WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.080 --> 00:00:05.360 Hey, we're back. This is for the record with Angelina. I appreciate 2 00:00:05.400 --> 00:00:08.679 you being here. Hit all the subscribe buttons if you're new, follow us 3 00:00:08.720 --> 00:00:13.880 on Instagram at Underscore ft R pod. Chris is here and we had a 4 00:00:13.880 --> 00:00:16.199 special guest Av. I can't see because it's big a screens in my way, 5 00:00:16.239 --> 00:00:22.800 but say hire sorry to find Av. This week's episode and for the 6 00:00:22.839 --> 00:00:30.120 culture, we're talking about Nikki and Meghan, the stallion of Beefan's let's let's 7 00:00:30.160 --> 00:00:37.200 talk TV, Griselda on Netflix and bitch I went on my first hinge date 8 00:00:37.920 --> 00:00:42.719 and Chris has a crazy story about x's and tattoos, so by all means, 9 00:00:43.159 --> 00:00:50.640 let's get to it. This is for the culture, for the culture, 10 00:00:50.920 --> 00:00:53.200 for the culture. This is where we pick a headline and ask if 11 00:00:53.479 --> 00:00:56.600 she or he did it for the culture. You guys, the girls are 12 00:00:56.719 --> 00:01:03.119 fighting real, They're fighting Nika Megan. The beef is real because okay, 13 00:01:03.119 --> 00:01:07.079 if you're not familiar with what's been going on, this kind of goes back 14 00:01:07.079 --> 00:01:08.519 a while, but it's never been like a full on beef. Oh my 15 00:01:08.560 --> 00:01:11.799 god, you know it was all good just a week ago. Let's let's 16 00:01:12.239 --> 00:01:17.200 let's go down the timeline. Shall we once upon a time we had Hot 17 00:01:17.200 --> 00:01:23.200 Girl Summer. Oh great, great record, I love it. Uh. 18 00:01:23.239 --> 00:01:26.920 That was in twenty nineteen. Wow. Next year, twenty twenty, Cardi 19 00:01:26.000 --> 00:01:33.040 drop swap with who Megan Is Stallion? Hiky did not like that. The 20 00:01:33.079 --> 00:01:40.519 next year twenty twenty one, Nikki unfollows Megan Stallion off Instagram, and then 21 00:01:40.840 --> 00:01:42.799 a couple months later she dropped Sea and Green, where people thought she was 22 00:01:42.840 --> 00:01:48.120 kind of subliminately dissing her. Uh, Nikki, Yeah, but you know 23 00:01:48.120 --> 00:01:51.599 it's like one of those like, oh did she It was a couple of 24 00:01:51.599 --> 00:01:55.359 those with a couple of records. I think Red Ruptus Lee's too. Oh 25 00:01:55.799 --> 00:01:57.439 yeah. I think people thought she was taking shots at Megan. But still 26 00:01:57.480 --> 00:02:00.879 nothing that's like, oh that's about me, you know what I mean. 27 00:02:01.120 --> 00:02:05.640 There's been a lot of shit going on. January twenty sixth, twenty twenty 28 00:02:05.719 --> 00:02:09.000 four, Megan the Stallion drops Hiss and honestly, she wasn't just coming for 29 00:02:09.080 --> 00:02:15.199 NICKI. A lot of people I didn't even peep the Megan'slaw comment like I 30 00:02:15.240 --> 00:02:17.319 did. Yeah, I flew right over my little head. I had no 31 00:02:17.360 --> 00:02:20.800 idea, didn't know. I was like, okay, new Megan song, 32 00:02:20.879 --> 00:02:24.000 let's go, yeah, that's cute, she said Drake and beating the BBL 33 00:02:24.039 --> 00:02:28.639 allegation. She's taking shows to anyone that has something to say during the Tory 34 00:02:28.719 --> 00:02:34.240 case. And then yeah, one bar. She gave Nikki one bar what 35 00:02:34.360 --> 00:02:37.080 she said? These host don't be mad at Megan. These home's mad at 36 00:02:37.080 --> 00:02:40.240 Megan's law. What is Megan's law? Do you know the exact definition? 37 00:02:40.280 --> 00:02:44.120 I don't know the exact thing. I just know it's like a law that 38 00:02:44.360 --> 00:02:49.159 keeps track of pedophile. You have to be a registered whom. Nikki is 39 00:02:49.240 --> 00:02:54.479 married too. So like everyone knew that shit was about Niki. Nikki spirals 40 00:02:54.560 --> 00:03:00.560 on social media after this. Okay, so leading up if you're not if 41 00:03:00.560 --> 00:03:04.680 you didn't know, Nikki now put out a diss record called Bigfoot, and 42 00:03:06.919 --> 00:03:10.560 I don't know it's not her best I have. I don't have bars to 43 00:03:10.560 --> 00:03:15.439 comfort me. But and like I know, there's a lot to be bad 44 00:03:15.479 --> 00:03:20.599 about Nikki. I still like I wouldn't call myself a barb, but I'm 45 00:03:20.639 --> 00:03:23.400 never like fully just Nikky. Like I do still love Nikki's music. I'm 46 00:03:23.479 --> 00:03:28.800 still rave along, but I'm drunk fast forward Nikki's monster verse. I'm doing 47 00:03:28.800 --> 00:03:31.719 that ship word for word, So I guess I expected more from her. 48 00:03:32.240 --> 00:03:40.439 U on Bigfoot, Oh my god, Bigfoot. Just her rollout was bad 49 00:03:40.479 --> 00:03:47.759 because she was spiraling on Twitter for like forty eight hours. The song picture 50 00:03:49.080 --> 00:03:52.120 took me out. Yeah, it was not okay. So you thought it 51 00:03:52.199 --> 00:03:55.039 might have It was maybe gonna be some heat. It's like like some Jurassic 52 00:03:55.080 --> 00:03:59.960 roll ship, like a little iih, he'll standing in this big guess foot. 53 00:04:00.360 --> 00:04:02.319 It's fucked up. It's so funny. It's so fucked up. I 54 00:04:02.360 --> 00:04:05.159 think I watched a lot of drag Race where they're just kind of caddy and 55 00:04:05.159 --> 00:04:09.120 they just kind of read each other for filth. I was just like, 56 00:04:09.479 --> 00:04:13.400 oh, this is like she just like read the bitch down kind of. 57 00:04:13.560 --> 00:04:16.240 But it was just so funny because it was so mean. See you're feeling 58 00:04:16.279 --> 00:04:19.120 it. I wasn't to me. I did no because I remember you messed 59 00:04:19.160 --> 00:04:21.519 me. You're like, oh my gosh, she's psychotic. She's crazy psychotic, 60 00:04:21.519 --> 00:04:25.360 And I thought even like, no, this is iconic, Like this 61 00:04:25.439 --> 00:04:30.480 is psychotic, like crazy like iconic, like she literally lying on your dad, 62 00:04:30.600 --> 00:04:35.720 mama, are your dead mama? Yeah? Your dead mother? See, 63 00:04:35.759 --> 00:04:38.519 I don't know. I feel like you're giving her too much credit, 64 00:04:39.240 --> 00:04:42.040 Like it's no. I'm just like so for me and I just want to 65 00:04:42.079 --> 00:04:45.360 make it clear, like when it comes to rap Beef, I think anything's 66 00:04:45.399 --> 00:04:46.360 on board, Like I'm not like, oh my god, that was so 67 00:04:46.439 --> 00:04:48.160 messed up. Oh my god, I was so fucked up, Like how 68 00:04:48.240 --> 00:04:53.519 dare she cross that line? Like I loved Push the Tees verse to Drake. 69 00:04:53.920 --> 00:04:57.079 You know that Van is six six sick, Like I feel people were 70 00:04:57.120 --> 00:05:00.879 saying, you can't go for someone's dying friend, and you can't. But 71 00:05:00.920 --> 00:05:03.199 at the same time, I was like, oh, I was here. 72 00:05:03.279 --> 00:05:06.839 I was here for the violence and with Nikki. I don't I don't get 73 00:05:06.839 --> 00:05:10.920 what she was saying, Like I don't understand the point of that line. 74 00:05:11.120 --> 00:05:13.920 I don't really understand. I don't get either. But she's just bringing up 75 00:05:13.959 --> 00:05:16.040 to that her mom is dead and that is so fucked up, like like 76 00:05:16.720 --> 00:05:19.560 like repeats it over and over. In the end, I'm just like it 77 00:05:19.639 --> 00:05:23.759 is like, yeah, like you can't talk about people's oh dead parents. 78 00:05:23.800 --> 00:05:26.879 I guess, but like I just I wasn't like, wow, she went 79 00:05:26.920 --> 00:05:29.240 there, Like I just didn't really get it, Like I was like, 80 00:05:29.279 --> 00:05:31.040 Okay, it was just like your mom's dead, your mom's dead, Like 81 00:05:31.199 --> 00:05:33.959 that's how I got like a little kid, like okay, like that's not 82 00:05:34.120 --> 00:05:36.839 rap, that's not like a bar. No, I'm not saying it's a 83 00:05:36.879 --> 00:05:41.759 bar. I don't even I'm not even familiar with rap like beef, you 84 00:05:41.800 --> 00:05:43.600 know, but I thought it was we just to be like, oh, 85 00:05:43.680 --> 00:05:46.040 your mom's dead, like you have the bigfoot, Like it was just so 86 00:05:46.279 --> 00:05:50.160 kiddish, Like I feel like real amateurl wasn't disrespectful enough to me. It 87 00:05:50.240 --> 00:05:56.199 was very like enough. I mean, it is just it is the most 88 00:05:56.199 --> 00:06:00.600 disrespectful thing you could do is talk about someone's parents that are no longer here, 89 00:06:00.680 --> 00:06:02.879 like to talk about someone's dead parents out of pocket as fuck. Someone 90 00:06:02.879 --> 00:06:06.319 can argue it's so disrespectful that would go outside of any rap battle, like, 91 00:06:06.439 --> 00:06:09.519 bitch, you actually have to see me now, like now we're about 92 00:06:09.519 --> 00:06:12.800 to get physical. I guess I feel like if you're gonna be that disrespectful 93 00:06:12.800 --> 00:06:15.199 and you're gonna take it to like the highest disrespect, you need to be 94 00:06:15.240 --> 00:06:18.319 making sense and it needs to be like a real bar. Like I don't 95 00:06:18.319 --> 00:06:20.160 know, I'm not a rapper, but I feel like she could have typed 96 00:06:20.199 --> 00:06:24.360 something in of like I don't know I'm not a rapper, but I don't 97 00:06:24.360 --> 00:06:27.560 know, something like if her mama was here, she's slappy. I don't 98 00:06:27.600 --> 00:06:30.079 know, but I just feel like, exactly, it was very disrespectful. 99 00:06:30.319 --> 00:06:33.439 It is out of line. I get that, And yeah, I would 100 00:06:33.519 --> 00:06:40.439 argue maybe she did go too far, but it was almost delivered so bad 101 00:06:40.639 --> 00:06:45.920 that it was kind of like, okay, what it was so cold? 102 00:06:46.000 --> 00:06:49.120 It was just okay, I feel like a bar something. It wasn't clever 103 00:06:49.199 --> 00:06:55.040 at all. It was like cold cold. She's like slued shaming her like 104 00:06:55.319 --> 00:06:59.079 about all the men that she's been with. Who cares? Okay, she 105 00:06:59.160 --> 00:07:01.199 fucked you, she was easy. Who the fuck cares? Yeah, like 106 00:07:01.639 --> 00:07:05.120 that was a Barry Win. And then what she says, humping on a 107 00:07:05.160 --> 00:07:10.160 minor base, that's your man? Oh yeah that was weird. We're talking 108 00:07:10.160 --> 00:07:14.759 about there? Yeah, yeah, what's going on? I call her bigfoot? 109 00:07:14.920 --> 00:07:17.519 Get up on your good foot. I think I just love it so 110 00:07:17.600 --> 00:07:21.800 much because it's really bad. It's funny, but it's bad. No yeah, 111 00:07:21.800 --> 00:07:24.680 no, no, beef needs to be bad. That's why I'm like, 112 00:07:24.680 --> 00:07:26.519 I want to get that out the way. I'm not coming from a 113 00:07:26.560 --> 00:07:29.040 place of like, oh that's fucked up. I can't believe you said that 114 00:07:29.079 --> 00:07:30.639 it's bad because I'm here for the violence, is what I'm trying to make 115 00:07:30.680 --> 00:07:34.160 clear. In a perfect world, the women need to be uplifting each other, 116 00:07:34.319 --> 00:07:41.120 especially in this industry that's so male dominant. I wish it wasn't happening, 117 00:07:41.120 --> 00:07:43.439 but I feel like so much is built up with you know, Nicki 118 00:07:43.519 --> 00:07:46.120 and other rappers, especially Meghan and Nicki. And now we're here, Okay. 119 00:07:46.120 --> 00:07:48.040 I would like it to be one way, like they say in the 120 00:07:48.079 --> 00:07:49.959 wire, you want it to be one way, but it's the other way. 121 00:07:50.040 --> 00:07:54.800 And now we're here, and the rap lover in me, the girl 122 00:07:54.879 --> 00:07:59.279 that loves rapping hip hop. When it comes to a wrap beef happening, 123 00:08:00.079 --> 00:08:03.519 I want all the violence. I'm here for all the smoke. Sometimes if 124 00:08:03.519 --> 00:08:05.600 I can't wake up in the morning, I will play Ice Cubes No Vassiline, 125 00:08:05.639 --> 00:08:09.759 greatest song of all time, Don't at me. Every line excites me. 126 00:08:09.399 --> 00:08:13.439 When jay Z said left condoms on your baby seat, that excites me. 127 00:08:13.680 --> 00:08:18.879 I'm here for all the disrespect. When Pusha she said you are hiding 128 00:08:18.879 --> 00:08:22.759 a child, but that boy come home, be motherfucker playing border patrol. 129 00:08:22.959 --> 00:08:26.399 That was mean. When he said your son deserves more than an Adida's press 130 00:08:26.480 --> 00:08:30.120 run. That was mean but asn't good, Like this is like a good 131 00:08:30.360 --> 00:08:33.039 yeah bar exactly. I want all the mean bars talk about how his baby 132 00:08:33.039 --> 00:08:35.039 mom is a porn star and you try to clean her up but the stend 133 00:08:35.080 --> 00:08:39.480 just toll on her. And I just feel like with Nikki's response, it 134 00:08:39.559 --> 00:08:43.960 was disrespectful, but like it didn't move me. It was so childish your 135 00:08:43.039 --> 00:08:46.919 mom's dad. I didn't think that was like no, no, no, 136 00:08:46.759 --> 00:08:50.000 no, it's so petty. It's so petty, and this is just me 137 00:08:50.120 --> 00:08:52.600 Like I mean, for you listening you can't see, but it was like, 138 00:08:52.720 --> 00:08:54.879 oh my god, see you liked it. That's those are a good 139 00:08:54.879 --> 00:09:00.879 compliments, petty. Mean, that was a good record. I'm not like 140 00:09:01.120 --> 00:09:03.919 out here like I'm just lapping it. I'm not like listening to it, 141 00:09:03.960 --> 00:09:07.039 but I'm just like I cannot do for she went out and said that, 142 00:09:07.399 --> 00:09:11.840 okay, so you removed a little bit. When I first heard it, 143 00:09:11.279 --> 00:09:18.559 I was like, this is crazy, Like yeah, it wasn't clever, 144 00:09:18.639 --> 00:09:20.879 but she really punched her, like literally, it was just it was very 145 00:09:20.960 --> 00:09:26.440 literal. You were for Christmas the bar wait. I literally just went to 146 00:09:26.960 --> 00:09:31.360 one of the best drag bars in the world. Oasis Drag Bar in San 147 00:09:31.360 --> 00:09:35.960 Francisco. They just had Nicki Minaj's nights. Ye you know, my ass 148 00:09:35.039 --> 00:09:39.440 was there. I'm really not a barbs, I'm hell of fake. Wait 149 00:09:39.480 --> 00:09:41.679 what did they play the song? Yeah? They played them all. They 150 00:09:41.720 --> 00:09:43.879 played red ruby sleeves. What do you watch draggers? Say? Did you 151 00:09:43.919 --> 00:09:46.320 play the record? No? No, this was like, this was like 152 00:09:46.360 --> 00:09:52.720 three weeks ago. Anyways, And I really did like some of her, 153 00:09:54.000 --> 00:09:56.679 like some of the songs on her new album. It was pretty good. 154 00:09:56.279 --> 00:09:58.240 No, I love the new album. I love Nikki. I will listen 155 00:09:58.240 --> 00:10:03.000 to all her old time. Why I love her too, because her voices 156 00:10:03.080 --> 00:10:07.120 that she does is fucking weird and crazy, and like that was this whole 157 00:10:07.440 --> 00:10:11.600 song with a You're gonna fucking kill you. She's not like a fucking gremblin, 158 00:10:11.879 --> 00:10:16.600 Like she literally off the wall, like off the chain, like crazy, 159 00:10:16.679 --> 00:10:20.600 like she's on drugs or something. I don't know, maybe maybe not. 160 00:10:20.960 --> 00:10:22.519 No, you like you're like, okay, you think those are bars? 161 00:10:22.519 --> 00:10:26.679 And she did get like she really does eight I don't yes feel like 162 00:10:28.000 --> 00:10:31.039 that was crazy, but I was like, oh, just you liked it, 163 00:10:31.039 --> 00:10:33.240 It's okay. I'm not going to admit that I liked it to get 164 00:10:33.279 --> 00:10:37.279 fucking docks. The bars, I feel like are harder than the hotties. 165 00:10:37.360 --> 00:10:41.519 They're probably crazy. I cannot admit it because I've always been a Megan's stand. 166 00:10:41.639 --> 00:10:45.600 I love Megan. Okay, you don't like the girls fighting, I 167 00:10:45.600 --> 00:10:48.559 don't. You're coming from a place of peace. Yeah, it's just like 168 00:10:50.960 --> 00:10:54.879 your damn mama. Oh, your damn mama, that's fuck. Don't bring 169 00:10:54.960 --> 00:10:56.960 up your damn mama, bitch. I just I think she could have done 170 00:10:56.960 --> 00:11:00.720 better, And I guess what didn't do it for me? I, Like 171 00:11:00.759 --> 00:11:01.840 I said, I think her rollout was bad, Like all that stuff she 172 00:11:01.840 --> 00:11:05.759 said in the song, she had already said for forty eight hours on Twitter, 173 00:11:05.240 --> 00:11:09.799 Like we clearly just read her timeline, So it wasn't nothing like oh 174 00:11:09.799 --> 00:11:11.399 the mom, like she's been talking about the mom for the past forty eight 175 00:11:11.399 --> 00:11:16.320 hours. I wasn't like surprised by it. I was you've been ranting about 176 00:11:16.360 --> 00:11:18.759 it for the past like it made it look like you care too much. 177 00:11:18.799 --> 00:11:20.879 Like it made it very much like, oh, Megan's winning, because you 178 00:11:20.919 --> 00:11:24.320 are clearly spiraling like you have not non stop on Twitter, retweeting, talking 179 00:11:24.360 --> 00:11:28.840 shit. Every bar that's in that song was on her Twitter timeline prior. 180 00:11:30.480 --> 00:11:33.039 There wasn't nothing new fact, so it was like, okay, it was 181 00:11:35.879 --> 00:11:39.759 for the same thing, her drama, her steeze up until that point. 182 00:11:39.759 --> 00:11:43.600 But it's just the cover photo. I can't. I have to find this 183 00:11:43.720 --> 00:11:46.960 chiktok real quick. So fucked up and I thought I reposted it, but 184 00:11:48.000 --> 00:11:50.840 it was like, oh right here, like I s this is POV. 185 00:11:50.960 --> 00:11:56.840 You're listening to Nikki's just to Megan, nick have a joker part one foot 186 00:11:56.200 --> 00:12:00.320 foot, bad foot, blue foot. When it comes in the making, 187 00:12:00.360 --> 00:12:03.159 no stallion, the bitch you got one foot. When it comes to rap, 188 00:12:03.519 --> 00:12:09.080 I demonstrate when it comes to legs, man, and you take you 189 00:12:09.200 --> 00:12:13.720 fucked your motherfucking best friend man. Don't you know your mama, dad, 190 00:12:15.399 --> 00:12:18.759 children? But that was a long time ago. While you bringing that up, 191 00:12:18.039 --> 00:12:24.159 you sully, that bitch things she's smart with Megan's law. You ain't 192 00:12:24.240 --> 00:12:28.559 smart, you little fart. And when it comes to feet, I have 193 00:12:28.720 --> 00:12:33.639 to And when it comes to Megan, oohoo oo out like your foot. 194 00:12:33.919 --> 00:12:37.600 I'm the queen of rap, you the queen of foot. Buy a lateral 195 00:12:37.679 --> 00:12:46.879 feet, buy a lateral feet, manage god By a lateral feet and you 196 00:12:48.000 --> 00:12:56.960 got five minutes to apologize? Why no feet foot foot for foot Nicki minaj 197 00:12:58.039 --> 00:13:01.080 Nikki they have a joke of Barby, let's get it. Yes, that's 198 00:13:01.200 --> 00:13:05.600 literally and that was not good, Like that is so simple, Like I 199 00:13:05.840 --> 00:13:09.679 think I just have a soft spot in my heart for stupidity, like it 200 00:13:09.840 --> 00:13:15.320 was so stupid. Well, I'm excited to see what Meghan says next, 201 00:13:15.360 --> 00:13:16.879 because I feel like Meghan. I mean, Nikky got bars too. That's 202 00:13:16.919 --> 00:13:22.440 why I was disappointed in this record. But we'll see what Mackey said, 203 00:13:22.559 --> 00:13:30.759 Mickey, what Meghan says she has even Nicky hinted for like like another song 204 00:13:30.919 --> 00:13:35.200 right like in the outro. Oh yeah yeah, yeah yeah part two yeah 205 00:13:35.279 --> 00:13:39.000 oh yes, yes, yes, girl better be about on the part line. 206 00:13:39.759 --> 00:13:43.879 Even I have something really real on her now she has time and like 207 00:13:43.960 --> 00:13:48.679 the slushame like y'all rap about the same ship. I'll summer, we'll appen 208 00:13:48.720 --> 00:13:52.320 to that. What was talking about when she says fucking your best friend man 209 00:13:52.440 --> 00:13:56.159 is crazy? Fucking your best man's friend, I don't know. Get again, 210 00:13:56.200 --> 00:13:58.720 it's all this like tea and I'm like, I don't know what the 211 00:13:58.759 --> 00:14:03.039 hell is going on. I watched like a a bunch of different youtubeas after 212 00:14:05.000 --> 00:14:07.480 on my way to school, Like I just listening to it for an hour, 213 00:14:07.679 --> 00:14:13.200 like so everyone's everyone's got their own little story to it. You crazy, 214 00:14:13.440 --> 00:14:20.159 I don't know. Crazy. Chris is here for her. She's he's 215 00:14:20.200 --> 00:14:22.440 saying, thank you, doing it for the culture. I am not. 216 00:14:22.960 --> 00:14:24.960 But so far Megan hasn't said anything. She did announce that she is going 217 00:14:26.039 --> 00:14:28.279 to be going on tour soon, though, so I don't know. I 218 00:14:28.399 --> 00:14:30.879 feel like there's a lot more to come. She's not doing it for the 219 00:14:30.919 --> 00:14:33.679 culture. Yes you are. No no, no, no no no, 220 00:14:33.960 --> 00:14:37.600 you're TEMI on this. I'm t Megan. It's it's here bar versus the 221 00:14:37.639 --> 00:14:43.080 hotties. You want you major lions clear Chris. Wow, It's okay. 222 00:14:45.080 --> 00:14:52.120 Hell everyone let's talk as TV and I gotta talk Chris Selda on Netflix. 223 00:14:52.200 --> 00:14:54.559 Did you watch it, Chris? I started to watch it, but it's 224 00:14:54.600 --> 00:14:56.960 all Spanish, so I could not, like do my homework and watch it. 225 00:14:58.679 --> 00:15:01.559 Yeah, but honestly, the first thirty minutes I was watching acting. 226 00:15:03.440 --> 00:15:05.799 She is an actor, av Did you watch it? Not yet? Not 227 00:15:05.960 --> 00:15:11.639 yet? I love Sophia. She is doing what it needs to be done. 228 00:15:13.039 --> 00:15:15.639 This is not Modern Family, y'all. Oh my god, no, 229 00:15:15.919 --> 00:15:18.399 no, no, did you finish it? Yes? Oh my god. 230 00:15:18.440 --> 00:15:20.039 I stood up till like nine in the morning like a fucking crackhead, and 231 00:15:20.120 --> 00:15:26.879 I got up till episode five and spoiler alert, Oh damn it. Wait 232 00:15:26.000 --> 00:15:30.799 yeah, okay, I want there's six episodes only, right, yeah, 233 00:15:31.279 --> 00:15:33.559 okay, this is my only spoiler. This bitch start hitting the crack pipe 234 00:15:35.159 --> 00:15:37.600 and I'm like, all she had to do was not do crack. You 235 00:15:37.679 --> 00:15:41.080 could have been run and ship. But no. That episode five, you 236 00:15:41.120 --> 00:15:45.240 guys, is absolutely insane, Like when she started hitting crack. This party 237 00:15:45.320 --> 00:15:48.159 episode, like she goes crazy and she starts making people do weird. She 238 00:15:48.399 --> 00:15:52.000 starts being paranoid as fuck. Yeah, I'm logan to be like, nah, 239 00:15:52.039 --> 00:15:54.960 brah, I got I gotta go to bed. That's so that's when 240 00:15:54.960 --> 00:15:58.200 I stopped watching about Shout out to producer Chris. We have another Chris here. 241 00:15:58.399 --> 00:16:03.559 Say hi, Chris say hi on the line. Yeah, Hello, 242 00:16:03.960 --> 00:16:07.519 his name is also Chris. He is recording videos. He's gonna get us 243 00:16:07.519 --> 00:16:15.080 clips so we could be you know social. Yeah. Griselda on Netflix if 244 00:16:15.120 --> 00:16:18.360 you don't know, it's about Griselda Blanco, known as the black widow, 245 00:16:18.799 --> 00:16:22.519 the cocaine godmother. She like ran Columbia. She was a drug lord. 246 00:16:23.039 --> 00:16:26.600 The show starts off with like a quote from Pablo Escobar that's like, the 247 00:16:26.679 --> 00:16:30.360 only man I ever feared was a woman named Garcelda. I don't know if 248 00:16:30.360 --> 00:16:32.000 that's true. I feel like they just do that in for the show. 249 00:16:32.799 --> 00:16:34.440 Wait, it is powerful, but it's true. I need to fact check 250 00:16:34.480 --> 00:16:37.879 that one, you know, don't I was assuming. I was assuming she 251 00:16:38.039 --> 00:16:44.600 was like's wife or something. She's her own, no relation. I did 252 00:16:44.639 --> 00:16:47.440 see that. I was like, oh shit, okay, no, no, 253 00:16:48.039 --> 00:16:51.480 nothing, okay, cool, wow. But it's always the female stories. 254 00:16:51.519 --> 00:16:53.240 We don't hear you, hear you hear about your Pablo escobars. Who 255 00:16:53.320 --> 00:16:56.960 the hell is Griselda? Don't know, I'm gonna find out. Yeah, 256 00:16:56.240 --> 00:17:04.079 which she's pretty popular, but kidding, yeah, she should like the documentary. 257 00:17:04.119 --> 00:17:10.680 Okay. Anyways, there's literally a whole record label rab group named Griselda. 258 00:17:11.559 --> 00:17:21.039 Yeah you never heard Griselda only because you've showed me them. Okay, 259 00:17:21.079 --> 00:17:26.279 well, I mean she's a legend. And Sophia she did do an interview 260 00:17:26.319 --> 00:17:27.759 saying I guess her one of her brothers, like, because I think people 261 00:17:27.799 --> 00:17:32.799 were coming for her a little bit. People are fed up with these glorified 262 00:17:32.880 --> 00:17:37.839 stories of people who are not good people, But I feel like it's still 263 00:17:37.039 --> 00:17:40.680 a story that needs to be told anyway. Sophia in the interview, she 264 00:17:40.680 --> 00:17:44.680 said, I guess she had a brother that like died like in the cartel 265 00:17:44.720 --> 00:17:48.440 too, So it's very interesting hearing that POV like her going into it. 266 00:17:48.640 --> 00:17:51.839 But yeah, she was acting for sure. I thought she did so good. 267 00:17:51.960 --> 00:17:52.680 I thought she did her big one. I mean, she's been around 268 00:17:52.720 --> 00:17:56.640 forever, so I don't want to say like this is her breakout, but 269 00:17:56.759 --> 00:18:00.359 she did kill it. Carol g wasn't it? Oh my god? Like 270 00:18:00.440 --> 00:18:03.839 such a little Vattie. I love her and maybe love her more. She 271 00:18:03.920 --> 00:18:07.240 had very small parts, but like every scene, I was like, this 272 00:18:07.319 --> 00:18:12.920 switch is acting too, I think. So I saw something like a clip 273 00:18:12.960 --> 00:18:15.720 that said it was. But then I saw people in the comments like, 274 00:18:15.799 --> 00:18:18.119 no, she was in this too, So I don't know. I gotta 275 00:18:18.119 --> 00:18:22.319 fact check that one. Yeah, Like she had a couple of lines. 276 00:18:22.400 --> 00:18:23.960 Like she wasn't a main character or anything, but she is like someone that 277 00:18:25.039 --> 00:18:26.160 like Grisella looks out for her. I mean, she's like one of the 278 00:18:26.200 --> 00:18:33.440 prostitutes that like helps her local cocaine. That no, but the the story 279 00:18:33.559 --> 00:18:37.160 was really good. I thought the main guy that she ends up with, 280 00:18:37.400 --> 00:18:41.160 Dario or something. I don't know his real name, fine as fuck. 281 00:18:41.240 --> 00:18:45.559 I I keep saying pictures of him on Twitter. She should have kept him 282 00:18:45.599 --> 00:18:48.640 around. He was fine as hell. Shout out to him. There's this 283 00:18:48.720 --> 00:18:52.160 other guy in it. I think his name is Rivy. I need to 284 00:18:52.200 --> 00:18:55.720 get the names down, so I'm sorry. I know the spoiler guys. 285 00:18:55.759 --> 00:19:00.359 But at the end, he like there he basically it kind of hints that 286 00:19:00.400 --> 00:19:03.039 he's gonna stitch on her so he could get less time. He goes in 287 00:19:03.160 --> 00:19:07.000 there and he starts having phone sex with one of the like DA assistants or 288 00:19:07.039 --> 00:19:11.680 whatever. Wow, And the whole case has to get thrown away because he 289 00:19:11.720 --> 00:19:14.319 did that. So he's like, you're welcome, bitch, and it's so 290 00:19:14.519 --> 00:19:18.680 insane. I googled it. That's that really happened. Wow. So he 291 00:19:18.799 --> 00:19:21.920 kind of like threw himself under the bus or like made like like he helped 292 00:19:21.920 --> 00:19:25.200 her out. Yeah, damn he was. I was like, Donia was 293 00:19:25.240 --> 00:19:27.920 the finest, but really was the realist. He's kind of a real one 294 00:19:27.960 --> 00:19:30.720 for that. I can't believe that really happened. So just are like having 295 00:19:30.799 --> 00:19:34.200 phone sex, didn't know it was recorded with this criminal, this drug lord, 296 00:19:34.680 --> 00:19:37.960 murderer. So who's looking for her, like the FBI or yeah, 297 00:19:38.039 --> 00:19:42.559 everyone everyone, they find her. Yeah, she ends up going to jail 298 00:19:42.720 --> 00:19:45.519 and then the real story They don't put this in there, but when she 299 00:19:45.720 --> 00:19:49.079 like gets so, I guess she was known for killing people, having her 300 00:19:49.119 --> 00:19:52.680 hitman come up in motorcycles and she's doing them in the head. That's how 301 00:19:52.720 --> 00:19:56.319 she killed a lot of people. Wow, so went to prison. Is 302 00:19:56.400 --> 00:19:59.839 totally out of the drug thing, right, sixty nine years old and someone 303 00:20:00.200 --> 00:20:04.240 her that way? None who did it coming back after all these years. 304 00:20:06.680 --> 00:20:11.759 That's the way it is used too. Yeah, yeah, we get that 305 00:20:11.920 --> 00:20:17.000 ass. Sure she made a lot of enemies. But one of her sons, 306 00:20:17.119 --> 00:20:19.000 the only one living, Yes, I came out and I guess he 307 00:20:19.119 --> 00:20:22.359 was upset because he was like, they got my mom looking hella ugly, 308 00:20:22.480 --> 00:20:26.920 like she's like this nasty woman and like she was actually really pretty back in 309 00:20:26.920 --> 00:20:29.480 the day if you google her. Sorry, Grisilla was ugly. She was 310 00:20:29.559 --> 00:20:33.559 not cute. Okay maybe when she was younger. Sure, here's my thing. 311 00:20:33.599 --> 00:20:37.920 They have Sophia playing her mom like they really just put her prosthetic nose. 312 00:20:37.960 --> 00:20:41.000 Maybe they gave her some wrinkles, but she still looks like I was 313 00:20:41.039 --> 00:20:44.880 gonna say, she did look very I think she looked kind of different though. 314 00:20:44.880 --> 00:20:45.640 I mean, yeah, yeah, she said the bakup did good, 315 00:20:45.680 --> 00:20:49.680 but they she still look like, Okay, they gave her like chin and 316 00:20:49.839 --> 00:20:53.279 like a jaw, like, yeah, they gave her that fake ass nose. 317 00:20:53.880 --> 00:20:56.880 Wait, I gotta google her. I need to see that. But 318 00:20:56.960 --> 00:21:00.240 if you look at the real girl like Sophia is still not looking like her, 319 00:21:00.319 --> 00:21:03.480 you know what I mean. And so I'm just like, dude, 320 00:21:03.720 --> 00:21:11.240 oh sorry, exactly look like da kills Selena. Okay, so she looks 321 00:21:11.319 --> 00:21:14.599 nothing like her, even though they did ugly Sophia up for sure, show 322 00:21:14.640 --> 00:21:18.240 in the room right now. She was on Kelly Clarkson talking about Sofia. 323 00:21:18.559 --> 00:21:23.200 Yeah, she was on Kelly Clarkson talking about that transformation, and Kelly was 324 00:21:23.200 --> 00:21:26.200 like, no, it doesn't even look like he looks so good. She 325 00:21:26.319 --> 00:21:30.480 was like, she was like no, it took hours and wigs and all 326 00:21:30.519 --> 00:21:37.079 this stuff. Kelly is like, basic, but it is she She looks 327 00:21:37.119 --> 00:21:41.640 like it could be her own person or like a relative of Sophia, right 328 00:21:41.680 --> 00:21:44.400 I agree, I don't. I don't think it was that drastic. Like 329 00:21:44.440 --> 00:21:48.240 do you remember Monster, the movie Monster who started that they made her? 330 00:21:48.200 --> 00:21:52.160 Yeah? Right, it was like about that like killed telling people, but 331 00:21:52.279 --> 00:21:56.519 she like got raped. Like it was like it was like based on a 332 00:21:56.559 --> 00:22:03.160 true story. What's her name? She's Hella pretty. Charlie's the throne. 333 00:22:04.200 --> 00:22:07.880 No, yeah, Charlie's the throne, right, yes? Yeah, yeah, 334 00:22:08.480 --> 00:22:11.480 Oh she looks Do you see it? Did you google it? Yeah? 335 00:22:11.599 --> 00:22:15.759 Like that is a transformation right there. That is a beautiful woman turned 336 00:22:15.880 --> 00:22:19.240 ugly. Can't even recognize her exactly. I do think they ugly Sophia up 337 00:22:19.279 --> 00:22:22.799 for sure, Like we know she's not that bad, but like, bro, 338 00:22:22.000 --> 00:22:26.119 they still got a bad ass bitch playing your mom. Also, this, 339 00:22:26.319 --> 00:22:29.920 at the end of the day, this woman is in charge of hundreds, 340 00:22:30.240 --> 00:22:36.079 hundreds of families dying, like ruining Columbia if your mom, her legacy 341 00:22:36.160 --> 00:22:37.680 is known to be this nasty, ugly, fucking woman, so be it. 342 00:22:37.799 --> 00:22:41.359 Sorry, she's not a good person. So that's the last thing. 343 00:22:41.400 --> 00:22:42.759 I'm like, Oh no, they didn't make her look pretty, like should 344 00:22:42.799 --> 00:22:47.440 I right? And he actually is trying to sue, right, oh is 345 00:22:47.559 --> 00:22:53.039 he? Yeah? So he's suing Netflix and Sophia. Oh damn. So 346 00:22:55.039 --> 00:22:57.119 I don't know how that's going to turn out. But I don't know if 347 00:22:57.440 --> 00:23:04.039 even all these BioPen, like fucking was her name? Rosie was her name? 348 00:23:04.759 --> 00:23:11.279 Gypsy army, Gypsy army girl. I couldnot No, Yeah, they're 349 00:23:11.279 --> 00:23:15.319 always like going to make a documentary. But I thought it was really good. 350 00:23:15.680 --> 00:23:18.880 I do feel like the end was a little rush and I was just 351 00:23:18.960 --> 00:23:22.039 like out, yeah, that's really fast. The hour an hour long? 352 00:23:22.119 --> 00:23:23.160 Yeah, they're pretty long. I think they're an hour long because I feel 353 00:23:23.160 --> 00:23:26.799 like it was along. There were long episodes, but I feel like it 354 00:23:26.880 --> 00:23:29.480 was rushed. The end was a little rushed, and I feel like they 355 00:23:29.559 --> 00:23:32.640 left out a lot of stuff, Like I don't know they could have done 356 00:23:32.680 --> 00:23:34.519 more about like her upbringing, because like she didn't go through a lot. 357 00:23:34.559 --> 00:23:38.039 I think her mom used to beat her, and like they kind of just 358 00:23:38.079 --> 00:23:41.720 show her like, oh poor, oh I gotta go sell drugs. Do 359 00:23:41.759 --> 00:23:45.279 you think maybe that's why the Sun's upset too, because like I'm assuming he 360 00:23:45.359 --> 00:23:49.160 knew his mom enough to know, like, oh that this past of hers 361 00:23:49.319 --> 00:23:52.559 is what kind of led to the decision she was making. Right, I 362 00:23:52.640 --> 00:23:56.440 don't know, I didn't even know he was like suing and everything. So 363 00:23:56.400 --> 00:24:00.400 but maybe she died in twenty twelve. Yeah, maybe he is like y'all 364 00:24:00.440 --> 00:24:03.480 don't get the whole story right, kind of like with the whole Selena thing. 365 00:24:03.519 --> 00:24:06.079 Remember when the series came out, they had issues with that too. 366 00:24:06.160 --> 00:24:11.240 Oh my god, Yeah, they screwed that one up, those terrible family 367 00:24:11.440 --> 00:24:15.359 or Chris was upset and like the story being like warped supposedly and stuff like 368 00:24:15.440 --> 00:24:19.880 that. So but yeah, I thought, I mean, it's definitely still 369 00:24:19.880 --> 00:24:22.640 watchable though it's really good. I know I'm not above the whole like, 370 00:24:22.759 --> 00:24:26.039 don't glorify it. It is bad, but you don't love me a little 371 00:24:26.039 --> 00:24:30.079 gangster? Okay, So I was tuned in. I thought it was really 372 00:24:30.119 --> 00:24:33.759 good. A lot of people in the Bay and beyond are upset because I 373 00:24:33.799 --> 00:24:37.960 did leave out Charles Crosby so after I think he wrote her when he was 374 00:24:38.000 --> 00:24:42.119 in jail, and she dated him for a long time and he's from Oakland 375 00:24:42.680 --> 00:24:45.960 and he's like the only boyfriend that she did not at least put a hit 376 00:24:47.000 --> 00:24:52.400 out or kill real Oakland legend. Okay, Danny Griselda, it was down. 377 00:24:52.480 --> 00:24:56.960 I guess that there's another documentary The Cocaine Cowboys or whatever that tells the 378 00:24:56.000 --> 00:25:00.759 story of her and he is mentioned in it. But a little racist. 379 00:25:00.839 --> 00:25:04.480 You don't leave in her black boyfriend loving her life, the only one that 380 00:25:04.559 --> 00:25:07.480 finessed her from Oakland. We leave that one out. But maybe because it 381 00:25:07.559 --> 00:25:11.000 was like afterwards, like you know, after she went in prison, they 382 00:25:11.000 --> 00:25:12.880 were dating, so maybe that's the reason. But still they could have they 383 00:25:12.920 --> 00:25:15.880 could put my guy in there. Wow, So that was kind of whack, 384 00:25:17.079 --> 00:25:18.960 and they kind of had this whole hero cop situation like this girl that's 385 00:25:18.960 --> 00:25:22.480 a cop. She knew the whole time that it was Gricella. No one 386 00:25:22.519 --> 00:25:23.920 believed her because it was a girl like that shouldn't happen. It was a 387 00:25:23.960 --> 00:25:26.359 guy that I did it. They could have left out the hero cop and 388 00:25:26.480 --> 00:25:30.640 put Charles Crosby in it instead, I think, but you know, it 389 00:25:30.799 --> 00:25:33.480 is what it is. But I thought it was really good. So if 390 00:25:33.480 --> 00:25:37.559 you watch Grosella on Netflix, let us know, hit us up on socials 391 00:25:37.640 --> 00:25:42.000 at Underscore, FTR pod or at Angelina on ear. I said, bitch, 392 00:25:45.200 --> 00:25:47.319 if you wanted to go to tailor is, just tell her brother you 393 00:25:47.359 --> 00:25:49.319 want to go to Taylor's. You said that, Oh, hell, yeah, 394 00:25:49.440 --> 00:25:52.039 man, I laid it out right, I said, I said, 395 00:25:52.119 --> 00:25:59.119 I says, I said, bitch, bitch, Chris. I know you 396 00:25:59.279 --> 00:26:00.480 have a topic, a story, but real quick, I gotta tell you 397 00:26:00.559 --> 00:26:06.680 guys, I went on my very first hinge date. Wow. It wait 398 00:26:07.160 --> 00:26:11.519 so good, but I do want to share one when it's a thing. 399 00:26:12.599 --> 00:26:15.559 Yeah. So we're back on the apps kind of not really. I feel 400 00:26:15.599 --> 00:26:18.720 like I matched with like two people that I was actually talking to, well 401 00:26:18.799 --> 00:26:22.759 kind of, I wouldn't say talking, but it's the only two people I 402 00:26:23.440 --> 00:26:27.960 said hi to didn't let the match expire whatever. And this person was he 403 00:26:29.039 --> 00:26:30.359 had the energy. He was like, when are we going on a date? 404 00:26:30.920 --> 00:26:36.119 Let me get your number or your socials whatever whatever. Is the guy 405 00:26:36.160 --> 00:26:38.480 who you said you didn't have an Instagram? Oh yeah, Chris, I 406 00:26:38.559 --> 00:26:41.240 say that to everyone. Okay, I guess that could be another question you 407 00:26:41.319 --> 00:26:45.519 guys on the dating apps, Like, I don't want to tell people my 408 00:26:45.680 --> 00:26:48.079 Instagram right away because, first of all, yeah, I don't know if 409 00:26:48.119 --> 00:26:51.519 I want people to know right away that I'm in radio. They always I 410 00:26:51.559 --> 00:26:55.279 don't know. I don't know what it is. It's just like you gotta 411 00:26:55.279 --> 00:26:59.559 ask a bunch of questions. I don't know. I don't know. They 412 00:26:59.599 --> 00:27:02.240 try to be they try to like identify with you, like, oh, 413 00:27:02.319 --> 00:27:03.960 I've always been on I've always wanted to be on radio, or like oh, 414 00:27:04.279 --> 00:27:07.839 you know, I don't know. They try to like make it make 415 00:27:07.880 --> 00:27:10.960 a connection there. I really don't know what it is that bothers me, 416 00:27:11.039 --> 00:27:12.400 but I feel like it if it comes like this whole thing about like my 417 00:27:12.519 --> 00:27:15.759 career, and I'm like, I don't want to make my career my personality, 418 00:27:15.920 --> 00:27:17.359 or like, yeah, I don't even know if I want you to 419 00:27:17.440 --> 00:27:19.440 know that I'm on the radio yet, like definitely don't know, like fucking 420 00:27:19.440 --> 00:27:23.160 celebrity or anything. But it's very like a public profile type of jobs. 421 00:27:23.200 --> 00:27:25.880 I don't know. I don't know if I want people to know that. 422 00:27:25.920 --> 00:27:27.720 They're like there's so much to explain about it that people have one idea about 423 00:27:27.799 --> 00:27:30.160 radio and that's not really what it is. I feel like I'm really passionate 424 00:27:30.200 --> 00:27:33.480 about my job and what I do. There's a lot of misconceptions about it, 425 00:27:33.640 --> 00:27:37.319 and it's if there's layers like you gotta deal with the questions like oh 426 00:27:37.400 --> 00:27:41.720 do people listen to radio? Or if the person automatically says they don't listen 427 00:27:41.720 --> 00:27:42.799 to radio. It's like, Okay, I didn't ask you, you just 428 00:27:42.920 --> 00:27:48.000 asked me. What I do? It just explaining things. We got our 429 00:27:48.079 --> 00:27:49.799 job, like trying to make us to be influencers. So that's all over 430 00:27:49.920 --> 00:27:55.079 my socials, explaining stuff, explain how music works. God forbid, this 431 00:27:55.160 --> 00:27:56.759 person is actually into music or know someone that's into music, and I got 432 00:27:56.839 --> 00:28:00.440 to tell them I can't get their cousin song played on the radio. It 433 00:28:00.480 --> 00:28:03.799 doesn't work that way. And then even my station specifically went through something really 434 00:28:03.880 --> 00:28:07.839 tragic with the loss of JV. Like if they want to talk about that, 435 00:28:07.000 --> 00:28:10.559 I don't want to get into it. We went through something traumatic, 436 00:28:10.680 --> 00:28:14.039 Like it's just like layers of stuff I don't want to get into right away. 437 00:28:14.039 --> 00:28:17.119 I don't want to talk about my job right away. Everybody knows for 438 00:28:17.839 --> 00:28:19.079 like, I don't have all that stuff right away. You know what I 439 00:28:19.160 --> 00:28:23.519 mean? That makes sense? Okay, you know each other first, you 440 00:28:23.599 --> 00:28:29.680 know. Yeah, So I always say I work as Zara. How have 441 00:28:29.759 --> 00:28:33.559 you ever worked at Zara? No? Never, I do work at close 442 00:28:33.640 --> 00:28:38.359 my first job. Okay. I always say work at AARA, and they're 443 00:28:38.400 --> 00:28:41.480 like, what are you doing? I know they never work that far, 444 00:28:42.160 --> 00:28:44.680 but they'll be like, oh, what do you do that. I'm like, 445 00:28:44.680 --> 00:28:45.759 you know, people figure out what they want to wear, check, 446 00:28:45.759 --> 00:28:53.880 come out, put it in the bag and love me Zora. Or I 447 00:28:53.960 --> 00:28:56.920 will mention my other jobs that I have, Like I will be like, 448 00:28:56.960 --> 00:29:00.720 oh, you know, I'm a board member for nonprofit reading partners like sports, 449 00:29:00.880 --> 00:29:03.200 like I do stadium announcing. Like maybe I'll mention that like the Santa 450 00:29:03.200 --> 00:29:07.480 Cruz Warriors. I mentioned that kind of stuff, like I'm in voice work 451 00:29:07.799 --> 00:29:11.680 and work for partners, but I leave out I say all my jobs except 452 00:29:11.720 --> 00:29:15.319 for radio. When is the right time, I'm not. I haven't gotten 453 00:29:15.319 --> 00:29:18.160 that far. Like I literally don't go out any date. So that's something 454 00:29:18.200 --> 00:29:19.640 like I don't know these people, you know, Like okays, when I 455 00:29:19.720 --> 00:29:22.160 met this guy, like right away, he was like, oh, what 456 00:29:22.200 --> 00:29:23.039 do you do for work? Again, because I was like dodging the question 457 00:29:23.200 --> 00:29:26.480 via text, but I already got like a vibe of him. I was 458 00:29:26.480 --> 00:29:26.920 like, oh, you know, I lied, I do have Instagram. 459 00:29:26.960 --> 00:29:30.480 I'm like, this is what I do, and he he No, me 460 00:29:30.519 --> 00:29:32.799 and this man have nothing in common. I want to start by saying that, 461 00:29:33.039 --> 00:29:36.200 like like even this little stuff that we were talking about, like food, 462 00:29:36.240 --> 00:29:38.359 we like like everything was complete opposite, but like there was chemistry, 463 00:29:38.960 --> 00:29:41.079 like we were bonding, but like I can tell you, like doesn't give 464 00:29:41.079 --> 00:29:42.640 a funk about radio. So he was like, oh that's cool. But 465 00:29:42.720 --> 00:29:45.480 it wasn't like, oh my god, what station, which I'm like, 466 00:29:45.519 --> 00:29:48.759 okay, either he doesn't give a shit or what if he's like, butch 467 00:29:48.759 --> 00:29:51.480 already now I know who you are. I was just gonna ask you you 468 00:29:51.599 --> 00:29:56.000 ever like actually thinking of that theat No, there's people I see, like 469 00:29:56.039 --> 00:29:59.720 you know, when you're looking through people that like you, they're like, 470 00:29:59.799 --> 00:30:03.599 say something about wild I'm like, oh, absolutely not. But no, 471 00:30:03.680 --> 00:30:07.119 I've never had anyone. But that is a scary part. I'm like, 472 00:30:07.119 --> 00:30:07.759 what up in the back of their hair? They're like, bitch, actually, 473 00:30:07.839 --> 00:30:10.759 yeah you are, Like that's kind of fucked up. One of your 474 00:30:10.799 --> 00:30:15.880 sixteen followers. Yeah no, but he's not. He he didn't like harp 475 00:30:15.960 --> 00:30:18.720 on it. I think he probably got the vibes like or are you too, 476 00:30:18.799 --> 00:30:19.240 Like, yeah, bitch, I don't want to talk about work all 477 00:30:19.319 --> 00:30:22.960 day either, you know, Like it was very cool, that's cool, 478 00:30:22.319 --> 00:30:25.480 good thing. But this is the funny part. I mean not really, 479 00:30:25.480 --> 00:30:29.000 it's not really funny. It's terrible. You guys, I forget. I 480 00:30:29.079 --> 00:30:32.599 know, I'm gonna tell the room right now. So I'm going into this 481 00:30:32.720 --> 00:30:34.960 date. And I mean, I think he's cute. You guys don't always 482 00:30:34.960 --> 00:30:38.759 say like a little dash bugly, so it's not like hell of fine, 483 00:30:38.880 --> 00:30:42.119 but he's cute to me, a little sprinkle. But all his pictures on 484 00:30:42.319 --> 00:30:47.000 hand she has hat a hat on. Oh and I did notice. And 485 00:30:47.000 --> 00:30:48.480 I'm texting my Frank Criscina because you know, I give him my location just 486 00:30:48.519 --> 00:30:52.599 a case they're about to get killed. Yeah, or I gotta make a 487 00:30:52.680 --> 00:30:55.839 dash for it, you know. He comes and I like, he goes 488 00:30:55.839 --> 00:30:56.319 to the bathroom. I'm like, oh my gosh. Like, no, 489 00:30:56.400 --> 00:31:00.440 he's super cute. It's going really good. But I was like his hair's 490 00:31:00.559 --> 00:31:02.720 I didn't say he's balding, but like I was like, yes, there's 491 00:31:02.720 --> 00:31:04.640 a little thin you know, you got a little Edgar haircut. And it's 492 00:31:04.680 --> 00:31:07.839 like finning, Like maybe he could be balding. That's what I'm saying. 493 00:31:08.200 --> 00:31:11.799 Okay, later, me and him, we go, we get beers, 494 00:31:11.880 --> 00:31:14.400 we go get dinner. He's like, let's go turn off, let's go 495 00:31:14.400 --> 00:31:15.920 to hell a stranger. We go out to the bar and now we're like 496 00:31:17.039 --> 00:31:19.680 kind of tipsy and we're like getting a little more serious. You guys, 497 00:31:19.759 --> 00:31:26.599 tell me what he tells me. He beat cancer twice, that's why he's 498 00:31:26.680 --> 00:31:37.559 balding cancer. I was like, my jaw, you guys to the floor. 499 00:31:37.559 --> 00:31:41.119 Wait, but did you mention the hair thing? No? I would 500 00:31:41.119 --> 00:31:45.400 text I literally like when he went about I was like, bitch, tell 501 00:31:45.440 --> 00:31:49.599 me why he has cancer. He doesn't have he beat it twice? My 502 00:31:49.920 --> 00:31:53.440 god, do you have an explanation? Like you know, you have an 503 00:31:53.440 --> 00:31:57.119 explanation on that's terrible. On the hair, Okay, you're not really balding. 504 00:31:59.440 --> 00:32:02.799 What's something hair? Oh? It was like he probably saw you staring 505 00:32:02.839 --> 00:32:07.359 at his head and was like it's cancer. What are you looking at? 506 00:32:07.960 --> 00:32:12.480 Oh my No, that is so sad. Like he's so young, that's 507 00:32:12.519 --> 00:32:15.519 so sad. No, he seems like he's called this family, got a 508 00:32:15.559 --> 00:32:17.480 family business. He's hanging out with his friends all the time. He's a 509 00:32:17.559 --> 00:32:23.000 joint. Life is normal. That's I know that. Like I was like, 510 00:32:23.200 --> 00:32:25.880 oh, I really did not know. I was like kind of over 511 00:32:25.920 --> 00:32:29.839 sharing a little bit. First date. What kind of cancer do we know? 512 00:32:30.079 --> 00:32:32.599 Did you ask? Maybe we don't, Maybe we don't. I think 513 00:32:32.759 --> 00:32:36.599 we let him share what they want to share. Is that kind of a 514 00:32:36.640 --> 00:32:38.200 lot to share on a first day? Though, Yeah, I think it 515 00:32:38.279 --> 00:32:42.960 could be a conversation starter, depending on how because I don't even know how 516 00:32:43.000 --> 00:32:44.680 he got to that point. It kind of was like, you know what 517 00:32:44.759 --> 00:32:47.880 I mean, like, had he been like it's still like mentally messing with 518 00:32:49.000 --> 00:32:52.440 him or something like that, and that maybe not but that's true. Well 519 00:32:52.559 --> 00:32:55.960 no, and then like what you just said, if he's fine, he's 520 00:32:57.000 --> 00:33:00.279 living life, obviously he's past that and now he's like, now I'm going 521 00:33:00.319 --> 00:33:04.200 to focus on living, you know. So, dude, I'm hella. 522 00:33:04.920 --> 00:33:07.039 I get really weird and uncomfortable, and when if you bring up like a 523 00:33:07.440 --> 00:33:12.839 serious conversation, I'm hella nosy and I will ask ye so, but I'm 524 00:33:12.880 --> 00:33:15.359 just I get I know, right, yeah yeah, And I was yeah, 525 00:33:16.200 --> 00:33:17.839 yeah, I would just be like I think I did ask, but 526 00:33:17.960 --> 00:33:22.079 he didn't really I didn't really understand his answer. I'd be shocked. Yeah 527 00:33:22.599 --> 00:33:23.920 it's good. Maybe that's good for you. I mean good that you don't 528 00:33:23.960 --> 00:33:29.559 have to I'm gonna check my cancer literally hand understanding club when he tells me 529 00:33:29.640 --> 00:33:34.720 this, it's like music is lasting. By the way, it's like that 530 00:33:34.880 --> 00:33:42.279 picture, the picture of the guy girls here, that's so bad. That's 531 00:33:42.640 --> 00:33:45.519 up. I'm so sorry. I did ask him what kind? And I 532 00:33:45.559 --> 00:33:46.799 feel like he like kind of went back and didn't want to talk about it, 533 00:33:47.200 --> 00:33:51.640 like yeah, that's cool though weird, Yeah that's so I like kind 534 00:33:51.640 --> 00:33:59.759 of like serious the middle in the middle dance for yeah, yeah yeah yeah 535 00:34:00.039 --> 00:34:06.279 from my club from my homies, I got cancer, what records? I'm 536 00:34:06.400 --> 00:34:08.159 so sorry? Do you want to do you want to go to the corner 537 00:34:08.239 --> 00:34:13.440 and like do you want to talk about it? No? Seriously no, 538 00:34:13.559 --> 00:34:16.039 but actually so sad. Yeah. It took a while for me to process, 539 00:34:16.159 --> 00:34:19.719 like right away, I'm just like my job was to the floor. 540 00:34:19.719 --> 00:34:23.199 I was like, uh, that's so sad. I'm so sorry, Like 541 00:34:23.320 --> 00:34:27.599 are you okay? Like what kind was it? Like what and like and 542 00:34:27.679 --> 00:34:29.800 that's when he was like, oh, I feel like maybe he like immediately 543 00:34:29.800 --> 00:34:32.119 regarded it once he said it, like like where that go from? Maybe 544 00:34:32.199 --> 00:34:35.800 if you're like how your reaction? You know what I mean? Because some 545 00:34:35.960 --> 00:34:38.519 people they start treating you different when you know you've been through something. You 546 00:34:38.599 --> 00:34:44.719 know what I'm saying, Yeah, well yeah or he's lying. He was 547 00:34:44.800 --> 00:34:46.119 like, I know how to get on my pants. This is the last 548 00:34:46.199 --> 00:34:52.159 card. Yeah, maybe he wants that to have. I hope you wid 549 00:34:52.360 --> 00:34:58.000 be psychotic, Yeah, psychotic. Yeah, I get it. You don't 550 00:34:58.000 --> 00:35:00.199 You don't ever want to like pity anyone like I'm not here to pay you. 551 00:35:00.360 --> 00:35:04.239 Honestly, I'm really big on that too, because I don't like that 552 00:35:04.360 --> 00:35:06.360 either. So like when someone does open up to me, I don't want 553 00:35:06.360 --> 00:35:10.679 to make them feel like I'm so sorry, like I'm not. I didn't 554 00:35:10.679 --> 00:35:15.679 want to act like that, especially like I really appreciate when someone exactly, 555 00:35:15.440 --> 00:35:17.960 I really appreciate when people open up to me, and I don't want them 556 00:35:19.000 --> 00:35:21.119 to like stop, And I know how that feels to not want to like 557 00:35:21.199 --> 00:35:22.840 I'm not telling you this to be like oh you know, that's the last 558 00:35:22.840 --> 00:35:25.920 thing I wanted. But I'd rather have silence. But maybe I don't know. 559 00:35:25.960 --> 00:35:29.480 Maybe I think I was. It just kind of came out of nowhere, 560 00:35:29.480 --> 00:35:31.719 So I think my face is like, oh my god, in a 561 00:35:31.800 --> 00:35:37.320 circumstance to like if you're literally drinking out, like usually that's not a setting 562 00:35:37.400 --> 00:35:39.400 for those kinds of conversations, you know. Yeah, yeah that was nice 563 00:35:39.440 --> 00:35:47.079 and maybe I'll edit it off the podcast because that's talking about Like producer Chris 564 00:35:47.239 --> 00:35:51.800 is like, no, there's no going back recording. I'll debate, bring 565 00:35:51.960 --> 00:35:54.239 this off if we end up editing it. Guys, just know I shared 566 00:35:54.280 --> 00:36:00.639 something crazy about how date. But the day after that what amazing. So 567 00:36:00.760 --> 00:36:02.280 you can listen to it on her Patreon. Just kidding. She didn't have 568 00:36:02.800 --> 00:36:06.039 yet. You got to pay for that. You have to pay for that 569 00:36:06.159 --> 00:36:12.840 t baby with it. That was literally on Sunden Saturday, Saturday. Yeah, 570 00:36:12.880 --> 00:36:16.360 no, this is literally just hard again I think so so Yeah. 571 00:36:16.440 --> 00:36:21.159 I mean we've been kind of texting, not like super serious texting at all, 572 00:36:21.280 --> 00:36:22.639 but I have talked to him since the first date and I'd be down 573 00:36:22.679 --> 00:36:28.480 to hang out with him again. It went really well, was the rest 574 00:36:28.480 --> 00:36:30.400 of the night, No, it went great. Did he sleepover in your 575 00:36:30.480 --> 00:36:36.239 mouth? Oh? My mouth terrible? I don't kiss and tell, but 576 00:36:36.400 --> 00:36:37.559 it went really good. I had a great night, and I feel like 577 00:36:37.559 --> 00:36:39.679 I needed like a good date, like I have not gone on a real 578 00:36:39.800 --> 00:36:44.280 date in a long time. I told myself I want to go on real 579 00:36:44.360 --> 00:36:47.159 dates and be a regular single person. And I feel like it was all 580 00:36:47.199 --> 00:36:51.760 the things, like we had a great conversation, got to know each other, 581 00:36:52.480 --> 00:36:55.480 got dinner, god, drinks, went dancing. Like even if it 582 00:36:55.679 --> 00:36:59.320 ended horrible, or even if I decided I didn't like this person, like 583 00:36:59.679 --> 00:37:00.719 it was want to be perfect anyway, because that's the first up of me 584 00:37:00.840 --> 00:37:04.719 going on a real date. And that's exactly what that was. So I 585 00:37:04.960 --> 00:37:08.760 enjoyed myself and it was a step towards me going on dates and being more 586 00:37:08.800 --> 00:37:13.760 open. Now. I literally I'm not gone, literally yours you guys, 587 00:37:14.000 --> 00:37:15.320 where'd you go for dinner? No? You know what? We're not getting 588 00:37:15.320 --> 00:37:28.800 told? Oh, but you're gonna tell me else. Pray, we pray, 589 00:37:29.159 --> 00:37:31.320 we prayed, not come over to pray. And no, no, 590 00:37:31.480 --> 00:37:37.400 no, no, no, that's say you were dating. Actually say you 591 00:37:37.480 --> 00:37:39.960 got to say, say you got a partner. I'm kind of I'm kind 592 00:37:40.000 --> 00:37:44.000 of going into my little story, okay, because I was talking to my 593 00:37:44.079 --> 00:37:45.519 friend and they told me it's crazy a story. Don't get me wrong. 594 00:37:45.559 --> 00:37:49.239 I love this bitch to death, but she kind of weird. And I 595 00:37:49.320 --> 00:37:52.199 tell her, I'm like, bitch, you're crazy, you are insane, 596 00:37:52.280 --> 00:37:55.400 but I love the funk out of her. I've become friends with Yes, 597 00:37:57.039 --> 00:37:59.880 really do I really do? This bitch is crazy, But I'm just like 598 00:38:00.639 --> 00:38:06.039 kind of iconic. Would you ever get like a matching tattoo with you? 599 00:38:06.639 --> 00:38:09.559 I have a matching tattoo with your partner, with your partner, your partner, 600 00:38:09.679 --> 00:38:15.440 your boyfriend, your girlfriend, Producer Chris, would you have a matching 601 00:38:15.440 --> 00:38:17.599 tattoo? I do? I have a matching tattoo right here with your partner. 602 00:38:17.800 --> 00:38:22.159 It's not my partner no more. Oh it's like it's kind of up 603 00:38:22.199 --> 00:38:25.760 like dating afterwards, like because they would always see the other tattoos and then 604 00:38:27.079 --> 00:38:29.679 this when I would never bring up and like he's pointing to his pinky way, 605 00:38:30.079 --> 00:38:31.719 Yeah, I got a little heart like sometimes like it would just come 606 00:38:31.760 --> 00:38:34.559 up and then I'll just be like my ham would be like this and like, 607 00:38:34.599 --> 00:38:36.559 oh what is that? And I don't like to last I'm gonna just 608 00:38:36.559 --> 00:38:39.159 tell you the truth, because yeah, you saved you a conversation because this 609 00:38:39.280 --> 00:38:42.800 person and I still see her sometimes and I mean, okay, so you 610 00:38:42.960 --> 00:38:45.199 like, okay, yeah, I'm friends with all my exes. I don't 611 00:38:45.199 --> 00:38:49.800 see no problem with it me too. You never know when it's like Shaton 612 00:38:49.960 --> 00:38:54.159 your drives, I don't know, it depends you just like the roster you 613 00:38:54.320 --> 00:38:57.239 like, do you just like to keep your roster. Like, No, 614 00:38:57.280 --> 00:38:59.559 I don't like to keep out. I like to have a piece of mind. 615 00:38:59.559 --> 00:39:00.519 I don't like to have a roster because I don't like someone hitting me 616 00:39:00.599 --> 00:39:02.400 up asking how my day is. I'm trying to I got ship to do 617 00:39:02.559 --> 00:39:07.639 nothing. But you just said you like people. You just said if you're 618 00:39:07.719 --> 00:39:10.880 dry, you gotta have something. That's a roster. That's what you got. 619 00:39:10.880 --> 00:39:15.159 You always got them on a bench roster if you're fucking someone. Yeah, 620 00:39:15.440 --> 00:39:16.719 I've been single for like a year roight okay, yeah, Now I 621 00:39:16.760 --> 00:39:20.320 wanted to focus on myself and let me ask you this, But you got 622 00:39:20.480 --> 00:39:22.800 justin You keep them on the bench, ye know, I keep you got 623 00:39:22.920 --> 00:39:24.079 to keep goes on the bench because you don't want to get bored. But 624 00:39:24.119 --> 00:39:27.760 I think like you got to like sometimes you like forget how to do it 625 00:39:27.840 --> 00:39:31.920 sometimes. But I also feel like about sex now with all, if you 626 00:39:31.960 --> 00:39:35.719 don't if you don't have like sex at least like at least like twice a 627 00:39:35.840 --> 00:39:38.320 month, like I feel like, goes to like your stammaa goes down. 628 00:39:38.440 --> 00:39:45.559 No, I understand why you keep someone around to you know, but every 629 00:39:45.840 --> 00:39:49.760 I feel like sometimes you got to make a trade, like this player is 630 00:39:51.719 --> 00:39:55.239 well anymore, I think you still be friends with your ex. I don't 631 00:39:55.239 --> 00:40:00.239 know about keeping every X on the roster. I literally live with h but 632 00:40:00.320 --> 00:40:06.519 she's a girl. Back to the competent. I do have magic tattoos. 633 00:40:06.559 --> 00:40:09.320 Okay, okay, what happened? You still have it? So it hurts 634 00:40:09.400 --> 00:40:14.199 to take off. So that's the only reason why you have it's your heart 635 00:40:14.239 --> 00:40:17.000 to take off or I don't want to get more tattoos around here. So 636 00:40:17.079 --> 00:40:21.400 like, it's like, so the question is would you cover it up? 637 00:40:21.599 --> 00:40:25.480 No, that's fucked up. We're still so like, okay, okay, 638 00:40:27.119 --> 00:40:30.679 I probably wouldn't get it to begin with. We'd have to be very like 639 00:40:30.039 --> 00:40:35.440 yeah, die Hard, you're my person. Yeah yeah, yeah. And 640 00:40:35.519 --> 00:40:37.000 even then I think i'd get it if she wanted me to. I don't 641 00:40:37.000 --> 00:40:39.400 think that comes from me. Yeah you know what I mean? Yeah, 642 00:40:40.039 --> 00:40:43.639 okay, So let me tell you. Let me tell you about my friend. 643 00:40:44.440 --> 00:40:49.840 This bitch she is Dady was dating this guy and he had this tattoo 644 00:40:49.920 --> 00:40:52.840 of like it was like a sunset or something something. He's an artist, 645 00:40:52.880 --> 00:40:55.639 so he drew it or whatever and it was on him. They break up. 646 00:40:57.719 --> 00:41:01.000 The first thing that she does when they break up is go get that 647 00:41:01.199 --> 00:41:15.239 tattoo because she wanted to have a piece to remember that's not a match match 648 00:41:15.360 --> 00:41:20.840 with him by herself. That's crazy. Is that crazy? Is that crazy? 649 00:41:21.000 --> 00:41:22.360 Okay, Okay, I don't want to call it crazy. But she's 650 00:41:22.360 --> 00:41:25.840 still my friend. So no. But but she told me that, I 651 00:41:27.000 --> 00:41:30.000 was like, are you Does she do that with every guy she day? 652 00:41:30.039 --> 00:41:37.840 It's like, literally she has spending her arm so this one. She has 653 00:41:37.960 --> 00:41:39.880 other tattoos. That was my first question. I was like, girl, 654 00:41:39.960 --> 00:41:47.719 what's up with the other? Have a little black? But yeah, you 655 00:41:47.760 --> 00:41:51.119 know you want to keep a little item, like oh yeah, Johnny gave 656 00:41:51.119 --> 00:41:54.840 me this a teddy bear. She wanted to like have like I loved him 657 00:41:55.000 --> 00:41:59.800 so much and wanted to like, I still want to keep a piece of 658 00:41:59.840 --> 00:42:04.599 it with me. I guess that's why. So she got the same tattoo 659 00:42:04.920 --> 00:42:07.159 as him. And first of all, it's his drawing. And they broke 660 00:42:07.239 --> 00:42:09.039 up. It was kind of bad, It was kind of rough, and 661 00:42:09.079 --> 00:42:14.239 they kind of reconciled back together, and he recently asked her to cover it 662 00:42:14.440 --> 00:42:20.119 up. So so what are we thinking people? Is it her body, 663 00:42:20.239 --> 00:42:24.159 her rights or should she honor him by covering it up? Or I don't 664 00:42:24.199 --> 00:42:29.320 know, you know, so many things are going through my head, right, 665 00:42:29.440 --> 00:42:32.199 you know what, right period period, I was the guy. I 666 00:42:32.239 --> 00:42:37.280 don't think i'd asked her to remove it, because not my problem, that's 667 00:42:37.360 --> 00:42:40.599 on you at this point. Yeah, I think, you know, yeah, 668 00:42:42.360 --> 00:42:49.000 what if someone got your face though after you broke up? I don't 669 00:42:49.000 --> 00:42:53.760 want to be after that, Like, and it doesn't say anything about about 670 00:42:53.800 --> 00:42:57.760 me at that point though, so like I'm not tripping. Yeah, I 671 00:42:57.840 --> 00:43:04.440 better be a good one. No, that's crazy, that's wild. So 672 00:43:04.519 --> 00:43:07.719 then we're not really doing and then like she's all like you got that matching 673 00:43:07.719 --> 00:43:09.320 tattoo, and like she's forever gonna hate it. Right then we get married 674 00:43:09.400 --> 00:43:14.159 and then I take it off. You have the best wedding gift. Take 675 00:43:14.199 --> 00:43:21.239 it off. Stop not as we still love her. Yeah, I do 676 00:43:21.320 --> 00:43:23.199 feel like when it comes to getting stuff removed, like not even with lovers, 677 00:43:23.239 --> 00:43:27.320 like it's not necessarily like oh if I get this moved, that means 678 00:43:27.320 --> 00:43:29.599 I hate them, And it's all the same like some people are just like 679 00:43:29.599 --> 00:43:31.159 in a different space like one, Yeah, we're not together anymore. So 680 00:43:31.320 --> 00:43:34.639 I thought this meant something. It doesn't mean the same thing. It means 681 00:43:34.679 --> 00:43:37.039 to me anymore, So that could be a reason to change it, or 682 00:43:37.079 --> 00:43:38.280 you're just like somewhere different in life. I don't know if I want to 683 00:43:38.280 --> 00:43:42.159 put this person on blast, but there are someone that's very close to me, 684 00:43:42.960 --> 00:43:45.400 say that had a matching tattoo with their friend, and these two guys 685 00:43:45.440 --> 00:43:52.639 actually like okay, okay, and like, I don't know, they like 686 00:43:52.760 --> 00:43:57.440 years past, and the other friend end up going to the army and got 687 00:43:57.519 --> 00:44:00.000 it covered. And the person close to me was actually like a little hurt 688 00:44:00.079 --> 00:44:01.639 about it. Yeah, because it was I think it was like kind of 689 00:44:01.679 --> 00:44:05.400 final, like oh, was it like a raiter tattoo or like a best 690 00:44:05.440 --> 00:44:12.119 friends forever tattoo? It was like a batman and Robin oh to the military 691 00:44:12.239 --> 00:44:14.559 and had to take it off or no, he didn't have to. But 692 00:44:14.559 --> 00:44:16.480 I think I think he's just like I think years passed and maybe it was 693 00:44:16.559 --> 00:44:19.960 already that, like I think so much life was happening to them, but 694 00:44:20.039 --> 00:44:21.920 it was kind of one of those like you know what always brothers. Maybe 695 00:44:21.960 --> 00:44:24.519 that was more of a like are we I don't know, someone bully him 696 00:44:24.559 --> 00:44:28.480 into covering it up. No, I don't think it was any of that. 697 00:44:28.559 --> 00:44:30.559 But I just think people like if I haven't talked to in years. 698 00:44:30.599 --> 00:44:32.719 You know, we're just like in different places. I don't know. Wait, 699 00:44:32.840 --> 00:44:37.199 you know what actually this actually on your body is like a big part 700 00:44:37.239 --> 00:44:39.599 of this big like it's a big not a big deal, but like it's 701 00:44:39.639 --> 00:44:44.960 a commitment. Yeah, tattoo is a commitment, you guys. My first 702 00:44:45.039 --> 00:44:47.320 tattoo my family. Every time someone dies, they get a tattoo with that 703 00:44:47.400 --> 00:44:50.559 person, and I think it's so depressing. And I was like, I'm 704 00:44:50.599 --> 00:44:52.400 gonna get tatooed my mom because I want her to see it while she's here, 705 00:44:52.840 --> 00:44:54.719 Like that was the whole reason I got a first one. And she 706 00:44:54.880 --> 00:44:58.119 like, now my mom is the happiest person ever. But I feel like 707 00:44:58.159 --> 00:45:00.679 before it was hard to get her to smile in pictures. So there's one 708 00:45:00.719 --> 00:45:01.880 picture I was like in love with that she's smiling. So I got a 709 00:45:01.920 --> 00:45:05.639 portrait of her. Bitch. I want to get this covered up because I 710 00:45:06.239 --> 00:45:08.679 as time goes each and every day, I'm looking more and more like my 711 00:45:08.800 --> 00:45:14.079 mother. And like people think I have myself tattooed on myself that all the 712 00:45:14.159 --> 00:45:16.119 time, especially if I'm wearing my glasses, people always like, is that 713 00:45:16.280 --> 00:45:20.760 you mom? And then it's like oh, with your mom, dad, 714 00:45:20.760 --> 00:45:25.079 It's like, no, she's alive. Where do you have it right here? 715 00:45:25.440 --> 00:45:30.119 You see? Oh? Okay, Yeah, I really do love that 716 00:45:30.280 --> 00:45:32.800 tattoo. And if you know her mom, you're like, oh, that's 717 00:45:32.840 --> 00:45:38.519 such a like it's a very staple, like she loves the hoodie and it's 718 00:45:38.559 --> 00:45:42.800 a really pretty smile. It's it's a gorgeous tattoo. They know I do 719 00:45:42.960 --> 00:45:45.519 love it. I'm joking, but like it is a commitment. Like there's 720 00:45:45.559 --> 00:45:49.559 some things I did not think about, like I'm sure the same face forget 721 00:45:49.599 --> 00:45:52.960 about that. But at least, like the tattoo is for you, right, 722 00:45:52.000 --> 00:45:54.920 even if you did it for her, it's for you because you wanted 723 00:45:54.960 --> 00:45:59.320 to, so you don't have to explain it to anybody. Yeah, exactly 724 00:45:59.480 --> 00:46:05.079 exactly all of that. But I will say with partners, I do think 725 00:46:05.079 --> 00:46:07.920 it's okay. I mean, that is a completely different situation. That is 726 00:46:07.960 --> 00:46:09.840 not like we're getting matching tattoos. That is so different. That is a 727 00:46:09.920 --> 00:46:15.239 very specific situation. I do feel like if because you know, there's people 728 00:46:15.239 --> 00:46:16.719 who are like whatever about tattoos, which I think is cool as hell, 729 00:46:17.280 --> 00:46:22.000 but I would say I'd be down to get a matching tattoo. The name 730 00:46:22.079 --> 00:46:24.199 though, is where I john Like, I'm never gonna get somebody's name. 731 00:46:24.239 --> 00:46:28.840 I'm never gonna get your face like that stuff. Absolutely not because that is 732 00:46:28.880 --> 00:46:31.159 with you forever. And okay, let's say we're forever, but forever it's 733 00:46:31.199 --> 00:46:36.480 a mighty long time. But if it's a matching tattoo that can be cute, 734 00:46:37.800 --> 00:46:38.800 I can. It has to be something that I'm cool with, Like 735 00:46:38.880 --> 00:46:42.159 it's not just you, Like, okay, we both love Prince. I 736 00:46:42.199 --> 00:46:45.360 got this prince tattoo, we break up, I still love Prince bitch Like 737 00:46:45.719 --> 00:46:49.639 this is okay. Like I'm sure she is always gonna love sunsets. Yeah, 738 00:46:50.400 --> 00:46:52.960 like she could play that off, you know, like when someone saw 739 00:46:53.000 --> 00:46:55.800 that, I'm gonna be like, Who's whose sunset? Who sunset Bay? 740 00:46:57.000 --> 00:47:00.039 You know, like that's it's not necessarily someone's identity or someone else another person. 741 00:47:00.519 --> 00:47:02.760 It's something like you have to kind of tell the story to know what 742 00:47:02.840 --> 00:47:06.480 it is. Man, I have a story to tell, but I just 743 00:47:06.559 --> 00:47:13.639 cannot say who it is. Okay, let's okay, can you say can 744 00:47:13.679 --> 00:47:15.880 I say, hey, you'll bleep it. Okay, let's give you more 745 00:47:16.000 --> 00:47:20.840 editing to do, Okay, I just say Okay, someone close to you. 746 00:47:21.159 --> 00:47:24.199 Yeah, someone close to me again. This was dating this guy. 747 00:47:24.920 --> 00:47:30.639 Say, this guy's name is Jack, and she got Jack's name tattude like 748 00:47:30.840 --> 00:47:39.079 tramp stamp, like literally broke up with him, got a tattoo over it 749 00:47:39.599 --> 00:47:44.039 Jack, like a load, like a lotus flower, like over the name 750 00:47:44.199 --> 00:47:47.320 Jack, and then started dating him again. It got Jack again above the 751 00:47:53.039 --> 00:47:58.719 you don't expected people are just like whatever about tattoos. I just got a 752 00:47:58.719 --> 00:48:00.639 little respect for you. And then I know it's like a really big lotus 753 00:48:00.719 --> 00:48:08.280 flower because now she's maybe it all yeah again, yeah, yeah, no, 754 00:48:08.679 --> 00:48:12.599 no, she stops, she stopped. There's other ways to show love. 755 00:48:12.639 --> 00:48:20.519 I feel like we gotta start my other loved one. Okay, well 756 00:48:20.559 --> 00:48:23.360 she just got she got a matching tattoo with her best friend and she did 757 00:48:23.480 --> 00:48:25.840 cover it up. But I'm like, I'm thinking, like they still do 758 00:48:27.000 --> 00:48:29.280 talk now, so I'm like, why did she do that? It was 759 00:48:29.360 --> 00:48:36.679 like I love you and Hebrew or I don't know this person, my uh, 760 00:48:37.079 --> 00:48:38.960 I don't know. They were in their Christian era, I don't know, 761 00:48:39.320 --> 00:48:43.519 so they cut something like it was best friend of Hebrew or something. 762 00:48:44.360 --> 00:48:47.559 But she got it up, covered up. Now she's a nonbelieve it, 763 00:48:50.599 --> 00:48:59.840 right. Yeah, I don't think they had a falling out or anything. 764 00:49:00.119 --> 00:49:05.679 Just think she disliked the tattoo. That's yeah, because you can grow out 765 00:49:05.679 --> 00:49:07.320 of it, right, And the beauty of life is you could change your 766 00:49:07.320 --> 00:49:12.840 mind. Yeah, you know that's wait to end this. That's beautiful. 767 00:49:13.119 --> 00:49:15.760 But okay, but it's a little hard to change my mind with the tattoo. 768 00:49:15.800 --> 00:49:17.360 It's not just like I changed my mind about this tattoo. You gotta 769 00:49:17.360 --> 00:49:20.679 go. You can change my mind how you feel about it, yeah, 770 00:49:20.719 --> 00:49:25.320 okay, yeah, always you could remove it, you could cover it up 771 00:49:27.000 --> 00:49:30.320 or if and who cares. You know, that's beautiful, that's beautiful. 772 00:49:30.639 --> 00:49:37.159 Tattoos are crazy, bro, Let's see. That's a commitment. Yeah, 773 00:49:37.039 --> 00:49:44.960 my girl, she she that. I was like, after, I'm my 774 00:49:45.079 --> 00:49:47.119 girl. I've been saying this, but you're a little different. And I 775 00:49:47.159 --> 00:49:51.480 can see like if he died, you know, like I want to remember 776 00:49:51.679 --> 00:49:57.000 his memory well alive, alive, and well that ship was hilarious, you 777 00:49:57.079 --> 00:50:00.199 know what. I love her because she's so secure in herself and she like 778 00:50:00.519 --> 00:50:05.119 made this decision like I'm gonna do this, and that's why I funk with 779 00:50:05.239 --> 00:50:10.079 her. Tough, but it's like you're how long after I'm pretty delulu tattoo. 780 00:50:10.519 --> 00:50:14.280 Well, they broke up around ten am and she was at the tattoo 781 00:50:14.280 --> 00:50:19.719 parlor around one pm same day, same day. Because I asked that question 782 00:50:19.800 --> 00:50:28.519 to let me think, so she had a healed from the break. Maybe 783 00:50:28.599 --> 00:50:32.719 maybe you don't even process. Maybe you don't even process change their mind. 784 00:50:32.800 --> 00:50:37.800 They didn't even have the like confirmation talk. I'll just say she was done. 785 00:50:38.039 --> 00:50:40.599 She was done. She was she was done, and that was her 786 00:50:40.639 --> 00:50:47.480 final. Yeah, she was like, I'm done. I'm trying to process. 787 00:50:47.480 --> 00:50:53.679 I'm trying to process that. Yeah, Okay, I gotta respect the 788 00:50:53.760 --> 00:51:00.599 amount of delulu, you know, like yeah, yeah, yeah, I 789 00:51:00.679 --> 00:51:04.280 know I'm pretty delusional too. But that's like, yeah, she's standing, 790 00:51:04.360 --> 00:51:09.440 she's standing on business. Okay, dog dog, that's crazy to the end, 791 00:51:09.480 --> 00:51:13.559 to the end. We're in the same program together. So okay, 792 00:51:13.719 --> 00:51:17.960 well question, No, I would not get my ex tattooed or my significant 793 00:51:19.000 --> 00:51:22.079 other. Yeah, definitely not give them tattoo after we break up. But 794 00:51:23.599 --> 00:51:27.320 imagine tattoo is okay, like at least with her, at least, it's 795 00:51:27.360 --> 00:51:30.320 just like a little memory. That's that's cute, that's cute, and like 796 00:51:30.599 --> 00:51:35.360 she could always lie about why she got it. Yeah yeah, yeah No. 797 00:51:35.519 --> 00:51:37.000 If she's just far, I don't see her being a bish alive on 798 00:51:37.119 --> 00:51:45.079 nothing. I don't think that's her style. This reminds me of Johnny, 799 00:51:47.960 --> 00:51:52.199 breaks me back to the good times. Oh my god, she's in her 800 00:51:52.280 --> 00:51:57.920 kids like the sunset. You could have had a different daddy, such a 801 00:51:58.000 --> 00:52:01.760 dead add This always reminds me that you could have on your other daddy, 802 00:52:02.000 --> 00:52:06.119 on your other daddy, other daddy, other daddy, on your other daddy. 803 00:52:07.960 --> 00:52:23.559 Don't you know, drick it if you farm prick Dorick. Just walk 804 00:52:23.599 --> 00:52:43.000 a wacked, Just walk a wacked, Just walk a wacked, Just walk 805 00:52:43.039 --> 00:53:00.159 a wacked, Just walk a wack. It the record record. Wait