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That's how we spread the word about the pirate ship. Very excited today
because I don't get to have weird conversations, and I actually called some people
off and said, this has got to be a one on one. This
has got to be a one on one. Mama Medium, Jenny Marie,
so nice to see you, and I have so many questions. It's amazing
to see you. Thank you for having me. Oh please, are you
kidding? That's why I really did. I thought I knew Kevin wanted to
be in here, and Kevin even sent me a message going, hey,
she still owes me for introducing you guys years ago. I said, and
I know, and I just said, I think this one needs to be
kind of a one on one because I've been on this weird trajectory and I
thought it'd be fun to just kind of get I just see your perspective and
beliefs and things like that. But we'll go back to the beginning. You
on your website and I think everywhere are known as a fourth generation empathic psychic.
Yeah you did it, medium, psychic medium, psychic media. Yes
he did it. So let's start at the beginning. Where where are you
from? Originally Rochester? Rochester? Okay, so right here and your whole
family every yeah, everywhere. So at what age do you realize you have
the gift? I think that's a loaded question. Okay. I don't know
if I realized, yeah, that I had a gift until like late twenties.
I was seven when I saw my first dead person. You saw them,
you can see the vision well, you know, like like my parents
had pine doors, and like there was not so right the the pine in
the wood, so what not was a face. I'm actually getting chills right
now talking about this. And every night it would tell me to kiss my
great grandfather, like, but we're Italian Catholics. We saw each other four
times a week, like we're always kissing and hugging, and it kept telling
me. And we had just moved a little bit farther out to Bergin.
I actually went to high school in Bergin. And I didn't understand. But
I was seven, right, So I remember saying to my grandma, why
haven't I seen I called him GGP, why haven't I seen him? And
everybody kind of blew it off. And then the face was like relentless.
But I thought I had an imaginary friend. Yeah, but why was my
imaginary friend talking about I remember talking to my friends like, what does your
imaginary friend talk about? And they're like barbies. I'm like, oh,
well, mine's talking. Oh my grandpa. So finally they took me to
see him, and he'd an inoperable brain tumor. They wouldn't let me see
him in the hospital. He was so you had never met this person,
No, I did. He was my best friend. But I hadn't seen
him in such a long time. And this face kept telling me, like,
push to go see him and give him a kiss, nugs. Oh,
some other face, the face in the door gotcha. So my missionary
friends telling me to go see my grandpa. They finally took me to see
him. He was in a consultation room. I'll never forget this. His
arm was in a sling. He couldn't talk. They said he didn't know
who I was, but he cried when I walked in. Yeah, died
twenty four hours later. That it was over, okay, So it was
almost as though he was waiting for you. Right. Weirdest thing at seven
though you don't understand it chilled right now, overdone with, never talked about
it again. When I was twelve, I had this premonition. I was
on the way to a soccer game. I played soccer, and we were
on the bus and I closed my eyes for a second and I saw the
whole team around somebody on the field, and there was an ambulance on the
field. So in my vision, I'm like, looking through everybody on the
field, I'm like, where am I? How am I not in this
circle? Oh my god, I'm going to get hurt. So then I
got paranoid and anxious. You're twelve, right, No. What happened is,
for the first time ever, I went to the bathroom in the middle
of the game. When I came back, Christy Cooper broke g ankle and
they were all in a circle around. I was like, oh my god.
So I told my friends, I'm like you guys, I saw the
like, Jenny, you're overreacting. Never thought that that premonition meant cycle.
Well, everybody tells you you're crazy, right, They got say, Jenny,
you're so paranoid, you didn't make this up, blah blah blah.
Whatever. I was twelve, I didn't care. I wanted to fit in.
So you know, little time goes on, not ever saying the word
psychic, not ever saying the word medium. Use the Wigi board. It
worked every time, but we're still not using that word. We're just saying,
oh, it's wigi, it's great, it's fun. And then I
kind of ignored it. And then in my twenties I was like, whoa,
oh, sorry, I'm starting to I know things I shouldn't know.
I have feelings I shouldn't know. I know when I shouldn't stand next to
somebody because their energy. I'm starting to see it was it just started to
morph into okay, there's a little bit more than playing Wigi or having an
imaginary friend. So I really didn't realize until late twenties. So when you
say fourth generation, nobody in the family talked about this to you or said,
hey, why didn't cut you off? Se No, no, no,
that I want you to. We did, but it was so we
were raised so Catholic, it was very taboo. So my great grandmother was
from Italy and she came over and she read tea leaves, but it was
like very quiet, and you would go to you know, Grandma Jenny's house
and she would read your tea leaves, but she wouldn't tell everyone she could
do that, so she had five children. My uncle became a priest,
so then everything shut down, sure, because this stuff would be considered power
from where witch it's witchcraft, right, your demon five chills. However,
growing up with him, he would always say to me, you and I
are more gift. You and I are more alike than you know. And
I kept saying, I'm never going to be a nun. It's not my
chaim. I'm not going to none. But come to find out, he
went into priests because he was gifted, and everyone thought it was demons and
witchcraft. He at that time was actually one of five hundred priests in the
world to be ordained in exorcisms because he believed in the other side and speaking
and connecting. And then my grandma had my mom and her twin and they're
gifted their clare audience, so they have very vivid dreams. Do not have
the dreams? So when did? But the family never really talked about this.
This is so interesting because I always think that religion, that's exactly it.
Yeah, it's a governor, right, It's like a governor on an
engine. To me, and I feel like it's trying to get you to
be a certain way or to believe a certain thing, and so you do,
you become conditioned and I but I have. I won't get into my
stuff yet, but I'm just saying, like, it's just interesting to me
to say that all of this, which you have been very public about,
which we'll get to in a minute, was very underground in the family.
It was known but not spoken of. And in this field, I hate
to say it, it's not networking. So my mom was like, you'll
never be stronger than me, and my other aunts like I'm stronger than your
mom, but we couldn't talk about it publicly. It was like all in
this weird stronger, how gifted? I mean, yeah, but I love
that you say that about religion, because you know what the best thing is.
There's no religion in heaven. No, well, there's we're idiots.
I mean, this is the this is the thing. I mean. Some
people tell you there's no such thing as death. We cease to exist in
this form. There are those that will tell you that what you are here
is two percent of who you really are, and your non physical being is
greater than your physical being of course, so those are just but that not
to get to weird. So so no one told you what to look for
or no really no, no, hey, Jenny, I've noticed this about
you. And as this progresses and you get older, you're going to notice
you have these things. And here's some ways to I don't know, here's
the rocks to step through the stream, so to speak, right, here's
the path. No, but I did tell my grandma, hey, maybe
I'm a little bit different and she said, we know. And I said,
I'm a little bit more sensitive. I can feel things. She said,
we know, we're just not telling everyone. Yeah. So I don't
know what right my family did that, but it was when my aunt had
to go to summer school. They didn't want to admit it. So she
was writing letters to her uncle on the front step, you know, like
of the house was. Yeah, that was a different kind of secret,
but it was. It is an old school, like I come from very
Irish Catholic, right, so family in Ironland, and there's strong beliefs and
strong beliefs in what would be I don't think it's an accurate term, but
mysticism right right, yeah, I remember, like this is one that I
just always laughed at my grandmother and it just popped up on Facebook. I
guess her birthday would have been six days ago. She died seven years ago.
She would have been one hundred and three. But she believed that unicorn
corns existed, okay, and when Barnum and Bailey stir because I don't remember
this in the eighties, they fused a goat's horn together and made a unicorn
and had to come around, and she had an argument with everybody. See,
I told you, I told you they exist, but they did they
You know, I don't know whether they do or they don't. I've never
seen it. Yes, but she was very, very very She and I
were very close. This is so weird that I can't tell me and like
the first time you open up to someone outside of the family about the gift
and go beyond being a twelve year old girl, because I think that would
be chalked up to now. I never had daughters. I only had sons.
But there was one that I regretfully sometimes would say to you're a dramatic
little girl, which is horrible, and I have since even apologized to him
for that. But I did do that. But I would say, could
would that be written off as a dramatic little girl at twelve years old or
yeah? And so when you become an adult in your twenties, what was
it like the first time you said to some you know, admitted this gift
to someone. I think because of that, I shared the gift, I
should say, right, because of you're so sensitive, you're so emotional,
you know, I was a truth speaker, not knowing that maybe it was
the future. Because of that, I would I tiptoed. I was nervous.
I didn't want to label it. I didn't want to say psychic.
I didn't want to say medium. Actually, Mike was the one who was
like, hey, it's obvious. I don't really remember exactly because I was
cutting hair at the time out of my house, and you know, I
had regulars and they would just ask me questions and I just knew things.
But we never labeled it, if that makes sense. But it was always
like, Jenny, can I get your advice? Jenny can it? And
it was always right. So I don't know. I guess it was kind
of easy because we just kind of melded into it, like yeah, of
course, I'll tell you what I know. And it would be gut feelings.
At that time, I started taking notes and then going back and be
like, WHOA, how the hell did I know that? Like, where
did that come from? So that was a little bit different. But I
still never reached out to anyone anywhere because I still was I was nervous.
I don't know right, like I don't know. I wanted everyone to love
me. I wanted approval. I wanted to make sure I wasn't different because
my family kept telling me how different I was. It was hard. It
was a weird transition, to be honest. It's a weird thing, like
the uh when you were saying when you were right whatever the family was saying
to you. I say this all the time. And somebody who made these
coaster just put a bunch of my sayings from the podcast on there. Those
are different ones, but this one is sayings that I say on the podcast,
and one of them isn't really mine, but it was what I remember.
And I've been told I'm wrong by people in my family. That Jesus
said, go forth and tell no one that he could see you in your
pure positive form when you came dripping your illness. Jesus saw you in your
pure positive, whole form, and so when he healed you, what he
would say was, from what I remember, go forth and tell no one.
And the reason was because when you go back there, you know,
and all of a sudden, I see your husband's here, and I'll use
him as an example. I come back and my ear had been fallen off.
Now it's back, and I see dilf. I go look at Jesus
do this, and he says to me, give it about a week,
right, and then the doubt comes back, in which I call resistance.
And so the resistance to the pure positive. And I often wonder, like
with the gift like that, are there people who have it that are just
afraid because we have put the governor of religion and every other thing on here
and we have to do it this way. If we don't do it this
way, it's the wrong way. And I just wonder. I don't know.
I agree my feeling, I no, I agree with you. I
have chills when you say this, So chills means the other side is telling
me yes, right, So I agree with you. Yeah. I actually
love that you use that because I feel like I live in Texas, right,
Uh, Big Bible huge, huge, not okay who I am and
what I do down there? Really? Uh yeah, yeah, I've met
some people pull me aside. There's been like, I've prayed to release your
demons, and I'm like, so you're possessed, right, But I was
raised Catholic. I'm still praying to the same god you're praying too, just
because I'm gifted. But I always used I use this one time and probably
shouldn't, but I said, I I also pray to Jesus to you And
she was like, well, yes, and he responds and I'm like,
he's a dead guy. I literally looked her on the face and said on
the hockey rink bathroom. I was like, okay, we'll talk to that
guy. I grew up in a very Irish Catholic family and I told this
story many times in different forms of media that I've been on that my I
don't know I've ever redmen to this. My dad. I was told by
my grandmother, my mom's mom, that my dad had been in the seminary
and left. He never really discussed that with me, uh, and left,
and then he went to Fisher and my mom went to nass and that's
how they met and when I was seven, they decided that the Catholic Church
wasn't enough. My dad was a philosopher, he had a doctor in philosophy,
and so we went to a more Baptist Evangelical type church, but that
would align more with Protestantism, which was Northern Ireland, and my mom's dad
would not speak to her for almost a year. Religion, yes, because
of religion, yes, and to the point where my grandmother, when I
was seven or eight years old, would pull me aside and ask me,
do you have communion? And basically like she thought it was the blood of
lambs sacrifice and do you know what I'm saying? Like this crazy, crazy
shit, and I go, this stuff is insanity and it's unfortunate because it
tears families apart. Wars, people have died. We don't talk about what
goes on in Ireland or what not so much now, but what went on
for so many years. A car bomb was not a thing my grandmother thought
was a fancy a drink that we should be drinking. It should be named
something else because people died. But when you look at the history of the
world, it's not one of the wars we talk about. But you look
at all the ones they come down to basically a religious belief. Crazy.
Yes, it's sad, It's truly sad to me. I'm thankful in twenty
twenty four. Yeah, so many people are opening their eyes. Yeah,
why'd you hesitate? I I mean, I think people are. I think
people I don't know if they're opening their eyes or seeking answers. And I
think can it be the both? Yes, it certainly ken. Yes,
you have to open your eyes in order to seek answers, So the answer
is absolutely, you are correct. I immediately thought of the election when you
you thought that. Yeah, and I and I think that sometimes I wonder
if this next election will be the lowest turnout in the history of presidential elections
because of the people that are there, just that there's such an apathy towards
both candidates. Simes, I mean different parts of the world. I know
where you live, I know where I live, I know where my kids
live. You know what I'm saying. I've been. I've been down in
Alabama in the South, so it's it's yeah, it's there. But I'm
just saying, you know, besides the loudest voices, I think the majority
is pretty silent. On this stuff. Agreed, Yeah, I agree,
but so I think seeking answers and opening the Yes, agreed. I was
just gonna say, but I still feel like that's a thing. We'll take
a moment in a second. But I want to ask you, what is
the hardest part about this gift? Is there one for you? Or is
that even a fair question to ask? Yeah, I there's a lot of
cons. There's a lot more pros than way cons. I don't want to
say the hardest because I'm not sure there's just one heart. When I have
to read, like last night, the last reading at Iron Smoke, it's
just sticking with me because it was right there. It was about. It
was to a mother and a sister whose son committed suicide. So it's not
just that I'm relaying messages, but I have to feel what he feels and
honestly made me cry, and then I think about my kids like it.
It's so relatable and it puts me in this loop and I can't imagine being
a mom and losing my son. And she was flat out angry, and
then I'm crying because he's crying in Ovan and the sister's crying and it's not
that it's a con. I think it was amazing and wonderful, but then
it makes me come back to my three D body and say, I'm a
mom what happens here? And I know it sounds silly, but that's doesn't
it doesn't. I think it's the human element right right? Yeah? And
other parts is that I think I can turn it off, but I really
can't. So sometimes the craziest things hit me just when I'm out and you
know, with the kids, and then somebody walks in and I'm like,
oh God, there's an angel following them and they're going to die in two
days. And do I approach them? Do I not approach them? I
mean, there's so many cons if that makes sense, there's not not so
many. I lied, there's a few. The pros are way bigger,
but there are some things that, you know, And then sometimes I think
to myself, did I relay that message in the way that the soul would
have done it? Here? I feel like maybe they weren't as as receptive
if I wanted them to be. And I you know, I say to
Mike all the time, yeah, but that's me overthinking. But in the
moment, I'm like, no, this is what they want me to say.
But then I'm like, ah, say it right, Okay. So
that leads me to the question, where do you think that the gift comes
from? For you? I don't know, like source, I mean,
yes, I don't know how to answer that. I think we all have
it. I think I was born with it. This is deep. I
feel believe in reincarnation. So I feel like in a past life, maybe
I messed up and I'm going to come back. But don't worry. Your
intuition's going to be really strong. You're going to figure it out. You're
going to figure out how to help others. You're gonna heal others. Which
is gonna heal you? Like I feel like there's a digger, but yes,
from source, from God, universe, everyone say it. And then
I just figured it out, just sort of the conduit by which portal I
tell everyone I'm a portal. So then right, and I know, and
to me, that's sort of minimizing it. But I would also think,
then when you're when you're done and you realize what has happened. I think
the biggest thing that I think we all need to learn to control is the
knee jerk reaction to things. So my knee jerk reaction to oh my god,
I just crushed this person or I said something, or I did I
do it the right way? You probably did it wonderfully or perfectly, and
whether or not they were in a lined up to hear it isn't really your
job. And I will say that I do say this every day. So
yes, I'm still I'm Cathic to a fault. Yeah you know what I
mean. I'm like, oh, I'm in a church. On hot second,
it might burn, but I feel like every morning I do say my
father, and then right after that I say put whoever I'm supposed to help
in my way. I don't care about money. Just don't let me forget
about, you know, paying my bills. Please let me be as have
as much clarity as I can and use me to be in a healing,
closure way. I don't want my gift to and still anxiety. I want
it to be healing and closure because that's what I would want. So as
I'm relaying the message, you know, if I say something funny or witty,
and that's because I can feel them being vulnerable and I would want someone
to say that to me that way. So I do try really really hard
to live in that moment, right, because when we live in the moment
is when less doubt creeps in. Yep, I would yeah, I would
say that that's very true. I think that the best your only purpose is
in the moment. You have choices, you make the choice that feels the
best in that moment, right, and then do it to the fullest without
any worry about the kind, about any worry of the results. So you're
feeling that's your intuition. Yeah, you got to feel it, and you
have to live in the moment to make the best decision. And that's where
you get the highest and best clarity. That's what meditation is. Yes,
put you in that moment. Yes, yeah, it's the best. It
is. It is the best. So what is the best part of it?
Then the opposite end of the stick, I ask you about the cons
But what's the best? Oh my god, there's so many. Yeah.
First of all, I feel like I'm actually physically on this three three dimensional
plane healing souls. Yes, I honestly truly believe that my gift, the
gift, I don't want to call it mine. A lot of people have
gifts, but the gift helps people in a way that maybe they couldn't find
for themselves, right, And that's the whole relatable thing. Like I'm broken,
We're all broken, but when I'm healing somebody else, that heals a
little bit of me. I also feel like I actually have chills right now.
I also feel like it's that positivity sharing high vibration. Right. We
all love to be high, and I work really hard on trying to keep
my vibration. Just if we're standing next to each other in the checkout line
and I look over and I'm like, you know, you look really great
today, and then walk away, you're gonna I feel like a million dollars.
It could change your whole freaking day. I love all of it.
Yeah, and I think my intuition tells me to say it when and to
who at the exact moment. Right, Okay, I can see it.
I get it. You know, why don't we just take a quick moment,
we'll come back. I want to talk to you about sort of my
beliefs and things, and then I have questions, and but I can't have
these conversations with many people. And I appreciate it, I really can't.
And I and I want you to know that I'm coming from just a a
sincere open space, and so when I asked these questions, I don't want
you to feel like it's a gotcha. I'm not none of that ship.
I can read your energy. Yeah, I don't do that, all right,
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all. Well, you have it, Yeah, you haven't. And then
Rod Stewart was a favorite of my ant Irene, and I don't know why
it just hit me to do that. I don't know if ann Irene's around
or not. This is I always love when you're around because I think I
think people get nervous. Yeah, always, So I went over, can't
that be a pro is when I walk into a room and men go like
this, Yes, so amazing. Actually, but I you know, I
said earlier and you said to me that I think this is a great time,
and I said, I think many people are seeking answers. I based
that on the effect my mother was here. My son graduated college was the
same week in his mother's day weekend. And my mom is a level three
reiki. I love it. Yeah, who doesn't sometimes like buy into the
whole thing herself like what, I don't know. No, she buys into
it, but when it comes to her like her person, Yeah, she
gets all the weird human stuff and I go, good, what are you
doing? Get out of your own head. But we went over to they
were having a psychic fare at Iron Smoke. There was a line out and
down the parking lot. I mean it was. It was incredible and the
readings were taken forever. And I always think people are seeking answers. So
I have questions because I'm not sure where I'll tell you what I'm my belief.
I believe a belief is just the thought you think over and over,
right, that's really all belief, that's by definition. And I think that.
And I was telling you that when I watched the eclipse, even though
it was very cloudy here. And it's funny. My mom came up for
that as well, and I'm watching it and I go, boy, we
live wrong. We make it this hard thing. You know the old Shakespearean
what he wrote, Shakespearean quote of your butt player who struts and frets his
hour upon the stage and then has heard no more, which basically means you
got a bunch of drama and then you die, right, you get caught
up in all the bullshit, and then you die. You're hurt no more.
And that's not the purpose. And I always think, like I believe,
when you die, all resistance is gone, and it's just bliss gone,
and all that stuff is just gone. And so we're not here in
this form. We're not here, but you're around, You're around. Your
energy. Energy is eternal that's been proven scientifically. You are energy and this
is a world of vibrations and you can have or be or do anything you
want, but you have to kind of tap into it. So here's where
my weird stuff comes in, because I started to tell you, like,
I have this weird group that I get together with and I it's like once
once a month or so, and there's a lot of strange things that have
happened in this group, but it's all really brilliant, highly educated people.
And so the idea that there some people will say there are multiple timelines,
right, Okay, so well let me let me, let me let me
go back a little bit, because I'm even gonna confuse myself. I believe
that there's that any you anything you want it? Yeah, I agree,
Okay, it's done. I agree, it's done. That's manifestation. Okay,
okay, great, So now it's done, and it's it's over here
in the vortex, or let's put it into an analogy that people can understand.
It's in the cloud. Done. Okay, how do I get it
out of the cloud. I got to get the right computer, I got
to get the right device. I gotta get on the right vibration, right.
Okay, So and if you and I don't believe that you wouldn't want
all the food you're going to eat for the entire year, right now,
that's part of the journey. Okay. So when people are coming seeking answers,
right, and I want this today, and you've you've put things in
your i'll call the cloud, your vortex, the cloud that'll go ten lifetimes.
You couldn't live it all in ten lifetimes, all the things, because
you're always wanting. And contrast is a wonderful thing because it tells you what
you do want what you don't want, right, Okay, So when people
come to you and start asking and seeking answers and have questions and you and
you tell them, and let's say it's something that they didn't like or don't
want to hear necessarily, is it possible that you can change it a little
bit to say, Okay, there's the contrast. I know what I don't
want, I do what I do want, and I'm going to go over
here. Or is it is it done? Because there are those that say
everything is already done and when? But what I wonder is it's already done?
And if I line up with it, I can have it out of
the cloud. But I also want this over here, and if I line
up with it, I can have that over the cloud. And that's where
some people will tell you there's multiple timelines, and you'll hear about if you
get into the really for lack of a better term and the lack of vocabulary,
called the deep weird, the deep weird. People will say they can
skip timelines. There's somebody who goes around on YouTube saying I didn't know how
to play piano, but I went back in my timeline and I took lessons
and here I am today. And who knows? Right? I mean,
we can say this guy's a complete kuk and nut. I don't know.
That's my thing, is my biggest answer to these days is I don't know.
I don't know, But that's the best right because we're going to stay,
because we're going to keep looking till we fast. This is my thought
process. Okay, I think there are our destiny in the club. I
think manifestation is accepting, adapting to we're not in control of timeline. Yes,
we just have to align ourselves. Yes, we all know what the
highest vibration is when we get the best and the highest we feel the best.
Well, it's always said when you're in the zone. I try to
say for athletes. Athletes, they're in the zone that is your highest vibration.
Let's call it the zone. When you're in the zone, you know
you're going to get what you want. Yes, I think back to reincarnation
when you say, Okay, I'm going to pick this body because I'm going
to have I'm going to overcome this, I'm going to be stronger. But
I have all these tools right here that I'm going to pull and get and
so when I meet when I meet my soulmate, I'm going to get to
meet my soulmate, but it's going to be on the time that I chose
it to be on the time, not the time I want three dimensionally right.
So it's like all this thing, but you got to be ready.
So when clients come to me and they say, you know, I need
to find my soulmate. I need to X, Y and Z, and
I need it yesterday, Yes, you're never going to get it. You're
living in the past. You're lowering your vibration because you're pissed that you didn't
get it when you wanted to get us. You can't. You can't live
like that. So what I always say is say it out loud, I'm
ready for my soulmate. Don't say I want tall, dark and handsome.
Don't say I want the pretty blonde, the five nine dark hands to think
that's me and Dilf. It is Dilsa. But when I was asking for
my soulmate, I had to surrender. I had to surrender that my choice
is. Everything that I had done so far didn't get me where I wanted.
And I knew in my soul I wasn't done. I knew that I
had more to offer in a relationship. I'd been through a divorce. I
think I told you that. So I would walk around out loud saying I'm
ready for my next chapter. I'm ready for my soulmate one because I wanted
to align my vibration with what I knew was coming. Too, because I
had to tell myself conscious release. You can't be in control. Your ego
is your worst enemy. So when I'm talking to my clients and I'm like,
you know what, I really want this job, and you know I've
been I've been trying for this job forever, and they told me they're going
to give it to me on May first, and now it's September. I
don't understand what I did wrong. You didn't do anything wrong. It's just
not time because if you had, if they had given it to you at
May first, you wouldn't have been ready. But whatever you've done between now
and September to prepare yourself for this job, now the universe is like,
Okay, this is when it's going to be the best for you. It's
so funny you're saying this because I I do a lot of weird stuff same
I do a lot of like weird by other comparisons, like just for for
I think more of the challenge of it. I take a cold shower and
I just have a timer, so I'm up to a minute in fifty two
seconds. I'm trying to get to three minutes in the cold shower, but
I just go off a couple of seconds each week. It's all about to
a minute fifty two. It's very proud of myself. I make sure I
actuallyize, but I meditate for fifteen minutes, and that's really I find very
hard at times, but I usually concentrate on my breathing or a sound in
the room and that's it. And then I'll think, if I a thought
comes in, it's like my I my iPad, I just flip it away,
flip it away, flip it away. I put mine in a cardboard
box. Okay, so very similar. So I try to do that,
and I sometimes come out of there, and sometimes thought comes in and I
go, well, I know that's not me, so I think it's source
or something. Right, So all these things, and then I do wonder
when you are lining up with things, I think, yeah, I don't
know, I'm starting to ramble here, But I think we try too hard
to figure out on our own. And you can get there sure by work,
by hard work and grind, but those are words that are ugly and
people don't like them. But when you have inspired work, you'll work forever
and you'll still get there and you'll be happier. And what a tract?
Who wants to be around the dick? Who wants to be around the grumpy
asshole? Right? Nobody vibration? Right? So I always think like going
for getting ready, to be ready, to be ready is what I always
think. I ready to be ready, to be ready? And how do
I do that? By going for the better feeling thought. If something doesn't
feel right, I try to then and not easy because I was often you
know, you would hear people go, well, you just got to be
positive positivity. Oh the fuck you. I'm sorry. You can't. You
can't flip it like that. But what I can do is I can go
from feeling like shit to you know what, I actually did lose five pounds
and my belt did go a smaller thing and I walked three miles today.
And you can go up the emotional scale to the better feeling thought. And
that's really where your winds are going to be. And when you stay there,
that's where it is. And I think then you can find and I
think a lot of times what you do is probably get people to try to
shine a light on that path, or someone's trying to shine a light on
that path for someone. For sure, it's getting out of your own head.
I always tell everybody celebrate the small victories because we miss them right.
We're always I should have done better, I didn't do it right. That'll
keep you down here. You will get it right one hundred percent. So
you know, my whole thing is I'm a large woman. Hate exercise with
a passion. I do not have that gene, no matter how hard.
But my brain says, if I just move, I'll be okay. So
as I'm moving, I'm like, oh my god, I'm moving. I'm
doing movement because I sit at my desk all day if I'm not at a
show. But my brain somehow is wired to say movement. And then I'm
like, oh, I'm raising my vibration because I'm moving. I'm moving,
But in my mind, I'm not like I'm walking nineteen minutes because I got
exercise. I'm moving because I feel good and I'm going to listen to the
birds and I'm going to feel really great and I'm going to live in the
moment. Right, So I just have to rewire my brain. I have
chills. This is what I think. And I'm so because I'm telling you,
there are people going, what the fuck is he saying he's crazy?
You can't, and I'm going, no, you can. And if you
actually like when you focus on things, okay, So the biggest probably the
biggest thing. And I wonder if it's the biggest question. You got money
somehow financially related. I don't know if that's true or not. It's not
my biggest Okay, what everyone asks, what's the purpose? What's their purpose?
That's actually a bigger to me than money really, because money is energy,
it's frequency. So what I think, if you want money, it's
coming. I think that too, and I think, but we block it.
Of course, I don't have enough. I can't. And you know,
like I even had, I have a bunch of things going on,
right, I mean, you know, my life, ye dramatic Twiss.
And I wanted to go to the Rolling Stones. I thought I would go
last weekend. And then all of a sudden, some didn't worry out and
my brother calls me and goes, hey, let's go to the Stones in
Cleveland. Awesome. And then I'm supposed to go on this trip and money
and this and that, and I went and asked, screw it. And
I started to go, you know what, it's going to be there,
and here's what I really believe, here's what I really really believe. And
have you heard of Bashar? I don't know Bashar? Well, okay,
so Bashar is supposedly again somebody who wanted to be a conduit. And Bashar
supposedly I had heard about this person, so I looked them up on TikTok
and I found these little TikTok and it was a lot of what you and
I have said here already. The weird part is he's supposedly an entity from
three hundred light years away from another planet who is looking at us and seeing
how we live and trying to say the human experience is you're doing it wrong,
and here's the right way to do it. But I have always believed
that there were a couple things that I look back, that the universe will
support you in whatever you believe. It's a mirror, so if you want
to believe that you have a lack of money, you will be supported in
that. I think you were loved so unconditionally. And this is the thing
that I think human beings are. I've argument with people, but I think
that they are in capable of unconditional love. Of course, I just do.
I think there's always the condition somewhere right. Yeah, it's silly,
but it's it's and people go. But I think the human beings aren't.
But I think the universe loves you so unconditionally that they will you will be
supported in whatever you want. I think your inner being may not align with
the fact that you believe there's a lack of money, that's why you feel
shitty. Yes, But when you have that that belief, you're supported in
it. Yes, I agree. It's like a mirror frown. It frowns
back, smile, it smiles back. And if you start to change a
little bit and just believe that it's all, everything's okay, that it is.
The Universes puts nothing in it that it can't support. Great. I
agree, I agree. I've lived it. I know. That's why I
was so excited. I was nervous you wouldn't come in. Well, of
course I got. I'm always coming when you ask. Yes, I lived
it. I lived it. That's how we got the show. That's how
we got to where we are, that's how we moved to Texas. That's
how I never and like you, I don't know whatever I mean. I
believe a lot. I'm fully transparent, So I wing it. I wing
so much stuff because my gut says yes, and I believe in all of
that. And how can I sit here and preach to you and tell you
if you do X, Y and Z, you're going to get it,
and then not do it myself? Right? You know when Mike wanted to
move to Texas. He said, this feels like home. And you know
I made the joke. I'm like, bro, everybody's bro. I'm like,
bro, this is why people have time shares. Everybody on vacation loves
it. He's like, no, Jenny Mutt, I really feel it.
So I can't dismiss his intuition. So we came home on May first.
We decided, hey, you know what, if we're supposed to be in
Texas and we're aligning with Texas, let us know, show us what we're
supposed to do. We sold everything in four months, picked up and moved.
Yeah. Well nobody right, he said. But again, I thought
we had another year. But if people but if you said to people,
this is what we're gonna do. It comes back to my analogy of Jesus
in that well, you're crazy, it's never gonna work. You're gonna hate
the South. It's too hot, they're very conservative, they're never gonna like
it. Your kids play hockey, they don't play hockey in the South.
I mean, this is am I wrong? We've heard everything, sure,
but yet we're thriving. Yes, that's it. Yes, defied all the
rules. He broke them off. This is my point. I and I.
Your energy is so wonderfully high and contagious and just, but that I
think that that is part of it, because even for you, you know,
there are couples who this ends them. Right, I'm not moving away
from where my family is. This was my home. It's the only home
I've ever known. Blah blah blah. You didn't do that. He just
went, Yeah, good adventure. Because he's my soulmate, right, and
I have already I've already we were soulmates. So there's no you can't piss
me off. Well enough because we're going to work through it. We're going
to be together. But if he's telling me, hey, I'm hurting,
yeah, and I need out and we're out right, you know what?
I don't. I don't know. But it's so funny because other people have
said the same thing. I sold. I sold my lakehouse at my grandparents,
but my grandparents built thirty nine years of my life. Well, he's
my best friend, Like, we gotta go, and that's just material.
How do I not know we're going to have the best lake house of our
life in Texas? Maybe that was just supposed to be for this part of
my life, and it's so small of me think like I have to have
this because I've had it for thirty nine years. You know what, I
realized those were my grandparents' memories. They weren't mine. Yeah, I was
trying to keep my dead grandparents' memories alive. How can I not ignore him
and my kids? So that is where I have said, I've said to
people like you go sometimes this is this will really bother some people. But
sometimes relationships, jobs, homes, things are like a car, and of
course this car fits my life now, right, I drove a minivan.
It doesn't fit my life now. I didn't like it. I wanted to
get onto something else, and so I leave and I get into a different
car, and I get into a different car. And I know it's a
very simple based analogy, which really almost to some people cheapens life. But
I think it's something that you can you can see, right, I had
the Corvette when I only had two people in my life, right, and
now I have a family and I'm driving an suv or whatever it is.
But because of it's just like you're saying, at different stages of the life
that was the and this is now. But I love that you're saying that
because to me spiritually, that tells me you're growing. We all know people
who don't grow. We all know people who are stuck, want to grow,
don't put the work in, don't want to do it. When bad
things happen at them, it's worse, it gets worse and worse. You're
saying, Okay, I don't want to drive. I don't want to drive.
I can't drive my vet anymore because now I have a family. That's
okay, you leveled up. You're supposed to be a dad. You're supposed
to be right. It's when we're leveling up. If you're not leveling up
and changing and you're stuck here, well you're never going to find I always
believe. Okay, now we get back to another weird thing. You ready
for more? I love weird. It comes more weird. I believe that
the universe is always expanding. Agreed. We don't come here and start over,
Okay, And I say that in that I'm not We're not back being
hunter gatherers again. We're here and everything is building upon what has been built.
Great, right, you know we had Steve Jobs. We can give
credit him. Maybe for the problem to that fact that everybody's face is in
the phone and they're getting hit by cars and kids aren't paying attention anymore.
Agreed, that's all fine. I'm just saying, like the next but everything
from there expands and builds, and I believe that the universe is ever expanding,
and I believe that the creation and the creator or whatever source is always
expanding. So I think with you, you have to look at your life
is that way as well. If you're going to tune in, you know,
tap in, tune in, turn on, whatever it is you've got
to, you've got to be able to expand one hundred pop and it's always
changing, you know. I tell my clients now, I started mentoring and
I'm teaching some workshops and they're like, well, how did you get to
this point? And I said, well, this is how I got to
the point. But I'm not done, Like my point isn't done. I'm
still growing every single day, just like you. But I feel like people
are like, oh, now that you're a medium, I'm like, whoa,
whoa, I'm not done right, Well, I always say this,
this is what I've come to believe, because we can all beat ourselves up
about a lot of things. You've been divorced, I'm legally separated. We
have all these things. But I would say that we never get it wrong.
We just never get it done agreed, And if you try to get
it done, you won't agreed. So it's ever expanding. Can I say
one thing? My husband's going to not be happy with me about this,
but going back to changing dimensions and quantumly, I never want to call it.
I gotta tell you this just because I don't think I've said it publicly
on the air. Sorry, babe. So I met my first husband at
a wedding. He was a scorpio, Okay, and YadA YadA, we
get married, it doesn't work out. I meet my soulmate at a wedding
and he's a scorpio. Who does that twice in one lifetime? Yeah?
So did I just jump timelines? I don't know, right? Did I
just jump to know? And wait? I had two boys with my first
and two boys with my second? It's crazy? Did I jump timelines?
Yeah? Did I just say I know this is coming, so I'm just
going to do it because I want it here and now? Or did I
do it because I was destined to do. I mean, this is where
I struggle with that. But who says that in their lifetime? I don't
know. That's the craziest shit, right, Well, that's the thing is
And I don't know if the if the jumping timelines. But let me go,
let me ask you something, because you talk about it might be in
your soul me yes, sir. And I'm sure that you get many relationship
questions always, and I would think that people probably come to you and go,
is this the right one? Or or I'm married in this and this
is this going to be? And is there a definitive answer? Because sometimes
I think that yes, like the car, maybe you've driven it far enough
and it's time to get into a new car. Maybe. But I don't
know that you have to give up on anything. I don't think the universe
is telling you give up on something. I think you have to align with
the best of anybody. I've come to almost believe in segment intending. Yeah,
fucking weird, you get me. You're making me admit things I've never
admitted. I just did too on the air, by the way. Yeah,
but the segment intending would be like anytime someone enters the room. It's
a new segment. So what are the positive attributes of that person that I
want to pull forth, even if they're even if they're a person that i've
never there's always such a pain in the answer about okay, but there's got
to be what are the positive attributes of that person? And then if I
focus on that, I would guarantee that I get that more than I get
the other. You mean, any like us having this conversation now and then
moving on to the next thing in your life? Yeah, what if I
feel the same way, but I didn't like your term. You don't have
to like ter. That's why we're having a discussion. So in my mind,
I'm open to you. In my mind, I'm like cool, I'm
going to Bill Moran's can be great. He's got great energy, He's gonn
ask me the coolest questions. And then in my mind it's like I close
the book chapter and I start another chapter because when I leave here, I'm
going to do something else. I feel the same thing. I also feel
like every moment of every day I'm supposed to learn from it and I'm supposed
to grow. So we're supposed to be having this conversation I also think it's
destined that we're supposed to be here right now having this because you're learning and
I'm learning. Plus we're both raising each other's vibrations right right, it's the
coolest thing. Plus we were asking for it. I want to get stronger,
I want to raise it. But your greed. When I leave here,
then I'm going to go to my next thing and say, Okay,
what am I going to get from that? Right? How am I going
to make up the best interaction? Same thing? Yeah, just mess me
up with your words? Yeah, well right, And I call it a
segment for the best attributes. But so so back to like the relationship thing.
If if somebody says and you go out like it looks like it's not
going to work out or whatever, and I'm I'm sure that something is telling
you that could there could somebody then go back and go, oh, I
don't know that I necessarily align up with that exactly, I see it.
But what if I come over here a little bit and I start to focus
on the positive? Vetri? Can things be fixed or changed in your mind?
Or no? Or is it definitive? And that and that's it?
And I don't This is where I said to you earlier, I'm not trying
to trap you. I don't know the answer. I'm not trying to you
know. Some people would like, go, oh, got you. She
couldn't answer that one. I don't know. Oh no, I always have
an answer. Yes, I'm just checking with spirit. Did you see me
go like this? This is me checking with spirit. Okay, so this
is my answer. Let me start with soulmates. I think we have more
than one in every lifetime. Soul it means you've just walked on this earth
before in a past life, and y'all have agreed to do it again.
Okay, So it could be it could be dog, it could be cat.
They're all souls. I don't care. It could be mom. It
can be your spouse, there's more than one. It could be your best
friend. Yeah. It just means you've walked together and you've agreed to do
it again. It's like a soul contract. I think that there is more
than one soulmate for everyone on earth. Do I think everyone finds them?
No? Do I think free will plays a role? Yes, that's why
I feel well, I'm getting to when you're saying, like, so,
if somebody comes to me and says, am I in the right relationship?
Ninety percent of the time, they already know the answer. Yeah, I
would think they do too well. Every single one of us want validation,
okay, all of us do, and knowing that I can connect with their
past loved ones and I can see from heaven that I'm never going to give
them a bad answer. So I will say this. I have a lot
of regulars, right, a lot of regulars, And so we have conversations
where you know what, I had an out. This happened in the marriage,
and I had an out and I chose not to stay. And now
it's where you were right, how do I change it? How do I
fix it? And it's not that I was right? But when you're asking
me, I'm asking spirit to shit to say, say, how do I
make sure this person is on the right timeline? So I give them what
I see what you do with the information I cannot change. And that is
a snapped shot of right today today. So if a year from now you're
in the same place and you didn't do anything about it, spirits canna be
like, I can't help you because I kind of gave you some guide.
But we all do it. If it's guidance, okay, and not not
a definitive, but more of a guidance yes, to say, you're right,
you're feeling this and if you continue this way, it will go that
way and it may be the best. I'm not here to tell you yes
or no. I tell people that don't. I a would say, listen
to me, don't listen to me. I'm just car I'm I don't know
if I just got chills. Well, something happened, because I think that
we a lot of times we think, Okay, we hear something and go
but I don't want that. But I don't want that. That's your ego,
right, But then we have to step back and go, well,
hang on a second. It's guidance. And clearly you were feeling this way.
That's why you ask the question. So now try to step back,
not have the knee jerk reaction, give yourself some time and let the process
play out. Let it unfold, Let it unfold, and the right answers
show up. The right answers show up. I say to my clients all
the time, whatever you've been doing on your own isn't working. Yes,
So if you're coming to me for guidance, listen to what I have to
say, because you literally have nothing to lose. If you're not happy,
why can't you just listen to what I told you? Why can't you just
listen to what the universe is saying, Because if you're reaching out, your
gut is like, hey, your soul is like I'm not super happy,
but your mind's like, I'm gonna overthink it and I'm going to force it
because we've been taught to grind it out, and I think that that's all
kind of wrong. I agree to go back to nothing's been trucked in here.
It's all right here. You have the answers and you can do this.
Everything's right here, no one's there. I'll ask this. I people
would disagree with this, and there's too money. See it, touch and
feel it, smell it, examples of it. But I don't believe there's
assertion. I don't believe that any that there's any assertion on you, Like
we will say, well, I'm under their thing. Everything that you have,
you've attracted in some way, everything you've done you can I also would
say this, I don't think things come out of the blue. I think
they come out of the oblivion of of course, nothing in life is coincidence
when it comes out of the oblivion, like I didn't see it coming,
But whose fault is that? But you asked for it? Like I feel
like some people are like, Okay, Jenny, you know I'm going to
try to make this marriage work, and and I'll say, you know what,
then I will always I tell everyone and I mean this, I will
support you in any way. I've made my own decisions that I've needed support
it with. I will support you anyway. But because you're asking and saying
I need guidance, show me what I'm supposed to do, and then the
worst thing happens in the relationship. They lose their mind, right, so
you're gonna see it. It's not you don't see it. You're not in
control. You're saying, show me if I'm supposed to be in this relationship,
and then something comes in sideways. You asked and source God, universe.
Whatever're saying is saying, see, this isn't where you're supposed to be.
But I gave you so many red flags that you didn't want to listen
to. So you're getting blindsided now because you said show me. Some people
need the slap in the face. I have chills right now. Yeah,
no, I think that's true. And then but then it also defies the
idea that you are like a creator. Right. We're all creators, right,
we all can create that. I mean, look around, all this
stuff has been created from where from thought to I mean, have you ever
built anything? That was one of the things I loved, like, you
know, doing radio, Not so much with podcasts, but doing radio,
especially when I began in the early nineties, you would it was just you
said it and it was done. I had nothing tangible. I couldn't go
home and go, hey, let me show you this great dick joke I
told today you understander of saying, but if I hung a door, if
I hung a window, I could look at it and go I did that,
and there was real satisfaction in that. But I disagree because how do
you know you didn't change somebody's life in that moment at the right time,
just because you didn't see in front of your face. That's a very good
point. And I do remember when I was looking for jobs, like I
would try to go and grow and do things. When I was in my
twenties, getting a letter from somebody saying that they were contemplating suicide. There
you go, And I told some stupid joke that made them last. I
have chills right now, and they took a moment. And I used to
put that as part of my package that I would send out, which I
thought now they like it was more of a private moment. I shouldn't just
sit. Hey, my jokes were so funny. They'll save your life,
you know what I'm saying that the magic is, Yeah, you did it.
You help somebody here who needed that energy. That's all energy. They
weren't standing next to you, were ugning them. It was all energy.
I have chills at the right place, at the right time, at the
right moment. Yeah, we can't make that. Shut up. No,
I think like the whole world is such vibration that the argument in the old
philisop and I did a lot of philosophy in college, the silly, very
base philosophical argument, does a tree make a noise if it falls in the
woods and no one's there to hear it? And the answer to me is
no, because you don't have nobody's there with the tools to interpret the vibration.
Therefore there is no sound. But if you have the tools to interpret
the vibration. Then, yes, interesting, Yeah, it's just it's all
vibration. Everything is vibration. Everything is that. Tesla knew it. Tesla
had healing powers. He knew he could figure out how to heal diseases and
things. And people got people got very upset with him, and they tried
to shut him down and they didn't want you to know this. And it's
just a ride, folks, It's just a ride. Crazy. See how
see how fast we are to shut everybody down all the time, constantly because
we don't either want to believe it or think it right. So dumb it
is dumb. It is so dumb. I don't want to hold I'm just
looking at the time. We're good, I'm good, all right. I
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hotel. I always said that Dylan was overrated because these are the songs I
heard. But well, Kevin wrote in, so you got to play this
one tonight. Why don't we always give names to like people who have had
your gifts, that have come before. And there are many people, as
you say, souls to come back. I do believe you choose to come
into this human experience. You come in and if you notice kids, they're
just so still close to source, running around playing. And then we condition
you and we get you in religion, and we put these bliners and ruin
everything but the uh, but always these names. So then people who may
have a gift or have the right way to live, we go, well,
they're fucking wrong, they're weird. We need to kill them, get
them mad Jesus, you know what I'm saying. And it's funny because I
was telling you about this guy doctor Deep after Deep Sing and naughty water any
d I because somebody thought I said naughty water and they looked up naughty water
and they got something completely. But it's it's supposed to be like healing energy.
And there's a naughty rod and there's one at Saint Fisher and you sit
there and if it's a man, you hold it in your right hand,
and if you're charging water for a woman, a left hand. And it's
supposed to change the water. And they've done it where they've frozen the water
and you can see the different patterns and this, you know, just it's
just very very odd stuff. But doctor Deep said to me, you're an
old soul for sure. I told you that, yes, and and it
made me laugh and I and he said, uh no, you're it's all.
You're all good. You're all good. Like he'll go through and I
guess find the years that are blocking you. There's some must be some kind
of old Indian and I don't know from India type of I'm sure something where
they can read the pulse the body and he can tell you specific years as
to what's blocking you. On things and then just say release, it's done,
it's over. And the ones that I thought would come up did not,
And all the ones that did come up with your ego, because your
ego thinks this is a bigger deal than it is. The one I know.
But one if I told people like one thing that had happened to me,
it was like, it's traumatic. We have organizations now to weed this
out from ever happening to a child ever again. Right, But that wasn't
what came up. That wasn't what came up. Those other things. Yeah,
it's really interesting. That's crazy. I mean, that's like real deep
gets you. That's shadow work. Yeah, yeah, what do you think
of that shadow work being? And there are you can get like shadow journals
and how to do that? What I don't I don't know if I could
properly define shadow work for people sort of working with the hidden parts of you.
No, No, it's going back and forgiving yourself, working through all
the trauma in this lifetime. Sometimes it's in a past lifetime. But it's
okay. I'm stuck. I don't know how to get passed this. I
keep making bad decisions. How do I ge past us? You got to
go back to that trauma and figure out it's I mean, it's deep.
I mean you got to get real into the nitty gritty that you've blocked out
of your life for years. Let me ask this then I have. I've
said it people again. I'm not a huge fan of talk therapy because sometimes
I feel like it keeps you stuck interesting where you were because you just keep
rehashing the same thing over and over and so then that vibration stays and you're
back in that and I'm feeling shitty, and this is what happened, this
is what always happens. And I don't know. Maybe Eve'm wrong, Maybe
that's just no. I think everyone communicates differently. I'm a talker outer.
I have to talk it out because I have to read your energy to tell
me if it was okay or bad. I don't even want you to talk,
but I'm gonna tell you what I but a lot of my clients have
tell wright them in their journey. Burn it, burn it, write it
in your journal, right, every detail that you don't want to say or
talk or think again, and then burn it because you're telling your subconscious I'm
done with this. Yes, you're telling the universe take this from me.
I have chills right now. So instead of talk therapy, you're doing your
own inner soul. But I'm a talker outer, so I'm gonna talk everything
out. Yeah, uh what, I don't want to. I know we
have a kind of a heart out here. But the the TLC Show,
which really was I think helpful to a lot of people, thank you,
and seem to do very well. Television is a fickle animal, is It's
a very fickle animal. And uh, the show did end, it did,
yeah, but I think ended with a lot of people going, oh
there's something here. Oh yeah, yeah, yeah for sure. So what
is happening now? Because do you do a podcast? Now? I don't,
but we are the twentieth person that said that to me. I don't
know, because because the universe is like, you need a podcast, and
my brain's like, you're not organized enough to do a podcast? What you're
doing? Yeah? Yeah, I know, but you could. You could
have somebody you have. I mean, look, you got smart kids who
probably have the same gifts as you. They can run everything lazy as shit
because they're only lazy because they haven't piqued their interest in something. I agree
that's it. That's all I agree. But I think that I don't know
if a podcast, because I would think most of it would be calling people
trying to get at right, so that sort of thing. Anyway, is
there another show coming I would assume, or something in the work, So
can you even say? So, this is what I want to say.
I want to say that I do not believe TLC was my ending on TV.
I don't either. I felt like it was just the beginning, and
I learned so much about myself, not I don't even care about anything else
about myself, what my gifts could be used for, how I could heal?
Like there was so much inside of there, and I feel like now
I'm ready to do it again, and I want to show what I've learned
and how much better it can be. So I have chills. I'm not
giving up. There are things in the works. I'm pulling from the cloud.
I'm pulling from the cloud, and I have people that arrived from the
cloud to help in this journey. So I'm very excited. I am going
to say that don't give up on me on TV because I there's another saying
that I have on here that they always make fun of me about and it's
the barrier to entry is gone. Yeah, one hundred percent. And by
that I mean, look around, right, I'm doing what I've always done,
but it's all me. It's all me, which is good and bad.
It's only been more good of as of late, at least in my
mind. It's changed nothing. But it's just sort of in my head the
way I perceive it. And I think that the idea that the barrier to
entry is gone, you could probably just set up a camera and start talking
and go on YouTube and you know, well, maybe I'm just saying that's
simple. I think a better production is nicer. I think something that's a
little smoother. I get it. You don't need the rough edges, I
understand. But if it were to start that way, I don't know that
someone else who has all those things wouldn't pick it up and go, damn,
let's go. Well, as we're talking about all of this, you're
the twentieth person I'm not joking in the past three months to say it.
So maybe the universe is like Jenny, Jenny, Jenny, and I'm like,
eh, so, yeah, I don't know. I mean, sometimes
you know, uh, waiting for the right thing, which isn't I don't
I understand where that would be. But sometimes thinking like we we don't know.
But God, I'll tell you what, being naive sometimes it is the
greatest gift in the world, of course, right, I mean I was
even here. I even heard it this morning on ESPN. Uh. You
know the MAVs in the in the Minnesota Timberwolves are planned, Yeah, and
that and the Dallas loses right to that game, and they're going, Timberwolves
should have lost that game. But those guys don't know it. They don't
they don't realize that they should have lost it. They're such a young team
that there. And I go, yeah, because when you're young, that's
when you just did things without really thinking about it. You are not to
hurt anybody. That's not the point. You were just doing what you did
because it felt natural. And oh, I'll try this, and I'll try
this, and guess what, it always worked out. And as you have
said, what are you saying in the morning, I'm or I'm ready to
receive. Yeah, I'm ready to receive. I always say I always think
everything is always working out for me. Everything is always working out for me.
And if you're having a bad day. You're alwaysupposed to say, show
me how much better it can get. Oh, show me how much better
it can get. Yeah, there are times where I'm such a believer in
momentum. Like, you know, you could stop a car at the top
of a hill if I pushed a little bit and then ran in front of
it. That's great. I let that thing get going. And it's just
you know, hold on, it'll be over in a minute. You know,
you'll be flattened, but it'll be over in a minute. And you
can see we're momentum in your attitude and what you say, and all of
a sudden, this and then this happens, and then that happens and the
next thing, you know, And it's when little things happen that I go.
I start to laugh and go, okay, I got it, I
got it. Yeah, I got it. Take your foot off the gas.
But that's okay because you have to pay attention to that. So your
intuition is like, whoa, yeah, but that's thank god you're stopping.
Some people don't. And then you're flattened and then you're like, now I
got to pick myself back up, and I got to start all over again.
And I don't want to do this again if I had just listened right
right right, but you knew it your intuition. You have to stop that.
And that's that's the thing that I think is Uh, it's just very
interesting with all this because I don't know. Sometimes you know, look,
nothing ever stays the same. It's always going to be changing. But you
just need to be open and go with the flow. Can either fight the
stream or go with the stream. You have to, you have to.
That's it, all right, So we'll look for you on TV. Look,
there's so many things now, there's the Roku channel, there's this channel,
there's that channel, there's everything. Some guy from a weed TV wants
to put the video of the podcast up. I mean, so I look,
if we can get that, I guarantee there's something out there way better
than we TV. Well, I'm not done, so I know that.
How I'm going to get there, I don't know, right, but you
don't, right, I'm just pulling, and however happens, it happens.
I know. I know in my soul I'm not done. I knew in
my soul we would get TLC. So I'm trusting you. Ever write a
book no why I did write a book, but it was therapy. Okay,
I it's not my jam. It's really hard to contain me. Yes,
does that make sense? I would probably need to words. Don't teach
sit in a hotel room with someone for hours and let them write it while
I spoke. Yeah, there's also you know, dictation software and all that
stuff too. I'm just thinking there's lots of things here that we'll get your
message out. It is, there's lots away, I'm sure, I'm sure.
Well, it has been a pleasure to see you. You look wonderful.
Texas seems to be treating you well. I heard it was a horrible
place. What a mistake to go to Texas. My goodness, I've heard
of a million. I'm sure you did. I'm sure you did. But
you know what the best it's about energy. The energy there is your energy
never wavered. No, because I saw you just before you went. I
think you were still here, maybe closing in the house, and Mike had
already been and and but your your energy never wavered. There was never any
at least I guess we could call it publicly, But you know what,
there was never any This is it? This is what we're doing because it
aligned. I asked and it was given four months. We sold everything.
Who does that? Nobody? But but that's that's the point, is it
can happen that quickly if you just line up and believe you just have to
do a truck like we've literally sold our lives. Well, I really appreciate
you guys, Thank you for having me. Jenny, Where can people go?
Jenny? Is it mama medium dot com? Now? Jenny themedium dot
com? Jenny the Medium dot j E N N I E the Medium?
Yes, yes, check that out and uh, I'm sure there's a waiting
list. But if you're patient, you'll get there and you may find the
answers you're looking for. For Mama Medium, Jenny, Marie, I'm Bill
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