WEBVTT

1
00:00:00.600 --> 00:00:04.559
Today, I'm going to tell you
about my journey with the impossible, also

2
00:00:04.919 --> 00:00:10.519
oscars, an online victimhood and what
they don't get about the her Report.

3
00:00:10.599 --> 00:00:19.879
We're going to talk about all of
that today, Uncensored, unfiltered, un

4
00:00:20.160 --> 00:00:25.399
hinged. It's the Curel Cast.
Listen daily on your favorite streaming service.

5
00:00:30.559 --> 00:00:33.960
It is the Carell Cast. I
am Carrel, silvery glad you are joining

6
00:00:34.000 --> 00:00:37.799
me at dayly eight on this Tuesday. I gotta tell y'all, I must

7
00:00:37.880 --> 00:00:44.000
really love y'all to be here because
I feel like crap. And that's because

8
00:00:44.359 --> 00:00:49.439
of the impossible. That's right,
the impossible has happened to me yet again,

9
00:00:50.759 --> 00:00:56.000
and I have to have I have
so much emotion about what's going on

10
00:00:56.039 --> 00:00:58.920
in my life right now. I
for once, I don't even think I

11
00:00:58.920 --> 00:01:06.799
can put it into words because I
am terrified, I am angry, I

12
00:01:06.840 --> 00:01:15.159
am beyond upset. And you know, it's really what's going on has really

13
00:01:15.200 --> 00:01:19.079
made me think twice about a particular
attitude that I have, and let me

14
00:01:19.120 --> 00:01:23.799
explain what's going on. Last Tuesday, I switched to Archwell Health and had

15
00:01:23.799 --> 00:01:30.040
my introductory visit with the doctor.
I was fine, my labs were great,

16
00:01:30.280 --> 00:01:34.439
everything was great. I was healthy, see you in six months.

17
00:01:34.519 --> 00:01:40.879
At that meeting. At that with
the doctor, he pressed upon me the

18
00:01:41.000 --> 00:01:47.640
urgency of getting the shingles vaccine.
Oh, it's a new vaccine twenty seventeen.

19
00:01:47.760 --> 00:01:52.760
It's called shing gricks. The side
effects or you know, minimal,

20
00:01:53.359 --> 00:01:59.319
you know, just all these advantages
that cuts your risk of COVID ninety five

21
00:01:59.519 --> 00:02:04.159
or not COVID and I'm sorry,
shingles ninety five percent effective and all this

22
00:02:04.200 --> 00:02:07.920
other stuff. Well, I have
never had shingles ever in my life,

23
00:02:07.280 --> 00:02:13.319
as stressed out as I've been,
but I have had chicken pox and that's

24
00:02:13.319 --> 00:02:15.360
the same virus that lays dormant.
And so he's like, look, it's

25
00:02:15.960 --> 00:02:21.439
you know, it's just two shots. You probably won't have that many side

26
00:02:21.439 --> 00:02:25.319
effects. Let's get you that shot. So after the hard cell from the

27
00:02:25.360 --> 00:02:30.599
doctor, after eleven years of turning
down the hard cell, I said,

28
00:02:30.599 --> 00:02:35.319
well, okay, if you really
feel, you know, that strongly about

29
00:02:35.319 --> 00:02:38.639
it, and you know, I
believe in science and I believe in vaccines,

30
00:02:38.719 --> 00:02:42.919
so okay, sure let's do it. So she comes in, she

31
00:02:43.000 --> 00:02:50.120
gives me the vaccine on Wednesday,
the day after. I felt so bad.

32
00:02:51.000 --> 00:02:57.000
I was just tired, every muscle
in my body hurt. My arm

33
00:02:57.000 --> 00:03:00.879
where they gave me the injection felt
like I had been staffed. My legs,

34
00:03:01.159 --> 00:03:07.080
my arms, everything, my neck, everything hurt, just hurt.

35
00:03:07.120 --> 00:03:10.479
And so Wednesday night I go to
bed and while I'm lying in bed,

36
00:03:10.960 --> 00:03:20.039
I touched a spot on my chest
and ow ow, And I'm like,

37
00:03:20.479 --> 00:03:25.879
what's that? And so I look
at said spot on my chest and it's

38
00:03:25.919 --> 00:03:31.240
a group of like little blisters.
I'm like, what is this a heat

39
00:03:31.319 --> 00:03:36.599
rash or something? So the next
day I wake up and I take some

40
00:03:36.680 --> 00:03:40.120
steroid cream and I put it on
the spot. I see, I can

41
00:03:40.240 --> 00:03:45.439
go right to where the spot is
because I can feel it, and I'm

42
00:03:45.479 --> 00:03:49.599
not gonna lift up my shirt and
show it. But it was red and

43
00:03:49.680 --> 00:03:55.120
angry. On Friday, I felt
a little bit better, but the spot

44
00:03:55.319 --> 00:04:00.319
was getting bigger and itchy, and
just you know, I didn't know what

45
00:04:00.360 --> 00:04:03.800
it was. So I thought I
should call the doctor and say, you

46
00:04:03.840 --> 00:04:09.479
know, am I having a reaction
to the shot or something? And so

47
00:04:09.560 --> 00:04:15.199
I go over and the doctor that
not the doctor I saw, but a

48
00:04:15.199 --> 00:04:19.879
different doctor, sees me. And
all she could kept saying is this can't

49
00:04:19.879 --> 00:04:26.439
be possible. This is this can't
be happening. This is impossible. And

50
00:04:26.480 --> 00:04:30.720
I said, well, what is
impossible and she said, that's shingles.

51
00:04:30.800 --> 00:04:34.399
And I said, so you gave
me a shot and it gave me shingles.

52
00:04:35.319 --> 00:04:39.680
And she said, no, the
vaccine cannot give you shingles. It's

53
00:04:39.759 --> 00:04:44.680
not a live vaccine. It's an
you know, a modified recombinant you know,

54
00:04:44.720 --> 00:04:48.160
blah blah blah vaccine. There's no
live vaccine. It can't give you

55
00:04:48.240 --> 00:04:54.920
shingles. And I said, and
yet I sit before you with this spot

56
00:04:56.240 --> 00:04:59.759
and she said, yeah, it's
You're an anomaly. This can't happen.

57
00:05:00.600 --> 00:05:03.720
Well, later I looked up online
that it's happened to three other people and

58
00:05:03.879 --> 00:05:12.000
the NIH even did a paper on
the reactivation of the herpes zoster virus after

59
00:05:12.120 --> 00:05:17.199
shingricks, meaning there were other people
who after they got the shot, the

60
00:05:17.279 --> 00:05:24.079
shot actually activated the virus. It
didn't give them the virus because they already

61
00:05:24.079 --> 00:05:29.560
had the virus, but the shot
activated it. And that's what shingles is.

62
00:05:29.600 --> 00:05:32.639
The virus sits dormant in your system. One out of three adults will

63
00:05:32.639 --> 00:05:35.079
get shingles. That means two out
of three won't. By the way,

64
00:05:35.399 --> 00:05:40.000
So why we're so hot on this
shot. I don't know, but whatever,

65
00:05:41.439 --> 00:05:45.319
And so I'm like, are you
sure at shingles? And she's all,

66
00:05:45.560 --> 00:05:49.160
I'm pretty sure. Although she kept
saying how impossible it was, how

67
00:05:49.160 --> 00:05:54.120
it wasn't going in a typical line
like it's supposed to. You know,

68
00:05:54.160 --> 00:05:57.639
it just seemed all wrong. The
fact that I had it, the fact

69
00:05:57.680 --> 00:06:00.680
that I got it the day after
the vaccine, see all of this,

70
00:06:01.040 --> 00:06:09.079
She's like, you know. So
she gives me this drug, the vala

71
00:06:09.160 --> 00:06:15.800
cyclavir, one gram, one thousand
milligrams, three times a day. So

72
00:06:15.920 --> 00:06:20.199
I start Friday afternoon, and then
Friday evening. Oh my god, the

73
00:06:20.240 --> 00:06:24.639
headache that I went to bed with
Friday night, I can't even tell you.

74
00:06:25.240 --> 00:06:28.560
And then a pain in my neck
right here and a pain in the

75
00:06:28.600 --> 00:06:31.439
center of my neck. No answer
is from the doctors, because this isn't

76
00:06:31.480 --> 00:06:39.480
supposed to be happening, So excuse
me. I start taking the drug Saturday.

77
00:06:39.759 --> 00:06:43.160
I feel like crap. I have
a terrible headache at the top of

78
00:06:43.199 --> 00:06:46.600
my head at this moment, the
top of my head feels like it's gonna

79
00:06:46.639 --> 00:06:51.800
come off. And I believe I
am getting and we will go through it

80
00:06:51.839 --> 00:06:59.480
together. I'm getting a patch of
shingles on my head, and I'm so

81
00:06:59.600 --> 00:07:01.720
terrified about my eye because when you
read about it, oh you can go

82
00:07:01.839 --> 00:07:06.560
blind, you can go death,
you can all this stuff. So my

83
00:07:06.680 --> 00:07:12.000
medical anxiety is off the charts as
I research and research and research. I

84
00:07:12.040 --> 00:07:16.560
spent three days, you know,
just researching, and they're right. There's

85
00:07:16.560 --> 00:07:21.279
only been three other people that have
ever had it reactivated, at least that

86
00:07:21.319 --> 00:07:28.800
we know about, after the vaccine. So I'm just, you know,

87
00:07:29.680 --> 00:07:33.759
terrified because it's not supposed to be
happening. It's progressing in a weird way.

88
00:07:34.639 --> 00:07:40.399
On Saturday afternoon, I noticed,
now there's a lot of spotches here

89
00:07:40.560 --> 00:07:44.800
and here and here and here,
not just the one. So now there's

90
00:07:44.839 --> 00:07:47.240
like six blotches and one on my
back, one right here on my neck,

91
00:07:47.720 --> 00:07:53.000
and now I think with some coming
on my head. Saturday night or

92
00:07:53.120 --> 00:07:57.040
Sunday morning, at one thirty and
I wake up, I'm sorry, Saturday

93
00:07:57.079 --> 00:07:59.879
night, before I go to bed
at ten thirty, I get the shakes.

94
00:08:00.519 --> 00:08:03.959
I'm going to the bathroom and I'm
standing, you know, just peeing,

95
00:08:03.279 --> 00:08:07.160
and I just start shaking like uncontrollably, like like I'm freezing to death,

96
00:08:07.199 --> 00:08:13.240
teeth chattering, everything. I go
in bed and I cover up and

97
00:08:13.920 --> 00:08:18.600
the shaking stops after about five minutes. I wake up at one thirty after

98
00:08:18.800 --> 00:08:22.720
three hours of like delusional dreams,
and I take my temperature and it's one

99
00:08:22.759 --> 00:08:28.879
oh one point five. It's one
thirty on a Sunday morning, and I've

100
00:08:28.920 --> 00:08:33.799
almost got one hundred and two degree
temperature. I was terrified. I call

101
00:08:33.840 --> 00:08:37.639
the on call nurse from Artwell and
she's all, well, it still could

102
00:08:37.639 --> 00:08:41.879
be an reaction to the vaccine.
Uh, it's still could it could be

103
00:08:41.919 --> 00:08:46.000
the drugs you're taking it. You
know. Again, no real answers,

104
00:08:46.559 --> 00:08:52.159
which is extraordinarily frustrating. So she
says, take tail and all every eight

105
00:08:52.200 --> 00:08:56.440
hours, and take ibuprofen every eight
hours, staggering them at four hour intervals.

106
00:08:56.440 --> 00:09:01.320
That should bring down your temperature,
and and see the doctor on Monday.

107
00:09:01.720 --> 00:09:03.519
Well, Monday, the doctor can't
see me, so I go to

108
00:09:03.519 --> 00:09:09.799
my dermatologist because they still haven't fully
confirmed its shingles. And Monday morning I

109
00:09:09.879 --> 00:09:13.360
stopped the Valla cyclop here because of
the headache. It was just too intense.

110
00:09:13.919 --> 00:09:18.039
But it didn't take the headache away, by the way, So yesh,

111
00:09:18.159 --> 00:09:22.320
Yesterday Monday, I go to the
dermatologist and she walks in and says,

112
00:09:22.320 --> 00:09:24.080
oh, you've got shingles, and
I'm like, yeah, and I

113
00:09:24.080 --> 00:09:28.000
got the vaccine last Tuesday. She
goes, oh, this can't be related,

114
00:09:28.559 --> 00:09:31.279
and I said, I am sick
of you doctors telling me how it

115
00:09:31.320 --> 00:09:37.559
can't be related. I have never
had an outbreak ever, and you're telling

116
00:09:37.600 --> 00:09:41.000
me that the day after the shot, I get shingles and it's not related.

117
00:09:43.879 --> 00:09:48.759
I was furious, spurious. So
how does the saga end? I

118
00:09:48.799 --> 00:09:52.080
will tell you when we come back. We've got this and so much more

119
00:09:52.120 --> 00:09:56.159
to talk about it. And has
it made me anti Vack or anti Maine?

120
00:09:56.080 --> 00:10:01.960
I'll tell you, But yeah,
it's broadcasting from a completely different point

121
00:10:03.000 --> 00:10:09.759
of view. Yours listen daily to
the Corell cast on your favorite streaming service.

122
00:10:16.240 --> 00:10:35.720
You're listening to the Corell cast driving
you home or driving you crazy.

123
00:10:37.879 --> 00:10:41.840
So after the dermatologist yesterday says it
shingles, she also explains my neck pain.

124
00:10:43.320 --> 00:10:45.519
She says, Oh, well,
it's coming out of your c spine.

125
00:10:45.559 --> 00:10:48.559
The nerves are coming out of your
c spine, and so it makes

126
00:10:48.600 --> 00:10:50.159
sense that the base of your neck
would hurt in the side of your neck

127
00:10:50.200 --> 00:10:54.480
because those are the nerves. She
explained how shingles is like a train on

128
00:10:54.519 --> 00:10:58.279
a track and it can't jump the
track. It has to follow the nerve

129
00:10:58.320 --> 00:11:03.960
line. Ah, and she switched
me from val cyclavier to something called fam

130
00:11:03.039 --> 00:11:09.480
cyclavier and I started that last night. As for the headaches and the flu

131
00:11:09.960 --> 00:11:13.720
flew like symptoms, she said,
yeah, that comes with shinkles. One

132
00:11:13.759 --> 00:11:18.879
doctor said, oh, that's the
vaccine. The other doctor said, oh,

133
00:11:18.919 --> 00:11:24.200
that's the shinkles. So I've gotten
conflicting information. I've been on two

134
00:11:24.200 --> 00:11:30.519
different drugs. My medical anxiety is
off the charts. I'm convinced I'm gonna

135
00:11:30.519 --> 00:11:35.200
go blind, lose my hearing,
or possibly die. I don't know anything

136
00:11:35.240 --> 00:11:37.440
about shingles, the stages of it, but this doesn't seem to be following

137
00:11:37.480 --> 00:11:41.440
what I read online. Even just
now, when I moved my head,

138
00:11:41.519 --> 00:11:46.480
I got a stabbing pain right here. I'm having stabbing pains throughout my head.

139
00:11:46.480 --> 00:11:50.000
That's not good because those are nerves
and it could be in my optic

140
00:11:50.080 --> 00:11:56.200
nerve or my auditory and so I've
been terrified that it's gonna spread to my

141
00:11:56.279 --> 00:12:01.159
face, to my eye, you
know, just God knows what, And

142
00:12:03.159 --> 00:12:07.000
so frustrated. It is so frustrating
when doctors tell you, or when anyone

143
00:12:07.080 --> 00:12:11.639
tells you that what's happening to you
can't be happening to you, and yet

144
00:12:11.639 --> 00:12:16.000
it is. That is so frustrating. You know, it's like, oh,

145
00:12:16.039 --> 00:12:18.080
no, it can't be the shot. So let me get this right.

146
00:12:18.159 --> 00:12:22.519
I've never had an outbreak my entire
adult life. The first outbreak I

147
00:12:22.600 --> 00:12:26.840
get is the day after the shot, and you're trying to tell me it's

148
00:12:26.879 --> 00:12:33.159
not related because they're told that by
Big Pharma. Big Pharma puts out their

149
00:12:33.200 --> 00:12:37.240
information Glaxo Smith Klein and says,
no, no, this can't happen,

150
00:12:37.960 --> 00:12:43.799
not even rare. There's no warning
from the Shingricks vaccine that says it may

151
00:12:43.919 --> 00:12:50.080
activate your virus, even though now
we know four times it's happened me and

152
00:12:50.159 --> 00:12:54.240
three other people, so there is
a risk. And yes, I realize

153
00:12:54.240 --> 00:12:56.440
I'm one out of like thirty million, But so what you know. Whenever

154
00:12:56.480 --> 00:13:00.799
you hear the side effects of drugs
or vaccines and hear all the things on

155
00:13:00.879 --> 00:13:03.120
TV or whatever may cause this or
that, you don't think much of it

156
00:13:03.320 --> 00:13:09.960
until it's you. When it's you, I regret getting the shot. I

157
00:13:09.000 --> 00:13:13.000
can't tell you how much I regret
getting the shot. I should have just

158
00:13:13.080 --> 00:13:16.679
taken my chances with shingles, since
two out of three people don't even get

159
00:13:16.720 --> 00:13:22.519
them, I should have taken my
chance. Now I'm worried it's gonna spread

160
00:13:22.519 --> 00:13:26.720
places and debilitate me, or cause
a handicap, or make me blind,

161
00:13:26.799 --> 00:13:28.879
or do something to my throat or
my ear, whatever the case. I've

162
00:13:28.879 --> 00:13:33.919
got pain in my jaw, stabbing
pains in my head, a temperature that

163
00:13:33.039 --> 00:13:37.879
keeps coming and going. I feel
like I've been beaten up. I'm exhausted.

164
00:13:37.200 --> 00:13:41.039
It's all I can do to stand
here right now. And that's the

165
00:13:41.080 --> 00:13:45.879
truth. My legs are like,
don't stand there, sit down. And

166
00:13:45.960 --> 00:13:50.799
so I have to tell you.
I understand the anti vaxxers. You sit

167
00:13:50.879 --> 00:13:54.120
there, you let them inject whatever
it is into you, and then it's

168
00:13:54.120 --> 00:13:58.320
a crap shoot. I'm still worried
about Gil's bar syndrome, which can kill

169
00:13:58.360 --> 00:14:03.320
you or make you be put on
a until later, and they can't guarantee

170
00:14:03.360 --> 00:14:07.240
me I'm not gonna have other side
effects that doesn't start for weeks. And

171
00:14:07.360 --> 00:14:11.039
I just had another stabbing pain in
my head and it's coming from this spot

172
00:14:11.120 --> 00:14:15.399
up here that I think is turning
into shingles. So it probably is turning

173
00:14:15.399 --> 00:14:18.320
into shingles, and that means it's
going around my head, which means it

174
00:14:18.320 --> 00:14:24.279
could be in my ear, could
be in my throat. This is a

175
00:14:24.399 --> 00:14:28.399
nightmare. You know, you guys, I'm not gonna cry, but I

176
00:14:28.519 --> 00:14:31.080
cried yesterday at the dermatologist when she
at least explained the pain in my neck.

177
00:14:31.320 --> 00:14:35.600
I thought I had meningitis. You
know, when you wake up at

178
00:14:35.600 --> 00:14:41.200
one point thirty with a temperature and
you type in temperature rash, you know,

179
00:14:41.840 --> 00:14:46.879
and fever or fever and rash and
neck pain. The first thing that

180
00:14:46.919 --> 00:14:50.320
pops up meningitis, go to the
er, and the nurse on the phone

181
00:14:50.360 --> 00:14:54.919
couldn't tell me that it was there
wasn't. So everyone's guessing about why this

182
00:14:56.080 --> 00:15:00.919
is happening. Everyone's guessing about how
it's gonna happen, what the progress is

183
00:15:00.960 --> 00:15:03.360
going to be, or if other, uh, you know, symptoms are

184
00:15:03.399 --> 00:15:09.799
going to appear from this reaction to
the vaccine. And the three doctors I've

185
00:15:09.840 --> 00:15:11.960
seen have all said that it was
impossible that it happened in the first place.

186
00:15:13.519 --> 00:15:22.039
I'm I'm just done. And now
it's weeks three to five weeks.

187
00:15:22.120 --> 00:15:26.840
I'm gonna have to live with this
had they told me before the shot that

188
00:15:26.039 --> 00:15:30.360
if there's a remote chance that could
activate the vaccine and give you shingles,

189
00:15:30.399 --> 00:15:35.399
I would not have gotten the shot. But no one told me that because

190
00:15:35.440 --> 00:15:41.440
Black saw Smith's Klein doesn't tell anybody
that. So I'm furious, and don't

191
00:15:41.440 --> 00:15:43.960
think I haven't thought about calling a
lawyer, you know, I'm furious.

192
00:15:45.039 --> 00:15:50.000
I'm scared. Mostly I feel totally
out of control. This is what AIDS

193
00:15:50.080 --> 00:15:54.720
must have felt like. I have
no idea what this virus is gonna do

194
00:15:54.799 --> 00:15:58.360
to me. I have no idea
what other symptoms are going to pop up

195
00:15:58.360 --> 00:16:03.039
from the shot. I can't take
the shot back. So I am terrified.

196
00:16:03.200 --> 00:16:07.600
I've been crying. I've been stressed, and that's you're not supposed to

197
00:16:07.600 --> 00:16:11.399
be when you have a shingles,
but I am, and so all I

198
00:16:11.440 --> 00:16:15.639
can say to you all is,
you know, we think of anti vaxxers

199
00:16:15.639 --> 00:16:18.240
as idiots, We think of them
as this and that, and a lot

200
00:16:18.240 --> 00:16:22.639
of them are. But at the
same time, nothing is one hundred percent

201
00:16:22.759 --> 00:16:29.799
safe, and if it's if it's
you, it's horrible. The people who

202
00:16:29.840 --> 00:16:33.519
got the heart problems from the COVID
vaccine, the people who got the other

203
00:16:33.600 --> 00:16:37.720
issues from the COVID vaccine. That's
terrible and is it worth the risk?

204
00:16:37.240 --> 00:16:40.799
You know. I hate to say
this, I really do, but we

205
00:16:41.039 --> 00:16:47.240
just accept that science. You know, there's gonna be acceptable risk. No

206
00:16:48.159 --> 00:16:52.440
create a freaking vaccine that has no
side effects. And until you do,

207
00:16:52.799 --> 00:16:56.320
no vaccines. Oh but Correll,
the millions would be blah blah blah,

208
00:16:56.399 --> 00:17:00.080
yeah whatever. See right now,
I'm starting to get horrid on this side

209
00:17:00.080 --> 00:17:04.079
of my throat, that's the side
with the shingles. Is it in my

210
00:17:04.200 --> 00:17:10.160
throat? It can be. Is
it traveling through my throat, my ear,

211
00:17:10.240 --> 00:17:15.440
the side of my head, it
might be. I'm I'm so scared,

212
00:17:15.480 --> 00:17:18.079
you guys, I am so scared. This is gonna get just worse

213
00:17:18.119 --> 00:17:22.559
and worse. And no one will
tell you how long after you start making

214
00:17:22.799 --> 00:17:26.599
taking the meds does it stop?
You know, like, Okay, that's

215
00:17:26.599 --> 00:17:32.599
as much as you're gonna get.
They don't know. So anyway, that's

216
00:17:32.599 --> 00:17:36.000
why I wasn't here yesterday. I
don't know how I'm gonna be the rest

217
00:17:36.000 --> 00:17:38.359
of the week. I don't know. I have to cancel my long beach

218
00:17:38.400 --> 00:17:41.440
plans next week to go get my
heart scan because I can't go with shingles.

219
00:17:42.400 --> 00:17:48.559
It's totally upended my life and cost
me money thirty dollars copaid three times

220
00:17:48.559 --> 00:17:52.039
that's ninety dollars, another fifty nine
in medicine. That's one hundred and fifty

221
00:17:52.079 --> 00:17:56.279
dollars. So far, the vaccine
has actually cost me almost two hundred dollars

222
00:17:59.079 --> 00:18:02.319
and for something I didn't want.
And you know what, I'm not sure

223
00:18:02.359 --> 00:18:04.839
we all need it. I'm just
putting this out there. If only one

224
00:18:04.880 --> 00:18:10.240
in three Americans are going to get
shingles over the age of fifty, that

225
00:18:10.279 --> 00:18:15.160
means a majority or not. So
the vaccine should not be pushed upon you.

226
00:18:15.880 --> 00:18:21.160
They should recommend it. But my
doctor pushed it on me. Oh

227
00:18:21.240 --> 00:18:22.680
no, you really need it,
you really blah blah blah blah blah,

228
00:18:22.720 --> 00:18:27.480
just upsold it. That should be
wrong. They should offer it to you,

229
00:18:27.599 --> 00:18:30.759
and if you want it, great, If you don't, you don't.

230
00:18:30.240 --> 00:18:36.519
Now, with a communicable disease like
COVID measles, maybe that can't be

231
00:18:36.640 --> 00:18:41.440
left to personal choice. But others
you shouldn't. Just you know, just

232
00:18:41.519 --> 00:18:45.680
take anything they tell you to take. I wouldn't have. I wouldn't have.

233
00:18:48.119 --> 00:18:51.039
One of the things I did have
time to do was watch the Academy

234
00:18:51.039 --> 00:18:56.119
Awards, which were wonderful and go
on social media threads, and I have

235
00:18:56.200 --> 00:19:00.079
to tell you, I got in
so many fights. Leave social media.

236
00:19:00.119 --> 00:19:06.279
I got in so many fights with
Jews and blacks, and I'm probably am

237
00:19:06.279 --> 00:19:08.079
gonna be racist and inappropriate, but
the way I feel right now, fuck

238
00:19:08.079 --> 00:19:15.079
it, I don't care. So
after Divine Joy won the award for The

239
00:19:15.119 --> 00:19:21.960
Holdovers, which was fabulous set in
the seventies, wonderful film, people online

240
00:19:21.960 --> 00:19:26.039
were saying, the one black actress
that wins an award, and she wins

241
00:19:26.079 --> 00:19:30.960
for playing a mammy. And I
read that and I was pissed off on

242
00:19:30.039 --> 00:19:34.519
a multitude of levels. First of
all, this character, although she fits

243
00:19:34.519 --> 00:19:40.720
the mammy trope according to Google,
the large black woman taking care of white

244
00:19:40.759 --> 00:19:44.680
people, and you know, blah
blah blah blah blah, she was no

245
00:19:44.839 --> 00:19:48.279
mammy. She was no Hattie McDaniel
or in you know, Gone with the

246
00:19:48.319 --> 00:19:51.559
Wind. I don't know nothing about
Bertha, no babies. You know,

247
00:19:51.799 --> 00:19:56.079
that is not what she was.
She was articulate, well versed, passionate,

248
00:19:56.559 --> 00:20:00.000
you know, loving, grief stricken, self sufficient, had her own

249
00:20:00.079 --> 00:20:03.640
job, had her own life.
Oh but blacks are upset because the one

250
00:20:03.680 --> 00:20:08.160
black that did win one for a
mammy role, and I happened to bring

251
00:20:08.200 --> 00:20:14.079
up how many gays won none?
And when gays do win, what roles

252
00:20:14.079 --> 00:20:18.640
are they for? Aids, victims, drag queens, persecuted, beaten,

253
00:20:18.759 --> 00:20:23.200
whatever, even all of us stranger. It's that movie that was making the

254
00:20:23.279 --> 00:20:29.160
rounds of the gay movies. It's
a tragic story, because of course gay

255
00:20:29.200 --> 00:20:33.079
man are tragic. So let me
tell you how this controversy and how to

256
00:20:33.160 --> 00:20:37.519
do is controversy, and how everyone
seems to be a victim Online the view

257
00:20:38.200 --> 00:20:45.039
oh madonnal dot com Daily you're missing
out. Get the podcast videos and the

258
00:20:45.079 --> 00:20:49.640
blog including recipes at really correll dot
com. That's really ka r e l

259
00:20:49.680 --> 00:20:57.240
dot com. It's broadcasting from a
completely different point of view yours. Listen

260
00:20:57.359 --> 00:21:10.039
daily to the corell cast on your
favorite streaming service. You're listening to the

261
00:21:10.119 --> 00:21:30.240
Corelle cast, driving you home or
driving you crazy. So I clap back

262
00:21:30.279 --> 00:21:33.160
to this woman. If you saw
the movie, you would know that she

263
00:21:33.359 --> 00:21:37.559
was not a mammy, you know, And it belittles the win of the

264
00:21:37.599 --> 00:21:42.480
actress and the movie, the writer, you know, by calling her one.

265
00:21:44.559 --> 00:21:47.319
You know, that's just ridiculous.
And I said, and would you

266
00:21:47.319 --> 00:21:51.720
have rather they cast a white person
and the white person be standing up there

267
00:21:51.720 --> 00:21:56.240
winning the award for the movie.
Oh so we're just supposed to be grateful

268
00:21:56.240 --> 00:21:59.680
for whatever you throw at us.
And for a moment I thought, yes,

269
00:22:00.119 --> 00:22:03.559
fucking are, because you know what, there's not as many gay people.

270
00:22:03.559 --> 00:22:07.480
Of two gay people lost Coleman Domingo
for rustin a fabulous film, which

271
00:22:07.480 --> 00:22:15.000
he should have won for and Jody
Foster, they both lost. Okay,

272
00:22:15.000 --> 00:22:18.880
and our gays out there screaming,
only two gay nominees and they didn't win

273
00:22:18.920 --> 00:22:22.640
an Awar. But no, they're
not because we're not perpetual victims. The

274
00:22:22.640 --> 00:22:27.839
same with the Jews. I am
sick to death of Jews now acting sanctimonious

275
00:22:27.960 --> 00:22:33.839
when they've killed thirty thousand people in
response to two hundred and fifty people dying.

276
00:22:33.799 --> 00:22:37.359
Put down the fucking weapons, stop
the war. And I am not

277
00:22:37.519 --> 00:22:44.480
antisemitic by saying you must stop and
have a ceasefire. I would say that

278
00:22:44.559 --> 00:22:51.240
about any group who is systemat slaughtering
thirty thousand people, many of them children.

279
00:22:52.799 --> 00:22:56.839
Now, if you think that's okay, that because you were attacked and

280
00:22:56.960 --> 00:23:03.880
two fifty people were taken from you, that destroying cities, destroying neighborhoods,

281
00:23:03.160 --> 00:23:08.880
and killing thirty thousand people is okay. If you think that's cool, then

282
00:23:08.920 --> 00:23:15.119
you're fucked up, okay. And
I am not anti Zionists, I am

283
00:23:15.119 --> 00:23:21.079
not any of that. But if
your blind allegiance to your faith is such

284
00:23:21.119 --> 00:23:26.079
that you can justify killing thirty thousand
people, then you're the ones perpetrating the

285
00:23:26.119 --> 00:23:30.799
Holocaust. And that is what the
director of this movie I'm looking at right

286
00:23:30.839 --> 00:23:34.559
here, called the Zone of Interest
said when he won his award that he

287
00:23:34.680 --> 00:23:42.240
will not, you know, stand
behind Jewish annihilation and co opting of the

288
00:23:42.240 --> 00:23:49.880
Holocaust to justify the killing of thirty
thousand people, because what happened in October

289
00:23:51.200 --> 00:23:55.680
was no Holocaust. I hate to
break it to you Jews. While it

290
00:23:55.720 --> 00:24:00.599
was a terrible attack and should have
never happened, and Hamas should be taken

291
00:24:00.599 --> 00:24:06.039
out, and they should release the
hostages. I am on team hostage.

292
00:24:06.200 --> 00:24:12.160
Release the hostages. While all of
that should happen. You don't kill thirty

293
00:24:12.240 --> 00:24:17.839
thousand people to make it happen,
and you don't blame the people who are

294
00:24:17.880 --> 00:24:22.640
being killed for being killed. Well, if their leaders would just return the

295
00:24:22.640 --> 00:24:26.160
hostages, we'd stop killing all the
innocent people. That is the stupidest thing

296
00:24:26.200 --> 00:24:30.720
I've ever heard, just like Madonna
getting into trouble because she's on stage.

297
00:24:32.200 --> 00:24:36.759
Madonna's always hated the industry sitting down
front because they don't party. They just

298
00:24:36.799 --> 00:24:40.640
sit there on their hands. So
she's looking and everyone's up and dancing and

299
00:24:40.640 --> 00:24:42.880
carrying on, and there's a group
of people right down front that aren't.

300
00:24:44.680 --> 00:24:48.799
Now, when you're on stage in
a large venue, you can't see much.

301
00:24:49.039 --> 00:24:52.400
So she looks down and she says, why aren't y'all dancing? And

302
00:24:52.440 --> 00:24:56.920
then she sees and she's all get
up, and then she sees they're in

303
00:24:56.920 --> 00:25:02.319
wheelchairs, and she's says, oops, my bad, politically incorrect. I'm

304
00:25:02.359 --> 00:25:07.240
really sorry, I'm really glad you're
here. I defended her. I've been

305
00:25:07.279 --> 00:25:11.839
called an ableist. You know,
I'm handicapped. My parents were in wheelchairs,

306
00:25:11.880 --> 00:25:15.039
but I'm being called an ableist because
I said, look, she couldn't

307
00:25:15.039 --> 00:25:21.000
see. As soon as she saw, she apologized because everybody is a fucking

308
00:25:21.119 --> 00:25:26.759
victim nowadays. Oh but with the
black people on threads and Twitter, if

309
00:25:26.799 --> 00:25:30.799
you bring up the gay thing,
because I went there with this woman who

310
00:25:30.920 --> 00:25:33.319
kept you know, don't you tell
me it's not a mammy. And don't

311
00:25:33.359 --> 00:25:36.039
you tell me I'm oh, you
know what, in nine African countries,

312
00:25:36.079 --> 00:25:40.000
you can still kill me. In
the United States of America, you can

313
00:25:40.039 --> 00:25:44.480
still fire me for just being gay. You're trying to take away my marriage.

314
00:25:45.160 --> 00:25:52.200
So don't tell me that somehow you
know you've got it worse. Anyone

315
00:25:52.400 --> 00:25:56.920
that is oppressed has it bad.
But this victimhood. Jews, they're victims,

316
00:25:56.960 --> 00:26:03.079
Blacks, they're victims. People are
victims of Madonna. Everybody's reveling and

317
00:26:03.160 --> 00:26:07.599
being a victim. I am no
victim. Yes, I have been persecuted.

318
00:26:08.640 --> 00:26:11.599
I might even be I don't want
to say a victim, but a

319
00:26:12.279 --> 00:26:18.519
casualty of a vaccine gone awry.
But I'm not a victim. I don't

320
00:26:18.519 --> 00:26:25.759
have the victim mentality. And now
everybody is trying to lecture everybody, Well,

321
00:26:25.799 --> 00:26:27.319
you don't know how I feel.
You don't know what it's like to

322
00:26:27.319 --> 00:26:30.880
be me. You don't know what
it's like to be black in America.

323
00:26:30.960 --> 00:26:33.200
You don't know what it's like to
be a Jew. You don't know.

324
00:26:33.400 --> 00:26:36.839
You know, you're right, I
don't. But you're not gonna win the

325
00:26:36.839 --> 00:26:41.920
pr war the way you're fighting it. And that's just the facts they're making

326
00:26:42.240 --> 00:26:49.720
racist. Literally, a conversation about
Oscar calling a role a mammy and everything

327
00:26:49.720 --> 00:26:52.960
else. I'm sorry why people are
gonna look at that and go, oh

328
00:26:52.079 --> 00:27:00.440
please, whether it's true or not, because you're not gonna win people over

329
00:27:00.519 --> 00:27:03.960
that way, calling Madonna ablest and
everything because she just didn't see they were

330
00:27:03.960 --> 00:27:08.400
in wheelchairs. It's not like she
then insisted they stand up anyway, Well,

331
00:27:08.440 --> 00:27:15.799
didn't you bring crutches? Everybody's a
victim. Oh, I'll leave you

332
00:27:15.839 --> 00:27:21.799
with this. I saw these hearings
about this hurt the special prosecutor or here

333
00:27:21.960 --> 00:27:26.920
or whatever is huer. I guess
And here's it. The right doesn't understand

334
00:27:26.720 --> 00:27:30.000
if what he says is true.
And Biden is so mentally incompetent that he

335
00:27:30.079 --> 00:27:36.519
just didn't remember that he had the
classified documents. That doesn't exonerate your super

336
00:27:36.640 --> 00:27:41.400
viril. Donald Trump, who knew
he had them, refused to return them,

337
00:27:41.119 --> 00:27:45.160
sold some of them, had employees
move them about so they couldn't be

338
00:27:45.240 --> 00:27:49.920
found. In no way does a
dawdling old man as they're painting him,

339
00:27:52.200 --> 00:27:56.119
you know, does that equate to
the same crime. So they're proving their

340
00:27:56.160 --> 00:28:00.079
point. They're trying to say,
oh, oh, he's a dawdling old

341
00:28:00.119 --> 00:28:03.480
man. He should have known better, blah blah blah, but he didn't.

342
00:28:03.640 --> 00:28:07.200
According to you, he's too infirmed
to even know how to walk which

343
00:28:07.200 --> 00:28:11.640
direction. So you don't prosecute people
like that, dude. But your guy,

344
00:28:11.720 --> 00:28:18.079
you claim is virile and strong and
in full capacity of his mental faculties.

345
00:28:18.599 --> 00:28:22.680
Well, if that's the case,
then he should be prosecuted. And

346
00:28:22.720 --> 00:28:26.680
they missed the point because they want
to be victims. Oh Trump is a

347
00:28:26.759 --> 00:28:33.319
victim of special prosecution. Uh no, two separate cases, apples oranges.

348
00:28:34.200 --> 00:28:41.480
Half of the documents that Biden had
that were mark classified were his handwritten documents

349
00:28:41.480 --> 00:28:45.960
and journal entries that he had written. So just like Ronald Reagan, who

350
00:28:45.960 --> 00:28:51.359
brought those home he thought, he
probably thought, oh yeah, pack those

351
00:28:51.400 --> 00:28:56.200
up. Oh but no, Trump's
the victim. So the guy that's supposed

352
00:28:56.200 --> 00:29:00.920
to have all of his mental capacity
and everything that hid, refuse subpoenas all

353
00:29:00.920 --> 00:29:07.480
of that, he's the victim,
and Biden should be prosecuted. What a

354
00:29:07.559 --> 00:29:11.799
ridiculous world we live in. I'll
try to be back tomorrow unless this thing

355
00:29:11.839 --> 00:29:15.960
in my throat is something, or
this thing in my head or whatever.

356
00:29:15.039 --> 00:29:18.880
I don't know if you saw these
stores, you'd freak out. I am

357
00:29:18.960 --> 00:29:22.559
carell be who you want to be
soon and hurt you, buddy. Yeah,

358
00:29:22.920 --> 00:29:26.160
what a week? What a what
a what a seven day period?

359
00:29:26.880 --> 00:29:32.200
I just do untot, I feed
this fat. It's great, it's wonderful.

360
00:29:33.319 --> 00:29:36.240
Well, I'm Carrell Ember and I
would like to thank you for joining

361
00:29:36.319 --> 00:29:38.119
us today and remind you there's a
way to never miss a thing, and

362
00:29:38.160 --> 00:29:42.640
that's by subscribing right now to my
YouTube channel. Just click the subscribe button

363
00:29:42.640 --> 00:29:48.680
below, or go to YouTube dot
com forward slash really Correl. That's YouTube

364
00:29:48.720 --> 00:29:52.480
dot com. Forward slash really Correl
for a world of great free content,

365
00:29:53.000 --> 00:29:56.960
and that content is kept free by
the fabulous group of patrons and patreons.

366
00:29:57.200 --> 00:30:02.079
Why not become one and show your
support for the show. Just five dollars

367
00:30:02.079 --> 00:30:04.759
a month or more and you're in. Go to patreon dot com, forward

368
00:30:04.759 --> 00:30:11.079
slash really Correl. That's Patreon dot
com, forward slash really corel. My

369
00:30:11.160 --> 00:30:14.880
website is Reallycorrel dot com and everything
fabulous is there, from the show to

370
00:30:14.920 --> 00:30:18.960
blog and recipes, Instagram and all
social media. Are you guessed it really

371
00:30:19.039 --> 00:30:23.799
Correl? And it couldn't get much
easier by simply downloading the free corel Cast

372
00:30:23.839 --> 00:30:27.599
app at the app store of your
choice, and then all the content from

373
00:30:27.680 --> 00:30:32.720
Corel Media will flow right on through. That's the free corel Cast app.

374
00:30:33.200 --> 00:30:36.359
Remember I am Corel, be who
you want to be, so mus don't

375
00:30:36.440 --> 00:30:38.440
hurt anybody, and subscribe and participate
today