1 00:00:00,080 --> 00:00:03,560 When I was at Ohio State Reformatory. So we were on the third story 2 00:00:04,040 --> 00:00:08,279 and we came around the corner and I mean, I took one step and 3 00:00:08,320 --> 00:00:12,359 I knew, I knew the problem was is I knew, and I disregarded 4 00:00:12,400 --> 00:00:15,400 it. I'm like, something's down there. It does not want us back 5 00:00:15,400 --> 00:00:18,600 there. So my friend that I was with was behind me, and I 6 00:00:18,640 --> 00:00:20,960 took a couple steps and I was like, I mean, it was like 7 00:00:21,000 --> 00:00:23,800 heavy. It was almost like I was walking against wind, but there was 8 00:00:23,839 --> 00:00:27,760 no win. We got maybe like second cell down and something pushed me, 9 00:00:27,920 --> 00:00:31,000 like physically pushed me, like grab me by the shoulders. And I turned 10 00:00:31,120 --> 00:00:32,960 and I was screaming at her. I'm like, run, run right, 11 00:00:33,000 --> 00:00:35,039 run and run, like just go, go, go go. This thing 12 00:00:35,159 --> 00:00:39,039 had me by the shoulders and was shoving me all the way down. And 13 00:00:39,079 --> 00:00:43,719 the only thing that keeps you from a three story drop are like two little 14 00:00:43,719 --> 00:00:46,640 tiny bars as a little buffer. That's it, and then it's just a 15 00:00:46,679 --> 00:01:23,680 three story drop. This is Bigfoot Crossroads. My name's Matt, and joining 16 00:01:23,719 --> 00:01:32,519 me is the hostess. I guess is the correct term of cryptids, creeps, 17 00:01:32,560 --> 00:01:38,200 and conspiracy. Natasha. Welcome to my home. Well, thanks for 18 00:01:38,239 --> 00:01:42,239 having me at your home, your virtual home. I started noticing you popping 19 00:01:42,280 --> 00:01:49,280 up on social media everywhere. I'm glad it's working. It's working. I 20 00:01:49,359 --> 00:01:52,879 do it all myself. Yeah, you're the one person that's beat the algorithm 21 00:01:53,000 --> 00:02:02,239 somehow, somehow. It's called persistence, stubbornness and being Okay, I really 22 00:02:02,239 --> 00:02:05,439 don't know. I have no idea. I wing it. I have no 23 00:02:05,519 --> 00:02:10,439 plan. That's usually the best plan. One of the things that I saw 24 00:02:10,560 --> 00:02:15,120 pop up, and I guess it's just because we're in the same groups or 25 00:02:15,120 --> 00:02:21,080 something, was a drawing you did. Oh yeah, yeah, it looked 26 00:02:21,120 --> 00:02:25,960 like an alien life form of some kind. Yeah, and it really got 27 00:02:27,000 --> 00:02:30,479 my attention. So I wanted to reach out to you and hear about the 28 00:02:30,520 --> 00:02:35,879 story, and you volunteered to come on and tell it. So here we 29 00:02:35,919 --> 00:02:43,719 are, So tell me what happened. Well, so what I find interesting. 30 00:02:43,719 --> 00:02:45,960 By the way, thank you again for having me on here, because 31 00:02:46,439 --> 00:02:53,360 I a lot of times deal more so with paranormal experiences of the demon ghost 32 00:02:53,400 --> 00:03:00,240 variety, and I had just been telling someone that out of all this that 33 00:03:00,280 --> 00:03:07,759 I had encountered, I hadn't had any extraterrestrial encounters and story of my life, 34 00:03:07,879 --> 00:03:15,319 I just should never say anything, because that's gonna happen. But other 35 00:03:15,400 --> 00:03:20,599 than you know, I was young, gosh, I don't know, maybe 36 00:03:20,639 --> 00:03:25,120 nine ten, and I'm from a small town in southern Indiana. And we 37 00:03:25,159 --> 00:03:29,159 went up, we went up on the farm in the back of this pickup. 38 00:03:29,199 --> 00:03:32,479 Oh my god, I really am a hillbilly, and we were, 39 00:03:32,520 --> 00:03:35,400 you know, kids, We were riding in the bed of the truck. 40 00:03:35,759 --> 00:03:38,000 We went up on this here. Oh my gosh, Ibo came up hill, 41 00:03:38,840 --> 00:03:44,319 up on the heel, my god, and me and my brother were 42 00:03:44,319 --> 00:03:47,280 in the back, and I remember looking up, and I don't remember a 43 00:03:47,319 --> 00:03:51,240 whole lot. I just remember there were these strangely, it was like three 44 00:03:51,280 --> 00:03:53,800 lights triangle shape, you know, typical stuff that you generally hear about. 45 00:03:54,199 --> 00:03:58,080 And it was way way way off in the distance. It had nothing to 46 00:03:58,080 --> 00:04:00,719 do with us, It didn't it didn't appear that it wanted anything to do 47 00:04:00,759 --> 00:04:05,159 with us. It was just very strange to see three lights that were clearly 48 00:04:05,400 --> 00:04:09,599 not as high as the stars, but not on the ground, kind of 49 00:04:09,599 --> 00:04:14,520 hovering above the tree line, and they did this weird zippity shape thing and 50 00:04:14,560 --> 00:04:17,360 then poof gone all right. So I'm a kid, I don't know I 51 00:04:17,439 --> 00:04:19,199 was like, that was weird. I asked my brother. I was like, 52 00:04:19,240 --> 00:04:23,360 did you see that? And he's like yeah, He's like, what 53 00:04:23,480 --> 00:04:25,879 is I have no idea? And then that was that, and I was 54 00:04:25,959 --> 00:04:30,560 like, well, it wasn't enough information for me to say one hundred percent 55 00:04:30,480 --> 00:04:33,160 that I saw something. I don't know what I saw. Who knows what 56 00:04:33,240 --> 00:04:39,839 I saw? And I tend to lean very much so towards the skeptical side 57 00:04:40,600 --> 00:04:44,079 for everything. QUI questioned everything as much weird crap that happens to me. 58 00:04:44,160 --> 00:04:46,120 You would think that I would just take it for granted, and it just 59 00:04:46,160 --> 00:04:51,079 I really questioned everything, even the stuff that I see. And I had 60 00:04:51,160 --> 00:04:57,720 just talked to somebody about some alien stuff and made the comment, and I 61 00:04:57,759 --> 00:05:01,800 went to bed that night, didn't think anything of it, and I just 62 00:05:01,879 --> 00:05:05,959 laid down like normal, fall asleep. Well, next thing I know, 63 00:05:06,199 --> 00:05:12,199 I opened my eyes and I am not in my bedroom. Wow, there 64 00:05:12,279 --> 00:05:15,720 was no there was no transport, there was no I woke up felt something. 65 00:05:15,959 --> 00:05:20,319 It was literally I was out. I opened my eyes and I was 66 00:05:20,519 --> 00:05:25,399 no longer in my nice squashy bed, you know, covered in my pillow 67 00:05:25,439 --> 00:05:30,680 fort that I sleep in. I was completely naked on this metal table strapped 68 00:05:30,680 --> 00:05:33,279 down. I had a strap across my shoulders, My arms were to my 69 00:05:33,399 --> 00:05:39,360 side and kind of where like your crotchbone and like when your arms are down 70 00:05:39,399 --> 00:05:43,000 your hands, like all of that was strapped down. I had straps on 71 00:05:43,040 --> 00:05:46,519 my knees and my ankles like holding me to the table on my back, 72 00:05:46,560 --> 00:05:51,439 and I was looking up and it reminded me kind of almost like when you 73 00:05:51,480 --> 00:05:55,360 go to the dentist and they moved that lamp in front of your face to 74 00:05:55,399 --> 00:05:59,120 see in your mouth to work on your teeth, and it's really really bright, 75 00:05:59,199 --> 00:06:00,519 so you can't see any thing around you because the light is so bright 76 00:06:00,560 --> 00:06:06,800 in your face. Similar to that, but it was just this very round 77 00:06:08,040 --> 00:06:12,240 light or lamp or whatever that was up by my face, so a lot 78 00:06:12,279 --> 00:06:15,079 of the room I couldn't see because it was so bright. I could see 79 00:06:15,199 --> 00:06:18,959 kind of me if I my head wouldn't move very far. I don't remember 80 00:06:19,000 --> 00:06:21,920 it really being like it wasn't like strapped down where I couldn't move at all. 81 00:06:23,040 --> 00:06:25,920 I could kind of lift it a little bit, like enough where I 82 00:06:25,920 --> 00:06:29,480 could look down and see my belly button, but I couldn't actually lift my 83 00:06:29,560 --> 00:06:31,879 head all the way off the table. And so I just kind of saw 84 00:06:32,000 --> 00:06:35,519 what was just directly around me. And then there was the light and I 85 00:06:35,560 --> 00:06:39,839 was like, man, that me and my brain I work in the series, 86 00:06:39,879 --> 00:06:43,279 and I'm like, damn that that light's really bright. And at first 87 00:06:43,319 --> 00:06:47,160 I didn't notice, and I was like, what where are my clothes? 88 00:06:47,279 --> 00:06:50,560 Where am I? I didn't notice anything at first except for, well, 89 00:06:50,600 --> 00:06:53,680 this is weird. I'm like, I'm having a really jacked up dream. 90 00:06:55,519 --> 00:06:59,480 And then something moved out of the corner, like I saw the corner and 91 00:06:59,519 --> 00:07:01,399 I d you know, tried to look over there and right next to the 92 00:07:01,519 --> 00:07:06,959 lights, so just right outside where I could get was that thing that I 93 00:07:08,040 --> 00:07:11,399 drew, only I didn't draw the whole extend to it, so it was 94 00:07:11,920 --> 00:07:15,319 obviously I saw more of it. It was very very tall. I Am 95 00:07:15,360 --> 00:07:17,879 not going to pretend that I could judge distance because I can't, but it 96 00:07:17,959 --> 00:07:26,040 was just really tall, real lanky. But it almost had like a almost 97 00:07:26,160 --> 00:07:28,519 like he had too many beers, Like he had a little beer belly, 98 00:07:28,920 --> 00:07:30,959 but not huge. We're not talking like eight months pregnant, but we're talking 99 00:07:31,040 --> 00:07:35,120 like, you know, a bloated kind of belly. And they were like 100 00:07:35,160 --> 00:07:42,720 a bluish like bluish color, and their eyes were black, and their fingers 101 00:07:42,720 --> 00:07:49,000 had these really long fingers like I keep, I want to say, kind 102 00:07:49,000 --> 00:07:53,839 of like et but blue, but twice as long. I mean, these 103 00:07:53,839 --> 00:08:00,560 things are like kind of gross. And I saw one with that weird thrill 104 00:08:00,720 --> 00:08:07,199 that reminds me of when you get that scoop in that pumpkin carving kit, 105 00:08:07,279 --> 00:08:09,879 you know, little orange classic scoops to get it at the dollar store. 106 00:08:09,439 --> 00:08:13,240 It kind of if you chopped off the handle and stuck it to the top 107 00:08:13,319 --> 00:08:18,759 of like a gray's head. That's kind of what it looked like. And 108 00:08:18,759 --> 00:08:22,720 it was looking at me, and then I noticed that there was another one 109 00:08:22,800 --> 00:08:28,720 right next to it, and then I saw it was really close to the 110 00:08:28,759 --> 00:08:31,800 light, so I couldn't see a whole lot. So I thought I saw 111 00:08:31,240 --> 00:08:35,480 maybe like a shoulder and arm of another one, but it was so close 112 00:08:35,519 --> 00:08:39,840 to the light that I couldn't actually see anything because it was right over the 113 00:08:39,919 --> 00:08:43,480 light, so it was just blinding me whenever I look. But I saw 114 00:08:43,519 --> 00:08:50,759 the other two and it just was really weird because they almost looked like they 115 00:08:50,759 --> 00:08:54,080 were having a conversation, like their head like their body language looked like they 116 00:08:54,080 --> 00:08:58,559 were talking, but nothing was coming out, but they were clearly communicating with 117 00:08:58,600 --> 00:09:01,480 each other. Never community kid with me at all. I mean I was 118 00:09:01,519 --> 00:09:05,279 in the dark, but it's like they were talking to each other. And 119 00:09:05,279 --> 00:09:07,799 then they were looking at me, and they were and they looked back at 120 00:09:07,840 --> 00:09:13,159 each other like they were confused, and then eventually they were like pointing at 121 00:09:13,200 --> 00:09:16,879 my stomach like they were trying to figure out what was wrong with me. 122 00:09:18,039 --> 00:09:20,320 That's pertinent here in a minute, I'll get to it, but that is 123 00:09:20,679 --> 00:09:24,759 there's a reason that I think it all made sense. So they're looking and 124 00:09:24,799 --> 00:09:28,960 looking looking, and the next thing I know, it was they stuck there. 125 00:09:30,080 --> 00:09:31,720 It was almost like their hand like a tip of their finger. I 126 00:09:31,720 --> 00:09:33,879 don't know if they were holding something. I didn't get a good view, 127 00:09:33,919 --> 00:09:37,519 so I don't know if it came like a beam came out of their finger 128 00:09:37,919 --> 00:09:41,240 or they were holding an instrument. I couldn't get a good look. But 129 00:09:41,320 --> 00:09:45,679 it was red and it went down and right above my belly button. I 130 00:09:45,840 --> 00:09:50,759 have scar that I just got last year because they took my appendix out and 131 00:09:50,639 --> 00:09:56,080 it hit almost like they were cutting my appendix scar open but not my belly 132 00:09:56,120 --> 00:10:03,039 button. And then it felt like something was just kind of just I don't 133 00:10:03,039 --> 00:10:07,159 know how to explain it, except almost like they were stirring my insides, 134 00:10:07,360 --> 00:10:11,159 like just kind of swirling them around, and it didn't hurt or anything. 135 00:10:13,200 --> 00:10:16,639 It just felt really really weird. And the next thing I know, you 136 00:10:16,679 --> 00:10:20,200 know, they're looking at each other again, look like they're talking. They 137 00:10:20,240 --> 00:10:22,559 look somewhat confused, and they keep looking down and looking at each other, 138 00:10:22,840 --> 00:10:30,480 and then eventually they pull the thing out and they use the same red and 139 00:10:30,799 --> 00:10:35,759 go over and close the same scar, which my scar is like really dark 140 00:10:35,799 --> 00:10:37,879 purple, so's like you couldn't even if they did, you wouldn't be able 141 00:10:37,919 --> 00:10:43,960 to notice if they did anything to it, because it's pretty prominent. And 142 00:10:43,600 --> 00:10:48,200 as soon as they did that, they kind of looked at each other and 143 00:10:48,200 --> 00:10:50,639 then it's like one of them put their hand like on me, like just 144 00:10:50,679 --> 00:10:52,080 to kind of, I don't like, rest it on me. And then 145 00:10:52,200 --> 00:10:58,960 next thing I knew, I was awake. And what was really weird to 146 00:10:58,000 --> 00:11:03,519 me was when I woke up, it was so vivid and so real that 147 00:11:03,639 --> 00:11:09,240 I was immediately questioning what happened. I'm like, was that real? Was 148 00:11:09,240 --> 00:11:13,879 that a dream? I've never had a dream like that before. I do 149 00:11:13,919 --> 00:11:18,919 have very realistic dreams that sometimes they do happen. So it was very confusing 150 00:11:18,919 --> 00:11:20,679 to me because it kind of felt like one of those types of dreams, 151 00:11:22,360 --> 00:11:26,399 even though it just seemed really far fetched to me. But when I woke 152 00:11:26,480 --> 00:11:31,600 up, my stomach hurt so bad, like my When I say my stomach 153 00:11:31,679 --> 00:11:35,360 hurt, it wasn't like, oh, I like ate a bad egg. 154 00:11:35,559 --> 00:11:41,159 It was like my intestine. I have IDs, and I've not had any 155 00:11:41,159 --> 00:11:43,480 issues with it for months because I've been taking medication and you know, watching 156 00:11:43,559 --> 00:11:46,200 my diet blah blah blah, and I've not had any issues. But that 157 00:11:46,320 --> 00:11:52,039 morning I woke up and I felt like someone had just let Tasmanian devil out 158 00:11:52,039 --> 00:11:58,080 in my stomach and it was cramping really bad. And the pertinent information I 159 00:11:58,080 --> 00:12:05,279 told you if we get to is I am not a normal thirty someven year 160 00:12:05,279 --> 00:12:11,240 old lady. I've had a lot of surgery. I mean a lot, 161 00:12:11,279 --> 00:12:18,440 like seventeen, so I'm missing virtually everything. It's anything that you can live 162 00:12:18,480 --> 00:12:24,480 without. I pretty much don't have. Not only that, but one of 163 00:12:24,519 --> 00:12:28,399 my surgeries they got rid of my original belly button, and my belly button 164 00:12:28,399 --> 00:12:33,120 I have now is fake. They manufactured me a belly button. Wow. 165 00:12:33,879 --> 00:12:39,919 Okay, So if we go along the lines of a typical abduction situation, 166 00:12:39,799 --> 00:12:46,919 these bastards came and got me. They were expecting to enter my belly button, 167 00:12:48,240 --> 00:12:52,200 which was not like any other belly button they'd seen because mine is manufactured. 168 00:12:52,120 --> 00:12:58,639 Once they finally got into my stomach, my organs to reproduce are gone. 169 00:12:58,919 --> 00:13:05,039 So I'm wondering, did is that with the swirling were they looking for 170 00:13:05,080 --> 00:13:09,200 them right in there? Because you know, you have to think I'm at 171 00:13:09,200 --> 00:13:13,799 the time, you know, I'm early thirties, you know, I and 172 00:13:13,879 --> 00:13:16,080 a lot of times they do, you know, they abduct they either incubated 173 00:13:16,080 --> 00:13:20,240 baby, stick of baby something about a baby goes in there but in the 174 00:13:20,279 --> 00:13:24,360 oven, and then they use you for that. But nothing, none of 175 00:13:24,399 --> 00:13:28,279 my equipment would allow them to do what they wanted to do to me. 176 00:13:28,240 --> 00:13:31,519 And I'm like, wait a minute. Maybe that's why they were looking at 177 00:13:31,559 --> 00:13:33,279 each other so confused, because one they went to go with my belly button. 178 00:13:33,279 --> 00:13:37,440 Then they realized that's not right, something's not right here, like she's 179 00:13:37,480 --> 00:13:41,120 weird. So they were like, oh, well, here's this other entry 180 00:13:41,120 --> 00:13:43,519 way we'll go in, and then it was like, well, shit, 181 00:13:43,600 --> 00:13:46,039 where is it? Like, let me look around, and it's just not 182 00:13:46,200 --> 00:13:50,240 there. And then they just kind of tossed me out, I guess because 183 00:13:50,559 --> 00:13:56,480 they couldn't do anything with me. And it was just so weird because it 184 00:13:56,600 --> 00:14:01,600 seemed very realistic. I still close my eyes, I could still see exactly 185 00:14:01,679 --> 00:14:03,559 what they looked like. I am not an artist. I was actually really 186 00:14:03,600 --> 00:14:09,159 impressed with how well that picture turned out because I was trying to explain it 187 00:14:09,200 --> 00:14:13,919 to somebody who does a lot of alien abduction research, and we were trying 188 00:14:13,960 --> 00:14:20,559 to figure out if we could determine what species or something, and they sent 189 00:14:20,679 --> 00:14:24,720 me They even sent me a poster with like one hundred and fifty different species 190 00:14:24,120 --> 00:14:26,840 and then I do any of these looks and I'm like, none of those 191 00:14:26,879 --> 00:14:31,399 are it. None of them are even close to what I saw. So 192 00:14:31,399 --> 00:14:33,679 we were trying to figure out what it was, and it just in my 193 00:14:33,799 --> 00:14:39,000 head, I'm like, was that real? How do you know if it's 194 00:14:39,080 --> 00:14:43,919 real? That seemed very real, and it wouldn't have bothered me. I 195 00:14:43,919 --> 00:14:48,840 would have chalked it up one thousand percent to me having a jacked up dream 196 00:14:48,679 --> 00:14:52,600 had it not been for the fact that when I woke up, I was 197 00:14:52,639 --> 00:14:58,480 having physical symptoms that correlated with what they what I just dreamed about. Yeah, 198 00:15:00,120 --> 00:15:03,639 stomach hurting and being kind of nauseous and everything like, it was just 199 00:15:03,720 --> 00:15:11,399 really weird and that and I just I had to draw it because I was 200 00:15:11,399 --> 00:15:18,440 like, man, I need to know if anyone else has seen it, 201 00:15:18,879 --> 00:15:22,519 or I'm like, does it even I mean, because it sounds like a 202 00:15:22,639 --> 00:15:26,879 stereotypical in me being a skeptic. To be fair, I love stories. 203 00:15:26,879 --> 00:15:30,799 I always want to hear everybody's stories and encounters and all of that. But 204 00:15:30,879 --> 00:15:33,679 I do try to I'm always the one that likes to ask questions, poke 205 00:15:33,720 --> 00:15:39,159 holes and just because I'm curious and because I had never experienced it before. 206 00:15:39,360 --> 00:15:41,360 And then all of a sudden, I get smack in the face and I'm 207 00:15:41,360 --> 00:15:50,639 like, well, it does seem for the most part, structurally or procedurally 208 00:15:52,200 --> 00:15:58,159 like a typical gray abduction, only they weren't grays and they couldn't finish what 209 00:15:58,200 --> 00:16:02,480 they need to do to me because I didn't have the right parts. And 210 00:16:02,519 --> 00:16:04,679 it did make me kind of, you know, question that because it was 211 00:16:04,720 --> 00:16:10,919 so stereotypical. Is it my brain associating? Maybe I was just thinking about 212 00:16:11,200 --> 00:16:18,279 alien stuff and maybe that's where the dream came from. Yeah, I've tried 213 00:16:18,320 --> 00:16:22,679 to look at it from all kinds of different perspectives, because it does seem 214 00:16:22,759 --> 00:16:29,759 it's like every stereotypical you know, they're probably in their ship talking to each 215 00:16:29,759 --> 00:16:32,960 other in whatever language they talk, and they're like, oh, just another 216 00:16:33,080 --> 00:16:36,440 you know day, no day paradized gym, Like, let's go down here 217 00:16:36,480 --> 00:16:38,279 and steal this bitch, and we're just gonna, you know, pop a 218 00:16:38,320 --> 00:16:41,480 button, evenstend her back, and we'll you know, probe whatever. They 219 00:16:41,480 --> 00:16:45,799 did not probe by the way they look like. I was like, well, 220 00:16:45,360 --> 00:16:48,519 what if they did that? And then it was like, all of 221 00:16:48,559 --> 00:16:52,080 a sudden, the mission fails. It's like your delivery boy or something and 222 00:16:52,120 --> 00:16:56,279 you're delivering a package and you were given the wrong address or this construction. 223 00:16:56,399 --> 00:17:00,200 You're like, well, shit, what do I do now? You're right, 224 00:17:00,879 --> 00:17:08,400 it sounds like your stereotypical abduction story, at least to my limited knowledge 225 00:17:08,440 --> 00:17:15,440 on them. But something that stands out is your drawing. If it were 226 00:17:15,839 --> 00:17:22,519 just a dream, it's kind of interesting that the beings you saw were different 227 00:17:23,000 --> 00:17:29,000 than anything I had seen portrayed before exactly. See. That's what I was 228 00:17:29,079 --> 00:17:32,400 kind of wondering because I was trying to be like, well, if it 229 00:17:32,559 --> 00:17:37,200 was a run of the mill whatever, Betty and Barney Hill, whatever, 230 00:17:37,279 --> 00:17:44,200 abduction, I feel like what I would have been seeing would have been a 231 00:17:44,319 --> 00:17:48,319 cookie cutter gray. I mean, aside from and these things weren't even really 232 00:17:48,359 --> 00:17:51,279 gray. They were blue. They were blue. The only thing they really 233 00:17:51,319 --> 00:17:55,400 had common with a gray was their eyes, and they didn't really have a 234 00:17:55,440 --> 00:17:56,400 mouth. They had like a little slip for a mouth, but I couldn't 235 00:17:56,400 --> 00:18:03,119 really see a nose, so it was their face looked like a gray as 236 00:18:03,160 --> 00:18:06,279 far as structurally, but they weren't the same color, they weren't the same 237 00:18:06,359 --> 00:18:08,119 height. They had that weird frill. So I was like, that's really 238 00:18:08,200 --> 00:18:14,640 weird, yeah, for it to be similar but very different, like very 239 00:18:14,720 --> 00:18:18,039 very very distinct if you compare the two. And it was just like that 240 00:18:18,039 --> 00:18:23,319 that and what I thought was really odd was so afterwards I was talking to 241 00:18:23,319 --> 00:18:27,440 somebody about it, like later that day, and I could close my mind 242 00:18:27,440 --> 00:18:30,839 and I still can and I'm gonna probably get to be here in a second, 243 00:18:30,880 --> 00:18:36,519 but I can close my eyes and I can still see exactly. I 244 00:18:36,519 --> 00:18:40,000 could see everything. I could see them, I could see where I'm at, 245 00:18:40,079 --> 00:18:41,920 I can see all this stuff, and whenever I was trying to think 246 00:18:41,920 --> 00:18:45,039 about it, it was like, all of a sudden, I almost had 247 00:18:45,039 --> 00:18:47,720 a panic attack. Like I could feel my heart rate going up. I 248 00:18:47,799 --> 00:18:49,279 mean, I have anxiety anyway, so I know when it's coming on. 249 00:18:51,000 --> 00:18:52,519 And I just like I felt like I couldn't breathe. My heart was racing, 250 00:18:52,599 --> 00:18:56,160 I started to sweat. I was like, Okay, I'm like if 251 00:18:56,160 --> 00:18:59,680 that was just a dream, that should not do that. It was like 252 00:18:59,720 --> 00:19:04,519 my when I thought about it, my body was triggering an automatic response of 253 00:19:04,559 --> 00:19:11,839 how I should have reacted. How long ago was it? This was just 254 00:19:11,920 --> 00:19:15,000 like like maybe two weeks ago. Wow, Like really, this like just 255 00:19:15,039 --> 00:19:21,319 happened. Yeah, And other than whenever you're a kid and saw the strange 256 00:19:21,359 --> 00:19:26,240 lights in the sky, no other like UFO sidings or anything like that in 257 00:19:26,759 --> 00:19:33,799 those times, to my knowledge, there's nothing that I can recall that screams 258 00:19:33,799 --> 00:19:38,920 alien anything. Like I said, most of my stuff is pretty it's like 259 00:19:38,960 --> 00:19:45,880 the paranormal side, uh and some other weird strange things, but nothing that 260 00:19:45,920 --> 00:19:52,039 seemed extraterrestrial to me. And even whenever I saw it when I was a 261 00:19:52,119 --> 00:19:56,240 kid, it wasn't close like some people see it and you know it comes 262 00:19:56,279 --> 00:19:59,720 towards it. No, I mean, this thing had absolutely no interest in 263 00:19:59,839 --> 00:20:02,799 us at all. It just kind of zip zip zip, and then took 264 00:20:02,839 --> 00:20:07,640 off and that was it. And it never even got close enough for us 265 00:20:07,640 --> 00:20:11,640 to I couldn't tell you if it was three individuals, if it was one 266 00:20:11,680 --> 00:20:14,799 big one with three lights. I it was so dark and so far away. 267 00:20:14,880 --> 00:20:17,039 All I could see were the three lights, and that was it. 268 00:20:18,119 --> 00:20:21,319 Have you told your brother about this? Uh? No, I have not. 269 00:20:22,680 --> 00:20:26,359 It would just be interesting to hear, you know, if he's had 270 00:20:26,400 --> 00:20:32,119 any experiences since you know, deciding as a child and everything, or yeah, 271 00:20:32,119 --> 00:20:33,519 because I mean it has to be some weird. So my brother's always 272 00:20:33,559 --> 00:20:40,519 lived in More. He's more like the city boy kind of thing, which 273 00:20:40,559 --> 00:20:41,759 I mean, I'm in a town, but I'm a pretty small town. 274 00:20:41,799 --> 00:20:47,359 There's only like twenty three hundred people here or something in the whole county. 275 00:20:48,559 --> 00:20:55,039 So so but I am like I am in town. It's you know, 276 00:20:55,119 --> 00:21:00,960 well lit, there's lots of houses, but it's nothing near as industrial. 277 00:21:00,039 --> 00:21:03,799 So I'm like, well, maybe they if something was to come get me, 278 00:21:03,839 --> 00:21:07,319 they probably would not think anything about our little blip on the map. 279 00:21:07,559 --> 00:21:11,720 But where my brother lives it's at least ten times the size of where I 280 00:21:11,759 --> 00:21:19,680 am, so it'd be a lot harder to be discreet right about where and 281 00:21:19,759 --> 00:21:22,960 everything. But I, you know, I should, I should ask him 282 00:21:23,000 --> 00:21:26,680 just to see if he's had anything, because that was just so. But 283 00:21:26,720 --> 00:21:30,799 my thing was, I don't even think that two are related because it never 284 00:21:32,160 --> 00:21:34,960 the original one never got close enough that I don't even think we knew that 285 00:21:36,000 --> 00:21:40,680 we were there, to be honest, it didn't. It didn't react in 286 00:21:40,720 --> 00:21:44,400 a way that made it seem like it was like fleeing from us, or 287 00:21:44,799 --> 00:21:49,519 it literally like we just weren't there. Yeah, We're literally in one hundred 288 00:21:49,559 --> 00:21:56,680 some acres of fields and woods and this thing was way, way, way 289 00:21:56,000 --> 00:22:00,799 on the other side. So I don't even think it would be uh oh, 290 00:22:00,799 --> 00:22:03,640 it got close enough and it came back to you for me specifically because 291 00:22:03,640 --> 00:22:08,359 we had some sort of interaction because we were so far apart that I don't 292 00:22:08,359 --> 00:22:14,400 see how that would even be possible. Yeah. I just recently spoke to 293 00:22:14,440 --> 00:22:21,440 a lady who's also has an abduction experience, and she's part of the UFO 294 00:22:21,480 --> 00:22:26,119 community. She speaks at conferences about it and stuff, and we were talking 295 00:22:26,160 --> 00:22:32,160 about how it seems like, people who have these experiences tend to have more 296 00:22:32,240 --> 00:22:37,559 than one. Yes see, That's what I thought was interesting because I just 297 00:22:37,680 --> 00:22:41,839 assumed with me, you know, I was like, Oh, it's probably 298 00:22:42,079 --> 00:22:48,160 random or whatever. I was like, man, that was like right before 299 00:22:48,200 --> 00:22:51,359 this happened, I was talking to somebody about I'm like, I am thirty 300 00:22:51,359 --> 00:22:53,519 some years old. If they were going to take me, they would have 301 00:22:53,559 --> 00:22:57,279 taken me by now. I was wrong if that was the case. Again, 302 00:22:57,359 --> 00:23:03,000 I'm very skeptical because I'm like, did I just because I have no 303 00:23:03,119 --> 00:23:07,240 tangible other than the fact that I was so sick in the area that they 304 00:23:07,240 --> 00:23:15,240 were screwing around with and their reaction made so much sense with my anatomical issues. 305 00:23:17,039 --> 00:23:18,240 I was like, is that Because people are like, oh, you 306 00:23:18,240 --> 00:23:22,680 you know, it sounds like an abduction, I'm like, what was it 307 00:23:22,119 --> 00:23:26,000 like, I'm like, was I are you sure? Like I don't even 308 00:23:27,160 --> 00:23:30,559 know what to call it. I'm like, I don't know if like with 309 00:23:30,720 --> 00:23:34,240 it a dream, But I do know that a lot of people they do 310 00:23:34,039 --> 00:23:40,119 they come in and it's something whatever you have, there's something you have or 311 00:23:40,200 --> 00:23:45,039 these people have that they want. I don't know what it is, but 312 00:23:45,079 --> 00:23:48,519 they want it. And so they might take a person multiple times, and 313 00:23:48,559 --> 00:23:52,039 then they start taking their kids, and then they start taking their grandkids, 314 00:23:52,079 --> 00:23:56,799 and it just kind of whatever is in their genes is something that these things 315 00:23:56,960 --> 00:24:02,680 need or want, and so they just kind of stay with it. Now, 316 00:24:02,799 --> 00:24:07,279 as far as I know, I have only gotten one report, very 317 00:24:07,319 --> 00:24:11,640 vague. I have no details. I only know that my which actually is 318 00:24:11,680 --> 00:24:19,519 kind of ironic now that you think about it, my biological grandmother had told 319 00:24:19,519 --> 00:24:25,519 someone before she so she died, she was forty two of cancer, she 320 00:24:25,559 --> 00:24:33,200 had bone cancer, and she had told somebody that she had had a UFO 321 00:24:33,279 --> 00:24:36,519 encounter. That's all I know. I don't know if she was abducted. 322 00:24:36,559 --> 00:24:37,519 I don't know if she just saw it. I don't know anything. But 323 00:24:37,599 --> 00:24:41,799 ironically, that's the same person I look like in my family treem, which 324 00:24:41,799 --> 00:24:47,519 I do find kind of odd. Yeah, it's like very like to the 325 00:24:47,559 --> 00:24:51,079 point where when my son was little, like I said, she passed away. 326 00:24:51,799 --> 00:24:53,440 Obviously, my mom was twelve, so I wasn't around yet, and 327 00:24:53,480 --> 00:24:59,079 my mom has this picture of her, like a high school picture of something 328 00:24:59,240 --> 00:25:04,119 up in the cabinet, and my son, when he was little, he 329 00:25:04,160 --> 00:25:07,240 would point at the photo and call it mommy. Because he thought it was 330 00:25:07,240 --> 00:25:11,400 me. Oh wow. I mean that's the thing though, Like you're saying 331 00:25:11,960 --> 00:25:17,400 you're a skeptical person. I'm a skeptical person. So where do you draw 332 00:25:17,480 --> 00:25:22,319 the line at coincidence? Yeah? I know, RICI and that's why I'm 333 00:25:22,359 --> 00:25:25,759 like, So what I try to do is I try to eliminate everything that 334 00:25:25,799 --> 00:25:27,119 I can. And that's why I'm trying. I'm like, well, is 335 00:25:27,160 --> 00:25:30,559 it a coincidence? Like, but there's this, so I try away all 336 00:25:30,559 --> 00:25:33,559 the others because on one hand, I'm like, I was potentially dreaming. 337 00:25:33,640 --> 00:25:40,119 I was asleep and there was no recollection. A lot of people remember they 338 00:25:40,160 --> 00:25:44,640 get whisked away through a window or being through the ceiling or the wall or 339 00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:47,799 I didn't have any of that. There was no to and from. It 340 00:25:47,839 --> 00:25:51,559 was just boom, I'm there, boom, I'm back, nothing in between. 341 00:25:52,640 --> 00:25:56,319 Had I had the equipment necessary for what they probably wanted to do to 342 00:25:56,359 --> 00:26:00,759 me, I would then have some evidence because my husband's thick, so that 343 00:26:00,759 --> 00:26:07,599 would have been hard to explain. Yeah. Yeah, yeah, he had 344 00:26:07,640 --> 00:26:12,279 alien integnatity. I'm sure he's he is very anti. He doesn't believe in 345 00:26:12,359 --> 00:26:17,119 anything. He just calls it all hocus pocus. Even though I have sick 346 00:26:17,160 --> 00:26:22,720 the spirits on them twice and they actually listened and they did some crazy shit 347 00:26:22,480 --> 00:26:26,359 right in front of his own eyes, and he still doesn't believe it. 348 00:26:26,119 --> 00:26:30,960 I mean, some people just don't want to believe it. Yeah, but 349 00:26:30,000 --> 00:26:33,799 I mean, come on, when the treadmill turns itself on right in front 350 00:26:33,880 --> 00:26:37,880 of you and does not turn off until you unplug it from the wall, 351 00:26:38,279 --> 00:26:41,200 take a hint and one of them. I mean another thing too, is 352 00:26:41,279 --> 00:26:45,279 I left for work and he called me, and he was mad at me 353 00:26:45,319 --> 00:26:48,759 because he thought that I had brewed a cup of coffee in the curing machine 354 00:26:48,359 --> 00:26:52,680 with no cup and just left it for him to clean up. It makes 355 00:26:52,680 --> 00:26:57,000 me nauseous, so I hadn't touched the curing machine in three months. It 356 00:26:57,039 --> 00:27:00,880 was just I would use it for hot water for hot coked but that was 357 00:27:00,920 --> 00:27:07,559 it. And it happened after I left for work and before he got up, 358 00:27:07,880 --> 00:27:10,519 so it waited for me to leave to be like, it's not her. 359 00:27:10,759 --> 00:27:15,799 She left and it brooded a whole cup of coffee with no cup, 360 00:27:15,839 --> 00:27:19,000 all over the counter. And then I was talking because he's like, oh, 361 00:27:19,039 --> 00:27:22,640 maybe it's a glitch. I'm like, do you know how the cured 362 00:27:22,759 --> 00:27:25,720 works. I'm like, one, you have to turn it on. Then 363 00:27:25,759 --> 00:27:29,279 you have to lift the lid, put the lid down with a cup in 364 00:27:29,319 --> 00:27:33,720 it, and hit the button. That's an awful lot of movement for a 365 00:27:33,799 --> 00:27:37,799 technical problem. He's like, oh, it was just maybe a short. 366 00:27:37,839 --> 00:27:40,839 I was like, really, because it never happened again, It's just and 367 00:27:40,880 --> 00:27:42,400 it only happened right after I told him. I was like, I know 368 00:27:42,440 --> 00:27:47,240 you're here bother him. He doesn't believe me, And the next day it 369 00:27:47,279 --> 00:27:52,240 started happening. So you have spirit activity in your home. Oh, it's 370 00:27:52,279 --> 00:27:55,599 anywhere that I am. It just follows me everywhere. With being so scept 371 00:27:55,880 --> 00:28:02,440 I really do try to explain everything. Oh. I try to look at 372 00:28:02,440 --> 00:28:06,440 it from all angles before I try to make a decision. And even sometimes, 373 00:28:06,480 --> 00:28:11,640 like even with this, I am still struggling with myself to be like 374 00:28:11,119 --> 00:28:15,599 Susie, that was an abduction scenario right in my head. I'm like, 375 00:28:18,000 --> 00:28:22,400 I don't know. But again, if something were to fly off the shelf 376 00:28:22,519 --> 00:28:25,039 next to me, I'd be like, Oh, it's just a spook. 377 00:28:25,079 --> 00:28:26,279 It's fine. Like it happens to me all the time. I'm used to 378 00:28:26,359 --> 00:28:30,680 it. I'm comfortable with that. It's been like that since I was a 379 00:28:30,759 --> 00:28:36,680 kid. It's whatever. But then the thing that has never happened before happens, 380 00:28:36,720 --> 00:28:40,319 and then I'm really skeptical about it, and I just think it's really 381 00:28:40,680 --> 00:28:44,920 kind of weird. I don't understand why I am like that. I've not 382 00:28:45,039 --> 00:28:48,000 been put in that situation till obviously recently, because I feel like I should 383 00:28:48,039 --> 00:28:51,000 be pretty open to it, because I mean, that's what I cover, 384 00:28:51,240 --> 00:28:53,240 right, That's way I talk to people all the time and all this stuff, 385 00:28:53,359 --> 00:28:56,480 and I would tell them I have a really hard time believing it because 386 00:28:56,480 --> 00:29:00,279 I've never experienced it. Boom, like a week later, I'm got somebody 387 00:29:00,359 --> 00:29:03,359 in my belly button I don't or well, trying to get my belly button. 388 00:29:04,839 --> 00:29:07,880 But yeah, it's just really difficult for me to try to figure out 389 00:29:08,480 --> 00:29:12,079 what it is because I'm trying to come up with anything. I don't drink, 390 00:29:12,559 --> 00:29:15,240 I don't do drugs. I mean, well, I take medicine for 391 00:29:15,319 --> 00:29:22,799 my mental health stuff, but I don't take anything that could cause any type 392 00:29:22,839 --> 00:29:32,000 of hallucination or anything it. I mean, aside from well, something probably 393 00:29:32,680 --> 00:29:36,039 was poking around in there. I don't really have a good explanation. I 394 00:29:36,160 --> 00:29:41,039 mean that's the thing you're going through all the stereotypical telltale signs or someone who 395 00:29:41,160 --> 00:29:45,759 had a real experience. Yeah, and it's just it's just so weird to 396 00:29:45,799 --> 00:29:48,680 me that my brain's like, but did you? And I don't know if 397 00:29:48,759 --> 00:29:55,480 maybe it's just my own bias because of how media and all of that has 398 00:29:55,519 --> 00:29:59,359 portrayed people that I'm like, am I crazy? I can tell you I've 399 00:29:59,400 --> 00:30:03,680 seen a demon, I've talked to people that are dead. I've seen people 400 00:30:03,720 --> 00:30:06,319 that are dead. I interacted them all the time, and that to me 401 00:30:06,519 --> 00:30:07,720 does not make me crazy. But if I say I'm obduct about alien, 402 00:30:07,720 --> 00:30:12,039 I'm like, oh great, I'm crazy. Okay, So we got we 403 00:30:12,559 --> 00:30:18,079 we got to talk about that. We got to talk about that. Obviously, 404 00:30:18,319 --> 00:30:26,519 you've apparently had a connection to the spirit world your entire life apparently, 405 00:30:26,799 --> 00:30:33,880 Yeah, pretty much. So what I remember being a kid, and I 406 00:30:33,960 --> 00:30:41,319 thought it was normal to know. I just chalked it up to I had 407 00:30:41,359 --> 00:30:45,039 a really good sense of knowing. I didn't know how, but I always 408 00:30:45,119 --> 00:30:48,599 knew when something was wrong. I always knew when there was someone there, 409 00:30:48,640 --> 00:30:53,599 as I could feel people whether they're breathing or not, apparently, and I 410 00:30:53,599 --> 00:30:56,960 didn't think anything of When I was a kid, it was just a weird 411 00:30:57,039 --> 00:31:02,279 thing. And I found out that apparently I have some sort of impath thing 412 00:31:02,440 --> 00:31:06,799 going on. There's a bunch of words that people have thrown at me to 413 00:31:06,960 --> 00:31:11,960 explain what I am. I have not understood most of them because I don't. 414 00:31:11,440 --> 00:31:14,599 I don't know that much about it to be like, oh, yeah, 415 00:31:14,680 --> 00:31:15,960 like this is what, this is what I do. I can say 416 00:31:17,160 --> 00:31:21,759 these are things that I do. I don't know what causes it or why 417 00:31:21,880 --> 00:31:23,279 it. You know, I don't know why or how or when. I 418 00:31:23,359 --> 00:31:27,079 can't control it. I can't just you know, summon Great Gertrude, you 419 00:31:27,160 --> 00:31:30,640 know, great Aunt Gertrude from the great Beyond and talk to her. I 420 00:31:30,680 --> 00:31:33,960 don't know how to do any of that, but I know that they'll talk 421 00:31:33,000 --> 00:31:37,480 to me when I want them to. It was just things where I always 422 00:31:38,160 --> 00:31:42,880 this is a horrible thing. I can tell people this. Everybody assumes that 423 00:31:42,920 --> 00:31:49,559 if you're an impath, that you're very sensitive to other people's feelings, you're 424 00:31:49,720 --> 00:31:56,039 very soft. That is not true. There are I will fess up, 425 00:31:56,279 --> 00:32:00,119 there are some of us who don't realize that it's called an impath. I 426 00:32:00,400 --> 00:32:07,440 just know that I know what you want. I know what I want, 427 00:32:07,599 --> 00:32:13,720 and I know how to manipulate you to get what I want because I could 428 00:32:13,759 --> 00:32:15,680 feel whatever it is that you need and I know how to do it. 429 00:32:16,640 --> 00:32:20,200 I would be like, how did you know that? How did you? 430 00:32:20,240 --> 00:32:22,880 I'm like, I just know. I don't know. I just I just 431 00:32:23,079 --> 00:32:25,480 know, and I go with it. It goes with my gut, I 432 00:32:25,519 --> 00:32:28,680 said. People the time, I always know, I called my They give 433 00:32:28,720 --> 00:32:32,119 me the willies or they give me Spidey cents, and people hate it because 434 00:32:32,119 --> 00:32:35,599 you know, even in you know, dating, When I was younger, 435 00:32:36,279 --> 00:32:38,440 no one could get anything past me. I would always know. But then 436 00:32:38,880 --> 00:32:46,400 when I was about fifteen sixteen, I went toe to toe with the best 437 00:32:46,440 --> 00:32:50,160 way I could describe it, it was it was a demon. There was 438 00:32:50,519 --> 00:32:54,319 it was not a person. It was a thing, but it was not 439 00:32:54,440 --> 00:32:57,559 a person. There was no he, there was no she, there was 440 00:32:57,799 --> 00:33:05,640 there was no there weren't any factors that you could I guess attribute to. 441 00:33:06,039 --> 00:33:10,519 So now if something is around me, sometimes I can pick up on like 442 00:33:10,599 --> 00:33:14,559 a mental image of what they look like, or they boy or the girl, 443 00:33:14,680 --> 00:33:16,480 short hair, dark hair, whatever the case is. I could sometimes 444 00:33:16,559 --> 00:33:22,680 picture them and so I know who I'm talking to at least how to talk 445 00:33:22,720 --> 00:33:25,279 to them, because I know about you know what age they are and all 446 00:33:25,359 --> 00:33:32,000 that. But this was there was nothing, There was no it was just 447 00:33:32,240 --> 00:33:37,160 it was a void. It was almost as if this thing was nothing but 448 00:33:37,319 --> 00:33:40,799 a black hole sucking something like. I don't know if it was energy or 449 00:33:40,839 --> 00:33:45,680 what, but it has taken something from me. And it was a foot 450 00:33:45,680 --> 00:33:49,359 and a half two feet from me, and I was like dead, staring 451 00:33:49,400 --> 00:33:52,519 it down for a good couple of minutes. I talk about that one of 452 00:33:52,559 --> 00:33:57,400 my so if you go it's I think it's when I was with Travis. 453 00:33:58,720 --> 00:34:04,000 I start talking about my first hauntings in that house, and that's what I'm 454 00:34:04,039 --> 00:34:07,279 talking about. It's I go into all the details. I think in one 455 00:34:07,279 --> 00:34:08,760 of my pictures I drew, I tried to I tried to draw what I 456 00:34:08,840 --> 00:34:14,679 saw. I'm not the best artist, but and that happened. And I 457 00:34:14,800 --> 00:34:22,119 don't know if nothing happened to me to I guess provoke it. It's just 458 00:34:22,280 --> 00:34:27,679 I got in the car and it was there, and then it disappeared just 459 00:34:27,800 --> 00:34:31,840 out of nowhere. Yeah, that one showed up maybe four or five months 460 00:34:31,880 --> 00:34:37,760 ago, and I hadn't seen it since I was fifteen and it showed back 461 00:34:37,800 --> 00:34:39,679 up at the house. So it's been with me this whole time. It 462 00:34:39,800 --> 00:34:46,960 just hasn't shown itself until recently. Whenever there's a spirit around, Let's just 463 00:34:47,039 --> 00:34:51,639 say, you like, walk into a house, what does it feel like 464 00:34:51,760 --> 00:34:55,440 to you? Okay, So the best way I just call it the willies. 465 00:34:55,519 --> 00:35:00,440 I know that sounds really weird. It's not very good descriptor, but 466 00:35:00,599 --> 00:35:04,119 depending on what it is, you get all kinds of feelings. Again, 467 00:35:04,199 --> 00:35:07,519 with that impath, I think kind of factors in. I could walk in 468 00:35:07,639 --> 00:35:10,599 and be like, oh, like there's someone here, but they're cool, 469 00:35:10,679 --> 00:35:14,599 like they're chill, they're not gonna do anything. But I can walk in 470 00:35:15,280 --> 00:35:21,519 and something or something comes in after we've already been there, and it's like 471 00:35:21,760 --> 00:35:27,239 everything. The best way I can try to explain it is, let's see 472 00:35:27,280 --> 00:35:32,760 here. Imagine you're okay, well, okay, we're gonna we're gonna play 473 00:35:32,760 --> 00:35:37,639 a little make believe for a second. Okay, So assume your cave man, 474 00:35:37,360 --> 00:35:40,480 your mind, you on beeswax, and you walk out of your little 475 00:35:40,519 --> 00:35:45,480 cave and out of you know you, You can feel that it's like that 476 00:35:45,599 --> 00:35:52,360 instinctual there's danger nearby, right and a t rex jumps out of the ok 477 00:35:52,480 --> 00:35:55,559 it doesn't, it's it could jump. It's got long legs. It jumps 478 00:35:55,639 --> 00:36:02,360 out of the trees and is staring right at you. That feeling of fear 479 00:36:04,920 --> 00:36:10,039 when you know, you get the goosebumps, the hair stands up, and 480 00:36:10,719 --> 00:36:17,239 your immediate response is run away as fast as you can. It is not 481 00:36:17,400 --> 00:36:25,880 safe here. That is what you sometimes get when you've got something negative around. 482 00:36:27,079 --> 00:36:32,800 It's very much it's almost uncomfortable. So either that fear factor. Some 483 00:36:34,000 --> 00:36:42,840 of them are let's I've been watching a lot of Monk on Netflix. Have 484 00:36:42,960 --> 00:36:47,119 you seen that show? Okay, so Monk is very very very OCD. 485 00:36:47,760 --> 00:36:57,039 So if you were Monk and someone walked in and they had one short sleep, 486 00:36:57,159 --> 00:37:00,599 rolled up, one pant leg on the other side, and half of 487 00:37:00,639 --> 00:37:06,639 their buttons were undone, that uncomfortable feeling until he can fix it and make 488 00:37:06,679 --> 00:37:09,079 it go away, that's squirmy. You feel like you're just crawling in your 489 00:37:09,119 --> 00:37:14,320 skin feeling. You get that too. So sometimes it's just like something's not 490 00:37:14,519 --> 00:37:17,079 right. You just you know that, especially if there's a lot I get 491 00:37:17,119 --> 00:37:22,079 that way if there's a lot of spirits around, because I there's so much 492 00:37:22,159 --> 00:37:24,480 going on that, I get a little overwhelmed and I just get kind of 493 00:37:24,519 --> 00:37:28,800 squirmy. But some of them too, Like I said, you walk in 494 00:37:29,039 --> 00:37:32,119 and you don't even really have to to say or do anything. You can 495 00:37:32,880 --> 00:37:39,880 know that someone's there and kind of I don't know if you guys have done 496 00:37:39,960 --> 00:37:47,440 this, but we'll go with We'll go with a parent or a sibling. 497 00:37:47,599 --> 00:37:54,079 I guess everybody's got a parent, right. Uh. So you're in your 498 00:37:54,199 --> 00:37:59,440 room, you're on your phone or whatever, and you know, just be 499 00:37:59,519 --> 00:38:02,039 on your phone. You know it's past ten o'clock or whatever, shooing, 500 00:38:04,519 --> 00:38:09,039 and you can hear your parent coming. You can picture in your mind. 501 00:38:10,119 --> 00:38:15,079 You can see whichever parent or sibling is coming up and down that hallway because 502 00:38:15,760 --> 00:38:19,719 you know them, you can feel them, you can see them. You 503 00:38:19,840 --> 00:38:22,199 know their footsteps. You know, you know, maybe dad walks faster than 504 00:38:22,280 --> 00:38:27,000 mom mom. You know, whatever wears a certain type of shoe. You 505 00:38:27,079 --> 00:38:30,800 can picture in your head what they look like. It's similar to that, 506 00:38:30,239 --> 00:38:36,199 only I have never met these people, but I still somehow can see. 507 00:38:37,320 --> 00:38:42,719 It's like they let me see them without actually appearing as an apparition. So 508 00:38:42,800 --> 00:38:47,519 I I almost wonder if maybe it takes less energy to do that, to 509 00:38:47,599 --> 00:38:51,719 communicate that way, to be like, hey, this is me, I'm 510 00:38:51,800 --> 00:38:53,679 talking to you like I'm trying to talk to you. Uh, this is 511 00:38:53,719 --> 00:38:57,719 what I look like, and all of that, instead of using all the 512 00:38:57,880 --> 00:39:02,400 energy to actually physically show up. So sometimes it's like that where you don't 513 00:39:02,400 --> 00:39:08,039 even notice anything. You just get a mental picture and you can be like, 514 00:39:08,159 --> 00:39:12,320 oh, okay, so there's a man in here, and then you 515 00:39:12,360 --> 00:39:16,559 can use your equipment usually to ask it questions and verify whether you know it's 516 00:39:16,639 --> 00:39:22,599 right or wrong and stuff like that. Some of them, if they're angry, 517 00:39:23,800 --> 00:39:30,639 you get angry if they're just because I know everybody just assumes that they're 518 00:39:30,679 --> 00:39:36,960 all very negative spirits, and I don't believe that. I think sometimes they're 519 00:39:37,079 --> 00:39:44,280 just here. Sometimes they're just you know, hanging out There's it's not like 520 00:39:44,480 --> 00:39:50,920 there was some catastrophe that is keeping them here. I think sometimes it's just 521 00:39:51,400 --> 00:39:58,800 maybe that particular person had that extra energy and so when they passed something almost 522 00:39:58,840 --> 00:40:05,039 like there's like an extra something there that lingers because they had more as they 523 00:40:05,079 --> 00:40:08,760 were alive than most people do. So I think that some of them, 524 00:40:08,880 --> 00:40:15,480 you get some emotions, especially if you're in those residual hauntings where it's kind 525 00:40:15,559 --> 00:40:22,000 of on repeat. They're not always bad. So I've had some people tell 526 00:40:22,079 --> 00:40:25,840 me there's like they be at a wedding ceremony and it's like people get married 527 00:40:25,880 --> 00:40:29,840 and they walk down and then it starts over, and I mean, that's 528 00:40:29,880 --> 00:40:35,400 a happy occasion, so you can feel joy, you can feel whatever. 529 00:40:35,920 --> 00:40:38,920 But there are obviously also the negative that happened where the persons stuck there, 530 00:40:38,920 --> 00:40:44,920 probably because they were brutally tortured and whatever. So I think it's just kind 531 00:40:44,960 --> 00:40:51,800 of different. So I don't know what it feels like when everybody else feels 532 00:40:51,840 --> 00:40:55,880 them. I just know that because I could feel a lot of what other 533 00:40:57,000 --> 00:41:00,639 people feel. That's what it's like for me. Me is I just know 534 00:41:01,119 --> 00:41:08,159 sometimes if they are a very strong spirit, my something doesn't go well. 535 00:41:08,199 --> 00:41:13,000 I've had this happen a couple times, but not very often. I get 536 00:41:13,239 --> 00:41:17,760 very nauseous when certain ones, Like I was on a ghost hun at the 537 00:41:17,800 --> 00:41:24,000 Ohio State Reformatory and we were doing a seance in the church and I thought 538 00:41:24,119 --> 00:41:30,280 I was going to blow chunks everywhere I was, So I was fine. 539 00:41:30,360 --> 00:41:35,800 We started halfway through, I got super sick, and then it sounded like 540 00:41:35,920 --> 00:41:39,199 something fell in the back of the room, and as soon as it fell, 541 00:41:40,079 --> 00:41:43,719 maybe thirty seconds later, I was fine. So whatever it was, 542 00:41:43,800 --> 00:41:45,199 it's like I felt it come in. It did its thing, and then 543 00:41:45,239 --> 00:41:51,639 when it left, I felt better. I've had some live I've had a 544 00:41:51,719 --> 00:41:54,320 live show where I was on there live and I'm here in my studio and 545 00:41:54,400 --> 00:41:57,639 I had to leave. I had to turn it off and leave. I 546 00:41:58,079 --> 00:42:00,639 was so sick. I thought I was gonna spew everywhere. Something was so 547 00:42:01,880 --> 00:42:07,239 negative and it was making me feel so uncomfortable that I was extremely nauseous. 548 00:42:07,760 --> 00:42:10,280 And when I turned my spirit box on, it kept saying it was it 549 00:42:10,400 --> 00:42:13,519 was very aggressive. I know exactly what it was. It was that thing 550 00:42:13,599 --> 00:42:16,800 they think that was sitting with me, the non human buddy over here. 551 00:42:16,840 --> 00:42:20,280 I gotta watch talk about him because sometimes he likes to bloody my nose to 552 00:42:20,280 --> 00:42:24,639 turn my lights out. So yes, it's happened in a recording before. 553 00:42:27,119 --> 00:42:30,960 I had a spontaneous bloody nose in the middle of recording. As soon as 554 00:42:30,000 --> 00:42:32,800 they started talking about him or it, I just caught him, but it, 555 00:42:34,800 --> 00:42:37,800 uh, it didn't like it, So my nose started bleeding. And 556 00:42:37,880 --> 00:42:40,159 then I apologized and moved on. And as soon as I apologize and moved 557 00:42:40,199 --> 00:42:44,760 on and stopped bleeding and it was fine. And then all of my video 558 00:42:44,880 --> 00:42:49,840 content for that episode was erased. It was just a black screen. How 559 00:42:49,960 --> 00:42:55,159 weird. So yeah, yeah, that one's not very friendly. But that 560 00:42:55,320 --> 00:42:58,920 one, when I put the spear box on, it was say, you 561 00:42:58,960 --> 00:43:01,760 know, get out, go way lead. I mean, it was very 562 00:43:01,960 --> 00:43:05,480 very aggressive, like get the hell out of here. You like, I 563 00:43:05,519 --> 00:43:08,679 don't want you here, go away. And I was so sick and I 564 00:43:08,800 --> 00:43:12,400 just and as soon as I left, I closed the door of the studio. 565 00:43:12,599 --> 00:43:15,920 As soon as I closed the door, I felt fine. It was 566 00:43:15,000 --> 00:43:17,880 just whatever was in there was it did not want me in there with it. 567 00:43:19,599 --> 00:43:27,320 Have you had other experiences where you've I guess physically been attacked or whatever. 568 00:43:29,119 --> 00:43:34,000 I almost got I almost got murdered at Ohio State Reformatory. And now 569 00:43:34,039 --> 00:43:37,920 my nose has got some blood on it. That's fantastic. Sorry, dude, 570 00:43:37,079 --> 00:43:40,199 moving on, we won't talk about anymore. When I was at Ohio 571 00:43:40,280 --> 00:43:45,679 State Reformatory, we were up. If you haven't been there in the middle, 572 00:43:45,840 --> 00:43:51,039 so you walk in in the cells are not like you would see in 573 00:43:51,159 --> 00:43:53,519 something on TV where they're like all against the wall and blah blah blah. 574 00:43:54,159 --> 00:43:58,760 No, it's like a column, a giant column in the middle of a 575 00:43:59,039 --> 00:44:07,440 huge building, and all around the giant pillar are jail cells, and then 576 00:44:07,440 --> 00:44:10,760 there's staircases that go up the one side and go around, so you have 577 00:44:12,039 --> 00:44:15,440 like one in and one out and they're just stacked on top of each other. 578 00:44:15,039 --> 00:44:19,760 So we were on the third story and we came around the corner and 579 00:44:19,960 --> 00:44:24,320 I mean, I took one step and I knew. I knew the problem 580 00:44:24,440 --> 00:44:30,400 was is I knew and I disregarded it. I felt it. I was 581 00:44:30,480 --> 00:44:34,360 like, whoo, Okay, I'm like, something's down there. It does 582 00:44:34,440 --> 00:44:36,920 not want us back there. But we were on a ghost hun so what 583 00:44:37,000 --> 00:44:38,719 do you do? You go anyway? Right? So my friend that I 584 00:44:38,840 --> 00:44:44,320 was with was behind me because she doesn't have anything like she literally takes me 585 00:44:44,400 --> 00:44:45,920 as a radar to just kind of point me around to see where the spooky 586 00:44:45,920 --> 00:44:51,320 step is. And I took a couple of steps and I was like, 587 00:44:51,599 --> 00:44:52,679 I mean, it was like heavy. It was almost like I was walking 588 00:44:52,719 --> 00:44:55,880 against wind, but there was no wind. It was really where it was 589 00:44:55,920 --> 00:45:00,079 heavy. It just kind of got hot, and I mean, I was 590 00:45:00,119 --> 00:45:01,599 getting an aw she so I was like, man, I was like, 591 00:45:01,639 --> 00:45:04,000 I don't know. I was like, I don't know if we're gonna make 592 00:45:04,039 --> 00:45:08,480 it. We got maybe like second cell down, and she was probably you 593 00:45:08,559 --> 00:45:12,880 know she was obviously she started off right behind me. As I went, 594 00:45:13,079 --> 00:45:16,920 she backed off, so she was a few feet behind me, and something 595 00:45:17,360 --> 00:45:21,519 pushed me, like physically pushed me, like grabbed me by the shoulders. 596 00:45:21,599 --> 00:45:23,440 And I turned and I was screaming at her. I'm like, run right 597 00:45:23,519 --> 00:45:25,679 right, run run, like just go, go, go go. This 598 00:45:25,920 --> 00:45:30,920 thing had me by the shoulders and was shoving me all the way down. 599 00:45:30,360 --> 00:45:36,079 And the only thing that keeps you from a three story drop are like two 600 00:45:36,239 --> 00:45:39,159 little tiny bars as a little buffer. That's it, and then it's just 601 00:45:39,199 --> 00:45:43,480 a three story drop. And it pushed me all the way the end, 602 00:45:44,039 --> 00:45:45,920 and I hurried up and turned, and as soon as I turned, it 603 00:45:46,000 --> 00:45:50,440 was like it ran straight through and then went away. It's just as long 604 00:45:50,480 --> 00:45:52,840 as I was not on the side of the corridor, it was fine. 605 00:45:52,760 --> 00:45:55,760 So the moment I went to try to peek again and it started to push 606 00:45:55,800 --> 00:45:59,920 me again, so I we got the hell out of there. So physically 607 00:46:00,400 --> 00:46:06,719 there's that that was not fun here at the house I have. My kids 608 00:46:07,440 --> 00:46:13,599 like to pull pranks. They're generally more auditory than physical, but I'm pretty 609 00:46:13,599 --> 00:46:20,159 sure one of them was playing with my feet. My breathing kid is one 610 00:46:20,199 --> 00:46:23,119 of five. The rest of them just it was just horrible. It was 611 00:46:23,159 --> 00:46:28,800 actually very, very horrible experience. One of them is actually where I had 612 00:46:28,840 --> 00:46:31,880 my first year enough experience, and so my kids just kind of follow me 613 00:46:31,880 --> 00:46:37,440 around everywhere they have since I lost them. And I was in bed. 614 00:46:38,559 --> 00:46:43,599 I had my blankets on, like I normally do. I have really bad 615 00:46:43,639 --> 00:46:46,880 issues sleeping, so I put a headband on, I put speakers in and 616 00:46:47,039 --> 00:46:52,639 I play loop I loop a song which is rain, and I put the 617 00:46:52,679 --> 00:46:59,239 blindfold on so I can't see the light and I can sleep better, and 618 00:47:00,039 --> 00:47:02,559 my headphones on and I lay You know in bed. Have you ever been 619 00:47:02,639 --> 00:47:08,719 around a little kid, probably around two to four years old, and they 620 00:47:08,880 --> 00:47:12,960 pretend to tickle you, and they're like, okay, oh, take go, 621 00:47:13,079 --> 00:47:15,480 take go, take on yeah, and they just kind of like wiggle 622 00:47:15,519 --> 00:47:17,519 their fingers even though they're not really tickling. Okay, that is exactly what 623 00:47:17,599 --> 00:47:21,440 I felt on the bottom of my feet, and I was like, oh 624 00:47:21,480 --> 00:47:23,079 okay, So I started kicking my foot around, assuming maybe it was like 625 00:47:23,119 --> 00:47:27,400 a cat. I don't know. Cats don't move like that, but whatever 626 00:47:27,440 --> 00:47:30,960 you again, skeptical. I was trying to just shake my foot. Soon 627 00:47:30,960 --> 00:47:34,320 as I stopped shaking my foot, it happens again, and I'm like, 628 00:47:34,360 --> 00:47:37,679 will you stop? And I throw my headphones off and I look down and 629 00:47:37,880 --> 00:47:45,519 there is nothing there. Something was tickling my feet. I have a man 630 00:47:45,480 --> 00:47:52,440 that's kind of a creeper. Uh. And if when you go okay, 631 00:47:52,480 --> 00:47:54,679 so if you go to wake someone up, but you don't really want to 632 00:47:55,159 --> 00:47:59,039 scare them, and you walk in and you like put your hand like on 633 00:47:59,159 --> 00:48:01,519 their foot, just the them know that you're there, right like hey, 634 00:48:01,880 --> 00:48:07,039 Like okay again, headphones on. I'm laying to bed. That happens and 635 00:48:07,119 --> 00:48:13,679 I'm like, yeah, babe, what you need nothing. I'm like okay, 636 00:48:15,320 --> 00:48:16,880 So I go back to bed. Then it's on the back of my 637 00:48:16,960 --> 00:48:22,880 ankle and I'm like, yes, honey, what do you need nothing? 638 00:48:23,840 --> 00:48:27,320 What the hell? So I shook my foot a little bit, laid back 639 00:48:27,360 --> 00:48:30,360 down. Then it's on like my calf. It just feels like I feel 640 00:48:30,440 --> 00:48:34,800 like a man's hand on my cap, not squeezing, but just sitting on 641 00:48:34,880 --> 00:48:37,960 them, just like let let me know that they're there. And I'm like, 642 00:48:37,119 --> 00:48:39,960 babe, what do you need? And I shake my leg and it 643 00:48:40,000 --> 00:48:43,199 stops, and I'm like, okay, so i'd go back to bed. 644 00:48:43,559 --> 00:48:46,599 You think I would have looked at this point, but I don't, because 645 00:48:46,639 --> 00:48:50,800 apparently I'm an idiot. I just assumed you with my husband. So then 646 00:48:50,840 --> 00:48:54,800 it goes on the back of my knee and I'm like, babe, what 647 00:48:55,039 --> 00:49:01,000 do you want? Nothing like, damn it. So I shake it whatever, 648 00:49:01,440 --> 00:49:07,719 and I go back to that. So then it's like halfway up my 649 00:49:08,000 --> 00:49:13,159 thigh, okay, and I'm in it. I'm in I'm in a baggy 650 00:49:13,199 --> 00:49:15,280 T shirt and a pair of breeches and that's it. And so I have 651 00:49:15,400 --> 00:49:19,079 this man's hand. So then I'm like, oh, hey, like maybe 652 00:49:19,159 --> 00:49:21,800 he's you know, he's stelling a little frisky, right, And I was 653 00:49:21,880 --> 00:49:22,920 like, oh, hey, honey, you get and I take my headphones 654 00:49:22,920 --> 00:49:30,079 off and there is no one there, but I can feel the hand on 655 00:49:30,239 --> 00:49:34,880 my leg. I was like, hey, it's still it's I can feel 656 00:49:34,920 --> 00:49:37,480 it there, and I am looking and there is nothing there. So I 657 00:49:37,599 --> 00:49:39,920 was like, you know, alsodden. I started like wiggling around into that 658 00:49:40,199 --> 00:49:44,039 and I was like okay. I was like, that is not okay, 659 00:49:44,159 --> 00:49:49,239 that's not acceptable. Go away and do not touch me again. And then 660 00:49:49,280 --> 00:49:51,199 it stopped, so I'm like, okay, cool, and then I just 661 00:49:51,239 --> 00:49:53,559 went to bed because you know, I have to give this. People touching 662 00:49:53,599 --> 00:49:57,440 you is no big deal, but one of the ones that scared the crap 663 00:49:57,480 --> 00:50:02,599 out of me. It didn't involve anybody touching me. But as a parent, 664 00:50:04,920 --> 00:50:07,039 if you're a parent out there, you can relate to this one kind 665 00:50:07,079 --> 00:50:10,440 of you're gonna have the holy pants scared off you, probably because I was 666 00:50:10,480 --> 00:50:15,639 even creeped out and it was my kids doing it. So again, headphones 667 00:50:15,679 --> 00:50:22,880 on, my husband's in bed, everything's quiet, and I hear mommy on 668 00:50:22,960 --> 00:50:30,079 the other side of my door. And at first I was like did I 669 00:50:30,199 --> 00:50:34,320 hear that? I'm like, that was weird, and I wait a few 670 00:50:34,360 --> 00:50:36,519 minutes because I just thought I was hallucinating or whatever. I was like, 671 00:50:36,960 --> 00:50:37,559 I looked at it. I remember looking at my phone. It was like 672 00:50:37,559 --> 00:50:40,519 two thirty in the morning. That's like their prime time, they like two 673 00:50:40,519 --> 00:50:49,440 o'clock. And then I hear mommy. I'm like, it's like postive headphones, 674 00:50:50,079 --> 00:50:52,880 like yeah, bug, I call my kid. All kind of weird 675 00:50:52,960 --> 00:50:57,039 names like yeah, bug nothing, I'm like book or do you need something 676 00:50:58,159 --> 00:51:00,639 nothing? So then I shake my husban, but I'm like, did you 677 00:51:00,760 --> 00:51:02,760 hear that? He's like did I hear what? I'm like, did you 678 00:51:02,840 --> 00:51:07,039 hear somebody call me? Mommy? It's like I didn't hear anything. Baby's 679 00:51:07,039 --> 00:51:09,119 in your head. Go to bed, okay, So I go back to 680 00:51:09,199 --> 00:51:14,840 bed. A few minutes later, Mommy, I'm like all right. I'm 681 00:51:14,920 --> 00:51:19,280 like bug, I was like, do you need something nothing? I'm like 682 00:51:21,000 --> 00:51:25,320 okay. Then after like four or five times of this going around of just 683 00:51:25,440 --> 00:51:34,639 like mommy, mommy. The voice that your kid makes when you have lost 684 00:51:34,719 --> 00:51:37,719 that like like you go down the other aisle at the grocery store, your 685 00:51:37,800 --> 00:51:40,800 kid can't see you. They think they have lost you forever. That terror 686 00:51:42,000 --> 00:51:45,559 in their voice when it goes up a few pitches and kind of like cracks 687 00:51:46,000 --> 00:51:51,239 and they get scared. I hear that, Mommy on the other side of 688 00:51:51,320 --> 00:51:54,119 my bedroom door, and I have so many goosebubs just telling you about it. 689 00:51:54,159 --> 00:51:58,960 Okay, whoo, that's really weird. And I hear mommy, so, 690 00:51:59,159 --> 00:52:00,639 I mean I it was like reflex boom. I mean, I am 691 00:52:00,760 --> 00:52:05,960 up. Headband is off and I'm I'm like, okay, So I'm run 692 00:52:06,039 --> 00:52:08,119 to the door because I think my kid's in trouble. And I opened the 693 00:52:08,159 --> 00:52:15,239 door, nothing is there. Nothing, So it gets better. So I'm 694 00:52:15,320 --> 00:52:17,679 like, Okay, that was really creepy. But now I've got to go 695 00:52:17,760 --> 00:52:21,840 check on the kid, right, because now I'm paranoid, right, and 696 00:52:21,960 --> 00:52:24,800 I just feel like I need and so I start walking towards my son's room 697 00:52:25,639 --> 00:52:30,239 and I have so many goosebounds. This is so weird. But I start 698 00:52:30,360 --> 00:52:35,800 walking. I take two steps towards my son's room and all of a sudden, 699 00:52:36,760 --> 00:52:43,559 the hair stands up and I realize one, my son is twelve going 700 00:52:43,599 --> 00:52:47,599 through puberty. He sounds like this. He does not sound like Mommy. 701 00:52:49,159 --> 00:52:53,320 That's not him, so different tone. Not to mention, my kid is 702 00:52:53,360 --> 00:52:58,079 too cool to call me mommy anymore. I'm just mom. And I realize 703 00:52:58,119 --> 00:53:01,559 this as I'm walking towards his room, and all of a sudden, I 704 00:53:01,639 --> 00:53:07,480 kind of slowed down and stopped. I was like, that's not him. 705 00:53:07,559 --> 00:53:12,840 And as soon as I thought that, behind me in my kitchen, you 706 00:53:12,880 --> 00:53:20,119 could hear like giggling like gotcha, mom, I was like, and I 707 00:53:20,199 --> 00:53:23,119 was like a turn around a turn, so I turn around. Nothing, 708 00:53:23,360 --> 00:53:28,719 there's nothing there. I peek in on my kid. He saw on logs 709 00:53:28,960 --> 00:53:31,159 clearly never left his bed, didn't even know I was in there checking on 710 00:53:31,280 --> 00:53:35,800 him. And I was like, all right, guys. I was like, 711 00:53:36,320 --> 00:53:37,719 you cannot scare me like that. I was like, I have to 712 00:53:37,760 --> 00:53:39,679 go to bed. I have to get up early and go to work, 713 00:53:40,320 --> 00:53:44,440 so you gotta leave mom alone. I need to sleep. And then they 714 00:53:44,480 --> 00:53:47,920 were quiet the rest of the night. And then I've been on the couch 715 00:53:50,000 --> 00:53:57,400 and it's like you can synth them and it sounded like someone like a kid 716 00:53:57,559 --> 00:53:59,559 was standing right. I had the foot, you know, the foot thing 717 00:53:59,639 --> 00:54:02,239 up on the ca ouchrop snooze, and it sounded like it was standing right 718 00:54:02,280 --> 00:54:07,519 next to the foot thing, and it was like mommy, and it woke 719 00:54:07,639 --> 00:54:12,400 me up, and of course I look and there's nothing there. And it's 720 00:54:12,400 --> 00:54:16,039 again two thirty of the morning. They like to wake me up at two 721 00:54:16,079 --> 00:54:20,119 in the morning. It's it's actually And what's funny is is I will try 722 00:54:20,159 --> 00:54:23,679 to go to bed and it'll be like midnight, two o'clock in the morning, 723 00:54:24,159 --> 00:54:29,880 and I'll turn the TV off to go to bed, and the TV 724 00:54:30,119 --> 00:54:31,679 just comes back on. It's like, nope, we're still watching TV. 725 00:54:32,840 --> 00:54:36,199 And like last night, I just left it on for him because I was 726 00:54:36,239 --> 00:54:37,280 like, there's no point turning it off and just get turn it back on. 727 00:54:38,079 --> 00:54:40,360 And it's happened to me like three times this week, like this last 728 00:54:40,400 --> 00:54:45,239 week, like I just get everything and I turned TV off and I go 729 00:54:45,360 --> 00:54:46,920 to walk in the other room and TV comes back on. I'm like, 730 00:54:47,000 --> 00:54:52,960 okay, fine, I'm coming. So it's just like pretty constant activity. 731 00:54:54,280 --> 00:55:00,559 I mean, there's sometimes it gets kind of quiet. Sometimes it especially around 732 00:55:00,119 --> 00:55:07,519 birthdays when it's around their birthdays, things kind of pick up, but it's 733 00:55:07,599 --> 00:55:14,639 pretty much. I mean, where's so when I record, I do video 734 00:55:14,719 --> 00:55:17,840 recordings whenever I do my podcast because so much weird stuff was happening and I 735 00:55:17,920 --> 00:55:21,800 was like, no one's gonna believe me. So then I started recording everything 736 00:55:22,280 --> 00:55:28,480 and so on my Patreon feed, I upload all of my video content, 737 00:55:28,800 --> 00:55:31,840 and I mean all of it. There's no editing, there's no no you 738 00:55:32,000 --> 00:55:38,199 get raw video for the whole thing on there. And I had I usually 739 00:55:38,280 --> 00:55:43,440 turn my cat balls on behind me and they'll be going off like in the 740 00:55:43,480 --> 00:55:49,599 middle of episodes and just and they just hang out and hit the little censor 741 00:55:49,800 --> 00:55:53,599 and I'm like, oh, hey, guys do and and some people they 742 00:55:53,679 --> 00:55:58,559 react more to some people than others. But yeah, it happens. I 743 00:55:58,639 --> 00:56:01,760 mean it's everywhere I go, Like, weird stuff. It happened at my 744 00:56:01,880 --> 00:56:07,119 last job. It would happen, well, really any job, but it's 745 00:56:07,119 --> 00:56:13,360 really anywhere I go. There's always something happening, to the point where I 746 00:56:13,559 --> 00:56:16,719 notice when it's been a while, like if things are kind of quiet, 747 00:56:16,800 --> 00:56:22,360 it happened so frequently that if it tapers off for a while, I'm like, 748 00:56:22,480 --> 00:56:24,360 huh, nothing weird's happened for a while, Wonder what's going on. 749 00:56:27,880 --> 00:56:30,960 I mean, I've talked about it a few times on the podcast, but 750 00:56:30,239 --> 00:56:35,480 you know, I grew up in a house that had activity, and I 751 00:56:35,599 --> 00:56:40,559 still live in that house and it still has activity. It's definitely not as 752 00:56:40,679 --> 00:56:47,000 frequent or intense as it used to be. But the television thing is actually 753 00:56:47,119 --> 00:56:52,519 something that I've experienced in the past couple of years, you know, turning 754 00:56:52,599 --> 00:56:54,239 off the TV and walking out of the room and it comes right back on, 755 00:56:54,400 --> 00:56:58,719 and I'm just like okay, and it's the same. I've owned the 756 00:56:58,800 --> 00:57:02,400 TV for like years, and like it never did that before, so what 757 00:57:02,639 --> 00:57:07,119 is it doing? This has been happening for the last like three weeks, 758 00:57:07,239 --> 00:57:12,400 and I've had this TV for three four years. And sometimes it'll be like 759 00:57:12,440 --> 00:57:15,079 I'll just even I'll just think about the TV. I'll be like, oh, 760 00:57:15,360 --> 00:57:16,400 I think I'll go to the TV on and the next thing I know, 761 00:57:16,440 --> 00:57:21,000 I hear music or here's something. I'm like hello. Because I'm by 762 00:57:21,079 --> 00:57:24,320 myself, I'm like a Hello, who turned the TV on? I wasn't 763 00:57:24,320 --> 00:57:29,360 even in the room. I'm like, what the hell's happening? But it 764 00:57:29,519 --> 00:57:31,800 is. It's like sometimes like I'll field air. I've had things knock on 765 00:57:31,880 --> 00:57:36,599 the wall. Every time I go in the bathroom, the lights flicker, 766 00:57:36,800 --> 00:57:38,079 well, only one set of lights flickers, the other one stay on. 767 00:57:38,599 --> 00:57:45,679 So so whenever it's not a spirit that's directly connected to you, and it's 768 00:57:45,840 --> 00:57:52,159 just a stranger. For instance, not everybody experiences this stuff. You know, 769 00:57:52,239 --> 00:57:55,280 there's some people that go through life. You know, like you were 770 00:57:55,280 --> 00:57:59,679 talking about your husband, happened right in front of them and you know he's 771 00:57:59,679 --> 00:58:07,559 still So do you think it's something where like the spirits know that you will 772 00:58:07,639 --> 00:58:15,039 notice them one thousand percent, one thousand percent. I think so when I 773 00:58:15,119 --> 00:58:22,679 told you that other people know I have had someone. I actually was at 774 00:58:22,719 --> 00:58:25,280 a ghost hunt at Ashmore States. I'm not going to mention the guy's name 775 00:58:25,280 --> 00:58:30,960 because he was a little bit he seemed a little bit, uh, stand 776 00:58:30,039 --> 00:58:36,000 offish for to talk about it, but he made some comments and he just 777 00:58:36,280 --> 00:58:37,719 was kind of like, I don't know if I should talk about it. 778 00:58:37,440 --> 00:58:42,719 I don't know why, but whatever, teach their own. And there were 779 00:58:42,840 --> 00:58:46,559 some ladies there that were in past. I mean I could tell because I 780 00:58:46,639 --> 00:58:52,320 could just tell, uh. And he he did something that I find very 781 00:58:52,360 --> 00:59:00,440 interesting because I do it people all the time, so I would I when 782 00:59:00,440 --> 00:59:02,000 I tell people I can do weird stuff and they don't understand. I try 783 00:59:02,000 --> 00:59:06,000 to explain the best the best I can. But I'll have them stick their 784 00:59:06,039 --> 00:59:08,840 hand out and I'll put my hand over their hand. I don't touch it, 785 00:59:09,840 --> 00:59:14,679 but I'll put my hand like right over their hand, and I can 786 00:59:14,800 --> 00:59:19,840 kind of like push like energy and their hand will get hot and they can 787 00:59:19,920 --> 00:59:23,079 sometimes feel like vibrations from my hand even though I'm not touching them, like 788 00:59:23,199 --> 00:59:27,639 I can send it. So this guy gets the two girls it was like 789 00:59:27,679 --> 00:59:29,519 a mom and a daughter, and he was like, oh, he's like 790 00:59:29,639 --> 00:59:31,159 you guys are clearly impassed. He's like, I could you know, I 791 00:59:31,239 --> 00:59:37,880 can feel it? And he's like, somebody else in here's got something going 792 00:59:37,960 --> 00:59:39,800 on. I'm like, who is it? So I was like, Eh, 793 00:59:39,920 --> 00:59:43,760 that'd be me because I was like, I don't know exactly what problem 794 00:59:43,840 --> 00:59:47,119 is. But he had me do it and he was like, oh okay. 795 00:59:47,239 --> 00:59:52,360 He's like you're different, and I'm like, great, that's what you 796 00:59:52,440 --> 00:59:59,159 want to hear. And he was like, I don't know exactly, but 797 00:59:59,280 --> 01:00:01,239 you're definitely different. He's like, well, you've got some of the energy 798 01:00:01,280 --> 01:00:04,360 that they have to because but you got some mothers. And he's like, 799 01:00:04,840 --> 01:00:07,440 do you happen to sometimes have this? And this happened. I'm like, 800 01:00:07,079 --> 01:00:10,920 how the hell did you know that? I'm like yeah, like all the 801 01:00:12,000 --> 01:00:15,400 time. And he never but he never explained to me why. He just 802 01:00:15,519 --> 01:00:20,519 could tell that I was different, which really drives me nuts because I would 803 01:00:20,559 --> 01:00:24,199 love to know. But I think that whatever that energy is, they see 804 01:00:24,239 --> 01:00:31,320 it. And I think maybe that that energy and stuff is kind of why 805 01:00:31,559 --> 01:00:35,440 I can see them or I could hear them, and I think the different 806 01:00:35,480 --> 01:00:39,079 types of energy is maybe I don't know if it's like a translator or it's 807 01:00:39,119 --> 01:00:44,480 almost like a you know, night vision goggles or something. Maybe someone with 808 01:00:44,599 --> 01:00:49,760 one energy can hear them but not see them. Another energy might be able 809 01:00:49,800 --> 01:00:52,760 to see them but not hear them. Another one might be able to feel 810 01:00:52,880 --> 01:00:58,320 them but not do the other ones. And I feel like there's different types 811 01:00:58,360 --> 01:01:01,679 of energy, and I think that they see that. It's almost like we're 812 01:01:01,719 --> 01:01:07,360 a lighthouse and you know, okay, I could see the lighthouse, and 813 01:01:07,440 --> 01:01:14,239 that means the lighthouse can see me. So I think some of them come 814 01:01:14,360 --> 01:01:20,639 to us because they want to communicate, because it takes less effort and less 815 01:01:20,760 --> 01:01:25,960 energy on their behalf to communicate with somebody who's gonna be easier to communicate with 816 01:01:27,719 --> 01:01:32,760 than to go to someone who has absolutely they might want with all their mind 817 01:01:32,880 --> 01:01:36,559 to do They want to do it, but they don't know how or they 818 01:01:36,599 --> 01:01:43,280 don't have something that is needed. Travis's story, when I talk about him, 819 01:01:43,920 --> 01:01:47,880 it was very similar. So he was communicated with and there was he 820 01:01:49,039 --> 01:01:52,679 was a child, his mom was in the house, he was warned about 821 01:01:52,719 --> 01:02:00,039 a fire in his house by a spirit and his and he's kind of like 822 01:02:00,119 --> 01:02:02,440 that, like, you know, kids are more open and all of that. 823 01:02:04,360 --> 01:02:07,679 They didn't talk to the mom to say, Mom, you know, 824 01:02:07,159 --> 01:02:10,880 lady, go down there and fix this. They went to him knowing they 825 01:02:10,920 --> 01:02:14,599 could communicate with him. It was like, hey, there's going to be 826 01:02:14,679 --> 01:02:17,079 a fire. There is a fire, get your mother. So he went 827 01:02:17,119 --> 01:02:22,639 to get his mom to go down there, and look if they prevented their 828 01:02:22,679 --> 01:02:27,400 house being burnt down because he went to his mom. And I feel like, 829 01:02:27,679 --> 01:02:30,239 to me, that's a good example because if they could just communicate with 830 01:02:30,360 --> 01:02:34,719 anybody, if they're going to communicate with somebody, why would they communicate with 831 01:02:34,800 --> 01:02:38,800 somebody that they don't know how they're going to respond or if they're going to 832 01:02:38,880 --> 01:02:45,960 respond, because why waste the energy on something you're not sure of. It's 833 01:02:45,039 --> 01:02:47,199 kind of like me and my husband. There ain't no way in hell they're 834 01:02:47,199 --> 01:02:50,440 going to go to him because he's going to shrug it off anyway because I 835 01:02:50,559 --> 01:02:54,280 think it's it's not real, right, But they pester me all the time. 836 01:02:54,719 --> 01:02:58,760 That makes a lot of sense. I'm trying to figure out if I'm 837 01:02:58,800 --> 01:03:04,320 saying an orb or a bug in my room, it's an orb or a 838 01:03:04,440 --> 01:03:08,519 bug. I am so skeptical on orbs. To me, every orb is 839 01:03:08,519 --> 01:03:13,039 a piece of dust. It is not real. I was always the same 840 01:03:13,159 --> 01:03:16,719 way until I was coming down my hallway one night and the light in the 841 01:03:16,800 --> 01:03:22,920 living room was off and there's this tiny, tiny, tiny little dot of 842 01:03:23,079 --> 01:03:30,119 light and I watched it float across the room and go into the front door. 843 01:03:30,280 --> 01:03:35,159 Okay, so was that an orb or a fairy? Well? Okay, 844 01:03:35,400 --> 01:03:42,800 ooh. You know what's really interesting to me? Before anything paranormal happened 845 01:03:42,800 --> 01:03:49,119 to me, I was obsessed with fairies. They were real. I tried 846 01:03:49,159 --> 01:03:53,039 to I set traps, I tried to catch them. I bought all kinds 847 01:03:53,039 --> 01:03:57,079 of stuff, like fairy toys. I don't know what it was, but 848 01:03:57,159 --> 01:04:00,400 to me, I'm like, I knew they were real. I knew they 849 01:04:00,440 --> 01:04:04,199 were real. I just couldn't prove it. And so I spent years as 850 01:04:04,239 --> 01:04:10,800 a kid trying to get evidence against fairies. I interviewed a guy about bigfoot 851 01:04:11,760 --> 01:04:16,159 and after we were done recording, and he made me swear that, you 852 01:04:16,239 --> 01:04:20,639 know, I had stopped recording. He didn't want to recorded. He swears 853 01:04:20,920 --> 01:04:27,599 up and down that him and another guy on a big Foot outing saw a 854 01:04:27,719 --> 01:04:35,800 fairy like yep, I believe that. I think. I think there's what 855 01:04:36,119 --> 01:04:45,719 I struggle with is if so many of these things people believe in. You 856 01:04:46,360 --> 01:04:51,119 can't believe in one without believing in the other, even if it's not a 857 01:04:51,639 --> 01:04:59,159 tinker Bell. The fact that these fairies are so ingrained in culture all over 858 01:04:59,280 --> 01:05:04,639 the world for thousands of years, there's got to be some truth to it. 859 01:05:05,440 --> 01:05:09,239 Well, whenever I say I don't believe in fairies, I literally mean 860 01:05:09,320 --> 01:05:13,559 I don't believe that there's things like tinker Bell flying around. Let me let 861 01:05:13,599 --> 01:05:19,719 me be specific about that as far as fairy Laura is concerned. Yeah, 862 01:05:20,000 --> 01:05:26,119 I definitely believe there's something to that. You should go listen to my Icelandic 863 01:05:26,159 --> 01:05:36,039 elf sex episode What's Wrong with You? So this woman I had to cover 864 01:05:36,159 --> 01:05:39,880 it. So I actually heard it on another podcast and I had to dig 865 01:05:39,960 --> 01:05:49,760 it and cover it. This woman wrote a book talking about discussing how she 866 01:05:49,920 --> 01:06:02,000 would frequently have sex with elves and yeah, it's it's bananas, but yeah, 867 01:06:02,920 --> 01:06:06,320 she wrote a whole book on it. It's how to Please Yourself. 868 01:06:06,480 --> 01:06:13,079 But the e lf is all cast it is I should you not? I 869 01:06:13,119 --> 01:06:15,519 should you know? Go look at my posts from the Icelandic lsex because I 870 01:06:15,599 --> 01:06:19,440 put a picture of the author on there too. She even gets into uh 871 01:06:20,559 --> 01:06:30,280 like positions, and yeah, I am not joking one thousand percent. I 872 01:06:30,840 --> 01:06:35,599 did the research. I covered it. It was great. I oftentimes talk 873 01:06:35,639 --> 01:06:41,000 about how different people have different limits, that you know, their bar is 874 01:06:41,039 --> 01:06:45,840 at a different position. Yeah, and my bar is definitely not too. 875 01:06:48,960 --> 01:06:53,679 It's just some of this stuff is so funny. But but yeah, I 876 01:06:53,719 --> 01:06:58,119 mean it's just to me, there's there's so many Now, some of them 877 01:06:58,599 --> 01:07:00,920 are just you know, I'm like, just fun like. But if there's 878 01:07:01,000 --> 01:07:05,000 a lot of information or a lot of potential sightings of certain things, I'm 879 01:07:05,039 --> 01:07:12,679 like, how can you not at least consider the possibility You've been experiencing this, 880 01:07:13,239 --> 01:07:16,599 you know, crazy stuff your whole life. Uh, what made you 881 01:07:16,760 --> 01:07:25,760 decide to start doing the podcast and go down that route? Well, a 882 01:07:25,880 --> 01:07:27,840 lot of it, Like I said, a lot of stuff happens. It's 883 01:07:27,920 --> 01:07:31,679 me. It was just like second nature. I've always been interested in, 884 01:07:32,679 --> 01:07:39,199 which is I I never understood why I am the black sheep of the family. 885 01:07:40,440 --> 01:07:46,440 Uh. And I've always been into you know, weird creatures and ghosts 886 01:07:46,519 --> 01:07:51,320 and fairies and demons that I've always been very interested. Not like I had 887 01:07:51,400 --> 01:07:55,400 much of a choice, because it's pretty much smacking me in the face my 888 01:07:55,480 --> 01:07:59,320 whole life. Then whenever I have my first near death experience, it just 889 01:07:59,400 --> 01:08:05,280 got worse. And then someone had me listen to a podcast and so I 890 01:08:05,440 --> 01:08:11,320 listened to it and it was okay. But then I found the christ podcasts 891 01:08:11,960 --> 01:08:17,439 and I found them and I started listening and listening and I could not stop. 892 01:08:17,960 --> 01:08:24,239 I mean, I loved it. I would listen to them, I 893 01:08:24,920 --> 01:08:30,720 you know, at work all day all this stuff, and because they were 894 01:08:31,000 --> 01:08:36,800 very they're very down to earth. They're super nice guys, I mean just 895 01:08:36,880 --> 01:08:45,960 absolutely phenomenal and just listening to them and feeling like you're you're part of the 896 01:08:45,039 --> 01:08:46,680 you know, you're like you're part of the gang, you know what I 897 01:08:46,760 --> 01:08:50,520 mean. And they have a really good community and stuff like that that you 898 01:08:50,600 --> 01:08:54,239 know, I talk to people other people that listen and stuff like that. 899 01:08:55,000 --> 01:09:00,520 And that's what I want for my podcasts, is I want to so like 900 01:09:00,800 --> 01:09:04,920 I'm part of their Patreon subscribe or whatever group. Uh. And they have 901 01:09:05,079 --> 01:09:10,239 like their discord so it's like all of the Patreon subscribers that have full time 902 01:09:10,319 --> 01:09:13,279 chat that the guys are always looking at so you can get a hold of 903 01:09:13,319 --> 01:09:15,920 them most of the time. You know, they'll pop in and chat all 904 01:09:15,960 --> 01:09:19,399 the times, like it's just like the normal people, right, and listening 905 01:09:19,439 --> 01:09:25,079 to the things they covered and knowing how they do it and the things that 906 01:09:25,159 --> 01:09:29,159 I enjoy, I was like, you know what, I think I can 907 01:09:29,279 --> 01:09:32,319 do this. I was just listening to them, and I don't know what 908 01:09:32,399 --> 01:09:34,840 it was, but something about them just made me just be like, you 909 01:09:34,920 --> 01:09:40,479 know what, I think I would enjoy that, because to me, it 910 01:09:40,640 --> 01:09:45,319 is so hard. I again, I'm in a small town in the Midwest. 911 01:09:45,479 --> 01:09:53,279 There is no one ever in my life that I have met that likes 912 01:09:53,359 --> 01:09:57,960 this stuff besides me. Until I started listening and I became part of their 913 01:09:58,000 --> 01:10:01,920 Patreon community, and then I got to meet and once I got into the 914 01:10:02,039 --> 01:10:05,039 you know, the researching and the conventions and all that, I was meeting 915 01:10:05,159 --> 01:10:11,880 other people where for the first time in my life, I did not feel 916 01:10:12,760 --> 01:10:17,720 like an outsider. I actually felt like there are people out here like me. 917 01:10:18,960 --> 01:10:26,479 I'm not crazy. These other people they believe me. They don't just 918 01:10:26,560 --> 01:10:30,000 want to ship me off to the looney bin because I hear things or I 919 01:10:30,079 --> 01:10:33,159 see things, or I could tell you within forty eight hours if you're gonna 920 01:10:33,199 --> 01:10:40,479 die like They don't make me feel so judged. And they were very open 921 01:10:41,239 --> 01:10:47,319 and I just I feel like I need that or I'm gonna go crazy. 922 01:10:48,920 --> 01:10:57,119 I mean, being the only one in that willhouse like it's being a black 923 01:10:57,199 --> 01:11:01,800 sheep is very crap. Because I am generally a social person. I like 924 01:11:01,920 --> 01:11:04,960 talking to people, I love meeting people, I like learning new things. 925 01:11:05,000 --> 01:11:13,039 I'm always curious, and it's always been a bad thing. But when I 926 01:11:13,119 --> 01:11:17,600 went to my first convention, it was like I landed and I was in 927 01:11:17,680 --> 01:11:26,840 a giant flock of black sheep that just were like everyone was so nice, 928 01:11:27,279 --> 01:11:30,000 like the community. They're like, oh yeah, come in like whatever, 929 01:11:30,159 --> 01:11:31,920 Like yeah, let's go have some drinks or let's hang out or have dinner. 930 01:11:32,039 --> 01:11:34,760 How's it go? And sit in chat like shake your hand like they 931 01:11:35,319 --> 01:11:43,680 Everyone there welcomed me like I had been there for years. Everybody was so 932 01:11:43,960 --> 01:11:45,840 awesome, and like getting on the social media, I met a lot of 933 01:11:45,960 --> 01:11:50,079 people. It's just like I could always call and you know, I've been 934 01:11:50,159 --> 01:11:55,520 out of work, but I make these little guys that I have all over 935 01:11:55,600 --> 01:12:01,279 my studio and I'm actually really really excited. So my first puppy got delivered 936 01:12:01,359 --> 01:12:05,920 this morning to another podcaster that I'm in. We have a group of podcasts 937 01:12:06,000 --> 01:12:10,680 that all work together. We share each other's trailers and and all that. 938 01:12:10,800 --> 01:12:14,279 And they came together and almost all of them bought something from me because they 939 01:12:14,359 --> 01:12:17,319 knew that I was out of work, and they have them all up in 940 01:12:17,359 --> 01:12:20,279 their studios and stuff that's there. They're fantastic. I love them all. 941 01:12:20,560 --> 01:12:23,520 I would name them, but there's like thirty of them, so I can't 942 01:12:23,560 --> 01:12:28,239 remember. But I don't want to get upset. But I do little episodes 943 01:12:28,359 --> 01:12:30,439 like go short ones where I just put I read my reviews, I read 944 01:12:30,520 --> 01:12:33,319 my paper, or do a shout out to my patrons, and then I 945 01:12:33,760 --> 01:12:38,520 put trailers at the end so that you guys can have, you know, 946 01:12:39,119 --> 01:12:43,560 an idea of other podcasts that are similar to mine. But yeah, so 947 01:12:43,640 --> 01:12:45,199 they go on up anyway. So one of the guys got a pair of 948 01:12:45,239 --> 01:12:48,760 puppy that I custom made for him. Some of it is huge. It's 949 01:12:48,760 --> 01:12:53,640 like two foot tall when you stretch him out and it sits, and it's 950 01:12:53,720 --> 01:13:00,159 his logos colors. I made him custom colors, and it's got a pocket 951 01:13:00,279 --> 01:13:02,720 in the mouth where you can put a cat ball for a sensor, and 952 01:13:02,840 --> 01:13:08,359 then I built in there's option where you can build in pockets in the paws 953 01:13:08,880 --> 01:13:13,239 so you can add more sensors to it if you want. And he just 954 01:13:13,319 --> 01:13:16,079 got his and he's gonna take it when he does his ghost hunt at the 955 01:13:16,119 --> 01:13:21,319 Conjuring House. Oh wow, And I am so excited because I'm just it 956 01:13:21,439 --> 01:13:28,880 makes me very I'm very proud that I could have something out there that's doing 957 01:13:29,039 --> 01:13:30,800 something. You know, I don't know. I don't know how to explain 958 01:13:30,840 --> 01:13:33,960 it. It's just like a piece of me that goes out and it's just 959 01:13:34,600 --> 01:13:40,800 it's just really awesome because everybody you know has been very open and it's just 960 01:13:40,920 --> 01:13:45,680 been it's been awesome for people who are listening that don't have any idea what 961 01:13:45,760 --> 01:13:50,039 you're talking about. Explain to them, you know, what you're actually talking 962 01:13:50,079 --> 01:13:55,279 about with the pair of puppy for instance, and what oh oh sorry, 963 01:13:56,279 --> 01:14:01,760 Okay. So I handmade a bunch of stuff, all kinds of critters. 964 01:14:01,800 --> 01:14:06,640 I actually have some that I haven't even listed yet. But I crochet like 965 01:14:06,680 --> 01:14:11,600 a little lady in my haunted house because I was like, oh, I 966 01:14:11,720 --> 01:14:16,640 wonder if that would help, you know, add to some activity. But 967 01:14:16,760 --> 01:14:21,680 I do everything. I've got three different sized ghosts that I make. I've 968 01:14:21,720 --> 01:14:25,439 got bigfoots that I make. I've got two sizes. I got a big 969 01:14:25,479 --> 01:14:28,600 at a small moth man. I've got a big at a small nessy and 970 01:14:28,760 --> 01:14:30,600 they're all and I got aliens, I got gray, I got green, 971 01:14:30,720 --> 01:14:34,800 I got big and small. I even have a Fresno nightcrawler that I make 972 01:14:35,720 --> 01:14:39,960 and I crushed them all stuff them so they're just like school stuffed animals. 973 01:14:40,000 --> 01:14:45,399 And then I just made a chupacabra, the reptilian kind, not the mangee 974 01:14:45,439 --> 01:14:51,159 dog kind. And I just made a little centaur last night. And they're 975 01:14:51,159 --> 01:14:59,199 all stuffed and all of that. But Parapuppy is a little special. I 976 01:14:59,359 --> 01:15:00,079 got the idea. I'm not gonna lie. I didn't come up with the 977 01:15:00,119 --> 01:15:05,520 idea all by myself. Well it kind of did, but I googled to 978 01:15:05,640 --> 01:15:09,800 make sure I didn't want to make anything, you know what I mean that, 979 01:15:09,880 --> 01:15:13,920 And I google everything to try to find a price, because I try 980 01:15:13,960 --> 01:15:16,119 to find do a bunch of research, try to figure out is there anything 981 01:15:16,239 --> 01:15:19,359 like this out there? If so, what do they cost? What is 982 01:15:19,479 --> 01:15:23,960 so I try to factor all that into price buying on my store. So 983 01:15:24,039 --> 01:15:27,960 when you talk about this, because a lot of people make comments about the 984 01:15:28,000 --> 01:15:31,199 prices, but I'm like, well, just for pair of Puppy takes me 985 01:15:31,680 --> 01:15:38,399 almost thirty hours to make. So whatever you make at your job, do 986 01:15:38,560 --> 01:15:40,760 that for thirty hours to tell me how much money you make, so I 987 01:15:40,760 --> 01:15:45,880 don't think my price is actually too bad. Also with para Puppy, I 988 01:15:45,439 --> 01:15:51,039 put a little bit of a homemade twist on something that so I get on 989 01:15:51,159 --> 01:15:59,119 my ghostting equipment from ghost Stop, and ghost Stop has a thing called a 990 01:15:59,279 --> 01:16:02,960 Boo Buddy, and a Boo Buddy is an eight inch tall stuffed bear, 991 01:16:03,199 --> 01:16:06,960 just like a regular stuffed animal that you would go to the store and buy. 992 01:16:08,159 --> 01:16:13,399 Kind of Boo Buddy has a built in EMF reader, so he's triggered 993 01:16:13,439 --> 01:16:18,520 by EMF and he lights up. So I wanted to make something similar. 994 01:16:19,880 --> 01:16:24,560 However, I don't know how to do any circuiting. So what I did 995 01:16:24,600 --> 01:16:30,760 with parapuppy is I made him and he has a pocket in his mouth, 996 01:16:30,840 --> 01:16:33,520 So you open his mouth up and you can shove up. I mean, 997 01:16:33,560 --> 01:16:38,239 really whatever you want to. That's okay, that sound really bad. What 998 01:16:38,359 --> 01:16:42,119 you do is you open his mouth and you can put in a motion sensor 999 01:16:42,279 --> 01:16:45,199 if you wanted to put in. Basically, put whatever you want there. 1000 01:16:45,279 --> 01:16:48,560 Some people I have told them it's an option. I mean, I don't 1001 01:16:48,640 --> 01:16:51,720 do it because I don't have any. But you can put in, say 1002 01:16:53,039 --> 01:16:57,399 a Bluetooth speaker and say you want to have your phone and you want a 1003 01:16:57,439 --> 01:17:00,960 Bluetooth the spirit box out of your para puppy. You can put a speaker 1004 01:17:01,079 --> 01:17:04,000 of whatever kind you want in there and take it out. Or you could 1005 01:17:04,000 --> 01:17:06,600 put the sensor in there, you turn it on, stick in his mouth, 1006 01:17:06,680 --> 01:17:10,399 close his mouth, he's good to go. You could take it out. 1007 01:17:10,840 --> 01:17:15,039 I made it easy to access because I didn't want to make something whre 1008 01:17:15,079 --> 01:17:17,399 when the battery died, you were screwed, right. I wanted to make 1009 01:17:17,439 --> 01:17:20,840 it so instead of buying another para puppy, you could just buy a you 1010 01:17:20,920 --> 01:17:26,880 know, five dollars catball and shove it in his mouth. But I do 1011 01:17:27,000 --> 01:17:32,239 have options where the any of his paws really I can put pockets in so 1012 01:17:32,319 --> 01:17:35,600 it's the same thing. You could put the lights into the pockets, so 1013 01:17:35,720 --> 01:17:43,720 you take him on your investigation. My theory with my pattern was again everything 1014 01:17:43,880 --> 01:17:46,680 is handmade by me. It all starts his balls of yarn and I make 1015 01:17:46,800 --> 01:17:53,039 something out of it. I wanted something that if you took it to an 1016 01:17:53,399 --> 01:17:59,760 old haunted house or haunted anything. If there were old spirits around, I 1017 01:18:00,039 --> 01:18:04,319 wanted something that they would feel comfortable interacting with. And back in the old 1018 01:18:04,439 --> 01:18:09,239 days they would knit or crochet. They didn't do a lot of stuffed animals 1019 01:18:10,560 --> 01:18:13,840 any other way because they didn't have the stuff. So a lot of the 1020 01:18:13,960 --> 01:18:17,680 really really old ones would be crocheted, and I found like a pretty generic 1021 01:18:18,079 --> 01:18:25,720 pattern, so it would hopefully encourage the spirits to interact more with the toy, 1022 01:18:26,920 --> 01:18:31,159 as opposed to something where because I had somebody ask me why I could 1023 01:18:31,199 --> 01:18:34,800 put a censor in just about anything I make, to be fair, but 1024 01:18:36,600 --> 01:18:40,640 say you had like an alien doll. Well, if you have a spirit 1025 01:18:40,840 --> 01:18:45,000 that's maybe a child from seventeen eighteen hundreds, they're probably not going to go 1026 01:18:45,119 --> 01:18:48,600 play with an alien doll because they might be scared of it. So I 1027 01:18:48,680 --> 01:18:53,960 tried to come up with something that would be familiar to them. And even 1028 01:18:54,000 --> 01:18:59,800 if it wasn't a kid, it might be say an older woman or some 1029 01:19:00,079 --> 01:19:02,479 thing where they might have made something similar for their grandkids and they might be 1030 01:19:02,560 --> 01:19:09,479 curious to play with it because they might recognize something about it. So that's 1031 01:19:09,520 --> 01:19:12,600 what those are, and you could do it like so there's different options on 1032 01:19:12,640 --> 01:19:16,800 there, so I can add pockets just about anywhere. But I'm gonna take 1033 01:19:16,840 --> 01:19:25,880 mine with me to par Con and see if anything happens. But yeah, 1034 01:19:25,920 --> 01:19:29,840 I mean anything really but mine. I'll do motion sensors, so with a 1035 01:19:29,880 --> 01:19:32,079 pair of puppy, no matter what size you get or whatever, I always 1036 01:19:32,079 --> 01:19:34,920 send it with one sensor, so you at least have one to get started 1037 01:19:34,960 --> 01:19:41,079 with. But if you have other pockets that you want added, I have 1038 01:19:41,239 --> 01:19:44,319 options where I can add the send you the ball in it, and I 1039 01:19:44,439 --> 01:19:48,760 can leave a pocket so you can get it in and out, and or 1040 01:19:48,800 --> 01:19:51,520 I can just send you the bear with nose sensors and you can buy whatever 1041 01:19:51,760 --> 01:19:56,479 whatever you want to put in their spine. I try to make it pretty 1042 01:19:56,479 --> 01:20:00,359 easy so and leave a lot of room so it wouldn't be too bad. 1043 01:20:00,239 --> 01:20:04,359 But yeah, where is all this stuff? Where can everybody find your podcast, 1044 01:20:04,560 --> 01:20:11,199 your merch everything? Oh? Yeah, okay, so there's a couple 1045 01:20:11,319 --> 01:20:14,520 different ways. If you want to look on a website. I do have 1046 01:20:14,560 --> 01:20:20,520 a website. It is www dot cryptidscreepsand conspiracy dot com. I know original 1047 01:20:20,640 --> 01:20:25,600 right, And if you're in there, everything's there. You can leave a 1048 01:20:25,680 --> 01:20:29,039 review, you can you know, rate the podcast, all the episodes are 1049 01:20:29,119 --> 01:20:32,359 there, uh, depending on It's usually at the top, depending on which 1050 01:20:33,279 --> 01:20:38,159 phone or laptop what you're looking at. There is a button to click for 1051 01:20:38,399 --> 01:20:44,000 merch. So I am going to warn everybody though. I have two merch 1052 01:20:44,119 --> 01:20:48,159 websites currently. I have the Square, so if you hit merch on my 1053 01:20:48,319 --> 01:20:53,000 website, it will send you to the site where all my handmade stuff is. 1054 01:20:53,439 --> 01:20:58,079 That is the only place to find my handmade stuff I do. Also, 1055 01:20:58,239 --> 01:21:00,840 if you go in any of my social media, there's a link at 1056 01:21:00,880 --> 01:21:04,119 the top. It's a link tree link, and if you click on it, 1057 01:21:04,520 --> 01:21:09,000 all of my stuff is there too. The website's there anywhere you want 1058 01:21:09,000 --> 01:21:13,600 to listen there. I have both the Tea Public and the Square Store. 1059 01:21:14,159 --> 01:21:16,319 One of them I tried to put the titles in where it's like ones like 1060 01:21:16,399 --> 01:21:19,640 T shirt, cups and mugs. One's handmade stuff, so you'll know the 1061 01:21:19,720 --> 01:21:23,920 difference. You can click on any of those. There's places to donate, 1062 01:21:23,960 --> 01:21:28,880 there's places to reach out. You can go on the website. If you've 1063 01:21:28,920 --> 01:21:33,920 got any encounters or experiences, questions, anything like that, you can always 1064 01:21:33,960 --> 01:21:41,800 send them on the form on the website or my email is cryptids Creeps and 1065 01:21:41,920 --> 01:21:46,600 Conspiracy at gmail dot com to get into there too. I'll also be at 1066 01:21:46,760 --> 01:21:49,000 so Again par Con, which I don't think it's going to come out before 1067 01:21:49,000 --> 01:21:53,960 I get there. But the end of September of this year, I will 1068 01:21:54,000 --> 01:21:58,520 be at the Indiana Bigfoot Conference and I will have a booth there as a 1069 01:21:58,600 --> 01:22:03,359 vendor, and then I will be in November, I will be at CRYPTIDCN 1070 01:22:03,520 --> 01:22:06,920 in Lexington, Kentucky. I do not have a booth there, but I 1071 01:22:08,359 --> 01:22:12,479 will be there all weekend. If you've had an encounter with something unexplained and 1072 01:22:12,520 --> 01:22:15,920 you'd like to share it on the show, email me at Bigfoot crossroadst gmail 1073 01:22:15,960 --> 01:22:18,520 dot com. If you get a chance, check out the website Bigfootcrossroads dot 1074 01:22:18,560 --> 01:22:23,279 com. You can find all the past episodes, links to march, links 1075 01:22:23,319 --> 01:22:27,479 to the social media, everything you need all in one place. And until 1076 01:22:27,520 --> 01:22:30,560 next time, remember there's something in the woods.