WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.080 --> 00:00:03.560 When I was at Ohio State Reformatory. So we were on the third story 2 00:00:04.040 --> 00:00:08.279 and we came around the corner and I mean, I took one step and 3 00:00:08.320 --> 00:00:12.359 I knew, I knew the problem was is I knew, and I disregarded 4 00:00:12.400 --> 00:00:15.400 it. I'm like, something's down there. It does not want us back 5 00:00:15.400 --> 00:00:18.600 there. So my friend that I was with was behind me, and I 6 00:00:18.640 --> 00:00:20.960 took a couple steps and I was like, I mean, it was like 7 00:00:21.000 --> 00:00:23.800 heavy. It was almost like I was walking against wind, but there was 8 00:00:23.839 --> 00:00:27.760 no win. We got maybe like second cell down and something pushed me, 9 00:00:27.920 --> 00:00:31.000 like physically pushed me, like grab me by the shoulders. And I turned 10 00:00:31.120 --> 00:00:32.960 and I was screaming at her. I'm like, run, run right, 11 00:00:33.000 --> 00:00:35.039 run and run, like just go, go, go go. This thing 12 00:00:35.159 --> 00:00:39.039 had me by the shoulders and was shoving me all the way down. And 13 00:00:39.079 --> 00:00:43.719 the only thing that keeps you from a three story drop are like two little 14 00:00:43.719 --> 00:00:46.640 tiny bars as a little buffer. That's it, and then it's just a 15 00:00:46.679 --> 00:01:23.680 three story drop. This is Bigfoot Crossroads. My name's Matt, and joining 16 00:01:23.719 --> 00:01:32.519 me is the hostess. I guess is the correct term of cryptids, creeps, 17 00:01:32.560 --> 00:01:38.200 and conspiracy. Natasha. Welcome to my home. Well, thanks for 18 00:01:38.239 --> 00:01:42.239 having me at your home, your virtual home. I started noticing you popping 19 00:01:42.280 --> 00:01:49.280 up on social media everywhere. I'm glad it's working. It's working. I 20 00:01:49.359 --> 00:01:52.879 do it all myself. Yeah, you're the one person that's beat the algorithm 21 00:01:53.000 --> 00:02:02.239 somehow, somehow. It's called persistence, stubbornness and being Okay, I really 22 00:02:02.239 --> 00:02:05.439 don't know. I have no idea. I wing it. I have no 23 00:02:05.519 --> 00:02:10.439 plan. That's usually the best plan. One of the things that I saw 24 00:02:10.560 --> 00:02:15.120 pop up, and I guess it's just because we're in the same groups or 25 00:02:15.120 --> 00:02:21.080 something, was a drawing you did. Oh yeah, yeah, it looked 26 00:02:21.120 --> 00:02:25.960 like an alien life form of some kind. Yeah, and it really got 27 00:02:27.000 --> 00:02:30.479 my attention. So I wanted to reach out to you and hear about the 28 00:02:30.520 --> 00:02:35.879 story, and you volunteered to come on and tell it. So here we 29 00:02:35.919 --> 00:02:43.719 are, So tell me what happened. Well, so what I find interesting. 30 00:02:43.719 --> 00:02:45.960 By the way, thank you again for having me on here, because 31 00:02:46.439 --> 00:02:53.360 I a lot of times deal more so with paranormal experiences of the demon ghost 32 00:02:53.400 --> 00:03:00.240 variety, and I had just been telling someone that out of all this that 33 00:03:00.280 --> 00:03:07.759 I had encountered, I hadn't had any extraterrestrial encounters and story of my life, 34 00:03:07.879 --> 00:03:15.319 I just should never say anything, because that's gonna happen. But other 35 00:03:15.400 --> 00:03:20.599 than you know, I was young, gosh, I don't know, maybe 36 00:03:20.639 --> 00:03:25.120 nine ten, and I'm from a small town in southern Indiana. And we 37 00:03:25.159 --> 00:03:29.159 went up, we went up on the farm in the back of this pickup. 38 00:03:29.199 --> 00:03:32.479 Oh my god, I really am a hillbilly, and we were, 39 00:03:32.520 --> 00:03:35.400 you know, kids, We were riding in the bed of the truck. 40 00:03:35.759 --> 00:03:38.000 We went up on this here. Oh my gosh, Ibo came up hill, 41 00:03:38.840 --> 00:03:44.319 up on the heel, my god, and me and my brother were 42 00:03:44.319 --> 00:03:47.280 in the back, and I remember looking up, and I don't remember a 43 00:03:47.319 --> 00:03:51.240 whole lot. I just remember there were these strangely, it was like three 44 00:03:51.280 --> 00:03:53.800 lights triangle shape, you know, typical stuff that you generally hear about. 45 00:03:54.199 --> 00:03:58.080 And it was way way way off in the distance. It had nothing to 46 00:03:58.080 --> 00:04:00.719 do with us, It didn't it didn't appear that it wanted anything to do 47 00:04:00.759 --> 00:04:05.159 with us. It was just very strange to see three lights that were clearly 48 00:04:05.400 --> 00:04:09.599 not as high as the stars, but not on the ground, kind of 49 00:04:09.599 --> 00:04:14.520 hovering above the tree line, and they did this weird zippity shape thing and 50 00:04:14.560 --> 00:04:17.360 then poof gone all right. So I'm a kid, I don't know I 51 00:04:17.439 --> 00:04:19.199 was like, that was weird. I asked my brother. I was like, 52 00:04:19.240 --> 00:04:23.360 did you see that? And he's like yeah, He's like, what 53 00:04:23.480 --> 00:04:25.879 is I have no idea? And then that was that, and I was 54 00:04:25.959 --> 00:04:30.560 like, well, it wasn't enough information for me to say one hundred percent 55 00:04:30.480 --> 00:04:33.160 that I saw something. I don't know what I saw. Who knows what 56 00:04:33.240 --> 00:04:39.839 I saw? And I tend to lean very much so towards the skeptical side 57 00:04:40.600 --> 00:04:44.079 for everything. QUI questioned everything as much weird crap that happens to me. 58 00:04:44.160 --> 00:04:46.120 You would think that I would just take it for granted, and it just 59 00:04:46.160 --> 00:04:51.079 I really questioned everything, even the stuff that I see. And I had 60 00:04:51.160 --> 00:04:57.720 just talked to somebody about some alien stuff and made the comment, and I 61 00:04:57.759 --> 00:05:01.800 went to bed that night, didn't think anything of it, and I just 62 00:05:01.879 --> 00:05:05.959 laid down like normal, fall asleep. Well, next thing I know, 63 00:05:06.199 --> 00:05:12.199 I opened my eyes and I am not in my bedroom. Wow, there 64 00:05:12.279 --> 00:05:15.720 was no there was no transport, there was no I woke up felt something. 65 00:05:15.959 --> 00:05:20.319 It was literally I was out. I opened my eyes and I was 66 00:05:20.519 --> 00:05:25.399 no longer in my nice squashy bed, you know, covered in my pillow 67 00:05:25.439 --> 00:05:30.680 fort that I sleep in. I was completely naked on this metal table strapped 68 00:05:30.680 --> 00:05:33.279 down. I had a strap across my shoulders, My arms were to my 69 00:05:33.399 --> 00:05:39.360 side and kind of where like your crotchbone and like when your arms are down 70 00:05:39.399 --> 00:05:43.000 your hands, like all of that was strapped down. I had straps on 71 00:05:43.040 --> 00:05:46.519 my knees and my ankles like holding me to the table on my back, 72 00:05:46.560 --> 00:05:51.439 and I was looking up and it reminded me kind of almost like when you 73 00:05:51.480 --> 00:05:55.360 go to the dentist and they moved that lamp in front of your face to 74 00:05:55.399 --> 00:05:59.120 see in your mouth to work on your teeth, and it's really really bright, 75 00:05:59.199 --> 00:06:00.519 so you can't see any thing around you because the light is so bright 76 00:06:00.560 --> 00:06:06.800 in your face. Similar to that, but it was just this very round 77 00:06:08.040 --> 00:06:12.240 light or lamp or whatever that was up by my face, so a lot 78 00:06:12.279 --> 00:06:15.079 of the room I couldn't see because it was so bright. I could see 79 00:06:15.199 --> 00:06:18.959 kind of me if I my head wouldn't move very far. I don't remember 80 00:06:19.000 --> 00:06:21.920 it really being like it wasn't like strapped down where I couldn't move at all. 81 00:06:23.040 --> 00:06:25.920 I could kind of lift it a little bit, like enough where I 82 00:06:25.920 --> 00:06:29.480 could look down and see my belly button, but I couldn't actually lift my 83 00:06:29.560 --> 00:06:31.879 head all the way off the table. And so I just kind of saw 84 00:06:32.000 --> 00:06:35.519 what was just directly around me. And then there was the light and I 85 00:06:35.560 --> 00:06:39.839 was like, man, that me and my brain I work in the series, 86 00:06:39.879 --> 00:06:43.279 and I'm like, damn that that light's really bright. And at first 87 00:06:43.319 --> 00:06:47.160 I didn't notice, and I was like, what where are my clothes? 88 00:06:47.279 --> 00:06:50.560 Where am I? I didn't notice anything at first except for, well, 89 00:06:50.600 --> 00:06:53.680 this is weird. I'm like, I'm having a really jacked up dream. 90 00:06:55.519 --> 00:06:59.480 And then something moved out of the corner, like I saw the corner and 91 00:06:59.519 --> 00:07:01.399 I d you know, tried to look over there and right next to the 92 00:07:01.519 --> 00:07:06.959 lights, so just right outside where I could get was that thing that I 93 00:07:08.040 --> 00:07:11.399 drew, only I didn't draw the whole extend to it, so it was 94 00:07:11.920 --> 00:07:15.319 obviously I saw more of it. It was very very tall. I Am 95 00:07:15.360 --> 00:07:17.879 not going to pretend that I could judge distance because I can't, but it 96 00:07:17.959 --> 00:07:26.040 was just really tall, real lanky. But it almost had like a almost 97 00:07:26.160 --> 00:07:28.519 like he had too many beers, Like he had a little beer belly, 98 00:07:28.920 --> 00:07:30.959 but not huge. We're not talking like eight months pregnant, but we're talking 99 00:07:31.040 --> 00:07:35.120 like, you know, a bloated kind of belly. And they were like 100 00:07:35.160 --> 00:07:42.720 a bluish like bluish color, and their eyes were black, and their fingers 101 00:07:42.720 --> 00:07:49.000 had these really long fingers like I keep, I want to say, kind 102 00:07:49.000 --> 00:07:53.839 of like et but blue, but twice as long. I mean, these 103 00:07:53.839 --> 00:08:00.560 things are like kind of gross. And I saw one with that weird thrill 104 00:08:00.720 --> 00:08:07.199 that reminds me of when you get that scoop in that pumpkin carving kit, 105 00:08:07.279 --> 00:08:09.879 you know, little orange classic scoops to get it at the dollar store. 106 00:08:09.439 --> 00:08:13.240 It kind of if you chopped off the handle and stuck it to the top 107 00:08:13.319 --> 00:08:18.759 of like a gray's head. That's kind of what it looked like. And 108 00:08:18.759 --> 00:08:22.720 it was looking at me, and then I noticed that there was another one 109 00:08:22.800 --> 00:08:28.720 right next to it, and then I saw it was really close to the 110 00:08:28.759 --> 00:08:31.800 light, so I couldn't see a whole lot. So I thought I saw 111 00:08:31.240 --> 00:08:35.480 maybe like a shoulder and arm of another one, but it was so close 112 00:08:35.519 --> 00:08:39.840 to the light that I couldn't actually see anything because it was right over the 113 00:08:39.919 --> 00:08:43.480 light, so it was just blinding me whenever I look. But I saw 114 00:08:43.519 --> 00:08:50.759 the other two and it just was really weird because they almost looked like they 115 00:08:50.759 --> 00:08:54.080 were having a conversation, like their head like their body language looked like they 116 00:08:54.080 --> 00:08:58.559 were talking, but nothing was coming out, but they were clearly communicating with 117 00:08:58.600 --> 00:09:01.480 each other. Never community kid with me at all. I mean I was 118 00:09:01.519 --> 00:09:05.279 in the dark, but it's like they were talking to each other. And 119 00:09:05.279 --> 00:09:07.799 then they were looking at me, and they were and they looked back at 120 00:09:07.840 --> 00:09:13.159 each other like they were confused, and then eventually they were like pointing at 121 00:09:13.200 --> 00:09:16.879 my stomach like they were trying to figure out what was wrong with me. 122 00:09:18.039 --> 00:09:20.320 That's pertinent here in a minute, I'll get to it, but that is 123 00:09:20.679 --> 00:09:24.759 there's a reason that I think it all made sense. So they're looking and 124 00:09:24.799 --> 00:09:28.960 looking looking, and the next thing I know, it was they stuck there. 125 00:09:30.080 --> 00:09:31.720 It was almost like their hand like a tip of their finger. I 126 00:09:31.720 --> 00:09:33.879 don't know if they were holding something. I didn't get a good view, 127 00:09:33.919 --> 00:09:37.519 so I don't know if it came like a beam came out of their finger 128 00:09:37.919 --> 00:09:41.240 or they were holding an instrument. I couldn't get a good look. But 129 00:09:41.320 --> 00:09:45.679 it was red and it went down and right above my belly button. I 130 00:09:45.840 --> 00:09:50.759 have scar that I just got last year because they took my appendix out and 131 00:09:50.639 --> 00:09:56.080 it hit almost like they were cutting my appendix scar open but not my belly 132 00:09:56.120 --> 00:10:03.039 button. And then it felt like something was just kind of just I don't 133 00:10:03.039 --> 00:10:07.159 know how to explain it, except almost like they were stirring my insides, 134 00:10:07.360 --> 00:10:11.159 like just kind of swirling them around, and it didn't hurt or anything. 135 00:10:13.200 --> 00:10:16.639 It just felt really really weird. And the next thing I know, you 136 00:10:16.679 --> 00:10:20.200 know, they're looking at each other again, look like they're talking. They 137 00:10:20.240 --> 00:10:22.559 look somewhat confused, and they keep looking down and looking at each other, 138 00:10:22.840 --> 00:10:30.480 and then eventually they pull the thing out and they use the same red and 139 00:10:30.799 --> 00:10:35.759 go over and close the same scar, which my scar is like really dark 140 00:10:35.799 --> 00:10:37.879 purple, so's like you couldn't even if they did, you wouldn't be able 141 00:10:37.919 --> 00:10:43.960 to notice if they did anything to it, because it's pretty prominent. And 142 00:10:43.600 --> 00:10:48.200 as soon as they did that, they kind of looked at each other and 143 00:10:48.200 --> 00:10:50.639 then it's like one of them put their hand like on me, like just 144 00:10:50.679 --> 00:10:52.080 to kind of, I don't like, rest it on me. And then 145 00:10:52.200 --> 00:10:58.960 next thing I knew, I was awake. And what was really weird to 146 00:10:58.000 --> 00:11:03.519 me was when I woke up, it was so vivid and so real that 147 00:11:03.639 --> 00:11:09.240 I was immediately questioning what happened. I'm like, was that real? Was 148 00:11:09.240 --> 00:11:13.879 that a dream? I've never had a dream like that before. I do 149 00:11:13.919 --> 00:11:18.919 have very realistic dreams that sometimes they do happen. So it was very confusing 150 00:11:18.919 --> 00:11:20.679 to me because it kind of felt like one of those types of dreams, 151 00:11:22.360 --> 00:11:26.399 even though it just seemed really far fetched to me. But when I woke 152 00:11:26.480 --> 00:11:31.600 up, my stomach hurt so bad, like my When I say my stomach 153 00:11:31.679 --> 00:11:35.360 hurt, it wasn't like, oh, I like ate a bad egg. 154 00:11:35.559 --> 00:11:41.159 It was like my intestine. I have IDs, and I've not had any 155 00:11:41.159 --> 00:11:43.480 issues with it for months because I've been taking medication and you know, watching 156 00:11:43.559 --> 00:11:46.200 my diet blah blah blah, and I've not had any issues. But that 157 00:11:46.320 --> 00:11:52.039 morning I woke up and I felt like someone had just let Tasmanian devil out 158 00:11:52.039 --> 00:11:58.080 in my stomach and it was cramping really bad. And the pertinent information I 159 00:11:58.080 --> 00:12:05.279 told you if we get to is I am not a normal thirty someven year 160 00:12:05.279 --> 00:12:11.240 old lady. I've had a lot of surgery. I mean a lot, 161 00:12:11.279 --> 00:12:18.440 like seventeen, so I'm missing virtually everything. It's anything that you can live 162 00:12:18.480 --> 00:12:24.480 without. I pretty much don't have. Not only that, but one of 163 00:12:24.519 --> 00:12:28.399 my surgeries they got rid of my original belly button, and my belly button 164 00:12:28.399 --> 00:12:33.120 I have now is fake. They manufactured me a belly button. Wow. 165 00:12:33.879 --> 00:12:39.919 Okay, So if we go along the lines of a typical abduction situation, 166 00:12:39.799 --> 00:12:46.919 these bastards came and got me. They were expecting to enter my belly button, 167 00:12:48.240 --> 00:12:52.200 which was not like any other belly button they'd seen because mine is manufactured. 168 00:12:52.120 --> 00:12:58.639 Once they finally got into my stomach, my organs to reproduce are gone. 169 00:12:58.919 --> 00:13:05.039 So I'm wondering, did is that with the swirling were they looking for 170 00:13:05.080 --> 00:13:09.200 them right in there? Because you know, you have to think I'm at 171 00:13:09.200 --> 00:13:13.799 the time, you know, I'm early thirties, you know, I and 172 00:13:13.879 --> 00:13:16.080 a lot of times they do, you know, they abduct they either incubated 173 00:13:16.080 --> 00:13:20.240 baby, stick of baby something about a baby goes in there but in the 174 00:13:20.279 --> 00:13:24.360 oven, and then they use you for that. But nothing, none of 175 00:13:24.399 --> 00:13:28.279 my equipment would allow them to do what they wanted to do to me. 176 00:13:28.240 --> 00:13:31.519 And I'm like, wait a minute. Maybe that's why they were looking at 177 00:13:31.559 --> 00:13:33.279 each other so confused, because one they went to go with my belly button. 178 00:13:33.279 --> 00:13:37.440 Then they realized that's not right, something's not right here, like she's 179 00:13:37.480 --> 00:13:41.120 weird. So they were like, oh, well, here's this other entry 180 00:13:41.120 --> 00:13:43.519 way we'll go in, and then it was like, well, shit, 181 00:13:43.600 --> 00:13:46.039 where is it? Like, let me look around, and it's just not 182 00:13:46.200 --> 00:13:50.240 there. And then they just kind of tossed me out, I guess because 183 00:13:50.559 --> 00:13:56.480 they couldn't do anything with me. And it was just so weird because it 184 00:13:56.600 --> 00:14:01.600 seemed very realistic. I still close my eyes, I could still see exactly 185 00:14:01.679 --> 00:14:03.559 what they looked like. I am not an artist. I was actually really 186 00:14:03.600 --> 00:14:09.159 impressed with how well that picture turned out because I was trying to explain it 187 00:14:09.200 --> 00:14:13.919 to somebody who does a lot of alien abduction research, and we were trying 188 00:14:13.960 --> 00:14:20.559 to figure out if we could determine what species or something, and they sent 189 00:14:20.679 --> 00:14:24.720 me They even sent me a poster with like one hundred and fifty different species 190 00:14:24.120 --> 00:14:26.840 and then I do any of these looks and I'm like, none of those 191 00:14:26.879 --> 00:14:31.399 are it. None of them are even close to what I saw. So 192 00:14:31.399 --> 00:14:33.679 we were trying to figure out what it was, and it just in my 193 00:14:33.799 --> 00:14:39.000 head, I'm like, was that real? How do you know if it's 194 00:14:39.080 --> 00:14:43.919 real? That seemed very real, and it wouldn't have bothered me. I 195 00:14:43.919 --> 00:14:48.840 would have chalked it up one thousand percent to me having a jacked up dream 196 00:14:48.679 --> 00:14:52.600 had it not been for the fact that when I woke up, I was 197 00:14:52.639 --> 00:14:58.480 having physical symptoms that correlated with what they what I just dreamed about. Yeah, 198 00:15:00.120 --> 00:15:03.639 stomach hurting and being kind of nauseous and everything like, it was just 199 00:15:03.720 --> 00:15:11.399 really weird and that and I just I had to draw it because I was 200 00:15:11.399 --> 00:15:18.440 like, man, I need to know if anyone else has seen it, 201 00:15:18.879 --> 00:15:22.519 or I'm like, does it even I mean, because it sounds like a 202 00:15:22.639 --> 00:15:26.879 stereotypical in me being a skeptic. To be fair, I love stories. 203 00:15:26.879 --> 00:15:30.799 I always want to hear everybody's stories and encounters and all of that. But 204 00:15:30.879 --> 00:15:33.679 I do try to I'm always the one that likes to ask questions, poke 205 00:15:33.720 --> 00:15:39.159 holes and just because I'm curious and because I had never experienced it before. 206 00:15:39.360 --> 00:15:41.360 And then all of a sudden, I get smack in the face and I'm 207 00:15:41.360 --> 00:15:50.639 like, well, it does seem for the most part, structurally or procedurally 208 00:15:52.200 --> 00:15:58.159 like a typical gray abduction, only they weren't grays and they couldn't finish what 209 00:15:58.200 --> 00:16:02.480 they need to do to me because I didn't have the right parts. And 210 00:16:02.519 --> 00:16:04.679 it did make me kind of, you know, question that because it was 211 00:16:04.720 --> 00:16:10.919 so stereotypical. Is it my brain associating? Maybe I was just thinking about 212 00:16:11.200 --> 00:16:18.279 alien stuff and maybe that's where the dream came from. Yeah, I've tried 213 00:16:18.320 --> 00:16:22.679 to look at it from all kinds of different perspectives, because it does seem 214 00:16:22.759 --> 00:16:29.759 it's like every stereotypical you know, they're probably in their ship talking to each 215 00:16:29.759 --> 00:16:32.960 other in whatever language they talk, and they're like, oh, just another 216 00:16:33.080 --> 00:16:36.440 you know day, no day paradized gym, Like, let's go down here 217 00:16:36.480 --> 00:16:38.279 and steal this bitch, and we're just gonna, you know, pop a 218 00:16:38.320 --> 00:16:41.480 button, evenstend her back, and we'll you know, probe whatever. They 219 00:16:41.480 --> 00:16:45.799 did not probe by the way they look like. I was like, well, 220 00:16:45.360 --> 00:16:48.519 what if they did that? And then it was like, all of 221 00:16:48.559 --> 00:16:52.080 a sudden, the mission fails. It's like your delivery boy or something and 222 00:16:52.120 --> 00:16:56.279 you're delivering a package and you were given the wrong address or this construction. 223 00:16:56.399 --> 00:17:00.200 You're like, well, shit, what do I do now? You're right, 224 00:17:00.879 --> 00:17:08.400 it sounds like your stereotypical abduction story, at least to my limited knowledge 225 00:17:08.440 --> 00:17:15.440 on them. But something that stands out is your drawing. If it were 226 00:17:15.839 --> 00:17:22.519 just a dream, it's kind of interesting that the beings you saw were different 227 00:17:23.000 --> 00:17:29.000 than anything I had seen portrayed before exactly. See. That's what I was 228 00:17:29.079 --> 00:17:32.400 kind of wondering because I was trying to be like, well, if it 229 00:17:32.559 --> 00:17:37.200 was a run of the mill whatever, Betty and Barney Hill, whatever, 230 00:17:37.279 --> 00:17:44.200 abduction, I feel like what I would have been seeing would have been a 231 00:17:44.319 --> 00:17:48.319 cookie cutter gray. I mean, aside from and these things weren't even really 232 00:17:48.359 --> 00:17:51.279 gray. They were blue. They were blue. The only thing they really 233 00:17:51.319 --> 00:17:55.400 had common with a gray was their eyes, and they didn't really have a 234 00:17:55.440 --> 00:17:56.400 mouth. They had like a little slip for a mouth, but I couldn't 235 00:17:56.400 --> 00:18:03.119 really see a nose, so it was their face looked like a gray as 236 00:18:03.160 --> 00:18:06.279 far as structurally, but they weren't the same color, they weren't the same 237 00:18:06.359 --> 00:18:08.119 height. They had that weird frill. So I was like, that's really 238 00:18:08.200 --> 00:18:14.640 weird, yeah, for it to be similar but very different, like very 239 00:18:14.720 --> 00:18:18.039 very very distinct if you compare the two. And it was just like that 240 00:18:18.039 --> 00:18:23.319 that and what I thought was really odd was so afterwards I was talking to 241 00:18:23.319 --> 00:18:27.440 somebody about it, like later that day, and I could close my mind 242 00:18:27.440 --> 00:18:30.839 and I still can and I'm gonna probably get to be here in a second, 243 00:18:30.880 --> 00:18:36.519 but I can close my eyes and I can still see exactly. I 244 00:18:36.519 --> 00:18:40.000 could see everything. I could see them, I could see where I'm at, 245 00:18:40.079 --> 00:18:41.920 I can see all this stuff, and whenever I was trying to think 246 00:18:41.920 --> 00:18:45.039 about it, it was like, all of a sudden, I almost had 247 00:18:45.039 --> 00:18:47.720 a panic attack. Like I could feel my heart rate going up. I 248 00:18:47.799 --> 00:18:49.279 mean, I have anxiety anyway, so I know when it's coming on. 249 00:18:51.000 --> 00:18:52.519 And I just like I felt like I couldn't breathe. My heart was racing, 250 00:18:52.599 --> 00:18:56.160 I started to sweat. I was like, Okay, I'm like if 251 00:18:56.160 --> 00:18:59.680 that was just a dream, that should not do that. It was like 252 00:18:59.720 --> 00:19:04.519 my when I thought about it, my body was triggering an automatic response of 253 00:19:04.559 --> 00:19:11.839 how I should have reacted. How long ago was it? This was just 254 00:19:11.920 --> 00:19:15.000 like like maybe two weeks ago. Wow, Like really, this like just 255 00:19:15.039 --> 00:19:21.319 happened. Yeah, And other than whenever you're a kid and saw the strange 256 00:19:21.359 --> 00:19:26.240 lights in the sky, no other like UFO sidings or anything like that in 257 00:19:26.759 --> 00:19:33.799 those times, to my knowledge, there's nothing that I can recall that screams 258 00:19:33.799 --> 00:19:38.920 alien anything. Like I said, most of my stuff is pretty it's like 259 00:19:38.960 --> 00:19:45.880 the paranormal side, uh and some other weird strange things, but nothing that 260 00:19:45.920 --> 00:19:52.039 seemed extraterrestrial to me. And even whenever I saw it when I was a 261 00:19:52.119 --> 00:19:56.240 kid, it wasn't close like some people see it and you know it comes 262 00:19:56.279 --> 00:19:59.720 towards it. No, I mean, this thing had absolutely no interest in 263 00:19:59.839 --> 00:20:02.799 us at all. It just kind of zip zip zip, and then took 264 00:20:02.839 --> 00:20:07.640 off and that was it. And it never even got close enough for us 265 00:20:07.640 --> 00:20:11.640 to I couldn't tell you if it was three individuals, if it was one 266 00:20:11.680 --> 00:20:14.799 big one with three lights. I it was so dark and so far away. 267 00:20:14.880 --> 00:20:17.039 All I could see were the three lights, and that was it. 268 00:20:18.119 --> 00:20:21.319 Have you told your brother about this? Uh? No, I have not. 269 00:20:22.680 --> 00:20:26.359 It would just be interesting to hear, you know, if he's had 270 00:20:26.400 --> 00:20:32.119 any experiences since you know, deciding as a child and everything, or yeah, 271 00:20:32.119 --> 00:20:33.519 because I mean it has to be some weird. So my brother's always 272 00:20:33.559 --> 00:20:40.519 lived in More. He's more like the city boy kind of thing, which 273 00:20:40.559 --> 00:20:41.759 I mean, I'm in a town, but I'm a pretty small town. 274 00:20:41.799 --> 00:20:47.359 There's only like twenty three hundred people here or something in the whole county. 275 00:20:48.559 --> 00:20:55.039 So so but I am like I am in town. It's you know, 276 00:20:55.119 --> 00:21:00.960 well lit, there's lots of houses, but it's nothing near as industrial. 277 00:21:00.039 --> 00:21:03.799 So I'm like, well, maybe they if something was to come get me, 278 00:21:03.839 --> 00:21:07.319 they probably would not think anything about our little blip on the map. 279 00:21:07.559 --> 00:21:11.720 But where my brother lives it's at least ten times the size of where I 280 00:21:11.759 --> 00:21:19.680 am, so it'd be a lot harder to be discreet right about where and 281 00:21:19.759 --> 00:21:22.960 everything. But I, you know, I should, I should ask him 282 00:21:23.000 --> 00:21:26.680 just to see if he's had anything, because that was just so. But 283 00:21:26.720 --> 00:21:30.799 my thing was, I don't even think that two are related because it never 284 00:21:32.160 --> 00:21:34.960 the original one never got close enough that I don't even think we knew that 285 00:21:36.000 --> 00:21:40.680 we were there, to be honest, it didn't. It didn't react in 286 00:21:40.720 --> 00:21:44.400 a way that made it seem like it was like fleeing from us, or 287 00:21:44.799 --> 00:21:49.519 it literally like we just weren't there. Yeah, We're literally in one hundred 288 00:21:49.559 --> 00:21:56.680 some acres of fields and woods and this thing was way, way, way 289 00:21:56.000 --> 00:22:00.799 on the other side. So I don't even think it would be uh oh, 290 00:22:00.799 --> 00:22:03.640 it got close enough and it came back to you for me specifically because 291 00:22:03.640 --> 00:22:08.359 we had some sort of interaction because we were so far apart that I don't 292 00:22:08.359 --> 00:22:14.400 see how that would even be possible. Yeah. I just recently spoke to 293 00:22:14.440 --> 00:22:21.440 a lady who's also has an abduction experience, and she's part of the UFO 294 00:22:21.480 --> 00:22:26.119 community. She speaks at conferences about it and stuff, and we were talking 295 00:22:26.160 --> 00:22:32.160 about how it seems like, people who have these experiences tend to have more 296 00:22:32.240 --> 00:22:37.559 than one. Yes see, That's what I thought was interesting because I just 297 00:22:37.680 --> 00:22:41.839 assumed with me, you know, I was like, Oh, it's probably 298 00:22:42.079 --> 00:22:48.160 random or whatever. I was like, man, that was like right before 299 00:22:48.200 --> 00:22:51.359 this happened, I was talking to somebody about I'm like, I am thirty 300 00:22:51.359 --> 00:22:53.519 some years old. If they were going to take me, they would have 301 00:22:53.559 --> 00:22:57.279 taken me by now. I was wrong if that was the case. Again, 302 00:22:57.359 --> 00:23:03.000 I'm very skeptical because I'm like, did I just because I have no 303 00:23:03.119 --> 00:23:07.240 tangible other than the fact that I was so sick in the area that they 304 00:23:07.240 --> 00:23:15.240 were screwing around with and their reaction made so much sense with my anatomical issues. 305 00:23:17.039 --> 00:23:18.240 I was like, is that Because people are like, oh, you 306 00:23:18.240 --> 00:23:22.680 you know, it sounds like an abduction, I'm like, what was it 307 00:23:22.119 --> 00:23:26.000 like, I'm like, was I are you sure? Like I don't even 308 00:23:27.160 --> 00:23:30.559 know what to call it. I'm like, I don't know if like with 309 00:23:30.720 --> 00:23:34.240 it a dream, But I do know that a lot of people they do 310 00:23:34.039 --> 00:23:40.119 they come in and it's something whatever you have, there's something you have or 311 00:23:40.200 --> 00:23:45.039 these people have that they want. I don't know what it is, but 312 00:23:45.079 --> 00:23:48.519 they want it. And so they might take a person multiple times, and 313 00:23:48.559 --> 00:23:52.039 then they start taking their kids, and then they start taking their grandkids, 314 00:23:52.079 --> 00:23:56.799 and it just kind of whatever is in their genes is something that these things 315 00:23:56.960 --> 00:24:02.680 need or want, and so they just kind of stay with it. Now, 316 00:24:02.799 --> 00:24:07.279 as far as I know, I have only gotten one report, very 317 00:24:07.319 --> 00:24:11.640 vague. I have no details. I only know that my which actually is 318 00:24:11.680 --> 00:24:19.519 kind of ironic now that you think about it, my biological grandmother had told 319 00:24:19.519 --> 00:24:25.519 someone before she so she died, she was forty two of cancer, she 320 00:24:25.559 --> 00:24:33.200 had bone cancer, and she had told somebody that she had had a UFO 321 00:24:33.279 --> 00:24:36.519 encounter. That's all I know. I don't know if she was abducted. 322 00:24:36.559 --> 00:24:37.519 I don't know if she just saw it. I don't know anything. But 323 00:24:37.599 --> 00:24:41.799 ironically, that's the same person I look like in my family treem, which 324 00:24:41.799 --> 00:24:47.519 I do find kind of odd. Yeah, it's like very like to the 325 00:24:47.559 --> 00:24:51.079 point where when my son was little, like I said, she passed away. 326 00:24:51.799 --> 00:24:53.440 Obviously, my mom was twelve, so I wasn't around yet, and 327 00:24:53.480 --> 00:24:59.079 my mom has this picture of her, like a high school picture of something 328 00:24:59.240 --> 00:25:04.119 up in the cabinet, and my son, when he was little, he 329 00:25:04.160 --> 00:25:07.240 would point at the photo and call it mommy. Because he thought it was 330 00:25:07.240 --> 00:25:11.400 me. Oh wow. I mean that's the thing though, Like you're saying 331 00:25:11.960 --> 00:25:17.400 you're a skeptical person. I'm a skeptical person. So where do you draw 332 00:25:17.480 --> 00:25:22.319 the line at coincidence? Yeah? I know, RICI and that's why I'm 333 00:25:22.359 --> 00:25:25.759 like, So what I try to do is I try to eliminate everything that 334 00:25:25.799 --> 00:25:27.119 I can. And that's why I'm trying. I'm like, well, is 335 00:25:27.160 --> 00:25:30.559 it a coincidence? Like, but there's this, so I try away all 336 00:25:30.559 --> 00:25:33.559 the others because on one hand, I'm like, I was potentially dreaming. 337 00:25:33.640 --> 00:25:40.119 I was asleep and there was no recollection. A lot of people remember they 338 00:25:40.160 --> 00:25:44.640 get whisked away through a window or being through the ceiling or the wall or 339 00:25:45.000 --> 00:25:47.799 I didn't have any of that. There was no to and from. It 340 00:25:47.839 --> 00:25:51.559 was just boom, I'm there, boom, I'm back, nothing in between. 341 00:25:52.640 --> 00:25:56.319 Had I had the equipment necessary for what they probably wanted to do to 342 00:25:56.359 --> 00:26:00.759 me, I would then have some evidence because my husband's thick, so that 343 00:26:00.759 --> 00:26:07.599 would have been hard to explain. Yeah. Yeah, yeah, he had 344 00:26:07.640 --> 00:26:12.279 alien integnatity. I'm sure he's he is very anti. He doesn't believe in 345 00:26:12.359 --> 00:26:17.119 anything. He just calls it all hocus pocus. Even though I have sick 346 00:26:17.160 --> 00:26:22.720 the spirits on them twice and they actually listened and they did some crazy shit 347 00:26:22.480 --> 00:26:26.359 right in front of his own eyes, and he still doesn't believe it. 348 00:26:26.119 --> 00:26:30.960 I mean, some people just don't want to believe it. Yeah, but 349 00:26:30.000 --> 00:26:33.799 I mean, come on, when the treadmill turns itself on right in front 350 00:26:33.880 --> 00:26:37.880 of you and does not turn off until you unplug it from the wall, 351 00:26:38.279 --> 00:26:41.200 take a hint and one of them. I mean another thing too, is 352 00:26:41.279 --> 00:26:45.279 I left for work and he called me, and he was mad at me 353 00:26:45.319 --> 00:26:48.759 because he thought that I had brewed a cup of coffee in the curing machine 354 00:26:48.359 --> 00:26:52.680 with no cup and just left it for him to clean up. It makes 355 00:26:52.680 --> 00:26:57.000 me nauseous, so I hadn't touched the curing machine in three months. It 356 00:26:57.039 --> 00:27:00.880 was just I would use it for hot water for hot coked but that was 357 00:27:00.920 --> 00:27:07.559 it. And it happened after I left for work and before he got up, 358 00:27:07.880 --> 00:27:10.519 so it waited for me to leave to be like, it's not her. 359 00:27:10.759 --> 00:27:15.799 She left and it brooded a whole cup of coffee with no cup, 360 00:27:15.839 --> 00:27:19.000 all over the counter. And then I was talking because he's like, oh, 361 00:27:19.039 --> 00:27:22.640 maybe it's a glitch. I'm like, do you know how the cured 362 00:27:22.759 --> 00:27:25.720 works. I'm like, one, you have to turn it on. Then 363 00:27:25.759 --> 00:27:29.279 you have to lift the lid, put the lid down with a cup in 364 00:27:29.319 --> 00:27:33.720 it, and hit the button. That's an awful lot of movement for a 365 00:27:33.799 --> 00:27:37.799 technical problem. He's like, oh, it was just maybe a short. 366 00:27:37.839 --> 00:27:40.839 I was like, really, because it never happened again, It's just and 367 00:27:40.880 --> 00:27:42.400 it only happened right after I told him. I was like, I know 368 00:27:42.440 --> 00:27:47.240 you're here bother him. He doesn't believe me, And the next day it 369 00:27:47.279 --> 00:27:52.240 started happening. So you have spirit activity in your home. Oh, it's 370 00:27:52.279 --> 00:27:55.599 anywhere that I am. It just follows me everywhere. With being so scept 371 00:27:55.880 --> 00:28:02.440 I really do try to explain everything. Oh. I try to look at 372 00:28:02.440 --> 00:28:06.440 it from all angles before I try to make a decision. And even sometimes, 373 00:28:06.480 --> 00:28:11.640 like even with this, I am still struggling with myself to be like 374 00:28:11.119 --> 00:28:15.599 Susie, that was an abduction scenario right in my head. I'm like, 375 00:28:18.000 --> 00:28:22.400 I don't know. But again, if something were to fly off the shelf 376 00:28:22.519 --> 00:28:25.039 next to me, I'd be like, Oh, it's just a spook. 377 00:28:25.079 --> 00:28:26.279 It's fine. Like it happens to me all the time. I'm used to 378 00:28:26.359 --> 00:28:30.680 it. I'm comfortable with that. It's been like that since I was a 379 00:28:30.759 --> 00:28:36.680 kid. It's whatever. But then the thing that has never happened before happens, 380 00:28:36.720 --> 00:28:40.319 and then I'm really skeptical about it, and I just think it's really 381 00:28:40.680 --> 00:28:44.920 kind of weird. I don't understand why I am like that. I've not 382 00:28:45.039 --> 00:28:48.000 been put in that situation till obviously recently, because I feel like I should 383 00:28:48.039 --> 00:28:51.000 be pretty open to it, because I mean, that's what I cover, 384 00:28:51.240 --> 00:28:53.240 right, That's way I talk to people all the time and all this stuff, 385 00:28:53.359 --> 00:28:56.480 and I would tell them I have a really hard time believing it because 386 00:28:56.480 --> 00:29:00.279 I've never experienced it. Boom, like a week later, I'm got somebody 387 00:29:00.359 --> 00:29:03.359 in my belly button I don't or well, trying to get my belly button. 388 00:29:04.839 --> 00:29:07.880 But yeah, it's just really difficult for me to try to figure out 389 00:29:08.480 --> 00:29:12.079 what it is because I'm trying to come up with anything. I don't drink, 390 00:29:12.559 --> 00:29:15.240 I don't do drugs. I mean, well, I take medicine for 391 00:29:15.319 --> 00:29:22.799 my mental health stuff, but I don't take anything that could cause any type 392 00:29:22.839 --> 00:29:32.000 of hallucination or anything it. I mean, aside from well, something probably 393 00:29:32.680 --> 00:29:36.039 was poking around in there. I don't really have a good explanation. I 394 00:29:36.160 --> 00:29:41.039 mean that's the thing you're going through all the stereotypical telltale signs or someone who 395 00:29:41.160 --> 00:29:45.759 had a real experience. Yeah, and it's just it's just so weird to 396 00:29:45.799 --> 00:29:48.680 me that my brain's like, but did you? And I don't know if 397 00:29:48.759 --> 00:29:55.480 maybe it's just my own bias because of how media and all of that has 398 00:29:55.519 --> 00:29:59.359 portrayed people that I'm like, am I crazy? I can tell you I've 399 00:29:59.400 --> 00:30:03.680 seen a demon, I've talked to people that are dead. I've seen people 400 00:30:03.720 --> 00:30:06.319 that are dead. I interacted them all the time, and that to me 401 00:30:06.519 --> 00:30:07.720 does not make me crazy. But if I say I'm obduct about alien, 402 00:30:07.720 --> 00:30:12.039 I'm like, oh great, I'm crazy. Okay, So we got we 403 00:30:12.559 --> 00:30:18.079 we got to talk about that. We got to talk about that. Obviously, 404 00:30:18.319 --> 00:30:26.519 you've apparently had a connection to the spirit world your entire life apparently, 405 00:30:26.799 --> 00:30:33.880 Yeah, pretty much. So what I remember being a kid, and I 406 00:30:33.960 --> 00:30:41.319 thought it was normal to know. I just chalked it up to I had 407 00:30:41.359 --> 00:30:45.039 a really good sense of knowing. I didn't know how, but I always 408 00:30:45.119 --> 00:30:48.599 knew when something was wrong. I always knew when there was someone there, 409 00:30:48.640 --> 00:30:53.599 as I could feel people whether they're breathing or not, apparently, and I 410 00:30:53.599 --> 00:30:56.960 didn't think anything of When I was a kid, it was just a weird 411 00:30:57.039 --> 00:31:02.279 thing. And I found out that apparently I have some sort of impath thing 412 00:31:02.440 --> 00:31:06.799 going on. There's a bunch of words that people have thrown at me to 413 00:31:06.960 --> 00:31:11.960 explain what I am. I have not understood most of them because I don't. 414 00:31:11.440 --> 00:31:14.599 I don't know that much about it to be like, oh, yeah, 415 00:31:14.680 --> 00:31:15.960 like this is what, this is what I do. I can say 416 00:31:17.160 --> 00:31:21.759 these are things that I do. I don't know what causes it or why 417 00:31:21.880 --> 00:31:23.279 it. You know, I don't know why or how or when. I 418 00:31:23.359 --> 00:31:27.079 can't control it. I can't just you know, summon Great Gertrude, you 419 00:31:27.160 --> 00:31:30.640 know, great Aunt Gertrude from the great Beyond and talk to her. I 420 00:31:30.680 --> 00:31:33.960 don't know how to do any of that, but I know that they'll talk 421 00:31:33.000 --> 00:31:37.480 to me when I want them to. It was just things where I always 422 00:31:38.160 --> 00:31:42.880 this is a horrible thing. I can tell people this. Everybody assumes that 423 00:31:42.920 --> 00:31:49.559 if you're an impath, that you're very sensitive to other people's feelings, you're 424 00:31:49.720 --> 00:31:56.039 very soft. That is not true. There are I will fess up, 425 00:31:56.279 --> 00:32:00.119 there are some of us who don't realize that it's called an impath. I 426 00:32:00.400 --> 00:32:07.440 just know that I know what you want. I know what I want, 427 00:32:07.599 --> 00:32:13.720 and I know how to manipulate you to get what I want because I could 428 00:32:13.759 --> 00:32:15.680 feel whatever it is that you need and I know how to do it. 429 00:32:16.640 --> 00:32:20.200 I would be like, how did you know that? How did you? 430 00:32:20.240 --> 00:32:22.880 I'm like, I just know. I don't know. I just I just 431 00:32:23.079 --> 00:32:25.480 know, and I go with it. It goes with my gut, I 432 00:32:25.519 --> 00:32:28.680 said. People the time, I always know, I called my They give 433 00:32:28.720 --> 00:32:32.119 me the willies or they give me Spidey cents, and people hate it because 434 00:32:32.119 --> 00:32:35.599 you know, even in you know, dating, When I was younger, 435 00:32:36.279 --> 00:32:38.440 no one could get anything past me. I would always know. But then 436 00:32:38.880 --> 00:32:46.400 when I was about fifteen sixteen, I went toe to toe with the best 437 00:32:46.440 --> 00:32:50.160 way I could describe it, it was it was a demon. There was 438 00:32:50.519 --> 00:32:54.319 it was not a person. It was a thing, but it was not 439 00:32:54.440 --> 00:32:57.559 a person. There was no he, there was no she, there was 440 00:32:57.799 --> 00:33:05.640 there was no there weren't any factors that you could I guess attribute to. 441 00:33:06.039 --> 00:33:10.519 So now if something is around me, sometimes I can pick up on like 442 00:33:10.599 --> 00:33:14.559 a mental image of what they look like, or they boy or the girl, 443 00:33:14.680 --> 00:33:16.480 short hair, dark hair, whatever the case is. I could sometimes 444 00:33:16.559 --> 00:33:22.680 picture them and so I know who I'm talking to at least how to talk 445 00:33:22.720 --> 00:33:25.279 to them, because I know about you know what age they are and all 446 00:33:25.359 --> 00:33:32.000 that. But this was there was nothing, There was no it was just 447 00:33:32.240 --> 00:33:37.160 it was a void. It was almost as if this thing was nothing but 448 00:33:37.319 --> 00:33:40.799 a black hole sucking something like. I don't know if it was energy or 449 00:33:40.839 --> 00:33:45.680 what, but it has taken something from me. And it was a foot 450 00:33:45.680 --> 00:33:49.359 and a half two feet from me, and I was like dead, staring 451 00:33:49.400 --> 00:33:52.519 it down for a good couple of minutes. I talk about that one of 452 00:33:52.559 --> 00:33:57.400 my so if you go it's I think it's when I was with Travis. 453 00:33:58.720 --> 00:34:04.000 I start talking about my first hauntings in that house, and that's what I'm 454 00:34:04.039 --> 00:34:07.279 talking about. It's I go into all the details. I think in one 455 00:34:07.279 --> 00:34:08.760 of my pictures I drew, I tried to I tried to draw what I 456 00:34:08.840 --> 00:34:14.679 saw. I'm not the best artist, but and that happened. And I 457 00:34:14.800 --> 00:34:22.119 don't know if nothing happened to me to I guess provoke it. It's just 458 00:34:22.280 --> 00:34:27.679 I got in the car and it was there, and then it disappeared just 459 00:34:27.800 --> 00:34:31.840 out of nowhere. Yeah, that one showed up maybe four or five months 460 00:34:31.880 --> 00:34:37.760 ago, and I hadn't seen it since I was fifteen and it showed back 461 00:34:37.800 --> 00:34:39.679 up at the house. So it's been with me this whole time. It 462 00:34:39.800 --> 00:34:46.960 just hasn't shown itself until recently. Whenever there's a spirit around, Let's just 463 00:34:47.039 --> 00:34:51.639 say, you like, walk into a house, what does it feel like 464 00:34:51.760 --> 00:34:55.440 to you? Okay, So the best way I just call it the willies. 465 00:34:55.519 --> 00:35:00.440 I know that sounds really weird. It's not very good descriptor, but 466 00:35:00.599 --> 00:35:04.119 depending on what it is, you get all kinds of feelings. Again, 467 00:35:04.199 --> 00:35:07.519 with that impath, I think kind of factors in. I could walk in 468 00:35:07.639 --> 00:35:10.599 and be like, oh, like there's someone here, but they're cool, 469 00:35:10.679 --> 00:35:14.599 like they're chill, they're not gonna do anything. But I can walk in 470 00:35:15.280 --> 00:35:21.519 and something or something comes in after we've already been there, and it's like 471 00:35:21.760 --> 00:35:27.239 everything. The best way I can try to explain it is, let's see 472 00:35:27.280 --> 00:35:32.760 here. Imagine you're okay, well, okay, we're gonna we're gonna play 473 00:35:32.760 --> 00:35:37.639 a little make believe for a second. Okay, So assume your cave man, 474 00:35:37.360 --> 00:35:40.480 your mind, you on beeswax, and you walk out of your little 475 00:35:40.519 --> 00:35:45.480 cave and out of you know you, You can feel that it's like that 476 00:35:45.599 --> 00:35:52.360 instinctual there's danger nearby, right and a t rex jumps out of the ok 477 00:35:52.480 --> 00:35:55.559 it doesn't, it's it could jump. It's got long legs. It jumps 478 00:35:55.639 --> 00:36:02.360 out of the trees and is staring right at you. That feeling of fear 479 00:36:04.920 --> 00:36:10.039 when you know, you get the goosebumps, the hair stands up, and 480 00:36:10.719 --> 00:36:17.239 your immediate response is run away as fast as you can. It is not 481 00:36:17.400 --> 00:36:25.880 safe here. That is what you sometimes get when you've got something negative around. 482 00:36:27.079 --> 00:36:32.800 It's very much it's almost uncomfortable. So either that fear factor. Some 483 00:36:34.000 --> 00:36:42.840 of them are let's I've been watching a lot of Monk on Netflix. Have 484 00:36:42.960 --> 00:36:47.119 you seen that show? Okay, so Monk is very very very OCD. 485 00:36:47.760 --> 00:36:57.039 So if you were Monk and someone walked in and they had one short sleep, 486 00:36:57.159 --> 00:37:00.599 rolled up, one pant leg on the other side, and half of 487 00:37:00.639 --> 00:37:06.639 their buttons were undone, that uncomfortable feeling until he can fix it and make 488 00:37:06.679 --> 00:37:09.079 it go away, that's squirmy. You feel like you're just crawling in your 489 00:37:09.119 --> 00:37:14.320 skin feeling. You get that too. So sometimes it's just like something's not 490 00:37:14.519 --> 00:37:17.079 right. You just you know that, especially if there's a lot I get 491 00:37:17.119 --> 00:37:22.079 that way if there's a lot of spirits around, because I there's so much 492 00:37:22.159 --> 00:37:24.480 going on that, I get a little overwhelmed and I just get kind of 493 00:37:24.519 --> 00:37:28.800 squirmy. But some of them too, Like I said, you walk in 494 00:37:29.039 --> 00:37:32.119 and you don't even really have to to say or do anything. You can 495 00:37:32.880 --> 00:37:39.880 know that someone's there and kind of I don't know if you guys have done 496 00:37:39.960 --> 00:37:47.440 this, but we'll go with We'll go with a parent or a sibling. 497 00:37:47.599 --> 00:37:54.079 I guess everybody's got a parent, right. Uh. So you're in your 498 00:37:54.199 --> 00:37:59.440 room, you're on your phone or whatever, and you know, just be 499 00:37:59.519 --> 00:38:02.039 on your phone. You know it's past ten o'clock or whatever, shooing, 500 00:38:04.519 --> 00:38:09.039 and you can hear your parent coming. You can picture in your mind. 501 00:38:10.119 --> 00:38:15.079 You can see whichever parent or sibling is coming up and down that hallway because 502 00:38:15.760 --> 00:38:19.719 you know them, you can feel them, you can see them. You 503 00:38:19.840 --> 00:38:22.199 know their footsteps. You know, you know, maybe dad walks faster than 504 00:38:22.280 --> 00:38:27.000 mom mom. You know, whatever wears a certain type of shoe. You 505 00:38:27.079 --> 00:38:30.800 can picture in your head what they look like. It's similar to that, 506 00:38:30.239 --> 00:38:36.199 only I have never met these people, but I still somehow can see. 507 00:38:37.320 --> 00:38:42.719 It's like they let me see them without actually appearing as an apparition. So 508 00:38:42.800 --> 00:38:47.519 I I almost wonder if maybe it takes less energy to do that, to 509 00:38:47.599 --> 00:38:51.719 communicate that way, to be like, hey, this is me, I'm 510 00:38:51.800 --> 00:38:53.679 talking to you like I'm trying to talk to you. Uh, this is 511 00:38:53.719 --> 00:38:57.719 what I look like, and all of that, instead of using all the 512 00:38:57.880 --> 00:39:02.400 energy to actually physically show up. So sometimes it's like that where you don't 513 00:39:02.400 --> 00:39:08.039 even notice anything. You just get a mental picture and you can be like, 514 00:39:08.159 --> 00:39:12.320 oh, okay, so there's a man in here, and then you 515 00:39:12.360 --> 00:39:16.559 can use your equipment usually to ask it questions and verify whether you know it's 516 00:39:16.639 --> 00:39:22.599 right or wrong and stuff like that. Some of them, if they're angry, 517 00:39:23.800 --> 00:39:30.639 you get angry if they're just because I know everybody just assumes that they're 518 00:39:30.679 --> 00:39:36.960 all very negative spirits, and I don't believe that. I think sometimes they're 519 00:39:37.079 --> 00:39:44.280 just here. Sometimes they're just you know, hanging out There's it's not like 520 00:39:44.480 --> 00:39:50.920 there was some catastrophe that is keeping them here. I think sometimes it's just 521 00:39:51.400 --> 00:39:58.800 maybe that particular person had that extra energy and so when they passed something almost 522 00:39:58.840 --> 00:40:05.039 like there's like an extra something there that lingers because they had more as they 523 00:40:05.079 --> 00:40:08.760 were alive than most people do. So I think that some of them, 524 00:40:08.880 --> 00:40:15.480 you get some emotions, especially if you're in those residual hauntings where it's kind 525 00:40:15.559 --> 00:40:22.000 of on repeat. They're not always bad. So I've had some people tell 526 00:40:22.079 --> 00:40:25.840 me there's like they be at a wedding ceremony and it's like people get married 527 00:40:25.880 --> 00:40:29.840 and they walk down and then it starts over, and I mean, that's 528 00:40:29.880 --> 00:40:35.400 a happy occasion, so you can feel joy, you can feel whatever. 529 00:40:35.920 --> 00:40:38.920 But there are obviously also the negative that happened where the persons stuck there, 530 00:40:38.920 --> 00:40:44.920 probably because they were brutally tortured and whatever. So I think it's just kind 531 00:40:44.960 --> 00:40:51.800 of different. So I don't know what it feels like when everybody else feels 532 00:40:51.840 --> 00:40:55.880 them. I just know that because I could feel a lot of what other 533 00:40:57.000 --> 00:41:00.639 people feel. That's what it's like for me. Me is I just know 534 00:41:01.119 --> 00:41:08.159 sometimes if they are a very strong spirit, my something doesn't go well. 535 00:41:08.199 --> 00:41:13.000 I've had this happen a couple times, but not very often. I get 536 00:41:13.239 --> 00:41:17.760 very nauseous when certain ones, Like I was on a ghost hun at the 537 00:41:17.800 --> 00:41:24.000 Ohio State Reformatory and we were doing a seance in the church and I thought 538 00:41:24.119 --> 00:41:30.280 I was going to blow chunks everywhere I was, So I was fine. 539 00:41:30.360 --> 00:41:35.800 We started halfway through, I got super sick, and then it sounded like 540 00:41:35.920 --> 00:41:39.199 something fell in the back of the room, and as soon as it fell, 541 00:41:40.079 --> 00:41:43.719 maybe thirty seconds later, I was fine. So whatever it was, 542 00:41:43.800 --> 00:41:45.199 it's like I felt it come in. It did its thing, and then 543 00:41:45.239 --> 00:41:51.639 when it left, I felt better. I've had some live I've had a 544 00:41:51.719 --> 00:41:54.320 live show where I was on there live and I'm here in my studio and 545 00:41:54.400 --> 00:41:57.639 I had to leave. I had to turn it off and leave. I 546 00:41:58.079 --> 00:42:00.639 was so sick. I thought I was gonna spew everywhere. Something was so 547 00:42:01.880 --> 00:42:07.239 negative and it was making me feel so uncomfortable that I was extremely nauseous. 548 00:42:07.760 --> 00:42:10.280 And when I turned my spirit box on, it kept saying it was it 549 00:42:10.400 --> 00:42:13.519 was very aggressive. I know exactly what it was. It was that thing 550 00:42:13.599 --> 00:42:16.800 they think that was sitting with me, the non human buddy over here. 551 00:42:16.840 --> 00:42:20.280 I gotta watch talk about him because sometimes he likes to bloody my nose to 552 00:42:20.280 --> 00:42:24.639 turn my lights out. So yes, it's happened in a recording before. 553 00:42:27.119 --> 00:42:30.960 I had a spontaneous bloody nose in the middle of recording. As soon as 554 00:42:30.000 --> 00:42:32.800 they started talking about him or it, I just caught him, but it, 555 00:42:34.800 --> 00:42:37.800 uh, it didn't like it, So my nose started bleeding. And 556 00:42:37.880 --> 00:42:40.159 then I apologized and moved on. And as soon as I apologize and moved 557 00:42:40.199 --> 00:42:44.760 on and stopped bleeding and it was fine. And then all of my video 558 00:42:44.880 --> 00:42:49.840 content for that episode was erased. It was just a black screen. How 559 00:42:49.960 --> 00:42:55.159 weird. So yeah, yeah, that one's not very friendly. But that 560 00:42:55.320 --> 00:42:58.920 one, when I put the spear box on, it was say, you 561 00:42:58.960 --> 00:43:01.760 know, get out, go way lead. I mean, it was very 562 00:43:01.960 --> 00:43:05.480 very aggressive, like get the hell out of here. You like, I 563 00:43:05.519 --> 00:43:08.679 don't want you here, go away. And I was so sick and I 564 00:43:08.800 --> 00:43:12.400 just and as soon as I left, I closed the door of the studio. 565 00:43:12.599 --> 00:43:15.920 As soon as I closed the door, I felt fine. It was 566 00:43:15.000 --> 00:43:17.880 just whatever was in there was it did not want me in there with it. 567 00:43:19.599 --> 00:43:27.320 Have you had other experiences where you've I guess physically been attacked or whatever. 568 00:43:29.119 --> 00:43:34.000 I almost got I almost got murdered at Ohio State Reformatory. And now 569 00:43:34.039 --> 00:43:37.920 my nose has got some blood on it. That's fantastic. Sorry, dude, 570 00:43:37.079 --> 00:43:40.199 moving on, we won't talk about anymore. When I was at Ohio 571 00:43:40.280 --> 00:43:45.679 State Reformatory, we were up. If you haven't been there in the middle, 572 00:43:45.840 --> 00:43:51.039 so you walk in in the cells are not like you would see in 573 00:43:51.159 --> 00:43:53.519 something on TV where they're like all against the wall and blah blah blah. 574 00:43:54.159 --> 00:43:58.760 No, it's like a column, a giant column in the middle of a 575 00:43:59.039 --> 00:44:07.440 huge building, and all around the giant pillar are jail cells, and then 576 00:44:07.440 --> 00:44:10.760 there's staircases that go up the one side and go around, so you have 577 00:44:12.039 --> 00:44:15.440 like one in and one out and they're just stacked on top of each other. 578 00:44:15.039 --> 00:44:19.760 So we were on the third story and we came around the corner and 579 00:44:19.960 --> 00:44:24.320 I mean, I took one step and I knew. I knew the problem 580 00:44:24.440 --> 00:44:30.400 was is I knew and I disregarded it. I felt it. I was 581 00:44:30.480 --> 00:44:34.360 like, whoo, Okay, I'm like, something's down there. It does 582 00:44:34.440 --> 00:44:36.920 not want us back there. But we were on a ghost hun so what 583 00:44:37.000 --> 00:44:38.719 do you do? You go anyway? Right? So my friend that I 584 00:44:38.840 --> 00:44:44.320 was with was behind me because she doesn't have anything like she literally takes me 585 00:44:44.400 --> 00:44:45.920 as a radar to just kind of point me around to see where the spooky 586 00:44:45.920 --> 00:44:51.320 step is. And I took a couple of steps and I was like, 587 00:44:51.599 --> 00:44:52.679 I mean, it was like heavy. It was almost like I was walking 588 00:44:52.719 --> 00:44:55.880 against wind, but there was no wind. It was really where it was 589 00:44:55.920 --> 00:45:00.079 heavy. It just kind of got hot, and I mean, I was 590 00:45:00.119 --> 00:45:01.599 getting an aw she so I was like, man, I was like, 591 00:45:01.639 --> 00:45:04.000 I don't know. I was like, I don't know if we're gonna make 592 00:45:04.039 --> 00:45:08.480 it. We got maybe like second cell down, and she was probably you 593 00:45:08.559 --> 00:45:12.880 know she was obviously she started off right behind me. As I went, 594 00:45:13.079 --> 00:45:16.920 she backed off, so she was a few feet behind me, and something 595 00:45:17.360 --> 00:45:21.519 pushed me, like physically pushed me, like grabbed me by the shoulders. 596 00:45:21.599 --> 00:45:23.440 And I turned and I was screaming at her. I'm like, run right 597 00:45:23.519 --> 00:45:25.679 right, run run, like just go, go, go go. This 598 00:45:25.920 --> 00:45:30.920 thing had me by the shoulders and was shoving me all the way down. 599 00:45:30.360 --> 00:45:36.079 And the only thing that keeps you from a three story drop are like two 600 00:45:36.239 --> 00:45:39.159 little tiny bars as a little buffer. That's it, and then it's just 601 00:45:39.199 --> 00:45:43.480 a three story drop. And it pushed me all the way the end, 602 00:45:44.039 --> 00:45:45.920 and I hurried up and turned, and as soon as I turned, it 603 00:45:46.000 --> 00:45:50.440 was like it ran straight through and then went away. It's just as long 604 00:45:50.480 --> 00:45:52.840 as I was not on the side of the corridor, it was fine. 605 00:45:52.760 --> 00:45:55.760 So the moment I went to try to peek again and it started to push 606 00:45:55.800 --> 00:45:59.920 me again, so I we got the hell out of there. So physically 607 00:46:00.400 --> 00:46:06.719 there's that that was not fun here at the house I have. My kids 608 00:46:07.440 --> 00:46:13.599 like to pull pranks. They're generally more auditory than physical, but I'm pretty 609 00:46:13.599 --> 00:46:20.159 sure one of them was playing with my feet. My breathing kid is one 610 00:46:20.199 --> 00:46:23.119 of five. The rest of them just it was just horrible. It was 611 00:46:23.159 --> 00:46:28.800 actually very, very horrible experience. One of them is actually where I had 612 00:46:28.840 --> 00:46:31.880 my first year enough experience, and so my kids just kind of follow me 613 00:46:31.880 --> 00:46:37.440 around everywhere they have since I lost them. And I was in bed. 614 00:46:38.559 --> 00:46:43.599 I had my blankets on, like I normally do. I have really bad 615 00:46:43.639 --> 00:46:46.880 issues sleeping, so I put a headband on, I put speakers in and 616 00:46:47.039 --> 00:46:52.639 I play loop I loop a song which is rain, and I put the 617 00:46:52.679 --> 00:46:59.239 blindfold on so I can't see the light and I can sleep better, and 618 00:47:00.039 --> 00:47:02.559 my headphones on and I lay You know in bed. Have you ever been 619 00:47:02.639 --> 00:47:08.719 around a little kid, probably around two to four years old, and they 620 00:47:08.880 --> 00:47:12.960 pretend to tickle you, and they're like, okay, oh, take go, 621 00:47:13.079 --> 00:47:15.480 take go, take on yeah, and they just kind of like wiggle 622 00:47:15.519 --> 00:47:17.519 their fingers even though they're not really tickling. Okay, that is exactly what 623 00:47:17.599 --> 00:47:21.440 I felt on the bottom of my feet, and I was like, oh 624 00:47:21.480 --> 00:47:23.079 okay, So I started kicking my foot around, assuming maybe it was like 625 00:47:23.119 --> 00:47:27.400 a cat. I don't know. Cats don't move like that, but whatever 626 00:47:27.440 --> 00:47:30.960 you again, skeptical. I was trying to just shake my foot. Soon 627 00:47:30.960 --> 00:47:34.320 as I stopped shaking my foot, it happens again, and I'm like, 628 00:47:34.360 --> 00:47:37.679 will you stop? And I throw my headphones off and I look down and 629 00:47:37.880 --> 00:47:45.519 there is nothing there. Something was tickling my feet. I have a man 630 00:47:45.480 --> 00:47:52.440 that's kind of a creeper. Uh. And if when you go okay, 631 00:47:52.480 --> 00:47:54.679 so if you go to wake someone up, but you don't really want to 632 00:47:55.159 --> 00:47:59.039 scare them, and you walk in and you like put your hand like on 633 00:47:59.159 --> 00:48:01.519 their foot, just the them know that you're there, right like hey, 634 00:48:01.880 --> 00:48:07.039 Like okay again, headphones on. I'm laying to bed. That happens and 635 00:48:07.119 --> 00:48:13.679 I'm like, yeah, babe, what you need nothing. I'm like okay, 636 00:48:15.320 --> 00:48:16.880 So I go back to bed. Then it's on the back of my 637 00:48:16.960 --> 00:48:22.880 ankle and I'm like, yes, honey, what do you need nothing? 638 00:48:23.840 --> 00:48:27.320 What the hell? So I shook my foot a little bit, laid back 639 00:48:27.360 --> 00:48:30.360 down. Then it's on like my calf. It just feels like I feel 640 00:48:30.440 --> 00:48:34.800 like a man's hand on my cap, not squeezing, but just sitting on 641 00:48:34.880 --> 00:48:37.960 them, just like let let me know that they're there. And I'm like, 642 00:48:37.119 --> 00:48:39.960 babe, what do you need? And I shake my leg and it 643 00:48:40.000 --> 00:48:43.199 stops, and I'm like, okay, so i'd go back to bed. 644 00:48:43.559 --> 00:48:46.599 You think I would have looked at this point, but I don't, because 645 00:48:46.639 --> 00:48:50.800 apparently I'm an idiot. I just assumed you with my husband. So then 646 00:48:50.840 --> 00:48:54.800 it goes on the back of my knee and I'm like, babe, what 647 00:48:55.039 --> 00:49:01.000 do you want? Nothing like, damn it. So I shake it whatever, 648 00:49:01.440 --> 00:49:07.719 and I go back to that. So then it's like halfway up my 649 00:49:08.000 --> 00:49:13.159 thigh, okay, and I'm in it. I'm in I'm in a baggy 650 00:49:13.199 --> 00:49:15.280 T shirt and a pair of breeches and that's it. And so I have 651 00:49:15.400 --> 00:49:19.079 this man's hand. So then I'm like, oh, hey, like maybe 652 00:49:19.159 --> 00:49:21.800 he's you know, he's stelling a little frisky, right, And I was 653 00:49:21.880 --> 00:49:22.920 like, oh, hey, honey, you get and I take my headphones 654 00:49:22.920 --> 00:49:30.079 off and there is no one there, but I can feel the hand on 655 00:49:30.239 --> 00:49:34.880 my leg. I was like, hey, it's still it's I can feel 656 00:49:34.920 --> 00:49:37.480 it there, and I am looking and there is nothing there. So I 657 00:49:37.599 --> 00:49:39.920 was like, you know, alsodden. I started like wiggling around into that 658 00:49:40.199 --> 00:49:44.039 and I was like okay. I was like, that is not okay, 659 00:49:44.159 --> 00:49:49.239 that's not acceptable. Go away and do not touch me again. And then 660 00:49:49.280 --> 00:49:51.199 it stopped, so I'm like, okay, cool, and then I just 661 00:49:51.239 --> 00:49:53.559 went to bed because you know, I have to give this. People touching 662 00:49:53.599 --> 00:49:57.440 you is no big deal, but one of the ones that scared the crap 663 00:49:57.480 --> 00:50:02.599 out of me. It didn't involve anybody touching me. But as a parent, 664 00:50:04.920 --> 00:50:07.039 if you're a parent out there, you can relate to this one kind 665 00:50:07.079 --> 00:50:10.440 of you're gonna have the holy pants scared off you, probably because I was 666 00:50:10.480 --> 00:50:15.639 even creeped out and it was my kids doing it. So again, headphones 667 00:50:15.679 --> 00:50:22.880 on, my husband's in bed, everything's quiet, and I hear mommy on 668 00:50:22.960 --> 00:50:30.079 the other side of my door. And at first I was like did I 669 00:50:30.199 --> 00:50:34.320 hear that? I'm like, that was weird, and I wait a few 670 00:50:34.360 --> 00:50:36.519 minutes because I just thought I was hallucinating or whatever. I was like, 671 00:50:36.960 --> 00:50:37.559 I looked at it. I remember looking at my phone. It was like 672 00:50:37.559 --> 00:50:40.519 two thirty in the morning. That's like their prime time, they like two 673 00:50:40.519 --> 00:50:49.440 o'clock. And then I hear mommy. I'm like, it's like postive headphones, 674 00:50:50.079 --> 00:50:52.880 like yeah, bug, I call my kid. All kind of weird 675 00:50:52.960 --> 00:50:57.039 names like yeah, bug nothing, I'm like book or do you need something 676 00:50:58.159 --> 00:51:00.639 nothing? So then I shake my husban, but I'm like, did you 677 00:51:00.760 --> 00:51:02.760 hear that? He's like did I hear what? I'm like, did you 678 00:51:02.840 --> 00:51:07.039 hear somebody call me? Mommy? It's like I didn't hear anything. Baby's 679 00:51:07.039 --> 00:51:09.119 in your head. Go to bed, okay, So I go back to 680 00:51:09.199 --> 00:51:14.840 bed. A few minutes later, Mommy, I'm like all right. I'm 681 00:51:14.920 --> 00:51:19.280 like bug, I was like, do you need something nothing? I'm like 682 00:51:21.000 --> 00:51:25.320 okay. Then after like four or five times of this going around of just 683 00:51:25.440 --> 00:51:34.639 like mommy, mommy. The voice that your kid makes when you have lost 684 00:51:34.719 --> 00:51:37.719 that like like you go down the other aisle at the grocery store, your 685 00:51:37.800 --> 00:51:40.800 kid can't see you. They think they have lost you forever. That terror 686 00:51:42.000 --> 00:51:45.559 in their voice when it goes up a few pitches and kind of like cracks 687 00:51:46.000 --> 00:51:51.239 and they get scared. I hear that, Mommy on the other side of 688 00:51:51.320 --> 00:51:54.119 my bedroom door, and I have so many goosebubs just telling you about it. 689 00:51:54.159 --> 00:51:58.960 Okay, whoo, that's really weird. And I hear mommy, so, 690 00:51:59.159 --> 00:52:00.639 I mean I it was like reflex boom. I mean, I am 691 00:52:00.760 --> 00:52:05.960 up. Headband is off and I'm I'm like, okay, So I'm run 692 00:52:06.039 --> 00:52:08.119 to the door because I think my kid's in trouble. And I opened the 693 00:52:08.159 --> 00:52:15.239 door, nothing is there. Nothing, So it gets better. So I'm 694 00:52:15.320 --> 00:52:17.679 like, Okay, that was really creepy. But now I've got to go 695 00:52:17.760 --> 00:52:21.840 check on the kid, right, because now I'm paranoid, right, and 696 00:52:21.960 --> 00:52:24.800 I just feel like I need and so I start walking towards my son's room 697 00:52:25.639 --> 00:52:30.239 and I have so many goosebounds. This is so weird. But I start 698 00:52:30.360 --> 00:52:35.800 walking. I take two steps towards my son's room and all of a sudden, 699 00:52:36.760 --> 00:52:43.559 the hair stands up and I realize one, my son is twelve going 700 00:52:43.599 --> 00:52:47.599 through puberty. He sounds like this. He does not sound like Mommy. 701 00:52:49.159 --> 00:52:53.320 That's not him, so different tone. Not to mention, my kid is 702 00:52:53.360 --> 00:52:58.079 too cool to call me mommy anymore. I'm just mom. And I realize 703 00:52:58.119 --> 00:53:01.559 this as I'm walking towards his room, and all of a sudden, I 704 00:53:01.639 --> 00:53:07.480 kind of slowed down and stopped. I was like, that's not him. 705 00:53:07.559 --> 00:53:12.840 And as soon as I thought that, behind me in my kitchen, you 706 00:53:12.880 --> 00:53:20.119 could hear like giggling like gotcha, mom, I was like, and I 707 00:53:20.199 --> 00:53:23.119 was like a turn around a turn, so I turn around. Nothing, 708 00:53:23.360 --> 00:53:28.719 there's nothing there. I peek in on my kid. He saw on logs 709 00:53:28.960 --> 00:53:31.159 clearly never left his bed, didn't even know I was in there checking on 710 00:53:31.280 --> 00:53:35.800 him. And I was like, all right, guys. I was like, 711 00:53:36.320 --> 00:53:37.719 you cannot scare me like that. I was like, I have to 712 00:53:37.760 --> 00:53:39.679 go to bed. I have to get up early and go to work, 713 00:53:40.320 --> 00:53:44.440 so you gotta leave mom alone. I need to sleep. And then they 714 00:53:44.480 --> 00:53:47.920 were quiet the rest of the night. And then I've been on the couch 715 00:53:50.000 --> 00:53:57.400 and it's like you can synth them and it sounded like someone like a kid 716 00:53:57.559 --> 00:53:59.559 was standing right. I had the foot, you know, the foot thing 717 00:53:59.639 --> 00:54:02.239 up on the ca ouchrop snooze, and it sounded like it was standing right 718 00:54:02.280 --> 00:54:07.519 next to the foot thing, and it was like mommy, and it woke 719 00:54:07.639 --> 00:54:12.400 me up, and of course I look and there's nothing there. And it's 720 00:54:12.400 --> 00:54:16.039 again two thirty of the morning. They like to wake me up at two 721 00:54:16.079 --> 00:54:20.119 in the morning. It's it's actually And what's funny is is I will try 722 00:54:20.159 --> 00:54:23.679 to go to bed and it'll be like midnight, two o'clock in the morning, 723 00:54:24.159 --> 00:54:29.880 and I'll turn the TV off to go to bed, and the TV 724 00:54:30.119 --> 00:54:31.679 just comes back on. It's like, nope, we're still watching TV. 725 00:54:32.840 --> 00:54:36.199 And like last night, I just left it on for him because I was 726 00:54:36.239 --> 00:54:37.280 like, there's no point turning it off and just get turn it back on. 727 00:54:38.079 --> 00:54:40.360 And it's happened to me like three times this week, like this last 728 00:54:40.400 --> 00:54:45.239 week, like I just get everything and I turned TV off and I go 729 00:54:45.360 --> 00:54:46.920 to walk in the other room and TV comes back on. I'm like, 730 00:54:47.000 --> 00:54:52.960 okay, fine, I'm coming. So it's just like pretty constant activity. 731 00:54:54.280 --> 00:55:00.559 I mean, there's sometimes it gets kind of quiet. Sometimes it especially around 732 00:55:00.119 --> 00:55:07.519 birthdays when it's around their birthdays, things kind of pick up, but it's 733 00:55:07.599 --> 00:55:14.639 pretty much. I mean, where's so when I record, I do video 734 00:55:14.719 --> 00:55:17.840 recordings whenever I do my podcast because so much weird stuff was happening and I 735 00:55:17.920 --> 00:55:21.800 was like, no one's gonna believe me. So then I started recording everything 736 00:55:22.280 --> 00:55:28.480 and so on my Patreon feed, I upload all of my video content, 737 00:55:28.800 --> 00:55:31.840 and I mean all of it. There's no editing, there's no no you 738 00:55:32.000 --> 00:55:38.199 get raw video for the whole thing on there. And I had I usually 739 00:55:38.280 --> 00:55:43.440 turn my cat balls on behind me and they'll be going off like in the 740 00:55:43.480 --> 00:55:49.599 middle of episodes and just and they just hang out and hit the little censor 741 00:55:49.800 --> 00:55:53.599 and I'm like, oh, hey, guys do and and some people they 742 00:55:53.679 --> 00:55:58.559 react more to some people than others. But yeah, it happens. I 743 00:55:58.639 --> 00:56:01.760 mean it's everywhere I go, Like, weird stuff. It happened at my 744 00:56:01.880 --> 00:56:07.119 last job. It would happen, well, really any job, but it's 745 00:56:07.119 --> 00:56:13.360 really anywhere I go. There's always something happening, to the point where I 746 00:56:13.559 --> 00:56:16.719 notice when it's been a while, like if things are kind of quiet, 747 00:56:16.800 --> 00:56:22.360 it happened so frequently that if it tapers off for a while, I'm like, 748 00:56:22.480 --> 00:56:24.360 huh, nothing weird's happened for a while, Wonder what's going on. 749 00:56:27.880 --> 00:56:30.960 I mean, I've talked about it a few times on the podcast, but 750 00:56:30.239 --> 00:56:35.480 you know, I grew up in a house that had activity, and I 751 00:56:35.599 --> 00:56:40.559 still live in that house and it still has activity. It's definitely not as 752 00:56:40.679 --> 00:56:47.000 frequent or intense as it used to be. But the television thing is actually 753 00:56:47.119 --> 00:56:52.519 something that I've experienced in the past couple of years, you know, turning 754 00:56:52.599 --> 00:56:54.239 off the TV and walking out of the room and it comes right back on, 755 00:56:54.400 --> 00:56:58.719 and I'm just like okay, and it's the same. I've owned the 756 00:56:58.800 --> 00:57:02.400 TV for like years, and like it never did that before, so what 757 00:57:02.639 --> 00:57:07.119 is it doing? This has been happening for the last like three weeks, 758 00:57:07.239 --> 00:57:12.400 and I've had this TV for three four years. And sometimes it'll be like 759 00:57:12.440 --> 00:57:15.079 I'll just even I'll just think about the TV. I'll be like, oh, 760 00:57:15.360 --> 00:57:16.400 I think I'll go to the TV on and the next thing I know, 761 00:57:16.440 --> 00:57:21.000 I hear music or here's something. I'm like hello. Because I'm by 762 00:57:21.079 --> 00:57:24.320 myself, I'm like a Hello, who turned the TV on? I wasn't 763 00:57:24.320 --> 00:57:29.360 even in the room. I'm like, what the hell's happening? But it 764 00:57:29.519 --> 00:57:31.800 is. It's like sometimes like I'll field air. I've had things knock on 765 00:57:31.880 --> 00:57:36.599 the wall. Every time I go in the bathroom, the lights flicker, 766 00:57:36.800 --> 00:57:38.079 well, only one set of lights flickers, the other one stay on. 767 00:57:38.599 --> 00:57:45.679 So so whenever it's not a spirit that's directly connected to you, and it's 768 00:57:45.840 --> 00:57:52.159 just a stranger. For instance, not everybody experiences this stuff. You know, 769 00:57:52.239 --> 00:57:55.280 there's some people that go through life. You know, like you were 770 00:57:55.280 --> 00:57:59.679 talking about your husband, happened right in front of them and you know he's 771 00:57:59.679 --> 00:58:07.559 still So do you think it's something where like the spirits know that you will 772 00:58:07.639 --> 00:58:15.039 notice them one thousand percent, one thousand percent. I think so when I 773 00:58:15.119 --> 00:58:22.679 told you that other people know I have had someone. I actually was at 774 00:58:22.719 --> 00:58:25.280 a ghost hunt at Ashmore States. I'm not going to mention the guy's name 775 00:58:25.280 --> 00:58:30.960 because he was a little bit he seemed a little bit, uh, stand 776 00:58:30.039 --> 00:58:36.000 offish for to talk about it, but he made some comments and he just 777 00:58:36.280 --> 00:58:37.719 was kind of like, I don't know if I should talk about it. 778 00:58:37.440 --> 00:58:42.719 I don't know why, but whatever, teach their own. And there were 779 00:58:42.840 --> 00:58:46.559 some ladies there that were in past. I mean I could tell because I 780 00:58:46.639 --> 00:58:52.320 could just tell, uh. And he he did something that I find very 781 00:58:52.360 --> 00:59:00.440 interesting because I do it people all the time, so I would I when 782 00:59:00.440 --> 00:59:02.000 I tell people I can do weird stuff and they don't understand. I try 783 00:59:02.000 --> 00:59:06.000 to explain the best the best I can. But I'll have them stick their 784 00:59:06.039 --> 00:59:08.840 hand out and I'll put my hand over their hand. I don't touch it, 785 00:59:09.840 --> 00:59:14.679 but I'll put my hand like right over their hand, and I can 786 00:59:14.800 --> 00:59:19.840 kind of like push like energy and their hand will get hot and they can 787 00:59:19.920 --> 00:59:23.079 sometimes feel like vibrations from my hand even though I'm not touching them, like 788 00:59:23.199 --> 00:59:27.639 I can send it. So this guy gets the two girls it was like 789 00:59:27.679 --> 00:59:29.519 a mom and a daughter, and he was like, oh, he's like 790 00:59:29.639 --> 00:59:31.159 you guys are clearly impassed. He's like, I could you know, I 791 00:59:31.239 --> 00:59:37.880 can feel it? And he's like, somebody else in here's got something going 792 00:59:37.960 --> 00:59:39.800 on. I'm like, who is it? So I was like, Eh, 793 00:59:39.920 --> 00:59:43.760 that'd be me because I was like, I don't know exactly what problem 794 00:59:43.840 --> 00:59:47.119 is. But he had me do it and he was like, oh okay. 795 00:59:47.239 --> 00:59:52.360 He's like you're different, and I'm like, great, that's what you 796 00:59:52.440 --> 00:59:59.159 want to hear. And he was like, I don't know exactly, but 797 00:59:59.280 --> 01:00:01.239 you're definitely different. He's like, well, you've got some of the energy 798 01:00:01.280 --> 01:00:04.360 that they have to because but you got some mothers. And he's like, 799 01:00:04.840 --> 01:00:07.440 do you happen to sometimes have this? And this happened. I'm like, 800 01:00:07.079 --> 01:00:10.920 how the hell did you know that? I'm like yeah, like all the 801 01:00:12.000 --> 01:00:15.400 time. And he never but he never explained to me why. He just 802 01:00:15.519 --> 01:00:20.519 could tell that I was different, which really drives me nuts because I would 803 01:00:20.559 --> 01:00:24.199 love to know. But I think that whatever that energy is, they see 804 01:00:24.239 --> 01:00:31.320 it. And I think maybe that that energy and stuff is kind of why 805 01:00:31.559 --> 01:00:35.440 I can see them or I could hear them, and I think the different 806 01:00:35.480 --> 01:00:39.079 types of energy is maybe I don't know if it's like a translator or it's 807 01:00:39.119 --> 01:00:44.480 almost like a you know, night vision goggles or something. Maybe someone with 808 01:00:44.599 --> 01:00:49.760 one energy can hear them but not see them. Another energy might be able 809 01:00:49.800 --> 01:00:52.760 to see them but not hear them. Another one might be able to feel 810 01:00:52.880 --> 01:00:58.320 them but not do the other ones. And I feel like there's different types 811 01:00:58.360 --> 01:01:01.679 of energy, and I think that they see that. It's almost like we're 812 01:01:01.719 --> 01:01:07.360 a lighthouse and you know, okay, I could see the lighthouse, and 813 01:01:07.440 --> 01:01:14.239 that means the lighthouse can see me. So I think some of them come 814 01:01:14.360 --> 01:01:20.639 to us because they want to communicate, because it takes less effort and less 815 01:01:20.760 --> 01:01:25.960 energy on their behalf to communicate with somebody who's gonna be easier to communicate with 816 01:01:27.719 --> 01:01:32.760 than to go to someone who has absolutely they might want with all their mind 817 01:01:32.880 --> 01:01:36.559 to do They want to do it, but they don't know how or they 818 01:01:36.599 --> 01:01:43.280 don't have something that is needed. Travis's story, when I talk about him, 819 01:01:43.920 --> 01:01:47.880 it was very similar. So he was communicated with and there was he 820 01:01:49.039 --> 01:01:52.679 was a child, his mom was in the house, he was warned about 821 01:01:52.719 --> 01:02:00.039 a fire in his house by a spirit and his and he's kind of like 822 01:02:00.119 --> 01:02:02.440 that, like, you know, kids are more open and all of that. 823 01:02:04.360 --> 01:02:07.679 They didn't talk to the mom to say, Mom, you know, 824 01:02:07.159 --> 01:02:10.880 lady, go down there and fix this. They went to him knowing they 825 01:02:10.920 --> 01:02:14.599 could communicate with him. It was like, hey, there's going to be 826 01:02:14.679 --> 01:02:17.079 a fire. There is a fire, get your mother. So he went 827 01:02:17.119 --> 01:02:22.639 to get his mom to go down there, and look if they prevented their 828 01:02:22.679 --> 01:02:27.400 house being burnt down because he went to his mom. And I feel like, 829 01:02:27.679 --> 01:02:30.239 to me, that's a good example because if they could just communicate with 830 01:02:30.360 --> 01:02:34.719 anybody, if they're going to communicate with somebody, why would they communicate with 831 01:02:34.800 --> 01:02:38.800 somebody that they don't know how they're going to respond or if they're going to 832 01:02:38.880 --> 01:02:45.960 respond, because why waste the energy on something you're not sure of. It's 833 01:02:45.039 --> 01:02:47.199 kind of like me and my husband. There ain't no way in hell they're 834 01:02:47.199 --> 01:02:50.440 going to go to him because he's going to shrug it off anyway because I 835 01:02:50.559 --> 01:02:54.280 think it's it's not real, right, But they pester me all the time. 836 01:02:54.719 --> 01:02:58.760 That makes a lot of sense. I'm trying to figure out if I'm 837 01:02:58.800 --> 01:03:04.320 saying an orb or a bug in my room, it's an orb or a 838 01:03:04.440 --> 01:03:08.519 bug. I am so skeptical on orbs. To me, every orb is 839 01:03:08.519 --> 01:03:13.039 a piece of dust. It is not real. I was always the same 840 01:03:13.159 --> 01:03:16.719 way until I was coming down my hallway one night and the light in the 841 01:03:16.800 --> 01:03:22.920 living room was off and there's this tiny, tiny, tiny little dot of 842 01:03:23.079 --> 01:03:30.119 light and I watched it float across the room and go into the front door. 843 01:03:30.280 --> 01:03:35.159 Okay, so was that an orb or a fairy? Well? Okay, 844 01:03:35.400 --> 01:03:42.800 ooh. You know what's really interesting to me? Before anything paranormal happened 845 01:03:42.800 --> 01:03:49.119 to me, I was obsessed with fairies. They were real. I tried 846 01:03:49.159 --> 01:03:53.039 to I set traps, I tried to catch them. I bought all kinds 847 01:03:53.039 --> 01:03:57.079 of stuff, like fairy toys. I don't know what it was, but 848 01:03:57.159 --> 01:04:00.400 to me, I'm like, I knew they were real. I knew they 849 01:04:00.440 --> 01:04:04.199 were real. I just couldn't prove it. And so I spent years as 850 01:04:04.239 --> 01:04:10.800 a kid trying to get evidence against fairies. I interviewed a guy about bigfoot 851 01:04:11.760 --> 01:04:16.159 and after we were done recording, and he made me swear that, you 852 01:04:16.239 --> 01:04:20.639 know, I had stopped recording. He didn't want to recorded. He swears 853 01:04:20.920 --> 01:04:27.599 up and down that him and another guy on a big Foot outing saw a 854 01:04:27.719 --> 01:04:35.800 fairy like yep, I believe that. I think. I think there's what 855 01:04:36.119 --> 01:04:45.719 I struggle with is if so many of these things people believe in. You 856 01:04:46.360 --> 01:04:51.119 can't believe in one without believing in the other, even if it's not a 857 01:04:51.639 --> 01:04:59.159 tinker Bell. The fact that these fairies are so ingrained in culture all over 858 01:04:59.280 --> 01:05:04.639 the world for thousands of years, there's got to be some truth to it. 859 01:05:05.440 --> 01:05:09.239 Well, whenever I say I don't believe in fairies, I literally mean 860 01:05:09.320 --> 01:05:13.559 I don't believe that there's things like tinker Bell flying around. Let me let 861 01:05:13.599 --> 01:05:19.719 me be specific about that as far as fairy Laura is concerned. Yeah, 862 01:05:20.000 --> 01:05:26.119 I definitely believe there's something to that. You should go listen to my Icelandic 863 01:05:26.159 --> 01:05:36.039 elf sex episode What's Wrong with You? So this woman I had to cover 864 01:05:36.159 --> 01:05:39.880 it. So I actually heard it on another podcast and I had to dig 865 01:05:39.960 --> 01:05:49.760 it and cover it. This woman wrote a book talking about discussing how she 866 01:05:49.920 --> 01:06:02.000 would frequently have sex with elves and yeah, it's it's bananas, but yeah, 867 01:06:02.920 --> 01:06:06.320 she wrote a whole book on it. It's how to Please Yourself. 868 01:06:06.480 --> 01:06:13.079 But the e lf is all cast it is I should you not? I 869 01:06:13.119 --> 01:06:15.519 should you know? Go look at my posts from the Icelandic lsex because I 870 01:06:15.599 --> 01:06:19.440 put a picture of the author on there too. She even gets into uh 871 01:06:20.559 --> 01:06:30.280 like positions, and yeah, I am not joking one thousand percent. I 872 01:06:30.840 --> 01:06:35.599 did the research. I covered it. It was great. I oftentimes talk 873 01:06:35.639 --> 01:06:41.000 about how different people have different limits, that you know, their bar is 874 01:06:41.039 --> 01:06:45.840 at a different position. Yeah, and my bar is definitely not too. 875 01:06:48.960 --> 01:06:53.679 It's just some of this stuff is so funny. But but yeah, I 876 01:06:53.719 --> 01:06:58.119 mean it's just to me, there's there's so many Now, some of them 877 01:06:58.599 --> 01:07:00.920 are just you know, I'm like, just fun like. But if there's 878 01:07:01.000 --> 01:07:05.000 a lot of information or a lot of potential sightings of certain things, I'm 879 01:07:05.039 --> 01:07:12.679 like, how can you not at least consider the possibility You've been experiencing this, 880 01:07:13.239 --> 01:07:16.599 you know, crazy stuff your whole life. Uh, what made you 881 01:07:16.760 --> 01:07:25.760 decide to start doing the podcast and go down that route? Well, a 882 01:07:25.880 --> 01:07:27.840 lot of it, Like I said, a lot of stuff happens. It's 883 01:07:27.920 --> 01:07:31.679 me. It was just like second nature. I've always been interested in, 884 01:07:32.679 --> 01:07:39.199 which is I I never understood why I am the black sheep of the family. 885 01:07:40.440 --> 01:07:46.440 Uh. And I've always been into you know, weird creatures and ghosts 886 01:07:46.519 --> 01:07:51.320 and fairies and demons that I've always been very interested. Not like I had 887 01:07:51.400 --> 01:07:55.400 much of a choice, because it's pretty much smacking me in the face my 888 01:07:55.480 --> 01:07:59.320 whole life. Then whenever I have my first near death experience, it just 889 01:07:59.400 --> 01:08:05.280 got worse. And then someone had me listen to a podcast and so I 890 01:08:05.440 --> 01:08:11.320 listened to it and it was okay. But then I found the christ podcasts 891 01:08:11.960 --> 01:08:17.439 and I found them and I started listening and listening and I could not stop. 892 01:08:17.960 --> 01:08:24.239 I mean, I loved it. I would listen to them, I 893 01:08:24.920 --> 01:08:30.720 you know, at work all day all this stuff, and because they were 894 01:08:31.000 --> 01:08:36.800 very they're very down to earth. They're super nice guys, I mean just 895 01:08:36.880 --> 01:08:45.960 absolutely phenomenal and just listening to them and feeling like you're you're part of the 896 01:08:45.039 --> 01:08:46.680 you know, you're like you're part of the gang, you know what I 897 01:08:46.760 --> 01:08:50.520 mean. And they have a really good community and stuff like that that you 898 01:08:50.600 --> 01:08:54.239 know, I talk to people other people that listen and stuff like that. 899 01:08:55.000 --> 01:09:00.520 And that's what I want for my podcasts, is I want to so like 900 01:09:00.800 --> 01:09:04.920 I'm part of their Patreon subscribe or whatever group. Uh. And they have 901 01:09:05.079 --> 01:09:10.239 like their discord so it's like all of the Patreon subscribers that have full time 902 01:09:10.319 --> 01:09:13.279 chat that the guys are always looking at so you can get a hold of 903 01:09:13.319 --> 01:09:15.920 them most of the time. You know, they'll pop in and chat all 904 01:09:15.960 --> 01:09:19.399 the times, like it's just like the normal people, right, and listening 905 01:09:19.439 --> 01:09:25.079 to the things they covered and knowing how they do it and the things that 906 01:09:25.159 --> 01:09:29.159 I enjoy, I was like, you know what, I think I can 907 01:09:29.279 --> 01:09:32.319 do this. I was just listening to them, and I don't know what 908 01:09:32.399 --> 01:09:34.840 it was, but something about them just made me just be like, you 909 01:09:34.920 --> 01:09:40.479 know what, I think I would enjoy that, because to me, it 910 01:09:40.640 --> 01:09:45.319 is so hard. I again, I'm in a small town in the Midwest. 911 01:09:45.479 --> 01:09:53.279 There is no one ever in my life that I have met that likes 912 01:09:53.359 --> 01:09:57.960 this stuff besides me. Until I started listening and I became part of their 913 01:09:58.000 --> 01:10:01.920 Patreon community, and then I got to meet and once I got into the 914 01:10:02.039 --> 01:10:05.039 you know, the researching and the conventions and all that, I was meeting 915 01:10:05.159 --> 01:10:11.880 other people where for the first time in my life, I did not feel 916 01:10:12.760 --> 01:10:17.720 like an outsider. I actually felt like there are people out here like me. 917 01:10:18.960 --> 01:10:26.479 I'm not crazy. These other people they believe me. They don't just 918 01:10:26.560 --> 01:10:30.000 want to ship me off to the looney bin because I hear things or I 919 01:10:30.079 --> 01:10:33.159 see things, or I could tell you within forty eight hours if you're gonna 920 01:10:33.199 --> 01:10:40.479 die like They don't make me feel so judged. And they were very open 921 01:10:41.239 --> 01:10:47.319 and I just I feel like I need that or I'm gonna go crazy. 922 01:10:48.920 --> 01:10:57.119 I mean, being the only one in that willhouse like it's being a black 923 01:10:57.199 --> 01:11:01.800 sheep is very crap. Because I am generally a social person. I like 924 01:11:01.920 --> 01:11:04.960 talking to people, I love meeting people, I like learning new things. 925 01:11:05.000 --> 01:11:13.039 I'm always curious, and it's always been a bad thing. But when I 926 01:11:13.119 --> 01:11:17.600 went to my first convention, it was like I landed and I was in 927 01:11:17.680 --> 01:11:26.840 a giant flock of black sheep that just were like everyone was so nice, 928 01:11:27.279 --> 01:11:30.000 like the community. They're like, oh yeah, come in like whatever, 929 01:11:30.159 --> 01:11:31.920 Like yeah, let's go have some drinks or let's hang out or have dinner. 930 01:11:32.039 --> 01:11:34.760 How's it go? And sit in chat like shake your hand like they 931 01:11:35.319 --> 01:11:43.680 Everyone there welcomed me like I had been there for years. Everybody was so 932 01:11:43.960 --> 01:11:45.840 awesome, and like getting on the social media, I met a lot of 933 01:11:45.960 --> 01:11:50.079 people. It's just like I could always call and you know, I've been 934 01:11:50.159 --> 01:11:55.520 out of work, but I make these little guys that I have all over 935 01:11:55.600 --> 01:12:01.279 my studio and I'm actually really really excited. So my first puppy got delivered 936 01:12:01.359 --> 01:12:05.920 this morning to another podcaster that I'm in. We have a group of podcasts 937 01:12:06.000 --> 01:12:10.680 that all work together. We share each other's trailers and and all that. 938 01:12:10.800 --> 01:12:14.279 And they came together and almost all of them bought something from me because they 939 01:12:14.359 --> 01:12:17.319 knew that I was out of work, and they have them all up in 940 01:12:17.359 --> 01:12:20.279 their studios and stuff that's there. They're fantastic. I love them all. 941 01:12:20.560 --> 01:12:23.520 I would name them, but there's like thirty of them, so I can't 942 01:12:23.560 --> 01:12:28.239 remember. But I don't want to get upset. But I do little episodes 943 01:12:28.359 --> 01:12:30.439 like go short ones where I just put I read my reviews, I read 944 01:12:30.520 --> 01:12:33.319 my paper, or do a shout out to my patrons, and then I 945 01:12:33.760 --> 01:12:38.520 put trailers at the end so that you guys can have, you know, 946 01:12:39.119 --> 01:12:43.560 an idea of other podcasts that are similar to mine. But yeah, so 947 01:12:43.640 --> 01:12:45.199 they go on up anyway. So one of the guys got a pair of 948 01:12:45.239 --> 01:12:48.760 puppy that I custom made for him. Some of it is huge. It's 949 01:12:48.760 --> 01:12:53.640 like two foot tall when you stretch him out and it sits, and it's 950 01:12:53.720 --> 01:13:00.159 his logos colors. I made him custom colors, and it's got a pocket 951 01:13:00.279 --> 01:13:02.720 in the mouth where you can put a cat ball for a sensor, and 952 01:13:02.840 --> 01:13:08.359 then I built in there's option where you can build in pockets in the paws 953 01:13:08.880 --> 01:13:13.239 so you can add more sensors to it if you want. And he just 954 01:13:13.319 --> 01:13:16.079 got his and he's gonna take it when he does his ghost hunt at the 955 01:13:16.119 --> 01:13:21.319 Conjuring House. Oh wow, And I am so excited because I'm just it 956 01:13:21.439 --> 01:13:28.880 makes me very I'm very proud that I could have something out there that's doing 957 01:13:29.039 --> 01:13:30.800 something. You know, I don't know. I don't know how to explain 958 01:13:30.840 --> 01:13:33.960 it. It's just like a piece of me that goes out and it's just 959 01:13:34.600 --> 01:13:40.800 it's just really awesome because everybody you know has been very open and it's just 960 01:13:40.920 --> 01:13:45.680 been it's been awesome for people who are listening that don't have any idea what 961 01:13:45.760 --> 01:13:50.039 you're talking about. Explain to them, you know, what you're actually talking 962 01:13:50.079 --> 01:13:55.279 about with the pair of puppy for instance, and what oh oh sorry, 963 01:13:56.279 --> 01:14:01.760 Okay. So I handmade a bunch of stuff, all kinds of critters. 964 01:14:01.800 --> 01:14:06.640 I actually have some that I haven't even listed yet. But I crochet like 965 01:14:06.680 --> 01:14:11.600 a little lady in my haunted house because I was like, oh, I 966 01:14:11.720 --> 01:14:16.640 wonder if that would help, you know, add to some activity. But 967 01:14:16.760 --> 01:14:21.680 I do everything. I've got three different sized ghosts that I make. I've 968 01:14:21.720 --> 01:14:25.439 got bigfoots that I make. I've got two sizes. I got a big 969 01:14:25.479 --> 01:14:28.600 at a small moth man. I've got a big at a small nessy and 970 01:14:28.760 --> 01:14:30.600 they're all and I got aliens, I got gray, I got green, 971 01:14:30.720 --> 01:14:34.800 I got big and small. I even have a Fresno nightcrawler that I make 972 01:14:35.720 --> 01:14:39.960 and I crushed them all stuff them so they're just like school stuffed animals. 973 01:14:40.000 --> 01:14:45.399 And then I just made a chupacabra, the reptilian kind, not the mangee 974 01:14:45.439 --> 01:14:51.159 dog kind. And I just made a little centaur last night. And they're 975 01:14:51.159 --> 01:14:59.199 all stuffed and all of that. But Parapuppy is a little special. I 976 01:14:59.359 --> 01:15:00.079 got the idea. I'm not gonna lie. I didn't come up with the 977 01:15:00.119 --> 01:15:05.520 idea all by myself. Well it kind of did, but I googled to 978 01:15:05.640 --> 01:15:09.800 make sure I didn't want to make anything, you know what I mean that, 979 01:15:09.880 --> 01:15:13.920 And I google everything to try to find a price, because I try 980 01:15:13.960 --> 01:15:16.119 to find do a bunch of research, try to figure out is there anything 981 01:15:16.239 --> 01:15:19.359 like this out there? If so, what do they cost? What is 982 01:15:19.479 --> 01:15:23.960 so I try to factor all that into price buying on my store. So 983 01:15:24.039 --> 01:15:27.960 when you talk about this, because a lot of people make comments about the 984 01:15:28.000 --> 01:15:31.199 prices, but I'm like, well, just for pair of Puppy takes me 985 01:15:31.680 --> 01:15:38.399 almost thirty hours to make. So whatever you make at your job, do 986 01:15:38.560 --> 01:15:40.760 that for thirty hours to tell me how much money you make, so I 987 01:15:40.760 --> 01:15:45.880 don't think my price is actually too bad. Also with para Puppy, I 988 01:15:45.439 --> 01:15:51.039 put a little bit of a homemade twist on something that so I get on 989 01:15:51.159 --> 01:15:59.119 my ghostting equipment from ghost Stop, and ghost Stop has a thing called a 990 01:15:59.279 --> 01:16:02.960 Boo Buddy, and a Boo Buddy is an eight inch tall stuffed bear, 991 01:16:03.199 --> 01:16:06.960 just like a regular stuffed animal that you would go to the store and buy. 992 01:16:08.159 --> 01:16:13.399 Kind of Boo Buddy has a built in EMF reader, so he's triggered 993 01:16:13.439 --> 01:16:18.520 by EMF and he lights up. So I wanted to make something similar. 994 01:16:19.880 --> 01:16:24.560 However, I don't know how to do any circuiting. So what I did 995 01:16:24.600 --> 01:16:30.760 with parapuppy is I made him and he has a pocket in his mouth, 996 01:16:30.840 --> 01:16:33.520 So you open his mouth up and you can shove up. I mean, 997 01:16:33.560 --> 01:16:38.239 really whatever you want to. That's okay, that sound really bad. What 998 01:16:38.359 --> 01:16:42.119 you do is you open his mouth and you can put in a motion sensor 999 01:16:42.279 --> 01:16:45.199 if you wanted to put in. Basically, put whatever you want there. 1000 01:16:45.279 --> 01:16:48.560 Some people I have told them it's an option. I mean, I don't 1001 01:16:48.640 --> 01:16:51.720 do it because I don't have any. But you can put in, say 1002 01:16:53.039 --> 01:16:57.399 a Bluetooth speaker and say you want to have your phone and you want a 1003 01:16:57.439 --> 01:17:00.960 Bluetooth the spirit box out of your para puppy. You can put a speaker 1004 01:17:01.079 --> 01:17:04.000 of whatever kind you want in there and take it out. Or you could 1005 01:17:04.000 --> 01:17:06.600 put the sensor in there, you turn it on, stick in his mouth, 1006 01:17:06.680 --> 01:17:10.399 close his mouth, he's good to go. You could take it out. 1007 01:17:10.840 --> 01:17:15.039 I made it easy to access because I didn't want to make something whre 1008 01:17:15.079 --> 01:17:17.399 when the battery died, you were screwed, right. I wanted to make 1009 01:17:17.439 --> 01:17:20.840 it so instead of buying another para puppy, you could just buy a you 1010 01:17:20.920 --> 01:17:26.880 know, five dollars catball and shove it in his mouth. But I do 1011 01:17:27.000 --> 01:17:32.239 have options where the any of his paws really I can put pockets in so 1012 01:17:32.319 --> 01:17:35.600 it's the same thing. You could put the lights into the pockets, so 1013 01:17:35.720 --> 01:17:43.720 you take him on your investigation. My theory with my pattern was again everything 1014 01:17:43.880 --> 01:17:46.680 is handmade by me. It all starts his balls of yarn and I make 1015 01:17:46.800 --> 01:17:53.039 something out of it. I wanted something that if you took it to an 1016 01:17:53.399 --> 01:17:59.760 old haunted house or haunted anything. If there were old spirits around, I 1017 01:18:00.039 --> 01:18:04.319 wanted something that they would feel comfortable interacting with. And back in the old 1018 01:18:04.439 --> 01:18:09.239 days they would knit or crochet. They didn't do a lot of stuffed animals 1019 01:18:10.560 --> 01:18:13.840 any other way because they didn't have the stuff. So a lot of the 1020 01:18:13.960 --> 01:18:17.680 really really old ones would be crocheted, and I found like a pretty generic 1021 01:18:18.079 --> 01:18:25.720 pattern, so it would hopefully encourage the spirits to interact more with the toy, 1022 01:18:26.920 --> 01:18:31.159 as opposed to something where because I had somebody ask me why I could 1023 01:18:31.199 --> 01:18:34.800 put a censor in just about anything I make, to be fair, but 1024 01:18:36.600 --> 01:18:40.640 say you had like an alien doll. Well, if you have a spirit 1025 01:18:40.840 --> 01:18:45.000 that's maybe a child from seventeen eighteen hundreds, they're probably not going to go 1026 01:18:45.119 --> 01:18:48.600 play with an alien doll because they might be scared of it. So I 1027 01:18:48.680 --> 01:18:53.960 tried to come up with something that would be familiar to them. And even 1028 01:18:54.000 --> 01:18:59.800 if it wasn't a kid, it might be say an older woman or some 1029 01:19:00.079 --> 01:19:02.479 thing where they might have made something similar for their grandkids and they might be 1030 01:19:02.560 --> 01:19:09.479 curious to play with it because they might recognize something about it. So that's 1031 01:19:09.520 --> 01:19:12.600 what those are, and you could do it like so there's different options on 1032 01:19:12.640 --> 01:19:16.800 there, so I can add pockets just about anywhere. But I'm gonna take 1033 01:19:16.840 --> 01:19:25.880 mine with me to par Con and see if anything happens. But yeah, 1034 01:19:25.920 --> 01:19:29.840 I mean anything really but mine. I'll do motion sensors, so with a 1035 01:19:29.880 --> 01:19:32.079 pair of puppy, no matter what size you get or whatever, I always 1036 01:19:32.079 --> 01:19:34.920 send it with one sensor, so you at least have one to get started 1037 01:19:34.960 --> 01:19:41.079 with. But if you have other pockets that you want added, I have 1038 01:19:41.239 --> 01:19:44.319 options where I can add the send you the ball in it, and I 1039 01:19:44.439 --> 01:19:48.760 can leave a pocket so you can get it in and out, and or 1040 01:19:48.800 --> 01:19:51.520 I can just send you the bear with nose sensors and you can buy whatever 1041 01:19:51.760 --> 01:19:56.479 whatever you want to put in their spine. I try to make it pretty 1042 01:19:56.479 --> 01:20:00.359 easy so and leave a lot of room so it wouldn't be too bad. 1043 01:20:00.239 --> 01:20:04.359 But yeah, where is all this stuff? Where can everybody find your podcast, 1044 01:20:04.560 --> 01:20:11.199 your merch everything? Oh? Yeah, okay, so there's a couple 1045 01:20:11.319 --> 01:20:14.520 different ways. If you want to look on a website. I do have 1046 01:20:14.560 --> 01:20:20.520 a website. It is www dot cryptidscreepsand conspiracy dot com. I know original 1047 01:20:20.640 --> 01:20:25.600 right, And if you're in there, everything's there. You can leave a 1048 01:20:25.680 --> 01:20:29.039 review, you can you know, rate the podcast, all the episodes are 1049 01:20:29.119 --> 01:20:32.359 there, uh, depending on It's usually at the top, depending on which 1050 01:20:33.279 --> 01:20:38.159 phone or laptop what you're looking at. There is a button to click for 1051 01:20:38.399 --> 01:20:44.000 merch. So I am going to warn everybody though. I have two merch 1052 01:20:44.119 --> 01:20:48.159 websites currently. I have the Square, so if you hit merch on my 1053 01:20:48.319 --> 01:20:53.000 website, it will send you to the site where all my handmade stuff is. 1054 01:20:53.439 --> 01:20:58.079 That is the only place to find my handmade stuff I do. Also, 1055 01:20:58.239 --> 01:21:00.840 if you go in any of my social media, there's a link at 1056 01:21:00.880 --> 01:21:04.119 the top. It's a link tree link, and if you click on it, 1057 01:21:04.520 --> 01:21:09.000 all of my stuff is there too. The website's there anywhere you want 1058 01:21:09.000 --> 01:21:13.600 to listen there. I have both the Tea Public and the Square Store. 1059 01:21:14.159 --> 01:21:16.319 One of them I tried to put the titles in where it's like ones like 1060 01:21:16.399 --> 01:21:19.640 T shirt, cups and mugs. One's handmade stuff, so you'll know the 1061 01:21:19.720 --> 01:21:23.920 difference. You can click on any of those. There's places to donate, 1062 01:21:23.960 --> 01:21:28.880 there's places to reach out. You can go on the website. If you've 1063 01:21:28.920 --> 01:21:33.920 got any encounters or experiences, questions, anything like that, you can always 1064 01:21:33.960 --> 01:21:41.800 send them on the form on the website or my email is cryptids Creeps and 1065 01:21:41.920 --> 01:21:46.600 Conspiracy at gmail dot com to get into there too. I'll also be at 1066 01:21:46.760 --> 01:21:49.000 so Again par Con, which I don't think it's going to come out before 1067 01:21:49.000 --> 01:21:53.960 I get there. But the end of September of this year, I will 1068 01:21:54.000 --> 01:21:58.520 be at the Indiana Bigfoot Conference and I will have a booth there as a 1069 01:21:58.600 --> 01:22:03.359 vendor, and then I will be in November, I will be at CRYPTIDCN 1070 01:22:03.520 --> 01:22:06.920 in Lexington, Kentucky. I do not have a booth there, but I 1071 01:22:08.359 --> 01:22:12.479 will be there all weekend. If you've had an encounter with something unexplained and 1072 01:22:12.520 --> 01:22:15.920 you'd like to share it on the show, email me at Bigfoot crossroadst gmail 1073 01:22:15.960 --> 01:22:18.520 dot com. If you get a chance, check out the website Bigfootcrossroads dot 1074 01:22:18.560 --> 01:22:23.279 com. You can find all the past episodes, links to march, links 1075 01:22:23.319 --> 01:22:27.479 to the social media, everything you need all in one place. And until 1076 01:22:27.520 --> 01:22:30.560 next time, remember there's something in the woods.