00:24:49.400 order. Clean out of the Woods, Daylight, the one invisible string right 385 00:24:49.440 --> 00:24:53.440 where you left me, would have could have should have Mirror Ball, August 386 00:24:53.839 --> 00:24:57.680 ready for it. Don't blame me, I think I'm putting in I did 387 00:24:57.720 --> 00:25:03.519 something bad because it's just so good. Cruel Summer, Blank Space, and 388 00:25:03.599 --> 00:25:06.920 all Too Well, I've decided are my top favorite songs. So there are 389 00:25:07.000 --> 00:25:10.440 some singles in there, yeah, that I think are like Cruel Summer is 390 00:25:10.559 --> 00:25:14.400 arguably maybe one of the like top two three best songs I think she's ever 391 00:25:14.440 --> 00:25:17.519 written. It's just so good and now I'm a little burnout on it, 392 00:25:17.599 --> 00:25:21.759 obviously because of radio. But I think that's my top list and it will 393 00:25:21.759 --> 00:25:26.359 trigger some people. I think probably my top list would include Tim McGraw. 394 00:25:26.759 --> 00:25:33.200 H I was I was like a swifty, like an og swifty that didn't 395 00:25:33.279 --> 00:25:37.240 continue to be swifty because I was loving like I was a country girl back 396 00:25:37.240 --> 00:25:41.279 then and so and I'll ever forget. It was back when she was doing 397 00:25:41.319 --> 00:25:44.680 country and I believe I would have been like nineteen at the time, and 398 00:25:44.680 --> 00:25:47.720 we were going to Country USA. It was the longest line I've ever seen 399 00:25:47.720 --> 00:25:51.519 in my entire life to get into Country USA was to see her concert that 400 00:25:51.599 --> 00:25:53.279 night. That's crazy. And that was before we would go do our little 401 00:25:53.359 --> 00:25:57.160 mud drunken camping stuff. So we actually drove to go park in the like 402 00:25:57.279 --> 00:26:00.319 grass fields and watch her. And so, yeah, I've seen her. 403 00:26:02.079 --> 00:26:04.039 I think only twice now, Yeah, because I saw that country a say 404 00:26:04.240 --> 00:26:07.079 back in that era, and then I got to see her tour this past 405 00:26:07.119 --> 00:26:11.599 summer. So the difference. Yeah. Another surprising thing on this album is 406 00:26:11.599 --> 00:26:15.359 her kind of like f you to fans too, kind of like can you 407 00:26:15.359 --> 00:26:19.759 explain that more? Because once again she kind of like in a few songs 408 00:26:19.839 --> 00:26:23.920 is kind of like I don't care what you think. I actually don't love 409 00:26:25.000 --> 00:26:29.119 being famous and you commenting on every aspect of my life like it's it was. 410 00:26:29.160 --> 00:26:33.000 There were like some pushback things that I think we're surprising and I and 411 00:26:33.079 --> 00:26:37.799 I get it. The two that stick out that are like there's one that's 412 00:26:37.079 --> 00:26:41.160 a couple that are supposed to be about Travis, like high school, which 413 00:26:41.200 --> 00:26:44.519 I kind of do like high school, and that one was on the second 414 00:26:44.599 --> 00:26:52.119 drop. It's funny because she mentioned so many like watching American Pie while your 415 00:26:52.319 --> 00:26:56.160 friends play Grand Theft Auto, like she feels very high school and that relationship, 416 00:26:56.160 --> 00:26:59.240 and I actually think it's relatable. There's like a line where a lot 417 00:26:59.240 --> 00:27:03.000 of people are like all she said, like all my friends smell like weed 418 00:27:03.279 --> 00:27:07.039 or like new babies or little babies, and everyone's and I didn't at first. 419 00:27:07.039 --> 00:27:10.559 I didn't get it, and I was like, what, because I 420 00:27:10.640 --> 00:27:12.680 just like, I am not smart enough to get a lot of her like 421 00:27:12.799 --> 00:27:15.759 lyrics. I let the people on TikTok break them down for me, But 422 00:27:15.839 --> 00:27:21.359 it was like it was a perfect depiction of someone who is in their like 423 00:27:21.480 --> 00:27:26.000 thirties or they're millennial, and half their babies or half their friends haven't left 424 00:27:26.160 --> 00:27:30.319 the party days, and they smell like weed and they haven't grown up, 425 00:27:30.680 --> 00:27:34.079 and half of them smell like new babies because they're starting families, and she's 426 00:27:34.079 --> 00:27:37.000 somewhere like I think in the middle of like, I don't have babies that 427 00:27:37.000 --> 00:27:40.920 I'm not like necessarily, Well, maybe she does. I don't know. 428 00:27:40.960 --> 00:27:44.200 Maybe Taylor loves old toke. I don't know Travis does, so maybe they 429 00:27:44.200 --> 00:27:48.279 do together. I feel like there's a chance that she maybe does. Yeah, 430 00:27:48.319 --> 00:27:51.920 I probabitely I can relate to that so much with like, I have 431 00:27:52.000 --> 00:27:55.079 so many different groups of friends and there's definitely like a handful that are in 432 00:27:55.119 --> 00:27:57.519 that party phase and then the other handful that's without the kids. But now 433 00:27:57.559 --> 00:28:02.319 what's starting to happen is the one with the kids have had the kids raised 434 00:28:02.400 --> 00:28:06.799 enough that they're getting back into the party phase enough to go back and find 435 00:28:06.839 --> 00:28:10.119 myself again because I like have been a mom for this many years and I've 436 00:28:10.160 --> 00:28:12.119 been pregnant and so now like, yes, let's toke it up again, 437 00:28:12.319 --> 00:28:15.599 you know, Like that's what I'm sharing some of my friends too that had 438 00:28:15.640 --> 00:28:19.079 started having kids and I love that. Yeah, live it up. Let's 439 00:28:19.200 --> 00:28:22.640 I mean, go for it. Is there anything else you want to talk 440 00:28:22.680 --> 00:28:26.240 about? Yeah, let me share real quick. So I had that fashion 441 00:28:26.279 --> 00:28:29.200 show last Yeah, I want to ask you about that. So how to 442 00:28:29.240 --> 00:28:30.960 go? It was good? Unning? I saw you you looked stunning. 443 00:28:32.000 --> 00:28:36.559 It was good. I loved my outfit. I will say that I was 444 00:28:36.599 --> 00:28:40.279 a little I wasn't insecure, but I was kind of bummed because it was 445 00:28:40.319 --> 00:28:44.559 not flattering for my body type. But I thought the outfit itself was super 446 00:28:44.599 --> 00:28:47.400 cool. Like I think that the designer who did it shout out and it's 447 00:28:47.720 --> 00:28:51.279 maker Jeans and Apparel, I believe is what his company name is. I 448 00:28:51.319 --> 00:28:53.200 thought he did such a good job. He makes his clothing out of like 449 00:28:53.400 --> 00:28:59.279 rugs and just recycled material and stuff like that. So that was super fun. 450 00:28:59.599 --> 00:29:02.680 But like just the behind the scenes stuff was what I was really like 451 00:29:02.720 --> 00:29:04.599 in it for I just wanted to see how a fashion show runs. And 452 00:29:04.680 --> 00:29:07.680 I got there and now everyone had been there since like ten am in the 453 00:29:07.680 --> 00:29:11.400 morning. I got there at like four thirty pm. Yeah, and so 454 00:29:11.519 --> 00:29:15.359 they had been doing hair and makeup, dress rehearsals, DJ testing all of 455 00:29:15.440 --> 00:29:18.240 this stuff. And so I get there and I get shoved into these clothes 456 00:29:18.240 --> 00:29:18.960 and all of a sudden, I'm like, okay, we're doing a practice 457 00:29:19.000 --> 00:29:22.200 run. And I'm like, I don't even know what I'm doing right now. 458 00:29:22.559 --> 00:29:25.359 So one of the other models in the line that I was walking for, 459 00:29:25.559 --> 00:29:27.279 she's like, okay, let me show you, and she like puts 460 00:29:27.279 --> 00:29:30.279 her arm out as a description. She goes, you walk out post to 461 00:29:30.279 --> 00:29:33.440 two, you walked to the center post two two, all the way down 462 00:29:33.519 --> 00:29:37.319 three, all the way back two, and then you come back and then 463 00:29:37.319 --> 00:29:40.000 we all walked together. And it was just so funny how she described it. 464 00:29:40.039 --> 00:29:41.160 And I'm so grateful because, yeah, I don't know if they just 465 00:29:41.160 --> 00:29:44.759 thought I would like show up and I knew exactly what to do model, 466 00:29:44.799 --> 00:29:48.000 and nobody told me anything. And then everyone kept asking, They're like, 467 00:29:48.039 --> 00:29:49.200 well, did you know what poses you wanted to do? I was like, 468 00:29:49.279 --> 00:29:52.599 I didn't think about it. I just walked out and did whatever I 469 00:29:52.640 --> 00:29:56.039 did, and I didn't think twice about it. It just is what happened. 470 00:29:56.119 --> 00:29:57.839 Yeah, I don't think I would know what. I think I would 471 00:29:57.839 --> 00:30:00.359 be stupid. I think I would do peace signs and immediately regret it, 472 00:30:00.599 --> 00:30:03.319 like I think I would. Yeah, so, like there might be video 473 00:30:03.440 --> 00:30:07.000 somewhere. But at the very end, when you walked out the way back 474 00:30:07.039 --> 00:30:10.200 to the front, you're supposed to do two more poses before you walk to 475 00:30:10.240 --> 00:30:12.559 the back. And I did like my two poses, and then as I 476 00:30:12.640 --> 00:30:15.200 turned, I did like a kick of my foot up and like a little 477 00:30:15.200 --> 00:30:19.359 smile because a lot of the models had like the straight face, like serious, 478 00:30:19.400 --> 00:30:23.079 like look at my fucking cheek bones and like my chisel jawline and stuff. 479 00:30:23.079 --> 00:30:26.079 And I was just like half smiling, half like trying to give a 480 00:30:26.079 --> 00:30:30.119 sexy smirk. But when I look back, it was not It was not 481 00:30:30.160 --> 00:30:33.680 all I thought it was. But also just like the actual like behind what's 482 00:30:33.799 --> 00:30:38.319 happening in like the dressing rooms. It's chaotic as fuck. I'm sure it 483 00:30:38.400 --> 00:30:42.359 is just shit everywhere. There are clothes everywhere. I kept thinking I was 484 00:30:42.400 --> 00:30:45.119 gonna leave there because I brought two bags because I had to have something to 485 00:30:45.160 --> 00:30:49.039 wear for like the beginning pre fashion show thing, and then I had to 486 00:30:49.039 --> 00:30:52.279 have like some backup things in case something didn't work out with the designer, 487 00:30:52.319 --> 00:30:56.240 and then I had to have a bunch of different shoe options, so I 488 00:30:56.279 --> 00:30:59.519 had two different bags, and like I would pull things out, and then 489 00:30:59.519 --> 00:31:03.799 I got because everyone's stuff was everywhere that I kept having to like reorganize and 490 00:31:03.839 --> 00:31:06.359 put things back in the bay because I thought I was gonna lose stuff, 491 00:31:06.799 --> 00:31:10.480 and then everyone's just getting naked in front of each other, and I at 492 00:31:10.519 --> 00:31:12.400 first, I like, I originally went into the bathroom to change, but 493 00:31:12.440 --> 00:31:17.319 then once we went through the dress rehearsal, I went back there and put 494 00:31:17.359 --> 00:31:21.160 my other clothes on, and so they told me because I wasn't until after 495 00:31:21.240 --> 00:31:22.680 the intermission, was when I was walking, so they're like, you can 496 00:31:22.720 --> 00:31:25.640 just sit and watch the show at the beginning. I was like, Okay, 497 00:31:25.640 --> 00:31:26.559 that makes me feel better, because I didn't really want to sit back 498 00:31:26.559 --> 00:31:30.400 there for like forty five minutes till I have to walk. So then I 499 00:31:30.519 --> 00:31:32.599 rushed back there, and at that point, I'm like, I got to 500 00:31:32.599 --> 00:31:34.559 get dressed quick, So I just got naked and fucking put the stuff on 501 00:31:34.720 --> 00:31:37.920 right then and there. I saw so many boobs, and like the guys 502 00:31:37.920 --> 00:31:41.279 all had like box or briefs on if they were yeah, if they were 503 00:31:41.359 --> 00:31:45.000 changing and stuff. But like this one girl, she was just like in 504 00:31:45.119 --> 00:31:48.359 her underwear most of the time, and everyone kept admiring her tattoo she had 505 00:31:48.400 --> 00:31:51.319 just recently gotten on the back of her thighs. I saw her boobs like 506 00:31:51.359 --> 00:31:53.160 almost every like two seconds, I'd turn her boobs were out, and she 507 00:31:53.319 --> 00:31:56.960 just was like one that you could tell didn't care. I love to be 508 00:31:56.039 --> 00:31:59.839 naked. She was that kind of person. There's always one friend like that, 509 00:31:59.880 --> 00:32:01.319 I feel like in a group. Yeah, it's definitely my girlfriend Muna 510 00:32:01.519 --> 00:32:05.160 loves to be naked, like doesn't care about putting clothes on. She gets 511 00:32:05.240 --> 00:32:07.920 naked, she gets ready naked on like girls' trips, and we're like, 512 00:32:07.000 --> 00:32:10.119 Muna, can you put like at least something since my friend Kim and like 513 00:32:10.160 --> 00:32:15.240 my high school group for sure. Yeah, So it was just interesting, 514 00:32:15.359 --> 00:32:20.799 a little chaotic. The college, the University of Minnesota is fashion magazine. 515 00:32:20.799 --> 00:32:23.279 It's called Golden Meg U of M or maybe it's just Golden Meg. They 516 00:32:23.319 --> 00:32:27.599 put it together. So it was all like mostly college kids who were like 517 00:32:27.599 --> 00:32:30.319 the producers, and I think that they did a pretty good job for like 518 00:32:30.519 --> 00:32:36.839 probably never having done something like that before. But yeah, I mean it 519 00:32:36.920 --> 00:32:39.039 was even though I was not there till like four thirty pm. It was 520 00:32:39.160 --> 00:32:43.119 kind of a long day because I did go get my hair done and then 521 00:32:44.000 --> 00:32:47.079 I had like a hour to spare between having to leave and go and then 522 00:32:47.599 --> 00:32:52.759 we were there till probably like nine a little after nine pm or something. 523 00:32:52.079 --> 00:32:55.720 Gee, yeah, but long day. Yeah, it was fun and I 524 00:32:55.720 --> 00:33:01.200 would probably do it again. I feel like I would prefer just to make 525 00:33:01.240 --> 00:33:06.240 sure that I get the clothes somehow measured in style ahead of time, because 526 00:33:06.319 --> 00:33:08.759 yeah, my designer did make my clothes even bigger. They were already a 527 00:33:08.759 --> 00:33:13.119 baggier look, but he made them even bigger because he was nervous if it 528 00:33:13.160 --> 00:33:16.240 didn't fit, Like you can't make something smaller bigger in the moment. So 529 00:33:16.440 --> 00:33:21.119 the pants were like barely hanging on by this belt I had like tied super 530 00:33:21.160 --> 00:33:25.319 tighter on my waist underneath the jacket. But yeah, that was super fun. 531 00:33:25.400 --> 00:33:29.359 And then the other thing I was going to ask you about is are 532 00:33:29.400 --> 00:33:31.160 you ever going to get your nails done again? No? Okay, because 533 00:33:31.240 --> 00:33:35.079 I literally like, was it on the podcast last week, or maybe we 534 00:33:35.119 --> 00:33:37.720 were just talking about it off air. No, I posted it on my 535 00:33:37.759 --> 00:33:39.759 social No, I know about you and I were talking about like you DM 536 00:33:39.920 --> 00:33:43.799 me. No, I know, but I think you had said that on 537 00:33:43.880 --> 00:33:45.200 the podcast last week. You're like, I'm probably gonna go in and get 538 00:33:45.240 --> 00:33:49.079 him like taken off professionally. I think you said that on the podcast. 539 00:33:49.119 --> 00:33:51.559 I think I went to the worst place ever, and I'm not going to 540 00:33:51.680 --> 00:33:52.559 I didn't go to the same place I got him done, as went to 541 00:33:52.559 --> 00:33:57.440 a place closer to me got him removed. I have, first of all, 542 00:33:57.440 --> 00:34:00.160 I have. Everyone don't get a CORO. Look, I didn't get 543 00:34:00.200 --> 00:34:02.519 a CRL. I got like jel extender, and everyone's like, it's because 544 00:34:02.519 --> 00:34:07.240 you're not going the right place. Maybe, and that's very possible, but 545 00:34:07.400 --> 00:34:09.840 like I am, and I got a lot of recommendations, which was so 546 00:34:09.920 --> 00:34:13.559 nice. I don't want to consistently get my nails, and I stopped doing 547 00:34:13.599 --> 00:34:15.159 it because I didn't like it. I can't keep up with it. I 548 00:34:15.159 --> 00:34:20.519 think it's so expensive. I'm not spending like two hundred dollars every two weeks 549 00:34:20.519 --> 00:34:24.400 for that. But also I have incredibly thin nails. I always have my 550 00:34:24.440 --> 00:34:29.079 mom has thin nails, like our nails break easily, so when they use 551 00:34:29.119 --> 00:34:34.000 those little drill things like to how some people the drill the dentist, I 552 00:34:34.079 --> 00:34:37.800 like start sweating immediately. It hurts me. They hurt like my under my 553 00:34:37.840 --> 00:34:42.760 beds. You can see they're like bruised because it is. It was awful. 554 00:34:43.119 --> 00:34:45.920 I wanted to cry. I hated it, and I'm sure they were 555 00:34:45.960 --> 00:34:50.320 just especially awful. Then like he didn't even file my nails evenly. It 556 00:34:50.440 --> 00:34:52.519 was like disaster. He couldn't file them. They're so thin. I can't 557 00:34:52.559 --> 00:34:58.119 even like I can't even open a soda with my fingers because my nails are 558 00:34:58.159 --> 00:35:01.119 so thin. There's no resistance from the and over. So No, I 559 00:35:01.599 --> 00:35:04.440 got them done because I was like, oh, I wanted to look pretty 560 00:35:04.480 --> 00:35:07.039 for my birthday. No, they did look great. I will say they 561 00:35:07.079 --> 00:35:10.039 looked great. But I just when you cares died that on your Instagram, 562 00:35:10.159 --> 00:35:14.960 I had message yeah, and I straight up said, I thought she didn't 563 00:35:14.960 --> 00:35:16.800 get the professionally done. I thought she ripped them off herself because I hadn't 564 00:35:16.800 --> 00:35:20.719 read the caption yet. And then when I read it and you said I 565 00:35:20.800 --> 00:35:22.559 went and got on professionally removed. I was like, oh, and I 566 00:35:22.559 --> 00:35:25.559 felt bad, but it was only fifteen dollars. But then I honestly think 567 00:35:25.559 --> 00:35:29.360 he was surprised I didn't tip. I did not tip because it was such 568 00:35:29.400 --> 00:35:34.559 a horrible experience and they looked so horrible. I was like, I've I've 569 00:35:34.599 --> 00:35:37.159 never I've never kind of professionally removed, so I've never been faced with do 570 00:35:37.280 --> 00:35:40.440 I tip or not? Yeah, there wasn't a spot to tip. I 571 00:35:40.519 --> 00:35:43.679 mean, I guess I could have loft cash, but I was like, 572 00:35:44.440 --> 00:35:46.000 no, not today. Not. It was It was bad, it was 573 00:35:46.039 --> 00:35:52.039 painful, it was awful. They loved hor lesson learned and I'm sure there 574 00:35:52.039 --> 00:35:54.800 are places that do remove them. And they were like all these there were 575 00:35:54.880 --> 00:35:58.519 so many nice messages like this is the kind of nail you need to get, 576 00:35:58.519 --> 00:36:00.639 and I just I think I'm I'm just too lazy. It's like with 577 00:36:00.719 --> 00:36:06.079 birth control. I never took it consistently. I wasn't a birth control girly. 578 00:36:06.280 --> 00:36:08.760 I should have been, but I wasn't. It was just condo taking. 579 00:36:08.880 --> 00:36:13.280 I was gonna say taking the pill was like one of the most annoying 580 00:36:13.320 --> 00:36:15.400 things ever when I used to take it, because I got the implant when 581 00:36:15.400 --> 00:36:17.760 I was probably like twenty five, I think, and I've had it ever 582 00:36:17.800 --> 00:36:21.719 since then. But when I was on the pill, I always forgot to 583 00:36:21.760 --> 00:36:24.199 take it, and I was always thinking if I was having sex, i 584 00:36:24.320 --> 00:36:29.760 was pregnant. It was just not a good time, like in life or 585 00:36:29.800 --> 00:36:32.760 like not fun to have to take birth control period. Yeah no, and 586 00:36:32.800 --> 00:36:36.719 now we learn how bad it is for our bodies too, because I still 587 00:36:36.760 --> 00:36:39.800 haven't implant in my arm and I'm like whatever, you also have to protect 588 00:36:39.840 --> 00:36:43.360 yourself, so it's kind of like if you don't want kids, so I 589 00:36:43.400 --> 00:36:46.719 mean you got you know, yeah, minimal options there. But anyway, 590 00:36:46.960 --> 00:36:51.960 well we went long today. Yeah that's the mis Taylor Swift. We had 591 00:36:52.000 --> 00:36:55.719 a lot to really deep in there unpack. So I was like waiting to 592 00:36:55.760 --> 00:36:59.159 talk to you about it because I feel like I at least used to be 593 00:36:59.199 --> 00:37:00.519 able to talk to you on the morning show about some of hers, and 594 00:37:00.559 --> 00:37:04.960 now I was like, I need a little bit more of a breakdown because 595 00:37:05.000 --> 00:37:07.559 I don't understand it enough. And I'm trying to become a better swiftye. 596 00:37:07.599 --> 00:37:10.920 I'm definitely not labeled the swifty I would never label myself that, but I 597 00:37:10.960 --> 00:37:15.360 do like her, so I'm trying to become better at understanding everything more. 598 00:37:15.159 --> 00:37:20.159 Yeah, there's a girl be there in five. I used to listen to 599 00:37:20.159 --> 00:37:22.199 her podcast religiously. Nothing on her. I think she's still amazing. I 600 00:37:22.239 --> 00:37:25.599 just don't listen to it as much, but I do love her takes, 601 00:37:25.679 --> 00:37:29.800 usually on because she's a big swifty on Taylor Swift album. So I was 602 00:37:29.840 --> 00:37:31.840 like, I am going to listen to hers, and usually she's good at 603 00:37:31.880 --> 00:37:37.119 breaking down because she's done research and different things. So if she has enough, 604 00:37:37.239 --> 00:37:40.280 she usually has Patreon like first listen responses. I've never done the Patreon, 605 00:37:40.519 --> 00:37:45.519 but she'll usually do like a recap episode on her regular podcast, so 606 00:37:45.599 --> 00:37:46.440 that might be a good one to check out if you want to know, 607 00:37:46.639 --> 00:37:50.480 Like I'm guessing I could be. I don't know. I haven't listened to 608 00:37:50.519 --> 00:37:52.239 it maybe, but I assume she breaks down some of the things behind the 609 00:37:52.280 --> 00:37:55.039 songs or thought, yeah, I should give that a listen. I've listened 610 00:37:55.039 --> 00:37:58.760 to that a few that podcast a few times because of you, but yeah, 611 00:37:58.920 --> 00:38:02.800 not consistently, because I'm not a podcast person as much except for I'm 612 00:38:02.840 --> 00:38:07.760 still fun obviously. I listen to ourselves every time after it gets posted on 613 00:38:07.800 --> 00:38:09.480 Tuesdays. I no I don't want to go. Yeah, all right, 614 00:38:09.480 --> 00:38:12.360 well thanks for listening. If you do, thank you.