I want to here, but I think I like the cheese. I like
College, the white boy in the cheese. We're not saying the song because
in my life last night, my daughters have mouth, hands and feet.
So Dorian had it Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, So Dorian been home a
week. What is that? It's like, it's like it's like chicken pots.
Yeah, it's kind of like chicken pots, but it's not as severe,
but it's it's a virus. And so you get a feed, you
carun a fever, and you get to like the like the what are those
for kids? Yeah? For kids. So Dorian was like he had a
favorite, so we just thought he had like cold. He was like,
oh, my mouth hurt, My mouth hurt. My mouth hurt. So
I'm like, uh, get this nigga. Some cough drops or something,
but you can't care what college drops. So we didn't know that he had
the ship because he didn't have any of it. But I was like,
yeah, I was like, man, this got a little dots on his
face. She was like, oh, the sent them of the flu,
nigga flu, the daughters, the daughters nigga. They had that ship way
worse than the nigga. Yeah, you're like all right, bro. So
they don't when they sick, Bro, we gotta hold them, bro,
like the entire time, like all night while they sleep type shit. Make
him feel comfortable, Bro. Welcome to parenthood. Man, you will to
get here, but welcome. We tried to tell you, man the last
this morning, like that was probably the hardest night we've ever had. That's
a little like that, especially because they can't really tell you what's wrong or
bad when they sick. They just they go to sleep, they wake up,
they groggy, they cry, they go to bed. We never really
had to like hold them like type of shit. So that's different am I
did when COVID first started coming around, JJ had it again, I said,
when COVID first started, that's what JJ I know. That had to
have been what it was because it was an upper respiratory in facts, everybody
sh Yeah, he was just up. Definitely had to hold him and you
can't see like he wasn't eating or drinking, and that's how you know something
really wrong. Yeah, it is. There's a whole bunch of different strands
that they keep coming out with My aunt, my aunt uncle got COVID.
The monna fuckers is on a plane of Florida on Friday. I'm like,
yep, that's exactly how That's exactly how it started in the movies. Motherfucker's
just traveling, traveling viruses, bro, that ship. But last night was
awful, So I apologize in advance if this show is a little off the
rails. Uh sleepy, bro, it's not even it's it's sleepy. But
it's also like I'm and I had to record black with last night. I
couldn't record it this week because Dordan was home. So Brittany was like,
you just come over at twelve. I'm like night. So I was like,
not really, but shit, I can't not record it. Came over.
That's my dog. Then, right right when we was about to get
finished, one of the twins woke up. I was like, yeah,
already this time. He already knew that this is gonna happen. Bro.
But you'd be a big dog a couple of days. You're going through this
one time? What are you doing having kids? Right? Yes, so
get it out the way all at once. They can keep getting it yeah.
Yeah, but the problem but you ain't gonna have it again five years
from now to deal with like, yeah, I've seen this video. That
means yeah, see no, I would just be wanting done. Yeah.
Man, it's crazy people that wanted that wanted kids and families should never be
having as many as they. How many people waited too long? I mean
at least don't you wanted to? Yeah, no more than two though,
now that you have one? How many you one? How many you I
would have? I would potentially have one more, but potentially it's potentially girl
old bus open and get a baby out you. You don't want to be
fifty running around with a two year old. I'm not having if I don't
have one by forty, ain't one forty gonna die? How all right?
I'm thirty five. Yeah, you should chill forty year olds kids. I
was saying those people older than forty having kids. Jane Jackson was older than
that having kids. She didn't have a kid. Okay that was that wasn't
a kid? What was it? Well, yeah, I don't know.
I mean there's a lot of women that are over the age of four right
in the front this one. A lot of them. Yeah, I mean
carrying no kid if I'm rich, meant, but some people want to have
that experience rich or not. That's why Kim Kim Kardashian went through it a
couple of times until she realized she had Saint and North. She had the
two. The first two, the boy and the girl, She had them.
The other two were serious. Yeah they got two boys and two girls.
Yeah, he is for I don't know that. I am Eric dizzy.
This is another episode of Ingland philosophy. And here with my brother mister,
who the fuck are you a a keenan? Come on, Tamas,
ain't no fucking song, bitch man. And here my brother DJ Bookie ain't
big books talk about nigga clock in bitch fuck going on? If it ain't
boogie it, don't banging this, motherfucking ignor boogie it don't banging it.
Motherfucker talking about nigga ren't really special Red. He said, you not gonna
NIGGI waking your ass up, nigga daddy, nil nigga fuck. I ain't
almost said I wasn't coming today, ship thirty, like shit, how you
getting the house last night? You thirty? I was sleep before eleven last
night. Migraine last night, So up, kids in the bid, Brittany
gone, I roll over this nigga floting my neck. I said, oh
man, so I'm trying to ease him over without waking him up. I
don't give grab a you're talking about, ain't I said, you know what,
I'm gonna pull up because because you have to show up and the show
must go on. Can you hold your kids up about the ankles? Should?
I will? I can't chance every pick them up, pick them up
into power with taste though, Like that's how you know kids as bad like
the ones. You do that shit too. They thinks you play. No,
I wasn't doing it to place up there again like I Dorian scared as
fuck, Olivia Emily, they ain't scared. I like, that's a wrap
and there too, the crew about to beat his man his nerve up man
T and Mookie, my brother and my sister brother. They used to try
to beat my ass brother. And when they when T hit puberty before me,
Oh man, Bro, that was the worst nigga. She was so
much bigger than me, bro stronger. He had the females be so much
bigger than her, fucking bone mass to fucking whatever was whom in height ear
no more stop like in male school like fifth grade. But you are already
your size. That's how my daughter is Kennedy like she already she's twelves.
She do not look her. She do look a little bit older than daughter
daughter. Baby, she looked older than thirteen twelve to the crib, I
was like, I thought she was. That was in high school? Are
you paying? You got a job? She is huge and her biggest the
like, yeah, dance they are cute. She got to do with the
other parents and coaches want to check her birth certificate and ship. Really yeah,
because sometimes carried around with the older kids because I mean, but she
really be danced with her age group and ain't be thinking like she too,
Like how they didn't basketball back in the day. He's too old at the
right age. That's crazy as him. Once they get their cycles, they'll
stop growing a little bit. I think. I think it's a high school
playing football. Swear. He was thirty thirty bro. I was like,
I was gonna say, I was like five seven. She was a transfer.
He can't ain't me thirteen. He came in six five, three hundred
easy beers. I said, God, daddy, the fuck I know niggas
that was that that tall and that big was fucking teachers, bears and ship
easy niggas with beers and shit in middle school like broke your bigger. That
was the niggas bodies developed before their brains and nigga got straight ags. I
would have would have been fucking teachers back then. But they looked like ship.
Miss Robinson, man looked like motheruck missus doubt fire God about you.
Miss Robinson was another thing I hold it that I got older. Um it's
gym teachers. I mean, I mean I noticed now that they're stuffs,
but they looked like stunts. Definitely definitely shocking suit and two teachers, short
ass motherfucker's shorts with the Yeah. It was so funny because I made a
status like that, how do you notice that shit? Like, man,
I just I don't know, I just seen something. I'm like, damn
man that it was a gym teacher or something. I'm like, man,
that's how I'm my team. Teachers looked boom. I made a status about
the ship. And then the chick Tiffany Rvin, she like, she has
said the teacher, she has said my teacher, my gym teacher was like
that us. I'm like, man, what school you went to? She
she said ninety. I said, miss Jean. She said yes, Gil
motherfucking gean, I said, brother, just evil speaking speaking a gym teachers.
That gym teacher used to confiscate everybody's yo, yo. Yeah right,
they had the power. I think that's how we got on it. I
wonder where the fuck the mother, the stud the expensive boy that stayed down
and six fifth and sixth grade, fourth fifth and sixth grade nigga, the
yo yo craze, yes st c and it wasn't and we're not even none
of us are. I'm not in the same grade, so that when they
got into the grade, it was like, oh yo yo, nigga,
Dorian wants to fun. I'm like, bro yoo yo yo. I seen
them, I see one, but I said no. The dunkings, it
was a official on dunking in yamhole. Got to be one of them.
But the dunk and I've seen I'm like, I don't want that dunk,
and that's a cheap dunk. And that one looked like elevator. All that
triangle conversation. Yoyo, that's the bitch it death was got that I don't
want to go dress. Give me my motherfucker, yo. Yo, that's
how new I was bad. Take the wrong yo. How the fuck did
she even confiscated because we didn't. It ain't like we was. We was
doing this, okay, motherfucker. We heard talking like I can do this.
Nigga, your turn. I wasn't about to be in there and pencil
popping like that. Ship was so serious, Nigga. At middle school,
we had a tournament. That's where motherfucker's won. You get a belt at
That was the thing when nigga started making wrestling belts out of the serial box.
This is a belt. Nigga who facts the Honeycomb box made the best
one. It was the biggest box. Facts. Who the motherfucker race is
really creative. Cut the back and little metal part, a little metal part,
make it sharp. I'm really turning on pencil up now. Okay.
As a boy, go through the same phase like go down. Remember remember
one day we just go down to Kenyan. I went down to Kenyan Trib.
This before I was on the wrestling craze. Niggas Stoka Stunner and each
other and wrestling that was the little men. They were actual figures. They
were actual figures. There was like the stuffed animals, the stuff, the
real stuff. You pushed a little and they talked holding on. Motherfucker had
a whole keeping them. I had the wrestling rings, nigger where the little
wrestler man's come down, you put their feet on the little metal part and
a music plank. I hit my nigga, the ring, everything, my
nigga with the elbow, drop off the couch. H my MoMA. Mama
used to be bad. It used to be bad because I was the only
nigga that them could have like company with my mama left, So nigga,
everybody in my crib and we in the living room. I got the little
ceiling fan and ship up there getting They could try to jump off the couch
to get the bell spear hunter, but I was the big cousin, so
I got away with a lot of shits. So I was like, you
know how you hit him with a pillow or something that's supposed to be the
chair. I'm like, I hit you with the chair like you but you're
talking about putting the figure four chair four really hurt. I still have the
I'm asking y'all. I used to get every pay per view like back in
the day. Back in the day, we used to. We used to
get what was it? It was restuming you and it was and summers W
versus n W. Lot of games right now, I'll bring it. I'll
bring sixty four. They still have those Revenge the Best games, one of
the best games. They still have that. I'm saying, do they still
have it to work WrestleMania Like today, I can't watch the game, not
just W just WW. I'm just saying, do they still have Like no,
they still waiting for the our kids still waiting for those games to come
out. It's like two K it's w W TK on one game now,
okay, w W two k C. Everything is just one wrestling. Well,
they do got some other little wrestling thing now that people a w Yeah,
that's kind of like, ain't got no games. That's kind of like
E C W shiite s W two. I was like, bro, that
ship was really they over here going crazy? That wasn't even the craziest shit
We're gonna talk about wrestling. But at least I'm that Nigga jet still a
fair to look Chinese death matches. Look, Mick Foley was look up Mickfolo
Chinese death match. Yeah, Mickfoli was busy. Yeah, that's when wrestling.
That dude love Cactus Jack. He was all them. Yeah, used
to be the ship man. Just thing about watch it every Monday, every
Monday and Thursday. SmackDown. First, I was like, shackdown on Thursday.
I still working faithfully on Hulu on Saturdays only watching he started to Okay,
I die, but I used to my last time watching once, I'm
like this shit fakes. Fuck. I got maddest head. I was pissed.
I was like, this is terrible, man, what then happen?
This is just when it was fake. I was shitty, like I don't
know when I found that out. It was six year eight for me,
sixth grade. I'm like, all this fake sports scripted anyway, I think
it's crazy. And the Rock is still That's what I'm saying. He's bigger
than what he was, but he was god like nigga. What do you
smell? Is he bigger in in in name and stature. But have you
seen him lately? He's the biggest act, he's a bigger human, the
highest paid. He he's the new Uh, he's the new Uh. What's
the nigger name? Nigger like that. He was cool, but he ain't
nothing. He's not the top five wrestler. I'm nothing. I gotta get
at him. You got you gotta get ain't gonna debate wrestling were talking about
he ain't top five. He stop five for sure, Okay, no,
no, no, So give me your top five min Yeah. Yes,
Sean Michael's number one at the gates. I know, I know that's my
bad. I just need to see where the wrest to go. If I
don't go ahead Sean Michaels Mankind triple H, Randy Jordan, I'm not having
his lips, his lips, I'm not gonna even be rest ahead. Your
favorite wrestlers who don't know how to wrestle, don't watch rest who don't know
how to walk about. You ain't name. Nobody knew you didn't name,
you didn't name. Nobody said. We didn't see y'all gonna say stone Cold.
Stone call Cold was harder than it was a huge about as wrestling.
He was harder than the Rock. Stone Cold. You didn't say the Rock.
He didn't even say the Rock. Said fucking Randy or my wrestlers.
Bro. I watched wrestling talking Bro. They all did. Kurt Angle.
Definitely he didn't need to triple eights. Ro ya was he didn't take triple
I didn't like rock Stone Colt Ultimate Warrior Steing, and I like Sean Michael,
but I liked Brent Hart more. Brent Hart's my nigga. I like
shit, I don't know. It's tough right, Mysterio junior Um Goldberg like
I like, I like before Goldberg was a Goldberg was a plant. Definitely,
definitely nobody risk. He is spiritio ass and jack hammer you. But
that's all he that's really did all he needed for straight. Somebody undertaking my
nigga too. I was sting was my nigga. Thing was my nigga was
my nigga. I don't know everybody. Everybody likes sting Arltimate Warriors come from
under that motherfucking ring. God damn it. Trip out r Ultimate Warrior Man.
When did he die? When did he think he died a couple of
years ago? He was a couple of years ago. He was taking and
he kept coming back. He made his researchers back. Top three groups or
tag teams. I would say wolf Pack X Pack, de Generation asked,
probably the hardy boys, Yeah, facts hardy boys in there. I like
the Dully Boys, but I liked Christian boys, bush hardy boys, Dully
boys, Christian nigga like you if you say give me, give me,
give me rocket he said, rockets rocket stuff. That was hard trip.
I just don't go when the Beld the tag team always feeling he was a
week running the show right now because he married the owner's daughter. He really
was a man. He earned that, he was held get. He used
to get that motherfucking sledge hammer. I'm like, bro, what come on,
where did you get that? Can't play with that man? You broke
that nigga arm twice mid the rig. You gotta be, you gotta be,
you gotta be a wrest I think it's just they wasn't as good as
actors as them niggas back in the day, though, Like they made that
ship seemed boy way real like that old school ship. Week Man, it's
not watching I watch I watched all that. Watch the new shit. I'm
like, go watching the storyline. I feel like I'm so go watch the
attitude era versus the ruthless aggression era. The attitude are ship was weak and
have them wrestlers you don't even know you know the big names. But I'm
telling other feelership. You're gonna blame who is these niggas name? Too many
people? Bro Back in the day, Broek, I'm nothing. All them
niggas was hard. H Diamond the n like Diamond, Dallas, like it
was Chris Beny, motherfucker, Chris Jericho. Like it was just too many
hard niggas back in the day. Brocs, you ain't wing. I'll be
watching that ship now. I'm like brocument. They had a documentary out about
the wrestling ship, something about how niggas got their names. Nigga the niggas
was hard. Are we talking about today? Man? This dick talk about
Scotty too, Hotti? Man, what's going on? He's about the word
gut case was hards wrestling name mother dancing this ship bro Sons wrestling the hardest.
Before we go to our first break, I want to play this clip
for y'all and I want to know if I'm tripping. And I sent it
to Kennan, but I send it to y'all And basically the clip is of
Duratainment asking each other how much money they think they've spent on dates. And
I want you to hear the amount of money that these these are my guys
in a lifetime. Yes, these are my guys. These are my guys.
But I wanted to I wanted to talk to you guys about this and
what I say. What I say about niggas who do the things that they
do does not reflect my friendship or with the thoughts and views that I have
on these individuals. I had to put that out there. Now, how
eighteen How much money do you think you spent the woman dating seventeen years?
I can't even like an arena, like I'm trying to even get old,
bring down some show y'all. How rich you could have been if you put
that in the Okay, you think it's more than ten thousand? Yeah,
it depends on a date. They some tricks for they definitely sorry, that's
what That's what I said before we throw a base number. He's really over
here Catholic. All right, Look, it's probably twenty twenty thousand. That's
why on date, like what what kind of days? See? They probably
in different cities, two bigger cities. That shit costs more because here,
Yeah, because they've been in what they've been out, they've been in l
a year. Ship is seven years, probably because that's probably average average about
ten days a year eight bas depending on what they do what I said,
they probably be trick. I'm saying. But from eighteen until now, so
when we was younger, niggas had more time to do more ship with bitches.
It still was when we were definitely was taking it bitches to the movies,
and that's the day. If I take her out to dinner, that's
the date. You know what I mean? All that weren't even give movies
was a number dollar dollar movies back then. Average if we all the day,
Wait how much I'm saying, averaging a hundred all day because as I
got day more expensive explaining yourself to average. I don't want you to explain
yourself to me, sir. Still, that's seventeen k right there. Damn
you was to But how you gotta don't have nothing. I didn't have to
do none of that ship. Don't go too far. Yeah, I ain't
gonna go too far as dynasty being the only woman in this room. Yeah,
what is the purpose of a date to get to get to know the
person? Like if it's the first date to get to know somebody. Now,
but you're going to date in relationships though that's a date. I was
gonna ask that, like, does it like once you get in a relationship,
are you accounting accounting the dates that y'all going to? That's not what
no body considers a date. I'm taking my bitch out. That's just that
it's not considered the date. Not consider it's not considered now because we got
kids, get to go out. We are just doing sh date. We're
talking about all right, so you date to date. They many dates.
None of these niggas are in relationships like that time about dating. They're talking
about dating in relationships, but they ain't talking about like dating not not a
relationship. Females that you just messed with and it wasn't really none, y'all
were just going on. Date is a date? Sierra married two years,
three years, three years going on three years. We ain't spent. We
ain't spent. We got we go to hotel. We gota, we get
hotels. That's that's what we do. So we get hotels. We so
that'd be like a date. That's not. It's a getaway. But if
i'm I mean, that's not a date though, I mean, I can
you can call your wife an ask her if it's a she's gonna call everything
we do together at dates. I don't think if I takes a year out
of the equation, I don't think I spent five bands, six bands on
dates from from dating from eight from I've been dating. I've been having girlfriends
since fifteen. Well, it's not tight because either I'm a tool. Either
I'm either I'm a tool and they and bitch has only used me for my
WEEWI, or or I just don't see a point in spending money on you
to get to know you. My mama definition of the date is to meet
somebody socially who you may become romantically involved with. So after we're already romantic,
No, it's not. That's why they call it dating. Well,
I can't do that math now. It's hard. So it's hard math.
So the first date, the first date, then I sucked the bitch that
I'm romantically involved. Everything after that wasn't a date, and we wasn't even
together. I was still dating the way together because we wasn't officially accustomed.
What you're saying, what you're saying is how I feel courting. What you're
saying is how I feel if I took you out, then we sucked afterwards.
So my mama, we probably didn't go out no more though, right,
because that's the date we did and now we fucking But do you count
everything else after that a date where you can everything after that you can date?
Considering me, I consider that a date night, So that's a date.
Okay, what do you say that? I said, I don't consider
what he said. What if I wouldn't got McDonald's, I said, I
don't really consider that some bites McDonalds shit. I mean, I'm okay,
got me some McDonald's, but eighteen sometimes could get I see females that be
telling motherfucker's like it have conversation with me. You gotta hit my cash up
something like that, like, bitch, if I don't want to talk to
you, then if I have to pay to talk to you, or fuck
you? Who are you? If my if my day, if my pussy,
if I had a pussy and my pussy was in high demand, the
only way that you can get my attention to my cash app. I mean
I mean that you ain't gotta send me. No, you ain't gotta send
me one hundred dollars. You could, but I mean, why did you
send me two dollars and say, hi, my name, this is me
two dollars. Why would you send two dollars? Now I'm just taking your
too, because you said but I never said, that's funny though, that's
funny though dollars. And I think and I think that that's where me and
other niggas are different because I'm funnier than a lot of niggas. Again,
I'm going to funny my way into me too. And I feel like that's
why I haven't had to pay on too many dates because me as my personality,
for me, it was a half to no. It wasn't you know
what I mean? Like I didn't have to take a bitch because I was
funny as well. I didn't have to think. It's funnier now that you're
skinnier of funnier when you was fatter. Now you're being funny and I'm on
your ass because you want to get back. You differ from He's worth been
with. Relationship different, not because you're smaller, but because you just confident
and everybody I'm funny. I'm funny Perio. When we first started, he
was we first started, He's not a troll. Now he's I'm still funny.
I just don't troll like that no more. I don't had an energy
and it really and really, to be honest, I'm shitty because trolls is
getting paid now. It pisses me off because bitches was talking shit about me
when I was trolling, castled me when I was trolling. Still get canceled
Facebook, Facebook, get canceled even get to that. I don't ain't gonna
talk about that. We are gonna talk about that now. You pissed me
out getting money Now I'm talking the same shit I've been talking. Just start
talking, Craig now, I don't feel like it no more. You got
y'all, don't pissed me out? Did that money start coming in? How
much money you said? How much money you said you spent or did you
even care? Who me? Yeah, I don't know. It ain't no,
it ain't shit. I know for I don't Mama. I ain't start
like doing shit till I got older, because simple was that like, it
ain't as easy as it was. Grew up. It's time for me to
grow up and get a little different. SPI. I haven't been on dates,
but I thing is this, I just I'm just nothing on that because
like, I know how you really fuck with me like that. That's why
I'm all. That's because because motherfuckers were you don't want to get motherfucker's use
motherfuckers for free meals a day. I heard, That's all I heard when
I heard the clip. That's all I heard when I heard the clip.
That's all I heard when I heard just go on dates with different names.
You ain't married. Well, I was going through a period of time where
I was made you him and pay for the first date. And that's it
just depends on what women. It is because women. That's that's how I
know we're different. Because the question would have been how much money do you
think women have spent on you? That's a different conversation week about fun.
That's how you know. That's why I just like, I just need to
know. I know, I just need to know You'm not with females spend
money on you. She fuck with you. I don't, I don't,
I don't. I don't even gotta be with you, like fucking with you,
like to be together. Motherfucker just fucks with you. I definitely told
a chick I know you fucking another nigga for me not to be mad at
that. I need you to have him give you some money, and I
want you to go to Walters and I want you to buy me these creative
wrecks. And she said, are you playing? I said, And she
came back the next time with those fucking creative recreations and I was like,
she bet with me, but no, she gave her the money. It
wasn't I'm not asking you to pay. But what I'm saying is I know
this nigga giving you money. So yeah, before yeah, before female spread
from another nigga, she fucked with you, bro, or she was just
dumb. I wanted to keep your company around. I go back to me
being younger, me and the chicks that I the women that I had around,
were just emotionally fucked and I didn't consciously take advantage of them. I
subconsciously took advantage of them because I knew what I could get away with.
But you see, I wash, I wash. I don't know why I
didn't take advantage of a lot of motherfuckers. Not in me. You emotionally
took advantage of people physically materialistic thing, yes, oh ye, people do
that shit. I'm like, damn man, that was only one time,
and I got free food and candy. Just get I'll be seeing shit that
people getting. I'd be like talking about I don't even got it in me
to ask a bitch to do shit for me, Like that's like, that's
like you got when he asked for tacos. Just imagine that's your genie.
You ain't gotta ask, you gotta get no tacos. You can get anything.
I know I can. George come out like like, what's the dumbasta
you've got for a day? Damn, My fuckers just used to just do
it. I didn't have to. Why do you do that? They just
do it, and I'd be like, damn, thank you, And then
I feel I'd be like, man, I ain't sorry. Thing I ever
did was I quit ignorant for first quit almost like twice. Was huge.
At the end of it that my said jk Row ain't Jack. I was
like, yeah, some literature, Dad, that was one. I just
read it. I didn't read it. I knew it wasn't she serious,
she's serious. It wasn't first I read. I'm like, she bullshit.
I would like dinner a six days later. No, I don't think a
lot of we all text each other like, what is the media new time?
Bad time? I don't think. I don't think that. I don't
think that it was one and done. Talk like you maybe learned, it's
all good. I think. I think, I think crazy. I think
that I should be congratulated and we can. I say, we needed you
in Atlanta though the law. We needed a woman bro that was we needed
someone to tell us no, wait, no, what a lot to not
do. Atlanta. We was just Atlanta was crazy doing the most for no
reason. Atlanta was no. No, you didn't see no. I mean,
I'm just saying, I don't know what you saw. That was the
good parts. We need somebody. There was so much toxic shit happening for
no reason, no reason. There's no reason. I could have gone.
Got my motherfucking car broke into it. Damn. The only wild thing we've
ever spoken though, the only thing we left it at that. I feel
like I feel like a lot of the times when I think back on past
relationships and the things that women did and things that I did, I was
toxic. I was toxic, and I was unknowingly toxic. Me too.
I was unknowingly toxic, and I heard a lot of people. But I
also believe it was not intentional, and I thought we thought was imagine the
person that actually thought I was. I thought I was doing what I was
the right to do. I wasn't intentionally trying to hurt you. It's just
happened that one. Just happened that way. So now I be like,
man, I should just go through and block all of the people that I
ever dealt with on social media because you don't know me. Yeah, you
definitely don't know me. And and and whenever I try to apologize, it's
going to sound it's like I'm trying to fun and I'm not trying to fuck.
I am genuinely sorry for the things that I did. I'm not trying
to We don't got to speak no more. But I do want you to
know that I apologize, but it might go a long way. No,
because you was dumb too, Not you, but the girl you was also
dumb, and you where you were as in your life allowed me to do
this dumb because if you was on your ship like that, you wouldn't none
of this ship would have happened. So we're all young women do not act
like that was ever young. They never it was like, oh, it's
your fault to me, you're the reason I might No, no, no,
they deal with it was every man that they deal with fault to the
reason that they are the way they are now or whatnot. There's never no
accountability, no accountability at all. But the thing, my thing is,
if you go through all of this dating and all this and all this hurt
and all of this term one, all all this other type of bullshit and
you don't end up married and it's your faulty or with a boyfriend or something,
every nigga that you fuck with fault. No, it can't be.
It can't be. Bro I thought, my mom thinks that a lot of
women probably do think every nigga that they fucked with with trash and wasted their
time. Maybe it's just some women are trash and they don't know that though.
They go after the same type of nigga every time and keep blaming the
nigga like no not yeah, yeah, that's how you are, that's what
you like. I think I said this before, but I think that like,
say, we we are young and shit and we all went to different
schools, so I can't use that. But say you in Pike hallway or
Northwest Hallway and in or on into the hallway, and you just see somebody
that you like, regardless the cute to you, you like them. That
was this girl I like. I ain't gonna say her name. I'm just
not gonna say her name, but I liked her a lot, like a
lot lot. And and this is and in high school. I wasn't trying
to fuck. Never was trying to never, never, I never. It
was never. I'm writing you notes, bitch, I'm making you mixtapes.
I'm not trying to fuck. I genuinely like you. And she did not
give me the time of day whatsoever. And then she ended up having a
baby by one of my niggas, and I this nigga was not the nigga
you supposed to have a baby. I was like, bro, why did
you decide to? And it fucked me up? And I never can hear
the same way. But the older I got, the more I realized that
she couldn't have ever identified the type of loves that I was trying to give
her. Who what he faked to her? That's what she identified as love.
And she still struggles with it to this day. She still struggles with
identifying what love is, what the correct love is for her to have nurture
and grow and show like that, Like people can identify whatever, but if
you can't take it, grow it and make it to be something like what
boy has, what you gotta? What I gotta what or whatever it.
She still thinks that niggas ain't shit, Yeah, but she don't realize that
she's looking for nigga's like her father, her father trash or brother this and
that, like she does, but she but in order to do that,
you have to you have to look at your people and be like, damn,
you really trash, You really trash, And I'm trying to find somebody
to fill your shoes. And I keep finding niggas to fill your shoes,
but the trash and I identify the trashing them, but I won't identify the
trashing you. Yeah, but that's my nigga though, and I'll be like,
god, damn, like we're almost forty. My niggah, she's she's
great, but heard the way that relationship you great to the wrong niggas,
like like it's I don't know, but he was just way too. He
was just a great guy and he find bitches and they'd be like, I
shouldn't be great to you because you don't understand why. You don't understand what
I'm doing is being great. You don't understand what I'm doing is being caring
and nurturing and all the type of shit. And it just sucks because I
feel like that goes both for us niggas. No, No, I feel
like the niggas that are like that too, because I feel like I'm a
great woman and I and I've been that way with different guys, but they
treat me like relationship that treated me like that, the relationship I got the
fuck up just me. I don't know. I just get to a point
where I'll be like, no, I don't know what it's like. Oh,
women like I don't understand it, Like I really get great women bro
who niggas will won't and chairs. But the thing is, I don't never
ask for the ship just always happens. It's never playing, you know what
I'm saying. I just be like, I don't know, it's great what
I don't know. I'm just because I'm I'm yeah, like I ships it's
just not for me because you're still going through your whole phase. It's Okay,
it's cool. It's not even the whole face because I don't even be
on that no more, like I don't even be gotta be fucking different bitches.
And it's just I just love women because the whole phase ain't gonna be
about sucking everything and everybody all the time. I just like being around women.
So it's just like I don't know. I can't even explain it myself.
Brother, I don't know what's wrong with me. But the more a
relationshship, I'll be one sometimes or it's just like I can be with somebody,
but I'll just die that extra shit Like I mean, I mean,
you don't have to get married. Y'all can still be together, But what
woman is gonna you know what I'm saying, sometimes have to get married.
No, he won't. They're just not how this works. It's not how
y'all can sound optimistic, but until it's something that has to be Like COVID
did it for me. Oh facts, Covid. I was being locked the
end for two years. No, it's just that I could die. I
could die. I could do it. Yeah, I can. You never
know tomorrow. I'm great at almost everything I try to do. Let me
try to do this. That was my mentor. I was scared to drive
it first. I was scared of girls at first. I was scared to
be a father first. I'm great at all of these things. Let me,
let me go ahead and try to be the perfect husband. But I
understand, like I just I never saw it growing up. We had this
conversation before. I never saw it growing up, But that one motherfucker that
that's my motherfucker, this one. I do not trust none of you bitches,
period. I don't trust none of it because you really think you know
somebody. It's kind of like when somebody don't know you behind them. This
is how I feel about and they just talking, dogging you out, and
then you don't even I feel that way about everybody in the world except y'all
and accept my wife and like if if if you see me or talk to
me on a regular I don't think that way about you. What everybody else?
Y'all definitely like that. And I think I think growing up hearing my
family talking about other family members definitely like oh yeah, because then because then
they'd be like, oh, this motherfucker be like, hey, you just
said he was a dick. Sucker, But I don't. I don't trust
people. I don't. I don't trust people's intentions, and and and and
back in the day when I was toxic, even recently when I was toxic,
because this toxicness just left. But back in the day, I felt
like there was no need for me to be with none of your motherfuckers.
There was no need. Why did we Why are we trying to meet a
relationship? Nigga nineteen twenty twenty one. There, why why are we trying
to do this? That's stupid to me? In my mind it was,
but now I'm like, bro, no, man, no, I say
this all the time. I wish that me and Sierra can start over from
high school. We met in high school freshman year. If we knew that
we was gonna get married in twenty twenty and knew that we was gonna start
dating in twenty thirteen, twenty fourteen, less just keep tabs on each other
to make sure we are right. But I don't want to change nothing.
I don't want to change shit. I just want you to tap in and
see how my life was failing and then how your life was failing. And
I think it'll make us appreciate each other more because I think often we forget
what it was like when we wasn't with this personal like we're like like,
man, yeah, I want to be single, and you'd be like,
man, I don't want to do this, Yeah, grocery shop by myself.
I gotta do all this ship by myself. I got pay these building
by myself. I gotta sleep by myself. I gotta laundry by myself.
I gotta I gotta do everything by myself. And I don't have the energy
to be by myself. That ship is dumb and it's dead. But I
think that it's so many people in this world. If you can't find one
person that you can find to be your motherfucker. Because we're not gonna be
young forever. Our body ain't gonna work the same, Our vision gonna get
blurred, all right. Hearing what I got glasses on my eyes like getting
worse glasses, a new prescription. I mean, there's nothing that's I don't
think there's nothing you can tell a man but once to to to see it.
But I think I think personally, I think how you how you your
relationships keenan, is how you kind of view yourself so, but I feel
like I feel like you don't. I feel like you. I feel like
you know you are who you are, but I don't think you know who
I don't think you really know who you are for real. I think everybody
around you see it. It's kind of like me, very like I'll eric
you this, this, this. Sometimes I struggle with seeing that. But
I really think you struggle seeing that. I really and I think I don't
know. I don't think. I don't think it's I don't or maybe it's
not. You don't a gun. Don't know how powerful a gun is.
Never will until somebody come along and show you and clean you and be like,
yo, you're this, you can be this. And I think that
just because a woman is lonely and fucking you nah. But that's the thing
though, Like listen, I'm not saying that's till you have I'm saying sometimes
sometimes a woman can be great, sometimes a man can be great. That'll
make us great for each other. And I think that you've let go what
you were supposed to let go because that person didn't take the time to effectively
learn how to communicate to you that I am the person that you need until
somebody comes along and learns your language, takes the time to learn your language
and speak to you and say, keenan, I'm the one for you.
None of the other shit matters. I think that's the problem that people.
Men have men to learn to speak the language to a woman to get whatever
he wanted. This woman, I can move in with a bitch boom like
that if I wanted to, because I could learn the language of that woman.
Has usually just given her a good dig or or it's not just good,
but it's it's this is a whole lot more than that dick in conversation,
she would have had more niggas living with her than then you. But
you came along. Well maybe all right. If that's the case, then
a lot of the times I'll be the first nigga that I've never let a
nigga come in here. I've never let a nigga's right, So you've learned
the language to speak to her to get her to open up and do shit
because she never but on the flip, because there's a shortage of niggas around
in women's lives in general, they never really learned how to communicate what they
need to communicate to a nigga that they like. They've only ever been around
their daddy and that relationship is toxic. They ain't got no uncles, no
cousins, no noneing. They didn't really have the wearing thought to learn the
language. But once a woman learns how to talk to you and tells you,
I'm right, didn't with you, I'm all for you. I understand
that you are trash, but I like you because that's what I mean.
Sierra had to tell me, I understand you are who you are and I
love it. And once you start going down that trauma trump, that trauma
pass and you start hearing the ship that they went through, you be like,
oh, okay, so you don't like people like that, right?
I am the only person you like like that, And you are taking the
time to learn to talk to me like this. This is that because a
lot of the times, a lot of the times when women, I'll be
feeling like you only women because you're clock ticking, Mama, you like this.
You're trying to force this because your clock ticking, and I can feel
that. But I don't know if it's me being toxic or me or me
gas like myself or whatever. But a lot of the times women, we
feel that shit and a lot of the times we ain't going for that shit,
and that's why you'll be feeling like me wasting your time. But you
didn't take the time to learn. You didn't take the time to learn me
before you sprung all of your life expectancy on me. You just saw it
was a good nigga, and you just how was the nigga you want it?
Yes, but you never learned how to effectively communicate to me that this
is a this is a team, This is pipping in Jordan back in the
day. This is cold being shocked back in the day. This is d
No, this is d Wade and James the perfect that this is. You
never took the time to tell me or show me that this is motherfucking picture
with d Way going like this and Lebrian you know what I mean. You
never But a lot of the times women to make niggas. Women made me
feel like nigga I ain't. Women made me feel less of a man because
they thought I thought I was tripping like I they Yes, I see that
this is a great Nike slide, but I don't like it. This Nike
slide of hunting you, nigga, he ain't shit, he ain't this this
that. No, I just don't like the way you feel on my feet.
And a lot of the times women to make niggas feel like you.
Already, as men, we already question ourself worth when we don't make enough
money, when and where we were supposed to be in our career, this,
this, and that. A woman will come along and ask fuel to
that fire because you're not who she wants to Yeah, and it's like,
I'm already not who I want to be. I'm already I'm already beating my
self up. I'm talking to that woman about that. Yeah. Yeah,
And they don't give a fuck, not at all. Look you on your
eye make you feel like shit. That's why I under that's where that that's
where that communication comes from. I'll be trying. I have to tell sia
like yo, I need you to tell me that I'm doing a good job.
If you don't tell you I'm doing a good job, I'm over here
beating myself up. Ever tell you do a good job, you fuck up.
It's easy. You know all the bad should you do, But what
about the good ship that praise and shit? Like I make sure that I
tell Sierra, I need you to tell him that he's doing a good job.
I need you to tell my son that he's doing I need to tell
him he's doing a good job. Because I'm gonna be loud as fuck when
you're wrong. I need to be just as loud when right, and regardless
of regardless how how often he's right. Good job, man, job man.
I hate hell like, but women don't do that. No, they
don't shit, I don't know. That should just be crazy now, that
should ain't crazy. That ship is fucking heartbreaking. Walking on water and you
don't notice me walking on water, on water, and then you want to
walt sucking somebody else because they praised me walking on waters. They don't never
mind what they might. You just fucking but it's not a hole. They
don't see everything else there are. There is still something bad that they don't
always get. That other bitch that you fucking don't get to see. So
right, But it's the offset because you only you only you only know because
but if you go to the other side and she don't, there's something of
me and you only acknowledge the fifty She only see fifty percent of me,
and she acknowledges all fifth on my mama. You hyeah one hundred percent that
I'm showing her everything that I'm showing her. She praising it. She's praising
it. You don't notice anything, so I need but nigga, every male
sport has a bitch on the sideline cheer from every sport, every sport.
It's not by coincidence. And I feel like I feel like women need to
understand that. Just how serious to come. Sierra do her nails, used
to do her nails before we had kids. All the time. You never
noticed my nails. I don't know this your nails. So you're sucking some
dick. We're being honest because that's what they fo grabbing my dick. I
don't notice you posting your online. I got my grabbers done. Don't say
that. I'm just get my nails done because I like my nails. But
your nails ain't always in Johnny face, little Johnny. Don't see your nails
like you ain't like you walked into Johnny. There's been times where I come
in the house and a day later she like, you get your hair cut,
my mama. A day later I was like all right, but all
right, whatever The thing is like, I want you to notice everything good,
bad, ugly, because it's gonna be the other way around. I'm
gonna let you want me to keep you on your a game. You mean
to notice you when you got your nails done, your hair doesn't even do?
You mean to tell you that you look beautiful when you wake up?
You mean to tell you that this the food is great? Men, I
said some shit was bad in two thy fourteen. And Sierre has not cooked
that ship ever again. No, no, no, no, never made
that. I did one fucking time. You ain't made it again. I
said you. I said, baby, you just put too much on in
there. She said, I thought you said you didn't like it. Definitely
did not say that you that time, but made it at me as a
man. But as a man we have to learn how to communicate effectively to
where wee. You get the picture, But you're not so fucked up that
you not not making additional more. But how I mean, that's the language
of a woman. Your woman, you got you have to learn just like
I mean, it was just salty. I didn't say like you. I
just say I didn't like it this time. That you did you need it?
Did you need it anyone, Yeah, okay, so yeah at the
gate, so yeah, so I make it again. That's a difference in
saying this was salty or and saying I didn't. I didn't really like that.
But this is the thing. You fucking know how harsh I can get,
how hard something that was like, m like, don't ever make it
again? You do harsh. We don't have roasted your family. We don't
roasted my family together. That's why I fucking love you on things given before
evan to pass, Nigga, I don't know who made the green beans,
Nigga. It was the worst, the worst green beans I've ever tasted in
my life. And this is when I know that he was locked in because
the look she gave me was like, like, Nigga, Nia, she
gave me her plate. You tried, tried your family. Huh oh,
but this is but that's what That's how we are with everybody. We like
this with everybody. I'm gonna be this way with you too, but I'm
not gonna be as harsh because I know the language of you, and I
don't think that people that love language shit. Yes, but every nigga wanted
to be praised. Everything that period everybody. Yeah, that even goes with
like the parent and shit like you got some dads who are in their kid's
life and then like for a motherfucker be like, well, y'a don't need
no praise. That's what you're supposed to do. But then women swear they
supposed to get so much praise, not bus that's what you supposed to do.
Like it's the same thing, like why you want some much your mother's
why you want so much praise and so much mother? And if father can't
get no praise, because that's what I get up, I'm raising. Hell
you say you if I get kid, you get the homemade crab for well,
they know be in school on Father's daym really have to make them do
that exactly, yeah, exactly. Just talk to yourself into a hole,
buddy, I'm sound like I mean, I mean, I don't even day
I get a fucking hand print that's turned into some flowers. Thought that counts
when I sit him down and be like here, make your daddy out of
play though, nigga eat it, enjoy it too time. I mean like
same and just with mothers, like with mothers, they come, bro,
It's just so many commercials and like you just see shit everywhere. Don't blame
me for what the media. That's what y'all. Y'all leave us to fend
for ourselves. I'm not canceling the media for Father's Day. They don't be
too many deals and like like even at the factory, nigga we whop,
we hoop every Sunday, Mother's Day. Weekend come nigga, no hoop session.
I ain't know who's session this weekend. Father ain't know, ain't know
because that's what y'all want to do. Y'all want to go with y'r nigga's
o Father's Day. Ask us, y'all do everything else. Asked us about
every other New Years you had, you had plans to do that, Okay,
enjoy your fathers. Some people planning, some people do. Get like
I don't want to be around no key nobody aboops. I'm just saying,
but Father's that you ain't seeing too much or nothing for Father's Day. No
deals, no nothing. He's taking a freak. I saw this. I
saw this, Oh listeners, never mind, I put it in the beginning
of the show. I saw this on Twitter last night while my daughters were
screaming at the top of the day lungs, and I thought this was a
good Uh it's called am I then, asshole? For now letting our daughter
moved back home. My husband and I have three children. Our oldest moved
out three years ago with a boyfriend and got an apartment. They were together.
They were together four years before that, so it wasn't like she ran
off with some guys she just met. We supported her decision. She was
old enough and working full time. The issue is rent in our area has
more than doubled on average since their landlord raised the rent forty percent and the
spanning three months, and they couldn't afford to stay there anymore. The issue
is that the issue is they weren't exactly swimming in cash before that. They
don't really have enough for first and last and security. With the market,
not that there's much too, but anyway, what not that there's much too,
but anyway in their price range, I don't know what that means.
There's not a whole lot of apartments available within their budget. And that's speaking
the language. Their plan was to move in with her boyfriend's parents for a
few months while they figure stuff out and saved up, but they won't let
her come with so they proposed an idea. She moved back in with us,
him with his parents, and they'd save up and be gone in six
months. Tops The issue is me and my husband don't feel that's appropriate.
She's an adult now and she needs to learn to take care of herselfs not
rely on handouts from her parents. She offered to pay rent, but we
would only do that if she agreed to pay the market average plus her share
of utilities, which would mean she couldn't save like she wants to because we
aren't doing that. She's been forced to share a two bedroom apartment with six
other people, some of whom she finds sketchy. I feel for her,
but I still think it's her responsibility. At this point, she doesn't call
much anymore, and I'm worried this may have impacted our relationship. It definitely
has, because you ain't shit, no, Because because man, why our
parents generation and before that get the fuck out at eighteen like they never understood.
Not my parents. My parents let me come back in, not let
me stay for longer than six months. That's what I'm saying. My parents
be so ready to get their kids about their kids be ready because I did.
I was gonna say I moved out, I got my house because bro,
I don't want to text you at three that I'm doing something or I'm
over here or doing this. So I did. I was in the rush
to grow up, I mean, kid out of the house. But my
parents would have left me there back and I'm leaving j there. You need
to come back home soon and come on, parent, I'm working my ass
off right now so that my key for something. Why would you and come
on just show daughter. Fuck y'all you do not care about some kids.
Yeah, I'm not talking to you no more because I was really in a
fucked up situation that you would not help me out. And as a parent,
what the fuck his parents? His parents trip about? Let him come
back now when you owe any help. I'm sending to a home, and
a cheap one too, the worst one, and I'm moving to your house
with my boyfriend now my mom, and I'm willing the new drugs I discovered
at the crack house you forced me to live in. You force met with
six people, my mom in her one bedroom. Right now. If I
was that fucked up, I think I don't know what would need to happen,
my mama, don't do that for Olivia, Dorian or Emily to text
me and say hold on right now, especially because everybody knows the rint is
going up, not even it's not even say it's not even, it's not
even a mystery. Now everything is going up, nigga rint going up,
food going up, and job is not paying more. Everything is up.
And for you to know that and to say that their landlord raised at thirty
percent percent, that I mean you. And the thing is, parents really
don't even be having money like that to help their kids out like that a
lot of or if they do, they ain't trying to give it to them
like a nigga parent. My parents ain't giving me five bands and say here,
here's here's here's the security for you. You know what I'm saying.
None of that. They're not doing none of that. Ship so well,
you can't help. I'm trying to figure out what would need to happen with
my kids for them to be twenty five and and me be like, nah,
nah, I ain't come. How bad did they piss you off?
That's what I'm saying. Was it okay for them to leave? Ever?
Because they couldn't have been You couldn't have been okay with them leaving. Yeah,
that probably man probably was putting them out. You probably don't want to,
bitch. Ain't telling the whole story, but it's what it is.
It's market double for you to the show. Now, we let your ass
have it. Stupid ass cunt be it because people hoping they were talking about
because people out there don't be We don't understand how motherfucker try heroin? Right,
Yeah, I see why people we don't come homeless and shit like,
I now see if that's your parents, that's a situation that I can see.
I see now like I'll be trying to figure out the house with six
motherfuckers. That's sketchy. It's drugs going on in there. That's why I
sketchy. They high DM music, that's something going on. I went to
open the door and it was a glass tray full of white powder, and
I was I was curious one thing to another, and now I got gang
by. I'm getting gang right, damn yeah, so sad right, they're
going they're gonna blame it on her. Theyin't gonna even take no, come
on, come on, come here, ain't gonna even take no credit for
her. Oh that's what he said, big bah, your shirt's wet.
Why are you telling me it's milk? It's how you give me a right
there, boy, it's milk, that's what you see. How did you
get milk on your shirt? How do you get milk in your shirt?
Brod? Did you have a cup of milk in your bed? Maybe it's
my nerve? Right? Is it really your bit? Was he really is
your bed? Or was it? What are you doing that? You're nervous?
Chill bro You aren't got no money, he said, He said it
is too hot twenty minutes, bro telling it's too hot. You're trying to
stay here? Go close the door, Go close the door. How can
I say no to that? I know you coming look like that forever?
Bro your food, it's gonna be easy to say no, niggah, And
you're offering to get I can tell you looking at me. Year old lay
around all day, So she wake up, Come in the living room,
big as look around, big ass kids. Right, she goes to eat,
go the room later and shut the door. Color up on TikTok all
that all day annoying? Yeah, for sure, because because for sure,
because because you're relaxing chinning and and I spent I spent a lot of money.
Ain' gonna I'm gonna get too deep, but I spent a lot of
money on a lot of stuff, and you need to be using some of
this ship. They don't never use shud thinking they won't doctor wanted this shit.
I guess friends, because it was Christmas gifts from last year. He
still ain't open. Like it's more down to like keep kids. I mean
they get everything like all year loan y'all kids see commercials, it'd be hard
stuff. But no, when we're watching TV, yes, he can see
commercials and he'd be like, I'm on that. There's YouTube. There's YouTube
channel like how we used to have had because all they do is have kids
play with new toys. It came out. It's like I'm just trying to
see for YouTube. Y'all kids see stuff, So keep the man. Yeah,
yeah, don't don't let them watch these little kids playing with toys Little
Ryan and the Ryan Toy review. Oh are you or just starting onbe on
YouTube? Bro? Next thing, you know, he gonna have toys and
shorts. You're gonna have toys and Walmart said that they wanted to start a
YouTube page. Right. So, I don't like when my family come to
me and yes, sir, come to you, try to how do you
do that? I don't I don't like your feet your feet. I don't
like when my family step outside of the family and they get into the creative
road, because then my whole, my whole thought process changed and I'd be
like, fuck, damn, I don't want you to see that side of
me. Right. No, yes, So they like, yeah, we
want to start, we want the they want to start a youth they want
to start a YouTube page. And I'm like, they got YouTube? What
is that out? Mommy, get out, go get mommy, Get mommy,
go get mommy. They want they want to start a YouTube page and
I'm like, I'm like, dude, they got uh. I'm like,
do they got YouTube? It was like yeah, I said, oh,
well, they don't want to start a YouTube page. She was like,
what do you mean. I said, well they started, they ain't started.
I ain't started. They got YouTube's you can learn how you can learn
how you can learn how to cook, you can learn cry to cook,
crack, build bombs, kill people, cooking motors, motors, and everything,
yo, So that means that your kids don't want to start a YouTube
page. She was like, I don't think you should think about it like
that. I said, what if they want to be to help else?
I think about it, I said, and then and then gymnastics, right,
and I don't want to be my tea call me and was like,
oh, so I'm a gossiping bitch now, so I'm trying not to.
But my nieces they in gymnastics, right. My nieces are not tease kids,
so I can say this. My other nieces aren't gymnastics. I said,
I ain't seen these bitches do a flip yet. Just like what you
mean, I said, I have not seen him do a flip yet.
I have not. I ain't seen a cart wheel, I ain't seen the
tomboy. Ain't saying nothing. They don't watch YouTube videos of Gabby Douglas.
They don't watch YouTube videos of whatever. I said, all right, I
said, I don't think your kids know what passion is. She said,
what do you mean? I said, Well, when I was young,
I was passionate about rap. So whenever I got to the Internet, I
watching MASTERP videos, I'm watching jay Z videos, I'm watching this, this,
this, this, and this. You mean to tell me that your
kids, You pay for your kids to go to gymnastics and they come home
and watch a white girl say, hey, guys, welcome to my youth.
Ain't no, it ain't nothing. I was watching nothing but sports.
I'm confused. My daughter wanted me to pay for her to play softball.
You ain't got an athletic bone in your body. I'm gonna pay for it.
But after you do it one time, you not even watch. Because
I've done it with cheerleading and I paid for cheerleading and she did it for
four games and say it's too hot. I ain't worse. It's on here.
This is yeah. YouTube. We didn't have YouTube. If Boogie had
YouTube when you first started DJing with the shittiest control and he had, it
had been a completely different story. If I had YouTube when I was trying
to make beats, and it had been a completely different story. Keenand YouTube
when he was fucking playing sports, and he can watch another motherfucker train.
You can watch your favorite tight end train and what he's doing doing with what
he's eating and what you have access to everything. It's not even just YouTube.
You now can go on TikTok and that nutrition, all this type of
his Twitter, he given you inspiration for the day. You can you can
literally become Lebron James. If you wanted to become Lebron James, you can
literally train your body. You can find out all the supplements he tell you
can do all of that shit. None I got paid just to where you
can find out what Drake uses to record. And then there's another nigga who
says, this is what Drake record and this is the cheaper alternative to use
to what Drake. So now there is no excuse for anybody to be trash
or anything. So I told them, do not come to me and tell
me about the ship that your kids want to do. And you didn't even
warn your kids about who I am on the other side of the fence,
because because you know you're sending your kids, I'm not about to. I'm
not about if somebody say I want to how DJ, I'm not about to
sending the boogie because Boogie understand I know more music. I feel like I'm
more musically inclined and boogie for sure when it comes to DJ. And none
of that shit matters. That nig you'd be like, hey, stop doing
that. Stop you want to go? Do you want to go? And
I get your ass out the way. Excuse But but if if he does
that to me anybody, hell nah, take your ass out on my fucking
DJ school with some white people that can have a little more patience for you.
And then once you once you're done with that and you want to learn
how to gig, you go over there. But nah, it's so many
kids like you. They have YouTube, they have everybody. Bro, you
got YouTube and parents love you. Always say I wish I was in a
generation. Bro. Just it's just just sports all that just get money.
Just YouTube kids. Bro, they are rich. Bro. I'm like,
bro, you can learn how to stop, you can learn how to code,
you can learn how to do all of this. Ship as me as
an adult, be like, fuck my brain. It's like my brain down,
my son, my nieces right now, probably like because I'll be saying
I'm about to go, I'm about how to do everything. I'm about gonna
look see how you do this. But you didn't learn how to close though.
You didn't learn how to do that. Shit. Shit ain't cheap.
I don't like what one thing I was like, all right, I'm gonna
do this closed shit, but I don't even want it to be like a
clothing brand. I wanted to be a brand, So it's gonna be more
than like right now, it's closed, but it's gonna get to the point
where it's fucking glasses, watches, accessory shit like that rare. That's how
I'm trying to get rich. But I also was just looking like, man,
I don't I see a lot of people doing the shit, and they
do T shirts and shit, I don't want to be no T shirts sweater
shout out to you for not being one of them. Nas have just put
a fine on the front. I make sure my shirts is is not the
cheap ass shirts right and like like now, when I look at other people
people ship this from here or even in stores, I look at the tag.
I try to see like if they got their own tag on there,
or where they get they show from, if it's guilding, if it's hands
if it's you know what I'm saying right right right, bat got them beat
already shirts fucking them, you know what I'm saying. Shit like that,
me, I get my ship made from scratch, from hands down, like
so all that shit. It ain't no going about shirts and and even that's
what you do. Shout out to you, you know, qutose to you.
But there's there's levels all of the ship. When when people ask me,
when people pay me to tell them what to do a podcasting, it's
like stealing candy from a baby. Because I'm telling you everything that I'm to
do thirty minutes, I'm easy. I'll be looking at some of the closing
people. Yeah, this is how you do this boom and they be making
sing like it's all cool. Yeah, it's just it's free boom bomb,
just my course, you hit the course. That's my fuck like fisy bucks.
More than that. You just asked free. He was free to sign
up? Yall like that? How do you even? Yeah, I guess,
I guess Boogie and Kennedy could say more than me in Dynasty. But
because y'all got older kids, how do y'all even? How do y'all?
How do y'all nourish your child's hobbies? Because I Am not going to pay
for things that you don't watch. My oldest too, I only get every
other weekend or in it on break, so it's hard to nourish their hobby
because I don't really when they come to me with ideas, Like my daughter
wanted she wanted to do clothes, so I spent all the money on the
cricket, but she only come over every other weekend. So by the time
she had to cricket the one weekend and she was into it, she left
and it's been two weeks. By time she came back. She was like,
I don't want to do cricket no more. It's like, what the
you mean you still you can buy it right now on guy by all this
bright, no that shit right now, because I'm sick of looking at the
trade shirts in the garage. You can have all this, but but I
might need to use that too, and saying you're saying it's hard, dude,
to the facts just because I don't have them now. It's like with
me, it's hard my too oldest living Georgia, so it's you can call
me and they really do it, so you know what I'm saying. But
like I could do more of a case because she's here. So what are
some things that they like to do? I mean like they do I mean
shit, they don't do nothing but dance and cheered. That's like that takes.
Just send them videos of their time, like send them videos on things
that they can do to improve to start following some of that stuff on your
timeline so you'll see it. It'll pop up and you can send it like,
oh I saw this. If he didn't know that, that made me
man, bro, Yeah, but like be thoughtful like that. Yeah,
because why we because why are we talking? Like now we thought like that.
I was like, man, my daddy never seen me no mo fucking
video, Like, oh I just seen this motherfucking DJ thing. Yeah,
I'm saying like my stepfather sent me video one time. It was a joke
about it. DJ. My stepfather goofy as shit you sent me? Man,
My stepfather was always there whenever I needed hed get for me. But
like showing me shit and teaching me shit, how you wasn't. I just
think my dad used to have me outside I needed to learn how to do
a backhandspring to be on varsity. He had me out there. That's what
I did the last time it was here. We went to the park and
shit, s's in robotics school. I sent to the little battle box videos.
I was watching battle Box. I said, shit, this is what
we really need to be on if you're gonna do robotics, shit, fuck
this key and shit. Right you know where I work, I can get
all these I get all this shit every week. Get some money. Let's
do battle box man, you ain't talking about Do you think you can't really
do too much until you actually know or like certain ship like that into your
kids, Like yeah, sometimes you gotta force them to do shit because they
don't know what they like to say, like it. Yeah, you definitely
got used to force their kids to just play whatever sport it was until he
figured out are just the one. I ain't gonna force, but I am
gonna let him play different. Which one? Did you do you like the
most? He want to do? He want to play the guitar. He
want to be a drummer and a singer now. But when they get a
little older, that ship might change, you know what I'm saying. Like
some people, but if you push when I was a kid, and it's
like pushing it now towards it for them, they ain't gonna do nothing but
perfect their craft and get better and actually might become something. Because them little
kids are so on YouTube, playing with toys and shit, that's they didn't
go and say, oh, mom, at three, I wanna be on
YouTube. No, their parents put that shit in their face and made him
do it. No, they started now they got money. Who play put
two kids in front of ship, they started starting new kids. Man,
they probably just have that the like damn, because that's why I felt like,
I don't need to start recording his ass make some money blowing up the
little athlete chick like all might be like with Gracie's corner. I like like
I like Gracie's corner. But at the end of the day, it is
just a father who's producing career never took off, and he's using his kids
something over his beach. It ain't but it's hard. It's hard, it's
fired. It's another it's another family out of Chicago that's fired too. They
got jewels, jewels, that's hard, jewels that three baby one two three
six. I was like, hey, this is throw baby hard. That's
not that I mean because they hear them songs anyway. So just like your
mom always say you you should know your bathphone work, like you know the
rap songs. That's me and DJ I was talking about that, like need
to go why why why we was trying to make rap songs instead of like
kids songs and everybody got kids. And I was like, he said,
we still could do it, and I was like, look up for nobody
making kids. Nigga should still do it. But it's like I think,
I think being I think I never do that because I'm just burned down on
music, like music production period. But in regards to like he even he
was saying about his uh, he got an eighteen year old steps on and
he was just like, he said, the nigga don't he said, the
nigga don't be on YouTube, like studying like sports, like he said he
wanted to play sports, but the nigga never was studying. He don't know
the best tight end in the state. He don't know this. You don't
know that. He was like this, yeah, and that, And I
was like, are we are we forcing that on? Because now you can
now niggas are rapping. Not know who Jadakiss is like now niggas. But
back then, when when I was trying to rap nigga, I knew who
everybody was. I'm studying. I'm listening to everybody album. I want to
be I want to be better than everybody. But even with podcasts, and
I'm listening to everybody's show, and I'm taking everything that I liked from all
of these shows, and I'm all right, boom, I need to buy
this, this, this and this, and then niggas still I listened to
niggas shit and they shu still sound the same way that it sounded when they
started in twenty and thirteen, fourteen fifteen, And that's just trash, that's
just ask you're not investing. And I get really upset because why aren't you
if you really love the fans or the people listening to your ship, like
you say, why aren't aren't you trying to provide a better experience for them?
If you love dj and why are you not trying to provide a better
experience for them? If you love clothing? And why are you not trying
to provide a better experience for the person buying the clothes if you if you
like Dynasty, just jumped and photography and not just jumped into it, but
she already surpassed a lot of the niggas that I'm like, Bro, why
you ain't? Oh man, I'm gonna get that man when I get you
should have been out? What you're doing huck like listeners be really fucking with
us, Like my nigga. Damn, he just started listening to us,
and he every time he listened to the episode, the nigga texts me.
So last time he texts me like, bro, I promise I ain't gonna
text you at the every episode, bro, but this shit really good.
Like he like y'all. Like he was texting me, he like, um,
i'd want to respond and shit the question. He's like, y'all,
y'all, y'all so good together. I'm like, yeah, I'm like,
bro, we shit before we just started, like we were six years in
before we even stopped. He like, yeah, I really really with y'all
nicely. I'm like, he like y'all. Tell y'all talk to y'all.
Tell y'all know when to talk, like we've been doing it for a while.
I said, we talk over each other here and there, but I
think like our talkovers probably like you motherfuckers know our voices and shit, so
motherfucking still can in the room. I know, Yeah, they can hear
us because the noise ain't walls. Yeah, I just I don't. I
don't, I don't, I don't. I will end on this. I
just don't know what to do when it comes to like my niece I got,
I got six nieces. I got six nieces and a nephew, And
there's going to be a point of time when they realize that I'm the more
passionate one out of all of their parents. It's gonna come in time when
they be like, oh shit, that's Uncle Eric. Oh shit. But
then it's like it's gonna go straight military mode because kids have so much their
brains are just like open bunches. And I'm like, I want to take
advantage of you, paulse I want to take advantage of you because you have
nothing but fucking free time to sit at home and watch it and learn all
of this shit and how to learn how to make me more money, how
to make me more money, make me because she was like because she was
like, yeah, we win to start of YouTube page. And I'm like,
what they're gonna talk about? I don't know. That's what I said,
all right, No, no, because I can come up with a
whole fucking show basically your kids. But now, no, I mean more
than that, I want to hit you all niggas with the three sixty if
I'm if I'm I now understand the record label. If I'm putting you in
the studio and I'm telling you how to wear your hair, what's clothes to
wear, what to say? This is mine? Yeah, I can interchange
you out, MILLI Vanilly, I can tell I can I can interchange'all
out. But but it's my talent I'm telling don't means shit if it wasn't
for me. Aime, got you heard, I'm directing you, I'm putting
you together. I'm putting you in the place you need to beat. Yeah,
that's that's the that's the that's the that's the thing. That's where I'm
at now. Like you have family members like to do to do what y'all
niggas is doing on the side. Now, niggas got jobs like to do
the shit that y'all doing on the side. I remember I showed up to
Christie's birthday party and Dynasty was there. I was like, what the fuck
are you doing here? She's like, oh, like oh okay, She's
like, I'm so tired, I got another gig out to this. I'
about to leave. I'm like, god damn. Then like I'm here from
this time and this time, I'm about to go back there. Then I'm
about to come back. I'm leaving my stuff here, I'm gonna come back.
I'm like, I'm not doing all of that, bro me, I
just drop off the day. I know. But when you but how I'm
I'm nice, then y'all, I think, So, how do you How
do y'all you nicer? Nicer communicating what I'm saying, y'all, I mean
you said the nicer. I mean to say that not too much. Y'all
are nicer than me when it comes to communicating. How are y'all communicating?
One do y'all family look at your and be like, I want to do
something outside outside of JJ. No, I don't really deal with my family
too. I tried to get my little brother into DJ with me. He
just turned eighteen, and he looked old enough to get in the clubs.
I just walcome right in there if I wanted to. But he just want
to go to work and do nothing. The rest of you just want to
go to work and come home and play the game and do nothing. My
niece wants to like she sees how dedicated I am the coach, and I
know she wants to cheer and stuff, and she's going to classes. But
my niece, but there's not like there's not many of us. When we
first started, she was she beyle when we first started. How was she
when we first started? Like, no, No, because men Johnny got
together when she was three, so it was before that. No, we
started. She was born in fourteen. If we started in fourteen, that's
she was more than fourteen. That's crazy. No, she literally was a
baby because that's when I was working at Finish and when I was working at
Finish one, she was a baby and I was Finish Line. She'll be
nine in May. Yeah, she wants a cheer, Yeah she does.
Then she just want to do what you're doing. No, because she watched
the Olympics and see like he said, Gaffie Douglas, she watched that and
then she do tennis like she was wanted all this play n wrestling and my
kids get a little excited. Maybe you should make them wrestling girls. They
never watched a bitch flip ever. Ever, my knees come up here every
other weekend. She never I've never seen any flipping on her phone. What's
so? And I'd be like, y'all don't turn on TV and go yam,
And in my mind, I'm like, am I supposed to teach them
to do that? Look? Passion know, you just got to instill on
them like if this is something that you really want to do, they already
got They already do it, you know what I mean. And if they
was passionate about it, they would want to do it outside of going to
do it. And then now they just they're really just doing something to be
I mean, but kids still want to be kids at the same time,
so they might not grab and You're gonna keep having a conversation. I'm how
to stop it because I just told you. I don't think that being a
kid is what we think being a kid is. I think being a kid
is you being you, having the mental willingness and your body being able to
move the ways, but like you're not you. You don't need to sleep
like that, you can go study some shit and not sleep. I think
that that being a kid. Let's say Let's say let's say we had the
Internet when we was younger, and we can watch and learn who Staying was,
Triple h was, learn how to yo yo. We would have been
on YouTube studying the most random shit. Ever, I don't think we would
have been just watching well, I don't think we've just been watching white people
play with toys. I think we would have. I think we would have
been watching what we were passionate about. But that could just be us in
this room because we are all the ram battles. I was watching ving videos
that wasn't on TV and shit like that. You can't teach passion, man,
that was a good job. I don't think you can teach. I
am Eric Dizzy. This has been another great episode of egg and Philosophy.
I'm hearing my brother Keena. Mister, who the are you? Nigga main
nigga thirty four? Name? You feel me? What really expensive? You
know what I'm saying? Rare? Because what is made? What are you
made? Nigga? Snapchat? Man? I can't change that ship man,
it won't let you. Hell no, you can't change. I don't ever
really get on. It's all should be, should be. Little don't know
about y'all, don't. I don't know why I'm not deleted off because I
really don't. It's all the topics on there. I guess where I can
get hell the topics from right here? I do see it on the home
page. They have a whole bunch of that's crazy, some toxic memories never
not the topic. But it's crazy because we always have a list of topics
to discuss and we don't never. Yeah, I'm a bunch of there.
We didn't. We didn't touch none of that ship much as a dynasty number.
Two weeks Postmen talked about that's been on there a couple of weeks now
by guys Big Book, booky brand dot com, man Books something. Let
me see y'all when we see y'all.