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The Bill Moran Podcast, Well Hello 44 00:03:23,960 --> 00:03:28,639 and welcome, Thanks for getting your pod on, Thanks for telling a friend. 45 00:03:28,719 --> 00:03:32,520 That's how we spread the word about the pirate ship. Very excited today 46 00:03:32,520 --> 00:03:37,759 because I don't get to have weird conversations, and I actually called some people 47 00:03:37,800 --> 00:03:39,639 off and said, this has got to be a one on one. This 48 00:03:39,719 --> 00:03:44,199 has got to be a one on one. Mama Medium, Jenny Marie, 49 00:03:44,639 --> 00:03:46,919 so nice to see you, and I have so many questions. It's amazing 50 00:03:46,960 --> 00:03:51,000 to see you. Thank you for having me. Oh please, are you 51 00:03:51,080 --> 00:03:53,960 kidding? That's why I really did. I thought I knew Kevin wanted to 52 00:03:53,960 --> 00:03:57,360 be in here, and Kevin even sent me a message going, hey, 53 00:03:57,560 --> 00:04:00,879 she still owes me for introducing you guys years ago. I said, and 54 00:04:00,919 --> 00:04:03,560 I know, and I just said, I think this one needs to be 55 00:04:04,400 --> 00:04:09,960 kind of a one on one because I've been on this weird trajectory and I 56 00:04:09,960 --> 00:04:13,719 thought it'd be fun to just kind of get I just see your perspective and 57 00:04:14,080 --> 00:04:16,480 beliefs and things like that. But we'll go back to the beginning. You 58 00:04:16,720 --> 00:04:23,399 on your website and I think everywhere are known as a fourth generation empathic psychic. 59 00:04:23,519 --> 00:04:26,120 Yeah you did it, medium, psychic medium, psychic media. Yes 60 00:04:26,279 --> 00:04:30,079 he did it. So let's start at the beginning. Where where are you 61 00:04:30,160 --> 00:04:32,800 from? Originally Rochester? Rochester? Okay, so right here and your whole 62 00:04:32,800 --> 00:04:40,439 family every yeah, everywhere. So at what age do you realize you have 63 00:04:40,519 --> 00:04:44,519 the gift? I think that's a loaded question. Okay. I don't know 64 00:04:44,560 --> 00:04:48,000 if I realized, yeah, that I had a gift until like late twenties. 65 00:04:48,480 --> 00:04:51,279 I was seven when I saw my first dead person. You saw them, 66 00:04:51,319 --> 00:04:57,240 you can see the vision well, you know, like like my parents 67 00:04:57,319 --> 00:05:00,519 had pine doors, and like there was not so right the the pine in 68 00:05:00,560 --> 00:05:02,519 the wood, so what not was a face. I'm actually getting chills right 69 00:05:02,560 --> 00:05:05,120 now talking about this. And every night it would tell me to kiss my 70 00:05:05,120 --> 00:05:09,759 great grandfather, like, but we're Italian Catholics. We saw each other four 71 00:05:09,800 --> 00:05:13,360 times a week, like we're always kissing and hugging, and it kept telling 72 00:05:13,399 --> 00:05:15,920 me. And we had just moved a little bit farther out to Bergin. 73 00:05:15,079 --> 00:05:19,439 I actually went to high school in Bergin. And I didn't understand. But 74 00:05:19,439 --> 00:05:23,439 I was seven, right, So I remember saying to my grandma, why 75 00:05:23,480 --> 00:05:26,519 haven't I seen I called him GGP, why haven't I seen him? And 76 00:05:26,519 --> 00:05:30,199 everybody kind of blew it off. And then the face was like relentless. 77 00:05:30,480 --> 00:05:32,240 But I thought I had an imaginary friend. Yeah, but why was my 78 00:05:32,279 --> 00:05:35,319 imaginary friend talking about I remember talking to my friends like, what does your 79 00:05:35,360 --> 00:05:38,959 imaginary friend talk about? And they're like barbies. I'm like, oh, 80 00:05:39,560 --> 00:05:43,759 well, mine's talking. Oh my grandpa. So finally they took me to 81 00:05:43,759 --> 00:05:46,720 see him, and he'd an inoperable brain tumor. They wouldn't let me see 82 00:05:46,759 --> 00:05:48,680 him in the hospital. He was so you had never met this person, 83 00:05:48,720 --> 00:05:50,800 No, I did. He was my best friend. But I hadn't seen 84 00:05:50,839 --> 00:05:55,040 him in such a long time. And this face kept telling me, like, 85 00:05:55,160 --> 00:05:57,360 push to go see him and give him a kiss, nugs. Oh, 86 00:05:57,519 --> 00:06:00,079 some other face, the face in the door gotcha. So my missionary 87 00:06:00,079 --> 00:06:03,279 friends telling me to go see my grandpa. They finally took me to see 88 00:06:03,360 --> 00:06:06,000 him. He was in a consultation room. I'll never forget this. His 89 00:06:06,120 --> 00:06:10,120 arm was in a sling. He couldn't talk. They said he didn't know 90 00:06:10,160 --> 00:06:12,720 who I was, but he cried when I walked in. Yeah, died 91 00:06:12,720 --> 00:06:15,000 twenty four hours later. That it was over, okay, So it was 92 00:06:15,040 --> 00:06:17,199 almost as though he was waiting for you. Right. Weirdest thing at seven 93 00:06:17,240 --> 00:06:20,680 though you don't understand it chilled right now, overdone with, never talked about 94 00:06:20,720 --> 00:06:24,959 it again. When I was twelve, I had this premonition. I was 95 00:06:25,000 --> 00:06:27,639 on the way to a soccer game. I played soccer, and we were 96 00:06:27,680 --> 00:06:30,680 on the bus and I closed my eyes for a second and I saw the 97 00:06:30,720 --> 00:06:34,399 whole team around somebody on the field, and there was an ambulance on the 98 00:06:34,399 --> 00:06:38,279 field. So in my vision, I'm like, looking through everybody on the 99 00:06:38,319 --> 00:06:39,920 field, I'm like, where am I? How am I not in this 100 00:06:39,959 --> 00:06:41,680 circle? Oh my god, I'm going to get hurt. So then I 101 00:06:41,680 --> 00:06:44,800 got paranoid and anxious. You're twelve, right, No. What happened is, 102 00:06:44,800 --> 00:06:46,800 for the first time ever, I went to the bathroom in the middle 103 00:06:46,800 --> 00:06:49,040 of the game. When I came back, Christy Cooper broke g ankle and 104 00:06:49,079 --> 00:06:51,879 they were all in a circle around. I was like, oh my god. 105 00:06:51,920 --> 00:06:54,439 So I told my friends, I'm like you guys, I saw the 106 00:06:54,600 --> 00:06:59,000 like, Jenny, you're overreacting. Never thought that that premonition meant cycle. 107 00:06:59,000 --> 00:07:00,800 Well, everybody tells you you're crazy, right, They got say, Jenny, 108 00:07:00,800 --> 00:07:03,399 you're so paranoid, you didn't make this up, blah blah blah. 109 00:07:03,399 --> 00:07:05,480 Whatever. I was twelve, I didn't care. I wanted to fit in. 110 00:07:06,000 --> 00:07:10,399 So you know, little time goes on, not ever saying the word 111 00:07:10,439 --> 00:07:13,759 psychic, not ever saying the word medium. Use the Wigi board. It 112 00:07:13,800 --> 00:07:16,279 worked every time, but we're still not using that word. We're just saying, 113 00:07:16,319 --> 00:07:18,839 oh, it's wigi, it's great, it's fun. And then I 114 00:07:18,920 --> 00:07:23,160 kind of ignored it. And then in my twenties I was like, whoa, 115 00:07:23,759 --> 00:07:28,120 oh, sorry, I'm starting to I know things I shouldn't know. 116 00:07:28,279 --> 00:07:30,480 I have feelings I shouldn't know. I know when I shouldn't stand next to 117 00:07:30,519 --> 00:07:34,839 somebody because their energy. I'm starting to see it was it just started to 118 00:07:35,360 --> 00:07:41,399 morph into okay, there's a little bit more than playing Wigi or having an 119 00:07:41,399 --> 00:07:46,600 imaginary friend. So I really didn't realize until late twenties. So when you 120 00:07:46,639 --> 00:07:49,160 say fourth generation, nobody in the family talked about this to you or said, 121 00:07:49,199 --> 00:07:51,199 hey, why didn't cut you off? Se No, no, no, 122 00:07:51,240 --> 00:07:55,600 that I want you to. We did, but it was so we 123 00:07:55,600 --> 00:08:00,720 were raised so Catholic, it was very taboo. So my great grandmother was 124 00:08:00,720 --> 00:08:03,279 from Italy and she came over and she read tea leaves, but it was 125 00:08:03,319 --> 00:08:05,800 like very quiet, and you would go to you know, Grandma Jenny's house 126 00:08:05,839 --> 00:08:09,279 and she would read your tea leaves, but she wouldn't tell everyone she could 127 00:08:09,319 --> 00:08:11,240 do that, so she had five children. My uncle became a priest, 128 00:08:11,680 --> 00:08:16,720 so then everything shut down, sure, because this stuff would be considered power 129 00:08:16,720 --> 00:08:20,240 from where witch it's witchcraft, right, your demon five chills. However, 130 00:08:20,079 --> 00:08:22,360 growing up with him, he would always say to me, you and I 131 00:08:22,439 --> 00:08:26,000 are more gift. You and I are more alike than you know. And 132 00:08:26,000 --> 00:08:26,639 I kept saying, I'm never going to be a nun. It's not my 133 00:08:26,720 --> 00:08:31,040 chaim. I'm not going to none. But come to find out, he 134 00:08:31,120 --> 00:08:35,399 went into priests because he was gifted, and everyone thought it was demons and 135 00:08:35,440 --> 00:08:39,879 witchcraft. He at that time was actually one of five hundred priests in the 136 00:08:39,919 --> 00:08:45,200 world to be ordained in exorcisms because he believed in the other side and speaking 137 00:08:45,240 --> 00:08:48,519 and connecting. And then my grandma had my mom and her twin and they're 138 00:08:48,519 --> 00:08:52,840 gifted their clare audience, so they have very vivid dreams. Do not have 139 00:08:52,919 --> 00:08:56,519 the dreams? So when did? But the family never really talked about this. 140 00:08:56,440 --> 00:09:01,440 This is so interesting because I always think that religion, that's exactly it. 141 00:09:01,000 --> 00:09:03,840 Yeah, it's a governor, right, It's like a governor on an 142 00:09:03,879 --> 00:09:07,960 engine. To me, and I feel like it's trying to get you to 143 00:09:07,039 --> 00:09:09,879 be a certain way or to believe a certain thing, and so you do, 144 00:09:09,960 --> 00:09:15,480 you become conditioned and I but I have. I won't get into my 145 00:09:15,519 --> 00:09:18,440 stuff yet, but I'm just saying, like, it's just interesting to me 146 00:09:18,559 --> 00:09:22,360 to say that all of this, which you have been very public about, 147 00:09:22,519 --> 00:09:28,399 which we'll get to in a minute, was very underground in the family. 148 00:09:28,480 --> 00:09:33,600 It was known but not spoken of. And in this field, I hate 149 00:09:33,639 --> 00:09:37,840 to say it, it's not networking. So my mom was like, you'll 150 00:09:37,879 --> 00:09:39,519 never be stronger than me, and my other aunts like I'm stronger than your 151 00:09:39,519 --> 00:09:41,799 mom, but we couldn't talk about it publicly. It was like all in 152 00:09:41,840 --> 00:09:46,639 this weird stronger, how gifted? I mean, yeah, but I love 153 00:09:46,639 --> 00:09:48,679 that you say that about religion, because you know what the best thing is. 154 00:09:48,720 --> 00:09:54,360 There's no religion in heaven. No, well, there's we're idiots. 155 00:09:54,840 --> 00:09:58,080 I mean, this is the this is the thing. I mean. Some 156 00:09:58,120 --> 00:10:01,440 people tell you there's no such thing as death. We cease to exist in 157 00:10:01,480 --> 00:10:05,639 this form. There are those that will tell you that what you are here 158 00:10:05,759 --> 00:10:09,399 is two percent of who you really are, and your non physical being is 159 00:10:09,440 --> 00:10:13,600 greater than your physical being of course, so those are just but that not 160 00:10:13,679 --> 00:10:18,200 to get to weird. So so no one told you what to look for 161 00:10:18,679 --> 00:10:22,240 or no really no, no, hey, Jenny, I've noticed this about 162 00:10:22,279 --> 00:10:26,159 you. And as this progresses and you get older, you're going to notice 163 00:10:26,200 --> 00:10:31,279 you have these things. And here's some ways to I don't know, here's 164 00:10:31,320 --> 00:10:33,480 the rocks to step through the stream, so to speak, right, here's 165 00:10:33,519 --> 00:10:37,480 the path. No, but I did tell my grandma, hey, maybe 166 00:10:37,480 --> 00:10:39,759 I'm a little bit different and she said, we know. And I said, 167 00:10:39,799 --> 00:10:43,240 I'm a little bit more sensitive. I can feel things. She said, 168 00:10:43,360 --> 00:10:46,240 we know, we're just not telling everyone. Yeah. So I don't 169 00:10:46,279 --> 00:10:52,320 know what right my family did that, but it was when my aunt had 170 00:10:52,360 --> 00:10:54,799 to go to summer school. They didn't want to admit it. So she 171 00:10:54,919 --> 00:10:58,399 was writing letters to her uncle on the front step, you know, like 172 00:10:58,799 --> 00:11:01,879 of the house was. Yeah, that was a different kind of secret, 173 00:11:01,919 --> 00:11:03,759 but it was. It is an old school, like I come from very 174 00:11:03,799 --> 00:11:11,399 Irish Catholic, right, so family in Ironland, and there's strong beliefs and 175 00:11:11,480 --> 00:11:15,679 strong beliefs in what would be I don't think it's an accurate term, but 176 00:11:15,840 --> 00:11:20,320 mysticism right right, yeah, I remember, like this is one that I 177 00:11:20,399 --> 00:11:22,200 just always laughed at my grandmother and it just popped up on Facebook. I 178 00:11:22,200 --> 00:11:26,360 guess her birthday would have been six days ago. She died seven years ago. 179 00:11:26,399 --> 00:11:28,639 She would have been one hundred and three. But she believed that unicorn 180 00:11:28,799 --> 00:11:35,240 corns existed, okay, and when Barnum and Bailey stir because I don't remember 181 00:11:35,279 --> 00:11:39,720 this in the eighties, they fused a goat's horn together and made a unicorn 182 00:11:39,279 --> 00:11:45,600 and had to come around, and she had an argument with everybody. See, 183 00:11:45,720 --> 00:11:48,639 I told you, I told you they exist, but they did they 184 00:11:48,000 --> 00:11:50,639 You know, I don't know whether they do or they don't. I've never 185 00:11:50,679 --> 00:11:54,519 seen it. Yes, but she was very, very very She and I 186 00:11:54,639 --> 00:12:00,200 were very close. This is so weird that I can't tell me and like 187 00:12:00,240 --> 00:12:05,360 the first time you open up to someone outside of the family about the gift 188 00:12:05,399 --> 00:12:09,320 and go beyond being a twelve year old girl, because I think that would 189 00:12:09,360 --> 00:12:13,720 be chalked up to now. I never had daughters. I only had sons. 190 00:12:13,240 --> 00:12:20,120 But there was one that I regretfully sometimes would say to you're a dramatic 191 00:12:20,159 --> 00:12:24,519 little girl, which is horrible, and I have since even apologized to him 192 00:12:24,559 --> 00:12:28,080 for that. But I did do that. But I would say, could 193 00:12:28,120 --> 00:12:31,320 would that be written off as a dramatic little girl at twelve years old or 194 00:12:31,720 --> 00:12:37,320 yeah? And so when you become an adult in your twenties, what was 195 00:12:37,320 --> 00:12:39,639 it like the first time you said to some you know, admitted this gift 196 00:12:39,639 --> 00:12:43,200 to someone. I think because of that, I shared the gift, I 197 00:12:43,200 --> 00:12:46,919 should say, right, because of you're so sensitive, you're so emotional, 198 00:12:48,759 --> 00:12:52,440 you know, I was a truth speaker, not knowing that maybe it was 199 00:12:52,480 --> 00:12:56,600 the future. Because of that, I would I tiptoed. I was nervous. 200 00:12:56,639 --> 00:12:58,320 I didn't want to label it. I didn't want to say psychic. 201 00:12:58,320 --> 00:13:01,759 I didn't want to say medium. Actually, Mike was the one who was 202 00:13:01,799 --> 00:13:07,639 like, hey, it's obvious. I don't really remember exactly because I was 203 00:13:07,639 --> 00:13:11,320 cutting hair at the time out of my house, and you know, I 204 00:13:11,360 --> 00:13:15,279 had regulars and they would just ask me questions and I just knew things. 205 00:13:15,559 --> 00:13:18,720 But we never labeled it, if that makes sense. But it was always 206 00:13:18,759 --> 00:13:20,960 like, Jenny, can I get your advice? Jenny can it? And 207 00:13:20,039 --> 00:13:24,440 it was always right. So I don't know. I guess it was kind 208 00:13:24,440 --> 00:13:26,039 of easy because we just kind of melded into it, like yeah, of 209 00:13:26,039 --> 00:13:28,919 course, I'll tell you what I know. And it would be gut feelings. 210 00:13:30,240 --> 00:13:31,679 At that time, I started taking notes and then going back and be 211 00:13:31,759 --> 00:13:35,039 like, WHOA, how the hell did I know that? Like, where 212 00:13:35,039 --> 00:13:37,440 did that come from? So that was a little bit different. But I 213 00:13:37,480 --> 00:13:43,759 still never reached out to anyone anywhere because I still was I was nervous. 214 00:13:43,840 --> 00:13:46,240 I don't know right, like I don't know. I wanted everyone to love 215 00:13:46,240 --> 00:13:50,480 me. I wanted approval. I wanted to make sure I wasn't different because 216 00:13:50,519 --> 00:13:54,120 my family kept telling me how different I was. It was hard. It 217 00:13:54,159 --> 00:13:56,080 was a weird transition, to be honest. It's a weird thing, like 218 00:13:56,159 --> 00:14:01,480 the uh when you were saying when you were right whatever the family was saying 219 00:14:01,480 --> 00:14:05,799 to you. I say this all the time. And somebody who made these 220 00:14:05,840 --> 00:14:09,320 coaster just put a bunch of my sayings from the podcast on there. Those 221 00:14:09,320 --> 00:14:13,159 are different ones, but this one is sayings that I say on the podcast, 222 00:14:13,279 --> 00:14:16,960 and one of them isn't really mine, but it was what I remember. 223 00:14:18,080 --> 00:14:22,039 And I've been told I'm wrong by people in my family. That Jesus 224 00:14:22,080 --> 00:14:26,080 said, go forth and tell no one that he could see you in your 225 00:14:26,159 --> 00:14:31,120 pure positive form when you came dripping your illness. Jesus saw you in your 226 00:14:31,240 --> 00:14:35,120 pure positive, whole form, and so when he healed you, what he 227 00:14:35,120 --> 00:14:39,080 would say was, from what I remember, go forth and tell no one. 228 00:14:39,159 --> 00:14:43,519 And the reason was because when you go back there, you know, 229 00:14:43,600 --> 00:14:45,559 and all of a sudden, I see your husband's here, and I'll use 230 00:14:45,600 --> 00:14:48,440 him as an example. I come back and my ear had been fallen off. 231 00:14:48,519 --> 00:14:50,759 Now it's back, and I see dilf. I go look at Jesus 232 00:14:50,840 --> 00:14:54,000 do this, and he says to me, give it about a week, 233 00:14:54,480 --> 00:14:58,240 right, and then the doubt comes back, in which I call resistance. 234 00:14:58,759 --> 00:15:01,960 And so the resistance to the pure positive. And I often wonder, like 235 00:15:01,000 --> 00:15:05,080 with the gift like that, are there people who have it that are just 236 00:15:05,120 --> 00:15:11,639 afraid because we have put the governor of religion and every other thing on here 237 00:15:11,679 --> 00:15:13,720 and we have to do it this way. If we don't do it this 238 00:15:13,759 --> 00:15:18,159 way, it's the wrong way. And I just wonder. I don't know. 239 00:15:18,360 --> 00:15:20,240 I agree my feeling, I no, I agree with you. I 240 00:15:20,240 --> 00:15:22,919 have chills when you say this, So chills means the other side is telling 241 00:15:22,000 --> 00:15:26,519 me yes, right, So I agree with you. Yeah. I actually 242 00:15:26,600 --> 00:15:28,600 love that you use that because I feel like I live in Texas, right, 243 00:15:28,799 --> 00:15:33,639 Uh, Big Bible huge, huge, not okay who I am and 244 00:15:33,720 --> 00:15:37,559 what I do down there? Really? Uh yeah, yeah, I've met 245 00:15:37,559 --> 00:15:39,759 some people pull me aside. There's been like, I've prayed to release your 246 00:15:39,840 --> 00:15:43,360 demons, and I'm like, so you're possessed, right, But I was 247 00:15:43,440 --> 00:15:46,279 raised Catholic. I'm still praying to the same god you're praying too, just 248 00:15:46,320 --> 00:15:50,559 because I'm gifted. But I always used I use this one time and probably 249 00:15:50,559 --> 00:15:54,600 shouldn't, but I said, I I also pray to Jesus to you And 250 00:15:54,639 --> 00:15:56,559 she was like, well, yes, and he responds and I'm like, 251 00:15:56,960 --> 00:16:00,480 he's a dead guy. I literally looked her on the face and said on 252 00:16:00,519 --> 00:16:04,240 the hockey rink bathroom. I was like, okay, we'll talk to that 253 00:16:04,480 --> 00:16:11,600 guy. I grew up in a very Irish Catholic family and I told this 254 00:16:11,679 --> 00:16:18,759 story many times in different forms of media that I've been on that my I 255 00:16:18,759 --> 00:16:21,679 don't know I've ever redmen to this. My dad. I was told by 256 00:16:21,679 --> 00:16:25,639 my grandmother, my mom's mom, that my dad had been in the seminary 257 00:16:26,240 --> 00:16:29,679 and left. He never really discussed that with me, uh, and left, 258 00:16:29,799 --> 00:16:33,000 and then he went to Fisher and my mom went to nass and that's 259 00:16:33,000 --> 00:16:38,480 how they met and when I was seven, they decided that the Catholic Church 260 00:16:38,559 --> 00:16:41,720 wasn't enough. My dad was a philosopher, he had a doctor in philosophy, 261 00:16:41,759 --> 00:16:48,559 and so we went to a more Baptist Evangelical type church, but that 262 00:16:48,720 --> 00:16:55,159 would align more with Protestantism, which was Northern Ireland, and my mom's dad 263 00:16:55,480 --> 00:17:00,960 would not speak to her for almost a year. Religion, yes, because 264 00:17:00,960 --> 00:17:04,319 of religion, yes, and to the point where my grandmother, when I 265 00:17:04,440 --> 00:17:07,279 was seven or eight years old, would pull me aside and ask me, 266 00:17:07,480 --> 00:17:11,680 do you have communion? And basically like she thought it was the blood of 267 00:17:11,759 --> 00:17:15,920 lambs sacrifice and do you know what I'm saying? Like this crazy, crazy 268 00:17:15,960 --> 00:17:21,559 shit, and I go, this stuff is insanity and it's unfortunate because it 269 00:17:22,000 --> 00:17:26,400 tears families apart. Wars, people have died. We don't talk about what 270 00:17:26,440 --> 00:17:30,400 goes on in Ireland or what not so much now, but what went on 271 00:17:30,480 --> 00:17:34,279 for so many years. A car bomb was not a thing my grandmother thought 272 00:17:34,359 --> 00:17:37,240 was a fancy a drink that we should be drinking. It should be named 273 00:17:37,279 --> 00:17:41,640 something else because people died. But when you look at the history of the 274 00:17:41,640 --> 00:17:44,079 world, it's not one of the wars we talk about. But you look 275 00:17:44,079 --> 00:17:48,519 at all the ones they come down to basically a religious belief. Crazy. 276 00:17:48,839 --> 00:17:52,720 Yes, it's sad, It's truly sad to me. I'm thankful in twenty 277 00:17:52,759 --> 00:17:56,599 twenty four. Yeah, so many people are opening their eyes. Yeah, 278 00:17:56,960 --> 00:18:02,480 why'd you hesitate? I I mean, I think people are. I think 279 00:18:02,519 --> 00:18:06,279 people I don't know if they're opening their eyes or seeking answers. And I 280 00:18:06,319 --> 00:18:07,880 think can it be the both? Yes, it certainly ken. Yes, 281 00:18:07,960 --> 00:18:11,319 you have to open your eyes in order to seek answers, So the answer 282 00:18:11,359 --> 00:18:15,720 is absolutely, you are correct. I immediately thought of the election when you 283 00:18:15,720 --> 00:18:18,960 you thought that. Yeah, and I and I think that sometimes I wonder 284 00:18:19,039 --> 00:18:25,200 if this next election will be the lowest turnout in the history of presidential elections 285 00:18:25,880 --> 00:18:30,359 because of the people that are there, just that there's such an apathy towards 286 00:18:30,759 --> 00:18:34,359 both candidates. Simes, I mean different parts of the world. I know 287 00:18:34,400 --> 00:18:37,359 where you live, I know where I live, I know where my kids 288 00:18:37,400 --> 00:18:40,960 live. You know what I'm saying. I've been. I've been down in 289 00:18:41,359 --> 00:18:45,720 Alabama in the South, so it's it's yeah, it's there. But I'm 290 00:18:45,799 --> 00:18:48,599 just saying, you know, besides the loudest voices, I think the majority 291 00:18:48,680 --> 00:18:52,359 is pretty silent. On this stuff. Agreed, Yeah, I agree, 292 00:18:52,759 --> 00:18:55,920 but so I think seeking answers and opening the Yes, agreed. I was 293 00:18:55,920 --> 00:19:00,519 just gonna say, but I still feel like that's a thing. We'll take 294 00:19:00,519 --> 00:19:02,119 a moment in a second. But I want to ask you, what is 295 00:19:02,160 --> 00:19:06,599 the hardest part about this gift? Is there one for you? Or is 296 00:19:06,599 --> 00:19:12,519 that even a fair question to ask? Yeah, I there's a lot of 297 00:19:12,559 --> 00:19:15,680 cons. There's a lot more pros than way cons. I don't want to 298 00:19:15,680 --> 00:19:22,079 say the hardest because I'm not sure there's just one heart. When I have 299 00:19:22,240 --> 00:19:26,119 to read, like last night, the last reading at Iron Smoke, it's 300 00:19:26,160 --> 00:19:29,880 just sticking with me because it was right there. It was about. It 301 00:19:29,920 --> 00:19:34,440 was to a mother and a sister whose son committed suicide. So it's not 302 00:19:34,519 --> 00:19:37,000 just that I'm relaying messages, but I have to feel what he feels and 303 00:19:37,039 --> 00:19:40,880 honestly made me cry, and then I think about my kids like it. 304 00:19:41,079 --> 00:19:44,359 It's so relatable and it puts me in this loop and I can't imagine being 305 00:19:44,359 --> 00:19:47,240 a mom and losing my son. And she was flat out angry, and 306 00:19:47,240 --> 00:19:51,279 then I'm crying because he's crying in Ovan and the sister's crying and it's not 307 00:19:51,319 --> 00:19:52,880 that it's a con. I think it was amazing and wonderful, but then 308 00:19:52,920 --> 00:19:56,920 it makes me come back to my three D body and say, I'm a 309 00:19:56,960 --> 00:20:00,359 mom what happens here? And I know it sounds silly, but that's doesn't 310 00:20:00,440 --> 00:20:03,920 it doesn't. I think it's the human element right right? Yeah? And 311 00:20:03,039 --> 00:20:08,400 other parts is that I think I can turn it off, but I really 312 00:20:08,400 --> 00:20:14,480 can't. So sometimes the craziest things hit me just when I'm out and you 313 00:20:14,519 --> 00:20:17,240 know, with the kids, and then somebody walks in and I'm like, 314 00:20:17,319 --> 00:20:18,759 oh God, there's an angel following them and they're going to die in two 315 00:20:18,839 --> 00:20:22,200 days. And do I approach them? Do I not approach them? I 316 00:20:22,200 --> 00:20:25,319 mean, there's so many cons if that makes sense, there's not not so 317 00:20:25,359 --> 00:20:26,680 many. I lied, there's a few. The pros are way bigger, 318 00:20:26,680 --> 00:20:30,640 but there are some things that, you know, And then sometimes I think 319 00:20:30,640 --> 00:20:33,440 to myself, did I relay that message in the way that the soul would 320 00:20:33,440 --> 00:20:36,519 have done it? Here? I feel like maybe they weren't as as receptive 321 00:20:36,519 --> 00:20:37,160 if I wanted them to be. And I you know, I say to 322 00:20:37,200 --> 00:20:41,240 Mike all the time, yeah, but that's me overthinking. But in the 323 00:20:41,319 --> 00:20:44,720 moment, I'm like, no, this is what they want me to say. 324 00:20:44,720 --> 00:20:47,519 But then I'm like, ah, say it right, Okay. So 325 00:20:48,440 --> 00:20:51,720 that leads me to the question, where do you think that the gift comes 326 00:20:51,720 --> 00:20:57,039 from? For you? I don't know, like source, I mean, 327 00:20:57,119 --> 00:21:02,119 yes, I don't know how to answer that. I think we all have 328 00:21:02,240 --> 00:21:06,240 it. I think I was born with it. This is deep. I 329 00:21:06,240 --> 00:21:10,440 feel believe in reincarnation. So I feel like in a past life, maybe 330 00:21:10,480 --> 00:21:12,279 I messed up and I'm going to come back. But don't worry. Your 331 00:21:12,279 --> 00:21:15,559 intuition's going to be really strong. You're going to figure it out. You're 332 00:21:15,559 --> 00:21:18,039 going to figure out how to help others. You're gonna heal others. Which 333 00:21:18,079 --> 00:21:19,559 is gonna heal you? Like I feel like there's a digger, but yes, 334 00:21:19,680 --> 00:21:22,680 from source, from God, universe, everyone say it. And then 335 00:21:22,720 --> 00:21:26,880 I just figured it out, just sort of the conduit by which portal I 336 00:21:26,880 --> 00:21:30,839 tell everyone I'm a portal. So then right, and I know, and 337 00:21:30,880 --> 00:21:33,440 to me, that's sort of minimizing it. But I would also think, 338 00:21:33,440 --> 00:21:38,400 then when you're when you're done and you realize what has happened. I think 339 00:21:38,960 --> 00:21:44,720 the biggest thing that I think we all need to learn to control is the 340 00:21:44,799 --> 00:21:48,640 knee jerk reaction to things. So my knee jerk reaction to oh my god, 341 00:21:48,680 --> 00:21:52,039 I just crushed this person or I said something, or I did I 342 00:21:52,119 --> 00:21:56,279 do it the right way? You probably did it wonderfully or perfectly, and 343 00:21:56,319 --> 00:22:00,960 whether or not they were in a lined up to hear it isn't really your 344 00:22:00,079 --> 00:22:03,559 job. And I will say that I do say this every day. So 345 00:22:03,640 --> 00:22:07,799 yes, I'm still I'm Cathic to a fault. Yeah you know what I 346 00:22:07,799 --> 00:22:08,559 mean. I'm like, oh, I'm in a church. On hot second, 347 00:22:08,559 --> 00:22:14,799 it might burn, but I feel like every morning I do say my 348 00:22:14,960 --> 00:22:17,839 father, and then right after that I say put whoever I'm supposed to help 349 00:22:17,839 --> 00:22:19,559 in my way. I don't care about money. Just don't let me forget 350 00:22:19,559 --> 00:22:23,200 about, you know, paying my bills. Please let me be as have 351 00:22:23,200 --> 00:22:26,480 as much clarity as I can and use me to be in a healing, 352 00:22:26,559 --> 00:22:30,000 closure way. I don't want my gift to and still anxiety. I want 353 00:22:30,039 --> 00:22:32,680 it to be healing and closure because that's what I would want. So as 354 00:22:32,720 --> 00:22:36,240 I'm relaying the message, you know, if I say something funny or witty, 355 00:22:36,279 --> 00:22:37,880 and that's because I can feel them being vulnerable and I would want someone 356 00:22:37,920 --> 00:22:41,799 to say that to me that way. So I do try really really hard 357 00:22:41,160 --> 00:22:44,480 to live in that moment, right, because when we live in the moment 358 00:22:45,160 --> 00:22:49,160 is when less doubt creeps in. Yep, I would yeah, I would 359 00:22:49,160 --> 00:22:56,079 say that that's very true. I think that the best your only purpose is 360 00:22:56,319 --> 00:23:00,759 in the moment. You have choices, you make the choice that feels the 361 00:23:00,759 --> 00:23:04,559 best in that moment, right, and then do it to the fullest without 362 00:23:04,640 --> 00:23:08,440 any worry about the kind, about any worry of the results. So you're 363 00:23:08,440 --> 00:23:11,039 feeling that's your intuition. Yeah, you got to feel it, and you 364 00:23:11,119 --> 00:23:14,680 have to live in the moment to make the best decision. And that's where 365 00:23:14,720 --> 00:23:17,599 you get the highest and best clarity. That's what meditation is. Yes, 366 00:23:17,759 --> 00:23:18,960 put you in that moment. Yes, yeah, it's the best. It 367 00:23:19,000 --> 00:23:22,440 is. It is the best. So what is the best part of it? 368 00:23:22,440 --> 00:23:25,799 Then the opposite end of the stick, I ask you about the cons 369 00:23:25,799 --> 00:23:27,480 But what's the best? Oh my god, there's so many. Yeah. 370 00:23:27,519 --> 00:23:33,200 First of all, I feel like I'm actually physically on this three three dimensional 371 00:23:33,240 --> 00:23:37,279 plane healing souls. Yes, I honestly truly believe that my gift, the 372 00:23:37,359 --> 00:23:40,039 gift, I don't want to call it mine. A lot of people have 373 00:23:40,079 --> 00:23:45,079 gifts, but the gift helps people in a way that maybe they couldn't find 374 00:23:45,079 --> 00:23:48,079 for themselves, right, And that's the whole relatable thing. Like I'm broken, 375 00:23:48,119 --> 00:23:49,640 We're all broken, but when I'm healing somebody else, that heals a 376 00:23:49,640 --> 00:23:53,839 little bit of me. I also feel like I actually have chills right now. 377 00:23:55,039 --> 00:23:57,920 I also feel like it's that positivity sharing high vibration. Right. We 378 00:23:57,960 --> 00:24:00,880 all love to be high, and I work really hard on trying to keep 379 00:24:00,920 --> 00:24:04,640 my vibration. Just if we're standing next to each other in the checkout line 380 00:24:04,680 --> 00:24:07,599 and I look over and I'm like, you know, you look really great 381 00:24:07,599 --> 00:24:08,920 today, and then walk away, you're gonna I feel like a million dollars. 382 00:24:10,039 --> 00:24:11,880 It could change your whole freaking day. I love all of it. 383 00:24:12,200 --> 00:24:15,839 Yeah, and I think my intuition tells me to say it when and to 384 00:24:15,880 --> 00:24:21,359 who at the exact moment. Right, Okay, I can see it. 385 00:24:21,400 --> 00:24:25,000 I get it. You know, why don't we just take a quick moment, 386 00:24:25,279 --> 00:24:27,680 we'll come back. I want to talk to you about sort of my 387 00:24:27,799 --> 00:24:32,960 beliefs and things, and then I have questions, and but I can't have 388 00:24:33,000 --> 00:24:37,480 these conversations with many people. And I appreciate it, I really can't. 389 00:24:37,519 --> 00:24:41,279 And I and I want you to know that I'm coming from just a a 390 00:24:41,559 --> 00:24:45,880 sincere open space, and so when I asked these questions, I don't want 391 00:24:45,880 --> 00:24:48,240 you to feel like it's a gotcha. I'm not none of that ship. 392 00:24:48,440 --> 00:24:49,720 I can read your energy. Yeah, I don't do that, all right, 393 00:24:49,880 --> 00:24:52,880 okay, all right, all right, all right. We will get 394 00:24:52,920 --> 00:24:56,480 to that next. But first, the TB wood Fire Pizza and Grill is 395 00:24:56,480 --> 00:24:59,920 the perfect place for food fanatics. 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All donations welcome, benefiting Fairport 427 00:27:15,400 --> 00:27:19,559 Music Fests, Galasano Children's Hospital, great music, great cause, great place. 428 00:27:21,039 --> 00:27:25,759 Unleash your taste for greatness at Iron Smoke Distillery in Fairport, New York. 429 00:27:25,799 --> 00:27:37,799 Baby. Now, I play this for a couple of reasons. One 430 00:27:37,920 --> 00:27:42,599 is I don't think you age. You're forever young. You haven't aged at 431 00:27:42,599 --> 00:27:47,480 all. Well, you have it, Yeah, you haven't. And then 432 00:27:47,720 --> 00:27:52,400 Rod Stewart was a favorite of my ant Irene, and I don't know why 433 00:27:52,440 --> 00:27:55,680 it just hit me to do that. I don't know if ann Irene's around 434 00:27:55,759 --> 00:28:00,039 or not. This is I always love when you're around because I think I 435 00:28:00,039 --> 00:28:06,599 think people get nervous. Yeah, always, So I went over, can't 436 00:28:06,599 --> 00:28:08,319 that be a pro is when I walk into a room and men go like 437 00:28:08,359 --> 00:28:15,079 this, Yes, so amazing. Actually, but I you know, I 438 00:28:15,079 --> 00:28:18,000 said earlier and you said to me that I think this is a great time, 439 00:28:18,160 --> 00:28:22,039 and I said, I think many people are seeking answers. I based 440 00:28:22,039 --> 00:28:26,119 that on the effect my mother was here. My son graduated college was the 441 00:28:26,119 --> 00:28:30,400 same week in his mother's day weekend. And my mom is a level three 442 00:28:30,480 --> 00:28:36,759 reiki. I love it. Yeah, who doesn't sometimes like buy into the 443 00:28:36,799 --> 00:28:40,160 whole thing herself like what, I don't know. No, she buys into 444 00:28:40,240 --> 00:28:42,960 it, but when it comes to her like her person, Yeah, she 445 00:28:44,039 --> 00:28:47,799 gets all the weird human stuff and I go, good, what are you 446 00:28:47,880 --> 00:28:49,880 doing? Get out of your own head. But we went over to they 447 00:28:49,880 --> 00:28:53,720 were having a psychic fare at Iron Smoke. There was a line out and 448 00:28:53,759 --> 00:28:56,680 down the parking lot. I mean it was. It was incredible and the 449 00:28:56,720 --> 00:29:02,319 readings were taken forever. And I always think people are seeking answers. So 450 00:29:02,400 --> 00:29:08,960 I have questions because I'm not sure where I'll tell you what I'm my belief. 451 00:29:10,039 --> 00:29:12,039 I believe a belief is just the thought you think over and over, 452 00:29:12,240 --> 00:29:15,519 right, that's really all belief, that's by definition. And I think that. 453 00:29:15,720 --> 00:29:19,759 And I was telling you that when I watched the eclipse, even though 454 00:29:19,759 --> 00:29:22,960 it was very cloudy here. And it's funny. My mom came up for 455 00:29:23,000 --> 00:29:27,119 that as well, and I'm watching it and I go, boy, we 456 00:29:27,279 --> 00:29:33,559 live wrong. We make it this hard thing. You know the old Shakespearean 457 00:29:36,279 --> 00:29:41,240 what he wrote, Shakespearean quote of your butt player who struts and frets his 458 00:29:41,319 --> 00:29:44,039 hour upon the stage and then has heard no more, which basically means you 459 00:29:44,079 --> 00:29:45,799 got a bunch of drama and then you die, right, you get caught 460 00:29:45,880 --> 00:29:48,079 up in all the bullshit, and then you die. You're hurt no more. 461 00:29:48,359 --> 00:29:52,079 And that's not the purpose. And I always think, like I believe, 462 00:29:52,759 --> 00:29:56,680 when you die, all resistance is gone, and it's just bliss gone, 463 00:29:56,839 --> 00:30:00,880 and all that stuff is just gone. And so we're not here in 464 00:30:00,920 --> 00:30:06,960 this form. We're not here, but you're around, You're around. Your 465 00:30:07,319 --> 00:30:11,559 energy. Energy is eternal that's been proven scientifically. You are energy and this 466 00:30:11,640 --> 00:30:15,799 is a world of vibrations and you can have or be or do anything you 467 00:30:15,920 --> 00:30:21,200 want, but you have to kind of tap into it. So here's where 468 00:30:21,240 --> 00:30:25,319 my weird stuff comes in, because I started to tell you, like, 469 00:30:25,359 --> 00:30:29,039 I have this weird group that I get together with and I it's like once 470 00:30:29,960 --> 00:30:33,279 once a month or so, and there's a lot of strange things that have 471 00:30:33,400 --> 00:30:38,559 happened in this group, but it's all really brilliant, highly educated people. 472 00:30:40,359 --> 00:30:48,559 And so the idea that there some people will say there are multiple timelines, 473 00:30:51,000 --> 00:30:53,440 right, Okay, so well let me let me, let me let me 474 00:30:53,519 --> 00:30:56,359 go back a little bit, because I'm even gonna confuse myself. I believe 475 00:30:56,400 --> 00:31:02,599 that there's that any you anything you want it? Yeah, I agree, 476 00:31:02,680 --> 00:31:04,559 Okay, it's done. I agree, it's done. That's manifestation. Okay, 477 00:31:06,000 --> 00:31:08,480 okay, great, So now it's done, and it's it's over here 478 00:31:08,480 --> 00:31:12,119 in the vortex, or let's put it into an analogy that people can understand. 479 00:31:12,160 --> 00:31:15,000 It's in the cloud. Done. Okay, how do I get it 480 00:31:15,000 --> 00:31:18,279 out of the cloud. I got to get the right computer, I got 481 00:31:18,279 --> 00:31:22,359 to get the right device. I gotta get on the right vibration, right. 482 00:31:22,599 --> 00:31:26,079 Okay, So and if you and I don't believe that you wouldn't want 483 00:31:26,119 --> 00:31:27,880 all the food you're going to eat for the entire year, right now, 484 00:31:29,440 --> 00:31:34,240 that's part of the journey. Okay. So when people are coming seeking answers, 485 00:31:34,759 --> 00:31:38,839 right, and I want this today, and you've you've put things in 486 00:31:38,920 --> 00:31:45,119 your i'll call the cloud, your vortex, the cloud that'll go ten lifetimes. 487 00:31:45,279 --> 00:31:48,240 You couldn't live it all in ten lifetimes, all the things, because 488 00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:52,079 you're always wanting. And contrast is a wonderful thing because it tells you what 489 00:31:52,119 --> 00:31:55,519 you do want what you don't want, right, Okay, So when people 490 00:31:55,559 --> 00:32:00,039 come to you and start asking and seeking answers and have questions and you and 491 00:32:00,119 --> 00:32:02,480 you tell them, and let's say it's something that they didn't like or don't 492 00:32:02,480 --> 00:32:07,440 want to hear necessarily, is it possible that you can change it a little 493 00:32:07,440 --> 00:32:10,519 bit to say, Okay, there's the contrast. I know what I don't 494 00:32:10,519 --> 00:32:13,680 want, I do what I do want, and I'm going to go over 495 00:32:13,680 --> 00:32:16,519 here. Or is it is it done? Because there are those that say 496 00:32:16,640 --> 00:32:21,920 everything is already done and when? But what I wonder is it's already done? 497 00:32:22,440 --> 00:32:23,400 And if I line up with it, I can have it out of 498 00:32:23,440 --> 00:32:27,279 the cloud. But I also want this over here, and if I line 499 00:32:27,359 --> 00:32:29,640 up with it, I can have that over the cloud. And that's where 500 00:32:29,680 --> 00:32:31,680 some people will tell you there's multiple timelines, and you'll hear about if you 501 00:32:31,680 --> 00:32:37,359 get into the really for lack of a better term and the lack of vocabulary, 502 00:32:37,440 --> 00:32:39,359 called the deep weird, the deep weird. People will say they can 503 00:32:39,400 --> 00:32:45,079 skip timelines. There's somebody who goes around on YouTube saying I didn't know how 504 00:32:45,079 --> 00:32:46,720 to play piano, but I went back in my timeline and I took lessons 505 00:32:46,720 --> 00:32:50,160 and here I am today. And who knows? Right? I mean, 506 00:32:50,359 --> 00:32:53,160 we can say this guy's a complete kuk and nut. I don't know. 507 00:32:53,799 --> 00:32:58,279 That's my thing, is my biggest answer to these days is I don't know. 508 00:32:58,920 --> 00:33:00,519 I don't know, But that's the best right because we're going to stay, 509 00:33:00,720 --> 00:33:04,880 because we're going to keep looking till we fast. This is my thought 510 00:33:04,880 --> 00:33:10,359 process. Okay, I think there are our destiny in the club. I 511 00:33:10,400 --> 00:33:16,359 think manifestation is accepting, adapting to we're not in control of timeline. Yes, 512 00:33:17,000 --> 00:33:20,599 we just have to align ourselves. Yes, we all know what the 513 00:33:20,640 --> 00:33:22,559 highest vibration is when we get the best and the highest we feel the best. 514 00:33:22,680 --> 00:33:24,599 Well, it's always said when you're in the zone. I try to 515 00:33:24,640 --> 00:33:29,480 say for athletes. Athletes, they're in the zone that is your highest vibration. 516 00:33:30,799 --> 00:33:31,920 Let's call it the zone. When you're in the zone, you know 517 00:33:31,960 --> 00:33:37,200 you're going to get what you want. Yes, I think back to reincarnation 518 00:33:37,599 --> 00:33:40,640 when you say, Okay, I'm going to pick this body because I'm going 519 00:33:40,720 --> 00:33:43,960 to have I'm going to overcome this, I'm going to be stronger. But 520 00:33:44,000 --> 00:33:46,279 I have all these tools right here that I'm going to pull and get and 521 00:33:46,319 --> 00:33:50,200 so when I meet when I meet my soulmate, I'm going to get to 522 00:33:50,200 --> 00:33:52,400 meet my soulmate, but it's going to be on the time that I chose 523 00:33:52,400 --> 00:33:54,240 it to be on the time, not the time I want three dimensionally right. 524 00:33:54,279 --> 00:33:57,000 So it's like all this thing, but you got to be ready. 525 00:33:57,559 --> 00:34:00,160 So when clients come to me and they say, you know, I need 526 00:34:00,200 --> 00:34:02,880 to find my soulmate. I need to X, Y and Z, and 527 00:34:02,920 --> 00:34:06,759 I need it yesterday, Yes, you're never going to get it. You're 528 00:34:06,799 --> 00:34:09,440 living in the past. You're lowering your vibration because you're pissed that you didn't 529 00:34:09,440 --> 00:34:12,280 get it when you wanted to get us. You can't. You can't live 530 00:34:12,360 --> 00:34:15,880 like that. So what I always say is say it out loud, I'm 531 00:34:15,920 --> 00:34:17,079 ready for my soulmate. Don't say I want tall, dark and handsome. 532 00:34:17,119 --> 00:34:21,440 Don't say I want the pretty blonde, the five nine dark hands to think 533 00:34:21,480 --> 00:34:25,639 that's me and Dilf. It is Dilsa. But when I was asking for 534 00:34:25,719 --> 00:34:30,679 my soulmate, I had to surrender. I had to surrender that my choice 535 00:34:30,719 --> 00:34:34,639 is. Everything that I had done so far didn't get me where I wanted. 536 00:34:34,719 --> 00:34:37,519 And I knew in my soul I wasn't done. I knew that I 537 00:34:37,559 --> 00:34:38,960 had more to offer in a relationship. I'd been through a divorce. I 538 00:34:39,000 --> 00:34:44,400 think I told you that. So I would walk around out loud saying I'm 539 00:34:44,440 --> 00:34:46,800 ready for my next chapter. I'm ready for my soulmate one because I wanted 540 00:34:46,800 --> 00:34:52,400 to align my vibration with what I knew was coming. Too, because I 541 00:34:52,440 --> 00:34:55,960 had to tell myself conscious release. You can't be in control. Your ego 542 00:34:57,119 --> 00:35:00,199 is your worst enemy. So when I'm talking to my clients and I'm like, 543 00:35:00,239 --> 00:35:01,360 you know what, I really want this job, and you know I've 544 00:35:01,360 --> 00:35:04,639 been I've been trying for this job forever, and they told me they're going 545 00:35:04,679 --> 00:35:07,000 to give it to me on May first, and now it's September. I 546 00:35:07,000 --> 00:35:08,480 don't understand what I did wrong. You didn't do anything wrong. It's just 547 00:35:08,519 --> 00:35:12,360 not time because if you had, if they had given it to you at 548 00:35:12,360 --> 00:35:15,400 May first, you wouldn't have been ready. But whatever you've done between now 549 00:35:15,440 --> 00:35:19,519 and September to prepare yourself for this job, now the universe is like, 550 00:35:19,519 --> 00:35:21,639 Okay, this is when it's going to be the best for you. It's 551 00:35:21,679 --> 00:35:27,519 so funny you're saying this because I I do a lot of weird stuff same 552 00:35:27,760 --> 00:35:31,159 I do a lot of like weird by other comparisons, like just for for 553 00:35:31,840 --> 00:35:35,800 I think more of the challenge of it. I take a cold shower and 554 00:35:35,840 --> 00:35:37,519 I just have a timer, so I'm up to a minute in fifty two 555 00:35:37,519 --> 00:35:40,400 seconds. I'm trying to get to three minutes in the cold shower, but 556 00:35:40,519 --> 00:35:44,199 I just go off a couple of seconds each week. It's all about to 557 00:35:44,199 --> 00:35:46,599 a minute fifty two. It's very proud of myself. I make sure I 558 00:35:46,599 --> 00:35:51,559 actuallyize, but I meditate for fifteen minutes, and that's really I find very 559 00:35:51,599 --> 00:35:54,519 hard at times, but I usually concentrate on my breathing or a sound in 560 00:35:54,559 --> 00:35:58,440 the room and that's it. And then I'll think, if I a thought 561 00:35:58,440 --> 00:36:00,639 comes in, it's like my I my iPad, I just flip it away, 562 00:36:00,760 --> 00:36:02,880 flip it away, flip it away. I put mine in a cardboard 563 00:36:02,880 --> 00:36:07,840 box. Okay, so very similar. So I try to do that, 564 00:36:07,920 --> 00:36:10,519 and I sometimes come out of there, and sometimes thought comes in and I 565 00:36:10,559 --> 00:36:15,360 go, well, I know that's not me, so I think it's source 566 00:36:15,559 --> 00:36:20,519 or something. Right, So all these things, and then I do wonder 567 00:36:20,639 --> 00:36:24,760 when you are lining up with things, I think, yeah, I don't 568 00:36:24,760 --> 00:36:30,320 know, I'm starting to ramble here, But I think we try too hard 569 00:36:30,400 --> 00:36:32,800 to figure out on our own. And you can get there sure by work, 570 00:36:32,880 --> 00:36:37,760 by hard work and grind, but those are words that are ugly and 571 00:36:37,800 --> 00:36:42,519 people don't like them. But when you have inspired work, you'll work forever 572 00:36:42,880 --> 00:36:45,719 and you'll still get there and you'll be happier. And what a tract? 573 00:36:46,000 --> 00:36:50,519 Who wants to be around the dick? Who wants to be around the grumpy 574 00:36:50,559 --> 00:36:54,159 asshole? Right? Nobody vibration? Right? So I always think like going 575 00:36:54,360 --> 00:36:59,239 for getting ready, to be ready, to be ready is what I always 576 00:36:59,280 --> 00:37:00,519 think. I ready to be ready, to be ready? And how do 577 00:37:00,559 --> 00:37:05,440 I do that? By going for the better feeling thought. If something doesn't 578 00:37:05,480 --> 00:37:09,960 feel right, I try to then and not easy because I was often you 579 00:37:10,039 --> 00:37:12,880 know, you would hear people go, well, you just got to be 580 00:37:12,920 --> 00:37:17,159 positive positivity. Oh the fuck you. I'm sorry. You can't. You 581 00:37:17,199 --> 00:37:20,519 can't flip it like that. But what I can do is I can go 582 00:37:20,639 --> 00:37:23,719 from feeling like shit to you know what, I actually did lose five pounds 583 00:37:24,079 --> 00:37:29,400 and my belt did go a smaller thing and I walked three miles today. 584 00:37:29,400 --> 00:37:34,199 And you can go up the emotional scale to the better feeling thought. And 585 00:37:34,320 --> 00:37:37,840 that's really where your winds are going to be. And when you stay there, 586 00:37:37,360 --> 00:37:40,199 that's where it is. And I think then you can find and I 587 00:37:40,199 --> 00:37:45,760 think a lot of times what you do is probably get people to try to 588 00:37:45,800 --> 00:37:47,840 shine a light on that path, or someone's trying to shine a light on 589 00:37:47,920 --> 00:37:51,880 that path for someone. For sure, it's getting out of your own head. 590 00:37:52,119 --> 00:37:54,039 I always tell everybody celebrate the small victories because we miss them right. 591 00:37:54,039 --> 00:37:57,360 We're always I should have done better, I didn't do it right. That'll 592 00:37:57,400 --> 00:38:00,239 keep you down here. You will get it right one hundred percent. So 593 00:38:00,360 --> 00:38:04,360 you know, my whole thing is I'm a large woman. Hate exercise with 594 00:38:04,400 --> 00:38:07,239 a passion. I do not have that gene, no matter how hard. 595 00:38:07,519 --> 00:38:09,360 But my brain says, if I just move, I'll be okay. So 596 00:38:09,480 --> 00:38:12,360 as I'm moving, I'm like, oh my god, I'm moving. I'm 597 00:38:12,360 --> 00:38:14,719 doing movement because I sit at my desk all day if I'm not at a 598 00:38:14,800 --> 00:38:17,199 show. But my brain somehow is wired to say movement. And then I'm 599 00:38:17,239 --> 00:38:20,480 like, oh, I'm raising my vibration because I'm moving. I'm moving, 600 00:38:20,679 --> 00:38:22,360 But in my mind, I'm not like I'm walking nineteen minutes because I got 601 00:38:22,400 --> 00:38:25,559 exercise. I'm moving because I feel good and I'm going to listen to the 602 00:38:25,559 --> 00:38:28,639 birds and I'm going to feel really great and I'm going to live in the 603 00:38:28,639 --> 00:38:30,039 moment. Right, So I just have to rewire my brain. I have 604 00:38:30,199 --> 00:38:35,519 chills. This is what I think. And I'm so because I'm telling you, 605 00:38:35,960 --> 00:38:39,280 there are people going, what the fuck is he saying he's crazy? 606 00:38:39,360 --> 00:38:44,239 You can't, and I'm going, no, you can. And if you 607 00:38:44,440 --> 00:38:49,360 actually like when you focus on things, okay, So the biggest probably the 608 00:38:49,360 --> 00:38:52,480 biggest thing. And I wonder if it's the biggest question. You got money 609 00:38:52,679 --> 00:38:55,960 somehow financially related. I don't know if that's true or not. It's not 610 00:38:57,000 --> 00:39:00,360 my biggest Okay, what everyone asks, what's the purpose? What's their purpose? 611 00:39:00,400 --> 00:39:04,800 That's actually a bigger to me than money really, because money is energy, 612 00:39:04,840 --> 00:39:07,519 it's frequency. So what I think, if you want money, it's 613 00:39:07,559 --> 00:39:09,440 coming. I think that too, and I think, but we block it. 614 00:39:09,800 --> 00:39:13,119 Of course, I don't have enough. I can't. And you know, 615 00:39:13,280 --> 00:39:15,920 like I even had, I have a bunch of things going on, 616 00:39:16,039 --> 00:39:20,119 right, I mean, you know, my life, ye dramatic Twiss. 617 00:39:20,480 --> 00:39:23,599 And I wanted to go to the Rolling Stones. I thought I would go 618 00:39:23,760 --> 00:39:25,760 last weekend. And then all of a sudden, some didn't worry out and 619 00:39:25,760 --> 00:39:28,559 my brother calls me and goes, hey, let's go to the Stones in 620 00:39:28,599 --> 00:39:34,039 Cleveland. Awesome. And then I'm supposed to go on this trip and money 621 00:39:34,079 --> 00:39:35,920 and this and that, and I went and asked, screw it. And 622 00:39:35,960 --> 00:39:37,000 I started to go, you know what, it's going to be there, 623 00:39:37,280 --> 00:39:42,079 and here's what I really believe, here's what I really really believe. And 624 00:39:42,199 --> 00:39:45,599 have you heard of Bashar? I don't know Bashar? Well, okay, 625 00:39:45,000 --> 00:39:52,840 so Bashar is supposedly again somebody who wanted to be a conduit. And Bashar 626 00:39:53,519 --> 00:39:58,599 supposedly I had heard about this person, so I looked them up on TikTok 627 00:39:58,719 --> 00:40:01,880 and I found these little TikTok and it was a lot of what you and 628 00:40:01,920 --> 00:40:07,880 I have said here already. The weird part is he's supposedly an entity from 629 00:40:07,920 --> 00:40:12,639 three hundred light years away from another planet who is looking at us and seeing 630 00:40:12,920 --> 00:40:17,119 how we live and trying to say the human experience is you're doing it wrong, 631 00:40:17,159 --> 00:40:22,599 and here's the right way to do it. But I have always believed 632 00:40:22,719 --> 00:40:29,159 that there were a couple things that I look back, that the universe will 633 00:40:29,199 --> 00:40:32,960 support you in whatever you believe. It's a mirror, so if you want 634 00:40:34,000 --> 00:40:37,440 to believe that you have a lack of money, you will be supported in 635 00:40:37,480 --> 00:40:39,480 that. I think you were loved so unconditionally. And this is the thing 636 00:40:39,480 --> 00:40:44,679 that I think human beings are. I've argument with people, but I think 637 00:40:44,719 --> 00:40:49,199 that they are in capable of unconditional love. Of course, I just do. 638 00:40:49,280 --> 00:40:52,679 I think there's always the condition somewhere right. Yeah, it's silly, 639 00:40:52,760 --> 00:40:55,400 but it's it's and people go. But I think the human beings aren't. 640 00:40:55,400 --> 00:41:00,800 But I think the universe loves you so unconditionally that they will you will be 641 00:41:00,800 --> 00:41:04,480 supported in whatever you want. I think your inner being may not align with 642 00:41:04,519 --> 00:41:07,519 the fact that you believe there's a lack of money, that's why you feel 643 00:41:07,519 --> 00:41:10,440 shitty. Yes, But when you have that that belief, you're supported in 644 00:41:10,480 --> 00:41:14,440 it. Yes, I agree. It's like a mirror frown. It frowns 645 00:41:14,440 --> 00:41:17,000 back, smile, it smiles back. And if you start to change a 646 00:41:17,000 --> 00:41:22,239 little bit and just believe that it's all, everything's okay, that it is. 647 00:41:22,760 --> 00:41:25,119 The Universes puts nothing in it that it can't support. Great. I 648 00:41:25,119 --> 00:41:30,320 agree, I agree. I've lived it. I know. That's why I 649 00:41:30,519 --> 00:41:34,280 was so excited. I was nervous you wouldn't come in. Well, of 650 00:41:34,320 --> 00:41:37,679 course I got. I'm always coming when you ask. Yes, I lived 651 00:41:37,679 --> 00:41:39,159 it. I lived it. That's how we got the show. That's how 652 00:41:39,199 --> 00:41:42,639 we got to where we are, that's how we moved to Texas. That's 653 00:41:42,679 --> 00:41:46,760 how I never and like you, I don't know whatever I mean. I 654 00:41:47,119 --> 00:41:52,039 believe a lot. I'm fully transparent, So I wing it. I wing 655 00:41:52,360 --> 00:41:54,360 so much stuff because my gut says yes, and I believe in all of 656 00:41:54,360 --> 00:41:57,440 that. And how can I sit here and preach to you and tell you 657 00:41:57,480 --> 00:41:58,960 if you do X, Y and Z, you're going to get it, 658 00:41:59,000 --> 00:42:01,039 and then not do it myself? Right? You know when Mike wanted to 659 00:42:01,119 --> 00:42:05,199 move to Texas. He said, this feels like home. And you know 660 00:42:05,239 --> 00:42:07,840 I made the joke. I'm like, bro, everybody's bro. I'm like, 661 00:42:07,880 --> 00:42:10,320 bro, this is why people have time shares. Everybody on vacation loves 662 00:42:10,320 --> 00:42:13,559 it. He's like, no, Jenny Mutt, I really feel it. 663 00:42:13,599 --> 00:42:16,960 So I can't dismiss his intuition. So we came home on May first. 664 00:42:16,960 --> 00:42:20,960 We decided, hey, you know what, if we're supposed to be in 665 00:42:21,000 --> 00:42:23,719 Texas and we're aligning with Texas, let us know, show us what we're 666 00:42:23,719 --> 00:42:27,599 supposed to do. We sold everything in four months, picked up and moved. 667 00:42:27,679 --> 00:42:30,880 Yeah. Well nobody right, he said. But again, I thought 668 00:42:30,880 --> 00:42:34,840 we had another year. But if people but if you said to people, 669 00:42:35,320 --> 00:42:38,840 this is what we're gonna do. It comes back to my analogy of Jesus 670 00:42:39,440 --> 00:42:44,079 in that well, you're crazy, it's never gonna work. You're gonna hate 671 00:42:44,079 --> 00:42:45,760 the South. It's too hot, they're very conservative, they're never gonna like 672 00:42:45,800 --> 00:42:49,000 it. Your kids play hockey, they don't play hockey in the South. 673 00:42:49,159 --> 00:42:52,639 I mean, this is am I wrong? We've heard everything, sure, 674 00:42:52,280 --> 00:42:59,400 but yet we're thriving. Yes, that's it. Yes, defied all the 675 00:42:59,519 --> 00:43:01,400 rules. He broke them off. This is my point. I and I. 676 00:43:02,039 --> 00:43:07,599 Your energy is so wonderfully high and contagious and just, but that I 677 00:43:07,599 --> 00:43:13,280 think that that is part of it, because even for you, you know, 678 00:43:13,639 --> 00:43:16,320 there are couples who this ends them. Right, I'm not moving away 679 00:43:16,320 --> 00:43:19,880 from where my family is. This was my home. It's the only home 680 00:43:19,920 --> 00:43:22,039 I've ever known. Blah blah blah. You didn't do that. He just 681 00:43:22,079 --> 00:43:27,119 went, Yeah, good adventure. Because he's my soulmate, right, and 682 00:43:27,159 --> 00:43:32,679 I have already I've already we were soulmates. So there's no you can't piss 683 00:43:32,760 --> 00:43:35,679 me off. Well enough because we're going to work through it. We're going 684 00:43:35,719 --> 00:43:37,880 to be together. But if he's telling me, hey, I'm hurting, 685 00:43:37,199 --> 00:43:39,719 yeah, and I need out and we're out right, you know what? 686 00:43:39,760 --> 00:43:42,719 I don't. I don't know. But it's so funny because other people have 687 00:43:42,760 --> 00:43:45,159 said the same thing. I sold. I sold my lakehouse at my grandparents, 688 00:43:45,159 --> 00:43:49,239 but my grandparents built thirty nine years of my life. Well, he's 689 00:43:49,280 --> 00:43:52,480 my best friend, Like, we gotta go, and that's just material. 690 00:43:52,880 --> 00:43:54,119 How do I not know we're going to have the best lake house of our 691 00:43:54,159 --> 00:43:57,840 life in Texas? Maybe that was just supposed to be for this part of 692 00:43:57,880 --> 00:44:00,000 my life, and it's so small of me think like I have to have 693 00:44:00,079 --> 00:44:02,280 this because I've had it for thirty nine years. You know what, I 694 00:44:02,360 --> 00:44:06,480 realized those were my grandparents' memories. They weren't mine. Yeah, I was 695 00:44:06,480 --> 00:44:09,920 trying to keep my dead grandparents' memories alive. How can I not ignore him 696 00:44:09,920 --> 00:44:14,079 and my kids? So that is where I have said, I've said to 697 00:44:14,119 --> 00:44:19,519 people like you go sometimes this is this will really bother some people. But 698 00:44:19,599 --> 00:44:25,639 sometimes relationships, jobs, homes, things are like a car, and of 699 00:44:25,639 --> 00:44:30,480 course this car fits my life now, right, I drove a minivan. 700 00:44:30,800 --> 00:44:32,639 It doesn't fit my life now. I didn't like it. I wanted to 701 00:44:32,639 --> 00:44:36,960 get onto something else, and so I leave and I get into a different 702 00:44:37,000 --> 00:44:38,320 car, and I get into a different car. And I know it's a 703 00:44:38,400 --> 00:44:45,400 very simple based analogy, which really almost to some people cheapens life. But 704 00:44:45,480 --> 00:44:49,440 I think it's something that you can you can see, right, I had 705 00:44:49,480 --> 00:44:52,199 the Corvette when I only had two people in my life, right, and 706 00:44:52,239 --> 00:44:55,000 now I have a family and I'm driving an suv or whatever it is. 707 00:44:55,280 --> 00:44:59,320 But because of it's just like you're saying, at different stages of the life 708 00:44:59,360 --> 00:45:02,280 that was the and this is now. But I love that you're saying that 709 00:45:02,400 --> 00:45:07,320 because to me spiritually, that tells me you're growing. We all know people 710 00:45:07,320 --> 00:45:09,679 who don't grow. We all know people who are stuck, want to grow, 711 00:45:09,760 --> 00:45:13,679 don't put the work in, don't want to do it. When bad 712 00:45:13,719 --> 00:45:15,760 things happen at them, it's worse, it gets worse and worse. You're 713 00:45:15,800 --> 00:45:17,559 saying, Okay, I don't want to drive. I don't want to drive. 714 00:45:17,599 --> 00:45:21,360 I can't drive my vet anymore because now I have a family. That's 715 00:45:21,400 --> 00:45:23,320 okay, you leveled up. You're supposed to be a dad. You're supposed 716 00:45:23,320 --> 00:45:27,000 to be right. It's when we're leveling up. If you're not leveling up 717 00:45:27,000 --> 00:45:30,280 and changing and you're stuck here, well you're never going to find I always 718 00:45:30,320 --> 00:45:32,679 believe. Okay, now we get back to another weird thing. You ready 719 00:45:32,679 --> 00:45:37,800 for more? I love weird. It comes more weird. I believe that 720 00:45:37,280 --> 00:45:42,000 the universe is always expanding. Agreed. We don't come here and start over, 721 00:45:42,559 --> 00:45:45,559 Okay, And I say that in that I'm not We're not back being 722 00:45:45,639 --> 00:45:50,559 hunter gatherers again. We're here and everything is building upon what has been built. 723 00:45:50,679 --> 00:45:52,360 Great, right, you know we had Steve Jobs. We can give 724 00:45:52,440 --> 00:45:55,880 credit him. Maybe for the problem to that fact that everybody's face is in 725 00:45:55,960 --> 00:46:00,599 the phone and they're getting hit by cars and kids aren't paying attention anymore. 726 00:46:00,719 --> 00:46:04,599 Agreed, that's all fine. I'm just saying, like the next but everything 727 00:46:04,639 --> 00:46:07,719 from there expands and builds, and I believe that the universe is ever expanding, 728 00:46:07,719 --> 00:46:13,360 and I believe that the creation and the creator or whatever source is always 729 00:46:13,360 --> 00:46:16,199 expanding. So I think with you, you have to look at your life 730 00:46:16,599 --> 00:46:21,280 is that way as well. If you're going to tune in, you know, 731 00:46:21,320 --> 00:46:23,280 tap in, tune in, turn on, whatever it is you've got 732 00:46:23,280 --> 00:46:28,079 to, you've got to be able to expand one hundred pop and it's always 733 00:46:28,159 --> 00:46:30,360 changing, you know. I tell my clients now, I started mentoring and 734 00:46:30,400 --> 00:46:34,079 I'm teaching some workshops and they're like, well, how did you get to 735 00:46:34,119 --> 00:46:36,119 this point? And I said, well, this is how I got to 736 00:46:36,119 --> 00:46:37,960 the point. But I'm not done, Like my point isn't done. I'm 737 00:46:38,119 --> 00:46:42,599 still growing every single day, just like you. But I feel like people 738 00:46:42,599 --> 00:46:45,079 are like, oh, now that you're a medium, I'm like, whoa, 739 00:46:45,079 --> 00:46:47,679 whoa, I'm not done right, Well, I always say this, 740 00:46:47,679 --> 00:46:52,440 this is what I've come to believe, because we can all beat ourselves up 741 00:46:52,480 --> 00:46:55,159 about a lot of things. You've been divorced, I'm legally separated. We 742 00:46:55,199 --> 00:46:59,360 have all these things. But I would say that we never get it wrong. 743 00:47:00,079 --> 00:47:01,960 We just never get it done agreed, And if you try to get 744 00:47:01,960 --> 00:47:06,320 it done, you won't agreed. So it's ever expanding. Can I say 745 00:47:06,360 --> 00:47:08,119 one thing? My husband's going to not be happy with me about this, 746 00:47:08,199 --> 00:47:13,440 but going back to changing dimensions and quantumly, I never want to call it. 747 00:47:13,440 --> 00:47:15,719 I gotta tell you this just because I don't think I've said it publicly 748 00:47:15,719 --> 00:47:17,840 on the air. Sorry, babe. So I met my first husband at 749 00:47:17,840 --> 00:47:22,639 a wedding. He was a scorpio, Okay, and YadA YadA, we 750 00:47:22,679 --> 00:47:27,119 get married, it doesn't work out. I meet my soulmate at a wedding 751 00:47:27,119 --> 00:47:30,679 and he's a scorpio. Who does that twice in one lifetime? Yeah? 752 00:47:30,840 --> 00:47:34,760 So did I just jump timelines? I don't know, right? Did I 753 00:47:34,920 --> 00:47:37,599 just jump to know? And wait? I had two boys with my first 754 00:47:37,599 --> 00:47:40,679 and two boys with my second? It's crazy? Did I jump timelines? 755 00:47:40,840 --> 00:47:44,719 Yeah? Did I just say I know this is coming, so I'm just 756 00:47:44,800 --> 00:47:46,400 going to do it because I want it here and now? Or did I 757 00:47:46,400 --> 00:47:49,239 do it because I was destined to do. I mean, this is where 758 00:47:49,239 --> 00:47:52,400 I struggle with that. But who says that in their lifetime? I don't 759 00:47:52,440 --> 00:47:54,039 know. That's the craziest shit, right, Well, that's the thing is 760 00:47:54,079 --> 00:47:57,960 And I don't know if the if the jumping timelines. But let me go, 761 00:47:58,119 --> 00:48:00,320 let me ask you something, because you talk about it might be in 762 00:48:00,360 --> 00:48:05,280 your soul me yes, sir. And I'm sure that you get many relationship 763 00:48:05,360 --> 00:48:07,519 questions always, and I would think that people probably come to you and go, 764 00:48:07,679 --> 00:48:10,480 is this the right one? Or or I'm married in this and this 765 00:48:10,599 --> 00:48:15,559 is this going to be? And is there a definitive answer? Because sometimes 766 00:48:15,559 --> 00:48:21,519 I think that yes, like the car, maybe you've driven it far enough 767 00:48:21,760 --> 00:48:24,960 and it's time to get into a new car. Maybe. But I don't 768 00:48:25,000 --> 00:48:29,039 know that you have to give up on anything. I don't think the universe 769 00:48:29,079 --> 00:48:31,559 is telling you give up on something. I think you have to align with 770 00:48:31,679 --> 00:48:37,159 the best of anybody. I've come to almost believe in segment intending. Yeah, 771 00:48:37,280 --> 00:48:40,199 fucking weird, you get me. You're making me admit things I've never 772 00:48:40,239 --> 00:48:44,119 admitted. I just did too on the air, by the way. Yeah, 773 00:48:44,159 --> 00:48:46,760 but the segment intending would be like anytime someone enters the room. It's 774 00:48:46,760 --> 00:48:52,360 a new segment. So what are the positive attributes of that person that I 775 00:48:52,400 --> 00:48:54,199 want to pull forth, even if they're even if they're a person that i've 776 00:48:54,239 --> 00:48:58,360 never there's always such a pain in the answer about okay, but there's got 777 00:48:58,400 --> 00:49:00,880 to be what are the positive attributes of that person? And then if I 778 00:49:00,960 --> 00:49:07,119 focus on that, I would guarantee that I get that more than I get 779 00:49:07,119 --> 00:49:09,440 the other. You mean, any like us having this conversation now and then 780 00:49:09,480 --> 00:49:12,400 moving on to the next thing in your life? Yeah, what if I 781 00:49:12,440 --> 00:49:15,639 feel the same way, but I didn't like your term. You don't have 782 00:49:15,679 --> 00:49:17,719 to like ter. That's why we're having a discussion. So in my mind, 783 00:49:17,840 --> 00:49:22,199 I'm open to you. In my mind, I'm like cool, I'm 784 00:49:22,199 --> 00:49:24,440 going to Bill Moran's can be great. He's got great energy, He's gonn 785 00:49:24,440 --> 00:49:28,880 ask me the coolest questions. And then in my mind it's like I close 786 00:49:29,119 --> 00:49:31,039 the book chapter and I start another chapter because when I leave here, I'm 787 00:49:31,039 --> 00:49:35,239 going to do something else. I feel the same thing. I also feel 788 00:49:35,280 --> 00:49:37,280 like every moment of every day I'm supposed to learn from it and I'm supposed 789 00:49:37,320 --> 00:49:40,239 to grow. So we're supposed to be having this conversation I also think it's 790 00:49:40,239 --> 00:49:44,039 destined that we're supposed to be here right now having this because you're learning and 791 00:49:44,079 --> 00:49:46,039 I'm learning. Plus we're both raising each other's vibrations right right, it's the 792 00:49:46,039 --> 00:49:50,400 coolest thing. Plus we were asking for it. I want to get stronger, 793 00:49:50,440 --> 00:49:52,239 I want to raise it. But your greed. When I leave here, 794 00:49:52,440 --> 00:49:53,079 then I'm going to go to my next thing and say, Okay, 795 00:49:53,079 --> 00:49:54,920 what am I going to get from that? Right? How am I going 796 00:49:55,000 --> 00:49:58,400 to make up the best interaction? Same thing? Yeah, just mess me 797 00:49:58,480 --> 00:50:00,920 up with your words? Yeah, well right, And I call it a 798 00:50:00,960 --> 00:50:06,719 segment for the best attributes. But so so back to like the relationship thing. 799 00:50:07,119 --> 00:50:09,400 If if somebody says and you go out like it looks like it's not 800 00:50:09,440 --> 00:50:14,760 going to work out or whatever, and I'm I'm sure that something is telling 801 00:50:14,760 --> 00:50:17,760 you that could there could somebody then go back and go, oh, I 802 00:50:17,800 --> 00:50:23,039 don't know that I necessarily align up with that exactly, I see it. 803 00:50:23,840 --> 00:50:27,400 But what if I come over here a little bit and I start to focus 804 00:50:27,440 --> 00:50:30,599 on the positive? Vetri? Can things be fixed or changed in your mind? 805 00:50:30,719 --> 00:50:32,920 Or no? Or is it definitive? And that and that's it? 806 00:50:32,960 --> 00:50:37,280 And I don't This is where I said to you earlier, I'm not trying 807 00:50:37,280 --> 00:50:39,199 to trap you. I don't know the answer. I'm not trying to you 808 00:50:39,239 --> 00:50:42,199 know. Some people would like, go, oh, got you. She 809 00:50:42,199 --> 00:50:44,800 couldn't answer that one. I don't know. Oh no, I always have 810 00:50:44,800 --> 00:50:46,159 an answer. Yes, I'm just checking with spirit. Did you see me 811 00:50:46,199 --> 00:50:49,880 go like this? This is me checking with spirit. Okay, so this 812 00:50:49,920 --> 00:50:52,280 is my answer. Let me start with soulmates. I think we have more 813 00:50:52,320 --> 00:50:55,199 than one in every lifetime. Soul it means you've just walked on this earth 814 00:50:55,239 --> 00:50:58,440 before in a past life, and y'all have agreed to do it again. 815 00:50:58,559 --> 00:51:00,559 Okay, So it could be it could be dog, it could be cat. 816 00:51:00,559 --> 00:51:02,800 They're all souls. I don't care. It could be mom. It 817 00:51:02,840 --> 00:51:07,599 can be your spouse, there's more than one. It could be your best 818 00:51:07,599 --> 00:51:09,400 friend. Yeah. It just means you've walked together and you've agreed to do 819 00:51:09,400 --> 00:51:14,000 it again. It's like a soul contract. I think that there is more 820 00:51:14,039 --> 00:51:16,280 than one soulmate for everyone on earth. Do I think everyone finds them? 821 00:51:16,559 --> 00:51:22,079 No? Do I think free will plays a role? Yes, that's why 822 00:51:22,119 --> 00:51:23,280 I feel well, I'm getting to when you're saying, like, so, 823 00:51:23,360 --> 00:51:28,880 if somebody comes to me and says, am I in the right relationship? 824 00:51:29,000 --> 00:51:30,159 Ninety percent of the time, they already know the answer. Yeah, I 825 00:51:30,199 --> 00:51:34,199 would think they do too well. Every single one of us want validation, 826 00:51:34,400 --> 00:51:37,639 okay, all of us do, and knowing that I can connect with their 827 00:51:37,639 --> 00:51:39,119 past loved ones and I can see from heaven that I'm never going to give 828 00:51:39,159 --> 00:51:42,880 them a bad answer. So I will say this. I have a lot 829 00:51:42,920 --> 00:51:45,000 of regulars, right, a lot of regulars, And so we have conversations 830 00:51:45,039 --> 00:51:50,280 where you know what, I had an out. This happened in the marriage, 831 00:51:50,280 --> 00:51:51,960 and I had an out and I chose not to stay. And now 832 00:51:51,960 --> 00:51:53,840 it's where you were right, how do I change it? How do I 833 00:51:53,880 --> 00:51:58,000 fix it? And it's not that I was right? But when you're asking 834 00:51:58,039 --> 00:52:00,119 me, I'm asking spirit to shit to say, say, how do I 835 00:52:00,199 --> 00:52:04,239 make sure this person is on the right timeline? So I give them what 836 00:52:04,320 --> 00:52:07,239 I see what you do with the information I cannot change. And that is 837 00:52:07,280 --> 00:52:12,079 a snapped shot of right today today. So if a year from now you're 838 00:52:12,079 --> 00:52:14,960 in the same place and you didn't do anything about it, spirits canna be 839 00:52:14,960 --> 00:52:17,440 like, I can't help you because I kind of gave you some guide. 840 00:52:17,559 --> 00:52:23,519 But we all do it. If it's guidance, okay, and not not 841 00:52:23,840 --> 00:52:28,320 a definitive, but more of a guidance yes, to say, you're right, 842 00:52:28,440 --> 00:52:30,639 you're feeling this and if you continue this way, it will go that 843 00:52:30,679 --> 00:52:35,079 way and it may be the best. I'm not here to tell you yes 844 00:52:35,159 --> 00:52:37,199 or no. I tell people that don't. I a would say, listen 845 00:52:37,239 --> 00:52:43,000 to me, don't listen to me. I'm just car I'm I don't know 846 00:52:43,039 --> 00:52:47,360 if I just got chills. Well, something happened, because I think that 847 00:52:47,400 --> 00:52:52,000 we a lot of times we think, Okay, we hear something and go 848 00:52:52,079 --> 00:52:53,239 but I don't want that. But I don't want that. That's your ego, 849 00:52:53,880 --> 00:52:55,679 right, But then we have to step back and go, well, 850 00:52:55,719 --> 00:52:59,880 hang on a second. It's guidance. And clearly you were feeling this way. 851 00:52:59,880 --> 00:53:02,480 That's why you ask the question. So now try to step back, 852 00:53:02,719 --> 00:53:07,599 not have the knee jerk reaction, give yourself some time and let the process 853 00:53:07,679 --> 00:53:12,639 play out. Let it unfold, Let it unfold, and the right answers 854 00:53:12,679 --> 00:53:15,360 show up. The right answers show up. I say to my clients all 855 00:53:15,400 --> 00:53:17,400 the time, whatever you've been doing on your own isn't working. Yes, 856 00:53:17,679 --> 00:53:21,440 So if you're coming to me for guidance, listen to what I have to 857 00:53:21,480 --> 00:53:23,559 say, because you literally have nothing to lose. If you're not happy, 858 00:53:23,559 --> 00:53:25,760 why can't you just listen to what I told you? Why can't you just 859 00:53:25,760 --> 00:53:29,320 listen to what the universe is saying, Because if you're reaching out, your 860 00:53:29,360 --> 00:53:31,280 gut is like, hey, your soul is like I'm not super happy, 861 00:53:31,320 --> 00:53:35,360 but your mind's like, I'm gonna overthink it and I'm going to force it 862 00:53:36,000 --> 00:53:39,280 because we've been taught to grind it out, and I think that that's all 863 00:53:39,400 --> 00:53:44,280 kind of wrong. I agree to go back to nothing's been trucked in here. 864 00:53:44,559 --> 00:53:47,159 It's all right here. You have the answers and you can do this. 865 00:53:47,559 --> 00:53:53,440 Everything's right here, no one's there. I'll ask this. I people 866 00:53:53,440 --> 00:53:58,840 would disagree with this, and there's too money. See it, touch and 867 00:53:58,920 --> 00:54:01,519 feel it, smell it, examples of it. But I don't believe there's 868 00:54:01,519 --> 00:54:08,039 assertion. I don't believe that any that there's any assertion on you, Like 869 00:54:08,079 --> 00:54:14,280 we will say, well, I'm under their thing. Everything that you have, 870 00:54:14,440 --> 00:54:17,599 you've attracted in some way, everything you've done you can I also would 871 00:54:17,599 --> 00:54:22,400 say this, I don't think things come out of the blue. I think 872 00:54:22,400 --> 00:54:24,760 they come out of the oblivion of of course, nothing in life is coincidence 873 00:54:25,239 --> 00:54:29,039 when it comes out of the oblivion, like I didn't see it coming, 874 00:54:29,840 --> 00:54:34,719 But whose fault is that? But you asked for it? Like I feel 875 00:54:34,760 --> 00:54:37,119 like some people are like, Okay, Jenny, you know I'm going to 876 00:54:37,199 --> 00:54:38,840 try to make this marriage work, and and I'll say, you know what, 877 00:54:38,880 --> 00:54:42,719 then I will always I tell everyone and I mean this, I will 878 00:54:42,760 --> 00:54:45,440 support you in any way. I've made my own decisions that I've needed support 879 00:54:45,440 --> 00:54:52,000 it with. I will support you anyway. But because you're asking and saying 880 00:54:52,039 --> 00:54:57,079 I need guidance, show me what I'm supposed to do, and then the 881 00:54:57,119 --> 00:55:01,199 worst thing happens in the relationship. They lose their mind, right, so 882 00:55:01,239 --> 00:55:04,400 you're gonna see it. It's not you don't see it. You're not in 883 00:55:04,440 --> 00:55:07,159 control. You're saying, show me if I'm supposed to be in this relationship, 884 00:55:07,199 --> 00:55:09,679 and then something comes in sideways. You asked and source God, universe. 885 00:55:09,719 --> 00:55:13,480 Whatever're saying is saying, see, this isn't where you're supposed to be. 886 00:55:13,679 --> 00:55:15,239 But I gave you so many red flags that you didn't want to listen 887 00:55:15,280 --> 00:55:19,440 to. So you're getting blindsided now because you said show me. Some people 888 00:55:19,480 --> 00:55:21,760 need the slap in the face. I have chills right now. Yeah, 889 00:55:21,800 --> 00:55:24,159 no, I think that's true. And then but then it also defies the 890 00:55:24,199 --> 00:55:29,719 idea that you are like a creator. Right. We're all creators, right, 891 00:55:29,800 --> 00:55:31,280 we all can create that. I mean, look around, all this 892 00:55:31,320 --> 00:55:36,119 stuff has been created from where from thought to I mean, have you ever 893 00:55:36,159 --> 00:55:37,920 built anything? That was one of the things I loved, like, you 894 00:55:37,960 --> 00:55:42,119 know, doing radio, Not so much with podcasts, but doing radio, 895 00:55:42,280 --> 00:55:45,800 especially when I began in the early nineties, you would it was just you 896 00:55:45,840 --> 00:55:47,440 said it and it was done. I had nothing tangible. I couldn't go 897 00:55:47,519 --> 00:55:52,239 home and go, hey, let me show you this great dick joke I 898 00:55:52,280 --> 00:55:54,280 told today you understander of saying, but if I hung a door, if 899 00:55:54,320 --> 00:55:58,559 I hung a window, I could look at it and go I did that, 900 00:55:58,599 --> 00:56:00,880 and there was real satisfaction in that. But I disagree because how do 901 00:56:00,960 --> 00:56:05,119 you know you didn't change somebody's life in that moment at the right time, 902 00:56:05,400 --> 00:56:08,559 just because you didn't see in front of your face. That's a very good 903 00:56:08,599 --> 00:56:14,360 point. And I do remember when I was looking for jobs, like I 904 00:56:14,400 --> 00:56:16,760 would try to go and grow and do things. When I was in my 905 00:56:16,800 --> 00:56:22,159 twenties, getting a letter from somebody saying that they were contemplating suicide. There 906 00:56:22,199 --> 00:56:24,280 you go, And I told some stupid joke that made them last. I 907 00:56:24,320 --> 00:56:27,679 have chills right now, and they took a moment. And I used to 908 00:56:27,679 --> 00:56:30,559 put that as part of my package that I would send out, which I 909 00:56:30,559 --> 00:56:34,119 thought now they like it was more of a private moment. I shouldn't just 910 00:56:34,159 --> 00:56:37,119 sit. Hey, my jokes were so funny. They'll save your life, 911 00:56:37,400 --> 00:56:45,079 you know what I'm saying that the magic is, Yeah, you did it. 912 00:56:45,559 --> 00:56:47,639 You help somebody here who needed that energy. That's all energy. They 913 00:56:47,679 --> 00:56:51,400 weren't standing next to you, were ugning them. It was all energy. 914 00:56:51,599 --> 00:56:53,039 I have chills at the right place, at the right time, at the 915 00:56:53,079 --> 00:56:54,760 right moment. Yeah, we can't make that. Shut up. No, 916 00:56:54,920 --> 00:56:59,559 I think like the whole world is such vibration that the argument in the old 917 00:56:59,519 --> 00:57:02,719 philisop and I did a lot of philosophy in college, the silly, very 918 00:57:02,719 --> 00:57:07,000 base philosophical argument, does a tree make a noise if it falls in the 919 00:57:07,000 --> 00:57:08,199 woods and no one's there to hear it? And the answer to me is 920 00:57:08,320 --> 00:57:14,360 no, because you don't have nobody's there with the tools to interpret the vibration. 921 00:57:14,480 --> 00:57:16,719 Therefore there is no sound. But if you have the tools to interpret 922 00:57:16,719 --> 00:57:21,159 the vibration. Then, yes, interesting, Yeah, it's just it's all 923 00:57:21,239 --> 00:57:24,599 vibration. Everything is vibration. Everything is that. Tesla knew it. Tesla 924 00:57:24,679 --> 00:57:29,960 had healing powers. He knew he could figure out how to heal diseases and 925 00:57:30,000 --> 00:57:31,960 things. And people got people got very upset with him, and they tried 926 00:57:31,960 --> 00:57:35,440 to shut him down and they didn't want you to know this. And it's 927 00:57:35,559 --> 00:57:39,360 just a ride, folks, It's just a ride. Crazy. See how 928 00:57:39,519 --> 00:57:44,159 see how fast we are to shut everybody down all the time, constantly because 929 00:57:44,199 --> 00:57:46,840 we don't either want to believe it or think it right. So dumb it 930 00:57:46,920 --> 00:57:51,960 is dumb. It is so dumb. I don't want to hold I'm just 931 00:57:52,000 --> 00:57:54,039 looking at the time. We're good, I'm good, all right. I 932 00:57:54,119 --> 00:57:57,599 just want to do one more quick thing, just to find out where you 933 00:57:57,679 --> 00:58:01,480 are kind of today, what's going on. We can talk about the TLC 934 00:58:01,519 --> 00:58:06,239 show, how that kind of came about, and what you're doing now. 935 00:58:06,280 --> 00:58:09,079 And I think there's more projects coming to my wrong, yes, okay, 936 00:58:09,480 --> 00:58:13,280 there are, I'm not wrong. No, okay, that's wonderful. We'll 937 00:58:13,280 --> 00:58:15,039 get to all that next. 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I always said that Dylan was overrated because these are the songs I 973 01:00:58,920 --> 01:01:00,760 heard. But well, Kevin wrote in, so you got to play this 974 01:01:00,840 --> 01:01:07,840 one tonight. Why don't we always give names to like people who have had 975 01:01:07,880 --> 01:01:10,880 your gifts, that have come before. And there are many people, as 976 01:01:10,920 --> 01:01:15,119 you say, souls to come back. I do believe you choose to come 977 01:01:15,119 --> 01:01:20,800 into this human experience. You come in and if you notice kids, they're 978 01:01:20,880 --> 01:01:24,079 just so still close to source, running around playing. And then we condition 979 01:01:24,199 --> 01:01:28,320 you and we get you in religion, and we put these bliners and ruin 980 01:01:28,400 --> 01:01:32,119 everything but the uh, but always these names. So then people who may 981 01:01:32,159 --> 01:01:35,920 have a gift or have the right way to live, we go, well, 982 01:01:35,920 --> 01:01:37,320 they're fucking wrong, they're weird. We need to kill them, get 983 01:01:37,320 --> 01:01:43,400 them mad Jesus, you know what I'm saying. And it's funny because I 984 01:01:43,440 --> 01:01:47,760 was telling you about this guy doctor Deep after Deep Sing and naughty water any 985 01:01:47,840 --> 01:01:52,880 d I because somebody thought I said naughty water and they looked up naughty water 986 01:01:52,920 --> 01:01:57,639 and they got something completely. But it's it's supposed to be like healing energy. 987 01:01:57,679 --> 01:02:00,920 And there's a naughty rod and there's one at Saint Fisher and you sit 988 01:02:00,000 --> 01:02:04,199 there and if it's a man, you hold it in your right hand, 989 01:02:04,280 --> 01:02:07,280 and if you're charging water for a woman, a left hand. And it's 990 01:02:07,320 --> 01:02:09,199 supposed to change the water. And they've done it where they've frozen the water 991 01:02:09,519 --> 01:02:13,519 and you can see the different patterns and this, you know, just it's 992 01:02:13,599 --> 01:02:15,960 just very very odd stuff. But doctor Deep said to me, you're an 993 01:02:15,960 --> 01:02:20,840 old soul for sure. I told you that, yes, and and it 994 01:02:20,920 --> 01:02:23,960 made me laugh and I and he said, uh no, you're it's all. 995 01:02:23,960 --> 01:02:27,719 You're all good. You're all good. Like he'll go through and I 996 01:02:27,719 --> 01:02:30,880 guess find the years that are blocking you. There's some must be some kind 997 01:02:30,920 --> 01:02:37,239 of old Indian and I don't know from India type of I'm sure something where 998 01:02:37,239 --> 01:02:43,599 they can read the pulse the body and he can tell you specific years as 999 01:02:43,639 --> 01:02:46,760 to what's blocking you. On things and then just say release, it's done, 1000 01:02:47,119 --> 01:02:51,400 it's over. And the ones that I thought would come up did not, 1001 01:02:52,280 --> 01:02:54,280 And all the ones that did come up with your ego, because your 1002 01:02:54,320 --> 01:02:59,519 ego thinks this is a bigger deal than it is. The one I know. 1003 01:02:59,599 --> 01:03:02,360 But one if I told people like one thing that had happened to me, 1004 01:03:02,480 --> 01:03:07,760 it was like, it's traumatic. We have organizations now to weed this 1005 01:03:07,800 --> 01:03:09,840 out from ever happening to a child ever again. Right, But that wasn't 1006 01:03:09,840 --> 01:03:14,599 what came up. That wasn't what came up. Those other things. Yeah, 1007 01:03:14,599 --> 01:03:16,800 it's really interesting. That's crazy. I mean, that's like real deep 1008 01:03:16,960 --> 01:03:22,239 gets you. That's shadow work. Yeah, yeah, what do you think 1009 01:03:22,239 --> 01:03:27,280 of that shadow work being? And there are you can get like shadow journals 1010 01:03:27,320 --> 01:03:30,280 and how to do that? What I don't I don't know if I could 1011 01:03:30,280 --> 01:03:36,559 properly define shadow work for people sort of working with the hidden parts of you. 1012 01:03:37,079 --> 01:03:40,239 No, No, it's going back and forgiving yourself, working through all 1013 01:03:40,280 --> 01:03:45,079 the trauma in this lifetime. Sometimes it's in a past lifetime. But it's 1014 01:03:45,119 --> 01:03:45,920 okay. I'm stuck. I don't know how to get passed this. I 1015 01:03:46,000 --> 01:03:49,000 keep making bad decisions. How do I ge past us? You got to 1016 01:03:49,000 --> 01:03:52,320 go back to that trauma and figure out it's I mean, it's deep. 1017 01:03:52,440 --> 01:03:54,079 I mean you got to get real into the nitty gritty that you've blocked out 1018 01:03:54,119 --> 01:04:00,920 of your life for years. Let me ask this then I have. I've 1019 01:04:00,960 --> 01:04:04,719 said it people again. I'm not a huge fan of talk therapy because sometimes 1020 01:04:04,719 --> 01:04:09,840 I feel like it keeps you stuck interesting where you were because you just keep 1021 01:04:09,880 --> 01:04:15,159 rehashing the same thing over and over and so then that vibration stays and you're 1022 01:04:15,199 --> 01:04:16,559 back in that and I'm feeling shitty, and this is what happened, this 1023 01:04:16,599 --> 01:04:20,440 is what always happens. And I don't know. Maybe Eve'm wrong, Maybe 1024 01:04:20,440 --> 01:04:24,639 that's just no. I think everyone communicates differently. I'm a talker outer. 1025 01:04:25,000 --> 01:04:27,760 I have to talk it out because I have to read your energy to tell 1026 01:04:27,800 --> 01:04:29,760 me if it was okay or bad. I don't even want you to talk, 1027 01:04:29,760 --> 01:04:31,239 but I'm gonna tell you what I but a lot of my clients have 1028 01:04:31,320 --> 01:04:34,400 tell wright them in their journey. Burn it, burn it, write it 1029 01:04:34,400 --> 01:04:38,320 in your journal, right, every detail that you don't want to say or 1030 01:04:38,400 --> 01:04:41,960 talk or think again, and then burn it because you're telling your subconscious I'm 1031 01:04:42,000 --> 01:04:44,199 done with this. Yes, you're telling the universe take this from me. 1032 01:04:44,320 --> 01:04:46,000 I have chills right now. So instead of talk therapy, you're doing your 1033 01:04:46,000 --> 01:04:50,920 own inner soul. But I'm a talker outer, so I'm gonna talk everything 1034 01:04:50,960 --> 01:04:56,119 out. Yeah, uh what, I don't want to. I know we 1035 01:04:56,159 --> 01:04:59,920 have a kind of a heart out here. But the the TLC Show, 1036 01:05:00,280 --> 01:05:02,360 which really was I think helpful to a lot of people, thank you, 1037 01:05:02,719 --> 01:05:08,440 and seem to do very well. Television is a fickle animal, is It's 1038 01:05:08,480 --> 01:05:13,880 a very fickle animal. And uh, the show did end, it did, 1039 01:05:14,039 --> 01:05:16,840 yeah, but I think ended with a lot of people going, oh 1040 01:05:17,079 --> 01:05:20,679 there's something here. Oh yeah, yeah, yeah for sure. So what 1041 01:05:20,880 --> 01:05:25,239 is happening now? Because do you do a podcast? Now? I don't, 1042 01:05:25,239 --> 01:05:27,960 but we are the twentieth person that said that to me. I don't 1043 01:05:27,960 --> 01:05:30,760 know, because because the universe is like, you need a podcast, and 1044 01:05:30,800 --> 01:05:33,039 my brain's like, you're not organized enough to do a podcast? What you're 1045 01:05:33,079 --> 01:05:36,320 doing? Yeah? Yeah, I know, but you could. You could 1046 01:05:36,360 --> 01:05:40,480 have somebody you have. I mean, look, you got smart kids who 1047 01:05:40,519 --> 01:05:43,800 probably have the same gifts as you. They can run everything lazy as shit 1048 01:05:44,960 --> 01:05:47,639 because they're only lazy because they haven't piqued their interest in something. I agree 1049 01:05:47,639 --> 01:05:51,239 that's it. That's all I agree. But I think that I don't know 1050 01:05:51,280 --> 01:05:55,639 if a podcast, because I would think most of it would be calling people 1051 01:05:55,719 --> 01:05:59,119 trying to get at right, so that sort of thing. Anyway, is 1052 01:05:59,159 --> 01:06:01,079 there another show coming I would assume, or something in the work, So 1053 01:06:01,239 --> 01:06:03,840 can you even say? So, this is what I want to say. 1054 01:06:04,280 --> 01:06:09,280 I want to say that I do not believe TLC was my ending on TV. 1055 01:06:09,400 --> 01:06:11,800 I don't either. I felt like it was just the beginning, and 1056 01:06:11,840 --> 01:06:15,480 I learned so much about myself, not I don't even care about anything else 1057 01:06:15,519 --> 01:06:18,679 about myself, what my gifts could be used for, how I could heal? 1058 01:06:18,760 --> 01:06:23,039 Like there was so much inside of there, and I feel like now 1059 01:06:23,039 --> 01:06:26,000 I'm ready to do it again, and I want to show what I've learned 1060 01:06:26,320 --> 01:06:29,760 and how much better it can be. So I have chills. I'm not 1061 01:06:29,800 --> 01:06:33,360 giving up. There are things in the works. I'm pulling from the cloud. 1062 01:06:33,840 --> 01:06:38,320 I'm pulling from the cloud, and I have people that arrived from the 1063 01:06:38,320 --> 01:06:41,559 cloud to help in this journey. So I'm very excited. I am going 1064 01:06:41,599 --> 01:06:45,559 to say that don't give up on me on TV because I there's another saying 1065 01:06:45,639 --> 01:06:47,119 that I have on here that they always make fun of me about and it's 1066 01:06:47,440 --> 01:06:50,800 the barrier to entry is gone. Yeah, one hundred percent. And by 1067 01:06:50,800 --> 01:06:55,280 that I mean, look around, right, I'm doing what I've always done, 1068 01:06:55,679 --> 01:06:59,280 but it's all me. It's all me, which is good and bad. 1069 01:06:59,519 --> 01:07:01,559 It's only been more good of as of late, at least in my 1070 01:07:01,719 --> 01:07:05,039 mind. It's changed nothing. But it's just sort of in my head the 1071 01:07:05,039 --> 01:07:09,559 way I perceive it. And I think that the idea that the barrier to 1072 01:07:09,679 --> 01:07:13,960 entry is gone, you could probably just set up a camera and start talking 1073 01:07:14,000 --> 01:07:16,559 and go on YouTube and you know, well, maybe I'm just saying that's 1074 01:07:16,599 --> 01:07:20,679 simple. I think a better production is nicer. I think something that's a 1075 01:07:20,679 --> 01:07:24,280 little smoother. I get it. You don't need the rough edges, I 1076 01:07:24,360 --> 01:07:27,880 understand. But if it were to start that way, I don't know that 1077 01:07:27,960 --> 01:07:30,320 someone else who has all those things wouldn't pick it up and go, damn, 1078 01:07:30,400 --> 01:07:33,119 let's go. Well, as we're talking about all of this, you're 1079 01:07:33,159 --> 01:07:36,159 the twentieth person I'm not joking in the past three months to say it. 1080 01:07:36,199 --> 01:07:40,199 So maybe the universe is like Jenny, Jenny, Jenny, and I'm like, 1081 01:07:40,280 --> 01:07:43,599 eh, so, yeah, I don't know. I mean, sometimes 1082 01:07:43,639 --> 01:07:47,920 you know, uh, waiting for the right thing, which isn't I don't 1083 01:07:49,039 --> 01:07:54,159 I understand where that would be. But sometimes thinking like we we don't know. 1084 01:07:54,239 --> 01:07:58,000 But God, I'll tell you what, being naive sometimes it is the 1085 01:07:58,079 --> 01:08:00,719 greatest gift in the world, of course, right, I mean I was 1086 01:08:00,760 --> 01:08:03,320 even here. I even heard it this morning on ESPN. Uh. You 1087 01:08:03,360 --> 01:08:06,960 know the MAVs in the in the Minnesota Timberwolves are planned, Yeah, and 1088 01:08:08,000 --> 01:08:11,960 that and the Dallas loses right to that game, and they're going, Timberwolves 1089 01:08:11,960 --> 01:08:15,119 should have lost that game. But those guys don't know it. They don't 1090 01:08:15,320 --> 01:08:17,760 they don't realize that they should have lost it. They're such a young team 1091 01:08:17,880 --> 01:08:20,800 that there. And I go, yeah, because when you're young, that's 1092 01:08:20,840 --> 01:08:25,399 when you just did things without really thinking about it. You are not to 1093 01:08:25,439 --> 01:08:28,079 hurt anybody. That's not the point. You were just doing what you did 1094 01:08:28,159 --> 01:08:30,439 because it felt natural. And oh, I'll try this, and I'll try 1095 01:08:30,439 --> 01:08:32,680 this, and guess what, it always worked out. And as you have 1096 01:08:32,840 --> 01:08:36,520 said, what are you saying in the morning, I'm or I'm ready to 1097 01:08:36,560 --> 01:08:40,880 receive. Yeah, I'm ready to receive. I always say I always think 1098 01:08:40,920 --> 01:08:44,359 everything is always working out for me. Everything is always working out for me. 1099 01:08:44,600 --> 01:08:46,359 And if you're having a bad day. You're alwaysupposed to say, show 1100 01:08:46,359 --> 01:08:49,079 me how much better it can get. Oh, show me how much better 1101 01:08:49,079 --> 01:08:55,039 it can get. Yeah, there are times where I'm such a believer in 1102 01:08:55,079 --> 01:08:58,680 momentum. Like, you know, you could stop a car at the top 1103 01:08:58,720 --> 01:09:00,039 of a hill if I pushed a little bit and then ran in front of 1104 01:09:00,039 --> 01:09:02,840 it. That's great. I let that thing get going. And it's just 1105 01:09:02,960 --> 01:09:05,359 you know, hold on, it'll be over in a minute. You know, 1106 01:09:05,439 --> 01:09:08,960 you'll be flattened, but it'll be over in a minute. And you 1107 01:09:09,000 --> 01:09:12,880 can see we're momentum in your attitude and what you say, and all of 1108 01:09:12,920 --> 01:09:15,159 a sudden, this and then this happens, and then that happens and the 1109 01:09:15,199 --> 01:09:17,760 next thing, you know, And it's when little things happen that I go. 1110 01:09:17,880 --> 01:09:19,560 I start to laugh and go, okay, I got it, I 1111 01:09:19,560 --> 01:09:21,840 got it. Yeah, I got it. Take your foot off the gas. 1112 01:09:21,880 --> 01:09:25,439 But that's okay because you have to pay attention to that. So your 1113 01:09:25,479 --> 01:09:29,319 intuition is like, whoa, yeah, but that's thank god you're stopping. 1114 01:09:29,359 --> 01:09:31,640 Some people don't. And then you're flattened and then you're like, now I 1115 01:09:31,640 --> 01:09:33,720 got to pick myself back up, and I got to start all over again. 1116 01:09:33,760 --> 01:09:38,560 And I don't want to do this again if I had just listened right 1117 01:09:39,159 --> 01:09:42,000 right right, but you knew it your intuition. You have to stop that. 1118 01:09:42,159 --> 01:09:45,279 And that's that's the thing that I think is Uh, it's just very 1119 01:09:45,279 --> 01:09:49,359 interesting with all this because I don't know. Sometimes you know, look, 1120 01:09:49,800 --> 01:09:54,199 nothing ever stays the same. It's always going to be changing. But you 1121 01:09:54,319 --> 01:09:57,520 just need to be open and go with the flow. Can either fight the 1122 01:09:57,560 --> 01:10:00,640 stream or go with the stream. You have to, you have to. 1123 01:10:00,279 --> 01:10:02,840 That's it, all right, So we'll look for you on TV. Look, 1124 01:10:02,840 --> 01:10:05,720 there's so many things now, there's the Roku channel, there's this channel, 1125 01:10:05,720 --> 01:10:11,079 there's that channel, there's everything. Some guy from a weed TV wants 1126 01:10:11,119 --> 01:10:14,720 to put the video of the podcast up. I mean, so I look, 1127 01:10:14,800 --> 01:10:17,439 if we can get that, I guarantee there's something out there way better 1128 01:10:17,439 --> 01:10:20,039 than we TV. Well, I'm not done, so I know that. 1129 01:10:20,359 --> 01:10:23,720 How I'm going to get there, I don't know, right, but you 1130 01:10:23,760 --> 01:10:26,680 don't, right, I'm just pulling, and however happens, it happens. 1131 01:10:26,720 --> 01:10:29,000 I know. I know in my soul I'm not done. I knew in 1132 01:10:29,039 --> 01:10:31,079 my soul we would get TLC. So I'm trusting you. Ever write a 1133 01:10:31,079 --> 01:10:35,960 book no why I did write a book, but it was therapy. Okay, 1134 01:10:36,920 --> 01:10:41,760 I it's not my jam. It's really hard to contain me. Yes, 1135 01:10:42,079 --> 01:10:45,319 does that make sense? I would probably need to words. Don't teach 1136 01:10:45,479 --> 01:10:49,119 sit in a hotel room with someone for hours and let them write it while 1137 01:10:49,119 --> 01:10:55,039 I spoke. Yeah, there's also you know, dictation software and all that 1138 01:10:55,039 --> 01:10:57,600 stuff too. I'm just thinking there's lots of things here that we'll get your 1139 01:10:57,600 --> 01:11:01,640 message out. It is, there's lots away, I'm sure, I'm sure. 1140 01:11:02,279 --> 01:11:05,319 Well, it has been a pleasure to see you. You look wonderful. 1141 01:11:05,439 --> 01:11:09,119 Texas seems to be treating you well. I heard it was a horrible 1142 01:11:09,119 --> 01:11:13,039 place. What a mistake to go to Texas. My goodness, I've heard 1143 01:11:13,079 --> 01:11:15,520 of a million. I'm sure you did. I'm sure you did. But 1144 01:11:15,600 --> 01:11:19,000 you know what the best it's about energy. The energy there is your energy 1145 01:11:19,039 --> 01:11:25,840 never wavered. No, because I saw you just before you went. I 1146 01:11:25,880 --> 01:11:28,680 think you were still here, maybe closing in the house, and Mike had 1147 01:11:28,680 --> 01:11:33,800 already been and and but your your energy never wavered. There was never any 1148 01:11:34,199 --> 01:11:39,000 at least I guess we could call it publicly, But you know what, 1149 01:11:39,119 --> 01:11:43,640 there was never any This is it? This is what we're doing because it 1150 01:11:43,680 --> 01:11:46,359 aligned. I asked and it was given four months. We sold everything. 1151 01:11:46,640 --> 01:11:55,399 Who does that? Nobody? But but that's that's the point, is it 1152 01:11:55,439 --> 01:11:59,159 can happen that quickly if you just line up and believe you just have to 1153 01:11:59,159 --> 01:12:03,680 do a truck like we've literally sold our lives. Well, I really appreciate 1154 01:12:03,720 --> 01:12:06,560 you guys, Thank you for having me. Jenny, Where can people go? 1155 01:12:06,680 --> 01:12:10,760 Jenny? Is it mama medium dot com? Now? Jenny themedium dot 1156 01:12:10,760 --> 01:12:14,119 com? Jenny the Medium dot j E N N I E the Medium? 1157 01:12:14,399 --> 01:12:17,079 Yes, yes, check that out and uh, I'm sure there's a waiting 1158 01:12:17,079 --> 01:12:20,159 list. But if you're patient, you'll get there and you may find the 1159 01:12:20,159 --> 01:12:25,279 answers you're looking for. For Mama Medium, Jenny, Marie, I'm Bill 1160 01:12:25,319 --> 01:12:33,359 Moran. We'll see tomorrow. 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