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Let's consider some hypotheticals. Let's say
you've got yourself a master's degree. Let's

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say you've got a job at a
small branch of state government. Let's say

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you work there for the better part
of your early adult life. You built

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everything around that job, got an
apartment, moved in with your girlfriend,

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had an orange cat with seemingly a
single brain cell. Life is good,

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right, Hypothetically, Then comes along
this man says he works in conjunction with

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the federal government and the private sector. The guy reeks corporate, got a

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suit with a custom cut, no
labels on his clothes, tells us that

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we're going to be working closely with
a small department that has recently got a

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boost. Apparently there's a need for
expansion, and some people from my branch

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will be moving on up. Let's
say that one of those people is me.

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Hypothetically, all right, I'm going
to stop with that. Sorry,

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it still gets to me. You
can safely presume that I've changed a couple

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of details to make myself less recognizable. I got to get through the filters.

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I had moved from Milwaukee up to
Superior. Sarah and I tried to

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make it work, but she couldn't
leave the city behind. He came down

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to a choice between me and the
rest of her life. It made sense

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for her to stay. Kind of
annoyed me. She kept the cat,

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though, that thing I loved.
I started working at the DUC in September

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of nineteen ninety eight. At first
I didn't even know what the acronym stood

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for. It wasn't a matter of
secrecy, But they had these stupid sayings

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plastered along the walls that people followed
to a t. For example, water

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off a duck's back. This was
the standard operating procedure. Don't ask too

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many questions. Let your questions and
worries drift right off like water offer ducks

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back. They displayed this proudly in
the lunch room with a picture of a

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duck peacefully sleeping by a pond.
We worked in collaboration with other agencies in

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Michigan, Iowa, and Minnesota.
Mostly Minnesota. I helped them develop software

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to codify reports of invasive ecological species. It would break down verbal reports with

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the bare bones takes the speech program, which in turn is transcribed and separated

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into categories. Categories were measured,
analyzed, and turned into probability reports.

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Once information had been categorized, the
most prominent reports will be sent to the

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department lead. Seemed simple by today's
standards, but back then it was cutting

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edge staff. It was November nineteen
ninety nine when we final lies the first

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version of our system, lovingly named
Daisy. Hours before the launch party,

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the department lead took me to his
office, closed the blinds, and sat

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quietly across from me for about two
solid minutes. This man, the department

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lead, was Thomas Rubin, a
sixty seven year old extra sergeant with a

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penchant for the dramatic, kept his
head as bold as his lies. Having

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worked there for over a year.
I thought I had a foot in the

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door by then. Turns out I
was still on the outside until that very

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moment. Thomas poured me a shot
mint schnaps. To a job well done,

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he said, raising his glass.
I accepted the invitation and down the

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shot. What the hell right do
you have reoccurring nightmares? He asked?

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Seeing something strange at night those last
few hours before the sunrise? Do the

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shadows gain a peculiar tint? No, sir, you're not a very haunted

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man, are you? I'm not, sir. I can work With that,

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he bored me another drink. I
can get you working on the real

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deal, he said. But you're
not going to like it. You're not

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going to like it one bit.
That sounds like a party to you.

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I took the glass and studied it, little sugar crystals swirling around, back

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lit from a lone computer screen.
I downed the second shot, and Thomas

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smiled. Imagine a lighthouse, he
said, and whenever someone thinks about the

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lighthouse, it lights up. You're
with me so far, yes, sir.

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And this lighthouse draws in all kinds
of things from far and wide,

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traders, smugglers, warships, everything. But you don't want that. The

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beach is closed and these ships are
bad news. What do you do?

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We turn off the lighthouse, sir
ah, But it comes right back on

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whenever someone thinks about it. Even
when you do we demolish the lighthouse,

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sir, same thing pops right back
once you think about it. Try again.

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We forget about it, sir.
You can't unknow something. Then you'd

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have to go after the people that
know about it, and you'd have to

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be careful not to learn anything about
it yourself. And that's what we do,

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said Thomas, we turn off the
lighthouses. Thomas elaborated over the course

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of three more shots. What he
was describing was an invasive ecological agent,

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something that literally grew from the ground. It's very presence acts as a sort

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of go ahead for other more dangerous
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causes it to appear, not immediately, but slowly over time. The more

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you knew, and the more intimate
your knowledge about it was, the stronger

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the connection would be. I was
safe, though you had to know the

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details to trigger it. Thomas gave
me the example of a red lily.

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You couldn't just know it was red
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both these things to imagine it clearly. Once you did, there's a chance

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it starts appearing more and more in
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and by then you've opened an express
highway to something far darker and far

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worse. The DUC, or the
Department of Unknown Crisis, was founded to

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combat these entities in a way that
doesn't endanger the general populace. We were

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preventative. Mostly. The software we
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address, sometimes a person, and
the likelihood of their being at least one

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physical manifestation of the invasive species present. As the system was automated, there

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was no way for us to know
the details. Only the computer knew.

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According to Thomas, there was a
time when these things had been completely eradicated,

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right before the start of the Second
World War. There had been a

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concentrated effort to remove them. The
methods they used was later adapted in creation

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of the DUC. Turns out those
things can't ever be truly removed. There

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was an author who documented these ecological
entities to such a degree that it could

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be used as a gateway. While
he passed away in nineteen twenty six,

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possibly as part of the containment,
His diaries were discovered in the sixties.

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Since then, the invasive species had
free reign with no one to stop them.

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There'd been some loose efforts, mostly
from the private sector, but it

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took the creation of the DUC to
start the work on a larger scale,

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and there we were. From that
point forward, I started to work with

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more specific field equipment. Since being
able to imagine the object is something that

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triggers it to manifest, we needed
a way for field agents to physically remove

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them without putting themselves in danger.
We came up with something we called the

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blur guard, a full headset that
removes all color, dampened sounds, and

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mildly blurs your vision. Going back
to the example of a red lily,

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the blur guard turned it from a
red lily to some kind of flower that's

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not enough detail to trigger a manifestation
and thus deemed safe. Since our software

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knew what to look for, we
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There'd be a little green light showing
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in view. From that point,
our field agents could play hot or cold

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until they found what they were supposed
to remove. And when it came to

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people, well, we can't kill
them have them unlearned something. So instead

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there was a targeted effort to herd
them into place where we knew this problem

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was prominent enough to go unnoticed.
The DUC had done it for decades.

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These were personalized, targeted efforts,
maybe sending a particularly juicy job offer enticing

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a target to move things like that. We focused on two main sites,

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a rural town in Minnesota and one
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one up in New England, but
that was a separate department. These places

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have been absolutely scrubbed to this day, you can't even find them on the

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map. Our colleagues and the private
sector brought up pretty much everything there is

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to own, giving the DUC close
to full control. It might seem cruel,

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but most of these people had no
idea they'd been manipulated. They lived

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good lives. We did our best
to turn off as many lighthouses as we

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could, but in a town like
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eventually. Let's skip ahead a couple
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thousand and four, I had been
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I was also regularly updating both Daisy
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generalized search filters looking for the trigger
words that Daisy could use, increasing our

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information input tenfold. Hell about ninety
percent of forum infrastructure could be breached the

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sense of descriptions of the invasive agents
if needed. We had basic bots prowling

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most major discussion forums to contain eventual
spread. One night, I'd taken my

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work home with me to work on
a camera light. Some field agents had

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mentioned image recognition issues in low light
areas where the camera refused the work,

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so I figured an extra light source
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blasting my worktime playlist on my laptop, sipping on my second room and coke.

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If I was going to do extra
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well make an event out of it. Just short of midnight, it was

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time to try it out. I
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helmet, and checked to see if
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It did. Strange thing, though
I was getting her green marker, the

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helmet was recognizing the invasive element right
in front of me. I know my

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own apartment top to bottom, so
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Blurred helmet or no. I'm obviously
not going to describe it to you,

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but it had the appearance of a
household plant, quite large. I

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had it in my window for years. For the sake of storytelling, let's

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call it a red lily like in
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Now I knew what the invasive agent
was. I couldn't unlearn it.

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From that point forward, I was
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This was an invitation for red lilies
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possibly making everyone aware of them.
But first and foremost, they'd be a

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lighthouse for other things to come.
I pulled a lily out of the pot,

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roots and all, and shoved it
down the garbage disposal. I swear

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the damned thing screened. The empty
pot was left on the window sill moments

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my phone rang. Turns out my
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It probably sent out a report to
the department lead with my name and

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address the moments it recognized the species. I held my breath, trying to

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calm down. This was going to
spark a series of events that'd be a

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report, an investigation. I'd most
likely lose my job and be forced to

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relocate. No worse, this was
unprecedented. As expected, the call came

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from Thomas. What's going on,
he asked, I'm working on the internal

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camera light. I think there's a
malfunction. We've got a positive match on

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your location. I know, I
know. It's not a big deal.

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It's nothing. We're going to stick
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Expect three field agents on site within
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pulled my hair, my hands wouldn't
stop shaking. I usually get the shakes

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when I'm losing control. I figured
I better remove all traces of the plant,

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whatever parts were stuck in the garbage
disposal, and whatever remained in the

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pot. Except when I looked back
up, there was another red lily growing

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from the pot, almost exactly the
same, like it had never left.

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I can't stress this enough. You
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I tried not to think about it, but that just made me think

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of it more. I fetched a
ruby's cube from my desk to focus on

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something else, but as soon as
that color showed up, my mind sank

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back to thinking of it. I
got a garbage bag and through the whole

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pot in along with the rest of
the garbage. There'd be nothing left.

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I went room by room looking for
anything remotely resembling it, but there was

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nothing. So I left the apartment
intent on throwing it all away. But

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see, there's this communal garden project
outside my apartment building. It was filled

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with these things. There were dozens
of red lilies. My mind blanked and

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I could feel my pulse rising in
my throat. This entire neighborhood could be

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compromised, possibly more. I couldn't
for the life of me remember if the

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lilies had been there earlier that day, or if it was a reaction to

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my realization these things were insidious.
They not only appeared when you think about

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them, but they made a conscious
effort to pop up when they had least

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expected or wanted. I called my
landlord Jerry, and started pulling up lilies

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from the community garden with my free
hand. Some of them screamed. It

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was like a tiny whale from a
baby. Some of the lilies clung to

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the dirt, digging their roots deeper. Others came willingly. One of them

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withered in my hand, giving up
completely. When Jerry finally picked up,

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I was out of breath. I
need to ask about the communal garden project,

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I said. I work with the
Department of Fish and Wildlife. There's

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a bit of an invasive species growing
here, and I need to establish a

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time frame as to when they appeared. All right, the red lilies,

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the community garden lilies. They're actually
a dangerous and invasive species. Do you

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have any idea how long they've been
here? Red lilies? Oh? Yeah,

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we've had those for a while.
How long there was a silence on

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the other end. Maybe he was
thinking about it. I didn't have that

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kind of time. How long,
Jerry, I look, I don't know,

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eight maybe nine years. I grabbed
my hair and pulled. The pain

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in my scout forced me to concentrate
a handful of hair gave way. Thanks

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Jerry. If you see these,
throw them away immediately. I'll do that,

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and don't tell anyone. We don't
want to want to alarm people.

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I hung up. I was flailing, breaking protocol left and right. I

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was breaching, waiting to be sealed. I was on my knees in the

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dirt, pulling up red lilies by
the handful. One of my neighbors walked

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past, and I could hear a
dog whining in the side of me.

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Or maybe it saw something I didn't. There was no telling what this could

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mean. Most breeches would encountered was
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most they were usually contained to the
Minnesota side of operation. Them having skipped

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the state line and latching unto me
was alarming. This could prompt a whole

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new level of response. I knew
Thomas held a level black response where termination

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of lives would be necessary to contain
the threat. But we'd never employed it,

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not yet. But looking around me
and running the numbers, this might

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be it. This could be the
first time they'd have to kill people,

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and I'd be the first in line. The field agents would be there at

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any moment. My hands were red
and raw from pulling up lilies and stuffing

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them into the garbage bags. I
was so frantic that I grabbed everything that

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even remotely resembled them, anything red, anything lily shaped. I tore up

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more than half the community garden in
ten minutes flat. I could hear a

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car coming, I couldn't take any
chances. I looked over the garden again,

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I couldn't see any of them,
and sprinted to the garbage cans.

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The moment i'd thrown it all away, I saw headlights turning the corner.

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I recognized them. I brushed my
hands off the best I could and shoved

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them in my pockets. A white
hatchback with government license plates pulled up,

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and three people got out. I
tried to stay calm, I tried not

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to think about red lilies. I
tried to smile. I could tell that

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I was looking at agent estevas Young
and Owens. I had worked with these

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people plenty of times to prep them
for excursion, never to this extent,

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though, and never on this side
of the States. They all fixed and

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Eva did their blurguard helmets. Rough
Night asked the steps. Yeah, yeah,

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I nodded, working on an update
the helmet kind of. You know,

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sure, sure, we'll just check
out the apartment and be on our

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way. You mind waiting down here? No, that's fine. They turned

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on their image recog, singed their
combs and gave me a pat on the

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shoulder. We'll be an inn out, said Young, Sorry about the trouble.

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I watched them. I send the
stairway while I stayed out by the

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garden. I was going to make
sure nothing popped up. If the agents

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just up and left, I could
come up with a plan, I told

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Thomas eventually, but I had to
be clever about it. I had to

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assess the damage and spread to make
sure I could trigger a quarantine rather than

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an eradication level response. Still,
looking around the apartment complex, there were

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probably hundreds of people living there.
These things could have made their way into

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every single household, opening the way
for pretty much anything not that I had

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the slightest idea of what that might
be. I was lost in thought for

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the better part of half an hour. What the hell was taking them so

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long? Had they found one?
I walked up the stairway and put my

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hand on the apartment door. It
was quiet. It shouldn't be quiet.

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I got this sinking feeling, like
my body heat was leaking out of my

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feet. My mind started a brace
with possibilities. Maybe they left, went

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to the wrong apartment. Maybe they're
watching TV and my couch, having a

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beer, burning a red lily in
the bath tub. Whatever they did,

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they wouldn't do it quietly, and
this was quiet. I pushed the door

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open and was met with a chemical
smell, like a moist mix of methanol

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an iron. It was strong enough
to taste est evers. I coughed out,

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are you guys in? There no
response. I stepped back out,

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gasping for fresh air. The smell
burned my nose hairs. My eyes teared

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up as I tried not to sneeze. I didn't want to go back in.

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I knew it was bad. I
could feel it in the pit of

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my stomach. Still I didn't have
a choice. I stepped back in and

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shut the door behind me. I
turned on the lights. I turned on

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the lights. They'd been torn to
pieces. There was blood dripping from the

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ceiling, two severed arms on the
kitchen table, an armless, legless torso

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resting on the couch, the blood
sinking into the cracks in the leather.

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The floor was covered in gore,
torn straight from their bodies and left in

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the open, muscle, sinew,
vital organs, all splayed out on the

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floor and furniture. There was a
single red lily in a brand new pot

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resting on the window sill. There
was a bright red handprint on the bathroom

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door. I gently pushed the door
open, only to reveal the severed heads

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of Esteva's younger owens, unceremosely thrown
into a pile on the floor of my

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shower cabinet. I don't know how
long I stood there. My mind went

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completely blank. I could honestly not
tell if it was real or a nightmare.

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For a moment, I was awash
with this intense relief. It had

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to be a nightmare. It didn't
make sense for something so terrible to happen

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so suddenly. It took me a
while to realize that there was something looking

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at me from the bathroom mirror.
I turned to it. My face wasn't

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there, just the dark space where
my face ought to be. It was

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like staring into a hole, vaguely
shaped like a humanoid. He followed my

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movements as I leaned my head left
and right. We looked at one another

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in silence, hearing only blood dripping
from the living room ceiling. A trembling

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whisper burrowed into my spine. Hello, this was one of the things Tomas

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had warned us about. This was
one of the ships that came to shore

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following the lighthouse, one of the
countless entities invited into my world, drawn

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by this thing, the thing that
ought not to be. I hate calling

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it a red lily. I want
to scream what it is and have them

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torn apart, but I can't describe
them or they'll spread out of control.

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The longer I stared at the thing
in the mirror, the more I understood.

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It was one thing to know about
the red lilies. It was a

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hundred times more potent to know exactly
how they worked. For an average person

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to know their appearance might invite a
few to pop up, but to know

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them at the level that I did. That was an entirely different league to

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these things. I was precious cargo. I could light a hundred lighthouses a

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thousand. They perceived Astavers and the
other agents as a threat and disposed of

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them immediately. I was the equivalent
of a carrier patient zero. I was

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stuck in the eye of the storm, and everything around me would be torn

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to shreds. I ran a hundred
scenarios in my head. Destroying myself was

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the obvious choice, but that would
be the nail in the coffin that would

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force Thomas to take violent action on
this entire apartment complex. Without context,

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he wouldn't know how to contain it. Losing personnel was the final criteria for

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a black Lever response. However,
if it was attributed to a breach of

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protocol or faulty equipment, I could
bring it down to a quarantine. There

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was hope, but I had to
explain it. I had to stay alive.

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As I pondered my options, I
heard a running motor outside. I

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stepped out of the bathroom and out
into the walkway. Another two white Hatchbacks

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had pulled up. I'd lost track
of time no one in Estevis's team had

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reported and all clear or anything.
This had prompted a standard backup response.

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If these teams found traces of anything, our entire field division would be called

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in. They'd probably put people all
the way down in Des Moines on high

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alerts within the next fifteen minutes if
there was no de escalation. There was

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already new red lilies growing in the
community garden. They wouldn't let me speak.

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Talking was a hazard since I could
verbally describe what they were looking for.

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I could yell out they looked like
red lilies, and the entire squad

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would be compromised. Up until this
point, we'd never had to worry about

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that kind of willful exposure, and
there was no plan for it. That

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DUC didn't have enemies in the active
sense. We were preventative. There was

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no way they'd let me talk or
leave, not with three human remains in

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my apartment. At best, they
gag me and burn this place to the

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ground. At worst, they'd shoot
me and then do the same. I

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scurried along the walkway, turning left
at the far end, I took the

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fire escape to the ground floor,
hugged at the wall of the building and

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circled back to the parking lot.
I burst into a sprint for my sedan.

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Luckily no one noticed, at least
no one that cared. As soon

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as I got on the highway,
I called Thomas. I had trouble staying

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in my lane. My hands kept
cramping up. Thomas picked up. I

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could hear him opening a door,
putting on a jacket. You got to

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tell me what's going on, he
said, where are you? I had

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to go. I had to the
places infested, so let's deal with it.

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I didn't know what to say.
It was no good place to start.

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I leaned back in my seat,
tried to keep the car straight,

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and took a deep breath. There
were flashes of read by the roadside,

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could have been lilies. The back
seat was dark, dark enough to hide

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a possible shape. I thought I
saw an outline in the rear view mirror,

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but it might have been my mind
playing tricks. Stay where you are.

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I'll have someone pick you up and
we'll deal with it. I can't.

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I said, it's bad, Thomas, it's real bad. How bad

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are we talking? We're talking a
quarantine breach, a protocol. At least

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three casualties Thomas took a deep breath. He held a line for a few

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seconds. I could hear him get
into the car. You know, don't

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you? Yeah, that's I'm sorry. They're everywhere. I can't stop seeing

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them. Don't tell me anything nothing. I shouldn't be talking to you.

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He was right. Talking to someone
like me who knew was like trying to

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pit a rattlesnake. It could be
over in a snap. We got to

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bring you in. What are you
going to do? Did we lose people?

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Mists his team? I said,
something came through. Jeez, are

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you saying you're causing manifestations? I
don't know, but you do know you

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if anyone knows, so tell me. Looking back in the rear view mirror,

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I knew there was something riding along, something that had caught onto me,

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something that had stepped into our world
following the light of the red lilies.

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There was no point in denying it. I'll figure it out, I

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said, I'll deal with it.
Before Thomas got the chance to object,

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I turned off my phone and chucked
it out of the window. I drove

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for the better part of an hour
before a familiar sound snapped me to attention.

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Whatever surface level plans I'd made in
my head dissolved completely. I heard

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the sound before I saw the flashing
lights, a siren. I was probably

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swerving left and right, trying to
keep the car straight. No wonder I

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was being pulled over. This could
get real bad, real fast. I

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thought about bucking it and hoping for
the best, but that had just draw

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more attention to me. Instead,
I found a secluded spot and pulled over.

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It was only as I pulled the
handbrake that I remembered I'd been drinking

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early that night. I'd had about
two Roman Cokes. I'd completely forgotten about

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it. I tried to consider my
options, but there was no time.

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I was told to turn off the
engine, roll down the window, and

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placed my hands on the dashboard.
There were two officers, a man and

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a woman. I could barely hear
them over my pounding heart. To them,

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it was a routine stop, but
I was trying to save lives.

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They had no idea what kind of
trouble they are in. I tried to

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wrap my head around it to come
up with something plausible that they'd understand.

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I could tell them I had a
bomb strap to me or anything, but

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there was no time. I hadn't
even heard them asking for my license in

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registration. I could feel a flashlight
shine in my face, but I barely

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registered it. They asked me three
times. Then they changed tactics. Sir,

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we needed to step out and place
your hands on the hood of the

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vehicle. I fumbled my response.
This something in the car. I said,

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You've got to be careful. There's, sir, is there currently a

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weapon on your person? Something that
can puncture wound my partner? A pencil,

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a knife, a sharp set of
keys. No, listen, you,

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you got to step back. There's
something. My thoughts blanked. There

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By the side of the road,
I saw one, a red lily,

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clear as day, growing through the
cracks in the pavement. Sir, I

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needed to cooperate with me. The
officer insisted, have you been drinking tonight?

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I couldn't take my eyes off the
red lily. It was like a

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reminder that this was already over,
that my fate and theirs was sealed.

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The moment we met dead men walking, please, I whispered, let them

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go. For a second, I
thought that it might do it. I

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was willing to listen, to give
in if that's what it took for these

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people to live. The red lily
knew, I know it knew, But

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like a lighthouse, it can't help
but to shine and bring ships to shore.

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And with that, a familiar tremble
rose in my stomach. Hello.

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There was a flicker as one of
the light posts went out. I closed

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my eyes, trying to keep the
tears in. The officer to my left

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started screaming. I had a gunshot, but muffled, as if firing into

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something at close range. I had
fabric being torn, then flesh, then

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sinuant arteries. No one ever told
me it was possible to deserve the sound

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of marrows separating from breaking bone.
But now I can't stop hearing it.

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Hello. Primal animalistic screams a program
response in a biology to alert other humans

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to stay away, to run.
Splotches of blood rained down on the concrete

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and the hood of the car.
I could feel something warm splatter across my

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face and run down my cheeks.
The screams stopped. I had sunk to

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my knees. I looked like a
crying older boy, praying for it all

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to stop. When I finally forced
my eyes open, the world was red

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with blood. In the flicker of
a dying light post. I saw something

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vaguely human drop the sundered remains of
a torso. He followed my head like

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movements left to right, mimicking me. I could tell it was proud,

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like a dog bringing back a stick
to its master. Hello. I stumbled

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to my feet, leaning against the
car to steady myself. The concrete was

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slippery with blood, and I kept
stepping on something indiscernible. I tried to

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look straight ahead as to not look
at the entity too closely. It was

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just standing there in the middle of
the street, looking at me, waiting

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for me to say or do something. I looked straight ahead, pretending it

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wasn't even there. The car took
a few turns of the key to start.

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The steering wheel was slippery with blood, but I managed to steer back

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on the road. The windshield wipers
smeared the gore into a thin red veneer.

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I had to go away, far
away, and there was only one

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place I could imagine. As I
mentioned earlier, the DUC had certain contaminant

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areas, previously user spaces where they
simply moved people of interest. But with

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me there, they'd have to leave
it alone. It'd be too dangerous to

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interact with. They'd have to trust
that I wouldn't interfere as long as I

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kept to myself and out of the
way. I burned my car in a

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field and walked nine miles. I
washed myself off in the river. This

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was a town designed to keep people
comfortable enough not to ask questions, so

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having a stranger wandering off the streets
wouldn't be a problem. And everywhere I

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looked there were red lilies. They
were in the windows of every house by

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the roadside, in every garden.
Hell, they were even used as a

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logo. I'd seen that logo a
hundred times. Maybe they had no idea

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what it meant. I've stayed in
that rural minace of the town ever since.

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I've seen more horrors than I dared
to count, but they seem to

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ignore me. They treat this place
as a nesting ground or a staging area.

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Considering how many of them there is, I'm astounded that anyone is still

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alive. Do you see has declared
this entire town a hazard. I've tried

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getting in touch with Thomas again,
but all my attempts at communication with the

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outside world has been censored. If
this, by some miracle, gets through

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the filters. I urged that do
you see to get in contact with me.

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I want to be an asset.
I want to help turn off the

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lighthouses. And as for everyone else, the best thing you can do and

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stop asking questions. Don't question the
armed men with strange helmets and look too

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closely at the strange plant in the
community garden. Don't look for anything abnormal,

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and if you see something, try
to consider it might be artificial.

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Don't dig too deep into this.
If you're not involved, consider yourself lucky

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and stay out of rural Minnesota.
