WEBVTT 1 00:00:01.040 --> 00:00:16.760 This is the FCB podcast Network. This is pillow Talk with Alie Michelle, 2 00:00:17.440 --> 00:00:23.719 the FCBING podcast at work. Hey, yuh, it's Alie Michelle and you 3 00:00:23.760 --> 00:00:26.719 are listening to Pillow Talk with Alie Michelle. Today, I have a very 4 00:00:26.760 --> 00:00:31.079 special guest. Her name is Jessica so Tilly. She is an incredible woman. 5 00:00:31.160 --> 00:00:35.280 She is full of knowledge. She is literally a walking encyclopedia. Today 6 00:00:35.439 --> 00:00:38.399 I had the honor of picking her brain just a little bit, and I 7 00:00:38.439 --> 00:00:43.399 hope from what we talk about it moves you in a way to not necessarily 8 00:00:43.439 --> 00:00:47.679 believe everything that you see on social media and not to believe every single news 9 00:00:47.719 --> 00:00:52.039 outlet. I just want you to hear a real woman who is in the 10 00:00:52.840 --> 00:00:59.920 field, getting knowing and feeling and experiencing everything that goes on behind closed doors. 11 00:01:00.200 --> 00:01:03.079 And with that we are rolling into the show all Jesse. Hello, 12 00:01:04.719 --> 00:01:07.879 Okay, if you want to tell everybody who you are and what is it 13 00:01:07.920 --> 00:01:17.000 that you do. My name is Jessicasatility and I specialize in de escalation and 14 00:01:17.280 --> 00:01:25.319 mental health. So I work a lot of cases that are considered extreme and 15 00:01:25.519 --> 00:01:32.519 nature and essentially I work on de escalating the situation, de escalating my client, 16 00:01:33.560 --> 00:01:37.439 and then I'm also advocating for their well being at the same time, 17 00:01:37.560 --> 00:01:42.719 making sure that they're getting the care that they need and also that they're being 18 00:01:42.760 --> 00:01:49.319 placed in safe environments and then continuing with their healing process. So basically, 19 00:01:49.200 --> 00:01:57.040 when people go through really traumatizing situations, there's people like me that essentially work 20 00:01:57.079 --> 00:02:04.239 with those people hands on to kind of help them cope through, you know, 21 00:02:04.319 --> 00:02:12.479 pretty life changing in extremely traumatizing situations, and basically our goal is just 22 00:02:12.520 --> 00:02:19.120 to make sure that they can live a pretty normal life. When you experienced 23 00:02:19.159 --> 00:02:23.360 trauma on such like a large scale, it tends to kind of disrupt your 24 00:02:23.360 --> 00:02:30.719 brains chemistry, so we kind of work on rewiring brains. So it's just 25 00:02:30.759 --> 00:02:35.879 a little bit of my background and kind of what I do. And you 26 00:02:35.919 --> 00:02:40.599 said, you have a doctorates in metaphysics, so it's kind of like the 27 00:02:40.639 --> 00:02:46.759 study of everything essentially, So I just have like little knowledge of just anything 28 00:02:46.800 --> 00:02:52.599 that you could possibly think of. And this kind of allows me to have 29 00:02:52.639 --> 00:02:59.280 like a pretty big scale of empathy and understanding for people, even in situations 30 00:02:59.319 --> 00:03:06.000 that I might not have been in myself. I'm able to comprehend the situation 31 00:03:06.599 --> 00:03:12.599 and essentially I could feel what they're feeling. So it really helps me in 32 00:03:12.919 --> 00:03:19.039 gauging the best type of treatment for them as far as like the healing process 33 00:03:19.520 --> 00:03:23.759 after experiencing trauma. That's super cool. So you're like a real life person 34 00:03:23.879 --> 00:03:35.639 encyclopedia a little bit like knowledge about how things work essentially, So yeah, 35 00:03:35.680 --> 00:03:39.039 that would be a pretty good And I love it. I love it, 36 00:03:39.039 --> 00:03:43.159 and I absolutely adore you. And I've never met you, but yeah, 37 00:03:43.159 --> 00:03:47.120 I followed you for a long time and I just I'm so intrigued by everything 38 00:03:47.159 --> 00:03:51.199 that you do, by your vibes and your positivity, and you know, 39 00:03:51.240 --> 00:03:53.879 I've read all your status is. But I want to ask what made you 40 00:03:54.400 --> 00:04:01.680 want to go into that feeld essentially? Um, probably just my own trauma. 41 00:04:02.199 --> 00:04:09.000 UM. I kind of really grew up feeling like I was misunderstood a 42 00:04:09.000 --> 00:04:13.879 lot. I just went through like a lot of things that I guess most 43 00:04:13.879 --> 00:04:19.759 people my age probably wouldn't experience. And so instead of letting the trauma kind 44 00:04:19.800 --> 00:04:24.800 of defined who I was as a person, M, you know, I 45 00:04:24.800 --> 00:04:30.199 met somebody who just like really changed my life and my views, and M 46 00:04:30.360 --> 00:04:36.199 kind of got me into doing yoga. So I am a yoga teacher. 47 00:04:36.360 --> 00:04:42.800 I don't teach as much anymore. Um, I kind of focus more on 48 00:04:43.319 --> 00:04:47.800 m kind of what I do now de escalation. But I did teach for 49 00:04:47.879 --> 00:04:54.600 a pretty long time, and I actually did yoga mostly for like children, 50 00:04:54.920 --> 00:05:00.160 um, that have been sexually abused. That was a great treatment method that 51 00:05:00.199 --> 00:05:05.199 we had utilized, and I did that for a while. But things just 52 00:05:05.360 --> 00:05:11.759 changed and I kind of just shifted, you know, my area of focus. 53 00:05:11.959 --> 00:05:15.199 But kind of you know, when I started that, and the healing 54 00:05:15.199 --> 00:05:19.600 that I did within myself was just like wow, Like I literally, you 55 00:05:19.639 --> 00:05:27.600 know, completely changed my whole entire life just by making this decision to heal. 56 00:05:28.160 --> 00:05:30.560 And so I was like, man, if I can just teach people 57 00:05:30.600 --> 00:05:33.959 how to do this, then you know, so many more people could be 58 00:05:34.000 --> 00:05:40.839 living a more fulfilling life because a lot of times people will experience traumatic events 59 00:05:40.839 --> 00:05:43.959 and they're like, okay, this is it. Like I'm just gonna be 60 00:05:44.040 --> 00:05:47.040 this, you know, damaged goods for the rest of my life. You 61 00:05:47.120 --> 00:05:51.759 know that to be the case. And so I guess that's where I kind 62 00:05:51.759 --> 00:05:57.199 of was like, Yeah, where can I help people and get back on 63 00:05:57.279 --> 00:06:02.519 track? You know? That's amazing, UM, really really inspiring. I'm 64 00:06:02.560 --> 00:06:08.199 like I feel like this big I'm like, you know, um, no, 65 00:06:08.600 --> 00:06:11.800 I think what you do is extremely important. I think mental health is 66 00:06:11.839 --> 00:06:16.319 a huge, UM misunderstanding in this country. I don't think it's enough attention. 67 00:06:16.360 --> 00:06:19.120 I don't think it's not anything. So I think people like you are 68 00:06:19.160 --> 00:06:25.199 really, really, really important. So you said you were talking you get 69 00:06:25.240 --> 00:06:28.800 you handle like children and stuff. So the cases that have been coming out 70 00:06:28.800 --> 00:06:32.000 in Cleveland recently with all the missing children, do you like tackle that as 71 00:06:32.040 --> 00:06:40.759 well? I do work some cases in Ohio, but they're on contract basis, 72 00:06:41.279 --> 00:06:45.439 so if they're very extreme cases, more than likely UM. You know, 73 00:06:45.519 --> 00:06:50.560 I probably assisted in those UM, but basically, since I'm contracted by 74 00:06:50.600 --> 00:06:58.959 the state, essentially it's whatever case that they deem UM, extremely traumatic, 75 00:06:59.480 --> 00:07:05.319 UM, all across the board. So it really just depends. Sometimes UM. 76 00:07:05.399 --> 00:07:14.079 I do get subpoena for opinions UM based on certain cases what I would 77 00:07:14.160 --> 00:07:20.399 deem UM. I guess you could say satanic in nature. UM worked on 78 00:07:20.480 --> 00:07:27.240 cases like that in Ohio, which I can't. I just there's UM a 79 00:07:27.279 --> 00:07:35.519 lot of open things with what's going on in Ohio right now that UM certain 80 00:07:36.480 --> 00:07:45.480 things that have happened within Cleveland UM have kind of stirred up UM. I 81 00:07:45.519 --> 00:07:49.879 don't know the right word too. Yeah, I don't know what to do. 82 00:07:50.000 --> 00:07:51.720 I don't know because I would I would try to say one, but 83 00:07:51.720 --> 00:07:55.600 I don't know necessarily, were like, what's what Ali, we're going down? 84 00:07:58.000 --> 00:08:00.879 I would say. Most I can say is there's going to be a 85 00:08:00.959 --> 00:08:05.759 pretty huge bust um happening in Um. That just gave me goose bumps. 86 00:08:05.959 --> 00:08:11.040 Yes, yeah, that's something that I do know that is going to happen. 87 00:08:11.319 --> 00:08:18.120 I'm not sure when they um are going to be making those major indictments. 88 00:08:18.160 --> 00:08:22.879 They've made a couple so far, but there's bigger names on that list. 89 00:08:22.319 --> 00:08:26.279 Um Dad, I'm sure that's why it's taking so long for it to 90 00:08:26.279 --> 00:08:31.480 come out. Um. Yeah, I feel they like cover as much like 91 00:08:31.639 --> 00:08:37.279 that happens um, as far as like child trafficking rings, they kind of 92 00:08:37.320 --> 00:08:41.879 like, you know, leave it to like the small They don't talk about 93 00:08:41.879 --> 00:08:46.960 it, like saying the big ones just don't pick it up. But it 94 00:08:48.080 --> 00:08:50.879 works out that way. But so I'm okay, go ahead, go ahead. 95 00:08:52.879 --> 00:08:56.399 There has been um a lot of bus being made mostly smaller people, 96 00:08:56.879 --> 00:09:03.080 um, but the big ones I'm hoping that they kind of come out pretty 97 00:09:03.080 --> 00:09:07.159 soon because it is it should be eye opening for a lot of people. 98 00:09:07.519 --> 00:09:13.679 Yeah. Yeah, And you know, I've recorded a few shows regarding the 99 00:09:15.200 --> 00:09:20.519 sex Rings, and and I don't think people understand the severity of it and 100 00:09:20.559 --> 00:09:26.840 how deep it actually goes when you talk about it your college conspiracy theorists and 101 00:09:26.200 --> 00:09:33.480 whatever. But it's the little stories should start telling people like, well, 102 00:09:33.519 --> 00:09:35.720 they have to come from somewhere. It's not just a coincidence that's you know, 103 00:09:37.240 --> 00:09:39.960 a school here, or a principle here, or you know, it's 104 00:09:39.000 --> 00:09:43.919 it's I'm getting goose bumps because it's stuff like really gets me going um because 105 00:09:43.919 --> 00:09:46.519 it's kids. Kids don't deserve to go through it. Nobody deserves to go 106 00:09:46.600 --> 00:09:54.960 through that amount of bull crap that these predators. I just can't. It 107 00:09:54.440 --> 00:09:56.799 makes me so mad. I just want to start shaking about it. But 108 00:09:58.879 --> 00:10:01.240 I think that's really instant, like inside of that you said that, Yeah, 109 00:10:01.360 --> 00:10:05.120 I am so excited for that to happen. Not that it's like good 110 00:10:05.159 --> 00:10:09.519 news, but it's like finally like we're finally getting the answers that these kids 111 00:10:09.559 --> 00:10:15.799 deserve, the justice that these kids deserve, because I've just heard actually before 112 00:10:15.840 --> 00:10:20.720 we got on here that in May alone, thirty missing kids are like thirty 113 00:10:20.799 --> 00:10:24.679 kids missing in Cleveland alone in the month of May. So, um, 114 00:10:24.720 --> 00:10:31.360 I haven't seen the statistic for Junior, but that is and then you know 115 00:10:31.399 --> 00:10:33.799 the lawmaker are the one of the police officers. I wrote it down. 116 00:10:33.840 --> 00:10:39.720 I was like, he said, it's one of the most extraordinary numbers that 117 00:10:39.480 --> 00:10:43.679 you know, he's witnessed in his career. So I'm like, I just, 118 00:10:45.159 --> 00:10:52.399 oh, I just can'tnot wait. M right. I know a lot 119 00:10:52.480 --> 00:10:56.159 of times, like when you like hear stuff like that, like it like 120 00:10:56.879 --> 00:11:01.000 like he said, like it will literally just wait to you're freaking blood boil. 121 00:11:01.600 --> 00:11:05.279 But like the day, like a lot of people, I've just come 122 00:11:05.320 --> 00:11:11.080 to realize, like unless you've like sat there and listened to like those cases, 123 00:11:13.159 --> 00:11:18.039 you don't really think it happens like in your neighborhood, like you know 124 00:11:18.120 --> 00:11:22.840 your friends kids like it literally Like I mean, just this week a flown 125 00:11:24.120 --> 00:11:28.759 I've worked, I just did. It was multiple cases because it was multiple 126 00:11:28.840 --> 00:11:35.039 children within a daycare. Oh oh my gosh. I just imagine like taking 127 00:11:35.200 --> 00:11:43.039 dropping your kids off to taycare, not even at school, just kids and 128 00:11:43.440 --> 00:11:46.840 you know, all of a sudden they're coming home and you know, saying 129 00:11:46.919 --> 00:11:52.000 somebody was like touching them and like doing this an approch with them, and 130 00:11:52.360 --> 00:12:00.200 I mean it literally happens everywhere in the places where as a parent you expect 131 00:12:00.440 --> 00:12:03.759 you're going to trust that your kids are going to be safe there. And 132 00:12:03.639 --> 00:12:09.480 I think a lot of people have just been so accustomed to having blow the 133 00:12:09.679 --> 00:12:13.879 like you know, the childs have track rings off, and then as well 134 00:12:13.919 --> 00:12:20.919 as like people coming into these places of where kids supposed to be protected and 135 00:12:20.639 --> 00:12:26.960 you know, they're hiring people that want to abuse children, and it's I 136 00:12:26.960 --> 00:12:31.240 don't think that's on purpose. Do you think they're hiring these people on purpose? 137 00:12:31.440 --> 00:12:37.600 Yeah, I think, you know, to be more inclusive to trans 138 00:12:37.679 --> 00:12:41.080 rights and you know, all of that stuff, which is great, you 139 00:12:41.120 --> 00:12:46.159 know, nothing against being trans. But however, you know there are people 140 00:12:46.320 --> 00:12:52.600 that do abuse that and they do or their advantage and it's it's at the 141 00:12:52.919 --> 00:12:58.120 you know, loss of kids innocence. And that's just on the unfortunate side 142 00:12:58.120 --> 00:13:03.200 effect of you know, normalizing stuff like that. And it sounds able to 143 00:13:03.240 --> 00:13:07.559 say, but it's just the reality of what's happening, you know, cause 144 00:13:07.600 --> 00:13:13.360 and effect, the image you know, eventually they'll take from mind exactly and 145 00:13:13.360 --> 00:13:16.080 that's what you know, that's my huge argument when people are like, you 146 00:13:16.120 --> 00:13:20.080 know, message me and like how can you I'm like, it's not the 147 00:13:20.120 --> 00:13:24.480 community itself. Like people who are transitioning I personally know they do. They're 148 00:13:24.559 --> 00:13:28.879 very private. They don't want anybody to necessarily know you would you walk into 149 00:13:28.919 --> 00:13:35.080 bathroom you don't know. You know, normal transgenders don't make it a big 150 00:13:35.120 --> 00:13:37.120 deal. They've never had they never you know what I'm saying. It's those 151 00:13:37.159 --> 00:13:45.000 that it's it's those that are who want to pray and the innocent. You 152 00:13:45.039 --> 00:13:48.399 know, we're in a bathroom, that's what you're vulnerable in there. Yeah, 153 00:13:48.519 --> 00:13:52.000 but we're going to go to break so we will touch back on this 154 00:13:52.000 --> 00:13:58.799 because this this has me going it's the same FBI under JA that tried to 155 00:14:00.000 --> 00:14:03.559 blamail Martin Luther King Junior to commit suicide that is now targeting its other political 156 00:14:03.559 --> 00:14:07.399 opponents. And so this isn't a partisan point. I just think it's important 157 00:14:07.440 --> 00:14:11.159 to see that. But I think that part of my view is bureaucracy itself 158 00:14:11.360 --> 00:14:13.519 is part of the problem. So at the local level, you've got local 159 00:14:13.559 --> 00:14:18.960 police and you've got local prosecutors. You don't have a giant investigative bureaucracy sitting 160 00:14:20.000 --> 00:14:22.080 in between. At the federal level, you have US Marshals, which, 161 00:14:22.080 --> 00:14:24.960 as best I can tell, has not been at all politicized agency. They 162 00:14:26.000 --> 00:14:28.960 just carry out their responsibilities. And then you've got a Department of Justice, 163 00:14:28.960 --> 00:14:31.360 which I think has some problems of its own, but that's the prosecutor. 164 00:14:31.679 --> 00:14:35.960 You don't need this giant bureaucracy sitting in between. And you know what the 165 00:14:37.000 --> 00:14:41.279 irony is, It's still the j Edgar Hoover Building of the FBI. It's 166 00:14:41.320 --> 00:14:43.080 literally the name of the building that people report into every day. Check out 167 00:14:43.120 --> 00:14:48.240 our interview with Republican presidential candidate of VEC Ramaswami, episode three fifty eight of 168 00:14:48.279 --> 00:14:54.679 The Outlaws Radio show Find us wherever you get your podcast. That's out Laws, 169 00:14:54.679 --> 00:15:01.240 The Outlaws Radio Show, NFCB podcast. This part of the show, 170 00:15:01.279 --> 00:15:05.120 I just wanted to touch base on local news that has been happening in my 171 00:15:05.320 --> 00:15:11.399 town and the greater Cleveland area. It's insane, it's crazy. It needs 172 00:15:11.440 --> 00:15:13.519 to be talked about and needs to be screamed from the rooftops. And with 173 00:15:13.679 --> 00:15:18.600 that, let's roll into it. Okay, we are back with Jesse and 174 00:15:18.919 --> 00:15:24.320 we were just talking about the transgender and the whole thing about children trafficking and 175 00:15:24.320 --> 00:15:26.960 whatnot. But during break we were talking about all sorts of things and censorship 176 00:15:28.000 --> 00:15:30.279 came up. So I wanted to just kind of touch base with that. 177 00:15:30.720 --> 00:15:37.360 You have been censored by the big tech mafia as well, so wanting your 178 00:15:37.440 --> 00:15:39.720 voice to be out here, I want people to know who and what you 179 00:15:39.759 --> 00:15:45.159 do and the incredible things that you have done in your life so far so 180 00:15:45.279 --> 00:15:54.679 far, because you gotta be more. So yeah, it banned on Instagram. 181 00:15:54.720 --> 00:16:03.799 I had posted about so, um there's a guy like not that one 182 00:16:03.840 --> 00:16:07.360 ago. I can't remember his name off the top of my head, um, 183 00:16:07.399 --> 00:16:15.960 but he was actually caught wandering money for the election and basically lobbying for 184 00:16:15.080 --> 00:16:22.279 Biden essentially, and he had like this like startup, like tech company or 185 00:16:22.320 --> 00:16:26.759 something like that. Maybe it was like sales, I can't remember. I 186 00:16:26.480 --> 00:16:30.840 think, yeah, yeah, for his name is like Freedman or something. 187 00:16:30.600 --> 00:16:38.480 Um, but he actually was like essentially taking over for Jeffrey Epstein. And 188 00:16:38.879 --> 00:16:45.519 so I as soon as I talked about that, UM, I had actually 189 00:16:45.559 --> 00:16:52.559 like posted on TikTok like my video explaining it, and it got taken down, 190 00:16:52.960 --> 00:16:57.720 and then I posted it to Instagram, um, and you know, 191 00:16:57.799 --> 00:17:03.960 talking about how they took my video down immediately and then they just instantly locked 192 00:17:03.960 --> 00:17:11.559 me out of my Instagram and basically a band I can't make any other Instagram 193 00:17:11.599 --> 00:17:15.039 basically it told me they'll delete it. Essentially, that is insane. That 194 00:17:15.200 --> 00:17:21.519 is that if that's not telling the world something, I don't know what else 195 00:17:21.680 --> 00:17:26.279 is. Because they won't let you have an account period, They probably are 196 00:17:26.319 --> 00:17:30.720 like, look do you have Oh no, she's not getting out. Nope, 197 00:17:30.240 --> 00:17:37.319 she knows too uh I girl, that is crazy. I think like 198 00:17:37.480 --> 00:17:41.440 thirty two thousand followers, Like that was pretty up there. Yeah. Yeah, 199 00:17:41.920 --> 00:17:45.920 Like the more that you have, like the more likely they are to 200 00:17:45.000 --> 00:17:49.480 ban your account, um, just because they know that you'll probably as soon 201 00:17:49.519 --> 00:17:55.319 as you make a new one, get the people the audience back and the 202 00:17:55.720 --> 00:17:59.880 less people that hear you the better. So okay, so they were like, 203 00:18:00.559 --> 00:18:03.119 we're not getting her out, you know, the censorship know she knows 204 00:18:03.119 --> 00:18:07.799 too much. She knows too much. That is just that's extraordinary, you 205 00:18:07.799 --> 00:18:11.680 know. And you said you had thirty two thousand followers and then um yeah, 206 00:18:11.759 --> 00:18:17.799 they essentially, like I think like once you get to you know, 207 00:18:17.880 --> 00:18:22.519 a certain threshold with like followers and audience, they're like more likely to just 208 00:18:22.759 --> 00:18:27.319 completely ban you from the platform. But if you have like a lower following, 209 00:18:27.440 --> 00:18:30.200 I feel like they tend to be like a little more lenient because they're 210 00:18:30.240 --> 00:18:33.559 like, you know, like who's going to see your stuff? You know, 211 00:18:33.160 --> 00:18:36.920 it's like a large following. They're like, oh, okay, like 212 00:18:37.119 --> 00:18:41.839 people might share this, this can reach more people as a potential, So 213 00:18:41.519 --> 00:18:47.799 let's just cut them off completely before people start listening to them, right, 214 00:18:48.480 --> 00:18:55.480 start offing you essentially? Yeah, uh yeah, exactly. And I mean 215 00:18:55.759 --> 00:18:59.839 I don't have as much knowledge as you do into in the fields that you 216 00:19:00.240 --> 00:19:03.759 have knowledge, and but I do say some things and they get mad. 217 00:19:03.559 --> 00:19:08.640 I haven't got completely banned yet, knock on wood, um. But you 218 00:19:08.680 --> 00:19:11.920 know, it's it's just a weird time we live. And we live in 219 00:19:12.000 --> 00:19:15.039 such a weird time where we're trying to figure out like the laws of the 220 00:19:15.039 --> 00:19:22.799 internet. I saw a meme it was like I'm sick of living through all 221 00:19:22.799 --> 00:19:26.680 these life experiences or something and only being thirty or something like that, you 222 00:19:26.799 --> 00:19:30.920 know, and because we have lived through so much stuff and we're in the 223 00:19:32.000 --> 00:19:36.160 for the generation that grew up on you know, internet and cell phones and 224 00:19:36.200 --> 00:19:40.960 what it means and I you know, is it do you in your opinion, 225 00:19:41.599 --> 00:19:47.519 in your your do you think it's on purpose all this control or do 226 00:19:47.519 --> 00:19:52.799 you think it's you know, they're just no. No, I think they 227 00:19:53.559 --> 00:19:59.440 know exactly what they're doing. I literally think we're essentially and like the tournament 228 00:19:59.480 --> 00:20:03.799 show, Um, I think that they could certain things for us to view, 229 00:20:04.440 --> 00:20:08.880 and you know, based off of that reaction, UM, I think 230 00:20:08.880 --> 00:20:14.799 that they monitored that pretty closely. And um, you know, based off 231 00:20:14.880 --> 00:20:18.720 of that reaction that they get, they kind of like push the envelope more 232 00:20:18.720 --> 00:20:21.559 and more. So it's like funny that you said, like you know, 233 00:20:22.119 --> 00:20:25.160 people are like like what the heck is like happening? Like I feel like 234 00:20:25.200 --> 00:20:29.640 I'm experiencing like all these mess up things. But like that's like, you 235 00:20:29.680 --> 00:20:34.000 know, essentially syops, you know where they create these scenarios. Basically they 236 00:20:34.039 --> 00:20:41.519 create problems and then provide the solution and basically we're all just like guinea pigs. 237 00:20:41.599 --> 00:20:47.680 And you know, they want to see who's gonna you know, trust 238 00:20:47.720 --> 00:20:52.039 in them and yeah, you know rebel. Yeah, yeah, that's like 239 00:20:52.519 --> 00:20:56.319 you know, that's what I say about them. The vaccine mandates, it 240 00:20:56.400 --> 00:21:00.240 was you know, you know, it was people were coming. I mean, 241 00:21:00.279 --> 00:21:02.880 like Ali, like should I get it, absolutely not, but again 242 00:21:03.000 --> 00:21:07.559 at such your personal opinion, but like it was an experiment too to see 243 00:21:07.720 --> 00:21:11.319 who was following and who wasn't. And you know, and that's why I'm 244 00:21:11.359 --> 00:21:17.680 getting so like weird about the um the you know, labeling of you know 245 00:21:17.759 --> 00:21:19.440 who she they or you know what I'm saying, like you're putting yourself in 246 00:21:19.480 --> 00:21:23.119 boxes. They can easily pick that box. Pick Oh we want this group, 247 00:21:23.759 --> 00:21:29.079 you know, it's it's so it's so scary. Um, I want 248 00:21:29.079 --> 00:21:32.720 to just touch based on one more thing and then we're gonna call it a 249 00:21:32.839 --> 00:21:37.720 day. But so you um, the indoctumation of kids in school, UM, 250 00:21:37.839 --> 00:21:41.720 that's something I'm really you know, passionate about. And I've talked to 251 00:21:41.200 --> 00:21:45.319 several other women on this um their pro homeschooling and whatnot. But with the 252 00:21:45.920 --> 00:21:52.200 with how it's leaning towards now you know, it being Pride month and you 253 00:21:52.240 --> 00:21:55.559 know, um, but they're pushing it on our kids. How do you 254 00:21:56.240 --> 00:22:00.359 how do you feel that? Um? Friends of all, why I don't 255 00:22:00.359 --> 00:22:03.160 even consider it Prade month. I mean, technically it's my birthday month, 256 00:22:03.440 --> 00:22:15.240 but happy birthday that I talked about, I mean, but like you know, 257 00:22:15.480 --> 00:22:18.279 I mean, I don't care what people do with their life, like 258 00:22:18.440 --> 00:22:22.759 live your best life. You know, I'm all for that. However, 259 00:22:22.400 --> 00:22:27.519 you know, as far as like children go in that, I think that 260 00:22:29.119 --> 00:22:32.480 none of that should be a topic of discussion with children. I mean, 261 00:22:33.279 --> 00:22:37.799 your frontal love doesn't even fully develop to you're twenty five years old. And 262 00:22:37.839 --> 00:22:41.599 that's coming from somebody that literally studies trauma and brains. I mean, you 263 00:22:41.640 --> 00:22:45.960 can't even fully grasp what is happening to you. You don't even know what 264 00:22:45.039 --> 00:22:51.960 an orgasm is. You don't even know like a type of feeling that you're 265 00:22:52.000 --> 00:22:56.799 experiencing. You don't you can even grasp. Your brain can't even understand what 266 00:22:56.960 --> 00:23:00.039 is happening to you. And like, I kind of go, why would 267 00:23:00.039 --> 00:23:06.079 we have this conversation with kids when like they literally can't even grasp why to 268 00:23:06.680 --> 00:23:11.240 post the equal two and why it is supposed to equal four and then when 269 00:23:11.240 --> 00:23:15.599 you add two and four together that actually makes six. They can't even comprehend 270 00:23:15.640 --> 00:23:19.319 that, So how would they? And oh, I'm a boy, even 271 00:23:19.319 --> 00:23:23.000 though I totally agree, you know girl parts, Like, I mean, 272 00:23:23.079 --> 00:23:29.200 yeah, that's just persuading their parents are like, hey, you know what 273 00:23:29.799 --> 00:23:33.759 you want to wear a dress? Guess what we're gonna call you Sally Sue 274 00:23:33.839 --> 00:23:37.920 now, and you know you have babies and have a period. It's like 275 00:23:37.680 --> 00:23:42.359 right right, I'm oh, it makes me so mad and like I don't 276 00:23:42.400 --> 00:23:47.960 I'm like a So I'm really weird when it comes to like health class in 277 00:23:48.000 --> 00:23:52.839 school. I personally me personally alma. I don't think the school system should 278 00:23:52.880 --> 00:23:56.119 be teaching our kids about their privates in any sort of way. And I 279 00:23:56.200 --> 00:24:02.039 understand that some parents don't have that conversation but have it with your doctor, 280 00:24:02.400 --> 00:24:06.359 but don't depend on the school. And so many parents are becoming so comfortable 281 00:24:06.400 --> 00:24:10.799 with the school having so much power over their kids. Yeah. My friend's 282 00:24:10.839 --> 00:24:15.400 school handbook it said when kids are in school, we act as parents. 283 00:24:15.400 --> 00:24:19.200 Like that is wrong. And I've signed it without reading it this year and 284 00:24:19.200 --> 00:24:22.200 I read it like after I signed, and I was like, I should 285 00:24:22.240 --> 00:24:26.400 not have signed that, you know, because that gives them all, you 286 00:24:26.440 --> 00:24:30.839 know, it gives them the grounds to discipline in the way that they feel. 287 00:24:30.039 --> 00:24:37.680 And I've had conversations with them, and the school system is so weird. 288 00:24:37.759 --> 00:24:40.319 Now. I think it's always been weird. I just think people are 289 00:24:40.920 --> 00:24:44.640 awake to it. Yeah, And if you are, you sharing that that 290 00:24:44.799 --> 00:24:55.480 knowledge with your frontal lobe and she knows what she's talking about now. So 291 00:24:55.640 --> 00:25:00.079 I really appreciate you coming on and you're you're such a an intelligent woman and 292 00:25:00.200 --> 00:25:03.559 so empowering and so inspiring to so many women. I hope, you know, 293 00:25:03.960 --> 00:25:07.160 people start listening to you. And and you're only on Facebook now right, 294 00:25:07.920 --> 00:25:12.160 Yeah, I mean, I fuck, but I have like this band 295 00:25:12.240 --> 00:25:17.480 where it says like it's like a warning thing, so like if I post 296 00:25:17.519 --> 00:25:22.200 anything, it doesn't you know, Yeah, maybe we'll have you on again. 297 00:25:22.279 --> 00:25:27.039 You can tell us more. I want people to know yeah, the 298 00:25:27.119 --> 00:25:33.559 human encyclopedia. I just want them to know you. I want, um, 299 00:25:33.640 --> 00:25:36.599 you know, I want you to empower so many more people. And 300 00:25:36.680 --> 00:25:40.359 I think it's so unfair that you are being shut out in the way you 301 00:25:40.400 --> 00:25:45.240 are. Um, it's just it's it's insane. So thank you for coming 302 00:25:45.240 --> 00:25:53.960 on and sharing your light with me. I'm super fan girling still like I 303 00:25:55.079 --> 00:25:59.839 girl like you because I like so I'm like, heck, yeah, I 304 00:26:00.000 --> 00:26:03.400 will definitely be on there. That's like, well, I mean so much. 305 00:26:03.440 --> 00:26:07.559 Thank you. Thank you for listening to Pillow Talk with Ellie Michelle. 306 00:26:07.640 --> 00:26:11.759 I am your host Ellie Michelle and you just heard Jessica so o'tilly. 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