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Et they got, I can't hear
you in your books? Whoop, they

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asked, what that's not? Hello? Hello? Hello? I founded a

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little sounded a little though. That
was Spanish. I'm drinking a mark reader.

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If this is your first time joining
us, I would like to properly

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introduce myself. I am your host
and favorite motivational speaker. Me Me,

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Me, Me so one hundred or
comer walker if you're nasty. I am

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joined by my co host, freak
Man McGee, the News, Miska the

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building. Of course, you got
the man behind the magic. We got

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the man behind the magic, mister
tone Death. He is in charge of

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all the visuals that will be crossing
your screen tonight watch the live. If

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Akua YouTube channel live on Sundays at eight

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thirty. And guess who was on
fucking time tonight? So Rita only because

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there's KWAFO in the building, Sita
actual And you know what, sir,

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Rita girl, I never have and
I'm like me and Srita were pulling up

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at the same time because I had
to make a stop at covers. Now

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I call myself ordering an advance from
me to town. They say they go

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bring it out, but you gotta
go in and get it. It took

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me, you know, eight minutes
to figure that out. She got here

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right at the ass crack of on
time. Okay, my I was gonna

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sit in the car and smoke,
but a twenty five people just need one

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hit up. Then, of course
we have mister Essential, who is always

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stepping it up. When tone decides, you know what, I'm just gonna

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go home without notice and then own
a company. I do step up when

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he's also here, So let's not
just pinch that picture, man. I

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mean he does all the things I'm
here too, you know what I'm saying.

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Yeah, when he not, you
know, too hot on mushrooms and

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ship or Taylor Pork. And of
course we have my uh, we have

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my chocolate buddy in the building,
uh chocolate herself, missus Taylor m Marie.

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But that's name Cocle Marie. Yeah. But I'm gonna take you guys

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for tuning in because you know,
you could be somewhere out getting drunk for

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this three day freaking but instead you
were here with us still getting drunk.

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That's right, and pour pour yourself
up something warm and drink. Off your

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line about listen, I you are
not go ahead? Can I say something?

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When you slide the micros down like
that, you're going to strip the

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microphone stand. When you pull it
up and stuff without twisting the thing,

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you're going to strip it. So
just make look at you. You stopped

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being straight, pulled it up and
down and stuff, you know, got

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unscrewed and stuff. That's he doesn't
want you to be a stripper anymore.

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Want you stop doing that? My
wrist cool. Apparently everybody's sipping anyway.

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That's why Margarita we bomped on the
same thing. I don't even know which

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camera on her. Hello, thank
you? M Rich says, Hey y'all,

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sorry, I've been in my a. I took the Facebook app off

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my phone. Love and mis we
love and miss you too. Ask sometimes

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you just got to unplugged, man, we get it. I want to

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be that mature. Yeah, sometimes
you just got unplugged. Because this will

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probably be the last totally awkward until
July. Can Beat's day? I just

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I needed. It's a Friday,
No, I just with my birthday coming

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up and jelly Bean birthday and the
trip and the father's that. It's just

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it's a lot going on in June, so you know, maybe just unplugged

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for a little bit. Nah,
we're doing a hostally awkward takeover in this

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bitch. But the good thing,
the good thing about that is by the

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time I come back, I have
a lot of ship to talk about.

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Is awkward, that's what we're gonna
call it. Drunk nigga is awkward,

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and niggas is awkward. Before seasons
special Margarita sipping and Margarita I heard that

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probably Wiles show. It's wilder holes
awkward. That's just a natural spin off

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show right there by itself that Hey, hey, we should just call it

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cancers in Charge in this Bitch and
just just flip that ship upside down.

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Hey, so nothing the non essential
cast member who you know, she pop

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up every now and then coming in
here taking the essential workers, supplies and

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ship. So I need another phone
stand there? Uh, that's fun equally

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essential, wouldn't you just trying to
trying to give give us saying oh,

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I'm sorry for not listening. To
y'all. I told y'all she'd be front.

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I see see, I told y'all
she'd be from. She'd be from.

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She'd be acting like we don't need
each other cause she showed put it

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on blasts like I should have listened
to y'all. Y'all tried to tell me

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serious. I do take stuff seriously. All right, now, we're so

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you know what why while we're While
we're on the subject of Kaila this,

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we're going to start off with a
video. Are you guys familiar with the

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what is the actual name of that? Is it twenty one versus one?

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Like, what is the name of
that? It depends it's twenty versus one

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versus So if you're not familiar with
that and you're listening or you know,

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watching live, that is where they
have one person who comes in a room

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full of suitors and of the opposite
sex, and they have balloons to pop

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when they are not interested. Some
people, unfortunately, get their balloons popped

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a sap, like as soon as
they walk in. And then you have

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others that you know, once they
hear things like oh they got kids pop,

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you know like that. So we're
gonna play a couple of those videos

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starting with this one. So Smith
thirty seven and Joseph, what do you

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do? I'm an uber and live
driver full time and why did you end

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up popping your blue? I don't
know. It's the knee, the right

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knee. He got something going on. I don't know what it is.

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I got eggs with it and I
use coconut oil. Yeah, zoom in

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on that please, And I just
don't know why it's like that. So

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I've seen it and I was like, she's not on take my coconuts ver

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regiment seriously. First of all,
this fool gazy looking ass, nigga,

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I'm lucky to be in the lineup
these, he said. The ash on

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her knees made him pop his blue
all right. But when she asked that,

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nigga, what was his job?
What he's saying, he's a full

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time uber and liber and lift who
whoa whoa whoa whoa? He has he

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has no health insurance. He brings
absolutely enough. He brings nothing to the

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table down nothing, full time full
time uber and I never heard that happen

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before as a person who has done
like gigwork like that, depending on the

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area that he's in or maybe doing
like, all right, well, I'm

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only doing like airport rising, you
can make that ship. Yeah, you

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don't make enough money to be that
kind of a person. Honestly. You

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know what, if you get a
bot, you can get the little insert

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like that, You get the inside
scoop of trying to get into the system.

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You can get all kinds of ship
that other people can't. So you

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can actually do it. I don't
know how to, could you? Amazon?

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And now you understand, Yeah,
I'm like all these niggas taking all

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the good ship. They're taking all
the good ship. So ain't nobody fingers

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that fast? And had a professional
masturbator that fast? None? And I

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am a professional masturbator. And I
was even losing, so you know that

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she was rid. Some shit came
up last night. It's at four hours,

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one hundred and forty two dollars.
Brit said, he's so proud of

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himself. I am a professional uber
and lyft driver, like no, I

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said. It was such confidence,
Like, hey, if you bro,

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I would rather him just say I'm
a professional driver. I'll be cool with

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that. O my own my own. I'm I'm a I'm a private contract

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worker, I'm a ship, I
have my own I have my own driving

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service. Yeah, anything but that
in thirty Possibly he don't bro right in

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the fact that he has the all
dashing. He'd be like, I popped

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my balloon because her knee was ashy. I didn't get a chance to see

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her. Right, she ain't ugly, but ash on the knee should not

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be to decide in the fact that
we restart it and we go let it

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play all the way through before any
commentary. No, I'm saying, like

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more we can shut up wilets on
this time. My name is Joseph Smith

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thirty seven, and Joseph, what
do you do? I'm an uber and

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live driver full time. And why
did you end up popping your balloe?

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I don't know. It's the knee, the right knee. He got something

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going on. I don't know what
it is. I got em and I

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use coconut oil. Yeah, zoom
in on that please, And I just

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don't know why it's like that.
So I've seen it and I was like,

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she's not gonna take my coconut oil
to regiment. Seriously, the house

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looked moisturized, you know, But
I've seen that. This stigure got a

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clip on nosering talking about somebody's fucking
you know what next video play yes,

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yes, and and the crazy part
is so and the remaining part of it

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comes to find out like she fell
and her knee is actually healing. It

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shouldn't even matter. So it shouldn't
matter. But it's just funny because it's

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like, bro, she is a
fucking scabbas for me, Like what you

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what you want? But she's not
gonna take my coconut oil regiment. Serious.

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He was up there being a clown. He just didn't want to.

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He didn't want to get popped on. That's what it was. She didn't

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have a ding ding when she came
out. That was the problem. He

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was like, Oh, this theo
you're talking about. Her brother's at the

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left knee order from the women's side
of sheens. Even if you need any

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if you need to be more strides, don't forget bang of body, butters,

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pitch girl, not horror on myself. Hey, I make I makes

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the coins from the from the body. I used it for my face me

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too. I said that once.
I feel like, uh you mm hmm,

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but oh you know one is missing, but that's because I forgot to

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send it to you. Just be
three of these, well, so let's

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get this whole off here, all
right? So while I send tone this

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third one because that one was fucking
ridiculous, this one is is very interesting

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to me for a certain reason.
Okay, So why'd you pop too wrong?

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For me to go? Yeah?
What do you want at this point?

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What's age range? Five years older
is a limit? So how are

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you twenty one? Okay? Okay? If you said five years is a

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limit, there's like a lack of
basic skills, okay, twenty one five?

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Okay, okay, okay, all
right, so why'd you pop same

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for me? Age limit? I'm
twenty your twenty six? I feel like

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it's just a maturity level, and
it isn't. I'm not mature, but

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I feel like I just haven't lived
it's enough, like enough life as you

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have. So it's like I can't
understand everything you're talking about, Like there's

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always going to be a disconnect.
Why are you here? It was trapping

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so right, that's why you've been
playing again because it was trapping the first

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time. Hold on twenty six?
Okay, So why'd you pop like two

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wrong for me to go? Yeah? What do you want at this point?

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What's age range? Five? Years
older is a limit? So how

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are you twenty one? Okay?
Okay? If you said five years is

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a limit, there's like lack of
basic skills, okay, twenty one okay,

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okay, okay, all right,
So why'd you pop same for me

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age limit? I'm twenty your twenty
six. I feel like it's just a

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maturity level. And I'm not mature, but I feel like I just haven't

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lived it's enough, like enough life
as you have. So it's like I

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can't understand everything you're talking about,
Like there's always going to be a disconnect.

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Now, I might give her a
path. She's only twenty now.

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The thing that is funny to me
about this is because how many men are

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always online telling us that the reason
that they day down like when we were

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like, bro, that's creepy,
and that is why we feel like it's

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creepy, like what do you have
in common with a motherfucker like that,

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like that much younger than you to
the point that they actually be talking about

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So for her to be young and
say that, it's hilarious because it's like

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that's what we be telling y'all,
and y'all be like, no younger women

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they want to do this, and
they want to do that, and it's

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like, I'm going to push back
on that and say, that makes sense

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when you are older than thirty the
evening holes either your face. Yes,

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it's so punishable. That makes that
makes sense if they're over thirty or forty

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and whatnot. But in the twenties, you're your development, you turn.

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Your development doesn't get going until after
you are twenty four to twenty five.

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So your immaturity is you're all you're
all, you all in the same damn

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immaturity level. Twenty twenty five,
you are the same shit that five years

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ain't that big of a difference when
you're that age. When you actually become

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like thirty and up, that's when
you start experience it. Right now,

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you're still a That's why insurance don't
stop five. Yeah, you're you're you're

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you're technically an adolescent until your twenty
four. Yeah, but she's like,

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bro, you can't even take me
out drinking because I can't drink it.

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That makes sense that she didn't say
that, you said that. She said

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you experienced more shit than me.
But what I'm saying, that's one of

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those things. But technically that's still
true. That thing though. Imagine,

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Okay, so he was twenty six
and she was twenty. Now, imagine

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she lived somewhat of a shelter life. She's been chilling. She's just now

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like, Okay, I'm grown,
I can go outside. Imagine this nigga

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been outside since sixteen. So the
conversation is gonna be different. Whether I'm

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six years older, even that time, I've been doing shit before you.

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These are all assumptions. But tell
me, even okay, I understand I

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talked to you, I talked to
you in your language. That six years

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gap is one whole fucking college experience. You completely become a different person when

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you've done with college than you were
before you started. Kind of kind of

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this nigga here, I mean,
I'm serious. I'm serious. I'm serious

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because I'm coming here the pod because
at this point, you pine's twenty.

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At twenty, you've experienced some of
the college life. You know, the

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life, The lifestyle between twenty and
twenty four don't change once you get to

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college. College is college. You
don't even know why you at college other

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than your mama made I didn't know
what I was college til I got out

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ship. I really I was out
of still didn't know what the fun I

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was doing because you was going down
there at freaking some ship. Now,

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y'all, poty, don't even here. You're not listening to the person was

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saying five years older and she's twenty
one. Yeah, that's why we were

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laughing. That's the way we last
thing because it's still matched. Her here

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is different, that was not.
It's still the same. Fuck, nigga

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pony tails. I just pushed the
breaks. Don't push it in lying back

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next man. So so that view, is it the same thought I mean,

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if you do, if you want
to know, I got my dress

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tugged down a little bit, is
it? Is it the same thought process?

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If? Is it the same thought
process? If he's thirty six and

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she's thirty, it's the same thought
process, is right. And that's what

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I'm saying. That's exact, That's
exactly what I'm saying. It's all situational.

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Everything is situation. Because at twenty
I had a two year old,

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right, some twenty year olds already
and there were twenty I was. I

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just started from him. So she
got a two year old, I just

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started being freaked. Man. Life
is different, but we just the same

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thing now the twenty one, the
twenty year old, Actually she's she grounded

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her thought process very solidly. I'm
gonna give her propulate twenty one year old,

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don't you know fucking basic math?
And she actually eliminated somebody that she

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actually has in her category. She
said she casts it to her TV so

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she can come in real time.
That's what I do when I'm at home.

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I watch it on my TV,
or you just go to YouTube and

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put it on TV. Like my
thing about it, like Apple pushed it.

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My thing about assumptions is this whole
process is so quick you don't even

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know who the fuck you're talking to. You just basic off pop hop pop.

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Hey, you're too young, you're
too old whatever. It's speed dating,

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yeah, speed dat. Speed dating
is still having a conversation, speed

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popping a bubble when we see the
motherfucker you sitting down and having a conversation

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with five minutes. When I was
graduating middle school, when I was graduating

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eighth grade, six years older than
me, is already into your sophomore year

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of college. Experiences are different,
but the order you get, the closer

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experiences get. And I said,
you're the conversation. We're saying the same

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thing. We're saying the same thing. You're saying the same thing as I

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said. She's making an assumption based
off of ack like your your age.

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She didn't even talk to him and
have a conversation. Maybe she did experience

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why she did though, whatever,
I'm just saying based off of what we

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saw her. You almost thirty,
or maybe maybe because you've been you've been

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able to party all right, you've
been able to do all this ship.

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By the time I'm really just now
getting in my bag, you might be

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off that and want me to sit
the fuck down. We ain't got time

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for that, right because what was
we doing twenty five twenty six this partying,

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this shit like party takeover, partying
heavy. But by the time she

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gets to that twenty five to twenty
six point, this nigga gonna be in

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his thirties. Like, while you
out all the time, while we can't

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sit down to watch a movie,
all you want to do is on the

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streets because you ain't because you and
your thirties. I'm not in my thirties

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yet, trust me, and I
want to do that ship. It ain't

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fun young girls. I was just
like, Wow, yeah, I don't

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know it's like you said's teachers to
be old to house to watch its case

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by case, bab not want to
be warming house? Good? You really

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really do, bro, you saying
medical terms and everything, welcome to welcome

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to unk hood like real niggas will
been like my anchor's back. But but

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I'm gonna I'm getting ready to finally
throw my thirty thirty in the club and

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you coming in with a sweater vessel
and ships like tom and I'm gonna blow

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this whole up and be like if
I'm twenty, Like there's drinking. Hey,

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you know I didn't. I didn't
graduated the wine and so I'm sure,

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nigga, why are you drinking?
You're still drinking hard, drinking Cisco

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cocktail. You getting ready? You
just decide what to wear. I wanted

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to be drunk by five thirty at
home by eight fifteen. I just still

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catch wrong. So I definitely like, I respect their thought process was.

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It was just it was just funny
to me to see one of the young

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girls actually say this when the old
niggas always tell us that. We just

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tell them that because well, y'all
just bitter, because y'all ain't young no

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more. And y'all ain't this,
and y'all ain't that, and it's like,

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all right, now, young bitch
is telling y'all that, and he

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ain't even as old as you niggas
saying it. Your niggas is twenty years

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older than niggas you're telling it to. That's a whole different conversation. That's

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a while. That's a whole different
conversation. That is a nasty. Now,

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you niggas is already in your forties
and she just told a nigga that

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ain't even thirty yet that he was
too old for her. All I know

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was that twenty four to twenty five, I was just moving at my mama

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house. I ain't lived that much
more than the US. I bought my

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first house at twenty two three.
You're fucking anomaly. I bought my house

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twenty seven twenty. Like I didn't. I didn't. I didn't. I

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didn't. I didn't experience life life
until I was thirty. I was.

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That's when I was like, all
right, I'm growing the ship. I

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can go get me fucking a second
house, like I'm like my fourth car,

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like I was living. Yeah,
right, twenty six, you're still

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doing taco to six. Yeah six, you still you still living twenty sixties?

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You are here talking about more,
still living your house twenty six?

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Bro was a fucking club promoter.
Bro Bro was a club promoter at twenty

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six, and we were still getting
in the club free. The lifestyle was

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very similar. It's not outragingly different, but I get it. So we

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got we got one more of those
to play in this ship. H m

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hm. Why did you pop her
balloon? I wasn't loving the sandals?

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Okay, valume on this. Maybe
know when you so? Why did you

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pop her balloon? I wasn't loving
the sandals. Ah, okay, wait

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a minute, I'm like these sun
those and you have ourn't Clarks, you

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are way out of fashion. You
can be talking to me, and you

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know why you popped that balloon because
you knew I was gonna because you know

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you out like no, I'm out
your lead. Come on now, let's

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be for real. Let's be for
real. You're chest higher than monks at

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this point, so you could do
the moon no huarantine I do to poping

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off. I asked questions because I
get people a chance. That's just me.

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But you knew I was gonna anyway, so now cook bro, but

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why but why you claim he was
gonna popping on him anyway? So what

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is you so upset for? And
them shoes dud the dumbest fuck with that

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dress on what she feels that because
they say there on them that it gives

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it a pass. No, that
ship looks stupid and Clark's actually it looks

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like we want to go ahead and
give a shout out to our local celebrity.

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Really strong in the comments. We're
so sfty if I walk out and

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all I hear is pop because they
don't even have a chance to say nothing

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nothing. But it's really like you
are really upset because he wasn't filling them

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shoes and they didn't go with the
fucking dress. And the crazy part about

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it was not only not only did
the style clash with the dress, the

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color was so like because it was
red, it might have even been up

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like, okay, maybe if it
was white, because the girl that was

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talking hers work. You know what
it looked like is you got tired of

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standing there and you swapped out to
put on something else and it didn't work.

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You were not you could have just
that that was the case. The

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little beauty supply slides with the fur
across the top would have literally looked better

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than that ship that she had.
Yeah, that's why she felt it was

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the past. It could have been
if if you just had to do it

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your choice. Yeah, because she
was mad because he popped in his first

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Yeah, now hey, can we
can we see that real quick? Can

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we can we see that? But
did I wasn't loving the sandals. Okay,

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wait a minute, like these sun
those and you have our't clarks are

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way out of fashion. You can't
be talking to me. And you know

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why you popped that balloon because you
knew I was gonna you know, you

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out like you know, I'm out
your leave. Come on, now,

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let's be for real. Let's be
for real. You're chest higher than minds

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at this point, so you can
do popping off. I asked questions because

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I give people a chance. That's
just me. But you knew I was

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anything. Hello, Verson, I
don't know, but look looking at just

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on the screen. Look at that
that that right there now, the very

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first one, the very first one. He said that she was too skinny.

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She didn't take it wrong. She
was like, yeah, you know,

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I'm Petita or whatever. She's not
Petito, because she was like,

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I'm tall and skinny. That is
not what petit is. We're just and

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ma'am. It's okay. But yeah, that that ship really really bliant,

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Britt said, she big man.
Yeah, she does everything. She cooked

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that nigga, like when we was
in k pot spot cooking it in the

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middle of the table. That's how
she She turned the gas up, cooking

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up. They've turned that into so
many songs. Yes, he was silent,

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but yeah, that ship was.
But the fucked up part, the

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fucked up part was like you had
so many women in the comments defending it,

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Yeah, defending it, like,
well, them shoes is bit.

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You know, they don't go with
that fucking dress though you don't. We

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don't care what the shoes are.
We don't care how much they cost.

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They look stupid as with that dress. She she definitely ain't pressed because them

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them shoes expensive. She's rest his
shoes fit, his fit more than her

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shoes. Her face, that bitch
was more. That bitch was more pressed

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than my uncle's Easter suits in Louisiana. Okay, she was pressed. No,

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that was the same all those women
and you're trying to do a press

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several eliminations. Sometimes this is quick
pick the smallest thing because they gotta get

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get rid of somebody. Yeah,
because if you sit, if you if

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you don't nitpick, you'll be sitting
there there fether whatever. I wouldn't wear,

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no classes sport. So you're saying
that actually brings me to another part

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of our conversation. There are hey, how people have like this misconception about

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dating multiple people at once. You
do not have to date multiple people at

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once. You can date people one
at a time, whatever works for your

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dating style. The thing I hate
is that they feel like, well,

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if you're dating more than one person
at a time, like I'm not with

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that because you know I'm dating with
intent or you know I'm not just dating

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for fun. Like dating multiple people
does not mean that you were just dating

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for fun. That is just a
way of eliminating motherfuckers faster in less time.

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While you can be looking for your
potential match, you can be dating

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for fun, or you can be
like, you know what, perfect example,

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I will be forty in about two
weeks. I ain't got that much

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fucking time to be sitting here dedicating
six to nine months to each person individually.

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So maybe I'm gonna go three at
a fucking time. When you were

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going for a job, and a
job is interviewing people, they are mass

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interviewing. They are looking for their
best potential match in the least amount of

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time but the least amount of resources. They don't fucking hire interview one person,

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say Okay, we're gonna hire you
and see how it works, and

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if you don't work well, then
we're gonna go spend some more money to

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train somebody else and do it all
fucking over again. No, they go

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fucking go through a bunch of people
and see who is the best fit for

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the long term for their company.
Dating multiple people can literally be the exact

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same thing. So why people feel
like you can't date multiple people at once

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to get to know, like what's
the best option for you. I don't

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understand that. I mean you have
to know your limits. I think I

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hate that I grasp that concept with
I feel like I got if it was

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way too late, and if I
had known that sooner, I would have

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won about things differently. But I
also look at it too, like it

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can be overwhelming. So if you
just simply can't handle that many people at

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once, I mean, I get
that. I am not an old hole.

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I'm seasoned, lemon pepper, all
of them right, and neither way

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is wrong. You have to date
or your style. I just hate how

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people automatically think if a person dates
multiple people at once, it automatically means

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that they're not trying to date.
Seriously, no motherfucker. Maybe I am

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just trying to eliminate as many people
as possible, versus saying, Okay,

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I'm about to invest all this time, all of this shit into this one

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person. Then six to nine months
down the line, I realized, oh,

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well, that ain't it. Let
me start over. When while I

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was dating multiple people, I'm like, you know what, I feel like

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this person offers more than this person, so you know, I'll proceed with

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this person instead, and then it's
just, you know, you keep going

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like that. So I don't know, but I tend to look at it

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a little bit differently. So,
but also to it's the communication factor as

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well, because if you if you're
communicating that to the people that you're dealing

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with, then you good. There's
some people that's on the outside looking and

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like, oh, you're trying to
do this, like you don't even know

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what I'm doing like I'm communicating with
these people the SA they call me.

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They know they are part of the
five or the starting five. In fact,

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they said, we through the bullshit. Don't be lying about it,

405
00:35:08.320 --> 00:35:13.079
because then that's when we have issues. Yeah, communication, be honest about

406
00:35:13.079 --> 00:35:15.000
what you got going on, and
we're good. Yep. That was another

407
00:35:15.000 --> 00:35:19.159
thing I was about to say,
Nicole. She said, I think part

408
00:35:19.159 --> 00:35:22.480
of it is because people don't understand
that you can date and not sleep with

409
00:35:22.519 --> 00:35:27.320
all of them at the same time. Yep yep. Nick said. Also,

410
00:35:27.400 --> 00:35:31.559
dating doesn't mean you're having sex with
them folks either. Dating is literally

411
00:35:32.599 --> 00:35:38.760
an evaluation for partnership because you can
start out dating and feel like, you

412
00:35:38.800 --> 00:35:43.000
know what, well, I'm not
looking for nothing serious, and then be

413
00:35:43.119 --> 00:35:45.840
like, damn you know what.
We hit it off. You know better

414
00:35:45.880 --> 00:35:49.360
than I thought. This motherfucker is
actually kind of all right, I'm gonna

415
00:35:49.360 --> 00:35:52.559
go now. For me, I
would have to be like, I'm gonna

416
00:35:52.559 --> 00:35:57.199
have to let him clap the cheeks
because if he don't clap right, you

417
00:35:57.239 --> 00:36:04.159
know, if you don't if you
if you can't clap right exto stage left

418
00:36:06.559 --> 00:36:14.079
down the line. Look, I
tried, I didn't told y'all. I

419
00:36:14.079 --> 00:36:19.760
didn't told y'all know. I tried
to do the whole like I got in

420
00:36:19.760 --> 00:36:23.559
the relationship before the sex thing.
It was honeymoon fast. He was nice,

421
00:36:23.559 --> 00:36:27.840
he was sweet, he was doing
stuff. And then I got the

422
00:36:27.920 --> 00:36:34.079
dick and it was like it was
the kids male portion. I didn't get

423
00:36:34.119 --> 00:36:38.719
that. I didn't get the full
you know, that's why you know what

424
00:36:39.760 --> 00:36:45.039
you give a d the whole boy, big facts, that is fucking egregious.

425
00:36:45.559 --> 00:36:53.280
You are a whole relationship, a
husband and your platform in the whole

426
00:36:53.280 --> 00:37:00.760
relationship. She she I don't care
if she does. Is granted for all

427
00:37:00.840 --> 00:37:10.599
big life moments given in a relationship
and the whole you need. Who got

428
00:37:10.599 --> 00:37:14.559
a man? How to keep that
man? I can't even keep that man.

429
00:37:15.320 --> 00:37:20.199
Man at me every eight business day. That's a difference. That's just

430
00:37:20.440 --> 00:37:23.679
that's I am constantly in the doghouse. Nigga, nigga, I would we

431
00:37:23.760 --> 00:37:29.199
manage your ass every nine, at
eleven, at six. At this point,

432
00:37:29.239 --> 00:37:31.400
I just need to get a daily
personalized collar. That saved me me

433
00:37:31.519 --> 00:37:38.760
because I am constantly in the doghouse. To put yourself there. She just

434
00:37:39.000 --> 00:37:44.920
she just believes and a sudden chose
that man. Okay, gave that man

435
00:37:45.039 --> 00:37:47.840
your heart. You gotta deal with
his eight months like the way the way

436
00:37:47.920 --> 00:37:52.719
your talk to us, the way
you talk to us, that's how you

437
00:37:52.760 --> 00:38:02.960
talk to mother you h hell yeah, yes, definitely, kids started because

438
00:38:02.960 --> 00:38:12.559
it was like, bro, that's
a nasty reference point. I thought I

439
00:38:12.559 --> 00:38:15.119
thought it was gonna be a whipper
and it was white castle. That's all

440
00:38:15.119 --> 00:38:25.360
I'm saying. Did you want a
slider? Definitely? I thought that Dick

441
00:38:25.519 --> 00:38:30.599
was gonna be a whipper and it
was a white castle. So not even

442
00:38:30.639 --> 00:38:36.119
the Bacon Jr. You know sliders
that they put up the top of your

443
00:38:36.119 --> 00:38:54.920
bloody mirror? Who made you this
way? This wasn't big either ship business

444
00:38:55.000 --> 00:38:58.920
days It is never not. Why
I don't you think I feel the baby

445
00:38:58.960 --> 00:39:07.440
shower winers? Uh little smoky,
Yeah, that's it. That's exactly how

446
00:39:07.480 --> 00:39:14.039
I felt like terry crews and white
girls, That's how I felt. You

447
00:39:14.079 --> 00:39:16.239
see, these men have to go
through. He had big dick energy.

448
00:39:17.079 --> 00:39:20.519
I mean, what kind of energy
do you want? That? He had

449
00:39:20.559 --> 00:39:23.480
big dig energy? But yeah,
how's a little How's a little dick?

450
00:39:23.559 --> 00:39:34.159
Niggas supposed to carry themselves, not
that bucking cocky And then just I'm just

451
00:39:34.199 --> 00:39:40.079
asking what he's bitch alone from a
nigga energy he has. He ain't got

452
00:39:40.079 --> 00:39:46.320
no control over that over so he
have a little bick energy. He's cat

453
00:39:46.360 --> 00:39:54.239
fishing. He's cat fishing his energy. What is little energy? Right?

454
00:39:58.400 --> 00:40:06.599
And I guarantee you well, you
know what what I kind of like you.

455
00:40:06.599 --> 00:40:14.440
You know what I don't want to
do. This is all my funk.

456
00:40:14.880 --> 00:40:19.280
He should I should have knew.
I should have because you know that

457
00:40:19.320 --> 00:40:25.840
nigga ain't got no bass in his
voice, that that testosterone was low.

458
00:40:27.280 --> 00:40:39.840
I should have knew he ain't got
no base in his wild everyday voice about

459
00:40:40.840 --> 00:40:49.039
I made you? But haven't you
have? Have women actually talked to a

460
00:40:49.119 --> 00:40:55.400
man with a deep voice and small
meat m I don't know, because it's

461
00:40:55.440 --> 00:41:00.480
funny, be like that's not he
got a lot of bass in the voice,

462
00:41:00.519 --> 00:41:06.079
but his voice is also is very
You hear a voice deep his nuts

463
00:41:06.119 --> 00:41:12.599
match his voice like his balls matched
the deepest the rumble that comes. I

464
00:41:12.639 --> 00:41:19.800
am so looking forward to this vacation, jo. I will be so happy.

465
00:41:19.920 --> 00:41:22.639
Thank you, Nick, she said, Puny, carry yourself like you

466
00:41:22.760 --> 00:41:29.000
reside in Winnie Hut. You what
some talking about? Okay, but back

467
00:41:29.119 --> 00:41:34.679
back to my whole thought that y'all
get real already already think the daving pool

468
00:41:35.000 --> 00:41:39.159
is small, then the small then
the small daving pool got this bleach color.

469
00:41:39.880 --> 00:41:49.519
Whatever y'all think is in it.
I'm just saying, I'm just asking

470
00:41:49.559 --> 00:41:53.800
what your motherfuckers want with y'all.
Won't people you're about to start singing d

471
00:41:53.920 --> 00:42:05.760
m X, what's going on?
I would like to know enough sobriety,

472
00:42:05.880 --> 00:42:13.119
He asked that question and never got
to answer. Once again, I want

473
00:42:13.119 --> 00:42:17.159
to bring attention to the fact that
d m X have the audacity to ask,

474
00:42:17.320 --> 00:42:20.679
bitch is what they wanted from a
nigga in a song where he said

475
00:42:20.679 --> 00:42:22.679
that he don't give head, bitch, that's what they want? They won't

476
00:42:22.719 --> 00:42:28.360
they bussy stuffed on. I gave
him to be married because he definitely was

477
00:42:28.360 --> 00:42:35.360
talking about his wife and that song
too. Doc said, you niggas can

478
00:42:35.400 --> 00:42:43.639
eat off the play all you want, but not not right that well,

479
00:42:44.039 --> 00:42:45.559
he said, everybody but to meiga, so we know you want to part

480
00:42:45.559 --> 00:42:51.280
of I mean that was her perfect. I mean just this like say smaller,

481
00:42:51.320 --> 00:42:54.039
don't you don't if you know what
to do with it? Then ain't

482
00:42:54.039 --> 00:42:58.760
that the DMX like the epenomy of
a nigga with energy and ship. Oh,

483
00:42:58.800 --> 00:43:01.679
we saw the mother up the swinging
belly. I saw the silhouette when

484
00:43:01.679 --> 00:43:05.360
he stumped out the shower, and
that motherfucker looked like a pendulum on the

485
00:43:05.400 --> 00:43:20.119
clock. We're like, wait a
minute, than you now? Was her

486
00:43:20.159 --> 00:43:25.119
skin beautiful? Really? Really?
Really? Just the epiti me like when

487
00:43:25.159 --> 00:43:28.880
a woman is mad, Now,
that is one thing I've never done.

488
00:43:28.880 --> 00:43:31.679
When she's done, I've never gotten
mad. I told the nigga with a

489
00:43:31.679 --> 00:43:36.960
big dick that his dick was small
when it wasn't. If I ever cushed

490
00:43:36.960 --> 00:43:38.800
you out and called your dick little, it's because it was. Don't ever

491
00:43:38.840 --> 00:43:42.360
think that was out of anger.
That was truth, out of anger,

492
00:43:42.440 --> 00:43:45.800
but it was goddamn truth regardless.
She was like the little black danle ain't

493
00:43:45.840 --> 00:43:51.320
the night before last, I was
like, but then again, in real

494
00:43:51.360 --> 00:44:00.199
life, she's also Nick Cannon's baby
mama. Nick got that together. It

495
00:44:00.400 --> 00:44:04.880
really all the bitches off his vision
board. He did. He did.

496
00:44:05.039 --> 00:44:09.800
He said that. One that is
new information to me. I was today

497
00:44:09.880 --> 00:44:13.440
years old, and two I never
would have guessed it because she ain't like

498
00:44:13.440 --> 00:44:25.599
skinned. Yeah, Nick is knocking
bitches, Maria carry We're talking about now

499
00:44:27.840 --> 00:44:32.679
like I thought you said Kesha was
his baby. He does have a baby.

500
00:44:34.400 --> 00:44:39.679
I wanna say that motherfucker was heavy
all I pizza that man. We're

501
00:44:39.719 --> 00:44:52.400
talking about Nick, fam know that's
different. This is no, no,

502
00:44:52.719 --> 00:44:57.280
this is Sunday. It's expected on
Sunday. You've been on freak ship.

503
00:44:57.519 --> 00:44:59.920
Oh week, all right, let's
go ahead and take it the court.

504
00:45:01.760 --> 00:45:08.760
And the subject is freaking. It's
the one that was in I know the

505
00:45:08.760 --> 00:45:13.639
girl you talk or something. But
there's another one though, that was in

506
00:45:13.719 --> 00:45:24.519
the in the Bronx tail. Yeah, that's that's when TIS follow her.

507
00:45:28.599 --> 00:45:31.440
Oh yeah, if you got a
baby by her, I am jealous.

508
00:45:32.400 --> 00:45:40.920
Oh she said that his baby mama. Yeah yeah, the baby mama.

509
00:45:42.039 --> 00:45:45.519
Oh really okay, thank you,
thank you Nick. She said that's not

510
00:45:45.599 --> 00:45:52.360
that ain't his baby mama. But
no, yeah, so one has just

511
00:45:54.480 --> 00:45:58.280
no you have not. You know, it got to be a lot for

512
00:45:58.320 --> 00:46:05.079
her to say something, you know, like because bro, like no,

513
00:46:05.159 --> 00:46:13.199
for real, this niggas is trying
to turn my Pact into d E t

514
00:46:13.480 --> 00:46:23.199
U Cut Instagram edition. I just
have. Lenisia Cole is the dark skinned

515
00:46:23.199 --> 00:46:29.719
being. Okay, her name is
ye okay, thank you Nick. That's

516
00:46:30.559 --> 00:46:34.800
I just I just provide y'all with
entertainment. You know, you provide us

517
00:46:34.800 --> 00:46:37.360
with concern, because that's what all
of us has been filed in the prices

518
00:46:37.440 --> 00:46:43.079
rights models. Who has been concerned? Did you not see the comments?

519
00:46:43.480 --> 00:46:54.360
Even Tommy said he was concerned,
concerned. Niggas was out. Somebody knows,

520
00:46:54.440 --> 00:46:59.760
somebody bring it up before, before, before, before it was brought

521
00:46:59.840 --> 00:47:07.159
up. I was like this early
in the morning. Early, I enjoy

522
00:47:07.239 --> 00:47:15.880
it. I enjoyed. I enjoyed
in silence. But I was like out

523
00:47:15.880 --> 00:47:24.840
there by himself. So I'm like, maam her big, no, that

524
00:47:25.039 --> 00:47:30.320
genuine. But I'm like, fam, I just I think I'm a little

525
00:47:30.320 --> 00:47:39.000
concern. It became a Monday you
you posted floating on my timeline. Oh

526
00:47:37.800 --> 00:47:43.320
what oh when the ass the ass
shaken, when the ass shaken, challenges

527
00:47:43.400 --> 00:47:46.800
going, Oh my goodness, that
ship. When I haven't been in the

528
00:47:46.840 --> 00:47:52.679
group, it was wildest ship.
It's when I haven't been in the group.

529
00:47:52.719 --> 00:47:55.559
And Facebook makes sure to notify hey, five new posts from one and

530
00:47:55.639 --> 00:48:00.000
guess what all of the minutes and
then then, like Tommy said, to

531
00:48:00.039 --> 00:48:13.519
be early like brothers wake up like
morning would post because the first time being

532
00:48:13.599 --> 00:48:20.559
hit Listen, gonna pop up right
on one you post. You posted one

533
00:48:20.639 --> 00:48:28.920
in the name of shoes to shake
ass shoes wrong, that's the question.

534
00:48:28.920 --> 00:48:30.400
I think, that's what That's what
I'm like, that's my concern of like,

535
00:48:30.519 --> 00:48:35.320
fam, you you've been getting them
all, you get all of the

536
00:48:35.400 --> 00:48:39.519
ass. That's when. Now,
that's when the call out happened, because

537
00:48:39.519 --> 00:48:44.480
at that point I had enough.
That's when the call out happened. Because

538
00:48:44.519 --> 00:48:46.559
at that point I had enough.
This nigga really said, I don't know

539
00:48:46.559 --> 00:48:53.000
why my algorithm was like this.
I don't know what's wrong with the algorithm.

540
00:48:53.360 --> 00:49:00.239
Fuck, because I saw you pout
the algorithm clicking on every video in

541
00:49:00.320 --> 00:49:04.639
every video wondering my Facebook is like, all right, freaky ass, you

542
00:49:04.719 --> 00:49:08.599
go one. This is what happens
when you keep clicking to video in the

543
00:49:08.639 --> 00:49:14.519
comment, when you keep clicking the
video in the comic ones, your algorithm

544
00:49:14.639 --> 00:49:19.239
is gonna get freaky. My say
all that, and then I was and

545
00:49:19.239 --> 00:49:30.320
then I was mad because it's a
relationship very interesting to find said, dude,

546
00:49:30.480 --> 00:49:36.800
my whole algorithm is all comedic dumb
ass thoughts ship, comedic dumb ass

547
00:49:37.159 --> 00:49:39.760
thoughtless ship, and like I laugh
at this ship because this is mindless.

548
00:49:40.039 --> 00:49:43.719
I wish I would get as much
ass on my timeline as you do.

549
00:49:43.760 --> 00:49:45.519
I don't even know. I don't
know how to. I don't have to.

550
00:49:45.559 --> 00:49:47.800
I just got to just watch.
I just go with the Horse Award

551
00:49:47.840 --> 00:49:52.920
pageant. I was like, wow, just go there and click on it

552
00:49:52.119 --> 00:50:05.440
for yourself. And this video and
the shoes are stressed. Admitted it,

553
00:50:05.559 --> 00:50:10.639
and that's the bad. It wasn't
even good shoes. Hey, you have

554
00:50:10.719 --> 00:50:15.960
no discrimination either. They can be
white, black, Puerto Rican, Asian.

555
00:50:17.360 --> 00:50:21.360
But the one you're sharing wasn't even
like she didn't even have like that

556
00:50:21.360 --> 00:50:25.519
that cuff underneath it. It was
a shaken Yeah, it flapped, it

557
00:50:25.639 --> 00:50:30.199
flapped and clapped if it flapp and
clap. People like he was like word

558
00:50:30.519 --> 00:50:37.360
flapping flap, wild flapping clapp.
Word. It was the word. You

559
00:50:37.400 --> 00:50:40.960
don't even have to be a fast
ass, just wade as a freaking industry

560
00:50:43.599 --> 00:50:46.320
words share this. I was just
trying to bring some enjoyment to the group.

561
00:50:46.400 --> 00:50:52.159
That's all I was trying to group
is chilling one group. The group

562
00:50:52.280 --> 00:50:55.119
just want to wait, just want
the new episode to drive on Tuesday.

563
00:50:55.199 --> 00:51:00.360
I thought this was gonna be a
trial. It's like an intervention. If

564
00:51:00.360 --> 00:51:07.119
we didn't need your traps. Ever, it was an opening ship case.

565
00:51:07.840 --> 00:51:20.280
It was that all brone say,
damn Bro was on on it, like

566
00:51:20.480 --> 00:51:22.840
now that ship I be doing.
I put it in the group. You

567
00:51:22.880 --> 00:51:25.039
want to bring this ship to the
regular timeline. If you ain't in the

568
00:51:25.079 --> 00:51:28.079
group, you can't see this,
but you want to talk about it on

569
00:51:28.079 --> 00:51:34.079
the regular timeline. Yeah, and
freaking turned this into a rico. You

570
00:51:34.239 --> 00:51:42.280
hit like on everything, I'm taking
us all yeah that ship just so apparently

571
00:51:42.280 --> 00:51:46.159
the finds you guilty trying to pick
the choose uh liking ship at a certain

572
00:51:46.159 --> 00:51:52.679
time when it's like like afternoon ship
like asked it was early in the morning,

573
00:51:52.719 --> 00:51:59.679
was like wow, why Wow,
Wow, I'm gonna wait time it's

574
00:51:59.679 --> 00:52:06.880
gonna be I'm away like bro scrambling
this morning eggs. Who brought your who

575
00:52:07.039 --> 00:52:12.599
by your ass? Scrambling eggs Like, who's okay to bring her ass here?

576
00:52:15.159 --> 00:52:22.840
Hey? I actually said I stayed
in my comment. You'll keep waiting

577
00:52:22.880 --> 00:52:31.000
this turn are you doing? I'll
click on a couple of but I'm gonna

578
00:52:31.000 --> 00:52:37.599
clicking on all of the motherfuckers my
my likes and comments. Don't do not

579
00:52:37.639 --> 00:52:44.280
outweigh how many motherfuckers he posts.
The ratio was regular. My ratio was

580
00:52:45.440 --> 00:52:51.760
do you know what conspiracy? Not
like not like Tommy don't want to be

581
00:52:51.800 --> 00:52:53.760
a necessary to this crime? You
do. I don't know because I know,

582
00:52:53.920 --> 00:52:58.119
I know. I forgot his grandma
jammed up because he was using the

583
00:52:58.159 --> 00:53:06.679
phone. So yeah, conspiracy.
You clicked the light and you commented all

584
00:53:06.719 --> 00:53:12.119
your niggas catching cases. One light
versus twenty five posts don't matter that there

585
00:53:12.400 --> 00:53:17.679
you are trying to get a sentence
down. You saw one fact that but

586
00:53:17.800 --> 00:53:23.000
taking people with with that air name
should have been in this motherfucker. I

587
00:53:23.000 --> 00:53:29.199
don't know through the post, but
like that he everywhere, that is as

588
00:53:29.199 --> 00:53:35.559
soon as our post one. He
right there, hard eyes. Okay,

589
00:53:35.719 --> 00:53:40.119
okay, that's nasty work. That's
nasty work. It's still a man.

590
00:53:40.199 --> 00:53:46.480
That's that's why I have never seen
this much snitch in my life. You

591
00:53:46.519 --> 00:53:50.760
ain't know what I'm saying that I've
never seen this much snitching in my life.

592
00:53:51.400 --> 00:53:54.480
You are over the here, just
done, nigga, You gone up,

593
00:53:59.039 --> 00:54:22.000
look like I'm guilty in my meat. My is gonna never Hey,

594
00:54:22.000 --> 00:54:28.199
what one of those that I said? And then I over here. I

595
00:54:28.280 --> 00:54:32.480
was in love of one of them. Oh my God, so much,

596
00:54:34.079 --> 00:54:39.079
so much snitching going on everybody,
henw some ship that makes gonna want to

597
00:54:39.079 --> 00:54:45.000
look like a sing I'm telling everybody
whom you have dined out like nigga.

598
00:54:45.960 --> 00:54:55.400
I'm not really saying my algorithm is
super wary. You like what it would

599
00:54:55.440 --> 00:55:00.199
be funny. It's like because when
you where you know a person, it's

600
00:55:00.199 --> 00:55:02.719
like yeah, yeah, and then
you like you reading certain ship in their

601
00:55:02.840 --> 00:55:06.440
voice, so I can hear voice
in my head. And as I was

602
00:55:06.440 --> 00:55:08.800
reading, I was like, Ship, I'm like, she she is so

603
00:55:09.000 --> 00:55:14.840
fit, she is show she is
so fit, and like she capitalized the

604
00:55:14.920 --> 00:55:20.239
right work. I'm like, she
is fed the fuck up. Yeah,

605
00:55:20.519 --> 00:55:31.079
I'm right, this is so.
I am wal. He don't mean you,

606
00:55:31.079 --> 00:55:37.400
you know in the group, the
group in the first twenty you know,

607
00:55:37.559 --> 00:55:43.000
be in there, man, damn
everybody shouting. He shouting everybody out.

608
00:55:43.119 --> 00:55:49.679
Damn yeh know, we don't name
drive. Fuck that name. He

609
00:55:49.800 --> 00:55:52.440
dropped the diamond, everybody, He's
dropping the dropping the diamond, all y'all

610
00:55:52.559 --> 00:56:00.320
dropping, I'm dropping dining name thinking
about you. He show is right,

611
00:56:00.800 --> 00:56:07.079
you don't care that you in the
group. And he's saying everybody he cases

612
00:56:07.119 --> 00:56:12.079
on all y'all guess who conveniently ain't
in these comments tonight. You know where

613
00:56:12.079 --> 00:56:15.639
you are, freak nigga. I
don't know where he is. I don't

614
00:56:15.679 --> 00:56:22.480
know where he is. A couple
of days ago was like clay vaginas.

615
00:56:22.480 --> 00:56:27.159
It was like different vaginas with numbers
next For me, he was which number

616
00:56:27.320 --> 00:56:35.280
you? Which number? Like that? Okay okay, okay, okay.

617
00:56:35.480 --> 00:56:52.880
My nigga was searching for the vagina
picks on why take it out like you

618
00:56:53.119 --> 00:57:00.800
just die? That's the problem.
Should be sticky all the time. Videos

619
00:57:00.199 --> 00:57:08.159
like you at times want he's one
step higher the old times he's one step

620
00:57:08.239 --> 00:57:15.599
higher, maybe two? Man,
Like that's what talking about? Thank you

621
00:57:15.639 --> 00:57:21.840
so that you've been a contributor to
the group. Tone for that, you

622
00:57:21.880 --> 00:57:25.239
know? He said like this,
No, you know what He's like,

623
00:57:25.239 --> 00:57:30.440
Hey, freaking no. It's funny
because I actually went and logged into the

624
00:57:30.480 --> 00:57:34.639
group and that was it said,
Hey, let people know that their top

625
00:57:34.679 --> 00:57:37.760
contributors. That was it. That
was tal in directly tell He was like,

626
00:57:37.920 --> 00:57:42.119
man, he is coming to you. You is still out here in

627
00:57:42.159 --> 00:57:50.920
the streets. You gotta go in
fide. You didn't tell me, see

628
00:57:51.000 --> 00:57:53.280
one, I'm a real friend because
I didn't put the heat on you.

629
00:57:53.679 --> 00:57:58.840
I put the heat on other.
That's why the party today I didn't wake

630
00:57:58.920 --> 00:58:07.000
up to after today party. I
swear I thought it was it was.

631
00:58:07.360 --> 00:58:14.360
It was like, but I just
found out today that my best friend is

632
00:58:15.280 --> 00:58:19.400
I was like, enough is enough? He was supposed to be the judge.

633
00:58:19.440 --> 00:58:24.760
Would have turned into the put your
name in the group just to see

634
00:58:24.760 --> 00:58:30.840
what you will pull for crazy.
Just not looking at wine post and looking

635
00:58:30.880 --> 00:58:35.199
at comments me me it might be
time to ship the group down. It

636
00:58:35.280 --> 00:58:37.760
might be time to ship the group
down. You might have to call it

637
00:58:37.920 --> 00:58:44.400
quit. No. That That's why
I'm like, bro, this is not

638
00:58:44.880 --> 00:58:47.719
like okay. Ever since the video
can't go in the group no more,

639
00:58:47.840 --> 00:58:51.159
she just went left. I'm gonna
say this. I'm gonna say this.

640
00:58:51.800 --> 00:58:53.599
Some of the ship you post is
some ship that I'd be like, oh,

641
00:58:53.719 --> 00:58:57.760
these niggas be straight reading, reading
these women their rights, because they'd

642
00:58:57.800 --> 00:58:59.960
be like, they be coming with
some straight facts and leaving the women looking

643
00:59:00.119 --> 00:59:02.599
crazy because they be talking ship.
So I'm like, it ain't always as

644
00:59:04.639 --> 00:59:07.760
it is informative. It's just some
informative and some ship in there. That's

645
00:59:07.039 --> 00:59:12.480
But then some of the I like
niggas don't be wanting to talk about the

646
00:59:12.519 --> 00:59:14.840
other ship. They just want to
come when I start posting ass and they

647
00:59:14.960 --> 00:59:16.719
be like, why are you freak? And and can I say this?

648
00:59:17.719 --> 00:59:22.559
Can you drew attention to it when
you brought your ass in there talking about

649
00:59:22.639 --> 00:59:28.639
some man? Why is my algorithm? I saw six niggas saying I was

650
00:59:28.679 --> 00:59:35.079
gonna ignore him and let him live. I see, had you not had

651
00:59:35.159 --> 00:59:37.960
you had you understand had you just
posted the ass like you had been doing

652
00:59:38.039 --> 00:59:40.320
out of set in my head,
like I'm so sick of this freaky ass

653
00:59:40.360 --> 00:59:45.239
nigga, but I have kept it
moving, like I haven't you know what

654
00:59:45.679 --> 00:59:47.440
the fact that you was like,
man, I don't know what my algorithm

655
00:59:47.519 --> 00:59:52.159
is showing up your horny faster.
That's what did it. That's what pushed

656
00:59:52.199 --> 00:59:57.400
me on the fucking edge. So
on. But so what she's saying is

657
00:59:57.920 --> 01:00:00.480
you robbed the bank, but then
you talk talking about, oh, man,

658
01:00:02.199 --> 01:00:06.599
I didn't get enough money after ATM
machine say this though, I'm gonna

659
01:00:06.599 --> 01:00:10.320
say this. I'm gonna say this. When I first start seeing the posts,

660
01:00:10.920 --> 01:00:15.079
I looked at why. I looked
at wine as an administrator in the

661
01:00:15.159 --> 01:00:19.239
group, keeping it active and he
is doing that job. Tommy, you

662
01:00:19.320 --> 01:00:22.039
already snitched on him in the first
I'm just saying, you know, well,

663
01:00:22.159 --> 01:00:28.880
you Tommy the examination, you have
already admitted that. That's what usually

664
01:00:28.960 --> 01:00:31.559
when I'm texting, I'm just swiping
doing this, trying to get Timmy,

665
01:00:31.639 --> 01:00:36.159
just trying to get swapt with pro
basis on that post. I'm just saying,

666
01:00:36.199 --> 01:00:40.760
I'm pulling backs out. This is
live, this is this is live

667
01:00:40.800 --> 01:00:47.079
interaction right here. You know,
because if Wine didn't post nothing, who

668
01:00:47.119 --> 01:00:52.199
will be posting ship? Let me
tell you a lot of people posting ship.

669
01:00:52.280 --> 01:01:02.159
It is No, it's not.
Why answer this question for the panel

670
01:01:02.280 --> 01:01:15.440
and the audience, M answer the
question what are your fears? No,

671
01:01:15.159 --> 01:01:17.719
what are your fears? You've said
it on the show many times already,

672
01:01:21.360 --> 01:01:22.559
Like what we talk about, like
in the group chest Ship, Like what

673
01:01:22.639 --> 01:01:37.559
do you say your you're fearious being
screenshot and what else being called? He

674
01:01:37.679 --> 01:01:44.840
don't he don't want to be known
as the fact freaking niggas here we are,

675
01:01:45.880 --> 01:01:54.119
here, we are. It's a
rational it's irrational fear now because you're

676
01:01:54.159 --> 01:01:59.679
reacting fear when I say that I
don't want to be a screenshot or be

677
01:01:59.760 --> 01:02:02.400
called the fat freaking Nigga is like, I don't, I don't move like

678
01:02:02.559 --> 01:02:06.960
that, my dye. That's what
I mean when I said I don't want

679
01:02:12.360 --> 01:02:15.000
outside. She already seen your outside, so you was freaking before she got

680
01:02:15.079 --> 01:02:20.920
in there. I think, I
think what's happened. Actually, as I'm

681
01:02:20.920 --> 01:02:23.920
looking down the timeline, a lot
of your freaking ship has actually toned down

682
01:02:24.039 --> 01:02:28.760
quite a bit, and it's a
lot of dating ship and just wild interviewing

683
01:02:29.679 --> 01:02:35.000
Tommy really trying to get probation.
I'm looking at the timeline ship in the

684
01:02:35.079 --> 01:02:39.880
group telling you don't even realize he
did. Ye, He's he's snitching and

685
01:02:40.280 --> 01:02:45.920
say hey, I'm I'm hey.
I'm the only one right here with the

686
01:02:46.000 --> 01:02:51.280
timeline open looking at the ship.
Everybody else just just blaming everybody's talking ship

687
01:02:51.519 --> 01:02:59.599
on the top of the head.
I'm looking at absolutely. But again,

688
01:03:00.199 --> 01:03:05.320
recently, a lot of the ships
that one comment Conna be I do this

689
01:03:05.519 --> 01:03:09.400
ship in the group. It's private, it's a safe space if you're not

690
01:03:09.800 --> 01:03:19.880
hostally awkward. You can't see why
being why Yeah, that's a gym that

691
01:03:20.599 --> 01:03:24.599
was on the everyday timeline. I'm
not funking that's now though. But when

692
01:03:24.719 --> 01:03:29.480
they was doing the ass the ceiling
challenge that on your record, Yeah,

693
01:03:29.480 --> 01:03:37.280
because that was on that Niggas wasn't
finding the good ones. See, niggas

694
01:03:37.400 --> 01:03:39.840
was sharing sealing challenges and the ship
was trash. So I had to go

695
01:03:40.000 --> 01:03:44.599
do some research for the real niggas
gonna find the good. They keep sharing

696
01:03:44.639 --> 01:03:49.239
these stand bitches. I'm I'm stop
sharing the thin bitches. Where the big

697
01:03:49.280 --> 01:03:52.760
booty holes that if y'all gonna shake
guys and shake guys, they do,

698
01:03:53.119 --> 01:03:57.679
but not in that case, No
they don't, because I don't like the

699
01:03:57.719 --> 01:04:03.639
bitch he be posting in my group. I think you did. Girl,

700
01:04:03.719 --> 01:04:11.960
I'm like those milky cheeks she had. You was just looking at the ayes

701
01:04:12.039 --> 01:04:15.400
I was. She had a what's
that thing? I don't know. Four

702
01:04:15.400 --> 01:04:19.840
weeks ago, I got four weeks
ago, I got Kayla saying I'm going

703
01:04:19.880 --> 01:04:23.559
to the gym ifter seen some cheeks. Okay, you and this too.

704
01:04:23.800 --> 01:04:28.360
I never well, don't point the
fingers, don't point the fingers, eat

705
01:04:28.400 --> 01:04:33.840
your chicken, Parmesian and stop stop
don't putting on fingers. All right,

706
01:04:34.119 --> 01:04:40.800
right, I can't really just let
you, just can't completely manipulated that he's

707
01:04:40.800 --> 01:04:45.800
a cancer. I've seen the coming
we understand each other. I just my

708
01:04:45.880 --> 01:04:50.320
best So y'all are seeing in real
time. While I said cancers ain't ship

709
01:04:55.400 --> 01:05:00.159
in real time, Tommy is proven
why they are not to be trusted on

710
01:05:00.039 --> 01:05:06.800
real time. Timmy has proven why
cancers are not to be trusted cancer right

711
01:05:06.920 --> 01:05:11.199
up and down. But I'm actually
going write down the timeline and my best

712
01:05:11.280 --> 01:05:15.960
friends while y'all over here talking philosophically. I just sat here in real time,

713
01:05:17.239 --> 01:05:24.199
like I'm here in real time watching
you drop dimes on at least eight

714
01:05:24.400 --> 01:05:28.599
niggas. Like, Bro, you
admit it. Yeah, I'm a freaky

715
01:05:28.639 --> 01:05:40.280
ass nigga, but so are these
other eight motherfuckers, said, I'm so

716
01:05:40.480 --> 01:05:45.679
hurt content. He cont you want
you want to know what's funny. I

717
01:05:45.760 --> 01:05:48.440
didn't hear him say that, but
we're gonna name drop anyway. So Tony,

718
01:05:48.519 --> 01:05:56.119
you have a picture to post this
if there's a screenshot screens second one

719
01:05:57.039 --> 01:06:00.760
not the ones of me and Mama. Okay, second one that I didn't

720
01:06:00.639 --> 01:06:08.519
because I'm nervous. Well, I
mean, since we got Tommy flip flopping,

721
01:06:08.559 --> 01:06:17.920
here we go. We gonna show
another flip flopping nigga on one now,

722
01:06:20.320 --> 01:06:29.480
now, mister you I don't even
know folks, at least the niggas

723
01:06:29.480 --> 01:06:34.159
I was saying, I know personal
See this nigga is one of the many

724
01:06:34.239 --> 01:06:40.039
he mean, women haters of Facebook. Oh his video? Do you want

725
01:06:40.039 --> 01:06:41.559
to play the video first? No? No, no, no, no,

726
01:06:42.599 --> 01:06:46.840
not the video first. So this
is a screenshot of a post that

727
01:06:46.960 --> 01:06:53.000
he posted yesterday where, uh,
we're gonna actually play the video. But

728
01:06:53.320 --> 01:06:58.039
it is about a woman saying she's
single about choice, and guy basically saying

729
01:06:58.079 --> 01:07:00.400
like, no, you ain't single
but choice. And he's yawning at this

730
01:07:00.639 --> 01:07:04.039
fact that the woman has said she's
single by choice. But if you look

731
01:07:04.239 --> 01:07:14.159
a couple of weeks back, n
SO shout out to low but she has

732
01:07:14.239 --> 01:07:17.000
her own group. Now The Rain
Reporter is no longer a podcast, but

733
01:07:17.320 --> 01:07:21.559
you know it's just sex and mess
group. At this point, she asked,

734
01:07:21.599 --> 01:07:26.000
she says, are you single?
If so, how long have you

735
01:07:26.079 --> 01:07:34.519
been? Who's right there saying they've
been single forever? Correct? So the

736
01:07:34.880 --> 01:07:39.280
same nigga who was yawning at women
saying that they are single by choice.

737
01:07:39.280 --> 01:07:42.719
It's the same nigga that's in here
talking about he's been single forever with the

738
01:07:43.440 --> 01:07:48.519
little dumb looking face. Right,
all right, So can we go ahead

739
01:07:48.760 --> 01:07:57.119
and play this video twice. I
am why not tell me how I'm not

740
01:07:57.280 --> 01:07:59.840
when it's my choice to be single. Let's let's use another example. Let's

741
01:07:59.840 --> 01:08:03.119
say I live in my mom's basement
and I'm three hundred pounds and I have

742
01:08:03.159 --> 01:08:05.199
Cheeto dust all over my shirt,
and I play a lot of video games.

743
01:08:05.280 --> 01:08:08.239
Yeah, okay, and I don't
smash any girls. But I walk

744
01:08:08.280 --> 01:08:11.159
around and say, well, I
choose not to smash girls. Is that

745
01:08:11.239 --> 01:08:15.119
really valid? No? But how
does that relate to what I have going

746
01:08:15.159 --> 01:08:16.319
on? No? I like that
you asked me that question. I have

747
01:08:16.399 --> 01:08:18.920
guys I talk to, I have
options, and a couple of them do

748
01:08:18.960 --> 01:08:21.279
want to be in a relationship.
I choose because I couldn't go be in

749
01:08:21.279 --> 01:08:24.159
a relationship. But why would you
want to be in a relationship with those

750
01:08:24.199 --> 01:08:27.600
guys? Anyways, what I'm trying
to establish is that the guy that has

751
01:08:27.640 --> 01:08:29.680
the Cheetos all over his shirt,
et cetera. He can sit there and

752
01:08:29.760 --> 01:08:30.800
say, oh, I'm choosing not
to have sexual girls, but the reality

753
01:08:30.800 --> 01:08:33.079
is the girls don't want him.
Okay, Those girls that he wants don't

754
01:08:33.079 --> 01:08:35.239
want him back. Okay. So
when girls say, oh, I'm single

755
01:08:35.279 --> 01:08:38.479
by a choice. That's not true. You're single because the man that you

756
01:08:38.520 --> 01:08:41.239
want doesn't necessarily want you back.
And a lot of the times is because

757
01:08:41.239 --> 01:08:43.600
of your choices that women make,
because women don't understand that you make certain

758
01:08:43.640 --> 01:08:46.000
choices and you automatically alienate yourself from
a portion of men that would have potentially

759
01:08:46.000 --> 01:08:48.279
taken you seriously had you not done
that. But girls like to cope and

760
01:08:48.279 --> 01:08:49.600
say, oh, I have a
bunch of choices, have a bunch of

761
01:08:49.600 --> 01:08:51.520
options. All those guys on you
instagram A, those guys that come to

762
01:08:51.520 --> 01:08:53.880
your job, all those guys that
talk to you, they just want to

763
01:08:53.880 --> 01:08:56.520
smash. They're not real candidates.
That's all I've been trying to say.

764
01:08:57.359 --> 01:08:59.920
So, you too got to be
in little You two gotta have bait.

765
01:09:00.720 --> 01:09:03.359
You choose not to have somebody to
come home to and talk to him about

766
01:09:03.359 --> 01:09:06.319
your bad day. You lying to
me. See what most people talk about

767
01:09:06.319 --> 01:09:11.000
relationships. It's always the bad stuff. I don't want to get cheated on,

768
01:09:11.560 --> 01:09:13.479
I don't want my heart breaks,
I don't want nobody to play.

769
01:09:13.560 --> 01:09:15.840
Nobody ever talks about the good part
of the relationship feelings. Let me tell

770
01:09:15.840 --> 01:09:19.600
you something I would give if you
got a passport to you, Gunda.

771
01:09:19.960 --> 01:09:23.560
If you a bull crap type dude, boy, you gonna be a bull

772
01:09:25.600 --> 01:09:27.720
with no more to him. I
don't want to hear him no more anyway,

773
01:09:28.680 --> 01:09:30.560
cut out at that point in time. So whenever I see the guy

774
01:09:30.640 --> 01:09:33.000
with the glasses, he's always going
at women. He's one of those.

775
01:09:33.319 --> 01:09:39.479
But the funny part is, why
is it that men always feel like they're

776
01:09:39.560 --> 01:09:43.600
the only ones that can be single
bout choice? Right? Whenever they hear

777
01:09:43.720 --> 01:09:46.279
women say that they are single by
choice, they always feel like that is

778
01:09:46.319 --> 01:09:50.159
an impossible thing. Y'all have been
getting on me for the longest for not

779
01:09:50.279 --> 01:09:53.560
being in a relationship with babe.
That's not bad. No, no,

780
01:09:53.760 --> 01:09:57.359
we've been getting on you for not
claiming the relationship you're in with They that's

781
01:09:57.439 --> 01:10:05.520
not that. That's the difference.
That is what it is, because we're

782
01:10:05.560 --> 01:10:11.840
not in a relationship. One hit
the button like that hit the button one

783
01:10:12.279 --> 01:10:18.920
that we had a relationship even more
like that. No, one, here's

784
01:10:19.000 --> 01:10:24.720
your chance. You're supposed to be
putting her own trow for this, because

785
01:10:24.800 --> 01:10:36.520
this is exactly we got no boyfriend. This is okay, okay, youn't

786
01:10:36.560 --> 01:10:40.119
got a boyfriend. Okay, So
let's say for instance, she was out

787
01:10:40.199 --> 01:10:44.600
about let's say we had when I
see like, if it's not a call,

788
01:10:44.760 --> 01:10:47.680
right, no, no, no, it's not over, She'll just

789
01:10:47.800 --> 01:10:56.359
leave us here because she's done.
It was a love How would you feel?

790
01:11:00.079 --> 01:11:01.760
I feel like, oh, that's
what we're doing, drinking all the

791
01:11:01.800 --> 01:11:08.640
mag and then I'm going to film. But I don't want to exactly,

792
01:11:08.680 --> 01:11:11.239
which is why I can go film
with somebody. But if you see,

793
01:11:11.239 --> 01:11:14.920
what's the big deal, it's not
a big deal. It's not a big

794
01:11:15.000 --> 01:11:19.079
deal. If I'm going to film
with somebody. You saw him on a

795
01:11:19.159 --> 01:11:24.600
date with somebody? Why why do
you y'are singles? Why do you feel

796
01:11:24.640 --> 01:11:27.760
like that? Right? Why do
you feel you need to go film with

797
01:11:27.800 --> 01:11:30.600
somebody? Just go home? Or
unless you're sitting to eat, because that's

798
01:11:30.680 --> 01:11:35.680
that's true. Right If you say, what can the date? Who said

799
01:11:35.680 --> 01:11:40.680
we wasn't finna eat? You said
you're gonna go film somebody, I'm finna

800
01:11:40.800 --> 01:11:44.760
just why do you have to go
film? I'm just gonna walk out and

801
01:11:44.920 --> 01:11:46.359
be like, oh, well no, I no longer want this steak.

802
01:11:46.479 --> 01:11:50.079
I'm finna go film. No,
that's not because you want we need the

803
01:11:50.079 --> 01:11:54.039
rest of Like, okay, I'm
going right, Like, why do you

804
01:11:54.119 --> 01:11:56.880
feel like you gotta go film?
See me? This is how I'm perceiving

805
01:11:56.960 --> 01:11:59.479
you saying that's what we own.
I'm going to go film. That's you

806
01:11:59.520 --> 01:12:04.039
can get. You don't need to
get. You know, you know exactly

807
01:12:04.159 --> 01:12:09.600
what filming does to him. It's
not you get back on somebody that you're

808
01:12:09.640 --> 01:12:15.560
not in a relationship with. It's
not gonna get and that nigga over there

809
01:12:15.960 --> 01:12:19.359
right, we're getting mistake to go
because we're not want to sit in there.

810
01:12:20.119 --> 01:12:23.199
And if we do, you're gonna
try to say, make sure you

811
01:12:23.359 --> 01:12:29.039
in his eyesight because we know you
y'all think y'all know me clearly, because

812
01:12:29.119 --> 01:12:31.159
y'all think y'all sounding like I would
make a scene, and I really wouldn't.

813
01:12:33.399 --> 01:12:39.840
We just say you know you there, Yes, you're you're not in

814
01:12:39.880 --> 01:12:44.359
a relationship. Anything about what he
does that should have hurt your motherfuckers.

815
01:12:44.800 --> 01:12:50.279
So the thing is, if we
are right now saying that we're only having

816
01:12:50.319 --> 01:12:56.279
sex with each other, if you
are out on a date, that means

817
01:12:56.319 --> 01:13:02.680
you lied about only having sex with
me. To think we just said that,

818
01:13:03.239 --> 01:13:09.479
you just said that got to bring
the party. Damn we had watching

819
01:13:09.560 --> 01:13:11.880
him said I didn't. I didn't
think you were that person. I have

820
01:13:12.039 --> 01:13:15.960
known this person. I have known
this nigga for fifteen years. That I've

821
01:13:15.079 --> 01:13:18.079
known this nigga for fifteen years.
If if they out on a date and

822
01:13:18.199 --> 01:13:21.199
he's showing affection, they fucked.
What was the post right there? Say

823
01:13:21.279 --> 01:13:30.720
on the screen yours? It doesn't
mean that you're not. It doesn't mean

824
01:13:30.800 --> 01:13:34.279
that you are. But because I
have known this man over, because I

825
01:13:34.439 --> 01:13:41.119
have known this man for over fifteen
years, I am shocked at don't if

826
01:13:41.159 --> 01:13:45.079
you if you're telling me that I
would fucking leave. You said that we

827
01:13:45.159 --> 01:13:47.159
would leave and we wouldn't stay there
or that, and he talked myself,

828
01:13:47.199 --> 01:13:49.680
Oh well you would want to sit
in his line aside? You know?

829
01:13:50.039 --> 01:13:55.359
So, God don't know me.
This is not this is nothing me down

830
01:13:55.399 --> 01:13:59.880
here. If I know him every
time when I tell I blew, I

831
01:14:00.119 --> 01:14:01.439
know him. When I tell God, after two weeks, what does he

832
01:14:01.560 --> 01:14:03.840
do whenever he get mad? After
two weeks? What does he do?

833
01:14:05.359 --> 01:14:09.800
I know how this niggare is when
it comes to affection. So if he

834
01:14:10.000 --> 01:14:13.680
is, if he is out in
public, if he is out in public

835
01:14:13.800 --> 01:14:18.159
showing affection, because yes, we
agree that we only each other I have

836
01:14:19.039 --> 01:14:27.479
said anything about anger. You have
become a real bitch, the real I've

837
01:14:27.600 --> 01:14:39.720
always been real ones, the real
ones out here talking ship. No no,

838
01:14:44.680 --> 01:14:49.720
no, no, listen, listen. She's she's started to the regular

839
01:14:49.760 --> 01:14:54.600
bitches out there claiming claiming that you
know gangster you all of a sudden,

840
01:14:54.640 --> 01:15:01.680
you can the bitch because I know
him. He is just him. It's

841
01:15:01.960 --> 01:15:06.039
just him, y'all said. If
he's out on a date being lovely w

842
01:15:06.159 --> 01:15:10.840
and all that ship, I know
him. He's not an affectionate person like

843
01:15:10.920 --> 01:15:13.800
that. If he's not fucking with
you like that. So if he's out

844
01:15:14.000 --> 01:15:16.319
on a date and they actually like
he's showing affection and all that ship,

845
01:15:17.840 --> 01:15:23.600
your first his first date, he's
a first day, he not gonna be

846
01:15:23.720 --> 01:15:30.640
on all that affection ship on the
first exactly exactly. I don't know who

847
01:15:30.680 --> 01:15:38.640
you are. I don't know you, y'all clearly don't know. I don't

848
01:15:38.680 --> 01:15:42.119
know if you know at this point
to think that I would be angry,

849
01:15:42.920 --> 01:15:46.199
that would come out to myself so
that this is the same person who after

850
01:15:46.359 --> 01:15:51.279
he after he got angry with your
boyfriend, after after he got angry with

851
01:15:51.439 --> 01:15:56.880
me because he went and viewed my
only fans. He sent me a picture

852
01:15:57.119 --> 01:16:01.079
of him having sexual intercourse with somebody. Think that it was going to what

853
01:16:01.520 --> 01:16:09.359
it was going to make me feel
away because the actual caption was, well,

854
01:16:09.439 --> 01:16:12.439
how now you see how this ship
feel? And I swear to like,

855
01:16:12.479 --> 01:16:18.359
I literally felt nothing about that.
How can you question how I quit

856
01:16:18.760 --> 01:16:23.600
to the fucking morning back like you'll
probably put a motherfucker in a casket for

857
01:16:23.680 --> 01:16:26.760
this nigga, Which is cool,
that's a deep love of love. But

858
01:16:26.960 --> 01:16:30.079
to love a motherfucker like that and
for him to like try to press buttons

859
01:16:30.079 --> 01:16:34.000
and get no reaction, that's your
sick nigga. No, it's one.

860
01:16:34.159 --> 01:16:36.840
I know that you're trying to do
that until y'all gotta look at Like,

861
01:16:36.880 --> 01:16:40.399
bro, we go to sex parties
and ship together. So I think my

862
01:16:40.920 --> 01:16:44.560
like that part of my brain,
like the jealousy part of my brain.

863
01:16:47.439 --> 01:16:51.319
People, No, I just I
feel like like that, like the jealousy

864
01:16:51.520 --> 01:16:57.760
the jealousy part of my brain doesn't
click, like but what it clicked if

865
01:16:57.800 --> 01:17:00.119
he came to and was like,
all right, I know we've been in

866
01:17:00.199 --> 01:17:03.479
this circle for a while, but
I actually found somebody and I'm feeling her

867
01:17:03.520 --> 01:17:06.279
and I really want to give it
a try. I feel like I damn

868
01:17:06.279 --> 01:17:10.840
near have to go through my messages
and show y'all this ship, because you

869
01:17:10.880 --> 01:17:13.479
know, because I feel I feel
like y'all, don't. I feel like

870
01:17:14.119 --> 01:17:24.720
I'm capping. She said, you
need to chill out. That's a good

871
01:17:24.760 --> 01:17:29.399
question, he said, why don't
you date? Why I don't date is

872
01:17:29.520 --> 01:17:34.960
because there is I do and the
reason if he's not yours? And why

873
01:17:35.119 --> 01:17:39.840
is he the fucking measuring stick for
niggas who don't even know this nigga?

874
01:17:40.159 --> 01:17:43.920
Because I get a feeling, because
I get a feeling from him that I

875
01:17:44.000 --> 01:17:46.479
haven't gotten from anybody else. But
you're not giving nobody else a chance.

876
01:17:46.560 --> 01:17:58.840
I do give niggas a chance.
You be popping a balloon. I didn't

877
01:17:58.840 --> 01:18:00.520
give to your chance. And what
did he do with it? And what

878
01:18:00.600 --> 01:18:05.720
did he do with it? He
brought right? I say, he out

879
01:18:05.800 --> 01:18:14.600
of hisself? He out of hisself. That was the best in the comments

880
01:18:15.720 --> 01:18:23.560
at home, screaming like like a
reality TV show like it was you gotta

881
01:18:23.800 --> 01:18:30.239
gotta, you gotta get out here
because whatever one day you do say and

882
01:18:30.359 --> 01:18:33.239
he stand on your mind. You
I'm trying to. I can see her

883
01:18:33.279 --> 01:18:38.560
perspective, but I can't perspective.
I can't see you can't see her.

884
01:18:38.720 --> 01:18:43.720
I'm trying to see her. No, I'm saying, man, you know

885
01:18:43.800 --> 01:18:48.600
what, I'm man like you said, one of these real bitches trying to

886
01:18:48.640 --> 01:18:53.520
help with these real these real bitches
out here who we claiming ship like oh

887
01:18:53.640 --> 01:18:58.199
no and doing some other ship.
I just want y'all to just be together

888
01:18:58.479 --> 01:19:01.760
or leave each other alone. They
can't. That's just wow. Either he

889
01:19:01.880 --> 01:19:08.760
gonna be a part of the family
or I'm a faith now you can't one

890
01:19:08.800 --> 01:19:15.439
because every eight days now because because
this is the same reason how me and

891
01:19:15.960 --> 01:19:18.920
me and him wasn't together then.
But yeah, he was apologizing because he

892
01:19:19.079 --> 01:19:23.319
had sex with somebody else. So
he said, I know you're super mad

893
01:19:23.359 --> 01:19:25.600
at me and done with me again, but please don't let this be the

894
01:19:25.720 --> 01:19:28.159
end. Thinkings, I'm sorry for
being a horror again. Man, I'll

895
01:19:28.159 --> 01:19:30.039
be trying. I'm just a dickhead. That girl don't mean jack shit to

896
01:19:30.079 --> 01:19:34.239
me. Thinkers and anybody can go
run and tell that. Please just talk

897
01:19:34.960 --> 01:19:39.720
because we do. He was like, please just talk to me again soon

898
01:19:39.880 --> 01:19:42.399
or whenever you can. I said, I'm really not mad at you for

899
01:19:42.479 --> 01:19:45.439
fucking her. We wasn't together,
so I can't hold you having sex with

900
01:19:45.560 --> 01:19:47.960
somebody else against you. You didn't
cheat on me this time. I'm mad

901
01:19:48.000 --> 01:19:51.600
at you because I asked you more
than once to be honest if you wanted

902
01:19:51.640 --> 01:19:55.680
to or were having sex with somebody
else and you lied about it. I

903
01:19:55.840 --> 01:19:58.520
asked if somebody else was in a
picture at all. You say, she

904
01:19:58.600 --> 01:20:01.319
don't mean shit to you, But
but why would you go through all of

905
01:20:01.399 --> 01:20:05.840
that to lie if that wasn't the
case. We not together. You don't

906
01:20:06.000 --> 01:20:16.039
have to lie about things. So
it's like, oh, no, my

907
01:20:16.640 --> 01:20:24.479
thing is. My thing is whoever, whether it's him or anybody else,

908
01:20:24.600 --> 01:20:29.479
any nigga who I have ever fucked
with. The Only reason why I want

909
01:20:29.560 --> 01:20:32.479
to know about what you're doing is
because then it lets me know how to

910
01:20:32.720 --> 01:20:35.279
move if you only you don't feel
like, well, you know what,

911
01:20:35.479 --> 01:20:38.800
I don't want to, you know, have sex with nobody else. It's

912
01:20:38.920 --> 01:20:41.560
just us too, Okay, cool? If you like, well, you

913
01:20:41.680 --> 01:20:45.600
know, whatship I got this?
No, it's not. It's just mean

914
01:20:45.680 --> 01:20:48.960
you understand that maybe we don't want
to have sex with other people. It's

915
01:20:49.000 --> 01:20:56.399
not a Relationship is when you two
come to an actual agreement. It's when

916
01:20:56.439 --> 01:21:00.680
you come to an agreement to commit
to each other up people. That don't

917
01:21:00.680 --> 01:21:04.359
mean that we're not seeing other people
now that we're not doing that. If

918
01:21:04.439 --> 01:21:09.640
I said I'm only you, it's
just us. You can't fun me and

919
01:21:09.720 --> 01:21:13.039
then go on dates. No,
we're not doing that. That's that's why

920
01:21:13.600 --> 01:21:16.960
some people. But that's what some
people don't. That's still dating. Just

921
01:21:17.000 --> 01:21:19.960
because you fucking somebody else, don't
mean you still ain't dating that. You

922
01:21:20.079 --> 01:21:26.359
have to say I'm exclusively with you
and you, but you both have to

923
01:21:26.520 --> 01:21:29.319
agree that you were exclusive. That's
what I'm telling him. You have to

924
01:21:29.359 --> 01:21:32.119
say that you're exclusive dating and talking. You could be fucking while you're talking.

925
01:21:32.560 --> 01:21:35.680
They don't mean that you go together, y'all. A fucking wow.

926
01:21:36.079 --> 01:21:40.359
Dating is you've never had sex with
somebody you're not in a relationship with.

927
01:21:40.920 --> 01:21:47.199
That's different. How How is that
different? Okay? I don't know.

928
01:21:47.520 --> 01:21:55.520
I just did it. Okay,
right, What what did we talk about?

929
01:21:57.760 --> 01:22:09.560
You go ahead, put me back. So you're telling me there's no

930
01:22:09.760 --> 01:22:13.920
relationship. This is not exclusive.
That's where we're at, right, it's

931
01:22:13.960 --> 01:22:24.640
not exclusive. I'm just we're not
exclusive. We're still right, right,

932
01:22:25.079 --> 01:22:29.840
But we had a conversation to where
I only want to have sex with you,

933
01:22:30.439 --> 01:22:31.800
and then you say, yes,
one, I only want to fuck

934
01:22:31.840 --> 01:22:36.479
you to we just want to fuck
each other. But we're still supposed to

935
01:22:36.560 --> 01:22:42.119
be able to go out and date
if that's what y'all agree to, Because

936
01:22:42.119 --> 01:22:45.640
you have to look at one,
because I agree to just only want to

937
01:22:45.680 --> 01:22:47.119
sleep with you. I don't want
to do it with nobody else, and

938
01:22:47.159 --> 01:22:50.640
I'm not taking nobody else nowhere.
But listen, But listen, you have

939
01:22:50.760 --> 01:22:57.239
to look at not everybody ties emotions
to sex. They could only want to

940
01:22:57.279 --> 01:23:00.840
be having sex with one person at
a time because that's where they feel safest.

941
01:23:00.159 --> 01:23:02.359
Or they're like, okay, well
if you if some shit come back

942
01:23:02.399 --> 01:23:04.920
to me, I know who the
fuck to go to. It has nothing

943
01:23:05.000 --> 01:23:09.279
to do with the motion, It
has nothing to do with the motions.

944
01:23:09.359 --> 01:23:13.520
Sometimes the dating experience is more meaningful
than the actual sex, like having the

945
01:23:13.680 --> 01:23:15.880
experiences that you get you have with
the person, going on trips or going

946
01:23:15.880 --> 01:23:18.840
on why do you think something?
Why do you think? Why do you

947
01:23:18.880 --> 01:23:23.800
think? So many niggas be crying
online talking about man ain't taking no bitch

948
01:23:23.880 --> 01:23:26.600
out to dinner and then she finish, go home and fuck the nigga that

949
01:23:26.600 --> 01:23:30.840
didn't feed her. Why do you
think that is because they don't want to

950
01:23:30.880 --> 01:23:35.199
be the nigga dating her, but
she's fucking somebody else, so they're taking

951
01:23:35.279 --> 01:23:39.199
her out doing all this shit.
But she don't want to have sex with

952
01:23:39.319 --> 01:23:43.800
him, but she might get to
a point like you know what, I'm

953
01:23:43.840 --> 01:23:45.479
really feeling him, I like whatever, and then go back to do like

954
01:23:45.560 --> 01:23:48.840
you know what, I met somebody. You know, we can't do this

955
01:23:48.960 --> 01:23:54.000
no more. That's that's that's because
because a lot of people do, like

956
01:23:54.079 --> 01:23:56.520
they have sex with who they're comfortable
with. How often does that happen?

957
01:23:56.600 --> 01:23:58.920
We don't know. That happens all
the time. We don't know. So

958
01:23:59.039 --> 01:24:02.680
it's like and the me, I
don't think, I don't know. I'm

959
01:24:02.720 --> 01:24:06.079
not sure enough to have this conversation
like each other. But then you know,

960
01:24:06.600 --> 01:24:10.479
you and this motherfucker posting another motherfucking
hands in across the table. I

961
01:24:10.520 --> 01:24:15.600
don't know. Maybe be like that
some time. Hey, But but until

962
01:24:15.680 --> 01:24:19.760
I say hey, I want you
and I'm argue you, everybody else tell

963
01:24:19.800 --> 01:24:27.640
you I'm your man and you my
woman, it's over. It's over somebody

964
01:24:27.720 --> 01:24:30.039
And like you said, that intimacy
because it's like, look, going to

965
01:24:30.119 --> 01:24:33.439
somebody else look, look, look
at it this way. Okay, so

966
01:24:34.279 --> 01:24:39.000
save me and him. You know, we had our little beef or whatever,

967
01:24:39.039 --> 01:24:42.960
and I'm out and I'm dating people
now during this time where I'm dating,

968
01:24:43.600 --> 01:24:45.239
these are not people who I want
to have sex with. But maybe

969
01:24:45.359 --> 01:24:47.840
me and Caleb go out, we
have some drinks. I'm horny as fu

970
01:24:48.039 --> 01:24:53.319
like bro the Rose ain't gonna do
it tonight. I probably backtracked to something

971
01:24:53.359 --> 01:24:56.439
that's familiar, because what do we
call me? The Captain planet of recycling

972
01:24:56.520 --> 01:25:00.640
dick? So because I don't want
to have sex with somebody new, because

973
01:25:00.640 --> 01:25:03.960
I don't want to have sex with
somebody knew yet, there's a hell of

974
01:25:04.000 --> 01:25:09.279
a chance that I'm going to backtrack
and fuck somebody who I've already fucked before,

975
01:25:09.800 --> 01:25:14.199
even though I'm actively dated. But
then once I find somebody who after

976
01:25:14.359 --> 01:25:15.760
actively dating him, I'm like,
you know what, I'm ready to take

977
01:25:15.800 --> 01:25:19.239
that next step with them. All
right. No, it was fun while

978
01:25:19.239 --> 01:25:23.520
the lasting type ship, but you
know, I'm I'm seeing somebody now,

979
01:25:23.560 --> 01:25:30.479
I'm gonna getting a relationship. Before
my last relationship with Marv, I was

980
01:25:30.600 --> 01:25:34.279
literally supposed to go fucking Nick and
I ended up falling asleep. You know,

981
01:25:34.439 --> 01:25:38.720
you know, but because everybody,
well everybody know. Everybody knows.

982
01:25:39.000 --> 01:25:41.920
Everybody know that because I put that
ship in the face. You know what

983
01:25:42.000 --> 01:25:47.000
you described motherfucking dating. That's what
I'm saying. But that's but that's what

984
01:25:47.159 --> 01:25:50.840
he was disputing. I know,
but I'm saying, that's how it happens,

985
01:25:50.960 --> 01:25:56.920
like okay, but it's it's it
happens that way until I say you

986
01:25:57.319 --> 01:26:00.720
are we and you are exclusive.
We pretty much open to do anything.

987
01:26:00.800 --> 01:26:02.399
You can get mad and be all
like I feel some kind of way,

988
01:26:03.520 --> 01:26:09.199
but ship shoulder shrug, nigga what
he tells me all the time, Like

989
01:26:10.439 --> 01:26:14.880
he gets mad at me because he
gets mad or feels a way because he

990
01:26:14.960 --> 01:26:17.279
feels like, man, we we
you know, we not even officially together,

991
01:26:17.399 --> 01:26:20.279
Like I shouldn't be feeling this way. And I'm like, oh man,

992
01:26:20.600 --> 01:26:23.720
make you feel that. Yeah,
I'm like, bro, we've been

993
01:26:23.800 --> 01:26:27.079
doing this for like we we love
each other, like we literally like were

994
01:26:27.159 --> 01:26:29.399
in love with each other. We
just we got a lot of ship to

995
01:26:29.479 --> 01:26:32.239
work out before we were to actually
be in a fucking relationship. I told

996
01:26:32.319 --> 01:26:35.640
y'all, like, I don't want
us to get into a relationship without therapy

997
01:26:35.960 --> 01:26:40.920
because we need that ship back bad. You need to move the therapist in

998
01:26:42.000 --> 01:26:44.760
that Nigga needs to be in here
right now. It's a couch behind you.

999
01:26:44.920 --> 01:26:49.840
But but so for him to send
you a damn video him fucking somebody

1000
01:26:49.920 --> 01:26:59.560
like, yeah, damn, so
he will how you feel like that crunch

1001
01:26:59.600 --> 01:27:01.600
your munch? And I was like, was he talking? Was he?

1002
01:27:01.920 --> 01:27:04.800
Was he cutting a promo on in
the video? No, it wasn't a

1003
01:27:04.880 --> 01:27:09.479
video, it was a it was
a screenshot like like a picture about proper.

1004
01:27:11.399 --> 01:27:14.600
I would have propped the camera.
I would have ripped my shirt like

1005
01:27:14.680 --> 01:27:16.960
hogkok and because the meanest promo as
I was giving back, and I could

1006
01:27:17.000 --> 01:27:19.880
have been a bit shot. I
could have been like, it ain't me,

1007
01:27:20.000 --> 01:27:24.720
her pussy dry. But I didn't. Well you know something, brother,

1008
01:27:28.520 --> 01:27:30.800
if that was me, that mother
fucking would it looked like it was

1009
01:27:30.880 --> 01:27:32.680
a pitch shine. But I didn't
because I'm like, I like, I

1010
01:27:32.880 --> 01:27:36.960
know you, I know you doing
ship to try to get under my skin

1011
01:27:38.039 --> 01:27:50.159
because you feel a way about what
you saw. So man like this people's

1012
01:27:50.359 --> 01:28:13.880
champ elbow. Yeah yeah, but
I don't And and it's not because I

1013
01:28:14.000 --> 01:28:17.960
don't love them. It's not because
you know I don't care. I just

1014
01:28:18.159 --> 01:28:24.640
think that my brain is wiredly different. It's wired differently when it comes to

1015
01:28:24.920 --> 01:28:31.880
jealousy. No, I think it's
it's the ship that I've been through with

1016
01:28:32.119 --> 01:28:38.840
niggas and the ship that they've done. It's like nothing is ever surprising to

1017
01:28:38.960 --> 01:28:45.840
me anymore. Like I've had friends
have babies by exes and ship like that.

1018
01:28:45.079 --> 01:28:49.399
Like, and I didn't get mad, I didn't cust nobody out.

1019
01:28:49.479 --> 01:28:53.800
I didn't try to fight nobody.
It was like a word, that's what

1020
01:28:53.840 --> 01:29:00.800
we're doing, and then cut and
then cuts. I'm like, bro,

1021
01:29:00.960 --> 01:29:03.640
it's like the third or fourth nigga
that she Didne went behind me and she

1022
01:29:03.840 --> 01:29:09.199
was like, well that just me
and y'all both got good taste. But

1023
01:29:09.319 --> 01:29:14.520
she don't like nobody to fuck behind
her though. So yeah, that she

1024
01:29:14.680 --> 01:29:39.800
was wild. As as the summer
is as as the summer corn now you

1025
01:29:39.840 --> 01:29:43.279
can't get you can remove, you
can remove stuff that we played, so

1026
01:29:46.520 --> 01:29:57.840
I can what who as the summer
is fast approaching. I want you guys

1027
01:29:58.000 --> 01:30:05.720
to be mindful of your hygiene in
these clubs. Our brother is like,

1028
01:30:06.039 --> 01:30:18.560
for whatever reason, he has a
lot of musty female friends. Brother Brother

1029
01:30:20.239 --> 01:30:32.680
with this brother bro always seems to
know somebody who's who's a little tart.

1030
01:30:33.600 --> 01:30:39.520
But if you are, you know
you get caught slipping because sometimes things happen.

1031
01:30:40.520 --> 01:30:44.199
I I personally have gotten dressed too
fast, like rushing getting out the

1032
01:30:44.239 --> 01:30:46.960
shower and then driving home. I've
told you, like not driving home,

1033
01:30:47.000 --> 01:30:49.680
but driving from home. And then
I'm like, bro, I don't think

1034
01:30:49.680 --> 01:30:54.239
I remember to put the other in
them. Yep, gotta have card,

1035
01:30:54.279 --> 01:30:58.560
the other and ship. And it's
like now, as as a woman,

1036
01:30:58.960 --> 01:31:01.680
and I feel like as a woman, like as a very feminine woman who

1037
01:31:01.760 --> 01:31:05.039
carries purses and ship, there's no
reason for y'all to get caught slipping.

1038
01:31:06.119 --> 01:31:11.880
I'm okay, can I say that? Says a disclaimer y'all using aluminum free.

1039
01:31:12.239 --> 01:31:17.920
I'm a butcher body bitch, so
so I don't carry persons. I

1040
01:31:17.960 --> 01:31:25.960
don't carry persons. I mean I
was bleeping blind before I turned to pink,

1041
01:31:27.520 --> 01:31:36.439
before I died in pink. I
know a woman actually built like that

1042
01:31:36.560 --> 01:31:51.279
too. But that episode of people, Yeah, make sure you got you

1043
01:31:51.359 --> 01:31:57.840
gotta have your travel deodan, and
I don't want you to be embarrassed.

1044
01:31:57.920 --> 01:32:00.960
Like you know, if you carry
in a purse in the club and ship,

1045
01:32:00.079 --> 01:32:03.439
you know they open your bag with
a little flash like and Ship ain't

1046
01:32:03.439 --> 01:32:06.520
nothing to be embarrassed about. If
you got deodrant in there. If anything,

1047
01:32:06.560 --> 01:32:12.079
they probably appreciate it because motherfuckers do
not want to sit here. And

1048
01:32:12.359 --> 01:32:21.039
it smelled like onions in the corner. In the corner. Yeah. But

1049
01:32:21.600 --> 01:32:26.079
in the event that you know,
you do get caught slipping, hopefully you

1050
01:32:26.199 --> 01:32:39.279
got somebody that got your back.
Like this Ta said, this guy needs

1051
01:32:39.279 --> 01:32:41.960
to be arrested, life sentence a
gym. No, he needs a cake.

1052
01:32:42.520 --> 01:32:45.439
He needs a cake, he needs
to he needs a key in the

1053
01:32:45.520 --> 01:33:00.640
city. Put the cat over here. It's the way he was moving and

1054
01:33:00.720 --> 01:33:05.720
grooving. And I've been I've been
in relationships where she was like I think

1055
01:33:06.359 --> 01:33:11.279
I smell like, yeah you are, and I hooked her up here go

1056
01:33:11.920 --> 01:33:15.359
go fix it. So I've had
times where like like I said, rushing

1057
01:33:15.399 --> 01:33:17.720
and ship and I didn't put the
other on them, and I'm like,

1058
01:33:18.359 --> 01:33:23.039
nigga, we just gonna be fucking
a buff of us smelling like you because

1059
01:33:23.039 --> 01:33:27.159
I'll go right in his closet because
I'm like, bro, I'm not gonna

1060
01:33:28.520 --> 01:33:40.880
I'm not gonna be look and he'd
be cracking and he will be cracking up

1061
01:33:40.960 --> 01:33:42.439
and he'd be like, hey,
man, ain't gotta do what you gotta

1062
01:33:42.479 --> 01:33:44.560
do, because I'm like, bro, I'm not going I'm not gonna be

1063
01:33:44.640 --> 01:33:54.920
over here musty and ship huffing and
puffing. No ready, man, I

1064
01:33:55.000 --> 01:33:59.680
got I got lo in the order, and you ain't take the podcast.

1065
01:33:59.720 --> 01:34:04.359
Guy, I still see him.
I didn't see the little line near the

1066
01:34:04.399 --> 01:34:15.840
bottom of that who him? Somebody
English? I don't think I actually don't

1067
01:34:15.840 --> 01:34:18.760
think people have real podcasts. I
think they record it and just make a

1068
01:34:18.800 --> 01:34:21.800
bunch of reals. No, Bro, it's niggas who use too much beam.

1069
01:34:23.319 --> 01:34:27.279
It's niggas with ball hands. It's
just that. And it was both

1070
01:34:27.359 --> 01:34:38.239
in that video. Niggas like Joe
Buden type niggas just just be reckless.

1071
01:34:38.439 --> 01:34:44.840
There's always being in some mess.
Yeah. Have you ever got to a

1072
01:34:44.960 --> 01:34:47.760
point where it was like, I
fel like slapping the nigga a kid,

1073
01:34:47.960 --> 01:34:56.840
Rather, it's not your kid,
it's not your little white motherfuckers. Before

1074
01:34:56.840 --> 01:34:59.680
I left work today that it's not
a thing. Of of course, you

1075
01:34:59.760 --> 01:35:01.199
know, you going around and just
putting your hand on random kids. But

1076
01:35:01.279 --> 01:35:04.720
I feel like everybody has been there. Brore It's like broy father's your mama

1077
01:35:04.720 --> 01:35:09.920
would slap you into this fucking wall
right now, cause you know, kids

1078
01:35:10.000 --> 01:35:15.399
be disrespectful and shit. Now,
I don't think I can really be mad

1079
01:35:16.800 --> 01:35:27.520
at this woman because how she handled
it. I feel like what I feel

1080
01:35:27.560 --> 01:35:30.159
like, how she handled it like
I can understand while it was frowned upon

1081
01:35:30.840 --> 01:35:35.359
by school administrators, but I mean, she did what she had to do,

1082
01:35:39.119 --> 01:35:43.680
and Truma at Campus Elementary had already
entered a guilty plea. The judge

1083
01:35:43.720 --> 01:35:46.159
sentenced her to seven days in jail, and she got credit for one day

1084
01:35:46.239 --> 01:35:50.680
time serve, so she'll spend six
more days behind bars. Official say Wilson

1085
01:35:50.760 --> 01:35:55.560
Johnson told two Campus Elementary students that
she would give them a dollar to beat

1086
01:35:55.640 --> 01:35:58.840
up a fourth grader who had cussed
at her. Records showed that the child

1087
01:35:59.000 --> 01:36:00.399
was pushed, bumped to throw out
of his seat, and had his food

1088
01:36:00.479 --> 01:36:04.760
taken. Wilson Johnson's attorney told the
judge that she was pregnant at the time

1089
01:36:04.840 --> 01:36:08.920
and that may have made her act
out of character. The judge said that

1090
01:36:09.079 --> 01:36:14.800
the sentence fits the crime. The
conduct is particularly egregious, and I think

1091
01:36:14.880 --> 01:36:18.560
you get that both hindsight. Obviously, I think some jail was appropriate.

1092
01:36:18.800 --> 01:36:23.840
It suggested that it be significant.
I think that seven days in jail was

1093
01:36:23.920 --> 01:36:27.439
probably not to have the impact that
we want so many of the craft in

1094
01:36:27.560 --> 01:36:31.439
the day of serving six editional days
in jail Wilson. Johnson was also given

1095
01:36:31.479 --> 01:36:35.560
a year of probation and was ordered
to pay eleven hundred dollars in fines and

1096
01:36:35.720 --> 01:36:45.760
fee exactly dollar. She was doing
guy's work. Look, I'm not against

1097
01:36:45.920 --> 01:36:48.720
paying kids to whoop. Another kid
asked, you didn't do it. She

1098
01:36:49.000 --> 01:36:53.720
was teaching life lesson and I think
the punishment for the crime. She was

1099
01:36:53.800 --> 01:36:59.399
teaching life lessons. You are Are
you that an adult? You don't know

1100
01:36:59.600 --> 01:37:01.840
me, you don't know what I'm
old. I got something now. The

1101
01:37:01.920 --> 01:37:06.880
only thing that the only problem with
is the currency, like a dollar.

1102
01:37:06.960 --> 01:37:15.760
Nigga like give me five no no, no, no, no no no

1103
01:37:15.800 --> 01:37:21.000
no see hit ban word. What
happened? She offered him a dollar.

1104
01:37:21.079 --> 01:37:25.279
They were just supposed to go push
him around a little bit. They started

1105
01:37:25.439 --> 01:37:28.600
liking that, and they probably didn't
like that kid anyway, so all the

1106
01:37:28.680 --> 01:37:33.640
rest of them was extra. We've
been waiting to fucking we've been waiting.

1107
01:37:36.479 --> 01:37:45.239
They took it. I felt I
feel like I feel like where she went

1108
01:37:45.399 --> 01:37:50.800
wrong is to shooters. She was
supposed to get kids that didn't go there

1109
01:37:51.239 --> 01:37:55.159
because what a bit the sweet say
you don't pay it, hold the fuck

1110
01:37:55.199 --> 01:37:58.000
you to pay the lead. So
she was supposed to get out of town

1111
01:37:58.119 --> 01:38:01.119
shooters. She was supposed to get
kid is from another playground to come tune

1112
01:38:01.119 --> 01:38:09.079
that nigga up and nobody would have
got caught. No brothers, No,

1113
01:38:13.800 --> 01:38:17.800
you tell me when that When that
nigga walks across the damn was pond from

1114
01:38:17.920 --> 01:38:24.560
far away in that snow, nigga
he about to woo, ask where where

1115
01:38:24.600 --> 01:38:29.880
the come from? No nigga went
delivery punch, he said, mother like

1116
01:38:30.239 --> 01:38:34.119
that. That's my movie. Papa
document asshole in all his movies. Some

1117
01:38:34.279 --> 01:38:40.039
stupid old lady, watch your mother
mouth ship. Nigga four brothers is my

1118
01:38:40.199 --> 01:38:45.960
movie. I will watch that movie. Will always be discredited that movie in

1119
01:38:46.000 --> 01:38:56.840
that movie though every movie? Why
is he? I want to all right?

1120
01:38:56.880 --> 01:39:01.439
I wanted little christ were not complaining? Is the smart techy nigga and

1121
01:39:01.520 --> 01:39:04.960
the chick. They make a good
combo. Tyree is a ballad. He

1122
01:39:05.000 --> 01:39:09.279
don't even take his shirt off.
Bro, Let's do something by the bitches.

1123
01:39:10.039 --> 01:39:15.560
He just here. I don't think
women want to see his shirt off.

1124
01:39:15.960 --> 01:39:20.840
We don't. Tyre's biggest contribution to
Fast and Furious was how your baby?

1125
01:39:20.960 --> 01:39:28.399
Or hot that big ass forehead?
And it was him getting cooked script

1126
01:39:29.479 --> 01:39:34.520
script, you forgot who the people? The best part, the best thing

1127
01:39:34.600 --> 01:39:40.000
that he has ever contributed to the
franchise was him getting cooked in Prime too.

1128
01:39:40.920 --> 01:39:43.920
Now, Lula whooped his eyes on
the last. I didn't watch that.

1129
01:39:44.239 --> 01:39:48.239
Yeah, I started watching it when
they when they were driving Lamborghinis Antarctica.

1130
01:39:48.600 --> 01:39:55.359
I was done. Anybody they did
watch the Fast and Furious Always a

1131
01:39:55.479 --> 01:40:00.560
bad Jason Momoa is the best bad
guy and they had it took ten movies

1132
01:40:00.600 --> 01:40:03.640
to get one, ten movies to
get the best villa. I have a

1133
01:40:03.680 --> 01:40:09.520
confession. I've never seen any of
them. Smart man, don't even start

1134
01:40:09.760 --> 01:40:13.760
you good. I say that.
I say that to say I never will.

1135
01:40:14.119 --> 01:40:17.960
You don't need to bro. There's
some franchises, Okay to skip the

1136
01:40:18.039 --> 01:40:24.640
first what what? What? What
number was it? When? Uh?

1137
01:40:25.279 --> 01:40:29.439
When they jumped the submarine, No, they were jumping the car out of

1138
01:40:29.479 --> 01:40:34.039
the helica, out of the plane. All of them saw I saw that

1139
01:40:34.119 --> 01:40:39.199
highlight of what the is this ship
from the helicopter. I was like bro,

1140
01:40:39.479 --> 01:40:44.520
is this ferious? This is the
Avengers? Because what the When they

1141
01:40:44.560 --> 01:40:47.039
were on a high speed chase on
the freeway and he jumped out the car

1142
01:40:47.680 --> 01:40:53.039
to catch his woman, that's when
I knew they did. You could take

1143
01:40:53.079 --> 01:40:57.159
the lunch of video out thought these
niggas was low level of car thieves and

1144
01:40:57.239 --> 01:41:01.359
now they is saving the world.
What the fuck did I miss nothing?

1145
01:41:01.439 --> 01:41:05.600
I think for the first time a
judge was fair and reasonable in his sentence

1146
01:41:05.680 --> 01:41:11.399
and with seven days seven days is
cool. The eleven hundred dollars, the

1147
01:41:11.439 --> 01:41:13.920
eleven hundred dollars is really with it
all? Yeah, it came down to

1148
01:41:13.960 --> 01:41:18.800
that corfee penalties and corfee. Know
you're manipulating kids and ship. That's that's

1149
01:41:18.840 --> 01:41:21.359
some ship. She said she's pregnant
at the time, though, and that

1150
01:41:21.520 --> 01:41:26.000
was a badass response. That was
a dope at That was a dope ass.

1151
01:41:26.039 --> 01:41:30.079
That's that's why you can't argue.
That's why he came off with it,

1152
01:41:30.119 --> 01:41:31.199
because he's That's why you gotta keep
that one. That was in my

1153
01:41:31.319 --> 01:41:33.680
right mind, that's the one you
gotta keep. Nineteen, I'm pregnant.

1154
01:41:33.720 --> 01:41:40.279
I don't know what the bro Oh, yeah, she was dude, nigga

1155
01:41:40.319 --> 01:41:47.640
Nigga ain't nine. The problem was
dollar was like, but the problem was

1156
01:41:47.760 --> 01:41:51.159
she gave the dollar to snitching kids. Yes, they went above and beyond,

1157
01:41:51.800 --> 01:41:55.640
but they snitched Nigga in fourth grade. They don't know nothing better than

1158
01:41:55.760 --> 01:41:58.479
you gotta find those all. You
gotta find the ones that know to be

1159
01:41:58.600 --> 01:42:01.680
quiet in the office. Was like, man, what happened? She got

1160
01:42:01.760 --> 01:42:04.880
real dollar? Just she said,
don't hurt him, so we didn't hurt

1161
01:42:04.960 --> 01:42:09.960
him. Yeah, as as you
gotta find the ones that don't. Administrator,

1162
01:42:10.000 --> 01:42:12.800
I didn't reach the point where Nigga
wouldn't stitch it until sixth grade.

1163
01:42:13.760 --> 01:42:16.720
Up the fifth grade. Motherfucker's telling
they you said, like birds. Oh

1164
01:42:16.840 --> 01:42:20.880
hell yeah, like this Nigga did
earlier. I can make up. I

1165
01:42:20.920 --> 01:42:27.840
can make it. What it's a
jail? You was talking, man,

1166
01:42:27.920 --> 01:42:34.800
they tell it every day. No, he doesn't do that. Was I

1167
01:42:34.920 --> 01:42:41.159
was trying to make a point.
He picked up his glass. No,

1168
01:42:41.800 --> 01:42:45.840
No, what I was. What
I was, What I was saying was

1169
01:42:45.920 --> 01:42:48.840
motherfuckers will snitch on each other base
off of just hey, I know what

1170
01:42:48.960 --> 01:42:51.560
the other person said, so you
might as well tell it. They start

1171
01:42:51.640 --> 01:42:59.359
crying. It's just like it's just
like it's it's just it's just like first

1172
01:42:59.399 --> 01:43:01.039
forty eight, Mann, Hey,
I want you first forty eight and fourth

1173
01:43:01.079 --> 01:43:06.399
grader, y'are terrible. Hey,
So we know what he's saying. Now,

1174
01:43:06.479 --> 01:43:10.199
y'all, don't this This is the
ship that worked right here, we

1175
01:43:10.319 --> 01:43:12.840
got cameras in the bathroom, so
we might as well just say it and

1176
01:43:12.920 --> 01:43:17.239
ain't nobody ever looked, nobody was
smart, nobody to go check. Fifth

1177
01:43:17.279 --> 01:43:21.079
grade is when your damn intuition starts
kicking in and you start understanding your development

1178
01:43:21.079 --> 01:43:25.159
in your brain. That'start. Sixth
grade. I got cameras in the bathroom.

1179
01:43:25.239 --> 01:43:28.760
Then I'm suing. I'm telling my
mama that perse a sixth grader would

1180
01:43:28.760 --> 01:43:32.520
say that a fourth grader was like
I had to kill and dimed out the

1181
01:43:32.560 --> 01:43:38.319
whole squad. They're not talking on
the playground high school at getting ship.

1182
01:43:39.319 --> 01:43:42.960
Oh no, that's a lie because
I got kicked out because and they didn't

1183
01:43:42.960 --> 01:43:46.479
even have to tell there's a lot
of work though saying they wanted to she

1184
01:43:46.680 --> 01:43:50.920
was soft as fuck and not even
involved. Would Yeah, that is true

1185
01:43:50.920 --> 01:43:54.479
because I was actually wouldn't even pull. I wouldn't pull the people in who

1186
01:43:54.560 --> 01:43:58.520
was involved. He was was around, I was going there. Did you

1187
01:43:58.560 --> 01:44:01.279
see what's happened? I would be
canful, like you see what you see

1188
01:44:01.319 --> 01:44:05.800
what happened? All I know is
Serena was just like in the bathroom and

1189
01:44:05.880 --> 01:44:09.039
she was in there by herself.
No, she came in with Wine.

1190
01:44:09.720 --> 01:44:12.840
I was in the bathroom. What
was that? That is just talking like

1191
01:44:12.920 --> 01:44:15.920
a conversation. Wo hey, you
talked to him like a conversation. He's

1192
01:44:18.720 --> 01:44:23.039
the motherfucker's involved to do the legwork. I don't how many cameras and you

1193
01:44:23.119 --> 01:44:27.479
saw kids standing here, we didn't
do it was always it was always one

1194
01:44:27.560 --> 01:44:29.760
nigga that did that. Though it
was always one. I was like,

1195
01:44:30.000 --> 01:44:32.520
don't ask that. Niggain't saying ship
right because it's like, okay, you

1196
01:44:32.640 --> 01:44:35.600
sitting up in my face telling me
that you got cameras, go watch them,

1197
01:44:36.800 --> 01:44:40.159
go fucking watch. I said,
I watched him. I saw what

1198
01:44:40.239 --> 01:44:42.159
happened. I saw you in there, So then you don't need to be

1199
01:44:42.199 --> 01:44:45.359
sitting here talking to me. Pet
me my representation, nigga, s I

1200
01:44:45.439 --> 01:44:48.520
saw I saw it. I saw
you talking to Wine. What did you

1201
01:44:48.600 --> 01:44:51.920
say? I was good? I
was. I was a call my mama,

1202
01:44:53.000 --> 01:44:57.600
ass bitch. I was a call
my mama ass like and then and

1203
01:44:57.720 --> 01:45:00.720
then because my my mama was light
skinned, pretty with long hair, and

1204
01:45:00.840 --> 01:45:04.039
she had buns and titties. I
used to exploit the funk out my mom

1205
01:45:04.159 --> 01:45:08.479
to get out of trouble. I've
been in here like, oh well I

1206
01:45:08.520 --> 01:45:13.000
think I don't think she was really
in the bathroom. Then out of my

1207
01:45:13.039 --> 01:45:23.520
mind she walked by. I know, you out my mom. She's coming

1208
01:45:23.560 --> 01:45:28.479
there. Irritated your heart because she
had to come off working ship. That's

1209
01:45:28.600 --> 01:45:30.159
like a little bit more. That's
light work. You know, get out

1210
01:45:30.159 --> 01:45:32.520
of here. That happens. We
can get out of here. You know

1211
01:45:32.600 --> 01:45:35.079
how damn easy my job is now
I have to deal with none of that

1212
01:45:35.119 --> 01:45:41.000
ship that is so that's like they're
lucky. Way they lucky when have cell

1213
01:45:41.079 --> 01:45:44.079
phones to text back then, because
I'd have been like, hey, hit

1214
01:45:44.119 --> 01:45:48.680
them first two buttons before you come
in here. They were like changing off

1215
01:45:48.720 --> 01:45:53.479
the dude, do you know about
job? Was no that that that wh

1216
01:45:53.680 --> 01:45:57.800
that windom outfit work just by hit
them first two buttons both come here.

1217
01:45:58.239 --> 01:46:00.000
That was my job every day.
It wasn't like because it wasn't a whim

1218
01:46:00.119 --> 01:46:05.520
like every so often. That was
every day investigating some ship. You got

1219
01:46:05.640 --> 01:46:10.960
me did you already think I did
something? So you need to punish me

1220
01:46:11.000 --> 01:46:14.439
for what you think? No,
no, literally, if I got you

1221
01:46:14.560 --> 01:46:16.279
in my office, I know,
I know you did it. I just

1222
01:46:16.359 --> 01:46:19.319
got you. I need you just
tell me what you did. Okay,

1223
01:46:19.600 --> 01:46:28.079
by nigga, I got five other
I need, I need my three days.

1224
01:46:29.359 --> 01:46:31.000
Hey. My response is I know
why did it? And I got

1225
01:46:31.079 --> 01:46:33.359
five other people who said he did
it? He did it. This is

1226
01:46:33.359 --> 01:46:43.560
the most episode ever I'm just giving. I'm giving the cheat code to parents

1227
01:46:43.600 --> 01:46:45.960
out there. Hey, if your
kid is in office being talked to and

1228
01:46:46.640 --> 01:46:49.399
you weren't likely motherfucking and told on
the ass and they got a lot of

1229
01:46:49.439 --> 01:46:53.800
facts, are you talking to the
wrong generation of parents? Now? These

1230
01:46:53.960 --> 01:46:57.239
parents ain't like the parents back in
the day. These motherfuckers they gonna fight

1231
01:46:57.279 --> 01:47:02.760
regardless who raised like now they getting
they asked for telling on another motherfucker.

1232
01:47:03.520 --> 01:47:05.640
One thing, I had a mama
come in like your mama, and I

1233
01:47:05.760 --> 01:47:11.079
was like, damn, she cuts
me the fuck out and I wouldn't.

1234
01:47:11.119 --> 01:47:13.439
I was just watching it. I
was like, Damn, she's putting the

1235
01:47:13.560 --> 01:47:15.399
right words together. I saw all
the words that she was spitting and ship

1236
01:47:15.479 --> 01:47:17.920
I was like, damn, I
was like, well, you know he

1237
01:47:18.039 --> 01:47:23.119
did it. I let her do
all that ship. I'm sorry whatever,

1238
01:47:23.359 --> 01:47:33.520
I know I did something. Now
for me, it sucked because I we

1239
01:47:33.720 --> 01:47:41.439
know kids will play the victim.
I really was public enemy number one to

1240
01:47:41.600 --> 01:47:45.399
my fucking administration. I'm gonna say
to the public getting me a number one

1241
01:47:45.439 --> 01:47:48.680
meeting that you were like called out
on ship and like blame for ship that

1242
01:47:48.800 --> 01:47:53.279
you didn't do. Yeah, or
even if I was actively trying to Like

1243
01:47:53.600 --> 01:47:59.239
so here's the thing. When I
was in school, I used to try

1244
01:47:59.319 --> 01:48:02.279
to avoid because I knew if I
got to a point where I had to

1245
01:48:02.319 --> 01:48:08.119
whoop your ass, I was gonna
fuck your shit up entirely. So I

1246
01:48:08.159 --> 01:48:12.439
would at least like it was my
mom and my dad. My mom was

1247
01:48:12.520 --> 01:48:16.319
the dude, you gotta do be
cause she knew that I didn't start.

1248
01:48:16.560 --> 01:48:21.439
I wasn't a shit starter, so
she knew if I got to a fight,

1249
01:48:21.760 --> 01:48:26.840
I was either protecting my sister,
my cousin something like that, or

1250
01:48:26.920 --> 01:48:30.000
somebody was fucking with me. I
was never a shit started that, but

1251
01:48:30.159 --> 01:48:32.560
I was too goofy for that.
I used to kick it with my homeboys,

1252
01:48:32.840 --> 01:48:35.319
crack jokes, rib do all that
kind of shit, but I wasn't

1253
01:48:35.359 --> 01:48:42.159
a shit starter. Now. My
dad always had this thing of, well,

1254
01:48:42.239 --> 01:48:45.520
you need to go tell you know, a teacher or an administrator,

1255
01:48:45.600 --> 01:48:47.359
or do this, or do this. So he wanted you to be,

1256
01:48:47.760 --> 01:48:58.119
you know, running tattle. Yes, do you not ot When I was

1257
01:48:58.199 --> 01:49:00.760
on the run, this nigga was
on the phone with me trying to get

1258
01:49:00.760 --> 01:49:02.439
me to turn myself in and hung
up on him. I called him from

1259
01:49:02.479 --> 01:49:10.399
a payphone because I didn't trust him
either in the frozen vegetable nigga, I

1260
01:49:10.520 --> 01:49:14.640
went to the nigga. I went
to a pay phone. It was fucking

1261
01:49:14.720 --> 01:49:17.640
seventy six and Bradley at the fucking
gas station nigga. I called my pops

1262
01:49:17.680 --> 01:49:20.680
from a payphone because I felt like
if I didn't, that nigga was gonna

1263
01:49:20.720 --> 01:49:26.640
call the United States Eastern District of
Wisconsin and tell them where the fuck I

1264
01:49:26.920 --> 01:49:30.239
was. So I didn't tell.
I didn't call him from the landline either,

1265
01:49:30.880 --> 01:49:35.359
but no soil, cause one chick. She kept fucking with me.

1266
01:49:35.439 --> 01:49:40.439
I'm like, all right, you
know what, I'm gonna let him know.

1267
01:49:41.399 --> 01:49:44.479
So I went to the security guard. I'm like, all right,

1268
01:49:45.800 --> 01:49:51.479
I'm not gonna do this too many
more times she keeps fucking with me.

1269
01:49:53.359 --> 01:50:00.920
Somebody better tell her just ignore that. I'm telling you I'm not coming back

1270
01:50:00.000 --> 01:50:04.000
here too many more times. She
been doing shit on the bus when she

1271
01:50:04.079 --> 01:50:08.000
see me in the hallway, heard
her little friends be trying to gang up

1272
01:50:08.039 --> 01:50:12.000
and ship. I'm letting you know
that this is me trying to avoid it.

1273
01:50:12.439 --> 01:50:15.039
So either y'all talk to her or
I'm gonna handle it. No,

1274
01:50:15.279 --> 01:50:20.279
she was in a higher grade,
but she wasn't bigger than me. Right,

1275
01:50:23.560 --> 01:50:27.319
Yes, at seven am, bright
and early on the nineteen bus stop

1276
01:50:29.840 --> 01:50:32.960
on your birthday at that birthday looks
bit Damn. I gotta quit whooping motherfuckers

1277
01:50:33.000 --> 01:50:39.119
for their birthday. Bro. So
well, she was like that, like

1278
01:50:39.199 --> 01:50:42.479
she dressed nice anyway. She got
them SSI chicks and shit, so she

1279
01:50:42.640 --> 01:50:46.920
was fresh. She ain't acritarted.
Yo, you are sick, nigga.

1280
01:50:47.159 --> 01:50:55.439
She ain't a retarded you handicaps.
She had sick of self. You her

1281
01:50:55.680 --> 01:51:11.119
blood, bro, she started bleeding. She can not oh uh even poxic.

1282
01:51:11.239 --> 01:51:14.600
Now she got some pain to compare
it to on a scale of zero

1283
01:51:14.800 --> 01:51:17.520
to Tamika, how bad does it
hurt today? Now? She got attle,

1284
01:51:17.560 --> 01:51:29.319
she got a little chart. Yes
she could, she should have known

1285
01:51:29.359 --> 01:51:34.840
about that before she got me kicked
out of school. So no, it's

1286
01:51:34.880 --> 01:51:42.159
an awesome guy. No, she
brought grown bitches up to the school to

1287
01:51:42.199 --> 01:51:46.199
fight me. I got kicked out
because she was a she was a singer

1288
01:51:46.720 --> 01:51:50.279
and I was a junior. So
they're like, well, she's almost done.

1289
01:51:50.359 --> 01:51:54.000
It don't make sense to kick her
out. That would have been automatic

1290
01:51:54.119 --> 01:51:57.119
for it. As soon as you
bring someone up there, you automatically spelled.

1291
01:51:57.640 --> 01:52:00.399
So soon as soon as you bring
somebody up. Remember when I told

1292
01:52:00.439 --> 01:52:03.840
you I was public enemy number one
with my administrators and Ship. Yep,

1293
01:52:04.199 --> 01:52:12.880
So that's so that was a thing. So my mama, So my mama

1294
01:52:13.000 --> 01:52:16.840
came up there and we were up
there to clean out my locker. Want

1295
01:52:16.920 --> 01:52:20.680
no bullshit, no nothing. So
my mom signing in, she was like,

1296
01:52:21.800 --> 01:52:26.159
go downstairs, get you know,
get whatever little stuff you gotta get

1297
01:52:26.159 --> 01:52:29.680
out so we can go. I'm
headed down to go to my locker.

1298
01:52:30.000 --> 01:52:32.880
And one of the security guards,
her and the administrator used to work together

1299
01:52:32.960 --> 01:52:38.039
and Ship and where you think,
you like, just start cussing me the

1300
01:52:38.119 --> 01:52:41.239
fuck out because I'm here to clean
out my locker. She didn't know my

1301
01:52:41.319 --> 01:52:43.600
mama was over there. That the
fucking window. She thought it was just

1302
01:52:43.720 --> 01:52:47.880
me, so like looked at Mom
was like this, She was like,

1303
01:52:48.319 --> 01:52:53.399
go do what I told you to
do. I ain't got no smoke from

1304
01:52:53.439 --> 01:53:00.920
me. Boss. When I tell
you, I could hear my mom from

1305
01:53:00.039 --> 01:53:06.840
all the way in the basement.
I didn't know that you can say bitch

1306
01:53:08.000 --> 01:53:15.000
that many times consecutively in done so. Then so you as so you as

1307
01:53:15.000 --> 01:53:19.359
an administrator, you see this coming, how would you approach my mom as

1308
01:53:19.399 --> 01:53:24.840
far as you interacting with Yeah,
interacting with the security guard. You see

1309
01:53:24.880 --> 01:53:30.720
them going back and forth and my
mom is customer, you know, disengaged.

1310
01:53:31.239 --> 01:53:35.560
Well, this motherfucker decided that he
was gonna go with his little weak

1311
01:53:35.640 --> 01:53:40.560
ass walkie talking and his white ass
hips and walk up in my mom face,

1312
01:53:40.640 --> 01:53:45.880
pointing his finger saying, who does
she think she is? Long story

1313
01:53:45.960 --> 01:53:51.439
short, me and my mom are
not running to the truck. They have

1314
01:53:51.800 --> 01:53:58.119
caught the police on my mo bro
to get the police called on you at

1315
01:53:58.199 --> 01:54:06.920
Marshall, nigga at Marsha question you
gotta de escalate to them, But he

1316
01:54:08.520 --> 01:54:11.920
didn't do that and then talk to
you like, hey, it's it's good.

1317
01:54:11.960 --> 01:54:14.279
I got like I gotta show you
that I got out of control you.

1318
01:54:14.560 --> 01:54:16.319
You're good right. They never got
to that point though, because what

1319
01:54:16.359 --> 01:54:19.279
should have happened was the security should
have actually escorted you down to get you.

1320
01:54:19.319 --> 01:54:23.199
The security should have been informed that
me, me and her mom are

1321
01:54:23.279 --> 01:54:25.079
here to go down to her lock
or to clean it up. Can you

1322
01:54:25.199 --> 01:54:29.760
escort her down to make sure you
don't go into no classrooms? Security don't

1323
01:54:29.760 --> 01:54:33.039
know who's come in here, because
then bush it Yeah, that was that

1324
01:54:33.159 --> 01:54:38.640
was on bush because me and her
we didn't get along. And my grade

1325
01:54:38.680 --> 01:54:48.840
level minis fact. Yeah you can
you you you you you may. We

1326
01:54:48.960 --> 01:54:53.760
lived a sheltered life in high school. There's there's a gaggle of motherfuckers in

1327
01:54:53.800 --> 01:54:56.760
the school in high school that you
like, I can't waiting this motherfucker lea

1328
01:54:57.680 --> 01:55:02.279
nobody just like that, like it
just don't imagine like having conflict with the

1329
01:55:02.319 --> 01:55:06.199
motherfucker. You gotta see school just
like prison. Now, the one thing

1330
01:55:06.279 --> 01:55:11.760
that I did, the one thing
I did astor we got hubor privileges to

1331
01:55:11.840 --> 01:55:17.680
go home, I would be friend
students like me me because whatever time they

1332
01:55:17.760 --> 01:55:23.600
in my office, I'm like,
what happened now? And that's how well

1333
01:55:23.640 --> 01:55:26.199
he ran in schools for a long
time were you familiar with doctor Armour.

1334
01:55:27.159 --> 01:55:30.840
M okay, well he was like
he passed away a couple of years ago,

1335
01:55:30.880 --> 01:55:42.119
but that was our like that was
our mister Clark. But but with

1336
01:55:42.319 --> 01:55:45.680
him, like that's how he was, like if he saw like he pulled

1337
01:55:45.720 --> 01:55:49.159
you into office, like he talked
to you, not at you. He

1338
01:55:49.399 --> 01:55:54.119
built a relationship with us. I
would sit there and listen to you,

1339
01:55:54.359 --> 01:55:58.520
like miss Lavell to this day,
if you're still alive, fuck you damn

1340
01:56:00.079 --> 01:56:03.640
if you're still alive. Right,
but doctor Armor gone, I don't know

1341
01:56:03.640 --> 01:56:12.640
if she's still kicking my little school
this day. And she was to this

1342
01:56:12.800 --> 01:56:16.399
day the meanest work, the meanest
evilst ass. Students see me somewhere like

1343
01:56:16.479 --> 01:56:18.880
it's mister Miles, Hey, what's
going on? They be talking to me

1344
01:56:18.920 --> 01:56:24.000
because I didn't. I did punish
him. I kicked some of the kids

1345
01:56:24.039 --> 01:56:26.600
out, like some of the kids
I talked to I didn't expel. They

1346
01:56:26.600 --> 01:56:28.760
were like, yeah, I was
on some fun ship because they know I

1347
01:56:28.840 --> 01:56:30.319
gave you shot after shot after shot. Like look, I can't keep on

1348
01:56:30.439 --> 01:56:33.239
having these conversations with you, keep
on doing the same ship ni because like

1349
01:56:33.319 --> 01:56:36.119
doctor like if it was just like
he would let me like he would have

1350
01:56:36.319 --> 01:56:40.560
me sit in his office. So
it's like even while I was like,

1351
01:56:40.720 --> 01:56:43.079
see your suspension, we were trying
to like figure this ship out. Like

1352
01:56:43.319 --> 01:56:46.279
I was in his office and because
it was so cool and everybody like motherfuckers

1353
01:56:46.359 --> 01:56:51.279
kept popping in and ship. He
was like, get the class here that

1354
01:56:51.560 --> 01:56:55.399
just like, bro, don't make
him yell at you. Just you know,

1355
01:56:56.119 --> 01:57:00.880
did ever you see what happened?
You see what you see what happened?

1356
01:57:00.279 --> 01:57:06.119
She in the office, advocating for
the administrator, like a we don't

1357
01:57:06.520 --> 01:57:13.720
we don't got control, I think, But did you see the video of

1358
01:57:13.880 --> 01:57:19.399
the nigga who pushed the other student
because they was disrespecting and he swung and

1359
01:57:19.479 --> 01:57:28.399
hit the teacher. Yeah, I
didn't see it when you posted. Yeah,

1360
01:57:29.720 --> 01:57:33.960
I was like, he don't get
in trouble getting chanced after chance after

1361
01:57:34.079 --> 01:57:39.960
chance when they said, and he
probably don't get sent to the office because

1362
01:57:40.000 --> 01:57:45.720
it's like with Red and Jelly Bank, like because I made sure that I

1363
01:57:45.880 --> 01:57:50.439
made sure. That is literally what
I worked hard for to make sure that

1364
01:57:50.560 --> 01:57:56.600
they were not like me. I
saw where my mom made missteps and holes

1365
01:57:56.640 --> 01:58:02.920
in her parenting, and I was
like, I got all that ship out

1366
01:58:02.960 --> 01:58:06.840
the way, so It's like with
my kids. Whenever we were in conferences

1367
01:58:06.880 --> 01:58:12.560
and SHIP, I was always being
told how when other kids was being unruly

1368
01:58:12.720 --> 01:58:15.920
and Ship, my kids was the
leaders. So like RIB was the one

1369
01:58:15.960 --> 01:58:17.479
that turned like man, y'all see
here, trump like chill out, and

1370
01:58:17.560 --> 01:58:21.079
then everybody shut up because everybody respected
me. And I was like, damn

1371
01:58:21.119 --> 01:58:25.960
man, like we is kind of
wild and and shit. So so you

1372
01:58:26.039 --> 01:58:30.880
know that those are the kind of
kids that I had. Like so but

1373
01:58:31.399 --> 01:58:34.760
no, middle school. Middle school
was different middle school because I was cussing

1374
01:58:34.800 --> 01:58:38.720
motherfuckers out and I was just I
was doing bullshit. So it was like

1375
01:58:39.279 --> 01:58:43.479
if I would fall asleep in class, like my teacher missed her time,

1376
01:58:43.520 --> 01:58:47.119
he'd be like, let her sleep, leave her alone. She ain't fighting

1377
01:58:47.199 --> 01:58:53.640
nobody, she ain't yelling at nobody. Yes, quiet, let her sleep.

1378
01:58:53.800 --> 01:58:55.520
Like you be in my office,
I'm like, I gotta go to

1379
01:58:55.560 --> 01:58:57.319
this meeting. Come on, come
on, you walk with me. I

1380
01:58:57.359 --> 01:59:00.479
take my computer in the meeting.
That's how that's the armor with you,

1381
01:59:00.640 --> 01:59:03.399
you with me. All they sending
you home and doing Ship and doing a

1382
01:59:03.479 --> 01:59:08.000
goddamn thing and having you in a
classroom doing a goddamn thing either. You

1383
01:59:08.079 --> 01:59:11.600
know what my highest you know what, my highest grade point average was in

1384
01:59:11.640 --> 01:59:15.359
middle school when they put me on
CEO suspension for like two weeks. I

1385
01:59:15.439 --> 01:59:19.119
mean, and I see your in
house suspension for like two weeks. I

1386
01:59:19.239 --> 01:59:24.079
was in that little prison. It
was in that little prison where we couldn't

1387
01:59:24.119 --> 01:59:27.439
talk, We couldn't breathe couldn't poop, had to eat our lunch in there,

1388
01:59:27.520 --> 01:59:31.319
like we was a special wad kids
and ship. But because there were

1389
01:59:31.399 --> 01:59:38.880
no outside distractions, it wasn't no
arguing because you can't talk unless you and

1390
01:59:39.119 --> 01:59:42.039
actually and even in the room and
a whole bunch of other bitch ass niggas,

1391
01:59:42.039 --> 01:59:44.359
so you ain't really something like somebody
you really want to with anyway.

1392
01:59:44.720 --> 01:59:47.760
Like that was a bunch of losers. I was in that motherfucker for two

1393
01:59:47.960 --> 01:59:59.359
weeks. Like, don't let you
sleep in that motherfucker. You can't.

1394
01:59:59.439 --> 02:00:04.680
It was literally like prison. It
was literally like prison like. And I

1395
02:00:04.800 --> 02:00:10.159
got like a three point five that
fucking semester, just off of two weeks

1396
02:00:10.239 --> 02:00:14.000
of isolation, not being able to
be around my friends, not being able

1397
02:00:14.039 --> 02:00:15.319
to go to sleep, not being
able to goof up and do none of

1398
02:00:15.359 --> 02:00:18.760
that ship. And I was like, dog, I see some of my

1399
02:00:18.840 --> 02:00:24.560
former students, like, god damn, man, you ain't got shit to

1400
02:00:24.600 --> 02:00:30.039
do with focus. You literally you
don't have nothing. There are no distractions

1401
02:00:30.079 --> 02:00:32.520
in there, and it's like you
have to you have to work because the

1402
02:00:32.640 --> 02:00:36.239
quiet will drive you insane. It
is so quiet in there. I was

1403
02:00:36.279 --> 02:00:40.119
a scene one once and the two
students came up to me and like,

1404
02:00:40.520 --> 02:00:45.239
my house got damn. They talked
about the in school suspension because we had

1405
02:00:45.279 --> 02:00:48.800
in school suspension and we had you
like writing like we call them lines.

1406
02:00:48.800 --> 02:00:51.159
They weren't like, I will not
do work. What you be copying?

1407
02:00:51.199 --> 02:00:55.119
You copying like some shit we give
you, like the Book of Virtues you

1408
02:00:55.199 --> 02:00:59.239
copy in like East South's Fable or
some shit you just copy and some shiit

1409
02:00:59.600 --> 02:01:04.000
three times. That ship is stupid. It was stupid, but it's set

1410
02:01:04.039 --> 02:01:09.079
your ass up. I would have
preferred if you would have just went to

1411
02:01:09.279 --> 02:01:14.760
all of my classes and got all
of the work for the day. But

1412
02:01:14.880 --> 02:01:17.479
you know what that is. That's
what we did. But you know a

1413
02:01:17.600 --> 02:01:25.239
list of like fifteen rules. And
since you're here your entire day, nigga,

1414
02:01:25.319 --> 02:01:30.880
if you fill up, you need
pap. This is my our and

1415
02:01:30.000 --> 02:01:33.520
ours. They went, they collected
the work so we wasn't falling behind.

1416
02:01:33.640 --> 02:01:38.239
So all the work from our classroom, I had no choice but to do

1417
02:01:38.319 --> 02:01:42.319
that. Shitn't turn the fucking in
My philosophy was day one. You ain't

1418
02:01:42.359 --> 02:01:45.560
want to be in class in the
first place. You you writing these things,

1419
02:01:45.279 --> 02:01:48.159
and then and then and then,
and then you get into work,

1420
02:01:48.159 --> 02:01:50.199
and then when you get to work, you get two days of work,

1421
02:01:50.239 --> 02:01:53.640
and you're gonna be in there working
your ass off until this is done.

1422
02:01:54.600 --> 02:01:58.479
I remember the cheat code when you
had to do I will not You just

1423
02:01:58.560 --> 02:02:01.239
put the one line for the I
and then just get the crossing this ship

1424
02:02:01.720 --> 02:02:06.600
mm hmmm, Nope, crack that
cold. I got I got ship,

1425
02:02:06.720 --> 02:02:11.000
my damn drop box, it's got. I'm gonna pull that up. I

1426
02:02:11.039 --> 02:02:15.039
got quote. I got quotes for
sagging pants, I got quotes for talking

1427
02:02:15.079 --> 02:02:17.199
out of turn, talking loud,
eating class, all kind of ship,

1428
02:02:17.640 --> 02:02:21.520
just different quotes from all over the
world, eating class. In my mind,

1429
02:02:23.880 --> 02:02:31.000
shut up, nerve, Yeah,
it'd be ten hours long quotes right

1430
02:02:31.039 --> 02:02:36.560
these ten times each. Okay,
if that's it, they realized should right

1431
02:02:38.560 --> 02:02:43.399
there, like who is a not? That's a who is anonymous? This

1432
02:02:43.520 --> 02:02:50.880
motherfucker got plenty quotes? Who the
fuck is anonymous, always write quotes.

1433
02:02:51.479 --> 02:02:55.479
I will almost rather be a fucking
history class than to do this ship.

1434
02:02:56.279 --> 02:03:00.119
Send me home. I'll take your
ass whooping over this ship. Well we

1435
02:03:00.880 --> 02:03:08.680
we are going on our trip in
less than every week. And I have

1436
02:03:08.880 --> 02:03:13.159
been, you know, we we
we've been getting our ship together, so

1437
02:03:13.359 --> 02:03:16.640
been eating right doing stuff. I
honestly I haven't been like drinking like alcohol

1438
02:03:16.720 --> 02:03:19.560
like that and ship. I really
don't drink like that unless I'm around him,

1439
02:03:20.159 --> 02:03:24.960
because this nigga is we go.
If it's one thing we gonna do,

1440
02:03:25.079 --> 02:03:27.720
we go drink and eat some chicken
and ship. That's just like that

1441
02:03:29.319 --> 02:03:33.039
exactly. And it's and it's so
funny because for him to be so so

1442
02:03:33.399 --> 02:03:36.920
so fucking light skin, I really
be forgetting like this nigga grew up in

1443
02:03:38.039 --> 02:03:47.520
like the trenches of that, so
you don't eat drake. They grew up

1444
02:03:47.560 --> 02:04:00.560
in Canada. Hain't for the mighty
nigga sensitive h Yeah, yeah, we

1445
02:04:00.680 --> 02:04:03.840
singing and ship thank god? But
yeah, have you heard his voice?

1446
02:04:03.840 --> 02:04:11.840
I don't think you know everything?
Everyone, We could do it real big,

1447
02:04:12.000 --> 02:04:16.840
bigger than you. Everything put you
up and everything and hasn't never error

1448
02:04:18.039 --> 02:04:24.640
for everybody. We have been getting
in shape, exercise and doing all this

1449
02:04:24.760 --> 02:04:28.199
little ship right, you know,
trying to I'm trying to look good and

1450
02:04:28.319 --> 02:04:31.199
fatter. Look, I'm trying to
look good and feel good for you know,

1451
02:04:31.359 --> 02:04:40.159
year forty trying period. Yeah,
yeah, for real. It's a

1452
02:04:40.199 --> 02:04:44.479
wrestling reference for those who don't know. But no, I've I've been doing

1453
02:04:44.560 --> 02:04:47.319
a lot to get healthy overall,
like just mental health, you know,

1454
02:04:47.479 --> 02:04:51.560
physical health, losing weight, you
know, trying to put my c PAP

1455
02:04:51.680 --> 02:05:02.520
machine and ship, getting house klo, working out for your mentor nobody else.

1456
02:05:10.520 --> 02:05:16.960
Probably I'll be going to push you
out of moving vehicles sometimes is like,

1457
02:05:17.000 --> 02:05:18.680
hey, let's go, we want
to eat a saven. Okay,

1458
02:05:19.640 --> 02:05:25.560
that that's how he gave me.
I'm just weak like that period. Yeah,

1459
02:05:26.399 --> 02:05:30.199
how you used to get rides to
work? I feed you. That's

1460
02:05:30.279 --> 02:05:35.399
how you are because can you give
me a ride to work? You even

1461
02:05:35.479 --> 02:05:40.479
get a chance to hesitate about you
something to eat my keys. That's how

1462
02:05:40.520 --> 02:05:47.479
everybody give me. Man Yep,
I'll be there. Oh my god.

1463
02:05:47.560 --> 02:05:53.880
We went to k Pot over by
Southbridge. It was like Korean barbecue hot

1464
02:05:54.840 --> 02:05:58.520
where you cook your food in the
middle. It's fucking delicious. Well,

1465
02:05:58.800 --> 02:06:00.880
explain that just a little bit more
thrill, like in the middle of the

1466
02:06:00.960 --> 02:06:05.119
table, order your meats on the
tablet and stuff and then you cook it

1467
02:06:05.239 --> 02:06:11.760
on the grill and there's a there's
a nice variety of stuff. Yeah,

1468
02:06:12.399 --> 02:06:15.079
we have to go to have Korean
and it's all you can eat. It's

1469
02:06:15.119 --> 02:06:21.479
unlimited. Hey, we like we
can do this, so definitely is it's

1470
02:06:21.640 --> 02:06:28.800
unlimited. But for the hot pot, you choose what you want your soup

1471
02:06:28.880 --> 02:06:32.840
face to beat and then from there
you can choose like with meats, veggies

1472
02:06:32.960 --> 02:06:35.920
or you know, wherever you want
to put in there, season and sauces

1473
02:06:35.960 --> 02:06:47.720
all of that and the like spring
rolls, chicken fries, seaweed. Yeah,

1474
02:06:47.960 --> 02:06:51.720
actually kind of yeah, because you
can like but yeah, so it's

1475
02:06:51.960 --> 02:06:59.079
you know, they got chicken.
Actually it's what it's back street to back

1476
02:06:59.119 --> 02:07:05.039
Street is on firewell but actually the
old b W Three's on Mayfield Road will

1477
02:07:05.079 --> 02:07:10.760
be opening as a k pot in
July. Yeah, yep, so I

1478
02:07:10.920 --> 02:07:19.560
just found that out what the lights
is on when I went earlier. But

1479
02:07:20.359 --> 02:07:24.800
the ultimate is probably not that he's
not running for re election, so it's

1480
02:07:24.800 --> 02:07:29.039
probably gonna open after his his term
is up and he can't run for re

1481
02:07:29.119 --> 02:07:31.199
election or he just not. I
don't know, he's just not. But

1482
02:07:31.359 --> 02:07:42.399
also also also the Buffalo boss is
gone, so it's probably gonna be yeah,

1483
02:07:42.680 --> 02:07:46.920
but it was. Yeah. So
you're so you're in the middle.

1484
02:07:47.319 --> 02:07:50.359
You know, you got you got
the grill right in the middle, and

1485
02:07:50.800 --> 02:07:55.199
you take your raw meat. You
know, you put your olive oil or

1486
02:07:55.239 --> 02:07:58.119
your butter whatever you want to you
know, cook your meat in. And

1487
02:07:58.239 --> 02:08:01.479
you were cooking your meat and the
middle of the table. So it is,

1488
02:08:01.560 --> 02:08:05.399
it's it's really nice if if you
haven't tried it out, I definitely

1489
02:08:05.439 --> 02:08:11.720
suggested, I can't wait to go
back. So oh that drink was amazing.

1490
02:08:13.399 --> 02:08:22.439
I what the fun was that called
strawberry that it was strawberry something.

1491
02:08:22.520 --> 02:08:24.760
No, no, it was the
name of it though it was one too

1492
02:08:26.079 --> 02:08:31.279
as long as a wall dolls,
but it was. It was really been

1493
02:08:31.319 --> 02:08:33.479
there in a while, man out
that would be like a good date,

1494
02:08:33.560 --> 02:08:37.239
like a good engaging date, Like
you're cooking your food, you having your

1495
02:08:37.319 --> 02:08:43.439
drinks. Saw that even give you
directions because on the and the thing it

1496
02:08:43.479 --> 02:08:46.119
says it on the wall like if
you have this meat, you cook it

1497
02:08:46.159 --> 02:08:48.239
for three to five. You got
this one you cook for two to three

1498
02:08:48.359 --> 02:08:54.520
and tell you how to you saw
you saw the apple Applebe's is closing a

1499
02:08:54.520 --> 02:09:03.159
bunch of I thought it was just
Chili's. They better not touch all nationwide.

1500
02:09:03.359 --> 02:09:09.079
Okay, they better not touch up
pizza. Just don't touch our apple

1501
02:09:09.159 --> 02:09:18.199
Bee's red Labster we did two hundred
one hundred closed and the one over by,

1502
02:09:18.479 --> 02:09:24.119
Yeah, they just shut the doors, like at least red. I

1503
02:09:24.319 --> 02:09:28.000
know we were just talking about because
I kept telling her why does she remember

1504
02:09:28.039 --> 02:09:35.159
where all the old roses are?
Because driving outside, I'm like, wait,

1505
02:09:35.239 --> 02:09:41.760
what, I know that one still
there in the good question? Which

1506
02:09:41.800 --> 02:09:43.880
was it was one that was in
like it. I think that's the only

1507
02:09:43.920 --> 02:09:48.760
one in something car Hartford because we
went, not that it was a few

1508
02:09:48.800 --> 02:09:52.800
years ago. We had went and
it's still looking tastes and yeah, I

1509
02:09:52.840 --> 02:09:56.079
think that's the only one left.
It's a prime quarter up and we talked

1510
02:09:56.079 --> 02:10:00.560
about that. It's too is one
and green one in green Bay and one

1511
02:10:00.640 --> 02:10:11.760
in Janesville. Yeah, he didn't
like chicken, but the food itself was

1512
02:10:11.800 --> 02:10:16.960
really good. I think I might
hm hmmm, I'm to figure out if

1513
02:10:16.000 --> 02:10:22.079
I liked Backstreet or k pots better. And I think they're good for different

1514
02:10:22.119 --> 02:10:24.560
things, like if you just want
to because like when you went to Backstreet,

1515
02:10:24.600 --> 02:10:28.319
you didn't do the hot pot.
You only did the hot pot.

1516
02:10:28.319 --> 02:10:31.600
Because the thing is when you go, everybody at the table pretty much has

1517
02:10:31.680 --> 02:10:33.720
to match. Yeah, you have
to agree on the first to do hot

1518
02:10:33.760 --> 02:10:37.039
pot. Everybody at the table got
to do hot pot, So y'all got

1519
02:10:37.119 --> 02:10:39.840
to agree on it. Because you
can do the Korean barbecue hot pot or

1520
02:10:39.880 --> 02:10:43.720
both. We did both when we
went. So you pay your flat fee

1521
02:10:43.760 --> 02:10:48.760
and then you add an extra like
five dollars to it. But it's cool.

1522
02:10:48.800 --> 02:10:50.239
I mean they give you the table
and you literally go through and like

1523
02:10:50.439 --> 02:10:56.359
click, and then by the time
we came back, before we came back

1524
02:10:56.399 --> 02:10:58.520
from the buffet getting our sauces and
stuff, they had already started putting the

1525
02:10:58.520 --> 02:11:01.600
food on the same we had our
meats, we had our hot pots,

1526
02:11:01.800 --> 02:11:11.840
the veggies. It is because everything
was fresh and what I had, Oh

1527
02:11:11.079 --> 02:11:16.359
my god, it was like I
didn't have to do anything. I didn't

1528
02:11:16.439 --> 02:11:20.319
have to do anything to tweak it. She didn't need to add no extra

1529
02:11:20.640 --> 02:11:24.079
I didn't add anything to it all
I put I put the meat in the

1530
02:11:24.199 --> 02:11:30.319
pot. Because how it works is
just like the little squares and ship in

1531
02:11:30.399 --> 02:11:33.760
front of you. It is like
the little the little cook top, so

1532
02:11:33.840 --> 02:11:37.840
they put your pot right on top
of the cook top, so they all

1533
02:11:37.920 --> 02:11:41.479
of the meat and all the ship
that they bring to you is raw meat,

1534
02:11:41.079 --> 02:11:43.920
so you know you're either cooking it
in the middle or you're cooking it

1535
02:11:45.039 --> 02:11:48.159
like in your little hot pot.
I didn't have to season the meat or

1536
02:11:48.199 --> 02:11:52.720
do anything to it. Based off
of the soup base that I got.

1537
02:11:54.680 --> 02:11:58.720
It was fucking perfect, even like
even the corn, even the corn.

1538
02:12:00.159 --> 02:12:03.520
Her corn was good, but mine, no, Yeah, so the corn

1539
02:12:03.560 --> 02:12:05.439
that I had, like once I
ate the corn off the actual cop like

1540
02:12:05.520 --> 02:12:09.479
you can see all the flavor that
had been soaked into it. Like,

1541
02:12:09.680 --> 02:12:13.560
yeah, so my shit was really
good. And I was like no because

1542
02:12:13.600 --> 02:12:15.840
I got to meat so base.
But I don't think I want that again.

1543
02:12:15.840 --> 02:12:18.920
I think next time I might do
like you Tomato or brit said,

1544
02:12:18.239 --> 02:12:22.279
you can order everything in your table
is full, damn the over women.

1545
02:12:22.279 --> 02:12:28.039
Now, the one thing I will
tell you is you can't just order a

1546
02:12:28.079 --> 02:12:31.840
bunch of shit just to waste it, because if you yeah, so,

1547
02:12:31.960 --> 02:12:35.479
it's fourteen dollars per pound. So
if you just like, ooh, just

1548
02:12:35.560 --> 02:12:39.079
give me one of everything for all
the meat and ship. But then it's

1549
02:12:39.119 --> 02:12:41.399
like you just got all this raw
ass meat that's left that you didn't even

1550
02:12:41.479 --> 02:12:46.800
cook. They gonna charge you fourteen
dollars a pound for it. Yeah,

1551
02:12:50.479 --> 02:12:52.119
yeah, they give you rice and
ship, like if you ask for me,

1552
02:12:52.600 --> 02:12:56.359
I got fun noodles. I got
rice noodles, and I put that

1553
02:12:56.399 --> 02:13:00.359
ship in my hot pot. Like
that ship was so fucking good. Like

1554
02:13:00.439 --> 02:13:05.479
I said that you got, I
can't wait. She got the spicy and

1555
02:13:05.680 --> 02:13:09.880
I got to meet. It was
Japanese, so it was okay, but

1556
02:13:09.960 --> 02:13:13.840
as far as the flavor, it
wasn't as flavor for as hers that that

1557
02:13:13.600 --> 02:13:20.920
man that's just want spicy. It
was so fucking good. It's the funny

1558
02:13:20.920 --> 02:13:24.560
part. It's right next door to
where I went and picked up my seat

1559
02:13:24.560 --> 02:13:33.680
pap machines. So weird. We
did that in see look this is our

1560
02:13:33.720 --> 02:13:35.319
problem. Now we're sitting here.
I was talking about us losing weight,

1561
02:13:35.359 --> 02:13:39.520
and then we got stuck on talking
about food. It was funny. When

1562
02:13:39.560 --> 02:13:43.720
we left out, it was I
guess, and I was like, I'm

1563
02:13:43.760 --> 02:13:46.319
the one that got a real coat
on. You had enough blue jean jacket

1564
02:13:46.359 --> 02:13:50.199
I had on. I had on
rain boots, nigga, I had on

1565
02:13:50.359 --> 02:13:54.039
rain boots. I'm gonna be slicing
your niggas too for my daughter in the

1566
02:13:54.079 --> 02:13:58.279
coin, I'm talking about losing weight
so I can fit in this. We

1567
02:13:58.359 --> 02:14:01.520
had that discussion. We got we
bought trying to drop forty pounds. Yeah,

1568
02:14:03.119 --> 02:14:07.680
this tuxedo and look sexy, bitch. Well, for those who can't

1569
02:14:07.800 --> 02:14:09.880
lose weight or just you know,
losing it slowly, or maybe you know

1570
02:14:11.000 --> 02:14:16.800
you're just cool in your body,
you can always go shop here. This

1571
02:14:16.000 --> 02:14:22.880
is the first time my life that
I have been considered plus size and bitch

1572
02:14:22.920 --> 02:14:28.079
on my side six but out here
in Asia, oh yeah, that's that's

1573
02:14:28.479 --> 02:14:33.079
that's thick, that's big. So
I had to go to a specific mall

1574
02:14:33.560 --> 02:14:39.159
to get some shopping done. And
let me just say that mall was kind

1575
02:14:39.199 --> 02:14:41.720
of eating up. I'm gonna show
y'all, so let me show y'all the

1576
02:14:41.800 --> 02:14:45.880
name of the mall before y'all asks. And it's right across the street from

1577
02:14:45.920 --> 02:14:48.159
Platinum Hall. Gets a few stuff
from Platinum, But as far as bottoms

1578
02:14:48.239 --> 02:14:52.079
not. When you first step in
this, oh they hit you with the

1579
02:14:52.239 --> 02:14:56.199
bam. They not giving a damn
about being politically correct over here, said

1580
02:14:56.279 --> 02:15:00.279
up your big your big big bag, big bag. That's how it's feels

1581
02:15:00.279 --> 02:15:05.560
when you're walking through here. But
I will say that even though these names

1582
02:15:05.600 --> 02:15:09.960
of these shops is crazy. The
Oufice is down size, has old waited

1583
02:15:11.039 --> 02:15:15.079
like four x in the same office
that I'm showing, and these pieces be

1584
02:15:15.239 --> 02:15:18.680
like between eight to ten dollars each. And this is like the best plus

1585
02:15:18.720 --> 02:15:20.880
size sold clothing I've ever seen.
Ain't got ship on this mall. If

1586
02:15:20.920 --> 02:15:26.079
you plus size, you need to
come and shop in Thailand. Most of

1587
02:15:26.119 --> 02:15:31.800
the clothing stores you can't even get
higher than the Bruh Love Calories as a

1588
02:15:31.880 --> 02:15:39.439
store name is wild, right,
I'll go to that. But the fact

1589
02:15:39.520 --> 02:15:43.720
that girl, the fact that the
Biggins got their own mall open air,

1590
02:15:43.800 --> 02:15:46.920
is crazy, she says. So
I had to go shop at the plus

1591
02:15:46.039 --> 02:15:54.119
size mall. She's a size six. She slim, thick, they they

1592
02:15:54.239 --> 02:16:01.720
look like they they are the definition
of petite. Like the other girl thought

1593
02:16:01.800 --> 02:16:07.239
she would see eat his leaves and
rice noodles. No, literally, that's

1594
02:16:07.279 --> 02:16:11.079
what She's still thick. Yeah,
at one point in time she ate me

1595
02:16:11.439 --> 02:16:15.760
she came to the world thick as
a bird. So, speaking of birds,

1596
02:16:15.880 --> 02:16:20.079
I just saw bear and the swimming
pool celebrated our differences ching ching.

1597
02:16:22.119 --> 02:16:26.840
The woman was trying to swim with
their babies across to shut out the motherfucking

1598
02:16:30.359 --> 02:16:33.760
I was like, bro, you
ain't moving quick enough. Teachers, take

1599
02:16:33.879 --> 02:16:39.959
these little ass kids on the future
and just let them watch of bear show.

1600
02:16:41.440 --> 02:16:43.559
In this work, I feel like
that duck mom was a bad mom

1601
02:16:45.840 --> 02:16:50.079
because she kept she wasn't deciding which
way to go, and the bear was

1602
02:16:50.159 --> 02:16:54.719
like, oh you confuse, I
make this choice for you and came down

1603
02:16:54.760 --> 02:16:58.040
and ate her babies. Has she
went back that way the first time?

1604
02:16:58.280 --> 02:17:01.239
They probably could have made it.
Now you had a nice little four piece

1605
02:17:01.319 --> 02:17:09.479
duck nugget. Yeah, yeah,
well, speaking of bad moms, Fried

1606
02:17:09.559 --> 02:17:16.479
Duck with the ducks nasty transition.
Speaking of bad moms, that'll probably be

1607
02:17:16.639 --> 02:17:20.159
like, you know, taking us
out of here tonight because we got what

1608
02:17:20.920 --> 02:17:33.120
forty three minutes I'm saying before we
like our actual cut off. Yeah,

1609
02:17:33.159 --> 02:17:37.799
we'll work Holiday. I got to
be the extra earlier tomorrow. Oh Holiday

1610
02:17:37.600 --> 02:17:41.680
had the time something three times?
Three times. There was a lady.

1611
02:17:43.239 --> 02:17:50.520
Yeah, there was a lady on
TikTok who recorded, you know, herself,

1612
02:17:50.120 --> 02:17:56.440
crying and making a cake for herself. Somebody talk about that. Yeah,

1613
02:17:58.520 --> 02:18:00.840
she was crying and making a cake
for herself and saying, you know,

1614
02:18:01.239 --> 02:18:05.319
when you got to make your own
birthday cake as a single mom type

1615
02:18:05.360 --> 02:18:07.680
shit, you know, so your
kids can feel happy when they sing you

1616
02:18:07.879 --> 02:18:13.799
happy birthday. So people were like, you know, hey, you know,

1617
02:18:13.879 --> 02:18:15.639
we want to buy you a cake, or like, you know,

1618
02:18:15.760 --> 02:18:20.280
trying to send her money and do
all that stuff. But people saw this

1619
02:18:20.440 --> 02:18:24.879
video as it was going viral and
sent it to her baby's dad. This

1620
02:18:26.079 --> 02:18:31.920
is what he had to say about
it. It's so loud, okay,

1621
02:18:33.399 --> 02:18:35.559
tone, can you make sure the
volume was up on this because that last

1622
02:18:35.639 --> 02:18:39.399
video was kind of low? Okay. So it says stitch incoming from ex

1623
02:18:39.520 --> 02:18:45.520
husband. Her caption says, being
a single mom is making your own birthday

1624
02:18:45.600 --> 02:18:48.959
cake on your birthday so that your
babies can feel happy. They are singing

1625
02:18:48.040 --> 02:18:58.040
to you, and she is crying. So I didn't sent this video a

1626
02:18:58.079 --> 02:19:03.879
lot or last few days people asking
my comments on it. It stands out

1627
02:19:05.079 --> 02:19:09.200
is it? You know, a
lot over the last few days, people

1628
02:19:09.280 --> 02:19:11.719
asking my thoughts and my comments on
it. And before anyone says, oh,

1629
02:19:11.799 --> 02:19:15.559
you don't know her situation or you
know, you don't know what she's

1630
02:19:15.600 --> 02:19:20.280
going through, well I do because
I lived it. I'm her ex husband

1631
02:19:20.559 --> 02:19:24.920
and right now I have a full
custody of our kids. This is our

1632
02:19:24.319 --> 02:19:28.200
parent agreement. As you can see, I have all week days and weekends

1633
02:19:28.680 --> 02:19:37.760
time sharing with the kids, holiday, academic breaks, and for her to

1634
02:19:39.120 --> 02:19:41.239
get any rights back to the kids. These are the things that she needs

1635
02:19:41.280 --> 02:19:46.120
to do. And yes, child
support, she ows that it's up to

1636
02:19:46.360 --> 02:19:52.280
over twenty one thousand dollars, so
she's a mother and doesn't pay child sport.

1637
02:19:54.559 --> 02:19:58.840
She was done arrested her check fraud
and during that hearing it turned out

1638
02:19:58.200 --> 02:20:03.239
that it was that she stole almost
a million dollars from another guy and also

1639
02:20:03.360 --> 02:20:07.319
she fake cancer in the past.
These are scans that she would send and

1640
02:20:07.399 --> 02:20:11.879
post on her page before, so
you know, to summon up you know,

1641
02:20:13.120 --> 02:20:16.360
this person for people that follow her
or giving her praise and showing telling

1642
02:20:16.360 --> 02:20:22.200
her how strong and how you know, amazing she's doing well. She's really

1643
02:20:22.520 --> 02:20:26.559
not a full time mom. She
barely has her kids, She goes out

1644
02:20:26.559 --> 02:20:33.040
all the time, and she doesn't
even have a job even so she uh

1645
02:20:33.000 --> 02:20:37.840
just really not someone that other single
mom should really be looking towards that for

1646
02:20:37.959 --> 02:20:43.799
inspiration or anything like that. There
are a lot of you know, hard

1647
02:20:43.879 --> 02:20:46.239
working single moms out there, and
a lot of respect to them all.

1648
02:20:46.280 --> 02:20:50.559
I just want to say, is
she just isn't one of them. So

1649
02:20:52.440 --> 02:20:56.639
hopefully everyone can see this video and
know you know who she really is.

1650
02:20:58.879 --> 02:21:07.840
He's wasted your love. So she's
the female Frank you know her mind me

1651
02:21:09.440 --> 02:21:13.639
because he's sick of her ship.
Like, bro, this ship been getting

1652
02:21:13.639 --> 02:21:16.600
sent to me. Let me address
this ship. Hey, remember when Bart

1653
02:21:16.639 --> 02:21:24.280
Simpson fake falling down the wheel?
Yeah, all these stars came together and

1654
02:21:24.399 --> 02:21:28.959
made this song and ship for Timmy
that fell down, sending not love down

1655
02:21:30.120 --> 02:21:35.200
the wall. That's it said that
bit was scamming, scamming, and they

1656
02:21:35.239 --> 02:21:41.120
said she probably making these videos to
help pay her child support. You know

1657
02:21:41.600 --> 02:21:45.040
remember when Frank You remember Frank took
the little boy out and said he had

1658
02:21:45.120 --> 02:21:48.120
cancer? You know why Shameless?
Oh my goodness, I thought you watched

1659
02:21:50.680 --> 02:21:52.959
show. Yeah, I thought you
watched it when Mont was always talking about

1660
02:21:54.000 --> 02:21:56.840
it. It's Shameless is one of
those shows it takes me a minute to

1661
02:21:58.000 --> 02:22:01.879
get into. So I had,
like I watched like the first episode or

1662
02:22:01.920 --> 02:22:03.959
two. I never get past that. I think the most I really get

1663
02:22:05.000 --> 02:22:07.879
past is like the episode where she
was like jagging dog. You're sucking them

1664
02:22:07.879 --> 02:22:13.920
off under the table and she trying
to have her with her homework. You

1665
02:22:13.079 --> 02:22:18.680
just post the video video. Yeah
yeah, he's like, I think I

1666
02:22:18.920 --> 02:22:26.600
liked it. Yeah, that's be
and Kevin right, Yeah, like I

1667
02:22:26.760 --> 02:22:31.559
know that you know characters. It's
just I haven't watched it, and I

1668
02:22:31.639 --> 02:22:35.280
mean it'd be like that sometimes because
it took me a couple of times to

1669
02:22:35.319 --> 02:22:37.760
get into Walking Dead, and then
once I got hooked on that ship,

1670
02:22:37.760 --> 02:22:39.440
I was hooked on that ship.
It took me a long time to get

1671
02:22:39.479 --> 02:22:43.239
it. Like, it took me
a good I think three times to get

1672
02:22:43.360 --> 02:22:46.000
into Sons of Anarchy, and when
I did, Nigga, it was just

1673
02:22:46.600 --> 02:22:50.159
well, Frank, Frank is just
spaka boys. This chick. Oh.

1674
02:22:50.239 --> 02:22:52.879
I know, Frank's a piece of
ship. I know that he took He

1675
02:22:52.959 --> 02:22:56.200
took the boy out and told him
he had cancer and had him shaved his

1676
02:22:56.280 --> 02:23:01.239
head, and he went outside and
collected money every day, going every day

1677
02:23:01.840 --> 02:23:03.959
he had him thinking he was going
to have cancer. Send him to a

1678
02:23:05.040 --> 02:23:11.879
cancer camp with other kids. Frank
went all the way with some bullshit and

1679
02:23:11.000 --> 02:23:13.559
he was ride that ship out.
I mean, if you're gonna be on

1680
02:23:13.680 --> 02:23:18.000
bullshit. Oh he would go full
play. Gotta commit to it. They

1681
02:23:18.079 --> 02:23:26.319
committed when he got married. Did
he get married? Lady? You see

1682
02:23:26.360 --> 02:23:30.799
what happened when the internet won't let
you just hate in peace. She was

1683
02:23:30.959 --> 02:23:35.600
being perfectly fine, chilling, hating
on her baby dad and I don't he

1684
02:23:35.760 --> 02:23:41.120
took my kids? How bold are
you to get on the internet and know

1685
02:23:43.200 --> 02:23:48.079
that you don't have your kids?
You a social path, and to record

1686
02:23:48.200 --> 02:23:54.239
yourself crying? This is this is
what Batman does before he go out in

1687
02:23:54.399 --> 02:23:58.719
that fucking pajamas and beat up poor
people. You know what? But you

1688
02:23:58.799 --> 02:24:01.920
know what's gonna happen is that we
all said, we all know that,

1689
02:24:03.280 --> 02:24:05.879
we all know that. She just
looked it so over it like, let

1690
02:24:05.920 --> 02:24:07.600
me do this fucking video, but
you know what's gonna happen. That's how

1691
02:24:07.639 --> 02:24:11.840
you felt about what's gonna happen.
She don't even got a job. This

1692
02:24:11.120 --> 02:24:20.280
is a snitch episode. And because
like y'all couldn't see it because of you

1693
02:24:20.360 --> 02:24:22.399
know, obviously how it comes up
on the screen, but like because I

1694
02:24:22.600 --> 02:24:28.399
was reading the agreement on my phone. Bro, she has zero overnights with

1695
02:24:28.520 --> 02:24:31.000
her kids. He gets three hundred
and sixty five days. She don't got

1696
02:24:31.200 --> 02:24:35.200
no days with the fucking kids.
He's in control of the weekdays, the

1697
02:24:35.360 --> 02:24:41.600
weekends, the fucking summer breaks,
holiday breaks, all the holidays. I

1698
02:24:43.360 --> 02:24:46.440
feel like but at some at some
point, but you know what's gonna happen

1699
02:24:46.479 --> 02:24:50.120
now is that when people are still
going to actually tune in to see whatever.

1700
02:24:50.280 --> 02:24:56.719
Is it hating though? Is it
hating? Because well, yeah,

1701
02:24:56.760 --> 02:25:01.559
I feel like we No, you
got off scott free and you stay with

1702
02:25:01.639 --> 02:25:03.959
these little you know, because in
a way, in the way it could

1703
02:25:05.000 --> 02:25:07.360
be a defense, because it's like, bro, you out here trying to

1704
02:25:07.360 --> 02:25:09.120
put me out as a dad,
and I'm the one to have them.

1705
02:25:11.040 --> 02:25:13.639
Once it got to the point where
he was like, she party all the

1706
02:25:13.719 --> 02:25:22.399
time, she ain't got no job. Then okay, you know she's not

1707
02:25:22.520 --> 02:25:28.719
taking care of the kids. That's
balid, but she ain't got no job.

1708
02:25:28.799 --> 02:25:35.520
Shut line the mockers my brain,
the whole You're missing the whole point.

1709
02:25:35.840 --> 02:25:39.879
I'm trying to shut down her next
scam that she gonna try. I'm

1710
02:25:39.879 --> 02:25:45.280
missing the whole point. Who the
fuck you still use his checks? I

1711
02:25:45.399 --> 02:25:48.040
work at the bank. A lot
of people that still use check. How

1712
02:25:48.040 --> 02:25:50.520
does how you able to scam?
At this point a lot of people use

1713
02:25:50.600 --> 02:25:54.280
checks and a check and a check
verification, saying was using the bank card

1714
02:25:54.319 --> 02:26:01.280
now. Actually actually the main people
who get scam used checks. Oh motheruckers,

1715
02:26:01.760 --> 02:26:07.479
you got about another gear before you
start writing them. That was unnecessary,

1716
02:26:07.840 --> 02:26:18.360
that was unwarranted. It just it
happens. It just he's like,

1717
02:26:18.479 --> 02:26:24.440
I'm no longer essential, I'm gone, we're gonna come in. No,

1718
02:26:24.600 --> 02:26:41.079
but it's always some motherfuck that got
how much is it? No? But

1719
02:26:41.760 --> 02:26:54.239
that that that ship is crazy looking
for. So yeah, before I play

1720
02:26:54.399 --> 02:26:58.360
like the last two videos, I
am actually going to post screenshots from my

1721
02:26:58.520 --> 02:27:11.639
own in a conversation that was had
over the weekend. So it starts out

1722
02:27:11.559 --> 02:27:18.639
because I've been car shopping and my
mom sends me a picture and she's like,

1723
02:27:18.760 --> 02:27:22.639
hey, look it's your dream card. So I'm like, should you

1724
02:27:22.719 --> 02:27:26.440
buy me a testa? Like?
Cause my mom, just before you start,

1725
02:27:26.520 --> 02:27:30.239
just put it on the screen.
As a person who doesn't pay anything,

1726
02:27:31.360 --> 02:27:37.639
like, she doesn't have an income
income, she only gets disability income.

1727
02:27:39.520 --> 02:27:46.799
So because of that, her credit
limits are really really low. She

1728
02:27:46.120 --> 02:27:50.399
so she got eight hundred plus credit
score, but it's like she really can't

1729
02:27:50.479 --> 02:27:52.879
do anything with it because they're like
well, you ain't got enough income to

1730
02:27:52.920 --> 02:27:56.879
pay us back, so we ain't
really fucking let you. So I'm like,

1731
02:27:56.920 --> 02:27:58.840
should you give me a testa?
She's like, girl, from what

1732
02:27:58.959 --> 02:28:01.520
you say, we don't buyd mother
and daughter like that. I said,

1733
02:28:01.559 --> 02:28:03.600
we don't, but we bond enough
where you don't pay rent, electricity and

1734
02:28:03.680 --> 02:28:09.319
heat and storage for all the space
you're taken up. God damn, I'm

1735
02:28:09.399 --> 02:28:13.319
just saying, if we didn't have, you know, I would be charging

1736
02:28:13.360 --> 02:28:16.879
you for everything. So she said, I didn't know you felt like that.

1737
02:28:16.040 --> 02:28:18.840
If I did, I wouldn't have
come back, which caused old boy

1738
02:28:18.879 --> 02:28:22.840
to spass out about me moving myself
back on a highway alone, because y'all

1739
02:28:22.920 --> 02:28:31.319
know she was going down to Alabama
every summer or whatever they was doing until

1740
02:28:31.440 --> 02:28:33.079
he went and got himself locked up. So I said, mine, in

1741
02:28:33.200 --> 02:28:37.920
forty years, name a bunch of
mother daughter stuff we did. You were

1742
02:28:37.959 --> 02:28:41.479
a great provider, but work always
came before all of your relationships. Even

1743
02:28:41.559 --> 02:28:46.200
with me. Most we did together
was because of like the guy she was

1744
02:28:46.280 --> 02:28:50.879
dating at the time, the only
dad that I really acknowledge. She said,

1745
02:28:50.920 --> 02:28:52.639
Wow, you still don't get it
as a single mom. It wasn't

1746
02:28:52.680 --> 02:28:56.280
easy and Charles. That's my dad
wanted me to fail. But I tried

1747
02:28:56.319 --> 02:29:00.680
to give you everything to make up
for what Charles wouldn't do. You should

1748
02:29:00.680 --> 02:29:03.600
have understood that when you wasn't able
to buy things for the girls on their

1749
02:29:03.639 --> 02:29:09.200
birthday and Christmas with dead beat dads, how would you feel blindsided later on

1750
02:29:09.360 --> 02:29:13.440
in life like you did me like
you did me by the girl. I

1751
02:29:13.479 --> 02:29:16.719
don't know what that meant, she
said. I was so proud of being

1752
02:29:16.760 --> 02:29:22.920
able to provide for my family.
I guess like throwing all my parties and

1753
02:29:22.920 --> 02:29:28.760
stuff, and like she used to
do stuff with my friends. Y'all too

1754
02:29:28.840 --> 02:29:35.159
really and you as a thinking she'd
just understand that it's certain conversations that are

1755
02:29:35.360 --> 02:29:41.040
pointless to have with these people.
She said, I wore Kmart and palersshoes.

1756
02:29:41.200 --> 02:29:45.799
Well I had up top stingers.
But I see now you wanted everything

1757
02:29:46.079 --> 02:29:50.079
just greedy. So every time he
goes on his eight days, if you

1758
02:29:50.239 --> 02:29:54.920
go and do this, see your
mom, now go to the next so

1759
02:29:54.079 --> 02:29:58.680
you go, you be me and
your mom? No? Could they always

1760
02:29:58.799 --> 02:30:03.479
kind of coincide with She started it
with that little snarky ass comment about girl.

1761
02:30:03.600 --> 02:30:07.440
Let you tell it. We don't
bond like that like, she would

1762
02:30:07.639 --> 02:30:11.440
be fond enough where you ain't fucking
freeloading. So go to the next one.

1763
02:30:16.280 --> 02:30:22.559
You really did like and you got
dark, like the whole thing,

1764
02:30:22.319 --> 02:30:26.840
but the whole thing, but it
was this part. But I see now

1765
02:30:26.959 --> 02:30:30.399
you wanted everything just greedy. I
say, if I just told you that

1766
02:30:30.520 --> 02:30:33.680
you were a great provider, why
would you assume that I wanted more stuff?

1767
02:30:33.120 --> 02:30:37.719
I said, we didn't do stuff
together. I had to teach I

1768
02:30:37.799 --> 02:30:39.920
had to teach myself to take the
girls to the movies, out to eat

1769
02:30:39.959 --> 02:30:43.280
and do stuff, to spend time
with them because I didn't have that.

1770
02:30:43.760 --> 02:30:46.639
Even if I didn't have money,
me and the girls would still watch TV

1771
02:30:46.760 --> 02:30:48.840
together. Look at how me and
Jelly watch wrestling together every week. I

1772
02:30:48.959 --> 02:30:52.559
wanted a connection to my mom outside
of just money and gifts all the time.

1773
02:30:52.959 --> 02:30:58.040
That's not a bad thing. She
didn't respond after that one. But

1774
02:30:58.600 --> 02:31:01.600
how you gonna call me greedy?
Because I'm like, bro, I wanted

1775
02:31:01.719 --> 02:31:07.840
an actual relationship with my mom that
wasn't just transactional. You know that whole

1776
02:31:07.959 --> 02:31:15.079
generation that way, the emotional,
having the emotional part of it versus the

1777
02:31:15.159 --> 02:31:18.159
actual provider part. Because I had
that conversation with my dad and he's passed

1778
02:31:18.159 --> 02:31:20.920
out too, And this is when
he was still within his right mind.

1779
02:31:20.239 --> 02:31:24.280
Now this one, unfortunately, he's
not. So when we had tried to

1780
02:31:24.319 --> 02:31:26.000
have that conversation, I just walked
away because I said, you know what

1781
02:31:26.520 --> 02:31:31.159
I said, You're never going to
understand that because you've never had that experience,

1782
02:31:31.200 --> 02:31:33.120
I said. So that's why I
had to make sure that I'm good

1783
02:31:33.159 --> 02:31:37.399
with my kids. So my kids
had that emotional support because you were not

1784
02:31:37.479 --> 02:31:41.040
able to provide that emotional support.
And I can see why and how it

1785
02:31:41.120 --> 02:31:43.159
was affecting you. And that's something
that like I told her, like I

1786
02:31:43.280 --> 02:31:48.440
had to teach myself that it wasn't
a default because that's not what I was

1787
02:31:48.520 --> 02:31:50.600
shown. Correct. So it got
to a point where I'm like, bro,

1788
02:31:50.879 --> 02:31:58.280
like making my kids feel how I
felt. I need to do the

1789
02:31:58.440 --> 02:32:01.520
things with them that I wanted my
mom to do with me. So it

1790
02:32:01.639 --> 02:32:07.479
was like there was a point where
I was working two jobs and going to

1791
02:32:07.520 --> 02:32:11.840
school. I didn't have, you
know, time for us to do a

1792
02:32:11.920 --> 02:32:13.840
bunch of shit. But if it
was the weekend, all right, what

1793
02:32:15.000 --> 02:32:18.200
movie y'all want to watch? You
know, y'all wanna y'all want to cook?

1794
02:32:18.239 --> 02:32:24.799
Something y'all, you know, like
little stuff like that was big stuff.

1795
02:32:24.399 --> 02:32:26.639
So, like I said, like
even with me and Jelly, like

1796
02:32:28.440 --> 02:32:31.719
every Monday, every Friday, that's
our thing. We sitting in front of

1797
02:32:31.799 --> 02:32:35.159
the TV and we watching wrestling,
whether we're sitting down and it's like,

1798
02:32:37.120 --> 02:32:39.079
all right, uh, that's another
thing that me and Ja because Ree is

1799
02:32:39.120 --> 02:32:43.159
at the age now where she like
she always wanna go. But even with

1800
02:32:43.280 --> 02:32:46.440
me and Jelly, like we sit
down and we were going through all the

1801
02:32:46.559 --> 02:32:50.639
Marvel TV shows and shit together like
stuff like that. With Ree, all

1802
02:32:50.719 --> 02:32:54.200
right, we're gonna sit down.
We're finna watch all the Harry Potters over

1803
02:32:54.319 --> 02:32:58.879
again, like you know, so
we have specific things that we bond of

1804
02:33:00.000 --> 02:33:05.520
over. It started out Ree was
who I bonded with first over wrestling.

1805
02:33:05.079 --> 02:33:09.159
Once these two niggas ruined it for
I'm gonna say it every time. Don't

1806
02:33:09.200 --> 02:33:11.680
even don't even act like when it
was coming, because he was finna try

1807
02:33:11.680 --> 02:33:20.319
to defend this up. You just
the whole this whole episode there through the

1808
02:33:20.360 --> 02:33:26.760
book, he said, hey,
someone said winning Rome. At this point,

1809
02:33:26.879 --> 02:33:31.680
we've already loved the episode, the
snitching episode. But yeah, so

1810
02:33:33.479 --> 02:33:35.200
after that, it was I was
kind of by myself on it. But

1811
02:33:35.319 --> 02:33:39.239
then once Jelly being got to the
point where it's like I would notice,

1812
02:33:39.319 --> 02:33:41.799
like if I was in there watching
wrestling stuff and she's kind of like picking

1813
02:33:41.799 --> 02:33:43.280
in the door, then it's like, Jelly, you want to watch wrestling

1814
02:33:43.280 --> 02:33:46.120
with me? And then that became
our thing. So that's you know,

1815
02:33:46.799 --> 02:33:54.040
it's nice. I love having specific
things that I can do with my kids.

1816
02:33:54.440 --> 02:33:58.680
So it's like we didn't have a
favorite restaurant me and my mom with

1817
02:33:58.840 --> 02:34:01.319
my kids, just like I know
where they want to go eat at,

1818
02:34:01.399 --> 02:34:03.920
I know what they want to do, ship like that. Like as soon

1819
02:34:05.159 --> 02:34:07.559
as because Ka asked me, she
was like, dude, why was you

1820
02:34:07.680 --> 02:34:09.680
looking that up? Because I was
looking up the k pop place and telling

1821
02:34:09.719 --> 02:34:13.799
the kids about it, like we
gotta go here because my kids look,

1822
02:34:13.920 --> 02:34:20.600
damn if it's Asian culture. My
kids is like yep, like that anime

1823
02:34:20.920 --> 02:34:26.239
food fucking length, that's that's they
lane going to that Korean It was a

1824
02:34:26.280 --> 02:34:30.440
Korean fried chicken place that's right there
next to the theater down there on Firewall

1825
02:34:30.479 --> 02:34:39.879
as well too, because that's orient
Yeah, okay, everybody could make chicken

1826
02:34:39.920 --> 02:34:43.399
good, it said white, Well, you know what, the white people

1827
02:34:43.440 --> 02:34:48.479
who made good people worked in it
because niggas didn't know that it was white

1828
02:34:48.520 --> 02:34:56.200
people froming that chicken back there.
Yep, I risked going. I had

1829
02:34:56.440 --> 02:34:58.360
just got my braces put on.
Remember we was going to five dollars two

1830
02:34:58.440 --> 02:35:01.280
that at the movie and we went
in there for wings and I had just

1831
02:35:01.360 --> 02:35:09.159
got my breaks out. I was, man, everything you said, it's

1832
02:35:09.200 --> 02:35:18.079
like she completely just like miss my
mom does have two people always look at

1833
02:35:18.120 --> 02:35:20.719
me sideways when I'd be like,
I still haven't talked to her, I

1834
02:35:20.760 --> 02:35:24.520
have nothing to say, get it
together and then we'll regroup it some times.

1835
02:35:24.639 --> 02:35:26.399
Yep, that's my mom, but
I don't have to put up with

1836
02:35:26.399 --> 02:35:30.040
her and I and I hate it
because it's one of those things where it's

1837
02:35:30.159 --> 02:35:31.200
like as much as I be like, bro, she's not gonna get it.

1838
02:35:31.239 --> 02:35:37.799
And it's just it constantly comes up
because she lives there and she always

1839
02:35:37.799 --> 02:35:43.719
acts like something is still old to
her, and it's like, bruh,

1840
02:35:43.040 --> 02:35:46.000
that's still that generation though, too, because I think somebody owed them everything,

1841
02:35:46.399 --> 02:35:52.399
everything, every tispect. But no, this is like I've told my

1842
02:35:52.479 --> 02:35:54.760
mom. This is me telling you
the truth, the truth that you should

1843
02:35:54.760 --> 02:35:58.360
have been told many moons ago.
For some reason nobody else did, so

1844
02:35:58.520 --> 02:36:01.719
yes, here I am doing it
like you shouldn't be doing this, this,

1845
02:36:01.840 --> 02:36:05.360
this or this, this is not
okay. Yeah, and it's like

1846
02:36:05.760 --> 02:36:11.559
everybody else is not the problem.
You are. You have to. Yeah,

1847
02:36:11.799 --> 02:36:16.840
and when you have kids, you
have to. If you don't heal

1848
02:36:18.000 --> 02:36:24.319
yourself or at least recognize like what
your trauma is from your childhood, it's

1849
02:36:24.399 --> 02:36:30.200
so easy to inflict that on your
children. So, like I said,

1850
02:36:30.280 --> 02:36:35.440
like I did not start out as
the best mom. I didn't. It

1851
02:36:35.600 --> 02:36:39.520
was that you know, oh,
well I'm buying you know, all of

1852
02:36:39.600 --> 02:36:43.440
this expensive shit. I'm doing this
like I was really following in my mother's

1853
02:36:43.479 --> 02:36:48.399
footsteps. I had to check myself
like, bruh, you're doing the shit

1854
02:36:48.440 --> 02:36:52.760
your mom did, you know?
So that's why now, like I do

1855
02:36:52.959 --> 02:36:56.079
have those check ins, but I'm
like, basically it's the fucking parents and

1856
02:36:56.159 --> 02:37:00.440
report card, Like is there something
you feel like I'm not doing enough of?

1857
02:37:00.840 --> 02:37:03.280
Is it, you know, something
that I need to scale back on?

1858
02:37:03.559 --> 02:37:07.079
Is you know, if you feel
like you have needs that I'm not

1859
02:37:07.280 --> 02:37:11.200
meeting? What are they? If
you feel like, you know, well,

1860
02:37:11.479 --> 02:37:13.520
I wish we would do this a
little bit more, you know,

1861
02:37:13.000 --> 02:37:16.840
all Right, Well, yeah,
like you know, I want to know

1862
02:37:16.959 --> 02:37:22.920
those things because I don't want you
to feel like my parenting isn't giving you

1863
02:37:24.360 --> 02:37:26.920
what you need to grow. And
that's so important for you to do it

1864
02:37:26.959 --> 02:37:28.959
all the time. I do it
all the time. Let me. Hey,

1865
02:37:28.959 --> 02:37:31.840
I'm just checking in making sure you're
a great mom. Who told you?

1866
02:37:33.239 --> 02:37:35.920
And I do that my kids tooper. It's funny now that I recognize,

1867
02:37:37.000 --> 02:37:39.600
is that back when I was like
their age, I was ready to

1868
02:37:39.639 --> 02:37:41.159
get out the house, like I
moved out with a baby on my hips,

1869
02:37:41.200 --> 02:37:43.840
Like I got to get up out
of here. But my kids they

1870
02:37:43.879 --> 02:37:46.879
don't want to go nowhere. Like
I'm talking, I'm showing them different colleges

1871
02:37:46.920 --> 02:37:48.719
and stuff that they can go to
hout to state and everything like no,

1872
02:37:48.760 --> 02:37:50.799
I'm we we want to stay here. I'm like, hold on, I

1873
02:37:50.799 --> 02:37:56.639
don't want to just be here.
And that was the thing. And it

1874
02:37:56.799 --> 02:38:03.920
was like I literally went to prison
trying to stay out of my mom's house

1875
02:38:03.600 --> 02:38:07.959
because I didn't like I felt like
as long as I was under her roof,

1876
02:38:09.239 --> 02:38:13.399
I wasn't going to progress. Yep. And then her having my stepdad

1877
02:38:13.479 --> 02:38:18.840
there and he was an abusive ass
nigga, Like I just I didn't want

1878
02:38:18.879 --> 02:38:22.319
to be in that environment, so
I did what I had to do to

1879
02:38:22.440 --> 02:38:26.280
get money to make sure that I
like, I don't I don't want to

1880
02:38:26.319 --> 02:38:28.440
be here. You go through so
much because you don't want to go,

1881
02:38:28.799 --> 02:38:31.440
you don't want to go back.
Yeah, that's crazy because when you finally

1882
02:38:31.559 --> 02:38:33.680
leave, you realize I don't want
to say how far behind, but you

1883
02:38:33.799 --> 02:38:37.840
realize like, damn, I was
really in some shit like this is wild

1884
02:38:39.440 --> 02:38:45.399
yep. So it's like being in
you know that that situation. I've created

1885
02:38:45.440 --> 02:38:48.680
an environment for my kids where they
know, like, you don't have to

1886
02:38:48.799 --> 02:38:54.040
leave until you're ready, and yes, I am doing my part to help

1887
02:38:54.159 --> 02:38:58.239
you be ready. So when when
you were ready, you not only you

1888
02:38:58.319 --> 02:39:01.479
know, have come into this on
your own because I didn't push you out

1889
02:39:01.520 --> 02:39:09.840
the nest. You have my full
support mentally and financially, like I'm trying

1890
02:39:09.879 --> 02:39:16.639
to help get you there, right, But it's like I didn't have that.

1891
02:39:16.920 --> 02:39:18.959
I was just I gotta go,
I gotta go, I gotta go.

1892
02:39:18.559 --> 02:39:22.360
Like I was living in my my
my cousin, she had a one

1893
02:39:22.840 --> 02:39:28.559
bedroom apartment in West Line, and
when I tell you, it was about

1894
02:39:30.479 --> 02:39:33.319
five of us, four or five
of us crammed in this one bad.

1895
02:39:33.479 --> 02:39:35.319
I mean it was the party crib. We was all kicking in and shit,

1896
02:39:35.399 --> 02:39:41.000
but it was like all of us
is crammed in this spot because it's

1897
02:39:41.079 --> 02:39:43.879
like we all had shit going on
at home and we didn't want to be

1898
02:39:43.959 --> 02:39:48.760
there. And that wasn't you know, something that was on my mind,

1899
02:39:48.920 --> 02:39:50.399
like when I turned eighteen, like
oh, you know, you need to

1900
02:39:50.479 --> 02:39:54.479
apply for low income or something and
do all this kind of shit. That's

1901
02:39:54.559 --> 02:39:56.799
not what I did. Like my
sister, like all my cousins, they

1902
02:39:56.879 --> 02:40:01.719
did that shit. I did it
because my stepdad, Like I wasn't.

1903
02:40:01.600 --> 02:40:05.719
I wasn't at that point of feeling
like I gotta fucking get out of here.

1904
02:40:09.360 --> 02:40:11.879
But with Ree, even though she
doesn't have to go anywhere, that's

1905
02:40:11.959 --> 02:40:15.360
something that I did. When she
turned eighteen, I put her name on

1906
02:40:15.440 --> 02:40:18.079
the list right away, because you
never know what you're gonna need. It

1907
02:40:18.200 --> 02:40:20.200
may get to a point where she
get bad for me, and it's like,

1908
02:40:20.440 --> 02:40:22.760
well, you don't have to worry
about it because you got somewhere where

1909
02:40:22.760 --> 02:40:26.639
you can lay your head. You
don't have to struggle with me type shit.

1910
02:40:26.200 --> 02:40:31.440
So you know, I did all
those things for her and read her

1911
02:40:31.520 --> 02:40:37.319
credit to Ruth, it's just,
you know, it's just certain things I

1912
02:40:37.600 --> 02:40:41.920
don't want to repeat the same mistakes
that my mom did. And making my

1913
02:40:43.159 --> 02:40:50.079
kids feel like everything comes before them. That is one thing that I really

1914
02:40:50.159 --> 02:40:54.040
did, like I felt like I
was putting work and everything else above my

1915
02:40:54.120 --> 02:40:58.680
relationship with my kids. So that's
another reason why I said, like with

1916
02:40:58.840 --> 02:41:03.159
me having a part time scalede.
Now everybody knows I'm not a morning person.

1917
02:41:05.280 --> 02:41:09.399
I had an option to work two
to six that would be perfect for

1918
02:41:09.520 --> 02:41:13.319
me. The reason I didn't choose
that is because I didn't know, you

1919
02:41:13.399 --> 02:41:16.600
know, Jelly was gonna get sick, obviously, But it's like Jelly was

1920
02:41:16.639 --> 02:41:20.600
talking about whether she wanted to play
tennis or swim teams, all this kind

1921
02:41:20.600 --> 02:41:24.680
of stuff. It felt so good
being able to go, like even though

1922
02:41:24.719 --> 02:41:26.559
she was asked, being able to
go to re volleyball games and shit all

1923
02:41:26.600 --> 02:41:30.600
the time, like, you know, having that free time to be able

1924
02:41:30.639 --> 02:41:33.000
to do that. Being home,
I get to cook more and do shit,

1925
02:41:33.079 --> 02:41:35.399
and it's, well, man,
can you make this? You know,

1926
02:41:35.479 --> 02:41:37.719
I really like when you make this. And being able to do those

1927
02:41:37.840 --> 02:41:41.639
kind of things, just like being
more active and really being able to be

1928
02:41:41.799 --> 02:41:46.520
a mom in the house. I
don't want to go back to work full

1929
02:41:46.600 --> 02:41:50.920
time, and it's like, I
know, you know, money is definitely

1930
02:41:50.959 --> 02:41:54.200
an issue, and with the rate
of pay that I have now, working

1931
02:41:54.319 --> 02:41:58.920
full time will help me out so
much. But it's like, on top

1932
02:41:58.959 --> 02:42:03.440
of not wanting to stress myself out
with the full time duties of this position,

1933
02:42:03.319 --> 02:42:07.520
I really just I spent so much
time away from my kids because I

1934
02:42:07.840 --> 02:42:11.879
had to work. I don't want
to have to put myself in that position

1935
02:42:13.000 --> 02:42:16.319
again. I like being able to
be there when they need me because I'm

1936
02:42:16.360 --> 02:42:20.319
not giving all of my time to
this fucking job every day. And then

1937
02:42:20.399 --> 02:42:22.040
by the time I come home,
I'm too tired to cook, I'm too

1938
02:42:22.120 --> 02:42:26.440
tired to watch TV. It's a
it's not a good feeling because even not

1939
02:42:26.559 --> 02:42:28.479
working full time, I feel like
that by the time I get home,

1940
02:42:28.520 --> 02:42:33.760
I'm so drained and I have to
step into my mode. And he don't

1941
02:42:33.760 --> 02:42:37.239
deserve me lashing out at him or
being all tired and exhausted in him not

1942
02:42:37.280 --> 02:42:41.799
being able to get what he needs
because said fair to him, and I

1943
02:42:41.920 --> 02:42:43.239
know, even with him being the
age that he is, like he will

1944
02:42:43.280 --> 02:42:48.399
be fifteen in a week. I'm
really putting in him like, even once

1945
02:42:48.479 --> 02:42:52.639
you leave my space, I am
still your mom. You still have a

1946
02:42:52.719 --> 02:42:54.680
home to come home to. I
don't care what you're going through out in

1947
02:42:54.799 --> 02:42:58.159
the world. Call your mom even
if you mess up, call me.

1948
02:42:58.159 --> 02:43:01.520
Because I didn't. I didn't have
that option. I wasn't able to do

1949
02:43:01.639 --> 02:43:05.479
that and make sure I get in
instilled in him like no, I don't

1950
02:43:05.520 --> 02:43:09.239
care what it is. Call me. You're not by yourself, let me

1951
02:43:09.360 --> 02:43:13.639
help you, because he said that's
cool. They were talking about they are

1952
02:43:13.760 --> 02:43:16.200
like in this health class and they're
talking about like decisions, like good decisions,

1953
02:43:16.280 --> 02:43:20.639
bad decisions, And the teacher said, what would happen if it's two

1954
02:43:20.719 --> 02:43:24.159
am, your friend is drunk and
you all need to get home and your

1955
02:43:24.200 --> 02:43:26.920
friend's trying to drive you home.
What do you do? And he was

1956
02:43:28.000 --> 02:43:30.399
just and he said that he told
the teacher like oh, he said,

1957
02:43:30.440 --> 02:43:33.200
my mom would be mad because I
would have to wake her up and I

1958
02:43:33.319 --> 02:43:35.600
made it. She would be mad. I made a dumb decision. And

1959
02:43:35.719 --> 02:43:39.799
I was like a dumb decision,
Like what do you mean because I was

1960
02:43:39.840 --> 02:43:43.920
out with somebody that I was getting
drunk, and I'm like doling. If

1961
02:43:43.959 --> 02:43:46.120
it's three in the morning and your
friend is drunk, call call your mom.

1962
02:43:46.200 --> 02:43:50.680
I'm coming to get you. I'd
rather get a live child than identify

1963
02:43:50.719 --> 02:43:54.399
then. So I was like,
no, like, even if you can't

1964
02:43:54.479 --> 02:44:01.000
get me, call anybody, because
the whole ride with the logistics after,

1965
02:44:01.600 --> 02:44:05.319
let me get to so what what
has created that thought process that he thinks

1966
02:44:05.559 --> 02:44:11.120
that first before his safety? HM
question? You know what I mean?

1967
02:44:11.319 --> 02:44:15.319
Like what he said, because it
would be a dumb he made a dumb

1968
02:44:15.399 --> 02:44:18.440
decision. I would be mad at
him for making a dumb decision. Yeah,

1969
02:44:18.559 --> 02:44:22.000
but I get I get that.
But something has transpired that that's his

1970
02:44:22.159 --> 02:44:26.120
first thought as opposed to calling you
for safety. You know what I mean.

1971
02:44:26.799 --> 02:44:30.639
I don't know they're angry. I
think it's just I think it's just

1972
02:44:30.760 --> 02:44:35.079
a thing. I think it's just
a thing with kids period, like you

1973
02:44:35.280 --> 02:44:37.200
knowing, Like, damn, bro, I was out doing some ship I

1974
02:44:37.319 --> 02:44:39.840
had no fucking business doing. Now
I gotta call my mom, like now

1975
02:44:39.840 --> 02:44:43.440
I gotta hear this ship. Like
what it is like when my when my

1976
02:44:43.719 --> 02:44:48.440
children were like like the ass stop, I'd be talking to him just like

1977
02:44:48.520 --> 02:44:52.319
this. I literally would talk to
and they felt like I was yelling at

1978
02:44:52.399 --> 02:44:56.840
them. Where mothers don't talk like
this all the time, y'all fussing and

1979
02:44:56.040 --> 02:44:58.639
kind of like b b by.
They don't want to hear that. They

1980
02:45:00.159 --> 02:45:01.520
more afraid of that than I actually
call you and like, Hey, I'm

1981
02:45:01.559 --> 02:45:05.719
I'm in a bad situation. Yeah, I think my I think my kids

1982
02:45:05.760 --> 02:45:09.760
will call me. But he didn't
say he wouldn't call. They said he

1983
02:45:09.920 --> 02:45:13.719
mainly said I'd be mad because he
don't like being good, right, but

1984
02:45:13.920 --> 02:45:18.479
but but but yeah, but look
at think of the reality of that in

1985
02:45:18.559 --> 02:45:22.159
the situation. Is he more prone
to think through like I ain't gonna call

1986
02:45:22.200 --> 02:45:26.399
it. I don't want to hear
her mouth. But but that's why hearing

1987
02:45:26.479 --> 02:45:28.280
him say that for the first time, that's why I'm now I'm gonna keep

1988
02:45:28.319 --> 02:45:31.239
reiterating to you. I don't care
what it is I need you to call.

1989
02:45:33.280 --> 02:45:35.920
Don't think about she gonna be mad, don't think about think about I

1990
02:45:35.000 --> 02:45:39.639
need to call my mom right now. Now that he expressed that, now

1991
02:45:39.680 --> 02:45:41.799
I know that that's something that we
need to work on. I know you're

1992
02:45:41.879 --> 02:45:46.680
gonna hear my mouth and you're gonna
hear my mouth. Are going to be

1993
02:45:46.799 --> 02:45:50.760
worked out. You two things can
be true at once. You can know

1994
02:45:50.879 --> 02:45:52.719
that you can always come to me. But that don't mean to think it

1995
02:45:52.799 --> 02:46:00.479
won't be It ain't gonna be consequences
because you came to me. One thing

1996
02:46:00.520 --> 02:46:03.520
that I learned as an administrator was
that it helped me be a better parent

1997
02:46:03.559 --> 02:46:07.760
because with one thing that was always
gonna happen was the kids. They're gonna

1998
02:46:07.760 --> 02:46:11.680
come back, like they're gonna come
back like me going off on them right

1999
02:46:11.760 --> 02:46:16.920
now. It's me like projecting my
anger on them at that moment, and

2000
02:46:16.159 --> 02:46:20.360
that is never good, especially with
teenagers in high school, Like triggers are

2001
02:46:20.399 --> 02:46:24.079
going up through a kid and trying
to get the truth out of them right

2002
02:46:24.159 --> 02:46:26.239
when they at the peak of like
man, it's fighting and ship like,

2003
02:46:26.319 --> 02:46:31.280
you're not gonna get anywhere with them. So that's when you get cussed out

2004
02:46:31.079 --> 02:46:35.040
exactly exactly. So then it escalates
because then the adult is going back like,

2005
02:46:35.120 --> 02:46:37.440
don't be don't you disrespecting me?
And then it becomes its back and

2006
02:46:37.479 --> 02:46:39.680
forth. It's like, bro,
you knew they was mad, right,

2007
02:46:39.959 --> 02:46:43.559
let him calm down. That's that's
equivalent to a police officer going to a

2008
02:46:43.639 --> 02:46:48.000
hostile situation trying to de escalate some
ship by escalating. It's just the same

2009
02:46:48.040 --> 02:46:50.440
ship, but they got guns and
ship they shoot like that nigga who ran

2010
02:46:50.559 --> 02:46:56.920
up on my mama and in school
right right. So, so my daughter

2011
02:46:56.000 --> 02:46:58.360
called me at three o'clock in the
morning. I'm like, what the fuck

2012
02:46:58.399 --> 02:47:01.440
are you doing? In my head? What the fuck are you doing out

2013
02:47:01.440 --> 02:47:03.879
with this? But you called me, I'm gonna get you. I'm gonna

2014
02:47:03.879 --> 02:47:11.079
take you home. And but but
but, knowing my one of my daughters,

2015
02:47:11.159 --> 02:47:13.319
she's gonna talk about it in the
car a little bit. And I'm

2016
02:47:13.399 --> 02:47:16.280
like, all right, well,
are you ready to talk about it?

2017
02:47:16.280 --> 02:47:18.639
That's talk about I'm not gonna actually
project any anger with it. I'm like,

2018
02:47:18.719 --> 02:47:20.479
so, what the what what happened? Like why are we? Why

2019
02:47:20.479 --> 02:47:22.959
are we here? Kind of thing, and talk about it. I know

2020
02:47:22.079 --> 02:47:26.120
that's like gentle parenting kind of sound, and almost sounds like back in the

2021
02:47:26.200 --> 02:47:28.440
day that's white because if usually your
mama your daddy show upree l like of

2022
02:47:28.440 --> 02:47:31.200
money, whooping your ass or beating
you upside the head something. But I

2023
02:47:31.360 --> 02:47:35.319
barely got to punch my kids in
this ship. I very rarely do.

2024
02:47:35.120 --> 02:47:41.079
I mean, I've gotten some real
like you telling me this kind of ship

2025
02:47:41.120 --> 02:47:43.920
from kids. I have to act
like I don't. I'm not surprised by

2026
02:47:43.959 --> 02:47:45.520
it, like all right, well
what are we gonna do about that?

2027
02:47:46.000 --> 02:47:50.799
So you know, even in my
head like really so yeah, I mean,

2028
02:47:50.879 --> 02:47:54.479
my my kid was comfortable enough to
come to me and buy a strap

2029
02:47:54.600 --> 02:48:01.120
on. So so that's and she
actually she just showed me one the other

2030
02:48:01.239 --> 02:48:03.239
day. She was like, Monk, you say this because I don't want

2031
02:48:03.280 --> 02:48:05.440
to. I don't want to be
disloyal and go buy it from somewhere else.

2032
02:48:05.719 --> 02:48:11.879
But yeah, I mean I think
that's important. Everybody don't have an

2033
02:48:11.879 --> 02:48:15.319
action, I mean, honestly speaking
to you, if something if the ship

2034
02:48:15.399 --> 02:48:20.120
hit the fan with me right now, I I can't call my parents and

2035
02:48:20.360 --> 02:48:22.360
they can't. I literally I can't
pick up the phone and call them.

2036
02:48:22.399 --> 02:48:26.559
I have to call some I got
to figure out something else. I have

2037
02:48:26.680 --> 02:48:28.600
to call one of my siblings.
Honestly, I have to call one of

2038
02:48:28.639 --> 02:48:33.559
my friends. That's just the reality, and it sucks. But it's just

2039
02:48:33.799 --> 02:48:35.879
this is right, the dope thing
that I've actually recognized that my daughters actually

2040
02:48:35.879 --> 02:48:39.719
have a relationship with each other outside
of Yeah, that's that's crazy to me.

2041
02:48:39.799 --> 02:48:43.760
Right now, they be hanging in
each other, they'll call each other,

2042
02:48:43.840 --> 02:48:48.079
they be ribbing us. You know, you know, your mama did

2043
02:48:48.200 --> 02:48:56.760
this definite call that older brother.
I was like, that'srange talk to your

2044
02:48:56.840 --> 02:48:58.799
daughter because she's just talk she's time
home. I'm like, what what you

2045
02:48:58.840 --> 02:49:03.280
know? Yahn do the same thing. So, but my son will just

2046
02:49:03.319 --> 02:49:05.920
sit there and be laughing at all
of them because he'd be like, ma,

2047
02:49:07.280 --> 02:49:16.600
I'm like new generation. But it's
like it was always a it was

2048
02:49:16.639 --> 02:49:20.040
all My relationship with my mom was
always like a gift and a curse because

2049
02:49:20.040 --> 02:49:26.239
it was like we had that open
communication where you know, I could talk

2050
02:49:26.280 --> 02:49:28.920
to her about stuff and whatever,
but it was like it was more so

2051
02:49:31.159 --> 02:49:35.479
like just kind of telling her things
I knew better than to really look for

2052
02:49:35.559 --> 02:49:41.879
like any type of emotional support from
her. And that is why, like

2053
02:49:41.840 --> 02:49:48.280
when I started dating Mark and me
and his mom got so close, all

2054
02:49:48.360 --> 02:49:54.479
of those years of not having a
nurturing parent, a person who like it

2055
02:49:54.639 --> 02:49:58.120
was just it was a different feeling, you know what I'm saying. And

2056
02:49:58.239 --> 02:50:03.440
it's like my mom, I don't
want it to get you know, confused,

2057
02:50:03.520 --> 02:50:09.440
like it's just one hundred percent bad
with her because it's not like yeah,

2058
02:50:11.040 --> 02:50:15.959
but it was like it's just it's
different. Like I was able to

2059
02:50:16.520 --> 02:50:20.639
call my mom for stuff, because
my mom was actually the go to for

2060
02:50:20.000 --> 02:50:26.280
everybody, my cousins, my friends. I can't tell you how many motherfuckers

2061
02:50:26.319 --> 02:50:30.280
then moved in our house because you
know, they had trouble at home and

2062
02:50:30.479 --> 02:50:33.120
parents put them out, and shit, they was downstairs in the basement or

2063
02:50:33.159 --> 02:50:37.639
you know, eating the food and
doing everything else. Like, my mom

2064
02:50:37.799 --> 02:50:39.559
wasn't the type of person to turn
anybody away. Like I said, she

2065
02:50:39.639 --> 02:50:46.440
became a foster parent. So it
wasn't that it was just work and money

2066
02:50:46.719 --> 02:50:54.079
was always my mom's Achilles hill.
Like that was it was always down to

2067
02:50:54.200 --> 02:50:58.159
money, money, money, money, money. So as I got older,

2068
02:50:58.680 --> 02:51:01.159
arguments, money money, money,
money, money, and now if

2069
02:51:01.159 --> 02:51:03.520
we fight, it's gonna be money, money, money, money, Like

2070
02:51:05.280 --> 02:51:11.319
it seems like money was always the
most important thing to her, and then

2071
02:51:13.000 --> 02:51:18.280
life humbled the fuck out of her
and it literally took everything. All of

2072
02:51:18.399 --> 02:51:22.639
these things that she valued, all
of these things that she always put in

2073
02:51:22.719 --> 02:51:26.120
front of her family, everything is
gone and she never got it back.

2074
02:51:26.840 --> 02:51:31.239
So these cars and shit that you
used to pride yourself pH on, all

2075
02:51:31.280 --> 02:51:35.040
this expensive jurry, your house,
your job, all of this shit is

2076
02:51:35.120 --> 02:51:39.120
fucking gone. You got you got
all this health shit going on. You

2077
02:51:39.159 --> 02:51:41.799
can't work, you can't do none
of that shit. No more so now

2078
02:51:41.879 --> 02:51:46.840
it's like you're forced in a situation
where you have to live with the daughter

2079
02:51:46.920 --> 02:51:52.680
who you've basically avoided her entire fucking
life. And now you surprised because I'm

2080
02:51:52.760 --> 02:51:56.520
like, we don't have that bond
like that, because we don't like I

2081
02:51:56.719 --> 02:52:00.520
love you and I appreciate you for
all of the shit that you did do.

2082
02:52:00.799 --> 02:52:01.680
And even my mom was like that, like, yeah, I can

2083
02:52:01.760 --> 02:52:05.920
always come home. I had to
go back home a couple of times.

2084
02:52:05.000 --> 02:52:07.920
But it was like, even when
going home, I was fighting to get

2085
02:52:07.959 --> 02:52:13.360
the fuck out of it because it's
like, I know it's going to come

2086
02:52:13.520 --> 02:52:18.719
with some kind of stipulations of me
regretting it in the end, because you're

2087
02:52:18.719 --> 02:52:22.200
gonna make me feel like I owe
you. And that's exactly what even when

2088
02:52:22.239 --> 02:52:26.639
you're living with me. You've been
living with me for six seven fucking years,

2089
02:52:26.159 --> 02:52:31.360
Rent and Bill free, and you
will still make it seem like I

2090
02:52:31.719 --> 02:52:37.920
ain't living with you. No fucking
six seven years into my adulthood. So

2091
02:52:37.000 --> 02:52:41.360
what is we doing here? You
know what I'm saying, Like I don't

2092
02:52:41.399 --> 02:52:50.440
know, but because yeah, and
then it's like even, and then even

2093
02:52:50.559 --> 02:52:54.319
even when you move, even when
you moved yourself into my place, you

2094
02:52:54.360 --> 02:52:56.559
had a nigga with you. So
now that's two bodies that I'm taking care

2095
02:52:56.600 --> 02:53:03.000
of rent free bill. And then
it's snow, really really bad for those

2096
02:53:03.040 --> 02:53:07.200
who don't know, I have a
house on the corner. When I was

2097
02:53:07.639 --> 02:53:13.600
coming home from work, you text
me and tell me that I need to

2098
02:53:13.799 --> 02:53:18.600
stop and bring some money and some
beer home because he did the snow.

2099
02:53:18.399 --> 02:53:22.239
Why would I pay him to shovel
snow in the house that he living in

2100
02:53:22.360 --> 02:53:26.559
for free? And then when I
tell you that, well, never again,

2101
02:53:26.799 --> 02:53:31.959
never again, y'all can leave,
because if I'm gonna pay somebody to

2102
02:53:31.079 --> 02:53:35.360
do some snow, they damn sure
not gonna be living here. Y'all not

2103
02:53:35.479 --> 02:53:41.040
buying groceries, y'all not paying no
fucking bills. That's the case. Because

2104
02:53:41.280 --> 02:53:43.719
because even Win didn't joked about shit, I've rented the fucking basement out.

2105
02:53:45.159 --> 02:53:48.920
I can literally have somebody renting because
it's their own little apartment down there,

2106
02:53:50.280 --> 02:53:58.280
y'all taking them space. It's like
you got your own little like it's a

2107
02:53:58.360 --> 02:54:03.719
bedroom down down there. It's a
full like furnished living area down there.

2108
02:54:03.840 --> 02:54:09.000
Like you gotta wash your ass,
use the bathroom and make you something to

2109
02:54:09.079 --> 02:54:16.440
eat. Other than that, I
don't got to see you. But I'm

2110
02:54:16.479 --> 02:54:22.479
just saying, like, but you
really thought that you were supposed to charge

2111
02:54:22.559 --> 02:54:26.440
me for doing the snow because well, it was a lot of snow.

2112
02:54:26.959 --> 02:54:30.440
There's a lot of bills in this
motherfucker. What do you mean, right,

2113
02:54:31.559 --> 02:54:33.959
because because because I'm not renting,
I own this house, so I

2114
02:54:35.079 --> 02:54:39.760
have to pay for every fucking thing. I got property taxes on top of

2115
02:54:39.799 --> 02:54:43.920
my mortgage. I got homeowners insurance, I got water bill, I got

2116
02:54:43.000 --> 02:54:46.559
we energies, I got all this. When shit goes like, but I

2117
02:54:46.639 --> 02:54:54.479
gotta pay you to do the snow? Here are you gonna crack? But

2118
02:54:54.799 --> 02:55:00.840
to have to explain that to an
adults is mind boggling to have to explain

2119
02:55:01.000 --> 02:55:05.840
that philosophy to But there's some people
have never having to explain it to her

2120
02:55:05.959 --> 02:55:09.920
when she is literally paid for everything
and taking care of this nigga because he's

2121
02:55:09.959 --> 02:55:13.760
never had his own car, he's
never had his own anything. So it's

2122
02:55:13.879 --> 02:55:20.040
like there's a mentality of people who
have like habitat fear humanity homes and they

2123
02:55:20.120 --> 02:55:24.399
are pretty much gifted every single thing
up to like the appliances and ship and

2124
02:55:24.440 --> 02:55:28.079
then they got to put the work
in for them houses though they gotta help

2125
02:55:28.120 --> 02:55:31.040
you. Yeah off, but after
that, you know they'll you know,

2126
02:55:31.120 --> 02:55:33.440
the sweat equity is in there.
But then they have the space. But

2127
02:55:33.479 --> 02:55:37.040
then they still have a renter's mentality, so it's certain extent they're like,

2128
02:55:37.120 --> 02:55:39.120
well, ship, the refrigerator wasn't
working, so I stopped paying my rent,

2129
02:55:39.239 --> 02:55:43.959
Like Nigga's not rent this mortgage.
They gonna take this motherfucker. You

2130
02:55:43.040 --> 02:55:46.079
can't do that. You can't interact
with your mortgage bank like you are your

2131
02:55:46.159 --> 02:55:50.600
landlord. That's not the same thing. People that they'll lose their house because

2132
02:55:50.600 --> 02:55:52.559
they have that mentality that just it's
just wild to me that they think that

2133
02:55:54.840 --> 02:55:58.159
it's come down to me. Like
it got to a point where like I

2134
02:55:58.360 --> 02:56:03.079
wasn't I was in a really bad
space mentally and like I wasn't paying because

2135
02:56:03.120 --> 02:56:07.600
I'm like, bro, if they
go ahead and they foreclothes on this bitch

2136
02:56:07.639 --> 02:56:11.440
and they take it, I am
free and clear of them. I can

2137
02:56:11.559 --> 02:56:16.360
start the fuck over, like I
can just I don't have to worry about

2138
02:56:16.399 --> 02:56:18.440
nobody but me and my kid.
I was that fed up to where I'm

2139
02:56:18.479 --> 02:56:24.040
like, this is my only way, like really forcing them out. And

2140
02:56:24.879 --> 02:56:26.079
at the last minute I was like, you know what, I went ahead.

2141
02:56:26.159 --> 02:56:31.000
I paid everything. But it was
just like even then with me telling

2142
02:56:31.079 --> 02:56:33.280
her like y'all got to find some
place to live, like showed her the

2143
02:56:33.520 --> 02:56:37.920
paperwork and everything, it's like these
motherfuckers weren't trying to like do nothing.

2144
02:56:37.399 --> 02:56:41.159
I had to put out my wife, wife's mother, my mother in law.

2145
02:56:41.479 --> 02:56:43.760
We had to say down and have
a conversation, this ain't this ain't

2146
02:56:43.799 --> 02:56:46.959
working, fam, you got it. That was hard. But the fact

2147
02:56:48.000 --> 02:56:50.799
that she sat down with me and
agreed with me was it was crazy.

2148
02:56:50.879 --> 02:56:54.159
But to go to somebody who you
know, that has been taking that has

2149
02:56:54.200 --> 02:56:58.079
taken care of you know, their
family for all this life and they come

2150
02:56:58.120 --> 02:57:01.280
over and do some more traveling and
ship like, sorry, this ain't gonna

2151
02:57:01.319 --> 02:57:03.600
work, this is this is my
this is my house. Yeah, And

2152
02:57:03.719 --> 02:57:09.760
then it was like having somebody staying
with you and knowing that you know,

2153
02:57:09.879 --> 02:57:16.559
you're struggling with things and they are
not contributing, and it's basically like just

2154
02:57:18.000 --> 02:57:22.399
because they're used to you figuring things
out. That was a fucked up thing.

2155
02:57:22.559 --> 02:57:28.399
Like Kayla was the only person like
who I like actually sat down and

2156
02:57:28.559 --> 02:57:35.360
like talked to about like my lights
and shit last year, like at the

2157
02:57:35.440 --> 02:57:37.680
end of last summer, Like y'all
know, I was dealing with all of

2158
02:57:37.719 --> 02:57:41.639
that shit with after I got hurt
and then I had the fucking surgery,

2159
02:57:41.719 --> 02:57:46.760
Like I had all of this shit
going on, like I wasn't bringing in

2160
02:57:46.399 --> 02:57:50.319
money and shit like that, and
then it's like the money that I was

2161
02:57:50.440 --> 02:57:52.680
bringing in, I was trying to
catch up on all of the ship that

2162
02:57:52.760 --> 02:57:58.360
I wasn't able to pay when I
wasn't able to work. Yeah, I'm

2163
02:57:58.600 --> 02:58:03.280
dealing with right now, and it's
like I wasn't I wasn't able to make

2164
02:58:03.399 --> 02:58:07.399
all that fucking money back because I
was doing all them fucking rentals and shit

2165
02:58:07.440 --> 02:58:11.399
because the car went down. And
then it's like it was fine when I

2166
02:58:11.559 --> 02:58:16.120
was able to do all that work, but once I got hurt in December,

2167
02:58:16.840 --> 02:58:22.399
that shit fucking that shut so much
shit down because I wasn't able to

2168
02:58:22.520 --> 02:58:24.079
do that. I wasn't able to
do deliveries, I wasn't able to do

2169
02:58:24.200 --> 02:58:26.879
Amazon, I wasn't able to do
door Dash and grub Hub and all of

2170
02:58:26.920 --> 02:58:31.280
that shit. I literally had to
sit the fuck down. And I didn't

2171
02:58:31.319 --> 02:58:35.680
get the job I have now until
April. So by the time I start

2172
02:58:35.760 --> 02:58:39.959
getting paid, this ain't until damn
near June. So by this time,

2173
02:58:41.079 --> 02:58:43.040
I'm trying to Yeah, I'm trying
to catch up on all this other kind

2174
02:58:43.079 --> 02:58:46.600
of shit, and it's like I'm
drowning. Now. One time, did

2175
02:58:46.639 --> 02:58:52.239
you, you know, kind of
step up to help with that? So

2176
02:58:52.760 --> 02:58:56.959
I don't know. I just it's
always a price or something. And that's

2177
02:58:58.040 --> 02:59:01.440
why, even though I knew with
her the option was always there, I

2178
02:59:01.920 --> 02:59:05.959
tried to utilize it as less as
possible, because, Bro, I don't

2179
02:59:05.000 --> 02:59:09.639
want to feel like I owe you
nothing. I don't want to feel like

2180
02:59:09.799 --> 02:59:13.959
the person who I'm supposed to be
able to come to and it's gonna have

2181
02:59:13.200 --> 02:59:18.680
my back, is going to have
my back for a price. And that's

2182
02:59:18.719 --> 02:59:20.760
how it's always felt. It's always
felt like the women in our family is

2183
02:59:20.840 --> 02:59:24.760
transactional, Like I don't like to
ask my antis and shit for nothing because

2184
02:59:24.799 --> 02:59:31.959
it's like, well, what you're
gonna do for me? Like yeah,

2185
02:59:31.719 --> 02:59:37.680
And it's so funny because it's like
my mom will say about yo granny and

2186
02:59:37.799 --> 02:59:39.840
your mom doing it. It's like, bro, all y'all the same.

2187
02:59:39.840 --> 02:59:41.200
That's why y'all don't get along when
y'all be having y'all beef and shit,

2188
02:59:41.200 --> 02:59:45.920
because y'all do the same shit.
Y'all treat motherfuckers the same way. Y'all

2189
02:59:45.959 --> 02:59:48.799
always feel like you can't do something
for somebody unless you're getting something out of

2190
02:59:48.879 --> 02:59:58.399
it. So going back to what
I said earlier about if you don't heal

2191
03:00:00.159 --> 03:00:03.200
yourself and like recognize, you know, what your traumas are and try to

2192
03:00:03.239 --> 03:00:07.559
correct that shit, you can pass
it down to your kids. This is

2193
03:00:07.639 --> 03:00:11.920
one of those things. Now,
this is triggering, you know, trigger

2194
03:00:13.079 --> 03:00:20.799
borning. It does discuss, you
know, sexual abuse. So just throwing

2195
03:00:20.840 --> 03:00:22.239
that out there if you need to, you know, take take a minute.

2196
03:00:24.079 --> 03:00:28.200
But she don't hear, Okay,
give me an example, please,

2197
03:00:28.000 --> 03:00:35.120
Like I told her, like,
hey mom, I got violated and stuff

2198
03:00:35.159 --> 03:00:39.559
like that in January, and she
lit a cigarette and was like okay,

2199
03:00:41.360 --> 03:00:43.360
and then she didn't say that,
and then I got up and I walked

2200
03:00:43.360 --> 03:00:46.399
off. What was going through your
mind at the moment? I was blessed

2201
03:00:46.479 --> 03:00:50.600
when I was younger. This is
a trigger conversation for me. One thing

2202
03:00:50.680 --> 03:00:56.360
I will not do is sit here
and be ridiculed by my own childhood knows

2203
03:00:56.440 --> 03:00:58.719
I will go to the ends of
the earth for you. You know it.

2204
03:01:00.399 --> 03:01:01.680
He said, you can said your
peace. Now you listen to me.

2205
03:01:03.040 --> 03:01:05.079
And the reasons why I didn't say
nothing because you know this already.

2206
03:01:05.280 --> 03:01:09.159
If you felt like you needed more
help, I'm not the one to help

2207
03:01:09.200 --> 03:01:11.360
you with it because I ain't gone, I ain't done with my own healing.

2208
03:01:11.559 --> 03:01:13.920
And you know this, this is
not something I hear from you.

2209
03:01:13.319 --> 03:01:16.239
So if you needed that healing,
what you should have did what got yourself

2210
03:01:16.319 --> 03:01:20.040
and to look over professional help or
reached out to being said I need profession

2211
03:01:20.200 --> 03:01:28.879
help, so I I can't help
myself. So I have like mixed feelings

2212
03:01:28.879 --> 03:01:33.799
about that. And it's like,
as a person who has been through it,

2213
03:01:37.520 --> 03:01:45.159
I empathized with her, but it's
like both actually, because I felt

2214
03:01:45.200 --> 03:01:48.559
how the daughter felt like I talked
to my mom about it, and my

2215
03:01:48.639 --> 03:01:54.959
mom just she didn't. It's like
she doesn't have the emotional capacity of being

2216
03:01:54.000 --> 03:02:00.399
a mom, And I felt like
she just kind of looked at me as

2217
03:02:01.000 --> 03:02:07.000
an obligation versus, this is my
daughter. I love her. It was

2218
03:02:07.079 --> 03:02:11.639
a she's here now, I gotta
do what I gotta do to take care

2219
03:02:11.719 --> 03:02:13.159
of her. I don't want nobody
to say I'm a bad mom. So

2220
03:02:13.280 --> 03:02:18.360
this is the shit I'm gonna do. It's like that switch never and I

2221
03:02:18.440 --> 03:02:24.520
feel like it's possible that that switch
never flipped from my mom because my mom

2222
03:02:24.680 --> 03:02:28.280
didn't want to have me. Yeah, I remember you talking about it.

2223
03:02:28.440 --> 03:02:31.840
Yeah. So it's like the other
part two is how was she raised?

2224
03:02:31.200 --> 03:02:33.639
Because that's the other side of it
too, because like I can say for

2225
03:02:33.760 --> 03:02:37.399
myself, my mother wasn't raised by
her mother. She was raised by my

2226
03:02:37.479 --> 03:02:41.399
grandmother, my great grandmother, and
my grandfather, and so she didn't have

2227
03:02:41.479 --> 03:02:45.760
that maternal instinct. So therefore when
I was being raised, I didn't have

2228
03:02:45.879 --> 03:02:48.760
that either. And the same thing
like, even though my dad was raised

2229
03:02:48.799 --> 03:02:50.760
by his family, he was like
the youngest boy of eleven, So when

2230
03:02:50.760 --> 03:02:54.159
you're the youngest boy eleven, he
just like he out like he's just doing

2231
03:02:54.239 --> 03:02:56.200
his own thing. Like just like
as long as he, you know,

2232
03:02:56.319 --> 03:03:00.360
come back and bring money and bring
money into the house, you know,

2233
03:03:00.520 --> 03:03:03.280
he's fine. So it's one of
those situations where it's like you kind of

2234
03:03:03.319 --> 03:03:05.959
have to go back. But at
the same token, a lot of times

2235
03:03:05.000 --> 03:03:07.840
it's so triggering for them. They're
not gonna share that with you and tell

2236
03:03:07.879 --> 03:03:11.559
you what they're you know how they
were raised as well either, so then

2237
03:03:11.600 --> 03:03:13.680
you you kind of in the dark, not knowing how they were raised,

2238
03:03:15.440 --> 03:03:18.239
me trying to figure it out.
Seeing for me, I felt like my

2239
03:03:18.280 --> 03:03:20.040
mom had had no fucking excuse because
my mom was the baby. She was

2240
03:03:20.120 --> 03:03:26.600
the favorite my mom. My mom
and my grandma were like this, like

2241
03:03:26.799 --> 03:03:31.280
she loved my mom to like the
house that I grew up in. She

2242
03:03:31.399 --> 03:03:35.079
got the house because my granny signed
a house over to her. My granny

2243
03:03:35.159 --> 03:03:41.559
did every like they had an actual
relationship. There was so much love there

2244
03:03:41.799 --> 03:03:48.000
and just that's why I feel like
it was because she didn't want to be

2245
03:03:48.040 --> 03:03:50.680
a mom. My dad was please
don't kill my baby, don't do this,

2246
03:03:50.879 --> 03:03:56.000
don't do that, and convinced her
just to end up being a single

2247
03:03:56.079 --> 03:04:01.479
mom. But it's like even before
her, you know, they divorced,

2248
03:04:03.120 --> 03:04:07.920
my strongest bond was with my dad. Me and my dad went everywhere together.

2249
03:04:09.159 --> 03:04:11.079
We you know, he was the
one doing my hair in the morning.

2250
03:04:11.479 --> 03:04:16.280
He was taking me to you know, school and picking me up every

2251
03:04:16.360 --> 03:04:20.319
single field trip. My father never
missed the field trip. He was It

2252
03:04:20.520 --> 03:04:26.239
was her and him and my friend, her mom Kim two favorite. Everybody

2253
03:04:26.280 --> 03:04:30.600
always wanted to be in one of
our groups, and then because me and

2254
03:04:30.920 --> 03:04:33.799
her daughter was close, our groups
was gonna end up being by each other

2255
03:04:33.879 --> 03:04:39.239
anyway. So it was like you
know what I'm saying, like yeah,

2256
03:04:39.559 --> 03:04:43.600
yeah, until she couldn't do that
no more, right, So I feel

2257
03:04:43.719 --> 03:04:50.399
like, you know, it was
never something that she wanted. She didn't

2258
03:04:50.559 --> 03:04:54.159
want that type of bond with me. And then it's like if you know

2259
03:04:54.360 --> 03:04:58.920
my dad and know like how much
I really looked like my father, Like

2260
03:05:00.840 --> 03:05:03.559
when I'm girly, you can see
my mom, but it's like when it's

2261
03:05:03.639 --> 03:05:07.520
just like a regular like I'm just
like, it's even my uncle, my

2262
03:05:07.639 --> 03:05:09.520
dad's brother, Like he said that
all the time. He'd be like,

2263
03:05:09.600 --> 03:05:13.079
dude, he was like, you
even walk like your dad, Like you

2264
03:05:13.159 --> 03:05:16.840
know what I mean. So it's
like it's so much of my father and

2265
03:05:16.920 --> 03:05:18.440
me, and I feel like I
just feel like there's a lot of resentment

2266
03:05:18.479 --> 03:05:22.319
there that she really don't want to
admit. And I'm like, I would

2267
03:05:22.399 --> 03:05:26.920
rather you admit it because then shit
would make sense, but she's not gonna

2268
03:05:26.959 --> 03:05:28.920
be able to because and that's that's
her. That's still trickering for her.

2269
03:05:30.000 --> 03:05:31.319
Once again, so she's not gonna
be able to go ahead and ever admit

2270
03:05:31.399 --> 03:05:35.639
that. And I've had those I
had had those conversations with my mom.

2271
03:05:35.719 --> 03:05:39.399
We finally got to a point where
she was like okay, and we both

2272
03:05:39.440 --> 03:05:41.440
were able to go ahead and have
that forgiveness portion of it. And so

2273
03:05:41.600 --> 03:05:43.840
we were able to get to that
point. But then it was because of

2274
03:05:43.920 --> 03:05:46.200
me having to say, well,
hey, I see because of this,

2275
03:05:46.360 --> 03:05:50.360
this and this, this explains why
you were the way that you were.

2276
03:05:50.920 --> 03:05:52.879
And so then I had to kind
of be like that she she ain't taken

2277
03:05:52.959 --> 03:05:56.399
responsibility for shit. She don't feel
like she did nothing wrong. She felt

2278
03:05:56.440 --> 03:06:00.639
like she was the perfect mom,
and she gets offended by the wrong shit.

2279
03:06:01.600 --> 03:06:05.120
It's like y'all just saw on the
text messages. I told her like

2280
03:06:05.879 --> 03:06:09.399
you were a great provider, Like
I didn't want for shit, but what

2281
03:06:09.559 --> 03:06:16.239
I wanted was an actual relationship,
Like you literally cannot name things that we

2282
03:06:16.600 --> 03:06:22.079
had to bond over, Like it's
just you know, what's my favorite color?

2283
03:06:22.319 --> 03:06:28.920
You know? Like so it's like
I don't know. But I also

2284
03:06:28.000 --> 03:06:31.959
feel like as far as the video, like you're telling her like, well,

2285
03:06:31.000 --> 03:06:35.280
you should have got professional help.
You didn't even go get professional help,

2286
03:06:37.319 --> 03:06:39.920
right, but also that too,
like depend upon where her age was

2287
03:06:39.959 --> 03:06:41.040
at that point, she wouldn't have
been I was like, she wouldn't have

2288
03:06:41.040 --> 03:06:45.000
been able to get professional help without
her permission, so she wouldn't have been

2289
03:06:45.040 --> 03:06:48.079
able to or even in like,
well, you should have told me you

2290
03:06:48.200 --> 03:06:52.200
needed it. If you just said
that you haven't done the healing for yourself,

2291
03:06:54.319 --> 03:06:56.200
that should have automatically clicked to be
like, you know what, I

2292
03:06:56.399 --> 03:07:00.360
know how I'm still dealing with this
all these years later, I need to

2293
03:07:00.360 --> 03:07:05.760
get my baby some help. You
so you're mad at her for feeling like

2294
03:07:05.399 --> 03:07:09.879
you weren't supportive in the moment that
she needed you most because you feel like,

2295
03:07:09.159 --> 03:07:11.520
well, you should have knew that
I was going through shit well as

2296
03:07:11.559 --> 03:07:16.799
a person who has gone through that, as a person who was gone through

2297
03:07:16.840 --> 03:07:20.600
that, you I don't know.
I just I feel like she handled that

2298
03:07:20.680 --> 03:07:26.120
wrong, like I think I think
as a parent, she most definitely did,

2299
03:07:26.159 --> 03:07:28.040
because it's like she put it all
back on her and it's like,

2300
03:07:28.120 --> 03:07:31.479
that's not the way it goes.
As a parent. Is your responsibility to

2301
03:07:31.600 --> 03:07:37.399
protect your child, is your responsibility
to provide for your child, And as

2302
03:07:37.440 --> 03:07:39.920
a parent, that don't stop when
they turn eighteen, even when they get

2303
03:07:41.000 --> 03:07:43.440
grown. So if you knew all
that stuff was going on, you should

2304
03:07:43.479 --> 03:07:48.159
have been seeking professional health. You've
been where she is, so why not

2305
03:07:48.280 --> 03:07:52.479
help her with that? Because even
as an example is an example, May

2306
03:07:52.920 --> 03:08:01.600
twenty eighteen, when I knew something
was wrong, I took her and got

2307
03:08:01.639 --> 03:08:09.120
her evaluated because I'm like, I
know how long it took me to get

2308
03:08:09.239 --> 03:08:11.159
help and to get therapy, and
shit, I didn't have that as a

2309
03:08:11.239 --> 03:08:16.799
child when I needed it. So
when I sat down and I talked to

2310
03:08:16.879 --> 03:08:20.200
her, I knew, I'm like, we gotta get her some help.

2311
03:08:22.159 --> 03:08:26.600
And even then my mother talked to
me so fuck. She wasn't here.

2312
03:08:26.799 --> 03:08:31.600
She was down south with my stepdad. My mom talked to me so boud

2313
03:08:31.639 --> 03:08:35.680
like I hung up on her because
you know this, this is your fault

2314
03:08:35.719 --> 03:08:37.200
and this is this and this is
it because I'm trying to get my fucking

2315
03:08:37.280 --> 03:08:41.840
daughter help because I know that mentally
she's not she's not doing good. That's

2316
03:08:41.840 --> 03:08:48.120
what I need, right, no, right, And you messed my baby

2317
03:08:48.239 --> 03:08:50.520
up and now she this and she
did, and now she got like,

2318
03:08:50.840 --> 03:08:52.600
bro, I'm not trying to hear
it. So I hung up on But

2319
03:08:52.719 --> 03:08:58.280
it's like I actually went and got
my daughter help. You watch me fucking

2320
03:08:58.319 --> 03:09:03.319
struggle, right, So how dare
you? You know what I'm saying?

2321
03:09:03.440 --> 03:09:07.280
Like, So it's just like I
said, it's not one hundred percent bad.

2322
03:09:07.440 --> 03:09:09.280
My mom had, you know,
her good points as far as like

2323
03:09:09.399 --> 03:09:13.879
with being able to talk to her
about certain things or you know, her

2324
03:09:13.959 --> 03:09:20.760
coming through for certain things. But
it's just always feeling like she was gonna

2325
03:09:20.799 --> 03:09:22.879
want to return on her investment,
you know what I'm saying. Like,

2326
03:09:24.760 --> 03:09:28.159
I went out and when I needed
a car for work, I went out

2327
03:09:28.479 --> 03:09:31.840
and I signed for this car with
a twenty four point nine to nine percent

2328
03:09:33.000 --> 03:09:39.079
interest rate because I didn't want to
ask her to co sign. And all

2329
03:09:39.120 --> 03:09:45.639
of this came about because she knew
that I had just got a job.

2330
03:09:45.719 --> 03:09:50.479
I need a way to work.
The moment she gets mad, she takes

2331
03:09:50.520 --> 03:09:52.559
away what she know you need.
So she's one of them, Well I

2332
03:09:52.600 --> 03:09:56.120
don't know how you go get to
work today. Well, I don't put

2333
03:09:56.200 --> 03:10:00.559
my keys down, don't touch my
keys, and she's she's actually to flex

2334
03:10:00.639 --> 03:10:03.559
on me like that a couple of
times, and I said, oh okay,

2335
03:10:03.959 --> 03:10:09.360
well then you put my house keys
down. So now it's so yeah,

2336
03:10:11.639 --> 03:10:15.840
I can catch an uber, I
can catch the bus, I can

2337
03:10:15.879 --> 03:10:20.639
get a ride where you go live
at. So now it's like she's gotten

2338
03:10:20.680 --> 03:10:22.639
to a point where she know whenever
she would try to play that with the

2339
03:10:22.719 --> 03:10:26.040
car keys ship, I'd be like, all right, well rent doing the

2340
03:10:26.120 --> 03:10:33.120
first. She quit doing that ship
but prior to but she couldn't do it

2341
03:10:33.200 --> 03:10:35.159
with me, but she was still
able to do it with my stepdad.

2342
03:10:35.239 --> 03:10:39.360
So the moment she get mad at
him, well, don't touch my truck

2343
03:10:39.440 --> 03:10:43.879
key. He ain't got nothing to
he just can't take He can't take her

2344
03:10:43.200 --> 03:10:46.920
truck, he ain't got ship.
So now it's either you finish, sit

2345
03:10:46.959 --> 03:10:50.440
your ass in the house, or
you're finna call somebody to come get you

2346
03:10:50.520 --> 03:10:54.840
because you ain't got no choice.
For me, it's like, all right,

2347
03:10:54.840 --> 03:11:00.440
we'll tell you what drop my house
key there. It's either that or

2348
03:11:00.719 --> 03:11:03.600
rent do on the first. So
you could doing that shit now because you

2349
03:11:03.719 --> 03:11:09.600
realize it don't hit the same as
it did when I needed you. And

2350
03:11:09.719 --> 03:11:13.639
I feel like my mom really has
this thing where she she felt like people

2351
03:11:13.719 --> 03:11:18.719
who need her you do not want
to be abunder her. So now that

2352
03:11:18.840 --> 03:11:22.000
we don't have that dynamic anymore where
I need her to survive. It's like,

2353
03:11:28.520 --> 03:11:31.440
yeah, yeah, it sounds like
family counseling session. Yeah, but

2354
03:11:31.559 --> 03:11:39.079
she ain't gonna go. Yeah.
So this is this is the last parents

2355
03:11:39.319 --> 03:11:43.799
video that we're playing, you know, for the night. And once again

2356
03:11:43.879 --> 03:11:48.440
the comments pissed me off because I
hate how when you know y'all already know

2357
03:11:48.479 --> 03:11:54.680
how I feel about when kids are
expressing themselves and adults automatically feel like they're

2358
03:11:54.760 --> 03:11:58.559
not entitled to, you know,
having boundaries and shit, and it's like

2359
03:11:58.959 --> 03:12:01.319
when you absent parents, Bro,
you ain't got no, you ain't got

2360
03:12:01.360 --> 03:12:07.920
no serv that shirt. So my
baby, I don't call me sorry I'm

2361
03:12:07.040 --> 03:12:22.719
killing I'm so sorry. I was. I'm sorry. I screwed up and

2362
03:12:22.840 --> 03:12:30.600
might have kids sometimes it just happens. That doesn't mean I don't care about

2363
03:12:30.639 --> 03:12:46.319
you. I I looked like too. Wasn't that simple? You don't know

2364
03:12:46.399 --> 03:12:52.079
my favorite color? You don't know
my favorite yellow? No it's not now

2365
03:12:52.120 --> 03:12:58.719
it's black. I think you had
so many people who own this little girl

2366
03:12:58.760 --> 03:13:05.239
a for what, Well, it
don't matter. She's still she shouldn't be

2367
03:13:05.280 --> 03:13:07.840
talking to her mom like that.
That's still her mom. And it's like

2368
03:13:07.680 --> 03:13:13.840
shut up, shut up, like
y'all act like kids are not people and

2369
03:13:13.040 --> 03:13:18.280
are not entitled to feel hurt,
abandoned, frustrated. I just that's what

2370
03:13:18.399 --> 03:13:22.000
I don't get, Like, did
y'all think kids are sucking pets? Like

2371
03:13:22.120 --> 03:13:30.120
what? Like are they are?
They are they like accessories? Do you

2372
03:13:30.159 --> 03:13:35.840
look at kids? It's like we're
they're the sims. It's a personal phone.

2373
03:13:37.879 --> 03:13:39.760
So this girl, she's supposed about
down with all of the respect.

2374
03:13:41.159 --> 03:13:46.639
This that's what she Okay. Yeah, And I really really really didn't like

2375
03:13:46.760 --> 03:13:50.879
that because like there were so like
because it was only a few of us

2376
03:13:50.959 --> 03:13:54.680
in the comments, like y'all are
dumb, y'all are so dumb, Like

2377
03:13:56.120 --> 03:14:00.200
because I don't. I don't like
that. And it's like, especially like

2378
03:14:00.319 --> 03:14:03.440
y'all know my situation with jelly Bean
and you know, and her dad,

2379
03:14:03.520 --> 03:14:09.319
and it's like, y'all really act
like kids are not entitled to have boundaries.

2380
03:14:09.719 --> 03:14:20.079
They are not entitled. Yeah,
And it's funny because somebody in the

2381
03:14:20.239 --> 03:14:26.159
comments, you know that there's always
one who's it don't matter what she did,

2382
03:14:26.719 --> 03:14:31.200
Yes it does, Yes, it
does. Y'all be wanting us to

2383
03:14:31.479 --> 03:14:37.840
kiss the asses of people who mentally, emotionally and physically abuse us so bad

2384
03:14:39.079 --> 03:14:43.479
because of their position on a family
tree or the date that they were born.

2385
03:14:45.280 --> 03:14:48.559
Fuck you and fuck that right,
And I say it all the time,

2386
03:14:48.680 --> 03:14:52.479
like that's not what I teach my
kids, because he read and learned

2387
03:14:52.520 --> 03:14:56.200
my mama a couple of times.
And I sat there like you started it,

2388
03:14:56.440 --> 03:15:01.360
Like you started it somebody in a
way that they don't care for.

2389
03:15:01.399 --> 03:15:03.280
You don't get to dictate how they
their response to that. Absolutely, you

2390
03:15:03.319 --> 03:15:07.959
don't get to dictate how they react
to you or they're what they have to

2391
03:15:07.000 --> 03:15:09.719
say. You don't get to because
you started this, and then now you

2392
03:15:09.879 --> 03:15:13.200
have to deal with what comes after. Yeah, you don't get to dictate

2393
03:15:13.280 --> 03:15:20.440
because Rie is almost twenty and my
mom will really she will say some real

2394
03:15:20.799 --> 03:15:26.639
unnecessary, fucked up shit. So
then Mahenrie response, Now you want to

2395
03:15:26.639 --> 03:15:28.799
have an attitude because you feel like
she shouldn't talk to you like that,

2396
03:15:30.000 --> 03:15:33.280
But you didn't have to talk to
her like that. You went out of

2397
03:15:33.399 --> 03:15:37.079
your way to say some bullshit that
you didn't have to say. No,

2398
03:15:37.200 --> 03:15:39.959
I'm not gonna step in and tell
her that she was wrong, you was

2399
03:15:41.040 --> 03:15:45.079
wrong, or if they both getting
on my nerves, I will literally go,

2400
03:15:45.200 --> 03:15:46.719
I'm like both of y'all shut the
hell up because you did this and

2401
03:15:46.799 --> 03:15:50.399
you did this and I just don't
want to hear it and people probably look

2402
03:15:50.440 --> 03:15:54.879
at me like bobo because they both
annoying, that's what. But it's the

2403
03:15:54.959 --> 03:16:00.120
truth. Like like, no,
y'all, don't. You don't get to

2404
03:16:00.639 --> 03:16:09.479
you know, throw your your age
and your relationship around when and demand respect

2405
03:16:09.639 --> 03:16:15.319
when you are not being fucking respectful. And that was a huge thing with

2406
03:16:16.000 --> 03:16:18.360
Jellybean's dad, like feeling like,
well, I'm her daddy, she needs

2407
03:16:18.360 --> 03:16:22.479
to respect me, regardless. That
means nothing. All that is is just

2408
03:16:22.559 --> 03:16:26.000
that you you donated, You made
a donation. Now, bro, you

2409
03:16:26.159 --> 03:16:37.159
fucked her mom and she regrets it
all right, Like what I'm sorry you

2410
03:16:37.239 --> 03:16:45.360
are, Like I'm saying, I
don't, yeah, respect But but the

2411
03:16:45.680 --> 03:16:48.040
but the thing that I hated the
most about the comments here is somebody been

2412
03:16:48.079 --> 03:16:52.079
feeding that to her and and and
making her hate her mom. Like why

2413
03:16:52.120 --> 03:16:56.200
do y'all feel like kids don't develop
these feelings on their own. You don't

2414
03:16:56.239 --> 03:17:00.959
think this. You don't think this
girl has friends and she sees her friends

2415
03:17:01.040 --> 03:17:05.360
with their moms. She's probably been
at she probably been at sleep been on

2416
03:17:05.520 --> 03:17:11.440
sleepovers and shit, and she's like
damn man. She she making personalized cupcakes

2417
03:17:11.479 --> 03:17:16.840
and shit. She making little you
know, heart pancakes and shit for us

2418
03:17:16.879 --> 03:17:18.959
in the morning. She doing all
of this kind of shit. My mom

2419
03:17:20.079 --> 03:17:26.000
said, fuck me, that's saying
that because guess what the world he's able

2420
03:17:26.040 --> 03:17:28.920
to see exactly. So if he
ever showed back, and he'll never be

2421
03:17:28.959 --> 03:17:31.280
able to say his mama said anything. Every feeling that he got, he

2422
03:17:31.399 --> 03:17:35.879
came from him. And that was
the funny part about with jelly Bean's dad

2423
03:17:37.000 --> 03:17:43.159
because up into like when I tell
you, the timing was wild. Jelly

2424
03:17:43.239 --> 03:17:48.000
Bean hit her breaking point right before
we went to CALLI had we went to

2425
03:17:48.120 --> 03:17:52.799
Cali, probably like nine months earlier, he probably might have had a shot.

2426
03:17:54.239 --> 03:17:56.120
But something in her clicked and was
like this nigga, don't fuck with

2427
03:17:56.200 --> 03:18:01.239
me, so fuck him too.
I didn't have to do that anytime she

2428
03:18:01.399 --> 03:18:05.000
wanted to communicate with this whole ass
nigga. In my head, I was

2429
03:18:05.079 --> 03:18:07.559
like, but why are you making
me waste my fucking battery on this ship

2430
03:18:07.639 --> 03:18:11.079
when you know this whole ass he
ain't finna answer. If he do answer,

2431
03:18:11.159 --> 03:18:16.479
he's finna lie, or he just
not go respond. Yeah, I

2432
03:18:16.559 --> 03:18:22.959
didn't say that. I m hm
he didn't answer. Okay, he didn't

2433
03:18:24.000 --> 03:18:28.479
answer. He didn't call me back
mine. Did my dad call back?

2434
03:18:28.879 --> 03:18:33.680
Nope, he can't call back back. Okay, And she got tired of

2435
03:18:33.760 --> 03:18:37.799
that. They get tired of you
not showing up. We don't have to

2436
03:18:37.879 --> 03:18:43.840
tell them any fucking thing to take
care of them. They see us doing

2437
03:18:43.879 --> 03:18:50.719
it art and the same look.
It was the same thing with my dad.

2438
03:18:50.840 --> 03:18:56.840
My mom did not bad mouth my
father to me once, but my

2439
03:18:56.040 --> 03:19:01.959
dad will have everybody believe that my
mom I was putting shit in my ear.

2440
03:19:01.920 --> 03:19:05.719
No. I got tired of you
not showing up when I needed you,

2441
03:19:05.920 --> 03:19:09.600
when you told me you were gonna
do things, and you Oh,

2442
03:19:09.680 --> 03:19:11.280
I'm sorry, Surety, I can't. I can't. I can't. I

2443
03:19:11.399 --> 03:19:15.479
can't by actually for something. Ask
your mama she get child support. Ask

2444
03:19:15.479 --> 03:19:18.440
your mama she get child You created
them feelings of me until I just didn't

2445
03:19:18.479 --> 03:19:22.760
want to deal with you anymore.
That hadn't that had nothing to do with

2446
03:19:22.879 --> 03:19:28.239
my mom. Well, if your
mom had just let she didn't stop you

2447
03:19:28.520 --> 03:19:35.600
like so yeah, but yeah,
that is gonna conclude this week's episode of

2448
03:19:35.079 --> 03:19:41.200
Hocially Awkward. I want to thank
you guys for tuning in hopefully you know

2449
03:19:41.479 --> 03:19:46.719
this episode was able to, you
know, make you tap into some shit.

2450
03:19:46.760 --> 03:19:48.799
If you feel like, damn,
I didn't realize that. You know,

2451
03:19:48.920 --> 03:19:52.079
maybe I do need to connect with
my kids a little bit more,

2452
03:19:52.239 --> 03:19:56.200
or maybe in my head I see
it one way. I need to sit

2453
03:19:56.319 --> 03:20:01.120
down and you know, see how
they're feeling and what you know, their

2454
03:20:01.239 --> 03:20:05.440
outlook on my parenting is because sometimes
you think you were doing everything perfectly.

2455
03:20:05.440 --> 03:20:09.440
Look at my mom. You think
that you were doing all that you can,

2456
03:20:09.840 --> 03:20:15.760
and you were. It's a whole
side that you're not even acknowledging that

2457
03:20:15.879 --> 03:20:20.600
you need to do for your fucking
kids. You know, maybe it kind

2458
03:20:20.600 --> 03:20:24.959
of triggered you in another way,
and maybe this will kind of, you

2459
03:20:24.040 --> 03:20:26.239
know, a light of fire under
you say, damn, like I got

2460
03:20:26.280 --> 03:20:31.040
some unresolved things that I need to
sort out. Maybe I need to talk

2461
03:20:31.079 --> 03:20:35.120
to somebody about this, because it
is it was triggering. I talked to

2462
03:20:35.200 --> 03:20:43.120
a motherfucker every week and it's shit
that I yeah that I started therapy before

2463
03:20:43.159 --> 03:20:46.520
that, I hadn't even gotten a
chance to address the shit that made me

2464
03:20:46.680 --> 03:20:52.239
jump back into therapy in the first
place. Because it's it's so much unresolved

2465
03:20:52.319 --> 03:20:56.920
things with my mom and my dad, like I just had to tell her

2466
03:20:56.000 --> 03:20:58.239
before. I was like, this
is two weeks ago, I said.

2467
03:21:00.959 --> 03:21:03.319
My relationship with my uncle and how
he has come through for me and my

2468
03:21:03.479 --> 03:21:11.600
daughters continuously over the past month and
a half two months whatever has made me

2469
03:21:11.799 --> 03:21:18.280
realize I convinced myself that I forgave
my dad because maybe I just didn't want

2470
03:21:18.280 --> 03:21:22.479
to deal with them emotions no more. But all of this, the shit

2471
03:21:22.600 --> 03:21:26.000
that my uncle was doing that my
dad should have been doing, has really

2472
03:21:26.159 --> 03:21:31.520
made me understand that I haven't forgiven
him at all. I told myself I

2473
03:21:31.639 --> 03:21:35.159
did, but now all of this
shit is bringing up all these emotions I

2474
03:21:35.280 --> 03:21:39.239
didn't forgive him, So now I
have to work through this. So you

2475
03:21:39.319 --> 03:21:43.879
know, if you do need some
help, I definitely encourage you. I

2476
03:21:45.040 --> 03:21:50.559
found my therapist psychologytoday dot com.
They're honestly great to me because you can

2477
03:21:50.639 --> 03:21:52.680
filter based off what you feel like
you need. If you feel like you

2478
03:21:52.760 --> 03:21:56.600
know you want a male therapist,
female therapist, black therapists, you know,

2479
03:21:56.840 --> 03:22:01.079
certain religions and stuff like yeah,
that let you filter based off of

2480
03:22:01.680 --> 03:22:07.360
you know what your needs are.
So that's how I found my therapist,

2481
03:22:07.479 --> 03:22:11.200
Kia Holloway. She is she is
amazing. It's funny because we got so

2482
03:22:11.280 --> 03:22:13.000
many mutual friends, and I know
they've been sharing my post. It be

2483
03:22:13.120 --> 03:22:18.280
like, that's why this girl in
therapy now. But no, that's the

2484
03:22:18.399 --> 03:22:22.319
thing too. It's also it is
still Mental Health Awareness Month and everything as

2485
03:22:22.399 --> 03:22:24.719
well too. And the thing is
too that we all honestly need to talk

2486
03:22:24.719 --> 03:22:28.399
to somebody. I mean shout out
to the code for this comment. She

2487
03:22:28.440 --> 03:22:31.719
says. Sometimes we have to parent
our parents. Ain't that the truth it

2488
03:22:31.920 --> 03:22:35.680
is? But definitely, you know, do what you need to do.

2489
03:22:35.879 --> 03:22:37.799
I have my own therapists and everything
as well too. Just because I'm a

2490
03:22:37.879 --> 03:22:41.719
life coach and a health coach doesn't
mean nothing. You still gotta make sure

2491
03:22:41.799 --> 03:22:43.559
she talked to me and be able
to go ahead and speak to somebody.

2492
03:22:43.959 --> 03:22:46.479
You got people trauma dumping on you
all the time. I need somebody to

2493
03:22:46.559 --> 03:22:52.399
talk to absolutely. So if you
weren't able to, you know, tune

2494
03:22:52.399 --> 03:23:01.079
into the full episode. You can
always you can always tune in on Tuesday

2495
03:23:01.159 --> 03:23:05.920
mornings at ten am when the episode
stream on all of your favorite streaming platforms.

2496
03:23:07.200 --> 03:23:11.879
But in this time you can actually
go back and listen to your faves.

2497
03:23:13.239 --> 03:23:16.920
You know what I'm saying, y'all
got a full month to y'allselves,

2498
03:23:18.719 --> 03:23:22.520
Is it safe in the group again? We gotta Yeah, if you add

2499
03:23:22.559 --> 03:23:28.159
me as an admin so I can
monitor miss the nasty time I didn't even

2500
03:23:28.159 --> 03:23:33.079
know you no longer. Yeah,
I've been did that. I've been did

2501
03:23:33.200 --> 03:23:37.680
that because I whenever they would suspend
my my Facebook page, we couldn't post

2502
03:23:37.719 --> 03:23:41.120
in the group. But now I
don't have them issues anymore. Your girl

2503
03:23:41.280 --> 03:23:46.159
is monetized, monetized, now we're
good. So yeah, so we we

2504
03:23:46.440 --> 03:23:50.239
don't have them issues. But yeah, so take this time catch up on

2505
03:23:50.559 --> 03:23:54.760
you know, episodes that you may
have missed. Go re listen to your

2506
03:23:54.799 --> 03:24:01.200
faves because we are out of here
until July. Happy birthday to me Gemini

2507
03:24:01.440 --> 03:24:05.520
season. We are in here so
by the time we return, I will

2508
03:24:05.600 --> 03:24:11.559
have so many stories and I cannot
wait. So until next time, we

2509
03:24:11.680 --> 03:24:13.200
got a hoe