WEBVTT 1 00:00:02.040 --> 00:00:16.199 Take your imagination to another level of hot stories. Today we present legacies part 2 00:00:16.199 --> 00:00:22.399 twenty- seven. Don' t forget to subscribe so you don' t 3 00:00:22.480 --> 00:00:31.960 miss any of the revelations. The last thing I could see was the girls 4 00:00:32.039 --> 00:00:35.079 screaming at me, but I didn' t understand what they were shouting. 5 00:00:36.520 --> 00:00:43.200 Everything gets dark intermittently. He kept hearing the screams in the distance or close 6 00:00:43.280 --> 00:00:47.920 at times and for the moment felt that he could open his eyes, but 7 00:00:48.000 --> 00:00:53.719 his eyelids were very heavy and he could not move them. I heard screams 8 00:00:53.840 --> 00:00:58.719 like someone fighting and yelled at me very closely. Suddenly, a flash makes 9 00:00:58.759 --> 00:01:03.119 me open my eyes. Sycarina and Carolina are all over me one on each 10 00:01:03.119 --> 00:01:06.760 side. I' m dizzy and I don' t understand what' s 11 00:01:06.760 --> 00:01:14.159 going on. I look around and again my eyes close. Again a severe 12 00:01:14.280 --> 00:01:19.879 chest pain, injects energy, opens my eyes and I feel dizzy. I 13 00:01:19.959 --> 00:01:23.599 ' m in an ambulance. I have a paramedic who is pumping me air 14 00:01:23.680 --> 00:01:29.760 with a resuscitator and another one with electric paddles looking at my reaction and a 15 00:01:29.799 --> 00:01:34.519 monitor next to me beeping I take my hand to the one who is giving 16 00:01:34.640 --> 00:01:38.879 me air and take off the resuscitator and I signal him to approach and I 17 00:01:40.000 --> 00:01:49.719 say to him alice I have cialis I say with difficulty or that it is 18 00:01:49.840 --> 00:01:53.840 okay Relax stay calm tells me firmly. The other for a doctor starts to 19 00:01:53.840 --> 00:01:59.680 stick electrodes in my chest and immediately I start to hear a beep without laughing 20 00:01:59.799 --> 00:02:04.400 like in a device. I started to calm down and then I saw the 21 00:02:04.439 --> 00:02:07.759 sea flee in the ambulance. There with me. I had the look of 22 00:02:07.879 --> 00:02:14.120 fury very fixed on me While I was breathing agitatedly, I felt a lot 23 00:02:14.159 --> 00:02:17.159 of fear and suddenly the beep got out of control flooding my ear and everything 24 00:02:17.280 --> 00:02:23.479 got dark again awake and it' s all there. It' s dark. 25 00:02:24.000 --> 00:02:29.000 You hear a rhythmic beep and I look where it sounds and I see 26 00:02:29.000 --> 00:02:31.800 the monitor, where a red heart beats and next door a number fifty- 27 00:02:32.560 --> 00:02:38.240 eight blinks at the same rhythm and the time indicates that it is ten twenty 28 00:02:38.240 --> 00:02:43.000 - seven at night. A slight pain in my chest reminds me of everything 29 00:02:43.080 --> 00:02:49.599 while my eyes get used to the darkness. A deep sigh tells me I 30 00:02:49.719 --> 00:02:53.960 ' m not just looking at a lump in a room seat near the bed. 31 00:02:54.759 --> 00:03:00.360 Someone is sleeping there, covered with a blanket, I feel a bitter 32 00:03:00.439 --> 00:03:05.199 mouth and super dry throat and I look around and feel in bed, I 33 00:03:05.319 --> 00:03:08.479 feel a small cylinder. I see it closely and it' s a push 34 00:03:08.520 --> 00:03:14.639 button to call the nurse and I press it. Thirty seconds later, a 35 00:03:14.759 --> 00:03:21.039 nurse appeared and lit the room light at once. Whoever was in the chair 36 00:03:21.159 --> 00:03:27.680 is startling. It was bad. The nurse is coming to me. How 37 00:03:27.719 --> 00:03:32.080 it feels. I have SED I said covering my eyes from the ceiling light. 38 00:03:34.599 --> 00:03:38.000 Besides the SED, feel something else. It says while his fingers touch 39 00:03:38.120 --> 00:03:45.479 my abdomen and some areas of the chest there I say when it touches my 40 00:03:45.479 --> 00:03:50.120 side, that' s where he received the electrozoc It' s normal. 41 00:03:51.599 --> 00:03:57.280 Take a deep breath slowly. I breathe deep when I see bad standing up 42 00:03:57.639 --> 00:04:01.960 in a sleepy face. Smile slightly. When I see myself, I feel 43 00:04:02.039 --> 00:04:08.800 a slight chest pain internally. When I breathe, I feel a slight pain 44 00:04:08.800 --> 00:04:13.439 internally. It' s okay. That' s normal. While I was 45 00:04:13.599 --> 00:04:16.639 serving water and putting the glass in my mouth to drink a few deaf people, 46 00:04:18.279 --> 00:04:23.720 the doctor will come first hour. Please sleep that you need to rest. 47 00:04:24.079 --> 00:04:28.720 It says as I settle the pillow savanna, check the dripper of the 48 00:04:28.759 --> 00:04:32.920 serum hanging on one side and head towards the door and turn off the light 49 00:04:32.959 --> 00:04:39.600 from the room before exiting. Then Malus comes up, takes my right hand, 50 00:04:40.079 --> 00:04:43.319 takes my push- button off and puts it on the table, makes 51 00:04:43.439 --> 00:04:46.160 me raise my arm, raises the blanket and she goes up to bed. 52 00:04:47.759 --> 00:04:51.319 He gets under the blanket and lies next to me, carefully placing his head 53 00:04:51.439 --> 00:04:56.399 on my shoulder. Right and my hand let her fall on her back, 54 00:04:56.839 --> 00:05:01.519 put a foot on mine and cross her arm over my chest and let me 55 00:05:01.560 --> 00:05:08.759 crawl through the dream. The next day, early in the morning, I 56 00:05:08.879 --> 00:05:12.600 woke up with the nurse' s arrival with the doctor. I used badly 57 00:05:12.680 --> 00:05:15.879 for quickly and stealthily from the bed. It gives the doctor room to check 58 00:05:15.920 --> 00:05:21.319 me out and sit on the sofa in the room. After I had a 59 00:05:21.360 --> 00:05:27.240 thorough checkup, he asked me what had happened. Well, Doctor, I 60 00:05:27.360 --> 00:05:30.560 took a ciaali if I was having sex. The doctor gave a quick look 61 00:05:30.680 --> 00:05:34.759 at malu sitting across the bed on the couch and well, I felt the 62 00:05:34.759 --> 00:05:42.120 pressure on the chest in pain and lost consciousness. According to the paramedics' 63 00:05:42.199 --> 00:05:46.959 report, the girls stressed the very son of a bitch. Apparently, they 64 00:05:46.079 --> 00:05:53.759 saved his life, gave him cardiopulmonary resuscitation while they arrived later in the ambulance. 65 00:05:54.560 --> 00:06:00.199 He had another episode. When he arrived, he was unconscious, stabilized, 66 00:06:00.800 --> 00:06:03.920 and we did some tests. He said while he was going through a 67 00:06:03.920 --> 00:06:10.160 folder full of sheets. There was nothing significant about the tests. The troponin 68 00:06:10.199 --> 00:06:14.360 test came out negative and that is the one that indicates whether or not there 69 00:06:14.439 --> 00:06:17.839 was a heart attack, leaving the clear conclusion that what he had was a 70 00:06:18.000 --> 00:06:24.000 cardiac arrest, which is not the same as a heart attack, but it 71 00:06:24.000 --> 00:06:26.480 is no more dangerous. If she is not cared for immediately, she owes 72 00:06:26.560 --> 00:06:31.839 her life to young women. Fortunately, immediate attention prevented his brain from running 73 00:06:31.920 --> 00:06:39.399 out of oxygen. However, I will prescribe some medications for this week and 74 00:06:39.480 --> 00:06:45.920 a temporary aspirin a day while we perform other more complete tests. But first 75 00:06:46.040 --> 00:06:50.680 you must remove the cialyx from your body, so in ten days you must 76 00:06:50.759 --> 00:06:57.600 come to do a more complete checkup. Zero sexual activity, neither alone nor 77 00:06:57.680 --> 00:07:04.199 accompanied looking briefly again at evil, nor strong sports or physical activities. Avoid 78 00:07:04.240 --> 00:07:11.519 strong emotions, avoid bothering, or being frightened. Absolute rest in your home 79 00:07:11.959 --> 00:07:15.800 plenty of fluid and avoid red meats as much as possible. These days zero 80 00:07:15.319 --> 00:07:23.560 hawk. If you need to do any activity, walk normally without a rush 81 00:07:23.639 --> 00:07:27.680 for an hour a day. I' ll discharge you after noon to keep 82 00:07:29.160 --> 00:07:34.680 you under observation during the morning. For the time being, all tests say 83 00:07:34.759 --> 00:07:43.279 it' s okay after he says goodbye, leaving me with other relevant instructions, 84 00:07:43.439 --> 00:07:46.399 he leaves the room quickly. I stare at the roof for a while 85 00:07:46.480 --> 00:07:51.639 and the bad move on the couch getting up what a scare you gave us. 86 00:07:54.120 --> 00:08:00.240 He says calmly scares me not, scared me when Maru showed up, 87 00:08:00.519 --> 00:08:05.279 recording me with his cell phone while Andrea jumped in my dick, I suddenly 88 00:08:05.759 --> 00:08:11.959 said upset with some discomfort. How come you guys came up with supporting the 89 00:08:11.000 --> 00:08:18.399 girls in that madness? Please calm down, Pedro You can' t bother 90 00:08:18.720 --> 00:08:20.000 The doctor said so. We' ll talk about it.“ Then yes, 91 00:08:22.040 --> 00:08:24.680 ” he said with absolute calm, placing a hand on my shoulder. 92 00:08:26.279 --> 00:08:31.040 Okay, I said, sighing and looking at the roof like that. Girls 93 00:08:31.120 --> 00:08:39.039 how are they Where are they wrong? They' re so scared. It 94 00:08:39.159 --> 00:08:43.480 ' s weird they didn' t come in. Twins must be outside with 95 00:08:43.559 --> 00:08:50.480 Carola and Mom waiting for you to wake up and Andrea with her mom. 96 00:08:50.919 --> 00:08:56.240 Since yesterday afternoon he took her away. I need you to back me up 97 00:08:56.240 --> 00:09:00.120 on this bad thing. They can' t go on with that madness. 98 00:09:01.600 --> 00:09:07.120 “ Please, if it is OK,” Submissa said,“ I do 99 00:09:07.159 --> 00:09:13.240 not want to be opposed to this” This is over here. Please talk 100 00:09:13.240 --> 00:09:16.399 that over with Carola, just as you managed to convince her of your decision. 101 00:09:16.919 --> 00:09:20.840 Raise an incredulous eyebrow. I want you to. With regard to the 102 00:09:20.919 --> 00:09:28.440 girls, I don' t want them to be encouraged or supported by any 103 00:09:28.440 --> 00:09:35.279 more craziness.“ Oga something else,” he asked with concern. Yeah, 104 00:09:35.720 --> 00:09:43.679 we, when we' re gonna talk when you get out of here, 105 00:09:43.679 --> 00:09:48.200 he said decidedly. It' s okay. Please call the girls in 106 00:09:48.200 --> 00:09:54.960 and leave me alone with them. A bad time came out of the room. 107 00:09:56.480 --> 00:09:58.960 I felt like urinating and I felt like I had a probe on and 108 00:10:00.039 --> 00:10:05.120 or let me go. The girls came in and I looked at them very 109 00:10:05.240 --> 00:10:09.200 seriously with swollen and watery eyes. They slowly approached one on each side of 110 00:10:09.240 --> 00:10:16.320 the bed. They looked scared and worried. You' ve seen the consequences 111 00:10:16.360 --> 00:10:22.679 of what you did. Yes, they answered simultaneously the two cabizbastas and the 112 00:10:22.720 --> 00:10:28.440 tears ran down their cheeks. They don' t know the consequences of what 113 00:10:28.519 --> 00:10:33.480 they did yet. You don' t know how far your Aunt Maru goes 114 00:10:33.559 --> 00:10:39.159 with what happened. Even I don' t know. Go to know how 115 00:10:39.320 --> 00:10:41.879 much her aunt recorded or how much she knows about what happened in the apartment. 116 00:10:45.080 --> 00:10:50.159 So I want you to leave this up here. No more craziness are 117 00:10:50.200 --> 00:10:56.639 going to accept any decision that is made about it and if I ask you 118 00:10:56.759 --> 00:11:00.320 something, I want you to do it without gossiping it is. This is 119 00:11:00.360 --> 00:11:05.320 a very delicate thing. I told them many times and they didn' t 120 00:11:05.320 --> 00:11:09.360 want to listen. Carina, she wanted to say something, and she raised 121 00:11:09.399 --> 00:11:13.759 her finger in silence. He was talking calmly and quietly. I don' 122 00:11:13.799 --> 00:11:18.320 t want any more try and nudity. When we' re alone. I 123 00:11:18.440 --> 00:11:22.559 don' t want them using Motel' s apartment anymore until they' re 124 00:11:22.559 --> 00:11:28.440 18. The trip' s already in we' ll see you, so 125 00:11:28.480 --> 00:11:33.799 I don' t want to be pressured about it. We' re clear. 126 00:11:33.840 --> 00:11:39.080 I didn' t mean to mention the heart attack, because I know 127 00:11:39.240 --> 00:11:41.919 they scared the shit out of it, and that' s not what worries 128 00:11:41.919 --> 00:11:48.759 me now. They did say off and the tears kept running down their cheeks. 129 00:11:50.519 --> 00:11:54.720 Now come give me a hug that the danger has passed and I' 130 00:11:56.200 --> 00:11:58.799 m fine, you don' t have to worry. It was just a 131 00:11:58.799 --> 00:12:03.600 scare. I hadn' t finished saying it when both of them threw themselves 132 00:12:03.639 --> 00:12:09.759 at me to cry out of grief. I' m sorry, Dad, 133 00:12:09.120 --> 00:12:15.039 I' m sorry, Dad, I' m sorry, they said they 134 00:12:15.039 --> 00:12:20.679 were heartbroken. It' s over now. I owe them my life. 135 00:12:20.159 --> 00:12:26.360 If it hadn' t been for you, we wouldn' t be here 136 00:12:26.399 --> 00:12:28.200 now and more grief- stricken cries from them. While I was caressing their 137 00:12:28.279 --> 00:12:33.840 heads over my chest, they know nothing about Andrea. We haven' t 138 00:12:33.879 --> 00:12:37.879 been able to talk to her since yesterday that Auntie took her. We' 139 00:12:39.000 --> 00:12:41.919 ve written to him, but he doesn' t get the messages. They 140 00:12:41.000 --> 00:12:48.799 answered me in jimoteos. Well, already trying to calm them down, find 141 00:12:48.840 --> 00:12:52.919 a way to communicate with her, either by mail or messages. On the 142 00:12:52.960 --> 00:12:56.159 other hand, it' s not the cell phone. It' s possible 143 00:12:56.159 --> 00:13:01.279 Marus seized it. I need to know everything Maru tells you or does. 144 00:13:03.039 --> 00:13:05.919 I' m not safe and I don' t know what your Aunt Maro 145 00:13:05.080 --> 00:13:11.559 ' s going to attack me with, but I know they' re not 146 00:13:11.559 --> 00:13:16.600 going to stay calm. It' s okay They both said it. Now 147 00:13:16.720 --> 00:13:22.480 call your mom and grandma. They can all pass after a pleasant morning where 148 00:13:22.600 --> 00:13:26.559 I told them how Maru found me and not without first reprimanding them all, 149 00:13:28.159 --> 00:13:33.279 including Marito, who arrived almost at noon, as they say, after a 150 00:13:33.320 --> 00:13:37.159 distaste. Well, taste was all in a fright and good. Now to 151 00:13:37.200 --> 00:13:43.039 wait for the test results that I would do days later and if there was 152 00:13:43.120 --> 00:13:46.559 something unusual, I would go to Housten to do a more complete checkup. 153 00:13:48.120 --> 00:13:54.960 The twins were silent all the time, feeling guilty and sorry. I don 154 00:13:54.080 --> 00:13:58.320 ' t think they' d weighed the fact that they talked very freely about 155 00:13:58.320 --> 00:14:03.960 their sexual acts in front of so many people. Only with his bad aunt. 156 00:14:03.039 --> 00:14:09.240 They had had carnal contact and the only confidant to some extent was their 157 00:14:09.240 --> 00:14:13.840 mother, that others knew the details of what they were doing or what was 158 00:14:13.879 --> 00:14:18.639 going on between them was just a mere affirmation of the fact that they were 159 00:14:18.799 --> 00:14:22.559 partners or threesome that it really was no longer. They told me that Maro 160 00:14:22.679 --> 00:14:28.559 was so upset that he didn' t want to talk to anyone after the 161 00:14:28.679 --> 00:14:31.600 scare that happened with the heart attack. He just waited for them to tell 162 00:14:31.639 --> 00:14:35.759 him that I was already stabilized and that I would recover quickly. They' 163 00:14:35.840 --> 00:14:39.679 d even discharge me the next day. Then he left and took Andrea. 164 00:14:41.720 --> 00:14:48.000 They haven' t heard from them since. I hadn' t started thinking 165 00:14:48.039 --> 00:14:52.840 about what had happened. I didn' t want to get excited about the 166 00:14:52.960 --> 00:14:56.720 images of the day before or worry about what I was going to be a 167 00:14:56.720 --> 00:14:58.480 maro I talked to the mother- in- law. I asked him to 168 00:14:58.559 --> 00:15:03.639 tell Oswaldo to drop the 8th yacht back north. With this just happened, 169 00:15:03.840 --> 00:15:07.720 there would be no birthday ride and the yacht is needed in the north. 170 00:15:09.639 --> 00:15:15.960 After noon, the doctor stopped by the room and checked for a while the 171 00:15:15.960 --> 00:15:20.960 electro that he was monitoring and concluded that everything was fine. He ordered my 172 00:15:20.039 --> 00:15:24.919 discharge, and in an hour he could leave the clinic. He left me 173 00:15:26.000 --> 00:15:30.879 a diet for these days, reaffirmed the recommendations he had given me in the 174 00:15:30.960 --> 00:15:35.120 morning and quoted me for in the first few days in his office. I 175 00:15:35.200 --> 00:15:39.799 went out with everyone from the clinic to eat in a restaurant. We went 176 00:15:39.879 --> 00:15:46.200 to celebrate life, but I was worried all the time. I thought about 177 00:15:46.240 --> 00:15:50.600 Maru and the possible consequences. What I saw most likely was that I was 178 00:15:50.639 --> 00:15:56.440 required to stay away from the family, although that seemed absurd to me, 179 00:15:56.559 --> 00:16:02.039 but I also thought of the Naviera is what she had wanted from the beginning. 180 00:16:03.559 --> 00:16:06.080 In the middle of the afternoon, I was escorted to the apartment. 181 00:16:07.519 --> 00:16:11.679 Everything was still messy. My room was a laundry mess. The girls told 182 00:16:11.720 --> 00:16:17.480 me they took me almost naked out of the apartment. I still had the 183 00:16:17.600 --> 00:16:22.240 erection when they pulled me out. When I had the heart attack, Carolina 184 00:16:22.320 --> 00:16:30.039 and Carina immediately started giving me cardiopulmonary resuscitation. Carola then told us that they 185 00:16:30.080 --> 00:16:34.320 had received that training in Caracas since they were twelve years old. Carola had 186 00:16:34.399 --> 00:16:41.799 them take the first aid course several times so she could help her grandfather in 187 00:16:41.840 --> 00:16:47.080 case she needed it at some point. I really owe them my life. 188 00:16:48.679 --> 00:16:52.360 Maro started fighting Andrea that if she had gone crazy and then with the twins. 189 00:16:53.519 --> 00:16:57.720 She didn' t believe the heart attack at first, but she freaked 190 00:16:57.840 --> 00:17:02.279 out when she saw the twins ignoring her. While I was being CPRed. 191 00:17:03.840 --> 00:17:08.880 She had called the ambulance. Everything was chaotic. They explained the twins. 192 00:17:10.400 --> 00:17:15.200 Maru wouldn' t stop fighting with them and Andrea until the paramedics arrived had 193 00:17:15.880 --> 00:17:21.000 already taken my handcuffs and put me in a sorp as quickly as they could 194 00:17:21.119 --> 00:17:26.359 without being able to disguise the erection by few. The doctors found them almost 195 00:17:26.480 --> 00:17:32.599 naked. Right before they got here. Maru yelled at them to put something 196 00:17:32.599 --> 00:17:37.240 on. Then Andrea dressed them as she could, while the twins kept giving 197 00:17:37.359 --> 00:17:42.240 me resuscitation. One massaged my chest and the other breath mouth to mouth. 198 00:17:44.839 --> 00:17:48.640 At the end of the afternoon, all but bad guys left. She was 199 00:17:48.759 --> 00:17:53.799 focused on caring for me that if I was okay, that I felt some 200 00:17:53.920 --> 00:18:00.079 pain, that I did want water, it seemed that I wanted to avoid 201 00:18:00.079 --> 00:18:03.599 the time to talk I left her alone. I was really enjoying your company. 202 00:18:04.680 --> 00:18:10.680 After more than six months away from her. I found it beautiful to 203 00:18:10.759 --> 00:18:15.079 see her moving nervously over there and over here, looking for something to do 204 00:18:15.160 --> 00:18:18.319 so that she wouldn' t be unemployed and have to start talking about it. 205 00:18:18.400 --> 00:18:23.759 I let her mortify herself a little longer. Only when I felt like 206 00:18:23.759 --> 00:18:30.279 sleeping to sleep. I told him bad, you know you' re not 207 00:18:30.279 --> 00:18:34.119 obliged to talk. Today we have several days ahead of me. I said 208 00:18:34.240 --> 00:18:41.759 itchy face if you' re bad. He said pouting. You were enjoying 209 00:18:41.759 --> 00:18:48.799 my ribs. He squirmed his eyebrow, pouting and then smiling. That made 210 00:18:48.920 --> 00:18:53.640 her relax, and after I bathed, she took a bath. I waited 211 00:18:53.680 --> 00:18:57.039 for her on the side of the bed. I was falling asleep. When 212 00:18:57.119 --> 00:19:04.599 I felt her lie next to me she hugged me and we fell asleep quickly 213 00:19:04.680 --> 00:19:11.079 in the morning. When I woke up, she was awake. You' 214 00:19:11.160 --> 00:19:15.079 re snoring a lot. You tell me very sweetly if that' s what 215 00:19:15.200 --> 00:19:21.759 I' ve been told lately. So he said raising an eyebrow.“ 216 00:19:22.680 --> 00:19:29.319 You should have told those to come and take care of you,” Burlona 217 00:19:29.319 --> 00:19:33.440 says,“ heheheje we both laughed” Then she gives a long sigh and 218 00:19:33.480 --> 00:19:37.559 tells me when it happened. What happened knowing I was pregnant. It was 219 00:19:37.640 --> 00:19:45.000 that I thought cool everything that had happened and I felt very guilty to hear 220 00:19:45.079 --> 00:19:48.319 Maru tear Carola' s room apart and, especially, listen to everything she 221 00:19:48.319 --> 00:19:52.839 said. When I did. It was heartbreaking. I realized that worse than 222 00:19:52.880 --> 00:20:00.000 your infidelity had been our disloyalty to marub and the family, and that' 223 00:20:00.119 --> 00:20:04.119 s why Mom and I argued a lot. I felt the need to take 224 00:20:04.240 --> 00:20:08.960 on my guilt too, but Mom didn' t leave me. Mom thought 225 00:20:10.039 --> 00:20:17.119 that could kill Dad or make Maru go crazy or both. I understood Mom 226 00:20:17.119 --> 00:20:22.279 at the time pregnant, I understood that she was right. It was scary 227 00:20:22.319 --> 00:20:27.480 to hear Maru tearing apart the rooms, wanting you to die and she wanting 228 00:20:27.599 --> 00:20:33.279 to die. I' m sorry to interrupt you talking about pregnancy. I 229 00:20:33.319 --> 00:20:37.640 eached inside Carolina and then I penetrated Andrea. Please tell me they gave them 230 00:20:37.640 --> 00:20:45.200 the pills of the day. Then I said in anguish you don' t 231 00:20:45.200 --> 00:20:47.640 have to worry. That' s why. Carola put the girls in three 232 00:20:48.000 --> 00:20:52.839 - year plan last year, including Andrea, after they returned from the Santa 233 00:20:52.960 --> 00:20:59.319 week vacation trip, when the girls told her everything that happened. She thought 234 00:20:59.359 --> 00:21:03.000 that at some point this would come to pass and we had to take precautions. 235 00:21:04.599 --> 00:21:07.720 Maru doesn' t know, and Andrea will only tell you if Marus 236 00:21:07.799 --> 00:21:14.319 thinks of giving her some form of birth control, hormonal. Since the year 237 00:21:14.359 --> 00:21:19.960 they had hoped this would happen I asked with amazement. No, but it 238 00:21:21.119 --> 00:21:25.680 was a possibility, as the girls expressed their desire to do so. They 239 00:21:25.720 --> 00:21:32.640 just got back from the trip. But let me go on as I was 240 00:21:32.720 --> 00:21:36.400 telling you three days before Marus passed out at the Attic. I did the 241 00:21:36.480 --> 00:21:42.559 pregnancy tests. It was three different marks I used and all three were positive. 242 00:21:42.599 --> 00:21:47.400 Then I spent almost a week with the dilemma of whether to tell you 243 00:21:47.400 --> 00:21:52.599 or not. When I decided to tell you the day when I called you 244 00:21:52.720 --> 00:21:56.720 about thirty times I still didn' t know Maro was pregnant. It was 245 00:21:56.720 --> 00:22:02.559 at night very hurt and disappointed that I couldn' t talk to you when 246 00:22:02.640 --> 00:22:06.400 I knew she was pregnant, because Mom told me. I think that was 247 00:22:06.440 --> 00:22:11.000 the last time we argued and realized I couldn' t have it. But, 248 00:22:11.359 --> 00:22:15.319 well, we had already talked about this, but I needed to start 249 00:22:15.319 --> 00:22:21.119 from here. After I took him out and spent my mourning, I just 250 00:22:21.200 --> 00:22:26.640 sat on my own listening to his regrets made me feel more guilty every day 251 00:22:26.640 --> 00:22:30.960 I passed by. She went almost every night to my room, to cry 252 00:22:30.039 --> 00:22:36.839 and make me suffer without knowing it. My soul was breaking to hear her 253 00:22:36.920 --> 00:22:41.799 tell me again and again how I had found them. He even talked about 254 00:22:41.880 --> 00:22:48.160 ending the pregnancy several times. That was the thing that affected me the most, 255 00:22:48.319 --> 00:22:52.559 that I had just finished with one, I couldn' t let her 256 00:22:52.559 --> 00:22:55.279 do it and I held on. I made that belly see that in my 257 00:22:55.359 --> 00:22:59.440 way how beautiful or beautiful it would be at birth and that it would be 258 00:22:59.480 --> 00:23:06.240 only us that that creature was not to blame. And little by little I 259 00:23:06.319 --> 00:23:11.759 changed her way of thinking about her pregnancy. I think about six or seven 260 00:23:11.880 --> 00:23:15.920 months old was that she accepted that she was going to be the mother of 261 00:23:15.920 --> 00:23:19.759 a beautiful girl. It' s not easy to know you' re guilty 262 00:23:19.799 --> 00:23:25.079 or to be a part of it, that you caused someone so much pain 263 00:23:25.160 --> 00:23:26.759 and that someone doesn' t know and that they lean on you. It 264 00:23:26.799 --> 00:23:32.599 ' s something that permanently corrodes you inside, something heartbreaking that eats your soul. 265 00:23:32.720 --> 00:23:37.200 Piece by piece. There were days I didn' t see Maru. 266 00:23:37.559 --> 00:23:41.279 In spite of that, I still felt very bad and the day I felt 267 00:23:41.319 --> 00:23:45.079 worse Maro arrived in my room shattered with his attack of tragedy and pain. 268 00:23:47.920 --> 00:23:52.880 I' m telling you, that transition was very painful. For a long 269 00:23:52.920 --> 00:23:56.400 time I tried to soften Maru with respect to Carola, but there was no 270 00:23:56.839 --> 00:24:02.880 way and no more fear and then I thought of taking my guilt. Maru 271 00:24:02.920 --> 00:24:06.400 was very harsh and cruel in talking about you as Carola and rightly so, 272 00:24:06.640 --> 00:24:11.799 I devoted myself to her in body and soul in what I could help her. 273 00:24:11.759 --> 00:24:17.200 I tried to make him understand that I had a life ahead, a 274 00:24:17.200 --> 00:24:21.880 new goal, someone I could love unconditionally and that it was her only, 275 00:24:22.599 --> 00:24:26.960 but her sadness seemed to have no end, and that made me feel ever 276 00:24:27.079 --> 00:24:33.079 worse. I was about to tell her several times that I had been with 277 00:24:33.079 --> 00:24:37.680 you too, but that at that time would have annihilated her. As a 278 00:24:37.680 --> 00:24:41.440 woman. I know what she suffered, because I suffered with her and I 279 00:24:41.480 --> 00:24:47.880 promised myself never again to make someone suffer by standing between two people and that 280 00:24:48.039 --> 00:24:52.039 I would do my best to unite or strengthen those who need my help. 281 00:24:52.559 --> 00:24:57.920 I focused on making those I really care about happy. That' s why 282 00:24:59.039 --> 00:25:03.160 I didn' t think twice about helping Mauricio when she came to me with 283 00:25:03.559 --> 00:25:08.559 her crazy idea and that at all costs I wanted to be a mother too 284 00:25:08.559 --> 00:25:12.279 because I needed that redemption. Either way, he paused and teared. He 285 00:25:12.359 --> 00:25:17.880 ran through his nose. So, when Carola came to tell me that she 286 00:25:17.880 --> 00:25:21.559 felt in love with You, that I had never stopped thinking about You. 287 00:25:22.039 --> 00:25:26.200 Without thinking about it, I swore to join them. I couldn' t 288 00:25:26.279 --> 00:25:30.559 be the cause of my other sister not being happy with whom she believes can 289 00:25:30.640 --> 00:25:34.759 be her soul mate, and it' s that they' re both such 290 00:25:34.880 --> 00:25:40.079 for as well as you know and even I know, I can be the 291 00:25:40.160 --> 00:25:41.160 love of your life and you' re mine. But she' s your 292 00:25:41.279 --> 00:25:45.799 soul mate and you' re hers, and I have no doubt about that. 293 00:25:47.359 --> 00:25:49.880 After you told Carola about us, she spoke to me immediately and told 294 00:25:49.920 --> 00:25:57.039 me she knew everything or almost everything. Then we argued about it, but 295 00:25:57.079 --> 00:26:00.880 we realized that it was going to do us again and we didn' t 296 00:26:00.880 --> 00:26:04.519 want it. She then said she was leaving me the way and I said 297 00:26:04.559 --> 00:26:10.920 no, that I was leaving it to her. And that' s how 298 00:26:11.000 --> 00:26:15.640 we had some time arguing about passing the ball. When you told me about 299 00:26:15.640 --> 00:26:19.440 Carola that you had just been with her I already knew it since the first 300 00:26:19.480 --> 00:26:26.079 meeting and why you didn' t accept it. You were always first and 301 00:26:26.200 --> 00:26:33.079 that I made her see since then you didn' t let her know after 302 00:26:33.119 --> 00:26:36.960 we got back from the trip, having been with her three times already, 303 00:26:37.480 --> 00:26:41.279 because you didn' t tell her before the first moment, before they were 304 00:26:42.039 --> 00:26:45.799 together, when she told you about the twins, how they met and all 305 00:26:45.960 --> 00:26:53.160 that, why, well, why, because you never thought that I was 306 00:26:53.279 --> 00:26:59.559 gonna find out or that we were both gonna find out and you wanted to 307 00:26:59.599 --> 00:27:04.240 redo your women' s harem when you told me you were with mario on 308 00:27:04.759 --> 00:27:07.440 the day of the will, I knew you weren' t going to change. 309 00:27:07.880 --> 00:27:11.680 And listen well, what I' m going to tell you isn' 310 00:27:11.759 --> 00:27:14.400 t that I want you to change. I know you' re never going 311 00:27:14.440 --> 00:27:18.559 to change and I don' t want you to do it, because that 312 00:27:18.599 --> 00:27:25.000 ' s the biggest mistake women make in wanting to change them after we had 313 00:27:25.079 --> 00:27:26.480 fallen in love with what they were like and accepted them, just as they 314 00:27:26.480 --> 00:27:32.519 are. I loved you and loved you as you were, but I love 315 00:27:32.559 --> 00:27:34.440 you and I love you as you are. And that' s how I 316 00:27:34.440 --> 00:27:37.440 ' ll keep loving you. I have no doubt about that, but I 317 00:27:37.880 --> 00:27:41.839 saw you looking for something I couldn' t give you, and that' 318 00:27:41.920 --> 00:27:45.960 s why I made the decision I made with her. You could have that 319 00:27:47.000 --> 00:27:51.680 thing you can' t have with me. I thought that would redeem me 320 00:27:52.319 --> 00:27:56.920 I needed it to heal my soul. After being guilty of the suffering of 321 00:27:57.079 --> 00:28:03.559 one of my sisters, you need to give happiness to the other. You 322 00:28:03.599 --> 00:28:07.880 may see it as an extreme act of love for the family and I' 323 00:28:07.960 --> 00:28:11.519 m sorry you didn' t have a large family so you can understand what 324 00:28:11.640 --> 00:28:17.279 love for the family is. That love for the family that, even though 325 00:28:17.359 --> 00:28:21.519 it sounds bizarre, was taught to us by Mom and Dad. After Carola 326 00:28:21.599 --> 00:28:26.960 left. I missed very much the family union that was at home, the 327 00:28:27.079 --> 00:28:32.720 grills and weekend swimming pools. No more trips in Yate and outings to the 328 00:28:32.759 --> 00:28:37.160 beach, also on movie Sundays, everyone' s meals at the table. 329 00:28:37.160 --> 00:28:42.440 That' s all over. Everything we did together. I missed him and 330 00:28:42.440 --> 00:28:47.160 so, Dad spent two and three weekends a month in Caracas with her, 331 00:28:47.440 --> 00:28:52.960 while it was my turn to stay and suffer with Maro and I didn' 332 00:28:52.039 --> 00:28:56.200 t complain about it. I assumed it because I felt I deserved it. 333 00:28:56.799 --> 00:29:00.920 I understand and accept everything that touched me. Her suffering may have taken the 334 00:29:02.039 --> 00:29:06.160 best part, but it' s because she was the least to blame for 335 00:29:06.279 --> 00:29:11.559 all this. I never reproached Dad for the times I asked him about her, 336 00:29:11.839 --> 00:29:15.279 he told me to stay calm, that she would soon return her. 337 00:29:18.359 --> 00:29:22.119 The only thing comforting me was to be able to talk to her on the 338 00:29:22.200 --> 00:29:26.680 phone sometimes and then one time to another video call where she never showed the 339 00:29:26.680 --> 00:29:30.559 twins. But, well, it was all orchestrated by Dad his reasons. 340 00:29:30.680 --> 00:29:36.240 I' d have Dad, he knew how to keep me busy. As 341 00:29:36.279 --> 00:29:41.400 soon as I graduated he made me stay on the island studying hotel business management 342 00:29:41.440 --> 00:29:45.799 and, from the very moment I started studying, he made me go to 343 00:29:45.880 --> 00:29:51.559 his office to work on the hotel project. He wouldn' t give me 344 00:29:51.559 --> 00:29:55.279 a break. Always talking about ideas to be put into operation and sending me 345 00:29:55.319 --> 00:30:00.119 to study them. I was really exhausted and that' s the part distracting 346 00:30:00.240 --> 00:30:06.119 me in the day. My vacation was in his office. There I learned 347 00:30:06.160 --> 00:30:11.240 the management of the company, the hotels, the importer of Panama and the 348 00:30:11.319 --> 00:30:15.440 distributor of the Mahame. The only break was to get home and find Andrea. 349 00:30:18.319 --> 00:30:23.559 She was always very cheerful, always smiling and very little crying. Maybe 350 00:30:23.640 --> 00:30:27.799 that was one of the things that made me put up with Maru because it 351 00:30:27.839 --> 00:30:33.039 was so hard. Then she was hard on herself and the others. His 352 00:30:33.119 --> 00:30:38.680 postpartum stage was fateful. Maru, when I came back from seeing the girl, 353 00:30:40.079 --> 00:30:45.559 I came in the worst mood and treated everyone badly, I was talking 354 00:30:45.640 --> 00:30:51.440 pestilences about you. He really hated you He said that he wanted to be 355 00:30:51.519 --> 00:30:56.279 left alone and that men were useless, that is, he didn' t 356 00:30:56.279 --> 00:31:00.920 say. I didn' t regret every day. It was one more reason 357 00:31:00.000 --> 00:31:04.720 to regret everything and end what I felt for you. But when my phone 358 00:31:04.839 --> 00:31:10.839 rang, all the cells in my body shuddered just to think that it was 359 00:31:10.920 --> 00:31:17.839 you and my soul screamed when I saw it like this. That' s 360 00:31:17.880 --> 00:31:21.640 when Andrea had it. I think the year and a half on a Friday 361 00:31:21.720 --> 00:31:25.839 Maru came in a rage at the house and tells me that her boss had 362 00:31:25.920 --> 00:31:32.680 invited her out into her suffering and breastfeeding she quickly put in shape and even 363 00:31:32.720 --> 00:31:37.759 thinner than she was and maybe that caught the attention of her boss. I 364 00:31:37.920 --> 00:31:42.799 saw that as an option to try to mend the damage I had done and 365 00:31:42.920 --> 00:31:48.200 spent the whole weekend trying to get Maru to change his mind about men, 366 00:31:48.400 --> 00:31:53.279 because I had put them all in the same sack as you. I didn 367 00:31:53.359 --> 00:31:57.000 ' t get him to accept the invitation, but he stopped generalizing. The 368 00:31:57.039 --> 00:32:01.519 next week I insisted that he tell me about his boss as he was boss, 369 00:32:01.880 --> 00:32:07.759 that because he had invited her and stuff like that. It took me 370 00:32:07.799 --> 00:32:09.799 a long time to talk to her. Sometimes she was upset with me because 371 00:32:09.880 --> 00:32:15.839 I asked her about him, but it didn' t work out and she 372 00:32:15.960 --> 00:32:22.720 practically told me that I had invited her again and I insisted that she accept 373 00:32:22.799 --> 00:32:27.880 it, but she said no, that she didn' t want anything with 374 00:32:27.920 --> 00:32:30.319 men at the moment, However, I insisted with my curiosity to ask her 375 00:32:30.319 --> 00:32:36.079 about him. Then the divorce came out, even if you don' t 376 00:32:36.079 --> 00:32:38.200 believe Maru. That hit him very hard and he spent three days crying before 377 00:32:38.319 --> 00:32:43.960 going to sign. I' ll never know where she got so much tears 378 00:32:44.000 --> 00:32:47.880 for everything she cried in those three days. After they signed the divorce, 379 00:32:49.319 --> 00:32:53.519 she herself said she was going to give the boss a chance, so when 380 00:32:53.599 --> 00:32:58.920 she least expected it, one afternoon I came home and was getting dressed to 381 00:33:00.359 --> 00:33:04.880 go out and ever since then I put all my effort into getting her to 382 00:33:04.920 --> 00:33:08.720 give Alberto a chance. Almost two years later, the day they got married 383 00:33:09.160 --> 00:33:14.759 I felt a great relief. I felt less guilty and with the next two 384 00:33:14.799 --> 00:33:20.680 pregnancies I also felt much more relief. I thought all this was going to 385 00:33:20.720 --> 00:33:24.400 be left behind in the past and with it my secret buried. However, 386 00:33:24.799 --> 00:33:30.759 I never stopped feeling very guilty. Why I was aware that I also seduced 387 00:33:30.880 --> 00:33:37.279 you long before seeing you in the bathroom I came to fantasize about you. 388 00:33:38.160 --> 00:33:45.440 I also felt attraction before that day. In the bathroom you were always very 389 00:33:45.519 --> 00:33:51.039 funny and you made me laugh a lot seeing your way of treating Maru like 390 00:33:51.480 --> 00:33:54.400 a queen and you had her on a pedestal. Even she was another with 391 00:33:54.400 --> 00:34:01.359 you, she was sweeter, softer and smiled more why at home. She 392 00:34:01.440 --> 00:34:07.079 was always authoritarian. She had much character of unfounded respect and admiration. And 393 00:34:07.119 --> 00:34:09.880 it' s not that we were afraid of him, not anything to see. 394 00:34:12.440 --> 00:34:15.199 He was always right. Come on, I was the older sister, 395 00:34:15.639 --> 00:34:21.320 the example to follow, and both Dad and Mom respected her and gave her 396 00:34:21.440 --> 00:34:25.239 third- in- command position, so to speak. I really don' 397 00:34:25.400 --> 00:34:30.519 t remember that Maru was a gift I found out when you told me. 398 00:34:30.000 --> 00:34:35.159 However, until then I always saw her as someone who could guide us to 399 00:34:35.199 --> 00:34:39.519 the lack of mom and dad, which happened several times when when they were 400 00:34:39.639 --> 00:34:45.320 younger, they went on trips alone, but seeing you with her was something 401 00:34:45.440 --> 00:34:51.559 else, It was like seeing the couple dreamt You always so cheerful, fun 402 00:34:51.639 --> 00:34:57.719 and loving tell me when you started drinking with dad, they would get drunk 403 00:34:57.800 --> 00:35:01.199 in a way as if they were friends of all life. It made me 404 00:35:01.360 --> 00:35:07.360 laugh to see Carola get furical because of that thing I never understood. Sometimes 405 00:35:07.400 --> 00:35:12.719 I heard máro talking to Mom or some friend saying that he had won the 406 00:35:12.880 --> 00:35:17.159 lottery with you and that made me dream. When I realized I was also 407 00:35:17.280 --> 00:35:22.239 swallowed up by you and you had put my world upside down. When Dad 408 00:35:22.320 --> 00:35:27.840 died and you came back to the family, you turned my world upside down 409 00:35:27.920 --> 00:35:31.760 again to hear you say that now we could be together, and all that 410 00:35:31.800 --> 00:35:37.760 filled me with an incredible illusion. I suddenly saw myself floating in the clouds, 411 00:35:37.199 --> 00:35:42.039 but you started to talk curly really fast. And that irritated me, 412 00:35:42.119 --> 00:35:47.320 because that night I just wanted a vent, you just wanted sex I decided 413 00:35:47.440 --> 00:35:52.400 I couldn' t leave everything so easy and that' s why I threw 414 00:35:52.480 --> 00:35:57.039 up on you everything I said that night, when I was really dying to 415 00:35:57.039 --> 00:35:59.840 be with you that night. If you had insisted a little more, we 416 00:36:00.639 --> 00:36:06.639 would have sure made it enchanted the way you chose to do it, because 417 00:36:06.679 --> 00:36:10.119 until now, Pedro Miguel Antón Mendoza, there has been no way that you 418 00:36:10.199 --> 00:36:15.559 caught me that I didn' t like how easy it would have been. 419 00:36:15.039 --> 00:36:21.920 If that night had been different. It wasn' t going to be just 420 00:36:22.400 --> 00:36:25.039 as complicated, because the next day, Carola would have told me what she 421 00:36:25.079 --> 00:36:30.599 told me in the same way and that would make me worse later on at 422 00:36:30.639 --> 00:36:36.559 the mall, when you told me what you dreamed about having kids and watching 423 00:36:36.679 --> 00:36:38.400 him grow all that crazy straw, being a family father. Carola had already 424 00:36:38.440 --> 00:36:44.880 told me that she had told you that the night before when they went to 425 00:36:44.880 --> 00:36:51.880 bed and you were like a cockatoo to tell me again about your flamboyance and 426 00:36:51.880 --> 00:36:54.199 lack of originality. Besides the laugh she gave me, it was very revealing 427 00:36:55.639 --> 00:37:00.559 and made me realize that you could only have that thing you want with Carola. 428 00:37:01.039 --> 00:37:07.800 The nervousness and feeling lost broke out in me in the form of laughter 429 00:37:07.800 --> 00:37:12.000 to see you. Shooting out looking for the parking lot made me look as 430 00:37:12.079 --> 00:37:16.039 if I was losing you and I stopped laughing I felt a void so deep 431 00:37:16.039 --> 00:37:22.400 that it scared me, because I knew it would no longer be just for 432 00:37:22.480 --> 00:37:28.760 me that at some point I had to let you go to find that you 433 00:37:28.800 --> 00:37:32.719 were looking for and while I could enjoy it knowing that any moment would be 434 00:37:32.760 --> 00:37:35.760 the last and every time we did it I was going to do it as 435 00:37:35.760 --> 00:37:39.920 if it were the last time. Then I came after you. All this 436 00:37:40.039 --> 00:37:45.079 time, Carola and I have seen how you handled things at your whim, 437 00:37:45.519 --> 00:37:50.119 without consulting us and without thinking about the consequences and look at everything that turned 438 00:37:50.239 --> 00:37:55.079 out and yes I admit that I let myself be carried away and rediscovered myself. 439 00:37:55.280 --> 00:38:00.800 I' ve done things I never thought I' d do more in 440 00:38:00.800 --> 00:38:04.840 my life. I figured doing it with Carola and unthinkable about the girls, 441 00:38:04.880 --> 00:38:09.159 let alone Marito, that is, all this filial sex stuff. My head 442 00:38:09.280 --> 00:38:13.199 ' s still crazy and all that' s got your stamp on it. 443 00:38:14.719 --> 00:38:19.760 I think everything that happened last year was very intense. There were so many 444 00:38:19.840 --> 00:38:24.000 surprises, so many secrets, they came out and everything had your signature whatever 445 00:38:24.000 --> 00:38:29.199 was going on. You were in the way. So, Carola and I 446 00:38:29.239 --> 00:38:32.800 decided that it would be us who would take the reins of our destiny. 447 00:38:35.239 --> 00:38:38.280 We weren' t sure you' d agree to what I decided, but 448 00:38:38.400 --> 00:38:43.199 we weren' t going to give you any more alternatives than you decided for 449 00:38:43.199 --> 00:38:46.679 us. Carola, before the trip on already told me that she was going 450 00:38:46.719 --> 00:38:52.079 away, that she knew very well what you and I felt and she was 451 00:38:52.119 --> 00:38:57.039 going to leave us the way and I forbade her. Even after the problem 452 00:38:57.079 --> 00:39:00.320 on the yacht, I told her I was moving away that I couldn' 453 00:39:00.400 --> 00:39:05.159 t go on. And this time it was she who didn' t want 454 00:39:05.280 --> 00:39:09.800 to be just her if it wasn' t just me like she wanted it 455 00:39:09.800 --> 00:39:14.480 wasn' t just her, because I wanted what the three of us would 456 00:39:14.480 --> 00:39:19.559 be. So, Carola and I talked a lot about Troice' s stuff. 457 00:39:19.920 --> 00:39:24.159 We love it and we love it I swear to you, but it 458 00:39:24.239 --> 00:39:28.719 ' s not a relationship we can have here. And going away means leaving 459 00:39:28.760 --> 00:39:32.159 too many things behind, things that are not yet resolved in the family. 460 00:39:34.639 --> 00:39:37.800 I know if I could still see the possibility that it could work. That 461 00:39:37.920 --> 00:39:44.880 possibility we' d take, but there was a condition. I needed to 462 00:39:45.039 --> 00:39:51.159 know how committed you could be in this relationship. And I said I needed 463 00:39:51.239 --> 00:39:53.199 because I wasn' t the one who felt safe. Carola, if she 464 00:39:53.199 --> 00:39:58.519 felt safe and told me that if we decided at once on the troisella tableware 465 00:39:58.559 --> 00:40:04.159 I trusted you without you, even though I knew it and that from the 466 00:40:04.199 --> 00:40:08.000 beginning, 17 years ago I accepted you like this. And it was because 467 00:40:08.079 --> 00:40:12.519 you belonged to Maru and I was just someone else. And now that you 468 00:40:12.599 --> 00:40:16.639 were mainly mine, I didn' t feel safe. I know that many 469 00:40:16.679 --> 00:40:21.719 times you told me that you' re able to leave everything for me and 470 00:40:21.760 --> 00:40:23.239 I believe you, but I couldn' t help but feel scared. It 471 00:40:23.320 --> 00:40:29.800 ' s one thing to know and another thing to feel, and Carola showed 472 00:40:29.880 --> 00:40:32.079 me that it' s just my insecurity and that it would be a passing 473 00:40:32.079 --> 00:40:37.760 thing. And, as I told you before, I loved you that way 474 00:40:37.480 --> 00:40:39.760 I still love you, and I' m sure you' d always love 475 00:40:39.760 --> 00:40:45.440 yourself that way. Carola tried to step aside several times and it was I 476 00:40:45.519 --> 00:40:50.199 who didn' t leave her. Every time she tried to do it since 477 00:40:50.239 --> 00:40:53.119 last year that she found out about us more than once she told me that 478 00:40:53.159 --> 00:40:58.159 she would turn away, that she understood very well what you were telling her 479 00:40:58.199 --> 00:41:00.079 that you loved me, but I didn' t let her walk away. 480 00:41:01.480 --> 00:41:06.039 But after what happened on the trip, I couldn' t leave our happiness 481 00:41:06.079 --> 00:41:10.639 in your hands, not the way you were doing everything, let alone. 482 00:41:12.320 --> 00:41:16.440 Now that everyone knew that I had an abortion and that I couldn' t 483 00:41:17.280 --> 00:41:22.880 have children, tell me one thing I' m sorry to interrupt you with 484 00:41:22.880 --> 00:41:25.559 this decision you made. You were also looking for Carola to get pregnant all 485 00:41:25.599 --> 00:41:32.239 this time. Not that was something that should be in mutual agreement between you 486 00:41:34.760 --> 00:41:39.639 and when I decided on it, you should just remove your implant mmm or 487 00:41:39.639 --> 00:41:45.960 Q. As I told you that night on the already I made the decision 488 00:41:45.039 --> 00:41:50.440 that you would stay with her. I had a hard time convincing her, 489 00:41:50.639 --> 00:41:54.440 but I promised her that later we' d be the three that would do 490 00:41:54.440 --> 00:41:59.199 it in a progressive way. But your intensity, your pride and intransigence at 491 00:41:59.320 --> 00:42:04.239 what we asked of you at first, made us argue a lot at home. 492 00:42:05.800 --> 00:42:09.880 If we had talked about that from the start, many problems would have 493 00:42:09.880 --> 00:42:15.400 been saved. Yeah, that' s right, but we didn' t 494 00:42:15.400 --> 00:42:20.159 want any better. That being said, I didn' t want it to 495 00:42:20.199 --> 00:42:23.440 be that easy She' s always been on your side, and if it 496 00:42:23.519 --> 00:42:25.599 had been you who would have made the decision, she would have supported you. 497 00:42:28.000 --> 00:42:31.800 When we sat down and talked at the restaurant that you reversed my ultimatum, 498 00:42:32.000 --> 00:42:37.400 I knew I couldn' t deal with you how hard you are your 499 00:42:37.400 --> 00:42:40.519 stubbornness. It' s impressive. Carola and I argued very hard that day. 500 00:42:43.000 --> 00:42:45.480 Everything she did afterwards was her decision and she told me that at any 501 00:42:45.519 --> 00:42:52.679 moment she would tell you the whole truth. Carola, from the very first 502 00:42:52.800 --> 00:42:54.760 moment she accepted you as you were. She tells me she sees you so 503 00:42:54.800 --> 00:42:59.119 much like Dad and that' s maybe what makes her do, even though 504 00:42:59.400 --> 00:43:04.639 you don' t think she' s so faithful and loyal to you all 505 00:43:04.719 --> 00:43:07.079 that she lived with Dad is what makes her so submissive to You, even 506 00:43:07.559 --> 00:43:13.480 though she has an incredible character she knows how to control herself better than I 507 00:43:13.519 --> 00:43:16.000 do. However, it can' t help being that way with you. 508 00:43:17.440 --> 00:43:22.320 I really don' t understand it at all, maybe because I didn' 509 00:43:22.440 --> 00:43:27.920 t have what she had with Dad that wasn' t that I would have 510 00:43:28.000 --> 00:43:30.400 wanted, I never did, let alone regret that it didn' t happen. 511 00:43:30.880 --> 00:43:35.639 This whole incest thing is so new to me so much that I still 512 00:43:35.639 --> 00:43:39.960 question it, even though it quotes me in an unusual way. Since the 513 00:43:40.079 --> 00:43:45.599 trip I have not been with Marito again, although he has sent me some 514 00:43:45.679 --> 00:43:51.760 proposals indirectly to hold a meeting. They haven' t insisted and with Carola 515 00:43:51.840 --> 00:43:55.400 since the December trip, only at the same time that we were together the 516 00:43:55.559 --> 00:43:59.400 three of us when you got drunk the girls didn' t talk no. 517 00:43:59.440 --> 00:44:02.239 No. I haven' t been with them since last year' s trip 518 00:44:02.239 --> 00:44:07.599 to Canada, even though I' ve been stressed many times I' ve 519 00:44:09.159 --> 00:44:13.719 managed to resist the temptation regarding Mom. She and I talked a lot after 520 00:44:13.760 --> 00:44:19.719 the trip was over. We even got drunk just the two of us sharing 521 00:44:19.840 --> 00:44:25.119 our loss and pain from the past and we regretted what happened and understood that 522 00:44:25.199 --> 00:44:29.960 there was no way to know what was going to happen, if we had. 523 00:44:30.079 --> 00:44:35.559 The family was completely separated right now, we would have lost Maru forever 524 00:44:35.639 --> 00:44:43.199 and possibly Andrea, but especially Dad. The incalculable size scandal that Maru would 525 00:44:43.280 --> 00:44:49.400 have unleashed and the consequences we were still paying for. Recently, when Carola 526 00:44:49.519 --> 00:44:52.760 traveled north to see you, I talked to Mom again about her relationship with 527 00:44:52.800 --> 00:44:59.159 Dad. I wanted to know what I didn' t know until then. 528 00:44:59.280 --> 00:45:02.480 It is one thing to live with them, but another is to know those 529 00:45:02.519 --> 00:45:07.960 details that no one can tell you. And he told me something that was 530 00:45:08.039 --> 00:45:14.199 very revealing. The fear of losing Dad has always been present since they decided 531 00:45:14.320 --> 00:45:19.920 to be together. Dad' s promiscuity was something she had to accept since 532 00:45:19.960 --> 00:45:23.199 they met and it didn' t slow down a bit when they got married. 533 00:45:24.679 --> 00:45:29.800 That' s why the fear of losing him was always there. Despite 534 00:45:29.840 --> 00:45:34.719 that, Dad always made her feel safe. When he arrived and told her 535 00:45:34.840 --> 00:45:40.039 the details with whom he had been where and that they had done the times 536 00:45:40.079 --> 00:45:45.400 she expressed that fear to him, He always told her that he only loved 537 00:45:45.440 --> 00:45:51.159 her and that he would never stop and that perhaps that fear. The expectation 538 00:45:51.280 --> 00:45:57.119 at all times was what kept the flame alive always between the two. Even 539 00:45:57.159 --> 00:46:02.400 participating in swing parties together, she sometimes felt that fear and if there was 540 00:46:02.480 --> 00:46:09.079 something she envied Dad was the assurance he had of her. Dad never asked 541 00:46:09.119 --> 00:46:13.760 her to tell him what she was doing on the outside. It was as 542 00:46:13.800 --> 00:46:16.599 hard for her to do as it was for her to tell him. However, 543 00:46:16.960 --> 00:46:22.800 he did so only to please him and only once did he not tell 544 00:46:22.880 --> 00:46:28.960 him something because he had been excited. But there was something more revealing that 545 00:46:29.000 --> 00:46:34.719 Mom told me. So we were talking about the Captain. He told me 546 00:46:34.760 --> 00:46:39.360 of the times that he participated in the orgies that Dad organized on the yacht 547 00:46:39.360 --> 00:46:44.760 and I asked him again about what we had talked about in January too and 548 00:46:44.840 --> 00:46:49.239 that it was because of that promiscuity of Dad and because she was not like 549 00:46:49.440 --> 00:46:52.400 him or because she didn' t have the freedom to do it. And 550 00:46:52.440 --> 00:46:58.440 that' s when he told me that man by nature has a vital need 551 00:46:58.559 --> 00:47:01.519 to have variety in absolutely everything he does and more when he has what, 552 00:47:01.800 --> 00:47:07.480 unlike us, that what we need is security, comfort, is the tranquility 553 00:47:07.920 --> 00:47:14.440 that gives us the sense of belonging. He gave her that assurance by telling 554 00:47:14.519 --> 00:47:19.480 her everything he did and with whom he did it he was simply certain of 555 00:47:19.599 --> 00:47:24.320 her. He only satisfied his need for variety and she allowed it because she 556 00:47:24.440 --> 00:47:30.079 understood it to be his nature. He never tried to change it and that 557 00:47:30.119 --> 00:47:35.679 was one of the pillars of why they were happy. I feel that' 558 00:47:35.800 --> 00:47:39.039 s not what happens between us. I don' t have that need for 559 00:47:39.039 --> 00:47:43.960 variety. I don' t feel like it. I, after I left 560 00:47:44.000 --> 00:47:49.079 here almost eighteen years ago, did not feel or have that need to vary. 561 00:47:50.039 --> 00:47:54.679 I had completely monogamous relationships. There were no infidelities or extravagances like those 562 00:47:54.800 --> 00:48:00.599 we have done. What happens here with you, because I don' t 563 00:48:00.679 --> 00:48:02.920 know how to describe it not in words. I don' t feel like 564 00:48:04.039 --> 00:48:07.639 I have to vary between you and Carola. I feel like it' s 565 00:48:07.679 --> 00:48:09.480 something like I tell you, like they belong to me. It' s 566 00:48:09.559 --> 00:48:15.440 the closest thing to that. I don' t feel like you' re 567 00:48:15.480 --> 00:48:21.039 missing Carola or her with you. I know they' re both mine and 568 00:48:21.119 --> 00:48:27.239 out of us, with her if I feel like they' re missing or 569 00:48:27.400 --> 00:48:32.039 better said if they' re you at some point I don' t know 570 00:48:32.159 --> 00:48:35.559 if Carola told you I guess if she told you. But when she was 571 00:48:35.599 --> 00:48:40.239 in Miami, she and Conni were with me. If she just told me 572 00:48:40.239 --> 00:48:47.280 recently, she said very calm. They connected very well, as if they 573 00:48:47.360 --> 00:48:53.360 knew each other all their lives. That' s partly the case. Remember, 574 00:48:53.840 --> 00:48:59.000 Pedro, you told me when you were with her, surely as a 575 00:48:59.000 --> 00:49:02.199 friend, you told her about us. And that' s what I want 576 00:49:02.280 --> 00:49:07.599 to refer to after talking to mamaca and considering that behavior patterns are repeated between 577 00:49:07.719 --> 00:49:15.360 us, just as Dad was with Mom and her with him. You' 578 00:49:15.480 --> 00:49:20.559 re being you with us and us with you, well, besides Conni. 579 00:49:21.079 --> 00:49:27.360 There' s your cousins, the twins. Hum with them happens something very 580 00:49:27.400 --> 00:49:32.519 peculiar with her if I felt jealous once it' s not that I like 581 00:49:32.639 --> 00:49:37.039 them for nothing we always get along very well and as cousins I love them 582 00:49:37.039 --> 00:49:42.519 a lot. On the day of Dad' s Mass I swear to you 583 00:49:42.599 --> 00:49:46.280 that I felt bursting into jealousy, but it was because of the episode at 584 00:49:46.360 --> 00:49:52.519 the church door that Carola told me when she came and covered your eyes. 585 00:49:52.280 --> 00:49:57.440 And then I felt a flame inside of me when you invited them to the 586 00:49:57.559 --> 00:50:00.960 nudist walk in the pool, in my face, the way you did it, 587 00:50:01.159 --> 00:50:07.320 the way you came to tell us you weren' t going on the 588 00:50:07.360 --> 00:50:12.400 walk so derogatoryly, it led me to invite them right there, because they 589 00:50:12.519 --> 00:50:16.239 didn' t know anything about that walk. Besides, that ride was Anne 590 00:50:16.320 --> 00:50:20.599 ' s idea. You didn' t have to go answer me. The 591 00:50:20.639 --> 00:50:29.199 invitation was made by Anna, so it was disrespectful. If I recognize him 592 00:50:29.199 --> 00:50:30.360 well, I don' t know what happened to me at the time. 593 00:50:30.920 --> 00:50:37.280 Jealousy left me no choice. I' ve never felt that way before, 594 00:50:37.880 --> 00:50:44.280 but I found out that those jealousys were because there was a chance that the 595 00:50:44.360 --> 00:50:47.679 two of them might also be able to give you what Carola and I can. 596 00:50:47.719 --> 00:50:53.239 But anyway it was just that there' s my skinny one. If 597 00:50:53.320 --> 00:50:58.159 only you knew what kind of things I came to think of. There were 598 00:50:58.199 --> 00:51:02.159 thousands of reasons I thought or are what happened between us any number of reasons 599 00:51:02.239 --> 00:51:07.719 for what they decided or better said, you decided. I thought I was 600 00:51:07.760 --> 00:51:13.599 going crazy and I was falling into depression and I was even getting alcoholic, 601 00:51:15.159 --> 00:51:17.920 if not for my employees and the captain who called Aconi, and this one 602 00:51:19.079 --> 00:51:23.920 agreed with Jacques. I spent three days in a spa in Jamaica smoking marijuana 603 00:51:25.840 --> 00:51:31.400 That way out of depression was more like a weekend of relaxation with sermon included. 604 00:51:32.960 --> 00:51:37.760 I was aware of what was happening to me, just that I needed 605 00:51:37.880 --> 00:51:43.119 to relax a little bit and lower two to the drink. If you looked 606 00:51:43.159 --> 00:51:49.039 really bad, even worse than now, speaking of now, what happened to 607 00:51:49.079 --> 00:51:55.679 all of you encouraging the girls to do what they did wrong. I could 608 00:51:55.800 --> 00:52:00.239 die the mother' s pussy. What happened to you isn' t our 609 00:52:00.320 --> 00:52:06.559 fault, the girls. That was going to happen, if not at that 610 00:52:06.559 --> 00:52:09.039 point later, but it was going to happen. What happened to you was 611 00:52:09.079 --> 00:52:13.559 Maru' s fault. We don' t know how she got into the 612 00:52:13.559 --> 00:52:17.000 apartment. What triggered your episode severely was the scare of seeing her there. 613 00:52:19.400 --> 00:52:23.800 Everything was going very well, as the girls told us. To be fair 614 00:52:23.840 --> 00:52:28.679 to you, I too would have stayed stiff on the spot. If Maru 615 00:52:28.760 --> 00:52:32.239 finds me with Andrea, I don' t know. I don' t 616 00:52:32.280 --> 00:52:37.119 know how she got into the apartment. Now that I think about it every 617 00:52:37.199 --> 00:52:40.840 time she went to the apartment this year, she could have at some point 618 00:52:42.039 --> 00:52:47.760 taken one of the extra keys that are in the kitchen. I said thoughtful 619 00:52:47.800 --> 00:52:55.960 every time how that is asked strangely, raising a accusing eyebrow and sitting on 620 00:52:57.079 --> 00:53:05.000 the shot in bed. So much for today' s chapter until the next one.