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It's season five. Welcome back to Bottle Up Bitches, your favorite sex
podcast hosted by a horny married couple with me Rihanna Campbell and me producer Man
Adam. Sex shouldn't be taboo or embarrassing, so let's talk about it.
Stay Horny Bitches. Welcome, Welcome back to another episode of Bottle Up Bitches
with Me, Rihanna and Me Adam. That's you, that's me. I
gotta, I got, I got a song to start this off. Okay,
here we go. This is a This is an exclusive. You heard
it here first, Daisy, Daisy, all for the love of you,
have crazy fallen in love? Well wait, I sucked it up already.
Well I don't like you loving my friend. Yeah, that's fair. I
thought it was a Is there something you're not telling me? Is this the
exclusive? You're leaving me for my friend? Daisy? Whopsies? Well,
Adam, isn't she But honestly, isn't she a sligh? She is the
sweetest little bug my girlfriend, Daisy? So although we said no, guess
this season, well we part we are going to have girl chat. So
Daisy's not an expert, although she is an expert. No, she's not
an educated sex solicious. She's not a professional. She is an incredible human
in my life, a really good friend of mine, and she has the
most incredible sexual experiences. And I only want girl chat. I miss girl
chat. If you were around for season one, you know all about girl
chat and what that means and how fun those conversations are. So we are
officially rebranding the the girl Chat Conversations. You'll see that updated, like and
I'm gonna change them all in the names of them in spreaker, so you'll
see that reflect on Spotify. So like, if you're new here and you
like this episode of just girls being girls chatting it up, talking about sex
and drinking, you can easily find those episodes. You've got lots of other
ones with with Jenya, with Emily, a bunch of other different gals that
are just important, uh Anna, You'll find those in the episodes now in
the title like this one, but this is kind of like a new thing
moving forward is Bottled Up Bitches Presents Girl chat. You know, like this
is like our own little sub section of an episode. Absolutely, Adam,
you just got done editing takeaways thoughts. It's a really fun episode. I
really, I really enjoyed this. I mean, you were sitting next to
me while I was editing and you're laughing. Yeah, I kept laughing.
There's there's some really funny moments. There's some very like deep moments. I
think this is this is a This is like an all around good episode,
both funny and emotional. Yeah, you're gonna laugh, You're to cry,
you're gonna feel something, feel something, pi ants Yeah. Yeah. And
I also feel like, especially when you're editing, it's always girl chats.
We're like, well, this is a long one. They always go very
long. They always go very long because it's girls being girls. Cocoa and
Coco's episode was amazing, and we had to shorten her down as much as
we could. We took out a good amount of cocos episode. Yeah,
we'll probably upload the full length of Coco's episode and Patreon Patreon's five dollars.
Yeah, I was gonna say so. Something we kind of discussed about is
with this particular but we'll probably we may go back and do it to others.
Is that you know, this one had such it was such a long
episode. We had to take out so much half No, yeah, it
was about an hour and a half recording and we're trying to knock it down
to a little under an hour forty five to an hour. So there's a
lot of cutting room floor stuff that is that is good stuff, just you
know, it didn't make the cut compared to other things. So we're gonna
put that as a full uncut episode on our patrion time so you can go
to join our Patreon. It's only five dollars a month and you get and
you get uh, you know, bonus episodes every other week. You get
uncut episodes and all kinds of fun stuff. And we had some exciting things
we were talking about today. Yeah, for the future that we're going to
do on there. Yeah, I'm really stoked about it. We have two
incredible members. Shout out to Curly and Billy or two Patreon. I only
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if you've been like, hey, I do want to join their Patreon,
but their pricing was too high, I completely understand. It's knocked down.
It's only five dollars a month, which is the standard for every other
show. Yeah, well sorry, it used to be expensive. With it
being five dollars, we get like three dollars back, so I mean,
suck our ass if expensive, Well sorry, I wanted to make something.
But also we appreciate you and we know that your money. You know,
not everyone going four ten dollars a month. Big hugs and kisses. I
love you all about further ado, I am super stoked to present this amazing
episode with Daisy, So enjoy. Okay, it's happening now. Just feel
the vibes and Adam will edit it to start where it makes no sense.
Okay. I do intros and stuff like when you're not here. Okay.
Yeah, So it's just cute girl things, just gurly things, and we're
going to talk about you. You brought up mistakes. I think of them
as experiences. You're just a girl just for icebreakers. You mentioned recently in
your viral tiktoks, because you are a TikTok star, I sure I am
that you recently had a date where the man could not hold a conversation,
and I would like to learn more about this homie. Yeah, so I
met him on I'm on three dating sites. I'm on bumble, Hinge and
Tinder as one is, oh even Facebook dating face what. Yeah, it's
a thing. It's a thing. Is that like a new part of this?
Like I didn't know it was a thing until like about a month ago,
But it's a thing. If I opened my Facebook app, I'll find
Facebook dating like I do. Actually, my most recent relationship, but the
one that he couldn't fuck that was the one that I met on Facebook dating.
I didn't know that. I didn't know Facebook dating was a thing.
It's definitely a thing. But anyway, Uh, yeah, I met him
on one of those and we were having like really good text conversation, like
it was flowing back and forth. I even text him for like a few
days, talked on the phone, and his pictures like looked really cute,
and then he sent me a selfie and it wasn't the best selfie and I
was like, maybe it's just a bad angle. But then we met in
person and he did not look like anything like his pictures. Do you think
he did his pictures? No, they were just very old, very old.
Yeah, okay, and he couldn't hold a conversation. He couldn't hold
a conversation like he was over text. And he took me that. He
told me that, let me take you out, let me pick you up.
I was like, okay, he's Sylvester still alone. Yeah, like
a you know, like a man. And I was like, okay,
period. So he picked me up. And he came to pick me up
in basketball shorts and a T shirt, and I was I was dressed really
cute. I had on my jeans, always dressed cute. I had on
my little titty top, my makeup was done, my makeup I looked fucking
hot and basketballs yep. And he told me he was going to take me
out. And he ended up taking me to a taco truck down the street
and we ate in his car. And it's almost as bad as the guy
in high school that took me out on a day at Sam's Club. I
like a good dollar slice of pizza. No, I good a hot dog.
We didn't get neither of those. We walked around because it was sample
day. Oh oh well, I guess, okay, well, okay,
we're getting there. So we took me to the taco truck. I'll take
you to the taco. Yeah, and I got a casadia. The food
was delicious. The food was so fucking good, So there was something to
gain from this. And he did buy me the casadea but pause, he
the taco ladios. Would you like to leave a tip today? He said,
not today, I'm sorry. It's fifteen dollars. You don't leave five
dollars. Okay, So you're an asshole and you're also a loser because you
dressed like shit. I'm also curious by what do you when you say he
did buy me the casadia, Like, like, was that the top of
the line. The way you said that was like you were impressed that he
would go No, I wasn't impressed at all. I was like, but
at least he bought me the quesadilla. Well, yeah, based on how
he's dressed, it wouldn't surprise me if he was like, okay, I
got my food and like steps aside for you to order and like pay for
you. It was honestly a little bit of that vibe. And I was
like, so I would like and anyway, so I pull a twenty out
of my wallet and like, can you break a twenty to the taco lady
because they're working in this hot as taco truck. You're not gonna tip them.
You're not gonna give them five dollars. Oh yeah, I called him
out. Oh I love this story. I called him out. I was
like, you're not gonna I was like, yeah, so they're working in
a really hot truck. You're not gonna tip them five dollars even he was
like oh. I was like okay, whatever. So I'm like, all
right, well let's go eat. I might as well eat. We're sitting
in his like, there's nowhere to sit, it's hot outside. What kind
of car does he have? Can I be doudgie? It was a nice
car. It looked pretty new. There was like a GPS system inside.
We gotta raise our standards. Girl. It had bluetooth. You know what,
more than you can say than about Adam's car. Yeah, there was
no Well yeah, Adam doesn't that bluetooth. Yeah. Both the windows were
automatic. They had a button you didn't have to crank up the window.
But he had a car on like the last we had a car. Oh,
let's not get in. We'll get into that afterwards. But I'm just
a girl. So yeah, we ate in his car. He couldn't hold
a conversation. He was not as cute as his pictures. He didn't have
any style, like you're gonna show up in this and I look really cute.
What time of day was this? It was like afternoon, okay,
like two o'clock. Okay. Can we give him like a fake name,
so let's call him Eddie. Okay. He sounds like a fucking Eddie who
decided the timing of this day. So I thought it was gonna be like
five o'clock, like dinner time. Yeah. And I was like, okay,
well, I have time to like get my shit done for the day.
It's my day off. I gotta go do long to go grocery shopping.
He's like, hey, so I'm about to get off at like two.
Is that cool? And I'm like, uh yeah, did you think
y'all were just gonna have sex? No, Like I told him, like,
I want to go out, like I would like to go get lunch
or dinner or drinks or something. So yeah, and then he took me
to a taco truck. And then so afterwards we're talking in the car.
Still isn't going good. He keeps telling me that I'm really cute that he
likes me, and I'm like thanks, and then I was like, so
what do you like? Okay? So then he's like, well are we
still do you still want to get drinks? Like we were going to go
to this little bar across the street, and I was like, uh yeah,
I guess do you think he has an inkle monitor? Because like why
is he staying in a certain vicinity? Like I don't know, I don't
know, this is just hold on, I'm not done. So we go
across the bar and I was like, oh, they have like half price
on their drafts today, Like I'm gonna get a dose at Keys with like
lime and salt and the deals. I was like, would be perfect for
you. Yeah, and he was like, oh yeah, I'll take one
of those two. Okay. I like the way you say do sechis do
a keys? Do a keys when you okay, because you took a pause,
there are you saying? He was like, oh yeah, buy me
one. Yeah, you're gonna go, You're gonna so I bought his beer.
Oh stop. I didn't catch on to that. Yeah. So the
way when he's like I'll have one too, I'd be like okay and then
like walked off. So I bought his beer because and then we just stood
we like sat and talked and I was like, yeah, you don't.
You cannot hold a conversation for ship. I kept him. I was like,
so you now asked me a question, you know, And I was
like I got to the point where I'm like, I'm so fit up.
Oh. Also, also when we were getting out of the car and his
like, oh I got the biggest ig. I saw his boot crack.
I was like, I think I was Adam's buck crack like in pans like
twice in your entire relationships. It just reminded me of like when you're in
like the fifth grade and like you're sitting crisscrossed apple sauce in front of someone
and you see their butt crack hanging out and that's the vibes it gave me.
And I was like, oh my god. And then so that was
like before we were walking into the bar, so like my ich alarm was
like whew who Yeah, it was like oh my god. But I was
like okay, but I just felt bad, like so I shouldn't have been
like I want to go home, but my like I was like, oh,
I feel really bad for him though, So I'm gonna sit and have
a drink with him that I bought, that I bought, Oh my gosh.
And so he's just he's telling me how pretty I am and I'm so
cute and la la la, and I'm like, oh, thanks, next,
yeah, yeah, so you found the drink. And then I don't
finish mine because I'm like he finished his cause he's a freeloader. And then
and then I was like and so one of the because I was like so
put off that he did not dress like a first like you can put on
some jeans, at least jeans, yeah, put on the fucking pair of
jeans cargo shorts. Even one of the questions I asked him was like,
so, what do you look for in a girl? And he was like,
oh, well, uh, I don't know, like nice personality,
I guess. And I was like that's cool. Would I look for in
a guy someone would style? And I was like yeah, I mean I
just feel like like someone that's like dresses up for like, you know,
first impressions. And then I just I was like, I like, how
you're just you're roasting this guy, Like what the hell? Like it's a
first date, You're not gonna put on a pair of jeans and like a
T shirt or something. I don't know. Uh, it's exhausting, it's
exhausting. Well anyway, I was like, so this is nice. Do
you mind taking me home? And he was like, why, what's going
on? I was like, I think you're cool in all, but I
don't think you're very sure of yourself and I would like to go. And
that was that. And he just took you home. Yeah, that's good.
And I was like, all right, we'll text men you get home
safe bye. Okay, So that was that one. So that was Eddie.
And when was the date with Eddie? Umm? Maybe like a week
and a half ago. Okay, so fairly recent, fairly recent? Yeah?
Was that your first date from your more relationship than you recently had?
Okay, what do we want to call him? Okay, we can call
him Larry. Okay, we can call him Larry. Larry was very very
sweet. I met him off of Facebook dating. He took me on a
nice date. He took me on a nice date. We got to know
each other. He would always take me out. Yeah, he was very
very nice. I bought things, he bought me things. He bought me
jewelry. He would take me to nice places. He definitely like cared about
me. He was a good person. The only thing was there is things,
A couple of things, a handful of things. He was twenty six,
he was still living with his parents. He had within a week of
meeting me, I had encouraged him, like, you need to go get
your license. He didn't have his driver's license. He did not he was
in the makes of it. Oh and then so hold on, I'm getting
there. And just to be clear, like we're living in Austin, not
like you know, like there are people who live in New York their whole
lives that never get a driver's license because why why would they need to?
Like this is not a non driving city. Yeah, so he he when
we were talking on Facebook or whatever, he said, I have to go
get my license. And I was like, what license is he talking about?
And I kind of just like left it at that, because you're twenty
six. What do you mean you don't have a driver's license. He thought
he was porklip license. I don't know what the fuck he was. I
was like the gun license, all right, whatever. Yeah, So I
was like, okay, moving on, and then he tells me he doesn't
have his driver's license, and I was like, that's crazy. So he
got his driver's license within dating me, and I showed him how to drive
on the highway, and like, I guess, no lessons were involved,
a lot of lessons. I also showed him like the beginnings of swimming,
because he didn't know how to swim. His parents were like first generation Mexican,
so I don't know if I don't, I feel like that doesn't excuse
anything, but I guess they were just really busy, like trying to make
it in America that they didn't teach him valuable lessons I guess sure, like
how to swim and how to drive and anyway, Okay, I showed him
how to hold his breath underwater and that you need to blow bubbles and shit
like that, and then how to drive on the highway and how to talk
to people. He's very socially awkward. I think he was on the spectrum
a little bit, okay, but yeah, and then like the biggest thing
was that I'm pretty sure he was a virgin. You think you were his
first? I think so. He told me he had sex one person before
me, But when I was talking to my roommate about it. He was
like, nah, he probably lied about that, because why would he tell
you that you were his first, you know. Yeah, So he was
like, well, I've I had sex like one other time before you,
but we never like, you know, we didn't do like oral like we
just fucked basically, like we didn't kiss. It wasn't romantic like, it
was just like a quick thing. So I was showing him like, this
is where you touch a woman, This is how you go down on a
woman, this is how you woman like, this is this is where you
touch, this is where you kiss, this is how it's supposed to be,
Like, this is what you do. And it was very it was
very shy about it all, almost like he would shut down. Yeah,
but yeah, I basically taught him everything, okay mm hmm. Yeah.
And it just I'm a very sexual person. I'm very sexually driven and we'll
get into that later. But I need someone that's on that same level as
me, and we're not. We weren't there, Yeah, and he just
was he needs someone a little bit more on his level, and I'm just
I didn't have the patience. Basically, Well, my favorite thing about you
is is your savagery, which is so funny because I find you in certain
situations you're a little more whether it's you being a little more reserved or a
little more calculated in how you're responsor things by lot. With men, you
don't give a flying fuck, And it makes me so happy. Yeah,
because I fe like there's a I was raised with. Like we'll get into
that I was. I was raised that. You know. My mom was
like, you should have expectations for someone, and my dad like spoiled me
growing up. My brother's always spoiled me. So I should have higher expectations
for men. And with some situations I do, and others expectations, I
just let shit fly and I should have a little bit higher standards for myself.
But with him, I kept trying because he was so sweet to me.
Yeah, and I felt like, okay, let me give him a
chance. Like he was he was a really good person. You our study
for what like like two months, Yeah, definitely, But during that time,
it felt like he was just really shy, I guess, and socially
awkward, couldn't really hold a conversation like I could, like a good back
and forth banter. He didn't understand sarcasm, which makes me think maybe he
was on the spectrum a little bit of you don't understand the social social situation.
Yeah, and my final itck was that he he came over to my
house and my friends were like, hey, we're going out. Let's go
out. If you want to bring him, you can. And I was
like okay, like let's go. So we went to drinks lounge and my
friends they're very sarcastic, they're very bitchy and mean. But if you give
it back to him, then it's a good time. Yeah, you have
to keep up. You would keep up with them, great, Okay,
you and Adam would keep up with them. Great. You kind of got
to give it back to them, but he wasn't giving it back to them,
and I was like, oh shit. And it was just very awkward
and I was like all right, I don't think I can do this.
And it made me realize like how unlike we are. Can we talk about
how savagery it ended? Yeah, So that night I've had a couple drinks.
That night my friend asked like, hey, let's go like take like
a smoke on the balcony, you know, before we go to bed.
I'm like, oh, I'm so down, Like, hell, yeah,
he doesn't smoke, but like he didn't he told me he didn't care if
I smoked. I was like, okay, so I'm gonna go smoke,
Like do you want to sit out there with us? He's like no,
I'm good, and I was like all right, So I go take like
literally like a hit or two. I wasn't at all like out of it,
like I was very much there. I was just a little bit fun,
a little bit flirty, a little bit sassy, yeah, a little
bit twisted, twisted teeth. And I come back in I'm a good time
and I'm like, let's go lay down, let's go cuddle. I want
to kiss, you know, as one does when they're a little bit faded.
Yeah, and I drunken. N is the best. It is the
best. And so he gets it. I'm sorry, and so I I
wish. But I wasn't like not there like I was very much there.
Like I wasn't like like I was like, let's go lay down, like
I wanna go cuddle with me, go make out, like, let's go
kiss. And he was like, so we went to go cuddle and I
go with like leaning to kiss him. And he was like, oh,
you smell like weed and alcohol. And I was like, oh yeah,
let me go brush my teeth. I'll be right back. Like I jumped
up right away, brush my teeth, come back, yeah, And I
was like, I gargled. I was like, my bad, You're right,
I probably smell like shit. So I go do that. I come
back and I like and he's like, it's honestly like your breath, but
like honestly like also like I don't like the fact that you smoked and drank
and like it's just like a turn off for me. And I was like,
oh, I was like, so you don't want to like do anything
right now. Keep in mind, like our plan the whole time was he
was gonna come sleep over, which was like a regular thing, like we're
gonna come sleep over. My thing is if you're gonna sleep over, we're
gonna fuck you know. That's just my assumption. You're not coming to just
sleep over. Yeah, you guys are young and in a new relationship,
Like that's that's the point. Yeah, And he was never as like sexual
as me or like horny as me. But when the beginning, you're supposed
to be horny. Yeah, that's the early stages, the honeymoon phase,
where you're just like ripping each other's clothes off. Yeah. So, but
it wasn't like that. He was always just very hesitant around sex. So
he was like, no, I don't really want to. And also my
tummy hurts because I ate a burger and I was like okay, and I
like I was pissed. I was like okay, and I like flipped over
and went to bed. But by went to bed, I means I blasted
my TikTok for the next hour while he was trying to sleep and just so,
oh my goodness. Okay, No, no, he was just very
reserved. He's not a man of God. Okay. So then the next
morning we wake up and I'm like, all right, so let's do it
now. Like I'm like I've been waiting, and so we're kissing, I'm
like fondling him. We're fondling each other, and I'm like, all right,
so are we gonna? And he was like we tried. And the
thing was every time we tried to have sex, it would be like an
hour in and he would be like semi hard. But it was like almost
like he wasn't there a are you like y'all were having sex for an hour,
That's what I'm saying. That's what I'm saying, Like it should take
like thirty minutes tops if it's good, you know. Yeah, well especially
when you're just young and yeah, a new relationship. Yeah, take me
to Poundtown. Yeah bah bah bah bah bah. Done and done. And
I was like, hm, I've never experienced this before, and especially for
someone who has such little experience as he does, so you think they would
usually come faster, come faster, yes, yeah, but just in general,
be more excited, be like raring to go, adam was I mean
I there was There was nights very very early on in our relationship where we
would sleep in the same bed, not yet having sex, but I would
fall asleep with my pants on because I was like, oh, I'm fucking
hard the whole the time, and I'm trying to like keep that ship.
Yeah, like cuddling making you hard, yeah, like literally just spooning each
other and you're can found his booner on your butt, Like That's what I'm
used to. And so to have someone that was almost like the opposite.
So that morning after, like we were about an hour in and we were
naked, and I just paused and I was like, I don't think I'm
the right person for you. And he looked at me like very sad,
like they gave me the saddest look, and I was like, I'm sorry,
but like I don't think i'm the right girl for you. I think
you need someone more on your level and like experience, and I don't think
you're happy, which looking back, it was almost like saying like I don't
think you're right the right person for me, and I'm not happy. Yeah,
because when it takes that long and someone isn't I guess he didn't seem
like he was fully aroused. Yeah, and it makes you feel not beautiful,
it makes you feel ugly and I know him not but like die but
like that, like experience, it's like why am I not doing it for
you right now? And it would always tell me like I was beautiful and
like kiss me and stuff, and so I think sexually something was almost like
a wall for him. Yeah. So that was that. That was that,
and then two weeks, oh two weeks after that, to get over
him, I went and like had to hook up with someone. Are you
looking for a relationship? I would love to have a person and be in
a relationship. But it's almost like I just have sex with people way too
soon because I just some horny like I'm just like, yeah, yeah,
and I really should save myself and save that part because I'm just giving it.
You can have both. I think if you find the right person,
you can have both. Because Adam and I hooked up very quickly and we're
in love in two weeks. Something that's very truthful. Yeah. Please,
I think you are going to have, maybe at your age or like looking
for people your age, a hard time finding someone in that relationship. But
I think once you do, it's going to be fucking amazing because I think
you're a lot like Rihanna. You're very quick, you're very smart. Like
I think early twenty year olds, I think like they're just not ready for
you. They're not ready to settle down. And I get it. I
don't even think not settle down. I don't think they're ready for like the
woman you are. Thank you, you are grown, thank you. I
feel like I know who I am, I know what I want, and
I'm confident in that. But at the same time, yeah, I'd just
be having sex with these men way too early, and I should save myself
and let them kind of like chase it for a little bit. But I'm
like, nah, if that's not who you are. I think that's a
common misconception that you can only find a serious spouse if you like don't put
out. I think that's a misconception, and I reject that. So I'm
going to disagree, and I think you can you can have both. I
think poquelas does. I think you can have both. Maybe you should update
your profiles to be like I'm trying to hook up for life, Like I
think there's at that, but I'm not, though, like a serious relationship,
but I'm not trying to get married. No, no, no,
But I just think there's like a fun phrase of like I am DTL,
but I'm also but I'm also looking for someone. But I also want to
DTL regularly with one person for a while, like I I want I'm ready,
I'm ready to casually date one person and also let's have sex. I'm
horny. I want one person that I can text throughout the week. I
want to go do like a go to person, a mutual attachment and sex
yes, mutual attachment and sex yes, and not talk to anyone else and
give each other our time. So I guess that's a relationship. But if
you tell people you want a relationship, if you tell a twenty year old
man, yea, I would like a relationship, they're like red flag,
red flag, gotta go. Okay, bye, I disagree. It just
takes the right one. Adam is twenty one. Dating in our generation is
very hard. Sure. Well, I was wanting to say, you told
me some very fun news today. Yeah. So, and Adam doesn't know
I've not told him. Oh my god, Adam, So we have a
new bombshell has entered the villa. Yes, okay, So moving on along
of my sexual exploratories and just you got a crazy few months I have because
you have to drop the bombshell of a recent experience you had. Okay,
so evolving two people, Okay, Okay, so let's phrase this of I
always knew from about eighteen, I guess right after high school, maybe a
little bit in high school too, that I was by I've had several like
friendships with like a best friend, and I was like, why am I
jealous that they're hanging out with other friends? You know? And then it
wasn't until looking back, and I was like, oh, maybe I had
like a crush on them. And then as I'm getting older and I'm watching
porn and stuff, and I'm like, oh, yeah, like I like
threesomes specifically, I like watching girls period, Like I like lesbian porn and
everything, and I always like really wanted to have a threesome. So I
was just when I moved to Austin, moving out of my parents' house,
I was like I got on a bunch of apps basically trying to find a
couple to have sex with. And it's not like it wasn't not happening.
Like I was definitely finding people, but then it was just like finding the
courage to go do it. And is this like a specific app? Like
well, originally I was on this like specific one specifically for finding like people
with that like minded like ideas. But then one day I was just like
swiping on Tinder and this like couple matched with me, and their profrale basically
just said that they were looking for like a third and but they reached out
to me and they said like, we'd like to take you to like this
nice speakeasy for drinks, and I was like, oh, I was like
okay. So I told him, like, I was like, that sounds
really special, Like I'm so down, but the idea of that like formalness
scared me, Okay, So I just texted them. I was like,
to be honest, I've never been with a girl before and it kind of
intimidates me. And I'd honestly just like to come to your house and like
smoke a bowl and that's it. So that's what and they were like and
she was like, honestly, like I totally understand, like I was in
your place at one time, so like, yes, you can come over.
Let's just chill, relax and like feel the vibe. And I was
like, thank god, because that's very formal. I don't know, like
yeah, like dressing up and going to this place in the city and like
sitting over a table together. I was like, I don't know if that
sounds right for me. That sounds not me, And I don't know if
I would want to talk for that long, especially if I'm new or if
I'm just horning. Yeah, and I was horny. Yeah, I don't
want to know. I don't want to just like sit at a table and
drink and talk. Like let's see if I feel comfortable and just and fuck
yeah. So I went to their apartment. It was a very very nice
apartment. It was a really nice apartment. Like, are you saying it's
nicer than ours? It was pretty fucking nice. It was I don't,
I don't have any words. Besides, it was a really nice apartment and
two very successful people. One was around my age. The other was like
thirty seven, interesting, kind of scary, so big age. But he
looked very young, very fit, very young and fit and handsome. Can
we see pickies? Yeah, let me pull out some pickies. Can we
call them Minnie and Mickey? Sure? Okay, I hate that. Well
your daisies, this is perfect. Yeah. Ooh, that's his best friend.
But that's her, okay, and that's him, Like okay, so
we're just oop. I actually took a screenshot of this anyway, okay,
so uh. But they seemed like good people. So I went. We
smoked a little bit, we talked, got to know each other, and
then I was like, well, it's kind of like just like jumping into
a cold river. I was like, I'm just gonna jump. And so
I was like, would it be okay if I kissed you to the girl.
Okay, And keep in mind, like we were sitting almost like this,
like I was sitting with her on the couch and the guy was like
sitting in an armchair. And so this is your first experience with this is
my first experience with a woman. And I guess I was telling my roommate
about it that it made me less nervous to have an extra person there.
That's something I was already familiar with. I guess, Okay, I'm already
familiar being with a man. I know how a man works. And I
guess comfort genitals, Yeah, comfort genitals, and then also like less uh
personal. I guess, like being one on one it's very intimate that I
guess made me nervous. So having a third person there, it's kind of
like we're having fun, you know. It's a buffer, a buffer for
sure. So I was like, but I've always known that, like I
wanted to be with a girl sexually. It was just like building up the
courage of like I would like to go down on some puss, so hey,
oh that for you. Yeah, So I kissed her and I was
like, yeah, this feels nice, this feels right, And we were
kissing for a little bit and then she was like, let's let's go to
the bedroom. So we went to their bedroom and it kind of just went
from there. Clothes came off, we all fucked in different positions. Oh
yeah, eight pussy, I got my pussy eight. I was I knew
I would have been good at it because I'm good at giving head, so
they're vastly different. So I was just like, I would not feel different
for you, I guess because I have a vagina. Sure, I know
how they work and I know what feels good. And she was like,
you, like, know what you're doing for not doing this before, and
I'm like, yeah, but like I feel like I know what I would
want to be done, so that's fair. So I was kind of a
natural at it. I wasn't afraid of it either, you know, like
I know what a vagina smells like, you know. So that was that,
and yeah, I'm just I also her guys, dick was huge.
Was it was thick, it was long. I got this shit fucked out
of me and it was a really good time and I don't regret it at
all. It was like a hole door opening for me. And it kind
of when I told my roommate about it the next day. He was like,
I'm so happy for you because I know you've said you were by for
a long time. But it's kind of like he wasn't gonna believe it until
he saw it, I guess, and honestly kind of like same because it's
like kind of like, yeah, like I am, like I do like
women. It's a confirmation for you. Yeah, Like I'm almost gonna get
a little tearing out about it because not really but like I don't know,
kind of like accepting that part of myself, you know. Yeah, but
it was a really good time and I'll definitely probably see them again and like
maybe go to that speakeasy with them. But I was like, for the
first time meeting, y'all, I don't want to go there. That's fair
and it's nice to have now you're comfortable and getting to know and all those
good things. Yeah, I've been with women, but I've never been in
a threesome, so I'm very true. Right, I do recommend sensorly sensory
overload. It was fantastic. It was one of the best experiences actually I've
ever had in my life. Oh yeah, it was. It was great.
Do you want me to go into detail. I do, but I
also have questions, Please are you going with me? Asking questions? Ask
questions? So I'm asking this on behalf of Adam that he's not going to
care, but I care. So what role? And also because like I've
never had a threesome and I know Adam's like and that both of our thinking
behind it is like is this overwhelming? What does everyone do? Like in
this case? Because I always feel like it starts off with the women because
women love women and women love just like being with women. So it's like,
what was the male role and how involved was do you think it was?
Like, y'all are all a third taking the same role? Did he
hop in at a certain point? Like what was his role? Yeah?
Good question. So I definitely knew I wanted to put more attention to her
because if I was in her position, I would feel jealous. I guess
if it wasn't because they're the couple. Yeah, So it's almost like I'm
just there to add to this situation. She gets it, but I'm comfortable
with that, you know, that's a big part of our threesome situation.
I'm like, well, we would have to find someone that understands that they're
not the start of the show. Yeah, so I forget how it started.
I started with me like going down on her and like wow, showing
her that like I am serious about the nurse. I'm here, like I'm
here for you. No, just like kind of establishing that with her first
that like I'm because she's the one that I was talking with. I never
like talked with him over text, okay, so kind of showing her like
I'm I want this for you. I want like I'm here to experience you
because I've already been with a man, I guess, so I'm like,
I know, like uh, kind of picking up what I'm putting down.
I wanted to show her like we have that going on. And yes he
did fuck me, but the connection was between you two, yeah, most
definitely, And it was kind of hot. Like when I would be like
pleasuring her, I would like look over at him like a look, look
what I'm doing to her. Ah you know yeah, yeah, so that
was kind of hot. And then even when he was fucking me, she
like sat on my face a word, yeah, word and vice versa.
So like everyone, like I wanted to make sure that everyone consistently was a
part of it. I guess, yeah, like no one being like left
out? Yeah, because I guess when like someone's left as an EmPATH,
if someone's being left out, I'm like I feel bad. Yeah, so
but yeah, I mean basically every position you can think of we did.
Oh my god, got it when he was sucking her, I ate his
ass? You ate the groceries? How was that? Was that your first
time? But it wasn't my first time eating ass? Okay? I like
to eat ass because it makes men like go wild. I've never eaten ass,
Like, I don't think you'll let me the groceries. We've talked about
my whole thing with that, my whole the whole thing is my whole.
Yeah. I just don't feel confident enough in my cleanliness, Like I don't
care how much you gross. Well, no, I'm like I can scrub
all day, like you're gonna feel nervous. I'm gonna feel nervous just about
how clean I am. Do you spread the cheeks a little? So they
were technique they were waxed. Both of them were waxed. I got a
Harry booty. I feel like I would have to get does the hair bother
you though? Or no? And you've gone down on him. Yeah,
I have. So it's like it's like the hair is there, you know,
as you're licking the balls and ship the hair is there. So it's
just like licking a ball sack, but you go a little further down.
Mm hmm. Okay, I mean it's just like almost like you're giving a
blowy, but you go further down and just like start licking their taint like
okay, and you just go a little further down and there there's their whole
You know what, I don't actually think. I'm very afraid of this.
What I would Adam, if I may, what I would need from you,
if if you were ever going to let me and you felt like you
were in a place to try, You're gonna have to just like I get
shy and I clam up. You clam up too, each Yeah, I
need I need I need you. I need those froggy legs. I need
the legs. Can you move towards the stirrups? You know what I mean?
Like we do and nope? So yeah, I just need that like
openness from you because when you're all clamped up and you do have hair,
and like it's just like where is it, you know, because you're all
shelled up. Oh my god, i'd even consider that this is something I
haven't done and I should try. I just because knowing that their pleasure center
is down there. Yeah, And like, let's say, it's almost like
when you're like stroking the dick and then you go to like lick their balls,
but then you just go a little further down and they're like, and
you go a little further down, they're like, Because I always think the
back is archie, I always think about like giving it a little mic check,
a little one too. Yeah, but I don't in my mind,
I just don't think about, like, oh, use your mouth, girl,
because I just think it's just not his thing. So I don't ever
think about like doing that. So I'm just it's a whole new world.
I forgot that I haven't eaten ass and I should try. I mean,
I'm so excited. And you don't have to fully shave. You can just
do like a little trimmer like how you would hair. His hair is very
thin, like he doesn't nice. That's very body positive and I love that
for you, well, I love that for us. It's my choice.
I love his hair. I love every piece of his hair. True story.
I did trim my genitals once and she cried. I wasn't happy,
for sure. I never guess that because your beard is so full, so
I thought you had a full bush. Have you seen his stomach? No,
but I'm good that's you. I don't really, I don't see it
at the pool. Yeah, because well I'm just trying to show he's very
hair. Do you mind, Yeah, so he's just he's just hairy,
but you're very But I see no back hare though it is, of course,
it's not even like if I may. Even his pubes are very similar.
They're straight, like my pubes are much curly, and in course,
yes, like his are a little coarser than his chest hair, but it
is very more straight. And even he doesn't shave anything, and so like
his back he has a little patch of back hair. And then even like
his booty in his crack, it's very it's very much like his chest hair.
Like it does not bother me. It's very soft. Well, it's
it's if the if, because you're the one that's going to be eating it,
So if the hair bothers you, but you just have to be confident
enough to let her do it. Like, it's not like a sexually thing.
It's not a sexual thing. It's literally like a cleanliness thing. I
just like, I just know me. He's pretty secure in his masculinity about
about about but play For the most part, it's just what about like after
a shower, like I'm willing to try it. I'm not saying I just
know me, like I just know me, Like I'm I don't know.
I think I'm always gonna be self cautious about what it's like back there.
I'm unconscious about it too. But you have good time, don't you.
We can do it. We'll go for it. Do you get up in
there with the washbrag and some dial soap? Oh? Yeah, I know.
I scrub's good. Do you do you eat her ass? So?
I mean ass tastes like ass no matter what. But it honestly, it
just tastes like skin. Like there's no there's no taste to it. It
just tastes like skin. I guess if they're clean, if it's like after
the gym and they've been sweating in their ass crack and shit, yeah,
it's gonna taste musty, crusty. But it's I think that's the same for
if like you're a vagiety or a penis. If they're at the gym,
they're sweaty, you know, of course it's gonna smell. You're inspiring.
Mean, they've ever been so passionate about how I need to eat ass.
I mean, it wasn't my first time, but anyway, they were very
clean, both of them very clean. It was a good time. And
like, as he was fucking her, I ate his ass and it was
a good time. And I made him come doing that. So that was
fun. Oh wordm hm any honorable mention standout moments mentioned that the eye contacting
was really fun. Yes, so he I was on my back. He
was at the end of the bed, just fucking the shit out of me,
Holy shit, And she was like rubbing down there and she was like
I was looking at both of them, and they were like talking dirty to
each other, and she was like yeah. They were like, yeah,
your fucking ears are good, and I was like, yeah, to see
you on the foam finger, like yeah, yes, yeah, I'd never
considered that, but that's very funny to hear dirty talk that that's not directed.
Yeah, Like they were talking to each other about how he was fucking
me. She liked watching me getting fucked or I guess him fucking me,
and she was like sucking on my nipples and like looking at me and like
choking me, and like and this is just so fun. I don't think
I've ever had I'm sure I've had friends that had threesomes. No one has
spoken to me about it. You're the first. I'm a very sex positive
person. Yeah. Yeah, like two days ago, Rihanna, I've only
told I've only told my roommate. My best friend is not also my roommate,
and then Rihanna because Rihanna is also very sex positive, and I know
she wouldn't judge me, and I wouldn't. I know, she wouldn't tell
anyone besides people on the internet, the whole internet. Yeah. Yeah,
but I doubt like anyone that I know would listen to this, you know,
especially if I'm not under my fake under my name, you know.
Yeah. Yeah, Like I don't think anywhere here Daisy Duck. Yeah,
I'm just your real Daisy Duck and just think cool. I'm really excited for
you, Oh my gosh. And do you have any questions, because I
mean, this is some A threesome is something we talk about and have questions
and like get overwhelmed about I don't know, Yeah, I don't know what
to ask if you don't have anything to ask her asking questions. I'm just
trying to thinking about it. I'm just having fun, just learning about I'm
experienced. It sounds like maybe this was a pretty regular thing for them.
Oh yeah, most definitely this was like their lifestyle. Because I asked him
about it as we were smoking. I was like, so, like,
do you guys enjoy this? Like what do you get out of it?
And he was like, I enjoy watching her get to experience her sexuality,
and obviously I enjoy it because I'm a man also, and then yeah,
and then she was like yeah, and it just like keeps things exciting and
interesting after being with one person for so long, Like why not try something
new? Do you know how long they've been together? I didn't really get
too and she's she's only twenty five, yeah the girl the girl was and
the guy was older, which yeah, but he looks very young, Like
he looked fit and like took care of himself. But that kind of was
like, huh, that's weird. But I'm not going to ask too many
questions about that that's not the priority tonight. Yeah, like facts like we'll
get into a therapy session about that later. What's about that? But I
mean that's not really my business. But I'm excited that you got to experience
a woman. Yeah, that it was enjoyable because if anything, that could
also be extra overwhelming because you could have the opportunity to be with a woman.
But also, was this your first reesome? Yeah? Well no,
oh in college, but the first one sucked in college. Keep in mind
we're in dorms and I I was just getting out of a relationship, a
high school relationship that I had been in for all my years of high school.
Very toxic, Yeah, very sexually driven. But I was so young
and I not all the time didn't want to have sex. And but he
was my he was my age too, but he would almost always like kind
of force me to have sex sometimes even when I didn't want to. So
during like my first year of college was like kind of taking my body back
of like and since then it's kind of been like that of I want if
I want to have sex, I'm going to have sex with who I want
to and how I want it. So I met someone in my dorms that
we were just always like down to have sex with each other, even if
it wasn't very good. It was kind of just there, I guess yeah,
and very like casual. I wasn't necessarily like attracted to the person.
It was just kind of like, eh, might as well kind of getting
over that too anyway. So he hit me up and he was like,
would you be down to have a threesome with one of my guy friends?
Oh? So two men's it was two men, but it was horrible.
It was not good. There was no pleasure for me there. It was
on a rug in my dorm and yeah, no, it was not good
at all. It's not it was. It was not good. I don't
regret it. But at the same time, it was like it didn't really
need to happen. I shouldn't have put myself in that situation or said.
It's another thing of like the vibe of like same thing of like oh do
you have a condom? Yeah? Or do you really want to do this
yeah? I guess yeah, just letting it happen. I feel like I
would only want to have a threesome with two men if those two men were
gay, oh yeah, because they would actually make sure that I was pleasured,
Like two straight men are just wanting to like take turns on me.
Yeah. Yeah, I feel like that becomes more more of just about the
fantasy. Yeah, and about the two dudes. Well, that's what I
kind of mean. That's why I said, like two college guys trying to
react to reenact to Arno, I feel like, no matter what the age
is, one female, two men, like you said, unless it's a
gay couple trying to experiment, like if it's two heterosexual men, it feels
like it could very just Yeah. I mean I I also get very quickly.
Yeah. I loved my body like I wasn't really there. We were
only eighteen, and it was kind of like almost like a fuck you to
my ex in my mind, like yeah, I'm gonna go. Yeah.
I feeling I basically yeah, almost like I'm gonna do this because I was
forced to have sex with you for so long and now I'm gonna go have
sex with these two guys. Even though he didn't know about it. It
was very much like in my head, but kind of in the moment when
I realized like what was happening, it was like I wasn't there. Yeah,
but after anyway, but any horm like, yeah that was that was
that? Okay mm hmm okay, but yeah, this this one was really
great. Definitely a door opened for me. It felt like a huge weight
off my shoulders. Really, yes, because I been wanting to do that
with a woman for so long. But it was just like a it was
a good experience. Yeah. Do you think anytime soon like you would have
had an experience with a woman if it wasn't in a threesome? Do you
think the three like the three are? You kind of mentioned that the threesome
thing helped a little bit? Yeah, do you think had like his say,
had just some woman on tender reached out to you? And I said,
do you think that would have been tougher for you? So I am
talking to several girls and I think the thing is is I don't know how
to talk to a woman in a flirtatious way. I know how to talk
to them in like yes, girly queen way, like as like their bestie,
Like That's how I know how to interact with women. And so in
a situation where we're almost like we're here to have sex and there's a man
here that's also waiting to have sex. I guess kind of a fucked up
way. I guess that's kind of fucked up. But the intentions were there
and then but like going for like coffee with a girl, and like I
wouldn't know how to act. I guess I wouldn't know how to be flirtatious.
I would just be like talking like a girl human. Yeah, but
I'm flirty with everyone exactly, so you're flirty with me. Yeah, But
in my head, I'm not being flirty. I'm just being myself. I
think that's one and the same. I think being yourself is key, and
I think I think you're OK. I do, I do. I think
that that's any person, whether it's male or female. You want to be
yourself and you want them to appreciate you and like you for who you are,
and that's who you are, even if you are a little sleigh yes
queen with the girlies, But like when you get to know them and you're
more comfortable, it becomes a lot less yes slagh queen, like it's just
more of like how are you doing? And da da da da, Like
you start to develop feelings and care about that person. I think it'll come
a lot more natural than you think. I guess if it would transition from
like, for example, one of our work friends, the one that has
like the really cool nails. Yes, like I've I hold her hand like
a lot, like during work, and I'm like, hey, like I
call her cute little nicknames, and we're just like very flirty with each other.
There are twos. She's like a version of you. Yeah, I
love her. I think she's the sweetest little thing. But I don't know,
I don't I don't see myself being with her, I guess because obviously
she's a lot younger than us, but also like she's a lot younger than
me, Yeah, closer in your age. Yeah, I mean she's like,
uh, she's eighteen. Oh I'm twenty three, So okay, that's
a lot. I mean, I would never want to date a eighteen year
old. No, that's weird to me. The youngest. Honestly, I
don't think I could go younger than twenty three, just because at that point,
like you're not, we're not in the same part of our lives with
the workspace that we met each other in. Any time I met any girls
that couldn't drink and they're like like yeah, we work with another girl too.
That's like, Oh, I want to let me get your number and
we can do something. I was like, No, it feels illegal to
be around you because I can go to jail if I gave you alcohol,
which I wouldn't do. But you know what I mean, Like, it
just feels not that drinking is a big part of my life. It's just
a weird like indicator of yeah, I shouldn't be around you. Well,
so I have had friends in the past where we've gotten very close, you
know, best friends. You're having sleepover, it's just girls. You're sleeping
in the same bed, you know, like it's normal. Yeah, I
feel like it's normal for girls to do that. Yeah, we're changing in
front of each other. We're just very comfortable with each other. And one
time one of my like, very very close friends, she like looked at
me for a little too long, and I think we both kind of thought
in our heads like what if we were to kiss? But then I was
the one that was just that kind of like looked away and was like,
yeah, because I think I was scared. Yeah, kind of I didn't.
I didn't want to ruin our friendship. Yeah, I guess if that
didn't work out, like I just lost my best friend. Yeah, so
I guess in my head that's still very scary to me and how I would
approach that and how I guess the dynamic would work. I'm used to a
man, and I think that's what trips me out about this last relationship too,
that he wasn't sexually driven. I'm used to a man that's very sexually
driven and like that dynamic. Yeah, I guess I'm not used to I
guess someone being nice to me, but that there's some of that dynamic may
still be true. You know. You could, you know, meet a
woman who is just as sexually driven and takes a little more control and is
a little it has a little bit more of that masculinity that you're used to.
That's it. It's masculinity for sure. Yeah, and I think that
that coexists in women as well. So I get that it's new and it's
going to be a journey and you you're gonna have to experience that for yourself.
But just like you did with the threesome, I think it's just something
you need to hop into and I think you'll be surprised of Like, Okay,
I like this person. I don't see this person as a friend.
I'm here to either whether it's fucking or be in a relationship. Like I
think you'll be surprised how naturally it'll come to you, because use people are
people you've And that's another thing. As soon as I went to there,
because I was very nervous. I was so nervous not to meet them,
but to be like, oh, so I'm going to be seeing a girl
tonight. Yeah. And I've kissed girls before, like but only when I
was drunk, okay, and I knew I enjoyed it. I knew I
felt a little tingle down there. And I would be like telling my friends
like, oh my god, I just kissed the girl. I really liked
it. And they were like, yeah, well girls do that when they're
drunk, and they kind of I was like, oh, okay, those
girls just haven't come around to the sexuality. Yeah. And then yeah,
well but you've been with women before, yes, so what is that like.
Well, my experience was a little different because one of them, like
my first the first woman I was with was well I guess it wasn't the
first one, but she was the more serious one because we were more intimate.
She was older than me. How older. I was eighteen and she
was like twenty two. That's not too bad. No, four years,
yeah, four years. I was still in high school and she was in
college. Oh, that's that's different. We met at a Lady Gaga concert.
I love that. And we kept in touch a lot, and we
followed each other on socials. And I don't think she really thought of me
as really young, because every time she saw me, I was like driving
out on the town. I was at the concerts. I was, you
know, we would go to concerts together. We went to a few different
concerts. But you told me you grew up really fast anyway, so you've
you've always been more mature, carried yourself differently. Yeah, especially when I
had a car, Like I was never home. It's like, what are
you doing, I'm at work, Okay, I'll meet you after work.
Like I was just always out. So I think people saw me a lot,
viewed me differently for that reason. Yeah, And it was it was
interesting. She was a little, a little meggy with me. I don't
think she was particularly nice to me. I think I was very infatuated with
her. I did if I know what her birthday is I swear she's a
cancer and but yeah, so she was a cancer, so that totally makes
up, totally makes sense, which was very funny because she was a full
blown, like capital L lesbian and this was deaf. Definitely my first experience
being more serious with a woman. And she was like, you should just
give me everything, and I was like, but I don't know how what,
Like what do you mean give you everything? Like I it was like
I would. I fingered her and things like that, Like she didn't touch
me much. It was always me pleasuring her. Y'all should see my face
right now. I look so concerned, but it's hysterical because for when I
am a child, I'm eighteen years old. I've never done this before,
so I don't even know how good it was for her. It was decent
enough because she kept wanting me back. Yeah, but it was a lot
of coaching. It was her like walking me, talking me through things to
play please her. And that was kind of it. That was kind of
the dynamic. Things fizzled off very naturally, and I was just infatuated with
her, and like she lived in the Dallas area and I like in the
car just took a bus to Dallas to go stay with her for the weekend,
and one of my tattoos I got with her, Like I didn't get
it with her, but she was like. I was like I wanted,
like Eve been wanting to get that tattoo, and I was like, yeah,
sheol, do you want to go get it? She didn't get a
tattoo. I just got mine. But like I was in doubt the flowers
I have on my leg I got with her when I was in Dallas.
It's giving a little manipulative, yeah, and her being older, knowing how
to manipulate someone that is very unsure of themselves. Yeah, looking back at
it, like I think I was just very excited and she was very beautiful.
We like the same kind of music. I went to her apartment.
Oh gosh, I forgot about that. Yeah, I was at her apartment
all the time. That girl would text me. I remember being at a
sleepover with a front and she texted me like at midnight at a friend's house
and I was like so excited. I was like, all right, guys,
I gotta go by, and I like took off and went to essentially
a booty call. I was a booty call. I was I was just
a booty call. But I was very infatuated with her and I liked her
a lot. And but everything before her was more like a lot of making
out with girls, never drunk though. It was always girls that we were
kind of friends, but knew that we wanted to make out. It was
never I have a friend who's been on this been on this show, Anna,
who's talked about like, yeah, I just like to make out with
my friends. Like it wasn't really like that, like our intentions were to
make out. We were just really friendly and I think we were just all
we were just not in a place to actually explore that dates or anything like
that because we were in high school. So I've done a lot of that
of just like fornicating and making out and like very like things like that make
out sessions. And then all my like really physical things were with the older
woman. I never had a woman. I've never had a woman touch my
puss. I was gonna say for her to be older and more experienced.
If I was in her position, I'd be like, let me show you
this world, let me show you what feels good. Yeah, let me
show you. And Chris is lesbian and for but it also kind of makes
me think because as someone that is literally her age, she was twenty two,
I'm twenty three. I would never consider an eighteen year old like that.
I I don't know, it's just someone that young, you know what
I'm saying. Yeah, And I guess like you're fresh out of high school.
I was still in high school. You're still in high school. I
think for me that big gives me big. I continued on until I was
out of high school, but it was mainly in high school because of the
tail end of high school, I started dating my substitute teacher. So that's
what I was gonna say. I've left love. Well, that's what I'm
gonna say too, and especially accordance to kind of what you're talking about with
this woman, like and not to try to sound like I'm chooting my own
horn or anything like that. Like from my understanding, as far as full
relationships go, I'm kind of the most healthy one you've had. Rihanna has
kind of a history that like, the you're getting with this relationship is kind
of a history. I've also been in a lot of toxic relationships, though
we have a lot in common of I'm constantly wanting to constantly wanting to affirm
people, even if and I chase that of wanting to make people feel better
for themselves. Yeah, especially when you think they're cool as fun. I
mean, that's why I got my degree in psychology, because I just like
making people feel better about themselves. Yeah, that's like my thing. I
love hyping people up, even if they are the most like. I can
fix some Yeah, exactly, I can fix them, and I can listen
to you, and I can make you feel better about yourselves. And I
guess I don't understand that even if you make them feel better about themselves,
that doesn't mean that they're going to be a better person. Yeah, yeah,
mic job, But that's so that's true, and I don't thing it
took me a very long time to figure that out. I still don't think
I figured that out. Yeah, I mean, I think I still struggle
with that a lot of friendships because friendships are hard, and I love friendship.
I'm such a friendship gal. I dive into friendships. You're a girl's
girl. We are girls girls. Yeah, and some people are responsive to
that. Some people are half responsive. So it's a little confusing to me.
I don't always feel like all of my friends are on the same on
the same level of that, but it makes the tough friendships are hard.
Yeah, yeah, but I'm glad you got to have your exploratory yeah with
women and I You've inspired me to eat the groceries and I will let you
know how, and I'll text my friend after I was done. I will
text you after I eat those groceries. I tell Rianna everything. I mean.
Yeah, Well, I'm excited for your journey and I do hope you
I really want to check back in about how these if you go on some
dates with some ladies and like, you know, this could be your your
baby gay phase. Yes. My roommate was telling me, like, you
really you have to get out of your comfort zone. Yeah, and that's
literally out of my comfort zone. Sex is very much within my comfort zone.
Yeah, you know, and you know you're good at it with ladies.
I guess out of my comfort zone is actually getting to know people laship
does that say about me? We'll get into that next time Part two.
Part I mean, this is longest fuck. Is there anything you want to
add, Daisy before we wrap up? Any any knowledge or wisdom you want
to share for anyone else that is branching out into their sexuality. Be yourself,
and whoever is okay with it is worth it. And whoever is not
okay with it or it doesn't matter, it's it goes. Whoever minds doesn't
matter, and whoever doesn't mind matters. There's another way to put that,
but I feel like cow man tequila shots. Are you in three three oh?
Whoever matters doesn't mind, and whoever minds doesn't matter? There in stand
for something? What are you gonna do? Just be yourself, be yourself,
know what you want, go after it, make it happen. Until
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