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Leafs Send Canadian psychic Robert Lindsey Milne.

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That's me and welcome to my side
of the crystal ball. We're going

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to be hipping in a hoppin' and
bipping in a bobbin tonight because boy,

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we've got a great show. My
good friend Adam Galp is joining me.

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I had the privilege of being on
his part podcast last March and we had

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a great conversation and he promised me
that he'd come back, and in fact,

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here he is tonight. We had
this amazing talk in the green room

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just just before the show, and
we talked about so many things until finally

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one of us might have been Adam. He said, you know, we've

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been talking about so much great stuff
we we maybe maybe we should just start

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recording. So we just started recording. Uh So, Adam Gallas is a

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former UH teacher and and he was
a sports and UH physical fitness teacher at

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a at a college or at a
middle school. And as well as he

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has a very impressive UH sports background, he also besides being a physical athlete,

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he also has to be really smart. He's retired from being a teacher

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and well in a school, and
and and and physical fitness, and somewhere

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along the line he started having the
ability to see things and connect with the

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Akashak records. And what are the
Akashak records? You ask, Well,

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just stick around because Adam is going
to be here and we're going to be

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talking about that and a whole lot
more. This is a really exciting show.

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And now, just as we're about
to start ww RS, I'm sure a

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lot of you know that I'm really
interested in psychology, behavior growth, inner

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enlightenment, etc. And so tonight
I want to talk to you about dealing

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and facing pain and how we do
it or why we don't do it,

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or and what happens if we don't
do it or if we do it.

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So, every one of us has
had something in our life that has caused

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us hurt in the past. No
matter how wonderful somebody's life is, there's

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always been something. And there are
those that have fewer of those, and

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there are people that have greater than
others. But we all have hurt and

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we all get pained sometimes we forget
about consciously deliberately avoid looking at that pain,

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talking about that pain, admitting that
pain is there. Sometimes it's just

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too scary because it would hurt so
much when it was inflicted upon us all

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those years ago, and we hold
it inside, and it takes a lot

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of energy to hold that inside,
and so we can have bouts of anger

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with that pain, and we'll cover
anger in just a little while. Right

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now, we're gonna look at pain. So when we start to look at

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something we remember, we remember that
it hurts so much. We're not feeling

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it right now, though we're remembering
what we think it felt like, but

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we're not feeling it. And one
of the most important things about getting in

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touch with those hurts from the past
is there is one thing that is absolutely

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irrefutable. And what's absolutely irrefutable about
any painful, terrible experience that you've had

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is you survived it. Because if
you hadn't survived it, you wouldn't be

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alive, and you wouldn't be watching
this conversation or watching this what I'm talking

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about. You wouldn't be here.
So when we remember something from the past,

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we're afraid because we remember it hurt
but we're remembering it in our analytical

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brain that has no emotion, and
we're detached from it because the pain's not

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there. When we look at this, we're One of the things we also

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have to be aware of is that
when we actually remember what it feels like,

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it's never as bad as hurtful as
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us. And when we acknowledge that
it's never as bad remembering than it was

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when it was inflicted upon us,
and we're living proof that we survived it,

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then we can face that pain now. When we're actually remembering pain is

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coming from a different part of our
brain and and we're not actually feeling it,

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we're remembering that we felt it.
So to give you an example,

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when when when I was a kid, just to keep me fit for playing

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hockey, I played a little bit
of football too, and one time in

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a practice I got hit in the
head with a forearm and it hit my

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helmet and my helmet was a little
bit loose and it turned. My neck

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didn't turn, but my nose got
it was level with my ears. You

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know, it a crack. So
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doctor was about to fix my nose
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He said to me, we can't
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going to have to in us.
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have to suck it up. So
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and he stuck them up my no. I was laying down, and I

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was I was uh sedated, and
and but but I was awake, and

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and he and he stuck the prongs
right up my nose, and then he

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started to push my nose back into
place. Oh my god, it hurts

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so much. I can remember the
agony of it. I can remember even

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but the bone felt like going scraping
back across the bone. But I don't

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feel it because that's coming from another
part of my brain. So in the

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remembering, it's never as bad as
it was when it was inflicted upon us.

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And we are living proof we survived
it pain and anger. Now we

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don't like to remember those terrible things
that happen to us, especially when we

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haven't had any experience with getting past. And some of us and one of

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them, right, I have been
become so detached from that those hurt feelings.

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We might even deny that we have
them. We cannot just ignore the

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hurt and the pain, and we
don't like feeling pain. So what we

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do is we mask that pain with
anger. We instead of getting in touch

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with the pain, we focus on
being angry. We humans are capable of

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only feeling one feeling at a time. You can't stuck and blow at the

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same time. You can't be happy
and sad in the same moment, or

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high or low. You are in
one feeling in the moment. When you

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mask the anger sor when you mask
the pain with anger, you don't feel

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the pain. What you do,
though, is you lash out and you

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take it outward. And when you're
being angry and you lash out, you

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don't feel the pain. And you
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some big peluka or or well anybody
say they they get drunk and act like

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a jerk. And then after they've
acted like a jerk and you know,

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beat everybody up in the place or
harassed everybody, then they get quiet,

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and then they get all cheery eyed
and cry and you know shit like that.

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Well, what happens is they get
too tired to keep the anger going,

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and then that anger no longer masks
the pain, and then they get

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in touch with the pain, and
then they just become you know, and

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then we will tend to have very
little compassion. And we also wouldn't understand

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that either. Anyway, I digress. So, when your anger is masking

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that pain, the pain festers and
it gets hotger, it gets greater,

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and it expands. And then what
happens is, in order to keep that

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pain numb, the anger has to
get greater, and over time it gets

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greater and greater and greater and greater. Sometimes in some of my life coaching

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and even even in psychic greetings,
you know, I'll come across someone in

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in a relationship and they're really angry
and the relationship breaks up. Their heart

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broke and he's not gonna you know, and and there's a part of that

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mourning or a part of dealing with
that loss where if they don't get in

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touch with their feelings of hurt,
what happens is they can get resentful and

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angry. So when when when you
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a horribly acrimonious relationship, uh you
know, and and you know they've

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done equal horrible things to each other. When they're masking the hurt, the

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anger gets greater and greater. So
if they push the anger aside and get

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in touch with the pain, feel
it, identify it, and remember that

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no matter what, you've survived any
type of hurt like this in the past,

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and you will get through this one. You just keep telling yourself to

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stay in touch with the pain,
put light on it, identify it,

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talk about it, be open about
it, and in time, lessons and

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lessons and lessons again. So to
get over the hurt, to prevent yourself

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from feeling it, you get anger
to heal it, push the anger aside,

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and get in touch with the pain. When you get in touch with

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the pain, it begins to heal. And that's what Robert has to say.

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You know, Adam, I've been
a guest on your show and you

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you you've returned to favor that you're
joining me on my side of the crystal

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ball. Thank you very much.
The people that are going to be watching

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us talk today have missed a lot
just you and me sitting together talking about

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what we've done. That there's such
similarity, you know, so many things

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that are the same but different is
you know that we've experienced is fabulous.

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So I know that you're a phys
that you were a teacher and your specialty

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wise physical education. You you you've
been into sports and things like that.

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So how does a winning picture become
p I T C h R. How

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can a winning picture all of a
sudden become an expert in reading the akashak

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records? Like, how do you
do that leap well? Throwing strikes?

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Yeah? I guess how did you
do that? Well? There was a

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big, a big gap between when
I finished playing college and getting into the

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Acasha records. I'd say that was
about maybe twenty five years between of of

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of timing. But I think the
accumulation of actually learned the lessons through sport,

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and you know, and and and
who our audiences when we're playing and

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the motivation for participation is a big
factor for me understanding a little bit more

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about my own life and my own
journey. And as we mentioned earlier,

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as we spoke, we spoke about
the people in our lives who are the

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the forces behind each one of us
in order to you know, be subservient

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so to speak, or pleasing to. And I think my journey pushed me

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along in a competitive manner which was
pleasing the external world, which over then

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a period of time brought me inward
to then go inward to understand I had

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a core and a soul and the
ability. What did that happen? So

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you know, you're playing baseball,
throwing strikes and and and and getting hits

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and things like that. How did
you go from that to recognizing you have

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as Oh that's brilliant. Well it
was that interaction with my father. Oh

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okay, So the interaction with my
father as an individual who was living through

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me as a as an eight year
old, nine year old all the way

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up to high school, and his
particular impetus was trying to make himself feel

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good through my actions, through the
things maybe that he wasn't able to do

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as a child. So you become
a star and he gets to be the

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star too, exactly, okay,
yes, And going through that experience made

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me question who I was and what
was making me happy? And who was

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I making happier? Oh? What
was my goal? Was? What was

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my role in life? Was it
to please people and lose my own self

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or was it for me to regain
myself? And I think those experiences of

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having trauma in my house and you
know, moments of physical altercations and having

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nasses at home as in like being
hit and beat opper stuff. Well,

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there was dower incident instances where that
took place where you know, my father

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would come home from work and he
would be he worked in Wall Street,

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in the stock market. He was
the son of immigrants. Himself was he

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was an immigrant. He came to
this country in nineteen fifty one after traveling

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from country to country, surviving World
War Two with his parents. His stepfather,

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his father was killed in World War
Two. We didn't know. What

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made it interesting was they came here
and you know, they made it in

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some capacity. You know, my
great my not my biological grandfather, but

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his father, who I considered my
grandfather at the time, had a grocery

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store. They came here. They
you know, they worked hard. My

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grandmother was a seamstress. Everything was
about just keeping the family together, I

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assume after the war, rather than
really being able to question or go back

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and deal with any of the traumas
that they specifically went through. So everything

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was buried in their past. So
my father came here, he worked at

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Wall Street. He came home.
My mother was very nervous. She waited

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by the radio to listen to hear
when the train was arriving at the train

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station from New York and it was
it was it was funny. It was

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a news radio called wi Ands ten
ten wins radio, Accu Weather Report and

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try I know that station. Okay, So traffic was the big, the

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big nutting name in my mother's kitchen. And every time the radio went on

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and the traffic was being you know, you know reported, my mother was

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listening to the specific train if it
was arriving on time. If it arrived

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on time, we were in a
good mood. If there was a ten

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or fifteen minute delay, we weren't
in a good mood. And my mother

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would wait till my father got home
and report to my father, to rile

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him up, to say, you
know what your son did. Do you

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know what your son did? You
know what your son did? And wait

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till your father gets home. That
can be the longest wait in the world.

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It was the longest wait in the
world. And then I ran to

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the corner to try to greet my
father before he got to my mother.

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Oh really, wow, Yeah,
So I'd run to the corner, you

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know, not showing not not with
not with showing any type of you know

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you know, I wasn't really conscious
of it, probably, but now I

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am. I ran to the corner
to beat my mother to the not that

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she was waiting to beat. I
did to feel safe. Yeah, I

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feel safe. Went I gave him
and he said yeah, yeah, he

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said. He said to me,
how I go? How I go?

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How's how's your day? Dad?
And he said, oh it was?

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It was this was that he walked
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steps. My mother said, if
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him. And I said, oh, here we go. So it all

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started. This went on for so
many years, uh on and off.

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A lot of trom a lot of
stress through that situation. And I had

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a good relationship with my grandmother,
his mother, my father's mother, who

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was very endearing to me and understanding
of what I was experiencing. I'd run

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to her house a block and a
half away, and she'd sit me down

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and I'd explain to her that I
said, Grandma, I don't know what's

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going on. She says, please, I understand what. I understand what

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you're experiencing. Your father doesn't know
better, I don't think. And I

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was young, so I overlooked it. And I just went along with it,

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and I just felt that I had
a safe haven to go to her

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house whenever these things took place.
But the more I was engaged in the

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house, the more I was questioning
what was happening, and just getting back

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to the point of what you had
asked me initially going from my childhood to

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playing sports to then walking on to
like a Division I baseball team, having

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no support at that point, because
as we mentioned earlier, it was no

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longer about my father the getting a
feed into the energy of what I was

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doing. It was me now becoming
an independent individual and now learning the ropes

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of life on my own, so
to speak. I have to mention this

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to Adam what I'm hearing and what
we were talking a little bit about before

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we were just just hanging out before
the show. What I'm hearing and you're

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describing it. You were in a
serial like on a scale of one to

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ten in terms of dysfunction, you
were living at least at a nine.

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Yeah, maybe a nine and a
half. And the only difference to make

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a nine and a half a ten
would be the kid gets killed. But

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other than that that is like nine. You were a nine to nine and

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a half. Now here's my question. How come you became so strong,

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dealt with it and created I'm an
amazingly interesting and fulfilling existence when others that

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have had uh less trauma and couldn't
make it. What do you think is

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the difference? Well, I mean
if I look at it now, understanding

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a little bit more about the spiritual
world and having a deeper understanding of choosing

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our parents, choosing a life path
that we're going to choose. I think

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this was the impetus or the pressure
necessary from my soul to evolve and to

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have these person's characters in my life
in order to put me through hardship.

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So I didn't become a victim of
circumstances, but I became wiser from the

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circumstances. So the answer I would
have given if I would have been talking

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about you as I would have said, that's because he's so strong and determined

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and has a great will that I
have. Well, that's the way I

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would That's the way I would see
what you've done. Well, I didn't

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know I would have said that initially, and I have that in combination.

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But the combination of that and also
having a deeper understanding of my path and

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other people's paths have given me that
the willpower also to go on and to

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give that insight to other people.
Because yeah, there's another thing as well,

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and that is your inner kindness.
Thank you. Well, that's true.

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Yeah, because you could have gone
the other way. Oh and and

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and it was a conscious choice,
absolutely, you know, you could have

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really gone the other way. Uh. I had a I had an Incidentally,

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we have all we always we all
have those, uh you know,

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positive negative moments, whether we go
to the light of the dark. Absolutely.

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Yeah. But I had a force. I had my I had my

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grandmother, my grandmother, Lydia And
as I said, me too, Yeah,

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and that grandmother of mine lived that
block and a half away, was

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situated in a perfect spot for me
to seek shelter and feel safe. Okay,

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And that's what we need when we're
traumatized like that. Okay. So,

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how does this kid who's a star
baseball player and really strong and you

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know, caring a lot for the
whole family, How did you find out

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about do you cashy records? How
did that happen? Well, I guess

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over the years, accumulating all of
these experiences and dealing with the traumas that

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we mentioned or we're speaking about the
did the specific emotional issues turn physical for

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me? I so well. I
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in terms of having asthma. But
I had experiences like where I was in

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the gymnasium of my school and I
was having breathing problems. I had allergies.

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It was dust there was they were
polyer thing, the polyr thing,

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the flows every year. But I
looked up one one time in the building

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and I never had this before.
I looked at the event in my gym

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gymnasium and I've all of a sudden
it was getting panic a panic attack,

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I know them. Okay, through
that panic attack, I was hyperventilating,

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you know, having a hard time
breathing. Uh as As it as it

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went on, I guess it got
a little bit more intense. And there

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was a woman at work who had
spoken to me and told me that she

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knew somebody who does energy work.
And at the time I knew a little

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bit about acupuncture, acupressure. I
had done that type of you know,

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holistic work or with people who've helped
me with that. And then I contacted

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the person, she said, and
he got on the phone. He said

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to me, yeah, you have
asthma. He didn't, you know,

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he read my energy, which at
that time I didn't know about. And

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I came to visit him, and
you know, he started telling me about

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my childhood, you know what the
issues were, the traumas, you know,

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the fighting, whatever. He said, why'd you walk around so angry

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as a child? I mean,
he knew why, and he was just

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trying to elicit my you know,
response to that. As it turned out,

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while we were working with one another, my intuition started to expand I

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was able to tell him about clients
with looking at their pictures that were on

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the wall that he was you know, sending energy to. And he also

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had mentioned to me, said,
you know, you have the potential to

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do this type of work. So
I was feeling it and I was understanding

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that that concepts As the time progressed
and I spent time working with him.

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I had read a book on the
Akashak records by this woman by the name

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of Gabrielle Law and her book how
do you spell her last name? O?

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R R Okay? I had a
reading done first. Actually she was

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with her, Yeah, She had
told me, do you speak German?

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I said, I actually do I
speak it fluently? She said yes,

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she said, and I was,
you know, working through the traumas,

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the issues of asthma and other stuff. But she was telling me that,

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you know, you were in the
past life. I see you in Germany

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in a concentration camp. And I
said, well, it's interesting. I

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lived in Germany for six months.
I spoke fluently. Within six months,

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I married a German woman. I
felt when I was in Germany at home,

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I literally felt when I walked through
the streets, this is home to

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me. Came back. I was
in nineteen eighty seven, and the reading

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continued. You know, you were
a doctor that was well liked. You

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had a Jewish mother, a Christian
a vice versus a Christian mother, a

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Jewish father, and you you you
got killed at the end of the war.

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Of the war, well, it
was towards in the war itself.

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I did a yeah. So as
that as that progressed, I was going

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to psychic workshops, you know,
and I wound up someone. They were

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burning Incent in the in the bill
in the room, and I had asked

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the teacher she can put it out, and the girl next to me said,

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that's that that fear you have of
the smoke is not from this life.

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It's from the past life. I
said, oh my god. And

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then I calmed down and I was
able to at least try to acclimate myself

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to the burning of the incent and
just realize it was something from the past

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and another person was seeing it.
Sure, so that was triggering a PTSD

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episode. In that woman's words,
calmed you down? Yes, it calmed

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me down. Okay, yeah,
pretty powerful words. Yeah. Absolutely.

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I did a reading for myself,
an Akasha record reading. I then was

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able to learn how to read the
akashak records myself, and I was doing

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readings for others and myself, and
I heard I came from Berlin. I

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had a Jewish mother, a Christian
German mother, and a Jewish father.

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And I heard names. They came
to me. I don't remember the names,

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but they came to me. I
was doing then a Reiki session on

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someone distant healing, and the person
got up off the chair afterwards and said,

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you were my doctor in the concentration
camp. Really, yes, wow,

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yeah, why do you think that
happened? Okay, so here's my

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reaction. My reaction is not oh
wow, you know, like you're making

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up a story. My reaction is
what cost that person to have a reiki

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session with you and be able to
recognize that you were her doctor in a

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concentration camp in another existence? Like
what are the odds of that? Like?

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How did that happen? Well?
I guess, I guess it being

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a unified field, a connective energy, right, that field of connecting to

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another person. When was that?
This was last year? A year and

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a half? Oh okay, oh
I was thinking like twenty years ago.

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Okay, this was like a reason
like yes, yes, okay, wow,

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okay, have you come down from
that high yet? Yeah? Yeah,

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that's true. Well, initially I
did feel like it was a confirmation

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that made me validated what I was
feeling. And then I did. I

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interviewed to people on my podcast what
did you think when that happened? Where

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did you? I asked the person
to describe, to describe it? And

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I asked the person who I did
the reading for, who was also in

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contact with doing a kashak record readings
I had, said, could you do

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me a favor? Well, initially
I felt, first of all, I

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was overwhelmed because I felt a sense
of guilt of being associated with this time

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period. Was a Jewish back,
Yeah, well, be a doctor,

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Oh yes, okay, yes,
yes, you know you hear about the

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different doctors and what they experiments and
everything else. And I didn't view myself

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like that. But I'm sure that
I'll explain later what happened to me.

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Okay, yeah, but what took
place was after she got up, she

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said, yes, you're in this
room and you weren't suspenders. And I

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always envisioned myself. I was suspenders, like in college. I dressed like

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it was nineteen forty. Wow she
was, she says, wow. I

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said could you do me? I
said, could you do a reading on

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that specific thing? And she a
week later she writes me back. She

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goes, you had a German mother
and a Jewish father, and you were

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from Berlin. And I got the
same reading myself. I was an eye

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doctor, an eye doctor, a
specialist that was well known. And incidentally,

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when I looked on the hospital all
in Berlin, the Charite, which

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is the hospital where most of the
doctors, Jewish and Christian doctors alike studied

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under, I did somewhat of a
remote viewing and I Drew drew the building,

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and it was the building that I
saw on the on the computer when

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I typed in images for the charite. That's amazing. Yeah, and the

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and the shoes I wore. I
was able to look down at my shoes

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and see what the shoes I wore, where I stood. And then as

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I as I, as I continued, I was explaining this before I did.

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I interviewed two people on a on
A on my podcast and at the

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end of the podcast again conversations with
Adam Gell and inspiring minds. Okay,

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where's the found It's on YouTube.
Oh okay, good. Yeah. So

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so I did the reading I did, had the interview. At the end

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of the reading, I said,
Adam, there's somebody I think is going

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to know you. I said,
no, me, okay, he said,

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well it was it was actually he
was, Yeah, it was.

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He wrote a book. Uh.
And And what happened was I get an

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email from the person said Adam,
I don't mean, maybe this sounds a

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little strange, but my name is
so and so and so and so,

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and you were my doctor in the
concentration camps. That's amazing. Yeah,

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and I and I and I she
told me. I was delivering babies.

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I was on the line helping people
deliver children, and she I pulled her

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off the line and I helped.
I asked her to help me to save

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her life in the in the in
the in that particular department, and she

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got a name too for me.
How do you carry that? And and

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you know what I mean by well
carrying it? Like like, how do

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you live with that and then still
be normal? Well? I want to,

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I want to. I want to. I'm going to tell you the

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last couple of weeks, I've been
a little bit challenging. I had a

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I was put on I'll tell you
why I was. I went. I

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took a past life regression therapy.
I was put on the hypnosis in a

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group in a group session. Uh. And the the the hypnosis session was

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based upon that specific past life.
So I was able to now see three

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specific scenes in my in my in
this in this time period. And the

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first scene was me arriving by train. I didn't know if it was Auschwitz

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or not, but that's where I
was. That's that's where it was.

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I saw the coat, the jacket. I was wearing a long wool coat.

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I wore a hat and glasses.
I looked in the mirror, uh.

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And then from there I was given
an outfit to wear and a white

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shirt like a medical shirt with and
then I was tattooed on the arm the

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forum. The next see numbers yeah, I was given numbers, yes,

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and I was I was demoralized because
I thought I was a respected human being

412
00:37:52,679 --> 00:37:58,199
that was well respected by my peers
back in Germany and where I was,

413
00:37:58,239 --> 00:38:02,239
and so it was very demoralized for
me. I was very proud. And

414
00:38:02,559 --> 00:38:09,239
the next scene was me standing at
a desk and at the desk, uh,

415
00:38:09,360 --> 00:38:14,639
there was an SS guard to my
back and Jewish inmates coming in with

416
00:38:14,760 --> 00:38:17,360
striped clothing and I looked at them. They said, can you please help

417
00:38:17,400 --> 00:38:22,039
me? And I said this to
myself, I can't do anything. Next

418
00:38:22,079 --> 00:38:25,280
please, next, please, next, please. Well, the next scene

419
00:38:25,320 --> 00:38:30,800
was I went to the commandant of
the camp and I said, you can

420
00:38:30,840 --> 00:38:35,239
do with do with me whatever you
choose, but I will not do what

421
00:38:35,280 --> 00:38:38,159
you're doing anymore. I will not
sell my soul to this. I'm done.

422
00:38:39,800 --> 00:38:45,440
So the next scene was my dead
scene, which was a was they

423
00:38:45,440 --> 00:38:52,719
put like a black hood on me
and I got shot in the chest and

424
00:38:52,760 --> 00:38:57,159
then I that was it. So
this is this happened a couple of weeks

425
00:38:57,199 --> 00:39:01,320
ago, this this particular HI doing
Now, I'm okay, but the first

426
00:39:01,360 --> 00:39:04,920
few days thereafter, we're a little
traumatizing. For me. I have to

427
00:39:04,960 --> 00:39:09,920
say, yeah, yeah, so
am I you and Rodney Dangerfield, Right,

428
00:39:10,079 --> 00:39:13,880
I'm okay today, but boy,
you should just seen me last week.

429
00:39:14,000 --> 00:39:16,880
Right, Oh my god, that's
true. That's actually true. It

430
00:39:16,880 --> 00:39:20,800
did set off. It did set
off a little bit of a of a

431
00:39:20,880 --> 00:39:22,440
trauma in me. I have to
say, I have to say, uh,

432
00:39:22,960 --> 00:39:27,400
but what it did was it pieced
together and it gave me the opportunity

433
00:39:27,480 --> 00:39:32,840
to actually see how this actually is
helpful because it shows us in our lifetime,

434
00:39:32,920 --> 00:39:40,239
how we're experiencing certain traumas and certain
certain moments that really revert back to

435
00:39:40,559 --> 00:39:46,519
possible past lives. And we're supposed
to have awoken ourselves to these experiences so

436
00:39:46,599 --> 00:39:52,000
that our solely evolves and that we
are faced with certain things of making decisions

437
00:39:52,119 --> 00:39:58,039
or challenging one of the virtues that
I was supposed to experience, which I

438
00:39:58,079 --> 00:40:02,639
felt was truth, speaking the truth, dealing with people who aren't being truthful.

439
00:40:07,159 --> 00:40:13,480
I have a slight variation only so
when you say what I was supposed

440
00:40:13,519 --> 00:40:19,039
to do and and where I come
from. It's uh, my, my,

441
00:40:19,159 --> 00:40:22,039
where I come from. And my
thinking is it's what you chose to

442
00:40:22,079 --> 00:40:27,480
do, what you accepted that that
that's how I would see it. But

443
00:40:27,480 --> 00:40:32,159
but you're you're seeing it differently,
So I would see it as I decided

444
00:40:32,360 --> 00:40:39,559
to accept it rather than I'm supposed
to. Okay, that's that's only for

445
00:40:39,719 --> 00:40:43,199
me, right, that's the I
don't know where that came from, but

446
00:40:43,280 --> 00:40:47,159
that that's what what it was for
me. Well, in essence, it

447
00:40:47,199 --> 00:40:53,880
was it's a learning experience for me, and it it showed me, as

448
00:40:53,880 --> 00:40:58,679
you spoke about before, the paths
that we can choose. We can become

449
00:40:58,920 --> 00:41:04,719
angry or we become wise from a
situation or kind. Well, in my

450
00:41:04,880 --> 00:41:09,360
case, I've been like the whole
spectrum. Yeah, well I've I've experienced

451
00:41:09,360 --> 00:41:15,639
the feelings of aggression and I usually
let that out through sport when I did

452
00:41:15,719 --> 00:41:20,239
play hockey. Yes, that's a
good one to play. Yeah, it

453
00:41:20,280 --> 00:41:22,960
was. It was a perfect opportunity
for me to do. It was it

454
00:41:22,039 --> 00:41:27,519
was also almost like the phoenix coming
out of the fire, trying to use

455
00:41:27,639 --> 00:41:34,960
that energy in a positive way and
to to motivate myself to make it like

456
00:41:35,039 --> 00:41:38,480
a laser as opposed to making it
like a weak beam and just using my

457
00:41:38,519 --> 00:41:49,920
head. So what do you do
now with that information that you have?

458
00:41:51,320 --> 00:41:58,039
What do you do with it?
Now now you've learned about it? What

459
00:41:58,119 --> 00:42:01,079
do you do with that learning?
Well, first off, it gave me

460
00:42:01,119 --> 00:42:07,719
the opportunity to see how the Acastak
records has the capacity to open one up

461
00:42:07,760 --> 00:42:13,119
to their soul's plan, their book
of life. Is it open to anybody?

462
00:42:13,840 --> 00:42:16,480
Well, it's it's open to anybody. It's a matter of raising your

463
00:42:16,599 --> 00:42:22,000
energetic vibration to the eighth chakra,
which is about twelve inches above the head,

464
00:42:22,039 --> 00:42:25,519
to open up and be in touch
with that energy. I mean people

465
00:42:25,599 --> 00:42:29,480
can be and will be in touch
with that energy if they open up the

466
00:42:29,480 --> 00:42:34,199
Acastak records, but some people won't. They'll feel the energy if they know

467
00:42:34,280 --> 00:42:37,639
quiet the mind right, But some
people are then able to take it a

468
00:42:37,679 --> 00:42:43,679
step further by then it's you know, hearing information, seeing information, receiving

469
00:42:43,679 --> 00:42:49,039
a download of information for people based
upon just them opening up their records or

470
00:42:49,079 --> 00:42:54,719
them asking specific questions. And I'm
sitting here thinking somebody is going to be

471
00:42:54,760 --> 00:42:59,360
watching this because we're just recording.
Now, somebody's going to be watching this

472
00:42:59,679 --> 00:43:04,599
and there are going to say to
themselves, what are the akashak records?

473
00:43:06,199 --> 00:43:09,679
Well, that's a good question.
Obviously, the kashyak records are a vibrational

474
00:43:09,760 --> 00:43:15,199
imprint made on the akasha. What's
that, okay? So the akasha is

475
00:43:15,239 --> 00:43:23,440
an energetic field in the fifth dimension
where our thoughts, our actions, our

476
00:43:23,519 --> 00:43:29,559
speech is recorded. It's like throwing
like a rock into the into a lake,

477
00:43:29,679 --> 00:43:35,719
and the reverberation of those waves that
come off the rock hitting the water

478
00:43:36,119 --> 00:43:38,599
would be endless if there were no
sides to the lake to stop it.

479
00:43:39,519 --> 00:43:45,440
And so the akasha is the stoppage
point of the what absorbs that particular our

480
00:43:45,519 --> 00:43:49,559
words, our actions, and our
deeds and records it and keeps it in

481
00:43:49,599 --> 00:43:53,559
an energetic vibration. And when it's
stored there, a person like myself or

482
00:43:53,599 --> 00:43:58,679
someone else who opens up an akashak
record for the person that they're reading for

483
00:43:58,679 --> 00:44:07,320
for themselves is receiving of a holographic
download that is interpreted however it's perceived by

484
00:44:07,320 --> 00:44:10,320
the reader. So obviously each person
who's doing a reading has some type of

485
00:44:12,039 --> 00:44:17,280
not pre existing but has their own
bias energy involved in reading someone else's energy

486
00:44:17,480 --> 00:44:27,760
their own personal interpretation. So are
the Akashak records the recording of time up

487
00:44:27,840 --> 00:44:36,199
till now, or are the Akashic
records recorded up to infinity and in all

488
00:44:36,320 --> 00:44:42,440
variations of the realities that we'd experienced, or or is it just simply what's

489
00:44:42,519 --> 00:44:45,239
being done up until now. No, that's a good questions. It's from

490
00:44:45,239 --> 00:44:51,119
the beginning of time to infinite inil
okay, it's it's our past experiences,

491
00:44:51,199 --> 00:44:55,559
past lives, present moment and future
possibilities based upon now, based upon our

492
00:44:55,599 --> 00:45:01,119
thoughts and our words, able to
ability and manifest Okay. So it's not

493
00:45:01,360 --> 00:45:06,719
like I think about it as like
in this old castle or something, in

494
00:45:06,719 --> 00:45:12,039
this dark room with all these cabinets
filled with with with all the records of

495
00:45:12,320 --> 00:45:15,800
all times. It is not like
that at all. It's it's it's it's

496
00:45:15,920 --> 00:45:19,199
an energy. Well, it's an
energy, but it's also I guess a

497
00:45:19,320 --> 00:45:27,480
visual interpretation of that energy. Okay, Okay. Now, why would someone

498
00:45:27,760 --> 00:45:31,079
or or how No, first,
how could just like an ordinary everyday kind

499
00:45:31,079 --> 00:45:36,960
of person connect to the Akashik records
or do you have to go to somebody

500
00:45:37,079 --> 00:45:42,039
who connects to theak okay well the
way I did it, so I'll speak

501
00:45:42,079 --> 00:45:45,079
the way I did it. Yeah, I read. I read the book

502
00:45:45,320 --> 00:45:49,280
by Gabriella who wrote a book called
One True Love. And in that book

503
00:45:49,400 --> 00:45:52,400
is the prayer. Okay, it's
a sacred prayer that's open to most people

504
00:45:52,480 --> 00:45:57,079
right to be able to read that. It's a prayer that has been passed

505
00:45:57,079 --> 00:46:00,800
down from the Mayan tradition that was
translated into Spanish, then was then translated

506
00:46:00,840 --> 00:46:05,000
into English. I think by a
name by a man by the name of

507
00:46:05,039 --> 00:46:10,239
Johnny Presuit Prazinski who had a vision
one night of a of a Spanish Mexican

508
00:46:10,280 --> 00:46:14,559
woman who he'd meet and who had
passed this prayer on to him, and

509
00:46:14,599 --> 00:46:19,280
it happened to have happened. Uh, and so he I think translated to

510
00:46:19,440 --> 00:46:23,440
English. But a person, in
terms of accessing the Acastak records, you're

511
00:46:23,480 --> 00:46:30,880
able to read a prayer which will
change the vibration for the person's mind.

512
00:46:30,960 --> 00:46:37,280
I guess the waves the brain waves. So if you read that passage,

513
00:46:37,440 --> 00:46:44,960
it will it will saw soothe your
your mind or yeah, well, I

514
00:46:44,960 --> 00:46:47,800
I would say that when I initially
had had had had started this, I

515
00:46:47,840 --> 00:46:52,519
felt in my I felt in my
solar plexus by chakra. I felt a

516
00:46:52,639 --> 00:46:59,960
sense of calmness and peace. Uh
that that that allowed allowed me to actually

517
00:47:00,639 --> 00:47:04,800
sit like a in a vibration that
I felt also hitting my third chakra.

518
00:47:05,800 --> 00:47:08,239
So I felt like a heaviness on
the third chakra and on the crown chakra.

519
00:47:08,519 --> 00:47:14,199
Okay, okay, So that was
doing a reading for myself, all

520
00:47:14,320 --> 00:47:17,840
right. Doing the reading for someone
else is a specific is another prayer to

521
00:47:17,880 --> 00:47:22,039
be oh okay, So oh yeah, tell me about Dowary. That's that's

522
00:47:22,039 --> 00:47:25,039
really interesting. Okay. So that's
a prayer. That's something once you've you

523
00:47:25,039 --> 00:47:30,679
know, invested yourself in terms of
learning the Acashak records and taking specific courses

524
00:47:30,719 --> 00:47:36,320
on the Akashak records. There's another
prayer that is for specifically for clients to

525
00:47:36,480 --> 00:47:39,239
redo readings for other people, not
clients, but you know, people other

526
00:47:39,320 --> 00:47:45,840
than other than for yourself. And
it's a similar prayer and gives you access

527
00:47:45,159 --> 00:47:52,000
using their name and the prayer to
receive a download of information once their Akashak

528
00:47:52,039 --> 00:47:58,039
records are open. Wow. So
and you do that, that's what yes?

529
00:47:58,199 --> 00:48:04,000
Uh huh ah. And you do
that like for people like like clients,

530
00:48:04,440 --> 00:48:07,400
Yeah, I see clients, I'd
say i'd see about three to four

531
00:48:07,440 --> 00:48:09,119
clients. You know, I've been
seeing about three to four clients a week.

532
00:48:10,639 --> 00:48:15,800
I've been assisting many people, I
would say most people now who are

533
00:48:15,800 --> 00:48:19,599
on this like a journey of ascending
ascension of trying to open themselves up,

534
00:48:19,960 --> 00:48:24,760
dealing with their past traumas in their
fifties and sixties and removing the blocks that

535
00:48:25,000 --> 00:48:30,239
maybe we spoke about before, the
traumas that people experience that they've forgot about

536
00:48:30,280 --> 00:48:36,360
through their reptilian brain, as you
were discussing with me, and now looking

537
00:48:36,400 --> 00:48:40,039
to go back and try to find
through the Akashak records and through my readings

538
00:48:40,360 --> 00:48:45,639
some information to piece together the parts
of themselves that they kind of like shut

539
00:48:45,639 --> 00:48:49,800
down or left out of their of
their lives. And it's been pretty pretty

540
00:48:49,800 --> 00:48:53,880
successful. It's been given me the
opportunity to actually see their childhood, see

541
00:48:53,920 --> 00:49:00,440
their their their their experiences which they
did recall and then oh, ye know

542
00:49:00,519 --> 00:49:12,199
what I remember that now? Yes? So could somebody without consciously knowing they're

543
00:49:12,239 --> 00:49:19,199
connected to the Akashak records do that
and give information when they're doing readings I'm

544
00:49:19,239 --> 00:49:22,920
asking for a friend, Yeah,
well joking, Well, I would say

545
00:49:23,000 --> 00:49:28,159
I would say the psychic reading is
accessing a similar information. I think,

546
00:49:28,400 --> 00:49:34,400
really, yeah, I mean Edgar
Case who was ye that was a prophet

547
00:49:34,519 --> 00:49:38,679
name? And I mean he speaks
about the Akashak records. I don't believe

548
00:49:38,719 --> 00:49:44,079
he said a specific prayer, but
I believe that in his daydream mindset of

549
00:49:44,199 --> 00:49:47,159
quieting the brain down, which the
prayer does, that the person then has

550
00:49:47,199 --> 00:49:52,119
the ability to then access that information. I think we're in touch with the

551
00:49:52,119 --> 00:49:55,880
Akashak records when we're daydreaming, when
we settle up mind. I think this

552
00:49:57,000 --> 00:50:01,199
is a it's an entrance point of
all allowing a person to then settle into

553
00:50:01,239 --> 00:50:08,599
that energy. So when you're reading
the contract records for some warm yes,

554
00:50:09,960 --> 00:50:14,039
is that like when when I do
reading, you know, I'm sitting across

555
00:50:14,039 --> 00:50:16,800
from the person, whether it's online
or whether it's in person. Uh,

556
00:50:17,280 --> 00:50:22,199
and and I do and and and
and mine are more of a monologue than

557
00:50:22,239 --> 00:50:27,079
a dialogue, and and and I
just start talking and I talk about whatever

558
00:50:27,119 --> 00:50:34,159
comes into my mind. Is that
what you do when you're doing it?

559
00:50:34,880 --> 00:50:37,960
I would? I would. I'm
using the prayer with the person's name to

560
00:50:38,000 --> 00:50:42,920
access their energy, whether they're in
front of me, you know, behind

561
00:50:42,960 --> 00:50:45,199
me. A thousand miles away.
If I don't see them or not see

562
00:50:45,239 --> 00:50:47,599
them, it doesn't matter. I
don't have to see them, Okay,

563
00:50:49,159 --> 00:50:51,639
I don't have to hear them,
as long as they give me their name.

564
00:50:52,400 --> 00:50:54,320
Uh huh, Okay, yeah,
I understand that. And so through

565
00:50:54,360 --> 00:51:04,440
that particular entrance point again, I'm
able to then receive information in imagery.

566
00:51:06,559 --> 00:51:08,639
And so, in other words,
the session itself will open up with the

567
00:51:08,679 --> 00:51:15,199
prayer using their name, and then
I will sit a few minutes in quietness,

568
00:51:15,280 --> 00:51:21,039
in solitude, and I will see
what information in which people come into

569
00:51:21,199 --> 00:51:25,639
the reading, from what family members, and then as as it progresses,

570
00:51:25,800 --> 00:51:30,559
I will explain that what I'm seeing
and it must it's a profound experience or

571
00:51:30,639 --> 00:51:37,920
person in the person's life, and
then I'm having a profound experience right now,

572
00:51:37,400 --> 00:51:43,119
right And then the person will then
ask questions, and the questions are

573
00:51:43,119 --> 00:51:47,000
not yes or no questions, questions
that don't listen a yes or no answer.

574
00:51:47,039 --> 00:51:51,480
There are questions that are more on
a soul level of how and what

575
00:51:52,280 --> 00:51:54,719
so, in other words, how
do I access how do I go about

576
00:51:54,760 --> 00:51:59,599
finding the correct relationship? What what
do I need to do in order to

577
00:51:59,639 --> 00:52:04,039
get that specific job? What are
the what are the blocks in the way,

578
00:52:04,719 --> 00:52:08,559
So I'm you know, it's blowing
my mind at them. So so

579
00:52:08,920 --> 00:52:13,840
when I do a reading, like
I said, it's a monologue rather than

580
00:52:13,840 --> 00:52:20,239
a dialogue most of it. But
but the way I do reading, I

581
00:52:20,360 --> 00:52:23,599
ask two questions. And the two
questions are how old I well, I

582
00:52:23,639 --> 00:52:29,079
already know the name, how old
are you now? And what month is

583
00:52:29,119 --> 00:52:34,400
your next birthday? And what I'm
asking and what I'm asking or what I'm

584
00:52:34,440 --> 00:52:40,400
looking for, is where we are
right now in time. So I tune

585
00:52:40,480 --> 00:52:45,119
into where they are right now in
time where I am as well, and

586
00:52:45,320 --> 00:52:52,800
that's my anchor, and I move
forward and backward in time. But I'm

587
00:52:52,840 --> 00:52:59,400
always using that anchor as where we
are right now and when you're you were

588
00:52:59,440 --> 00:53:04,679
talking about out asking questions about I
think the future and in the past.

589
00:53:04,920 --> 00:53:12,360
I realized that one of the reasons
i'm and I always make reference to that

590
00:53:12,599 --> 00:53:15,639
the time period in the date when
I'm doing readings as well, talking about

591
00:53:15,679 --> 00:53:20,639
the future or talking about the past
and and and what I'm doing is telling

592
00:53:20,679 --> 00:53:25,119
myself where I am in time,
and I'm in time in that person's life,

593
00:53:25,440 --> 00:53:30,400
and and what I'm thinking you just
told me or taught me is that

594
00:53:30,559 --> 00:53:37,000
I I could be connected with the
CASHW records somehow it happened, but that

595
00:53:37,119 --> 00:53:39,159
that that's what I just learned with
you. I think, Yeah, it

596
00:53:39,239 --> 00:53:45,159
sounds it sounds like that, doesn't
Yeah, because because it's the anchor as

597
00:53:45,159 --> 00:53:49,000
you, as we're speaking about,
that entrance point, that point of me

598
00:53:49,199 --> 00:53:53,199
using the name gives me the capacity
to then go forward and go back right.

599
00:53:54,920 --> 00:53:59,440
Yeah, So it's like opening up. It's like opening up, like

600
00:53:59,559 --> 00:54:04,599
shooting arrow at the acastic records.
Another thing that I'm into now, tell

601
00:54:04,639 --> 00:54:07,119
me how you would feel about this. One of the things that I'm starting

602
00:54:07,159 --> 00:54:14,480
to do is taken like a whole
career. I'll move into the future and

603
00:54:14,519 --> 00:54:19,119
then when i'm talking of say,
say you're going through a really terrible time

604
00:54:20,199 --> 00:54:22,679
like most of my clients when they
come to see me. What what I

605
00:54:22,800 --> 00:54:29,400
do is I look forward into the
future and I describe to the say the

606
00:54:29,519 --> 00:54:32,280
person's forty years old in front of
me. I'll go to where they are

607
00:54:32,400 --> 00:54:39,159
at eighty and I will look back
through their eyes at eighty and I will

608
00:54:39,199 --> 00:54:45,960
describe to them today how they feel
about the way they solve the problem that

609
00:54:46,039 --> 00:54:53,199
they're coming to see me. For
that's very interesting. And and now I

610
00:54:54,320 --> 00:55:01,239
I'm reading the Ecostroc records. Yeah, oh okay, I'm doing that.

611
00:55:02,400 --> 00:55:07,800
Okay, that's what I'm doing.
Okay, Well, thank you. Yeah,

612
00:55:07,840 --> 00:55:13,800
Well it's I think it's just it's
such an interesting it's an interesting path

613
00:55:14,119 --> 00:55:16,480
to as we are speaking, as
you know, you started off at the

614
00:55:16,599 --> 00:55:22,440
very beginning of the trauma. And
and yes, and the bridges that we

615
00:55:22,440 --> 00:55:25,920
we we need to walk over order
to get to new destinations. And the

616
00:55:27,000 --> 00:55:31,119
Russia records records records does that No, that's that's and and and almost everyone

617
00:55:31,199 --> 00:55:37,760
I've met since I've you know,
made my new entrance into this field,

618
00:55:37,840 --> 00:55:42,119
right, you know, an overnight
success after fifty seven years. Right,

619
00:55:42,760 --> 00:55:46,239
So, as I made my way
back, I am learning so many things

620
00:55:46,239 --> 00:55:50,119
that I'm doing and I never even
realized that I've been doing them. This

621
00:55:50,280 --> 00:55:53,559
work. What a glorious experience.
Thank you. By the way, you're

622
00:55:53,599 --> 00:56:00,920
welcome. Absolutely, this is good. Okay. So, so when you

623
00:56:01,000 --> 00:56:06,960
do readings, and and and and
and by the way, I can just

624
00:56:07,000 --> 00:56:10,440
about anybody have have a reading from
you. Absolutely. Yeah, there's not

625
00:56:10,599 --> 00:56:15,519
like a restriction or you know,
you got to be dis evolved or you

626
00:56:15,559 --> 00:56:20,199
know, so the criteria is knowing
your phone number and knowing how to dial

627
00:56:20,280 --> 00:56:23,000
it and saying please help me.
Is that is that basically what they need?

628
00:56:23,400 --> 00:56:27,840
Yeah? I also would say that
when a person is more open to

629
00:56:27,960 --> 00:56:30,960
receiving, well, it's a lot
easier, isn't it. Then it's a

630
00:56:30,960 --> 00:56:35,800
lot easier to to pass information on. Yes. I think that's the connection

631
00:56:36,079 --> 00:56:42,000
between passing authentic information to someone and
then perceiving it and I yeah, so

632
00:56:42,079 --> 00:56:45,280
I think that when people's vibe,
I think when people's energetic vibration is also

633
00:56:45,440 --> 00:56:51,519
stronger if they have some if they
have their own spiritual path that they've experienced

634
00:56:51,599 --> 00:56:53,679
or gone up, I think it's
a lot easier for the energy and the

635
00:56:54,000 --> 00:57:00,119
to access their energy to get a
clearer reading. Okay, so when you're

636
00:57:00,159 --> 00:57:07,599
doing that, do you have a
medium per se or do you just kind

637
00:57:07,599 --> 00:57:12,400
of sit there and let the energy
come through. My medium is as we

638
00:57:12,480 --> 00:57:15,320
as we spoke about opening the name, I hear it's the it's the masters

639
00:57:15,360 --> 00:57:22,440
and teachers or the loved ones passing
information through. Sometimes we'll hear a soft

640
00:57:22,519 --> 00:57:28,840
voice saying yes or no. I
will see uh. Past lives come into

641
00:57:28,880 --> 00:57:36,000
play and how certain patterns have have
have been an ongoing cycle of the behavior

642
00:57:36,039 --> 00:57:40,239
that exists in the present life and
what had happened in another life that mirrors

643
00:57:40,280 --> 00:57:47,320
that specific trauma or cycle or carama
that they have are working on. Do

644
00:57:47,480 --> 00:57:58,480
your clients have to believe in reincarnation
or can you give them information without them

645
00:57:58,599 --> 00:58:02,079
having to believe in incarnation? No, they don't need to believe in reincarnation.

646
00:58:02,920 --> 00:58:07,519
Yeah. What do they need to
do be able to do to get

647
00:58:07,519 --> 00:58:12,480
a reading from you in terms of
their own besides having enough money to pay

648
00:58:12,519 --> 00:58:19,960
for the reading? But besides that? Okay, so what else? I

649
00:58:20,000 --> 00:58:23,960
think? I think that a person
would need to be honest with themselves,

650
00:58:24,480 --> 00:58:29,400
okay, and with you right well
with me, But I think that they're

651
00:58:29,400 --> 00:58:31,760
honest with themselves, they'll be honest
with me, Okay. I think that

652
00:58:31,840 --> 00:58:38,480
it's important for a person to avoid
any alcohol or any four of recreational drugs

653
00:58:38,519 --> 00:58:45,000
before, Yes, because that would
affect the energy field of the person.

654
00:58:45,119 --> 00:58:49,159
That does make sense, Yeah,
So I would look at it like I

655
00:58:49,199 --> 00:58:55,320
would also say that when a person
is in acceptance, when they're in the

656
00:58:55,360 --> 00:59:00,559
mode of acceptance and not putting up
any barriers or or not an in sense

657
00:59:00,639 --> 00:59:05,199
state of ego In other words,
people sometimes want to take information, but

658
00:59:05,239 --> 00:59:08,840
they want to question the person doing
the reading rather than the information. Yeah

659
00:59:09,039 --> 00:59:14,360
yeah, okay, yeah, well
that that could be annoying. Yeah,

660
00:59:14,400 --> 00:59:17,079
so I've had that with people of
you know, rebounding the information I'm giving

661
00:59:17,079 --> 00:59:22,719
and throwing it back to me.
Yeah. Well, when that happens on

662
00:59:22,800 --> 00:59:27,559
my side of the crystal ball,
as it were, what what what what

663
00:59:27,639 --> 00:59:31,440
happens to me is I shut down, right, That's what happens. Well.

664
00:59:31,920 --> 00:59:36,719
The other thing is is that I
don't want anybody to be relying upon

665
00:59:36,760 --> 00:59:40,360
me. I want people to become
independent thinkers and also have the capacity to

666
00:59:40,480 --> 00:59:46,000
use the information to grow from it
rather than become dependent. Okay, yeah,

667
00:59:46,039 --> 00:59:51,079
I see my practice as you know, the lifeguard diving in the in

668
00:59:51,119 --> 00:59:55,079
the swimming pool or in the lake
and pulling the person out. So I

669
00:59:55,920 --> 01:00:02,159
see I see myself more as a
crisis worker, more so than than than

670
01:00:04,440 --> 01:00:07,800
Yeah, getting the person out,
making them safe, getting them in a

671
01:00:07,840 --> 01:00:12,159
safe position, you know, getting
them balanced, and then and then they

672
01:00:12,199 --> 01:00:15,400
go off to somebody else like that. That's how it's been for men.

673
01:00:15,440 --> 01:00:21,440
Well, from from my perspective in
the work, I would say that many

674
01:00:21,480 --> 01:00:29,039
of the people there's there's a feeling
of a loss of self love or self

675
01:00:29,039 --> 01:00:34,480
acceptance that makes me cry when I
see that. Yeah, the inability to

676
01:00:34,880 --> 01:00:40,800
love themselves and to accept themselves and
therefore causes a sense of disconnect between parts

677
01:00:40,800 --> 01:00:45,039
of themselves that they left behind that
they don't want to know from. And

678
01:00:45,079 --> 01:00:52,039
I think the readings that I do
help connect the parts of themselves that they've

679
01:00:52,079 --> 01:00:59,639
dismissed and bring them back into the
equation and create more whole wholeness for them,

680
01:01:00,079 --> 01:01:04,280
because because as an outside is seeing
the information, it makes it easier

681
01:01:04,320 --> 01:01:07,760
for them to allow that information to
pass through them, rather than them doing

682
01:01:07,760 --> 01:01:14,159
the work where they'd be battling themselves. But as an outside and not knowing

683
01:01:14,199 --> 01:01:17,559
them and getting this information, I'm
passing information that is presented to them in

684
01:01:17,599 --> 01:01:23,159
a digestible manner that helps them digest
it. I think, are you consciously

685
01:01:23,559 --> 01:01:30,519
awake or are you in an altered
state when you're doing this? You're not

686
01:01:30,559 --> 01:01:31,960
in an alted No, I'm not
in an altered state. I'm in a

687
01:01:32,000 --> 01:01:37,599
state of receiving, in a state
of openness. My heart is open,

688
01:01:38,480 --> 01:01:45,280
it's at heart chakraas open. I
do look to the left, I see

689
01:01:45,360 --> 01:01:49,679
information out the left upper side when
I'm doing a reading. When I'm doing

690
01:01:49,719 --> 01:01:55,519
the reading, and there's usually a
web of light that I'll see and through

691
01:01:55,559 --> 01:02:00,960
that information, that side is where
I get my information. Doing this kind

692
01:02:00,000 --> 01:02:07,039
of work has been my experience that
when I have an angry feelings of anger

693
01:02:07,159 --> 01:02:13,800
or something when I'm working, I
can't do the reading. I can't connect.

694
01:02:15,239 --> 01:02:20,400
Is there is there how do you
tune me in or connect to the

695
01:02:20,400 --> 01:02:24,400
person that you're doing readings for And
is there something that that person could do

696
01:02:24,760 --> 01:02:30,440
or not do cause you to have
trouble tuning into them. I think I

697
01:02:30,480 --> 01:02:34,920
mentioned it before. I think,
okay, I think I think their their

698
01:02:34,960 --> 01:02:39,360
openness, their energy, their own
personal energy, and their ability to receive

699
01:02:39,440 --> 01:02:45,000
information and not block the information that's
coming through or in the midst of the

700
01:02:45,000 --> 01:02:51,800
information, not question it. I
think it's also important for some not not

701
01:02:51,920 --> 01:02:54,920
feedback because we're not giving feedback at
the time. Some people are there more

702
01:02:55,000 --> 01:02:59,920
too, more skeptical than they are
in the in the state of receiving.

703
01:03:00,119 --> 01:03:05,159
So the skepticism is the part that
would would be a deterrent. I believe

704
01:03:05,360 --> 01:03:10,480
to allow information to flow because it's
counterproductive for the person to do that they're

705
01:03:10,480 --> 01:03:15,519
putting up a shield around their energy
field, and then it becomes difficult for

706
01:03:15,559 --> 01:03:19,159
me to do the reading. As
you said before, I guess my own

707
01:03:19,199 --> 01:03:25,840
personal mood will definitely affect a reading. If I am aggravated or I'm stressed,

708
01:03:28,199 --> 01:03:31,639
I'd have to really pull myself together
at times to make sure that I'm

709
01:03:31,719 --> 01:03:36,679
there in that in that session.
And it could be challenging if if the

710
01:03:36,880 --> 01:03:40,800
if the mind is challenged with other
stresses that are going on. Okay,

711
01:03:42,000 --> 01:03:50,920
that's interesting, So we could talk
about the Acastak records and all the reactions

712
01:03:51,880 --> 01:03:59,599
until the cows come home. But
you do other things besides just just read

713
01:03:59,760 --> 01:04:02,719
the Kashik records, you know,
you do other things. But other things

714
01:04:02,760 --> 01:04:10,519
besides being a star picture and uh, you know, but I also do

715
01:04:10,599 --> 01:04:16,360
shamanic work, and I've what is
a shaman? A shaman? Shaman is

716
01:04:16,360 --> 01:04:19,840
a keeper of the of the light, the traditions, the to keep the

717
01:04:20,280 --> 01:04:26,840
tradition going, to keep uh,
to offer information and insight, to journey

718
01:04:26,880 --> 01:04:31,360
for people, to get information for
them so that they you you, they

719
01:04:31,400 --> 01:04:38,960
interpret their lives in a different way
from from the perspective of different realms that

720
01:04:39,039 --> 01:04:42,559
exist in the shamanic traditions, you
know, the low world, the Middle

721
01:04:42,599 --> 01:04:45,079
world, and the upper world,
the three different realms. And as a

722
01:04:45,119 --> 01:04:51,360
shaman, I find I find it
my, I find it. I find

723
01:04:51,400 --> 01:05:00,840
excuse me, sorry, I find
it my. The first of all,

724
01:05:00,880 --> 01:05:08,079
have had past lives where I've been
a Lakota Indian and it's it's very interesting.

725
01:05:08,239 --> 01:05:11,239
Just on that level of talking about
past lives, I've run into people

726
01:05:11,440 --> 01:05:15,039
wearing Lakota tattoos. I asked my
girlfriend to go to the Library of Manhattan

727
01:05:15,039 --> 01:05:19,400
and she opened up a book and
the book said the Lakota Indian uh and

728
01:05:19,920 --> 01:05:23,159
each person. And then I had
a reading that a woman said, you

729
01:05:23,199 --> 01:05:26,400
know you're Lakota from this in this
time. So it's something that is in

730
01:05:26,440 --> 01:05:29,280
me. I feel that's in me, and I feel the connection to it.

731
01:05:29,599 --> 01:05:33,559
But in terms of the work itself, it's actually it's trying to incorporate

732
01:05:33,840 --> 01:05:40,239
soul loss, the parts of a
person's fragmented soul that were lost through trauma,

733
01:05:40,679 --> 01:05:44,800
and trying to bring that back into
the person's body, into the person's

734
01:05:44,800 --> 01:05:50,639
consciousness by seeing it for the person
if they're unable to see it themselves,

735
01:05:51,239 --> 01:05:56,159
and they have the they have the
they have the capacity whether to incorporate it

736
01:05:56,199 --> 01:06:00,599
back into their body or to leave
it out of their body and where it

737
01:06:00,679 --> 01:06:03,239
is, so it's almost talking somebody
off the shelf, so to speak.

738
01:06:03,840 --> 01:06:08,440
I think it's not almost. I
think it is talking somebody. Okay,

739
01:06:08,960 --> 01:06:12,719
so let's let's go with that.
Then that's the real thing there, Okay.

740
01:06:12,880 --> 01:06:16,920
I just so in other words,
is it safe? Is am I

741
01:06:16,960 --> 01:06:23,519
in a safe place now? Or
am I wise enough to now incorporate parts

742
01:06:23,559 --> 01:06:27,840
of things that I did not want
in me? And by cutting them away,

743
01:06:27,920 --> 01:06:30,159
I feel better that they're away from
me. And this would be your

744
01:06:30,159 --> 01:06:34,280
client speaking or yeah, yeah,
yes, yes, yes, so I

745
01:06:34,320 --> 01:06:39,840
do. I do what is known
as a I do an Olympia ceremony where

746
01:06:39,880 --> 01:06:44,599
I invite the different directions from the
north to south to west, the Earth

747
01:06:45,000 --> 01:06:47,960
and the Sun. I open up
the space for the for the client,

748
01:06:48,119 --> 01:06:56,800
and then I clear away their energy
field with alcohol. Rum. Well I'm

749
01:06:56,960 --> 01:07:00,199
spinning, I'm blowing it on them, so you're probably probably have some remnants

750
01:07:00,199 --> 01:07:04,280
of the Do you swallow it just
a little bit? Yeah? Yeah.

751
01:07:04,800 --> 01:07:11,000
When I turn around and nobody's looking, and then I fall on the floor

752
01:07:11,039 --> 01:07:16,519
and they said why did Yeah readings
today? You know when the rum's caught

753
01:07:16,639 --> 01:07:21,639
up. That's true. But for
the most put it it's effective. The

754
01:07:21,760 --> 01:07:25,239
energy I use it, I do
an egg clearing, I take the egg,

755
01:07:25,280 --> 01:07:27,519
I roll it over there. I
was joking. I was, you

756
01:07:27,519 --> 01:07:30,880
know, joking about the rom that
was really talking. She Actually that's for

757
01:07:31,000 --> 01:07:34,599
rather people that were that that are
listening, you know, I'm just playing.

758
01:07:34,840 --> 01:07:38,360
That wasn't well, if it's Halloween, you can do it right,

759
01:07:38,519 --> 01:07:45,239
Okay, all right, all right. When you listen to yourself or listen

760
01:07:45,320 --> 01:07:50,639
to what other people say to you
about what you do, what does it

761
01:07:50,719 --> 01:07:58,519
feel like? It feels good?
Uh, it feels it feels authentic.

762
01:07:59,599 --> 01:08:05,480
It feels like it's my purpose.
It's a transition going from a job as

763
01:08:05,480 --> 01:08:13,280
a teacher to transitioning yourself to the
role that I'm playing now and the job

764
01:08:13,320 --> 01:08:17,279
and the responsibility that I'm working in
or working with. It feels hot to

765
01:08:17,399 --> 01:08:21,479
hot. When dealing with a client, it feels that many people are in

766
01:08:21,600 --> 01:08:29,640
need of opening their hearts to receiving
and giving. When you're doing your work,

767
01:08:30,520 --> 01:08:36,159
do you feel love for that person? Yes? Yes? And then

768
01:08:36,199 --> 01:08:42,159
when you're completed it, then while
you still care, God, love isn't

769
01:08:42,239 --> 01:08:45,279
quite the same. It's like I'm
asking you that because that's what I do

770
01:08:45,840 --> 01:08:51,600
well. I think I think there's
a difference between working with different energies first

771
01:08:51,600 --> 01:08:55,800
of all, okay, and that
gives a different feel of course, a

772
01:08:55,840 --> 01:08:59,800
different and a different response and a
different type of a conclusion that you make

773
01:08:59,840 --> 01:09:04,119
there after. I think for me, there are so many people who need

774
01:09:04,199 --> 01:09:12,159
healing and when they receive it,
they're they're they're they're open for the moment,

775
01:09:12,880 --> 01:09:16,840
and then they they question what they
felt, what took place. And

776
01:09:16,880 --> 01:09:20,039
so if you deal with a man, for example, I have many friends

777
01:09:20,079 --> 01:09:26,159
that come over, there's a deep
connection for for for them. For for

778
01:09:26,239 --> 01:09:29,239
men to open up their hearts,
they need to open up their hearts more

779
01:09:29,439 --> 01:09:34,600
to receive and not pretend to be
a macho character and and build up this

780
01:09:34,680 --> 01:09:39,159
wall around them in order to like, you know, to be tough.

781
01:09:39,720 --> 01:09:45,319
So my my role is softening them
up a bit, yes, so that

782
01:09:45,359 --> 01:09:49,600
they're able to take in the energy
and feel the love that's necessary for them

783
01:09:49,640 --> 01:09:54,199
to be whole, masculine and femine, a balance of both, right,

784
01:09:54,640 --> 01:09:59,760
So my my feeling is to balance
the body when doing the energy of bringing

785
01:10:00,520 --> 01:10:03,880
the feminine and the masculine the earth
and the sun the combination of both.

786
01:10:03,920 --> 01:10:11,800
Otherwise you can't live without either,
right And I think I think that people

787
01:10:11,840 --> 01:10:14,720
will contact me and they'll say,
you know, I feel better, I

788
01:10:14,760 --> 01:10:17,039
could walk my knee, I can
move now, or the person I felt

789
01:10:17,039 --> 01:10:21,640
the vibration that was going through my
body, and I don't remark upon it.

790
01:10:21,680 --> 01:10:27,920
I just let them feel it and
digest it themselves. I'm not looking

791
01:10:27,960 --> 01:10:30,520
for the validation, although I am
looking for them. Yeah, right,

792
01:10:30,520 --> 01:10:33,960
of course, it's a mixed mixture
of both. I don't want them to

793
01:10:33,960 --> 01:10:39,039
look that it's I want people to
think it's about me by asking how you're

794
01:10:39,039 --> 01:10:43,840
feeling or what did you feel,
but more so to get an idea of

795
01:10:43,880 --> 01:10:47,680
what I'm doing is actually being effective. Yeah, you're you're you're you're learning

796
01:10:47,760 --> 01:10:56,640
as as as your your your healing
learning as you're teaching and and what you

797
01:10:56,640 --> 01:11:00,079
know, you can't always know what
the other person is going or even though

798
01:11:00,079 --> 01:11:03,920
you're working with them, So it's
a good idea to be asking. And

799
01:11:03,720 --> 01:11:08,920
and it's also nice if you get
validation. Yeah, so you know,

800
01:11:09,119 --> 01:11:13,039
just getting the validation is also part
of the job. And then getting the

801
01:11:13,119 --> 01:11:18,840
validation is part of your job or
my job. And that validation, uh

802
01:11:19,079 --> 01:11:24,640
makes us better at doing our job
as well. That's right, that I

803
01:11:24,720 --> 01:11:27,680
that's that I believe it gives you. It gives you. It gives you

804
01:11:27,760 --> 01:11:33,439
a not only the purpose, but
the esteem to continue on obviously to know

805
01:11:33,479 --> 01:11:36,840
that it is effective. Otherwise,
if you didn't hear any get any feedback,

806
01:11:36,880 --> 01:11:41,720
you'd say, am I doing I'm
actually doing the work I'm saying I'm

807
01:11:41,720 --> 01:11:45,439
doing well? Then the impost syndrome
could take over. You want to talk

808
01:11:45,439 --> 01:11:48,760
about that one I saw? Is
that that that look in your eye?

809
01:11:49,399 --> 01:11:54,159
Well? I I think I think. I think as we do something new

810
01:11:54,199 --> 01:11:59,279
in our lives, we all we
questioned what we're doing, how we're doing

811
01:11:59,359 --> 01:12:03,199
it, and why we're doing it, and those those those questions come into

812
01:12:03,239 --> 01:12:08,199
the self confidence we have about doing
work. Whether you're a school teacher,

813
01:12:08,359 --> 01:12:12,920
a healer, a broadcaster, whatever
field, we get in the initial feeling

814
01:12:13,000 --> 01:12:15,239
is am I good enough to do
what I say I'm doing? Oh,

815
01:12:15,680 --> 01:12:21,319
I've asked that question a few times
in my life. I think it's yeah.

816
01:12:21,399 --> 01:12:26,560
I think it's that spiral of of
self esteem. I think the self

817
01:12:26,600 --> 01:12:30,720
sabotage of our parents comes into play. Is the image of my father saying

818
01:12:30,800 --> 01:12:36,359
you're not good enough for doing that
that self talk. My mother following along

819
01:12:36,359 --> 01:12:41,760
with my father, What are you
doing this for? Not the work I'm

820
01:12:41,760 --> 01:12:45,760
doing now I understand. Yeah,
No matter what it was and and and

821
01:12:45,760 --> 01:12:49,199
it was all about fear. Everything
was fear based and control based. And

822
01:12:49,279 --> 01:12:54,479
so you know, it's it's easy
to get caught up in that that ego

823
01:12:54,640 --> 01:13:00,960
sense, egocentric feeling of doing the
work. Was your mother born in America

824
01:13:01,079 --> 01:13:04,239
or was she born in Europe?
No, she was born in America.

825
01:13:05,119 --> 01:13:11,520
Again, we've talked about you doing
readings and healing. Do people come to

826
01:13:11,600 --> 01:13:15,159
you on a regular basis, like
you know, they see you for five

827
01:13:15,239 --> 01:13:23,079
or six sessions or do they come
to you for one session? And how

828
01:13:23,079 --> 01:13:28,199
do you do that? They come
for one session for the most part,

829
01:13:29,399 --> 01:13:32,960
if it's if it's not a repetitive
type of thing that I was going to

830
01:13:33,000 --> 01:13:38,319
take a client for, it's based
upon taking on new clients and opening up

831
01:13:38,319 --> 01:13:42,479
their energy field and giving them that
channel of opening themselves up to it and

832
01:13:42,560 --> 01:13:45,960
understanding it. I think for a
person who's at a certain age doing this,

833
01:13:46,680 --> 01:13:51,439
it takes them a while to assimilate
the concept of energy and telling it

834
01:13:51,479 --> 01:13:57,359
to other people and sharing with other
people. You could fall on deafias and

835
01:13:57,680 --> 01:14:00,239
they wouldn't get the support they needed. So I think person has to be

836
01:14:00,399 --> 01:14:06,520
truly confident in trusting the person doing
the work, but also trusting that path.

837
01:14:08,279 --> 01:14:11,600
And some people are not still on
their own path, even though they're

838
01:14:11,600 --> 01:14:15,720
in a certain age, they still
relying upon the system of of you know,

839
01:14:16,159 --> 01:14:20,159
not only the medical field I mean, which we need, but there's

840
01:14:20,199 --> 01:14:27,560
other ways and other channels along with
that. Where do you see or think

841
01:14:27,640 --> 01:14:32,840
you're perceiving. Where do you think
your work or your calling is going to

842
01:14:33,239 --> 01:14:38,199
lead you and call you to back
to you? Where do you think the

843
01:14:38,239 --> 01:14:43,920
next step is? Or in the
process of writing a book? Oh hey,

844
01:14:43,960 --> 01:14:45,760
you took the words out of my
mouth. I was going to ask

845
01:14:45,800 --> 01:14:49,880
that one. What are you writing
about? Well, I'm actually writing about

846
01:14:50,159 --> 01:14:56,680
telling his story, his his history, his story. Oh history. I'm

847
01:14:56,720 --> 01:15:00,359
sorry, yeah, well, telling
my story? Oh your history? All

848
01:15:00,479 --> 01:15:04,960
right, yeah, I'm I'm I'm
bringing together the trauma of childhood and the

849
01:15:05,520 --> 01:15:13,520
journey of resurrecting my trauma and understanding
the entities the people in my life,

850
01:15:14,039 --> 01:15:17,479
my grandmother's journey, my path here, and how the whole situation came to

851
01:15:17,520 --> 01:15:23,439
be and what I've learned finding my
father's father in World War two in Europe

852
01:15:23,479 --> 01:15:26,880
and creating a documentary film. And
I have a lot of photos, and

853
01:15:26,920 --> 01:15:30,000
I have a lot of diaries,
and I have a lot of stories,

854
01:15:30,520 --> 01:15:34,680
you know, ethnic stories, growing
up in Brooklyn, Uh, playing sports

855
01:15:34,680 --> 01:15:42,039
in the street, running to my
grandmother's house on the holidays. Yeah.

856
01:15:42,199 --> 01:15:45,680
So so it's it's based on that, but then there's there's probably other components

857
01:15:45,720 --> 01:15:48,199
of the work. Uh. You
when we spoke the last time, you

858
01:15:48,199 --> 01:15:51,880
told me that i'd be writing a
few books, and I just got a

859
01:15:51,880 --> 01:15:56,680
confirmation from another person who said something
similar on the psychic level. So well,

860
01:15:56,760 --> 01:16:00,479
you're you're you're you're helping us fulfill
one of the predictions that you're writing

861
01:16:00,479 --> 01:16:02,079
a book. So yeah, yeah, we'll see it. That's great.

862
01:16:02,840 --> 01:16:11,159
I'm sure it's going to be a
best seller. I'm We've had this wonderful

863
01:16:11,199 --> 01:16:16,119
conversation. We were having this wonderful
conversation before we you know, started recording

864
01:16:16,159 --> 01:16:23,680
it. It's been it's been really
great. What would you say to people,

865
01:16:24,039 --> 01:16:32,039
like leave a parting message or wish
or how could somebody identify they're having

866
01:16:32,119 --> 01:16:42,720
problems and would need the help of
of of someone that does the uh spiritual

867
01:16:42,760 --> 01:16:46,479
works that you do. I think
Noble I was going to, yeah,

868
01:16:47,079 --> 01:16:51,359
Noble, I was like that,
thank you. I think when we we

869
01:16:51,479 --> 01:16:58,560
wind up in the repetitive cycle of
our lives and we continue on a path

870
01:17:00,039 --> 01:17:04,600
and we don't allow ourselves to sit
with ourselves to understand that we have also

871
01:17:04,760 --> 01:17:11,279
a physical experience, but we also
have a soul experience. And there's times

872
01:17:11,359 --> 01:17:16,880
where we get we come into crisis
with ourselves, and if we don't take

873
01:17:17,039 --> 01:17:21,960
take heed to the soul experience,
I think we become sick. So I

874
01:17:21,960 --> 01:17:28,079
think it's so important for us to
notice what our purpose is, not our

875
01:17:28,119 --> 01:17:33,840
financial purpose, but but the purpose
of what brings us satisfaction and how we're

876
01:17:33,840 --> 01:17:39,479
better able to incorporate the child within
us that we let left behind due to

877
01:17:39,520 --> 01:17:44,319
trauma. And I think we want
and I think I think to being complete,

878
01:17:44,640 --> 01:17:49,279
we need to do that. We
need to reorganize and bring back the

879
01:17:49,359 --> 01:17:54,279
part of ourselves that we left behind, thinking that you know, when we

880
01:17:54,319 --> 01:17:58,279
grow up, I'm growing up now
that part of me is gone, that

881
01:17:58,439 --> 01:18:01,399
cut, that split that we leave
behind that makes us half and a part.

882
01:18:01,920 --> 01:18:04,119
So I think it's important for us
to know that we're on a soul

883
01:18:04,479 --> 01:18:11,039
the body human body is having a
soul experience. The soul is using the

884
01:18:11,039 --> 01:18:14,560
body as its mechanism. But we
need to validate that and pay pay pay

885
01:18:14,600 --> 01:18:19,479
attention to what we're feeling, how
we're feeling, and recognize our emotions and

886
01:18:19,479 --> 01:18:24,000
how they interact with with the with
the people around us in the universe.

887
01:18:24,960 --> 01:18:30,880
So I'd say soul understanding our soul
self love, trying to learn to incorporate

888
01:18:30,920 --> 01:18:33,720
the child in us, which will
bring us to that place of loving ourselves

889
01:18:33,760 --> 01:18:39,479
again, doing the things we did
as children that we abandon because other people

890
01:18:39,600 --> 01:18:44,840
turned us off to them. You're
beautiful being, Adam, and thank you

891
01:18:44,960 --> 01:18:51,119
so much. It's been a lot
of fun, really enjoyable, and it's

892
01:18:51,239 --> 01:18:58,479
it's it's been an honor to connect
with you on this high spiritual level that

893
01:18:58,520 --> 01:19:01,880
you function on. And thank you, Thank you, Thank you for giving

894
01:19:01,880 --> 01:19:06,079
me the opportunity because I view you
the same exact way on a human level.

895
01:19:06,760 --> 01:19:10,520
Thank you, Adam. Wow,
this brings us to the end of

896
01:19:10,560 --> 01:19:15,520
another rock'em sock him, knock
them down, drag him out shows again.

897
01:19:15,880 --> 01:19:21,000
I'd like to I'd like to thank
Adam GalF being on this side my

898
01:19:21,159 --> 01:19:27,079
side of the crystal ball. Looking
forward to talking with him again sometime in

899
01:19:27,119 --> 01:19:31,079
the future. He just shared so
much information. Thanks a lot, Adam

900
01:19:31,119 --> 01:19:36,359
for for being on And before I
say goodbye, I've just got a couple

901
01:19:36,359 --> 01:19:42,079
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902
01:19:42,319 --> 01:19:47,239
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903
01:19:47,239 --> 01:19:53,319
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904
01:19:53,319 --> 01:20:00,840
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905
01:20:01,159 --> 01:20:04,680
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906
01:20:04,760 --> 01:20:10,880
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907
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909
01:20:27,760 --> 01:20:31,399
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910
01:20:31,439 --> 01:20:41,880
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911
01:20:42,000 --> 01:20:48,760
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912
01:20:48,800 --> 01:20:54,680
out, let's see if we can
connect. And now as I'm saying goodbye,

913
01:20:55,479 --> 01:21:01,239
these thoughts I'm sharing with you do
good, stay safe, and above

914
01:21:01,279 --> 01:21:23,119
all just be kind. Good Night, everybody,