You're listening to your worst friend going deeper. You're listening to your worst friend
going Deeper with Shane and Matt. I'm Matt, and I'm joined today by
my friend and co host Shane. Hello. Today we are joined by very
beautiful guests, a lot of fun, and I think this is going to
be an interesting one. Everyone this season has been so interesting so far,
and I just I don't know, I'm getting a baseline feeling that this is
going to be a lot of fun. You can check this woman out on
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women, we really respect them as sex workers. And the second part of
that sentence is workers. You know we respect them as people too, sure,
you know, for the most part, Yeah, I don't respect anyone
as a person. Sometimes you gotta earn my respect, but make sure you
check her out at on only fans at Rush one eight seven. Ladies and
gentlemen, Crystal Rush, thank you very much for joining us today. Hello
guys, Hello, I Ravana, thank you for having me here. Sultry
voice. Now, it sounds like you're from Ireland, Is that correct?
No, I'm from Russian Rush, but I think like it's like a little
bit closer to each other than to the United States. It is a very
sultry, sultry voice. I want to get into that. I want to
touch on you know, uh kind of makes sense. You grew up in
Russia. I just would like that at some point talk about that and how
you got into the industry there and listen that. But if you could first
start by telling us how you I guess this is kind of the same question.
How did you get into the porn industry and what was your first step?
And were you doing anything in the sex industry prior to getting into porn?
First step, your imagination. Everything came through imagination and first to fall.
I fell in love into porn when I was maybe like fifteen years old.
Yes, we all watched corner routeenagers the way how we learn what we
can do or like once and like yeah, first of all, I fell
in love and form exploss like map session and I watched I watched a lotlen
like like like yes, and I remember like once it was original there was
like three guys and two girls. Yes, it was like pretty like pretty
hard like double penetration, all that jazz together. And I remember like so
that time, I still was like at the age when it's like you know,
like you don't do for but like my idea was that moment, like
you know, oh my god, what would I feel if I would be
that woman? Sometimes I wonder what I feel like if I would be that
woman too. Oh yeah, even like that like a know, like little
bit late. It's not sense it's your age, but still like it's like
pretty young like that time, I didn't have that my sexual experience or anything.
But anyway, I even now like after like years, I still remember
like an all that idea, which is I had, oh my god,
like you know, like what would I feel and yes, and again like
from the thoughts like all energy like go pose out to space. And after
a few years, when I moved to Moscow from a little town, I
just accidentally was like scrawling through it's kind of a crush Facebook or stuff,
and it was like you know, at that time, it was just kind
of like beginning of this open online or scouting and stuff like they saw and
before like you know, and you have no idea how to get in and
like what to do. But that time it was just the beginning. It
was two thousand churteen twelve, two thousand, two thousand twelve, yes,
correct, like yes, and I just find out some advertisement what people in
some pittures work. It's like Second Capital in Russia. They're looking for models
to shoot form and I remember, like know like that moment, I didn't
potentially much, but some are jiper side. It was like here, so
there was excitement there. There wasn't fear. There wasn't Yeah, of course
it wasn't fear because all the time, you know, like we're grown this
idea what everyone wants to kidnap us check our lever or like they don't know
like rapers every day in fact, like not thousand time people need this froment
thank like yes, of course, like yeah, of course, like that
I had some fear what like you all like can happen everything, like you
know, like I'm just a simple little rational girl, Like I'm the world
trying to do something I don't know, like crazy and noting sometimes dangerous and
partly criminal stuff. So well, of course you're pointing to have some fear
or if you don't, I have a bad news for you. So so
were you? Were you also like when you when you first became or when
you first went for it, tried out there? Um, were you experienced?
Had you already you know, tried to double stuff or anything like that?
Oh no, no, not like this, like you not At that
time, I was, I was pretty sure, but like I I'm not
enough and I have enough experience to you know, like kind of like feel
cofident like all that stuff. Oh my god, how wrong I was.
Let me ask you something that's that's interesting real quick. Do you ever go
back and try and find that scene? No? No, no, no,
no, like no, the one you the one you saw when you
were younger? Did you ever go back and try and find that scene anywhere
online? You know? You know, I can tell you what my imagination
it's um, my brain, my imagination. It's such a wonderful thing.
And I have that video. That picture is such a clearly bright and colfer
in my mind, what's like you know, like even like you know,
like maybe I even like imagine it too. It'll be different right now,
but like it's pretty enough for me and I like since we have like I
don't know, it's like a limited like huge amount of form and you know
that time it was oh my god, problem it was DVD. Sure,
it's even wasn't like you know, like summer, don't know like I do
remember like an like for example, my the Poor, like I was in
love like by not at the beginning, but like for like a close to
them like beginning of like an all like my like love with Poor. It
was Andrew Blake for example, Like Andrew Black, it's like produces like Holster
director producer, and he have very like essential porn. There is a lot
of this her play teas, but the way how he filmed, like you
know, you just look at this team and it's actually it's enough for you,
like you good? Yeah? Did you have any favorite stars when you
first got into porn. I'm always obsessed with that because because I have a
list of girls that I'm like, these are my favorites, and most of
them are retired at this point, which is goes. It's a bummer,
but you always have the good stuff to go back. You know. I'm
actually like, you know, I finally reached that level when some of my
fans like texting milk and no, I grow with your movies. Now I
think I have my own generation. They always said in that leering voice too.
Yeah, and pretty soon they'll be able to hand that down to their
kids when their kids find their DVDs somewhere, and you'll have two generations legacy.
Yeah, that's it's all sweet about this. Yeah, it goes on
forever. That's good when we will never dies. So um, all right,
so you get into it now? Did you get into this industry over
in Russia or was it before you even came here to the US? Okay,
yes, yes, well no, like it's it was a faith.
So let me ask you what is the difference in what you've seen from the
industry over there versus the industry over here. Oh? You know it's um
if to compare with something it's like, you know, like real channel back,
like a Chinese copy. Okay, bins, this is a difference like
quality and quality, not about like you all contented self because let's say ten
years ago, like all content or is like good or is it bound two
times? Work and all like what you do more about like quality of all
like you know, like you know, latitude to industry, attitude to business
itself and anyway I can all like don't forget like for example, in America,
will have here like in all this human rights, woman rights, feminism,
like you can be whoever you want and don't tell me anything what to
do. I know myself and nobody cares what my life. Yes, yes,
yes, so like like here, you know, like for example,
yes, like you can play with all the storms and play the way like
it's going to work for you. So in Russia, nobody gives a fut
about your rights, like your humanity and all that stuff like solo or your
work or you don't you don't want to work, you will you want solo
bye, and like you will not get anywhere else and stuff. So like
you know, I didn't have this problem like her me and my life story.
But it's like how to say, it's a basic tal to certain like
it's a basic development of like business, how it's happened there and how it's
happened here, And I think this is one that is huge different. I
hope now and I believe now because I know a lot of X porn stars
Now they are producers, like with or my ex agent, like she was
porn star. Now she's been direct for weeks, and I like because so
that people send us to can change and protocol can be better. But that
time, it was totally like, so let me let me ask you this.
And this is not meant to If this sounds rude, it's not meant
to be nasty, it's it's ignorance, like I don't I don't understand the
culture. And that's what I'm asking you to clarify here. Um, this
is going to sound really really ridiculous. There was a show on Showtime called
Shameless. Do you ever see that show? Oh yeah, it was a
show like I was literally English by this when I get to United States.
It was the eyes was watching cult show like seven seasons said that yeah,
yeah, yeah, yeah, And that's why you're good at saying fuck probably
now because of that show. Oh yeah. But they had the character on
that show, fat Lana I think her name was right, and she was
she was Russian and she came over and she was I forget what the whole
storyline was, but it's almost like and again, let me set this up.
I mean, remember if I say I'm not mean, I'm stupid.
So well, let's just clarify that. Um, she was very cold in
terms of sex, right, but but it wasn't cold as if she was
a cold person. It was almost just this business like we're working here,
this is working? Is that like the sense in in the you know,
I'm just trying to figure out because is there like nice passionate like Russian porn
where it's sweet and whatever, or is it like cut, let's go get
lunch, moving on, come on, let's go. Oh you know,
unfortunately I can tell you what it's over her like no, like yeah,
it's going to be cut. It's going to be cut. And everyone go
to the lunch like they could be pretty naked and look at each other there
it's like no, not the human like zouting a sex like yeah s,
I'm like, you know, all these feelings ignal after a while, like
it's so then you like can you control the business after a while, like
all these feelings like little get slowing down there like yes, you look at
this like more yes, like it's a job like of course, like you
know, even like you know your job to make it passionately. This is
the point, like you know, this is you know, like it's like
yes, like I'm professional, like you know, like I know, but
you know, like my you know, like professionalism is about I know how
to show you all the crew, all people around, what we have a
spark, what we have, all the passion. We fell in love and
tomorrow we're going to get married, have a lot of kids and die forever
together. But this is like, you know, what my work about because
like you know, like do you think like you know, like we're friends
result the guyser's goals like no, we know each other, but sometimes like
you're like no, like I wouldn't fuck you like a real and so like
you know, but I still want you to buy this video. So what
I have to do I have to do like him or here or all around.
Let believe in it. And what's about Russian people? Yes we are
quote we are greedy forces sharing feelings and because like what the fuck I have
to smile to you as you say it before you have to earn my respects
or you have to earn my smile I'm not supposed to, like, you
know, being nice and cute to you just for no reason, just like
you know, just to be nice, like come on, like wait,
so stop like a I love that I only watched corn from now on.
Yeah that's oh yeah, I'm gonna have to I'm gonna have to invest in
some for sure, Shane. Yeah go ahead, sorry sorry yeah. So,
um so I guess like um piggybacking off of that. So you know,
if you have like um a general sense in culture in Russia where like
people are more I guess, just more professional in general, more adults can
be naked and not be herbs. No, no, Normman might be like
you know, like we still have this like you know, like I don't
know, like if to compare again like the Russian United States, it's like
reminding of Russia. It's still more old school and the United States with all
this like you all like I know, walk stuff and like things like that,
like you all like trying to be like super modern and super like I
don't know, like I can functions and stuff they are like forget about you
know, like discpline and all this, like you know, well things like
this and like try to put a lot of like emotion and then just so
I like we have a lot of stories with the suicidal things are like you
know, like you know, like when people need to like get drunk after
all shoots and stuff, and like when you like don't put a lot of
emotions and like you know, like do not fell in love and every girl
a guy like after all said and all that stuff, and just like now
kind of like yeah, it's like you know, like you just to plet
your mind, like you don't take it personally like next day, like I
won't be crying when I see this like meltperformer, I don't know, like
another like woman in front of camera and my life won't be over and like
of course yes, like now I'm little bit you know, like overplaying like
this like this moment, but this this idea about this like why I have
to put emotions there? Like it's very exhausting, totally exhausting. Yeah,
you don't ask people who work in an office to come in and fall in
love with your boss, so fucking yeah you have to make you have to
type and cry from the happiness sucking type and fucking type. And yeah,
I say, I don't forget to smile and talk like yeah, come on,
let me tell you this. This sounds nice until I fall in love
with a Russian girl and she just goes, no, you are a no
no no no no no no no no no no, Like it's so not
true, Like it's like it's all the same and all like you know,
all the Russian people like who are aspired, they want to steal your this
blue thing, oh that stuff like yeah, like we like just you know,
I don't know like how to say when you pull it people work and
all the stuff. Come on, the people are different, and like the
women are different, and we have like people who can like and all like
fell in love with you with all the heart and like somebody who go and
so be very abusive and stuff like that. But we are like I don't
know, like I don't know why, like all the time I keep this
work like about you know, like discipline with things, like it's like really
like discipline with mind when you like limit yourself from like that stuff. And
just so i'd seem like you know that kind of call, but we're very
mutiate. I think that I was more implying that I'm kind of a whimp
and a woice. So most Russian women to be kind of respect me.
Yeah. Yeah, I need a nice, weak American woman to kind of
just hold me in her arms. You know, some Russian woman would just
slap me and say get back out work. Yeah, because we came we
came from patriarchy and like you know, yeah, we still believe in like
the hot so we believe on our rights. We fight for our rights,
but we know it still demands world and like you're know, like okay,
like come here, like I show you where you've got to get back and
kill this fucking moment. Glad there's still a group of women out there who
who who know good values and morals and want to keep those alive. Yeah,
I'm falling in love with Russian women as we talk. Um, Shane,
did you have questions and like you're having up for one, Yeah,
I was just curiously So you mentioned how like the porn industry might be kind
of like may it feels like maybe it's like ten years back and then there's
this a more conservative culture in Russia. So like what was your upbringing,
Like were you like in a village and you know or in the middle of
you know, like the forest or something like how how how are you raised
in Russia compared to like Americans, because I don't really have a good idea
of what we don't we don't I don't have a grasp of it, you
know, well you know, like so like it's kind of you know the
same about idea what the United States have like people like become my ane seats
or states like I actually just too and like the rest of people like yeah,
like we're from like its kan it's not a suburban but it's like yeah,
it sounds like little ct with like little CITs about it or two hundred
six thousand like people population, and it's it's it's not far away from most
school like it's usually check your like up to like five to seven hours to
get there. And so from one hand, I was like a little bit
away from Moscow and Moscow have the same life like New York maybe even like
you know, like harder like more. Everry, I don't know something.
I am sure you could handle yourself in New York just fine. Oh you
know, maybe I don't know, like I didn't like how to sell like
being myself there like for a lot of time, like for a long time
and stuff but yes, you know, like if you don't loose to yourself.
You know, once I like was left in Austria in the bus station
because my age and she didn't buy the ticket for me, and at that
moment she has to fly to Russia and I I just like flew in Austria
and I have to like take this bus and go to Buddhas. At that
time, I didn't know English. I didn't like, I wasn't any I
replica was my second time at all, like you know, like I didn't
understand like where to go and what to do at all. And she asked
a couple it's wash. This was Chinese girl and Indian guy. They didn't
they didn't speak English or something, and like we just liked YOUO bus didn't
know that, which we just followed through a hole after this and there is
like huge all this underground, like an all actual movements like thing, and
like you know, like my one idea was like if I will lose these
guys, I'm fine, yeah, yeah, And I remember like after that
situation when we're like you know, like we was like literally Lakaranian about Lecturi
minuts and like after we find my train and I get to like goo the
person like all was good and like since dot commentary asked, but you can
find yourself everywhere, like was out problem? Will it New York or e
somewhere else? Sure? Sure? All right, Shane, do you have
any other questions about Russia? Let's move to America? Yeah, go,
yeah, I'd like to move to America because yeah, I did it successible.
Come on, it's time, it's time to move material. I have
your own generation now, so we you know, yea, So how many
Okay, well let me start by asking this, how many scenes or whatever?
Did you have a whole career in Russia before you came to the US
or was it just a few scenes and then you were like I'm gonna go
try and You're like, I can do this. I'm confident I can do
this. I'm beautiful and I'm great looking, and I know I can sell
this over there. Let's make the move. Well, no, it was
totally again, it was a faith. Everything was a faith probably because like
before the United States, I was working in a business about five yeah,
five years, and I had a lot of movies. I had a lot
of movies. Like from Russia. It just was so to Europe and the
United States. I have a lot of movies in the Europe, but I
never took this career. I never took this work seriously because again like it's
still like you know, I'm from country very this like super ashamed and stuff
like nobody to take it for serious. Look like you know, like you
cannot like you all do, like you all like this and like make a
lot of money all your life and blah blah blah, and like you know,
it wasn't serious and of course, like my mindset wasn't serious about and
but anyway, like by that time, like I already had about like maybe
like hundred or even like maybe hundred fifteen movies to move these wow, yes,
because five years and like you all like from time to time, I
was like in all that go into Europe like to have five a like fund
and shoot some we do and like since I'm ok here, like I didn't
work a couple what couple maybe one year or something, because while you get
all the document things and all this routine, it takes forever and then you
my English was like pretty one at that time, and American porn like compared
to your Ruccian porn and Russian porn. They we don't talk that much.
We fuck. I love it, Yeah, I love it. Yeah,
it's great. Yeah, And so like for examing, you know, and
like you know, now it's jokes for me and like all this fut but
before, like you know, it wasn't serious moment because it's like have to
be like subcommitted dialogue. Let's have to be all this dory talk like during
sex, and like you know, it's hard, you know, to think
in another language and like pretend like what you know, you feel good and
stuff. It suppos through too much work for the for the beginning, and
yes, and I didn't work here, and like Marcarrier, maybe like we'll
start like how we'll starting here about like the end of twenty and eighteen just
so like maybe yeah, so like I'm working here like just for like here
like four years. So that's so crazy because most most US girls, not
most, but there's a lot of US girls that you're like, well,
they need to have this kind of physical work done or get yourself in shape,
blah blah. Your whole thing about breaking into the industry. It's like,
well, crystals already hot enough. We just gotta like show her some
US shows and get some English in her and then once you can start talking
a little dirty, I mean we'll jump in there. No no no,
no, no no no. Everything you see right now, it's it's work.
Yes, Like maybe I didn't do any like in all the cow to
say, a lot of plastic work and stuff, but like any well,
like a lot of like my face, my body, the way I talk,
the way up the well, look the way I walk to move the
well, look at you. It's everything was built through these years and this
thingder still like yes, of course, like I had this like beginning skills,
talent and everything of course, like yes, like my body was like
pretty and like my face was nice. But through all these years, like
you know, like when I didn't get success in like like even at this
industry because you know it's all the time like somewhere younger, more prettier,
like more smart, like so you can continue this without me and like yeah
and so and of course like I saw like you know, the for example,
I didn't get this, and like she got it, like you know
what she does she has like you know what I didn't, and through all
these like times, like you know, like I change, like you know,
like yes, I learned English, like now like for example, I
am I can probably say it like I'm one of the best dory talker.
You know, I'm doing this like amazing, like you know, the funniest
partforms of I cannot do it just like out of nothing, but only if
I have like you know, a camera action and I know what I really
like, shoot we are or feel me like I start talking and sometimes I
even not stop. Yeah clamper malsha yeah please yeah yeah, even like for
a body, like you know, I'm Jim Trainer. I'm working out and
like I'm trying to exercise my budget to like again, we're not getting younger
every year, like so to being in shape, like to like come to
say to prepare myself to get an old and like still be beautiful and like
and this is like it's work because like you know, yeah, because you
know, it's still like you know, we still want to have fun.
Sometimes they're not sleeping. Sometimes you're drinking with her in stress and like you
know and like through all the like I know, like a lot of like
things like it's still like a big job to save yourself, like sleeping in
the fridge and red wine like never get oh okay, So let me ask
you. You get here and you have this great Russian work ethic behind you,
Like we talked about, you work hard, you understand this is a
business. Blah blah blah. Have you been on sets where there are some
of my favorite videos to find online and they're not on the porn sides,
they're on the other sides, are like melt down behind the scenes when a
performer is like it's like I wasn't picked up on timing, blah blah,
bah don't she's screaming and going off and blah blah blah. Have you ever
been on set and I'm not asking you the name, name names, but
have you ever been on set with somebody and you're just sitting back like this
bitch, what is she doing? She's acting nuts over there. Let's just
get the work, move, move move. Have you ever had that or
no? Because you seem like you have an amazing work ethic to you,
and I would assume some us girls maybe don't, not all of them,
but some of them. You know. I start our conversation when I started
talking about you no imagination and energys and about working hps like I'm fighting for
like fast, efficient professionally and like for a certain and for like proper wife
upset and so maybe because of that, I was like super lucky because like
through all these years, like I've never attainable. Yes, sometimes it's clicking
out, like it's like girls like who's like you all I can look like
we're glad to hear and stuff. But anyway, I know what, it's
holy my power, like you know, like to just change like mood of
all this, like you know, I think around and make it well.
And like I heard like sometimes like rumors like all this girl is the beach
and blah blah blah. And when I, like, you know, like
eventually I see her at set and I was like, all right, now
we're going I see you, oh my goat like lah lah lah, and
like eventually, like you know, I keep being myself, I keep being
nice and I'm not just like you know, what's at least for me,
My great mood is contagious. There you go. And the way how I'm
working and the way how I like, you know, like yeah, my
attitude through work and through all the creential all the people. Yes, it's
contagious. And so I'm super grateful for what I know, maybe like sometimes
I can be guilty for like some little improvement. Sure, And you can
really only rate other people based on how they treat you. So if you
get on set and you're happy and you're contagious, and you're ready to work
and ready to be fast, efficient and whatever, and some other girl picks
up on that energy and starts work working alongside you in that way, can't
you can't be mad at her. She's doing her job, you know.
By us, I assume there's been a time when you've been on set with
somebody and you just want to start snapping your fingers at them, like let's
let's go. No, you haven't had that. Yeah, you know what
will it change? It will just to retate the space more and we will
just like you know, I you know, of course I got what you
mean, Like you know, I had the stories where like you know,
like that you know as we was talking, like you know that this spark
of this click doesn't work and like you know, you see still feel what
you know, like for example, another lady she's more retate and she like
no kind of rush. But you know that people actually are like you know
all the time when people not just around other people who is like, you
know, pretty account don't give a fuck like you all don't pay attention on
all your like and all the smoothie shit they you know, that kind of
like subconsciously getting embarrassed and stop doing that. And as more as you get
involved yourself and like, what the bad beach are you doing here? I'm
princess here and you wait my time, but you're fucking what do you think
I'm going to get from? No, I'm just going to get another hurricane
and we will fucked up all the stuff. No, like, just be
kind of become pageous. There you go. That is So that's such a
smart way of approaching it, you know, and that's going to help build
your reputation as like a professional, nice person to be around. That leads
to more work, you know. I think that's great. So when you
come over to the US and you start working in the US, have you
all right? We'll do um. I'm going to adjust the game we normally
do, Shane. But let me ask you this, is there anything on
excuse me, anything on screen that you're just not interested in even trying once
where it's like any amount of money I'm not going to do that. I
use the example Sarah J. Right, Sarah J's big name porn star.
She's never done anals. She's been offered. She told us ten twenty thousand
dollars for one anal scene. Doesn't do it. I want to do it,
not interested in doing it, doesn't do it in her personal life?
Is there anything that you just go No, that's off my list. I'm
never gonna do that. I'm not so like of course, like I have
like things like I just I think I will never do and like even like
this phrase Nevel's never say new or like for example, I refuse abuse,
and I refuse it to many forum. We will if it's like action and
like yeah maybe if it's like mainstream movie, it's one thing, but like
our poor and it's like for someone it's like I don't know, like book,
how to like you know how to fuck, and so like for that
reason, like non abusive style, even if somebody likes it, it's okay,
but then you will like still generally it's something current nice, So I'm
not doing that. And in some sort of short and fat it's just like
I don't know all this like an all like be scene and like you know,
like all this disgusting stuff. I don't like pain, so where else
I mean pain pain? Pain is like subjective. I mean you know,
like what are we talking like, I mean as far as pain goes coming
in because you've done anal scenes, um, so is that like an appropriate
level of pain or you know it's a little bit different because you know,
for example, like if we talk about channel, but I'm getting ready,
I'm preparing for that pain, and so I prepare myself the way with when
anal sex is going to about be about to be started. I'm already prepared
enough to do not feel that pain, just like to kind of like get
little strange and like you know, like feel fine. But so but if
we're going I'm going to talk about like you know, some be the same
style and like you know that they call you're like and all that doing that
thing. You cannot prepare yourself to being beaten up. Sure, you can't
out your skin as your skin or I don't know, like beat yourself more.
Yeah, you can't eat I don't know a whole back if I don't
know pain killers like me way but that way, Yeah, but like for
that to kind of pain, like no, you cannot be prepared, and
for me, I cannot relate plain and pain and pleasure. And for me,
like you know, when like playing gets in and wolf, I become
defensive, Like so I call like this pleasure, like just like fade away
and I alady like an orange to find you in the nose, like,
so I'm not sure, like that's what you want for so it promises you.
Yeah, so it sounds like it sounds like though, now, well
let me ask this and then I'll have a quick follow up. So do
you not enjoy rough sex? Then I do? Okay, So where would
you draw the line between run but you make total sense with the b DSM
and the caning and this and that, Like you're exactly right, you can't
prep for that. It would be if you took a whole handful of pain
killers. Though it'd be funny watching and kind of falling asleep. But that's
not the kind of porn at one. But but but yeah, how do
you draw the line? Is it discussed beforehand or so? If so,
if you talk about corn about professional porn, about the projectol all about like
how to do things right of course, like before every shoot, even if
it's not been the same. Even if it's like a regular boy girl.
We still discussed stuff because you know, I can get offended if you call
them slab during like sex, and like you know, it's also have to
be discussed because so only as you know, now we'll like kind of like
mental pain like such a high water like all that stuff. Yeah, so
it's important because because anyway, like it's again about like remember I tell you
like when it's plain, it's no pleasure, and it's the same like you
know, like maybe like I don't care to be called bag, but like
another girl, like you know, like she's going to cry because for her
it's like trigger. Like when it's trigger, it's again it's trigger. It's
like it's equal pain, like you know, it's a distructure like no,
that that makes sense. So it's got to be discussed. And then you
have your boundaries that you set beforehand, and you know this is how far
all go and I don't you know that that? Um I think that makes
sense? Have you? And again we are very positive towards the industry and
stuff like that, but have you ever been on set where something happens like
that and you have to just walk where you have to just go, yeah,
I'm not doing this, I'm not gonna do this, or has everyone
been pretty respectful and you've been good at establishing things prior to shooting and stuff
like that, you know usually yes, Usually everything happened like properly and like
my aids again, you know, like everything used it for play, like
you know, like talk about like what you can accept and b just stem
on the regular sex and they wan an relationship. When I start working with
my agency, of course, like you know, like it's was discussed like
what I'm doing, what I'm not doing, what I want, what I
don't want, but are sometimes we can of like you know, like all
these like little issues like in my life. Actually it's solved like you know,
in the step like this communication with my agency because like if they like
forget something or didn't do something, I'm called I'm telling this to them and
they fixed it. Like so they will never like lead me to the moment
when I get to set and say like no, like so because they already
like there isn't all that they alreadn't know what I've want to, what I
don't want to, Like why would have tried to know, like do something
proposefect. So it's important to put together a good team before you even jump
into this, and a team you can trust and the team who knows your
interests and shit like that. Yeah yeah, so yes, firstly talk so
you don't work like well, the converse of that question I asked you before,
the one about anything you want to do. Has there been anything that
you want to do or want to try anything in either a kink phase or
you know, a gang bang or this anything you want to do that you
haven't been able to get to yet, you know, in that because it's
more like a how to say, idea of the location for example, like
an rooftop of the high high building plate and in the middle of the desert
like stuff like this, but like exactly about like you know what kind of
general like I don't know, you know, ask for now. I feel
pretty content with everything I tried, and I think, you know, like
I at the time like we make I still want to enjoy and know what
I'm doing and maybe it then like you know, like no, it's you
know, we're always a certain point where like we feel not enough like okay,
I'm done, yeah and so and ask for now. I'm reach a
concernt. I don't know, like maybe as I say, like an all
like sex and to sound like like I know, em parcels or something like
that. It sounds like you're just trying to get free trips out of it
to different places though. Oh yeah travel, Yeah it was. It was
just to mean, like a few days ago, I was really like,
I want this like travel relationship or something like we're just like treep and fu.
Yeah it sounds amazing. Yeah, yeah, well I think you could
probably get it over either of us that kind of relationship. That would be
good. I don't go playing trips and fuck each other. Yeah, you
and I could do it. Yeah, sure, it's whatever. We get
to see the world at least. Um. But uh, okay, all
right, good. So let me ask you this. This is a little
question and we ask women here. We consider probably three main factors when it
comes to women working in the porn industry. Okay, there are three things
that keep you in the industry. It seems like, could you rank them
for me? One? Two, three, And here's the three I'm going
to give you. You like, staying in the industry because of the great
sex you have, the money you make, or the fame you get from
it. So can you tell me what's the number one most important thing to
you? Out of those three? Sex, fame, money, second,
and then the least important freedom The first one is freedom. Well, well,
so I think that in that case, I think to update the choices.
Well, doesn't freedom present itself in all of those things monetary freedom,
having the like in that case? That's why you know, I'm trying,
like you know, I'm going like next all like that that means like in
this trondistrict, what your point? So, like I think it's gonna be
money first of all, sure, because mine is tool which just gives you
freedom. So it's like you pay for your for having more or more like
free time, so being available and for belong to yourself. Like what I'm
paying? How how how I pay for that? Like I'm paying by like
shooting form, by making more money by spends and less time and so like
that case, like yeah, like maybe someone doesn't like me, but I
still belong to myself because I have more free time, which is like that
people don't. So that's why I'm like, you know, I cannot call
it like money exactly because I can call it freedom because it's not just exactly
money, it's even the style of my work, because my work is like
you know, it's a work. I don't have to work to any foreum
sell and I can work like three times in a week, and I can
have like an only chatter with my fans and only fans, and I like
already have this money and for example, like you know, like tomorrow,
I have all day what to do and instead of like being a like an
all accounts and time like and all like I'm not counting that. I'm just
eating and talking to you because we can all okay, I can do it
from form. I don't need to like stop on the traffic. I think
that's beautiful. Yeah. What about number two? Then? The difference between
having some of the best sex and the world or being around the sexiest people
in the world. I don't mean yes, yes, yes, yes,
you know the absolutely right. Yes. It's like it's so it's a Maine,
it's one of the yes, let's let the second one because I haven't
remember like the story about anal sex. It's like just like just well like
we can call it second. I guess um before porn, like I didn't
try it, so like I have like a couple like how to say,
a couple attempts, which is like it was failure those Yeah, I don't
want to remember about them anymore. And like so and like my idea I
even remember. It's like what eventually when I like join porn and stuff,
like okay, now I finally can try anal sex because of like you know,
like there's like a people who professionally know how to do it, like
right, and like you know, like don't make me run away and like
you know, like cry or like whatsoever. And so yeah, that's why.
And of course, look like most of the time we have like plenty
people amazing girls and a lot of teats around me all my life. Oh
my god, it's quite amazing as far as yes, so the fame isn't
so much of a factor, like must be nice having a lot of followers
and being able to then you know, sell things and like you know,
they're all somewhat interconnected, right, you know, to be honest for all
these years, like you know, a lot of my coworkers and people who
know it's when they tell me about the spam and what you know, I'm
kind of like an all celebrity and famous and stuff. You know, I
still, you know, like cannot wear this dress on me. I still
like, you know, like I understand, like you know, like I
see things and like I know like what I'm doing, but the idea of
what like you know, like I already get some fair which is like an
all gays be like I'm like, oh my god, I'm the girls are
I still like you know, I still cannot like feel it, like maybe
like I need a little bit more time, but eventually I will feel it.
I will see it because I get here six years ago and about four
years how I working in my career. I have this big land which I
finally try to do a lot of projects. I finally try to like networking
with people, like you know, I'm finally get into just so uh and
like maybe yeah, maybe if it's not all this barriers and stuff and like
anywhere, like when you're stranger, like it's a little harder to get in
somewhere like so now, yes, okay, all right, that's it.
Yeah that's interesting. See I look at fame and I go, boy,
I sure would like to you know, be wherever, but I don't want
to hang out with fucking famous people. I want the money associated with it,
I think, because I want the freedom, like you said, I
want to wake up tomorrow and go I don't have shit to do today and
I don't have to do anything, you know, I yeah, ca,
and so I can do it today and tomorrow, like I don't know,
like I going under town, like you can don't make the decisions left,
yeah, yeah, true fame. I mean think about it. Wouldn't it
be terrible like you said, every time you went to the grocery store if
you if you had to like put sunglasses on and everything else so people didn't
come up and mob you. Like, what's the point of that freedom if
you don't really have that freedom, it's not a freedom there, like you
know, like I think you know, it's about exactly about amount of money,
because you know, when we have not enough, like you know,
we don't have this freedom because we are like you all belong to so whyving
and when we have like too much money because we are famous, we sell
our freedom for this a lot of money. And like either or like you
like, do not belong yourself because here like your four cheese and money and
here like now you like just have all this money. But you don't have
yourself, and like when you find this like in all that perfect balance,
so you still can like have this chance to belong to yourself at least like
a few hours to him in a day when people don't have this opportunity.
It's really that's really insightful. I never can. Yeah, she didn't you
have any more questions here for crystal? Um? I was actually just going
to ask a question, but I was just mesmerized by her wisdom there.
I forgot what it was. Yeah, I know, I think that's that's
a that's a really great way to put it, and it makes me want
to just quit my day job. So, um, they're gonna be fucked
tomorrow, but that's their problem, not mine. I'm free and then I'll
go get my unemployment shack. So what is the career path? Where do
you see yourself moving forward? Going forward? I know? Is it?
Yeah? What what's coming out? Is there anything outside of porn? Was
my question? You know, like, oh, falls right in line with
your question. Man. To couple on top of that as well, is
there anything outside point? Or also where do you see your career going?
What is your end goal? Do you are you just having fun? Day
by day at this point, or do you have a grand plan for what
you're doing? Oh, you know, like in Russia we like to say
what life more reach than our plans. And of course, like I'm planning
should be the president of the world. But like let's see, let's see,
let's see how far I can go. Of course, like I have
like certain plans and like one of them, like I'm not supposed to like
leave for like retire or something like yes, maybe one day I will stop
being the model, but like I still want to, yeah, like stay
this industry because I love it. And like also like I'm a gym trainer
and maybe like finding like I start helping people to get into shape again.
And also like just the last month, so I just got married, and
like my wife, she's like very she's like a social networker, like she's
worked with the PR and like she's a very like she's a character, and
like I have a couple of ideas. So maybe and the project like overall,
like my wife, so let's see, I don't know, I hope
it will happen. Well, I'll do it. I'll do all your big
plugs. But let me just shout this out too. Inside the Drop dot
com. If you go on there and you search Crystal Rush. You have
this merch that's coming out when August drops August twenty sixth. Pre orders begin
August Wealth. Right, it's through Vixen. Are they paying you for that
or is that just no I did I didn't do anything through Vixon. Oh
no, it was a collaboration. So there is a team they called him
inside the Drop. It's a couple of guys, so one of them.
So yeah, like this is like a couple of American guys and they just
like made this business and they do collaborations some hot girls and stuff and we
just like made this little col up with the t shirts like some pillows and
fresh Air freshioner. But now I'm working on another one. Like there is
whereing to be like you probably different from hot Pictures and maybe new flavor for
fire freshion. Well this stuff is really cool. So you should go to
inside the Drop dot com and yeah, I can't like this, like I
don't know, can you show show Oh that's bad. Yeah, yeah we
love showing the titties. You can show it. Yeah, yeah you go,
yeah, Shane, it's a boy. Yeah, it's a board Shane's
got a son, so we can just buy one of them for a son.
That pretty cool. Um, that's awesome. So let me ask you
this real quick. I didn't I didn't think you'd tell us that little thing
about your wife. Is it your wife is a social media is she just
she knows how it works, she knows the algorithm, she knows all that
stuff. Oh, she was an industry, like I know, she left
the industry the day like I joined it. Yeah. And now no,
no, Now she's more like you know about club in life and like all
this stuff. But it's still like can all sometimes like I can learn sometimes
most of the time, we're all a huge family like and all. Like
Yes, it's can be like an all expect industry, like a porn industry.
It's super close like all this clubbal industry and social close all all this
like and all like host and podcast industry and stuff and like and all that
anywhere, like we go and moving through the soction. We still like can
all like see our extra things. Yeah, So that's what I was going
to ask. Does she ever help you you collaborate with your stuff? Does
she help you run your social media stuff? Because Shane his wife is on
only Fans and he works with her very closely. I work with my wife
on a lot of art projects, and it always is so great when you
have somebody who like you could present an idea and they go, that's exactly
what I was thinking too. Or if you think you have this great idea,
you're like, I'm going to do this, and someone else can come
in with another idea and your first thought isn't immediately shut the fuck up.
You don't know what you're talking about, but they like give you a better
idea, and you're like, oh shit, they're right, and it's so
good that it's you know, at the end of the day, it's the
person you love and that you're with. Do you guys ever work on stuff
like that or is it like two separate careers? Oh? I think I
think it's have to be everything. You know, if you never have to
dissolve on one person, forget about yourself or like separate yourself, assure,
let's have to be like your own self. And of course it's have to
be your like family, couple, relationship or like whatsoever. And like for
example, as first of all, y as I get my idea, first
of all, of course I think my idea. I think my idea from
like upside down, inside out, from all these ways that imagination you talked
about. Yes, yes, like you look at this idea, you see
picture it's like you know, like before, like you know, like we're
just like yesterday. I will just listen in some smart podcasts and it's worth
saying, like you know, first of all people was thinking about light.
Then they create the lab so like everything you imagine like right right like so
and of course the firsonal like I like I have this idea, like I
think about I kind of like you know, like try to see how it
can be like you know, like mate and stuff, and only like when
like I have an idea and I have like ideas like how it can be
like an alli don like so likely I can come and talk about because anyway
you have to have rundation about friends and even your family loved one like who
you share with like who like for example, you all like what to this
person? I can come with my idea because this person probably can accumulate it
on something bigger and then can create more like to that person, like better
I can like just for advice and to this person I called them tomorrow.
I think that's a great way to end it. Ladies and gentlemen, we've
been talking to Crystal Rush today. Go to her Instagram at god Mother Rush
spelled exactly like you think it would be spelled on Twitter at Underscore Rush one
eight seven Underscore. And I don't know if she does pay per views.
I don't know if it's paid. Whatever it is, break out your wallet
and go to her only fans account. Okay, don't be cheap. You've
heard everything. This is fast, efficient business. Bust out that wallet and
go pay for it. Go to her only fans at Rush one eight seven.
Crystal Rush, thank you very much for joining us tonight. Thank you.
It's wonderful promotion. Thank you for having me it so it's interesting to
talk and answer for your question. I was wonderful for your friend. I'm
Matt, I'm Shane. See you next week. Thanks for listening to your
worst friend going deeper.