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After going through an early life with
short visitations of paranormal occurrences, Lana's perspective

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of the afterlife eventually changed. Not
so long ago the death of a beloved

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family member. Were they trying to
communicate with her. My name is Edwin,

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and here is Lana. It's true
scary story. I was born and

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raised in one of the less developed
countries in Europe. It's called Serbia.

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When my nana and grandpa got married, Serbia was still part of Yugoslavia.

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They were stable enough to build a
fine house for the future generations. He

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has three floors, all with the
same layout. The third one was used

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as an attic until a few years
ago. At first, my aunt lived

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on the ground floor, my dad
with his parents on the second one.

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Until I was born. My aunt
moved out. Me and my parents moved

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in the ground floor. When I
was four. My grandfather passed away the

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hospital unexpectedly, right before he was
supposed to have an operation regarding his Alzheimer.

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Although the nurses say that he died
from Alzheimer, we have a theory

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that he had a heart attack because
of the strong fills they gave him cause

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strong falluscinations. They sat in my
family a bunch. My little brother was

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expected to be born a few months
after his death. I was born only

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a couple of years after the Balkan
Wars. The situation in my country wasn't

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great. With my toys were mostly
from the garden. This led me to

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use my head as a playground,
not the material stuff around me. I

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used to have a wild imagination that
were in my parents. TV and movies

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my parents will find me to watch
sometimes on our PC were a very big

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deal. Whatever I would see,
I would stay in my mind for as

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long as my edumation could handle it. Internet at the time wasn't that always

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safe space. It wasn't hard to
come across something that isn't children appropriate.

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There was a parody video of one
children's songs that was very popular. The

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parody video contained badly edited stage performance
with fursuits or of different animals. The

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costumes were for really made me,
being a five year old girl, found

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that the scariest thing I could imagine. I started living every day with paranoia

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as a kid that grew sleep paralysis
problems. The first sleep paralysis is one

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of my core memories. It must
have been to you in the morning I

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was laying on one of the old
couches we had in one of the bedrooms

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with my mom. Right above us
was a big window looking out at the

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garden. Across the room was the
TV. Next to it was the door.

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Out doors in our house other than
the bathroom, were made out of

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glass. It was a wooden framed
door with like rectangular glass part in the

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middle. The type of the glass
with texture on it you cannot see clearly

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through it. I recall opening my
eyes because of a bad dream. I

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could not make myself move. I
was looking up at the door of my

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room, and out of nowhere,
I see a dark figure coming to the

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doorknob on the other side of the
door. I'm thinking my dad is coming

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to help me. I'm coming down, But as the door is cracking open,

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I remember noticing instead of my dad's
face, a gray muzzle coming through.

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It reveals something big that ragged out
wolf for dog like costume come into

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my room. It looked like the
one I would see on the TV.

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I was trying my best to scream
or wake up my mom. I broke

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out of the paralysis as I'm standing
up. Instead of the figure disappearing or

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fading into the air as it is
supposed to. It slowly backs up and

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runs. As I'm raising my hand
to hit my mom and cry for help.

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My mom was hugging me, thinking
she's just a child having nightmares.

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This is normal. But I do
not remember falling asleep that night. The

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worst is that this isn't the only
time I saw that thing. We were

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laying again on the same sofa.
I'm there waking up. I collect my

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head looking towards the window. I
know I was very tired that night.

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They didn't try to. I'm looking
at the window to the backyard, trying

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to sleep. Just like the last
time, the same figure comes into the

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frame. Know that that cannot be
my dad. What would my dad be

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doing in the garden at this time? I'm looking at it, following it

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with my eyes, not trying to
find the proalysis. This time, I

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felt frozen. It walks slowly as
it was in the middle of the window.

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It not only stops, I kept
staring at it. It lasted for

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a few minutes. I cannot make
out how long it took, but just

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like the last time, it didn't
disappear. It crawled down outder the window.

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I might have been out of the
paralysis, I still did not move.

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I decided to take my blanket and
pick through it through the view un

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till the morning. These aren't the
only times of seeing such things. These

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two truly stuck to my mom.
My problems with parannoya and constant anxiety continued

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as I aged, but also found
out that what my problems were, and

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I tried to live with them as
peaceful as I could. I never liked

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to believe in very religious stuff unless
it was my only hope. I did

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my best to keep my call through
days. By developed insomnia as a young

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person. Because I was too scared
to fall asleep. I will stay up

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for nights at the time looking at
my little ALCOHTL phone. I rarely had

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problems during those nights other than not
being able to fall asleep. There are

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things that would happen. Hearing laughter, It wasn't normal after it was the

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chucole or silverware in the kitchen being
tossed around. But still to this day,

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I think that was just my mind
playing game on me. But there

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was one thing that still gives me
dilemma to think about to this day.

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We renovated some things and I got
my own bed that was looking at the

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door of the room. There would
be nights when I would be sitting in

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my bed minding my business. Out
of nowhere, there would appear a bright

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white light that would just pass through
my door. The whole time, what

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was going through my mind was,
Oh, it's just a car passing through

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the street. The light is reflecting
my door. Nothing special. I would

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see this light once a week.
It would quickly pass by the door like

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a car would. The light wasn't
like a laser light. It was a

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big football ball sized light. One
day I got curious. I decided to

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go to the living room and see
if the curtains were up again. We

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would usually prefer them to be down
during the night. We had one of

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these heavy, built in wooden curtains
that would cover the window. I'm going

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there right after saw the light pass
by. As I'm coming into the living

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room. My heart sinks. The
curtains were all the way down, no

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gaps or anything. I went back
to my room prayed to never stay awake

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again and see it. As I
continued growing into a teenager, I started

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having less and less problems. When
I was fifteen, my dad, brother,

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mom and I moved to Germany and
left my nana to take care of

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the house. Back then, we've
noticed her developing dementia. They moved away,

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made attic liveable, renovated it,
and moved the family in to help

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my nana pay the bills. Then
twenty twenty came and with it COVID.

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We haven't been able to travel much
and see the family again, but we

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stayed in the constant touch online.
In twenty twenty one, my nana got

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infected and very sick. Along came
my aunt and cousin. It was very

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hard for them to take care of
her when they themselves were painfully sick.

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After a few weeks of sickness,
my family decided to give her into the

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hospital to help her. We realized
that it was the worst mistake we could

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have made because there is where she
passed. Her organs started failing, and

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the hospital's being full of infected patients, she wasn't taken care of. She

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would be left without water or food. She passed after a three weeks into

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the hospital. My dad and I
needed to fly back for the funeral.

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Coming back into the house, the
realization totally hit me. My paranoia was

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never the problem. The feeling I
got after a year or two not being

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at that house was sudden. The
instantdarkness of the energy hit me. Before

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the funeral was held, my dad, my aunt and I went to her

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floor to green in peace for a
bit. We sat on the sofa for

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five to ten minutes in silence.
Everything was very heavy, the air,

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the atmosphere. I didn't feel well
mentally nor physically. We jumped the silence.

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From only three of us sitting praying, we suddenly see her TV turned

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on. Their moment was right next
to the TV. None of us stood

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up. We looked at each other
and decided that there was a sign to

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leave for the funeral. After the
funeral was done, we have this practice

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in my family, sit down talk
with food and drinks that the departed person

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liked. There was quite of us
in the garden sitting and chattering all together.

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Thirty minutes to one hour of us
sitting there talking. Fine glasses of

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water and juice got spilled. Two
of them were completely untouched and unprovoked.

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All of the sudden falling. We
took that as her telling us how thirsty

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she was, her letting herself heal
from how drive she felt. Chain of

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these events led me to suspect some
things about afterlife. After the funeral,

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Lana returned to the same place,
the one that has haunted her. But

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now things are about to take a
turn. Her story continues right after this

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stay with us. We had to
come back to Germany right after the funeral

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because of school and work. As
summer approached, we took the opportunity to

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spend it back at our home country
after COVID. My dad, my brother,

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and I flew there as soon as
the summer break started. We stayed

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in the house for the whole season. The whole time, the feeling never

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went away. It was the same
as a couple of years back. I

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found it very hard to stay there
for a longer time, but nothing really

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happened. It was the feeling that
was pushing me away, some kind of

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healing my thoughts throughout that month,
thinking less and less negatively and calming my

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grief down about Nana. The week
before I was supposed to go back north,

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I experienced my first dream of her. This is the most unsetlliling dream

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I've ever had. The dream starts
with me sitting on the couch. I

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knew my family was side. It
looked dark out I recollect watching the TV

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with dim lights on. The door
of the living room was located behind a

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tin small wall behind the couch.
Out of nowhere, I hear a knock

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on the door for apartment from Tom. I didn't hear anyone knock on that

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for a long time. Only Nana
and my aunt do that, but I

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thought it was just my family making
sure that I'm not asleep. I'm slowly

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standing up from the sofa, turning
around to look at the door, and

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then the living room comes Nana.
At first, I'm feeling overwhelming excitement,

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not realizing why I'm missing her.
So I'm standing up coming to her,

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petrified, very confused. She walks
in with her pink blazer, pulling a

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little mug in her hand, and
I'm standing there asking her, how are

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you, Nana, How are you
back? How have you been? I'm

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realizing Nana is not with us anymore, and that it is impossible for her

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to be standing in front of me. I'm thinking the whole time, this

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is not a dream. My fear
is coming to light. I stopped in

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my tracks, and after hearing the
questions, instead of her answering them,

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she tells me, my child,
what are you talking about? I need

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sugar? Could you lend me some? Would? I started panicking, started

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yelling at her, Nana, why
are you here? You shouldn't be here.

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You're not here with us. This
isn't new, and I tried to

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push her back to the door.
I'm hysterically talking and yelling. She keeps

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looking at me, confused, trying
to fight me off, saying, come

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on, Lena, what are you
talking about? Have you gone crazy?

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I turn around, grab my phone. I'm running around the table. She's

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coming in again, still standing at
the door with her mug in her hand.

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I walked to her and push her
back a bit so that we are

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standing in the hallway and I'm looking
at her in anger and despair. She

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doesn't want to leave me alone.
I noticed I can make her face and

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body out. She looks taller than
she did before, but her face is

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totally normal. This led me to
remember that in dreams, you wouldn't be

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able to shape a face of a
person. You would always look disorted,

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But looking at her, she looked
exactly how I remember her. This caused

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me to panic. I might have
thought of in the dream that actually is

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a dream got turned down. I
didn't start thinking that it is in fact

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not her. You can't dead person
cannot come back to life, but another

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person or a creature dressed up as
her. I'm saying, who are you?

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You're not my nan, Tell me
who you are. Leave my house.

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This isn't her, Why are you
here? I'm pacing around, not

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understanding anything really odder than the fact
that this intruder might hurt me. I

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run into my room that next to
me. I climbed the door just to

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make sure she doesn't come in.
I grabbed like the first thing that is

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on my bed to defend myself,
a belt. So I bring my phone

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out and I start dialing the police
again. I see the numbers very clearly,

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and again this isn't very typical for
a dream. I'm calling the number,

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waiting on the line. I go
out to the hallway where she was.

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I start lightly tapping her with a
belt, hoping she'll back up.

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As I am doing it, I
managed to wake up. I woke up

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in full sweat and at least fifteen
minutes to calm myself down and think through

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what I had just experienced. I
never dreamt of her ever before. When

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she was alive. Even the next
day, I shared the dream with my

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family. Y'all tell me the same, my cousin, my dad. We

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all came to the conclusion that people
that pass that past common her dreams and

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tell us a story. Talk to
us. My nana here seemed very confused

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and unconscious of the dream. We
shared our stories. Later on, my

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aunt had a dream the day before
her funeral. My nana was showing off

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the clothes that my aunt picks for
burying her. I went back to Germany

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for school and my life kept going. I had a couple of more dreams,

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but after the first one, one
of them really scared me as much.

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No matter what the dream was about, she always seemed to go search

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for sugar or juice in our apartment. Whenever I would encounter her in my

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dreams, it became lucid. I
was aware she wasn't there and that had

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to be a dream. The next
summer came, I flew back to my

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city to spend it with my friends. I spent the summer alone at that

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house. We had people paying the
rent to the attic. I didn't really

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have much contact with them. I
stayed in the house for a few more

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weeks before going away. At a
hard time falling asleep, random noises would

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happen again and again. There was
one night that stuck to me. I

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was laying in my father's bed.
His bedroom was placed next to the door

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of the entrance of the apartment.
Our house was made so that you you

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come through the main door in a
big hallway with the stairs they go up

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to Nana's ground and the attic.
My dad's room was on the wall of

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the staircase. We had those wooden
type of walls that felt empty on touch.

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Even a tap we heard. With
the whole hallway there was a big

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double bed. The headboard is located
against the wall that separates the stairs from

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the room. I'm laying there watching
my phone, waiting for my eyes to

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start closing. It was three two
am. I'm about to fall asleep.

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Then I hear a few taps on
the wooden wall on the stairway. This

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woke me up instantly. It wasn't
anyone from the house, because then I

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would hear them walking down the stairs
or the door opening. But it wasn't.

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It was a few paths and taps, harder ones against the wood.

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I fell asleep, started dreaming that
I was in that house again. I

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don't remember the beginning of the dream. I know I wanted to go up

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the stairs, right on the spot
where the taps from earlier happened. I

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bumped into Nana. I was very
cut off the ground. I just told

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her hi, I asked her if
she's all right, and ran up the

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stairs. My dream became lucid.
I was able to remember what happened in

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my away hours. Every dream with
her I continue having was not something I

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took for guaranteed. Other than a
few unsettling ones, they meant a lot

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to me. It gave me comfort
that she was still thinking of us and

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visiting us. She never seemed to
understand she wasn't actually alive. The last

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dream ahead of her, I think
is the last one that I will be

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having. Error. I was back
in my home country for a few days.

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I guess she took that as an
opportunity to say goodbye. The dream

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begun with my mom and me walking
down one of the streets not far from

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my house. We talked about how
we wanted to buy a new apartment in

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one of the bigger buildings right next
to us, about buying furniture and other

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things we needed. While going up
the elevator to the apartment that we supposedly

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both, I remember us walking the
flat and her saying that she's going to

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go down to get some groceries.
Well, I went to my room.

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The room had a slim closet with
one plant and a white chair. Right

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across my room was a kitchen with
the hallway in between. I'm cross legs,

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sitting texting someone on my phone,
looking down when by my peripheral vision,

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I see a black figure from the
corner of my room stand in front

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of me. I hold my head
up. I see Nana now. In

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every dream ever I've had with her, she wore her more bright colored clothes.

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All the shirts and blue, labor, purple or pink. Those were

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her favorite colors. Time was different. She will dress and her long black

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black coat with her black suit hat
and the black tote bag she never let

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go of. This was her to
go outfit. Whenever she would go out.

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She comes in stands right above me
this time, no mug, no

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smiling, just standing and staring.
I start yelling at her, Oh my

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god, Nana, I love you, but don't do that ever. Again,

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you're scaring me, Please leave now. No response. She didn't even

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start talking to me, She just
kept looking at me. At one point,

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she starts going, not even walking, more like floating to the room.

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She goes to the kitchen. I
followed her around. She keeps looking

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at her apartment and following her,
telling her to leave, that I don't

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want to see her right now,
that she shouldn't just pop out of nowhere.

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I run to my room, grab
my phone, start texting my friends,

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pamming him. I don't know what
to do. Should I tell her

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to go. I keep pasting around, looking at what Nana is doing.

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All of a sudden, instead of
her walking away, she disappears, fades

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off into the air like she never
did before. I woke up only a

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few moments after that. I knew
what that meant. She gained consciousness and

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decided to say goodbye. I sometimes
regret not talking to her or taking her

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seriously. After talking to my aunt, she recommended to go to the church

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and talk to her, tell her
that I'm ready to let go of her

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and for her soul to rest in
peace. I like that idea, but

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I feel it is unneeded. After
that dream, I haven't heard from anyone

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man family having dreams of her.
I came back home and am settling.

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Well. I haven't been to that
house after having that dream. Every next

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time I flew back to my city, I will stay with my mom's parents

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instead. I was concerned from my
own safety, my sleeping problems, where

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I leave now, my mental state. I'm very happy about going back there.

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Every time I have to leave,
I would need time to recover my

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mental state. I haven't seen or
heard of my nana after the last dream,

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and I can say that no matter
how much I miss her, I

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can stay in peace with it.
I hope that one day I'll be able

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to go back there and live with
no words in my mind. If you

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