WEBVTT 1 00:00:05.480 --> 00:00:14.039 Weird things happened in the backyard, so weird, weird, weird. Wow, 2 00:00:27.600 --> 00:00:35.880 Yo, up, Well, I'm gonna have to bleep that, but 3 00:00:35.920 --> 00:00:43.560 those Okay, we're excited. Okay, it's the hundredth episode d two years. 4 00:00:43.560 --> 00:00:46.280 By the time this comes out, it should be June twenty twenty three. 5 00:00:46.399 --> 00:00:51.520 Oh right. I cannot believe we've been doing this for two years. 6 00:00:51.719 --> 00:00:55.759 That's unfathomable. My brain can't even wrap around that. The fact that we've 7 00:00:55.840 --> 00:00:59.000 hit one hundred episodes. Well, yeah, two years makes sense because think 8 00:00:59.039 --> 00:01:00.880 about it. One a week, we might miss a week here or there, 9 00:01:00.880 --> 00:01:03.439 and it's fifty fifty two weeks in a year. Yeah, it's not 10 00:01:03.439 --> 00:01:07.480 that we missed a week. We did every other week, right for the 11 00:01:07.519 --> 00:01:10.760 first yeah, a few weeks, and then the first first Christmas we didn't 12 00:01:10.799 --> 00:01:18.560 post, right, Yo, y'all. We are so overwhelmed with happiness and 13 00:01:18.680 --> 00:01:26.439 joy and excitement and gratitude. We were, if you can't tell, we're 14 00:01:26.439 --> 00:01:30.560 a little giddy right now. It's one hundred episodes. We thought it would 15 00:01:30.560 --> 00:01:34.920 be really cool to do a couple out of the box things, so you're 16 00:01:34.959 --> 00:01:38.959 definitely gonna want to stick around to the end of the video. But especially 17 00:01:40.000 --> 00:01:44.319 for those listeners out there, why don't you go over to the YouTube channel 18 00:01:44.359 --> 00:01:47.959 and watch this run? Okay, buddy, because this one is going to 19 00:01:48.040 --> 00:01:52.680 be extra special and special announcement. We do have a YouTube. Yeah, 20 00:01:52.879 --> 00:01:56.400 we gotta comment, We gotta comment on the YouTube the other day saying I've 21 00:01:56.439 --> 00:02:00.400 been listening since the first episode and never knew y'all how to YouTube. Okay, 22 00:02:00.439 --> 00:02:04.079 So we are always on video. Yeah, we're all every single episodes 23 00:02:04.159 --> 00:02:06.760 on video. So go to the YouTube channel, and hey, if this 24 00:02:06.840 --> 00:02:08.960 is your first one on the YouTube channel, then this is the perfect one 25 00:02:08.960 --> 00:02:14.120 to start with. If if our sexy voices aren't enough, if that's not 26 00:02:14.280 --> 00:02:17.960 enough, of our ugly faces will bring it home. So, Ryan, 27 00:02:19.199 --> 00:02:22.800 if I want to watch on video but I don't want to see any alds, 28 00:02:22.960 --> 00:02:27.360 what can I do if you want to patreon dot com slash Bledzo said, 29 00:02:27.400 --> 00:02:30.759 so, no, ads, you're wilcome and then some other stuff. 30 00:02:30.800 --> 00:02:34.280 Who cares about that? This is the hundreds episode. We're getting into it. 31 00:02:34.439 --> 00:02:36.800 We have the producers get all corporated, I know, get out of 32 00:02:36.840 --> 00:02:40.080 here, you freak wait. Listen, we're gonna have behind the scenes never 33 00:02:40.120 --> 00:02:45.360 before seeing footage at the end of this episode and also the second half of 34 00:02:45.400 --> 00:02:50.360 this episode. We have a lineup. We've got like six guests. Yes, 35 00:02:50.599 --> 00:02:53.599 we have a lot of guests here. Most of them have been on 36 00:02:53.639 --> 00:02:57.280 the show before. But we want to have people pop in and talk about 37 00:02:57.280 --> 00:03:00.120 the show. And that's kind that's kind of the vibe for this episode. 38 00:03:00.159 --> 00:03:04.240 This is a party. This is a party exactly. It's like, technically 39 00:03:04.280 --> 00:03:09.479 not the birthday of the show, but it's like the birthday party at Hey. 40 00:03:09.759 --> 00:03:13.479 Yeah, our hat say happy birthday by the way, because this is 41 00:03:13.520 --> 00:03:20.639 the one hundredth birthday of the second birthday pretty much. Yeah, but it's 42 00:03:20.680 --> 00:03:24.439 complicated. We wanted to kind of take this opportunity to well, do you 43 00:03:24.479 --> 00:03:30.639 know what the first dog years or something. First, I'd really love to 44 00:03:30.639 --> 00:03:37.319 take this opportunity to thank the listeners profusely. Thank you guys and the viewers. 45 00:03:38.000 --> 00:03:40.199 We just want to thank our fans so much for sticking around with us 46 00:03:40.360 --> 00:03:44.960 for you know, whether you've been here for all one hundred episodes or you're 47 00:03:45.039 --> 00:03:47.360 just showing up for the first time. You know, we couldn't do this 48 00:03:47.400 --> 00:03:53.159 without you. So many thanks. And also I want to thank my boys. 49 00:03:53.599 --> 00:03:58.520 Thank you for thanking me. No really, I do like this, 50 00:03:58.520 --> 00:04:02.039 this thing that we have made is so special and it's brought me a ton 51 00:04:02.080 --> 00:04:09.199 of joy and fulfillment and it really it really like it satisfies my soul. 52 00:04:09.520 --> 00:04:14.719 It's been very life changing and I mean that like all sincerity. Yeah, 53 00:04:14.800 --> 00:04:16.160 no, it has, and I want to Yeah, I just wanted to 54 00:04:16.720 --> 00:04:19.399 show a little gratitude to my boys, you know what I just realized. 55 00:04:19.519 --> 00:04:26.160 But like, obviously this has been done already and we're well past this, 56 00:04:26.240 --> 00:04:33.079 but like, we have done this for a hundred plus hours. Yeah, 57 00:04:33.120 --> 00:04:38.480 that's weird. Think about when you go and check your your you know, 58 00:04:38.600 --> 00:04:42.199 video game stats, Right, you've crined on this game, dude, we 59 00:04:42.480 --> 00:04:45.560 like and there's so much work that goes in behind the scenes, right, 60 00:04:45.639 --> 00:04:49.759 that's off air. But we are at one hundred plus hours. That's one 61 00:04:49.839 --> 00:04:55.800 hundred plus episodes. I've hit record on this honest computer at least one hundred 62 00:04:55.800 --> 00:04:58.480 times. Oh yeah, well more than that, we've done all kinds of 63 00:04:58.519 --> 00:05:00.680 other stuff. Yeah, that is that's it's hard to wrap my mind about 64 00:05:00.720 --> 00:05:03.920 that and think about how much the show has evolved since we started. Yeah, 65 00:05:03.920 --> 00:05:08.480 Like when we first started, it was even posting on YouTube, it 66 00:05:08.560 --> 00:05:13.040 was just a picture of the podcast, the picture of the logo with just 67 00:05:13.079 --> 00:05:15.000 the audio that was it. We didn't have video to like, dude, 68 00:05:15.279 --> 00:05:19.240 like the fourteenth no, even past that. It was like thirty yeah, 69 00:05:19.279 --> 00:05:25.639 like thirty something. Yeah. We were also recording every episode in your old 70 00:05:25.680 --> 00:05:30.199 apartment living room. Yeah, do you remember the first it was? It 71 00:05:30.279 --> 00:05:32.040 was the first three and then I moved here. Oh that's right, that's 72 00:05:32.120 --> 00:05:36.279 right. Technically four zero Does that not seem like a lifetime ago? It 73 00:05:36.319 --> 00:05:41.600 really does, like thinking back on, and also the first few episodes, 74 00:05:41.720 --> 00:05:45.800 the time before the podcast, to me is like a life I don't want 75 00:05:45.839 --> 00:05:48.519 to go back to. Oh no, no, absolutely not never. Yeah, 76 00:05:48.519 --> 00:05:54.160 this this show has it's really been amazing for me so and I think 77 00:05:54.199 --> 00:05:56.639 it's been amazing for a lot of people. The best thing, I say 78 00:05:56.639 --> 00:05:59.480 it all the time, the best thing to come from this show is the 79 00:05:59.519 --> 00:06:04.279 community you know that that has kind of rushed in and and and just been 80 00:06:04.319 --> 00:06:10.120 so supportive and loving of each other. It's like this shining beacon of positivity 81 00:06:10.199 --> 00:06:13.439 and it's it's it's beautiful and amazing. Like I wouldn't trade it for the 82 00:06:13.480 --> 00:06:16.120 world. I really wouldn't say. Yeah, well, we've done some we've 83 00:06:16.160 --> 00:06:20.759 done some amazing episodes. I'd love for for us to to rattle off a 84 00:06:20.759 --> 00:06:27.160 few of our our like our our standout episodes. Okay me honestly, even 85 00:06:27.160 --> 00:06:30.560 though it was, uh it was a pretty recent one. Like some of 86 00:06:30.560 --> 00:06:34.399 the most fun I've had recording an episode was the Valentine's Day episode. Really 87 00:06:39.399 --> 00:06:44.319 it was. It was Yeah, that was like a no holds barred episode, 88 00:06:44.360 --> 00:06:46.120 Like we were just on one. That we were on one. It's 89 00:06:46.800 --> 00:06:51.519 it's funny how that happens too. Like sometimes we get in here and you 90 00:06:51.519 --> 00:06:57.120 know, even when we recorded batches, like some of them are just nutty, 91 00:06:57.319 --> 00:07:00.199 not nutty, but like just the energy is nutty, and some of 92 00:07:00.199 --> 00:07:04.480 them are like super you know, super just informational. Yeah, you know 93 00:07:04.480 --> 00:07:09.360 what I noticed. What it is, it's as soon as you pop the 94 00:07:09.399 --> 00:07:13.720 cork of like the being silly and goofy. Basically you can chalk that up 95 00:07:13.759 --> 00:07:16.480 to a goofy episode. Yeah. Usually I feel like we come in here 96 00:07:16.480 --> 00:07:18.560 with a lot of heat, like a lot of like we got a lot 97 00:07:18.560 --> 00:07:20.759 of stuff to talk about, we got info, we got we got all 98 00:07:20.800 --> 00:07:24.759 this stuff. So we start rattling it off and maybe the joke doesn't happen 99 00:07:24.839 --> 00:07:28.480 until like way into the episode and then we get goofy. But on the 100 00:07:28.519 --> 00:07:31.759 episodes where we pop the cork early, you know that's about to be just 101 00:07:31.879 --> 00:07:36.079 it just builds a goofy ass episode. Just a bottle of champagne, baby, 102 00:07:36.240 --> 00:07:40.839 bro, when I dude, I think about episode two a lot. 103 00:07:41.160 --> 00:07:45.040 Remember the Star Wars episode? Oh it was called what is it called? 104 00:07:45.079 --> 00:07:47.199 The Force Is with You or something like, I think about that one a 105 00:07:47.240 --> 00:07:50.680 lot. I just have vivid memories of recording that one, and like, 106 00:07:51.319 --> 00:07:56.560 I don't know, I just I think I think often about the very early 107 00:07:56.600 --> 00:08:00.759 bloodso sets so days, like the first few episodes, because of like how 108 00:08:00.800 --> 00:08:03.480 magical it felt and how I remember back then in the very beginning, the 109 00:08:03.600 --> 00:08:09.040 first so many episodes we're all based on a movie. You remember that, 110 00:08:09.240 --> 00:08:13.360 Yeah, And over time we just evolved and evolved, and like we've we've 111 00:08:15.079 --> 00:08:20.319 it's been like a crazy evolution from the beginning. And now we've got like 112 00:08:20.360 --> 00:08:22.639 and I'm not I'm not plugging, I'm just reminiscing, like now we've got 113 00:08:22.639 --> 00:08:26.079 the Patreon and we've got all these things that we never thought was possible, 114 00:08:26.199 --> 00:08:31.519 Like now we've got a Patreon show, We've got the Discord you know, 115 00:08:31.560 --> 00:08:33.200 we've got we do all these like cool live events and stuff. Yeah, 116 00:08:33.279 --> 00:08:39.200 like starting like when we were in your old apartment, Like I couldn't have 117 00:08:39.320 --> 00:08:41.600 even pictured yeah that, you know, right, dude. I remember. 118 00:08:41.759 --> 00:08:48.000 I remember when we were first like really starting to talk about doing the podcast 119 00:08:48.080 --> 00:08:50.360 and everything, and I was like I was starting to get excited. But 120 00:08:50.440 --> 00:08:54.039 you know, like we talked about in the Twice Born episode, we had 121 00:08:54.080 --> 00:08:58.120 a lot of false starts. Yeah, you know what, big ideas but 122 00:08:58.159 --> 00:09:03.000 no execution exactly. I mean We've always had all these big ideas and and 123 00:09:03.159 --> 00:09:07.159 most of them we just maybe didn't follow through with. But I just realized 124 00:09:07.159 --> 00:09:13.440 something. But I remember when we had that meeting at Pharaoh's. Remember before 125 00:09:13.440 --> 00:09:18.159 we before we started the podcast, me, Ryan, Jenny, and Casey, 126 00:09:18.240 --> 00:09:22.759 we all went to a restaurant in Fayetteville, a Greek restaurant. We 127 00:09:22.799 --> 00:09:24.919 had our meeting at a Greek restaurant. That's kind of some ball like when 128 00:09:24.960 --> 00:09:28.159 you think about it, I mean it really is, uh. And we 129 00:09:28.200 --> 00:09:33.519 had our first ever podcast meeting there and it was us just like talking about 130 00:09:33.600 --> 00:09:37.000 what, you know, what everybody's roles would be in the podcast. That 131 00:09:37.080 --> 00:09:39.240 was the moment where I was like oh dude, this is real. Yeah, 132 00:09:39.320 --> 00:09:41.840 like, oh, we're actually gonna do this. I was like, 133 00:09:43.120 --> 00:09:45.840 that's when I started to get real excited. I was like, you're like, 134 00:09:45.879 --> 00:09:48.440 who's the Salish guy? You? I had met you? Yeah? 135 00:09:48.799 --> 00:09:52.600 Or I both at my bachelor party? Yeah, okay, sweet sweet, 136 00:09:52.600 --> 00:09:54.960 we were at the bachelor party and then I had met you at was it 137 00:09:56.039 --> 00:09:58.159 an engagement party? Yeah? At the engagement party. I just had a 138 00:09:58.159 --> 00:10:01.360 realization what with what we were just talking about the difference between now and back 139 00:10:01.360 --> 00:10:07.799 then when we were kids is it's just continually putting our foot forward, and 140 00:10:07.840 --> 00:10:09.759 we've been figuring it out along the way, you know, like we've been 141 00:10:09.799 --> 00:10:13.919 growing because of the effort in the experience, the ideas. Never we're not 142 00:10:15.039 --> 00:10:18.039 big, you know. Yeah, And let me just take a moment and 143 00:10:18.200 --> 00:10:22.879 you guys will probably agree with me, but I feel like, hopefully the 144 00:10:22.919 --> 00:10:30.080 main driver of each step forward is is enlarged. Like not that not that 145 00:10:30.120 --> 00:10:33.960 it's not all of us, but like I feel like Jenny really drives it. 146 00:10:33.919 --> 00:10:37.759 I rock maybe yeah, and she's like, all right, this is 147 00:10:37.799 --> 00:10:41.000 one hundred We're going big. I mean it's the reason we got streamers behind 148 00:10:41.000 --> 00:10:43.960 you guys, like you got this the reason you got hats on. But 149 00:10:43.080 --> 00:10:46.240 that was me, all right, I was there also, Casey said all 150 00:10:46.240 --> 00:10:50.559 this stuff up right, there's a lot of elements. Yeah, it takes 151 00:10:50.559 --> 00:10:54.159 a village for sure. Dude. No, Jenny, I say this all 152 00:10:54.200 --> 00:10:58.120 the time. Jenny is like the backbone of this thing. We could not 153 00:10:58.480 --> 00:11:01.600 this without her, No way, absolutely, no way it could happen. 154 00:11:01.960 --> 00:11:05.559 But we don't even have to think about that because we're one hundred episodes in. 155 00:11:05.919 --> 00:11:09.639 Yeah, it blows my mind. Okay, I said, my dude, 156 00:11:09.679 --> 00:11:13.120 Like we we have like the awesome shirt. We haven't ever mentioned this 157 00:11:13.279 --> 00:11:16.440 since we've been recording, but like, yeah, we have like dope merchandise. 158 00:11:16.600 --> 00:11:20.879 Like I wanted to wear a Bledso said so shirt for um, you 159 00:11:20.919 --> 00:11:22.600 know, the hundredth episode. Then we have like a dope shop. The 160 00:11:22.679 --> 00:11:28.399 hats are back. Yeah, you can look sexy as a motherfucker that with 161 00:11:28.519 --> 00:11:33.559 that new age drip. Dude, I want new age drip merch That's what 162 00:11:33.600 --> 00:11:35.440 I want. That's what it is coming. No, no, no, 163 00:11:35.480 --> 00:11:39.720 I want something that says new age drip on it. Yeah. I want 164 00:11:39.720 --> 00:11:45.200 to do We're going to want to do that. We stool. Yeah, 165 00:11:45.240 --> 00:11:48.519 but you know what what you were saying about like the one foot forward, 166 00:11:48.559 --> 00:11:52.480 one foot in front of the other thing. That's exactly what this show has 167 00:11:52.519 --> 00:11:56.919 taught me is that like, no goal is too big. There's nothing that 168 00:11:56.960 --> 00:12:00.879 you can't do, like keep going. Yeah. Absolutely. And I feel 169 00:12:00.919 --> 00:12:05.080 like because growing up I always had so many of those false starts. I 170 00:12:05.200 --> 00:12:09.600 felt like I couldn't do anything, you know what I mean. I was 171 00:12:09.639 --> 00:12:11.919 like, I just I'm just not driven, I'm just not committed. I'm 172 00:12:11.960 --> 00:12:18.480 just whatever whatever it is. But now I've realized it just takes consistent focus. 173 00:12:18.759 --> 00:12:20.759 Yeah, just consistent focus and effort. That's it. Yeah, just 174 00:12:20.759 --> 00:12:24.519 put on yeah, yeah, one foot in front of the other. Yeah. 175 00:12:24.600 --> 00:12:28.879 That I've I've been able to take that and put it into other aspects 176 00:12:28.919 --> 00:12:31.200 of my life and the same. That's been a huge It's just so many 177 00:12:31.240 --> 00:12:35.480 ways that this, this show that we do has improved my life. So 178 00:12:35.679 --> 00:12:37.559 is the value? What were you gonna say some Alex, you hit you 179 00:12:37.559 --> 00:12:41.399 a little quicker? I did him. I was going to ask you guys 180 00:12:41.399 --> 00:12:45.320 a question, okay, because I because it's gonna come up, like, 181 00:12:45.360 --> 00:12:46.720 oh, what's your favorite episode we'll talk about? I was about to ask 182 00:12:46.759 --> 00:12:50.360 that. Yeah, I got it, all right, I'm gonna go let 183 00:12:50.399 --> 00:12:56.799 me read your mind. Are your favorite episode is the Alex episode? Well? 184 00:12:56.840 --> 00:13:00.480 I wasn't gonna ask that question, but you did read my mind. 185 00:13:00.480 --> 00:13:03.440 That's a top lister. Yeah that was a banger, all right. Well 186 00:13:03.480 --> 00:13:07.799 were you gonna say though? Okay, when when in this entire journey were 187 00:13:07.840 --> 00:13:11.639 you the most nervous? Me? This is for both of you. Oh 188 00:13:13.200 --> 00:13:18.679 how when I was the most nervous? Oh my god, Oh my god. 189 00:13:18.759 --> 00:13:20.519 Okay, A couple of moments are starting to come back to me. 190 00:13:20.879 --> 00:13:28.080 Okay, I was actually pretty nervous on Alex's episode because I hadn't work. 191 00:13:28.519 --> 00:13:31.000 I hadn't work the command center. Yeah, and I didn't know. I 192 00:13:31.279 --> 00:13:33.799 didn't know what I was doing. There was like one moment where I left 193 00:13:33.840 --> 00:13:35.919 the camera on Alex for like a minute when he wasn't even talking. I 194 00:13:37.000 --> 00:13:41.320 was like, oh god, so I just because of how weird the dates 195 00:13:41.320 --> 00:13:43.960 are, but that one I just edited. That one just came across my 196 00:13:45.000 --> 00:13:46.320 desk this week. Did you see what I was talking about? I did? 197 00:13:46.360 --> 00:13:48.519 But you also did a good job. Okay, cool, good, 198 00:13:48.600 --> 00:13:52.720 I'm glad I did. There was there was another one that really it was 199 00:13:52.759 --> 00:13:56.360 this was an I guess it was a pretty early episode. Uh, the 200 00:13:56.440 --> 00:14:01.679 Wizard of Oz episode. Remember I had all these notes and I burned through 201 00:14:01.720 --> 00:14:03.879 them in like thirty minutes, and then I was like, oh, way, 202 00:14:03.919 --> 00:14:07.200 don't feel bad because for Valentines I burned through them in like ten minutes 203 00:14:11.480 --> 00:14:15.200 and then we had to fill it. That's the reality. Yeah, it 204 00:14:15.279 --> 00:14:18.240 was like fifteen minutes. This is what the people behind the camera it was. 205 00:14:18.240 --> 00:14:20.159 It was like a minute, that's all I got. And we were 206 00:14:20.200 --> 00:14:22.559 like, what this is? What this is. What people don't see is 207 00:14:22.639 --> 00:14:26.559 like we have all these notes. We might spend a couple of days, 208 00:14:26.639 --> 00:14:30.039 we might spend an hour researching stuff, taking all these notes, and then 209 00:14:30.039 --> 00:14:31.759 it's like, okay, let's stretch this for an hour. Yeah, and 210 00:14:31.799 --> 00:14:35.080 then sometimes you can't do that. Sometimes sometimes it's ten minutes and it's like 211 00:14:35.360 --> 00:14:39.000 we don't necessarily say it out loud, but it's like, oh, a 212 00:14:39.120 --> 00:14:43.799 board and we just gotta wing it. You know. That's so true. 213 00:14:43.240 --> 00:14:48.080 It's happened. It's happened multiple multiple times that we haven't even acknowledged. No, 214 00:14:48.399 --> 00:14:50.720 but it's way more than an hour that goes into it, because we 215 00:14:50.759 --> 00:14:54.240 have an hour meeting every week to talk about yeah, that we're going to 216 00:14:54.320 --> 00:14:56.600 talk about yep, yeah, we do. Yeah, that's so funny that 217 00:14:56.720 --> 00:15:01.279 like these parts of our lives are with like involving the podcasts are so regular 218 00:15:01.480 --> 00:15:05.879 we don't even think about it, and like the people listening or watching like 219 00:15:05.960 --> 00:15:09.480 have no idea the stuff that goes into it. It's just just tune in 220 00:15:09.519 --> 00:15:11.559 and enjoy exactly hopefully. Yeah. Yeah, it's it's funny to think about. 221 00:15:11.679 --> 00:15:18.080 But yeah, we're we're kind of decent at like making it seem like 222 00:15:18.320 --> 00:15:22.639 everything was planned and like we were going but a lot of like it is 223 00:15:22.679 --> 00:15:28.200 planned, but not in advance. Yeah, like we're planning it now all 224 00:15:28.799 --> 00:15:31.159 the time. Yeah. Yeah, Like it's constant planning. It's not just 225 00:15:31.200 --> 00:15:35.399 like you know, smooth with it. It's like a lot of moving parts. 226 00:15:35.519 --> 00:15:37.159 Yeah. Like with the Valentine's episode, when you were like that's all 227 00:15:37.159 --> 00:15:41.240 I got fifteen minutes, my brain immediately started going, what are we talking 228 00:15:41.240 --> 00:15:45.120 about next? When we talk about like, I started like seeing a list 229 00:15:45.159 --> 00:15:46.240 of topics come up in my mind, like, oh my god, where 230 00:15:46.240 --> 00:15:50.840 are we going now? I looked at Alex, like the difference there is 231 00:15:50.879 --> 00:15:52.879 that you admitted it. Yeah, like it happens. Yeah, and you 232 00:15:52.919 --> 00:15:58.159 guys just like naturally flow right through it. But you just went I knew 233 00:15:58.200 --> 00:16:02.679 it would be funny, yeah, And I knew it would be like take 234 00:16:02.759 --> 00:16:08.600 the wind out of the sales and like, well here we are a lot 235 00:16:08.639 --> 00:16:12.200 of times that's the way to handle it. Yeah, b I learned that 236 00:16:12.240 --> 00:16:17.240 in public speaking, Dude. I got like an A plus in public speaking, 237 00:16:17.320 --> 00:16:22.840 and I learned the best way to deal with nervousness or some sort of 238 00:16:22.879 --> 00:16:26.759 public you know, lack of confidence come out in front of it. Yeah, 239 00:16:26.919 --> 00:16:30.720 Like literally in public speaking, they're like if you're nervous before you begin 240 00:16:30.799 --> 00:16:33.240 speaking, be like I just want to dress and say that I am very 241 00:16:33.279 --> 00:16:37.759 nervous. It's a real strategy. It's in sales too. Yeah yeah, 242 00:16:37.840 --> 00:16:41.200 yeah, you just it's called like eating the elephant or something. What that 243 00:16:41.320 --> 00:16:45.639 sounds like, because there's the elephant in the room and you've just got to 244 00:16:45.879 --> 00:16:48.399 You've just got a attack. So it's not that I was nervous, but 245 00:16:48.440 --> 00:16:52.679 I was like, I'm out of shit to talk about, you know? 246 00:16:52.960 --> 00:16:56.600 Was that you're the most nervous you've been, No, dude, probably the 247 00:16:56.639 --> 00:17:00.879 first you were all there when I had like a breakdown before we record an 248 00:17:00.919 --> 00:17:03.960 episode zero. We talked about that many times. How we talk about it 249 00:17:03.960 --> 00:17:07.519 again, you know, because there's there's always new people coming in and um, 250 00:17:07.920 --> 00:17:11.960 yeah, I mean before we ever recorded the first episode, which is 251 00:17:11.000 --> 00:17:15.079 episode zero. Um, I just had so much press. I was pretty 252 00:17:15.160 --> 00:17:18.799 much quiet the whole day, like for the most of the day because I 253 00:17:18.880 --> 00:17:21.359 was like, I was psyched out. I knew I was gonna do it. 254 00:17:21.680 --> 00:17:25.920 I'm the kind of person where my grandpa always taught me, grit your 255 00:17:25.920 --> 00:17:30.119 teeth, don't complain, deal with it, and keep moving forward. My 256 00:17:30.200 --> 00:17:33.799 grandpa was the kind of guy. I'm talking about my grandpa in the Blood 257 00:17:33.799 --> 00:17:36.599 Suicide. He's the kind of guy. Dude, when he died in his 258 00:17:36.720 --> 00:17:41.160 eighties, for years, he had a broken ankle. He's just never you 259 00:17:41.200 --> 00:17:42.480 know, kind of like your dad. Yeah, you just you just grit 260 00:17:42.480 --> 00:17:45.160 your teeth and you keep going. And I may be scared, I may 261 00:17:45.240 --> 00:17:48.799 be nervous, but I keep going. And I was psyching myself, like, 262 00:17:48.880 --> 00:17:51.720 dude, I gotta do this. I gotta get in the zone. 263 00:17:51.720 --> 00:17:53.920 I gotta get in the zone. But I was so scared because you know, 264 00:17:55.000 --> 00:17:56.480 growing up, I don't want to get into super heavy stuff. But 265 00:17:56.559 --> 00:18:02.160 like growing up I've had all these Department of the Offense officials come around our 266 00:18:02.200 --> 00:18:04.119 property and make comments like we'd be spied on and tap for the rest of 267 00:18:04.200 --> 00:18:10.000 our life. And I was afraid to like break that threshold of like fully 268 00:18:10.039 --> 00:18:12.759 going public, you know. Yeah, but I realized, like, nothing's 269 00:18:12.759 --> 00:18:15.400 gonna happen to me. I'm gonna be safe. Y'all coached me through it. 270 00:18:15.839 --> 00:18:19.640 We didn't start recording until like midnight, right, remember, Yeah, 271 00:18:19.720 --> 00:18:23.440 absolutely, I totally remember. And of course, like you know, we 272 00:18:23.559 --> 00:18:27.240 we were telling Ryan, like, dude, if if this is too much, 273 00:18:27.359 --> 00:18:30.240 like if if this is too much, it's not it's not worth it, 274 00:18:30.319 --> 00:18:33.880 you know, if it's if it's something that you're not going to be 275 00:18:33.920 --> 00:18:37.799 able to handle, that's okay. It's it's totally okay. Like there's a 276 00:18:37.799 --> 00:18:41.799 lot of pressure involved here, you know, and you know, nobody made 277 00:18:41.839 --> 00:18:45.680 me do it, Like I guess I have to take a second two years 278 00:18:45.759 --> 00:18:49.759 later, one hundred episodes and to realize, like, damn, I really 279 00:18:49.799 --> 00:18:53.599 did do that. I really did push through that. You pushed past I 280 00:18:53.640 --> 00:18:57.000 thought I had to. You did. I mean, whether you had to 281 00:18:57.119 --> 00:19:03.200 or not, you broke through that barrier of fear of like doubt of you 282 00:19:03.240 --> 00:19:07.359 know, you broke through that, you jumped into the abyss and found out 283 00:19:07.359 --> 00:19:08.519 it was a feather bed. Yeah, yeah, you did. So this 284 00:19:08.599 --> 00:19:11.279 look at us. Now. This is something I have not acknowledged on the 285 00:19:11.279 --> 00:19:15.440 show yet because Dad's book has only been out for two months, but I 286 00:19:15.480 --> 00:19:18.480 want to say, and this isn't I mean, y'all know this. It's 287 00:19:18.519 --> 00:19:22.039 not like I would come right out and be like I'm nervous to record, 288 00:19:22.400 --> 00:19:25.519 but dude, I always had this pit in my stomach every time we had 289 00:19:25.519 --> 00:19:29.880 a podcast day, like like literally the whole time, Like every time before 290 00:19:29.880 --> 00:19:33.039 we began an episode, I would be psyched out and nervous and like, 291 00:19:33.119 --> 00:19:36.000 do they want to listen? Do they want to hear? Despite the evidence 292 00:19:36.000 --> 00:19:38.960 that the numbers have steadily even growing and people are always saying nice, positive 293 00:19:38.960 --> 00:19:44.039 things and they love the show. Yeah, for some reason, I had 294 00:19:44.079 --> 00:19:48.160 this this wall in my brain that was like just so much fear about continuing 295 00:19:48.200 --> 00:19:52.519 to speak out. And then Dad's book came out and something changed in me 296 00:19:52.599 --> 00:19:56.880 that I didn't expect. I didn't anticipate, it just happened. And what 297 00:19:56.920 --> 00:20:06.279 it is is, I believe subconscious I felt an enormous pressure to tell the 298 00:20:06.359 --> 00:20:11.680 story, improve the story. But the second Dad's Book was published and it 299 00:20:11.720 --> 00:20:15.240 has taken off and it has a life of its own. Now, I 300 00:20:17.279 --> 00:20:22.240 think that that pressure has been lifted from me, and I don't have any 301 00:20:22.279 --> 00:20:27.200 sort of burden or pressure to like tell the story. You gotta believe me, 302 00:20:27.279 --> 00:20:30.359 you know what I mean. That's why I was defensive, and I 303 00:20:30.440 --> 00:20:33.720 was like this painful, tortured person who felt like I was, you know, 304 00:20:33.759 --> 00:20:37.400 fighting against the world. All that's gone and like I'm not even I'm 305 00:20:37.400 --> 00:20:41.079 not afraid at all, you know. It's it's funny. It's funny you 306 00:20:41.079 --> 00:20:45.960 mentioned that because it I mean, thinking back on it now, like it 307 00:20:45.079 --> 00:20:49.599 is gone. You don't have that that about you at all anymore. That 308 00:20:49.720 --> 00:20:56.720 like really like you know, buck kind of like you know, aggressive sort 309 00:20:56.759 --> 00:21:02.759 of like disposition towards this. And also so something that Ryan has done for 310 00:21:02.799 --> 00:21:06.279 the majority of the episodes that we recorded is after everyone he's like, was 311 00:21:06.319 --> 00:21:08.079 that good? Was it good? Do you think people are gonna like it? 312 00:21:08.160 --> 00:21:11.039 You know whatever? You haven't done that since the book came out, 313 00:21:11.640 --> 00:21:15.960 except for Full Disclosure, But that's different. It's a new show that and 314 00:21:17.039 --> 00:21:21.720 it's me talking to a camera straight for thirty minutes. Yeah, the last 315 00:21:21.759 --> 00:21:26.400 time I went for forty minutes, and Alex comments, yeah, you kind 316 00:21:26.400 --> 00:21:29.000 of. I mean, you know, Alex pops in, but like so 317 00:21:29.319 --> 00:21:30.279 naturally, I'm like, dude, am I going off the rails here? 318 00:21:30.319 --> 00:21:33.000 You know? But it's not that I'm afraid, it's like, am I 319 00:21:33.039 --> 00:21:34.720 going in the right direction? Of course? You know what I mean? 320 00:21:34.799 --> 00:21:38.400 Yeah, it's gone with with Bleds said, so, like you, the 321 00:21:38.400 --> 00:21:42.400 pressure is gone because the story has been told. Yeah, and we're just 322 00:21:42.480 --> 00:21:48.160 doing what originally we had set out to do, which was just helping wake 323 00:21:48.240 --> 00:21:52.039 people up in different ways, like you know, teaching them things, entertaining 324 00:21:52.039 --> 00:21:55.079 them, giving them comfort, positivity. There's so many things that we're doing 325 00:21:55.079 --> 00:21:57.200 with the show, and it's it's it's a new game for me now, 326 00:21:57.720 --> 00:22:03.079 Alex. What's the most nervous you've been for an episode? Oh? It's 327 00:22:03.119 --> 00:22:06.519 ah, there's one time, like the there's the top and then there's the 328 00:22:06.519 --> 00:22:10.559 honorable mention. And I'll start with the honorable mention. And the honorable mention 329 00:22:11.839 --> 00:22:15.799 was when we had Duncan on. Oh. So well, let me just 330 00:22:15.839 --> 00:22:18.519 start by saying that, like, you guys clearly have pressure, right, 331 00:22:18.599 --> 00:22:23.720 nobody's doubting that like you are the show, but like I have, I 332 00:22:23.799 --> 00:22:27.440 have this different kind of pressure where that I put on myself, right, 333 00:22:27.480 --> 00:22:32.519 because it's like if you guys have, like you know, my biggest fear 334 00:22:32.680 --> 00:22:34.680 is that you guys start going and going and going, and I look down 335 00:22:34.720 --> 00:22:40.160 and I realized I haven't been recording like that would that would suck? Right, 336 00:22:40.240 --> 00:22:42.319 good fear to have for our sake, That's what I'm saying, Like, 337 00:22:42.319 --> 00:22:47.880 it's just this different pressure. So when when M. Duncan came on, 338 00:22:48.519 --> 00:22:51.759 there was really nothing that I had to do right because it was all 339 00:22:51.839 --> 00:22:53.759 virtual and everything set up, and it's just like once it's all set, 340 00:22:53.759 --> 00:22:57.079 it's pretty hands off. But I was so I was like ready to go 341 00:22:57.160 --> 00:23:02.039 the whole time just in case something happened. Like I'm like, this has 342 00:23:02.079 --> 00:23:06.640 to be perfect. It's Duncan trustle Like it's gotta be a one. Was 343 00:23:06.720 --> 00:23:12.359 that like our first Zoom episode. We we bought stream Yard for that. 344 00:23:12.880 --> 00:23:18.839 Okay, we get it for Isaac, but we definitely used it with Isaac's 345 00:23:18.920 --> 00:23:22.000 right, You're right, yeah, we might have gotten stream Yard for Duncan, 346 00:23:22.680 --> 00:23:26.119 but I know Isaac put us on the stream Yard. No, we 347 00:23:26.160 --> 00:23:27.720 got it for Isaac because we did that two parts special, right, because 348 00:23:27.759 --> 00:23:30.519 he used it and recommended it to us. Oh yeah. But the most 349 00:23:30.559 --> 00:23:37.240 nervous that I've ever been was recently, uh for the Siblings episode. Oh 350 00:23:37.720 --> 00:23:45.400 oh yeah, because I had no I had just gotten the switchboard first in 351 00:23:45.440 --> 00:23:48.240 the field. So like if you know, if you're not watching right, 352 00:23:48.279 --> 00:23:49.279 you don't know what I'm talking about. But if you're watching right, I'm 353 00:23:49.279 --> 00:23:55.240 switching back and forth between them and the switchboard that I have. It is 354 00:23:55.279 --> 00:23:57.440 making those cuts and exporting it as one file so I don't have to do 355 00:23:57.519 --> 00:24:03.240 it switched to me. It's on you. That's gonna be so fun. 356 00:24:04.000 --> 00:24:12.359 Area they have no clue, right, Um, we did that whole Siblings 357 00:24:12.359 --> 00:24:15.920 episode and it was the first time that I had ever this piece of equipment. 358 00:24:17.039 --> 00:24:18.720 Yeah, you were in the trenches. Oh man, I was like, 359 00:24:18.759 --> 00:24:22.400 this has to be perfect. But like that is that is kind of 360 00:24:22.400 --> 00:24:26.279 the way I do things, is like I just throw myself in there and 361 00:24:26.440 --> 00:24:32.319 like figure fure it out, evolve what no, adapt adapt overcome? Yeah. 362 00:24:32.400 --> 00:24:37.119 Yeah, were you nervous for your episode? No? Actually, really, 363 00:24:37.640 --> 00:24:41.440 we've been training them for a hundred of them. Yeah. No, 364 00:24:41.559 --> 00:24:45.279 you did great on that one. Thanks there have been. Yeah, it 365 00:24:45.319 --> 00:24:48.519 was really like one of my favorite. You know what, there was a 366 00:24:48.559 --> 00:24:52.000 small moment, uh with when we did my dad's episode where I was like 367 00:24:52.039 --> 00:24:56.039 a little nervous host really just just like a for for a few minutes. 368 00:24:56.119 --> 00:24:59.880 I was just kind of like, oh, whoa this is. This is 369 00:25:00.079 --> 00:25:03.400 kind of wild. I'm because like you know, I have this, I 370 00:25:03.480 --> 00:25:06.839 have this like it's not a persona, it's not a face, but yeah, 371 00:25:06.839 --> 00:25:11.319 I am a certain way on the podcast then you know, yeah, 372 00:25:11.359 --> 00:25:15.160 like I'm like, yeah, it's not really that. It's like think about 373 00:25:15.160 --> 00:25:18.359 it like that, Like I'm you know, we're performing were to an extent. 374 00:25:18.480 --> 00:25:22.279 Yeah, like we're being honest, but we're we're you know, giving 375 00:25:22.279 --> 00:25:25.440 more of ourselves. Yeah, because people are listening. The best way I 376 00:25:25.480 --> 00:25:29.720 could put it is like obviously we are one hundred percent our genuine selves, 377 00:25:29.799 --> 00:25:33.559 but like we just turn the energy knob up for the show so that we 378 00:25:33.599 --> 00:25:37.000 can like really more expressive. Yes, yeah, yes, stuff like that. 379 00:25:37.119 --> 00:25:40.880 And so but you know, y'all saw the episode with my dad. 380 00:25:40.960 --> 00:25:44.160 Y'all saw how chill he is. Like when I'm around my dad, it's 381 00:25:44.200 --> 00:25:48.200 like very chill, very laid back or whatever. So I just had a 382 00:25:48.279 --> 00:25:51.359 lucid moment for a second where I was talking to him and I was like 383 00:25:51.440 --> 00:25:55.680 being podcast nick like extra, and I was like, oh, this is 384 00:25:55.759 --> 00:25:57.480 kind of weird. I was like, this is this is just a little 385 00:25:57.519 --> 00:26:00.519 different. It wasn't It wasn't like a bad thing. I do that with 386 00:26:00.640 --> 00:26:04.400 my dad too, But it feels normal because my dad and I have both 387 00:26:04.440 --> 00:26:08.319 done so many interviews and we did it. We're used to it. You 388 00:26:08.319 --> 00:26:15.359 know, were you nervous for the episode? Was it twenty twenty two, 389 00:26:15.440 --> 00:26:18.640 the one, the interview with your dad, the whole production? No, 390 00:26:18.960 --> 00:26:23.880 but I regret Maybe I shouldn't read too much into this, but I feel 391 00:26:23.880 --> 00:26:29.319 like when we did that episode, I was at a point to where I 392 00:26:29.400 --> 00:26:34.440 really wasn't experienced enough as an interviewer yet. And I feel like I could 393 00:26:34.440 --> 00:26:48.200 have I could have maybe like given him a better opportunity to it elaborate on. 394 00:26:48.680 --> 00:26:51.119 All you're saying is you would have just done some things differently. I 395 00:26:51.119 --> 00:26:52.839 didn't really know what I was doing. Well that means you're growing, So 396 00:26:52.880 --> 00:26:56.920 that's awesome. Yeah. Yeah, I mean, shoot, the episode came 397 00:26:56.920 --> 00:26:59.720 out great, you know it really Yeah, it really did to everyone else, 398 00:27:00.359 --> 00:27:03.559 but to me. I'm like, you know, it's my dad, 399 00:27:03.599 --> 00:27:06.960 and you know, I don't know. I just I feel like every I 400 00:27:07.279 --> 00:27:10.559 know, people are always going to be critical of themselves. But yeah, 401 00:27:10.599 --> 00:27:14.319 I mean I wasn't nervous for it. Actually good, good, it came 402 00:27:14.319 --> 00:27:15.799 out great. There was there was you know, no need to be nervous, 403 00:27:15.799 --> 00:27:18.480 obviously, but no, there are moments. You know, we have 404 00:27:18.559 --> 00:27:22.200 our moments in the show where it gets a little nerve wracking sometimes but ultimately 405 00:27:22.319 --> 00:27:26.920 it's it's the best. So what well you got, dude, I've got 406 00:27:26.920 --> 00:27:30.960 a nerve wracking story. I was just telling Ryan off air like today, 407 00:27:30.400 --> 00:27:36.000 and it's because it's like, you know, different type of stress, different 408 00:27:36.000 --> 00:27:41.359 type of responsibility type thing. And I was out of town. I had 409 00:27:41.440 --> 00:27:45.400 just He's like, if any of us need to take vacation, it affects 410 00:27:45.480 --> 00:27:49.799 the editing schedule, right because so many hands touched the product before it goes 411 00:27:49.839 --> 00:27:55.839 out. Yeah, so I had to basically fill up our backlog with finished 412 00:27:55.880 --> 00:28:00.960 episodes so that I could go on vacation. And I I am on vacation 413 00:28:00.240 --> 00:28:04.640 and I wake up late to a text. She frantic text messages in our 414 00:28:04.759 --> 00:28:10.759 group chat Bloodstoe group chat. Well, we had and so if you don't 415 00:28:10.799 --> 00:28:15.839 know, episodes get released early to our Patreon viewers on Monday and then the 416 00:28:15.920 --> 00:28:18.799 rest of the world on Wednesday. Well, I had forgot to cut something. 417 00:28:18.880 --> 00:28:22.160 Someone went to the bathroom in the middle of it. I don't know. 418 00:28:22.279 --> 00:28:25.640 Here's what happened. Casey had to go get her oil changed and the 419 00:28:25.720 --> 00:28:29.079 keys were in like Nick's yeah. Yeah, so there was to come into 420 00:28:29.079 --> 00:28:32.200 the room, right, So something happened in the middle of the episode, 421 00:28:32.319 --> 00:28:36.640 and I didn't cut it out because I was trying to backlog these episodes and 422 00:28:36.680 --> 00:28:40.440 this is like this never happens. It was like over five minutes. Yeah, 423 00:28:40.480 --> 00:28:45.799 of like breaks in the episode, and I feel so terrible. I'm 424 00:28:45.839 --> 00:28:49.720 glad I'm airing it out. So basically this got all the way into production, 425 00:28:49.880 --> 00:28:53.680 got logged, went out to the discord and some of the awesome Oomis 426 00:28:53.720 --> 00:28:57.200 in the discord were like yo, they were laughing about they were really cool. 427 00:28:57.319 --> 00:29:02.400 Yeah, and before or Wednesday then, yeah, it got fixed before 428 00:29:02.400 --> 00:29:03.839 it went to the rest of the world, but it got fixed that day. 429 00:29:04.000 --> 00:29:07.480 Yeah, yeah, it's all good, but still, yeah, it 430 00:29:07.559 --> 00:29:10.240 was it was a it was like, uh, yeah, Alex is like 431 00:29:10.240 --> 00:29:12.519 the last line of defense. Like he's the last one to touch everything. 432 00:29:12.720 --> 00:29:18.359 So yeah, I bet you were probably like, oh my god. By 433 00:29:18.400 --> 00:29:21.079 the way, and so yeah, I'm away from I left all of my 434 00:29:21.119 --> 00:29:23.119 computers like at home. I didn't even take a laptop with me, Like 435 00:29:23.160 --> 00:29:26.920 I'm like this, I'm just gonna check out for a week, right, 436 00:29:26.519 --> 00:29:32.079 And I'm I was so mad at myself. I'm like so upset because it's 437 00:29:32.079 --> 00:29:33.799 like, of course it happens when I'm out of town. Well, my 438 00:29:33.880 --> 00:29:38.319 wonderful wife that day learned how to do it, just taught herself and just 439 00:29:38.400 --> 00:29:42.559 fixed it. Yeah, Jenny, what a great one. That's how she'd 440 00:29:42.559 --> 00:29:47.160 be doing it, dude. Yeah, she's the backbone. Yo. Is 441 00:29:47.160 --> 00:29:49.559 it time for guests? I think so let me send a text message. 442 00:29:49.599 --> 00:29:53.480 So anyway, we just uh, we wanted to take a good little chunk 443 00:29:53.559 --> 00:30:00.039 to just kind of reminisce about the show's okay, wait wait wait wait wait 444 00:30:00.079 --> 00:30:07.160 favorite episode go oh oh that's hard man, there's ninety nine. Them had 445 00:30:07.319 --> 00:30:11.480 some of the cosmic horror, cosmic horror. If you couldn't tell, oh, 446 00:30:11.519 --> 00:30:15.759 yeah, favorite episode because of the song. Yeah that episode. I 447 00:30:15.799 --> 00:30:19.000 love the cosmic horror. Um, I love the Lighthouse one that one was 448 00:30:19.160 --> 00:30:26.480 so much fun. Best thumbnail for sure, best thumbnail. Um, The 449 00:30:26.599 --> 00:30:29.960 Lord of the Rings episode is a very old one, but I love that 450 00:30:30.000 --> 00:30:32.599 one. That's a good one. Yeah, one of my favorites. Never 451 00:30:32.720 --> 00:30:37.720 ending story. Oh dude, we were going off. We still get comments 452 00:30:37.759 --> 00:30:41.759 about that. Yeah, we went off on that one. I love that 453 00:30:41.799 --> 00:30:47.119 one. Obviously. The Duncan episode is a huge, huge highlight. Yeah, 454 00:30:47.200 --> 00:30:49.799 well there's I think there's definitely categories, like there's favorite guest episode. 455 00:30:51.279 --> 00:30:56.599 Yeah, my favorite guest episode would be my dad, I guess, but 456 00:30:56.880 --> 00:31:00.319 secondary kind or wait, maybe my wife. Okay, if if it's okay, 457 00:31:00.319 --> 00:31:06.079 if you don't say that because you know it's okay, it's not your 458 00:31:06.119 --> 00:31:10.000 favorite. We've done some really cool stuff, of course, other than my 459 00:31:10.200 --> 00:31:12.440 wife and my dad. The Duncan Trust All episode. Dude, I mean, 460 00:31:12.720 --> 00:31:17.119 come on. I also loved Isaac. I just Isaac's the coolest. 461 00:31:17.160 --> 00:31:18.759 Yeah. Ah, he's sitting in shirts. What they're in the mail? 462 00:31:18.799 --> 00:31:22.640 We all get in a shirt shout. Let's take him all out the shout. 463 00:31:22.720 --> 00:31:27.119 Isaac Isaac is by Isaac Is. For those of you who don't know, 464 00:31:27.160 --> 00:31:30.920 we're talking about Isaac Isaac. Weishaupt with his show let me think of 465 00:31:30.960 --> 00:31:36.480 the new name. It is occult symbolism and pop culture. Isaac Is. 466 00:31:36.640 --> 00:31:40.160 We've never met in person. I pray someday we will. He is a 467 00:31:40.160 --> 00:31:45.960 wonderful soul. I listened to his podcast for years and I mean years, 468 00:31:45.160 --> 00:31:51.880 and he somehow through research heard about my family organically and I caught wind of 469 00:31:51.960 --> 00:31:55.599 that listening to his podcast and I messaged him, and boom, we became 470 00:31:55.640 --> 00:31:57.279 friends. Yeah, and we've had him on our show. Oh dude, 471 00:31:57.319 --> 00:32:01.640 he's he's such a genuine guy that there's nothing fake about him. Bat Force 472 00:32:01.680 --> 00:32:07.640 Tom episode fire Fire and also then going on bat Force Yeah, also an 473 00:32:07.680 --> 00:32:12.640 amazing guy. Yo, Okay, hold up, we got to talk about 474 00:32:12.640 --> 00:32:15.960 this. If y'all haven't seen it, you gotta go watch the episode of 475 00:32:15.000 --> 00:32:19.759 the bat Force show with us on it. This is This is how much 476 00:32:19.799 --> 00:32:22.720 of a green man alex is. He did like the first thirty minutes of 477 00:32:22.759 --> 00:32:25.680 the show in full head to toe like he was dressed like the Riddler from 478 00:32:25.680 --> 00:32:29.359 the New movie. He had like a ski mask on. He didn't tell 479 00:32:29.440 --> 00:32:32.200 us he was going to do it and didn't say a word for ten minutes. 480 00:32:32.519 --> 00:32:38.720 He was just sitting there like this. So oh yeah, our first 481 00:32:38.920 --> 00:32:53.960 guest is in the high high value production what loofy? Hey, what's popping? 482 00:32:54.559 --> 00:33:04.960 Thanks? Dude? That was really satisfied mine. That felt great. 483 00:33:05.640 --> 00:33:08.559 How about this? Huh? Man? We man? We did a hundred 484 00:33:08.599 --> 00:33:12.599 episodes, boy, yes, and you've been in most of them. Is 485 00:33:12.599 --> 00:33:15.400 an appearance. He's appeared in the most. You're the most frequent guest. 486 00:33:16.000 --> 00:33:20.559 That's I'm glad to be here. Was his first guest appearance? Like his 487 00:33:20.599 --> 00:33:23.079 episode? Yeah? Was that? Was that your first one? Honestly? 488 00:33:23.119 --> 00:33:27.200 Man, I can't even remember. You've probably been on here ten times now. 489 00:33:27.279 --> 00:33:30.160 Yeah, something's been like that, realist. It's close. Yeah, 490 00:33:30.240 --> 00:33:35.240 I would say a solid nine really so much? Maybe like seven? Yeah, 491 00:33:35.279 --> 00:33:39.240 maybe a solid seven easy, easy solid when you came on for the 492 00:33:39.240 --> 00:33:43.079 first time, were you nervous? Yeah? Has that gotten better? I 493 00:33:43.079 --> 00:33:45.480 mean dude, yeah, for sure, Yeah, it get's It gets so 494 00:33:45.559 --> 00:33:47.799 much. Not every day to people talking microphones. Yeah, that's honestly, 495 00:33:49.079 --> 00:33:52.480 that's the only weird part about it, because it's not like we can see 496 00:33:52.519 --> 00:33:54.519 a screen with our faces on it or something like if there's not an audience 497 00:33:54.680 --> 00:33:59.279 exactly, y'all can't Yeah, no, we can't. We can't. You 498 00:33:59.319 --> 00:34:02.920 can't you imagine if there was a live audience and we had feedback, I 499 00:34:02.920 --> 00:34:07.880 would are you saying that would be a good thing? Yeah? I feel 500 00:34:07.880 --> 00:34:12.800 like I would hate that. Are you serious? Just like rolling, you 501 00:34:12.840 --> 00:34:15.519 know, getting them going and it's feeding and feeding, you know, like 502 00:34:15.719 --> 00:34:17.320 it might work the crowd. It'd be awesome. Yeah, worked the crowd. 503 00:34:17.400 --> 00:34:20.639 Yeah, it might be cool. It would be cool one day to 504 00:34:20.719 --> 00:34:23.679 do like like some live episodes in front of audiences or something. Yeah, 505 00:34:23.679 --> 00:34:28.119 that'd be pretty cool that. Jeremy, what's your favorite appearance that you've done 506 00:34:28.159 --> 00:34:36.239 so far on the show, like when it went of you? We literally 507 00:34:36.280 --> 00:34:38.719 did that one today. Yeah, we recorded it today. Yeah. I 508 00:34:38.719 --> 00:34:45.760 you couldn't tell he's wearing the same thing you forgotten to change. I didn't 509 00:34:45.800 --> 00:34:51.280 change. I was wearing an other. I was wearing a Van's hoodie because 510 00:34:51.280 --> 00:34:52.800 it was like, you know, had had a scythe on it, and 511 00:34:52.800 --> 00:34:57.480 I thought that was pretty metal metal, had beer, had a six pack 512 00:34:57.519 --> 00:35:00.679 of beer on it. You know, dude, that's hard dude, that's 513 00:35:00.679 --> 00:35:02.119 hardcore. Bro. What are you wearing? More retro? You know, 514 00:35:02.280 --> 00:35:07.519 kind of like throw bus? What's that on your head? Uh? This 515 00:35:07.599 --> 00:35:10.519 is my King of Pirate's hat. Is your what King of the Pirates hat? 516 00:35:10.960 --> 00:35:15.519 How did you get it? My little brother bought it for me? 517 00:35:15.599 --> 00:35:30.440 Which one you appreciate? Your beloved brother? I got? Glorify me like 518 00:35:30.559 --> 00:35:43.159 pining for who? Which little brother? Oh? How thanks for the hat? 519 00:35:43.199 --> 00:35:45.480 Man? Yeah, dude, it was like. I was at that 520 00:35:45.639 --> 00:35:50.599 shop in Orlando, Florida a few weeks ago called Soupers saying, which is 521 00:35:50.639 --> 00:35:53.840 like soup with an A? And it's a Dragon ball Z themed ramen shop. 522 00:35:54.000 --> 00:35:58.199 And I went there last year when we did the whole family like Disney 523 00:35:58.199 --> 00:36:00.960 thing. And then I popped in Florida this a couple of weeks ago to 524 00:36:00.400 --> 00:36:04.679 visit, you know, Jenny's aunt, and I went in there and they 525 00:36:04.679 --> 00:36:08.840 expanded and they opened a whole like pop shop, like with anime, pop 526 00:36:08.880 --> 00:36:13.679 figures, Pokemon cards, like all kinds of stuff. They had posters, 527 00:36:13.880 --> 00:36:17.119 crazy merchandise. And I saw that and I was like, Jenny, be 528 00:36:17.199 --> 00:36:22.079 honest, would I be delusional if I bought one of these for my brother? 529 00:36:23.159 --> 00:36:25.840 Or no? I said, would I be delusional if I bought one 530 00:36:25.880 --> 00:36:30.159 of these for me? And she said yes? And I said, would 531 00:36:30.159 --> 00:36:31.679 you judge me if I bought one for my brother? And she said no, 532 00:36:32.440 --> 00:36:35.480 she just didn't want you to wear it. She didn't want me to 533 00:36:35.519 --> 00:36:39.119 spend forty bucks just to have two of them. But twenty bucks on one 534 00:36:39.119 --> 00:36:45.039 of them for him is fine, and she's right. Yeah, I like 535 00:36:45.119 --> 00:36:47.280 it a lot. It makes me feel like we had to get it. 536 00:36:47.920 --> 00:36:51.440 I'm the king now. Well you know why I got it right. It 537 00:36:51.440 --> 00:36:53.320 would ripe it back to the twice Porn thing, because when we were recording 538 00:36:53.360 --> 00:36:58.440 Ocianos, if y'all haven't caught the twice Porn episode or y'all had no clue 539 00:36:58.480 --> 00:37:01.719 that we're in a band, we have a song called Opecianos the Cosmic Horror. 540 00:37:02.400 --> 00:37:07.119 And when we were recording that, well they're recording I'm not vocals. 541 00:37:07.199 --> 00:37:10.159 I was just showing on the couch and Jeremy was really getting into it, 542 00:37:10.239 --> 00:37:13.719 and it was his first time not just being a feature, but like being 543 00:37:13.880 --> 00:37:15.840 you know, the vocals. And Jeremy was like looking at us things like 544 00:37:15.880 --> 00:37:20.599 you know, someday, if we ever go on stage, I'm gonna wear 545 00:37:20.639 --> 00:37:23.480 like clown wigs and shit, and I said, dude, you gotta wear 546 00:37:23.559 --> 00:37:29.480 the straw hat. A week later, I saw it, so I had 547 00:37:29.519 --> 00:37:31.599 to get it. Yeah, Destiny, I had it was like destiny. 548 00:37:31.760 --> 00:37:36.639 It was like a synchronicity to me, Jeremy is lufy. Yeah, I 549 00:37:36.719 --> 00:37:39.280 appreciate it. That's a great compliment. What was it that I said when 550 00:37:39.280 --> 00:37:43.320 we were there where I get into ship when I do Oh dude, oh 551 00:37:43.400 --> 00:37:45.920 yeah, Ever, my god, this is this has been a phenomenon as 552 00:37:45.960 --> 00:37:49.320 long as I've known, came to me, as long as I've known Jeremy. 553 00:37:49.400 --> 00:37:52.880 He's done this. He just says things in ways that I've never heard 554 00:37:52.920 --> 00:37:58.480 before. And sometimes its orchestration. I have this note in my phone that 555 00:37:58.599 --> 00:38:01.639 like, anytime one of my friends says something like really funny, I type 556 00:38:01.639 --> 00:38:05.639 it in there so I don't forget it. And this was like the latest 557 00:38:05.719 --> 00:38:09.000 intrigue. We were doing vocals and I guess he was just like he was 558 00:38:09.079 --> 00:38:13.519 like feeling really proud of it or something like that. It was like something 559 00:38:13.719 --> 00:38:15.559 and uh, and we were talking about it and then he just goes, 560 00:38:15.840 --> 00:38:21.719 dude, I get into shit when I do shit. Ever, I both 561 00:38:21.760 --> 00:38:24.119 just die laughing, and I'll say, I'm writing that down to my phone 562 00:38:24.199 --> 00:38:28.840 right now, like what did you say? Like I understood it, like 563 00:38:29.079 --> 00:38:30.719 kind of, but I oh, I know, I get it. But 564 00:38:30.880 --> 00:38:34.599 yeah, but at the same time, I was like, that's not when 565 00:38:34.599 --> 00:38:37.000 he gets into a hobby, he goes on, that's what he means. 566 00:38:37.360 --> 00:38:40.840 But that's exactly what I know, exactly what you mean, of course, 567 00:38:40.880 --> 00:38:45.840 but the way that you said that, that was like from the heavens, 568 00:38:45.880 --> 00:38:52.159 like still orchestration of You're like, he's masterful his sentences ever, Yeah, 569 00:38:52.760 --> 00:38:59.480 like come on, her sentences are symphonic. Said last night, I said, 570 00:38:59.519 --> 00:39:05.119 I don't get that fuck of a much. Yeah, yeah, me 571 00:39:06.000 --> 00:39:08.199 you last night? Oh yeah, I remember, I don't give that buck 572 00:39:08.239 --> 00:39:15.880 of a much. You're both You're both just like conductors with your with your 573 00:39:15.920 --> 00:39:21.360 words like wizards and sentences. Oh my god. Yeah. So um, 574 00:39:21.400 --> 00:39:25.079 before before we have to move on to our next exciting guest, talk about 575 00:39:25.239 --> 00:39:29.480 like your experience with blots of Senso because you're part of the family, has 576 00:39:29.519 --> 00:39:31.440 it brought you anything positive? What? What? How do you feel about 577 00:39:31.440 --> 00:39:35.559 it? Just like that kind of thing? Yeah? Sure, um or 578 00:39:35.639 --> 00:39:38.920 bad and honestly, like I would say him, I guess, I guess 579 00:39:39.880 --> 00:39:44.119 the best episode that I was on. I think would we went when we 580 00:39:44.119 --> 00:39:49.239 were all together? Sibling? Yeah, Emily, I'm title dropping it, 581 00:39:49.679 --> 00:39:52.960 like it's nice to have people reach out and say nice things. Did you 582 00:39:52.960 --> 00:39:55.880 get did you get that? That's so cool. Yeah, people reach out 583 00:39:55.960 --> 00:40:00.280 like friends that I made over the past several years, and friends talked to 584 00:40:00.320 --> 00:40:02.480 in a while, and just oh dude, just random people that like in 585 00:40:02.519 --> 00:40:06.559 your discord just reach out like, hey, you like this band. I'm 586 00:40:06.559 --> 00:40:09.360 like, dude, yeah, like I just you know, just simple interactions 587 00:40:09.360 --> 00:40:13.840 like that. So it's it's nice to always be you know, meeting new 588 00:40:13.880 --> 00:40:17.800 people and um positive people as well and offering support and stuff. It's not 589 00:40:17.880 --> 00:40:22.679 that's kind of words you had, friends like reach out and yeah that's so 590 00:40:22.719 --> 00:40:24.679 cool. Yeah, for sure, like your friends, that's a homie, 591 00:40:24.679 --> 00:40:28.039 that's a homie, you know what I mean. Like you do an appearance 592 00:40:28.039 --> 00:40:31.119 on like your families, like your brother's podcast, whatever your homie goes and 593 00:40:31.239 --> 00:40:35.159 watch. That's a that's a ride or I've been having that too. Like 594 00:40:36.119 --> 00:40:38.800 you know, I moved to your school in the seventh grade, so I 595 00:40:39.039 --> 00:40:44.440 for for kindergarten to seventh grade. I was in a different school district than 596 00:40:44.519 --> 00:40:47.400 Nick, and um, a lot of those kids from like before the age 597 00:40:47.400 --> 00:40:52.119 of twelve. Uh, well, some of those kids I went to elementary 598 00:40:52.159 --> 00:40:55.760 middle school with are are now reaching out to me and and talking about how 599 00:40:55.800 --> 00:41:00.000 they found the show, and it has brought me so much joy. Yeah, 600 00:41:00.079 --> 00:41:04.079 because most people, I feel like, go their whole life thinking like, 601 00:41:04.159 --> 00:41:07.159 man, that random friend I had from the third grade or the seventh 602 00:41:07.159 --> 00:41:10.239 grade or whatever. I wonder if they remember me. But to have like 603 00:41:10.679 --> 00:41:15.239 someone be like, do you remember me from the fourth grade? I love 604 00:41:15.239 --> 00:41:20.760 your show. It brings it brings something that is indescribable, a joy. 605 00:41:20.840 --> 00:41:24.920 It's like a connection to somebody that you thought there wasn't a connection there anymore. 606 00:41:25.679 --> 00:41:30.880 Yeah, it's it's like it's like, Wow, I've made an impact 607 00:41:30.920 --> 00:41:36.039 on someone's life and they thought about me nearly twenty years later to let me 608 00:41:36.119 --> 00:41:37.679 know. That's beautiful, you know what I mean. It's a positive. 609 00:41:37.760 --> 00:41:43.039 It's not about me. It's not about me. It's it's about how I've 610 00:41:43.199 --> 00:41:46.440 pacted them, and I haven't been in their life anymore from my perspective, 611 00:41:46.679 --> 00:41:51.559 you know. It's it's this isn't a normal circumstance. Yeah, you know, 612 00:41:51.639 --> 00:41:58.440 and it's it's wonderful. I love that powerful. Yeah, unlimited Baba, 613 00:42:01.480 --> 00:42:10.599 you are one. Tom Cruise on Oprah's cut couch up running around? 614 00:42:12.480 --> 00:42:15.679 Is that what he say? Yo? Y'all are seeing Ryan's true form right 615 00:42:15.679 --> 00:42:22.480 now. This is Ryan's true form. True Earlier, we were taking the 616 00:42:22.519 --> 00:42:27.519 thumbnail for Emily's episode and Casey was taking it and she said, make Emily 617 00:42:27.599 --> 00:42:35.000 laughing right with, dude, I've hit a point in my life. I'm 618 00:42:35.039 --> 00:42:39.840 I'm turning thirty and like a few months, three months, I got a 619 00:42:39.880 --> 00:42:43.360 few years on me. I'm not like old old, but I'm like, 620 00:42:44.079 --> 00:42:47.239 you know, you ain't no Spring Chicken. I'm not I'm not Chicken. 621 00:42:47.679 --> 00:42:51.400 And I'm like a third in the game, you know, And like I 622 00:42:51.519 --> 00:42:55.559 picked up some tricks and I'm kind of realizing, like you don't even need 623 00:42:55.679 --> 00:42:59.719 words to make people laugh. Oh for sure, you really don't. You 624 00:42:59.760 --> 00:43:02.079 just kind of like dis orientem so hard they don't know how to react, 625 00:43:02.480 --> 00:43:06.440 and all they can do is yeah, yeah, dude, as long as 626 00:43:06.440 --> 00:43:08.159 you get them to laugh, you did your job. Yeah. This this 627 00:43:08.239 --> 00:43:12.719 dude does it too. Yeah. All the Bledsoe kids are just like they 628 00:43:12.760 --> 00:43:15.719 just want to shock you into love. We've been like traumatized, like beyond 629 00:43:15.760 --> 00:43:20.880 belief. You know. That's awesome. Should we drum roll for the next 630 00:43:20.920 --> 00:43:31.760 Yes, Jerry, Yeah, that was yeah, all right, We'll see 631 00:43:31.760 --> 00:43:37.440 you in like twenty minutes when I love you boys, d thank you, 632 00:43:37.559 --> 00:43:43.639 and uh, we're gonna have you on another episode soon. We're just gonna 633 00:43:43.679 --> 00:43:46.239 have to figure it out, so like in the next year, yeah, 634 00:43:46.360 --> 00:43:50.800 yeah, roughly, roughly within the next year or so, yeah, twelve 635 00:43:50.840 --> 00:43:55.239 months. I love that You're true form is coming out right now. I 636 00:43:55.280 --> 00:44:04.000 just I don't know that you got you can't get off a closet door. 637 00:44:04.239 --> 00:44:07.719 What is this? Is this some kind of unprofessional production or what? Dude, 638 00:44:07.760 --> 00:44:13.039 don't be rate our guest. Oh sorry, this is our lovely guest. 639 00:44:15.000 --> 00:44:19.679 Hi, this is my why. Hi guys, Hey, I'm excited 640 00:44:19.719 --> 00:44:22.199 to be here. Can you may be really nervous on now, I'm wonder 641 00:44:22.360 --> 00:44:29.280 why. She was like yeah. I was like, she's the manager. 642 00:44:29.360 --> 00:44:34.639 She's like yeah, yeah, she's pulling the street and asked me to mention 643 00:44:34.679 --> 00:44:43.159 that this hat is in the Christmas episode. You know why she's saying that 644 00:44:43.239 --> 00:44:47.719 because me and Jenny were at the Dollar Tree yesterday buying all the decorations and 645 00:44:47.760 --> 00:44:51.079 we're picking these hats out. While I was picking the hats out and she 646 00:44:51.159 --> 00:44:52.840 was helping me and gassing me up, and I was like, you know, 647 00:44:52.880 --> 00:44:55.440 it's so funny. We did the Christmas episode and I don't think we 648 00:44:55.559 --> 00:45:00.920 got a single comment about the hats we were wearing Santa Claus stripper hats. 649 00:45:01.119 --> 00:45:06.800 Yeah it was Yeah, it didn't get a single comment. Nobody said anything. 650 00:45:07.320 --> 00:45:09.480 Nothing. We didn't even talk about this. But that's one of my 651 00:45:09.559 --> 00:45:15.119 favorite moments ever from the show was that episode with the Chinese New Year thing. 652 00:45:15.760 --> 00:45:19.719 Oh my god, I've probably watched that twenty times where you're like, 653 00:45:19.760 --> 00:45:22.960 what's the difference between New Year and Chinese New Year? I was doing for 654 00:45:22.000 --> 00:45:25.119 real, I was like a date. I was like, it's a different 655 00:45:25.239 --> 00:45:31.719 date, and then I just died. You go, dude, I was 656 00:45:31.760 --> 00:45:37.400 being that real like that. That wasn't a bit. I really thought it 657 00:45:37.519 --> 00:45:39.960 was just I thought it was just like he shook his head and everybody I 658 00:45:39.960 --> 00:45:43.880 thought it was January. First, It's just like, it's weird Chinese we 659 00:45:43.880 --> 00:45:47.920 love New Year, Like I didn't. It's even funnier the second time. 660 00:45:49.000 --> 00:45:52.280 It really I didn't get it. But you know, can't you believe we've 661 00:45:52.320 --> 00:45:55.159 done one hundred episodes? No, not at all. I feel like when 662 00:45:55.199 --> 00:45:58.239 we said that we were doing a one hundred episodes this week, I was 663 00:45:58.280 --> 00:46:00.400 like, are you sure about that it's been two years. I don't believe 664 00:46:00.440 --> 00:46:04.679 that, like its gone so fast. But also I'm not like sitting here 665 00:46:04.760 --> 00:46:07.320 doing the episodes, right, you know. You know what, there's only 666 00:46:07.519 --> 00:46:12.599 one podcast weekend. She wasn't here for. Oh yeah, I mean there's 667 00:46:12.639 --> 00:46:15.800 one in a couple maybe a couple. Okay, I get sad, gotta 668 00:46:15.800 --> 00:46:19.039 be at home with my cats, say need me. But for the most 669 00:46:19.039 --> 00:46:22.320 part, you're here every You've been here the whole time. Yeah. Yeah, 670 00:46:22.360 --> 00:46:23.719 It's just like when people ask like, do you listen to the podcast, 671 00:46:23.800 --> 00:46:27.639 I'm like, yeah, it's just like a different experience. I'm their 672 00:46:27.760 --> 00:46:32.559 lives the other room. What was that? I'm sure this is gonna be 673 00:46:32.599 --> 00:46:38.000 interesting in three weeks. Are what are some of your like standout memories from 674 00:46:38.159 --> 00:46:42.199 doing the show. One of the things that comes to mind for me, 675 00:46:42.239 --> 00:46:45.320 maybe just to jog your memory. I love that like you and Jenny were 676 00:46:45.320 --> 00:46:49.599 all excited outside the door during the Duncan episode. Duncan episode was like literally 677 00:46:50.119 --> 00:46:55.119 such a weird moment of just being like, who the fuck are we? 678 00:46:55.119 --> 00:46:58.840 We did this? Like this is huge and I thought for there was like 679 00:46:58.840 --> 00:47:04.239 a really behind the scenes we were worried for a moment that like what if 680 00:47:04.239 --> 00:47:07.039 this doesn't work, Like what if it doesn't go through or something happens something 681 00:47:07.119 --> 00:47:10.239 It happens all the time in podcasting. I I have this happened, I 682 00:47:10.639 --> 00:47:14.800 can't appear on shows or they can't appear with me. It happened, and 683 00:47:14.800 --> 00:47:17.639 we were like what if we did all of this and like he just doesn't 684 00:47:17.679 --> 00:47:22.239 show up? And then I remember like us hearing you guys connect. It 685 00:47:22.280 --> 00:47:25.280 was literally like the moment like pause, I could feel like everything stopped and 686 00:47:25.360 --> 00:47:28.320 we're like, oh my god, wait, it's real, it's happening, 687 00:47:28.400 --> 00:47:30.760 Like this is not a this was Meanwhile, the whole time he's texting me 688 00:47:30.800 --> 00:47:35.320 like I'll see you later. Sometimes it's like it's too good to be true, 689 00:47:35.440 --> 00:47:37.119 right, No, honest for real. I had a little bit of 690 00:47:37.159 --> 00:47:40.280 that feeling too for that episode. I was like, are we really about 691 00:47:40.320 --> 00:47:44.800 to do this? Yeah, this is literally about to happen. And he 692 00:47:44.920 --> 00:47:46.760 was so cool about it. Oh my god, no ego. He just 693 00:47:46.920 --> 00:47:51.199 he got right on our level and just like rolled with it. It was 694 00:47:51.280 --> 00:47:54.280 honestly a wonderful experience. Yeah. I hope we have the chance to get 695 00:47:54.320 --> 00:47:58.000 to do that with him again some day. If we don't once in a 696 00:47:58.039 --> 00:48:01.280 lifetime totally Okay, Yeah, it was wonderful. I just I was so 697 00:48:01.480 --> 00:48:05.559 like, I have a video and it was like just such a happy, 698 00:48:05.679 --> 00:48:08.599 proud moment for me, like being on the other side of the door for 699 00:48:08.679 --> 00:48:12.599 like the last couple of years. It was just like, man, this 700 00:48:12.639 --> 00:48:15.679 is really real. This is big, this is huge. Like I know 701 00:48:15.760 --> 00:48:19.079 this guy, like I know a lot of these guys, but like right 702 00:48:19.239 --> 00:48:22.159 right, it was the first time that it felt like this is outside of 703 00:48:22.159 --> 00:48:25.320 our sphere, you know, like this is this is big people. I 704 00:48:25.360 --> 00:48:29.119 think I've always loved the guest episodes though we were just talking about it. 705 00:48:29.119 --> 00:48:31.280 We were reminiscing about the hats because like all of us thought it'd be funny 706 00:48:31.280 --> 00:48:35.280 to wear a hat today. And then I was like, isn't it kind 707 00:48:35.280 --> 00:48:37.960 of funny that we're going down like memory lane because these are all just old 708 00:48:37.039 --> 00:48:44.280 skit. Yes, these are from different episodes like you'll see. But and 709 00:48:44.320 --> 00:48:46.079 so we were talking about like our favorite guests, and I think one of 710 00:48:46.119 --> 00:48:51.119 mine was like I loved Marky and Bobby just because that was like such a 711 00:48:51.199 --> 00:48:55.039 I've always been interested in Mormonism. I just think it's a very fascinating subject. 712 00:48:55.679 --> 00:48:59.480 And like they were just really cool people. It was cool to like 713 00:48:59.559 --> 00:49:01.159 just talk to them and hang out with them. But then also whenever the 714 00:49:01.159 --> 00:49:04.800 podcast episode came out, it was like, oh my god, this is 715 00:49:04.920 --> 00:49:07.159 crazy. The whole time I was hanging out with these two dudes and like, 716 00:49:07.159 --> 00:49:09.079 this is the story. Yeah, the whole time I had like your 717 00:49:09.159 --> 00:49:14.800 your dad was talking to me about it. That was excited. Oh yeah, 718 00:49:14.800 --> 00:49:19.599 Like I had family members and friends be like yo, that episode was 719 00:49:19.880 --> 00:49:25.679 crazy. He just has like a very good like storytelling. Kaden's mind is 720 00:49:25.760 --> 00:49:30.199 organized. Yes, I don't very organized. It's very impressive for someone who 721 00:49:30.280 --> 00:49:37.880 knew like yeah, yeah, nightmare, nightmare. When he tells the story, 722 00:49:37.880 --> 00:49:42.480 you're like, oh wow, like yeah, so I loved that episode. 723 00:49:42.760 --> 00:49:45.039 Yeah, I would love to see Oh yeah, I would love for 724 00:49:45.079 --> 00:49:47.880 them to come back. And it's just like, no, it's going to 725 00:49:47.880 --> 00:49:51.960 happen. It's just they're in college or Mark. He's in college, right, 726 00:49:52.119 --> 00:49:53.280 So that's why we have to do it in the summer when he's like, 727 00:49:54.800 --> 00:49:58.679 it's going to happen summertime, dude. I'll play Fortnite with Markey all 728 00:49:58.719 --> 00:50:01.199 the time and we talk about all the time, like they are down. 729 00:50:01.280 --> 00:50:04.119 It's just got to be in the summer. Oh, I can't wait. 730 00:50:04.280 --> 00:50:07.679 And again they want to move here. It might happen, but yeah, 731 00:50:07.719 --> 00:50:13.159 it's gonna happen. I love those guys, the wonderful people. I also 732 00:50:13.199 --> 00:50:15.800 loved the Vincent episode. Oh come on, yeah, because episode of my 733 00:50:15.800 --> 00:50:22.159 favorite. We're getting him soon. Vincent deserves like his own show, like 734 00:50:22.320 --> 00:50:23.800 he has one. I know, I'm just like he just yeah, he 735 00:50:23.960 --> 00:50:29.599 is a character, Like he is fully like a fully recognized individual who like 736 00:50:29.800 --> 00:50:32.639 knows himself and like because of that, he is larger. But it's not 737 00:50:32.679 --> 00:50:37.760 an act. It's not that it's not a time to him. Outside of 738 00:50:37.760 --> 00:50:43.039 it, it's always the same stated his house and just like no, none 739 00:50:43.039 --> 00:50:45.199 of this, none of that. Nobody's there but Vincent, his wonderful wife, 740 00:50:45.400 --> 00:50:49.199 my wonderful wife, and me, the four of us all weekend together, 741 00:50:49.559 --> 00:50:52.880 just hanging out. And like he he really is that guy. He 742 00:50:53.000 --> 00:50:57.800 really is that spiritual guy. The you know, like it's not an act, 743 00:50:57.960 --> 00:51:00.440 but like, yeah, when it is a character. When they were 744 00:51:00.480 --> 00:51:02.360 here and we got to like spend time with him and go to dinner and 745 00:51:02.440 --> 00:51:06.039 hang out at the house and all that stuff, and you know, I 746 00:51:06.119 --> 00:51:08.360 hung out with him at you're he was at my wedding, your wedding, 747 00:51:08.400 --> 00:51:15.239 Emily's wedding. You know, he is literally always like that type of person. 748 00:51:15.360 --> 00:51:17.679 And that's what I mean my character, not in a way like he's 749 00:51:17.719 --> 00:51:22.480 like an act, but like he literally is like a fully fledged was a 750 00:51:22.639 --> 00:51:27.280 character. Yeah, it's it's it's just it's fun to be in his presence. 751 00:51:27.400 --> 00:51:30.079 His wife is one of the most like captivating people too. She She's 752 00:51:30.079 --> 00:51:35.440 somebody who like just has a very amazing, like amazing cadence. She talks 753 00:51:35.519 --> 00:51:39.239 very softly, well spoken, and she's very intelligent. Yea, I had 754 00:51:39.280 --> 00:51:42.760 the best time like hanging out with her. That's the thing we get to 755 00:51:42.800 --> 00:51:45.440 hang out with, Like everybody on the side of the podcast, like me 756 00:51:45.559 --> 00:51:47.559 and Jenny have our own experience with the podcast where you guys have had like 757 00:51:47.599 --> 00:51:50.639 the front side of it. It's like, my god, we haven't even 758 00:51:50.679 --> 00:51:53.440 mentioned you do all of our art. Yeah, yeah, that's worth a 759 00:51:53.480 --> 00:51:58.840 mention, Yeah, like all of it this, Yeah, streamers look amazing. 760 00:51:59.440 --> 00:52:02.519 Weird was born Yeah art twice born art? Who you hang them up? 761 00:52:05.119 --> 00:52:12.119 Alex two Virgoes got chick. I don't, Yeah, I don't even 762 00:52:12.679 --> 00:52:15.760 sometimes I forget that I do the art, you know what I mean, 763 00:52:15.840 --> 00:52:20.559 because it's like such a hands on process, like we all work on it 764 00:52:20.719 --> 00:52:24.000 together. It's been such a like a collaborative thing. Jenny has been like 765 00:52:24.719 --> 00:52:28.119 my sidekick for the whole thing. I couldn't have done any of the art 766 00:52:28.159 --> 00:52:30.960 without all of the input of everybody along the way, just like being like, 767 00:52:31.159 --> 00:52:34.320 you know, I think we should do this route, or even like 768 00:52:34.400 --> 00:52:37.119 our t shirts, like Nick had a really great idea that ended up. 769 00:52:38.000 --> 00:52:43.440 Yeah, I mean, it's it's weird, like this is something I don't 770 00:52:43.440 --> 00:52:45.599 know if we've ever talked about. Did you ever talk about the tattoo? 771 00:52:45.400 --> 00:52:47.960 Like, Oh no, I don't think we did that that one so wait, 772 00:52:49.000 --> 00:52:50.960 oh no, no, don't. This is this is new stories I 773 00:52:51.199 --> 00:52:55.199 talk about. So somebody was, um, Tom Barber was wearing the hat 774 00:52:55.320 --> 00:53:00.239 on tour with the logo on it. He's wearing the blood So signature hat, 775 00:53:00.400 --> 00:53:02.960 and I guess one of his fans saw it and got a tattoo of 776 00:53:04.119 --> 00:53:09.679 our sidul on their body forever. And they never listened to the boddo got 777 00:53:09.679 --> 00:53:13.639 the tattoo because they liked it, because he said to get a tattoo of 778 00:53:13.719 --> 00:53:15.400 that. Yes, I was at his house and he told me the story. 779 00:53:15.800 --> 00:53:19.480 Uh, they messaged him and they're like, yo, um what what 780 00:53:19.760 --> 00:53:22.599 kind of like do you recommend any tattoo? And he had the hat and 781 00:53:22.639 --> 00:53:25.360 they were like that symbols cool and he basically was like this, Yeah. 782 00:53:25.559 --> 00:53:30.639 I didn't even say what it meant or I didn't even thought it was just 783 00:53:30.800 --> 00:53:35.880 like now forever your rest. My art has been on a concert stage in 784 00:53:35.960 --> 00:53:38.360 front of thousands of people too. Yeah, it's a weird thing. And 785 00:53:38.440 --> 00:53:42.760 even like the podcast art, I don't think about like how many times people 786 00:53:42.760 --> 00:53:45.920 listen to the podcast and not even like, oh, they just know what 787 00:53:45.000 --> 00:53:49.480 the artwork looks like. Ros Yeah, ask me your art is about to 788 00:53:49.519 --> 00:53:53.840 be on TV. Yeah, literally like national television, every gritty on the 789 00:53:53.920 --> 00:53:58.719 TV, a little wit hit the whitty on the TV, every bit of 790 00:53:58.920 --> 00:54:01.440 art that is that you guys see for Blitzer said so and twice Born is 791 00:54:01.639 --> 00:54:05.880 all her. Yeah. All those Montra cards those have been really fun. 792 00:54:06.039 --> 00:54:08.880 I mean, I just like, I'm just really shocked at how kind the 793 00:54:09.559 --> 00:54:15.360 fans are. What are the Montra cards, because keep in mind we have 794 00:54:15.760 --> 00:54:20.119 like oh yeah for listeners than there are people who follow our Instagram. So 795 00:54:20.800 --> 00:54:24.320 like you describe on the Instagram right this second, stop your car pull over. 796 00:54:28.000 --> 00:54:30.400 Jenny actually like really took the time to, um, want to do 797 00:54:30.519 --> 00:54:36.039 something intentional for our audience, because she likes doing these mantras montras or something 798 00:54:36.119 --> 00:54:38.000 we all have like really connected to. Um. So she was like, 799 00:54:38.079 --> 00:54:42.239 hey, listen, I think it'd be fun to post a mantra for our 800 00:54:42.679 --> 00:54:45.519 like listeners to have like like a visual cue rather than just a tweet or 801 00:54:45.559 --> 00:54:47.960 something. Yeah. Um So I was like, yeah, if we do 802 00:54:49.039 --> 00:54:51.559 that, though, let's make sure it's something like a message we really you 803 00:54:51.639 --> 00:54:53.199 know, let's not just like stick any affirmation on it. To make sure 804 00:54:53.199 --> 00:54:57.000 it's something cool. Yeah. So we came up with like the whole theme 805 00:54:57.079 --> 00:55:00.159 and like what we wanted it to feel like. And it was a first 806 00:55:00.159 --> 00:55:01.719 time I've ever done a project that bag. I'm very proud of it because 807 00:55:01.760 --> 00:55:06.920 it was like something fun and cohesive that I've never really challenged myself to do. 808 00:55:07.400 --> 00:55:09.840 It's the first time I've really had fun doing digital art. And so, 809 00:55:12.079 --> 00:55:14.559 yeah, every every couple of months, if you haven't checked him out, 810 00:55:15.039 --> 00:55:17.599 Jenny will make one a month. Yeah, every once a month. 811 00:55:17.719 --> 00:55:21.239 Yeah, so for the whole year, every month we're going to roll out. 812 00:55:21.639 --> 00:55:24.840 Just go to at Bloods said, so on you know Instagram, and 813 00:55:25.079 --> 00:55:29.559 if you look through for those who aren't super Instagram savvy, on on profiles. 814 00:55:29.599 --> 00:55:32.320 Now you can have these like wallpaper widgets scroll through or I'm sorry, 815 00:55:32.400 --> 00:55:36.159 I'm reading it's your story highlight sory highlights. Yeah, and there will be 816 00:55:37.039 --> 00:55:39.159 the first one says wallpapers and you click it or is it camera me? 817 00:55:39.639 --> 00:55:44.360 You click it and it has these uh these wallpapers and you go through and 818 00:55:44.480 --> 00:55:47.360 you hold the button and it'll like make the screen blank and you could screenshot 819 00:55:47.400 --> 00:55:52.559 it. And these are custom made, Bloods said, so iPhone and I 820 00:55:52.599 --> 00:55:58.159 guess android wallpapers. Yes, yeah, and Jenny made all the sayings for 821 00:55:58.280 --> 00:56:00.079 them. She did a really great job. Um. And I think it's 822 00:56:00.119 --> 00:56:06.400 just nice because like I have this as our phone screen. Sometimes we'll like 823 00:56:06.760 --> 00:56:09.119 go on a podcast weekend and like go to pick up beside each other, 824 00:56:09.239 --> 00:56:15.280 they're all iPhones were clear cases the same screen. Yeah, it's been kind 825 00:56:15.320 --> 00:56:19.159 of funny just to and it's nice to see like other people's phones. And 826 00:56:19.280 --> 00:56:22.039 like I remember one day we posted one. I think it was the one 827 00:56:22.079 --> 00:56:24.559 that was like I am worthy and somebody commented like thank you, and I 828 00:56:24.679 --> 00:56:28.119 was like, that's that's the whole point. That's all. It was just 829 00:56:28.199 --> 00:56:30.519 like for one person to see it and be like that and you look at 830 00:56:30.559 --> 00:56:34.159 it every day on your lock screen and it just burns it into subconscious like 831 00:56:34.199 --> 00:56:36.920 it's it's just something to it. Yeah. I love that. I love 832 00:56:36.960 --> 00:56:39.679 those little things. And Jenny and Casey works so closely together. Yeah, 833 00:56:39.880 --> 00:56:43.519 and we'll talk more about that when Jenny comes on. Yeah, Jenny is 834 00:56:43.559 --> 00:56:46.480 a digital aspect. Jenny is like literally the engine of Bledsoe said, so, 835 00:56:46.639 --> 00:56:52.400 like it would not be I think the Bold be able to build the 836 00:56:52.719 --> 00:56:58.960 platform it is without Jenny. Like Jenny really has made the platform of Blaso 837 00:56:59.039 --> 00:57:00.679 said, So what it is is for our community to like talk to each 838 00:57:00.719 --> 00:57:06.559 other. And yeah, Jenny, you wouldn't even get episodes on time if 839 00:57:06.559 --> 00:57:10.000 it wasn't for Jenna. Ever the same time on when we all wouldn't know 840 00:57:10.079 --> 00:57:16.159 when to everyone, just give your love to the true MVP, Jenny Bloods. 841 00:57:17.239 --> 00:57:22.639 But yeah, I was also thinking, like, um, the community 842 00:57:22.760 --> 00:57:24.760 is something that you guys have built, and I know that there's a lot 843 00:57:24.800 --> 00:57:28.719 of great episodes, but like that's the best thing that I think has come 844 00:57:28.760 --> 00:57:30.239 out of this podcast. Yeah, I said the exact same thing, and 845 00:57:30.320 --> 00:57:34.760 your episode's amazing. Oh thank you. And I was shocked at like I 846 00:57:34.880 --> 00:57:37.320 had no expectation. I really did, and I was just like, okay, 847 00:57:37.480 --> 00:57:39.480 like maybe maybe somebody I know will watch this and be like, okay, 848 00:57:39.519 --> 00:57:42.960 cool, I know something about her. But like, it all been 849 00:57:43.079 --> 00:57:46.199 so nice the art of intuition. Go back in our catalog and check it 850 00:57:46.239 --> 00:57:50.559 out. Casey has an entire episode and it's wonderful. Yeah, just talk 851 00:57:50.559 --> 00:57:53.639 about like religious trauma, and it's been nice. Taro Tarot, and it's 852 00:57:53.679 --> 00:57:58.159 been nice for people to come and like message me and be like that resonated 853 00:57:58.199 --> 00:58:00.920 with me. Or I got really into terror because of that, or I 854 00:58:00.960 --> 00:58:04.400 got back into Tarot because of that, or you know, I didn't think 855 00:58:04.440 --> 00:58:08.239 even just like talking about myself would make anybody feel any sort of way. 856 00:58:08.400 --> 00:58:12.239 Yeah, it's been like you don't think about it like that when you're doing 857 00:58:12.320 --> 00:58:15.239 it, but then when you do it and somebody you know reaches out and 858 00:58:15.320 --> 00:58:19.320 said, like wow, that really helped me a lot. It's like I 859 00:58:19.599 --> 00:58:22.159 wasn't intending to do that, and the fact that I did that is incredible, 860 00:58:22.400 --> 00:58:28.239 Like that that's the byproduct of me just talking like Wow, that what 861 00:58:28.360 --> 00:58:30.880 a gift. Yeah. And it's like I felt like leaving it, I 862 00:58:31.000 --> 00:58:35.199 was like, oh my gosh, this is me. I felt selfish, 863 00:58:35.320 --> 00:58:37.440 like, oh I just kind of like use that timed event and like open 864 00:58:37.519 --> 00:58:40.599 up about what I you know, the trauma that I've gone through. And 865 00:58:40.639 --> 00:58:44.400 I didn't think at all, like, don't underestimate that, That's what I'm 866 00:58:44.400 --> 00:58:46.440 saying. I didn't think at all because there are always people. There will 867 00:58:46.559 --> 00:58:52.000 always be someone out there who grass is always greener. It can always be 868 00:58:52.079 --> 00:58:57.000 worse too, and there's always going to be somebody out there who is in 869 00:58:57.159 --> 00:59:02.559 some sort of situation where they're watching content and they're looking at somebody and saying, 870 00:59:04.559 --> 00:59:07.960 wow, I can be like them too. Yeah. You know. 871 00:59:07.440 --> 00:59:10.760 I think it's just like the fact that you guys, for one hundred episodes 872 00:59:10.800 --> 00:59:15.440 have come on here and authentically been yourselves over and over and over again and 873 00:59:15.639 --> 00:59:20.239 exposed your hearts and like shown people who you are from the inside out, 874 00:59:20.679 --> 00:59:23.360 like you have no I've told you both this personally, like you have no 875 00:59:23.480 --> 00:59:27.559 idea how much you are healing not only yourselves but the people around you. 876 00:59:28.320 --> 00:59:30.280 I think You're right, we really have no idea. And on that note, 877 00:59:30.280 --> 00:59:35.960 beautiful, you're out of here, rock on. What else can I 878 00:59:36.159 --> 00:59:39.119 say? Thank you for blessing us with your presence and blessing of this project, 879 00:59:39.199 --> 00:59:43.400 with your beautiful art. I love you, beautiful, beautiful husband, 880 00:59:43.480 --> 00:59:47.559 beautiful presence. I love that um you have Like I couldn't be happier as 881 00:59:47.599 --> 00:59:52.159 a partner that, like my husband gets to do something so fun and so 882 00:59:52.360 --> 01:00:00.280 fucking fulfilling for him. So thank you, guys, Thank you. Now 883 01:00:00.360 --> 01:00:01.960 your next guest. Yeah, I don't know who it is. Actually, 884 01:00:02.159 --> 01:00:05.480 I don't say it. Don't say it. We're gonna Yeah, it's a 885 01:00:05.559 --> 01:00:08.679 mystery. It's banger. We're keeping it a complete mystery. It's like a 886 01:00:09.159 --> 01:00:14.719 it's like a Eric Andre type thing, you know. Take my head to 887 01:00:14.800 --> 01:00:22.320 that. Yes, sor thank you sir? Yes, A lady you know 888 01:00:22.480 --> 01:00:30.119 her? Y'all love her? Did we just do an episode with you? 889 01:00:30.320 --> 01:00:35.960 Like? Yeah, like the last one? You tell We recorded it like 890 01:00:36.000 --> 01:00:39.280 an hour ago. She's wearing the same shirt. It was covered by a 891 01:00:39.320 --> 01:00:43.639 sweater. Oh okay, okay, yeah, yeah come on now dog awesome. 892 01:00:44.960 --> 01:00:45.920 I feel like you were just here. So it's like, well, 893 01:00:46.960 --> 01:00:52.039 what should we talk about? What's up? I don't know, No, 894 01:00:52.239 --> 01:00:55.719 I mean this great and talk about the show. This This episode is all 895 01:00:55.760 --> 01:01:00.239 about looking back at one hundred episodes that hannot believe it's been a one hundred 896 01:01:00.239 --> 01:01:05.400 episodes. Yeah, and just like reflecting on it, seems like yesterday that 897 01:01:05.519 --> 01:01:09.159 we were y'all were conceptualizing this and I was like, you know, unsure 898 01:01:09.280 --> 01:01:14.719 what it would be and not knowing, like having faith that it would be 899 01:01:14.800 --> 01:01:17.400 great, but not knowing really what would come of it, And just so 900 01:01:17.599 --> 01:01:23.840 proud looking back because like this is a really professional, professional like production and 901 01:01:24.599 --> 01:01:28.960 you're just my brother, you know, you're just my friends. So it's 902 01:01:29.000 --> 01:01:32.079 like really kind of wild. I was saying, it felt like a lifetime 903 01:01:32.119 --> 01:01:37.320 ago. I know, we were like little babies. Yeah, like two 904 01:01:37.480 --> 01:01:42.000 years too. Like it literally feels like a complete different life. Yeah, 905 01:01:42.119 --> 01:01:45.960 another life, and it feels like an even farther away life that we were 906 01:01:45.039 --> 01:01:53.159 like literal teenagers playing Monopoly and Halo, Pokemon, Monopoly, Pokemon Monopoly. 907 01:01:53.639 --> 01:01:57.880 Remember you remember the night that Halo four was coming out and you and me 908 01:01:58.159 --> 01:02:01.280 did double We did double on for like an hour. We did doubles on 909 01:02:01.360 --> 01:02:06.440 Halo three. We just we were just on. Remember we Halo three. 910 01:02:06.480 --> 01:02:08.719 I'm just saying we all went to the Halo four midnight release. Yeah, 911 01:02:08.880 --> 01:02:10.920 that's why she was with us. Yeah, it was so fine, That's 912 01:02:10.960 --> 01:02:15.360 what I'm saying. We did doubles on Halo three prior to the midnight release. 913 01:02:15.440 --> 01:02:19.480 Okay, then we win. We were wearing Halo shirts. We were 914 01:02:19.519 --> 01:02:21.960 like, hi, we were getting hype for Halo four. Yeah, this 915 01:02:22.119 --> 01:02:24.039 is our last hurrah and Halo three, like we're gonna do it. And 916 01:02:24.119 --> 01:02:29.079 who knew this is what would be happening all these times? Yeah, I 917 01:02:29.199 --> 01:02:34.119 know you've been on the show probably like five or six times now easily, 918 01:02:34.320 --> 01:02:37.199 right, this might be the fifth. Yeah, I think you've had because 919 01:02:37.239 --> 01:02:42.079 I had two of and then the brother and sisters and two what ifs? 920 01:02:42.800 --> 01:02:45.199 Right? Oh two, so this is five, five or six? Yeah? 921 01:02:45.320 --> 01:02:50.199 Anyway, yeah, I think this is the six times. So were 922 01:02:50.280 --> 01:02:52.719 you nervous at all your first time? Oh? Yeah, I mean the 923 01:02:52.800 --> 01:02:58.920 first two we did well, both of my individual like Emily Blood to Halloway 924 01:02:59.039 --> 01:03:01.719 episodes. If you remember, I cried after we stopped recording, right, 925 01:03:01.920 --> 01:03:06.480 yeah, I was just you know, it's personal stuff, like this isn't 926 01:03:06.599 --> 01:03:09.519 just concepts we're talking here, this is literally our life. Yeah, and 927 01:03:09.679 --> 01:03:15.400 as happy and positive as it is now, like it's still very real and 928 01:03:15.800 --> 01:03:17.320 there's been a lot of hurts in the past we have dealt with, so 929 01:03:17.920 --> 01:03:23.079 it's just really cool that we could use this as a platform to not only 930 01:03:23.559 --> 01:03:28.800 help others, but to help others through our own personal healing. And I 931 01:03:28.920 --> 01:03:36.280 was going to say my favorite episodes were Christopher's episode and your when Keeping It 932 01:03:36.400 --> 01:03:39.039 Real Goes Wrong episode, because I mean, other stuff we y'all talked about 933 01:03:39.199 --> 01:03:44.639 was really illuminating and amazing to hear, like, I love the Ageless Wisdom 934 01:03:44.719 --> 01:03:45.800 one that just came out. Oh my gosh, I was like, that 935 01:03:46.039 --> 01:03:50.519 was that was amazing. I loved it. So anyway, there's stuff like 936 01:03:50.599 --> 01:03:54.239 that, but those two were, just as a sister, really special for 937 01:03:54.360 --> 01:03:59.800 me because Jeremy's were great too, but Christopher, you know, he was 938 01:04:00.000 --> 01:04:03.039 different views, very nerve are fun. Jeremy's are more fun. And then 939 01:04:03.159 --> 01:04:09.639 Ryan's, um, the Keeping Your Role Goes Wrong that was it took a 940 01:04:09.719 --> 01:04:15.199 lot, you know, for you to publicly address something that you felt you 941 01:04:15.320 --> 01:04:18.000 needed to say, and I just really admired that, so good for you, 942 01:04:18.199 --> 01:04:21.760 Like, I don't know if you ever felt acknowledged for that, because 943 01:04:21.920 --> 01:04:26.440 I hardly even remember I remember the concept, but I don't remember when I 944 01:04:26.440 --> 01:04:29.679 said, Oh, dude, you were you were basically taking you just needed 945 01:04:29.719 --> 01:04:31.199 to release all of that, and you've probably just didn't go back a lot 946 01:04:31.239 --> 01:04:34.960 of darkness at the time. Well yeah, And like for Christopher to go 947 01:04:35.079 --> 01:04:41.039 on there and publicly like spill how he did it just really touches me. 948 01:04:42.360 --> 01:04:46.559 And like for you to publicly go and acknowledge something you wish you would have 949 01:04:46.639 --> 01:04:50.679 done better is something that a lot of people, I don't know. I 950 01:04:50.760 --> 01:04:55.119 wish more people would have that tree and I admire that. Yeah, so 951 01:04:55.239 --> 01:04:58.719 many people don't even have the self awareness to know they're doing something like that. 952 01:04:58.920 --> 01:05:02.000 But then it's a whole another step to say, I'm recognizing this and 953 01:05:02.199 --> 01:05:05.679 I'm going to publicly address it and tell everybody that I'm working on. And 954 01:05:05.920 --> 01:05:11.239 it wasn't something that I think anyone even pointed out that you had to apologize 955 01:05:11.280 --> 01:05:14.280 for. No one would have even known. You could have chosen not to, 956 01:05:14.480 --> 01:05:16.079 but you just had to. But I have to keep my conscious clean, 957 01:05:16.159 --> 01:05:18.800 keep your conscious clean, because that's what this is about. It's not 958 01:05:18.920 --> 01:05:25.159 about your own personal feelings of some kind of vendetta against whatever. Not even 959 01:05:25.199 --> 01:05:28.920 that I'm honestly just following my conscience, yes, and it's just pulling me 960 01:05:29.000 --> 01:05:30.360 along. Yeah. You know. So this is a great place, and 961 01:05:30.559 --> 01:05:34.519 I feel like each time I've been on here, doesn't matter what the capacity 962 01:05:34.679 --> 01:05:39.280 was, I feel like I had some kind of release and I felt like 963 01:05:39.360 --> 01:05:42.039 there was a little weight lifted off of me. Each time. There's something 964 01:05:42.079 --> 01:05:44.599 I want to add. I'm just so happy to be wearing this hat. 965 01:05:44.719 --> 01:05:49.519 And that's the Marky and Bobby I think I want to add to that, 966 01:05:49.840 --> 01:05:54.199 to steal it. It was it was particularly hard for Emily to come on 967 01:05:54.400 --> 01:05:56.480 the show for the first time. And this is something I know as her 968 01:05:56.559 --> 01:06:00.719 brother, and something that people don't understand from the outside looking in. Is 969 01:06:00.760 --> 01:06:04.000 now when we have this amazing book out, I say amazing because it's amazing 970 01:06:04.079 --> 01:06:06.880 to me because it's my father, you know what I mean. Yeah, 971 01:06:08.199 --> 01:06:11.199 to me, it will always be amazing, despite what anybody else out there 972 01:06:11.280 --> 01:06:15.039 thinks. And I'm very happy about it. And we have this amazing book 973 01:06:15.079 --> 01:06:23.360 out that beautifully tells our life story, and people expect that we're just probably 974 01:06:23.519 --> 01:06:26.760 like talking about this all the time, especially we're doing the podcast now, 975 01:06:26.880 --> 01:06:31.920 but it has not been that way and Emily was the last member of our 976 01:06:32.000 --> 01:06:36.400 family to come forward and start talking about the stuff. And I'm talking like 977 01:06:38.320 --> 01:06:42.800 fifteen years after it all started Emily coming on this podcast. When she first 978 01:06:42.840 --> 01:06:45.719 did, I guess it was twenty twenty one or twenty twenty two. I 979 01:06:45.760 --> 01:06:47.280 don't know exactly when you came on. It was in the first year, 980 01:06:47.440 --> 01:06:53.119 I think technically, well, actually no, I think it was early last 981 01:06:53.199 --> 01:06:56.119 year because then my second because you were the first episode of the following year. 982 01:06:56.239 --> 01:07:00.079 Right, Okay, that's that checks out. But my point is that 983 01:07:00.159 --> 01:07:05.480 first time she appeared on the show is the first time the Emily openly acknowledged 984 01:07:05.599 --> 01:07:12.239 that she's involved with this stuff. She's having experiences, and our family members 985 01:07:12.280 --> 01:07:16.400 on Facebook and Instagram and whoever and whoever whatever social media app are now having 986 01:07:16.440 --> 01:07:19.679 the opportunity to see Emily and be like, oh, she's one of those 987 01:07:19.719 --> 01:07:25.320 crazy family members. It was incredible strength for her to come out and do 988 01:07:25.480 --> 01:07:30.119 this show. It was like it was like you script into a new Emily 989 01:07:30.280 --> 01:07:32.960 and you've only been up ever since. I appreciate that. Yeah, And 990 01:07:34.480 --> 01:07:39.360 like, also, my whole life is surrounding, you know, being in 991 01:07:39.440 --> 01:07:44.880 the public eye as a performer, and you know I was a professor and 992 01:07:45.199 --> 01:07:49.239 all of these different things, like so it felt like acknowledging this stuff publicly 993 01:07:49.480 --> 01:07:54.039 had that as well, like I'm trying to perform in front of lots of 994 01:07:54.119 --> 01:07:57.760 people and you know, like it's there's a lot that goes with it. 995 01:07:57.920 --> 01:08:01.000 So but I'm so glad I did. Um. Yeah, the reception has 996 01:08:01.039 --> 01:08:04.960 been wonderful. As your older brother, I'm telling you, and I'm telling 997 01:08:05.000 --> 01:08:13.440 the world, and you better be nice about it. You better respect. 998 01:08:14.679 --> 01:08:21.520 I'm telling you, Emily that I have seen you shed so much self doubt 999 01:08:23.000 --> 01:08:27.880 since coming on this show and making bloods of baby. And Emily may Or 1000 01:08:27.960 --> 01:08:31.279 may not be appearing on the History Channel. We're allowed to say that. 1001 01:08:31.479 --> 01:08:36.039 Don't assume me. I don't assume me. Warner Brothers or we are allowed 1002 01:08:36.079 --> 01:08:42.239 to say that, But Emily may Or may not be heavily appearing on that 1003 01:08:42.439 --> 01:08:45.840 soon talking about the stuff. And my point is this girl has shown incredible 1004 01:08:45.880 --> 01:08:51.359 growth, incredible strength, and y'all just don't understand what goes into her coming 1005 01:08:51.439 --> 01:08:56.920 public about this being the kid that was expected. Shut your fucking mouth, 1006 01:08:56.960 --> 01:09:00.640 don't talk about this. Don't be one of those other crazy kids like your 1007 01:09:00.680 --> 01:09:03.159 brother and your dad, who who's acknowledging this bullshit that's not really happening. 1008 01:09:03.560 --> 01:09:11.600 That's how they treats. And Emily didn't listen to that and stepped into her 1009 01:09:11.640 --> 01:09:15.000 power a lot. You're proud of you, very proud of you. And 1010 01:09:15.079 --> 01:09:19.279 I use harsh language, you know, but but I'm trying to drive home 1011 01:09:19.319 --> 01:09:23.560 a point, right, because that energy is how they treated us. That's 1012 01:09:23.560 --> 01:09:26.680 how it feels too, and that's how it was right. You know, 1013 01:09:26.760 --> 01:09:29.640 they might not have been dropping f bombs and stuff, but that's that's how 1014 01:09:29.760 --> 01:09:32.119 they you know, That's that's what it feels like. And despite that, 1015 01:09:33.159 --> 01:09:36.720 here she is, uh huh, it's incredible and that's amazing. You should 1016 01:09:36.720 --> 01:09:40.520 be proud of yourself. I'm proud. I'm proud, and I feel like 1017 01:09:41.439 --> 01:09:44.920 it's definitely been worth it. I think I am, you know, on 1018 01:09:45.039 --> 01:09:49.279 the other end of a personal transformation, which're awakening great. No, I'm 1019 01:09:49.319 --> 01:09:53.640 saying I think I'm past like a hump, yeah, in a in a 1020 01:09:53.960 --> 01:09:59.960 in this particular transition, because there's a lot of like uncertainty in the middle 1021 01:10:00.119 --> 01:10:04.720 of that process that feels like a struggle. But I'm starting to feel less 1022 01:10:04.760 --> 01:10:10.399 of that and more of like the benefit so right, and I have a 1023 01:10:10.479 --> 01:10:14.840 lot of this to think for that, So thank you. Thanks you guys. 1024 01:10:15.159 --> 01:10:16.720 Oh, come on, that's all you. It's you. Well, 1025 01:10:16.800 --> 01:10:23.479 also like my big bro bros getting on here and doing this and like that's 1026 01:10:23.520 --> 01:10:27.279 also really inspiring, so emily into you. I don't know that I could 1027 01:10:27.319 --> 01:10:32.199 have done this in another like arena, like because it's you. But but 1028 01:10:32.319 --> 01:10:35.560 it's used to say, who's to say? You could say maybe you would 1029 01:10:35.600 --> 01:10:39.359 have, maybe you wouldn't have, but guessed what you did it okay and 1030 01:10:39.720 --> 01:10:45.199 fair enough, I'll take it. It's you, but you allowed us to 1031 01:10:45.319 --> 01:10:49.960 facilitate it. Yeah, I needed to happen. We didn't give you the 1032 01:10:50.039 --> 01:10:56.960 strength. You you claimed it just like I did. You know, just 1033 01:10:57.119 --> 01:11:00.960 like you did. Nobody made anybody do anything. Yeah, we're all doing 1034 01:11:01.000 --> 01:11:05.439 this together, but it's it's you. Well, I'm very thankful. I 1035 01:11:05.520 --> 01:11:10.560 feel like this past year. I know we're celebrating like a hundred but like 1036 01:11:10.760 --> 01:11:14.039 the past year has just been crazy for all of us, I think in 1037 01:11:14.119 --> 01:11:17.720 our own ways. Yeah, and like I mean, I'm right, I've 1038 01:11:18.239 --> 01:11:23.600 so Nick is helping me record my albums. He's my producer, and I 1039 01:11:24.479 --> 01:11:29.560 have dying. I have only one song left to record right that far along, 1040 01:11:29.720 --> 01:11:31.479 I only have heard it. Oh yeah, there's only one left to 1041 01:11:31.560 --> 01:11:35.119 record, and we're going to do it probably this week hopefully. Yeah. 1042 01:11:35.680 --> 01:11:40.319 And then guess what, I haven't finished recording my first album, and I'm 1043 01:11:40.319 --> 01:11:44.840 almost done with my second. I've already almost completely work. And let me 1044 01:11:44.920 --> 01:11:48.680 and let me just put out a little teaser. Y'all are going to like 1045 01:11:48.880 --> 01:11:51.640 your jaws are going to hit the floor. This isn't I don't know. 1046 01:11:53.000 --> 01:11:57.199 I mean, let him, let him, not him, gas you up. 1047 01:11:58.560 --> 01:12:01.159 Yeah, I think this is a professional only trained performer and vocalist with 1048 01:12:01.239 --> 01:12:08.039 a double masters in voice. She's playing piano on every song and singing and 1049 01:12:08.239 --> 01:12:12.640 like, but the writing is the real genius. There's concepts, there's it's 1050 01:12:13.000 --> 01:12:17.720 it is. It is like it's mature. It's very like robust and full 1051 01:12:17.880 --> 01:12:21.560 like it's it's my baby. I'm proud, Oh god, you should be. 1052 01:12:21.720 --> 01:12:26.039 It's it's fanta And I think, I mean, I think that my 1053 01:12:26.159 --> 01:12:29.239 first album, I talk like I'm an old writer. No, this is 1054 01:12:29.279 --> 01:12:31.560 all within like less than a year. My first one. Is it an 1055 01:12:31.640 --> 01:12:36.640 EP or an album? Seven seven songs? An album? It's it's like 1056 01:12:36.720 --> 01:12:41.079 it doesn't matter yeah, so um, that's like, you know, very 1057 01:12:41.159 --> 01:12:43.479 fond. I think of it fondly. It's like my baby, but my 1058 01:12:43.560 --> 01:12:47.640 second one I think is fire. I think third baby is you have blessed 1059 01:12:47.680 --> 01:12:51.800 twice born and you're on one of our trends and now we're we're we're like 1060 01:12:53.199 --> 01:12:56.600 that back like when we were kids playing drums and piano next to each other 1061 01:12:56.640 --> 01:13:01.479 in church. Now we're playing sing song, the songs and Death Corse together. 1062 01:13:03.640 --> 01:13:05.880 I don't know what genre it is. I haven't heard it sing song. 1063 01:13:06.840 --> 01:13:10.039 I mean, it's not operas. Well, y'all are going to be 1064 01:13:10.119 --> 01:13:12.680 in my album? Yeah? Oh, I wanted to say to you much 1065 01:13:12.680 --> 01:13:15.199 about it, but there will be a moment. There will be a moment 1066 01:13:15.479 --> 01:13:19.199 even are you gonna be here tomorrow? We're gonna record some stuff tomorrow. 1067 01:13:19.600 --> 01:13:23.560 If you're here, you can be in it. The genre is sing songy 1068 01:13:23.600 --> 01:13:29.239 songs, sing songs. People ask me what a connoisseur. I never know. 1069 01:13:30.279 --> 01:13:34.119 Honestly, it's honestly a pretty unique I don't Yeah, I never know 1070 01:13:34.199 --> 01:13:36.880 what to say it is. It really is because it I don't even like 1071 01:13:38.000 --> 01:13:41.760 to consider who I'm like, what I sound like, because that takes away 1072 01:13:41.840 --> 01:13:45.560 from me just creating what comes to me. Yeah, so if that comes 1073 01:13:45.600 --> 01:13:47.600 out a sing songy songs and like, I don't know what to call it 1074 01:13:47.720 --> 01:13:50.920 other than I've never been able to. Like I've been asked that too, 1075 01:13:50.960 --> 01:13:55.039 like what what's what's her music? Like what is it? And I'm like, 1076 01:13:55.760 --> 01:13:59.119 I can't, I can't. It's just me right, it is. 1077 01:13:59.399 --> 01:14:01.600 It's you. I was very you. It's very singular, it's unique. 1078 01:14:01.880 --> 01:14:05.359 It's like it's fantastic. I've heard demos. I've heard very rough, like 1079 01:14:05.560 --> 01:14:09.359 her recording her sing and play piano and iPhone, but I haven't heard like 1080 01:14:09.439 --> 01:14:13.079 any of the production. And from what I've heard, I already cried, 1081 01:14:14.680 --> 01:14:17.199 I'm talking she's recording herself on her iPhone. Yeah, oh yeah. The 1082 01:14:17.279 --> 01:14:20.439 first time I played one of my songs for Ryan, it was just a 1083 01:14:20.560 --> 01:14:25.319 video from my iPhone and he was just looking at it. And when the 1084 01:14:25.359 --> 01:14:28.560 song was over, he turned his head and looked at me and he just 1085 01:14:28.680 --> 01:14:32.239 had tears streaming down his face and his mouth was open. He was like, 1086 01:14:32.600 --> 01:14:39.119 that's amazing, just the tears flowing. I was just silently listening. 1087 01:14:40.119 --> 01:14:42.800 I know, I thought you were just watching. I had no clue. 1088 01:14:44.199 --> 01:14:49.640 It's some moving it is some very very moving Oh man, Yeah, it's 1089 01:14:49.640 --> 01:14:54.199 like you stuck. You actually said this to me many months ago, and 1090 01:14:54.359 --> 01:14:57.720 it's true. It's like you stuck a knife in your soul and then just 1091 01:14:57.880 --> 01:15:00.920 like stripped it open and por I did. He was asking me, like, 1092 01:15:01.000 --> 01:15:03.479 how's the music, where I was like, it's literally like she she 1093 01:15:03.680 --> 01:15:06.880 stabbed herself in the chest with a night bled out all. It's funny because 1094 01:15:06.960 --> 01:15:11.840 I'm just having like I'm just having a realization. It seems like literally talking 1095 01:15:11.840 --> 01:15:17.039 about transformations in reflection, Like each time I've written a song, it didn't 1096 01:15:17.079 --> 01:15:24.000 come along until I allowed myself to do that and to feel and no matter 1097 01:15:24.159 --> 01:15:28.720 how like peppy sounding each song is, I had a moment where the song 1098 01:15:28.840 --> 01:15:32.279 came together and I had like an intense like cry each time each song, 1099 01:15:32.520 --> 01:15:36.600 it's because I've tried over yeah, and it doesn't matter what the context is 1100 01:15:36.680 --> 01:15:40.720 in the song. Like some of them more than others. Let's just say 1101 01:15:40.760 --> 01:15:43.279 that, you know, some made me cry a lot more than others. 1102 01:15:43.399 --> 01:15:49.119 And yeah, but like each time there was some miniature like release and like 1103 01:15:49.680 --> 01:15:53.600 transformation. It's because so whether or not people are like this is the best 1104 01:15:53.640 --> 01:15:56.640 thing I've ever written, it means like so much to me. Yeah, 1105 01:15:57.159 --> 01:16:00.439 it's not just writing music. To write music, you're like you're you're it's 1106 01:16:00.479 --> 01:16:02.600 like a release, You're a piece of yourself. Each each song has come 1107 01:16:02.640 --> 01:16:06.840 at a moment that was significant, like emotional or not significant, but just 1108 01:16:06.960 --> 01:16:10.840 like very emotional, dude, or relevant. I just had a thought and 1109 01:16:10.880 --> 01:16:13.000 then we we got to move on to the next I'm sorry to rush you 1110 01:16:13.079 --> 01:16:16.199 out, but um, um, when your stuff comes out, I have 1111 01:16:16.279 --> 01:16:19.319 no idea when this is going to be. Um, because of the nature 1112 01:16:21.600 --> 01:16:28.319 I just saw your head. I'm sorry, go ahead. Because of the 1113 01:16:28.520 --> 01:16:30.600 nature of what your EP is about, which I'm not going to say right 1114 01:16:30.640 --> 01:16:33.800 now. I think I said him go ahead, No you didn't. But 1115 01:16:34.079 --> 01:16:36.359 because of the nature of what it is, we should do an episode on 1116 01:16:36.399 --> 01:16:41.239 it. Yeah, and half her on it on my last episode maybe, 1117 01:16:41.279 --> 01:16:44.039 but who cares whatever it'll be of it. But yeah, but like well 1118 01:16:44.119 --> 01:16:47.039 like when it when it when it's out like a promo, but also like 1119 01:16:47.079 --> 01:16:51.640 it'll be a great episode for us because it's it's it's content like like you 1120 01:16:51.760 --> 01:16:57.119 know, be so content, so like like the story, you know, 1121 01:16:57.319 --> 01:17:00.199 And that's all I'm saying. Well, I'm prob of you guys. And 1122 01:17:00.359 --> 01:17:03.359 I'm thankful for all of our listeners, our listeners, because I feel like 1123 01:17:03.600 --> 01:17:06.479 this is my podcast too, just because of how much I care and how 1124 01:17:06.560 --> 01:17:09.960 close we all are. I know I do not put in any of the 1125 01:17:10.000 --> 01:17:15.159 effort, but when I talk about it, I'm like our podcast our ya. 1126 01:17:15.439 --> 01:17:18.920 I say that about Dad's like our book book. You know, Emily, 1127 01:17:19.399 --> 01:17:21.880 you're all working together, my blood, so baby, it's your thing 1128 01:17:23.000 --> 01:17:26.159 to like all of us. So anyway, my listeners, thank you. 1129 01:17:26.319 --> 01:17:31.800 I love you. Um have a happy New Year. Year just looks like 1130 01:17:31.960 --> 01:17:34.560 New Year. Bro, It does kind of feel like a New Year's. 1131 01:17:35.600 --> 01:17:41.039 Happy New Year. Get out of here. You're free, all right. 1132 01:17:44.039 --> 01:17:51.079 Thanks Emily, You're the best. Happy New Year. She looked right at 1133 01:17:51.119 --> 01:18:00.319 the camera went Happy New Year. Happy guys. This is an extra extra 1134 01:18:00.479 --> 01:18:03.479 special guest. This is her first appearance on the show. Would you like 1135 01:18:03.560 --> 01:18:10.560 to enter? I would love to introduce, so let me very happily bring 1136 01:18:10.680 --> 01:18:16.840 on my wonderful friend Brandy. This is my wife and my sister's childhood bestie. 1137 01:18:17.479 --> 01:18:21.840 The three of them were a pair. Randy has just been like our 1138 01:18:23.479 --> 01:18:27.439 ride or die. Yes, And if you guys really look pretty close, 1139 01:18:27.600 --> 01:18:30.039 put the camera on her put the camera. Look look at that Look at 1140 01:18:30.119 --> 01:18:33.920 that face. You might if you look, if you open your eyes a 1141 01:18:33.960 --> 01:18:41.039 little bit, you might notice she's our hat and yeah, and our shirt 1142 01:18:41.159 --> 01:18:45.520 model. This is the blood Sew said, so Muddel, Yeah, let's 1143 01:18:45.720 --> 01:18:51.439 go. Yes, that is the best introduction ever. I mean, you 1144 01:18:51.560 --> 01:18:58.920 know, it's facts so honestly, Like we've been talking about having you on 1145 01:18:59.000 --> 01:19:01.039 the show like forever, yeah, and you've been like, I don't know 1146 01:19:01.079 --> 01:19:02.880 what to talk about. I don't know what to talk about. Yeah, 1147 01:19:02.920 --> 01:19:06.000 I feel like I don't have anything to say. Yet you don't have anything 1148 01:19:06.000 --> 01:19:13.000 to say. Yeah, where you're here now, so I'm playing. This 1149 01:19:13.199 --> 01:19:15.640 is not the time to be shy. This is the party. This is 1150 01:19:15.720 --> 01:19:20.319 like, okay, how about this? Um, I know you listen to 1151 01:19:20.399 --> 01:19:24.119 the show. We talk about it all the time. You're here when we 1152 01:19:24.239 --> 01:19:28.399 record. We're always hanging out yeah here, like almost every single time we 1153 01:19:28.560 --> 01:19:30.159 record. When we're done with the episodes, we all go and hang out 1154 01:19:30.199 --> 01:19:34.159 and play quip lash or whatever. You're always here. So you lived I'm 1155 01:19:34.199 --> 01:19:38.720 talking for you. Cut me off anytime. But you lived in Utah for 1156 01:19:38.800 --> 01:19:42.680 ten years and then you just moved to Wilmington. So we've been like recently 1157 01:19:42.800 --> 01:19:45.920 reunited. Yes, and in the past, well, most summers I would 1158 01:19:45.960 --> 01:19:49.520 come back and visit as well. True, Like every summer I would try 1159 01:19:49.520 --> 01:19:53.640 to come back for a little bit. True, But it's not the same 1160 01:19:53.680 --> 01:19:56.720 as living here. Yeah, so you lived here six months now. Yeah, 1161 01:19:56.920 --> 01:20:01.920 and for six months now you've been here like free podcast weekend and like 1162 01:20:02.359 --> 01:20:05.520 we're seeing you like sometimes like two three times a week. I mean lately 1163 01:20:05.560 --> 01:20:10.079 we've been busy, you know, but like it feels like you're a part 1164 01:20:10.239 --> 01:20:15.159 of the You're you're you're bloodso's rid or die true or ride or die, 1165 01:20:15.439 --> 01:20:19.920 you know, you know, So like I like, what what what drew 1166 01:20:20.000 --> 01:20:23.239 you to the show? I mean, like the I know, you're like 1167 01:20:23.359 --> 01:20:30.560 super spiritual, you're into like you know, all the I don't know, 1168 01:20:30.680 --> 01:20:32.560 like super spiritual, you know, I don't want to say witchy, but 1169 01:20:32.680 --> 01:20:39.840 like yeah, yeah, I mean, well I think I already told you 1170 01:20:39.920 --> 01:20:41.960 this story, but I don't know if you've heard in Nick. When I 1171 01:20:42.119 --> 01:20:47.960 was a child, I would literally pretend um that I was like this fairy 1172 01:20:48.399 --> 01:20:53.239 and I would just like make little potions all day. Yeah, And I 1173 01:20:53.359 --> 01:20:56.760 had like a little like tree house, and then I also had like this 1174 01:20:56.920 --> 01:21:00.560 little bush that I would love to play it, and I made it like 1175 01:21:00.640 --> 01:21:03.800 a little hideout. So I've always just like really been into stuff like that. 1176 01:21:04.159 --> 01:21:08.279 Like I don't know it, I feel like it's deeper than that though, 1177 01:21:08.359 --> 01:21:11.680 Like it was recently you were telling me you were like an adult and 1178 01:21:11.800 --> 01:21:15.359 you realize, like, low key, my mom is really spiritual and it 1179 01:21:15.399 --> 01:21:17.960 has been the whole time for real, and like been a big influence for 1180 01:21:18.079 --> 01:21:23.479 sure. Really. Yes, So we also had a room. I think 1181 01:21:23.560 --> 01:21:27.800 it's like a sitting room or something. So we had like the front entrances 1182 01:21:27.920 --> 01:21:30.680 and then there was a room where just like couches and tables, and then 1183 01:21:30.680 --> 01:21:34.000 it was like our dining room led into the kitchen, so it was kind 1184 01:21:34.000 --> 01:21:36.600 of like a sitting room. I guess I don't really know, but anyways, 1185 01:21:38.079 --> 01:21:42.600 that was like decorated with like fairies all on the wall, just portraits 1186 01:21:42.640 --> 01:21:45.800 of fairies. Yeah, so cool. Yeah, And we had like a 1187 01:21:45.880 --> 01:21:50.159 fairy garden out back with like a fairy statue. You're a fairy pretty much 1188 01:21:54.079 --> 01:21:57.920 pretty much. It's pretty much. It's weird for me because like you having 1189 01:21:58.000 --> 01:22:00.279 been you know, Jenny, I mean it was you and Jenny first, 1190 01:22:00.960 --> 01:22:05.079 y'all, y'all really worthy, like inseparable, pay were Yeah, we were 1191 01:22:05.159 --> 01:22:10.560 literally glued to each other, like me and Nick literally like friends for how 1192 01:22:10.600 --> 01:22:15.359 long? You and Jenny since middle school ish? Sixth grade? Yeah? 1193 01:22:15.520 --> 01:22:17.680 Yeah, sixth grade yeah, like eleven years old. Yeah, and like 1194 01:22:17.960 --> 01:22:21.159 y'all, and then Emily came to your school and y'all kind of like adopted 1195 01:22:21.239 --> 01:22:27.439 her. And then I had an art class with Jenny and m before I 1196 01:22:27.600 --> 01:22:30.439 moved, Yeah, right before I moved to Utah, we had a class 1197 01:22:30.479 --> 01:22:33.239 altogether. So like, dude, for perspective, the first time I ever 1198 01:22:33.439 --> 01:22:38.079 met my wife, Randy's there, I was there, like they were. 1199 01:22:38.640 --> 01:22:43.920 They were in the car being driven home, and they were always together. 1200 01:22:44.039 --> 01:22:46.199 So like, I guess like for the reason I wanted you on the show 1201 01:22:46.359 --> 01:22:51.479 so bad. Today it's like for me, it's so weird that I've known 1202 01:22:51.560 --> 01:22:56.399 you all these years. You were like a package to Jenny, and then 1203 01:22:56.439 --> 01:22:58.680 you moved away for ten years, you know, just things happened, you 1204 01:22:58.720 --> 01:23:00.399 had to go to Utah, and all of a sudden you're back, and 1205 01:23:00.520 --> 01:23:04.000 it's like things picked up right where they were right now you're back. But 1206 01:23:04.119 --> 01:23:08.159 now it's like from my perspective, you know, you know, about all 1207 01:23:08.199 --> 01:23:13.239 this stuff, all this phenomenon stuff. You're really into it. You're constantly 1208 01:23:13.359 --> 01:23:16.600 like, y'all don't see this, but like constantly during the week. There's 1209 01:23:16.600 --> 01:23:19.359 sometimes well Randy, we'll see her three times a week, oh yeah, 1210 01:23:19.439 --> 01:23:25.399 and Randy sometimes where a lot of times we're business on our schedules, it's 1211 01:23:25.439 --> 01:23:30.039 minimum once a week, right. But the point never that y'all don't see 1212 01:23:30.119 --> 01:23:36.520 the amount of time that I'm venting to Randy about my traumas and she's comforting 1213 01:23:36.600 --> 01:23:41.439 me. That's beautiful and well because in a way I also went through the 1214 01:23:41.520 --> 01:23:45.239 same thing too before I left. Um, like we went to church as 1215 01:23:45.319 --> 01:23:48.960 a family and everything like that, and so I kind of had a little 1216 01:23:48.960 --> 01:23:54.439 bit of the same experiences as you did growing Yeah, like with some like 1217 01:23:54.680 --> 01:23:57.359 religious trauma type stuff. Yeah, for sure, I don't think I knew 1218 01:23:57.359 --> 01:24:00.279 that about you. It's not like like much or anything like to like traumatic. 1219 01:24:00.399 --> 01:24:03.680 It was just like the culture there, well, the culture is is 1220 01:24:04.119 --> 01:24:08.399 a lot of times, right, it's inherently traumatic, right, And my 1221 01:24:08.600 --> 01:24:14.920 family is very like open minded about things. And so we didn't go to 1222 01:24:15.079 --> 01:24:18.920 church often, but we did occasionally, and like there was times where we 1223 01:24:19.000 --> 01:24:24.199 went a lot in times where like we didn't go, so yeah, it 1224 01:24:24.319 --> 01:24:26.800 was kind of like in and out, but I was still like around it 1225 01:24:27.000 --> 01:24:30.520 and experienced some of it for sure. Yeah. Yeah, that stuff can 1226 01:24:30.600 --> 01:24:34.960 be hard to reconcile with, like when you're older, Like you know, 1227 01:24:35.359 --> 01:24:40.239 it doesn't really matter if you went like super frequently or less frequently or whatever. 1228 01:24:41.079 --> 01:24:44.680 It's just in depending on the church. Like you know, some churches 1229 01:24:44.680 --> 01:24:47.159 are great, so you know, and they're very open and accepting and loving 1230 01:24:47.239 --> 01:24:51.560 or whatever. But we live you know. Were you you talking about when 1231 01:24:51.600 --> 01:24:56.319 you were in Utah? No one here here right, That's kind of what 1232 01:24:56.399 --> 01:24:59.239 I was getting there. I used to go to Camp Dixie No way, 1233 01:25:00.199 --> 01:25:04.079 you remember. I never went, but I was all the signs and stuff 1234 01:25:04.159 --> 01:25:08.840 I went. We did like jewelry making and stuff like that. I went 1235 01:25:08.960 --> 01:25:12.159 Bro. I went to the Pentecostal Youth game. Oh yeah, oh yes, 1236 01:25:14.800 --> 01:25:17.359 Like honestly, it was like every night there was a four hour sermon. 1237 01:25:17.560 --> 01:25:23.119 Oh four hour sermon. Bro. I was fourteen. I wanted to 1238 01:25:23.119 --> 01:25:26.359 play Xbox yeah, right, But what I was kind of getting at was 1239 01:25:26.560 --> 01:25:33.319 like in the Bible Belt, I would say probably an unfortunate majority of the 1240 01:25:33.520 --> 01:25:40.800 churches can have that very like traumatic kind of the fire and brandstone stuff can 1241 01:25:40.880 --> 01:25:45.000 be really traumatic. It's very like in your face. Yeah, and it's 1242 01:25:45.239 --> 01:25:49.199 very like condemning and judge and stuff like that. Yeah. So and also 1243 01:25:49.359 --> 01:25:55.479 being in Utah too, like being out there, Yes, very Mormon. 1244 01:25:55.600 --> 01:25:58.159 And I feel like I came off the wrong way when I you know, 1245 01:25:58.239 --> 01:26:01.079 when I say witchy, I don't mean disrespeckful, but but I get your 1246 01:26:01.159 --> 01:26:03.279 vibe. You get my vibe. I don't mean I just don't know how 1247 01:26:03.319 --> 01:26:06.600 to describe it. Like you're spiritual, but like not like I'm not Buddhist. 1248 01:26:06.680 --> 01:26:09.319 I'm not you know what I mean? Oh yeah, And like you 1249 01:26:09.479 --> 01:26:14.359 have some really like I come over and sage this apartments. How would you 1250 01:26:14.560 --> 01:26:18.359 describe it? I mean, yeah, spiritual really like it's just like big 1251 01:26:18.520 --> 01:26:26.640 like sums it up like ye, she literally really interested everything. Remember like 1252 01:26:26.880 --> 01:26:29.399 last week before we went to Oklahoma, you came over and we were having 1253 01:26:29.439 --> 01:26:32.359 that conversation about the frequencies and the water, and you had this thought you 1254 01:26:32.439 --> 01:26:36.439 were like, you know, what what did you say? You were Like 1255 01:26:36.479 --> 01:26:41.640 when I'm in the shower, it's like a like a cleansing. I do 1256 01:26:41.760 --> 01:26:45.640 like a cleansing like meditation, like for like my end of day to kind 1257 01:26:45.680 --> 01:26:49.000 of just like wash everything like out and down the drain, you know, 1258 01:26:49.359 --> 01:26:54.880 like an energet. Yeah. Yeah, that's honestly a smart thing to do 1259 01:26:55.199 --> 01:26:58.039 when you're already like in the shower, You're already taking care of yourself. 1260 01:26:58.479 --> 01:27:01.239 And like I feel like care of the body also goes hand in hand with 1261 01:27:01.359 --> 01:27:05.479 like exactly energy care. Yeah, so what did I do? I started 1262 01:27:05.720 --> 01:27:11.039 nerding out about this book and being like, Randy, you're onto something and 1263 01:27:11.239 --> 01:27:15.560 like yeah the message, yeah, and like how water has a vibration to 1264 01:27:15.640 --> 01:27:17.680 that stuff. We ended up talking about this so cool. We ended up 1265 01:27:17.720 --> 01:27:20.479 talking about this for like an hour. And I'm probably like so annoying with 1266 01:27:20.560 --> 01:27:24.640 this stuff, and you're you're a good sport and you never like saying anything, 1267 01:27:25.079 --> 01:27:28.800 and like I learned something every time I come over. I love that. 1268 01:27:29.039 --> 01:27:34.279 I value Dandy so much because she's the only best friend of my wife 1269 01:27:34.319 --> 01:27:39.560 that's not my sister or your wife. I mean, so so she's the 1270 01:27:39.760 --> 01:27:43.399 she's the she's the one that's like, Okay, she's not my sister, 1271 01:27:44.039 --> 01:27:46.199 she's not you know, my best friend's wife, So like I gotta like 1272 01:27:46.359 --> 01:27:49.920 not annoy her too bad. But then you know that, you know what 1273 01:27:49.960 --> 01:27:54.920 I mean. So I'm like, I'm like, you know, dumping all 1274 01:27:55.000 --> 01:27:57.520 this stuff on you, and and she's such a good sport about it. 1275 01:27:57.600 --> 01:28:00.279 She'll sit there for and kind of like for me, it's practice. Yeah, 1276 01:28:00.479 --> 01:28:04.520 but I feel like you have the bug for like I'm like interested in 1277 01:28:04.680 --> 01:28:10.279 yeah yeah yeah, And like I made her sit through an hour of videos 1278 01:28:10.319 --> 01:28:15.680 about like frequencies, showing her like the water stuff and like here's you. 1279 01:28:15.079 --> 01:28:17.960 You're such a good sport about it, Like y'all, y'all just don't see 1280 01:28:18.079 --> 01:28:23.399 like the conversations that we're having, like here before we record, and like 1281 01:28:23.800 --> 01:28:27.279 today I'm calling because Jenny's gone today, so I'm calling Randy, like are 1282 01:28:27.319 --> 01:28:30.279 you showing up or what where are you at? Yeah? Where are you? 1283 01:28:30.399 --> 01:28:35.720 Like we're recorded here late? Yeah, Like should I expect what are 1284 01:28:35.760 --> 01:28:41.359 you? But no, like we I personally I appreciate you coming back into 1285 01:28:41.439 --> 01:28:44.600 Jenny's life. Oh yeah, you know, obviously mine, but more importantly 1286 01:28:44.720 --> 01:28:49.520 Jenny's. It brings her. It's been so crazy like since um I moved, 1287 01:28:49.720 --> 01:28:55.560 we've still all kept in contact, like very close contact for that whole 1288 01:28:55.640 --> 01:29:00.520 time. And that's exactly that's yeah, that's real friendship. That's real deep 1289 01:29:00.680 --> 01:29:06.239 connection. Yeah, and like it just brings Jenny so much joy that you're 1290 01:29:06.279 --> 01:29:10.039 back in her life. And naturally, I'm the kind of guy where I'm 1291 01:29:10.039 --> 01:29:12.600 like, I want to do anything to help her have joy. So I'm 1292 01:29:12.640 --> 01:29:16.079 like, is Randy coming over? Do you need girl time? I will 1293 01:29:16.079 --> 01:29:19.279 play Xbox literally, and there will be nights you'll come over and you don't 1294 01:29:19.279 --> 01:29:24.399 even see me. I'm just like, I'm I'm playing a Fortnite or Star 1295 01:29:24.439 --> 01:29:26.720 Wars or what like. I don't care, Like y'all can have the house. 1296 01:29:26.800 --> 01:29:31.119 I don't care, And I'm just I just appreciate your presence in our 1297 01:29:31.279 --> 01:29:34.560 life, you know, And like I felt like, I know you don't 1298 01:29:34.600 --> 01:29:39.439 feel like you have a lot to say on the show, or you feel 1299 01:29:39.520 --> 01:29:43.560 like you feel maybe like you don't have anything to offer, but I don't 1300 01:29:43.600 --> 01:29:46.079 think. So I wanted to have you on as like a thank you you 1301 01:29:46.159 --> 01:29:49.920 made it on blit su set, so I'm honored to be here. So 1302 01:29:50.960 --> 01:29:58.279 Shifting Gears has the show brought you like anything positive? Oh? Yeah, 1303 01:29:58.560 --> 01:30:01.800 for sure, Like getting closer to like you and Casey and like Alex and 1304 01:30:01.880 --> 01:30:06.439 everybody, like I I went to have, like to having like zero friends 1305 01:30:06.479 --> 01:30:12.680 in Utah to having like so many here and like still like we went to 1306 01:30:12.800 --> 01:30:16.640 that concert and I met so many other people, so it's like I'm taking 1307 01:30:16.680 --> 01:30:21.960 her to death core shows. Yeah, she's got the one direction that was 1308 01:30:23.840 --> 01:30:27.479 on death metal fut that was funny. Yeah, that sure, it was 1309 01:30:27.640 --> 01:30:30.600 legendary. I had to wear it. It was like the perfect moment. 1310 01:30:30.479 --> 01:30:35.319 Yeah you you you definitely like you you fit the vibe perfectly fit in like 1311 01:30:35.439 --> 01:30:40.359 it was our fake Yeah, it was. We're all I'm always happy whenever 1312 01:30:40.399 --> 01:30:44.279 you come over, because it's just it just adds another special ingredient to the 1313 01:30:44.520 --> 01:30:49.039 exactly part of the chill time. Yeah, honestly, you're you're always good 1314 01:30:49.119 --> 01:30:53.720 vibes. You are our ride or die. Yes, Yeah, yeah, 1315 01:30:54.119 --> 01:31:00.560 literallys are mine like you guys support me of course of course his hands on 1316 01:31:00.680 --> 01:31:11.359 Instagram. Yes, let's go. Yes, absolutely. Is there like anything 1317 01:31:11.680 --> 01:31:15.640 about the show that stuck out? Do you? I mean yeah, I 1318 01:31:15.720 --> 01:31:20.199 mean I feel like I've definitely said this before, but I learned so much, 1319 01:31:21.000 --> 01:31:27.119 Like um, like I didn't even know about like duncan Trustle or like 1320 01:31:27.359 --> 01:31:30.760 rom Doss Like yeah, like I didn't know like a lot of the stuff 1321 01:31:30.800 --> 01:31:35.439 that I'm like learning, listening and being here and being involved. So it's 1322 01:31:35.479 --> 01:31:39.479 like a whole different world it so is it? Really? It really is, 1323 01:31:39.600 --> 01:31:42.079 and it's always been there, and it's like, how did I never 1324 01:31:42.279 --> 01:31:45.359 hear anything about it? Eat? Yeah, because I mean it's the same 1325 01:31:45.439 --> 01:31:47.319 for me and everything's connected. I love it. Yeah, I love it, 1326 01:31:47.720 --> 01:31:53.680 love it, love it awesome. Well, I hope your first appearance 1327 01:31:53.720 --> 01:31:57.880 on bled so sad was first not last. Yeah, Yes, I hope 1328 01:31:57.920 --> 01:32:00.720 it was fun. I hope it was positive. I don't know, but 1329 01:32:00.920 --> 01:32:06.199 I I fibbed, dude, no problem, it's our pleasure facts. I 1330 01:32:06.359 --> 01:32:10.000 fibbed. In the beginning of the episode, I said we had six guests 1331 01:32:10.000 --> 01:32:15.279 tonight. One of those guests could not make it. It was Alex's fiance 1332 01:32:15.600 --> 01:32:18.479 Someday. I wanted to say that because I want to put that out there. 1333 01:32:18.960 --> 01:32:23.359 We'd love to have her on the show. So we have five guests 1334 01:32:23.399 --> 01:32:26.800 tonight, we're down to our last one. If you'd be so kind as 1335 01:32:26.840 --> 01:32:33.720 to go and get your knucklehead, my pinhead. Yeah, yes, thank 1336 01:32:33.800 --> 01:32:39.680 you. Whoa hold on? You got a high five to producer. That's 1337 01:32:39.760 --> 01:32:46.159 part of it. You said, go get your knucklehead. They're they're like 1338 01:32:46.439 --> 01:32:57.199 they're they're, they're, they're freaking trouble together. That's my baby. Yeah, 1339 01:32:57.720 --> 01:33:00.039 it's Jawzy Bear. It's Jawzy Bear. Let's give it up for Randy 1340 01:33:00.159 --> 01:33:03.439 though. Yeah, really killed it. She did great. Yeah, now 1341 01:33:03.520 --> 01:33:06.680 we have the backbone of blood, so said so in the house, y'all. 1342 01:33:06.760 --> 01:33:11.119 Oh that's fine. Yes, yeah, dude, you are. We've 1343 01:33:11.239 --> 01:33:16.359 been freaking blood behind the brain, the blood everything else. Yn. It's 1344 01:33:16.439 --> 01:33:19.600 kind of like nice to have us foreign here to kind of like have this 1345 01:33:19.800 --> 01:33:24.520 moment of reflection. Yeah, and it's nice to finish off with you because 1346 01:33:24.560 --> 01:33:28.239 you're the manager of the whole thing. You're so intimately involved in every aspect 1347 01:33:28.319 --> 01:33:30.720 of the show, so it's cool that we get to finish it off. 1348 01:33:30.920 --> 01:33:33.560 Yes, the core squad also, like, excuse my outfit. I know 1349 01:33:33.680 --> 01:33:38.000 this is a little bit more casual than I usually go, but it is 1350 01:33:38.680 --> 01:33:42.640 for all of you guys out. It's twelve ten in the morning, so 1351 01:33:42.960 --> 01:33:45.600 just so you know, Yeah, we've been a lot going on to and 1352 01:33:45.640 --> 01:33:48.039 we've been doing this all day. Yes, and also, this is the 1353 01:33:48.159 --> 01:33:56.720 world's first introduction to Jasy Bear, who is jar okay. Yeah, so 1354 01:33:56.840 --> 01:33:59.359 sin okay. I know this isn't about the show. But since the beginning, 1355 01:34:00.119 --> 01:34:03.039 so ever since I've been friends with Casey and Nick specifically, um, 1356 01:34:03.159 --> 01:34:06.600 I've always been Jungie. Always been Jungie. We always called it. I 1357 01:34:06.640 --> 01:34:10.279 don't know why. It just came out that way, and then it was 1358 01:34:10.359 --> 01:34:13.039 like a thing within the friend group. So my name on quip Blash, 1359 01:34:13.079 --> 01:34:16.239 which sometimes we do the game nights, it was always junk or Jungie. 1360 01:34:16.439 --> 01:34:21.119 It was a well and on on Smash Brothers it's jung Yeah. Out of 1361 01:34:21.199 --> 01:34:24.560 nowhere. I don't know what happened. I put on this hat, which 1362 01:34:24.680 --> 01:34:29.600 was this is an homage to what episode fifty It was fifty. Yeah, 1363 01:34:29.640 --> 01:34:32.119 we had the dollar tree hats, shout out. I can't wait to see 1364 01:34:32.159 --> 01:34:35.920 what happens on one. They did up their prices from a dollar to a 1365 01:34:35.960 --> 01:34:41.920 dollar twenty five though that we're never going back, which is about get out 1366 01:34:41.960 --> 01:34:47.159 of everybody. That's so we're really on a budget now a dollar like anyway, 1367 01:34:47.319 --> 01:34:50.159 that's a trip. But now I just put this on and I just 1368 01:34:50.279 --> 01:34:54.560 became jaw Z Bear. It just start happened. Dude, Oh my god, 1369 01:34:54.600 --> 01:34:57.520 I can't tell you, guys, how many This is like real deep 1370 01:34:57.640 --> 01:35:01.840 behind the scenes inside baseball. I can't tell you guys how many times after 1371 01:35:01.960 --> 01:35:05.560 the podcast we go out there and we just like chill and have fun and 1372 01:35:06.520 --> 01:35:12.119 like all of us will make music with our mouths. And every person did 1373 01:35:12.119 --> 01:35:15.800 it last night. Every person is a different instrument, and it's always like 1374 01:35:15.960 --> 01:35:17.880 jazzy music. Yes, well it's jazzy bear, that's what I'm saying. 1375 01:35:18.000 --> 01:35:20.760 So one night, Jenny has this hat on it and she just starts like 1376 01:35:21.239 --> 01:35:29.000 talking in like a jazz like scatting like the but but the vibe I get 1377 01:35:29.199 --> 01:35:32.680 is like a nineteen twenties mobster who owns like a speakeasy jazz club. But 1378 01:35:32.760 --> 01:35:36.039 it's a front like little snaps. Yeah, it's a little snaps. Yes, 1379 01:35:36.319 --> 01:35:40.960 that's jawsy bear. Yes you see. Last night, Okay, apparently 1380 01:35:41.039 --> 01:35:45.560 Mac DeMarco had come out with like an album that's just like purely grooves, 1381 01:35:45.880 --> 01:35:48.640 Like it's just the whole entire thing is just small. So last night we 1382 01:35:48.720 --> 01:35:51.119 have that onto the beach. We went out to the beach and Gacy and 1383 01:35:51.199 --> 01:35:57.119 I were just humming together and it's like it's very like close moment, like 1384 01:35:57.199 --> 01:36:00.319 when you can like make like I can't imagine twice born like you guys are 1385 01:36:00.359 --> 01:36:04.359 actually making music. Just me being Jawsy Bear and like being in that moment 1386 01:36:06.239 --> 01:36:11.239 with whoever is in the room. Even that is like what's fun. It's 1387 01:36:11.279 --> 01:36:15.920 fun and weird when you are doing it and you're realizing like I'm not even 1388 01:36:15.000 --> 01:36:18.439 like trying, You're just in sync with the other person. It is and 1389 01:36:18.520 --> 01:36:21.800 it's almost I mean, I say all the time music is a psychic medium, 1390 01:36:21.880 --> 01:36:25.720 but that's like, yeah, it feels like magic. Yeah, when 1391 01:36:25.760 --> 01:36:28.399 you're just like flowing and stuff just coming out, it's fun. And we 1392 01:36:28.520 --> 01:36:30.760 do it all the time. It's so much fun. It's fine. That's 1393 01:36:30.880 --> 01:36:35.640 Jaws bear man. Okay, So favorite episodes, like a couple some of 1394 01:36:35.720 --> 01:36:39.720 your favorites or some of your favorite no, no, no, before that, 1395 01:36:40.560 --> 01:36:45.239 when were you the most nervous? Yeah? I like that in reference 1396 01:36:45.279 --> 01:36:48.600 to what just and a hundred episodes? When have you been the most let's 1397 01:36:48.640 --> 01:36:54.840 go nervous nerve racked? He hit us with that earlier of an episode. 1398 01:36:55.199 --> 01:37:01.560 Just any moment like part of the prompted journey. Oh, probably the hat 1399 01:37:01.640 --> 01:37:13.399 commercial. Really, that was stressful. Nobody really watched the hack of her 1400 01:37:13.520 --> 01:37:17.159 Hey check it out. Spend some time on that too much? Too much? 1401 01:37:17.279 --> 01:37:20.720 Time on. We spend too much time on it. First time. 1402 01:37:20.760 --> 01:37:25.279 We're like we were coming out with our first merch item, which again like 1403 01:37:25.359 --> 01:37:28.399 to think about two years ago, where we like it was just us. 1404 01:37:28.760 --> 01:37:31.239 After here, we'll have some behind the scenes clips. We have a clip. 1405 01:37:32.239 --> 01:37:34.720 You'll notice it. It does not look anything like this. It is 1406 01:37:34.760 --> 01:37:39.840 our old living room. We recorded the first batch of episodes in our old 1407 01:37:39.920 --> 01:37:43.600 living room empty. Okay, cool, So that'll be at the end. 1408 01:37:44.520 --> 01:37:47.319 Another thing too, that I just wanted to say was, um, you'll 1409 01:37:47.359 --> 01:37:55.039 see some in the hubus behind the scenes footage some of the funny silliness from 1410 01:37:55.079 --> 01:37:58.079 after the show too. You'll say, there's a nice little video of you 1411 01:37:59.000 --> 01:38:03.960 just bsing whatever with Alex the commercial. But yes, the hack commercial was 1412 01:38:04.399 --> 01:38:09.039 a lot. And then like we go and look at the YouTube like views 1413 01:38:09.079 --> 01:38:11.800 and we're like excited, and then it's like, wait, like nobody even 1414 01:38:12.039 --> 01:38:20.359 saw it video. Ye oh, it was so much fun to do, 1415 01:38:20.600 --> 01:38:24.880 and like it's not that's not the reason we haven't done it again. It's 1416 01:38:24.920 --> 01:38:29.720 just like we've been so focused on the podcast episodes we haven't like really putting 1417 01:38:30.239 --> 01:38:32.239 before. No, obviously, Jenny, you're gonna be ending the episode with 1418 01:38:32.319 --> 01:38:35.640 us tonight. So like one thing I wanted to do. We don't have 1419 01:38:35.720 --> 01:38:38.800 to do it right now, but I wanted to talk about like our big 1420 01:38:38.880 --> 01:38:42.600 ideas for the future. Keep that in mind. Yeah. Um, I 1421 01:38:42.720 --> 01:38:46.119 want to say, like, if y'all have seen our Instagram, that is 1422 01:38:46.319 --> 01:38:53.479 all Jenny huh really yeah, Randy, I love whenever you're like, like 1423 01:38:53.760 --> 01:38:56.800 the DMS would be like hey Ryan, and I'm like, sorry, it's 1424 01:38:56.880 --> 01:39:01.279 just me. Yeah, it's really all the socials right, yeah, pretty 1425 01:39:01.359 --> 01:39:08.439 much? Oh yeah, stuff like just anything marketing. Again, my first 1426 01:39:08.520 --> 01:39:13.000 gig is like marketing, so that's her actual day job. So like you 1427 01:39:13.039 --> 01:39:15.520 want to school for yeah, well I want to flow into this. Okay, 1428 01:39:15.680 --> 01:39:18.359 flow into a job, have a day job. We all do. 1429 01:39:19.039 --> 01:39:23.800 And then my second baby is Blexo Setzo, which is really just my baby 1430 01:39:23.880 --> 01:39:27.640 baby and I love it very much. It is a very special project for 1431 01:39:27.760 --> 01:39:30.439 me and it's a way for me to let out a creative Like, yeah, 1432 01:39:30.720 --> 01:39:32.960 I know that you had asked. I could hear through the door you 1433 01:39:33.039 --> 01:39:36.119 were asking some questions about like what is the podcast done? That's good for 1434 01:39:36.239 --> 01:39:41.000 you? And I would say, like letting out it's a very nice outlet 1435 01:39:41.079 --> 01:39:43.600 for me because I wouldn't put this kind of content on my own page. 1436 01:39:43.680 --> 01:39:45.560 I can't do that for my clients page. Like it's a special kind of 1437 01:39:45.640 --> 01:39:49.279 content, yeah, that I can create, and it's just really fun and 1438 01:39:49.560 --> 01:39:54.000 it's a very nice like routine for me, and it keeps me on track, 1439 01:39:54.079 --> 01:39:58.239 so I really appreciate and it like scratches that creative Yes, yeah, 1440 01:39:58.880 --> 01:40:02.600 yes, that's so awesome. My third gig is sometimes I do weddings, 1441 01:40:02.960 --> 01:40:06.279 okay during the day, like I'll coordinate and do weddings and I'm leading into 1442 01:40:06.359 --> 01:40:10.800 something. I did a wedding today and on the way back, I just 1443 01:40:10.920 --> 01:40:13.520 had such a fun time. The temperature was perfect. It was at a 1444 01:40:13.560 --> 01:40:15.479 beach. It was seventy two degrees. It was just beautiful. The sunset 1445 01:40:15.560 --> 01:40:18.960 was beautiful. And so after I was leaving and I was walking to my 1446 01:40:19.079 --> 01:40:21.399 car, I had to walk quite away because I had to park at a 1447 01:40:21.439 --> 01:40:26.079 beach access, and I just was like feeling so thankful. In the moment, 1448 01:40:26.159 --> 01:40:29.319 I just look up and I'm just like thank you, and I said 1449 01:40:29.359 --> 01:40:32.439 it out loud, and then I said it three more times out even louder, 1450 01:40:33.159 --> 01:40:35.399 because I was like, no, for real, thank you, like 1451 01:40:35.520 --> 01:40:39.039 thank you, thank you, Like I want you to know. Anyway, 1452 01:40:39.079 --> 01:40:41.640 get in the car, drive for a little while. It was an hour 1453 01:40:41.760 --> 01:40:45.119 drive, and all of a sudden, like I see a really bright flash 1454 01:40:45.199 --> 01:40:50.159 in the sky and it had completely dimmed out, and I was just thinking 1455 01:40:50.199 --> 01:40:55.399 about the podcast and like, okay, I'm going from wedding mode to now 1456 01:40:55.439 --> 01:40:58.079 I'm heading toward the podcast. I have a lot of people at my house, 1457 01:40:58.560 --> 01:41:01.159 like just kind of thinking about, Okay, what's next. And around 1458 01:41:01.199 --> 01:41:03.720 that time, like I saw this very bright flash in the sky and it 1459 01:41:03.800 --> 01:41:08.760 completely dimmed out, and it was like it wasn't like an airplane where it 1460 01:41:08.960 --> 01:41:12.840 moves but you can like still see the blank. It was like like you 1461 01:41:12.880 --> 01:41:15.920 can tell when an airplane shifts in the sky, but I don't know. 1462 01:41:15.039 --> 01:41:18.079 It was just and even if it wasn't anything, it was like a really 1463 01:41:18.159 --> 01:41:23.359 sweet sign to me. And it kind of completed like the thank you chapter. 1464 01:41:23.479 --> 01:41:26.439 It's like you're welcome. You've been in this long enough to know that 1465 01:41:26.560 --> 01:41:29.279 it wasn't nothing. It was you know what I mean. It was like 1466 01:41:29.439 --> 01:41:31.560 literally like a year welcome. That's what I felt like it was. And 1467 01:41:31.680 --> 01:41:35.800 I was just like and then heading heading into this and then being here, 1468 01:41:35.840 --> 01:41:42.039 I just feel like and this whole day is just like centered around gratitude for 1469 01:41:42.159 --> 01:41:45.239 the great day. Yes, we've just it's been very celebratory from what I've 1470 01:41:45.279 --> 01:41:48.119 heard. Again, I was at the wedding, but I can tell from 1471 01:41:48.159 --> 01:41:50.119 the energy. Whenever I walked in, I was like, oh my gosh, 1472 01:41:50.159 --> 01:41:54.239 we're having fun, well even for us, Like it's been like Nick 1473 01:41:54.279 --> 01:41:57.199 and I woke up this morning, we went and got breakfast, We went 1474 01:41:57.319 --> 01:42:01.920 got Starbucks, slammed it, went saw John Wick four in the middle of 1475 01:42:02.000 --> 01:42:10.199 it from slamming coffee. No, no, no, really, John Wick 1476 01:42:10.239 --> 01:42:15.079 four, get back, freaking Jeremy's here five minutes and obviously Casey's here, 1477 01:42:15.159 --> 01:42:17.239 She's here. Jeremy and went out to lunch together. Yeah, that a 1478 01:42:17.279 --> 01:42:21.520 little lunch date. And then literally like five minutes later, Emily walks in 1479 01:42:21.720 --> 01:42:25.640 like damn, like the whole cruise here, my brother's here, my sister's 1480 01:42:25.680 --> 01:42:28.840 here, all for the one hundred and then we get and then Alex shows 1481 01:42:28.920 --> 01:42:33.600 up about four thirty, and then Randy here a sing I called Randy because 1482 01:42:33.640 --> 01:42:36.119 you weren't here. Usually you coordinate with Randy, and I knew you were 1483 01:42:36.119 --> 01:42:39.840 going to be gone till like past nine pm tonight, so I called Randy. 1484 01:42:39.880 --> 01:42:42.239 I'm like, Jenny's busy, where are you at? Like you know, 1485 01:42:42.319 --> 01:42:45.439 we're here, we're recording, we're gonna see you. We want you 1486 01:42:45.600 --> 01:42:47.239 on, you know, and like it's it's been a great day just having 1487 01:42:47.399 --> 01:42:51.600 fun and high vibes. Today must be a good day. Well, yesterday 1488 01:42:51.680 --> 01:42:56.319 was a full moon. M I don't know, maybe connected, but vibe 1489 01:42:56.439 --> 01:43:00.479 is whole and it really is today. Yeah, Well it's probably the hats. 1490 01:43:00.000 --> 01:43:04.159 It's definitely a hundred. The hat Definitely Ryan ham picked these hat there's 1491 01:43:04.159 --> 01:43:10.560 so many. I always hand picked the hats and Ryan was knees. Okay, 1492 01:43:10.720 --> 01:43:13.800 So there's the thing about the christ did we talk about how again we 1493 01:43:13.920 --> 01:43:15.760 were really excited about the Christmas hats? No one said anything. I've said 1494 01:43:15.800 --> 01:43:20.520 that, Oh, we didn't get a single comment. We there's so many 1495 01:43:20.560 --> 01:43:25.840 things that we goiggle about internally that we're like, yeah, like on episode 1496 01:43:25.880 --> 01:43:28.960 fifty, no one no one made it, like it's not a big deal, 1497 01:43:29.439 --> 01:43:30.920 but like why why are you weren't doing it for us? Right? 1498 01:43:31.159 --> 01:43:36.279 Yeah, but like nobody's even acknowledging it, and nobody acknowledged the Disney They're 1499 01:43:36.319 --> 01:43:41.000 not remember we wore Dinners. No one's even acknowledging the ship and it's so 1500 01:43:41.159 --> 01:43:44.520 funny to us, We're like, how stupid? Was scratches that it? 1501 01:43:44.760 --> 01:43:47.479 So we used to have a YouTube channel and it was really fun and again 1502 01:43:47.800 --> 01:43:50.760 that would scratch that itch of just like let's be silly and then put it 1503 01:43:50.800 --> 01:43:54.680 out publicly. Oh yeah, and then like so many things that we do 1504 01:43:54.760 --> 01:43:58.520 on the show are just for us because we just want to make ourselves laugh. 1505 01:43:58.840 --> 01:44:00.560 Yeah. I remember we did the Divine Masculine episode. We had those 1506 01:44:00.600 --> 01:44:03.600 fake cigars. Yeah, like when we're puffing them the whole time. Yeah, 1507 01:44:03.760 --> 01:44:06.520 and they're like a third of the people are watching on YouTube. Yeah. 1508 01:44:06.880 --> 01:44:12.960 Yeah, here's we had answer my favorite episode, yeah, or like 1509 01:44:13.039 --> 01:44:16.560 a few of them. Yeah. I really liked Pinocchio. Okay, I 1510 01:44:16.560 --> 01:44:19.000 don't know why. It's a good one. I don't know why I had 1511 01:44:19.079 --> 01:44:21.600 liked it so much though, because here's the thing. I fell asleep during 1512 01:44:21.640 --> 01:44:25.760 the movie. Really, yeah I did, and I was upset because I 1513 01:44:25.800 --> 01:44:28.640 was really much looking forward to it. But anyway, I really liked Pinocchio. 1514 01:44:29.159 --> 01:44:31.359 I think I haven't even listened to this all the way. The light 1515 01:44:31.399 --> 01:44:34.439 House episode that was a banger, Yeah, I had told Nick I was 1516 01:44:34.520 --> 01:44:36.520 like, oh, my gosh, dude, like you just went in. 1517 01:44:36.600 --> 01:44:40.880 I could feel the passion. I was very excited about that, very giddy 1518 01:44:40.880 --> 01:44:44.760 about that, and loved best thumbnail. Oh yeah, that is the whole. 1519 01:44:45.600 --> 01:44:47.159 Yeah again, we had fun with that. Yea, the best thumbnail 1520 01:44:47.199 --> 01:44:53.479 we've ever made. We will not top it. I really really liked Cosmic 1521 01:44:53.560 --> 01:44:58.159 Horror. Yes, you said one of his favorites, and you said one 1522 01:44:58.199 --> 01:45:01.199 of my favorites. Yeah, really, of mine was Lighthouse and Cousin. 1523 01:45:01.840 --> 01:45:08.000 Yeah, um, guest wise, I really liked Um, Marky and Bobby. 1524 01:45:08.159 --> 01:45:12.520 I feel like, wow, everybody, everybody liked theirs. Yeah, 1525 01:45:12.680 --> 01:45:15.760 we need to bring them back this summer. I really really enjoyed them. 1526 01:45:15.880 --> 01:45:20.479 I don't Duncan Oh yeah, Duncan's was really good. I was well. 1527 01:45:20.560 --> 01:45:24.199 Kasey and I were listening through the door meeting. We'll put that at the 1528 01:45:24.319 --> 01:45:27.720 end too. Kasey and I were at the door listening. Yeah, we 1529 01:45:27.880 --> 01:45:31.159 see, we talked, We talked, was in here. But feel awful 1530 01:45:31.239 --> 01:45:35.880 of just repeating everyone's great. It's great because it's reinforcers continuity. Yeah, 1531 01:45:35.920 --> 01:45:39.319 yeah, exactly, it's true. No, that's a great idea. We 1532 01:45:39.359 --> 01:45:44.199 should find that video and put that at the end, because that that's like 1533 01:45:44.359 --> 01:45:46.239 it was real, like that that really happened. They were really out there, 1534 01:45:46.319 --> 01:45:50.359 like giddy that that we were talking to duncan Trustle. Yeah, yeah, 1535 01:45:50.439 --> 01:45:53.680 that was one of my that was like, oh my, that's like 1536 01:45:53.880 --> 01:45:56.720 a bucket list check off for me, Like, yeah, that was so 1537 01:45:57.239 --> 01:45:59.199 that's that's that's a kind of moment where you're like, wow, like the 1538 01:45:59.239 --> 01:46:00.760 world's kind of weird. Yeah, like I'm just like living with it, 1539 01:46:01.000 --> 01:46:05.039 but also like anything is possible, Like you can achieve your dreams if you 1540 01:46:05.119 --> 01:46:09.279 just if you just keep putting your foot forward. Honorable mention. One of 1541 01:46:09.319 --> 01:46:13.159 my favorites that I didn't say earlier. Jim Carrey Greenman episode. Oh yeah, 1542 01:46:13.359 --> 01:46:15.319 one of my favorites. Yeah yeah, we talked about Sonic Too, 1543 01:46:15.640 --> 01:46:19.680 Yeah, and many others. Sonic Too. I didn't fall asleep during that 1544 01:46:19.760 --> 01:46:24.800 one in the movie theater. I was just more like what am I watching? 1545 01:46:25.119 --> 01:46:27.920 Like I dragged her to it. She never just saw the first movie, 1546 01:46:28.079 --> 01:46:30.319 Like, yeah, I just dragged her. I mean Jim carreyed it 1547 01:46:30.359 --> 01:46:31.920 all right, though, like he did good, he did great. Yeah, 1548 01:46:32.199 --> 01:46:34.880 I think like he was kind of the best part of that movie. 1549 01:46:35.039 --> 01:46:41.640 Oh yeah, Well, and Sonic well yeah that too, and also the 1550 01:46:41.960 --> 01:46:45.159 sonic, you know the main character of the come on, Yeah, well 1551 01:46:45.239 --> 01:46:49.399 I think that I really, I really kind of just want to Oh man, 1552 01:46:49.439 --> 01:46:54.039 I was trying to itch my head and then I realized that it just 1553 01:46:54.159 --> 01:46:57.439 feels like home. It's so comfortable. Yeah, these dollar try hats are 1554 01:46:57.479 --> 01:47:01.600 really good anyway, they are not. And Nick, everyone knows you've got 1555 01:47:01.640 --> 01:47:04.359 a bigger head. I mean, how does it feel for you? Bigger 1556 01:47:04.840 --> 01:47:10.760 is not? Bigger is generous. I have a fucking huge head, okay, 1557 01:47:11.159 --> 01:47:13.960 and it's tight on my head. Oh well, it's not a little. 1558 01:47:14.039 --> 01:47:16.119 Every time y'all get a hat for me, I'm like, this isn't 1559 01:47:16.159 --> 01:47:20.119 gonna fit, but I'd do it anyway. I could do some custom Um, 1560 01:47:20.800 --> 01:47:24.920 you do enough, you do enough. What is that thing called whenever 1561 01:47:25.000 --> 01:47:30.479 you get your dress? Like hemmed alterations? Some alterations for you do anyway. 1562 01:47:30.680 --> 01:47:32.840 So for real, I want to talk a little bit. I just 1563 01:47:32.920 --> 01:47:36.880 want to go back to the beginning, like in our minds, because again 1564 01:47:39.159 --> 01:47:43.760 I just can't believe this idea happened. The first plant, the first seed 1565 01:47:43.880 --> 01:47:47.199 that was planted for blood, So setzo is probably what twenty nineteen, Yeah, 1566 01:47:47.520 --> 01:47:53.079 when Alex brought it up first. That was actually twenty eighteen twenty when 1567 01:47:53.359 --> 01:48:00.479 we first met, and I was like, nah, bro by Smiss. 1568 01:48:00.640 --> 01:48:08.800 Twenty twenty is when we were having serious because Nick, we've gotlier that year 1569 01:48:09.279 --> 01:48:14.000 was going off about some sort of outlet for Ryan. Yeah. And then 1570 01:48:14.159 --> 01:48:16.359 December, I remember we were having a for real talk Ryan. It was 1571 01:48:16.399 --> 01:48:19.960 just Ryan and I and I was like Ryan was just kind of flustered about, 1572 01:48:19.960 --> 01:48:23.920 oh my gosh, it's it's a big leave to do this right and 1573 01:48:24.000 --> 01:48:27.039 get everybody involved, and like it's just a lot to think about. And 1574 01:48:27.119 --> 01:48:30.880 then thinking back, like like to think about all we've done. Just to 1575 01:48:31.199 --> 01:48:35.760 interrupt myself again, that's wild to think like two years ago, if I 1576 01:48:35.840 --> 01:48:39.600 would have known, like, Okay, you will achieve this in two years, 1577 01:48:39.640 --> 01:48:41.319 I would have been like, okay, like we'll be fine, like 1578 01:48:41.880 --> 01:48:44.159 you know what I mean. But it's just a very daunting thought. So 1579 01:48:44.239 --> 01:48:45.439 then finally, like Ryan and I have been talking, talking, talking, 1580 01:48:45.479 --> 01:48:48.119 and I'm like, we need to just meet up and do a meeting for 1581 01:48:48.239 --> 01:48:51.359 the first time and like talk about what we envisioned that this could be. 1582 01:48:51.920 --> 01:48:56.520 And we took step by step. I remember I kind of like put a 1583 01:48:56.560 --> 01:48:59.880 bug in Casey's ear about like, hey, can you like do the our 1584 01:49:00.359 --> 01:49:03.359 like? Is that fine? Like? And so, I mean her style 1585 01:49:03.520 --> 01:49:08.920 is just perfect and it's exactly what when he wanted, which is what the 1586 01:49:09.000 --> 01:49:12.319 show is, you know, but it can also be dark when needed. 1587 01:49:12.840 --> 01:49:16.239 Yes, that's her specialty. Yep, exactly turning something. Really it's just 1588 01:49:16.439 --> 01:49:20.760 dark. Yes, she's the perfect it's it's it's almost as if we were 1589 01:49:20.840 --> 01:49:26.359 all meant to do that, and we all possess the necessary skills and gifts. 1590 01:49:26.479 --> 01:49:30.000 Yeah, nearly. I've had her phone number already. Don't got to 1591 01:49:30.079 --> 01:49:35.680 do any emailing. So anyway, So Alex Plaint of the Seed hounded everybody, 1592 01:49:35.800 --> 01:49:40.159 You hounded everybody. I was finally hounded Ryan, Like, you better 1593 01:49:40.279 --> 01:49:43.920 just make an honorable mention. Nick makes all the music, Yeah, we 1594 01:49:44.000 --> 01:49:46.680 haven't said for the podcast. All the special songs too. We've had a 1595 01:49:46.720 --> 01:49:51.119 blast with such as the heavy metal one which is in the twice Worn episode, 1596 01:49:51.560 --> 01:49:55.479 the hat commercial, the yoga one. Yoga. I mean I made 1597 01:49:55.560 --> 01:49:59.560 three songs for the yoga video. Yeah, the fire it's very good. 1598 01:49:59.680 --> 01:50:01.600 Yeah, I had so much fun. I was showing Raven. I was 1599 01:50:01.600 --> 01:50:04.319 showing him to Raven the other night. And you made the rock song in 1600 01:50:04.479 --> 01:50:12.000 the Senior episode, right, and the piano that plays through it in the 1601 01:50:12.079 --> 01:50:15.760 Siblings episode. If there's ever been music on Pleasure, Yeah, people are 1602 01:50:15.840 --> 01:50:21.000 commenting on that theme song really yes, Yeah, Like Olivia wanted me to 1603 01:50:21.079 --> 01:50:25.479 tell you that she loves the full disclosure O. Hell yeah. D Ryan 1604 01:50:25.640 --> 01:50:29.039 was just like I want something like kind of like vapor wavy or whatever, 1605 01:50:29.279 --> 01:50:32.720 but like but like emotional emotion deeper. Yeah, do you use the word? 1606 01:50:32.880 --> 01:50:38.439 Um? Maybe was it pensive or maybe it was it was I know 1607 01:50:38.520 --> 01:50:41.479 what I expressed. It was like I wanted to be deep. This is 1608 01:50:41.600 --> 01:50:45.079 serious. This is a very serious show. And now it was like, 1609 01:50:45.840 --> 01:50:47.359 yeah it was. I mean all the music is like a download. It's 1610 01:50:47.359 --> 01:50:49.920 all a download. I just like heard it, did it whatever, But 1611 01:50:50.000 --> 01:50:54.720 yeah, if you hear any any music on the show, it's I made 1612 01:50:54.760 --> 01:50:59.920 it. And honestly, the pattern here is that it's just like we're doing 1613 01:50:59.920 --> 01:51:04.520 it because we're very serious about the message and because we want people to like 1614 01:51:04.840 --> 01:51:10.159 receive positivity and like get something from it. But also it's like, again 1615 01:51:10.239 --> 01:51:14.319 we've said this before, it's just like our own just like fun thing to 1616 01:51:14.399 --> 01:51:17.279 do and healing, and it's kind of like totally. We're all expressing ourselves 1617 01:51:17.359 --> 01:51:21.720 in in unique ways to ourselves. Yeah for sure. Yeah, and I 1618 01:51:21.760 --> 01:51:27.079 don't even know what I was saying before. That's just is that the story 1619 01:51:27.159 --> 01:51:29.560 of our lives here, I said, even Atlox, where the switchboard is 1620 01:51:29.560 --> 01:51:34.720 expressing himself, he's getting to be at the command center. Let's fast forward. 1621 01:51:34.880 --> 01:51:40.560 Okay, hold on, so we do this whole, we start everything. 1622 01:51:40.800 --> 01:51:44.960 We're excited about it, you know, episode one zero two, and 1623 01:51:45.119 --> 01:51:47.800 we're recording in our old place. This is our new place. We've record 1624 01:51:48.279 --> 01:51:51.760 in our apartment. We've said this a few times, and so this is 1625 01:51:51.800 --> 01:51:56.319 our guest bedroom. This is where Nick and Casey sleep at night. When 1626 01:51:58.439 --> 01:52:04.600 this is we've never acknowledge he never said that. This son never was a 1627 01:52:04.720 --> 01:52:09.680 memory foam mattress. It ain't that good. But then one day, one 1628 01:52:09.760 --> 01:52:13.079 day, we're going to grow past this pullout couch. Yes, we're going 1629 01:52:13.119 --> 01:52:16.079 to look back at this. So anyway, let's talk about the switchboard here. 1630 01:52:16.199 --> 01:52:19.680 Yeah, at Alex's station, let's talk about it. When Alex got 1631 01:52:19.920 --> 01:52:26.199 his little rocket ships spaceship, little switchboard, I've never seen Alex so giddy, 1632 01:52:26.319 --> 01:52:29.159 oh yeah, oh my gosh. When he gets to sit there and 1633 01:52:29.279 --> 01:52:32.279 clack his buttons. You know what's funny that you're mentioning that we were When 1634 01:52:32.319 --> 01:52:35.880 we were talking about nervous moments earlier, I asked him what his most nervous 1635 01:52:36.000 --> 01:52:39.920 moment was, and he said it was the first time he used the switchboard. 1636 01:52:40.359 --> 01:52:45.359 It's it's true evolution of our show and Alex really having to pressure himself 1637 01:52:45.479 --> 01:52:50.239 to like, yeah hit but that first time ever, he said, he 1638 01:52:50.319 --> 01:52:56.520 was completely so nervous. It wasn't the board, it was the pressure of 1639 01:52:56.560 --> 01:52:59.760 the episode. Yeah, it was like, okay, I get this wrong, 1640 01:53:00.039 --> 01:53:02.079 worse. This is the one we started with the board, the one 1641 01:53:02.199 --> 01:53:05.159 in the field. Yeah yeah, but not in the studio, in the 1642 01:53:05.279 --> 01:53:11.800 field outside in the backyard. The hardest episode to manufacture. I would just 1643 01:53:11.960 --> 01:53:15.960 keep getting things and bringing them to your house and putting them on this desk 1644 01:53:15.079 --> 01:53:20.479 and not taking them home. So like now there's a monitor and a laptop 1645 01:53:20.640 --> 01:53:27.000 stand and like more chords than I've ever seen this in bro. He says 1646 01:53:27.039 --> 01:53:29.880 that so many times she's like, this room is a fire it's a fire 1647 01:53:29.960 --> 01:53:32.920 hazard. Alex's desk is a fire hazard. We I mean, I don't 1648 01:53:32.960 --> 01:53:36.399 know if I should say this. We have like we have like ten thousand 1649 01:53:36.479 --> 01:53:43.920 dollars worth of equipment like in this tiny little I mean base. Yeah it 1650 01:53:44.119 --> 01:53:45.920 is. Yeah, well listen, we started out would trust me. That's 1651 01:53:45.960 --> 01:53:49.199 true. We started out with twos and then all of a sudden, keeping 1652 01:53:49.279 --> 01:53:54.920 the records got his mic. Yes, not only that, we had to 1653 01:53:54.920 --> 01:53:59.640 get a whole new interface that one camera, two cameras like this stuff too. 1654 01:54:00.079 --> 01:54:01.520 You know what I mean? That figure is real. But like I 1655 01:54:01.600 --> 01:54:04.479 thought you were counting like the drum set. No, I'm talking to a 1656 01:54:04.520 --> 01:54:09.359 podcast I'm talking about and then this mic, and then we got and it's 1657 01:54:09.359 --> 01:54:15.000 all plugged into all these it's this about I'm gonna talking about the Elephant in 1658 01:54:15.039 --> 01:54:19.600 the Room, episode number four, honorable mention. What that's the name of 1659 01:54:19.640 --> 01:54:23.640 episode number four? What is it? The elephant in the room. Oh 1660 01:54:23.720 --> 01:54:26.479 my gosh, you're right. See that feels like a past life. I 1661 01:54:26.520 --> 01:54:31.159 should have done this episode, but only talking titles about this studio room. 1662 01:54:31.239 --> 01:54:34.279 It's okay, it's our guest room. Love that I have a nice little 1663 01:54:34.520 --> 01:54:38.399 closet storage closet. I find I get a lot of pride out of that, 1664 01:54:38.640 --> 01:54:42.239 just organizing podcast stuff. That makes me I'm a capricorn. I get 1665 01:54:42.359 --> 01:54:45.600 very excited about those things. I got some new bins from Ikea that I 1666 01:54:45.720 --> 01:54:49.279 put her stuff in, labeled them. Anyway, that's just the personality I 1667 01:54:49.520 --> 01:54:56.680 think though. Lord God gave me a wife with a hyper organized to help 1668 01:54:56.760 --> 01:55:01.359 me navigate this world. This is the elephant in the room. Something the 1669 01:55:01.399 --> 01:55:05.239 audience doesn't see. Oh no, there's a giant drum set in here, 1670 01:55:06.319 --> 01:55:12.439 giant drum set this room that we have to work around. It is right 1671 01:55:12.600 --> 01:55:15.119 behind. It is scorn drum set. It is. It is my sweet 1672 01:55:15.159 --> 01:55:20.319 baby Red and I I you know, I clean her Ryan Ryan Plazer, 1673 01:55:20.479 --> 01:55:26.600 I clean her, I you know, dust her off. Yes I do. 1674 01:55:26.760 --> 01:55:29.239 I've shown you that before. Thank you. I clean her off? 1675 01:55:30.239 --> 01:55:34.560 He ran right? What you call her candy apple round? No? No, 1676 01:55:34.760 --> 01:55:40.640 it's um yeah, my first ever drum set I named blue candy for 1677 01:55:40.720 --> 01:55:43.760 some reason when I was sixteen. So this one's yeah, it's candy apple. 1678 01:55:44.279 --> 01:55:47.279 Yeah. But I call her baby. You know that anyway. So 1679 01:55:47.840 --> 01:55:51.920 I just can't wait for the day that we expand a little more so that 1680 01:55:53.279 --> 01:55:58.840 sweet little baby drum set Red can be in another room will really help. 1681 01:55:59.560 --> 01:56:01.439 She's sure enough to have a room of her. Yeah, she's gonna grow 1682 01:56:01.600 --> 01:56:04.399 up. But anyway, but yeah, those are That's the day in the 1683 01:56:04.479 --> 01:56:09.800 life of Bludsoe said, So it was like drum sets. Can you imagine 1684 01:56:09.800 --> 01:56:15.119 the possibilities if that thing wasn't in the room? I have no choice, 1685 01:56:15.199 --> 01:56:18.479 guys, Come on, I know. I am very supportive. Y'all bought 1686 01:56:18.520 --> 01:56:26.600 it. It was a surprise gift to me from you. Guys. You're 1687 01:56:26.680 --> 01:56:30.039 yelling as about it now? How dare you do? It feels like you're 1688 01:56:30.039 --> 01:56:38.279 all yelling. Poor Katie Appls just sitting in the corners quietly like beat me. 1689 01:56:43.000 --> 01:56:45.600 Very proud of us, very proud of us. Team. Yes, 1690 01:56:45.760 --> 01:56:48.520 this is the team. This is the team. And I'm so happy to 1691 01:56:48.600 --> 01:56:51.720 have everybody here to like to celebrate with us. Yes, that's something we 1692 01:56:51.840 --> 01:56:54.319 thought of for a while. I was like, what, it would be 1693 01:56:54.399 --> 01:56:57.760 so nice to have people with us to kind of celebrate. This episode is 1694 01:56:57.800 --> 01:57:00.720 a party. It's so special. It's so special. I hope that all 1695 01:57:00.720 --> 01:57:02.880 of you are very proud of yourselves. I'm proud. Hey, I'm proud 1696 01:57:02.920 --> 01:57:06.079 of myself. You should. Yes, I'm proud of myself works off on 1697 01:57:06.199 --> 01:57:11.119 this. Yeah, yes, I'm proud of one of us. But but 1698 01:57:11.319 --> 01:57:15.600 yeah, and I'm proud of all of you, Yes, all of you, 1699 01:57:15.840 --> 01:57:18.319 all you listeners, all your viewers. You know, we've heard your 1700 01:57:18.399 --> 01:57:23.439 stories, we've seen you know, your comments about growth and seeing things, 1701 01:57:23.600 --> 01:57:27.920 and you know, we may not reply to every message because it's impossible. 1702 01:57:28.199 --> 01:57:30.600 Yeah, but we look at them and we love y'all. Yes, and 1703 01:57:30.720 --> 01:57:33.960 we're so proud of y'all. The amount of times that I'm like, Ryan, 1704 01:57:34.119 --> 01:57:36.479 did you see so and so said? Or even in the discord, 1705 01:57:36.640 --> 01:57:40.479 right, we have a really tight discord community. We know all we know, 1706 01:57:40.680 --> 01:57:44.640 like we know them by their like handles. Yeah. Yeah, it'll 1707 01:57:44.680 --> 01:57:46.600 be really a lot of them going to make this up, but it'll be 1708 01:57:46.720 --> 01:57:50.479 like, oh my gosh, did you see xenon X five to eight said 1709 01:57:51.079 --> 01:57:54.800 blah blah blah. It's like, we have no idea what this person looks 1710 01:57:54.880 --> 01:57:57.960 like. We know nothing about this person. Did you see that mean chicken 1711 01:57:58.079 --> 01:58:02.279 nugget post? These are fire in there memes are hilarious, so fun, 1712 01:58:02.479 --> 01:58:04.960 Like I'll go again. I know I don't comment a lot. All I 1713 01:58:05.000 --> 01:58:08.560 do was posting the announcement board was just kind of boring, Like I just 1714 01:58:08.640 --> 01:58:14.239 feel like the principle or something like poss an announcement boards no, no, 1715 01:58:14.399 --> 01:58:15.880 no, you're not the principal, you're then administrator. Those are worse, 1716 01:58:16.359 --> 01:58:20.680 right, Those are worse because they actually like he's superintended hockey talk. Yeah, 1717 01:58:20.800 --> 01:58:24.640 you're like walking around school like catching kids. Your principal just sits in 1718 01:58:24.680 --> 01:58:30.359 his office. I see the stuff posted in there, and there's multiple times 1719 01:58:30.359 --> 01:58:31.960 a day where it makes me smile for sure. Yeah, like some of 1720 01:58:32.000 --> 01:58:36.479 the stuff. There's some great people come up with this, or learning people's 1721 01:58:36.560 --> 01:58:41.600 real names. Okay, the fact that I was looking, I don't know 1722 01:58:41.680 --> 01:58:43.920 how it came across it, but I was like, Wizard in the Mountain's 1723 01:58:44.039 --> 01:58:47.479 name is Frank. Yeah. Yeah, It's like, yeah, that's his 1724 01:58:47.640 --> 01:58:51.119 name. But I'm just like, cool, that's my dad's name, which 1725 01:58:51.159 --> 01:58:54.359 is why it stuck out. Demand. I was like, I just didn't 1726 01:58:54.359 --> 01:58:58.119 see that coming. Wow, Rose's name is actually Rose. Yeah, Cliff's 1727 01:58:58.159 --> 01:59:02.000 name is Cliff. Yeah. Yeah, we talk about our patrons. Shout 1728 01:59:02.079 --> 01:59:04.479 out Rose and Cliff. They've both got on the show at this point, 1729 01:59:04.560 --> 01:59:09.600 both of those and Frank and Frank. Frank was he was on one of 1730 01:59:09.720 --> 01:59:12.760 ten. Yeah. Yeah. It was the question that was like my child, 1731 01:59:13.079 --> 01:59:16.159 my dad, Frank, shout out to my father in law, yes, 1732 01:59:16.520 --> 01:59:19.880 fact, he's very proud of us. Yeah, that's that's amazing. 1733 01:59:20.159 --> 01:59:24.199 That's really cool when like your parents are proud of you for the thing like 1734 01:59:24.279 --> 01:59:27.600 your passion project. That's like that warms my heart. Yeah. No, 1735 01:59:27.720 --> 01:59:30.159 it's like, okay, like I've done it. I'm doing I'm doing something 1736 01:59:30.239 --> 01:59:33.359 right. Like whenever you're whenever you're doing something and you're telling them, yeah, 1737 01:59:33.479 --> 01:59:35.439 are you excited, they're just like wow. You're like okay, I 1738 01:59:35.479 --> 01:59:39.840 don't like it. The second they're like yeah awesome, You're like wow, 1739 01:59:40.039 --> 01:59:43.920 like I did something. Yeah, which is kind of sad. I want 1740 01:59:43.960 --> 01:59:46.359 to ask you all one more question. Okay, but what what do you 1741 01:59:47.319 --> 01:59:50.640 what's your like ideal future with Blazo said, so, oh, I've thought 1742 01:59:50.680 --> 01:59:57.039 about this a lot um obviously, as our viewership grows and stuff like that. 1743 01:59:57.560 --> 02:00:03.039 The the ideal future for me is one this becomes our job. This 1744 02:00:03.199 --> 02:00:08.640 becomes our main job that we can sink all of our time into. Um 1745 02:00:08.920 --> 02:00:14.159 two, we do multiple episodes a week. To me, we just started 1746 02:00:14.359 --> 02:00:19.119 yeah yeah, but I mean, che know, um multiple episodes a week. 1747 02:00:19.720 --> 02:00:24.520 Um, you know, just keep increasing the production value of the show. 1748 02:00:24.640 --> 02:00:28.840 I would love for us to start streaming the episodes live or at least 1749 02:00:28.880 --> 02:00:30.840 some of the episodes live. Even talking about that for a while. Yeah, 1750 02:00:31.279 --> 02:00:34.439 And I've been pushing it, yes, and we've been thinking in our 1751 02:00:34.479 --> 02:00:36.199 heads, okay, like how are we going to do it? Like what 1752 02:00:36.239 --> 02:00:40.960 would the logistics be. It's something that we're wrapping our head around. For 1753 02:00:41.079 --> 02:00:45.000 sure, we're gonna get there. Um yeah, yeah, you know, 1754 02:00:45.920 --> 02:00:50.119 just just things like that, just uh, really taking the show from where 1755 02:00:50.159 --> 02:00:56.760 it is now and just continuing the natural growth that it's already been going through. 1756 02:00:57.159 --> 02:01:00.399 Yeah. Uh, just doing it on a bigger scale where we can 1757 02:01:00.479 --> 02:01:04.920 reach more people and and see the community grow. And because you know, 1758 02:01:05.159 --> 02:01:09.920 we have we have like what two between two and three hundred people in like 1759 02:01:10.039 --> 02:01:15.479 the Discord community two something and and plus seeing every single day we're being flooded 1760 02:01:15.600 --> 02:01:20.279 with all these beautiful, nice comments of people saying how much it changes their 1761 02:01:20.359 --> 02:01:24.880 lives and how how happy they are and all this stuff. That's the most 1762 02:01:24.920 --> 02:01:28.359 fulfilling thing for me. And even like the YouTube comments and the social comments 1763 02:01:28.359 --> 02:01:31.359 and all that stuff. I want to see those numbers grow more than anything 1764 02:01:31.439 --> 02:01:35.079 because that means that we are helping more people. Yeah, that's it, 1765 02:01:35.199 --> 02:01:41.399 real everyday people, that's it for me. That's the core of this project. 1766 02:01:41.600 --> 02:01:44.880 That's the most meaningful part of this project to me. And like, 1767 02:01:45.000 --> 02:01:47.600 so I just want more of that, more of that. Yeah, that's 1768 02:01:47.640 --> 02:01:53.960 my answer, Jenny. Your ideal future, why, well, you're sitting 1769 02:01:54.119 --> 02:01:59.199 next in line. I'm just looking. Yeah, okay, Alex, what's 1770 02:01:59.239 --> 02:02:01.159 your ideal future? So, like like big vision, like what do you 1771 02:02:01.319 --> 02:02:03.880 see? Like, Wow, this is what I wish it would be, 1772 02:02:04.680 --> 02:02:06.840 you know. I mean we're at one hundred, so we're dreaming of the 1773 02:02:06.920 --> 02:02:10.199 future. When when we're at two hundred, we'll look back at this and 1774 02:02:10.279 --> 02:02:15.079 we'll laugh because we might be there or not. I want a new chair. 1775 02:02:15.520 --> 02:02:21.119 Oh my gosh, this chair by one. No, you want to 1776 02:02:21.199 --> 02:02:26.279 know what Alex's chair is so creaky though, Like you didn't hear it in 1777 02:02:26.319 --> 02:02:30.079 the episodes, Get that it's a crappy chair. I brought it from home, 1778 02:02:30.159 --> 02:02:33.840 really, yes, But honestly though, Alex, I like it because 1779 02:02:33.880 --> 02:02:36.760 again, we're in a small space and it tucks really nicely under the desk. 1780 02:02:38.039 --> 02:02:40.680 That's true. I'm not saying it's a bad chair. I know. 1781 02:02:40.960 --> 02:02:43.800 It's just I understand though. Well, let's talk about it. We'll talk 1782 02:02:43.800 --> 02:02:45.159 about it, all right, Cool, we'll get to it. Okay, 1783 02:02:45.359 --> 02:02:53.279 maybe said maybe said, so Clause will come up with a new chair over 1784 02:02:53.399 --> 02:02:56.119 that. Okay. Is that all that you're looking forward to, Alex, 1785 02:02:56.279 --> 02:02:58.840 Yeah, I'll be for real, bro, this is one hundred I'm being 1786 02:02:58.960 --> 02:03:01.399 for real. That's all you wish for the future? Oh, I wish? 1787 02:03:01.479 --> 02:03:04.439 But how do I go after Nick? Nick said everything he took everybody? 1788 02:03:04.439 --> 02:03:13.760 I don't know, like having original thought for once? Hey, him, 1789 02:03:14.119 --> 02:03:18.439 you know he likes it, likes it. I don't know. That's 1790 02:03:18.479 --> 02:03:23.399 all I have really, Okay, So no, all I have is original 1791 02:03:23.479 --> 02:03:26.199 thoughts, Brian, That's true. That's true, dude. I don't know. 1792 02:03:26.319 --> 02:03:29.199 I just want to keep helping people, like Nick said, and I 1793 02:03:29.399 --> 02:03:35.119 just want to get more efficient, and that would mean that we get to 1794 02:03:35.199 --> 02:03:40.600 do more I would like to have, you know, I would like to 1795 02:03:42.079 --> 02:03:46.600 have more time to do this full time and with that, you know, 1796 02:03:47.359 --> 02:03:51.439 just getting better at it. Yeah, in all forms. I mean my 1797 02:03:51.600 --> 02:03:55.439 side of things is more the production side of things. And and I just 1798 02:03:55.600 --> 02:03:59.800 like, I want to keep working with you guys, because I've never enjoyed 1799 02:04:00.119 --> 02:04:03.319 meeting more than I enjoy our Monday night meetings. At the end of the 1800 02:04:03.439 --> 02:04:06.399 day, we have fun. Yeah, fun fact, we every Monday, 1801 02:04:06.520 --> 02:04:11.720 pretty much every Monday, we do have blots of set Mondays at six third 1802 02:04:11.920 --> 02:04:15.199 t think about us. We're in our meetings and we just talk about the 1803 02:04:15.279 --> 02:04:18.600 podcast and what's coming up, yeah, for the upcoming week. It's a 1804 02:04:18.640 --> 02:04:21.439 little background whatever. Well, I agree with both of you of if I'm 1805 02:04:21.479 --> 02:04:26.600 going to answer my own question, I'm finding, as we're like two years 1806 02:04:26.600 --> 02:04:33.000 into this, that life is getting more and more depressing in between when we're 1807 02:04:33.079 --> 02:04:39.520 doing this. I wish that we could get the podcast to a level of 1808 02:04:39.760 --> 02:04:45.920 income that wasn't an expense or a detriment to the listener, and so that 1809 02:04:45.159 --> 02:04:50.880 we could focus our time and energy doing this full time. Because I'm starting 1810 02:04:50.920 --> 02:04:56.920 to realize, even though this is not a full time paying job, this 1811 02:04:57.520 --> 02:05:00.359 is the thing. Yeah, this is the thing that I live for. 1812 02:05:00.079 --> 02:05:03.479 This is the thing that I feel like it's beneficial to my mind and my 1813 02:05:03.600 --> 02:05:08.680 soul. And when I'm suffering from it, it is because I'm not doing 1814 02:05:08.720 --> 02:05:11.039 it. Yeah, I feel that, you know what I mean? For 1815 02:05:11.079 --> 02:05:14.119 sure? One thing that I want is I never got my ideal studio. 1816 02:05:14.319 --> 02:05:16.159 I had a vision in my mind about how I wanted this to look, 1817 02:05:16.199 --> 02:05:18.760 and one day we're going to do that. Oh yeah, we were not 1818 02:05:18.880 --> 02:05:24.239 able to achieve it in this space. I still really love it and it 1819 02:05:24.640 --> 02:05:28.159 I love sitting in here sometimes, just like on a day after work, 1820 02:05:28.319 --> 02:05:30.960 Ryan will be playing a drum set, shout out again, drum set, 1821 02:05:31.239 --> 02:05:33.920 but and then I'll be sitting on the couch, just like in the room, 1822 02:05:34.079 --> 02:05:36.199 and it's just like it's a nice place. I like being here. 1823 02:05:36.279 --> 02:05:39.960 But I have an ideal studio on mine. I don't even want to talk 1824 02:05:39.960 --> 02:05:44.600 about it. It does involve wall paint, yes, and two chairs, 1825 02:05:44.960 --> 02:05:47.119 and one day I really want that. Everyone's like the couch, why have 1826 02:05:47.239 --> 02:05:49.720 it? Oh Alex, you's gonna have a chair. Now you're gonna have 1827 02:05:49.720 --> 02:05:54.000 a whole command center. Well yeah, I yes, and Alex deserves that. 1828 02:05:54.039 --> 02:05:57.560 Alex deserves a command center. I literally we were I've been looking at 1829 02:05:57.600 --> 02:06:00.239 houses, okay, because I'm, you know, trying to out of this 1830 02:06:00.279 --> 02:06:02.680 apartment eventually, and I was looking at him, and I was planning it 1831 02:06:02.760 --> 02:06:05.319 around what would be the podcast room. There was one I was like, 1832 02:06:05.359 --> 02:06:09.159 oh my gosh, that could be where Alex sits, and look like I 1833 02:06:09.399 --> 02:06:12.800 thought about those things. But anyway, that's one thing that I really am 1834 02:06:12.840 --> 02:06:15.800 like looking forward to at some point. Again, it doesn't even mean like 1835 02:06:15.840 --> 02:06:17.239 we have to go rent something separate. It's like if I just get a 1836 02:06:17.319 --> 02:06:23.920 bigger room and decorating that, that'll make me really happy. That'll like itch 1837 02:06:24.079 --> 02:06:30.960 that that other spot. And then also eventually being able to take these people 1838 02:06:30.159 --> 02:06:33.880 that we've been communicating with and talking with so much, having the chance to 1839 02:06:33.920 --> 02:06:39.920 meet them in person at some point. Oh yeah, that's so we're talking 1840 02:06:40.000 --> 02:06:43.680 about all of the helping and like, oh we want but like meeting these 1841 02:06:43.760 --> 02:06:46.000 people in person, there's nothing like that, and we have met I want 1842 02:06:46.000 --> 02:06:50.720 to say, is yeah special shout out to Ryan y. Yeah, randomly 1843 02:06:50.840 --> 02:06:55.000 ran into him at Food Lion. He's like, wait are you Ryan? 1844 02:06:55.079 --> 02:06:58.159 Are you Nick? And they're like a yeah, And anyway, ended up 1845 02:06:58.159 --> 02:07:00.640 being friends with him. Ryan's met him for longch of few times we've been 1846 02:07:00.680 --> 02:07:05.439 over to his house. They cooked for us and just like being around him 1847 02:07:05.600 --> 02:07:11.720 and wild speaking to somebody who like just normal cool. But he wanted But 1848 02:07:11.800 --> 02:07:15.079 this is what's crazy about it. He just felt like we've known him forever. 1849 02:07:15.279 --> 02:07:19.119 Yeah. Like I'm like I want to go back for so many even 1850 02:07:19.159 --> 02:07:24.680 the people in the discord like it's like you just like if we ever met 1851 02:07:24.680 --> 02:07:27.760 in person, like met these people in person, Yeah, I know that 1852 02:07:27.880 --> 02:07:30.439 it would like click. And I'm not even saying if it would be a 1853 02:07:30.479 --> 02:07:32.239 private event, because I would be a lot even if it was eventually at 1854 02:07:32.279 --> 02:07:36.359 like a conference or like an event of some sort. We've met some people 1855 02:07:36.479 --> 02:07:42.119 at UM. Sam Tripoli did a thing at the Dojo of Comedy in New 1856 02:07:42.239 --> 02:07:44.920 Jersey, and Ryan and I had gone and we met a few people there, 1857 02:07:45.039 --> 02:07:46.479 and we met a few people at a Vegas event as well, Like 1858 02:07:46.560 --> 02:07:50.359 people recognize this and it was like and it's what's happening. But it's just 1859 02:07:50.560 --> 02:07:54.279 fun to like meet people because you know you're like minded. Well, like 1860 02:07:54.439 --> 02:07:58.840 my dad he goes to his first book signing in um people. Yeah, 1861 02:07:58.920 --> 02:08:00.640 yeah, people. We were in the blood, I said, so in 1862 02:08:00.720 --> 02:08:03.399 California going into my dad's book signing and taking pictures and like it's mind blowing, 1863 02:08:03.439 --> 02:08:07.239 man, And like that that's what I'm saying, Like and you're saying, 1864 02:08:07.279 --> 02:08:09.279 and what Alex is saying warms up from them, like people people really 1865 02:08:09.359 --> 02:08:13.840 believe in us, and like I think we're at the point now we're like 1866 02:08:13.279 --> 02:08:16.279 we really really believe in us, and if we could get to that level, 1867 02:08:16.359 --> 02:08:18.960 man, Like, I know what'll happen. There's no if, There 1868 02:08:20.079 --> 02:08:22.760 is no if. Yeah, it's just time. Time is the only thing. 1869 02:08:22.039 --> 02:08:26.439 What did we say earlier? It's time and consistency and you can reach 1870 02:08:26.560 --> 02:08:30.600 any goal. Yeah, it's it. Time, consistency, PIXI US is 1871 02:08:30.600 --> 02:08:33.079 all you need. That's it. That's what I think about. It's true. 1872 02:08:35.319 --> 02:08:41.840 But anyway, congrats, congrats to you, Grets to Alex. Alex'spisode 1873 02:08:43.239 --> 02:08:46.680 for first and alphabetic quarter. Do you know why Alex's episode was fire? 1874 02:08:46.800 --> 02:08:52.319 Why it was so it was so good because imagine my perspective, man, 1875 02:08:52.720 --> 02:08:54.560 y'all are the ones that switched. Yeah, I didn't. Yeah, and 1876 02:08:54.760 --> 02:09:00.239 I'm sitting here having the same conversation that we always have. Amazing, you 1877 02:09:00.319 --> 02:09:03.760 know, to me, like fun conversations. But Alex is on the couch 1878 02:09:03.840 --> 02:09:07.359 with me, and I look over and Nick is on the monitor, and 1879 02:09:07.720 --> 02:09:11.880 like for me, it was like just like flip him. But nothing changed 1880 02:09:11.960 --> 02:09:16.079 for me, right right, And to me it was so fun. I'm 1881 02:09:16.079 --> 02:09:18.560 sure for y'all it was amazing for exactly a different reason. Yeah, but 1882 02:09:18.720 --> 02:09:22.279 Alex had to come from any of us, it was differently amazing. Yeah, 1883 02:09:22.479 --> 02:09:26.840 it was really fun. Yeah, doing it. I was like nervous 1884 02:09:26.880 --> 02:09:28.640 at first, but then I was like, fine, I got it. 1885 02:09:28.800 --> 02:09:33.640 I honestly would love to do one episode just for the sake of it where 1886 02:09:33.880 --> 02:09:35.640 I sit there and if we don't, that's if YA don't trust me doing 1887 02:09:35.680 --> 02:09:39.319 that, that's cool. I trust you, but that'd be Bryan is a 1888 02:09:39.359 --> 02:09:46.239 boomer when it comes to technol does not get technology. That's just job security 1889 02:09:46.319 --> 02:09:50.399 for me. Yeah, oh my gosh. I Alex to send that before 1890 02:09:50.520 --> 02:09:52.359 he literally said, nah, that's okay, because Ryan's like, why don't 1891 02:09:52.359 --> 02:09:54.960 you teach me at some point and he goes, nah, it's his job 1892 02:09:56.039 --> 02:10:03.760 security anything. Yeah, we've all got job security here, boys. Facts. 1893 02:10:03.800 --> 02:10:05.319 We ain't never gonna stop. Yeah for real, what do you say? 1894 02:10:05.359 --> 02:10:09.079 We go out there and celebrate. Let's do it all right? Thank 1895 02:10:09.119 --> 02:10:16.319 you? Wait? Should I exit or what? My guys? And ready, 1896 02:10:16.960 --> 02:10:20.119 let's hit them with it. Thank you all for being here for a 1897 02:10:20.359 --> 02:10:24.439 hundred, happy big one hundred, happy new year. As Emily said, 1898 02:10:26.600 --> 02:10:28.680 well it's a new a new chapter. There you go, let's do it. 1899 02:10:28.840 --> 02:10:31.000 Yeah, all right, it's a new podcast here, Rock on to 1900 02:10:31.840 --> 02:10:41.000 one. We'll see you in one on one. Weird Things Happened in the 1901 02:10:41.039 --> 02:10:54.960 backyard of Les House. Yeah, I got so weird kind of clutch your 1902 02:10:54.000 --> 02:11:11.560 too, like smiraling on the inside of the no one, no wows come. 1903 02:11:11.800 --> 02:11:31.960 I never t shine happy,