WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.720 --> 00:00:04.759 Bottled Up Bitches is hosted by a horny married couple. Content may include adult 2 00:00:04.799 --> 00:00:09.000 language and themes. Check the description for more details. Your discretion is advised. 3 00:00:14.160 --> 00:00:18.399 It's season five. Welcome back to Bottle Up Bitches, your favorite sex 4 00:00:18.519 --> 00:00:23.399 podcast hosted by a horny married couple with me Rihanna Campbell and me producer Man 5 00:00:23.440 --> 00:00:28.440 Adam. Sex shouldn't be taboo or embarrassing, so let's talk about it. 6 00:00:28.559 --> 00:00:35.079 Stay Horny Bitches. Welcome, Welcome back to another episode of Bottle Up Bitches 7 00:00:35.119 --> 00:00:39.600 with Me, Rihanna and Me Adam. That's you, that's me. I 8 00:00:39.640 --> 00:00:42.039 gotta, I got, I got a song to start this off. Okay, 9 00:00:42.079 --> 00:00:45.200 here we go. This is a This is an exclusive. You heard 10 00:00:45.240 --> 00:00:50.560 it here first, Daisy, Daisy, all for the love of you, 11 00:00:52.039 --> 00:00:56.520 have crazy fallen in love? Well wait, I sucked it up already. 12 00:00:57.039 --> 00:00:59.520 Well I don't like you loving my friend. Yeah, that's fair. I 13 00:00:59.520 --> 00:01:03.960 thought it was a Is there something you're not telling me? Is this the 14 00:01:03.040 --> 00:01:08.239 exclusive? You're leaving me for my friend? Daisy? Whopsies? Well, 15 00:01:08.280 --> 00:01:12.680 Adam, isn't she But honestly, isn't she a sligh? She is the 16 00:01:12.719 --> 00:01:19.000 sweetest little bug my girlfriend, Daisy? So although we said no, guess 17 00:01:19.040 --> 00:01:25.400 this season, well we part we are going to have girl chat. So 18 00:01:25.760 --> 00:01:29.840 Daisy's not an expert, although she is an expert. No, she's not 19 00:01:30.000 --> 00:01:38.000 an educated sex solicious. She's not a professional. She is an incredible human 20 00:01:38.040 --> 00:01:42.519 in my life, a really good friend of mine, and she has the 21 00:01:42.560 --> 00:01:46.920 most incredible sexual experiences. And I only want girl chat. I miss girl 22 00:01:47.000 --> 00:01:49.239 chat. If you were around for season one, you know all about girl 23 00:01:49.359 --> 00:01:53.480 chat and what that means and how fun those conversations are. So we are 24 00:01:53.560 --> 00:02:00.599 officially rebranding the the girl Chat Conversations. You'll see that updated, like and 25 00:02:00.760 --> 00:02:05.519 I'm gonna change them all in the names of them in spreaker, so you'll 26 00:02:05.519 --> 00:02:07.000 see that reflect on Spotify. So like, if you're new here and you 27 00:02:07.159 --> 00:02:10.639 like this episode of just girls being girls chatting it up, talking about sex 28 00:02:10.639 --> 00:02:14.919 and drinking, you can easily find those episodes. You've got lots of other 29 00:02:15.000 --> 00:02:19.120 ones with with Jenya, with Emily, a bunch of other different gals that 30 00:02:19.159 --> 00:02:23.560 are just important, uh Anna, You'll find those in the episodes now in 31 00:02:23.599 --> 00:02:27.360 the title like this one, but this is kind of like a new thing 32 00:02:27.439 --> 00:02:31.439 moving forward is Bottled Up Bitches Presents Girl chat. You know, like this 33 00:02:31.560 --> 00:02:38.520 is like our own little sub section of an episode. Absolutely, Adam, 34 00:02:38.719 --> 00:02:43.360 you just got done editing takeaways thoughts. It's a really fun episode. I 35 00:02:43.400 --> 00:02:45.879 really, I really enjoyed this. I mean, you were sitting next to 36 00:02:45.919 --> 00:02:47.159 me while I was editing and you're laughing. Yeah, I kept laughing. 37 00:02:47.159 --> 00:02:53.199 There's there's some really funny moments. There's some very like deep moments. I 38 00:02:53.240 --> 00:02:55.639 think this is this is a This is like an all around good episode, 39 00:02:55.759 --> 00:03:00.479 both funny and emotional. Yeah, you're gonna laugh, You're to cry, 40 00:03:00.919 --> 00:03:05.360 you're gonna feel something, feel something, pi ants Yeah. Yeah. And 41 00:03:05.439 --> 00:03:07.560 I also feel like, especially when you're editing, it's always girl chats. 42 00:03:07.599 --> 00:03:12.400 We're like, well, this is a long one. They always go very 43 00:03:12.479 --> 00:03:15.400 long. They always go very long because it's girls being girls. Cocoa and 44 00:03:15.560 --> 00:03:19.080 Coco's episode was amazing, and we had to shorten her down as much as 45 00:03:19.080 --> 00:03:22.280 we could. We took out a good amount of cocos episode. Yeah, 46 00:03:22.360 --> 00:03:27.919 we'll probably upload the full length of Coco's episode and Patreon Patreon's five dollars. 47 00:03:28.120 --> 00:03:30.479 Yeah, I was gonna say so. Something we kind of discussed about is 48 00:03:30.560 --> 00:03:34.319 with this particular but we'll probably we may go back and do it to others. 49 00:03:34.400 --> 00:03:38.120 Is that you know, this one had such it was such a long 50 00:03:38.159 --> 00:03:40.960 episode. We had to take out so much half No, yeah, it 51 00:03:40.960 --> 00:03:45.000 was about an hour and a half recording and we're trying to knock it down 52 00:03:45.039 --> 00:03:47.479 to a little under an hour forty five to an hour. So there's a 53 00:03:47.520 --> 00:03:51.960 lot of cutting room floor stuff that is that is good stuff, just you 54 00:03:52.000 --> 00:03:54.840 know, it didn't make the cut compared to other things. So we're gonna 55 00:03:54.919 --> 00:04:00.599 put that as a full uncut episode on our patrion time so you can go 56 00:04:00.719 --> 00:04:08.000 to join our Patreon. It's only five dollars a month and you get and 57 00:04:08.120 --> 00:04:11.919 you get uh, you know, bonus episodes every other week. You get 58 00:04:11.960 --> 00:04:14.879 uncut episodes and all kinds of fun stuff. And we had some exciting things 59 00:04:14.919 --> 00:04:17.000 we were talking about today. Yeah, for the future that we're going to 60 00:04:17.040 --> 00:04:20.040 do on there. Yeah, I'm really stoked about it. We have two 61 00:04:20.079 --> 00:04:28.240 incredible members. Shout out to Curly and Billy or two Patreon. I only 62 00:04:28.519 --> 00:04:32.240 down our favorite people. So in case you don't catch it at this point, 63 00:04:32.360 --> 00:04:35.759 if you've been like, hey, I do want to join their Patreon, 64 00:04:35.839 --> 00:04:40.160 but their pricing was too high, I completely understand. It's knocked down. 65 00:04:40.160 --> 00:04:43.560 It's only five dollars a month, which is the standard for every other 66 00:04:43.600 --> 00:04:46.120 show. Yeah, well sorry, it used to be expensive. With it 67 00:04:46.160 --> 00:04:49.000 being five dollars, we get like three dollars back, so I mean, 68 00:04:49.160 --> 00:04:53.519 suck our ass if expensive, Well sorry, I wanted to make something. 69 00:04:53.560 --> 00:04:55.920 But also we appreciate you and we know that your money. You know, 70 00:04:55.959 --> 00:04:58.360 not everyone going four ten dollars a month. Big hugs and kisses. I 71 00:04:58.399 --> 00:05:04.600 love you all about further ado, I am super stoked to present this amazing 72 00:05:04.639 --> 00:05:23.680 episode with Daisy, So enjoy. Okay, it's happening now. Just feel 73 00:05:23.720 --> 00:05:27.399 the vibes and Adam will edit it to start where it makes no sense. 74 00:05:27.720 --> 00:05:30.879 Okay. I do intros and stuff like when you're not here. Okay. 75 00:05:30.000 --> 00:05:34.120 Yeah, So it's just cute girl things, just gurly things, and we're 76 00:05:34.120 --> 00:05:38.959 going to talk about you. You brought up mistakes. I think of them 77 00:05:39.040 --> 00:05:45.639 as experiences. You're just a girl just for icebreakers. You mentioned recently in 78 00:05:45.680 --> 00:05:49.000 your viral tiktoks, because you are a TikTok star, I sure I am 79 00:05:49.120 --> 00:05:55.240 that you recently had a date where the man could not hold a conversation, 80 00:05:55.399 --> 00:06:00.600 and I would like to learn more about this homie. Yeah, so I 81 00:06:00.680 --> 00:06:03.839 met him on I'm on three dating sites. I'm on bumble, Hinge and 82 00:06:03.879 --> 00:06:09.120 Tinder as one is, oh even Facebook dating face what. Yeah, it's 83 00:06:09.120 --> 00:06:12.879 a thing. It's a thing. Is that like a new part of this? 84 00:06:13.079 --> 00:06:15.439 Like I didn't know it was a thing until like about a month ago, 85 00:06:15.680 --> 00:06:17.240 But it's a thing. If I opened my Facebook app, I'll find 86 00:06:17.240 --> 00:06:21.040 Facebook dating like I do. Actually, my most recent relationship, but the 87 00:06:21.040 --> 00:06:26.759 one that he couldn't fuck that was the one that I met on Facebook dating. 88 00:06:27.160 --> 00:06:29.560 I didn't know that. I didn't know Facebook dating was a thing. 89 00:06:30.079 --> 00:06:33.519 It's definitely a thing. But anyway, Uh, yeah, I met him 90 00:06:33.560 --> 00:06:38.560 on one of those and we were having like really good text conversation, like 91 00:06:38.639 --> 00:06:42.079 it was flowing back and forth. I even text him for like a few 92 00:06:42.240 --> 00:06:48.360 days, talked on the phone, and his pictures like looked really cute, 93 00:06:48.920 --> 00:06:53.759 and then he sent me a selfie and it wasn't the best selfie and I 94 00:06:53.800 --> 00:06:56.279 was like, maybe it's just a bad angle. But then we met in 95 00:06:56.319 --> 00:06:59.720 person and he did not look like anything like his pictures. Do you think 96 00:06:59.720 --> 00:07:03.600 he did his pictures? No, they were just very old, very old. 97 00:07:04.040 --> 00:07:10.519 Yeah, okay, and he couldn't hold a conversation. He couldn't hold 98 00:07:10.560 --> 00:07:16.360 a conversation like he was over text. And he took me that. He 99 00:07:16.399 --> 00:07:18.959 told me that, let me take you out, let me pick you up. 100 00:07:19.000 --> 00:07:23.000 I was like, okay, he's Sylvester still alone. Yeah, like 101 00:07:23.079 --> 00:07:25.800 a you know, like a man. And I was like, okay, 102 00:07:25.839 --> 00:07:30.319 period. So he picked me up. And he came to pick me up 103 00:07:30.319 --> 00:07:34.199 in basketball shorts and a T shirt, and I was I was dressed really 104 00:07:34.240 --> 00:07:38.360 cute. I had on my jeans, always dressed cute. I had on 105 00:07:38.360 --> 00:07:43.120 my little titty top, my makeup was done, my makeup I looked fucking 106 00:07:43.160 --> 00:07:48.399 hot and basketballs yep. And he told me he was going to take me 107 00:07:48.439 --> 00:07:51.839 out. And he ended up taking me to a taco truck down the street 108 00:07:53.240 --> 00:08:01.040 and we ate in his car. And it's almost as bad as the guy 109 00:08:01.079 --> 00:08:03.879 in high school that took me out on a day at Sam's Club. I 110 00:08:05.040 --> 00:08:09.560 like a good dollar slice of pizza. No, I good a hot dog. 111 00:08:09.600 --> 00:08:11.720 We didn't get neither of those. We walked around because it was sample 112 00:08:11.800 --> 00:08:16.879 day. Oh oh well, I guess, okay, well, okay, 113 00:08:16.879 --> 00:08:22.120 we're getting there. So we took me to the taco truck. I'll take 114 00:08:22.160 --> 00:08:26.279 you to the taco. Yeah, and I got a casadia. The food 115 00:08:26.319 --> 00:08:30.639 was delicious. The food was so fucking good, So there was something to 116 00:08:30.720 --> 00:08:35.879 gain from this. And he did buy me the casadea but pause, he 117 00:08:35.120 --> 00:08:37.679 the taco ladios. Would you like to leave a tip today? He said, 118 00:08:37.679 --> 00:08:43.360 not today, I'm sorry. It's fifteen dollars. You don't leave five 119 00:08:43.480 --> 00:08:48.919 dollars. Okay, So you're an asshole and you're also a loser because you 120 00:08:48.080 --> 00:08:52.279 dressed like shit. I'm also curious by what do you when you say he 121 00:08:52.399 --> 00:08:56.799 did buy me the casadia, Like, like, was that the top of 122 00:08:56.840 --> 00:08:58.679 the line. The way you said that was like you were impressed that he 123 00:08:58.679 --> 00:09:01.759 would go No, I wasn't impressed at all. I was like, but 124 00:09:01.879 --> 00:09:03.759 at least he bought me the quesadilla. Well, yeah, based on how 125 00:09:03.799 --> 00:09:07.279 he's dressed, it wouldn't surprise me if he was like, okay, I 126 00:09:07.279 --> 00:09:11.120 got my food and like steps aside for you to order and like pay for 127 00:09:11.240 --> 00:09:16.360 you. It was honestly a little bit of that vibe. And I was 128 00:09:16.480 --> 00:09:22.559 like, so I would like and anyway, so I pull a twenty out 129 00:09:22.559 --> 00:09:24.200 of my wallet and like, can you break a twenty to the taco lady 130 00:09:24.399 --> 00:09:30.120 because they're working in this hot as taco truck. You're not gonna tip them. 131 00:09:30.360 --> 00:09:33.360 You're not gonna give them five dollars. Oh yeah, I called him 132 00:09:33.360 --> 00:09:35.679 out. Oh I love this story. I called him out. I was 133 00:09:35.720 --> 00:09:37.440 like, you're not gonna I was like, yeah, so they're working in 134 00:09:37.480 --> 00:09:39.039 a really hot truck. You're not gonna tip them five dollars even he was 135 00:09:39.080 --> 00:09:41.639 like oh. I was like okay, whatever. So I'm like, all 136 00:09:41.720 --> 00:09:45.600 right, well let's go eat. I might as well eat. We're sitting 137 00:09:45.639 --> 00:09:48.240 in his like, there's nowhere to sit, it's hot outside. What kind 138 00:09:48.240 --> 00:09:50.399 of car does he have? Can I be doudgie? It was a nice 139 00:09:50.440 --> 00:09:54.679 car. It looked pretty new. There was like a GPS system inside. 140 00:09:56.120 --> 00:10:01.799 We gotta raise our standards. Girl. It had bluetooth. You know what, 141 00:10:01.960 --> 00:10:03.360 more than you can say than about Adam's car. Yeah, there was 142 00:10:03.399 --> 00:10:11.279 no Well yeah, Adam doesn't that bluetooth. Yeah. Both the windows were 143 00:10:11.320 --> 00:10:13.159 automatic. They had a button you didn't have to crank up the window. 144 00:10:13.960 --> 00:10:18.320 But he had a car on like the last we had a car. Oh, 145 00:10:18.440 --> 00:10:22.240 let's not get in. We'll get into that afterwards. But I'm just 146 00:10:22.279 --> 00:10:26.679 a girl. So yeah, we ate in his car. He couldn't hold 147 00:10:26.679 --> 00:10:31.720 a conversation. He was not as cute as his pictures. He didn't have 148 00:10:31.759 --> 00:10:35.919 any style, like you're gonna show up in this and I look really cute. 149 00:10:35.279 --> 00:10:39.519 What time of day was this? It was like afternoon, okay, 150 00:10:39.679 --> 00:10:43.879 like two o'clock. Okay. Can we give him like a fake name, 151 00:10:43.919 --> 00:10:46.840 so let's call him Eddie. Okay. He sounds like a fucking Eddie who 152 00:10:46.919 --> 00:10:50.360 decided the timing of this day. So I thought it was gonna be like 153 00:10:50.440 --> 00:10:56.240 five o'clock, like dinner time. Yeah. And I was like, okay, 154 00:10:56.320 --> 00:10:58.480 well, I have time to like get my shit done for the day. 155 00:10:58.519 --> 00:11:01.320 It's my day off. I gotta go do long to go grocery shopping. 156 00:11:01.519 --> 00:11:03.360 He's like, hey, so I'm about to get off at like two. 157 00:11:03.480 --> 00:11:07.440 Is that cool? And I'm like, uh yeah, did you think 158 00:11:07.480 --> 00:11:09.600 y'all were just gonna have sex? No, Like I told him, like, 159 00:11:09.639 --> 00:11:13.080 I want to go out, like I would like to go get lunch 160 00:11:13.200 --> 00:11:16.679 or dinner or drinks or something. So yeah, and then he took me 161 00:11:16.720 --> 00:11:20.360 to a taco truck. And then so afterwards we're talking in the car. 162 00:11:20.679 --> 00:11:24.519 Still isn't going good. He keeps telling me that I'm really cute that he 163 00:11:24.679 --> 00:11:28.399 likes me, and I'm like thanks, and then I was like, so 164 00:11:28.480 --> 00:11:31.679 what do you like? Okay? So then he's like, well are we 165 00:11:31.720 --> 00:11:33.440 still do you still want to get drinks? Like we were going to go 166 00:11:33.480 --> 00:11:37.320 to this little bar across the street, and I was like, uh yeah, 167 00:11:37.639 --> 00:11:39.080 I guess do you think he has an inkle monitor? Because like why 168 00:11:39.159 --> 00:11:43.679 is he staying in a certain vicinity? Like I don't know, I don't 169 00:11:43.679 --> 00:11:50.159 know, this is just hold on, I'm not done. So we go 170 00:11:50.320 --> 00:11:54.759 across the bar and I was like, oh, they have like half price 171 00:11:54.799 --> 00:11:58.279 on their drafts today, Like I'm gonna get a dose at Keys with like 172 00:11:58.399 --> 00:12:00.960 lime and salt and the deals. I was like, would be perfect for 173 00:12:01.000 --> 00:12:01.879 you. Yeah, and he was like, oh yeah, I'll take one 174 00:12:01.919 --> 00:12:09.480 of those two. Okay. I like the way you say do sechis do 175 00:12:09.720 --> 00:12:11.840 a keys? Do a keys when you okay, because you took a pause, 176 00:12:11.840 --> 00:12:16.120 there are you saying? He was like, oh yeah, buy me 177 00:12:16.159 --> 00:12:18.639 one. Yeah, you're gonna go, You're gonna so I bought his beer. 178 00:12:18.799 --> 00:12:22.799 Oh stop. I didn't catch on to that. Yeah. So the 179 00:12:22.879 --> 00:12:26.200 way when he's like I'll have one too, I'd be like okay and then 180 00:12:26.240 --> 00:12:33.679 like walked off. So I bought his beer because and then we just stood 181 00:12:33.720 --> 00:12:35.440 we like sat and talked and I was like, yeah, you don't. 182 00:12:37.080 --> 00:12:39.279 You cannot hold a conversation for ship. I kept him. I was like, 183 00:12:39.320 --> 00:12:43.840 so you now asked me a question, you know, And I was 184 00:12:43.879 --> 00:12:46.000 like I got to the point where I'm like, I'm so fit up. 185 00:12:46.000 --> 00:12:50.240 Oh. Also, also when we were getting out of the car and his 186 00:12:50.840 --> 00:12:52.879 like, oh I got the biggest ig. I saw his boot crack. 187 00:12:54.440 --> 00:13:01.759 I was like, I think I was Adam's buck crack like in pans like 188 00:13:01.879 --> 00:13:09.679 twice in your entire relationships. It just reminded me of like when you're in 189 00:13:09.799 --> 00:13:13.159 like the fifth grade and like you're sitting crisscrossed apple sauce in front of someone 190 00:13:13.720 --> 00:13:18.320 and you see their butt crack hanging out and that's the vibes it gave me. 191 00:13:18.399 --> 00:13:22.000 And I was like, oh my god. And then so that was 192 00:13:22.039 --> 00:13:24.080 like before we were walking into the bar, so like my ich alarm was 193 00:13:24.120 --> 00:13:28.120 like whew who Yeah, it was like oh my god. But I was 194 00:13:28.159 --> 00:13:31.879 like okay, but I just felt bad, like so I shouldn't have been 195 00:13:31.879 --> 00:13:35.399 like I want to go home, but my like I was like, oh, 196 00:13:35.440 --> 00:13:37.759 I feel really bad for him though, So I'm gonna sit and have 197 00:13:37.799 --> 00:13:41.919 a drink with him that I bought, that I bought, Oh my gosh. 198 00:13:43.000 --> 00:13:45.759 And so he's just he's telling me how pretty I am and I'm so 199 00:13:45.919 --> 00:13:48.200 cute and la la la, and I'm like, oh, thanks, next, 200 00:13:48.399 --> 00:13:52.639 yeah, yeah, so you found the drink. And then I don't 201 00:13:52.679 --> 00:13:58.080 finish mine because I'm like he finished his cause he's a freeloader. And then 202 00:13:58.200 --> 00:14:03.679 and then I was like and so one of the because I was like so 203 00:14:03.840 --> 00:14:09.120 put off that he did not dress like a first like you can put on 204 00:14:09.159 --> 00:14:13.639 some jeans, at least jeans, yeah, put on the fucking pair of 205 00:14:13.720 --> 00:14:18.039 jeans cargo shorts. Even one of the questions I asked him was like, 206 00:14:18.519 --> 00:14:20.840 so, what do you look for in a girl? And he was like, 207 00:14:20.960 --> 00:14:24.200 oh, well, uh, I don't know, like nice personality, 208 00:14:24.279 --> 00:14:28.000 I guess. And I was like that's cool. Would I look for in 209 00:14:28.039 --> 00:14:31.679 a guy someone would style? And I was like yeah, I mean I 210 00:14:31.720 --> 00:14:35.879 just feel like like someone that's like dresses up for like, you know, 211 00:14:37.000 --> 00:14:41.799 first impressions. And then I just I was like, I like, how 212 00:14:41.799 --> 00:14:46.320 you're just you're roasting this guy, Like what the hell? Like it's a 213 00:14:46.360 --> 00:14:50.240 first date, You're not gonna put on a pair of jeans and like a 214 00:14:50.279 --> 00:14:54.559 T shirt or something. I don't know. Uh, it's exhausting, it's 215 00:14:54.639 --> 00:15:00.120 exhausting. Well anyway, I was like, so this is nice. Do 216 00:15:00.120 --> 00:15:03.000 you mind taking me home? And he was like, why, what's going 217 00:15:03.039 --> 00:15:05.799 on? I was like, I think you're cool in all, but I 218 00:15:05.799 --> 00:15:09.639 don't think you're very sure of yourself and I would like to go. And 219 00:15:09.679 --> 00:15:13.960 that was that. And he just took you home. Yeah, that's good. 220 00:15:13.080 --> 00:15:15.759 And I was like, all right, we'll text men you get home 221 00:15:15.799 --> 00:15:20.200 safe bye. Okay, So that was that one. So that was Eddie. 222 00:15:20.840 --> 00:15:28.720 And when was the date with Eddie? Umm? Maybe like a week 223 00:15:28.799 --> 00:15:31.879 and a half ago. Okay, so fairly recent, fairly recent? Yeah? 224 00:15:33.519 --> 00:15:39.919 Was that your first date from your more relationship than you recently had? 225 00:15:39.039 --> 00:15:41.600 Okay, what do we want to call him? Okay, we can call 226 00:15:41.720 --> 00:15:48.159 him Larry. Okay, we can call him Larry. Larry was very very 227 00:15:48.200 --> 00:15:52.399 sweet. I met him off of Facebook dating. He took me on a 228 00:15:52.480 --> 00:15:56.360 nice date. He took me on a nice date. We got to know 229 00:15:56.480 --> 00:16:00.000 each other. He would always take me out. Yeah, he was very 230 00:16:00.080 --> 00:16:03.320 very nice. I bought things, he bought me things. He bought me 231 00:16:03.480 --> 00:16:08.279 jewelry. He would take me to nice places. He definitely like cared about 232 00:16:08.279 --> 00:16:14.120 me. He was a good person. The only thing was there is things, 233 00:16:14.879 --> 00:16:18.039 A couple of things, a handful of things. He was twenty six, 234 00:16:18.240 --> 00:16:23.399 he was still living with his parents. He had within a week of 235 00:16:23.480 --> 00:16:26.799 meeting me, I had encouraged him, like, you need to go get 236 00:16:26.799 --> 00:16:32.320 your license. He didn't have his driver's license. He did not he was 237 00:16:32.399 --> 00:16:34.360 in the makes of it. Oh and then so hold on, I'm getting 238 00:16:34.360 --> 00:16:40.559 there. And just to be clear, like we're living in Austin, not 239 00:16:40.679 --> 00:16:42.080 like you know, like there are people who live in New York their whole 240 00:16:42.080 --> 00:16:45.039 lives that never get a driver's license because why why would they need to? 241 00:16:45.159 --> 00:16:53.320 Like this is not a non driving city. Yeah, so he he when 242 00:16:53.360 --> 00:16:59.360 we were talking on Facebook or whatever, he said, I have to go 243 00:16:59.399 --> 00:17:02.720 get my license. And I was like, what license is he talking about? 244 00:17:02.720 --> 00:17:03.880 And I kind of just like left it at that, because you're twenty 245 00:17:03.920 --> 00:17:07.359 six. What do you mean you don't have a driver's license. He thought 246 00:17:07.359 --> 00:17:10.519 he was porklip license. I don't know what the fuck he was. I 247 00:17:10.599 --> 00:17:14.440 was like the gun license, all right, whatever. Yeah, So I 248 00:17:14.480 --> 00:17:18.400 was like, okay, moving on, and then he tells me he doesn't 249 00:17:18.400 --> 00:17:22.119 have his driver's license, and I was like, that's crazy. So he 250 00:17:22.200 --> 00:17:26.000 got his driver's license within dating me, and I showed him how to drive 251 00:17:26.039 --> 00:17:30.039 on the highway, and like, I guess, no lessons were involved, 252 00:17:30.759 --> 00:17:34.720 a lot of lessons. I also showed him like the beginnings of swimming, 253 00:17:34.759 --> 00:17:40.039 because he didn't know how to swim. His parents were like first generation Mexican, 254 00:17:40.200 --> 00:17:44.039 so I don't know if I don't, I feel like that doesn't excuse 255 00:17:44.079 --> 00:17:47.960 anything, but I guess they were just really busy, like trying to make 256 00:17:48.039 --> 00:17:53.759 it in America that they didn't teach him valuable lessons I guess sure, like 257 00:17:53.799 --> 00:18:00.400 how to swim and how to drive and anyway, Okay, I showed him 258 00:18:00.400 --> 00:18:03.720 how to hold his breath underwater and that you need to blow bubbles and shit 259 00:18:03.880 --> 00:18:07.920 like that, and then how to drive on the highway and how to talk 260 00:18:08.000 --> 00:18:11.799 to people. He's very socially awkward. I think he was on the spectrum 261 00:18:11.839 --> 00:18:18.400 a little bit, okay, but yeah, and then like the biggest thing 262 00:18:18.519 --> 00:18:23.599 was that I'm pretty sure he was a virgin. You think you were his 263 00:18:23.680 --> 00:18:27.799 first? I think so. He told me he had sex one person before 264 00:18:27.880 --> 00:18:30.920 me, But when I was talking to my roommate about it. He was 265 00:18:30.960 --> 00:18:34.079 like, nah, he probably lied about that, because why would he tell 266 00:18:34.119 --> 00:18:38.079 you that you were his first, you know. Yeah, So he was 267 00:18:38.119 --> 00:18:41.480 like, well, I've I had sex like one other time before you, 268 00:18:41.519 --> 00:18:45.000 but we never like, you know, we didn't do like oral like we 269 00:18:45.160 --> 00:18:48.160 just fucked basically, like we didn't kiss. It wasn't romantic like, it 270 00:18:48.200 --> 00:18:53.559 was just like a quick thing. So I was showing him like, this 271 00:18:53.599 --> 00:18:59.000 is where you touch a woman, This is how you go down on a 272 00:18:59.039 --> 00:19:02.440 woman, this is how you woman like, this is this is where you 273 00:19:02.559 --> 00:19:03.880 touch, this is where you kiss, this is how it's supposed to be, 274 00:19:04.079 --> 00:19:10.240 Like, this is what you do. And it was very it was 275 00:19:10.359 --> 00:19:15.000 very shy about it all, almost like he would shut down. Yeah, 276 00:19:15.039 --> 00:19:21.680 but yeah, I basically taught him everything, okay mm hmm. Yeah. 277 00:19:21.720 --> 00:19:25.920 And it just I'm a very sexual person. I'm very sexually driven and we'll 278 00:19:25.960 --> 00:19:29.440 get into that later. But I need someone that's on that same level as 279 00:19:29.480 --> 00:19:33.079 me, and we're not. We weren't there, Yeah, and he just 280 00:19:33.319 --> 00:19:36.640 was he needs someone a little bit more on his level, and I'm just 281 00:19:37.400 --> 00:19:41.079 I didn't have the patience. Basically, Well, my favorite thing about you 282 00:19:41.599 --> 00:19:45.680 is is your savagery, which is so funny because I find you in certain 283 00:19:45.720 --> 00:19:49.960 situations you're a little more whether it's you being a little more reserved or a 284 00:19:51.000 --> 00:19:53.880 little more calculated in how you're responsor things by lot. With men, you 285 00:19:53.880 --> 00:19:59.319 don't give a flying fuck, And it makes me so happy. Yeah, 286 00:19:59.440 --> 00:20:03.920 because I fe like there's a I was raised with. Like we'll get into 287 00:20:03.960 --> 00:20:07.880 that I was. I was raised that. You know. My mom was 288 00:20:07.960 --> 00:20:11.640 like, you should have expectations for someone, and my dad like spoiled me 289 00:20:11.680 --> 00:20:15.680 growing up. My brother's always spoiled me. So I should have higher expectations 290 00:20:15.680 --> 00:20:19.559 for men. And with some situations I do, and others expectations, I 291 00:20:19.640 --> 00:20:23.480 just let shit fly and I should have a little bit higher standards for myself. 292 00:20:23.519 --> 00:20:27.759 But with him, I kept trying because he was so sweet to me. 293 00:20:29.119 --> 00:20:30.960 Yeah, and I felt like, okay, let me give him a 294 00:20:30.039 --> 00:20:37.720 chance. Like he was he was a really good person. You our study 295 00:20:37.759 --> 00:20:41.279 for what like like two months, Yeah, definitely, But during that time, 296 00:20:41.319 --> 00:20:48.400 it felt like he was just really shy, I guess, and socially 297 00:20:48.480 --> 00:20:55.680 awkward, couldn't really hold a conversation like I could, like a good back 298 00:20:55.680 --> 00:21:00.400 and forth banter. He didn't understand sarcasm, which makes me think maybe he 299 00:21:00.559 --> 00:21:04.240 was on the spectrum a little bit of you don't understand the social social situation. 300 00:21:04.759 --> 00:21:11.759 Yeah, and my final itck was that he he came over to my 301 00:21:11.799 --> 00:21:15.039 house and my friends were like, hey, we're going out. Let's go 302 00:21:15.119 --> 00:21:17.680 out. If you want to bring him, you can. And I was 303 00:21:17.720 --> 00:21:22.039 like okay, like let's go. So we went to drinks lounge and my 304 00:21:22.160 --> 00:21:26.559 friends they're very sarcastic, they're very bitchy and mean. But if you give 305 00:21:26.559 --> 00:21:29.680 it back to him, then it's a good time. Yeah, you have 306 00:21:29.720 --> 00:21:32.440 to keep up. You would keep up with them, great, Okay, 307 00:21:32.799 --> 00:21:33.880 you and Adam would keep up with them. Great. You kind of got 308 00:21:33.880 --> 00:21:37.720 to give it back to them, but he wasn't giving it back to them, 309 00:21:38.039 --> 00:21:41.680 and I was like, oh shit. And it was just very awkward 310 00:21:42.240 --> 00:21:47.480 and I was like all right, I don't think I can do this. 311 00:21:47.559 --> 00:21:52.880 And it made me realize like how unlike we are. Can we talk about 312 00:21:52.880 --> 00:22:00.559 how savagery it ended? Yeah, So that night I've had a couple drinks. 313 00:22:00.559 --> 00:22:03.200 That night my friend asked like, hey, let's go like take like 314 00:22:03.200 --> 00:22:06.400 a smoke on the balcony, you know, before we go to bed. 315 00:22:06.519 --> 00:22:07.960 I'm like, oh, I'm so down, Like, hell, yeah, 316 00:22:08.079 --> 00:22:11.880 he doesn't smoke, but like he didn't he told me he didn't care if 317 00:22:11.880 --> 00:22:12.920 I smoked. I was like, okay, so I'm gonna go smoke, 318 00:22:14.000 --> 00:22:15.599 Like do you want to sit out there with us? He's like no, 319 00:22:15.680 --> 00:22:18.279 I'm good, and I was like all right, So I go take like 320 00:22:18.319 --> 00:22:21.839 literally like a hit or two. I wasn't at all like out of it, 321 00:22:21.920 --> 00:22:25.279 like I was very much there. I was just a little bit fun, 322 00:22:25.400 --> 00:22:27.200 a little bit flirty, a little bit sassy, yeah, a little 323 00:22:27.200 --> 00:22:33.720 bit twisted, twisted teeth. And I come back in I'm a good time 324 00:22:33.759 --> 00:22:34.799 and I'm like, let's go lay down, let's go cuddle. I want 325 00:22:34.799 --> 00:22:38.400 to kiss, you know, as one does when they're a little bit faded. 326 00:22:38.720 --> 00:22:44.480 Yeah, and I drunken. N is the best. It is the 327 00:22:44.519 --> 00:22:52.119 best. And so he gets it. I'm sorry, and so I I 328 00:22:52.160 --> 00:22:56.079 wish. But I wasn't like not there like I was very much there. 329 00:22:56.279 --> 00:23:00.279 Like I wasn't like like I was like, let's go lay down, like 330 00:23:00.279 --> 00:23:02.319 I wanna go cuddle with me, go make out, like, let's go 331 00:23:02.400 --> 00:23:03.960 kiss. And he was like, so we went to go cuddle and I 332 00:23:04.000 --> 00:23:07.359 go with like leaning to kiss him. And he was like, oh, 333 00:23:07.400 --> 00:23:10.799 you smell like weed and alcohol. And I was like, oh yeah, 334 00:23:10.839 --> 00:23:11.680 let me go brush my teeth. I'll be right back. Like I jumped 335 00:23:11.720 --> 00:23:15.519 up right away, brush my teeth, come back, yeah, And I 336 00:23:15.519 --> 00:23:18.599 was like, I gargled. I was like, my bad, You're right, 337 00:23:18.599 --> 00:23:21.160 I probably smell like shit. So I go do that. I come 338 00:23:21.240 --> 00:23:25.200 back and I like and he's like, it's honestly like your breath, but 339 00:23:25.519 --> 00:23:30.400 like honestly like also like I don't like the fact that you smoked and drank 340 00:23:30.480 --> 00:23:33.240 and like it's just like a turn off for me. And I was like, 341 00:23:33.000 --> 00:23:37.039 oh, I was like, so you don't want to like do anything 342 00:23:37.119 --> 00:23:38.880 right now. Keep in mind, like our plan the whole time was he 343 00:23:40.359 --> 00:23:42.559 was gonna come sleep over, which was like a regular thing, like we're 344 00:23:42.599 --> 00:23:45.599 gonna come sleep over. My thing is if you're gonna sleep over, we're 345 00:23:45.599 --> 00:23:49.720 gonna fuck you know. That's just my assumption. You're not coming to just 346 00:23:49.759 --> 00:23:53.039 sleep over. Yeah, you guys are young and in a new relationship, 347 00:23:53.160 --> 00:23:56.799 Like that's that's the point. Yeah, And he was never as like sexual 348 00:23:56.880 --> 00:24:02.480 as me or like horny as me. But when the beginning, you're supposed 349 00:24:02.519 --> 00:24:06.720 to be horny. Yeah, that's the early stages, the honeymoon phase, 350 00:24:06.759 --> 00:24:08.440 where you're just like ripping each other's clothes off. Yeah. So, but 351 00:24:08.519 --> 00:24:12.839 it wasn't like that. He was always just very hesitant around sex. So 352 00:24:14.720 --> 00:24:17.400 he was like, no, I don't really want to. And also my 353 00:24:17.480 --> 00:24:22.079 tummy hurts because I ate a burger and I was like okay, and I 354 00:24:22.200 --> 00:24:26.039 like I was pissed. I was like okay, and I like flipped over 355 00:24:26.160 --> 00:24:29.000 and went to bed. But by went to bed, I means I blasted 356 00:24:29.039 --> 00:24:33.319 my TikTok for the next hour while he was trying to sleep and just so, 357 00:24:34.440 --> 00:24:41.160 oh my goodness. Okay, No, no, he was just very 358 00:24:41.200 --> 00:24:45.079 reserved. He's not a man of God. Okay. So then the next 359 00:24:45.079 --> 00:24:51.160 morning we wake up and I'm like, all right, so let's do it 360 00:24:51.279 --> 00:24:56.440 now. Like I'm like I've been waiting, and so we're kissing, I'm 361 00:24:56.519 --> 00:25:00.599 like fondling him. We're fondling each other, and I'm like, all right, 362 00:25:00.720 --> 00:25:04.160 so are we gonna? And he was like we tried. And the 363 00:25:04.200 --> 00:25:08.599 thing was every time we tried to have sex, it would be like an 364 00:25:08.720 --> 00:25:14.960 hour in and he would be like semi hard. But it was like almost 365 00:25:15.000 --> 00:25:18.119 like he wasn't there a are you like y'all were having sex for an hour, 366 00:25:18.599 --> 00:25:22.960 That's what I'm saying. That's what I'm saying, Like it should take 367 00:25:22.000 --> 00:25:26.640 like thirty minutes tops if it's good, you know. Yeah, well especially 368 00:25:26.680 --> 00:25:30.160 when you're just young and yeah, a new relationship. Yeah, take me 369 00:25:30.240 --> 00:25:33.640 to Poundtown. Yeah bah bah bah bah bah. Done and done. And 370 00:25:33.680 --> 00:25:37.559 I was like, hm, I've never experienced this before, and especially for 371 00:25:37.640 --> 00:25:41.759 someone who has such little experience as he does, so you think they would 372 00:25:41.880 --> 00:25:45.559 usually come faster, come faster, yes, yeah, but just in general, 373 00:25:45.759 --> 00:25:49.640 be more excited, be like raring to go, adam was I mean 374 00:25:49.720 --> 00:25:55.079 I there was There was nights very very early on in our relationship where we 375 00:25:55.119 --> 00:25:59.359 would sleep in the same bed, not yet having sex, but I would 376 00:25:59.359 --> 00:26:00.920 fall asleep with my pants on because I was like, oh, I'm fucking 377 00:26:02.079 --> 00:26:04.480 hard the whole the time, and I'm trying to like keep that ship. 378 00:26:04.839 --> 00:26:11.400 Yeah, like cuddling making you hard, yeah, like literally just spooning each 379 00:26:11.440 --> 00:26:15.279 other and you're can found his booner on your butt, Like That's what I'm 380 00:26:15.400 --> 00:26:19.759 used to. And so to have someone that was almost like the opposite. 381 00:26:21.319 --> 00:26:26.039 So that morning after, like we were about an hour in and we were 382 00:26:26.119 --> 00:26:29.680 naked, and I just paused and I was like, I don't think I'm 383 00:26:29.720 --> 00:26:34.920 the right person for you. And he looked at me like very sad, 384 00:26:36.519 --> 00:26:38.920 like they gave me the saddest look, and I was like, I'm sorry, 385 00:26:40.119 --> 00:26:42.640 but like I don't think i'm the right girl for you. I think 386 00:26:42.680 --> 00:26:48.079 you need someone more on your level and like experience, and I don't think 387 00:26:48.119 --> 00:26:52.920 you're happy, which looking back, it was almost like saying like I don't 388 00:26:52.960 --> 00:26:57.319 think you're right the right person for me, and I'm not happy. Yeah, 389 00:26:57.359 --> 00:27:03.440 because when it takes that long and someone isn't I guess he didn't seem 390 00:27:03.440 --> 00:27:06.279 like he was fully aroused. Yeah, and it makes you feel not beautiful, 391 00:27:06.319 --> 00:27:11.720 it makes you feel ugly and I know him not but like die but 392 00:27:11.880 --> 00:27:15.279 like that, like experience, it's like why am I not doing it for 393 00:27:15.319 --> 00:27:18.400 you right now? And it would always tell me like I was beautiful and 394 00:27:18.400 --> 00:27:22.400 like kiss me and stuff, and so I think sexually something was almost like 395 00:27:22.440 --> 00:27:26.559 a wall for him. Yeah. So that was that. That was that, 396 00:27:26.720 --> 00:27:29.440 and then two weeks, oh two weeks after that, to get over 397 00:27:29.519 --> 00:27:32.279 him, I went and like had to hook up with someone. Are you 398 00:27:32.359 --> 00:27:34.799 looking for a relationship? I would love to have a person and be in 399 00:27:34.839 --> 00:27:40.480 a relationship. But it's almost like I just have sex with people way too 400 00:27:40.480 --> 00:27:42.759 soon because I just some horny like I'm just like, yeah, yeah, 401 00:27:42.759 --> 00:27:48.839 and I really should save myself and save that part because I'm just giving it. 402 00:27:48.440 --> 00:27:51.640 You can have both. I think if you find the right person, 403 00:27:51.640 --> 00:27:53.680 you can have both. Because Adam and I hooked up very quickly and we're 404 00:27:53.680 --> 00:27:57.880 in love in two weeks. Something that's very truthful. Yeah. Please, 405 00:27:59.400 --> 00:28:06.759 I think you are going to have, maybe at your age or like looking 406 00:28:06.799 --> 00:28:11.079 for people your age, a hard time finding someone in that relationship. But 407 00:28:11.160 --> 00:28:14.400 I think once you do, it's going to be fucking amazing because I think 408 00:28:14.400 --> 00:28:18.079 you're a lot like Rihanna. You're very quick, you're very smart. Like 409 00:28:18.680 --> 00:28:22.960 I think early twenty year olds, I think like they're just not ready for 410 00:28:23.039 --> 00:28:26.400 you. They're not ready to settle down. And I get it. I 411 00:28:26.440 --> 00:28:29.200 don't even think not settle down. I don't think they're ready for like the 412 00:28:29.319 --> 00:28:33.920 woman you are. Thank you, you are grown, thank you. I 413 00:28:33.960 --> 00:28:37.160 feel like I know who I am, I know what I want, and 414 00:28:37.240 --> 00:28:44.519 I'm confident in that. But at the same time, yeah, I'd just 415 00:28:44.559 --> 00:28:47.759 be having sex with these men way too early, and I should save myself 416 00:28:47.759 --> 00:28:51.440 and let them kind of like chase it for a little bit. But I'm 417 00:28:51.519 --> 00:28:53.240 like, nah, if that's not who you are. I think that's a 418 00:28:53.240 --> 00:29:00.160 common misconception that you can only find a serious spouse if you like don't put 419 00:29:00.240 --> 00:29:03.759 out. I think that's a misconception, and I reject that. So I'm 420 00:29:03.799 --> 00:29:07.119 going to disagree, and I think you can you can have both. I 421 00:29:07.119 --> 00:29:10.799 think poquelas does. I think you can have both. Maybe you should update 422 00:29:10.799 --> 00:29:15.039 your profiles to be like I'm trying to hook up for life, Like I 423 00:29:15.079 --> 00:29:19.759 think there's at that, but I'm not, though, like a serious relationship, 424 00:29:19.759 --> 00:29:22.480 but I'm not trying to get married. No, no, no, 425 00:29:22.599 --> 00:29:26.119 But I just think there's like a fun phrase of like I am DTL, 426 00:29:26.440 --> 00:29:30.000 but I'm also but I'm also looking for someone. But I also want to 427 00:29:30.279 --> 00:29:34.559 DTL regularly with one person for a while, like I I want I'm ready, 428 00:29:34.559 --> 00:29:38.440 I'm ready to casually date one person and also let's have sex. I'm 429 00:29:38.440 --> 00:29:42.799 horny. I want one person that I can text throughout the week. I 430 00:29:42.839 --> 00:29:48.960 want to go do like a go to person, a mutual attachment and sex 431 00:29:48.039 --> 00:29:52.039 yes, mutual attachment and sex yes, and not talk to anyone else and 432 00:29:52.039 --> 00:29:59.160 give each other our time. So I guess that's a relationship. But if 433 00:29:59.200 --> 00:30:02.920 you tell people you want a relationship, if you tell a twenty year old 434 00:30:02.920 --> 00:30:04.640 man, yea, I would like a relationship, they're like red flag, 435 00:30:04.680 --> 00:30:07.039 red flag, gotta go. Okay, bye, I disagree. It just 436 00:30:07.039 --> 00:30:11.480 takes the right one. Adam is twenty one. Dating in our generation is 437 00:30:11.599 --> 00:30:36.000 very hard. Sure. Well, I was wanting to say, you told 438 00:30:36.000 --> 00:30:40.000 me some very fun news today. Yeah. So, and Adam doesn't know 439 00:30:40.039 --> 00:30:42.400 I've not told him. Oh my god, Adam, So we have a 440 00:30:44.359 --> 00:30:48.559 new bombshell has entered the villa. Yes, okay, So moving on along 441 00:30:48.680 --> 00:30:56.559 of my sexual exploratories and just you got a crazy few months I have because 442 00:30:56.759 --> 00:31:02.640 you have to drop the bombshell of a recent experience you had. Okay, 443 00:31:02.799 --> 00:31:11.839 so evolving two people, Okay, Okay, so let's phrase this of I 444 00:31:11.920 --> 00:31:18.359 always knew from about eighteen, I guess right after high school, maybe a 445 00:31:18.400 --> 00:31:23.920 little bit in high school too, that I was by I've had several like 446 00:31:25.480 --> 00:31:30.920 friendships with like a best friend, and I was like, why am I 447 00:31:30.079 --> 00:31:34.599 jealous that they're hanging out with other friends? You know? And then it 448 00:31:34.680 --> 00:31:37.119 wasn't until looking back, and I was like, oh, maybe I had 449 00:31:37.119 --> 00:31:41.559 like a crush on them. And then as I'm getting older and I'm watching 450 00:31:41.640 --> 00:31:45.160 porn and stuff, and I'm like, oh, yeah, like I like 451 00:31:45.480 --> 00:31:55.599 threesomes specifically, I like watching girls period, Like I like lesbian porn and 452 00:31:55.680 --> 00:31:59.279 everything, and I always like really wanted to have a threesome. So I 453 00:31:59.319 --> 00:32:01.319 was just when I moved to Austin, moving out of my parents' house, 454 00:32:01.880 --> 00:32:07.359 I was like I got on a bunch of apps basically trying to find a 455 00:32:07.359 --> 00:32:10.960 couple to have sex with. And it's not like it wasn't not happening. 456 00:32:12.000 --> 00:32:14.559 Like I was definitely finding people, but then it was just like finding the 457 00:32:14.640 --> 00:32:19.519 courage to go do it. And is this like a specific app? Like 458 00:32:20.480 --> 00:32:24.480 well, originally I was on this like specific one specifically for finding like people 459 00:32:24.559 --> 00:32:29.039 with that like minded like ideas. But then one day I was just like 460 00:32:29.079 --> 00:32:35.240 swiping on Tinder and this like couple matched with me, and their profrale basically 461 00:32:35.279 --> 00:32:39.200 just said that they were looking for like a third and but they reached out 462 00:32:39.240 --> 00:32:42.759 to me and they said like, we'd like to take you to like this 463 00:32:42.960 --> 00:32:46.680 nice speakeasy for drinks, and I was like, oh, I was like 464 00:32:47.039 --> 00:32:51.240 okay. So I told him, like, I was like, that sounds 465 00:32:51.279 --> 00:32:58.839 really special, Like I'm so down, but the idea of that like formalness 466 00:32:59.200 --> 00:33:01.160 scared me, Okay, So I just texted them. I was like, 467 00:33:01.200 --> 00:33:04.480 to be honest, I've never been with a girl before and it kind of 468 00:33:04.480 --> 00:33:07.079 intimidates me. And I'd honestly just like to come to your house and like 469 00:33:07.119 --> 00:33:12.519 smoke a bowl and that's it. So that's what and they were like and 470 00:33:12.559 --> 00:33:15.119 she was like, honestly, like I totally understand, like I was in 471 00:33:15.160 --> 00:33:17.880 your place at one time, so like, yes, you can come over. 472 00:33:19.480 --> 00:33:22.400 Let's just chill, relax and like feel the vibe. And I was 473 00:33:22.480 --> 00:33:25.799 like, thank god, because that's very formal. I don't know, like 474 00:33:29.119 --> 00:33:31.680 yeah, like dressing up and going to this place in the city and like 475 00:33:32.160 --> 00:33:36.039 sitting over a table together. I was like, I don't know if that 476 00:33:36.240 --> 00:33:38.319 sounds right for me. That sounds not me, And I don't know if 477 00:33:38.359 --> 00:33:42.680 I would want to talk for that long, especially if I'm new or if 478 00:33:42.680 --> 00:33:45.880 I'm just horning. Yeah, and I was horny. Yeah, I don't 479 00:33:45.880 --> 00:33:47.240 want to know. I don't want to just like sit at a table and 480 00:33:47.759 --> 00:33:51.920 drink and talk. Like let's see if I feel comfortable and just and fuck 481 00:33:52.240 --> 00:33:55.000 yeah. So I went to their apartment. It was a very very nice 482 00:33:55.039 --> 00:34:00.880 apartment. It was a really nice apartment. Like, are you saying it's 483 00:34:00.920 --> 00:34:07.279 nicer than ours? It was pretty fucking nice. It was I don't, 484 00:34:07.279 --> 00:34:09.199 I don't have any words. Besides, it was a really nice apartment and 485 00:34:09.480 --> 00:34:14.760 two very successful people. One was around my age. The other was like 486 00:34:14.840 --> 00:34:19.199 thirty seven, interesting, kind of scary, so big age. But he 487 00:34:19.239 --> 00:34:22.559 looked very young, very fit, very young and fit and handsome. Can 488 00:34:22.559 --> 00:34:25.800 we see pickies? Yeah, let me pull out some pickies. Can we 489 00:34:25.840 --> 00:34:30.920 call them Minnie and Mickey? Sure? Okay, I hate that. Well 490 00:34:30.000 --> 00:34:38.199 your daisies, this is perfect. Yeah. Ooh, that's his best friend. 491 00:34:39.719 --> 00:34:50.719 But that's her, okay, and that's him, Like okay, so 492 00:34:51.079 --> 00:34:53.559 we're just oop. I actually took a screenshot of this anyway, okay, 493 00:34:53.639 --> 00:35:00.159 so uh. But they seemed like good people. So I went. We 494 00:35:00.199 --> 00:35:02.719 smoked a little bit, we talked, got to know each other, and 495 00:35:02.760 --> 00:35:07.599 then I was like, well, it's kind of like just like jumping into 496 00:35:07.719 --> 00:35:09.960 a cold river. I was like, I'm just gonna jump. And so 497 00:35:10.000 --> 00:35:14.920 I was like, would it be okay if I kissed you to the girl. 498 00:35:15.159 --> 00:35:17.360 Okay, And keep in mind, like we were sitting almost like this, 499 00:35:17.440 --> 00:35:20.920 like I was sitting with her on the couch and the guy was like 500 00:35:20.960 --> 00:35:24.159 sitting in an armchair. And so this is your first experience with this is 501 00:35:24.199 --> 00:35:28.679 my first experience with a woman. And I guess I was telling my roommate 502 00:35:28.719 --> 00:35:31.800 about it that it made me less nervous to have an extra person there. 503 00:35:31.840 --> 00:35:36.199 That's something I was already familiar with. I guess, Okay, I'm already 504 00:35:36.280 --> 00:35:38.880 familiar being with a man. I know how a man works. And I 505 00:35:38.920 --> 00:35:47.360 guess comfort genitals, Yeah, comfort genitals, and then also like less uh 506 00:35:47.760 --> 00:35:52.719 personal. I guess, like being one on one it's very intimate that I 507 00:35:52.760 --> 00:35:57.960 guess made me nervous. So having a third person there, it's kind of 508 00:35:58.039 --> 00:36:01.719 like we're having fun, you know. It's a buffer, a buffer for 509 00:36:01.800 --> 00:36:06.360 sure. So I was like, but I've always known that, like I 510 00:36:06.480 --> 00:36:08.320 wanted to be with a girl sexually. It was just like building up the 511 00:36:08.360 --> 00:36:14.920 courage of like I would like to go down on some puss, so hey, 512 00:36:15.239 --> 00:36:19.719 oh that for you. Yeah, So I kissed her and I was 513 00:36:19.760 --> 00:36:22.360 like, yeah, this feels nice, this feels right, And we were 514 00:36:22.400 --> 00:36:25.639 kissing for a little bit and then she was like, let's let's go to 515 00:36:25.679 --> 00:36:31.360 the bedroom. So we went to their bedroom and it kind of just went 516 00:36:31.400 --> 00:36:38.440 from there. Clothes came off, we all fucked in different positions. Oh 517 00:36:38.519 --> 00:36:44.320 yeah, eight pussy, I got my pussy eight. I was I knew 518 00:36:44.360 --> 00:36:47.719 I would have been good at it because I'm good at giving head, so 519 00:36:47.880 --> 00:36:52.679 they're vastly different. So I was just like, I would not feel different 520 00:36:52.679 --> 00:36:59.000 for you, I guess because I have a vagina. Sure, I know 521 00:36:59.039 --> 00:37:02.239 how they work and I know what feels good. And she was like, 522 00:37:02.639 --> 00:37:06.360 you, like, know what you're doing for not doing this before, and 523 00:37:06.400 --> 00:37:08.360 I'm like, yeah, but like I feel like I know what I would 524 00:37:08.400 --> 00:37:12.760 want to be done, so that's fair. So I was kind of a 525 00:37:12.920 --> 00:37:15.039 natural at it. I wasn't afraid of it either, you know, like 526 00:37:15.079 --> 00:37:21.960 I know what a vagina smells like, you know. So that was that, 527 00:37:22.360 --> 00:37:27.480 and yeah, I'm just I also her guys, dick was huge. 528 00:37:27.920 --> 00:37:31.960 Was it was thick, it was long. I got this shit fucked out 529 00:37:31.960 --> 00:37:38.079 of me and it was a really good time and I don't regret it at 530 00:37:38.119 --> 00:37:43.920 all. It was like a hole door opening for me. And it kind 531 00:37:43.960 --> 00:37:45.280 of when I told my roommate about it the next day. He was like, 532 00:37:45.840 --> 00:37:49.880 I'm so happy for you because I know you've said you were by for 533 00:37:49.920 --> 00:37:52.599 a long time. But it's kind of like he wasn't gonna believe it until 534 00:37:52.639 --> 00:37:59.199 he saw it, I guess, and honestly kind of like same because it's 535 00:37:59.239 --> 00:38:00.880 like kind of like, yeah, like I am, like I do like 536 00:38:00.960 --> 00:38:06.480 women. It's a confirmation for you. Yeah, Like I'm almost gonna get 537 00:38:06.480 --> 00:38:09.760 a little tearing out about it because not really but like I don't know, 538 00:38:10.079 --> 00:38:14.719 kind of like accepting that part of myself, you know. Yeah, but 539 00:38:14.760 --> 00:38:16.559 it was a really good time and I'll definitely probably see them again and like 540 00:38:16.599 --> 00:38:19.840 maybe go to that speakeasy with them. But I was like, for the 541 00:38:19.880 --> 00:38:22.320 first time meeting, y'all, I don't want to go there. That's fair 542 00:38:22.440 --> 00:38:27.440 and it's nice to have now you're comfortable and getting to know and all those 543 00:38:27.440 --> 00:38:30.440 good things. Yeah, I've been with women, but I've never been in 544 00:38:30.480 --> 00:38:34.679 a threesome, so I'm very true. Right, I do recommend sensorly sensory 545 00:38:34.719 --> 00:38:40.000 overload. It was fantastic. It was one of the best experiences actually I've 546 00:38:40.000 --> 00:38:45.639 ever had in my life. Oh yeah, it was. It was great. 547 00:38:45.480 --> 00:38:47.719 Do you want me to go into detail. I do, but I 548 00:38:47.719 --> 00:38:51.679 also have questions, Please are you going with me? Asking questions? Ask 549 00:38:51.760 --> 00:38:54.199 questions? So I'm asking this on behalf of Adam that he's not going to 550 00:38:54.280 --> 00:39:00.239 care, but I care. So what role? And also because like I've 551 00:39:00.239 --> 00:39:04.719 never had a threesome and I know Adam's like and that both of our thinking 552 00:39:04.760 --> 00:39:08.199 behind it is like is this overwhelming? What does everyone do? Like in 553 00:39:08.239 --> 00:39:12.760 this case? Because I always feel like it starts off with the women because 554 00:39:12.760 --> 00:39:16.480 women love women and women love just like being with women. So it's like, 555 00:39:16.559 --> 00:39:21.400 what was the male role and how involved was do you think it was? 556 00:39:21.480 --> 00:39:25.239 Like, y'all are all a third taking the same role? Did he 557 00:39:25.360 --> 00:39:30.920 hop in at a certain point? Like what was his role? Yeah? 558 00:39:30.000 --> 00:39:37.320 Good question. So I definitely knew I wanted to put more attention to her 559 00:39:37.440 --> 00:39:39.920 because if I was in her position, I would feel jealous. I guess 560 00:39:40.679 --> 00:39:45.920 if it wasn't because they're the couple. Yeah, So it's almost like I'm 561 00:39:46.079 --> 00:39:51.199 just there to add to this situation. She gets it, but I'm comfortable 562 00:39:51.239 --> 00:39:54.480 with that, you know, that's a big part of our threesome situation. 563 00:39:55.000 --> 00:39:58.199 I'm like, well, we would have to find someone that understands that they're 564 00:39:58.199 --> 00:40:01.519 not the start of the show. Yeah, so I forget how it started. 565 00:40:01.599 --> 00:40:06.599 I started with me like going down on her and like wow, showing 566 00:40:06.639 --> 00:40:12.239 her that like I am serious about the nurse. I'm here, like I'm 567 00:40:12.280 --> 00:40:15.199 here for you. No, just like kind of establishing that with her first 568 00:40:15.199 --> 00:40:19.559 that like I'm because she's the one that I was talking with. I never 569 00:40:19.639 --> 00:40:22.480 like talked with him over text, okay, so kind of showing her like 570 00:40:22.559 --> 00:40:25.840 I'm I want this for you. I want like I'm here to experience you 571 00:40:25.880 --> 00:40:28.840 because I've already been with a man, I guess, so I'm like, 572 00:40:29.599 --> 00:40:32.400 I know, like uh, kind of picking up what I'm putting down. 573 00:40:32.599 --> 00:40:37.559 I wanted to show her like we have that going on. And yes he 574 00:40:37.599 --> 00:40:43.440 did fuck me, but the connection was between you two, yeah, most 575 00:40:43.480 --> 00:40:45.719 definitely, And it was kind of hot. Like when I would be like 576 00:40:45.800 --> 00:40:50.079 pleasuring her, I would like look over at him like a look, look 577 00:40:50.119 --> 00:40:54.320 what I'm doing to her. Ah you know yeah, yeah, so that 578 00:40:54.400 --> 00:41:00.400 was kind of hot. And then even when he was fucking me, she 579 00:41:00.599 --> 00:41:06.920 like sat on my face a word, yeah, word and vice versa. 580 00:41:07.239 --> 00:41:09.800 So like everyone, like I wanted to make sure that everyone consistently was a 581 00:41:09.840 --> 00:41:13.920 part of it. I guess, yeah, like no one being like left 582 00:41:13.960 --> 00:41:17.599 out? Yeah, because I guess when like someone's left as an EmPATH, 583 00:41:21.039 --> 00:41:23.760 if someone's being left out, I'm like I feel bad. Yeah, so 584 00:41:25.039 --> 00:41:30.679 but yeah, I mean basically every position you can think of we did. 585 00:41:31.239 --> 00:41:36.519 Oh my god, got it when he was sucking her, I ate his 586 00:41:36.639 --> 00:41:39.559 ass? You ate the groceries? How was that? Was that your first 587 00:41:39.599 --> 00:41:45.000 time? But it wasn't my first time eating ass? Okay? I like 588 00:41:45.119 --> 00:41:51.039 to eat ass because it makes men like go wild. I've never eaten ass, 589 00:41:51.079 --> 00:41:55.440 Like, I don't think you'll let me the groceries. We've talked about 590 00:41:55.440 --> 00:42:02.000 my whole thing with that, my whole the whole thing is my whole. 591 00:42:02.159 --> 00:42:07.920 Yeah. I just don't feel confident enough in my cleanliness, Like I don't 592 00:42:07.960 --> 00:42:12.280 care how much you gross. Well, no, I'm like I can scrub 593 00:42:12.320 --> 00:42:16.159 all day, like you're gonna feel nervous. I'm gonna feel nervous just about 594 00:42:16.159 --> 00:42:20.960 how clean I am. Do you spread the cheeks a little? So they 595 00:42:21.039 --> 00:42:28.320 were technique they were waxed. Both of them were waxed. I got a 596 00:42:28.320 --> 00:42:30.079 Harry booty. I feel like I would have to get does the hair bother 597 00:42:30.199 --> 00:42:34.920 you though? Or no? And you've gone down on him. Yeah, 598 00:42:34.920 --> 00:42:38.079 I have. So it's like it's like the hair is there, you know, 599 00:42:38.320 --> 00:42:42.760 as you're licking the balls and ship the hair is there. So it's 600 00:42:42.840 --> 00:42:45.559 just like licking a ball sack, but you go a little further down. 601 00:42:46.039 --> 00:42:50.960 Mm hmm. Okay, I mean it's just like almost like you're giving a 602 00:42:50.960 --> 00:42:54.719 blowy, but you go further down and just like start licking their taint like 603 00:42:54.840 --> 00:42:59.480 okay, and you just go a little further down and there there's their whole 604 00:43:00.639 --> 00:43:01.679 You know what, I don't actually think. I'm very afraid of this. 605 00:43:01.800 --> 00:43:05.920 What I would Adam, if I may, what I would need from you, 606 00:43:06.039 --> 00:43:09.119 if if you were ever going to let me and you felt like you 607 00:43:09.119 --> 00:43:13.440 were in a place to try, You're gonna have to just like I get 608 00:43:13.480 --> 00:43:16.360 shy and I clam up. You clam up too, each Yeah, I 609 00:43:16.440 --> 00:43:20.320 need I need I need you. I need those froggy legs. I need 610 00:43:20.360 --> 00:43:22.960 the legs. Can you move towards the stirrups? You know what I mean? 611 00:43:22.960 --> 00:43:28.280 Like we do and nope? So yeah, I just need that like 612 00:43:28.400 --> 00:43:31.400 openness from you because when you're all clamped up and you do have hair, 613 00:43:31.440 --> 00:43:36.159 and like it's just like where is it, you know, because you're all 614 00:43:36.559 --> 00:43:40.559 shelled up. Oh my god, i'd even consider that this is something I 615 00:43:40.599 --> 00:43:47.559 haven't done and I should try. I just because knowing that their pleasure center 616 00:43:47.639 --> 00:43:51.639 is down there. Yeah, And like, let's say, it's almost like 617 00:43:51.639 --> 00:43:54.559 when you're like stroking the dick and then you go to like lick their balls, 618 00:43:55.239 --> 00:44:00.119 but then you just go a little further down and they're like, and 619 00:44:00.159 --> 00:44:05.360 you go a little further down, they're like, Because I always think the 620 00:44:05.360 --> 00:44:08.599 back is archie, I always think about like giving it a little mic check, 621 00:44:09.280 --> 00:44:13.199 a little one too. Yeah, but I don't in my mind, 622 00:44:13.239 --> 00:44:15.480 I just don't think about, like, oh, use your mouth, girl, 623 00:44:15.800 --> 00:44:17.599 because I just think it's just not his thing. So I don't ever 624 00:44:17.679 --> 00:44:21.800 think about like doing that. So I'm just it's a whole new world. 625 00:44:21.920 --> 00:44:24.519 I forgot that I haven't eaten ass and I should try. I mean, 626 00:44:24.599 --> 00:44:29.559 I'm so excited. And you don't have to fully shave. You can just 627 00:44:29.559 --> 00:44:32.719 do like a little trimmer like how you would hair. His hair is very 628 00:44:32.760 --> 00:44:45.800 thin, like he doesn't nice. That's very body positive and I love that 629 00:44:45.840 --> 00:44:50.079 for you, well, I love that for us. It's my choice. 630 00:44:50.119 --> 00:44:52.599 I love his hair. I love every piece of his hair. True story. 631 00:44:52.679 --> 00:44:58.320 I did trim my genitals once and she cried. I wasn't happy, 632 00:44:58.360 --> 00:45:01.119 for sure. I never guess that because your beard is so full, so 633 00:45:01.159 --> 00:45:05.719 I thought you had a full bush. Have you seen his stomach? No, 634 00:45:05.760 --> 00:45:07.280 but I'm good that's you. I don't really, I don't see it 635 00:45:07.320 --> 00:45:12.159 at the pool. Yeah, because well I'm just trying to show he's very 636 00:45:12.199 --> 00:45:19.079 hair. Do you mind, Yeah, so he's just he's just hairy, 637 00:45:19.559 --> 00:45:27.000 but you're very But I see no back hare though it is, of course, 638 00:45:27.679 --> 00:45:30.559 it's not even like if I may. Even his pubes are very similar. 639 00:45:30.639 --> 00:45:35.719 They're straight, like my pubes are much curly, and in course, 640 00:45:36.039 --> 00:45:39.800 yes, like his are a little coarser than his chest hair, but it 641 00:45:39.920 --> 00:45:44.599 is very more straight. And even he doesn't shave anything, and so like 642 00:45:44.639 --> 00:45:46.360 his back he has a little patch of back hair. And then even like 643 00:45:46.400 --> 00:45:50.800 his booty in his crack, it's very it's very much like his chest hair. 644 00:45:50.960 --> 00:45:52.880 Like it does not bother me. It's very soft. Well, it's 645 00:45:53.000 --> 00:45:57.840 it's if the if, because you're the one that's going to be eating it, 646 00:45:57.880 --> 00:46:00.079 So if the hair bothers you, but you just have to be confident 647 00:46:00.199 --> 00:46:05.280 enough to let her do it. Like, it's not like a sexually thing. 648 00:46:05.320 --> 00:46:07.119 It's not a sexual thing. It's literally like a cleanliness thing. I 649 00:46:07.239 --> 00:46:10.599 just like, I just know me. He's pretty secure in his masculinity about 650 00:46:10.679 --> 00:46:15.960 about about but play For the most part, it's just what about like after 651 00:46:15.000 --> 00:46:20.559 a shower, like I'm willing to try it. I'm not saying I just 652 00:46:20.639 --> 00:46:24.280 know me, like I just know me, Like I'm I don't know. 653 00:46:24.480 --> 00:46:29.199 I think I'm always gonna be self cautious about what it's like back there. 654 00:46:29.880 --> 00:46:31.480 I'm unconscious about it too. But you have good time, don't you. 655 00:46:31.599 --> 00:46:34.639 We can do it. We'll go for it. Do you get up in 656 00:46:34.760 --> 00:46:37.320 there with the washbrag and some dial soap? Oh? Yeah, I know. 657 00:46:37.360 --> 00:46:44.199 I scrub's good. Do you do you eat her ass? So? 658 00:46:44.440 --> 00:46:49.000 I mean ass tastes like ass no matter what. But it honestly, it 659 00:46:49.079 --> 00:46:54.960 just tastes like skin. Like there's no there's no taste to it. It 660 00:46:55.119 --> 00:47:00.400 just tastes like skin. I guess if they're clean, if it's like after 661 00:47:00.519 --> 00:47:02.559 the gym and they've been sweating in their ass crack and shit, yeah, 662 00:47:02.599 --> 00:47:07.480 it's gonna taste musty, crusty. But it's I think that's the same for 663 00:47:07.519 --> 00:47:10.280 if like you're a vagiety or a penis. If they're at the gym, 664 00:47:10.280 --> 00:47:14.400 they're sweaty, you know, of course it's gonna smell. You're inspiring. 665 00:47:14.440 --> 00:47:17.599 Mean, they've ever been so passionate about how I need to eat ass. 666 00:47:17.920 --> 00:47:22.079 I mean, it wasn't my first time, but anyway, they were very 667 00:47:22.079 --> 00:47:24.119 clean, both of them very clean. It was a good time. And 668 00:47:24.159 --> 00:47:27.320 like, as he was fucking her, I ate his ass and it was 669 00:47:27.360 --> 00:47:30.800 a good time. And I made him come doing that. So that was 670 00:47:30.880 --> 00:47:37.360 fun. Oh wordm hm any honorable mention standout moments mentioned that the eye contacting 671 00:47:37.440 --> 00:47:43.360 was really fun. Yes, so he I was on my back. He 672 00:47:43.480 --> 00:47:46.159 was at the end of the bed, just fucking the shit out of me, 673 00:47:46.280 --> 00:47:52.079 Holy shit, And she was like rubbing down there and she was like 674 00:47:52.239 --> 00:47:57.320 I was looking at both of them, and they were like talking dirty to 675 00:47:57.360 --> 00:47:59.920 each other, and she was like yeah. They were like, yeah, 676 00:48:00.039 --> 00:48:05.920 your fucking ears are good, and I was like, yeah, to see 677 00:48:05.920 --> 00:48:12.679 you on the foam finger, like yeah, yes, yeah, I'd never 678 00:48:12.719 --> 00:48:16.000 considered that, but that's very funny to hear dirty talk that that's not directed. 679 00:48:16.719 --> 00:48:21.360 Yeah, Like they were talking to each other about how he was fucking 680 00:48:21.440 --> 00:48:25.400 me. She liked watching me getting fucked or I guess him fucking me, 681 00:48:25.480 --> 00:48:30.840 and she was like sucking on my nipples and like looking at me and like 682 00:48:30.960 --> 00:48:36.440 choking me, and like and this is just so fun. I don't think 683 00:48:36.440 --> 00:48:39.119 I've ever had I'm sure I've had friends that had threesomes. No one has 684 00:48:39.159 --> 00:48:45.559 spoken to me about it. You're the first. I'm a very sex positive 685 00:48:45.599 --> 00:48:53.159 person. Yeah. Yeah, like two days ago, Rihanna, I've only 686 00:48:53.199 --> 00:49:00.679 told I've only told my roommate. My best friend is not also my roommate, 687 00:49:00.719 --> 00:49:04.519 and then Rihanna because Rihanna is also very sex positive, and I know 688 00:49:04.519 --> 00:49:06.719 she wouldn't judge me, and I wouldn't. I know, she wouldn't tell 689 00:49:06.760 --> 00:49:09.960 anyone besides people on the internet, the whole internet. Yeah. Yeah, 690 00:49:10.039 --> 00:49:15.239 but I doubt like anyone that I know would listen to this, you know, 691 00:49:15.400 --> 00:49:19.239 especially if I'm not under my fake under my name, you know. 692 00:49:19.320 --> 00:49:23.000 Yeah. Yeah, Like I don't think anywhere here Daisy Duck. Yeah, 693 00:49:23.039 --> 00:49:28.920 I'm just your real Daisy Duck and just think cool. I'm really excited for 694 00:49:29.000 --> 00:49:31.280 you, Oh my gosh. And do you have any questions, because I 695 00:49:31.320 --> 00:49:36.760 mean, this is some A threesome is something we talk about and have questions 696 00:49:36.800 --> 00:49:46.199 and like get overwhelmed about I don't know, Yeah, I don't know what 697 00:49:46.280 --> 00:49:51.639 to ask if you don't have anything to ask her asking questions. I'm just 698 00:49:51.679 --> 00:49:54.679 trying to thinking about it. I'm just having fun, just learning about I'm 699 00:49:54.760 --> 00:49:59.719 experienced. It sounds like maybe this was a pretty regular thing for them. 700 00:50:00.079 --> 00:50:02.719 Oh yeah, most definitely this was like their lifestyle. Because I asked him 701 00:50:02.760 --> 00:50:05.760 about it as we were smoking. I was like, so, like, 702 00:50:05.800 --> 00:50:07.360 do you guys enjoy this? Like what do you get out of it? 703 00:50:07.760 --> 00:50:14.480 And he was like, I enjoy watching her get to experience her sexuality, 704 00:50:15.159 --> 00:50:20.360 and obviously I enjoy it because I'm a man also, and then yeah, 705 00:50:20.360 --> 00:50:23.119 and then she was like yeah, and it just like keeps things exciting and 706 00:50:23.159 --> 00:50:30.400 interesting after being with one person for so long, Like why not try something 707 00:50:30.480 --> 00:50:35.000 new? Do you know how long they've been together? I didn't really get 708 00:50:35.039 --> 00:50:40.440 too and she's she's only twenty five, yeah the girl the girl was and 709 00:50:40.519 --> 00:50:45.880 the guy was older, which yeah, but he looks very young, Like 710 00:50:45.920 --> 00:50:47.800 he looked fit and like took care of himself. But that kind of was 711 00:50:47.840 --> 00:50:52.880 like, huh, that's weird. But I'm not going to ask too many 712 00:50:52.920 --> 00:50:57.920 questions about that that's not the priority tonight. Yeah, like facts like we'll 713 00:50:57.960 --> 00:51:00.719 get into a therapy session about that later. What's about that? But I 714 00:51:00.760 --> 00:51:07.039 mean that's not really my business. But I'm excited that you got to experience 715 00:51:07.280 --> 00:51:10.519 a woman. Yeah, that it was enjoyable because if anything, that could 716 00:51:10.519 --> 00:51:15.079 also be extra overwhelming because you could have the opportunity to be with a woman. 717 00:51:15.199 --> 00:51:19.480 But also, was this your first reesome? Yeah? Well no, 718 00:51:20.239 --> 00:51:25.519 oh in college, but the first one sucked in college. Keep in mind 719 00:51:25.559 --> 00:51:32.880 we're in dorms and I I was just getting out of a relationship, a 720 00:51:32.960 --> 00:51:37.039 high school relationship that I had been in for all my years of high school. 721 00:51:37.559 --> 00:51:44.320 Very toxic, Yeah, very sexually driven. But I was so young 722 00:51:44.400 --> 00:51:46.880 and I not all the time didn't want to have sex. And but he 723 00:51:47.039 --> 00:51:52.559 was my he was my age too, but he would almost always like kind 724 00:51:52.559 --> 00:51:55.599 of force me to have sex sometimes even when I didn't want to. So 725 00:51:58.239 --> 00:52:00.679 during like my first year of college was like kind of taking my body back 726 00:52:00.719 --> 00:52:05.599 of like and since then it's kind of been like that of I want if 727 00:52:05.639 --> 00:52:07.679 I want to have sex, I'm going to have sex with who I want 728 00:52:07.679 --> 00:52:14.119 to and how I want it. So I met someone in my dorms that 729 00:52:14.280 --> 00:52:17.119 we were just always like down to have sex with each other, even if 730 00:52:17.119 --> 00:52:22.400 it wasn't very good. It was kind of just there, I guess yeah, 731 00:52:23.599 --> 00:52:29.440 and very like casual. I wasn't necessarily like attracted to the person. 732 00:52:29.519 --> 00:52:32.199 It was just kind of like, eh, might as well kind of getting 733 00:52:32.199 --> 00:52:36.880 over that too anyway. So he hit me up and he was like, 734 00:52:37.039 --> 00:52:40.039 would you be down to have a threesome with one of my guy friends? 735 00:52:40.920 --> 00:52:45.440 Oh? So two men's it was two men, but it was horrible. 736 00:52:45.000 --> 00:52:49.519 It was not good. There was no pleasure for me there. It was 737 00:52:50.199 --> 00:52:57.960 on a rug in my dorm and yeah, no, it was not good 738 00:52:58.000 --> 00:53:01.480 at all. It's not it was. It was not good. I don't 739 00:53:01.519 --> 00:53:05.280 regret it. But at the same time, it was like it didn't really 740 00:53:05.320 --> 00:53:08.400 need to happen. I shouldn't have put myself in that situation or said. 741 00:53:08.679 --> 00:53:15.960 It's another thing of like the vibe of like same thing of like oh do 742 00:53:15.000 --> 00:53:20.199 you have a condom? Yeah? Or do you really want to do this 743 00:53:20.960 --> 00:53:23.880 yeah? I guess yeah, just letting it happen. I feel like I 744 00:53:23.880 --> 00:53:28.159 would only want to have a threesome with two men if those two men were 745 00:53:28.239 --> 00:53:31.599 gay, oh yeah, because they would actually make sure that I was pleasured, 746 00:53:32.360 --> 00:53:36.119 Like two straight men are just wanting to like take turns on me. 747 00:53:36.239 --> 00:53:39.440 Yeah. Yeah, I feel like that becomes more more of just about the 748 00:53:39.480 --> 00:53:44.159 fantasy. Yeah, and about the two dudes. Well, that's what I 749 00:53:44.239 --> 00:53:45.440 kind of mean. That's why I said, like two college guys trying to 750 00:53:45.440 --> 00:53:49.960 react to reenact to Arno, I feel like, no matter what the age 751 00:53:50.000 --> 00:53:53.760 is, one female, two men, like you said, unless it's a 752 00:53:53.760 --> 00:53:59.000 gay couple trying to experiment, like if it's two heterosexual men, it feels 753 00:53:59.000 --> 00:54:07.119 like it could very just Yeah. I mean I I also get very quickly. 754 00:54:07.320 --> 00:54:09.159 Yeah. I loved my body like I wasn't really there. We were 755 00:54:09.159 --> 00:54:15.119 only eighteen, and it was kind of like almost like a fuck you to 756 00:54:15.239 --> 00:54:20.760 my ex in my mind, like yeah, I'm gonna go. Yeah. 757 00:54:21.400 --> 00:54:25.519 I feeling I basically yeah, almost like I'm gonna do this because I was 758 00:54:25.639 --> 00:54:29.440 forced to have sex with you for so long and now I'm gonna go have 759 00:54:29.559 --> 00:54:31.480 sex with these two guys. Even though he didn't know about it. It 760 00:54:31.519 --> 00:54:36.880 was very much like in my head, but kind of in the moment when 761 00:54:36.920 --> 00:54:39.800 I realized like what was happening, it was like I wasn't there. Yeah, 762 00:54:39.840 --> 00:54:46.119 but after anyway, but any horm like, yeah that was that was 763 00:54:46.159 --> 00:54:52.800 that? Okay mm hmm okay, but yeah, this this one was really 764 00:54:52.800 --> 00:54:57.159 great. Definitely a door opened for me. It felt like a huge weight 765 00:54:57.199 --> 00:55:00.320 off my shoulders. Really, yes, because I been wanting to do that 766 00:55:00.320 --> 00:55:06.079 with a woman for so long. But it was just like a it was 767 00:55:06.119 --> 00:55:10.639 a good experience. Yeah. Do you think anytime soon like you would have 768 00:55:10.719 --> 00:55:15.880 had an experience with a woman if it wasn't in a threesome? Do you 769 00:55:15.880 --> 00:55:19.800 think the three like the three are? You kind of mentioned that the threesome 770 00:55:19.840 --> 00:55:22.760 thing helped a little bit? Yeah, do you think had like his say, 771 00:55:22.840 --> 00:55:25.559 had just some woman on tender reached out to you? And I said, 772 00:55:25.760 --> 00:55:29.719 do you think that would have been tougher for you? So I am 773 00:55:29.800 --> 00:55:34.039 talking to several girls and I think the thing is is I don't know how 774 00:55:34.039 --> 00:55:37.559 to talk to a woman in a flirtatious way. I know how to talk 775 00:55:37.639 --> 00:55:40.480 to them in like yes, girly queen way, like as like their bestie, 776 00:55:40.559 --> 00:55:44.679 Like That's how I know how to interact with women. And so in 777 00:55:44.719 --> 00:55:50.760 a situation where we're almost like we're here to have sex and there's a man 778 00:55:50.800 --> 00:55:53.280 here that's also waiting to have sex. I guess kind of a fucked up 779 00:55:53.320 --> 00:55:59.480 way. I guess that's kind of fucked up. But the intentions were there 780 00:56:00.719 --> 00:56:04.480 and then but like going for like coffee with a girl, and like I 781 00:56:04.519 --> 00:56:07.039 wouldn't know how to act. I guess I wouldn't know how to be flirtatious. 782 00:56:07.079 --> 00:56:12.280 I would just be like talking like a girl human. Yeah, but 783 00:56:12.320 --> 00:56:15.559 I'm flirty with everyone exactly, so you're flirty with me. Yeah, But 784 00:56:15.679 --> 00:56:20.039 in my head, I'm not being flirty. I'm just being myself. I 785 00:56:20.039 --> 00:56:22.280 think that's one and the same. I think being yourself is key, and 786 00:56:22.320 --> 00:56:25.159 I think I think you're OK. I do, I do. I think 787 00:56:25.199 --> 00:56:30.880 that that's any person, whether it's male or female. You want to be 788 00:56:30.960 --> 00:56:34.719 yourself and you want them to appreciate you and like you for who you are, 789 00:56:35.599 --> 00:56:37.159 and that's who you are, even if you are a little sleigh yes 790 00:56:37.239 --> 00:56:42.079 queen with the girlies, But like when you get to know them and you're 791 00:56:42.079 --> 00:56:45.360 more comfortable, it becomes a lot less yes slagh queen, like it's just 792 00:56:45.400 --> 00:56:46.639 more of like how are you doing? And da da da da, Like 793 00:56:47.000 --> 00:56:51.199 you start to develop feelings and care about that person. I think it'll come 794 00:56:51.199 --> 00:56:57.079 a lot more natural than you think. I guess if it would transition from 795 00:56:57.760 --> 00:57:01.519 like, for example, one of our work friends, the one that has 796 00:57:01.559 --> 00:57:06.639 like the really cool nails. Yes, like I've I hold her hand like 797 00:57:07.239 --> 00:57:08.800 a lot, like during work, and I'm like, hey, like I 798 00:57:08.840 --> 00:57:15.039 call her cute little nicknames, and we're just like very flirty with each other. 799 00:57:15.360 --> 00:57:21.000 There are twos. She's like a version of you. Yeah, I 800 00:57:21.039 --> 00:57:23.440 love her. I think she's the sweetest little thing. But I don't know, 801 00:57:24.519 --> 00:57:30.159 I don't I don't see myself being with her, I guess because obviously 802 00:57:30.239 --> 00:57:35.800 she's a lot younger than us, but also like she's a lot younger than 803 00:57:35.880 --> 00:57:38.239 me, Yeah, closer in your age. Yeah, I mean she's like, 804 00:57:38.760 --> 00:57:43.320 uh, she's eighteen. Oh I'm twenty three, So okay, that's 805 00:57:43.360 --> 00:57:45.039 a lot. I mean, I would never want to date a eighteen year 806 00:57:45.079 --> 00:57:49.159 old. No, that's weird to me. The youngest. Honestly, I 807 00:57:49.199 --> 00:57:52.119 don't think I could go younger than twenty three, just because at that point, 808 00:57:52.239 --> 00:57:57.519 like you're not, we're not in the same part of our lives with 809 00:57:57.639 --> 00:58:00.960 the workspace that we met each other in. Any time I met any girls 810 00:58:00.000 --> 00:58:05.719 that couldn't drink and they're like like yeah, we work with another girl too. 811 00:58:05.760 --> 00:58:07.360 That's like, Oh, I want to let me get your number and 812 00:58:07.360 --> 00:58:10.719 we can do something. I was like, No, it feels illegal to 813 00:58:10.719 --> 00:58:15.840 be around you because I can go to jail if I gave you alcohol, 814 00:58:15.880 --> 00:58:16.440 which I wouldn't do. But you know what I mean, Like, it 815 00:58:16.480 --> 00:58:20.760 just feels not that drinking is a big part of my life. It's just 816 00:58:20.800 --> 00:58:24.360 a weird like indicator of yeah, I shouldn't be around you. Well, 817 00:58:24.599 --> 00:58:29.719 so I have had friends in the past where we've gotten very close, you 818 00:58:29.719 --> 00:58:32.480 know, best friends. You're having sleepover, it's just girls. You're sleeping 819 00:58:32.480 --> 00:58:35.599 in the same bed, you know, like it's normal. Yeah, I 820 00:58:35.599 --> 00:58:37.639 feel like it's normal for girls to do that. Yeah, we're changing in 821 00:58:37.679 --> 00:58:43.840 front of each other. We're just very comfortable with each other. And one 822 00:58:43.920 --> 00:58:46.480 time one of my like, very very close friends, she like looked at 823 00:58:46.480 --> 00:58:51.719 me for a little too long, and I think we both kind of thought 824 00:58:51.760 --> 00:58:54.920 in our heads like what if we were to kiss? But then I was 825 00:58:54.960 --> 00:58:58.159 the one that was just that kind of like looked away and was like, 826 00:58:59.159 --> 00:59:01.960 yeah, because I think I was scared. Yeah, kind of I didn't. 827 00:59:02.239 --> 00:59:07.239 I didn't want to ruin our friendship. Yeah, I guess if that 828 00:59:07.280 --> 00:59:12.480 didn't work out, like I just lost my best friend. Yeah, so 829 00:59:14.360 --> 00:59:16.519 I guess in my head that's still very scary to me and how I would 830 00:59:16.559 --> 00:59:22.119 approach that and how I guess the dynamic would work. I'm used to a 831 00:59:22.159 --> 00:59:25.639 man, and I think that's what trips me out about this last relationship too, 832 00:59:25.679 --> 00:59:31.000 that he wasn't sexually driven. I'm used to a man that's very sexually 833 00:59:31.079 --> 00:59:42.679 driven and like that dynamic. Yeah, I guess I'm not used to I 834 00:59:42.719 --> 00:59:47.440 guess someone being nice to me, but that there's some of that dynamic may 835 00:59:47.559 --> 00:59:52.159 still be true. You know. You could, you know, meet a 836 00:59:52.199 --> 00:59:58.679 woman who is just as sexually driven and takes a little more control and is 837 00:59:58.719 --> 01:00:00.960 a little it has a little bit more of that masculinity that you're used to. 838 01:00:01.639 --> 01:00:06.519 That's it. It's masculinity for sure. Yeah, and I think that 839 01:00:06.519 --> 01:00:12.840 that coexists in women as well. So I get that it's new and it's 840 01:00:12.880 --> 01:00:15.880 going to be a journey and you you're gonna have to experience that for yourself. 841 01:00:15.239 --> 01:00:19.119 But just like you did with the threesome, I think it's just something 842 01:00:19.119 --> 01:00:21.840 you need to hop into and I think you'll be surprised of Like, Okay, 843 01:00:21.880 --> 01:00:23.400 I like this person. I don't see this person as a friend. 844 01:00:24.199 --> 01:00:29.760 I'm here to either whether it's fucking or be in a relationship. Like I 845 01:00:29.800 --> 01:00:32.519 think you'll be surprised how naturally it'll come to you, because use people are 846 01:00:32.559 --> 01:00:37.440 people you've And that's another thing. As soon as I went to there, 847 01:00:37.519 --> 01:00:42.480 because I was very nervous. I was so nervous not to meet them, 848 01:00:42.599 --> 01:00:45.280 but to be like, oh, so I'm going to be seeing a girl 849 01:00:45.280 --> 01:00:50.039 tonight. Yeah. And I've kissed girls before, like but only when I 850 01:00:50.079 --> 01:00:52.599 was drunk, okay, and I knew I enjoyed it. I knew I 851 01:00:52.599 --> 01:00:55.440 felt a little tingle down there. And I would be like telling my friends 852 01:00:55.440 --> 01:00:58.159 like, oh my god, I just kissed the girl. I really liked 853 01:00:58.159 --> 01:01:00.719 it. And they were like, yeah, well girls do that when they're 854 01:01:00.760 --> 01:01:02.880 drunk, and they kind of I was like, oh, okay, those 855 01:01:02.880 --> 01:01:07.960 girls just haven't come around to the sexuality. Yeah. And then yeah, 856 01:01:08.519 --> 01:01:13.880 well but you've been with women before, yes, so what is that like. 857 01:01:14.960 --> 01:01:20.400 Well, my experience was a little different because one of them, like 858 01:01:20.440 --> 01:01:23.039 my first the first woman I was with was well I guess it wasn't the 859 01:01:23.039 --> 01:01:29.360 first one, but she was the more serious one because we were more intimate. 860 01:01:29.599 --> 01:01:34.280 She was older than me. How older. I was eighteen and she 861 01:01:34.480 --> 01:01:39.199 was like twenty two. That's not too bad. No, four years, 862 01:01:39.280 --> 01:01:43.039 yeah, four years. I was still in high school and she was in 863 01:01:43.079 --> 01:01:49.159 college. Oh, that's that's different. We met at a Lady Gaga concert. 864 01:01:49.239 --> 01:01:52.400 I love that. And we kept in touch a lot, and we 865 01:01:52.480 --> 01:01:57.159 followed each other on socials. And I don't think she really thought of me 866 01:01:57.199 --> 01:02:00.440 as really young, because every time she saw me, I was like driving 867 01:02:00.480 --> 01:02:01.840 out on the town. I was at the concerts. I was, you 868 01:02:01.840 --> 01:02:05.199 know, we would go to concerts together. We went to a few different 869 01:02:05.239 --> 01:02:08.199 concerts. But you told me you grew up really fast anyway, so you've 870 01:02:08.280 --> 01:02:14.480 you've always been more mature, carried yourself differently. Yeah, especially when I 871 01:02:14.519 --> 01:02:15.960 had a car, Like I was never home. It's like, what are 872 01:02:15.960 --> 01:02:17.679 you doing, I'm at work, Okay, I'll meet you after work. 873 01:02:17.719 --> 01:02:21.760 Like I was just always out. So I think people saw me a lot, 874 01:02:22.199 --> 01:02:28.519 viewed me differently for that reason. Yeah, And it was it was 875 01:02:28.639 --> 01:02:35.159 interesting. She was a little, a little meggy with me. I don't 876 01:02:35.199 --> 01:02:38.239 think she was particularly nice to me. I think I was very infatuated with 877 01:02:38.280 --> 01:02:42.119 her. I did if I know what her birthday is I swear she's a 878 01:02:42.159 --> 01:02:50.239 cancer and but yeah, so she was a cancer, so that totally makes 879 01:02:50.320 --> 01:02:53.880 up, totally makes sense, which was very funny because she was a full 880 01:02:53.960 --> 01:03:01.239 blown, like capital L lesbian and this was deaf. Definitely my first experience 881 01:03:01.800 --> 01:03:06.519 being more serious with a woman. And she was like, you should just 882 01:03:06.519 --> 01:03:09.239 give me everything, and I was like, but I don't know how what, 883 01:03:09.599 --> 01:03:14.519 Like what do you mean give you everything? Like I it was like 884 01:03:14.760 --> 01:03:19.639 I would. I fingered her and things like that, Like she didn't touch 885 01:03:19.679 --> 01:03:22.719 me much. It was always me pleasuring her. Y'all should see my face 886 01:03:22.800 --> 01:03:27.400 right now. I look so concerned, but it's hysterical because for when I 887 01:03:27.440 --> 01:03:30.800 am a child, I'm eighteen years old. I've never done this before, 888 01:03:30.920 --> 01:03:36.400 so I don't even know how good it was for her. It was decent 889 01:03:36.559 --> 01:03:39.400 enough because she kept wanting me back. Yeah, but it was a lot 890 01:03:39.440 --> 01:03:44.320 of coaching. It was her like walking me, talking me through things to 891 01:03:44.559 --> 01:03:49.159 play please her. And that was kind of it. That was kind of 892 01:03:49.199 --> 01:03:54.480 the dynamic. Things fizzled off very naturally, and I was just infatuated with 893 01:03:54.559 --> 01:03:59.800 her, and like she lived in the Dallas area and I like in the 894 01:03:59.800 --> 01:04:02.119 car just took a bus to Dallas to go stay with her for the weekend, 895 01:04:02.320 --> 01:04:06.920 and one of my tattoos I got with her, Like I didn't get 896 01:04:06.920 --> 01:04:09.800 it with her, but she was like. I was like I wanted, 897 01:04:10.039 --> 01:04:11.960 like Eve been wanting to get that tattoo, and I was like, yeah, 898 01:04:12.039 --> 01:04:13.920 sheol, do you want to go get it? She didn't get a 899 01:04:13.960 --> 01:04:16.639 tattoo. I just got mine. But like I was in doubt the flowers 900 01:04:16.679 --> 01:04:19.239 I have on my leg I got with her when I was in Dallas. 901 01:04:19.440 --> 01:04:24.280 It's giving a little manipulative, yeah, and her being older, knowing how 902 01:04:24.320 --> 01:04:30.679 to manipulate someone that is very unsure of themselves. Yeah, looking back at 903 01:04:30.679 --> 01:04:33.840 it, like I think I was just very excited and she was very beautiful. 904 01:04:34.079 --> 01:04:40.000 We like the same kind of music. I went to her apartment. 905 01:04:40.119 --> 01:04:42.440 Oh gosh, I forgot about that. Yeah, I was at her apartment 906 01:04:42.440 --> 01:04:45.480 all the time. That girl would text me. I remember being at a 907 01:04:45.480 --> 01:04:47.480 sleepover with a front and she texted me like at midnight at a friend's house 908 01:04:47.480 --> 01:04:49.599 and I was like so excited. I was like, all right, guys, 909 01:04:49.639 --> 01:04:53.000 I gotta go by, and I like took off and went to essentially 910 01:04:53.039 --> 01:04:55.000 a booty call. I was a booty call. I was I was just 911 01:04:55.039 --> 01:04:57.880 a booty call. But I was very infatuated with her and I liked her 912 01:04:57.920 --> 01:05:04.079 a lot. And but everything before her was more like a lot of making 913 01:05:04.119 --> 01:05:09.079 out with girls, never drunk though. It was always girls that we were 914 01:05:09.199 --> 01:05:12.480 kind of friends, but knew that we wanted to make out. It was 915 01:05:12.480 --> 01:05:16.760 never I have a friend who's been on this been on this show, Anna, 916 01:05:17.280 --> 01:05:19.159 who's talked about like, yeah, I just like to make out with 917 01:05:19.199 --> 01:05:23.000 my friends. Like it wasn't really like that, like our intentions were to 918 01:05:23.000 --> 01:05:25.360 make out. We were just really friendly and I think we were just all 919 01:05:25.480 --> 01:05:30.440 we were just not in a place to actually explore that dates or anything like 920 01:05:30.480 --> 01:05:34.079 that because we were in high school. So I've done a lot of that 921 01:05:34.199 --> 01:05:41.320 of just like fornicating and making out and like very like things like that make 922 01:05:41.360 --> 01:05:45.000 out sessions. And then all my like really physical things were with the older 923 01:05:45.039 --> 01:05:51.159 woman. I never had a woman. I've never had a woman touch my 924 01:05:51.199 --> 01:05:56.119 puss. I was gonna say for her to be older and more experienced. 925 01:05:56.440 --> 01:05:59.000 If I was in her position, I'd be like, let me show you 926 01:05:59.039 --> 01:06:01.079 this world, let me show you what feels good. Yeah, let me 927 01:06:01.119 --> 01:06:09.320 show you. And Chris is lesbian and for but it also kind of makes 928 01:06:09.360 --> 01:06:13.480 me think because as someone that is literally her age, she was twenty two, 929 01:06:14.039 --> 01:06:16.800 I'm twenty three. I would never consider an eighteen year old like that. 930 01:06:17.920 --> 01:06:23.719 I I don't know, it's just someone that young, you know what 931 01:06:23.719 --> 01:06:28.039 I'm saying. Yeah, And I guess like you're fresh out of high school. 932 01:06:28.079 --> 01:06:30.840 I was still in high school. You're still in high school. I 933 01:06:30.840 --> 01:06:34.599 think for me that big gives me big. I continued on until I was 934 01:06:34.719 --> 01:06:39.519 out of high school, but it was mainly in high school because of the 935 01:06:39.559 --> 01:06:44.320 tail end of high school, I started dating my substitute teacher. So that's 936 01:06:44.320 --> 01:06:45.960 what I was gonna say. I've left love. Well, that's what I'm 937 01:06:45.960 --> 01:06:49.480 gonna say too, and especially accordance to kind of what you're talking about with 938 01:06:49.519 --> 01:06:55.199 this woman, like and not to try to sound like I'm chooting my own 939 01:06:55.239 --> 01:07:00.559 horn or anything like that. Like from my understanding, as far as full 940 01:07:00.639 --> 01:07:05.280 relationships go, I'm kind of the most healthy one you've had. Rihanna has 941 01:07:05.360 --> 01:07:10.719 kind of a history that like, the you're getting with this relationship is kind 942 01:07:10.719 --> 01:07:15.119 of a history. I've also been in a lot of toxic relationships, though 943 01:07:15.679 --> 01:07:21.000 we have a lot in common of I'm constantly wanting to constantly wanting to affirm 944 01:07:21.039 --> 01:07:26.519 people, even if and I chase that of wanting to make people feel better 945 01:07:26.519 --> 01:07:30.159 for themselves. Yeah, especially when you think they're cool as fun. I 946 01:07:30.199 --> 01:07:32.000 mean, that's why I got my degree in psychology, because I just like 947 01:07:32.119 --> 01:07:36.599 making people feel better about themselves. Yeah, that's like my thing. I 948 01:07:36.639 --> 01:07:42.719 love hyping people up, even if they are the most like. I can 949 01:07:42.760 --> 01:07:45.880 fix some Yeah, exactly, I can fix them, and I can listen 950 01:07:45.960 --> 01:07:47.920 to you, and I can make you feel better about yourselves. And I 951 01:07:47.920 --> 01:07:51.119 guess I don't understand that even if you make them feel better about themselves, 952 01:07:51.159 --> 01:07:56.000 that doesn't mean that they're going to be a better person. Yeah, yeah, 953 01:07:56.079 --> 01:08:00.360 mic job, But that's so that's true, and I don't thing it 954 01:08:00.400 --> 01:08:04.800 took me a very long time to figure that out. I still don't think 955 01:08:04.840 --> 01:08:09.400 I figured that out. Yeah, I mean, I think I still struggle 956 01:08:09.440 --> 01:08:15.199 with that a lot of friendships because friendships are hard, and I love friendship. 957 01:08:15.239 --> 01:08:17.439 I'm such a friendship gal. I dive into friendships. You're a girl's 958 01:08:17.479 --> 01:08:24.399 girl. We are girls girls. Yeah, and some people are responsive to 959 01:08:24.439 --> 01:08:27.439 that. Some people are half responsive. So it's a little confusing to me. 960 01:08:28.399 --> 01:08:32.079 I don't always feel like all of my friends are on the same on 961 01:08:32.119 --> 01:08:35.960 the same level of that, but it makes the tough friendships are hard. 962 01:08:36.279 --> 01:08:42.359 Yeah, yeah, but I'm glad you got to have your exploratory yeah with 963 01:08:42.520 --> 01:08:47.840 women and I You've inspired me to eat the groceries and I will let you 964 01:08:47.920 --> 01:08:50.760 know how, and I'll text my friend after I was done. I will 965 01:08:50.800 --> 01:08:58.680 text you after I eat those groceries. I tell Rianna everything. I mean. 966 01:08:59.000 --> 01:09:01.800 Yeah, Well, I'm excited for your journey and I do hope you 967 01:09:02.000 --> 01:09:05.800 I really want to check back in about how these if you go on some 968 01:09:05.920 --> 01:09:11.039 dates with some ladies and like, you know, this could be your your 969 01:09:11.079 --> 01:09:15.439 baby gay phase. Yes. My roommate was telling me, like, you 970 01:09:15.479 --> 01:09:17.520 really you have to get out of your comfort zone. Yeah, and that's 971 01:09:17.560 --> 01:09:21.760 literally out of my comfort zone. Sex is very much within my comfort zone. 972 01:09:21.960 --> 01:09:25.359 Yeah, you know, and you know you're good at it with ladies. 973 01:09:27.000 --> 01:09:31.479 I guess out of my comfort zone is actually getting to know people laship 974 01:09:31.600 --> 01:09:35.479 does that say about me? We'll get into that next time Part two. 975 01:09:35.760 --> 01:09:41.520 Part I mean, this is longest fuck. Is there anything you want to 976 01:09:41.560 --> 01:09:45.079 add, Daisy before we wrap up? Any any knowledge or wisdom you want 977 01:09:45.079 --> 01:09:49.920 to share for anyone else that is branching out into their sexuality. Be yourself, 978 01:09:50.399 --> 01:09:57.960 and whoever is okay with it is worth it. And whoever is not 979 01:09:58.039 --> 01:10:03.960 okay with it or it doesn't matter, it's it goes. Whoever minds doesn't 980 01:10:03.960 --> 01:10:10.000 matter, and whoever doesn't mind matters. There's another way to put that, 981 01:10:10.039 --> 01:10:15.119 but I feel like cow man tequila shots. Are you in three three oh? 982 01:10:15.159 --> 01:10:19.840 Whoever matters doesn't mind, and whoever minds doesn't matter? There in stand 983 01:10:19.920 --> 01:10:24.920 for something? What are you gonna do? Just be yourself, be yourself, 984 01:10:25.039 --> 01:10:29.520 know what you want, go after it, make it happen. Until 985 01:10:29.520 --> 01:10:38.279 next time, Stay horny bitches. Okay bye. If you enjoy today's episode 986 01:10:38.319 --> 01:10:41.800 of Balled Up Bitches, be sure to rate and subscribe wherever you listen to 987 01:10:41.840 --> 01:10:45.600 your podcast. To join in on more of our conversations and fun, You 988 01:10:45.640 --> 01:10:49.479 can follow us on social media at bottled up Bitches on Instagram and bottled up 989 01:10:49.520 --> 01:10:54.600 Talk on Twitter and write in your sexcapage anything you want to share with the 990 01:10:54.640 --> 01:10:58.880 team at bottled up Talk at gmail dot com. Cover art for Balled Up 991 01:10:58.920 --> 01:11:03.239 Bitches is created Winston Gambro. Episodes are produced and edited by Rihanna Campbell and 992 01:11:03.279 --> 01:11:08.880 Adam Lewis. This has been a Crooked Bunny production. Stay horny bitches,