This is the FCB podcast Network. This is pillow Talk with Alie Michelle,
the FCBING podcast at work. Hey, yuh, it's Alie Michelle and you
are listening to Pillow Talk with Alie Michelle. Today, I have a very
special guest. Her name is Jessica so Tilly. She is an incredible woman.
She is full of knowledge. She is literally a walking encyclopedia. Today
I had the honor of picking her brain just a little bit, and I
hope from what we talk about it moves you in a way to not necessarily
believe everything that you see on social media and not to believe every single news
outlet. I just want you to hear a real woman who is in the
field, getting knowing and feeling and experiencing everything that goes on behind closed doors.
And with that we are rolling into the show all Jesse. Hello,
Okay, if you want to tell everybody who you are and what is it
that you do. My name is Jessicasatility and I specialize in de escalation and
mental health. So I work a lot of cases that are considered extreme and
nature and essentially I work on de escalating the situation, de escalating my client,
and then I'm also advocating for their well being at the same time,
making sure that they're getting the care that they need and also that they're being
placed in safe environments and then continuing with their healing process. So basically,
when people go through really traumatizing situations, there's people like me that essentially work
with those people hands on to kind of help them cope through, you know,
pretty life changing in extremely traumatizing situations, and basically our goal is just
to make sure that they can live a pretty normal life. When you experienced
trauma on such like a large scale, it tends to kind of disrupt your
brains chemistry, so we kind of work on rewiring brains. So it's just
a little bit of my background and kind of what I do. And you
said, you have a doctorates in metaphysics, so it's kind of like the
study of everything essentially, So I just have like little knowledge of just anything
that you could possibly think of. And this kind of allows me to have
like a pretty big scale of empathy and understanding for people, even in situations
that I might not have been in myself. I'm able to comprehend the situation
and essentially I could feel what they're feeling. So it really helps me in
gauging the best type of treatment for them as far as like the healing process
after experiencing trauma. That's super cool. So you're like a real life person
encyclopedia a little bit like knowledge about how things work essentially, So yeah,
that would be a pretty good And I love it. I love it,
and I absolutely adore you. And I've never met you, but yeah,
I followed you for a long time and I just I'm so intrigued by everything
that you do, by your vibes and your positivity, and you know,
I've read all your status is. But I want to ask what made you
want to go into that feeld essentially? Um, probably just my own trauma.
UM. I kind of really grew up feeling like I was misunderstood a
lot. I just went through like a lot of things that I guess most
people my age probably wouldn't experience. And so instead of letting the trauma kind
of defined who I was as a person, M, you know, I
met somebody who just like really changed my life and my views, and M
kind of got me into doing yoga. So I am a yoga teacher.
I don't teach as much anymore. Um, I kind of focus more on
m kind of what I do now de escalation. But I did teach for
a pretty long time, and I actually did yoga mostly for like children,
um, that have been sexually abused. That was a great treatment method that
we had utilized, and I did that for a while. But things just
changed and I kind of just shifted, you know, my area of focus.
But kind of you know, when I started that, and the healing
that I did within myself was just like wow, Like I literally, you
know, completely changed my whole entire life just by making this decision to heal.
And so I was like, man, if I can just teach people
how to do this, then you know, so many more people could be
living a more fulfilling life because a lot of times people will experience traumatic events
and they're like, okay, this is it. Like I'm just gonna be
this, you know, damaged goods for the rest of my life. You
know that to be the case. And so I guess that's where I kind
of was like, Yeah, where can I help people and get back on
track? You know? That's amazing, UM, really really inspiring. I'm
like I feel like this big I'm like, you know, um, no,
I think what you do is extremely important. I think mental health is
a huge, UM misunderstanding in this country. I don't think it's enough attention.
I don't think it's not anything. So I think people like you are
really, really, really important. So you said you were talking you get
you handle like children and stuff. So the cases that have been coming out
in Cleveland recently with all the missing children, do you like tackle that as
well? I do work some cases in Ohio, but they're on contract basis,
so if they're very extreme cases, more than likely UM. You know,
I probably assisted in those UM, but basically, since I'm contracted by
the state, essentially it's whatever case that they deem UM, extremely traumatic,
UM, all across the board. So it really just depends. Sometimes UM.
I do get subpoena for opinions UM based on certain cases what I would
deem UM. I guess you could say satanic in nature. UM worked on
cases like that in Ohio, which I can't. I just there's UM a
lot of open things with what's going on in Ohio right now that UM certain
things that have happened within Cleveland UM have kind of stirred up UM. I
don't know the right word too. Yeah, I don't know what to do.
I don't know because I would I would try to say one, but
I don't know necessarily, were like, what's what Ali, we're going down?
I would say. Most I can say is there's going to be a
pretty huge bust um happening in Um. That just gave me goose bumps.
Yes, yeah, that's something that I do know that is going to happen.
I'm not sure when they um are going to be making those major indictments.
They've made a couple so far, but there's bigger names on that list.
Um Dad, I'm sure that's why it's taking so long for it to
come out. Um. Yeah, I feel they like cover as much like
that happens um, as far as like child trafficking rings, they kind of
like, you know, leave it to like the small They don't talk about
it, like saying the big ones just don't pick it up. But it
works out that way. But so I'm okay, go ahead, go ahead.
There has been um a lot of bus being made mostly smaller people,
um, but the big ones I'm hoping that they kind of come out pretty
soon because it is it should be eye opening for a lot of people.
Yeah. Yeah, And you know, I've recorded a few shows regarding the
sex Rings, and and I don't think people understand the severity of it and
how deep it actually goes when you talk about it your college conspiracy theorists and
whatever. But it's the little stories should start telling people like, well,
they have to come from somewhere. It's not just a coincidence that's you know,
a school here, or a principle here, or you know, it's
it's I'm getting goose bumps because it's stuff like really gets me going um because
it's kids. Kids don't deserve to go through it. Nobody deserves to go
through that amount of bull crap that these predators. I just can't. It
makes me so mad. I just want to start shaking about it. But
I think that's really instant, like inside of that you said that, Yeah,
I am so excited for that to happen. Not that it's like good
news, but it's like finally like we're finally getting the answers that these kids
deserve, the justice that these kids deserve, because I've just heard actually before
we got on here that in May alone, thirty missing kids are like thirty
kids missing in Cleveland alone in the month of May. So, um,
I haven't seen the statistic for Junior, but that is and then you know
the lawmaker are the one of the police officers. I wrote it down.
I was like, he said, it's one of the most extraordinary numbers that
you know, he's witnessed in his career. So I'm like, I just,
oh, I just can'tnot wait. M right. I know a lot
of times, like when you like hear stuff like that, like it like
like he said, like it will literally just wait to you're freaking blood boil.
But like the day, like a lot of people, I've just come
to realize, like unless you've like sat there and listened to like those cases,
you don't really think it happens like in your neighborhood, like you know
your friends kids like it literally Like I mean, just this week a flown
I've worked, I just did. It was multiple cases because it was multiple
children within a daycare. Oh oh my gosh. I just imagine like taking
dropping your kids off to taycare, not even at school, just kids and
you know, all of a sudden they're coming home and you know, saying
somebody was like touching them and like doing this an approch with them, and
I mean it literally happens everywhere in the places where as a parent you expect
you're going to trust that your kids are going to be safe there. And
I think a lot of people have just been so accustomed to having blow the
like you know, the childs have track rings off, and then as well
as like people coming into these places of where kids supposed to be protected and
you know, they're hiring people that want to abuse children, and it's I
don't think that's on purpose. Do you think they're hiring these people on purpose?
Yeah, I think, you know, to be more inclusive to trans
rights and you know, all of that stuff, which is great, you
know, nothing against being trans. But however, you know there are people
that do abuse that and they do or their advantage and it's it's at the
you know, loss of kids innocence. And that's just on the unfortunate side
effect of you know, normalizing stuff like that. And it sounds able to
say, but it's just the reality of what's happening, you know, cause
and effect, the image you know, eventually they'll take from mind exactly and
that's what you know, that's my huge argument when people are like, you
know, message me and like how can you I'm like, it's not the
community itself. Like people who are transitioning I personally know they do. They're
very private. They don't want anybody to necessarily know you would you walk into
bathroom you don't know. You know, normal transgenders don't make it a big
deal. They've never had they never you know what I'm saying. It's those
that it's it's those that are who want to pray and the innocent. You
know, we're in a bathroom, that's what you're vulnerable in there. Yeah,
but we're going to go to break so we will touch back on this
because this this has me going it's the same FBI under JA that tried to
blamail Martin Luther King Junior to commit suicide that is now targeting its other political
opponents. And so this isn't a partisan point. I just think it's important
to see that. But I think that part of my view is bureaucracy itself
is part of the problem. So at the local level, you've got local
police and you've got local prosecutors. You don't have a giant investigative bureaucracy sitting
in between. At the federal level, you have US Marshals, which,
as best I can tell, has not been at all politicized agency. They
just carry out their responsibilities. And then you've got a Department of Justice,
which I think has some problems of its own, but that's the prosecutor.
You don't need this giant bureaucracy sitting in between. And you know what the
irony is, It's still the j Edgar Hoover Building of the FBI. It's
literally the name of the building that people report into every day. Check out
our interview with Republican presidential candidate of VEC Ramaswami, episode three fifty eight of
The Outlaws Radio show Find us wherever you get your podcast. That's out Laws,
The Outlaws Radio Show, NFCB podcast. This part of the show,
I just wanted to touch base on local news that has been happening in my
town and the greater Cleveland area. It's insane, it's crazy. It needs
to be talked about and needs to be screamed from the rooftops. And with
that, let's roll into it. Okay, we are back with Jesse and
we were just talking about the transgender and the whole thing about children trafficking and
whatnot. But during break we were talking about all sorts of things and censorship
came up. So I wanted to just kind of touch base with that.
You have been censored by the big tech mafia as well, so wanting your
voice to be out here, I want people to know who and what you
do and the incredible things that you have done in your life so far so
far, because you gotta be more. So yeah, it banned on Instagram.
I had posted about so, um there's a guy like not that one
ago. I can't remember his name off the top of my head, um,
but he was actually caught wandering money for the election and basically lobbying for
Biden essentially, and he had like this like startup, like tech company or
something like that. Maybe it was like sales, I can't remember. I
think, yeah, yeah, for his name is like Freedman or something.
Um, but he actually was like essentially taking over for Jeffrey Epstein. And
so I as soon as I talked about that, UM, I had actually
like posted on TikTok like my video explaining it, and it got taken down,
and then I posted it to Instagram, um, and you know,
talking about how they took my video down immediately and then they just instantly locked
me out of my Instagram and basically a band I can't make any other Instagram
basically it told me they'll delete it. Essentially, that is insane. That
is that if that's not telling the world something, I don't know what else
is. Because they won't let you have an account period, They probably are
like, look do you have Oh no, she's not getting out. Nope,
she knows too uh I girl, that is crazy. I think like
thirty two thousand followers, Like that was pretty up there. Yeah. Yeah,
Like the more that you have, like the more likely they are to
ban your account, um, just because they know that you'll probably as soon
as you make a new one, get the people the audience back and the
less people that hear you the better. So okay, so they were like,
we're not getting her out, you know, the censorship know she knows
too much. She knows too much. That is just that's extraordinary, you
know. And you said you had thirty two thousand followers and then um yeah,
they essentially, like I think like once you get to you know,
a certain threshold with like followers and audience, they're like more likely to just
completely ban you from the platform. But if you have like a lower following,
I feel like they tend to be like a little more lenient because they're
like, you know, like who's going to see your stuff? You know,
it's like a large following. They're like, oh, okay, like
people might share this, this can reach more people as a potential, So
let's just cut them off completely before people start listening to them, right,
start offing you essentially? Yeah, uh yeah, exactly. And I mean
I don't have as much knowledge as you do into in the fields that you
have knowledge, and but I do say some things and they get mad.
I haven't got completely banned yet, knock on wood, um. But you
know, it's it's just a weird time we live. And we live in
such a weird time where we're trying to figure out like the laws of the
internet. I saw a meme it was like I'm sick of living through all
these life experiences or something and only being thirty or something like that, you
know, and because we have lived through so much stuff and we're in the
for the generation that grew up on you know, internet and cell phones and
what it means and I you know, is it do you in your opinion,
in your your do you think it's on purpose all this control or do
you think it's you know, they're just no. No, I think they
know exactly what they're doing. I literally think we're essentially and like the tournament
show, Um, I think that they could certain things for us to view,
and you know, based off of that reaction, UM, I think
that they monitored that pretty closely. And um, you know, based off
of that reaction that they get, they kind of like push the envelope more
and more. So it's like funny that you said, like you know,
people are like like what the heck is like happening? Like I feel like
I'm experiencing like all these mess up things. But like that's like, you
know, essentially syops, you know where they create these scenarios. Basically they
create problems and then provide the solution and basically we're all just like guinea pigs.
And you know, they want to see who's gonna you know, trust
in them and yeah, you know rebel. Yeah, yeah, that's like
you know, that's what I say about them. The vaccine mandates, it
was you know, you know, it was people were coming. I mean,
like Ali, like should I get it, absolutely not, but again
at such your personal opinion, but like it was an experiment too to see
who was following and who wasn't. And you know, and that's why I'm
getting so like weird about the um the you know, labeling of you know
who she they or you know what I'm saying, like you're putting yourself in
boxes. They can easily pick that box. Pick Oh we want this group,
you know, it's it's so it's so scary. Um, I want
to just touch based on one more thing and then we're gonna call it a
day. But so you um, the indoctumation of kids in school, UM,
that's something I'm really you know, passionate about. And I've talked to
several other women on this um their pro homeschooling and whatnot. But with the
with how it's leaning towards now you know, it being Pride month and you
know, um, but they're pushing it on our kids. How do you
how do you feel that? Um? Friends of all, why I don't
even consider it Prade month. I mean, technically it's my birthday month,
but happy birthday that I talked about, I mean, but like you know,
I mean, I don't care what people do with their life, like
live your best life. You know, I'm all for that. However,
you know, as far as like children go in that, I think that
none of that should be a topic of discussion with children. I mean,
your frontal love doesn't even fully develop to you're twenty five years old. And
that's coming from somebody that literally studies trauma and brains. I mean, you
can't even fully grasp what is happening to you. You don't even know what
an orgasm is. You don't even know like a type of feeling that you're
experiencing. You don't you can even grasp. Your brain can't even understand what
is happening to you. And like, I kind of go, why would
we have this conversation with kids when like they literally can't even grasp why to
post the equal two and why it is supposed to equal four and then when
you add two and four together that actually makes six. They can't even comprehend
that, So how would they? And oh, I'm a boy, even
though I totally agree, you know girl parts, Like, I mean,
yeah, that's just persuading their parents are like, hey, you know what
you want to wear a dress? Guess what we're gonna call you Sally Sue
now, and you know you have babies and have a period. It's like
right right, I'm oh, it makes me so mad and like I don't
I'm like a So I'm really weird when it comes to like health class in
school. I personally me personally alma. I don't think the school system should
be teaching our kids about their privates in any sort of way. And I
understand that some parents don't have that conversation but have it with your doctor,
but don't depend on the school. And so many parents are becoming so comfortable
with the school having so much power over their kids. Yeah. My friend's
school handbook it said when kids are in school, we act as parents.
Like that is wrong. And I've signed it without reading it this year and
I read it like after I signed, and I was like, I should
not have signed that, you know, because that gives them all, you
know, it gives them the grounds to discipline in the way that they feel.
And I've had conversations with them, and the school system is so weird.
Now. I think it's always been weird. I just think people are
awake to it. Yeah, And if you are, you sharing that that
knowledge with your frontal lobe and she knows what she's talking about now. So
I really appreciate you coming on and you're you're such a an intelligent woman and
so empowering and so inspiring to so many women. I hope, you know,
people start listening to you. And and you're only on Facebook now right,
Yeah, I mean, I fuck, but I have like this band
where it says like it's like a warning thing, so like if I post
anything, it doesn't you know, Yeah, maybe we'll have you on again.
You can tell us more. I want people to know yeah, the
human encyclopedia. I just want them to know you. I want, um,
you know, I want you to empower so many more people. And
I think it's so unfair that you are being shut out in the way you
are. Um, it's just it's it's insane. So thank you for coming
on and sharing your light with me. I'm super fan girling still like I
girl like you because I like so I'm like, heck, yeah, I
will definitely be on there. That's like, well, I mean so much.
Thank you. Thank you for listening to Pillow Talk with Ellie Michelle.
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